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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 01:56:58 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 01:56:58 -0700 |
| commit | cf3c77ad633433764a365258696061b0e718c535 (patch) | |
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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/22961-8.txt b/22961-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e14da1c --- /dev/null +++ b/22961-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,19053 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Nell, of Shorne Mills, by Charles Garvice + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Nell, of Shorne Mills + or, One Heart's Burden + + +Author: Charles Garvice + + + +Release Date: October 11, 2007 [eBook #22961] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS*** + + +E-text prepared by Roger Frank, Brownfox, and the Project Gutenberg Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS + +Or, One Heart's Burden + +by CHARLES GARVICE + +Author of +"Better Than Life," "A Life's Mistake," "Once in a Life," +"'Twas Love's Fault," etc. + + + + + + + +A. L. Burt Company +Publishers :: :: :: New York +1898 + + + +NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Dick, how many are twenty-seven and eight?" + +The girl looked up, with narrow eyes and puckered brow, from the +butcher's book, which she was laboriously "checking," at the boy who +leaned back on the window seat picking out a tune on a banjo. + +"Thirty-nine," he replied lazily but promptly, without ceasing to peck, +peck at the strings. + +She nodded her thanks, and traveled slowly up the column, counting with +the end of her pencil and jotting down the result with a perplexed face. + +They were brother and sister, Nell and Dick Lorton, and they made an +extremely pretty picture in the sunny room. The boy was fair with the +fairness of the pure Saxon; the girl was dark--dark hair with the sheen +of silk in it, dark, straight brows that looked all the darker for the +clear gray of the eyes which shone like stars beneath them. But the eyes +were almost violet at this moment with the intensity of her mental +effort, and presently, as she raised them, they flashed with a mixture +of irritation and sweet indignation. + +"Dick, if you don't put that banjo down I'll come over and make you. +It's bad enough at most times; but the 'Old Folks at Home' on one +string, while I'm trying to check this wretched book, is intolerable, +and not to be endured. Put it down, Dick, or I'll come over and smash +both of you!" + +He struck a chord, an exasperating chord, and then resumed the more +exasperating peck, peck. + +"'Twas ever thus," he said, addressing the ceiling with sad reproach. +"Women are born ungrateful, and continue so. Here am I, wasting this +delightful afternoon in attempting to soothe a sister's savage breast by +sweet strains of heavenly music, and she----" + +With a laugh, she sprang from her seat and went for him. There was a +short and fierce struggle, during which the banjo was whirled hither and +thither; then he got her down on the floor, sat upon her, and +deliberately resumed pecking out the "Old Folks at Home." + +"Let me get up, Dick! Let me get up this instant!" she cried indignantly +and breathlessly. "The man's waiting for the book. Dick, do you hear? +I'll pinch you--I'll crumple your collar! I'll burn that beast of a +banjo directly you've gone out. Dick, I'm sure you're hurting me +seriously. Di-ck! I've got a pain! Oh, you wait until you've gone out! +I'll light the fire with that thing! Get up!" + +Without a change of countenance, as if he were deaf to her entreaties +and threats, he tuned up the banjo, and played a breakdown. + +"Comfortable, Nell? That's right. Always strive for contentment, +whatever your lot may be. At present your lot is to provide me with a +nice, springy seat, and it will so continue to be until you promise--on +your honor, mind--that you will not lay a destructive hand on this +sweetest of instruments." + +"Oh, let me get up, Dick!" + +"Until I receive that promise, and an abject apology, it is a case of +_j'y suis, j'y reste_, my child," he responded blandly. + +She panted and struggled for a moment or two, then she gasped: + +"I--I promise!" + +"On your word of honor?" + +"Yes, yes! Dick, you are breaking my ribs or something." + +"Corset, perhaps," he suggested. "And the apology? A verbal one will +suffice on this occasion, accompanied by the sum of one shilling for the +purchase of cigarettes." + +"I shan't! You never said a word about a shilling!" + +"I did not--I hadn't time; but I shall now have time to make it two." + +The door opened, and a servant with a moon-shaped face and prominent +eyes looked in. She did not seem at all surprised at the state of +affairs--did not even smile. + +"The butcher's man says shall he wait any longer, miss?" + +"Yes, tell him to wait, Molly," said the boy. "Miss Nell is tired, and +is lying down for a little while; resting, you know." + +"I--I promise! I apologize! You--you shall have the shilling!" gasped +the girl, half angrily, half haughtily. + +He rose in a leisurely fashion, got back to his window seat, and held +out his long, shapely hand. + +She shook herself, put up one hand to her hair, and took a shilling from +her pocket with the other. + +"Tiresome boy!" she exclaimed. "If I live to be a hundred, I shall never +know why boys were invented." + +"There are lots of other things, simpler things, that you will never +know, though you live to be a Methuselah, my dear Nell," he said; "one +of them being that twenty-seven and eight do not make thirty-nine." + +"Thirty-nine? Why, of course not; thirty-five!" she retorted. "That's +where I was wrong. Dick, you are a beast. There's the book, Molly, and +there's the money----Oh, give me back that shilling, Dick; I want it! +I've only just got enough. Give it me back at once; you shall have it +again, I swear--I mean, I promise." + +"Simple child!" he murmured sweetly. "So young, so simple! She really +thinks I shall give it to her! Such innocence is indeed touching! Excuse +these tears. It will soon pass!" + +He mopped his eyes with his handkerchief, as if overcome by emotion, and +the exasperated Nell looked at him as if she meant another fight; but +she resisted the temptation, and, with a shrug of her shoulders, pushed +the book and money toward the patient and unmoved Molly. + +"There you are, Molly, all but the shilling. Tell him to add that to the +next account." + +"Yes, miss. And the missis' chocklut; it's just the time?" + +Nell glanced at the clock. + +"So it is! There'll be a row. It's all your fault, Dick. Why don't you +go for a sail, or shrimping, or something? A boy's always a nuisance in +the house. I'll come at once, Molly. There!" she exclaimed, as a woman's +thin voice was heard calling in a languid and injured tone: + +"Molly!" + +"''Twas the voice of the sluggard----'" Dick began to quote; but Nell, +with a hissed "Hush! she'll hear you!" ran out, struggling with her +laughter. Five minutes later, she went up the stairs with a salver on +which were a dainty chocolate service and a plate of thin bread and +butter, and entering the best bedroom of the cottage, carried the salver +to a faded-looking woman who, in a short dressing jacket of dingy pink, +sat up in the bed. + +She was Mrs. Lorton, the stepmother of the boy and girl. She had been +pretty once, and had not forgotten the fact--it is on the cards that she +thought herself pretty still, though the weak face was thin and hollow, +the once bright eyes dim and querulous, the lips drawn into a +dissatisfied curve. + +"Here is your chocolate, mamma," said the girl. She hated the word +"mamma"; but from the first moment of her introduction to Mrs. Lorton, +she had declined to call her by the sacred name of "mother." "I'm afraid +I'm late." + +"It is ten minutes past the time," said Mrs. Lorton; "but I do not +complain. I never complain, Eleanor. A Wolfer should at least know how +to suffer in silence. I hope it is hot--really hot; yesterday it was +cold--quite cold, and it caused me that acute indigestion which, I +trust, Eleanor, it will never be your lot to experience." + +"I'm sorry, mamma; but yesterday morning you were asleep when I brought +it in, and I did not like to wake you." + +"Not asleep, Eleanor," said Mrs. Lorton, with an air of long-suffering +patience--"no, alas! not asleep. My eyes were closed, I have no doubt; +but I was merely thinking. I heard you come in----Surely that is not all +the cream! I have few fancies, Heaven knows; but I have always been +accustomed to half cream and half chocolate, and an invalid suffers +acutely from these deprivations, slight and trifling though they may +appear to one in your robust, I had almost said savage state of health." + +"Isn't there as much as usual? I will go and see if there is some +more," said the girl, deftly arranging the tray. "See, it is quite hot +this morning." + +"But it will be cold before you return, doubtless," sighed Mrs. Lorton, +with saintly resignation. "And, Eleanor, may I venture to ask you not to +renew the terrible noise with which you have been filling the house for +the last half hour. You know how I dislike crushing the exuberance of +your animal spirits; but such a perfectly barbaric noise tortures my +poor overstrained nerves." + +"Yes, mamma. We'll--I'll be quiet." + +"Thank you. It is a great deal to ask. I am aware that you think me +exacting. This butter is anything but fresh." + +"It was made this morning." + +"Please, oh, please do not contradict me, Eleanor! If there is one +characteristic more plainly developed in me than another it is my +unerring taste. This butter is not fresh. But do not mind. I am not +complaining. Do not think that. I merely passed the remark. And if you +are really going to get me my usual quantity of cream, will you do so +now? Cold chocolate two mornings in succession would try my digestion +sadly." + +The girl left the room quickly, and as she passed the dining-room door +she looked in to say hurriedly: + +"Dry up, Dick. Mamma's been complaining of the noise." + +"'Eleanor, I never complain,'" he murmured; but he put down the banjo, +rose and stretched himself, and left the room, pretending to slip as he +passed Nell in the passage, and flattening her against the wall. + +She gave him a noiseless push and went for the remainder of the cream. + +Mrs. Lorton received it with a sigh and a patient "I thank you, +Eleanor;" and while she sipped the chocolate, and snipped at the bread +and butter--she ate the latter as if it were a peculiarly distasteful +medicine in the solid--the girl tidied the room. It was the only really +well-furnished room in the cottage; Nell's little chamber in the roof +was as plain as Marguerite's in "Faust," and Dick's was Spartan in its +Character; but a Wolfer--Mrs. Lorton was a distant, a very distant +connection by a remote marriage of the noble family of that name--cannot +live without a certain amount of luxury, and, as there was not enough to +go round, Mrs. Lorton got it all. So, though Nell's little bed was +devoid of curtains, her furniture of the "six-guinea suite" type and her +carpet a square of Kidderminster, her stepmother's bed was amply draped, +possessed its silk eider-down and lace-edged pillows; there was an +Axminster on the floor, an elaborate dressing table furnished with a +toilet set, and--the fashionable lady's indispensable--a cheval glass. + +"I think I will get up in half an hour, if you will be good enough to +send Molly up to me," said Mrs. Lorton, sinking onto her pillow as if +exhausted by her struggle with the chocolate. + +"Yes, mamma," assented the girl. "What will you have for lunch?" + +"Lunch!" sighed Mrs. Lorton, with an assumption of weary indifference. +"It is really of no consequence, Eleanor. I eat so little, especially in +the middle of the day. Perhaps if you could get me a sweetbread I might +manage a few morsels. But do not trouble. You know how much I dislike +causing trouble. A sweetbread nicely browned--on a small, a very small +piece of toast; quite dry, please, Eleanor." + +"Yes, mamma, I know," said Eleanor; but she looked out of the window +rather doubtfully. Sweetbreads were not easily obtained at the only +butcher's shop in the village; and, when they were, they were dear; but +she had just paid the long-running bill, and---- + +"I'll go up to Smart's and see about it," she said. "Is there anything +you want in the village, mamma?" + +Mrs. Lorton sighed again; she rarely spoke without a sigh. + +"If you really want the walk and are going, Eleanor, you might ask Mrs. +Porter if she has got that toilet vinegar for me. She promised to get it +down from London quite a week ago. It is really too ridiculous! But what +can one expect in this hole, and living among a set of barbarians? I +know that I shall never grow accustomed to this life of savagery; my +memory of the past is too acute, alas! But I must stifle it; I must +remember that the great trial of my life has been sent for my good, and +I will never complain. Not one word of discontent shall ever pass my +lips. My dear Eleanor, you surely are not going to be so mad as to open +that window! And my neuralgia only just quiet!" + +"I beg your pardon, mamma. The room seemed so hot, and I forgot. I've +closed it again; see! Let me draw the eider-down up; that's it. I won't +forget the toilet vinegar." + +"I thank you, Eleanor; and you might get this week's _Fashion Gazette_. +It is the only paper I care for; but it is not unnatural that I should +like to see it occasionally. One may be cut off from all one's friends +and relations, may be completely out of the world of rank and +refinement, but one likes now and then to read of the class to which one +belongs, but from which one is, alas! forever separated." + +"I'll get the _Fashion Gazette_ if Mrs. Porter has it, mamma. I won't be +long, and Molly will hear you if you want her before the time." + +Mrs. Lorton sighed deeply in acknowledgment, and Nell left the room. + +She had been bright and girlish enough while romping with her brother, +but the scene with her stepmother had left its impression on her face; +the dark-gray eyes were rather sad and weary; there was a slight droop +at the corners of the sweetly curved lips; but the change lent an +indescribable charm to the girlish face. Looking at it, as it was then, +no man but would have longed to draw the slim, graceful figure toward +him, to close the wistful eyes with a kiss, to caress the soft hair with +a comforting hand. There was a subtle fascination in the very droop of +the lips which would have haunted an artist or a poet, and driven the +ordinary man wild with love. + +Mrs. Lorton had called Shorne Mills a "hole," but as a matter of fact, +the village stood almost upon the brow of the hill down which ran the +very steep road to the tiny harbor and fishing place which nestled under +the red Devon cliffs; and barbaric as the place might be, it was +beautiful beyond words. No spot in this loveliest of all counties was +more lovely; and as yet it was, so to speak, undiscovered. With the +exception of the vicarage there was no other house, worthy the name, in +the coombe; all the rest were fishermen's cots. The nearest inn and +shops were on the fringe of the moor behind and beyond the Lorton's +cottage; the nearest house of any consequence was that of the local +squire, three miles away. The market town of Shallop was eight miles +distant, and the only public communication with it was the carrier's +cart, which went to and fro twice weekly. In short, Shorne Mills was out +of the world, and will remain so until the Railway Fiend flaps his +coal-black wings over it and drops, with red-hot feet, upon it to sear +its beauty and destroy its solitude. It had got its name from a flour +and timber mill which had once flourished halfway down the coombe or +valley; but the wheels were now silent, the mills were falling to +pieces, and the silver stream served no more prosaic purpose than +supplying the fishing folk with crystal water which was pure as the +stars it reflected. This stream, as it ran beside the road or meandered +through the sloping meadows, made soft music, day and night, all through +the summer, but swelled itself into a torrent in the winter, and roared +as it swept over the smooth bowlders to its bridegroom, the sea; +sometimes it was the only sound in the valley, save always the murmur of +the ocean, and the shrill weird cry of the curlew as it flew from the +sea marge to the wooded heights above. + +Nell loved the place with a great and exceeding love, with all the love +of a girl to whom beauty is a continual feast. She knew every inch of +it; for she had lived in the cottage on the hill since she was a child +of seven, and she was now nearly twenty-one. She knew every soul in the +fishing village, and, indeed, for miles around, and not seldom she was +spoken of as "Miss Nell, of Shorne Mills;" and the simple folk were as +proud of the title as was Nell herself. They were both fond and proud of +her. In any cottage and at any time her presence was a welcome one, and +every woman and child, when in trouble, flew to her for help and comfort +even before they climbed to the vicarage--that refuge of the poor and +sorrowing in all country places. + +As she swung to the little gate behind her this morning, she paused and +looked round at the familiar scene; and its beauty, its grandeur, and +its solitude struck her strangely, as if she were looking at it for the +first time. + +"One could be so happy if mamma--and if Dick could find something to +do!" she thought; and at the thought her eyes grew sadder and the sweet +lips drooped still more at the corner; but as she went up the hill, the +fine rare air, the brilliant sunshine acted like an anodyne, and the +eyes grew brighter, the lips relaxed, so that Smart's--the +butcher's--face broadened into a smile of sympathy as he touched his +forehead with a huge and greasy finger. + +"Sweetbreads! No, no, miss; I've promised the cook up at the +Hall----There, bless your heart, Miss Nell, don't 'ee look so +disappointed. I'll send 'em--yes, in half an hour at most. Dang me if it +was the top brick off the chimney I reckon you'd get 'ee, for there +ain't no refusin' 'ee anything!" + +Nell thanked him with a smile and a grateful beam from her gray eyes, +and then, still lighter-hearted, went on to Mrs. Porter's. By great good +luck not only had the toilet vinegar arrived from London, but a copy of +the _Fashion Gazette_; and with these in her hand Nell went homeward. +But at the bend of the road near the cottage she paused. Mrs. Lorton +would not want the vinegar or the paper for another hour. Would there be +time to run down to the jetty and look at the sea? She slipped the paper +and the bottle in the hedge, and went lightly down the road. It was so +steep that strangers went cautiously and leaned on their sticks, but +Nell nearly ran and seemed scarcely to touch the ground; for she had +toddled down that road as a child, and knew every stone in it; knew +where to leave it for the narrow little path which provided a short cut, +and where to turn aside for the marvelous view of the tiny harbor that +looked like a child's toy on the edge of the opal sea. + +Women and children came out of the cottages as she went swiftly past, +and she exchanged greetings with them; but she was in too great a hurry +to stop, and one child followed after her with bitter complaint. + +She stood for a moment or two talking to some of the men mending their +nets on the jetty, called down to Dick, who was lying--he was always +reclining on something--basking in the stern of his anchored boat; then +she went, more slowly, up the hill again. + +As she neared the cottage, a sound rose from the house and mingled with +the music of the stream. It was the yelp of staghounds. She stopped and +listened, and wondered whether the stag would run down the hill, as it +sometimes did; then she went on. Presently she heard another sound--the +tap, tap of a horse's hoofs. Her quick ear distinguished it as different +from the slow pacing of the horses which drew the village carts, and she +looked up the road curiously. It was not the doctor's horse; she knew +the stamp, stamp of his old gray cob. This was a lighter, more nervous +tread. + +Within twenty paces of the cottage she saw the horse and horseman. The +former was a beautiful creature, almost thoroughbred, as she knew; for +every woman in the district was a horsewoman by instinct and +association. The latter was a gentleman in a well-made riding suit of +cords. He was riding slowly, his whip striking against his leg absently, +his head bent. + +That he was not one of the local gentry Nell saw at the first glance. In +that first glance also she noted a certain indescribable grace, an air +of elegance, which, as a rule, was certainly lacking in the local +gentry. She could not see his face, but there was something strange, +distinguished in his attitude and the way he carried himself; and, +almost unconsciously, her pace slackened. + +Strangers in Shorne Mills were rare. Nell, being a woman, was curious. +As she slowly reached the gate, the man came almost alongside. And at +that moment a rabbit scuttled across the road, right under the horse's +nose. With the nervousness of the thoroughbred, it shied. The man had it +in hand in an instant, and touched it with his left spur to keep it away +from the girl. The horse sprang sideways, set its near foot on a stone, +and fell, and the next instant the man was lying at Nell's feet. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +For a moment Nell was too startled to do anything but cry out; then, as +the man did not move, she knelt beside him, and still calling for Molly, +almost unconsciously raised his head. He had fallen on his side, but had +turned over in the instant before losing consciousness; and as Nell +lifted his head she felt something wet trickle over her hand, and knew +that it was blood. + +She was very much frightened--with the exception of Dick's boyish falls +and cuts, it was the first accident at which she had "assisted"--and she +had never longed for any one as she longed for Molly. But neither Molly +nor any one else came, and Nell, in a helpless, dazed kind of fashion, +wiped the blood from the wound. + +Then suddenly she thought of water, and setting his head down as gently +as she could, she ran to the stream, saturated her handkerchief, and, +returning, took his head on her lap again, and bathed his forehead. + +While she was doing this she recovered her presence of mind sufficiently +to look at him with something like the desire to know what he was like; +and, with all a woman's quickness of perception, saw that he was +extremely good-looking; that he was rather dark than fair; that though +he was young--twenty-nine, thirty, flashed through her mind--the hair on +his temples was faintly flecked with gray. + +But something more than the masculine beauty of the face struck her, +struck her vaguely, and that was the air of distinction which she had +noticed in his bearing as he came down the road, and an expression of +weariness in the faint lines about the mouth and eyes. + +She was aware, without knowing why, that he was extremely well dressed; +she saw that the ungloved hand was long and thin--the hand of a +well-bred man--and that everything about him indicated wealth and the +gentleman. + +All these observations required but a second or two--a man would only +have got at them after an hour--and, almost before they were made, he +opened his eyes with the usual dazed and puzzled expression which an +individual wears when he has been knocked out of time and is coming back +to consciousness. + +As his eyes opened, Nell noticed that they were dark--darker than they +should have been to match his hair--and that they were anything but +commonplace ones. He looked up at her for an instant or two, then +muttered something under his breath--Nell was almost certain that he +swore--and aloud, in the toneless voice of the newly conscious, said: + +"I came off, didn't I?" + +"Yes," said Nell. + +She neither blushed nor looked shy. Indeed, she was too frightened, too +absorbed by her desire for his recovery to remember herself, or the fact +that this strange man's head was lying on her knee. + +"I must have been unconscious," he said, almost to himself. "Yes, I've +struck my head." + +Then he got to his feet and stood looking at her; and his face was, if +anything, whiter than it had been. + +"I'm very sorry. Permit me to apologize, for I must have frightened you +awfully. And"--he looked at her dress, upon which was a large wet patch +where his head had rested--"and I've spoiled your dress. In short, I've +made a miserable nuisance of myself." + +Nell passed his apology by. + +"Are you hurt?" she asked anxiously. + +"No; I think not," he replied. "I can't think how I managed to come off; +I don't usually make such an ass of myself." + +He went for his hat, but as he stooped to pick it up he staggered, and +Nell ran to him and caught his arm. + +"You are hurt!" she said. "I--I was afraid so!" + +"I'm giddy, that's all, I think," he said; but his lips closed tightly +after his speech, and they twitched at the corners. "I expect my horse +is more damaged than I am," he added, and he walked, very slowly, to +where the animal stood looking from side to side with a startled air. + +"Yes; knees cut. Poor old chap! It was my fault--my fau----" + +He stopped, and put his hand to his head as if he were confused. + +Nell went and stood close by him, with a vague kind of idea that he was +going to fall and that she might help him, support him. + +"You are in pain?" she asked, her brow wrinkled with her anxiety, her +eyes darkened with her womanly sympathy and pity. + +"Yes," he admitted frankly. "I've knocked my head, and"--he touched his +arm--"and, yes, I'm afraid I've broken my arm." + +"Oh!"--cried Nell, startled and aghast--"oh! you must come into the +house at once--at once." + +He glanced at the cottage. + +"Your house?" + +"Yes," said Nell. "Oh, come, please. You may faint again----" + +"Oh, no, I shan't." + +"But you may--you may! Take my arm; lean on me----" + +He took her arm, but did not lean on her, and he smiled down at her. + +"I don't look it, but I weigh nearly twelve stone, and I should bear you +down," he said. + +"I'm stronger than I look," said Nell. "Please come!" + +"I'll put the bridle over the gate first," he said. + +"No, no; I will do it. Lean against the gate while I go." + +He rested one hand on the gate. She got the horse--he came as quietly as +his master had done--and hitched the bridle on the post; then she drew +the man's arm within hers, and led him into the house and into the +drawing-room. + +"Sit down," she said; "lean back. I won't be a moment. Oh, where is +Molly? But perhaps I'd better not leave you." + +"I'm all right. I assure you that I've no intention of fainting again," +he said; and there was something like a touch of irritation in his tone. + +Nell rang the bell and stood looking down at him anxiously. There was +not a sign of self-consciousness or embarrassment in her face or manner. +She was still thinking only of him. + +"I'm ashamed of myself for giving you so much trouble," he said. + +"It is no trouble. Why should you be ashamed? Oh, Molly! don't cry out +or scream--it is all right! Be quiet now, Molly! This gentleman has been +thrown from his horse, and----Oh, bring me some brandy; and, Molly, +don't tell--don't frighten mamma." + +Molly, with her mouth still wide open, ran out of the room, and Nell's +eyes returned to the man. + +He sat gazing at the carpet for a while, his brow knit with a frown, as +if he found the whole affair a hideous bore, his injured arm across his +knee. There was no deprecating smile of the nervous man; he made no more +apologies, and it seemed to Nell that he had quite forgotten her, and +was only desirous of getting rid of her and the situation generally. But +he looked up as Molly came fluttering in with the brandy; and as he took +the glass from Nell's hand--for the first time it shook a little--he +said: + +"Thanks--thanks very much. I'm all right now, and I'll hasten to take +myself off." + +He rose as he spoke, then his hand went out to the sofa as if in search +of support, and with an articulate though audible "Damn!" he sank down +again. + +"I'm afraid I'll have to wait for a few minutes," he said, in a tone of +annoyance. "I can't think what's the matter with me, but I feel as giddy +and stupid as an owl. I'll be all right presently. Is the inn near +here?" + +"No," said Nell; "the inn is a long way from here; too far----" + +He did not let her finish, but rather impatiently cut in with: + +"Oh, but there must be some place where I can go----" + +"You must not think of moving yet," she said. "I don't know much--I have +not seen many accidents--but I am sure that you have hurt yourself; and +you say that you have broken your arm?" + +"I'm afraid so, confound it! I beg your pardon. I'll get to the inn--I +have not broken my leg, and can walk well enough--and see a doctor." + +Mrs. Lorton's step was heard in the passage, and the voice of that lady +was heard before she appeared in the doorway, demanding, in an injured +tone: + +"Eleanor, what does this mean? Why do you want brandy, and at this time +of the day? Are you ill? I have always told you that some day you would +suffer from this continual rushing about----" + +Then she stopped and stared at the two, and her hand went up to her hair +with the gesture of the weakly vain woman. + +"Who is it, Nell? What does it mean?" she demanded. + +The man rose and bowed, and his appearance, his self-possession and +well-bred bow impressed Mrs. Lorton at once. + +"I beg your pardon," she said, in her sweetest and most ingratiating +manner, with a suggestion of the simper which used to be fashionable +when she was a girl. "There has been an accident, I see. Are you very +much hurt? Eleanor, pray do not stand like a thing of stock or stone; +pray, do not be so useless and incapable." + +Nell blushed and looked round helplessly. + +"Please sit down," went on Mrs. Lorton. "Eleanor, let me beg of you to +collect your senses. Get that cushion--sit down. Let me place this at +your back. Do you feel faint? My smelling salts, Eleanor!" + +The man's lips tightened, and the frown darkened the whole of his face. +Nell knew that he was swearing under his breath and wishing Mrs. Lorton +and herself at the bottom of the sea. + +"No, no!" he said, evidently struggling with his irritation and his +impatience of the whole scene. "I'm not at all faint. I've fallen from +my horse, and I think I've smashed my arm, that's all." + +"All!" echoed Mrs. Lorton, in accents of profound sympathy and anxiety. +"Oh, dear, dear! Nell, we must send for the doctor. Will you not put +your feet up on the sofa? It is such a relief to lie at full length." + +He rose with a look of determination in his dark eyes. + +"Thank you very much, madame, but I cannot consent to give you any +further trouble. I am quite capable of walking to anywhere, and I +will----" He broke off with an exclamation and sank down again. "I must +be worse than I thought," he said suddenly, "and I must ask you to put +up with me for a little while--half an hour." + +Mrs Lorton crossed the room with the air of an empress, or a St. Teresa +on the verge of a great mission, and rang the bell. + +"I cannot permit you to leave this house until you have recovered--quite +recovered," she said, in a stately fashion. "Molly, get the spare room +ready for this gentleman. Eleanor, you might assist, I think! I will see +that the sheets are properly aired--nothing is more important in such a +case--and we will send for the doctor while you are retiring." + +Molly plunged out, followed by Nell, and Mrs. Lorton seated herself +opposite the injured man, and, folding her hands, gazed at him as if she +were solely accountable for his welfare. + +"I'm very much obliged to you, madame," he said, at last, and by no +means amiably. "May I ask to whom I am indebted for so much--kindness?" + +"My name is Lorton," said the dear lady, as if she had picked him up and +brought him in and given him brandy; "but I am a Wolfer." + +He looked at her as if he thought she were mad, and Mrs. Lorton hastened +to explain. + +"I am a near relative of Lord Wolfer." + +"Oh, yes, yes; I beg your pardon," he said, with a touch of relief. "I +didn't understand for a moment." + +"Perhaps you know Lord Wolfer?" she asked sweetly. + +He shook his head. + +"I've heard of him." + +"Of course," she assented blandly. "He is sufficiently well known, not +to say famous. And your name--if I may ask?" + +He frowned, and was silent for an instant. + +"Vernon," he said reluctantly, "Drake Vernon." + +"Indeed! The name seems familiar to me. Of the Northumberland Vernons, I +suppose?" + +"No," he replied, rather shortly. + +"No? There are some Vernons in Warwickshire, I remember," she suggested. + +He shook his head. + +"I'm not connected with any of the Vernons," he said with a grim courtesy. + +Mrs. Lorton looked rather disappointed, but only for a moment; for, +foolish as she was, she knew a gentleman when she saw one, and this Mr. +Vernon, though not one of the Vernons, was evidently a gentleman and a +man of position. She smiled at him graciously. + +"Sometimes one scarcely knows with whom one is connected," she said. "If +you will excuse me, I will go and see if your room is prepared. We have +only one servant--now," she sighed plaintively, "and my daughter is +young and thoughtless." + +"She is not the latter, at any rate," he said, but coldly enough. "Your +daughter displayed extraordinary presence of mind----" + +"My stepdaughter, I ought to explain," broke in Mrs. Lorton, who could +not endure the praise of any other than herself. "My late husband--I am +a widow, Mr. Vernon--left me his two children as a trust, a sacred +trust, which I hope I have discharged to the best of my ability. I will +rejoin you presently." + +He rose and bowed, and then leaned back and closed his eyes, and swore +gently but thoroughly. + +Mrs. Lorton returned in a few minutes with Molly. + +"If you will come now? We have sent for the doctor." + +"Thank you, thank you!" he said, and he went upstairs with them; but he +would not permit them to assist him to take off his coat, and sat on the +edge of the bed waiting with a kind of impatient patience for the +doctor. + +By sheer good luck it was just about the time old Doctor Spence made his +daily appearance in Shorne Mills, and Nell, running up to the crossway, +caught him as he was ambling along on his old gray cob. + +"Eh? what is it, my dear? That monkey of a brother got into mischief +again?" he said, laying his hand on her shoulder. "What? Stranger? Broke +his arm? Come, come; you're frightened and upset. No need, no need! +What's a broken arm! If it had been his neck, now!" + +"I'm not frightened, and I'm not upset!" said Nell indignantly, but with +a smile. "I'm out of breath with running." + +"And out of color, too, Nell. No need to run back, my dear. I'll hurry +up and see what's wrong." + +He spoke to the cob, who understood every word and touch of his master, +and jolted down the steep road, and Nell followed slowly. She was rather +pale, as he had noticed, but she was not frightened. In all her +uneventful life nothing so exciting, so disturbing had happened as this +accident. It was difficult to realize it, to realize that a great strong +man had been cast helpless at her feet, that she had had his head on her +lap; she looked down at the patch on her dress and shuddered. Was she +glad or sorry that she had chanced to be near when he fell? As she asked +herself the question her conscience smote her. What a question to arise +in her mind! Of course she should be glad, very glad, to have been able +to help him. Then the man's face rose before her, and appealed to her by +its whiteness, by the weary, wistful lines about the lips and eyes. + +"I wonder who he is?" she asked herself, conscious that she had never +seen any one like him, that he was in some way different to any one of +the men she had hitherto met. + +As she walked slowly, thoughtfully down the road, a strange feeling came +upon her; it was as if she had touched, if only with the finger tips, +the fringe of the great unknown world. + +The doctor, breaking away from the lengthy recountal of Mrs. Lorton, +went upstairs to the spare room, where still sat Mr. Drake Vernon on the +edge of the bed, very white, but very self-contained. + +"How do you do, doctor?" he said quietly. "I've come a cropper and +knocked my head and broken some of my bones. If you'll be so good----" + +"Take off your coat. My good sir, why didn't you let them help you to +undress?" broke in the old man, with the curtness of the country doctor, +who, as a rule, is no respecter of persons. + +"I've given these good people trouble enough already," was the reply. +"Thanks; no, you don't hurt me--not more than can be helped. And I'm not +going to faint. Thanks, thanks." + +He got undressed and into bed, and the doctor "went over" him. As he got +to the injured arm, Mr. Vernon drew his signet ring from his finger and +slipped it in his pocket. + +"Rather nasty knock on the head; broken arm--compound fracture, +unfortunately." + +"Oh! just patch me up so that I can get away at once, will you?" + +The old man shook his head. + +"Sorry, Mr. Vernon; but that is rather too large an order. Frankly, you +have knocked yourself about rather more seriously than you think. The +head----And you are not a particularly 'good patient,' I'm afraid. Been +living rather--rapidly, eh?" + +Vernon nodded. + +"I've been living all the time," was the grim assent. + +"I thought so. And you pay the usual penalty. Nature is inexorable, and +never lets a man off with the option of a fine. If one of my fishermen +had injured himself as you have done, I could let him do what he +pleased; but you will have to remain here, in this room--or, at any +rate, in this house--for some little time." + +"Impossible!" said Vernon. "I am a stranger to these people. I can't +trespass on their good nature; I've been nuisance enough already----" + +"Oh, nonsense," retorted the doctor calmly. "We are not savages in these +parts. They'd enjoy nursing and taking care of you. The good lady of the +house is just dying for some little excitement like this. It's a quiet +place; you couldn't be in a better; and whether you could or couldn't +doesn't matter, for you've got to stay here for the present, unless you +want brain fever and the principal part in a funeral." + +Drake Vernon set his lips tight, then shrugged his shoulders, and in +silence watched the doctor's preparations for setting the arm. + +It is a painful operation, but during its accomplishment the patient +gave no sign, either facial or vocal, of the agony endured. The doctor +softly patted the splintered arm and looked at him keenly. + +"Been in the service, Mr. Vernon?" he said. + +Vernon glanced at him sharply. + +"How did you know that?" he demanded reluctantly. + +"By the way you held your arm," replied the doctor. "Was in the service +myself, when a young army doctor. Oh, don't be afraid; I am not going to +ask questions; and--and, like my tribe, I am as discreet as an owl. Now, +I'll just give you a sleeping draft, and will look in in the evening, to +see if it has taken effect; and to-morrow, if you haven't brain fever, +you will be on the road to recovery. I'm candid, because I want you to +understand that if you worry yourself----" + +"Make the draft a strong one; I'm accustomed to narcotics," interrupted +Vernon quietly. + +"Opium, or chloral, or what?" + +"Chloral," was the reply. + +"Right. Comfortable?" + +"Oh, yes. Wait a moment. I was hunting with the Devon and Somerset +to-day. I know scarcely any one--not one of the people, I may say; +but--well, I don't want a fuss. Perhaps you won't mind keeping my +accident, and my presence here to yourself?" + +"Certainly," said the doctor. "There is no friend--relative--you would +like sent for?" + +"Good Lord, no!" responded Mr. Vernon. "I shall have to get away in a +day or two." + +"Will you?" grunted the old doctor to himself, as he went down the +stairs. + +The day passed slowly. The little house was filled with an air of +suppressed excitement, which was kept going by Mrs. Lorton, who, +whenever Nell or Molly moved, appeared from unexpected places, attired +in a tea gown, and hissed a rebuking and warning "Hush!" which +penetrated to the remotest corner of the house, and would certainly have +disturbed the patient but for the double dose of sulphonal which the +doctor; had administered. + +About the time she expected Dick to return, Nell went down the road to +meet him, fearing that he might enter singing or whistling; and when she +saw him lounging up the hill, with a string of fish in his hand, she ran +to him, and, catching his arm, began to tell her story in a whisper, as +if the injured Mr. Vernon were within hearing. + +Dick stared, and emitted a low whistle. + +"'Pon my word, you've been a-going of it, Nell! Sounds like a play: 'The +Mysterious Stranger and the Village Maiden.' Scene one. Enter the +stranger: 'My horse is weary; no human habitation nigh. Where to find a +resting place for my tired steed and my aching head! Ah! what is this? A +simple child of Nature. I will seek direction at her hands.' Horse takes +fright; mysterious stranger is thrown. Maiden falls on her knees: 'Ah, +Heaven! 'tis he! 'tis he!'" + +Nell laughed, but her face crimsoned. + +"Dick, don't be an idiot, if you can help it. I know it is +difficult----" + +"Spare your blushes, my child," he retorted blandly. "The Mysterious S. +will turn out to be a commercial traveler with a wife and seven +children. But, Nell, what does mamma say?" + +"She likes it," said Nell, with a smile. "She is happier and more +interested than I have ever seen her." + +Dick struck an attitude and his forehead. + +"Can it be--oh, can it be that the romance will end another way? Are we +going to lose our dear mamma? Grateful stranger--love at first +sight----" + +"Dick, you are the worst kind of imbecile! He is years younger than +mamma--young enough to be her son. Now, Dick, dry up, and don't make a +noise. He is really ill. I know it by the way the old doctor smiles. He +always smiles and grins when the case is serious. You'll be quiet, Dick, +dear?" + +"This tender solicitude for the sufferer touches me deeply," he +whimpered, mopping his eyes. "Oh, yes, I'll be quiet, Nell. Much as I +love excitement, I'm not anxious for a funeral, and a bereaved and +heartbroken sister. Shall I take my boots off before entering the abode +of sickness, or shall I walk in on my head?" + +The day passed. Dick, driven almost mad by the enforced quietude, and +the incessant "Hushes!" of Mrs. Lorton, betook himself to his tool shed +to mend his fishing rod--and cut his fingers--and then to bed. Molly +went to the sick room in the capacity of nurse, and Mrs. Lorton, after +desiring everybody that she should be called if "a change took place," +retired to the rest earned by pleasurable excitement; and Nell stole +past the spare-room door to her nest under the roof. + +As she undressed slowly, she paused now and again to listen. All was +quiet; the injured man was still sleeping. She went to the open window +and looked out seaward. Something was stirring within her, something +that was like the faint motion of the air before a storm. Is it possible +that we have some premonition of the first change in our lives; the +change which is to alter the course of every feeling, every action? She +knew too little of life or the world to ask herself the question; but +she was conscious of a sensation of unrest, of disquietude. She could +not free herself from the haunting presence of the handsome face, of the +dark and weary, wistful eyes. The few sentences he had spoken kept +repeating themselves in her ear, striking on her brain with soft +persistence. The very name filled her thoughts. "Drake Vernon, Drake +Vernon!" + +At last, with an impatient movement, with a blush of shame for the way +in which her mind was dwelling on him, she left the window and fell on +her knees at the narrow bed to say her prayers. + +But his personality intruded even on her devotions, and, half +unconsciously, she added to her simple formula a supplication for his +recovery. + +Then she got into bed and fell asleep. But in a very little while she +started awake, seeing the horse shy and fall, feeling the man's head +upon her lap. She sat up and listened. His room was beneath hers--the +cottage was built in the usual thin and unsubstantial fashion--and every +sound from the room below rose to hers. She heard him moan; once, twice; +then his voice, thick and husky, called for water. + +She listened. The faint cry rose again and again. She could not endure +it, and she got out of bed, put on her dressing gown, and slipped down +the stairs. She could hear the voice more plainly now, and the cry was +still, "Water! water!" + +She opened the door, and, pausing a moment, her face crimson, stole +toward the bed. Molly was in her chair, with her head lolling over the +back, as if it were a guillotine, her huge mouth wide open, fast asleep. + +Nell stood and looked down at the unconscious man. The dark-brown hair +was tangled, the white face drawn with pain, the lips dry with fever, +one hand, clenched, opening and shutting spasmodically, on the +counterpane. + +That divine pity which only a woman can feel filled and overran her +heart. She poured some water into a glass and set it to his lips. He +could not drink lying down, and, with difficulty, she raised his head on +her bosom. He drank long and greedily; then, as she slowly--dare one +write "reluctantly"?--lowered his head to the pillow, he muttered: + +"Thanks, thanks, Luce! That was good!" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +"Luce!" + +It was a strange name--the name of a woman, of course. Nell wondered +whether it was his sister--or sweetheart? Perhaps it was his wife? + +She waited for some minutes; then she woke Molly, and returned to her +own room. + +Drake Vernon was unconscious for some days, and Nell often stole in and +stood beside the bed; sometimes she changed the ice bandages, or gave +him something to drink. He wandered and talked a great deal, but it was +incoherent talk, in which the names of the persons he whispered or +shouted were indistinguishable. On the fourth day he recovered +consciousness, but was terribly weak, and the doctor would not permit +Mrs. Lorton to enter the room. + +He put his objection very cleverly. + +"I have to think of you, my dear madame," he said. "I don't want two +patients on my hands in the same house. Talk him back into delirium!" he +added to himself. + +All these days Mrs. Lorton continued to "hush," Nell went about with a +grave air of suspense, and Dick--it is not given to this historian to +describe the state of mind into which incessant repression drove that +youth. + +On the sixth day, bored to death, and somewhat curious, he strolled into +the sick room. Drake Vernon, propped up by pillows, was partaking of +beef tea with every sign of distaste. + +"How are you getting on, sir?" asked Dick. + +The sick man looked at the boy, and nodded with a faint smile. + +"I'm better, thanks; nearly well, I devoutly trust." + +"That's all right," commented Dick cheerfully. "Thought I'd just look +in. Shan't upset you, or disturb you, shall I, sir?" + +"Not in the very least," was the reply. "I'm very glad to see you. Won't +you sit down? Not there, but some place where I can see you." + +Dick sat on the end of the bed and leaned against the rail, with his +hands in his pockets. + +"I ought to introduce myself, I suppose. I'm what is called in the +novels 'the son of the house'; I'm Nell's brother, you know." + +Mr. Vernon nodded. + +"So I see, by the likeness." + +"Rather rough on Nell, that, isn't it? I'll tell her," said Dick, with a +spark of mischief in his eye. "Why, she's as black as a coal, and I'm +fair." + +"You are alike, all the same," said the invalid, rather indifferently. + +"My name is Dick--Dick, as a rule; Richard, when my stepmother is more +than usually riled with me." + +"Permit me to call you by the shorter name," said Mr. Vernon. "I'm +afraid I've been a terrible nuisance, and must continue to be for some +days. The doctor tells me that I can't venture to move yet." + +"That's all right," responded Dick cheerfully. "We shall be glad to see +you about again, of course; but don't worry yourself on our account, +sir. To tell you the truth, we rather enjoy--that is, some of us"--he +corrected--"having 'an accident case' in the house. Mamma, for instance, +hasn't been so happy for a long while." + +"Mrs. Lorton must be extremely good-natured and charitable," commented +Mr. Vernon. + +Dick looked rather doubtful. + +"Er--ye-s. You see, it's a little change and excitement, and we don't +get much of that commodity in Shorne Mills. So we're rather grateful to +you than otherwise for pitching yourself at our front gate. If you could +have managed to break both arms and a leg, I verily believe that mamma +would have wept tears of joy." + +"I'm afraid I can't say I'm sorry I did not gratify her to that extent," +said Mr. Vernon, with a grim smile; but it was a smile, and his dark +eyes were scanning the boy's handsome face with something approaching +interest. "Mrs. Lorton is your stepmother? Did I hear her say so, or did +I dream it?" + +"It's no dream; it's real enough," said Dick, with intense gravity. "My +father"--he seated himself more comfortably--"was Lorton & Lorton, the +Patent Coffee Roaster, you know--perhaps you've heard of it?" + +Mr. Vernon shook his head. + +"Ah, well! a great many other people must have done so; for the roaster +made a pile of money, and my father was a rich man. Molly, you can take +that beef tea downstairs and give it to Snaps. He won't eat it, because +he's a most intelligent dog. Thought I'd get her out of the room, sir. +Molly's a good girl, but she's got ears and a tongue." + +"So have I," said Drake Vernon, with a faint smile. + +"Oh, I don't mind you. It's only right that you should know something +about the people in whose house you are staying." + +Drake Vernon frowned slightly, for there was the other side of the +medal: surely, it was only right that the people in whose house he was +staying should know something about himself. + +"Father made a lot of money over a roaster; then my mother died. I was +quite a kid when it happened; but Nell just remembers her. Then father +married again; and, being rich, I suppose, wanted a fashionable wife. So +he married mamma. I dare say that she's told you she's a Wolfer?" + +Mr. Vernon nodded. + +"There's not much in it," said Dick, with charming candor. "We've never +set eyes on any of her swell connections, and I don't think she's ever +heard from them since the smash." + +"What smash?" asked Mr. Vernon, with only faint interest. + +"Didn't I tell you? Left the part of _Hamlet_ out of the play! Why, +father added a patent coffeepot to the roaster, and lost all his +money--or nearly all. Then he died. And we came here, and----There you +are, sir; that's the story; and the moral is, 'Let well alone'; or 'Be +content with your roaster, and touch not the pot.' Sounds like the title +of a teetotal tract, doesn't it?" + +"And you are at school, I suppose? No, you are too old for that." + +"Thanks. I was trying not to feel offended," said Dick. "Nothing hurts a +boy of my age like telling him he isn't a man. No; I've left school, and +I'm supposed to be educated; but it's the thinnest kind of supposition. +I don't fancy they teach you much at most schools. They didn't teach me +anything at mine except cricket and football." + +"Oxford, Cambridge?" suggested the invalid, leaning on his elbow, and +looking at the boy absently. + +"Wouldn't run to it," said Dick. "Mamma said I must begin the +world--sounds as if it were a loaf of bread or an orange. I should have +'begun it' long ago if it were. The difficulty seems to be where to +begin. I'm supposed to have a taste for engineering--once made a steam +engine out of an empty meat tin. It didn't work very well, and it blew +up and burst the kitchen window; but that's a detail. So I'm waiting, +like Mr. Micawber, for 'something to turn up' in the engineering line. I +take in the engineering paper, and answer all the advertisements; but +nothing comes of it. Quite comfortable? Shall I shake up the pillow, +sir? I know how to do it, for I've seen Nell do 'em for mamma." + +"No; thanks, very much. I'm quite comfortable. If you really are +desirous of taking any trouble, you might get me a sheet of note paper +and an envelope." + +"To say nothing of a pen, some ink, and blotting paper," said Dick, +rising leisurely. + +He brought them and set them on the bed, and Mr. Drake Vernon wrote a +letter. + +"I'm sending for some clothes," he explained. "May I trouble you to post +it? Any time will do." + +"Post doesn't go out till five," said Dick. "And we've only one post in +and out a day. This is the last place Providence thought of, and I don't +think it would have mattered much if it had been forgotten altogether." + +"It's pretty enough, too, what I saw of it," said Mr. Vernon. + +"Oh, it's pretty enough," assented Dick casually; "but it's precious +dull." + +"What do you find to do?" asked the sick man, with an attempt at +interest. + +"Oh, I ride--when I can borrow a horse--and boat and fish--and fish and +boat." + +At that moment a girl's voice, singing in a soft and subdued tone, rose +from below the window. + +Mr. Drake Vernon listened for a moment or two, then he asked: + +"Who is that?" + +"That's Nell, caterwauling." + +"Your sister has a good voice," remarked Mr. Vernon. + +"Oh, yes; Nell sings very well," assented Dick, with a brother's +indifferent patronage. + +"And what does your sister find to do?" asked Mr. Vernon. + +"Oh, she does ditto to me," said Dick. "Fish, boat--boat, fish; but +since you've been here, of course----" + +He stopped awkwardly. + +"Yes, I understand. I must have been a terrible bore to you--to you +all," said Mr. Drake Vernon, gravely and regretfully. "I'm very sorry." + +"No man can say more; and there's no need for you to say as much, sir," +remarked Dick philosophically. "As I said, you have been a boon and a +blessing to the women--and I don't mind, now you're getting better and +can stand a little noise." + +Mr. Vernon smiled. + +"My dear fellow, you can make all the row you like," he said earnestly. +"I'm very much obliged to you for looking in--come in when you care to." + +"Thanks," said Dick. "Oh! about the horse. I've had him turned out. I +don't think he's hurt much; only the hair cut; and he'll be all right +again presently." + +"I'm glad to hear it. I needn't say that directly he's well enough, you +can----Will you give me that letter again?" he broke off, as if +something had occurred to him. + +Dick complied, and Drake Vernon opened it, added a line or two, and +placed it in a fresh envelope. + +"There was a message I had to give you, but I've forgotten it," said +Dick, as he took the letter again. "Oh, ah, yes! It was from my sister. +She asked me to ask you if you'd care to have some books. She didn't +quite know whether you ought to read yet?" + +"I should. Please thank your sister," said Vernon. + +"Anything you fancy? Don't suppose you'll find Nell's books very lively. +She's rather strong on poetry and the 'Heir of Redclyffe' kind of +literature. I'll bring you some of my own with them. Mamma, being a +Wolfer, goes in for the _Fashion Gazette_ and the _Court Circular_, +which won't be much in your line, I expect." + +"Not in the least," Mr. Vernon admitted. + +"So long, then, till I come back. Sure there's nothing else I can do for +you, sir?" + +He went downstairs--availing himself of the invalid's permission to make +a noise by whistling "Tommy Atkins"--and Nell looked in at the French +window, as he swept a row of books from the shelf of the sideboard. + +"Dick, what an awful noise!" she said reproachfully, and in the subdued +voice which had become natural with all of them. + +"Shut up, Nell; the 'silent period' has now passed. The interesting +invalid has lifted the ban, which was crushing one of us, at least. He +thanks you for your offer of literature, and he has recovered +sufficiently to write a note." + +As he spoke he chucked the letter on the table, and Nell took it up and +absently read the address. + +"Mr. Sparling, 101 St. James' Place," she read aloud. + +"Rather a swell address, isn't it?" he asked. "Interesting invalid looks +rather a swell himself, too. I did him an injustice; there's nothing of +the commercial traveler about him, thank goodness! And he's decidedly +good-looking, too. But isn't he white and shaky! I wonder who and what +he is? Now I come to think of it, he was about as communicative as an +oyster, and left me to do all the palaver. You'll be glad to hear that +he admired your voice, and that he inquired how you passed your time; +also, that he was shocked when I told him that you whiled the dragging +hours away by dancing the cancan, and playing pitch and toss with a +devoted brother." + +Nell laughed, and blushed faintly. + +"What books are you taking, Dick? Let me see." + +"No, you don't! I know the kind of thing you'd send--'The Lessons of +Sickness; or, Blessings in Disguise,' and the 'Pilgrim's Progress.'" + +"Don't be an ass, Dick!" + +"I'm taking some of my own. Nell, you can post this letter. Yes, +I'll--I'll trust you with it. You'll be a good girl, and not open it, or +drop it on the way," he adjured her, as he climbed upstairs with the +books. + +"Here you are, sir. Hope you'll like the selection; there's any amount +of poetry and goody-goody of Nell's; but I fancy you'll catch onto some +of mine. Try 'Hawkshead, the Sioux Chief,' to begin with. It's a +stunner, especially if you skip all the descriptions of scenery. As if +anybody wanted scenery in a story!" + +"Thanks," said Mr. Vernon gravely. "I've no doubt I shall enjoy it." But +he took up one of Nell's books and absently looked at her name written +on the flyleaf--"Eleanor Lorton." The first name struck him as stiff and +ill-suited to the slim and graceful girl whose face he only dimly +remembered; "Nell" was better. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +He took up one of the books and read a page or two; but the simple story +could not hold him, and he dropped the volume, and, leaning his head on +his sound arm, stared listlessly at the old-fashioned wall paper. But he +did not see the pattern; the panorama of his own life's story was +passing before him, and it was not at all a pleasing panorama. A life of +pleasure, of absolute uselessness, of unthinking selfishness. What a +dreary pilgrimage it seemed to him, as he lay in the little bedroom, +with the scent of Nell's flowers floating up to him from the garden +beneath, with the sound of the sea, flinging itself against the cliffs, +burring like a giant bumble bee in his ears. If any one had asked him +whether his life had been worth living, he would have answered with a +decided negative; and yet he was young, the gods had been exceeding good +to him in many ways, almost every way, and there was no great sorrow to +cast its shadow over him. + +"Pity I didn't break my neck," he muttered. "No one would have +cared--unless it were Luce, and perhaps even she, now----" + +He broke off the reverie with a short laugh that was more bitter than a +sigh, and turned his face to the wall. + +Doctor Spence, when he paid his visit later in the day, found him thus, +and eyed him curiously. + +"Arm's getting on all right, Mr. Vernon," he said; "but the rest of you +isn't improving. I think you'd better get up to-morrow and go +downstairs. I'd keep you here, of course; but lying in bed isn't a +bracing operation, especially when you think; and you think, don't you?" + +"When I can't help it," replied Vernon, rather grimly. "I'm glad you +have given me permission to get up; though I dare say I should have got +up without it." + +"I dare say," commented the old doctor. "Always have your own way, as a +rule, don't you?" + +"Always," assented the patient listlessly. + +"Ye-s; it's a bad thing for most men; a very bad thing for you, I should +say. By the way, if you should go downstairs, you must keep quiet----" + +"Good heavens, you don't suppose I intend to dance or sing!" broke in +Vernon, with a smile, of irritation. + +"No; I mean that you must sit still and avoid any exertion. You'll find +that you are not capable of much in the way of dancing or singing," he +added, with a short laugh. "Try and amuse yourself, and don't--worry." + +"Thanks," said Mr. Vernon. + +Then, after a pause, he added: + +"I must seem an ill-conditioned beast, I'm afraid, doctor; but the fact +is--well, I have been worried lately, and this ridiculous accident +hasn't tended to soothe me." + +The doctor nodded. + +"Life's too short for worry," he said, with the wisdom of age. + +"No, you're right; nothing matters!" assented Mr. Vernon. "Well, I'm +glad I can get up to-morrow. I'll clear out of here as soon as +possible." + +"I shouldn't hurry," remarked Doctor Spence. "They're glad enough to +have you." + +Vernon nodded impatiently. + +"So they say--the boy's been in here this morning--but that's nonsense, +of course." + +On his way down the steep village street the doctor met Nell coming up, +with her quick, bright step, and he stopped the gray cob to speak to +her. + +"Well, Miss Nell," he said, with a smile twinkling in his keen eyes as +they scanned the beautiful face with the dark tendrils of hair blown +across her brow, beneath her old sailor hat, the clear gray eyes shining +like crystal, the red lips parted slightly with the climb. "Just left +your interesting patient. He'll come down to-morrow. Don't let him fag +himself; and, see here, Nell, try and amuse him." + +The gray eyes opened still wider, then grew thoughtful and doubtful, and +the doctor laughed. + +"Rather difficult, eh?" he said, reading her thoughts. "Well, I should +say it was somewhat of a large order. But you can play draughts or +cat's-cradle with him, or read, or play the piano. That's the kind of +thing he wants. There's something on his mind, and that's worse than +having a splint on his arm, believe me, Nell." + +Nell nodded. + +"I thought--that is, I fancied--he looked as if he were in trouble," she +said musingly. "Poor man!" + +"Oh, I don't know that he wants your pity," remarked the doctor dryly. +"As a rule, when a man's got something on his mind, he has put it there +himself." + +"That does not make it any the better to have," said Nell absently. + +"True, Queen Solomon!" he returned banteringly. "There's not much on +your mind, I should imagine?" + +Nell laughed, and her frank eyes laughed, too, as she met the quizzical, +admiring gaze of the sharp old eyes. + +"What should there be, Doctor Spence?" she responded. + +"What, indeed?" he said. "May it be many a day before the black ox +treads on your foot, my dear!" + +With a nod, he sent the cob on again, and Nell continued her climb. + +Something on his mind! She wondered what it was. Had some one he cared +for died? But if that were so, he would be in mourning. Perhaps he had +lost his money, as her father had done? Well, anyway, she was sorry for +him. + +It need scarcely be said that Mrs. Lorton did not permit the interesting +stranger to move from bed to sitting room without a fuss. The most +elaborate preparations were made by Molly, under her mistress' +supervision. The sofa was wheeled to the window, a blanket was warmed +and placed over the sofa, so that the patient might be infolded in it; a +glass of brandy and water was placed on a small table, in case he +should feel faint, and a couple of huge walking sticks were ready for +the support of the patient--as if he had broken his leg as well as his +arm. + +"No, remember, please, Eleanor, that there must be no noise; absolute +quiet, Doctor Spence insisted on. He was most emphatic about the +'absolute.' Pull down that blind, Molly; nothing is so trying to an +invalid as a glare of sunlight--and close the window first. There must +be no draft, for a chill in such a case as this might prove fatal. +Fatal! I wonder whether it would be better to light a fire?" + +"It is very hot, mamma," ventured Nell, who had viewed the closing of +the window with dismay. + +"It may seem hot to you, who are in robust, not to say vulgar, health; +but to one in Mr. Vernon's condition----" + +At this moment he was heard coming down the stairs. He walked firmly +though slowly, and it was evident to Nell that he was trying to look as +little like an invalid as possible. He had dressed himself with the +assistance of Dick, who walked behind with a pillow--which he made as if +to throw at Nell, who passed quickly through the hall as they +descended--and, though he looked pale and wan, Mr. Drake Vernon held +himself erect, like a soldier, and began to make light of his accident, +and succeeded in concealing any sign of the irritation which he felt +when Mrs. Lorton fluttered forward with the two sticks and the blanket. + +"Thank you--thank you very much; but I don't need them. Put it on? No, I +think I'd better not. I'm quite warm." He looked round the carefully +closed room--Dick's complaining "phew!" was almost audible behind him. +"No, I won't have any brandy, thanks." + +"Are you sure, quite sure, you do not feel faint? I know what it is to +rise from a sick bed for the first time, Mr. Vernon, and I can enter +into your feelings perfectly." + +"Not at all--not at all; I mean that I'm not at all faint," he said +hastily; "and I'm quite strong, quite." + +"Let me see you comfortably rangé," said Mrs. Lorton, who was persuaded +that she had hit upon a French word for "arranged." "Then I will get you +some beef tea. I have made it with my own hands." + +"It's to be hoped not!" said Dick devoutly, as she fluttered out. +"Molly's beef tea is bad enough; but mamma's----What shall I do with the +pillow?" + +"Well, you might swallow it, my dear boy," said Mr. Vernon, with a short +laugh. "Anything but put it under me. Good heavens! Any one would think +I was dying of consumption! But it is really very kind." + +"All right; I'll take it upstairs again," said Dick cheerfully. But he +met Nell in the passage. There was the sound of a thud, a clear, low +voice expostulating, and a girl's footstep on the stairs, as Nell, +smoothing her hair, carried up the pillow. + +When she came down Mrs. Lorton met her. + +"Get some salt, Eleanor, and take it in to Mr. Vernon. And please say, +if he should ask for me, that I'm making him some calf's-foot jelly." + +Nell took in the salt. Mr. Vernon rose from the sofa on which he had +seated himself, and bowed with a half-impatient, half-regretful air. + +"I'm too ashamed for words," he said. "Why did you trouble? The beef tea +is all right." + +"It's no trouble," said Nell. "Are you comfortable?" + +"Quite--quite," he replied; but for the life of him he could not help +glancing at the window. + +Nell suppressed a smile. + +"Isn't it rather hot?" she said. + +"Now you mention it, I--I think it is, rather," he assented. "I'll open +the window." + +"No, no," said Nell. "I'll do it; you'll hurt your arm." + +She opened the window. + +"If--if there was a chair," he said hesitatingly. "I'm not used to a +sofa--and--I'm afraid you'll think me very ungrateful! Let me get the +chair. Thanks, thanks!" as she swiftly pulled the sofa out of the way +and put an easy-chair in its place. + +"You see, it will be a change to sit up," he said apologetically. + +Nell nodded. She quite understood his dislike of the part of interesting +invalid. + +"And there's really nothing the matter with me, don't you know," he said +earnestly; "nothing but this arm, which doesn't exactly lame me. Won't +you sit down?" + +Nell hesitated a moment, then took a chair at the other side of the +window. + +"You've a splendid view here," he remarked, staring steadily out of the +window, for he felt rather than saw that the girl was a little shy--not +shy, but, rather, that she scarcely knew what to say. + +"Oh, yes," she assented, in a voice in which there was certainly no +shyness. "There is a good view from all the windows; we are so high. +Won't you have your beef tea?" + +"Certainly. I'd forgotten it. Don't get up. I'll----" + +But Nell had got up before he could rise. As she brought the tray to him +he glanced up at her. He had been staring at the bedroom wall paper for +some days, and perhaps the contrast offered by Nell's fresh, young +loveliness made it seem all the fresher and more striking. There was +something in the curve of the lips, in the expression of the gray eyes, +a "sweet sadness," as the poet puts it, which impressed him. + +"It's very good to be down again," he said. She had not gone back to her +chair, but leaned in the angle of the bay window, and looked down at the +village below. "I seem to have been in bed for ages." + +She nodded. + +"I know. I remember feeling like that when I got up after the measles, +years ago." + +"Not many years ago," he suggested, with a faint smile. + +"It seems a long time ago to me," said Nell. "I remember that for weeks +and months after I got well I hated the sight and smell of beef tea and +arrowroot. And Doctor Spence--your doctor, you know--gave me a glass of +ale one day, and stood over me while I drank it. He can be very firm +when he likes, not to say obstinate." + +Mr. Vernon listened to the musical voice, and looked at the slim, +girlish figure and spirituelle face absently; and when there fell a +silence he showed no disposition to break it. It was difficult to find +anything to talk about with so young and inexperienced a girl, and it +was almost with an air of relief that he turned as Mrs. Lorton entered. + +"And how do you feel now?" she asked, with bated breath. "Weak and +faint, I'm afraid. I know how exhausting one feels the first time of +getting down. Eleanor, I do hope you have not been tiring Mr. Vernon by +talking too much." + +Mr. Vernon struggled with a frown. + +"Miss Lorton has scarcely said two words," he said. "I assure you, my +dear madame, that there is absolutely nothing the matter with me, and +that--that I could stand a steam phonograph." + +"I am so glad!" simpered Mrs. Lorton. "I have brought this week's +_Society News_. I thought it might amuse you if I read some of the +paragraphs--Eleanor, I think you might read them. Don't you think +indolence is one of the greatest sins of the day, Mr. Vernon?" she broke +off to inquire. + +Vernon smiled grimly, and glanced at Nell, who colored under the amused +expression in his eyes. + +"I dare say it is," he said. "Speaking for myself, I can honestly say +that I never do anything unless I am compelled." + +Nell laughed, her short, soft laugh; but Mrs. Lorton was not at all +discomfited. + +"That is all very well for a man, though I am sure you do yourself an +injustice, Mr. Vernon; but for a young girl! I think you will find +something interesting on the third page, under the heading of 'Doings of +the Elite,' Eleanor." + +Nell took the paper--the journal she especially detested, and Dick never +failed to mock at--and glanced at Mr. Vernon; but he looked straight +before him, down at the jetty below; and, not shyly, but, with a kind of +resignation, she began: + +"'Lord and Lady Bullnoze have gone on a visit to the Countess of +Crowntires. Her ladyship is staying at the family seat, Cromerspokes, +which is famous for its old oak and stained glass. It is not generally +known that Lady Crowntires inherited this princely estate from her aunt, +the Duchess of Bogshire.'" + +"A most beautiful place," commented Mrs. Lorton. "I've seen a photograph +of it--a private photograph." + +Nell looked appealingly and despairingly at Mr. Vernon, but his face was +perfectly impassive; and, smothering a sigh, she went on: + +"'Lord Pygskin will hunt the Clodford hounds next season. His lordship +has been staying at Blenheim for some weeks, recovering from an attack +of the gout. It is said that his engagement with the charming and +popular Miss Bung has been broken off.'" + +"Dear me! How sad!" murmured Mrs. Lorton. "I am always so sorry to hear +of these broken engagements of the aristocracy. Miss Bung--I think it +said last week--is the daughter of the great brewer. Poor girl! it will +be a blow for her!" + +Not a smile crossed the impassive face; Nell thought that perhaps he was +not listening, but she went on mechanically: + +"'The marriage of the Earl of Angleford has caused quite a flutter of +excitement among the elite. His lordship, as our readers are aware, is +somewhat advanced in years, and had always been regarded as a confirmed +bachelor----'" + +At this point Nell became aware that the dark eyes had turned from the +window to her face, and she paused and looked up. There was a faint dash +of color on Mr. Vernon's cheeks, and a tightening of the lips. It seemed +to Nell, judging by his expression, that he had suddenly become +impatient of the twaddle, and she instantly dropped the paper on her +lap. But Mrs. Lorton was enjoying herself too much to permit of such an +interruption. + +"Why do you stop, Eleanor?" she inquired. "It is most interesting. Pray, +go on." + +Nell again glanced at Mr. Vernon, but his gaze had returned to the +window, and he shrugged his shoulders slightly, as if he were +indifferent, as if he could bear it. + +----"'A confirmed bachelor,'" resumed Nell, "'and his sudden and +unexpected marriage must have been a surprise, and a very unpleasant +surprise to his family; especially to his nephew, Lord Selbie, who is +the heir presumptive to the title and estates. We say "presumptive," +because in the event of the earl being blessed with a son and heir of +his own, Lord Selbie will, of course, not inherit the title or the vast +lands and moneys of the powerful and ancient family.'" + +"How disappointed he must be!" said Mrs. Lorton, sympathetically. +"Really, such a marriage should not be permitted. What do you think, Mr. +Vernon?" + +Mr. Vernon started slightly, and looked at the weak and foolish face as +if he scarcely saw it. + +"Why not!" he said, rather curtly. "It's a free country, and a man may +marry whom he pleases." + +"Yes, certainly; that is, an ordinary man--one of the middle class; but +not, certainly not, a nobleman of Lord Angleford's rank and position. +How old did it say he is, Eleanor?" + +"It doesn't say, mamma," replied Nell. + +"Ah, well, I know he is quite old; for I remember reading a paragraph +about him a few weeks ago. They were describing the ancestral home of +the Anglefords--Anglemere, it is called; one of the historic houses, +like Blenheim and Chatsworth, you know. And this poor Lord Selbie, the +nephew, will lose the title and everything. Dear me! how interesting! Is +there anything more about him?' + +"Oh, yes; a great deal more," said Nell despairfully. + +"Then pray continue--that is, if Mr. Vernon is not tired; though, +speaking from experience, there is nothing so soothing as being read +to." + +Mr. Vernon did not look as if he found the impertinent paragraphs in the +_Society News_ particularly soothing, but he said: + +"I'm not at all tired. It's very interesting, as you say. Please go on, +Miss Lorton." + +Nell looked at him doubtfully, for there was a kind of sarcasm in his +voice. But she took up the parable. + +"'Lord Selbie is, in consequence of this marriage of his uncle, the +object of profound and general sympathy; for, as the readers must be +aware, he is a persona grata in society----' What is a persona grata?" +Nell broke off to inquire. + +"Lord knows!" replied Mr. Vernon grimly. "I don't suppose the bounder +who wrote these things does." + +Mrs. Lorton simpered. + +"It's Italian, and it means that he is very popular, a general +favorite." + +"Then why don't they say so?" asked Nell, in a patiently disgusted +fashion. "'Is a persona grata in society. He is strikingly +handsome----'" + +Mr. Vernon's lips curved with something between a grin and a sneer. + +--"'And of the most charming manners.'" + +"Who writes this kind of rot?" he muttered. + +"'Since his first appearance in the circles of the London elite, Lord +Selbie has been the cynosure of all eyes. To quote Hamlet again, he may +truthfully be described as the "glass of fashion and the mould of form." +His lordship is also a good all-round sportsman. He spent two or three +years traveling in the Rockies and in Africa, and his exploits with the +big game in both countries are well known. Like most young men of his +class, Lord Selbie was rather wild at Oxford, and displayed a certain +amount of diablerie in London during his quite early manhood. He is a +splendid whip, and his four-in-hand was eclipsed by none other in the +club. Lord Selbie is also an admirable horseman, and has won several +cups in regimental races.' + +"That is the end of that paragraph," said Nell, stifling a yawn, and +glancing longingly through the window at the sea dancing in the +sunlight. "Do you want any more?" + +"Is there any?" asked Mr. Vernon grimly. "If so, we'd better have it, +perhaps." + +"Certainly," said Mrs. Lorton. "If there is anything I dislike more than +another, it is incomplete information. Go on Eleanor." + +Nell sighed and took up the precious paper again. + +"'As is well known'--they always say that, because it flatters the +readers, I suppose," she went on parenthetically--"'Lord Selbie is a +"Lord" in consequence of his father, Mr. Herbert Selbie, the famous +diplomatist, having been created a viscount; but, though he bears this +title, we fancy Lord Selbie cannot be well off. The kind of life he has +led since his advent in society must have strained his resources to the +utmost, and we should not be far wrong if we described him as a poor +man. This marriage of his uncle, the Earl of Angleford, must, therefore, +be a serious blow to him, and may cause his complete retirement from the +circles of _ton_ in which he has shone so brilliantly. Lord Selbie, as +we stated last week, is engaged to the daughter of Lord Turfleigh.'" + +Nell dropped the paper and struggled with a portentous yawn. + +"Thank you very much, Miss Lorton," said Mr. Vernon politely, with a +half smile on his impassive face. "It is, as Mrs. Lorton says, very +interesting." + +Nell stared at him; then, seeing the irony in his eyes and on his lips, +smiled. + +"I thought for the moment that you meant it," she said quietly. + +Mrs. Lorton heard, and sniffed at her. + +"My dear Eleanor, what do you mean?" she inquired stiffly. "Of course, +Mr. Vernon is interested. Why should he say so if he were not? I'm +afraid, Eleanor, that you are of opinion that nothing but fiction has +any claim on our attention, and that anything real and true is of no +account. I may be old-fashioned and singular, but I find that these +small details of the lives of our aristocracy are full of interest, not +to say edifying. What do you think, Mr. Vernon?" + +He had been gazing absently out of the window, but he pulled himself +together, and came up to the scratch with a jerk. + +"Certainly, certainly," he said. + +Mrs. Lorton smiled triumphantly. + +"You see, Eleanor, Mr. Vernon quite agrees with me. I must go and see if +Molly has put the jelly in the window to cool. Meanwhile, Mr. Vernon may +like you to continue reading to him." + +Mr. Vernon rose to open the door for her--Nell noticed the act of +courtesy--then sank down again. + +"You don't want any more?" she said, looking at the paper on her knee. + +"No, thanks," he said. + +She tossed it onto a chair at the other end of the room. + +"It is the most awful nonsense," she said, with a girlish frankness. +"Why did you tell mamma that it was interesting?" + +He met the direct gaze of the clear gray eyes, and smiled. + +"Well--as it happened--it was," he said. + +The clear gray eyes opened wider. + +"What! All this gossip about the Earl of Angleford, and his nephew, Lord +Selbie?" + +He looked down, then raised his eyes, narrowed into slits, and fixed +them above her head. + +"I fancy it's true--in the main," he said, half apologetically. + +"Well, and if it is," she retorted impatiently, "of what interest can it +be to us? We don't know the Earl of Angleford, and don't care a button +that he is married, and that his nephew is--what do you +say?--disinherited." + +"N-o," he admitted. + +"Very well, then," she said triumphantly. "It is like reading the doings +of people living in the moon." + +"The moon is a long ways off," he ventured. + +"Not farther from us than the world in which these earls and lords have +their being," she retorted. "It all seems so--so impertinent to me, +when I am reading it. Of what interest can the lives of these people be +to us, to me, Nell Lorton? I never heard of Lord Angleford, and +Lord--what is it?--Lord Selbie, before; did you?" + +He glanced at her, then looked fixedly through the window. + +"I've heard of them--yes," he said reluctantly. + +"Ah, well, you are better informed than I am," said Nell, laughing +softly. "There's Dick; he's calling me. Do you mind being left? He will +make an awful row if I don't go out." + +"Certainly not. Go by all means!" he said. "And thank you for--all the +trouble you have taken." + +Nell nodded and hurried out, and Mr. Vernon leaned back and bit at his +mustache thoughtfully, not to say irritably. + +"I feel like a bounder," he muttered. "Why the blazes didn't I give my +right name? I wonder what they'd say--how that girl would look--if I +told them that I was the Lord Selbie this rag was cackling about? Shall +I tell them? No. It would be awkward now. I shall be gone in a day or +two, and they needn't know." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The following morning, the carrier's cart stopped at the cottage, and +Dick, having helped the carrier to bring in a big portmanteau, burst +into the sitting room with: + +"Your togs have arrived, Mr. Vernon; and the carrier says that there are +a couple of horses at the station. They're directed 'Drake Vernon, +Esquire,' so they must be for you!" + +Vernon nodded. + +"That's all right," he said. "They were doing nothing in--where they +were, and I thought I'd have them sent down here. I suppose I must get +some one to exercise them?" + +Dick's eyes sparkled and his mouth stretched in an expressive grin. + +"Not much difficulty about that," he said. "For instance, I don't mind +obliging you--as a favor." + +Mr. Vernon smiled. + +"I thought perhaps you might be so good," he said; and he added +casually: "Anybody here who could be trusted to bring them from the +station?" + +"I know a most trustworthy person; his name is Richard Lorton, and he +will go for 'em in a brace of jiffs," said Dick. + +Mr. Vernon flicked a five-pound note across the table. + +"There may be some carriage. By the way, one of them is a lady's nag, +and I fancy they may have sent a sidesaddle." + +Dick nodded and repeated the grin. + +"I can get them put up at Sandy's," he said. "Sandy used to keep some +stables going for post horses before the coach ran to Hartland, you +know. I've got your horse there. Oh, they'll be all right. You trust to +me." + +"I do," said Mr. Vernon. "One moment," as Dick was rushing out to put on +his well-worn riding suit. "I don't think I'd say anything about--the +sidesaddle to Miss Lorton--yet." + +Once again Dick nodded--a nod so full of comprehension as to be almost +supernal. + +Mr. Vernon went upstairs, and, with Molly's assistance, unpacked the +huge portmanteau, and, when she had got out of the room, examined the +contents. Strangely enough, the linen was all new and unmarked. Only on +the silver fittings of the dressing case were a monogram--in which the +initial "S" was decipherable--and a coronet. + +"Sparling's an idiot!" Vernon muttered. "Why didn't he buy a new case? I +shall have to keep this locked." + +When he came down again, having changed into a blue serge suit, Nell was +in the drawing-room, arranging some flowers, and she looked up with a +smile of recognition at his altered appearance. + +"Your box has arrived, I see," she said, with the frankness of--well, +Shorne Mills. "You must be glad. And where has Dick dashed off to? He +nearly knocked me down in his hurry." + +"To Shallop," he said. "I had a couple of horses sent down." + +"But you couldn't ride, with your arm in a sling; and you've a horse +here already." + +"Don't suppose it's fit to ride yet," he said, "and I'm not going to +carry a sling forever. Besides, they were eating their heads off--where +they were." + +He said nothing about the sidesaddle. + +"I see. Well, I'm sorry Dick's gone this morning, for I wanted him to +come out in the boat. It's a good day for mackerel." She looked +wistfully at the sea shining below them. "Of course I could go by +myself, but I promised Mr. Gadsby that I wouldn't." + +"Who's Mr. Gadsby?" + +"The vicar. I got caught in a squall off the Head one day, and--I really +wasn't in the least danger--but they were all waiting for me at the +jetty, and they made a fuss--and so I had to promise that I wouldn't go +out alone. And old Brownie's out with his nets--he goes with me +sometimes. It's a nuisance." + +He stood by the window silently for a moment, then he glanced at her +wistful face, and said: + +"I should be a poor substitute, in my present condition, for old +Brownie, or old anybody else; but if you'll allow me to go with you, I +shall be very grateful. I can manage the tiller, at any rate." + +Nell's face lit up; she wanted to go very badly; it was a "real" +mackerel day, and, like the days of other fishing, not to be missed. + +"Will you? That's awfully kind of you! Not that I want any help; it +isn't that, for I can manage the _Annie Laurie_ in half a gale; but +there's a feeling that, because I'm only a girl, I'm not to be trusted +alone." + +"I quite understand," he said. "I'll promise not to interfere, if you'll +let me come." + +"And it may do you good--it's sure to!" she said eagerly. "There's the +loveliest of breezes--you must have some wind for mackerel--and----Can +you go at once?" + +"This very minute. I'm all ready," he said. + +"All right," she exclaimed, just as Dick might have done. "I'll be ready +before you can say Jack Robinson!" + +She ran out of the room and was down again in a very few minutes. Vernon +glanced at her as they left the cottage and descended the steep road. +She had put on a short skirt of rough serge, with a jersey, which +accentuated every flowing line of her girlish, graceful figure, and the +dark hair rippled under a red tam-o'-shanter. He was familiar enough +with the yachting costumes of fashion, but he thought that he had never +seen anything so workmanlike and becoming as this get-up which Nell had +donned so quickly and carelessly. As they walked down the steps which +led to the jetty, Nell exchanging greetings at every step, an old +fisherman, crippled with rheumatism, limped beside them, and helped to +bring the boat to the jetty steps. + +Nell eyed the _Annie Laurie_ lovingly, but said apologetically: + +"She's a very good boat. Old, of course. She is a herring boat, and +though she isn't fascinatingly beautiful, she can sail. Dick--helped by +Brownie--decked her over, and Dick picked up a new set of sails last +year from a man who was selling off his gear. Have you put in the bait +and the lines, Willy?" + +"Aye, aye, Miss Nell; I'm thinkin' you'll be gettin' some mackerel if +the wind holds. Let me help 'ee wi' the sail." + +"No, no," said Nell, "I can manage. Oh, please don't you trouble!" she +added to Vernon. "If you'll give me the sheet--that's the rope by your +hand." + +Vernon nodded, and suppressed a smile. + +"She'll go a bit tauter still, I think," he said, as Nell hoisted the +mainsail. + +She looked at him. + +"You understand?" she said, with a little surprise. + +Vernon thought of his crack yacht, but answered casually: + +"I've done some yachting--yes." + +"Yachting!" said Nell. "This isn't yachting. You must feel a kind of +contempt for our poor old tub." + +"Not at all; she's a good boat, I can see," he said. + +Nell took up the oars, but she had to pull only a few strokes, for the +wind soon filled the sail, and the _Annie Laurie_, as if piqued by the +things that had been said of her, sprang forward before the wind. + +Nell shipped the oars, looked up at the sail, and glanced at Vernon, who +had taken his seat in the stern, and got hold of the tiller with an +accustomed air. + +"Make for the Head," she said. "I'll get the lines ready." + +There was silence for a minute or two while she baited the lines and +paid them out, and Vernon watched her with a kind of absent-minded +interest. + +She was quite intent on her work, and he felt that, so far as she was +concerned, he might have been old Brownie, or the rheumatic Willy, or +her brother Dick; and something in her girlish indifference to his +presence and personality impressed him; for Drake, Viscount Selbie, was +not accustomed to be passed over as a nonentity by the women in whose +company he chanced to be. + +"That ought to fetch them," she said, eying the baited line with an air +of satisfaction. "You might keep her to the wind a little more, Mr. +Vernon; she can carry all we've got, and more." + +"Aye, aye!" he responded, in sailor fashion. "You only did her bare +justice, Miss Lorton," he added. "She's a good boat." + +Nell looked round at him with a gratified smile. + +"She's a dear old thing, really," she said; "and she behaves like an +angel in a gale. Many's the time Dick and I have sailed her when half +the other boats were afraid to leave the harbor." + +"Wasn't that rather dangerous, a tempting of Providence?" he said, +rather gravely, at the thought of the peril incurred by these two +thoughtless children--for what else were they? + +"Oh, I don't know," she replied carelessly. "We know every inch of the +coast and every current, and if it should ever come on too stiff, we +should make for the open. It would have to be a bad sea to sink the +_Annie Laurie_; and if we came to grief----Well, we can die but once, +you know; and, after all, there are meaner ways of slipping off the +mortal coil than doing it in a hurricane off Windy Head. There's the +first fish! If Brownie were here, we should 'wet it'; but I haven't any +whisky to offer you." + +Her low but clear laugh rang musical over the billowing water, and she +nodded at her companion as if he were one of the fishing men or Dick. + +Vernon leaned back and gazed in turn at the sea and the sky and the +slim, girlish form and beautiful face, and half unconsciously his mind +concentrated itself upon her. + +She was not the first young girl he had known, but she was quite unlike +any young girl he had hitherto met. He could recall none so free and +frank and utterly unselfconscious. + +Most young girls with whom he had become acquainted had bored him by +their insipidity or disgusted him by their precocity; but from this one +there emanated a kind of charm which rested while it attracted him. It +was pleasant to lean back and look at and listen to her; to watch the +soft tendrils of dark hair stirred by the wind, to see the frank smile +light up the gray eyes and curve the sweet red lips; to listen to the +musical voice, the low brief laugh, which was so distinct from the +ordinary girl's giggle or forced and affected gayety. + +The fish were biting, and soon a pile of silver lay wet and glittering +in the bottom of the boat. + +"Haven't you got enough?" asked Vernon, with your sportsman's dislike of +"pot hunting." + +"For ourselves? Oh, yes; but some of the old people of the Mills like +mackerel," replied Nell, "and they'll be waiting on the jetty for the +_Annie Laurie's_ return. Are you getting tired?" she asked, for the +first time directing her attention to him. "I quite forgot you were an +invalid." + +"Go on forgetting it, please," he said. "In fact, the invalid business +is played out. I'm far too hungry to keep up the character." + +She laughed. + +"So am I." + +She raised herself on her elbow and looked toward the shore. + +"If you'll take her to that cove just opposite us, we'll have some +lunch. You can eat fish, I hope? It was awfully stupid of me not to +remember----" + +"I can eat anything," he said quickly. "I was just going to propose that +we should cast lots, in cannibalistic fashion, to decide who should +lunch on the other." + +She laughed, and pulled in her line. + +"That's a beauty for the last. Do you know how to cook mackerel?" + +"No; but I can learn." + +"Very well, then; you'll find a spirit lamp and stove in that locker +under the tiller. Yes, that's it. And there ought to be some bread and +butter, and some coffee. Milk, as we don't carry a cow, we shall have to +do without. We shall be in smooth water presently, and then we can +lunch." + +He sailed the boat into a sheltered cove, and, rather awkwardly, with +his one hand, extracted the cooking utensils from the locker. Nell +lowered the sail, dropped the anchor, and came aft. + +"I'm afraid I shall have to cook," she said. "Dick generally does it, +but you've only one hand. There's one fish;" as she cut it open +skillfully. "How many can you eat?" + +"Two--three dozen," he said gravely. + +She laughed, and placed three of the silver mackerel in the frying pan. + +"Now don't, please, don't say that you haven't a match!" she said, half +aghast with dread. + +He took his silver match box from his pocket, and was on the point of +handing it to her. Then he remembered the coronet engraved on it, and +holding it against his side, managed to strike a light and ignite the +spirit. + +"Of course, you have to pretend that you don't mind the smell of cooking +fish; but it really isn't so bad when one is hungry," she said, as the +pan began to hiss and the fish to brown. + +"There's salt and pepper somewhere," she remarked. "You put them on +while the fish is cooking; it is half the battle, as Dick says. They're +in the back of the locker, I think. If you'll move just a little----" + +He screwed himself into as small a compass as possible, and she dived +into the locker and got out a couple of tin boxes. + +"And here's the bread--rather stale, I'm afraid--and some biscuits. The +coffee's in that tin, and the water in this jar. Do you know how to make +coffee?" + +"Rather!" he said, with mock indignation. "I've made coffee under +various circumstances and in various climes; in the galley of a Porto +Rico coaster; in an American ravine, waiting for the game; on a Highland +moor, when the stags had got scent and the last chance of sport in the +day was gone like a beautiful dream; in an artist's attic in Florence, +where the tobacco smoke was too thick to cut with anything less than a +hatchet; and after a skirmish with the dervishes, when a cup of coffee +seemed almost as precious as the life one had just managed to save by +the skin of one's teeth; but I never made it under more pleasant +circumstances than these." + +He looked up and round him as he spoke, with a brighter expression on +his face than she had as yet seen, and Nell regarded him with a sudden +interest. + +"How much you have traveled!" she said--"that mackerel wants turning; +raise the pan so that the butter can run under the fish; that's it--and +how much you must have seen! Italy, Egypt, Porto Rico--where is that? +Oh, I remember! How delightful to have seen so much! You must be a very +fortunate individual!" + +She leaned her chin in her brown, shapely hands, and looked at him +curiously, and with a frank envy in her gray eyes. + +His face clouded for a moment. + +"Count no man fortunate until he is dead!" he said, adapting the +aphorism. "Believe me that I'd change places with you at this moment, +and throw in all my experiences." + +She laughed incredulously. + +"With me? Oh, you can't mean it. It is very flattering, of course; but +it's absurd. Why"--she paused and sighed--"I've never been anywhere, or +seen anything. I've never been to London even, since I was quite a +little girl, and----Change places with me!" She laughed again, just a +little sadly. "Yes, it does sound absurd. For one thing, you wouldn't +like to be poor; and we are poor, you know." + +"Poor and content is rich enough," he remarked sententiously. Then he +laughed. "I'm as good as a copy book with moral headings this morning." + +Nell smiled. + +"I think that is nonsense, like most copy-book headings. And yet----Yes, +I should be content enough if it were not for Dick. After all, one can +be happy though one is poor, especially if one lives in a beautiful +place like Shorne Mills, and has a boat to sail in the summer, and books +in the winter, and knows all the people round, and----" + +"And happens to be young and full of the joy of life," he said, with a +smile. "And it's only on your mind!" + +She nodded gravely. + +"Yes, of course I know that it's not right that he should be hanging +about the Mills, doing nothing, and wasting his time. I'm always +worrying about Dick's future. It's a sin that he should be wasted, for +Dick is clever. You may not think so----" + +"Oh, yes, I do," he said thoughtfully. "But I wouldn't worry. Something +may turn up----" + +She laughed. + +"That is what he is always saying; but he says it rather bitterly +sometimes, and----But I ought not to worry you, at any rate. Those fish +are just done." + +"Then my life is just saved," he responded solemnly. + +"There are two plates; you hold them on the top of the stove to +warm--that's it! And now you fill the kettle--oh! I see you've thought +of that. It will boil while we eat the fish." + +She helped him to some, and they ate in silence for some minutes. Only +they who have eaten mackerel within a few minutes of their being caught, +and eaten them while reclining in a boat, with a blue sky overhead and a +sapphire sea all around, can know how good mackerel can taste. To +Vernon, who possessed the appetite of the convalescent, the meal was an +Olympian feast. + +"No more?" he said, as Nell declined. "Pray don't say so, or I shall, +from sheer decency, have to refuse also; and I could eat another half, +and will do so if you will take the other. You wouldn't be so heartless +as to deprive me of a second serve, surely!" + +Nell laughed and held out her plate. + +"I consent because I do not think the recently starving should eat too +much at first. Didn't you say that you had been in Egypt fighting? You +are in the army, then?" + +He nodded casually, and she looked at him thoughtfully. + +"Then we ought not to call you 'Mr.,'" she said. "What are you--a +colonel?" + +He laughed shortly as he picked the fish from the bones. + +"Good heavens! do I look so old? No, not colonel. I'm a captain. But I'm +not in the army now. I left it--worse luck!" + +"Why did you leave it?" she asked. + +He looked a little bored--not so much bored, perhaps, as reluctant. + +"Oh, for a variety of reasons; the most important being the fact that a +relative of mine wished me to do so." + +His face clouded for a moment or two; then he said, with the air of one +dismissing an unpleasant topic: + +"This water's boiling like mad. Now is my time to prove my assertion +that I am capable of making coffee. I want two jugs, or this jug and the +tin will do. The coffee? Thanks. I'm afraid I'll have to get you to hold +the tin. This is the native method: You make it in the tin--so; then, +after a moment or two, you pour the liquid--not the coffee grounds--into +the jug, then back, and then back again, and lo! you have café à la +Français, or Cairo, or Clapham fashion." + +"It's very good," she admitted, when it had cooled sufficiently for her +to taste it. "And that is how you made it on the battlefield?" + +"Scarcely," he said. "There was no jug, only an empty meat can; and the +water--well, the water was almost as thick, with mud, before the coffee +was put in as afterward, and the men would scarcely have had patience +to wait for the patent process. Poor beggars! Some of them had not had a +drop past their lips for twenty-four hours--and been fighting, too." + +Nell listened, with her grave gray eyes fixed on his face. + +"How sorry you must have been to leave the army!" she said thoughtfully. + +"Does warfare seem so alluring?" he retorted, with a laugh. "But you're +right; I was sorry to send in my papers, and I've been sorrier since the +day I did it." + +Nell curled herself up in the bottom of the boat like a well-fed and +contented cat, and Vernon, having washed the plates by the simple +process of dragging them backward and forward through the water, +stretched himself and felt in his pockets. He relinquished the search +with a sigh of resignation, and Nell, hearing it, looked up. + +"Are you not going to smoke?" she asked. "Dick would have his pipe +alight long before this; and, of course, I don't mind--if that is what +you were waiting for. Why should I?" + +"Thanks; but, like an idiot, I've forgotten my pipe. I've got some +tobacco and cigarette paper." + +"Then you are all right," she remarked. + +"Scarcely," he said carelessly. "This stupid mummy of an arm of mine +prevents me rolling a cigarette, you see." + +"How stupid of me to forget that!" she said. "Give me the tobacco and +the paper and let me try." + +He produced the necessary articles promptly; and showed her how to do +it. + +"Not quite so much tobacco"--she had taken out enough for ten +cigarettes, and spilled sufficient for another five--"and--er--if you +could get it more equal along the paper. Like this--ah, thanks!" + +In showing her, his fingers got "mixed" with hers, but Nell seemed too +absorbed in her novel experiment to notice the fact. + +"Like that? Rather like a miniature sausage, isn't it? And it will all +come undone when I let go of it," she added apprehensively. + +"If you'll be so good as just to wet the edge with your lips," he said, +in a matter-of-fact way. + +She looked at him, and a faint dash of color came into her face. + +"You won't like to smoke it afterward," she said coolly. + +He stared at her, then smiled. + +"Try me!" he said succinctly. + +She gave a little shrug of the shoulders, moistened the cigarette in the +usual way, and handed it to him gravely. + +"I'll try to make the next better," she said. "I suppose you will want +another?" + +"I'm afraid I shall want more than you will be inclined to make," he +said, "and I shouldn't like to trespass on your good nature." + +"Oh, it's not very hard work making cigarettes," she said. "I'd better +set about the next at once. How is that?" and she held up the production +for inspection. + +"Simply perfect," he said. "You would amass a fortune out in the East as +a cigarette maker." + +She looked up at him, beyond him, wistfully. + +"I wish I could amass a fortune; indeed, I'd be content if I could earn +my living any way," she said, as if she were communing with herself +rather than addressing him. "If I could earn some money, and help Dick!" + +Her voice died away, and she sighed softly. + +He regarded her dreamily. + +"Don't think of anything so--unnatural," he said. + +She raised her eyes, and looked at him with surprise. + +"Is it unnatural for a woman--a girl--to earn her own living?" she said. + +"Yes," he said emphatically. "Women were made for men to work for, not +to toil themselves." + +Nell laughed, in simple mockery of the sentiment. + +"What nonsense! As if we were dolls or something to be wrapped up in +lavender! Why, half the women in Shorne Mills work! You see them driving +their donkeys down to the beach for sand--haven't you seen them with +bags on each side?--and doing washing, and making butter and going to +market. Why, I should have to work if anything happened to mamma. At +least, she has often said so. She has--what is it?--oh, an annuity or +something of the kind; and if she died, Dick and I would have to 'face +the world,' as she puts it." + +He said nothing, but looked at her through the thin blue cloud of his +cigarette. She looked so sweet, so girlish, so--yes, so helpless--lying +there in the sunlight, one brown paw supporting her shapely head, the +other--after the manner of girls--dabbling in the water. A pang of +compassion smote him. + +"It's a devil of a world," he muttered, almost to himself. + +"Do you think so?" she said, with surprise. "I don't. At any rate, I +don't think so this afternoon." + +"Why this afternoon?" he asked, half curiously. + +"Oh, I don't know. Perhaps it's the sunshine, or--or--do you think it's +the mackerel?" + +She laughed. + +"But I feel so happy and free from care. And yet all the old trouble +remains. There's Dick's future--and--oh, all the rest. But this +afternoon everything seems bright and hopeful. I wonder why?" + +She looked at him wistfully, as if he might perhaps explain; but Vernon +said nothing. + +"Have you really finished that cigarette? You smoke much less quickly +than Dick. Well, there's another ready; and when you've finished that, I +think we ought to be getting back. I want--let me see--yes, ten more +fish, and I can get them when we get farther out." + +They set the sail, and the _Annie Laurie_ glided out of the placid +little cove into the open sea. + +As Vernon steered for the Head, behind which Shorne Mills sheltered, he +sighed unconsciously. He, too, had been happy and free from care that +morning, and the afternoon seemed full of indescribable peace and +happiness. He, like Nell, wondered why. A day or two ago--or was it a +month, a year?--he had been depressed and low-spirited, and firmly +convinced that life was not worth living; but this afternoon---- + +What a pretty picture she made in her jersey, that fitted her like a +skin, with the soft black hair rippling beneath the edge of the +tam-o'-shanter! + +Suddenly the pretty picture called out, "Sail ahead, sir!" and Vernon, +taking his eyes from her, saw a yacht skimming along the sapphire waves, +almost parallel with the _Annie Laurie_. + +"That's a yacht," said Nell; "and a fine one, too." + +He looked at it, shading his eyes with his practicable hand. + +"I wonder who she is?" said Nell. "There's a field glass in the +locker--get it. Can you see her name?" + +He put the glass to his eyes and adjusted it; and, as he got the focus, +an exclamation escaped him. + +"What did you say?" inquired Nell. + +"Nothing, only that she's a fine vessel," he said indifferently. + +"Yes. I should like to be on her," said Nell. "Wouldn't you?" + +He smiled grimly. + +"I am content with the _Annie Laurie_," he replied. + +She stared at him incredulously, then laughed. + +"Thank you for the compliment; but you can't seriously prefer this dear +old tub to that! I wonder whom she belongs to? How fast she travels. I +should like to have a yacht like that." + +"Would you?" he said, eying her rather strangely. "Perhaps some day----" + +He stopped, and knocked the ash from his cigarette. + +Nell laughed. + +"Were you going to say that perhaps some day I should own one like her? +What nonsense! It is like the things one reads in books, when the +benevolent and wise old gentleman tells the boy that perhaps, if he +works hard, and is honest and persevering, he may own a carriage and a +pair like that which happens to be passing at the moment." + +Vernon laughed. + +"Life is full of possibilities," he said, with his eyes fixed on the +yacht, which, after sailing broadside to them for some time, suddenly +put down the helm and struck out for sea. + +"I thought they might be making for Shorne Mills," said Nell, rather +regretfully. "Yachts put in there sometimes, and I should have liked to +have seen this one." + +"Would you?" he said, as curiously as he had spoken before. + +"It doesn't matter whether I would or wouldn't; she's gone out into the +channel now," said Nell. + +He stifled a sigh which sounded like a sigh of relief, and steered the +_Annie Laurie_ for home. + +Nell swept the fish into an old reed basket which had held many such a +catch, and held it up to the admiring and anticipatory gaze of a small +crowd of women and children which had gathered on the jetty steps at the +approach of the _Annie Laurie_. + +As she stepped on shore and distributed the fish, receiving the short +but expressive Devonshire "Thank 'ee, Miss Nell, thank 'ee," Vernon +looked at the beautiful girlish face pensively, and thought--well, who +can tell what a man thinks at such moments? Perhaps he was thinking of +the hundred and one useless women of his class who, throughout the whole +of their butterfly lives, had never won a single breath of gratitude +from the poor in their midst. + +"Come along," she said, turning to him, when she had emptied the basket. +"I'm afraid we're in for a scolding. I quite forgot till this moment +that mamma did not know you had gone out." + +"What about you?" he said, remembering for the first time that he had +spent so many hours with this girl alone and unchaperoned. + +Nell laughed. + +"Oh, she would not be anxious about me. Mamma is used to my going out +for a ride--when I can borrow a horse from some one--or sailing the +_Annie Laurie_ with old Brownie; but she'll be anxious about you. You're +an invalid, you know." + +"Not much of the invalid about me, saving this arm," he said. + +As they climbed the hill, they came upon Dick mounted upon a horse the +like of which Nell had never seen; and she stopped dead short and stared +at him. + +"Hallo, Nell! Hallo, Mr. Vernon! Just giving him a run, after being shut +up in that stuffy railway box." + +"That's right," said Vernon. "Like him?" + +"Like him?" responded Dick, with the superlative of approval; "never +rode a horse to equal him, and the other is as good. And"--in an +undertone--"the sidesaddle has come." + +But Nell, whose ears were sharp, heard him. + +"Who is the sidesaddle for?" she asked, innocently and ungrammatically. + +Vernon took the bull by the horns. + +"For you, if you will deign to use it, Miss Nell," he said. + +It was the first time he had addressed her as "Miss Nell," but she did +not notice it. + +"For me?" she exclaimed. + +They were opposite Sandy's stables, and Dick dropped off his horse and +brought out the other. + +"Look at her, Nell!" he exclaimed, with bated breath. "Perfect, isn't +she?" + +Nell looked at her with a flush that came and went. + +"Oh, but I--I--could not!" she breathed. + +Mr. Drake Vernon laughed. + +"Why not?" he said argumentatively. "Fair play's a jewel. You can't +expect to have all the innings your side, Miss Nell. You've treated +me--well, like a prince; and you won't refuse to ride a horse of mine +that's simply spoiling for want of exercise!" + +Nell looked from him to the horse, and from the horse to him. + +"I--I--am so surprised," she faltered. "I--I will ask mamma." + +"That's all right," said Vernon, who had learned to know "mamma" by this +time. + +Nell left Dick and Vernon standing round the horses in man fashion. Dick +was all aglow with satisfaction and admiration. + +"Never saw a better pair than these, Mr. Vernon," he said. "I should +think this one could jump." + +She had just won a military steeplechase, and Vernon nodded assent. + +"You must persuade your sister to ride her," he said. + +As he spoke, he seated himself on the edge of the steep roadway which +led to the jetty. + +"Take the horses in," he said. "I'll come up in a few minutes." + +But the minutes ran into hours. He looked out to sea with a meditative +and retrospective mind. He was going over the past which seemed so far +away, so vague, since he had gone sailing in the _Annie Laurie_ this +morning. + +Then suddenly the past became the present. There was a stir on the jetty +below him. Voices--the voice of fashionable people, the voices of +"society"--rose in an indistinguishable sound to his ears. He moved +uneasily, and refilled and lit the pipe that he had borrowed of Dick. He +heard the footsteps of several persons climbing the steep stairs. One +seemed familiar to him. He pulled at his pipe, and crossed his legs with +an air of preparation, of resignation. + +The voices came nearer, and presently one said: + +"I certainly, for one, decline to go any farther. I think it is too +absurd to expect one to climb these ridiculous steps. And there is +nothing to see up there, is there?" + +At the sound of the voice, clear and bell-like, yet languid, with the +languor of the fashionable woman, Mr. Drake Vernon bit his lips and +colored. He half rose, but sank down again, as if uncertain whether to +meet her, or to remain where he was; eventually he crossed his legs +again, rammed down his pipe, and waited. + +"Oh, but you'll come up to the top, Lady Lucille!" remonstrated a man's +voice, the half-nasal drawl of the man about town--the ordinary club +lounger. "There's a view, don't you know--there really is!" + +"I don't care for views. Not another step, Archie. I'll wait here till +you come back. You can describe the view--or, rather, you can't, thank +Heaven!" + +As she spoke, she mounted a few steps, and turned into the small square +which offered a resting place on the steep ascent, and so came full upon +Mr. Vernon. + +He rose and raised his hat, and she looked at him, at first with the +vagueness of sheer amazement, then with a start of recognition, and with +her fair face all crimson for one instant, and, the next, pale, she +said, in a suppressed voice, as if she were afraid of being overheard: + +"Drake!" + +He looked at her with a curious smile, as if something in the tone of +her voice, in her sudden pallor following upon her; blush, were +significant, and had told himself something. + +"Well, Luce," he said; "and what brings you here?" + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The girl who, with changing color, stood gazing at Lord Drake Selbie +might have stepped out of one of Marcus Stone's pictures. She was as +fair as a piece of biscuit china. Her hair was golden, and, strange to +say in these latter days, naturally so. It was, indeed, like the fleece +of gold itself under her fashionable yachting hat. Her eyes, widely +opened, with that curious look of surprise and fear, were hazel--a deep +hazel, which men, until they knew her, accepted as an indication of Lady +Lucille's depth of feeling. She was slightly built, but graceful, with +the grace of the fashionable modiste. + +She was the product of the marriage of Art and Fashion of this +fin-de-siècle age. Other ages have given us wit, beauty allied with +esprit, dignity of demeanor, and a nobility of principle; this end of +the nineteenth century has bestowed upon us--Lady Lucille Turfleigh. + +It is in its way a marvelous product. It is very beautiful, with the +delicate beauty of excessive culture and effete luxury. It has the +subtle charm of the exotic, of the tall and graceful arum, whose +spotless whiteness cannot bear a single breath of the keen east wind. + +It is charming, bewitching; it looks all purity and spirituality; it +seems to breathe poetry and a Higher Culture. It goes through life like +a rose leaf floating upon a placid stream. It is precious to look at, +pleasant to live with, and it has only one defect--it has no heart. + +We have cast off the old creeds like so many shackles; we are so finely +educated, so cultivated, that we have learned to do more than laugh at +sentiment; we regard it with a contemptuous pity. + +There is only one thing which we value, and that is Pleasure. Some +persons labor under the mistaken notion that Money is the universal +quest; but it is not so. The Golden God is set up in every market place, +it stands at every street corner; but it is not for himself that the +crowd worship at the feet of the brazen image, but because he can buy so +much. + +It is Money which nowadays holds the magician's rod. With a wave he can +give us rank, luxury, power, place, influence, and beauty. This is the +creed, the religion, which we teach our children, which is continually +in our hearts if not on our lips; and it is the creed, the religion, in +which Lady Lucille was reared. + +Her history is a public one. It is the story of how many fashionable +women? Her father, Lord Turfleigh, was an Irish peer. He had inherited a +historic title, and thousands of acres which he had scarcely seen, but +which he had helped to incumber. All the Turfleighs from time immemorial +had been fast and reckless, but this Turfleigh had outpaced them all, +and had easily romped in first in the race of dissipation. As a young +man his name had been synonymous with every kind of picturesque +profligacy. Every pound he could screw out of the land, or obtain at +ruinous interest from the Jews, had been spent in what he and his kind +call pleasure. + +He had married for money, had got it, and had spent it, even before his +patient and long-suffering wife had expiated the mistake of her life in +the only possible way. She had left Lady Lucille behind, and the girl +had matriculated and taken honors in her father's school. + +To Lady Lucille there was only one thing in life worth having--money; +and to obtain this prize she had been carefully nurtured and laboriously +taught. Long before she left the nursery she had grown to understand +that her one object and sole ambition must be a wealthy and suitable +marriage; and to this end every advantage of mind and body had been +trained and cultivated as one trains a young thoroughbred for a great +race. + +She had been taught to laugh at sentiment, to regard admiration as +valueless unless it came from a millionaire; to sneer at love unless it +paced, richly clad and warmly shod, from a palace. She had graduated in +the School of Fashion, and had passed with high honors. There was no +more beautiful woman in all England than Lady Lucille; few possessed +greater charm; men sang her praises; artists fought for the honor of +hanging her picture in the Academy; the society papers humbly reported +her doings, her sayings, and her conquests; royalties smiled approvingly +on this queen of fashion, and not a single soul, Lady Lucille herself +least of all, realized that this perfection was but the hollow husk and +shell of beauty without heart or soul; that behind the lovely face, +within the graceful form, lurked as selfish and ignoble a nature as that +which stirs the blood of any drab upon the Streets. + +"Drake!" she said. "Why! I'd no idea! What are you doing here?" + +He motioned her to a seat with a wave of his pipe, and she sank down on +the stone slab, after a careful glance at it, and eyed him curiously but +with still a trace of her first embarrassment. + +She looked a perfect picture, as she sat there, with the steep, +descending wall, the red Devon cliffs, the blue, glittering sea for her +background; a picture which might have been presented with a summer +number of one of the illustrated weeklies; and all as unreal and as +unlike life as they are. It is true that she wore a yachting costume +exquisitely made and perfectly fitting; and Drake, as he looked at it, +acknowledged its claims upon his admiration, but he knew it was all a +sham, and, half unconsciously, he compared it with the old worn skirt +and the serviceable jersey worn by Nell, who had gone up the hill--how +long ago was it? Nell's face and hands were brown with the kiss of +God's sun; Lady Lucille's face was like a piece of delicate Sèvres, and +her hands were incased in white kid gauntlets. To him, at that moment, +she looked like an actress playing in a nautical burlesque at the +Gaiety; and, for the first time since he had known her, he found himself +looking at her critically, and, notwithstanding her faultless +attire--faultless from a fashionable point of view--with disapproval. + +"You are surprised to see me, Luce?" he said. + +"Of course I am," she replied. "I'd no idea where you were. I've written +to you--twice." + +"Have you?" he said. "That was good of you. I've not had your letters; +but that's my fault, not yours. I told Sparling not to send any letters +on." + +She looked down, as if rather embarrassed, and dug at the interstices of +the rough stone pavement with her dainty, and altogether unnautical, +sunshade. + +"But what are you doing here?" she asked. "And--and what's the matter +with your arm? Isn't that a sling?" + +"Yes, it's a sling," he said casually. "I'd been hunting with the Devon +and Somerset; I found London unbearable, and I came down here suddenly. +I meant to write and tell you; but just then I wasn't in the humor to +write to any one, even to you. I lost my way in one of the runs, and was +riding down the top of the hill here, riding carelessly, I'll admit, for +when the horse shied, I was chucked off. I broke my arm and knocked my +head. Oh, don't trouble," he added hastily, as if to ward off her +commiseration. "I am all right now; the arm will soon be in working +order again." + +"I'm very sorry," she said, lifting her eyes to his, but only for a +moment. "You look rather pulled down and seedy." + +"Oh, I'm all right," he said. "And now, as I have explained my presence +here, perhaps you will explain yours." + +"I've come here in the _Seagull_," she said. "Father's on board. He said +you'd offered to lend the yacht to him--you did, I suppose?" + +Drake nodded indifferently. + +"Oh, yes," he said. "The _Seagull_ was quite at your father's service." + +"Well, father made a party; Sir Archie Walbrooke, Mrs. Horn-Wallis and +her husband, Lady Pirbright, and ourselves." + +Drake nodded as indifferently as before. He knew the persons she had +mentioned; members of the smart set in which he had spent his life--and +his money; and Lady Lucille continued in somewhat apologetic fashion: + +"We went to the Solent first, for the races; then, when they were all +over, everybody seemed to be enjoying themselves so much that +father--you know what he is--suggested that we should sail round the +Devon coast. It hasn't been a bad time; and Sir Archie has been rather +amusing, and Mrs. Horn-Wallis has kept things going. Oh, yes; it hasn't +been so bad." + +"I'm glad you've been amused, Luce," he said, his eyes resting upon the +beautifully fair face with a touch of cynicism. + +"We'd no idea you were anywhere here," she said, "or, of course, I would +have written and asked you to join us; though, I suppose, under the +circumstances----" + +She hesitated for a moment, then went on with a little embarrassment, +which in no way detracted from her charm of voice and manner: + +"I told father that, after what had happened, it was scarcely in good +taste to borrow your yacht. But you know what father is. He said that +though things were altered, your offer of the _Seagull_ stood good; that +you told him you didn't mean to use her this season, and that it was a +pity for her to lie idle. And so they persuaded me--very much against my +will, I must admit--to join them, and--and here I am, as you see." + +Drake puffed at his pipe. + +"I see," he said. "I needn't say that you are quite welcome to the +yacht, Lucille, or to anything that I have. As you say, things +are--altered. How much they are altered and changed, perhaps your +letters, if I had received them, would have told me. What was it that +you wrote me? Oh, don't be afraid," he added, with a faint smile, as she +turned her head away and poked with her sunshade at the crack in the +pavement. "I am strong; I can bear it. When a man has come a cropper in +every sense of the word, his nerves are braced for the receipt of +unwelcome tidings. I beg you won't be uncomfortable. Of course, you have +heard the news?" + +She glanced at him sideways, and, despite her training, her lips +quivered slightly. + +"Of course," she said. "Who hasn't? All the world knows it. Lord +Angleford's marriage has come upon us like a surprise--a thunderbolt. No +one would ever have expected that he would have been so foolish." + +Drake looked at her as he never thought that he could have looked at +her--calmly, waitingly. + +"No one expected him to marry," she went on. "He was quite an old +man--well, not old, but getting on. And you and he were always such +great friends. He--he always seemed so fond and so proud of you. Why did +you quarrel with him?" + +"I didn't quarrel with him," said Drake quietly. "As you say, we have +always been good friends. He has always been good to me, ever since I +was a boy. Good and liberal. We have never had a cross word until now. +But you know my uncle--you know how keenly set he is on politics. He is +a Conservative of the old school; one of those old Tories whom we call +blue, and who are nearly extinct. God knows whether they are right or +wrong; I only know that I can't go with them. He asked me to stand for a +place in the Tory-Conservative interest. It was an easy place; I should +have been returned without difficulty. Most men would have done it; but +I couldn't. I don't go in very much for principle, either political or +moral; but my uncle's views--well, I couldn't swallow them. I was +obliged to decline. He cut up rough; sent me a letter with more bad +language in it than I've ever read in my life. Then he went and married +a young girl--an American." + +Lady Lucille heaved a long sigh. + +"How foolish of you!" she murmured. "As if it mattered." + +Drake filled his pipe again, and smiled cynically over the match as he +lit it. + +"That's your view of it?" he said. "I suppose--yes, I suppose you think +I've been a fool. I dare say you're right; but, unfortunately for me, I +couldn't look at it in that way. I stuck to my colors--that's a +highfalutin way of putting it--and I've got to pay the penalty. My +uncle's married, and, likely enough--in fact, in all probability--his +wife will present the world with a young Lord Angleford." + +"She's quite a young woman," murmured Lucille, with the wisdom of her +kind. + +"Just so," said Drake. "So I am in rather a hole. I always looked +forward to inheriting Anglemere and the estate and my uncle's money. But +all that is altered. He may have an heir who will very properly inherit +all that I thought was to be mine. I wrote and told you of this, though +it wasn't necessary; but I deemed it right to you to place the whole +matter before you, Lucille. I've no doubt that the society papers have +saved me the trouble, and helped you thoroughly to realize that the man +to whom you were engaged was no longer the heir to the earldom of +Angleford and Lord Angleford's money, but merely Drake Selbie, a mere +nobody, and plunged up to his neck in debts and difficulties." + +She was silent, and he went on: + +"See here, Luce, I asked you to marry me because I loved you. You are +the most beautiful woman I have ever met. I fell in love with you the +first time I saw you--at that dance of the Horn-Wallises. Do you +remember? I wanted you to be my wife; I wanted you more than I ever +wanted anything else in my life. Do you not remember the day I proposed +to you, there under Taplow Wood, at that picnic where we all got wet and +miserable? And you said 'Yes'; and my uncle was pleased. But all is +changed now; I am just Drake Selbie, with very little or no income, and +a mountain of debts; with no prospects of becoming Lord Angleford and +owner of the Angleford money and lands. And I want to know how this +change--strikes you; what you mean, to do?" + +She glanced up at him sideways. + +"You--you haven't got my letters?" she said. + +He shook his head. + +"I'm--I'm sorry," she said. "It isn't my fault. Father--you know what he +would say. He may be right. He said that--that you were ruined; that our +marriage would be quite impossible; that--that our engagement must be +broken off. Really, Drake, it is not my fault. You know how poor we are; +that--that a rich marriage is an absolute necessity for me. Father is up +to his neck in debt, too, and we scarcely seem to have a penny of ready +money; it's nothing but duns, and duns, and duns, every day in the week; +why, even now, we've had to bolt from London because I can't pay my +milliner's bill. It's simply impossible for me to marry a poor man. I +should only be a drag upon him; and father--well, father would be a drag +upon him, too; you know what father is. And--and so, Drake, I wrote and +told you that--that our engagement must be considered broken off and at +an end." + +She paused a moment, and looked from right to left, like some feeble +animal driven into a corner, and restlessly conscious of Drake Selbie's +stern regard. + +"Of course I'm very sorry. You know I'm--I'm very fond of you. I don't +think there is any one in the world like you; so--so handsome and--and +altogether nice. But what can I do? I can't run against the wish of my +father and of all my friends. In fact, I can't afford to marry you, +Drake." + +He looked at her with a bitter smile on his lips, and a still more +bitter cynicism in his eyes. + +"I understand," he said; "I quite understand. When you said that you +loved me, loved me with all your heart and soul, you meant that you +loved Drake Selbie, the heir of Angleford, the prospective owner of +Anglemere and Lord Angleford's money; and now that my uncle has married, +and that he may have a child which will rob me of the title and the +money, you draw back. You do not ask whether I have enough, you do not +offer to make any sacrifice. You just--jilt me!" + +"You put it very harshly, Drake," she said, with a frown. + +"I put it very truly and correctly," he said. "Can you deny it? You +cannot! The man who sits here beside you is quite a different man to the +one to whom you had plighted your troth. He is the same in bone and body +and muscle and sinew, but he doesn't happen to be Lord Angleford's heir. +And so you throw him over. No doubt you are right. It is the way of the +world in which you and I have been bred and trained." + +"You are very cruel, Drake," she murmured, touching her eyes with a lace +handkerchief, too costly and elaborate for anything but ornament. + +"I just speak the truth," he said. "I don't blame you. You are bred in +the same world as myself. We are both products of this modern fin de +siècle. To marry me would be a mistake; you decline to make it. I have +only to bow to your decision. I accept your refusal. After this present +moment you and I are friends only; not strangers; men and women in our +set are never strangers. But I pass out of your life from this moment. +Go back to the _Seagull_ with Archie and Mrs. Horn-Wallis, and find--as +I trust you will--a better man than I am." + +She rose rather pale, but perfectly self-possessed. + +"I--I am glad you take it so easily, Drake," she said. "You don't blame +me, do you? I couldn't run against father, could I? You know how poor we +are. I must make a good marriage, and--and----" + +"And so it is 'good-by,'" he said. + +He looked so stern, so self-contained, that her self-possession forsook +her for a moment, and she stood biting softly at her underlip and +looking by turns at the ultramarine sea and the stern face of the lover +whom she was discarding. He held out his hand again. + +"Good-by, Luce," he said. "You have taught me a lesson." + +"What--do you mean?" she asked. + +He smiled. + +"That women care only for rank and gold, and that without them a man +cannot hold you. I shall take it to heart Good-by." + +She looked at him doubtfully, hesitatingly. + +"You will take the _Seagull_ south?" he said. "Be good enough to ask +your father to wire me as to her whereabouts. I may need her. But don't +hurry. I'm only too glad that you are sailing her. Good-by." + +She murmured "Good-by," and went down the steps slowly; and Drake, +Viscount Selbie, refilled his pipe. Then he rose quickly and overtook +her. She stopped and turned, and if he had expected to see signs of +emotion in her beautiful face, he was doomed to disappointment; indeed, +the look of apprehension with which she heard his voice had been +followed by one of relief. + +"One moment," he said. "I want to ask you not to mention that you have +seen me here." + +She opened her soft hazel eyes with some surprise and a great deal of +curiosity. + +"Not say that I have seen you?" she said. "Of course, if you wish it; +but why?" + +"The reason will seem to you inadequate, I am afraid," he said coldly; +"but the fact is, I am staying here under another name--my own is being +bandied about so much, you see," bitterly, "that I am a little tired of +it." + +"I see," she said. "Then I am not to tell father. How will he know how +to address the wire about the yacht?" + +"Send it to Sparling," he said. "I am sorry to have stopped you. +Good-by." + +She inclined her head and murmured "Good-by" for the second time, and +went on again; but a few steps lower she stopped and pondered his +strange request. + +"Curious," she murmured. "I wonder whether there is any other reason? +One knows what men are; and poor Drake is no better than the rest. Ah, +well, it does not matter to me--now. Thank goodness it is over! Though +one can always count upon Drake; he is too thorough a gentleman to make +a scene or bully a woman. Heaven knows I am sorry to break with him, and +I wish that old stupid hadn't made such a fool of himself; for Drake and +I would have got on very well. But as things are----As father says, it's +impossible. I wonder whether they are coming back; I am simply dying for +tea." + +Before she got down to the jetty, her fellow voyagers caught her up. +They were in the best of spirits, and hilarious over the fact that Sir +Archie had slipped on one of the grassy slopes and stained his white +flannel suit with green; and Lady Lucille joined in the merriment. + +"I'm sorry I didn't come, after all," she said. "It was rather boring +waiting there all alone; but perhaps Sir Archie will kindly fall down +again for my special benefit," and she laughed with the innocent, +careless laughter, of a child. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +The laugh floated up to Drake as he sat and finished his pipe, waiting +until the party should get clear away, and his lips tightened grimly. +Then he sighed and shrugged his shoulders, as he rose and went slowly up +the hill. + +After all, Lucille had only acted as he had expected. As he had said, +she had engaged herself to Viscount Selbie, the heir to Angleford--not +to Viscount Selbie, whose nose had been put out of joint by his uncle's +marriage. He could not have expected a Lady Lucille Turfleigh to be +faithful to her troth under such changed circumstances. But her +desertion made him sore, if not actually unhappy. Indeed, he was rather +surprised to find that he was more wounded in pride than heart. It is +rather hurtful to one's vanity and self-esteem to be told by the woman +whom you thought loved you, that she finds it "impossible" to marry you +because you have lost your fortune or your once roseate prospects; and +though Drake was the least conceited of men, he was smarting under the +realization of his anticipations. + +"She never loved me," he said bitterly. "Not one word of regret--real +regret. She would have felt and shown more if she had been parting with +a favorite horse or dog. God! what women this world makes of them! They +are all alike! There's not one of them can love for love's sake, who +cares for the man instead of the money. Not one, from the dairymaid to +the duchess! Thank Heaven! my disillusionment has come before, instead +of after, marriage. Yes, I've done with them. There is no girl alive, or +to be born, who can make me feel another pang." + +As he spoke, he heard a voice calling him: "Mr. Vernon! Mr. Vernon!" And +there, in the garden, which stood out on the hill like a little terrace, +was Nell. She had taken off her hat, and the faint breeze was stirring +the soft tendrils on her forehead, and her eyes smiled joyously down at +him. + +"Tea is ready!" she said, her voice full and round, and coming down to +him like the note of a thrush. "Where have you been? Mamma is quite +anxious about you, and I have had the greatest difficulty in convincing +her that there has not been an accident, and that I had not left you at +the bottom of the bay." + +He smiled up at her, but his smile came through the darkness of a cloud, +and she noticed it. + +"Has--has anything happened?" she asked, as she opened the gate for him; +and her guileless eyes were raised to his with a sudden anxiety. "Are +you ill--or--or overtired? Ah, yes! that must be it. I am so sorry!" + +He frowned, and replied, almost harshly: + +"Thanks. I am not in the least tired. How should I be? Why do you think +so?" + +Nell shrank a little. + +"I--I thought you looked pale and tired," she said, in a voice so low +and sweet that he was smitten with shame. + +"Perhaps I am a bit played out," he said apologetically, and passing his +hand over his brow as if to erase the lines which the scene with Lady +Lucille had etched. "Your convalescent invalid is a trying kind of +animal, Miss Nell, and--and you must forgive it for snapping." + +"There is nothing to forgive," she said quietly. "It was thoughtless of +me to let you stay out so long, and I deserve the lecture mamma has been +giving me. Please come in to tea at once, or it will be repeated--the +lecture, I mean." + +They went into the drawing-room, where Mrs. Lorton sat with due state +and dignity before her tea table; and, having got him into the +easy-chair, the good lady began at once: + +"So thoughtless of Eleanor to keep you out so long! You must be +exhausted, I am sure. I know how trying the first days of recovery from +illness are, and how even a little exertion will produce absolute +collapse. Now, will you have a little brandy in your tea, Mr. Vernon? A +teaspoonful will sometimes produce a magical effect," she added, as if +she were recommending a peculiarly startling firework. "No? You are +quite sure? And what is this Richard is telling me about two horses? He +came rushing in just now with some story of horses that he had brought +from Shallop." + +Drake looked up with a casual air. + +"Yes; they're mine. I was obliged to have them sent down. They were +spoiling for want of exercise. I must turn them out in some of the +fields here, or get some one to ride them, unless Dick and Miss Nell +will be good-natured enough to exercise them." + +Nell laughed softly. + +"That is one way of putting it, isn't it, mamma? But I tell Mr. Vernon +that I really must not, ought not, to take advantage of his good nature. +It's all very well for Dick to----" + +"What's all very well for Dick? And don't you take my name in vain quite +so freely, young party," remarked that individual, entering the room and +making for the tea table. "Don't you be taken in by all this pretended +reluctance, Mr. Vernon. It's the old game of Richard III. refusing the +crown. See English history book. Nell will be on that mare to-morrow +morning safe enough, won't you, Nellikins? And I say, sir, you must get +your arm right and ride with her. Perhaps she would not be too proud to +take lessons from a stranger--from you, I mean--though she does turn up +her nose at her brother's kindly meant hints, an operation which, as I +am perpetually telling her, is quite superfluous, for it's turned up +quite sufficiently as it is." + +Nell glanced at Mrs. Lorton, who smiled with the air of a society lady +settling a point of etiquette. + +"If Mr. Vernon has really been so kind as to offer to lend you a horse, +it would be ungrateful and churlish to refuse, Eleanor," she said. + +"That's all right," said Dick. "Though you might say 'Thank you,' Nell. +But, there; you'll never learn manners, though you may, after some long +years, learn to ride. Did you see that yacht, sir?" he asked, turning to +Drake. + +Drake nodded carelessly. + +"A spanker, wasn't she?" continued Dick. "Now, that's what I call a +yacht. And hadn't she some swells on board! I met some of them coming up +the hill. Talk about stylish togs!" + +"No one talks of 'stylish togs' but savages in the wilds of London, and +vulgar boys," remarked Nell. + +Dick regarded her wistfully, and raised the last piece of the crust of +his slice of bread and butter to throw at her, then refrained, with a +reluctant sigh. + +"I never saw anything like it out of a fashion plate. You ought to have +been there, mamma," he put in, parenthetically. "You'd have appreciated +them, no doubt, whereas I wasn't capable of anything but staring. They +were swells--real swells, too; for I spoke to one of the crew who had +Strolled up from the boat. The yacht's that racer, the _Seagull_. Do you +know her, Mr. Vernon?" + +"I've heard of her," said Drake. + +"I forget the name of her owner; though the man told me; but he's a +nobleman of sorts. There were no end of titled and fashionable people on +board. A Sir--Sir Archie something; and a Lord and Lady Turfleigh, +father and daughter--perhaps you know them?" + +Drake looked at him through half-closed eyes. + +"Yes, I've heard of them," he said. "May I have another cup of tea, Mrs. +Lorton? Thanks, very much. The sail this morning has made me ravenous." + +"I am so delighted," murmured Mrs. Lorton. "What name did you say, +Richard? Turfleigh! Surely I have heard or seen that name----" + +"I beg your pardon," said Drake, "but if Dick has quite finished his +tea, I think I'll stroll down to the stables and look at the horses." + +"Oh, right you are! Come on!" exclaimed Dick, with alacrity. + +Mrs. Lorton looked after the tall figure as it went out beside the +boy's. + +"Mr. Vernon must be very well off, Eleanor," she said musingly, and with +a little, satisfied smile at the corners of her mouth. "Three horses. +And have you noticed that pearl stud? It is a black one, and must have +cost a great deal; and there is a certain look, air, about him, which +you, my dear Eleanor, are not likely to notice or understand, but which, +to one of my experience of the world, is significant. Did he seem to +enjoy his sail this morning?" + +"Yes, I think so," absently replied Nell, who was watching the tall +figure as it went down the hill. + +Mrs. Lorton coughed in a genteel fashion, and her smile grew still more +self-satisfied. + +"He could not be in a better place," she said; "could not possibly, and +I do trust he will not think of leaving us until he is quite restored to +health. I must really impress upon him how glad we are to have him, and +how his presence cheers our dull and lonely lives." + +Nell laughed softly. + +"Mr. Vernon does not strike me as being particularly cheerful," she +remarked; "at least, not generally," she qualified, as she remembered +the unwonted brightness which he had displayed in the _Annie Laurie_. + +"In-deed! You are quite wrong, Eleanor," said Mrs. Lorton stiffly. "I +consider Mr. Vernon a most entertaining and brilliant companion; and I, +for one, should very deeply deplore his departure. I trust, therefore, +you will do all you can to make his stay pleasant and to induce him to +prolong it. Three horses; ahem!"--she coughed behind her mittened +hand--"has he--er--hinted, given you any idea of his position +and--er--income, Eleanor?" + +Nell flushed and shook her head. + +"No, mamma," she said reluctantly. "Why should he? We are not +curious----" + +"Certainly not!" assented Mrs. Lorton, bridling. "I may have my faults, +but curiosity is certainly not one of them. I merely thought that he +might have dropped a word or two about himself, or his people, and +the--ahem!--extent of his fortune." + +Nell shook her head again. + +"Nary a word--I mean, not a word!" she corrected herself hastily; "and, +like yourself, mamma, I am not curious. What does it matter what and who +he is, or who his people are? He will be gone in a day or two, and we +shall probably never see him again." + +She moved away from the window as she made the response, and began to +sing, and Mrs. Lorton looked after her, and listened to the sweet young +voice, with a smile on her weakly shrewd face. + +"Eleanor has grown a great deal lately," she murmured to herself; "and I +suppose some men would consider her not altogether bad-looking. I am +quite certain he is a single man--he would have mentioned his wife; he +couldn't have avoided it the first night I was talking to him. Three +horses--yes; I suppose Eleanor really is good-looking. No one is more +opposed than I am to the vulgar practice of matchmaking, which some +women indulge in, but it really would be a mercy to get the girl +settled. Yes; he must not think of leaving us until he is quite strong; +and that won't be for some weeks, for some time, yet." + +Drake went down to the stables with Dick and "looked at" the horses, +every now and then casting a glance through the open door at the +_Seagull_ as it sailed across the bay. + +Did he regret the woman who had jilted him? Did he wish that he were on +board his yacht with his friends, with the badinage, the scandal of the +women, the jests and the doubtful stories of the men? He scarcely knew; +he thought that he was sorrowing for the fair woman who had deserted +him; but--he was not sure. From the meadows above there came the tinkle +of a sheep bell, a lowing of a cow calling to her calf; the scent of the +tar from a kettle on the beach rose with sharp pungency; the haze of the +summer evening was blurring the hills which half ringed the sapphire +sea. There was peace at Shorne Mills--a peace which fell upon the weary +man of the world. He forgot his troubles for a moment; his lost +inheritance, his debts, and difficulties; forgot even Woman and all she +had cost him. + +Then suddenly, faintly, there came floating down to him the clear, sweet +voice of Nell. What was it she was singing? + + "Though years have passed, I love you yet; + Do you still remember, or do you forget?" + +A great wave of bitterness swept over him, and, between his teeth, he +muttered: + +"They are all alike--with the face and the voice of an angel, and the +heart of the Man with the Muck-rake. God save me from them from this +time henceforth!" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +The weeks glided by, Drake's arm got mended, but he still lingered on at +Shorne Mills. + +There was something in the beauty, the repose, of the place which +fascinated and held him. He was so weary of the world, sore with +disappointment, and shrinking from the pity of his friends who were, as +he knew, dying to commiserate with him over his altered prospects. + +The weather was lovely, the air balmy, and for amusement--well, there +was sailing in the _Annie Laurie_, lounging with a pipe on the jetty, +listening, and sometimes talking, to the fishermen and sailors, and +teaching Miss Nell Lorton to ride. + +"Not that you need much teaching," he said on the first day they rode +together--that was before his arm was quite right, and Mrs. Lorton +filled the air with her fears and anxieties for his safety. "But you +have 'picked it up,' as they say, and there are one or two hints I may +be able to give you which will make you as perfect a horsewoman as one +would wish to see." + +"Isn't 'perfect' rather a big word?" said Nell. + +She turned her face to him, and the glory of its young beauty was +heightened by the radiance of the smile which was enthroned on her lips +and shone in her eyes. + +He looked at her with unconscious admiration and in silence for a +moment. + +"There is no reason why you shouldn't be perfect," he said. "You've +everything in your favor--youth, health, strength, and no end of pluck." + +"I ought to curtsy," said Nell, laughing softly. "But one can't curtsy +on a horse, alas! Please let me off with a bow," and she bent low in the +saddle, with all a girl's pretty irony. "But don't be sparing of those +same hints, please. I really want to learn, and I will be very humble +and meek." + +He laughed, as if amused by something. + +"I can scarcely fancy you either humble or meek, Miss Nell," he said. +"Hold the reins a little nearer her neck. Like this. See? Then you've +room to pull her if she stumbles; which, by the way, isn't likely. And +you might sit a little closer at the canter. Don't trouble; leave the +pace to the horse." + +Nell nodded. + +"I know!" she said. "How just being told a thing helps one! I should +like to ride as well as you do. You and the horse seem one." + +He was not embarrassed by the compliment. + +"Oh, I've ridden all my life," he said, "and under all sorts of +circumstances, on all sorts of horses, and one gets au fait in time. +Now, let her have her head and we'll try a gallop. Don't bear too hard +on her if she pulls--as she may--but ride her on the snaffle as much as +possible." + +They had climbed the hill, and were riding along a road on the edge of +one of the small moors, and after a moment or two of inspection of the +graceful figure beside him, he motioned with his hand, and they turned +on to the moor itself. + +As they cantered and galloped over the springy turf and heather, Drake +grew thoughtful and absent-minded. + +The beauty of the scene, the azure sky, the clear, thin air, all soothed +him; but he found himself asking himself why he was still lingering in +this out-of-the-way spot in North Devon, and why he was content with the +simple amusement of teaching a young girl to sit her horse and hold her +reins properly. + +Why was he not on board the _Seagull_, which Lord Turfleigh had left in +Southampton waters, or in Scotland shooting grouse, with one of the +innumerable house parties to which he had been invited, and at which he +would have been a welcome guest, or climbing the Alps with fellow +members of the Alpine Club? + +So they were silent as they rode over this green-and-violet moor, over +which the curlew flew wailingly, as if complaining of this breach of +their solitude. + +And Nell was thinking, or, rather, musing; for though she was taking +lessons, she was too good a rider to be absorbed in the management of +her horse. + +Had she not scampered over these same moors on a half-wild Exmoor pony, +bare-backed, and with a halter for a bridle? + +She was thinking of the weeks that had passed since the man who was +riding beside her had been flung at her feet, and wondering, half +unconsciously, at the happiness of those weeks. There had scarcely been +a day in which he and she had not walked or sailed, or sat on the quay +together. She recalled their first sail in the _Annie Laurie_; there had +been many since then; and he had been so kind, so genial a companion, +that she had begun to feel as if he were an old friend, a kind of second +Dick. + +At times, it was true, he was silent and gloomy, not to say morose; but, +as a rule, he was kind, with a gentle, protective sort of kindness +which, believe me, is duly appreciated by even such a simple, +unsophisticated girl as Nell. + +As she rode beside him, she glanced now and again at the handsome face, +which was grave and lined with thought, and she wondered, girllike, upon +what he was musing. + +Suddenly he turned to her. + +"Yes, you don't need much teaching," he said, with a smile. "You ride +awfully well, as it is. With a little practice--you won't forget about +holding the reins a little farther; from you?--you will ride like Lady +Lucille herself." + +"Who is Lady Lucille?" she asked. + +He looked just a shade embarrassed for a moment, but only for a moment. + +"Oh, she's the crack fashionable rider," he said casually. + +"I feel very much flattered," said Nell. "And I am very grateful for +your lesson. I hope you won't discontinue them because I show some +promise." + +He looked at her with sudden gravity. Now was the time to tell her that +he was going to leave Shorne Mills. + +"You won't want many more," he said; "but I hope you will let me ride +with you while I'm here. I must be going presently." + +"Must you?" she said. + +Girls learn the art of mastering their voices much earlier than the +opposite sex can, and her voice sounded indifferent enough, or just +properly regretful. + +He nodded. + +"Yes, I must leave Shorne Mills, worse luck." + +"If it is so unlucky, why do you go? But why is it so unlucky?" she +asked; and still her tone sounded indifferent. + +"It's bad luck because--well, because I have been very happy here," he +said, checking his horse into a walk. + +She glanced at him as she paced beside him. + +"You have been so happy here? Really? That sounds so strange. It is such +a dull, quiet place." + +"Perhaps it's because of that," he said. "God knows, I'm not anxious to +get back to London--the world." + +She looked at him thoughtfully with her clear, girlish eyes; and he met +the glance, then looked across the moor with something like a frown. + +"There is a fascination in the place," he said. "It is so beautiful and +so quiet; and--and--London is so noisy, such a blare. And----" + +He paused. + +She kept the high-bred mare to a walk. + +"But will you not be glad to go?" she asked. "It must be dull here, as I +said. You must have so many friends who--who will be glad to see you, +and whom you will be glad to see." + +He smiled cynically. + +"Friends!" he said grimly. "Has any one many friends? And how many of +the people I know will, I wonder, be glad to see me? They will find it +pleasant to pity me." + +"Pity you! Why?" she asked, her beautiful eyes turned on him with +surprise. + +Drake bit his lip. + +"Well, I've had a piece of bad luck lately," he said. + +"Oh, I'm sorry!" murmured Nell. + +He laughed grimly. + +"Oh, it's no more than I had a right to expect. Don't forget what I told +you about holding your reins--that's right." + +"Is it about money?" she asked timidly. "I always think bad luck means +that." + +He nodded. + +"Yes; I've lost a great deal of money lately," he replied vaguely. +"And--and I must leave Shorne Mills." + +"I am sorry," she said simply, and without attempting to conceal her +regret. "I--we--have almost grown to think that you belonged here. Will +you be sorry to go?" + +He glanced at her innocent eyes and frowned. + +"Yes; very much," he replied. "There is a fascination in this place. It +is so quiet, so beautiful, so remote, so far away from the world which I +hate!" + +"You hate? Why do you hate it?" she asked. + +He bit his lip again. + +"Because it is false and hollow," he replied. "No man--or woman--thinks +what he or she says, or says what he or she thinks." + +"Then why go back to it?" she asked. "But all the people in London can't +be--bad and false," she added, as if she were considering his sweeping +condemnation. + +"Oh, not all," he said. "I've been unfortunate in my acquaintances, +perhaps, as Voltaire said." + +He looked across the moor again absently. Her question, "Then why go +back to it?" haunted him. It was absurd to imagine that he could remain +at Shorne Mills. The quiet life had been pleasant, he had felt better in +health here than he had done for years; but--well, a man who has spent +so many years in the midst of the whirl of life is very much like the +old prisoner of the Bastille who, when he was released by the +revolutionary mob, implored to be taken back again. One gets used to the +din and clamor of society as one gets used to the solemn quiet of a +prison. Besides, he was, or had been, a prominent figure in the +gallantry show, and he seemed to belong to it. + +"One isn't always one's own master," he said, after a pause. + +Nell turned her eyes to him. + +"Are not you?" she said, a little shyly. "You seem so--so free to do +just what you please." + +He laughed rather grimly. + +"Do you know what I should do if I were as free as I seem, Miss Nell?" +he asked. "I should take one of these farms"--he nodded to a rural +homestead, one of the smallest and simplest, which stood on the edge of +the moor--"and spend the rest of my life making clotted cream and +driving cows and pigs to market." + +She laughed. + +"I can scarcely imagine you doing that," she said. + +"Well, I might buy a trawler, and go fishing in the bay." + +"That would be better," she admitted. "But it's very tough weather +sometimes. I have seen the women waiting on the jetty, and on the +cliffs, and looking out at the storm, with their faces white with fear +and anxiety for the men--their fathers and husbands and sweethearts." + +"There wouldn't be any women to watch and grow white for me," he +remarked. + +"Oh, but don't you think we should be anxious--mamma and I?" she said. + +He looked at her, but her eyes met his innocently, and there was not a +sign of coquetry in her smile. + +"Thanks. In that case, I must abandon the idea of getting my livelihood +as a fisherman," he said lightly. "I couldn't think of causing Mrs. +Lorton any further anxiety." + +"Shall we have another gallop?" she asked, a moment or two afterward. +"We might ride to that farm there"--she pointed to a thatched roof just +visible above a hollow--"and get a glass of milk. I am quite thirsty." + +She made the suggestion blithely, as if neither her own nor his words +had remained in her mind; and Drake brightened up as they sped over the +springy turf. + +A woman came out of the farm, and greeted them with a cordial welcome in +the smile which she bestowed on Nell, and the half nod, half curtsy, she +gave to Drake. + +"Why, Miss Nell, it be yew sure enough," she said pleasantly. "I was +a-thinkin' that 'eed just forgot us. Bobby! Bobby! do 'ee come and hold +the horses. Here be Miss Nell of Shorne Mills." + +A barefooted, ruddy-cheeked little man ran out and laughed up at Nell as +she bent down and stroked his head with her whip. Nell and Drake +dismounted, and she led the way into the kitchen and living room of the +farm. + +The room was so low that Drake felt he must stoop, and Nell's tall +figure looked all the taller and slimmer for its propinquity to the +timbered ceiling. The woman brought a couple of glasses of milk and some +saffron cakes, and Nell drank and ate with a healthy, unashamed +appetite, and apparently quite forgot Drake, who, seated in the +background, sipped his milk and watched and listened to her absently. +She knew this woman and her husband and the children quite intimately; +asked after the baby's last tooth as she bent over the sleeping mite, +and was anxious to know how the eldest girl, who was in service in +London, was getting on. + +"Well, Emma, her says she likes it well enough," replied the woman, +standing, with the instinctive delicacy of respect, with her firm hand +resting on the spotlessly white table; "leastways her would if there was +more air--it's the want o' air she complains of. Accordin' to she, there +bean't enough for the hoosts o' people there be. Oh, yes, the family's +kind enough to her--not that she has much to do wi' 'em; for she's in +the nursery--she's nursemaid, you remembers, Miss Nell--and the mistress +is too grand a lady to go there often. It's a great family she's in, you +know, Miss Nell, a titled family, and there's grand goin's-on a'most +every day; indeed, it's turnin' day into night they're at most o' the +time, so says Emma. She made so bold, Emma did, to send her best +respects to you in her last letter, and to say she hoped if ever you +came to London she'd have the luck to see you, though it might be from a +distance." + +Nell nodded gratefully. + +"Not that I am at all likely to go to London," she said, with a laugh. +"If I did, I should be sure to go and see Emma." + +Emma's mother glanced curiously at Drake; and he understood the +significance of the glance, but Nell was evidently unconscious of its +meaning. + +"And this is the gentleman as is staying at the cottage, Miss Nell?" she +said. "I hope your arm's better, sir?" + +Drake made a suitable and satisfactory response, and Nell, having talked +to the two little girls, who had got as near to her as their shyness +would permit, rose. + +"Thank you so much for the milk and cakes, Mrs. Trimble," she said. "We +were quite famishing, weren't we?" + +"Quite famished," assented Drake. + +Mrs. Trimble beamed. + +"You be main welcome, Miss Nell, as 'ee knows full well; I wish 'ee +could ride out to us every day. And that's a beautiful horse you're on, +miss, surely!" + +"Isn't it?" said Nell. "It's Mr. Vernon's; he is kind enough to lend it +to me." + +Mrs. Trimble glanced significantly again at Drake; but again Nell failed +to see or understand the quick, intelligent question in the eyes. + +"Speakin' o' Emma, I've got her letter in my pocket, Miss Nell; and I'm +thinkin' I'll give it 'ee; for the address, you know. It's on the top, +writ clear, and if you should go to London----" + +Nell took the precious letter, and put it with marked carefulness in the +bosom of her habit. + +"I shall like to read it, Mrs. Trimble. Emma and I were such good +friends, weren't we? And I'll be sure to let you have it back." + +The whole of the family crowded out to see Miss Nell of Shorne Mills +drive off, and Drake had to maneuver skillfully to get a coin into +Bobby's chubby, and somewhat grubby, hand unseen by Nell. + +They rode on in silence for a time. The scene had impressed Drake. The +affection of the whole of them for Nell had been so evident, and the +sweet simplicity of her nature had displayed itself so ingenuously, that +he felt--well, as he had felt once or twice coming out of church. + +Then he remembered the woman's significant glance, and his conscience +smote him. No doubt all Shorne Mills was connecting his name with hers. +Yes; he must go. + +She was singing softly as she rode beside him, and they exchanged +scarcely half a dozen sentences on the way home; but yet Nell seemed +happy and content, and as she slipped from her saddle in front of the +garden gate, she breathed a sigh of keen pleasure. + +"Oh, I have enjoyed it so much!" she said, as he looked at her +inquiringly. "Is there anything more beautiful and lovable than a +horse?" + +As she spoke, she stroked the mare's satin neck, and the animal turned +its great eyes upon her with placid affection and gratitude. Drake +looked from the horse to the girl, but said nothing, and at that moment +Dick came out to take the horses down to the stables. + +"Had a good ride, Nell?" he asked. "Wants a lot of coaching, doesn't +she, Mr. Vernon? But I assure you I've done my best with her; girls are +the most stupid creatures in the world; and the last person they'll +learn anything from is their brother." + +Nell managed to tilt his cap over his eyes as she ran in, and Dick +looked after her longingly, as he exclaimed portentously: + +"That's one I owe you, my child." + +Nell laughed back defiantly; but when she had got up to her own room, +and was taking off the habit, something of the brightness left her face, +and she sighed. + +"I am sorry he is going," she murmured to her reflection in the glass. +"How we shall miss him; all of us, Dick and mamma! And I shall miss him, +too. Yes; I am sorry. It will seem so--so dull and dreary when he has +gone. And he does not seem glad to go. But perhaps he only said that to +please me, and because it was the proper thing to say. Of course, +I--we--could not expect him to stay for the rest of his life in Shorne +Mills." + +She sighed again, and stood, with her habit half unbuttoned, looking +beyond the glass into the past few happy weeks. Yes, it would seem very +dull and dreary when he was gone. + +But he still lingered on; his arm got well, his step was strong and +firm, his voice and manner less grave and moody. He rode or sailed with +her every day, Dick sometimes accompanying them; but he was only +postponing the hour of his departure, and putting it away from him with +a half-hesitating hand. + +One afternoon, Dick burst into the sitting room--they were at tea--with +a couple of parcels; one, a small square like a box, the other, a larger +and heavier one. + +"Just come by the carrier," he said; "addressed to 'Drake Vernon, +Esquire.' The little one is registered. The carrier acted as auxiliary +postman, and wants a receipt." + +Drake signed the paper absently, with a scrawl of the pen which Dick +brought him, and Dick, glancing at the signature mechanically, said: + +"Well, that's a rum way of writing 'Vernon'!" + +Drake looked up from cutting the string of the small box, and frowned +slightly. + +"Give it me back, please," he said, rather sharply. "It isn't fair to +write so indistinctly." + +Dick handed the receipt form back, and Drake ran his pen quickly through +the "Selbie" which he had scrawled unthinkingly, and wrote Drake Vernon +in its place. + +Dick took the altered paper unsuspectingly to the carrier. + +"So kind of you to trouble, Mr. Vernon!" said Mrs. Lorton. "As if it +mattered how you wrote! My poor father used to say that only the +illiterate were careful of their handwriting, and that illegible +caligraphy--it is caligraphy, is it not?--was a sign of genius." + +"Then I must be one of the greatest geniuses that ever lived," said +Drake. + +"And I'm another--if indifferent spelling is also a sign," said Dick +cheerfully; "and Nell must cap us both, for she can neither write nor +spell; few girls can," he added calmly. "Tobacco, Mr. Vernon?" nodding +at the box. + +By this time Drake had got its wrapper off and revealed a jewel case. He +handed it to Mrs. Lorton with the slight awkwardness of a man giving a +present. + +"Here's a little thing I hope you will accept, Mrs. Lorton," he said. + +"For me!" she exclaimed, bridling, and raising her brows with juvenile +archness. "Are you sure it's for me? Now, shall I guess----" + +"Oh, no, you don't, mamma," said Dick emphatically. "I'll open it if you +can't manage it. Oh, I say!" he exclaimed, as Mrs. Lorton opened the +case, and the sparkle of diamonds was emitted. + +Mrs. Lorton echoed his exclamation, and her face flushed with all a +woman's delight as she gazed at the diamond bracelet reposing on its bed +of white plush. + +"Really----My dear Mr. Vernon!" she gasped. "How--how truly magnificent! +But surely not for me--for me!" + +He was beginning to get, if not uncomfortable, a little bored, with a +man's hatred of fuss. + +"I'm afraid there's not much magnificence about it," he said, rather +shortly. "I hope you like the pattern, style, or whatever you call it. I +had to risk it, not being there to choose. And there's a gun in that +case, Dick." + +Dick made an indecent grab for the larger parcel, and, tearing off the +wrapper, opened the thick leather case and took out a costly gun. + +"And a Greener!" he exclaimed. "A Greener! I say, you know, sir----" + +He laughed excitedly, his face flushed with delight, as he carried the +gun to the window. + +"Is it not perfect, simply perfect, Eleanor?" said Mrs. Lorton, holding +out her arm with the bracelet on her wrist. "Really, I don't think you +could have chosen a handsomer one, Mr. Vernon, if you had gone to London +to do so." + +"I am glad you are pleased with it," he said simply. + +"Pleased? It is perfect! Eleanor, haven't you a word to say? No; I +imagine you are too overwhelmed for words," said Mrs. Lorton, with a +kind of cackle. + +"It is very beautiful, mamma," she said gravely; and her face, as she +leaned over the thing, was grave also. + +Drake looked at her as he rose, and understood the look and the tone of +her voice, and was glad that he had resisted the almost irresistible +temptation to order a somewhat similar present for her. + +"I say, sir, you must get your gun down, and we must go for some +rabbits," said Dick eagerly. "And I can get a day or two's shooting over +the Maltby land as soon as the season opens. I'm sure they'd give it +me." + +"That's tempting, Dick," said Drake; "and it adds another cause to my +regret that I am leaving to-morrow." + +"Leaving to-morrow!" exclaimed Mrs. Lorton, with a gasp. "Surely not! +You are not thinking, dreaming of going, my dear Mr. Vernon?" + +"It's very good of you," he said, picking up his cap and nearing the +door. "But I couldn't stay forever, you know. I've trespassed on your +hospitality too much already." + +"Oh, I say, you know!" expostulated Dick, in a deeply aggrieved tone. "I +say, Nell, do you hear that? Mr. Vernon's going!" + +"Miss Nell knows that I have been 'going' for some days past, only that +I haven't been able to tear myself away. It's nearly five, Miss Nell, +and we ordered the boat for half-past four, you know," he added, in a +matter-of-fact way. + +She rose and ran out of the room for her jacket and tam-o'-shanter, and +they went out, leaving Mrs. Lorton and Dick still gloating over their +presents. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Nell walked rapidly and talking quickly as they went down to the jetty, +and it was not until the _Annie Laurie_ was slipping out into the bay +that she grew silent and thoughtful. She sat in the stern with her arm +over the tiller, her eyes cast down, her face grave; and Drake, feeling +uncomfortable, said at last: + +"Might one offer a penny for your thoughts, Miss Nell?" + +She looked up and met the challenge with a sweet seriousness. + +"I was thinking of something that you told me the other day--when we +were riding," she said. + +"I've told you so much----" "And so little!" he added mentally. + +"You said that you had been unlucky, that you had lost a great deal of +money lately," she said, in a low voice. + +He nodded. + +"Yes; I think I did. It's true unfortunately; but it doesn't much +matter." + +"Does it not?" she asked. "Why did you give mamma so costly a present? +Oh, please don't deny it. I don't know very much about diamonds, but I +know that that bracelet must have cost a great deal of money." + +"Not really," he said, with affected carelessness. "Diamonds are very +cheap now; they find 'em by the bucketful in the Cape, you know." + +She looked at him with grave reproach. + +"You are trying to belittle it," she said; "but, indeed, I am not +deceived. And the gun, too! That must have been very expensive. Why--did +you spend so much?" + +He began to feel irritated. + +"Look here, Miss Nell," he said; "it is true that I have lost some +money, but I'm not quite a pauper, and, if I were, the least I could do +would be to share my last crust with--with your people for their amazing +goodness to me." + +"A diamond bracelet and an expensive gun are not crusts," she said, +shaking her head. + +"Oh, dash it all!" he retorted impatiently. "The stupid things only very +inadequately represent my----Oh, I'm bad at speech making and expressing +myself. And don't you think you ought to be very grateful to me?" + +She frowned slightly in the effort to understand. + +"Grateful! I have just been telling you that I think you ought not to +have spent so much. Why should I be grateful?" + +"That I didn't buy something for you," he said. + +She colored, and looked away from him. + +"I--I should not have accepted it," she said. + +"I know that," he blurted out. "If I thought you would have done so--but +I knew you wouldn't. And so I've got a grievance to meet yours. After +all, you might have let me give you some trifle----" + +"Such as a diamond bracelet, worth perhaps a hundred pounds?" + +"To remember me by. After all, it's only natural I should want to leave +something behind me to remind you of me." + +"We shan't need such gifts to--to remind us," she said simply. "I think +we had better luff." + +The sail swung over as she put the helm down; there was silence for a +moment or two, then he said: + +"I'm sorry I've offended you, Miss Nell. Perhaps it was beastly bad +taste. I see it now. But just put yourself in my place----" He slid over +the thwart in his eagerness, and coiled himself at her feet. "Supposing +you had broken your confounded arm--I beg your pardon!--your arm, and +had been taken in and tended by good Samaritans, and nursed and treated +like a prince for weeks, and had been made to feel happier than you've +been for--for oh, years, would you like to go away with just a 'Oh, +thanks; awfully obliged; very kind of you'? Wouldn't you want to make a +more solid acknowledgment? Come, be fair and just--if a woman can be +fair and just!--and admit that I'm not such a criminal, after all!" + +She looked down at him thoughtfully, then turned her eyes seaward again. + +"What do you want me to say?" she asked. + +"Oh, well; I see that you won't change your mind about these things, so +perhaps I'd better be content if you'll say: 'I forgive you.'" + +A smile flitted across her face as she looked down at him again, but it +was rather a sad little smile. + +"I--I forgive you!" she said. + +He raised his cap, and took her hand, and, before she suspected what he +was going to do, he put his lips to it. + +Her face grew crimson, then pale almost to whiteness. It was the first +time a man's lips had touched her virgin hand, and----A tremor ran +through her, her eyes grew misty, as she looked at him with a +half-pained, half-fearful expression. Then she turned her head away, and +so quickly that he saw neither the change of color nor the expression in +her eyes. + +"I feel like a miscreant who had received an unexpected pardon," he said +lightly, and yet with a touch of gravity in his voice, "and, like the +miscreant, I at once proceed to take advantage of the lenity of my +judge." + +She turned her eyes to him questioningly; there was still a +half-puzzled, half-timid expression in them. + +"I want to be rewarded--as well as pardoned--rewarded for my noble +sacrifice of the desire to bestow a piece of jewelry upon you." + +"Rewarded?" she faltered. + +He nodded. + +"Yes. After the awful rebuke and scolding you have administered, you +cannot refuse to accept some token of my--some acknowledgment of my +gratitude, Miss Nell. See here----" + +He felt in his waistcoat pocket, then in those of his coat, and at last +brought out a well-worn silver pencil case. + +"I want you to be gracious enough to accept this," he said. "Before you +refuse with haughty displeasure and lively scorn, be good enough to +examine it. It is worth, I should say--shall I say five shillings? That, +I should imagine, is its utmost value. But, on the other hand, it is a +useful article, and I display my natural cunning in selecting it--it's +the only thing I've got about me that I could offer you, except a match +box, and, as you don't smoke, you've no use for that--because you will +never be able to use it, I hope and trust, without thinking of the +unworthy donor and the debt of gratitude which no diamond bracelet could +discharge." + +During this long speech, which he had made to conceal his eager desire +that she should accept, and his fear, that she should not, Nell's color +had come and gone, but she kept her eyes fixed on his steadily, as if +she were afraid to remove them. + +"Are you going to accept it--or shall I fling it into the sea as a +votive offering? It would be a pity, for it is useful, a thing of sorts, +and has been my constant companion for many a year. Yes, or no?" + +He held the pencil up, as if he were offering it by auction. + +Nell hesitated, then she held out her hand without a word. He dropped +the battered pencil case into it, and his bantering tone changed +instantly. + +"Thank you!" he said gravely, earnestly. "I--I was afraid that you were +going to refuse, and--well, that would have hurt me. And that would have +hurt you; for I know how gentle-hearted you are, Miss Nell." + +Her hand closed over the pencil case tightly until the silver grew warm, +then she slipped the thing into her pocket. + +"Please observe," he said, after a pause, during which he lit a +cigarette, "that I am not in need of any token as a reminder. I am not +likely to forget--Shorne Mills." + +He turned on his elbow and gazed at the jetty and the cottages which +straggled up from it in the narrow ravine to the heights above, to the +unique and quaint village upon which the still hot sun was shining as +the boat danced toward it. + +"No. I shan't find it difficult to remember--or regret." + +He stifled a sigh. A sigh rose to her lips also, but she checked it, and +forced a smile. + +"One does not break one's arm every day, and it is not easy to forget +that," she said; "and yet, I dare say you will remember Shorne Mills. I +don't think you will see many prettier places. Isn't it quite lovely +this evening, with the sun shining on the cliffs and making old +Brownie's windows glitter--like--like the diamonds in mamma's bracelet?" + +She laughed with a girlish mischievousness, and ran on rapidly, as if +she must talk, as if a pause were to be averted as a peril. + +"I've heard people say that there is only one other place in the world +like it--Cintra, in Portugal, isn't it?" + +He nodded. He was gazing at the picturesque little place, the human +nests stuck like white stones in the cleft of the cliffs; and something +more than the beauty of Shorne Mills was stirring, almost oppressing, +his heart. He had stayed at, and departed from, many a place as +beautiful in other ways as this, and had left it with some little +regret, perhaps, but never with the dull, aching feeling such as weighed +upon him this evening. + +"And at night it's lovelier still," went on Nell cheerfully, after a +snatch of song, just sung under her breath, to show how happy and free +from care she was at that moment. "To sail in on the tide of an autumn +evening when the lights have been lit, and every cottage looks like a +lantern; and the blue haze hangs over the village, and the children's +voices come floating over the water as if through a mist; then, on +nights like that, the sea is all phosphorescent, and the boat leaves a +line of silvery light in its wake; and one seems to have all the world +to oneself----" + +She stopped suddenly and sighed unconsciously. Was she thinking that, +when that autumn night came, and Drake Vernon was not with her, she +would indeed have all the world to herself, and that all the world is +all the nicer when one has a companion? He lowered his eyes to her face. + +"That was a pretty picture," he said, in a low voice. "I shall think of +that--wherever I may be in the autumn." + +Nell laughed as the boat ran beside the jetty slip, and she rose. + +"Do you think you will? Perhaps you will be too much amused, engrossed +with whatever you are doing. I know I should be, if--if I were to leave +Shorne Mills, and go into the big world." + +"You do yourself an injustice," he said, rather curtly; and she laughed, +and flushed a little. + +"I deserve that," she said. "Of course, I should not forget Shorne +Mills; but you----Ah, it is different!" + +She sprang out before he could get on shore and offer his hand. + +"I shall want her to-morrow morning at eleven, Brownie," she said to the +old fisherman who was preparing to take the _Annie Laurie_ to her +moorings. + +He touched his forehead. + +"Aye, aye, Miss Nell! And you'll not be wanting me?" he asked, as a +matter of form, and with a glance at Drake, who stood waiting with his +hands in his pockets. + +"Oh, yes, please," she said. "I forgot; Mr. Vernon is going away +to-morrow," she added cheerfully; and she began to sing under her breath +again as they climbed upward. But Drake did not sing, and his face was +gloomy. + +Throughout that evening, Mrs. Lorton contributed to the entertainment of +her guest by admiring her bracelet and deploring his departure. + +"Of course I am aware that you must be anxious to go," she said, with a +deep sigh. "It has been dull, I've no doubt, very dull; and I am so +sorry that the state of my health has prevented me going out and about +with you. There are so many places of interest in the neighborhood which +we could have visited; but I am sure you will make allowances for an +invalid. And we will hope that this is not your last visit to Shorne +Mills. I need not say that we shall be glad, delighted, indeed, at any +time----" + +Every now and then Drake murmured his acknowledgments; but he made the +due responses absently. He was left entirely at Mrs. Lorton's mercy that +evening--for Nell had suddenly remembered that she ought really to go +and see old Brownie's mother, a lady whose age was set down at anything +between a hundred and a hundred and ten, and Dick was in his "workshop" +cleaning the new and spotless gun. + +Nell did not come in till late, was full of Grandmother Brownie's +sayings and wonderfully maintained faculties, and ran off to bed very +soon, with a cheerful "Good night, Mr. Vernon. Dick has ordered the trap +for nine o'clock." + +Drake got up early the next morning; there were the horses to be +arranged for--he was going to leave two behind, for a time, at any rate, +in the hope that Dick and Miss Nell might use them; and he had to say +good-by--and tip--sundry persons. He performed the latter operation on +so liberal a scale that amazement sat upon the bosom of many a man and +woman in Shorne Mills for months afterward. Molly, indeed, was so +overcome by the sight and feel of the crisp ten-pound note, and her face +grew so red and her eyes so prominent, that Drake was seriously afraid +that she was going to have a fit. + +Nell had got up a few minutes after him, and had prepared his farewell +breakfast; but she was not present, and Mrs. Lorton presided. It was not +until the arrival of the trap that she came in hurriedly. She had her +outdoor things on, and explained that she had had to go to the farm to +order a fowl; and she was full of some story the farmer's wife had told +her--a story which had made her laugh, and still seemed to cause her so +much amusement that Mrs. Lorton felt compelled to remind her that Mr. +Vernon was going. + +"Ah, yes! I suppose it is time. The train starts at ten-forty-five. Have +you got some lunch for Mr. Vernon, Dick?" + +She had packed a neat little packet of sandwiches with her own hands, +but put the question casually, as if she hoped that somebody had +considered their departing guest's comfort. + +The girl's bright cheerfulness got on Drake's nerves. His farewell to +Mrs. Lorton lacked grace and finish, and he could only hold out his hand +to Nell, and say, rather grimly and curtly: + +"Good-by, Miss Nell." + +Just that; no more. + +Her hand rested in his for a moment. Did it tremble, or was it only +fancy on his part? She said, "Good-by, and I hope you will have a +pleasant journey," quite calmly. + +Dick burst in with: + +"Now, Mr. Vernon, if you've kissed everybody, we'd better be starting," +and Drake got into the trap. + +Mrs. Lorton looked after the departing guest, and waved her hand with an +expression of languid sorrow; then turned to Nell with a sigh. + +"I might have known that he would go; but still I must say that it is a +disappointment--a great disappointment. These trials are sent for our +good, and----I do wish you would not keep up that perpetual humming, +Eleanor. On an occasion like this it is especially trying. And how pale +you look!" she added, staring unsympathetically. + +"I've--I've rather a headache," said Nell, turning toward the door. "I +suppose it was hurrying up to the farm. It is very hot this morning. +I'll go and take off my hat." + +She went upstairs slowly, slipped the bolt in her bedroom door, and, +taking off her hat, stood looking beyond the glass for a moment or two; +then she absently drew an old and somewhat battered pencil case from her +pocket. She gazed at it thoughtfully, until suddenly she could not see +it for the tears that gathered in her eyes, and presently she began to +tremble. She slipped to her knees besides the bed, and buried her +forehead in the hands clasped over Drake's "token of remembrance and +gratitude." + +And as she struggled with the sobs that shook her, she still trembled; +for there was something in the feeling of utter, overwhelming desolation +which frightened her--something she could neither understand nor resist, +though she had been fighting against it all through the long and weary +night. + +Oh, the shame of it! That she should cry because Mr. Drake Vernon had +left Shorne Mills! The shame of it! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +All the way up to town Drake felt very depressed. It is strange that we +mortals never thoroughly appreciate a thing until we have lost it, or a +time until it has slipped past us; and Drake only realized, as the +express rushed along and took him farther and farther away from Shorne +Mills, how contented, and, yes, nearly happy, he had been there, +notwithstanding the pain and inconvenience of a broken limb. + +As he leaned back and smoked, he thought of the little village in the +cleft of the cliffs, of the opaline sea, of the miniature jetty on which +he had so often sat and basked in the sunlight; but, more than all, he +thought of The Cottage, of the racketing, warm-hearted Dick, and--and of +Nell of Shorne Mills. + +It seemed hard to realize, and not a little painful, that he should +never again sit in the parlor which now seemed to him so cozy, and +listen to the girl playing Chopin and Grieg; or ride beside her over the +yellow and purple moor; or lie coiled up at her feet as she sailed the +_Annie Laurie_. + +He began to suspect that he had taken a greater interest in her than he +was aware of; he had grown accustomed to the sweet face, the musical +voice, the little tricks of manner and expression which went to make up +a charm which he now felt she certainly possessed. He looked round the +carriage and sighed as if he missed something, as if something had gone +out of his life. + +They had been awfully good to him; they had in very truth played the +part of the good Samaritan; and in his mind he compared these simple +folk, buried in an out-of-the-way fishing village, with some of his +fashionable friends. Which of them would have nursed him as he had been +nursed at The Cottage, would have treated him as one of the family, +would have lavished upon him a regard nearly akin to affection? It was a +hollow world, he thought, and he wished to Heaven he had been born in +Shorne Mills, and got his living as a fisherman, putting in his spare +time by looking after, say, the _Annie Laurie_! + +He had wired to his man, and he found his rooms all ready for him. He +wondered as he looked round the handsome and tastefully furnished +sitting room, while Sparling helped him off with his coat, whether he +should be able to afford to keep them up much longer. + +"Any news, Sparling?" he asked. "Hope you've been all right," he added, +in the pleasant and friendly way with which he always addressed those +who did service for him. + +"Thank you, my lord," said Sparling, "I've been very well; but I was +much upset to hear of your lordship's accident, and very sorry you +wouldn't let me come to you." + +The man spoke with genuine sympathy and regret, for he was attached to +Drake, and was fully convinced that he had the best, the handsomest, and +the most desirable master in all England. + +"Thanks; very much," said Drake; "but it was nothing to speak of, and +there was no reason for dragging you down there. There wasn't any +accommodation, to tell the truth, and you'd have moped yourself to +death." + +"You're looking very well, my lord--a little thinner, perhaps," said +Sparling respectfully. + +Drake sighed at the naïve retort, then sighed unaccountably. + +"Oh, I've done some fishing, boating, and riding," he said, "and I'm +pretty fit--fitter than I've been for some time. There's an awful pile +of letters, I see." + +"Yes, my lord; you told me not to send them on. Will your lordship dine +at home to-night?" + +Drake replied in the affirmative, had a bath, and changed, and sat down +to one of the daintily prepared dinners which were the envy and despair +of his bachelor friends. It was really an admirable little dinner; the +claret was a famous one from the Anglemere cellars, and warmed to a +nicety; the coffee was perfection; Sparling's ministrations left nothing +to be desired; and yet Drake sank into his easy-chair after the meal +with a sigh that was weary and wistful. + +There had never been anything more than soup and a plain joint, with a +pudding to follow, at the dinners at The Cottage; but the simple meal +had been rendered a pleasant one by Dick's cheerful and boyish nonsense; +and whenever Drake looked across the table, there had been Nell's sweet +face opposite him, sometimes grave with a pensive thoughtfulness, at +others all alight with merriment and innocent, girlish gayety. + +His room to-night seemed very dull and lonely. It was strange; he had +never been bored by his own society before; he had rather liked to dine +alone, to smoke his cigarette with the evening paper across his knee or +a book on the table beside him. He tried to read; but the carefully +edited paper, with its brilliant articles, its catchy little paragraphs, +and its sparkling gossip, didn't interest him in the least. He dropped +it, and fell to wondering, to picturing, what they were doing at that +precise moment at The Cottage. Mrs. Lorton, no doubt, was sitting in her +high-backed chair reading the _Fashion Gazette_; Dick was lounging just +outside the window, smoking a cigarette, mending his rod, and whistling +the last comic song. And Nell--what was Nell doing? Perhaps she was +playing softly one of the pieces he had grown fond of; or leaning half +out of the window squabbling affectionately with the boy. + +Or perhaps they were talking of him--Drake. Did they miss him? At the +thought, he was reminded of the absurd song--"Will They Miss Me When I'm +Gone?" And, with something like a blush for his sentimental weakness, as +he mentally termed it, he sprang up and took his letters. They consisted +mostly of bills and invitations. He chucked the first aside and glanced +at the others; both were distasteful to him. He felt as if he should +like to cut the world forever. + +And yet that wouldn't do. Everybody would say that he was completely +knocked over by the ruin of his prospects, and that he had run away. He +couldn't stand that. He had always been accustomed to facing the music, +however unpleasant it might be; and he would face it now. Besides, it +would never do to sit there moping, and wishing himself back at Shorne +Mills; because that was just what he was doing. + +He turned over the gilt-edged cards and the scented notes--there seemed +to be a great many people in town, notwithstanding the deadness of the +season--and he selected one from a certain Lady Northgate. She was an +old friend of his, and she had written him a pretty little note, asking +him to a reception for that night. It was just the little note which a +thorough woman of the world would write to a man whom she liked, and who +had struck a streak of bad luck. Most of Drake's acquaintances who were +in town would be there; and it would be a good opportunity of facing the +situation and accepting more or less sincere sympathy with a good grace. + +It was a fine night; and he walked to the Northgates' in Grosvenor +Square; and thought of the evening he and Nell had sailed in to Shorne +Mills with the lights peeping out through the trees, and the stars +twinkling in the deep-blue sky. It already seemed years since that +night, but he saw the girl's face as clearly as if she were walking +beside him now. + +The face vanished as he went up the broad staircase and into the +brilliantly lighted room; and Shorne Mills seemed farther away, and all +that had happened there like a dream, as Lady Northgate held out her +hand and smiled at him. + +She was an old friend, and many years his senior; but of course she +looked young--no one in society gets old nowadays--and she greeted him +with a cheerful badinage, which, however skillfully, suggested sympathy. + +"It was a good boy to come!" she said. "I scarcely half expected you, +and Harry offered to bet me ten to one in my favorite gloves that you +wouldn't; but, somehow, I thought you would turn up. I wrote such a +pretty note, didn't I?" + +"You did; you always do," said Drake. "It was quite irresistible." + +Lord Northgate, who was the "Harry" alluded to, came up and gave Drake a +warm grip of the hand. + +"What the deuce are you doing here?" he asked. "Thought you were +shooting down at Monkwell's place, or somewhere. Jolly glad Lucy didn't +take my bet. And where have you been?" + +"With the Devon and Somerset," replied Drake, with partial truth. + +"Wish I had!" grumbled Northgate. "Kept at the Office." He was in the +Cabinet. "There's always some beastly row, or little war, just going on +when one wants to get at the salmon or the grouse. I declare to goodness +that I work like a nigger and get nothing but kicks for halfpence! I'd +chuck politics to-morrow if it weren't for Lucy; and why on earth she +likes to be shut in town, and sweltering in hot rooms, playing this kind +of game, I can't imagine." + +"But then you haven't a strong imagination, Harry, dear," said his wife +pleasantly. + +"I've got a strong thirst on me," said Northgate, "and a still stronger +desire to cut this show. Come down to the smoking room and have a cigar +presently, old chap." + +Drake knew that this was equivalent to saying, "I'm sorry for you, old +man!" and nodded comprehendingly. + +"You're looking very well, Drake," said Lady Northgate, as her husband, +struggling with a fearful yawn, sauntered away. "And not at all +unhappy." + +Drake shrugged his shoulders. + +"What's the use? Of course, it's a bad business for me; but all the +yowling in the world wouldn't better it. What can't be cured must be +endured." + +Lady Northgate nodded at him approvingly. + +"I knew you'd take it like this," she said. "You won't go down to Harry +for a little while?" + +"Oh, no," said Drake, with a smile. "I'm going the round; I'm not going +to shirk it." + +He was one of the most popular men in London, and there were many in the +room who really sympathized with and were sorry for him; and Drake, as +he exchanged greetings with one and another, felt that the thing hadn't +been so bad, after all. He made this consoling reflection as he leaned +against the wall beside a chair in which sat a lady whom he did not +know, and at whom he had scarcely glanced; and he was roused from his +reverie by her saying: + +"May I venture to trouble you to put this glass down?" + +He took the glass and set it on the pedestal of the statuette beside +him, and, as in duty bound, returned to the lady. She was an extremely +pretty little woman, with soft brown hair and extremely bright eyes, +which, notwithstanding their brightness, were not at all hard. He felt, +rather than knew, that she was perfectly dressed, and he noticed that +she wore remarkably fine diamonds. They sparkled and glittered in her +hair, on her bosom, on her wrists, and on her fingers. + +He had never seen her before, and he wondered who she was. + +"You have just come up from the country?" she said. + +The accent with which she made this rather startling remark betrayed her +nationality to Drake. The American accent, when it is voiced by a person +of culture and refinement, is an extremely pretty one; the slight drawl +is musical, and the emphasis which is given to words not usually made +emphatic, is attractive. + +"Yes," said Drake. "But how did you know that?" + +"Your face and hands are so brown," she replied, with a frankness which +was robbed of all offense by her placidity and unself-consciousness. +"Nearly all the men one meets here are so colorless. I suppose it is +because you have so little air and sun in London. At first, one is +afraid that everybody is ill; but after a time one gets used to it." + +Drake was amused and a little interested. + +"Have the men in America so much color?" he asked. + +"Well, how did you know I was an American?" she inquired, with a +charming little air of surprise. "I suppose my speech betrayed me? That +is so annoying. I thought I had almost entirely lost my accent." + +"I don't know why you should want to lose it," said Drake, honestly +enough. "It's five hundred times better than our London one!" + +"I didn't say I wanted to exchange it for that," she remarked. + +"Don't exchange it for any other, if I may be permitted to say so." + +"That's very good of you," she said; "but isn't it rather like asking +the leopard not to change his spots? And after all, I don't know why we +shouldn't be as proud of our accent as you are of yours." + +"I'm quite certain I'm not proud of mine," said Drake. + +She smiled up at him over her fan; a small and costly painted affair, +with diamonds incrusted in the handle. + +"You are more modest than most Englishmen," she said. + +"I don't know whether to be grateful or not for that," remarked Drake. +"Are we all so conceited?" + +"Well, I think you are all pretty well satisfied with yourselves," she +replied. "I never knew any nation so firmly convinced that it was the +pick of creation; and I expect before I am here very long I shall become +as fully convinced as you are that the world was made by special +contract for the use and amusement of the English. Mind, I won't say +that it could have been made for a better people." + +"That's rather severe," said Drake. "But don't you forget that you were +English yourself a few years ago; that, in a sense, you are English +still." + +"That's very nicely said," she remarked; "more especially as I didn't +quite deserve it. I was wanting to see whether I could make you angry." + +Drake stared at her with astonishment. + +"Why on earth should you want to make me angry?" he asked. + +"Well, I've heard a great deal about you," she replied. "And all the +people who talked about you told me that you were rather hot-tempered. +Lady Northgate, for instance, assured me you could be a perfect bear +when you liked." + +Drake smiled. + +"That was extremely kind of Lady Northgate." + +"Well, so long as it wasn't true. I've heard so much about you that I +was quite anxious to see you. I am speaking to Lord Drake Selbie, am I +not?" + +"That's my name," said Drake. + +"The nephew of Angleford?" + +Drake nodded. + +She looked up at him as if waiting to see how he took the mention of his +uncle's name; but Drake's face could be as impassive as a stone wall +when he liked. + +"You know my uncle?" he asked, in a tone of polite interest. + +"Yes," she said; "very well. I met him when he was in America. His wife +is a great friend of mine. You know her, of course?" + +"I'm sorry to say I have not had that pleasure," said Drake. "I was +absent from England when the present Lady Angleford came over, after her +marriage." + +"Oh, yes," said the lady. "I suppose I ought not to have mentioned her?" + +"Good heavens! Why not?" asked Drake. + +"Well, of course," she drawled slowly, but musically, "I know that Lord +Angleford's marriage was a bad thing for you. It wouldn't be my fault if +I didn't, seeing that everybody in London has been talking about it." + +"Well, it's not a particularly good thing for me," Drake admitted; "but +it's no reason why I should dislike any reference to my uncle or his +wife." + +"You don't bear her any ill will?" she asked. + +This was extremely personal, especially coming from a stranger; but the +lady was an American, with an extremely pretty face and a charming +manner, and there was so much gentleness, almost deprecatory gentleness +in her softly bright eyes, that Drake, somehow, could not feel any +resentment. + +"Not the very least in the world, I assure you," he replied. "My uncle +had a perfect right to marry when he pleased, and whom he pleased." + +"I didn't think you'd be angry with him," she said, "because everybody +says you were such friends, and you are so fond of him; but I thought +you'd be riled with her." + +Drake laughed rather grimly. + +"Not in the least," he said. "Of course, I should have preferred that my +uncle should remain single, but I can't be absurd enough to quarrel with +a lady for marrying him. He is a very charming man, and perhaps she +couldn't help herself." + +"That's just it--she couldn't," said the lady naïvely. "And have you +been to see your uncle since you've been back?" she asked. + +"Not yet," replied Drake. "I only came back to London an hour or two +ago, but I will look him up to-morrow." + +"I knew you would," she said; "because that was such a nice letter you +wrote, and such a pretty present you sent to Lady Angleford." + +As she spoke, she transferred her fan to her left hand and raised her +right arm, and Drake recognized upon her wrist a bracelet which he had +sent Lady Angleford as a wedding present. He colored and frowned +slightly, then he laughed as he met the now timid and quite deprecatory +gaze of the upturned eyes. + +"Was this quite fair, Lady Angleford?" he said, smiling. + +"Well, I don't know," she said, a little pathetically. "I thought it +was, but I'm not quite sure now. You see, I wanted to meet you and talk +to you, and know exactly how you felt toward me without your knowing who +I was." + +Drake went and sat down beside her, and leaned toward her with one arm +stretched on the back of her chair. + +"But why?" he asked. + +"Well, you see, I was a little afraid of you. When Lord Angleford asked +me to marry him and I consented, I didn't quite realize how things stood +between you and him. It was not until I came to Europe--I mean to +England--that I realized that I had, so to speak, come between your +uncle and you. And that made me feel bad, because everybody I met told +me that you were such a--a good fellow, as they call it----" + +"One Englishman will become conceited, if you don't take care, Lady +Angleford," put in Drake, with a smile. + +"That's what everybody says; and I found that you were so much liked and +so popular; and it was hateful to me that I should cause a quarrel +between you and Lord Angleford. It has made me very unhappy." + +"Then don't be unhappy any longer, Lady Angleford," he said. "There has +been, and there need be, no quarrel between my uncle and me." + +"Ah, now you make me happy!" she said; and she turned to him with a +little flush on her face which made her prettier than ever. "I have been +quite wretched whenever I thought of you or heard your name. People +spoke of you as if you had died, or got the measles, with a kind of pity +in their voices which made me mad and hate myself. You see, as I said, I +didn't realize what I was doing. I didn't realize that I was coming +between an hereditary legislator and his descendant and heir." + +Drake could not help smiling. + +"You had better not call my uncle an hereditary legislator, Lady +Angleford. I don't think he'd like it." + +"But he is, isn't he?" she said. "It is so difficult for an American to +understand these things. We are supposed to have the peerage by heart; +but we haven't. It's all a mystery and a tangle to us, even the best of +us. But I try not to make mistakes. And now I want you to tell me that +we are friends. That is so, isn't it?" + +She held out her tiny and perfectly gloved hand with a mixture of +timidity and impulsiveness which touched Drake. + +"Indeed, I hope we are, Lady Angleford," he said. + +She looked at him wistfully. + +"You couldn't call me 'aunt,' I suppose?" + +Drake laughed outright. + +"I'm afraid I couldn't," he said. "You are far too young for that." + +"I am sorry," she said. "I think I should have liked you to call me +aunt. But never mind. I must be satisfied with knowing that we are +friends, and that you bear me no ill will. And now, I think I will go. +My little plot has been rather successful, after all, hasn't it?" + +"Quite a perfect success," said Drake. "And I congratulate you upon it." + +"Don't tell Lord Angleford," she said. "He'll say it was 'so American'; +and I do hate him to say that." + +Drake promised that he would not relate the little farce to his uncle, +and got her cloak and took her down to the Angleford carriage. As he put +her in and closed the door, she gave him her hand, and smiled at him +with a little air of triumph and appeal. + +"We are friends, aren't we?" she asked. + +"The best of friends, Lady Angleford," he replied. "Good night." + +He went back to say good night to Lady Northgate. + +"You played it rather low down upon me, didn't you?" he remarked. + +"My dear Drake, what could I do?" she exclaimed. "That poor little woman +was so terribly anxious to gain your good will. She didn't understand in +the least the harm she was doing you. And what will you do? She is +immensely rich--her father was an American millionaire----" + +Drake's face hardened. One thing at least he knew he couldn't do: he +could not bring himself to accept charity from Lady Angleford. Lady +Northgate understood the frown. + +"Don't kill me before all these people, Drake!" she said. "I dare say +it's very silly of me, but I can't help plotting for your welfare. You +see, I am foolish enough to be rather fond of you. There! Go down and +drink that soda and whisky with Harry. If you won't let your friends +help you, what will you do?" + +"I give it up; ask me another. Don't you worry about me, my dear lady; I +shall jog along somehow." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +The next morning, while at breakfast, he received a little note from +Lady Angleford, asking him to dinner that night. It was a charming +little note, as pleading and deprecating as her eyes had been when she +looked at him at the Northgates'. + +Drake sent back word that he would be delighted to come, and at eight +o'clock presented himself at his uncle's house in Park Lane. Lord +Angleford was, like Northgate, detained in London by official business. +He was a very fine specimen of the old kind of Tory, and, though well +advanced in years, still extremely good-looking--the whole family was +favored in that way--and remarkably well preserved. His hair was white, +but his eyes were bright and his cheeks ruddy, and, when free from the +gout, he was as active as a young man. Of course, he was hot-tempered; +all gouty men are; but he was as charming in his way as Lady Angleford, +and extremely popular in the House of Lords, and out of it. + +Though he had fallen in love with a pretty little American, perhaps he +would not have married her but for the little tiff with Drake; but that +little tiff had just turned the scale, and, though he had taken the step +in a moment of pique, he had not regretted it; for he was very fond and +proud of his wife. But he was also very fond and proud of Drake, and was +extremely pleased when Lady Angleford had told him that she had met +Drake, and was going to ask him to dinner. + +"Oh, all right," he had said. "I shall be very glad to see him--though +he's an obstinate young mule. I think you'll like him." + +"I do like him very much indeed," she had said. "He is so handsome--how +very like he is to you!--and he's not a bit stand-offish and superior, +like most Englishmen." + +"Oh, Drake's not a bad sort of fellow," said Lord Angleford, "but he's +too fond of having his own way." + +At this Lady Angleford had smiled; for she knew another member of the +family who liked his own way. + +She was waiting for Drake in the drawing-room, and gave him both her +hands with a little impulsiveness which touched Drake. + +"I am so glad you have come," she said; "and your uncle is very glad, +too. You won't--get to arguing, will you? You English are such dreadful +people to argue. And I think he has a slight attack of the gout, though +he was quite angry when I hinted at it this morning." + +Drake sincerely hoped his uncle hadn't, for everybody's sake. At that +moment the earl came into the room, held out his hand, and said, as if +he had parted with Drake only the night before: + +"How are you, Drake? Glad to see you. You've met Lady Angleford already? +Isn't it nearly dinner time?" + +Drake took Lady Angleford in. There were no guests besides himself, and +they had quite a pleasant little dinner. Lady Angleford talked with all +the vivacity and charm of a cultured American who has seen both sides of +the world, and kept her eyes open, and Drake began to feel as if he had +known her for years. The earl was in a singularly good humor and +listened to, and smiled at, his young wife proudly, and talked to Drake +as if nothing had happened. It was just like old times; and Drake, as he +opened the door for Lady Angleford, on her way to the drawing-room, +smiled down at her, and nodded as she looked up at him questioningly. + +Then he went back to his chair, and the butler put the Angleford port in +its wicker cradle before the earl. + +"I oughtn't to touch a drop," he said, "for I've had a twinge or two +lately; but on this occasion----" + +He filled his glass, and passed the bottle to Drake--the butler had left +the room. + +"So you met Lady Angleford last night?" + +"Yes, sir; and I take this, the first opportunity, to congratulate you. +And Lady Angleford is as charming as she is pretty; and you won't mind +my saying that I consider you an extremely lucky man." + +Of course, the earl looked pleased. + +"Thanks," he said; "that's very good of you, Drake--especially as my +marriage may make all the difference to you." + +Drake looked at his cigarette steadily. + +"I've no reason to complain, sir; and I don't," he said. "You might have +married years ago, and I'm rather surprised you didn't." + +The earl grunted. + +"I don't suppose I should have done so now, if you hadn't been such a +stubborn young ass. That put my back up. But though I don't regret what +I've done--no, by Jove!--I don't want you to think I am utterly +regardless of your future. This port improves, doesn't it? Of course, +you may be knocked out of the succession now----" + +"Most probably so, I should think," said Drake. + +"Just so. And, therefore, it's only right that I should do something for +you." + +"You are very good, sir," said Drake. + +The earl colored slightly. + +"Now look here, Drake; I'm always suspicious of that d----d quiet way of +yours! I was very glad when Lady Angleford told me that you were coming +here, and I made up my mind that I would let bygones be bygones and act +squarely by you. As I said, I'm not a bit sorry that I married; no, +indeed!--you've seen Lady Angleford--but I don't want to leave you in +the lurch. I don't want you to suffer more than--than can be helped. +I've been thinking the matter over, and I'll tell you what I'll do. Have +some more port." + +Unluckily for Drake, the old man filled his own glass before passing the +bottle. Drake sipped his port and waited, and the earl went on: + +"Of course, I meant to continue your allowance; but I can see that under +the circumstances that wouldn't be sufficient. Something might happen to +me----" + +"I sincerely trust nothing will happen to you, sir," said Drake. + +The earl grunted. + +"Well, I'm not so young as I was; and I might get chucked off my horse, +or--or something of that sort; and then you'd be in a hole, I imagine; +for I suppose you've got through most of your mother's money?" + +"A great deal of it," admitted Drake. + +"Yes; I thought so. Well, look here; I'll tell you what I'll do, Drake. +As you may know, Lady Angleford has a fortune of her own. Her father was +a millionaire. That leaves me free to do what I like with my own money. +Now, I'll settle ten thousand a year on you, Drake--but on one +condition." + +Drake was considerably startled. After all, ten thousand a year is a +large sum; and though the earl was immensely rich, Drake had not +expected him to be so liberal. On ten thousand a year one can manage +very comfortably, even in England. Drake thought of his debts, of all +that a settled income would mean to him, and his heart warmed with +gratitude toward his uncle. + +"You are more than kind, sir," he said. "Your liberality takes my breath +away. What was the condition?" + +The earl fidgeted a little in his chair. + +"Look here, Drake," he said, "I've never worried you about your way of +life; I know that young men will be young men, and that you've lived in +a pretty fast set. That was your business and not mine, and as long as +you kept afloat I didn't choose to interfere. But I think it's time you +settled down; and I'll settle this money on you on condition that you do +settle down. You're engaged to a very nice girl--just you marry and +settle down, and I'll provide the means, as I say." + +Drake looked straight before him. Had this offer been made a month +before he would have accepted it without a moment's hesitation, for he +had thought himself in love with Luce, and, more important, he had +thought that she had cared for him. But now all was changed. He knew +that if a hundred thousand a year were dependent upon marrying Luce he +couldn't accept it. + +The earl stared at him, and filled another glass with the port, which +was a poison to him. + +"Eh? What the devil do you mean? I say that if you'll settle down and +marry Luce I will provide a suitable income for you. What the blazes are +you hesitating about? Why--confound it!--aren't you satisfied? You don't +want to be told that I'm not bound to give you a penny!" + +The old man's handsome face was growing red, and his eyes were beginning +to glitter; the port was doing its fell work. + +"I know," said Drake, with a quietude which only made his uncle more +angry, "and I'm very much obliged to you. I know what ten thousand a +year means; but I'm afraid I can't fulfill the conditions." + +"What the devil do you mean?" demanded the earl. + +Drake smoked in silence for a moment or two. Most men would have said at +once that Lady Lucille Turfleigh had, on his change of prospects, jilted +him; but Drake had some old-world notions of honor in respect to women, +and he could not give Lady Luce away. + +"I'm afraid I can't marry Luce," he said. "Our engagement is broken +off." + +The earl swore a good old Tory oath. + +"Then you ought to be ashamed of yourself!" he said. "One of the nicest +girls I know, and--devoted to you. More devoted to you than you deserve. +And you don't mean to marry her? I suppose you've seen some one else?" + +Drake grew hot, but he still clung to his notion of honor. + +"I tell you what it is, Drake," said the earl, bringing down his port +glass on the table so violently that it snapped off at the stem, "you +young fellows of the present day haven't any idea of honor. Here's a +girl, a beautiful girl, and nice in every way, simply devoted to you, +and you go and throw her over. For some insane fancy, I suppose! Well, +see here, I'm d----d if I'll countenance it. I abide by my condition. +You make it up with Luce and marry her, and I'll settle this money on +you, as I've said. If not----" + +Drake knocked the ash off his cigarette and looked straight before him. +He could still save himself by telling the truth and sacrificing Lady +Luce. But that was not his way. + +"I'm sorry, sir----" he began. + +"Sorry be d----d!" broke in the earl tempestuously. "Will you, or will +you not?" + +"I can't," said Drake quietly. + +The old man rose to his feet, flinging his serviette aside. + +"Then, by Heaven! I've done with you!" he exclaimed. "I made you a fair +offer. I've only asked you to act like a gentleman, a man of honor. Am I +to understand that you refuse?" + +Drake had also risen slowly. + +"I'm afraid I must, sir," he said. + +"All right," said the earl, red with anger. "Then there's nothing more +to be said. You can go your own way. But permit me to tell you----" + +"Oh, don't, sir!" said Drake, rather sadly. "I can't do what you ask. +God knows I would if I could, but--it's impossible. For Heaven's sake, +don't let us quarrel----" + +"Quarrel! I am as cool as a cucumber!" exclaimed the earl, his face the +color of beetroot. "All I say is"--here a twinge of the gout checked his +utterance--"that you're behaving shamefully--shamefully! We'd better +join the ladies--I mean Lady Angleford----" + +"I think I'll get you to excuse me, sir," said Drake. "There is no need +to upset Lady Angleford. She asked me here with the very best +intentions, and she would be disappointed if she knew we had--quarreled. +There is no need to tell her. I'll clear out. Make my excuse to her." + +"As you like," said the earl shortly. "But let me tell you that I think +you are----" + +"No end of a fool, I've no doubt," said Drake, with a rather weary +smile. "I dare say I am. But I can't help it. Good night, sir." + +The earl muttered something that sounded like "good night," and Drake +left the house. He ought to have said good night to Lady Angleford, but +he shirked it. He bore her no animosity; indeed, he liked her very +much--so much that he shrank from telling her about this quarrel with +his uncle; and he knew that if he went to her she would get it out of +him. + +He walked home, feeling very miserable and down on his luck. How he +hated London, and all that belonged to it! Like a whiff of fresh air the +memory of Shorne Mills wafted across his mind. He let himself in with +his latchkey, and, taking a sheet of note paper, made some calculations +upon it. There was still something remaining of his mother's fortune to +him. If he were not Lord Drake Selbie, but simply Mr. Drake Vernon, he +could manage to live upon it. The vision of a slim and graceful girl, +with soft black hair and violet-gray eyes, rose before him. It seemed to +beckon him, to beckon him away from the hollow, heartless world in which +he had hitherto lived. He rose and flung open wide the window of his +sitting room, and the breath of air which came through the London +streets seemed fragrant with the air which wafted over Shorne Mills. + + * * * * * + +No pen, however eloquent, can describe the weariness of the hours for +Nell which had passed since "Mr. Drake Vernon" had left Shorne Mills. +Something had seemed to have gone out of her life. The sun was shining +as brightly, there was the same light on the sea, the same incoming and +outgoing tide; every one was as kind to her as they had been before he +left, and yet all life seemed a blank. When she was not waiting upon +mamma she wandered about Shorne Mills, sailed in the _Annie Laurie_, and +sometimes rode across the moor. But there was something wanting, and the +lack of it made happiness impossible. She thought of him all day, and at +night she tossed in her little bed sleeplessly, recalling the happy +hours she had spent with him. God knows she tried hard to forget him, to +be just the same, to feel just the same, as she had been before he had +been thrown at her feet. But she could not. He had entered into her life +and become a principal part of it, absorbed it. She found herself +thinking of him all through the day. She grew thin and pale in an +incredibly short time. Even Dick himself could not rouse her; and Mrs. +Lorton read her a severe lecture upon the apathy of indolence. + +Life had been so joyous and so all-sufficing a thing for her; but now +nothing seemed to interest her. There was a dull, aching pain in her +heart which she could not understand, and which she could not get rid +of. She longed for solitude. She often walked up to the top of the hill, +to the purple moor over which she had ridden with Drake Vernon; and +there she would sit, recalling every word she had said, every tone of +his voice. She tried to forget him, but it was impossible. + +One evening she walked up the hill slowly and thoughtfully, and seated +herself on a mossy bank, and gave herself up to that reverie in which we +dream dreams which are more of heaven than of earth. + +Suddenly she heard the sound of footsteps. She looked up listlessly and +with a slight feeling of impatience, seeing that her reverie was +disturbed. + +The footsteps came nearer, a tall figure appeared against the sunset. +She rose to her feet, trembling and filled with the hope that seemed to +her too wild for hope. + +In another moment he was beside her. She rose, quivering in every nerve. + +Was it only a dream, or was it he? He held her hand and looked down at +her with an expression in his eyes and face which made her tremble, and +yet which made her heart leap. + +"Nell!" he said. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +They stood and looked at each other in silence for a moment; but what a +silence! + +It almost seemed to Nell as if it were not he himself who stood before +her, but just a vision of her imagination, called up by the intensity of +her thoughts of him. The color came and went in her face, leaving it, at +last, pale and startled. And he, too, stood, as incapable of speech as +any of the shy and bashful young fishermen on the quay; he, the man of +the world, who had faced so many "situations" with women--women of the +world armed with the weapons of experience, and the "higher culture." At +that moment, intense as it was, the strength of the emotion which swept +over him and mastered him, amazed him. + +He knew, now that he was face to face with her, how he had missed this +girl, how keen and intolerable had been his longing for her. + +He remembered to hold out his hand. Had he done so yet? For the life of +him, he could not have told. The sight of the sweet face had cast a +spell over him, and he did not know whether he was standing or sitting. + +As she put her small hand in his, Nell recovered something of her +self-possession; but not all, for her heart was beating furiously, her +bosom heaving, and she was in agony lest he should see the mist of dew +which seemed to cover her eyes. + +"I'm afraid I startled you," he said. + +Nell smiled faintly, and drew her hand away--for he had held it half +unconsciously. + +"I think you did--a little," she admitted. "You see, I--we did not +expect you. And"--she laughed the laugh he had heard in his dreams, +though it had not always been so tremulous, so like the flutelike quaver +of this laugh--"and even now I am not quite sure it is you." + +"It is I--believe me," he said. "It is the same bad penny come back." + +Then it flashed upon him he must give some reason for his return. +Incredible as it may seem, he was not prepared with one. He had made up +his mind to come; he would have gone through fire and water to get back +to Shorne Mills, but he had quite forgotten that some excuse would be +necessary. + +But she did not seem to see the necessity. + +"Are you quite well now?" she asked, just glancing up at him. + +"Quite," he said; "perfectly well." + +"And how did you come? I mean when--have you been staying near?" + +"I came by this morning's train," he said, "and I walked over; my +luggage follows by the carrier. I enjoyed the walk." + +"You must be quite strong again," she said, with a quiet little +gladness. "Mamma--and Dick--will be so glad to see you!" + +"They haven't forgotten me?" he asked insanely. + +She laughed again. + +"They have talked of very little else but you, since you have been gone, +and Dick is like a boy who has lost a schoolfellow." + +She said it so frankly that Drake's heart sank. + +"Well--I've thought--I've missed you--Dick," he said, stumbling over the +sentence. "Shorne Mills is, as you said, not the kind of place one +forgets in a hurry." + +"Did I say that?" she asked. "I don't remember it." + +"Ah! but I do," he said. "I remember----" + +"Hadn't we better walk on?" she said. "You must be tired, and will be +glad of some tea--or something." + +He seemed to notice for the first time that they had been standing, and +they walked on. + +Her heart was still beating fast--beating with a new and strange +happiness glowing through her. Only a few minutes ago she had felt so +weary and wretched; the familiar scene, which she loved so dearly, had +seemed flat and dreary and full of melancholy, and now--oh! how lovely +it was! how good it was to look upon! + +Why had everything changed so suddenly? Why was every pulse dancing to +the subtle music with which the air seemed full? + +The question came to her with a kind of dread and fear; and her eyes, +which shone like stars, grew momentarily troubled and puzzled. + +He scarcely dared look at her. The longing to touch her, to take her in +his arms--that longing of passionate love which he had never felt +before--rose imperiously in his heart; but something restrained him. She +was so young, so innocent and girlish that a kind of awe fell upon him. +When, as she walked beside him, the sleeve of her jacket came in contact +with his arm, a thrill ran through him, and he caught his breath. + +But he would hold himself in check; not at this moment, when she was +startled by his sudden appearance, would he tell her. It was more than +likely that he would frighten her, and that she would fly from him. + +"And is there any news?" he asked. + +She looked up as if she had come from a reverie. + +"News! There is never any news at Shorne Mills!" she said, smiling +brightly. "Nothing ever happens. Dick has shot some rabbits--and there +was a good catch of mackerel yesterday, and--that's all." + +Her eyes shone up at him, and he looked into their depths. "I wish I'd +been here," he said. "But perhaps they'll have another big catch." + +"Are you going to stay?" + +The question sprang from her lips almost before she knew it, and she bit +them a moment after the words were spoken; for it seemed to her that he +must have noticed the eagerness, the anxiety in the query; but Drake +only thought that she had asked with some surprise. + +"A--a little while," he replied. + +"Mamma and Dick will be very pleased," she said, in as matter-of-fact a +tone as she could. + +"I wired to Mrs. Brownie, asking her if she could put me up--old Brownie +lets some rooms, he told me----" + +Her face fell for a moment. + +"You are not coming to us--to The Cottage?" she said cheerily. + +"No; I couldn't trespass upon Mrs. Lorton's hospitality," he replied. + +"I hope you will be comfortable----" She hesitated. "Mrs. Brownie's +cottage is very small and----" + +"Oh, I'm used to roughing it," he cut in; "and perhaps, when I find it +too small, you will let me come up and see you----" + +"In our palatial mansion--for a change." + +She was bright again, and her eyes were sparkling. After all, though he +would not be under the same roof, he would be near--would be in Shorne +Mills. + +"I think I'll go down to Mrs. Brownie's and see if it is all right, and +then come up for a cup of tea, if I may," he said, as they neared The +Cottage. + +He opened the gate for her; she gave him a little nod, her sweet face +radiant with the new-born happiness which suffused her whole being, and +ran in. + +"Mamma--guess who has come!" she exclaimed breathlessly, as she entered +the sitting room where Mrs. Lorton was reclining on the sofa with the +_Fashion Gazette_ and a bottle of eau de Cologne beside her. "Dick, I +will give you three guesses--with a box of cigarettes as a prize," as +Dick sauntered in with the gun under his arm. + +"My dear Eleanor, why this excitement?" asked Mrs. Lorton rebukingly. +"Your face is flushed, and your hat is on one side----" + +"You'll have to give up drinking in the daytime, Nell," remarked Dick. +"No, mamma, the gun will not go off, because it is not loaded. I wish it +would, because I'm stone-broke and haven't any more cartridges. If I had +a sister worthy of the name, she would advance me a small sum out of her +pocket money." + +"Guess, guess!" broke in Nell impatiently. + +Dick smiled contemptuously. + +"Some conceited clown to lecture in the schoolroom?" he said. "We know +you of old, my dear Nell. Is there to be any tea this afternoon?" + +"Clown!" retorted Nell scornfully. "Really, I've a good mind not to tell +you until he--he comes himself." + +"He--who? I must ask you to restrain your excitement, Eleanor. My nerves +are in a very sad condition to-day, and I cannot--I really cannot bear +any mental strain." + +"It's Mr. Drake Vernon," said Nell, more soberly. + +Dick uttered the yell of a rejoicing red Indian; and Mrs. Lorton slid +into an upright position with incredible rapidity. + +"Mr. Vernon! Go on, you're joking, Nell!" cried Dick; "and yet you look +pleased enough for it to be true! Mr. Vernon! Hurrah! Sorry, mamma, but +my feelings, which usually are under perfect control----" + +"Is my hair tidy, Eleanor? Take this eau de Cologne away. Where is he? +Did you think to bring a tea cake for tea? No, of course not; you think +of nothing, nothing! I sometimes wonder why you have not imitated some +of the Wolfer tact and readiness." + +"I met Mr. Vernon on the moor, away from the village. I will make some +toast. He is coming up presently. He is going to stay at the +Brownies'--this is my best hat. Do be careful!" + +For Dick, in his joy, had fallen against her in the passage and nearly +knocked her hat off; then he seized her by the arm, and, fixing her with +a gaze of exaggerated keenness, demanded in melodramatic tones, but too +low for Mrs. Lorton to hear: + +"What means this sudden and strange return of the interesting stranger? +Speak, girl! Attempt not to deceive; subterfuge will not avail ye! Say, +what means this unexpected appearance? Ah! why that crimson blush which +stains your nose----" + +Nell broke from him--half ashamedly, for was she, indeed, blushing?--and +ran to make the toast, and Dick went to the gate to watch for Drake. + +Drake found the Brownies expecting him, and was shown the tiny sitting +room and bedroom they had hastily prepared; and, his luggage having +arrived, he had a wash and a change. + +And as he dried himself on the lavender-scented towel, he invented an +excuse for his return. He was filled with a strange gladness; the surge +of the waves as they beat against the jetty sang a welcome to him; he +could hear the fishermen calling to each other, as they cleaned their +boats, or whistling as they sat on the jetty spreading their nets to +dry; it was more like coming back to his birthplace, or some spot in +which he had lived for years, than to the little seaside village which +he had seen for the first time a few weeks ago. + +As he went up slowly to The Cottage, every man, woman, and child he met +touched his hat or curtsied and smiled a welcome to him, and Dick's +"Hallo, Mr. Vernon! then it is you, and Nell wasn't spoofing us. How are +you? Come in!" went straight to his heart. + +He went in with his hand on the boy's shoulder, and was received by Mrs. +Lorton with a mixture of stately dignity and simpering pleasure, which, +however, no longer roused his irritation and impatience. + +"I am quite sure you will not be comfortable at the Brownies', Mr. +Vernon," she said; "and I need not say that we shall be glad if you are +not. Your room awaits you whenever you feel inclined to return to +it--Richard, tell Eleanor that we are ready for the tea. And how did +you leave London, Mr. Vernon? I am aware that it is not the season; but +there are always some good families remaining in town," et cetera. + +Drake answered with as fair an imitation of interest as he could manage; +then Nell came in, followed by Molly, with the tea. There was no longer +any sign of a blush on the girl's face, but the gray eyes were still +bright, and a smile--such a tender, joyous, sunny smile--lurked in +ambush at the corners of her sweet lips. She did not look at him, and +was quite busy with the teacups and saucers; but she listened to every +word he said, as if every word were too precious to miss. + +"I was obliged to come down--the horses, you know," he said, as if that +fully explained his return; "and, to tell you the truth, my dear Mrs. +Lorton, I was very glad of the excuse. London is particularly hateful +just now; though, as you say, there are a good many people there still." + +"Did you meet my cousin Wolfer?" asked Mrs. Lorton. + +Drake expressed his regret at not having done so. + +"I think you would like him," she said, with her head on one side, and +with a long sigh. "It is years since I have seen him. When last we +met----" + +"'He wore a wreath of roses!'" murmured Dick, under his breath. + +--"And no doubt he would find me much changed; one ages in these +out-of-the-way places, where the stir and bustle of the great world +never reaches one." + +"Mamma dropping into poetry is too touching!" murmured Dick; then aloud: +"Nell, my child, if you are going to have a fit you had better leave the +room. This is the second time you have shot out your long legs and +kicked me. You had better see Doctor Spence." + +The boy's badinage, Nell's half-shy delight, filled Drake with joy; even +Mrs. Lorton's folly only amused him. He leaned back and drank his tea +and ate his toast--he knew that Nell had made it, and every morsel was +sweet to him--with a feeling of happiness too deep for words. And yet +there was anxiety mixed with his happiness. Was the delight only that +which would arise in the heart of a young girl, a child, at the visit of +a friend? + +"Shall we go down and look at the boat?" he asked, after he had +dutifully listened to some more of Mrs. Lorton's remarks on fashion and +nobility. + +"Right you are!" said Dick; "and if you will promise to behave yourself +like a decent member of society, you shall come too, Nell. You won't +mind my bringing my little sister, sir?" + +Drake smiled, but the smile died away as they walked down to the jetty; +he could have dispensed with the presence of Nell's little brother. + +"We might go for a short sail, mightn't we?" he said, as they stood +looking at the boat. "Pity you didn't bring your gun, Dick!" + +"Oh, I can fetch it!" said Dick promptly. "I shan't be ten minutes." + +Drake waved to Brownie to bring the _Annie Laurie_ to the steps, and +helped Nell into the boat; then ran up the sail, and pushed off. + +"Aren't we going to wait for Dick?" said Nell innocently. + +"Oh, we'll just cruise about till he comes," said Drake. "Let me take +the tiller." + +He steered the boat for the bay, and lit his pipe. It was just as if he +had not left Shorne Mills; and, as he looked around at the multicolored +cliffs, the sky dyed by the setting sun with vivid hues of crimson and +yellow, and at Nell's lovely and happy face, he thought of the world in +which he had moved last night; and its hollowness and falsity, its +restless pursuit of pleasure, its selfish interests appalled him. He had +resolved, or only half resolved, perhaps, last night, that he would "cut +it"--leave it forever. Why shouldn't he? Why should he go back? + +Even before he had met Nell, he had been utterly weary of the old life; +and, even if he had still hankered after it, it was now not possible for +him. It was very improbable that he would inherit the title and estates; +he had quarreled with his uncle; he had learned the bitter truth, that +the women of his set were incapable of a disinterested love. And he had +desired to be loved for himself alone. Does not every man desire it? + +Why should he not remain as "Drake Vernon," without title or fortune? If +he won a woman's love, it would be for himself, not for the rank he +could bestow---- + +"There is Dick!" said Nell. + +Drake awoke from his reverie. + +"Scarcely worth while going back for him, is it?" he said. "Besides, +he'll want to shoot something--and these gulls look so happy and +contented----" + +"Why, you told him to get his gun!" she said, with surprise. "But it +doesn't matter. He's going out in Willy's boat, I see. I suppose he +thinks we shan't turn back for him. Isn't it lovely this evening?" + +"Yes," he assented absently. + +If--if Nell, now, for instance, were to--to promise to be his wife, he +would be sure that it was for himself she cared! She did not know that +he was anything other than just Mr. Drake Vernon. No carking doubts of +the truth and purity of her love would ever embitter his happiness. + +"Where are we going?" she asked, turning on her elbow as he steered for +the cove where they had lunched the other day. + +"I've a fancy to look into that cave," he said. "What a capital place it +would be for a picnic! Shall we go ashore for a few minutes?" + +He threw out the anchor, leaped to the shore, and pulled the boat in for +her. She prepared to jump, as usual, but as she stood, her slight figure +poised on the gunwale, he took her in his arms and lifted her out. + +Her face went crimson for an instant, but she turned aside, and walked +up the beach, and by the time he had overtaken her the crimson had gone; +but the grip of his arms had set her tingling, and her heart was beating +fast; and yet it was so foolish to--to mind; for had not Brownie and +Willy, and half the fishermen of Shorne Mills, lifted her out of a boat +when the sea was rough and the boat unsteady? + +"Let us sit down," Drake said. + +There was a big bowlder just within the cave, and Nell seated herself on +it, and he slid down at her side. + +"If Dick is angry, you will have to protect me," she said, breaking the +silence which seemed to oppress her with a sense of dread. + +"I will; especially as it was my fault," he said. "I didn't want +Dick--for a wonder. I wanted to be--alone--with you again. I have wanted +it every minute since I left you. Do you know why?" + +She had grown pale; but she tried to smile, to meet the ardent gaze of +his eyes; but she could not. + +"Hadn't--hadn't we better be going back?" she faltered; "it is growing +late." + +But her voice was so low that she wondered whether she had spoken aloud. + +"I want to tell you that I have missed you, how I have longed for you," +he went on, not speaking with the fluency for which some of his men +friends envied him, but brokenly, as if the words were all inadequate to +express his meaning. "All the way up to London I thought of you--I could +not help thinking of you. All the time I was there, whether I was alone +or in the midst of a mob of people, I thought of you. I could see your +face, hear your voice. I could not rest day or night. I felt that I must +come back to you; that there would be no peace or contentment for me +unless I could see you, hear you, be near you." + +She sat, her hands clasped tightly, her eyes downcast and hidden by the +long dark lashes. Every word he was faltering was making the strangest, +sweetest music in her ears and in her heart. That he should miss +her--want to come back to her!--oh, it could not--could not be true! + +"Do you know why?" he went on, looking up at her with a touch of +anxiety, of something like fear in his eyes, for her downcast face told +him nothing; her pallor might only be a sign of fear. "It was because +I--love you." + +She trembled, and raised her eyes for one instant; but she could not +meet his--not yet. + +"I love you," he said, his voice deepening, so that it was almost +hoarse. "I love you." + +Just the three words, but how much they mean! Is it any wonder that the +poet and the novelist are never weary of singing and writing them? and +that the world will never be weary of hearing and reading them? How much +hangs upon the three little words! Love: it is the magic word which +transforms a life. It means a heaven too great for mortals to imagine, +or a hell too deep to fathom. To Nell the words spoke of a mystery which +she could not penetrate, but which filled her heart with a joy so great +as almost to still it forever. + +"Dearest, I have frightened you!" he said, as she sat so silent and so +motionless. "Forgive me! It seems so sudden to you; but I--I have felt +it for days past, have known it so long, it seems to me. I have been +thinking, dwelling on it. Nell, do you--care for me? Can you love me?" + +Her hands unclasped and went with a swift motion to her eyes, and +covered them. His heart sank with a sudden dread. She was not only +frightened; she did not care for him--or was it because she did not +know? She was so young, so girlish, so innocent! + +"Forgive me--forgive me!" he pleaded, and he ventured to touch her arm. +"I have--startled you; you did not expect--it was unfair to bring you +here. But I can't take it back. I love you with all my heart and soul. +See, Nell--you will let me call you that? It's the name I love above all +others--the name I think of you by. I--I won't harass you. You--you +shall have time to think. I will go away for--for a few days--and you +shall think over----No, no!" he broke off, springing to his feet and +bending over her with a sudden passion which swept all before it. "I +can't go. I can't leave you again, unless--unless I go forever. I must +have your answer now--now! Speak to me, Nell. 'Yes' or 'No'?" + +He drew her hands from her face as she rose, and her eyes were lifted +and met his. Love's sweet surrender shone in them; and, with a cry of +wonder and joy, he caught her to him. + +"Nell, Nell!" was all that he could say. "Is it true? You--you love me, +Nell?" + +She hid her face on his breast, and her hands trembled on his shoulders. + +"Yes--yes," she breathed, almost inaudibly. Then: "Do I?" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +He took her face in his hands and turned it up to him, but paused as her +lips nearly met his. + +"Do you? Why, don't you know, dearest?" he asked tenderly. + +"Yes, ah! yes, I do," she said, and the tears sprang to her eyes as +their lips met. "It was because I loved you that I was so sorry when you +went; that every hour and day was a misery to me, and seemed to hang +like lead; it was because I loved you that I could not think of anything +else, and--and all the world became black and dark, and--and--I hated to +be alive. It was because--because of that, was it not?" + +He answered with the lover's mute language. + +"And--and you love me! It seems so wonderful!" she murmured, looking at +him with her eyes, now deep as violets and dewy with her tears. "So +wonderful! Why--why do you?" + +He laughed--the laugh that for the first time in his life had left his +lips. + +"Have you no looking-glass in your room, Nell?" he asked. "You beautiful +angel! But not only because you are the loveliest----" + +She put her hand to his lips, her face crimson; but he kissed it and +laid it against his cheek. + +--"You are not only the loveliest woman I know, but the sweetest, Nell," +he said. "No man could help loving you." + +"How foolish!" she breathed; but, ah! the joy, the innocent pride that +shone in her eyes! "You must have met, known, hundreds of beautiful +women. I never thought that I--that any one could care for me----" + +"Because there's not a spark of vanity in my Nell, thank God!" he said. +"See here, dearest, you speak of other women--it is because you are +unlike any other woman I have ever known--thank God again!--because you +are so. Ah, Nell! it's easier to love you than to tell you why. All I +know is that I'm the happiest man on earth; that I don't deserve----" +His voice grew grave and his face clouded. "The best of us doesn't +deserve the love of the worst woman; and I, who have got the sweetest, +the dearest----Ah, Nell! if you knew how bad a bargain you have made!" + +She laid her face against his hand, and her lips touched it with a kiss, +and she laughed softly, as one laughs for mere joy which pants for +adequate expression. + +"I am satisfied--ah, yes! I am satisfied!" she whispered. "It is you who +have made the bad bargain--an ignorant girl--just a girl! Why, Dick will +laugh at you! And mamma will think you are too foolish for words." + +He looked down at her--he was sitting on the bowlder now, and she was on +the sand at his feet, her head resting against him, his arm round her. + +"Mrs. Lorton knows nothing about me," he said. "I'm afraid, when she +knows----" + +His words did not affect her. In a sense, she was scarcely noting them. +This new happiness, this unspeakable joy, was taking complete possession +of her. That his lips should have touched hers, that his arm should be +round her, that her head should be resting against him, his kisses upon +her hair, was all so wonderful that she could scarcely realize it. Would +she awake presently and find that she was in her own room, with the +pillow wet with the tears that had fallen because "Mr. Drake Vernon" had +left Shorne Mills forever? + +"Does she not?" she said easily. "She knows as much about you as I do, +and I am content. But mamma will be pleased, because she likes you. And +Dick"--she laughed, and her eyes glowed with her love for the boy--"Dick +will yell, and will tease me out of my life. But he will be glad, +because he is so very fond of you. What do you do to make everybody like +you so much, Mr. Vernon?" + +"Oh, 'Drake, Drake, Drake'!" he said. + +"Drake," she murmured, and he stifled the word on her lips with kisses. + +"I'm by no means sure that Mrs. Lorton will be pleased," he said, after +a moment. "See here, Nell--I never saw such hair as yours. It is dark, +almost black, and yet it is soft and like silk----" + +"And it is all coming down. Ah, no, you cannot coil it up. Let it be for +a moment. Do you really like it? Dick says it is like a horse's mane." + +"Dick is a rude young scamp to whom I shall have to teach respect for +his sister. But Mrs. Lorton, dearest--I'm afraid she won't be pleased. I +ought to have told you, Nell, that I'm a poor man." + +"Are you?" + +She nestled a little closer, and scooped up the sand with her disengaged +hand--the one he was not holding--and she spoke with an indifference +which filled Drake to the brim with satisfaction. + +"Yes," he said. "I was not always so poor; but I am one who has had +losses, as Shakespeare puts it." + +"I am sorry," she said simply, but still with a kind of indifference. +"Mamma said you must be rich because you--well, persons who are poor +don't keep three horses and give diamond bracelets for presents." + +She spoke with the frankness and ingenuousness of a child, and Drake +stroked her hair as he would that of a child. + +"Yes, that's reasonable enough," he said. "But I've lost my money +lately. See?" + +She nodded, and looked up at him a little more gravely. + +"Yes? I am sorry. I suppose it must have seemed very hard to you. I have +never been rich, but I can imagine that one does not like losing his +money and becoming poor. Poor--Drake!" + +"Then, you don't mind?" he inquired. "You don't shrink from the prospect +of being a pauper's bride, Nell?" + +She laughed. + +"Why should I?" she said simply. "We've always been poor--at least, +nearly since I can remember; and we have always been happy, Dick and I. +Now, it would not have been so nice if you had been very rich." + +"Why not?" he asked, lifting a tress of her hair to his lips. + +She thought for a moment. + +"Oh, don't you see? I should have felt that you had been foolish to--to +love me----" There was an interlude. Should he ever grow tired of +kissing her? he asked himself. "And I should have been afraid." + +"Afraid of what?" + +"Well, that you would be ashamed of me when you took me into the society +of fashionable people, and----Oh, I am very glad that you are not rich! +That sounds unkind, I am afraid." + +"Nell," he said solemnly, "I have long suspected that you were an angel +masquerading as a mere woman, but I am now convinced of it." + +She laughed, and softly rubbed her cheek against his arm. + +"And I have long suspected that you were a rich man and a 'somebody' +masquerading as a poor one, and I am delighted to hear that I was +mistaken." + +He started at the first words of her retort, but breathed a sigh of +relief as she concluded. + +"Poor or rich, I love you, Nell," he said, with a seriousness which was +almost solemn, "and I will do my level best to make you happy. When you +are my wife----" + +The blood rushed to her face, and her head dropped. + +"That will be a long time hence," she whispered. + +"No, no!" he said quickly, passionately. "I couldn't wait very long, +Nell. But when you are my wife, I will try to prove to you that poor +people can be happy. We shall just have enough to set up a house in some +foreign land." + +She looked up at him gravely. + +"And leave mamma and--Dick? Yes?" + +The acquiescence touched him. + +"You won't mind, dearest--you won't mind leaving England?" + +She shook her head. + +"How cold and cruel I have become," she said, as if she were communing +with herself. "But I do not care; I feel as if I could leave any one--go +anywhere--if--if--I were with you!" + +She moved, so that she knelt beside him, and her small brown hands were +palm downward on his breast; her eyes shone like stars with the light of +a perfect love glowing in them; her sweet lips quivered, as, with all a +young girl's abandonment to her first passion, she breathed: + +"Do you think I care whether you are poor or rich? I love you! Do you +think I care whether you are handsome or ugly? It is you I love. Do you +think I care where I go, so that you take me with you? I could not live +without you. I would rather wander through the world, in rags, and +starving, cold, and hungry, than--than marry a king and live in a +palace! I only want you, you, you! I have wanted you since--since that +first day--do you remember? I--turn your eyes away, don't look at me; I +am so ashamed!--I came down to you that night--the first night! You were +calling for water, and I--I raised you on my arm, and--and oh! I was so +happy! I did not know, guess, why; but I know now. I--I must have loved +you even then!" + +She hid her eyes on his arm, and he kissed her hair reverently. + +"And every day I--I grew to love you more. I was only happy when I was +with you. I wondered why. But I know now! And you were always so kind +and gentle with me; so unlike any other man I had met--the vicar, Doctor +Spence--and I used to like to listen to you; and--and when you touched +me something ran through me, something filled me with gladness." + +She paused for breath, her eyes fixed on his face, as if she were not +seeing him, but the past, and her own self moving and being in that +past. + +"And then you went, and all the happiness, all the gladness, seemed to +go, and--bend lower--I--I can only whisper it--the night you went I +flung myself on the bed and--and cried." + +"My Nell, my dearest!" was all he could say. + +"I cried because it seemed to me that my life had come to an end; that +never, so long as I should live, should I know one moment of happiness +again. It was as if all the light had gone out of the sky, as if the sun +had turned cold--ah! you don't know!" + +"Do I not, dearest?" + +"And then, when I saw you to-day, all the light and warmth came rushing +back, and I knew that it was you who were my light, my sun, and that +without you I was not living, but only a shadow and a mockery of life." + +Her hands fell from his breast, her head sank upon his knees, she sobbed +in the abandonment of her passion. + +And the man was awed by it, and almost as white as herself. He gathered +her in his strong arms and murmured passionate words of love and +gratitude and devotion. + +"Nell, Nell, my Nell! God make me more worthy of your love!" he said +brokenly, hoarsely. + +She raised her head from his knees and offered him--of her own free +will--her sweet lips, and then clung to him with a half-tearful, +maidenly shame. + +"Let me go!" she said. + + * * * * * + +The light that never was on earth or sky beamed on the _Annie Laurie_ as +it skimmed toward the jetty. + +Nell sat in the stern, and Drake lay at her feet, his arms round her, +his face upturned to hers. + +God knows he was grateful for her love. God also knows how unworthy he +felt. This love is such a terrible thing. A maiden goes through the ways +of life, in maiden meditation fancy free, pausing beside the brook to +pluck the flowers which grow on its bank, and thinking of nothing but +the simple girlish things which pertain to maidenhood. Then suddenly a +shadow falls across her path. It is the shadow of the Man, and the love +which shall raise her to heaven or drag her down to the nethermost hell. +A glance, a word, and her fate is decided; before her stretch the long +years of joy or misery. + +And, alas! she has no choice! Love is lord of all, of our lives, of our +fate, and none can say him nay. No one of us can elect to love a little +wisely, or unwisely and too well. + +But there was no doubt, no misgiving, in Nell's mind that night. She had +given herself to this man who had fallen at her feet in Shorne Mills, +and she had given herself fully and unreservedly. His very presence was +a joy to her. It was a subtle delight to reach out her hand and touch +him, though with the tips of her fingers. The gates of paradise had +opened and she had entered in. + +How short the hour seemed during which they had sailed toward the jetty! +She breathed a sigh, which Drake echoed. + +"Let me lift you out," he pleaded. "I want to feel you in my arms--once +more to-night!" + +She surrendered herself, and, for a moment, her head sank on his +shoulder. + +They walked up the hill almost in silence; but every now and then his +hand sought hers, and not in vain. + +She looked up at the starlit sky in a kind of wondering amazement. Was +it she?--was it he?--were they really betrothed? Did he really love her? +Oh, how wonderful--wonderful it was! And they said there was no real +happiness in this world. + +She could have laughed with the scorn of her full, complete joy! + +They entered The Cottage side by side, and were met by Dick, with +half-serious indignation. + +"Well, upon my word, for a clear case of desertion, I never----Why +didn't you wait for me? I've got a couple of gulls, and----What's the +matter with you, Nell? You look as if you'd found a threepenny piece." + +"Just in time for supper," simpered Mrs. Lorton. + +Drake took Nell's hand and led her into the light of the lamp, which +illumined the night and perfumed the day. + +"I've brought Nell back, Mrs. Lorton," he said, with the shyness of the +newly engaged man, "and--and she has promised to be my wife." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Drake's announcement was received with amazed silence for a moment; then +Dick flung up his piece of bread behind his back, caught it dexterously, +and burst out with: + +"See the conquering hero comes! Hurrah! Nell--Nell! Don't run away! Wait +for the congratulations of your devoted brother!" + +But Nell had fled to her room, and, on pretense of chivying her, Dick +discreetly withdrew, leaving Drake to the inevitable interview with Mrs. +Lorton. + +"I'm sure I don't know what to say," she murmured. "It is so unexpected, +so quite unlooked for. It is like a bolt out of the green----" She meant +blue, but had got the colors mixed. "I had no idea that you had any +serious intentions!" + +Then she remembered that she had to play the part of guardian, and +endeavored to fill the rôle with the dignity due to a lady of her +exalted birth. + +"I need not say that I--er--congratulate you, Mr. Vernon. Eleanor is +a--er--dear girl; she has been the comfort and consolation of my life, +and--er--the parting with her will be a great--a very great--trial. +Pardon my emotion!" She snuffed into a handkerchief, and wiped her eyes +with a delicate touch or two. "But I should not dream of standing in the +way of her happiness. No! If she has made her heart's choice, I shall +not attempt to dissuade her. And I feel that she has chosen wisely. Of +course, my dear Mr. Vernon, though we have had the pleasure of your +presence with us for some time, we do not--er--know----" + +Drake winced slightly. Should he tell her the truth? Should he say, "My +name's Drake Vernon, right enough, but I happen to be Lord Selbie?" + +But he shrank from the avowal, the confession. He knew that it would +call forth quite a torrent of amazement and self-satisfaction; that he +would be asked why he had concealed his full name and rank--and +to-night, of all nights, he felt unequal to the scene which would most +certainly follow the confession. + +"I will tell you all--I can," he said, with a pause before the last +words which, fortunately for him, Mrs. Lorton was too excited to notice. +"I'm afraid Nell hasn't made a very wise choice. I'm not worthy of her; +but that goes without saying; no man alive is. But even in the usual +acceptation of the term, I'm not what is called a good match." + +Mrs. Lorton looked blank and rather puzzled as she thought of the +diamond bracelet and the three horses. + +"I--we--er--imagined that you were well off," she said. + +"I've met with reverses lately," said Drake; "and I'm poorer than I was +a--er--little while ago." + +Mrs. Lorton drew herself up a little, and her expression grew less +complaisant. + +"Indeed?" she said interrogatively. + +"Yes," he went on quietly. "I am quite aware that Nell deserves----Perhaps +I'd better tell you the income we shall have to get along on." + +He mentioned the sum which the remnant of his fortune would produce, +and, though it was much smaller than Mrs. Lorton had expected, it was +large enough to cause her countenance to relax something of its +stiffness. + +"It is not a large income," she said. "And I cannot but remember that +Eleanor, though she is not a Wolfer by birth, is connected with the +family; and that, if she were taken up by them, she might--one never +knows what may happen under favorable circumstances. A season in London +with my people----" + +Drake nodded. + +"I know," he said, "Nell is worthy of the best, and no doubt if she were +in London I should stand a poor chance; but it's my luck that she isn't, +you see. And"--his voice dropped--"and I'm conceited enough to believe +that she cares for me; and I don't suppose my poverty will make any +difference. Heaven knows, I wish I were rich, for her sake!" + +"Well, we must make the best of it," said the good lady. "After all, +money isn't everything." She spoke as if she were suffering from the +burden of a million. "True hearts are more than coronets. I must write +and tell my cousin, Lord Wolfer." + +"I wouldn't! I mean, is it necessary--at any rate, just yet?" said +Drake. It was just possible that Lord Wolfer might interest himself +sufficiently to ask questions; he might, indeed, connect "Drake Vernon" +with the two first names of Viscount Selbie. And Drake--well, this was +the first bit of romance in his life, and he clung to it. The idea of +marrying Nell, of marrying her as plain "Drake Vernon," down on his +luck, was sweet to him. He could tell her after the wedding, when they +were too far away to suffer from the fuss which Mrs. Lorton would +inevitably make over the revelation. + +"You see, we shall have to be married very quietly; and I'm thinking of +spending some time abroad, on the Continent--Nell will like to see a +foreign city or two--and, do you think it's worth while troubling your +people?" + +The "your people" flattered her, and she yielded, with a sigh. + +"As you please, Mr. Vernon--but I suppose I must now call you 'Drake'?" +she broke off, with a simper; "though, really, it sounds so strange, +and--er--so familiar." + +Drake wondered whether he ought to kiss her as he murmured assent. + +"I'll do my best to make Nell happy," he said; "and you must make the +best of a bad bargain, my dear Mrs. Lorton; and if you feel like being +very good to me, you'll help me persuade Nell to an early marriage." + +She brightened up at the word marriage, and at the prospect of playing a +part in the function beloved of all women; and when Nell stole in, with +pink cheeks and glowing eyes, drew the girl to her and bestowed a +pecklike kiss upon her forehead. + +Mrs. Lorton provided the conversation during that meal, and, while she +prosed about the various marriages in the Wolfer family, Nell listened +in dutiful silence, now and again flushing and thrilling as Drake's hand +touched hers or his eyes sought her face. + +And Dick behaved very well. He reserved his chaff for a future occasion, +and only permitted himself one allusion to the state of affairs by +taking Nell's hand and murmuring: "Beg pardon, Nell! Thought it was a +spoon!" + +As Drake walked down the hill to the Brownies' cottage his heart +throbbed with the first pure happiness of his life. Nell's kiss, which +she had given him at parting at the gate, glowed warm upon his lips. And +if his happiness was alloyed by the reflection that he was deceiving her +in the matter of his rank, he thrust it from him. + +After all, what did it matter? What would she care? It was he, the man, +not the viscount, whom she loved. Yes, the gods had been good to him, +notwithstanding the ruin of his prospects; for was he not loved for +himself alone? + +He smiled, with a sense of the irony of circumstances, when he +remembered that only a few weeks ago he had congratulated himself that +he had "done with women!" But at that time he had not fallen in love +with Nell of Shorne Mills, and won her love; which made all the +difference! + +And Nell? She lay awake in a sleepless dream. Every word he had spoken +came back to her like the haunting refrain of a beautiful song; the +expression in his eyes, the touch of his hand--ah! and more, the kiss of +his lips--were with her still. It was her first love. No man before +Drake had ever spoken of love to her; it was her virgin heart which he +had won; and when this is the case the man assumes the proportions of a +god to the girl. + +And it seemed so wonderful, so incredible, that he should have fallen in +love with her, that he should have chosen her; as his queen, as his +wife. She tried to draw a mental picture of herself, to account for his +preference for her, and failed to find any reason for it. He had said +that she was--beautiful. Oh, no--no! He must have met a hundred women +prettier than she was; but he had chosen her. How strange! how +wonderful! Sleep came to her at last, but it was a sleep broken by +dreams--dreams in which Drake--she could think of him as "Drake"--held +her in his arms and murmured his love. She could feel his kisses on her +lips, her hair. Once the dream turned and twisted somewhat, and he and +she seemed separated--a vague something came between them, an intangible +mist or cloud which neither could pass, though they stood with +outstretched hands and yearning hearts; but this dream passed, and she +slept the sleep of joy and peaceful happiness. + +Happiness! It is given to so few to know happiness that one would like +to linger over the days which followed their betrothal. For every day +was an idyl. Drake had resolved to send the horses up to London for +sale; he had given Sparling notice, six months' wages, and a character +which would insure him a good place; but he clung to the horses, and +Nell and Dick and he had some famous rides before the nags went to +Tattersall's. + +And what rides they were! Dick, wise beyond his years, would lag behind +or canter a long way in front; and Nell and Drake would be left alone to +whisper together, or clasp hands in silent ecstasy. + +And there was the _Annie Laurie_. To sail before the wind, with the sun +shining brightly from the blue sky upon the opal sea; to hold his +beloved in his arms; to feel the warmth of her lips on his; to know that +in a few short weeks she would be his own, his wife!--the rapture of it +made him catch his breath and fall into a rapt silence. + +One day, as they were sailing homeward, the _Annie Laurie_ speeding on a +flowing tide and a favorable breeze, his longing became almost +insupportable. + +"See here, Nell," he said, with the timidity of the man whose every +pulse is throbbing with passion, "why--why shouldn't we be married at +once? I mean, what is the use of waiting?" + +"Married!" + +She drew away from him and caught her breath. + +"Why not?" he asked. "I shan't be any the richer for waiting, and--and I +want you very badly." + +"But I am here--you have got me," she said, with all the innocence of a +child. "Oh, why should we hurry?" + +He bit his pipe hard. + +"I know," he said, rather huskily. "But I want you altogether--for my +very own. I don't want to have to part with you at the gate of The +Cottage. You don't understand; but I don't want you to. But, Nell, as we +are going to be married, we might as well be married now as months +hence." + +Her head sank lower; the _Annie Laurie_ lost the wind, and fell off and +rolled on the ground swell. + +"Do you--want to marry me--so soon?" she murmured. + +"So soon!" he echoed. "Why, it is months--weeks--since we were engaged." + +"But--but--aren't you happy--content?" she asked. "I--I am so happy. I +know that you love me; that is happiness enough." + +He drew her to him and kissed her with a reverence which he thought no +woman would have received from him. + +"No; it is not enough, dearest," he said. "You don't understand. I'll +put the banns up to-morrow--no; I'll get a special license. I want you +for my own, all my own, Nell." + +When they sailed into the slip by the jetty, Dick was waiting for them. + +"Hal-lo!" he yelled. "I've been waiting for you for the last two hours. +I've news for you." + +"News?" said Drake. + +Nell was coiling the sheet in a methodical fashion, and thinking of +Drake's words. + +"Yes. The Maltbys are going to give a dance, and you and I and Nell are +asked." + +"And who are the Maltbys?" he inquired, with a lack of interest which +nettled Dick. + +"The Maltbys are our salt of the earth," he replied; "they are our +especial 'local gentry'; and, let me tell you, an invitation from them +is not to be sneezed at." + +"I didn't sneeze," said Drake, clasping Nell's hand as he helped her out +of the boat. + +"It's for the fifth," said Dick; "and it's sure to be a good dance; +better still, it's sure to be a good supper. Now, look here, don't you +two spoons say you 'don't care about it,' for, I've set my mind upon +going." + +Drake laughed easily. + +"Would you like to go?" he asked of Nell. + +"Would you?" she returned. + +Loverlike, he thought of a dance with her. She was, her girlish +innocence, so sparing of her caresses, that the prospect of holding her +in his arms during a waltz set him aching with longing. + +"Yes," he said, "if you like." + +"All right," she said. "Yes, I should think we might go, Dick." + +"I should think so!" he shouted. "Fancy chucking away the chance of a +dance!" + +"How did they come to ask us?" Nell inquired. "We don't know them very +well," she explained to Drake. "The Maltbys are quite grand folk +compared with us; and, though Lady Maltby calls once in a blue moon, and +sends us cards for a garden party now and again, this is the first time +we have been invited to a dance." + +"You have to thank me, young people," said Dick, with exaggerated +self-satisfaction. "I happened to meet young Maltby--he's home for a +spell; fancy he's sent down from Oxford--and he asked me to go rabbiting +with him. He's not much of a shot, though he is a baronet's son and +heir, and I rather think I put him up to a wrinkle or two. Anyway, the +other day he mentioned that they were going to have a dance--quite an +informal affair--and asked if I'd care to go; and Lady Maltby's just +sent a note." + +"All right," said Drake. + +Then he suddenly remembered his masquerade, and looked grave and +thoughtful. Yes, it was just possible that some one there might +recognize him. + +"Who are the Maltbys?" he asked. "I never heard of them." + +Dick's eyes twinkled. + +"I can't truthfully say that that argues you unknown," he said; "for +they are very quiet people, and only famous in their own straw yard. Old +Sir William hates London, and he and Lady Maltby seldom leave the +Grange." + +"There is no daughter, only this one son," explained Nell. "They are not +at all 'grand,' and I think you will like them. Lady Maltby is always +very kind, and Sir William is a dear old man, who loves to talk about +his prize cattle." + +"Do you happen to know who is staying at the house?" asked Drake. + +After all, perhaps, he would run no risk of detection; as he had never +met the Maltbys, it was highly improbable that they had heard of him. + +"Oh, it's not a large party. I remember some of the names, because young +Maltby ran over them. He said there weren't enough in the house to make +up a dance. I shrewdly conjectured that that's one reason why we were +asked." + +"Wise but ungrateful youth!" said Drake. "Let us hear the names." + +Dick repeated all that he could remember. + +"Know any of them?" he asked. + +"No," replied Drake, with relief. + +"The fifth," mused Nell, thinking of her dress. "It is very short +notice." + +"It's only a scratch affair; but, all the same, I should wear my white +satin with Brussels lace, and put on my suite of diamonds and rubies, if +I were you," advised Dick. + +Nell laughed, as she glanced up at Drake. + +"I am just wondering whether I have outgrown my nun's veiling," she +said simply. "It's the only dress I have. I'm afraid"--she +hesitated--"I'm afraid you will think it a very poor one!" + +"Are you?" he said significantly. "You never can tell. Perhaps I shall +admire it." + +As he spoke he asked himself whether he should send up to Bond Street +for some jewels for her; but he resisted the temptation. Later on, when +they were married, he would give himself the treat of buying her some of +the things women loved. Even in the matter of the engagement ring he had +held himself in check, and only a very simple affair encircled the third +finger of Nell's left hand. + +They found Mrs. Lorton in a flutter of excitement, and she handed Drake +the note of invitation with the air of an empress conferring a patent of +nobility. + +"Very good people," she said; "though not, of course, the crème de la +crème. I am included in the invitation, but I shall not accept. The +scene would but recall others of a more brilliant description in which I +once moved--er--not the least of the glittering throng. No, Eleanor, you +will not need a chaperon. You have Drake, who, I trust, will enjoy +himself in what may be novel circumstances," she added, with affable +patronage. + +"You will not need a new dress, Eleanor--Dick tells me that he must have +a new suit." + +"Oh, no; I am all right!" said Nell cheerfully. + +She found that the old frock could, with a little alteration, be +utilized, and for several evenings Drake sat and watched her as she +lengthened the skirt and bestowed new lace and ribbons upon the thing, +and, as he smoked, imagined how she would look on the night of the +dance. He knew that not one of the other women, let them be arrayed in +all the glory of the Queen of Sheba herself, would outshine his star. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +On the night of the fifth Nell sang softly to herself as she stood +before the glass putting the last touches to her toilet. She was +brimming over with happiness, and as she looked at the radiant +reflection she wondered whether her lover would be satisfied. It is the +question which every woman who loves asks herself. It is for the man of +her heart that she lives and has her being; it is that she may find +favor in his sight that she brushes the hair he has kissed; it is with +the hope that his eye may be caught, his fancy pleased, that she puts +the flower at her bosom or winds the filmy lace around her neck. And it +was of Drake--Drake--Drake--she thought and dreamed as she turned from +the glass and went down the stairs. + +She had heard the wheels of the fly he had procured from Shallop, and +she found him in the little hall waiting for her. + +He looked up at the lovely vision with startled admiration, for hitherto +he had only seen her in week-a-day attire; and this slight, graceful +form, clad in soft white, seemed so pure, so virginal and ethereal, +that, not for the first time, his joy in her loveliness was tempered +with awe. + +"Nell!" was all he could say, and he stretched out his arms, then let +them fall. "I should crush you or break you," he said, half seriously. +"Is that the dress I saw you making up--that! It looked like----" + +"A rag," she finished for him, her eyes shining down upon him with a +woman's gratitude for his admiration. "Will it do? Do I look--passable?" + +"No," he said; "no one could pass you! Nell, my angel--yes, you are like +an angel to-night!" he broke off, in lower tones. "You--you frighten me, +dearest. I dread to see you spread your wings and fly away from me." + +She laughed shyly and shook her head. + +"And--and--how different you look!" she said; for it was the first time +she had seen Drake in the costume which we share with the waiter; and +her pride in him--in his tall figure and square shoulders--glowed in her +eyes. If he had been lame and halt she would have still loved him; +but--well, there is no woman who is not proud of her sweetheart's good +looks. Sometimes she is prouder of them than of her own. + +"Let me put this wrap around you," he said; and as he did so she raised +her head with a blush and an invitation in her eyes, and he kissed her +on the lips. "See here, dearest," he said, "your first dance! And as +many as you will give me afterward. Did I ever mention that I was +jealous? Nell, I inform you of the gruesome fact now; and that I shall +endure agonies every time I see you dancing with another man." + +"Perhaps you will be spared that pain," she said. "I may be a +wallflower, waiting for you to take pity on me." + +"Yes, I should think that very probable," he retorted ironically. "Oh, +Nell, how I love you, how proud----" + +Dick came out of the dining room at that moment, and at sight of Nell +fell back against the wall in an assumed swoon. + +"Is it--can it be--the simple little fishergirl of Shorne Mills? My +aunt, Nell, you do look a swell! Got 'em all on, Drake, hasn't she? +Miss Eleanor Lorton as Cinderella! Kiss your brother, Nell!" + +He made a pretended rush at her with extended arms, and Nell shrieked +apprehensively: + +"Keep him off, Drake! He'll crush my dress! Dick--Dick, you dare!" + +Dick winked at Drake. + +"You are requested not to touch the figure. Drake, have you observed and +noticed this warning? But so it is in this world! One man may kiss this +waxwork, while another isn't permitted to lay a finger on it. Now, are +we going to the Maltbys' dance, or have you decided to remain here and +spoon? And hasn't any one a word of approval for this figure? Between +you and me, Drake, I rather fancy myself to-night. I do hope I shan't +break any young thing's heart, for I'm not--I really am not--a marrying +man. Seen too much of the preliminary business with other people, you +know." + +They got into the fly, laughing, and Drake, as they drove along, +compared this departure for a simple country dance with his past +experiences. How seldom had he gone to a big London crush without +wishing that he could stay at home and smoke or read! + +"Remember," he whispered to Nell, as they alighted at the Grange, "your +first dance and as many as you can give me!" + +One or two other carriages set down at the same time, and they entered +the hall, a portion of a small crowd, so that Lady Maltby, a buxom, +smiling lady of the good old type of the country baronet's wife, had +only time to murmur a few words; and Drake passed on with Nell on his +arm. + +As they went up the room, a dance started, and he drew Nell aside, and +standing by her, looked round curiously and a trifle apprehensively. But +there was no person whom he knew, and Sir William, who came up to them, +had even got Drake's name wrongly. + +"Glad to see you, Miss Lorton. Dear, dear! how the young ones do grow! +Glad to make your acquaintance, Mr. Verney Blake, and to congratulate +you. I think I've met a relative of yours--an uncle, I fancy----" + +Drake's face grew expressionless in an instant. + +--"Sir Richard--or--was it Sir Joseph--Blake? He took the first for +shorthorns in seventy-eight." + +Drake drew a sigh of relief. + +"No relation of mine, Sir William, I regret," he said. + +"No? Same name, too. Funny! But there are a good many Blakes. So you're +going to run off with the belle of Shorne Mills, eh? Lucky fellow!" + +With a chuckle he ambled off to his wife, to be sent to some one else, +and Drake bent to Nell. + +"Come!" was all he said, and he put his arm round her. The floor was +good, the band from the garrison town knew its business, and Nell----Was +he surprised that she should dance so well? Was not every ordinary +movement of hers graceful? But the fact that she could dance like an +angel, as he put it to himself, did not make his love for her any the +less or his pride in her diminish, be certain. He himself had been the +best dancer in his regiment, and this, his first waltz with the girl he +adored, sent the blood spinning through his veins. + +"Aren't we in step rather--nicely?" she whispered, trying to speak +casually, but failing utterly; for the joy that throbbed in her heart +made it impossible for her to keep her voice steady. "Oh, Drake, I--I +was afraid that I might not be able to dance, it is so long--ever so +long--since----Why, this is my first real ball, and I am dancing with +you! And how well you waltz! But you have danced so often--this is not +your first ball!" + +He glanced at her with a pang of uneasiness, but her eyes shone up at +him innocent of any other meaning than the simplest one, innocent of any +doubt of him, any question of his past. + +"He would be a rank duffer who couldn't dance with you, Nell," he said. + +Her hand tightened on his with the faintest pressure, and she closed her +eyes with a happy sigh. + +"If it could only go on forever!" was her thought; and she prayed that +no other man might want her to dance, for a long time. + +She would have liked to sit out the dances she could not have with +Drake, to sit and watch him. And she would not be jealous. Why should +she be? Was he not her very own, her sweetheart, the man who loved her? + +The waltz came to an end all too soon, and as Drake led her to a seat, +young Maltby approached her with two young fellows. She was the +prettiest girl in the room, though she was the simplest dressed, and the +men were anxious to secure her. + +Drake hastily scribbled his initials on several lines of her program, +then had to resign her to her next partner, and, in discharge of his +duty, seek a partner for himself. + +Lady Maltby introduced him to a daughter of a local squire, a fresh +young girl, with all a country girl's frankness. + +"What a pretty girl that was with whom you were dancing!" she said, as +they started. "She is really lovely!" + +"And yet they say that women never admire each other," he remarked. + +"Do you mean that?" she asked, looking up at him with her frank, blue +eyes. "What nonsense! I love to see a pretty woman; and I quite looked +forward to coming here to-night, because we are to have a famous London +beauty." + +"Oh! Which one?" asked Drake absently; his eyes were following Nell, who +happened to look across at him at the moment, and who smiled the smile +which a woman only accords her lover. + +"I don't remember her name," said the girl. "But she is very beautiful, +I am told; though I find it hard to believe that she can be lovelier +than she is," and she nodded in Nell's direction. + +Drake felt very friendly toward the girl. + +"She is as good as she is beautiful," he said; then, as the triteness +and significance of the words struck him, he laughed slightly. + +His partner glanced up at him shyly. + +"Oh--I beg your pardon!" she said. "I didn't know. How--how proud you +must be!" + +"I am," said Drake. + +"And of course you want to be dancing with her now? If I were you I +should hate to have to dance with any one else. I wish--you would +introduce me to her after this waltz!" + +"With pleasure!" said Drake, wondering what on earth the girl's name +was--for, of course, he had not caught it. + +But the introduction was not made, for her next partner came up +immediately the dance was finished and bore her off; and Drake leaned +against the wall and watched Nell. + +She was dancing with a subaltern from the garrison town, and was +evidently enjoying herself. It was a pleasure to him to look at her; and +it occurred to him that even if the bright little American, with the +pleasant voice and tender heart, had not stepped in to ruin his +prospects; if the title and estates were as near to him as they had been +a few months ago; if he were moving in London society, in his own +critical and exclusive set, he would not have made any mistake in asking +Nell to be his wife. She would have justified his choice in any society, +however high. + +It occurred to him that where they were going on the Continent he might, +perhaps, procure a little amusement for her; there might be a dance or +two at the hotels at which they would stay; or he might take her to one +of the big state balls for which there would be no difficulty in +obtaining an invitation. + +Yes, he thought as he watched her--her lips half parted with a smile of +intense enjoyment, her eyes shining with the light of youth and +ignorance of care--she should have a happy time of it or he would know +the reason why; he would simply devote his life to watching over her, to +screening her from every worry, to---- + +"Are you staying in the house, Mr. Blake?" + +It was Sir William who had toddled up and addressed the reflective +guest. Sir William never knew exactly how the house party was composed; +and sometimes a man had been staying at the Grange for a fortnight +without Sir William comprehending that the man was sleeping beneath his +roof. + +"No? Beg your pardon! I should have liked to show you my Herefords +to-morrow morning. I think you'd admire 'em; they're the best lot I've +had, and I ought to do well with them at the show. But perhaps you don't +take an interest in cattle-breeding?" + +"Oh, yes, I do," said Drake pleasantly, and with his rather rare +smile--he was brimming over with happiness and would have patted a +rhinoceros that night, and Sir William was anything but a rhinoceros. +"Every man ought to take an interest in cattle-breeding and +horse-breeding. I did a little in the latter way myself." He pulled up +short. "I shall be very glad to come over to-morrow morning, if you'll +allow me." + +"Do, do!" said Sir William genially, and evidently much gratified. "But, +look here, you'll have to come over early, because I've got to go and +sit on the bench, and shall have to leave here soon after ten. Why not +come over to breakfast--say, nine o'clock?" + +"Thanks!" said Drake; "I shall be very glad to." + +At this moment Lady Maltby came up to them with a rather anxious +expression on her pleasant face. + +"I can't think what has come to the Chesney party, William," she said. +"I didn't expect them very early, but it's getting rather late now. Do +you think they've had an accident?" + +"Not a bit of it!" returned Sir William cheerily. "They've had a jolly +good dinner, and don't feel like moving. Don't blame them, either. +Suppose we go and have a cigar, Mr. Blake?" + +Drake glanced toward Nell, saw that she was surrounded, exchanged a +smile with her, then went off with Sir William to the smoking room. They +were in the middle of their cigars, and talking cattle and horses, when +Drake heard a carriage drive up. + +"That's the Chesney people, I dare say," said Sir William, and +continued to dilate on a new rule which he was anxious that the +Agricultural Society should adopt, and Drake and he discussed it +exhaustively. + +Nell had just finished a dance when she saw Lady Maltby hurry across the +room to receive four persons, two ladies and two men, who had just +arrived. It was the belated Chesney party. Their entrance attracted a +good deal of attention, and Nell herself was startled into interest and +curiosity by the appearance of one of the new arrivals. She thought that +she had never imagined--she had certainly never seen--so beautiful a +woman, or one so magnificently dressed. + +A professional beauty in all her war paint is somewhat of a rara avis in +a quiet country house, and this professional beauty was the acknowledged +queen of her tribe. Her hair shone like gold, and it had been dressed by +a maid who had acquired her art at the hands of a famous Parisian +coiffeur; her complexion, of a delicate ivory, was tinted with the blush +of a rose; her lips were the Cupid-bow lips which Sir Joshua Reynolds +loved to paint. Naturally graceful, her figure was indebted to her +modiste for every adventitious aid the art of modern dressmaking can +bestow. Nell knew too little of dress to fully appreciate the exquisite +perfection of the _toilette de la danse_; she could only admire and +wonder. It was of a soft cream silk, rendered still softer in appearance +by cobweb lace, in which, as if caught by the filmy strands, as in a +net, were lustrous pearls. Diamonds glittered in the hair which served +them as a setting of gold. Her very gloves were unlike those of the +other women, and seemed to fit the long and slender hands like a fourth +skin. + +"How beautiful!" she said involuntarily, and scarcely aware that she had +spoken aloud. + +The man who was sitting beside her smiled. + +"Like a picture, is she not?" he said. "In fact, I never see her but I +am reminded of a Lely or a Lawrence; one of those full-length pictures +in Hampton Court, you know!" + +"I don't know," said Nell. "I've never been there." + +"Well, you won't think it a fair comparison when you do see them," he +said; "for there isn't one of them half as beautiful as Lady Luce." + +"What is her name?" asked Nell, who had not caught it. + +He did not hear the question, for the music had struck up again, and +with a bow he went off to his next partner. It was evident to Nell that +the beauty was not known to Lady Maltby, for Nell saw the other lady +introducing them. Nell felt half fascinated by the new arrival, and sat +and watched her, looking at her as intently as one gazes at something +quite new and strange which has swung suddenly into one's own ken. + +Nell was engaged for that dance, but her partner did not turn up. She +was not sorry, for she wanted to rest; the room was hot, and, though she +was by no means tired, she was not eager to dance the waltz--unless it +were to be danced with Drake. She was sitting not very far from the +window; some considerate soul had opened it a little, and Nell got up +and went to it and looked out. It opened onto a wide terrace; the stars +were shining brightly, the night air came to her softly and wooingly. +How nice it would be to go out there! Perhaps if she stole out, and +waited, presently Drake would come into the ballroom, and, missing her, +would come in search of her, for he would guess that she would be out +there, and they would have a few minutes by themselves under the starlit +sky. It was worth trying for. + +She went out, without opening the window any wider, and leaning on the +stone coping, looked up at the sky, and then to where, far away, the few +lights which were still burning showed her where Shorne Mills nestled +amid its trees. + +As long as life lasted she would never be able to think of Shorne Mills +without thinking of Drake; she thought of him now, and longed for him; +and as she heard the window open wider she turned with a little throb of +expectation. But instead of Drake's tall figure, two ladies came out. +Nell recognized the beauty by her dress, and saw that the lady who was +with her was the one who had accompanied her to the ball. + +Nell's disappointment was so acute as to embarrass her for a moment, +and, reluctant, with a girl's shyness, to be found there alone, she +rather foolishly drew back quietly into the shadow accentuated by the +contrast of the light streaming from the half-open window. She retreated +as far as the corner of the terrace, and, finding a seat there, over +which she had nearly stumbled, she sank into it. Beside her was a marble +statue of the god Pan. The pedestal almost, if not quite, concealed her; +and, although she was already ashamed of having taken flight, so to +speak, she decided to remain where she was until the other two women +returned to the ballroom, or Drake came out and she could call to him. + +Lady Luce went and leaned upon almost the very spot where Nell had +leaned; and she looked up at the sky and toward the twinkling lights, +and yawned. + +"Sorry you have come, dear?" said Lady Chesney, with a little laugh. "I +know you so well that that yawn speaks volumes." + +"It is rather slow, isn't it?" admitted Lady Luce, with the soft little +London drawl in her languid voice. + +"My dear Luce, I told you it would be slow. What did you expect? These +dear, good people are quite out of the world--they are antediluvians. +The best people imaginable, of course, but not of the kind which gives +the sort of hop you care for. I'm sorry you came; but I did warn you, +dear, didn't I?" + +"Yes, I know," assented Lady Luce. + +"And, really, you seemed so bored--forgive me, dear; I don't want to be +offensive--that I thought that perhaps, after all, this rustic +entertainment might amuse you." + +"I'm not bored, but I'm very sick and sorry for myself," said Luce. "One +always is when one has been a fool." + +"My dear girl, you did it for the best." + +"That always seems to me such a futile, and altogether ineffectual, +consolation," said Luce; "and people never offer it to you unless you +have absolutely made a fool of yourself." + +"But I think, and everybody thinks with me, that you acted very wisely +under the circumstances. He could not expect you to marry a poor man. +Good heavens! fancy Luce and poverty! The combination is not to be +imagined for a moment! It is not your fault that circumstances are +altered, and that if you had only waited----" + +Lady Luce made a little impatient movement with her hand. + +"If I had only waited!" she said, with a mixture of irritation and +regret. "It was just my luck that I should meet him when I did." + +There was a pause. It need scarcely be said that Nell was extremely +uncomfortable. These two were discussing a matter of the most private +character, and she was playing the unwelcome part of listener. Had she +been a woman of the world, it would have been easy for her to have +emerged from her hiding place, and to have swept past them slowly, as if +she had seen and heard nothing, as if she were quite unconscious of +their presence. But Nell was not a woman of the world; she was just Nell +of Shorne Mills, a girl at her first ball, and her first introduction to +society. She could not move--could only long for them to become either +silent or to go away and leave her free to escape. + +"I suppose he was very much cut up?" remarked Lady Chesney. + +"That goes without saying," replied Luce. "Of course. He was very fond +of me; or, why should he have asked me to marry him? You wouldn't ask +the question if you had seen him the day I broke with him. I never saw a +man so cut up. It made me quite ill." + +"Then the love was not altogether on one side, dear?" said Lady Chesney. + +Lady Luce shrugged her white shoulders in eloquent silence. + +"Where did the dramatic parting take place?" asked Lady Chesney. + +"Here," said Lady Luce. + +"Here?" + +"Well, near here. At a little port--fishing place, called--I forget the +name--something Mills." + +"Oh! you mean Shorne Mills." + +Nell's discomfort increased, and yet a keen interest reluctantly awoke +in her. It seemed so strange to be listening to what seemed to her a +life's drama, the scene of which was pitched in Shorne Mills. + +"The yacht put in quite unexpectedly," continued Luce. "I didn't want to +land at all, but Archie worried me into doing so. We climbed a miserable +kind of steep place. I refused to go any farther. They went on, and I +turned into a kind of recess to rest--and found Drake there." + +For a moment the name did not strike with its full significance upon +Nell's mind, and the soft voice had continued for a sentence or two +before she realized that the man of whom this woman was speaking, the +lover whose loss she was regretting, bore the same name as Drake. She +had no suspicion that the men were the same; it only seemed strange and +almost incredible that there should be two Drakes at Shorne Mills. + +"I can imagine the scene," said Lady Chesney; "and I can quite +understand how you feel about it. But, Luce, is it altogether hopeless?" + +Lady Luce laughed bitterly. + +"You don't know Drake," she said. There was a pause. "And yet"--she +hesitated, and her tone became thoughtful and speculative--"sometimes I +think that I could get him back. He is very fond of me; it must have +nearly broken his heart. Yes; sometimes I feel sure that if I could have +him to myself for, say, ten minutes, it would all come right." + +"Don't you know where he is?" + +"No. There was a row royal between his uncle and him, and he +disappeared. No one knows where he is. It is just possible that he has +gone abroad." + +"There is danger in that," said Lady Chesney gravely. "One never knows +what a man may do in a moment of pique. They are strange animals." + +"You mean that he might be caught on the rebound, and marry some 'dusky +bride' or ruddy-cheeked dairymaid?" said Lady Luce, with a little laugh +of scorn. "You don't know Drake. He's the last man to marry beneath him. +If I were not afraid of seeming egotistical, dear, I would say that he +has known me too long and loved me too well----But there! don't let us +talk any more about it. The gods may send him to my side again. If they +do, I shall avail myself of their gracious favor and get him back; if +not----" She sighed, and shrugged her shoulders. "Heavens! how I wish I +had a cigarette!" + +"My dear, you shall have one," said Lady Chesney, with a laugh. "I know +where the smoking room is. I'll go and get you one, you poor, dear +soul!" + +She went in, and Nell rose from her seat. She could not remain a moment +longer, even if she had to tell this lady she had overheard their +conversation, and beg her pardon for having played, most reluctantly, +the eavesdropper. But as she stood fighting with her nervousness, a man +came out through the window. Her heart leaped with relief and +thanksgiving, for it was Drake. + +"Is that you?" he said, as he saw the figure against the coping. + +Lady Luce turned; the light streamed full upon her face, and he stopped +dead short and stared at her. + +"Luce!" he exclaimed, in a low voice. + +She stood for a moment as motionless as one of the statues. Another +woman would have started, would probably have shrunk back, with a cry of +amazement or of joy; but she stood for just that instant, motionless and +silent, and looking at him with her eyes dilating with surprise and +delight. Then, holding out both hands, she moved toward him, murmuring: + +"Drake! Thank God!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +Lady Luce came forward to him with both hands extended; and the "Drake, +thank God!" was perhaps as genuinely a devout an expression as she had +ever uttered. For it seemed to her that Providence had especially +intervened in her behalf and sent him to her side. We all of us have an +idea that Providence is more interested in us than in other persons. + +Drake stood and looked at her for an instant with the same surprise +which had assailed him when he recognized her; then he took the small, +exquisitely gloved hands. How could he refuse them? As he had said, the +members of their set could not be strangers, though two of them had been +lovers and one had been jilted. They had to meet as friends or +acquaintances, as individuals of a community, which, living for +pleasure, could not be bored by quarrels and estrangements. + +In the "smart" set a man lives not for himself alone, but for the other +men with whom he plays and shoots and jokes and drinks; for the women +with whom he drives and rides and dances. He must sink personal feeling, +likes and dislikes, or the social ship which he joins as one of the +crew, the ship which can sail only on smooth and sunlit waves, will +founder. So Drake took her hands and smiled a greeting at her. + +"Why! To find you here! What are you doing here, Drake?" she said. + +She had no right to call him "Drake"; she had lost that right the day +she had jilted him; but she called him "Drake," and the name left her +lips softly and meltingly. + +"I might ask the same of you, Luce," he replied gravely, and unconscious +in the stress of the moment that he, too, had used the Christian name. + +But, alas! Nell had heard it! She had, half mechanically, shrunk behind +the pedestal; she shrank still farther behind it as Drake spoke, and she +put up her hand on the cold marble as if for support. For she was +trembling in every limb, and a sensation as of approaching death was +creeping over her. The terrace and the two figures grew misty and +indistinct, the music of the band sounded like a blurred discord in her +ears, and the blood rushed through her veins like fire one moment and +like ice the next. + +She would have rushed out of her hiding place and into the house, but +she could not move. Was she going to die? or was this awful, sickening +weakness only a warning that she was going to faint? She pressed her +forehead against the marble, and the icy coldness of the unsympathetic +stone revived her. She found that she could hear every word, though the +two had moved to the stone rail. + +"It is quite a shock!" said Lady Luce. She put her handkerchief to her +lips, her eyes, and then looked up at him with the smile, the confession +of weakness, which is one of woman's most irresistible weapons. + +"I--I am staying at the Chesneys'--you know the Chesneys? No? There is a +small party--some of us came over to-night to this dance--they are old +friends of the Maltbys. Drake, I can scarcely believe it is you!" + +He stood beside her patiently, and yet impatiently. He was thinking of +Nell even at that moment; wondering where she was, how soon he could get +away from Lady Luce and find Nell. + +"You are staying here?" she asked, meaning at the Maltbys'. + +He nodded, thinking it well to leave her misconception uncorrected. + +"How strange! Drake, it--it is like Fate!" she murmured; and, indeed, +she felt that it was. + +"Like Fate?" he asked. + +"Yes--that--that we should meet here, in this out-of-the way place, so +soon. Oh, Drake, if you knew how glad I am!" + +She put out her hand and touched his arm with the timid touch, the +suggestion of a caress, which women can convey so significantly. + +Drake glanced toward the open window apprehensively. Nell--any +one--might come out any moment, and---- + +"Shall we walk to the end of the terrace?" he said. "You will catch +cold----" + +As he spoke he looked down at her. There was only a man's inquiry, and +consideration for a woman's bare shoulders, in the look; but to Nell, +whose eyes were fixed upon him with an agonized intentness, it seemed +that the look was eloquent of tenderness and passion. + +"Yes, yes," assented Lady Luce quickly. "Some one may come, and--and--we +have so much to say, haven't we, Drake?" + +He drew her arm within his mechanically, as he would have drawn it if he +had been leading her to a dance, or in to dinner, and they moved beyond +Nell's hearing. + +Drake bit his lip, and glanced sideways toward the house. What could she +have to say to him? and what did this sudden tenderness, this humility, +of hers mean? + +Suddenly it occurred to him that she had seen his uncle, and heard of +the old man's offer. Ten thousand a year was not a large income for one +in Lady Lucille Turfleigh's position; but--well, she might have been +tempted by it. His face hardened with an expression of cold cynicism +which Nell had never seen. + +"What have we to say, Luce?" he asked. "I thought you and I had +exhausted all topics of absorbing interest when we parted the other +day." + +She winced, and looked up at him reproachfully. + +"Oh, how cruel of you, Drake!" she murmured, "As if I hadn't suffered +enough!" + +"Suffered!" + +He smiled down at her, with something as nearly approaching a sneer as +Drake Selbie could bring himself to bestow upon a woman. + +"Yes. Drake, did you think I was quite heartless? that--I--I--did what I +did without suffering? Ah, no, you couldn't think that; you know me too +well." + +Her audacity brought a smile to his lips, and he found it difficult to +restrain a laugh of amusement. It was because he had learned to know her +so well that he himself had not suffered a pang at their broken +engagement--at least, no pang since he had learned to know and love +Nell. + +Where was she? How could he get away from this woman, whose face was +upturned to him with passionate pleading on it? + +"Have you seen my uncle lately?" he asked grimly, but with a kind of +suddenness. + +"No," she replied, and the lie came "like truth"--so like truth that +Drake felt ashamed of his suspicion of her motive. + +She had not, then, heard of his uncle's offer? Then--then why was she +moved at sight of him? Why were her eyes moist with unshed tears, the +pressure of her hand on his arm tremulous and beseeching? + +"No," she said; "I--I have been scarcely anywhere. I have--not been +well. I came down here to the Chesneys' to bury myself--just to bury +myself. I have been so wretched, so miserable, Drake." + +"I'm sorry," he said gravely. "But why?" + +She looked up at him reproachfully. + +"Don't you--know? Ah, Drake, can't you guess? Don't--don't look at me +like that and smile. It is not like you to be so--so hard." + +"We men are hard or soft as you women make us, Luce," he said quietly. +"Remember that I have been through the mill. I was not hard or +cruel--once." + +It was an unwise thing to say. Never, if you have done with a woman, or +she has done with you, talk sentiment, says Rousseau. It was unwise, for +it let Luce in. + +"I know! Yes, it was all my fault. Drake, do you think I don't know +that? Do you think that I don't tell myself so every hour of the day, +every hour at night, when I lay awake thinking of--of the past?" + +"The past is buried, Luce," he said, with a short laugh. "Don't let us +dig it up again. After all, you acted wisely----" + +"No; I acted like a fool!" she broke in; and she meant it. "If I had +only listened to the cry of my own heart--if I had only refused to obey +father, and--and stuck to you! But, Drake, though you think me +heartless, and--and sneer----" + +"I didn't mean to sneer, Luce," he said. "Forgive me if I did so +unintentionally. I quite understood your difficulty, and, as I told you +the day we parted, I--well, I made allowances for you. You did what most +women of our set would have done." + +"Would they? But perhaps they really are heartless, while I----Drake, +you can't tell what I have suffered; how--how terribly I have missed +you! I--yes, I will tell you the truth. Do you know, Drake, that I had +made a vow that whenever we met, whether it was soon, or not for years, +I would tell you all. Yes--though, like a man, you should despise me for +it!" + +"I'm not likely to despise you for it, Luce," he said. As he spoke, Lady +Chesney came out onto the terrace. She looked up and down, saw the two +figures standing together, and, with a smile, returned to the house. + +"No; you are too generous for that, Drake; even if I--I confess that I +have not spent one happy--oh, the word is a mockery!--that I have been +wretched since the hour I--I left you." + +His face grew grave, almost stern. + +"I'm sorry," he said simply. "Candidly, I didn't think----" + +"No, I know! You thought that I only cared for you because----You told +me that I was heartless and mercenary, you remember, Drake. But, ah; it +wasn't true! Yes, I've been brought up at a bad school. I've been taught +that it's a sacred duty for every girl, as poor as I am, to make a good +match; and I thought--see how frank I am!--that I could part from you, +oh, not easily, but without breaking my heart. But I--I was mistaken! I +miss you so dreadfully! There is not another man in the world I can care +for, or even dream of caring for." + +"Hush!" he said sternly. + +There was always something impressive about Drake, a touch of the +manliness which is somewhat rare nowadays, the manliness which women are +so quick to acknowledge and bow to; and Lady Luce shrank a little; but +her hand tightened on his arm, and her brown, velvety eyes dimmed with +genuine tears--for she was more than anxious, and more than half in love +with him--looked up at him penitently, imploringly. + +"Drake--you believe me?" she whispered. "Don't--don't punish me too +badly! See, I am at your feet--a woman--Drake"--her voice sank to a +whisper, became almost inaudible, and her head drooped forward until it +nearly rested on his breast. "Drake--forgive--me and----" + +Her voice broke suddenly. + +He was moved to something like pity. Is there any man alive who can +resist the prayer, the touch of a beautiful woman, especially if she is +the woman he has once loved? If such a man there be, his name is not +Drake Selbie. + +"Hush!" he said again, but in a gentler voice. "God knows, I loved you, +Luce----" + +She uttered a faint cry. It was no louder than the sough of the night +breeze. + +"Drake--Drake! ah, Drake!" she breathed, her face lifted to his, her +other hand touching his breast. "Say it again! It's the sweetest music +I've heard since--since----Say it again, Drake. I won't ask for any +more----" + +"Don't!" he said hoarsely. The caress of her hand made him miserable; it +had no power to thrill him now. "I want to tell you, Luce----" + +"No--no," she said quickly, eagerly. "Don't scold me to-night. I am so +happy now. It is as if I had come back to life. Say it once more, Drake. +Just 'I forgive you'!" + +"I forgive you; but, listen, Luce," he added quickly. + +She slid her white arm round his neck, and drew his head down and kissed +him. The next moment, before he could say a word, she drew away from him +quickly. + +"Go in--I will come presently," she said. "There is some one--there is a +door." + +Confused, almost hating her for the kiss she had stolen--with Nell +flashing on his mind--he turned and entered the house by the door to +which she had pointed. + +She stood for a moment, then she went toward Lady Chesney. Her face was +pale, but there was a smile on her lips, a glow of triumph in her brown +eyes, as she paused in the light from the open window. + +Lady Chesney looked at her, then laughed. + +"My dear, you look transformed. Was that--but of course it was! Well? +But one need not ask any questions. Your face tells its own tale." + +Luce laughed, and touched her lips with her handkerchief. + +"Yes, it was Drake," she said. "What luck! what luck! And they say there +is no Providence!" + +"And--and it is all right?" asked Lady Chesney, anxiously. + +Lady Luce laughed softly. + +"Oh, yes! Didn't I tell you that if I could have him to myself for ten +minutes----And we have been longer, haven't we? You see, he was fond of +me, and----Oh! have you brought a cigarette? I am simply dying for one +now!" + +Lady Chesney held one out to her. + +"Here it is. But hadn't you better go in? They will miss you----" + +Lady Luce shrugged her shoulders as she struck a match from the gold box +Drake had given her. + +"What does it matter what these people think?" she retorted. "Nothing +matters now. I have got Drake back, and----All the same, we will get out +of sight of the window, lest we shock these simple folk. Yes, I am a +lucky young woman." + +They passed along the terrace, and Nell, as if released from a spell, +fell into the seat and covered her face with her hands. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +Presently she let them fall slowly and looked vacantly with her brows +drawn--as if waiting for the return of some sharp pain--in the direction +of Shorne Mills. The lights had gone out; so also had died the light of +her young life. + +She tried to realize what this was that had happened to her; but it was +so difficult--so difficult! Only a little while ago she had been happy +in the possession of Drake's love. He had been hers--was her sweetheart, +her very own; he was to have been her husband; she was to have been his +wife. + +And now--what had happened? Was she dead--had she done some evil thing +which had turned his love for her to hate and driven him from her? + +Slowly the numbed sensation, the feeling of stupor passed, and the +truth, as she thought of it, came upon her with a rush and made her +press her hand to her heart as if a knife had stabbed it. + +Drake loved her no longer. He had never loved her. The woman he had +loved was the most beautiful of God's creatures, and Drake had only +turned to her--Nell--in a moment of pique. And this woman with the +perfect face, and soft, lingering voice; this woman whose every movement +was grace itself, who carried herself like an empress--an empress in the +first flush of her beauty and power--had changed her mind and called him +back to her. And he had gone. + +The fact caused such intense misery as to leave no room for resentment. +At that moment there was not one spark of anger, one drop of bitterness +in Nell's emotion; only misery so acute, so agonizing, as to be like a +physical pain. + +It seemed to her so natural, so reasonable, that he should desert her +when this siren with the melting eyes, the caressing laugh, should +beckon him; for who could have resisted her? Not any man who had once +loved her. + +Nell's head moved slowly from side to side, like that of an animal +stricken to death. Her throat had grown tight, her eyes were hot and +burning, the sound, as of the plash of waves, sang in her ears; but she +could not cry. It seemed to her that she would never be able to cry +again. She looked vaguely at the other women as they walked at the far +end of the terrace, and she shivered as if with bodily fear. There was +something terrible, Circe-like, to her in the face, the movements, the +very voice of this woman who had taken Drake from her. + +Presently the two exquisitely dressed figures passed into the house, and +Nell rose, steadying herself by the pedestal. As she did so, she looked +up. A streak of light shot right across the statue, and the cruel face +with its leering eyes seemed to smile down upon her mockingly, +jeeringly, and she actually shrank, as if she dreaded to hear the satyr +lips shoot some evil gibe at her. + +And all the while the music, a waltz of Waldteufel's, soft and ravishing +and seductive, floated out to her, and mocked her with the memory of the +happiness that had been hers but an hour--half an hour ago. She +staggered to the edge of the terrace and leaned her head on her hands, +and, closing her eyes, tried hard to persuade herself that it was only a +dream; just a dream, from which she should wake shuddering at the unreal +misery one moment, then laughing at its unreality the next. + +But it was true. The dream had been the happiness of the last few weeks, +and this was the awakening. + +Before her mental vision passed, like a panorama, the days which the +gods had given her--that they might punish her all the more cruelly for +daring to be so happy. + +Yes; how often had she asked herself what right she, Nell of Shorne +Mills, had to so much joy? What had she done to deserve it? + +She remembered now how, sometimes, she had been terrified by the +intensity of her joy. That day Drake had told her that he loved her; the +morning he had taken her in his arms and kissed her; the night he had +looked down into her eyes and sworn that no man in all the world loved +any woman as he loved her. She had not deserved it, had no right to it, +and God had punished her for her presumption in daring to be so happy. + +But now what was she to do? + +She asked the question with a kind of despair. + +It never for one moment occurred to her that she should accuse Drake of +his faithlessness, much less that she should upbraid him. Indeed, what +would be the use? Could she--she, an ignorant, half-taught girl, just +Nell of Shorne Mills--contend against such a woman as this Lady Luce? + +Luce! Luce! She remembered--for the first time that night, strangely +enough--how he had murmured the name in his delirium. She had forgotten +that, she had not thought of it, and had not asked who the woman was +whose visage haunted him in his fever. + +If she had only done so! He would have told her--yes, for Drake was +honest; he would have told her--and she would not have allowed herself +to fall in love with him. Even as it was, she had fought against it; but +her struggle had been of no avail. She had loved him almost from the +first moment. + +And now she had lost him forever! + +"Drake, Drake, Drake!" her heart called to him, though her lips were +mute. + +What should she do? + +No; she would not upbraid him. There should be no "scene." She knew +instinctively how much he would loathe a scene. She would just tell +him--what? That--that--it had all been a mistake; that--she did not love +him, and--and ask him to give her back her freedom. + +That was all. Not one word of Lady Luce would she say. He would go--go +without a word; she knew that. + +And now she must go back to the ballroom, and try and look and behave as +if nothing had happened. + +Was she very white? she wondered dully. She felt as if she had died, and +was buried out of reach of any pain, beyond all possibility of further +joy. Her life was indeed at an end. That kiss of Drake's--to her it had +appeared as if indeed it had been his, and not Luce's only, stolen from +him unawares--that kiss had killed her. + +Let Ibsen be a great poet and dramatist, or a literary fraud, there are +one or two things which he says which strike men with the force of a +revelation; and when he speaks of the love-life which is given to every +man and woman, and calls him and her a murderer who kills it, he speaks +truly, and as one inspired. + +Nell's love-life lay dead at her feet, and Drake, though all +unconsciously, had slain it. + +She wiped her lips, though they were dry and parched, and with trembling +hands smoothed her hair--the lips and the hair Drake had kissed so +often, with such rapture--and slowly, fighting for strength and +self-possession, passed into the ballroom. + +The brilliant light, the music, the dancers, acted upon her +overstrained nerves as a dash of cold water upon a swooning man. For the +first time since the blow had fallen pride awoke in her. She had lost +Drake forever; but she would make no moan; other women before her had +lost their lovers and their husbands by death, and they had to bear +their bereavements; she must learn to bear hers. + +A young fellow hurried up to her with a mingled expression of relief and +complaint. + +"Oh, Miss Lorton; this is ours!" he said. "I have been looking for you +everywhere, everywhere, on my honor, and I was nearly distracted!" + +Nell moistened her lips and forced a smile. + +"I have been out on the terrace; it--it was hot." + +"And--you didn't feel faint? You look rather pale now!" he said +apprehensively. "Would you rather not dance?" + +"No, no; I would rather dance!" she replied, with a kind of feverish +impatience. "I--I think I am cold." She shivered a little. "I shall be +all the better for a dance!" + +She went round like one moving in a dream; her eyes looking straight +before her in a fixed gaze, her lips curved with a forced smile. After a +moment or two she grew warmer; the blood began to circulate, a hectic +flush started out on her cheeks. + +Any one seeing her would have thought she was enjoying herself +amazingly; would not have suspected that her heart was racked by agony; +that the music was beating upon her brain, inflicting pain with every +stroke; that she longed, with an aching longing, to be in the dark, in +her own room, alone with her unspeakable misery. + +One talks glibly enough of women's sufferings; but not one of us ever +comes near gauging them, for the gods who have denied them some things +have granted to the least of them the great power of enduring in +silence, of smiling while they suffer, of murmuring commonplaces while +the iron is cutting deeper and deeper into their souls. The nobler the +woman the greater this power of hers; and there was much that was noble +in poor Nell. And as she danced, those who looked at her were full of +admiration or envy. She was so young; her loveliness was so untainted by +the world; the delicate droop of the pure lips was so childlike, while +it hinted of the deeper nature of the woman, that many who regarded her +and then glanced at the professional beauty, mentally accorded Nell the +palm. + +And among them was Drake. He had gone straight to the smoking room, had +lit a cigarette, and, pacing up and down, had, with stern lips and +frowning brows, revolved the problem which fate had set him. + +He swore under his breath, after the manner of men, as he went over the +scene with Luce. What devil of ill chance had sent her down there? And +why--why had she changed her mind? Was it really true that she--cared +for, him still? He could scarcely believe it; and yet the caress of her +hand, the look in her eyes, the--the--kiss----He flung the cigarette +away--for he had bitten it in two--and fumed mentally. And what did she +mean, think? Was it possible that she thought he could go back to her? + +He laughed grimly, in mockery of the idea. Why, even if there had been +no Nell, he could not have gone back to Luce. And there was Nell! Yes, +thank God! there was Nell, his dear, sweet, beautiful Nell! His girl +love, the girl who was like a pure star shining in God's heaven compared +with a flame from--yes, from the nethermost pit. Love! He, who now knew +what love meant, laughed scornfully at the idea in connection with Lady +Luce. Passion it might be--but love! And she had left him with a kiss, +as if she were convinced that she had recovered him! Oh, it was +damnable, damnable! + +Why--why, she might even behave in the ballroom as if--as if she had a +right to claim him! She might even tell the Chesneys that--that---- + +He strode out of the smoking room in time to see the Chesney party +taking their departure. As Lady Luce shook hands with the hostess and +murmured her thanks for "a delightful evening"--and for once they were +genuine and no idle formula--he saw her glance round the room as if in +search of some one; but he drew back out of sight. + +Then, when they had gone, he reëntered the ballroom and his eyes sought +Nell. She met them, and he smiled, but rather anxiously, with a feeling +of disquietude; for there was----Was there something strange in the +expression of her face? But as she smiled back--can one imagine what +that smile cost Nell?--he drew a breath of relief, found a partner, and +joined in the dance. + +By this time the party had reached the after-supper stage, and the +waltzes had grown faster. A set of lancers had been danced with so much +spirit and enjoyment that it had been encored. Some of the men were +talking and laughing just a little loudly, and the women's faces were +flushed with the one glass of champagne which is generally all they +permit themselves, the spell of the music, and the excitement of rapid +and rhythmical movement. Couples found their way into the anterooms and +recesses, or sat very close together in corners of the great, broad +staircase. + +Some of the men had boldly deserted the ballroom and retreated to the +smoking room, where they could play whist and drink and smoke: "Must +wait for my womenfolk, you know." + +Dick, at this, his first dance, was enjoying himself amazingly. He had +gone steadily through the program, and as steadily through most of the +dishes at supper, and he was now flirting, with all a boy's ardor, with +a plump little girl, the niece of Lady Maltby. + +She was "just out," and Dick had danced three dances in succession with +her before she remembered that she was committing a breach of etiquette. + +"Dance again with you? Oh, I couldn't!" she said, when Dick, with inward +tremors but an outward boldness, begged for the fourth. "I mustn't--I +really mustn't!" + +"Why not?" demanded Dick innocently. + +"If you weren't such a boy you wouldn't ask," she retorted severely, but +with a smile lurking in her bright young eyes. + +"I bet I'm as old as you are," he said. + +"Are you? I don't think you are. You look as if you'd just come from +school. I'm----No, I won't tell you. It was just a trick to learn my +age. But if you must know why I won't dance again with you, it is +because no lady ought to dance three times in succession with a man." + +"But I'm only a boy, which makes all the difference, don't you see?" +said Dick naïvely. "Nobody cares what a boy does, you know. Come along." + +She pretended to eye him severely. + +"No; I won't 'come along.' And I think it's very rude of you not to take +an answer." + +"All right," he said cheerfully. "Then will you come and have some +supper?" + +"Why, it isn't half an hour ago since we had some." + +"Then come and see me eat some more," he suggested. + +"Thank you; but I am never very fond of seeing animals fed, even at the +Zoo!" + +"That was rather good," he said, with a grin. "My sister, Nell couldn't +have put that one in more neatly." + +"Your sister Nell? That's the girl over there, dancing with Captain +White? How pretty she is!" + +"Think so? Yes, she is, now you mention it. We are considered very much +alike." + +The girlish laughter, which he had been waiting for, rang out, and, +taking advantage of it, Dick coaxed her into a corner on the stairs, +where they could flirt to their hearts' content. + +"I wonder whether you'd be offended if I told you that you were the +jolliest--I mean nicest--girl I've met?" said the young vagabond, with +an assumption of innocence and humility which robbed the remark of any +offense--at any rate, for his hearer, whose eyes sparkled. + +"Not at all. And I wonder whether you'd mind if I told you that I think +you are the rudest and most--most audacious boy I ever met?" + +"Not the least in the world, because it's no news--I mean that I'm--what +was it--the rudest and most audacious? I have a sister, you know, and +she deals in candor, candor in solid blocks. But what a mission my +condition opens up before you, Miss Angel!" + +"A mission?" she asked reluctantly, young enough to know that she was +going to be caught somehow. + +"Yes," he said, with demure gravity. "The mission of my reformation. If +you think me so bad to-night, I don't know, I really don't, what you +would have thought of me yesterday, before I had had the advantage of +your elevating society. Now, Miss Angel, here is a chance for you--the +great chance of your life! Continue your elevating influence. Your +cousin has asked me to a rabbit shoot to-morrow." + +"You'll shoot somebody. They really ought not to allow boys to carry +guns----" + +"Who's rude now?" he asked, with a grin. "I was going to say, when you +interrupted me, that if you came out with the luncheon party, I should +have the opportunity of a lesson in--in deportment and manners. See?" + +"I shouldn't think of coming," she declared promptly. + +"Oh, yes, you will," he said teasingly, and with an air of conviction. +"Women always do what they wouldn't think of doing." + +"Really!" she retorted, with mock indignation. "There is only one thing +I can do, and it is my duty. I shall tell your sister----Oh, look!" she +broke off suddenly, and with something like dismay in her voice, as she +pointed downward. + +Dick leaned over, and saw Nell, sitting on an old oak bench just below +them. She was leaning back; her eyes were closed, and her face white. + +"Oh, go to her; she is not well. I am so sorry! Go to her at once!" + +Dick ran down the stairs, and the girl followed a step or two, then +stood watching them timidly. + +"Hallo, Nell! What's the matter?" asked Dick. + +She opened her eyes and rose instantly, struggling with all a woman's +courage beating in her heart to renew the fight, to play her part to the +end of that never--never-ending night. + +"Nothing, nothing. I am just a little tired, I think." + +At this moment Drake came up. + +"This is my dance, Nell," he said. His face, his voice were grave, for +his soul was still disquieted within him. "I have been looking for +you----" + +He stopped suddenly and put out his hand, for her face had grown white +again. She had raised her eyes to his for a moment with the look of a +dumb animal in pain; but she lowered them instantly and bent aside to +take up her dress. + +"I am tired," she said, forcing a smile. "The heat--could we not go +home? I--I mean, Dick and I--there is no need for you----" + +"Yes, yes; at once; this instant!" he said. "Wait while I get you some +water--wait----" + +He went off quickly, and Nell turned to Dick. + +"Will you order the fly, Dick?" she said, in a tone that was quite new +to him. + +It was, though the boy did not know it, the voice of the woman who has +just parted with her girlhood. + +"Don't wait, please. I shall be all right." + +Dick left her, and Miss Angel came down to her timidly. + +"Is there anything I can do--I know what it is. You feel faint----" + +Nell smiled. + +"God grant you may never know what it is," she thought, looking up at +the girl's face, and feeling years and years older than she. + +"Perhaps it is," she said. "But I shall be all right the moment I get +into the air." + +Miss Angel whipped off her shawl, which Dick had insisted upon her +wearing. + +"Come with me--you can wait just outside the hall. I know what it is; +you want to get outside at once--at once!" + +Nell went out with her, and as she felt the cool, fresh air, she drew a +breath of relief; then she turned to the girl. + +"I am all right now; you must not wait. I have your wrap----" + +Dick came up with the fly, and Drake appeared with her cloak and a glass +of wine. He had got his hat and coat as he came along. She drank some of +the wine, and turned to hold out her hand to the girl and wish her good +night and thank her. + +"I am quite, quite right now!" Drake heard her say; and his fears--for +to a man a woman's fainting fit is a terrible thing--were somewhat +dispelled. + +They got into the fly, and it drove off. Nell, instead of sinking into +the corner, sat bolt upright and forced a smile. + +"What a jolly evening!" said Dick, with a deep sigh. "Don't wonder you +girls are so fond of parties." + +"Yes," she said, with a brightness which deceived both of them, "it has +been very jolly. What a pretty girl that is with whom you were sitting +out, Dick!" + +"I always thought you had great taste," he said approvingly. "She was +the nicest girl there--as I ventured to tell her." + +Nell laughed--surely the hollowness of the laugh must strike them, she +thought--but neither of the two noticed its insincerity, and Dick +rattled on, suspecting nothing. + +Drake sat almost silent. To be near her, to have her so close to him, +was all the sweeter after the hateful scene with Luce. Heaven! how +different was this love of his to that other woman from whom he had +escaped! It was a terrible word, but it was the only fitting one to his +mind. + +He would tell Nell in the morning. Yes, he would tell Nell who he was, +and--and--of his engagement to Luce. It would be an unpleasant, hateful +story, but he would tell it. There had been too much concealment, too +much deceit; he had been a fool to yield to the temptation to hide his +identity; he would make a clean breast of it to-morrow. Once he +stretched out his hand in the direction of hers, but Nell, though her +eyes were not turned in his direction, saw the movement, and quickly +removed her hand beyond his reach. + +The fly drew up at The Cottage, and Dick jumped out and opened the door +with his key, and purposely went straight into the house. As Drake +helped Nell out, she drew her hand away to gather up her dress, and went +quickly into the little hall, and he followed her. + +Her heart beat fast and painfully. She felt as if she could not lift her +eyes; as if she were the guilty one. Would he--would he attempt to kiss +her? Oh, surely, surely not! He could not be so false. She held out her +hand. + +"I am so sleepy," she said. "Good night!" + +He looked at her as he held her hand, and at that moment the kiss which +Luce had taken burned like fire upon his lips. He shrank from touching +the pure lips of the girl he loved while the other woman's kiss still +lingered on his consciousness. It would be desecration. + +"You are all right now--not faint?" he said; and there was a troubled +expression in his face and voice. + +Nell thought she could read his mind, and knew the reason of his +hesitation. A few hours ago he would have lost no time in catching her +to his heart. But now--he loved her, no longer. + +Her face went white, though she strove to keep the color in it. + +"Yes, oh, yes!" she said. "I am only tired and--sleepy." + +"Then I won't keep you," he said gravely. "Good night." + +He had turned; but even as he turned, the longing in his heart grew too +fierce for restraint. He swung round suddenly and caught her to him, drew +her head upon his breast, and kissed her with passionate love--and +remorse. + +Nell strove for strength to repulse him, to free herself from his arms; +but the strength would not come. For a moment she lay motionless, her +lips upturned to his, her eyes seeking his, with an expression in them +which haunted Drake for many a long year afterward. + +"Nell," he said hoarsely, "I--I have something to tell you to-morrow. +I--I have to ask your forgiveness. I would tell you to-night, but--I +haven't courage. To-morrow!" + +The words broke the spell. The flush of a hot, unbearable shame burned +in her veins and shone redly in her face. With an effort, she drew +herself from his arms and blindly escaped into the sitting room. + +Drake raised his head and looked after her, biting his lip. + +"Why not tell her to-night?" he asked himself. There was no guardian +angel to whisper, "The man who hesitates is lost!" and thinking, "Not +to-night; she is too tired--to-morrow!" he left the house. + +Nell stood in the center of the room, her face white, her hands shaking; +and Dick, as he peeled off what remained of his gloves, surveyed her +critically. + +"If I were you, young person, I'd have a stiff glass of grog before I +tumbled into my little bed. Look here, if you like to go up now, I'll +have a smoke, and bring you some up presently. You look--well, you look +as if you were going to have the measles, my child." + +Nell laughed discordantly. + +"Do I?" she said, pushing the hair from her forehead with both hands, +and staring before her vacantly. "Perhaps I am." + +"Measles--or influenza," he said, with a pursing of the lips. "Get up to +bed, Nell." + +"I'm going," she said. + +She came round the table, and, leaning both hands on his shoulders, bent +her lovely head and kissed him. + +"Dick, you--you care for me still?" she asked, in a strained voice. + +He stared at her, as, brother like, he wiped the kiss from his lips. + +"Care for you? What----Look here, Nell, you're behaving like a +second-class idiot. And your lips are like fire. I'm dashed if I don't +think you are going to have something." + +She laughed and shook her head, and went upstairs. How long the few +stairs seemed! Or was it that her legs seemed to have become like lead? + +As she passed Mrs. Lorton's room, that lady's voice called to her. Nell +opened the door, leaning against it. + +"Is that you, Eleanor?" said Mrs. Lorton. "What a noise you made coming +in! Really, I think you might have shown some consideration. You know +how lightly I sleep. I've the news for you." There was a touch of +self-satisfaction in her voice. "A letter has come. Here it is. You had +better read it and think over it." + +Nell crossed the room unsteadily in the dim flicker of the night light, +and took the letter held out to her--took it mechanically--wished Mrs. +Lorton good night, and went to her own room. + +Before she had got there she had forgotten the letter, and it fell from +her hand as she dropped on her knees beside the bed, her arms flung wide +over the white counterpane, her whole frame shaking. + +"Drake, Drake, Drake!" rose from her quivering lips. "Oh, God! pity +me--pity me! I cannot bear it--I cannot bear it!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +Nell woke with that sickening sense of loss which all of us have +experienced--that is, all of us who have gone to bed with sorrow lying +heavily upon our hearts. The autumnal sun was pouring in through the +windows, the birds were singing; some of them waiting on the tree +outside for the crumbs which Nell had been in the habit, ever since she +was a child, of throwing to them. Even in her misery of last night she +had not forgotten the birds; in the misery of her awakening she +remembered them, and went unsteadily to the lattice window. + +The keen air, as it blew upon her face, brought the full consciousness +of the sorrow that had befallen her. + +Yesterday morning she was the happiest girl in all the world; this +morning she was the most wretched. + +She put her hands to her face, as if some one had struck her, and she +called all her woman's courage to meet and combat her trouble. The +bright world seemed pressing down upon her heavily, the shrill notes of +the birds clamoring their gratitude as they greedily fought for the +crumbs, pierced through her head. She swayed to and fro, as if she were +about to fall; for, in the young, mental anguish produces an absolute +physical pain, and her head as well as her heart was aching. + +She would have liked to have thrown herself upon the bed, but Dick would +be clamoring for his breakfast presently, and Mrs. Lorton would want her +chocolate. Life is a big wheel, and one has to push it round, though its +edges are set with spikes of steel, and our hands are torn in the effort +to keep it moving. + +As she dressed herself with trembling hands, she kept saying to +herself--her lips quivering with the unspoken words: + +"I have lost Drake--I have lost Drake; I have got to bear it!" + +He would be here presently--or, perhaps, he would not come. Perhaps he +would write to her. And yet, no; that would not be like him; he was no +coward; he would come and tell her the truth, would ask her to forgive +him. + +And what should she say? Yes; she would forgive him; she would make no +"scene" with him; she would not utter one word of reproach, but just +tell him that he was free. She would even smile, if she could; would +assure him that she was not going to break her heart because the woman +he had loved before he had met her--Nell--had won him back. After all, +he was not to blame. How could any man resist such a woman as Lady Luce? +She--Nell--was just an interlude in his life's story; he had thought +himself in love with her; and, perhaps, if this beautiful creature, +before whom all hearts seemed to go down, had not desired to lure him +back, he would have remained faithful to the "little girl" whom he had +chanced to meet at that "out-of-the-way place in Devonshire, don't you +know." Nell could almost hear Lady Luce referring to the episode in +these terms, if ever it should come to her ears. + +No; there should be no scene. She would give him both her hands, would +say "good-by" quite calmly, and would then take her broken heart to the +solitude of her own room, and try to begin to repair it. + +Dick shouted for his breakfast, and she went downstairs. He was busy +reading a letter, and his face was full of eagerness, his eyes sparkling +with excitement. + +"I say, Nell, what a good chap Drake is!" he exclaimed. "He never said a +word to me about it; but he's been worrying Bardsley & Bardsley for +weeks past, and they've written to say that they think they can take me +on. Just think of it! Bardsley & Bardsley! The biggest firm in the +engineering line! Drake must have a great deal of influence; and I don't +know how on earth he managed it. I didn't know he knew any one connected +with the profession. It's a most splendid chance, you know!" + +Nell went round beside him, and laid her hand upon his shoulder. + +"I am very glad, Dick," she said. + +Something in her voice must have struck him, for he looked up at her +quickly, and with surprise. + +"Why, what's the matter, Nell?" he asked. + +"Nothing," she said. "I have a headache." + +"Just so. 'After the opera is over,' you know. That's the penalty one +pays for one's first dance. And you were queer last night, too, weren't +you? Why didn't you lie in bed?" + +"Never mind me," said Nell. "Tell me about this letter. When are you +going, Dick?" + +A fresh pang smote her. Was she going to lose the boy as well? + +"Oh, they don't say," he replied. "They're going to let me know. They +may send me abroad; you can't tell. What a good chap Drake is, and what +a lot we owe him? Upon my word, Nell, you're a lucky girl to have got +hold of such a fellow for your young man." + +Nell turned away with a sickening pain about her heart. No; she would +not tell the boy at this moment. She wouldn't spoil his happiness with +the wet blanket of her own misery. She must even, when she came to tell +him, make light of the broken engagement, take the blame upon herself, +and prevent any rupture of the friendship between Drake and Dick. + +He was almost too excited to eat any breakfast; certainly too excited to +notice Nell's untouched cup and plate. + +"I must see Drake about this at once," he said. "I think I'll go down +and meet him. He's sure to be coming up here, isn't he?" he added, with +a bantering smile; and Nell actually tried to smile back at him. + +As she took the chocolate up to Mrs. Lorton, she tried to put her own +trouble out of her head, and to think only of Dick's good fortune. How +she had longed for some such chance as this to come to the boy, and now +it had come. But who had sent it? Drake! Well, all the more reason that +she should forgive him, and utter no word of reproach or bitterness. + +"You are ten minutes late, Eleanor!" said Mrs. Lorton peevishly. "And, +good heavens! what a sight you look! If one late night has this effect +upon you, what would half a dozen have? I am quite sure that I never +looked half as haggard and colorless as you do, even when I'd been +through a whole season." For a moment the good lady was quite convinced +that she had been a fashionable belle. "I should advise you to keep out +of Drake's sight for an hour or two; at any rate, until you have got +some color in your face, and your eyes have ceased to look like boiled +gooseberries." + +The mention of Drake brought the color to Nell's face quickly enough, +but for an instant only. It was white again, as she resolved to tell +Mrs. Lorton that the engagement was broken off. + +"It doesn't matter, mamma," she said; and she tried to smile. + +Mrs. Lorton stared at her over the chocolate. + +"Doesn't matter?" she echoed. "You think he's so madly in love with you +that it doesn't matter how you look, I suppose? Don't lay that +flattering unction to your soul, Eleanor. I've known many an engagement +broken off in consequence of the man coming suddenly upon the girl when +she had a bad cold and had got a red nose and eyes." + +"Perhaps I've had a bad cold without knowing it, mamma, and Drake must +have come upon me when my nose and eyes were appallingly red, for our +engagement--is--broken--off." + +Mrs. Lorton nearly dropped the cup of chocolate, and stared and gasped +like a fish out of water. + +"Broken off!" she exclaimed. "Take this cup away! Give me the sal +volatile. Open the window! No, don't open the window! What are you +talking about? Are you out of your mind?" + +Nell took the cup, got the sal volatile, and soothed the flustered woman +in a mechanical fashion. + +"Hush, hush, mamma!" she said. "I don't want Dick to know yet." + +"But why--how----What have you been doing?" demanded Mrs. Lorton; and +Nell could have laughed. + +"Nothing very bad, mamma," she said. + +"But you must have," insisted Mrs. Lorton. "Of course it's your fault." + +"Is it absolutely necessary that there should be any fault?" said Nell +wearily. "But let us say that it is my fault. Perhaps it is!" She +laughed unconsciously, and with a touch of bitterness. "What does it +matter whose fault it is? The reason isn't of any consequence at all; +the fact is the only important thing, and it is a fact that our +engagement is broken. It was broken last night, and I tell you at once, +mamma; and I want to beg you not to ask me any questions. Drake--Mr. +Vernon--will no doubt go away to-day, and we shan't see him any more." +She went to the window to arrange the blind, and Mrs. Lorton didn't see +the twitching of the white lips which spoke so calmly. "And I want to +forget him; I want you, too, to try and forget him, and not to remind me +of him by a single word. It was very foolish, my thinking that he cared +for me----Oh, I can't say another word----" + +She stopped suddenly, her hands writhing together. + +Mrs. Lorton stared at the counterpane with a half-sly, half-speculative +expression in her faded eyes. + +"After all," she said meditatively, "it was not such a particularly good +match. One knows nothing about him or his people, and--and I suppose +you've not felt quite satisfied. Yes, perhaps you might do better. You +may have some chances now. You've read the letter, and made up your +mind, of course?" + +"The letter?" echoed Nell stupidly. + +Mrs. Lorton stared at her angrily, and with a flush of resentment on her +peevish face. + +"The letter I gave you last night, of course," she said. "Do you mean to +tell me that you haven't read it? The most important letter I have ever +received! At least, it is of the greatest importance to you. It is from +my cousin, Lord Wolfer. What have you done with it, Eleanor?" + +Nell put her hand to her head. + +"I must have left it in my room," she said. "I will go and fetch it." + +Mrs. Lorton snorted. + +"Such gross carelessness and indifference is really shameful!" she flung +after Nell. + +Nell found the letter beside the bed, and returned with it to Mrs. +Lorton's room. + +"Why, it's all crumpled up, as if you had been playing shuttlecock with +it!" exclaimed Mrs. Lorton indignantly. "It is absolutely disrespectful +of you, not to say ungrateful. Read it, if you please, and slowly; I +could not bear to have my cousin's letter gabbled over. I, at least, +know what is due to a Wolfer." + +It was a moment or two before Nell's burning eyes could accomplish the +task of deciphering the lines of handwriting which seemed to have been +formed by a paralytic spider that had fallen into the ink and scrambled +spasmodically across the paper. There was no need to tell her to read +slowly, and she stumbled over every other word of the letter, which ran +thus: + + +"MY DEAR SOPHIA: You will doubtless be surprised at hearing from me, +and, indeed, I should not have written, for, as you are aware, my time +is fully occupied with public affairs, and I rarely write private +letters; but I have promised Lady Wolfer to communicate with you +directly, as, for obvious reasons, which you will presently see, she +does not desire my secretary to know of the proposal which I am about +to make you; as, in the event of your declining the proposition, there +would be no need for the fact of its having been made to become the +common knowledge of my household and the servants' hall. As you are +doubtless aware, by reading the public prints, Lady Wolfer takes a great +interest and a prominent part in the movement which is being made toward +the amelioration of the position of woman; indeed, I may say, with +pardonable pride, that she is one of the great leaders in this social +revolution, which, we trust, will place woman upon the throne from which +man has hitherto thrust her. + +"This being so, Lady Wolfer's time is, as you will readily understand, +much absorbed; so completely, indeed, that she is unable to pay any +attention to those smaller and meaner; household cares to which women +less highly gifted very properly devote so much of their time. Having no +daughter of our own, it occurred to us that it might, perhaps, be a +beneficial arrangement for your stepdaughter, Miss Lorton, if she would +come to us and render Lady Wolfer such assistance as is afforded by the +ordinary housekeeper. You will say: Why not engage a duly qualified +person for the post? I reply: We have done so, and do not find the +ordinary person, though apparently duly qualified, satisfactory. Lady +Wolfer is of an extremely sensitive and delicate organization, and it is +absolutely necessary that the person with whom she would be brought in +daily contact should be young and docile. + +"I have referred to the photograph of Miss Lorton which you were good +enough to send me some months ago, and you will be pleased to hear that +Lady Wolfer approves of the young lady's personal appearance. I take it +for granted--you, her guardian, being a Wolfer--that she has been +properly trained; and if she should be willing to come to us on what is +termed a month's trial, we shall be very pleased to receive her. She may +come at any moment, and without any notice beyond a mere telegram. I +will not speak of the advantages accruing from such a position as that +which she would hold, for I am quite sure you will be duly sensible of +them, and will point them out to her. + +"I trust that you are in good health, and with best wishes for your +prosperity and happiness, + + "I remain, dear Sophia, yours very truly, + + "WOLFER. + +"P. S.--I omitted to say that I should be pleased to pay Miss Lorton an +honorarium of fifty guineas per annum." + +At another time Nell would have found it difficult to refrain from +laughing at the stilted phraseology of the letter, at the pomposity +with which the proposal was made, and the meanness which strove to hide +itself in a postscript; but a Punch and Judy show would have seemed a +funereal performance at that moment, and she stared as blankly at the +letter when she had finished it as if she had been reading some language +which had no meaning for her. + +Mrs. Lorton emitted a cough of self-satisfaction. + +"It is extremely kind and thoughtful of my Cousin Wolfer," she said; +"and I must say that I think you are an extremely fortunate girl, +Eleanor, to have had such an offer made you. Of course, if you had been +still engaged to Mr. Vernon, you would have been obliged to have sent a +refusal to Lord Wolfer; but, as it is, I presume you will not hesitate +for a moment, but will jump at such an opportunity." + +Nell looked before her blankly, and remained silent. + +"It will be a chance such as few girls of your position ever meet with; +for, of course, when my cousin speaks of a housekeeper, he does not wish +us to infer that you would be expected to take the position of a menial. +No; he will not forget that though you are not my daughter, I married +your father, and that you are, therefore, connected with the family. Of +course, you will go into society, you will meet the elite and the crème +de la crème, and will, therefore, enjoy advantages similar to those +which I enjoyed, but which I, alas! threw away. Really, when one comes +to consider it, this breach of your engagement with this Mr. Vernon is +quite providential, as it removes the only obstacle to your accepting my +cousin's noble offer." + +Nell woke with a start when the stream of self-complacent comment had +ceased, and realized that she was being asked to decide. What should she +do? To leave Shorne Mills, to go into the world among strangers, to +enter a big house as a poor relation--she shrank from the prospect for a +moment, then she nerved herself to face it. After all, she could never +be happy at Shorne Mills again. Every tree, every rock, every human +being would remind her of Drake, of the lover she had lost. With Dick +gone, there would be nothing for her to do, nothing to distract her mind +from the perpetual brooding over the few past weeks of happiness, and +the long, gray life before her. With these people there would be sure to +be some work for her, something that would save her from spending every +hour in futile regret and hopeless longing. + +"Well, Eleanor?" demanded Mrs. Lorton impatiently. + +"I have made up my mind; I will go," said Nell. + +Mrs. Lorton flushed eagerly. + +"Of course you will," she said. "It would be wicked and ungrateful to +neglect such a chance. When will you go? Fortunately, you have some new +clothes, and you will get what else you want in London. There are one +or two things I should like you to get for me. You could pick them up at +some of the sales; they are all on now, and things are sold ridiculously +cheap. And, Eleanor, be sure and send me a full description of Lady +Wolfer's dresses. You might snip off a pattern, perhaps. And I shall +want to hear all about the people who go to the house, and the dinner +parties and entertainments. I should say that it is not at all unlikely +that Lady Wolfer may ask me to go and stay there. Of course, she will be +curious to know what I am like--have I mentioned that we have never +met?--and you will tell her that I--I--have been accustomed to the +society in which she moves; and you might say that you are sure the +change will do me good. Write often, and be sure and tell me about the +dresses." + +"But I shall leave you all alone, mamma," said Eleanor. "Are you sure +you won't be lonely?" + +Mrs. Lorton drew a long sigh, and assumed the air of a martyr. + +"You know me too well to think that I should allow my selfish comfort to +stand in the way of your advancement, Eleanor. Of course, I shall miss +you. But do not think of that. Let us think only of your welfare. I +shall have Molly, and must be content." + +Nell checked a sigh at the evident affectation of the profession. It was +not in Mrs. Lorton to miss any human being so long as her own small +comforts were assured. + +"Then I think I will go at once--to-night," said Nell. "Why should I +not? They want me--some one--at once, and----" + +"Certainly," assented Mrs. Lorton eagerly. "I should go at once. You +will write immediately, and tell me what the house is like, and the +dresses." + +Nell went downstairs, feeling rather confused and bewildered by the +sudden change in her life. She was to have been Drake's wife; she was +now to be--what was it, companion, housekeeper?--to Lady Wolfer! + +Dick met her at the bottom of the stairs. + +"I can't find Drake," he said, of course, with an injured air. "They say +he left the cottage early this morning--they thought he was coming up +here, as usual; but he hasn't been, has he?" + +Nell shook her head. + +"See, Dick, I've some news for you," she said. "I am going to London." + +She gave him the letter to read, and he read it, with a running +commentary of indignant and scoffing exclamations. + +"Of all the pompous, stuck-up letters, it's the worst I ever imagined! +And you say you're going? Oh, but look here! What will Drake say?" + +Nell turned away. + +"I don't think he will object," she said, almost inaudibly. + +Dick stared at her. + +"Look here, young party, what is up between you two? Is there anything +wrong? Oh, dash it! don't look as if I'd said there was a ghost behind +you! What is it?" + +"Drake--Drake and I are not going to be married," she said, trying to +smile, but breaking down in the attempt. "We--we have agreed--to--to +part!" + +Dick uttered a low whistle, and gazed at her, aghast. + +"All off!" he said. "Phew! Why--when--how?" + +She began to collect some of her small belongings--a tiny workbasket, +some books, and such like, and answered as she moved to and fro, +studiously keeping her face turned away from him: + +"I can't tell you; don't ask me, Dick. Don't--don't ask him. It--it is +all right. It is all for the best, as mamma would say; and--and----" She +went behind him and laid her hand on his shoulder, her favorite attitude +when she was serious or pleading. "And mind, Dick, it is to make no +difference between you--and Drake. It--is--yes, it is all my fault. I--I +was foolish and----" + +She could bear no more; and, with a quick movement of her hand to her +throat, hastened from the room. + +Dick looked after her ruefully for a moment or two, then his face +cleared, and he winked to himself. + +"What an ass I am to be upset by a lovers' quarrel. Of course, it's all +in the game. The other business would pall after a time if there wasn't +a little of this kind of thing chucked in for a change. I wonder whether +that jolly girl, Miss Angel, will come down to the lunch? Now, there's a +girl no chap could have even a lovers' quarrel with. Poor old Drake! Bet +I shall find 'em billing and cooing as usual when I come back," And Dick +grinned as he marched off with his gun. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +Drake rode over to the Grange for breakfast, according to his promise. +He was glad of the ride, glad of an hour or two in which he could think +over the dramatic events of the preceding night, and, so to speak, clear +his brain of the unpleasant glamour which Lady Luce's words and behavior +had produced. + +Not for a moment did he swerve from his allegiance to Nell; never for a +moment did the splendor of Luce's beauty, the trick of her soft voice, +her passionate caress, eclipse the starlike purity of Nell's nature and +personality. If it were possible, he loved Nell better and more +devotedly, longed for her more ardently, since his meeting with Luce, +than he had done before. + +All the way to the Grange he rehearsed what he would say to Nell when he +rode back to The Cottage. He would tell her everything; would beg her to +forgive him for his deception, his concealment of his full name and +title, and--yes, he would admit that he had once loved, or thought that +he had loved, Lady Luce; but that now----Well, there was only one woman +in the world for him, and that was Nell. + +He found Sir William standing on the lawn, dressed in riding cords of +the good old kind, loose in fit and yellow in color, and surrounded by +dogs of divers shapes and various breeds. He was as ruddy-cheeked and +bright-eyed as if he had been to bed last night at ten o'clock, and he +scanned the well-set-up Drake as he rode up, with a nod of approval. + +"Up to time, Mr. Vernon--got your name right at last, eh? None the worse +for the hop last night, I suppose? Don't look any, anyway. That's a good +nag you're riding. Bred him yourself, eh? Gad! It's the best way, if +it's the dearest." + +He called for a groom to take the horse, and bade Drake come in to +breakfast. + +"You'll find nobody down, and we shall have it all to ourselves. That's +the worst of women: keep 'em up half an hour later than usual, or upset +their nerves with a bit of a row or anything of that kind, and, by +George! they've got to lie abed the next morning! Now, help yourself to +anything you see--have anything else cooked if you don't fancy what's +here. I always toy with half a pound of steak, just to lay a foundation; +been my breakfast, man and boy, for longer than I can remember." + +Drake ate his breakfast and listened to the genial old man--not very +attentively, it is to be feared, for he was thinking of Nell most of the +time--and when the baronet had demolished his steak, they went to the +farm, followed by the motley collection of dogs which had waited outside +with more or less patience for the reappearance of their master, and +welcomed him with a series of yappings and barkings which might have +been heard a mile off. + +The farm was a good one, and Drake gradually got interested in the +really splendid cattle which Sir William exhibited with the enthusiasm +of a breeder. The morning slipped away, but though Drake glanced at his +watch significantly now and again, Sir William would not let him go; +and at last he said: + +"What's your hurry, Vernon? Why not ride to Shallop with me? You could +look around the town while I'm on the bench--unless you care to step +into court and see how we administer justice--hah! hah! it's only a few +'drunk and disorderlies' or a case of assault that we get nowadays; or +perhaps a petty larceny--anyway, you will ride into the town with me, +and we will have a bit of lunch together at the Crown and Scepter. No, I +won't take any refusal! To tell you the truth, I want to have a chat +with you about that last bull I showed you." + +Drake, thinking that it would be quicker to consent--that is to say, to +ride into Shallop and cut across the country to Shorne Mills, yielded; +the horses were brought round, and after Sir William had disposed of a +tankard of ale, by way of a good, old-fashioned stirrup cup, the two men +started. + +Sir William talked and joked as they rode along, and Drake pretended to +listen, while in reality he continued his rehearsal of all he would say +to Nell when presently he should be by her side, with his arms round her +and her head on his breast. + +It was market day at Shallop, and the usual crowd of pigs and sheep and +cattle, with their attendant drovers and farmers, blocked the streets. +Sir William pulled up occasionally, throwing a word to one and another, +but the two men reached the Town Hall at last, and Drake was just on the +point of remarking that he would be off, when he saw Sir William grow +very red in the face and very bulgy about the eyes, while at the same +time his big hand went in a helpless kind of fashion to his +old-fashioned neck stock. + +Drake could not imagine what was the matter, and was still in the first +throes of amazement when Sir William suddenly swayed to and fro in the +saddle, and then fell across his horse's neck to the ground. + +Drake was off his horse in a moment, and had raised the old man's head +as quickly. A crowd collected almost as rapidly as if the place had been +London, and cries of "Dear, dear! it's Sir William! it's a fit! Fetch a +doctor!" rose from all sides. + +A doctor presently pushed his way through the gaping mob of farmers and +tradesmen, and knelt beside Drake. + +"Apoplexy," he said, pursing his lips and shaking his head. "Always +thought it would happen. Let us get him to the hotel." + +Between them they carried the stricken man to the Crown and Scepter, at +which--irony of fate!--Sir William would have lunched, and got him to +bed. + +"I've warned him once or twice," said the doctor, with a shrug of the +shoulders. "But what's the use! You tell a man to cut tobacco and +spirits, or they will kill him, or to refrain from rump steak and old +ale for breakfast, and he obeys you--until the next time!" + +"Is he going to die?" asked Drake sadly, for he had taken a fancy to the +old man. + +"No-o; I don't think so. Not this time. We shall have to keep him quiet. +Lady Maltby ought to know--ought to be here. And we mustn't frighten +her. Would you mind riding over for her--bringing her, I mean? She'll +want some one with her who can keep a cool head, and I fancy you can do +that, sir." + +"That's all right," said Drake at once; "of course I'll go." + +So it happened that, instead of riding to Shorne Mills and seeing Nell, +and telling her the truth, the whole truth, which would have turned her +misery to happiness, he was going as fast as his horse could carry him +back to the Grange. + +It was not the first time he had broken bad news--he had seen men fall +in the hunting field, and on the race course, and had had more than once +to carry the tidings to the bereaved--and he fulfilled his sad task with +all the tact of which he was capable. So well, indeed, that even if he +had intended permitting Lady Maltby to proceed to Shallop without him, +she would not have let him go. The poor woman clung to him, as women in +their hour of need always cling to the strong man near them. + +They found Sir William coming back to consciousness--a condition which, +though fortunate for him, was unfortunate for Drake; for the sick man +seemed to cling to him and to rely upon him just as Lady Maltby had +done. He implored Drake not to leave him, and Drake sat on one side of +the bed, with the frightened wife on the other, until Sir William fell +into a more or less refreshing slumber. + +It was just four when he mounted his horse and rode to Shorne Mills. The +performance of a good deed always brings a certain amount of +satisfaction with it, and, as he rode along, Drake felt more at ease +than he had done since the scene with Lady Luce. Indeed, last night +seemed very far away, and the incident on the terrace of very little +consequence. Death, or the warning of death, is so solemn a thing that +other matters dwarf beside it. But his resolution to tell Nell +everything had not weakened, and he urged his rather tired horse along +the steep and switchbacky road. + +At a place called Short's Cross he caught sight of the Shorne Mills +carrier on his way to the station. But Drake did not guess that Nell +was sitting under the tilt cover, that by just turning his horse and +riding hard for a minute or two he could be beside her. He glanced at +the cart, thought of the day he had first seen it, and of all that had +happened since, and, gently touching his horse with his whip, rode on. + +The sun was sinking as he crossed the moor, and the cliffs were dyed a +fiery red as he came in sight of them and The Cottage on the brow of the +hill. His heart beat fast during the few minutes spent in reaching the +garden gate. What would she say? Would she be much startled when she +learned that he was "Lord Selbie"? Would she understand that he had +never really loved Luce; that it was she--Nell--whom he wanted for his +wife, had wanted almost from the first day of his seeing her? + +At the sound of the horse's hoofs Dick came out of The Cottage, and down +to the gate. + +"Hallo!" he exclaimed. "Why, where on earth have you been?" + +Drake explained as he got off the horse. + +"I breakfasted at the Grange. I don't think I mentioned it last night, +did I? Then I rode into Shallop with Sir William, and he had a fit of +some sort--apoplexy, I fancy--and I had to come back and fetch Lady +Maltby. Then the poor old chap came to, and--well, he felt like wanting +company, and I couldn't leave him until he fell asleep." + +"Poor old chap! I haven't heard a word of it," said Dick. "I say, come +in! Mamma will be delighted to hear news of that kind--no, no; I don't +mean--you know what I mean. Something exciting like that is like a +bottle of champagne to her." + +"I'll take the horse in; he's had rather a hard day of it," said Drake. +"I've bucketed him up hill and down dale; obliged to, you know." + +As he spoke, he looked beyond Dick and toward the open door of The +Cottage wistfully. Why didn't Nell come out? As a rule, it was she who +first heard the sound of his footsteps or his horse's. + +"I'll take it. Oh, I say, Drake, how awfully kind of you +to--to----Bardsley & Bardsley, you know! Upon my word, I don't know how +to thank you! I don't, indeed!" + +"That's all right," said Drake. "Hope it's what you want, Dick. If it +isn't, we must find something else. Anyway, you can try it." + +"What I want! Rather! I should think so! As I told Nell----" + +"Where is Nell, by the way?" cut in Drake, with all a lover's +impatience. + +Dick looked rather taken aback. + +"Oh--ah--that is--I say, you know, what's this shindy between you and +Nell?" he said, with a somewhat uneasy grin. + +"Shindy? What do you mean?" demanded Drake. + +Dick began to look uncomfortable. + +"I don't know anything about it," he said hesitatingly, "only what she +told me. She was awfully upset this morning; red-eyed and white about +the gills, and all I could understand was that it was 'all over' between +you." He grinned again, but more uncomfortably. "Of course, I knew it +was only a lovers' tiff--'make it up and kiss again,' don't you know." + +His voice and the grin died away under the change in Drake's expressive +countenance. + +"What is the matter, anyway?" he demanded. "Is there a real quarrel?" + +"I don't know what you are talking about," said Drake, speaking as a man +speaks when a cold fear is beginning to creep about his heart. + +"Well, I don't know myself," said Dick desperately. "Oh, I've got a +letter for you somewhere--perhaps that will explain. Now, what did I do +with it? Oh, I know! Wait a moment!" + +He ran into the house, and Drake waited, mechanically stroking his +horse's sweating neck. + +Dick came out and held out a letter. + +"She gave me this for you." + +Drake opened the letter, and read: + +"DEAR DRAKE: I may call you so for the last time. I am writing to tell +you that our engagement must come to an end. I have found that I have, +that we both have, made a mistake. You, who are so quick to understand, +will know, even as you read this, that I have discovered all that you +have kept secret from me, and that, now I know it all, it is impossible, +quite impossible, that I should----" Here a line was hastily scratched +through. "I want you to believe that I don't blame you in the least; it +is quite impossible that I could care for you any longer, or that I +could consent to remain your promised wife; indeed, I am sorry, very, +very sorry, that we should have met. If I had known all that I know now, +I would rather have died than have let you speak a word of love to me. + +"So it is 'good-by' forever. Please do not make it harder for me by +writing to me or attempting to see me--but I know that you have cared, +perhaps still care enough for me not to do so. Nothing would induce me +to renew our engagement, though I shall always think kindly of you, and +wish you well. I return the ring you gave me. You will let me keep the +silver pencil as a souvenir of one who will always remain as, but can +never be more than, a friend. + + "Yours, ELEANOR LORTON." + +Men take the blows of Fate in various fashions. Drake's way was to take +his punishment with as little fuss as possible. His face went very +white, and his nostrils contracted, just as they would have done if he +had come an ugly cropper over a piece of timber. + +"Where--where is Nell?" he asked, in so changed and strained a voice +that Dick started, and gaped at him, aghast. + +"She's----Didn't I tell you? Didn't she tell you? She's gone----" + +"Gone!" repeated Drake dully. + +"Yes; she's gone to London, to some relations of ours--that is, mamma's, +you know!" + +Drake didn't know where she had gone, but he thought he understood why +she had gone. She meant to abide by her resolution to break with him. +Her love had changed to distrust, perhaps--God knew!--to actual dislike. + +He turned to the horse and mechanically arranged the bridle. + +"It--it doesn't matter," he said. "I'll take the horse down. Oh, by the +way, Dick, I may have to go to London to-night." + +"What, you, too!" said Dick. "I say, there's nothing serious the matter, +is there? It's only a lovers' tiff, isn't it?" + +"I'm afraid not," said Drake, as calmly as he could. "See here, Dick, we +won't talk about it; I can't. Your--your sister has broken our +engagement----Hold on! there's no use discussing it. She's quite right. +Do you hear? She's quite right," he repeated, with a sudden fierceness. +"Everything she says is right. I--I admit it. I am to blame." + +"Why, that's what she said!" exclaimed the mystified and somewhat +exasperated Dick. + +"What she has said is true--too true," continued Drake; "and there's no +more to be said. When you write--if you see her, tell her that--that--I +obey her--it's the least I can do--and that I won't--won't worry her. +Her word, her wish, is law to me. And--and you may say I deserve it all. +You may say, too, that----" + +He broke off, and slowly, with the heaviness of a man become suddenly +tired, got on his horse. + +"No; say nothing, excepting that I obey her, and that I won't worry her. +Good-by, Dick." + +He held out his hand, and Dick, with an anxious face and bewildered +eyes, clung to it. + +"Here, I say, Drake; this is awful! You don't mean to say it's 'good-by'! +I don't understand." + +"I'm afraid it is," said Drake, pulling himself together, and forcing a +smile. "I'm sorry to leave you, Dick; you and I have been good friends; +but--well, the best of friends must part. I shall have gone to-night. I +can catch the train. Look up Bardsley & Bardsley." + +With a nod--the nod which we give nowadays when we are saying farewell +with a broken heart--he turned the horse down the hill and rode away. + +He tossed his things into a portmanteau, got the one available trap to +carry them to the station, and caught the night mail. At Salisbury he +changed for Southampton, and reached that flourishing port the next +morning. + +The sailing master of the _Seagull_ happened to be on board when the +owner of that well-known yacht was rowed alongside, and he hastened to +the side and touched his hat as Drake climbed the ladder. + +"Did you wire, my lord?" he asked. "I haven't had anything." + +"No; I came rather unexpectedly," said Drake quietly. "Is everything +ready?" + +"Quite, my lord, or nearly so. I think we could sail, say, in half a +dozen hours." + +Drake nodded. + +"If my cabin is ready, I'll go below and change," he said. "We'll sail +as soon as possible." + +"Certainly, my lord. Where are we bound for?" asked Mr. Murphy, in as +casual a manner as he could manage; for, though he was used to short +notice, this, to quote his expression to the mate later on, "took the +cake." + +Drake looked absently at the sky line. + +"Oh, the Mediterranean, I suppose," he said listlessly. He stood for a +moment with his hand upon the rail of the saloon steps, and Mr. Murphy +ventured to inquire: + +"Quite well, I hope, my lord?" for there was a pallor on his lordship's +face which caused the worthy skipper a vague uneasiness. He had seen his +master under various and peculiar circumstances, but had never seen him +look quite like this. + +"Perfectly well and fit, thanks, captain," said Drake. "Will you have a +cigar? Wind will just suit us, will it not?" + + * * * * * + +About the same time Nell's cab arrived at Wolfer House, Egerton Square. +There were several other cabs and carriages standing in a line opposite +the house, and Nell's cab had to wait some little time before it could +set her down; but at last she was able to alight, and a footman +escorted her and her box into a large and rather gloomy hall. He seemed +somewhat surprised by her box, and eyed her doubtfully as she inquired +for Lady Wolfer. + +"Lady Wolfer? Yes, miss. Her ladyship is in the dining room. The meeting +is now on. Perhaps you had better walk in." + +Sharing the man's hesitation, Nell followed him to the door. As he +opened it, the sound of a woman's voice, thin, yet insistent and +rasping, came out to meet her. She saw that the room was crowded. Nearly +all who were present were women--women of various ages, but all with +some peculiarity of manner or dress which struck Nell at the very first +moment. But there were some men present--men with fat and rather flabby +faces, men small and feeble in appearance, men long-haired and +smooth-shaven. + +At the end of the room, behind a small table, stood a woman, still +young, dressed in a tailor-made suit of masculine pattern and cut. Her +hair was pretty in color and texture, but it was cut almost close, and +just touched the collar of her covert coat. She wore a bowler hat, her +gloves were on the table in front of her--thick, dogskin gloves, like a +man's. She held a roll of paper in her hand, which was bare of rings, +though feminine enough in size and shape. A pince-nez was balanced on +her nose, and her chin--really a pretty chin--was held high in an +aggressive manner. + +Nell had an idea that this was Lady Wolfer, and she edged as close to +the wall as she could, and watched and listened to the speaker with a +natural curiosity and anxiety. + +"To conclude," the orator was saying, with a wave of the roll of paper +and a jerk of the chin, "to conclude, we are banded together to wage a +war against our old tyrant--a war of equity and right. Oh, my sisters, +do not let us falter, do not let us return the sword to the scabbard +until we have cleaved our way to that goal toward which the eyes of +suffering womanhood have been drawn since the gospel of equal rights for +both sexes sounded its first evangel!" + +It was evidently the close, the peroration, of the speech; there was a +burst of applause, much clapping of hands, and immediately afterward a +kind of stampede to some tables, behind which a couple of footmen were +preparing to dispense light refreshments. + +Nell, much mystified, and rather shy and frightened, remained where she +was; and she was just upon the point of inquiring for Lady Wolfer, when +the recent speaker came down the room, talking with one and another of +the presumably less hungry mob, and catching sight of Nell's slight and +rather shrinking figure, advanced toward her. + +"This is a new disciple, I suppose," she said, smiling through her +eyeglasses. + +"I--I wish to see Lady Wolfer," said Nell, trying not to blush. + +"I am Lady Wolfer," said the youngish lady with the short hair and +mannish suit; and she spoke in a gentler voice than Nell would have been +inclined to credit her with. + +"I am--I am Nell Lorton." + +Lady Wolfer looked puzzled for a moment; then she laughed and held out +her hand. + +"Really? Why, how young and----" She was going to say "pretty," but +stopped in time. "Did you wire? But of course you did. I must have +forgotten. I have such a mass of correspondence!" She laughed again. "I +thought you were a new disciple! Come with me!" + +And, with what struck Nell as scant courtesy, her ladyship left the +other ladies, took her by the hand, and led her out of the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Lady Wolfer led Nell to her ladyship's own room. It was as unlike a +boudoir as it well could be; for the furniture was of the simplest kind, +and in place of the elegant trifles with which the fair sex usually +delight to surround themselves, the tables, the couch, and even the +chairs were littered with solid-looking volumes, blue books, pamphlets, +and sheets of manuscript paper. + +There was a piano, it is true; but its top was loaded with handbills and +posters announcing meetings, and the dust lay thick on its lid. The +writing table was better suited to an office than a lady's "own room," +and it was strewn with the prevailing litter. + +Lady Wolfer cleared a chair by sweeping the books from it, and gently +pushed Nell into it. + +"Now, you sit down for a moment while I ring for a maid to take you to +your room. Heaven only knows where it is, or in what condition you will +find it! You see, I quite forgot you were coming. Candid, isn't it? But +I'm always candid, and I begin at once with you. By the way, oughtn't +you to have come earlier--or later?" + +Nell explained that she had had her breakfast at the station, and spent +an hour in the waiting room, so as not to present herself too early. + +"How thoughtful of you!" said Lady Wolfer. "You don't look--you look so +young and--girlish." + +"I'm not very old," remarked Nell, with a smile. "Perhaps I'm not old +enough to fill the position." + +"Oh, for goodness' sake, don't throw a doubt upon your staying!" said +her ladyship quickly. "I'm so tired of old, or what I call old, people, +and I am sure you will do beautifully. For, though you are so young, you +look as if you could manage; and that is what I can't do--I mean manage +a house. I can talk--I can talk the hind leg off a donkey, as Archie +says"--she stopped, looking slightly embarrassed for a moment, and Nell +supposed that her ladyship alluded to Lord Wolfer--"but when it comes to +details, fortunately there is always somebody else." + +While she had been speaking, Lady Wolfer had taken off her hat and +jacket, and flung them onto the book-and-paper-strewn couch. + +"I'm just come in from a breakfast meeting to attend this one at home," +she explained. "And I've got to go out again directly to a +committee--the Employment of Women Bureau. Have you ever heard of it?" + +Nell shook her head. + +"No? I'm half inclined to envy you. No, I'm not! If it weren't for my +work, I should go out of my mind." + +She put her hand to her head, and for an instant a wearied, melancholy +expression flitted across her face, as if some hidden trouble had reared +its head and grinned at her. + +The door opened, and a maid appeared. + +"Burden, this is Miss Lorton," said Lady Wolfer. "Is her room ready?" + +Burden looked exceedingly doubtful. + +"I expected it! Please have it got ready at once; and send some wine and +biscuits, please." + +A footman brought them, and Lady Wolfer poured some wine out for Nell. + +"Oh, but you must! Heaven knows when we shall have lunch; they'll very +likely consider that scramble downstairs as sufficient. But you'll see +to all that for the future, won't you?" + +"You must tell me, Lady Wolfer----" began Nell, but her ladyship, with a +grimace, stopped her. + +"My dear girl, I can't tell you anything, excepting that Lord Wolfer +takes his breakfast early--not later than nine--is seldom in to lunch, +and still less frequently at home to dinner; but when he does dine here, +he dines at eight. The cook, who is, I believe, rather a decent sort of +man, knows what Lord Wolfer likes, and you can't go very far wrong, I +fancy, if you have a joint of roast beef or a leg of mutton on the menu; +the rest doesn't matter." + +Nell began to feel daunted. There was just a little too much carte blanche +about it. + +"And as to the other servants, why, there's an old person named +Hubbard--Old Mother Hubbard, I call her--who is supposed to look after +them." + +Nell could not help smiling. + +"I don't quite see where I come in," she remarked. + +Lady Wolfer laughed. + +"Oh, don't you?" she replied, as if she had been explaining most fully. +"You are the figurehead, the goddess of the machine. You will see that +all goes right, and give Lord Wolfer his breakfast, and preside at the +dinner when I'm out on the stump----" + +"On the what?" asked the mystified Nell. + +"Out speaking at meetings or serving on committees," said Lady Wolfer. +"And you will arrange about the dinner parties and--and all that kind of +thing, you know--the stupid things that I'm expected to do, but which I +really haven't any time for. Do you quite see now?" + +"I will do all I can," Nell said, and she laughed. + +Lady Wolfer glanced at her rather curiously. + +"How pretty you look when you laugh--quite different. You struck me as +looking rather sad and sobered when I first saw you; but when you +laugh----I should advise you not to laugh when you first see Lord +Wolfer, or he'll think you too absurdly young and girlish for the post. +Do take your hat and jacket off! It will be some time before your room +is ready. Let me help you." + +Nell got her outdoor things off quickly, and Lady Wolfer looked at her +still more approvingly. + +"You really are quite a child, my dear!" she said, and for some reason +or other she sighed. "Why didn't Wolfer tell me about you before, I +wonder? I wish he had; I should like to have had you come and stay with +us. But he is so reserved----" she sighed again. "But never mind; you +are here now. And how tired you must be! You are looking a little pale +now. Why don't you drink that wine? When you are rested--quite +rested--to-night, after dinner, perhaps--let me see, am I going +anywhere?" + +She consulted a large engagement slate of white porcelain which stood +erect on the crowded table. + +"Hem! yes, I have to speak at the Sisters of State Society. Never mind; +to-morrow, after lunch--if I'm at home. Yes, I can see that we shall be +great friends, and that is what I wanted. The others--I mean your +predecessors--were such terrible old frumps, without any idea above +cutlets and clean sheets, that they only bored and worried me; but you +will be quite different----" + +"Perhaps I shan't be able to rise to the cutlet and clean sheets," +suggested Nell diffidently; but her ladyship laughed. + +"Oh, yes, you will!" she declared. "I am an excellent judge of +character--it's one of my qualifications for the work I'm engaged +in--and I can see that you are an admirable manager. I suppose you ran +the house at home?" + +Nell smiled. + +"'Home' meant quite a small cottage," she said. "This is a mansion." + +"Same thing," commented Lady Wolfer encouragingly. "It's all a question +of system. I haven't any; you have; therefore you'll succeed where I +fail. You've got that quiet, mousy little way which indicates strength +of character----What beautiful hair you have, by the way." + +Nell blushed. + +"It's no prettier than yours. Why do you wear it so short, Lady Wolfer?" + +Lady Wolfer laughed--just a little wearily, so it struck Nell. + +"Why? Oh, I don't know. All we advanced women get our hair cut. I +imagine we have a right to do so, and that by going cropped we assert +that right." + +"I see," said Nell. "But isn't it--a pity?" + +Lady Wolfer looked at her curiously, with an expression which Nell did +not understand at that early period of their acquaintance. + +"Does it matter?" she said. "We women have been dolls too long----" + +"But there are short-haired dolls," said Nell, with her native +shrewdness. + +Lady Wolfer did not seem offended. + +"That was rather smart," she remarked. "Take care, or we shall have you +on a public platform before long, my dear." + +"Oh, I hope not! I mean--I beg your pardon." + +"Not at all," said Lady Wolfer, with no abatement of her good humor. +"There's no danger--fortunately, for you. No, my dear; I can see that +yours is a very different métier. Your rôle is the 'angel of the +house'--to be loved and loving." She turned to the desk as she spoke, +and did not see the flush that rose for an instant to poor Nell's pale +face. "You will always be the woman in chains--the slave of man. I hope +the chain will be of roses, my dear." + +She stifled a sigh as she finished the pretty little sentence; and Nell, +watching her, saw the expression of unrest and melancholy on her +ladyship's face again. Nell wondered what was the matter, and was still +wondering when there came a knock at the door. + +"Come in!" said Lady Wolfer; and a gentleman entered. He was young and +good-looking, his tall figure clad in the regulation frock coat, in the +buttonhole of which was a delicate orchid. The hat which he carried in his +lavender-gloved hands shone as if it had just left the manufacturer's +hands, and his small feet were clad in the brightest of patent-leather +boots. + +"I beg pardon!" he began, in the slow drawl which fashion had of late +ordained. "Didn't know you weren't alone. Sorry!" + +At the sound of his voice a faint flush rose to Lady Wolfer's rather +pretty face. + +"Oh, it's you, is it?" she said, nodding familiarly. "I thought it was +Burden." + +"I've come to take you to the meetin'," said the beautifully dressed +gentleman, clipping off his "g" in the manner approved by the smart set. + +"Thanks. This is Sir Archie Walbrooke," said Lady Wolfer, introducing +him; "and this is my cousin--we are cousins, you know, my dear--Miss +Lorton." + +Sir Archie bowed, and stared meditatively at Nell. + +"Goin' to the meetin', too?" he asked. "Hope so, I'm sure. Great fun, +these meetin's." + +"No; oh, no," explained Lady Wolfer. "Miss Lorton has come to set us all +straight, and keep us so, I hope." + +"Trust I'm included; want it," said Sir Archie--"want it badly." + +"Oh, you're incorrigible--incorrigibly stupid, I mean," retorted Lady +Wolfer. "She has come to take care of us--Wolfer and me." + +"Run the show--I see," he said gravely. "If it isn't a rude question, I +should like to ask: 'Who's goin' to take care of Miss Norton?'" + +"Lorton, Lorton," corrected Lady Wolfer. "And it is a rude question, to +which you won't get an answer. Go downstairs and smoke a cigarette. I'll +be ready presently." + +"All right--delighted; but time's up, you know," he said; and, with a +bow to Nell, sauntered out. + +Lady Wolfer sat down at the desk, and wrote rapidly for a moment; then +she said casually--a little too casually, it would have struck a woman +of the world: + +"That is a great friend of mine--and Lord Wolfer's," she added quickly. +"He is an awfully nice man, and--and very useful. He is a kind of tame +cat here, runs in and out as he likes, and plays escort when I'm +slumming or attending meetings. I hope you'll like him. He's not such a +fool as he looks, and though he does clip his 'Gees'--sounds like a +pun, doesn't it?--and cuts his sentences short, he--he is very +good-natured and obliging." + +"He seems so," said Nell, a little puzzled to understand why Lady Wolfer +did not take her maid or one of her lady friends to her meetings, +instead of being taken by Sir Archie Walbrooke. + +Burden knocked at the door at this moment, and announced that Miss +Lorton's room was ready. + +"Very well," said Lady Wolfer, as if relieved. "Be sure that Miss Lorton +has everything she wants. And, oh, Burden, please understand that all +Miss Lorton's orders are to be obeyed--I mean, obeyed without hesitation +or question. She is absolutely in command here." + +"Yes, my lady," responded Burden respectfully. + +Nell followed her to a corridor on the next floor, and into a large and +handsomely furnished room with which the bedchamber communicated. Her +box had been unpacked, and its modest contents arranged in a wardrobe +and drawers. The rooms looked as if they had been got ready hurriedly, +but they were handsome and richly furnished, and Burden apologized for +their lack of homeliness. + +"I'll get some flowers, miss," she said. "There's a big box of them +comes up from the country place every morning. And if you think it's +cold, I'll light a fire----" + +"Oh, no, no," said Nell, as brightly as she could. + +"And can I help you change, miss? I'm your maid, if you please." + +Nell shook her head, still smiling. + +"It is all very nice," she said, "and I shall only be a few minutes. I +should like to go over the house," she asked, rather timidly. + +"If you ring that bell, miss, I will come at once; and I will tell Mrs. +Hubbard that you want to go round with her," said Burden. + +Nell, after the ardently desired "wash and change," sat down by the +window and looked onto the grimy London square, whose trees and grass +were burned brown, and tried to convince herself that she really was +Nell of Shorne Mills; that she really was housekeeper to Lady Wolfer; +that this really was life, and not a fantastic dream. But it was +difficult to do so. Back her mind would travel to Shorne Mills and +to--to Drake. + +What had he done and said when he had got her letter? Ah, well, he would +understand; yes, he would understand, and would take it as final. He +would go away, to Lady Luce. They would be married. She would not think. + +Providence had sent her work--work to divert her mind and save her from +despair, and she would not look back, would not dwell upon the past. +But how her tender, loving heart ached and throbbed with the memory of +those happy weeks, with the never-to-be-forgotten kisses of the man who +had won her heart, whose face and voice haunted her every moment of the +day. + +She sprang to her feet and rang the bell, and Burden came in and led her +along the broad corridors and across the main hall. A middle-aged woman +in a stiff, black dress stood waiting for her, and gave her a stately +bow. + +"I am Mrs. Hubbard, miss," she began, rather searchingly; but Nell's +sweet face and smile melted her at once. "I shall be pleased to take you +hover, miss," she commenced, a little less grumpily. "It's a big 'ouse, +and not a heasy one to manage; but per'aps, your ladyship--I beg your +pardon, miss--per'aps you have been used to a big 'ouse?" + +"No, indeed," said Nell, whose native shrewdness told her that this was +a woman who had to be conciliated. "I have never lived in anything +bigger than a cottage, and I shall need all your help, Mrs. Hubbard. You +will have to be very patient with me." + +Mrs. Hubbard had been prepared to fight, or, at any rate, to display a +haughty stand-offishness; but she went down before the sweet face and +girlish voice, and, if the truth must be told, by a certain something in +Nell's eyes, which shone there when the _Annie Laurie_ was beating +before a contrary wind; a directness of gaze which indicated a spirit, +not easily quelled, lurking behind the dark-gray eyes. + +Mrs. Hubbard instantly realized that this beautiful girl, young as she +was, was compounded of different material to the "old frumps" who had +preceded her, and whom Mrs. Hubbard had easily vanquished, and the old +lady changed her tactics with rather startling promptitude. + +She conducted Nell over the large place; the footmen and maidservants +stood up, questionably at first, but respectfully in the end, and Nell +tried to grasp the extent of the responsibility which she had +undertaken. + +"I think it all rests with you, Mrs. Hubbard," she said, as she sat in the +housekeeper's room, Mrs. Hubbard standing respectfully--respectfully!--in +front of her. "I am too young and inexperienced to run so large a place +without your help; but I think--I only think--I can do it, if you stand by +me. Will you do so? Yes, I think you will." + +She looked up with the smile which had made slaves of all Shorne Mills +in her gray eyes, and Mrs. Hubbard was utterly vanquished. + +"If you come to me every morning after breakfast, we can talk matters +over," said Nell, "and can decide between us what is to be done, and +what not to be done; but you must never forget, please, that I know so +little about anything." + +And Mrs. Hubbard went back to the servants' hall with her mouth and her +eyes set firmly. + +"Now, mind," she said, with an imperial dignity to the curious and +expectant servants, "there's to be no more goings-on from this time +forth. No more coming in by the area gate after eleven, and no more +parties in the servants' 'all when 'is lordship and ladyship is dining +out! An' I'll 'ave the bells answered the first time, an' no waitin' +till they're rung twice or three times, mind! An' if you want to see the +policeman, Mary Jane, you can slip out for five minutes; he don't come +into the house, you understan'!" + +Little dreaming of the domestic reformation she had brought about, Nell +went back to her room, and resumed her endeavor to persuade herself that +she was not moving in a dream. + +Presently a gong sounded, and, guessing that it rang for lunch, she went +down to the smaller dining room, in which Mrs. Hubbard had told her that +meal was usually served. + +The butler and footman were in attendance, but, though covers were laid +for three, there was no one present but herself. + +She looked round the richly decorated and handsomely furnished room, and +felt rather lonely and helpless, but it occurred to her that either Lord +or Lady Wolfer might come in, and that it was her place to be there; so +she sat at the head of the table--where the butler had drawn back her +chair for her--and began her lunch. + +By this time, she was feeling hungry--for she had eaten nothing since +her very early breakfast, excepting the biscuit in Lady Wolfer's room; +and she was in the middle of her soup when the footman went in a +leisurely manner to the door and opened it, and a gentleman entered. + +Now, Nell, from Mrs. Lorton's talk of him, and his letter, had imagined +Lord Wolfer as, if not an old man, one well past middle age; she was, +therefore, rather startled when she saw that the gentleman who went +straight to the bottom of the table, thus proving himself to be Lord +Wolfer, was anything but old; indeed, still young, as age is reckoned +nowadays. He was tall and thin, and very grave in manner and expression; +and Nell, as with a blush she rose and eyed him, noticed, even in that +first moment, that--strangely enough--his rather handsome face wore the +half-sad, half-wistful expression which she had seen cross Lady Wolfer's +pretty countenance. + +He had not noticed her until he had gained his chair, then he started +slightly, as if aroused from a reverie, and came toward her. + +"You are--er--Miss Lorton?" he said, with an intense gravity in his +voice and eyes. + +"Yes," said Nell. "And you are--Lord Wolfer?" + +"Your cousin--I am afraid very much removed," he responded. "When did +you arrive? I hope you had a pleasant journey?" he replied and asked as +he sank into his seat. + +Nell made a suitable response. + +"You will take some soup? Oh, you have some. Yes; it was a long journey. +Have you seen my wife--Lady Wolfer? Yes? I'm glad she was in. She is +very seldom at home." He did not sigh, by any means; but his voice had a +chilled and melancholy note in it. "And Sophia--Mrs. Lorton--is, I hope, +well? It is very kind of you to put in an appearance so soon. I'm afraid +you ought to be in bed and resting." + +Nell laughed softly, and he looked as if the laugh had startled him, and +surveyed her through his eyeglasses with a more lengthened and critical +scrutiny than he had hitherto ventured on. The fresh, young loveliness +of her face, the light that shone in her dark-gray eyes, seemed to +impress him, and he was almost guilty of a common stare; but he +remembered himself in time, and bent over his plate. + +"I am not at all tired, Lord Wolfer," said Nell. "I am not used to +traveling--this is the first long journey I have made--but I am +accustomed to riding"--she winced inwardly as she thought of the rides +with Drake--"and--and--sailing and yachting." + +The earl nodded. + +"Put the--the cutlets, or whatever they are, on the table, and you may +go," he said to the butler; and when the servants had left the room he +said to Nell: + +"I seldom lunch at home, and I like to do so alone." + +Nell smiled. Grave as he looked, she did not feel at all afraid of him. + +"I did not mean that," he said, with an answering smile. "I meant +without the servants. And so you have come to our assistance, Miss +Lorton?" + +"I don't know whether that is the way to put it," said Nell, with her +usual frankness. "I'm afraid that I shall be of very little use; but I +am going to try." + +His lordship nodded. + +"And I think you will succeed--let me hand you a cutlet. Our great +trouble has been--may I trouble you for the salt? Perhaps you would +prefer to have the servants in the room?" + +"No, oh, no!" replied Nell, quickly, as, reaching to her fullest extent, +she pushed the salt. "It is much nicer without them--I mean that I am +not used to so many servants." + +He inclined his head. + +"As you please," he said courteously. "Our great trouble has been that +my wife's public duties have prevented her from taking any share in +domestic matters. She is--er--I presume she is not coming in to lunch?" +he asked, with a quick glance at Nell, and an instant return to his +plate. + +"N-o; I think not," replied Nell. "Lady Wolfer has gone to a +meeting--I'm sorry to say I forget what it is. Some--some Sisters--no, I +can't remember. It is very stupid of me," she wound up penitently. + +"It is of no consequence. Lady Wolfer is greatly in request; there is no +movement of the advanced kind with which she is not connected," said his +lordship; and though he spoke in a tone of pride, he wound up with a +stifled sigh which reminded Nell of the sigh which she had heard Lady +Wolfer breathe. "She is--er--an admirable speaker," he continued, "quite +admirable. Did she go alone?" + +The question came so suddenly, so unexpectedly, and apparently so +irrelevantly, that Nell was almost startled. + +"No," she replied. "A gentleman went with her." + +The earl laid down his knife and fork suddenly, then picked them up +again, and made a great fuss with the remains of his cutlet. + +"Oh! Did you--er--did you hear who it was?" + +"Yes," said Nell, "but I can't remember his name. It has quite gone for +the moment;" and she knit her brows. + +The earl stared straight at the épergne. + +"Was it--Sir Archie Walbrooke?" he said, in a dry, expressionless voice. + +Nell laughed, as one laughs at the sudden return of a treacherous +memory. + +"Of course, yes! That was the name," she said brightly. "How stupid of +me!" + +But Lord Wolfer did not laugh. He bent still lower over the cutlet, and +worried the bone a minute or two in silence; then he consulted his +watch, and rose. + +"I beg you will excuse me," he said. "I have an appointment--a +meeting----" + +He mumbled himself out of the room, and Nell sat and gazed at the door +which had closed behind him. + +She was too innocent, too ignorant of the world, to have even the +faintest idea of the trouble which lowered over the house which she had +entered; but a vague dread of something intangible took possession of +her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +If Nell wanted work that would prevent her dwelling upon her heart's +loss, she had certainly found it at Egerton House. Before a week had +passed she had slipped into her position of presiding genius; and, +marvelous to relate, seeing how young and inexperienced she was, she +filled it very well. + +At first she was considerably worried by the condition of domestic +affairs. Meals were prepared for persons who might or might not be +present to eat them. Sometimes she would sit down alone to a lunch +sufficient for half a dozen persons; at others, Lady Wolfer would come +down at the last moment and say: + +"Oh, Nell, dear"--it had very quickly come to "Nell"--"ever so many +women are coming to lunch--nine or ten, I forget which. I ought to have +told you, oughtn't I? And I really meant to, but somehow it slipped out +of my head. And they are mostly people with good appetites. Is there +anything in the house? But, there! I know you will manage somehow, won't +you, dear?" + +And Nell would summon the long-suffering Mrs. Hubbard, and additions +would hastily be made to the small menu, and Nell would come in looking +as cool and composed as if the guests had run no risk of starvation. + +The dinner hour, as Lady Wolfer had said, was eight, but it was often +nine or half-past before she and Lord Wolfer put in an appearance; and +more than once during the week the earl had been accompanied by persons +whom he had brought from the House or some meeting, and expected to have +them provided for. + +The cook never knew how many guests to expect; the coachman never knew +when the horses and carriages would be wanted; the footmen were called +upon to leave their proper duties and wait upon a mob of "advanced +women" collected for a meeting--and a scramble feed--in the dining room, +when perhaps a proper lunch should have been in preparation for an +ordinary party. + +There was no rest, no cessation of the stir and turmoil in the great +house, and amid it all Nell moved like a kind of good fairy, contriving +to just keep the whole thing from smashing up in chaotic confusion. + +Presently everybody began to rely upon her, and came to her for +assistance; and the earl himself was uneasy and dissatisfied if she were +not at the head of the breakfast table, at which he and she very often +made a duet. He seemed to see Lady Wolfer very seldom, and gradually +got into the habit of communicating with her through Nell. It would be: + +"May I trouble you so far, Miss Lorton, as to ask Lady Wolfer if she +intends going to the Wrexhold reception to-night?" Or: "Lady Wolfer +wishes for a check for these bills. May I ask you to give it to her? +Thank you very much. I am afraid I am giving you a great deal of +trouble." + +Sometimes Nell would say: "Lady Wolfer is in her room. Shall I tell her +you are here?" and he would make haste to reply: + +"Oh, no; not at all necessary. She may be very much engaged. Besides, I +am just going out." + +Grave and reserved, not to say grim, though he was, Nell got to like +him. His pomposity was on the surface, and his stiffness and hauteur +were but the mannerisms with which some men are cursed. At the end of +the week he startled her by alluding to the salary which he had offered +her in his letter. + +"I am afraid you thought it a very small sum, Miss Lorton," he said. "I +myself considered it inadequate; but I asked a friend what he paid in a +similar case, and I was, quite wrongly, I see, guided by him." + +"It is quite enough," said Nell, blushing. "I think it would have been +fairer if you had not paid me anything--at any rate, to start with." + +"We will, if you please, increase it to one hundred pounds," he said, +ignoring her protest. "I beg you will not refuse; in fact, I shall +regard your acceptance as a favor." + +He rose to leave the room before Nell could reply, and Lady Wolfer, +entering with her usual rapidity, nearly ran against him. He begged her +pardon with extreme courtesy, and was passing out, when she stopped him +with a: + +"Oh, I'm glad I've seen you. Will the twenty-fourth do for the dinner +party? Are you engaged for that night? I'm not, I think." + +The earl's grave eyes rested on her pretty, piquant face as she +consulted her ivory tablets, but his gaze was lowered instantly as she +looked up at him again. + +"No," he said. "Is it a large party?" + +She shrugged her shoulders. + +"I'm afraid so. I'm going over the list with Nell, here. Oh, for +goodness' sake, don't run away, dear!" she broke off, as Nell, thinking +herself rather de trop, moved toward an opposite door; and Nell, of +course, remained. + +"She's the most awful girl to get hold of!" said her ladyship. "If ever +you want to speak to her, to have a nice, quiet chat with her, she has +always got to go and 'see to something.'" + +"I can understand that Miss Lorton's time must be much occupied," said +the earl, with a courteous little inclination of the head to Nell. + +"Yes, I know; but she might occupy it with me sometimes," remarked her +ladyship. + +"I can give you just five minutes," said Nell, laughing. "This is just +my busiest hour." + +The earl waited for a minute, waited as if under compulsion and to see +if Lady Wolfer had anything more to say to him, then passed out. On his +way across the hall he met Sir Archie Walbrooke. + +"Mornin', Wolfer," said the young man, in his slow, self-possessed way. +"Lady Wolfer at home? Got to see her about--'pon my honor, forget what +it was now!" + +The earl smiled gravely. + +"You will find her in the library, Walbrooke," he said, and went on his +way. + +Sir Archie was shown into the room where Lady Wolfer and Nell were +conferring over the dinner party, and Lady Wolfer looked up with an +easy: + +"Oh, it's you, is it? What brings you here? Oh, never mind, if you can't +remember; I dare say I shall presently. Meanwhile, you can help us make +out this list." + +"Always glad to make myself useful," he drawled, seating himself on the +settee beside Lady Wolfer, and taking hold of one side of the piece of +paper which she held. + +They were soon so deeply engaged that Nell, eager to get to Mrs. +Hubbard, left them for a while. + +When she came in again, the list was lying on the floor, Lady Wolfer was +leaning forward, with her hands clasped tightly in her lap, her pretty +face lined and eloquent of some deep emotion, and Sir Archie was talking +in a low, and, for him, eager tone. + +As Nell entered, Lady Wolfer rose quickly, and Sir Archie, fumbling at +his eyeglass, looked for the moment somewhat disconcerted. + +"If we're goin' to this place, hadn't we better go?" he said, with his +usual drawl; and Lady Wolfer, murmuring an assent, left the room. Nell, +following her to her room to ask a question about the dinner party, was +surprised and rather alarmed at finding her pale and trembling. + +"Oh, what is the matter?" Nell asked. "Are you ill?" + +"No, oh, no! It is nothing," Lady Wolfer replied hastily. "Where is my +hat? No, don't ring for my maid. Help me--you help me----" + +She let her hand rest for a moment on Nell's arm, and looked into her +grave eyes wistfully. + +"Were you--were you ever in trouble, Nell?" she asked. "I mean a great +trouble, which threatened to overshadow your life--not a death; that is +hard enough to fight, but--how foolishly I am talking! And how white you +have gone! Why, child, you can't know anything of such trouble as I +mean! What is it?" she broke off, as the maid knocked at the door and +entered. + +"The phaëton is ready, my lady; and Sir Archie says are you going to +drive, or is he? because, if so, he will change his gloves, so as not to +keep your ladyship waiting." + +"I don't care--oh, he can drive," said Lady Wolfer. She spoke as if the +message, acting as a kind of reminder, had helped her to recover her +usual half-careless, half-defiant mood. "About this dinner, Nell; will +you ask Lord Wolfer if there is any one he would like asked, and add +them to the list? Where did I leave it? Oh, it's in the library." + +Nell went down for it, and, as she opened the door, Sir Archie came +forward with an eager and anxious expression on his handsome face--an +expression which changed to one of slight embarrassment as he saw that +it was Nell. + +"The list? Ah, yes; here it is. I'm afraid it's not fully made out; but +there's plenty of time. Is Lady Wolfer nearly ready?" + +Nell went away with a vague feeling of uneasiness. Had Lady Wolfer been +telling Sir Archie of her "trouble"? If so, why did she not tell her +husband? But perhaps she had. + +Nell had no time to dwell upon Lady Wolfer's incoherent speech, for the +coming dinner party provided her with plenty to think about. She had +hoped that she herself would not be expected to be present, but when on +the following evening she expressed this hope, Lady Wolfer had laughed +at her. + +"My dear child," she said, "don't expect that you are going to be let +off. Of course, you don't want to be present; neither do I, nor any of +the guests. Everybody hates and loathes dinner parties; but so they do +the influenza and taxes; but most of us have to have the influenza and +pay the taxes, all the same." + +"But I haven't a dress," said Nell. + +"Then get one made. Send to Cerise and tell her that I say she is to +build you one immediately. Anyway, dress or no dress, you will have to +be present. Why, I shouldn't be at all surprised if my husband refused +to eat his dinner if you were not." + +Nell laughed. + +"And I know that Lord Wolfer would not notice my presence or my +absence," she said. + +Lady Wolfer looked at her rather curiously, certainly not jealously, but +gravely and wistfully. + +"My dear Nell, don't you know that he thinks very highly of you, and +that he considers you a marvel of wisdom and cleverness?" + +"I should be a marvel of conceit and vanity if I were foolish enough to +believe that you meant some of the pretty things you say to me," +remarked Nell. "And have I got the complete list of all the guests? I +asked Lord Wolfer, and he said that he should like Lord and Lady +Angleford invited." + +Lady Wolfer nodded. + +"All right. You will find their address in the _Court Guide_. But I think +he has the gout, and Lady Angleford never goes anywhere without him. +Did--did my husband say anything more about the party--or--anything?" she +asked, bending over the proofs of a speech she was correcting. + +"No," said Nell. "Only that he left everything to you, of course." + +"Of course," said her ladyship. "He is, as usual, utterly indifferent +about everything concerning me. Don't look so scared, my child," she +added, with a bitter little laugh. "That is the usual attitude of the +husband, especially when he is a public man, and needs a figure to sit +at the head of his table and ride in his carriages instead of a wife! +There! you are going to run away, I see. And you look as if I had talked +high treason. My dear Nell, when you know as much of the world as you +know of your prayer book----Bah! why should I open those innocent eyes +of yours? Run away--and play, I was going to say; but I'm afraid you +don't get much play. Archie was saying only yesterday that we were +working you too hard, and that we ought to be ashamed of ourselves." + +Nell flushed rather resentfully. + +"I am much obliged to Sir Archie's expression of sympathy," she began. + +"Yes! You sound like it!" said Lady Wolfer, laughing. "My dear, why +don't you get angry oftener? It suits you. Your face just wants that +dash of color; and I'd no idea your eyes were so violety! You can give +me a kiss if you like--mind the ink! Ah, Nell, some day some man will go +mad over that same face and eyes of yours. Well, don't marry a +politician, or a man who thinks it undignified to care for his wife! +There, do go!" + +As Nell went away, puzzled by Lady Wolfer's words and manner, her +ladyship let her head fall upon her hand, and, sighing deeply, gazed at +the "proof" as if she had forgotten it. + +Nell did not send for Madame Cerise, but purchased a skirt of black lace, +and set to work to make up the bodice. She was engaged on this one evening +two nights before the dinner, when Burden came in with: + +"A gentleman to see you, miss. He's in the library. It's Mr. Lorton, +your brother, I think----" + +Nell was on the stairs before the maid had finished, and running into +the library, had got Dick in her arms--and his brand-new hat on the +floor. + +"Dick! Oh, Dick! Is it really you?" + +"Yes; but there won't be much left of me if you continue garroting me; +and would you mind my picking up my hat? It is the only one I've got, +and we don't grow 'em at Shorne Mills! Why, Nell, how--yes, how thin +you've got! And, I say, what a swagger house! I'd always looked upon +mamma's swell relations as a kind of 'Mrs. Harrises,' until now." + +He nodded, as he endeavored to smooth the roughened silk of his hat. + +"Mamma--tell me; she is all right, Dick?" + +"Oh, yes. I've got no end of messages. She's had your letters, all of +'em; and she hopes that you are taking advantage of your splendid +position. Is it a splendid position, Nell? They seemed to think me of +some consequence when I mentioned, dissembling my pride in the +connection, that I was your brother." + +Nell nodded. + +"Yes, yes; it is all right, and I am quite--happy. And Shorne Mills, +Dick, are they all well?" + +"And kicking. I've got a hundred messages which you can sum up in 'love +from all.' And, Nell, I've only time to say how are you, for I'm going +to catch the Irish mail. Fact! Bardsley & Bardsley are sending me to +some engineering work there. How's that for high? Ah, would you!" +gingerly whisking his hat behind him. "Keep off; and, Nell, how's +Drake?" + +The abrupt question sent the blood rushing through Nell's face, and then +as suddenly from it, leaving it stone white. + +"Drake--Mr. Vernon?" she said, almost inaudibly. "I--I do not know. I--I +have not seen--heard." + +"No? That's rum! I should have thought that tiff was over by this time. +Can't make it out! What have you been doing, Miss Lorton?" + +Nell bravely tried to smile. + +"You--you have seen him? You never wrote and told me, Dick! You--you +gave him my note?" + +Dick nodded rather gravely. + +"Yes." + +"And--and----" She could not speak. + +"Oh, yes; I gave it him, and he said----Well, he looked broken up over +it; quite broken up. He said--let me see; I didn't pay very much +attention because I thought he'd write to you and see you. They +generally wind up that way, after a quarrel, don't they?" + +"It does not matter. No, I have not seen or heard," said Nell. + +"Well, he said: 'Tell her that it's quite true.' Dashed if I know what +he meant! And that he wouldn't worry you, but would obey you and not +write or see you. I think that was all." + +It was enough. If the faintest spark of hope had been left to glow in +Nell's bosom, Drake's message extinguished it. + +Her head dropped for a moment, then she looked up bravely. + +"It was what I expected, Dick. It--was like him. No, no; don't speak; +don't say any more about it. And you'll stay, Dick? Lady Wolfer will be +glad to see you. They are all so kind to me, and----" + +"I'm so glad to hear that," said Dick; "because if they hadn't been I +should have insisted upon your going home. But I suppose they really are +kind, and don't starve you, though you are so thin." + +"It's the London air, or want of air," said Nell. "And mamma, does +she"--she faltered wistfully--"miss me?" + +"We all miss you--especially the butcher and the baker," replied Dick +diplomatically. "And now I'm off. And, Nell--oh, do mind my hat!--if you +know Drake's address, I should like to write to him." + +She shook her head. + +"Strange," said Dick. "I wrote to the address in London to which I +posted the letters when he was ill, and it came back 'Not known.' I--I +think he must have gone abroad. Well, there, I won't say any more; +but--'he was werry good to me,' as poor Joe says in the novel, you know, +Nell." + +Yes, it was well for Nell that she had no time to dwell upon her heart's +loss; and yet she found some minutes for that "Sorrow's crown of +sorrow," the remembrance of happier days, as she leaned over her black +lace bodice that night when the great house was silent, and the quiet +room was filled with visions of Shorne Mills--visions in which Drake, +the lover who had left her for Lady Luce, was the principal figure. + +On the night of the big dinner party, she, having had the last +consultation with Mrs. Hubbard and the butler, went downstairs. The vast +drawing-room was empty, and she was standing by the fire and looking at +the clock rather anxiously--for it was quite on the cards that Lady +Wolfer would be late, and that some of the guests would arrive before +the hostess was ready to receive them--when the door opened and her +ladyship entered. She was handsomely dressed, and wore the family +diamonds, and Nell, who had not before seen her so richly attired and +bejeweled, was about to express her admiration, when Lady Wolfer stopped +short and surveyed the slim figure of her "housekeeper companion" with +widely opened eyes and a smile of surprise and friendly approval. + +"My dear child, how--how----Ahem! no, it's no use; I must speak my mind! +My dear Nell, if I were as vain as some women, and, like most, had a +strong objection to being cut out in my own house by my own cousin, I +should send you to bed! Where did you get that dress, and who made it?" + +Nell laughed and blushed. + +"I bought it in Regent Street--half of it--and made the rest; and please +don't pretend that you like it." + +"I won't," said Lady Wolfer succinctly. "My dear, you are too pretty for +anything, and the dress is charming! Oh, mine! Mine is commonplace +compared beside it, and smacks the modiste and the Louvre; while +yours----Archie is right; you have more taste than Cerise herself----" +She broke off as the earl entered. "Don't you admire Nell's dress?" she +said, but with her eyes fixed on one of her bracelets, which appeared to +have come unfastened. + +The earl looked at Nell--blushing furiously now--with grave attention. + +"I always admire Miss Lorton's dresses," he said, with a little bow. +Then his eyes wandered to the white arm and the open bracelet, and he +made a step toward his wife; then he hesitated, and, before he could +make up his mind to fasten it, she had snapped to the clasp. + +"I tell her she will cause a sensation to-night," she said, moving away. + +He looked at his wife gravely. + +"Indeed, yes," he said absently. "Is it not time some of them arrived?" + +As he spoke, the footman announced Lady Angleford. + +She came forward, her train sweeping behind her, a pleasant smile on her +mignonne face. + +"Am I the first, Lady Wolfer? That is the punishment for American +punctuality!" + +"So good of you!" murmured Lady Wolfer. "And where is Lord Angleford?" + +"I'm sorry, but he has the gout!" + +Lady Wolfer expressed her regret. + +"And Lord Selbie?" she asked. "Shall we see him?" + +"Did you ask him?" asked Lady Angleford, her brow wrinkling eagerly. "Is +he in England? Have you heard that he has returned?" + +Another woman would have been embarrassed, but Lady Wolfer was too +accustomed to getting into scrapes of this kind not to find a way out of +them. + +"Isn't that like me? Nell, dear--this is my cousin and our guardian +angel, Miss Lorton--Lady Angleford! Did we ask Lord Selbie?" + +Nell smiled and shook her head. + +"N-o," she said; "his name was not on the list, I think." + +Lady Angleford, who had been looking at her with interest, went up to +her. + +"It wouldn't have been any use," she said. "He is abroad--somewhere." + +She stifled a sigh as she spoke. + +"Then there is no need for us to feel overwhelmed with guilt, Nell," +said Lady Wolfer. "Come and warm yourself, my dear. Oh, that gout! No +wonder you won't join the 'Advance Movement!' You've quite enough to try +you. Nell, come and tell Lady Angleford how hard I work." + +Nell came forward to join in the conversation; but all the time they +were talking she was wondering where she had heard Lord Selbie's name! + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +Lord Selbie?--Lord Selbie? Nell worried her memory in vain. She had read +extracts from the _Fashion Gazette_ so often, the aristocratic names had +passed out of her mind almost before she had pronounced them, and it was +not surprising that she should fail to recall this Lord Selbie's. + +She had not much time or opportunity for reflection, for the other +guests were arriving, and the party was almost complete. As she stood a +little apart, she noticed the dresses, and smiled as she felt how +incapable she would be of describing their magnificence to mamma. It was +her first big dinner party, and she was amused and interested in +watching the brilliant groups, and in listening to the small talk. + +Lady Wolfer's clear voice could be heard distinctly; but though she +talked and laughed with apparent ease and freedom, Nell fancied that her +ladyship was not quite at her ease, that there was something forced in +her gayety, and that her laugh now and again rang false. Nell saw, too, +that Lady Wolfer's glance wandered from time to time to the door, as if +she were waiting for some one. + +The earl came up to Nell. + +"Are we all here? It is late," he said, in his grave way, and glancing +at the clock. + +Nell looked around and counted. + +"One more," she said, in as low a tone. As she spoke, the door opened, +and Sir Archie Walbrooke entered. + +Nell heard Lady Wolfer hesitate in the middle of a sentence, and saw her +turn away, with her back to the door. + +Sir Archie came across the room in his usual deliberate fashion, as +self-possessed and impassive as if he were quite ignorant that he had +kept a roomful of people waiting. + +Lady Wolfer gave him her hand without breaking off her conversation with +the prime minister, who was chatting and laughing with the carelessness +of a boy, and as if he had never even heard of a ministerial crisis. + +"Afraid I'm late," said Sir Archie, in slow and even tones. "Cab horse +fell down--nearly always does when I'm behind one. Strange." + +"I will hand your excuse to the cook," said Lady Wolfer. "I hope he will +believe it. None of us do, I assure you." + +The butler announced dinner, and the party coupled and filed in, the +earl taking a dowager duchess, a good-natured lady with an obvious wig +and cheeks which blushed--with rouge--like unto those of a dairymaid. +Nell fell to the lot of an undersecretary for the colonies, who was so +great a favorite of the prime minister's that no one dreamed of asking +the great man without sending an invitation to his friend, who was +generally known as "Sir Charles." Like most clever men, he was +simplicity itself, and he watched Nell through his pince-nez as she +surveyed the brilliant line of guests round the long, oblong table, with +an interest in her interest. + +"How well Lady Wolfer is looking to-night," he said, staring at the +hostess at the head of the table. Her eyes were bright, a faint flush on +her cheeks, and her soft hair, which her maid had arranged as +advantageously as short hair can be dressed, shone in the subdued light +of the shaded candles. "One is so accustomed to seeing her in--well," +and he smiled, "strictly business garb, that full war paint strikes one +with the revelation of her prettiness." + +"Yes; isn't she pretty?" said Nell eagerly. "But I always think she is; +though, of course, I like her best in evening dress." + +He smiled at the promptitude of her ingenious admiration. + +"If I had my way, your sex should always wear one of two costumes: a +riding habit or dinner dress." + +"That would be rather inconvenient," said Nell. "Imagine walking out on +a wet day in a habit or a ball frock!" + +"I know," he said. "But I don't think you ought to walk out on a wet +day." + +"You ought to live in Turkey," said Nell, with a laugh. + +"That is rather neat," he said approvingly; "but pray, don't repeat my +speech to Lady Wolfer; she would think me exceedingly frivolous, and I +spend my time in the endeavor to convince her of my gravity and +discretion." + +"Are all politicians supposed to be grave?" asked Nell, glancing at the +prime minister, who had just related an anecdote in his own inimitable +manner, and was laughing as heartily as if he had not a care in the +world. + +Sir Charles followed her eyes and smiled. + +"Judging by Mr. Gresham, one would answer with an emphatic negative," he +said. "But he is an exception to the rule. He is only grave when he is +in the House--and not always then. I have known him crack a joke--and +laugh at it--at the very moment the fate of his ministry swung in the +balance. Some men are born boys, and remain so all their lives, and +some----" He stopped and involuntarily looked at his host, who sat at +the end of the table, his tall, thin figure bolt upright, his face with +a kind of courteous gravity. He had heard the anecdote and paid it the +tribute of a smile, but the smile had passed quickly, and his +countenance had resumed its wonted seriousness in a moment. + +"I always regard Lord Wolfer as a model of what a statesman should +seem," said Sir Charles. "I mean that he, more than any man I know, +comes up to the popular idea of a great statesman--that is, in manner +and bearing." + +Nell remained silent. It was not befitting that she should discuss her +host and employer; and she wondered whether the clever undersecretary +beside her knew who she was and the position she held in the house. She +did not know enough of the world to be aware that nowadays one discusses +one's friends--even at their own tables--with a freedom which would have +shocked an earlier generation. + +"I often think," he continued, "that Lord Wolfer would have served the +moralists as an instance of the vanity of human wishes." + +"Why?" Nell could not help asking. + +"Think of it!" he said, with a slight laugh. "He is the bearer of an old +and honored title, he is passing rich, he is a cabinet minister, he is +married to an extremely clever and charming lady--we agreed that she is +pretty, too, didn't we?--and----" He paused a moment. "Should you say +that Lord Wolfer is a happy man?" + +As he put this significant question, which explained his remark about +the vanity of human wishes, Nell looked at the earl. He was apparently +listening to the duchess by his side; but his eyes, under their +straight, dark brows, were fixed upon his wife, who, leaning forward +slightly, was listening with downcast eyes and a smile to Sir Archie, a +few chairs from her. + +Nell flushed. + +"N-o, I don't know," she said, rather confusedly. "Lord Wolfer has so +much on his mind--politics, and----He is nearly always at work; he is +often in his study writing until early morning." + +Sir Charles looked at her quickly. + +"You know them very well. You are staying here?" he asked. + +"I live here," said Nell simply. "I am what Sir Archie Walbrooke calls +'general utility.' Lady Wolfer has so much to do, and I help her keep +house, or try and persuade myself that I do." + +Sir Charles was too much a man of the world to be discomfited; but he +laughed a little ruefully as he said: + +"That serves me right for discussing people with a lady with whom I +haven't the honor and pleasure of an acquaintance. It reminds me of that +very old story of the man at the evening party, which you no doubt +remember." + +"No; I've heard so few stories, old or new," said Nell, smiling. "Please +tell it me." + +"I will if you'll tell me your name in exchange; mine is Fletcher, but I +am usually called Sir Charles because Mr. Gresham honors me with his +close friendship. 'Charles, his friend,' as they used to put it in the +old play books, you know." + +"I see; and my name is Lorton, Eleanor Lorton, commonly called Nell +Lorton--because I have a brother. And the story?" + +Sir Charles laughed. + +"Oh, it's too old; but, old as it is, I had forgotten to take its moral +to heart. A man was leaning against the wall, yawning, at an evening +party. He was fearfully bored, for he knew scarcely any one there, and +had been brought at the last moment by a friend. As he was making up his +mind to cut it, another man came and leaned against the wall beside him +and yawned, also. Said the first: 'Awful slow, isn't it?' 'Yes,' replied +Number Two, 'frightful crush and beastly hot.' 'Dreadful. I could stand +it a little longer if that woman at the piano would leave off squalling. +Come round to my club, and let us get a drink and a smoke.' 'Nothing +would give me more pleasure! Wish I could!' replied Number Two. 'But you +see, unfortunately for me, this is my house, and the lady at the piano +is my wife.'" + +Nell laughed. + +"It is a good story," she said. "The first man must have felt very +foolish." + +"Yes," assented Sir Charles; "I know exactly how he felt. I hope you +forgive me, Miss Lorton? Can I make amends in any way for my stupidity?" + +"You might tell me who some of the people are," said Nell. "I only know +them by name--and scarcely as much as that. I have not been here very +long, and this is my first dinner party." + +"How I envy you!" he said, with a sigh. "Dear me! I seem fated to put my +foot into it to-night! But you know what I mean, or you would if you +dined out as often as I--and Mr. Gresham do. Whom would you like me to +tell you about? I think I know everybody here. One moment! Mr. Gresham +is going to tell the story of his losing himself in London; it was in +one of the new streets, for the making of which he had been a strong +advocate." + +They waited until the story was told, and the prime minister had enjoyed +the laughter, and then Nell said: + +"That little lady with the diamond tiara and the three big rubies on her +neck is Lady Angleford--I know her name because I was introduced to her +before dinner. I like the look of her so much; and she has so pleasant a +voice and smile. Please tell me something about her." + +"An easy task," said Sir Charles. "She is Lord Angleford's young +wife--an American heiress. I like her very much. In fact, though I have +not known her very long, I am honored with her friendship. And yet I +ought not to like her," he added, almost to himself. + +Nell opened her eyes upon him. + +"Why not?" she asked. + +Sir Charles was silent for a moment; then he said, as if he were +weighing his words, and choosing suitable ones for his auditor: + +"Lord Angleford has a nephew who is a great, a very great friend of +mine--Lord Selbie. He was Lord Angleford's heir; but--well, his uncle's +marriage may make all the difference to him." + +Nell knit her brows and made another call on her memory. + +"Of course!" she exclaimed, in a tone of triumph, which rather surprised +Sir Charles. "I remember reading about it. Lord Selbie! Yes--oh, yes; I +recollect." + +Her voice grew sad and absent, as she recalled the afternoon when Mrs. +Lorton had insisted upon her reading the stupid society paper to Drake. +How long ago it seemed! How unreal! + +"I dare say," said Sir Charles. "It's one of those things which the +world chatters about, and the newspapers paragraph. Poor Selbie!" + +"Was he a very great friend of yours?" asked Nell, rather mechanically, +her eyes wandering from one face to another. + +"Yes, very great," replied the undersecretary, with a warmth which one +does not look for in a professional politician. "We were at Eton +together, and we saw a great deal of each other afterward, though he +went into the army, and I, for my sins, fell into politics. He is one of +the best of fellows, an Admirable Crichton, at once the envy and the +despair of his companions. There is scarcely anything that Selbie +doesn't do, and he does all things well--the best shot, the best rider, +the best fencer, the best dancer of his set, and the best-hearted. Poor +old chap!" + +It was evident that he had, in his enthusiasm, almost forgotten his +auditor. + +"Where is he now?" asked Nell. "I heard Lady Angleford say that he is +abroad." + +"Yes. No one knows where he is. He has disappeared. It sounds a strong +word, but it is the only one that will meet the case. And perhaps it was +the best thing he could do. When a man's prospects are blighted, and his +ladylove has jilted him----" + +Nell turned quickly. She had tried to remember the whole of the +paragraph she had read to Drake, but she could not. + +"What was the name of the lady who--who jilted him?" she asked. + +Sir Charles was about to reply, and if he had spoken, Nell would have +learned Drake's identity; but at that moment there came a lull in the +conversation, and before it had recommenced, the prime minister leaned +forward and asked a question of his friend. The answer led to a general +discussion, and at its close Lady Wolfer smiled and raised her eyebrows +at the duchess, received a responsive nod, and the ladies rose. + +Sir Archie was the gentleman nearest the door, and he opened it for +them. As Lady Wolfer was passing through, a flower fell from the bosom +of her dress. He picked it up and held it out to her, with a bow and a +smile; but she had turned to say something to the lady behind her, and +he drew his hand back and concealed the flower in it. + +Nell, who chanced to be looking at him, was, perhaps, the only one who +saw the action, and she thought little of it. He could scarcely +interrupt Lady Wolfer by a too-insistent restoration of the blossom. + +With the flower in his hand, Sir Archie went back to the table. The +other men had closed up near the earl, but Sir Archie retained his seat. +He allowed the butler to fill his glass and raised it to his lips with +his right hand; then, after a moment or two, he took the flower from his +left and fixed it in the buttonhole of his coat. + +It was a daring thing to do; but he had been--well, not too sparing of +the wine, and his usually pale and impassive face was flushed, and +indicative of a kind of suppressed excitement. + +Perhaps he thought that no one would recognize the flower, and probably +no one did--no one, that is, but the earl. His eyes, as they glanced +down the row of men, saw the blossom in its conspicuous place in Sir +Archie's coat, and the earl's face went white, and his thin lips +twitched. + +"Have you any wine, Walbrooke?" he asked. + +The butler had left the room. + +Sir Archie started, as if his thoughts had been wandering. + +"Eh? Oh--ah! thanks!" he said. + +He took the decanter from the man next him, and filled his glass. The +earl's eyes rested grimly upon the flower for a moment, then, as if with +an effort, he turned to Mr. Gresham and got into talk with him. No man +in the whole world was more ready to talk than the prime minister. The +other men joined in the conversation, which was anything but +political--all but Sir Archie. He sat silent and preoccupied, filling +his glass whenever the decanter was near him, and drinking in a +mechanical way, as if he were scarcely conscious of what he was doing. +Now and then he glanced at the flower in his coat, deeming the glance +unnoticed; but the earl saw it, and every time he detected the downward +droop of the eyes, his own grew sterner and more troubled. + +Meanwhile, in the drawing-room, the ladies were sipping their coffee and +conversing in the perfunctory fashion which prevails while they are +awaiting the arrival of the gentlemen. + +Lady Wolfer, who had, up to the present, borne her part in the +entertainment extremely well, suddenly appeared to have lost all +interest and all desire to continue it. She seated herself beside the +fire and next the easy-chair into which the duchess had sunk, and gazed +dreamily over the screen which she held in her hand. Some of the ladies +gathered in little groups, others turned to the books and albums, one or +two yawned almost openly. A kind of blight seemed falling upon them. +Nell, who was unused to the phenomena of dinner parties, looked round, +aghast. Were they all going to sleep? Suddenly she realized that it was +at just such a moment as this that she was supposed to come in. She +went up to Lady Wolfer and bent down to her. + +"Won't somebody play or sing?" she asked. "They all seem as if they were +going to sleep." + +"Let them!" retorted Lady Wolfer, almost loudly enough for those near to +hear. "I don't care. Ask some one to sing, if you like." + +Nell went up to a young girl who stood, half yawning, before a picture +of Burne-Jones'. + +"Will you play or sing?" she asked. + +The girl looked at her with languid good humor. + +"I'd sing; but I can't. I have no parlor tricks," she said. "Besides, +what's the use? Nobody wants it," and she smiled with appalling candor. + +Nell turned from her in despair, and met Lady Angleford's eyes bent upon +her with smiling and friendly interest. Nell went up to her appealingly. + +"I want some one to sing or play--or do something, Lady Angleford," she +said. + +Lady Angleford laughed, the comprehensive, American laugh which conveys +so much. + +"And they won't? I know. It isn't worth while till the gentlemen come +in," she said. "I know that--now. It used to puzzle me at first; but I +know now. You English are so--funny! In America a girl is quite content +to sing to her lady friends; but here--well, only men count as audience. +They will all wake up when the men appear. I have learned that. Or +perhaps you will play or sing?" + +Lady Wolfer was near enough to hear. + +"Yes, Nell, sing," she said, with a forced smile. + +Nell looked round shyly, then went to the piano. + +"That's the sweetest girl I've seen in England," said Lady Angleford to +her neighbor, who happened to be the dowager duchess. Her grace put up +her eyeglasses, with their long holder, and surveyed the slim, girlish +figure on its way to the grand piano. + +"Yes? She's awfully pretty. And very young, too. A connection of the +Wolfers', isn't she? Rather sad face." + +"A face with a history," said Lady Angleford, more to herself than the +duchess. "Do you know anything about her, duchess?" + +Her grace shrugged her fat shoulders sleepily. + +"Nothing at all. She's here as a kind of lady companion, or something of +the sort. Yes, she's pretty, decidedly. Are you going on to the +Meridues' reception?" + +Nell sat down and played her prelude rather nervously; then she sang one +of the songs which she had sung in The Cottage at Shorne Mills--one of +the songs to which Drake had never seemed tired of listening. There was +a lull in the lifeless, perfunctory conversation, and one or two of the +sleepy women murmured: "Thank you! Thank you very much!" + +"Bravo! Sing us something else, Nell!" said Lady Wolfer. + +Nell was in the middle of the second song when the men filed in. Some of +them came straight into the room and sought the women they wanted, +others hung about the doors, and, hiding their yawns, glanced quite +openly at their watches. + +The earl made his way to his wife where she was sitting by the fire, her +eyes fixed on the flames, which she could just see over the top of her +hand screen. + +"I have to go on to the Meridues' when these have gone," he said. "Are +you coming, Ada?" + +She glanced up at him. His eyes were fixed on the bosom of her dress, on +the spot where the white blossom had shone conspicuously, but shone no +longer; and there was a wistful, yearning expression on his grave face. + +She did not raise her eyes. + +"I don't know. I may be tired. Perhaps I may follow you." + +He bowed, almost as he would have bowed to a stranger; then, as he was +turning away, he said casually, but with a faint tremor in his voice: + +"You have lost your flower!" + +She raised her eyes and looked at him coldly. + +"My flower? Ah, yes. My maid must have put it in insecurely." + +The earl said nothing, but his grave eyes slowly left her face and +wandered to Sir Archie and the flower in his buttonhole. + +"I will wait for you until twelve," he said, with cold courtesy. + +Lady Wolfer rose and went toward Lady Angleford. + +"I wish you'd join us, my dear," she said. "Why, the woman movement +sprang from America. You ought to sympathize with us." + +"Oh, but I'm English now," said Lady Angleford, "and, being a convert, +I'm more English than the English. What a charming specimen of your +country you have in Miss Lorton! I don't want to rob you of her, but do +you think you could spare her to come to us at Anglemere? We are going +there almost directly." + +Lady Wolfer replied absently: + +"Yes, certainly; ask her. It will not matter to me." + +"Not matter!" said Lady Angleford. "Why, I should have thought you would +have suffered pangs at the mere thought of parting with her. She is an +angel! Did you hear her sing just now? I don't know much about your +English larks, but I was comparing her with them----" + +Lady Wolfer fanned herself vigorously. + +"Ask her, by all means," she said. "Oh, yes; of course I shall miss +her." + +As she spoke, Sir Archie came toward her. A faint flush rose to her +face. Her eyes fell upon the white flower in his buttonhole. + +"Why--how----Is that my flower?" she said, in a low voice. + +"Yes," he replied. "It is yours. You dropped it, and I picked it up. Has +any one a better right to it?" + +She looked up at him half defiantly, half pleadingly. + +"You have no right to it," she said, in a low voice, which she tried in +vain to keep steady. "You--you are attracting attention----" + +She glanced at the women near her, some of whom were eying the pair with +sideway looks of curiosity. + +"I am desperate," he said; "I can bear it no longer. I told you the +other day that I had come to the end of my power of endurance. You--you +are cold--and cruel. I want your decision; I must have it. I cannot +bear----" + +"Hush!" she said warningly, the screen in her hand shaking. "I will +speak to you later--after--after some of them have gone. No; not +to-night. Do not remain here any longer." + +"As you please," he said, with a sullen resentment; and he crossed the +room to Nell, and began to talk to her. As a rule, he talked very +little; but the wine had loosened his tongue, and he launched out into a +cynical and amusing diatribe against society and all its follies. + +Nell listened with surprise at first; then she began to feel amused, and +laughed. + +He drew a chair near her and bent toward her, lowering his voice and +speaking in an impressive tone quite unusual with him. To the casual +observer it might well have seemed that they were carrying on a +desperate flirtation; but every now and then he paused absently, and +presently he rose almost abruptly and went into an anteroom. + +An antique table with writing materials stood in a recess. He wrote +something rapidly on a half sheet of note paper, and placing it inside a +book, laid the volume on the pedestal of a Sèvres vase standing near the +table. + +When he left Nell, Lady Wolfer crossed over to her. + +"Sir Archie has been amusing you, dear?" she said, casually enough; but +the smile which accompanied the remark did not harmonize with the +unsmiling and anxious eyes. + +"Oh, yes," said Nell, laughing. "He has been talking the most utter +nonsense." + +"He--he is very strange to-night," said Lady Wolfer, biting her lip +softly. Not to innocent Nell could she even hint that Sir Archie had +taken more wine than was good for him. "He has been talking utter +nonsense to me. Did you notice the flower in his coat?" + +"No," said Nell, with some surprise. "Why?" + +Lady Wolfer laughed unnaturally. + +"Nothing. Yes! Nell, I want you to get that flower from him. It--is a +bet." + +"I--get it from him?" said Nell, opening her gray eyes. + +Lady Wolfer flushed for a moment. + +"It is only a piece of folly," she said. "But--but I want you to get it. +Ask him for it--he cannot refuse. Oh, I can't explain! I will, perhaps; +but get it!" + +She moved away as Sir Archie reappeared in the doorway. He came straight +up to Nell. + +"I think I'll be off," he said. "Some of the others have gone already." + +He went toward Lady Wolfer as if to say "Good night," but, with the +skill which every woman can display on occasion, Lady Wolfer turned from +him as if she did not see him, and joined in the conversation which was +being carried on by the duchess and Lady Angleford. + +"I've come to say good night, Lady Wolfer," he said. + +She met his gaze for a moment. + +"Good night," she said, in the conventional tone. He bowed over her +hand, looked at her with an intense and questioning gaze for an instant, +then left her and came back to Nell. + +"Oh, I've forgotten!" he exclaimed, half turning as if to rejoin the +group he had left; then he hesitated, and added: "Will you be so kind as +to give Lady Wolfer a message for me?" + +"Yes, certainly," said Nell, rather absently; for she was wondering how +she could ask for the flower, on which her eyes were unconsciously +fixed. + +"Thanks! You are always so kind. Will you tell her, please, that the +book she wants is on the Sèvres pedestal, just behind the vase. She will +want it to-night." + +Nell nodded. + +"I won't forget," she said. "Are you going to take that poor flower into +the cold, Sir Archie?" + +She blushed as she asked the question; but he was too absorbed in the +fatal game of passion to notice her embarrassment. + +"The flower?" he said unthinkingly. "It is nearly faded already; too +poor an offering to make you, Miss Lorton; but if you will accept +it----" + +He had expected her to refuse laughingly, but she replied simply: + +"Thank you; yes, I should like to have it," and in his surprise he took +it from his coat, and, with a bow, handed it to her, wished her good +night, and left her. At the door he paused and looked in the direction +of Lady Wolfer, met her eyes for an instant, then went out. + +Nell was about to place the flower on the table, but, quite +unthinkingly, stuck it in the bosom of her dress. As she was crossing +the room to some people who were taking their departure, the earl came +up to her. + +"I am going to the library presently, and may not see Lady Wolfer before +I leave. Will you please tell her that I hope she will not go out +to-night? I think she is looking tired--and--and overstrained. Do you +not think so?" + +His tone was so full of anxiety, there was so sad and strained an +expression in his grave face, as he looked toward his young wife, who +was talking rather loudly and laughing in a way women will when there is +anything but laughter in their hearts, that Nell's sympathy went out to +him. It was as if suddenly she understood how much he cared for the +woman who was wife to him in little more than the name. + +"Yes, yes! I will tell her," she said. "I am sure she will not go if you +do not wish it." + +He smiled bitterly, and, for once dropping the cold reserve which +usually masked him, said, with sad bitterness: + +"You think she considers my wishes so closely?" + +Nell looked up at him, half frightened by the intensity of his +expression. + +"Why--yes!" she faltered. + +He smiled as bitterly as he had spoken; then his manner changed +suddenly, and his eyes became fixed on the flower in her dress. + +"Where did you get that flower? Who----" he asked, almost sternly. + +Nell's face flamed; then, ashamed of the uncalled-for blush, she +laughed. + +"Sir Archie Walbrooke gave it me," she said. + +The earl looked at her with surprise, which gradually changed to a keen +scrutiny, under which Nell felt her blush rising again. But she said +nothing, and, after a moment during which he seemed to be considering +deeply, he passed on, his hands clasped behind his tall figure, his head +bent. + +Immediately the last guest had gone, Lady Wolfer went to her own +apartments. Nell stood in the center of the vast and now empty room, and +looked round her absently, and with that sense of some pending calamity +which we call presentiment. + +Innocent of the world and its intrigues, as she was, she could not fail +to have seen that neither the earl nor the countess was happy; and that +the endless work and excitement in which they endeavored to absorb +themselves only left them dissatisfied and wretched. + +She liked them both; indeed, she had grown very fond of Lady Wolfer, and +her heart ached for the woman who had striven to hide her unhappiness +behind the mask of a forced gayety and recklessness. For a moment, a +single moment, as she caught sight of the flower, a vague suspicion of +the danger which threatened the countess arose in Nell's mind; but she +put the suspicion from her with a shudder, for it was too dreadful to be +entertained. + +Sometimes she went to Lady Wolfer's room after she had retired, and, +remembering the earl's message, she went now upstairs and knocked at the +countess' door. + +A low voice bade her come in, and Nell entered and found Lady Wolfer +sitting on a low chair before the fire. She was alone, and the figure +crouching before the blaze, as if she were cold, aroused Nell's pity. +She crossed the room and bent over her. + +"Are you ill, dear, or only tired?" she asked gently. + +Lady Wolfer started and looked up at her, and Nell saw that her face was +white and drawn. + +"Is it you?" she said. "I thought it was Wardell"--Wardell was her maid. +"Yes, I am tired." + +"Lord Wolfer has asked me to beg you not to go out to-night. He saw that +you looked tired," she said. + +Lady Wolfer gazed in the fire, and her lips curled sarcastically. + +"He is very considerate," she said. "Extraordinarily so! One would think +he cared whether I was tired or not, wouldn't one, eh, dear?" + +"Why do you say that, and so bitterly?" Nell said, in a low voice. "Of +course he cares. He is always kind and thoughtful." + +Lady Wolfer rose abruptly and, with a short, hard laugh, began to pace +up and down the room. + +"He does not care in the least!" she said, in a harsh, strained voice. +"Why did you come in to-night? I wish you hadn't! I--I wanted to be +alone. No, do not go! Stay, now you are here," for Nell had moved to +the door. She went back and laid her hand on the unhappy woman's arm. + +"Won't you tell me what is the matter?" she said. + +Lady Wolfer stopped and sank into the chair again. + +"I'm almost tempted to!" she said, with a reckless laugh. "It might be +useful to you--as a 'frightful example,' as the temperance people say. +Oh, don't you know? You are young and innocent, Nell, but--but you +cannot fail to have seen how wretched I am! Nell, you are not only young +and innocent, but beautiful. You have all your life before you--you, +too, will have to choose your fate--for we do choose it! Don't wreck +your life as I have wrecked mine; don't, don't marry a man who does not +love you--as I did!" + +"Hush!" said Nell, startled and shocked. "You are wrong, quite wrong!" + +Lady Wolfer laughed bitterly. + +"I've said too much; I may as well tell you all," she said, with a shrug +of her white shoulders. "It was a marriage of convenience. We--my +people--were poor, and it was a great match for me. There was no talk of +love--love!" She laughed again, and the laugh made Nell wince. "It was +just a bargain. Such bargains are made every day in this vile marriage +market of ours. I was as innocent as you, Nell. The glitter of the +thing--the title, the big house, the position--dazzled me. I thought I +should be more contented and satisfied. Other girls have done the same +thing, and they seemed happy enough. But I suppose I am different. I +wearied of the whole thing--the title, the big house, the diamonds, +everything--before the first month. I wanted something else; I scarcely +knew what----Ah, yes, I did! I did! I wanted love--the thing they all +laugh and sneer at! I had sold myself for gold and place and power, and +when I had gotten them they all turned to Dead Sea fruit, dust and +ashes, on my lips!" + +She gripped her hands tightly, and bent lower over the fire, and Nell +sank on her knees beside her, pale herself, and incapable of speech. + +"For a time I tried to bear it, to live the weary, dragging life; then, +when I was nearly mad--I tried to find relief in the world outside my +own home. I was supposed to be clever--clever! I could write and talk. I +took up this woman's rights business!" She laughed again. "All the time +they were lauding me to the skies and flattering and fooling me, I knew +how stupid the whole thing was. But it seemed the only chance for me, +the only way of forgetting myself and--and my slavery. At any rate, it +served as an excuse for getting out of the house, for not inflicting my +presence upon the man who had bought me, and who regarded me simply as +the figurehead for his table, the person to receive his guests and play +the necessary part in his public life." + +"No, no! You're wrong, wrong!" said Nell earnestly. + +Lady Wolfer seemed scarcely to have heard her. + +"I ought to have known that it would not help me long. It has come to an +end. I am going to end it. I cannot bear this life any longer--I cannot, +I cannot! I will not! I have only one life--that I know of----" + +"Oh, hush, hush!" Nell implored. "You are all wrong! I know it, I am +sure of it! You think he does not care for you. He does, he does! If you +had seen his face to-night--had heard his voice!" + +Lady Wolfer looked at her with a half-startled glance; then she shook +her head and smiled bitterly. + +"No, I am not wrong," she said. "I know what love is--at last! It +beckons me--I have resisted--God knows I have struggled with and fought +against it--have kept it from me with both hands--but my strength has +failed me at last, and----" + +Nell caught her arm and clung to it. + +"Oh, what do you mean?" she asked, in vague terror. + +Lady Wolfer started, and slowly unclasped Nell's hands. + +"I have said too much," she said, panting and moistening her parched +lips. "I did not mean to tell you--no, I will not say another word. I +don't know why I am so unnerved, why I take it so much to heart I +think--Nell, I am fond of you; you know it?" + +Nell made a gesture of assent, and touched the countess' clasped hands +lovingly, tenderly. + +"I--I think it is your presence here that--that has made me +hesitate--has made me realize the gravity of what I am going to do. I--I +never look at you, hear you speak, but I am reminded that I was once, +and not so long ago, as innocent as you. But I can hesitate no longer. I +have to decide, and I have decided!" + +She rose and stood with her hands before her face for the moment; then +she let them fall with a sigh, and forced a smile. + +"Go now, dear!" she said. "I--I wish I had not spoken so freely; but +that tender, loving heart of yours is hard to resist." + +"What is it you have decided to do?" Nell asked, scarcely above her +breath. + +A deep red rose slowly to the countess' face, then slowly faded, leaving +it pale and wan, and set with determination. + +"I cannot tell you, Nell," she said. "You--you will know soon enough. +And when you know, I want you--I want you to think not too badly of me, +to remember how much I have suffered, how hard and cruel my life has +been--how I have hungered and thirsted for one word, one look of love; +that I have struggled and striven against my fate, and have yielded only +when I could endure no longer. Oh, go now, dear!" + +"Let me stay with you to-night! I can sleep on this couch--on this +chair--beside you, if you like," pleaded Nell, confused and frightened, +but aching with pity and sympathy. "I know that it is all wrong, that +you are mistaken. If I could only convince you! If I could only tell you +what I saw in Lord Wolfer's eyes as he looked at you to-night!" + +The countess shook her head. + +"It is you who are mistaken," she said, "and it is too late. No, you +shall not stay. I have done wrong to say so much. Try--try and forget +it. But yet--no, don't forget it, Nell. Remember me and my wretchedness, +and let it be a warning to you, if ever you are tempted to marry a man +who does not love you, whom you do not love. Ah, but you must go, Nell! +I am worn out!" + +Nell went to her and put her arm round her neck, and drew her face down +that she might kiss her, but the countess gently put Nell's arm from +her, and drew back from the proffered kiss. + +"No; you shall not kiss me!" she said, in a low voice. "You will be glad +that you did not--presently! Stay--give me that flower!" she said, +holding out her hand, but looking away. + +Nell started, and drew the flower from her bosom as if it had been +something poisonous, and flung it in the fire. + +The countess shrugged her shoulders with an air of indifference, and +turned to watch the flower withering and consuming in the fire, and +Nell, with something like a sob, left her. + +What should she do? She understood that her friend stood on the verge of +a precipice; but how could she--Nell--with all her desire to save her, +drag her back? + +As she was going to her room she heard a step in the hall, and, looking +over the balustrade, saw the earl pass from the library to the +drawing-room. For an instant she was half resolved to go down to him, +to--what? How could she tell him? She dared not! + +Lord Wolfer wandered into the drawing-room and stood before the fire, +looking into it moodily, as he leaned against the great mantelpiece of +carved marble. + +He was thinking of the flower which he had seen first in his wife's +possession, then in Sir Archie's, and lastly in Nell's; and of her blush +and confusion when he had asked her how she came by it. He knew Sir +Archie, knew him better and more of his life than Sir Archie suspected. +The man was a perfect type of the modern lover; incapable of a fixed +passion, as fickle as the wind. Could it be that he had transferred, +what he would have called his "devotion," from the countess to Nell? It +seemed at first sight too improbable; but Wolfer knew his world and the +ethics of the smart set of which Sir Archie Walbrooke was a conspicuous +member too well to scout the idea as impossible. The fact that Sir +Archie had spent the last three months flirting with one woman would be +no hindrance to his transferring his attentions to a younger and +prettier one. + +The harassed man turned away with a weary sigh, wandered purposelessly +into the anteroom, and, in a mechanical fashion, fingered the various +articles on the writing table. His eye fell on the book on the pedestal, +and he took up the volume absently, intending to restore it to its place +in the bookcase. On his way he opened the book, and a half sheet of note +paper fell from it and fluttered to his feet. He picked it up, read what +was written on it, and stood for a moment motionless, his eyes fixed on +the carpet, his lips writhing. + +How long he stood there he did not know, but presently he was aroused by +the sound of footsteps. He listened. Some one--the rustling of a +dress--was approaching the room. He slipped the note into the book and +replaced the volume on the pedestal, and quickly stepped behind the +portière curtains. + +He expected his wife. Should he come forward and confront her? His stern +face grew red with shame--for her, for himself. Then, with a sudden leap +of the heart, with a sensation of relief which was absolutely painful in +its intensity, he saw Nell enter the room and go straight to the +pedestal. Her face was pale and troubled, and she looked round with what +seemed to him a guilty expression in the gray eyes. Then she opened the +book as he had done, but, as if she expected to find something, took out +the note, and after a moment of hesitation read it. He saw her face +flush hotly, then grow white, and her hand go out to the pedestal as if +for support. For a moment she stood as motionless as he had done, then +she thrust the note into her pocket, dropped the book from her hand--it +fell on the floor unregarded by her--and slowly left the room. + +Wolfer passed his hand over his brow with a bewildered air, then, as if +obeying an irresistible impulse, he followed her up the stairs. + +Quietly but slowly. He knew that she had not seen him, did not know that +he was following her, and he waited at the end of the corridor, +watching her with a heart throbbing with an agony of anxiety. Was she +going to carry the note to his wife? But she did not even hesitate at +the door of Lady Wolfer's room, but went straight to her own, and he +heard the key turn as she locked it. + +The sweat was standing in great drops upon his forehead, and he put up a +trembling hand and wiped them away as he looked toward his wife's door. +Should he go in and question her? Should he ask her straightly whether +the note was intended for her or Nell? It seemed too horrible to suspect +the girl who had seemed innocence and purity itself, and yet had he not +seen her go straight for the book, as if she had known that it was there +waiting for her? + +Like a man in a dream he went down to the library, and, locking the +door, flung himself into a chair, and buried his face in his hands. What +was he to think? + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Nell stood in the middle of the room with the note which she had found +in the book in her hand. She had read it half mechanically and +unsuspectingly, as one reads a scrap of paper found in a volume, or in +some unexpected place; and, trembling a little, she went to the electric +light and read the note again. It ran thus--and with every word Nell's +face grew pale: + +"I can wait no longer. You cannot say I have been impatient--that I +haven't endured the suspense as well as a man could. If you love me, if +you are really willing to trust yourself to me, come away with me +to-morrow. God knows I will try and make you happy, and that you can +never be under this roof with a man who doesn't care for you. I will +come for you at seven to-morrow morning--we can cross by the morning +boat. Don't trouble about luggage; everything we want we can get on the +other side. For Heaven's sake, don't hesitate! Be ready and waiting for +me as the clock strikes. Don't hesitate! The happiness of both our lives +lies in your hands. ARCHIE." + +Nell sank into a chair and stared at the wall, trying to think; but for +a moment or two the horror and shame of the thing overwhelmed her. She +had read of such incidents as these, for now and again one of the new +school of novels reached The Cottage; but there is a lot of difference +between reading, say, of a murder, and watching the committal of one. +She was almost as much ashamed and shocked as if the note had been +intended for herself. + +She was not ashamed of having read it--though the mere touch of the +paper was hateful to her--for she felt that Providence had ordained it +that she should stand between Lady Wolfer and the ruin to which Sir +Archie was beckoning her. + +But what should she do? Should she take the letter to Lady Wolfer and +implore her to send Sir Archie a refusal? This was, of course, Nell's +first impulse, but she dared not follow it; dared not run the risk of +letting Lady Wolfer see the note. The unhappy woman's face haunted Nell, +and her reckless words, and her tone of desperation, still rang in +Nell's ears. No; she dared not let Lady Wolfer know that this man would +be waiting for her. Few women in the position of the countess could +resist such a note as this, such an appeal from the man who, she +thought, loved her. But if she did not take the note to the countess, +what was she to do? + +Sir Archie would be, then, in the library at seven o'clock; he would ask +for the countess; she would go to him, and--Nell shuddered, and walked +up and down. If there were any one to whom she could go for advice! But +there was no one. At all costs, the truth must be kept from the earl; +his wife must be saved. + +It was a terrible position for a young and inexperienced girl; but, +despite her youth and inexperience, the note could scarcely have fallen +into better hands than Nell's; for she possessed courage, and was not +afraid for herself. Most girls, keenly though they might desire to save +their friend, would have destroyed the note and left the rest to +Providence; but Nell's spirit had been trained in the bracing air of +Shorne Mills, and her views tempered by many a tussle with tide and wind +in the _Annie Laurie_; and the pluck which lay dormant in the slight +figure rose now to the struggle for her friend's safety. She had grown +to love the woman who had confided her heart's sorrow to her that night, +and she meant to save her. But how? Sir Archie would be there at seven, +and Lady Wolfer must be kept in ignorance of his presence; and he must +be sent away convinced of the hopelessness of his passion. + +Nell walked up and down, unconscious of weariness, ignorant that in his +own room the earl was listening to her footsteps, and putting his own +construction upon her agitation. Now and again she thought of Drake and +her own love affair. Were all men alike? Were there no good men in the +world? Were they all selfish and unscrupulous in the quest of their own +interest and amusements? Love! The word sounded like a mockery, a +delusion, a snare. Drake had loved, or thought he loved her, until Lady +Luce had beckoned him back to her; and this other man, Sir Archie--how +long would he continue to love the unhappy woman if she yielded to him? + +The silver clock on the mantelshelf struck five, and Nell, worn out at +last, and still apparently far away from any solution of the problem +which she had set herself, flung herself on the bed. She had scarcely +closed her eyes before a way of helping Lady Wolfer presented itself to +her. + +Her face crimsoned, and she winced and closed her eyes with a slight +shudder; but though she shrank from the ordeal, she resolved to make it. +Lady Wolfer had been kind to her, had won her love, and, more than all +else, had confided in her, and she--Nell--would save her at any cost. + +A little before seven she rose, and changed her dinner dress for a plain +traveling one, and, putting on her hat and jacket, went down to the +library slowly and almost stealthily. A maidservant was sweeping the +hall, and she looked up at Nell, clad in her outdoor things, with some +surprise. + +"I expect Sir Archie Walbrooke at seven o'clock," said Nell. "I am in +the library, please." + +She spoke quite calmly and casually, buttoning her glove in a leisurely +fashion as she passed on her way; and the maid responded unsuspiciously, +for the coming and going at Wolfer House were always somewhat erratic. + +Nell went into the library, and, closing the door, turned up the +electric light a little--for the maids had not yet been to the room, and +the shutters were still closed. The morning was a wet and chilly one, +and Nell shuddered slightly as she sat and watched the second hand of +the clock, which at one moment seemed to move slowly and at the next +appeared to fly. She had not decided upon the words she would use; she +would be guided by those which Sir Archie might speak; but she was +resolved to fight as long as possible, to hide every tremor which, at +these moments of waiting and suspense, quivered through her. + +Then she heard his voice, his slow step--no quicker than usual this +morning--crossing the hall; the door opened, and he was in the room. +Nell rose, and stood with her back to the light; and, closing the door, +he came toward her with a faint cry of satisfaction and relief. + +"Ada!" he said. "You have come----" + +Nell raised her veil, but, before she had done so, he had seen that she +was not the countess; and he stopped short and stared at her. + +"Miss Lorton!" he exclaimed, under his breath, so taken aback that the +shock of his disappointment was revealed in his face and voice. "I--I +thought--expected--to see Lady Wolfer. Is--is she up? Does she know that +I am here? You have a message for me?" + +He tried to speak casually, and forced a smile, as if the appointment +was quite an ordinary one; but Nell saw that the hand that held his hat +shook, and that his color, which had risen as he entered the room and +greeted her, had slowly left his face, and her courage rose. + +"Yes, I have a message for you, Sir Archie," she said, keeping her voice +as steady as she could, and saying to herself: "It is to save her--save +her!" + +"Yes?" he said, with suppressed eagerness and anxiety. "What is it? I--I +am rather pressed for time." He glanced at his watch. "Won't she see me? +If you would go up and ask her. I shan't detain her more than a minute." + +"No; she cannot see you," said Nell. "I am to ask you to go--where you +are going--without seeing her." + +He looked at her steadily, gnawing his lip softly. + +"I--I don't understand," he said, still trying to smile. "She--told you +that I am going--abroad?" + +Nell inclined her head gravely. + +"Yes? But didn't she tell you that--that I must see her before I go? +That--that it is important?" + +"She cannot see you," said Nell, her heart beating fast. "She wishes you +to go, and--and to remain abroad----" + +His face crimsoned, then went pale. + +"You know--she has told you why--why I have come this morning?" he said, +in a low voice. + +"Yes, I know," assented Nell, the shame, for him, dyeing her face. + +He stared at her for a moment in silence; then he said, half defiantly, +half sullenly: + +"Very well, then. If you know why I am here, you must know that I cannot +take such a message, that I cannot go--without her. For Heaven's sake, +Miss Lorton, go and fetch her! There is no time to lose. Her--my +happiness is at stake. I beg your pardon; I'm afraid I'm brusque; +but----For Heaven's sake, bring her! If I could see her, speak to her +for a moment----" + +Nell shook her head. + +"I cannot," she said. "It would be of no use. Lady Wolfer would not go +with you." + +He came nearer to her and lowered his voice, almost speaking through his +teeth. + +"See here, Miss Lorton, you--you have no right to be in this +business--to interfere with it. You--you are too young to +understand----" + +Nell crimsoned. + +"No," she said, almost inaudibly. "I understand. I--I have seen your +letter." Her calm, almost her courage, broke down, and, clasping her +hands, she pleaded to him. "Oh, yes, I do understand! Sir Archie, go; do, +do go! It is cruel of you to stay. If--if you really love her, you will go +and never come back." + +His face went white and his eyes flashed. + +"No, you don't understand, although you think you do. You say that I am +cruel. I should be cruel if I did what she asks me, what you wish me to +do, to leave her in this house, to the old life of misery. I love her; I +want to take her away with me from the man who doesn't care an atom for +her, whom she does not love." + +"It isn't true!" said Nell, with a sudden burst of indignation, and with +a sudden insight as inexplicable as it was sudden. "He loves her, and +she, though she does not know it, cares for him. They would have +discovered the truth if you had not come between them and made them hard +and cold to each other. Yes, you are cruel, cruel and wicked! But--but +perhaps it has not been all your fault--and--I'm sorry if--if I have +spoken too harshly." + +He scarcely seemed to have heard her concluding words, but repeated to +himself: "She cares for him. She cares for Wolfer--her husband!" + +"Yes, yes!" said Nell eagerly, anxiously. "I know it; I have seen her +when she was most unhappy. I have heard the truth in her voice--I +remember little things--the way she has behaved to him, spoken to him, +when she was off her guard. Yes, it is true she cares for him as much as +he cares for her; but they have hidden it from each other--and you--you +have made it harder for them to show their love! But you know the truth +now, and--and you will go, will you not?" + +In her anxiety she laid her hand on his arm imploringly, and looked up +at him with eyes moist with tears. + +He looked at her, his brows knit, his lips set closely. + +"By Heaven, if I thought you were right!" broke from him; then his tone +changed, and his eyes grew hard with resentment. "No; you are wrong, +quite wrong! And it is you who have come between us, and will rob us of +our happiness! I--I--beg your pardon!" he faltered, for this slave of +passion was, after all, a gentleman. "I beg your pardon! If you knew +what I am suffering, what she must be suffering at this moment! Miss +Lorton, you are her friend--you have no reason to bear me any ill +will--I honor you for--for your motives in all this--but I implore you +to stand aside. If you will go and bring her, I will wait here, and you +shall hear from her own lips that you are wrong in supposing that any +affection exists between her and him. I will wait here. Go, I beg of +you! There is no time to lose!" + +"I will not!" said Nell, her slight figure erect, her eyes more eloquent +than the tone of her resolution to save her friend. + +"Then I will ring and ask her to come," he said, and he went toward the +bell. + +Nell sprang in front of it. + +"No," she said, in a low voice. "It is I who will ring, and it is the +earl who shall come." + +Sir Archie stood, his hand outstretched to push her aside. Men of his +class and character dislike a scene. He was not physically afraid of +Lord Wolfer, but--a scene and a scandal which would leave Lady Wolfer at +Wolfer House, while he was turned out, was a contretemps to be avoided, +if possible. + +"You must be mad!" he said, between his teeth. "Worse; you are laboring +under a hideous mistake. She loves me, and you know it--she has never +cared for Lord Wolfer. Please stand aside." + +He put out his hand to gently remove her from before the bell, and at +his touch the strain which Nell was undergoing became too tense for +endurance. The color left her face and left it deathly white. With a +faint moan she put her hand to her throat as if she were choking, and +swayed to and fro as if she were giddy. + +Sir Archie caught her just in time. + +"Good heavens, don't faint!" he exclaimed, in a horrified whisper. + +At the sound of his voice, at his touch, Nell recovered her full +consciousness. + +"Let me go! Don't touch me!" she breathed, with a shudder; but, before +she could free herself from his hold, the door opened, and the earl +entered. + +With an oath, Sir Archie turned and glared at him, and Nell sank against +the mantelshelf, and leaned there, faint and trembling. + +The two men stood quite still and looked at each other. In these days we +have taught ourselves to take the most critical moments of our lives +quietly. There is no loud declamation, no melodramatic denunciation, no +springing at each other's throats, or flashing of swords. We carry our +wrongs to the law courts, and an aged gentleman in an ermine tippet, and +a more or less grimy wig, avenges us--with costs and damages. + +The earl was pale enough, and his eyes wore a stern expression as they +rested upon his "friend"; but yet there was something in his face which +seemed to indicate relief; and, presently, after a moment which seemed +an age to Nell, his gaze left the other man's face and fixed itself on +her. + +"Were you going out with Sir Archie Walbrooke, Miss Lorton?" he asked +coldly. + +Sir Archie started slightly, and would have spoken, but Nell looked at +him quickly, a look which smote him to silence. She, too, remained +silent, her hands clasped, her eyes fixed on the ground. + +"Is my inference a correct one?" said the earl, still more coldly. "I +find you here--at this unusual hour--and dressed for traveling. And he +is here--by appointment, I presume? Ah, do not deny it! It is too +obvious." + +Sir Archie opened his lips, but once more Nell looked at him, and once +more her eyes commanded, rather than asked, his silence. He suppressed +an oath, and stood with clenched hands, waiting in helpless +irresolution. What was this girl going to do? Was she--was it possible +that she was going to screen Lady Wolfer at the cost of her own +reputation! The man was not altogether bad, and the remnant of honor +which still glowed in his breast rose against the idea of such a +sacrifice. And yet--it was for the woman he loved! + +The perspiration broke out on his pale face, and he looked from the +stern eyes of the earl to Nell's downcast ones. + +"I can't stand this!" broke from his lips. "Look here, Wolfer!" + +The earl raised his head. + +"I have nothing to say to you. I decline to hear you," he said grimly. +"I am addressing Miss Lorton. I have asked her a question; but it is not +necessary to inflict the pain of an answer. I am aware that I have no +legal right to interfere in Miss Lorton's movements, but she is under my +roof, she is a connection"--his voice grew a shade less stern--"I am, +indeed, almost in the position of her guardian. Therefore, I deem it my +duty to acquaint her with the character of the man with whom she +proposes to--elope." + +Nell raised her head, the crimson staining her whole face; and it seemed +to Sir Archie as if her endurance had broken down; but she checked the +indignant denial which had sprung to her lips, and, closing her lips +tightly, sank back into her former attitude--an attitude which convinced +Lord Wolfer of her guilt. + +"Are you aware that this gentleman, who has honored you by an invitation +to fly with him, is already a married man, Miss Lorton?" + +Nell made no sign, but Sir Archie started and ground his teeth. + +"He has carefully concealed the fact; but--well, I happen to know it, and +I think he will not venture to deny it." + +He paused, but Sir Archie remained silent. + +"Were you ignorant of it?" asked the earl. + +Nell opened her lips, and they formed the word "Yes." + +"I expected as much," said the earl. "And now that you know the truth, +are you still desirous of accompanying him?" + +Nell, with her eyes fixed on the ground, shook her head. + +"No!" she whispered. + +Sir Archie swore under his breath. + +"I can't stand this!" he said desperately. "Look here, Wolfer, you are +making a damnable mistake. Miss Lorton----" + +The earl turned to him, but looked above his head. + +"Excuse me," he said, "I have no desire to hear any explanation of your +conduct--it would be impossible for you to defend it. But, having +received Miss Lorton's reply to my question, I have the right to ask you +to quit my house--and I do so!" + +Sir Archie went up to Nell and looked at her straight in the face. + +"Do you--do you wish me to remain silent?" he said hoarsely. "Think +before you speak! Do you?" + +Nell looked up instantly. + +"Yes!" she replied, in a low voice. "If you will go--forever!" + +Sir Archie gazed at her as if he had suddenly become unconscious of the +earl's presence. + +"My God!" he breathed. "You--you are treatin' me better than I deserve. +Yes, I am goin'," he said, turning fiercely to the earl, who had made a +slight movement of impatience. "But I want to say this. I want"--he +moistened his lips, as if speech were difficult--"to tell you--and--and +her--that--that what has taken place will never be spoken of by me while +I live. I am goin'--abroad. I shall not return for some time." + +The earl made a gesture of indifference. + +"Your movements can be of no interest to me," he said, "and I trust that +they may be of as little importance to this unhappy girl, now that she +knows the character of the man whom she was about to trust." + +Sir Archie laughed--a laugh that sounded hideously grotesque at such a +moment; then he took up his hat and gloves; but he laid them down again. + +"Will you give me a minute--three--with Miss Lorton, alone?" he asked, +biting his lip. + +The earl hesitated for a moment, and glanced at Nell searchingly; then, as +if satisfied, he said: + +"Yes, I will do so, on condition that you leave this house at the +expiration of that time. I will rejoin you when he has gone." + +As he left the room, Sir Archie turned to Nell. + +"Do you know what you have done?" he asked hoarsely, and almost +inaudibly. "Do you know what this means: that you have sacrificed +yourself for--for her?" + +Nell had sunk into a chair, and she looked up at him, and then away from +him; but in that momentary glance he had read the light of an inflexible +resolution, an undaunted courage in the gray eyes. + +"Yes, I know," she said. "He--he thinks, will always think, that it was +I----" She broke off with an irrepressible shudder. + +Sir Archie's hand went to his mustache to cover the quiver of his lips. + +"My God! it's the noblest thing! But--have you counted the cost--the +consequences?" + +"Yes," she said. "But it does not matter. I--I am nobody--only a girl, +with no husband, no one who loves, cares for me; while she----Yes, I +know what I have done; but I am not sorry--I don't regret. I have your +promise?" she looked up at his strained face solemnly. "You will keep +it?--you will not break your word? You will go away and--and leave her?" + +His hands clenched behind him, and he was silent for a moment; then he +said: + +"Yes, by Heaven! I will! The sacrifice shall not be all on your side. +Tell her--no, tell her nothin', or you will have to tell her all. Tell +her nothin'. Miss Lorton----" His voice broke, and he hesitated. Nell +waited, and he found his voice again. "When I hear that there are no +good women, no noble ones, I--I shall think of what you have done this +mornin'. Good-by. I--I can't ask you to shake hands. My God! I'm not fit +for you to touch! I see that now. Good-by!" + +He went out of the room with drooping head, but he raised it as he +passed the earl, and the two men nodded--for the benefit of the footman +who opened the door. + +Nell hid her face in her hands and waited, and presently the earl +reëntered the library. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +Lord Wolfer stood, with his hand resting upon the table, in silence for +a moment or two, regarding Nell, no longer sternly, but with an +expression of pity which was novel in him. Nell sat with her head +resting in her hands, her eyes downcast. She was still pale, but her +lips were set firmly, as if she were prepared for rebuke and reproach. + +"Do not be afraid," he said, at last. "I have not returned to--to blame +you. You are too young to understand the peril--perhaps, too, the +sin--of the step which you meditated taking. I am a man of the world, +and I can appreciate the temptation to which you have been subjected. +Sir Archie--well, all the world knows that such men are difficult to +resist, and--and your inexperience betrayed you. I know the arts by +which he gained your affections and hoped to mislead you." + +It was almost more than she could bear; but Nell set her teeth hard and +held her breath; for she felt it well-nigh impossible to resist the +aching longing to utter the cry of the unjustly accused. "I am +innocent--innocent!" But she remembered the unhappy woman whom she had +saved, and suffered in silence. + +"That you bitterly regret your--your weakness I am convinced," said Lord +Wolfer; "and I am quite satisfied with your promise that you will not +see him--I wish I could add, not think of him--again. He is a dangerous +man, Miss Lorton"--he paused and paced to the window, and his lips +twitched--"such men are a peril to every woman upon whom they--they +chance to set their fickle fancy. At one time--yes, I owe it to you to +be candid--at one time I feared"--he stopped again, and drummed upon the +windowsill with his forefinger--"I feared he was paying Lady Wolfer too +much attention. Even now I am not sure that my fears were groundless. He +came to the house frequently, and was at my wife's side perpetually, +before you came." + +Nell held her breath. Had her sacrifice been in vain? Had he got an +inkling of the truth? But he went on sternly and in a low voice: + +"If there were any reason for my suspicions, it is evident that he +transferred his affections to you. It is a terrible thing to say, +but--but I feel as if--as if--your presence here had averted a dreadful +catastrophe from us. Yes; that letter might have been meant for my wife, +and I might have found her here instead of you. Do not think it +heartless of me if I say that, deeply as I sympathize with you and +grieve for your--your trouble, I am relieved--relieved of an awful +apprehension on--on Lady Wolfer's account. I have suffered a great deal +during the past few months." + +"Yes," said Nell, forgetting her own misery in sympathy for him. + +He looked at her quickly. + +"You have noticed it?" + +Nell inclined her head. + +"I have lived in the house--I have seen----" she faltered. + +He nodded once or twice. + +"Yes; I suppose that you could not help seeing that there has been a--a +gulf between us; that we are not as other, happier, husbands and wives." + +He sighed, and passed his hand across his brow wearily. + +"But we are not the only couple who, living in the same house, are +asunder. I am not the only man who has to endure, secretly and with a +smiling face, the fact that his wife does not care for him." + +Nell raised her head, and the color came to her pale face. + +"You are wrong--wrong!" she said, in a low voice, but eagerly. + +"Wrong? I beg your pardon?" he said gravely. + +"It is all a terrible mistake," said Nell. "She does care for you. Oh, +yes, yes! It is you who have been blind; it is your fault. It is hers, +too; but you are the man, and it is your place to speak--to tell her +that you love her----" + +He reddened as he turned to her with a curious eagerness and surprise. + +"I don't understand you," he said, with a shake in his voice. "Do you +mean me to infer that--that I have been under a delusion in thinking +that my wife----" + +Nell rose and stretched out her hands with a gesture of infinite +weariness. + +"Oh, how blind you are!" she said, almost impatiently. "You think that +she does not care for you, and she thinks that of you, and you are both +in love with each other." + +His face glowed, and a strange brightness--the glow of hope--shone in +his eyes. + +"Take care!" he said huskily. "You--you use words lightly, perhaps +unthinkingly----" + +Nell laughed, with a kind of weary irritation. + +"I am telling you the truth; I am trying to open your eyes," she said. +"She loves you." + +"Why--why do you think so? Have you ever heard her address a word to me +that had a note of tenderness in it?" + +"Have you ever addressed such a word to her?" retorted Nell. + +He started, and gazed at her confusedly. + +"You have always treated her as if she were a mere acquaintance, some +one who was of no consequence to you. Oh, yes, you have been polite, +kind, in a way, but not in a way a woman wants. I am only a girl, +but--but"--she thought again of Drake, of her own love story, and her +lips trembled--"but I have seen enough of the world to know that there +is nothing which will hurt and harden a woman more than the 'kindness' +with which you have treated her. I think--I don't know, but I think if I +cared for a man, I would rather that he should beat me than treat me as +if I were just a mere acquaintance whom he was bound to treat politely. +And did you think that it was she who was to show her heart? No; a woman +would rather die than do that. It is the man who must speak, who must +tell her, ask her for her love. And you haven't, have you, Lord Wolfer?" + +He put his hand to his brow and bit his lips. + +"God forgive me!" he murmured. Then he looked at her steadily. "Yes, you +have opened my eyes! Heaven grant that I may see this thing as you see +it! Heaven grant it! My dear"--his voice shook with his +gratitude--"where--where did you learn this wisdom, this knowledge of +the human heart?" + +Nell drew a long breath painfully, and her gray eyes grew dark. + +"It isn't wisdom," she said wearily. "Any schoolgirl knows as much, +would see what I have seen--though a man might not. You have been too +busy, too taken up with politics--politics!--and she--she has tried to +forget her troubles in lecturing, and meetings and committees. And all +the while her heart was aching with longing, with longing for just one +word from you." + +The earl turned his head aside. + +"Ah! if you doubt it still, go to her!" said Nell. "Go and ask her!" + +"I will," he said, raising his head, his eyes glowing. "I will go." + +He moved to the door, then stopped and came back to her; he had +forgotten her, forgotten the tragic scene in which he had just taken +part. + +"I beg your pardon! Forgive me! It was ungrateful of me to forget your +trouble, my dear!" + +Nell made a gesture of indifference. + +"It does not matter," she said dully. "I--I will go." + +"Go?" he said. + +"Yes. I will go--leave the house at once. I could not stay." + +She looked round as if the walls were closing in on her. + +Wolfer knit his brows perplexedly. + +"I--I do not like the idea of your going. Where will you go?" + +"Home," she said; and the word struck across her heart and almost sent +the tears to her eyes. + +He went to the window and came back again. + +"If--if you think it best," he said doubtfully. "I know that--that it +must be painful to you to remain here, that the associations of this +house----" + +"Yes--yes," said Nell, almost impatiently. + +"I need not say--indeed, I know that I need not--that no word of--of +what has occurred this morning will ever pass my lips," he said in a low +voice. + +Nell looked up swiftly. + +"Yes. Promise me, promise me on your honor that you will not tell Lady +Wolfer!" she said. + +"I promise," said the earl solemnly. + +Nell glanced at the clock and mechanically took up her gloves, which she +had torn from her hands. + +"I will go straight to the station." + +"You do not wish to see Ada?" he said, speaking of his wife by her +Christian name, for the first time in Nell's hearing. + +"No," she said, quietly but firmly. + +"Perhaps it is best," he murmured. "I will order a carriage for you--you +will have something to eat?" + +"No, no; I will not! The carriage, please! Tell--tell Lady Wolfer that I +had to go home suddenly. Tell her anything--but the truth." + +He inclined his head; then he went to the bureau and took out some +notes. + +"You will let me give you these?" he asked, very humbly and anxiously. + +Nell looked at the money with a dull indifference. + +"What is owing to me, please. No more," she said. + +"If I gave you that, it would leave me beggared," he said gravely. +"Please give me your purse." + +He folded some notes and put them in her purse, and held out his hand. + +"You will let me go to the station?" he asked. + +"No, no!" said Nell. "I would rather go alone." + +"You are not afraid?" he ventured, in a low voice. + +Nell was puzzled for a minute; then she understood that he meant afraid +of Sir Archie. It was the last straw, and she broke down under it; but, +instead of bursting into tears, she laughed--so wild, so eerie a laugh, +that Wolfer was alarmed. But the laugh ceased suddenly, and she lowered +her veil. He held out his hand again, and held hers in a warm and +grateful grasp. + +"God bless you, my dear!" he said. "If you are right, I--I shall owe my +life's happiness to you!" + +Nell went up to her room and told Burden to pack a small hand bag. "I am +going away for a few days," she said; and though she endeavored to speak +easily, the maid looked at her anxiously. + +"Not bad news, miss, I hope?" she said. + +"No; oh, no!" replied Nell. + +The earl was waiting for her in the hall, and put her into the brougham; +and he stood and looked after the carriage with conflicting emotions. + +Then he went upstairs, and, after pausing for a moment or two, knocked +at his wife's door. + +"It is I," he said. + +He heard her cross the room, and presently she opened the door. She was +in her dressing robe, and she looked at him as if she were trying to +keep her surprise from revealing itself in her face. + +"May I come in?" he said, his color coming and going. "I--I want to +speak to you." + +She opened the door wide, and he entered and closed it after him. + +She moved to the dressing table, and took up a toilet bottle in an +aimless fashion. + +"I have come to tell you that I have to go abroad," he said. He had +thought out what he would say, but his voice sounded strange and forced, +and, by reason of his agitation, graver even than usual. + +"Yes," she said, with polite interest. "When do you go?" + +"To-day--at once," he said. "Can you be ready in time for us to catch +the afternoon mail?" + +She turned her head and looked at him. The sun had come out, and shone +through the muslin curtains upon her pretty face and soft brown hair. + +"I!" she said, surprised and startled. "I! Do you want me to go?" + +"Yes," he said. + +He stood, his eyes fixed on hers, his brows knit in suspense and +anxiety. + +"Why?" she asked. + +He came a little nearer, but did not stretch out his hands, though he +longed to do so. + +"Because--I want you," he replied. + +She looked at him, and something in his eyes, something new, strange, +and perplexing, made her heart beat fast, and caused the blood to rush +to her face. + +"You--want--me?" she said, in a low voice, which quavered. Its tremor drew +him to her, and he held out his arms. + +"Yes; I have wanted you--I have always wanted you. Ada, forgive me! Come +to me!" + +She half yielded, then she shrank back, her face white, her eyes full of +remorse and something like fear. + +"You--you don't know!" she panted. + +"Yes, I know all--enough!" he said. "It was my fault as much--more than +yours. Forgive me, Ada! Let us forget the past; let us begin our lives +from to-day--this hour! No, don't speak! It is not necessary to say a +word. Don't let us look back, but forward--forward! Ada, I love you! I +have loved you all along, but I was a fool and blind; but my eyes are +opened, and----Do you care for me? Or is it too late?" + +She closed her eyes, and seemed as if about to fall, but he caught her +in his arms, and, with a sob, she hid her face on his breast, weeping +passionately. + + * * * * * + +Nell sank into a corner of the luxurious carriage, and stared vacantly +before her. The reaction had set in, and she felt bewildered and +confused. She was leaving Wolfer House "under a cloud." For all her life +one person, at least--Lord Wolfer--would deem her guilty of misconduct. +She shuddered and closed her eyes. How should she account to mamma for +her sudden return? Then she tried to console herself, to ease her aching +heart with the thought of the meeting, the reconciliation of the husband +and wife. She had not sacrificed herself in vain, not in vain! + +What did it matter that the earl deemed her guilty? As she had said, she +was nobody, a girl for whom no one cared. She was going back to Shorne +Mills. Well, thank God for that! In six hours she would be home. Home! +Her heart ached at the word, ached with the longing for rest and peace. + +She found that a train did not start until three, and she walked up and +down the station for some time, trying to forget her unhappiness in the +bustle and confusion which, even at the end of this nineteenth century, +make traveling a burden and a trial. + +Presently she began to feel faint rather than hungry, and she went into +the refreshment room and asked for a glass of milk. While she was +drinking it a gentleman came in. She saw that it was Lord Wolfer, and +set down the glass and waited. The man seemed totally changed. The +sternness had disappeared from his face, and his eyes were bright with +his newly found happiness. + +"Why have you come?" she asked dully. + +"I had to," he said. "I--I wanted to tell you--you were right--yes, you +were right! I was blind. We were both blind! We are going abroad +to-day--together. She has asked for you--almost directly--almost as if +she--she suspected that you had brought us together! I told her that you +had been sent for by Sophia. I wish you were not going; I wish you were +coming with us!" + +Nell shook her head wearily; and he nodded. He seemed years younger; and +his old stiffness had disappeared from his manner, the grave solemnity +from his voice. + +"That is my train," said Nell. + +He looked at her wistfully, as if he longed to take her back with him, +but Nell walked resolutely down the platform, and he put her into a +first-class compartment. Then he got some papers and magazines, and laid +them on the seat beside her. It was evident that he did not know how +sufficiently to express his gratitude. + +"Your going is the only alloy to my--our happiness!" he said. + +Nell smiled drearily. + +"You will soon forget me," she could not help saying. + +"Never! Don't think that!" he said. "Have you wired to say that you are +coming?" + +Nell shook her head. + +"I will do so," he said. + +The guard made his last inspection of the carriages, and Wolfer held her +hand. + +"Good-by," he said. "And--and thank you!" + +The words were conventional enough, but Nell understood, and was +comforted. + +As the train left the station, the boys from the book stall came along +with the early edition of the evening papers. + +"Paper, miss?" asked one, standing on the step. "Evening paper? Sudden +death of the Hearl of Hangleford!" + +But Nell had no desire for an evening paper, and, shaking her head, sank +back with a sigh. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +Beaumont Buildings is scarcely the place one would choose in which to +spend a summer's day; for, though they reach unto the heavens, they are, +like most of their kind, somewhat stuffy, the dust of the great city in +all their nooks and corners, and the noise of the crowded life +penetrates even to the topmost flat. + +The agent, a man of fine imagination and unlimited descriptive powers, +states that Beaumont Buildings is "situated in a fashionable locality"; +but though Fashion may dwell close at hand, and its carriages sometimes +roll luxuriously through the street in which the Buildings tower, the +street is a grimy and rather squalid one, in which most of the houses are +shops--shops of the cheap and useful kind which cater for the poor. + +There is always a noise and a blare in Beaumont Street. The butcher not +only displays his joints and "block ornaments" outside his shop, but +proclaims their excellence in stentorian tones; and the grocer and +fruiterer and fishmonger compete with the costermongers, who stand +yelling beside their barrows from early morn to late and gaslit night. + +The smells of Beaumont Street are innumerable, and like unto the sea +shells for variety; and the scent of oranges, the pungent odor of fried +fish, from the shop down the side street, and that vague smell familiar +to all who dwell in the heart of London, rise and enter the open +windows. + +On the pavement and in the roadway, among the cabs and tradesmen's +carts, the children play and yell and screech; and at night the song of +the intoxicated as he rolls homeward, or is conveyed to the nearest cell +by the guardian of the peace he is breaking, flits across the dreams of +those in the Buildings who are so unfortunate as to sleep lightly; and +they are many. + +And yet in a small room of a small flat on the fourth floor of this +Babel of noise and unrest sat Nell. + +Eighteen months had passed since she made her sacrifice and left Wolfer +House. The black dress in which she looked so slight, and against which +the ivory pallor of her face was accentuated, was worn as mourning for +Mrs. Lorton; for that estimable lady had genteelly faded away, and Nell +and Dick were alone in this transitory world. + +The sun was pouring through the open window, and Nell had dragged her +chair into the angle of the wall just out of the reach of the hot beams, +but still near the window, in the hope of catching something of the +smoke-laden air which away out in the country must be blowing so fresh +and sweetly. + +As she bent over the coat which she was mending for Dick, she was +thinking of one place over which that same air was at that moment +wafting the scent of the sea and the flowers--Shorne Mills; and, as she +raised her eyes and glanced at the triangular patch of sky which was +framed by the roofs of the opposite houses, she could see the picture +she loved quite distinctly, and almost hear--notwithstanding the +intermezzo banged out by the piano organ in the street below--the songs +and whistling of the fishermen, and the flap of the sails against the +masts. Let the noise in and outside the Buildings be as great as it +might, she could always lose herself in memories of Shorne Mills; and if +sorrow's crown of sorrow be the remembering of happier days, such +remembrance is not without its consolation. + +When Dick and she had come to the Buildings, two months ago, Nell felt +as if she should never get used to the crowded place and its +multitudinous discomforts; but time had rendered life, even amid such +surroundings, tolerable; and there were moments in which some phase of +the human comedy always being played around her brought the smile to her +pale face. + +Presently she glanced at the tiny clock on the mantelshelf, and, laying +the coat aside, put the kettle on the fire, and got ready for tea; for +Dick would soon be home from the great engineering works on the other +side of the water, and he liked his tea "to meet him on the stairs." + +As she was cutting the bread for the toast there came a knock at the +door, and in answer to her "Come in!" the door was opened halfway, and a +head appeared around it. + +"I beg your pardon, Miss Lorton. Lorton not in? I thought I heard his +step," said a man's voice, but one almost as soft as a woman's. + +Nell scarcely looked up from her task; the tenants of Beaumont Buildings +are sociable, and their visits to one another were not limited to the +fashionable hours. For instance, the borrowing and returning of a +saucepan or a sewing machine, or some lump sugar, went on all day, and +sometimes late into the night; and the borrower or lender often granted +or accepted a loan without stopping the occupation which he or she +happened to be engaged in at the entrance of the other party. + +"Not yet. It is scarcely his time, Mr. Falconer. Is it anything I can +do?" + +The young man came in slowly and with a certain timidity, and stood by +the mantelshelf, looking down at her as she knelt and toasted the bread. +He was very thin--painfully so--and very pale. There were shadows round +his large, dark eyes--the eyes of a man who dreams--and his black hair, +worn rather long, swept away from a forehead as white as a woman's, but +with two deep lines between the eyes which told the story of pain +suffered patiently and in silence. + +His hands were long and thin--the hands of a musician--and the one on +which his chin rested as he leaned against the mantelshelf trembled +slightly. He had been practicing for three hours. He wore an old, a very +old black velvet jacket, and trousers bulgy at the knees and frayed at +the edges; but both were well brushed, and his shirt and collar were +scrupulously clean, though, like the trousers, they; showed signs of +wear. + +He occupied a room just above the Lortons' flat, and the sound of his +piano and violin had entered so fully into Nell's daily life that she +was sometimes conscious of a feeling of uneasiness when it ceased, and +often caught herself waiting for it to begin again. + +"Is it anything I can do?" she asked again, as he remained silent and +lost in watching her. + +"Oh, no!" he said. "I wanted him to help me lift the piano to another +part of the room. The sun comes right on to it now, and it's hot. I +tried by myself, but----" He stopped, as if he were ashamed of his +weakness. "You've no idea how heavy a piano can make itself, especially +on a hot day." + +"He will be in directly, and delighted to help you. Meanwhile, help me +make the toast, and stop to tea with us." + +"I'll help you with the toast," he said. "But I've had my tea, thanks." + +It was a falsehood, for he had run out of tea two days before; but he +was proud as well as poor, which is a mistake. + +"Oh, well, you can pretend to drink another cup," said Nell lightly; for +she knew that the truth was not in his statement. + +He stuck a slice of bread on a toasting fork, but did not kneel down +before the fire for a moment or two. + +"Your room faces the same way as mine," he said. "But it always seems +cooler." His dark eyes wandered round meditatively. Small as the room +was, it had that air of neatness which indicates the presence of a lady. +The tea cloth was white, the few ornaments and pictures--brought from +The Cottage--the small bookcase and wicker-work basket gave a touch of +refinement, which was wholly wanting in his own sparsely furnished and +always untidy den. "Coming in here is like--like coming into another +world. I feel sometimes as if I should like to suggest that you should +charge sixpence for admission. It would be worth that sum to most of the +people in the Buildings, as a lesson in the use and beauty of soap and +water and a duster." + +Nell smiled. + +"I think it is wonderful that they keep their rooms as clean as they do, +seeing that every time one opens the windows the blacks pour in----" + +"Like Zulus into a zareba--if that's what they call it. Yes; no denizen +of the Buildings would feel strange in Africa, for, whatever the +weather may be, the blacks are always with us. Should you say that this +is done on this side?" + +He held up the slice on the toasting fork for her inspection. + +"Beautifully! Turn it, please." + +"I hope to Heaven I shan't drop it! There you are! I knew I should." + +"Well, you can keep that one for yourself," said Nell, laughing. + +He listened to the laugh, with his head a little on one side. + +"I like to hear that," he said, almost to himself, "though, sometimes, I +wonder how you can do it--you, who must always be longing for the fresh +air--for the country." + +Nell winced. + +"What is the use of longing for that which one cannot have?" she said +lightly, but checking a sigh. + +He looked at her quickly, strangely, and a faint dash of color rose to +his pale face. + +"That's true philosophy, at any rate," he said, in a low voice; "but, +all the same, one can't help longing sometimes." + +As he spoke, he stole a glance at the beautiful face; and, in looking, +forgot the toast, which promptly showed its resentment of his neglect by +"catching," and filling the apartment with the smell of scorched bread. + +"I think that's burning," said Nell. + +"And I'm sure of it," he said penitently. "If ever you are in doubt as +to the statement that man is a useless animal, set me to some simple +task, Miss Lorton, and I'll prove it beyond question. Never mind, it's +my slice, and charcoal is extremely wholesome." + +"There's another; and do be careful! And how are you getting on?" + +He jerked his head toward the sitting room above, where the piano was. + +"The cantata? Slowly, slowly," he said thoughtfully. "Sometimes it goes, +like a two-year-old; at others it drags and creeps along, and more often +it stops altogether. You haven't heard it lately; perhaps that's the +reason I'm sticking. I notice that I always get on better and faster +after you--and Lorton--have been up to mark progress. Perhaps you'll +come up this evening? It's cruel to ask you, I know, for you must hate +the sound of my piano and fiddle, just as much as I hate the sound of +Mrs. Jones spanking Tommy, or the whizzing of the sewing machine of that +poor girl in the next room. And you must hear them, too--you, who have +been so used to the quiet of the country, the music of the sea, and the +humming of bees! Yes, it is harder for you, Miss Lorton, than for any of +the rest of us; and I often stop in the middle of the cantata and think +how you must suffer." + +"Then don't think of it again," said Nell cheerfully, "for, indeed, +there is no cause to pity me. At first----" She stopped, and her brows +knit with the memory of the first few weeks of Beaumont Buildings. +"Well, at first it was rather--trying; but after a while one gets +used----" + +"Used to the infernal--I beg your pardon--the incessant bangings on a +piano, and the wailings of Tommy Jones. But you wouldn't complain even +if you still suffered as keenly as you did when you first came. I know. +Sometimes I feel that I would give ten years of my life if I could hear +you say 'Good-by, Mr. Falconer; we are going!' though God knows +I--we--should all miss you badly enough." + +There came a knock at the door--a soft, dull knock, followed by a rattle +of the handle--and a mite of a boy stood in the opening, inhaling the +scent of the tea and toast, and gazing wide-eyed at the two occupants of +the room. + +"Please, mother ses will 'oo lend her free lumps o' sugar, Miss 'Orton; +'cos she've run out." + +"Of course I will! And come in, Tommy!" said Nell. "There you are!" + +She wrapped half the contents of the sugar basin in a piece of paper and +gave it him; then, seeing his eyes fixed wistfully on the pile of +buttered toast, she took a couple of slices, arranged them in sandwich +fashion, butter side inward, and put them into his chubby and grimy +fist. "There you are. And, Tommy, you'll be a good boy, and won't eat +any of the sugar, will you?" + +"No; I'll be dood, Miss 'Orton. I'll promise I'll be dood." + +"Then there's one lump all to yourself!" she said, sticking it into the +other fist. "Open the door for him, Mr. Falconer; and don't watch him up +the stairs; he'll keep his promise," she added, in a low voice, as she +searched for a comparatively clean spot on Tommy's face on which to kiss +him. + +"Go on--you lucky young beggar!" said Falconer, under his breath, and +eying Tommy enviously. + +"If you've any pity to waste, spend it on the children," said Nell, with +a sigh. "Oh, what would I give to be a fairy, just for one day, and +whisk them off to the seaside, into the open fields, anywhere out of +Beaumont Buildings. Sometimes, when I see the women drive by in their +carriages, with a lap dog on their knees or stuck up beside them, it +makes me feel wicked! I want to stick my head out of the window and +call put: 'Come up here and fetch some of the children for a drive; I'll +take care of the dog while you're gone!' Dick's late!" she broke off; +"we'd better begin. Help me wheel the table down to the window." + +He attempted to do it by himself, but the color rose to his face and his +breath came fast, and Nell insisted on bearing a hand. + +"That's better!" she said cheerfully, and ignoring the signs of his +weakness. "You can reach the toast----" + +He stood by the window, looking down absently and regaining his breath +which the effort, slight as it was, had tried. + +"There's a brougham stopped at the door," he said. "Doctor, I suppose. +No, it's a lady--a fashionable lady. Perhaps she's come to take one of +the children for a drive?" + +Nell looked out and uttered an exclamation. + +"I--I know her," she said, with some agitation. "I'm afraid she's coming +here--to see me!" + +He moved to the door at once. + +"Oh, but stay! Why do you run away?" she exclaimed. + +He glanced at his seedy coat with a grave shyness. + +"I'll come back if you're mistaken," he said. "Your swell visitor would +be rather astonished at my appearance; and I'm afraid there isn't time +to get my frock coat out of pawn." + +"Don't go!" begged Nell; but he shook his head and left her; and as she +heard his step going slowly up the stone stairs, she glanced at the tea, +and thought pitifully of the meal he was losing; then she stood by the +table and waited, trying to steady the beating of her heart, to assure +herself that she had been mistaken; but presently some one knocked, and, +opening the door, she saw Lady Wolfer standing before her. + +Lady Wolfer drew the slight figure to her and kissed her again and +again. + +"You wicked girl!" she said, gazing at her with tender reproach. "Aren't +you going to let me come in? Why do you stand and look at me with those +grave eyes of yours, as if you were sorry to see me? Oh, my dear, my +dear!" + +"Yes, come in," said Nell, with something like the sigh of resignation. + +Lady Wolfer still held her by the arm, and turned her face to the light. +There had been a dash of color in it a moment ago, but it had faded, and +Lady Wolfer's eyes filled with tears as she noticed the thinness and +pallor of the face. + +"Nell, Nell! it is wicked of you! I only knew it last night, when we +came back. I thought you were at Shorne Mills still! You wrote from +there--you said nothing about coming to London." + +"That was more than two months ago," said Nell, with a grave smile. +"And--and I said nothing because I knew that you--that Lord +Wolfer--would want to--to help us. And there was no need--is none." + +"No need!" Lady Wolfer looked round the room, listened for a moment to +the strains of the piano mingling with the squeals of the children in +the house, the yells of those playing in the street, and scented the +various odors floating in at the window. "No need! Oh, Nell! isn't it +wicked to be so stubborn and so proud? And we knew nothing! We thought +that you had enough----" + +"So we have," said Nell. "They have been very good to Dick at the works, +and he is earning wages, and there--there was some money left--a +little--but enough." + +"Only enough to permit you to live here! In this prison! Nell, you must +let me take you away----" + +Nell shook her head, smiling still, but with that "stubborn" expression +in her eyes which the other woman remembered. + +"And leave Dick!" she said. "No, no! Don't say another word! Call us +proud and stiff-necked, if you like--we're not, really--but neither Dick +nor I could take anything from any one while we have enough of our own. +If we could--if ever we 'run short,' and are in danger of starvation, +then----But that won't happen. You don't know how clever Dick is, and +how much they think of him at the works! He'll be in directly, with his +hands and face all smutty, and famishing for his tea----" She laughed as +she fetched another cup. "And you've come just in time. Sit down and +leave off staring at me so reproachfully, and tell me all the news." + +"No," said Lady Wolfer. "You tell me; yes, tell me all about it, Nell." + +Nell smiled as she poured out the tea--the smile which bravely checks +the sigh. + +"There is not much to tell," she said. "When I got home--to Shorne +Mills"--should she never be able to speak the words without a pang?--"I +found mamma unwell, very unwell. She was quite changed----" + +"That is why she sent for you, of course," said Lady Wolfer. "Nell, why +did you go without seeing me, without saying good-by?" + +"I had to leave at once," said Nell timidly, and fighting with her +rising color. + +"That day! I shall never forget it," said Lady Wolfer softly, and +looking straight before her. "Yes, I have something to tell you, dear. +But go on." + +"Mamma was ill; but I was not frightened--not at first. She was always +an invalid, you know, and I thought that she would get better. But she +did not; she got weaker every day, and----" The tears came to her eyes, +and she turned away to the fire for a moment. "Molly and I nursed her. +Molly was our servant, and like a friend indeed, and the parting with +her----She did not suffer much, and she was so patient, so changed. She +was like a child at last; she could not bear me to leave her. I used to +think that she--she was not very fond of me; but--but all that was +changed before she died, and she grew to like me as much as she liked +Dick. He had always been her favorite. To the last she did not think she +was going to die, and--and--the evening before she went we"--she +laughed, the laugh so near akin to tears--"we cut out a paper pattern +for a new dress for her--one of your patterns." + +"My poor Nell!" murmured Lady Wolfer. + +"Then she died; and the Bardsleys offered Dick a situation--it was very +kind and unusual, Dick says, and he cannot quite understand it even +now--and, of course, we had to come to London----" + +She stopped, and Lady Wolfer looked round and out of the window. + +"No; we had to live in London, to be near the works, you know. We are +very comfortable and happy." + +"My poor Nell!" + +"Oh, but don't pity us," said Nell, smiling. "You don't know how jolly +we are, and how full of amusement our life is. We even go to the theater +sometimes, and sometimes Dick brings a friend home to tea; and there are +friends here in the Buildings--one has just left me. And Dick is going +to be a great man, and rich and famous. Oh, there is not a doubt about +it. Though Beaumont Buildings are pretty large, we have several castles +in the air quite as big. And now tell me--about yourself," she broke off +suddenly, and with a touch of embarrassment. "You are looking very well; +yes, and younger; and your hair is long; and what a swell you are!" + +"Am I?" said Lady Wolfer, in a low voice, and smiling softly. "I am +glad. Nell, while you have been in such trouble--my poor, dear Nell!--I +have been so happy. How can I tell you? I feel so ashamed." Her face +grew crimson, and she looked down as if smitten with shame; then she +raised her eyes. "It began--my happiness, I mean--the day you left us. +Do you remember the night before, and--and the wild, wicked words I +spoke to you?" + +Nell nodded slightly, and bent over the tea things. + +"I was mad that night--reckless and desperate. I--I thought that my +husband didn't care for me." + +Nell shook her head. + +"Yes; you said I was wrong--that it was all a mistake. How did you know, +dear? But I did not believe you; and I--I thought--God forgive me!--that +I owed it to the man who did love me--that other. Nell, I cannot bear to +speak his name now--now that all is altered! I thought that I was bound +to go away with him! He had asked me--implored me more than once. I knew +that he would ask me again, and soon, and--and I should have yielded!" + +"No, no!" said Nell, going round to her, and putting her arms round her. + +"Yes, ah, yes, I should!" said Lady Wolfer. "I had made up my mind. I +was reckless and desperate. That very morning I had decided to go, +whenever he asked me; and that very morning, quite early, while I was +dressing, my husband came to me, and--Nell, you were right, though even +now I cannot guess how you knew." + +"Spectators see more of the game, dear," said Nell softly. + +"And in a moment everything was changed; and I knew the truth--that he +loved me--had loved me from the first. We had both been blind. But I was +the worst; for I, being a woman, ought to have seen that his coldness +was only the screen which his pride erected between his heart and the +woman whom he thought had only married him for position. We went away +together that day--our real honeymoon. Forgive me, Nell, if--if I almost +forgot you! Happiness makes us selfish, dear! But I did not forget you +for long. And he--Nell, why does he always speak of you as if he owed +you something----" + +She broke off, looking at Nell with a puzzled air. + +Nell smiled enigmatically, but said nothing. + +"Nell, dear, he bade me bring you back with me." + +Nell shook her head. + +"You will not? But you will come and stay with us; you will bring your +brother? Make your home with us while we are in town, at any rate, dear. +Ah, don't be stubborn, Nell! Somehow, I feel as if--as if I owed my new +happiness to you--that's strange, isn't it? But it is so. And you will +come?" + +But Nell was wise in her generation, and remained firm. + +"I must stay with Dick," she said. "We are all and all to each other. +But you shall come and see me sometimes, if you will promise to be good, +and not try and persuade me into leaving that sphere in which the Fates +have placed me." + +Lady Wolfer sighed. + +"You little mule! You always had your own way while you were at Wolfer +House, and I see you haven't changed. But I give you fair warning, Nell, +that one day I shall take you at your weakest, and bear you away from +this--this awful place! It is not fitting that you should be here! Dear, +don't forget that you are a relation of mine!" + +"A poor relation," said Nell, laughing softly. "And, like all poor +relations, to be kept at a proper distance. Go now, dear; that coachman +of yours is getting anxious about his horses." + +Lady Wolfer pleaded hard, but Nell remained firm. + +Her ladyship was welcome to visit at Beaumont Buildings as often as she +chose, but Beaumont Buildings would keep itself to itself; and, at last, +her brougham drove away. + +It had scarcely turned the corner before Falconer knocked at the +Lortons' door. + +"Gone!" he said. + +"Yes, quite gone," said Nell cheerfully, but thoughtfully. "Come and +have your tea; and I'll have another cup." + +He sat down at the table. Tea is a serious meal at Beaumont Buildings, +and is eaten at the table, not in chairs scattered over the room. But +Falconer set his cup down at the first sip and pushed his plate away. + +"I know the sequel of this comedy," he said. + +"What do you mean?" asked Nell, staring at him. + +"Enter swell friend. 'Found at last! Ah, leave this abode of poverty and +squalor. Come with me!' and the heroine goeth." + +Nell laughed. + +"How foolish you are, Mr. Falconer! The heroine--if you mean me--does +not 'goeth,' but remains where she is." + +"Do you mean it?" he asked, the color rising to his pale face. + +"Yes," she said, with a cheerful nod. + +"Then pass the toast," he said. "I breathe again, and tea is possible. +But she wanted you to go? Don't deny it!" + +Nell's pale face flushed. + +"Yes. She wanted me to go; but I would not. I am going to remain at +Beaumont Buildings," said Nell resolutely. + +As she spoke, the door opened, and Dick entered quickly. His face and +hands were smudgy, but his eyes were bright in their rings of smoke and +smut. + +"Hallo, Nell; hallo, Falconer!" he cried. "Eaten all the tea? Hope not, +for I'm famishing. Nell, I've got some news for you--wait till I've +cleaned myself." + +"No, you don't!" said Falconer, catching him by the arm. "What is it?" + +"Oh, not much. Only there's a chance of our leaving these beastly +Buildings. I've got to go down to a place in the country to manage some +water works, and install the electric light." + +Falconer's face fell for a moment, then he smiled cheerfully. + +"Congratulations, old fellow!" he said. "When do you go?" + +"Oh, in about a fortnight. That's what kept me late. Think of it! The +country, Nellakins! Jump for joy, but don't upset the tea things!" + +"Where is it, Dick?" she asked, as he went to the door. + +"At a place called Anglemere. One of the ancestral halls, don't you +know. 'Historic Castles of England' kind of place." + +"Anglemere?" said Nell, wrinkling her brows. "I seem to remember it." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +Dick, having "cleaned" and "stoked" himself with tea and toast, +vouchsafed for further information: + +"Anglemere's in Hampshire. It's a tremendous place, so a fellow at the +works says, who's seen it; one of the show places, you know; 'a +venerable pile,' with a collection of pictures, and a famous library, +and all that. Lord Angleford----" + +"I remember!" Nell broke in, "I met Lady Angleford at Wolfer House; a +little woman, and very pretty. She was exceedingly kind to me." + +"Sensible as well as pretty," murmured Falconer. He had drawn his chair +to the window, and was gazing down at the crowded street rather absently +and sadly. In a fortnight the girl who had brightened his life, who had +transformed Beaumont Buildings into an earthly paradise for him, would +be gone! + +"Oh!" said Dick. "That would have been the late earl's wife. The present +one isn't married. He's a young chap--lucky bargee! The late earl died +about eighteen months ago, suddenly. I heard old Bardsley talking about +it while I was in the office with him. He's been away traveling----" + +"Who--old Bardsley?" asked Nell. + +"No, brainless one," said Dick; "the young earl, Lord Angleford. Rather +a curious sort of customer, I should fancy, for nobody seems to know +where he has been, or where he is. Left England suddenly--kind of +disappearance. They couldn't find him in time for the funeral, and he's +away still; but he's sent orders that this place--the beggar's got +three or four others in England and elsewhere, I believe--should be put +in fighting trim--water supply, new stables, electric light--the whole +bag of tricks. And I--I who speak to you--am going to be a kind of clerk +of the works. No need to go on your knees to me, Falconer; just simply +bow respectfully. You will find no alteration in me. I shall be as +pleasant and affable as ever. No pride in me." + +"Thank you--thank you," said Falconer, with exaggerated meekness. +"But--pardon the curiosity of an humble friend--I don't quite see where +Miss Lorton comes in." + +"Oh, it's this way," said Dick, reaching for his pipe--for your +engineer, more even than other men, must have his smoke immediately +after he has stoked: "the place is empty--nobody but caretakers and a +few servants--and the agent has offered me the use of one of the lodges. +There is no accommodation at the inn, I understand." + +"I see," said Falconer. + +"Just so, perspicacious one. It happens to be a tiny-sized lodge, with +two or three bedrooms. My idea is that Nell and I could take possession +of the lodge, hire a slavey from the village, and have a good time of +it." + +"Pleasure and business combined," said Falconer. "And it will be nice, +when the Buildings are as hot as--as a baker's oven, to think of Miss +Lorton strolling through the woods--there must be woods, of course--or +sitting with a book beside the stream--for equally, of course, there is +a stream." + +"Get your fiddle and play us a 'Te Deum' for the occasion," said Dick +suddenly. + +When Falconer had left the room, Nell told Dick of Lady Wolfer's visit. + +"Oh!" he said, by no means delightedly. "And wants you to go and live +with her; or offered to make us an allowance, I suppose? At any rate, I +won't have anything of that kind, Nell," he added, with fraternal +despotism. + +"You need not be afraid. I shall not go--there are reasons----" She +turned away to hide the sudden blush. "And I am as proud as you, Dick. I +should like to ask Mr. Falconer to come down to us at this place. He has +not been looking well lately." + +Dick shook his head. + +"No, poor beggar! I'm afraid he's in a bad way. Do you hear him cough at +night? It's worse than he pretends." + +"Hush!" said Nell warningly, as the musician reëntered, his violin held +lovingly under his arm. + +Soon the small room was filled with the strains of jubilant music--a "Te +Deum" of thanksgiving and rejoicing. + +"That's for you," he said. + +Then suddenly the tune changed to a sad yet delicious melody whose +sweetness thrilled through Nell, and made her think of Shorne Mills--and +Drake; and as he played on she turned her face away from him and to the +open window through which the wailing of the music floated, causing more +than one of the passers-by in the street beneath to pause and look up with +wistful eyes. + +"And that is for me," said Falconer; "for me--and the rest of us--whom +you will leave behind. Good night." And with an abrupt nod he left the +room. + +As a rule he played, in his own room, late into the night; but to-night +the piano and violin were silent, and he sat by the window looking at +the stars, in each of which he saw the beautiful face of the girl in the +room below. + +"She doesn't even guess it," he murmured. "She will never know that I--I +love her. And that's all right; for though she wouldn't laugh at the +love of a pauper with one leg in the grave, she'd pity me, and I +couldn't stand that. She'd pity me and make herself unhappy over my--my +folly; and she's unhappy enough as it is. I wonder what it is? As I +watch her eyes, with that sad, wistful look in them, I feel that I would +give the world to know, and another world on top of it to be able to +help her. Sometimes I fancy that the look is a reflection of that in my +own eyes, and that would mean that she loved some one as I love her. Is +that the meaning? Is there some one of whom she is always thinking as I +think of her? The look was in her eyes while I was playing to-night; I +saw it as I have seen it so often." + +He sighed, and hid his face in his long, thin hands. + +"They paint love as a chubby, laughing child," he mused bitterly. "They +should draw him as a cruel, heartless monster, with a scourge instead of +a toy dart in his hands. If I wrote a love song, it should be the wail +of a breaking heart. Only two months! It seems as if I had known her for +years. Was that look always in her eyes? Will it always remain there? +Oh, God! if I could change it, if I could be the means----Yes; I'd ask +for nothing more, nothing better, but just to see her happy. They might +carry my coffin down the stairs as soon as they pleased afterward." + +He stretched out his hand for his violin, but drew his hand back. + +"Not to-night. They are talking over the brother's slice of luck, and I +won't break in upon their joy. Good night, my love--who never will be +mine." + + * * * * * + +Every evening Dick came home with fresh items of information about the +work to be done at Anglemere, and Nell began to catch something of the +excitement of his anticipation. + +Sometimes Falconer came down to listen, and he tried to hide the pain +the prospect of their departure cost him, as now and again he joined in +the discussion of their plans; but more often he sat gazing out of the +window, and stealing glances at the beautiful face as it bent over some +needlework for Dick or herself--more often for Dick. + +But one night--it was the night before they were to start--he almost +betrayed himself. + +"To-morrow you will have escaped the piano and violin, Tommy's squeals +and the yowling of the cats, the manifold charms of Beaumont Buildings, +and the picturesque cabbages of the costers' barrows, Miss Lorton. I +wonder whether you will ever come back?" + +"Why, of course," said Nell, smiling. "Dick is not going to spend the +remainder of his life at Anglemere. Oh, yes; we shall be back almost +before you have missed us, Mr. Falconer." + +"Think so?" he said, smiling, too, but with a strange look in his eyes, +and a tremulous quiver of the thin and too-red lips. "Then you will have +to be back in a very few minutes after the cab has left the door. No; +somehow I fancy that Beaumont Buildings is seeing the last of you. Tommy +must share my dread, for he howled with more than his accustomed +vehemence when he said 'Good-by' just now." + +"That was because you said I ought not to kiss him, because he was so +dirty," said Nell. "Poor little Tommy! Yes, I think he'll miss me!" + +"It's not improbable," he said, in his ironical way. "I wish I were +seven years old, with a smudgy face and a perpetual sniff. Who knows! +You might have some pity to spare for me." + +Nell laughed with the unconscious heartlessness of the woman who does +not suspect that the man she is laughing at loves her better than life +itself. + +"Oh, I hope you will miss us, too," she said. "But you will be freer to +get on with your work. I'm afraid Dick--and I, too!--have often +interrupted you and interfered with your composing. You must set at the +cantata while we are away, and have it finished for us to hear when we +come back. And, Mr. Falconer, you will take care of yourself, won't you? +You are so careless, you know--about going out in the rain and at night +without an umbrella or overcoat. I heard you coughing last night." + +"Did you?" he said. "I hope I didn't keep you awake! I kept my head +under the bedclothes as much as I could! Yes, I'll take care, though I +don't think it matters very much." + +Nell looked up at him, startled and rather shocked. + +"Why do you say that?" she said reproachfully. "Do you think that +Dick--and I--wouldn't be sorry if you were ill?" + +"Yes," he said, smiling gravely, "you would be sorry. So you would be if +Tommy got the measles, or the black cat opposite were to slip off the +tiles and break its neck, or Giles came home sober enough one night to +kill his wife. There! I've hurt you! I didn't mean to! It's sheer +cussedness on my part, and I'm an ill-conditioned cur to say a word." +Then suddenly the smile vanished, and his misery showed itself in his +dark eyes. "Ah! can't you see what your going means to me--can't you +see?" He caught his emotion by the throat and checked it. "That--that I +shall miss you--and Dick; that I shan't have any one to come to with my +cantata and my cough. There's Dick calling, and good-by. I--I shall be +out at a music lesson when you start to-morrow." + +He held her hand for a moment or two, half raised it slowly, but, with a +wistful smile and a tightening of his lips, let it fall. + +He was not out when they drove away next morning, but his door was +closed, and he watched them from behind the ragged curtains drawn +closely over the grimy window. Then, when the cab had rattled away, he +went out on the landing and found Tommy seated on the stairs, bewailing +his desertion, with his two chubby, sooty fists kneading his swollen +eyes. + +"Come inside, Tommy," he said. "Let us mingle our tears together. You +ungrateful young sweep, how dare you cry! She kissed you!" + +Nell, of the tender heart, had grown somewhat fond of Beaumont +Buildings, and she sighed rather wistfully as she looked back at it, and +thought of the humble friends who would, she knew, miss her; but her +spirits rose as the train left the tops of the houses and carried Dick +and her into the fresh air of the great Hampshire downs. + +"It seems years, ages, since I saw the country!" she exclaimed. "Dick, +do you see those sheep? They are white! Think of it! Think of the grimy +ones in the parks! Couldn't we have a Society for Washing the Poor +London Sheep, Dick? And look at that farmhouse! Oh, Dick, it isn't +Devonshire and--and Shorne Mills, but it is the country at last!" + +"All right; keep your hair on, young woman," said Dick, looking out of +the window in a patronizing fashion. "This is all very well; but wait +until you get to Anglemere. Then you can shout and carry on if you +like. Old Bardsley--nice old chap when he steps off his perch--says it +is one of the most delightful 'seats' in England; as if it were a kind +of armchair! Lucky beggar, this young lord! Nell, I've a kind of feeling +that I ought to have been the heldest son of an hearl, but that I was +changed in the cradle, don't you know. I should advise you not to stick +your head too far out of the window, or one of these tunnels will knock +it off. A brainless sister I can bear with, but one without any head at +all would be rather too much." + +He was pretty jubilant himself, though, boylike, he tried to play the +cynic; and when the ramshackle fly drove through the picturesque +village, and they came in sight of a huge palace of a house which +gleamed redly through the trees of an English park, and the flyman, +pointing with his whip, informed them that it was Anglemere, Dick +emitted a whistle of surprise and admiration. + +"I say, that is something like! What signifies the Maltbys' and the +other places we know, after that?" + +But Nell's eyes, after a glance at the great house, were fixed upon the +lodge at which the fly had stopped. + +"Oh, Dick, how pretty!" she exclaimed, her beautiful face radiant with +delight as she gazed at the ivy-covered little house with its latticed +windows and Gothic porch. + +A young girl--the village slavey Dick had engaged--stood under the porch +to welcome them, and demurely conducted Nell over the lodge. + +They scrambled through a hasty meal, and Dick invited Nell--with a touch +of importance and dignity which made her smile, to "come up and see the +house." + +They walked up a magnificent avenue, and stood for a moment or two +looking upon one of the finest specimens of Gothic domestic architecture +in England. + +"Fine, isn't it?" said Dick, with bated breath. "Like a picture in a +Christmas number, eh, Nell? See the carving along the front, and the +terrace? And there's the peacock, there, perched behind that stone lion. +Fancy such a place as this belonging to you, your very own. Yes, Lord +Angleford's a lucky chap!" + +They went up the stone steps to the terrace steps, up which Queen Bess +had ascended with stately stride, and, crossing the terrace, into the +hall. + +The staircase, broad enough for a coach and four, had sheets of brown +holland hanging from it, and the pictures, statuary, cabinets, and +figures in armor were swathed in protecting covers; but enough was +visible of the magnificence, the antiquity of the grand old hall to +impress Nell. + +Some men were at work, whitewashing and decorating, and they stopped +their splashing to permit Nell and Dick to go upstairs; and one or two +of them touched their hats respectfully to the pretty young lady and her +brother. + +The corridors were wide and newly decorated, and lined with priceless +pictures which Nell longed to linger over; but Dick led her on from one +room to another; from suites in which the antique furniture had been +suffered to remain to others furnished with modern luxury. + +As they went downstairs again they were met by a dignified old lady who +introduced herself as the housekeeper; and who, upon being informed that +Dick was "the gentleman from Bardsley & Bardsley," graciously conducted +them over the state apartments. Most of us know Anglemere, either from +having visited it, or from the innumerable photographs of it, but Nell +had not seen any pictorial representation of it, and its glories broke +upon her with all the force of freshness. In silent wonder she followed +the stately dame as she led them from one magnificent room to another, +remarking with a pleasant kind of condescension: + +"This is the great drawing-room. Designed by Onigo Jones. Pictures by +Watteau. Queen Elizabeth sat in that chair near the antique mantelpiece +of lapis-lazuli; this chair is never moved. This, the adjoining room, is +the ballroom. Pictures by Bouchier; notice the painted ceiling, the +finest in Europe, and costing over twenty thousand pounds. The next room +is the royal antechamber, so called because James II. used it for +writing letters while visiting Anglemere. We now pass into the banquet +hall. Carved oak by Grinling Gibbings. You will remark the lifesized +figures along the dado. It was here that Charles I., the Martyr, dined +with his consort, Henrietta. That buffet, large as it is, will not hold +the service of gold plate. That painted window's said to be the oldest +of any, not ecclesiastic, in Europe. It is priceless. The pictures round +the room are by Van Dyck and Carlo Dolci. The one over the mantelpiece +is a portrait of the seventh Earl of Angleford." + +Nell looked up at it. She was half confused by the splendors of the +place and her efforts to follow the descriptions and explanations of the +stately housekeeper; but as she raised her eyes to the portrait she was +conscious of a sensation of surprise. For in some vague way the portrait +reminded her of Drake. The pictured Angleford wore a ruff, and was +habited in satin and armor, but the face---- + +"Come on! What are you staring at?" said Dick, impatiently; and she +followed the cicerone into another room, and listened to the monotonous +voice repeating the well-learned lesson. + +"We have here the library, the famous Angleford library. There are +twenty thousand volumes, many of them unique. They are often consulted +by savants--with the permission of the earl. Many of them are priceless. +That portrait is Lord Bacon," et cetera, et cetera. + +"Let us go," whispered Nell, in Dick's ear. "The greatness of the house +of Angleford is getting on my nerves! I--I can't help thinking of +Beaumont Buildings! It is too great a contrast!" + +"Shut up!" retorted Dick, who was intensely interested. + +Nell went through the remainder of the inspection with a vague feeling +of dissatisfaction. What right had any one man to such luxury, to such +splendor, while others were born to penury and suffering? + +While she was asking herself this question, the housekeeper had led them +to the picture gallery, the gallery which artists came from all corners +of the world to visit. + +"Portraits of the earls of Angleford," she said, waving a black-clad, +condescending arm. + +"Is the portrait of the present Earl of Angleford here?" asked Dick, +with not unnatural interest. + +"No, sir. The present earl is not here. You see, it was not thought that +he would be the earl. That is the late earl. Would you like to see the +stables? If so, I will call the head coachman----" + +But they had seen enough for one day, and, almost in silence, walked +back to the lodge. + +"I wonder whether Lord Angleford knows, realizes, how big a man he is?" +said Dick, as he smoked his last pipe that night in the sitting room of +the lodge. "We've seen the house, but we haven't seen the park or the +estates or the farms, which extend for miles around. Fancy owning all +this, and a title, a name, which every boy and girl learns about when +they read their English history!" + +"I decline to fancy to realize anything more," said Nell, with a laugh. +"That old woman's voice rings in my ears, and I feel as if I were +intoxicated with, overwhelmed by, the grandeur of the Anglefords. I am +going to bed now, Dick. To bed in a house in the country, with the scent +of the flowers stealing in at the windows! Oh, think of it! and think +of--Beaumont Buildings! Dick, would it be possible to obtain the post of +lodgekeeper to Anglemere House? I envy the meanest laborer on the +estate. Next to being the earl himself, I think I would like to be +keeper of one of the lodges, or--or chief of the laundry!" + +She went up to her room--a room in which the ceiling was "covered" to +the shape of the thatched roof. + +She was brushing the long tresses of soft, fluffy black hair which +Drake had loved to kiss, when she heard the sound of a horse trotting up +the avenue. + +She went to the window, and, screened by the curtain, looked out. A full +moon was shining and flooding the avenue With light. + +She waited, looking out absently. The sound came nearer, and suddenly +the horseman came in sight. Holding the muslin curtain for a screen, she +still waited and watched for him. Then, with a faint cry--a cry almost +of terror--she shrank back. + +For the man who was riding up the avenue to Anglemere was strangely like +Drake! + +He had passed in an instant; his head was bowed, his face only for a +moment in the moonlight, and yet--and yet! Was she dreaming--was fancy +only trifling with her--or was it indeed and in truth Drake himself? + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +Nell lay awake for hours, dwelling on the appearance of the horseman who +had ridden by in the moonlight. + +It seemed to her that it was impossible that she, of all persons in the +world, could be mistaken; and yet how could Drake be here, and why +should he be riding up the avenue of Anglemere at this time of night? + +The sight of him, if it was he, aroused all the love in her heart, which +needed little, indeed, to arouse it. She had tried to forget him during +the vicissitudes of the last two years, but she knew that he was still +enshrined in her heart, that while life lasted she must love him and +long for him. She endeavored, by thinking of him as betrothed--perhaps +married--to Lady Luce, as belonging to her, to oust her love for him as +a sin, as shameful as it was futile; but there was scarcely an hour of +the day in which her thoughts did not turn to him, and at night she +awoke from some dream, in which he was the central figure, with an +aching heart. + +Life is but a hollow mockery to the woman, or the man, whose unrequited +love fills the hours with an unsatisfied longing. + +When she awoke in the morning, the likeness to Drake of the man she had +seen had grown vaguer to her mind, and she persuaded herself that it was +a likeness only; but her restless night had made her pale and +preoccupied; but Dick, when he came in to breakfast, was too engrossed +and excited to notice it. + +"I've just been up to the house," he said, as he flung his cap on the sofa +and lifted the cover from the savory dish of ham and eggs. "By George! we +shall have to slip into it and look alive! The contractors have had a +letter from Lady Angleford. It seems the earl's in England, and wants the +place as soon as possible. The foreman has sent to London for more hands. +I've wired the Bardsleys, telling them we've got to hurry up. It's always +the way with these swells; when they want anything, they want it all in a +minute. Something like ham and eggs! Rather different to the measly rasher +and the antediluvian eggs from the grocer's opposite. But you don't seem +to be very keen?" he added, as Nell pushed her plate away and absently +took a slice of toast. "Miss the good old London air, Nell, or the +appetizing smells of Beaumont Buildings?" + +"I've got a little headache; only a tiny one," said Nell, +apologetically. "I shall go for a long walk after breakfast, and you +will see that I shall be all right by lunch." + +"Don't talk of lunch to me!" he said. "I shan't have time for it. I +shall take a hunk of bread and butter in my pocket, and nibble at it for +a few minutes during the workman's dinner hour; you bet the noble +British workman won't cut short his precious meal, bless him!" + +He was off again as soon as he had swallowed his breakfast, with his +pipe in his mouth, and a roll of plans and drawings in his hand; and +Nell, after gazing from the window at the avenue up which the horseman +had ridden, put on her things and went down to the village, marketing. + +It was a picturesque one, and showed every sign of the sleepy prosperity +which distinguishes a self-respecting English village lucky enough to +lie outside the gates of such a place as Anglemere. + +It was like old Shorne Mills times to Nell, and her spirits rose as she +walked along with her basket on her arm. + +The butcher touched his forehead and smiled with respectful admiration +as she entered the tiny and scrupulously clean shop. + +"You be the young lady from the lodge, miss?" he said, with a pleasant +kind of welcome. "I heard as you'd come with the electric gentleman. Ah! +there's going to be grand changes at the Hall, I'm told. Well, miss, +it's time. Not that I've got aught to say against the old earl, for he +was a good landlord and a kind-hearted gentleman. But, you see, he +wasn't here very much--just a month or two in the shooting season, and +perhaps at Christmas; but we're hoping, here at Anglemere, that the new +earl will come oftener. It will be a great thing for us, of course, +miss. But there! you can't expect him to stay for long, he's got so +many places; and I'm told that some of 'em are finer and grander even +than the Hall, though it's hard to believe. A piece of steak, miss? +Certainly; and it's the best I've got you shall have. And about Sunday, +miss? What 'u'd you say to a leg of mutton--a small leg, seem' that +there's only two of you?" + +"That will do," said Nell. + +"Yes, miss. Perhaps you'd like to see it? It's in the meadow there--the +sheep near the hedge." + +The butcher grew radiant at the sweet, low-toned laugh with which Nell +received this practical suggestion. + +"I am afraid I shouldn't be able to judge it through that thick fleece," +she said. "But I am more than willing to trust you, thank you." + +"Thank you, miss," he said, as he cut the steak with critical care. "I'm +told that Lord Angleford's in England, and is coming to the Hall sooner +than was expected. And that's good news for all of us. Fine gentleman, +the earl, miss! A regular credit to the country that bred him. I've +knowed him since he was a boy, for, of course, he used to stay here in +his holidays, and durin' the shootin' and Christmas. A great favorite of +his uncle's, the old earl, miss, and no wonder, for there wasn't a more +promising young gentleman among the aristocracy. Always so pleasant and +frank spoken, and not a bit of side about him. It 'u'd be, 'Hallo, +Wicks'--which was me, miss--'how are you? And how's the brindle pup?' +And he'd take his hat off to the missus just as if she was one of his +grand lady friends." + +Nell moved toward the open door, but Mr. Wicks followed her as if loath +to let her go. + +"Rare cut up we was, miss, when we heard that him and the old earl had +quarreled and the old gentleman had gone and got married, which was just +like the Anglefords--always so hotheaded and flyaway. Yes, it was a +cruel blow to Lord Selbie, or so it seemed; but it all turned out right, +seeing that there wasn't a heir born to cut him out. Not that any of us +had a word to say about the lady the old earl married. As nice and as +pretty--begging her pardon--a little lady, though a foreigner, as ever +you met. Yes, it's all right, and our young gentleman as we was all so +fond of is coming into his own, as the saying is. Yes, miss, it shall be +sent up at once, certainly. And good day to you, miss!" + +Wherever she went, Nell found the people rejoicing at the coming advent +of the new lord, who was anything but new to most of them, who, like +Wicks, knew and were attached to him. Before she had finished her +shopping, Nell found herself quite interested in the new master of +Anglemere, and wondered whether she should see him and what he would be +like. By the time she had got back to the lodge, her headache had gone, +and she was singing to herself as she arranged some flowers she had +picked on her way through the woods. + +In the afternoon, she went for a long walk; but, long as it was, it did +not by any means take her out of the domains of the Earl of Angleford, +which stretched away for miles round the great house. She saw farms +dotted here and there on the hillsides, and looking prosperous with +their cattle and sheep feeding in the fields, and the corn waving like a +green sea on the slopes of the hills. There were large plantations, in +which she disturbed the game; and parklike spaces, in which colts +frisked beside the brood mares, for which Anglemere was famous all the +world over. + +Everything spoke in an eloquent and emphatic way of wealth, and Nell +sighed and grew rather pensive, now and again, as she thought of the +denizens of Beaumont Buildings, and the grinding poverty in which their +lives were spent. But that was like Nell--tender-hearted Nell of Shorne +Mills. + +Dick came home to dinner, tired, and approved of the steak, which, he +declared, beat even the ham and eggs. + +"We're getting on first-rate," he said, in answer to Nell's inquiry; +"and I'm afraid we shan't make a very long stay here. I'd hoped that +this job would spin out for--oh, ever so long; but it will have to be +pushed through in a few weeks. They're waking up at the house like mad. +Money makes the mare go! And there's no end to the money this young lord +has got. But, from all I hear, he's a decent sort----" + +Nell laughed. + +"Please don't you begin to sing his praises, Dick," she said. "I've +heard a general chorus of laudations all the morning, and I think I am +just a wee bit tired of my Lord of Angleford! Though I'm very grateful +to him for this change! I wish we could turn lodgekeepers, Dick! Fancy +living here always!" + +They were seated in the porch--Dick smoking away furiously--and she +gazed wistfully at the greensward, and the trunks of the great elms +glowing like copper in the rays of the setting sun. + +"And, oh, Dick!" she cried, "if only Mr. Falconer could be here! How he +would enjoy it! He's always talking of the country, and how much good it +would do him!" + +"Poor beggar--yes!" said Dick, with a nod of sympathy. "I say, Nell, why +shouldn't we ask him to pay us a visit?" + +Nell grew radiant at the suggestion; then looked doubtful. + +"But may we?" she asked. "This isn't our lodge, Dick; though I have +begun to feel as if it were." + +"Nonsense!" said Dick emphatically. "The agent placed it absolutely at +our disposal. A nice state of things if we couldn't ask a friend! Have +Britons--especially engineers--become slaves? I pause for a reply. No? +Good! Then I'll write him a line that will fetch him down--with his +fiddle! What a pity we haven't got a piano!" + +Nell laughed. + +"Yes, we could put it in the sitting room, and look at it through the +window; for there certainly wouldn't be room inside for it and us +together!" + +Dick wrote the next day, and Falconer walked up and down his bare and +narrow room, with the letter in his hand, his thin face flushing and +then paling with longing and doubt. To be in the country, in the same +house with her! And yet--would it not be wiser to refuse? His love grew +large enough when it was only fed on memory; it would grow beyond +restraint in such close companionship. Better to refuse and remain where +he was than to go near her, and so increase the store of agony which the +final parting would bring him. And so, after the manner of weak man, he +sat down and wrote a line, accepting. + +Dick stole half an hour to go with Nell to meet him at the station, and +Dick's hearty greeting and Nell's smile brought the blood to his face +and made the thin hand he gave them tremble. + +"The fact is, we couldn't get on without the violin--brought it? That's +all right. Because if you hadn't, you'd be sent back for it, young man. +Pretty country, isn't it? All belongs to our young swell. I say 'our,' +because we feel as if we'd got a kind of share in him, as if he belonged +to us. You'll hear nothing but 'Lord Angleford,' 'the earl,' all day +long here; and you'll speedily come to our conviction, that the earth, +or this particular corner of it, with all that it contains, man, woman, +and child, birds, beasts, and fishes, was made for his lordship's +special behoof. Nice little place--kind of fishing box, isn't it?" he +said, nodding to the vast pile as it came in sight. "That's where I +spend my laborious days, putting on water for his lordship to drink and +wash with, and setting up electric light for his lordship to shave +himself by, though I suppose his lordship's valet does that. And what +price the lodge? For this is our residence pro tem." + +Falconer was almost speechless with delight and happiness; his dark eyes +glowed with a steady light, which grew brighter and deeper whenever they +rested on Nell's beautiful face. + +His obvious happiness reflected itself on her mood, and it was a merry +trio which sat down to the simple dinner, that, simple as it was, seemed +luxurious to the fare which he had left behind at Beaumont Buildings. + +After dinner he got out his violin and played for them. + +Dick sprawled on the sofa, and Nell leaned back in her cozy chair with +some useful and necessary darning, and--with unconscious +cruelty--thought of Drake and Shorne Mills, as the exquisite strains +filled the tiny room. + +Some of the workmen, as they tramped by from their overtime, paused to +listen, and nodded to each other approvingly, and carried the news to +the village that "a swell musician fellow" was on a visit at the lodge; +and the next day, when Nell walked through the village, with Falconer by +her side, carrying her basket, the good folk eyed his pale face and long +hair with awed curiosity and interest, and then, when the couple had +passed, exchanged winks and significant smiles, none of which Nell saw, +or, if she had seen, would, in her unconsciousness, have understood. For +it never occurs to the woman whose whole being is absorbed in love for +one man, that any other man may be in love with her. So Nell was +placidly happy in the musician's happiness, and never guessed that the +music he played for her delight was but the expression of the longing of +his heart, and that when she was not looking, his dark eyes dwelt upon +her with a sad and wistful tenderness, which was all the more tender +because of its hopelessness. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +Now, while all Anglemere talked of its lord and master, it had no +suspicion that he was near at hand. + +Two days before Nell and Dick had arrived at the lodge, the _Seagull_ +sailed, with all the grace and ease of its namesake, into Southampton +water, with my Lord of Angleford on board. + +Drake leaned against the rail and looked with grave face and preoccupied +air at his native land. Two years had passed since he had last seen it, +and they had scored their log upon his face. It was handsome still, but +the temples were flecked with gray, and there were certain lines on the +forehead and about the mouth which are graven by other hands than +Time's. + +It was the face of one who lived in the past, and could find no pleasure +in the present; and the expression in his eyes was that of the man to +whom the gods have given everything but the one thing his heart desired. + +As he leaned against the side, with his hands in his pockets, his yacht +cap tilted over his eyes, he pondered on the vanity of human wishes. + +Here he was, the Earl of Anglemere, owner of an historic title, the +master of all the Angleford estates and wealth. Almost every man who +heard his name envied him--some doubtless hated him--because of his +wealth and rank. And yet he would have given it all if by so doing he +could have been the "Drake Vernon" who had been loved by a certain Nell +Lorton; and as he looked at the blue water, rippling in the sunlight +round the stately yacht, his thoughts went back sadly to the _Annie +Laurie_ and its girl owner, and he sighed heavily. + +He had intended to be absent from England for some years--perhaps +forever, and even when the cable informing him of his uncle's death and +his own succession to the title had reached him, he had clung to his +resolution of remaining abroad, for when the news got to him his uncle +had been long buried, and there seemed to him no need of his return. It +was easier to forget, or to persuade himself that he forgot, Nell, while +he was sailing from port to port, or shooting big game in the wild and +desolate places of the earth, than it would be in England. If Nell had +still been pledged to him, how differently he would have received this +gift which the gods had bestowed on him! To have been able to go to her +and say: "Nell, you will be the Countess of Angleford; take my hand, and +let me show you the inheritance you will share with me!" That would have +been a happiness which would have doubled and trebled the value of his +title and estates. But now! Nell was no longer his; he had lost her, +and, having lost her, all the good things which had fallen to him were +of as little value as a Rubens to the blind, or a nocturne of Chopin to +the deaf. + +When the lawyers worried him he sent curt and evasive replies, telling +them in so many words to do the best they could without him, and when +Lady Angleford wrote, begging him to return and take up his duties, he +answered with condolences on her loss, and vague assurances that he +would be back--some time. Then she wrote again; the kind of letter a +clever woman can write; the letter which, for all its gentleness, stings +and irritates: + +"Much as you may dislike it, much as it may interfere with your love of +wandering, the fact remains that you are the Earl of Angleford, my dear +Drake. And the Earl of Angleford has higher duties than ordinary men. +The lawyers want you, the estate want you, the people--do you think they +do not want you? And, most of all, I think, I want you. Do you remember +our first meeting? It was thought that I had come between you and yours; +but the fact that I have not done so, the consolation I find in the +thought, is made of no avail by your absence. You are too good a fellow +to inflict pain upon a lonely and sorrow-stricken woman, Drake. Come +back and take your place among your peers and your people. Sometimes I +think there must be some reason, some mysterious cause, for your +prolonged absence, your reluctance to take up the duties and +responsibilities of the position which has fallen to you; but if there +should be, I beg of you to forget it, to set it aside. You are, you +cannot help being, the Earl of Angleford. Come and play your part like a +man." + + * * * * * + +It was the kind of letter which few men, certainly not Drake, could +resist. Wondering bitterly whether she guessed at the reason, the cause +of his reluctance to return to England, to take up the purple and ermine +which had fallen from her husband's shoulders, he wrote a short note +saying that he would "come back." In a second letter he asked her to get +Angleford ready for him, not dreaming that she would take his request as +a carte blanche, and turn the old place inside out and make it fit, as +she considered fitness, for its new lord and master. + +As the _Seagull_ glided to her moorings, his expression grew harder and +sterner. He was a man of the world, and he knew what would be expected +of him. An earl, the owner of an historic title and vast estates, has a +paramount duty--that of providing an heir to his title and lands. + +Now that he had come back, he would be expected, would be hustled and +goaded into marrying. Marrying! He swore under his breath, and began to +pace up and down restlessly, so that Mr. Murphy, the yacht's master, +thinking that his lordship was in a hurry to land, bustled the crew a +bit. But when the dingy was lowered and the man-o'-warlike sailors were +in their places, their lord and master lingered, for he was loath to +leave the _Seagull_. How many nights had he paced her deck, thinking of +Nell, calling up the vision of the clear, oval face, the soft, dark +hair, the eyes that had grown violet-hued as they turned lovingly to +him. That vision had sailed with him through many a stormy and sunlit +sea, and he was loath to part with it. On shore, there he would have to +plunge into his "duties," would have to sign leases, and read deeds, and +listen to stewards and agents. There would be little time to think, to +dream of Nell. + +The dinghy took him ashore, and he put up at the large and crowded +hotel, and spent the evening wishing that he was on the _Seagull_. The +next day it occurred to him that he was within a ride of Anglemere, and +he procured a horse and rode out to it. He had very little desire to see +the chief of his "places," and when he had ridden up to the terrace he +turned his horse down a side road and regained his hotel, little +thinking that he had passed the window of Nell's room, that her eyes had +rested upon him. + +The sight of the old place had awakened memories which saddened him. He +had played on that terrace, on the lawn beneath, when a boy. Even as a +boy he had learned to regard Anglemere as his future home; and he had +been, in a childish way, proud of the fact. It was his now--and what +little pride and pleasure could be found in its possession! If +Nell----With something like an oath he dragged himself up the grandiose +stairs of the hotel, and went to bed. + +In the morning the mate of the yacht brought him a letter from Lady +Angleford. It said that she had heard that he had arrived at +Southampton, and that she hoped he would go on to Anglemere and see and +approve of the alterations and improvements she was attempting, and that +he would "go into residence" in three weeks' time, as she had asked a +housewarming party to welcome him. + +Drake stared at the letter moodily, and wished himself among the big +game in Africa, or salmon fishing in Norway; but he felt that Lady +Angleford was trying to do her duty by him, and knew that he ought to +follow suit. + +He gravitated between the hotel and his yacht for a few days, his face +growing sterner and more moody each day, then he rode out to Anglemere +again. + +It was a lovely afternoon, and, if he had not been haunted by the vision +of Nell, Drake would have reveled in the blue sky, the soft breeze, the +singing of the birds, and the scent of the flowers; but all these +recalled Nell and Shorne Mills, and only made the aching of his heart +more acute. + +He wondered, as he rode along the well-kept roads, whether she was still +at Shorne Mills; whether she had forgotten him, whether she was married. +At the last thought, the blood rushed to his head, and he jerked the +reins so that the good horse broke into a gallop which carried Drake to +the southern lodge, where--if he could but have known it!--dwelt Nell +herself! + +The gates were open, and he rode through; but as he passed the lodge, +the sound of a violin played by a master hand smote upon his ear. He +pulled the horse into a walk, and approached the house in a dream. + +Workmen were all over the place, and he stared about him like a +stranger; and they eyed him with half-indifferent, half-curious +scrutiny. He got off his horse and walked up the stone steps of the +terrace into the hall. Here the foreman of the firm of decorators +approached him. + +"Do you want to see any one, sir?" he asked. + +"No," said Drake diplomatically. He was reluctant to announce himself. +"You are making some alterations?" he said. + +"Rather, sir," assented the foreman, with a self-satisfied smile. "We're +just turning the old place inside out. For the new lord, you know." + +"I see," said Drake. + +He knew that he ought to have said: "I am the new lord--I am Lord +Angleford." But he shrank from it. The whole thing, the transformation +of the old place, though he knew it was necessary, was distasteful to +him. + +"What is that?" and he nodded toward a cluster of small globes in the +center of the hall. + +"Oh, that! That's the electric light," said the man. "There's going to +be electric lights all over the house. Wait a minute, and I'll turn some +of it on; though perhaps I'd better not, for the gentleman who manages +it is away to-day. He's gone to Southampton to see after some things +which ought to have come this morning." + +"Don't trouble," said Drake absently. + +"Well, perhaps I'd better not," said the man. "He mightn't like it. He's +the gent that lives in the lodge." + +"In the lodge!" said Drake. "The south lodge?" + +The man nodded. + +"He plays the violin?" said Drake. + +The man grinned. + +"No, no! That's his friend. He's a musician--the gentleman his sister is +engaged to." + +Drake got on his horse and rode away, leaving the park by the east +lodge. + +The three weeks slipped away, and the day for the great gathering at +Anglemere was near at hand. By dint of working day and night, the +contractors had succeeded in getting the house finished in time; and +Lady Angleford, who had come down, with an army of servants, at the +week's end, expressed her approval and her astonishment that so much +should have been effected in so short a time. + +The lord and master was not to arrive until the evening of the +twenty-first, the date of the ball, and most of the house party had +reached Anglemere before him. He had pleaded urgent business as an +excuse for not putting in an appearance earlier; but, beyond seeing his +lawyers and listening to their complaints at his absence, he had done +very little business, and had been cruising in the Solent to while away +the interval. + +The villagers wanted to "receive" him at the station, and talked of a +"welcome" arch; but no one could find out at what hour to expect him; +and Lady Angleford, who, with native quickness, had learned a great +deal of his character in her short acquaintance with him, and was quite +aware that he disliked fuss of any kind, had discouraged the idea. + +The dogcart was sent to the station to meet the six-o'clock train, on +chance, and he arrived by it, and was driven home, cheered by a few +groups of the villagers who had hung about in the hope of seeing him. + +Lady Angleford met him in the hall, and they went at once to the +library. + +"I can't tell you how glad I am that you have come, Drake--I suppose I +may call you Drake?" she said, holding out her hand again to him. + +"You shall call me by any name that pleases you," he said, smiling at +her, and speaking very gently, for she was still in mourning, and looked +very fragile and petite. + +"Thanks. And yet I am not a little nervous. I don't know how you'll +quite take the alterations I have made, whether you will think I have +been too presumptuous. I shall watch your face with an anxious eye when +I take you over the place presently." + +"My only feeling is one of intense gratitude," he said; "and I can't +express my thanks and surprise that you should have taken so much +trouble. I had an idea that the place was all right, that what was good +enough for my uncle----" + +She winced slightly, but smiled bravely. + +"No, Drake; he was an old man, and came here but seldom; you are young, +and, I hope, will spend a great deal of time here. After all, it is your +real English home." + +He nodded, but not very assentingly. + +"I don't know," he said, rather moodily. "I am rather a restless mortal, +and find it difficult to settle in any one place." + +"Have you been well?" she asked, as she saw his face plainly, for he had +turned to the window. + +"Oh, yes; quite," he replied. + +She looked at him rather doubtfully. + +"You are thinner, and----" + +"Older," he said, with a smile. + +"I was not going to say that; but I was going to say that you looked as +if you had not been sparing yourself lately." + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"I had rather a rough time of it in Africa--and a touch of fever. It +always leaves its mark, you know." + +She nodded as if she accepted the explanation; but she was not +satisfied. A touch of fever does not leave behind the expression of +weariness which brooded in his eyes. + +"If you are not too tired, will you come round with me?" she said. +"There's an opportunity now, for all the people are out riding or +driving, and we shall be more free than we shall be when they come +bustling in." + +"Certainly," he said, opening the door for her. "I suppose you have +filled the house? Is it a large party?" + +"I am afraid it is," she said, apologetically; "but the house is not +quite full, for some of the people who are coming to the dance to-morrow +will have to stay the night. By the way, I asked you if there was any +one to whom you would like me to send a card, but you did not reply." + +"Didn't I? I humbly beg your pardon, countess! No, there was no one." + +He looked round the hall admiringly. + +"You have done wonders!" he said; "and in such a short time! I rode over +here from the hotel the other day, and imagined they would take at least +a month to finish. And is that the old drawing-room? Can it be possible! +It is charming! Ah, you have left the dining room untouched--that's +right." + +Lady Angleford laughed. + +"There is not an inch of it that has not been touched; but with reverent +hands, I hope. It is upstairs that we have done most. The bedrooms, you +will admit, wanted thorough renovating." + +"Yes, yes," he said, as he walked beside her. "It's all perfect. It must +have cost a great deal of money." + +She nodded. + +"Oh, yes; but it does not matter, you know." + +He glanced at her questioningly. + +"It really does not," she said. "Have you any idea how rich you are, +Drake?" + +He shook his head. + +"I'm ashamed to say that I don't quite know how I stand. The lawyers +jawed about it the other day, and I did fully manage to understand that +my uncle had left me everything. Was that fair, countess?" he added +gravely. + +"Yes," she replied simply. "He wanted to leave me all he could; but I +would not let him. You know that I have enough, and much more than +enough, of my own. So why should he leave me any more?" + +Drake took her hand, and kissed it gratefully. + +"You have been very good to me," he said, in a low voice. "Better than I +have any right to expect, or deserve." + +"No," she said. "And there is no need of gratitude. I wanted to +atone----No, that's not the right word. I wanted to make up to you for +the trouble I had, all unconsciously, caused between you and him. +And--there was another reason, Drake. Don't get conceited; but I took a +fancy to my nephew the first time I saw him." She laughed softly. "And +just at present I have no other object in life than the attempt to make +him happy." + +Drake suppressed a sigh. + +Happy? Oh, Nell, Nell! How vain and foolish all this splendor, now he +had lost her! + +"So you turned my rambling old place into a palace? Well, it was a +substantial attempt, and if I am not happy, I shall be the most mulish +and ungrateful of men. The place is perfect; it lacks nothing, I should +say," he added, as they descended to the hall again. + +"Only a mistress," thought Lady Angleford; but she was too wise to say +so. + +"You haven't told me who is here," he said, as he watched her pour out +the tea which had been laid in a windowed recess from which was an +exquisite view of the lawns and the park beyond. + +"Oh, a host of your friends," she said. "Do you like sugar, Drake? Fancy +an aunt having to ask her nephew that! I shall get used to all your fads +and fancies presently. There are the Northgates, and the Beeches, and +old Lord Balfreed"--she ran through the list, and he listened absently +until she came to--"and the Turfleighs." + +"The Turfleighs?" he said, with something that was almost a frown; and, +seeing it, the countess noticed how stern his face had become. + +"Yes. Lady Luce and her father will arrive to-morrow, just in time for +the dance. They are staying at a place near here--the Wolfers'. You +remember them? They are coming with her, of course." + +"Quite a gathering of the clans," he said, as brightly as he could. "It +is a long time since Anglemere had such a beau fête. Who is that?" he +broke off to inquire. "One of the guests?" + +Lady Angleford looked out of the window. + +"I am so near-sighted----" + +"A tall, thin man, with long hair," he said. "He has just gone round the +corner toward the lodge." + +"That must be the man who is staying at the south lodge," she said. "His +name is Falconer, and he is a musician." + +"A musician staying at the south lodge?" said Drake, with surprise. "Ah, +yes! I remember hearing the violin, as I passed the other day." + +"Yes," said Lady Angleford. "The young fellow the engineers sent down is +staying at the lodge with his sister and their friend, this Mr. +Falconer. They were to have gone yesterday, when the work was completed; +but I thought they had better stay a few days, until after the dance, at +any rate, in case anything should go wrong with the electric light. It +is such a nuisance if they happen to pop out all of a sudden; and they +generally do when there is something on. You don't mind their being +here?" + +He smiled. + +"Why should I? It was a good idea to keep him. I suppose there is to be +a resident engineer?" + +"Yes; I suppose so. It would not be a bad idea to keep this young +fellow, for I'm told that he has done the work very well. I've not seen +him or his sister. I hear that she is an extremely pretty girl, and very +ladylike, and I meant calling at the lodge and asking if they were +comfortable; but I have been so busy." + +"I can quite understand that," he said. "I only hope you will not have +tired yourself out for to-morrow night." + +She laughed. + +"I am not easily tired; and I'm tough, though I'm small," she retorted, +with her pretty twang. "By the way, speaking of to-morrow night. I +wonder whether this Mr. Falconer would come up and play----" + +She hesitated, and looked at him doubtfully. + +Drake smiled. + +"You think he may be some swell musician?" he said. "Too swell to play +for money? It's likely." + +"No, it wasn't that; I was thinking that I could scarcely ask him +without asking the girl. He's engaged to her, I'm told." + +"That's one of those problems which a man is quite unqualified to +solve," he said indifferently. + +"Well, I'll ask them, and chance it. Oh, here are some of the carriages. +Would you like to run away, or will you----" + +But he went to the front to meet and greet his guests. + +A couple of hours later, while the trio at the lodge were at supper, the +servant brought in two notes. + +"One for me, and one for you, Mr. Falconer. And from the house! Do you +see the coronet on the envelope? I wonder what it is? Perhaps a polite +intimation that we are to clear out!" said Nell. + +"Or an equally polite request that we will keep off the grass," said +Dick. "Do you know how to find out what's in that envelope, Nell?" + +"No," she said, holding it up to the light. + +"By opening it, my brainless one!" + +"Mr. Falconer, you are nearer him than I am; will you oblige me by +kicking him? Oh, Dick! It's an invitation to the dance to-morrow--for +you and me." + +"And for me," said Falconer. "And will I be so very kind as to bring my +violin?" + +"Very kind of 'em," said Dick. "I should like it very much," as he +lifted his tankard, "but there won't be any dancing for me to-morrow +night, unless I indulge in a hornpipe in the engine room. I'm going to +stick there on guard right away from the beginning to the end of the +hop. I should never forgive myself if anything went wrong with those +blessed lights. But you and Falconer can go and foot it to your heart's +content." + +"Quite impossible," said Nell emphatically. "I haven't a dress. So that +settles me. Besides, Mrs. Hawksley, the housekeeper, has been kind +enough to ask me to go into the gallery and look on, and I accepted +gratefully." + +"Among the servants?" said Dick, rather dubiously. + +"Why not?" said Nell, stoutly. "I don't in the least mind. I shall enjoy +looking down--for the first time in my life--upon Mr. Falconer." + +Falconer smiled and shook his head. + +"I haven't a dress suit, and I can't dance, Miss Lorton; and if I had +and could, I shouldn't go without you. But I'd like to go and play. I +owe these people a heavy debt for permitting me, through you, to spend +the happiest days of my life--yes, I'll go and play. They won't mind my +old velvet jacket, I'm sure." + +"Quite the correct thing, my boy," said Dick. "You look no end of a +musical swell in it; a Paderewski and Sarasati rolled into one. And to +tell you the truth, I'm relieved to think you're disposed of; for I was +afraid you'd offer to keep me company in the engine room; and the last +time you were there you very nearly got mixed up with the engines and +turned into sausage meat." + +Nell was looking at her envelope. + +"Lady Angleford addresses me as Miss 'Norton,'" she said, with a smile. +"I wonder if she would know me if she saw me. Very likely not." + +"The right honorable the earl arrived this afternoon, I'm told," said +Dick. "'I very nearly missed missing him,' as the Irishman said. He'd +gone into the house just before I came out. There's to be a fine kick-up +to-morrow night. Not sure that I shan't come up to the gallery for a +minute or two, after all; only the conviction that the beastly lights +will know that I am gone and all go out, will prevent me." + +On the following evening Dick and Falconer went up to the house before +Nell, Dick wanting to be present at the lighting up, and Falconer being +desirous of ascertaining exactly where he "came in" with his violin; and +Nell, having donned her best dress, went round to the housekeeper's +room. She had found Mrs. Hawksley "partaking" of a cup of tea, in which +Nell was easily induced to join, and Mrs. Hawksley chatted in the +stately way which thinly hid a wealth of motherly kindness. + +"I am so glad you have come, Miss Lorton; for it will be a grand sight, +the like of which you have probably not seen, and may not see again." + +And Nell nodded, suppressing a smile as she thought of her short sojourn +in the world of fashion. + +"Some of the dresses, the maids tell me, are magnificent; and the +jewels! But, there; none of them can be finer than the Angleford +diamonds. I do hope the countess will wear them, though it's doubtful, +seeing that her ladyship's still in mourning. You say you've seen the +countess, Miss Lorton? A sweet-looking lady. It's quite touching to see +her ladyship and his lordship together, she so young, and his aunt, too! +You haven't seen the earl yet, have you?" + +"No; tell me what he is like, Mrs. Hawksley," said Nell, knowing how +delighted the old lady would be to comply. + +"Well, Miss Lorton, though I suppose I shouldn't, seeing he kind of +belongs to us, I must say that his lordship will be the handsomest and +finest gentleman in the room to-night, let who will be coming. Not but +what he's changed. It gave me quite a turn--as the maids say," she +picked herself up apologetically--"when he came right into this very +room, with his hand stretched out, and his 'Well, Mrs. Hawksley, and how +are you, after this long time?'" + +"Because he was so friendly?" asked Nell innocently. + +The old lady drew herself up. + +"No, Miss Lorton. The Anglefords were always friendly to their old +servants, because they know that we shouldn't take advantage of it and +forget our proper places. No, but because he was so changed. He used to +be so bright and--and boyish, as one may say, with all respect; but now +he's as grave as grave can be--almost stern-looking, so to speak--and +there's gray hairs at his temples, and he's a way of looking beyond you +in a sad sort of fashion. His lordship's had some trouble, I know. I +said so to his man, but he wouldn't say anything. He hasn't been with +the earl for some time, and mightn't know----There's the music; and, +hark; I can hear them moving into the ballroom. We'd better be going up +to the gallery; and I do hope you will enjoy yourself, Miss Lorton." + +Nell followed the old lady into the small gallery, where some chairs had +been placed for the servants, behind the musicians. She saw Falconer in +front, his whole soul absorbed in his business; but he turned his eyes +as she entered, and smiled for a moment. + +"Can you see?" asked Mrs. Hawksley. "Go a little nearer to the front. +Make room for Miss Lorton, please." + +Nell shook her head. + +"I can see very well," she said, also in a whisper, for she did not want +to be seen. + +She craned forward and looked down on the brilliant, glittering crowd. +The lights of which Dick was so proud dazzled her for a moment or two; +but presently her eyes became accustomed to them, and she recognized +Lady Angleford, the Wolfers, and others. Lady Angleford was in black +satin and lace, and, at Drake's request, had put on the family diamonds. + +"You are right, Mrs. Hawksley," said Nell. "They are magnificent. What a +lovely scene!" + +"I am glad you are pleased, Miss Lorton," responded the old lady, as if +she had got up the whole show for Nell's sole benefit. "I am looking for +the earl, to point him out to you; but I don't see him. He must be under +the gallery at this moment. Ah! yes; here he comes. Now, quick! lean +forward. There! that tall gentleman with the fair lady on his arm. Lean +forward a little more, and you will see him quite plainly. The lady's in +a kind of pale mauve silk----" + +Nell leaned forward with all a girl's eager curiosity; then she uttered +a faint cry, and drew back. The couple Mrs. Hawksley had pointed out +were Drake and Lady Luce. Drake! + +"What is the matter? Did any one squeeze you? Did you see his lordship?" +asked Mrs. Hawksley. + +"No," said Nell, trying to keep her voice steady. "I--I saw that +gentleman with the lady in mauve; but----" + +Mrs. Hawksley stared at her. + +"Well, that is the earl. That is Lord Angleford with Lady Luce Turfleigh +on his arm." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +Nell sat still--very, very still. The vast room seemed to rise and sway +before her like a ship in a heavy sea; the lights danced in a mad whirl; +the music roared a chaos of sound in her ears, and a deathly feeling +crept over her. + +"I will not faint--I will not faint!" she said to herself, clenching her +teeth hard, and gripping her dress with her cold hands. "It is a +mistake--a mistake. It is not Drake. I thought I saw him the other +night; it is thinking, always thinking of him, that makes me fancy any +one like him must be he! Yes; it is a mistake." + +She closed her eyes for a moment, and when she opened them and found +that the room had ceased rocking, and the lights were still, she leaned +forward, calling all her courage to her aid, and looked again. + +A waltz was in progress, and the rich dresses, the flashing jewels +whirled like the colored pieces of a kaleidoscope, and for a moment or +two she could not distinguish the members of the glittering crowd; but +presently she saw the tall figure again. He was dancing with Lady Luce; +they came down toward the gallery end of the room, floating with the +exquisite grace of a couple whose steps are in perfect harmony, and Nell +saw that she had made no mistake--that it was Drake indeed. + +She drew a long breath, and sank back; Mrs. Hawksley leaned toward her. + +"Do you feel faint, Miss Lorton? It's very hot up here. Would you like +to go down----" + +"No, no!" said Nell quickly, almost anxiously. She did not want to go. +It was agony to see him dancing with this beautiful woman, whose hair +shone like gold, whose grace of form and movement were conspicuous even +among so many graceful and beautiful women; but a kind of fascination +made Nell feel as if she could not go, as if she must drain her cup of +misery to the dregs. "No, no; I am not faint--not now. It is hot, but I +am--all right." + +She gazed with set face and panic-stricken eyes at the couple, as they +floated down the room again. It was Drake, but--how changed! He looked +many years older--and his face was stern and grave--sterner and graver +and sadder even than when she had first seen it that day the horse had +flung him at her feet. It had grown brighter and happier while he had +stayed at Shorne Mills--it had been transformed, indeed, for the few +short weeks he had been her lover; but the look of content, of joy in +life which it wore in her remembrance, had gone again. Had he been ill? +she wondered. Where had he been; what had he been doing? + +But it did not matter, could not matter to her. He was back in England, +and dancing with the woman he loved--with the beautiful Lady Luce, whom +he had kissed on the terrace. + +"And what do you think of his lordship?" Mrs. Hawksley asked, as if the +Right Honorable the Earl of Angleford were her special property. "I +wasn't far wrong, was I, Miss Lorton, when I said that he would be the +finest, handsomest man in the room?" + +"No," said Nell, scarcely knowing what she answered. "That is----" She +put her hand to her lips. Even now she had not realized that her Drake +and the earl were one and the same man. "Oh, yes; he is handsome, +and----" she finished, as the old lady eyed her half indignantly. "But +I--I have made a mistake. I mean----What was Lord Angleford called +before he succeeded to the title?" + +Mrs. Hawksley looked at her rather curiously. + +"Why, Lord Selbie, of course," she said. "He ought, being one of the +Anglefords, to have been Lord Vernon, Drake Vernon; but his father was a +famous statesman, a governor of New South Wales and they made him a +viscount. Do you understand?" she asked, proud of her own knowledge of +these intricacies of the earl's names and titles. + +Poor Nell looked confused. But it did not matter. She had learned +enough. Drake Vernon, who had made her love him, and had asked her to be +his wife, had been Lord Selbie. Why had he concealed his rank? Why had +he deceived her? He had seemed so honest and true, that she would have +trusted him with her life as freely as she had given him her love; and +all the while----Oh, why had he done it? Was it worth while to +masquerade as a mere nobody, to pretend that he was poor? Had he, even +from the very first, not intended to marry her? Was he only--amusing +himself? + +Her face was dyed, with the shame of the thought, for a moment, then the +hot flush went and left her pale and wan. + +Drake was the Earl of Angleford, and she--she the girl whose heart he +had broken, was in his house, looking on at him among his guests! The +thought was almost unendurable, and she slowly rose from her chair; then +she sat down again, for she was trembling and quite incapable of leaving +the gallery. + +How long she sat in this state she did not know. The ball went on. She +saw Drake--no, the earl--would she never realize it?--dancing +frequently. Sometimes he joined the group of dowagers and chaperons on +the dais at the other end of the room, or leaned against the wall and +talked with the nondancing men; and wherever he went she saw that he was +received with that subtle empressement with which the children of Vanity +Fair indicate their respect for high rank and wealth. + +"You can see how high his lordship stands not only in the county, but +everywhere," said Mrs. Hawksley proudly. "They treat him almost as if he +were a prince of the blood; and he is the principal gentleman here, +though there's some high and mighty ones down there, Miss Lorton, I +assure you. That's the Duchess of Cleavemere in that big chair on the +dais; and that's her eldest daughter--she'll be as big as the duchess, +mark my words--seated beside her; and that's the Marquis of Downfield, +that tall gentleman with the white hair. He's a great man, but he can't +hold a candle, in appearance, to our earl; and he's a poor man compared +with his lordship. And that's Lord Turfleigh, that old gentleman with +the very black hair and mustache; dyed, of course, my dear. The 'wicked +Lord Turfleigh' they call him--and no wonder. He's the father of Lady +Luce. Ah! his lordship's going to dance with her again! Look how pleased +her father looks. See, he's nodding and smiling at her; I'll be bound I +know what he's thinking of! And I shouldn't be surprised if it came off. +Lord Selbie and she used to be engaged, but it was broken off when his +lordship's uncle married. The Turfleighs are too poor to risk a marriage +without money. But his lordship's the earl now, and, of course----" + +Nell understood. It was because the woman he loved had jilted him that +Drake had hidden himself from the world at Shorne Mills. That was why he +had looked so sad and cast down the day she had first seen him. + +"It's a pity your brother doesn't come up," said Mrs. Hawksley, who was +standing behind Nell, and could not see the white, strained face. "He'd +enjoy the sight, I'm sure. I'm half inclined to send a word to him." + +Nell caught her arm. Dick must not come up here and recognize Drake, +must not see her white face and trembling lips. If possible, she must +leave Anglemere in the morning; must induce Dick to go before he could +learn that Drake and Lord Angleford were one and the same. + +"My brother would not come," she said. "Please do not send for him. +He--the lights----" + +Mrs. Hawksley nodded. + +"As you think best, my dear," she said. "But it's a pity. Here's the +interval now. What is going on in the orchestra?" + +Nell looked toward the band, which had ceased playing; but Falconer was +softly tuning his violin. About half the dancers had left the room, and +those that remained were pacing up and down, talking and laughing, or +seated in couples in the alcoves and recesses. + +Falconer finished tuning, glanced toward Nell--the gallery was too dimly +lit for him to see the pallor of her face--then began to play a solo. + +Coming after the dance music, the sonata he had chosen was like a breath +of pure, heather-scented air floating in upon the gas-laden atmosphere +of the heated room; and at the first strains of the delicious melody the +people below stopped talking, and turned their eyes up to the front of +the gallery, where the tall, thin form in its worn velvet jacket stood, +for that moment, at least, the supreme figure. + +Nell, as she listened, felt as if a cool, pitying hand had fallen upon +her aching heart; as if a voice of thrilling sweetness were whispering +tender consolation. Never loud, but with an insistent force which held +the listeners in thrall, sometimes so low that it was but a murmur, the +exquisite music stole over the senses of all, awakening tender memories, +reviving scattered hopes, softening, for the short space it held its +sway, world-hardened hearts. + +The tears gathered in Nell's eyes, bringing her infinite relief; but she +could see through her tears that the great hall was filling with the +hasty return of those who had been within hearing of the music, and when +it ceased there rose a burst of applause, led by the earl himself. + +"How very beautiful!" exclaimed the duchess, who was on his arm. "The +man must be a genius. Where did you find him, Lord Angleford?" + +Drake did not reply for a moment, as if he had not heard her. The music +had moved him more deeply, perhaps, than it had moved any other. His +face was set, his brows knit, and his head drooped as if weighed down by +some memory. He had been so occupied by his duties as host that he had +forgotten the past for that hour or two, at any rate; but at the first +strains of the music Nell came back to him. It was the swell of the tide +against the _Annie Laurie_; it was Nell's voice itself which he heard +through the melody of the famous sonata. He listened with an aching +longing for those past weeks of pure and perfect love, with a loathing +for the empty, desolate present. "Nell! Nell!" his heart seemed to cry. + +"I beg your pardon," he said. "I did not find him. He is here by +chance." + +"He must be a very great musician," said the duchess enthusiastically. +"What is his name?" + +"Falconer," replied Drake. "He's staying at one of the lodges." + +"He played superbly. Do you think I could persuade him to come on to the +court for the ninth? I wish you'd ask him. But surely he is going to +play again?" she added eagerly. + +"I will ask him," said Drake. + +"Yes, do, Drake," murmured Lady Luce, who had reëntered the room and +glided near him. The divine music had not touched her in the least; +indeed, she had thought the solo rather out of place at a dance--quite +too sad and depressing; but as she seconded the duchess' request, her +blue eyes seemed dim with tears, and her lips tremulous. "It was so very +beautiful! I am half crying!" and the perfectly shaped lips pouted +piteously. + +Drake nodded, led the duchess to a chair, and went slowly up the room +toward the gallery stairs. + +Nell, who had been watching him in a dull, vacant way, lost him for a +moment or two; then she heard his voice near her, and saw him dimly +standing in the gallery doorway. + +She stifled a cry, and shrank back behind Mrs. Hawksley, so that the +stout form of the old lady completely hid her. + +"Mr. Falconer?" she heard the deep voice say gravely. + +Falconer bowed, his violin under his arm, his pale, thin face perfectly +composed. His music was still ringing in his ears, vibrating in his +soul, too great to be stirred by the applause which had again broken +out. + +"I have come to thank you for the sonata, Mr. Falconer, and to ask you +to be so kind as to play again," said Drake, in the simple, impassive +manner of the Englishman. + +"I shall be very pleased, my lord," said Falconer quietly; and he placed +his violin in position. + +Drake looked absently round the gallery. It was only dimly lit by the +candles in the music stands, and the servants had respectfully drawn +back, so that Nell was still hidden; but she trembled with the fear that +those in front of her might move, and that he might see her; for she +knew how keen those eyes of his could be. + +Drake felt that the dim light was a pleasant contrast to the brilliance +of the room below, and he lingered, leaning against the wall, his arms +folded, his head drooped. He was so near Nell that she could almost have +touched him--so near that she almost dreaded that he must hear the wild +throbbings of her heart. Once, as the violin wailed out a passionate, +despairing, yet exquisitely sweet passage of the Raff cavatina Falconer +was playing, she heard Drake sigh. + +The cavatina came to an end, the last notes--those wonderful +notes!--floating lingeringly like a human voice, and yet more exquisite +than any human voice. Falconer lowered his violin, the applause broke +out again as vehemently and enthusiastically as if the crowd below were +at an ordinary concert, and Drake made his way to the player. As he did +so, he stumbled over a violin case, the servants with a little cry--for +the stumble of an Earl of Angleford is a matter of importance--moved +apart, and Drake, putting out his hand as he recovered himself, touched +Mrs. Hawksley's arm. + +"I beg your pardon," he said. "Ah! is it you, Mrs. Hawksley? You are so +pleasantly dark up here." + +His eyes wandered from her face to that of the girl who had been +shrinking behind her, and he paused, as if smitten by some sudden +thought or memory. But Nell rose quickly and hid herself in the group, +and Drake went on to Falconer. + +"Thank you again," he said. "I have never heard the cavatina--it was it, +wasn't it?--better played. I am the bearer of a message from the Duchess +of Cleavemere, Mr. Falconer. If you are not engaged, the duchess would +be very glad if you could play for her at Cleavemere Court on the ninth +of next month. I ask you at once and so unceremoniously, because her +grace is anxious to know. The ninth." + +Falconer bowed. + +"May I consider, my lord?" he began hesitatingly. + +"Why, certainly," said Drake, in the frank, pleasant fashion which Nell +knew so well. "Will you send me word? Thanks. That is a fine violin you +have." + +"It was my father's," said Falconer simply, and unconsciously pressing +the instrument closer to him, as if it were a living thing, a +well-beloved child. + +He had often sold, pawned his belongings for bread, and as often had +forgotten his cold and hunger because his precious violin had remained +in his possession; that he had never pawned. + +Drake nodded, as if he understood; then he looked round. + +"Isn't there some supper going, Mrs. Hawksley?" he said pleasantly. + +The old lady curtsied in stately fashion. + +"Yes, my lord." + +"Then it's high time Mr. Falconer--and the rest of us--were at it," he +said; and, with a smile and a nod, he left the gallery. + +He would have taken Falconer with him to the supper in the banquet room +below, but he knew that, though none of the men or women there would +have remarked, or cared about, the old velvet jacket, the musician would +be conscious of it, and be embarrassed by it. + +While Drake had been absent, Lady Luce had stood, apparently listening +with profound attention and sympathy, but the movement of her fan almost +gave her away, for it grew rapid now and again, and when Lord Turfleigh +came up beside her, his hawklike eyes glancing sharply, like those of a +bird of prey, from their fat rims, she shot an angry and unfilial glance +at him. + +"Where's Drake?" he asked, lowering his thick voice. + +"Up there in that gallery somewhere; gone to pay compliments to that +fiddler fellow who is playing now." + +"Gad!" said his lordship, with a stare of contempt at the rapt audience. +"What the devil does he want with the 'Dead March in Saul,' or whatever +it is, in the middle of a dance. Always thought he was mad! Has he +spoken, said anything?" + +He lowered his voice still more, and eyed her eagerly. + +She shook her head slightly by way of answer, and the coarse face +reddened. + +"Curse me, if I can understand it--or you," he said, his hand tugging +at his dyed mustache. "You told me, God knows how long ago, that he was +'on' again; then he bolts--disappears." + +"Do you want all these people to hear you?" she asked, her eyes hidden +by her slowly moving fan. + +Her father had been several times to the refreshment buffet, and had +"lowered"--as he would have put it--the best part of a bottle of +champagne, and was a little off the guard which he usually maintained so +carefully. + +"They can't hear. I'm not shouting. And you always evade me. You're not +behaving well, Luce. Dash it all! I've reason to be anxious! This match +means a good deal to me in the present state of our finances!" + +"Hush!" she whispered warningly. "I can't explain now. I don't +understand it myself; but I've seen enough to know that I should only +lose him altogether if I tried to force him. You know him, or ought to +do so! Did you ever get anything from Drake by driving him? He had no +opportunity of speaking, of explaining." + +"By gad! I don't understand it!" he muttered. "Either you're engaged to +him or you're not. You led me to believe that the match was on +again----" + +The fan closed with a snap, and her blue eyes flashed at him with bitter +scorn. + +"Hadn't you better leave me to play the game?" she asked. "Or perhaps +you think you can play it better than I can? If so----The man has +stopped; Drake will be down again. I don't want him to see us talking. +Go--and get some more champagne." + +Lord Turfleigh swore behind the hand that still fumbled at his mustache, +and walked away with the jerky, jaunty gait of the old man who still +affects youth, and Lady Luce composed her lovely face into a look of +emotional ecstacy. + +"Oh, how beautiful, Drake!" she said. "Do you know that I have been very +nearly crying? And yet it was so sweet, so--so soothing! Who is he? And +what are we going to do now?" she asked, without waiting for an answer +to her first question, about which she was more than indifferent. + +Drake looked round for the duchess. + +"I must take the duchess in to supper," he said apologetically. "I will +find some one for you--or perhaps you will wait until I will come for +you?" + +"I will wait, of course," she said, with a tender emphasis on the "of +course." + +Those who had been listening followed Drake and the duchess to the +supper room, talking of the wonderful violin playing as they went; and +Lady Luce seated herself in a recess and waited. Several men came to her +and offered to take her to supper, but she made some excuse for +refusing, and presently Drake returned. + +She rose and took his arm, and glanced up at him, not for the first time +that evening, curiously. The easy-going, indolent Drake of old seemed to +have disappeared, and left in his place this grave and almost +stern-mannered man. She had always been just a little afraid of him, +with the fear which is always felt by the false and shifty in the +presence of the true and strong; and to-night she was painfully +conscious of that vague and wholesome dread. + +He found a place for her at a small table, and a footman brought them +things to eat and drink; but though she affected a blythe and joyous +mood, tapping her satin-clad foot to the music which had begun again, +she was too excited, too anxious, to enjoy the costly delicacies before +her. + +"I have so much to tell you, Drake!" she said, in a low voice, after one +or two remarks about the ball and its success. "It seems years, ages, +since I saw you! Why--why did you go away for so long, Drake? And why +did you not write to me?" + +He looked at her with his grave eyes, and her own fell. + +"I wrote to no one; I was never much of a hand at letter writing," he +said. + +"But to me, Drake!" she whispered, with a pout. "I wanted to hear from +you so badly! Just a line that would have given me an excuse for writing +to you and telling you--explaining----" + +He did not smile. He was not the man to remind a woman of her falseness, +but something in his eyes made her falter and lower her own. + +"I went away because I was tired of England," he said. "I came back +because--well, because I was obliged." + +"But you won't go away again?" she said, with genuine dismay in her +voice and face. "I--I feel as if, as if it were my fault; as if--ah, +Drake, have you not really forgiven me?" + +Her eyes filled with tears, as genuine as her dismay--for think of the +greatness of the prize for which she was playing--and Drake's heart was +touched with a pity which was not wholly free from contempt. + +"There shall be no such word as forgiveness between us, Luce," he said +gravely. She caught at this, though it was but a straw, and her hand, +from which she had taken her glove, stole over to his, and her eyes +sought his appealingly. + +But before he could take her hand--if he had intended doing so--Lady +Angleford came up to them. + +"Drake, they want you to lead the cotillon," she said. + +He rose, but stood beside Luce. + +"Directly Lady Luce has finished her supper, countess. Please don't +hurry." + +But Lady Luce sprang up at once. + +"I have finished long ago; I was not hungry." + +"Come, then," he said, and he offered her his arm, "Will you dance it +with me?" + +Her heart leaped. + +"Yes. It will not be for the first time--Drake!" and as she entered the +room with him, her heart thrilled with hope, and her blue eyes sparkled +with a triumph which none could fail to notice. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +Certainly not poor Nell, who still remained in her dim corner in the +gallery. Mrs. Hawksley had begged her to come down to the supper which +had been laid for her and her brother and Falconer; but Nell, who felt +that it would be impossible to make even a pretense of eating or +drinking, had begged them to excuse her; and when they had gone and the +gallery was empty, she leaned her head against the wall and closed her +eyes; for she was well-nigh exhausted by the conflicting emotions which +racked her. She longed to go, to leave the place, to escape from the +risk of Drake's presence; but she could not leave the house alone, and +to go from the gallery and absent herself for the rest of the evening +might attract notice and comment. + +Was it possible that Drake had been near her, so near as to almost have +touched her? She trembled--and thrilled--at the thought; then crimsoned +with shame for the sinful thrill of joy and happiness which his nearness +had caused her. + +What was he to her now? Nothing, nothing! She had yielded him up to the +beautiful woman he had loved before he saw her, Nell; and it was +shameful and unwomanly that she should feel a joy in his proximity. + +Falconer came up before the rest of the orchestra, and brought a glass +of wine and a biscuit for her. + +"I am afraid you have a headache, the lights and the music--they are so +near; and it is hot up here. Will you drink some of this, Miss Lorton?" + +His voice was low and tender, though he strove to give it a conventional +touch and merely friendly tone. + +"Thank you, yes," said Nell gratefully. "How good of you to think of me! +How magnificently you played! I can't tell you how happy your success +has made me! And such a success! I was as proud as if it were I who was +playing; and I was prouder still when I saw how quietly you took it. +Ah, you felt that it was just your due. I suppose genius always takes +the crowd's applause calmly." + +His face flushed, and his dark eyes glowed. + +"There is some applause I, at any rate--who am no genius, +however--cannot take calmly," he said. "I would rather have those words +of approval from you than the shouting and clapping of a multitude. Yes, +it made me happy; but I am happier now than words can express." + +If Nell had looked up into the eyes bent on hers, she must have read his +secret in them; but the band had begun to play, and at that moment Drake +was leading Lady Luce to her place for the cotillon, and Nell's eyes +were drawn, riveted to the fair face, the blue eyes shining +triumphantly; and she forgot not only Falconer's presence, but his +existence. + +As he saw that she did not heed him, the color died out from his face, +and the light from his eyes, and, with a sigh, he left her and went back +to his place in the orchestra. + +The dance proceeded through all its graceful and intricate evolutions, +and even to the spectators in the gallery it was evident that Lady Luce +had stepped into the position of the belle of the ball. The excitement +of hope and fear, the gratification of vanity which sprang from her +consciousness that she was occupying the most prominent place as the +earl's partner, had given to her face the touch of warmth it needed to +make its beauty well-nigh perfect. Her lips were parted with a smile, +the blue eyes--ordinarily a trifle cold--were glowing, and the diamonds +sparkled fiercely on her heaving bosom. + +Nell could not remove her eyes from her, but sat like a bird held by the +fascination of the serpent. She was blind to all else but those two--the +man she loved, the woman to whom she had surrendered him. + +The time passed unheeded by her, and Falconer's voice sounded miles away +as he bent over her. + +"Dick has sent up to say that we can go," he said. "There's no fear of +the lights now; indeed, the ball is nearly over. This is the last +dance." + +Nell rose stiffly and wearily. + +"I--I am glad," she said. + +"You are tired, very tired," he said. "Will you let me give you my arm?" + +He felt her hand tremble as she put it on his arm, and he looked down at +her anxiously. + +"I wish I had taken you out of this before," he said remorsefully. "I +have spoken to you--asked you--once or twice; but--but you did not seem +to hear me. It is my fault. I ought to have insisted upon your going." + +"No, no!" said Nell. "It is nothing. I am a little tired, and----Is it +late?" + +"Yes," he said. "Most of the people are leaving. It has been a great +success. Is this the way?" + +They had gone down the stairs leading to the lower hall, but here +Falconer hesitated doubtfully. This second hall led into the larger one, +through which the guests were passing. + +Nell caught a glimpse of them, and shrank back. + +"Not there," she said warningly. "There must be a door----" + +"Ah, here it is!" he said; and he led her through an opening between +portière curtains. They found themselves in a small conservatory, and +Falconer again stopped. + +"It is very stupid!" he said apologetically. + +"There may be an opening to the terrace," said Nell nervously; "once we +are outside----" + +"Here we are, out in the open air." + +Nell drew a long breath, and pushed the hair from her forehead. + +"We must go down these steps, and then to the right. I remember----" + +They crossed the terrace, when two or three persons came out through a +window behind them. They were talking, and Nell heard a voice which made +her wince, and her hand grip Falconer's arm convulsively; for the voice +was Drake's. + +"They have a fine night to go home in," he was saying. "Not much of a +moon, but better than none." + +Nell stopped and looked despairingly at the patch of light which the +window threw right across their path to the steps. + +"Come quickly," said Falconer, in a low voice. + +"No, no; we shall be seen!" she implored, in an agitated whisper. + +But Falconer deemed it best to go on, and did so. + +As they moved, Drake saw them, but indistinctly. + +"Good-night, once more!" he called out, in the tone of a host speeding +parting guests. + +Falconer raised his soft felt hat. + +"Good-night, my lord," he responded. At the same moment they stepped +into the stream of light. Drake had been on the point of turning away, +but as he recognized Falconer's voice and figure, he stopped and took a +step toward them. Then, as suddenly, he stopped again, gazing after them +as a man who gazes at a vision of the fancy. + +"Who--who is that?" he demanded, almost fiercely. + +Lady Luce was just behind him. + +"That was the man who played the violin," she said. "Didn't you +recognize him? How romantic he looks! Quite the idea of a musician." + +Drake put his hand to his brow and stood still, looking after the two +figures, now disappearing in the darkness, made more intense by the +contrasting streaks of light from the windows. + +"My God! How like!" he muttered, taking a step or two forward +unconsciously. + +But Lady Luce's voice aroused him from the half stupor into which he had +fallen, and he turned back to her. + +"I must be mad or dreaming!" he muttered. "What folly! And yet how +like--how like!" + +"Why, what is the matter, Drake?" asked Lady Luce, laying her hand on +his arm, and looking up at him anxiously. "You are quite pale. You +look"--she laughed--"as if you had seen a ghost!" + +He smiled grimly. She had described his feelings exactly. In the +resemblance of the girl, whoever she was, on the violinist's arm, he had +in very truth seen the ghost of Nell of Shorne Mills. + +Nell hurried Falconer along, but presently was forced to stop to regain +her breath. Her heart was beating so wildly that she had to fight +against the sensation of suffocation which threatened to overcome her. + +"Let us wait a minute," said Falconer gently. "You are nervous, +overtired. We will wait here." + +But Nell had got her breath again by this time. + +"No, no!" she said, almost vehemently. "Let us go. I know the way----" + +"Dick will be waiting for us at the door of the east wing," he said. "If +you can find that----" + +"I know," she said quickly. "That is it on our left. But--but I do not +want to see any one." + +"All the guests are leaving by the front of the house; we are not likely +to meet any one." + +He was somewhat surprised at her agitation, and her evident desire to +leave the place unseen; for Nell was usually so perfectly self-possessed +and free from nervousness or gaucherie. + +She drew him to the side park under the shadow of the wing, in which few +of the windows were lighted, and as they waited she gradually recovered +herself. + +"There is Dick," said Falconer presently. "He is waiting for us by that +window." + +Nell looked in the direction he indicated. + +"Is that Dick?" she said, peering at the figure. "It is so dark I can +scarcely see. I don't think it is Dick. If it is, why is he looking in +at the window?" + +"He may be talking to some one inside," said Falconer. "I'll call him. +Dick!" + +As he called, the figure half turned, then swung round away from them, +and with lowered head moved quickly away from the window, and passed +into the darkness of the shrubbery. + +"How strange!" said Falconer; and he felt puzzled. Why should Dick start +at the sound of his name, and make off into the darkness? + +Falconer bit his lip. It was just possible that Dick, who was young, and +also particularly good-looking, was carrying on a flirtation with some +one in the house. If so, the explanation of his sudden flight was +natural enough. + +"Why did he run away? Where has he gone?" said Nell. "You were wrong. It +was not Dick." + +"Very likely," assented Falconer. "It was so dark----Yes, I was wrong, +for there he stands by the door," he broke off, as, coming round the +corner, they saw Dick, who was engaged in lighting his pipe. + +"Hallo! here you are, at last," he said, cheerfully. "Couldn't tear +yourselves away from the festive scene? By George! if you'd spent the +night in an engine room, you'd be glad enough to cut it." + +"Poor Dick!" said Nell. + +"Oh, I haven't had such a bad time," he said. "They brought me a ripping +supper, and a special dish with the chef's compliments. I don't know +where the chef's going when he leaves this terrestrial sphere; but, +wherever it is, it's good enough for me. Well, Nellikins, enjoyed +yourself?" + +Nell forced a smile. + +"Very much," she replied. "It--it was a great success." + +"So I hear," said Dick. "But you seem to have taken the cake to-night, +old man. They told me that you created a perfect furore, whatever that +is. Anyway, Mrs. Hawksley and the rest came down with the most exciting +account of your triumph. Seriously, Falconer, I congratulate you. I +won't say that I prophesied your success long ago, because that's a +cheap kind of thing to say; but I always did believe you'd hit the +bull's-eye the first time you got a chance; and you've done it." + +"I think they were pleased," said Falconer. + +"His lordship and the rest of the swells ought to be very much obliged," +remarked Dick. "You've given éclat to his dance. Observe the French +again? There is no extra charge." + +"His lordship was extremely kind," said Falconer, "and his thanks more +than repaid me for my poor efforts. I don't wonder at his popularity. +I've always heard that the higher the rank the simpler the manners; and +Lord Angleford is an instance of it. My acquaintance with the nobility +is extremely limited----" + +"Ditto here," said Dick. "Though the young lady on your arm has lived in +marble halls, and hobnobbed with belted earls and lords of high degree. +But I'm glad to hear that this one is affable." + +Falconer laughed. + +"Affable is the wrong word; it means condescension, doesn't it? And Lord +Angleford was anything but condescending. He might have known me for +years, if one judged by the tone of his voice and manner; and, as I +said, I'm more than repaid." + +"Well, I'm glad to hear he made a favorable impression on you," Dick +said. "I haven't had the pleasure of making his acquaintance yet; but I +shall probably see him before I go. But your success doesn't end here, +Falconer. I'm told that you are going to play at Cleavemere Court. By +George! if you knock them there as you did here--which, of course, you +will do--your fortune's made. The duchess has no end of influence, and +you'll be paragraphed in the papers, and get engagements at the houses +of other swells, and before we know where we are, we shall see 'Señor +Falconer's Recitals at St. James' Hall,' advertised on the front page of +the _Times_. And serve you right, old man, for if ever a man deserved +good luck, it is you. Eh, Nell?" + +"Yes, yes," said Nell. + +"And did you see his lordship, our all-puissant earl, my child?" + +"Yes," she said, beginning to tremble--but, indeed, she had been +trembling all through the conversation. How should she be able to get +away from the house--the place which belonged to Drake? "Yes, I saw him. +Dick, did a man--a man with a slight figure something like yours--pass +you just before we came up?" + +"No," he said. + +"Are you sure? He must have passed by you." + +"A figure like mine, did you say? Yes; I'm quite sure he didn't. I have +too keen an eye for grace of form to let such a figure pass unnoticed." + +"It may have been a servant or one of the guests," Falconer said. + +"Oh, draw it mild!" remonstrated Dick. "Do I look like a flunkey or a +groom? What is it you think you have seen?" + +"A man was standing looking in at one of the windows of the inner side +of the wing," said Nell. "We thought it was you; but, when Mr. Falconer +called, the man, whoever he was, turned and walked into the shrubbery." + +"A 'particular friend' of one of the maids, I dare say," remarked Dick +easily. "And I've no doubt you have broken up a very enjoyable spooning. +Now, would you like----Now what is it?" + +For Nell had stopped short, and had seized his arm. + +"There!" she exclaimed, in a whisper. "There he is again--that is the +man!" + +They had come to the lodge by this time, and Nell was gazing rather +nervously toward the big gates. + +"Where?" asked Dick. "I can see no one. Nell, you have had too much +champagne. You'll be seeing snakes presently if you don't mind. Where is +he?" + +Nell laughed, but a little shakily. + +"He has gone, of course. He went quickly through the gate." + +"And why shouldn't he?" said Dick, with a yawn. "Oh, Falconer! when I +think of the cool tankard into which I shall presently plunge my +beak----What's come to you, Nell? It isn't like you to 'get the +nerves.'" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +The man whom Nell and Falconer had mistaken for Dick passed through the +lodge gates, and, turning to the right, walked quickly, but not +hurriedly, beside the high park fencing, and presently came up with a +dogcart which was being walked slowly along the road. + +The cart was a very shabby one, but the horse was a very good one, and +looked as if it could stretch itself if it were required to do so. In +the cart was a young man in clerical attire. He looked like a curate, +and his voice had the regulation drawl as he leaned down and asked: + +"Well, Ted?" + +The man addressed as Ted shook his head. + +"The girl was right," he said, with an air of disappointment. "She's got +'em all on." + +"Then it's no use trying it to-night," said the curate. "Perhaps a +little later? It must be darkish for some time." + +Ted shook his head again. + +"No use! Too risky. It will be hours before they all go to bed and the +house is quiet; the servants always keep it up after a big affair like +this; some of 'em won't go to bed at all, perhaps. Besides, I was +spotted just now." + +The Parson, as he was called by the burgling fraternity, of which he and +Ted were distinguished members, swore under his breath. + +"How was that?" he asked. + +"I was looking in at one of the windows of the servants' quarters, +getting a word or two with the girl, when a couple of the swells came +along. They saw me, and mistook me for some one by the name of Dick, and +called to me. I walked off as quickly as I could, and I swear they +didn't see my face, neither then nor just now, when, as luck would have +it, they caught sight of me going out of the gates. They went into the +lodge with the young fellow they'd mistaken me for." + +The Parson swore again. + +"What's to be done? Did you see the things?" + +Ted nodded emphatically. + +"Yes! They're the best swag I've ever seen. There's a fortune in them; +and, if we had any luck, we might get a few more in addition." + +"They'll be in the bank to-morrow," said the Parson gloomily. "These +swells know how to take care of their jewelry, especially when they're +family diamonds like these. We've lost our chance for the present, Ted. +Jump up." + +But Ted shook his head. + +"Not yet. The girl promised to meet me if she could, and I reckon she'll +try to." He smiled and smoothed his mustache. "You drive on slowly and +wait for me at the turn of the road. I'll come to you, say, in a quarter +of an hour." + +The dogcart went on, and Ted followed until he came to a small gate in +the park fencing, and, opening this, he stood just inside it. His hand +went to his pocket for his pipe, but, with the smoker's sigh, he dropped +it back again, for he could not risk striking a match. + +After he had been waiting there for a few minutes he heard footsteps and +the rustle of a skirt among the undergrowth, and presently a woman stole +out from the darkness, and, running up to the man, clutched his arm, +panting and trembling with fear and excitement. + +Now, when Lord and Lady Wolfer had started for the Continent, on the day +of what may be called their reconciliation, Burden, her maid, had +refused to go. She was a bad sailor, and hated what she called "foreign +parts"; and she begged her mistress to leave her behind. Lady Wolfer, +full of sympathy in her newly found happiness, had not only let the girl +off, but had made her a handsome present, and given her an excellent +written character. + +Burden took a holiday, and went home to her people, who kept what is +called a "sporting public" in the east of London. + +Sport, like charity, is made to cover a lot of sins; and Burden, while +assisting in the bar of the pub, made the acquaintance of several +persons who were desirable neither in the matter of morals nor manners. + +One of these was a good-looking young fellow who went by the name of +Ted. He was supposed to be a watchmaker and jeweler by trade--a working +jeweler--but he spent most of his time at the public which Burden now +adorned, and though he certainly did not carry on his trade there, +always appeared to have as much money as leisure. + +Cupid, who seems to be indifferent to his surroundings, hovered about +the smoky and beery regions of the Blue Pig, and very soon worked +mischief between Burden and Ted. + +He was pleasant spoken as well as good-looking, and had a free-and-easy +way, was always ready with an order for the play or one of the music +halls, and--in short, Burden fell in love with him. But when he asked +her to marry him, Burden, who was a respectable girl, and, as Lady +Wolfer's maid, had held a good position for one of her class, began to +make inquiries. + +She did not go on with them, but she learned enough to rouse her +suspicions. + +The jewelry business evidently served as a blind for less honest +pursuits. She took alarm, and, like a sensible girl, fled the paternal +pub and sought a fresh situation. + +As chance--there is no such thing, of course--would have it, Lady Luce +was changing maids at this time. + +Burden, armed with her most excellent and fully deserved "character," +applied for and obtained the situation. + +She ought to have been thankful for her escape, and happy and contented +in a service which, though very different from that of Lady Wolfer's, +was good enough. But Burden had lost her heart; and when one has lost +one's heart, happiness is impossible. + +She longed for a sight, just a sight, of her good-looking Ted; and one +day, while the Turfleighs were stopping at Brighton, her heart's desire +was gratified. + +She saw her handsome Ted on the pier. He was, if anything, handsomer +than ever, was beautifully dressed--quite the gentleman, in fact, and +though Burden had fully intended to just bow and pass on, she stopped +and talked to him. Cupid slipped round her the chains from which she had +so nearly freed herself, and----The woman who goes back to a man is +indeed completely lost. + +They met every day; but alas, alas! Ted no longer spoke of marriage; and +his influence over the woman who loved him unwisely and too well, grew +in proportion to her devotion and helplessness. + +She soon learned that the man to whom she had given herself was a +criminal, one of a skillful gang of burglars. But it was too late to +draw back; too late even to refuse to help him. + +It was Burden who clung to the man in hiding behind the park gate. + +"What made you hurry so, old girl?" he said soothingly, and putting his +arm round her. "What's your fear?" + +"Oh, Ted, Ted!" she gasped. "It's so dark----" + +"All the better," he said coolly. "Less chance of any one seeing you." + +"But some one saw you as you were standing by the window. It was Miss +Lorton--they called out--they may have suspicions." + +"Don't you worry," he said. "They only thought it was some one after one +of the girls. And it was the truth, wasn't it? What a frightened little +thing it is! You'd be scared by your own shadow!" + +"I am! I am, Ted!" said the unhappy girl. "I start at the slightest +noise; and I'm so--so nervous, that I expect Lady Lucille to send me +away every day." + +The man frowned. + +"She mustn't do that," he said, half angrily. "I can't have that; it +would be precious awkward just now! That would spoil all our plans." + +"I know! I know!" she moaned. "Oh, if you'd only give it up! Give it up +this time, only this one time to please me, Ted, dear." + +He shook his head. + +"I'd do anything to please you, but I'm not alone in this plant, you +know; there's others; and I can't go back on my pals; so you mustn't go +back on me." + +He spoke in the tone which the man who has the woman in his power can +use so effectually; then his voice grew softer, and he stroked her cheek +gently. + +"And think of what this means if we pull this off, Fan! No more dodging +and hiding, no more risks of chokee and a 'life' for me, and no more +slaving and lady's-maiding for you! We'll be off together to some +foreign clime, as the poet calls it; and, with plenty of the ready, I +fancy you'll cut a dash as Mrs. Ted." + +It was the one bait which he knew would be irresistible. She caught her +breath, and, pressing closer to him, looked up into his eyes eagerly. + +"You mean it, Ted? You won't deceive me again? You'll keep your word?" + +"Honor bright!" he responded. "Why shouldn't I? You know I'm fond of +you. I'd have married you months ago if I'd struck a piece of luck like +this; but what was the use of marrying when I had to--work, and there +was the chance of my being collared any day of the week? No! But I +promise you that if we pull this off, I am going to settle down; I shall +be glad enough to do it. We'll have a little cottage, or a flat on the +Continong, eh, Fan? Is the countess going to send the diamonds back to +the bank to-morrow?" + +He put the question abruptly, but in a low and impressive voice. + +Burden shook her head. + +"No," she replied reluctantly. "I--I asked her maid; they were talking +about them just before I came out. Everybody was talking about them at +the ball, and her ladyship's maid gives herself airs on account of +them." + +"Gases about them? Very natural. And she says?" + +"There's a dinner party the night after next, and the countess thought +it wasn't worth while sending them to the bank for one day. She's going +to keep them in the safe in her room." + +Ted's eyes glistened, and he nodded. + +"Who keeps the key of the safe, Fan?" he asked; and though they were far +from any chance of listeners, his voice dropped to a whisper. + +"The countess," replied Burden, still reluctantly. + +He nodded. + +"I must have that key, Fan. Yes, yes! Remember what we are playing for, +you and me! You get that key and put it in the corner of the windowsill +where I was standing to-night." + +"No, no!" she panted. His arm loosened, and he looked down at her +coldly. + +"You mean that you won't? Very well, then. But look here, my girl, we +mean having these diamonds, with or without your help. You can't prevent +us, for I don't suppose you'd be low enough to split and send me to +penal servitude----" + +"Ted! Ted!" she wailed, and put her arms round him. + +He smiled to himself over her bowed head. + +"What's the best time? While they're at dinner?" + +She made a sign in the negative. + +"No," she whispered, setting her teeth, as if every word were dragged +from her. "No; the maid will be in the room putting the countess' things +away; afterward--while they are in the drawing-room." + +He bent and kissed her, his eyes shining eagerly. + +"There! You've got more sense than I have, by a long chalk! I should +never have thought of the maid being in the room. Clever Fan! Now, +you'll put the key on the sill--when? Say ten o'clock. And you'll see, +Fan, that the little window on the back staircase isn't locked, and +keep at watch for us?" + +"No, no!" she panted. "I will not! I cannot! I--I should faint! Don't +ask me, Ted; don't--don't, dear! I shall say 'I'm ill'--and I shall +be--and go to bed!" + +"Not you!" he said, cheerfully and confidentially. "You'll just hang +about the landing and keep watch for us; and if there's any one there to +spoil our game, you'll go to the window and say, just loud enough for us +to hear: 'What a fine night!'" + +She hid her face on his breast, struggling with her sobs. + +"Why, what is there to be afraid of!" he said. "If all's clear we shall +have the things in a jiffy, and if it isn't we shall take our hook as +quietly as we came, and no one will be the wiser. Should you like +Boulogne, Fan, or should you like Brussels? We could be married directly +we got on the other side. Boulogne's not half a bad place, and you'd +look rather a swell at the Casino." + +It was the irresistible argument again. She raised her head. + +"You--you will go quietly; there will be no--no violence, Ted?" + +"Is it likely?" + +She shuddered. + +"There--there was in that case at Berkeley Square, Ted!" and she +shuddered again. + +His face darkened. + +"That was an accident. The gentleman was an obstinate old fool. But +there's no fear of anything of that kind in this affair. I tell you we +shall not be in the house more than five minutes, and if we're seen it +won't matter. I'm in decent togs, and my pal is the model of a curate. +Any one seeing us would think we were visitors in the house. You shall +have a regular wedding dress, Fan. White satin and lace--real lace, mind +you! Come, give us a kiss to say that it's done with, Fan!" + +He took her face in his hands and kissed her, and with a choking sob she +clung to him for a moment as if she could not tear herself away. But, +having got what he wanted, the man was anxious to be off. + +"Ten o'clock, mind, Fan! And a sharp lookout. There, let me put your +shawl round your head. I'll wait here till I hear you're out of the +wood." + +But he remained only a moment or two after she had left him, and, with +quick, light steps, he joined his confederate. + +"It's all right," he said, as he got into the dogcart. "I've found out +what I wanted. And I've managed with the girl. Had a devil of a job, +though! That's the worst of women! You've always got to play the +sentimental with them; nothing short of making love or offering to marry +'em is any use. It's a pity this kind of thing can't be worked without a +petticoat. There's always trouble and bother when they come in. +To-morrow night, Parson, ten o'clock, you and I are men or mice; but +it's going to be men," he added, between his teeth. "Did you bring my +barker as well as your own?" + +The Parson touched the side pocket of his overcoat, and nodded +significantly. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + + +The day following a big dance is always a slack one, and the house party +at Anglemere came down late for breakfast, the last stragglers +endeavoring to screen their yawns behind their hands, and receiving the +usual "plans for the day" with marked coolness. + +Drake, though he had slept but little, did his duty manfully, and +proposed sundry rides and drives; but the majority of the party seemed +to prefer a lounge in the drawing-room, or a quiet saunter in the +garden; but eventually a drag started for some picturesque ruins, and +some of the more energetic rode or drove to a flower show in the +neighborhood. + +It is an understood thing nowadays that your host, having provided for +your amusement, is not necessarily compelled to join in your pursuits; +in short, that his house shall not only be Liberty Hall for his guests, +but for himself, and Drake, having dispatched the various parties, +started a quiet game in the billiard room, and seen that the +drawing-room windows were open and shaded, took his hat and stick and +went out for a walk. + +Lady Luce had not yet put in an appearance. She remained in bed or in +her room on such occasions, and only sallied forth in time for luncheon, +thereby presenting a fresh complexion and bright eyes with which to +confound her less prudent sisters. + +Drake had been thinking of her as well as of Nell. He knew that he would +have to marry. The present heir to the title and estates was anything +but a desirable young man, and it behooved Drake to keep him out of the +succession if possible. + +Drake, with all his freedom from pride and side, was fully sensible of +the altitude of his position, and he knew the world looked to him for an +heir to Angleford. + +Yes, he would have to marry, and as he had lost Nell, why, not marry +Luce? He had an idea that she cared for him, as much as she cared for +any other than herself, and he knew that she would fill the place as +well as, if not better than, another. + +Their names had been coupled together. Society expected the match. Why +should he not ask her to renew the engagement, and ask her at once? The +house would be comparatively empty, for most of the guests would not +return until dinner time, and he would have the opportunity of making +his proposal. + +He stopped dead short, half resolved to obey the impulse; then, after +the manner of men, he walked on again, and away from Anglemere, and, +instead of returning to the house in time for lunch, found himself at +one of the outlying farms. + +It is needless to say that he was accorded a hearty welcome. They did +not fuss over him; the Anglemere tenants were prosperous and +self-respecting; and though they regarded their lord and master as a +kind of sovereign, and felt greatly honored by his presence under their +roof, there was nothing servile in their attentions. + +Drake sat down to the midday meal with a ruddy-cheeked child on each +side of him, and chatted with the farmer and his wife, the farmer eating +his well-earned dinner with his usual appetite, the latter waiting on +them with assiduity and perfect composure. Now and again Drake made a +joke for the sake of the children, who laughed up at him with round eyes +and open mouths; he discussed the breeding and price of poultry, the +rival merits of the new churns and "separators" with the dame, and the +prospects of the coming harvest with the good man. For a wonder the +farmer did not grumble. The Anglefords were good landlords; there was no +rack-renting, no ejections, and a farm falling vacant from natural +causes was always eagerly tendered for. + +After the meal, which Drake enjoyed exceedingly, he and the farmer sat +at the open window with their pipes and a glass of whisky and water, and +continued their conversation. + +"I'm hearing that your lordship thinks of coming to Anglemere and living +among us," said the farmer. "And I hope it's true, with all my heart. +The land needs a master's presence--not that I've anything to complain +of. Wood, the steward, has acted like a gentleman by me, and I hear no +complaints of him among the neighbors. But all the same, it ain't like +having the earl himself over us. It makes one's heart ache to see that +great place shut up and empty most o' the year. Seems as if there ought +to be some one living there pretty nigh always, and as if there ought to +be little children running about the terrace an' the lawns. Begging your +lordship's pardon, if I'm too free." + +"That's all right, Styles," said Drake. "I know what you mean." + +The farmer nodded, and stopped his pipe with his fat little finger. + +"I make so bold because I remember your lordship a wee chap so high." He +put his hand about eighteen inches from the floor, as usual. "And a +rare, hot-spirited youngster you was! Many's the time you've made me +lift you into the cart, and you'd allus insist upon driving, though the +reins were most too thick for your hands. Well, my lord, what we feels +is that we'd like to live long enough to see another little chap--a +future lordship--a-running about the place." + +Drake nodded gravely and took a drink. Even this simple fellow was aware +of Drake's duty to the title and estates. + +"Perhaps you may some day, Styles," he said, smiling, and checking the +sigh. + +The farmer nodded twice, with pleasure and satisfaction. + +"Glad to hear it, my lord; and I hope the wedding's to be soon." + +"Soon or late, I hope you will come and dance at the wedding ball, +Styles," Drake responded, with a laugh, as he got up to go. + +But the laugh was not a particularly happy one, and he walked toward +home in anything but a cheerful mood; for it is hard to be compelled to +have to marry one woman while you are in love with another. + +He entered the park by the small gate behind which Ted and Burden had +stood on the preceding night, and was treading his way through the wood +when he saw two figures--those of a man and a girl--walking in the +garden behind the south lodge. He glanced at them absently for a moment, +then he stopped, and, leaning heavily on his stick, caught his breath. + +The man was Falconer, and the girl was--Nell! + +They were pacing up and down the path slowly, she with her eyes +downcast, some flowers in her hands, he with his face turned toward her, +a rapt look in his eyes, his hands, folded behind his back, twitching +nervously. They turned full face to Drake as he stood watching them, and +he saw her distinctly. It seemed marvelous to him that he had not fully +recognized her last night, that he had not guessed that the young +engineer was Dick. The blood rushed to his face, then left it pale, and +he stood, unseen by them, gnawing at his mustache. + +In all his musings on the past, all his thoughts and dreams of her, the +possibility of her being engaged or married had never occurred to him. +He had always pictured her as still "Nell of Shorne Mills," living at +The Cottage as she had done when she and he were lovers. + +And it was she--she, Nell!--to whom this musician was engaged! A wave of +bitterness swept over him, and in the agony of his jealousy he could +have laughed aloud. + +He had been sighing for her, longing for her, feeding his soul on his +memory of her, all these months, while she had not only forgotten him, +but had learned to love another man! + +He stood and stared at them, as if he saw them through a mist, too +overwhelmed to move; but presently he saw Nell look up with tears in her +eyes, and hold out her hand slowly, timidly. + +Falconer took it and put his lips to it. The sight broke the spell that +held Drake, and, with a muttered oath, he turned and walked away quickly +through the wood toward the house. + +The first dinner bell was ringing as he entered the hall. Most of the +guests had gone up to dress, but one or two still lingered in the hall, +and among them Lady Angleford and Lady Luce. The former came to meet him +as he entered. + +"Why, where have you been, Drake?" she said, with the little maternal +manner with which she always addressed him. + +Lady Luce was lounging in a chair, playing with a grayhound, and she +looked up at him with a smile, then lowered her eyes, as if she were +afraid their welcome should be too marked. + +"I've been for a walk," he said. His face was flushed, his eyes +bright--too bright--with suppressed emotion. "I've been lunching at the +Styles' farm----" + +"That's a long way! Aren't you tired? Will you have some tea? I'll get +some made in a moment or two. Do!" + +"No, no; thanks!" he said, as he pitched his cap on the stand. "It's too +late." + +As he spoke he went up to Lady Luce and looked down at her, his face +still flushed, his eyes still unnaturally bright. + +"What have you been doing with yourself, Luce?" he asked. + +She glanced up at him for a moment, then lowered her eyes and drew the +dog's sleek head close to her. + +"I don't know," she said, with a slight shrug of the shoulders. +"Nothing, I think. It has been an awfully long day." + +"Luce has been bored to death, and--for once--has admitted it," said +Lady Angleford, laughing. "Her yawns and sighs have been too awful for +words." + +He stood and looked down at her. She was perfectly dressed, and looked +like a girl in the light frock, with its plain blouse and neat sailor +knot. At any rate, if he married her he would have a beautiful wife; +and that was something. That she loved him, was still more. + +Now that he knew Nell had forgotten him, there was no reason why he +should hesitate. + +He bent lower, and his hand fell on the dog's head and touched hers. + +"Luce!" he said. + +She looked up, saw that the words she had been longing for were +trembling on his lips, and her face grew pale. + +"Luce, I want to speak to you," he said, in a low voice. Lady Angleford +had gone to a table to collect her work; there was no one within +hearing. "I want to ask you----" + +Before he could finish the all-important sentence, Wolfer and one or two +other men who had been riding came in at the door. + +"Bell gone?" exclaimed Wolfer. "Afraid we are late. Had a capital ride, +Angleford! What a lovely country it is! Is my wife in yet?" + +Drake bit his lip; for, having made up his mind to the plunge, he +disliked being pulled up on the brink. + +"After dinner," he whispered, bending still lower, and he went upstairs +with the other men. Lord Turfleigh, who was with them, paused at the +landing, murmured an excuse, and toddled heavily down again. Lady Luce +had picked up her book and risen, and she lifted her head and looked at +her father with an unmistakable expression on her face. + +He raised his heavy eyebrows and stretched his mouth in a grin of +satisfaction. + +"No!" he said, in a thick whisper. "Really?" + +She nodded, and flashed a smile of exultant triumph round the hall. + +"Yes. He had nearly spoken when you came in! My luck, of course! Another +minute! But he will speak to-night!" + +"My dear gyurl!" he murmured. "You make your poor old father a proud and +happy man. My own gyurl!" + +She glanced at Lady Angleford warningly, and going up to her, took her +arm and murmured sweetly: + +"Let us go upstairs together, dear." + +Lady Angleford looked at her with a meaning smile. + +"How changed you have suddenly become, Luce!" she said. "Where are all +your yawns gone? One would think you had heard news!" + +Luce turned her face with a radiant smile. + +"Perhaps I have," she said, in a low voice. "I--I will tell +you--to-morrow!" + +They parted at the door of Lady Angleford's room, Lady Luce's being +farther down the corridor. Next to Lady Angleford's was the suite which +had been prepared for Drake, and he came out of the room which adjoined +the one she used as a dressing room as she was going into it. + +"I'm sorry if my absence to-day was inconvenient, countess," he said. + +"Not in the least! Everybody was disposed of; indeed, I was so free that +Lady Wolfer and I went for a long drive. How changed she is! I don't +know a happier woman! And she has given up all that woman's rights +business." + +Drake nodded, with, it must be admitted, little interest. + +"By the way," he said, as casually as he could, "what is the name of the +young engineer and his sister who are staying at the lodge?" + +"Lorton," replied the countess. "So stupid of me! I thought it was +Norton, and I addressed the invitation so; but Mrs. Hawksley tells me +that it is Lorton. The brother comes from Bardsley & Bardsley." + +Drake nodded. He needed no confirmation of the fact of Nell's presence. + +"And she's engaged to this Mr. Falconer?" + +"Oh, yes," replied the countess. "There can be no doubt of it. Mrs. +Harksley says that his attentions to her last night--at the ball, I +mean--were quite touching. They walked home together arm in arm. I +really must call on her. They say she is extremely pretty." + +"No need to call, I think," he said. "I mean," he went on, as the +countess looked surprised, "that--that they will be gone directly." + +"Oh, but I thought he might be going to remain as resident engineer." + +"No, I think not," said Drake, almost harshly. "From all I hear, he's +too young." + +Lady Angleford nodded, and went into her room, where her maid was +awaiting her. + +"Will you wear your diamonds, my lady?" she asked. + +The countess nodded absently, and took the key of the safe from her +purse; but when the maid placed the square case which held the marvelous +jewels on the dressing table, Lady Angleford changed her mind. + +"No, no," she said; "not to-night. It is only a house party. Put them +back, please." + +The maid replaced the case in the safe, but she could not turn the key. + +"You must be quick. I am afraid I'm late," said the countess. + +"I can't turn the key, my lady," said the woman. + +Lady Angleford rose and tried to turn it, but the key remained +obstinately immovable. + +"Knock at the earl's door and ask him if he will be kind enough to come to +me," she said. + +The maid did so, and Drake came in. + +"I can't lock the safe, Drake," said the countess. "I am so sorry to +trouble you." + +"It's no trouble," he responded. "Literally none," he added, with a +short laugh. "You hadn't quite closed the door. See?" + +"We were stupid. How like a woman!" she said penitently. + +"Take care of the key," he said. "The diamonds had better be sent to the +bank the day after to-morrow, unless you want to wear them again soon." + +"No," she said. "They make such a fuss about them; and--well, they are +rather too much of a blaze for such a little woman as I am." + +"Nonsense!" he said. "Here's the key." + +He laid it on the dressing table, and she was about to take it up to +replace it in her purse, and put the purse in one of the small drawers +of the dressing table, when there came a knock at the door, and Burden +entered. + +"I--I beg your ladyship's pardon," she faltered, drawing back. + +"What is it?" asked the countess. + +"I wanted to borrow some eau de Cologne for my lady," said Burden. "I +thought your ladyship had gone down, or I wouldn't----" + +"Give her the eau de Cologne," said the countess to her maid. "Please +ask Lady Luce to keep it. I shall not want it." + +Burden took the bottle and went out. On the other side of the door she +paused a moment and caught her breath. Chance, or the devil himself, was +working on Ted's behalf, for she had happened to enter the room at the +very moment the countess had put the key in the purse, and the purse in +the drawer. And all day Burden had been wondering how she should get +that key. + +She went on after a moment or two, and Lady Luce looked up from her +chair in front of the dressing table, as Burden entered. + +"Where have you been?" she asked sharply. + +"I went to borrow some eau de Cologne, my lady," replied Burden. + +"Well, please be quick; you know we are late. I will wear----" she +paused a moment. She wanted to look her best that night. The beauty +which had caught Drake in the past, the beauty which was to ensnare him +again, and win for her the Angleford coronet, must lack no advantage +dress could lend it. "The silver gray and the pearls, please," she +said, after a moment or two of consideration. "Why, what is the matter +with you?" she asked sharply, as she saw the reflection of Burden's face +in the glass. "Are you ill, or what?" + +Burden tried to force the color to her face and keep her hands steady. + +"I--I am not very well, my lady," she faltered. "I--I have had bad +news." + +"Bad news! What news?" asked Lady Luce coldly. + +"My--mother is very ill, my lady," replied Burden, on the spur of the +moment. + +Lady Luce moved impatiently. + +"It is a singular thing that persons of your class are always in some +trouble or other; you are either ill yourselves, or some of your +relations are dying. I am very sorry and all that, Burden, but I hope +you were not thinking of asking me to let you go home, because I really +could not just now." + +"No, my lady; perhaps a little later----" + +"Well, I'll see," said Lady Luce irritably. "I don't suppose you could +do any good if you were to go home; I suppose there's some one to look +after your mother; and, after all, she may not be so bad as you think. +Servants always look at the worst side of things, and meet troubles +halfway." + +"Yes, my lady," said Burden. + +"And do, for goodness' sake, try and look more cheerful, my good girl! +It's like having a ghost behind me. Besides, if you are worrying +yourself about your mother you can't dress me properly; and I want you +to be very careful to-night--of all nights!" + +She leaned back and smiled at her face in the glass, and thought no more +of the maid's pale and anxious one. Had she been not so entirely +heartless, had she even only affected a little interest and expressed +some sympathy, the unhappy girl might have broken down and confessed her +share in the meditated crime; but Lady Luce was incapable of pretending +sympathy with a servant. In her eyes servants were of quite a different +order of creation to that of her own class; hewers of wood and drawers +of water, of no account beyond that which they gained from their value +to their masters or mistresses. To consider the feelings of the servants +who waited upon her would have seemed absurd to Lady Luce, almost, +indeed, a kind of bad form. + +The dinner bell had rung before she was dressed, and she hurried down to +find herself the last to arrive in the drawing-room. She sought Drake's +face as she entered. It still wore the expression of suppressed +excitement which she had noticed when he came in from his walk, and he +smiled with a kind of reluctant admiration as he noticed the magnificent +dress, and the way in which it set off her beauty. + +At dinner his altered mood was so marked that several persons who were +near him noticed it. He, who had been so quiet and grave, almost stern +in his manner and speech, to-night talked much and rapidly, and laughed +freely. + +The flush on his face deepened, and his eyes flashed so brightly that +Wolfer, who was sitting near him, could not help noticing how often +Drake permitted the butler to fill his glass, and wondered whether +anything had happened, and whether he were drinking too much. + +But Drake's gayety was infectious enough, and the dinner was a much +livelier one than any that had preceded it. + +Lady Luce was, perhaps, the most quiet and least talkative; but she sat +and listened to Drake's stories and badinage, with a smile in her eyes +and her lips slightly apart. + +In a few hours he would speak the word which would make her the future +Countess of Angleford! + +The ladies lingered at the table rather longer than usual, for Drake's +stories had suggested others to the other men, and his high spirits had +awakened those of the persons near him. But Lady Angleford rose at last, +and the ladies filed off to the drawing-room. + +The men closed up their ranks, and Drake sent the wine round briskly. +There was no dance to cut short the pleasant "after-the-ladies-have-gone" +time; and they sat long over their wine, so that it was nearly ten +o'clock when Drake, with his hand on the decanter near him, said: + +"No more, anybody? Sure? Turfleigh, you will, surely!" + +But the old man knew that he had had enough. He, too, was excited, and +under a strain, and he rose rather unsteadily and shook his head. + +"No, thanks. Er--er--I fancy we've rather punished that claret of yours +to-night, my dear boy." + +"It's a sad heart that never rejoices!" Drake retorted, with a laugh +which sounded so reckless that Wolfer glanced at him with surprise. + +"We'd better have a cigarette in the smoking room before we go into the +drawing-room," said Drake, and he led the way. + +As they went, talking and laughing, together across the hall, a +white-faced woman leaned over the balustrade above, and watched them. + +The other servants were in the servants' hall, enjoying themselves; the +gentlemen were in the smoking room, and the ladies in the drawing-room. +She was alone in the upper part of the house, which was so quiet and +still that the sound of a clock, in one of the rooms, striking ten was +like that of a church bell in her ears. + +She started and pressed her hand to her heart, then stole to the window +on the back staircase, and, keeping behind the curtain, listened. Her +heart beat so loudly as to almost deafen her, but she heard a slight +noise outside, and something fell with a soft tap against the window +sill. It was the top of the ladder falling into its place. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +Burden had switched off some of the electric lights in the +corridor--was, indeed, prepared to switch the remainder if any one +happened to come up--and she could just see a face through the window. +The sight of it almost made her scream, for the face was partially +covered by a crape mask, through which the eyes gleamed fiercely. + +Burden clapped her hand to her mouth to stifle the cry of terror, and, +absolutely incapable of remaining on the spot, fled to her own room and +locked herself in. + +Ted raised the window noiselessly and stepped into the corridor. He had +a plan of the house, drawn from Burden's description, and he made +straight for the countess' room. The Parson stood at the bottom of the +ladder on guard. And each man carried a revolver loaded in all six +barrels. + +A few minutes before the burglar had so neatly effected his entrance, +the men left the smoking room for the drawing-room--all excepting Lord +Turfleigh, who had taken a soda and brandy with his cigar, and deemed it +prudent to indulge in a little nap before joining the ladies. + +Drake was a little less excited than he had been, but he was still +resolved to ask Luce to be his wife, and he meant to take her into the +conservatory, or one of the rooms where they could be alone for a few +minutes. But when he entered the drawing-room she was playing. He went +up to the piano, and, bending over it as if to look at the music, +whispered: + +"Will you go into the conservatory presently?" + +She nodded, and without raising her eyes, but with a sudden flush. Drake +went across the room to where Lady Angleford and Lady Wolfer were +seated, talking, and the first word he heard was Nell's name. + +"Of course it is the same," Lady Wolfer was saying eagerly. "Her brother +was at the engineers, Bardsley & Bardsley! And Nell has been near us all +this time, and in this house, and I didn't know it! If I had, I would +have gone to her at once. She's the dearest and sweetest girl in all the +world, and I owe her----" She stopped and sighed, but not sadly. "She +left us quite suddenly to go to her stepmother, who was a cousin of my +husband's; and I have only seen her once since. They--she and her +brother--were living in one of these large mansions--a dreadfully +crowded and noisy place; but, though they were poor, she seemed quite +happy and contented. I begged her to come and live with me, but she +would not leave her brother--though for that matter we should have been +delighted to have him also, especially if he is anything like her. Oh, +yes, the dearest girl! And you don't know how much I owe her! Some day I +may be tempted to tell you." She sighed again, and was silent for a +moment, as she recalled the scene in her bedroom on the night of the +dinner party, the night before Nell had left Wolfer House so suddenly. +"I must go and see her to-morrow morning. They say she is engaged to the +young man, the violinist." + +Lady Angleford nodded. + +"Yes; and if she was engaged to him when you last saw her, that would +account for her happiness, notwithstanding her poverty. She is an +extremely pretty girl. I remember her quite well. I saw her at your +dinner party, you know. I hope she is going to marry a man worthy of +her. I'll go with you to see her to-morrow, if you'll let me." + +Drake stood listening, his hands clasped behind his back, his face set +sternly. Every word they said caused him a pang of pain; and as he +listened, his mind went back to the happy weeks when Nell was engaged to +a man who certainly was not worthy of her. + +Lady Angleford looked up at him. + +"We were talking of Miss Lorton and her brother, Drake," she said. +"She's a kind of connection of Lady Wolfer's, and lived with them for a +time. I wish you would see the brother and see if he really is too young +to be the resident engineer. It would be so nice to have some one whom +one knows." + +"I will see," he said, so grimly that Lady Wolfer glanced up at him with +some surprise; and, as he moved away, Lady Angleford looked after him +and sighed. + +"How changed he is!" she said, in a low voice. + +"In what way?" asked Lady Wolfer. + +The countess was silent for a moment or two. + +"He seems as if he were unhappy about something," she said; "as if +something were worrying him. I only saw him twice before he came into +the title, and though he was by no means 'loud' or effusive, he was +bright and cheerful; but now----I noticed the change the moment he came +into the Hall on his return. It seems so strange. He had cause for +anxiety then, for there was a chance of his losing Angleford; but now +one would think he possessed all that a man could desire." + +"The vanity of human wishes, my dear!" said Lady Wolfer. "Something may +have happened while he was abroad," she suggested in a low voice. + +"You mean a love affair? I don't think so." + +The countess glanced toward the piano. She felt sure that Drake was +about to renew his engagement with Lady Luce, and she deemed him the +last man in the world to marry for the sake of "convenience." + +Drake moved about the room restlessly, waiting for Luce to rise from the +piano; but she was playing a long piece--an interminable one, as it +seemed to him. Presently he felt for his pocket handkerchief, and, not +finding it, remembered leaving it on the dressing table where Sparling +had placed it. He went into the hall to send a servant for it; but there +was not one in sight, and he went quickly up the stairs and entered his +dressing room. He noticed that most of the electric lights were down, +and, disliking the gloom, went toward the row of switches. They were +fixed to the wall almost opposite Lady Angleford's dressing room, and as +his hand went up to them, he heard a slight sound in the room. + +It was a peculiar sound, like the soft bang which is made by the closing +of a safe door. For a moment Drake paid no heed to it; then suddenly its +significance struck upon him. Lady Angleford was in the drawing-room. +Who could be at the safe? + +He stepped outside the door, and waited for a second or two, then he +opened the door softly, and saw a man rising from his knees in front of +the safe. The man turned at the moment and stood with the case of +diamonds in his hand--two other cases bulged from his side pockets--his +eyes gleaming through his mask. + +Now, in fiction the hero who is placed in this position always cries +aloud for help, and instantly springs at the burglar; but in real life +the element of surprise has to be taken into account; and Drake was too +amazed at the moment to fling himself upon the thief. Besides, it is +your weak and timid man who immediately cries for help. Drake was +neither weak nor timid, and it would not occur to him to shriek for +assistance. So the two men stood motionless as statues, and glanced at +each other while you could count twenty. Then the burglar whipped a +revolver from his pocket and presented it. + +"Stand out of my way!" he said gruffly, and disguising his voice, for +he knew how easily a voice can become a means of identification. "Better +stand out of my way, or, by God! I'll fire!" + +Drake laughed, the short laugh of a strong man ridiculing the proposal +that he shall probably stand aside and permit a thief to pass with his +booty. + +"Put down that thing," he said. "You know you can't fire; too much +noise. Put it down--and the cases. No? Very well!" + +He sprang aside with one movement, and with the next went for the man. + +Ted was really a skillful craftsman, and had taken the precaution to +fasten a string across the room, from the bed to the grate. + +Drake's foot caught in it, and he went sprawling on his face. + +Ted sprang over him, and gained the corridor. With a dexterity beyond +all praise, he switched off the remaining lights and then pushed up the +window and dropped, rather than climbed, down the ladder. + +Drake was on his feet in a moment and out in the corridor in the next. +He had heard the window pushed up, and knew the point at which the man +had made his escape. + +Even then he did not give the alarm, and he did not turn up the lights, +for he could see into the night better without them. He leaned out of +the window and peered into darkness, and distinguished two forms gliding +toward the shrubbery. + +It was a long drop, but he intended taking it. He swung one leg over the +sill as some one came up the stairs. + +It was Sparling. + +"Why are all the lights out?" he exclaimed. "Who's there?" for there was +light enough from the hall for him to see Drake dimly. + +"All right; it's I," said Drake quietly. "Turn up the lights. There are +burglars. Don't shout; you'll frighten the ladies. Get the bicycle lamp +from my room--quick!" + +Sparling tore into the room, and came dashing out with the lamp, and, +with trembling hands, lit it. + +"Drop it down to me when I call," said Drake. "I'll risk its going out. +Then get some of the men and search the grounds. And--mind!--no +frightening the ladies!" + +Then he lowered himself, dropped, and called up. He caught the lamp, +which was still alight, and covering the glass with his hand, ran in the +direction the men had taken; and as he ran he buttoned his dress coat +over the big patch of white made by his wide shirt front. + +He had stalked big game often enough to be aware that his only chance of +tracking the thieves lay in his following them quietly and unseen, and +he ran on tiptoe, and keeping as much as possible among the shrubs as he +went, his ears and eyes strained attentively, he endeavored to put +himself in their place. + +"Yes," he muttered, "they'll make for the road, where there'll be a trap +waiting for them--or bicycles; but which part of the road?" + +The park fence was high, but easily climbable by an experienced burglar, +and they might make for it at any point; presumably the nearest. + +By this time he was cool enough, but extremely angry; and he blamed +himself for falling so easily into the string trap. What he ought to +have done----At this point in his futile reflections he stopped and +listened, not for the first time, and he fancied he heard a rustling +among the trees in front of him. He ran on as softly as possible, and +presently saw a figure--one only--going swiftly in the direction of the +lodge. + +Drake understood in a moment; one man had gone to bring the vehicle near +the gates, and this other man was waiting for it. + +Up to this instant Drake had given no thought to the fact that he was +pursuing two men, desperate, and, no doubt, armed, while he had no kind +of weapon upon him. But now he smiled with a grim satisfaction as he saw +that he had only one man to deal with. + +Their separation was a point in his favor. + +Steadily he followed on the man's track, and in a moment or two he saw +the glimmer of the light from the lodge window; and as he saw it, he +heard the roll of wheels approaching the gates. + +The burglar, unacquainted with the topography of the road, was breaking +his way through the undergrowth; and Drake, seeing that there was a +chance of cutting him off by striking into one of the paths, turned into +it. + +He had to run for all he was worth now, and as he sped along he was +reminded of his old college days, when he sprinted for the mile +race--and won it. He reached a corner where the narrow path joined the +wider one leading to the gate, and here he stopped, listening intently, +and still covering the light of the lamp with his hand. Suddenly he +heard footsteps near the lodge, and with a thrill of excitement more +keen than any other chase had given him, he ran toward them. + +As he did so, he caught sight of a woman's dress, and a faint cry of +alarm and surprise arose. Was there a woman in the business? + +Before he could answer the mental question he saw a figure--the figure +he had been pursuing--dash from the woods on the right and make for the +path he had just left. Drake swung round sharply and tore after him. The +man looked over his shoulder, swore threateningly, and snatched +something from his pocket. In drawing the revolver, however, he dropped +something, and Drake saw, with immense satisfaction, that it was the +diamond case. + +"Give in, my man!" he said. + +Ted laughed, caught up the case, and rushed on in the direction of the +gate. But at that moment the tall figure of Falconer ran from the lodge. + +Falconer stood for a moment, then he took in the situation, and dashing +to the gate, flung it close. Ted heard the clang of the gate, and ran +back toward Drake, with revolver raised. + +Death stared Drake in the face; but it is at such moments that men of +his temperament are coolest. He sprang aside as he had done in Lady +Angleford's room. The revolver "pinged," there was a flash of light, but +the bullet sped past him, and Drake flung himself upon his man. + +Ted was as slippery as an eel, and striking Drake across the head with +the revolver, he ran into the woods, with Drake after him; but the man +knew there was no escape for him in that direction, and after a moment +or two he turned and faced Drake again. + +"Keep off, you fool, or I'll shoot you!" he growled hoarsely. + +"Give in," said Drake again. "The game's up!" + +Ted laughed shortly, and aimed the revolver again; but as his finger +pressed the trigger, a cry rose from behind him, his arm was struck +aside, and once more the bullet whizzed past its mark, and Drake was +saved. + +He saw the figure of a woman struggling with the burglar, saw the man +raise his hand to strike her from him, saw her fall to the ground, and +knew, by some instinct, that it was Nell. + +In that instant the capture of the man was of no moment to him. With a +cry, he flung himself on his knees beside her. + +"Nell, Nell!" he panted. "Is it you?" + +She remained quite motionless under his words, his touch, and he raised +her head and tried to see her face. + +The lamp he had dropped some moments before. + +Suddenly a great shudder ran through her. She sighed, and opened her +eyes. + +"Drake!" she murmured; "Drake! Is he----" + +He thought she referred to the man. + +"Never mind him," he said eagerly. "Are you hurt? Tell me?" + +She put her hand to her head, and struggled to her feet, swaying to and +fro as if only half conscious, then her hands went out to him, and she +uttered a cry of terror and anxiety. + +"He--he shot you!" she gasped. + +"No, no!" he responded quickly. "There is no harm done, if the brute has +not hurt you." + +She shook her head and leaned against the tree, trembling and panting. + +"I was in the garden. I--heard you and the man running, and--and--I--ran +across the path----" + +"In time to save my life," he said gravely. "But I'd rather have died +than you should come to harm." + +As he spoke, he heard the noise of a struggle behind him. He had +absolutely ceased to care what became of the man whom he had been +pursuing so relentlessly for a few minutes before; but the noise, the +hoarse cries, which now broke upon them had recalled him to a sense of +the situation. + +"They are struggling at the gate--I must leave you," he said hurriedly. +And he ran down the path. + +As he approached the gate, he saw Falconer and the burglar struggling +together. Falconer was losing ground every moment, and as Drake was +nearly upon them, Ted got his opponent under him; but Falconer still +clung to him, and Ted could not get free from him. As he shot a glance +at Drake he ground his teeth. + +"Let me go, you fool!" he hissed. "Let me----" + +He got one arm free, the glimmer of steel flashed in the dim light as he +struck downward, and Falconer with a sharp groan loosed his hold. + +Ted was clear of him in an instant and sprang for the gate; but as he +opened it Drake was upon him. Ted was spent with his struggle with +Falconer; he had dropped his revolver; Drake had seized the arm which +held the knife--seized it in a grip like that of a vise. + +"Parson! Quick!" cried Ted. The dogcart drove up to the gate, and the +Parson was about to spring to the aid of his mate, when another figure +came running up. It was Dick. + +"Why, what on earth's the matter?" he cried. + +At the sound of his voice, the Parson, counting his foes with a quick +eye, leaped into the cart and drove away at a gallop. Ted cursed at the +sound of the retreating cart and struck out wildly, but Drake had pinned +him against the gate. + +"Knock that knife out of his hand!" he said sharply, and Dick did so. In +another moment the burglar was on his back in the road with Drake's knee +on his chest. + +"That will do!" he panted. "I give in! It's a fair cap! But if that +white-livered hound had stood by me, I'd have beaten the lot of you! As +it is, I've given as good as I've got, I fancy!" and he nodded +tauntingly as he glanced to where Dick knelt beside Falconer. + +Drake tore off the mask, and Ted shrugged his shoulders. + +"You can take your knee off my chest, my lord," he said; "you're a tidy +weight. Oh, I'm not going to try to escape. I know when I'm done. But it +was a near thing." + +Sparling and a couple of grooms with lanterns came running toward them, +and Drake rose. + +"Look to him," he said quietly. "He is not armed." + +Ted took the cases from his pockets and flung them down as the men +surrounded him; then he drew out a cigarette case, and, with a cockney +drawl, said: + +"Can one of you oblige me with a light?" + +Sparling knocked the cigarette out of his hand, and one of the grooms +growled: + +"Shall I give him one over the head, for his cheek, Mr. Sparling?" + +"Yes; that's about all you flunkeys can do; hit a man when he's down," +said Ted. "But you needn't trouble. Here comes the peelers." + +His quick ears had caught the heavy footsteps of the policeman, who came +running up, and, before he was asked to do so, he held out his hands for +the handcuffs. + +"Is the cove dead?" he asked curtly; but no one answered him; indeed, no +answer was possible, for Falconer lay like one dead, and Drake, who +supported his head, could perceive no movement of the heart. + +"One of you take a cart and go for the doctor," he said gravely. + +As he spoke, Nell came toward them. The climax had been reached so +quickly that Falconer had been wounded and the burglar caught before she +could find strength to follow Drake; for the reaction which had followed +upon her discovery of the fact that he was unhurt had made her weaker +than the man's blow had done. + +But now, as she saw the circle of men bending and kneeling round a +prostrate figure, her terror rose again and she hurried forward. Pushing +one of the men aside, she looked down, and with a cry fell on her knees +beside the unconscious man and gazed with horror-stricken eyes. + +"He is dead! He is dead! He has killed him!" she moaned. + +There was a moment's silence, while Drake looked at her with set face +and gloomy eyes; for at the anguish in her voice a pang of jealousy shot +through him, of envy; for how willingly he would have changed places +with the injured man! + +He rose, lantern in hand, and went round to her. + +"He is not dead," he said, almost inaudibly. + +"Oh, thank God!" she breathed. + +"But he is badly hurt, I am afraid," said Drake gravely. Then he turned +to the men. "We will carry him to the lodge. Gently!" + +They lifted the wounded man and bore him along slowly. As they did so, +Nell walked by his side, and half unconsciously took his hand and held +it fast clasped in her trembling one. Even at that moment he saw her +actions, and his heart ached. Yes, to have Nell hold his hand thus, to +have her sweet eyes resting on him so tenderly, so anxiously, he would +have willingly been in Falconer's place. + +They carried Falconer up to his room, and Drake, with the skill he had +acquired in many a knife-and-gun-shot accident, staunched the wound. +Falconer had been stabbed in the chest, and the blood was flowing, but +slowly. + +Drake was so absorbed in the task that he had forgotten Dick's presence +until, looking up, he caught Dick's eye fixed on him with sheer wonder. + +"Drake!" he said, in a whisper. "You here?" + +Drake nodded. + +"Yes; it's a strange meeting, Dick, isn't it? But we have been near each +other--though we didn't know it--for some days past. You are 'the young +engineer,' and I----" + +He shrugged his shoulders, and Dick leaped at the truth. + +"You are Lord Angleford?" he said. + +Drake nodded. + +"Yes. I'll explain presently. Just now all we can think of is this poor +fellow." + +"Poor chap!" said Dick sadly. "If I'd only come up a minute or two +sooner--I'd gone down to the village for some 'bacca. Who'd have thought +he was such a plucky one. For he's not strong, Drake, you see." + +Drake nodded. + +"No," he said; "but it is not always the strongest who are the bravest. +Who is that?" for there came a knock at the door. + +Dick went and opened it. Nell stood there, white to the lips, but calm +and composed. He answered the question in her eyes. + +"All right, Nell! Don't be frightened. He'll pull through; won't he, +Drake?" + +She turned her eyes upon him, and he met their appeal steadily. + +"I hope so," he said. + +She stole into the room, and, with her hands clasped, looked down at +Falconer in silence. + +"I hope so," repeated Drake emphatically. "There are not so many brave +men that the world can afford to lose one." + +She raised her eyes to his face quickly. + +"Yes," he said, "he was unarmed and knew that it was a struggle for +life, that the man was desperate and would stick at nothing. It was the +pluckiest thing I have ever seen." Then he remembered how she had sprung +forward to strike up the burglar's arm, and he added, under his breath, +"almost the pluckiest." + +The crimson dyed her face for a moment, and her eyes dropped under his +regard; but she said nothing, and presently she stole out again. + +It seemed an age to the two men before the doctor arrived, though the +time was really short; it seemed another age while he made his +examination. He met Drake's questioning gaze with the grave evasion +which comes so naturally to the smallest of country practitioners. + +"A nasty wound, my lord!" he said. "But I've known men recover from a +worse one. Unfortunately, he is not a strong man. This poor fellow has +known the meaning of privation." He touched the thin arm, and pointed to +the wasted face. "They tell their own story! Now, if it were you, my +lord----" he smiled significantly. + +"Would to God it had been!" said Drake. The village nurse, whom the +doctor had instructed to follow him, entered and moved with professional +calm to the bedside, and the doctor gave her some instructions. + +"I'll send you some help, nurse," he said. + +As he spoke, Nell came to the door. + +"No," she said, very quietly; "there is no need; I will help." + +Almost as if he had heard her, Falconer's lips quivered, and he murmured +something. Nell glided to the bed, and kneeling beside him, took his +hand. His eyes opened, with the vacant stare of unconsciousness for a +moment, then they recognized her, and he spoke her name. + +"Nell!" + +"Yes," she whispered, in response. "It is I. You are here at the lodge. +Here is Dick, and"--her voice fell before Drake's steady regard--"you +are with friends, and safe." + +He smiled, but his eyes did not leave her face. + +"I know," he said. "I--I am more than content." + +Drake could bear it no longer. Dick followed him out of the room, and +they went downstairs. + +"I will wire for Sir William, the surgeon," said Drake, very quietly. +"He will come down by the first train. Everything shall be done. +Tell--tell your sister----" + +Dick nodded gravely. + +"He's one of the best fellows in the world; he's worth saving, Drake----" +he said. "I beg your pardon," he broke off. "I--I suppose I ought to call +you 'my lord' now. I can scarcely realize yet----" + +Drake flushed almost angrily. + +"For Heaven's sake, no!" he exclaimed. "There need be no difference +between you and me, Dick, whatever there may be between----I'll come +across in the morning to inquire, and I'll tell you all that has +happened. Dick, you'll have to forgive me for hiding my right name down +there at Shorne Mills. It was a folly; but one gets punished for one's +follies," he added, as he held out his hand. + +Still confused by the discovery that his old friend "Drake Vernon" was +Lord Angleford, Dick could only let him go in silence, and Drake passed +out. + +As he did so, he looked up at the window of the sick room. A shadow +passed the blind, and as he recognized it he sighed heavily. Yes; +notwithstanding his wound and his peril, the penniless musician was the +lucky man, and he, my Lord of Angleford, the most unfortunate and +unhappy. + +Slowly he made his way toward the house, and as he went the face and the +voice of the woman he loved haunted him. For a moment she had rested in +his arms, and he could still feel her head on his breast, still hear the +"Drake, Drake!" + +She had not forgotten him, then; she still remembered him with some +kindness, though she loved Falconer? Well, he should be grateful for +that. It would be good to think of all through the weary years that lay +before him. + +How beautiful she was! With what an exquisite tenderness her eyes had +dwelt upon the wounded man! He started, and almost groaned, as he +remembered that not so long ago those eyes had beamed love and +tenderness upon himself. + +"Oh, Nell, Nell!" broke from him unconsciously. "Oh, my dear, lost love! +how shall I live without you, now that I have seen you, held you in my +arms again?" + +The great house loomed before him; the hall door was open; figures were +standing and flitting in the light that streamed on the terrace; and +with a pang he awoke to the responsibilities of his position, to the +remembrance of his interview with Luce. There she stood on the top of +the steps, a shawl thrown round her head, her face eager and anxious. + +"Drake! Is it you?" she exclaimed; and she came down the steps to meet +him, her hand outstretched. + +The others crowded round, all talking at once. He shook her hand, held +it a moment, then let it drop. + +"He is all right, I hope," he said. + +"He!" she murmured. "It is you--you, Drake!" + +He frowned slightly. + +"Oh! I?" he said, with self-contempt. "I have got off scot-free. Where is +the countess?" + +Lady Luce looked at him keenly, and with a half-reproachful air. + +"I--I--have been very frightened, Drake," she said. + +For the life of him he could not even affect a tenderness. + +"On my account? There was not the least need." + +Lady Angleford came forward hurriedly. + +"Drake! You are not hurt! Thank God!" And her hands clasped his arm. + +"You have got your jewels?" he said, in the curt tone with which a man +tries to fend off a fuss. "Are they all there?" + +She made an impatient movement. + +"Yes, yes--oh, yes! As if they mattered! Tell me how that poor man is. +How brave of him!" + +He smiled grimly. + +"Yes. He will pull round, I hope. We shall know more in the morning. +Hadn't you ladies better go to bed? Wolfer, I have wanted a drink once +or twice in my life, but never, I think, quite so keenly as now." + +The men gathered round him as he stopped at the foot of the stairs to +wish the women good night. Luce came last, and as she held out her hand, +looked at him appealingly. Was he going to let her go without the word +she had been expecting--the word he had promised? He understood the +appeal in her eyes, but he could not respond. Not to-night, with Nell's +face and voice haunting him, could he ask Lady Luce to be his wife. +To-morrow--yes, to-morrow! + +She smiled at him as he held her hand, but as she went up the stairs the +smile vanished, and, if it is ever possible for so beautiful a woman to +become suddenly plain, then Lady Luce's face achieved that +transformation. + +Gnawing at her underlip, she entered her room, flung herself into a +chair, and beat a tattoo with her foot. The door opened softly, and +Burden stole in. She was very pale, there were dark marks under her +eyes, and she trembled so violently that the brushes rattled together as +she took them from the table. + +Lady Luce looked up at her angrily. + +"What is the matter with you?" she demanded. "You look more like a ghost +than a human being, or as if you'd been drinking." + +Burden winced under the insult, and stole behind her mistress' chair; +but Lady Luce faced round after her. + +"You're not fit to do my hair, or anything else!" she said. "What is the +matter now? Your mother or one of your other relations, I suppose. You +always have some excuse or other for your whims and fancies." + +"I--I am rather upset, my lady!" Burden responded, almost inaudibly. +"The--the robbery----" + +"What does it concern you?" said Lady Luce sharply. "It is no affair of +yours; your business is to wait upon me, and if you can't or won't do it +properly----" + +The brush fell from Burden's uncertain hand, and Lady Luce sprang to her +feet in a passion. + +"Oh, go away! Get out of my sight!" she said contemptuously. "Go down to +the kitchen and tremble and shake with the other maids. I can't put up +with you to-night." + +"I'm--I'm very sorry, my lady. I'm upset--everybody's upset." + +"Oh, go--go!" broke in Lady Luce impatiently. "If you are not better +to-morrow, you'd better go for good!" + +Burden stood for a moment uncertainly; then, with a stifled sob, left +the room, and went down the corridor toward the servants' apartments; +but halfway she stopped, hesitated, then descended the back stairs and +stole softly along one of the passages. A door from the smoking room +opened on to this passage, and against this she leaned and listened. + +Sparling and the grooms who had joined in the pursuit of the burglars +had come back full of the chase and its results, and there was an +excited and dramatic recital going on in the servants' hall at that +moment; but she dared not go there, though she was in an agony of +anxiety to know the whole truth and the fate of her lover. Her face, her +overwrought condition, would have betrayed her; so, at the least, would +have caused surprise and aroused suspicion. She could not face the +servants' hall, but she knew that the gentlemen would be discussing the +affair in the smoking room, and that if she could listen unseen she +should hear what had happened to Ted. It was Ted, and nothing, no one +else she cared about. + +All the men were in the smoking room, and all were plying Drake with +questions. Drake, knowing that he would have to go through it, was +giving as concise an account of it as was possible. He was wearied to +death, not only of the burglary, but of the emotions he had experienced, +and his voice was low and his manner that of a man talking against his +will; but Burden heard every word, for, at its lowest, Drake's voice was +singularly clear. + +She listened, motionless as a statue, till he came to the point where +the burglar had turned and faced him. Then she moved and had hard work +to stifle a moan. + +"That was a near thing, Angleford!" said Lord Turfleigh, over the edge +of his glass; "a deuced near thing! If I'd been you, I should have cried +a go, and let the fellow off. Dash it all! a man in your position has +no right to risk his life, even for such diamonds as the Angleford." + +Drake laughed shortly. + +"I didn't think of the diamonds," he said quietly. "It was a match +between me and the man. He missed me and bolted to cover. I followed, +and he slipped behind a tree and aimed; but he missed--fortunately for +me." + +"Missed you?" said Lord Wolfer, who had been listening attentively and +in silence. "How was that? You must have been very near?" + +Drake was silent for a moment; then, as if reluctantly, he replied: + +"There were several persons engaged in the game. One of them was a young +lady who is staying at the lodge--the south lodge. She happened to be +out, strolling in the garden, and heard the rumpus. And she"--he lit a +fresh cigarette--"she sprang on him and struck his arm up!" + +"No!" exclaimed one of the men. "Dash it all! Angleford, if this isn't +the most dramatic, sensational affair I've ever heard of." + +"Yes?" came in Drake's grave, restrained tones. "Yes, that saved my +life." + +There was a moment's silence, an impressive silence, then he went on: + +"And did for the man. If he had disposed of me, he could have shot poor +Mr. Falconer at the gate and got off. As it was----" He stopped and +seemed to consider. "Well, it left me free to collar him at the gate, +but not, unfortunately, until he had wounded Falconer." + +"Poor devil!" muttered Lord Turfleigh. "Hard lines on him, eh, +Angleford?" + +"Yes," said Drake gravely. + +"Then, as I understand it," said Lord Wolfer, "your life, the salvation +of the countess' jewels, and the capture of the burglar are due to this +lady?" + +"That is so," assented Drake quietly. + +"Who is she? What is her name?" asked several men, in a breath. + +There was a pause, during which Burden listened breathlessly. + +"Her name is Lorton," said Drake, very quietly. "She is staying at the +south lodge." + +Burden started and bit her lip. Lorton? Where had she heard---- + +"Good heavens!" exclaimed Lord Wolfer. "You don't mean that Miss Lorton +who was with us?" + +Drake nodded. + +"The same," he said gravely. + +Burden's lips twitched, and her hands gripped the edge of the door frame. + +There was silence for a moment, then one of the men asked: + +"And what do you think the fellow will get, Angleford?" + +"It all depends," replied Drake, after a pause. "If this fellow Falconer +should die----Well, it will be murder. If not--and God grant he may +not!--it will be burglary simply, and it will mean penal servitude for +so many years." + +"And serve him right, whichever way it goes!" cried one of the men. +"Anyway, this young lady, this Miss Lorton, is a brick! Here's her +health!" + +Burden waited for no more. She was white still, but she was trembling no +longer. Her eyes were glowing savagely, and her lips were strained +tightly. Her sweetheart was captured; he would either be hanged or +sentenced to penal servitude; and Miss Lorton was the person with whom +she had to reckon! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +Before morning Falconer became delirious. He did not rave nor shout, but +he talked incessantly, with his eyes wide open and fixed vacantly, and +his long hand plucking at the bedclothes. Nell stole in from her room, +though she had promised to rest and leave the night duty to the village +nurse, and, sitting beside him, held his hand. + +At the touch of her cool fingers he became quiet for a moment or two, +and something like a smile crossed his pain-lined face; but presently he +began again. Sometimes he was back at the Buildings, and he hummed a bar +or two of music while his fingers played on the counterpane as if it +were a piano. Once or twice he murmured her name in a tone which brought +the color to Nell's face and made her heart ache. But it did not need +the whisper of her name to tell her Falconer's secret. She knew that he +loved her, for he had told her so at the moment when Drake had seen them +walking together in the garden. + +And as she sat and held his hand, she tried to force her mind from +dwelling on Drake, and to remember the devotion of the stricken man +beside her. + +Though he had confessed his love, he had asked for nothing in return. He +had said that he knew that his passion was hopeless, but that he could +not help loving her, that he must continue to do so while life lasted. + +"I will never speak of it again," he had said. "You need not be afraid. +I don't know why I told you now; it slipped out before I knew----No, +don't be afraid. All I ask is that you should still look upon me as a +friend, that you will still let me be near you as often as is possible. +It is too much to ask? If so, I will go away--somewhere, and cease to +trouble you with the sight of me!" + +And Nell, with tears in her eyes--as Drake had seen--had given him her +hand in silence, for a moment or two, and then, almost inaudibly, had +answered: + +"I am sorry--sorry! Oh, why did you tell me? No, no; forgive me! But you +must not go. I--I could not afford to lose your--friendship!" + +"That you shall not do!" he had said, very quietly, and with a brave +smile. "Please remember that I said I knew there was no hope for me. How +could there be? How could it be possible for you--you!--to care for me? +But a weed may dare to love the sun, Miss Lorton, though it is only a +weed and not a stately flower. I ought not to have told you; but that +little success of mine, and the prospect it has opened out, must have +turned my head. But you have forgiven me, have you not? and you will try +and forget that I was mad enough to show you my heart?" + +He had not waited for her to respond, but had left her at once, and, so +that she should not think him quite heartbroken, had hummed an air as he +went. + +And now that he lay here 'twixt life and death, Nell's heart ached for +him, and she longed, with a longing beyond all words, that she could +have returned the love he bore her. + +But alas, alas! she had no love to give. Drake had stolen it long ago, +there at Shorne Mills; and though he had flung it from him, it could not +come back to her. + +Even as she sat, with Falconer's hand in hers, she could not keep her +mind from dwelling on Drake, though the failure of her attempt to do so +covered her with shame. She had been in his arms again, had heard his +voice, and the glamour of his presence and his touch were upon her. + +His face hovered before her in the dim light of the sick room, and +filled her with the aching longing of unsatisfied love. + +Oh, why could she not forget him? Why could she not bring herself to +accept, to return, the love of the man who loved her with all his heart +and soul? He was all that was good, he was a genius, and a brave man to +boot! Surely any woman might be proud to possess him for a husband, +might learn to love him! + +She turned and looked at him as he lay, his head tossing restlessly on +the pillow, his lips moving deliriously; but though her whole being was +stirred with pity for him, pity is not love, though it may be nearly +akin, and one cannot force love as one forces a hothouse plant. + +After a while he became weaker, and the rambling, incoherent talk +ceased; but she was still holding his hand when Dick and the doctor came +in again. She sought the latter's face eagerly, but he merely smiled +encouragingly. + +"He has had a better night than I expected," he said, "and the +temperature is not exceedingly high. You had better get some rest, Miss +Lorton; you have been sitting up, I see." + +Dick drew Nell out of the room. + +"Drake--confound it! Lord Angleford, I mean!--has sent for Sir William. +Is--is he going to die, do you think. Nell?" + +Nell shook her head, her eyes filling. + +"I don't know; I hope not. You--you have seen Dra--Lord Angleford, +Dick?" + +"Just now. He came to inquire. Nell, I can't understand it, though he +has tried to explain why he hid his real name; and--and--Nell--he didn't +tell me why you and he broke it off." + +She flushed for a moment. + +"There was no need," she said. "It does not matter." + +Dick sighed and shrugged his shoulders. + +"No, I suppose it doesn't; but it's a mysterious affair. I hear he is +going to marry that fair woman, Lady Luce." + +Nell inclined her head, her lips set tightly. + +"It's a pity we can't get away from here," he said gloomily. "It's jolly +awkward. Though Drake was more than friendly with me last night and just +now. He's awfully changed." + +They were standing by the window of the sitting room, and Nell was +looking out with eyes that saw nothing. + +"Changed?" + +"Yes; he looks years older, and he's stern and grave as if----Well, he +doesn't look the same man, and it strikes me that he's anything but +happy, though he is the Earl of Angleford, and going to marry one of the +most beautiful woman in England." + +Nell stood with compressed lips and eyes fixed on vacancy. + +"He got a nasty blow last night," said Dick, after a pause. + +Her manner changed in a moment, and her eyes flew round to him. + +"He was hurt?" she said, with a catch in her breath. + +Dick nodded. + +"Yes; that ruffian struck him with the revolver or something. And I +say, Nell, I haven't heard your share in this affair yet. Drake told me +that the fellow struck you." + +"Did he?" she said indifferently. "I--I don't remember. Was Lord +Angleford badly hurt? Tell me." + +"Oh, no; I think not; not badly," replied Dick. "There's a bruise on his +temple; but what's that to the damage poor Falconer suffered? Drake says +that it was the pluckiest thing he's seen. Oh, Lord! what a sickening +business it is! Thank goodness, they've got the fellow. It will be a +lifer for him, that's one consolation." + +Nell shuddered. + +"And they've got the jewels back, that's another," said Dick, more +cheerily. "Though I'd rather the fellow had got off with them than poor +Falconer should have been hurt. What beastly bad luck, just after he'd +struck oil and got a start! Drake says that Falconer will be a +celebrity, if he lives; and you may depend Drake will do his best to +make his words good. There'll be a 'Falconer boom,' mark my words. I +never saw any one so concerned about a man as Drake is about him. He was +here outside talking with the doctor before it was light. The whole of +the remainder of the big house is to be placed at our disposal. In +short, if it had been Drake himself who was stabbed, there couldn't be +more concern shown. Here's the breakfast, and for the first time in my +life, I don't want it. Why the deuce can't the swells look after their +blessed diamonds?" + +Nell gave him his coffee, and then stole up to her own room and flung +herself on the bed. + +Drake was hurt. It might have been Drake instead of Falconer lying +between life and death. Her heart throbbed with thankfulness; but the +next moment she hid her face in her hands for very shame. She tried to +sleep, but she could not, and it was almost a relief when the servant +knocked and said that two ladies from the Hall were downstairs. + +"But I was not to disturb you if you was asleep, miss," she added, with +naïveté. + +Nell bathed her face and smoothed her hair quickly, and went down; and, +as she entered the sitting room, was taken into Lady Wolfer's embrace. + +"My dear, dear Nell!" she cried, in the subdued tones due to the sick +room above. "Why, it's like a fairy story! Why didn't I or some of us +know you were here, till last night? You remember Lady Angleford, dear?" + +The countess came forward and held out her hand with her friendly and +gentle smile. + +"Come to the light and let me look at you," Lady Wolfer went on, drawing +Nell to the window; "though it's scarcely fair, after all you have gone +through. Nell, who would have thought that we were entertaining a +heroine unawares? We knew you were an angel, of course; but a heroine--a +heroine of romance! You dear, brave girl!" + +Nell colored painfully. + +"The whole place, the whole county, by this time, to say nothing of +London and every other place where a telegraph wire runs, is full of +it." + +"Oh, I am sorry!" said poor Nell, aghast. + +Lady Angleford smiled. + +"It is the penalty one pays for heroism, Miss Lorton," she said; "and +you must forgive me for being grateful to you for saving Lord +Angleford's life." + +"Oh, but I didn't--indeed I didn't!" exclaimed Nell, in distress. + +"Oh, but indeed you did!" retorted Lady Wolfer. "Lord Angleford says so, +and he ought to know. He says that but for you the wretch would have +shot him--he was quite close." + +Nell's face was white again now, and the countess came to her aid. + +"We are forgetting one of the objects of our visit," she said. "You know +how anxious we are about Mr. Falconer, Miss Lorton. I hope he is in no +danger, my dear?" + +She took Nell's hand as she spoke, and pressed it, and Nell colored +again under the sympathy in the countess' eyes. + +"When I heard that he had been injured, I wished with all my heart that +the man had got clear off with the miserable diamonds--I was going to +say 'my' miserable diamonds, but they are only mine for a time. But I am +sure Lord Angleford joins me in that wish. All the diamonds in the world +are not worth rescuing at such a price as Mr. Falconer--and you--have +paid. I hope you can tell us he is better. We are all terribly anxious +about him." + +Now, even in the stress and strain of the moment, Nell noticed a certain +significance in the countess' tone, a personal sympathy with herself, +conveyed plainly by the "and you," and it puzzled her. But she put the +faint wonder aside. + +"I don't know," she said simply. "He is very ill--he was badly stabbed. +He has been delirious most of the night----" + +"My poor Nell!" murmured Lady Wolfer, pressing her hand. + +"I hope the nurse you have in to help you is a good one," said the +countess, as if she took it for granted that Nell was also nursing him. +"If not, we will send to London for one; indeed, Sir William may bring +one with him. I don't know what Lord Angleford telegraphed." + +"I wish we could do something for you, Nell," whispered Lady Wolfer. +"Only last night, before the burglary, we were arranging that we would +come down here and carry you--by main force, if necessary--up to the +Hall. And now----But, dear, you must not lose heart! He may not be badly +hurt; and the surgeons do such wonderful things now. Perhaps, when Sir +William comes, he may tell you that there is no danger whatever, and +that you will have him well again before very long." + +Her eyes dwelt on Nell's with tender pity and womanly sympathy; and +Nell, still puzzled, could only remain silent. As if she could not say +enough, Lady Wolfer drew her to the window, and continued, in a lower +voice: + +"I meant to congratulate you, Nell, and I do. I--we all admired him so +much the other night, little guessing the truth; and now that he has +proved himself as brave as he is clever, one can understand your losing +your heart to him. All the same, dear, I think he is a very--very lucky +man." + +The red stained Nell's face, and then left it pale again. She opened her +lips to deny that she and Falconer were engaged, but at that moment a +dogcart drove through the gate and stopped at the lodge. + +"Here is Drake!" said the countess. "He has been to Angleford to see the +police." + +Nell drew away from the window quickly, and the countess went out as +Drake got down from the cart. + +"How is he?" Nell heard him ask. Though she had moved from the window, +she could see him. He looked haggard and tired, and she saw the bruise +on his temple. Her heart beat fast, and she turned away and leaned her +arm on the mantelshelf. "And--and Miss Lorton?" he inquired, after the +countess had replied to his first question. + +She lowered her voice. + +"She looks very ill, but she is bearing up wonderfully. It is a terrible +strain for her, poor girl." + +Drake nodded gloomily. + +"Tell her that Sir William will be down by the midday train. And tell +her not to give up hope. I saw the wound, and----" + +"Hush! She may hear," whispered the countess. + +He glanced toward the window, and the color rose to his face. + +"Is she there?" he asked. + +"Yes. Would you like to see her?" + +He hesitated for a moment, his eyes fixed on the ground; then he said, +rather stiffly: + +"No; she might think it an intrusion"--the countess stared at him. "No; +I won't trouble her. But please tell her that everything shall be done +for--him." + +The countess accompanied him to the gate. + +"You have been to the police?" + +He nodded almost indifferently. + +"Yes; the man is well known. We were flattered by the attentions of a +celebrated cracksman. I've seen the detective in charge of the case, and +given him all the particulars. He says that the men were assisted by +some one inside the house--one of the servants, he suggests." + +The countess looked startled. + +"Surely not, Drake! Who could it be?" + +He shrugged his shoulders with the same indifference. + +"Can't tell. It doesn't matter. I've sent the things to the bank, and +the other people will look after their jewels pretty closely after this. +I wouldn't worry myself, countess." + +"But you are worrying, Drake!" she said shrewdly, as she looked at his +haggard face. "About this poor Mr. Falconer, of course!" + +He started slightly, but he was too honest to assent. + +"Partly; but there is no need for you to follow my example. I'll go on +now." + +He got up and drove off, but slowly, and he put the horse to a walk as +he neared the house. + +He had not seen Luce that morning, for he had been out, inquiring at the +lodge at six, and had gone straight on to Anglebridge, where he had +breakfasted. + +In his heart he had been glad of the excuse for his absence, for the few +hours of reprieve. But he would have to see her now, would have to ask +her to be his wife--while his heart ached with love for Nell! + +As he drove up to the door, one of the Angleford carriages came round +from the stables. He glanced at it absently, and entered the hall +slowly, draggingly, and was amazed to find Lord Turfleigh, in overcoat +and hat, standing beside a pile of luggage. + +"By George! just in time, Drake!" he exclaimed, his thick voice +quavering with suppressed excitement, his hands shaking as he tugged at +his gloves. "Just had bad news--deuced bad news!" + +But though he described the intelligence as bad, there was a note of +satisfaction in his voice. + +"I'm sorry. What is it?" asked Drake. + +"Buckleigh--Buckleigh and his boy gone down in that infernal yacht of +his!" said Lord Turfleigh hoarsely. + +He turned aside as he spoke to take a brandy and soda which the footman +had brought. + +The Marquis of Buckleigh was Lord Turfleigh's elder brother, and, if the +news were true, Lord Turfleigh was now the marquis, and a rich man. + +Drake understand the note of satisfaction in the whisky-shaken voice. + +"Just time to catch the train!" said the new marquis. "Where the devil +is Luce? I always said Buckleigh would drown himself----Where is Luce? +She thinks I'll go without her; but I won't!" He swore. + +At that moment Lady Luce came down the stairs. She was coming down +slowly, reluctantly, her fair face set sullenly; but at sight of Drake +her expression changed, and she ran down to him. There might yet be time +for the one word. + +"Drake!" she cried, in a low voice, "I am going----You have heard?" + +"Yes, yes," her father broke in testily. "I've told him. Get in. It will +be a near thing as it is. Come on, I tell you!" and he shambled down the +steps to the carriage. + +She held Drake's hand and looked into his eyes appealingly. + +"You see! I must go!" she murmured. + +He nodded gravely. + +"But you will come back?" he said, as gravely. "Come back as soon as you +can." + +Her face lit up, and she breathed softly. She was now the daughter of a +rich man, but she wanted Drake, none the less. + +"The Fates are against me, Drake," she whispered; "but I will come +back." + +"Where the devil is that confounded maid of yours, Luce?" Turfleigh +called to her. + +Burden came down the stairs. Her veil was drawn over the upper part of +her face, but the lower part was white to the lips. + +"I'm half inclined to leave her behind," said Lady Luce irritably. "Pray +be quick, Burden!" + +Burden got up on the box seat without a word. + +Drake put Lady Luce in, held her hand for a moment, then the carriage +started, and he was standing alone, staring after it half stupidly. + +He was still free! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + + +Two days later, Nell sat beside Falconer. He was asleep, but every now +and then he moved suddenly, and his brows knit as if he were suffering. + +The great surgeon--who, by the way, was small and short of stature--had +come down, made his examination, said a few cheerful words to the +patient, gone up to the Hall to dinner--at which he had talked fluently +of everything but the case--and returned to London with a big check from +Drake. But though he did not appear to have accomplished anything beyond +a general expression of approval of everything the local man had done, +all persons concerned felt encouraged and more hopeful by his visit; and +when Falconer showed signs of improvement it was duly placed to Sir +William's credit. There is much magic in a great name. + +But the improvement was very slight, and Nell, as she watched the +wounded man, often felt a pang of dread shoot through her. Sometimes she +was assailed by the idea that Falconer was not particularly anxious to +live. When he was awake he would lie quite still, save when a spasm of +pain visited him, with his dark eyes fixed dreamily upon the window; +though when she spoke to him he invariably turned them to her with a +world of gratitude, a wealth of devotion in them. + +And for the last two days the pity in Nell's tender heart had grown so +intense that it had become own brother to love itself. When a woman +knows that she can make a good man happy by just whispering "I love +you," she is sorely tempted to utter the three little pregnant words, +especially when she herself knows what it is to long for love. + +She could make this man who worshiped her happy, and--and was it not +possible in doing so she might find, if not happiness, contentment for +herself? + +A hundred times during the last two days she had asked herself this +question, until she had grown to desire that the answer might be in the +affirmative. Perhaps if she were betrothed to Falconer she would learn +to forget Drake, for whose voice and footstep she was always waiting. + +On this afternoon, as she sat at her post, she was dwelling on the +problem, which had become almost unendurable at last, and she sighed +wearily. + +Falconer awoke, as if he had heard her, and turned his eyes upon her +with the slow yet intense regard of the very weak. + +"Are you there still?" he asked, in a low voice. "I thought you promised +me that, if I went to sleep, you would go out, into the garden, at +least." + +"It wasn't exactly a promise. Besides, I don't think you have been +really asleep; and if you have it is not for long enough," she said, +smiling, and "hedging" in truly feminine fashion. "Are you feeling +better--not in so much pain?" + +"Oh, yes," he replied. "I'm in no pain." He told the falsehood as +admirably as he managed his face when he was awake, but it gave him away +when he was asleep. "I shall be quite well presently. I wish to Heaven +they would let me be removed to the hospital!" + +"That sounds rather ungrateful," said Nell, with mock indignation. +"Don't you think we are taking enough care of you?" + +He sighed. + +"When I lie here and think of all the trouble I've given, I sometimes +wish that that fellow's knife had found the right place. Though I +suppose they'd have hanged him if it had." + +Nell shuddered. + +"Is that the only reason you regret he did not kill you?" she said. + +"Am I to speak the truth?" + +"Nothing else is ever worth speaking," she remarked, in a low voice. + +"Well, then, yes. I am not so enamored of life as to cling to it very +keenly," he said, stifling a sigh. "I don't mean because I have had a +rough time of it--the majority of the sons of men find the way paved +with flints--but because----What an ungrateful brute I must seem to you. +Forgive me; I'm still rather weak." + +"Rather!" + +"Very weak, then; and I talk like a hysterical girl. But, seriously, if +any man were given his choice, I think he'd prefer to cross the river at +once to facing the gray and dreary days that lie before him." + +"But the days that lie before you are brilliant; crimson with fame and +fortune, instead of gray and dreary," she said. "Have you forgotten your +success at--at the ball? that you were to play at the duchess'? +Everybody says that you will become famous, that a great future lies +before you, Mr. Falconer." + +"Do they?" he said, gazing at the window dreamily. "No, I have not +forgotten. I wonder whether they are right?" + +"I know, I feel, they are right," she said quietly. "Very soon we shall +all be bragging of your acquaintance--I, for one, at any rate. I shall +never lose an opportunity of talking of 'my friend, Mr. Falconer, the +great musician, you know.'" + +"Yes," he said, looking at her with a faint smile. "I think you will be +pleased. And I----" + +He paused. + +"Well?" she asked. + +"If the prophecy comes true, I shall spend my time looking back at the +old days, and sighing for the Buildings, for that sunny room of yours, +with the tea kettle singing on the hob, and----Has Dick come back from +Angleford?" + +Nell nodded. + +"And the man? Has he been committed for trial?" + +"Yes," she replied. "But I don't want to speak of that--it isn't good +for you." + +He was silent a moment; then he said: + +"Do you know, I've got a kind of sneaking pity for the man. He wanted +the diamonds badly--he needed them more than the countess did. What +would it have mattered to her if he had got off with them? And he risked +his liberty and his life for them. A man can't do more than that for the +thing he wants." + +Nell tried to laugh. + +"I have never listened to a more immoral sentiment," she said. "I think +you had better go to sleep again. But I understand," she added, as if +she were compelled to do so. + +"And I fancy the reflection that he made a good fight for it--and it was +a good one; he was a plucky fellow!--must console him for his failure. +After all, one can only try." + +"Try to steal other people's jewels," said Nell. + +"Try for what seems the best--what one wants," he said dreamily. "I +wonder whether he would have been satisfied if he had got off with, say, +a small box of trinkets?" + +"I should imagine he would consider himself very lucky," said Nell, her +eyes downcast. + +"Do you think so?" asked Falconer quietly. "Somehow, I fancy you're +wrong. He would have hankered after those diamonds for the rest of his +life, and no amount of small trinkets would have consoled him for having +missed them. Though I dare say, being a plucky fellow, he would have +made the best of it." + +Nell began to tremble. The parable was plain to her. The man beside her +had failed to win the woman he loved, and would try to make the best of +the poor trinkets of fame and success. Her lips quivered, and her eyes +drooped lower. + +"Perhaps--perhaps he would have tried for the diamonds again," she said, +almost inaudibly. + +He looked at her with a sudden light in his eyes, a sudden flush on his +white face. + +"Do--do you think so? Do you think it would have been any use?" + +Nell rose, and brought some milk and water for him. + +"I--I don't know," she said. "I--I think, if he felt that he wanted them +so badly, he would have tried again; and that--that--he might----" + +He raised himself on his elbow and looked at her fixedly, his breath +coming fast, his eyes searching hers. + +"Ah!" he said. "You think that if he came to the countess and whined +for the things, she would have given them to him out of sheer pity! Is +that it?" + +Nell shook her head. + +"One can't imagine his being such a cur, such a fool, as to do it!" he +said, sinking back. "And yet that is what I am! See how weak and +cowardly I am, Nell! I promised that I would never again trouble you +with my love; that I would be content to be your friend--your friend +only; and yet a few days' sickness, and I am crawling at your feet and +begging you to take compassion on me! And you'd do it!--yes, I know what +you meant when you said that the man would try for the diamonds +again!--out of womanly pity you would! Oh, shame on me for a cur to take +advantage of my weakness!" + +"Hush, hush!" she said brokenly. "I meant what I said; I--I----" She +tried to smile. "I am a woman, and--and may change my mind!" + +"But not your heart!" he said. He raised himself on his elbow again. +"For God's sake, don't tempt me! I--I am not strong enough to resist. I +want my diamonds so badly, you see, that I would stoop to stealing them. +Nell, don't tempt me!" + +He sank back, and put his hand over his eyes as if to shut out the +beautiful face of the girl he loved. + +Nell sank into a chair, and sat silent for a moment; then she said, in a +low voice: + +"I want to tell you the truth." + +He took his hand away from his eyes, and fixed them on her downcast +face. + +"Go on," he said. "Tell me everything; why--why you have aroused a +hope--the dearest hope of my life----But no; it never was a hope, only a +hopeless longing. Ah! if you knew what such love meant, you would +forgive me for my weakness, for my cowardice. To long day and night! If +you knew!" + +"Perhaps I do!" she whispered, in so low a voice that it was wonderful +he should have heard her. But he did hear, and he turned to her quickly. + +"You! And I--I never guessed it! Oh, forgive me! forgive me! Then indeed +there never was any hope for me. I understand! How blind I have been! +Who----No; I've no right to ask. Now I understand the look in your eyes +which has often haunted and puzzled me. Oh, what a blind, blundering +fool I have been all this time!" + +"Hush!" she said, still so low that he could only just hear the broken +murmur. "I--I am glad you did not know. I--I would not have told you +now, if--if it were not all past and done with!" + +"Nell!" he said. + +"Yes, it is all past and done with," she repeated. "And--and I want to +forget it. I want you--to help me! Oh! must I speak more plainly? Won't +you understand? If you will be content to take me--knowing what I have +told you--if you will be content to wait until I--I have quite +forgotten! and I shall soon, very soon----" + +He stretched out his hand to her, an eager cry on his lips. + +"Content!" he said. "You ask me if I shall be content!" + +Then, as she put out her hand to meet his, he saw her face. It was white +to the lips, and there was a look in her eyes more full of agony than +his own had worn at his worst times. He let his hand fall on the bed. + +"Is it all past?" he asked doubtfully. + +She was about to speak the word "Yes," when a voice came from below +through the open window. It was Drake talking to Dick. The blood flew to +her face, her brows came together, and she shrank as if some one had +struck her. + +Falconer, with his eyes fixed upon her, heard the voice, saw the change +on her face. The light died out of his eyes, and slowly, very slowly, he +drew his hand back. + +Nell stood looking before her, her lips set tightly, her eyes downcast. +It was a terrible moment, in which she appeared under a spell so deep as +to cause her to forget the presence of the man beside her. And, as he +watched her, the life seemed to die out of his face as well as his eyes. + +The door opened, and Dick came in. + +"Drake's come to inquire after the patient," he said. "How are we, +Falconer?" + +"Better," said Falconer, with a smile; "much better. Couldn't you +persuade Miss Lorton to take down the report, Dick?" + +Dick nodded commandingly at Nell. + +"Yes; you go, Nell." + +She hesitated a moment; then she raised her head and glanced at Falconer +reproachfully. + +"Yes, I will go," she said, almost defiantly. + +Drake leaned against the rails in the sunlight, softly striking his +riding whip against his leg. His horse's bridle was hitched over the +gate, and as he waited for Dick he thought of the time when the bridle +had been hitched over another gate. + +He heard a step lighter than Dick's on the stairs behind him, and slowly +turned his head. The sun was streaming through the doorway, so that the +slim, graceful figure and lovely face were set as in an aureole. A +thrill ran through him, the color rose to his bronzed face, and he +stood motionless and speechless for a moment; then he raised his hat. + +"How is Mr. Falconer?" he asked. + +He had not seen her since the night of the burglary, the night he had +held her in his arms, and the blunt question sounded like a mockery set +against the aching longing of his heart. + +"He is better," she said. + +Her eyes rested on him calmly, and she spoke quite steadily, so that he +did not guess that her heart was beating wildly, and that she had to +clench the hand beside her in her effort to maintain her composure. + +"I am glad," he said simply. "It has been an anxious time--must be so +still--for you, I am afraid." + +"Yes," she said. + +He stood looking at her, and then away from her, and then at her again, +as if his eyes must return to her against his will. + +"I--I am glad to see you. I wanted to tell you--to thank you for what +you did for me the other night. You know that I owe you my life?" + +She shook her head and forced a smile. + +"Isn't that rather an--exaggeration, Lord Angleford?" + +He bit his lip at the "Lord Angleford." And yet how else could she +address him? + +"No," he said; "it is the simple truth. The man would have shot me." + +"Then I am glad," she said quietly, as if there were no more to be said. + +He bit his lip again. + +"You are looking pale and thin." + +"Oh, no," she said. "I am quite well." + +Why did he not go? Every moment it became more difficult for her to +maintain her forced calm. If he would only go! But he stood, his eyes +now downcast, now seeking hers, his brows knit, as if he found it awful +to remain, and yet impossible to go. + +"Will you tell Mr. Falconer that directly he is able to go out I will +send a carriage for him--a pony phaëton, or something of that sort?" he +said, at last. + +Nell inclined her head. + +"We will leave here as soon as he can be moved," she said. + +His frown deepened. + +"Why?" he asked sharply. "Why should you?" + +The blood began to mount to her face, and, gnawing at his mustache, he +turned away. But as he did so Dick came down the stairs, two at a time. + +"Hi, Drake!" he called out. "Don't go. Falconer would like to see you!" + +Drake hesitated just for a second--then---- + +"I shall be very glad," he said. + +Nell moved aside to let him pass, and went into the sitting room, and he +followed Dick upstairs. She went to the window, and stood looking out +for a moment or two, then she caught up her hat and left the house, for +she knew that she could not see him again--ah! not just yet. + +Drake went up the stairs slowly, trying to brace himself to go through +the ordeal like a man--and a gentleman. He was going to congratulate Mr. +Falconer on his good fortune in winning the woman he himself loved. It +was a hard, a bitterly hard thing to have to do, but it had to be done. + +"Here's Lord Angleford, old man," said Dick, introducing him. "I don't +know whether visitors are permitted yet, but you can lay the blame on +me; and you needn't palaver long, Drake." + +"I will take care not to tire Mr. Falconer," said Drake, as he went to +the bedside and held out his hand. + +Falconer took it in his thin one, and looked up at the handsome face +with an expression which somewhat puzzled Drake. + +"I'm glad to hear you're better," he said. "I suppose I ought not to +refer to the subject, but I can't help saying, Falconer, how much we--I +mean Lady Angleford--and all of us--are indebted to you. But for you the +fellow would have got off, and her diamonds would have been lost." + +Falconer noticed the friendly "Falconer," and though his heart was +aching, he could not help admiring the man who stood beside him with all +the grace of health and high birth in his bearing; and he sighed +involuntarily as he drew a contrast between himself and "my lord the +earl." + +"All the same," Drake went on, "the countess would rather have lost her +diamonds than you should be hurt." + +"Her ladyship is very kind," said Falconer. His eyes, unnaturally +bright, were fixed on Drake's face, his voice was low but steady. "I am +glad I was of some little use in saving them. The man has been committed +for trial, I hear?" + +Drake nodded indifferently. + +"Yes," he said. "I wish he had dropped the jewel cases and got off. It +would have saved a lot of bother. But don't be afraid that you will be +wanted as a witness," he added quickly. "I and one or two of the men who +were present when he was captured will be sufficient. There will be no +need to worry you--or Miss Lorton." + +Falconer nodded. + +"I hope you will be able to get out soon," said Drake. "I told Miss +Lorton that I would send a carriage for you--something bulky and +comfortable. Perhaps you'll let me drive you?" + +Falconer nodded again, and Drake began to feel vaguely uncomfortable +under his fixed gaze and taciturnity; and being uncomfortable, he +blundered on to the subject that tortured him. + +"But Miss Lorton can drive you well enough; she is a perfect whip. +And--and now I am mentioning her, I will take the opportunity of +congratulating you upon your engagement, Falconer." + +Falconer's lips twitched, but his eyes did not leave Drake's face, which +had suddenly become stern and grim. + +"You knew Miss Lorton before she came here, Lord Angleford?" said +Falconer. + +Drake colored, and set his lips tightly. + +"Yes," he said, trying to speak casually. "We met----" + +He stopped, overwhelmed by a thousand memories. His eyes fell, but +Falconer's did not waver. + +"Then it is as an old friend of hers that you congratulate me, Lord +Angleford?" he said. + +"Yes, an old friend," said Drake, his throat dry and hot. "I wish you +every happiness, my dear fellow; and I think you----" + +Falconer raised himself on his elbow. + +"You are laboring under a mistake, Lord Angleford," he said, very +quietly. "You think that Miss Lorton--is betrothed to me?" + +Drake nodded. His face had grown pale; there was an eager light in his +eyes. Falconer dropped back with a sigh. + +"You are wrong," he said. "Who told you?" + +Drake was silent a moment. The blood was rushing through his veins. + +"Who told me? I heard--everybody said----" + +He dropped into the chair and leaned forward, his face stern and set. + +Falconer smiled as grimly as Drake could have done. + +"What everybody says is rarely true, my lord. We are not betrothed." + +"You don't----" exclaimed Drake. + +A worm will turn if trodden on too heavily. Falconer turned. His face +grew hot, his dark eyes flashed. + +"Yes, my lord, I love her!" he said, and the lowness of his voice only +intensified its emphasis. "I love her so well--so madly, if you +like--that I choose to set conventionality at defiance, and speak the +truth. I love her, but I can never win her, because there is one who +comes between her and me. Wait!"--for Drake had risen, and was gazing +down at the wan face with flashing eyes. "I do not know who he is. She +has never uttered a word to guide me; but I can guess. Wait a moment +longer, my lord! Whoever he may be, he is not worthy of her; but she +cares for him, and that is enough for me, and should be enough for him. +If I were that man----" + +He stopped, for his breath had failed him. Drake leaned over him as if +he would drag the conclusion of the sentence from him. + +"If I were that man, I'd strive to win her as I'd strive for heaven! Ah, +it would be heaven!" His lips twitched, and he turned his face away for +a moment. "I would count everything else as of no account. I would +thrust all obstacles aside, would go through fire and water to reach +her----" + +Drake caught him by the arm. + +"Take care!" he said hoarsely. "You bid me hope! Dare I do so?" + +Falconer looked at him fixedly. + +"Go to her and see. Wait, my lord. I love her as dearly--more dearly, +perhaps, God knows!--than you do. She would be mine at a word." + +Drake stood motionless, his face white and set. + +"But that word will never be spoken by me. So I prove my love. Prove +yours, my lord, and go to her!" + +Drake tried to speak, but could not. His hand closed over Falconer's for +a moment, then he hurried from the room and went down the stairs. + +Dick was lounging in the porch with a cigarette, and he stared at +Drake's hurried appearance, at his white, set face. + +"Where is Nell? Where is your sister?" Drake demanded. + +"Heaven only knows! She went out when you came in. She's in the wood, I +should think." + +Drake strode down the path and into the wood. His brain was on fire. She +was free--they were both free! There was heaven in the thought! + +Nell was seated at the foot of one of the big elms, and heard his quick, +firm steps. She looked up, and would have risen and flown, but he was +upon her before she could move--was upon her, and in some strange, +never-to-be-explained way had got her hand in his. + +"Nell--Nell!" was all he could say, as he knelt beside her and looked +into her eyes. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + + +At the passionate "Nell! Nell!" at the grasp of his hand, the blood +rushed to Nell's face, and her breath came painfully. She was startled +and not a little alarmed. Why was he kneeling at her feet, why did he +call upon her name with the appeal of love, the note of entreaty, in his +voice? He was no longer Drake Vernon, but the Earl of Angleford, the +promised husband of Lady Lucille. + +The color left her face, and she drew her hand from his and shrank away +from him, so that she almost leaned against the tree. + +He half rose and looked at her penitently, and with something like shame +for his vehemence. Indeed, he had rushed from the lodge in search of +her, remembering nothing, thinking of nothing, but the fact that they +were both free. But now he realized how suddenly he had come upon her, +how great a shock his passionate words, his excited manner, must have +been to her. + +"Forgive me!" he said, still on one knee; "forgive me! I have frightened +you. I forgot." + +Nell tried to still the throbbing of her heart, to regain composure; but +she could not speak. He rose and stood before her, his eyes fixed on +her, eloquent with love and admiration. She had never seemed more +beautiful to him than at this moment. Her face was thinner and paler +than it had been in the happy days at Shorne Mills, but it had grown in +beauty, in that spiritual loveliness which replaces in the woman that +which the girl loses. The gray eyes were pure violet now, and fuller and +deeper, as they mirrored the soul which had expanded in the bracing +atmosphere of sorrow and trial. + +He had fallen in love with an innocent, unsophisticated girl; he was +still more passionately in love with her now that, a girl still in +years, she had developed into glorious, divine womanhood. His eyes +scanned her face hungrily, yet reverently, as he thought: Was it +possible that he had once kissed those beautiful lips, had once heard +them murmur "I love you?" And was it possible that he might again hear +those magic words? His soul thirsted for them. It seemed to him that if +he were to lose her now, if she were to send him away, life would not be +worth having, that nothing remained for him in the future but misery and +despair. To few men is it given to love as he loved the girl before him, +and in that moment he suffered an agony of suspense which might well +have caused the recording angel to blot out the follies of his past +life. + +But he must not frighten her, he must not drive her away from him by +revealing the intensity of his passion. + +So his voice was calm, and so low that it was little more than a +whisper, as he said: + +"I have come in search of you; I have something to say that I hope, I +pray, you will hear. Won't you sit down again?" and he motioned to the +place where she had been seated. + +But Nell shook her head and remained standing, her hands clasped loosely +before her, her eyes downcast. + +"What is it, Lord Angleford?" she said, in a voice as low as his. "I--I +want to go back to the lodge." + +"Wait a few minutes," he said imploringly. "I will not keep you long. I +have just left the lodge. He--Mr. Falconer--is all right; he will not +mind--will not miss you for a few minutes. And I must speak to you. All +my happiness, my future, depends on it--upon you!" + +"Ah, let me go!" she said, almost inaudibly; for at every word he spoke +her heart went out to him, and she was tempted to forget that he was no +longer her lover, but the betrothed of Lady Lucille. Whatever he said, +she must not forget that! + +"No; it is I who will go, when I have spoken, and if you tell me," he +said gravely. "When you sent me away last time I went--I obeyed you. I +promise to do so now if you send me away again. Nell--ah! I must call +you so. It is the name I think of you by, the name that is engraven on +my heart! Nell, I want to ask you if there is no hope of my recovering +my lost happiness. Do you remember when I told you that I loved you, +there at Shorne Mills? I told you I was not worthy of you. Even then I +was deceiving you." + +She drew nearer to the tree, and put her hand against it for support. + +"I was masquerading as Drake Vernon. I concealed my real name and rank; +but I had no base motive in doing so. I was sick of the world, and weary +of it and myself, and I longed to escape the maddening notoriety which +harassed me. And then, when I thought--ah, no! I won't say thought, for; +I know that then, then, Nell, you loved me!" + +Her lips quivered, but she kept the tears back bravely. + +"Then it seemed so precious a thing to know that you should have loved +me for myself alone, that you were not going to marry me for my rank and +position, as many another girl would have done, that I was tempted to +play the farce to the end. It was folly, but the gods punish folly more +surely and quickly than they punish crime. The night that you +discovered I had deceived you, I had resolved to tell you the truth and +beg your forgiveness. But it was too late. Most of our good resolutions +come too late, Nell. You had learned that I had deceived you; you had +learned that I was not worthy to win and hold the love of a pure and +innocent girl, and you sent me away." + +She raised her eyes and glanced at him, half bewildered. Was it possible +that he thought that was her only reason for breaking the engagement? + +"You were right, Nell. I think you would be right if you sent me away +now; but I am daring to hope that you won't do so. It is but the +shadow--the glimmer of a hope, and yet I cling to it, for it means so +much to me--so much!" + +There was silence for a moment, then he went on: + +"I left Shorne Mills that day, and I sailed in the _Seagull_, determined +that I would accept your sentence, that I would never harass or worry +you, that, if it were possible, you should never be troubled by the +sight of me. But, Nell, though I left you, I carried your image with me +in my heart. I tried to forget you, but I could not. I have never ceased +to love you; not for a single day have you been absent from my mind, not +for a single day have I ceased to long for you!" + +She looked at him again, wonder and indignation dividing her emotion. +There was truth in his accents, in his eyes. Had he forgotten Lady +Lucille? + +"There was no more wretched and unhappy man on God's earth than I was at +that time," he went on. "Nell, if you had been called upon to find a +punishment heavy enough for the deceit which I practiced, I do not think +you could have hit upon a heavier one. For I could not be rid of my love +for you. I could not forget your sweet face; your dear voice haunted me +wherever I went, and I moved like a man under a curse, the curse of +weariness and despair." + +His voice almost broke, and he put his hand to his forehead as if he +still felt the weight of the weary months. + +"Then came the news of my uncle's sudden death; but when I had got over +my grief for him--he had been good to me, and I was fond of him!--even +then I could find no pleasure in the inheritance which had fallen to me. +Of what use was the title and the rest of it, if all my happiness was +set upon the girl I had lost forever? I came home to do my duty, in a +dull, dogged fashion, came home with the conviction that I should not be +able to rest in England, that I should have to take to wandering again. +I loved you still, Nell, but I hoped--see, now, I tell you the +truth!--that I might at least get some peace, might learn to deaden my +heart. And then, as the Fates would have it, I find you here, and----" + +He paused for a moment and caught his breath. + +"Hear that you were going to marry another man." + +Nell started slightly, and the color rose to her face. She had forgotten +Falconer! + +"That was the last drop in my cup of misery. Somehow, I had always +thought of you as the little girl of Shorne Mills, as--as--free. I had +not reflected that it was inevitable that some other man should admire +and love you. You see, you--you still, in some strange way, seemed to +belong to me, though I knew I had lost you!" + +No words he could have uttered could have touched her more sharply and +deeply than this simple avowal. She turned her head aside so that he +might not see the quivering of her lips, the tenderness which sprang +into her eyes. + +"That was the hardest blow of all that Fate had dealt me, Nell. It +almost drove me mad to know that you once loved me, and yet that you +were to be the wife of another man! It made me mad and desperate for a +time, then I had to face it, as I had faced my loss of you. But, +Nell----" + +He paused again, and ventured to draw a little nearer to her; but as she +still shrank from him, and leaned against the tree, he stopped short and +did not venture to take her hand. + +"Now I have just left Mr. Falconer, I have heard from his own lips that +there is no engagement, that----Oh, Nell! It was the knowledge that you +were still free that sent me to you just now, that made me cry out to +you as I did! I love you, Nell, more dearly, more truly, if that be +possible, than I did! Won't you forgive me the folly which made you send +me away from you? Won't you let me try and win back your love?" + +There was silence, broken only by the rustle of the leaves in the summer +breeze, by the note of a linnet singing in the branches above their +heads. + +"See, dear, I plead as a man pleads for his life! And on your answer +hangs all that makes life worth living. Forgive me, Nell, and give me +back your love! I have been punished enough, rest assured of that. +Forgive me that past folly and deceit, Nell! I'll teach you to forget in +time. Dearest, you loved me, did you not? You loved me until that night +of the ball--at the Maltbys'--when you discovered who I was!" + +Back it all came to her, and she turned her face to him with grief and +reproach in her violet eyes. + +"I was on the terrace," she said, almost inaudibly. "It is you who +forget. It was not because you kept your right name and rank from me. I +was on the terrace. I saw you and--and Lady Luce!" + +He started, and his hand fell to his side. He could not speak for a +moment, the shock was so great, and in silence he recalled, saw as in a +flash of lightning, all the incidents of that night. + +"You--you were there? You saw--heard?" he said, half mechanically. + +"Yes," she said. + +She was calm, unnaturally calm now, and her voice was grave and sad +rather than reproachful. + +"I saw and heard everything. I saw her and Lady Chesney before you came +out. I heard Lady Luce telling her friend that you and she were engaged, +that you had parted, but that she still cared for you, and that you +would come back to her; and when you came out of the house on the +terrace, I saw her--and you----Oh, why do you make me tell you? It is +hateful, shameful!" + +She turned her face away, as if she could not bear his gaze fixed on her +with amazement, and yet with some other emotion qualifying it. + +"You saw Lady Luce come to meet me, heard her speak to me, saw her kiss +me?" he said, almost to himself; and even at that moment she was +conscious of the fact that there was no shame in his voice, none in his +eyes. + +She made a motion with her hand as if imploring him to say no more, to +leave her; but he caught at her hand and held it, though she strove to +release it from his grasp. + +"My God! and that was the reason? Why, oh, Nell! Nell! why did you not +tell me what you had seen? Why did you say no word of it in your letter? +If you had done so--if you had only done so!" + +She looked at him sadly. + +"Was it not true? Were you not engaged to her?" she asked, almost +inaudibly. + +"Yes," he replied quickly. "I kept that from you; but it was true. You +read of the engagement in that paragraph in the stupid paper, you +remember? I ought to have told you, and I thought that it was because I +had not, as well as because I had concealed my rank, that you broke with +me. But, Nell, my engagement with her was broken off by herself; when +there was a chance of my losing the title and the estates, she jilted +me. I was free when I asked you to be my wife. You believe that? Great +heavens! you do not think me so bad, so base----" + +"No," she said, with a sigh. "No; but you went back to her. Oh, I do not +blame you! She is very beautiful; she was a fitting wife----" + +He uttered an exclamation--it was very like an oath--and caught her hand +again. + +"No, no," he said, almost fiercely. "You are wrong--wrong!" + +She sighed again. + +"I saw you--and her," she said, as if that were conclusive. + +"I know it," he said. "You saw her come toward me and greet me as +if--Heaven! I can scarcely bear to speak of it, to recall it!--as if she +were betrothed to me. You saw her kiss me. But, Nell--ah! my dearest, +listen to me, believe me!"--for she turned away from him in the +bitterness of her agony, the remembrance of the agony she had suffered +that night on the terrace. "You must believe me! The kiss was hers, not +mine. I would rather have died than my lips should have touched her that +night." + +Nell's heart began to throb, and something--a vague hope--the touch of a +joy too great and deep for words--began to steal over her. + +"I am a fool, and weak, but, as Heaven is my witness, I had no thought +for her that night. All my heart, my love, were yours! The very sight of +her, her presence, was painful to me! Even as she came toward me, I was +thinking of you, was in search of you. And her kiss! If the lips had +been those of one of the statues on the terrace, it could not have moved +me less. Nell, be merciful to me! What could I do? I am a man, she is a +woman. Could I thrust her from me? I longed to do so; I would have told +her I loved her no longer, that my love was given to another, to you, +Nell; but there was no time. She left me before I could scarcely utter a +word. And then I went in search of you--and the rest you know. Think, +Nell! When you sent me away, did I go to her? No; I left England with my +disappointment and my misery. Ah, Nell, if you had only told me that you +had beheld the scene on the balcony! Go back to her--and leave you!" + +He laughed with mingled bitterness and desperation. The strain was +growing too tense for mere words. + +At such moments as this, the man, if there is aught of manliness in him, +has need of more than words. + +"Think, dearest!" he said hoarsely. "Compare yourself with poor Luce! +You say she is 'beautiful.' Do you never look in the glass? Dearest, you +are, in all men's sight, ten times more lovely! The pure and flawless +gem against the falsely glittering paste! Oh, Nell, if my heart was not +so heavy, I could laugh, laugh! And you thought I had left you for her, +gone back to her! And so you sent me away to exile and misery!" + +His voice grew almost stern. + +"Nell! It is you who ought to plead for forgiveness! Yes! You have +sinned against me!" + +She started and looked at him, open-eyed in her amazement. + +"Yes, you also have sinned, Nell! You ought to have spoken to me, +brought your accusation. I could have explained it all; we should have +been married--and happy! And I should have been spared all these months +of unhappiness, this awful hell upon earth!" + +He had struck the right note at last. Convince a woman that she has been +cruel to you, and, if she loves you, the divine attribute of pity will +awaken in her, and bring her, who a moment before was as inflexible as +adamant, to your feet. + +Nell, panting for breath, looked at him; questioningly at first, then, +by short degrees, pleadingly, almost penitently. + +"Drake!" she breathed piteously. + +He sprang forward and caught her in his arms, and pressed a torrent of +kisses upon her lips, her hair. + +"Nell! My love, my dearest! Oh, have I got you back again? Have I? Tell +me you believe me, Nell! Tell me that I may hope; that you will love me +again!" + +She fought hard to resist him; but when a man holds the woman he loves, +and who loves him, in his arms, the woman fights in vain. Every sense in +her plays traitor, and fights on the man's side. + +Nell put her hands on his broad chest, and tried to hold him off; but he +would not be denied. + +"Nell, I love you!" he cried hoarsely. "I want you. Let the past go. +Don't hold me at arm's length, dearest! I love you! Nell, you will take +me back?" + +She still struggled and protested against the flood of happiness which +overwhelmed her. + +"But--but she?" she said, meaning Luce. "Since you have been +here----They say----Ah, Drake!" + +He laughed as he pressed her to him. + +"Let them say!" he retorted. "Nell, I'll tell you the whole truth. If +you had been engaged to poor Falconer, I should have married Luce----" + +"Ah!" she breathed, with a shudder she could not repress. + +"But you are not. And I am still free! And you are free! Nell, lift your +head! Give me one kiss--only one--and I will be satisfied." + +Her head still drooped for a moment, then she raised it and kissed him +on the lips. + +The summer breeze made music in the leaves, the linnet sang his heart +out above their heads, the soft air breathed an atmosphere of love, and +these two mortals were, after months of misery, happy beyond the power +of words to express. + +And as they sat, hand in hand, talking of the past, and picturing the +future, neither of them naturally enough gave a thought to Lady Luce. + +And yet he had asked her to come back to Anglemere; and without doubt +she would come. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + + +It was an enchanted world to these two. For some time they sat side by +side, or, rather, Drake sat at Nell's feet, her hand sometimes resting, +lightly as a dove's wing, with a caress in its touch, upon his head. +There were long spells of silence, for such joy as theirs is shy of +words; but now and again they talked. + +They had so much to tell each other, and each was greedy of even the +smallest detail. Drake wanted to hear of all that had happened to her +since the terrible parting on the night of the Maltbys' ball--how long +ago it seemed to them as they sat there in the sunshine that flickered +through the leaves and touched Nell's hair with flashes of light. + +And Nell told him everything--everything excepting the episode of Lady +Wolfer and Sir Archie--that was not hers to tell, but Lady Wolfer's +secret, and Nell meant to carry it to the grave with her; not even to +this dearly loved lover of hers could she breathe a word of that crisis +in Ada Wolfer's life. And yet, if she had been free to tell him about it +then and there, how much better it would have been for them both, how +much difference it would have made in their lives! + +"And was there no one, no other man whom you saw, who could teach you to +forget me, Nell?" he asked, half fearfully. + +Nell blushed and shook her head. + +"Surely there was some one among all you knew who was not quite blind, +who was sensible enough to fall in love with the loveliest and the +sweetest girl in all London?" + +Nell's blush grew warmer as she remembered some of the men who had paid +court to her, who would have been her suitors if she had not kept them +at arm's length. + +"There was no one," she said simply. + +"Falconer?" he said, in a low voice. + +The color slowly ebbed from her face, and her eyes grew rather sad as she +reflected that her happiness had been purchased at the cost of his pain +and self-sacrifice. + +"Yes," she said, in a whisper, for she could not hide the truth from +him; her heart was bare to his gaze. "If--if you had not come, if he had +chosen to accept me, I should have married him. But you came at the very +moment, Drake; and at the sound of your voice----He saw my face, and +read the truth." + +"Poor Falconer," he said, very gravely. "He is a better man than I am, +than I shall ever be, even under the influence of your love, and the +happiness it will bring me. I owe him a big debt, Nell; and though I +can't hope to pay it, I must do what I can to make his life more +smooth." + +"He is very proud," she said, a little proudly herself. + +"I know, I know; but he must let me help him in his career. I can do +something in that direction, and I will. But for him! Ah, Nell, I don't +like to think of it; I don't like to contemplate what might have +happened if I had lost you altogether. Yes; I owe him a debt no man +could hope to repay. I wish it had been I who had lived at Beaumont +Buildings and played the violin to you, instead of him. All that time I +was sailing in the _Seagull_, or wandering about Asia, wondering whether +there was anything on earth, or in the waters under the earth, that +could bring me a moment's pleasure, a moment of forgetfulness." + +"And--and--you thought of me all that time? There was no one else?" + +"There was no one else," he said, as simply as she had answered his +question. "Though sometimes----Do you want me to tell you the whole +truth, dearest?" + +"The whole truth," she responded, looking down at him with trustful +eyes, and yet with a little anxious line on her brow. For what woman +would not have been apprehensive? She had cast him off, and he had been +wandering about the world, free to love again, to choose a wife. + +"Well, sometimes I tried to efface your image from my mind, to forget +Nell of Shorne Mills, in the surest and quickest way. I went to some +dinners and receptions; I joined in a picnic or two, and an occasional +riding party. Once I sailed in a man's yacht which had three of the +local belles on board, and I tried to fall in love with one of them--any +of them--but it was of no use. Now and again I endeavored to persuade +myself that I was falling in love. There was one, a girl who was +something like you; she had dark hair, and eyes that had a look of yours +in them; and when she was silent I used to look at her and try----But +when she spoke, her voice was unlike yours, and her very unlikeness +recalled yours; and I saw you, even as I looked at her, as you stood on +the steps at the quay, or sat in the stern of the _Annie Laurie_, and my +heart grew sick with longing for you, and I'd get up and leave the girl +so suddenly that she used to stare after me with mingled surprise and +indignation. What charm do you exert, what black magic, Nell, that a +big, strong, hulking fellow like me cannot get free from the spell you +throw over him? Tell me, dearest." + +Her eyes rested on him lovingly, and there was that in the half-parted +lips which compelled him to rise on his elbow and kiss them. + +"And yet you could have married Lady Luce," she said, not reproachfully, +but very gravely. "Did you not think of her, Drake?" + +"No," he replied gravely. "I gave no thought to her until I came home +and saw her. And it was not for love of her that I should have married +her, Nell, but in sheer desperation. You see, it did not matter to me +whom I married if I could not have you." + +"And yet--ah, how hard love is!--she cares for you, Drake! I have seen +her--I saw her on the terrace, I saw her at the ball here." + +He laughed half bitterly. + +"My dear Nell, don't let that idea worry you. There is nothing in it; it +is quite a mistaken one. Luce is a charming woman, the most finished +product of this fin de siècle life----" + +"She is very beautiful," Nell said, just even to her rival. + +"I'll grant it, though compared to a certain violet-eyed girl I +know----" + +Nell put her hand over his lips; and he kissed it, and went on gravely. + +"No, it is not given to Luce to love any one but herself. She and her +kind worship the Golden Image which we set up at every street corner. +Rank, wealth, the notoriety that is paragraphed in the society papers, +those are what Luce worships, and marries for. By the accident of birth +I represent most of these things, and so----" + +He shrugged his shoulders and laughed. + +"And now chance has helped me again, for her father has inherited the +Marquisate of Buckleigh, and he will be rich. It is likely enough that +she would have jilted me again." + +"But you were not engaged to her?" said Nell, drawing her hand from his +head, where it had rested lightly. + +"No," he said. "But I should have been, and she knows it. The whole +truth, dearest! No, I am free, thank God! Free to win back my old +love." + +Nell drew a sigh of relief, and her hand stole back to him. + +"She will let me go calmly and easily enough. There are at least two +marriageable dukes in the market, and Luce----" + +"Ah, Drake, I do not like to hear you speak so harshly--even of her." + +"Forgive me, Nell. You are right," he said penitently. "But I can't +forget that by her play acting on the terrace that night she nearly +robbed me of you forever, and caused both of us months of misery. I +can't forget that." + +"But you must!" said Nell gently. "After all, it may not have been +acting." + +He laughed again, and drew her down to him. + +"Ah, Nell, not even after the experience you had at Wolfe House, do you +understand the fashionable woman, the professional beauty. It was all +'theater' on Luce's part, believe me! She would have made a magnificent +actress. But do not let us talk about her any more. Tell me again how +you used to live in Beaumont Buildings. Nell, we'll go there after we +are married--we'll go and see the rooms in which you lived. I want to +feel that I know every bit of your life since we parted." + +At the "after we are married," spoken with all the confidence of the +man, Nell's face grew crimson. + +"And now, dearest, you will come up to the Hall?" he said, after a +pause, and as if he were stating an indisputable proposition. "By +George! how delighted the countess will be to hear of our reconciliation +and engagement! She knows nothing of our love and our parting. I told no +one; my heart was too sore; but I think I shall tell her now, and she +will be simply delighted. You'll like her, Nell; she's such a dear, +tender-hearted little woman. I don't wonder at my uncle falling in love +with her. Poor old fellow! She has been wonderfully good to me. You'll +come up to the Hall, and be treated like a princess." + +"No, Drake," she said. "I must not. I must stay with--him; he needs me +still." + +He was silent a moment, then he kissed her hand assentingly. + +"It shall be as you will, my queen!" he said quietly. "Ah, Nell, I shall +make a bad husband; for I foresee that I shall spoil you by letting you +have your own way too much. I wanted you at the Hall, wanted you near +me. But I see--I see you are right, as always. But, Nell, there must be +no delay about our marriage. Directly Falconer is well enough to----" + +She drew her hand away, but he recovered it and held it against his +face. + +"There must be no other chance of a slip between the cup and the lip," +he said, almost solemnly. "I want you too badly to be able to wait. +Besides, do you forget that we have been engaged two years? Two years! A +lifetime!" + +At this moment a "Coo-ee!" sounded through the wood--an impatient and +half indignant "Coo-ee!" + +It was Dick, and he approached them, yelling: + +"Nell! Nell! Where on earth are you, Nell?" + +They had barely time to move before he was upon them. + +"I say, Nell, where on earth have you been? I'm starving----Hallo!" he +broke off, staring first at Nell's red and downcast face, and then at +Drake's smiling and quite obviously joyous one. "What----" + +Drake took Nell's hand. + +"We quite forgot you, Dick, and everybody and everything else. But +you'll forgive us when you hear that Nell and I have--have----" + +"Made it up again!" finished Dick, with a grin that ran from ear to ear. +"By George, you don't say so! Well, I said it was only a tiff; now, +didn't I, Nell? But it was a pretty long one. Eighteen months or +thereabouts, isn't it?" + +For a moment the two lovers looked sad, then Drake smiled. + +"Just eighteen months too long, Dick," he said. "But you might wish us +joy." + +"I do, I do--or I would, if I wasn't starving!" retorted Dick. "While +you have been spooning under the spreading chestnut tree, I've been +wrestling with the electric dynamos; and the sight of even bread and +cheese would melt me to tears. But I am glad, old man," he said, in a +grave tone--"glad for both your sakes; for any one could see with +three-quarters of an eye, to be exact, that you were both miserable +without each other. Oh, save me from the madness of love!" + +"There was a very pretty girl by the name of Angel at the Maltbys' +dance," put in Drake musingly; "a very pretty girl, indeed, who sat out +most of the dances, if I remember rightly, with a young friend of mine." + +Dick's face grew a healthy, brick-dust red, and he glanced shyly from +one to the other. + +"Well hit, Drake, old man!" he said. "Yes; there was one, and I've seen +her in London once or twice----" + +"Oh, Dick, and you never told me!" said Nell reproachfully. + +"I don't tell you everything, little girl," he remarked severely; "and I +won't tell you any more now unless you come on and give me something to +eat. See here, now; I'll walk in front, and promise not to look +round----" + +Nell, blushing painfully, looked at Drake appealingly, and he seized +Dick by the arm and marched him off in the direction of the lodge, Nell +following more slowly. + +As they entered, the nurse came down from Falconer's room, and Nell +inquired after him anxiously. + +"He is much better, miss," said the nurse; "and he asked me to say that +he should be glad if you and his lordship would go up to him." + +Drake nodded, and he followed Nell up the stairs. + +Falconer was sitting up, leaning back against a pile of pillows; and he +greeted them with a smile--the half-sad, half-patiently cynical smile of +the old days in Beaumont Buildings--the smile which served as a mask to +hide the tenderness of a noble nature. + +Nell came into the room shyly, with the sadness of the self-reproach +which was born of the knowledge that her happiness had been gained at +the cost of this man who loved her with a love as great as Drake's; but +Drake came up to the bed boldly, and held out his hand. + +"We have come--to thank you, Falconer," he said, in the tone with which +one man acknowledges his debt to another. "No, not to thank you, for +that's impossible. Some things are beyond thanks, and this that you have +done is one of them. You have brought happiness where there was nothing +but misery and despair. Some day I will tell you the story of our +separation; but that must wait. Now I can only try and express my +gratitude----" + +He stammered and broke down; for with Falconer's eloquent eyes upon him, +he realized the extent of the man's self-sacrifice, and it seemed to him +that any attempt to express his own gratitude was worse than absolute +silence. Can you thank a man for the gift of your life? + +Falconer looked from one to the other, the half-sad smile lighting up +his wan face. + +"I know," he said simply. And indeed he knew how he should feel if he +were in the place of this lucky man, this favored of the gods. "I know. +There is no need to say anything. You are happy?" + +His eyes rested on Nell. She slipped to her knees beside the bed and +took his hand; but she could not speak; the tears filled her eyes, and +she gazed up at him through a mist. + +"Ah! what can I say?" she murmured. + +He smiled down at her with infinite tenderness. + +"You have said enough," he said simply, "and I am answered. Do you think +it is nothing to me, your happiness? It is everything--life itself!" +His dark eyes glowed. "There is no moment since I knew you that I would +not have laid down this wretched life of mine, if by so doing I could +have made you happy at a much less cost." + +He turned his eyes to Drake with sudden energy. + +"Don't pity me, Lord Angleford. There is no need." + +Drake took his other hand and pressed it. + +"You must get well soon, or her--our--happiness will be marred, +Falconer," he said warmly. + +Falconer nodded. + +"I shall get well," he said. "I am better already. We artists are never +beyond consolation. Art is a jealous mistress, and will brook no rival." + +"And you worship a mistress who will make you famous," said Drake. + +Falconer smiled. + +"We are content, though she should deny us so much as that," he said. +"Art is its own reward." + +Nell rose from her knees and stole from the room. When she had gone, +Falconer raised his head and looked long and seriously at Drake. + +"Be good to her, my lord," he said, very gravely. "You have won a great +prize, a ruby without a blemish; value it, cherish it." + +Drake nodded. + +"I know," he said simply. + +Nell stole into the room again. She was carrying Falconer's violin +carefully, tenderly. She put it in his hands, held out eagerly to +receive it, and he placed it in position, turned it swiftly, and began +to play, his eyes fixed on hers gratefully. + +Nell and Drake withdrew to the window, their heads reverently bent. + +He played slowly, softly at first, a sad and yet exquisitely sweet +melody; then the strain grew louder, though not the less sweet, and the +tiny room was throbbing with music which expressed a joy which only +music could voice. + +Drake's hand stole toward Nell's, and grasped it firmly. Her head +drooped and the tears rose to her eyes, and soon began to trickle down +her cheeks. The exquisite music seemed to reach her soul and raise it to +the seventh heaven, in even which there are tears. + +"Drake!" she murmured. "Drake!" + +"Nell, my dearest!" he responded, in a whisper. + +Then suddenly the music ceased. Falconer slowly dropped the violin on +the bed and fell back, his eyes closed, his face as calm as that of a +child falling to sleep. + +"Go now," whispered Nell; and Drake stole from the room, leaving Nell +kneeling beside the musician, who had apparently fallen asleep. + +Drake went down the stairs like a man in a dream, the strange, weird +music still ringing in his ears, and walked up to the Hall. + +The countess met him as he entered, and he took her hand and led her +into the library without a word. + +"Oh, what is it, Drake?" she asked anxiously, for she knew that +something had happened. + +He placed her in one of the big easy-chairs, and stood before her, the +light of happiness on his face. + +"I've something to tell you, countess," he said. "I am going to be +married." + +She smiled up at him. + +"I am very glad, Drake. I have expected it for some time past. What a +pity it is that she should have had to go!" + +"She! Who?" he exclaimed. + +For the moment he had forgotten Lady Luce. + +The countess stared at him. + +"Who?" she said, with surprise. "Why, who else should it be but Luce?" + +His brows came together, and he made an impatient movement. + +"No, no!" he said. "It is Nell--I mean Miss Lorton." + +She rose with amazement depicted on her countenance. + +"Miss Lorton! At the lodge?" + +"Yes," he said impatiently. "We were engaged nearly two years ago. There +was a--a--misunderstanding--but it is all cleared up. I want your +congratulations, countess." + +She was an American, and therefore quick to seize a point. + +"And you have them, Drake. That sweet, beautiful girl! I am glad! +But--but----" + +"What?" he asked impatiently. + +"But Luce!" she stammered. "We all thought that----" + +"You are wrong," he said, almost hoarsely. "It is Miss Lorton. Go to her +at the lodge, and----" + +He said no more, but went to the writing table. + +Lady Angleford, all in amaze, left the room. + +He took up a pen and scribbled over a sheet of note-paper, then tore it +up. He filled several other sheets, which he destroyed, but at last he +wrote a few words which satisfied him. + +Then he remembered that he did not know Luce's address; and, for want of +a better, he addressed the letter, announcing his engagement to Miss +Lorton, to Lord Turfleigh's club in London; and, like a man, was +satisfied. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + + +Was it any wonder that Nell should lie awake that night asking herself +if this sudden joy and happiness that had come to her was real--that +Drake loved her still--had never ceased to love her--and was hers again? + +Perfect happiness in this vale of tears is so rare that we may be +pardoned for viewing it with a certain amount of incredulity, and with a +doubt of its stability and lasting qualities. But Drake's kisses were +still warm on her lips, and his passionate avowal of love still rang in +her ears. + +And next morning, almost before she had finished breakfast, down came +the countess to set the seal, so to speak, upon the marvelous fact that +Nell of Shorne Mills was to be the wife of the Earl of Angleford. + +Nell, blushing, rose from the table to receive her, and the countess +took and held her hand, looking into the downcast face with the tender +sympathy of the woman, who knows all that love means, for the girl who +has only yet learned the first letters of its marvelous alphabet. + +"My dear, you must forgive me for coming so early. Mr. Lorton, if you do +not go on with your breakfast, I will run away again. I am so glad to +meet you. Now, pray, pray, sit down again." + +But Dick, who knew that the countess wished to have Nell alone, declared +that he had finished, and took himself off. Then the countess drew Nell +to her and kissed her. + +"My dear, I am come to try and tell you how glad I am! Last night Drake +and I sat up late talking of you. He has told me all your story. It is a +romance--a perfect romance! And none the less charming because, unlike +most romances in life, it has turned out happily. And we are all so +pleased, so delighted--I mean up at the Hall; and I am sure the people +on the estate will be as pleased, for I know that you have become a +general favorite, even though you have been here so short a time. Lady +Wolfer begged me to let her come with me this morning, but I would not +yield. I wanted you all to myself. Not that I shall have you for long, I +suppose, for Drake will be sure to be here presently." + +Nell's blush grew still deeper. She was touched by the great lady's +kindness, and the tears were very near her eyes. + +"Why are you all so glad?" she faltered, gratefully and wonderingly. "I +know that there is a great difference between us. I am--well, I am a +nobody, and Drake is stooping very low to marry me. You must all feel +that." + +"My dear," said the countess, with a smile, "no man stoops who marries a +good and innocent girl. It's the other way about--at least, that's my +feeling; but then I'm an American, you know; and we look at things +differently on the other side. But, Nell, we are glad because you have +made Drake happy. None of us could fail to see that he has been wretched +and miserable, but that now he has completely changed. If you had seen +the difference in him last night! But I suppose you did," she put in +naïvely. "He seemed to have become years younger; his very voice was +changed, and rang with the old ring. And you have worked this miracle! +That is why we are all so delighted and grateful to you." + +The tears were standing in Nell's eyes, though she laughed softly. + +"And yet--and yet he ought to have married some one of his own rank." +The color rushed to her face. "I did not know who he was when--when I +was first engaged to him at home, at Shorne Mills." + +"I know--I know. He has told me the whole story. It was very foolish of +him--foolish and romantic. But, dear, don't you see that it proves the +reality, the disinterestedness of your love for him? And as for the +difference of rank--well, it does not matter in the least. Drake's rank +is so high that he may marry whom he pleases; and he is so rich that +money does not come into the question." + +"It is King Cophetua and the beggar maid," murmured Nell. + +"If you like; but there is not much of the beggar maid about you, dear," +retorted the countess, holding Nell at arm's length and scanning the +refined and lovely face, the slim and graceful form in its plain morning +frock. "No, my dear; there is nothing wrong about the affair, excepting +the extraordinary misunderstanding which parted you for a time, and +brought you so much unhappiness. But all that is past now, and you and +he must learn to forget it. And now, my dear, I want you to come up with +me to the Hall." + +But Nell shook her head. + +"I can't do that, countess," she said. "I can't leave Mr. Falconer. He +is much better and stronger this morning; the nurse says that he slept +all night, for the first time; but he still needs me--and--I owe him so +much!" she added in a low voice. + +The countess looked at her keenly for a moment; then she nodded. + +"I see. Drake told me that I should find you harder to move than you +look. And I am not sure that you are not right," she said. "When you +come to stay at the Hall it will be as mistress." Nell's face crimsoned +again. "But, my dear girl, we can't pass over the great event as if it +were of no consequence. Drake's engagement, under any circumstances, +would be of the deepest interest to all of us, to the whole country; but +his engagement to you will create a profound sensation, and we must +demonstrate our satisfaction in some way. I'm afraid you will have to +face a big dinner party." + +Nell looked rather frightened. + +"Oh!" she breathed. "Is--is it necessary? Can't we just go on as if--as +if nothing had happened?" + +The countess laughed. + +"That's exactly what Drake said when I spoke to him about it last night. +It is nice to find you so completely of one mind. But I'm afraid it +wouldn't do. You see, my dear, the people will want to see you, to be +introduced to you; and if we pursue the usual course there will be much +less talk and curiosity than if we let things slide. Yes, you will have +to run the gauntlet; but I don't think you need be apprehensive of the +result," and she looked at her with affectionate approval. + +"Very well," said Nell resignedly. "You know what is best, and I will do +anything you and Drake wish." + +"What a dutiful child!" exclaimed the countess, banteringly. "And though +you won't come and stay at the Hall, you will come up and see us very +often, to lunch and tea and----" + +"When Mr. Falconer can spare me," said Nell quietly. + +"Yes. And about him, dear. We talked of him last night, and his future. +That will be Drake's special care. He, too, owes him a big debt, and he +feels it. Mr. Falconer is a genius, and the world must be made to know +it before very long. And your brother, dear; you will let him come up to +the Hall?" + +Nell laughed softly. + +"You are thinking of everything," she said. "Even of Dick. Oh, yes, +he'll come. Dick isn't a bit shy; but he thinks more of his electric +machines than anything else on earth just at present." + +"I know," said the countess, laughing. "But we must try and lure him +from them now and again. I am sure we shall all like him, for he is +wonderfully like you. Now, about the dinner, dear. Shall we say this day +week?" + +"So soon!" said Nell. + +"Yes; it mustn't be later, for this wretched trial is coming on; the +assizes are quite close, you know; and Drake will have to be there as +witness. My dear, I'm glad they did not get off with the diamonds! You +little thought that night, when you saved Drake's life, and prevented +the man getting away, that you were fighting for your own jewels." + +"Mine!" said Nell. + +The countess laughed. + +"Why, yes, you dear goose! Are they not the Angleford diamonds, and will +they not soon be yours?" + +Nell blushed and looked a little aghast. + +"I--I haven't realized it all yet," she said. "Ah! I wish Drake +were--just Drake Vernon! I am afraid when I think----" + +The countess smiled and shook her head. + +"There is no need to be afraid, my dear," she said shrewdly. "You will +wear the Angleford coronet very well and very gracefully, if I am not +mistaken, because you set so little store by it. And now here comes +Drake! It is good of him to give me so long with you. Give me a kiss +before he comes--he won't begrudge me that surely! Ah, you happy girl!" + +Drake drove up in a dogcart. + +"I can't get down; the mare won't stand"--he hadn't brought a groom, for +excellent reasons. "Please tell Nell to get her things on as quickly as +she can!" he said to the countess as she came out. + +Nell looked doubtful. + +"I will go upstairs first," she said. But Falconer was asleep, and when +she came down she had her outdoor things on. + +Drake bent down and held out his hand to help her up. + +"You won't be long?" she asked, and she looked up at him shyly, for, +after their long separation, he seemed almost strange to her. + +"Just as long as you like," he said, understanding the reason for her +question, and glancing at the window of Falconer's room. "Dick tells me +that he is better this morning. I couldn't say how glad I am, dearest +Nell," he whispered, as the mare sprang at the collar and they whirled +through the gates and down the road. "Is it you really who are sitting +beside me, or am I dreaming?" + +Nell's hand stole nearer to his arm until it touched it softly. + +"I have asked myself that all night, Drake," she said, almost inaudibly. +"It is so much more like a dream than a reality. Are we going through +the village?" she asked, suddenly and shyly. + +"Yes," he said. "We are. Nell, I want to show my treasure to the good +folk who have known me since I was a boy. Perhaps the news has reached +the village by this time--for the servants at the Hall know it, and I +want them to see how happy you have made me!" + +There could be no doubt of the news having got to the village, for as +the dogcart sped through it the people came to the doors of the shops +and cottages, all alive with curiosity and excitement. + +Drake nodded to the curtseys and greetings, and looked so radiantly +happy that one woman, feeling that touch of nature which makes all men +kin, called out to them: + +"God bless you, my lord, and send you both happiness!" + +"That's worth having, Nell," he said, very quietly; but Nell didn't +speak, and the tears were in her eyes. "A few days ago I should have +laughed or sneered at that benediction," he said gravely. "What a change +has come over my life in a few short hours! There is no magic like that +of love, Nell." + +They were silent for some time after they had left the village behind +them, but presently Drake began to call her attention to the various +points of interest in the view; the prosperous farms, and thickly wooded +preserves; and Nell began, half unconsciously, to realize the extent of +the vast estate--the one of many--of which the man she was going to +marry was lord and master. + +"I'm going to take you to a farm which has been held by the same family +for several generations," he said. "I think you will like Styles and his +wife; and you won't mind if they are outspoken, dearest? I was here to +lunch only the other day, and Styles read me a lecture on my duties as +lord of Angleford. One of the heads was that I ought to choose a wife +without loss of time. I want to show him that I have taken his sermon to +heart." + +"Perhaps he may not approve of your choice," said Nell. + +Drake laughed. + +"Well, if he doesn't, he won't hesitate to say so," he said. + +They pulled up at the farm, and Styles came down to the gate to welcome +them, calling to a lad to hold the mare. + +"Yes, we will come in for a minute or two, Styles, if Mrs. Styles will +have us," said Drake. + +Mrs. Styles, in the doorway, wiping her hands freshly washed from the +flour of a pudding, smiled a welcome. + +"Come right in, my lord," she said. "You know you be welcome well +enough." She looked at Nell, who was blushing a little. "And all the +more welcome for the company you bring." + +"Sit down, my lord; sit ye down, miss--or is it 'my lady'?" said Styles, +perfectly at ease in his unaffected pleasure at seeing them. + +"This is Miss Lorton, the young lady who is rash enough to promise to be +my wife, Mrs. Styles," said Drake. "I drove over to introduce her to you, +and to show that I took your good advice to heart." + +The farmer and his wife surveyed Nell for a moment, then slowly averted +their eyes out of regard for her blushes. + +"I make so bold to tell your lordship that you never did a wiser thing +in your life," said Styles quietly, and with a certain dignity; "and if +the young lady be as good as she is pretty--and if I'm anything of a +judge, I bet she be!--there's some sense in wishing your lordship and +her a long life and every happiness." + +Drake held out his hand, and laughed like a boy. + +"Thanks, Styles," he said. "It was worth driving out for. And I'm happy +enough, in all conscience, for the present." + +"I've heard of Miss Lorton, and I've heard naught but good of her," said +Mrs. Styles, eying Nell, who had got one of the children on her knee; +"and to us as lives on the estate, miss, it's a matter of importance who +his lordship marries. It may just mean the difference between good times +or bad. Us don't want his lordship to marry a fine London lady as 'u'd +never be contented to live among us. And there be many such." + +Nell fought against her shyness; indeed, she remembered the simple folk +of Shorne Mills, who talked as freely and frankly as this honest couple, +and plucked up courage. + +"I'm not a fine London lady, at any rate, Mrs. Styles," she said, with a +smile. "I have lived for nearly all my life in a country village, much +farther away from London than you are; and I know very little of London +life." + +"You don't say, miss!" exclaimed Mrs. Styles, much gratified. + +"Oh, yes," said Nell, laughing softly. "And I could finish making this +apple pudding, if you'd let me, and boil it after I'd make it." + +Mrs. Styles gazed at her in speechless admiration, and Drake laughed +with keen enjoyment of her surprise. + +"Oh, yes; Miss Lorton is an excellent cook and housekeeper, Mrs. Styles; +so I hope you are satisfied?" + +"That I be, and more, my lord," responded Mrs. Styles. "But, Lor'! your +lordship do surprise me, for she looks no more than a schoolgirl--begging +her pardon." + +"Oh, she's wise for her years!" said Drake. "Yes, I'll have a glass of +your home-brewed, Styles." + +Mrs. Styles brought some milk and scones for Nell, and the two women +withdrew to the settle and talked like old friends, while Drake, his +eyes and attention straying to his beloved, discussed the burglary at +the Hall with Styles. As Mrs. Styles' topic of conversation was +Drake--Drake as a lad and a young man--Nell was in no hurry to go; but +suddenly she remembered Falconer--he might be wanting her--and she got +up and went to Drake, who, his beloved brier in his mouth, leaned back +in an easy-chair and talked to the farmer as if time were of no +consequence. He sprang up as she approached him. + +"Well, good-by, Styles. I said you should dance at my wedding, and so +you shall," he said. + +"Thank you, my lord," he responded. "I'll do my best, but I thought your +lordship was only joking. Here's a very good health to you, my lord, and +your future lady." + +"And God bless ye both," said Mrs. Styles, in the background. + +They drove away in grand style, the mare insisting on putting on frills +and standing on her hind legs; and Drake, when the mare had settled down +to her swinging trot, stole his hand round Nell's waist, and pressed her +to him. + +"Do you know why I took you there this morning, Nell?" he said, in a low +voice. + +Nell shook her head shyly. + +"I'll tell you. The sudden good fortune has seemed so unreal to me that +I haven't been able to realize it, to grasp it. It wasn't enough for the +countess to know and congratulate us--it wasn't enough, somehow. I +wanted some of the people on the estate to see you, and, so to speak, +set their seal on our engagement and approaching marriage. Do you +understand, dearest? I'm not making it very plain, I'm afraid." + +But Nell understood, and her heart was brimming over with love for him. + +"You have been accepted this morning into the--family, as it were," he +said. "And now I feel as if it were impossible that I should lose you +again. Styles will go down to the inn to-night and talk about our visit, +and give a detailed account of the 'new ladyship,' and everybody on the +estate will know of my good fortune. It is almost as if"--he paused, and +the color rose to his face--"as if we were married, Nell. I feel that +nothing can separate us now." + +She said not a word, but she pressed a little closer to him, and he bent +and kissed her. + +"You don't mind my taking you to the Styles', dearest?" he asked. + +"No, oh, no!" she replied. "I would rather have gone there than to any +of the big houses--I mean the county people, Drake. I like to think I am +not the sort of person they dreaded. What was it? 'A fine London lady.' +Perhaps it would be better for you if I were; but for them--well, +perhaps for them it will be better that I am only one of themselves, +able to understand and sympathize with them. Drake, you will not forget +that I am only a nobody, that I am only Nell of Shorne Mills." + +He smiled to himself, for he knew that this girl whom he had won was, by +virtue of her beauty and refinement, qualified to fill the highest place +in that vague sphere which went by the name of "society." + +"Don't you worry, dearest," he said. "You have won the heart of the +Styles family; and that is no mean conquest. That farm on the right is +the Woodlands, and that just in front is the Broadlands. You will learn +all the names in time, and I want you to know them; I want you to feel +that you have a part and lot in them. Nell, do you think you will ever +be as fond of this place as you are of Shorne Mills?" + +"Yes," she said; "because--it is yours, Drake." + +He looked down at her gratefully. + +"But you shan't lose Shorne Mills," he said resolutely. "I mean to buy +some land there, and build a house, just on the brow of the hill--you +know, Nell; that meadow above The Cottage?--and we'll go there every +summer, and we'll sail the _Annie Laurie_." + +So they talked, with intervals of silence filled with his caresses, +until they reached the lodge. And as they came up to it, they heard the +strains of a violin. + +Nell awoke with a start. + +"Oh, I had almost forgotten!" she said remorsefully. + +"Listen!" Drake whispered. + +Nell, in the act of pushing the dust cloak from her, listened. + +Falconer was playing the "Gloria in Excelsis." + +"Oh, how happy I have been!" she murmured, half guiltily. + +"And how happy you will be, Heaven grant it, dearest!" Drake murmured, +as he released her hand and she got down. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + + +"Nell, I believe you are nervous! You're not? Very well; then stand up +and look me in the face, and say 'Mesopotamia' seven times!" + +It was the night of the dinner party at the Hall, at which, as Dick put +it, she was to be "on view" as the fiancée of my lord of Angleford, and +Nell had come down to the little sitting room dressed and ready to +start. + +Dick and Falconer were also ready, for Falconer had recovered +sufficiently to be present, and had voluntarily offered to take his +violin with him. + +"Don't tease her, Dick," said Falconer, with the gentle, protective air +of an elder brother. "She does not look a bit nervous." + +"But I am!" said Nell, laughing a little tremulously; "I am--just a +little bit!" + +"And no wonder!" said Falconer promptly. "It is rather an ordeal she has +to go through; to know that everybody is regarding you critically. But +she has nothing to be afraid of." + +"Now, there I differ with you," said Dick argumentatively. "If I were in +Nell's place I should feel that everybody was thinking: 'What on earth +did Lord Angleford see in that slip of a girl to fall in love with?' Ah, +would you?" as Nell, laughing and blushing, caught up the sofa cushion. +"You throw it and rumple my best hair, if you dare." + +Nell put the cushion down reluctantly. + +"It's a mean shame; you know I can't fight now." + +"Though you have your war paint on," said Falconer, looking at her with +a half-sad, half-proud admiration and affection. + +"It's not much of a war paint," said Nell, but contentedly enough. "It's +the dress I made for a party at Wolfer House--Dick, you know that the +Wolfers have had to go? Lord Wolfer's brother was ill. I am so sorry! +She would have made me feel less nervous, and rather braver. Yes, I'm +sorry! It's an old dress, and I'm afraid Drake's jewels must feel quite +ashamed of it," and she glanced at the pearls which he had given her a +day or two ago, and which gleamed softly on her white, girlish neck and +arms. + +"You hear her complaining, Falconer!" said Dick, with mock sternness and +reproval. "You'd find it hard to believe that I offered to remain at +home and pop my dress suit, that she might buy herself fitting raiment +for this show. Oh, worse than a serpent's tooth, it is to have an +ungrateful sister!" + +"I thought it was a new dress," remarked Falconer, still eying it and +the wearer intently. + +Nell shook her head, coloring a little, as she said: + +"No; I wanted to wear this one. I didn't want to appear in a grand frock +as if I were a fashionable lady." + +"Fine feathers do not always make a fine lady," observed Dick, +addressing the ceiling. "No one would mistake you for anything +but--what you are, a simple ch-e-ild of Nachure." + +"Don't tease her, Dick," remonstrated Falconer; but Nell laughed with +enjoyment. + +"I don't mind in the least, Mr. Falconer. It's quite true, too; my plain +frock is more suitable than anything Worth could turn out." + +"My dear Falconer, I'm sorry to see you so easily imposed on. Don't you +see that she's as vain as a peacock, and that she's only playing at the +humble and meek? Besides, I expect that idiot Drake--who slipped out +just as we came down--he'll be late for dinner if he doesn't mind!--has +been telling her that she looks rather pretty----" + +Nell blushed, for Drake had indeed told her that she looked more than +pretty. + +"And, of course, she believes him. She'd believe him if he told her that +the moon was made of green cheese. Put that cushion down, my child, or +it will be worse for you. And I hope you will behave yourself properly +to-night. Remember that the brother who has brought you up with such +anxious care will be present, to say nothing of the friend to whose +culture and refined example you owe so much. Don't forget that it is bad +manners to put your knife in your mouth, or to laugh too loudly. +Remember we shall be watching you closely and anxiously." + +"It is time we started," said Falconer. "Let me put that shawl more +closely round you, Miss Lorton. It's a fine night, but one cannot be too +careful." + +It was so fine that they had decided to walk the short distance to the +Hall; and they set out, Falconer with his precious violin in its case +under his arm, and Dick smoking a cigarette. They were all rather silent +as they approached the great house, and Dick, looking up at it, said +with a gravity unusual with him: + +"It's hard to realize that you are going to be the mistress of this huge +place, Nell." + +Nell made no response; but she, too, looked up at the house with the +same thought. + +Indeed, it was hard to realize. But the next moment Drake came out to +meet them, and took her upon his arm, with a whispered word of loving +greeting for her, and a warm welcome to the two men. + +"I needn't say how glad I am to see you, Falconer," he said, "or how +delighted the countess and the rest of them will be. You must be +prepared for a little hero worship, I'm afraid, for the countess has +been diligent in spreading the story of your pluck." + +As he lovingly took off Nell's shawl, he whispered: + +"Dearest, how sweet and beautiful you look! If you knew how proud I +am--how proud and happy!" + +Then he led them into the drawing-room. A number of guests had already +arrived, and as the countess came forward and kissed Nell, they looked +at her with a keen curiosity, though it was politely veiled. + +Nell was a little pale as the countess introduced her to one after +another of the county people; but Drake stood near her; and everybody, +prepossessed by her youth, and the girlish dignity and modesty which +characterized her, was very kind and pleasant; and soon the threatened +fit of shyness passed off, and she felt at her ease. + +The room, large as it was, got rather crowded. Guests were still +arriving. Some of the women were magnificently dressed in honor of the +occasion, but Nell's simple frock distinguished her, as the plain +evening dress of the American ambassador is said to distinguish him +among the rich uniforms and glittering orders of the queen's levee; and +the women recognized and approved her good taste in appearing so simply +dressed. + +"She is sweetly pretty," murmured the local duchess to Lady Northgate. +"I don't wonder at Lord Angleford's losing his heart. Half the men in +the room would fall in love with her if she were free. And I like that +quiet, reticent manner of hers; not a bit shy, but dignified and yet +girlish. Yes, Lord Angleford is to be congratulated." + +"So he would be if she were not half so pretty," said Lady Northgate; +"for he is evidently too happy for words. See how he looks at her!" + +"Who is that bright-looking young fellow?" asked the duchess, putting up +her pince-nez at Dick. + +"That is her brother. Isn't he like her? They are devoted to each other; +and that is Mr. Falconer, the great violinist. Of course, you've heard +the story----" + +"Oh, dear, yes," said the duchess. "And I want to congratulate him. I +wish you'd bring the boy to me, dear." + +Lady Northgate went after him, but at that moment a young lady with +laughing eyes came into the room, and Dick started and actually blushed. + +Drake, who was standing near him, laughed at his confusion. + +"An old friend of yours, I think, Dick, eh? Miss Angel. She's stopping +in the house; came to-day. If you're good, you shall take her in to +dinner." + +"I'll be what she is by name, if I may!" said Dick, eagerly. "I'll go +and tell her so," and he made his way through the crowd to her. + +"Afraid you've forgotten me, Miss Angel," he said. "Hop at the Maltbys', +you know!" + +Her eyes danced more merrily, but she surveyed him demurely for a +moment, as if trying to recall him, then she said: + +"Oh, yes; the gentleman who was so very--very cool; I was going to say +impudent; pretty Miss Lorton's brother." + +"You might have said Miss Lorton's pretty brother!" retorted Dick +reproachfully. "But you'll have time to say it later on, for I'm going +to take you in to dinner." + +"'Going to have the honor' of taking me in to dinner, you mean!" she +said, with mock hauteur. + +"No; 'pleasure' is the word," said the unabashed Dick. "I say, how +delighted I am to see you here----" + +"Thank you." + +"Because I know so very few of this mob." + +"Oh, I see. I'll recall my thanks, please." + +Dick grinned. + +"I thought you were rather too previous with your gratitude. But isn't +it jolly being here together!" + +"Is that a question or an assertion? Because, if it's the former, I beg +leave to announce that I see no reason for any great delight on my +part." + +"Oh, come now! You think! You can resume the lesson on manners you +commenced at the Maltbys'. I want it badly; for I have been among a +rough set lately. I'm a British workingman, you know--engineer. Come +into this corner, and I'll tell you all about it." + +"I don't know that I want to hear," she retorted. "But, oh, well, I'll +come after I've spoken to your sister. How lovely she looks to-night! If +I were a man, I should envy Lord Angleford." + +"Would you? So should I if he were going to marry another young lady I +know." + +"Oh, who is that?" she asked, with admirably feigned innocence and +interest. + +"Oh, you can't see her just now. No looking-glass near," he had the +audacity to add, but under his breath. + +The dinner hour struck, the carriages were setting down the last +arrivals, and Lady Angleford was looking round and smilingly awaiting +the butler's "Dinner is served, my lady!" when a footman came up to her +and said something in a low voice. + +The countess went out of the room, and found her maid in the hall. + +The woman whispered a few words that caused Lady Angleford to turn pale +and stand gazing before her as if she had suddenly seen a ghost. + +"Very well," she said. + +The maid hurried upstairs, but the countess stood for quite half a +minute, still pale, and gazing into vacancy. + +Then she went back to the drawing-room, and, with a mechanical smile, +passed among the guests until she reached Drake, who was talking to the +duke and Lord Northgate. + +"You want me, countess?" he said, feeling her eyes fixed on him, and he +followed her to a clear space. + +"Drake," she said, lifting her eyes to his face pitifully, "Drake, +something dreadful has happened--something dreadful. I don't like to +tell you, but I must. She is here!" + +She whispered the announcement as if it were indeed something dreadful. + +Drake looked at her in a mystified fashion. + +"She! Who?" he asked. + +"Luce!" + +He did not start, but his brows came together, and his face grew stern, +for the first time since his reconciliation to Nell. + +"Luce!" he echoed. "Impossible!" + +"Oh, but she is!" she murmured, in despair. "She arrived a quarter of an +hour ago." + +"But I wrote, telling her," he muttered helplessly. + +The countess made a despairing gesture. + +"Then she did not get your letter. She sent a telegram this morning, +saying that she was able, unexpectedly, to come, but I have not had it. +And if I had received it, there would not have been time to prevent her +coming." She glanced at the slim, girlish figure of Nell, where it +stood, the center of a group, and almost groaned. "What shall we do?" + +At such times a man is indeed helpless, and Drake stood overwhelmed and +idealess. + +"She says that we are not to wait--that she will come down when she is +dressed. She--she----Oh, Drake! she does not know, and she will think +that--that you still--that she----" + +He nodded. + +"I know. But I am thinking of Nell," he said grimly. "Luce must be told. +She--yes, she must go away again. She will, when she knows the truth." + +"But--but who is to tell her?" said the poor countess, aghast at the +prospect before her. + +Drake shook his head. + +"Not you, countess. I will tell her." + +"You, Drake!" + +"Yes--I," he said, biting his lips. "She found little difficulty in +telling me, there at Shorne Mills----No, no; I ought not to have said +that. But I am anxious to spare Nell, and my anxiety makes me hard. Wait +a moment." + +He went to the window, and, putting aside the curtains, looked out at +the night, seeing nothing; then he came back. + +"Put the dinner back for a quarter of an hour, and send word to her and +ask her to go into your boudoir. I will wait her there." + +"Is there no other way, Drake?" she asked, pitying him from the bottom +of her heart. + +"There is none," he said frankly. "It is my fault. I ought to have found +out her address; but it is no use reproaching oneself. Send to her, +countess!" + +She left the room, and Drake went back to the duke, talked for a moment +or two, then went up to the countess' room and waited. He had to face an +ordeal more severe than any other that had hitherto fallen to his not +uneventful life; but faced it had to be; and he would have gone through +fire and water to save Nell a moment's pain. Besides, Luce was to be +considered, though, it must be confessed, he felt little pity for her. + +Presently the door opened; but it was Burden who entered. She was +looking pale and emaciated, as if she were either very ill, or +recovering from illness, and Drake, even at that moment of strain and +stress, noticed her pitiable appearance. + +"How do you do, Burden?" he said. "I am afraid you have not been well." + +Burden curtsied, and looked up at him with hollow eyes. + +"Thank you, my lord," she faltered. "My lady sent me to tell your +lordship that she will be here in a minute or two." + +She left the room, and Drake leaned against the mantelshelf with his +hands in his pockets, his head sunk on his breast; and in a minute or +two the door opened again, and Luce glided toward him with outstretched +hands. + +"Drake! How sweet of you to send for me--to wait!" she murmured. + +He took one of her hands and held it, and the coldness of his touch, the +expression of his face, startled her. + +"Drake! What is the matter?" she asked. "Are--are you not glad to see +me? Why do you look at me so strangely? I came the moment I could get +away. There has been so much to do; and father"--she paused a moment and +shrugged her shoulders--"has been very bad. The excitement and +fuss----You know the condition he would be in, under the circumstances. +I told Burden to wire this morning to say I was coming, but she forgot +to do so. She seems half demented, and I am going to get rid of her. +What is the matter, Drake?" + +She had moved nearer to him, expecting him to take her in his arms and +kiss her; but his coldness, his silence, was telling upon her, and the +question broke from her impatiently. + +"Haven't you had my letter?" he asked. + +"Your letter? No. Did you write? I am sorry! What did you write?" + +"I wrote"--he hesitated a moment, but what was the good of trying to +"break" the news? "I wrote to tell you of my engagement----" + +She started and stared at him. + +"Your engagement! Your----Drake! What do you mean? Your engagement! +To--to whom?" + +"Sit down, Luce," he said gravely, tenderly, and he went to lead her to +a chair; but she shook her hand free and stood, still staring at him +blankly, her face growing paler. + +"I wrote and told you all about it. I am engaged to Miss Lorton. You do +not know her; but she is the young lady I met at Shorne Mills, the place +in Devonshire----I was engaged to her then, but it was broken off, and +we were separated for a time; but we met again----I am sorry, very +sorry, that you did not get my letter." + +Her face was perfectly white by this time, her lips set tightly. He +feared she was going to faint; but, with a great effort she fought +against the deadly weakness which assailed her. + +"So that was what you wrote!" she breathed, every word leaving her lips +as if it caused her pain to utter. "You--you--have deceived me." + +"No, Luce," he said quickly. + +"Yes, yes! When I left here you----Is it not true that you intended +asking me to be your wife, to renew our engagement? Answer!" + +She glanced up at him, her teeth showing between her parted lips. + +He inclined his head. + +"Yes, it is true; but I had not met--I had not heard----Oh, what is the +use of all this recrimination, Luce? I am engaged to the girl I love." + +She raised her hand as if to strike him. He caught it gently, and as +gently released it. + +"I will go," she panted. "I will go at once. Be good enough to order my +carriage----" + +She put her hand to her head as if she did not know what she was saying; +and Drake's heart ached with pity for her--at that moment, at any rate. + +"Don't think too hardly of me, Luce," he said, in a low voice. "And you +have not lost much, remember." + +She clasped her hands and swayed to and fro for a moment. + +"I see! It is your revenge. I once jilted you, and now----" + +"For God's sake, don't say--don't think----No man could be so base, so +vile!" he said sternly. + +She laughed. + +"It is your revenge; I see it. Yes, you have scored. I will go--at once. +Open the door, please!" + +There was nothing else to be done. He opened the door for her, and she +swept past him. Outside, she paused for a moment, as if she did not know +where she was, or in which direction her room lay; then she went +slowly--almost staggered--down the corridor, and, bursting into her +room, fell into a chair. + +So sudden was her entrance, so tragic her collapse, that the nervous +Burden uttered a faint shriek. + +"Oh, my lady! what is the matter?" she cried, her hand against her +heart. + +Lady Luce sat with her chin in her hands, her eyes gleaming from her +white face, in silence for a moment; then she laughed, the laugh which +borders on hysteria. + +"Congratulate me, Burden!" she said bitterly; "congratulate me! Lord +Angleford is engaged!" + +Burden stared at her. + +"To--to your ladyship?" she said, but doubtfully. "I do congratulate +you." + +"You fool!" cried Luce savagely. "He is engaged to another woman. He has +jilted me! Oh, I think I shall go mad! Jilted me! Yes, it is that, and +no less. Oh, my head! my head!" + +Burden hurried to her with the eau de Cologne, but Lady Luce pushed it +away. + +"Keep out of my sight! I can't bear the sight of any human being! +Engaged! 'I am engaged to Miss Lorton!'"--she mimicked Drake's voice in +bitter mockery. + +Burden started, and let the eau de Cologne bottle fall with a soft thud +to the floor. + +"What--what name did your ladyship say?" she gasped, her face as white +as her mistress's, her eyes starting. + +Lady Luce glared at her. + +"You fool! Are you deaf? Lorton! Lorton!" she almost snarled at the +woman. + +Burden stooped to pick up the bottle, but staggered and clutched a +chair, and Lady Luce watched her with half-distraught gaze. + +"What is the matter with you? Why do you behave like a lunatic?" she +demanded. "Do you know this girl? Answer!" + +Burden moistened her lips. + +"Is it the young lady--who helped catch Ted--I mean the burglar, my +lady?" she asked hoarsely. + +"I suppose so. Yes. Well? Speak out--don't keep me waiting. I'm in no +humor to be trifled with. You know her--something about her?" + +Burden tried to control her shaking voice. + +"If--if it is the same young lady who was at Lady Wolfer's----I was her +maid, you remember----" + +"I remember, you fool! Quick!" + +"Then--then I know something. She's very pretty--and young, with dark +hair----" + +Lady Luce sprang to her feet. + +"You idiot! You drive me mad. I've not seen her. But if it be the +same----Well--well?" + +"Then--then Lord Angleford is to be pitied. He has been +deceived--deceived cruelly," said Burden, in gasps. + +Lady Luce caught her by the shoulders and glared into her quailing eyes. + +"Listen to me, Burden: pull yourself together. Tell me what you +know--tell me this instant! Well? Sit there in that chair. Now!" She +pressed the shoulders she still held with the gesture of an Arab slave +driver. "Now, quick! Who is she? What do you know against her?" + +In faltering accents, and yet with a kind of savage pleasure, Burden +spoke for some minutes; and as Lady Luce listened, the pallor of her +face gave place to a flush of fierce, malicious joy. + +"Are you sure? You say you saw, you listened? Are you sure?" she +said--hissed, rather--at the end of Burden's story. + +"I--I am quite sure," she responded. "I--I could swear to it. I was just +outside the library." + +Lady Luce paced up and down with the gait of a tigress. + +"If I could only be sure," she panted; "if I could only be sure! But you +may be mistaken. Wait!" Her hand fell upon Burden's shoulder again. "Go +downstairs, look at the people, and tell me if you see her there. +Quick!" + +Burden, wincing under the savage pressure of her hand, rose, and stole +from the room. + +In less than five minutes she was back. + +"Well?" demanded Lady Luce, as Burden closed the door and leaned against +it. + +"It--it is the same. I saw her," she said suddenly. + +Lady Luce sank into a chair, and was silent and motionless for a +moment; then she sprang up and laughed--a hideous laugh for such perfect +lips. + +"Get out my pale mauve silk. Dress me, quick! I am not going to leave +the house. I am going downstairs to make Miss Lorton's acquaintance! +Quick!" + +Burden got out the exquisite dress. The flush which had risen to her +mistress' face was reflected in her own. This Miss Lorton had helped to +capture her beloved, her "martyred" Ted, and he was going to be avenged! + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + + +After Luce had swept from the room, Drake remained for a minute or two +thinking the thoughts that a man must think under such circumstances; +then he went slowly down to the drawing-room. + +The countess was watching and waiting for him, and she looked up at his +grave countenance anxiously as he came toward her. + +"It is all right," he said, in his quiet way; "she is going at once." + +His composure, the Angleford impassiveness which always came to their +aid in moments of danger and difficulty, impressed her; she drew a +breath of relief, and signed to the butler, who was hovering about +awaiting her signal. "Dinner is served, my lady," he announced solemnly; +and Drake gave the duchess his arm, and the company went into the dining +room in pairs "like the animals into Noah's Ark," as Dick whispered to +Miss Angel, who, to his great delight, he was taking in. + +It was a large party, and a brilliant one. The great room in the glory +of its new adornment was worthy of the house and its guests. If the +truth must be told, Nell was at first a little nervous, though it was +not her first experience, as we know, of an aristocratic dinner party. +She was seated on the left of Drake, and on pretense of moving one of +her glasses, he succeeded in touching her hand, and, as he did so, he +looked at her as a man looks who sees joy before him and an abiding +happiness; then he turned and talked to the duchess, for he knew that +Nell would like to be left alone for a few minutes. + +It was impossible for any party, however large and aristocratic, over +which the countess presided, to be dull, and very soon they were all +talking, and some of them laughing, for there were two young persons +present, at any rate, who were by no means overawed by the splendor of +the appointments or the rank of the guests. Dick would have found it +possible to be merry at a Quakers' meeting, and Miss Angel, though she +tried to preserve a demure, not to say repressive, mood, very soon +yielded to Dick's light-hearted influence; and not only she, but those +near them, were kept by him in ripples of laughter. + +It was just what Drake wanted, and he looked down the table toward Dick +with approval and gratitude. + +"Dick hasn't changed a bit--thank Heaven!" he said to Nell. + +"Your brother's the most charming boy I've met for a very long time," +remarked the duchess. "Of course, he will come with you and the rest to +me on the ninth. I am so glad to see Mr. Falconer here, and I hope he +will be well enough to join us!" + +Nell glanced at Falconer with a sisterly regard, and Drake said: + +"We'll bring him, if we have to pack him in cotton wool!" + +The dinner was, inevitably, a lengthy one; but it was never for a moment +dull, and the countess almost forgot Lady Luce as she realized the +success of her party. She felt as a captain of a vessel feels when he +has left behind him the perilous rocks on which he had nearly struck. +Drake, too, almost forgot the ordeal through which he had just passed. +How could he do otherwise when his darling was within reach of his hand, +under his roof, at his table? The ladies remained some time after the +appearance of the dessert, but the countess rose at last, and led the +way to the drawing-room. There, of course, Nell was made much of. Some +of the younger women drew their chairs near her, and showed as plainly +as they could--and how plainly women can show things when they +like!--that they were eager to welcome her into the county's social +circle; and it required no effort on their part, for Nell's charm, which +Drake had found so potent, was irresistible. There was some playing and +singing, and the countess wanted Nell to do one or the other; but she +shook her head. + +"Mr. Falconer will want me to play his accompaniments presently," she +said. Not even in this full tide of her happiness did she forget him. + +Meanwhile, the men were having a very pleasant time in the dining room. +Drake, like all the Anglefords, was a capital host. Anglemere was famous +for its claret and its port, as we know, and Dick and the other young +men waxed merry; and the duke voiced the general sentiment when, leaning +back in his chair and sipping his claret, he said: + +"The gods might be envious of you, Angleford. If I were asked to spot a +happy man, I should pitch upon you. I congratulate you upon your +engagement. She's one of the prettiest and most charming girls I've ever +met. That sounds rather banal, but I mean it. I hope you'll let us see a +great deal of her, for Mary"--Mary was the duchess--"has, I can see, +taken a great fancy to her. And I'm very glad to hear that you intend to +make this your home; at least, so I hear from Styles, who appears to be +in your confidence." + +And he laughed. + +And Drake laughed. + +"Oh, yes, Styles and I are old friends," he said. "We mean to live here +a great deal. I shall keep up the Home farm; they've offered me the +mastership of the hounds, and I think I shall take it. Nell's a capital +horsewoman. In fact, we shall lead a country life most of the time, and +see as much as we can of our people." + +"You're right," said the duke emphatically. "It's the best of all lives. +If we all lived on our estates and looked after our people, we should +hear very little of socialism, and such like troubles. It's the +absenteeism which is answerable for most of the mischief." + +They discussed county affairs, "horses, hounds, and the land," for some +minutes; then Drake, who was anxious to go to Nell, asked the men if +they would have any more wine, and, receiving a negative, rose, and made +for the drawing-room. + +Miss Angel was singing; Dick of course, was turning over her music. +There was a little hushed buzz of conversation which is not too loud to +permit the song to penetrate, and which indicates that things are going +well. Drake went to Nell and leaned over the tall back of her chair +without a word. When the song was finished, the countess went up to +Falconer and asked him to play. A footman brought the precious violin, +and Nell went to the piano and struck up the piece which they had +chosen. Conversation ceased, and every one prepared to listen with eager +anticipation. + +Falconer may have played as well in his life, but he certainly never +played better. One could have heard a pin drop during the softer notes +of the exquisite music, so intense and almost breathless was the silence +of the rapt audience. When the last note had died away, the countess +went up to him. + +"It is useless trying to thank you, Mr. Falconer," she said, "but if you +will play again----" + +"Certainly," said Falconer. He turned to Nell. "What shall I play next?" +he asked, as if the choice must naturally rest with her. + +She turned over the music and set up a Chopin, and he had placed the +violin in position, when the door opened, and Lady Luce swept slowly in. +She was superbly dressed, her neck and arms and hair were all a-glitter +with diamonds. Though she was rather pale, her face was perfectly +serene, and she smiled sweetly as she crossed the room. + +Her entrance caused a surprise; the countess happened to be standing +with her back to the door, and did not see her come in; but she felt the +sudden silence and turned to ascertain the cause. For a moment she was +rooted to the spot, and the color left her face. It says much for her +aplomb that she did not cry out. Her confusion lasted only for a moment, +then she went toward Lady Luce with outstretched hand. + +"I am so sorry to be so late," said Luce, in her sweetest tones, "but my +maid, who is a perfect tyrant, refused to dress me until I had +rested----" + +"Your dinner?" almost gasped the countess. + +"I had some sent up to my room," said Lady Luce sweetly. + +She looked round. Drake stood by the piano, his face sternly set. Why +had she remained? What was she going to do? He glanced at Nell, and saw +that she had gone white, and that her eyes were fixed on Lady Luce. What +should he do? + +Instinctively, he went to meet Luce, who was advancing with a placid +smile, and the ease of a woman who is at peace with all the world, and +sure of her welcome. + +"How do you do, Lord Angleford?" she said, as if this were their first +meeting for some time. "I am so glad that I was able to get here +to-night, though I wish that I could have arrived earlier. But I am +interrupting the music! Please don't let me!" + +She moved away from him with perfect grace, and, greeting one and +another, went and seated herself in a chair beside the duchess--and +opposite Nell at the piano. There was a little buzz of conversation +round her, then she herself raised her fan as a sign for silence, and +Falconer began to play again. + +It was well for Nell that she knew every note of the nocturne by heart, +for the page of music swam before her eyes, and she could not see a +note. She felt Lady Luce's gaze, rather than saw it, and her heart +throbbed painfully for a while; but presently the influence of the music +stole over her and helped her--if only Falconer could have known +it!--and she said to herself: "What can it matter to me if she is here? +I know that Drake loves me, and me alone; that she is nothing to him and +I am everything. It is she who should feel confused and embarrassed, not +I. And yet how calm, how serene she is! Can she have forgotten that +night on the terrace? Can she have forgotten all that has happened? Yes, +it is she whose heart should be beating as mine is now." + +When the nocturne came to an end, and the applause which greeted it +broke out, Lady Luce, still clapping her hands, rose and went toward +Drake. + +"Will you please introduce me to Miss Lorton?" she said. "I am all +anxiety to know her." + +She smiled at him so placidly that even Drake, who knew her better than +did any other man, was completely deceived. + +"She means to forget the past," he said to himself. "She is behaving +better than I had any reason to expect." + +He drew a breath of relief, and his stern face relaxed somewhat as he +nodded slightly and went toward Nell, who had risen from the piano and +stood near Falconer. She looked at Drake and Lady Luce as calmly as she +could, and Drake made the introduction in as ordinary a tone as he could +manage. Lady Luce held out her hand with a sweet smile. + +"I am so glad to meet you, Miss Lorton," she said. "I have heard so much +about you; and I dare say you have heard something about me, for Lord +Angleford and I are very old friends. How charmingly you played that +difficult accompaniment! Shall we go and sit down somewhere together and +have a chat?" + +What could Nell say or do? Both she and Drake were helpless. Nell stood +with downcast eyes, the color coming and going in her face, and Drake +looked from one to the other, half relieved, half in doubt. + +"Let us go and sit on that ottoman," said Lady Luce, indicating one in +the center of a group of ladies. + +Nell, as she followed, glanced at Drake as if she were asking, "Must I +go?" He made a slight gesture in the affirmative, returning her glance +with one of tender love and trust. + +The countess stood at a little distance, watching them, though +apparently absorbed in conversation, and no one would have guessed the +condition of her mind as she saw the two women seated side by side. +Presently she went up to Drake. + +"What does it mean?" she asked. "Why has she not gone? Why is she so--so +friendly with Nell?" + +Drake shrugged his shoulders with a kind of smiling despair. + +"I can't tell you," he replied. "I think she is going to behave +sensibly. At any rate, there is no need for anxiety. I have told Nell +everything. She will trust me." + +"Yes; but I wish she had gone," said the countess, in a low voice. + +Drake smiled grimly. + +"So do I. But she hasn't." + +"She is too serene and contented," murmured the countess. + +Drake shrugged his shoulders again. + +"I know," he said significantly. "But what does it matter? She can do no +harm. Nell knows everything." + +"I like the way you say that," said the countess. "But don't leave her." + +He nodded as if he understood, and gradually made his way toward the +group among which Luce and Nell were sitting. As he approached, Lady +Luce looked up with a smile. + +"I have been telling Miss Lorton that if there is one thing I adore upon +earth, it is a romantic engagement, and that I quite envy her, and you, +too, Lord Angleford! A glamour of romance will surround you for the rest +of your lives. As I have often said to Archie, life without sentiment +would not be worth having. By the way, Miss Lorton, you know Sir Archie +Walbrooke?" + +Nell had scarcely been listening, for she had been wondering whether she +could now rise and leave Lady Luce; but at the name of Sir Archie +Walbrooke, she turned with a sudden start, and the color rose to her +face. Lady Luce looked at her sweetly; then, as if she had suddenly +remembered something, exclaimed, in a low voice: + +"Oh, I beg your pardon! I quite forgot. How stupid of me!" Then she +laughed softly and looked from Nell to Drake. "But of course you've told +Lord Angleford? It is always the best way." + +The color slowly left Nell's face; a look of pain, of doubt, even of +dread, came into her eyes. Drake glanced from one woman to the other. + +"What is it Nell must have told me, Lady Luce?" he asked easily. + +Lady Luce hesitated, seemed as if in doubt for a moment, and smiled in +an embarrassed fashion. + +"Have you told him?" she asked Nell, in a low, but perfectly audible +voice. + +Nell rose, then sank down again. She saw in an instant the trap which +Lady Luce had set for her; and it seemed to her a trap from which she +could not escape. It was evident that Lady Luce had become informed of +the scene that had taken place between Sir Archie, Lord Wolfer, and Nell +in the library at Wolfer House, and that Lady Luce intended to denounce +her in the drawing-room before Drake and the large party gathered +together in her honor. + +For one single instant there rose in her heart a keen regret that she +had not told Drake; but it was only for an instant; for Nell's nature +was a noble one, and she knew that at no time and under no circumstances +whatever could she have sacrificed her friend, even to save her life's +happiness--and Drake's. + +That chilly morning in the dim library she had taken her friend's folly +and sin upon her own shoulders, scarcely counting, scarcely seeing the +cost, certainly not foreseeing this terrible price which she would have +to pay for it. And now--now that the terrible moment had come when +Drake--she cared little for any other--would hear her accused of that +which a pure woman counts the worst of crimes, she would not be able to +rise, and, with uplifted head, exclaim: "I am innocent!" + +She felt crushed, overwhelmed, but she could not remain silent; she had +to speak; the eyes of those who were near were fixed upon her waitingly. + +"I have not told him," she said at last, in a low but clear voice. + +Lady Luce bit her lip softly, as if very much confused. + +"I am so sorry I spoke!" she said, in an apologetic whisper. "It was +very foolish of me--I am always blurting out awkward things--it is the +impulsive Celtic temperament! Pray forgive me, Miss Lorton, and try and +forget my stupid blunder." + +There was an intense silence. Nell looked straight before her, as one +looks who hears the knell of the bell which signals the hour of her +execution. Drake stood with his hands clasped behind him, his face +perfectly calm, his eyes resting on Nell with infinite love and trust. +The others glanced from one to the other with doubtful and +half-suspicious looks. It seemed as if no one could start a +conversation; the air was heavy with suspense and suspicion. The +countess was quick and clever. She saw that for Nell's sake the matter +must not be allowed to rest where it was; she knew that Lady Luce would +have effected her purpose and cast a shadow of scandal over Nell's +future life if not another word was spoken. Convinced that Nell was +innocent of even the slightest indiscretion, she felt that it would be +wiser to force Lady Luce's hand. + +So she came forward with a smile of tolerant contempt on her pretty, +shrewd face, and said slowly, and with her musical drawl: + +"Oh, but, Lady Luce, we cannot let you off so easily. What is this +interesting story in which Miss Lorton and Sir Archie Walbrooke are +concerned?" + +Lady Luce rose with well-feigned embarrassment. + +"Pardon me, Lady Angleford," she said. "I have blundered and have asked +forgiveness; I have not another word to say." + +She was crossing the room in front of Drake, and he saw her lip curl +with a faint sneer. He laid his hand upon her arm gently but firmly. + +"We will hear the story, if you please, Lady Luce," he said. + +She bit her lip, as if she were driven into a corner, and did not know +what to do. + +"Not here, at any rate!" she said, in a low voice, and looking round at +the silent group. + +Some of them rose and moved away; but Drake held up his hand. + +"Oh, do not lose an amusing story!" he said, with a smile eloquent of +contempt. "Now, Lady Luce, if you please." + +She looked from him to Nell. + +"What am I to do?" she asked, as if in great distress. "Miss Lorton, you +see my predicament; please come to my aid, and help me to escape. Tell +Lord Angleford that you do not wish me to say any more." + +Still looking straight before her, Nell responded, almost inaudibly: + +"Speak! Yes--tell them!" + +Lady Luce still seemed reluctant; at last she said, with an embarrassed +laugh: + +"After all, it may amount to nothing, and you'll be very much +disappointed. Indeed, it is very likely not true." + +Her reluctance was not altogether feigned, for it needed even her +audacity and assurance to make such an accusation as she was about to +bring against the future Countess of Angleford, and under her future +roof; but she braced herself to a supreme effort, and, though she was +really as white as Nell, she looked round boldly, as if confident of the +truth of the thing she was going to say. + +"Everybody knows what Sir Archie is," she began. "He's the worst flirt +and the most dangerous man in England. Everybody has heard stories of +his delinquencies; some of them are true, but many of them, I dare say, +are false, and I've not the least doubt that Miss Lorton will tell us +that the story that she was about to elope with him from Wolfer House +one morning, but that she was stopped by Lord Wolfer, is an absurd +fable. The story goes that she did not know, until Lord Wolfer told her +at the very moment that she and Sir Archie were leaving the house, that +Sir Archie was a married man. Now that's the whole affair, and I really +think Miss Lorton will be grateful to me for giving her an opportunity +of rising in true dramatic fashion and exclaiming: 'It is not true!'" + +She nodded at Nell and laughed softly. + +There were many who echoed her laugh, for, indeed, the story did sound +like an absurd fable. All eyes were turned on Nell, and all waited for +her to bring about with a denial the satisfactory dénouement. Drake did +not laugh, for his heart was burning with fury against the audacity, the +shameless insolence, of Lady Luce; but he smiled in a grim fashion as +his eyes still rested on Nell's face. + +A moment passed. Why did she not rise? Why did she not, at any rate, +speak? Four words would be enough: "It is not true!" + +But she remained motionless and silent. A kind of consternation began to +creep over those who were watching, Drake went up to her and laid his +hand on her shoulder. + +"Pray relieve Lady Luce's anxiety, Nell, and tell her that she has +amused us with a canard too ridiculous to be anything but false," he +said tenderly. + +She looked up at him, her brows drawn, her eyes pitiful in their agony +of appeal, her lips quivering. + +"It is true!" she said, in a voice which, though low, was perfectly +audible. + +There was an intense silence. No one moved; every eye was fixed on her +in breathless excitement. They asked themselves if it were possible they +had heard aright. Drake's hand pressed more heavily on Nell's shoulder; +she could hear his breath coming heavily, could feel him shake. A faint +cry escaped Lady Angleford's parted lips. + +"Nell!" she cried. + +Nell rose and looked at her with the same agony of appeal in her eyes, +but with her face firmly set, as if she were buoyed up by an inflexible +resolution. + +"What Lady Luce has said is true," she said. "I will go----" + +Drake was by her side in an instant. He took her cold hand and drew it +within his arm. + +"No!" he said. "You will not go----" + +He looked at Lady Luce, and there was no need to finish the sentence. + +She smiled, and fanned herself slowly. + +"Of course, Miss Lorton can explain it all," she said. "I am very sorry +to have been the cause, the innocent cause, of such an unpleasant scene. +But really you forced me to speak; and we all know that though Miss +Lorton has admitted her--what shall I call it?--little escapade, there +must be some satisfactory explanation. No one will believe for a moment +that she really intended to elope with Sir Archie." + +While she had been speaking, some of the guests had edged toward the +door. At such moments the kindest thing one can do is to remove oneself +as quickly as possible. When a sudden death happens in a ballroom, the +dancing ceases, the music stops, the revelers vanish. Something worse +than death had happened in this drawing-room. The happiness of more than +one life had been blasted as by a stroke of lightning. + +There was a general movement toward the door. A group of old +friends--county neighbors, real friends of Drake and the +countess--gathered round the little group. Falconer and Dick pushed +their way through them none too ceremoniously. + +"I'll take my sister home, Lord Angleford," said Dick hotly; while +Falconer took her hand, his face white, his eyes flashing. + +Nell would have drawn away from Drake and turned to them; but he put his +arm round her waist and held her by sheer force. + +"I beg that no one will go," he said; and his voice, though not loud, +rang like a bell. Everybody stopped. "I think every one has heard Lady +Lucille's accusation against my future wife," he said. "For reasons +which concern herself and me only, my future wife"--he laid an emphasis +on the words--"has seen fit not to deny this accusation. I am quite +content that it should be so. If we have any friends here let----" + +Before he could finish his appeal, the door opened, and Lord and Lady +Wolfer entered the room. They were in traveling dress, and Lady Wolfer +looked pale and in trouble, while Wolfer's face was grave and stern. + +"If any friend, whether it be man or woman, deems an explanation due to +them, I will ask Miss Lorton if she can give it to them," continued +Drake. "If she should not think fit to do so----" + +Lady Wolfer, until now unnoticed except by a very few, came through the +circle which at once had formed round the principal actors in this +social tragedy. She went straight up to Nell, and took her hand and drew +her into her embrace, as if to shelter and succor her. With a faint cry, +Nell's head fell on Lady Wolfer's bosom. Lady Wolfer looked round, not +defiantly, but with the air of one facing death bravely. + +"I will explain," she said. "It was not she who was going to elope with +Sir Archie Walbrooke. It was I!" + +"No, no; you must not!" panted Nell. + +The living circle drew closer, and listened and stared in breathless +silence. + +"It was I!" said Lady Wolfer. + +"You!" exclaimed Lady Luce. "Then Burden----" + +"Burden lied," said Lady Wolfer. "I want to tell every one; it is due to +this saint, this dear girl, who sacrificed herself to me. I only heard +this morning from my husband that he had found a note which Sir Archie +had sent me, asking me to leave England with him. He placed this note on +a pedestal in my drawing-room. Both my husband and Nell saw it, not +knowing that the other had seen it. It never reached me; but this dear +girl kept the appointment which Sir Archie had made for the library the +next morning. She wanted to save me. I know, almost as if I had been +there, how she pleaded with him, how she strove for my honor. While they +were there my husband came upon them. The letter was not addressed to +me, and he leaned to the conclusion that it was intended for Nell. She +permitted him to make the hideous mistake, and, to save me, she left the +house with her reputation ruined--in his eyes, at least. Until this +morning he has never breathed a word of this to a soul. I am confident +that Sir Archie Walbrooke, who went away full of remorse and penitence, +has also kept silent. It was reserved for a woman to strike the blow +aimed at the honor and happiness of an innocent and helpless girl--a +girl so noble that she is ready to lay down her life's happiness and +honor rather than betray the friend she loves. Judge between these two, +between us three, if you will." + +It was not a moment for cheering, but sudden exclamations burst from the +men, most of the women were in tears, and Nell was sobbing as she lay on +her friend's bosom. + +Lady Luce alone remained smiling. Her face was white, her breath came in +quick, labored gasps. + +"What a charming romance!" she exclaimed, with a forced sneer. "So +completely satisfactory!" + +At the sound of her voice, the countess' spirit rose in true Anglo-Saxon +fashion. She checked her sobs, wiped her eyes with a morsel of lace she +called a handkerchief, and, sweeping in a stately manner to the door, +said, with the extreme of patrician hauteur: + +"A carriage for Lady Lucille Turfleigh, please!" + +Lady Luce shrugged her shoulders, turned, and slowly moved toward the +door; and, as she went, the crowd made way for her, and left her a clear +passage, as if she had suddenly become infectious. + +Nell did not see her go, did not hear the mingled expressions of +indignation and congratulation which buzzed round her. + +All she heard was Drake's "Nell! Nell! My dearest! my own!" as he put +his arms round her and drew her head to his breast. + +Those persons who are fortunate enough to receive invitations to the +summer and shooting parties, which Lord and Lady Angleford give at +Anglemere, have very good reason to congratulate themselves; but those who +are still more fortunate to receive a letter from Nell, asking them to +spend a fortnight at the picturesque and "cottagy" house which Drake has +built at a certain out-of-the-way spot in Devonshire called Shorne Mills, +go about pluming themselves as if they had drawn one of the prizes in +life's lottery. For only very intimate and dear friends are asked to +Shorne Mills. + +The house is not large. With the exception of the grooms, there are no +menservants; there is no state, and very little formality; life there is +mostly spent in the open air, in that delicious mixture of sea and +moorland air in which everyday worries and anxieties do not seem able to +exist. + +At The Cottage no one finds time hanging heavily on his or her hands; no +one is bored. It is a small Liberty Hall. There are horses to ride; +there are tramps to be taken across the heather-scented hills; there are +yachting and fishing in the bay, and there is always light-hearted +laughter round and about the house--especially when her ladyship's +brother, Mr. Dick Lorton, is present; and he and the famous musician, +Mr. Falconer, always come down together, and remain while the family +occupy The Cottage. There, too, the dowager countess is always a regular +visitor; indeed, Nell and she are very seldom apart, for, if the +countess could tear herself away from Nell, she certainly could not +leave the baby son and heir, who is as often in her arms as in his +mother's. + +Here, too, come, every year, the Wolfers. In fact, to sum it up, the +party is composed of Nell's and Drake's dearest and tried friends, and +they one and all have grown to love Shorne Mills almost as keenly as +Nell and Drake themselves do. Nell is proud of Anglemere, and the other +places which her husband has inherited, but there is a certain corner in +her heart which is reserved for the little fishing place in which she +first saw, and learned to love, "Drake Vernon." + +Watch them as they go down the steep and narrow way to the pier. It is a +July evening; the sun is still bright, but the shadows are casting a +purple tint on the hills beyond the moor; a faint breeze ripples the +opaline bay; the fishing boats are gliding in like "painted ships on a +painted ocean"; the tinkle of the cow bells mingles with the shrill cry +of the curlew and the guillemot. The _Seagull_ lies at anchor in the bay +ready to sail at a moment's notice. But Drake does not signal for the +dinghy as Nell and he reach the pier, for, though they are going for a +sail, it is not in the stately yacht. + +By the slip lies an old herring boat, with _Annie Laurie_ painted on its +stern, and Brownie has got the sail up and stands waiting with a smile +to help his beloved "Miss Nell" into the old boat. Nell lays her hand +upon his shoulder as of old, and steps in and takes the tiller; Drake +makes taut the sheet, and the old boat glides away from the slip and +sails out into the open. + +Drake looks up at the wind with a sailor's eye, and glances at Nell. He +does not speak, but she understands, and she steers the _Annie Laurie_ +for the little piece of smooth beach which leads to the cave under the +cliff. It is to this point they nearly always make; for was it not here +that Drake Vernon told Nell Lorton of his love, and drew the confession +of hers from her lips? To this place they always come alone, for it is +sacred. + +As, on this afternoon, they approach the spot, Drake utters an +exclamation of surprise. + +"Why, Nell, there's another boat there!" he says. + +"Not really, Drake?" she says, with a little disappointment in her +voice. + +For the moments they spend in this spot are sweet and precious to her. + +"Yes, there is," he says; "and, by George; there are two persons sitting +on the bowlder--our bowlder!" + +Nell looks with keen eyes; then she blushes, and laughs softly. + +"Drake, it's Dick and Lettie Angel!" she says, in a whisper, as if they +could hear her. + +But she need not be afraid; the two young people who are seated on the +spot sacred to Nell and Drake's love, have no ears nor eyes for any but +themselves. The girl's face is downcast and blushing, and Dick's is +upturned to hers. He has got hold of her hand; he is pleading as--well, +as a certain Drake Vernon once pleaded to a certain Nell Lorton. + +Nell and Drake exchange glances full of tenderness, full of sympathy. + +"Ourselves over again, dearest!" he says, in a low and loving voice. +"Put her round; we won't disturb them. God bless them, and send them +happiness like unto ours!" + +And "Amen!" whispers Nell, her eyes full of tears. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS*** + + +******* This file should be named 22961-8.txt or 22961-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/9/6/22961 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Nell, of Shorne Mills</p> +<p> or, One Heart's Burden</p> +<p>Author: Charles Garvice</p> +<p>Release Date: October 11, 2007 [eBook #22961]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by Roger Frank, Brownfox,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (http://www.pgdp.net)</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> + +<h1>NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS</h1> + +<h2>Or, One Heart's Burden</h2> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h3><span class="smcap">By CHARLES GARVICE</span></h3> + +<h4><span class="smcap">Author of</span></h4> + +<p class='center'>"Better Than Life," "A Life's Mistake," "Once in a Life," +"'Twas Love's Fault," etc.</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h3>A. L. BURT COMPANY</h3> + +<p class='center'>PUBLISHERS :: :: :: NEW YORK<br />1898</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p> + +<h2>NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS</h2> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>"Dick, how many are twenty-seven and eight?"</p> + +<p>The girl looked up, with narrow eyes and puckered brow, from the +butcher's book, which she was laboriously "checking," at the boy who +leaned back on the window seat picking out a tune on a banjo.</p> + +<p>"Thirty-nine," he replied lazily but promptly, without ceasing to peck, +peck at the strings.</p> + +<p>She nodded her thanks, and traveled slowly up the column, counting with +the end of her pencil and jotting down the result with a perplexed face.</p> + +<p>They were brother and sister, Nell and Dick Lorton, and they made an +extremely pretty picture in the sunny room. The boy was fair with the +fairness of the pure Saxon; the girl was dark—dark hair with the sheen +of silk in it, dark, straight brows that looked all the darker for the +clear gray of the eyes which shone like stars beneath them. But the eyes +were almost violet at this moment with the intensity of her mental +effort, and presently, as she raised them, they flashed with a mixture +of irritation and sweet indignation.</p> + +<p>"Dick, if you don't put that banjo down I'll come over and make you. +It's bad enough at most times; but the 'Old Folks at Home' on one +string, while I'm trying to check this wretched book, is intolerable, +and not to be endured. Put it down, Dick, or I'll come over and smash +both of you!"</p> + +<p>He struck a chord, an exasperating chord, and then resumed the more +exasperating peck, peck.</p> + +<p>"'Twas ever thus," he said, addressing the ceiling with sad reproach. +"Women are born ungrateful, and continue so. Here am I, wasting this +delightful afternoon in attempting to soothe a sister's savage breast by +sweet strains of heavenly music, and she——"</p> + +<p>With a laugh, she sprang from her seat and went for him. There was a +short and fierce struggle, during which the banjo was whirled hither and +thither; then he got her down on the floor, sat upon her, and +deliberately resumed pecking out the "Old Folks at Home."</p> + +<p>"Let me get up, Dick! Let me get up this instant!" she cried indignantly +and breathlessly. "The man's waiting for the book. Dick, do you hear? +I'll pinch you—I'll crumple your collar! I'll burn that beast of a +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span>banjo directly you've gone out. Dick, I'm sure you're hurting me +seriously. Di-ck! I've got a pain! Oh, you wait until you've gone out! +I'll light the fire with that thing! Get up!"</p> + +<p>Without a change of countenance, as if he were deaf to her entreaties +and threats, he tuned up the banjo, and played a breakdown.</p> + +<p>"Comfortable, Nell? That's right. Always strive for contentment, +whatever your lot may be. At present your lot is to provide me with a +nice, springy seat, and it will so continue to be until you promise—on +your honor, mind—that you will not lay a destructive hand on this +sweetest of instruments."</p> + +<p>"Oh, let me get up, Dick!"</p> + +<p>"Until I receive that promise, and an abject apology, it is a case of +<i>j'y suis, j'y reste</i>, my child," he responded blandly.</p> + +<p>She panted and struggled for a moment or two, then she gasped:</p> + +<p>"I—I promise!"</p> + +<p>"On your word of honor?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes! Dick, you are breaking my ribs or something."</p> + +<p>"Corset, perhaps," he suggested. "And the apology? A verbal one will +suffice on this occasion, accompanied by the sum of one shilling for the +purchase of cigarettes."</p> + +<p>"I shan't! You never said a word about a shilling!"</p> + +<p>"I did not—I hadn't time; but I shall now have time to make it two."</p> + +<p>The door opened, and a servant with a moon-shaped face and prominent +eyes looked in. She did not seem at all surprised at the state of +affairs—did not even smile.</p> + +<p>"The butcher's man says shall he wait any longer, miss?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, tell him to wait, Molly," said the boy. "Miss Nell is tired, and +is lying down for a little while; resting, you know."</p> + +<p>"I—I promise! I apologize! You—you shall have the shilling!" gasped +the girl, half angrily, half haughtily.</p> + +<p>He rose in a leisurely fashion, got back to his window seat, and held +out his long, shapely hand.</p> + +<p>She shook herself, put up one hand to her hair, and took a shilling from +her pocket with the other.</p> + +<p>"Tiresome boy!" she exclaimed. "If I live to be a hundred, I shall never +know why boys were invented."</p> + +<p>"There are lots of other things, simpler things, that you will never +know, though you live to be a Methuselah, my dear Nell," he said; "one +of them being that twenty-seven and eight do not make thirty-nine."</p> + +<p>"Thirty-nine? Why, of course not; thirty-five!" she retorted. "That's +where I was wrong. Dick, you are a beast.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> There's the book, Molly, and +there's the money——Oh, give me back that shilling, Dick; I want it! +I've only just got enough. Give it me back at once; you shall have it +again, I swear—I mean, I promise."</p> + +<p>"Simple child!" he murmured sweetly. "So young, so simple! She really +thinks I shall give it to her! Such innocence is indeed touching! Excuse +these tears. It will soon pass!"</p> + +<p>He mopped his eyes with his handkerchief, as if overcome by emotion, and +the exasperated Nell looked at him as if she meant another fight; but +she resisted the temptation, and, with a shrug of her shoulders, pushed +the book and money toward the patient and unmoved Molly.</p> + +<p>"There you are, Molly, all but the shilling. Tell him to add that to the +next account."</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss. And the missis' chocklut; it's just the time?"</p> + +<p>Nell glanced at the clock.</p> + +<p>"So it is! There'll be a row. It's all your fault, Dick. Why don't you +go for a sail, or shrimping, or something? A boy's always a nuisance in +the house. I'll come at once, Molly. There!" she exclaimed, as a woman's +thin voice was heard calling in a languid and injured tone:</p> + +<p>"Molly!"</p> + +<p>"'Twas the voice of the sluggard——'" Dick began to quote; but Nell, +with a hissed "Hush! she'll hear you!" ran out, struggling with her +laughter. Five minutes later, she went up the stairs with a salver on +which were a dainty chocolate service and a plate of thin bread and +butter, and entering the best bedroom of the cottage, carried the salver +to a faded-looking woman who, in a short dressing jacket of dingy pink, +sat up in the bed.</p> + +<p>She was Mrs. Lorton, the stepmother of the boy and girl. She had been +pretty once, and had not forgotten the fact—it is on the cards that she +thought herself pretty still, though the weak face was thin and hollow, +the once bright eyes dim and querulous, the lips drawn into a +dissatisfied curve.</p> + +<p>"Here is your chocolate, mamma," said the girl. She hated the word +"mamma"; but from the first moment of her introduction to Mrs. Lorton, +she had declined to call her by the sacred name of "mother." "I'm afraid +I'm late."</p> + +<p>"It is ten minutes past the time," said Mrs. Lorton; "but I do not +complain. I never complain, Eleanor. A Wolfer should at least know how +to suffer in silence. I hope it is hot—really hot; yesterday it was +cold—quite cold, and it caused me that acute indigestion which, I +trust, Eleanor, it will never be your lot to experience."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry, mamma; but yesterday morning you were asleep when I brought +it in, and I did not like to wake you."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Not asleep, Eleanor," said Mrs. Lorton, with an air of long-suffering +patience—"no, alas! not asleep. My eyes were closed, I have no doubt; +but I was merely thinking. I heard you come in——Surely that is not all +the cream! I have few fancies, Heaven knows; but I have always been +accustomed to half cream and half chocolate, and an invalid suffers +acutely from these deprivations, slight and trifling though they may +appear to one in your robust, I had almost said savage state of health."</p> + +<p>"Isn't there as much as usual? I will go and see if there is some +more," said the girl, deftly arranging the tray. "See, it is quite hot +this morning."</p> + +<p>"But it will be cold before you return, doubtless," sighed Mrs. Lorton, +with saintly resignation. "And, Eleanor, may I venture to ask you not to +renew the terrible noise with which you have been filling the house for +the last half hour. You know how I dislike crushing the exuberance of +your animal spirits; but such a perfectly barbaric noise tortures my +poor overstrained nerves."</p> + +<p>"Yes, mamma. We'll—I'll be quiet."</p> + +<p>"Thank you. It is a great deal to ask. I am aware that you think me +exacting. This butter is anything but fresh."</p> + +<p>"It was made this morning."</p> + +<p>"Please, oh, please do not contradict me, Eleanor! If there is one +characteristic more plainly developed in me than another it is my +unerring taste. This butter is not fresh. But do not mind. I am not +complaining. Do not think that. I merely passed the remark. And if you +are really going to get me my usual quantity of cream, will you do so +now? Cold chocolate two mornings in succession would try my digestion +sadly."</p> + +<p>The girl left the room quickly, and as she passed the dining-room door +she looked in to say hurriedly:</p> + +<p>"Dry up, Dick. Mamma's been complaining of the noise."</p> + +<p>"'Eleanor, I never complain,'" he murmured; but he put down the banjo, +rose and stretched himself, and left the room, pretending to slip as he +passed Nell in the passage, and flattening her against the wall.</p> + +<p>She gave him a noiseless push and went for the remainder of the cream.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton received it with a sigh and a patient "I thank you, +Eleanor;" and while she sipped the chocolate, and snipped at the bread +and butter—she ate the latter as if it were a peculiarly distasteful +medicine in the solid—the girl tidied the room. It was the only really +well-furnished room in the cottage; Nell's little chamber in the roof +was as plain as Marguerite's in "Faust," and Dick's was Spartan in its +Character; but a Wolfer—Mrs. Lorton was a distant, a very<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> distant +connection by a remote marriage of the noble family of that name—cannot +live without a certain amount of luxury, and, as there was not enough to +go round, Mrs. Lorton got it all. So, though Nell's little bed was +devoid of curtains, her furniture of the "six-guinea suite" type and her +carpet a square of Kidderminster, her stepmother's bed was amply draped, +possessed its silk eider-down and lace-edged pillows; there was an +Axminster on the floor, an elaborate dressing table furnished with a +toilet set, and—the fashionable lady's indispensable—a cheval glass.</p> + +<p>"I think I will get up in half an hour, if you will be good enough to +send Molly up to me," said Mrs. Lorton, sinking onto her pillow as if +exhausted by her struggle with the chocolate.</p> + +<p>"Yes, mamma," assented the girl. "What will you have for lunch?"</p> + +<p>"Lunch!" sighed Mrs. Lorton, with an assumption of weary indifference. +"It is really of no consequence, Eleanor. I eat so little, especially in +the middle of the day. Perhaps if you could get me a sweetbread I might +manage a few morsels. But do not trouble. You know how much I dislike +causing trouble. A sweetbread nicely browned—on a small, a very small +piece of toast; quite dry, please, Eleanor."</p> + +<p>"Yes, mamma, I know," said Eleanor; but she looked out of the window +rather doubtfully. Sweetbreads were not easily obtained at the only +butcher's shop in the village; and, when they were, they were dear; but +she had just paid the long-running bill, and——</p> + +<p>"I'll go up to Smart's and see about it," she said. "Is there anything +you want in the village, mamma?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton sighed again; she rarely spoke without a sigh.</p> + +<p>"If you really want the walk and are going, Eleanor, you might ask Mrs. +Porter if she has got that toilet vinegar for me. She promised to get it +down from London quite a week ago. It is really too ridiculous! But what +can one expect in this hole, and living among a set of barbarians? I +know that I shall never grow accustomed to this life of savagery; my +memory of the past is too acute, alas! But I must stifle it; I must +remember that the great trial of my life has been sent for my good, and +I will never complain. Not one word of discontent shall ever pass my +lips. My dear Eleanor, you surely are not going to be so mad as to open +that window! And my neuralgia only just quiet!"</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon, mamma. The room seemed so hot, and I forgot. I've +closed it again; see! Let me draw the eider-down up; that's it. I won't +forget the toilet vinegar."</p> + +<p>"I thank you, Eleanor; and you might get this week's <i>Fashion Gazette</i>. +It is the only paper I care for; but it is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> not unnatural that I should +like to see it occasionally. One may be cut off from all one's friends +and relations, may be completely out of the world of rank and +refinement, but one likes now and then to read of the class to which one +belongs, but from which one is, alas! forever separated."</p> + +<p>"I'll get the <i>Fashion Gazette</i> if Mrs. Porter has it, mamma. I won't be +long, and Molly will hear you if you want her before the time."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton sighed deeply in acknowledgment, and Nell left the room.</p> + +<p>She had been bright and girlish enough while romping with her brother, +but the scene with her stepmother had left its impression on her face; +the dark-gray eyes were rather sad and weary; there was a slight droop +at the corners of the sweetly curved lips; but the change lent an +indescribable charm to the girlish face. Looking at it, as it was then, +no man but would have longed to draw the slim, graceful figure toward +him, to close the wistful eyes with a kiss, to caress the soft hair with +a comforting hand. There was a subtle fascination in the very droop of +the lips which would have haunted an artist or a poet, and driven the +ordinary man wild with love.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton had called Shorne Mills a "hole," but as a matter of fact, +the village stood almost upon the brow of the hill down which ran the +very steep road to the tiny harbor and fishing place which nestled under +the red Devon cliffs; and barbaric as the place might be, it was +beautiful beyond words. No spot in this loveliest of all counties was +more lovely; and as yet it was, so to speak, undiscovered. With the +exception of the vicarage there was no other house, worthy the name, in +the coombe; all the rest were fishermen's cots. The nearest inn and +shops were on the fringe of the moor behind and beyond the Lorton's +cottage; the nearest house of any consequence was that of the local +squire, three miles away. The market town of Shallop was eight miles +distant, and the only public communication with it was the carrier's +cart, which went to and fro twice weekly. In short, Shorne Mills was out +of the world, and will remain so until the Railway Fiend flaps his +coal-black wings over it and drops, with red-hot feet, upon it to sear +its beauty and destroy its solitude. It had got its name from a flour +and timber mill which had once flourished halfway down the coombe or +valley; but the wheels were now silent, the mills were falling to +pieces, and the silver stream served no more prosaic purpose than +supplying the fishing folk with crystal water which was pure as the +stars it reflected. This stream, as it ran beside the road or meandered +through the sloping meadows, made soft music, day and night, all through +the summer, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> swelled itself into a torrent in the winter, and roared +as it swept over the smooth bowlders to its bridegroom, the sea; +sometimes it was the only sound in the valley, save always the murmur of +the ocean, and the shrill weird cry of the curlew as it flew from the +sea marge to the wooded heights above.</p> + +<p>Nell loved the place with a great and exceeding love, with all the love +of a girl to whom beauty is a continual feast. She knew every inch of +it; for she had lived in the cottage on the hill since she was a child +of seven, and she was now nearly twenty-one. She knew every soul in the +fishing village, and, indeed, for miles around, and not seldom she was +spoken of as "Miss Nell, of Shorne Mills;" and the simple folk were as +proud of the title as was Nell herself. They were both fond and proud of +her. In any cottage and at any time her presence was a welcome one, and +every woman and child, when in trouble, flew to her for help and comfort +even before they climbed to the vicarage—that refuge of the poor and +sorrowing in all country places.</p> + +<p>As she swung to the little gate behind her this morning, she paused and +looked round at the familiar scene; and its beauty, its grandeur, and +its solitude struck her strangely, as if she were looking at it for the +first time.</p> + +<p>"One could be so happy if mamma—and if Dick could find something to +do!" she thought; and at the thought her eyes grew sadder and the sweet +lips drooped still more at the corner; but as she went up the hill, the +fine rare air, the brilliant sunshine acted like an anodyne, and the +eyes grew brighter, the lips relaxed, so that Smart's—the +butcher's—face broadened into a smile of sympathy as he touched his +forehead with a huge and greasy finger.</p> + +<p>"Sweetbreads! No, no, miss; I've promised the cook up at the +Hall——There, bless your heart, Miss Nell, don't 'ee look so +disappointed. I'll send 'em—yes, in half an hour at most. Dang me if it +was the top brick off the chimney I reckon you'd get 'ee, for there +ain't no refusin' 'ee anything!"</p> + +<p>Nell thanked him with a smile and a grateful beam from her gray eyes, +and then, still lighter-hearted, went on to Mrs. Porter's. By great good +luck not only had the toilet vinegar arrived from London, but a copy of +the <i>Fashion Gazette</i>; and with these in her hand Nell went homeward. +But at the bend of the road near the cottage she paused. Mrs. Lorton +would not want the vinegar or the paper for another hour. Would there be +time to run down to the jetty and look at the sea? She slipped the paper +and the bottle in the hedge, and went lightly down the road. It was so +steep that strangers went cautiously and leaned on their sticks, but +Nell<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> nearly ran and seemed scarcely to touch the ground; for she had +toddled down that road as a child, and knew every stone in it; knew +where to leave it for the narrow little path which provided a short cut, +and where to turn aside for the marvelous view of the tiny harbor that +looked like a child's toy on the edge of the opal sea.</p> + +<p>Women and children came out of the cottages as she went swiftly past, +and she exchanged greetings with them; but she was in too great a hurry +to stop, and one child followed after her with bitter complaint.</p> + +<p>She stood for a moment or two talking to some of the men mending their +nets on the jetty, called down to Dick, who was lying—he was always +reclining on something—basking in the stern of his anchored boat; then +she went, more slowly, up the hill again.</p> + +<p>As she neared the cottage, a sound rose from the house and mingled with +the music of the stream. It was the yelp of staghounds. She stopped and +listened, and wondered whether the stag would run down the hill, as it +sometimes did; then she went on. Presently she heard another sound—the +tap, tap of a horse's hoofs. Her quick ear distinguished it as different +from the slow pacing of the horses which drew the village carts, and she +looked up the road curiously. It was not the doctor's horse; she knew +the stamp, stamp of his old gray cob. This was a lighter, more nervous +tread.</p> + +<p>Within twenty paces of the cottage she saw the horse and horseman. The +former was a beautiful creature, almost thoroughbred, as she knew; for +every woman in the district was a horsewoman by instinct and +association. The latter was a gentleman in a well-made riding suit of +cords. He was riding slowly, his whip striking against his leg absently, +his head bent.</p> + +<p>That he was not one of the local gentry Nell saw at the first glance. In +that first glance also she noted a certain indescribable grace, an air +of elegance, which, as a rule, was certainly lacking in the local +gentry. She could not see his face, but there was something strange, +distinguished in his attitude and the way he carried himself; and, +almost unconsciously, her pace slackened.</p> + +<p>Strangers in Shorne Mills were rare. Nell, being a woman, was curious. +As she slowly reached the gate, the man came almost alongside. And at +that moment a rabbit scuttled across the road, right under the horse's +nose. With the nervousness of the thoroughbred, it shied. The man had it +in hand in an instant, and touched it with his left spur to keep it away +from the girl. The horse sprang sideways, set its near foot on a stone, +and fell, and the next instant the man was lying at Nell's feet.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>For a moment Nell was too startled to do anything but cry out; then, as +the man did not move, she knelt beside him, and still calling for Molly, +almost unconsciously raised his head. He had fallen on his side, but had +turned over in the instant before losing consciousness; and as Nell +lifted his head she felt something wet trickle over her hand, and knew +that it was blood.</p> + +<p>She was very much frightened—with the exception of Dick's boyish falls +and cuts, it was the first accident at which she had "assisted"—and she +had never longed for any one as she longed for Molly. But neither Molly +nor any one else came, and Nell, in a helpless, dazed kind of fashion, +wiped the blood from the wound.</p> + +<p>Then suddenly she thought of water, and setting his head down as gently +as she could, she ran to the stream, saturated her handkerchief, and, +returning, took his head on her lap again, and bathed his forehead.</p> + +<p>While she was doing this she recovered her presence of mind sufficiently +to look at him with something like the desire to know what he was like; +and, with all a woman's quickness of perception, saw that he was +extremely good-looking; that he was rather dark than fair; that though +he was young—twenty-nine, thirty, flashed through her mind—the hair on +his temples was faintly flecked with gray.</p> + +<p>But something more than the masculine beauty of the face struck her, +struck her vaguely, and that was the air of distinction which she had +noticed in his bearing as he came down the road, and an expression of +weariness in the faint lines about the mouth and eyes.</p> + +<p>She was aware, without knowing why, that he was extremely well dressed; +she saw that the ungloved hand was long and thin—the hand of a +well-bred man—and that everything about him indicated wealth and the +gentleman.</p> + +<p>All these observations required but a second or two—a man would only +have got at them after an hour—and, almost before they were made, he +opened his eyes with the usual dazed and puzzled expression which an +individual wears when he has been knocked out of time and is coming back +to consciousness.</p> + +<p>As his eyes opened, Nell noticed that they were dark—darker than they +should have been to match his hair—and that they were anything but +commonplace ones. He looked up at her for an instant or two, then +muttered something<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> under his breath—Nell was almost certain that he +swore—and aloud, in the toneless voice of the newly conscious, said:</p> + +<p>"I came off, didn't I?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Nell.</p> + +<p>She neither blushed nor looked shy. Indeed, she was too frightened, too +absorbed by her desire for his recovery to remember herself, or the fact +that this strange man's head was lying on her knee.</p> + +<p>"I must have been unconscious," he said, almost to himself. "Yes, I've +struck my head."</p> + +<p>Then he got to his feet and stood looking at her; and his face was, if +anything, whiter than it had been.</p> + +<p>"I'm very sorry. Permit me to apologize, for I must have frightened you +awfully. And"—he looked at her dress, upon which was a large wet patch +where his head had rested—"and I've spoiled your dress. In short, I've +made a miserable nuisance of myself."</p> + +<p>Nell passed his apology by.</p> + +<p>"Are you hurt?" she asked anxiously.</p> + +<p>"No; I think not," he replied. "I can't think how I managed to come off; +I don't usually make such an ass of myself."</p> + +<p>He went for his hat, but as he stooped to pick it up he staggered, and +Nell ran to him and caught his arm.</p> + +<p>"You are hurt!" she said. "I—I was afraid so!"</p> + +<p>"I'm giddy, that's all, I think," he said; but his lips closed tightly +after his speech, and they twitched at the corners. "I expect my horse +is more damaged than I am," he added, and he walked, very slowly, to +where the animal stood looking from side to side with a startled air.</p> + +<p>"Yes; knees cut. Poor old chap! It was my fault—my fau——"</p> + +<p>He stopped, and put his hand to his head as if he were confused.</p> + +<p>Nell went and stood close by him, with a vague kind of idea that he was +going to fall and that she might help him, support him.</p> + +<p>"You are in pain?" she asked, her brow wrinkled with her anxiety, her +eyes darkened with her womanly sympathy and pity.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he admitted frankly. "I've knocked my head, and"—he touched his +arm—"and, yes, I'm afraid I've broken my arm."</p> + +<p>"Oh!"—cried Nell, startled and aghast—"oh! you must come into the +house at once—at once."</p> + +<p>He glanced at the cottage.</p> + +<p>"Your house?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes," said Nell. "Oh, come, please. You may faint again——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, I shan't."</p> + +<p>"But you may—you may! Take my arm; lean on me——"</p> + +<p>He took her arm, but did not lean on her, and he smiled down at her.</p> + +<p>"I don't look it, but I weigh nearly twelve stone, and I should bear you +down," he said.</p> + +<p>"I'm stronger than I look," said Nell. "Please come!"</p> + +<p>"I'll put the bridle over the gate first," he said.</p> + +<p>"No, no; I will do it. Lean against the gate while I go."</p> + +<p>He rested one hand on the gate. She got the horse—he came as quietly as +his master had done—and hitched the bridle on the post; then she drew +the man's arm within hers, and led him into the house and into the +drawing-room.</p> + +<p>"Sit down," she said; "lean back. I won't be a moment. Oh, where is +Molly? But perhaps I'd better not leave you."</p> + +<p>"I'm all right. I assure you that I've no intention of fainting again," +he said; and there was something like a touch of irritation in his tone.</p> + +<p>Nell rang the bell and stood looking down at him anxiously. There was +not a sign of self-consciousness or embarrassment in her face or manner. +She was still thinking only of him.</p> + +<p>"I'm ashamed of myself for giving you so much trouble," he said.</p> + +<p>"It is no trouble. Why should you be ashamed? Oh, Molly! don't cry out +or scream—it is all right! Be quiet now, Molly! This gentleman has been +thrown from his horse, and——Oh, bring me some brandy; and, Molly, +don't tell—don't frighten mamma."</p> + +<p>Molly, with her mouth still wide open, ran out of the room, and Nell's +eyes returned to the man.</p> + +<p>He sat gazing at the carpet for a while, his brow knit with a frown, as +if he found the whole affair a hideous bore, his injured arm across his +knee. There was no deprecating smile of the nervous man; he made no more +apologies, and it seemed to Nell that he had quite forgotten her, and +was only desirous of getting rid of her and the situation generally. But +he looked up as Molly came fluttering in with the brandy; and as he took +the glass from Nell's hand—for the first time it shook a little—he +said:</p> + +<p>"Thanks—thanks very much. I'm all right now, and I'll hasten to take +myself off."</p> + +<p>He rose as he spoke, then his hand went out to the sofa as if in search +of support, and with an articulate though audible "Damn!" he sank down +again.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I'll have to wait for a few minutes," he said,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> in a tone of +annoyance. "I can't think what's the matter with me, but I feel as giddy +and stupid as an owl. I'll be all right presently. Is the inn near +here?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Nell; "the inn is a long way from here; too far——"</p> + +<p>He did not let her finish, but rather impatiently cut in with:</p> + +<p>"Oh, but there must be some place where I can go——"</p> + +<p>"You must not think of moving yet," she said. "I don't know much—I have +not seen many accidents—but I am sure that you have hurt yourself; and +you say that you have broken your arm?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid so, confound it! I beg your pardon. I'll get to the inn—I +have not broken my leg, and can walk well enough—and see a doctor."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton's step was heard in the passage, and the voice of that lady +was heard before she appeared in the doorway, demanding, in an injured +tone:</p> + +<p>"Eleanor, what does this mean? Why do you want brandy, and at this time +of the day? Are you ill? I have always told you that some day you would +suffer from this continual rushing about——"</p> + +<p>Then she stopped and stared at the two, and her hand went up to her hair +with the gesture of the weakly vain woman.</p> + +<p>"Who is it, Nell? What does it mean?" she demanded.</p> + +<p>The man rose and bowed, and his appearance, his self-possession and +well-bred bow impressed Mrs. Lorton at once.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," she said, in her sweetest and most ingratiating +manner, with a suggestion of the simper which used to be fashionable +when she was a girl. "There has been an accident, I see. Are you very +much hurt? Eleanor, pray do not stand like a thing of stock or stone; +pray, do not be so useless and incapable."</p> + +<p>Nell blushed and looked round helplessly.</p> + +<p>"Please sit down," went on Mrs. Lorton. "Eleanor, let me beg of you to +collect your senses. Get that cushion—sit down. Let me place this at +your back. Do you feel faint? My smelling salts, Eleanor!"</p> + +<p>The man's lips tightened, and the frown darkened the whole of his face. +Nell knew that he was swearing under his breath and wishing Mrs. Lorton +and herself at the bottom of the sea.</p> + +<p>"No, no!" he said, evidently struggling with his irritation and his +impatience of the whole scene. "I'm not at all faint. I've fallen from +my horse, and I think I've smashed my arm, that's all."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span></p> + +<p>"All!" echoed Mrs. Lorton, in accents of profound sympathy and anxiety. +"Oh, dear, dear! Nell, we must send for the doctor. Will you not put +your feet up on the sofa? It is such a relief to lie at full length."</p> + +<p>He rose with a look of determination in his dark eyes.</p> + +<p>"Thank you very much, madame, but I cannot consent to give you any +further trouble. I am quite capable of walking to anywhere, and I +will——" He broke off with an exclamation and sank down again. "I must +be worse than I thought," he said suddenly, "and I must ask you to put +up with me for a little while—half an hour."</p> + +<p>Mrs Lorton crossed the room with the air of an empress, or a St. Teresa +on the verge of a great mission, and rang the bell.</p> + +<p>"I cannot permit you to leave this house until you have recovered—quite +recovered," she said, in a stately fashion. "Molly, get the spare room +ready for this gentleman. Eleanor, you might assist, I think! I will see +that the sheets are properly aired—nothing is more important in such a +case—and we will send for the doctor while you are retiring."</p> + +<p>Molly plunged out, followed by Nell, and Mrs. Lorton seated herself +opposite the injured man, and, folding her hands, gazed at him as if she +were solely accountable for his welfare.</p> + +<p>"I'm very much obliged to you, madame," he said, at last, and by no +means amiably. "May I ask to whom I am indebted for so much—kindness?"</p> + +<p>"My name is Lorton," said the dear lady, as if she had picked him up and +brought him in and given him brandy; "but I am a Wolfer."</p> + +<p>He looked at her as if he thought she were mad, and Mrs. Lorton hastened +to explain.</p> + +<p>"I am a near relative of Lord Wolfer."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, yes; I beg your pardon," he said, with a touch of relief. "I +didn't understand for a moment."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you know Lord Wolfer?" she asked sweetly.</p> + +<p>He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I've heard of him."</p> + +<p>"Of course," she assented blandly. "He is sufficiently well known, not +to say famous. And your name—if I may ask?"</p> + +<p>He frowned, and was silent for an instant.</p> + +<p>"Vernon," he said reluctantly, "Drake Vernon."</p> + +<p>"Indeed! The name seems familiar to me. Of the Northumberland Vernons, I +suppose?"</p> + +<p>"No," he replied, rather shortly.</p> + +<p>"No? There are some Vernons in Warwickshire, I remember," she suggested.</p> + +<p>He shook his head.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'm not connected with any of the Vernons," he said with a grim courtesy.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton looked rather disappointed, but only for a moment; for, +foolish as she was, she knew a gentleman when she saw one, and this Mr. +Vernon, though not one of the Vernons, was evidently a gentleman and a +man of position. She smiled at him graciously.</p> + +<p>"Sometimes one scarcely knows with whom one is connected," she said. "If +you will excuse me, I will go and see if your room is prepared. We have +only one servant—now," she sighed plaintively, "and my daughter is +young and thoughtless."</p> + +<p>"She is not the latter, at any rate," he said, but coldly enough. "Your +daughter displayed extraordinary presence of mind——"</p> + +<p>"My stepdaughter, I ought to explain," broke in Mrs. Lorton, who could +not endure the praise of any other than herself. "My late husband—I am +a widow, Mr. Vernon—left me his two children as a trust, a sacred +trust, which I hope I have discharged to the best of my ability. I will +rejoin you presently."</p> + +<p>He rose and bowed, and then leaned back and closed his eyes, and swore +gently but thoroughly.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton returned in a few minutes with Molly.</p> + +<p>"If you will come now? We have sent for the doctor."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, thank you!" he said, and he went upstairs with them; but he +would not permit them to assist him to take off his coat, and sat on the +edge of the bed waiting with a kind of impatient patience for the +doctor.</p> + +<p>By sheer good luck it was just about the time old Doctor Spence made his +daily appearance in Shorne Mills, and Nell, running up to the crossway, +caught him as he was ambling along on his old gray cob.</p> + +<p>"Eh? what is it, my dear? That monkey of a brother got into mischief +again?" he said, laying his hand on her shoulder. "What? Stranger? Broke +his arm? Come, come; you're frightened and upset. No need, no need! +What's a broken arm! If it had been his neck, now!"</p> + +<p>"I'm not frightened, and I'm not upset!" said Nell indignantly, but with +a smile. "I'm out of breath with running."</p> + +<p>"And out of color, too, Nell. No need to run back, my dear. I'll hurry +up and see what's wrong."</p> + +<p>He spoke to the cob, who understood every word and touch of his master, +and jolted down the steep road, and Nell followed slowly. She was rather +pale, as he had noticed, but she was not frightened. In all her +uneventful life nothing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> so exciting, so disturbing had happened as this +accident. It was difficult to realize it, to realize that a great strong +man had been cast helpless at her feet, that she had had his head on her +lap; she looked down at the patch on her dress and shuddered. Was she +glad or sorry that she had chanced to be near when he fell? As she asked +herself the question her conscience smote her. What a question to arise +in her mind! Of course she should be glad, very glad, to have been able +to help him. Then the man's face rose before her, and appealed to her by +its whiteness, by the weary, wistful lines about the lips and eyes.</p> + +<p>"I wonder who he is?" she asked herself, conscious that she had never +seen any one like him, that he was in some way different to any one of +the men she had hitherto met.</p> + +<p>As she walked slowly, thoughtfully down the road, a strange feeling came +upon her; it was as if she had touched, if only with the finger tips, +the fringe of the great unknown world.</p> + +<p>The doctor, breaking away from the lengthy recountal of Mrs. Lorton, +went upstairs to the spare room, where still sat Mr. Drake Vernon on the +edge of the bed, very white, but very self-contained.</p> + +<p>"How do you do, doctor?" he said quietly. "I've come a cropper and +knocked my head and broken some of my bones. If you'll be so good——"</p> + +<p>"Take off your coat. My good sir, why didn't you let them help you to +undress?" broke in the old man, with the curtness of the country doctor, +who, as a rule, is no respecter of persons.</p> + +<p>"I've given these good people trouble enough already," was the reply. +"Thanks; no, you don't hurt me—not more than can be helped. And I'm not +going to faint. Thanks, thanks."</p> + +<p>He got undressed and into bed, and the doctor "went over" him. As he got +to the injured arm, Mr. Vernon drew his signet ring from his finger and +slipped it in his pocket.</p> + +<p>"Rather nasty knock on the head; broken arm—compound fracture, +unfortunately."</p> + +<p>"Oh! just patch me up so that I can get away at once, will you?"</p> + +<p>The old man shook his head.</p> + +<p>"Sorry, Mr. Vernon; but that is rather too large an order. Frankly, you +have knocked yourself about rather more seriously than you think. The +head——And you are not a particularly 'good patient,' I'm afraid. Been +living rather—rapidly, eh?"</p> + +<p>Vernon nodded.</p> + +<p>"I've been living all the time," was the grim assent.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I thought so. And you pay the usual penalty. Nature is inexorable, and +never lets a man off with the option of a fine. If one of my fishermen +had injured himself as you have done, I could let him do what he +pleased; but you will have to remain here, in this room—or, at any +rate, in this house—for some little time."</p> + +<p>"Impossible!" said Vernon. "I am a stranger to these people. I can't +trespass on their good nature; I've been nuisance enough already——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, nonsense," retorted the doctor calmly. "We are not savages in these +parts. They'd enjoy nursing and taking care of you. The good lady of the +house is just dying for some little excitement like this. It's a quiet +place; you couldn't be in a better; and whether you could or couldn't +doesn't matter, for you've got to stay here for the present, unless you +want brain fever and the principal part in a funeral."</p> + +<p>Drake Vernon set his lips tight, then shrugged his shoulders, and in +silence watched the doctor's preparations for setting the arm.</p> + +<p>It is a painful operation, but during its accomplishment the patient +gave no sign, either facial or vocal, of the agony endured. The doctor +softly patted the splintered arm and looked at him keenly.</p> + +<p>"Been in the service, Mr. Vernon?" he said.</p> + +<p>Vernon glanced at him sharply.</p> + +<p>"How did you know that?" he demanded reluctantly.</p> + +<p>"By the way you held your arm," replied the doctor. "Was in the service +myself, when a young army doctor. Oh, don't be afraid; I am not going to +ask questions; and—and, like my tribe, I am as discreet as an owl. Now, +I'll just give you a sleeping draft, and will look in in the evening, to +see if it has taken effect; and to-morrow, if you haven't brain fever, +you will be on the road to recovery. I'm candid, because I want you to +understand that if you worry yourself——"</p> + +<p>"Make the draft a strong one; I'm accustomed to narcotics," interrupted +Vernon quietly.</p> + +<p>"Opium, or chloral, or what?"</p> + +<p>"Chloral," was the reply.</p> + +<p>"Right. Comfortable?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes. Wait a moment. I was hunting with the Devon and Somerset +to-day. I know scarcely any one—not one of the people, I may say; +but—well, I don't want a fuss. Perhaps you won't mind keeping my +accident, and my presence here to yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly," said the doctor. "There is no friend—relative—you would +like sent for?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Good Lord, no!" responded Mr. Vernon. "I shall have to get away in a +day or two."</p> + +<p>"Will you?" grunted the old doctor to himself, as he went down the +stairs.</p> + +<p>The day passed slowly. The little house was filled with an air of +suppressed excitement, which was kept going by Mrs. Lorton, who, +whenever Nell or Molly moved, appeared from unexpected places, attired +in a tea gown, and hissed a rebuking and warning "Hush!" which +penetrated to the remotest corner of the house, and would certainly have +disturbed the patient but for the double dose of sulphonal which the +doctor; had administered.</p> + +<p>About the time she expected Dick to return, Nell went down the road to +meet him, fearing that he might enter singing or whistling; and when she +saw him lounging up the hill, with a string of fish in his hand, she ran +to him, and, catching his arm, began to tell her story in a whisper, as +if the injured Mr. Vernon were within hearing.</p> + +<p>Dick stared, and emitted a low whistle.</p> + +<p>"'Pon my word, you've been a-going of it, Nell! Sounds like a play: 'The +Mysterious Stranger and the Village Maiden.' Scene one. Enter the +stranger: 'My horse is weary; no human habitation nigh. Where to find a +resting place for my tired steed and my aching head! Ah! what is this? A +simple child of Nature. I will seek direction at her hands.' Horse takes +fright; mysterious stranger is thrown. Maiden falls on her knees: 'Ah, +Heaven! 'tis he! 'tis he!'"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, but her face crimsoned.</p> + +<p>"Dick, don't be an idiot, if you can help it. I know it is +difficult——"</p> + +<p>"Spare your blushes, my child," he retorted blandly. "The Mysterious S. +will turn out to be a commercial traveler with a wife and seven +children. But, Nell, what does mamma say?"</p> + +<p>"She likes it," said Nell, with a smile. "She is happier and more +interested than I have ever seen her."</p> + +<p>Dick struck an attitude and his forehead.</p> + +<p>"Can it be—oh, can it be that the romance will end another way? Are we +going to lose our dear mamma? Grateful stranger—love at first +sight——"</p> + +<p>"Dick, you are the worst kind of imbecile! He is years younger than +mamma—young enough to be her son. Now, Dick, dry up, and don't make a +noise. He is really ill. I know it by the way the old doctor smiles. He +always smiles and grins when the case is serious. You'll be quiet, Dick, +dear?"</p> + +<p>"This tender solicitude for the sufferer touches me deeply," he +whimpered, mopping his eyes. "Oh, yes, I'll be quiet,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> Nell. Much as I +love excitement, I'm not anxious for a funeral, and a bereaved and +heartbroken sister. Shall I take my boots off before entering the abode +of sickness, or shall I walk in on my head?"</p> + +<p>The day passed. Dick, driven almost mad by the enforced quietude, and +the incessant "Hushes!" of Mrs. Lorton, betook himself to his tool shed +to mend his fishing rod—and cut his fingers—and then to bed. Molly +went to the sick room in the capacity of nurse, and Mrs. Lorton, after +desiring everybody that she should be called if "a change took place," +retired to the rest earned by pleasurable excitement; and Nell stole +past the spare-room door to her nest under the roof.</p> + +<p>As she undressed slowly, she paused now and again to listen. All was +quiet; the injured man was still sleeping. She went to the open window +and looked out seaward. Something was stirring within her, something +that was like the faint motion of the air before a storm. Is it possible +that we have some premonition of the first change in our lives; the +change which is to alter the course of every feeling, every action? She +knew too little of life or the world to ask herself the question; but +she was conscious of a sensation of unrest, of disquietude. She could +not free herself from the haunting presence of the handsome face, of the +dark and weary, wistful eyes. The few sentences he had spoken kept +repeating themselves in her ear, striking on her brain with soft +persistence. The very name filled her thoughts. "Drake Vernon, Drake +Vernon!"</p> + +<p>At last, with an impatient movement, with a blush of shame for the way +in which her mind was dwelling on him, she left the window and fell on +her knees at the narrow bed to say her prayers.</p> + +<p>But his personality intruded even on her devotions, and, half +unconsciously, she added to her simple formula a supplication for his +recovery.</p> + +<p>Then she got into bed and fell asleep. But in a very little while she +started awake, seeing the horse shy and fall, feeling the man's head +upon her lap. She sat up and listened. His room was beneath hers—the +cottage was built in the usual thin and unsubstantial fashion—and every +sound from the room below rose to hers. She heard him moan; once, twice; +then his voice, thick and husky, called for water.</p> + +<p>She listened. The faint cry rose again and again. She could not endure +it, and she got out of bed, put on her dressing gown, and slipped down +the stairs. She could hear the voice more plainly now, and the cry was +still, "Water! water!"</p> + +<p>She opened the door, and, pausing a moment, her face<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> crimson, stole +toward the bed. Molly was in her chair, with her head lolling over the +back, as if it were a guillotine, her huge mouth wide open, fast asleep.</p> + +<p>Nell stood and looked down at the unconscious man. The dark-brown hair +was tangled, the white face drawn with pain, the lips dry with fever, +one hand, clenched, opening and shutting spasmodically, on the +counterpane.</p> + +<p>That divine pity which only a woman can feel filled and overran her +heart. She poured some water into a glass and set it to his lips. He +could not drink lying down, and, with difficulty, she raised his head on +her bosom. He drank long and greedily; then, as she slowly—dare one +write "reluctantly"?—lowered his head to the pillow, he muttered:</p> + +<p>"Thanks, thanks, Luce! That was good!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>"Luce!"</p> + +<p>It was a strange name—the name of a woman, of course. Nell wondered +whether it was his sister—or sweetheart? Perhaps it was his wife?</p> + +<p>She waited for some minutes; then she woke Molly, and returned to her +own room.</p> + +<p>Drake Vernon was unconscious for some days, and Nell often stole in and +stood beside the bed; sometimes she changed the ice bandages, or gave +him something to drink. He wandered and talked a great deal, but it was +incoherent talk, in which the names of the persons he whispered or +shouted were indistinguishable. On the fourth day he recovered +consciousness, but was terribly weak, and the doctor would not permit +Mrs. Lorton to enter the room.</p> + +<p>He put his objection very cleverly.</p> + +<p>"I have to think of you, my dear madame," he said. "I don't want two +patients on my hands in the same house. Talk him back into delirium!" he +added to himself.</p> + +<p>All these days Mrs. Lorton continued to "hush," Nell went about with a +grave air of suspense, and Dick—it is not given to this historian to +describe the state of mind into which incessant repression drove that +youth.</p> + +<p>On the sixth day, bored to death, and somewhat curious, he strolled into +the sick room. Drake Vernon, propped up by pillows, was partaking of +beef tea with every sign of distaste.</p> + +<p>"How are you getting on, sir?" asked Dick.</p> + +<p>The sick man looked at the boy, and nodded with a faint smile.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'm better, thanks; nearly well, I devoutly trust."</p> + +<p>"That's all right," commented Dick cheerfully. "Thought I'd just look +in. Shan't upset you, or disturb you, shall I, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Not in the very least," was the reply. "I'm very glad to see you. Won't +you sit down? Not there, but some place where I can see you."</p> + +<p>Dick sat on the end of the bed and leaned against the rail, with his +hands in his pockets.</p> + +<p>"I ought to introduce myself, I suppose. I'm what is called in the +novels 'the son of the house'; I'm Nell's brother, you know."</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon nodded.</p> + +<p>"So I see, by the likeness."</p> + +<p>"Rather rough on Nell, that, isn't it? I'll tell her," said Dick, with a +spark of mischief in his eye. "Why, she's as black as a coal, and I'm +fair."</p> + +<p>"You are alike, all the same," said the invalid, rather indifferently.</p> + +<p>"My name is Dick—Dick, as a rule; Richard, when my stepmother is more +than usually riled with me."</p> + +<p>"Permit me to call you by the shorter name," said Mr. Vernon. "I'm +afraid I've been a terrible nuisance, and must continue to be for some +days. The doctor tells me that I can't venture to move yet."</p> + +<p>"That's all right," responded Dick cheerfully. "We shall be glad to see +you about again, of course; but don't worry yourself on our account, +sir. To tell you the truth, we rather enjoy—that is, some of us"—he +corrected—"having 'an accident case' in the house. Mamma, for instance, +hasn't been so happy for a long while."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Lorton must be extremely good-natured and charitable," commented +Mr. Vernon.</p> + +<p>Dick looked rather doubtful.</p> + +<p>"Er—ye-s. You see, it's a little change and excitement, and we don't +get much of that commodity in Shorne Mills. So we're rather grateful to +you than otherwise for pitching yourself at our front gate. If you could +have managed to break both arms and a leg, I verily believe that mamma +would have wept tears of joy."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I can't say I'm sorry I did not gratify her to that extent," +said Mr. Vernon, with a grim smile; but it was a smile, and his dark +eyes were scanning the boy's handsome face with something approaching +interest. "Mrs. Lorton is your stepmother? Did I hear her say so, or did +I dream it?"</p> + +<p>"It's no dream; it's real enough," said Dick, with intense gravity. "My +father"—he seated himself more comfortably—"was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> Lorton & Lorton, the +Patent Coffee Roaster, you know—perhaps you've heard of it?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon shook his head.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well! a great many other people must have done so; for the roaster +made a pile of money, and my father was a rich man. Molly, you can take +that beef tea downstairs and give it to Snaps. He won't eat it, because +he's a most intelligent dog. Thought I'd get her out of the room, sir. +Molly's a good girl, but she's got ears and a tongue."</p> + +<p>"So have I," said Drake Vernon, with a faint smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't mind you. It's only right that you should know something +about the people in whose house you are staying."</p> + +<p>Drake Vernon frowned slightly, for there was the other side of the +medal: surely, it was only right that the people in whose house he was +staying should know something about himself.</p> + +<p>"Father made a lot of money over a roaster; then my mother died. I was +quite a kid when it happened; but Nell just remembers her. Then father +married again; and, being rich, I suppose, wanted a fashionable wife. So +he married mamma. I dare say that she's told you she's a Wolfer?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon nodded.</p> + +<p>"There's not much in it," said Dick, with charming candor. "We've never +set eyes on any of her swell connections, and I don't think she's ever +heard from them since the smash."</p> + +<p>"What smash?" asked Mr. Vernon, with only faint interest.</p> + +<p>"Didn't I tell you? Left the part of <i>Hamlet</i> out of the play! Why, +father added a patent coffeepot to the roaster, and lost all his +money—or nearly all. Then he died. And we came here, and——There you +are, sir; that's the story; and the moral is, 'Let well alone'; or 'Be +content with your roaster, and touch not the pot.' Sounds like the title +of a teetotal tract, doesn't it?"</p> + +<p>"And you are at school, I suppose? No, you are too old for that."</p> + +<p>"Thanks. I was trying not to feel offended," said Dick. "Nothing hurts a +boy of my age like telling him he isn't a man. No; I've left school, and +I'm supposed to be educated; but it's the thinnest kind of supposition. +I don't fancy they teach you much at most schools. They didn't teach me +anything at mine except cricket and football."</p> + +<p>"Oxford, Cambridge?" suggested the invalid, leaning on his elbow, and +looking at the boy absently.</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't run to it," said Dick. "Mamma said I must begin the +world—sounds as if it were a loaf of bread or an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> orange. I should have +'begun it' long ago if it were. The difficulty seems to be where to +begin. I'm supposed to have a taste for engineering—once made a steam +engine out of an empty meat tin. It didn't work very well, and it blew +up and burst the kitchen window; but that's a detail. So I'm waiting, +like Mr. Micawber, for 'something to turn up' in the engineering line. I +take in the engineering paper, and answer all the advertisements; but +nothing comes of it. Quite comfortable? Shall I shake up the pillow, +sir? I know how to do it, for I've seen Nell do 'em for mamma."</p> + +<p>"No; thanks, very much. I'm quite comfortable. If you really are +desirous of taking any trouble, you might get me a sheet of note paper +and an envelope."</p> + +<p>"To say nothing of a pen, some ink, and blotting paper," said Dick, +rising leisurely.</p> + +<p>He brought them and set them on the bed, and Mr. Drake Vernon wrote a +letter.</p> + +<p>"I'm sending for some clothes," he explained. "May I trouble you to post +it? Any time will do."</p> + +<p>"Post doesn't go out till five," said Dick. "And we've only one post in +and out a day. This is the last place Providence thought of, and I don't +think it would have mattered much if it had been forgotten altogether."</p> + +<p>"It's pretty enough, too, what I saw of it," said Mr. Vernon.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's pretty enough," assented Dick casually; "but it's precious +dull."</p> + +<p>"What do you find to do?" asked the sick man, with an attempt at +interest.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I ride—when I can borrow a horse—and boat and fish—and fish and +boat."</p> + +<p>At that moment a girl's voice, singing in a soft and subdued tone, rose +from below the window.</p> + +<p>Mr. Drake Vernon listened for a moment or two, then he asked:</p> + +<p>"Who is that?"</p> + +<p>"That's Nell, caterwauling."</p> + +<p>"Your sister has a good voice," remarked Mr. Vernon.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; Nell sings very well," assented Dick, with a brother's +indifferent patronage.</p> + +<p>"And what does your sister find to do?" asked Mr. Vernon.</p> + +<p>"Oh, she does ditto to me," said Dick. "Fish, boat—boat, fish; but +since you've been here, of course——"</p> + +<p>He stopped awkwardly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I understand. I must have been a terrible bore to you—to you +all," said Mr. Drake Vernon, gravely and regretfully. "I'm very sorry."</p> + +<p>"No man can say more; and there's no need for you to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> say as much, sir," +remarked Dick philosophically. "As I said, you have been a boon and a +blessing to the women—and I don't mind, now you're getting better and +can stand a little noise."</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon smiled.</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, you can make all the row you like," he said earnestly. +"I'm very much obliged to you for looking in—come in when you care to."</p> + +<p>"Thanks," said Dick. "Oh! about the horse. I've had him turned out. I +don't think he's hurt much; only the hair cut; and he'll be all right +again presently."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad to hear it. I needn't say that directly he's well enough, you +can——Will you give me that letter again?" he broke off, as if +something had occurred to him.</p> + +<p>Dick complied, and Drake Vernon opened it, added a line or two, and +placed it in a fresh envelope.</p> + +<p>"There was a message I had to give you, but I've forgotten it," said +Dick, as he took the letter again. "Oh, ah, yes! It was from my sister. +She asked me to ask you if you'd care to have some books. She didn't +quite know whether you ought to read yet?"</p> + +<p>"I should. Please thank your sister," said Vernon.</p> + +<p>"Anything you fancy? Don't suppose you'll find Nell's books very lively. +She's rather strong on poetry and the 'Heir of Redclyffe' kind of +literature. I'll bring you some of my own with them. Mamma, being a +Wolfer, goes in for the <i>Fashion Gazette</i> and the <i>Court Circular</i>, +which won't be much in your line, I expect."</p> + +<p>"Not in the least," Mr. Vernon admitted.</p> + +<p>"So long, then, till I come back. Sure there's nothing else I can do for +you, sir?"</p> + +<p>He went downstairs—availing himself of the invalid's permission to make +a noise by whistling "Tommy Atkins"—and Nell looked in at the French +window, as he swept a row of books from the shelf of the sideboard.</p> + +<p>"Dick, what an awful noise!" she said reproachfully, and in the subdued +voice which had become natural with all of them.</p> + +<p>"Shut up, Nell; the 'silent period' has now passed. The interesting +invalid has lifted the ban, which was crushing one of us, at least. He +thanks you for your offer of literature, and he has recovered +sufficiently to write a note."</p> + +<p>As he spoke he chucked the letter on the table, and Nell took it up and +absently read the address.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Sparling, 101 St. James' Place," she read aloud.</p> + +<p>"Rather a swell address, isn't it?" he asked. "Interesting invalid looks +rather a swell himself, too. I did him an injustice; there's nothing of +the commercial traveler about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> him, thank goodness! And he's decidedly +good-looking, too. But isn't he white and shaky! I wonder who and what +he is? Now I come to think of it, he was about as communicative as an +oyster, and left me to do all the palaver. You'll be glad to hear that +he admired your voice, and that he inquired how you passed your time; +also, that he was shocked when I told him that you whiled the dragging +hours away by dancing the cancan, and playing pitch and toss with a +devoted brother."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, and blushed faintly.</p> + +<p>"What books are you taking, Dick? Let me see."</p> + +<p>"No, you don't! I know the kind of thing you'd send—'The Lessons of +Sickness; or, Blessings in Disguise,' and the 'Pilgrim's Progress.'"</p> + +<p>"Don't be an ass, Dick!"</p> + +<p>"I'm taking some of my own. Nell, you can post this letter. Yes, +I'll—I'll trust you with it. You'll be a good girl, and not open it, or +drop it on the way," he adjured her, as he climbed upstairs with the +books.</p> + +<p>"Here you are, sir. Hope you'll like the selection; there's any amount +of poetry and goody-goody of Nell's; but I fancy you'll catch onto some +of mine. Try 'Hawkshead, the Sioux Chief,' to begin with. It's a +stunner, especially if you skip all the descriptions of scenery. As if +anybody wanted scenery in a story!"</p> + +<p>"Thanks," said Mr. Vernon gravely. "I've no doubt I shall enjoy it." But +he took up one of Nell's books and absently looked at her name written +on the flyleaf—"Eleanor Lorton." The first name struck him as stiff and +ill-suited to the slim and graceful girl whose face he only dimly +remembered; "Nell" was better.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>He took up one of the books and read a page or two; but the simple story +could not hold him, and he dropped the volume, and, leaning his head on +his sound arm, stared listlessly at the old-fashioned wall paper. But he +did not see the pattern; the panorama of his own life's story was +passing before him, and it was not at all a pleasing panorama. A life of +pleasure, of absolute uselessness, of unthinking selfishness. What a +dreary pilgrimage it seemed to him, as he lay in the little bedroom, +with the scent of Nell's flowers floating up to him from the garden +beneath, with the sound of the sea, flinging itself against the cliffs, +burring like a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> giant bumble bee in his ears. If any one had asked him +whether his life had been worth living, he would have answered with a +decided negative; and yet he was young, the gods had been exceeding good +to him in many ways, almost every way, and there was no great sorrow to +cast its shadow over him.</p> + +<p>"Pity I didn't break my neck," he muttered. "No one would have +cared—unless it were Luce, and perhaps even she, now——"</p> + +<p>He broke off the reverie with a short laugh that was more bitter than a +sigh, and turned his face to the wall.</p> + +<p>Doctor Spence, when he paid his visit later in the day, found him thus, +and eyed him curiously.</p> + +<p>"Arm's getting on all right, Mr. Vernon," he said; "but the rest of you +isn't improving. I think you'd better get up to-morrow and go +downstairs. I'd keep you here, of course; but lying in bed isn't a +bracing operation, especially when you think; and you think, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"When I can't help it," replied Vernon, rather grimly. "I'm glad you +have given me permission to get up; though I dare say I should have got +up without it."</p> + +<p>"I dare say," commented the old doctor. "Always have your own way, as a +rule, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Always," assented the patient listlessly.</p> + +<p>"Ye-s; it's a bad thing for most men; a very bad thing for you, I should +say. By the way, if you should go downstairs, you must keep quiet——"</p> + +<p>"Good heavens, you don't suppose I intend to dance or sing!" broke in +Vernon, with a smile, of irritation.</p> + +<p>"No; I mean that you must sit still and avoid any exertion. You'll find +that you are not capable of much in the way of dancing or singing," he +added, with a short laugh. "Try and amuse yourself, and don't—worry."</p> + +<p>"Thanks," said Mr. Vernon.</p> + +<p>Then, after a pause, he added:</p> + +<p>"I must seem an ill-conditioned beast, I'm afraid, doctor; but the fact +is—well, I have been worried lately, and this ridiculous accident +hasn't tended to soothe me."</p> + +<p>The doctor nodded.</p> + +<p>"Life's too short for worry," he said, with the wisdom of age.</p> + +<p>"No, you're right; nothing matters!" assented Mr. Vernon. "Well, I'm +glad I can get up to-morrow. I'll clear out of here as soon as +possible."</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't hurry," remarked Doctor Spence. "They're glad enough to +have you."</p> + +<p>Vernon nodded impatiently.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span></p> + +<p>"So they say—the boy's been in here this morning—but that's nonsense, +of course."</p> + +<p>On his way down the steep village street the doctor met Nell coming up, +with her quick, bright step, and he stopped the gray cob to speak to +her.</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Nell," he said, with a smile twinkling in his keen eyes as +they scanned the beautiful face with the dark tendrils of hair blown +across her brow, beneath her old sailor hat, the clear gray eyes shining +like crystal, the red lips parted slightly with the climb. "Just left +your interesting patient. He'll come down to-morrow. Don't let him fag +himself; and, see here, Nell, try and amuse him."</p> + +<p>The gray eyes opened still wider, then grew thoughtful and doubtful, and +the doctor laughed.</p> + +<p>"Rather difficult, eh?" he said, reading her thoughts. "Well, I should +say it was somewhat of a large order. But you can play draughts or +cat's-cradle with him, or read, or play the piano. That's the kind of +thing he wants. There's something on his mind, and that's worse than +having a splint on his arm, believe me, Nell."</p> + +<p>Nell nodded.</p> + +<p>"I thought—that is, I fancied—he looked as if he were in trouble," she +said musingly. "Poor man!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know that he wants your pity," remarked the doctor dryly. +"As a rule, when a man's got something on his mind, he has put it there +himself."</p> + +<p>"That does not make it any the better to have," said Nell absently.</p> + +<p>"True, Queen Solomon!" he returned banteringly. "There's not much on +your mind, I should imagine?"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, and her frank eyes laughed, too, as she met the quizzical, +admiring gaze of the sharp old eyes.</p> + +<p>"What should there be, Doctor Spence?" she responded.</p> + +<p>"What, indeed?" he said. "May it be many a day before the black ox +treads on your foot, my dear!"</p> + +<p>With a nod, he sent the cob on again, and Nell continued her climb.</p> + +<p>Something on his mind! She wondered what it was. Had some one he cared +for died? But if that were so, he would be in mourning. Perhaps he had +lost his money, as her father had done? Well, anyway, she was sorry for +him.</p> + +<p>It need scarcely be said that Mrs. Lorton did not permit the interesting +stranger to move from bed to sitting room without a fuss. The most +elaborate preparations were made by Molly, under her mistress' +supervision. The sofa was wheeled to the window, a blanket was warmed +and placed over the sofa, so that the patient might be infolded in it; a +glass of brandy and water was placed on a small table, in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> case he +should feel faint, and a couple of huge walking sticks were ready for +the support of the patient—as if he had broken his leg as well as his +arm.</p> + +<p>"No, remember, please, Eleanor, that there must be no noise; absolute +quiet, Doctor Spence insisted on. He was most emphatic about the +'absolute.' Pull down that blind, Molly; nothing is so trying to an +invalid as a glare of sunlight—and close the window first. There must +be no draft, for a chill in such a case as this might prove fatal. +Fatal! I wonder whether it would be better to light a fire?"</p> + +<p>"It is very hot, mamma," ventured Nell, who had viewed the closing of +the window with dismay.</p> + +<p>"It may seem hot to you, who are in robust, not to say vulgar, health; +but to one in Mr. Vernon's condition——"</p> + +<p>At this moment he was heard coming down the stairs. He walked firmly +though slowly, and it was evident to Nell that he was trying to look as +little like an invalid as possible. He had dressed himself with the +assistance of Dick, who walked behind with a pillow—which he made as if +to throw at Nell, who passed quickly through the hall as they +descended—and, though he looked pale and wan, Mr. Drake Vernon held +himself erect, like a soldier, and began to make light of his accident, +and succeeded in concealing any sign of the irritation which he felt +when Mrs. Lorton fluttered forward with the two sticks and the blanket.</p> + +<p>"Thank you—thank you very much; but I don't need them. Put it on? No, I +think I'd better not. I'm quite warm." He looked round the carefully +closed room—Dick's complaining "phew!" was almost audible behind him. +"No, I won't have any brandy, thanks."</p> + +<p>"Are you sure, quite sure, you do not feel faint? I know what it is to +rise from a sick bed for the first time, Mr. Vernon, and I can enter +into your feelings perfectly."</p> + +<p>"Not at all—not at all; I mean that I'm not at all faint," he said +hastily; "and I'm quite strong, quite."</p> + +<p>"Let me see you comfortably rangé," said Mrs. Lorton, who was persuaded +that she had hit upon a French word for "arranged." "Then I will get you +some beef tea. I have made it with my own hands."</p> + +<p>"It's to be hoped not!" said Dick devoutly, as she fluttered out. +"Molly's beef tea is bad enough; but mamma's——What shall I do with the +pillow?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you might swallow it, my dear boy," said Mr. Vernon, with a short +laugh. "Anything but put it under me. Good heavens! Any one would think +I was dying of consumption! But it is really very kind."</p> + +<p>"All right; I'll take it upstairs again," said Dick cheerfully. But he +met Nell in the passage. There was the sound<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> of a thud, a clear, low +voice expostulating, and a girl's footstep on the stairs, as Nell, +smoothing her hair, carried up the pillow.</p> + +<p>When she came down Mrs. Lorton met her.</p> + +<p>"Get some salt, Eleanor, and take it in to Mr. Vernon. And please say, +if he should ask for me, that I'm making him some calf's-foot jelly."</p> + +<p>Nell took in the salt. Mr. Vernon rose from the sofa on which he had +seated himself, and bowed with a half-impatient, half-regretful air.</p> + +<p>"I'm too ashamed for words," he said. "Why did you trouble? The beef tea +is all right."</p> + +<p>"It's no trouble," said Nell. "Are you comfortable?"</p> + +<p>"Quite—quite," he replied; but for the life of him he could not help +glancing at the window.</p> + +<p>Nell suppressed a smile.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it rather hot?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Now you mention it, I—I think it is, rather," he assented. "I'll open +the window."</p> + +<p>"No, no," said Nell. "I'll do it; you'll hurt your arm."</p> + +<p>She opened the window.</p> + +<p>"If—if there was a chair," he said hesitatingly. "I'm not used to a +sofa—and—I'm afraid you'll think me very ungrateful! Let me get the +chair. Thanks, thanks!" as she swiftly pulled the sofa out of the way +and put an easy-chair in its place.</p> + +<p>"You see, it will be a change to sit up," he said apologetically.</p> + +<p>Nell nodded. She quite understood his dislike of the part of interesting +invalid.</p> + +<p>"And there's really nothing the matter with me, don't you know," he said +earnestly; "nothing but this arm, which doesn't exactly lame me. Won't +you sit down?"</p> + +<p>Nell hesitated a moment, then took a chair at the other side of the +window.</p> + +<p>"You've a splendid view here," he remarked, staring steadily out of the +window, for he felt rather than saw that the girl was a little shy—not +shy, but, rather, that she scarcely knew what to say.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," she assented, in a voice in which there was certainly no +shyness. "There is a good view from all the windows; we are so high. +Won't you have your beef tea?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly. I'd forgotten it. Don't get up. I'll——"</p> + +<p>But Nell had got up before he could rise. As she brought the tray to him +he glanced up at her. He had been staring at the bedroom wall paper for +some days, and perhaps the contrast offered by Nell's fresh, young +loveliness made it seem all the fresher and more striking. There was +something<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> in the curve of the lips, in the expression of the gray eyes, +a "sweet sadness," as the poet puts it, which impressed him.</p> + +<p>"It's very good to be down again," he said. She had not gone back to her +chair, but leaned in the angle of the bay window, and looked down at the +village below. "I seem to have been in bed for ages."</p> + +<p>She nodded.</p> + +<p>"I know. I remember feeling like that when I got up after the measles, +years ago."</p> + +<p>"Not many years ago," he suggested, with a faint smile.</p> + +<p>"It seems a long time ago to me," said Nell. "I remember that for weeks +and months after I got well I hated the sight and smell of beef tea and +arrowroot. And Doctor Spence—your doctor, you know—gave me a glass of +ale one day, and stood over me while I drank it. He can be very firm +when he likes, not to say obstinate."</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon listened to the musical voice, and looked at the slim, +girlish figure and spirituelle face absently; and when there fell a +silence he showed no disposition to break it. It was difficult to find +anything to talk about with so young and inexperienced a girl, and it +was almost with an air of relief that he turned as Mrs. Lorton entered.</p> + +<p>"And how do you feel now?" she asked, with bated breath. "Weak and +faint, I'm afraid. I know how exhausting one feels the first time of +getting down. Eleanor, I do hope you have not been tiring Mr. Vernon by +talking too much."</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon struggled with a frown.</p> + +<p>"Miss Lorton has scarcely said two words," he said. "I assure you, my +dear madame, that there is absolutely nothing the matter with me, and +that—that I could stand a steam phonograph."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad!" simpered Mrs. Lorton. "I have brought this week's +<i>Society News</i>. I thought it might amuse you if I read some of the +paragraphs—Eleanor, I think you might read them. Don't you think +indolence is one of the greatest sins of the day, Mr. Vernon?" she broke +off to inquire.</p> + +<p>Vernon smiled grimly, and glanced at Nell, who colored under the amused +expression in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"I dare say it is," he said. "Speaking for myself, I can honestly say +that I never do anything unless I am compelled."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, her short, soft laugh; but Mrs. Lorton was not at all +discomfited.</p> + +<p>"That is all very well for a man, though I am sure you do yourself an +injustice, Mr. Vernon; but for a young girl! I think you will find +something interesting on the third page, under the heading of 'Doings of +the Elite,' Eleanor."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span></p> + +<p>Nell took the paper—the journal she especially detested, and Dick never +failed to mock at—and glanced at Mr. Vernon; but he looked straight +before him, down at the jetty below; and, not shyly, but, with a kind of +resignation, she began:</p> + +<p>"'Lord and Lady Bullnoze have gone on a visit to the Countess of +Crowntires. Her ladyship is staying at the family seat, Cromerspokes, +which is famous for its old oak and stained glass. It is not generally +known that Lady Crowntires inherited this princely estate from her aunt, +the Duchess of Bogshire.'"</p> + +<p>"A most beautiful place," commented Mrs. Lorton. "I've seen a photograph +of it—a private photograph."</p> + +<p>Nell looked appealingly and despairingly at Mr. Vernon, but his face was +perfectly impassive; and, smothering a sigh, she went on:</p> + +<p>"'Lord Pygskin will hunt the Clodford hounds next season. His lordship +has been staying at Blenheim for some weeks, recovering from an attack +of the gout. It is said that his engagement with the charming and +popular Miss Bung has been broken off.'"</p> + +<p>"Dear me! How sad!" murmured Mrs. Lorton. "I am always so sorry to hear +of these broken engagements of the aristocracy. Miss Bung—I think it +said last week—is the daughter of the great brewer. Poor girl! it will +be a blow for her!"</p> + +<p>Not a smile crossed the impassive face; Nell thought that perhaps he was +not listening, but she went on mechanically:</p> + +<p>"'The marriage of the Earl of Angleford has caused quite a flutter of +excitement among the elite. His lordship, as our readers are aware, is +somewhat advanced in years, and had always been regarded as a confirmed +bachelor——'"</p> + +<p>At this point Nell became aware that the dark eyes had turned from the +window to her face, and she paused and looked up. There was a faint dash +of color on Mr. Vernon's cheeks, and a tightening of the lips. It seemed +to Nell, judging by his expression, that he had suddenly become +impatient of the twaddle, and she instantly dropped the paper on her +lap. But Mrs. Lorton was enjoying herself too much to permit of such an +interruption.</p> + +<p>"Why do you stop, Eleanor?" she inquired. "It is most interesting. Pray, +go on."</p> + +<p>Nell again glanced at Mr. Vernon, but his gaze had returned to the +window, and he shrugged his shoulders slightly, as if he were +indifferent, as if he could bear it.</p> + +<p>----"'A confirmed bachelor,'" resumed Nell, "'and his sudden and +unexpected marriage must have been a surprise, and a very unpleasant +surprise to his family; especially to his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> nephew, Lord Selbie, who is +the heir presumptive to the title and estates. We say "presumptive," +because in the event of the earl being blessed with a son and heir of +his own, Lord Selbie will, of course, not inherit the title or the vast +lands and moneys of the powerful and ancient family.'"</p> + +<p>"How disappointed he must be!" said Mrs. Lorton, sympathetically. +"Really, such a marriage should not be permitted. What do you think, Mr. +Vernon?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon started slightly, and looked at the weak and foolish face as +if he scarcely saw it.</p> + +<p>"Why not!" he said, rather curtly. "It's a free country, and a man may +marry whom he pleases."</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly; that is, an ordinary man—one of the middle class; but +not, certainly not, a nobleman of Lord Angleford's rank and position. +How old did it say he is, Eleanor?"</p> + +<p>"It doesn't say, mamma," replied Nell.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, I know he is quite old; for I remember reading a paragraph +about him a few weeks ago. They were describing the ancestral home of +the Anglefords—Anglemere, it is called; one of the historic houses, +like Blenheim and Chatsworth, you know. And this poor Lord Selbie, the +nephew, will lose the title and everything. Dear me! how interesting! Is +there anything more about him?'</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; a great deal more," said Nell despairfully.</p> + +<p>"Then pray continue—that is, if Mr. Vernon is not tired; though, +speaking from experience, there is nothing so soothing as being read +to."</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon did not look as if he found the impertinent paragraphs in the +<i>Society News</i> particularly soothing, but he said:</p> + +<p>"I'm not at all tired. It's very interesting, as you say. Please go on, +Miss Lorton."</p> + +<p>Nell looked at him doubtfully, for there was a kind of sarcasm in his +voice. But she took up the parable.</p> + +<p>"'Lord Selbie is, in consequence of this marriage of his uncle, the +object of profound and general sympathy; for, as the readers must be +aware, he is a persona grata in society——' What is a persona grata?" +Nell broke off to inquire.</p> + +<p>"Lord knows!" replied Mr. Vernon grimly. "I don't suppose the bounder +who wrote these things does."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton simpered.</p> + +<p>"It's Italian, and it means that he is very popular, a general +favorite."</p> + +<p>"Then why don't they say so?" asked Nell, in a patiently disgusted +fashion. "'Is a persona grata in society. He is strikingly +handsome——'"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span></p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon's lips curved with something between a grin and a sneer.</p> + +<p>—"'And of the most charming manners.'"</p> + +<p>"Who writes this kind of rot?" he muttered.</p> + +<p>"'Since his first appearance in the circles of the London elite, Lord +Selbie has been the cynosure of all eyes. To quote Hamlet again, he may +truthfully be described as the "glass of fashion and the mould of form." +His lordship is also a good all-round sportsman. He spent two or three +years traveling in the Rockies and in Africa, and his exploits with the +big game in both countries are well known. Like most young men of his +class, Lord Selbie was rather wild at Oxford, and displayed a certain +amount of diablerie in London during his quite early manhood. He is a +splendid whip, and his four-in-hand was eclipsed by none other in the +club. Lord Selbie is also an admirable horseman, and has won several +cups in regimental races.'</p> + +<p>"That is the end of that paragraph," said Nell, stifling a yawn, and +glancing longingly through the window at the sea dancing in the +sunlight. "Do you want any more?"</p> + +<p>"Is there any?" asked Mr. Vernon grimly. "If so, we'd better have it, +perhaps."</p> + +<p>"Certainly," said Mrs. Lorton. "If there is anything I dislike more than +another, it is incomplete information. Go on Eleanor."</p> + +<p>Nell sighed and took up the precious paper again.</p> + +<p>"'As is well known'—they always say that, because it flatters the +readers, I suppose," she went on parenthetically—"'Lord Selbie is a +"Lord" in consequence of his father, Mr. Herbert Selbie, the famous +diplomatist, having been created a viscount; but, though he bears this +title, we fancy Lord Selbie cannot be well off. The kind of life he has +led since his advent in society must have strained his resources to the +utmost, and we should not be far wrong if we described him as a poor +man. This marriage of his uncle, the Earl of Angleford, must, therefore, +be a serious blow to him, and may cause his complete retirement from the +circles of <i>ton</i> in which he has shone so brilliantly. Lord Selbie, as +we stated last week, is engaged to the daughter of Lord Turfleigh.'"</p> + +<p>Nell dropped the paper and struggled with a portentous yawn.</p> + +<p>"Thank you very much, Miss Lorton," said Mr. Vernon politely, with a +half smile on his impassive face. "It is, as Mrs. Lorton says, very +interesting."</p> + +<p>Nell stared at him; then, seeing the irony in his eyes and on his lips, +smiled.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I thought for the moment that you meant it," she said quietly.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton heard, and sniffed at her.</p> + +<p>"My dear Eleanor, what do you mean?" she inquired stiffly. "Of course, +Mr. Vernon is interested. Why should he say so if he were not? I'm +afraid, Eleanor, that you are of opinion that nothing but fiction has +any claim on our attention, and that anything real and true is of no +account. I may be old-fashioned and singular, but I find that these +small details of the lives of our aristocracy are full of interest, not +to say edifying. What do you think, Mr. Vernon?"</p> + +<p>He had been gazing absently out of the window, but he pulled himself +together, and came up to the scratch with a jerk.</p> + +<p>"Certainly, certainly," he said.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton smiled triumphantly.</p> + +<p>"You see, Eleanor, Mr. Vernon quite agrees with me. I must go and see if +Molly has put the jelly in the window to cool. Meanwhile, Mr. Vernon may +like you to continue reading to him."</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon rose to open the door for her—Nell noticed the act of +courtesy—then sank down again.</p> + +<p>"You don't want any more?" she said, looking at the paper on her knee.</p> + +<p>"No, thanks," he said.</p> + +<p>She tossed it onto a chair at the other end of the room.</p> + +<p>"It is the most awful nonsense," she said, with a girlish frankness. +"Why did you tell mamma that it was interesting?"</p> + +<p>He met the direct gaze of the clear gray eyes, and smiled.</p> + +<p>"Well—as it happened—it was," he said.</p> + +<p>The clear gray eyes opened wider.</p> + +<p>"What! All this gossip about the Earl of Angleford, and his nephew, Lord +Selbie?"</p> + +<p>He looked down, then raised his eyes, narrowed into slits, and fixed +them above her head.</p> + +<p>"I fancy it's true—in the main," he said, half apologetically.</p> + +<p>"Well, and if it is," she retorted impatiently, "of what interest can it +be to us? We don't know the Earl of Angleford, and don't care a button +that he is married, and that his nephew is—what do you +say?—disinherited."</p> + +<p>"N-o," he admitted.</p> + +<p>"Very well, then," she said triumphantly. "It is like reading the doings +of people living in the moon."</p> + +<p>"The moon is a long ways off," he ventured.</p> + +<p>"Not farther from us than the world in which these earls and lords have +their being," she retorted. "It all seems so—so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> impertinent to me, +when I am reading it. Of what interest can the lives of these people be +to us, to me, Nell Lorton? I never heard of Lord Angleford, and +Lord—what is it?—Lord Selbie, before; did you?"</p> + +<p>He glanced at her, then looked fixedly through the window.</p> + +<p>"I've heard of them—yes," he said reluctantly.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, you are better informed than I am," said Nell, laughing +softly. "There's Dick; he's calling me. Do you mind being left? He will +make an awful row if I don't go out."</p> + +<p>"Certainly not. Go by all means!" he said. "And thank you for—all the +trouble you have taken."</p> + +<p>Nell nodded and hurried out, and Mr. Vernon leaned back and bit at his +mustache thoughtfully, not to say irritably.</p> + +<p>"I feel like a bounder," he muttered. "Why the blazes didn't I give my +right name? I wonder what they'd say—how that girl would look—if I +told them that I was the Lord Selbie this rag was cackling about? Shall +I tell them? No. It would be awkward now. I shall be gone in a day or +two, and they needn't know."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>The following morning, the carrier's cart stopped at the cottage, and +Dick, having helped the carrier to bring in a big portmanteau, burst +into the sitting room with:</p> + +<p>"Your togs have arrived, Mr. Vernon; and the carrier says that there are +a couple of horses at the station. They're directed 'Drake Vernon, +Esquire,' so they must be for you!"</p> + +<p>Vernon nodded.</p> + +<p>"That's all right," he said. "They were doing nothing in—where they +were, and I thought I'd have them sent down here. I suppose I must get +some one to exercise them?"</p> + +<p>Dick's eyes sparkled and his mouth stretched in an expressive grin.</p> + +<p>"Not much difficulty about that," he said. "For instance, I don't mind +obliging you—as a favor."</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon smiled.</p> + +<p>"I thought perhaps you might be so good," he said; and he added +casually: "Anybody here who could be trusted to bring them from the +station?"</p> + +<p>"I know a most trustworthy person; his name is Richard Lorton, and he +will go for 'em in a brace of jiffs," said Dick.</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon flicked a five-pound note across the table.</p> + +<p>"There may be some carriage. By the way, one of them is a lady's nag, +and I fancy they may have sent a sidesaddle."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p> + +<p>Dick nodded and repeated the grin.</p> + +<p>"I can get them put up at Sandy's," he said. "Sandy used to keep some +stables going for post horses before the coach ran to Hartland, you +know. I've got your horse there. Oh, they'll be all right. You trust to +me."</p> + +<p>"I do," said Mr. Vernon. "One moment," as Dick was rushing out to put on +his well-worn riding suit. "I don't think I'd say anything about—the +sidesaddle to Miss Lorton—yet."</p> + +<p>Once again Dick nodded—a nod so full of comprehension as to be almost +supernal.</p> + +<p>Mr. Vernon went upstairs, and, with Molly's assistance, unpacked the +huge portmanteau, and, when she had got out of the room, examined the +contents. Strangely enough, the linen was all new and unmarked. Only on +the silver fittings of the dressing case were a monogram—in which the +initial "S" was decipherable—and a coronet.</p> + +<p>"Sparling's an idiot!" Vernon muttered. "Why didn't he buy a new case? I +shall have to keep this locked."</p> + +<p>When he came down again, having changed into a blue serge suit, Nell was +in the drawing-room, arranging some flowers, and she looked up with a +smile of recognition at his altered appearance.</p> + +<p>"Your box has arrived, I see," she said, with the frankness of—well, +Shorne Mills. "You must be glad. And where has Dick dashed off to? He +nearly knocked me down in his hurry."</p> + +<p>"To Shallop," he said. "I had a couple of horses sent down."</p> + +<p>"But you couldn't ride, with your arm in a sling; and you've a horse +here already."</p> + +<p>"Don't suppose it's fit to ride yet," he said, "and I'm not going to +carry a sling forever. Besides, they were eating their heads off—where +they were."</p> + +<p>He said nothing about the sidesaddle.</p> + +<p>"I see. Well, I'm sorry Dick's gone this morning, for I wanted him to +come out in the boat. It's a good day for mackerel." She looked +wistfully at the sea shining below them. "Of course I could go by +myself, but I promised Mr. Gadsby that I wouldn't."</p> + +<p>"Who's Mr. Gadsby?"</p> + +<p>"The vicar. I got caught in a squall off the Head one day, and—I really +wasn't in the least danger—but they were all waiting for me at the +jetty, and they made a fuss—and so I had to promise that I wouldn't go +out alone. And old Brownie's out with his nets—he goes with me +sometimes. It's a nuisance."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span></p> + +<p>He stood by the window silently for a moment, then he glanced at her +wistful face, and said:</p> + +<p>"I should be a poor substitute, in my present condition, for old +Brownie, or old anybody else; but if you'll allow me to go with you, I +shall be very grateful. I can manage the tiller, at any rate."</p> + +<p>Nell's face lit up; she wanted to go very badly; it was a "real" +mackerel day, and, like the days of other fishing, not to be missed.</p> + +<p>"Will you? That's awfully kind of you! Not that I want any help; it +isn't that, for I can manage the <i>Annie Laurie</i> in half a gale; but +there's a feeling that, because I'm only a girl, I'm not to be trusted +alone."</p> + +<p>"I quite understand," he said. "I'll promise not to interfere, if you'll +let me come."</p> + +<p>"And it may do you good—it's sure to!" she said eagerly. "There's the +loveliest of breezes—you must have some wind for mackerel—and——Can +you go at once?"</p> + +<p>"This very minute. I'm all ready," he said.</p> + +<p>"All right," she exclaimed, just as Dick might have done. "I'll be ready +before you can say Jack Robinson!"</p> + +<p>She ran out of the room and was down again in a very few minutes. Vernon +glanced at her as they left the cottage and descended the steep road. +She had put on a short skirt of rough serge, with a jersey, which +accentuated every flowing line of her girlish, graceful figure, and the +dark hair rippled under a red tam-o'-shanter. He was familiar enough +with the yachting costumes of fashion, but he thought that he had never +seen anything so workmanlike and becoming as this get-up which Nell had +donned so quickly and carelessly. As they walked down the steps which +led to the jetty, Nell exchanging greetings at every step, an old +fisherman, crippled with rheumatism, limped beside them, and helped to +bring the boat to the jetty steps.</p> + +<p>Nell eyed the <i>Annie Laurie</i> lovingly, but said apologetically:</p> + +<p>"She's a very good boat. Old, of course. She is a herring boat, and +though she isn't fascinatingly beautiful, she can sail. Dick—helped by +Brownie—decked her over, and Dick picked up a new set of sails last +year from a man who was selling off his gear. Have you put in the bait +and the lines, Willy?"</p> + +<p>"Aye, aye, Miss Nell; I'm thinkin' you'll be gettin' some mackerel if +the wind holds. Let me help 'ee wi' the sail."</p> + +<p>"No, no," said Nell, "I can manage. Oh, please don't you trouble!" she +added to Vernon. "If you'll give me the sheet—that's the rope by your +hand."</p> + +<p>Vernon nodded, and suppressed a smile.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span></p> + +<p>"She'll go a bit tauter still, I think," he said, as Nell hoisted the +mainsail.</p> + +<p>She looked at him.</p> + +<p>"You understand?" she said, with a little surprise.</p> + +<p>Vernon thought of his crack yacht, but answered casually:</p> + +<p>"I've done some yachting—yes."</p> + +<p>"Yachting!" said Nell. "This isn't yachting. You must feel a kind of +contempt for our poor old tub."</p> + +<p>"Not at all; she's a good boat, I can see," he said.</p> + +<p>Nell took up the oars, but she had to pull only a few strokes, for the +wind soon filled the sail, and the <i>Annie Laurie</i>, as if piqued by the +things that had been said of her, sprang forward before the wind.</p> + +<p>Nell shipped the oars, looked up at the sail, and glanced at Vernon, who +had taken his seat in the stern, and got hold of the tiller with an +accustomed air.</p> + +<p>"Make for the Head," she said. "I'll get the lines ready."</p> + +<p>There was silence for a minute or two while she baited the lines and +paid them out, and Vernon watched her with a kind of absent-minded +interest.</p> + +<p>She was quite intent on her work, and he felt that, so far as she was +concerned, he might have been old Brownie, or the rheumatic Willy, or +her brother Dick; and something in her girlish indifference to his +presence and personality impressed him; for Drake, Viscount Selbie, was +not accustomed to be passed over as a nonentity by the women in whose +company he chanced to be.</p> + +<p>"That ought to fetch them," she said, eying the baited line with an air +of satisfaction. "You might keep her to the wind a little more, Mr. +Vernon; she can carry all we've got, and more."</p> + +<p>"Aye, aye!" he responded, in sailor fashion. "You only did her bare +justice, Miss Lorton," he added. "She's a good boat."</p> + +<p>Nell looked round at him with a gratified smile.</p> + +<p>"She's a dear old thing, really," she said; "and she behaves like an +angel in a gale. Many's the time Dick and I have sailed her when half +the other boats were afraid to leave the harbor."</p> + +<p>"Wasn't that rather dangerous, a tempting of Providence?" he said, +rather gravely, at the thought of the peril incurred by these two +thoughtless children—for what else were they?</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know," she replied carelessly. "We know every inch of the +coast and every current, and if it should ever come on too stiff, we +should make for the open. It would have to be a bad sea to sink the +<i>Annie Laurie</i>; and if we came to grief——Well, we can die but once, +you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> know; and, after all, there are meaner ways of slipping off the +mortal coil than doing it in a hurricane off Windy Head. There's the +first fish! If Brownie were here, we should 'wet it'; but I haven't any +whisky to offer you."</p> + +<p>Her low but clear laugh rang musical over the billowing water, and she +nodded at her companion as if he were one of the fishing men or Dick.</p> + +<p>Vernon leaned back and gazed in turn at the sea and the sky and the +slim, girlish form and beautiful face, and half unconsciously his mind +concentrated itself upon her.</p> + +<p>She was not the first young girl he had known, but she was quite unlike +any young girl he had hitherto met. He could recall none so free and +frank and utterly unselfconscious.</p> + +<p>Most young girls with whom he had become acquainted had bored him by +their insipidity or disgusted him by their precocity; but from this one +there emanated a kind of charm which rested while it attracted him. It +was pleasant to lean back and look at and listen to her; to watch the +soft tendrils of dark hair stirred by the wind, to see the frank smile +light up the gray eyes and curve the sweet red lips; to listen to the +musical voice, the low brief laugh, which was so distinct from the +ordinary girl's giggle or forced and affected gayety.</p> + +<p>The fish were biting, and soon a pile of silver lay wet and glittering +in the bottom of the boat.</p> + +<p>"Haven't you got enough?" asked Vernon, with your sportsman's dislike of +"pot hunting."</p> + +<p>"For ourselves? Oh, yes; but some of the old people of the Mills like +mackerel," replied Nell, "and they'll be waiting on the jetty for the +<i>Annie Laurie's</i> return. Are you getting tired?" she asked, for the +first time directing her attention to him. "I quite forgot you were an +invalid."</p> + +<p>"Go on forgetting it, please," he said. "In fact, the invalid business +is played out. I'm far too hungry to keep up the character."</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"So am I."</p> + +<p>She raised herself on her elbow and looked toward the shore.</p> + +<p>"If you'll take her to that cove just opposite us, we'll have some +lunch. You can eat fish, I hope? It was awfully stupid of me not to +remember——"</p> + +<p>"I can eat anything," he said quickly. "I was just going to propose that +we should cast lots, in cannibalistic fashion, to decide who should +lunch on the other."</p> + +<p>She laughed, and pulled in her line.</p> + +<p>"That's a beauty for the last. Do you know how to cook mackerel?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No; but I can learn."</p> + +<p>"Very well, then; you'll find a spirit lamp and stove in that locker +under the tiller. Yes, that's it. And there ought to be some bread and +butter, and some coffee. Milk, as we don't carry a cow, we shall have to +do without. We shall be in smooth water presently, and then we can +lunch."</p> + +<p>He sailed the boat into a sheltered cove, and, rather awkwardly, with +his one hand, extracted the cooking utensils from the locker. Nell +lowered the sail, dropped the anchor, and came aft.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I shall have to cook," she said. "Dick generally does it, +but you've only one hand. There's one fish;" as she cut it open +skillfully. "How many can you eat?"</p> + +<p>"Two—three dozen," he said gravely.</p> + +<p>She laughed, and placed three of the silver mackerel in the frying pan.</p> + +<p>"Now don't, please, don't say that you haven't a match!" she said, half +aghast with dread.</p> + +<p>He took his silver match box from his pocket, and was on the point of +handing it to her. Then he remembered the coronet engraved on it, and +holding it against his side, managed to strike a light and ignite the +spirit.</p> + +<p>"Of course, you have to pretend that you don't mind the smell of cooking +fish; but it really isn't so bad when one is hungry," she said, as the +pan began to hiss and the fish to brown.</p> + +<p>"There's salt and pepper somewhere," she remarked. "You put them on +while the fish is cooking; it is half the battle, as Dick says. They're +in the back of the locker, I think. If you'll move just a little——"</p> + +<p>He screwed himself into as small a compass as possible, and she dived +into the locker and got out a couple of tin boxes.</p> + +<p>"And here's the bread—rather stale, I'm afraid—and some biscuits. The +coffee's in that tin, and the water in this jar. Do you know how to make +coffee?"</p> + +<p>"Rather!" he said, with mock indignation. "I've made coffee under +various circumstances and in various climes; in the galley of a Porto +Rico coaster; in an American ravine, waiting for the game; on a Highland +moor, when the stags had got scent and the last chance of sport in the +day was gone like a beautiful dream; in an artist's attic in Florence, +where the tobacco smoke was too thick to cut with anything less than a +hatchet; and after a skirmish with the dervishes, when a cup of coffee +seemed almost as precious as the life one had just managed to save by +the skin of one's teeth; but I never made it under more pleasant +circumstances than these."</p> + +<p>He looked up and round him as he spoke, with a brighter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> expression on +his face than she had as yet seen, and Nell regarded him with a sudden +interest.</p> + +<p>"How much you have traveled!" she said—"that mackerel wants turning; +raise the pan so that the butter can run under the fish; that's it—and +how much you must have seen! Italy, Egypt, Porto Rico—where is that? +Oh, I remember! How delightful to have seen so much! You must be a very +fortunate individual!"</p> + +<p>She leaned her chin in her brown, shapely hands, and looked at him +curiously, and with a frank envy in her gray eyes.</p> + +<p>His face clouded for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Count no man fortunate until he is dead!" he said, adapting the +aphorism. "Believe me that I'd change places with you at this moment, +and throw in all my experiences."</p> + +<p>She laughed incredulously.</p> + +<p>"With me? Oh, you can't mean it. It is very flattering, of course; but +it's absurd. Why"—she paused and sighed—"I've never been anywhere, or +seen anything. I've never been to London even, since I was quite a +little girl, and——Change places with me!" She laughed again, just a +little sadly. "Yes, it does sound absurd. For one thing, you wouldn't +like to be poor; and we are poor, you know."</p> + +<p>"Poor and content is rich enough," he remarked sententiously. Then he +laughed. "I'm as good as a copy book with moral headings this morning."</p> + +<p>Nell smiled.</p> + +<p>"I think that is nonsense, like most copy-book headings. And yet——Yes, +I should be content enough if it were not for Dick. After all, one can +be happy though one is poor, especially if one lives in a beautiful +place like Shorne Mills, and has a boat to sail in the summer, and books +in the winter, and knows all the people round, and——"</p> + +<p>"And happens to be young and full of the joy of life," he said, with a +smile. "And it's only on your mind!"</p> + +<p>She nodded gravely.</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course I know that it's not right that he should be hanging +about the Mills, doing nothing, and wasting his time. I'm always +worrying about Dick's future. It's a sin that he should be wasted, for +Dick is clever. You may not think so——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I do," he said thoughtfully. "But I wouldn't worry. Something +may turn up——"</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"That is what he is always saying; but he says it rather bitterly +sometimes, and——But I ought not to worry you, at any rate. Those fish +are just done."</p> + +<p>"Then my life is just saved," he responded solemnly.</p> + +<p>"There are two plates; you hold them on the top of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> stove to +warm—that's it! And now you fill the kettle—oh! I see you've thought +of that. It will boil while we eat the fish."</p> + +<p>She helped him to some, and they ate in silence for some minutes. Only +they who have eaten mackerel within a few minutes of their being caught, +and eaten them while reclining in a boat, with a blue sky overhead and a +sapphire sea all around, can know how good mackerel can taste. To +Vernon, who possessed the appetite of the convalescent, the meal was an +Olympian feast.</p> + +<p>"No more?" he said, as Nell declined. "Pray don't say so, or I shall, +from sheer decency, have to refuse also; and I could eat another half, +and will do so if you will take the other. You wouldn't be so heartless +as to deprive me of a second serve, surely!"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed and held out her plate.</p> + +<p>"I consent because I do not think the recently starving should eat too +much at first. Didn't you say that you had been in Egypt fighting? You +are in the army, then?"</p> + +<p>He nodded casually, and she looked at him thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"Then we ought not to call you 'Mr.,'" she said. "What are you—a +colonel?"</p> + +<p>He laughed shortly as he picked the fish from the bones.</p> + +<p>"Good heavens! do I look so old? No, not colonel. I'm a captain. But I'm +not in the army now. I left it—worse luck!"</p> + +<p>"Why did you leave it?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He looked a little bored—not so much bored, perhaps, as reluctant.</p> + +<p>"Oh, for a variety of reasons; the most important being the fact that a +relative of mine wished me to do so."</p> + +<p>His face clouded for a moment or two; then he said, with the air of one +dismissing an unpleasant topic:</p> + +<p>"This water's boiling like mad. Now is my time to prove my assertion +that I am capable of making coffee. I want two jugs, or this jug and the +tin will do. The coffee? Thanks. I'm afraid I'll have to get you to hold +the tin. This is the native method: You make it in the tin—so; then, +after a moment or two, you pour the liquid—not the coffee grounds—into +the jug, then back, and then back again, and lo! you have café à la +Français, or Cairo, or Clapham fashion."</p> + +<p>"It's very good," she admitted, when it had cooled sufficiently for her +to taste it. "And that is how you made it on the battlefield?"</p> + +<p>"Scarcely," he said. "There was no jug, only an empty meat can; and the +water—well, the water was almost as thick, with mud, before the coffee +was put in as afterward, and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> men would scarcely have had patience +to wait for the patent process. Poor beggars! Some of them had not had a +drop past their lips for twenty-four hours—and been fighting, too."</p> + +<p>Nell listened, with her grave gray eyes fixed on his face.</p> + +<p>"How sorry you must have been to leave the army!" she said thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"Does warfare seem so alluring?" he retorted, with a laugh. "But you're +right; I was sorry to send in my papers, and I've been sorrier since the +day I did it."</p> + +<p>Nell curled herself up in the bottom of the boat like a well-fed and +contented cat, and Vernon, having washed the plates by the simple +process of dragging them backward and forward through the water, +stretched himself and felt in his pockets. He relinquished the search +with a sigh of resignation, and Nell, hearing it, looked up.</p> + +<p>"Are you not going to smoke?" she asked. "Dick would have his pipe +alight long before this; and, of course, I don't mind—if that is what +you were waiting for. Why should I?"</p> + +<p>"Thanks; but, like an idiot, I've forgotten my pipe. I've got some +tobacco and cigarette paper."</p> + +<p>"Then you are all right," she remarked.</p> + +<p>"Scarcely," he said carelessly. "This stupid mummy of an arm of mine +prevents me rolling a cigarette, you see."</p> + +<p>"How stupid of me to forget that!" she said. "Give me the tobacco and +the paper and let me try."</p> + +<p>He produced the necessary articles promptly; and showed her how to do +it.</p> + +<p>"Not quite so much tobacco"—she had taken out enough for ten +cigarettes, and spilled sufficient for another five—"and—er—if you +could get it more equal along the paper. Like this—ah, thanks!"</p> + +<p>In showing her, his fingers got "mixed" with hers, but Nell seemed too +absorbed in her novel experiment to notice the fact.</p> + +<p>"Like that? Rather like a miniature sausage, isn't it? And it will all +come undone when I let go of it," she added apprehensively.</p> + +<p>"If you'll be so good as just to wet the edge with your lips," he said, +in a matter-of-fact way.</p> + +<p>She looked at him, and a faint dash of color came into her face.</p> + +<p>"You won't like to smoke it afterward," she said coolly.</p> + +<p>He stared at her, then smiled.</p> + +<p>"Try me!" he said succinctly.</p> + +<p>She gave a little shrug of the shoulders, moistened the cigarette in the +usual way, and handed it to him gravely.</p> + +<p>"I'll try to make the next better," she said. "I suppose you will want +another?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I shall want more than you will be inclined to make," he +said, "and I shouldn't like to trespass on your good nature."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's not very hard work making cigarettes," she said. "I'd better +set about the next at once. How is that?" and she held up the production +for inspection.</p> + +<p>"Simply perfect," he said. "You would amass a fortune out in the East as +a cigarette maker."</p> + +<p>She looked up at him, beyond him, wistfully.</p> + +<p>"I wish I could amass a fortune; indeed, I'd be content if I could earn +my living any way," she said, as if she were communing with herself +rather than addressing him. "If I could earn some money, and help Dick!"</p> + +<p>Her voice died away, and she sighed softly.</p> + +<p>He regarded her dreamily.</p> + +<p>"Don't think of anything so—unnatural," he said.</p> + +<p>She raised her eyes, and looked at him with surprise.</p> + +<p>"Is it unnatural for a woman—a girl—to earn her own living?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said emphatically. "Women were made for men to work for, not +to toil themselves."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, in simple mockery of the sentiment.</p> + +<p>"What nonsense! As if we were dolls or something to be wrapped up in +lavender! Why, half the women in Shorne Mills work! You see them driving +their donkeys down to the beach for sand—haven't you seen them with +bags on each side?—and doing washing, and making butter and going to +market. Why, I should have to work if anything happened to mamma. At +least, she has often said so. She has—what is it?—oh, an annuity or +something of the kind; and if she died, Dick and I would have to 'face +the world,' as she puts it."</p> + +<p>He said nothing, but looked at her through the thin blue cloud of his +cigarette. She looked so sweet, so girlish, so—yes, so helpless—lying +there in the sunlight, one brown paw supporting her shapely head, the +other—after the manner of girls—dabbling in the water. A pang of +compassion smote him.</p> + +<p>"It's a devil of a world," he muttered, almost to himself.</p> + +<p>"Do you think so?" she said, with surprise. "I don't. At any rate, I +don't think so this afternoon."</p> + +<p>"Why this afternoon?" he asked, half curiously.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know. Perhaps it's the sunshine, or—or—do you think it's +the mackerel?"</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"But I feel so happy and free from care. And yet all the old trouble +remains. There's Dick's future—and—oh, all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> the rest. But this +afternoon everything seems bright and hopeful. I wonder why?"</p> + +<p>She looked at him wistfully, as if he might perhaps explain; but Vernon +said nothing.</p> + +<p>"Have you really finished that cigarette? You smoke much less quickly +than Dick. Well, there's another ready; and when you've finished that, I +think we ought to be getting back. I want—let me see—yes, ten more +fish, and I can get them when we get farther out."</p> + +<p>They set the sail, and the <i>Annie Laurie</i> glided out of the placid +little cove into the open sea.</p> + +<p>As Vernon steered for the Head, behind which Shorne Mills sheltered, he +sighed unconsciously. He, too, had been happy and free from care that +morning, and the afternoon seemed full of indescribable peace and +happiness. He, like Nell, wondered why. A day or two ago—or was it a +month, a year?—he had been depressed and low-spirited, and firmly +convinced that life was not worth living; but this afternoon——</p> + +<p>What a pretty picture she made in her jersey, that fitted her like a +skin, with the soft black hair rippling beneath the edge of the +tam-o'-shanter!</p> + +<p>Suddenly the pretty picture called out, "Sail ahead, sir!" and Vernon, +taking his eyes from her, saw a yacht skimming along the sapphire waves, +almost parallel with the <i>Annie Laurie</i>.</p> + +<p>"That's a yacht," said Nell; "and a fine one, too."</p> + +<p>He looked at it, shading his eyes with his practicable hand.</p> + +<p>"I wonder who she is?" said Nell. "There's a field glass in the +locker—get it. Can you see her name?"</p> + +<p>He put the glass to his eyes and adjusted it; and, as he got the focus, +an exclamation escaped him.</p> + +<p>"What did you say?" inquired Nell.</p> + +<p>"Nothing, only that she's a fine vessel," he said indifferently.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I should like to be on her," said Nell. "Wouldn't you?"</p> + +<p>He smiled grimly.</p> + +<p>"I am content with the <i>Annie Laurie</i>," he replied.</p> + +<p>She stared at him incredulously, then laughed.</p> + +<p>"Thank you for the compliment; but you can't seriously prefer this dear +old tub to that! I wonder whom she belongs to? How fast she travels. I +should like to have a yacht like that."</p> + +<p>"Would you?" he said, eying her rather strangely. "Perhaps some day——"</p> + +<p>He stopped, and knocked the ash from his cigarette.</p> + +<p>Nell laughed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Were you going to say that perhaps some day I should own one like her? +What nonsense! It is like the things one reads in books, when the +benevolent and wise old gentleman tells the boy that perhaps, if he +works hard, and is honest and persevering, he may own a carriage and a +pair like that which happens to be passing at the moment."</p> + +<p>Vernon laughed.</p> + +<p>"Life is full of possibilities," he said, with his eyes fixed on the +yacht, which, after sailing broadside to them for some time, suddenly +put down the helm and struck out for sea.</p> + +<p>"I thought they might be making for Shorne Mills," said Nell, rather +regretfully. "Yachts put in there sometimes, and I should have liked to +have seen this one."</p> + +<p>"Would you?" he said, as curiously as he had spoken before.</p> + +<p>"It doesn't matter whether I would or wouldn't; she's gone out into the +channel now," said Nell.</p> + +<p>He stifled a sigh which sounded like a sigh of relief, and steered the +<i>Annie Laurie</i> for home.</p> + +<p>Nell swept the fish into an old reed basket which had held many such a +catch, and held it up to the admiring and anticipatory gaze of a small +crowd of women and children which had gathered on the jetty steps at the +approach of the <i>Annie Laurie</i>.</p> + +<p>As she stepped on shore and distributed the fish, receiving the short +but expressive Devonshire "Thank 'ee, Miss Nell, thank 'ee," Vernon +looked at the beautiful girlish face pensively, and thought—well, who +can tell what a man thinks at such moments? Perhaps he was thinking of +the hundred and one useless women of his class who, throughout the whole +of their butterfly lives, had never won a single breath of gratitude +from the poor in their midst.</p> + +<p>"Come along," she said, turning to him, when she had emptied the basket. +"I'm afraid we're in for a scolding. I quite forgot till this moment +that mamma did not know you had gone out."</p> + +<p>"What about you?" he said, remembering for the first time that he had +spent so many hours with this girl alone and unchaperoned.</p> + +<p>Nell laughed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, she would not be anxious about me. Mamma is used to my going out +for a ride—when I can borrow a horse from some one—or sailing the +<i>Annie Laurie</i> with old Brownie; but she'll be anxious about you. You're +an invalid, you know."</p> + +<p>"Not much of the invalid about me, saving this arm," he said.</p> + +<p>As they climbed the hill, they came upon Dick mounted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> upon a horse the +like of which Nell had never seen; and she stopped dead short and stared +at him.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, Nell! Hallo, Mr. Vernon! Just giving him a run, after being shut +up in that stuffy railway box."</p> + +<p>"That's right," said Vernon. "Like him?"</p> + +<p>"Like him?" responded Dick, with the superlative of approval; "never +rode a horse to equal him, and the other is as good. And"—in an +undertone—"the sidesaddle has come."</p> + +<p>But Nell, whose ears were sharp, heard him.</p> + +<p>"Who is the sidesaddle for?" she asked, innocently and ungrammatically.</p> + +<p>Vernon took the bull by the horns.</p> + +<p>"For you, if you will deign to use it, Miss Nell," he said.</p> + +<p>It was the first time he had addressed her as "Miss Nell," but she did +not notice it.</p> + +<p>"For me?" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>They were opposite Sandy's stables, and Dick dropped off his horse and +brought out the other.</p> + +<p>"Look at her, Nell!" he exclaimed, with bated breath. "Perfect, isn't +she?"</p> + +<p>Nell looked at her with a flush that came and went.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but I—I—could not!" she breathed.</p> + +<p>Mr. Drake Vernon laughed.</p> + +<p>"Why not?" he said argumentatively. "Fair play's a jewel. You can't +expect to have all the innings your side, Miss Nell. You've treated +me—well, like a prince; and you won't refuse to ride a horse of mine +that's simply spoiling for want of exercise!"</p> + +<p>Nell looked from him to the horse, and from the horse to him.</p> + +<p>"I—I—am so surprised," she faltered. "I—I will ask mamma."</p> + +<p>"That's all right," said Vernon, who had learned to know "mamma" by this +time.</p> + +<p>Nell left Dick and Vernon standing round the horses in man fashion. Dick +was all aglow with satisfaction and admiration.</p> + +<p>"Never saw a better pair than these, Mr. Vernon," he said. "I should +think this one could jump."</p> + +<p>She had just won a military steeplechase, and Vernon nodded assent.</p> + +<p>"You must persuade your sister to ride her," he said.</p> + +<p>As he spoke, he seated himself on the edge of the steep roadway which +led to the jetty.</p> + +<p>"Take the horses in," he said. "I'll come up in a few minutes."</p> + +<p>But the minutes ran into hours. He looked out to sea with a meditative +and retrospective mind. He was going<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> over the past which seemed so far +away, so vague, since he had gone sailing in the <i>Annie Laurie</i> this +morning.</p> + +<p>Then suddenly the past became the present. There was a stir on the jetty +below him. Voices—the voice of fashionable people, the voices of +"society"—rose in an indistinguishable sound to his ears. He moved +uneasily, and refilled and lit the pipe that he had borrowed of Dick. He +heard the footsteps of several persons climbing the steep stairs. One +seemed familiar to him. He pulled at his pipe, and crossed his legs with +an air of preparation, of resignation.</p> + +<p>The voices came nearer, and presently one said:</p> + +<p>"I certainly, for one, decline to go any farther. I think it is too +absurd to expect one to climb these ridiculous steps. And there is +nothing to see up there, is there?"</p> + +<p>At the sound of the voice, clear and bell-like, yet languid, with the +languor of the fashionable woman, Mr. Drake Vernon bit his lips and +colored. He half rose, but sank down again, as if uncertain whether to +meet her, or to remain where he was; eventually he crossed his legs +again, rammed down his pipe, and waited.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but you'll come up to the top, Lady Lucille!" remonstrated a man's +voice, the half-nasal drawl of the man about town—the ordinary club +lounger. "There's a view, don't you know—there really is!"</p> + +<p>"I don't care for views. Not another step, Archie. I'll wait here till +you come back. You can describe the view—or, rather, you can't, thank +Heaven!"</p> + +<p>As she spoke, she mounted a few steps, and turned into the small square +which offered a resting place on the steep ascent, and so came full upon +Mr. Vernon.</p> + +<p>He rose and raised his hat, and she looked at him, at first with the +vagueness of sheer amazement, then with a start of recognition, and with +her fair face all crimson for one instant, and, the next, pale, she +said, in a suppressed voice, as if she were afraid of being overheard:</p> + +<p>"Drake!"</p> + +<p>He looked at her with a curious smile, as if something in the tone of +her voice, in her sudden pallor following upon her; blush, were +significant, and had told himself something.</p> + +<p>"Well, Luce," he said; "and what brings you here?"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>The girl who, with changing color, stood gazing at Lord Drake Selbie +might have stepped out of one of Marcus Stone's pictures. She was as +fair as a piece of biscuit china. Her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> hair was golden, and, strange to +say in these latter days, naturally so. It was, indeed, like the fleece +of gold itself under her fashionable yachting hat. Her eyes, widely +opened, with that curious look of surprise and fear, were hazel—a deep +hazel, which men, until they knew her, accepted as an indication of Lady +Lucille's depth of feeling. She was slightly built, but graceful, with +the grace of the fashionable modiste.</p> + +<p>She was the product of the marriage of Art and Fashion of this +fin-de-siècle age. Other ages have given us wit, beauty allied with +esprit, dignity of demeanor, and a nobility of principle; this end of +the nineteenth century has bestowed upon us—Lady Lucille Turfleigh.</p> + +<p>It is in its way a marvelous product. It is very beautiful, with the +delicate beauty of excessive culture and effete luxury. It has the +subtle charm of the exotic, of the tall and graceful arum, whose +spotless whiteness cannot bear a single breath of the keen east wind.</p> + +<p>It is charming, bewitching; it looks all purity and spirituality; it +seems to breathe poetry and a Higher Culture. It goes through life like +a rose leaf floating upon a placid stream. It is precious to look at, +pleasant to live with, and it has only one defect—it has no heart.</p> + +<p>We have cast off the old creeds like so many shackles; we are so finely +educated, so cultivated, that we have learned to do more than laugh at +sentiment; we regard it with a contemptuous pity.</p> + +<p>There is only one thing which we value, and that is Pleasure. Some +persons labor under the mistaken notion that Money is the universal +quest; but it is not so. The Golden God is set up in every market place, +it stands at every street corner; but it is not for himself that the +crowd worship at the feet of the brazen image, but because he can buy so +much.</p> + +<p>It is Money which nowadays holds the magician's rod. With a wave he can +give us rank, luxury, power, place, influence, and beauty. This is the +creed, the religion, which we teach our children, which is continually +in our hearts if not on our lips; and it is the creed, the religion, in +which Lady Lucille was reared.</p> + +<p>Her history is a public one. It is the story of how many fashionable +women? Her father, Lord Turfleigh, was an Irish peer. He had inherited a +historic title, and thousands of acres which he had scarcely seen, but +which he had helped to incumber. All the Turfleighs from time immemorial +had been fast and reckless, but this Turfleigh had outpaced them all, +and had easily romped in first in the race of dissipation. As a young +man his name had been synonymous with every kind of picturesque +profligacy. Every pound he could<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> screw out of the land, or obtain at +ruinous interest from the Jews, had been spent in what he and his kind +call pleasure.</p> + +<p>He had married for money, had got it, and had spent it, even before his +patient and long-suffering wife had expiated the mistake of her life in +the only possible way. She had left Lady Lucille behind, and the girl +had matriculated and taken honors in her father's school.</p> + +<p>To Lady Lucille there was only one thing in life worth having—money; +and to obtain this prize she had been carefully nurtured and laboriously +taught. Long before she left the nursery she had grown to understand +that her one object and sole ambition must be a wealthy and suitable +marriage; and to this end every advantage of mind and body had been +trained and cultivated as one trains a young thoroughbred for a great +race.</p> + +<p>She had been taught to laugh at sentiment, to regard admiration as +valueless unless it came from a millionaire; to sneer at love unless it +paced, richly clad and warmly shod, from a palace. She had graduated in +the School of Fashion, and had passed with high honors. There was no +more beautiful woman in all England than Lady Lucille; few possessed +greater charm; men sang her praises; artists fought for the honor of +hanging her picture in the Academy; the society papers humbly reported +her doings, her sayings, and her conquests; royalties smiled approvingly +on this queen of fashion, and not a single soul, Lady Lucille herself +least of all, realized that this perfection was but the hollow husk and +shell of beauty without heart or soul; that behind the lovely face, +within the graceful form, lurked as selfish and ignoble a nature as that +which stirs the blood of any drab upon the Streets.</p> + +<p>"Drake!" she said. "Why! I'd no idea! What are you doing here?"</p> + +<p>He motioned her to a seat with a wave of his pipe, and she sank down on +the stone slab, after a careful glance at it, and eyed him curiously but +with still a trace of her first embarrassment.</p> + +<p>She looked a perfect picture, as she sat there, with the steep, +descending wall, the red Devon cliffs, the blue, glittering sea for her +background; a picture which might have been presented with a summer +number of one of the illustrated weeklies; and all as unreal and as +unlike life as they are. It is true that she wore a yachting costume +exquisitely made and perfectly fitting; and Drake, as he looked at it, +acknowledged its claims upon his admiration, but he knew it was all a +sham, and, half unconsciously, he compared it with the old worn skirt +and the serviceable jersey worn by Nell, who had gone up the hill—how +long ago was it? Nell's face and hands<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> were brown with the kiss of +God's sun; Lady Lucille's face was like a piece of delicate Sèvres, and +her hands were incased in white kid gauntlets. To him, at that moment, +she looked like an actress playing in a nautical burlesque at the +Gaiety; and, for the first time since he had known her, he found himself +looking at her critically, and, notwithstanding her faultless +attire—faultless from a fashionable point of view—with disapproval.</p> + +<p>"You are surprised to see me, Luce?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Of course I am," she replied. "I'd no idea where you were. I've written +to you—twice."</p> + +<p>"Have you?" he said. "That was good of you. I've not had your letters; +but that's my fault, not yours. I told Sparling not to send any letters +on."</p> + +<p>She looked down, as if rather embarrassed, and dug at the interstices of +the rough stone pavement with her dainty, and altogether unnautical, +sunshade.</p> + +<p>"But what are you doing here?" she asked. "And—and what's the matter +with your arm? Isn't that a sling?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's a sling," he said casually. "I'd been hunting with the Devon +and Somerset; I found London unbearable, and I came down here suddenly. +I meant to write and tell you; but just then I wasn't in the humor to +write to any one, even to you. I lost my way in one of the runs, and was +riding down the top of the hill here, riding carelessly, I'll admit, for +when the horse shied, I was chucked off. I broke my arm and knocked my +head. Oh, don't trouble," he added hastily, as if to ward off her +commiseration. "I am all right now; the arm will soon be in working +order again."</p> + +<p>"I'm very sorry," she said, lifting her eyes to his, but only for a +moment. "You look rather pulled down and seedy."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm all right," he said. "And now, as I have explained my presence +here, perhaps you will explain yours."</p> + +<p>"I've come here in the <i>Seagull</i>," she said. "Father's on board. He said +you'd offered to lend the yacht to him—you did, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>Drake nodded indifferently.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," he said. "The <i>Seagull</i> was quite at your father's service."</p> + +<p>"Well, father made a party; Sir Archie Walbrooke, Mrs. Horn-Wallis and +her husband, Lady Pirbright, and ourselves."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded as indifferently as before. He knew the persons she had +mentioned; members of the smart set in which he had spent his life—and +his money; and Lady Lucille continued in somewhat apologetic fashion:</p> + +<p>"We went to the Solent first, for the races; then, when they were all +over, everybody seemed to be enjoying themselves<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> so much that +father—you know what he is—suggested that we should sail round the +Devon coast. It hasn't been a bad time; and Sir Archie has been rather +amusing, and Mrs. Horn-Wallis has kept things going. Oh, yes; it hasn't +been so bad."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you've been amused, Luce," he said, his eyes resting upon the +beautifully fair face with a touch of cynicism.</p> + +<p>"We'd no idea you were anywhere here," she said, "or, of course, I would +have written and asked you to join us; though, I suppose, under the +circumstances——"</p> + +<p>She hesitated for a moment, then went on with a little embarrassment, +which in no way detracted from her charm of voice and manner:</p> + +<p>"I told father that, after what had happened, it was scarcely in good +taste to borrow your yacht. But you know what father is. He said that +though things were altered, your offer of the <i>Seagull</i> stood good; that +you told him you didn't mean to use her this season, and that it was a +pity for her to lie idle. And so they persuaded me—very much against my +will, I must admit—to join them, and—and here I am, as you see."</p> + +<p>Drake puffed at his pipe.</p> + +<p>"I see," he said. "I needn't say that you are quite welcome to the +yacht, Lucille, or to anything that I have. As you say, things +are—altered. How much they are altered and changed, perhaps your +letters, if I had received them, would have told me. What was it that +you wrote me? Oh, don't be afraid," he added, with a faint smile, as she +turned her head away and poked with her sunshade at the crack in the +pavement. "I am strong; I can bear it. When a man has come a cropper in +every sense of the word, his nerves are braced for the receipt of +unwelcome tidings. I beg you won't be uncomfortable. Of course, you have +heard the news?"</p> + +<p>She glanced at him sideways, and, despite her training, her lips +quivered slightly.</p> + +<p>"Of course," she said. "Who hasn't? All the world knows it. Lord +Angleford's marriage has come upon us like a surprise—a thunderbolt. No +one would ever have expected that he would have been so foolish."</p> + +<p>Drake looked at her as he never thought that he could have looked at +her—calmly, waitingly.</p> + +<p>"No one expected him to marry," she went on. "He was quite an old +man—well, not old, but getting on. And you and he were always such +great friends. He—he always seemed so fond and so proud of you. Why did +you quarrel with him?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I didn't quarrel with him," said Drake quietly. "As you say, we have +always been good friends. He has always been good to me, ever since I +was a boy. Good and liberal. We have never had a cross word until now. +But you know my uncle—you know how keenly set he is on politics. He is +a Conservative of the old school; one of those old Tories whom we call +blue, and who are nearly extinct. God knows whether they are right or +wrong; I only know that I can't go with them. He asked me to stand for a +place in the Tory-Conservative interest. It was an easy place; I should +have been returned without difficulty. Most men would have done it; but +I couldn't. I don't go in very much for principle, either political or +moral; but my uncle's views—well, I couldn't swallow them. I was +obliged to decline. He cut up rough; sent me a letter with more bad +language in it than I've ever read in my life. Then he went and married +a young girl—an American."</p> + +<p>Lady Lucille heaved a long sigh.</p> + +<p>"How foolish of you!" she murmured. "As if it mattered."</p> + +<p>Drake filled his pipe again, and smiled cynically over the match as he +lit it.</p> + +<p>"That's your view of it?" he said. "I suppose—yes, I suppose you think +I've been a fool. I dare say you're right; but, unfortunately for me, I +couldn't look at it in that way. I stuck to my colors—that's a +highfalutin way of putting it—and I've got to pay the penalty. My +uncle's married, and, likely enough—in fact, in all probability—his +wife will present the world with a young Lord Angleford."</p> + +<p>"She's quite a young woman," murmured Lucille, with the wisdom of her +kind.</p> + +<p>"Just so," said Drake. "So I am in rather a hole. I always looked +forward to inheriting Anglemere and the estate and my uncle's money. But +all that is altered. He may have an heir who will very properly inherit +all that I thought was to be mine. I wrote and told you of this, though +it wasn't necessary; but I deemed it right to you to place the whole +matter before you, Lucille. I've no doubt that the society papers have +saved me the trouble, and helped you thoroughly to realize that the man +to whom you were engaged was no longer the heir to the earldom of +Angleford and Lord Angleford's money, but merely Drake Selbie, a mere +nobody, and plunged up to his neck in debts and difficulties."</p> + +<p>She was silent, and he went on:</p> + +<p>"See here, Luce, I asked you to marry me because I loved you. You are +the most beautiful woman I have ever met. I fell in love with you the +first time I saw you—at that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> dance of the Horn-Wallises. Do you +remember? I wanted you to be my wife; I wanted you more than I ever +wanted anything else in my life. Do you not remember the day I proposed +to you, there under Taplow Wood, at that picnic where we all got wet and +miserable? And you said 'Yes'; and my uncle was pleased. But all is +changed now; I am just Drake Selbie, with very little or no income, and +a mountain of debts; with no prospects of becoming Lord Angleford and +owner of the Angleford money and lands. And I want to know how this +change—strikes you; what you mean, to do?"</p> + +<p>She glanced up at him sideways.</p> + +<p>"You—you haven't got my letters?" she said.</p> + +<p>He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I'm—I'm sorry," she said. "It isn't my fault. Father—you know what he +would say. He may be right. He said that—that you were ruined; that our +marriage would be quite impossible; that—that our engagement must be +broken off. Really, Drake, it is not my fault. You know how poor we are; +that—that a rich marriage is an absolute necessity for me. Father is up +to his neck in debt, too, and we scarcely seem to have a penny of ready +money; it's nothing but duns, and duns, and duns, every day in the week; +why, even now, we've had to bolt from London because I can't pay my +milliner's bill. It's simply impossible for me to marry a poor man. I +should only be a drag upon him; and father—well, father would be a drag +upon him, too; you know what father is. And—and so, Drake, I wrote and +told you that—that our engagement must be considered broken off and at +an end."</p> + +<p>She paused a moment, and looked from right to left, like some feeble +animal driven into a corner, and restlessly conscious of Drake Selbie's +stern regard.</p> + +<p>"Of course I'm very sorry. You know I'm—I'm very fond of you. I don't +think there is any one in the world like you; so—so handsome and—and +altogether nice. But what can I do? I can't run against the wish of my +father and of all my friends. In fact, I can't afford to marry you, +Drake."</p> + +<p>He looked at her with a bitter smile on his lips, and a still more +bitter cynicism in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"I understand," he said; "I quite understand. When you said that you +loved me, loved me with all your heart and soul, you meant that you +loved Drake Selbie, the heir of Angleford, the prospective owner of +Anglemere and Lord Angleford's money; and now that my uncle has married, +and that he may have a child which will rob me of the title and the +money, you draw back. You do not ask whether I have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> enough, you do not +offer to make any sacrifice. You just—jilt me!"</p> + +<p>"You put it very harshly, Drake," she said, with a frown.</p> + +<p>"I put it very truly and correctly," he said. "Can you deny it? You +cannot! The man who sits here beside you is quite a different man to the +one to whom you had plighted your troth. He is the same in bone and body +and muscle and sinew, but he doesn't happen to be Lord Angleford's heir. +And so you throw him over. No doubt you are right. It is the way of the +world in which you and I have been bred and trained."</p> + +<p>"You are very cruel, Drake," she murmured, touching her eyes with a lace +handkerchief, too costly and elaborate for anything but ornament.</p> + +<p>"I just speak the truth," he said. "I don't blame you. You are bred in +the same world as myself. We are both products of this modern fin de +siècle. To marry me would be a mistake; you decline to make it. I have +only to bow to your decision. I accept your refusal. After this present +moment you and I are friends only; not strangers; men and women in our +set are never strangers. But I pass out of your life from this moment. +Go back to the <i>Seagull</i> with Archie and Mrs. Horn-Wallis, and find—as +I trust you will—a better man than I am."</p> + +<p>She rose rather pale, but perfectly self-possessed.</p> + +<p>"I—I am glad you take it so easily, Drake," she said. "You don't blame +me, do you? I couldn't run against father, could I? You know how poor we +are. I must make a good marriage, and—and——"</p> + +<p>"And so it is 'good-by,'" he said.</p> + +<p>He looked so stern, so self-contained, that her self-possession forsook +her for a moment, and she stood biting softly at her underlip and +looking by turns at the ultramarine sea and the stern face of the lover +whom she was discarding. He held out his hand again.</p> + +<p>"Good-by, Luce," he said. "You have taught me a lesson."</p> + +<p>"What—do you mean?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He smiled.</p> + +<p>"That women care only for rank and gold, and that without them a man +cannot hold you. I shall take it to heart Good-by."</p> + +<p>She looked at him doubtfully, hesitatingly.</p> + +<p>"You will take the <i>Seagull</i> south?" he said. "Be good enough to ask +your father to wire me as to her whereabouts. I may need her. But don't +hurry. I'm only too glad that you are sailing her. Good-by."</p> + +<p>She murmured "Good-by," and went down the steps<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> slowly; and Drake, +Viscount Selbie, refilled his pipe. Then he rose quickly and overtook +her. She stopped and turned, and if he had expected to see signs of +emotion in her beautiful face, he was doomed to disappointment; indeed, +the look of apprehension with which she heard his voice had been +followed by one of relief.</p> + +<p>"One moment," he said. "I want to ask you not to mention that you have +seen me here."</p> + +<p>She opened her soft hazel eyes with some surprise and a great deal of +curiosity.</p> + +<p>"Not say that I have seen you?" she said. "Of course, if you wish it; +but why?"</p> + +<p>"The reason will seem to you inadequate, I am afraid," he said coldly; +"but the fact is, I am staying here under another name—my own is being +bandied about so much, you see," bitterly, "that I am a little tired of +it."</p> + +<p>"I see," she said. "Then I am not to tell father. How will he know how +to address the wire about the yacht?"</p> + +<p>"Send it to Sparling," he said. "I am sorry to have stopped you. +Good-by."</p> + +<p>She inclined her head and murmured "Good-by" for the second time, and +went on again; but a few steps lower she stopped and pondered his +strange request.</p> + +<p>"Curious," she murmured. "I wonder whether there is any other reason? +One knows what men are; and poor Drake is no better than the rest. Ah, +well, it does not matter to me—now. Thank goodness it is over! Though +one can always count upon Drake; he is too thorough a gentleman to make +a scene or bully a woman. Heaven knows I am sorry to break with him, and +I wish that old stupid hadn't made such a fool of himself; for Drake and +I would have got on very well. But as things are——As father says, it's +impossible. I wonder whether they are coming back; I am simply dying for +tea."</p> + +<p>Before she got down to the jetty, her fellow voyagers caught her up. +They were in the best of spirits, and hilarious over the fact that Sir +Archie had slipped on one of the grassy slopes and stained his white +flannel suit with green; and Lady Lucille joined in the merriment.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry I didn't come, after all," she said. "It was rather boring +waiting there all alone; but perhaps Sir Archie will kindly fall down +again for my special benefit," and she laughed with the innocent, +careless laughter, of a child.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + + +<p>The laugh floated up to Drake as he sat and finished his pipe, waiting +until the party should get clear away, and his lips tightened grimly. +Then he sighed and shrugged his shoulders, as he rose and went slowly up +the hill.</p> + +<p>After all, Lucille had only acted as he had expected. As he had said, +she had engaged herself to Viscount Selbie, the heir to Angleford—not +to Viscount Selbie, whose nose had been put out of joint by his uncle's +marriage. He could not have expected a Lady Lucille Turfleigh to be +faithful to her troth under such changed circumstances. But her +desertion made him sore, if not actually unhappy. Indeed, he was rather +surprised to find that he was more wounded in pride than heart. It is +rather hurtful to one's vanity and self-esteem to be told by the woman +whom you thought loved you, that she finds it "impossible" to marry you +because you have lost your fortune or your once roseate prospects; and +though Drake was the least conceited of men, he was smarting under the +realization of his anticipations.</p> + +<p>"She never loved me," he said bitterly. "Not one word of regret—real +regret. She would have felt and shown more if she had been parting with +a favorite horse or dog. God! what women this world makes of them! They +are all alike! There's not one of them can love for love's sake, who +cares for the man instead of the money. Not one, from the dairymaid to +the duchess! Thank Heaven! my disillusionment has come before, instead +of after, marriage. Yes, I've done with them. There is no girl alive, or +to be born, who can make me feel another pang."</p> + +<p>As he spoke, he heard a voice calling him: "Mr. Vernon! Mr. Vernon!" And +there, in the garden, which stood out on the hill like a little terrace, +was Nell. She had taken off her hat, and the faint breeze was stirring +the soft tendrils on her forehead, and her eyes smiled joyously down at +him.</p> + +<p>"Tea is ready!" she said, her voice full and round, and coming down to +him like the note of a thrush. "Where have you been? Mamma is quite +anxious about you, and I have had the greatest difficulty in convincing +her that there has not been an accident, and that I had not left you at +the bottom of the bay."</p> + +<p>He smiled up at her, but his smile came through the darkness of a cloud, +and she noticed it.</p> + +<p>"Has—has anything happened?" she asked, as she opened the gate for him; +and her guileless eyes were raised to his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> with a sudden anxiety. "Are +you ill—or—or overtired? Ah, yes! that must be it. I am so sorry!"</p> + +<p>He frowned, and replied, almost harshly:</p> + +<p>"Thanks. I am not in the least tired. How should I be? Why do you think +so?"</p> + +<p>Nell shrank a little.</p> + +<p>"I—I thought you looked pale and tired," she said, in a voice so low +and sweet that he was smitten with shame.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I am a bit played out," he said apologetically, and passing his +hand over his brow as if to erase the lines which the scene with Lady +Lucille had etched. "Your convalescent invalid is a trying kind of +animal, Miss Nell, and—and you must forgive it for snapping."</p> + +<p>"There is nothing to forgive," she said quietly. "It was thoughtless of +me to let you stay out so long, and I deserve the lecture mamma has been +giving me. Please come in to tea at once, or it will be repeated—the +lecture, I mean."</p> + +<p>They went into the drawing-room, where Mrs. Lorton sat with due state +and dignity before her tea table; and, having got him into the +easy-chair, the good lady began at once:</p> + +<p>"So thoughtless of Eleanor to keep you out so long! You must be +exhausted, I am sure. I know how trying the first days of recovery from +illness are, and how even a little exertion will produce absolute +collapse. Now, will you have a little brandy in your tea, Mr. Vernon? A +teaspoonful will sometimes produce a magical effect," she added, as if +she were recommending a peculiarly startling firework. "No? You are +quite sure? And what is this Richard is telling me about two horses? He +came rushing in just now with some story of horses that he had brought +from Shallop."</p> + +<p>Drake looked up with a casual air.</p> + +<p>"Yes; they're mine. I was obliged to have them sent down. They were +spoiling for want of exercise. I must turn them out in some of the +fields here, or get some one to ride them, unless Dick and Miss Nell +will be good-natured enough to exercise them."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed softly.</p> + +<p>"That is one way of putting it, isn't it, mamma? But I tell Mr. Vernon +that I really must not, ought not, to take advantage of his good nature. +It's all very well for Dick to——"</p> + +<p>"What's all very well for Dick? And don't you take my name in vain quite +so freely, young party," remarked that individual, entering the room and +making for the tea table. "Don't you be taken in by all this pretended +reluctance, Mr. Vernon. It's the old game of Richard III. refusing the +crown. See English history book. Nell will be on that mare to-morrow +morning safe enough, won't you, Nellikins?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> And I say, sir, you must get +your arm right and ride with her. Perhaps she would not be too proud to +take lessons from a stranger—from you, I mean—though she does turn up +her nose at her brother's kindly meant hints, an operation which, as I +am perpetually telling her, is quite superfluous, for it's turned up +quite sufficiently as it is."</p> + +<p>Nell glanced at Mrs. Lorton, who smiled with the air of a society lady +settling a point of etiquette.</p> + +<p>"If Mr. Vernon has really been so kind as to offer to lend you a horse, +it would be ungrateful and churlish to refuse, Eleanor," she said.</p> + +<p>"That's all right," said Dick. "Though you might say 'Thank you,' Nell. +But, there; you'll never learn manners, though you may, after some long +years, learn to ride. Did you see that yacht, sir?" he asked, turning to +Drake.</p> + +<p>Drake nodded carelessly.</p> + +<p>"A spanker, wasn't she?" continued Dick. "Now, that's what I call a +yacht. And hadn't she some swells on board! I met some of them coming up +the hill. Talk about stylish togs!"</p> + +<p>"No one talks of 'stylish togs' but savages in the wilds of London, and +vulgar boys," remarked Nell.</p> + +<p>Dick regarded her wistfully, and raised the last piece of the crust of +his slice of bread and butter to throw at her, then refrained, with a +reluctant sigh.</p> + +<p>"I never saw anything like it out of a fashion plate. You ought to have +been there, mamma," he put in, parenthetically. "You'd have appreciated +them, no doubt, whereas I wasn't capable of anything but staring. They +were swells—real swells, too; for I spoke to one of the crew who had +Strolled up from the boat. The yacht's that racer, the <i>Seagull</i>. Do you +know her, Mr. Vernon?"</p> + +<p>"I've heard of her," said Drake.</p> + +<p>"I forget the name of her owner; though the man told me; but he's a +nobleman of sorts. There were no end of titled and fashionable people on +board. A Sir—Sir Archie something; and a Lord and Lady Turfleigh, +father and daughter—perhaps you know them?"</p> + +<p>Drake looked at him through half-closed eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I've heard of them," he said. "May I have another cup of tea, Mrs. +Lorton? Thanks, very much. The sail this morning has made me ravenous."</p> + +<p>"I am so delighted," murmured Mrs. Lorton. "What name did you say, +Richard? Turfleigh! Surely I have heard or seen that name——"</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," said Drake, "but if Dick has quite finished his +tea, I think I'll stroll down to the stables and look at the horses."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, right you are! Come on!" exclaimed Dick, with alacrity.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton looked after the tall figure as it went out beside the +boy's.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Vernon must be very well off, Eleanor," she said musingly, and with +a little, satisfied smile at the corners of her mouth. "Three horses. +And have you noticed that pearl stud? It is a black one, and must have +cost a great deal; and there is a certain look, air, about him, which +you, my dear Eleanor, are not likely to notice or understand, but which, +to one of my experience of the world, is significant. Did he seem to +enjoy his sail this morning?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think so," absently replied Nell, who was watching the tall +figure as it went down the hill.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton coughed in a genteel fashion, and her smile grew still more +self-satisfied.</p> + +<p>"He could not be in a better place," she said; "could not possibly, and +I do trust he will not think of leaving us until he is quite restored to +health. I must really impress upon him how glad we are to have him, and +how his presence cheers our dull and lonely lives."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed softly.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Vernon does not strike me as being particularly cheerful," she +remarked; "at least, not generally," she qualified, as she remembered +the unwonted brightness which he had displayed in the <i>Annie Laurie</i>.</p> + +<p>"In-deed! You are quite wrong, Eleanor," said Mrs. Lorton stiffly. "I +consider Mr. Vernon a most entertaining and brilliant companion; and I, +for one, should very deeply deplore his departure. I trust, therefore, +you will do all you can to make his stay pleasant and to induce him to +prolong it. Three horses; ahem!"—she coughed behind her mittened +hand—"has he—er—hinted, given you any idea of his position +and—er—income, Eleanor?"</p> + +<p>Nell flushed and shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No, mamma," she said reluctantly. "Why should he? We are not +curious——"</p> + +<p>"Certainly not!" assented Mrs. Lorton, bridling. "I may have my faults, +but curiosity is certainly not one of them. I merely thought that he +might have dropped a word or two about himself, or his people, and +the—ahem!—extent of his fortune."</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head again.</p> + +<p>"Nary a word—I mean, not a word!" she corrected herself hastily; "and, +like yourself, mamma, I am not curious. What does it matter what and who +he is, or who his people are? He will be gone in a day or two, and we +shall probably never see him again."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p> + +<p>She moved away from the window as she made the response, and began to +sing, and Mrs. Lorton looked after her, and listened to the sweet young +voice, with a smile on her weakly shrewd face.</p> + +<p>"Eleanor has grown a great deal lately," she murmured to herself; "and I +suppose some men would consider her not altogether bad-looking. I am +quite certain he is a single man—he would have mentioned his wife; he +couldn't have avoided it the first night I was talking to him. Three +horses—yes; I suppose Eleanor really is good-looking. No one is more +opposed than I am to the vulgar practice of matchmaking, which some +women indulge in, but it really would be a mercy to get the girl +settled. Yes; he must not think of leaving us until he is quite strong; +and that won't be for some weeks, for some time, yet."</p> + +<p>Drake went down to the stables with Dick and "looked at" the horses, +every now and then casting a glance through the open door at the +<i>Seagull</i> as it sailed across the bay.</p> + +<p>Did he regret the woman who had jilted him? Did he wish that he were on +board his yacht with his friends, with the badinage, the scandal of the +women, the jests and the doubtful stories of the men? He scarcely knew; +he thought that he was sorrowing for the fair woman who had deserted +him; but—he was not sure. From the meadows above there came the tinkle +of a sheep bell, a lowing of a cow calling to her calf; the scent of the +tar from a kettle on the beach rose with sharp pungency; the haze of the +summer evening was blurring the hills which half ringed the sapphire +sea. There was peace at Shorne Mills—a peace which fell upon the weary +man of the world. He forgot his troubles for a moment; his lost +inheritance, his debts, and difficulties; forgot even Woman and all she +had cost him.</p> + +<p>Then suddenly, faintly, there came floating down to him the clear, sweet +voice of Nell. What was it she was singing?</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 6em;">"Though years have passed, I love you yet;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 6.5em;">Do you still remember, or do you forget?"</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>A great wave of bitterness swept over him, and, between his teeth, he +muttered:</p> + +<p>"They are all alike—with the face and the voice of an angel, and the +heart of the Man with the Muck-rake. God save me from them from this +time henceforth!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + + +<p>The weeks glided by, Drake's arm got mended, but he still lingered on at +Shorne Mills.</p> + +<p>There was something in the beauty, the repose, of the place which +fascinated and held him. He was so weary of the world, sore with +disappointment, and shrinking from the pity of his friends who were, as +he knew, dying to commiserate with him over his altered prospects.</p> + +<p>The weather was lovely, the air balmy, and for amusement—well, there +was sailing in the <i>Annie Laurie</i>, lounging with a pipe on the jetty, +listening, and sometimes talking, to the fishermen and sailors, and +teaching Miss Nell Lorton to ride.</p> + +<p>"Not that you need much teaching," he said on the first day they rode +together—that was before his arm was quite right, and Mrs. Lorton +filled the air with her fears and anxieties for his safety. "But you +have 'picked it up,' as they say, and there are one or two hints I may +be able to give you which will make you as perfect a horsewoman as one +would wish to see."</p> + +<p>"Isn't 'perfect' rather a big word?" said Nell.</p> + +<p>She turned her face to him, and the glory of its young beauty was +heightened by the radiance of the smile which was enthroned on her lips +and shone in her eyes.</p> + +<p>He looked at her with unconscious admiration and in silence for a +moment.</p> + +<p>"There is no reason why you shouldn't be perfect," he said. "You've +everything in your favor—youth, health, strength, and no end of pluck."</p> + +<p>"I ought to curtsy," said Nell, laughing softly. "But one can't curtsy +on a horse, alas! Please let me off with a bow," and she bent low in the +saddle, with all a girl's pretty irony. "But don't be sparing of those +same hints, please. I really want to learn, and I will be very humble +and meek."</p> + +<p>He laughed, as if amused by something.</p> + +<p>"I can scarcely fancy you either humble or meek, Miss Nell," he said. +"Hold the reins a little nearer her neck. Like this. See? Then you've +room to pull her if she stumbles; which, by the way, isn't likely. And +you might sit a little closer at the canter. Don't trouble; leave the +pace to the horse."</p> + +<p>Nell nodded.</p> + +<p>"I know!" she said. "How just being told a thing helps one! I should +like to ride as well as you do. You and the horse seem one."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span></p> + +<p>He was not embarrassed by the compliment.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've ridden all my life," he said, "and under all sorts of +circumstances, on all sorts of horses, and one gets au fait in time. +Now, let her have her head and we'll try a gallop. Don't bear too hard +on her if she pulls—as she may—but ride her on the snaffle as much as +possible."</p> + +<p>They had climbed the hill, and were riding along a road on the edge of +one of the small moors, and after a moment or two of inspection of the +graceful figure beside him, he motioned with his hand, and they turned +on to the moor itself.</p> + +<p>As they cantered and galloped over the springy turf and heather, Drake +grew thoughtful and absent-minded.</p> + +<p>The beauty of the scene, the azure sky, the clear, thin air, all soothed +him; but he found himself asking himself why he was still lingering in +this out-of-the-way spot in North Devon, and why he was content with the +simple amusement of teaching a young girl to sit her horse and hold her +reins properly.</p> + +<p>Why was he not on board the <i>Seagull</i>, which Lord Turfleigh had left in +Southampton waters, or in Scotland shooting grouse, with one of the +innumerable house parties to which he had been invited, and at which he +would have been a welcome guest, or climbing the Alps with fellow +members of the Alpine Club?</p> + +<p>So they were silent as they rode over this green-and-violet moor, over +which the curlew flew wailingly, as if complaining of this breach of +their solitude.</p> + +<p>And Nell was thinking, or, rather, musing; for though she was taking +lessons, she was too good a rider to be absorbed in the management of +her horse.</p> + +<p>Had she not scampered over these same moors on a half-wild Exmoor pony, +bare-backed, and with a halter for a bridle?</p> + +<p>She was thinking of the weeks that had passed since the man who was +riding beside her had been flung at her feet, and wondering, half +unconsciously, at the happiness of those weeks. There had scarcely been +a day in which he and she had not walked or sailed, or sat on the quay +together. She recalled their first sail in the <i>Annie Laurie</i>; there had +been many since then; and he had been so kind, so genial a companion, +that she had begun to feel as if he were an old friend, a kind of second +Dick.</p> + +<p>At times, it was true, he was silent and gloomy, not to say morose; but, +as a rule, he was kind, with a gentle, protective sort of kindness +which, believe me, is duly appreciated by even such a simple, +unsophisticated girl as Nell.</p> + +<p>As she rode beside him, she glanced now and again at the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> handsome face, +which was grave and lined with thought, and she wondered, girllike, upon +what he was musing.</p> + +<p>Suddenly he turned to her.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you don't need much teaching," he said, with a smile. "You ride +awfully well, as it is. With a little practice—you won't forget about +holding the reins a little farther; from you?—you will ride like Lady +Lucille herself."</p> + +<p>"Who is Lady Lucille?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He looked just a shade embarrassed for a moment, but only for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Oh, she's the crack fashionable rider," he said casually.</p> + +<p>"I feel very much flattered," said Nell. "And I am very grateful for +your lesson. I hope you won't discontinue them because I show some +promise."</p> + +<p>He looked at her with sudden gravity. Now was the time to tell her that +he was going to leave Shorne Mills.</p> + +<p>"You won't want many more," he said; "but I hope you will let me ride +with you while I'm here. I must be going presently."</p> + +<p>"Must you?" she said.</p> + +<p>Girls learn the art of mastering their voices much earlier than the +opposite sex can, and her voice sounded indifferent enough, or just +properly regretful.</p> + +<p>He nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I must leave Shorne Mills, worse luck."</p> + +<p>"If it is so unlucky, why do you go? But why is it so unlucky?" she +asked; and still her tone sounded indifferent.</p> + +<p>"It's bad luck because—well, because I have been very happy here," he +said, checking his horse into a walk.</p> + +<p>She glanced at him as she paced beside him.</p> + +<p>"You have been so happy here? Really? That sounds so strange. It is such +a dull, quiet place."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it's because of that," he said. "God knows, I'm not anxious to +get back to London—the world."</p> + +<p>She looked at him thoughtfully with her clear, girlish eyes; and he met +the glance, then looked across the moor with something like a frown.</p> + +<p>"There is a fascination in the place," he said. "It is so beautiful and +so quiet; and—and—London is so noisy, such a blare. And——"</p> + +<p>He paused.</p> + +<p>She kept the high-bred mare to a walk.</p> + +<p>"But will you not be glad to go?" she asked. "It must be dull here, as I +said. You must have so many friends who—who will be glad to see you, +and whom you will be glad to see."</p> + +<p>He smiled cynically.</p> + +<p>"Friends!" he said grimly. "Has any one many friends?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> And how many of +the people I know will, I wonder, be glad to see me? They will find it +pleasant to pity me."</p> + +<p>"Pity you! Why?" she asked, her beautiful eyes turned on him with +surprise.</p> + +<p>Drake bit his lip.</p> + +<p>"Well, I've had a piece of bad luck lately," he said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm sorry!" murmured Nell.</p> + +<p>He laughed grimly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's no more than I had a right to expect. Don't forget what I told +you about holding your reins—that's right."</p> + +<p>"Is it about money?" she asked timidly. "I always think bad luck means +that."</p> + +<p>He nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I've lost a great deal of money lately," he replied vaguely. +"And—and I must leave Shorne Mills."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry," she said simply, and without attempting to conceal her +regret. "I—we—have almost grown to think that you belonged here. Will +you be sorry to go?"</p> + +<p>He glanced at her innocent eyes and frowned.</p> + +<p>"Yes; very much," he replied. "There is a fascination in this place. It +is so quiet, so beautiful, so remote, so far away from the world which I +hate!"</p> + +<p>"You hate? Why do you hate it?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He bit his lip again.</p> + +<p>"Because it is false and hollow," he replied. "No man—or woman—thinks +what he or she says, or says what he or she thinks."</p> + +<p>"Then why go back to it?" she asked. "But all the people in London can't +be—bad and false," she added, as if she were considering his sweeping +condemnation.</p> + +<p>"Oh, not all," he said. "I've been unfortunate in my acquaintances, +perhaps, as Voltaire said."</p> + +<p>He looked across the moor again absently. Her question, "Then why go +back to it?" haunted him. It was absurd to imagine that he could remain +at Shorne Mills. The quiet life had been pleasant, he had felt better in +health here than he had done for years; but—well, a man who has spent +so many years in the midst of the whirl of life is very much like the +old prisoner of the Bastille who, when he was released by the +revolutionary mob, implored to be taken back again. One gets used to the +din and clamor of society as one gets used to the solemn quiet of a +prison. Besides, he was, or had been, a prominent figure in the +gallantry show, and he seemed to belong to it.</p> + +<p>"One isn't always one's own master," he said, after a pause.</p> + +<p>Nell turned her eyes to him.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Are not you?" she said, a little shyly. "You seem so—so free to do +just what you please."</p> + +<p>He laughed rather grimly.</p> + +<p>"Do you know what I should do if I were as free as I seem, Miss Nell?" +he asked. "I should take one of these farms"—he nodded to a rural +homestead, one of the smallest and simplest, which stood on the edge of +the moor—"and spend the rest of my life making clotted cream and +driving cows and pigs to market."</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"I can scarcely imagine you doing that," she said.</p> + +<p>"Well, I might buy a trawler, and go fishing in the bay."</p> + +<p>"That would be better," she admitted. "But it's very tough weather +sometimes. I have seen the women waiting on the jetty, and on the +cliffs, and looking out at the storm, with their faces white with fear +and anxiety for the men—their fathers and husbands and sweethearts."</p> + +<p>"There wouldn't be any women to watch and grow white for me," he +remarked.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but don't you think we should be anxious—mamma and I?" she said.</p> + +<p>He looked at her, but her eyes met his innocently, and there was not a +sign of coquetry in her smile.</p> + +<p>"Thanks. In that case, I must abandon the idea of getting my livelihood +as a fisherman," he said lightly. "I couldn't think of causing Mrs. +Lorton any further anxiety."</p> + +<p>"Shall we have another gallop?" she asked, a moment or two afterward. +"We might ride to that farm there"—she pointed to a thatched roof just +visible above a hollow—"and get a glass of milk. I am quite thirsty."</p> + +<p>She made the suggestion blithely, as if neither her own nor his words +had remained in her mind; and Drake brightened up as they sped over the +springy turf.</p> + +<p>A woman came out of the farm, and greeted them with a cordial welcome in +the smile which she bestowed on Nell, and the half nod, half curtsy, she +gave to Drake.</p> + +<p>"Why, Miss Nell, it be yew sure enough," she said pleasantly. "I was +a-thinkin' that 'eed just forgot us. Bobby! Bobby! do 'ee come and hold +the horses. Here be Miss Nell of Shorne Mills."</p> + +<p>A barefooted, ruddy-cheeked little man ran out and laughed up at Nell as +she bent down and stroked his head with her whip. Nell and Drake +dismounted, and she led the way into the kitchen and living room of the +farm.</p> + +<p>The room was so low that Drake felt he must stoop, and Nell's tall +figure looked all the taller and slimmer for its propinquity to the +timbered ceiling. The woman brought a couple of glasses of milk and some +saffron cakes, and Nell<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> drank and ate with a healthy, unashamed +appetite, and apparently quite forgot Drake, who, seated in the +background, sipped his milk and watched and listened to her absently. +She knew this woman and her husband and the children quite intimately; +asked after the baby's last tooth as she bent over the sleeping mite, +and was anxious to know how the eldest girl, who was in service in +London, was getting on.</p> + +<p>"Well, Emma, her says she likes it well enough," replied the woman, +standing, with the instinctive delicacy of respect, with her firm hand +resting on the spotlessly white table; "leastways her would if there was +more air—it's the want o' air she complains of. Accordin' to she, there +bean't enough for the hoosts o' people there be. Oh, yes, the family's +kind enough to her—not that she has much to do wi' 'em; for she's in +the nursery—she's nursemaid, you remembers, Miss Nell—and the mistress +is too grand a lady to go there often. It's a great family she's in, you +know, Miss Nell, a titled family, and there's grand goin's-on a'most +every day; indeed, it's turnin' day into night they're at most o' the +time, so says Emma. She made so bold, Emma did, to send her best +respects to you in her last letter, and to say she hoped if ever you +came to London she'd have the luck to see you, though it might be from a +distance."</p> + +<p>Nell nodded gratefully.</p> + +<p>"Not that I am at all likely to go to London," she said, with a laugh. +"If I did, I should be sure to go and see Emma."</p> + +<p>Emma's mother glanced curiously at Drake; and he understood the +significance of the glance, but Nell was evidently unconscious of its +meaning.</p> + +<p>"And this is the gentleman as is staying at the cottage, Miss Nell?" she +said. "I hope your arm's better, sir?"</p> + +<p>Drake made a suitable and satisfactory response, and Nell, having talked +to the two little girls, who had got as near to her as their shyness +would permit, rose.</p> + +<p>"Thank you so much for the milk and cakes, Mrs. Trimble," she said. "We +were quite famishing, weren't we?"</p> + +<p>"Quite famished," assented Drake.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Trimble beamed.</p> + +<p>"You be main welcome, Miss Nell, as 'ee knows full well; I wish 'ee +could ride out to us every day. And that's a beautiful horse you're on, +miss, surely!"</p> + +<p>"Isn't it?" said Nell. "It's Mr. Vernon's; he is kind enough to lend it +to me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Trimble glanced significantly again at Drake; but again Nell failed +to see or understand the quick, intelligent question in the eyes.</p> + +<p>"Speakin' o' Emma, I've got her letter in my pocket, Miss<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> Nell; and I'm +thinkin' I'll give it 'ee; for the address, you know. It's on the top, +writ clear, and if you should go to London——"</p> + +<p>Nell took the precious letter, and put it with marked carefulness in the +bosom of her habit.</p> + +<p>"I shall like to read it, Mrs. Trimble. Emma and I were such good +friends, weren't we? And I'll be sure to let you have it back."</p> + +<p>The whole of the family crowded out to see Miss Nell of Shorne Mills +drive off, and Drake had to maneuver skillfully to get a coin into +Bobby's chubby, and somewhat grubby, hand unseen by Nell.</p> + +<p>They rode on in silence for a time. The scene had impressed Drake. The +affection of the whole of them for Nell had been so evident, and the +sweet simplicity of her nature had displayed itself so ingenuously, that +he felt—well, as he had felt once or twice coming out of church.</p> + +<p>Then he remembered the woman's significant glance, and his conscience +smote him. No doubt all Shorne Mills was connecting his name with hers. +Yes; he must go.</p> + +<p>She was singing softly as she rode beside him, and they exchanged +scarcely half a dozen sentences on the way home; but yet Nell seemed +happy and content, and as she slipped from her saddle in front of the +garden gate, she breathed a sigh of keen pleasure.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have enjoyed it so much!" she said, as he looked at her +inquiringly. "Is there anything more beautiful and lovable than a +horse?"</p> + +<p>As she spoke, she stroked the mare's satin neck, and the animal turned +its great eyes upon her with placid affection and gratitude. Drake +looked from the horse to the girl, but said nothing, and at that moment +Dick came out to take the horses down to the stables.</p> + +<p>"Had a good ride, Nell?" he asked. "Wants a lot of coaching, doesn't +she, Mr. Vernon? But I assure you I've done my best with her; girls are +the most stupid creatures in the world; and the last person they'll +learn anything from is their brother."</p> + +<p>Nell managed to tilt his cap over his eyes as she ran in, and Dick +looked after her longingly, as he exclaimed portentously:</p> + +<p>"That's one I owe you, my child."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed back defiantly; but when she had got up to her own room, +and was taking off the habit, something of the brightness left her face, +and she sighed.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry he is going," she murmured to her reflection in the glass. +"How we shall miss him; all of us, Dick and mamma! And I shall miss him, +too. Yes; I am sorry.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> It will seem so—so dull and dreary when he has +gone. And he does not seem glad to go. But perhaps he only said that to +please me, and because it was the proper thing to say. Of course, +I—we—could not expect him to stay for the rest of his life in Shorne +Mills."</p> + +<p>She sighed again, and stood, with her habit half unbuttoned, looking +beyond the glass into the past few happy weeks. Yes, it would seem very +dull and dreary when he was gone.</p> + +<p>But he still lingered on; his arm got well, his step was strong and +firm, his voice and manner less grave and moody. He rode or sailed with +her every day, Dick sometimes accompanying them; but he was only +postponing the hour of his departure, and putting it away from him with +a half-hesitating hand.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, Dick burst into the sitting room—they were at tea—with +a couple of parcels; one, a small square like a box, the other, a larger +and heavier one.</p> + +<p>"Just come by the carrier," he said; "addressed to 'Drake Vernon, +Esquire.' The little one is registered. The carrier acted as auxiliary +postman, and wants a receipt."</p> + +<p>Drake signed the paper absently, with a scrawl of the pen which Dick +brought him, and Dick, glancing at the signature mechanically, said:</p> + +<p>"Well, that's a rum way of writing 'Vernon'!"</p> + +<p>Drake looked up from cutting the string of the small box, and frowned +slightly.</p> + +<p>"Give it me back, please," he said, rather sharply. "It isn't fair to +write so indistinctly."</p> + +<p>Dick handed the receipt form back, and Drake ran his pen quickly through +the "Selbie" which he had scrawled unthinkingly, and wrote Drake Vernon +in its place.</p> + +<p>Dick took the altered paper unsuspectingly to the carrier.</p> + +<p>"So kind of you to trouble, Mr. Vernon!" said Mrs. Lorton. "As if it +mattered how you wrote! My poor father used to say that only the +illiterate were careful of their handwriting, and that illegible +caligraphy—it is caligraphy, is it not?—was a sign of genius."</p> + +<p>"Then I must be one of the greatest geniuses that ever lived," said +Drake.</p> + +<p>"And I'm another—if indifferent spelling is also a sign," said Dick +cheerfully; "and Nell must cap us both, for she can neither write nor +spell; few girls can," he added calmly. "Tobacco, Mr. Vernon?" nodding +at the box.</p> + +<p>By this time Drake had got its wrapper off and revealed a jewel case. He +handed it to Mrs. Lorton with the slight awkwardness of a man giving a +present.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Here's a little thing I hope you will accept, Mrs. Lorton," he said.</p> + +<p>"For me!" she exclaimed, bridling, and raising her brows with juvenile +archness. "Are you sure it's for me? Now, shall I guess——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, you don't, mamma," said Dick emphatically. "I'll open it if you +can't manage it. Oh, I say!" he exclaimed, as Mrs. Lorton opened the +case, and the sparkle of diamonds was emitted.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton echoed his exclamation, and her face flushed with all a +woman's delight as she gazed at the diamond bracelet reposing on its bed +of white plush.</p> + +<p>"Really——My dear Mr. Vernon!" she gasped. "How—how truly magnificent! +But surely not for me—for me!"</p> + +<p>He was beginning to get, if not uncomfortable, a little bored, with a +man's hatred of fuss.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid there's not much magnificence about it," he said, rather +shortly. "I hope you like the pattern, style, or whatever you call it. I +had to risk it, not being there to choose. And there's a gun in that +case, Dick."</p> + +<p>Dick made an indecent grab for the larger parcel, and, tearing off the +wrapper, opened the thick leather case and took out a costly gun.</p> + +<p>"And a Greener!" he exclaimed. "A Greener! I say, you know, sir——"</p> + +<p>He laughed excitedly, his face flushed with delight, as he carried the +gun to the window.</p> + +<p>"Is it not perfect, simply perfect, Eleanor?" said Mrs. Lorton, holding +out her arm with the bracelet on her wrist. "Really, I don't think you +could have chosen a handsomer one, Mr. Vernon, if you had gone to London +to do so."</p> + +<p>"I am glad you are pleased with it," he said simply.</p> + +<p>"Pleased? It is perfect! Eleanor, haven't you a word to say? No; I +imagine you are too overwhelmed for words," said Mrs. Lorton, with a +kind of cackle.</p> + +<p>"It is very beautiful, mamma," she said gravely; and her face, as she +leaned over the thing, was grave also.</p> + +<p>Drake looked at her as he rose, and understood the look and the tone of +her voice, and was glad that he had resisted the almost irresistible +temptation to order a somewhat similar present for her.</p> + +<p>"I say, sir, you must get your gun down, and we must go for some +rabbits," said Dick eagerly. "And I can get a day or two's shooting over +the Maltby land as soon as the season opens. I'm sure they'd give it +me."</p> + +<p>"That's tempting, Dick," said Drake; "and it adds another cause to my +regret that I am leaving to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Leaving to-morrow!" exclaimed Mrs. Lorton, with a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> gasp. "Surely not! +You are not thinking, dreaming of going, my dear Mr. Vernon?"</p> + +<p>"It's very good of you," he said, picking up his cap and nearing the +door. "But I couldn't stay forever, you know. I've trespassed on your +hospitality too much already."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I say, you know!" expostulated Dick, in a deeply aggrieved tone. "I +say, Nell, do you hear that? Mr. Vernon's going!"</p> + +<p>"Miss Nell knows that I have been 'going' for some days past, only that +I haven't been able to tear myself away. It's nearly five, Miss Nell, +and we ordered the boat for half-past four, you know," he added, in a +matter-of-fact way.</p> + +<p>She rose and ran out of the room for her jacket and tam-o'-shanter, and +they went out, leaving Mrs. Lorton and Dick still gloating over their +presents.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + + +<p>Nell walked rapidly and talking quickly as they went down to the jetty, +and it was not until the <i>Annie Laurie</i> was slipping out into the bay +that she grew silent and thoughtful. She sat in the stern with her arm +over the tiller, her eyes cast down, her face grave; and Drake, feeling +uncomfortable, said at last:</p> + +<p>"Might one offer a penny for your thoughts, Miss Nell?"</p> + +<p>She looked up and met the challenge with a sweet seriousness.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking of something that you told me the other day—when we +were riding," she said.</p> + +<p>"I've told you so much——" "And so little!" he added mentally.</p> + +<p>"You said that you had been unlucky, that you had lost a great deal of +money lately," she said, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>He nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I think I did. It's true unfortunately; but it doesn't much +matter."</p> + +<p>"Does it not?" she asked. "Why did you give mamma so costly a present? +Oh, please don't deny it. I don't know very much about diamonds, but I +know that that bracelet must have cost a great deal of money."</p> + +<p>"Not really," he said, with affected carelessness. "Diamonds are very +cheap now; they find 'em by the bucketful in the Cape, you know."</p> + +<p>She looked at him with grave reproach.</p> + +<p>"You are trying to belittle it," she said; "but, indeed, I am<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> not +deceived. And the gun, too! That must have been very expensive. Why—did +you spend so much?"</p> + +<p>He began to feel irritated.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Miss Nell," he said; "it is true that I have lost some +money, but I'm not quite a pauper, and, if I were, the least I could do +would be to share my last crust with—with your people for their amazing +goodness to me."</p> + +<p>"A diamond bracelet and an expensive gun are not crusts," she said, +shaking her head.</p> + +<p>"Oh, dash it all!" he retorted impatiently. "The stupid things only very +inadequately represent my——Oh, I'm bad at speech making and expressing +myself. And don't you think you ought to be very grateful to me?"</p> + +<p>She frowned slightly in the effort to understand.</p> + +<p>"Grateful! I have just been telling you that I think you ought not to +have spent so much. Why should I be grateful?"</p> + +<p>"That I didn't buy something for you," he said.</p> + +<p>She colored, and looked away from him.</p> + +<p>"I—I should not have accepted it," she said.</p> + +<p>"I know that," he blurted out. "If I thought you would have done so—but +I knew you wouldn't. And so I've got a grievance to meet yours. After +all, you might have let me give you some trifle——"</p> + +<p>"Such as a diamond bracelet, worth perhaps a hundred pounds?"</p> + +<p>"To remember me by. After all, it's only natural I should want to leave +something behind me to remind you of me."</p> + +<p>"We shan't need such gifts to—to remind us," she said simply. "I think +we had better luff."</p> + +<p>The sail swung over as she put the helm down; there was silence for a +moment or two, then he said:</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry I've offended you, Miss Nell. Perhaps it was beastly bad +taste. I see it now. But just put yourself in my place——" He slid over +the thwart in his eagerness, and coiled himself at her feet. "Supposing +you had broken your confounded arm—I beg your pardon!—your arm, and +had been taken in and tended by good Samaritans, and nursed and treated +like a prince for weeks, and had been made to feel happier than you've +been for—for oh, years, would you like to go away with just a 'Oh, +thanks; awfully obliged; very kind of you'? Wouldn't you want to make a +more solid acknowledgment? Come, be fair and just—if a woman can be +fair and just!—and admit that I'm not such a criminal, after all!"</p> + +<p>She looked down at him thoughtfully, then turned her eyes seaward again.</p> + +<p>"What do you want me to say?" she asked.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, well; I see that you won't change your mind about these things, so +perhaps I'd better be content if you'll say: 'I forgive you.'"</p> + +<p>A smile flitted across her face as she looked down at him again, but it +was rather a sad little smile.</p> + +<p>"I—I forgive you!" she said.</p> + +<p>He raised his cap, and took her hand, and, before she suspected what he +was going to do, he put his lips to it.</p> + +<p>Her face grew crimson, then pale almost to whiteness. It was the first +time a man's lips had touched her virgin hand, and——A tremor ran +through her, her eyes grew misty, as she looked at him with a +half-pained, half-fearful expression. Then she turned her head away, and +so quickly that he saw neither the change of color nor the expression in +her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I feel like a miscreant who had received an unexpected pardon," he said +lightly, and yet with a touch of gravity in his voice, "and, like the +miscreant, I at once proceed to take advantage of the lenity of my +judge."</p> + +<p>She turned her eyes to him questioningly; there was still a +half-puzzled, half-timid expression in them.</p> + +<p>"I want to be rewarded—as well as pardoned—rewarded for my noble +sacrifice of the desire to bestow a piece of jewelry upon you."</p> + +<p>"Rewarded?" she faltered.</p> + +<p>He nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes. After the awful rebuke and scolding you have administered, you +cannot refuse to accept some token of my—some acknowledgment of my +gratitude, Miss Nell. See here——"</p> + +<p>He felt in his waistcoat pocket, then in those of his coat, and at last +brought out a well-worn silver pencil case.</p> + +<p>"I want you to be gracious enough to accept this," he said. "Before you +refuse with haughty displeasure and lively scorn, be good enough to +examine it. It is worth, I should say—shall I say five shillings? That, +I should imagine, is its utmost value. But, on the other hand, it is a +useful article, and I display my natural cunning in selecting it—it's +the only thing I've got about me that I could offer you, except a match +box, and, as you don't smoke, you've no use for that—because you will +never be able to use it, I hope and trust, without thinking of the +unworthy donor and the debt of gratitude which no diamond bracelet could +discharge."</p> + +<p>During this long speech, which he had made to conceal his eager desire +that she should accept, and his fear, that she should not, Nell's color +had come and gone, but she kept<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> her eyes fixed on his steadily, as if +she were afraid to remove them.</p> + +<p>"Are you going to accept it—or shall I fling it into the sea as a +votive offering? It would be a pity, for it is useful, a thing of sorts, +and has been my constant companion for many a year. Yes, or no?"</p> + +<p>He held the pencil up, as if he were offering it by auction.</p> + +<p>Nell hesitated, then she held out her hand without a word. He dropped +the battered pencil case into it, and his bantering tone changed +instantly.</p> + +<p>"Thank you!" he said gravely, earnestly. "I—I was afraid that you were +going to refuse, and—well, that would have hurt me. And that would have +hurt you; for I know how gentle-hearted you are, Miss Nell."</p> + +<p>Her hand closed over the pencil case tightly until the silver grew warm, +then she slipped the thing into her pocket.</p> + +<p>"Please observe," he said, after a pause, during which he lit a +cigarette, "that I am not in need of any token as a reminder. I am not +likely to forget—Shorne Mills."</p> + +<p>He turned on his elbow and gazed at the jetty and the cottages which +straggled up from it in the narrow ravine to the heights above, to the +unique and quaint village upon which the still hot sun was shining as +the boat danced toward it.</p> + +<p>"No. I shan't find it difficult to remember—or regret."</p> + +<p>He stifled a sigh. A sigh rose to her lips also, but she checked it, and +forced a smile.</p> + +<p>"One does not break one's arm every day, and it is not easy to forget +that," she said; "and yet, I dare say you will remember Shorne Mills. I +don't think you will see many prettier places. Isn't it quite lovely +this evening, with the sun shining on the cliffs and making old +Brownie's windows glitter—like—like the diamonds in mamma's bracelet?"</p> + +<p>She laughed with a girlish mischievousness, and ran on rapidly, as if +she must talk, as if a pause were to be averted as a peril.</p> + +<p>"I've heard people say that there is only one other place in the world +like it—Cintra, in Portugal, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>He nodded. He was gazing at the picturesque little place, the human +nests stuck like white stones in the cleft of the cliffs; and something +more than the beauty of Shorne Mills was stirring, almost oppressing, +his heart. He had stayed at, and departed from, many a place as +beautiful in other ways as this, and had left it with some little +regret, perhaps, but never with the dull, aching feeling such as weighed +upon him this evening.</p> + +<p>"And at night it's lovelier still," went on Nell cheerfully, after a +snatch of song, just sung under her breath, to show<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> how happy and free +from care she was at that moment. "To sail in on the tide of an autumn +evening when the lights have been lit, and every cottage looks like a +lantern; and the blue haze hangs over the village, and the children's +voices come floating over the water as if through a mist; then, on +nights like that, the sea is all phosphorescent, and the boat leaves a +line of silvery light in its wake; and one seems to have all the world +to oneself——"</p> + +<p>She stopped suddenly and sighed unconsciously. Was she thinking that, +when that autumn night came, and Drake Vernon was not with her, she +would indeed have all the world to herself, and that all the world is +all the nicer when one has a companion? He lowered his eyes to her face.</p> + +<p>"That was a pretty picture," he said, in a low voice. "I shall think of +that—wherever I may be in the autumn."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed as the boat ran beside the jetty slip, and she rose.</p> + +<p>"Do you think you will? Perhaps you will be too much amused, engrossed +with whatever you are doing. I know I should be, if—if I were to leave +Shorne Mills, and go into the big world."</p> + +<p>"You do yourself an injustice," he said, rather curtly; and she laughed, +and flushed a little.</p> + +<p>"I deserve that," she said. "Of course, I should not forget Shorne +Mills; but you——Ah, it is different!"</p> + +<p>She sprang out before he could get on shore and offer his hand.</p> + +<p>"I shall want her to-morrow morning at eleven, Brownie," she said to the +old fisherman who was preparing to take the <i>Annie Laurie</i> to her +moorings.</p> + +<p>He touched his forehead.</p> + +<p>"Aye, aye, Miss Nell! And you'll not be wanting me?" he asked, as a +matter of form, and with a glance at Drake, who stood waiting with his +hands in his pockets.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, please," she said. "I forgot; Mr. Vernon is going away +to-morrow," she added cheerfully; and she began to sing under her breath +again as they climbed upward. But Drake did not sing, and his face was +gloomy.</p> + +<p>Throughout that evening, Mrs. Lorton contributed to the entertainment of +her guest by admiring her bracelet and deploring his departure.</p> + +<p>"Of course I am aware that you must be anxious to go," she said, with a +deep sigh. "It has been dull, I've no doubt, very dull; and I am so +sorry that the state of my health has prevented me going out and about +with you. There are so many places of interest in the neighborhood which +we could have visited; but I am sure you will make allowances for an +invalid. And we will hope that this is not your<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> last visit to Shorne +Mills. I need not say that we shall be glad, delighted, indeed, at any +time——"</p> + +<p>Every now and then Drake murmured his acknowledgments; but he made the +due responses absently. He was left entirely at Mrs. Lorton's mercy that +evening—for Nell had suddenly remembered that she ought really to go +and see old Brownie's mother, a lady whose age was set down at anything +between a hundred and a hundred and ten, and Dick was in his "workshop" +cleaning the new and spotless gun.</p> + +<p>Nell did not come in till late, was full of Grandmother Brownie's +sayings and wonderfully maintained faculties, and ran off to bed very +soon, with a cheerful "Good night, Mr. Vernon. Dick has ordered the trap +for nine o'clock."</p> + +<p>Drake got up early the next morning; there were the horses to be +arranged for—he was going to leave two behind, for a time, at any rate, +in the hope that Dick and Miss Nell might use them; and he had to say +good-by—and tip—sundry persons. He performed the latter operation on +so liberal a scale that amazement sat upon the bosom of many a man and +woman in Shorne Mills for months afterward. Molly, indeed, was so +overcome by the sight and feel of the crisp ten-pound note, and her face +grew so red and her eyes so prominent, that Drake was seriously afraid +that she was going to have a fit.</p> + +<p>Nell had got up a few minutes after him, and had prepared his farewell +breakfast; but she was not present, and Mrs. Lorton presided. It was not +until the arrival of the trap that she came in hurriedly. She had her +outdoor things on, and explained that she had had to go to the farm to +order a fowl; and she was full of some story the farmer's wife had told +her—a story which had made her laugh, and still seemed to cause her so +much amusement that Mrs. Lorton felt compelled to remind her that Mr. +Vernon was going.</p> + +<p>"Ah, yes! I suppose it is time. The train starts at ten-forty-five. Have +you got some lunch for Mr. Vernon, Dick?"</p> + +<p>She had packed a neat little packet of sandwiches with her own hands, +but put the question casually, as if she hoped that somebody had +considered their departing guest's comfort.</p> + +<p>The girl's bright cheerfulness got on Drake's nerves. His farewell to +Mrs. Lorton lacked grace and finish, and he could only hold out his hand +to Nell, and say, rather grimly and curtly:</p> + +<p>"Good-by, Miss Nell."</p> + +<p>Just that; no more.</p> + +<p>Her hand rested in his for a moment. Did it tremble,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> or was it only +fancy on his part? She said, "Good-by, and I hope you will have a +pleasant journey," quite calmly.</p> + +<p>Dick burst in with:</p> + +<p>"Now, Mr. Vernon, if you've kissed everybody, we'd better be starting," +and Drake got into the trap.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton looked after the departing guest, and waved her hand with an +expression of languid sorrow; then turned to Nell with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"I might have known that he would go; but still I must say that it is a +disappointment—a great disappointment. These trials are sent for our +good, and——I do wish you would not keep up that perpetual humming, +Eleanor. On an occasion like this it is especially trying. And how pale +you look!" she added, staring unsympathetically.</p> + +<p>"I've—I've rather a headache," said Nell, turning toward the door. "I +suppose it was hurrying up to the farm. It is very hot this morning. +I'll go and take off my hat."</p> + +<p>She went upstairs slowly, slipped the bolt in her bedroom door, and, +taking off her hat, stood looking beyond the glass for a moment or two; +then she absently drew an old and somewhat battered pencil case from her +pocket. She gazed at it thoughtfully, until suddenly she could not see +it for the tears that gathered in her eyes, and presently she began to +tremble. She slipped to her knees besides the bed, and buried her +forehead in the hands clasped over Drake's "token of remembrance and +gratitude."</p> + +<p>And as she struggled with the sobs that shook her, she still trembled; +for there was something in the feeling of utter, overwhelming desolation +which frightened her—something she could neither understand nor resist, +though she had been fighting against it all through the long and weary +night.</p> + +<p>Oh, the shame of it! That she should cry because Mr. Drake Vernon had +left Shorne Mills! The shame of it!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + + +<p>All the way up to town Drake felt very depressed. It is strange that we +mortals never thoroughly appreciate a thing until we have lost it, or a +time until it has slipped past us; and Drake only realized, as the +express rushed along and took him farther and farther away from Shorne +Mills, how contented, and, yes, nearly happy, he had been there, +notwithstanding the pain and inconvenience of a broken limb.</p> + +<p>As he leaned back and smoked, he thought of the little<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> village in the +cleft of the cliffs, of the opaline sea, of the miniature jetty on which +he had so often sat and basked in the sunlight; but, more than all, he +thought of The Cottage, of the racketing, warm-hearted Dick, and—and of +Nell of Shorne Mills.</p> + +<p>It seemed hard to realize, and not a little painful, that he should +never again sit in the parlor which now seemed to him so cozy, and +listen to the girl playing Chopin and Grieg; or ride beside her over the +yellow and purple moor; or lie coiled up at her feet as she sailed the +<i>Annie Laurie</i>.</p> + +<p>He began to suspect that he had taken a greater interest in her than he +was aware of; he had grown accustomed to the sweet face, the musical +voice, the little tricks of manner and expression which went to make up +a charm which he now felt she certainly possessed. He looked round the +carriage and sighed as if he missed something, as if something had gone +out of his life.</p> + +<p>They had been awfully good to him; they had in very truth played the +part of the good Samaritan; and in his mind he compared these simple +folk, buried in an out-of-the-way fishing village, with some of his +fashionable friends. Which of them would have nursed him as he had been +nursed at The Cottage, would have treated him as one of the family, +would have lavished upon him a regard nearly akin to affection? It was a +hollow world, he thought, and he wished to Heaven he had been born in +Shorne Mills, and got his living as a fisherman, putting in his spare +time by looking after, say, the <i>Annie Laurie</i>!</p> + +<p>He had wired to his man, and he found his rooms all ready for him. He +wondered as he looked round the handsome and tastefully furnished +sitting room, while Sparling helped him off with his coat, whether he +should be able to afford to keep them up much longer.</p> + +<p>"Any news, Sparling?" he asked. "Hope you've been all right," he added, +in the pleasant and friendly way with which he always addressed those +who did service for him.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, my lord," said Sparling, "I've been very well; but I was +much upset to hear of your lordship's accident, and very sorry you +wouldn't let me come to you."</p> + +<p>The man spoke with genuine sympathy and regret, for he was attached to +Drake, and was fully convinced that he had the best, the handsomest, and +the most desirable master in all England.</p> + +<p>"Thanks; very much," said Drake; "but it was nothing to speak of, and +there was no reason for dragging you down there. There wasn't any +accommodation, to tell the truth, and you'd have moped yourself to +death."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You're looking very well, my lord—a little thinner, perhaps," said +Sparling respectfully.</p> + +<p>Drake sighed at the naïve retort, then sighed unaccountably.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've done some fishing, boating, and riding," he said, "and I'm +pretty fit—fitter than I've been for some time. There's an awful pile +of letters, I see."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my lord; you told me not to send them on. Will your lordship dine +at home to-night?"</p> + +<p>Drake replied in the affirmative, had a bath, and changed, and sat down +to one of the daintily prepared dinners which were the envy and despair +of his bachelor friends. It was really an admirable little dinner; the +claret was a famous one from the Anglemere cellars, and warmed to a +nicety; the coffee was perfection; Sparling's ministrations left nothing +to be desired; and yet Drake sank into his easy-chair after the meal +with a sigh that was weary and wistful.</p> + +<p>There had never been anything more than soup and a plain joint, with a +pudding to follow, at the dinners at The Cottage; but the simple meal +had been rendered a pleasant one by Dick's cheerful and boyish nonsense; +and whenever Drake looked across the table, there had been Nell's sweet +face opposite him, sometimes grave with a pensive thoughtfulness, at +others all alight with merriment and innocent, girlish gayety.</p> + +<p>His room to-night seemed very dull and lonely. It was strange; he had +never been bored by his own society before; he had rather liked to dine +alone, to smoke his cigarette with the evening paper across his knee or +a book on the table beside him. He tried to read; but the carefully +edited paper, with its brilliant articles, its catchy little paragraphs, +and its sparkling gossip, didn't interest him in the least. He dropped +it, and fell to wondering, to picturing, what they were doing at that +precise moment at The Cottage. Mrs. Lorton, no doubt, was sitting in her +high-backed chair reading the <i>Fashion Gazette</i>; Dick was lounging just +outside the window, smoking a cigarette, mending his rod, and whistling +the last comic song. And Nell—what was Nell doing? Perhaps she was +playing softly one of the pieces he had grown fond of; or leaning half +out of the window squabbling affectionately with the boy.</p> + +<p>Or perhaps they were talking of him—Drake. Did they miss him? At the +thought, he was reminded of the absurd song—"Will They Miss Me When I'm +Gone?" And, with something like a blush for his sentimental weakness, as +he mentally termed it, he sprang up and took his letters. They consisted +mostly of bills and invitations. He chucked the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> first aside and glanced +at the others; both were distasteful to him. He felt as if he should +like to cut the world forever.</p> + +<p>And yet that wouldn't do. Everybody would say that he was completely +knocked over by the ruin of his prospects, and that he had run away. He +couldn't stand that. He had always been accustomed to facing the music, +however unpleasant it might be; and he would face it now. Besides, it +would never do to sit there moping, and wishing himself back at Shorne +Mills; because that was just what he was doing.</p> + +<p>He turned over the gilt-edged cards and the scented notes—there seemed +to be a great many people in town, notwithstanding the deadness of the +season—and he selected one from a certain Lady Northgate. She was an +old friend of his, and she had written him a pretty little note, asking +him to a reception for that night. It was just the little note which a +thorough woman of the world would write to a man whom she liked, and who +had struck a streak of bad luck. Most of Drake's acquaintances who were +in town would be there; and it would be a good opportunity of facing the +situation and accepting more or less sincere sympathy with a good grace.</p> + +<p>It was a fine night; and he walked to the Northgates' in Grosvenor +Square; and thought of the evening he and Nell had sailed in to Shorne +Mills with the lights peeping out through the trees, and the stars +twinkling in the deep-blue sky. It already seemed years since that +night, but he saw the girl's face as clearly as if she were walking +beside him now.</p> + +<p>The face vanished as he went up the broad staircase and into the +brilliantly lighted room; and Shorne Mills seemed farther away, and all +that had happened there like a dream, as Lady Northgate held out her +hand and smiled at him.</p> + +<p>She was an old friend, and many years his senior; but of course she +looked young—no one in society gets old nowadays—and she greeted him +with a cheerful badinage, which, however skillfully, suggested sympathy.</p> + +<p>"It was a good boy to come!" she said. "I scarcely half expected you, +and Harry offered to bet me ten to one in my favorite gloves that you +wouldn't; but, somehow, I thought you would turn up. I wrote such a +pretty note, didn't I?"</p> + +<p>"You did; you always do," said Drake. "It was quite irresistible."</p> + +<p>Lord Northgate, who was the "Harry" alluded to, came up and gave Drake a +warm grip of the hand.</p> + +<p>"What the deuce are you doing here?" he asked. "Thought you were +shooting down at Monkwell's place, or<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> somewhere. Jolly glad Lucy didn't +take my bet. And where have you been?"</p> + +<p>"With the Devon and Somerset," replied Drake, with partial truth.</p> + +<p>"Wish I had!" grumbled Northgate. "Kept at the Office." He was in the +Cabinet. "There's always some beastly row, or little war, just going on +when one wants to get at the salmon or the grouse. I declare to goodness +that I work like a nigger and get nothing but kicks for halfpence! I'd +chuck politics to-morrow if it weren't for Lucy; and why on earth she +likes to be shut in town, and sweltering in hot rooms, playing this kind +of game, I can't imagine."</p> + +<p>"But then you haven't a strong imagination, Harry, dear," said his wife +pleasantly.</p> + +<p>"I've got a strong thirst on me," said Northgate, "and a still stronger +desire to cut this show. Come down to the smoking room and have a cigar +presently, old chap."</p> + +<p>Drake knew that this was equivalent to saying, "I'm sorry for you, old +man!" and nodded comprehendingly.</p> + +<p>"You're looking very well, Drake," said Lady Northgate, as her husband, +struggling with a fearful yawn, sauntered away. "And not at all +unhappy."</p> + +<p>Drake shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"What's the use? Of course, it's a bad business for me; but all the +yowling in the world wouldn't better it. What can't be cured must be +endured."</p> + +<p>Lady Northgate nodded at him approvingly.</p> + +<p>"I knew you'd take it like this," she said. "You won't go down to Harry +for a little while?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no," said Drake, with a smile. "I'm going the round; I'm not going +to shirk it."</p> + +<p>He was one of the most popular men in London, and there were many in the +room who really sympathized with and were sorry for him; and Drake, as +he exchanged greetings with one and another, felt that the thing hadn't +been so bad, after all. He made this consoling reflection as he leaned +against the wall beside a chair in which sat a lady whom he did not +know, and at whom he had scarcely glanced; and he was roused from his +reverie by her saying:</p> + +<p>"May I venture to trouble you to put this glass down?"</p> + +<p>He took the glass and set it on the pedestal of the statuette beside +him, and, as in duty bound, returned to the lady. She was an extremely +pretty little woman, with soft brown hair and extremely bright eyes, +which, notwithstanding their brightness, were not at all hard. He felt, +rather than knew, that she was perfectly dressed, and he noticed that +she wore remarkably fine diamonds. They sparkled and glittered in her +hair, on her bosom, on her wrists, and on her fingers.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span></p> + +<p>He had never seen her before, and he wondered who she was.</p> + +<p>"You have just come up from the country?" she said.</p> + +<p>The accent with which she made this rather startling remark betrayed her +nationality to Drake. The American accent, when it is voiced by a person +of culture and refinement, is an extremely pretty one; the slight drawl +is musical, and the emphasis which is given to words not usually made +emphatic, is attractive.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Drake. "But how did you know that?"</p> + +<p>"Your face and hands are so brown," she replied, with a frankness which +was robbed of all offense by her placidity and unself-consciousness. +"Nearly all the men one meets here are so colorless. I suppose it is +because you have so little air and sun in London. At first, one is +afraid that everybody is ill; but after a time one gets used to it."</p> + +<p>Drake was amused and a little interested.</p> + +<p>"Have the men in America so much color?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, how did you know I was an American?" she inquired, with a +charming little air of surprise. "I suppose my speech betrayed me? That +is so annoying. I thought I had almost entirely lost my accent."</p> + +<p>"I don't know why you should want to lose it," said Drake, honestly +enough. "It's five hundred times better than our London one!"</p> + +<p>"I didn't say I wanted to exchange it for that," she remarked.</p> + +<p>"Don't exchange it for any other, if I may be permitted to say so."</p> + +<p>"That's very good of you," she said; "but isn't it rather like asking +the leopard not to change his spots? And after all, I don't know why we +shouldn't be as proud of our accent as you are of yours."</p> + +<p>"I'm quite certain I'm not proud of mine," said Drake.</p> + +<p>She smiled up at him over her fan; a small and costly painted affair, +with diamonds incrusted in the handle.</p> + +<p>"You are more modest than most Englishmen," she said.</p> + +<p>"I don't know whether to be grateful or not for that," remarked Drake. +"Are we all so conceited?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I think you are all pretty well satisfied with yourselves," she +replied. "I never knew any nation so firmly convinced that it was the +pick of creation; and I expect before I am here very long I shall become +as fully convinced as you are that the world was made by special +contract for the use and amusement of the English. Mind, I won't say +that it could have been made for a better people."</p> + +<p>"That's rather severe," said Drake. "But don't you forget<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> that you were +English yourself a few years ago; that, in a sense, you are English +still."</p> + +<p>"That's very nicely said," she remarked; "more especially as I didn't +quite deserve it. I was wanting to see whether I could make you angry."</p> + +<p>Drake stared at her with astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Why on earth should you want to make me angry?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, I've heard a great deal about you," she replied. "And all the +people who talked about you told me that you were rather hot-tempered. +Lady Northgate, for instance, assured me you could be a perfect bear +when you liked."</p> + +<p>Drake smiled.</p> + +<p>"That was extremely kind of Lady Northgate."</p> + +<p>"Well, so long as it wasn't true. I've heard so much about you that I +was quite anxious to see you. I am speaking to Lord Drake Selbie, am I +not?"</p> + +<p>"That's my name," said Drake.</p> + +<p>"The nephew of Angleford?"</p> + +<p>Drake nodded.</p> + +<p>She looked up at him as if waiting to see how he took the mention of his +uncle's name; but Drake's face could be as impassive as a stone wall +when he liked.</p> + +<p>"You know my uncle?" he asked, in a tone of polite interest.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said; "very well. I met him when he was in America. His wife +is a great friend of mine. You know her, of course?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry to say I have not had that pleasure," said Drake. "I was +absent from England when the present Lady Angleford came over, after her +marriage."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," said the lady. "I suppose I ought not to have mentioned her?"</p> + +<p>"Good heavens! Why not?" asked Drake.</p> + +<p>"Well, of course," she drawled slowly, but musically, "I know that Lord +Angleford's marriage was a bad thing for you. It wouldn't be my fault if +I didn't, seeing that everybody in London has been talking about it."</p> + +<p>"Well, it's not a particularly good thing for me," Drake admitted; "but +it's no reason why I should dislike any reference to my uncle or his +wife."</p> + +<p>"You don't bear her any ill will?" she asked.</p> + +<p>This was extremely personal, especially coming from a stranger; but the +lady was an American, with an extremely pretty face and a charming +manner, and there was so much gentleness, almost deprecatory gentleness +in her softly bright eyes, that Drake, somehow, could not feel any +resentment.</p> + +<p>"Not the very least in the world, I assure you," he replied.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> "My uncle +had a perfect right to marry when he pleased, and whom he pleased."</p> + +<p>"I didn't think you'd be angry with him," she said, "because everybody +says you were such friends, and you are so fond of him; but I thought +you'd be riled with her."</p> + +<p>Drake laughed rather grimly.</p> + +<p>"Not in the least," he said. "Of course, I should have preferred that my +uncle should remain single, but I can't be absurd enough to quarrel with +a lady for marrying him. He is a very charming man, and perhaps she +couldn't help herself."</p> + +<p>"That's just it—she couldn't," said the lady naïvely. "And have you +been to see your uncle since you've been back?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Not yet," replied Drake. "I only came back to London an hour or two +ago, but I will look him up to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"I knew you would," she said; "because that was such a nice letter you +wrote, and such a pretty present you sent to Lady Angleford."</p> + +<p>As she spoke, she transferred her fan to her left hand and raised her +right arm, and Drake recognized upon her wrist a bracelet which he had +sent Lady Angleford as a wedding present. He colored and frowned +slightly, then he laughed as he met the now timid and quite deprecatory +gaze of the upturned eyes.</p> + +<p>"Was this quite fair, Lady Angleford?" he said, smiling.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know," she said, a little pathetically. "I thought it +was, but I'm not quite sure now. You see, I wanted to meet you and talk +to you, and know exactly how you felt toward me without your knowing who +I was."</p> + +<p>Drake went and sat down beside her, and leaned toward her with one arm +stretched on the back of her chair.</p> + +<p>"But why?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, I was a little afraid of you. When Lord Angleford asked +me to marry him and I consented, I didn't quite realize how things stood +between you and him. It was not until I came to Europe—I mean to +England—that I realized that I had, so to speak, come between your +uncle and you. And that made me feel bad, because everybody I met told +me that you were such a—a good fellow, as they call it——"</p> + +<p>"One Englishman will become conceited, if you don't take care, Lady +Angleford," put in Drake, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"That's what everybody says; and I found that you were so much liked and +so popular; and it was hateful to me that I should cause a quarrel +between you and Lord Angleford. It has made me very unhappy."</p> + +<p>"Then don't be unhappy any longer, Lady Angleford," he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> said. "There has +been, and there need be, no quarrel between my uncle and me."</p> + +<p>"Ah, now you make me happy!" she said; and she turned to him with a +little flush on her face which made her prettier than ever. "I have been +quite wretched whenever I thought of you or heard your name. People +spoke of you as if you had died, or got the measles, with a kind of pity +in their voices which made me mad and hate myself. You see, as I said, I +didn't realize what I was doing. I didn't realize that I was coming +between an hereditary legislator and his descendant and heir."</p> + +<p>Drake could not help smiling.</p> + +<p>"You had better not call my uncle an hereditary legislator, Lady +Angleford. I don't think he'd like it."</p> + +<p>"But he is, isn't he?" she said. "It is so difficult for an American to +understand these things. We are supposed to have the peerage by heart; +but we haven't. It's all a mystery and a tangle to us, even the best of +us. But I try not to make mistakes. And now I want you to tell me that +we are friends. That is so, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>She held out her tiny and perfectly gloved hand with a mixture of +timidity and impulsiveness which touched Drake.</p> + +<p>"Indeed, I hope we are, Lady Angleford," he said.</p> + +<p>She looked at him wistfully.</p> + +<p>"You couldn't call me 'aunt,' I suppose?"</p> + +<p>Drake laughed outright.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I couldn't," he said. "You are far too young for that."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry," she said. "I think I should have liked you to call me +aunt. But never mind. I must be satisfied with knowing that we are +friends, and that you bear me no ill will. And now, I think I will go. +My little plot has been rather successful, after all, hasn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Quite a perfect success," said Drake. "And I congratulate you upon it."</p> + +<p>"Don't tell Lord Angleford," she said. "He'll say it was 'so American'; +and I do hate him to say that."</p> + +<p>Drake promised that he would not relate the little farce to his uncle, +and got her cloak and took her down to the Angleford carriage. As he put +her in and closed the door, she gave him her hand, and smiled at him +with a little air of triumph and appeal.</p> + +<p>"We are friends, aren't we?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"The best of friends, Lady Angleford," he replied. "Good night."</p> + +<p>He went back to say good night to Lady Northgate.</p> + +<p>"You played it rather low down upon me, didn't you?" he remarked.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span></p> + +<p>"My dear Drake, what could I do?" she exclaimed. "That poor little woman +was so terribly anxious to gain your good will. She didn't understand in +the least the harm she was doing you. And what will you do? She is +immensely rich—her father was an American millionaire——"</p> + +<p>Drake's face hardened. One thing at least he knew he couldn't do: he +could not bring himself to accept charity from Lady Angleford. Lady +Northgate understood the frown.</p> + +<p>"Don't kill me before all these people, Drake!" she said. "I dare say +it's very silly of me, but I can't help plotting for your welfare. You +see, I am foolish enough to be rather fond of you. There! Go down and +drink that soda and whisky with Harry. If you won't let your friends +help you, what will you do?"</p> + +<p>"I give it up; ask me another. Don't you worry about me, my dear lady; I +shall jog along somehow."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + + +<p>The next morning, while at breakfast, he received a little note from +Lady Angleford, asking him to dinner that night. It was a charming +little note, as pleading and deprecating as her eyes had been when she +looked at him at the Northgates'.</p> + +<p>Drake sent back word that he would be delighted to come, and at eight +o'clock presented himself at his uncle's house in Park Lane. Lord +Angleford was, like Northgate, detained in London by official business. +He was a very fine specimen of the old kind of Tory, and, though well +advanced in years, still extremely good-looking—the whole family was +favored in that way—and remarkably well preserved. His hair was white, +but his eyes were bright and his cheeks ruddy, and, when free from the +gout, he was as active as a young man. Of course, he was hot-tempered; +all gouty men are; but he was as charming in his way as Lady Angleford, +and extremely popular in the House of Lords, and out of it.</p> + +<p>Though he had fallen in love with a pretty little American, perhaps he +would not have married her but for the little tiff with Drake; but that +little tiff had just turned the scale, and, though he had taken the step +in a moment of pique, he had not regretted it; for he was very fond and +proud of his wife. But he was also very fond and proud of Drake, and was +extremely pleased when Lady Angleford had told him that she had met +Drake, and was going to ask him to dinner.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, all right," he had said. "I shall be very glad to see him—though +he's an obstinate young mule. I think you'll like him."</p> + +<p>"I do like him very much indeed," she had said. "He is so handsome—how +very like he is to you!—and he's not a bit stand-offish and superior, +like most Englishmen."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Drake's not a bad sort of fellow," said Lord Angleford, "but he's +too fond of having his own way."</p> + +<p>At this Lady Angleford had smiled; for she knew another member of the +family who liked his own way.</p> + +<p>She was waiting for Drake in the drawing-room, and gave him both her +hands with a little impulsiveness which touched Drake.</p> + +<p>"I am so glad you have come," she said; "and your uncle is very glad, +too. You won't—get to arguing, will you? You English are such dreadful +people to argue. And I think he has a slight attack of the gout, though +he was quite angry when I hinted at it this morning."</p> + +<p>Drake sincerely hoped his uncle hadn't, for everybody's sake. At that +moment the earl came into the room, held out his hand, and said, as if +he had parted with Drake only the night before:</p> + +<p>"How are you, Drake? Glad to see you. You've met Lady Angleford already? +Isn't it nearly dinner time?"</p> + +<p>Drake took Lady Angleford in. There were no guests besides himself, and +they had quite a pleasant little dinner. Lady Angleford talked with all +the vivacity and charm of a cultured American who has seen both sides of +the world, and kept her eyes open, and Drake began to feel as if he had +known her for years. The earl was in a singularly good humor and +listened to, and smiled at, his young wife proudly, and talked to Drake +as if nothing had happened. It was just like old times; and Drake, as he +opened the door for Lady Angleford, on her way to the drawing-room, +smiled down at her, and nodded as she looked up at him questioningly.</p> + +<p>Then he went back to his chair, and the butler put the Angleford port in +its wicker cradle before the earl.</p> + +<p>"I oughtn't to touch a drop," he said, "for I've had a twinge or two +lately; but on this occasion——"</p> + +<p>He filled his glass, and passed the bottle to Drake—the butler had left +the room.</p> + +<p>"So you met Lady Angleford last night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir; and I take this, the first opportunity, to congratulate you. +And Lady Angleford is as charming as she is pretty; and you won't mind +my saying that I consider you an extremely lucky man."</p> + +<p>Of course, the earl looked pleased.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Thanks," he said; "that's very good of you, Drake—especially as my +marriage may make all the difference to you."</p> + +<p>Drake looked at his cigarette steadily.</p> + +<p>"I've no reason to complain, sir; and I don't," he said. "You might have +married years ago, and I'm rather surprised you didn't."</p> + +<p>The earl grunted.</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose I should have done so now, if you hadn't been such a +stubborn young ass. That put my back up. But though I don't regret what +I've done—no, by Jove!—I don't want you to think I am utterly +regardless of your future. This port improves, doesn't it? Of course, +you may be knocked out of the succession now——"</p> + +<p>"Most probably so, I should think," said Drake.</p> + +<p>"Just so. And, therefore, it's only right that I should do something for +you."</p> + +<p>"You are very good, sir," said Drake.</p> + +<p>The earl colored slightly.</p> + +<p>"Now look here, Drake; I'm always suspicious of that d——d quiet way of +yours! I was very glad when Lady Angleford told me that you were coming +here, and I made up my mind that I would let bygones be bygones and act +squarely by you. As I said, I'm not a bit sorry that I married; no, +indeed!—you've seen Lady Angleford—but I don't want to leave you in +the lurch. I don't want you to suffer more than—than can be helped. +I've been thinking the matter over, and I'll tell you what I'll do. Have +some more port."</p> + +<p>Unluckily for Drake, the old man filled his own glass before passing the +bottle. Drake sipped his port and waited, and the earl went on:</p> + +<p>"Of course, I meant to continue your allowance; but I can see that under +the circumstances that wouldn't be sufficient. Something might happen to +me——"</p> + +<p>"I sincerely trust nothing will happen to you, sir," said Drake.</p> + +<p>The earl grunted.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm not so young as I was; and I might get chucked off my horse, +or—or something of that sort; and then you'd be in a hole, I imagine; +for I suppose you've got through most of your mother's money?"</p> + +<p>"A great deal of it," admitted Drake.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I thought so. Well, look here; I'll tell you what I'll do, Drake. +As you may know, Lady Angleford has a fortune of her own. Her father was +a millionaire. That leaves me free to do what I like with my own money. +Now, I'll settle ten thousand a year on you, Drake—but on one +condition."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span></p> + +<p>Drake was considerably startled. After all, ten thousand a year is a +large sum; and though the earl was immensely rich, Drake had not +expected him to be so liberal. On ten thousand a year one can manage +very comfortably, even in England. Drake thought of his debts, of all +that a settled income would mean to him, and his heart warmed with +gratitude toward his uncle.</p> + +<p>"You are more than kind, sir," he said. "Your liberality takes my breath +away. What was the condition?"</p> + +<p>The earl fidgeted a little in his chair.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Drake," he said, "I've never worried you about your way of +life; I know that young men will be young men, and that you've lived in +a pretty fast set. That was your business and not mine, and as long as +you kept afloat I didn't choose to interfere. But I think it's time you +settled down; and I'll settle this money on you on condition that you do +settle down. You're engaged to a very nice girl—just you marry and +settle down, and I'll provide the means, as I say."</p> + +<p>Drake looked straight before him. Had this offer been made a month +before he would have accepted it without a moment's hesitation, for he +had thought himself in love with Luce, and, more important, he had +thought that she had cared for him. But now all was changed. He knew +that if a hundred thousand a year were dependent upon marrying Luce he +couldn't accept it.</p> + +<p>The earl stared at him, and filled another glass with the port, which +was a poison to him.</p> + +<p>"Eh? What the devil do you mean? I say that if you'll settle down and +marry Luce I will provide a suitable income for you. What the blazes are +you hesitating about? Why—confound it!—aren't you satisfied? You don't +want to be told that I'm not bound to give you a penny!"</p> + +<p>The old man's handsome face was growing red, and his eyes were beginning +to glitter; the port was doing its fell work.</p> + +<p>"I know," said Drake, with a quietude which only made his uncle more +angry, "and I'm very much obliged to you. I know what ten thousand a +year means; but I'm afraid I can't fulfill the conditions."</p> + +<p>"What the devil do you mean?" demanded the earl.</p> + +<p>Drake smoked in silence for a moment or two. Most men would have said at +once that Lady Lucille Turfleigh had, on his change of prospects, jilted +him; but Drake had some old-world notions of honor in respect to women, +and he could not give Lady Luce away.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I can't marry Luce," he said. "Our engagement is broken +off."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span></p> + +<p>The earl swore a good old Tory oath.</p> + +<p>"Then you ought to be ashamed of yourself!" he said. "One of the nicest +girls I know, and—devoted to you. More devoted to you than you deserve. +And you don't mean to marry her? I suppose you've seen some one else?"</p> + +<p>Drake grew hot, but he still clung to his notion of honor.</p> + +<p>"I tell you what it is, Drake," said the earl, bringing down his port +glass on the table so violently that it snapped off at the stem, "you +young fellows of the present day haven't any idea of honor. Here's a +girl, a beautiful girl, and nice in every way, simply devoted to you, +and you go and throw her over. For some insane fancy, I suppose! Well, +see here, I'm d——d if I'll countenance it. I abide by my condition. +You make it up with Luce and marry her, and I'll settle this money on +you, as I've said. If not——"</p> + +<p>Drake knocked the ash off his cigarette and looked straight before him. +He could still save himself by telling the truth and sacrificing Lady +Luce. But that was not his way.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry, sir——" he began.</p> + +<p>"Sorry be d——d!" broke in the earl tempestuously. "Will you, or will +you not?"</p> + +<p>"I can't," said Drake quietly.</p> + +<p>The old man rose to his feet, flinging his serviette aside.</p> + +<p>"Then, by Heaven! I've done with you!" he exclaimed. "I made you a fair +offer. I've only asked you to act like a gentleman, a man of honor. Am I +to understand that you refuse?"</p> + +<p>Drake had also risen slowly.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I must, sir," he said.</p> + +<p>"All right," said the earl, red with anger. "Then there's nothing more +to be said. You can go your own way. But permit me to tell you——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't, sir!" said Drake, rather sadly. "I can't do what you ask. +God knows I would if I could, but—it's impossible. For Heaven's sake, +don't let us quarrel——"</p> + +<p>"Quarrel! I am as cool as a cucumber!" exclaimed the earl, his face the +color of beetroot. "All I say is"—here a twinge of the gout checked his +utterance—"that you're behaving shamefully—shamefully! We'd better +join the ladies—I mean Lady Angleford——"</p> + +<p>"I think I'll get you to excuse me, sir," said Drake. "There is no need +to upset Lady Angleford. She asked me here with the very best +intentions, and she would be disappointed if she knew we had—quarreled. +There is no need to tell her. I'll clear out. Make my excuse to her."</p> + +<p>"As you like," said the earl shortly. "But let me tell you that I think +you are——"</p> + +<p>"No end of a fool, I've no doubt," said Drake, with a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> rather weary +smile. "I dare say I am. But I can't help it. Good night, sir."</p> + +<p>The earl muttered something that sounded like "good night," and Drake +left the house. He ought to have said good night to Lady Angleford, but +he shirked it. He bore her no animosity; indeed, he liked her very +much—so much that he shrank from telling her about this quarrel with +his uncle; and he knew that if he went to her she would get it out of +him.</p> + +<p>He walked home, feeling very miserable and down on his luck. How he +hated London, and all that belonged to it! Like a whiff of fresh air the +memory of Shorne Mills wafted across his mind. He let himself in with +his latchkey, and, taking a sheet of note paper, made some calculations +upon it. There was still something remaining of his mother's fortune to +him. If he were not Lord Drake Selbie, but simply Mr. Drake Vernon, he +could manage to live upon it. The vision of a slim and graceful girl, +with soft black hair and violet-gray eyes, rose before him. It seemed to +beckon him, to beckon him away from the hollow, heartless world in which +he had hitherto lived. He rose and flung open wide the window of his +sitting room, and the breath of air which came through the London +streets seemed fragrant with the air which wafted over Shorne Mills.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>No pen, however eloquent, can describe the weariness of the hours for +Nell which had passed since "Mr. Drake Vernon" had left Shorne Mills. +Something had seemed to have gone out of her life. The sun was shining +as brightly, there was the same light on the sea, the same incoming and +outgoing tide; every one was as kind to her as they had been before he +left, and yet all life seemed a blank. When she was not waiting upon +mamma she wandered about Shorne Mills, sailed in the <i>Annie Laurie</i>, and +sometimes rode across the moor. But there was something wanting, and the +lack of it made happiness impossible. She thought of him all day, and at +night she tossed in her little bed sleeplessly, recalling the happy +hours she had spent with him. God knows she tried hard to forget him, to +be just the same, to feel just the same, as she had been before he had +been thrown at her feet. But she could not. He had entered into her life +and become a principal part of it, absorbed it. She found herself +thinking of him all through the day. She grew thin and pale in an +incredibly short time. Even Dick himself could not rouse her; and Mrs. +Lorton read her a severe lecture upon the apathy of indolence.</p> + +<p>Life had been so joyous and so all-sufficing a thing for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> her; but now +nothing seemed to interest her. There was a dull, aching pain in her +heart which she could not understand, and which she could not get rid +of. She longed for solitude. She often walked up to the top of the hill, +to the purple moor over which she had ridden with Drake Vernon; and +there she would sit, recalling every word she had said, every tone of +his voice. She tried to forget him, but it was impossible.</p> + +<p>One evening she walked up the hill slowly and thoughtfully, and seated +herself on a mossy bank, and gave herself up to that reverie in which we +dream dreams which are more of heaven than of earth.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she heard the sound of footsteps. She looked up listlessly and +with a slight feeling of impatience, seeing that her reverie was +disturbed.</p> + +<p>The footsteps came nearer, a tall figure appeared against the sunset. +She rose to her feet, trembling and filled with the hope that seemed to +her too wild for hope.</p> + +<p>In another moment he was beside her. She rose, quivering in every nerve.</p> + +<p>Was it only a dream, or was it he? He held her hand and looked down at +her with an expression in his eyes and face which made her tremble, and +yet which made her heart leap.</p> + +<p>"Nell!" he said.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + + +<p>They stood and looked at each other in silence for a moment; but what a +silence!</p> + +<p>It almost seemed to Nell as if it were not he himself who stood before +her, but just a vision of her imagination, called up by the intensity of +her thoughts of him. The color came and went in her face, leaving it, at +last, pale and startled. And he, too, stood, as incapable of speech as +any of the shy and bashful young fishermen on the quay; he, the man of +the world, who had faced so many "situations" with women—women of the +world armed with the weapons of experience, and the "higher culture." At +that moment, intense as it was, the strength of the emotion which swept +over him and mastered him, amazed him.</p> + +<p>He knew, now that he was face to face with her, how he had missed this +girl, how keen and intolerable had been his longing for her.</p> + +<p>He remembered to hold out his hand. Had he done so yet? For the life of +him, he could not have told. The sight of the sweet face had cast a +spell over him, and he did not know whether he was standing or sitting.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span></p> + +<p>As she put her small hand in his, Nell recovered something of her +self-possession; but not all, for her heart was beating furiously, her +bosom heaving, and she was in agony lest he should see the mist of dew +which seemed to cover her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I startled you," he said.</p> + +<p>Nell smiled faintly, and drew her hand away—for he had held it half +unconsciously.</p> + +<p>"I think you did—a little," she admitted. "You see, I—we did not +expect you. And"—she laughed the laugh he had heard in his dreams, +though it had not always been so tremulous, so like the flutelike quaver +of this laugh—"and even now I am not quite sure it is you."</p> + +<p>"It is I—believe me," he said. "It is the same bad penny come back."</p> + +<p>Then it flashed upon him he must give some reason for his return. +Incredible as it may seem, he was not prepared with one. He had made up +his mind to come; he would have gone through fire and water to get back +to Shorne Mills, but he had quite forgotten that some excuse would be +necessary.</p> + +<p>But she did not seem to see the necessity.</p> + +<p>"Are you quite well now?" she asked, just glancing up at him.</p> + +<p>"Quite," he said; "perfectly well."</p> + +<p>"And how did you come? I mean when—have you been staying near?"</p> + +<p>"I came by this morning's train," he said, "and I walked over; my +luggage follows by the carrier. I enjoyed the walk."</p> + +<p>"You must be quite strong again," she said, with a quiet little +gladness. "Mamma—and Dick—will be so glad to see you!"</p> + +<p>"They haven't forgotten me?" he asked insanely.</p> + +<p>She laughed again.</p> + +<p>"They have talked of very little else but you, since you have been gone, +and Dick is like a boy who has lost a schoolfellow."</p> + +<p>She said it so frankly that Drake's heart sank.</p> + +<p>"Well—I've thought—I've missed you—Dick," he said, stumbling over the +sentence. "Shorne Mills is, as you said, not the kind of place one +forgets in a hurry."</p> + +<p>"Did I say that?" she asked. "I don't remember it."</p> + +<p>"Ah! but I do," he said. "I remember——"</p> + +<p>"Hadn't we better walk on?" she said. "You must be tired, and will be +glad of some tea—or something."</p> + +<p>He seemed to notice for the first time that they had been standing, and +they walked on.</p> + +<p>Her heart was still beating fast—beating with a new and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> strange +happiness glowing through her. Only a few minutes ago she had felt so +weary and wretched; the familiar scene, which she loved so dearly, had +seemed flat and dreary and full of melancholy, and now—oh! how lovely +it was! how good it was to look upon!</p> + +<p>Why had everything changed so suddenly? Why was every pulse dancing to +the subtle music with which the air seemed full?</p> + +<p>The question came to her with a kind of dread and fear; and her eyes, +which shone like stars, grew momentarily troubled and puzzled.</p> + +<p>He scarcely dared look at her. The longing to touch her, to take her in +his arms—that longing of passionate love which he had never felt +before—rose imperiously in his heart; but something restrained him. She +was so young, so innocent and girlish that a kind of awe fell upon him. +When, as she walked beside him, the sleeve of her jacket came in contact +with his arm, a thrill ran through him, and he caught his breath.</p> + +<p>But he would hold himself in check; not at this moment, when she was +startled by his sudden appearance, would he tell her. It was more than +likely that he would frighten her, and that she would fly from him.</p> + +<p>"And is there any news?" he asked.</p> + +<p>She looked up as if she had come from a reverie.</p> + +<p>"News! There is never any news at Shorne Mills!" she said, smiling +brightly. "Nothing ever happens. Dick has shot some rabbits—and there +was a good catch of mackerel yesterday, and—that's all."</p> + +<p>Her eyes shone up at him, and he looked into their depths. "I wish I'd +been here," he said. "But perhaps they'll have another big catch."</p> + +<p>"Are you going to stay?"</p> + +<p>The question sprang from her lips almost before she knew it, and she bit +them a moment after the words were spoken; for it seemed to her that he +must have noticed the eagerness, the anxiety in the query; but Drake +only thought that she had asked with some surprise.</p> + +<p>"A—a little while," he replied.</p> + +<p>"Mamma and Dick will be very pleased," she said, in as matter-of-fact a +tone as she could.</p> + +<p>"I wired to Mrs. Brownie, asking her if she could put me up—old Brownie +lets some rooms, he told me——"</p> + +<p>Her face fell for a moment.</p> + +<p>"You are not coming to us—to The Cottage?" she said cheerily.</p> + +<p>"No; I couldn't trespass upon Mrs. Lorton's hospitality," he replied.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I hope you will be comfortable——" She hesitated. "Mrs. Brownie's +cottage is very small and——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm used to roughing it," he cut in; "and perhaps, when I find it +too small, you will let me come up and see you——"</p> + +<p>"In our palatial mansion—for a change."</p> + +<p>She was bright again, and her eyes were sparkling. After all, though he +would not be under the same roof, he would be near—would be in Shorne +Mills.</p> + +<p>"I think I'll go down to Mrs. Brownie's and see if it is all right, and +then come up for a cup of tea, if I may," he said, as they neared The +Cottage.</p> + +<p>He opened the gate for her; she gave him a little nod, her sweet face +radiant with the new-born happiness which suffused her whole being, and +ran in.</p> + +<p>"Mamma—guess who has come!" she exclaimed breathlessly, as she entered +the sitting room where Mrs. Lorton was reclining on the sofa with the +<i>Fashion Gazette</i> and a bottle of eau de Cologne beside her. "Dick, I +will give you three guesses—with a box of cigarettes as a prize," as +Dick sauntered in with the gun under his arm.</p> + +<p>"My dear Eleanor, why this excitement?" asked Mrs. Lorton rebukingly. +"Your face is flushed, and your hat is on one side——"</p> + +<p>"You'll have to give up drinking in the daytime, Nell," remarked Dick. +"No, mamma, the gun will not go off, because it is not loaded. I wish it +would, because I'm stone-broke and haven't any more cartridges. If I had +a sister worthy of the name, she would advance me a small sum out of her +pocket money."</p> + +<p>"Guess, guess!" broke in Nell impatiently.</p> + +<p>Dick smiled contemptuously.</p> + +<p>"Some conceited clown to lecture in the schoolroom?" he said. "We know +you of old, my dear Nell. Is there to be any tea this afternoon?"</p> + +<p>"Clown!" retorted Nell scornfully. "Really, I've a good mind not to tell +you until he—he comes himself."</p> + +<p>"He—who? I must ask you to restrain your excitement, Eleanor. My nerves +are in a very sad condition to-day, and I cannot—I really cannot bear +any mental strain."</p> + +<p>"It's Mr. Drake Vernon," said Nell, more soberly.</p> + +<p>Dick uttered the yell of a rejoicing red Indian; and Mrs. Lorton slid +into an upright position with incredible rapidity.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Vernon! Go on, you're joking, Nell!" cried Dick; "and yet you look +pleased enough for it to be true! Mr. Vernon! Hurrah! Sorry, mamma, but +my feelings, which usually are under perfect control——"</p> + +<p>"Is my hair tidy, Eleanor? Take this eau de Cologne<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> away. Where is he? +Did you think to bring a tea cake for tea? No, of course not; you think +of nothing, nothing! I sometimes wonder why you have not imitated some +of the Wolfer tact and readiness."</p> + +<p>"I met Mr. Vernon on the moor, away from the village. I will make some +toast. He is coming up presently. He is going to stay at the +Brownies'—this is my best hat. Do be careful!"</p> + +<p>For Dick, in his joy, had fallen against her in the passage and nearly +knocked her hat off; then he seized her by the arm, and, fixing her with +a gaze of exaggerated keenness, demanded in melodramatic tones, but too +low for Mrs. Lorton to hear:</p> + +<p>"What means this sudden and strange return of the interesting stranger? +Speak, girl! Attempt not to deceive; subterfuge will not avail ye! Say, +what means this unexpected appearance? Ah! why that crimson blush which +stains your nose——"</p> + +<p>Nell broke from him—half ashamedly, for was she, indeed, blushing?—and +ran to make the toast, and Dick went to the gate to watch for Drake.</p> + +<p>Drake found the Brownies expecting him, and was shown the tiny sitting +room and bedroom they had hastily prepared; and, his luggage having +arrived, he had a wash and a change.</p> + +<p>And as he dried himself on the lavender-scented towel, he invented an +excuse for his return. He was filled with a strange gladness; the surge +of the waves as they beat against the jetty sang a welcome to him; he +could hear the fishermen calling to each other, as they cleaned their +boats, or whistling as they sat on the jetty spreading their nets to +dry; it was more like coming back to his birthplace, or some spot in +which he had lived for years, than to the little seaside village which +he had seen for the first time a few weeks ago.</p> + +<p>As he went up slowly to The Cottage, every man, woman, and child he met +touched his hat or curtsied and smiled a welcome to him, and Dick's +"Hallo, Mr. Vernon! then it is you, and Nell wasn't spoofing us. How are +you? Come in!" went straight to his heart.</p> + +<p>He went in with his hand on the boy's shoulder, and was received by Mrs. +Lorton with a mixture of stately dignity and simpering pleasure, which, +however, no longer roused his irritation and impatience.</p> + +<p>"I am quite sure you will not be comfortable at the Brownies', Mr. +Vernon," she said; "and I need not say that we shall be glad if you are +not. Your room awaits you whenever you feel inclined to return to +it—Richard, tell<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> Eleanor that we are ready for the tea. And how did +you leave London, Mr. Vernon? I am aware that it is not the season; but +there are always some good families remaining in town," et cetera.</p> + +<p>Drake answered with as fair an imitation of interest as he could manage; +then Nell came in, followed by Molly, with the tea. There was no longer +any sign of a blush on the girl's face, but the gray eyes were still +bright, and a smile—such a tender, joyous, sunny smile—lurked in +ambush at the corners of her sweet lips. She did not look at him, and +was quite busy with the teacups and saucers; but she listened to every +word he said, as if every word were too precious to miss.</p> + +<p>"I was obliged to come down—the horses, you know," he said, as if that +fully explained his return; "and, to tell you the truth, my dear Mrs. +Lorton, I was very glad of the excuse. London is particularly hateful +just now; though, as you say, there are a good many people there still."</p> + +<p>"Did you meet my cousin Wolfer?" asked Mrs. Lorton.</p> + +<p>Drake expressed his regret at not having done so.</p> + +<p>"I think you would like him," she said, with her head on one side, and +with a long sigh. "It is years since I have seen him. When last we +met——"</p> + +<p>"'He wore a wreath of roses!'" murmured Dick, under his breath.</p> + +<p>—"And no doubt he would find me much changed; one ages in these +out-of-the-way places, where the stir and bustle of the great world +never reaches one."</p> + +<p>"Mamma dropping into poetry is too touching!" murmured Dick; then aloud: +"Nell, my child, if you are going to have a fit you had better leave the +room. This is the second time you have shot out your long legs and +kicked me. You had better see Doctor Spence."</p> + +<p>The boy's badinage, Nell's half-shy delight, filled Drake with joy; even +Mrs. Lorton's folly only amused him. He leaned back and drank his tea +and ate his toast—he knew that Nell had made it, and every morsel was +sweet to him—with a feeling of happiness too deep for words. And yet +there was anxiety mixed with his happiness. Was the delight only that +which would arise in the heart of a young girl, a child, at the visit of +a friend?</p> + +<p>"Shall we go down and look at the boat?" he asked, after he had +dutifully listened to some more of Mrs. Lorton's remarks on fashion and +nobility.</p> + +<p>"Right you are!" said Dick; "and if you will promise to behave yourself +like a decent member of society, you shall come too, Nell. You won't +mind my bringing my little sister, sir?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span></p> + +<p>Drake smiled, but the smile died away as they walked down to the jetty; +he could have dispensed with the presence of Nell's little brother.</p> + +<p>"We might go for a short sail, mightn't we?" he said, as they stood +looking at the boat. "Pity you didn't bring your gun, Dick!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I can fetch it!" said Dick promptly. "I shan't be ten minutes."</p> + +<p>Drake waved to Brownie to bring the <i>Annie Laurie</i> to the steps, and +helped Nell into the boat; then ran up the sail, and pushed off.</p> + +<p>"Aren't we going to wait for Dick?" said Nell innocently.</p> + +<p>"Oh, we'll just cruise about till he comes," said Drake. "Let me take +the tiller."</p> + +<p>He steered the boat for the bay, and lit his pipe. It was just as if he +had not left Shorne Mills; and, as he looked around at the multicolored +cliffs, the sky dyed by the setting sun with vivid hues of crimson and +yellow, and at Nell's lovely and happy face, he thought of the world in +which he had moved last night; and its hollowness and falsity, its +restless pursuit of pleasure, its selfish interests appalled him. He had +resolved, or only half resolved, perhaps, last night, that he would "cut +it"—leave it forever. Why shouldn't he? Why should he go back?</p> + +<p>Even before he had met Nell, he had been utterly weary of the old life; +and, even if he had still hankered after it, it was now not possible for +him. It was very improbable that he would inherit the title and estates; +he had quarreled with his uncle; he had learned the bitter truth, that +the women of his set were incapable of a disinterested love. And he had +desired to be loved for himself alone. Does not every man desire it?</p> + +<p>Why should he not remain as "Drake Vernon," without title or fortune? If +he won a woman's love, it would be for himself, not for the rank he +could bestow——</p> + +<p>"There is Dick!" said Nell.</p> + +<p>Drake awoke from his reverie.</p> + +<p>"Scarcely worth while going back for him, is it?" he said. "Besides, +he'll want to shoot something—and these gulls look so happy and +contented——"</p> + +<p>"Why, you told him to get his gun!" she said, with surprise. "But it +doesn't matter. He's going out in Willy's boat, I see. I suppose he +thinks we shan't turn back for him. Isn't it lovely this evening?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he assented absently.</p> + +<p>If—if Nell, now, for instance, were to—to promise to be his wife, he +would be sure that it was for himself she cared! She did not know that +he was anything other than just Mr.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> Drake Vernon. No carking doubts of +the truth and purity of her love would ever embitter his happiness.</p> + +<p>"Where are we going?" she asked, turning on her elbow as he steered for +the cove where they had lunched the other day.</p> + +<p>"I've a fancy to look into that cave," he said. "What a capital place it +would be for a picnic! Shall we go ashore for a few minutes?"</p> + +<p>He threw out the anchor, leaped to the shore, and pulled the boat in for +her. She prepared to jump, as usual, but as she stood, her slight figure +poised on the gunwale, he took her in his arms and lifted her out.</p> + +<p>Her face went crimson for an instant, but she turned aside, and walked +up the beach, and by the time he had overtaken her the crimson had gone; +but the grip of his arms had set her tingling, and her heart was beating +fast; and yet it was so foolish to—to mind; for had not Brownie and +Willy, and half the fishermen of Shorne Mills, lifted her out of a boat +when the sea was rough and the boat unsteady?</p> + +<p>"Let us sit down," Drake said.</p> + +<p>There was a big bowlder just within the cave, and Nell seated herself on +it, and he slid down at her side.</p> + +<p>"If Dick is angry, you will have to protect me," she said, breaking the +silence which seemed to oppress her with a sense of dread.</p> + +<p>"I will; especially as it was my fault," he said. "I didn't want +Dick—for a wonder. I wanted to be—alone—with you again. I have wanted +it every minute since I left you. Do you know why?"</p> + +<p>She had grown pale; but she tried to smile, to meet the ardent gaze of +his eyes; but she could not.</p> + +<p>"Hadn't—hadn't we better be going back?" she faltered; "it is growing +late."</p> + +<p>But her voice was so low that she wondered whether she had spoken aloud.</p> + +<p>"I want to tell you that I have missed you, how I have longed for you," +he went on, not speaking with the fluency for which some of his men +friends envied him, but brokenly, as if the words were all inadequate to +express his meaning. "All the way up to London I thought of you—I could +not help thinking of you. All the time I was there, whether I was alone +or in the midst of a mob of people, I thought of you. I could see your +face, hear your voice. I could not rest day or night. I felt that I must +come back to you; that there would be no peace or contentment for me +unless I could see you, hear you, be near you."</p> + +<p>She sat, her hands clasped tightly, her eyes downcast and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> hidden by the +long dark lashes. Every word he was faltering was making the strangest, +sweetest music in her ears and in her heart. That he should miss +her—want to come back to her!—oh, it could not—could not be true!</p> + +<p>"Do you know why?" he went on, looking up at her with a touch of +anxiety, of something like fear in his eyes, for her downcast face told +him nothing; her pallor might only be a sign of fear. "It was because +I—love you."</p> + +<p>She trembled, and raised her eyes for one instant; but she could not +meet his—not yet.</p> + +<p>"I love you," he said, his voice deepening, so that it was almost +hoarse. "I love you."</p> + +<p>Just the three words, but how much they mean! Is it any wonder that the +poet and the novelist are never weary of singing and writing them? and +that the world will never be weary of hearing and reading them? How much +hangs upon the three little words! Love: it is the magic word which +transforms a life. It means a heaven too great for mortals to imagine, +or a hell too deep to fathom. To Nell the words spoke of a mystery which +she could not penetrate, but which filled her heart with a joy so great +as almost to still it forever.</p> + +<p>"Dearest, I have frightened you!" he said, as she sat so silent and so +motionless. "Forgive me! It seems so sudden to you; but I—I have felt +it for days past, have known it so long, it seems to me. I have been +thinking, dwelling on it. Nell, do you—care for me? Can you love me?"</p> + +<p>Her hands unclasped and went with a swift motion to her eyes, and +covered them. His heart sank with a sudden dread. She was not only +frightened; she did not care for him—or was it because she did not +know? She was so young, so girlish, so innocent!</p> + +<p>"Forgive me—forgive me!" he pleaded, and he ventured to touch her arm. +"I have—startled you; you did not expect—it was unfair to bring you +here. But I can't take it back. I love you with all my heart and soul. +See, Nell—you will let me call you that? It's the name I love above all +others—the name I think of you by. I—I won't harass you. You—you +shall have time to think. I will go away for—for a few days—and you +shall think over——No, no!" he broke off, springing to his feet and +bending over her with a sudden passion which swept all before it. "I +can't go. I can't leave you again, unless—unless I go forever. I must +have your answer now—now! Speak to me, Nell. 'Yes' or 'No'?"</p> + +<p>He drew her hands from her face as she rose, and her eyes were lifted +and met his. Love's sweet surrender shone<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> in them; and, with a cry of +wonder and joy, he caught her to him.</p> + +<p>"Nell, Nell!" was all that he could say. "Is it true? You—you love me, +Nell?"</p> + +<p>She hid her face on his breast, and her hands trembled on his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Yes—yes," she breathed, almost inaudibly. Then: "Do I?"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + + +<p>He took her face in his hands and turned it up to him, but paused as her +lips nearly met his.</p> + +<p>"Do you? Why, don't you know, dearest?" he asked tenderly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, ah! yes, I do," she said, and the tears sprang to her eyes as +their lips met. "It was because I loved you that I was so sorry when you +went; that every hour and day was a misery to me, and seemed to hang +like lead; it was because I loved you that I could not think of anything +else, and—and all the world became black and dark, and—and—I hated to +be alive. It was because—because of that, was it not?"</p> + +<p>He answered with the lover's mute language.</p> + +<p>"And—and you love me! It seems so wonderful!" she murmured, looking at +him with her eyes, now deep as violets and dewy with her tears. "So +wonderful! Why—why do you?"</p> + +<p>He laughed—the laugh that for the first time in his life had left his +lips.</p> + +<p>"Have you no looking-glass in your room, Nell?" he asked. "You beautiful +angel! But not only because you are the loveliest——"</p> + +<p>She put her hand to his lips, her face crimson; but he kissed it and +laid it against his cheek.</p> + +<p>—"You are not only the loveliest woman I know, but the sweetest, Nell," +he said. "No man could help loving you."</p> + +<p>"How foolish!" she breathed; but, ah! the joy, the innocent pride that +shone in her eyes! "You must have met, known, hundreds of beautiful +women. I never thought that I—that any one could care for me——"</p> + +<p>"Because there's not a spark of vanity in my Nell, thank God!" he said. +"See here, dearest, you speak of other women—it is because you are +unlike any other woman I have ever known—thank God again!—because you +are so. Ah, Nell! it's easier to love you than to tell you why. All I +know is that I'm the happiest man on earth; that I don't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> deserve——" +His voice grew grave and his face clouded. "The best of us doesn't +deserve the love of the worst woman; and I, who have got the sweetest, +the dearest——Ah, Nell! if you knew how bad a bargain you have made!"</p> + +<p>She laid her face against his hand, and her lips touched it with a kiss, +and she laughed softly, as one laughs for mere joy which pants for +adequate expression.</p> + +<p>"I am satisfied—ah, yes! I am satisfied!" she whispered. "It is you who +have made the bad bargain—an ignorant girl—just a girl! Why, Dick will +laugh at you! And mamma will think you are too foolish for words."</p> + +<p>He looked down at her—he was sitting on the bowlder now, and she was on +the sand at his feet, her head resting against him, his arm round her.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Lorton knows nothing about me," he said. "I'm afraid, when she +knows——"</p> + +<p>His words did not affect her. In a sense, she was scarcely noting them. +This new happiness, this unspeakable joy, was taking complete possession +of her. That his lips should have touched hers, that his arm should be +round her, that her head should be resting against him, his kisses upon +her hair, was all so wonderful that she could scarcely realize it. Would +she awake presently and find that she was in her own room, with the +pillow wet with the tears that had fallen because "Mr. Drake Vernon" had +left Shorne Mills forever?</p> + +<p>"Does she not?" she said easily. "She knows as much about you as I do, +and I am content. But mamma will be pleased, because she likes you. And +Dick"—she laughed, and her eyes glowed with her love for the boy—"Dick +will yell, and will tease me out of my life. But he will be glad, +because he is so very fond of you. What do you do to make everybody like +you so much, Mr. Vernon?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, 'Drake, Drake, Drake'!" he said.</p> + +<p>"Drake," she murmured, and he stifled the word on her lips with kisses.</p> + +<p>"I'm by no means sure that Mrs. Lorton will be pleased," he said, after +a moment. "See here, Nell—I never saw such hair as yours. It is dark, +almost black, and yet it is soft and like silk——"</p> + +<p>"And it is all coming down. Ah, no, you cannot coil it up. Let it be for +a moment. Do you really like it? Dick says it is like a horse's mane."</p> + +<p>"Dick is a rude young scamp to whom I shall have to teach respect for +his sister. But Mrs. Lorton, dearest—I'm afraid she won't be pleased. I +ought to have told you, Nell, that I'm a poor man."</p> + +<p>"Are you?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span></p> + +<p>She nestled a little closer, and scooped up the sand with her disengaged +hand—the one he was not holding—and she spoke with an indifference +which filled Drake to the brim with satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said. "I was not always so poor; but I am one who has had +losses, as Shakespeare puts it."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry," she said simply, but still with a kind of indifference. +"Mamma said you must be rich because you—well, persons who are poor +don't keep three horses and give diamond bracelets for presents."</p> + +<p>She spoke with the frankness and ingenuousness of a child, and Drake +stroked her hair as he would that of a child.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's reasonable enough," he said. "But I've lost my money +lately. See?"</p> + +<p>She nodded, and looked up at him a little more gravely.</p> + +<p>"Yes? I am sorry. I suppose it must have seemed very hard to you. I have +never been rich, but I can imagine that one does not like losing his +money and becoming poor. Poor—Drake!"</p> + +<p>"Then, you don't mind?" he inquired. "You don't shrink from the prospect +of being a pauper's bride, Nell?"</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"Why should I?" she said simply. "We've always been poor—at least, +nearly since I can remember; and we have always been happy, Dick and I. +Now, it would not have been so nice if you had been very rich."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" he asked, lifting a tress of her hair to his lips.</p> + +<p>She thought for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't you see? I should have felt that you had been foolish to—to +love me——" There was an interlude. Should he ever grow tired of +kissing her? he asked himself. "And I should have been afraid."</p> + +<p>"Afraid of what?"</p> + +<p>"Well, that you would be ashamed of me when you took me into the society +of fashionable people, and——Oh, I am very glad that you are not rich! +That sounds unkind, I am afraid."</p> + +<p>"Nell," he said solemnly, "I have long suspected that you were an angel +masquerading as a mere woman, but I am now convinced of it."</p> + +<p>She laughed, and softly rubbed her cheek against his arm.</p> + +<p>"And I have long suspected that you were a rich man and a 'somebody' +masquerading as a poor one, and I am delighted to hear that I was +mistaken."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span></p> + +<p>He started at the first words of her retort, but breathed a sigh of +relief as she concluded.</p> + +<p>"Poor or rich, I love you, Nell," he said, with a seriousness which was +almost solemn, "and I will do my level best to make you happy. When you +are my wife——"</p> + +<p>The blood rushed to her face, and her head dropped.</p> + +<p>"That will be a long time hence," she whispered.</p> + +<p>"No, no!" he said quickly, passionately. "I couldn't wait very long, +Nell. But when you are my wife, I will try to prove to you that poor +people can be happy. We shall just have enough to set up a house in some +foreign land."</p> + +<p>She looked up at him gravely.</p> + +<p>"And leave mamma and—Dick? Yes?"</p> + +<p>The acquiescence touched him.</p> + +<p>"You won't mind, dearest—you won't mind leaving England?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"How cold and cruel I have become," she said, as if she were communing +with herself. "But I do not care; I feel as if I could leave any one—go +anywhere—if—if—I were with you!"</p> + +<p>She moved, so that she knelt beside him, and her small brown hands were +palm downward on his breast; her eyes shone like stars with the light of +a perfect love glowing in them; her sweet lips quivered, as, with all a +young girl's abandonment to her first passion, she breathed:</p> + +<p>"Do you think I care whether you are poor or rich? I love you! Do you +think I care whether you are handsome or ugly? It is you I love. Do you +think I care where I go, so that you take me with you? I could not live +without you. I would rather wander through the world, in rags, and +starving, cold, and hungry, than—than marry a king and live in a +palace! I only want you, you, you! I have wanted you since—since that +first day—do you remember? I—turn your eyes away, don't look at me; I +am so ashamed!—I came down to you that night—the first night! You were +calling for water, and I—I raised you on my arm, and—and oh! I was so +happy! I did not know, guess, why; but I know now. I—I must have loved +you even then!"</p> + +<p>She hid her eyes on his arm, and he kissed her hair reverently.</p> + +<p>"And every day I—I grew to love you more. I was only happy when I was +with you. I wondered why. But I know now! And you were always so kind +and gentle with me; so unlike any other man I had met—the vicar, Doctor +Spence—and I used to like to listen to you; and—and when you touched +me something ran through me, something filled me with gladness."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span></p> + +<p>She paused for breath, her eyes fixed on his face, as if she were not +seeing him, but the past, and her own self moving and being in that +past.</p> + +<p>"And then you went, and all the happiness, all the gladness, seemed to +go, and—bend lower—I—I can only whisper it—the night you went I +flung myself on the bed and—and cried."</p> + +<p>"My Nell, my dearest!" was all he could say.</p> + +<p>"I cried because it seemed to me that my life had come to an end; that +never, so long as I should live, should I know one moment of happiness +again. It was as if all the light had gone out of the sky, as if the sun +had turned cold—ah! you don't know!"</p> + +<p>"Do I not, dearest?"</p> + +<p>"And then, when I saw you to-day, all the light and warmth came rushing +back, and I knew that it was you who were my light, my sun, and that +without you I was not living, but only a shadow and a mockery of life."</p> + +<p>Her hands fell from his breast, her head sank upon his knees, she sobbed +in the abandonment of her passion.</p> + +<p>And the man was awed by it, and almost as white as herself. He gathered +her in his strong arms and murmured passionate words of love and +gratitude and devotion.</p> + +<p>"Nell, Nell, my Nell! God make me more worthy of your love!" he said +brokenly, hoarsely.</p> + +<p>She raised her head from his knees and offered him—of her own free +will—her sweet lips, and then clung to him with a half-tearful, +maidenly shame.</p> + +<p>"Let me go!" she said.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The light that never was on earth or sky beamed on the <i>Annie Laurie</i> as +it skimmed toward the jetty.</p> + +<p>Nell sat in the stern, and Drake lay at her feet, his arms round her, +his face upturned to hers.</p> + +<p>God knows he was grateful for her love. God also knows how unworthy he +felt. This love is such a terrible thing. A maiden goes through the ways +of life, in maiden meditation fancy free, pausing beside the brook to +pluck the flowers which grow on its bank, and thinking of nothing but +the simple girlish things which pertain to maidenhood. Then suddenly a +shadow falls across her path. It is the shadow of the Man, and the love +which shall raise her to heaven or drag her down to the nethermost hell. +A glance, a word, and her fate is decided; before her stretch the long +years of joy or misery.</p> + +<p>And, alas! she has no choice! Love is lord of all, of our<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> lives, of our +fate, and none can say him nay. No one of us can elect to love a little +wisely, or unwisely and too well.</p> + +<p>But there was no doubt, no misgiving, in Nell's mind that night. She had +given herself to this man who had fallen at her feet in Shorne Mills, +and she had given herself fully and unreservedly. His very presence was +a joy to her. It was a subtle delight to reach out her hand and touch +him, though with the tips of her fingers. The gates of paradise had +opened and she had entered in.</p> + +<p>How short the hour seemed during which they had sailed toward the jetty! +She breathed a sigh, which Drake echoed.</p> + +<p>"Let me lift you out," he pleaded. "I want to feel you in my arms—once +more to-night!"</p> + +<p>She surrendered herself, and, for a moment, her head sank on his +shoulder.</p> + +<p>They walked up the hill almost in silence; but every now and then his +hand sought hers, and not in vain.</p> + +<p>She looked up at the starlit sky in a kind of wondering amazement. Was +it she?—was it he?—were they really betrothed? Did he really love her? +Oh, how wonderful—wonderful it was! And they said there was no real +happiness in this world.</p> + +<p>She could have laughed with the scorn of her full, complete joy!</p> + +<p>They entered The Cottage side by side, and were met by Dick, with +half-serious indignation.</p> + +<p>"Well, upon my word, for a clear case of desertion, I never——Why +didn't you wait for me? I've got a couple of gulls, and——What's the +matter with you, Nell? You look as if you'd found a threepenny piece."</p> + +<p>"Just in time for supper," simpered Mrs. Lorton.</p> + +<p>Drake took Nell's hand and led her into the light of the lamp, which +illumined the night and perfumed the day.</p> + +<p>"I've brought Nell back, Mrs. Lorton," he said, with the shyness of the +newly engaged man, "and—and she has promised to be my wife."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + + +<p>Drake's announcement was received with amazed silence for a moment; then +Dick flung up his piece of bread behind his back, caught it dexterously, +and burst out with:</p> + +<p>"See the conquering hero comes! Hurrah! Nell—Nell! Don't run away! Wait +for the congratulations of your devoted brother!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p> + +<p>But Nell had fled to her room, and, on pretense of chivying her, Dick +discreetly withdrew, leaving Drake to the inevitable interview with Mrs. +Lorton.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I don't know what to say," she murmured. "It is so unexpected, +so quite unlooked for. It is like a bolt out of the green——" She meant +blue, but had got the colors mixed. "I had no idea that you had any +serious intentions!"</p> + +<p>Then she remembered that she had to play the part of guardian, and +endeavored to fill the rôle with the dignity due to a lady of her +exalted birth.</p> + +<p>"I need not say that I—er—congratulate you, Mr. Vernon. Eleanor is +a—er—dear girl; she has been the comfort and consolation of my life, +and—er—the parting with her will be a great—a very great—trial. +Pardon my emotion!" She snuffed into a handkerchief, and wiped her eyes +with a delicate touch or two. "But I should not dream of standing in the +way of her happiness. No! If she has made her heart's choice, I shall +not attempt to dissuade her. And I feel that she has chosen wisely. Of +course, my dear Mr. Vernon, though we have had the pleasure of your +presence with us for some time, we do not—er—know——"</p> + +<p>Drake winced slightly. Should he tell her the truth? Should he say, "My +name's Drake Vernon, right enough, but I happen to be Lord Selbie?"</p> + +<p>But he shrank from the avowal, the confession. He knew that it would +call forth quite a torrent of amazement and self-satisfaction; that he +would be asked why he had concealed his full name and rank—and +to-night, of all nights, he felt unequal to the scene which would most +certainly follow the confession.</p> + +<p>"I will tell you all—I can," he said, with a pause before the last +words which, fortunately for him, Mrs. Lorton was too excited to notice. +"I'm afraid Nell hasn't made a very wise choice. I'm not worthy of her; +but that goes without saying; no man alive is. But even in the usual +acceptation of the term, I'm not what is called a good match."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton looked blank and rather puzzled as she thought of the +diamond bracelet and the three horses.</p> + +<p>"I—we—er—imagined that you were well off," she said.</p> + +<p>"I've met with reverses lately," said Drake; "and I'm poorer than I was +a—er—little while ago."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton drew herself up a little, and her expression grew less +complaisant.</p> + +<p>"Indeed?" she said interrogatively.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he went on quietly. "I am quite aware that Nell deserves——Perhaps +I'd better tell you the income we shall have to get along on."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span></p> + +<p>He mentioned the sum which the remnant of his fortune would produce, +and, though it was much smaller than Mrs. Lorton had expected, it was +large enough to cause her countenance to relax something of its +stiffness.</p> + +<p>"It is not a large income," she said. "And I cannot but remember that +Eleanor, though she is not a Wolfer by birth, is connected with the +family; and that, if she were taken up by them, she might—one never +knows what may happen under favorable circumstances. A season in London +with my people——"</p> + +<p>Drake nodded.</p> + +<p>"I know," he said, "Nell is worthy of the best, and no doubt if she were +in London I should stand a poor chance; but it's my luck that she isn't, +you see. And"—his voice dropped—"and I'm conceited enough to believe +that she cares for me; and I don't suppose my poverty will make any +difference. Heaven knows, I wish I were rich, for her sake!"</p> + +<p>"Well, we must make the best of it," said the good lady. "After all, +money isn't everything." She spoke as if she were suffering from the +burden of a million. "True hearts are more than coronets. I must write +and tell my cousin, Lord Wolfer."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't! I mean, is it necessary—at any rate, just yet?" said +Drake. It was just possible that Lord Wolfer might interest himself +sufficiently to ask questions; he might, indeed, connect "Drake Vernon" +with the two first names of Viscount Selbie. And Drake—well, this was +the first bit of romance in his life, and he clung to it. The idea of +marrying Nell, of marrying her as plain "Drake Vernon," down on his +luck, was sweet to him. He could tell her after the wedding, when they +were too far away to suffer from the fuss which Mrs. Lorton would +inevitably make over the revelation.</p> + +<p>"You see, we shall have to be married very quietly; and I'm thinking of +spending some time abroad, on the Continent—Nell will like to see a +foreign city or two—and, do you think it's worth while troubling your +people?"</p> + +<p>The "your people" flattered her, and she yielded, with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"As you please, Mr. Vernon—but I suppose I must now call you 'Drake'?" +she broke off, with a simper; "though, really, it sounds so strange, +and—er—so familiar."</p> + +<p>Drake wondered whether he ought to kiss her as he murmured assent.</p> + +<p>"I'll do my best to make Nell happy," he said; "and you must make the +best of a bad bargain, my dear Mrs. Lorton;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> and if you feel like being +very good to me, you'll help me persuade Nell to an early marriage."</p> + +<p>She brightened up at the word marriage, and at the prospect of playing a +part in the function beloved of all women; and when Nell stole in, with +pink cheeks and glowing eyes, drew the girl to her and bestowed a +pecklike kiss upon her forehead.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton provided the conversation during that meal, and, while she +prosed about the various marriages in the Wolfer family, Nell listened +in dutiful silence, now and again flushing and thrilling as Drake's hand +touched hers or his eyes sought her face.</p> + +<p>And Dick behaved very well. He reserved his chaff for a future occasion, +and only permitted himself one allusion to the state of affairs by +taking Nell's hand and murmuring: "Beg pardon, Nell! Thought it was a +spoon!"</p> + +<p>As Drake walked down the hill to the Brownies' cottage his heart +throbbed with the first pure happiness of his life. Nell's kiss, which +she had given him at parting at the gate, glowed warm upon his lips. And +if his happiness was alloyed by the reflection that he was deceiving her +in the matter of his rank, he thrust it from him.</p> + +<p>After all, what did it matter? What would she care? It was he, the man, +not the viscount, whom she loved. Yes, the gods had been good to him, +notwithstanding the ruin of his prospects; for was he not loved for +himself alone?</p> + +<p>He smiled, with a sense of the irony of circumstances, when he +remembered that only a few weeks ago he had congratulated himself that +he had "done with women!" But at that time he had not fallen in love +with Nell of Shorne Mills, and won her love; which made all the +difference!</p> + +<p>And Nell? She lay awake in a sleepless dream. Every word he had spoken +came back to her like the haunting refrain of a beautiful song; the +expression in his eyes, the touch of his hand—ah! and more, the kiss of +his lips—were with her still. It was her first love. No man before +Drake had ever spoken of love to her; it was her virgin heart which he +had won; and when this is the case the man assumes the proportions of a +god to the girl.</p> + +<p>And it seemed so wonderful, so incredible, that he should have fallen in +love with her, that he should have chosen her; as his queen, as his +wife. She tried to draw a mental picture of herself, to account for his +preference for her, and failed to find any reason for it. He had said +that she was—beautiful. Oh, no—no! He must have met a hundred women +prettier than she was; but he had chosen her. How strange! how +wonderful! Sleep came to her at last, but it was a sleep broken by +dreams—dreams in which Drake—she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> could think of him as "Drake"—held +her in his arms and murmured his love. She could feel his kisses on her +lips, her hair. Once the dream turned and twisted somewhat, and he and +she seemed separated—a vague something came between them, an intangible +mist or cloud which neither could pass, though they stood with +outstretched hands and yearning hearts; but this dream passed, and she +slept the sleep of joy and peaceful happiness.</p> + +<p>Happiness! It is given to so few to know happiness that one would like +to linger over the days which followed their betrothal. For every day +was an idyl. Drake had resolved to send the horses up to London for +sale; he had given Sparling notice, six months' wages, and a character +which would insure him a good place; but he clung to the horses, and +Nell and Dick and he had some famous rides before the nags went to +Tattersall's.</p> + +<p>And what rides they were! Dick, wise beyond his years, would lag behind +or canter a long way in front; and Nell and Drake would be left alone to +whisper together, or clasp hands in silent ecstasy.</p> + +<p>And there was the <i>Annie Laurie</i>. To sail before the wind, with the sun +shining brightly from the blue sky upon the opal sea; to hold his +beloved in his arms; to feel the warmth of her lips on his; to know that +in a few short weeks she would be his own, his wife!—the rapture of it +made him catch his breath and fall into a rapt silence.</p> + +<p>One day, as they were sailing homeward, the <i>Annie Laurie</i> speeding on a +flowing tide and a favorable breeze, his longing became almost +insupportable.</p> + +<p>"See here, Nell," he said, with the timidity of the man whose every +pulse is throbbing with passion, "why—why shouldn't we be married at +once? I mean, what is the use of waiting?"</p> + +<p>"Married!"</p> + +<p>She drew away from him and caught her breath.</p> + +<p>"Why not?" he asked. "I shan't be any the richer for waiting, and—and I +want you very badly."</p> + +<p>"But I am here—you have got me," she said, with all the innocence of a +child. "Oh, why should we hurry?"</p> + +<p>He bit his pipe hard.</p> + +<p>"I know," he said, rather huskily. "But I want you altogether—for my +very own. I don't want to have to part with you at the gate of The +Cottage. You don't understand; but I don't want you to. But, Nell, as we +are going to be married, we might as well be married now as months +hence."</p> + +<p>Her head sank lower; the <i>Annie Laurie</i> lost the wind, and fell off and +rolled on the ground swell.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Do you—want to marry me—so soon?" she murmured.</p> + +<p>"So soon!" he echoed. "Why, it is months—weeks—since we were engaged."</p> + +<p>"But—but—aren't you happy—content?" she asked. "I—I am so happy. I +know that you love me; that is happiness enough."</p> + +<p>He drew her to him and kissed her with a reverence which he thought no +woman would have received from him.</p> + +<p>"No; it is not enough, dearest," he said. "You don't understand. I'll +put the banns up to-morrow—no; I'll get a special license. I want you +for my own, all my own, Nell."</p> + +<p>When they sailed into the slip by the jetty, Dick was waiting for them.</p> + +<p>"Hal-lo!" he yelled. "I've been waiting for you for the last two hours. +I've news for you."</p> + +<p>"News?" said Drake.</p> + +<p>Nell was coiling the sheet in a methodical fashion, and thinking of +Drake's words.</p> + +<p>"Yes. The Maltbys are going to give a dance, and you and I and Nell are +asked."</p> + +<p>"And who are the Maltbys?" he inquired, with a lack of interest which +nettled Dick.</p> + +<p>"The Maltbys are our salt of the earth," he replied; "they are our +especial 'local gentry'; and, let me tell you, an invitation from them +is not to be sneezed at."</p> + +<p>"I didn't sneeze," said Drake, clasping Nell's hand as he helped her out +of the boat.</p> + +<p>"It's for the fifth," said Dick; "and it's sure to be a good dance; +better still, it's sure to be a good supper. Now, look here, don't you +two spoons say you 'don't care about it,' for, I've set my mind upon +going."</p> + +<p>Drake laughed easily.</p> + +<p>"Would you like to go?" he asked of Nell.</p> + +<p>"Would you?" she returned.</p> + +<p>Loverlike, he thought of a dance with her. She was, her girlish +innocence, so sparing of her caresses, that the prospect of holding her +in his arms during a waltz set him aching with longing.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said, "if you like."</p> + +<p>"All right," she said. "Yes, I should think we might go, Dick."</p> + +<p>"I should think so!" he shouted. "Fancy chucking away the chance of a +dance!"</p> + +<p>"How did they come to ask us?" Nell inquired. "We don't know them very +well," she explained to Drake. "The Maltbys are quite grand folk +compared with us; and, though Lady Maltby calls once in a blue moon, and +sends us cards<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> for a garden party now and again, this is the first time +we have been invited to a dance."</p> + +<p>"You have to thank me, young people," said Dick, with exaggerated +self-satisfaction. "I happened to meet young Maltby—he's home for a +spell; fancy he's sent down from Oxford—and he asked me to go rabbiting +with him. He's not much of a shot, though he is a baronet's son and +heir, and I rather think I put him up to a wrinkle or two. Anyway, the +other day he mentioned that they were going to have a dance—quite an +informal affair—and asked if I'd care to go; and Lady Maltby's just +sent a note."</p> + +<p>"All right," said Drake.</p> + +<p>Then he suddenly remembered his masquerade, and looked grave and +thoughtful. Yes, it was just possible that some one there might +recognize him.</p> + +<p>"Who are the Maltbys?" he asked. "I never heard of them."</p> + +<p>Dick's eyes twinkled.</p> + +<p>"I can't truthfully say that that argues you unknown," he said; "for +they are very quiet people, and only famous in their own straw yard. Old +Sir William hates London, and he and Lady Maltby seldom leave the +Grange."</p> + +<p>"There is no daughter, only this one son," explained Nell. "They are not +at all 'grand,' and I think you will like them. Lady Maltby is always +very kind, and Sir William is a dear old man, who loves to talk about +his prize cattle."</p> + +<p>"Do you happen to know who is staying at the house?" asked Drake.</p> + +<p>After all, perhaps, he would run no risk of detection; as he had never +met the Maltbys, it was highly improbable that they had heard of him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's not a large party. I remember some of the names, because young +Maltby ran over them. He said there weren't enough in the house to make +up a dance. I shrewdly conjectured that that's one reason why we were +asked."</p> + +<p>"Wise but ungrateful youth!" said Drake. "Let us hear the names."</p> + +<p>Dick repeated all that he could remember.</p> + +<p>"Know any of them?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No," replied Drake, with relief.</p> + +<p>"The fifth," mused Nell, thinking of her dress. "It is very short +notice."</p> + +<p>"It's only a scratch affair; but, all the same, I should wear my white +satin with Brussels lace, and put on my suite of diamonds and rubies, if +I were you," advised Dick.</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, as she glanced up at Drake.</p> + +<p>"I am just wondering whether I have outgrown my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> nun's veiling," she +said simply. "It's the only dress I have. I'm afraid"—she +hesitated—"I'm afraid you will think it a very poor one!"</p> + +<p>"Are you?" he said significantly. "You never can tell. Perhaps I shall +admire it."</p> + +<p>As he spoke he asked himself whether he should send up to Bond Street +for some jewels for her; but he resisted the temptation. Later on, when +they were married, he would give himself the treat of buying her some of +the things women loved. Even in the matter of the engagement ring he had +held himself in check, and only a very simple affair encircled the third +finger of Nell's left hand.</p> + +<p>They found Mrs. Lorton in a flutter of excitement, and she handed Drake +the note of invitation with the air of an empress conferring a patent of +nobility.</p> + +<p>"Very good people," she said; "though not, of course, the crème de la +crème. I am included in the invitation, but I shall not accept. The +scene would but recall others of a more brilliant description in which I +once moved—er—not the least of the glittering throng. No, Eleanor, you +will not need a chaperon. You have Drake, who, I trust, will enjoy +himself in what may be novel circumstances," she added, with affable +patronage.</p> + +<p>"You will not need a new dress, Eleanor—Dick tells me that he must have +a new suit."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; I am all right!" said Nell cheerfully.</p> + +<p>She found that the old frock could, with a little alteration, be +utilized, and for several evenings Drake sat and watched her as she +lengthened the skirt and bestowed new lace and ribbons upon the thing, +and, as he smoked, imagined how she would look on the night of the +dance. He knew that not one of the other women, let them be arrayed in +all the glory of the Queen of Sheba herself, would outshine his star.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + + +<p>On the night of the fifth Nell sang softly to herself as she stood +before the glass putting the last touches to her toilet. She was +brimming over with happiness, and as she looked at the radiant +reflection she wondered whether her lover would be satisfied. It is the +question which every woman who loves asks herself. It is for the man of +her heart that she lives and has her being; it is that she may find +favor in his sight that she brushes the hair he has kissed; it is with +the hope that his eye may be caught, his fancy pleased, that she puts +the flower at her bosom or winds<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> the filmy lace around her neck. And it +was of Drake—Drake—Drake—she thought and dreamed as she turned from +the glass and went down the stairs.</p> + +<p>She had heard the wheels of the fly he had procured from Shallop, and +she found him in the little hall waiting for her.</p> + +<p>He looked up at the lovely vision with startled admiration, for hitherto +he had only seen her in week-a-day attire; and this slight, graceful +form, clad in soft white, seemed so pure, so virginal and ethereal, +that, not for the first time, his joy in her loveliness was tempered +with awe.</p> + +<p>"Nell!" was all he could say, and he stretched out his arms, then let +them fall. "I should crush you or break you," he said, half seriously. +"Is that the dress I saw you making up—that! It looked like——"</p> + +<p>"A rag," she finished for him, her eyes shining down upon him with a +woman's gratitude for his admiration. "Will it do? Do I look—passable?"</p> + +<p>"No," he said; "no one could pass you! Nell, my angel—yes, you are like +an angel to-night!" he broke off, in lower tones. "You—you frighten me, +dearest. I dread to see you spread your wings and fly away from me."</p> + +<p>She laughed shyly and shook her head.</p> + +<p>"And—and—how different you look!" she said; for it was the first time +she had seen Drake in the costume which we share with the waiter; and +her pride in him—in his tall figure and square shoulders—glowed in her +eyes. If he had been lame and halt she would have still loved him; +but—well, there is no woman who is not proud of her sweetheart's good +looks. Sometimes she is prouder of them than of her own.</p> + +<p>"Let me put this wrap around you," he said; and as he did so she raised +her head with a blush and an invitation in her eyes, and he kissed her +on the lips. "See here, dearest," he said, "your first dance! And as +many as you will give me afterward. Did I ever mention that I was +jealous? Nell, I inform you of the gruesome fact now; and that I shall +endure agonies every time I see you dancing with another man."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you will be spared that pain," she said. "I may be a +wallflower, waiting for you to take pity on me."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I should think that very probable," he retorted ironically. "Oh, +Nell, how I love you, how proud——"</p> + +<p>Dick came out of the dining room at that moment, and at sight of Nell +fell back against the wall in an assumed swoon.</p> + +<p>"Is it—can it be—the simple little fishergirl of Shorne Mills? My +aunt, Nell, you do look a swell! Got 'em all on,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> Drake, hasn't she? +Miss Eleanor Lorton as Cinderella! Kiss your brother, Nell!"</p> + +<p>He made a pretended rush at her with extended arms, and Nell shrieked +apprehensively:</p> + +<p>"Keep him off, Drake! He'll crush my dress! Dick—Dick, you dare!"</p> + +<p>Dick winked at Drake.</p> + +<p>"You are requested not to touch the figure. Drake, have you observed and +noticed this warning? But so it is in this world! One man may kiss this +waxwork, while another isn't permitted to lay a finger on it. Now, are +we going to the Maltbys' dance, or have you decided to remain here and +spoon? And hasn't any one a word of approval for this figure? Between +you and me, Drake, I rather fancy myself to-night. I do hope I shan't +break any young thing's heart, for I'm not—I really am not—a marrying +man. Seen too much of the preliminary business with other people, you +know."</p> + +<p>They got into the fly, laughing, and Drake, as they drove along, +compared this departure for a simple country dance with his past +experiences. How seldom had he gone to a big London crush without +wishing that he could stay at home and smoke or read!</p> + +<p>"Remember," he whispered to Nell, as they alighted at the Grange, "your +first dance and as many as you can give me!"</p> + +<p>One or two other carriages set down at the same time, and they entered +the hall, a portion of a small crowd, so that Lady Maltby, a buxom, +smiling lady of the good old type of the country baronet's wife, had +only time to murmur a few words; and Drake passed on with Nell on his +arm.</p> + +<p>As they went up the room, a dance started, and he drew Nell aside, and +standing by her, looked round curiously and a trifle apprehensively. But +there was no person whom he knew, and Sir William, who came up to them, +had even got Drake's name wrongly.</p> + +<p>"Glad to see you, Miss Lorton. Dear, dear! how the young ones do grow! +Glad to make your acquaintance, Mr. Verney Blake, and to congratulate +you. I think I've met a relative of yours—an uncle, I fancy——"</p> + +<p>Drake's face grew expressionless in an instant.</p> + +<p>—"Sir Richard—or—was it Sir Joseph—Blake? He took the first for +shorthorns in seventy-eight."</p> + +<p>Drake drew a sigh of relief.</p> + +<p>"No relation of mine, Sir William, I regret," he said.</p> + +<p>"No? Same name, too. Funny! But there are a good many Blakes. So you're +going to run off with the belle of Shorne Mills, eh? Lucky fellow!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span></p> + +<p>With a chuckle he ambled off to his wife, to be sent to some one else, +and Drake bent to Nell.</p> + +<p>"Come!" was all he said, and he put his arm round her. The floor was +good, the band from the garrison town knew its business, and Nell——Was +he surprised that she should dance so well? Was not every ordinary +movement of hers graceful? But the fact that she could dance like an +angel, as he put it to himself, did not make his love for her any the +less or his pride in her diminish, be certain. He himself had been the +best dancer in his regiment, and this, his first waltz with the girl he +adored, sent the blood spinning through his veins.</p> + +<p>"Aren't we in step rather—nicely?" she whispered, trying to speak +casually, but failing utterly; for the joy that throbbed in her heart +made it impossible for her to keep her voice steady. "Oh, Drake, I—I +was afraid that I might not be able to dance, it is so long—ever so +long—since——Why, this is my first real ball, and I am dancing with +you! And how well you waltz! But you have danced so often—this is not +your first ball!"</p> + +<p>He glanced at her with a pang of uneasiness, but her eyes shone up at +him innocent of any other meaning than the simplest one, innocent of any +doubt of him, any question of his past.</p> + +<p>"He would be a rank duffer who couldn't dance with you, Nell," he said.</p> + +<p>Her hand tightened on his with the faintest pressure, and she closed her +eyes with a happy sigh.</p> + +<p>"If it could only go on forever!" was her thought; and she prayed that +no other man might want her to dance, for a long time.</p> + +<p>She would have liked to sit out the dances she could not have with +Drake, to sit and watch him. And she would not be jealous. Why should +she be? Was he not her very own, her sweetheart, the man who loved her?</p> + +<p>The waltz came to an end all too soon, and as Drake led her to a seat, +young Maltby approached her with two young fellows. She was the +prettiest girl in the room, though she was the simplest dressed, and the +men were anxious to secure her.</p> + +<p>Drake hastily scribbled his initials on several lines of her program, +then had to resign her to her next partner, and, in discharge of his +duty, seek a partner for himself.</p> + +<p>Lady Maltby introduced him to a daughter of a local squire, a fresh +young girl, with all a country girl's frankness.</p> + +<p>"What a pretty girl that was with whom you were dancing!" she said, as +they started. "She is really lovely!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And yet they say that women never admire each other," he remarked.</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that?" she asked, looking up at him with her frank, blue +eyes. "What nonsense! I love to see a pretty woman; and I quite looked +forward to coming here to-night, because we are to have a famous London +beauty."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Which one?" asked Drake absently; his eyes were following Nell, who +happened to look across at him at the moment, and who smiled the smile +which a woman only accords her lover.</p> + +<p>"I don't remember her name," said the girl. "But she is very beautiful, +I am told; though I find it hard to believe that she can be lovelier +than she is," and she nodded in Nell's direction.</p> + +<p>Drake felt very friendly toward the girl.</p> + +<p>"She is as good as she is beautiful," he said; then, as the triteness +and significance of the words struck him, he laughed slightly.</p> + +<p>His partner glanced up at him shyly.</p> + +<p>"Oh—I beg your pardon!" she said. "I didn't know. How—how proud you +must be!"</p> + +<p>"I am," said Drake.</p> + +<p>"And of course you want to be dancing with her now? If I were you I +should hate to have to dance with any one else. I wish—you would +introduce me to her after this waltz!"</p> + +<p>"With pleasure!" said Drake, wondering what on earth the girl's name +was—for, of course, he had not caught it.</p> + +<p>But the introduction was not made, for her next partner came up +immediately the dance was finished and bore her off; and Drake leaned +against the wall and watched Nell.</p> + +<p>She was dancing with a subaltern from the garrison town, and was +evidently enjoying herself. It was a pleasure to him to look at her; and +it occurred to him that even if the bright little American, with the +pleasant voice and tender heart, had not stepped in to ruin his +prospects; if the title and estates were as near to him as they had been +a few months ago; if he were moving in London society, in his own +critical and exclusive set, he would not have made any mistake in asking +Nell to be his wife. She would have justified his choice in any society, +however high.</p> + +<p>It occurred to him that where they were going on the Continent he might, +perhaps, procure a little amusement for her; there might be a dance or +two at the hotels at which they would stay; or he might take her to one +of the big state balls for which there would be no difficulty in +obtaining an invitation.</p> + +<p>Yes, he thought as he watched her—her lips half parted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> with a smile of +intense enjoyment, her eyes shining with the light of youth and +ignorance of care—she should have a happy time of it or he would know +the reason why; he would simply devote his life to watching over her, to +screening her from every worry, to——</p> + +<p>"Are you staying in the house, Mr. Blake?"</p> + +<p>It was Sir William who had toddled up and addressed the reflective +guest. Sir William never knew exactly how the house party was composed; +and sometimes a man had been staying at the Grange for a fortnight +without Sir William comprehending that the man was sleeping beneath his +roof.</p> + +<p>"No? Beg your pardon! I should have liked to show you my Herefords +to-morrow morning. I think you'd admire 'em; they're the best lot I've +had, and I ought to do well with them at the show. But perhaps you don't +take an interest in cattle-breeding?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I do," said Drake pleasantly, and with his rather rare +smile—he was brimming over with happiness and would have patted a +rhinoceros that night, and Sir William was anything but a rhinoceros. +"Every man ought to take an interest in cattle-breeding and +horse-breeding. I did a little in the latter way myself." He pulled up +short. "I shall be very glad to come over to-morrow morning, if you'll +allow me."</p> + +<p>"Do, do!" said Sir William genially, and evidently much gratified. "But, +look here, you'll have to come over early, because I've got to go and +sit on the bench, and shall have to leave here soon after ten. Why not +come over to breakfast—say, nine o'clock?"</p> + +<p>"Thanks!" said Drake; "I shall be very glad to."</p> + +<p>At this moment Lady Maltby came up to them with a rather anxious +expression on her pleasant face.</p> + +<p>"I can't think what has come to the Chesney party, William," she said. +"I didn't expect them very early, but it's getting rather late now. Do +you think they've had an accident?"</p> + +<p>"Not a bit of it!" returned Sir William cheerily. "They've had a jolly +good dinner, and don't feel like moving. Don't blame them, either. +Suppose we go and have a cigar, Mr. Blake?"</p> + +<p>Drake glanced toward Nell, saw that she was surrounded, exchanged a +smile with her, then went off with Sir William to the smoking room. They +were in the middle of their cigars, and talking cattle and horses, when +Drake heard a carriage drive up.</p> + +<p>"That's the Chesney people, I dare say," said Sir William,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> and +continued to dilate on a new rule which he was anxious that the +Agricultural Society should adopt, and Drake and he discussed it +exhaustively.</p> + +<p>Nell had just finished a dance when she saw Lady Maltby hurry across the +room to receive four persons, two ladies and two men, who had just +arrived. It was the belated Chesney party. Their entrance attracted a +good deal of attention, and Nell herself was startled into interest and +curiosity by the appearance of one of the new arrivals. She thought that +she had never imagined—she had certainly never seen—so beautiful a +woman, or one so magnificently dressed.</p> + +<p>A professional beauty in all her war paint is somewhat of a rara avis in +a quiet country house, and this professional beauty was the acknowledged +queen of her tribe. Her hair shone like gold, and it had been dressed by +a maid who had acquired her art at the hands of a famous Parisian +coiffeur; her complexion, of a delicate ivory, was tinted with the blush +of a rose; her lips were the Cupid-bow lips which Sir Joshua Reynolds +loved to paint. Naturally graceful, her figure was indebted to her +modiste for every adventitious aid the art of modern dressmaking can +bestow. Nell knew too little of dress to fully appreciate the exquisite +perfection of the <i>toilette de la danse</i>; she could only admire and +wonder. It was of a soft cream silk, rendered still softer in appearance +by cobweb lace, in which, as if caught by the filmy strands, as in a +net, were lustrous pearls. Diamonds glittered in the hair which served +them as a setting of gold. Her very gloves were unlike those of the +other women, and seemed to fit the long and slender hands like a fourth +skin.</p> + +<p>"How beautiful!" she said involuntarily, and scarcely aware that she had +spoken aloud.</p> + +<p>The man who was sitting beside her smiled.</p> + +<p>"Like a picture, is she not?" he said. "In fact, I never see her but I +am reminded of a Lely or a Lawrence; one of those full-length pictures +in Hampton Court, you know!"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Nell. "I've never been there."</p> + +<p>"Well, you won't think it a fair comparison when you do see them," he +said; "for there isn't one of them half as beautiful as Lady Luce."</p> + +<p>"What is her name?" asked Nell, who had not caught it.</p> + +<p>He did not hear the question, for the music had struck up again, and +with a bow he went off to his next partner. It was evident to Nell that +the beauty was not known to Lady Maltby, for Nell saw the other lady +introducing them. Nell felt half fascinated by the new arrival, and sat +and watched her, looking at her as intently as one gazes at something<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> +quite new and strange which has swung suddenly into one's own ken.</p> + +<p>Nell was engaged for that dance, but her partner did not turn up. She +was not sorry, for she wanted to rest; the room was hot, and, though she +was by no means tired, she was not eager to dance the waltz—unless it +were to be danced with Drake. She was sitting not very far from the +window; some considerate soul had opened it a little, and Nell got up +and went to it and looked out. It opened onto a wide terrace; the stars +were shining brightly, the night air came to her softly and wooingly. +How nice it would be to go out there! Perhaps if she stole out, and +waited, presently Drake would come into the ballroom, and, missing her, +would come in search of her, for he would guess that she would be out +there, and they would have a few minutes by themselves under the starlit +sky. It was worth trying for.</p> + +<p>She went out, without opening the window any wider, and leaning on the +stone coping, looked up at the sky, and then to where, far away, the few +lights which were still burning showed her where Shorne Mills nestled +amid its trees.</p> + +<p>As long as life lasted she would never be able to think of Shorne Mills +without thinking of Drake; she thought of him now, and longed for him; +and as she heard the window open wider she turned with a little throb of +expectation. But instead of Drake's tall figure, two ladies came out. +Nell recognized the beauty by her dress, and saw that the lady who was +with her was the one who had accompanied her to the ball.</p> + +<p>Nell's disappointment was so acute as to embarrass her for a moment, +and, reluctant, with a girl's shyness, to be found there alone, she +rather foolishly drew back quietly into the shadow accentuated by the +contrast of the light streaming from the half-open window. She retreated +as far as the corner of the terrace, and, finding a seat there, over +which she had nearly stumbled, she sank into it. Beside her was a marble +statue of the god Pan. The pedestal almost, if not quite, concealed her; +and, although she was already ashamed of having taken flight, so to +speak, she decided to remain where she was until the other two women +returned to the ballroom, or Drake came out and she could call to him.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce went and leaned upon almost the very spot where Nell had +leaned; and she looked up at the sky and toward the twinkling lights, +and yawned.</p> + +<p>"Sorry you have come, dear?" said Lady Chesney, with a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> little laugh. "I +know you so well that that yawn speaks volumes."</p> + +<p>"It is rather slow, isn't it?" admitted Lady Luce, with the soft little +London drawl in her languid voice.</p> + +<p>"My dear Luce, I told you it would be slow. What did you expect? These +dear, good people are quite out of the world—they are antediluvians. +The best people imaginable, of course, but not of the kind which gives +the sort of hop you care for. I'm sorry you came; but I did warn you, +dear, didn't I?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know," assented Lady Luce.</p> + +<p>"And, really, you seemed so bored—forgive me, dear; I don't want to be +offensive—that I thought that perhaps, after all, this rustic +entertainment might amuse you."</p> + +<p>"I'm not bored, but I'm very sick and sorry for myself," said Luce. "One +always is when one has been a fool."</p> + +<p>"My dear girl, you did it for the best."</p> + +<p>"That always seems to me such a futile, and altogether ineffectual, +consolation," said Luce; "and people never offer it to you unless you +have absolutely made a fool of yourself."</p> + +<p>"But I think, and everybody thinks with me, that you acted very wisely +under the circumstances. He could not expect you to marry a poor man. +Good heavens! fancy Luce and poverty! The combination is not to be +imagined for a moment! It is not your fault that circumstances are +altered, and that if you had only waited——"</p> + +<p>Lady Luce made a little impatient movement with her hand.</p> + +<p>"If I had only waited!" she said, with a mixture of irritation and +regret. "It was just my luck that I should meet him when I did."</p> + +<p>There was a pause. It need scarcely be said that Nell was extremely +uncomfortable. These two were discussing a matter of the most private +character, and she was playing the unwelcome part of listener. Had she +been a woman of the world, it would have been easy for her to have +emerged from her hiding place, and to have swept past them slowly, as if +she had seen and heard nothing, as if she were quite unconscious of +their presence. But Nell was not a woman of the world; she was just Nell +of Shorne Mills, a girl at her first ball, and her first introduction to +society. She could not move—could only long for them to become either +silent or to go away and leave her free to escape.</p> + +<p>"I suppose he was very much cut up?" remarked Lady Chesney.</p> + +<p>"That goes without saying," replied Luce. "Of course. He was very fond +of me; or, why should he have asked me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> to marry him? You wouldn't ask +the question if you had seen him the day I broke with him. I never saw a +man so cut up. It made me quite ill."</p> + +<p>"Then the love was not altogether on one side, dear?" said Lady Chesney.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce shrugged her white shoulders in eloquent silence.</p> + +<p>"Where did the dramatic parting take place?" asked Lady Chesney.</p> + +<p>"Here," said Lady Luce.</p> + +<p>"Here?"</p> + +<p>"Well, near here. At a little port—fishing place, called—I forget the +name—something Mills."</p> + +<p>"Oh! you mean Shorne Mills."</p> + +<p>Nell's discomfort increased, and yet a keen interest reluctantly awoke +in her. It seemed so strange to be listening to what seemed to her a +life's drama, the scene of which was pitched in Shorne Mills.</p> + +<p>"The yacht put in quite unexpectedly," continued Luce. "I didn't want to +land at all, but Archie worried me into doing so. We climbed a miserable +kind of steep place. I refused to go any farther. They went on, and I +turned into a kind of recess to rest—and found Drake there."</p> + +<p>For a moment the name did not strike with its full significance upon +Nell's mind, and the soft voice had continued for a sentence or two +before she realized that the man of whom this woman was speaking, the +lover whose loss she was regretting, bore the same name as Drake. She +had no suspicion that the men were the same; it only seemed strange and +almost incredible that there should be two Drakes at Shorne Mills.</p> + +<p>"I can imagine the scene," said Lady Chesney; "and I can quite +understand how you feel about it. But, Luce, is it altogether hopeless?"</p> + +<p>Lady Luce laughed bitterly.</p> + +<p>"You don't know Drake," she said. There was a pause. "And yet"—she +hesitated, and her tone became thoughtful and speculative—"sometimes I +think that I could get him back. He is very fond of me; it must have +nearly broken his heart. Yes; sometimes I feel sure that if I could have +him to myself for, say, ten minutes, it would all come right."</p> + +<p>"Don't you know where he is?"</p> + +<p>"No. There was a row royal between his uncle and him, and he +disappeared. No one knows where he is. It is just possible that he has +gone abroad."</p> + +<p>"There is danger in that," said Lady Chesney gravely. "One never knows +what a man may do in a moment of pique. They are strange animals."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You mean that he might be caught on the rebound, and marry some 'dusky +bride' or ruddy-cheeked dairymaid?" said Lady Luce, with a little laugh +of scorn. "You don't know Drake. He's the last man to marry beneath him. +If I were not afraid of seeming egotistical, dear, I would say that he +has known me too long and loved me too well——But there! don't let us +talk any more about it. The gods may send him to my side again. If they +do, I shall avail myself of their gracious favor and get him back; if +not——" She sighed, and shrugged her shoulders. "Heavens! how I wish I +had a cigarette!"</p> + +<p>"My dear, you shall have one," said Lady Chesney, with a laugh. "I know +where the smoking room is. I'll go and get you one, you poor, dear +soul!"</p> + +<p>She went in, and Nell rose from her seat. She could not remain a moment +longer, even if she had to tell this lady she had overheard their +conversation, and beg her pardon for having played, most reluctantly, +the eavesdropper. But as she stood fighting with her nervousness, a man +came out through the window. Her heart leaped with relief and +thanksgiving, for it was Drake.</p> + +<p>"Is that you?" he said, as he saw the figure against the coping.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce turned; the light streamed full upon her face, and he stopped +dead short and stared at her.</p> + +<p>"Luce!" he exclaimed, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>She stood for a moment as motionless as one of the statues. Another +woman would have started, would probably have shrunk back, with a cry of +amazement or of joy; but she stood for just that instant, motionless and +silent, and looking at him with her eyes dilating with surprise and +delight. Then, holding out both hands, she moved toward him, murmuring:</p> + +<p>"Drake! Thank God!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + + +<p>Lady Luce came forward to him with both hands extended; and the "Drake, +thank God!" was perhaps as genuinely a devout an expression as she had +ever uttered. For it seemed to her that Providence had especially +intervened in her behalf and sent him to her side. We all of us have an +idea that Providence is more interested in us than in other persons.</p> + +<p>Drake stood and looked at her for an instant with the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> same surprise +which had assailed him when he recognized her; then he took the small, +exquisitely gloved hands. How could he refuse them? As he had said, the +members of their set could not be strangers, though two of them had been +lovers and one had been jilted. They had to meet as friends or +acquaintances, as individuals of a community, which, living for +pleasure, could not be bored by quarrels and estrangements.</p> + +<p>In the "smart" set a man lives not for himself alone, but for the other +men with whom he plays and shoots and jokes and drinks; for the women +with whom he drives and rides and dances. He must sink personal feeling, +likes and dislikes, or the social ship which he joins as one of the +crew, the ship which can sail only on smooth and sunlit waves, will +founder. So Drake took her hands and smiled a greeting at her.</p> + +<p>"Why! To find you here! What are you doing here, Drake?" she said.</p> + +<p>She had no right to call him "Drake"; she had lost that right the day +she had jilted him; but she called him "Drake," and the name left her +lips softly and meltingly.</p> + +<p>"I might ask the same of you, Luce," he replied gravely, and unconscious +in the stress of the moment that he, too, had used the Christian name.</p> + +<p>But, alas! Nell had heard it! She had, half mechanically, shrunk behind +the pedestal; she shrank still farther behind it as Drake spoke, and she +put up her hand on the cold marble as if for support. For she was +trembling in every limb, and a sensation as of approaching death was +creeping over her. The terrace and the two figures grew misty and +indistinct, the music of the band sounded like a blurred discord in her +ears, and the blood rushed through her veins like fire one moment and +like ice the next.</p> + +<p>She would have rushed out of her hiding place and into the house, but +she could not move. Was she going to die? or was this awful, sickening +weakness only a warning that she was going to faint? She pressed her +forehead against the marble, and the icy coldness of the unsympathetic +stone revived her. She found that she could hear every word, though the +two had moved to the stone rail.</p> + +<p>"It is quite a shock!" said Lady Luce. She put her handkerchief to her +lips, her eyes, and then looked up at him with the smile, the confession +of weakness, which is one of woman's most irresistible weapons.</p> + +<p>"I—I am staying at the Chesneys'—you know the Chesneys? No? There is a +small party—some of us came over to-night to this dance—they are old +friends of the Maltbys. Drake, I can scarcely believe it is you!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span></p> + +<p>He stood beside her patiently, and yet impatiently. He was thinking of +Nell even at that moment; wondering where she was, how soon he could get +away from Lady Luce and find Nell.</p> + +<p>"You are staying here?" she asked, meaning at the Maltbys'.</p> + +<p>He nodded, thinking it well to leave her misconception uncorrected.</p> + +<p>"How strange! Drake, it—it is like Fate!" she murmured; and, indeed, +she felt that it was.</p> + +<p>"Like Fate?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes—that—that we should meet here, in this out-of-the way place, so +soon. Oh, Drake, if you knew how glad I am!"</p> + +<p>She put out her hand and touched his arm with the timid touch, the +suggestion of a caress, which women can convey so significantly.</p> + +<p>Drake glanced toward the open window apprehensively. Nell—any +one—might come out any moment, and——</p> + +<p>"Shall we walk to the end of the terrace?" he said. "You will catch +cold——"</p> + +<p>As he spoke he looked down at her. There was only a man's inquiry, and +consideration for a woman's bare shoulders, in the look; but to Nell, +whose eyes were fixed upon him with an agonized intentness, it seemed +that the look was eloquent of tenderness and passion.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," assented Lady Luce quickly. "Some one may come, and—and—we +have so much to say, haven't we, Drake?"</p> + +<p>He drew her arm within his mechanically, as he would have drawn it if he +had been leading her to a dance, or in to dinner, and they moved beyond +Nell's hearing.</p> + +<p>Drake bit his lip, and glanced sideways toward the house. What could she +have to say to him? and what did this sudden tenderness, this humility, +of hers mean?</p> + +<p>Suddenly it occurred to him that she had seen his uncle, and heard of +the old man's offer. Ten thousand a year was not a large income for one +in Lady Lucille Turfleigh's position; but—well, she might have been +tempted by it. His face hardened with an expression of cold cynicism +which Nell had never seen.</p> + +<p>"What have we to say, Luce?" he asked. "I thought you and I had +exhausted all topics of absorbing interest when we parted the other +day."</p> + +<p>She winced, and looked up at him reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how cruel of you, Drake!" she murmured, "As if I hadn't suffered +enough!"</p> + +<p>"Suffered!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span></p> + +<p>He smiled down at her, with something as nearly approaching a sneer as +Drake Selbie could bring himself to bestow upon a woman.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Drake, did you think I was quite heartless? that—I—I—did what I +did without suffering? Ah, no, you couldn't think that; you know me too +well."</p> + +<p>Her audacity brought a smile to his lips, and he found it difficult to +restrain a laugh of amusement. It was because he had learned to know her +so well that he himself had not suffered a pang at their broken +engagement—at least, no pang since he had learned to know and love +Nell.</p> + +<p>Where was she? How could he get away from this woman, whose face was +upturned to him with passionate pleading on it?</p> + +<p>"Have you seen my uncle lately?" he asked grimly, but with a kind of +suddenness.</p> + +<p>"No," she replied, and the lie came "like truth"—so like truth that +Drake felt ashamed of his suspicion of her motive.</p> + +<p>She had not, then, heard of his uncle's offer? Then—then why was she +moved at sight of him? Why were her eyes moist with unshed tears, the +pressure of her hand on his arm tremulous and beseeching?</p> + +<p>"No," she said; "I—I have been scarcely anywhere. I have—not been +well. I came down here to the Chesneys' to bury myself—just to bury +myself. I have been so wretched, so miserable, Drake."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry," he said gravely. "But why?"</p> + +<p>She looked up at him reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"Don't you—know? Ah, Drake, can't you guess? Don't—don't look at me +like that and smile. It is not like you to be so—so hard."</p> + +<p>"We men are hard or soft as you women make us, Luce," he said quietly. +"Remember that I have been through the mill. I was not hard or +cruel—once."</p> + +<p>It was an unwise thing to say. Never, if you have done with a woman, or +she has done with you, talk sentiment, says Rousseau. It was unwise, for +it let Luce in.</p> + +<p>"I know! Yes, it was all my fault. Drake, do you think I don't know +that? Do you think that I don't tell myself so every hour of the day, +every hour at night, when I lay awake thinking of—of the past?"</p> + +<p>"The past is buried, Luce," he said, with a short laugh. "Don't let us +dig it up again. After all, you acted wisely——"</p> + +<p>"No; I acted like a fool!" she broke in; and she meant it. "If I had +only listened to the cry of my own heart—if I had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> only refused to obey +father, and—and stuck to you! But, Drake, though you think me +heartless, and—and sneer——"</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean to sneer, Luce," he said. "Forgive me if I did so +unintentionally. I quite understood your difficulty, and, as I told you +the day we parted, I—well, I made allowances for you. You did what most +women of our set would have done."</p> + +<p>"Would they? But perhaps they really are heartless, while I——Drake, +you can't tell what I have suffered; how—how terribly I have missed +you! I—yes, I will tell you the truth. Do you know, Drake, that I had +made a vow that whenever we met, whether it was soon, or not for years, +I would tell you all. Yes—though, like a man, you should despise me for +it!"</p> + +<p>"I'm not likely to despise you for it, Luce," he said. As he spoke, Lady +Chesney came out onto the terrace. She looked up and down, saw the two +figures standing together, and, with a smile, returned to the house.</p> + +<p>"No; you are too generous for that, Drake; even if I—I confess that I +have not spent one happy—oh, the word is a mockery!—that I have been +wretched since the hour I—I left you."</p> + +<p>His face grew grave, almost stern.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry," he said simply. "Candidly, I didn't think——"</p> + +<p>"No, I know! You thought that I only cared for you because——You told +me that I was heartless and mercenary, you remember, Drake. But, ah; it +wasn't true! Yes, I've been brought up at a bad school. I've been taught +that it's a sacred duty for every girl, as poor as I am, to make a good +match; and I thought—see how frank I am!—that I could part from you, +oh, not easily, but without breaking my heart. But I—I was mistaken! I +miss you so dreadfully! There is not another man in the world I can care +for, or even dream of caring for."</p> + +<p>"Hush!" he said sternly.</p> + +<p>There was always something impressive about Drake, a touch of the +manliness which is somewhat rare nowadays, the manliness which women are +so quick to acknowledge and bow to; and Lady Luce shrank a little; but +her hand tightened on his arm, and her brown, velvety eyes dimmed with +genuine tears—for she was more than anxious, and more than half in love +with him—looked up at him penitently, imploringly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Drake—you believe me?" she whispered. "Don't—don't punish me too +badly! See, I am at your feet—a woman—Drake"—her voice sank to a +whisper, became almost inaudible, and her head drooped forward until it +nearly rested on his breast. "Drake—forgive—me and——"</p> + +<p>Her voice broke suddenly.</p> + +<p>He was moved to something like pity. Is there any man alive who can +resist the prayer, the touch of a beautiful woman, especially if she is +the woman he has once loved? If such a man there be, his name is not +Drake Selbie.</p> + +<p>"Hush!" he said again, but in a gentler voice. "God knows, I loved you, +Luce——"</p> + +<p>She uttered a faint cry. It was no louder than the sough of the night +breeze.</p> + +<p>"Drake—Drake! ah, Drake!" she breathed, her face lifted to his, her +other hand touching his breast. "Say it again! It's the sweetest music +I've heard since—since——Say it again, Drake. I won't ask for any +more——"</p> + +<p>"Don't!" he said hoarsely. The caress of her hand made him miserable; it +had no power to thrill him now. "I want to tell you, Luce——"</p> + +<p>"No—no," she said quickly, eagerly. "Don't scold me to-night. I am so +happy now. It is as if I had come back to life. Say it once more, Drake. +Just 'I forgive you'!"</p> + +<p>"I forgive you; but, listen, Luce," he added quickly.</p> + +<p>She slid her white arm round his neck, and drew his head down and kissed +him. The next moment, before he could say a word, she drew away from him +quickly.</p> + +<p>"Go in—I will come presently," she said. "There is some one—there is a +door."</p> + +<p>Confused, almost hating her for the kiss she had stolen—with Nell +flashing on his mind—he turned and entered the house by the door to +which she had pointed.</p> + +<p>She stood for a moment, then she went toward Lady Chesney. Her face was +pale, but there was a smile on her lips, a glow of triumph in her brown +eyes, as she paused in the light from the open window.</p> + +<p>Lady Chesney looked at her, then laughed.</p> + +<p>"My dear, you look transformed. Was that—but of course it was! Well? +But one need not ask any questions. Your face tells its own tale."</p> + +<p>Luce laughed, and touched her lips with her handkerchief.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it was Drake," she said. "What luck! what luck! And they say there +is no Providence!"</p> + +<p>"And—and it is all right?" asked Lady Chesney, anxiously.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce laughed softly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! Didn't I tell you that if I could have him to myself for ten +minutes——And we have been longer, haven't we? You see, he was fond of +me, and——Oh! have you brought a cigarette? I am simply dying for one +now!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span></p> + +<p>Lady Chesney held one out to her.</p> + +<p>"Here it is. But hadn't you better go in? They will miss you——"</p> + +<p>Lady Luce shrugged her shoulders as she struck a match from the gold box +Drake had given her.</p> + +<p>"What does it matter what these people think?" she retorted. "Nothing +matters now. I have got Drake back, and——All the same, we will get out +of sight of the window, lest we shock these simple folk. Yes, I am a +lucky young woman."</p> + +<p>They passed along the terrace, and Nell, as if released from a spell, +fell into the seat and covered her face with her hands.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + + +<p>Presently she let them fall slowly and looked vacantly with her brows +drawn—as if waiting for the return of some sharp pain—in the direction +of Shorne Mills. The lights had gone out; so also had died the light of +her young life.</p> + +<p>She tried to realize what this was that had happened to her; but it was +so difficult—so difficult! Only a little while ago she had been happy +in the possession of Drake's love. He had been hers—was her sweetheart, +her very own; he was to have been her husband; she was to have been his +wife.</p> + +<p>And now—what had happened? Was she dead—had she done some evil thing +which had turned his love for her to hate and driven him from her?</p> + +<p>Slowly the numbed sensation, the feeling of stupor passed, and the +truth, as she thought of it, came upon her with a rush and made her +press her hand to her heart as if a knife had stabbed it.</p> + +<p>Drake loved her no longer. He had never loved her. The woman he had +loved was the most beautiful of God's creatures, and Drake had only +turned to her—Nell—in a moment of pique. And this woman with the +perfect face, and soft, lingering voice; this woman whose every movement +was grace itself, who carried herself like an empress—an empress in the +first flush of her beauty and power—had changed her mind and called him +back to her. And he had gone.</p> + +<p>The fact caused such intense misery as to leave no room for resentment. +At that moment there was not one spark of anger, one drop of bitterness +in Nell's emotion; only misery so acute, so agonizing, as to be like a +physical pain.</p> + +<p>It seemed to her so natural, so reasonable, that he should<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> desert her +when this siren with the melting eyes, the caressing laugh, should +beckon him; for who could have resisted her? Not any man who had once +loved her.</p> + +<p>Nell's head moved slowly from side to side, like that of an animal +stricken to death. Her throat had grown tight, her eyes were hot and +burning, the sound, as of the plash of waves, sang in her ears; but she +could not cry. It seemed to her that she would never be able to cry +again. She looked vaguely at the other women as they walked at the far +end of the terrace, and she shivered as if with bodily fear. There was +something terrible, Circe-like, to her in the face, the movements, the +very voice of this woman who had taken Drake from her.</p> + +<p>Presently the two exquisitely dressed figures passed into the house, and +Nell rose, steadying herself by the pedestal. As she did so, she looked +up. A streak of light shot right across the statue, and the cruel face +with its leering eyes seemed to smile down upon her mockingly, +jeeringly, and she actually shrank, as if she dreaded to hear the satyr +lips shoot some evil gibe at her.</p> + +<p>And all the while the music, a waltz of Waldteufel's, soft and ravishing +and seductive, floated out to her, and mocked her with the memory of the +happiness that had been hers but an hour—half an hour ago. She +staggered to the edge of the terrace and leaned her head on her hands, +and, closing her eyes, tried hard to persuade herself that it was only a +dream; just a dream, from which she should wake shuddering at the unreal +misery one moment, then laughing at its unreality the next.</p> + +<p>But it was true. The dream had been the happiness of the last few weeks, +and this was the awakening.</p> + +<p>Before her mental vision passed, like a panorama, the days which the +gods had given her—that they might punish her all the more cruelly for +daring to be so happy.</p> + +<p>Yes; how often had she asked herself what right she, Nell of Shorne +Mills, had to so much joy? What had she done to deserve it?</p> + +<p>She remembered now how, sometimes, she had been terrified by the +intensity of her joy. That day Drake had told her that he loved her; the +morning he had taken her in his arms and kissed her; the night he had +looked down into her eyes and sworn that no man in all the world loved +any woman as he loved her. She had not deserved it, had no right to it, +and God had punished her for her presumption in daring to be so happy.</p> + +<p>But now what was she to do?</p> + +<p>She asked the question with a kind of despair.</p> + +<p>It never for one moment occurred to her that she should<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> accuse Drake of +his faithlessness, much less that she should upbraid him. Indeed, what +would be the use? Could she—she, an ignorant, half-taught girl, just +Nell of Shorne Mills—contend against such a woman as this Lady Luce?</p> + +<p>Luce! Luce! She remembered—for the first time that night, strangely +enough—how he had murmured the name in his delirium. She had forgotten +that, she had not thought of it, and had not asked who the woman was +whose visage haunted him in his fever.</p> + +<p>If she had only done so! He would have told her—yes, for Drake was +honest; he would have told her—and she would not have allowed herself +to fall in love with him. Even as it was, she had fought against it; but +her struggle had been of no avail. She had loved him almost from the +first moment.</p> + +<p>And now she had lost him forever!</p> + +<p>"Drake, Drake, Drake!" her heart called to him, though her lips were +mute.</p> + +<p>What should she do?</p> + +<p>No; she would not upbraid him. There should be no "scene." She knew +instinctively how much he would loathe a scene. She would just tell +him—what? That—that—it had all been a mistake; that—she did not love +him, and—and ask him to give her back her freedom.</p> + +<p>That was all. Not one word of Lady Luce would she say. He would go—go +without a word; she knew that.</p> + +<p>And now she must go back to the ballroom, and try and look and behave as +if nothing had happened.</p> + +<p>Was she very white? she wondered dully. She felt as if she had died, and +was buried out of reach of any pain, beyond all possibility of further +joy. Her life was indeed at an end. That kiss of Drake's—to her it had +appeared as if indeed it had been his, and not Luce's only, stolen from +him unawares—that kiss had killed her.</p> + +<p>Let Ibsen be a great poet and dramatist, or a literary fraud, there are +one or two things which he says which strike men with the force of a +revelation; and when he speaks of the love-life which is given to every +man and woman, and calls him and her a murderer who kills it, he speaks +truly, and as one inspired.</p> + +<p>Nell's love-life lay dead at her feet, and Drake, though all +unconsciously, had slain it.</p> + +<p>She wiped her lips, though they were dry and parched, and with trembling +hands smoothed her hair—the lips and the hair Drake had kissed so +often, with such rapture—and slowly, fighting for strength and +self-possession, passed into the ballroom.</p> + +<p>The brilliant light, the music, the dancers, acted upon her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> +overstrained nerves as a dash of cold water upon a swooning man. For the +first time since the blow had fallen pride awoke in her. She had lost +Drake forever; but she would make no moan; other women before her had +lost their lovers and their husbands by death, and they had to bear +their bereavements; she must learn to bear hers.</p> + +<p>A young fellow hurried up to her with a mingled expression of relief and +complaint.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Lorton; this is ours!" he said. "I have been looking for you +everywhere, everywhere, on my honor, and I was nearly distracted!"</p> + +<p>Nell moistened her lips and forced a smile.</p> + +<p>"I have been out on the terrace; it—it was hot."</p> + +<p>"And—you didn't feel faint? You look rather pale now!" he said +apprehensively. "Would you rather not dance?"</p> + +<p>"No, no; I would rather dance!" she replied, with a kind of feverish +impatience. "I—I think I am cold." She shivered a little. "I shall be +all the better for a dance!"</p> + +<p>She went round like one moving in a dream; her eyes looking straight +before her in a fixed gaze, her lips curved with a forced smile. After a +moment or two she grew warmer; the blood began to circulate, a hectic +flush started out on her cheeks.</p> + +<p>Any one seeing her would have thought she was enjoying herself +amazingly; would not have suspected that her heart was racked by agony; +that the music was beating upon her brain, inflicting pain with every +stroke; that she longed, with an aching longing, to be in the dark, in +her own room, alone with her unspeakable misery.</p> + +<p>One talks glibly enough of women's sufferings; but not one of us ever +comes near gauging them, for the gods who have denied them some things +have granted to the least of them the great power of enduring in +silence, of smiling while they suffer, of murmuring commonplaces while +the iron is cutting deeper and deeper into their souls. The nobler the +woman the greater this power of hers; and there was much that was noble +in poor Nell. And as she danced, those who looked at her were full of +admiration or envy. She was so young; her loveliness was so untainted by +the world; the delicate droop of the pure lips was so childlike, while +it hinted of the deeper nature of the woman, that many who regarded her +and then glanced at the professional beauty, mentally accorded Nell the +palm.</p> + +<p>And among them was Drake. He had gone straight to the smoking room, had +lit a cigarette, and, pacing up and down, had, with stern lips and +frowning brows, revolved the problem which fate had set him.</p> + +<p>He swore under his breath, after the manner of men,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> as he went over the +scene with Luce. What devil of ill chance had sent her down there? And +why—why had she changed her mind? Was it really true that she—cared +for, him still? He could scarcely believe it; and yet the caress of her +hand, the look in her eyes, the—the—kiss——He flung the cigarette +away—for he had bitten it in two—and fumed mentally. And what did she +mean, think? Was it possible that she thought he could go back to her?</p> + +<p>He laughed grimly, in mockery of the idea. Why, even if there had been +no Nell, he could not have gone back to Luce. And there was Nell! Yes, +thank God! there was Nell, his dear, sweet, beautiful Nell! His girl +love, the girl who was like a pure star shining in God's heaven compared +with a flame from—yes, from the nethermost pit. Love! He, who now knew +what love meant, laughed scornfully at the idea in connection with Lady +Luce. Passion it might be—but love! And she had left him with a kiss, +as if she were convinced that she had recovered him! Oh, it was +damnable, damnable!</p> + +<p>Why—why, she might even behave in the ballroom as if—as if she had a +right to claim him! She might even tell the Chesneys that—that——</p> + +<p>He strode out of the smoking room in time to see the Chesney party +taking their departure. As Lady Luce shook hands with the hostess and +murmured her thanks for "a delightful evening"—and for once they were +genuine and no idle formula—he saw her glance round the room as if in +search of some one; but he drew back out of sight.</p> + +<p>Then, when they had gone, he reëntered the ballroom and his eyes sought +Nell. She met them, and he smiled, but rather anxiously, with a feeling +of disquietude; for there was——Was there something strange in the +expression of her face? But as she smiled back—can one imagine what +that smile cost Nell?—he drew a breath of relief, found a partner, and +joined in the dance.</p> + +<p>By this time the party had reached the after-supper stage, and the +waltzes had grown faster. A set of lancers had been danced with so much +spirit and enjoyment that it had been encored. Some of the men were +talking and laughing just a little loudly, and the women's faces were +flushed with the one glass of champagne which is generally all they +permit themselves, the spell of the music, and the excitement of rapid +and rhythmical movement. Couples found their way into the anterooms and +recesses, or sat very close together in corners of the great, broad +staircase.</p> + +<p>Some of the men had boldly deserted the ballroom and retreated to the +smoking room, where they could play whist<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> and drink and smoke: "Must +wait for my womenfolk, you know."</p> + +<p>Dick, at this, his first dance, was enjoying himself amazingly. He had +gone steadily through the program, and as steadily through most of the +dishes at supper, and he was now flirting, with all a boy's ardor, with +a plump little girl, the niece of Lady Maltby.</p> + +<p>She was "just out," and Dick had danced three dances in succession with +her before she remembered that she was committing a breach of etiquette.</p> + +<p>"Dance again with you? Oh, I couldn't!" she said, when Dick, with inward +tremors but an outward boldness, begged for the fourth. "I mustn't—I +really mustn't!"</p> + +<p>"Why not?" demanded Dick innocently.</p> + +<p>"If you weren't such a boy you wouldn't ask," she retorted severely, but +with a smile lurking in her bright young eyes.</p> + +<p>"I bet I'm as old as you are," he said.</p> + +<p>"Are you? I don't think you are. You look as if you'd just come from +school. I'm——No, I won't tell you. It was just a trick to learn my +age. But if you must know why I won't dance again with you, it is +because no lady ought to dance three times in succession with a man."</p> + +<p>"But I'm only a boy, which makes all the difference, don't you see?" +said Dick naïvely. "Nobody cares what a boy does, you know. Come along."</p> + +<p>She pretended to eye him severely.</p> + +<p>"No; I won't 'come along.' And I think it's very rude of you not to take +an answer."</p> + +<p>"All right," he said cheerfully. "Then will you come and have some +supper?"</p> + +<p>"Why, it isn't half an hour ago since we had some."</p> + +<p>"Then come and see me eat some more," he suggested.</p> + +<p>"Thank you; but I am never very fond of seeing animals fed, even at the +Zoo!"</p> + +<p>"That was rather good," he said, with a grin. "My sister, Nell couldn't +have put that one in more neatly."</p> + +<p>"Your sister Nell? That's the girl over there, dancing with Captain +White? How pretty she is!"</p> + +<p>"Think so? Yes, she is, now you mention it. We are considered very much +alike."</p> + +<p>The girlish laughter, which he had been waiting for, rang out, and, +taking advantage of it, Dick coaxed her into a corner on the stairs, +where they could flirt to their hearts' content.</p> + +<p>"I wonder whether you'd be offended if I told you that you were the +jolliest—I mean nicest—girl I've met?" said the young vagabond, with +an assumption of innocence and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> humility which robbed the remark of any +offense—at any rate, for his hearer, whose eyes sparkled.</p> + +<p>"Not at all. And I wonder whether you'd mind if I told you that I think +you are the rudest and most—most audacious boy I ever met?"</p> + +<p>"Not the least in the world, because it's no news—I mean that I'm—what +was it—the rudest and most audacious? I have a sister, you know, and +she deals in candor, candor in solid blocks. But what a mission my +condition opens up before you, Miss Angel!"</p> + +<p>"A mission?" she asked reluctantly, young enough to know that she was +going to be caught somehow.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said, with demure gravity. "The mission of my reformation. If +you think me so bad to-night, I don't know, I really don't, what you +would have thought of me yesterday, before I had had the advantage of +your elevating society. Now, Miss Angel, here is a chance for you—the +great chance of your life! Continue your elevating influence. Your +cousin has asked me to a rabbit shoot to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"You'll shoot somebody. They really ought not to allow boys to carry +guns——"</p> + +<p>"Who's rude now?" he asked, with a grin. "I was going to say, when you +interrupted me, that if you came out with the luncheon party, I should +have the opportunity of a lesson in—in deportment and manners. See?"</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't think of coming," she declared promptly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, you will," he said teasingly, and with an air of conviction. +"Women always do what they wouldn't think of doing."</p> + +<p>"Really!" she retorted, with mock indignation. "There is only one thing +I can do, and it is my duty. I shall tell your sister——Oh, look!" she +broke off suddenly, and with something like dismay in her voice, as she +pointed downward.</p> + +<p>Dick leaned over, and saw Nell, sitting on an old oak bench just below +them. She was leaning back; her eyes were closed, and her face white.</p> + +<p>"Oh, go to her; she is not well. I am so sorry! Go to her at once!"</p> + +<p>Dick ran down the stairs, and the girl followed a step or two, then +stood watching them timidly.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, Nell! What's the matter?" asked Dick.</p> + +<p>She opened her eyes and rose instantly, struggling with all a woman's +courage beating in her heart to renew the fight, to play her part to the +end of that never—never-ending night.</p> + +<p>"Nothing, nothing. I am just a little tired, I think."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span></p> + +<p>At this moment Drake came up.</p> + +<p>"This is my dance, Nell," he said. His face, his voice were grave, for +his soul was still disquieted within him. "I have been looking for +you——"</p> + +<p>He stopped suddenly and put out his hand, for her face had grown white +again. She had raised her eyes to his for a moment with the look of a +dumb animal in pain; but she lowered them instantly and bent aside to +take up her dress.</p> + +<p>"I am tired," she said, forcing a smile. "The heat—could we not go +home? I—I mean, Dick and I—there is no need for you——"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes; at once; this instant!" he said. "Wait while I get you some +water—wait——"</p> + +<p>He went off quickly, and Nell turned to Dick.</p> + +<p>"Will you order the fly, Dick?" she said, in a tone that was quite new +to him.</p> + +<p>It was, though the boy did not know it, the voice of the woman who has +just parted with her girlhood.</p> + +<p>"Don't wait, please. I shall be all right."</p> + +<p>Dick left her, and Miss Angel came down to her timidly.</p> + +<p>"Is there anything I can do—I know what it is. You feel faint——"</p> + +<p>Nell smiled.</p> + +<p>"God grant you may never know what it is," she thought, looking up at +the girl's face, and feeling years and years older than she.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it is," she said. "But I shall be all right the moment I get +into the air."</p> + +<p>Miss Angel whipped off her shawl, which Dick had insisted upon her +wearing.</p> + +<p>"Come with me—you can wait just outside the hall. I know what it is; +you want to get outside at once—at once!"</p> + +<p>Nell went out with her, and as she felt the cool, fresh air, she drew a +breath of relief; then she turned to the girl.</p> + +<p>"I am all right now; you must not wait. I have your wrap——"</p> + +<p>Dick came up with the fly, and Drake appeared with her cloak and a glass +of wine. He had got his hat and coat as he came along. She drank some of +the wine, and turned to hold out her hand to the girl and wish her good +night and thank her.</p> + +<p>"I am quite, quite right now!" Drake heard her say; and his fears—for +to a man a woman's fainting fit is a terrible thing—were somewhat +dispelled.</p> + +<p>They got into the fly, and it drove off. Nell, instead of sinking into +the corner, sat bolt upright and forced a smile.</p> + +<p>"What a jolly evening!" said Dick, with a deep sigh. "Don't wonder you +girls are so fond of parties."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, with a brightness which deceived both of them, "it has +been very jolly. What a pretty girl that is with whom you were sitting +out, Dick!"</p> + +<p>"I always thought you had great taste," he said approvingly. "She was +the nicest girl there—as I ventured to tell her."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed—surely the hollowness of the laugh must strike them, she +thought—but neither of the two noticed its insincerity, and Dick +rattled on, suspecting nothing.</p> + +<p>Drake sat almost silent. To be near her, to have her so close to him, +was all the sweeter after the hateful scene with Luce. Heaven! how +different was this love of his to that other woman from whom he had +escaped! It was a terrible word, but it was the only fitting one to his +mind.</p> + +<p>He would tell Nell in the morning. Yes, he would tell Nell who he was, +and—and—of his engagement to Luce. It would be an unpleasant, hateful +story, but he would tell it. There had been too much concealment, too +much deceit; he had been a fool to yield to the temptation to hide his +identity; he would make a clean breast of it to-morrow. Once he +stretched out his hand in the direction of hers, but Nell, though her +eyes were not turned in his direction, saw the movement, and quickly +removed her hand beyond his reach.</p> + +<p>The fly drew up at The Cottage, and Dick jumped out and opened the door +with his key, and purposely went straight into the house. As Drake +helped Nell out, she drew her hand away to gather up her dress, and went +quickly into the little hall, and he followed her.</p> + +<p>Her heart beat fast and painfully. She felt as if she could not lift her +eyes; as if she were the guilty one. Would he—would he attempt to kiss +her? Oh, surely, surely not! He could not be so false. She held out her +hand.</p> + +<p>"I am so sleepy," she said. "Good night!"</p> + +<p>He looked at her as he held her hand, and at that moment the kiss which +Luce had taken burned like fire upon his lips. He shrank from touching +the pure lips of the girl he loved while the other woman's kiss still +lingered on his consciousness. It would be desecration.</p> + +<p>"You are all right now—not faint?" he said; and there was a troubled +expression in his face and voice.</p> + +<p>Nell thought she could read his mind, and knew the reason of his +hesitation. A few hours ago he would have lost no time in catching her +to his heart. But now—he loved her, no longer.</p> + +<p>Her face went white, though she strove to keep the color in it.</p> + +<p>"Yes, oh, yes!" she said. "I am only tired and—sleepy."</p> + +<p>"Then I won't keep you," he said gravely. "Good night."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span></p> + +<p>He had turned; but even as he turned, the longing in his heart grew too +fierce for restraint. He swung round suddenly and caught her to him, drew +her head upon his breast, and kissed her with passionate love—and +remorse.</p> + +<p>Nell strove for strength to repulse him, to free herself from his arms; +but the strength would not come. For a moment she lay motionless, her +lips upturned to his, her eyes seeking his, with an expression in them +which haunted Drake for many a long year afterward.</p> + +<p>"Nell," he said hoarsely, "I—I have something to tell you to-morrow. +I—I have to ask your forgiveness. I would tell you to-night, but—I +haven't courage. To-morrow!"</p> + +<p>The words broke the spell. The flush of a hot, unbearable shame burned +in her veins and shone redly in her face. With an effort, she drew +herself from his arms and blindly escaped into the sitting room.</p> + +<p>Drake raised his head and looked after her, biting his lip.</p> + +<p>"Why not tell her to-night?" he asked himself. There was no guardian +angel to whisper, "The man who hesitates is lost!" and thinking, "Not +to-night; she is too tired—to-morrow!" he left the house.</p> + +<p>Nell stood in the center of the room, her face white, her hands shaking; +and Dick, as he peeled off what remained of his gloves, surveyed her +critically.</p> + +<p>"If I were you, young person, I'd have a stiff glass of grog before I +tumbled into my little bed. Look here, if you like to go up now, I'll +have a smoke, and bring you some up presently. You look—well, you look +as if you were going to have the measles, my child."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed discordantly.</p> + +<p>"Do I?" she said, pushing the hair from her forehead with both hands, +and staring before her vacantly. "Perhaps I am."</p> + +<p>"Measles—or influenza," he said, with a pursing of the lips. "Get up to +bed, Nell."</p> + +<p>"I'm going," she said.</p> + +<p>She came round the table, and, leaning both hands on his shoulders, bent +her lovely head and kissed him.</p> + +<p>"Dick, you—you care for me still?" she asked, in a strained voice.</p> + +<p>He stared at her, as, brother like, he wiped the kiss from his lips.</p> + +<p>"Care for you? What——Look here, Nell, you're behaving like a +second-class idiot. And your lips are like fire. I'm dashed if I don't +think you are going to have something."</p> + +<p>She laughed and shook her head, and went upstairs. How<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> long the few +stairs seemed! Or was it that her legs seemed to have become like lead?</p> + +<p>As she passed Mrs. Lorton's room, that lady's voice called to her. Nell +opened the door, leaning against it.</p> + +<p>"Is that you, Eleanor?" said Mrs. Lorton. "What a noise you made coming +in! Really, I think you might have shown some consideration. You know +how lightly I sleep. I've the news for you." There was a touch of +self-satisfaction in her voice. "A letter has come. Here it is. You had +better read it and think over it."</p> + +<p>Nell crossed the room unsteadily in the dim flicker of the night light, +and took the letter held out to her—took it mechanically—wished Mrs. +Lorton good night, and went to her own room.</p> + +<p>Before she had got there she had forgotten the letter, and it fell from +her hand as she dropped on her knees beside the bed, her arms flung wide +over the white counterpane, her whole frame shaking.</p> + +<p>"Drake, Drake, Drake!" rose from her quivering lips. "Oh, God! pity +me—pity me! I cannot bear it—I cannot bear it!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + + +<p>Nell woke with that sickening sense of loss which all of us have +experienced—that is, all of us who have gone to bed with sorrow lying +heavily upon our hearts. The autumnal sun was pouring in through the +windows, the birds were singing; some of them waiting on the tree +outside for the crumbs which Nell had been in the habit, ever since she +was a child, of throwing to them. Even in her misery of last night she +had not forgotten the birds; in the misery of her awakening she +remembered them, and went unsteadily to the lattice window.</p> + +<p>The keen air, as it blew upon her face, brought the full consciousness +of the sorrow that had befallen her.</p> + +<p>Yesterday morning she was the happiest girl in all the world; this +morning she was the most wretched.</p> + +<p>She put her hands to her face, as if some one had struck her, and she +called all her woman's courage to meet and combat her trouble. The +bright world seemed pressing down upon her heavily, the shrill notes of +the birds clamoring their gratitude as they greedily fought for the +crumbs, pierced through her head. She swayed to and fro, as if she were +about to fall; for, in the young, mental anguish produces an absolute +physical pain, and her head as well as her heart was aching.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span></p> + +<p>She would have liked to have thrown herself upon the bed, but Dick would +be clamoring for his breakfast presently, and Mrs. Lorton would want her +chocolate. Life is a big wheel, and one has to push it round, though its +edges are set with spikes of steel, and our hands are torn in the effort +to keep it moving.</p> + +<p>As she dressed herself with trembling hands, she kept saying to +herself—her lips quivering with the unspoken words:</p> + +<p>"I have lost Drake—I have lost Drake; I have got to bear it!"</p> + +<p>He would be here presently—or, perhaps, he would not come. Perhaps he +would write to her. And yet, no; that would not be like him; he was no +coward; he would come and tell her the truth, would ask her to forgive +him.</p> + +<p>And what should she say? Yes; she would forgive him; she would make no +"scene" with him; she would not utter one word of reproach, but just +tell him that he was free. She would even smile, if she could; would +assure him that she was not going to break her heart because the woman +he had loved before he had met her—Nell—had won him back. After all, +he was not to blame. How could any man resist such a woman as Lady Luce? +She—Nell—was just an interlude in his life's story; he had thought +himself in love with her; and, perhaps, if this beautiful creature, +before whom all hearts seemed to go down, had not desired to lure him +back, he would have remained faithful to the "little girl" whom he had +chanced to meet at that "out-of-the-way place in Devonshire, don't you +know." Nell could almost hear Lady Luce referring to the episode in +these terms, if ever it should come to her ears.</p> + +<p>No; there should be no scene. She would give him both her hands, would +say "good-by" quite calmly, and would then take her broken heart to the +solitude of her own room, and try to begin to repair it.</p> + +<p>Dick shouted for his breakfast, and she went downstairs. He was busy +reading a letter, and his face was full of eagerness, his eyes sparkling +with excitement.</p> + +<p>"I say, Nell, what a good chap Drake is!" he exclaimed. "He never said a +word to me about it; but he's been worrying Bardsley & Bardsley for +weeks past, and they've written to say that they think they can take me +on. Just think of it! Bardsley & Bardsley! The biggest firm in the +engineering line! Drake must have a great deal of influence; and I don't +know how on earth he managed it. I didn't know he knew any one connected +with the profession. It's a most splendid chance, you know!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span></p> + +<p>Nell went round beside him, and laid her hand upon his shoulder.</p> + +<p>"I am very glad, Dick," she said.</p> + +<p>Something in her voice must have struck him, for he looked up at her +quickly, and with surprise.</p> + +<p>"Why, what's the matter, Nell?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," she said. "I have a headache."</p> + +<p>"Just so. 'After the opera is over,' you know. That's the penalty one +pays for one's first dance. And you were queer last night, too, weren't +you? Why didn't you lie in bed?"</p> + +<p>"Never mind me," said Nell. "Tell me about this letter. When are you +going, Dick?"</p> + +<p>A fresh pang smote her. Was she going to lose the boy as well?</p> + +<p>"Oh, they don't say," he replied. "They're going to let me know. They +may send me abroad; you can't tell. What a good chap Drake is, and what +a lot we owe him? Upon my word, Nell, you're a lucky girl to have got +hold of such a fellow for your young man."</p> + +<p>Nell turned away with a sickening pain about her heart. No; she would +not tell the boy at this moment. She wouldn't spoil his happiness with +the wet blanket of her own misery. She must even, when she came to tell +him, make light of the broken engagement, take the blame upon herself, +and prevent any rupture of the friendship between Drake and Dick.</p> + +<p>He was almost too excited to eat any breakfast; certainly too excited to +notice Nell's untouched cup and plate.</p> + +<p>"I must see Drake about this at once," he said. "I think I'll go down +and meet him. He's sure to be coming up here, isn't he?" he added, with +a bantering smile; and Nell actually tried to smile back at him.</p> + +<p>As she took the chocolate up to Mrs. Lorton, she tried to put her own +trouble out of her head, and to think only of Dick's good fortune. How +she had longed for some such chance as this to come to the boy, and now +it had come. But who had sent it? Drake! Well, all the more reason that +she should forgive him, and utter no word of reproach or bitterness.</p> + +<p>"You are ten minutes late, Eleanor!" said Mrs. Lorton peevishly. "And, +good heavens! what a sight you look! If one late night has this effect +upon you, what would half a dozen have? I am quite sure that I never +looked half as haggard and colorless as you do, even when I'd been +through a whole season." For a moment the good lady was quite convinced +that she had been a fashionable belle. "I should advise you to keep out +of Drake's sight for an hour or two;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> at any rate, until you have got +some color in your face, and your eyes have ceased to look like boiled +gooseberries."</p> + +<p>The mention of Drake brought the color to Nell's face quickly enough, +but for an instant only. It was white again, as she resolved to tell +Mrs. Lorton that the engagement was broken off.</p> + +<p>"It doesn't matter, mamma," she said; and she tried to smile.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton stared at her over the chocolate.</p> + +<p>"Doesn't matter?" she echoed. "You think he's so madly in love with you +that it doesn't matter how you look, I suppose? Don't lay that +flattering unction to your soul, Eleanor. I've known many an engagement +broken off in consequence of the man coming suddenly upon the girl when +she had a bad cold and had got a red nose and eyes."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I've had a bad cold without knowing it, mamma, and Drake must +have come upon me when my nose and eyes were appallingly red, for our +engagement—is—broken—off."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton nearly dropped the cup of chocolate, and stared and gasped +like a fish out of water.</p> + +<p>"Broken off!" she exclaimed. "Take this cup away! Give me the sal +volatile. Open the window! No, don't open the window! What are you +talking about? Are you out of your mind?"</p> + +<p>Nell took the cup, got the sal volatile, and soothed the flustered woman +in a mechanical fashion.</p> + +<p>"Hush, hush, mamma!" she said. "I don't want Dick to know yet."</p> + +<p>"But why—how——What have you been doing?" demanded Mrs. Lorton; and +Nell could have laughed.</p> + +<p>"Nothing very bad, mamma," she said.</p> + +<p>"But you must have," insisted Mrs. Lorton. "Of course it's your fault."</p> + +<p>"Is it absolutely necessary that there should be any fault?" said Nell +wearily. "But let us say that it is my fault. Perhaps it is!" She +laughed unconsciously, and with a touch of bitterness. "What does it +matter whose fault it is? The reason isn't of any consequence at all; +the fact is the only important thing, and it is a fact that our +engagement is broken. It was broken last night, and I tell you at once, +mamma; and I want to beg you not to ask me any questions. Drake—Mr. +Vernon—will no doubt go away to-day, and we shan't see him any more." +She went to the window to arrange the blind, and Mrs. Lorton didn't see +the twitching of the white lips which spoke so calmly. "And I want to +forget him; I want you, too, to try and forget him, and not to remind me +of him by a single word. It was very foolish,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> my thinking that he cared +for me——Oh, I can't say another word——"</p> + +<p>She stopped suddenly, her hands writhing together.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton stared at the counterpane with a half-sly, half-speculative +expression in her faded eyes.</p> + +<p>"After all," she said meditatively, "it was not such a particularly good +match. One knows nothing about him or his people, and—and I suppose +you've not felt quite satisfied. Yes, perhaps you might do better. You +may have some chances now. You've read the letter, and made up your +mind, of course?"</p> + +<p>"The letter?" echoed Nell stupidly.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton stared at her angrily, and with a flush of resentment on her +peevish face.</p> + +<p>"The letter I gave you last night, of course," she said. "Do you mean to +tell me that you haven't read it? The most important letter I have ever +received! At least, it is of the greatest importance to you. It is from +my cousin, Lord Wolfer. What have you done with it, Eleanor?"</p> + +<p>Nell put her hand to her head.</p> + +<p>"I must have left it in my room," she said. "I will go and fetch it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton snorted.</p> + +<p>"Such gross carelessness and indifference is really shameful!" she flung +after Nell.</p> + +<p>Nell found the letter beside the bed, and returned with it to Mrs. +Lorton's room.</p> + +<p>"Why, it's all crumpled up, as if you had been playing shuttlecock with +it!" exclaimed Mrs. Lorton indignantly. "It is absolutely disrespectful +of you, not to say ungrateful. Read it, if you please, and slowly; I +could not bear to have my cousin's letter gabbled over. I, at least, +know what is due to a Wolfer."</p> + +<p>It was a moment or two before Nell's burning eyes could accomplish the +task of deciphering the lines of handwriting which seemed to have been +formed by a paralytic spider that had fallen into the ink and scrambled +spasmodically across the paper. There was no need to tell her to read +slowly, and she stumbled over every other word of the letter, which ran +thus:</p> + + +<p>"<span class="smcap">My Dear Sophia</span>: You will doubtless be surprised at hearing from me, +and, indeed, I should not have written, for, as you are aware, my time +is fully occupied with public affairs, and I rarely write private +letters; but I have promised Lady Wolfer to communicate with you +directly, as, for obvious reasons, which you will presently see, she +does not desire my secretary to know of the proposal which I am<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> about +to make you; as, in the event of your declining the proposition, there +would be no need for the fact of its having been made to become the +common knowledge of my household and the servants' hall. As you are +doubtless aware, by reading the public prints, Lady Wolfer takes a great +interest and a prominent part in the movement which is being made toward +the amelioration of the position of woman; indeed, I may say, with +pardonable pride, that she is one of the great leaders in this social +revolution, which, we trust, will place woman upon the throne from which +man has hitherto thrust her.</p> + +<p>"This being so, Lady Wolfer's time is, as you will readily understand, +much absorbed; so completely, indeed, that she is unable to pay any +attention to those smaller and meaner; household cares to which women +less highly gifted very properly devote so much of their time. Having no +daughter of our own, it occurred to us that it might, perhaps, be a +beneficial arrangement for your stepdaughter, Miss Lorton, if she would +come to us and render Lady Wolfer such assistance as is afforded by the +ordinary housekeeper. You will say: Why not engage a duly qualified +person for the post? I reply: We have done so, and do not find the +ordinary person, though apparently duly qualified, satisfactory. Lady +Wolfer is of an extremely sensitive and delicate organization, and it is +absolutely necessary that the person with whom she would be brought in +daily contact should be young and docile.</p> + +<p>"I have referred to the photograph of Miss Lorton which you were good +enough to send me some months ago, and you will be pleased to hear that +Lady Wolfer approves of the young lady's personal appearance. I take it +for granted—you, her guardian, being a Wolfer—that she has been +properly trained; and if she should be willing to come to us on what is +termed a month's trial, we shall be very pleased to receive her. She may +come at any moment, and without any notice beyond a mere telegram. I +will not speak of the advantages accruing from such a position as that +which she would hold, for I am quite sure you will be duly sensible of +them, and will point them out to her.</p> + +<p>"I trust that you are in good health, and with best wishes for your +prosperity and happiness,</p> + +<p><span style="margin-left: 7.5em;">"I remain, dear Sophia, yours very truly,</span></p> + +<p><span style="margin-left: 25em;">"<span class="smcap">Wolfer</span>.</span></p> + +<p>"P. S.—I omitted to say that I should be pleased to pay Miss Lorton an +honorarium of fifty guineas per annum."</p> + +<p>At another time Nell would have found it difficult to refrain from +laughing at the stilted phraseology of the letter,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> at the pomposity +with which the proposal was made, and the meanness which strove to hide +itself in a postscript; but a Punch and Judy show would have seemed a +funereal performance at that moment, and she stared as blankly at the +letter when she had finished it as if she had been reading some language +which had no meaning for her.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton emitted a cough of self-satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"It is extremely kind and thoughtful of my Cousin Wolfer," she said; +"and I must say that I think you are an extremely fortunate girl, +Eleanor, to have had such an offer made you. Of course, if you had been +still engaged to Mr. Vernon, you would have been obliged to have sent a +refusal to Lord Wolfer; but, as it is, I presume you will not hesitate +for a moment, but will jump at such an opportunity."</p> + +<p>Nell looked before her blankly, and remained silent.</p> + +<p>"It will be a chance such as few girls of your position ever meet with; +for, of course, when my cousin speaks of a housekeeper, he does not wish +us to infer that you would be expected to take the position of a menial. +No; he will not forget that though you are not my daughter, I married +your father, and that you are, therefore, connected with the family. Of +course, you will go into society, you will meet the elite and the crème +de la crème, and will, therefore, enjoy advantages similar to those +which I enjoyed, but which I, alas! threw away. Really, when one comes +to consider it, this breach of your engagement with this Mr. Vernon is +quite providential, as it removes the only obstacle to your accepting my +cousin's noble offer."</p> + +<p>Nell woke with a start when the stream of self-complacent comment had +ceased, and realized that she was being asked to decide. What should she +do? To leave Shorne Mills, to go into the world among strangers, to +enter a big house as a poor relation—she shrank from the prospect for a +moment, then she nerved herself to face it. After all, she could never +be happy at Shorne Mills again. Every tree, every rock, every human +being would remind her of Drake, of the lover she had lost. With Dick +gone, there would be nothing for her to do, nothing to distract her mind +from the perpetual brooding over the few past weeks of happiness, and +the long, gray life before her. With these people there would be sure to +be some work for her, something that would save her from spending every +hour in futile regret and hopeless longing.</p> + +<p>"Well, Eleanor?" demanded Mrs. Lorton impatiently.</p> + +<p>"I have made up my mind; I will go," said Nell.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton flushed eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Of course you will," she said. "It would be wicked and ungrateful to +neglect such a chance. When will you go? Fortunately, you have some new +clothes, and you will get<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> what else you want in London. There are one +or two things I should like you to get for me. You could pick them up at +some of the sales; they are all on now, and things are sold ridiculously +cheap. And, Eleanor, be sure and send me a full description of Lady +Wolfer's dresses. You might snip off a pattern, perhaps. And I shall +want to hear all about the people who go to the house, and the dinner +parties and entertainments. I should say that it is not at all unlikely +that Lady Wolfer may ask me to go and stay there. Of course, she will be +curious to know what I am like—have I mentioned that we have never +met?—and you will tell her that I—I—have been accustomed to the +society in which she moves; and you might say that you are sure the +change will do me good. Write often, and be sure and tell me about the +dresses."</p> + +<p>"But I shall leave you all alone, mamma," said Eleanor. "Are you sure +you won't be lonely?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorton drew a long sigh, and assumed the air of a martyr.</p> + +<p>"You know me too well to think that I should allow my selfish comfort to +stand in the way of your advancement, Eleanor. Of course, I shall miss +you. But do not think of that. Let us think only of your welfare. I +shall have Molly, and must be content."</p> + +<p>Nell checked a sigh at the evident affectation of the profession. It was +not in Mrs. Lorton to miss any human being so long as her own small +comforts were assured.</p> + +<p>"Then I think I will go at once—to-night," said Nell. "Why should I +not? They want me—some one—at once, and——"</p> + +<p>"Certainly," assented Mrs. Lorton eagerly. "I should go at once. You +will write immediately, and tell me what the house is like, and the +dresses."</p> + +<p>Nell went downstairs, feeling rather confused and bewildered by the +sudden change in her life. She was to have been Drake's wife; she was +now to be—what was it, companion, housekeeper?—to Lady Wolfer!</p> + +<p>Dick met her at the bottom of the stairs.</p> + +<p>"I can't find Drake," he said, of course, with an injured air. "They say +he left the cottage early this morning—they thought he was coming up +here, as usual; but he hasn't been, has he?"</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"See, Dick, I've some news for you," she said. "I am going to London."</p> + +<p>She gave him the letter to read, and he read it, with a running +commentary of indignant and scoffing exclamations.</p> + +<p>"Of all the pompous, stuck-up letters, it's the worst I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> ever imagined! +And you say you're going? Oh, but look here! What will Drake say?"</p> + +<p>Nell turned away.</p> + +<p>"I don't think he will object," she said, almost inaudibly.</p> + +<p>Dick stared at her.</p> + +<p>"Look here, young party, what is up between you two? Is there anything +wrong? Oh, dash it! don't look as if I'd said there was a ghost behind +you! What is it?"</p> + +<p>"Drake—Drake and I are not going to be married," she said, trying to +smile, but breaking down in the attempt. "We—we have agreed—to—to +part!"</p> + +<p>Dick uttered a low whistle, and gazed at her, aghast.</p> + +<p>"All off!" he said. "Phew! Why—when—how?"</p> + +<p>She began to collect some of her small belongings—a tiny workbasket, +some books, and such like, and answered as she moved to and fro, +studiously keeping her face turned away from him:</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you; don't ask me, Dick. Don't—don't ask him. It—it is +all right. It is all for the best, as mamma would say; and—and——" She +went behind him and laid her hand on his shoulder, her favorite attitude +when she was serious or pleading. "And mind, Dick, it is to make no +difference between you—and Drake. It—is—yes, it is all my fault. I—I +was foolish and——"</p> + +<p>She could bear no more; and, with a quick movement of her hand to her +throat, hastened from the room.</p> + +<p>Dick looked after her ruefully for a moment or two, then his face +cleared, and he winked to himself.</p> + +<p>"What an ass I am to be upset by a lovers' quarrel. Of course, it's all +in the game. The other business would pall after a time if there wasn't +a little of this kind of thing chucked in for a change. I wonder whether +that jolly girl, Miss Angel, will come down to the lunch? Now, there's a +girl no chap could have even a lovers' quarrel with. Poor old Drake! Bet +I shall find 'em billing and cooing as usual when I come back," And Dick +grinned as he marched off with his gun.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + + +<p>Drake rode over to the Grange for breakfast, according to his promise. +He was glad of the ride, glad of an hour or two in which he could think +over the dramatic events of the preceding night, and, so to speak, clear +his brain of the unpleasant glamour which Lady Luce's words and behavior +had produced.</p> + +<p>Not for a moment did he swerve from his allegiance to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> Nell; never for a +moment did the splendor of Luce's beauty, the trick of her soft voice, +her passionate caress, eclipse the starlike purity of Nell's nature and +personality. If it were possible, he loved Nell better and more +devotedly, longed for her more ardently, since his meeting with Luce, +than he had done before.</p> + +<p>All the way to the Grange he rehearsed what he would say to Nell when he +rode back to The Cottage. He would tell her everything; would beg her to +forgive him for his deception, his concealment of his full name and +title, and—yes, he would admit that he had once loved, or thought that +he had loved, Lady Luce; but that now——Well, there was only one woman +in the world for him, and that was Nell.</p> + +<p>He found Sir William standing on the lawn, dressed in riding cords of +the good old kind, loose in fit and yellow in color, and surrounded by +dogs of divers shapes and various breeds. He was as ruddy-cheeked and +bright-eyed as if he had been to bed last night at ten o'clock, and he +scanned the well-set-up Drake as he rode up, with a nod of approval.</p> + +<p>"Up to time, Mr. Vernon—got your name right at last, eh? None the worse +for the hop last night, I suppose? Don't look any, anyway. That's a good +nag you're riding. Bred him yourself, eh? Gad! It's the best way, if +it's the dearest."</p> + +<p>He called for a groom to take the horse, and bade Drake come in to +breakfast.</p> + +<p>"You'll find nobody down, and we shall have it all to ourselves. That's +the worst of women: keep 'em up half an hour later than usual, or upset +their nerves with a bit of a row or anything of that kind, and, by +George! they've got to lie abed the next morning! Now, help yourself to +anything you see—have anything else cooked if you don't fancy what's +here. I always toy with half a pound of steak, just to lay a foundation; +been my breakfast, man and boy, for longer than I can remember."</p> + +<p>Drake ate his breakfast and listened to the genial old man—not very +attentively, it is to be feared, for he was thinking of Nell most of the +time—and when the baronet had demolished his steak, they went to the +farm, followed by the motley collection of dogs which had waited outside +with more or less patience for the reappearance of their master, and +welcomed him with a series of yappings and barkings which might have +been heard a mile off.</p> + +<p>The farm was a good one, and Drake gradually got interested in the +really splendid cattle which Sir William exhibited with the enthusiasm +of a breeder. The morning slipped away, but though Drake glanced at his +watch significantly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> now and again, Sir William would not let him go; +and at last he said:</p> + +<p>"What's your hurry, Vernon? Why not ride to Shallop with me? You could +look around the town while I'm on the bench—unless you care to step +into court and see how we administer justice—hah! hah! it's only a few +'drunk and disorderlies' or a case of assault that we get nowadays; or +perhaps a petty larceny—anyway, you will ride into the town with me, +and we will have a bit of lunch together at the Crown and Scepter. No, I +won't take any refusal! To tell you the truth, I want to have a chat +with you about that last bull I showed you."</p> + +<p>Drake, thinking that it would be quicker to consent—that is to say, to +ride into Shallop and cut across the country to Shorne Mills, yielded; +the horses were brought round, and after Sir William had disposed of a +tankard of ale, by way of a good, old-fashioned stirrup cup, the two men +started.</p> + +<p>Sir William talked and joked as they rode along, and Drake pretended to +listen, while in reality he continued his rehearsal of all he would say +to Nell when presently he should be by her side, with his arms round her +and her head on his breast.</p> + +<p>It was market day at Shallop, and the usual crowd of pigs and sheep and +cattle, with their attendant drovers and farmers, blocked the streets. +Sir William pulled up occasionally, throwing a word to one and another, +but the two men reached the Town Hall at last, and Drake was just on the +point of remarking that he would be off, when he saw Sir William grow +very red in the face and very bulgy about the eyes, while at the same +time his big hand went in a helpless kind of fashion to his +old-fashioned neck stock.</p> + +<p>Drake could not imagine what was the matter, and was still in the first +throes of amazement when Sir William suddenly swayed to and fro in the +saddle, and then fell across his horse's neck to the ground.</p> + +<p>Drake was off his horse in a moment, and had raised the old man's head +as quickly. A crowd collected almost as rapidly as if the place had been +London, and cries of "Dear, dear! it's Sir William! it's a fit! Fetch a +doctor!" rose from all sides.</p> + +<p>A doctor presently pushed his way through the gaping mob of farmers and +tradesmen, and knelt beside Drake.</p> + +<p>"Apoplexy," he said, pursing his lips and shaking his head. "Always +thought it would happen. Let us get him to the hotel."</p> + +<p>Between them they carried the stricken man to the Crown<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> and Scepter, at +which—irony of fate!—Sir William would have lunched, and got him to +bed.</p> + +<p>"I've warned him once or twice," said the doctor, with a shrug of the +shoulders. "But what's the use! You tell a man to cut tobacco and +spirits, or they will kill him, or to refrain from rump steak and old +ale for breakfast, and he obeys you—until the next time!"</p> + +<p>"Is he going to die?" asked Drake sadly, for he had taken a fancy to the +old man.</p> + +<p>"No-o; I don't think so. Not this time. We shall have to keep him quiet. +Lady Maltby ought to know—ought to be here. And we mustn't frighten +her. Would you mind riding over for her—bringing her, I mean? She'll +want some one with her who can keep a cool head, and I fancy you can do +that, sir."</p> + +<p>"That's all right," said Drake at once; "of course I'll go."</p> + +<p>So it happened that, instead of riding to Shorne Mills and seeing Nell, +and telling her the truth, the whole truth, which would have turned her +misery to happiness, he was going as fast as his horse could carry him +back to the Grange.</p> + +<p>It was not the first time he had broken bad news—he had seen men fall +in the hunting field, and on the race course, and had had more than once +to carry the tidings to the bereaved—and he fulfilled his sad task with +all the tact of which he was capable. So well, indeed, that even if he +had intended permitting Lady Maltby to proceed to Shallop without him, +she would not have let him go. The poor woman clung to him, as women in +their hour of need always cling to the strong man near them.</p> + +<p>They found Sir William coming back to consciousness—a condition which, +though fortunate for him, was unfortunate for Drake; for the sick man +seemed to cling to him and to rely upon him just as Lady Maltby had +done. He implored Drake not to leave him, and Drake sat on one side of +the bed, with the frightened wife on the other, until Sir William fell +into a more or less refreshing slumber.</p> + +<p>It was just four when he mounted his horse and rode to Shorne Mills. The +performance of a good deed always brings a certain amount of +satisfaction with it, and, as he rode along, Drake felt more at ease +than he had done since the scene with Lady Luce. Indeed, last night +seemed very far away, and the incident on the terrace of very little +consequence. Death, or the warning of death, is so solemn a thing that +other matters dwarf beside it. But his resolution to tell Nell +everything had not weakened, and he urged his rather tired horse along +the steep and switchbacky road.</p> + +<p>At a place called Short's Cross he caught sight of the Shorne Mills +carrier on his way to the station. But Drake<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> did not guess that Nell +was sitting under the tilt cover, that by just turning his horse and +riding hard for a minute or two he could be beside her. He glanced at +the cart, thought of the day he had first seen it, and of all that had +happened since, and, gently touching his horse with his whip, rode on.</p> + +<p>The sun was sinking as he crossed the moor, and the cliffs were dyed a +fiery red as he came in sight of them and The Cottage on the brow of the +hill. His heart beat fast during the few minutes spent in reaching the +garden gate. What would she say? Would she be much startled when she +learned that he was "Lord Selbie"? Would she understand that he had +never really loved Luce; that it was she—Nell—whom he wanted for his +wife, had wanted almost from the first day of his seeing her?</p> + +<p>At the sound of the horse's hoofs Dick came out of The Cottage, and down +to the gate.</p> + +<p>"Hallo!" he exclaimed. "Why, where on earth have you been?"</p> + +<p>Drake explained as he got off the horse.</p> + +<p>"I breakfasted at the Grange. I don't think I mentioned it last night, +did I? Then I rode into Shallop with Sir William, and he had a fit of +some sort—apoplexy, I fancy—and I had to come back and fetch Lady +Maltby. Then the poor old chap came to, and—well, he felt like wanting +company, and I couldn't leave him until he fell asleep."</p> + +<p>"Poor old chap! I haven't heard a word of it," said Dick. "I say, come +in! Mamma will be delighted to hear news of that kind—no, no; I don't +mean—you know what I mean. Something exciting like that is like a +bottle of champagne to her."</p> + +<p>"I'll take the horse in; he's had rather a hard day of it," said Drake. +"I've bucketed him up hill and down dale; obliged to, you know."</p> + +<p>As he spoke, he looked beyond Dick and toward the open door of The +Cottage wistfully. Why didn't Nell come out? As a rule, it was she who +first heard the sound of his footsteps or his horse's.</p> + +<p>"I'll take it. Oh, I say, Drake, how awfully kind of you +to—to——Bardsley & Bardsley, you know! Upon my word, I don't know how +to thank you! I don't, indeed!"</p> + +<p>"That's all right," said Drake. "Hope it's what you want, Dick. If it +isn't, we must find something else. Anyway, you can try it."</p> + +<p>"What I want! Rather! I should think so! As I told Nell——"</p> + +<p>"Where is Nell, by the way?" cut in Drake, with all a lover's +impatience.</p> + +<p>Dick looked rather taken aback.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh—ah—that is—I say, you know, what's this shindy between you and +Nell?" he said, with a somewhat uneasy grin.</p> + +<p>"Shindy? What do you mean?" demanded Drake.</p> + +<p>Dick began to look uncomfortable.</p> + +<p>"I don't know anything about it," he said hesitatingly, "only what she +told me. She was awfully upset this morning; red-eyed and white about +the gills, and all I could understand was that it was 'all over' between +you." He grinned again, but more uncomfortably. "Of course, I knew it +was only a lovers' tiff—'make it up and kiss again,' don't you know."</p> + +<p>His voice and the grin died away under the change in Drake's expressive +countenance.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter, anyway?" he demanded. "Is there a real quarrel?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know what you are talking about," said Drake, speaking as a man +speaks when a cold fear is beginning to creep about his heart.</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know myself," said Dick desperately. "Oh, I've got a +letter for you somewhere—perhaps that will explain. Now, what did I do +with it? Oh, I know! Wait a moment!"</p> + +<p>He ran into the house, and Drake waited, mechanically stroking his +horse's sweating neck.</p> + +<p>Dick came out and held out a letter.</p> + +<p>"She gave me this for you."</p> + +<p>Drake opened the letter, and read:</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Drake</span>: I may call you so for the last time. I am writing to tell +you that our engagement must come to an end. I have found that I have, +that we both have, made a mistake. You, who are so quick to understand, +will know, even as you read this, that I have discovered all that you +have kept secret from me, and that, now I know it all, it is impossible, +quite impossible, that I should——" Here a line was hastily scratched +through. "I want you to believe that I don't blame you in the least; it +is quite impossible that I could care for you any longer, or that I +could consent to remain your promised wife; indeed, I am sorry, very, +very sorry, that we should have met. If I had known all that I know now, +I would rather have died than have let you speak a word of love to me.</p> + +<p>"So it is 'good-by' forever. Please do not make it harder for me by +writing to me or attempting to see me—but I know that you have cared, +perhaps still care enough for me not to do so. Nothing would induce me +to renew our engagement, though I shall always think kindly of you, and +wish you well. I return the ring you gave me. You will let<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> me keep the +silver pencil as a souvenir of one who will always remain as, but can +never be more than, a friend.</p> + +<p><span style="margin-left: 7.5em;">"Yours,</span><span style="margin-left: 10em;"><span class="smcap">Eleanor Lorton</span>."</span></p> + +<p>Men take the blows of Fate in various fashions. Drake's way was to take +his punishment with as little fuss as possible. His face went very +white, and his nostrils contracted, just as they would have done if he +had come an ugly cropper over a piece of timber.</p> + +<p>"Where—where is Nell?" he asked, in so changed and strained a voice +that Dick started, and gaped at him, aghast.</p> + +<p>"She's——Didn't I tell you? Didn't she tell you? She's gone——"</p> + +<p>"Gone!" repeated Drake dully.</p> + +<p>"Yes; she's gone to London, to some relations of ours—that is, mamma's, +you know!"</p> + +<p>Drake didn't know where she had gone, but he thought he understood why +she had gone. She meant to abide by her resolution to break with him. +Her love had changed to distrust, perhaps—God knew!—to actual dislike.</p> + +<p>He turned to the horse and mechanically arranged the bridle.</p> + +<p>"It—it doesn't matter," he said. "I'll take the horse down. Oh, by the +way, Dick, I may have to go to London to-night."</p> + +<p>"What, you, too!" said Dick. "I say, there's nothing serious the matter, +is there? It's only a lovers' tiff, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid not," said Drake, as calmly as he could. "See here, Dick, we +won't talk about it; I can't. Your—your sister has broken our +engagement——Hold on! there's no use discussing it. She's quite right. +Do you hear? She's quite right," he repeated, with a sudden fierceness. +"Everything she says is right. I—I admit it. I am to blame."</p> + +<p>"Why, that's what she said!" exclaimed the mystified and somewhat +exasperated Dick.</p> + +<p>"What she has said is true—too true," continued Drake; "and there's no +more to be said. When you write—if you see her, tell her that—that—I +obey her—it's the least I can do—and that I won't—won't worry her. +Her word, her wish, is law to me. And—and you may say I deserve it all. +You may say, too, that——"</p> + +<p>He broke off, and slowly, with the heaviness of a man become suddenly +tired, got on his horse.</p> + +<p>"No; say nothing, excepting that I obey her, and that I won't worry her. +Good-by, Dick."</p> + +<p>He held out his hand, and Dick, with an anxious face and bewildered +eyes, clung to it.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Here, I say, Drake; this is awful! You don't mean to say it's 'good-by'! +I don't understand."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it is," said Drake, pulling himself together, and forcing a +smile. "I'm sorry to leave you, Dick; you and I have been good friends; +but—well, the best of friends must part. I shall have gone to-night. I +can catch the train. Look up Bardsley & Bardsley."</p> + +<p>With a nod—the nod which we give nowadays when we are saying farewell +with a broken heart—he turned the horse down the hill and rode away.</p> + +<p>He tossed his things into a portmanteau, got the one available trap to +carry them to the station, and caught the night mail. At Salisbury he +changed for Southampton, and reached that flourishing port the next +morning.</p> + +<p>The sailing master of the <i>Seagull</i> happened to be on board when the +owner of that well-known yacht was rowed alongside, and he hastened to +the side and touched his hat as Drake climbed the ladder.</p> + +<p>"Did you wire, my lord?" he asked. "I haven't had anything."</p> + +<p>"No; I came rather unexpectedly," said Drake quietly. "Is everything +ready?"</p> + +<p>"Quite, my lord, or nearly so. I think we could sail, say, in half a +dozen hours."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded.</p> + +<p>"If my cabin is ready, I'll go below and change," he said. "We'll sail +as soon as possible."</p> + +<p>"Certainly, my lord. Where are we bound for?" asked Mr. Murphy, in as +casual a manner as he could manage; for, though he was used to short +notice, this, to quote his expression to the mate later on, "took the +cake."</p> + +<p>Drake looked absently at the sky line.</p> + +<p>"Oh, the Mediterranean, I suppose," he said listlessly. He stood for a +moment with his hand upon the rail of the saloon steps, and Mr. Murphy +ventured to inquire:</p> + +<p>"Quite well, I hope, my lord?" for there was a pallor on his lordship's +face which caused the worthy skipper a vague uneasiness. He had seen his +master under various and peculiar circumstances, but had never seen him +look quite like this.</p> + +<p>"Perfectly well and fit, thanks, captain," said Drake. "Will you have a +cigar? Wind will just suit us, will it not?"</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>About the same time Nell's cab arrived at Wolfer House, Egerton Square. +There were several other cabs and carriages standing in a line opposite +the house, and Nell's cab had to wait some little time before it could +set her down;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> but at last she was able to alight, and a footman +escorted her and her box into a large and rather gloomy hall. He seemed +somewhat surprised by her box, and eyed her doubtfully as she inquired +for Lady Wolfer.</p> + +<p>"Lady Wolfer? Yes, miss. Her ladyship is in the dining room. The meeting +is now on. Perhaps you had better walk in."</p> + +<p>Sharing the man's hesitation, Nell followed him to the door. As he +opened it, the sound of a woman's voice, thin, yet insistent and +rasping, came out to meet her. She saw that the room was crowded. Nearly +all who were present were women—women of various ages, but all with +some peculiarity of manner or dress which struck Nell at the very first +moment. But there were some men present—men with fat and rather flabby +faces, men small and feeble in appearance, men long-haired and +smooth-shaven.</p> + +<p>At the end of the room, behind a small table, stood a woman, still +young, dressed in a tailor-made suit of masculine pattern and cut. Her +hair was pretty in color and texture, but it was cut almost close, and +just touched the collar of her covert coat. She wore a bowler hat, her +gloves were on the table in front of her—thick, dogskin gloves, like a +man's. She held a roll of paper in her hand, which was bare of rings, +though feminine enough in size and shape. A pince-nez was balanced on +her nose, and her chin—really a pretty chin—was held high in an +aggressive manner.</p> + +<p>Nell had an idea that this was Lady Wolfer, and she edged as close to +the wall as she could, and watched and listened to the speaker with a +natural curiosity and anxiety.</p> + +<p>"To conclude," the orator was saying, with a wave of the roll of paper +and a jerk of the chin, "to conclude, we are banded together to wage a +war against our old tyrant—a war of equity and right. Oh, my sisters, +do not let us falter, do not let us return the sword to the scabbard +until we have cleaved our way to that goal toward which the eyes of +suffering womanhood have been drawn since the gospel of equal rights for +both sexes sounded its first evangel!"</p> + +<p>It was evidently the close, the peroration, of the speech; there was a +burst of applause, much clapping of hands, and immediately afterward a +kind of stampede to some tables, behind which a couple of footmen were +preparing to dispense light refreshments.</p> + +<p>Nell, much mystified, and rather shy and frightened, remained where she +was; and she was just upon the point of inquiring for Lady Wolfer, when +the recent speaker came down the room, talking with one and another of +the presumably less hungry mob, and catching sight of Nell's slight and +rather shrinking figure, advanced toward her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span></p> + +<p>"This is a new disciple, I suppose," she said, smiling through her +eyeglasses.</p> + +<p>"I—I wish to see Lady Wolfer," said Nell, trying not to blush.</p> + +<p>"I am Lady Wolfer," said the youngish lady with the short hair and +mannish suit; and she spoke in a gentler voice than Nell would have been +inclined to credit her with.</p> + +<p>"I am—I am Nell Lorton."</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer looked puzzled for a moment; then she laughed and held out +her hand.</p> + +<p>"Really? Why, how young and——" She was going to say "pretty," but +stopped in time. "Did you wire? But of course you did. I must have +forgotten. I have such a mass of correspondence!" She laughed again. "I +thought you were a new disciple! Come with me!"</p> + +<p>And, with what struck Nell as scant courtesy, her ladyship left the +other ladies, took her by the hand, and led her out of the room.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + + +<p>Lady Wolfer led Nell to her ladyship's own room. It was as unlike a +boudoir as it well could be; for the furniture was of the simplest kind, +and in place of the elegant trifles with which the fair sex usually +delight to surround themselves, the tables, the couch, and even the +chairs were littered with solid-looking volumes, blue books, pamphlets, +and sheets of manuscript paper.</p> + +<p>There was a piano, it is true; but its top was loaded with handbills and +posters announcing meetings, and the dust lay thick on its lid. The +writing table was better suited to an office than a lady's "own room," +and it was strewn with the prevailing litter.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer cleared a chair by sweeping the books from it, and gently +pushed Nell into it.</p> + +<p>"Now, you sit down for a moment while I ring for a maid to take you to +your room. Heaven only knows where it is, or in what condition you will +find it! You see, I quite forgot you were coming. Candid, isn't it? But +I'm always candid, and I begin at once with you. By the way, oughtn't +you to have come earlier—or later?"</p> + +<p>Nell explained that she had had her breakfast at the station, and spent +an hour in the waiting room, so as not to present herself too early.</p> + +<p>"How thoughtful of you!" said Lady Wolfer. "You don't look—you look so +young and—girlish."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'm not very old," remarked Nell, with a smile. "Perhaps I'm not old +enough to fill the position."</p> + +<p>"Oh, for goodness' sake, don't throw a doubt upon your staying!" said +her ladyship quickly. "I'm so tired of old, or what I call old, people, +and I am sure you will do beautifully. For, though you are so young, you +look as if you could manage; and that is what I can't do—I mean manage +a house. I can talk—I can talk the hind leg off a donkey, as Archie +says"—she stopped, looking slightly embarrassed for a moment, and Nell +supposed that her ladyship alluded to Lord Wolfer—"but when it comes to +details, fortunately there is always somebody else."</p> + +<p>While she had been speaking, Lady Wolfer had taken off her hat and +jacket, and flung them onto the book-and-paper-strewn couch.</p> + +<p>"I'm just come in from a breakfast meeting to attend this one at home," +she explained. "And I've got to go out again directly to a +committee—the Employment of Women Bureau. Have you ever heard of it?"</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No? I'm half inclined to envy you. No, I'm not! If it weren't for my +work, I should go out of my mind."</p> + +<p>She put her hand to her head, and for an instant a wearied, melancholy +expression flitted across her face, as if some hidden trouble had reared +its head and grinned at her.</p> + +<p>The door opened, and a maid appeared.</p> + +<p>"Burden, this is Miss Lorton," said Lady Wolfer. "Is her room ready?"</p> + +<p>Burden looked exceedingly doubtful.</p> + +<p>"I expected it! Please have it got ready at once; and send some wine and +biscuits, please."</p> + +<p>A footman brought them, and Lady Wolfer poured some wine out for Nell.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but you must! Heaven knows when we shall have lunch; they'll very +likely consider that scramble downstairs as sufficient. But you'll see +to all that for the future, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"You must tell me, Lady Wolfer——" began Nell, but her ladyship, with a +grimace, stopped her.</p> + +<p>"My dear girl, I can't tell you anything, excepting that Lord Wolfer +takes his breakfast early—not later than nine—is seldom in to lunch, +and still less frequently at home to dinner; but when he does dine here, +he dines at eight. The cook, who is, I believe, rather a decent sort of +man, knows what Lord Wolfer likes, and you can't go very far wrong, I +fancy, if you have a joint of roast beef or a leg of mutton on the menu; +the rest doesn't matter."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span></p> + +<p>Nell began to feel daunted. There was just a little too much carte blanche +about it.</p> + +<p>"And as to the other servants, why, there's an old person named +Hubbard—Old Mother Hubbard, I call her—who is supposed to look after +them."</p> + +<p>Nell could not help smiling.</p> + +<p>"I don't quite see where I come in," she remarked.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer laughed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't you?" she replied, as if she had been explaining most fully. +"You are the figurehead, the goddess of the machine. You will see that +all goes right, and give Lord Wolfer his breakfast, and preside at the +dinner when I'm out on the stump——"</p> + +<p>"On the what?" asked the mystified Nell.</p> + +<p>"Out speaking at meetings or serving on committees," said Lady Wolfer. +"And you will arrange about the dinner parties and—and all that kind of +thing, you know—the stupid things that I'm expected to do, but which I +really haven't any time for. Do you quite see now?"</p> + +<p>"I will do all I can," Nell said, and she laughed.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer glanced at her rather curiously.</p> + +<p>"How pretty you look when you laugh—quite different. You struck me as +looking rather sad and sobered when I first saw you; but when you +laugh——I should advise you not to laugh when you first see Lord +Wolfer, or he'll think you too absurdly young and girlish for the post. +Do take your hat and jacket off! It will be some time before your room +is ready. Let me help you."</p> + +<p>Nell got her outdoor things off quickly, and Lady Wolfer looked at her +still more approvingly.</p> + +<p>"You really are quite a child, my dear!" she said, and for some reason +or other she sighed. "Why didn't Wolfer tell me about you before, I +wonder? I wish he had; I should like to have had you come and stay with +us. But he is so reserved——" she sighed again. "But never mind; you +are here now. And how tired you must be! You are looking a little pale +now. Why don't you drink that wine? When you are rested—quite +rested—to-night, after dinner, perhaps—let me see, am I going +anywhere?"</p> + +<p>She consulted a large engagement slate of white porcelain which stood +erect on the crowded table.</p> + +<p>"Hem! yes, I have to speak at the Sisters of State Society. Never mind; +to-morrow, after lunch—if I'm at home. Yes, I can see that we shall be +great friends, and that is what I wanted. The others—I mean your +predecessors—were such terrible old frumps, without any idea above +cutlets and clean sheets, that they only bored and worried me; but you +will be quite different——"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Perhaps I shan't be able to rise to the cutlet and clean sheets," +suggested Nell diffidently; but her ladyship laughed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, you will!" she declared. "I am an excellent judge of +character—it's one of my qualifications for the work I'm engaged +in—and I can see that you are an admirable manager. I suppose you ran +the house at home?"</p> + +<p>Nell smiled.</p> + +<p>"'Home' meant quite a small cottage," she said. "This is a mansion."</p> + +<p>"Same thing," commented Lady Wolfer encouragingly. "It's all a question +of system. I haven't any; you have; therefore you'll succeed where I +fail. You've got that quiet, mousy little way which indicates strength +of character——What beautiful hair you have, by the way."</p> + +<p>Nell blushed.</p> + +<p>"It's no prettier than yours. Why do you wear it so short, Lady Wolfer?"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer laughed—just a little wearily, so it struck Nell.</p> + +<p>"Why? Oh, I don't know. All we advanced women get our hair cut. I +imagine we have a right to do so, and that by going cropped we assert +that right."</p> + +<p>"I see," said Nell. "But isn't it—a pity?"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer looked at her curiously, with an expression which Nell did +not understand at that early period of their acquaintance.</p> + +<p>"Does it matter?" she said. "We women have been dolls too long——"</p> + +<p>"But there are short-haired dolls," said Nell, with her native +shrewdness.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer did not seem offended.</p> + +<p>"That was rather smart," she remarked. "Take care, or we shall have you +on a public platform before long, my dear."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I hope not! I mean—I beg your pardon."</p> + +<p>"Not at all," said Lady Wolfer, with no abatement of her good humor. +"There's no danger—fortunately, for you. No, my dear; I can see that +yours is a very different métier. Your rôle is the 'angel of the +house'—to be loved and loving." She turned to the desk as she spoke, +and did not see the flush that rose for an instant to poor Nell's pale +face. "You will always be the woman in chains—the slave of man. I hope +the chain will be of roses, my dear."</p> + +<p>She stifled a sigh as she finished the pretty little sentence; and Nell, +watching her, saw the expression of unrest and melancholy on her +ladyship's face again. Nell wondered what was the matter, and was still +wondering when there came a knock at the door.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Come in!" said Lady Wolfer; and a gentleman entered. He was young and +good-looking, his tall figure clad in the regulation frock coat, in the +buttonhole of which was a delicate orchid. The hat which he carried in his +lavender-gloved hands shone as if it had just left the manufacturer's +hands, and his small feet were clad in the brightest of patent-leather +boots.</p> + +<p>"I beg pardon!" he began, in the slow drawl which fashion had of late +ordained. "Didn't know you weren't alone. Sorry!"</p> + +<p>At the sound of his voice a faint flush rose to Lady Wolfer's rather +pretty face.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's you, is it?" she said, nodding familiarly. "I thought it was +Burden."</p> + +<p>"I've come to take you to the meetin'," said the beautifully dressed +gentleman, clipping off his "g" in the manner approved by the smart set.</p> + +<p>"Thanks. This is Sir Archie Walbrooke," said Lady Wolfer, introducing +him; "and this is my cousin—we are cousins, you know, my dear—Miss +Lorton."</p> + +<p>Sir Archie bowed, and stared meditatively at Nell.</p> + +<p>"Goin' to the meetin', too?" he asked. "Hope so, I'm sure. Great fun, +these meetin's."</p> + +<p>"No; oh, no," explained Lady Wolfer. "Miss Lorton has come to set us all +straight, and keep us so, I hope."</p> + +<p>"Trust I'm included; want it," said Sir Archie—"want it badly."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're incorrigible—incorrigibly stupid, I mean," retorted Lady +Wolfer. "She has come to take care of us—Wolfer and me."</p> + +<p>"Run the show—I see," he said gravely. "If it isn't a rude question, I +should like to ask: 'Who's goin' to take care of Miss Norton?'"</p> + +<p>"Lorton, Lorton," corrected Lady Wolfer. "And it is a rude question, to +which you won't get an answer. Go downstairs and smoke a cigarette. I'll +be ready presently."</p> + +<p>"All right—delighted; but time's up, you know," he said; and, with a +bow to Nell, sauntered out.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer sat down at the desk, and wrote rapidly for a moment; then +she said casually—a little too casually, it would have struck a woman +of the world:</p> + +<p>"That is a great friend of mine—and Lord Wolfer's," she added quickly. +"He is an awfully nice man, and—and very useful. He is a kind of tame +cat here, runs in and out as he likes, and plays escort when I'm +slumming or attending meetings. I hope you'll like him. He's not such a +fool as he looks, and though he does clip his 'Gees'—sounds like a +pun,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> doesn't it?—and cuts his sentences short, he—he is very +good-natured and obliging."</p> + +<p>"He seems so," said Nell, a little puzzled to understand why Lady Wolfer +did not take her maid or one of her lady friends to her meetings, +instead of being taken by Sir Archie Walbrooke.</p> + +<p>Burden knocked at the door at this moment, and announced that Miss +Lorton's room was ready.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Lady Wolfer, as if relieved. "Be sure that Miss Lorton +has everything she wants. And, oh, Burden, please understand that all +Miss Lorton's orders are to be obeyed—I mean, obeyed without hesitation +or question. She is absolutely in command here."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my lady," responded Burden respectfully.</p> + +<p>Nell followed her to a corridor on the next floor, and into a large and +handsomely furnished room with which the bedchamber communicated. Her +box had been unpacked, and its modest contents arranged in a wardrobe +and drawers. The rooms looked as if they had been got ready hurriedly, +but they were handsome and richly furnished, and Burden apologized for +their lack of homeliness.</p> + +<p>"I'll get some flowers, miss," she said. "There's a big box of them +comes up from the country place every morning. And if you think it's +cold, I'll light a fire——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, no," said Nell, as brightly as she could.</p> + +<p>"And can I help you change, miss? I'm your maid, if you please."</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head, still smiling.</p> + +<p>"It is all very nice," she said, "and I shall only be a few minutes. I +should like to go over the house," she asked, rather timidly.</p> + +<p>"If you ring that bell, miss, I will come at once; and I will tell Mrs. +Hubbard that you want to go round with her," said Burden.</p> + +<p>Nell, after the ardently desired "wash and change," sat down by the +window and looked onto the grimy London square, whose trees and grass +were burned brown, and tried to convince herself that she really was +Nell of Shorne Mills; that she really was housekeeper to Lady Wolfer; +that this really was life, and not a fantastic dream. But it was +difficult to do so. Back her mind would travel to Shorne Mills and +to—to Drake.</p> + +<p>What had he done and said when he had got her letter? Ah, well, he would +understand; yes, he would understand, and would take it as final. He +would go away, to Lady Luce. They would be married. She would not think.</p> + +<p>Providence had sent her work—work to divert her mind and save her from +despair, and she would not look back,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> would not dwell upon the past. +But how her tender, loving heart ached and throbbed with the memory of +those happy weeks, with the never-to-be-forgotten kisses of the man who +had won her heart, whose face and voice haunted her every moment of the +day.</p> + +<p>She sprang to her feet and rang the bell, and Burden came in and led her +along the broad corridors and across the main hall. A middle-aged woman +in a stiff, black dress stood waiting for her, and gave her a stately +bow.</p> + +<p>"I am Mrs. Hubbard, miss," she began, rather searchingly; but Nell's +sweet face and smile melted her at once. "I shall be pleased to take you +hover, miss," she commenced, a little less grumpily. "It's a big 'ouse, +and not a heasy one to manage; but per'aps, your ladyship—I beg your +pardon, miss—per'aps you have been used to a big 'ouse?"</p> + +<p>"No, indeed," said Nell, whose native shrewdness told her that this was +a woman who had to be conciliated. "I have never lived in anything +bigger than a cottage, and I shall need all your help, Mrs. Hubbard. You +will have to be very patient with me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hubbard had been prepared to fight, or, at any rate, to display a +haughty stand-offishness; but she went down before the sweet face and +girlish voice, and, if the truth must be told, by a certain something in +Nell's eyes, which shone there when the <i>Annie Laurie</i> was beating +before a contrary wind; a directness of gaze which indicated a spirit, +not easily quelled, lurking behind the dark-gray eyes.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hubbard instantly realized that this beautiful girl, young as she +was, was compounded of different material to the "old frumps" who had +preceded her, and whom Mrs. Hubbard had easily vanquished, and the old +lady changed her tactics with rather startling promptitude.</p> + +<p>She conducted Nell over the large place; the footmen and maidservants +stood up, questionably at first, but respectfully in the end, and Nell +tried to grasp the extent of the responsibility which she had +undertaken.</p> + +<p>"I think it all rests with you, Mrs. Hubbard," she said, as she sat in the +housekeeper's room, Mrs. Hubbard standing respectfully—respectfully!—in +front of her. "I am too young and inexperienced to run so large a place +without your help; but I think—I only think—I can do it, if you stand by +me. Will you do so? Yes, I think you will."</p> + +<p>She looked up with the smile which had made slaves of all Shorne Mills +in her gray eyes, and Mrs. Hubbard was utterly vanquished.</p> + +<p>"If you come to me every morning after breakfast, we can talk matters +over," said Nell, "and can decide between us<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> what is to be done, and +what not to be done; but you must never forget, please, that I know so +little about anything."</p> + +<p>And Mrs. Hubbard went back to the servants' hall with her mouth and her +eyes set firmly.</p> + +<p>"Now, mind," she said, with an imperial dignity to the curious and +expectant servants, "there's to be no more goings-on from this time +forth. No more coming in by the area gate after eleven, and no more +parties in the servants' 'all when 'is lordship and ladyship is dining +out! An' I'll 'ave the bells answered the first time, an' no waitin' +till they're rung twice or three times, mind! An' if you want to see the +policeman, Mary Jane, you can slip out for five minutes; he don't come +into the house, you understan'!"</p> + +<p>Little dreaming of the domestic reformation she had brought about, Nell +went back to her room, and resumed her endeavor to persuade herself that +she was not moving in a dream.</p> + +<p>Presently a gong sounded, and, guessing that it rang for lunch, she went +down to the smaller dining room, in which Mrs. Hubbard had told her that +meal was usually served.</p> + +<p>The butler and footman were in attendance, but, though covers were laid +for three, there was no one present but herself.</p> + +<p>She looked round the richly decorated and handsomely furnished room, and +felt rather lonely and helpless, but it occurred to her that either Lord +or Lady Wolfer might come in, and that it was her place to be there; so +she sat at the head of the table—where the butler had drawn back her +chair for her—and began her lunch.</p> + +<p>By this time, she was feeling hungry—for she had eaten nothing since +her very early breakfast, excepting the biscuit in Lady Wolfer's room; +and she was in the middle of her soup when the footman went in a +leisurely manner to the door and opened it, and a gentleman entered.</p> + +<p>Now, Nell, from Mrs. Lorton's talk of him, and his letter, had imagined +Lord Wolfer as, if not an old man, one well past middle age; she was, +therefore, rather startled when she saw that the gentleman who went +straight to the bottom of the table, thus proving himself to be Lord +Wolfer, was anything but old; indeed, still young, as age is reckoned +nowadays. He was tall and thin, and very grave in manner and expression; +and Nell, as with a blush she rose and eyed him, noticed, even in that +first moment, that—strangely enough—his rather handsome face wore the +half-sad, half-wistful expression which she had seen cross Lady Wolfer's +pretty countenance.</p> + +<p>He had not noticed her until he had gained his chair, then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> he started +slightly, as if aroused from a reverie, and came toward her.</p> + +<p>"You are—er—Miss Lorton?" he said, with an intense gravity in his +voice and eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Nell. "And you are—Lord Wolfer?"</p> + +<p>"Your cousin—I am afraid very much removed," he responded. "When did +you arrive? I hope you had a pleasant journey?" he replied and asked as +he sank into his seat.</p> + +<p>Nell made a suitable response.</p> + +<p>"You will take some soup? Oh, you have some. Yes; it was a long journey. +Have you seen my wife—Lady Wolfer? Yes? I'm glad she was in. She is +very seldom at home." He did not sigh, by any means; but his voice had a +chilled and melancholy note in it. "And Sophia—Mrs. Lorton—is, I hope, +well? It is very kind of you to put in an appearance so soon. I'm afraid +you ought to be in bed and resting."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed softly, and he looked as if the laugh had startled him, and +surveyed her through his eyeglasses with a more lengthened and critical +scrutiny than he had hitherto ventured on. The fresh, young loveliness +of her face, the light that shone in her dark-gray eyes, seemed to +impress him, and he was almost guilty of a common stare; but he +remembered himself in time, and bent over his plate.</p> + +<p>"I am not at all tired, Lord Wolfer," said Nell. "I am not used to +traveling—this is the first long journey I have made—but I am +accustomed to riding"—she winced inwardly as she thought of the rides +with Drake—"and—and—sailing and yachting."</p> + +<p>The earl nodded.</p> + +<p>"Put the—the cutlets, or whatever they are, on the table, and you may +go," he said to the butler; and when the servants had left the room he +said to Nell:</p> + +<p>"I seldom lunch at home, and I like to do so alone."</p> + +<p>Nell smiled. Grave as he looked, she did not feel at all afraid of him.</p> + +<p>"I did not mean that," he said, with an answering smile. "I meant +without the servants. And so you have come to our assistance, Miss +Lorton?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know whether that is the way to put it," said Nell, with her +usual frankness. "I'm afraid that I shall be of very little use; but I +am going to try."</p> + +<p>His lordship nodded.</p> + +<p>"And I think you will succeed—let me hand you a cutlet. Our great +trouble has been—may I trouble you for the salt? Perhaps you would +prefer to have the servants in the room?"</p> + +<p>"No, oh, no!" replied Nell, quickly, as, reaching to her fullest extent, +she pushed the salt. "It is much nicer without them—I mean that I am +not used to so many servants."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span></p> + +<p>He inclined his head.</p> + +<p>"As you please," he said courteously. "Our great trouble has been that +my wife's public duties have prevented her from taking any share in +domestic matters. She is—er—I presume she is not coming in to lunch?" +he asked, with a quick glance at Nell, and an instant return to his +plate.</p> + +<p>"N-o; I think not," replied Nell. "Lady Wolfer has gone to a +meeting—I'm sorry to say I forget what it is. Some—some Sisters—no, I +can't remember. It is very stupid of me," she wound up penitently.</p> + +<p>"It is of no consequence. Lady Wolfer is greatly in request; there is no +movement of the advanced kind with which she is not connected," said his +lordship; and though he spoke in a tone of pride, he wound up with a +stifled sigh which reminded Nell of the sigh which she had heard Lady +Wolfer breathe. "She is—er—an admirable speaker," he continued, "quite +admirable. Did she go alone?"</p> + +<p>The question came so suddenly, so unexpectedly, and apparently so +irrelevantly, that Nell was almost startled.</p> + +<p>"No," she replied. "A gentleman went with her."</p> + +<p>The earl laid down his knife and fork suddenly, then picked them up +again, and made a great fuss with the remains of his cutlet.</p> + +<p>"Oh! Did you—er—did you hear who it was?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Nell, "but I can't remember his name. It has quite gone for +the moment;" and she knit her brows.</p> + +<p>The earl stared straight at the épergne.</p> + +<p>"Was it—Sir Archie Walbrooke?" he said, in a dry, expressionless voice.</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, as one laughs at the sudden return of a treacherous +memory.</p> + +<p>"Of course, yes! That was the name," she said brightly. "How stupid of +me!"</p> + +<p>But Lord Wolfer did not laugh. He bent still lower over the cutlet, and +worried the bone a minute or two in silence; then he consulted his +watch, and rose.</p> + +<p>"I beg you will excuse me," he said. "I have an appointment—a +meeting——"</p> + +<p>He mumbled himself out of the room, and Nell sat and gazed at the door +which had closed behind him.</p> + +<p>She was too innocent, too ignorant of the world, to have even the +faintest idea of the trouble which lowered over the house which she had +entered; but a vague dread of something intangible took possession of +her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + + +<p>If Nell wanted work that would prevent her dwelling upon her heart's +loss, she had certainly found it at Egerton House. Before a week had +passed she had slipped into her position of presiding genius; and, +marvelous to relate, seeing how young and inexperienced she was, she +filled it very well.</p> + +<p>At first she was considerably worried by the condition of domestic +affairs. Meals were prepared for persons who might or might not be +present to eat them. Sometimes she would sit down alone to a lunch +sufficient for half a dozen persons; at others, Lady Wolfer would come +down at the last moment and say:</p> + +<p>"Oh, Nell, dear"—it had very quickly come to "Nell"—"ever so many +women are coming to lunch—nine or ten, I forget which. I ought to have +told you, oughtn't I? And I really meant to, but somehow it slipped out +of my head. And they are mostly people with good appetites. Is there +anything in the house? But, there! I know you will manage somehow, won't +you, dear?"</p> + +<p>And Nell would summon the long-suffering Mrs. Hubbard, and additions +would hastily be made to the small menu, and Nell would come in looking +as cool and composed as if the guests had run no risk of starvation.</p> + +<p>The dinner hour, as Lady Wolfer had said, was eight, but it was often +nine or half-past before she and Lord Wolfer put in an appearance; and +more than once during the week the earl had been accompanied by persons +whom he had brought from the House or some meeting, and expected to have +them provided for.</p> + +<p>The cook never knew how many guests to expect; the coachman never knew +when the horses and carriages would be wanted; the footmen were called +upon to leave their proper duties and wait upon a mob of "advanced +women" collected for a meeting—and a scramble feed—in the dining room, +when perhaps a proper lunch should have been in preparation for an +ordinary party.</p> + +<p>There was no rest, no cessation of the stir and turmoil in the great +house, and amid it all Nell moved like a kind of good fairy, contriving +to just keep the whole thing from smashing up in chaotic confusion.</p> + +<p>Presently everybody began to rely upon her, and came to her for +assistance; and the earl himself was uneasy and dissatisfied if she were +not at the head of the breakfast table, at which he and she very often +made a duet. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> seemed to see Lady Wolfer very seldom, and gradually +got into the habit of communicating with her through Nell. It would be:</p> + +<p>"May I trouble you so far, Miss Lorton, as to ask Lady Wolfer if she +intends going to the Wrexhold reception to-night?" Or: "Lady Wolfer +wishes for a check for these bills. May I ask you to give it to her? +Thank you very much. I am afraid I am giving you a great deal of +trouble."</p> + +<p>Sometimes Nell would say: "Lady Wolfer is in her room. Shall I tell her +you are here?" and he would make haste to reply:</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; not at all necessary. She may be very much engaged. Besides, I +am just going out."</p> + +<p>Grave and reserved, not to say grim, though he was, Nell got to like +him. His pomposity was on the surface, and his stiffness and hauteur +were but the mannerisms with which some men are cursed. At the end of +the week he startled her by alluding to the salary which he had offered +her in his letter.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid you thought it a very small sum, Miss Lorton," he said. "I +myself considered it inadequate; but I asked a friend what he paid in a +similar case, and I was, quite wrongly, I see, guided by him."</p> + +<p>"It is quite enough," said Nell, blushing. "I think it would have been +fairer if you had not paid me anything—at any rate, to start with."</p> + +<p>"We will, if you please, increase it to one hundred pounds," he said, +ignoring her protest. "I beg you will not refuse; in fact, I shall +regard your acceptance as a favor."</p> + +<p>He rose to leave the room before Nell could reply, and Lady Wolfer, +entering with her usual rapidity, nearly ran against him. He begged her +pardon with extreme courtesy, and was passing out, when she stopped him +with a:</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm glad I've seen you. Will the twenty-fourth do for the dinner +party? Are you engaged for that night? I'm not, I think."</p> + +<p>The earl's grave eyes rested on her pretty, piquant face as she +consulted her ivory tablets, but his gaze was lowered instantly as she +looked up at him again.</p> + +<p>"No," he said. "Is it a large party?"</p> + +<p>She shrugged her shoulders.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid so. I'm going over the list with Nell, here. Oh, for +goodness' sake, don't run away, dear!" she broke off, as Nell, thinking +herself rather de trop, moved toward an opposite door; and Nell, of +course, remained.</p> + +<p>"She's the most awful girl to get hold of!" said her ladyship. "If ever +you want to speak to her, to have a nice, quiet<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> chat with her, she has +always got to go and 'see to something.'"</p> + +<p>"I can understand that Miss Lorton's time must be much occupied," said +the earl, with a courteous little inclination of the head to Nell.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know; but she might occupy it with me sometimes," remarked her +ladyship.</p> + +<p>"I can give you just five minutes," said Nell, laughing. "This is just +my busiest hour."</p> + +<p>The earl waited for a minute, waited as if under compulsion and to see +if Lady Wolfer had anything more to say to him, then passed out. On his +way across the hall he met Sir Archie Walbrooke.</p> + +<p>"Mornin', Wolfer," said the young man, in his slow, self-possessed way. +"Lady Wolfer at home? Got to see her about—'pon my honor, forget what +it was now!"</p> + +<p>The earl smiled gravely.</p> + +<p>"You will find her in the library, Walbrooke," he said, and went on his +way.</p> + +<p>Sir Archie was shown into the room where Lady Wolfer and Nell were +conferring over the dinner party, and Lady Wolfer looked up with an +easy:</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's you, is it? What brings you here? Oh, never mind, if you can't +remember; I dare say I shall presently. Meanwhile, you can help us make +out this list."</p> + +<p>"Always glad to make myself useful," he drawled, seating himself on the +settee beside Lady Wolfer, and taking hold of one side of the piece of +paper which she held.</p> + +<p>They were soon so deeply engaged that Nell, eager to get to Mrs. +Hubbard, left them for a while.</p> + +<p>When she came in again, the list was lying on the floor, Lady Wolfer was +leaning forward, with her hands clasped tightly in her lap, her pretty +face lined and eloquent of some deep emotion, and Sir Archie was talking +in a low, and, for him, eager tone.</p> + +<p>As Nell entered, Lady Wolfer rose quickly, and Sir Archie, fumbling at +his eyeglass, looked for the moment somewhat disconcerted.</p> + +<p>"If we're goin' to this place, hadn't we better go?" he said, with his +usual drawl; and Lady Wolfer, murmuring an assent, left the room. Nell, +following her to her room to ask a question about the dinner party, was +surprised and rather alarmed at finding her pale and trembling.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what is the matter?" Nell asked. "Are you ill?"</p> + +<p>"No, oh, no! It is nothing," Lady Wolfer replied hastily. "Where is my +hat? No, don't ring for my maid. Help me—you help me——"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span></p> + +<p>She let her hand rest for a moment on Nell's arm, and looked into her +grave eyes wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Were you—were you ever in trouble, Nell?" she asked. "I mean a great +trouble, which threatened to overshadow your life—not a death; that is +hard enough to fight, but—how foolishly I am talking! And how white you +have gone! Why, child, you can't know anything of such trouble as I +mean! What is it?" she broke off, as the maid knocked at the door and +entered.</p> + +<p>"The phaëton is ready, my lady; and Sir Archie says are you going to +drive, or is he? because, if so, he will change his gloves, so as not to +keep your ladyship waiting."</p> + +<p>"I don't care—oh, he can drive," said Lady Wolfer. She spoke as if the +message, acting as a kind of reminder, had helped her to recover her +usual half-careless, half-defiant mood. "About this dinner, Nell; will +you ask Lord Wolfer if there is any one he would like asked, and add +them to the list? Where did I leave it? Oh, it's in the library."</p> + +<p>Nell went down for it, and, as she opened the door, Sir Archie came +forward with an eager and anxious expression on his handsome face—an +expression which changed to one of slight embarrassment as he saw that +it was Nell.</p> + +<p>"The list? Ah, yes; here it is. I'm afraid it's not fully made out; but +there's plenty of time. Is Lady Wolfer nearly ready?"</p> + +<p>Nell went away with a vague feeling of uneasiness. Had Lady Wolfer been +telling Sir Archie of her "trouble"? If so, why did she not tell her +husband? But perhaps she had.</p> + +<p>Nell had no time to dwell upon Lady Wolfer's incoherent speech, for the +coming dinner party provided her with plenty to think about. She had +hoped that she herself would not be expected to be present, but when on +the following evening she expressed this hope, Lady Wolfer had laughed +at her.</p> + +<p>"My dear child," she said, "don't expect that you are going to be let +off. Of course, you don't want to be present; neither do I, nor any of +the guests. Everybody hates and loathes dinner parties; but so they do +the influenza and taxes; but most of us have to have the influenza and +pay the taxes, all the same."</p> + +<p>"But I haven't a dress," said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Then get one made. Send to Cerise and tell her that I say she is to +build you one immediately. Anyway, dress or no dress, you will have to +be present. Why, I shouldn't be at all surprised if my husband refused +to eat his dinner if you were not."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed.</p> + +<p>"And I know that Lord Wolfer would not notice my presence or my +absence," she said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span></p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer looked at her rather curiously, certainly not jealously, but +gravely and wistfully.</p> + +<p>"My dear Nell, don't you know that he thinks very highly of you, and +that he considers you a marvel of wisdom and cleverness?"</p> + +<p>"I should be a marvel of conceit and vanity if I were foolish enough to +believe that you meant some of the pretty things you say to me," +remarked Nell. "And have I got the complete list of all the guests? I +asked Lord Wolfer, and he said that he should like Lord and Lady +Angleford invited."</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer nodded.</p> + +<p>"All right. You will find their address in the <i>Court Guide</i>. But I think +he has the gout, and Lady Angleford never goes anywhere without him. +Did—did my husband say anything more about the party—or—anything?" she +asked, bending over the proofs of a speech she was correcting.</p> + +<p>"No," said Nell. "Only that he left everything to you, of course."</p> + +<p>"Of course," said her ladyship. "He is, as usual, utterly indifferent +about everything concerning me. Don't look so scared, my child," she +added, with a bitter little laugh. "That is the usual attitude of the +husband, especially when he is a public man, and needs a figure to sit +at the head of his table and ride in his carriages instead of a wife! +There! you are going to run away, I see. And you look as if I had talked +high treason. My dear Nell, when you know as much of the world as you +know of your prayer book——Bah! why should I open those innocent eyes +of yours? Run away—and play, I was going to say; but I'm afraid you +don't get much play. Archie was saying only yesterday that we were +working you too hard, and that we ought to be ashamed of ourselves."</p> + +<p>Nell flushed rather resentfully.</p> + +<p>"I am much obliged to Sir Archie's expression of sympathy," she began.</p> + +<p>"Yes! You sound like it!" said Lady Wolfer, laughing. "My dear, why +don't you get angry oftener? It suits you. Your face just wants that +dash of color; and I'd no idea your eyes were so violety! You can give +me a kiss if you like—mind the ink! Ah, Nell, some day some man will go +mad over that same face and eyes of yours. Well, don't marry a +politician, or a man who thinks it undignified to care for his wife! +There, do go!"</p> + +<p>As Nell went away, puzzled by Lady Wolfer's words and manner, her +ladyship let her head fall upon her hand, and, sighing deeply, gazed at +the "proof" as if she had forgotten it.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span></p> + +<p>Nell did not send for Madame Cerise, but purchased a skirt of black lace, +and set to work to make up the bodice. She was engaged on this one evening +two nights before the dinner, when Burden came in with:</p> + +<p>"A gentleman to see you, miss. He's in the library. It's Mr. Lorton, +your brother, I think——"</p> + +<p>Nell was on the stairs before the maid had finished, and running into +the library, had got Dick in her arms—and his brand-new hat on the +floor.</p> + +<p>"Dick! Oh, Dick! Is it really you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but there won't be much left of me if you continue garroting me; +and would you mind my picking up my hat? It is the only one I've got, +and we don't grow 'em at Shorne Mills! Why, Nell, how—yes, how thin +you've got! And, I say, what a swagger house! I'd always looked upon +mamma's swell relations as a kind of 'Mrs. Harrises,' until now."</p> + +<p>He nodded, as he endeavored to smooth the roughened silk of his hat.</p> + +<p>"Mamma—tell me; she is all right, Dick?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes. I've got no end of messages. She's had your letters, all of +'em; and she hopes that you are taking advantage of your splendid +position. Is it a splendid position, Nell? They seemed to think me of +some consequence when I mentioned, dissembling my pride in the +connection, that I was your brother."</p> + +<p>Nell nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes; it is all right, and I am quite—happy. And Shorne Mills, +Dick, are they all well?"</p> + +<p>"And kicking. I've got a hundred messages which you can sum up in 'love +from all.' And, Nell, I've only time to say how are you, for I'm going +to catch the Irish mail. Fact! Bardsley & Bardsley are sending me to +some engineering work there. How's that for high? Ah, would you!" +gingerly whisking his hat behind him. "Keep off; and, Nell, how's +Drake?"</p> + +<p>The abrupt question sent the blood rushing through Nell's face, and then +as suddenly from it, leaving it stone white.</p> + +<p>"Drake—Mr. Vernon?" she said, almost inaudibly. "I—I do not know. I—I +have not seen—heard."</p> + +<p>"No? That's rum! I should have thought that tiff was over by this time. +Can't make it out! What have you been doing, Miss Lorton?"</p> + +<p>Nell bravely tried to smile.</p> + +<p>"You—you have seen him? You never wrote and told me, Dick! You—you +gave him my note?"</p> + +<p>Dick nodded rather gravely.</p> + +<p>"Yes."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And—and——" She could not speak.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; I gave it him, and he said——Well, he looked broken up over +it; quite broken up. He said—let me see; I didn't pay very much +attention because I thought he'd write to you and see you. They +generally wind up that way, after a quarrel, don't they?"</p> + +<p>"It does not matter. No, I have not seen or heard," said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Well, he said: 'Tell her that it's quite true.' Dashed if I know what +he meant! And that he wouldn't worry you, but would obey you and not +write or see you. I think that was all."</p> + +<p>It was enough. If the faintest spark of hope had been left to glow in +Nell's bosom, Drake's message extinguished it.</p> + +<p>Her head dropped for a moment, then she looked up bravely.</p> + +<p>"It was what I expected, Dick. It—was like him. No, no; don't speak; +don't say any more about it. And you'll stay, Dick? Lady Wolfer will be +glad to see you. They are all so kind to me, and——"</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad to hear that," said Dick; "because if they hadn't been I +should have insisted upon your going home. But I suppose they really are +kind, and don't starve you, though you are so thin."</p> + +<p>"It's the London air, or want of air," said Nell. "And mamma, does +she"—she faltered wistfully—"miss me?"</p> + +<p>"We all miss you—especially the butcher and the baker," replied Dick +diplomatically. "And now I'm off. And, Nell—oh, do mind my hat!—if you +know Drake's address, I should like to write to him."</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Strange," said Dick. "I wrote to the address in London to which I +posted the letters when he was ill, and it came back 'Not known.' I—I +think he must have gone abroad. Well, there, I won't say any more; +but—'he was werry good to me,' as poor Joe says in the novel, you know, +Nell."</p> + +<p>Yes, it was well for Nell that she had no time to dwell upon her heart's +loss; and yet she found some minutes for that "Sorrow's crown of +sorrow," the remembrance of happier days, as she leaned over her black +lace bodice that night when the great house was silent, and the quiet +room was filled with visions of Shorne Mills—visions in which Drake, +the lover who had left her for Lady Luce, was the principal figure.</p> + +<p>On the night of the big dinner party, she, having had the last +consultation with Mrs. Hubbard and the butler, went downstairs. The vast +drawing-room was empty, and she was standing by the fire and looking at +the clock rather anxiously—for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> it was quite on the cards that Lady +Wolfer would be late, and that some of the guests would arrive before +the hostess was ready to receive them—when the door opened and her +ladyship entered. She was handsomely dressed, and wore the family +diamonds, and Nell, who had not before seen her so richly attired and +bejeweled, was about to express her admiration, when Lady Wolfer stopped +short and surveyed the slim figure of her "housekeeper companion" with +widely opened eyes and a smile of surprise and friendly approval.</p> + +<p>"My dear child, how—how——Ahem! no, it's no use; I must speak my mind! +My dear Nell, if I were as vain as some women, and, like most, had a +strong objection to being cut out in my own house by my own cousin, I +should send you to bed! Where did you get that dress, and who made it?"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed and blushed.</p> + +<p>"I bought it in Regent Street—half of it—and made the rest; and please +don't pretend that you like it."</p> + +<p>"I won't," said Lady Wolfer succinctly. "My dear, you are too pretty for +anything, and the dress is charming! Oh, mine! Mine is commonplace +compared beside it, and smacks the modiste and the Louvre; while +yours——Archie is right; you have more taste than Cerise herself——" +She broke off as the earl entered. "Don't you admire Nell's dress?" she +said, but with her eyes fixed on one of her bracelets, which appeared to +have come unfastened.</p> + +<p>The earl looked at Nell—blushing furiously now—with grave attention.</p> + +<p>"I always admire Miss Lorton's dresses," he said, with a little bow. +Then his eyes wandered to the white arm and the open bracelet, and he +made a step toward his wife; then he hesitated, and, before he could +make up his mind to fasten it, she had snapped to the clasp.</p> + +<p>"I tell her she will cause a sensation to-night," she said, moving away.</p> + +<p>He looked at his wife gravely.</p> + +<p>"Indeed, yes," he said absently. "Is it not time some of them arrived?"</p> + +<p>As he spoke, the footman announced Lady Angleford.</p> + +<p>She came forward, her train sweeping behind her, a pleasant smile on her +mignonne face.</p> + +<p>"Am I the first, Lady Wolfer? That is the punishment for American +punctuality!"</p> + +<p>"So good of you!" murmured Lady Wolfer. "And where is Lord Angleford?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry, but he has the gout!"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer expressed her regret.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span></p> + +<p>"And Lord Selbie?" she asked. "Shall we see him?"</p> + +<p>"Did you ask him?" asked Lady Angleford, her brow wrinkling eagerly. "Is +he in England? Have you heard that he has returned?"</p> + +<p>Another woman would have been embarrassed, but Lady Wolfer was too +accustomed to getting into scrapes of this kind not to find a way out of +them.</p> + +<p>"Isn't that like me? Nell, dear—this is my cousin and our guardian +angel, Miss Lorton—Lady Angleford! Did we ask Lord Selbie?"</p> + +<p>Nell smiled and shook her head.</p> + +<p>"N-o," she said; "his name was not on the list, I think."</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford, who had been looking at her with interest, went up to +her.</p> + +<p>"It wouldn't have been any use," she said. "He is abroad—somewhere."</p> + +<p>She stifled a sigh as she spoke.</p> + +<p>"Then there is no need for us to feel overwhelmed with guilt, Nell," +said Lady Wolfer. "Come and warm yourself, my dear. Oh, that gout! No +wonder you won't join the 'Advance Movement!' You've quite enough to try +you. Nell, come and tell Lady Angleford how hard I work."</p> + +<p>Nell came forward to join in the conversation; but all the time they +were talking she was wondering where she had heard Lord Selbie's name!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + + +<p>Lord Selbie?—Lord Selbie? Nell worried her memory in vain. She had read +extracts from the <i>Fashion Gazette</i> so often, the aristocratic names had +passed out of her mind almost before she had pronounced them, and it was +not surprising that she should fail to recall this Lord Selbie's.</p> + +<p>She had not much time or opportunity for reflection, for the other +guests were arriving, and the party was almost complete. As she stood a +little apart, she noticed the dresses, and smiled as she felt how +incapable she would be of describing their magnificence to mamma. It was +her first big dinner party, and she was amused and interested in +watching the brilliant groups, and in listening to the small talk.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer's clear voice could be heard distinctly; but though she +talked and laughed with apparent ease and freedom, Nell fancied that her +ladyship was not quite at her ease, that there was something forced in +her gayety, and that her laugh now and again rang false. Nell saw, too, +that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> Lady Wolfer's glance wandered from time to time to the door, as if +she were waiting for some one.</p> + +<p>The earl came up to Nell.</p> + +<p>"Are we all here? It is late," he said, in his grave way, and glancing +at the clock.</p> + +<p>Nell looked around and counted.</p> + +<p>"One more," she said, in as low a tone. As she spoke, the door opened, +and Sir Archie Walbrooke entered.</p> + +<p>Nell heard Lady Wolfer hesitate in the middle of a sentence, and saw her +turn away, with her back to the door.</p> + +<p>Sir Archie came across the room in his usual deliberate fashion, as +self-possessed and impassive as if he were quite ignorant that he had +kept a roomful of people waiting.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer gave him her hand without breaking off her conversation with +the prime minister, who was chatting and laughing with the carelessness +of a boy, and as if he had never even heard of a ministerial crisis.</p> + +<p>"Afraid I'm late," said Sir Archie, in slow and even tones. "Cab horse +fell down—nearly always does when I'm behind one. Strange."</p> + +<p>"I will hand your excuse to the cook," said Lady Wolfer. "I hope he will +believe it. None of us do, I assure you."</p> + +<p>The butler announced dinner, and the party coupled and filed in, the +earl taking a dowager duchess, a good-natured lady with an obvious wig +and cheeks which blushed—with rouge—like unto those of a dairymaid. +Nell fell to the lot of an undersecretary for the colonies, who was so +great a favorite of the prime minister's that no one dreamed of asking +the great man without sending an invitation to his friend, who was +generally known as "Sir Charles." Like most clever men, he was +simplicity itself, and he watched Nell through his pince-nez as she +surveyed the brilliant line of guests round the long, oblong table, with +an interest in her interest.</p> + +<p>"How well Lady Wolfer is looking to-night," he said, staring at the +hostess at the head of the table. Her eyes were bright, a faint flush on +her cheeks, and her soft hair, which her maid had arranged as +advantageously as short hair can be dressed, shone in the subdued light +of the shaded candles. "One is so accustomed to seeing her in—well," +and he smiled, "strictly business garb, that full war paint strikes one +with the revelation of her prettiness."</p> + +<p>"Yes; isn't she pretty?" said Nell eagerly. "But I always think she is; +though, of course, I like her best in evening dress."</p> + +<p>He smiled at the promptitude of her ingenious admiration.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p> + +<p>"If I had my way, your sex should always wear one of two costumes: a +riding habit or dinner dress."</p> + +<p>"That would be rather inconvenient," said Nell. "Imagine walking out on +a wet day in a habit or a ball frock!"</p> + +<p>"I know," he said. "But I don't think you ought to walk out on a wet +day."</p> + +<p>"You ought to live in Turkey," said Nell, with a laugh.</p> + +<p>"That is rather neat," he said approvingly; "but pray, don't repeat my +speech to Lady Wolfer; she would think me exceedingly frivolous, and I +spend my time in the endeavor to convince her of my gravity and +discretion."</p> + +<p>"Are all politicians supposed to be grave?" asked Nell, glancing at the +prime minister, who had just related an anecdote in his own inimitable +manner, and was laughing as heartily as if he had not a care in the +world.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles followed her eyes and smiled.</p> + +<p>"Judging by Mr. Gresham, one would answer with an emphatic negative," he +said. "But he is an exception to the rule. He is only grave when he is +in the House—and not always then. I have known him crack a joke—and +laugh at it—at the very moment the fate of his ministry swung in the +balance. Some men are born boys, and remain so all their lives, and +some——" He stopped and involuntarily looked at his host, who sat at +the end of the table, his tall, thin figure bolt upright, his face with +a kind of courteous gravity. He had heard the anecdote and paid it the +tribute of a smile, but the smile had passed quickly, and his +countenance had resumed its wonted seriousness in a moment.</p> + +<p>"I always regard Lord Wolfer as a model of what a statesman should +seem," said Sir Charles. "I mean that he, more than any man I know, +comes up to the popular idea of a great statesman—that is, in manner +and bearing."</p> + +<p>Nell remained silent. It was not befitting that she should discuss her +host and employer; and she wondered whether the clever undersecretary +beside her knew who she was and the position she held in the house. She +did not know enough of the world to be aware that nowadays one discusses +one's friends—even at their own tables—with a freedom which would have +shocked an earlier generation.</p> + +<p>"I often think," he continued, "that Lord Wolfer would have served the +moralists as an instance of the vanity of human wishes."</p> + +<p>"Why?" Nell could not help asking.</p> + +<p>"Think of it!" he said, with a slight laugh. "He is the bearer of an old +and honored title, he is passing rich, he is a cabinet minister, he is +married to an extremely clever and charming lady—we agreed that she is +pretty, too, didn't we?—and——"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> He paused a moment. "Should you say +that Lord Wolfer is a happy man?"</p> + +<p>As he put this significant question, which explained his remark about +the vanity of human wishes, Nell looked at the earl. He was apparently +listening to the duchess by his side; but his eyes, under their +straight, dark brows, were fixed upon his wife, who, leaning forward +slightly, was listening with downcast eyes and a smile to Sir Archie, a +few chairs from her.</p> + +<p>Nell flushed.</p> + +<p>"N-o, I don't know," she said, rather confusedly. "Lord Wolfer has so +much on his mind—politics, and——He is nearly always at work; he is +often in his study writing until early morning."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles looked at her quickly.</p> + +<p>"You know them very well. You are staying here?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I live here," said Nell simply. "I am what Sir Archie Walbrooke calls +'general utility.' Lady Wolfer has so much to do, and I help her keep +house, or try and persuade myself that I do."</p> + +<p>Sir Charles was too much a man of the world to be discomfited; but he +laughed a little ruefully as he said:</p> + +<p>"That serves me right for discussing people with a lady with whom I +haven't the honor and pleasure of an acquaintance. It reminds me of that +very old story of the man at the evening party, which you no doubt +remember."</p> + +<p>"No; I've heard so few stories, old or new," said Nell, smiling. "Please +tell it me."</p> + +<p>"I will if you'll tell me your name in exchange; mine is Fletcher, but I +am usually called Sir Charles because Mr. Gresham honors me with his +close friendship. 'Charles, his friend,' as they used to put it in the +old play books, you know."</p> + +<p>"I see; and my name is Lorton, Eleanor Lorton, commonly called Nell +Lorton—because I have a brother. And the story?"</p> + +<p>Sir Charles laughed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's too old; but, old as it is, I had forgotten to take its moral +to heart. A man was leaning against the wall, yawning, at an evening +party. He was fearfully bored, for he knew scarcely any one there, and +had been brought at the last moment by a friend. As he was making up his +mind to cut it, another man came and leaned against the wall beside him +and yawned, also. Said the first: 'Awful slow, isn't it?' 'Yes,' replied +Number Two, 'frightful crush and beastly hot.' 'Dreadful. I could stand +it a little longer if that woman at the piano would leave off squalling. +Come round<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> to my club, and let us get a drink and a smoke.' 'Nothing +would give me more pleasure! Wish I could!' replied Number Two. 'But you +see, unfortunately for me, this is my house, and the lady at the piano +is my wife.'"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed.</p> + +<p>"It is a good story," she said. "The first man must have felt very +foolish."</p> + +<p>"Yes," assented Sir Charles; "I know exactly how he felt. I hope you +forgive me, Miss Lorton? Can I make amends in any way for my stupidity?"</p> + +<p>"You might tell me who some of the people are," said Nell. "I only know +them by name—and scarcely as much as that. I have not been here very +long, and this is my first dinner party."</p> + +<p>"How I envy you!" he said, with a sigh. "Dear me! I seem fated to put my +foot into it to-night! But you know what I mean, or you would if you +dined out as often as I—and Mr. Gresham do. Whom would you like me to +tell you about? I think I know everybody here. One moment! Mr. Gresham +is going to tell the story of his losing himself in London; it was in +one of the new streets, for the making of which he had been a strong +advocate."</p> + +<p>They waited until the story was told, and the prime minister had enjoyed +the laughter, and then Nell said:</p> + +<p>"That little lady with the diamond tiara and the three big rubies on her +neck is Lady Angleford—I know her name because I was introduced to her +before dinner. I like the look of her so much; and she has so pleasant a +voice and smile. Please tell me something about her."</p> + +<p>"An easy task," said Sir Charles. "She is Lord Angleford's young +wife—an American heiress. I like her very much. In fact, though I have +not known her very long, I am honored with her friendship. And yet I +ought not to like her," he added, almost to himself.</p> + +<p>Nell opened her eyes upon him.</p> + +<p>"Why not?" she asked.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles was silent for a moment; then he said, as if he were +weighing his words, and choosing suitable ones for his auditor:</p> + +<p>"Lord Angleford has a nephew who is a great, a very great friend of +mine—Lord Selbie. He was Lord Angleford's heir; but—well, his uncle's +marriage may make all the difference to him."</p> + +<p>Nell knit her brows and made another call on her memory.</p> + +<p>"Of course!" she exclaimed, in a tone of triumph, which rather surprised +Sir Charles. "I remember reading about it. Lord Selbie! Yes—oh, yes; I +recollect."</p> + +<p>Her voice grew sad and absent, as she recalled the afternoon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> when Mrs. +Lorton had insisted upon her reading the stupid society paper to Drake. +How long ago it seemed! How unreal!</p> + +<p>"I dare say," said Sir Charles. "It's one of those things which the +world chatters about, and the newspapers paragraph. Poor Selbie!"</p> + +<p>"Was he a very great friend of yours?" asked Nell, rather mechanically, +her eyes wandering from one face to another.</p> + +<p>"Yes, very great," replied the undersecretary, with a warmth which one +does not look for in a professional politician. "We were at Eton +together, and we saw a great deal of each other afterward, though he +went into the army, and I, for my sins, fell into politics. He is one of +the best of fellows, an Admirable Crichton, at once the envy and the +despair of his companions. There is scarcely anything that Selbie +doesn't do, and he does all things well—the best shot, the best rider, +the best fencer, the best dancer of his set, and the best-hearted. Poor +old chap!"</p> + +<p>It was evident that he had, in his enthusiasm, almost forgotten his +auditor.</p> + +<p>"Where is he now?" asked Nell. "I heard Lady Angleford say that he is +abroad."</p> + +<p>"Yes. No one knows where he is. He has disappeared. It sounds a strong +word, but it is the only one that will meet the case. And perhaps it was +the best thing he could do. When a man's prospects are blighted, and his +ladylove has jilted him——"</p> + +<p>Nell turned quickly. She had tried to remember the whole of the +paragraph she had read to Drake, but she could not.</p> + +<p>"What was the name of the lady who—who jilted him?" she asked.</p> + +<p>Sir Charles was about to reply, and if he had spoken, Nell would have +learned Drake's identity; but at that moment there came a lull in the +conversation, and before it had recommenced, the prime minister leaned +forward and asked a question of his friend. The answer led to a general +discussion, and at its close Lady Wolfer smiled and raised her eyebrows +at the duchess, received a responsive nod, and the ladies rose.</p> + +<p>Sir Archie was the gentleman nearest the door, and he opened it for +them. As Lady Wolfer was passing through, a flower fell from the bosom +of her dress. He picked it up and held it out to her, with a bow and a +smile; but she had turned to say something to the lady behind her, and +he drew his hand back and concealed the flower in it.</p> + +<p>Nell, who chanced to be looking at him, was, perhaps, the only one who +saw the action, and she thought little of it.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> He could scarcely +interrupt Lady Wolfer by a too-insistent restoration of the blossom.</p> + +<p>With the flower in his hand, Sir Archie went back to the table. The +other men had closed up near the earl, but Sir Archie retained his seat. +He allowed the butler to fill his glass and raised it to his lips with +his right hand; then, after a moment or two, he took the flower from his +left and fixed it in the buttonhole of his coat.</p> + +<p>It was a daring thing to do; but he had been—well, not too sparing of +the wine, and his usually pale and impassive face was flushed, and +indicative of a kind of suppressed excitement.</p> + +<p>Perhaps he thought that no one would recognize the flower, and probably +no one did—no one, that is, but the earl. His eyes, as they glanced +down the row of men, saw the blossom in its conspicuous place in Sir +Archie's coat, and the earl's face went white, and his thin lips +twitched.</p> + +<p>"Have you any wine, Walbrooke?" he asked.</p> + +<p>The butler had left the room.</p> + +<p>Sir Archie started, as if his thoughts had been wandering.</p> + +<p>"Eh? Oh—ah! thanks!" he said.</p> + +<p>He took the decanter from the man next him, and filled his glass. The +earl's eyes rested grimly upon the flower for a moment, then, as if with +an effort, he turned to Mr. Gresham and got into talk with him. No man +in the whole world was more ready to talk than the prime minister. The +other men joined in the conversation, which was anything but +political—all but Sir Archie. He sat silent and preoccupied, filling +his glass whenever the decanter was near him, and drinking in a +mechanical way, as if he were scarcely conscious of what he was doing. +Now and then he glanced at the flower in his coat, deeming the glance +unnoticed; but the earl saw it, and every time he detected the downward +droop of the eyes, his own grew sterner and more troubled.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, in the drawing-room, the ladies were sipping their coffee and +conversing in the perfunctory fashion which prevails while they are +awaiting the arrival of the gentlemen.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer, who had, up to the present, borne her part in the +entertainment extremely well, suddenly appeared to have lost all +interest and all desire to continue it. She seated herself beside the +fire and next the easy-chair into which the duchess had sunk, and gazed +dreamily over the screen which she held in her hand. Some of the ladies +gathered in little groups, others turned to the books and albums, one or +two yawned almost openly. A kind of blight seemed falling upon them. +Nell, who was unused to the phenomena of dinner parties, looked round, +aghast. Were they all going to sleep? Suddenly she realized that it was +at just such a moment as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> this that she was supposed to come in. She +went up to Lady Wolfer and bent down to her.</p> + +<p>"Won't somebody play or sing?" she asked. "They all seem as if they were +going to sleep."</p> + +<p>"Let them!" retorted Lady Wolfer, almost loudly enough for those near to +hear. "I don't care. Ask some one to sing, if you like."</p> + +<p>Nell went up to a young girl who stood, half yawning, before a picture +of Burne-Jones'.</p> + +<p>"Will you play or sing?" she asked.</p> + +<p>The girl looked at her with languid good humor.</p> + +<p>"I'd sing; but I can't. I have no parlor tricks," she said. "Besides, +what's the use? Nobody wants it," and she smiled with appalling candor.</p> + +<p>Nell turned from her in despair, and met Lady Angleford's eyes bent upon +her with smiling and friendly interest. Nell went up to her appealingly.</p> + +<p>"I want some one to sing or play—or do something, Lady Angleford," she +said.</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford laughed, the comprehensive, American laugh which conveys +so much.</p> + +<p>"And they won't? I know. It isn't worth while till the gentlemen come +in," she said. "I know that—now. It used to puzzle me at first; but I +know now. You English are so—funny! In America a girl is quite content +to sing to her lady friends; but here—well, only men count as audience. +They will all wake up when the men appear. I have learned that. Or +perhaps you will play or sing?"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer was near enough to hear.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Nell, sing," she said, with a forced smile.</p> + +<p>Nell looked round shyly, then went to the piano.</p> + +<p>"That's the sweetest girl I've seen in England," said Lady Angleford to +her neighbor, who happened to be the dowager duchess. Her grace put up +her eyeglasses, with their long holder, and surveyed the slim, girlish +figure on its way to the grand piano.</p> + +<p>"Yes? She's awfully pretty. And very young, too. A connection of the +Wolfers', isn't she? Rather sad face."</p> + +<p>"A face with a history," said Lady Angleford, more to herself than the +duchess. "Do you know anything about her, duchess?"</p> + +<p>Her grace shrugged her fat shoulders sleepily.</p> + +<p>"Nothing at all. She's here as a kind of lady companion, or something of +the sort. Yes, she's pretty, decidedly. Are you going on to the +Meridues' reception?"</p> + +<p>Nell sat down and played her prelude rather nervously; then she sang one +of the songs which she had sung in The Cottage at Shorne Mills—one of +the songs to which Drake<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> had never seemed tired of listening. There was +a lull in the lifeless, perfunctory conversation, and one or two of the +sleepy women murmured: "Thank you! Thank you very much!"</p> + +<p>"Bravo! Sing us something else, Nell!" said Lady Wolfer.</p> + +<p>Nell was in the middle of the second song when the men filed in. Some of +them came straight into the room and sought the women they wanted, +others hung about the doors, and, hiding their yawns, glanced quite +openly at their watches.</p> + +<p>The earl made his way to his wife where she was sitting by the fire, her +eyes fixed on the flames, which she could just see over the top of her +hand screen.</p> + +<p>"I have to go on to the Meridues' when these have gone," he said. "Are +you coming, Ada?"</p> + +<p>She glanced up at him. His eyes were fixed on the bosom of her dress, on +the spot where the white blossom had shone conspicuously, but shone no +longer; and there was a wistful, yearning expression on his grave face.</p> + +<p>She did not raise her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I may be tired. Perhaps I may follow you."</p> + +<p>He bowed, almost as he would have bowed to a stranger; then, as he was +turning away, he said casually, but with a faint tremor in his voice:</p> + +<p>"You have lost your flower!"</p> + +<p>She raised her eyes and looked at him coldly.</p> + +<p>"My flower? Ah, yes. My maid must have put it in insecurely."</p> + +<p>The earl said nothing, but his grave eyes slowly left her face and +wandered to Sir Archie and the flower in his buttonhole.</p> + +<p>"I will wait for you until twelve," he said, with cold courtesy.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer rose and went toward Lady Angleford.</p> + +<p>"I wish you'd join us, my dear," she said. "Why, the woman movement +sprang from America. You ought to sympathize with us."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but I'm English now," said Lady Angleford, "and, being a convert, +I'm more English than the English. What a charming specimen of your +country you have in Miss Lorton! I don't want to rob you of her, but do +you think you could spare her to come to us at Anglemere? We are going +there almost directly."</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer replied absently:</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly; ask her. It will not matter to me."</p> + +<p>"Not matter!" said Lady Angleford. "Why, I should<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> have thought you would +have suffered pangs at the mere thought of parting with her. She is an +angel! Did you hear her sing just now? I don't know much about your +English larks, but I was comparing her with them——"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer fanned herself vigorously.</p> + +<p>"Ask her, by all means," she said. "Oh, yes; of course I shall miss +her."</p> + +<p>As she spoke, Sir Archie came toward her. A faint flush rose to her +face. Her eyes fell upon the white flower in his buttonhole.</p> + +<p>"Why—how——Is that my flower?" she said, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he replied. "It is yours. You dropped it, and I picked it up. Has +any one a better right to it?"</p> + +<p>She looked up at him half defiantly, half pleadingly.</p> + +<p>"You have no right to it," she said, in a low voice, which she tried in +vain to keep steady. "You—you are attracting attention——"</p> + +<p>She glanced at the women near her, some of whom were eying the pair with +sideway looks of curiosity.</p> + +<p>"I am desperate," he said; "I can bear it no longer. I told you the +other day that I had come to the end of my power of endurance. You—you +are cold—and cruel. I want your decision; I must have it. I cannot +bear——"</p> + +<p>"Hush!" she said warningly, the screen in her hand shaking. "I will +speak to you later—after—after some of them have gone. No; not +to-night. Do not remain here any longer."</p> + +<p>"As you please," he said, with a sullen resentment; and he crossed the +room to Nell, and began to talk to her. As a rule, he talked very +little; but the wine had loosened his tongue, and he launched out into a +cynical and amusing diatribe against society and all its follies.</p> + +<p>Nell listened with surprise at first; then she began to feel amused, and +laughed.</p> + +<p>He drew a chair near her and bent toward her, lowering his voice and +speaking in an impressive tone quite unusual with him. To the casual +observer it might well have seemed that they were carrying on a +desperate flirtation; but every now and then he paused absently, and +presently he rose almost abruptly and went into an anteroom.</p> + +<p>An antique table with writing materials stood in a recess. He wrote +something rapidly on a half sheet of note paper, and placing it inside a +book, laid the volume on the pedestal of a Sèvres vase standing near the +table.</p> + +<p>When he left Nell, Lady Wolfer crossed over to her.</p> + +<p>"Sir Archie has been amusing you, dear?" she said, casually<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> enough; but +the smile which accompanied the remark did not harmonize with the +unsmiling and anxious eyes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," said Nell, laughing. "He has been talking the most utter +nonsense."</p> + +<p>"He—he is very strange to-night," said Lady Wolfer, biting her lip +softly. Not to innocent Nell could she even hint that Sir Archie had +taken more wine than was good for him. "He has been talking utter +nonsense to me. Did you notice the flower in his coat?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Nell, with some surprise. "Why?"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer laughed unnaturally.</p> + +<p>"Nothing. Yes! Nell, I want you to get that flower from him. It—is a +bet."</p> + +<p>"I—get it from him?" said Nell, opening her gray eyes.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer flushed for a moment.</p> + +<p>"It is only a piece of folly," she said. "But—but I want you to get it. +Ask him for it—he cannot refuse. Oh, I can't explain! I will, perhaps; +but get it!"</p> + +<p>She moved away as Sir Archie reappeared in the doorway. He came straight +up to Nell.</p> + +<p>"I think I'll be off," he said. "Some of the others have gone already."</p> + +<p>He went toward Lady Wolfer as if to say "Good night," but, with the +skill which every woman can display on occasion, Lady Wolfer turned from +him as if she did not see him, and joined in the conversation which was +being carried on by the duchess and Lady Angleford.</p> + +<p>"I've come to say good night, Lady Wolfer," he said.</p> + +<p>She met his gaze for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Good night," she said, in the conventional tone. He bowed over her +hand, looked at her with an intense and questioning gaze for an instant, +then left her and came back to Nell.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've forgotten!" he exclaimed, half turning as if to rejoin the +group he had left; then he hesitated, and added: "Will you be so kind as +to give Lady Wolfer a message for me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, certainly," said Nell, rather absently; for she was wondering how +she could ask for the flower, on which her eyes were unconsciously +fixed.</p> + +<p>"Thanks! You are always so kind. Will you tell her, please, that the +book she wants is on the Sèvres pedestal, just behind the vase. She will +want it to-night."</p> + +<p>Nell nodded.</p> + +<p>"I won't forget," she said. "Are you going to take that poor flower into +the cold, Sir Archie?"</p> + +<p>She blushed as she asked the question; but he was too<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> absorbed in the +fatal game of passion to notice her embarrassment.</p> + +<p>"The flower?" he said unthinkingly. "It is nearly faded already; too +poor an offering to make you, Miss Lorton; but if you will accept +it——"</p> + +<p>He had expected her to refuse laughingly, but she replied simply:</p> + +<p>"Thank you; yes, I should like to have it," and in his surprise he took +it from his coat, and, with a bow, handed it to her, wished her good +night, and left her. At the door he paused and looked in the direction +of Lady Wolfer, met her eyes for an instant, then went out.</p> + +<p>Nell was about to place the flower on the table, but, quite +unthinkingly, stuck it in the bosom of her dress. As she was crossing +the room to some people who were taking their departure, the earl came +up to her.</p> + +<p>"I am going to the library presently, and may not see Lady Wolfer before +I leave. Will you please tell her that I hope she will not go out +to-night? I think she is looking tired—and—and overstrained. Do you +not think so?"</p> + +<p>His tone was so full of anxiety, there was so sad and strained an +expression in his grave face, as he looked toward his young wife, who +was talking rather loudly and laughing in a way women will when there is +anything but laughter in their hearts, that Nell's sympathy went out to +him. It was as if suddenly she understood how much he cared for the +woman who was wife to him in little more than the name.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes! I will tell her," she said. "I am sure she will not go if you +do not wish it."</p> + +<p>He smiled bitterly, and, for once dropping the cold reserve which +usually masked him, said, with sad bitterness:</p> + +<p>"You think she considers my wishes so closely?"</p> + +<p>Nell looked up at him, half frightened by the intensity of his +expression.</p> + +<p>"Why—yes!" she faltered.</p> + +<p>He smiled as bitterly as he had spoken; then his manner changed +suddenly, and his eyes became fixed on the flower in her dress.</p> + +<p>"Where did you get that flower? Who——" he asked, almost sternly.</p> + +<p>Nell's face flamed; then, ashamed of the uncalled-for blush, she +laughed.</p> + +<p>"Sir Archie Walbrooke gave it me," she said.</p> + +<p>The earl looked at her with surprise, which gradually changed to a keen +scrutiny, under which Nell felt her blush rising again. But she said +nothing, and, after a moment<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> during which he seemed to be considering +deeply, he passed on, his hands clasped behind his tall figure, his head +bent.</p> + +<p>Immediately the last guest had gone, Lady Wolfer went to her own +apartments. Nell stood in the center of the vast and now empty room, and +looked round her absently, and with that sense of some pending calamity +which we call presentiment.</p> + +<p>Innocent of the world and its intrigues, as she was, she could not fail +to have seen that neither the earl nor the countess was happy; and that +the endless work and excitement in which they endeavored to absorb +themselves only left them dissatisfied and wretched.</p> + +<p>She liked them both; indeed, she had grown very fond of Lady Wolfer, and +her heart ached for the woman who had striven to hide her unhappiness +behind the mask of a forced gayety and recklessness. For a moment, a +single moment, as she caught sight of the flower, a vague suspicion of +the danger which threatened the countess arose in Nell's mind; but she +put the suspicion from her with a shudder, for it was too dreadful to be +entertained.</p> + +<p>Sometimes she went to Lady Wolfer's room after she had retired, and, +remembering the earl's message, she went now upstairs and knocked at the +countess' door.</p> + +<p>A low voice bade her come in, and Nell entered and found Lady Wolfer +sitting on a low chair before the fire. She was alone, and the figure +crouching before the blaze, as if she were cold, aroused Nell's pity. +She crossed the room and bent over her.</p> + +<p>"Are you ill, dear, or only tired?" she asked gently.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer started and looked up at her, and Nell saw that her face was +white and drawn.</p> + +<p>"Is it you?" she said. "I thought it was Wardell"—Wardell was her maid. +"Yes, I am tired."</p> + +<p>"Lord Wolfer has asked me to beg you not to go out to-night. He saw that +you looked tired," she said.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer gazed in the fire, and her lips curled sarcastically.</p> + +<p>"He is very considerate," she said. "Extraordinarily so! One would think +he cared whether I was tired or not, wouldn't one, eh, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Why do you say that, and so bitterly?" Nell said, in a low voice. "Of +course he cares. He is always kind and thoughtful."</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer rose abruptly and, with a short, hard laugh, began to pace +up and down the room.</p> + +<p>"He does not care in the least!" she said, in a harsh, strained voice. +"Why did you come in to-night? I wish you hadn't! I—I wanted to be +alone. No, do not go! Stay,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> now you are here," for Nell had moved to +the door. She went back and laid her hand on the unhappy woman's arm.</p> + +<p>"Won't you tell me what is the matter?" she said.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer stopped and sank into the chair again.</p> + +<p>"I'm almost tempted to!" she said, with a reckless laugh. "It might be +useful to you—as a 'frightful example,' as the temperance people say. +Oh, don't you know? You are young and innocent, Nell, but—but you +cannot fail to have seen how wretched I am! Nell, you are not only young +and innocent, but beautiful. You have all your life before you—you, +too, will have to choose your fate—for we do choose it! Don't wreck +your life as I have wrecked mine; don't, don't marry a man who does not +love you—as I did!"</p> + +<p>"Hush!" said Nell, startled and shocked. "You are wrong, quite wrong!"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer laughed bitterly.</p> + +<p>"I've said too much; I may as well tell you all," she said, with a shrug +of her white shoulders. "It was a marriage of convenience. We—my +people—were poor, and it was a great match for me. There was no talk of +love—love!" She laughed again, and the laugh made Nell wince. "It was +just a bargain. Such bargains are made every day in this vile marriage +market of ours. I was as innocent as you, Nell. The glitter of the +thing—the title, the big house, the position—dazzled me. I thought I +should be more contented and satisfied. Other girls have done the same +thing, and they seemed happy enough. But I suppose I am different. I +wearied of the whole thing—the title, the big house, the diamonds, +everything—before the first month. I wanted something else; I scarcely +knew what——Ah, yes, I did! I did! I wanted love—the thing they all +laugh and sneer at! I had sold myself for gold and place and power, and +when I had gotten them they all turned to Dead Sea fruit, dust and +ashes, on my lips!"</p> + +<p>She gripped her hands tightly, and bent lower over the fire, and Nell +sank on her knees beside her, pale herself, and incapable of speech.</p> + +<p>"For a time I tried to bear it, to live the weary, dragging life; then, +when I was nearly mad—I tried to find relief in the world outside my +own home. I was supposed to be clever—clever! I could write and talk. I +took up this woman's rights business!" She laughed again. "All the time +they were lauding me to the skies and flattering and fooling me, I knew +how stupid the whole thing was. But it seemed the only chance for me, +the only way of forgetting myself and—and my slavery. At any rate, it +served as an excuse for getting out of the house, for not inflicting my +presence upon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> the man who had bought me, and who regarded me simply as +the figurehead for his table, the person to receive his guests and play +the necessary part in his public life."</p> + +<p>"No, no! You're wrong, wrong!" said Nell earnestly.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer seemed scarcely to have heard her.</p> + +<p>"I ought to have known that it would not help me long. It has come to an +end. I am going to end it. I cannot bear this life any longer—I cannot, +I cannot! I will not! I have only one life—that I know of——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, hush, hush!" Nell implored. "You are all wrong! I know it, I am +sure of it! You think he does not care for you. He does, he does! If you +had seen his face to-night—had heard his voice!"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer looked at her with a half-startled glance; then she shook +her head and smiled bitterly.</p> + +<p>"No, I am not wrong," she said. "I know what love is—at last! It +beckons me—I have resisted—God knows I have struggled with and fought +against it—have kept it from me with both hands—but my strength has +failed me at last, and——"</p> + +<p>Nell caught her arm and clung to it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what do you mean?" she asked, in vague terror.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer started, and slowly unclasped Nell's hands.</p> + +<p>"I have said too much," she said, panting and moistening her parched +lips. "I did not mean to tell you—no, I will not say another word. I +don't know why I am so unnerved, why I take it so much to heart I +think—Nell, I am fond of you; you know it?"</p> + +<p>Nell made a gesture of assent, and touched the countess' clasped hands +lovingly, tenderly.</p> + +<p>"I—I think it is your presence here that—that has made me +hesitate—has made me realize the gravity of what I am going to do. I—I +never look at you, hear you speak, but I am reminded that I was once, +and not so long ago, as innocent as you. But I can hesitate no longer. I +have to decide, and I have decided!"</p> + +<p>She rose and stood with her hands before her face for the moment; then +she let them fall with a sigh, and forced a smile.</p> + +<p>"Go now, dear!" she said. "I—I wish I had not spoken so freely; but +that tender, loving heart of yours is hard to resist."</p> + +<p>"What is it you have decided to do?" Nell asked, scarcely above her +breath.</p> + +<p>A deep red rose slowly to the countess' face, then slowly faded, leaving +it pale and wan, and set with determination.</p> + +<p>"I cannot tell you, Nell," she said. "You—you will know soon enough. +And when you know, I want you—I want<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> you to think not too badly of me, +to remember how much I have suffered, how hard and cruel my life has +been—how I have hungered and thirsted for one word, one look of love; +that I have struggled and striven against my fate, and have yielded only +when I could endure no longer. Oh, go now, dear!"</p> + +<p>"Let me stay with you to-night! I can sleep on this couch—on this +chair—beside you, if you like," pleaded Nell, confused and frightened, +but aching with pity and sympathy. "I know that it is all wrong, that +you are mistaken. If I could only convince you! If I could only tell you +what I saw in Lord Wolfer's eyes as he looked at you to-night!"</p> + +<p>The countess shook her head.</p> + +<p>"It is you who are mistaken," she said, "and it is too late. No, you +shall not stay. I have done wrong to say so much. Try—try and forget +it. But yet—no, don't forget it, Nell. Remember me and my wretchedness, +and let it be a warning to you, if ever you are tempted to marry a man +who does not love you, whom you do not love. Ah, but you must go, Nell! +I am worn out!"</p> + +<p>Nell went to her and put her arm round her neck, and drew her face down +that she might kiss her, but the countess gently put Nell's arm from +her, and drew back from the proffered kiss.</p> + +<p>"No; you shall not kiss me!" she said, in a low voice. "You will be glad +that you did not—presently! Stay—give me that flower!" she said, +holding out her hand, but looking away.</p> + +<p>Nell started, and drew the flower from her bosom as if it had been +something poisonous, and flung it in the fire.</p> + +<p>The countess shrugged her shoulders with an air of indifference, and +turned to watch the flower withering and consuming in the fire, and +Nell, with something like a sob, left her.</p> + +<p>What should she do? She understood that her friend stood on the verge of +a precipice; but how could she—Nell—with all her desire to save her, +drag her back?</p> + +<p>As she was going to her room she heard a step in the hall, and, looking +over the balustrade, saw the earl pass from the library to the +drawing-room. For an instant she was half resolved to go down to him, +to—what? How could she tell him? She dared not!</p> + +<p>Lord Wolfer wandered into the drawing-room and stood before the fire, +looking into it moodily, as he leaned against the great mantelpiece of +carved marble.</p> + +<p>He was thinking of the flower which he had seen first in his wife's +possession, then in Sir Archie's, and lastly in Nell's; and of her blush +and confusion when he had asked<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> her how she came by it. He knew Sir +Archie, knew him better and more of his life than Sir Archie suspected. +The man was a perfect type of the modern lover; incapable of a fixed +passion, as fickle as the wind. Could it be that he had transferred, +what he would have called his "devotion," from the countess to Nell? It +seemed at first sight too improbable; but Wolfer knew his world and the +ethics of the smart set of which Sir Archie Walbrooke was a conspicuous +member too well to scout the idea as impossible. The fact that Sir +Archie had spent the last three months flirting with one woman would be +no hindrance to his transferring his attentions to a younger and +prettier one.</p> + +<p>The harassed man turned away with a weary sigh, wandered purposelessly +into the anteroom, and, in a mechanical fashion, fingered the various +articles on the writing table. His eye fell on the book on the pedestal, +and he took up the volume absently, intending to restore it to its place +in the bookcase. On his way he opened the book, and a half sheet of note +paper fell from it and fluttered to his feet. He picked it up, read what +was written on it, and stood for a moment motionless, his eyes fixed on +the carpet, his lips writhing.</p> + +<p>How long he stood there he did not know, but presently he was aroused by +the sound of footsteps. He listened. Some one—the rustling of a +dress—was approaching the room. He slipped the note into the book and +replaced the volume on the pedestal, and quickly stepped behind the +portière curtains.</p> + +<p>He expected his wife. Should he come forward and confront her? His stern +face grew red with shame—for her, for himself. Then, with a sudden leap +of the heart, with a sensation of relief which was absolutely painful in +its intensity, he saw Nell enter the room and go straight to the +pedestal. Her face was pale and troubled, and she looked round with what +seemed to him a guilty expression in the gray eyes. Then she opened the +book as he had done, but, as if she expected to find something, took out +the note, and after a moment of hesitation read it. He saw her face +flush hotly, then grow white, and her hand go out to the pedestal as if +for support. For a moment she stood as motionless as he had done, then +she thrust the note into her pocket, dropped the book from her hand—it +fell on the floor unregarded by her—and slowly left the room.</p> + +<p>Wolfer passed his hand over his brow with a bewildered air, then, as if +obeying an irresistible impulse, he followed her up the stairs.</p> + +<p>Quietly but slowly. He knew that she had not seen him, did not know that +he was following her, and he waited at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> the end of the corridor, +watching her with a heart throbbing with an agony of anxiety. Was she +going to carry the note to his wife? But she did not even hesitate at +the door of Lady Wolfer's room, but went straight to her own, and he +heard the key turn as she locked it.</p> + +<p>The sweat was standing in great drops upon his forehead, and he put up a +trembling hand and wiped them away as he looked toward his wife's door. +Should he go in and question her? Should he ask her straightly whether +the note was intended for her or Nell? It seemed too horrible to suspect +the girl who had seemed innocence and purity itself, and yet had he not +seen her go straight for the book, as if she had known that it was there +waiting for her?</p> + +<p>Like a man in a dream he went down to the library, and, locking the +door, flung himself into a chair, and buried his face in his hands. What +was he to think?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + + +<p>Nell stood in the middle of the room with the note which she had found +in the book in her hand. She had read it half mechanically and +unsuspectingly, as one reads a scrap of paper found in a volume, or in +some unexpected place; and, trembling a little, she went to the electric +light and read the note again. It ran thus—and with every word Nell's +face grew pale:</p> + +<p>"I can wait no longer. You cannot say I have been impatient—that I +haven't endured the suspense as well as a man could. If you love me, if +you are really willing to trust yourself to me, come away with me +to-morrow. God knows I will try and make you happy, and that you can +never be under this roof with a man who doesn't care for you. I will +come for you at seven to-morrow morning—we can cross by the morning +boat. Don't trouble about luggage; everything we want we can get on the +other side. For Heaven's sake, don't hesitate! Be ready and waiting for +me as the clock strikes. Don't hesitate! The happiness of both our lives +lies in your hands.<span style="margin-left: 10em;"><span class="smcap">Archie</span>."</span></p> + +<p>Nell sank into a chair and stared at the wall, trying to think; but for +a moment or two the horror and shame of the thing overwhelmed her. She +had read of such incidents as these, for now and again one of the new +school of novels reached The Cottage; but there is a lot of difference +between reading, say, of a murder, and watching the committal of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> one. +She was almost as much ashamed and shocked as if the note had been +intended for herself.</p> + +<p>She was not ashamed of having read it—though the mere touch of the +paper was hateful to her—for she felt that Providence had ordained it +that she should stand between Lady Wolfer and the ruin to which Sir +Archie was beckoning her.</p> + +<p>But what should she do? Should she take the letter to Lady Wolfer and +implore her to send Sir Archie a refusal? This was, of course, Nell's +first impulse, but she dared not follow it; dared not run the risk of +letting Lady Wolfer see the note. The unhappy woman's face haunted Nell, +and her reckless words, and her tone of desperation, still rang in +Nell's ears. No; she dared not let Lady Wolfer know that this man would +be waiting for her. Few women in the position of the countess could +resist such a note as this, such an appeal from the man who, she +thought, loved her. But if she did not take the note to the countess, +what was she to do?</p> + +<p>Sir Archie would be, then, in the library at seven o'clock; he would ask +for the countess; she would go to him, and—Nell shuddered, and walked +up and down. If there were any one to whom she could go for advice! But +there was no one. At all costs, the truth must be kept from the earl; +his wife must be saved.</p> + +<p>It was a terrible position for a young and inexperienced girl; but, +despite her youth and inexperience, the note could scarcely have fallen +into better hands than Nell's; for she possessed courage, and was not +afraid for herself. Most girls, keenly though they might desire to save +their friend, would have destroyed the note and left the rest to +Providence; but Nell's spirit had been trained in the bracing air of +Shorne Mills, and her views tempered by many a tussle with tide and wind +in the <i>Annie Laurie</i>; and the pluck which lay dormant in the slight +figure rose now to the struggle for her friend's safety. She had grown +to love the woman who had confided her heart's sorrow to her that night, +and she meant to save her. But how? Sir Archie would be there at seven, +and Lady Wolfer must be kept in ignorance of his presence; and he must +be sent away convinced of the hopelessness of his passion.</p> + +<p>Nell walked up and down, unconscious of weariness, ignorant that in his +own room the earl was listening to her footsteps, and putting his own +construction upon her agitation. Now and again she thought of Drake and +her own love affair. Were all men alike? Were there no good men in the +world? Were they all selfish and unscrupulous in the quest of their own +interest and amusements? Love! The word sounded<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> like a mockery, a +delusion, a snare. Drake had loved, or thought he loved her, until Lady +Luce had beckoned him back to her; and this other man, Sir Archie—how +long would he continue to love the unhappy woman if she yielded to him?</p> + +<p>The silver clock on the mantelshelf struck five, and Nell, worn out at +last, and still apparently far away from any solution of the problem +which she had set herself, flung herself on the bed. She had scarcely +closed her eyes before a way of helping Lady Wolfer presented itself to +her.</p> + +<p>Her face crimsoned, and she winced and closed her eyes with a slight +shudder; but though she shrank from the ordeal, she resolved to make it. +Lady Wolfer had been kind to her, had won her love, and, more than all +else, had confided in her, and she—Nell—would save her at any cost.</p> + +<p>A little before seven she rose, and changed her dinner dress for a plain +traveling one, and, putting on her hat and jacket, went down to the +library slowly and almost stealthily. A maidservant was sweeping the +hall, and she looked up at Nell, clad in her outdoor things, with some +surprise.</p> + +<p>"I expect Sir Archie Walbrooke at seven o'clock," said Nell. "I am in +the library, please."</p> + +<p>She spoke quite calmly and casually, buttoning her glove in a leisurely +fashion as she passed on her way; and the maid responded unsuspiciously, +for the coming and going at Wolfer House were always somewhat erratic.</p> + +<p>Nell went into the library, and, closing the door, turned up the +electric light a little—for the maids had not yet been to the room, and +the shutters were still closed. The morning was a wet and chilly one, +and Nell shuddered slightly as she sat and watched the second hand of +the clock, which at one moment seemed to move slowly and at the next +appeared to fly. She had not decided upon the words she would use; she +would be guided by those which Sir Archie might speak; but she was +resolved to fight as long as possible, to hide every tremor which, at +these moments of waiting and suspense, quivered through her.</p> + +<p>Then she heard his voice, his slow step—no quicker than usual this +morning—crossing the hall; the door opened, and he was in the room. +Nell rose, and stood with her back to the light; and, closing the door, +he came toward her with a faint cry of satisfaction and relief.</p> + +<p>"Ada!" he said. "You have come——"</p> + +<p>Nell raised her veil, but, before she had done so, he had seen that she +was not the countess; and he stopped short and stared at her.</p> + +<p>"Miss Lorton!" he exclaimed, under his breath, so taken aback that the +shock of his disappointment was revealed in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> his face and voice. "I—I +thought—expected—to see Lady Wolfer. Is—is she up? Does she know that +I am here? You have a message for me?"</p> + +<p>He tried to speak casually, and forced a smile, as if the appointment +was quite an ordinary one; but Nell saw that the hand that held his hat +shook, and that his color, which had risen as he entered the room and +greeted her, had slowly left his face, and her courage rose.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have a message for you, Sir Archie," she said, keeping her voice +as steady as she could, and saying to herself: "It is to save her—save +her!"</p> + +<p>"Yes?" he said, with suppressed eagerness and anxiety. "What is it? I—I +am rather pressed for time." He glanced at his watch. "Won't she see me? +If you would go up and ask her. I shan't detain her more than a minute."</p> + +<p>"No; she cannot see you," said Nell. "I am to ask you to go—where you +are going—without seeing her."</p> + +<p>He looked at her steadily, gnawing his lip softly.</p> + +<p>"I—I don't understand," he said, still trying to smile. "She—told you +that I am going—abroad?"</p> + +<p>Nell inclined her head gravely.</p> + +<p>"Yes? But didn't she tell you that—that I must see her before I go? +That—that it is important?"</p> + +<p>"She cannot see you," said Nell, her heart beating fast. "She wishes you +to go, and—and to remain abroad——"</p> + +<p>His face crimsoned, then went pale.</p> + +<p>"You know—she has told you why—why I have come this morning?" he said, +in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know," assented Nell, the shame, for him, dyeing her face.</p> + +<p>He stared at her for a moment in silence; then he said, half defiantly, +half sullenly:</p> + +<p>"Very well, then. If you know why I am here, you must know that I cannot +take such a message, that I cannot go—without her. For Heaven's sake, +Miss Lorton, go and fetch her! There is no time to lose. Her—my +happiness is at stake. I beg your pardon; I'm afraid I'm brusque; +but——For Heaven's sake, bring her! If I could see her, speak to her +for a moment——"</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"I cannot," she said. "It would be of no use. Lady Wolfer would not go +with you."</p> + +<p>He came nearer to her and lowered his voice, almost speaking through his +teeth.</p> + +<p>"See here, Miss Lorton, you—you have no right to be in this +business—to interfere with it. You—you are too young to +understand——"</p> + +<p>Nell crimsoned.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No," she said, almost inaudibly. "I understand. I—I have seen your +letter." Her calm, almost her courage, broke down, and, clasping her +hands, she pleaded to him. "Oh, yes, I do understand! Sir Archie, go; do, +do go! It is cruel of you to stay. If—if you really love her, you will go +and never come back."</p> + +<p>His face went white and his eyes flashed.</p> + +<p>"No, you don't understand, although you think you do. You say that I am +cruel. I should be cruel if I did what she asks me, what you wish me to +do, to leave her in this house, to the old life of misery. I love her; I +want to take her away with me from the man who doesn't care an atom for +her, whom she does not love."</p> + +<p>"It isn't true!" said Nell, with a sudden burst of indignation, and with +a sudden insight as inexplicable as it was sudden. "He loves her, and +she, though she does not know it, cares for him. They would have +discovered the truth if you had not come between them and made them hard +and cold to each other. Yes, you are cruel, cruel and wicked! But—but +perhaps it has not been all your fault—and—I'm sorry if—if I have +spoken too harshly."</p> + +<p>He scarcely seemed to have heard her concluding words, but repeated to +himself: "She cares for him. She cares for Wolfer—her husband!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes!" said Nell eagerly, anxiously. "I know it; I have seen her +when she was most unhappy. I have heard the truth in her voice—I +remember little things—the way she has behaved to him, spoken to him, +when she was off her guard. Yes, it is true she cares for him as much as +he cares for her; but they have hidden it from each other—and you—you +have made it harder for them to show their love! But you know the truth +now, and—and you will go, will you not?"</p> + +<p>In her anxiety she laid her hand on his arm imploringly, and looked up +at him with eyes moist with tears.</p> + +<p>He looked at her, his brows knit, his lips set closely.</p> + +<p>"By Heaven, if I thought you were right!" broke from him; then his tone +changed, and his eyes grew hard with resentment. "No; you are wrong, +quite wrong! And it is you who have come between us, and will rob us of +our happiness! I—I—beg your pardon!" he faltered, for this slave of +passion was, after all, a gentleman. "I beg your pardon! If you knew +what I am suffering, what she must be suffering at this moment! Miss +Lorton, you are her friend—you have no reason to bear me any ill +will—I honor you for—for your motives in all this—but I implore you +to stand aside. If you will go and bring her, I will wait here, and you +shall hear from her own lips that you are wrong in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> supposing that any +affection exists between her and him. I will wait here. Go, I beg of +you! There is no time to lose!"</p> + +<p>"I will not!" said Nell, her slight figure erect, her eyes more eloquent +than the tone of her resolution to save her friend.</p> + +<p>"Then I will ring and ask her to come," he said, and he went toward the +bell.</p> + +<p>Nell sprang in front of it.</p> + +<p>"No," she said, in a low voice. "It is I who will ring, and it is the +earl who shall come."</p> + +<p>Sir Archie stood, his hand outstretched to push her aside. Men of his +class and character dislike a scene. He was not physically afraid of +Lord Wolfer, but—a scene and a scandal which would leave Lady Wolfer at +Wolfer House, while he was turned out, was a contretemps to be avoided, +if possible.</p> + +<p>"You must be mad!" he said, between his teeth. "Worse; you are laboring +under a hideous mistake. She loves me, and you know it—she has never +cared for Lord Wolfer. Please stand aside."</p> + +<p>He put out his hand to gently remove her from before the bell, and at +his touch the strain which Nell was undergoing became too tense for +endurance. The color left her face and left it deathly white. With a +faint moan she put her hand to her throat as if she were choking, and +swayed to and fro as if she were giddy.</p> + +<p>Sir Archie caught her just in time.</p> + +<p>"Good heavens, don't faint!" he exclaimed, in a horrified whisper.</p> + +<p>At the sound of his voice, at his touch, Nell recovered her full +consciousness.</p> + +<p>"Let me go! Don't touch me!" she breathed, with a shudder; but, before +she could free herself from his hold, the door opened, and the earl +entered.</p> + +<p>With an oath, Sir Archie turned and glared at him, and Nell sank against +the mantelshelf, and leaned there, faint and trembling.</p> + +<p>The two men stood quite still and looked at each other. In these days we +have taught ourselves to take the most critical moments of our lives +quietly. There is no loud declamation, no melodramatic denunciation, no +springing at each other's throats, or flashing of swords. We carry our +wrongs to the law courts, and an aged gentleman in an ermine tippet, and +a more or less grimy wig, avenges us—with costs and damages.</p> + +<p>The earl was pale enough, and his eyes wore a stern expression as they +rested upon his "friend"; but yet there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> was something in his face which +seemed to indicate relief; and, presently, after a moment which seemed +an age to Nell, his gaze left the other man's face and fixed itself on +her.</p> + +<p>"Were you going out with Sir Archie Walbrooke, Miss Lorton?" he asked +coldly.</p> + +<p>Sir Archie started slightly, and would have spoken, but Nell looked at +him quickly, a look which smote him to silence. She, too, remained +silent, her hands clasped, her eyes fixed on the ground.</p> + +<p>"Is my inference a correct one?" said the earl, still more coldly. "I +find you here—at this unusual hour—and dressed for traveling. And he +is here—by appointment, I presume? Ah, do not deny it! It is too +obvious."</p> + +<p>Sir Archie opened his lips, but once more Nell looked at him, and once +more her eyes commanded, rather than asked, his silence. He suppressed +an oath, and stood with clenched hands, waiting in helpless +irresolution. What was this girl going to do? Was she—was it possible +that she was going to screen Lady Wolfer at the cost of her own +reputation! The man was not altogether bad, and the remnant of honor +which still glowed in his breast rose against the idea of such a +sacrifice. And yet—it was for the woman he loved!</p> + +<p>The perspiration broke out on his pale face, and he looked from the +stern eyes of the earl to Nell's downcast ones.</p> + +<p>"I can't stand this!" broke from his lips. "Look here, Wolfer!"</p> + +<p>The earl raised his head.</p> + +<p>"I have nothing to say to you. I decline to hear you," he said grimly. +"I am addressing Miss Lorton. I have asked her a question; but it is not +necessary to inflict the pain of an answer. I am aware that I have no +legal right to interfere in Miss Lorton's movements, but she is under my +roof, she is a connection"—his voice grew a shade less stern—"I am, +indeed, almost in the position of her guardian. Therefore, I deem it my +duty to acquaint her with the character of the man with whom she +proposes to—elope."</p> + +<p>Nell raised her head, the crimson staining her whole face; and it seemed +to Sir Archie as if her endurance had broken down; but she checked the +indignant denial which had sprung to her lips, and, closing her lips +tightly, sank back into her former attitude—an attitude which convinced +Lord Wolfer of her guilt.</p> + +<p>"Are you aware that this gentleman, who has honored you by an invitation +to fly with him, is already a married man, Miss Lorton?"</p> + +<p>Nell made no sign, but Sir Archie started and ground his teeth.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span></p> + +<p>"He has carefully concealed the fact; but—well, I happen to know it, and +I think he will not venture to deny it."</p> + +<p>He paused, but Sir Archie remained silent.</p> + +<p>"Were you ignorant of it?" asked the earl.</p> + +<p>Nell opened her lips, and they formed the word "Yes."</p> + +<p>"I expected as much," said the earl. "And now that you know the truth, +are you still desirous of accompanying him?"</p> + +<p>Nell, with her eyes fixed on the ground, shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No!" she whispered.</p> + +<p>Sir Archie swore under his breath.</p> + +<p>"I can't stand this!" he said desperately. "Look here, Wolfer, you are +making a damnable mistake. Miss Lorton——"</p> + +<p>The earl turned to him, but looked above his head.</p> + +<p>"Excuse me," he said, "I have no desire to hear any explanation of your +conduct—it would be impossible for you to defend it. But, having +received Miss Lorton's reply to my question, I have the right to ask you +to quit my house—and I do so!"</p> + +<p>Sir Archie went up to Nell and looked at her straight in the face.</p> + +<p>"Do you—do you wish me to remain silent?" he said hoarsely. "Think +before you speak! Do you?"</p> + +<p>Nell looked up instantly.</p> + +<p>"Yes!" she replied, in a low voice. "If you will go—forever!"</p> + +<p>Sir Archie gazed at her as if he had suddenly become unconscious of the +earl's presence.</p> + +<p>"My God!" he breathed. "You—you are treatin' me better than I deserve. +Yes, I am goin'," he said, turning fiercely to the earl, who had made a +slight movement of impatience. "But I want to say this. I want"—he +moistened his lips, as if speech were difficult—"to tell you—and—and +her—that—that what has taken place will never be spoken of by me while +I live. I am goin'—abroad. I shall not return for some time."</p> + +<p>The earl made a gesture of indifference.</p> + +<p>"Your movements can be of no interest to me," he said, "and I trust that +they may be of as little importance to this unhappy girl, now that she +knows the character of the man whom she was about to trust."</p> + +<p>Sir Archie laughed—a laugh that sounded hideously grotesque at such a +moment; then he took up his hat and gloves; but he laid them down again.</p> + +<p>"Will you give me a minute—three—with Miss Lorton, alone?" he asked, +biting his lip.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span></p> + +<p>The earl hesitated for a moment, and glanced at Nell searchingly; then, as +if satisfied, he said:</p> + +<p>"Yes, I will do so, on condition that you leave this house at the +expiration of that time. I will rejoin you when he has gone."</p> + +<p>As he left the room, Sir Archie turned to Nell.</p> + +<p>"Do you know what you have done?" he asked hoarsely, and almost +inaudibly. "Do you know what this means: that you have sacrificed +yourself for—for her?"</p> + +<p>Nell had sunk into a chair, and she looked up at him, and then away from +him; but in that momentary glance he had read the light of an inflexible +resolution, an undaunted courage in the gray eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know," she said. "He—he thinks, will always think, that it was +I——" She broke off with an irrepressible shudder.</p> + +<p>Sir Archie's hand went to his mustache to cover the quiver of his lips.</p> + +<p>"My God! it's the noblest thing! But—have you counted the cost—the +consequences?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said. "But it does not matter. I—I am nobody—only a girl, +with no husband, no one who loves, cares for me; while she——Yes, I +know what I have done; but I am not sorry—I don't regret. I have your +promise?" she looked up at his strained face solemnly. "You will keep +it?—you will not break your word? You will go away and—and leave her?"</p> + +<p>His hands clenched behind him, and he was silent for a moment; then he +said:</p> + +<p>"Yes, by Heaven! I will! The sacrifice shall not be all on your side. +Tell her—no, tell her nothin', or you will have to tell her all. Tell +her nothin'. Miss Lorton——" His voice broke, and he hesitated. Nell +waited, and he found his voice again. "When I hear that there are no +good women, no noble ones, I—I shall think of what you have done this +mornin'. Good-by. I—I can't ask you to shake hands. My God! I'm not fit +for you to touch! I see that now. Good-by!"</p> + +<p>He went out of the room with drooping head, but he raised it as he +passed the earl, and the two men nodded—for the benefit of the footman +who opened the door.</p> + +<p>Nell hid her face in her hands and waited, and presently the earl +reëntered the library.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + + +<p>Lord Wolfer stood, with his hand resting upon the table, in silence for +a moment or two, regarding Nell, no longer sternly, but with an +expression of pity which was novel in him. Nell sat with her head +resting in her hands, her eyes downcast. She was still pale, but her +lips were set firmly, as if she were prepared for rebuke and reproach.</p> + +<p>"Do not be afraid," he said, at last. "I have not returned to—to blame +you. You are too young to understand the peril—perhaps, too, the +sin—of the step which you meditated taking. I am a man of the world, +and I can appreciate the temptation to which you have been subjected. +Sir Archie—well, all the world knows that such men are difficult to +resist, and—and your inexperience betrayed you. I know the arts by +which he gained your affections and hoped to mislead you."</p> + +<p>It was almost more than she could bear; but Nell set her teeth hard and +held her breath; for she felt it well-nigh impossible to resist the +aching longing to utter the cry of the unjustly accused. "I am +innocent—innocent!" But she remembered the unhappy woman whom she had +saved, and suffered in silence.</p> + +<p>"That you bitterly regret your—your weakness I am convinced," said Lord +Wolfer; "and I am quite satisfied with your promise that you will not +see him—I wish I could add, not think of him—again. He is a dangerous +man, Miss Lorton"—he paused and paced to the window, and his lips +twitched—"such men are a peril to every woman upon whom they—they +chance to set their fickle fancy. At one time—yes, I owe it to you to +be candid—at one time I feared"—he stopped again, and drummed upon the +windowsill with his forefinger—"I feared he was paying Lady Wolfer too +much attention. Even now I am not sure that my fears were groundless. He +came to the house frequently, and was at my wife's side perpetually, +before you came."</p> + +<p>Nell held her breath. Had her sacrifice been in vain? Had he got an +inkling of the truth? But he went on sternly and in a low voice:</p> + +<p>"If there were any reason for my suspicions, it is evident that he +transferred his affections to you. It is a terrible thing to say, +but—but I feel as if—as if—your presence here had averted a dreadful +catastrophe from us. Yes; that letter might have been meant for my wife, +and I might have found her here instead of you. Do not think it +heartless of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> me if I say that, deeply as I sympathize with you and +grieve for your—your trouble, I am relieved—relieved of an awful +apprehension on—on Lady Wolfer's account. I have suffered a great deal +during the past few months."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Nell, forgetting her own misery in sympathy for him.</p> + +<p>He looked at her quickly.</p> + +<p>"You have noticed it?"</p> + +<p>Nell inclined her head.</p> + +<p>"I have lived in the house—I have seen——" she faltered.</p> + +<p>He nodded once or twice.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I suppose that you could not help seeing that there has been a—a +gulf between us; that we are not as other, happier, husbands and wives."</p> + +<p>He sighed, and passed his hand across his brow wearily.</p> + +<p>"But we are not the only couple who, living in the same house, are +asunder. I am not the only man who has to endure, secretly and with a +smiling face, the fact that his wife does not care for him."</p> + +<p>Nell raised her head, and the color came to her pale face.</p> + +<p>"You are wrong—wrong!" she said, in a low voice, but eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Wrong? I beg your pardon?" he said gravely.</p> + +<p>"It is all a terrible mistake," said Nell. "She does care for you. Oh, +yes, yes! It is you who have been blind; it is your fault. It is hers, +too; but you are the man, and it is your place to speak—to tell her +that you love her——"</p> + +<p>He reddened as he turned to her with a curious eagerness and surprise.</p> + +<p>"I don't understand you," he said, with a shake in his voice. "Do you +mean me to infer that—that I have been under a delusion in thinking +that my wife——"</p> + +<p>Nell rose and stretched out her hands with a gesture of infinite +weariness.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how blind you are!" she said, almost impatiently. "You think that +she does not care for you, and she thinks that of you, and you are both +in love with each other."</p> + +<p>His face glowed, and a strange brightness—the glow of hope—shone in +his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Take care!" he said huskily. "You—you use words lightly, perhaps +unthinkingly——"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, with a kind of weary irritation.</p> + +<p>"I am telling you the truth; I am trying to open your eyes," she said. +"She loves you."</p> + +<p>"Why—why do you think so? Have you ever heard her address a word to me +that had a note of tenderness in it?"</p> + +<p>"Have you ever addressed such a word to her?" retorted Nell.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span></p> + +<p>He started, and gazed at her confusedly.</p> + +<p>"You have always treated her as if she were a mere acquaintance, some +one who was of no consequence to you. Oh, yes, you have been polite, +kind, in a way, but not in a way a woman wants. I am only a girl, +but—but"—she thought again of Drake, of her own love story, and her +lips trembled—"but I have seen enough of the world to know that there +is nothing which will hurt and harden a woman more than the 'kindness' +with which you have treated her. I think—I don't know, but I think if I +cared for a man, I would rather that he should beat me than treat me as +if I were just a mere acquaintance whom he was bound to treat politely. +And did you think that it was she who was to show her heart? No; a woman +would rather die than do that. It is the man who must speak, who must +tell her, ask her for her love. And you haven't, have you, Lord Wolfer?"</p> + +<p>He put his hand to his brow and bit his lips.</p> + +<p>"God forgive me!" he murmured. Then he looked at her steadily. "Yes, you +have opened my eyes! Heaven grant that I may see this thing as you see +it! Heaven grant it! My dear"—his voice shook with his +gratitude—"where—where did you learn this wisdom, this knowledge of +the human heart?"</p> + +<p>Nell drew a long breath painfully, and her gray eyes grew dark.</p> + +<p>"It isn't wisdom," she said wearily. "Any schoolgirl knows as much, +would see what I have seen—though a man might not. You have been too +busy, too taken up with politics—politics!—and she—she has tried to +forget her troubles in lecturing, and meetings and committees. And all +the while her heart was aching with longing, with longing for just one +word from you."</p> + +<p>The earl turned his head aside.</p> + +<p>"Ah! if you doubt it still, go to her!" said Nell. "Go and ask her!"</p> + +<p>"I will," he said, raising his head, his eyes glowing. "I will go."</p> + +<p>He moved to the door, then stopped and came back to her; he had +forgotten her, forgotten the tragic scene in which he had just taken +part.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon! Forgive me! It was ungrateful of me to forget your +trouble, my dear!"</p> + +<p>Nell made a gesture of indifference.</p> + +<p>"It does not matter," she said dully. "I—I will go."</p> + +<p>"Go?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I will go—leave the house at once. I could not stay."</p> + +<p>She looked round as if the walls were closing in on her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p> + +<p>Wolfer knit his brows perplexedly.</p> + +<p>"I—I do not like the idea of your going. Where will you go?"</p> + +<p>"Home," she said; and the word struck across her heart and almost sent +the tears to her eyes.</p> + +<p>He went to the window and came back again.</p> + +<p>"If—if you think it best," he said doubtfully. "I know that—that it +must be painful to you to remain here, that the associations of this +house——"</p> + +<p>"Yes—yes," said Nell, almost impatiently.</p> + +<p>"I need not say—indeed, I know that I need not—that no word of—of +what has occurred this morning will ever pass my lips," he said in a low +voice.</p> + +<p>Nell looked up swiftly.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Promise me, promise me on your honor that you will not tell Lady +Wolfer!" she said.</p> + +<p>"I promise," said the earl solemnly.</p> + +<p>Nell glanced at the clock and mechanically took up her gloves, which she +had torn from her hands.</p> + +<p>"I will go straight to the station."</p> + +<p>"You do not wish to see Ada?" he said, speaking of his wife by her +Christian name, for the first time in Nell's hearing.</p> + +<p>"No," she said, quietly but firmly.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it is best," he murmured. "I will order a carriage for you—you +will have something to eat?"</p> + +<p>"No, no; I will not! The carriage, please! Tell—tell Lady Wolfer that I +had to go home suddenly. Tell her anything—but the truth."</p> + +<p>He inclined his head; then he went to the bureau and took out some +notes.</p> + +<p>"You will let me give you these?" he asked, very humbly and anxiously.</p> + +<p>Nell looked at the money with a dull indifference.</p> + +<p>"What is owing to me, please. No more," she said.</p> + +<p>"If I gave you that, it would leave me beggared," he said gravely. +"Please give me your purse."</p> + +<p>He folded some notes and put them in her purse, and held out his hand.</p> + +<p>"You will let me go to the station?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No, no!" said Nell. "I would rather go alone."</p> + +<p>"You are not afraid?" he ventured, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>Nell was puzzled for a minute; then she understood that he meant afraid +of Sir Archie. It was the last straw, and she broke down under it; but, +instead of bursting into tears, she laughed—so wild, so eerie a laugh, +that Wolfer was alarmed. But the laugh ceased suddenly, and she lowered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> +her veil. He held out his hand again, and held hers in a warm and +grateful grasp.</p> + +<p>"God bless you, my dear!" he said. "If you are right, I—I shall owe my +life's happiness to you!"</p> + +<p>Nell went up to her room and told Burden to pack a small hand bag. "I am +going away for a few days," she said; and though she endeavored to speak +easily, the maid looked at her anxiously.</p> + +<p>"Not bad news, miss, I hope?" she said.</p> + +<p>"No; oh, no!" replied Nell.</p> + +<p>The earl was waiting for her in the hall, and put her into the brougham; +and he stood and looked after the carriage with conflicting emotions.</p> + +<p>Then he went upstairs, and, after pausing for a moment or two, knocked +at his wife's door.</p> + +<p>"It is I," he said.</p> + +<p>He heard her cross the room, and presently she opened the door. She was +in her dressing robe, and she looked at him as if she were trying to +keep her surprise from revealing itself in her face.</p> + +<p>"May I come in?" he said, his color coming and going. "I—I want to +speak to you."</p> + +<p>She opened the door wide, and he entered and closed it after him.</p> + +<p>She moved to the dressing table, and took up a toilet bottle in an +aimless fashion.</p> + +<p>"I have come to tell you that I have to go abroad," he said. He had +thought out what he would say, but his voice sounded strange and forced, +and, by reason of his agitation, graver even than usual.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, with polite interest. "When do you go?"</p> + +<p>"To-day—at once," he said. "Can you be ready in time for us to catch +the afternoon mail?"</p> + +<p>She turned her head and looked at him. The sun had come out, and shone +through the muslin curtains upon her pretty face and soft brown hair.</p> + +<p>"I!" she said, surprised and startled. "I! Do you want me to go?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said.</p> + +<p>He stood, his eyes fixed on hers, his brows knit in suspense and +anxiety.</p> + +<p>"Why?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He came a little nearer, but did not stretch out his hands, though he +longed to do so.</p> + +<p>"Because—I want you," he replied.</p> + +<p>She looked at him, and something in his eyes, something new, strange, +and perplexing, made her heart beat fast, and caused the blood to rush +to her face.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You—want—me?" she said, in a low voice, which quavered. Its tremor drew +him to her, and he held out his arms.</p> + +<p>"Yes; I have wanted you—I have always wanted you. Ada, forgive me! Come +to me!"</p> + +<p>She half yielded, then she shrank back, her face white, her eyes full of +remorse and something like fear.</p> + +<p>"You—you don't know!" she panted.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know all—enough!" he said. "It was my fault as much—more than +yours. Forgive me, Ada! Let us forget the past; let us begin our lives +from to-day—this hour! No, don't speak! It is not necessary to say a +word. Don't let us look back, but forward—forward! Ada, I love you! I +have loved you all along, but I was a fool and blind; but my eyes are +opened, and——Do you care for me? Or is it too late?"</p> + +<p>She closed her eyes, and seemed as if about to fall, but he caught her +in his arms, and, with a sob, she hid her face on his breast, weeping +passionately.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Nell sank into a corner of the luxurious carriage, and stared vacantly +before her. The reaction had set in, and she felt bewildered and +confused. She was leaving Wolfer House "under a cloud." For all her life +one person, at least—Lord Wolfer—would deem her guilty of misconduct. +She shuddered and closed her eyes. How should she account to mamma for +her sudden return? Then she tried to console herself, to ease her aching +heart with the thought of the meeting, the reconciliation of the husband +and wife. She had not sacrificed herself in vain, not in vain!</p> + +<p>What did it matter that the earl deemed her guilty? As she had said, she +was nobody, a girl for whom no one cared. She was going back to Shorne +Mills. Well, thank God for that! In six hours she would be home. Home! +Her heart ached at the word, ached with the longing for rest and peace.</p> + +<p>She found that a train did not start until three, and she walked up and +down the station for some time, trying to forget her unhappiness in the +bustle and confusion which, even at the end of this nineteenth century, +make traveling a burden and a trial.</p> + +<p>Presently she began to feel faint rather than hungry, and she went into +the refreshment room and asked for a glass of milk. While she was +drinking it a gentleman came in. She saw that it was Lord Wolfer, and +set down the glass and waited. The man seemed totally changed. The +sternness had disappeared from his face, and his eyes were bright with +his newly found happiness.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why have you come?" she asked dully.</p> + +<p>"I had to," he said. "I—I wanted to tell you—you were right—yes, you +were right! I was blind. We were both blind! We are going abroad +to-day—together. She has asked for you—almost directly—almost as if +she—she suspected that you had brought us together! I told her that you +had been sent for by Sophia. I wish you were not going; I wish you were +coming with us!"</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head wearily; and he nodded. He seemed years younger; and +his old stiffness had disappeared from his manner, the grave solemnity +from his voice.</p> + +<p>"That is my train," said Nell.</p> + +<p>He looked at her wistfully, as if he longed to take her back with him, +but Nell walked resolutely down the platform, and he put her into a +first-class compartment. Then he got some papers and magazines, and laid +them on the seat beside her. It was evident that he did not know how +sufficiently to express his gratitude.</p> + +<p>"Your going is the only alloy to my—our happiness!" he said.</p> + +<p>Nell smiled drearily.</p> + +<p>"You will soon forget me," she could not help saying.</p> + +<p>"Never! Don't think that!" he said. "Have you wired to say that you are +coming?"</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"I will do so," he said.</p> + +<p>The guard made his last inspection of the carriages, and Wolfer held her +hand.</p> + +<p>"Good-by," he said. "And—and thank you!"</p> + +<p>The words were conventional enough, but Nell understood, and was +comforted.</p> + +<p>As the train left the station, the boys from the book stall came along +with the early edition of the evening papers.</p> + +<p>"Paper, miss?" asked one, standing on the step. "Evening paper? Sudden +death of the Hearl of Hangleford!"</p> + +<p>But Nell had no desire for an evening paper, and, shaking her head, sank +back with a sigh.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + + +<p>Beaumont Buildings is scarcely the place one would choose in which to +spend a summer's day; for, though they reach unto the heavens, they are, +like most of their kind, somewhat stuffy, the dust of the great city in +all their nooks and corners, and the noise of the crowded life +penetrates even to the topmost flat.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span></p> + +<p>The agent, a man of fine imagination and unlimited descriptive powers, +states that Beaumont Buildings is "situated in a fashionable locality"; +but though Fashion may dwell close at hand, and its carriages sometimes +roll luxuriously through the street in which the Buildings tower, the +street is a grimy and rather squalid one, in which most of the houses are +shops—shops of the cheap and useful kind which cater for the poor.</p> + +<p>There is always a noise and a blare in Beaumont Street. The butcher not +only displays his joints and "block ornaments" outside his shop, but +proclaims their excellence in stentorian tones; and the grocer and +fruiterer and fishmonger compete with the costermongers, who stand +yelling beside their barrows from early morn to late and gaslit night.</p> + +<p>The smells of Beaumont Street are innumerable, and like unto the sea +shells for variety; and the scent of oranges, the pungent odor of fried +fish, from the shop down the side street, and that vague smell familiar +to all who dwell in the heart of London, rise and enter the open +windows.</p> + +<p>On the pavement and in the roadway, among the cabs and tradesmen's +carts, the children play and yell and screech; and at night the song of +the intoxicated as he rolls homeward, or is conveyed to the nearest cell +by the guardian of the peace he is breaking, flits across the dreams of +those in the Buildings who are so unfortunate as to sleep lightly; and +they are many.</p> + +<p>And yet in a small room of a small flat on the fourth floor of this +Babel of noise and unrest sat Nell.</p> + +<p>Eighteen months had passed since she made her sacrifice and left Wolfer +House. The black dress in which she looked so slight, and against which +the ivory pallor of her face was accentuated, was worn as mourning for +Mrs. Lorton; for that estimable lady had genteelly faded away, and Nell +and Dick were alone in this transitory world.</p> + +<p>The sun was pouring through the open window, and Nell had dragged her +chair into the angle of the wall just out of the reach of the hot beams, +but still near the window, in the hope of catching something of the +smoke-laden air which away out in the country must be blowing so fresh +and sweetly.</p> + +<p>As she bent over the coat which she was mending for Dick, she was +thinking of one place over which that same air was at that moment +wafting the scent of the sea and the flowers—Shorne Mills; and, as she +raised her eyes and glanced at the triangular patch of sky which was +framed by the roofs of the opposite houses, she could see the picture +she loved quite distinctly, and almost hear—notwithstanding the +intermezzo<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> banged out by the piano organ in the street below—the songs +and whistling of the fishermen, and the flap of the sails against the +masts. Let the noise in and outside the Buildings be as great as it +might, she could always lose herself in memories of Shorne Mills; and if +sorrow's crown of sorrow be the remembering of happier days, such +remembrance is not without its consolation.</p> + +<p>When Dick and she had come to the Buildings, two months ago, Nell felt +as if she should never get used to the crowded place and its +multitudinous discomforts; but time had rendered life, even amid such +surroundings, tolerable; and there were moments in which some phase of +the human comedy always being played around her brought the smile to her +pale face.</p> + +<p>Presently she glanced at the tiny clock on the mantelshelf, and, laying +the coat aside, put the kettle on the fire, and got ready for tea; for +Dick would soon be home from the great engineering works on the other +side of the water, and he liked his tea "to meet him on the stairs."</p> + +<p>As she was cutting the bread for the toast there came a knock at the +door, and in answer to her "Come in!" the door was opened halfway, and a +head appeared around it.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon, Miss Lorton. Lorton not in? I thought I heard his +step," said a man's voice, but one almost as soft as a woman's.</p> + +<p>Nell scarcely looked up from her task; the tenants of Beaumont Buildings +are sociable, and their visits to one another were not limited to the +fashionable hours. For instance, the borrowing and returning of a +saucepan or a sewing machine, or some lump sugar, went on all day, and +sometimes late into the night; and the borrower or lender often granted +or accepted a loan without stopping the occupation which he or she +happened to be engaged in at the entrance of the other party.</p> + +<p>"Not yet. It is scarcely his time, Mr. Falconer. Is it anything I can +do?"</p> + +<p>The young man came in slowly and with a certain timidity, and stood by +the mantelshelf, looking down at her as she knelt and toasted the bread. +He was very thin—painfully so—and very pale. There were shadows round +his large, dark eyes—the eyes of a man who dreams—and his black hair, +worn rather long, swept away from a forehead as white as a woman's, but +with two deep lines between the eyes which told the story of pain +suffered patiently and in silence.</p> + +<p>His hands were long and thin—the hands of a musician—and the one on +which his chin rested as he leaned against the mantelshelf trembled +slightly. He had been practicing for three hours. He wore an old, a very +old black velvet<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> jacket, and trousers bulgy at the knees and frayed at +the edges; but both were well brushed, and his shirt and collar were +scrupulously clean, though, like the trousers, they; showed signs of +wear.</p> + +<p>He occupied a room just above the Lortons' flat, and the sound of his +piano and violin had entered so fully into Nell's daily life that she +was sometimes conscious of a feeling of uneasiness when it ceased, and +often caught herself waiting for it to begin again.</p> + +<p>"Is it anything I can do?" she asked again, as he remained silent and +lost in watching her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no!" he said. "I wanted him to help me lift the piano to another +part of the room. The sun comes right on to it now, and it's hot. I +tried by myself, but——" He stopped, as if he were ashamed of his +weakness. "You've no idea how heavy a piano can make itself, especially +on a hot day."</p> + +<p>"He will be in directly, and delighted to help you. Meanwhile, help me +make the toast, and stop to tea with us."</p> + +<p>"I'll help you with the toast," he said. "But I've had my tea, thanks."</p> + +<p>It was a falsehood, for he had run out of tea two days before; but he +was proud as well as poor, which is a mistake.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, you can pretend to drink another cup," said Nell lightly; for +she knew that the truth was not in his statement.</p> + +<p>He stuck a slice of bread on a toasting fork, but did not kneel down +before the fire for a moment or two.</p> + +<p>"Your room faces the same way as mine," he said. "But it always seems +cooler." His dark eyes wandered round meditatively. Small as the room +was, it had that air of neatness which indicates the presence of a lady. +The tea cloth was white, the few ornaments and pictures—brought from +The Cottage—the small bookcase and wicker-work basket gave a touch of +refinement, which was wholly wanting in his own sparsely furnished and +always untidy den. "Coming in here is like—like coming into another +world. I feel sometimes as if I should like to suggest that you should +charge sixpence for admission. It would be worth that sum to most of the +people in the Buildings, as a lesson in the use and beauty of soap and +water and a duster."</p> + +<p>Nell smiled.</p> + +<p>"I think it is wonderful that they keep their rooms as clean as they do, +seeing that every time one opens the windows the blacks pour in——"</p> + +<p>"Like Zulus into a zareba—if that's what they call it. Yes; no denizen +of the Buildings would feel strange in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> Africa, for, whatever the +weather may be, the blacks are always with us. Should you say that this +is done on this side?"</p> + +<p>He held up the slice on the toasting fork for her inspection.</p> + +<p>"Beautifully! Turn it, please."</p> + +<p>"I hope to Heaven I shan't drop it! There you are! I knew I should."</p> + +<p>"Well, you can keep that one for yourself," said Nell, laughing.</p> + +<p>He listened to the laugh, with his head a little on one side.</p> + +<p>"I like to hear that," he said, almost to himself, "though, sometimes, I +wonder how you can do it—you, who must always be longing for the fresh +air—for the country."</p> + +<p>Nell winced.</p> + +<p>"What is the use of longing for that which one cannot have?" she said +lightly, but checking a sigh.</p> + +<p>He looked at her quickly, strangely, and a faint dash of color rose to +his pale face.</p> + +<p>"That's true philosophy, at any rate," he said, in a low voice; "but, +all the same, one can't help longing sometimes."</p> + +<p>As he spoke, he stole a glance at the beautiful face; and, in looking, +forgot the toast, which promptly showed its resentment of his neglect by +"catching," and filling the apartment with the smell of scorched bread.</p> + +<p>"I think that's burning," said Nell.</p> + +<p>"And I'm sure of it," he said penitently. "If ever you are in doubt as +to the statement that man is a useless animal, set me to some simple +task, Miss Lorton, and I'll prove it beyond question. Never mind, it's +my slice, and charcoal is extremely wholesome."</p> + +<p>"There's another; and do be careful! And how are you getting on?"</p> + +<p>He jerked his head toward the sitting room above, where the piano was.</p> + +<p>"The cantata? Slowly, slowly," he said thoughtfully. "Sometimes it goes, +like a two-year-old; at others it drags and creeps along, and more often +it stops altogether. You haven't heard it lately; perhaps that's the +reason I'm sticking. I notice that I always get on better and faster +after you—and Lorton—have been up to mark progress. Perhaps you'll +come up this evening? It's cruel to ask you, I know, for you must hate +the sound of my piano and fiddle, just as much as I hate the sound of +Mrs. Jones spanking Tommy, or the whizzing of the sewing machine of that +poor girl in the next room. And you must hear them, too—you, who have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> +been so used to the quiet of the country, the music of the sea, and the +humming of bees! Yes, it is harder for you, Miss Lorton, than for any of +the rest of us; and I often stop in the middle of the cantata and think +how you must suffer."</p> + +<p>"Then don't think of it again," said Nell cheerfully, "for, indeed, +there is no cause to pity me. At first——" She stopped, and her brows +knit with the memory of the first few weeks of Beaumont Buildings. +"Well, at first it was rather—trying; but after a while one gets +used——"</p> + +<p>"Used to the infernal—I beg your pardon—the incessant bangings on a +piano, and the wailings of Tommy Jones. But you wouldn't complain even +if you still suffered as keenly as you did when you first came. I know. +Sometimes I feel that I would give ten years of my life if I could hear +you say 'Good-by, Mr. Falconer; we are going!' though God knows +I—we—should all miss you badly enough."</p> + +<p>There came a knock at the door—a soft, dull knock, followed by a rattle +of the handle—and a mite of a boy stood in the opening, inhaling the +scent of the tea and toast, and gazing wide-eyed at the two occupants of +the room.</p> + +<p>"Please, mother ses will 'oo lend her free lumps o' sugar, Miss 'Orton; +'cos she've run out."</p> + +<p>"Of course I will! And come in, Tommy!" said Nell. "There you are!"</p> + +<p>She wrapped half the contents of the sugar basin in a piece of paper and +gave it him; then, seeing his eyes fixed wistfully on the pile of +buttered toast, she took a couple of slices, arranged them in sandwich +fashion, butter side inward, and put them into his chubby and grimy +fist. "There you are. And, Tommy, you'll be a good boy, and won't eat +any of the sugar, will you?"</p> + +<p>"No; I'll be dood, Miss 'Orton. I'll promise I'll be dood."</p> + +<p>"Then there's one lump all to yourself!" she said, sticking it into the +other fist. "Open the door for him, Mr. Falconer; and don't watch him up +the stairs; he'll keep his promise," she added, in a low voice, as she +searched for a comparatively clean spot on Tommy's face on which to kiss +him.</p> + +<p>"Go on—you lucky young beggar!" said Falconer, under his breath, and +eying Tommy enviously.</p> + +<p>"If you've any pity to waste, spend it on the children," said Nell, with +a sigh. "Oh, what would I give to be a fairy, just for one day, and +whisk them off to the seaside, into the open fields, anywhere out of +Beaumont Buildings. Sometimes, when I see the women drive by in their +carriages, with a lap dog on their knees or stuck up beside them, it +makes me feel wicked! I want to stick my head out of the window<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> and +call put: 'Come up here and fetch some of the children for a drive; I'll +take care of the dog while you're gone!' Dick's late!" she broke off; +"we'd better begin. Help me wheel the table down to the window."</p> + +<p>He attempted to do it by himself, but the color rose to his face and his +breath came fast, and Nell insisted on bearing a hand.</p> + +<p>"That's better!" she said cheerfully, and ignoring the signs of his +weakness. "You can reach the toast——"</p> + +<p>He stood by the window, looking down absently and regaining his breath +which the effort, slight as it was, had tried.</p> + +<p>"There's a brougham stopped at the door," he said. "Doctor, I suppose. +No, it's a lady—a fashionable lady. Perhaps she's come to take one of +the children for a drive?"</p> + +<p>Nell looked out and uttered an exclamation.</p> + +<p>"I—I know her," she said, with some agitation. "I'm afraid she's coming +here—to see me!"</p> + +<p>He moved to the door at once.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but stay! Why do you run away?" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>He glanced at his seedy coat with a grave shyness.</p> + +<p>"I'll come back if you're mistaken," he said. "Your swell visitor would +be rather astonished at my appearance; and I'm afraid there isn't time +to get my frock coat out of pawn."</p> + +<p>"Don't go!" begged Nell; but he shook his head and left her; and as she +heard his step going slowly up the stone stairs, she glanced at the tea, +and thought pitifully of the meal he was losing; then she stood by the +table and waited, trying to steady the beating of her heart, to assure +herself that she had been mistaken; but presently some one knocked, and, +opening the door, she saw Lady Wolfer standing before her.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer drew the slight figure to her and kissed her again and +again.</p> + +<p>"You wicked girl!" she said, gazing at her with tender reproach. "Aren't +you going to let me come in? Why do you stand and look at me with those +grave eyes of yours, as if you were sorry to see me? Oh, my dear, my +dear!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, come in," said Nell, with something like the sigh of resignation.</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer still held her by the arm, and turned her face to the light. +There had been a dash of color in it a moment ago, but it had faded, and +Lady Wolfer's eyes filled with tears as she noticed the thinness and +pallor of the face.</p> + +<p>"Nell, Nell! it is wicked of you! I only knew it last night, when we +came back. I thought you were at Shorne<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> Mills still! You wrote from +there—you said nothing about coming to London."</p> + +<p>"That was more than two months ago," said Nell, with a grave smile. +"And—and I said nothing because I knew that you—that Lord +Wolfer—would want to—to help us. And there was no need—is none."</p> + +<p>"No need!" Lady Wolfer looked round the room, listened for a moment to +the strains of the piano mingling with the squeals of the children in +the house, the yells of those playing in the street, and scented the +various odors floating in at the window. "No need! Oh, Nell! isn't it +wicked to be so stubborn and so proud? And we knew nothing! We thought +that you had enough——"</p> + +<p>"So we have," said Nell. "They have been very good to Dick at the works, +and he is earning wages, and there—there was some money left—a +little—but enough."</p> + +<p>"Only enough to permit you to live here! In this prison! Nell, you must +let me take you away——"</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head, smiling still, but with that "stubborn" expression +in her eyes which the other woman remembered.</p> + +<p>"And leave Dick!" she said. "No, no! Don't say another word! Call us +proud and stiff-necked, if you like—we're not, really—but neither Dick +nor I could take anything from any one while we have enough of our own. +If we could—if ever we 'run short,' and are in danger of starvation, +then——But that won't happen. You don't know how clever Dick is, and +how much they think of him at the works! He'll be in directly, with his +hands and face all smutty, and famishing for his tea——" She laughed as +she fetched another cup. "And you've come just in time. Sit down and +leave off staring at me so reproachfully, and tell me all the news."</p> + +<p>"No," said Lady Wolfer. "You tell me; yes, tell me all about it, Nell."</p> + +<p>Nell smiled as she poured out the tea—the smile which bravely checks +the sigh.</p> + +<p>"There is not much to tell," she said. "When I got home—to Shorne +Mills"—should she never be able to speak the words without a pang?—"I +found mamma unwell, very unwell. She was quite changed——"</p> + +<p>"That is why she sent for you, of course," said Lady Wolfer. "Nell, why +did you go without seeing me, without saying good-by?"</p> + +<p>"I had to leave at once," said Nell timidly, and fighting with her +rising color.</p> + +<p>"That day! I shall never forget it," said Lady Wolfer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> softly, and +looking straight before her. "Yes, I have something to tell you, dear. +But go on."</p> + +<p>"Mamma was ill; but I was not frightened—not at first. She was always +an invalid, you know, and I thought that she would get better. But she +did not; she got weaker every day, and——" The tears came to her eyes, +and she turned away to the fire for a moment. "Molly and I nursed her. +Molly was our servant, and like a friend indeed, and the parting with +her——She did not suffer much, and she was so patient, so changed. She +was like a child at last; she could not bear me to leave her. I used to +think that she—she was not very fond of me; but—but all that was +changed before she died, and she grew to like me as much as she liked +Dick. He had always been her favorite. To the last she did not think she +was going to die, and—and—the evening before she went we"—she +laughed, the laugh so near akin to tears—"we cut out a paper pattern +for a new dress for her—one of your patterns."</p> + +<p>"My poor Nell!" murmured Lady Wolfer.</p> + +<p>"Then she died; and the Bardsleys offered Dick a situation—it was very +kind and unusual, Dick says, and he cannot quite understand it even +now—and, of course, we had to come to London——"</p> + +<p>She stopped, and Lady Wolfer looked round and out of the window.</p> + +<p>"No; we had to live in London, to be near the works, you know. We are +very comfortable and happy."</p> + +<p>"My poor Nell!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, but don't pity us," said Nell, smiling. "You don't know how jolly +we are, and how full of amusement our life is. We even go to the theater +sometimes, and sometimes Dick brings a friend home to tea; and there are +friends here in the Buildings—one has just left me. And Dick is going +to be a great man, and rich and famous. Oh, there is not a doubt about +it. Though Beaumont Buildings are pretty large, we have several castles +in the air quite as big. And now tell me—about yourself," she broke off +suddenly, and with a touch of embarrassment. "You are looking very well; +yes, and younger; and your hair is long; and what a swell you are!"</p> + +<p>"Am I?" said Lady Wolfer, in a low voice, and smiling softly. "I am +glad. Nell, while you have been in such trouble—my poor, dear Nell!—I +have been so happy. How can I tell you? I feel so ashamed." Her face +grew crimson, and she looked down as if smitten with shame; then she +raised her eyes. "It began—my happiness, I mean—the day you left us. +Do you remember the night before, and—and the wild, wicked words I +spoke to you?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span></p> + +<p>Nell nodded slightly, and bent over the tea things.</p> + +<p>"I was mad that night—reckless and desperate. I—I thought that my +husband didn't care for me."</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Yes; you said I was wrong—that it was all a mistake. How did you know, +dear? But I did not believe you; and I—I thought—God forgive me!—that +I owed it to the man who did love me—that other. Nell, I cannot bear to +speak his name now—now that all is altered! I thought that I was bound +to go away with him! He had asked me—implored me more than once. I knew +that he would ask me again, and soon, and—and I should have yielded!"</p> + +<p>"No, no!" said Nell, going round to her, and putting her arms round her.</p> + +<p>"Yes, ah, yes, I should!" said Lady Wolfer. "I had made up my mind. I +was reckless and desperate. That very morning I had decided to go, +whenever he asked me; and that very morning, quite early, while I was +dressing, my husband came to me, and—Nell, you were right, though even +now I cannot guess how you knew."</p> + +<p>"Spectators see more of the game, dear," said Nell softly.</p> + +<p>"And in a moment everything was changed; and I knew the truth—that he +loved me—had loved me from the first. We had both been blind. But I was +the worst; for I, being a woman, ought to have seen that his coldness +was only the screen which his pride erected between his heart and the +woman whom he thought had only married him for position. We went away +together that day—our real honeymoon. Forgive me, Nell, if—if I almost +forgot you! Happiness makes us selfish, dear! But I did not forget you +for long. And he—Nell, why does he always speak of you as if he owed +you something——"</p> + +<p>She broke off, looking at Nell with a puzzled air.</p> + +<p>Nell smiled enigmatically, but said nothing.</p> + +<p>"Nell, dear, he bade me bring you back with me."</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"You will not? But you will come and stay with us; you will bring your +brother? Make your home with us while we are in town, at any rate, dear. +Ah, don't be stubborn, Nell! Somehow, I feel as if—as if I owed my new +happiness to you—that's strange, isn't it? But it is so. And you will +come?"</p> + +<p>But Nell was wise in her generation, and remained firm.</p> + +<p>"I must stay with Dick," she said. "We are all and all to each other. +But you shall come and see me sometimes, if you will promise to be good, +and not try and persuade me into leaving that sphere in which the Fates +have placed me."</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer sighed.</p> + +<p>"You little mule! You always had your own way while<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> you were at Wolfer +House, and I see you haven't changed. But I give you fair warning, Nell, +that one day I shall take you at your weakest, and bear you away from +this—this awful place! It is not fitting that you should be here! Dear, +don't forget that you are a relation of mine!"</p> + +<p>"A poor relation," said Nell, laughing softly. "And, like all poor +relations, to be kept at a proper distance. Go now, dear; that coachman +of yours is getting anxious about his horses."</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer pleaded hard, but Nell remained firm.</p> + +<p>Her ladyship was welcome to visit at Beaumont Buildings as often as she +chose, but Beaumont Buildings would keep itself to itself; and, at last, +her brougham drove away.</p> + +<p>It had scarcely turned the corner before Falconer knocked at the +Lortons' door.</p> + +<p>"Gone!" he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, quite gone," said Nell cheerfully, but thoughtfully. "Come and +have your tea; and I'll have another cup."</p> + +<p>He sat down at the table. Tea is a serious meal at Beaumont Buildings, +and is eaten at the table, not in chairs scattered over the room. But +Falconer set his cup down at the first sip and pushed his plate away.</p> + +<p>"I know the sequel of this comedy," he said.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" asked Nell, staring at him.</p> + +<p>"Enter swell friend. 'Found at last! Ah, leave this abode of poverty and +squalor. Come with me!' and the heroine goeth."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed.</p> + +<p>"How foolish you are, Mr. Falconer! The heroine—if you mean me—does +not 'goeth,' but remains where she is."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean it?" he asked, the color rising to his pale face.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, with a cheerful nod.</p> + +<p>"Then pass the toast," he said. "I breathe again, and tea is possible. +But she wanted you to go? Don't deny it!"</p> + +<p>Nell's pale face flushed.</p> + +<p>"Yes. She wanted me to go; but I would not. I am going to remain at +Beaumont Buildings," said Nell resolutely.</p> + +<p>As she spoke, the door opened, and Dick entered quickly. His face and +hands were smudgy, but his eyes were bright in their rings of smoke and +smut.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, Nell; hallo, Falconer!" he cried. "Eaten all the tea? Hope not, +for I'm famishing. Nell, I've got some news for you—wait till I've +cleaned myself."</p> + +<p>"No, you don't!" said Falconer, catching him by the arm. "What is it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, not much. Only there's a chance of our leaving these<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> beastly +Buildings. I've got to go down to a place in the country to manage some +water works, and install the electric light."</p> + +<p>Falconer's face fell for a moment, then he smiled cheerfully.</p> + +<p>"Congratulations, old fellow!" he said. "When do you go?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, in about a fortnight. That's what kept me late. Think of it! The +country, Nellakins! Jump for joy, but don't upset the tea things!"</p> + +<p>"Where is it, Dick?" she asked, as he went to the door.</p> + +<p>"At a place called Anglemere. One of the ancestral halls, don't you +know. 'Historic Castles of England' kind of place."</p> + +<p>"Anglemere?" said Nell, wrinkling her brows. "I seem to remember it."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + + +<p>Dick, having "cleaned" and "stoked" himself with tea and toast, +vouchsafed for further information:</p> + +<p>"Anglemere's in Hampshire. It's a tremendous place, so a fellow at the +works says, who's seen it; one of the show places, you know; 'a +venerable pile,' with a collection of pictures, and a famous library, +and all that. Lord Angleford——"</p> + +<p>"I remember!" Nell broke in, "I met Lady Angleford at Wolfer House; a +little woman, and very pretty. She was exceedingly kind to me."</p> + +<p>"Sensible as well as pretty," murmured Falconer. He had drawn his chair +to the window, and was gazing down at the crowded street rather absently +and sadly. In a fortnight the girl who had brightened his life, who had +transformed Beaumont Buildings into an earthly paradise for him, would +be gone!</p> + +<p>"Oh!" said Dick. "That would have been the late earl's wife. The present +one isn't married. He's a young chap—lucky bargee! The late earl died +about eighteen months ago, suddenly. I heard old Bardsley talking about +it while I was in the office with him. He's been away traveling——"</p> + +<p>"Who—old Bardsley?" asked Nell.</p> + +<p>"No, brainless one," said Dick; "the young earl, Lord Angleford. Rather +a curious sort of customer, I should fancy, for nobody seems to know +where he has been, or where he is. Left England suddenly—kind of +disappearance. They couldn't find him in time for the funeral, and he's +away still; but he's sent orders that this place—the beggar's got<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> +three or four others in England and elsewhere, I believe—should be put +in fighting trim—water supply, new stables, electric light—the whole +bag of tricks. And I—I who speak to you—am going to be a kind of clerk +of the works. No need to go on your knees to me, Falconer; just simply +bow respectfully. You will find no alteration in me. I shall be as +pleasant and affable as ever. No pride in me."</p> + +<p>"Thank you—thank you," said Falconer, with exaggerated meekness. +"But—pardon the curiosity of an humble friend—I don't quite see where +Miss Lorton comes in."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's this way," said Dick, reaching for his pipe—for your +engineer, more even than other men, must have his smoke immediately +after he has stoked: "the place is empty—nobody but caretakers and a +few servants—and the agent has offered me the use of one of the lodges. +There is no accommodation at the inn, I understand."</p> + +<p>"I see," said Falconer.</p> + +<p>"Just so, perspicacious one. It happens to be a tiny-sized lodge, with +two or three bedrooms. My idea is that Nell and I could take possession +of the lodge, hire a slavey from the village, and have a good time of +it."</p> + +<p>"Pleasure and business combined," said Falconer. "And it will be nice, +when the Buildings are as hot as—as a baker's oven, to think of Miss +Lorton strolling through the woods—there must be woods, of course—or +sitting with a book beside the stream—for equally, of course, there is +a stream."</p> + +<p>"Get your fiddle and play us a 'Te Deum' for the occasion," said Dick +suddenly.</p> + +<p>When Falconer had left the room, Nell told Dick of Lady Wolfer's visit.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" he said, by no means delightedly. "And wants you to go and live +with her; or offered to make us an allowance, I suppose? At any rate, I +won't have anything of that kind, Nell," he added, with fraternal +despotism.</p> + +<p>"You need not be afraid. I shall not go—there are reasons——" She +turned away to hide the sudden blush. "And I am as proud as you, Dick. I +should like to ask Mr. Falconer to come down to us at this place. He has +not been looking well lately."</p> + +<p>Dick shook his head.</p> + +<p>"No, poor beggar! I'm afraid he's in a bad way. Do you hear him cough at +night? It's worse than he pretends."</p> + +<p>"Hush!" said Nell warningly, as the musician reëntered, his violin held +lovingly under his arm.</p> + +<p>Soon the small room was filled with the strains of jubilant music—a "Te +Deum" of thanksgiving and rejoicing.</p> + +<p>"That's for you," he said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then suddenly the tune changed to a sad yet delicious melody whose +sweetness thrilled through Nell, and made her think of Shorne Mills—and +Drake; and as he played on she turned her face away from him and to the +open window through which the wailing of the music floated, causing more +than one of the passers-by in the street beneath to pause and look up with +wistful eyes.</p> + +<p>"And that is for me," said Falconer; "for me—and the rest of us—whom +you will leave behind. Good night." And with an abrupt nod he left the +room.</p> + +<p>As a rule he played, in his own room, late into the night; but to-night +the piano and violin were silent, and he sat by the window looking at +the stars, in each of which he saw the beautiful face of the girl in the +room below.</p> + +<p>"She doesn't even guess it," he murmured. "She will never know that I—I +love her. And that's all right; for though she wouldn't laugh at the +love of a pauper with one leg in the grave, she'd pity me, and I +couldn't stand that. She'd pity me and make herself unhappy over my—my +folly; and she's unhappy enough as it is. I wonder what it is? As I +watch her eyes, with that sad, wistful look in them, I feel that I would +give the world to know, and another world on top of it to be able to +help her. Sometimes I fancy that the look is a reflection of that in my +own eyes, and that would mean that she loved some one as I love her. Is +that the meaning? Is there some one of whom she is always thinking as I +think of her? The look was in her eyes while I was playing to-night; I +saw it as I have seen it so often."</p> + +<p>He sighed, and hid his face in his long, thin hands.</p> + +<p>"They paint love as a chubby, laughing child," he mused bitterly. "They +should draw him as a cruel, heartless monster, with a scourge instead of +a toy dart in his hands. If I wrote a love song, it should be the wail +of a breaking heart. Only two months! It seems as if I had known her for +years. Was that look always in her eyes? Will it always remain there? +Oh, God! if I could change it, if I could be the means——Yes; I'd ask +for nothing more, nothing better, but just to see her happy. They might +carry my coffin down the stairs as soon as they pleased afterward."</p> + +<p>He stretched out his hand for his violin, but drew his hand back.</p> + +<p>"Not to-night. They are talking over the brother's slice of luck, and I +won't break in upon their joy. Good night, my love—who never will be +mine."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Every evening Dick came home with fresh items of information about the +work to be done at Anglemere, and Nell<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> began to catch something of the +excitement of his anticipation.</p> + +<p>Sometimes Falconer came down to listen, and he tried to hide the pain +the prospect of their departure cost him, as now and again he joined in +the discussion of their plans; but more often he sat gazing out of the +window, and stealing glances at the beautiful face as it bent over some +needlework for Dick or herself—more often for Dick.</p> + +<p>But one night—it was the night before they were to start—he almost +betrayed himself.</p> + +<p>"To-morrow you will have escaped the piano and violin, Tommy's squeals +and the yowling of the cats, the manifold charms of Beaumont Buildings, +and the picturesque cabbages of the costers' barrows, Miss Lorton. I +wonder whether you will ever come back?"</p> + +<p>"Why, of course," said Nell, smiling. "Dick is not going to spend the +remainder of his life at Anglemere. Oh, yes; we shall be back almost +before you have missed us, Mr. Falconer."</p> + +<p>"Think so?" he said, smiling, too, but with a strange look in his eyes, +and a tremulous quiver of the thin and too-red lips. "Then you will have +to be back in a very few minutes after the cab has left the door. No; +somehow I fancy that Beaumont Buildings is seeing the last of you. Tommy +must share my dread, for he howled with more than his accustomed +vehemence when he said 'Good-by' just now."</p> + +<p>"That was because you said I ought not to kiss him, because he was so +dirty," said Nell. "Poor little Tommy! Yes, I think he'll miss me!"</p> + +<p>"It's not improbable," he said, in his ironical way. "I wish I were +seven years old, with a smudgy face and a perpetual sniff. Who knows! +You might have some pity to spare for me."</p> + +<p>Nell laughed with the unconscious heartlessness of the woman who does +not suspect that the man she is laughing at loves her better than life +itself.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I hope you will miss us, too," she said. "But you will be freer to +get on with your work. I'm afraid Dick—and I, too!—have often +interrupted you and interfered with your composing. You must set at the +cantata while we are away, and have it finished for us to hear when we +come back. And, Mr. Falconer, you will take care of yourself, won't you? +You are so careless, you know—about going out in the rain and at night +without an umbrella or overcoat. I heard you coughing last night."</p> + +<p>"Did you?" he said. "I hope I didn't keep you awake! I kept my head +under the bedclothes as much as I could!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> Yes, I'll take care, though I +don't think it matters very much."</p> + +<p>Nell looked up at him, startled and rather shocked.</p> + +<p>"Why do you say that?" she said reproachfully. "Do you think that +Dick—and I—wouldn't be sorry if you were ill?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said, smiling gravely, "you would be sorry. So you would be if +Tommy got the measles, or the black cat opposite were to slip off the +tiles and break its neck, or Giles came home sober enough one night to +kill his wife. There! I've hurt you! I didn't mean to! It's sheer +cussedness on my part, and I'm an ill-conditioned cur to say a word." +Then suddenly the smile vanished, and his misery showed itself in his +dark eyes. "Ah! can't you see what your going means to me—can't you +see?" He caught his emotion by the throat and checked it. "That—that I +shall miss you—and Dick; that I shan't have any one to come to with my +cantata and my cough. There's Dick calling, and good-by. I—I shall be +out at a music lesson when you start to-morrow."</p> + +<p>He held her hand for a moment or two, half raised it slowly, but, with a +wistful smile and a tightening of his lips, let it fall.</p> + +<p>He was not out when they drove away next morning, but his door was +closed, and he watched them from behind the ragged curtains drawn +closely over the grimy window. Then, when the cab had rattled away, he +went out on the landing and found Tommy seated on the stairs, bewailing +his desertion, with his two chubby, sooty fists kneading his swollen +eyes.</p> + +<p>"Come inside, Tommy," he said. "Let us mingle our tears together. You +ungrateful young sweep, how dare you cry! She kissed you!"</p> + +<p>Nell, of the tender heart, had grown somewhat fond of Beaumont +Buildings, and she sighed rather wistfully as she looked back at it, and +thought of the humble friends who would, she knew, miss her; but her +spirits rose as the train left the tops of the houses and carried Dick +and her into the fresh air of the great Hampshire downs.</p> + +<p>"It seems years, ages, since I saw the country!" she exclaimed. "Dick, +do you see those sheep? They are white! Think of it! Think of the grimy +ones in the parks! Couldn't we have a Society for Washing the Poor +London Sheep, Dick? And look at that farmhouse! Oh, Dick, it isn't +Devonshire and—and Shorne Mills, but it is the country at last!"</p> + +<p>"All right; keep your hair on, young woman," said Dick, looking out of +the window in a patronizing fashion. "This is all very well; but wait +until you get to Anglemere. Then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> you can shout and carry on if you +like. Old Bardsley—nice old chap when he steps off his perch—says it +is one of the most delightful 'seats' in England; as if it were a kind +of armchair! Lucky beggar, this young lord! Nell, I've a kind of feeling +that I ought to have been the heldest son of an hearl, but that I was +changed in the cradle, don't you know. I should advise you not to stick +your head too far out of the window, or one of these tunnels will knock +it off. A brainless sister I can bear with, but one without any head at +all would be rather too much."</p> + +<p>He was pretty jubilant himself, though, boylike, he tried to play the +cynic; and when the ramshackle fly drove through the picturesque +village, and they came in sight of a huge palace of a house which +gleamed redly through the trees of an English park, and the flyman, +pointing with his whip, informed them that it was Anglemere, Dick +emitted a whistle of surprise and admiration.</p> + +<p>"I say, that is something like! What signifies the Maltbys' and the +other places we know, after that?"</p> + +<p>But Nell's eyes, after a glance at the great house, were fixed upon the +lodge at which the fly had stopped.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Dick, how pretty!" she exclaimed, her beautiful face radiant with +delight as she gazed at the ivy-covered little house with its latticed +windows and Gothic porch.</p> + +<p>A young girl—the village slavey Dick had engaged—stood under the porch +to welcome them, and demurely conducted Nell over the lodge.</p> + +<p>They scrambled through a hasty meal, and Dick invited Nell—with a touch +of importance and dignity which made her smile, to "come up and see the +house."</p> + +<p>They walked up a magnificent avenue, and stood for a moment or two +looking upon one of the finest specimens of Gothic domestic architecture +in England.</p> + +<p>"Fine, isn't it?" said Dick, with bated breath. "Like a picture in a +Christmas number, eh, Nell? See the carving along the front, and the +terrace? And there's the peacock, there, perched behind that stone lion. +Fancy such a place as this belonging to you, your very own. Yes, Lord +Angleford's a lucky chap!"</p> + +<p>They went up the stone steps to the terrace steps, up which Queen Bess +had ascended with stately stride, and, crossing the terrace, into the +hall.</p> + +<p>The staircase, broad enough for a coach and four, had sheets of brown +holland hanging from it, and the pictures, statuary, cabinets, and +figures in armor were swathed in protecting covers; but enough was +visible of the magnificence, the antiquity of the grand old hall to +impress Nell.</p> + +<p>Some men were at work, whitewashing and decorating,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> and they stopped +their splashing to permit Nell and Dick to go upstairs; and one or two +of them touched their hats respectfully to the pretty young lady and her +brother.</p> + +<p>The corridors were wide and newly decorated, and lined with priceless +pictures which Nell longed to linger over; but Dick led her on from one +room to another; from suites in which the antique furniture had been +suffered to remain to others furnished with modern luxury.</p> + +<p>As they went downstairs again they were met by a dignified old lady who +introduced herself as the housekeeper; and who, upon being informed that +Dick was "the gentleman from Bardsley & Bardsley," graciously conducted +them over the state apartments. Most of us know Anglemere, either from +having visited it, or from the innumerable photographs of it, but Nell +had not seen any pictorial representation of it, and its glories broke +upon her with all the force of freshness. In silent wonder she followed +the stately dame as she led them from one magnificent room to another, +remarking with a pleasant kind of condescension:</p> + +<p>"This is the great drawing-room. Designed by Onigo Jones. Pictures by +Watteau. Queen Elizabeth sat in that chair near the antique mantelpiece +of lapis-lazuli; this chair is never moved. This, the adjoining room, is +the ballroom. Pictures by Bouchier; notice the painted ceiling, the +finest in Europe, and costing over twenty thousand pounds. The next room +is the royal antechamber, so called because James II. used it for +writing letters while visiting Anglemere. We now pass into the banquet +hall. Carved oak by Grinling Gibbings. You will remark the lifesized +figures along the dado. It was here that Charles I., the Martyr, dined +with his consort, Henrietta. That buffet, large as it is, will not hold +the service of gold plate. That painted window's said to be the oldest +of any, not ecclesiastic, in Europe. It is priceless. The pictures round +the room are by Van Dyck and Carlo Dolci. The one over the mantelpiece +is a portrait of the seventh Earl of Angleford."</p> + +<p>Nell looked up at it. She was half confused by the splendors of the +place and her efforts to follow the descriptions and explanations of the +stately housekeeper; but as she raised her eyes to the portrait she was +conscious of a sensation of surprise. For in some vague way the portrait +reminded her of Drake. The pictured Angleford wore a ruff, and was +habited in satin and armor, but the face——</p> + +<p>"Come on! What are you staring at?" said Dick, impatiently; and she +followed the cicerone into another room, and listened to the monotonous +voice repeating the well-learned lesson.</p> + +<p>"We have here the library, the famous Angleford library.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> There are +twenty thousand volumes, many of them unique. They are often consulted +by savants—with the permission of the earl. Many of them are priceless. +That portrait is Lord Bacon," et cetera, et cetera.</p> + +<p>"Let us go," whispered Nell, in Dick's ear. "The greatness of the house +of Angleford is getting on my nerves! I—I can't help thinking of +Beaumont Buildings! It is too great a contrast!"</p> + +<p>"Shut up!" retorted Dick, who was intensely interested.</p> + +<p>Nell went through the remainder of the inspection with a vague feeling +of dissatisfaction. What right had any one man to such luxury, to such +splendor, while others were born to penury and suffering?</p> + +<p>While she was asking herself this question, the housekeeper had led them +to the picture gallery, the gallery which artists came from all corners +of the world to visit.</p> + +<p>"Portraits of the earls of Angleford," she said, waving a black-clad, +condescending arm.</p> + +<p>"Is the portrait of the present Earl of Angleford here?" asked Dick, +with not unnatural interest.</p> + +<p>"No, sir. The present earl is not here. You see, it was not thought that +he would be the earl. That is the late earl. Would you like to see the +stables? If so, I will call the head coachman——"</p> + +<p>But they had seen enough for one day, and, almost in silence, walked +back to the lodge.</p> + +<p>"I wonder whether Lord Angleford knows, realizes, how big a man he is?" +said Dick, as he smoked his last pipe that night in the sitting room of +the lodge. "We've seen the house, but we haven't seen the park or the +estates or the farms, which extend for miles around. Fancy owning all +this, and a title, a name, which every boy and girl learns about when +they read their English history!"</p> + +<p>"I decline to fancy to realize anything more," said Nell, with a laugh. +"That old woman's voice rings in my ears, and I feel as if I were +intoxicated with, overwhelmed by, the grandeur of the Anglefords. I am +going to bed now, Dick. To bed in a house in the country, with the scent +of the flowers stealing in at the windows! Oh, think of it! and think +of—Beaumont Buildings! Dick, would it be possible to obtain the post of +lodgekeeper to Anglemere House? I envy the meanest laborer on the +estate. Next to being the earl himself, I think I would like to be +keeper of one of the lodges, or—or chief of the laundry!"</p> + +<p>She went up to her room—a room in which the ceiling was "covered" to +the shape of the thatched roof.</p> + +<p>She was brushing the long tresses of soft, fluffy black hair<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> which +Drake had loved to kiss, when she heard the sound of a horse trotting up +the avenue.</p> + +<p>She went to the window, and, screened by the curtain, looked out. A full +moon was shining and flooding the avenue With light.</p> + +<p>She waited, looking out absently. The sound came nearer, and suddenly +the horseman came in sight. Holding the muslin curtain for a screen, she +still waited and watched for him. Then, with a faint cry—a cry almost +of terror—she shrank back.</p> + +<p>For the man who was riding up the avenue to Anglemere was strangely like +Drake!</p> + +<p>He had passed in an instant; his head was bowed, his face only for a +moment in the moonlight, and yet—and yet! Was she dreaming—was fancy +only trifling with her—or was it indeed and in truth Drake himself?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + + +<p>Nell lay awake for hours, dwelling on the appearance of the horseman who +had ridden by in the moonlight.</p> + +<p>It seemed to her that it was impossible that she, of all persons in the +world, could be mistaken; and yet how could Drake be here, and why +should he be riding up the avenue of Anglemere at this time of night?</p> + +<p>The sight of him, if it was he, aroused all the love in her heart, which +needed little, indeed, to arouse it. She had tried to forget him during +the vicissitudes of the last two years, but she knew that he was still +enshrined in her heart, that while life lasted she must love him and +long for him. She endeavored, by thinking of him as betrothed—perhaps +married—to Lady Luce, as belonging to her, to oust her love for him as +a sin, as shameful as it was futile; but there was scarcely an hour of +the day in which her thoughts did not turn to him, and at night she +awoke from some dream, in which he was the central figure, with an +aching heart.</p> + +<p>Life is but a hollow mockery to the woman, or the man, whose unrequited +love fills the hours with an unsatisfied longing.</p> + +<p>When she awoke in the morning, the likeness to Drake of the man she had +seen had grown vaguer to her mind, and she persuaded herself that it was +a likeness only; but her restless night had made her pale and +preoccupied; but Dick, when he came in to breakfast, was too engrossed +and excited to notice it.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I've just been up to the house," he said, as he flung his cap on the sofa +and lifted the cover from the savory dish of ham and eggs. "By George! we +shall have to slip into it and look alive! The contractors have had a +letter from Lady Angleford. It seems the earl's in England, and wants the +place as soon as possible. The foreman has sent to London for more hands. +I've wired the Bardsleys, telling them we've got to hurry up. It's always +the way with these swells; when they want anything, they want it all in a +minute. Something like ham and eggs! Rather different to the measly rasher +and the antediluvian eggs from the grocer's opposite. But you don't seem +to be very keen?" he added, as Nell pushed her plate away and absently +took a slice of toast. "Miss the good old London air, Nell, or the +appetizing smells of Beaumont Buildings?"</p> + +<p>"I've got a little headache; only a tiny one," said Nell, +apologetically. "I shall go for a long walk after breakfast, and you +will see that I shall be all right by lunch."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk of lunch to me!" he said. "I shan't have time for it. I +shall take a hunk of bread and butter in my pocket, and nibble at it for +a few minutes during the workman's dinner hour; you bet the noble +British workman won't cut short his precious meal, bless him!"</p> + +<p>He was off again as soon as he had swallowed his breakfast, with his +pipe in his mouth, and a roll of plans and drawings in his hand; and +Nell, after gazing from the window at the avenue up which the horseman +had ridden, put on her things and went down to the village, marketing.</p> + +<p>It was a picturesque one, and showed every sign of the sleepy prosperity +which distinguishes a self-respecting English village lucky enough to +lie outside the gates of such a place as Anglemere.</p> + +<p>It was like old Shorne Mills times to Nell, and her spirits rose as she +walked along with her basket on her arm.</p> + +<p>The butcher touched his forehead and smiled with respectful admiration +as she entered the tiny and scrupulously clean shop.</p> + +<p>"You be the young lady from the lodge, miss?" he said, with a pleasant +kind of welcome. "I heard as you'd come with the electric gentleman. Ah! +there's going to be grand changes at the Hall, I'm told. Well, miss, +it's time. Not that I've got aught to say against the old earl, for he +was a good landlord and a kind-hearted gentleman. But, you see, he +wasn't here very much—just a month or two in the shooting season, and +perhaps at Christmas; but we're hoping, here at Anglemere, that the new +earl will come oftener. It will be a great thing for us, of course, +miss. But there! you can't expect him to stay for long, he's got so +many<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> places; and I'm told that some of 'em are finer and grander even +than the Hall, though it's hard to believe. A piece of steak, miss? +Certainly; and it's the best I've got you shall have. And about Sunday, +miss? What 'u'd you say to a leg of mutton—a small leg, seem' that +there's only two of you?"</p> + +<p>"That will do," said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss. Perhaps you'd like to see it? It's in the meadow there—the +sheep near the hedge."</p> + +<p>The butcher grew radiant at the sweet, low-toned laugh with which Nell +received this practical suggestion.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I shouldn't be able to judge it through that thick fleece," +she said. "But I am more than willing to trust you, thank you."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, miss," he said, as he cut the steak with critical care. "I'm +told that Lord Angleford's in England, and is coming to the Hall sooner +than was expected. And that's good news for all of us. Fine gentleman, +the earl, miss! A regular credit to the country that bred him. I've +knowed him since he was a boy, for, of course, he used to stay here in +his holidays, and durin' the shootin' and Christmas. A great favorite of +his uncle's, the old earl, miss, and no wonder, for there wasn't a more +promising young gentleman among the aristocracy. Always so pleasant and +frank spoken, and not a bit of side about him. It 'u'd be, 'Hallo, +Wicks'—which was me, miss—'how are you? And how's the brindle pup?' +And he'd take his hat off to the missus just as if she was one of his +grand lady friends."</p> + +<p>Nell moved toward the open door, but Mr. Wicks followed her as if loath +to let her go.</p> + +<p>"Rare cut up we was, miss, when we heard that him and the old earl had +quarreled and the old gentleman had gone and got married, which was just +like the Anglefords—always so hotheaded and flyaway. Yes, it was a +cruel blow to Lord Selbie, or so it seemed; but it all turned out right, +seeing that there wasn't a heir born to cut him out. Not that any of us +had a word to say about the lady the old earl married. As nice and as +pretty—begging her pardon—a little lady, though a foreigner, as ever +you met. Yes, it's all right, and our young gentleman as we was all so +fond of is coming into his own, as the saying is. Yes, miss, it shall be +sent up at once, certainly. And good day to you, miss!"</p> + +<p>Wherever she went, Nell found the people rejoicing at the coming advent +of the new lord, who was anything but new to most of them, who, like +Wicks, knew and were attached to him. Before she had finished her +shopping, Nell found herself quite interested in the new master of +Anglemere, and wondered whether she should see him and what he would be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> +like. By the time she had got back to the lodge, her headache had gone, +and she was singing to herself as she arranged some flowers she had +picked on her way through the woods.</p> + +<p>In the afternoon, she went for a long walk; but, long as it was, it did +not by any means take her out of the domains of the Earl of Angleford, +which stretched away for miles round the great house. She saw farms +dotted here and there on the hillsides, and looking prosperous with +their cattle and sheep feeding in the fields, and the corn waving like a +green sea on the slopes of the hills. There were large plantations, in +which she disturbed the game; and parklike spaces, in which colts +frisked beside the brood mares, for which Anglemere was famous all the +world over.</p> + +<p>Everything spoke in an eloquent and emphatic way of wealth, and Nell +sighed and grew rather pensive, now and again, as she thought of the +denizens of Beaumont Buildings, and the grinding poverty in which their +lives were spent. But that was like Nell—tender-hearted Nell of Shorne +Mills.</p> + +<p>Dick came home to dinner, tired, and approved of the steak, which, he +declared, beat even the ham and eggs.</p> + +<p>"We're getting on first-rate," he said, in answer to Nell's inquiry; +"and I'm afraid we shan't make a very long stay here. I'd hoped that +this job would spin out for—oh, ever so long; but it will have to be +pushed through in a few weeks. They're waking up at the house like mad. +Money makes the mare go! And there's no end to the money this young lord +has got. But, from all I hear, he's a decent sort——"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed.</p> + +<p>"Please don't you begin to sing his praises, Dick," she said. "I've +heard a general chorus of laudations all the morning, and I think I am +just a wee bit tired of my Lord of Angleford! Though I'm very grateful +to him for this change! I wish we could turn lodgekeepers, Dick! Fancy +living here always!"</p> + +<p>They were seated in the porch—Dick smoking away furiously—and she +gazed wistfully at the greensward, and the trunks of the great elms +glowing like copper in the rays of the setting sun.</p> + +<p>"And, oh, Dick!" she cried, "if only Mr. Falconer could be here! How he +would enjoy it! He's always talking of the country, and how much good it +would do him!"</p> + +<p>"Poor beggar—yes!" said Dick, with a nod of sympathy. "I say, Nell, why +shouldn't we ask him to pay us a visit?"</p> + +<p>Nell grew radiant at the suggestion; then looked doubtful.</p> + +<p>"But may we?" she asked. "This isn't our lodge, Dick; though I have +begun to feel as if it were."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" said Dick emphatically. "The agent placed it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> absolutely at +our disposal. A nice state of things if we couldn't ask a friend! Have +Britons—especially engineers—become slaves? I pause for a reply. No? +Good! Then I'll write him a line that will fetch him down—with his +fiddle! What a pity we haven't got a piano!"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed.</p> + +<p>"Yes, we could put it in the sitting room, and look at it through the +window; for there certainly wouldn't be room inside for it and us +together!"</p> + +<p>Dick wrote the next day, and Falconer walked up and down his bare and +narrow room, with the letter in his hand, his thin face flushing and +then paling with longing and doubt. To be in the country, in the same +house with her! And yet—would it not be wiser to refuse? His love grew +large enough when it was only fed on memory; it would grow beyond +restraint in such close companionship. Better to refuse and remain where +he was than to go near her, and so increase the store of agony which the +final parting would bring him. And so, after the manner of weak man, he +sat down and wrote a line, accepting.</p> + +<p>Dick stole half an hour to go with Nell to meet him at the station, and +Dick's hearty greeting and Nell's smile brought the blood to his face +and made the thin hand he gave them tremble.</p> + +<p>"The fact is, we couldn't get on without the violin—brought it? That's +all right. Because if you hadn't, you'd be sent back for it, young man. +Pretty country, isn't it? All belongs to our young swell. I say 'our,' +because we feel as if we'd got a kind of share in him, as if he belonged +to us. You'll hear nothing but 'Lord Angleford,' 'the earl,' all day +long here; and you'll speedily come to our conviction, that the earth, +or this particular corner of it, with all that it contains, man, woman, +and child, birds, beasts, and fishes, was made for his lordship's +special behoof. Nice little place—kind of fishing box, isn't it?" he +said, nodding to the vast pile as it came in sight. "That's where I +spend my laborious days, putting on water for his lordship to drink and +wash with, and setting up electric light for his lordship to shave +himself by, though I suppose his lordship's valet does that. And what +price the lodge? For this is our residence pro tem."</p> + +<p>Falconer was almost speechless with delight and happiness; his dark eyes +glowed with a steady light, which grew brighter and deeper whenever they +rested on Nell's beautiful face.</p> + +<p>His obvious happiness reflected itself on her mood, and it was a merry +trio which sat down to the simple dinner, that, simple as it was, seemed +luxurious to the fare which he had left behind at Beaumont Buildings.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span></p> + +<p>After dinner he got out his violin and played for them.</p> + +<p>Dick sprawled on the sofa, and Nell leaned back in her cozy chair with +some useful and necessary darning, and—with unconscious +cruelty—thought of Drake and Shorne Mills, as the exquisite strains +filled the tiny room.</p> + +<p>Some of the workmen, as they tramped by from their overtime, paused to +listen, and nodded to each other approvingly, and carried the news to +the village that "a swell musician fellow" was on a visit at the lodge; +and the next day, when Nell walked through the village, with Falconer by +her side, carrying her basket, the good folk eyed his pale face and long +hair with awed curiosity and interest, and then, when the couple had +passed, exchanged winks and significant smiles, none of which Nell saw, +or, if she had seen, would, in her unconsciousness, have understood. For +it never occurs to the woman whose whole being is absorbed in love for +one man, that any other man may be in love with her. So Nell was +placidly happy in the musician's happiness, and never guessed that the +music he played for her delight was but the expression of the longing of +his heart, and that when she was not looking, his dark eyes dwelt upon +her with a sad and wistful tenderness, which was all the more tender +because of its hopelessness.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h2> + + +<p>Now, while all Anglemere talked of its lord and master, it had no +suspicion that he was near at hand.</p> + +<p>Two days before Nell and Dick had arrived at the lodge, the <i>Seagull</i> +sailed, with all the grace and ease of its namesake, into Southampton +water, with my Lord of Angleford on board.</p> + +<p>Drake leaned against the rail and looked with grave face and preoccupied +air at his native land. Two years had passed since he had last seen it, +and they had scored their log upon his face. It was handsome still, but +the temples were flecked with gray, and there were certain lines on the +forehead and about the mouth which are graven by other hands than +Time's.</p> + +<p>It was the face of one who lived in the past, and could find no pleasure +in the present; and the expression in his eyes was that of the man to +whom the gods have given everything but the one thing his heart desired.</p> + +<p>As he leaned against the side, with his hands in his pockets, his yacht +cap tilted over his eyes, he pondered on the vanity of human wishes.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span></p> + +<p>Here he was, the Earl of Anglemere, owner of an historic title, the +master of all the Angleford estates and wealth. Almost every man who +heard his name envied him—some doubtless hated him—because of his +wealth and rank. And yet he would have given it all if by so doing he +could have been the "Drake Vernon" who had been loved by a certain Nell +Lorton; and as he looked at the blue water, rippling in the sunlight +round the stately yacht, his thoughts went back sadly to the <i>Annie +Laurie</i> and its girl owner, and he sighed heavily.</p> + +<p>He had intended to be absent from England for some years—perhaps +forever, and even when the cable informing him of his uncle's death and +his own succession to the title had reached him, he had clung to his +resolution of remaining abroad, for when the news got to him his uncle +had been long buried, and there seemed to him no need of his return. It +was easier to forget, or to persuade himself that he forgot, Nell, while +he was sailing from port to port, or shooting big game in the wild and +desolate places of the earth, than it would be in England. If Nell had +still been pledged to him, how differently he would have received this +gift which the gods had bestowed on him! To have been able to go to her +and say: "Nell, you will be the Countess of Angleford; take my hand, and +let me show you the inheritance you will share with me!" That would have +been a happiness which would have doubled and trebled the value of his +title and estates. But now! Nell was no longer his; he had lost her, +and, having lost her, all the good things which had fallen to him were +of as little value as a Rubens to the blind, or a nocturne of Chopin to +the deaf.</p> + +<p>When the lawyers worried him he sent curt and evasive replies, telling +them in so many words to do the best they could without him, and when +Lady Angleford wrote, begging him to return and take up his duties, he +answered with condolences on her loss, and vague assurances that he +would be back—some time. Then she wrote again; the kind of letter a +clever woman can write; the letter which, for all its gentleness, stings +and irritates:</p> + +<p>"Much as you may dislike it, much as it may interfere with your love of +wandering, the fact remains that you are the Earl of Angleford, my dear +Drake. And the Earl of Angleford has higher duties than ordinary men. +The lawyers want you, the estate want you, the people—do you think they +do not want you? And, most of all, I think, I want you. Do you remember +our first meeting? It was thought that I had come between you and yours; +but the fact that I have not done so, the consolation I find in the +thought, is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> made of no avail by your absence. You are too good a fellow +to inflict pain upon a lonely and sorrow-stricken woman, Drake. Come +back and take your place among your peers and your people. Sometimes I +think there must be some reason, some mysterious cause, for your +prolonged absence, your reluctance to take up the duties and +responsibilities of the position which has fallen to you; but if there +should be, I beg of you to forget it, to set it aside. You are, you +cannot help being, the Earl of Angleford. Come and play your part like a +man."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>It was the kind of letter which few men, certainly not Drake, could +resist. Wondering bitterly whether she guessed at the reason, the cause +of his reluctance to return to England, to take up the purple and ermine +which had fallen from her husband's shoulders, he wrote a short note +saying that he would "come back." In a second letter he asked her to get +Angleford ready for him, not dreaming that she would take his request as +a carte blanche, and turn the old place inside out and make it fit, as +she considered fitness, for its new lord and master.</p> + +<p>As the <i>Seagull</i> glided to her moorings, his expression grew harder and +sterner. He was a man of the world, and he knew what would be expected +of him. An earl, the owner of an historic title and vast estates, has a +paramount duty—that of providing an heir to his title and lands.</p> + +<p>Now that he had come back, he would be expected, would be hustled and +goaded into marrying. Marrying! He swore under his breath, and began to +pace up and down restlessly, so that Mr. Murphy, the yacht's master, +thinking that his lordship was in a hurry to land, bustled the crew a +bit. But when the dingy was lowered and the man-o'-warlike sailors were +in their places, their lord and master lingered, for he was loath to +leave the <i>Seagull</i>. How many nights had he paced her deck, thinking of +Nell, calling up the vision of the clear, oval face, the soft, dark +hair, the eyes that had grown violet-hued as they turned lovingly to +him. That vision had sailed with him through many a stormy and sunlit +sea, and he was loath to part with it. On shore, there he would have to +plunge into his "duties," would have to sign leases, and read deeds, and +listen to stewards and agents. There would be little time to think, to +dream of Nell.</p> + +<p>The dinghy took him ashore, and he put up at the large and crowded +hotel, and spent the evening wishing that he was on the <i>Seagull</i>. The +next day it occurred to him that he was within a ride of Anglemere, and +he procured a horse and rode out to it. He had very little desire to see +the chief of his "places," and when he had ridden up to the terrace<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> he +turned his horse down a side road and regained his hotel, little +thinking that he had passed the window of Nell's room, that her eyes had +rested upon him.</p> + +<p>The sight of the old place had awakened memories which saddened him. He +had played on that terrace, on the lawn beneath, when a boy. Even as a +boy he had learned to regard Anglemere as his future home; and he had +been, in a childish way, proud of the fact. It was his now—and what +little pride and pleasure could be found in its possession! If +Nell——With something like an oath he dragged himself up the grandiose +stairs of the hotel, and went to bed.</p> + +<p>In the morning the mate of the yacht brought him a letter from Lady +Angleford. It said that she had heard that he had arrived at +Southampton, and that she hoped he would go on to Anglemere and see and +approve of the alterations and improvements she was attempting, and that +he would "go into residence" in three weeks' time, as she had asked a +housewarming party to welcome him.</p> + +<p>Drake stared at the letter moodily, and wished himself among the big +game in Africa, or salmon fishing in Norway; but he felt that Lady +Angleford was trying to do her duty by him, and knew that he ought to +follow suit.</p> + +<p>He gravitated between the hotel and his yacht for a few days, his face +growing sterner and more moody each day, then he rode out to Anglemere +again.</p> + +<p>It was a lovely afternoon, and, if he had not been haunted by the vision +of Nell, Drake would have reveled in the blue sky, the soft breeze, the +singing of the birds, and the scent of the flowers; but all these +recalled Nell and Shorne Mills, and only made the aching of his heart +more acute.</p> + +<p>He wondered, as he rode along the well-kept roads, whether she was still +at Shorne Mills; whether she had forgotten him, whether she was married. +At the last thought, the blood rushed to his head, and he jerked the +reins so that the good horse broke into a gallop which carried Drake to +the southern lodge, where—if he could but have known it!—dwelt Nell +herself!</p> + +<p>The gates were open, and he rode through; but as he passed the lodge, +the sound of a violin played by a master hand smote upon his ear. He +pulled the horse into a walk, and approached the house in a dream.</p> + +<p>Workmen were all over the place, and he stared about him like a +stranger; and they eyed him with half-indifferent, half-curious +scrutiny. He got off his horse and walked up the stone steps of the +terrace into the hall. Here the foreman of the firm of decorators +approached him.</p> + +<p>"Do you want to see any one, sir?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No," said Drake diplomatically. He was reluctant to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> announce himself. +"You are making some alterations?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Rather, sir," assented the foreman, with a self-satisfied smile. "We're +just turning the old place inside out. For the new lord, you know."</p> + +<p>"I see," said Drake.</p> + +<p>He knew that he ought to have said: "I am the new lord—I am Lord +Angleford." But he shrank from it. The whole thing, the transformation +of the old place, though he knew it was necessary, was distasteful to +him.</p> + +<p>"What is that?" and he nodded toward a cluster of small globes in the +center of the hall.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that! That's the electric light," said the man. "There's going to +be electric lights all over the house. Wait a minute, and I'll turn some +of it on; though perhaps I'd better not, for the gentleman who manages +it is away to-day. He's gone to Southampton to see after some things +which ought to have come this morning."</p> + +<p>"Don't trouble," said Drake absently.</p> + +<p>"Well, perhaps I'd better not," said the man. "He mightn't like it. He's +the gent that lives in the lodge."</p> + +<p>"In the lodge!" said Drake. "The south lodge?"</p> + +<p>The man nodded.</p> + +<p>"He plays the violin?" said Drake.</p> + +<p>The man grinned.</p> + +<p>"No, no! That's his friend. He's a musician—the gentleman his sister is +engaged to."</p> + +<p>Drake got on his horse and rode away, leaving the park by the east +lodge.</p> + +<p>The three weeks slipped away, and the day for the great gathering at +Anglemere was near at hand. By dint of working day and night, the +contractors had succeeded in getting the house finished in time; and +Lady Angleford, who had come down, with an army of servants, at the +week's end, expressed her approval and her astonishment that so much +should have been effected in so short a time.</p> + +<p>The lord and master was not to arrive until the evening of the +twenty-first, the date of the ball, and most of the house party had +reached Anglemere before him. He had pleaded urgent business as an +excuse for not putting in an appearance earlier; but, beyond seeing his +lawyers and listening to their complaints at his absence, he had done +very little business, and had been cruising in the Solent to while away +the interval.</p> + +<p>The villagers wanted to "receive" him at the station, and talked of a +"welcome" arch; but no one could find out at what hour to expect him; +and Lady Angleford, who, with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> native quickness, had learned a great +deal of his character in her short acquaintance with him, and was quite +aware that he disliked fuss of any kind, had discouraged the idea.</p> + +<p>The dogcart was sent to the station to meet the six-o'clock train, on +chance, and he arrived by it, and was driven home, cheered by a few +groups of the villagers who had hung about in the hope of seeing him.</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford met him in the hall, and they went at once to the +library.</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you how glad I am that you have come, Drake—I suppose I +may call you Drake?" she said, holding out her hand again to him.</p> + +<p>"You shall call me by any name that pleases you," he said, smiling at +her, and speaking very gently, for she was still in mourning, and looked +very fragile and petite.</p> + +<p>"Thanks. And yet I am not a little nervous. I don't know how you'll +quite take the alterations I have made, whether you will think I have +been too presumptuous. I shall watch your face with an anxious eye when +I take you over the place presently."</p> + +<p>"My only feeling is one of intense gratitude," he said; "and I can't +express my thanks and surprise that you should have taken so much +trouble. I had an idea that the place was all right, that what was good +enough for my uncle——"</p> + +<p>She winced slightly, but smiled bravely.</p> + +<p>"No, Drake; he was an old man, and came here but seldom; you are young, +and, I hope, will spend a great deal of time here. After all, it is your +real English home."</p> + +<p>He nodded, but not very assentingly.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," he said, rather moodily. "I am rather a restless mortal, +and find it difficult to settle in any one place."</p> + +<p>"Have you been well?" she asked, as she saw his face plainly, for he had +turned to the window.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; quite," he replied.</p> + +<p>She looked at him rather doubtfully.</p> + +<p>"You are thinner, and——"</p> + +<p>"Older," he said, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"I was not going to say that; but I was going to say that you looked as +if you had not been sparing yourself lately."</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"I had rather a rough time of it in Africa—and a touch of fever. It +always leaves its mark, you know."</p> + +<p>She nodded as if she accepted the explanation; but she was not +satisfied. A touch of fever does not leave behind the expression of +weariness which brooded in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"If you are not too tired, will you come round with me?" she said. +"There's an opportunity now, for all the people are<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> out riding or +driving, and we shall be more free than we shall be when they come +bustling in."</p> + +<p>"Certainly," he said, opening the door for her. "I suppose you have +filled the house? Is it a large party?"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid it is," she said, apologetically; "but the house is not +quite full, for some of the people who are coming to the dance to-morrow +will have to stay the night. By the way, I asked you if there was any +one to whom you would like me to send a card, but you did not reply."</p> + +<p>"Didn't I? I humbly beg your pardon, countess! No, there was no one."</p> + +<p>He looked round the hall admiringly.</p> + +<p>"You have done wonders!" he said; "and in such a short time! I rode over +here from the hotel the other day, and imagined they would take at least +a month to finish. And is that the old drawing-room? Can it be possible! +It is charming! Ah, you have left the dining room untouched—that's +right."</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford laughed.</p> + +<p>"There is not an inch of it that has not been touched; but with reverent +hands, I hope. It is upstairs that we have done most. The bedrooms, you +will admit, wanted thorough renovating."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," he said, as he walked beside her. "It's all perfect. It must +have cost a great deal of money."</p> + +<p>She nodded.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; but it does not matter, you know."</p> + +<p>He glanced at her questioningly.</p> + +<p>"It really does not," she said. "Have you any idea how rich you are, +Drake?"</p> + +<p>He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I'm ashamed to say that I don't quite know how I stand. The lawyers +jawed about it the other day, and I did fully manage to understand that +my uncle had left me everything. Was that fair, countess?" he added +gravely.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she replied simply. "He wanted to leave me all he could; but I +would not let him. You know that I have enough, and much more than +enough, of my own. So why should he leave me any more?"</p> + +<p>Drake took her hand, and kissed it gratefully.</p> + +<p>"You have been very good to me," he said, in a low voice. "Better than I +have any right to expect, or deserve."</p> + +<p>"No," she said. "And there is no need of gratitude. I wanted to +atone——No, that's not the right word. I wanted to make up to you for +the trouble I had, all unconsciously, caused between you and him. +And—there was another reason, Drake. Don't get conceited; but I took a +fancy to my nephew the first time I saw him." She laughed softly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> "And +just at present I have no other object in life than the attempt to make +him happy."</p> + +<p>Drake suppressed a sigh.</p> + +<p>Happy? Oh, Nell, Nell! How vain and foolish all this splendor, now he +had lost her!</p> + +<p>"So you turned my rambling old place into a palace? Well, it was a +substantial attempt, and if I am not happy, I shall be the most mulish +and ungrateful of men. The place is perfect; it lacks nothing, I should +say," he added, as they descended to the hall again.</p> + +<p>"Only a mistress," thought Lady Angleford; but she was too wise to say +so.</p> + +<p>"You haven't told me who is here," he said, as he watched her pour out +the tea which had been laid in a windowed recess from which was an +exquisite view of the lawns and the park beyond.</p> + +<p>"Oh, a host of your friends," she said. "Do you like sugar, Drake? Fancy +an aunt having to ask her nephew that! I shall get used to all your fads +and fancies presently. There are the Northgates, and the Beeches, and +old Lord Balfreed"—she ran through the list, and he listened absently +until she came to—"and the Turfleighs."</p> + +<p>"The Turfleighs?" he said, with something that was almost a frown; and, +seeing it, the countess noticed how stern his face had become.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Lady Luce and her father will arrive to-morrow, just in time for +the dance. They are staying at a place near here—the Wolfers'. You +remember them? They are coming with her, of course."</p> + +<p>"Quite a gathering of the clans," he said, as brightly as he could. "It +is a long time since Anglemere had such a beau fête. Who is that?" he +broke off to inquire. "One of the guests?"</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford looked out of the window.</p> + +<p>"I am so near-sighted——"</p> + +<p>"A tall, thin man, with long hair," he said. "He has just gone round the +corner toward the lodge."</p> + +<p>"That must be the man who is staying at the south lodge," she said. "His +name is Falconer, and he is a musician."</p> + +<p>"A musician staying at the south lodge?" said Drake, with surprise. "Ah, +yes! I remember hearing the violin, as I passed the other day."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Lady Angleford. "The young fellow the engineers sent down is +staying at the lodge with his sister and their friend, this Mr. +Falconer. They were to have gone yesterday, when the work was completed; +but I thought they had better stay a few days, until after the dance, at +any rate, in case anything should go wrong with the electric light. It<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> +is such a nuisance if they happen to pop out all of a sudden; and they +generally do when there is something on. You don't mind their being +here?"</p> + +<p>He smiled.</p> + +<p>"Why should I? It was a good idea to keep him. I suppose there is to be +a resident engineer?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I suppose so. It would not be a bad idea to keep this young +fellow, for I'm told that he has done the work very well. I've not seen +him or his sister. I hear that she is an extremely pretty girl, and very +ladylike, and I meant calling at the lodge and asking if they were +comfortable; but I have been so busy."</p> + +<p>"I can quite understand that," he said. "I only hope you will not have +tired yourself out for to-morrow night."</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"I am not easily tired; and I'm tough, though I'm small," she retorted, +with her pretty twang. "By the way, speaking of to-morrow night. I +wonder whether this Mr. Falconer would come up and play——"</p> + +<p>She hesitated, and looked at him doubtfully.</p> + +<p>Drake smiled.</p> + +<p>"You think he may be some swell musician?" he said. "Too swell to play +for money? It's likely."</p> + +<p>"No, it wasn't that; I was thinking that I could scarcely ask him +without asking the girl. He's engaged to her, I'm told."</p> + +<p>"That's one of those problems which a man is quite unqualified to +solve," he said indifferently.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll ask them, and chance it. Oh, here are some of the carriages. +Would you like to run away, or will you——"</p> + +<p>But he went to the front to meet and greet his guests.</p> + +<p>A couple of hours later, while the trio at the lodge were at supper, the +servant brought in two notes.</p> + +<p>"One for me, and one for you, Mr. Falconer. And from the house! Do you +see the coronet on the envelope? I wonder what it is? Perhaps a polite +intimation that we are to clear out!" said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Or an equally polite request that we will keep off the grass," said +Dick. "Do you know how to find out what's in that envelope, Nell?"</p> + +<p>"No," she said, holding it up to the light.</p> + +<p>"By opening it, my brainless one!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Falconer, you are nearer him than I am; will you oblige me by +kicking him? Oh, Dick! It's an invitation to the dance to-morrow—for +you and me."</p> + +<p>"And for me," said Falconer. "And will I be so very kind as to bring my +violin?"</p> + +<p>"Very kind of 'em," said Dick. "I should like it very<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> much," as he +lifted his tankard, "but there won't be any dancing for me to-morrow +night, unless I indulge in a hornpipe in the engine room. I'm going to +stick there on guard right away from the beginning to the end of the +hop. I should never forgive myself if anything went wrong with those +blessed lights. But you and Falconer can go and foot it to your heart's +content."</p> + +<p>"Quite impossible," said Nell emphatically. "I haven't a dress. So that +settles me. Besides, Mrs. Hawksley, the housekeeper, has been kind +enough to ask me to go into the gallery and look on, and I accepted +gratefully."</p> + +<p>"Among the servants?" said Dick, rather dubiously.</p> + +<p>"Why not?" said Nell, stoutly. "I don't in the least mind. I shall enjoy +looking down—for the first time in my life—upon Mr. Falconer."</p> + +<p>Falconer smiled and shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I haven't a dress suit, and I can't dance, Miss Lorton; and if I had +and could, I shouldn't go without you. But I'd like to go and play. I +owe these people a heavy debt for permitting me, through you, to spend +the happiest days of my life—yes, I'll go and play. They won't mind my +old velvet jacket, I'm sure."</p> + +<p>"Quite the correct thing, my boy," said Dick. "You look no end of a +musical swell in it; a Paderewski and Sarasati rolled into one. And to +tell you the truth, I'm relieved to think you're disposed of; for I was +afraid you'd offer to keep me company in the engine room; and the last +time you were there you very nearly got mixed up with the engines and +turned into sausage meat."</p> + +<p>Nell was looking at her envelope.</p> + +<p>"Lady Angleford addresses me as Miss 'Norton,'" she said, with a smile. +"I wonder if she would know me if she saw me. Very likely not."</p> + +<p>"The right honorable the earl arrived this afternoon, I'm told," said +Dick. "'I very nearly missed missing him,' as the Irishman said. He'd +gone into the house just before I came out. There's to be a fine kick-up +to-morrow night. Not sure that I shan't come up to the gallery for a +minute or two, after all; only the conviction that the beastly lights +will know that I am gone and all go out, will prevent me."</p> + +<p>On the following evening Dick and Falconer went up to the house before +Nell, Dick wanting to be present at the lighting up, and Falconer being +desirous of ascertaining exactly where he "came in" with his violin; and +Nell, having donned her best dress, went round to the housekeeper's +room. She had found Mrs. Hawksley "partaking" of a cup of tea, in which +Nell was easily induced to join, and Mrs.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> Hawksley chatted in the +stately way which thinly hid a wealth of motherly kindness.</p> + +<p>"I am so glad you have come, Miss Lorton; for it will be a grand sight, +the like of which you have probably not seen, and may not see again."</p> + +<p>And Nell nodded, suppressing a smile as she thought of her short sojourn +in the world of fashion.</p> + +<p>"Some of the dresses, the maids tell me, are magnificent; and the +jewels! But, there; none of them can be finer than the Angleford +diamonds. I do hope the countess will wear them, though it's doubtful, +seeing that her ladyship's still in mourning. You say you've seen the +countess, Miss Lorton? A sweet-looking lady. It's quite touching to see +her ladyship and his lordship together, she so young, and his aunt, too! +You haven't seen the earl yet, have you?"</p> + +<p>"No; tell me what he is like, Mrs. Hawksley," said Nell, knowing how +delighted the old lady would be to comply.</p> + +<p>"Well, Miss Lorton, though I suppose I shouldn't, seeing he kind of +belongs to us, I must say that his lordship will be the handsomest and +finest gentleman in the room to-night, let who will be coming. Not but +what he's changed. It gave me quite a turn—as the maids say," she +picked herself up apologetically—"when he came right into this very +room, with his hand stretched out, and his 'Well, Mrs. Hawksley, and how +are you, after this long time?'"</p> + +<p>"Because he was so friendly?" asked Nell innocently.</p> + +<p>The old lady drew herself up.</p> + +<p>"No, Miss Lorton. The Anglefords were always friendly to their old +servants, because they know that we shouldn't take advantage of it and +forget our proper places. No, but because he was so changed. He used to +be so bright and—and boyish, as one may say, with all respect; but now +he's as grave as grave can be—almost stern-looking, so to speak—and +there's gray hairs at his temples, and he's a way of looking beyond you +in a sad sort of fashion. His lordship's had some trouble, I know. I +said so to his man, but he wouldn't say anything. He hasn't been with +the earl for some time, and mightn't know——There's the music; and, +hark; I can hear them moving into the ballroom. We'd better be going up +to the gallery; and I do hope you will enjoy yourself, Miss Lorton."</p> + +<p>Nell followed the old lady into the small gallery, where some chairs had +been placed for the servants, behind the musicians. She saw Falconer in +front, his whole soul absorbed in his business; but he turned his eyes +as she entered, and smiled for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Can you see?" asked Mrs. Hawksley. "Go a little nearer to the front. +Make room for Miss Lorton, please."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span></p> + +<p>Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"I can see very well," she said, also in a whisper, for she did not want +to be seen.</p> + +<p>She craned forward and looked down on the brilliant, glittering crowd. +The lights of which Dick was so proud dazzled her for a moment or two; +but presently her eyes became accustomed to them, and she recognized +Lady Angleford, the Wolfers, and others. Lady Angleford was in black +satin and lace, and, at Drake's request, had put on the family diamonds.</p> + +<p>"You are right, Mrs. Hawksley," said Nell. "They are magnificent. What a +lovely scene!"</p> + +<p>"I am glad you are pleased, Miss Lorton," responded the old lady, as if +she had got up the whole show for Nell's sole benefit. "I am looking for +the earl, to point him out to you; but I don't see him. He must be under +the gallery at this moment. Ah! yes; here he comes. Now, quick! lean +forward. There! that tall gentleman with the fair lady on his arm. Lean +forward a little more, and you will see him quite plainly. The lady's in +a kind of pale mauve silk——"</p> + +<p>Nell leaned forward with all a girl's eager curiosity; then she uttered +a faint cry, and drew back. The couple Mrs. Hawksley had pointed out +were Drake and Lady Luce. Drake!</p> + +<p>"What is the matter? Did any one squeeze you? Did you see his lordship?" +asked Mrs. Hawksley.</p> + +<p>"No," said Nell, trying to keep her voice steady. "I—I saw that +gentleman with the lady in mauve; but——"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hawksley stared at her.</p> + +<p>"Well, that is the earl. That is Lord Angleford with Lady Luce Turfleigh +on his arm."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX.</h2> + + +<p>Nell sat still—very, very still. The vast room seemed to rise and sway +before her like a ship in a heavy sea; the lights danced in a mad whirl; +the music roared a chaos of sound in her ears, and a deathly feeling +crept over her.</p> + +<p>"I will not faint—I will not faint!" she said to herself, clenching her +teeth hard, and gripping her dress with her cold hands. "It is a +mistake—a mistake. It is not Drake. I thought I saw him the other +night; it is thinking, always thinking of him, that makes me fancy any +one like him must be he! Yes; it is a mistake."</p> + +<p>She closed her eyes for a moment, and when she opened<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> them and found +that the room had ceased rocking, and the lights were still, she leaned +forward, calling all her courage to her aid, and looked again.</p> + +<p>A waltz was in progress, and the rich dresses, the flashing jewels +whirled like the colored pieces of a kaleidoscope, and for a moment or +two she could not distinguish the members of the glittering crowd; but +presently she saw the tall figure again. He was dancing with Lady Luce; +they came down toward the gallery end of the room, floating with the +exquisite grace of a couple whose steps are in perfect harmony, and Nell +saw that she had made no mistake—that it was Drake indeed.</p> + +<p>She drew a long breath, and sank back; Mrs. Hawksley leaned toward her.</p> + +<p>"Do you feel faint, Miss Lorton? It's very hot up here. Would you like +to go down——"</p> + +<p>"No, no!" said Nell quickly, almost anxiously. She did not want to go. +It was agony to see him dancing with this beautiful woman, whose hair +shone like gold, whose grace of form and movement were conspicuous even +among so many graceful and beautiful women; but a kind of fascination +made Nell feel as if she could not go, as if she must drain her cup of +misery to the dregs. "No, no; I am not faint—not now. It is hot, but I +am—all right."</p> + +<p>She gazed with set face and panic-stricken eyes at the couple, as they +floated down the room again. It was Drake, but—how changed! He looked +many years older—and his face was stern and grave—sterner and graver +and sadder even than when she had first seen it that day the horse had +flung him at her feet. It had grown brighter and happier while he had +stayed at Shorne Mills—it had been transformed, indeed, for the few +short weeks he had been her lover; but the look of content, of joy in +life which it wore in her remembrance, had gone again. Had he been ill? +she wondered. Where had he been; what had he been doing?</p> + +<p>But it did not matter, could not matter to her. He was back in England, +and dancing with the woman he loved—with the beautiful Lady Luce, whom +he had kissed on the terrace.</p> + +<p>"And what do you think of his lordship?" Mrs. Hawksley asked, as if the +Right Honorable the Earl of Angleford were her special property. "I +wasn't far wrong, was I, Miss Lorton, when I said that he would be the +finest, handsomest man in the room?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Nell, scarcely knowing what she answered. "That is——" She +put her hand to her lips. Even now she had not realized that her Drake +and the earl were one and the same man. "Oh, yes; he is handsome, +and——" she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> finished, as the old lady eyed her half indignantly. "But +I—I have made a mistake. I mean——What was Lord Angleford called +before he succeeded to the title?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hawksley looked at her rather curiously.</p> + +<p>"Why, Lord Selbie, of course," she said. "He ought, being one of the +Anglefords, to have been Lord Vernon, Drake Vernon; but his father was a +famous statesman, a governor of New South Wales and they made him a +viscount. Do you understand?" she asked, proud of her own knowledge of +these intricacies of the earl's names and titles.</p> + +<p>Poor Nell looked confused. But it did not matter. She had learned +enough. Drake Vernon, who had made her love him, and had asked her to be +his wife, had been Lord Selbie. Why had he concealed his rank? Why had +he deceived her? He had seemed so honest and true, that she would have +trusted him with her life as freely as she had given him her love; and +all the while——Oh, why had he done it? Was it worth while to +masquerade as a mere nobody, to pretend that he was poor? Had he, even +from the very first, not intended to marry her? Was he only—amusing +himself?</p> + +<p>Her face was dyed, with the shame of the thought, for a moment, then the +hot flush went and left her pale and wan.</p> + +<p>Drake was the Earl of Angleford, and she—she the girl whose heart he +had broken, was in his house, looking on at him among his guests! The +thought was almost unendurable, and she slowly rose from her chair; then +she sat down again, for she was trembling and quite incapable of leaving +the gallery.</p> + +<p>How long she sat in this state she did not know. The ball went on. She +saw Drake—no, the earl—would she never realize it?—dancing +frequently. Sometimes he joined the group of dowagers and chaperons on +the dais at the other end of the room, or leaned against the wall and +talked with the nondancing men; and wherever he went she saw that he was +received with that subtle empressement with which the children of Vanity +Fair indicate their respect for high rank and wealth.</p> + +<p>"You can see how high his lordship stands not only in the county, but +everywhere," said Mrs. Hawksley proudly. "They treat him almost as if he +were a prince of the blood; and he is the principal gentleman here, +though there's some high and mighty ones down there, Miss Lorton, I +assure you. That's the Duchess of Cleavemere in that big chair on the +dais; and that's her eldest daughter—she'll be as big as the duchess, +mark my words—seated beside her; and that's the Marquis of Downfield, +that tall gentleman with the white hair. He's a great man, but he can't +hold a candle, in appearance,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> to our earl; and he's a poor man compared +with his lordship. And that's Lord Turfleigh, that old gentleman with +the very black hair and mustache; dyed, of course, my dear. The 'wicked +Lord Turfleigh' they call him—and no wonder. He's the father of Lady +Luce. Ah! his lordship's going to dance with her again! Look how pleased +her father looks. See, he's nodding and smiling at her; I'll be bound I +know what he's thinking of! And I shouldn't be surprised if it came off. +Lord Selbie and she used to be engaged, but it was broken off when his +lordship's uncle married. The Turfleighs are too poor to risk a marriage +without money. But his lordship's the earl now, and, of course——"</p> + +<p>Nell understood. It was because the woman he loved had jilted him that +Drake had hidden himself from the world at Shorne Mills. That was why he +had looked so sad and cast down the day she had first seen him.</p> + +<p>"It's a pity your brother doesn't come up," said Mrs. Hawksley, who was +standing behind Nell, and could not see the white, strained face. "He'd +enjoy the sight, I'm sure. I'm half inclined to send a word to him."</p> + +<p>Nell caught her arm. Dick must not come up here and recognize Drake, +must not see her white face and trembling lips. If possible, she must +leave Anglemere in the morning; must induce Dick to go before he could +learn that Drake and Lord Angleford were one and the same.</p> + +<p>"My brother would not come," she said. "Please do not send for him. +He—the lights——"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hawksley nodded.</p> + +<p>"As you think best, my dear," she said. "But it's a pity. Here's the +interval now. What is going on in the orchestra?"</p> + +<p>Nell looked toward the band, which had ceased playing; but Falconer was +softly tuning his violin. About half the dancers had left the room, and +those that remained were pacing up and down, talking and laughing, or +seated in couples in the alcoves and recesses.</p> + +<p>Falconer finished tuning, glanced toward Nell—the gallery was too dimly +lit for him to see the pallor of her face—then began to play a solo.</p> + +<p>Coming after the dance music, the sonata he had chosen was like a breath +of pure, heather-scented air floating in upon the gas-laden atmosphere +of the heated room; and at the first strains of the delicious melody the +people below stopped talking, and turned their eyes up to the front of +the gallery, where the tall, thin form in its worn velvet jacket stood, +for that moment, at least, the supreme figure.</p> + +<p>Nell, as she listened, felt as if a cool, pitying hand had fallen upon +her aching heart; as if a voice of thrilling sweetness were whispering +tender consolation. Never loud, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> with an insistent force which held +the listeners in thrall, sometimes so low that it was but a murmur, the +exquisite music stole over the senses of all, awakening tender memories, +reviving scattered hopes, softening, for the short space it held its +sway, world-hardened hearts.</p> + +<p>The tears gathered in Nell's eyes, bringing her infinite relief; but she +could see through her tears that the great hall was filling with the +hasty return of those who had been within hearing of the music, and when +it ceased there rose a burst of applause, led by the earl himself.</p> + +<p>"How very beautiful!" exclaimed the duchess, who was on his arm. "The +man must be a genius. Where did you find him, Lord Angleford?"</p> + +<p>Drake did not reply for a moment, as if he had not heard her. The music +had moved him more deeply, perhaps, than it had moved any other. His +face was set, his brows knit, and his head drooped as if weighed down by +some memory. He had been so occupied by his duties as host that he had +forgotten the past for that hour or two, at any rate; but at the first +strains of the music Nell came back to him. It was the swell of the tide +against the <i>Annie Laurie</i>; it was Nell's voice itself which he heard +through the melody of the famous sonata. He listened with an aching +longing for those past weeks of pure and perfect love, with a loathing +for the empty, desolate present. "Nell! Nell!" his heart seemed to cry.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," he said. "I did not find him. He is here by +chance."</p> + +<p>"He must be a very great musician," said the duchess enthusiastically. +"What is his name?"</p> + +<p>"Falconer," replied Drake. "He's staying at one of the lodges."</p> + +<p>"He played superbly. Do you think I could persuade him to come on to the +court for the ninth? I wish you'd ask him. But surely he is going to +play again?" she added eagerly.</p> + +<p>"I will ask him," said Drake.</p> + +<p>"Yes, do, Drake," murmured Lady Luce, who had reëntered the room and +glided near him. The divine music had not touched her in the least; +indeed, she had thought the solo rather out of place at a dance—quite +too sad and depressing; but as she seconded the duchess' request, her +blue eyes seemed dim with tears, and her lips tremulous. "It was so very +beautiful! I am half crying!" and the perfectly shaped lips pouted +piteously.</p> + +<p>Drake nodded, led the duchess to a chair, and went slowly up the room +toward the gallery stairs.</p> + +<p>Nell, who had been watching him in a dull, vacant way,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> lost him for a +moment or two; then she heard his voice near her, and saw him dimly +standing in the gallery doorway.</p> + +<p>She stifled a cry, and shrank back behind Mrs. Hawksley, so that the +stout form of the old lady completely hid her.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Falconer?" she heard the deep voice say gravely.</p> + +<p>Falconer bowed, his violin under his arm, his pale, thin face perfectly +composed. His music was still ringing in his ears, vibrating in his +soul, too great to be stirred by the applause which had again broken +out.</p> + +<p>"I have come to thank you for the sonata, Mr. Falconer, and to ask you +to be so kind as to play again," said Drake, in the simple, impassive +manner of the Englishman.</p> + +<p>"I shall be very pleased, my lord," said Falconer quietly; and he placed +his violin in position.</p> + +<p>Drake looked absently round the gallery. It was only dimly lit by the +candles in the music stands, and the servants had respectfully drawn +back, so that Nell was still hidden; but she trembled with the fear that +those in front of her might move, and that he might see her; for she +knew how keen those eyes of his could be.</p> + +<p>Drake felt that the dim light was a pleasant contrast to the brilliance +of the room below, and he lingered, leaning against the wall, his arms +folded, his head drooped. He was so near Nell that she could almost have +touched him—so near that she almost dreaded that he must hear the wild +throbbings of her heart. Once, as the violin wailed out a passionate, +despairing, yet exquisitely sweet passage of the Raff cavatina Falconer +was playing, she heard Drake sigh.</p> + +<p>The cavatina came to an end, the last notes—those wonderful +notes!—floating lingeringly like a human voice, and yet more exquisite +than any human voice. Falconer lowered his violin, the applause broke +out again as vehemently and enthusiastically as if the crowd below were +at an ordinary concert, and Drake made his way to the player. As he did +so, he stumbled over a violin case, the servants with a little cry—for +the stumble of an Earl of Angleford is a matter of importance—moved +apart, and Drake, putting out his hand as he recovered himself, touched +Mrs. Hawksley's arm.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," he said. "Ah! is it you, Mrs. Hawksley? You are so +pleasantly dark up here."</p> + +<p>His eyes wandered from her face to that of the girl who had been +shrinking behind her, and he paused, as if smitten by some sudden +thought or memory. But Nell rose quickly and hid herself in the group, +and Drake went on to Falconer.</p> + +<p>"Thank you again," he said. "I have never heard the cavatina—it was it, +wasn't it?—better played. I am the bearer of a message from the Duchess +of Cleavemere, Mr. Falconer. If you are not engaged, the duchess would +be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> very glad if you could play for her at Cleavemere Court on the ninth +of next month. I ask you at once and so unceremoniously, because her +grace is anxious to know. The ninth."</p> + +<p>Falconer bowed.</p> + +<p>"May I consider, my lord?" he began hesitatingly.</p> + +<p>"Why, certainly," said Drake, in the frank, pleasant fashion which Nell +knew so well. "Will you send me word? Thanks. That is a fine violin you +have."</p> + +<p>"It was my father's," said Falconer simply, and unconsciously pressing +the instrument closer to him, as if it were a living thing, a +well-beloved child.</p> + +<p>He had often sold, pawned his belongings for bread, and as often had +forgotten his cold and hunger because his precious violin had remained +in his possession; that he had never pawned.</p> + +<p>Drake nodded, as if he understood; then he looked round.</p> + +<p>"Isn't there some supper going, Mrs. Hawksley?" he said pleasantly.</p> + +<p>The old lady curtsied in stately fashion.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my lord."</p> + +<p>"Then it's high time Mr. Falconer—and the rest of us—were at it," he +said; and, with a smile and a nod, he left the gallery.</p> + +<p>He would have taken Falconer with him to the supper in the banquet room +below, but he knew that, though none of the men or women there would +have remarked, or cared about, the old velvet jacket, the musician would +be conscious of it, and be embarrassed by it.</p> + +<p>While Drake had been absent, Lady Luce had stood, apparently listening +with profound attention and sympathy, but the movement of her fan almost +gave her away, for it grew rapid now and again, and when Lord Turfleigh +came up beside her, his hawklike eyes glancing sharply, like those of a +bird of prey, from their fat rims, she shot an angry and unfilial glance +at him.</p> + +<p>"Where's Drake?" he asked, lowering his thick voice.</p> + +<p>"Up there in that gallery somewhere; gone to pay compliments to that +fiddler fellow who is playing now."</p> + +<p>"Gad!" said his lordship, with a stare of contempt at the rapt audience. +"What the devil does he want with the 'Dead March in Saul,' or whatever +it is, in the middle of a dance. Always thought he was mad! Has he +spoken, said anything?"</p> + +<p>He lowered his voice still more, and eyed her eagerly.</p> + +<p>She shook her head slightly by way of answer, and the coarse face +reddened.</p> + +<p>"Curse me, if I can understand it—or you," he said, his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> hand tugging +at his dyed mustache. "You told me, God knows how long ago, that he was +'on' again; then he bolts—disappears."</p> + +<p>"Do you want all these people to hear you?" she asked, her eyes hidden +by her slowly moving fan.</p> + +<p>Her father had been several times to the refreshment buffet, and had +"lowered"—as he would have put it—the best part of a bottle of +champagne, and was a little off the guard which he usually maintained so +carefully.</p> + +<p>"They can't hear. I'm not shouting. And you always evade me. You're not +behaving well, Luce. Dash it all! I've reason to be anxious! This match +means a good deal to me in the present state of our finances!"</p> + +<p>"Hush!" she whispered warningly. "I can't explain now. I don't +understand it myself; but I've seen enough to know that I should only +lose him altogether if I tried to force him. You know him, or ought to +do so! Did you ever get anything from Drake by driving him? He had no +opportunity of speaking, of explaining."</p> + +<p>"By gad! I don't understand it!" he muttered. "Either you're engaged to +him or you're not. You led me to believe that the match was on +again——"</p> + +<p>The fan closed with a snap, and her blue eyes flashed at him with bitter +scorn.</p> + +<p>"Hadn't you better leave me to play the game?" she asked. "Or perhaps +you think you can play it better than I can? If so——The man has +stopped; Drake will be down again. I don't want him to see us talking. +Go—and get some more champagne."</p> + +<p>Lord Turfleigh swore behind the hand that still fumbled at his mustache, +and walked away with the jerky, jaunty gait of the old man who still +affects youth, and Lady Luce composed her lovely face into a look of +emotional ecstacy.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how beautiful, Drake!" she said. "Do you know that I have been very +nearly crying? And yet it was so sweet, so—so soothing! Who is he? And +what are we going to do now?" she asked, without waiting for an answer +to her first question, about which she was more than indifferent.</p> + +<p>Drake looked round for the duchess.</p> + +<p>"I must take the duchess in to supper," he said apologetically. "I will +find some one for you—or perhaps you will wait until I will come for +you?"</p> + +<p>"I will wait, of course," she said, with a tender emphasis on the "of +course."</p> + +<p>Those who had been listening followed Drake and the duchess to the +supper room, talking of the wonderful violin playing as they went; and +Lady Luce seated herself in a recess and waited. Several men came to her +and offered to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> take her to supper, but she made some excuse for +refusing, and presently Drake returned.</p> + +<p>She rose and took his arm, and glanced up at him, not for the first time +that evening, curiously. The easy-going, indolent Drake of old seemed to +have disappeared, and left in his place this grave and almost +stern-mannered man. She had always been just a little afraid of him, +with the fear which is always felt by the false and shifty in the +presence of the true and strong; and to-night she was painfully +conscious of that vague and wholesome dread.</p> + +<p>He found a place for her at a small table, and a footman brought them +things to eat and drink; but though she affected a blythe and joyous +mood, tapping her satin-clad foot to the music which had begun again, +she was too excited, too anxious, to enjoy the costly delicacies before +her.</p> + +<p>"I have so much to tell you, Drake!" she said, in a low voice, after one +or two remarks about the ball and its success. "It seems years, ages, +since I saw you! Why—why did you go away for so long, Drake? And why +did you not write to me?"</p> + +<p>He looked at her with his grave eyes, and her own fell.</p> + +<p>"I wrote to no one; I was never much of a hand at letter writing," he +said.</p> + +<p>"But to me, Drake!" she whispered, with a pout. "I wanted to hear from +you so badly! Just a line that would have given me an excuse for writing +to you and telling you—explaining——"</p> + +<p>He did not smile. He was not the man to remind a woman of her falseness, +but something in his eyes made her falter and lower her own.</p> + +<p>"I went away because I was tired of England," he said. "I came back +because—well, because I was obliged."</p> + +<p>"But you won't go away again?" she said, with genuine dismay in her +voice and face. "I—I feel as if, as if it were my fault; as if—ah, +Drake, have you not really forgiven me?"</p> + +<p>Her eyes filled with tears, as genuine as her dismay—for think of the +greatness of the prize for which she was playing—and Drake's heart was +touched with a pity which was not wholly free from contempt.</p> + +<p>"There shall be no such word as forgiveness between us, Luce," he said +gravely. She caught at this, though it was but a straw, and her hand, +from which she had taken her glove, stole over to his, and her eyes +sought his appealingly.</p> + +<p>But before he could take her hand—if he had intended doing so—Lady +Angleford came up to them.</p> + +<p>"Drake, they want you to lead the cotillon," she said.</p> + +<p>He rose, but stood beside Luce.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Directly Lady Luce has finished her supper, countess. Please don't +hurry."</p> + +<p>But Lady Luce sprang up at once.</p> + +<p>"I have finished long ago; I was not hungry."</p> + +<p>"Come, then," he said, and he offered her his arm, "Will you dance it +with me?"</p> + +<p>Her heart leaped.</p> + +<p>"Yes. It will not be for the first time—Drake!" and as she entered the +room with him, her heart thrilled with hope, and her blue eyes sparkled +with a triumph which none could fail to notice.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXX" id="CHAPTER_XXX"></a>CHAPTER XXX.</h2> + + +<p>Certainly not poor Nell, who still remained in her dim corner in the +gallery. Mrs. Hawksley had begged her to come down to the supper which +had been laid for her and her brother and Falconer; but Nell, who felt +that it would be impossible to make even a pretense of eating or +drinking, had begged them to excuse her; and when they had gone and the +gallery was empty, she leaned her head against the wall and closed her +eyes; for she was well-nigh exhausted by the conflicting emotions which +racked her. She longed to go, to leave the place, to escape from the +risk of Drake's presence; but she could not leave the house alone, and +to go from the gallery and absent herself for the rest of the evening +might attract notice and comment.</p> + +<p>Was it possible that Drake had been near her, so near as to almost have +touched her? She trembled—and thrilled—at the thought; then crimsoned +with shame for the sinful thrill of joy and happiness which his nearness +had caused her.</p> + +<p>What was he to her now? Nothing, nothing! She had yielded him up to the +beautiful woman he had loved before he saw her, Nell; and it was +shameful and unwomanly that she should feel a joy in his proximity.</p> + +<p>Falconer came up before the rest of the orchestra, and brought a glass +of wine and a biscuit for her.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid you have a headache, the lights and the music—they are so +near; and it is hot up here. Will you drink some of this, Miss Lorton?"</p> + +<p>His voice was low and tender, though he strove to give it a conventional +touch and merely friendly tone.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, yes," said Nell gratefully. "How good of you to think of me! +How magnificently you played! I can't tell you how happy your success +has made me! And such a success! I was as proud as if it were I who was +playing; and I was prouder still when I saw how quietly you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> took it. +Ah, you felt that it was just your due. I suppose genius always takes +the crowd's applause calmly."</p> + +<p>His face flushed, and his dark eyes glowed.</p> + +<p>"There is some applause I, at any rate—who am no genius, +however—cannot take calmly," he said. "I would rather have those words +of approval from you than the shouting and clapping of a multitude. Yes, +it made me happy; but I am happier now than words can express."</p> + +<p>If Nell had looked up into the eyes bent on hers, she must have read his +secret in them; but the band had begun to play, and at that moment Drake +was leading Lady Luce to her place for the cotillon, and Nell's eyes +were drawn, riveted to the fair face, the blue eyes shining +triumphantly; and she forgot not only Falconer's presence, but his +existence.</p> + +<p>As he saw that she did not heed him, the color died out from his face, +and the light from his eyes, and, with a sigh, he left her and went back +to his place in the orchestra.</p> + +<p>The dance proceeded through all its graceful and intricate evolutions, +and even to the spectators in the gallery it was evident that Lady Luce +had stepped into the position of the belle of the ball. The excitement +of hope and fear, the gratification of vanity which sprang from her +consciousness that she was occupying the most prominent place as the +earl's partner, had given to her face the touch of warmth it needed to +make its beauty well-nigh perfect. Her lips were parted with a smile, +the blue eyes—ordinarily a trifle cold—were glowing, and the diamonds +sparkled fiercely on her heaving bosom.</p> + +<p>Nell could not remove her eyes from her, but sat like a bird held by the +fascination of the serpent. She was blind to all else but those two—the +man she loved, the woman to whom she had surrendered him.</p> + +<p>The time passed unheeded by her, and Falconer's voice sounded miles away +as he bent over her.</p> + +<p>"Dick has sent up to say that we can go," he said. "There's no fear of +the lights now; indeed, the ball is nearly over. This is the last +dance."</p> + +<p>Nell rose stiffly and wearily.</p> + +<p>"I—I am glad," she said.</p> + +<p>"You are tired, very tired," he said. "Will you let me give you my arm?"</p> + +<p>He felt her hand tremble as she put it on his arm, and he looked down at +her anxiously.</p> + +<p>"I wish I had taken you out of this before," he said remorsefully. "I +have spoken to you—asked you—once or twice; but—but you did not seem +to hear me. It is my fault. I ought to have insisted upon your going."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, no!" said Nell. "It is nothing. I am a little tired, and——Is it +late?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said. "Most of the people are leaving. It has been a great +success. Is this the way?"</p> + +<p>They had gone down the stairs leading to the lower hall, but here +Falconer hesitated doubtfully. This second hall led into the larger one, +through which the guests were passing.</p> + +<p>Nell caught a glimpse of them, and shrank back.</p> + +<p>"Not there," she said warningly. "There must be a door——"</p> + +<p>"Ah, here it is!" he said; and he led her through an opening between +portière curtains. They found themselves in a small conservatory, and +Falconer again stopped.</p> + +<p>"It is very stupid!" he said apologetically.</p> + +<p>"There may be an opening to the terrace," said Nell nervously; "once we +are outside——"</p> + +<p>"Here we are, out in the open air."</p> + +<p>Nell drew a long breath, and pushed the hair from her forehead.</p> + +<p>"We must go down these steps, and then to the right. I remember——"</p> + +<p>They crossed the terrace, when two or three persons came out through a +window behind them. They were talking, and Nell heard a voice which made +her wince, and her hand grip Falconer's arm convulsively; for the voice +was Drake's.</p> + +<p>"They have a fine night to go home in," he was saying. "Not much of a +moon, but better than none."</p> + +<p>Nell stopped and looked despairingly at the patch of light which the +window threw right across their path to the steps.</p> + +<p>"Come quickly," said Falconer, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"No, no; we shall be seen!" she implored, in an agitated whisper.</p> + +<p>But Falconer deemed it best to go on, and did so.</p> + +<p>As they moved, Drake saw them, but indistinctly.</p> + +<p>"Good-night, once more!" he called out, in the tone of a host speeding +parting guests.</p> + +<p>Falconer raised his soft felt hat.</p> + +<p>"Good-night, my lord," he responded. At the same moment they stepped +into the stream of light. Drake had been on the point of turning away, +but as he recognized Falconer's voice and figure, he stopped and took a +step toward them. Then, as suddenly, he stopped again, gazing after them +as a man who gazes at a vision of the fancy.</p> + +<p>"Who—who is that?" he demanded, almost fiercely.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce was just behind him.</p> + +<p>"That was the man who played the violin," she said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span> "Didn't you +recognize him? How romantic he looks! Quite the idea of a musician."</p> + +<p>Drake put his hand to his brow and stood still, looking after the two +figures, now disappearing in the darkness, made more intense by the +contrasting streaks of light from the windows.</p> + +<p>"My God! How like!" he muttered, taking a step or two forward +unconsciously.</p> + +<p>But Lady Luce's voice aroused him from the half stupor into which he had +fallen, and he turned back to her.</p> + +<p>"I must be mad or dreaming!" he muttered. "What folly! And yet how +like—how like!"</p> + +<p>"Why, what is the matter, Drake?" asked Lady Luce, laying her hand on +his arm, and looking up at him anxiously. "You are quite pale. You +look"—she laughed—"as if you had seen a ghost!"</p> + +<p>He smiled grimly. She had described his feelings exactly. In the +resemblance of the girl, whoever she was, on the violinist's arm, he had +in very truth seen the ghost of Nell of Shorne Mills.</p> + +<p>Nell hurried Falconer along, but presently was forced to stop to regain +her breath. Her heart was beating so wildly that she had to fight +against the sensation of suffocation which threatened to overcome her.</p> + +<p>"Let us wait a minute," said Falconer gently. "You are nervous, +overtired. We will wait here."</p> + +<p>But Nell had got her breath again by this time.</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she said, almost vehemently. "Let us go. I know the way——"</p> + +<p>"Dick will be waiting for us at the door of the east wing," he said. "If +you can find that——"</p> + +<p>"I know," she said quickly. "That is it on our left. But—but I do not +want to see any one."</p> + +<p>"All the guests are leaving by the front of the house; we are not likely +to meet any one."</p> + +<p>He was somewhat surprised at her agitation, and her evident desire to +leave the place unseen; for Nell was usually so perfectly self-possessed +and free from nervousness or gaucherie.</p> + +<p>She drew him to the side park under the shadow of the wing, in which few +of the windows were lighted, and as they waited she gradually recovered +herself.</p> + +<p>"There is Dick," said Falconer presently. "He is waiting for us by that +window."</p> + +<p>Nell looked in the direction he indicated.</p> + +<p>"Is that Dick?" she said, peering at the figure. "It is so dark I can +scarcely see. I don't think it is Dick. If it is, why is he looking in +at the window?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span></p> + +<p>"He may be talking to some one inside," said Falconer. "I'll call him. +Dick!"</p> + +<p>As he called, the figure half turned, then swung round away from them, +and with lowered head moved quickly away from the window, and passed +into the darkness of the shrubbery.</p> + +<p>"How strange!" said Falconer; and he felt puzzled. Why should Dick start +at the sound of his name, and make off into the darkness?</p> + +<p>Falconer bit his lip. It was just possible that Dick, who was young, and +also particularly good-looking, was carrying on a flirtation with some +one in the house. If so, the explanation of his sudden flight was +natural enough.</p> + +<p>"Why did he run away? Where has he gone?" said Nell. "You were wrong. It +was not Dick."</p> + +<p>"Very likely," assented Falconer. "It was so dark——Yes, I was wrong, +for there he stands by the door," he broke off, as, coming round the +corner, they saw Dick, who was engaged in lighting his pipe.</p> + +<p>"Hallo! here you are, at last," he said, cheerfully. "Couldn't tear +yourselves away from the festive scene? By George! if you'd spent the +night in an engine room, you'd be glad enough to cut it."</p> + +<p>"Poor Dick!" said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I haven't had such a bad time," he said. "They brought me a ripping +supper, and a special dish with the chef's compliments. I don't know +where the chef's going when he leaves this terrestrial sphere; but, +wherever it is, it's good enough for me. Well, Nellikins, enjoyed +yourself?"</p> + +<p>Nell forced a smile.</p> + +<p>"Very much," she replied. "It—it was a great success."</p> + +<p>"So I hear," said Dick. "But you seem to have taken the cake to-night, +old man. They told me that you created a perfect furore, whatever that +is. Anyway, Mrs. Hawksley and the rest came down with the most exciting +account of your triumph. Seriously, Falconer, I congratulate you. I +won't say that I prophesied your success long ago, because that's a +cheap kind of thing to say; but I always did believe you'd hit the +bull's-eye the first time you got a chance; and you've done it."</p> + +<p>"I think they were pleased," said Falconer.</p> + +<p>"His lordship and the rest of the swells ought to be very much obliged," +remarked Dick. "You've given éclat to his dance. Observe the French +again? There is no extra charge."</p> + +<p>"His lordship was extremely kind," said Falconer, "and his thanks more +than repaid me for my poor efforts. I don't wonder at his popularity. +I've always heard that the higher<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> the rank the simpler the manners; and +Lord Angleford is an instance of it. My acquaintance with the nobility +is extremely limited——"</p> + +<p>"Ditto here," said Dick. "Though the young lady on your arm has lived in +marble halls, and hobnobbed with belted earls and lords of high degree. +But I'm glad to hear that this one is affable."</p> + +<p>Falconer laughed.</p> + +<p>"Affable is the wrong word; it means condescension, doesn't it? And Lord +Angleford was anything but condescending. He might have known me for +years, if one judged by the tone of his voice and manner; and, as I +said, I'm more than repaid."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm glad to hear he made a favorable impression on you," Dick +said. "I haven't had the pleasure of making his acquaintance yet; but I +shall probably see him before I go. But your success doesn't end here, +Falconer. I'm told that you are going to play at Cleavemere Court. By +George! if you knock them there as you did here—which, of course, you +will do—your fortune's made. The duchess has no end of influence, and +you'll be paragraphed in the papers, and get engagements at the houses +of other swells, and before we know where we are, we shall see 'Señor +Falconer's Recitals at St. James' Hall,' advertised on the front page of +the <i>Times</i>. And serve you right, old man, for if ever a man deserved +good luck, it is you. Eh, Nell?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," said Nell.</p> + +<p>"And did you see his lordship, our all-puissant earl, my child?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, beginning to tremble—but, indeed, she had been +trembling all through the conversation. How should she be able to get +away from the house—the place which belonged to Drake? "Yes, I saw him. +Dick, did a man—a man with a slight figure something like yours—pass +you just before we came up?"</p> + +<p>"No," he said.</p> + +<p>"Are you sure? He must have passed by you."</p> + +<p>"A figure like mine, did you say? Yes; I'm quite sure he didn't. I have +too keen an eye for grace of form to let such a figure pass unnoticed."</p> + +<p>"It may have been a servant or one of the guests," Falconer said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, draw it mild!" remonstrated Dick. "Do I look like a flunkey or a +groom? What is it you think you have seen?"</p> + +<p>"A man was standing looking in at one of the windows of the inner side +of the wing," said Nell. "We thought it was you; but, when Mr. Falconer +called, the man, whoever he was, turned and walked into the shrubbery."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span></p> + +<p>"A 'particular friend' of one of the maids, I dare say," remarked Dick +easily. "And I've no doubt you have broken up a very enjoyable spooning. +Now, would you like——Now what is it?"</p> + +<p>For Nell had stopped short, and had seized his arm.</p> + +<p>"There!" she exclaimed, in a whisper. "There he is again—that is the +man!"</p> + +<p>They had come to the lodge by this time, and Nell was gazing rather +nervously toward the big gates.</p> + +<p>"Where?" asked Dick. "I can see no one. Nell, you have had too much +champagne. You'll be seeing snakes presently if you don't mind. Where is +he?"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed, but a little shakily.</p> + +<p>"He has gone, of course. He went quickly through the gate."</p> + +<p>"And why shouldn't he?" said Dick, with a yawn. "Oh, Falconer! when I +think of the cool tankard into which I shall presently plunge my +beak——What's come to you, Nell? It isn't like you to 'get the +nerves.'"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXI" id="CHAPTER_XXXI"></a>CHAPTER XXXI.</h2> + + +<p>The man whom Nell and Falconer had mistaken for Dick passed through the +lodge gates, and, turning to the right, walked quickly, but not +hurriedly, beside the high park fencing, and presently came up with a +dogcart which was being walked slowly along the road.</p> + +<p>The cart was a very shabby one, but the horse was a very good one, and +looked as if it could stretch itself if it were required to do so. In +the cart was a young man in clerical attire. He looked like a curate, +and his voice had the regulation drawl as he leaned down and asked:</p> + +<p>"Well, Ted?"</p> + +<p>The man addressed as Ted shook his head.</p> + +<p>"The girl was right," he said, with an air of disappointment. "She's got +'em all on."</p> + +<p>"Then it's no use trying it to-night," said the curate. "Perhaps a +little later? It must be darkish for some time."</p> + +<p>Ted shook his head again.</p> + +<p>"No use! Too risky. It will be hours before they all go to bed and the +house is quiet; the servants always keep it up after a big affair like +this; some of 'em won't go to bed at all, perhaps. Besides, I was +spotted just now."</p> + +<p>The Parson, as he was called by the burgling fraternity, of which he and +Ted were distinguished members, swore under his breath.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span></p> + +<p>"How was that?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I was looking in at one of the windows of the servants' quarters, +getting a word or two with the girl, when a couple of the swells came +along. They saw me, and mistook me for some one by the name of Dick, and +called to me. I walked off as quickly as I could, and I swear they +didn't see my face, neither then nor just now, when, as luck would have +it, they caught sight of me going out of the gates. They went into the +lodge with the young fellow they'd mistaken me for."</p> + +<p>The Parson swore again.</p> + +<p>"What's to be done? Did you see the things?"</p> + +<p>Ted nodded emphatically.</p> + +<p>"Yes! They're the best swag I've ever seen. There's a fortune in them; +and, if we had any luck, we might get a few more in addition."</p> + +<p>"They'll be in the bank to-morrow," said the Parson gloomily. "These +swells know how to take care of their jewelry, especially when they're +family diamonds like these. We've lost our chance for the present, Ted. +Jump up."</p> + +<p>But Ted shook his head.</p> + +<p>"Not yet. The girl promised to meet me if she could, and I reckon she'll +try to." He smiled and smoothed his mustache. "You drive on slowly and +wait for me at the turn of the road. I'll come to you, say, in a quarter +of an hour."</p> + +<p>The dogcart went on, and Ted followed until he came to a small gate in +the park fencing, and, opening this, he stood just inside it. His hand +went to his pocket for his pipe, but, with the smoker's sigh, he dropped +it back again, for he could not risk striking a match.</p> + +<p>After he had been waiting there for a few minutes he heard footsteps and +the rustle of a skirt among the undergrowth, and presently a woman stole +out from the darkness, and, running up to the man, clutched his arm, +panting and trembling with fear and excitement.</p> + +<p>Now, when Lord and Lady Wolfer had started for the Continent, on the day +of what may be called their reconciliation, Burden, her maid, had +refused to go. She was a bad sailor, and hated what she called "foreign +parts"; and she begged her mistress to leave her behind. Lady Wolfer, +full of sympathy in her newly found happiness, had not only let the girl +off, but had made her a handsome present, and given her an excellent +written character.</p> + +<p>Burden took a holiday, and went home to her people, who kept what is +called a "sporting public" in the east of London.</p> + +<p>Sport, like charity, is made to cover a lot of sins; and Burden, while +assisting in the bar of the pub, made the acquaintance<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> of several +persons who were desirable neither in the matter of morals nor manners.</p> + +<p>One of these was a good-looking young fellow who went by the name of +Ted. He was supposed to be a watchmaker and jeweler by trade—a working +jeweler—but he spent most of his time at the public which Burden now +adorned, and though he certainly did not carry on his trade there, +always appeared to have as much money as leisure.</p> + +<p>Cupid, who seems to be indifferent to his surroundings, hovered about +the smoky and beery regions of the Blue Pig, and very soon worked +mischief between Burden and Ted.</p> + +<p>He was pleasant spoken as well as good-looking, and had a free-and-easy +way, was always ready with an order for the play or one of the music +halls, and—in short, Burden fell in love with him. But when he asked +her to marry him, Burden, who was a respectable girl, and, as Lady +Wolfer's maid, had held a good position for one of her class, began to +make inquiries.</p> + +<p>She did not go on with them, but she learned enough to rouse her +suspicions.</p> + +<p>The jewelry business evidently served as a blind for less honest +pursuits. She took alarm, and, like a sensible girl, fled the paternal +pub and sought a fresh situation.</p> + +<p>As chance—there is no such thing, of course—would have it, Lady Luce +was changing maids at this time.</p> + +<p>Burden, armed with her most excellent and fully deserved "character," +applied for and obtained the situation.</p> + +<p>She ought to have been thankful for her escape, and happy and contented +in a service which, though very different from that of Lady Wolfer's, +was good enough. But Burden had lost her heart; and when one has lost +one's heart, happiness is impossible.</p> + +<p>She longed for a sight, just a sight, of her good-looking Ted; and one +day, while the Turfleighs were stopping at Brighton, her heart's desire +was gratified.</p> + +<p>She saw her handsome Ted on the pier. He was, if anything, handsomer +than ever, was beautifully dressed—quite the gentleman, in fact, and +though Burden had fully intended to just bow and pass on, she stopped +and talked to him. Cupid slipped round her the chains from which she had +so nearly freed herself, and——The woman who goes back to a man is +indeed completely lost.</p> + +<p>They met every day; but alas, alas! Ted no longer spoke of marriage; and +his influence over the woman who loved him unwisely and too well, grew +in proportion to her devotion and helplessness.</p> + +<p>She soon learned that the man to whom she had given herself was a +criminal, one of a skillful gang of burglars. But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> it was too late to +draw back; too late even to refuse to help him.</p> + +<p>It was Burden who clung to the man in hiding behind the park gate.</p> + +<p>"What made you hurry so, old girl?" he said soothingly, and putting his +arm round her. "What's your fear?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ted, Ted!" she gasped. "It's so dark——"</p> + +<p>"All the better," he said coolly. "Less chance of any one seeing you."</p> + +<p>"But some one saw you as you were standing by the window. It was Miss +Lorton—they called out—they may have suspicions."</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry," he said. "They only thought it was some one after one +of the girls. And it was the truth, wasn't it? What a frightened little +thing it is! You'd be scared by your own shadow!"</p> + +<p>"I am! I am, Ted!" said the unhappy girl. "I start at the slightest +noise; and I'm so—so nervous, that I expect Lady Lucille to send me +away every day."</p> + +<p>The man frowned.</p> + +<p>"She mustn't do that," he said, half angrily. "I can't have that; it +would be precious awkward just now! That would spoil all our plans."</p> + +<p>"I know! I know!" she moaned. "Oh, if you'd only give it up! Give it up +this time, only this one time to please me, Ted, dear."</p> + +<p>He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I'd do anything to please you, but I'm not alone in this plant, you +know; there's others; and I can't go back on my pals; so you mustn't go +back on me."</p> + +<p>He spoke in the tone which the man who has the woman in his power can +use so effectually; then his voice grew softer, and he stroked her cheek +gently.</p> + +<p>"And think of what this means if we pull this off, Fan! No more dodging +and hiding, no more risks of chokee and a 'life' for me, and no more +slaving and lady's-maiding for you! We'll be off together to some +foreign clime, as the poet calls it; and, with plenty of the ready, I +fancy you'll cut a dash as Mrs. Ted."</p> + +<p>It was the one bait which he knew would be irresistible. She caught her +breath, and, pressing closer to him, looked up into his eyes eagerly.</p> + +<p>"You mean it, Ted? You won't deceive me again? You'll keep your word?"</p> + +<p>"Honor bright!" he responded. "Why shouldn't I? You know I'm fond of +you. I'd have married you months ago if I'd struck a piece of luck like +this; but what was the use<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> of marrying when I had to—work, and there +was the chance of my being collared any day of the week? No! But I +promise you that if we pull this off, I am going to settle down; I shall +be glad enough to do it. We'll have a little cottage, or a flat on the +Continong, eh, Fan? Is the countess going to send the diamonds back to +the bank to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>He put the question abruptly, but in a low and impressive voice.</p> + +<p>Burden shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No," she replied reluctantly. "I—I asked her maid; they were talking +about them just before I came out. Everybody was talking about them at +the ball, and her ladyship's maid gives herself airs on account of +them."</p> + +<p>"Gases about them? Very natural. And she says?"</p> + +<p>"There's a dinner party the night after next, and the countess thought +it wasn't worth while sending them to the bank for one day. She's going +to keep them in the safe in her room."</p> + +<p>Ted's eyes glistened, and he nodded.</p> + +<p>"Who keeps the key of the safe, Fan?" he asked; and though they were far +from any chance of listeners, his voice dropped to a whisper.</p> + +<p>"The countess," replied Burden, still reluctantly.</p> + +<p>He nodded.</p> + +<p>"I must have that key, Fan. Yes, yes! Remember what we are playing for, +you and me! You get that key and put it in the corner of the windowsill +where I was standing to-night."</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she panted. His arm loosened, and he looked down at her +coldly.</p> + +<p>"You mean that you won't? Very well, then. But look here, my girl, we +mean having these diamonds, with or without your help. You can't prevent +us, for I don't suppose you'd be low enough to split and send me to +penal servitude——"</p> + +<p>"Ted! Ted!" she wailed, and put her arms round him.</p> + +<p>He smiled to himself over her bowed head.</p> + +<p>"What's the best time? While they're at dinner?"</p> + +<p>She made a sign in the negative.</p> + +<p>"No," she whispered, setting her teeth, as if every word were dragged +from her. "No; the maid will be in the room putting the countess' things +away; afterward—while they are in the drawing-room."</p> + +<p>He bent and kissed her, his eyes shining eagerly.</p> + +<p>"There! You've got more sense than I have, by a long chalk! I should +never have thought of the maid being in the room. Clever Fan! Now, +you'll put the key on the sill—when? Say ten o'clock. And you'll see, +Fan, that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span> little window on the back staircase isn't locked, and +keep at watch for us?"</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she panted. "I will not! I cannot! I—I should faint! Don't +ask me, Ted; don't—don't, dear! I shall say 'I'm ill'—and I shall +be—and go to bed!"</p> + +<p>"Not you!" he said, cheerfully and confidentially. "You'll just hang +about the landing and keep watch for us; and if there's any one there to +spoil our game, you'll go to the window and say, just loud enough for us +to hear: 'What a fine night!'"</p> + +<p>She hid her face on his breast, struggling with her sobs.</p> + +<p>"Why, what is there to be afraid of!" he said. "If all's clear we shall +have the things in a jiffy, and if it isn't we shall take our hook as +quietly as we came, and no one will be the wiser. Should you like +Boulogne, Fan, or should you like Brussels? We could be married directly +we got on the other side. Boulogne's not half a bad place, and you'd +look rather a swell at the Casino."</p> + +<p>It was the irresistible argument again. She raised her head.</p> + +<p>"You—you will go quietly; there will be no—no violence, Ted?"</p> + +<p>"Is it likely?"</p> + +<p>She shuddered.</p> + +<p>"There—there was in that case at Berkeley Square, Ted!" and she +shuddered again.</p> + +<p>His face darkened.</p> + +<p>"That was an accident. The gentleman was an obstinate old fool. But +there's no fear of anything of that kind in this affair. I tell you we +shall not be in the house more than five minutes, and if we're seen it +won't matter. I'm in decent togs, and my pal is the model of a curate. +Any one seeing us would think we were visitors in the house. You shall +have a regular wedding dress, Fan. White satin and lace—real lace, mind +you! Come, give us a kiss to say that it's done with, Fan!"</p> + +<p>He took her face in his hands and kissed her, and with a choking sob she +clung to him for a moment as if she could not tear herself away. But, +having got what he wanted, the man was anxious to be off.</p> + +<p>"Ten o'clock, mind, Fan! And a sharp lookout. There, let me put your +shawl round your head. I'll wait here till I hear you're out of the +wood."</p> + +<p>But he remained only a moment or two after she had left him, and, with +quick, light steps, he joined his confederate.</p> + +<p>"It's all right," he said, as he got into the dogcart. "I've found out +what I wanted. And I've managed with the girl. Had a devil of a job, +though! That's the worst of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> women! You've always got to play the +sentimental with them; nothing short of making love or offering to marry +'em is any use. It's a pity this kind of thing can't be worked without a +petticoat. There's always trouble and bother when they come in. +To-morrow night, Parson, ten o'clock, you and I are men or mice; but +it's going to be men," he added, between his teeth. "Did you bring my +barker as well as your own?"</p> + +<p>The Parson touched the side pocket of his overcoat, and nodded +significantly.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXII" id="CHAPTER_XXXII"></a>CHAPTER XXXII.</h2> + + +<p>The day following a big dance is always a slack one, and the house party +at Anglemere came down late for breakfast, the last stragglers +endeavoring to screen their yawns behind their hands, and receiving the +usual "plans for the day" with marked coolness.</p> + +<p>Drake, though he had slept but little, did his duty manfully, and +proposed sundry rides and drives; but the majority of the party seemed +to prefer a lounge in the drawing-room, or a quiet saunter in the +garden; but eventually a drag started for some picturesque ruins, and +some of the more energetic rode or drove to a flower show in the +neighborhood.</p> + +<p>It is an understood thing nowadays that your host, having provided for +your amusement, is not necessarily compelled to join in your pursuits; +in short, that his house shall not only be Liberty Hall for his guests, +but for himself, and Drake, having dispatched the various parties, +started a quiet game in the billiard room, and seen that the +drawing-room windows were open and shaded, took his hat and stick and +went out for a walk.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce had not yet put in an appearance. She remained in bed or in +her room on such occasions, and only sallied forth in time for luncheon, +thereby presenting a fresh complexion and bright eyes with which to +confound her less prudent sisters.</p> + +<p>Drake had been thinking of her as well as of Nell. He knew that he would +have to marry. The present heir to the title and estates was anything +but a desirable young man, and it behooved Drake to keep him out of the +succession if possible.</p> + +<p>Drake, with all his freedom from pride and side, was fully sensible of +the altitude of his position, and he knew the world looked to him for an +heir to Angleford.</p> + +<p>Yes, he would have to marry, and as he had lost Nell, why,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> not marry +Luce? He had an idea that she cared for him, as much as she cared for +any other than herself, and he knew that she would fill the place as +well as, if not better than, another.</p> + +<p>Their names had been coupled together. Society expected the match. Why +should he not ask her to renew the engagement, and ask her at once? The +house would be comparatively empty, for most of the guests would not +return until dinner time, and he would have the opportunity of making +his proposal.</p> + +<p>He stopped dead short, half resolved to obey the impulse; then, after +the manner of men, he walked on again, and away from Anglemere, and, +instead of returning to the house in time for lunch, found himself at +one of the outlying farms.</p> + +<p>It is needless to say that he was accorded a hearty welcome. They did +not fuss over him; the Anglemere tenants were prosperous and +self-respecting; and though they regarded their lord and master as a +kind of sovereign, and felt greatly honored by his presence under their +roof, there was nothing servile in their attentions.</p> + +<p>Drake sat down to the midday meal with a ruddy-cheeked child on each +side of him, and chatted with the farmer and his wife, the farmer eating +his well-earned dinner with his usual appetite, the latter waiting on +them with assiduity and perfect composure. Now and again Drake made a +joke for the sake of the children, who laughed up at him with round eyes +and open mouths; he discussed the breeding and price of poultry, the +rival merits of the new churns and "separators" with the dame, and the +prospects of the coming harvest with the good man. For a wonder the +farmer did not grumble. The Anglefords were good landlords; there was no +rack-renting, no ejections, and a farm falling vacant from natural +causes was always eagerly tendered for.</p> + +<p>After the meal, which Drake enjoyed exceedingly, he and the farmer sat +at the open window with their pipes and a glass of whisky and water, and +continued their conversation.</p> + +<p>"I'm hearing that your lordship thinks of coming to Anglemere and living +among us," said the farmer. "And I hope it's true, with all my heart. +The land needs a master's presence—not that I've anything to complain +of. Wood, the steward, has acted like a gentleman by me, and I hear no +complaints of him among the neighbors. But all the same, it ain't like +having the earl himself over us. It makes one's heart ache to see that +great place shut up and empty most o' the year. Seems as if there ought +to be some one living there pretty nigh always, and as if there ought to +be little children running about the terrace an' the lawns. Begging your +lordship's pardon, if I'm too free."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span></p> + +<p>"That's all right, Styles," said Drake. "I know what you mean."</p> + +<p>The farmer nodded, and stopped his pipe with his fat little finger.</p> + +<p>"I make so bold because I remember your lordship a wee chap so high." He +put his hand about eighteen inches from the floor, as usual. "And a +rare, hot-spirited youngster you was! Many's the time you've made me +lift you into the cart, and you'd allus insist upon driving, though the +reins were most too thick for your hands. Well, my lord, what we feels +is that we'd like to live long enough to see another little chap—a +future lordship—a-running about the place."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded gravely and took a drink. Even this simple fellow was aware +of Drake's duty to the title and estates.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you may some day, Styles," he said, smiling, and checking the +sigh.</p> + +<p>The farmer nodded twice, with pleasure and satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"Glad to hear it, my lord; and I hope the wedding's to be soon."</p> + +<p>"Soon or late, I hope you will come and dance at the wedding ball, +Styles," Drake responded, with a laugh, as he got up to go.</p> + +<p>But the laugh was not a particularly happy one, and he walked toward +home in anything but a cheerful mood; for it is hard to be compelled to +have to marry one woman while you are in love with another.</p> + +<p>He entered the park by the small gate behind which Ted and Burden had +stood on the preceding night, and was treading his way through the wood +when he saw two figures—those of a man and a girl—walking in the +garden behind the south lodge. He glanced at them absently for a moment, +then he stopped, and, leaning heavily on his stick, caught his breath.</p> + +<p>The man was Falconer, and the girl was—Nell!</p> + +<p>They were pacing up and down the path slowly, she with her eyes +downcast, some flowers in her hands, he with his face turned toward her, +a rapt look in his eyes, his hands, folded behind his back, twitching +nervously. They turned full face to Drake as he stood watching them, and +he saw her distinctly. It seemed marvelous to him that he had not fully +recognized her last night, that he had not guessed that the young +engineer was Dick. The blood rushed to his face, then left it pale, and +he stood, unseen by them, gnawing at his mustache.</p> + +<p>In all his musings on the past, all his thoughts and dreams of her, the +possibility of her being engaged or married had never occurred to him. +He had always pictured her as still<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> "Nell of Shorne Mills," living at +The Cottage as she had done when she and he were lovers.</p> + +<p>And it was she—she, Nell!—to whom this musician was engaged! A wave of +bitterness swept over him, and in the agony of his jealousy he could +have laughed aloud.</p> + +<p>He had been sighing for her, longing for her, feeding his soul on his +memory of her, all these months, while she had not only forgotten him, +but had learned to love another man!</p> + +<p>He stood and stared at them, as if he saw them through a mist, too +overwhelmed to move; but presently he saw Nell look up with tears in her +eyes, and hold out her hand slowly, timidly.</p> + +<p>Falconer took it and put his lips to it. The sight broke the spell that +held Drake, and, with a muttered oath, he turned and walked away quickly +through the wood toward the house.</p> + +<p>The first dinner bell was ringing as he entered the hall. Most of the +guests had gone up to dress, but one or two still lingered in the hall, +and among them Lady Angleford and Lady Luce. The former came to meet him +as he entered.</p> + +<p>"Why, where have you been, Drake?" she said, with the little maternal +manner with which she always addressed him.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce was lounging in a chair, playing with a grayhound, and she +looked up at him with a smile, then lowered her eyes, as if she were +afraid their welcome should be too marked.</p> + +<p>"I've been for a walk," he said. His face was flushed, his eyes +bright—too bright—with suppressed emotion. "I've been lunching at the +Styles' farm——"</p> + +<p>"That's a long way! Aren't you tired? Will you have some tea? I'll get +some made in a moment or two. Do!"</p> + +<p>"No, no; thanks!" he said, as he pitched his cap on the stand. "It's too +late."</p> + +<p>As he spoke he went up to Lady Luce and looked down at her, his face +still flushed, his eyes still unnaturally bright.</p> + +<p>"What have you been doing with yourself, Luce?" he asked.</p> + +<p>She glanced up at him for a moment, then lowered her eyes and drew the +dog's sleek head close to her.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," she said, with a slight shrug of the shoulders. +"Nothing, I think. It has been an awfully long day."</p> + +<p>"Luce has been bored to death, and—for once—has admitted it," said +Lady Angleford, laughing. "Her yawns and sighs have been too awful for +words."</p> + +<p>He stood and looked down at her. She was perfectly dressed, and looked +like a girl in the light frock, with its plain blouse and neat sailor +knot. At any rate, if he married<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> her he would have a beautiful wife; +and that was something. That she loved him, was still more.</p> + +<p>Now that he knew Nell had forgotten him, there was no reason why he +should hesitate.</p> + +<p>He bent lower, and his hand fell on the dog's head and touched hers.</p> + +<p>"Luce!" he said.</p> + +<p>She looked up, saw that the words she had been longing for were +trembling on his lips, and her face grew pale.</p> + +<p>"Luce, I want to speak to you," he said, in a low voice. Lady Angleford +had gone to a table to collect her work; there was no one within +hearing. "I want to ask you——"</p> + +<p>Before he could finish the all-important sentence, Wolfer and one or two +other men who had been riding came in at the door.</p> + +<p>"Bell gone?" exclaimed Wolfer. "Afraid we are late. Had a capital ride, +Angleford! What a lovely country it is! Is my wife in yet?"</p> + +<p>Drake bit his lip; for, having made up his mind to the plunge, he +disliked being pulled up on the brink.</p> + +<p>"After dinner," he whispered, bending still lower, and he went upstairs +with the other men. Lord Turfleigh, who was with them, paused at the +landing, murmured an excuse, and toddled heavily down again. Lady Luce +had picked up her book and risen, and she lifted her head and looked at +her father with an unmistakable expression on her face.</p> + +<p>He raised his heavy eyebrows and stretched his mouth in a grin of +satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"No!" he said, in a thick whisper. "Really?"</p> + +<p>She nodded, and flashed a smile of exultant triumph round the hall.</p> + +<p>"Yes. He had nearly spoken when you came in! My luck, of course! Another +minute! But he will speak to-night!"</p> + +<p>"My dear gyurl!" he murmured. "You make your poor old father a proud and +happy man. My own gyurl!"</p> + +<p>She glanced at Lady Angleford warningly, and going up to her, took her +arm and murmured sweetly:</p> + +<p>"Let us go upstairs together, dear."</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford looked at her with a meaning smile.</p> + +<p>"How changed you have suddenly become, Luce!" she said. "Where are all +your yawns gone? One would think you had heard news!"</p> + +<p>Luce turned her face with a radiant smile.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I have," she said, in a low voice. "I—I will tell +you—to-morrow!"</p> + +<p>They parted at the door of Lady Angleford's room, Lady Luce's being +farther down the corridor. Next to Lady<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> Angleford's was the suite which +had been prepared for Drake, and he came out of the room which adjoined +the one she used as a dressing room as she was going into it.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry if my absence to-day was inconvenient, countess," he said.</p> + +<p>"Not in the least! Everybody was disposed of; indeed, I was so free that +Lady Wolfer and I went for a long drive. How changed she is! I don't +know a happier woman! And she has given up all that woman's rights +business."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded, with, it must be admitted, little interest.</p> + +<p>"By the way," he said, as casually as he could, "what is the name of the +young engineer and his sister who are staying at the lodge?"</p> + +<p>"Lorton," replied the countess. "So stupid of me! I thought it was +Norton, and I addressed the invitation so; but Mrs. Hawksley tells me +that it is Lorton. The brother comes from Bardsley & Bardsley."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded. He needed no confirmation of the fact of Nell's presence.</p> + +<p>"And she's engaged to this Mr. Falconer?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," replied the countess. "There can be no doubt of it. Mrs. +Harksley says that his attentions to her last night—at the ball, I +mean—were quite touching. They walked home together arm in arm. I +really must call on her. They say she is extremely pretty."</p> + +<p>"No need to call, I think," he said. "I mean," he went on, as the +countess looked surprised, "that—that they will be gone directly."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but I thought he might be going to remain as resident engineer."</p> + +<p>"No, I think not," said Drake, almost harshly. "From all I hear, he's +too young."</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford nodded, and went into her room, where her maid was +awaiting her.</p> + +<p>"Will you wear your diamonds, my lady?" she asked.</p> + +<p>The countess nodded absently, and took the key of the safe from her +purse; but when the maid placed the square case which held the marvelous +jewels on the dressing table, Lady Angleford changed her mind.</p> + +<p>"No, no," she said; "not to-night. It is only a house party. Put them +back, please."</p> + +<p>The maid replaced the case in the safe, but she could not turn the key.</p> + +<p>"You must be quick. I am afraid I'm late," said the countess.</p> + +<p>"I can't turn the key, my lady," said the woman.</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford rose and tried to turn it, but the key remained +obstinately immovable.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Knock at the earl's door and ask him if he will be kind enough to come to +me," she said.</p> + +<p>The maid did so, and Drake came in.</p> + +<p>"I can't lock the safe, Drake," said the countess. "I am so sorry to +trouble you."</p> + +<p>"It's no trouble," he responded. "Literally none," he added, with a +short laugh. "You hadn't quite closed the door. See?"</p> + +<p>"We were stupid. How like a woman!" she said penitently.</p> + +<p>"Take care of the key," he said. "The diamonds had better be sent to the +bank the day after to-morrow, unless you want to wear them again soon."</p> + +<p>"No," she said. "They make such a fuss about them; and—well, they are +rather too much of a blaze for such a little woman as I am."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" he said. "Here's the key."</p> + +<p>He laid it on the dressing table, and she was about to take it up to +replace it in her purse, and put the purse in one of the small drawers +of the dressing table, when there came a knock at the door, and Burden +entered.</p> + +<p>"I—I beg your ladyship's pardon," she faltered, drawing back.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" asked the countess.</p> + +<p>"I wanted to borrow some eau de Cologne for my lady," said Burden. "I +thought your ladyship had gone down, or I wouldn't——"</p> + +<p>"Give her the eau de Cologne," said the countess to her maid. "Please +ask Lady Luce to keep it. I shall not want it."</p> + +<p>Burden took the bottle and went out. On the other side of the door she +paused a moment and caught her breath. Chance, or the devil himself, was +working on Ted's behalf, for she had happened to enter the room at the +very moment the countess had put the key in the purse, and the purse in +the drawer. And all day Burden had been wondering how she should get +that key.</p> + +<p>She went on after a moment or two, and Lady Luce looked up from her +chair in front of the dressing table, as Burden entered.</p> + +<p>"Where have you been?" she asked sharply.</p> + +<p>"I went to borrow some eau de Cologne, my lady," replied Burden.</p> + +<p>"Well, please be quick; you know we are late. I will wear——" she +paused a moment. She wanted to look her best that night. The beauty +which had caught Drake in the past, the beauty which was to ensnare him +again, and win for her the Angleford coronet, must lack no advantage +dress<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span> could lend it. "The silver gray and the pearls, please," she +said, after a moment or two of consideration. "Why, what is the matter +with you?" she asked sharply, as she saw the reflection of Burden's face +in the glass. "Are you ill, or what?"</p> + +<p>Burden tried to force the color to her face and keep her hands steady.</p> + +<p>"I—I am not very well, my lady," she faltered. "I—I have had bad +news."</p> + +<p>"Bad news! What news?" asked Lady Luce coldly.</p> + +<p>"My—mother is very ill, my lady," replied Burden, on the spur of the +moment.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce moved impatiently.</p> + +<p>"It is a singular thing that persons of your class are always in some +trouble or other; you are either ill yourselves, or some of your +relations are dying. I am very sorry and all that, Burden, but I hope +you were not thinking of asking me to let you go home, because I really +could not just now."</p> + +<p>"No, my lady; perhaps a little later——"</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll see," said Lady Luce irritably. "I don't suppose you could +do any good if you were to go home; I suppose there's some one to look +after your mother; and, after all, she may not be so bad as you think. +Servants always look at the worst side of things, and meet troubles +halfway."</p> + +<p>"Yes, my lady," said Burden.</p> + +<p>"And do, for goodness' sake, try and look more cheerful, my good girl! +It's like having a ghost behind me. Besides, if you are worrying +yourself about your mother you can't dress me properly; and I want you +to be very careful to-night—of all nights!"</p> + +<p>She leaned back and smiled at her face in the glass, and thought no more +of the maid's pale and anxious one. Had she been not so entirely +heartless, had she even only affected a little interest and expressed +some sympathy, the unhappy girl might have broken down and confessed her +share in the meditated crime; but Lady Luce was incapable of pretending +sympathy with a servant. In her eyes servants were of quite a different +order of creation to that of her own class; hewers of wood and drawers +of water, of no account beyond that which they gained from their value +to their masters or mistresses. To consider the feelings of the servants +who waited upon her would have seemed absurd to Lady Luce, almost, +indeed, a kind of bad form.</p> + +<p>The dinner bell had rung before she was dressed, and she hurried down to +find herself the last to arrive in the drawing-room. She sought Drake's +face as she entered. It still wore the expression of suppressed +excitement which she had noticed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> when he came in from his walk, and he +smiled with a kind of reluctant admiration as he noticed the magnificent +dress, and the way in which it set off her beauty.</p> + +<p>At dinner his altered mood was so marked that several persons who were +near him noticed it. He, who had been so quiet and grave, almost stern +in his manner and speech, to-night talked much and rapidly, and laughed +freely.</p> + +<p>The flush on his face deepened, and his eyes flashed so brightly that +Wolfer, who was sitting near him, could not help noticing how often +Drake permitted the butler to fill his glass, and wondered whether +anything had happened, and whether he were drinking too much.</p> + +<p>But Drake's gayety was infectious enough, and the dinner was a much +livelier one than any that had preceded it.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce was, perhaps, the most quiet and least talkative; but she sat +and listened to Drake's stories and badinage, with a smile in her eyes +and her lips slightly apart.</p> + +<p>In a few hours he would speak the word which would make her the future +Countess of Angleford!</p> + +<p>The ladies lingered at the table rather longer than usual, for Drake's +stories had suggested others to the other men, and his high spirits had +awakened those of the persons near him. But Lady Angleford rose at last, +and the ladies filed off to the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>The men closed up their ranks, and Drake sent the wine round briskly. +There was no dance to cut short the pleasant "after-the-ladies-have-gone" +time; and they sat long over their wine, so that it was nearly ten +o'clock when Drake, with his hand on the decanter near him, said:</p> + +<p>"No more, anybody? Sure? Turfleigh, you will, surely!"</p> + +<p>But the old man knew that he had had enough. He, too, was excited, and +under a strain, and he rose rather unsteadily and shook his head.</p> + +<p>"No, thanks. Er—er—I fancy we've rather punished that claret of yours +to-night, my dear boy."</p> + +<p>"It's a sad heart that never rejoices!" Drake retorted, with a laugh +which sounded so reckless that Wolfer glanced at him with surprise.</p> + +<p>"We'd better have a cigarette in the smoking room before we go into the +drawing-room," said Drake, and he led the way.</p> + +<p>As they went, talking and laughing, together across the hall, a +white-faced woman leaned over the balustrade above, and watched them.</p> + +<p>The other servants were in the servants' hall, enjoying themselves; the +gentlemen were in the smoking room, and the ladies in the drawing-room. +She was alone in the upper part of the house, which was so quiet and +still that the sound<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> of a clock, in one of the rooms, striking ten was +like that of a church bell in her ears.</p> + +<p>She started and pressed her hand to her heart, then stole to the window +on the back staircase, and, keeping behind the curtain, listened. Her +heart beat so loudly as to almost deafen her, but she heard a slight +noise outside, and something fell with a soft tap against the window +sill. It was the top of the ladder falling into its place.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXXIII.</h2> + + +<p>Burden had switched off some of the electric lights in the +corridor—was, indeed, prepared to switch the remainder if any one +happened to come up—and she could just see a face through the window. +The sight of it almost made her scream, for the face was partially +covered by a crape mask, through which the eyes gleamed fiercely.</p> + +<p>Burden clapped her hand to her mouth to stifle the cry of terror, and, +absolutely incapable of remaining on the spot, fled to her own room and +locked herself in.</p> + +<p>Ted raised the window noiselessly and stepped into the corridor. He had +a plan of the house, drawn from Burden's description, and he made +straight for the countess' room. The Parson stood at the bottom of the +ladder on guard. And each man carried a revolver loaded in all six +barrels.</p> + +<p>A few minutes before the burglar had so neatly effected his entrance, +the men left the smoking room for the drawing-room—all excepting Lord +Turfleigh, who had taken a soda and brandy with his cigar, and deemed it +prudent to indulge in a little nap before joining the ladies.</p> + +<p>Drake was a little less excited than he had been, but he was still +resolved to ask Luce to be his wife, and he meant to take her into the +conservatory, or one of the rooms where they could be alone for a few +minutes. But when he entered the drawing-room she was playing. He went +up to the piano, and, bending over it as if to look at the music, +whispered:</p> + +<p>"Will you go into the conservatory presently?"</p> + +<p>She nodded, and without raising her eyes, but with a sudden flush. Drake +went across the room to where Lady Angleford and Lady Wolfer were +seated, talking, and the first word he heard was Nell's name.</p> + +<p>"Of course it is the same," Lady Wolfer was saying eagerly. "Her brother +was at the engineers, Bardsley & Bardsley! And Nell has been near us all +this time, and in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> this house, and I didn't know it! If I had, I would +have gone to her at once. She's the dearest and sweetest girl in all the +world, and I owe her——" She stopped and sighed, but not sadly. "She +left us quite suddenly to go to her stepmother, who was a cousin of my +husband's; and I have only seen her once since. They—she and her +brother—were living in one of these large mansions—a dreadfully +crowded and noisy place; but, though they were poor, she seemed quite +happy and contented. I begged her to come and live with me, but she +would not leave her brother—though for that matter we should have been +delighted to have him also, especially if he is anything like her. Oh, +yes, the dearest girl! And you don't know how much I owe her! Some day I +may be tempted to tell you." She sighed again, and was silent for a +moment, as she recalled the scene in her bedroom on the night of the +dinner party, the night before Nell had left Wolfer House so suddenly. +"I must go and see her to-morrow morning. They say she is engaged to the +young man, the violinist."</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes; and if she was engaged to him when you last saw her, that would +account for her happiness, notwithstanding her poverty. She is an +extremely pretty girl. I remember her quite well. I saw her at your +dinner party, you know. I hope she is going to marry a man worthy of +her. I'll go with you to see her to-morrow, if you'll let me."</p> + +<p>Drake stood listening, his hands clasped behind his back, his face set +sternly. Every word they said caused him a pang of pain; and as he +listened, his mind went back to the happy weeks when Nell was engaged to +a man who certainly was not worthy of her.</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford looked up at him.</p> + +<p>"We were talking of Miss Lorton and her brother, Drake," she said. +"She's a kind of connection of Lady Wolfer's, and lived with them for a +time. I wish you would see the brother and see if he really is too young +to be the resident engineer. It would be so nice to have some one whom +one knows."</p> + +<p>"I will see," he said, so grimly that Lady Wolfer glanced up at him with +some surprise; and, as he moved away, Lady Angleford looked after him +and sighed.</p> + +<p>"How changed he is!" she said, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"In what way?" asked Lady Wolfer.</p> + +<p>The countess was silent for a moment or two.</p> + +<p>"He seems as if he were unhappy about something," she said; "as if +something were worrying him. I only saw him twice before he came into +the title, and though he was by no means 'loud' or effusive, he was +bright and cheerful; but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> now——I noticed the change the moment he came +into the Hall on his return. It seems so strange. He had cause for +anxiety then, for there was a chance of his losing Angleford; but now +one would think he possessed all that a man could desire."</p> + +<p>"The vanity of human wishes, my dear!" said Lady Wolfer. "Something may +have happened while he was abroad," she suggested in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"You mean a love affair? I don't think so."</p> + +<p>The countess glanced toward the piano. She felt sure that Drake was +about to renew his engagement with Lady Luce, and she deemed him the +last man in the world to marry for the sake of "convenience."</p> + +<p>Drake moved about the room restlessly, waiting for Luce to rise from the +piano; but she was playing a long piece—an interminable one, as it +seemed to him. Presently he felt for his pocket handkerchief, and, not +finding it, remembered leaving it on the dressing table where Sparling +had placed it. He went into the hall to send a servant for it; but there +was not one in sight, and he went quickly up the stairs and entered his +dressing room. He noticed that most of the electric lights were down, +and, disliking the gloom, went toward the row of switches. They were +fixed to the wall almost opposite Lady Angleford's dressing room, and as +his hand went up to them, he heard a slight sound in the room.</p> + +<p>It was a peculiar sound, like the soft bang which is made by the closing +of a safe door. For a moment Drake paid no heed to it; then suddenly its +significance struck upon him. Lady Angleford was in the drawing-room. +Who could be at the safe?</p> + +<p>He stepped outside the door, and waited for a second or two, then he +opened the door softly, and saw a man rising from his knees in front of +the safe. The man turned at the moment and stood with the case of +diamonds in his hand—two other cases bulged from his side pockets—his +eyes gleaming through his mask.</p> + +<p>Now, in fiction the hero who is placed in this position always cries +aloud for help, and instantly springs at the burglar; but in real life +the element of surprise has to be taken into account; and Drake was too +amazed at the moment to fling himself upon the thief. Besides, it is +your weak and timid man who immediately cries for help. Drake was +neither weak nor timid, and it would not occur to him to shriek for +assistance. So the two men stood motionless as statues, and glanced at +each other while you could count twenty. Then the burglar whipped a +revolver from his pocket and presented it.</p> + +<p>"Stand out of my way!" he said gruffly, and disguising<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> his voice, for +he knew how easily a voice can become a means of identification. "Better +stand out of my way, or, by God! I'll fire!"</p> + +<p>Drake laughed, the short laugh of a strong man ridiculing the proposal +that he shall probably stand aside and permit a thief to pass with his +booty.</p> + +<p>"Put down that thing," he said. "You know you can't fire; too much +noise. Put it down—and the cases. No? Very well!"</p> + +<p>He sprang aside with one movement, and with the next went for the man.</p> + +<p>Ted was really a skillful craftsman, and had taken the precaution to +fasten a string across the room, from the bed to the grate.</p> + +<p>Drake's foot caught in it, and he went sprawling on his face.</p> + +<p>Ted sprang over him, and gained the corridor. With a dexterity beyond +all praise, he switched off the remaining lights and then pushed up the +window and dropped, rather than climbed, down the ladder.</p> + +<p>Drake was on his feet in a moment and out in the corridor in the next. +He had heard the window pushed up, and knew the point at which the man +had made his escape.</p> + +<p>Even then he did not give the alarm, and he did not turn up the lights, +for he could see into the night better without them. He leaned out of +the window and peered into darkness, and distinguished two forms gliding +toward the shrubbery.</p> + +<p>It was a long drop, but he intended taking it. He swung one leg over the +sill as some one came up the stairs.</p> + +<p>It was Sparling.</p> + +<p>"Why are all the lights out?" he exclaimed. "Who's there?" for there was +light enough from the hall for him to see Drake dimly.</p> + +<p>"All right; it's I," said Drake quietly. "Turn up the lights. There are +burglars. Don't shout; you'll frighten the ladies. Get the bicycle lamp +from my room—quick!"</p> + +<p>Sparling tore into the room, and came dashing out with the lamp, and, +with trembling hands, lit it.</p> + +<p>"Drop it down to me when I call," said Drake. "I'll risk its going out. +Then get some of the men and search the grounds. And—mind!—no +frightening the ladies!"</p> + +<p>Then he lowered himself, dropped, and called up. He caught the lamp, +which was still alight, and covering the glass with his hand, ran in the +direction the men had taken; and as he ran he buttoned his dress coat +over the big patch of white made by his wide shirt front.</p> + +<p>He had stalked big game often enough to be aware that his only chance of +tracking the thieves lay in his following them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> quietly and unseen, and +he ran on tiptoe, and keeping as much as possible among the shrubs as he +went, his ears and eyes strained attentively, he endeavored to put +himself in their place.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he muttered, "they'll make for the road, where there'll be a trap +waiting for them—or bicycles; but which part of the road?"</p> + +<p>The park fence was high, but easily climbable by an experienced burglar, +and they might make for it at any point; presumably the nearest.</p> + +<p>By this time he was cool enough, but extremely angry; and he blamed +himself for falling so easily into the string trap. What he ought to +have done——At this point in his futile reflections he stopped and +listened, not for the first time, and he fancied he heard a rustling +among the trees in front of him. He ran on as softly as possible, and +presently saw a figure—one only—going swiftly in the direction of the +lodge.</p> + +<p>Drake understood in a moment; one man had gone to bring the vehicle near +the gates, and this other man was waiting for it.</p> + +<p>Up to this instant Drake had given no thought to the fact that he was +pursuing two men, desperate, and, no doubt, armed, while he had no kind +of weapon upon him. But now he smiled with a grim satisfaction as he saw +that he had only one man to deal with.</p> + +<p>Their separation was a point in his favor.</p> + +<p>Steadily he followed on the man's track, and in a moment or two he saw +the glimmer of the light from the lodge window; and as he saw it, he +heard the roll of wheels approaching the gates.</p> + +<p>The burglar, unacquainted with the topography of the road, was breaking +his way through the undergrowth; and Drake, seeing that there was a +chance of cutting him off by striking into one of the paths, turned into +it.</p> + +<p>He had to run for all he was worth now, and as he sped along he was +reminded of his old college days, when he sprinted for the mile +race—and won it. He reached a corner where the narrow path joined the +wider one leading to the gate, and here he stopped, listening intently, +and still covering the light of the lamp with his hand. Suddenly he +heard footsteps near the lodge, and with a thrill of excitement more +keen than any other chase had given him, he ran toward them.</p> + +<p>As he did so, he caught sight of a woman's dress, and a faint cry of +alarm and surprise arose. Was there a woman in the business?</p> + +<p>Before he could answer the mental question he saw a figure—the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> figure +he had been pursuing—dash from the woods on the right and make for the +path he had just left. Drake swung round sharply and tore after him. The +man looked over his shoulder, swore threateningly, and snatched +something from his pocket. In drawing the revolver, however, he dropped +something, and Drake saw, with immense satisfaction, that it was the +diamond case.</p> + +<p>"Give in, my man!" he said.</p> + +<p>Ted laughed, caught up the case, and rushed on in the direction of the +gate. But at that moment the tall figure of Falconer ran from the lodge.</p> + +<p>Falconer stood for a moment, then he took in the situation, and dashing +to the gate, flung it close. Ted heard the clang of the gate, and ran +back toward Drake, with revolver raised.</p> + +<p>Death stared Drake in the face; but it is at such moments that men of +his temperament are coolest. He sprang aside as he had done in Lady +Angleford's room. The revolver "pinged," there was a flash of light, but +the bullet sped past him, and Drake flung himself upon his man.</p> + +<p>Ted was as slippery as an eel, and striking Drake across the head with +the revolver, he ran into the woods, with Drake after him; but the man +knew there was no escape for him in that direction, and after a moment +or two he turned and faced Drake again.</p> + +<p>"Keep off, you fool, or I'll shoot you!" he growled hoarsely.</p> + +<p>"Give in," said Drake again. "The game's up!"</p> + +<p>Ted laughed shortly, and aimed the revolver again; but as his finger +pressed the trigger, a cry rose from behind him, his arm was struck +aside, and once more the bullet whizzed past its mark, and Drake was +saved.</p> + +<p>He saw the figure of a woman struggling with the burglar, saw the man +raise his hand to strike her from him, saw her fall to the ground, and +knew, by some instinct, that it was Nell.</p> + +<p>In that instant the capture of the man was of no moment to him. With a +cry, he flung himself on his knees beside her.</p> + +<p>"Nell, Nell!" he panted. "Is it you?"</p> + +<p>She remained quite motionless under his words, his touch, and he raised +her head and tried to see her face.</p> + +<p>The lamp he had dropped some moments before.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a great shudder ran through her. She sighed, and opened her +eyes.</p> + +<p>"Drake!" she murmured; "Drake! Is he——"</p> + +<p>He thought she referred to the man.</p> + +<p>"Never mind him," he said eagerly. "Are you hurt? Tell me?"</p> + +<p>She put her hand to her head, and struggled to her feet,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span> swaying to and +fro as if only half conscious, then her hands went out to him, and she +uttered a cry of terror and anxiety.</p> + +<p>"He—he shot you!" she gasped.</p> + +<p>"No, no!" he responded quickly. "There is no harm done, if the brute has +not hurt you."</p> + +<p>She shook her head and leaned against the tree, trembling and panting.</p> + +<p>"I was in the garden. I—heard you and the man running, and—and—I—ran +across the path——"</p> + +<p>"In time to save my life," he said gravely. "But I'd rather have died +than you should come to harm."</p> + +<p>As he spoke, he heard the noise of a struggle behind him. He had +absolutely ceased to care what became of the man whom he had been +pursuing so relentlessly for a few minutes before; but the noise, the +hoarse cries, which now broke upon them had recalled him to a sense of +the situation.</p> + +<p>"They are struggling at the gate—I must leave you," he said hurriedly. +And he ran down the path.</p> + +<p>As he approached the gate, he saw Falconer and the burglar struggling +together. Falconer was losing ground every moment, and as Drake was +nearly upon them, Ted got his opponent under him; but Falconer still +clung to him, and Ted could not get free from him. As he shot a glance +at Drake he ground his teeth.</p> + +<p>"Let me go, you fool!" he hissed. "Let me——"</p> + +<p>He got one arm free, the glimmer of steel flashed in the dim light as he +struck downward, and Falconer with a sharp groan loosed his hold.</p> + +<p>Ted was clear of him in an instant and sprang for the gate; but as he +opened it Drake was upon him. Ted was spent with his struggle with +Falconer; he had dropped his revolver; Drake had seized the arm which +held the knife—seized it in a grip like that of a vise.</p> + +<p>"Parson! Quick!" cried Ted. The dogcart drove up to the gate, and the +Parson was about to spring to the aid of his mate, when another figure +came running up. It was Dick.</p> + +<p>"Why, what on earth's the matter?" he cried.</p> + +<p>At the sound of his voice, the Parson, counting his foes with a quick +eye, leaped into the cart and drove away at a gallop. Ted cursed at the +sound of the retreating cart and struck out wildly, but Drake had pinned +him against the gate.</p> + +<p>"Knock that knife out of his hand!" he said sharply, and Dick did so. In +another moment the burglar was on his back in the road with Drake's knee +on his chest.</p> + +<p>"That will do!" he panted. "I give in! It's a fair cap! But if that +white-livered hound had stood by me, I'd have beaten the lot of you! As +it is, I've given as good as I've<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> got, I fancy!" and he nodded +tauntingly as he glanced to where Dick knelt beside Falconer.</p> + +<p>Drake tore off the mask, and Ted shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"You can take your knee off my chest, my lord," he said; "you're a tidy +weight. Oh, I'm not going to try to escape. I know when I'm done. But it +was a near thing."</p> + +<p>Sparling and a couple of grooms with lanterns came running toward them, +and Drake rose.</p> + +<p>"Look to him," he said quietly. "He is not armed."</p> + +<p>Ted took the cases from his pockets and flung them down as the men +surrounded him; then he drew out a cigarette case, and, with a cockney +drawl, said:</p> + +<p>"Can one of you oblige me with a light?"</p> + +<p>Sparling knocked the cigarette out of his hand, and one of the grooms +growled:</p> + +<p>"Shall I give him one over the head, for his cheek, Mr. Sparling?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; that's about all you flunkeys can do; hit a man when he's down," +said Ted. "But you needn't trouble. Here comes the peelers."</p> + +<p>His quick ears had caught the heavy footsteps of the policeman, who came +running up, and, before he was asked to do so, he held out his hands for +the handcuffs.</p> + +<p>"Is the cove dead?" he asked curtly; but no one answered him; indeed, no +answer was possible, for Falconer lay like one dead, and Drake, who +supported his head, could perceive no movement of the heart.</p> + +<p>"One of you take a cart and go for the doctor," he said gravely.</p> + +<p>As he spoke, Nell came toward them. The climax had been reached so +quickly that Falconer had been wounded and the burglar caught before she +could find strength to follow Drake; for the reaction which had followed +upon her discovery of the fact that he was unhurt had made her weaker +than the man's blow had done.</p> + +<p>But now, as she saw the circle of men bending and kneeling round a +prostrate figure, her terror rose again and she hurried forward. Pushing +one of the men aside, she looked down, and with a cry fell on her knees +beside the unconscious man and gazed with horror-stricken eyes.</p> + +<p>"He is dead! He is dead! He has killed him!" she moaned.</p> + +<p>There was a moment's silence, while Drake looked at her with set face +and gloomy eyes; for at the anguish in her voice a pang of jealousy shot +through him, of envy; for how willingly he would have changed places +with the injured man!</p> + +<p>He rose, lantern in hand, and went round to her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span></p> + +<p>"He is not dead," he said, almost inaudibly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank God!" she breathed.</p> + +<p>"But he is badly hurt, I am afraid," said Drake gravely. Then he turned +to the men. "We will carry him to the lodge. Gently!"</p> + +<p>They lifted the wounded man and bore him along slowly. As they did so, +Nell walked by his side, and half unconsciously took his hand and held +it fast clasped in her trembling one. Even at that moment he saw her +actions, and his heart ached. Yes, to have Nell hold his hand thus, to +have her sweet eyes resting on him so tenderly, so anxiously, he would +have willingly been in Falconer's place.</p> + +<p>They carried Falconer up to his room, and Drake, with the skill he had +acquired in many a knife-and-gun-shot accident, staunched the wound. +Falconer had been stabbed in the chest, and the blood was flowing, but +slowly.</p> + +<p>Drake was so absorbed in the task that he had forgotten Dick's presence +until, looking up, he caught Dick's eye fixed on him with sheer wonder.</p> + +<p>"Drake!" he said, in a whisper. "You here?"</p> + +<p>Drake nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes; it's a strange meeting, Dick, isn't it? But we have been near each +other—though we didn't know it—for some days past. You are 'the young +engineer,' and I——"</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders, and Dick leaped at the truth.</p> + +<p>"You are Lord Angleford?" he said.</p> + +<p>Drake nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I'll explain presently. Just now all we can think of is this poor +fellow."</p> + +<p>"Poor chap!" said Dick sadly. "If I'd only come up a minute or two +sooner—I'd gone down to the village for some 'bacca. Who'd have thought +he was such a plucky one. For he's not strong, Drake, you see."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded.</p> + +<p>"No," he said; "but it is not always the strongest who are the bravest. +Who is that?" for there came a knock at the door.</p> + +<p>Dick went and opened it. Nell stood there, white to the lips, but calm +and composed. He answered the question in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"All right, Nell! Don't be frightened. He'll pull through; won't he, +Drake?"</p> + +<p>She turned her eyes upon him, and he met their appeal steadily.</p> + +<p>"I hope so," he said.</p> + +<p>She stole into the room, and, with her hands clasped, looked down at +Falconer in silence.</p> + +<p>"I hope so," repeated Drake emphatically. "There are<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span> not so many brave +men that the world can afford to lose one."</p> + +<p>She raised her eyes to his face quickly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said, "he was unarmed and knew that it was a struggle for +life, that the man was desperate and would stick at nothing. It was the +pluckiest thing I have ever seen." Then he remembered how she had sprung +forward to strike up the burglar's arm, and he added, under his breath, +"almost the pluckiest."</p> + +<p>The crimson dyed her face for a moment, and her eyes dropped under his +regard; but she said nothing, and presently she stole out again.</p> + +<p>It seemed an age to the two men before the doctor arrived, though the +time was really short; it seemed another age while he made his +examination. He met Drake's questioning gaze with the grave evasion +which comes so naturally to the smallest of country practitioners.</p> + +<p>"A nasty wound, my lord!" he said. "But I've known men recover from a +worse one. Unfortunately, he is not a strong man. This poor fellow has +known the meaning of privation." He touched the thin arm, and pointed to +the wasted face. "They tell their own story! Now, if it were you, my +lord——" he smiled significantly.</p> + +<p>"Would to God it had been!" said Drake. The village nurse, whom the +doctor had instructed to follow him, entered and moved with professional +calm to the bedside, and the doctor gave her some instructions.</p> + +<p>"I'll send you some help, nurse," he said.</p> + +<p>As he spoke, Nell came to the door.</p> + +<p>"No," she said, very quietly; "there is no need; I will help."</p> + +<p>Almost as if he had heard her, Falconer's lips quivered, and he murmured +something. Nell glided to the bed, and kneeling beside him, took his +hand. His eyes opened, with the vacant stare of unconsciousness for a +moment, then they recognized her, and he spoke her name.</p> + +<p>"Nell!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she whispered, in response. "It is I. You are here at the lodge. +Here is Dick, and"—her voice fell before Drake's steady regard—"you +are with friends, and safe."</p> + +<p>He smiled, but his eyes did not leave her face.</p> + +<p>"I know," he said. "I—I am more than content."</p> + +<p>Drake could bear it no longer. Dick followed him out of the room, and +they went downstairs.</p> + +<p>"I will wire for Sir William, the surgeon," said Drake, very quietly. +"He will come down by the first train. Everything shall be done. +Tell—tell your sister——"</p> + +<p>Dick nodded gravely.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span></p> + +<p>"He's one of the best fellows in the world; he's worth saving, Drake——" +he said. "I beg your pardon," he broke off. "I—I suppose I ought to call +you 'my lord' now. I can scarcely realize yet——"</p> + +<p>Drake flushed almost angrily.</p> + +<p>"For Heaven's sake, no!" he exclaimed. "There need be no difference +between you and me, Dick, whatever there may be between——I'll come +across in the morning to inquire, and I'll tell you all that has +happened. Dick, you'll have to forgive me for hiding my right name down +there at Shorne Mills. It was a folly; but one gets punished for one's +follies," he added, as he held out his hand.</p> + +<p>Still confused by the discovery that his old friend "Drake Vernon" was +Lord Angleford, Dick could only let him go in silence, and Drake passed +out.</p> + +<p>As he did so, he looked up at the window of the sick room. A shadow +passed the blind, and as he recognized it he sighed heavily. Yes; +notwithstanding his wound and his peril, the penniless musician was the +lucky man, and he, my Lord of Angleford, the most unfortunate and +unhappy.</p> + +<p>Slowly he made his way toward the house, and as he went the face and the +voice of the woman he loved haunted him. For a moment she had rested in +his arms, and he could still feel her head on his breast, still hear the +"Drake, Drake!"</p> + +<p>She had not forgotten him, then; she still remembered him with some +kindness, though she loved Falconer? Well, he should be grateful for +that. It would be good to think of all through the weary years that lay +before him.</p> + +<p>How beautiful she was! With what an exquisite tenderness her eyes had +dwelt upon the wounded man! He started, and almost groaned, as he +remembered that not so long ago those eyes had beamed love and +tenderness upon himself.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Nell, Nell!" broke from him unconsciously. "Oh, my dear, lost love! +how shall I live without you, now that I have seen you, held you in my +arms again?"</p> + +<p>The great house loomed before him; the hall door was open; figures were +standing and flitting in the light that streamed on the terrace; and +with a pang he awoke to the responsibilities of his position, to the +remembrance of his interview with Luce. There she stood on the top of +the steps, a shawl thrown round her head, her face eager and anxious.</p> + +<p>"Drake! Is it you?" she exclaimed; and she came down the steps to meet +him, her hand outstretched.</p> + +<p>The others crowded round, all talking at once. He shook her hand, held +it a moment, then let it drop.</p> + +<p>"He is all right, I hope," he said.</p> + +<p>"He!" she murmured. "It is you—you, Drake!"</p> + +<p>He frowned slightly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh! I?" he said, with self-contempt. "I have got off scot-free. Where is +the countess?"</p> + +<p>Lady Luce looked at him keenly, and with a half-reproachful air.</p> + +<p>"I—I—have been very frightened, Drake," she said.</p> + +<p>For the life of him he could not even affect a tenderness.</p> + +<p>"On my account? There was not the least need."</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford came forward hurriedly.</p> + +<p>"Drake! You are not hurt! Thank God!" And her hands clasped his arm.</p> + +<p>"You have got your jewels?" he said, in the curt tone with which a man +tries to fend off a fuss. "Are they all there?"</p> + +<p>She made an impatient movement.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes—oh, yes! As if they mattered! Tell me how that poor man is. +How brave of him!"</p> + +<p>He smiled grimly.</p> + +<p>"Yes. He will pull round, I hope. We shall know more in the morning. +Hadn't you ladies better go to bed? Wolfer, I have wanted a drink once +or twice in my life, but never, I think, quite so keenly as now."</p> + +<p>The men gathered round him as he stopped at the foot of the stairs to +wish the women good night. Luce came last, and as she held out her hand, +looked at him appealingly. Was he going to let her go without the word +she had been expecting—the word he had promised? He understood the +appeal in her eyes, but he could not respond. Not to-night, with Nell's +face and voice haunting him, could he ask Lady Luce to be his wife. +To-morrow—yes, to-morrow!</p> + +<p>She smiled at him as he held her hand, but as she went up the stairs the +smile vanished, and, if it is ever possible for so beautiful a woman to +become suddenly plain, then Lady Luce's face achieved that +transformation.</p> + +<p>Gnawing at her underlip, she entered her room, flung herself into a +chair, and beat a tattoo with her foot. The door opened softly, and +Burden stole in. She was very pale, there were dark marks under her +eyes, and she trembled so violently that the brushes rattled together as +she took them from the table.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce looked up at her angrily.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter with you?" she demanded. "You look more like a ghost +than a human being, or as if you'd been drinking."</p> + +<p>Burden winced under the insult, and stole behind her mistress' chair; +but Lady Luce faced round after her.</p> + +<p>"You're not fit to do my hair, or anything else!" she said. "What is the +matter now? Your mother or one of your other relations, I suppose. You +always have some excuse or other for your whims and fancies."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I—I am rather upset, my lady!" Burden responded, almost inaudibly. +"The—the robbery——"</p> + +<p>"What does it concern you?" said Lady Luce sharply. "It is no affair of +yours; your business is to wait upon me, and if you can't or won't do it +properly——"</p> + +<p>The brush fell from Burden's uncertain hand, and Lady Luce sprang to her +feet in a passion.</p> + +<p>"Oh, go away! Get out of my sight!" she said contemptuously. "Go down to +the kitchen and tremble and shake with the other maids. I can't put up +with you to-night."</p> + +<p>"I'm—I'm very sorry, my lady. I'm upset—everybody's upset."</p> + +<p>"Oh, go—go!" broke in Lady Luce impatiently. "If you are not better +to-morrow, you'd better go for good!"</p> + +<p>Burden stood for a moment uncertainly; then, with a stifled sob, left +the room, and went down the corridor toward the servants' apartments; +but halfway she stopped, hesitated, then descended the back stairs and +stole softly along one of the passages. A door from the smoking room +opened on to this passage, and against this she leaned and listened.</p> + +<p>Sparling and the grooms who had joined in the pursuit of the burglars +had come back full of the chase and its results, and there was an +excited and dramatic recital going on in the servants' hall at that +moment; but she dared not go there, though she was in an agony of +anxiety to know the whole truth and the fate of her lover. Her face, her +overwrought condition, would have betrayed her; so, at the least, would +have caused surprise and aroused suspicion. She could not face the +servants' hall, but she knew that the gentlemen would be discussing the +affair in the smoking room, and that if she could listen unseen she +should hear what had happened to Ted. It was Ted, and nothing, no one +else she cared about.</p> + +<p>All the men were in the smoking room, and all were plying Drake with +questions. Drake, knowing that he would have to go through it, was +giving as concise an account of it as was possible. He was wearied to +death, not only of the burglary, but of the emotions he had experienced, +and his voice was low and his manner that of a man talking against his +will; but Burden heard every word, for, at its lowest, Drake's voice was +singularly clear.</p> + +<p>She listened, motionless as a statue, till he came to the point where +the burglar had turned and faced him. Then she moved and had hard work +to stifle a moan.</p> + +<p>"That was a near thing, Angleford!" said Lord Turfleigh, over the edge +of his glass; "a deuced near thing! If I'd been you, I should have cried +a go, and let the fellow off.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> Dash it all! a man in your position has +no right to risk his life, even for such diamonds as the Angleford."</p> + +<p>Drake laughed shortly.</p> + +<p>"I didn't think of the diamonds," he said quietly. "It was a match +between me and the man. He missed me and bolted to cover. I followed, +and he slipped behind a tree and aimed; but he missed—fortunately for +me."</p> + +<p>"Missed you?" said Lord Wolfer, who had been listening attentively and +in silence. "How was that? You must have been very near?"</p> + +<p>Drake was silent for a moment; then, as if reluctantly, he replied:</p> + +<p>"There were several persons engaged in the game. One of them was a young +lady who is staying at the lodge—the south lodge. She happened to be +out, strolling in the garden, and heard the rumpus. And she"—he lit a +fresh cigarette—"she sprang on him and struck his arm up!"</p> + +<p>"No!" exclaimed one of the men. "Dash it all! Angleford, if this isn't +the most dramatic, sensational affair I've ever heard of."</p> + +<p>"Yes?" came in Drake's grave, restrained tones. "Yes, that saved my +life."</p> + +<p>There was a moment's silence, an impressive silence, then he went on:</p> + +<p>"And did for the man. If he had disposed of me, he could have shot poor +Mr. Falconer at the gate and got off. As it was——" He stopped and +seemed to consider. "Well, it left me free to collar him at the gate, +but not, unfortunately, until he had wounded Falconer."</p> + +<p>"Poor devil!" muttered Lord Turfleigh. "Hard lines on him, eh, +Angleford?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Drake gravely.</p> + +<p>"Then, as I understand it," said Lord Wolfer, "your life, the salvation +of the countess' jewels, and the capture of the burglar are due to this +lady?"</p> + +<p>"That is so," assented Drake quietly.</p> + +<p>"Who is she? What is her name?" asked several men, in a breath.</p> + +<p>There was a pause, during which Burden listened breathlessly.</p> + +<p>"Her name is Lorton," said Drake, very quietly. "She is staying at the +south lodge."</p> + +<p>Burden started and bit her lip. Lorton? Where had she heard——</p> + +<p>"Good heavens!" exclaimed Lord Wolfer. "You don't mean that Miss Lorton +who was with us?"</p> + +<p>Drake nodded.</p> + +<p>"The same," he said gravely.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span></p> + +<p>Burden's lips twitched, and her hands gripped the edge of the door frame.</p> + +<p>There was silence for a moment, then one of the men asked:</p> + +<p>"And what do you think the fellow will get, Angleford?"</p> + +<p>"It all depends," replied Drake, after a pause. "If this fellow Falconer +should die——Well, it will be murder. If not—and God grant he may +not!—it will be burglary simply, and it will mean penal servitude for +so many years."</p> + +<p>"And serve him right, whichever way it goes!" cried one of the men. +"Anyway, this young lady, this Miss Lorton, is a brick! Here's her +health!"</p> + +<p>Burden waited for no more. She was white still, but she was trembling no +longer. Her eyes were glowing savagely, and her lips were strained +tightly. Her sweetheart was captured; he would either be hanged or +sentenced to penal servitude; and Miss Lorton was the person with whom +she had to reckon!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXXIV.</h2> + + +<p>Before morning Falconer became delirious. He did not rave nor shout, but +he talked incessantly, with his eyes wide open and fixed vacantly, and +his long hand plucking at the bedclothes. Nell stole in from her room, +though she had promised to rest and leave the night duty to the village +nurse, and, sitting beside him, held his hand.</p> + +<p>At the touch of her cool fingers he became quiet for a moment or two, +and something like a smile crossed his pain-lined face; but presently he +began again. Sometimes he was back at the Buildings, and he hummed a bar +or two of music while his fingers played on the counterpane as if it +were a piano. Once or twice he murmured her name in a tone which brought +the color to Nell's face and made her heart ache. But it did not need +the whisper of her name to tell her Falconer's secret. She knew that he +loved her, for he had told her so at the moment when Drake had seen them +walking together in the garden.</p> + +<p>And as she sat and held his hand, she tried to force her mind from +dwelling on Drake, and to remember the devotion of the stricken man +beside her.</p> + +<p>Though he had confessed his love, he had asked for nothing in return. He +had said that he knew that his passion was hopeless, but that he could +not help loving her, that he must continue to do so while life lasted.</p> + +<p>"I will never speak of it again," he had said. "You need not be afraid. +I don't know why I told you now; it slipped<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> out before I knew——No, +don't be afraid. All I ask is that you should still look upon me as a +friend, that you will still let me be near you as often as is possible. +It is too much to ask? If so, I will go away—somewhere, and cease to +trouble you with the sight of me!"</p> + +<p>And Nell, with tears in her eyes—as Drake had seen—had given him her +hand in silence, for a moment or two, and then, almost inaudibly, had +answered:</p> + +<p>"I am sorry—sorry! Oh, why did you tell me? No, no; forgive me! But you +must not go. I—I could not afford to lose your—friendship!"</p> + +<p>"That you shall not do!" he had said, very quietly, and with a brave +smile. "Please remember that I said I knew there was no hope for me. How +could there be? How could it be possible for you—you!—to care for me? +But a weed may dare to love the sun, Miss Lorton, though it is only a +weed and not a stately flower. I ought not to have told you; but that +little success of mine, and the prospect it has opened out, must have +turned my head. But you have forgiven me, have you not? and you will try +and forget that I was mad enough to show you my heart?"</p> + +<p>He had not waited for her to respond, but had left her at once, and, so +that she should not think him quite heartbroken, had hummed an air as he +went.</p> + +<p>And now that he lay here 'twixt life and death, Nell's heart ached for +him, and she longed, with a longing beyond all words, that she could +have returned the love he bore her.</p> + +<p>But alas, alas! she had no love to give. Drake had stolen it long ago, +there at Shorne Mills; and though he had flung it from him, it could not +come back to her.</p> + +<p>Even as she sat, with Falconer's hand in hers, she could not keep her +mind from dwelling on Drake, though the failure of her attempt to do so +covered her with shame. She had been in his arms again, had heard his +voice, and the glamour of his presence and his touch were upon her.</p> + +<p>His face hovered before her in the dim light of the sick room, and +filled her with the aching longing of unsatisfied love.</p> + +<p>Oh, why could she not forget him? Why could she not bring herself to +accept, to return, the love of the man who loved her with all his heart +and soul? He was all that was good, he was a genius, and a brave man to +boot! Surely any woman might be proud to possess him for a husband, +might learn to love him!</p> + +<p>She turned and looked at him as he lay, his head tossing restlessly on +the pillow, his lips moving deliriously; but though her whole being was +stirred with pity for him, pity is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span> not love, though it may be nearly +akin, and one cannot force love as one forces a hothouse plant.</p> + +<p>After a while he became weaker, and the rambling, incoherent talk +ceased; but she was still holding his hand when Dick and the doctor came +in again. She sought the latter's face eagerly, but he merely smiled +encouragingly.</p> + +<p>"He has had a better night than I expected," he said, "and the +temperature is not exceedingly high. You had better get some rest, Miss +Lorton; you have been sitting up, I see."</p> + +<p>Dick drew Nell out of the room.</p> + +<p>"Drake—confound it! Lord Angleford, I mean!—has sent for Sir William. +Is—is he going to die, do you think. Nell?"</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head, her eyes filling.</p> + +<p>"I don't know; I hope not. You—you have seen Dra—Lord Angleford, +Dick?"</p> + +<p>"Just now. He came to inquire. Nell, I can't understand it, though he +has tried to explain why he hid his real name; and—and—Nell—he didn't +tell me why you and he broke it off."</p> + +<p>She flushed for a moment.</p> + +<p>"There was no need," she said. "It does not matter."</p> + +<p>Dick sighed and shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"No, I suppose it doesn't; but it's a mysterious affair. I hear he is +going to marry that fair woman, Lady Luce."</p> + +<p>Nell inclined her head, her lips set tightly.</p> + +<p>"It's a pity we can't get away from here," he said gloomily. "It's jolly +awkward. Though Drake was more than friendly with me last night and just +now. He's awfully changed."</p> + +<p>They were standing by the window of the sitting room, and Nell was +looking out with eyes that saw nothing.</p> + +<p>"Changed?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; he looks years older, and he's stern and grave as if——Well, he +doesn't look the same man, and it strikes me that he's anything but +happy, though he is the Earl of Angleford, and going to marry one of the +most beautiful woman in England."</p> + +<p>Nell stood with compressed lips and eyes fixed on vacancy.</p> + +<p>"He got a nasty blow last night," said Dick, after a pause.</p> + +<p>Her manner changed in a moment, and her eyes flew round to him.</p> + +<p>"He was hurt?" she said, with a catch in her breath.</p> + +<p>Dick nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes; that ruffian struck him with the revolver or something.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> And I +say, Nell, I haven't heard your share in this affair yet. Drake told me +that the fellow struck you."</p> + +<p>"Did he?" she said indifferently. "I—I don't remember. Was Lord +Angleford badly hurt? Tell me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no; I think not; not badly," replied Dick. "There's a bruise on his +temple; but what's that to the damage poor Falconer suffered? Drake says +that it was the pluckiest thing he's seen. Oh, Lord! what a sickening +business it is! Thank goodness, they've got the fellow. It will be a +lifer for him, that's one consolation."</p> + +<p>Nell shuddered.</p> + +<p>"And they've got the jewels back, that's another," said Dick, more +cheerily. "Though I'd rather the fellow had got off with them than poor +Falconer should have been hurt. What beastly bad luck, just after he'd +struck oil and got a start! Drake says that Falconer will be a +celebrity, if he lives; and you may depend Drake will do his best to +make his words good. There'll be a 'Falconer boom,' mark my words. I +never saw any one so concerned about a man as Drake is about him. He was +here outside talking with the doctor before it was light. The whole of +the remainder of the big house is to be placed at our disposal. In +short, if it had been Drake himself who was stabbed, there couldn't be +more concern shown. Here's the breakfast, and for the first time in my +life, I don't want it. Why the deuce can't the swells look after their +blessed diamonds?"</p> + +<p>Nell gave him his coffee, and then stole up to her own room and flung +herself on the bed.</p> + +<p>Drake was hurt. It might have been Drake instead of Falconer lying +between life and death. Her heart throbbed with thankfulness; but the +next moment she hid her face in her hands for very shame. She tried to +sleep, but she could not, and it was almost a relief when the servant +knocked and said that two ladies from the Hall were downstairs.</p> + +<p>"But I was not to disturb you if you was asleep, miss," she added, with +naïveté.</p> + +<p>Nell bathed her face and smoothed her hair quickly, and went down; and, +as she entered the sitting room, was taken into Lady Wolfer's embrace.</p> + +<p>"My dear, dear Nell!" she cried, in the subdued tones due to the sick +room above. "Why, it's like a fairy story! Why didn't I or some of us +know you were here, till last night? You remember Lady Angleford, dear?"</p> + +<p>The countess came forward and held out her hand with her friendly and +gentle smile.</p> + +<p>"Come to the light and let me look at you," Lady Wolfer went on, drawing +Nell to the window; "though it's scarcely fair, after all you have gone +through. Nell, who would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> have thought that we were entertaining a +heroine unawares? We knew you were an angel, of course; but a heroine—a +heroine of romance! You dear, brave girl!"</p> + +<p>Nell colored painfully.</p> + +<p>"The whole place, the whole county, by this time, to say nothing of +London and every other place where a telegraph wire runs, is full of +it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am sorry!" said poor Nell, aghast.</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford smiled.</p> + +<p>"It is the penalty one pays for heroism, Miss Lorton," she said; "and +you must forgive me for being grateful to you for saving Lord +Angleford's life."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but I didn't—indeed I didn't!" exclaimed Nell, in distress.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but indeed you did!" retorted Lady Wolfer. "Lord Angleford says so, +and he ought to know. He says that but for you the wretch would have +shot him—he was quite close."</p> + +<p>Nell's face was white again now, and the countess came to her aid.</p> + +<p>"We are forgetting one of the objects of our visit," she said. "You know +how anxious we are about Mr. Falconer, Miss Lorton. I hope he is in no +danger, my dear?"</p> + +<p>She took Nell's hand as she spoke, and pressed it, and Nell colored +again under the sympathy in the countess' eyes.</p> + +<p>"When I heard that he had been injured, I wished with all my heart that +the man had got clear off with the miserable diamonds—I was going to +say 'my' miserable diamonds, but they are only mine for a time. But I am +sure Lord Angleford joins me in that wish. All the diamonds in the world +are not worth rescuing at such a price as Mr. Falconer—and you—have +paid. I hope you can tell us he is better. We are all terribly anxious +about him."</p> + +<p>Now, even in the stress and strain of the moment, Nell noticed a certain +significance in the countess' tone, a personal sympathy with herself, +conveyed plainly by the "and you," and it puzzled her. But she put the +faint wonder aside.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," she said simply. "He is very ill—he was badly stabbed. +He has been delirious most of the night——"</p> + +<p>"My poor Nell!" murmured Lady Wolfer, pressing her hand.</p> + +<p>"I hope the nurse you have in to help you is a good one," said the +countess, as if she took it for granted that Nell was also nursing him. +"If not, we will send to London for one; indeed, Sir William may bring +one with him. I don't know what Lord Angleford telegraphed."</p> + +<p>"I wish we could do something for you, Nell," whispered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> Lady Wolfer. +"Only last night, before the burglary, we were arranging that we would +come down here and carry you—by main force, if necessary—up to the +Hall. And now——But, dear, you must not lose heart! He may not be badly +hurt; and the surgeons do such wonderful things now. Perhaps, when Sir +William comes, he may tell you that there is no danger whatever, and +that you will have him well again before very long."</p> + +<p>Her eyes dwelt on Nell's with tender pity and womanly sympathy; and +Nell, still puzzled, could only remain silent. As if she could not say +enough, Lady Wolfer drew her to the window, and continued, in a lower +voice:</p> + +<p>"I meant to congratulate you, Nell, and I do. I—we all admired him so +much the other night, little guessing the truth; and now that he has +proved himself as brave as he is clever, one can understand your losing +your heart to him. All the same, dear, I think he is a very—very lucky +man."</p> + +<p>The red stained Nell's face, and then left it pale again. She opened her +lips to deny that she and Falconer were engaged, but at that moment a +dogcart drove through the gate and stopped at the lodge.</p> + +<p>"Here is Drake!" said the countess. "He has been to Angleford to see the +police."</p> + +<p>Nell drew away from the window quickly, and the countess went out as +Drake got down from the cart.</p> + +<p>"How is he?" Nell heard him ask. Though she had moved from the window, +she could see him. He looked haggard and tired, and she saw the bruise +on his temple. Her heart beat fast, and she turned away and leaned her +arm on the mantelshelf. "And—and Miss Lorton?" he inquired, after the +countess had replied to his first question.</p> + +<p>She lowered her voice.</p> + +<p>"She looks very ill, but she is bearing up wonderfully. It is a terrible +strain for her, poor girl."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded gloomily.</p> + +<p>"Tell her that Sir William will be down by the midday train. And tell +her not to give up hope. I saw the wound, and——"</p> + +<p>"Hush! She may hear," whispered the countess.</p> + +<p>He glanced toward the window, and the color rose to his face.</p> + +<p>"Is she there?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Would you like to see her?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated for a moment, his eyes fixed on the ground; then he said, +rather stiffly:</p> + +<p>"No; she might think it an intrusion"—the countess stared at him. "No; +I won't trouble her. But please tell her that everything shall be done +for—him."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span></p> + +<p>The countess accompanied him to the gate.</p> + +<p>"You have been to the police?"</p> + +<p>He nodded almost indifferently.</p> + +<p>"Yes; the man is well known. We were flattered by the attentions of a +celebrated cracksman. I've seen the detective in charge of the case, and +given him all the particulars. He says that the men were assisted by +some one inside the house—one of the servants, he suggests."</p> + +<p>The countess looked startled.</p> + +<p>"Surely not, Drake! Who could it be?"</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders with the same indifference.</p> + +<p>"Can't tell. It doesn't matter. I've sent the things to the bank, and +the other people will look after their jewels pretty closely after this. +I wouldn't worry myself, countess."</p> + +<p>"But you are worrying, Drake!" she said shrewdly, as she looked at his +haggard face. "About this poor Mr. Falconer, of course!"</p> + +<p>He started slightly, but he was too honest to assent.</p> + +<p>"Partly; but there is no need for you to follow my example. I'll go on +now."</p> + +<p>He got up and drove off, but slowly, and he put the horse to a walk as +he neared the house.</p> + +<p>He had not seen Luce that morning, for he had been out, inquiring at the +lodge at six, and had gone straight on to Anglebridge, where he had +breakfasted.</p> + +<p>In his heart he had been glad of the excuse for his absence, for the few +hours of reprieve. But he would have to see her now, would have to ask +her to be his wife—while his heart ached with love for Nell!</p> + +<p>As he drove up to the door, one of the Angleford carriages came round +from the stables. He glanced at it absently, and entered the hall +slowly, draggingly, and was amazed to find Lord Turfleigh, in overcoat +and hat, standing beside a pile of luggage.</p> + +<p>"By George! just in time, Drake!" he exclaimed, his thick voice +quavering with suppressed excitement, his hands shaking as he tugged at +his gloves. "Just had bad news—deuced bad news!"</p> + +<p>But though he described the intelligence as bad, there was a note of +satisfaction in his voice.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry. What is it?" asked Drake.</p> + +<p>"Buckleigh—Buckleigh and his boy gone down in that infernal yacht of +his!" said Lord Turfleigh hoarsely.</p> + +<p>He turned aside as he spoke to take a brandy and soda which the footman +had brought.</p> + +<p>The Marquis of Buckleigh was Lord Turfleigh's elder brother, and, if the +news were true, Lord Turfleigh was now the marquis, and a rich man.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span></p> + +<p>Drake understand the note of satisfaction in the whisky-shaken voice.</p> + +<p>"Just time to catch the train!" said the new marquis. "Where the devil +is Luce? I always said Buckleigh would drown himself——Where is Luce? +She thinks I'll go without her; but I won't!" He swore.</p> + +<p>At that moment Lady Luce came down the stairs. She was coming down +slowly, reluctantly, her fair face set sullenly; but at sight of Drake +her expression changed, and she ran down to him. There might yet be time +for the one word.</p> + +<p>"Drake!" she cried, in a low voice, "I am going——You have heard?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," her father broke in testily. "I've told him. Get in. It will +be a near thing as it is. Come on, I tell you!" and he shambled down the +steps to the carriage.</p> + +<p>She held Drake's hand and looked into his eyes appealingly.</p> + +<p>"You see! I must go!" she murmured.</p> + +<p>He nodded gravely.</p> + +<p>"But you will come back?" he said, as gravely. "Come back as soon as you +can."</p> + +<p>Her face lit up, and she breathed softly. She was now the daughter of a +rich man, but she wanted Drake, none the less.</p> + +<p>"The Fates are against me, Drake," she whispered; "but I will come +back."</p> + +<p>"Where the devil is that confounded maid of yours, Luce?" Turfleigh +called to her.</p> + +<p>Burden came down the stairs. Her veil was drawn over the upper part of +her face, but the lower part was white to the lips.</p> + +<p>"I'm half inclined to leave her behind," said Lady Luce irritably. "Pray +be quick, Burden!"</p> + +<p>Burden got up on the box seat without a word.</p> + +<p>Drake put Lady Luce in, held her hand for a moment, then the carriage +started, and he was standing alone, staring after it half stupidly.</p> + +<p>He was still free!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXV" id="CHAPTER_XXXV"></a>CHAPTER XXXV.</h2> + + +<p>Two days later, Nell sat beside Falconer. He was asleep, but every now +and then he moved suddenly, and his brows knit as if he were suffering.</p> + +<p>The great surgeon—who, by the way, was small and short of stature—had +come down, made his examination, said a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> few cheerful words to the +patient, gone up to the Hall to dinner—at which he had talked fluently +of everything but the case—and returned to London with a big check from +Drake. But though he did not appear to have accomplished anything beyond +a general expression of approval of everything the local man had done, +all persons concerned felt encouraged and more hopeful by his visit; and +when Falconer showed signs of improvement it was duly placed to Sir +William's credit. There is much magic in a great name.</p> + +<p>But the improvement was very slight, and Nell, as she watched the +wounded man, often felt a pang of dread shoot through her. Sometimes she +was assailed by the idea that Falconer was not particularly anxious to +live. When he was awake he would lie quite still, save when a spasm of +pain visited him, with his dark eyes fixed dreamily upon the window; +though when she spoke to him he invariably turned them to her with a +world of gratitude, a wealth of devotion in them.</p> + +<p>And for the last two days the pity in Nell's tender heart had grown so +intense that it had become own brother to love itself. When a woman +knows that she can make a good man happy by just whispering "I love +you," she is sorely tempted to utter the three little pregnant words, +especially when she herself knows what it is to long for love.</p> + +<p>She could make this man who worshiped her happy, and—and was it not +possible in doing so she might find, if not happiness, contentment for +herself?</p> + +<p>A hundred times during the last two days she had asked herself this +question, until she had grown to desire that the answer might be in the +affirmative. Perhaps if she were betrothed to Falconer she would learn +to forget Drake, for whose voice and footstep she was always waiting.</p> + +<p>On this afternoon, as she sat at her post, she was dwelling on the +problem, which had become almost unendurable at last, and she sighed +wearily.</p> + +<p>Falconer awoke, as if he had heard her, and turned his eyes upon her +with the slow yet intense regard of the very weak.</p> + +<p>"Are you there still?" he asked, in a low voice. "I thought you promised +me that, if I went to sleep, you would go out, into the garden, at +least."</p> + +<p>"It wasn't exactly a promise. Besides, I don't think you have been +really asleep; and if you have it is not for long enough," she said, +smiling, and "hedging" in truly feminine fashion. "Are you feeling +better—not in so much pain?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," he replied. "I'm in no pain." He told the falsehood as +admirably as he managed his face when he was awake, but it gave him away +when he was asleep. "I shall<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> be quite well presently. I wish to Heaven +they would let me be removed to the hospital!"</p> + +<p>"That sounds rather ungrateful," said Nell, with mock indignation. +"Don't you think we are taking enough care of you?"</p> + +<p>He sighed.</p> + +<p>"When I lie here and think of all the trouble I've given, I sometimes +wish that that fellow's knife had found the right place. Though I +suppose they'd have hanged him if it had."</p> + +<p>Nell shuddered.</p> + +<p>"Is that the only reason you regret he did not kill you?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Am I to speak the truth?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing else is ever worth speaking," she remarked, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, yes. I am not so enamored of life as to cling to it very +keenly," he said, stifling a sigh. "I don't mean because I have had a +rough time of it—the majority of the sons of men find the way paved +with flints—but because——What an ungrateful brute I must seem to you. +Forgive me; I'm still rather weak."</p> + +<p>"Rather!"</p> + +<p>"Very weak, then; and I talk like a hysterical girl. But, seriously, if +any man were given his choice, I think he'd prefer to cross the river at +once to facing the gray and dreary days that lie before him."</p> + +<p>"But the days that lie before you are brilliant; crimson with fame and +fortune, instead of gray and dreary," she said. "Have you forgotten your +success at—at the ball? that you were to play at the duchess'? +Everybody says that you will become famous, that a great future lies +before you, Mr. Falconer."</p> + +<p>"Do they?" he said, gazing at the window dreamily. "No, I have not +forgotten. I wonder whether they are right?"</p> + +<p>"I know, I feel, they are right," she said quietly. "Very soon we shall +all be bragging of your acquaintance—I, for one, at any rate. I shall +never lose an opportunity of talking of 'my friend, Mr. Falconer, the +great musician, you know.'"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said, looking at her with a faint smile. "I think you will be +pleased. And I——"</p> + +<p>He paused.</p> + +<p>"Well?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"If the prophecy comes true, I shall spend my time looking back at the +old days, and sighing for the Buildings, for that sunny room of yours, +with the tea kettle singing on the hob, and——Has Dick come back from +Angleford?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span></p> + +<p>Nell nodded.</p> + +<p>"And the man? Has he been committed for trial?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she replied. "But I don't want to speak of that—it isn't good +for you."</p> + +<p>He was silent a moment; then he said:</p> + +<p>"Do you know, I've got a kind of sneaking pity for the man. He wanted +the diamonds badly—he needed them more than the countess did. What +would it have mattered to her if he had got off with them? And he risked +his liberty and his life for them. A man can't do more than that for the +thing he wants."</p> + +<p>Nell tried to laugh.</p> + +<p>"I have never listened to a more immoral sentiment," she said. "I think +you had better go to sleep again. But I understand," she added, as if +she were compelled to do so.</p> + +<p>"And I fancy the reflection that he made a good fight for it—and it was +a good one; he was a plucky fellow!—must console him for his failure. +After all, one can only try."</p> + +<p>"Try to steal other people's jewels," said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Try for what seems the best—what one wants," he said dreamily. "I +wonder whether he would have been satisfied if he had got off with, say, +a small box of trinkets?"</p> + +<p>"I should imagine he would consider himself very lucky," said Nell, her +eyes downcast.</p> + +<p>"Do you think so?" asked Falconer quietly. "Somehow, I fancy you're +wrong. He would have hankered after those diamonds for the rest of his +life, and no amount of small trinkets would have consoled him for having +missed them. Though I dare say, being a plucky fellow, he would have +made the best of it."</p> + +<p>Nell began to tremble. The parable was plain to her. The man beside her +had failed to win the woman he loved, and would try to make the best of +the poor trinkets of fame and success. Her lips quivered, and her eyes +drooped lower.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps—perhaps he would have tried for the diamonds again," she said, +almost inaudibly.</p> + +<p>He looked at her with a sudden light in his eyes, a sudden flush on his +white face.</p> + +<p>"Do—do you think so? Do you think it would have been any use?"</p> + +<p>Nell rose, and brought some milk and water for him.</p> + +<p>"I—I don't know," she said. "I—I think, if he felt that he wanted them +so badly, he would have tried again; and that—that—he might——"</p> + +<p>He raised himself on his elbow and looked at her fixedly, his breath +coming fast, his eyes searching hers.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" he said. "You think that if he came to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> countess and whined +for the things, she would have given them to him out of sheer pity! Is +that it?"</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"One can't imagine his being such a cur, such a fool, as to do it!" he +said, sinking back. "And yet that is what I am! See how weak and +cowardly I am, Nell! I promised that I would never again trouble you +with my love; that I would be content to be your friend—your friend +only; and yet a few days' sickness, and I am crawling at your feet and +begging you to take compassion on me! And you'd do it!—yes, I know what +you meant when you said that the man would try for the diamonds +again!—out of womanly pity you would! Oh, shame on me for a cur to take +advantage of my weakness!"</p> + +<p>"Hush, hush!" she said brokenly. "I meant what I said; I—I——" She +tried to smile. "I am a woman, and—and may change my mind!"</p> + +<p>"But not your heart!" he said. He raised himself on his elbow again. +"For God's sake, don't tempt me! I—I am not strong enough to resist. I +want my diamonds so badly, you see, that I would stoop to stealing them. +Nell, don't tempt me!"</p> + +<p>He sank back, and put his hand over his eyes as if to shut out the +beautiful face of the girl he loved.</p> + +<p>Nell sank into a chair, and sat silent for a moment; then she said, in a +low voice:</p> + +<p>"I want to tell you the truth."</p> + +<p>He took his hand away from his eyes, and fixed them on her downcast +face.</p> + +<p>"Go on," he said. "Tell me everything; why—why you have aroused a +hope—the dearest hope of my life——But no; it never was a hope, only a +hopeless longing. Ah! if you knew what such love meant, you would +forgive me for my weakness, for my cowardice. To long day and night! If +you knew!"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I do!" she whispered, in so low a voice that it was wonderful +he should have heard her. But he did hear, and he turned to her quickly.</p> + +<p>"You! And I—I never guessed it! Oh, forgive me! forgive me! Then indeed +there never was any hope for me. I understand! How blind I have been! +Who——No; I've no right to ask. Now I understand the look in your eyes +which has often haunted and puzzled me. Oh, what a blind, blundering +fool I have been all this time!"</p> + +<p>"Hush!" she said, still so low that he could only just hear the broken +murmur. "I—I am glad you did not know. I—I would not have told you +now, if—if it were not all past and done with!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Nell!" he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is all past and done with," she repeated. "And—and I want to +forget it. I want you—to help me! Oh! must I speak more plainly? Won't +you understand? If you will be content to take me—knowing what I have +told you—if you will be content to wait until I—I have quite +forgotten! and I shall soon, very soon——"</p> + +<p>He stretched out his hand to her, an eager cry on his lips.</p> + +<p>"Content!" he said. "You ask me if I shall be content!"</p> + +<p>Then, as she put out her hand to meet his, he saw her face. It was white +to the lips, and there was a look in her eyes more full of agony than +his own had worn at his worst times. He let his hand fall on the bed.</p> + +<p>"Is it all past?" he asked doubtfully.</p> + +<p>She was about to speak the word "Yes," when a voice came from below +through the open window. It was Drake talking to Dick. The blood flew to +her face, her brows came together, and she shrank as if some one had +struck her.</p> + +<p>Falconer, with his eyes fixed upon her, heard the voice, saw the change +on her face. The light died out of his eyes, and slowly, very slowly, he +drew his hand back.</p> + +<p>Nell stood looking before her, her lips set tightly, her eyes downcast. +It was a terrible moment, in which she appeared under a spell so deep as +to cause her to forget the presence of the man beside her. And, as he +watched her, the life seemed to die out of his face as well as his eyes.</p> + +<p>The door opened, and Dick came in.</p> + +<p>"Drake's come to inquire after the patient," he said. "How are we, +Falconer?"</p> + +<p>"Better," said Falconer, with a smile; "much better. Couldn't you +persuade Miss Lorton to take down the report, Dick?"</p> + +<p>Dick nodded commandingly at Nell.</p> + +<p>"Yes; you go, Nell."</p> + +<p>She hesitated a moment; then she raised her head and glanced at Falconer +reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I will go," she said, almost defiantly.</p> + +<p>Drake leaned against the rails in the sunlight, softly striking his +riding whip against his leg. His horse's bridle was hitched over the +gate, and as he waited for Dick he thought of the time when the bridle +had been hitched over another gate.</p> + +<p>He heard a step lighter than Dick's on the stairs behind him, and slowly +turned his head. The sun was streaming through the doorway, so that the +slim, graceful figure and lovely face were set as in an aureole. A +thrill ran through<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> him, the color rose to his bronzed face, and he +stood motionless and speechless for a moment; then he raised his hat.</p> + +<p>"How is Mr. Falconer?" he asked.</p> + +<p>He had not seen her since the night of the burglary, the night he had +held her in his arms, and the blunt question sounded like a mockery set +against the aching longing of his heart.</p> + +<p>"He is better," she said.</p> + +<p>Her eyes rested on him calmly, and she spoke quite steadily, so that he +did not guess that her heart was beating wildly, and that she had to +clench the hand beside her in her effort to maintain her composure.</p> + +<p>"I am glad," he said simply. "It has been an anxious time—must be so +still—for you, I am afraid."</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said.</p> + +<p>He stood looking at her, and then away from her, and then at her again, +as if his eyes must return to her against his will.</p> + +<p>"I—I am glad to see you. I wanted to tell you—to thank you for what +you did for me the other night. You know that I owe you my life?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head and forced a smile.</p> + +<p>"Isn't that rather an—exaggeration, Lord Angleford?"</p> + +<p>He bit his lip at the "Lord Angleford." And yet how else could she +address him?</p> + +<p>"No," he said; "it is the simple truth. The man would have shot me."</p> + +<p>"Then I am glad," she said quietly, as if there were no more to be said.</p> + +<p>He bit his lip again.</p> + +<p>"You are looking pale and thin."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no," she said. "I am quite well."</p> + +<p>Why did he not go? Every moment it became more difficult for her to +maintain her forced calm. If he would only go! But he stood, his eyes +now downcast, now seeking hers, his brows knit, as if he found it awful +to remain, and yet impossible to go.</p> + +<p>"Will you tell Mr. Falconer that directly he is able to go out I will +send a carriage for him—a pony phaëton, or something of that sort?" he +said, at last.</p> + +<p>Nell inclined her head.</p> + +<p>"We will leave here as soon as he can be moved," she said.</p> + +<p>His frown deepened.</p> + +<p>"Why?" he asked sharply. "Why should you?"</p> + +<p>The blood began to mount to her face, and, gnawing at his mustache, he +turned away. But as he did so Dick came down the stairs, two at a time.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Hi, Drake!" he called out. "Don't go. Falconer would like to see you!"</p> + +<p>Drake hesitated just for a second—then——</p> + +<p>"I shall be very glad," he said.</p> + +<p>Nell moved aside to let him pass, and went into the sitting room, and he +followed Dick upstairs. She went to the window, and stood looking out +for a moment or two, then she caught up her hat and left the house, for +she knew that she could not see him again—ah! not just yet.</p> + +<p>Drake went up the stairs slowly, trying to brace himself to go through +the ordeal like a man—and a gentleman. He was going to congratulate Mr. +Falconer on his good fortune in winning the woman he himself loved. It +was a hard, a bitterly hard thing to have to do, but it had to be done.</p> + +<p>"Here's Lord Angleford, old man," said Dick, introducing him. "I don't +know whether visitors are permitted yet, but you can lay the blame on +me; and you needn't palaver long, Drake."</p> + +<p>"I will take care not to tire Mr. Falconer," said Drake, as he went to +the bedside and held out his hand.</p> + +<p>Falconer took it in his thin one, and looked up at the handsome face +with an expression which somewhat puzzled Drake.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad to hear you're better," he said. "I suppose I ought not to +refer to the subject, but I can't help saying, Falconer, how much we—I +mean Lady Angleford—and all of us—are indebted to you. But for you the +fellow would have got off, and her diamonds would have been lost."</p> + +<p>Falconer noticed the friendly "Falconer," and though his heart was +aching, he could not help admiring the man who stood beside him with all +the grace of health and high birth in his bearing; and he sighed +involuntarily as he drew a contrast between himself and "my lord the +earl."</p> + +<p>"All the same," Drake went on, "the countess would rather have lost her +diamonds than you should be hurt."</p> + +<p>"Her ladyship is very kind," said Falconer. His eyes, unnaturally +bright, were fixed on Drake's face, his voice was low but steady. "I am +glad I was of some little use in saving them. The man has been committed +for trial, I hear?"</p> + +<p>Drake nodded indifferently.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said. "I wish he had dropped the jewel cases and got off. It +would have saved a lot of bother. But don't be afraid that you will be +wanted as a witness," he added quickly. "I and one or two of the men who +were present when he was captured will be sufficient. There will be no +need to worry you—or Miss Lorton."</p> + +<p>Falconer nodded.</p> + +<p>"I hope you will be able to get out soon," said Drake. "I told Miss +Lorton that I would send a carriage for you—something<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> bulky and +comfortable. Perhaps you'll let me drive you?"</p> + +<p>Falconer nodded again, and Drake began to feel vaguely uncomfortable +under his fixed gaze and taciturnity; and being uncomfortable, he +blundered on to the subject that tortured him.</p> + +<p>"But Miss Lorton can drive you well enough; she is a perfect whip. +And—and now I am mentioning her, I will take the opportunity of +congratulating you upon your engagement, Falconer."</p> + +<p>Falconer's lips twitched, but his eyes did not leave Drake's face, which +had suddenly become stern and grim.</p> + +<p>"You knew Miss Lorton before she came here, Lord Angleford?" said +Falconer.</p> + +<p>Drake colored, and set his lips tightly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said, trying to speak casually. "We met——"</p> + +<p>He stopped, overwhelmed by a thousand memories. His eyes fell, but +Falconer's did not waver.</p> + +<p>"Then it is as an old friend of hers that you congratulate me, Lord +Angleford?" he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, an old friend," said Drake, his throat dry and hot. "I wish you +every happiness, my dear fellow; and I think you——"</p> + +<p>Falconer raised himself on his elbow.</p> + +<p>"You are laboring under a mistake, Lord Angleford," he said, very +quietly. "You think that Miss Lorton—is betrothed to me?"</p> + +<p>Drake nodded. His face had grown pale; there was an eager light in his +eyes. Falconer dropped back with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"You are wrong," he said. "Who told you?"</p> + +<p>Drake was silent a moment. The blood was rushing through his veins.</p> + +<p>"Who told me? I heard—everybody said——"</p> + +<p>He dropped into the chair and leaned forward, his face stern and set.</p> + +<p>Falconer smiled as grimly as Drake could have done.</p> + +<p>"What everybody says is rarely true, my lord. We are not betrothed."</p> + +<p>"You don't——" exclaimed Drake.</p> + +<p>A worm will turn if trodden on too heavily. Falconer turned. His face +grew hot, his dark eyes flashed.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my lord, I love her!" he said, and the lowness of his voice only +intensified its emphasis. "I love her so well—so madly, if you +like—that I choose to set conventionality at defiance, and speak the +truth. I love her, but I can never win her, because there is one who +comes between her and me. Wait!"—for Drake had risen, and was gazing +down at the wan face with flashing eyes. "I do not know who he is.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span> She +has never uttered a word to guide me; but I can guess. Wait a moment +longer, my lord! Whoever he may be, he is not worthy of her; but she +cares for him, and that is enough for me, and should be enough for him. +If I were that man——"</p> + +<p>He stopped, for his breath had failed him. Drake leaned over him as if +he would drag the conclusion of the sentence from him.</p> + +<p>"If I were that man, I'd strive to win her as I'd strive for heaven! Ah, +it would be heaven!" His lips twitched, and he turned his face away for +a moment. "I would count everything else as of no account. I would +thrust all obstacles aside, would go through fire and water to reach +her——"</p> + +<p>Drake caught him by the arm.</p> + +<p>"Take care!" he said hoarsely. "You bid me hope! Dare I do so?"</p> + +<p>Falconer looked at him fixedly.</p> + +<p>"Go to her and see. Wait, my lord. I love her as dearly—more dearly, +perhaps, God knows!—than you do. She would be mine at a word."</p> + +<p>Drake stood motionless, his face white and set.</p> + +<p>"But that word will never be spoken by me. So I prove my love. Prove +yours, my lord, and go to her!"</p> + +<p>Drake tried to speak, but could not. His hand closed over Falconer's for +a moment, then he hurried from the room and went down the stairs.</p> + +<p>Dick was lounging in the porch with a cigarette, and he stared at +Drake's hurried appearance, at his white, set face.</p> + +<p>"Where is Nell? Where is your sister?" Drake demanded.</p> + +<p>"Heaven only knows! She went out when you came in. She's in the wood, I +should think."</p> + +<p>Drake strode down the path and into the wood. His brain was on fire. She +was free—they were both free! There was heaven in the thought!</p> + +<p>Nell was seated at the foot of one of the big elms, and heard his quick, +firm steps. She looked up, and would have risen and flown, but he was +upon her before she could move—was upon her, and in some strange, +never-to-be-explained way had got her hand in his.</p> + +<p>"Nell—Nell!" was all he could say, as he knelt beside her and looked +into her eyes.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXXVI.</h2> + + +<p>At the passionate "Nell! Nell!" at the grasp of his hand, the blood +rushed to Nell's face, and her breath came painfully. She was startled +and not a little alarmed. Why was he kneeling at her feet, why did he +call upon her name with the appeal of love, the note of entreaty, in his +voice? He was no longer Drake Vernon, but the Earl of Angleford, the +promised husband of Lady Lucille.</p> + +<p>The color left her face, and she drew her hand from his and shrank away +from him, so that she almost leaned against the tree.</p> + +<p>He half rose and looked at her penitently, and with something like shame +for his vehemence. Indeed, he had rushed from the lodge in search of +her, remembering nothing, thinking of nothing, but the fact that they +were both free. But now he realized how suddenly he had come upon her, +how great a shock his passionate words, his excited manner, must have +been to her.</p> + +<p>"Forgive me!" he said, still on one knee; "forgive me! I have frightened +you. I forgot."</p> + +<p>Nell tried to still the throbbing of her heart, to regain composure; but +she could not speak. He rose and stood before her, his eyes fixed on +her, eloquent with love and admiration. She had never seemed more +beautiful to him than at this moment. Her face was thinner and paler +than it had been in the happy days at Shorne Mills, but it had grown in +beauty, in that spiritual loveliness which replaces in the woman that +which the girl loses. The gray eyes were pure violet now, and fuller and +deeper, as they mirrored the soul which had expanded in the bracing +atmosphere of sorrow and trial.</p> + +<p>He had fallen in love with an innocent, unsophisticated girl; he was +still more passionately in love with her now that, a girl still in +years, she had developed into glorious, divine womanhood. His eyes +scanned her face hungrily, yet reverently, as he thought: Was it +possible that he had once kissed those beautiful lips, had once heard +them murmur "I love you?" And was it possible that he might again hear +those magic words? His soul thirsted for them. It seemed to him that if +he were to lose her now, if she were to send him away, life would not be +worth having, that nothing remained for him in the future but misery and +despair. To few men is it given to love as he loved the girl before him, +and in that moment he suffered an agony of suspense<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span> which might well +have caused the recording angel to blot out the follies of his past +life.</p> + +<p>But he must not frighten her, he must not drive her away from him by +revealing the intensity of his passion.</p> + +<p>So his voice was calm, and so low that it was little more than a +whisper, as he said:</p> + +<p>"I have come in search of you; I have something to say that I hope, I +pray, you will hear. Won't you sit down again?" and he motioned to the +place where she had been seated.</p> + +<p>But Nell shook her head and remained standing, her hands clasped loosely +before her, her eyes downcast.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Lord Angleford?" she said, in a voice as low as his. "I—I +want to go back to the lodge."</p> + +<p>"Wait a few minutes," he said imploringly. "I will not keep you long. I +have just left the lodge. He—Mr. Falconer—is all right; he will not +mind—will not miss you for a few minutes. And I must speak to you. All +my happiness, my future, depends on it—upon you!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, let me go!" she said, almost inaudibly; for at every word he spoke +her heart went out to him, and she was tempted to forget that he was no +longer her lover, but the betrothed of Lady Lucille. Whatever he said, +she must not forget that!</p> + +<p>"No; it is I who will go, when I have spoken, and if you tell me," he +said gravely. "When you sent me away last time I went—I obeyed you. I +promise to do so now if you send me away again. Nell—ah! I must call +you so. It is the name I think of you by, the name that is engraven on +my heart! Nell, I want to ask you if there is no hope of my recovering +my lost happiness. Do you remember when I told you that I loved you, +there at Shorne Mills? I told you I was not worthy of you. Even then I +was deceiving you."</p> + +<p>She drew nearer to the tree, and put her hand against it for support.</p> + +<p>"I was masquerading as Drake Vernon. I concealed my real name and rank; +but I had no base motive in doing so. I was sick of the world, and weary +of it and myself, and I longed to escape the maddening notoriety which +harassed me. And then, when I thought—ah, no! I won't say thought, for; +I know that then, then, Nell, you loved me!"</p> + +<p>Her lips quivered, but she kept the tears back bravely.</p> + +<p>"Then it seemed so precious a thing to know that you should have loved +me for myself alone, that you were not going to marry me for my rank and +position, as many another girl would have done, that I was tempted to +play the farce to the end. It was folly, but the gods punish folly more +surely and quickly than they punish crime. The night<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span> that you +discovered I had deceived you, I had resolved to tell you the truth and +beg your forgiveness. But it was too late. Most of our good resolutions +come too late, Nell. You had learned that I had deceived you; you had +learned that I was not worthy to win and hold the love of a pure and +innocent girl, and you sent me away."</p> + +<p>She raised her eyes and glanced at him, half bewildered. Was it possible +that he thought that was her only reason for breaking the engagement?</p> + +<p>"You were right, Nell. I think you would be right if you sent me away +now; but I am daring to hope that you won't do so. It is but the +shadow—the glimmer of a hope, and yet I cling to it, for it means so +much to me—so much!"</p> + +<p>There was silence for a moment, then he went on:</p> + +<p>"I left Shorne Mills that day, and I sailed in the <i>Seagull</i>, determined +that I would accept your sentence, that I would never harass or worry +you, that, if it were possible, you should never be troubled by the +sight of me. But, Nell, though I left you, I carried your image with me +in my heart. I tried to forget you, but I could not. I have never ceased +to love you; not for a single day have you been absent from my mind, not +for a single day have I ceased to long for you!"</p> + +<p>She looked at him again, wonder and indignation dividing her emotion. +There was truth in his accents, in his eyes. Had he forgotten Lady +Lucille?</p> + +<p>"There was no more wretched and unhappy man on God's earth than I was at +that time," he went on. "Nell, if you had been called upon to find a +punishment heavy enough for the deceit which I practiced, I do not think +you could have hit upon a heavier one. For I could not be rid of my love +for you. I could not forget your sweet face; your dear voice haunted me +wherever I went, and I moved like a man under a curse, the curse of +weariness and despair."</p> + +<p>His voice almost broke, and he put his hand to his forehead as if he +still felt the weight of the weary months.</p> + +<p>"Then came the news of my uncle's sudden death; but when I had got over +my grief for him—he had been good to me, and I was fond of him!—even +then I could find no pleasure in the inheritance which had fallen to me. +Of what use was the title and the rest of it, if all my happiness was +set upon the girl I had lost forever? I came home to do my duty, in a +dull, dogged fashion, came home with the conviction that I should not be +able to rest in England, that I should have to take to wandering again. +I loved you still, Nell, but I hoped—see, now, I tell you the +truth!—that I might at least get some peace, might learn to deaden my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> +heart. And then, as the Fates would have it, I find you here, and——"</p> + +<p>He paused for a moment and caught his breath.</p> + +<p>"Hear that you were going to marry another man."</p> + +<p>Nell started slightly, and the color rose to her face. She had forgotten +Falconer!</p> + +<p>"That was the last drop in my cup of misery. Somehow, I had always +thought of you as the little girl of Shorne Mills, as—as—free. I had +not reflected that it was inevitable that some other man should admire +and love you. You see, you—you still, in some strange way, seemed to +belong to me, though I knew I had lost you!"</p> + +<p>No words he could have uttered could have touched her more sharply and +deeply than this simple avowal. She turned her head aside so that he +might not see the quivering of her lips, the tenderness which sprang +into her eyes.</p> + +<p>"That was the hardest blow of all that Fate had dealt me, Nell. It +almost drove me mad to know that you once loved me, and yet that you +were to be the wife of another man! It made me mad and desperate for a +time, then I had to face it, as I had faced my loss of you. But, +Nell——"</p> + +<p>He paused again, and ventured to draw a little nearer to her; but as she +still shrank from him, and leaned against the tree, he stopped short and +did not venture to take her hand.</p> + +<p>"Now I have just left Mr. Falconer, I have heard from his own lips that +there is no engagement, that——Oh, Nell! It was the knowledge that you +were still free that sent me to you just now, that made me cry out to +you as I did! I love you, Nell, more dearly, more truly, if that be +possible, than I did! Won't you forgive me the folly which made you send +me away from you? Won't you let me try and win back your love?"</p> + +<p>There was silence, broken only by the rustle of the leaves in the summer +breeze, by the note of a linnet singing in the branches above their +heads.</p> + +<p>"See, dear, I plead as a man pleads for his life! And on your answer +hangs all that makes life worth living. Forgive me, Nell, and give me +back your love! I have been punished enough, rest assured of that. +Forgive me that past folly and deceit, Nell! I'll teach you to forget in +time. Dearest, you loved me, did you not? You loved me until that night +of the ball—at the Maltbys'—when you discovered who I was!"</p> + +<p>Back it all came to her, and she turned her face to him with grief and +reproach in her violet eyes.</p> + +<p>"I was on the terrace," she said, almost inaudibly. "It is you who +forget. It was not because you kept your right<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span> name and rank from me. I +was on the terrace. I saw you and—and Lady Luce!"</p> + +<p>He started, and his hand fell to his side. He could not speak for a +moment, the shock was so great, and in silence he recalled, saw as in a +flash of lightning, all the incidents of that night.</p> + +<p>"You—you were there? You saw—heard?" he said, half mechanically.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said.</p> + +<p>She was calm, unnaturally calm now, and her voice was grave and sad +rather than reproachful.</p> + +<p>"I saw and heard everything. I saw her and Lady Chesney before you came +out. I heard Lady Luce telling her friend that you and she were engaged, +that you had parted, but that she still cared for you, and that you +would come back to her; and when you came out of the house on the +terrace, I saw her—and you——Oh, why do you make me tell you? It is +hateful, shameful!"</p> + +<p>She turned her face away, as if she could not bear his gaze fixed on her +with amazement, and yet with some other emotion qualifying it.</p> + +<p>"You saw Lady Luce come to meet me, heard her speak to me, saw her kiss +me?" he said, almost to himself; and even at that moment she was +conscious of the fact that there was no shame in his voice, none in his +eyes.</p> + +<p>She made a motion with her hand as if imploring him to say no more, to +leave her; but he caught at her hand and held it, though she strove to +release it from his grasp.</p> + +<p>"My God! and that was the reason? Why, oh, Nell! Nell! why did you not +tell me what you had seen? Why did you say no word of it in your letter? +If you had done so—if you had only done so!"</p> + +<p>She looked at him sadly.</p> + +<p>"Was it not true? Were you not engaged to her?" she asked, almost +inaudibly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he replied quickly. "I kept that from you; but it was true. You +read of the engagement in that paragraph in the stupid paper, you +remember? I ought to have told you, and I thought that it was because I +had not, as well as because I had concealed my rank, that you broke with +me. But, Nell, my engagement with her was broken off by herself; when +there was a chance of my losing the title and the estates, she jilted +me. I was free when I asked you to be my wife. You believe that? Great +heavens! you do not think me so bad, so base——"</p> + +<p>"No," she said, with a sigh. "No; but you went back to her. Oh, I do not +blame you! She is very beautiful; she was a fitting wife——"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span></p> + +<p>He uttered an exclamation—it was very like an oath—and caught her hand +again.</p> + +<p>"No, no," he said, almost fiercely. "You are wrong—wrong!"</p> + +<p>She sighed again.</p> + +<p>"I saw you—and her," she said, as if that were conclusive.</p> + +<p>"I know it," he said. "You saw her come toward me and greet me as +if—Heaven! I can scarcely bear to speak of it, to recall it!—as if she +were betrothed to me. You saw her kiss me. But, Nell—ah! my dearest, +listen to me, believe me!"—for she turned away from him in the +bitterness of her agony, the remembrance of the agony she had suffered +that night on the terrace. "You must believe me! The kiss was hers, not +mine. I would rather have died than my lips should have touched her that +night."</p> + +<p>Nell's heart began to throb, and something—a vague hope—the touch of a +joy too great and deep for words—began to steal over her.</p> + +<p>"I am a fool, and weak, but, as Heaven is my witness, I had no thought +for her that night. All my heart, my love, were yours! The very sight of +her, her presence, was painful to me! Even as she came toward me, I was +thinking of you, was in search of you. And her kiss! If the lips had +been those of one of the statues on the terrace, it could not have moved +me less. Nell, be merciful to me! What could I do? I am a man, she is a +woman. Could I thrust her from me? I longed to do so; I would have told +her I loved her no longer, that my love was given to another, to you, +Nell; but there was no time. She left me before I could scarcely utter a +word. And then I went in search of you—and the rest you know. Think, +Nell! When you sent me away, did I go to her? No; I left England with my +disappointment and my misery. Ah, Nell, if you had only told me that you +had beheld the scene on the balcony! Go back to her—and leave you!"</p> + +<p>He laughed with mingled bitterness and desperation. The strain was +growing too tense for mere words.</p> + +<p>At such moments as this, the man, if there is aught of manliness in him, +has need of more than words.</p> + +<p>"Think, dearest!" he said hoarsely. "Compare yourself with poor Luce! +You say she is 'beautiful.' Do you never look in the glass? Dearest, you +are, in all men's sight, ten times more lovely! The pure and flawless +gem against the falsely glittering paste! Oh, Nell, if my heart was not +so heavy, I could laugh, laugh! And you thought I had left you for her, +gone back to her! And so you sent me away to exile and misery!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span></p> + +<p>His voice grew almost stern.</p> + +<p>"Nell! It is you who ought to plead for forgiveness! Yes! You have +sinned against me!"</p> + +<p>She started and looked at him, open-eyed in her amazement.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you also have sinned, Nell! You ought to have spoken to me, +brought your accusation. I could have explained it all; we should have +been married—and happy! And I should have been spared all these months +of unhappiness, this awful hell upon earth!"</p> + +<p>He had struck the right note at last. Convince a woman that she has been +cruel to you, and, if she loves you, the divine attribute of pity will +awaken in her, and bring her, who a moment before was as inflexible as +adamant, to your feet.</p> + +<p>Nell, panting for breath, looked at him; questioningly at first, then, +by short degrees, pleadingly, almost penitently.</p> + +<p>"Drake!" she breathed piteously.</p> + +<p>He sprang forward and caught her in his arms, and pressed a torrent of +kisses upon her lips, her hair.</p> + +<p>"Nell! My love, my dearest! Oh, have I got you back again? Have I? Tell +me you believe me, Nell! Tell me that I may hope; that you will love me +again!"</p> + +<p>She fought hard to resist him; but when a man holds the woman he loves, +and who loves him, in his arms, the woman fights in vain. Every sense in +her plays traitor, and fights on the man's side.</p> + +<p>Nell put her hands on his broad chest, and tried to hold him off; but he +would not be denied.</p> + +<p>"Nell, I love you!" he cried hoarsely. "I want you. Let the past go. +Don't hold me at arm's length, dearest! I love you! Nell, you will take +me back?"</p> + +<p>She still struggled and protested against the flood of happiness which +overwhelmed her.</p> + +<p>"But—but she?" she said, meaning Luce. "Since you have been +here——They say——Ah, Drake!"</p> + +<p>He laughed as he pressed her to him.</p> + +<p>"Let them say!" he retorted. "Nell, I'll tell you the whole truth. If +you had been engaged to poor Falconer, I should have married Luce——"</p> + +<p>"Ah!" she breathed, with a shudder she could not repress.</p> + +<p>"But you are not. And I am still free! And you are free! Nell, lift your +head! Give me one kiss—only one—and I will be satisfied."</p> + +<p>Her head still drooped for a moment, then she raised it and kissed him +on the lips.</p> + +<p>The summer breeze made music in the leaves, the linnet<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span> sang his heart +out above their heads, the soft air breathed an atmosphere of love, and +these two mortals were, after months of misery, happy beyond the power +of words to express.</p> + +<p>And as they sat, hand in hand, talking of the past, and picturing the +future, neither of them naturally enough gave a thought to Lady Luce.</p> + +<p>And yet he had asked her to come back to Anglemere; and without doubt +she would come.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXXVII.</h2> + + +<p>It was an enchanted world to these two. For some time they sat side by +side, or, rather, Drake sat at Nell's feet, her hand sometimes resting, +lightly as a dove's wing, with a caress in its touch, upon his head. +There were long spells of silence, for such joy as theirs is shy of +words; but now and again they talked.</p> + +<p>They had so much to tell each other, and each was greedy of even the +smallest detail. Drake wanted to hear of all that had happened to her +since the terrible parting on the night of the Maltbys' ball—how long +ago it seemed to them as they sat there in the sunshine that flickered +through the leaves and touched Nell's hair with flashes of light.</p> + +<p>And Nell told him everything—everything excepting the episode of Lady +Wolfer and Sir Archie—that was not hers to tell, but Lady Wolfer's +secret, and Nell meant to carry it to the grave with her; not even to +this dearly loved lover of hers could she breathe a word of that crisis +in Ada Wolfer's life. And yet, if she had been free to tell him about it +then and there, how much better it would have been for them both, how +much difference it would have made in their lives!</p> + +<p>"And was there no one, no other man whom you saw, who could teach you to +forget me, Nell?" he asked, half fearfully.</p> + +<p>Nell blushed and shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Surely there was some one among all you knew who was not quite blind, +who was sensible enough to fall in love with the loveliest and the +sweetest girl in all London?"</p> + +<p>Nell's blush grew warmer as she remembered some of the men who had paid +court to her, who would have been her suitors if she had not kept them +at arm's length.</p> + +<p>"There was no one," she said simply.</p> + +<p>"Falconer?" he said, in a low voice.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span></p> + +<p>The color slowly ebbed from her face, and her eyes grew rather sad as she +reflected that her happiness had been purchased at the cost of his pain +and self-sacrifice.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, in a whisper, for she could not hide the truth from +him; her heart was bare to his gaze. "If—if you had not come, if he had +chosen to accept me, I should have married him. But you came at the very +moment, Drake; and at the sound of your voice——He saw my face, and +read the truth."</p> + +<p>"Poor Falconer," he said, very gravely. "He is a better man than I am, +than I shall ever be, even under the influence of your love, and the +happiness it will bring me. I owe him a big debt, Nell; and though I +can't hope to pay it, I must do what I can to make his life more +smooth."</p> + +<p>"He is very proud," she said, a little proudly herself.</p> + +<p>"I know, I know; but he must let me help him in his career. I can do +something in that direction, and I will. But for him! Ah, Nell, I don't +like to think of it; I don't like to contemplate what might have +happened if I had lost you altogether. Yes; I owe him a debt no man +could hope to repay. I wish it had been I who had lived at Beaumont +Buildings and played the violin to you, instead of him. All that time I +was sailing in the <i>Seagull</i>, or wandering about Asia, wondering whether +there was anything on earth, or in the waters under the earth, that +could bring me a moment's pleasure, a moment of forgetfulness."</p> + +<p>"And—and—you thought of me all that time? There was no one else?"</p> + +<p>"There was no one else," he said, as simply as she had answered his +question. "Though sometimes——Do you want me to tell you the whole +truth, dearest?"</p> + +<p>"The whole truth," she responded, looking down at him with trustful +eyes, and yet with a little anxious line on her brow. For what woman +would not have been apprehensive? She had cast him off, and he had been +wandering about the world, free to love again, to choose a wife.</p> + +<p>"Well, sometimes I tried to efface your image from my mind, to forget +Nell of Shorne Mills, in the surest and quickest way. I went to some +dinners and receptions; I joined in a picnic or two, and an occasional +riding party. Once I sailed in a man's yacht which had three of the +local belles on board, and I tried to fall in love with one of them—any +of them—but it was of no use. Now and again I endeavored to persuade +myself that I was falling in love. There was one, a girl who was +something like you; she had dark hair, and eyes that had a look of yours +in them; and when she was silent I used to look at her and try——But +when she spoke, her voice was unlike yours, and her very unlikeness +recalled<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span> yours; and I saw you, even as I looked at her, as you stood on +the steps at the quay, or sat in the stern of the <i>Annie Laurie</i>, and my +heart grew sick with longing for you, and I'd get up and leave the girl +so suddenly that she used to stare after me with mingled surprise and +indignation. What charm do you exert, what black magic, Nell, that a +big, strong, hulking fellow like me cannot get free from the spell you +throw over him? Tell me, dearest."</p> + +<p>Her eyes rested on him lovingly, and there was that in the half-parted +lips which compelled him to rise on his elbow and kiss them.</p> + +<p>"And yet you could have married Lady Luce," she said, not reproachfully, +but very gravely. "Did you not think of her, Drake?"</p> + +<p>"No," he replied gravely. "I gave no thought to her until I came home +and saw her. And it was not for love of her that I should have married +her, Nell, but in sheer desperation. You see, it did not matter to me +whom I married if I could not have you."</p> + +<p>"And yet—ah, how hard love is!—she cares for you, Drake! I have seen +her—I saw her on the terrace, I saw her at the ball here."</p> + +<p>He laughed half bitterly.</p> + +<p>"My dear Nell, don't let that idea worry you. There is nothing in it; it +is quite a mistaken one. Luce is a charming woman, the most finished +product of this fin de siècle life——"</p> + +<p>"She is very beautiful," Nell said, just even to her rival.</p> + +<p>"I'll grant it, though compared to a certain violet-eyed girl I +know——"</p> + +<p>Nell put her hand over his lips; and he kissed it, and went on gravely.</p> + +<p>"No, it is not given to Luce to love any one but herself. She and her +kind worship the Golden Image which we set up at every street corner. +Rank, wealth, the notoriety that is paragraphed in the society papers, +those are what Luce worships, and marries for. By the accident of birth +I represent most of these things, and so——"</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders and laughed.</p> + +<p>"And now chance has helped me again, for her father has inherited the +Marquisate of Buckleigh, and he will be rich. It is likely enough that +she would have jilted me again."</p> + +<p>"But you were not engaged to her?" said Nell, drawing her hand from his +head, where it had rested lightly.</p> + +<p>"No," he said. "But I should have been, and she knows it. The whole +truth, dearest! No, I am free, thank God! Free to win back my old +love."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span></p> + +<p>Nell drew a sigh of relief, and her hand stole back to him.</p> + +<p>"She will let me go calmly and easily enough. There are at least two +marriageable dukes in the market, and Luce——"</p> + +<p>"Ah, Drake, I do not like to hear you speak so harshly—even of her."</p> + +<p>"Forgive me, Nell. You are right," he said penitently. "But I can't +forget that by her play acting on the terrace that night she nearly +robbed me of you forever, and caused both of us months of misery. I +can't forget that."</p> + +<p>"But you must!" said Nell gently. "After all, it may not have been +acting."</p> + +<p>He laughed again, and drew her down to him.</p> + +<p>"Ah, Nell, not even after the experience you had at Wolfe House, do you +understand the fashionable woman, the professional beauty. It was all +'theater' on Luce's part, believe me! She would have made a magnificent +actress. But do not let us talk about her any more. Tell me again how +you used to live in Beaumont Buildings. Nell, we'll go there after we +are married—we'll go and see the rooms in which you lived. I want to +feel that I know every bit of your life since we parted."</p> + +<p>At the "after we are married," spoken with all the confidence of the +man, Nell's face grew crimson.</p> + +<p>"And now, dearest, you will come up to the Hall?" he said, after a +pause, and as if he were stating an indisputable proposition. "By +George! how delighted the countess will be to hear of our reconciliation +and engagement! She knows nothing of our love and our parting. I told no +one; my heart was too sore; but I think I shall tell her now, and she +will be simply delighted. You'll like her, Nell; she's such a dear, +tender-hearted little woman. I don't wonder at my uncle falling in love +with her. Poor old fellow! She has been wonderfully good to me. You'll +come up to the Hall, and be treated like a princess."</p> + +<p>"No, Drake," she said. "I must not. I must stay with—him; he needs me +still."</p> + +<p>He was silent a moment, then he kissed her hand assentingly.</p> + +<p>"It shall be as you will, my queen!" he said quietly. "Ah, Nell, I shall +make a bad husband; for I foresee that I shall spoil you by letting you +have your own way too much. I wanted you at the Hall, wanted you near +me. But I see—I see you are right, as always. But, Nell, there must be +no delay about our marriage. Directly Falconer is well enough to——"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span></p> + +<p>She drew her hand away, but he recovered it and held it against his +face.</p> + +<p>"There must be no other chance of a slip between the cup and the lip," +he said, almost solemnly. "I want you too badly to be able to wait. +Besides, do you forget that we have been engaged two years? Two years! A +lifetime!"</p> + +<p>At this moment a "Coo-ee!" sounded through the wood—an impatient and +half indignant "Coo-ee!"</p> + +<p>It was Dick, and he approached them, yelling:</p> + +<p>"Nell! Nell! Where on earth are you, Nell?"</p> + +<p>They had barely time to move before he was upon them.</p> + +<p>"I say, Nell, where on earth have you been? I'm starving——Hallo!" he +broke off, staring first at Nell's red and downcast face, and then at +Drake's smiling and quite obviously joyous one. "What——"</p> + +<p>Drake took Nell's hand.</p> + +<p>"We quite forgot you, Dick, and everybody and everything else. But +you'll forgive us when you hear that Nell and I have—have——"</p> + +<p>"Made it up again!" finished Dick, with a grin that ran from ear to ear. +"By George, you don't say so! Well, I said it was only a tiff; now, +didn't I, Nell? But it was a pretty long one. Eighteen months or +thereabouts, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>For a moment the two lovers looked sad, then Drake smiled.</p> + +<p>"Just eighteen months too long, Dick," he said. "But you might wish us +joy."</p> + +<p>"I do, I do—or I would, if I wasn't starving!" retorted Dick. "While +you have been spooning under the spreading chestnut tree, I've been +wrestling with the electric dynamos; and the sight of even bread and +cheese would melt me to tears. But I am glad, old man," he said, in a +grave tone—"glad for both your sakes; for any one could see with +three-quarters of an eye, to be exact, that you were both miserable +without each other. Oh, save me from the madness of love!"</p> + +<p>"There was a very pretty girl by the name of Angel at the Maltbys' +dance," put in Drake musingly; "a very pretty girl, indeed, who sat out +most of the dances, if I remember rightly, with a young friend of mine."</p> + +<p>Dick's face grew a healthy, brick-dust red, and he glanced shyly from +one to the other.</p> + +<p>"Well hit, Drake, old man!" he said. "Yes; there was one, and I've seen +her in London once or twice——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Dick, and you never told me!" said Nell reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"I don't tell you everything, little girl," he remarked severely; "and I +won't tell you any more now unless you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> come on and give me something to +eat. See here, now; I'll walk in front, and promise not to look +round——"</p> + +<p>Nell, blushing painfully, looked at Drake appealingly, and he seized +Dick by the arm and marched him off in the direction of the lodge, Nell +following more slowly.</p> + +<p>As they entered, the nurse came down from Falconer's room, and Nell +inquired after him anxiously.</p> + +<p>"He is much better, miss," said the nurse; "and he asked me to say that +he should be glad if you and his lordship would go up to him."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded, and he followed Nell up the stairs.</p> + +<p>Falconer was sitting up, leaning back against a pile of pillows; and he +greeted them with a smile—the half-sad, half-patiently cynical smile of +the old days in Beaumont Buildings—the smile which served as a mask to +hide the tenderness of a noble nature.</p> + +<p>Nell came into the room shyly, with the sadness of the self-reproach +which was born of the knowledge that her happiness had been gained at +the cost of this man who loved her with a love as great as Drake's; but +Drake came up to the bed boldly, and held out his hand.</p> + +<p>"We have come—to thank you, Falconer," he said, in the tone with which +one man acknowledges his debt to another. "No, not to thank you, for +that's impossible. Some things are beyond thanks, and this that you have +done is one of them. You have brought happiness where there was nothing +but misery and despair. Some day I will tell you the story of our +separation; but that must wait. Now I can only try and express my +gratitude——"</p> + +<p>He stammered and broke down; for with Falconer's eloquent eyes upon him, +he realized the extent of the man's self-sacrifice, and it seemed to him +that any attempt to express his own gratitude was worse than absolute +silence. Can you thank a man for the gift of your life?</p> + +<p>Falconer looked from one to the other, the half-sad smile lighting up +his wan face.</p> + +<p>"I know," he said simply. And indeed he knew how he should feel if he +were in the place of this lucky man, this favored of the gods. "I know. +There is no need to say anything. You are happy?"</p> + +<p>His eyes rested on Nell. She slipped to her knees beside the bed and +took his hand; but she could not speak; the tears filled her eyes, and +she gazed up at him through a mist.</p> + +<p>"Ah! what can I say?" she murmured.</p> + +<p>He smiled down at her with infinite tenderness.</p> + +<p>"You have said enough," he said simply, "and I am answered. Do you think +it is nothing to me, your happiness?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> It is everything—life itself!" +His dark eyes glowed. "There is no moment since I knew you that I would +not have laid down this wretched life of mine, if by so doing I could +have made you happy at a much less cost."</p> + +<p>He turned his eyes to Drake with sudden energy.</p> + +<p>"Don't pity me, Lord Angleford. There is no need."</p> + +<p>Drake took his other hand and pressed it.</p> + +<p>"You must get well soon, or her—our—happiness will be marred, +Falconer," he said warmly.</p> + +<p>Falconer nodded.</p> + +<p>"I shall get well," he said. "I am better already. We artists are never +beyond consolation. Art is a jealous mistress, and will brook no rival."</p> + +<p>"And you worship a mistress who will make you famous," said Drake.</p> + +<p>Falconer smiled.</p> + +<p>"We are content, though she should deny us so much as that," he said. +"Art is its own reward."</p> + +<p>Nell rose from her knees and stole from the room. When she had gone, +Falconer raised his head and looked long and seriously at Drake.</p> + +<p>"Be good to her, my lord," he said, very gravely. "You have won a great +prize, a ruby without a blemish; value it, cherish it."</p> + +<p>Drake nodded.</p> + +<p>"I know," he said simply.</p> + +<p>Nell stole into the room again. She was carrying Falconer's violin +carefully, tenderly. She put it in his hands, held out eagerly to +receive it, and he placed it in position, turned it swiftly, and began +to play, his eyes fixed on hers gratefully.</p> + +<p>Nell and Drake withdrew to the window, their heads reverently bent.</p> + +<p>He played slowly, softly at first, a sad and yet exquisitely sweet +melody; then the strain grew louder, though not the less sweet, and the +tiny room was throbbing with music which expressed a joy which only +music could voice.</p> + +<p>Drake's hand stole toward Nell's, and grasped it firmly. Her head +drooped and the tears rose to her eyes, and soon began to trickle down +her cheeks. The exquisite music seemed to reach her soul and raise it to +the seventh heaven, in even which there are tears.</p> + +<p>"Drake!" she murmured. "Drake!"</p> + +<p>"Nell, my dearest!" he responded, in a whisper.</p> + +<p>Then suddenly the music ceased. Falconer slowly dropped the violin on +the bed and fell back, his eyes closed, his face as calm as that of a +child falling to sleep.</p> + +<p>"Go now," whispered Nell; and Drake stole from the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span> room, leaving Nell +kneeling beside the musician, who had apparently fallen asleep.</p> + +<p>Drake went down the stairs like a man in a dream, the strange, weird +music still ringing in his ears, and walked up to the Hall.</p> + +<p>The countess met him as he entered, and he took her hand and led her +into the library without a word.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what is it, Drake?" she asked anxiously, for she knew that +something had happened.</p> + +<p>He placed her in one of the big easy-chairs, and stood before her, the +light of happiness on his face.</p> + +<p>"I've something to tell you, countess," he said. "I am going to be +married."</p> + +<p>She smiled up at him.</p> + +<p>"I am very glad, Drake. I have expected it for some time past. What a +pity it is that she should have had to go!"</p> + +<p>"She! Who?" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>For the moment he had forgotten Lady Luce.</p> + +<p>The countess stared at him.</p> + +<p>"Who?" she said, with surprise. "Why, who else should it be but Luce?"</p> + +<p>His brows came together, and he made an impatient movement.</p> + +<p>"No, no!" he said. "It is Nell—I mean Miss Lorton."</p> + +<p>She rose with amazement depicted on her countenance.</p> + +<p>"Miss Lorton! At the lodge?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said impatiently. "We were engaged nearly two years ago. There +was a—a—misunderstanding—but it is all cleared up. I want your +congratulations, countess."</p> + +<p>She was an American, and therefore quick to seize a point.</p> + +<p>"And you have them, Drake. That sweet, beautiful girl! I am glad! +But—but——"</p> + +<p>"What?" he asked impatiently.</p> + +<p>"But Luce!" she stammered. "We all thought that——"</p> + +<p>"You are wrong," he said, almost hoarsely. "It is Miss Lorton. Go to her +at the lodge, and——"</p> + +<p>He said no more, but went to the writing table.</p> + +<p>Lady Angleford, all in amaze, left the room.</p> + +<p>He took up a pen and scribbled over a sheet of note-paper, then tore it +up. He filled several other sheets, which he destroyed, but at last he +wrote a few words which satisfied him.</p> + +<p>Then he remembered that he did not know Luce's address; and, for want of +a better, he addressed the letter, announcing his engagement to Miss +Lorton, to Lord Turfleigh's club in London; and, like a man, was +satisfied.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXXVIII.</h2> + + +<p>Was it any wonder that Nell should lie awake that night asking herself +if this sudden joy and happiness that had come to her was real—that +Drake loved her still—had never ceased to love her—and was hers again?</p> + +<p>Perfect happiness in this vale of tears is so rare that we may be +pardoned for viewing it with a certain amount of incredulity, and with a +doubt of its stability and lasting qualities. But Drake's kisses were +still warm on her lips, and his passionate avowal of love still rang in +her ears.</p> + +<p>And next morning, almost before she had finished breakfast, down came +the countess to set the seal, so to speak, upon the marvelous fact that +Nell of Shorne Mills was to be the wife of the Earl of Angleford.</p> + +<p>Nell, blushing, rose from the table to receive her, and the countess +took and held her hand, looking into the downcast face with the tender +sympathy of the woman, who knows all that love means, for the girl who +has only yet learned the first letters of its marvelous alphabet.</p> + +<p>"My dear, you must forgive me for coming so early. Mr. Lorton, if you do +not go on with your breakfast, I will run away again. I am so glad to +meet you. Now, pray, pray, sit down again."</p> + +<p>But Dick, who knew that the countess wished to have Nell alone, declared +that he had finished, and took himself off. Then the countess drew Nell +to her and kissed her.</p> + +<p>"My dear, I am come to try and tell you how glad I am! Last night Drake +and I sat up late talking of you. He has told me all your story. It is a +romance—a perfect romance! And none the less charming because, unlike +most romances in life, it has turned out happily. And we are all so +pleased, so delighted—I mean up at the Hall; and I am sure the people +on the estate will be as pleased, for I know that you have become a +general favorite, even though you have been here so short a time. Lady +Wolfer begged me to let her come with me this morning, but I would not +yield. I wanted you all to myself. Not that I shall have you for long, I +suppose, for Drake will be sure to be here presently."</p> + +<p>Nell's blush grew still deeper. She was touched by the great lady's +kindness, and the tears were very near her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Why are you all so glad?" she faltered, gratefully and wonderingly. "I +know that there is a great difference between<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span> us. I am—well, I am a +nobody, and Drake is stooping very low to marry me. You must all feel +that."</p> + +<p>"My dear," said the countess, with a smile, "no man stoops who marries a +good and innocent girl. It's the other way about—at least, that's my +feeling; but then I'm an American, you know; and we look at things +differently on the other side. But, Nell, we are glad because you have +made Drake happy. None of us could fail to see that he has been wretched +and miserable, but that now he has completely changed. If you had seen +the difference in him last night! But I suppose you did," she put in +naïvely. "He seemed to have become years younger; his very voice was +changed, and rang with the old ring. And you have worked this miracle! +That is why we are all so delighted and grateful to you."</p> + +<p>The tears were standing in Nell's eyes, though she laughed softly.</p> + +<p>"And yet—and yet he ought to have married some one of his own rank." +The color rushed to her face. "I did not know who he was when—when I +was first engaged to him at home, at Shorne Mills."</p> + +<p>"I know—I know. He has told me the whole story. It was very foolish of +him—foolish and romantic. But, dear, don't you see that it proves the +reality, the disinterestedness of your love for him? And as for the +difference of rank—well, it does not matter in the least. Drake's rank +is so high that he may marry whom he pleases; and he is so rich that +money does not come into the question."</p> + +<p>"It is King Cophetua and the beggar maid," murmured Nell.</p> + +<p>"If you like; but there is not much of the beggar maid about you, dear," +retorted the countess, holding Nell at arm's length and scanning the +refined and lovely face, the slim and graceful form in its plain morning +frock. "No, my dear; there is nothing wrong about the affair, excepting +the extraordinary misunderstanding which parted you for a time, and +brought you so much unhappiness. But all that is past now, and you and +he must learn to forget it. And now, my dear, I want you to come up with +me to the Hall."</p> + +<p>But Nell shook her head.</p> + +<p>"I can't do that, countess," she said. "I can't leave Mr. Falconer. He +is much better and stronger this morning; the nurse says that he slept +all night, for the first time; but he still needs me—and—I owe him so +much!" she added in a low voice.</p> + +<p>The countess looked at her keenly for a moment; then she nodded.</p> + +<p>"I see. Drake told me that I should find you harder to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span> move than you +look. And I am not sure that you are not right," she said. "When you +come to stay at the Hall it will be as mistress." Nell's face crimsoned +again. "But, my dear girl, we can't pass over the great event as if it +were of no consequence. Drake's engagement, under any circumstances, +would be of the deepest interest to all of us, to the whole country; but +his engagement to you will create a profound sensation, and we must +demonstrate our satisfaction in some way. I'm afraid you will have to +face a big dinner party."</p> + +<p>Nell looked rather frightened.</p> + +<p>"Oh!" she breathed. "Is—is it necessary? Can't we just go on as if—as +if nothing had happened?"</p> + +<p>The countess laughed.</p> + +<p>"That's exactly what Drake said when I spoke to him about it last night. +It is nice to find you so completely of one mind. But I'm afraid it +wouldn't do. You see, my dear, the people will want to see you, to be +introduced to you; and if we pursue the usual course there will be much +less talk and curiosity than if we let things slide. Yes, you will have +to run the gauntlet; but I don't think you need be apprehensive of the +result," and she looked at her with affectionate approval.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Nell resignedly. "You know what is best, and I will do +anything you and Drake wish."</p> + +<p>"What a dutiful child!" exclaimed the countess, banteringly. "And though +you won't come and stay at the Hall, you will come up and see us very +often, to lunch and tea and——"</p> + +<p>"When Mr. Falconer can spare me," said Nell quietly.</p> + +<p>"Yes. And about him, dear. We talked of him last night, and his future. +That will be Drake's special care. He, too, owes him a big debt, and he +feels it. Mr. Falconer is a genius, and the world must be made to know +it before very long. And your brother, dear; you will let him come up to +the Hall?"</p> + +<p>Nell laughed softly.</p> + +<p>"You are thinking of everything," she said. "Even of Dick. Oh, yes, +he'll come. Dick isn't a bit shy; but he thinks more of his electric +machines than anything else on earth just at present."</p> + +<p>"I know," said the countess, laughing. "But we must try and lure him +from them now and again. I am sure we shall all like him, for he is +wonderfully like you. Now, about the dinner, dear. Shall we say this day +week?"</p> + +<p>"So soon!" said Nell.</p> + +<p>"Yes; it mustn't be later, for this wretched trial is coming on; the +assizes are quite close, you know; and Drake will<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span> have to be there as +witness. My dear, I'm glad they did not get off with the diamonds! You +little thought that night, when you saved Drake's life, and prevented +the man getting away, that you were fighting for your own jewels."</p> + +<p>"Mine!" said Nell.</p> + +<p>The countess laughed.</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, you dear goose! Are they not the Angleford diamonds, and will +they not soon be yours?"</p> + +<p>Nell blushed and looked a little aghast.</p> + +<p>"I—I haven't realized it all yet," she said. "Ah! I wish Drake +were—just Drake Vernon! I am afraid when I think——"</p> + +<p>The countess smiled and shook her head.</p> + +<p>"There is no need to be afraid, my dear," she said shrewdly. "You will +wear the Angleford coronet very well and very gracefully, if I am not +mistaken, because you set so little store by it. And now here comes +Drake! It is good of him to give me so long with you. Give me a kiss +before he comes—he won't begrudge me that surely! Ah, you happy girl!"</p> + +<p>Drake drove up in a dogcart.</p> + +<p>"I can't get down; the mare won't stand"—he hadn't brought a groom, for +excellent reasons. "Please tell Nell to get her things on as quickly as +she can!" he said to the countess as she came out.</p> + +<p>Nell looked doubtful.</p> + +<p>"I will go upstairs first," she said. But Falconer was asleep, and when +she came down she had her outdoor things on.</p> + +<p>Drake bent down and held out his hand to help her up.</p> + +<p>"You won't be long?" she asked, and she looked up at him shyly, for, +after their long separation, he seemed almost strange to her.</p> + +<p>"Just as long as you like," he said, understanding the reason for her +question, and glancing at the window of Falconer's room. "Dick tells me +that he is better this morning. I couldn't say how glad I am, dearest +Nell," he whispered, as the mare sprang at the collar and they whirled +through the gates and down the road. "Is it you really who are sitting +beside me, or am I dreaming?"</p> + +<p>Nell's hand stole nearer to his arm until it touched it softly.</p> + +<p>"I have asked myself that all night, Drake," she said, almost inaudibly. +"It is so much more like a dream than a reality. Are we going through +the village?" she asked, suddenly and shyly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said. "We are. Nell, I want to show my treasure to the good +folk who have known me since I was a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span> boy. Perhaps the news has reached +the village by this time—for the servants at the Hall know it, and I +want them to see how happy you have made me!"</p> + +<p>There could be no doubt of the news having got to the village, for as +the dogcart sped through it the people came to the doors of the shops +and cottages, all alive with curiosity and excitement.</p> + +<p>Drake nodded to the curtseys and greetings, and looked so radiantly +happy that one woman, feeling that touch of nature which makes all men +kin, called out to them:</p> + +<p>"God bless you, my lord, and send you both happiness!"</p> + +<p>"That's worth having, Nell," he said, very quietly; but Nell didn't +speak, and the tears were in her eyes. "A few days ago I should have +laughed or sneered at that benediction," he said gravely. "What a change +has come over my life in a few short hours! There is no magic like that +of love, Nell."</p> + +<p>They were silent for some time after they had left the village behind +them, but presently Drake began to call her attention to the various +points of interest in the view; the prosperous farms, and thickly wooded +preserves; and Nell began, half unconsciously, to realize the extent of +the vast estate—the one of many—of which the man she was going to +marry was lord and master.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to take you to a farm which has been held by the same family +for several generations," he said. "I think you will like Styles and his +wife; and you won't mind if they are outspoken, dearest? I was here to +lunch only the other day, and Styles read me a lecture on my duties as +lord of Angleford. One of the heads was that I ought to choose a wife +without loss of time. I want to show him that I have taken his sermon to +heart."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he may not approve of your choice," said Nell.</p> + +<p>Drake laughed.</p> + +<p>"Well, if he doesn't, he won't hesitate to say so," he said.</p> + +<p>They pulled up at the farm, and Styles came down to the gate to welcome +them, calling to a lad to hold the mare.</p> + +<p>"Yes, we will come in for a minute or two, Styles, if Mrs. Styles will +have us," said Drake.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Styles, in the doorway, wiping her hands freshly washed from the +flour of a pudding, smiled a welcome.</p> + +<p>"Come right in, my lord," she said. "You know you be welcome well +enough." She looked at Nell, who was blushing a little. "And all the +more welcome for the company you bring."</p> + +<p>"Sit down, my lord; sit ye down, miss—or is it 'my lady'?" said Styles, +perfectly at ease in his unaffected pleasure at seeing them.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span></p> + +<p>"This is Miss Lorton, the young lady who is rash enough to promise to be +my wife, Mrs. Styles," said Drake. "I drove over to introduce her to you, +and to show that I took your good advice to heart."</p> + +<p>The farmer and his wife surveyed Nell for a moment, then slowly averted +their eyes out of regard for her blushes.</p> + +<p>"I make so bold to tell your lordship that you never did a wiser thing +in your life," said Styles quietly, and with a certain dignity; "and if +the young lady be as good as she is pretty—and if I'm anything of a +judge, I bet she be!—there's some sense in wishing your lordship and +her a long life and every happiness."</p> + +<p>Drake held out his hand, and laughed like a boy.</p> + +<p>"Thanks, Styles," he said. "It was worth driving out for. And I'm happy +enough, in all conscience, for the present."</p> + +<p>"I've heard of Miss Lorton, and I've heard naught but good of her," said +Mrs. Styles, eying Nell, who had got one of the children on her knee; +"and to us as lives on the estate, miss, it's a matter of importance who +his lordship marries. It may just mean the difference between good times +or bad. Us don't want his lordship to marry a fine London lady as 'u'd +never be contented to live among us. And there be many such."</p> + +<p>Nell fought against her shyness; indeed, she remembered the simple folk +of Shorne Mills, who talked as freely and frankly as this honest couple, +and plucked up courage.</p> + +<p>"I'm not a fine London lady, at any rate, Mrs. Styles," she said, with a +smile. "I have lived for nearly all my life in a country village, much +farther away from London than you are; and I know very little of London +life."</p> + +<p>"You don't say, miss!" exclaimed Mrs. Styles, much gratified.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," said Nell, laughing softly. "And I could finish making this +apple pudding, if you'd let me, and boil it after I'd make it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Styles gazed at her in speechless admiration, and Drake laughed +with keen enjoyment of her surprise.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; Miss Lorton is an excellent cook and housekeeper, Mrs. Styles; +so I hope you are satisfied?"</p> + +<p>"That I be, and more, my lord," responded Mrs. Styles. "But, Lor'! your +lordship do surprise me, for she looks no more than a schoolgirl—begging +her pardon."</p> + +<p>"Oh, she's wise for her years!" said Drake. "Yes, I'll have a glass of +your home-brewed, Styles."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Styles brought some milk and scones for Nell, and the two women +withdrew to the settle and talked like old friends, while Drake, his +eyes and attention straying to his beloved, discussed the burglary at +the Hall with Styles.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span> As Mrs. Styles' topic of conversation was +Drake—Drake as a lad and a young man—Nell was in no hurry to go; but +suddenly she remembered Falconer—he might be wanting her—and she got +up and went to Drake, who, his beloved brier in his mouth, leaned back +in an easy-chair and talked to the farmer as if time were of no +consequence. He sprang up as she approached him.</p> + +<p>"Well, good-by, Styles. I said you should dance at my wedding, and so +you shall," he said.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, my lord," he responded. "I'll do my best, but I thought your +lordship was only joking. Here's a very good health to you, my lord, and +your future lady."</p> + +<p>"And God bless ye both," said Mrs. Styles, in the background.</p> + +<p>They drove away in grand style, the mare insisting on putting on frills +and standing on her hind legs; and Drake, when the mare had settled down +to her swinging trot, stole his hand round Nell's waist, and pressed her +to him.</p> + +<p>"Do you know why I took you there this morning, Nell?" he said, in a low +voice.</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head shyly.</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you. The sudden good fortune has seemed so unreal to me that +I haven't been able to realize it, to grasp it. It wasn't enough for the +countess to know and congratulate us—it wasn't enough, somehow. I +wanted some of the people on the estate to see you, and, so to speak, +set their seal on our engagement and approaching marriage. Do you +understand, dearest? I'm not making it very plain, I'm afraid."</p> + +<p>But Nell understood, and her heart was brimming over with love for him.</p> + +<p>"You have been accepted this morning into the—family, as it were," he +said. "And now I feel as if it were impossible that I should lose you +again. Styles will go down to the inn to-night and talk about our visit, +and give a detailed account of the 'new ladyship,' and everybody on the +estate will know of my good fortune. It is almost as if"—he paused, and +the color rose to his face—"as if we were married, Nell. I feel that +nothing can separate us now."</p> + +<p>She said not a word, but she pressed a little closer to him, and he bent +and kissed her.</p> + +<p>"You don't mind my taking you to the Styles', dearest?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No, oh, no!" she replied. "I would rather have gone there than to any +of the big houses—I mean the county people, Drake. I like to think I am +not the sort of person they dreaded. What was it? 'A fine London lady.' +Perhaps<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span> it would be better for you if I were; but for them—well, +perhaps for them it will be better that I am only one of themselves, +able to understand and sympathize with them. Drake, you will not forget +that I am only a nobody, that I am only Nell of Shorne Mills."</p> + +<p>He smiled to himself, for he knew that this girl whom he had won was, by +virtue of her beauty and refinement, qualified to fill the highest place +in that vague sphere which went by the name of "society."</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry, dearest," he said. "You have won the heart of the +Styles family; and that is no mean conquest. That farm on the right is +the Woodlands, and that just in front is the Broadlands. You will learn +all the names in time, and I want you to know them; I want you to feel +that you have a part and lot in them. Nell, do you think you will ever +be as fond of this place as you are of Shorne Mills?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said; "because—it is yours, Drake."</p> + +<p>He looked down at her gratefully.</p> + +<p>"But you shan't lose Shorne Mills," he said resolutely. "I mean to buy +some land there, and build a house, just on the brow of the hill—you +know, Nell; that meadow above The Cottage?—and we'll go there every +summer, and we'll sail the <i>Annie Laurie</i>."</p> + +<p>So they talked, with intervals of silence filled with his caresses, +until they reached the lodge. And as they came up to it, they heard the +strains of a violin.</p> + +<p>Nell awoke with a start.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I had almost forgotten!" she said remorsefully.</p> + +<p>"Listen!" Drake whispered.</p> + +<p>Nell, in the act of pushing the dust cloak from her, listened.</p> + +<p>Falconer was playing the "Gloria in Excelsis."</p> + +<p>"Oh, how happy I have been!" she murmured, half guiltily.</p> + +<p>"And how happy you will be, Heaven grant it, dearest!" Drake murmured, +as he released her hand and she got down.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXXIX.</h2> + + +<p>"Nell, I believe you are nervous! You're not? Very well; then stand up +and look me in the face, and say 'Mesopotamia' seven times!"</p> + +<p>It was the night of the dinner party at the Hall, at which, as Dick put +it, she was to be "on view" as the fiancée of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</a></span> my lord of Angleford, and +Nell had come down to the little sitting room dressed and ready to +start.</p> + +<p>Dick and Falconer were also ready, for Falconer had recovered +sufficiently to be present, and had voluntarily offered to take his +violin with him.</p> + +<p>"Don't tease her, Dick," said Falconer, with the gentle, protective air +of an elder brother. "She does not look a bit nervous."</p> + +<p>"But I am!" said Nell, laughing a little tremulously; "I am—just a +little bit!"</p> + +<p>"And no wonder!" said Falconer promptly. "It is rather an ordeal she has +to go through; to know that everybody is regarding you critically. But +she has nothing to be afraid of."</p> + +<p>"Now, there I differ with you," said Dick argumentatively. "If I were in +Nell's place I should feel that everybody was thinking: 'What on earth +did Lord Angleford see in that slip of a girl to fall in love with?' Ah, +would you?" as Nell, laughing and blushing, caught up the sofa cushion. +"You throw it and rumple my best hair, if you dare."</p> + +<p>Nell put the cushion down reluctantly.</p> + +<p>"It's a mean shame; you know I can't fight now."</p> + +<p>"Though you have your war paint on," said Falconer, looking at her with +a half-sad, half-proud admiration and affection.</p> + +<p>"It's not much of a war paint," said Nell, but contentedly enough. "It's +the dress I made for a party at Wolfer House—Dick, you know that the +Wolfers have had to go? Lord Wolfer's brother was ill. I am so sorry! +She would have made me feel less nervous, and rather braver. Yes, I'm +sorry! It's an old dress, and I'm afraid Drake's jewels must feel quite +ashamed of it," and she glanced at the pearls which he had given her a +day or two ago, and which gleamed softly on her white, girlish neck and +arms.</p> + +<p>"You hear her complaining, Falconer!" said Dick, with mock sternness and +reproval. "You'd find it hard to believe that I offered to remain at +home and pop my dress suit, that she might buy herself fitting raiment +for this show. Oh, worse than a serpent's tooth, it is to have an +ungrateful sister!"</p> + +<p>"I thought it was a new dress," remarked Falconer, still eying it and +the wearer intently.</p> + +<p>Nell shook her head, coloring a little, as she said:</p> + +<p>"No; I wanted to wear this one. I didn't want to appear in a grand frock +as if I were a fashionable lady."</p> + +<p>"Fine feathers do not always make a fine lady," observed Dick, +addressing the ceiling. "No one would mistake you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</a></span> for anything +but—what you are, a simple ch-e-ild of Nachure."</p> + +<p>"Don't tease her, Dick," remonstrated Falconer; but Nell laughed with +enjoyment.</p> + +<p>"I don't mind in the least, Mr. Falconer. It's quite true, too; my plain +frock is more suitable than anything Worth could turn out."</p> + +<p>"My dear Falconer, I'm sorry to see you so easily imposed on. Don't you +see that she's as vain as a peacock, and that she's only playing at the +humble and meek? Besides, I expect that idiot Drake—who slipped out +just as we came down—he'll be late for dinner if he doesn't mind!—has +been telling her that she looks rather pretty——"</p> + +<p>Nell blushed, for Drake had indeed told her that she looked more than +pretty.</p> + +<p>"And, of course, she believes him. She'd believe him if he told her that +the moon was made of green cheese. Put that cushion down, my child, or +it will be worse for you. And I hope you will behave yourself properly +to-night. Remember that the brother who has brought you up with such +anxious care will be present, to say nothing of the friend to whose +culture and refined example you owe so much. Don't forget that it is bad +manners to put your knife in your mouth, or to laugh too loudly. +Remember we shall be watching you closely and anxiously."</p> + +<p>"It is time we started," said Falconer. "Let me put that shawl more +closely round you, Miss Lorton. It's a fine night, but one cannot be too +careful."</p> + +<p>It was so fine that they had decided to walk the short distance to the +Hall; and they set out, Falconer with his precious violin in its case +under his arm, and Dick smoking a cigarette. They were all rather silent +as they approached the great house, and Dick, looking up at it, said +with a gravity unusual with him:</p> + +<p>"It's hard to realize that you are going to be the mistress of this huge +place, Nell."</p> + +<p>Nell made no response; but she, too, looked up at the house with the +same thought.</p> + +<p>Indeed, it was hard to realize. But the next moment Drake came out to +meet them, and took her upon his arm, with a whispered word of loving +greeting for her, and a warm welcome to the two men.</p> + +<p>"I needn't say how glad I am to see you, Falconer," he said, "or how +delighted the countess and the rest of them will be. You must be +prepared for a little hero worship, I'm afraid, for the countess has +been diligent in spreading the story of your pluck."</p> + +<p>As he lovingly took off Nell's shawl, he whispered:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Dearest, how sweet and beautiful you look! If you knew how proud I +am—how proud and happy!"</p> + +<p>Then he led them into the drawing-room. A number of guests had already +arrived, and as the countess came forward and kissed Nell, they looked +at her with a keen curiosity, though it was politely veiled.</p> + +<p>Nell was a little pale as the countess introduced her to one after +another of the county people; but Drake stood near her; and everybody, +prepossessed by her youth, and the girlish dignity and modesty which +characterized her, was very kind and pleasant; and soon the threatened +fit of shyness passed off, and she felt at her ease.</p> + +<p>The room, large as it was, got rather crowded. Guests were still +arriving. Some of the women were magnificently dressed in honor of the +occasion, but Nell's simple frock distinguished her, as the plain +evening dress of the American ambassador is said to distinguish him +among the rich uniforms and glittering orders of the queen's levee; and +the women recognized and approved her good taste in appearing so simply +dressed.</p> + +<p>"She is sweetly pretty," murmured the local duchess to Lady Northgate. +"I don't wonder at Lord Angleford's losing his heart. Half the men in +the room would fall in love with her if she were free. And I like that +quiet, reticent manner of hers; not a bit shy, but dignified and yet +girlish. Yes, Lord Angleford is to be congratulated."</p> + +<p>"So he would be if she were not half so pretty," said Lady Northgate; +"for he is evidently too happy for words. See how he looks at her!"</p> + +<p>"Who is that bright-looking young fellow?" asked the duchess, putting up +her pince-nez at Dick.</p> + +<p>"That is her brother. Isn't he like her? They are devoted to each other; +and that is Mr. Falconer, the great violinist. Of course, you've heard +the story——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, yes," said the duchess. "And I want to congratulate him. I +wish you'd bring the boy to me, dear."</p> + +<p>Lady Northgate went after him, but at that moment a young lady with +laughing eyes came into the room, and Dick started and actually blushed.</p> + +<p>Drake, who was standing near him, laughed at his confusion.</p> + +<p>"An old friend of yours, I think, Dick, eh? Miss Angel. She's stopping +in the house; came to-day. If you're good, you shall take her in to +dinner."</p> + +<p>"I'll be what she is by name, if I may!" said Dick, eagerly. "I'll go +and tell her so," and he made his way through the crowd to her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Afraid you've forgotten me, Miss Angel," he said. "Hop at the Maltbys', +you know!"</p> + +<p>Her eyes danced more merrily, but she surveyed him demurely for a +moment, as if trying to recall him, then she said:</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; the gentleman who was so very—very cool; I was going to say +impudent; pretty Miss Lorton's brother."</p> + +<p>"You might have said Miss Lorton's pretty brother!" retorted Dick +reproachfully. "But you'll have time to say it later on, for I'm going +to take you in to dinner."</p> + +<p>"'Going to have the honor' of taking me in to dinner, you mean!" she +said, with mock hauteur.</p> + +<p>"No; 'pleasure' is the word," said the unabashed Dick. "I say, how +delighted I am to see you here——"</p> + +<p>"Thank you."</p> + +<p>"Because I know so very few of this mob."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I see. I'll recall my thanks, please."</p> + +<p>Dick grinned.</p> + +<p>"I thought you were rather too previous with your gratitude. But isn't +it jolly being here together!"</p> + +<p>"Is that a question or an assertion? Because, if it's the former, I beg +leave to announce that I see no reason for any great delight on my +part."</p> + +<p>"Oh, come now! You think! You can resume the lesson on manners you +commenced at the Maltbys'. I want it badly; for I have been among a +rough set lately. I'm a British workingman, you know—engineer. Come +into this corner, and I'll tell you all about it."</p> + +<p>"I don't know that I want to hear," she retorted. "But, oh, well, I'll +come after I've spoken to your sister. How lovely she looks to-night! If +I were a man, I should envy Lord Angleford."</p> + +<p>"Would you? So should I if he were going to marry another young lady I +know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, who is that?" she asked, with admirably feigned innocence and +interest.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you can't see her just now. No looking-glass near," he had the +audacity to add, but under his breath.</p> + +<p>The dinner hour struck, the carriages were setting down the last +arrivals, and Lady Angleford was looking round and smilingly awaiting +the butler's "Dinner is served, my lady!" when a footman came up to her +and said something in a low voice.</p> + +<p>The countess went out of the room, and found her maid in the hall.</p> + +<p>The woman whispered a few words that caused Lady Angleford to turn pale +and stand gazing before her as if she had suddenly seen a ghost.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Very well," she said.</p> + +<p>The maid hurried upstairs, but the countess stood for quite half a +minute, still pale, and gazing into vacancy.</p> + +<p>Then she went back to the drawing-room, and, with a mechanical smile, +passed among the guests until she reached Drake, who was talking to the +duke and Lord Northgate.</p> + +<p>"You want me, countess?" he said, feeling her eyes fixed on him, and he +followed her to a clear space.</p> + +<p>"Drake," she said, lifting her eyes to his face pitifully, "Drake, +something dreadful has happened—something dreadful. I don't like to +tell you, but I must. She is here!"</p> + +<p>She whispered the announcement as if it were indeed something dreadful.</p> + +<p>Drake looked at her in a mystified fashion.</p> + +<p>"She! Who?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Luce!"</p> + +<p>He did not start, but his brows came together, and his face grew stern, +for the first time since his reconciliation to Nell.</p> + +<p>"Luce!" he echoed. "Impossible!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, but she is!" she murmured, in despair. "She arrived a quarter of an +hour ago."</p> + +<p>"But I wrote, telling her," he muttered helplessly.</p> + +<p>The countess made a despairing gesture.</p> + +<p>"Then she did not get your letter. She sent a telegram this morning, +saying that she was able, unexpectedly, to come, but I have not had it. +And if I had received it, there would not have been time to prevent her +coming." She glanced at the slim, girlish figure of Nell, where it +stood, the center of a group, and almost groaned. "What shall we do?"</p> + +<p>At such times a man is indeed helpless, and Drake stood overwhelmed and +idealess.</p> + +<p>"She says that we are not to wait—that she will come down when she is +dressed. She—she——Oh, Drake! she does not know, and she will think +that—that you still—that she——"</p> + +<p>He nodded.</p> + +<p>"I know. But I am thinking of Nell," he said grimly. "Luce must be told. +She—yes, she must go away again. She will, when she knows the truth."</p> + +<p>"But—but who is to tell her?" said the poor countess, aghast at the +prospect before her.</p> + +<p>Drake shook his head.</p> + +<p>"Not you, countess. I will tell her."</p> + +<p>"You, Drake!"</p> + +<p>"Yes—I," he said, biting his lips. "She found little difficulty in +telling me, there at Shorne Mills——No, no; I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</a></span> ought not to have said +that. But I am anxious to spare Nell, and my anxiety makes me hard. Wait +a moment."</p> + +<p>He went to the window, and, putting aside the curtains, looked out at +the night, seeing nothing; then he came back.</p> + +<p>"Put the dinner back for a quarter of an hour, and send word to her and +ask her to go into your boudoir. I will wait her there."</p> + +<p>"Is there no other way, Drake?" she asked, pitying him from the bottom +of her heart.</p> + +<p>"There is none," he said frankly. "It is my fault. I ought to have found +out her address; but it is no use reproaching oneself. Send to her, +countess!"</p> + +<p>She left the room, and Drake went back to the duke, talked for a moment +or two, then went up to the countess' room and waited. He had to face an +ordeal more severe than any other that had hitherto fallen to his not +uneventful life; but faced it had to be; and he would have gone through +fire and water to save Nell a moment's pain. Besides, Luce was to be +considered, though, it must be confessed, he felt little pity for her.</p> + +<p>Presently the door opened; but it was Burden who entered. She was +looking pale and emaciated, as if she were either very ill, or +recovering from illness, and Drake, even at that moment of strain and +stress, noticed her pitiable appearance.</p> + +<p>"How do you do, Burden?" he said. "I am afraid you have not been well."</p> + +<p>Burden curtsied, and looked up at him with hollow eyes.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, my lord," she faltered. "My lady sent me to tell your +lordship that she will be here in a minute or two."</p> + +<p>She left the room, and Drake leaned against the mantelshelf with his +hands in his pockets, his head sunk on his breast; and in a minute or +two the door opened again, and Luce glided toward him with outstretched +hands.</p> + +<p>"Drake! How sweet of you to send for me—to wait!" she murmured.</p> + +<p>He took one of her hands and held it, and the coldness of his touch, the +expression of his face, startled her.</p> + +<p>"Drake! What is the matter?" she asked. "Are—are you not glad to see +me? Why do you look at me so strangely? I came the moment I could get +away. There has been so much to do; and father"—she paused a moment and +shrugged her shoulders—"has been very bad. The excitement and +fuss——You know the condition he would be in, under the circumstances. +I told Burden to wire this morning to say I was coming, but she forgot +to do so. She seems half demented,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</a></span> and I am going to get rid of her. +What is the matter, Drake?"</p> + +<p>She had moved nearer to him, expecting him to take her in his arms and +kiss her; but his coldness, his silence, was telling upon her, and the +question broke from her impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Haven't you had my letter?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Your letter? No. Did you write? I am sorry! What did you write?"</p> + +<p>"I wrote"—he hesitated a moment, but what was the good of trying to +"break" the news? "I wrote to tell you of my engagement——"</p> + +<p>She started and stared at him.</p> + +<p>"Your engagement! Your——Drake! What do you mean? Your engagement! +To—to whom?"</p> + +<p>"Sit down, Luce," he said gravely, tenderly, and he went to lead her to +a chair; but she shook her hand free and stood, still staring at him +blankly, her face growing paler.</p> + +<p>"I wrote and told you all about it. I am engaged to Miss Lorton. You do +not know her; but she is the young lady I met at Shorne Mills, the place +in Devonshire——I was engaged to her then, but it was broken off, and +we were separated for a time; but we met again——I am sorry, very +sorry, that you did not get my letter."</p> + +<p>Her face was perfectly white by this time, her lips set tightly. He +feared she was going to faint; but, with a great effort she fought +against the deadly weakness which assailed her.</p> + +<p>"So that was what you wrote!" she breathed, every word leaving her lips +as if it caused her pain to utter. "You—you—have deceived me."</p> + +<p>"No, Luce," he said quickly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes! When I left here you——Is it not true that you intended +asking me to be your wife, to renew our engagement? Answer!"</p> + +<p>She glanced up at him, her teeth showing between her parted lips.</p> + +<p>He inclined his head.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is true; but I had not met—I had not heard——Oh, what is the +use of all this recrimination, Luce? I am engaged to the girl I love."</p> + +<p>She raised her hand as if to strike him. He caught it gently, and as +gently released it.</p> + +<p>"I will go," she panted. "I will go at once. Be good enough to order my +carriage——"</p> + +<p>She put her hand to her head as if she did not know what she was saying; +and Drake's heart ached with pity for her—at that moment, at any rate.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Don't think too hardly of me, Luce," he said, in a low voice. "And you +have not lost much, remember."</p> + +<p>She clasped her hands and swayed to and fro for a moment.</p> + +<p>"I see! It is your revenge. I once jilted you, and now——"</p> + +<p>"For God's sake, don't say—don't think——No man could be so base, so +vile!" he said sternly.</p> + +<p>She laughed.</p> + +<p>"It is your revenge; I see it. Yes, you have scored. I will go—at once. +Open the door, please!"</p> + +<p>There was nothing else to be done. He opened the door for her, and she +swept past him. Outside, she paused for a moment, as if she did not know +where she was, or in which direction her room lay; then she went +slowly—almost staggered—down the corridor, and, bursting into her +room, fell into a chair.</p> + +<p>So sudden was her entrance, so tragic her collapse, that the nervous +Burden uttered a faint shriek.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my lady! what is the matter?" she cried, her hand against her +heart.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce sat with her chin in her hands, her eyes gleaming from her +white face, in silence for a moment; then she laughed, the laugh which +borders on hysteria.</p> + +<p>"Congratulate me, Burden!" she said bitterly; "congratulate me! Lord +Angleford is engaged!"</p> + +<p>Burden stared at her.</p> + +<p>"To—to your ladyship?" she said, but doubtfully. "I do congratulate +you."</p> + +<p>"You fool!" cried Luce savagely. "He is engaged to another woman. He has +jilted me! Oh, I think I shall go mad! Jilted me! Yes, it is that, and +no less. Oh, my head! my head!"</p> + +<p>Burden hurried to her with the eau de Cologne, but Lady Luce pushed it +away.</p> + +<p>"Keep out of my sight! I can't bear the sight of any human being! +Engaged! 'I am engaged to Miss Lorton!'"—she mimicked Drake's voice in +bitter mockery.</p> + +<p>Burden started, and let the eau de Cologne bottle fall with a soft thud +to the floor.</p> + +<p>"What—what name did your ladyship say?" she gasped, her face as white +as her mistress's, her eyes starting.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce glared at her.</p> + +<p>"You fool! Are you deaf? Lorton! Lorton!" she almost snarled at the +woman.</p> + +<p>Burden stooped to pick up the bottle, but staggered and clutched a +chair, and Lady Luce watched her with half-distraught gaze.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What is the matter with you? Why do you behave like a lunatic?" she +demanded. "Do you know this girl? Answer!"</p> + +<p>Burden moistened her lips.</p> + +<p>"Is it the young lady—who helped catch Ted—I mean the burglar, my +lady?" she asked hoarsely.</p> + +<p>"I suppose so. Yes. Well? Speak out—don't keep me waiting. I'm in no +humor to be trifled with. You know her—something about her?"</p> + +<p>Burden tried to control her shaking voice.</p> + +<p>"If—if it is the same young lady who was at Lady Wolfer's——I was her +maid, you remember——"</p> + +<p>"I remember, you fool! Quick!"</p> + +<p>"Then—then I know something. She's very pretty—and young, with dark +hair——"</p> + +<p>Lady Luce sprang to her feet.</p> + +<p>"You idiot! You drive me mad. I've not seen her. But if it be the +same——Well—well?"</p> + +<p>"Then—then Lord Angleford is to be pitied. He has been +deceived—deceived cruelly," said Burden, in gasps.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce caught her by the shoulders and glared into her quailing eyes.</p> + +<p>"Listen to me, Burden: pull yourself together. Tell me what you +know—tell me this instant! Well? Sit there in that chair. Now!" She +pressed the shoulders she still held with the gesture of an Arab slave +driver. "Now, quick! Who is she? What do you know against her?"</p> + +<p>In faltering accents, and yet with a kind of savage pleasure, Burden +spoke for some minutes; and as Lady Luce listened, the pallor of her +face gave place to a flush of fierce, malicious joy.</p> + +<p>"Are you sure? You say you saw, you listened? Are you sure?" she +said—hissed, rather—at the end of Burden's story.</p> + +<p>"I—I am quite sure," she responded. "I—I could swear to it. I was just +outside the library."</p> + +<p>Lady Luce paced up and down with the gait of a tigress.</p> + +<p>"If I could only be sure," she panted; "if I could only be sure! But you +may be mistaken. Wait!" Her hand fell upon Burden's shoulder again. "Go +downstairs, look at the people, and tell me if you see her there. +Quick!"</p> + +<p>Burden, wincing under the savage pressure of her hand, rose, and stole +from the room.</p> + +<p>In less than five minutes she was back.</p> + +<p>"Well?" demanded Lady Luce, as Burden closed the door and leaned against +it.</p> + +<p>"It—it is the same. I saw her," she said suddenly.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce sank into a chair, and was silent and motionless<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</a></span> for a +moment; then she sprang up and laughed—a hideous laugh for such perfect +lips.</p> + +<p>"Get out my pale mauve silk. Dress me, quick! I am not going to leave +the house. I am going downstairs to make Miss Lorton's acquaintance! +Quick!"</p> + +<p>Burden got out the exquisite dress. The flush which had risen to her +mistress' face was reflected in her own. This Miss Lorton had helped to +capture her beloved, her "martyred" Ted, and he was going to be avenged!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XL" id="CHAPTER_XL"></a>CHAPTER XL.</h2> + + +<p>After Luce had swept from the room, Drake remained for a minute or two +thinking the thoughts that a man must think under such circumstances; +then he went slowly down to the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>The countess was watching and waiting for him, and she looked up at his +grave countenance anxiously as he came toward her.</p> + +<p>"It is all right," he said, in his quiet way; "she is going at once."</p> + +<p>His composure, the Angleford impassiveness which always came to their +aid in moments of danger and difficulty, impressed her; she drew a +breath of relief, and signed to the butler, who was hovering about +awaiting her signal. "Dinner is served, my lady," he announced solemnly; +and Drake gave the duchess his arm, and the company went into the dining +room in pairs "like the animals into Noah's Ark," as Dick whispered to +Miss Angel, who, to his great delight, he was taking in.</p> + +<p>It was a large party, and a brilliant one. The great room in the glory +of its new adornment was worthy of the house and its guests. If the +truth must be told, Nell was at first a little nervous, though it was +not her first experience, as we know, of an aristocratic dinner party. +She was seated on the left of Drake, and on pretense of moving one of +her glasses, he succeeded in touching her hand, and, as he did so, he +looked at her as a man looks who sees joy before him and an abiding +happiness; then he turned and talked to the duchess, for he knew that +Nell would like to be left alone for a few minutes.</p> + +<p>It was impossible for any party, however large and aristocratic, over +which the countess presided, to be dull, and very soon they were all +talking, and some of them laughing, for there were two young persons +present, at any rate, who<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">[Pg 338]</a></span> were by no means overawed by the splendor of +the appointments or the rank of the guests. Dick would have found it +possible to be merry at a Quakers' meeting, and Miss Angel, though she +tried to preserve a demure, not to say repressive, mood, very soon +yielded to Dick's light-hearted influence; and not only she, but those +near them, were kept by him in ripples of laughter.</p> + +<p>It was just what Drake wanted, and he looked down the table toward Dick +with approval and gratitude.</p> + +<p>"Dick hasn't changed a bit—thank Heaven!" he said to Nell.</p> + +<p>"Your brother's the most charming boy I've met for a very long time," +remarked the duchess. "Of course, he will come with you and the rest to +me on the ninth. I am so glad to see Mr. Falconer here, and I hope he +will be well enough to join us!"</p> + +<p>Nell glanced at Falconer with a sisterly regard, and Drake said:</p> + +<p>"We'll bring him, if we have to pack him in cotton wool!"</p> + +<p>The dinner was, inevitably, a lengthy one; but it was never for a moment +dull, and the countess almost forgot Lady Luce as she realized the +success of her party. She felt as a captain of a vessel feels when he +has left behind him the perilous rocks on which he had nearly struck. +Drake, too, almost forgot the ordeal through which he had just passed. +How could he do otherwise when his darling was within reach of his hand, +under his roof, at his table? The ladies remained some time after the +appearance of the dessert, but the countess rose at last, and led the +way to the drawing-room. There, of course, Nell was made much of. Some +of the younger women drew their chairs near her, and showed as plainly +as they could—and how plainly women can show things when they +like!—that they were eager to welcome her into the county's social +circle; and it required no effort on their part, for Nell's charm, which +Drake had found so potent, was irresistible. There was some playing and +singing, and the countess wanted Nell to do one or the other; but she +shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Falconer will want me to play his accompaniments presently," she +said. Not even in this full tide of her happiness did she forget him.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, the men were having a very pleasant time in the dining room. +Drake, like all the Anglefords, was a capital host. Anglemere was famous +for its claret and its port, as we know, and Dick and the other young +men waxed merry; and the duke voiced the general sentiment when, leaning +back in his chair and sipping his claret, he said:</p> + +<p>"The gods might be envious of you, Angleford. If I were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</a></span> asked to spot a +happy man, I should pitch upon you. I congratulate you upon your +engagement. She's one of the prettiest and most charming girls I've ever +met. That sounds rather banal, but I mean it. I hope you'll let us see a +great deal of her, for Mary"—Mary was the duchess—"has, I can see, +taken a great fancy to her. And I'm very glad to hear that you intend to +make this your home; at least, so I hear from Styles, who appears to be +in your confidence."</p> + +<p>And he laughed.</p> + +<p>And Drake laughed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, Styles and I are old friends," he said. "We mean to live here +a great deal. I shall keep up the Home farm; they've offered me the +mastership of the hounds, and I think I shall take it. Nell's a capital +horsewoman. In fact, we shall lead a country life most of the time, and +see as much as we can of our people."</p> + +<p>"You're right," said the duke emphatically. "It's the best of all lives. +If we all lived on our estates and looked after our people, we should +hear very little of socialism, and such like troubles. It's the +absenteeism which is answerable for most of the mischief."</p> + +<p>They discussed county affairs, "horses, hounds, and the land," for some +minutes; then Drake, who was anxious to go to Nell, asked the men if +they would have any more wine, and, receiving a negative, rose, and made +for the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>Miss Angel was singing; Dick of course, was turning over her music. +There was a little hushed buzz of conversation which is not too loud to +permit the song to penetrate, and which indicates that things are going +well. Drake went to Nell and leaned over the tall back of her chair +without a word. When the song was finished, the countess went up to +Falconer and asked him to play. A footman brought the precious violin, +and Nell went to the piano and struck up the piece which they had +chosen. Conversation ceased, and every one prepared to listen with eager +anticipation.</p> + +<p>Falconer may have played as well in his life, but he certainly never +played better. One could have heard a pin drop during the softer notes +of the exquisite music, so intense and almost breathless was the silence +of the rapt audience. When the last note had died away, the countess +went up to him.</p> + +<p>"It is useless trying to thank you, Mr. Falconer," she said, "but if you +will play again——"</p> + +<p>"Certainly," said Falconer. He turned to Nell. "What shall I play next?" +he asked, as if the choice must naturally rest with her.</p> + +<p>She turned over the music and set up a Chopin, and he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</a></span> had placed the +violin in position, when the door opened, and Lady Luce swept slowly in. +She was superbly dressed, her neck and arms and hair were all a-glitter +with diamonds. Though she was rather pale, her face was perfectly +serene, and she smiled sweetly as she crossed the room.</p> + +<p>Her entrance caused a surprise; the countess happened to be standing +with her back to the door, and did not see her come in; but she felt the +sudden silence and turned to ascertain the cause. For a moment she was +rooted to the spot, and the color left her face. It says much for her +aplomb that she did not cry out. Her confusion lasted only for a moment, +then she went toward Lady Luce with outstretched hand.</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry to be so late," said Luce, in her sweetest tones, "but my +maid, who is a perfect tyrant, refused to dress me until I had +rested——"</p> + +<p>"Your dinner?" almost gasped the countess.</p> + +<p>"I had some sent up to my room," said Lady Luce sweetly.</p> + +<p>She looked round. Drake stood by the piano, his face sternly set. Why +had she remained? What was she going to do? He glanced at Nell, and saw +that she had gone white, and that her eyes were fixed on Lady Luce. What +should he do?</p> + +<p>Instinctively, he went to meet Luce, who was advancing with a placid +smile, and the ease of a woman who is at peace with all the world, and +sure of her welcome.</p> + +<p>"How do you do, Lord Angleford?" she said, as if this were their first +meeting for some time. "I am so glad that I was able to get here +to-night, though I wish that I could have arrived earlier. But I am +interrupting the music! Please don't let me!"</p> + +<p>She moved away from him with perfect grace, and, greeting one and +another, went and seated herself in a chair beside the duchess—and +opposite Nell at the piano. There was a little buzz of conversation +round her, then she herself raised her fan as a sign for silence, and +Falconer began to play again.</p> + +<p>It was well for Nell that she knew every note of the nocturne by heart, +for the page of music swam before her eyes, and she could not see a +note. She felt Lady Luce's gaze, rather than saw it, and her heart +throbbed painfully for a while; but presently the influence of the music +stole over her and helped her—if only Falconer could have known +it!—and she said to herself: "What can it matter to me if she is here? +I know that Drake loves me, and me alone; that she is nothing to him and +I am everything. It is she who should feel confused and embarrassed, not +I. And yet how calm, how serene she is! Can she have forgotten that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</a></span> +night on the terrace? Can she have forgotten all that has happened? Yes, +it is she whose heart should be beating as mine is now."</p> + +<p>When the nocturne came to an end, and the applause which greeted it +broke out, Lady Luce, still clapping her hands, rose and went toward +Drake.</p> + +<p>"Will you please introduce me to Miss Lorton?" she said. "I am all +anxiety to know her."</p> + +<p>She smiled at him so placidly that even Drake, who knew her better than +did any other man, was completely deceived.</p> + +<p>"She means to forget the past," he said to himself. "She is behaving +better than I had any reason to expect."</p> + +<p>He drew a breath of relief, and his stern face relaxed somewhat as he +nodded slightly and went toward Nell, who had risen from the piano and +stood near Falconer. She looked at Drake and Lady Luce as calmly as she +could, and Drake made the introduction in as ordinary a tone as he could +manage. Lady Luce held out her hand with a sweet smile.</p> + +<p>"I am so glad to meet you, Miss Lorton," she said. "I have heard so much +about you; and I dare say you have heard something about me, for Lord +Angleford and I are very old friends. How charmingly you played that +difficult accompaniment! Shall we go and sit down somewhere together and +have a chat?"</p> + +<p>What could Nell say or do? Both she and Drake were helpless. Nell stood +with downcast eyes, the color coming and going in her face, and Drake +looked from one to the other, half relieved, half in doubt.</p> + +<p>"Let us go and sit on that ottoman," said Lady Luce, indicating one in +the center of a group of ladies.</p> + +<p>Nell, as she followed, glanced at Drake as if she were asking, "Must I +go?" He made a slight gesture in the affirmative, returning her glance +with one of tender love and trust.</p> + +<p>The countess stood at a little distance, watching them, though +apparently absorbed in conversation, and no one would have guessed the +condition of her mind as she saw the two women seated side by side. +Presently she went up to Drake.</p> + +<p>"What does it mean?" she asked. "Why has she not gone? Why is she so—so +friendly with Nell?"</p> + +<p>Drake shrugged his shoulders with a kind of smiling despair.</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you," he replied. "I think she is going to behave +sensibly. At any rate, there is no need for anxiety. I have told Nell +everything. She will trust me."</p> + +<p>"Yes; but I wish she had gone," said the countess, in a low voice.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</a></span></p> + +<p>Drake smiled grimly.</p> + +<p>"So do I. But she hasn't."</p> + +<p>"She is too serene and contented," murmured the countess.</p> + +<p>Drake shrugged his shoulders again.</p> + +<p>"I know," he said significantly. "But what does it matter? She can do no +harm. Nell knows everything."</p> + +<p>"I like the way you say that," said the countess. "But don't leave her."</p> + +<p>He nodded as if he understood, and gradually made his way toward the +group among which Luce and Nell were sitting. As he approached, Lady +Luce looked up with a smile.</p> + +<p>"I have been telling Miss Lorton that if there is one thing I adore upon +earth, it is a romantic engagement, and that I quite envy her, and you, +too, Lord Angleford! A glamour of romance will surround you for the rest +of your lives. As I have often said to Archie, life without sentiment +would not be worth having. By the way, Miss Lorton, you know Sir Archie +Walbrooke?"</p> + +<p>Nell had scarcely been listening, for she had been wondering whether she +could now rise and leave Lady Luce; but at the name of Sir Archie +Walbrooke, she turned with a sudden start, and the color rose to her +face. Lady Luce looked at her sweetly; then, as if she had suddenly +remembered something, exclaimed, in a low voice:</p> + +<p>"Oh, I beg your pardon! I quite forgot. How stupid of me!" Then she +laughed softly and looked from Nell to Drake. "But of course you've told +Lord Angleford? It is always the best way."</p> + +<p>The color slowly left Nell's face; a look of pain, of doubt, even of +dread, came into her eyes. Drake glanced from one woman to the other.</p> + +<p>"What is it Nell must have told me, Lady Luce?" he asked easily.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce hesitated, seemed as if in doubt for a moment, and smiled in +an embarrassed fashion.</p> + +<p>"Have you told him?" she asked Nell, in a low, but perfectly audible +voice.</p> + +<p>Nell rose, then sank down again. She saw in an instant the trap which +Lady Luce had set for her; and it seemed to her a trap from which she +could not escape. It was evident that Lady Luce had become informed of +the scene that had taken place between Sir Archie, Lord Wolfer, and Nell +in the library at Wolfer House, and that Lady Luce intended to denounce +her in the drawing-room before Drake and the large party gathered +together in her honor.</p> + +<p>For one single instant there rose in her heart a keen regret<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</a></span> that she +had not told Drake; but it was only for an instant; for Nell's nature +was a noble one, and she knew that at no time and under no circumstances +whatever could she have sacrificed her friend, even to save her life's +happiness—and Drake's.</p> + +<p>That chilly morning in the dim library she had taken her friend's folly +and sin upon her own shoulders, scarcely counting, scarcely seeing the +cost, certainly not foreseeing this terrible price which she would have +to pay for it. And now—now that the terrible moment had come when +Drake—she cared little for any other—would hear her accused of that +which a pure woman counts the worst of crimes, she would not be able to +rise, and, with uplifted head, exclaim: "I am innocent!"</p> + +<p>She felt crushed, overwhelmed, but she could not remain silent; she had +to speak; the eyes of those who were near were fixed upon her waitingly.</p> + +<p>"I have not told him," she said at last, in a low but clear voice.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce bit her lip softly, as if very much confused.</p> + +<p>"I am so sorry I spoke!" she said, in an apologetic whisper. "It was +very foolish of me—I am always blurting out awkward things—it is the +impulsive Celtic temperament! Pray forgive me, Miss Lorton, and try and +forget my stupid blunder."</p> + +<p>There was an intense silence. Nell looked straight before her, as one +looks who hears the knell of the bell which signals the hour of her +execution. Drake stood with his hands clasped behind him, his face +perfectly calm, his eyes resting on Nell with infinite love and trust. +The others glanced from one to the other with doubtful and +half-suspicious looks. It seemed as if no one could start a +conversation; the air was heavy with suspense and suspicion. The +countess was quick and clever. She saw that for Nell's sake the matter +must not be allowed to rest where it was; she knew that Lady Luce would +have effected her purpose and cast a shadow of scandal over Nell's +future life if not another word was spoken. Convinced that Nell was +innocent of even the slightest indiscretion, she felt that it would be +wiser to force Lady Luce's hand.</p> + +<p>So she came forward with a smile of tolerant contempt on her pretty, +shrewd face, and said slowly, and with her musical drawl:</p> + +<p>"Oh, but, Lady Luce, we cannot let you off so easily. What is this +interesting story in which Miss Lorton and Sir Archie Walbrooke are +concerned?"</p> + +<p>Lady Luce rose with well-feigned embarrassment.</p> + +<p>"Pardon me, Lady Angleford," she said. "I have blundered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</a></span> and have asked +forgiveness; I have not another word to say."</p> + +<p>She was crossing the room in front of Drake, and he saw her lip curl +with a faint sneer. He laid his hand upon her arm gently but firmly.</p> + +<p>"We will hear the story, if you please, Lady Luce," he said.</p> + +<p>She bit her lip, as if she were driven into a corner, and did not know +what to do.</p> + +<p>"Not here, at any rate!" she said, in a low voice, and looking round at +the silent group.</p> + +<p>Some of them rose and moved away; but Drake held up his hand.</p> + +<p>"Oh, do not lose an amusing story!" he said, with a smile eloquent of +contempt. "Now, Lady Luce, if you please."</p> + +<p>She looked from him to Nell.</p> + +<p>"What am I to do?" she asked, as if in great distress. "Miss Lorton, you +see my predicament; please come to my aid, and help me to escape. Tell +Lord Angleford that you do not wish me to say any more."</p> + +<p>Still looking straight before her, Nell responded, almost inaudibly:</p> + +<p>"Speak! Yes—tell them!"</p> + +<p>Lady Luce still seemed reluctant; at last she said, with an embarrassed +laugh:</p> + +<p>"After all, it may amount to nothing, and you'll be very much +disappointed. Indeed, it is very likely not true."</p> + +<p>Her reluctance was not altogether feigned, for it needed even her +audacity and assurance to make such an accusation as she was about to +bring against the future Countess of Angleford, and under her future +roof; but she braced herself to a supreme effort, and, though she was +really as white as Nell, she looked round boldly, as if confident of the +truth of the thing she was going to say.</p> + +<p>"Everybody knows what Sir Archie is," she began. "He's the worst flirt +and the most dangerous man in England. Everybody has heard stories of +his delinquencies; some of them are true, but many of them, I dare say, +are false, and I've not the least doubt that Miss Lorton will tell us +that the story that she was about to elope with him from Wolfer House +one morning, but that she was stopped by Lord Wolfer, is an absurd +fable. The story goes that she did not know, until Lord Wolfer told her +at the very moment that she and Sir Archie were leaving the house, that +Sir Archie was a married man. Now that's the whole affair, and I really +think Miss Lorton will be grateful to me for giving her an opportunity +of rising in true dramatic fashion and exclaiming: 'It is not true!'"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_345" id="Page_345">[Pg 345]</a></span></p> + +<p>She nodded at Nell and laughed softly.</p> + +<p>There were many who echoed her laugh, for, indeed, the story did sound +like an absurd fable. All eyes were turned on Nell, and all waited for +her to bring about with a denial the satisfactory dénouement. Drake did +not laugh, for his heart was burning with fury against the audacity, the +shameless insolence, of Lady Luce; but he smiled in a grim fashion as +his eyes still rested on Nell's face.</p> + +<p>A moment passed. Why did she not rise? Why did she not, at any rate, +speak? Four words would be enough: "It is not true!"</p> + +<p>But she remained motionless and silent. A kind of consternation began to +creep over those who were watching, Drake went up to her and laid his +hand on her shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Pray relieve Lady Luce's anxiety, Nell, and tell her that she has +amused us with a canard too ridiculous to be anything but false," he +said tenderly.</p> + +<p>She looked up at him, her brows drawn, her eyes pitiful in their agony +of appeal, her lips quivering.</p> + +<p>"It is true!" she said, in a voice which, though low, was perfectly +audible.</p> + +<p>There was an intense silence. No one moved; every eye was fixed on her +in breathless excitement. They asked themselves if it were possible they +had heard aright. Drake's hand pressed more heavily on Nell's shoulder; +she could hear his breath coming heavily, could feel him shake. A faint +cry escaped Lady Angleford's parted lips.</p> + +<p>"Nell!" she cried.</p> + +<p>Nell rose and looked at her with the same agony of appeal in her eyes, +but with her face firmly set, as if she were buoyed up by an inflexible +resolution.</p> + +<p>"What Lady Luce has said is true," she said. "I will go——"</p> + +<p>Drake was by her side in an instant. He took her cold hand and drew it +within his arm.</p> + +<p>"No!" he said. "You will not go——"</p> + +<p>He looked at Lady Luce, and there was no need to finish the sentence.</p> + +<p>She smiled, and fanned herself slowly.</p> + +<p>"Of course, Miss Lorton can explain it all," she said. "I am very sorry +to have been the cause, the innocent cause, of such an unpleasant scene. +But really you forced me to speak; and we all know that though Miss +Lorton has admitted her—what shall I call it?—little escapade, there +must be some satisfactory explanation. No one will believe for a moment +that she really intended to elope with Sir Archie."</p> + +<p>While she had been speaking, some of the guests had edged toward the +door. At such moments the kindest thing one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346">[Pg 346]</a></span> can do is to remove oneself +as quickly as possible. When a sudden death happens in a ballroom, the +dancing ceases, the music stops, the revelers vanish. Something worse +than death had happened in this drawing-room. The happiness of more than +one life had been blasted as by a stroke of lightning.</p> + +<p>There was a general movement toward the door. A group of old +friends—county neighbors, real friends of Drake and the +countess—gathered round the little group. Falconer and Dick pushed +their way through them none too ceremoniously.</p> + +<p>"I'll take my sister home, Lord Angleford," said Dick hotly; while +Falconer took her hand, his face white, his eyes flashing.</p> + +<p>Nell would have drawn away from Drake and turned to them; but he put his +arm round her waist and held her by sheer force.</p> + +<p>"I beg that no one will go," he said; and his voice, though not loud, +rang like a bell. Everybody stopped. "I think every one has heard Lady +Lucille's accusation against my future wife," he said. "For reasons +which concern herself and me only, my future wife"—he laid an emphasis +on the words—"has seen fit not to deny this accusation. I am quite +content that it should be so. If we have any friends here let——"</p> + +<p>Before he could finish his appeal, the door opened, and Lord and Lady +Wolfer entered the room. They were in traveling dress, and Lady Wolfer +looked pale and in trouble, while Wolfer's face was grave and stern.</p> + +<p>"If any friend, whether it be man or woman, deems an explanation due to +them, I will ask Miss Lorton if she can give it to them," continued +Drake. "If she should not think fit to do so——"</p> + +<p>Lady Wolfer, until now unnoticed except by a very few, came through the +circle which at once had formed round the principal actors in this +social tragedy. She went straight up to Nell, and took her hand and drew +her into her embrace, as if to shelter and succor her. With a faint cry, +Nell's head fell on Lady Wolfer's bosom. Lady Wolfer looked round, not +defiantly, but with the air of one facing death bravely.</p> + +<p>"I will explain," she said. "It was not she who was going to elope with +Sir Archie Walbrooke. It was I!"</p> + +<p>"No, no; you must not!" panted Nell.</p> + +<p>The living circle drew closer, and listened and stared in breathless +silence.</p> + +<p>"It was I!" said Lady Wolfer.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_347" id="Page_347">[Pg 347]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You!" exclaimed Lady Luce. "Then Burden——"</p> + +<p>"Burden lied," said Lady Wolfer. "I want to tell every one; it is due to +this saint, this dear girl, who sacrificed herself to me. I only heard +this morning from my husband that he had found a note which Sir Archie +had sent me, asking me to leave England with him. He placed this note on +a pedestal in my drawing-room. Both my husband and Nell saw it, not +knowing that the other had seen it. It never reached me; but this dear +girl kept the appointment which Sir Archie had made for the library the +next morning. She wanted to save me. I know, almost as if I had been +there, how she pleaded with him, how she strove for my honor. While they +were there my husband came upon them. The letter was not addressed to +me, and he leaned to the conclusion that it was intended for Nell. She +permitted him to make the hideous mistake, and, to save me, she left the +house with her reputation ruined—in his eyes, at least. Until this +morning he has never breathed a word of this to a soul. I am confident +that Sir Archie Walbrooke, who went away full of remorse and penitence, +has also kept silent. It was reserved for a woman to strike the blow +aimed at the honor and happiness of an innocent and helpless girl—a +girl so noble that she is ready to lay down her life's happiness and +honor rather than betray the friend she loves. Judge between these two, +between us three, if you will."</p> + +<p>It was not a moment for cheering, but sudden exclamations burst from the +men, most of the women were in tears, and Nell was sobbing as she lay on +her friend's bosom.</p> + +<p>Lady Luce alone remained smiling. Her face was white, her breath came in +quick, labored gasps.</p> + +<p>"What a charming romance!" she exclaimed, with a forced sneer. "So +completely satisfactory!"</p> + +<p>At the sound of her voice, the countess' spirit rose in true Anglo-Saxon +fashion. She checked her sobs, wiped her eyes with a morsel of lace she +called a handkerchief, and, sweeping in a stately manner to the door, +said, with the extreme of patrician hauteur:</p> + +<p>"A carriage for Lady Lucille Turfleigh, please!"</p> + +<p>Lady Luce shrugged her shoulders, turned, and slowly moved toward the +door; and, as she went, the crowd made way for her, and left her a clear +passage, as if she had suddenly become infectious.</p> + +<p>Nell did not see her go, did not hear the mingled expressions of +indignation and congratulation which buzzed round her.</p> + +<p>All she heard was Drake's "Nell! Nell! My dearest! my own!" as he put +his arms round her and drew her head to his breast.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348">[Pg 348]</a></span></p> + +<p>Those persons who are fortunate enough to receive invitations to the +summer and shooting parties, which Lord and Lady Angleford give at +Anglemere, have very good reason to congratulate themselves; but those who +are still more fortunate to receive a letter from Nell, asking them to +spend a fortnight at the picturesque and "cottagy" house which Drake has +built at a certain out-of-the-way spot in Devonshire called Shorne Mills, +go about pluming themselves as if they had drawn one of the prizes in +life's lottery. For only very intimate and dear friends are asked to +Shorne Mills.</p> + +<p>The house is not large. With the exception of the grooms, there are no +menservants; there is no state, and very little formality; life there is +mostly spent in the open air, in that delicious mixture of sea and +moorland air in which everyday worries and anxieties do not seem able to +exist.</p> + +<p>At The Cottage no one finds time hanging heavily on his or her hands; no +one is bored. It is a small Liberty Hall. There are horses to ride; +there are tramps to be taken across the heather-scented hills; there are +yachting and fishing in the bay, and there is always light-hearted +laughter round and about the house—especially when her ladyship's +brother, Mr. Dick Lorton, is present; and he and the famous musician, +Mr. Falconer, always come down together, and remain while the family +occupy The Cottage. There, too, the dowager countess is always a regular +visitor; indeed, Nell and she are very seldom apart, for, if the +countess could tear herself away from Nell, she certainly could not +leave the baby son and heir, who is as often in her arms as in his +mother's.</p> + +<p>Here, too, come, every year, the Wolfers. In fact, to sum it up, the +party is composed of Nell's and Drake's dearest and tried friends, and +they one and all have grown to love Shorne Mills almost as keenly as +Nell and Drake themselves do. Nell is proud of Anglemere, and the other +places which her husband has inherited, but there is a certain corner in +her heart which is reserved for the little fishing place in which she +first saw, and learned to love, "Drake Vernon."</p> + +<p>Watch them as they go down the steep and narrow way to the pier. It is a +July evening; the sun is still bright, but the shadows are casting a +purple tint on the hills beyond the moor; a faint breeze ripples the +opaline bay; the fishing boats are gliding in like "painted ships on a +painted ocean"; the tinkle of the cow bells mingles with the shrill cry +of the curlew and the guillemot. The <i>Seagull</i> lies at anchor in the bay +ready to sail at a moment's notice. But Drake does not signal for the +dinghy as Nell and he reach the pier, for, though they are going for a +sail, it is not in the stately yacht.</p> + +<p>By the slip lies an old herring boat, with <i>Annie Laurie</i> painted on its +stern, and Brownie has got the sail up and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349">[Pg 349]</a></span> stands waiting with a smile +to help his beloved "Miss Nell" into the old boat. Nell lays her hand +upon his shoulder as of old, and steps in and takes the tiller; Drake +makes taut the sheet, and the old boat glides away from the slip and +sails out into the open.</p> + +<p>Drake looks up at the wind with a sailor's eye, and glances at Nell. He +does not speak, but she understands, and she steers the <i>Annie Laurie</i> +for the little piece of smooth beach which leads to the cave under the +cliff. It is to this point they nearly always make; for was it not here +that Drake Vernon told Nell Lorton of his love, and drew the confession +of hers from her lips? To this place they always come alone, for it is +sacred.</p> + +<p>As, on this afternoon, they approach the spot, Drake utters an +exclamation of surprise.</p> + +<p>"Why, Nell, there's another boat there!" he says.</p> + +<p>"Not really, Drake?" she says, with a little disappointment in her +voice.</p> + +<p>For the moments they spend in this spot are sweet and precious to her.</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is," he says; "and, by George; there are two persons sitting +on the bowlder—our bowlder!"</p> + +<p>Nell looks with keen eyes; then she blushes, and laughs softly.</p> + +<p>"Drake, it's Dick and Lettie Angel!" she says, in a whisper, as if they +could hear her.</p> + +<p>But she need not be afraid; the two young people who are seated on the +spot sacred to Nell and Drake's love, have no ears nor eyes for any but +themselves. The girl's face is downcast and blushing, and Dick's is +upturned to hers. He has got hold of her hand; he is pleading as—well, +as a certain Drake Vernon once pleaded to a certain Nell Lorton.</p> + +<p>Nell and Drake exchange glances full of tenderness, full of sympathy.</p> + +<p>"Ourselves over again, dearest!" he says, in a low and loving voice. +"Put her round; we won't disturb them. God bless them, and send them +happiness like unto ours!"</p> + +<p>And "Amen!" whispers Nell, her eyes full of tears.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS***</p> +<p>******* This file should be named 22961-h.txt or 22961-h.zip *******</p> +<p>This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:<br /> +<a href="http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/9/6/22961">http://www.gutenberg.org/2/2/9/6/22961</a></p> +<p>Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed.</p> + +<p>Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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Gutenberg eBook, Nell, of Shorne Mills, by Charles Garvice + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Nell, of Shorne Mills + or, One Heart's Burden + + +Author: Charles Garvice + + + +Release Date: October 11, 2007 [eBook #22961] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS*** + + +E-text prepared by Roger Frank, Brownfox, and the Project Gutenberg Online +Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + +NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS + +Or, One Heart's Burden + +by CHARLES GARVICE + +Author of +"Better Than Life," "A Life's Mistake," "Once in a Life," +"'Twas Love's Fault," etc. + + + + + + + +A. L. Burt Company +Publishers :: :: :: New York +1898 + + + +NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +"Dick, how many are twenty-seven and eight?" + +The girl looked up, with narrow eyes and puckered brow, from the +butcher's book, which she was laboriously "checking," at the boy who +leaned back on the window seat picking out a tune on a banjo. + +"Thirty-nine," he replied lazily but promptly, without ceasing to peck, +peck at the strings. + +She nodded her thanks, and traveled slowly up the column, counting with +the end of her pencil and jotting down the result with a perplexed face. + +They were brother and sister, Nell and Dick Lorton, and they made an +extremely pretty picture in the sunny room. The boy was fair with the +fairness of the pure Saxon; the girl was dark--dark hair with the sheen +of silk in it, dark, straight brows that looked all the darker for the +clear gray of the eyes which shone like stars beneath them. But the eyes +were almost violet at this moment with the intensity of her mental +effort, and presently, as she raised them, they flashed with a mixture +of irritation and sweet indignation. + +"Dick, if you don't put that banjo down I'll come over and make you. +It's bad enough at most times; but the 'Old Folks at Home' on one +string, while I'm trying to check this wretched book, is intolerable, +and not to be endured. Put it down, Dick, or I'll come over and smash +both of you!" + +He struck a chord, an exasperating chord, and then resumed the more +exasperating peck, peck. + +"'Twas ever thus," he said, addressing the ceiling with sad reproach. +"Women are born ungrateful, and continue so. Here am I, wasting this +delightful afternoon in attempting to soothe a sister's savage breast by +sweet strains of heavenly music, and she----" + +With a laugh, she sprang from her seat and went for him. There was a +short and fierce struggle, during which the banjo was whirled hither and +thither; then he got her down on the floor, sat upon her, and +deliberately resumed pecking out the "Old Folks at Home." + +"Let me get up, Dick! Let me get up this instant!" she cried indignantly +and breathlessly. "The man's waiting for the book. Dick, do you hear? +I'll pinch you--I'll crumple your collar! I'll burn that beast of a +banjo directly you've gone out. Dick, I'm sure you're hurting me +seriously. Di-ck! I've got a pain! Oh, you wait until you've gone out! +I'll light the fire with that thing! Get up!" + +Without a change of countenance, as if he were deaf to her entreaties +and threats, he tuned up the banjo, and played a breakdown. + +"Comfortable, Nell? That's right. Always strive for contentment, +whatever your lot may be. At present your lot is to provide me with a +nice, springy seat, and it will so continue to be until you promise--on +your honor, mind--that you will not lay a destructive hand on this +sweetest of instruments." + +"Oh, let me get up, Dick!" + +"Until I receive that promise, and an abject apology, it is a case of +_j'y suis, j'y reste_, my child," he responded blandly. + +She panted and struggled for a moment or two, then she gasped: + +"I--I promise!" + +"On your word of honor?" + +"Yes, yes! Dick, you are breaking my ribs or something." + +"Corset, perhaps," he suggested. "And the apology? A verbal one will +suffice on this occasion, accompanied by the sum of one shilling for the +purchase of cigarettes." + +"I shan't! You never said a word about a shilling!" + +"I did not--I hadn't time; but I shall now have time to make it two." + +The door opened, and a servant with a moon-shaped face and prominent +eyes looked in. She did not seem at all surprised at the state of +affairs--did not even smile. + +"The butcher's man says shall he wait any longer, miss?" + +"Yes, tell him to wait, Molly," said the boy. "Miss Nell is tired, and +is lying down for a little while; resting, you know." + +"I--I promise! I apologize! You--you shall have the shilling!" gasped +the girl, half angrily, half haughtily. + +He rose in a leisurely fashion, got back to his window seat, and held +out his long, shapely hand. + +She shook herself, put up one hand to her hair, and took a shilling from +her pocket with the other. + +"Tiresome boy!" she exclaimed. "If I live to be a hundred, I shall never +know why boys were invented." + +"There are lots of other things, simpler things, that you will never +know, though you live to be a Methuselah, my dear Nell," he said; "one +of them being that twenty-seven and eight do not make thirty-nine." + +"Thirty-nine? Why, of course not; thirty-five!" she retorted. "That's +where I was wrong. Dick, you are a beast. There's the book, Molly, and +there's the money----Oh, give me back that shilling, Dick; I want it! +I've only just got enough. Give it me back at once; you shall have it +again, I swear--I mean, I promise." + +"Simple child!" he murmured sweetly. "So young, so simple! She really +thinks I shall give it to her! Such innocence is indeed touching! Excuse +these tears. It will soon pass!" + +He mopped his eyes with his handkerchief, as if overcome by emotion, and +the exasperated Nell looked at him as if she meant another fight; but +she resisted the temptation, and, with a shrug of her shoulders, pushed +the book and money toward the patient and unmoved Molly. + +"There you are, Molly, all but the shilling. Tell him to add that to the +next account." + +"Yes, miss. And the missis' chocklut; it's just the time?" + +Nell glanced at the clock. + +"So it is! There'll be a row. It's all your fault, Dick. Why don't you +go for a sail, or shrimping, or something? A boy's always a nuisance in +the house. I'll come at once, Molly. There!" she exclaimed, as a woman's +thin voice was heard calling in a languid and injured tone: + +"Molly!" + +"''Twas the voice of the sluggard----'" Dick began to quote; but Nell, +with a hissed "Hush! she'll hear you!" ran out, struggling with her +laughter. Five minutes later, she went up the stairs with a salver on +which were a dainty chocolate service and a plate of thin bread and +butter, and entering the best bedroom of the cottage, carried the salver +to a faded-looking woman who, in a short dressing jacket of dingy pink, +sat up in the bed. + +She was Mrs. Lorton, the stepmother of the boy and girl. She had been +pretty once, and had not forgotten the fact--it is on the cards that she +thought herself pretty still, though the weak face was thin and hollow, +the once bright eyes dim and querulous, the lips drawn into a +dissatisfied curve. + +"Here is your chocolate, mamma," said the girl. She hated the word +"mamma"; but from the first moment of her introduction to Mrs. Lorton, +she had declined to call her by the sacred name of "mother." "I'm afraid +I'm late." + +"It is ten minutes past the time," said Mrs. Lorton; "but I do not +complain. I never complain, Eleanor. A Wolfer should at least know how +to suffer in silence. I hope it is hot--really hot; yesterday it was +cold--quite cold, and it caused me that acute indigestion which, I +trust, Eleanor, it will never be your lot to experience." + +"I'm sorry, mamma; but yesterday morning you were asleep when I brought +it in, and I did not like to wake you." + +"Not asleep, Eleanor," said Mrs. Lorton, with an air of long-suffering +patience--"no, alas! not asleep. My eyes were closed, I have no doubt; +but I was merely thinking. I heard you come in----Surely that is not all +the cream! I have few fancies, Heaven knows; but I have always been +accustomed to half cream and half chocolate, and an invalid suffers +acutely from these deprivations, slight and trifling though they may +appear to one in your robust, I had almost said savage state of health." + +"Isn't there as much as usual? I will go and see if there is some +more," said the girl, deftly arranging the tray. "See, it is quite hot +this morning." + +"But it will be cold before you return, doubtless," sighed Mrs. Lorton, +with saintly resignation. "And, Eleanor, may I venture to ask you not to +renew the terrible noise with which you have been filling the house for +the last half hour. You know how I dislike crushing the exuberance of +your animal spirits; but such a perfectly barbaric noise tortures my +poor overstrained nerves." + +"Yes, mamma. We'll--I'll be quiet." + +"Thank you. It is a great deal to ask. I am aware that you think me +exacting. This butter is anything but fresh." + +"It was made this morning." + +"Please, oh, please do not contradict me, Eleanor! If there is one +characteristic more plainly developed in me than another it is my +unerring taste. This butter is not fresh. But do not mind. I am not +complaining. Do not think that. I merely passed the remark. And if you +are really going to get me my usual quantity of cream, will you do so +now? Cold chocolate two mornings in succession would try my digestion +sadly." + +The girl left the room quickly, and as she passed the dining-room door +she looked in to say hurriedly: + +"Dry up, Dick. Mamma's been complaining of the noise." + +"'Eleanor, I never complain,'" he murmured; but he put down the banjo, +rose and stretched himself, and left the room, pretending to slip as he +passed Nell in the passage, and flattening her against the wall. + +She gave him a noiseless push and went for the remainder of the cream. + +Mrs. Lorton received it with a sigh and a patient "I thank you, +Eleanor;" and while she sipped the chocolate, and snipped at the bread +and butter--she ate the latter as if it were a peculiarly distasteful +medicine in the solid--the girl tidied the room. It was the only really +well-furnished room in the cottage; Nell's little chamber in the roof +was as plain as Marguerite's in "Faust," and Dick's was Spartan in its +Character; but a Wolfer--Mrs. Lorton was a distant, a very distant +connection by a remote marriage of the noble family of that name--cannot +live without a certain amount of luxury, and, as there was not enough to +go round, Mrs. Lorton got it all. So, though Nell's little bed was +devoid of curtains, her furniture of the "six-guinea suite" type and her +carpet a square of Kidderminster, her stepmother's bed was amply draped, +possessed its silk eider-down and lace-edged pillows; there was an +Axminster on the floor, an elaborate dressing table furnished with a +toilet set, and--the fashionable lady's indispensable--a cheval glass. + +"I think I will get up in half an hour, if you will be good enough to +send Molly up to me," said Mrs. Lorton, sinking onto her pillow as if +exhausted by her struggle with the chocolate. + +"Yes, mamma," assented the girl. "What will you have for lunch?" + +"Lunch!" sighed Mrs. Lorton, with an assumption of weary indifference. +"It is really of no consequence, Eleanor. I eat so little, especially in +the middle of the day. Perhaps if you could get me a sweetbread I might +manage a few morsels. But do not trouble. You know how much I dislike +causing trouble. A sweetbread nicely browned--on a small, a very small +piece of toast; quite dry, please, Eleanor." + +"Yes, mamma, I know," said Eleanor; but she looked out of the window +rather doubtfully. Sweetbreads were not easily obtained at the only +butcher's shop in the village; and, when they were, they were dear; but +she had just paid the long-running bill, and---- + +"I'll go up to Smart's and see about it," she said. "Is there anything +you want in the village, mamma?" + +Mrs. Lorton sighed again; she rarely spoke without a sigh. + +"If you really want the walk and are going, Eleanor, you might ask Mrs. +Porter if she has got that toilet vinegar for me. She promised to get it +down from London quite a week ago. It is really too ridiculous! But what +can one expect in this hole, and living among a set of barbarians? I +know that I shall never grow accustomed to this life of savagery; my +memory of the past is too acute, alas! But I must stifle it; I must +remember that the great trial of my life has been sent for my good, and +I will never complain. Not one word of discontent shall ever pass my +lips. My dear Eleanor, you surely are not going to be so mad as to open +that window! And my neuralgia only just quiet!" + +"I beg your pardon, mamma. The room seemed so hot, and I forgot. I've +closed it again; see! Let me draw the eider-down up; that's it. I won't +forget the toilet vinegar." + +"I thank you, Eleanor; and you might get this week's _Fashion Gazette_. +It is the only paper I care for; but it is not unnatural that I should +like to see it occasionally. One may be cut off from all one's friends +and relations, may be completely out of the world of rank and +refinement, but one likes now and then to read of the class to which one +belongs, but from which one is, alas! forever separated." + +"I'll get the _Fashion Gazette_ if Mrs. Porter has it, mamma. I won't be +long, and Molly will hear you if you want her before the time." + +Mrs. Lorton sighed deeply in acknowledgment, and Nell left the room. + +She had been bright and girlish enough while romping with her brother, +but the scene with her stepmother had left its impression on her face; +the dark-gray eyes were rather sad and weary; there was a slight droop +at the corners of the sweetly curved lips; but the change lent an +indescribable charm to the girlish face. Looking at it, as it was then, +no man but would have longed to draw the slim, graceful figure toward +him, to close the wistful eyes with a kiss, to caress the soft hair with +a comforting hand. There was a subtle fascination in the very droop of +the lips which would have haunted an artist or a poet, and driven the +ordinary man wild with love. + +Mrs. Lorton had called Shorne Mills a "hole," but as a matter of fact, +the village stood almost upon the brow of the hill down which ran the +very steep road to the tiny harbor and fishing place which nestled under +the red Devon cliffs; and barbaric as the place might be, it was +beautiful beyond words. No spot in this loveliest of all counties was +more lovely; and as yet it was, so to speak, undiscovered. With the +exception of the vicarage there was no other house, worthy the name, in +the coombe; all the rest were fishermen's cots. The nearest inn and +shops were on the fringe of the moor behind and beyond the Lorton's +cottage; the nearest house of any consequence was that of the local +squire, three miles away. The market town of Shallop was eight miles +distant, and the only public communication with it was the carrier's +cart, which went to and fro twice weekly. In short, Shorne Mills was out +of the world, and will remain so until the Railway Fiend flaps his +coal-black wings over it and drops, with red-hot feet, upon it to sear +its beauty and destroy its solitude. It had got its name from a flour +and timber mill which had once flourished halfway down the coombe or +valley; but the wheels were now silent, the mills were falling to +pieces, and the silver stream served no more prosaic purpose than +supplying the fishing folk with crystal water which was pure as the +stars it reflected. This stream, as it ran beside the road or meandered +through the sloping meadows, made soft music, day and night, all through +the summer, but swelled itself into a torrent in the winter, and roared +as it swept over the smooth bowlders to its bridegroom, the sea; +sometimes it was the only sound in the valley, save always the murmur of +the ocean, and the shrill weird cry of the curlew as it flew from the +sea marge to the wooded heights above. + +Nell loved the place with a great and exceeding love, with all the love +of a girl to whom beauty is a continual feast. She knew every inch of +it; for she had lived in the cottage on the hill since she was a child +of seven, and she was now nearly twenty-one. She knew every soul in the +fishing village, and, indeed, for miles around, and not seldom she was +spoken of as "Miss Nell, of Shorne Mills;" and the simple folk were as +proud of the title as was Nell herself. They were both fond and proud of +her. In any cottage and at any time her presence was a welcome one, and +every woman and child, when in trouble, flew to her for help and comfort +even before they climbed to the vicarage--that refuge of the poor and +sorrowing in all country places. + +As she swung to the little gate behind her this morning, she paused and +looked round at the familiar scene; and its beauty, its grandeur, and +its solitude struck her strangely, as if she were looking at it for the +first time. + +"One could be so happy if mamma--and if Dick could find something to +do!" she thought; and at the thought her eyes grew sadder and the sweet +lips drooped still more at the corner; but as she went up the hill, the +fine rare air, the brilliant sunshine acted like an anodyne, and the +eyes grew brighter, the lips relaxed, so that Smart's--the +butcher's--face broadened into a smile of sympathy as he touched his +forehead with a huge and greasy finger. + +"Sweetbreads! No, no, miss; I've promised the cook up at the +Hall----There, bless your heart, Miss Nell, don't 'ee look so +disappointed. I'll send 'em--yes, in half an hour at most. Dang me if it +was the top brick off the chimney I reckon you'd get 'ee, for there +ain't no refusin' 'ee anything!" + +Nell thanked him with a smile and a grateful beam from her gray eyes, +and then, still lighter-hearted, went on to Mrs. Porter's. By great good +luck not only had the toilet vinegar arrived from London, but a copy of +the _Fashion Gazette_; and with these in her hand Nell went homeward. +But at the bend of the road near the cottage she paused. Mrs. Lorton +would not want the vinegar or the paper for another hour. Would there be +time to run down to the jetty and look at the sea? She slipped the paper +and the bottle in the hedge, and went lightly down the road. It was so +steep that strangers went cautiously and leaned on their sticks, but +Nell nearly ran and seemed scarcely to touch the ground; for she had +toddled down that road as a child, and knew every stone in it; knew +where to leave it for the narrow little path which provided a short cut, +and where to turn aside for the marvelous view of the tiny harbor that +looked like a child's toy on the edge of the opal sea. + +Women and children came out of the cottages as she went swiftly past, +and she exchanged greetings with them; but she was in too great a hurry +to stop, and one child followed after her with bitter complaint. + +She stood for a moment or two talking to some of the men mending their +nets on the jetty, called down to Dick, who was lying--he was always +reclining on something--basking in the stern of his anchored boat; then +she went, more slowly, up the hill again. + +As she neared the cottage, a sound rose from the house and mingled with +the music of the stream. It was the yelp of staghounds. She stopped and +listened, and wondered whether the stag would run down the hill, as it +sometimes did; then she went on. Presently she heard another sound--the +tap, tap of a horse's hoofs. Her quick ear distinguished it as different +from the slow pacing of the horses which drew the village carts, and she +looked up the road curiously. It was not the doctor's horse; she knew +the stamp, stamp of his old gray cob. This was a lighter, more nervous +tread. + +Within twenty paces of the cottage she saw the horse and horseman. The +former was a beautiful creature, almost thoroughbred, as she knew; for +every woman in the district was a horsewoman by instinct and +association. The latter was a gentleman in a well-made riding suit of +cords. He was riding slowly, his whip striking against his leg absently, +his head bent. + +That he was not one of the local gentry Nell saw at the first glance. In +that first glance also she noted a certain indescribable grace, an air +of elegance, which, as a rule, was certainly lacking in the local +gentry. She could not see his face, but there was something strange, +distinguished in his attitude and the way he carried himself; and, +almost unconsciously, her pace slackened. + +Strangers in Shorne Mills were rare. Nell, being a woman, was curious. +As she slowly reached the gate, the man came almost alongside. And at +that moment a rabbit scuttled across the road, right under the horse's +nose. With the nervousness of the thoroughbred, it shied. The man had it +in hand in an instant, and touched it with his left spur to keep it away +from the girl. The horse sprang sideways, set its near foot on a stone, +and fell, and the next instant the man was lying at Nell's feet. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +For a moment Nell was too startled to do anything but cry out; then, as +the man did not move, she knelt beside him, and still calling for Molly, +almost unconsciously raised his head. He had fallen on his side, but had +turned over in the instant before losing consciousness; and as Nell +lifted his head she felt something wet trickle over her hand, and knew +that it was blood. + +She was very much frightened--with the exception of Dick's boyish falls +and cuts, it was the first accident at which she had "assisted"--and she +had never longed for any one as she longed for Molly. But neither Molly +nor any one else came, and Nell, in a helpless, dazed kind of fashion, +wiped the blood from the wound. + +Then suddenly she thought of water, and setting his head down as gently +as she could, she ran to the stream, saturated her handkerchief, and, +returning, took his head on her lap again, and bathed his forehead. + +While she was doing this she recovered her presence of mind sufficiently +to look at him with something like the desire to know what he was like; +and, with all a woman's quickness of perception, saw that he was +extremely good-looking; that he was rather dark than fair; that though +he was young--twenty-nine, thirty, flashed through her mind--the hair on +his temples was faintly flecked with gray. + +But something more than the masculine beauty of the face struck her, +struck her vaguely, and that was the air of distinction which she had +noticed in his bearing as he came down the road, and an expression of +weariness in the faint lines about the mouth and eyes. + +She was aware, without knowing why, that he was extremely well dressed; +she saw that the ungloved hand was long and thin--the hand of a +well-bred man--and that everything about him indicated wealth and the +gentleman. + +All these observations required but a second or two--a man would only +have got at them after an hour--and, almost before they were made, he +opened his eyes with the usual dazed and puzzled expression which an +individual wears when he has been knocked out of time and is coming back +to consciousness. + +As his eyes opened, Nell noticed that they were dark--darker than they +should have been to match his hair--and that they were anything but +commonplace ones. He looked up at her for an instant or two, then +muttered something under his breath--Nell was almost certain that he +swore--and aloud, in the toneless voice of the newly conscious, said: + +"I came off, didn't I?" + +"Yes," said Nell. + +She neither blushed nor looked shy. Indeed, she was too frightened, too +absorbed by her desire for his recovery to remember herself, or the fact +that this strange man's head was lying on her knee. + +"I must have been unconscious," he said, almost to himself. "Yes, I've +struck my head." + +Then he got to his feet and stood looking at her; and his face was, if +anything, whiter than it had been. + +"I'm very sorry. Permit me to apologize, for I must have frightened you +awfully. And"--he looked at her dress, upon which was a large wet patch +where his head had rested--"and I've spoiled your dress. In short, I've +made a miserable nuisance of myself." + +Nell passed his apology by. + +"Are you hurt?" she asked anxiously. + +"No; I think not," he replied. "I can't think how I managed to come off; +I don't usually make such an ass of myself." + +He went for his hat, but as he stooped to pick it up he staggered, and +Nell ran to him and caught his arm. + +"You are hurt!" she said. "I--I was afraid so!" + +"I'm giddy, that's all, I think," he said; but his lips closed tightly +after his speech, and they twitched at the corners. "I expect my horse +is more damaged than I am," he added, and he walked, very slowly, to +where the animal stood looking from side to side with a startled air. + +"Yes; knees cut. Poor old chap! It was my fault--my fau----" + +He stopped, and put his hand to his head as if he were confused. + +Nell went and stood close by him, with a vague kind of idea that he was +going to fall and that she might help him, support him. + +"You are in pain?" she asked, her brow wrinkled with her anxiety, her +eyes darkened with her womanly sympathy and pity. + +"Yes," he admitted frankly. "I've knocked my head, and"--he touched his +arm--"and, yes, I'm afraid I've broken my arm." + +"Oh!"--cried Nell, startled and aghast--"oh! you must come into the +house at once--at once." + +He glanced at the cottage. + +"Your house?" + +"Yes," said Nell. "Oh, come, please. You may faint again----" + +"Oh, no, I shan't." + +"But you may--you may! Take my arm; lean on me----" + +He took her arm, but did not lean on her, and he smiled down at her. + +"I don't look it, but I weigh nearly twelve stone, and I should bear you +down," he said. + +"I'm stronger than I look," said Nell. "Please come!" + +"I'll put the bridle over the gate first," he said. + +"No, no; I will do it. Lean against the gate while I go." + +He rested one hand on the gate. She got the horse--he came as quietly as +his master had done--and hitched the bridle on the post; then she drew +the man's arm within hers, and led him into the house and into the +drawing-room. + +"Sit down," she said; "lean back. I won't be a moment. Oh, where is +Molly? But perhaps I'd better not leave you." + +"I'm all right. I assure you that I've no intention of fainting again," +he said; and there was something like a touch of irritation in his tone. + +Nell rang the bell and stood looking down at him anxiously. There was +not a sign of self-consciousness or embarrassment in her face or manner. +She was still thinking only of him. + +"I'm ashamed of myself for giving you so much trouble," he said. + +"It is no trouble. Why should you be ashamed? Oh, Molly! don't cry out +or scream--it is all right! Be quiet now, Molly! This gentleman has been +thrown from his horse, and----Oh, bring me some brandy; and, Molly, +don't tell--don't frighten mamma." + +Molly, with her mouth still wide open, ran out of the room, and Nell's +eyes returned to the man. + +He sat gazing at the carpet for a while, his brow knit with a frown, as +if he found the whole affair a hideous bore, his injured arm across his +knee. There was no deprecating smile of the nervous man; he made no more +apologies, and it seemed to Nell that he had quite forgotten her, and +was only desirous of getting rid of her and the situation generally. But +he looked up as Molly came fluttering in with the brandy; and as he took +the glass from Nell's hand--for the first time it shook a little--he +said: + +"Thanks--thanks very much. I'm all right now, and I'll hasten to take +myself off." + +He rose as he spoke, then his hand went out to the sofa as if in search +of support, and with an articulate though audible "Damn!" he sank down +again. + +"I'm afraid I'll have to wait for a few minutes," he said, in a tone of +annoyance. "I can't think what's the matter with me, but I feel as giddy +and stupid as an owl. I'll be all right presently. Is the inn near +here?" + +"No," said Nell; "the inn is a long way from here; too far----" + +He did not let her finish, but rather impatiently cut in with: + +"Oh, but there must be some place where I can go----" + +"You must not think of moving yet," she said. "I don't know much--I have +not seen many accidents--but I am sure that you have hurt yourself; and +you say that you have broken your arm?" + +"I'm afraid so, confound it! I beg your pardon. I'll get to the inn--I +have not broken my leg, and can walk well enough--and see a doctor." + +Mrs. Lorton's step was heard in the passage, and the voice of that lady +was heard before she appeared in the doorway, demanding, in an injured +tone: + +"Eleanor, what does this mean? Why do you want brandy, and at this time +of the day? Are you ill? I have always told you that some day you would +suffer from this continual rushing about----" + +Then she stopped and stared at the two, and her hand went up to her hair +with the gesture of the weakly vain woman. + +"Who is it, Nell? What does it mean?" she demanded. + +The man rose and bowed, and his appearance, his self-possession and +well-bred bow impressed Mrs. Lorton at once. + +"I beg your pardon," she said, in her sweetest and most ingratiating +manner, with a suggestion of the simper which used to be fashionable +when she was a girl. "There has been an accident, I see. Are you very +much hurt? Eleanor, pray do not stand like a thing of stock or stone; +pray, do not be so useless and incapable." + +Nell blushed and looked round helplessly. + +"Please sit down," went on Mrs. Lorton. "Eleanor, let me beg of you to +collect your senses. Get that cushion--sit down. Let me place this at +your back. Do you feel faint? My smelling salts, Eleanor!" + +The man's lips tightened, and the frown darkened the whole of his face. +Nell knew that he was swearing under his breath and wishing Mrs. Lorton +and herself at the bottom of the sea. + +"No, no!" he said, evidently struggling with his irritation and his +impatience of the whole scene. "I'm not at all faint. I've fallen from +my horse, and I think I've smashed my arm, that's all." + +"All!" echoed Mrs. Lorton, in accents of profound sympathy and anxiety. +"Oh, dear, dear! Nell, we must send for the doctor. Will you not put +your feet up on the sofa? It is such a relief to lie at full length." + +He rose with a look of determination in his dark eyes. + +"Thank you very much, madame, but I cannot consent to give you any +further trouble. I am quite capable of walking to anywhere, and I +will----" He broke off with an exclamation and sank down again. "I must +be worse than I thought," he said suddenly, "and I must ask you to put +up with me for a little while--half an hour." + +Mrs Lorton crossed the room with the air of an empress, or a St. Teresa +on the verge of a great mission, and rang the bell. + +"I cannot permit you to leave this house until you have recovered--quite +recovered," she said, in a stately fashion. "Molly, get the spare room +ready for this gentleman. Eleanor, you might assist, I think! I will see +that the sheets are properly aired--nothing is more important in such a +case--and we will send for the doctor while you are retiring." + +Molly plunged out, followed by Nell, and Mrs. Lorton seated herself +opposite the injured man, and, folding her hands, gazed at him as if she +were solely accountable for his welfare. + +"I'm very much obliged to you, madame," he said, at last, and by no +means amiably. "May I ask to whom I am indebted for so much--kindness?" + +"My name is Lorton," said the dear lady, as if she had picked him up and +brought him in and given him brandy; "but I am a Wolfer." + +He looked at her as if he thought she were mad, and Mrs. Lorton hastened +to explain. + +"I am a near relative of Lord Wolfer." + +"Oh, yes, yes; I beg your pardon," he said, with a touch of relief. "I +didn't understand for a moment." + +"Perhaps you know Lord Wolfer?" she asked sweetly. + +He shook his head. + +"I've heard of him." + +"Of course," she assented blandly. "He is sufficiently well known, not +to say famous. And your name--if I may ask?" + +He frowned, and was silent for an instant. + +"Vernon," he said reluctantly, "Drake Vernon." + +"Indeed! The name seems familiar to me. Of the Northumberland Vernons, I +suppose?" + +"No," he replied, rather shortly. + +"No? There are some Vernons in Warwickshire, I remember," she suggested. + +He shook his head. + +"I'm not connected with any of the Vernons," he said with a grim courtesy. + +Mrs. Lorton looked rather disappointed, but only for a moment; for, +foolish as she was, she knew a gentleman when she saw one, and this Mr. +Vernon, though not one of the Vernons, was evidently a gentleman and a +man of position. She smiled at him graciously. + +"Sometimes one scarcely knows with whom one is connected," she said. "If +you will excuse me, I will go and see if your room is prepared. We have +only one servant--now," she sighed plaintively, "and my daughter is +young and thoughtless." + +"She is not the latter, at any rate," he said, but coldly enough. "Your +daughter displayed extraordinary presence of mind----" + +"My stepdaughter, I ought to explain," broke in Mrs. Lorton, who could +not endure the praise of any other than herself. "My late husband--I am +a widow, Mr. Vernon--left me his two children as a trust, a sacred +trust, which I hope I have discharged to the best of my ability. I will +rejoin you presently." + +He rose and bowed, and then leaned back and closed his eyes, and swore +gently but thoroughly. + +Mrs. Lorton returned in a few minutes with Molly. + +"If you will come now? We have sent for the doctor." + +"Thank you, thank you!" he said, and he went upstairs with them; but he +would not permit them to assist him to take off his coat, and sat on the +edge of the bed waiting with a kind of impatient patience for the +doctor. + +By sheer good luck it was just about the time old Doctor Spence made his +daily appearance in Shorne Mills, and Nell, running up to the crossway, +caught him as he was ambling along on his old gray cob. + +"Eh? what is it, my dear? That monkey of a brother got into mischief +again?" he said, laying his hand on her shoulder. "What? Stranger? Broke +his arm? Come, come; you're frightened and upset. No need, no need! +What's a broken arm! If it had been his neck, now!" + +"I'm not frightened, and I'm not upset!" said Nell indignantly, but with +a smile. "I'm out of breath with running." + +"And out of color, too, Nell. No need to run back, my dear. I'll hurry +up and see what's wrong." + +He spoke to the cob, who understood every word and touch of his master, +and jolted down the steep road, and Nell followed slowly. She was rather +pale, as he had noticed, but she was not frightened. In all her +uneventful life nothing so exciting, so disturbing had happened as this +accident. It was difficult to realize it, to realize that a great strong +man had been cast helpless at her feet, that she had had his head on her +lap; she looked down at the patch on her dress and shuddered. Was she +glad or sorry that she had chanced to be near when he fell? As she asked +herself the question her conscience smote her. What a question to arise +in her mind! Of course she should be glad, very glad, to have been able +to help him. Then the man's face rose before her, and appealed to her by +its whiteness, by the weary, wistful lines about the lips and eyes. + +"I wonder who he is?" she asked herself, conscious that she had never +seen any one like him, that he was in some way different to any one of +the men she had hitherto met. + +As she walked slowly, thoughtfully down the road, a strange feeling came +upon her; it was as if she had touched, if only with the finger tips, +the fringe of the great unknown world. + +The doctor, breaking away from the lengthy recountal of Mrs. Lorton, +went upstairs to the spare room, where still sat Mr. Drake Vernon on the +edge of the bed, very white, but very self-contained. + +"How do you do, doctor?" he said quietly. "I've come a cropper and +knocked my head and broken some of my bones. If you'll be so good----" + +"Take off your coat. My good sir, why didn't you let them help you to +undress?" broke in the old man, with the curtness of the country doctor, +who, as a rule, is no respecter of persons. + +"I've given these good people trouble enough already," was the reply. +"Thanks; no, you don't hurt me--not more than can be helped. And I'm not +going to faint. Thanks, thanks." + +He got undressed and into bed, and the doctor "went over" him. As he got +to the injured arm, Mr. Vernon drew his signet ring from his finger and +slipped it in his pocket. + +"Rather nasty knock on the head; broken arm--compound fracture, +unfortunately." + +"Oh! just patch me up so that I can get away at once, will you?" + +The old man shook his head. + +"Sorry, Mr. Vernon; but that is rather too large an order. Frankly, you +have knocked yourself about rather more seriously than you think. The +head----And you are not a particularly 'good patient,' I'm afraid. Been +living rather--rapidly, eh?" + +Vernon nodded. + +"I've been living all the time," was the grim assent. + +"I thought so. And you pay the usual penalty. Nature is inexorable, and +never lets a man off with the option of a fine. If one of my fishermen +had injured himself as you have done, I could let him do what he +pleased; but you will have to remain here, in this room--or, at any +rate, in this house--for some little time." + +"Impossible!" said Vernon. "I am a stranger to these people. I can't +trespass on their good nature; I've been nuisance enough already----" + +"Oh, nonsense," retorted the doctor calmly. "We are not savages in these +parts. They'd enjoy nursing and taking care of you. The good lady of the +house is just dying for some little excitement like this. It's a quiet +place; you couldn't be in a better; and whether you could or couldn't +doesn't matter, for you've got to stay here for the present, unless you +want brain fever and the principal part in a funeral." + +Drake Vernon set his lips tight, then shrugged his shoulders, and in +silence watched the doctor's preparations for setting the arm. + +It is a painful operation, but during its accomplishment the patient +gave no sign, either facial or vocal, of the agony endured. The doctor +softly patted the splintered arm and looked at him keenly. + +"Been in the service, Mr. Vernon?" he said. + +Vernon glanced at him sharply. + +"How did you know that?" he demanded reluctantly. + +"By the way you held your arm," replied the doctor. "Was in the service +myself, when a young army doctor. Oh, don't be afraid; I am not going to +ask questions; and--and, like my tribe, I am as discreet as an owl. Now, +I'll just give you a sleeping draft, and will look in in the evening, to +see if it has taken effect; and to-morrow, if you haven't brain fever, +you will be on the road to recovery. I'm candid, because I want you to +understand that if you worry yourself----" + +"Make the draft a strong one; I'm accustomed to narcotics," interrupted +Vernon quietly. + +"Opium, or chloral, or what?" + +"Chloral," was the reply. + +"Right. Comfortable?" + +"Oh, yes. Wait a moment. I was hunting with the Devon and Somerset +to-day. I know scarcely any one--not one of the people, I may say; +but--well, I don't want a fuss. Perhaps you won't mind keeping my +accident, and my presence here to yourself?" + +"Certainly," said the doctor. "There is no friend--relative--you would +like sent for?" + +"Good Lord, no!" responded Mr. Vernon. "I shall have to get away in a +day or two." + +"Will you?" grunted the old doctor to himself, as he went down the +stairs. + +The day passed slowly. The little house was filled with an air of +suppressed excitement, which was kept going by Mrs. Lorton, who, +whenever Nell or Molly moved, appeared from unexpected places, attired +in a tea gown, and hissed a rebuking and warning "Hush!" which +penetrated to the remotest corner of the house, and would certainly have +disturbed the patient but for the double dose of sulphonal which the +doctor; had administered. + +About the time she expected Dick to return, Nell went down the road to +meet him, fearing that he might enter singing or whistling; and when she +saw him lounging up the hill, with a string of fish in his hand, she ran +to him, and, catching his arm, began to tell her story in a whisper, as +if the injured Mr. Vernon were within hearing. + +Dick stared, and emitted a low whistle. + +"'Pon my word, you've been a-going of it, Nell! Sounds like a play: 'The +Mysterious Stranger and the Village Maiden.' Scene one. Enter the +stranger: 'My horse is weary; no human habitation nigh. Where to find a +resting place for my tired steed and my aching head! Ah! what is this? A +simple child of Nature. I will seek direction at her hands.' Horse takes +fright; mysterious stranger is thrown. Maiden falls on her knees: 'Ah, +Heaven! 'tis he! 'tis he!'" + +Nell laughed, but her face crimsoned. + +"Dick, don't be an idiot, if you can help it. I know it is +difficult----" + +"Spare your blushes, my child," he retorted blandly. "The Mysterious S. +will turn out to be a commercial traveler with a wife and seven +children. But, Nell, what does mamma say?" + +"She likes it," said Nell, with a smile. "She is happier and more +interested than I have ever seen her." + +Dick struck an attitude and his forehead. + +"Can it be--oh, can it be that the romance will end another way? Are we +going to lose our dear mamma? Grateful stranger--love at first +sight----" + +"Dick, you are the worst kind of imbecile! He is years younger than +mamma--young enough to be her son. Now, Dick, dry up, and don't make a +noise. He is really ill. I know it by the way the old doctor smiles. He +always smiles and grins when the case is serious. You'll be quiet, Dick, +dear?" + +"This tender solicitude for the sufferer touches me deeply," he +whimpered, mopping his eyes. "Oh, yes, I'll be quiet, Nell. Much as I +love excitement, I'm not anxious for a funeral, and a bereaved and +heartbroken sister. Shall I take my boots off before entering the abode +of sickness, or shall I walk in on my head?" + +The day passed. Dick, driven almost mad by the enforced quietude, and +the incessant "Hushes!" of Mrs. Lorton, betook himself to his tool shed +to mend his fishing rod--and cut his fingers--and then to bed. Molly +went to the sick room in the capacity of nurse, and Mrs. Lorton, after +desiring everybody that she should be called if "a change took place," +retired to the rest earned by pleasurable excitement; and Nell stole +past the spare-room door to her nest under the roof. + +As she undressed slowly, she paused now and again to listen. All was +quiet; the injured man was still sleeping. She went to the open window +and looked out seaward. Something was stirring within her, something +that was like the faint motion of the air before a storm. Is it possible +that we have some premonition of the first change in our lives; the +change which is to alter the course of every feeling, every action? She +knew too little of life or the world to ask herself the question; but +she was conscious of a sensation of unrest, of disquietude. She could +not free herself from the haunting presence of the handsome face, of the +dark and weary, wistful eyes. The few sentences he had spoken kept +repeating themselves in her ear, striking on her brain with soft +persistence. The very name filled her thoughts. "Drake Vernon, Drake +Vernon!" + +At last, with an impatient movement, with a blush of shame for the way +in which her mind was dwelling on him, she left the window and fell on +her knees at the narrow bed to say her prayers. + +But his personality intruded even on her devotions, and, half +unconsciously, she added to her simple formula a supplication for his +recovery. + +Then she got into bed and fell asleep. But in a very little while she +started awake, seeing the horse shy and fall, feeling the man's head +upon her lap. She sat up and listened. His room was beneath hers--the +cottage was built in the usual thin and unsubstantial fashion--and every +sound from the room below rose to hers. She heard him moan; once, twice; +then his voice, thick and husky, called for water. + +She listened. The faint cry rose again and again. She could not endure +it, and she got out of bed, put on her dressing gown, and slipped down +the stairs. She could hear the voice more plainly now, and the cry was +still, "Water! water!" + +She opened the door, and, pausing a moment, her face crimson, stole +toward the bed. Molly was in her chair, with her head lolling over the +back, as if it were a guillotine, her huge mouth wide open, fast asleep. + +Nell stood and looked down at the unconscious man. The dark-brown hair +was tangled, the white face drawn with pain, the lips dry with fever, +one hand, clenched, opening and shutting spasmodically, on the +counterpane. + +That divine pity which only a woman can feel filled and overran her +heart. She poured some water into a glass and set it to his lips. He +could not drink lying down, and, with difficulty, she raised his head on +her bosom. He drank long and greedily; then, as she slowly--dare one +write "reluctantly"?--lowered his head to the pillow, he muttered: + +"Thanks, thanks, Luce! That was good!" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +"Luce!" + +It was a strange name--the name of a woman, of course. Nell wondered +whether it was his sister--or sweetheart? Perhaps it was his wife? + +She waited for some minutes; then she woke Molly, and returned to her +own room. + +Drake Vernon was unconscious for some days, and Nell often stole in and +stood beside the bed; sometimes she changed the ice bandages, or gave +him something to drink. He wandered and talked a great deal, but it was +incoherent talk, in which the names of the persons he whispered or +shouted were indistinguishable. On the fourth day he recovered +consciousness, but was terribly weak, and the doctor would not permit +Mrs. Lorton to enter the room. + +He put his objection very cleverly. + +"I have to think of you, my dear madame," he said. "I don't want two +patients on my hands in the same house. Talk him back into delirium!" he +added to himself. + +All these days Mrs. Lorton continued to "hush," Nell went about with a +grave air of suspense, and Dick--it is not given to this historian to +describe the state of mind into which incessant repression drove that +youth. + +On the sixth day, bored to death, and somewhat curious, he strolled into +the sick room. Drake Vernon, propped up by pillows, was partaking of +beef tea with every sign of distaste. + +"How are you getting on, sir?" asked Dick. + +The sick man looked at the boy, and nodded with a faint smile. + +"I'm better, thanks; nearly well, I devoutly trust." + +"That's all right," commented Dick cheerfully. "Thought I'd just look +in. Shan't upset you, or disturb you, shall I, sir?" + +"Not in the very least," was the reply. "I'm very glad to see you. Won't +you sit down? Not there, but some place where I can see you." + +Dick sat on the end of the bed and leaned against the rail, with his +hands in his pockets. + +"I ought to introduce myself, I suppose. I'm what is called in the +novels 'the son of the house'; I'm Nell's brother, you know." + +Mr. Vernon nodded. + +"So I see, by the likeness." + +"Rather rough on Nell, that, isn't it? I'll tell her," said Dick, with a +spark of mischief in his eye. "Why, she's as black as a coal, and I'm +fair." + +"You are alike, all the same," said the invalid, rather indifferently. + +"My name is Dick--Dick, as a rule; Richard, when my stepmother is more +than usually riled with me." + +"Permit me to call you by the shorter name," said Mr. Vernon. "I'm +afraid I've been a terrible nuisance, and must continue to be for some +days. The doctor tells me that I can't venture to move yet." + +"That's all right," responded Dick cheerfully. "We shall be glad to see +you about again, of course; but don't worry yourself on our account, +sir. To tell you the truth, we rather enjoy--that is, some of us"--he +corrected--"having 'an accident case' in the house. Mamma, for instance, +hasn't been so happy for a long while." + +"Mrs. Lorton must be extremely good-natured and charitable," commented +Mr. Vernon. + +Dick looked rather doubtful. + +"Er--ye-s. You see, it's a little change and excitement, and we don't +get much of that commodity in Shorne Mills. So we're rather grateful to +you than otherwise for pitching yourself at our front gate. If you could +have managed to break both arms and a leg, I verily believe that mamma +would have wept tears of joy." + +"I'm afraid I can't say I'm sorry I did not gratify her to that extent," +said Mr. Vernon, with a grim smile; but it was a smile, and his dark +eyes were scanning the boy's handsome face with something approaching +interest. "Mrs. Lorton is your stepmother? Did I hear her say so, or did +I dream it?" + +"It's no dream; it's real enough," said Dick, with intense gravity. "My +father"--he seated himself more comfortably--"was Lorton & Lorton, the +Patent Coffee Roaster, you know--perhaps you've heard of it?" + +Mr. Vernon shook his head. + +"Ah, well! a great many other people must have done so; for the roaster +made a pile of money, and my father was a rich man. Molly, you can take +that beef tea downstairs and give it to Snaps. He won't eat it, because +he's a most intelligent dog. Thought I'd get her out of the room, sir. +Molly's a good girl, but she's got ears and a tongue." + +"So have I," said Drake Vernon, with a faint smile. + +"Oh, I don't mind you. It's only right that you should know something +about the people in whose house you are staying." + +Drake Vernon frowned slightly, for there was the other side of the +medal: surely, it was only right that the people in whose house he was +staying should know something about himself. + +"Father made a lot of money over a roaster; then my mother died. I was +quite a kid when it happened; but Nell just remembers her. Then father +married again; and, being rich, I suppose, wanted a fashionable wife. So +he married mamma. I dare say that she's told you she's a Wolfer?" + +Mr. Vernon nodded. + +"There's not much in it," said Dick, with charming candor. "We've never +set eyes on any of her swell connections, and I don't think she's ever +heard from them since the smash." + +"What smash?" asked Mr. Vernon, with only faint interest. + +"Didn't I tell you? Left the part of _Hamlet_ out of the play! Why, +father added a patent coffeepot to the roaster, and lost all his +money--or nearly all. Then he died. And we came here, and----There you +are, sir; that's the story; and the moral is, 'Let well alone'; or 'Be +content with your roaster, and touch not the pot.' Sounds like the title +of a teetotal tract, doesn't it?" + +"And you are at school, I suppose? No, you are too old for that." + +"Thanks. I was trying not to feel offended," said Dick. "Nothing hurts a +boy of my age like telling him he isn't a man. No; I've left school, and +I'm supposed to be educated; but it's the thinnest kind of supposition. +I don't fancy they teach you much at most schools. They didn't teach me +anything at mine except cricket and football." + +"Oxford, Cambridge?" suggested the invalid, leaning on his elbow, and +looking at the boy absently. + +"Wouldn't run to it," said Dick. "Mamma said I must begin the +world--sounds as if it were a loaf of bread or an orange. I should have +'begun it' long ago if it were. The difficulty seems to be where to +begin. I'm supposed to have a taste for engineering--once made a steam +engine out of an empty meat tin. It didn't work very well, and it blew +up and burst the kitchen window; but that's a detail. So I'm waiting, +like Mr. Micawber, for 'something to turn up' in the engineering line. I +take in the engineering paper, and answer all the advertisements; but +nothing comes of it. Quite comfortable? Shall I shake up the pillow, +sir? I know how to do it, for I've seen Nell do 'em for mamma." + +"No; thanks, very much. I'm quite comfortable. If you really are +desirous of taking any trouble, you might get me a sheet of note paper +and an envelope." + +"To say nothing of a pen, some ink, and blotting paper," said Dick, +rising leisurely. + +He brought them and set them on the bed, and Mr. Drake Vernon wrote a +letter. + +"I'm sending for some clothes," he explained. "May I trouble you to post +it? Any time will do." + +"Post doesn't go out till five," said Dick. "And we've only one post in +and out a day. This is the last place Providence thought of, and I don't +think it would have mattered much if it had been forgotten altogether." + +"It's pretty enough, too, what I saw of it," said Mr. Vernon. + +"Oh, it's pretty enough," assented Dick casually; "but it's precious +dull." + +"What do you find to do?" asked the sick man, with an attempt at +interest. + +"Oh, I ride--when I can borrow a horse--and boat and fish--and fish and +boat." + +At that moment a girl's voice, singing in a soft and subdued tone, rose +from below the window. + +Mr. Drake Vernon listened for a moment or two, then he asked: + +"Who is that?" + +"That's Nell, caterwauling." + +"Your sister has a good voice," remarked Mr. Vernon. + +"Oh, yes; Nell sings very well," assented Dick, with a brother's +indifferent patronage. + +"And what does your sister find to do?" asked Mr. Vernon. + +"Oh, she does ditto to me," said Dick. "Fish, boat--boat, fish; but +since you've been here, of course----" + +He stopped awkwardly. + +"Yes, I understand. I must have been a terrible bore to you--to you +all," said Mr. Drake Vernon, gravely and regretfully. "I'm very sorry." + +"No man can say more; and there's no need for you to say as much, sir," +remarked Dick philosophically. "As I said, you have been a boon and a +blessing to the women--and I don't mind, now you're getting better and +can stand a little noise." + +Mr. Vernon smiled. + +"My dear fellow, you can make all the row you like," he said earnestly. +"I'm very much obliged to you for looking in--come in when you care to." + +"Thanks," said Dick. "Oh! about the horse. I've had him turned out. I +don't think he's hurt much; only the hair cut; and he'll be all right +again presently." + +"I'm glad to hear it. I needn't say that directly he's well enough, you +can----Will you give me that letter again?" he broke off, as if +something had occurred to him. + +Dick complied, and Drake Vernon opened it, added a line or two, and +placed it in a fresh envelope. + +"There was a message I had to give you, but I've forgotten it," said +Dick, as he took the letter again. "Oh, ah, yes! It was from my sister. +She asked me to ask you if you'd care to have some books. She didn't +quite know whether you ought to read yet?" + +"I should. Please thank your sister," said Vernon. + +"Anything you fancy? Don't suppose you'll find Nell's books very lively. +She's rather strong on poetry and the 'Heir of Redclyffe' kind of +literature. I'll bring you some of my own with them. Mamma, being a +Wolfer, goes in for the _Fashion Gazette_ and the _Court Circular_, +which won't be much in your line, I expect." + +"Not in the least," Mr. Vernon admitted. + +"So long, then, till I come back. Sure there's nothing else I can do for +you, sir?" + +He went downstairs--availing himself of the invalid's permission to make +a noise by whistling "Tommy Atkins"--and Nell looked in at the French +window, as he swept a row of books from the shelf of the sideboard. + +"Dick, what an awful noise!" she said reproachfully, and in the subdued +voice which had become natural with all of them. + +"Shut up, Nell; the 'silent period' has now passed. The interesting +invalid has lifted the ban, which was crushing one of us, at least. He +thanks you for your offer of literature, and he has recovered +sufficiently to write a note." + +As he spoke he chucked the letter on the table, and Nell took it up and +absently read the address. + +"Mr. Sparling, 101 St. James' Place," she read aloud. + +"Rather a swell address, isn't it?" he asked. "Interesting invalid looks +rather a swell himself, too. I did him an injustice; there's nothing of +the commercial traveler about him, thank goodness! And he's decidedly +good-looking, too. But isn't he white and shaky! I wonder who and what +he is? Now I come to think of it, he was about as communicative as an +oyster, and left me to do all the palaver. You'll be glad to hear that +he admired your voice, and that he inquired how you passed your time; +also, that he was shocked when I told him that you whiled the dragging +hours away by dancing the cancan, and playing pitch and toss with a +devoted brother." + +Nell laughed, and blushed faintly. + +"What books are you taking, Dick? Let me see." + +"No, you don't! I know the kind of thing you'd send--'The Lessons of +Sickness; or, Blessings in Disguise,' and the 'Pilgrim's Progress.'" + +"Don't be an ass, Dick!" + +"I'm taking some of my own. Nell, you can post this letter. Yes, +I'll--I'll trust you with it. You'll be a good girl, and not open it, or +drop it on the way," he adjured her, as he climbed upstairs with the +books. + +"Here you are, sir. Hope you'll like the selection; there's any amount +of poetry and goody-goody of Nell's; but I fancy you'll catch onto some +of mine. Try 'Hawkshead, the Sioux Chief,' to begin with. It's a +stunner, especially if you skip all the descriptions of scenery. As if +anybody wanted scenery in a story!" + +"Thanks," said Mr. Vernon gravely. "I've no doubt I shall enjoy it." But +he took up one of Nell's books and absently looked at her name written +on the flyleaf--"Eleanor Lorton." The first name struck him as stiff and +ill-suited to the slim and graceful girl whose face he only dimly +remembered; "Nell" was better. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +He took up one of the books and read a page or two; but the simple story +could not hold him, and he dropped the volume, and, leaning his head on +his sound arm, stared listlessly at the old-fashioned wall paper. But he +did not see the pattern; the panorama of his own life's story was +passing before him, and it was not at all a pleasing panorama. A life of +pleasure, of absolute uselessness, of unthinking selfishness. What a +dreary pilgrimage it seemed to him, as he lay in the little bedroom, +with the scent of Nell's flowers floating up to him from the garden +beneath, with the sound of the sea, flinging itself against the cliffs, +burring like a giant bumble bee in his ears. If any one had asked him +whether his life had been worth living, he would have answered with a +decided negative; and yet he was young, the gods had been exceeding good +to him in many ways, almost every way, and there was no great sorrow to +cast its shadow over him. + +"Pity I didn't break my neck," he muttered. "No one would have +cared--unless it were Luce, and perhaps even she, now----" + +He broke off the reverie with a short laugh that was more bitter than a +sigh, and turned his face to the wall. + +Doctor Spence, when he paid his visit later in the day, found him thus, +and eyed him curiously. + +"Arm's getting on all right, Mr. Vernon," he said; "but the rest of you +isn't improving. I think you'd better get up to-morrow and go +downstairs. I'd keep you here, of course; but lying in bed isn't a +bracing operation, especially when you think; and you think, don't you?" + +"When I can't help it," replied Vernon, rather grimly. "I'm glad you +have given me permission to get up; though I dare say I should have got +up without it." + +"I dare say," commented the old doctor. "Always have your own way, as a +rule, don't you?" + +"Always," assented the patient listlessly. + +"Ye-s; it's a bad thing for most men; a very bad thing for you, I should +say. By the way, if you should go downstairs, you must keep quiet----" + +"Good heavens, you don't suppose I intend to dance or sing!" broke in +Vernon, with a smile, of irritation. + +"No; I mean that you must sit still and avoid any exertion. You'll find +that you are not capable of much in the way of dancing or singing," he +added, with a short laugh. "Try and amuse yourself, and don't--worry." + +"Thanks," said Mr. Vernon. + +Then, after a pause, he added: + +"I must seem an ill-conditioned beast, I'm afraid, doctor; but the fact +is--well, I have been worried lately, and this ridiculous accident +hasn't tended to soothe me." + +The doctor nodded. + +"Life's too short for worry," he said, with the wisdom of age. + +"No, you're right; nothing matters!" assented Mr. Vernon. "Well, I'm +glad I can get up to-morrow. I'll clear out of here as soon as +possible." + +"I shouldn't hurry," remarked Doctor Spence. "They're glad enough to +have you." + +Vernon nodded impatiently. + +"So they say--the boy's been in here this morning--but that's nonsense, +of course." + +On his way down the steep village street the doctor met Nell coming up, +with her quick, bright step, and he stopped the gray cob to speak to +her. + +"Well, Miss Nell," he said, with a smile twinkling in his keen eyes as +they scanned the beautiful face with the dark tendrils of hair blown +across her brow, beneath her old sailor hat, the clear gray eyes shining +like crystal, the red lips parted slightly with the climb. "Just left +your interesting patient. He'll come down to-morrow. Don't let him fag +himself; and, see here, Nell, try and amuse him." + +The gray eyes opened still wider, then grew thoughtful and doubtful, and +the doctor laughed. + +"Rather difficult, eh?" he said, reading her thoughts. "Well, I should +say it was somewhat of a large order. But you can play draughts or +cat's-cradle with him, or read, or play the piano. That's the kind of +thing he wants. There's something on his mind, and that's worse than +having a splint on his arm, believe me, Nell." + +Nell nodded. + +"I thought--that is, I fancied--he looked as if he were in trouble," she +said musingly. "Poor man!" + +"Oh, I don't know that he wants your pity," remarked the doctor dryly. +"As a rule, when a man's got something on his mind, he has put it there +himself." + +"That does not make it any the better to have," said Nell absently. + +"True, Queen Solomon!" he returned banteringly. "There's not much on +your mind, I should imagine?" + +Nell laughed, and her frank eyes laughed, too, as she met the quizzical, +admiring gaze of the sharp old eyes. + +"What should there be, Doctor Spence?" she responded. + +"What, indeed?" he said. "May it be many a day before the black ox +treads on your foot, my dear!" + +With a nod, he sent the cob on again, and Nell continued her climb. + +Something on his mind! She wondered what it was. Had some one he cared +for died? But if that were so, he would be in mourning. Perhaps he had +lost his money, as her father had done? Well, anyway, she was sorry for +him. + +It need scarcely be said that Mrs. Lorton did not permit the interesting +stranger to move from bed to sitting room without a fuss. The most +elaborate preparations were made by Molly, under her mistress' +supervision. The sofa was wheeled to the window, a blanket was warmed +and placed over the sofa, so that the patient might be infolded in it; a +glass of brandy and water was placed on a small table, in case he +should feel faint, and a couple of huge walking sticks were ready for +the support of the patient--as if he had broken his leg as well as his +arm. + +"No, remember, please, Eleanor, that there must be no noise; absolute +quiet, Doctor Spence insisted on. He was most emphatic about the +'absolute.' Pull down that blind, Molly; nothing is so trying to an +invalid as a glare of sunlight--and close the window first. There must +be no draft, for a chill in such a case as this might prove fatal. +Fatal! I wonder whether it would be better to light a fire?" + +"It is very hot, mamma," ventured Nell, who had viewed the closing of +the window with dismay. + +"It may seem hot to you, who are in robust, not to say vulgar, health; +but to one in Mr. Vernon's condition----" + +At this moment he was heard coming down the stairs. He walked firmly +though slowly, and it was evident to Nell that he was trying to look as +little like an invalid as possible. He had dressed himself with the +assistance of Dick, who walked behind with a pillow--which he made as if +to throw at Nell, who passed quickly through the hall as they +descended--and, though he looked pale and wan, Mr. Drake Vernon held +himself erect, like a soldier, and began to make light of his accident, +and succeeded in concealing any sign of the irritation which he felt +when Mrs. Lorton fluttered forward with the two sticks and the blanket. + +"Thank you--thank you very much; but I don't need them. Put it on? No, I +think I'd better not. I'm quite warm." He looked round the carefully +closed room--Dick's complaining "phew!" was almost audible behind him. +"No, I won't have any brandy, thanks." + +"Are you sure, quite sure, you do not feel faint? I know what it is to +rise from a sick bed for the first time, Mr. Vernon, and I can enter +into your feelings perfectly." + +"Not at all--not at all; I mean that I'm not at all faint," he said +hastily; "and I'm quite strong, quite." + +"Let me see you comfortably range," said Mrs. Lorton, who was persuaded +that she had hit upon a French word for "arranged." "Then I will get you +some beef tea. I have made it with my own hands." + +"It's to be hoped not!" said Dick devoutly, as she fluttered out. +"Molly's beef tea is bad enough; but mamma's----What shall I do with the +pillow?" + +"Well, you might swallow it, my dear boy," said Mr. Vernon, with a short +laugh. "Anything but put it under me. Good heavens! Any one would think +I was dying of consumption! But it is really very kind." + +"All right; I'll take it upstairs again," said Dick cheerfully. But he +met Nell in the passage. There was the sound of a thud, a clear, low +voice expostulating, and a girl's footstep on the stairs, as Nell, +smoothing her hair, carried up the pillow. + +When she came down Mrs. Lorton met her. + +"Get some salt, Eleanor, and take it in to Mr. Vernon. And please say, +if he should ask for me, that I'm making him some calf's-foot jelly." + +Nell took in the salt. Mr. Vernon rose from the sofa on which he had +seated himself, and bowed with a half-impatient, half-regretful air. + +"I'm too ashamed for words," he said. "Why did you trouble? The beef tea +is all right." + +"It's no trouble," said Nell. "Are you comfortable?" + +"Quite--quite," he replied; but for the life of him he could not help +glancing at the window. + +Nell suppressed a smile. + +"Isn't it rather hot?" she said. + +"Now you mention it, I--I think it is, rather," he assented. "I'll open +the window." + +"No, no," said Nell. "I'll do it; you'll hurt your arm." + +She opened the window. + +"If--if there was a chair," he said hesitatingly. "I'm not used to a +sofa--and--I'm afraid you'll think me very ungrateful! Let me get the +chair. Thanks, thanks!" as she swiftly pulled the sofa out of the way +and put an easy-chair in its place. + +"You see, it will be a change to sit up," he said apologetically. + +Nell nodded. She quite understood his dislike of the part of interesting +invalid. + +"And there's really nothing the matter with me, don't you know," he said +earnestly; "nothing but this arm, which doesn't exactly lame me. Won't +you sit down?" + +Nell hesitated a moment, then took a chair at the other side of the +window. + +"You've a splendid view here," he remarked, staring steadily out of the +window, for he felt rather than saw that the girl was a little shy--not +shy, but, rather, that she scarcely knew what to say. + +"Oh, yes," she assented, in a voice in which there was certainly no +shyness. "There is a good view from all the windows; we are so high. +Won't you have your beef tea?" + +"Certainly. I'd forgotten it. Don't get up. I'll----" + +But Nell had got up before he could rise. As she brought the tray to him +he glanced up at her. He had been staring at the bedroom wall paper for +some days, and perhaps the contrast offered by Nell's fresh, young +loveliness made it seem all the fresher and more striking. There was +something in the curve of the lips, in the expression of the gray eyes, +a "sweet sadness," as the poet puts it, which impressed him. + +"It's very good to be down again," he said. She had not gone back to her +chair, but leaned in the angle of the bay window, and looked down at the +village below. "I seem to have been in bed for ages." + +She nodded. + +"I know. I remember feeling like that when I got up after the measles, +years ago." + +"Not many years ago," he suggested, with a faint smile. + +"It seems a long time ago to me," said Nell. "I remember that for weeks +and months after I got well I hated the sight and smell of beef tea and +arrowroot. And Doctor Spence--your doctor, you know--gave me a glass of +ale one day, and stood over me while I drank it. He can be very firm +when he likes, not to say obstinate." + +Mr. Vernon listened to the musical voice, and looked at the slim, +girlish figure and spirituelle face absently; and when there fell a +silence he showed no disposition to break it. It was difficult to find +anything to talk about with so young and inexperienced a girl, and it +was almost with an air of relief that he turned as Mrs. Lorton entered. + +"And how do you feel now?" she asked, with bated breath. "Weak and +faint, I'm afraid. I know how exhausting one feels the first time of +getting down. Eleanor, I do hope you have not been tiring Mr. Vernon by +talking too much." + +Mr. Vernon struggled with a frown. + +"Miss Lorton has scarcely said two words," he said. "I assure you, my +dear madame, that there is absolutely nothing the matter with me, and +that--that I could stand a steam phonograph." + +"I am so glad!" simpered Mrs. Lorton. "I have brought this week's +_Society News_. I thought it might amuse you if I read some of the +paragraphs--Eleanor, I think you might read them. Don't you think +indolence is one of the greatest sins of the day, Mr. Vernon?" she broke +off to inquire. + +Vernon smiled grimly, and glanced at Nell, who colored under the amused +expression in his eyes. + +"I dare say it is," he said. "Speaking for myself, I can honestly say +that I never do anything unless I am compelled." + +Nell laughed, her short, soft laugh; but Mrs. Lorton was not at all +discomfited. + +"That is all very well for a man, though I am sure you do yourself an +injustice, Mr. Vernon; but for a young girl! I think you will find +something interesting on the third page, under the heading of 'Doings of +the Elite,' Eleanor." + +Nell took the paper--the journal she especially detested, and Dick never +failed to mock at--and glanced at Mr. Vernon; but he looked straight +before him, down at the jetty below; and, not shyly, but, with a kind of +resignation, she began: + +"'Lord and Lady Bullnoze have gone on a visit to the Countess of +Crowntires. Her ladyship is staying at the family seat, Cromerspokes, +which is famous for its old oak and stained glass. It is not generally +known that Lady Crowntires inherited this princely estate from her aunt, +the Duchess of Bogshire.'" + +"A most beautiful place," commented Mrs. Lorton. "I've seen a photograph +of it--a private photograph." + +Nell looked appealingly and despairingly at Mr. Vernon, but his face was +perfectly impassive; and, smothering a sigh, she went on: + +"'Lord Pygskin will hunt the Clodford hounds next season. His lordship +has been staying at Blenheim for some weeks, recovering from an attack +of the gout. It is said that his engagement with the charming and +popular Miss Bung has been broken off.'" + +"Dear me! How sad!" murmured Mrs. Lorton. "I am always so sorry to hear +of these broken engagements of the aristocracy. Miss Bung--I think it +said last week--is the daughter of the great brewer. Poor girl! it will +be a blow for her!" + +Not a smile crossed the impassive face; Nell thought that perhaps he was +not listening, but she went on mechanically: + +"'The marriage of the Earl of Angleford has caused quite a flutter of +excitement among the elite. His lordship, as our readers are aware, is +somewhat advanced in years, and had always been regarded as a confirmed +bachelor----'" + +At this point Nell became aware that the dark eyes had turned from the +window to her face, and she paused and looked up. There was a faint dash +of color on Mr. Vernon's cheeks, and a tightening of the lips. It seemed +to Nell, judging by his expression, that he had suddenly become +impatient of the twaddle, and she instantly dropped the paper on her +lap. But Mrs. Lorton was enjoying herself too much to permit of such an +interruption. + +"Why do you stop, Eleanor?" she inquired. "It is most interesting. Pray, +go on." + +Nell again glanced at Mr. Vernon, but his gaze had returned to the +window, and he shrugged his shoulders slightly, as if he were +indifferent, as if he could bear it. + +----"'A confirmed bachelor,'" resumed Nell, "'and his sudden and +unexpected marriage must have been a surprise, and a very unpleasant +surprise to his family; especially to his nephew, Lord Selbie, who is +the heir presumptive to the title and estates. We say "presumptive," +because in the event of the earl being blessed with a son and heir of +his own, Lord Selbie will, of course, not inherit the title or the vast +lands and moneys of the powerful and ancient family.'" + +"How disappointed he must be!" said Mrs. Lorton, sympathetically. +"Really, such a marriage should not be permitted. What do you think, Mr. +Vernon?" + +Mr. Vernon started slightly, and looked at the weak and foolish face as +if he scarcely saw it. + +"Why not!" he said, rather curtly. "It's a free country, and a man may +marry whom he pleases." + +"Yes, certainly; that is, an ordinary man--one of the middle class; but +not, certainly not, a nobleman of Lord Angleford's rank and position. +How old did it say he is, Eleanor?" + +"It doesn't say, mamma," replied Nell. + +"Ah, well, I know he is quite old; for I remember reading a paragraph +about him a few weeks ago. They were describing the ancestral home of +the Anglefords--Anglemere, it is called; one of the historic houses, +like Blenheim and Chatsworth, you know. And this poor Lord Selbie, the +nephew, will lose the title and everything. Dear me! how interesting! Is +there anything more about him?' + +"Oh, yes; a great deal more," said Nell despairfully. + +"Then pray continue--that is, if Mr. Vernon is not tired; though, +speaking from experience, there is nothing so soothing as being read +to." + +Mr. Vernon did not look as if he found the impertinent paragraphs in the +_Society News_ particularly soothing, but he said: + +"I'm not at all tired. It's very interesting, as you say. Please go on, +Miss Lorton." + +Nell looked at him doubtfully, for there was a kind of sarcasm in his +voice. But she took up the parable. + +"'Lord Selbie is, in consequence of this marriage of his uncle, the +object of profound and general sympathy; for, as the readers must be +aware, he is a persona grata in society----' What is a persona grata?" +Nell broke off to inquire. + +"Lord knows!" replied Mr. Vernon grimly. "I don't suppose the bounder +who wrote these things does." + +Mrs. Lorton simpered. + +"It's Italian, and it means that he is very popular, a general +favorite." + +"Then why don't they say so?" asked Nell, in a patiently disgusted +fashion. "'Is a persona grata in society. He is strikingly +handsome----'" + +Mr. Vernon's lips curved with something between a grin and a sneer. + +--"'And of the most charming manners.'" + +"Who writes this kind of rot?" he muttered. + +"'Since his first appearance in the circles of the London elite, Lord +Selbie has been the cynosure of all eyes. To quote Hamlet again, he may +truthfully be described as the "glass of fashion and the mould of form." +His lordship is also a good all-round sportsman. He spent two or three +years traveling in the Rockies and in Africa, and his exploits with the +big game in both countries are well known. Like most young men of his +class, Lord Selbie was rather wild at Oxford, and displayed a certain +amount of diablerie in London during his quite early manhood. He is a +splendid whip, and his four-in-hand was eclipsed by none other in the +club. Lord Selbie is also an admirable horseman, and has won several +cups in regimental races.' + +"That is the end of that paragraph," said Nell, stifling a yawn, and +glancing longingly through the window at the sea dancing in the +sunlight. "Do you want any more?" + +"Is there any?" asked Mr. Vernon grimly. "If so, we'd better have it, +perhaps." + +"Certainly," said Mrs. Lorton. "If there is anything I dislike more than +another, it is incomplete information. Go on Eleanor." + +Nell sighed and took up the precious paper again. + +"'As is well known'--they always say that, because it flatters the +readers, I suppose," she went on parenthetically--"'Lord Selbie is a +"Lord" in consequence of his father, Mr. Herbert Selbie, the famous +diplomatist, having been created a viscount; but, though he bears this +title, we fancy Lord Selbie cannot be well off. The kind of life he has +led since his advent in society must have strained his resources to the +utmost, and we should not be far wrong if we described him as a poor +man. This marriage of his uncle, the Earl of Angleford, must, therefore, +be a serious blow to him, and may cause his complete retirement from the +circles of _ton_ in which he has shone so brilliantly. Lord Selbie, as +we stated last week, is engaged to the daughter of Lord Turfleigh.'" + +Nell dropped the paper and struggled with a portentous yawn. + +"Thank you very much, Miss Lorton," said Mr. Vernon politely, with a +half smile on his impassive face. "It is, as Mrs. Lorton says, very +interesting." + +Nell stared at him; then, seeing the irony in his eyes and on his lips, +smiled. + +"I thought for the moment that you meant it," she said quietly. + +Mrs. Lorton heard, and sniffed at her. + +"My dear Eleanor, what do you mean?" she inquired stiffly. "Of course, +Mr. Vernon is interested. Why should he say so if he were not? I'm +afraid, Eleanor, that you are of opinion that nothing but fiction has +any claim on our attention, and that anything real and true is of no +account. I may be old-fashioned and singular, but I find that these +small details of the lives of our aristocracy are full of interest, not +to say edifying. What do you think, Mr. Vernon?" + +He had been gazing absently out of the window, but he pulled himself +together, and came up to the scratch with a jerk. + +"Certainly, certainly," he said. + +Mrs. Lorton smiled triumphantly. + +"You see, Eleanor, Mr. Vernon quite agrees with me. I must go and see if +Molly has put the jelly in the window to cool. Meanwhile, Mr. Vernon may +like you to continue reading to him." + +Mr. Vernon rose to open the door for her--Nell noticed the act of +courtesy--then sank down again. + +"You don't want any more?" she said, looking at the paper on her knee. + +"No, thanks," he said. + +She tossed it onto a chair at the other end of the room. + +"It is the most awful nonsense," she said, with a girlish frankness. +"Why did you tell mamma that it was interesting?" + +He met the direct gaze of the clear gray eyes, and smiled. + +"Well--as it happened--it was," he said. + +The clear gray eyes opened wider. + +"What! All this gossip about the Earl of Angleford, and his nephew, Lord +Selbie?" + +He looked down, then raised his eyes, narrowed into slits, and fixed +them above her head. + +"I fancy it's true--in the main," he said, half apologetically. + +"Well, and if it is," she retorted impatiently, "of what interest can it +be to us? We don't know the Earl of Angleford, and don't care a button +that he is married, and that his nephew is--what do you +say?--disinherited." + +"N-o," he admitted. + +"Very well, then," she said triumphantly. "It is like reading the doings +of people living in the moon." + +"The moon is a long ways off," he ventured. + +"Not farther from us than the world in which these earls and lords have +their being," she retorted. "It all seems so--so impertinent to me, +when I am reading it. Of what interest can the lives of these people be +to us, to me, Nell Lorton? I never heard of Lord Angleford, and +Lord--what is it?--Lord Selbie, before; did you?" + +He glanced at her, then looked fixedly through the window. + +"I've heard of them--yes," he said reluctantly. + +"Ah, well, you are better informed than I am," said Nell, laughing +softly. "There's Dick; he's calling me. Do you mind being left? He will +make an awful row if I don't go out." + +"Certainly not. Go by all means!" he said. "And thank you for--all the +trouble you have taken." + +Nell nodded and hurried out, and Mr. Vernon leaned back and bit at his +mustache thoughtfully, not to say irritably. + +"I feel like a bounder," he muttered. "Why the blazes didn't I give my +right name? I wonder what they'd say--how that girl would look--if I +told them that I was the Lord Selbie this rag was cackling about? Shall +I tell them? No. It would be awkward now. I shall be gone in a day or +two, and they needn't know." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The following morning, the carrier's cart stopped at the cottage, and +Dick, having helped the carrier to bring in a big portmanteau, burst +into the sitting room with: + +"Your togs have arrived, Mr. Vernon; and the carrier says that there are +a couple of horses at the station. They're directed 'Drake Vernon, +Esquire,' so they must be for you!" + +Vernon nodded. + +"That's all right," he said. "They were doing nothing in--where they +were, and I thought I'd have them sent down here. I suppose I must get +some one to exercise them?" + +Dick's eyes sparkled and his mouth stretched in an expressive grin. + +"Not much difficulty about that," he said. "For instance, I don't mind +obliging you--as a favor." + +Mr. Vernon smiled. + +"I thought perhaps you might be so good," he said; and he added +casually: "Anybody here who could be trusted to bring them from the +station?" + +"I know a most trustworthy person; his name is Richard Lorton, and he +will go for 'em in a brace of jiffs," said Dick. + +Mr. Vernon flicked a five-pound note across the table. + +"There may be some carriage. By the way, one of them is a lady's nag, +and I fancy they may have sent a sidesaddle." + +Dick nodded and repeated the grin. + +"I can get them put up at Sandy's," he said. "Sandy used to keep some +stables going for post horses before the coach ran to Hartland, you +know. I've got your horse there. Oh, they'll be all right. You trust to +me." + +"I do," said Mr. Vernon. "One moment," as Dick was rushing out to put on +his well-worn riding suit. "I don't think I'd say anything about--the +sidesaddle to Miss Lorton--yet." + +Once again Dick nodded--a nod so full of comprehension as to be almost +supernal. + +Mr. Vernon went upstairs, and, with Molly's assistance, unpacked the +huge portmanteau, and, when she had got out of the room, examined the +contents. Strangely enough, the linen was all new and unmarked. Only on +the silver fittings of the dressing case were a monogram--in which the +initial "S" was decipherable--and a coronet. + +"Sparling's an idiot!" Vernon muttered. "Why didn't he buy a new case? I +shall have to keep this locked." + +When he came down again, having changed into a blue serge suit, Nell was +in the drawing-room, arranging some flowers, and she looked up with a +smile of recognition at his altered appearance. + +"Your box has arrived, I see," she said, with the frankness of--well, +Shorne Mills. "You must be glad. And where has Dick dashed off to? He +nearly knocked me down in his hurry." + +"To Shallop," he said. "I had a couple of horses sent down." + +"But you couldn't ride, with your arm in a sling; and you've a horse +here already." + +"Don't suppose it's fit to ride yet," he said, "and I'm not going to +carry a sling forever. Besides, they were eating their heads off--where +they were." + +He said nothing about the sidesaddle. + +"I see. Well, I'm sorry Dick's gone this morning, for I wanted him to +come out in the boat. It's a good day for mackerel." She looked +wistfully at the sea shining below them. "Of course I could go by +myself, but I promised Mr. Gadsby that I wouldn't." + +"Who's Mr. Gadsby?" + +"The vicar. I got caught in a squall off the Head one day, and--I really +wasn't in the least danger--but they were all waiting for me at the +jetty, and they made a fuss--and so I had to promise that I wouldn't go +out alone. And old Brownie's out with his nets--he goes with me +sometimes. It's a nuisance." + +He stood by the window silently for a moment, then he glanced at her +wistful face, and said: + +"I should be a poor substitute, in my present condition, for old +Brownie, or old anybody else; but if you'll allow me to go with you, I +shall be very grateful. I can manage the tiller, at any rate." + +Nell's face lit up; she wanted to go very badly; it was a "real" +mackerel day, and, like the days of other fishing, not to be missed. + +"Will you? That's awfully kind of you! Not that I want any help; it +isn't that, for I can manage the _Annie Laurie_ in half a gale; but +there's a feeling that, because I'm only a girl, I'm not to be trusted +alone." + +"I quite understand," he said. "I'll promise not to interfere, if you'll +let me come." + +"And it may do you good--it's sure to!" she said eagerly. "There's the +loveliest of breezes--you must have some wind for mackerel--and----Can +you go at once?" + +"This very minute. I'm all ready," he said. + +"All right," she exclaimed, just as Dick might have done. "I'll be ready +before you can say Jack Robinson!" + +She ran out of the room and was down again in a very few minutes. Vernon +glanced at her as they left the cottage and descended the steep road. +She had put on a short skirt of rough serge, with a jersey, which +accentuated every flowing line of her girlish, graceful figure, and the +dark hair rippled under a red tam-o'-shanter. He was familiar enough +with the yachting costumes of fashion, but he thought that he had never +seen anything so workmanlike and becoming as this get-up which Nell had +donned so quickly and carelessly. As they walked down the steps which +led to the jetty, Nell exchanging greetings at every step, an old +fisherman, crippled with rheumatism, limped beside them, and helped to +bring the boat to the jetty steps. + +Nell eyed the _Annie Laurie_ lovingly, but said apologetically: + +"She's a very good boat. Old, of course. She is a herring boat, and +though she isn't fascinatingly beautiful, she can sail. Dick--helped by +Brownie--decked her over, and Dick picked up a new set of sails last +year from a man who was selling off his gear. Have you put in the bait +and the lines, Willy?" + +"Aye, aye, Miss Nell; I'm thinkin' you'll be gettin' some mackerel if +the wind holds. Let me help 'ee wi' the sail." + +"No, no," said Nell, "I can manage. Oh, please don't you trouble!" she +added to Vernon. "If you'll give me the sheet--that's the rope by your +hand." + +Vernon nodded, and suppressed a smile. + +"She'll go a bit tauter still, I think," he said, as Nell hoisted the +mainsail. + +She looked at him. + +"You understand?" she said, with a little surprise. + +Vernon thought of his crack yacht, but answered casually: + +"I've done some yachting--yes." + +"Yachting!" said Nell. "This isn't yachting. You must feel a kind of +contempt for our poor old tub." + +"Not at all; she's a good boat, I can see," he said. + +Nell took up the oars, but she had to pull only a few strokes, for the +wind soon filled the sail, and the _Annie Laurie_, as if piqued by the +things that had been said of her, sprang forward before the wind. + +Nell shipped the oars, looked up at the sail, and glanced at Vernon, who +had taken his seat in the stern, and got hold of the tiller with an +accustomed air. + +"Make for the Head," she said. "I'll get the lines ready." + +There was silence for a minute or two while she baited the lines and +paid them out, and Vernon watched her with a kind of absent-minded +interest. + +She was quite intent on her work, and he felt that, so far as she was +concerned, he might have been old Brownie, or the rheumatic Willy, or +her brother Dick; and something in her girlish indifference to his +presence and personality impressed him; for Drake, Viscount Selbie, was +not accustomed to be passed over as a nonentity by the women in whose +company he chanced to be. + +"That ought to fetch them," she said, eying the baited line with an air +of satisfaction. "You might keep her to the wind a little more, Mr. +Vernon; she can carry all we've got, and more." + +"Aye, aye!" he responded, in sailor fashion. "You only did her bare +justice, Miss Lorton," he added. "She's a good boat." + +Nell looked round at him with a gratified smile. + +"She's a dear old thing, really," she said; "and she behaves like an +angel in a gale. Many's the time Dick and I have sailed her when half +the other boats were afraid to leave the harbor." + +"Wasn't that rather dangerous, a tempting of Providence?" he said, +rather gravely, at the thought of the peril incurred by these two +thoughtless children--for what else were they? + +"Oh, I don't know," she replied carelessly. "We know every inch of the +coast and every current, and if it should ever come on too stiff, we +should make for the open. It would have to be a bad sea to sink the +_Annie Laurie_; and if we came to grief----Well, we can die but once, +you know; and, after all, there are meaner ways of slipping off the +mortal coil than doing it in a hurricane off Windy Head. There's the +first fish! If Brownie were here, we should 'wet it'; but I haven't any +whisky to offer you." + +Her low but clear laugh rang musical over the billowing water, and she +nodded at her companion as if he were one of the fishing men or Dick. + +Vernon leaned back and gazed in turn at the sea and the sky and the +slim, girlish form and beautiful face, and half unconsciously his mind +concentrated itself upon her. + +She was not the first young girl he had known, but she was quite unlike +any young girl he had hitherto met. He could recall none so free and +frank and utterly unselfconscious. + +Most young girls with whom he had become acquainted had bored him by +their insipidity or disgusted him by their precocity; but from this one +there emanated a kind of charm which rested while it attracted him. It +was pleasant to lean back and look at and listen to her; to watch the +soft tendrils of dark hair stirred by the wind, to see the frank smile +light up the gray eyes and curve the sweet red lips; to listen to the +musical voice, the low brief laugh, which was so distinct from the +ordinary girl's giggle or forced and affected gayety. + +The fish were biting, and soon a pile of silver lay wet and glittering +in the bottom of the boat. + +"Haven't you got enough?" asked Vernon, with your sportsman's dislike of +"pot hunting." + +"For ourselves? Oh, yes; but some of the old people of the Mills like +mackerel," replied Nell, "and they'll be waiting on the jetty for the +_Annie Laurie's_ return. Are you getting tired?" she asked, for the +first time directing her attention to him. "I quite forgot you were an +invalid." + +"Go on forgetting it, please," he said. "In fact, the invalid business +is played out. I'm far too hungry to keep up the character." + +She laughed. + +"So am I." + +She raised herself on her elbow and looked toward the shore. + +"If you'll take her to that cove just opposite us, we'll have some +lunch. You can eat fish, I hope? It was awfully stupid of me not to +remember----" + +"I can eat anything," he said quickly. "I was just going to propose that +we should cast lots, in cannibalistic fashion, to decide who should +lunch on the other." + +She laughed, and pulled in her line. + +"That's a beauty for the last. Do you know how to cook mackerel?" + +"No; but I can learn." + +"Very well, then; you'll find a spirit lamp and stove in that locker +under the tiller. Yes, that's it. And there ought to be some bread and +butter, and some coffee. Milk, as we don't carry a cow, we shall have to +do without. We shall be in smooth water presently, and then we can +lunch." + +He sailed the boat into a sheltered cove, and, rather awkwardly, with +his one hand, extracted the cooking utensils from the locker. Nell +lowered the sail, dropped the anchor, and came aft. + +"I'm afraid I shall have to cook," she said. "Dick generally does it, +but you've only one hand. There's one fish;" as she cut it open +skillfully. "How many can you eat?" + +"Two--three dozen," he said gravely. + +She laughed, and placed three of the silver mackerel in the frying pan. + +"Now don't, please, don't say that you haven't a match!" she said, half +aghast with dread. + +He took his silver match box from his pocket, and was on the point of +handing it to her. Then he remembered the coronet engraved on it, and +holding it against his side, managed to strike a light and ignite the +spirit. + +"Of course, you have to pretend that you don't mind the smell of cooking +fish; but it really isn't so bad when one is hungry," she said, as the +pan began to hiss and the fish to brown. + +"There's salt and pepper somewhere," she remarked. "You put them on +while the fish is cooking; it is half the battle, as Dick says. They're +in the back of the locker, I think. If you'll move just a little----" + +He screwed himself into as small a compass as possible, and she dived +into the locker and got out a couple of tin boxes. + +"And here's the bread--rather stale, I'm afraid--and some biscuits. The +coffee's in that tin, and the water in this jar. Do you know how to make +coffee?" + +"Rather!" he said, with mock indignation. "I've made coffee under +various circumstances and in various climes; in the galley of a Porto +Rico coaster; in an American ravine, waiting for the game; on a Highland +moor, when the stags had got scent and the last chance of sport in the +day was gone like a beautiful dream; in an artist's attic in Florence, +where the tobacco smoke was too thick to cut with anything less than a +hatchet; and after a skirmish with the dervishes, when a cup of coffee +seemed almost as precious as the life one had just managed to save by +the skin of one's teeth; but I never made it under more pleasant +circumstances than these." + +He looked up and round him as he spoke, with a brighter expression on +his face than she had as yet seen, and Nell regarded him with a sudden +interest. + +"How much you have traveled!" she said--"that mackerel wants turning; +raise the pan so that the butter can run under the fish; that's it--and +how much you must have seen! Italy, Egypt, Porto Rico--where is that? +Oh, I remember! How delightful to have seen so much! You must be a very +fortunate individual!" + +She leaned her chin in her brown, shapely hands, and looked at him +curiously, and with a frank envy in her gray eyes. + +His face clouded for a moment. + +"Count no man fortunate until he is dead!" he said, adapting the +aphorism. "Believe me that I'd change places with you at this moment, +and throw in all my experiences." + +She laughed incredulously. + +"With me? Oh, you can't mean it. It is very flattering, of course; but +it's absurd. Why"--she paused and sighed--"I've never been anywhere, or +seen anything. I've never been to London even, since I was quite a +little girl, and----Change places with me!" She laughed again, just a +little sadly. "Yes, it does sound absurd. For one thing, you wouldn't +like to be poor; and we are poor, you know." + +"Poor and content is rich enough," he remarked sententiously. Then he +laughed. "I'm as good as a copy book with moral headings this morning." + +Nell smiled. + +"I think that is nonsense, like most copy-book headings. And yet----Yes, +I should be content enough if it were not for Dick. After all, one can +be happy though one is poor, especially if one lives in a beautiful +place like Shorne Mills, and has a boat to sail in the summer, and books +in the winter, and knows all the people round, and----" + +"And happens to be young and full of the joy of life," he said, with a +smile. "And it's only on your mind!" + +She nodded gravely. + +"Yes, of course I know that it's not right that he should be hanging +about the Mills, doing nothing, and wasting his time. I'm always +worrying about Dick's future. It's a sin that he should be wasted, for +Dick is clever. You may not think so----" + +"Oh, yes, I do," he said thoughtfully. "But I wouldn't worry. Something +may turn up----" + +She laughed. + +"That is what he is always saying; but he says it rather bitterly +sometimes, and----But I ought not to worry you, at any rate. Those fish +are just done." + +"Then my life is just saved," he responded solemnly. + +"There are two plates; you hold them on the top of the stove to +warm--that's it! And now you fill the kettle--oh! I see you've thought +of that. It will boil while we eat the fish." + +She helped him to some, and they ate in silence for some minutes. Only +they who have eaten mackerel within a few minutes of their being caught, +and eaten them while reclining in a boat, with a blue sky overhead and a +sapphire sea all around, can know how good mackerel can taste. To +Vernon, who possessed the appetite of the convalescent, the meal was an +Olympian feast. + +"No more?" he said, as Nell declined. "Pray don't say so, or I shall, +from sheer decency, have to refuse also; and I could eat another half, +and will do so if you will take the other. You wouldn't be so heartless +as to deprive me of a second serve, surely!" + +Nell laughed and held out her plate. + +"I consent because I do not think the recently starving should eat too +much at first. Didn't you say that you had been in Egypt fighting? You +are in the army, then?" + +He nodded casually, and she looked at him thoughtfully. + +"Then we ought not to call you 'Mr.,'" she said. "What are you--a +colonel?" + +He laughed shortly as he picked the fish from the bones. + +"Good heavens! do I look so old? No, not colonel. I'm a captain. But I'm +not in the army now. I left it--worse luck!" + +"Why did you leave it?" she asked. + +He looked a little bored--not so much bored, perhaps, as reluctant. + +"Oh, for a variety of reasons; the most important being the fact that a +relative of mine wished me to do so." + +His face clouded for a moment or two; then he said, with the air of one +dismissing an unpleasant topic: + +"This water's boiling like mad. Now is my time to prove my assertion +that I am capable of making coffee. I want two jugs, or this jug and the +tin will do. The coffee? Thanks. I'm afraid I'll have to get you to hold +the tin. This is the native method: You make it in the tin--so; then, +after a moment or two, you pour the liquid--not the coffee grounds--into +the jug, then back, and then back again, and lo! you have cafe a la +Francais, or Cairo, or Clapham fashion." + +"It's very good," she admitted, when it had cooled sufficiently for her +to taste it. "And that is how you made it on the battlefield?" + +"Scarcely," he said. "There was no jug, only an empty meat can; and the +water--well, the water was almost as thick, with mud, before the coffee +was put in as afterward, and the men would scarcely have had patience +to wait for the patent process. Poor beggars! Some of them had not had a +drop past their lips for twenty-four hours--and been fighting, too." + +Nell listened, with her grave gray eyes fixed on his face. + +"How sorry you must have been to leave the army!" she said thoughtfully. + +"Does warfare seem so alluring?" he retorted, with a laugh. "But you're +right; I was sorry to send in my papers, and I've been sorrier since the +day I did it." + +Nell curled herself up in the bottom of the boat like a well-fed and +contented cat, and Vernon, having washed the plates by the simple +process of dragging them backward and forward through the water, +stretched himself and felt in his pockets. He relinquished the search +with a sigh of resignation, and Nell, hearing it, looked up. + +"Are you not going to smoke?" she asked. "Dick would have his pipe +alight long before this; and, of course, I don't mind--if that is what +you were waiting for. Why should I?" + +"Thanks; but, like an idiot, I've forgotten my pipe. I've got some +tobacco and cigarette paper." + +"Then you are all right," she remarked. + +"Scarcely," he said carelessly. "This stupid mummy of an arm of mine +prevents me rolling a cigarette, you see." + +"How stupid of me to forget that!" she said. "Give me the tobacco and +the paper and let me try." + +He produced the necessary articles promptly; and showed her how to do +it. + +"Not quite so much tobacco"--she had taken out enough for ten +cigarettes, and spilled sufficient for another five--"and--er--if you +could get it more equal along the paper. Like this--ah, thanks!" + +In showing her, his fingers got "mixed" with hers, but Nell seemed too +absorbed in her novel experiment to notice the fact. + +"Like that? Rather like a miniature sausage, isn't it? And it will all +come undone when I let go of it," she added apprehensively. + +"If you'll be so good as just to wet the edge with your lips," he said, +in a matter-of-fact way. + +She looked at him, and a faint dash of color came into her face. + +"You won't like to smoke it afterward," she said coolly. + +He stared at her, then smiled. + +"Try me!" he said succinctly. + +She gave a little shrug of the shoulders, moistened the cigarette in the +usual way, and handed it to him gravely. + +"I'll try to make the next better," she said. "I suppose you will want +another?" + +"I'm afraid I shall want more than you will be inclined to make," he +said, "and I shouldn't like to trespass on your good nature." + +"Oh, it's not very hard work making cigarettes," she said. "I'd better +set about the next at once. How is that?" and she held up the production +for inspection. + +"Simply perfect," he said. "You would amass a fortune out in the East as +a cigarette maker." + +She looked up at him, beyond him, wistfully. + +"I wish I could amass a fortune; indeed, I'd be content if I could earn +my living any way," she said, as if she were communing with herself +rather than addressing him. "If I could earn some money, and help Dick!" + +Her voice died away, and she sighed softly. + +He regarded her dreamily. + +"Don't think of anything so--unnatural," he said. + +She raised her eyes, and looked at him with surprise. + +"Is it unnatural for a woman--a girl--to earn her own living?" she said. + +"Yes," he said emphatically. "Women were made for men to work for, not +to toil themselves." + +Nell laughed, in simple mockery of the sentiment. + +"What nonsense! As if we were dolls or something to be wrapped up in +lavender! Why, half the women in Shorne Mills work! You see them driving +their donkeys down to the beach for sand--haven't you seen them with +bags on each side?--and doing washing, and making butter and going to +market. Why, I should have to work if anything happened to mamma. At +least, she has often said so. She has--what is it?--oh, an annuity or +something of the kind; and if she died, Dick and I would have to 'face +the world,' as she puts it." + +He said nothing, but looked at her through the thin blue cloud of his +cigarette. She looked so sweet, so girlish, so--yes, so helpless--lying +there in the sunlight, one brown paw supporting her shapely head, the +other--after the manner of girls--dabbling in the water. A pang of +compassion smote him. + +"It's a devil of a world," he muttered, almost to himself. + +"Do you think so?" she said, with surprise. "I don't. At any rate, I +don't think so this afternoon." + +"Why this afternoon?" he asked, half curiously. + +"Oh, I don't know. Perhaps it's the sunshine, or--or--do you think it's +the mackerel?" + +She laughed. + +"But I feel so happy and free from care. And yet all the old trouble +remains. There's Dick's future--and--oh, all the rest. But this +afternoon everything seems bright and hopeful. I wonder why?" + +She looked at him wistfully, as if he might perhaps explain; but Vernon +said nothing. + +"Have you really finished that cigarette? You smoke much less quickly +than Dick. Well, there's another ready; and when you've finished that, I +think we ought to be getting back. I want--let me see--yes, ten more +fish, and I can get them when we get farther out." + +They set the sail, and the _Annie Laurie_ glided out of the placid +little cove into the open sea. + +As Vernon steered for the Head, behind which Shorne Mills sheltered, he +sighed unconsciously. He, too, had been happy and free from care that +morning, and the afternoon seemed full of indescribable peace and +happiness. He, like Nell, wondered why. A day or two ago--or was it a +month, a year?--he had been depressed and low-spirited, and firmly +convinced that life was not worth living; but this afternoon---- + +What a pretty picture she made in her jersey, that fitted her like a +skin, with the soft black hair rippling beneath the edge of the +tam-o'-shanter! + +Suddenly the pretty picture called out, "Sail ahead, sir!" and Vernon, +taking his eyes from her, saw a yacht skimming along the sapphire waves, +almost parallel with the _Annie Laurie_. + +"That's a yacht," said Nell; "and a fine one, too." + +He looked at it, shading his eyes with his practicable hand. + +"I wonder who she is?" said Nell. "There's a field glass in the +locker--get it. Can you see her name?" + +He put the glass to his eyes and adjusted it; and, as he got the focus, +an exclamation escaped him. + +"What did you say?" inquired Nell. + +"Nothing, only that she's a fine vessel," he said indifferently. + +"Yes. I should like to be on her," said Nell. "Wouldn't you?" + +He smiled grimly. + +"I am content with the _Annie Laurie_," he replied. + +She stared at him incredulously, then laughed. + +"Thank you for the compliment; but you can't seriously prefer this dear +old tub to that! I wonder whom she belongs to? How fast she travels. I +should like to have a yacht like that." + +"Would you?" he said, eying her rather strangely. "Perhaps some day----" + +He stopped, and knocked the ash from his cigarette. + +Nell laughed. + +"Were you going to say that perhaps some day I should own one like her? +What nonsense! It is like the things one reads in books, when the +benevolent and wise old gentleman tells the boy that perhaps, if he +works hard, and is honest and persevering, he may own a carriage and a +pair like that which happens to be passing at the moment." + +Vernon laughed. + +"Life is full of possibilities," he said, with his eyes fixed on the +yacht, which, after sailing broadside to them for some time, suddenly +put down the helm and struck out for sea. + +"I thought they might be making for Shorne Mills," said Nell, rather +regretfully. "Yachts put in there sometimes, and I should have liked to +have seen this one." + +"Would you?" he said, as curiously as he had spoken before. + +"It doesn't matter whether I would or wouldn't; she's gone out into the +channel now," said Nell. + +He stifled a sigh which sounded like a sigh of relief, and steered the +_Annie Laurie_ for home. + +Nell swept the fish into an old reed basket which had held many such a +catch, and held it up to the admiring and anticipatory gaze of a small +crowd of women and children which had gathered on the jetty steps at the +approach of the _Annie Laurie_. + +As she stepped on shore and distributed the fish, receiving the short +but expressive Devonshire "Thank 'ee, Miss Nell, thank 'ee," Vernon +looked at the beautiful girlish face pensively, and thought--well, who +can tell what a man thinks at such moments? Perhaps he was thinking of +the hundred and one useless women of his class who, throughout the whole +of their butterfly lives, had never won a single breath of gratitude +from the poor in their midst. + +"Come along," she said, turning to him, when she had emptied the basket. +"I'm afraid we're in for a scolding. I quite forgot till this moment +that mamma did not know you had gone out." + +"What about you?" he said, remembering for the first time that he had +spent so many hours with this girl alone and unchaperoned. + +Nell laughed. + +"Oh, she would not be anxious about me. Mamma is used to my going out +for a ride--when I can borrow a horse from some one--or sailing the +_Annie Laurie_ with old Brownie; but she'll be anxious about you. You're +an invalid, you know." + +"Not much of the invalid about me, saving this arm," he said. + +As they climbed the hill, they came upon Dick mounted upon a horse the +like of which Nell had never seen; and she stopped dead short and stared +at him. + +"Hallo, Nell! Hallo, Mr. Vernon! Just giving him a run, after being shut +up in that stuffy railway box." + +"That's right," said Vernon. "Like him?" + +"Like him?" responded Dick, with the superlative of approval; "never +rode a horse to equal him, and the other is as good. And"--in an +undertone--"the sidesaddle has come." + +But Nell, whose ears were sharp, heard him. + +"Who is the sidesaddle for?" she asked, innocently and ungrammatically. + +Vernon took the bull by the horns. + +"For you, if you will deign to use it, Miss Nell," he said. + +It was the first time he had addressed her as "Miss Nell," but she did +not notice it. + +"For me?" she exclaimed. + +They were opposite Sandy's stables, and Dick dropped off his horse and +brought out the other. + +"Look at her, Nell!" he exclaimed, with bated breath. "Perfect, isn't +she?" + +Nell looked at her with a flush that came and went. + +"Oh, but I--I--could not!" she breathed. + +Mr. Drake Vernon laughed. + +"Why not?" he said argumentatively. "Fair play's a jewel. You can't +expect to have all the innings your side, Miss Nell. You've treated +me--well, like a prince; and you won't refuse to ride a horse of mine +that's simply spoiling for want of exercise!" + +Nell looked from him to the horse, and from the horse to him. + +"I--I--am so surprised," she faltered. "I--I will ask mamma." + +"That's all right," said Vernon, who had learned to know "mamma" by this +time. + +Nell left Dick and Vernon standing round the horses in man fashion. Dick +was all aglow with satisfaction and admiration. + +"Never saw a better pair than these, Mr. Vernon," he said. "I should +think this one could jump." + +She had just won a military steeplechase, and Vernon nodded assent. + +"You must persuade your sister to ride her," he said. + +As he spoke, he seated himself on the edge of the steep roadway which +led to the jetty. + +"Take the horses in," he said. "I'll come up in a few minutes." + +But the minutes ran into hours. He looked out to sea with a meditative +and retrospective mind. He was going over the past which seemed so far +away, so vague, since he had gone sailing in the _Annie Laurie_ this +morning. + +Then suddenly the past became the present. There was a stir on the jetty +below him. Voices--the voice of fashionable people, the voices of +"society"--rose in an indistinguishable sound to his ears. He moved +uneasily, and refilled and lit the pipe that he had borrowed of Dick. He +heard the footsteps of several persons climbing the steep stairs. One +seemed familiar to him. He pulled at his pipe, and crossed his legs with +an air of preparation, of resignation. + +The voices came nearer, and presently one said: + +"I certainly, for one, decline to go any farther. I think it is too +absurd to expect one to climb these ridiculous steps. And there is +nothing to see up there, is there?" + +At the sound of the voice, clear and bell-like, yet languid, with the +languor of the fashionable woman, Mr. Drake Vernon bit his lips and +colored. He half rose, but sank down again, as if uncertain whether to +meet her, or to remain where he was; eventually he crossed his legs +again, rammed down his pipe, and waited. + +"Oh, but you'll come up to the top, Lady Lucille!" remonstrated a man's +voice, the half-nasal drawl of the man about town--the ordinary club +lounger. "There's a view, don't you know--there really is!" + +"I don't care for views. Not another step, Archie. I'll wait here till +you come back. You can describe the view--or, rather, you can't, thank +Heaven!" + +As she spoke, she mounted a few steps, and turned into the small square +which offered a resting place on the steep ascent, and so came full upon +Mr. Vernon. + +He rose and raised his hat, and she looked at him, at first with the +vagueness of sheer amazement, then with a start of recognition, and with +her fair face all crimson for one instant, and, the next, pale, she +said, in a suppressed voice, as if she were afraid of being overheard: + +"Drake!" + +He looked at her with a curious smile, as if something in the tone of +her voice, in her sudden pallor following upon her; blush, were +significant, and had told himself something. + +"Well, Luce," he said; "and what brings you here?" + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The girl who, with changing color, stood gazing at Lord Drake Selbie +might have stepped out of one of Marcus Stone's pictures. She was as +fair as a piece of biscuit china. Her hair was golden, and, strange to +say in these latter days, naturally so. It was, indeed, like the fleece +of gold itself under her fashionable yachting hat. Her eyes, widely +opened, with that curious look of surprise and fear, were hazel--a deep +hazel, which men, until they knew her, accepted as an indication of Lady +Lucille's depth of feeling. She was slightly built, but graceful, with +the grace of the fashionable modiste. + +She was the product of the marriage of Art and Fashion of this +fin-de-siecle age. Other ages have given us wit, beauty allied with +esprit, dignity of demeanor, and a nobility of principle; this end of +the nineteenth century has bestowed upon us--Lady Lucille Turfleigh. + +It is in its way a marvelous product. It is very beautiful, with the +delicate beauty of excessive culture and effete luxury. It has the +subtle charm of the exotic, of the tall and graceful arum, whose +spotless whiteness cannot bear a single breath of the keen east wind. + +It is charming, bewitching; it looks all purity and spirituality; it +seems to breathe poetry and a Higher Culture. It goes through life like +a rose leaf floating upon a placid stream. It is precious to look at, +pleasant to live with, and it has only one defect--it has no heart. + +We have cast off the old creeds like so many shackles; we are so finely +educated, so cultivated, that we have learned to do more than laugh at +sentiment; we regard it with a contemptuous pity. + +There is only one thing which we value, and that is Pleasure. Some +persons labor under the mistaken notion that Money is the universal +quest; but it is not so. The Golden God is set up in every market place, +it stands at every street corner; but it is not for himself that the +crowd worship at the feet of the brazen image, but because he can buy so +much. + +It is Money which nowadays holds the magician's rod. With a wave he can +give us rank, luxury, power, place, influence, and beauty. This is the +creed, the religion, which we teach our children, which is continually +in our hearts if not on our lips; and it is the creed, the religion, in +which Lady Lucille was reared. + +Her history is a public one. It is the story of how many fashionable +women? Her father, Lord Turfleigh, was an Irish peer. He had inherited a +historic title, and thousands of acres which he had scarcely seen, but +which he had helped to incumber. All the Turfleighs from time immemorial +had been fast and reckless, but this Turfleigh had outpaced them all, +and had easily romped in first in the race of dissipation. As a young +man his name had been synonymous with every kind of picturesque +profligacy. Every pound he could screw out of the land, or obtain at +ruinous interest from the Jews, had been spent in what he and his kind +call pleasure. + +He had married for money, had got it, and had spent it, even before his +patient and long-suffering wife had expiated the mistake of her life in +the only possible way. She had left Lady Lucille behind, and the girl +had matriculated and taken honors in her father's school. + +To Lady Lucille there was only one thing in life worth having--money; +and to obtain this prize she had been carefully nurtured and laboriously +taught. Long before she left the nursery she had grown to understand +that her one object and sole ambition must be a wealthy and suitable +marriage; and to this end every advantage of mind and body had been +trained and cultivated as one trains a young thoroughbred for a great +race. + +She had been taught to laugh at sentiment, to regard admiration as +valueless unless it came from a millionaire; to sneer at love unless it +paced, richly clad and warmly shod, from a palace. She had graduated in +the School of Fashion, and had passed with high honors. There was no +more beautiful woman in all England than Lady Lucille; few possessed +greater charm; men sang her praises; artists fought for the honor of +hanging her picture in the Academy; the society papers humbly reported +her doings, her sayings, and her conquests; royalties smiled approvingly +on this queen of fashion, and not a single soul, Lady Lucille herself +least of all, realized that this perfection was but the hollow husk and +shell of beauty without heart or soul; that behind the lovely face, +within the graceful form, lurked as selfish and ignoble a nature as that +which stirs the blood of any drab upon the Streets. + +"Drake!" she said. "Why! I'd no idea! What are you doing here?" + +He motioned her to a seat with a wave of his pipe, and she sank down on +the stone slab, after a careful glance at it, and eyed him curiously but +with still a trace of her first embarrassment. + +She looked a perfect picture, as she sat there, with the steep, +descending wall, the red Devon cliffs, the blue, glittering sea for her +background; a picture which might have been presented with a summer +number of one of the illustrated weeklies; and all as unreal and as +unlike life as they are. It is true that she wore a yachting costume +exquisitely made and perfectly fitting; and Drake, as he looked at it, +acknowledged its claims upon his admiration, but he knew it was all a +sham, and, half unconsciously, he compared it with the old worn skirt +and the serviceable jersey worn by Nell, who had gone up the hill--how +long ago was it? Nell's face and hands were brown with the kiss of +God's sun; Lady Lucille's face was like a piece of delicate Sevres, and +her hands were incased in white kid gauntlets. To him, at that moment, +she looked like an actress playing in a nautical burlesque at the +Gaiety; and, for the first time since he had known her, he found himself +looking at her critically, and, notwithstanding her faultless +attire--faultless from a fashionable point of view--with disapproval. + +"You are surprised to see me, Luce?" he said. + +"Of course I am," she replied. "I'd no idea where you were. I've written +to you--twice." + +"Have you?" he said. "That was good of you. I've not had your letters; +but that's my fault, not yours. I told Sparling not to send any letters +on." + +She looked down, as if rather embarrassed, and dug at the interstices of +the rough stone pavement with her dainty, and altogether unnautical, +sunshade. + +"But what are you doing here?" she asked. "And--and what's the matter +with your arm? Isn't that a sling?" + +"Yes, it's a sling," he said casually. "I'd been hunting with the Devon +and Somerset; I found London unbearable, and I came down here suddenly. +I meant to write and tell you; but just then I wasn't in the humor to +write to any one, even to you. I lost my way in one of the runs, and was +riding down the top of the hill here, riding carelessly, I'll admit, for +when the horse shied, I was chucked off. I broke my arm and knocked my +head. Oh, don't trouble," he added hastily, as if to ward off her +commiseration. "I am all right now; the arm will soon be in working +order again." + +"I'm very sorry," she said, lifting her eyes to his, but only for a +moment. "You look rather pulled down and seedy." + +"Oh, I'm all right," he said. "And now, as I have explained my presence +here, perhaps you will explain yours." + +"I've come here in the _Seagull_," she said. "Father's on board. He said +you'd offered to lend the yacht to him--you did, I suppose?" + +Drake nodded indifferently. + +"Oh, yes," he said. "The _Seagull_ was quite at your father's service." + +"Well, father made a party; Sir Archie Walbrooke, Mrs. Horn-Wallis and +her husband, Lady Pirbright, and ourselves." + +Drake nodded as indifferently as before. He knew the persons she had +mentioned; members of the smart set in which he had spent his life--and +his money; and Lady Lucille continued in somewhat apologetic fashion: + +"We went to the Solent first, for the races; then, when they were all +over, everybody seemed to be enjoying themselves so much that +father--you know what he is--suggested that we should sail round the +Devon coast. It hasn't been a bad time; and Sir Archie has been rather +amusing, and Mrs. Horn-Wallis has kept things going. Oh, yes; it hasn't +been so bad." + +"I'm glad you've been amused, Luce," he said, his eyes resting upon the +beautifully fair face with a touch of cynicism. + +"We'd no idea you were anywhere here," she said, "or, of course, I would +have written and asked you to join us; though, I suppose, under the +circumstances----" + +She hesitated for a moment, then went on with a little embarrassment, +which in no way detracted from her charm of voice and manner: + +"I told father that, after what had happened, it was scarcely in good +taste to borrow your yacht. But you know what father is. He said that +though things were altered, your offer of the _Seagull_ stood good; that +you told him you didn't mean to use her this season, and that it was a +pity for her to lie idle. And so they persuaded me--very much against my +will, I must admit--to join them, and--and here I am, as you see." + +Drake puffed at his pipe. + +"I see," he said. "I needn't say that you are quite welcome to the +yacht, Lucille, or to anything that I have. As you say, things +are--altered. How much they are altered and changed, perhaps your +letters, if I had received them, would have told me. What was it that +you wrote me? Oh, don't be afraid," he added, with a faint smile, as she +turned her head away and poked with her sunshade at the crack in the +pavement. "I am strong; I can bear it. When a man has come a cropper in +every sense of the word, his nerves are braced for the receipt of +unwelcome tidings. I beg you won't be uncomfortable. Of course, you have +heard the news?" + +She glanced at him sideways, and, despite her training, her lips +quivered slightly. + +"Of course," she said. "Who hasn't? All the world knows it. Lord +Angleford's marriage has come upon us like a surprise--a thunderbolt. No +one would ever have expected that he would have been so foolish." + +Drake looked at her as he never thought that he could have looked at +her--calmly, waitingly. + +"No one expected him to marry," she went on. "He was quite an old +man--well, not old, but getting on. And you and he were always such +great friends. He--he always seemed so fond and so proud of you. Why did +you quarrel with him?" + +"I didn't quarrel with him," said Drake quietly. "As you say, we have +always been good friends. He has always been good to me, ever since I +was a boy. Good and liberal. We have never had a cross word until now. +But you know my uncle--you know how keenly set he is on politics. He is +a Conservative of the old school; one of those old Tories whom we call +blue, and who are nearly extinct. God knows whether they are right or +wrong; I only know that I can't go with them. He asked me to stand for a +place in the Tory-Conservative interest. It was an easy place; I should +have been returned without difficulty. Most men would have done it; but +I couldn't. I don't go in very much for principle, either political or +moral; but my uncle's views--well, I couldn't swallow them. I was +obliged to decline. He cut up rough; sent me a letter with more bad +language in it than I've ever read in my life. Then he went and married +a young girl--an American." + +Lady Lucille heaved a long sigh. + +"How foolish of you!" she murmured. "As if it mattered." + +Drake filled his pipe again, and smiled cynically over the match as he +lit it. + +"That's your view of it?" he said. "I suppose--yes, I suppose you think +I've been a fool. I dare say you're right; but, unfortunately for me, I +couldn't look at it in that way. I stuck to my colors--that's a +highfalutin way of putting it--and I've got to pay the penalty. My +uncle's married, and, likely enough--in fact, in all probability--his +wife will present the world with a young Lord Angleford." + +"She's quite a young woman," murmured Lucille, with the wisdom of her +kind. + +"Just so," said Drake. "So I am in rather a hole. I always looked +forward to inheriting Anglemere and the estate and my uncle's money. But +all that is altered. He may have an heir who will very properly inherit +all that I thought was to be mine. I wrote and told you of this, though +it wasn't necessary; but I deemed it right to you to place the whole +matter before you, Lucille. I've no doubt that the society papers have +saved me the trouble, and helped you thoroughly to realize that the man +to whom you were engaged was no longer the heir to the earldom of +Angleford and Lord Angleford's money, but merely Drake Selbie, a mere +nobody, and plunged up to his neck in debts and difficulties." + +She was silent, and he went on: + +"See here, Luce, I asked you to marry me because I loved you. You are +the most beautiful woman I have ever met. I fell in love with you the +first time I saw you--at that dance of the Horn-Wallises. Do you +remember? I wanted you to be my wife; I wanted you more than I ever +wanted anything else in my life. Do you not remember the day I proposed +to you, there under Taplow Wood, at that picnic where we all got wet and +miserable? And you said 'Yes'; and my uncle was pleased. But all is +changed now; I am just Drake Selbie, with very little or no income, and +a mountain of debts; with no prospects of becoming Lord Angleford and +owner of the Angleford money and lands. And I want to know how this +change--strikes you; what you mean, to do?" + +She glanced up at him sideways. + +"You--you haven't got my letters?" she said. + +He shook his head. + +"I'm--I'm sorry," she said. "It isn't my fault. Father--you know what he +would say. He may be right. He said that--that you were ruined; that our +marriage would be quite impossible; that--that our engagement must be +broken off. Really, Drake, it is not my fault. You know how poor we are; +that--that a rich marriage is an absolute necessity for me. Father is up +to his neck in debt, too, and we scarcely seem to have a penny of ready +money; it's nothing but duns, and duns, and duns, every day in the week; +why, even now, we've had to bolt from London because I can't pay my +milliner's bill. It's simply impossible for me to marry a poor man. I +should only be a drag upon him; and father--well, father would be a drag +upon him, too; you know what father is. And--and so, Drake, I wrote and +told you that--that our engagement must be considered broken off and at +an end." + +She paused a moment, and looked from right to left, like some feeble +animal driven into a corner, and restlessly conscious of Drake Selbie's +stern regard. + +"Of course I'm very sorry. You know I'm--I'm very fond of you. I don't +think there is any one in the world like you; so--so handsome and--and +altogether nice. But what can I do? I can't run against the wish of my +father and of all my friends. In fact, I can't afford to marry you, +Drake." + +He looked at her with a bitter smile on his lips, and a still more +bitter cynicism in his eyes. + +"I understand," he said; "I quite understand. When you said that you +loved me, loved me with all your heart and soul, you meant that you +loved Drake Selbie, the heir of Angleford, the prospective owner of +Anglemere and Lord Angleford's money; and now that my uncle has married, +and that he may have a child which will rob me of the title and the +money, you draw back. You do not ask whether I have enough, you do not +offer to make any sacrifice. You just--jilt me!" + +"You put it very harshly, Drake," she said, with a frown. + +"I put it very truly and correctly," he said. "Can you deny it? You +cannot! The man who sits here beside you is quite a different man to the +one to whom you had plighted your troth. He is the same in bone and body +and muscle and sinew, but he doesn't happen to be Lord Angleford's heir. +And so you throw him over. No doubt you are right. It is the way of the +world in which you and I have been bred and trained." + +"You are very cruel, Drake," she murmured, touching her eyes with a lace +handkerchief, too costly and elaborate for anything but ornament. + +"I just speak the truth," he said. "I don't blame you. You are bred in +the same world as myself. We are both products of this modern fin de +siecle. To marry me would be a mistake; you decline to make it. I have +only to bow to your decision. I accept your refusal. After this present +moment you and I are friends only; not strangers; men and women in our +set are never strangers. But I pass out of your life from this moment. +Go back to the _Seagull_ with Archie and Mrs. Horn-Wallis, and find--as +I trust you will--a better man than I am." + +She rose rather pale, but perfectly self-possessed. + +"I--I am glad you take it so easily, Drake," she said. "You don't blame +me, do you? I couldn't run against father, could I? You know how poor we +are. I must make a good marriage, and--and----" + +"And so it is 'good-by,'" he said. + +He looked so stern, so self-contained, that her self-possession forsook +her for a moment, and she stood biting softly at her underlip and +looking by turns at the ultramarine sea and the stern face of the lover +whom she was discarding. He held out his hand again. + +"Good-by, Luce," he said. "You have taught me a lesson." + +"What--do you mean?" she asked. + +He smiled. + +"That women care only for rank and gold, and that without them a man +cannot hold you. I shall take it to heart Good-by." + +She looked at him doubtfully, hesitatingly. + +"You will take the _Seagull_ south?" he said. "Be good enough to ask +your father to wire me as to her whereabouts. I may need her. But don't +hurry. I'm only too glad that you are sailing her. Good-by." + +She murmured "Good-by," and went down the steps slowly; and Drake, +Viscount Selbie, refilled his pipe. Then he rose quickly and overtook +her. She stopped and turned, and if he had expected to see signs of +emotion in her beautiful face, he was doomed to disappointment; indeed, +the look of apprehension with which she heard his voice had been +followed by one of relief. + +"One moment," he said. "I want to ask you not to mention that you have +seen me here." + +She opened her soft hazel eyes with some surprise and a great deal of +curiosity. + +"Not say that I have seen you?" she said. "Of course, if you wish it; +but why?" + +"The reason will seem to you inadequate, I am afraid," he said coldly; +"but the fact is, I am staying here under another name--my own is being +bandied about so much, you see," bitterly, "that I am a little tired of +it." + +"I see," she said. "Then I am not to tell father. How will he know how +to address the wire about the yacht?" + +"Send it to Sparling," he said. "I am sorry to have stopped you. +Good-by." + +She inclined her head and murmured "Good-by" for the second time, and +went on again; but a few steps lower she stopped and pondered his +strange request. + +"Curious," she murmured. "I wonder whether there is any other reason? +One knows what men are; and poor Drake is no better than the rest. Ah, +well, it does not matter to me--now. Thank goodness it is over! Though +one can always count upon Drake; he is too thorough a gentleman to make +a scene or bully a woman. Heaven knows I am sorry to break with him, and +I wish that old stupid hadn't made such a fool of himself; for Drake and +I would have got on very well. But as things are----As father says, it's +impossible. I wonder whether they are coming back; I am simply dying for +tea." + +Before she got down to the jetty, her fellow voyagers caught her up. +They were in the best of spirits, and hilarious over the fact that Sir +Archie had slipped on one of the grassy slopes and stained his white +flannel suit with green; and Lady Lucille joined in the merriment. + +"I'm sorry I didn't come, after all," she said. "It was rather boring +waiting there all alone; but perhaps Sir Archie will kindly fall down +again for my special benefit," and she laughed with the innocent, +careless laughter, of a child. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +The laugh floated up to Drake as he sat and finished his pipe, waiting +until the party should get clear away, and his lips tightened grimly. +Then he sighed and shrugged his shoulders, as he rose and went slowly up +the hill. + +After all, Lucille had only acted as he had expected. As he had said, +she had engaged herself to Viscount Selbie, the heir to Angleford--not +to Viscount Selbie, whose nose had been put out of joint by his uncle's +marriage. He could not have expected a Lady Lucille Turfleigh to be +faithful to her troth under such changed circumstances. But her +desertion made him sore, if not actually unhappy. Indeed, he was rather +surprised to find that he was more wounded in pride than heart. It is +rather hurtful to one's vanity and self-esteem to be told by the woman +whom you thought loved you, that she finds it "impossible" to marry you +because you have lost your fortune or your once roseate prospects; and +though Drake was the least conceited of men, he was smarting under the +realization of his anticipations. + +"She never loved me," he said bitterly. "Not one word of regret--real +regret. She would have felt and shown more if she had been parting with +a favorite horse or dog. God! what women this world makes of them! They +are all alike! There's not one of them can love for love's sake, who +cares for the man instead of the money. Not one, from the dairymaid to +the duchess! Thank Heaven! my disillusionment has come before, instead +of after, marriage. Yes, I've done with them. There is no girl alive, or +to be born, who can make me feel another pang." + +As he spoke, he heard a voice calling him: "Mr. Vernon! Mr. Vernon!" And +there, in the garden, which stood out on the hill like a little terrace, +was Nell. She had taken off her hat, and the faint breeze was stirring +the soft tendrils on her forehead, and her eyes smiled joyously down at +him. + +"Tea is ready!" she said, her voice full and round, and coming down to +him like the note of a thrush. "Where have you been? Mamma is quite +anxious about you, and I have had the greatest difficulty in convincing +her that there has not been an accident, and that I had not left you at +the bottom of the bay." + +He smiled up at her, but his smile came through the darkness of a cloud, +and she noticed it. + +"Has--has anything happened?" she asked, as she opened the gate for him; +and her guileless eyes were raised to his with a sudden anxiety. "Are +you ill--or--or overtired? Ah, yes! that must be it. I am so sorry!" + +He frowned, and replied, almost harshly: + +"Thanks. I am not in the least tired. How should I be? Why do you think +so?" + +Nell shrank a little. + +"I--I thought you looked pale and tired," she said, in a voice so low +and sweet that he was smitten with shame. + +"Perhaps I am a bit played out," he said apologetically, and passing his +hand over his brow as if to erase the lines which the scene with Lady +Lucille had etched. "Your convalescent invalid is a trying kind of +animal, Miss Nell, and--and you must forgive it for snapping." + +"There is nothing to forgive," she said quietly. "It was thoughtless of +me to let you stay out so long, and I deserve the lecture mamma has been +giving me. Please come in to tea at once, or it will be repeated--the +lecture, I mean." + +They went into the drawing-room, where Mrs. Lorton sat with due state +and dignity before her tea table; and, having got him into the +easy-chair, the good lady began at once: + +"So thoughtless of Eleanor to keep you out so long! You must be +exhausted, I am sure. I know how trying the first days of recovery from +illness are, and how even a little exertion will produce absolute +collapse. Now, will you have a little brandy in your tea, Mr. Vernon? A +teaspoonful will sometimes produce a magical effect," she added, as if +she were recommending a peculiarly startling firework. "No? You are +quite sure? And what is this Richard is telling me about two horses? He +came rushing in just now with some story of horses that he had brought +from Shallop." + +Drake looked up with a casual air. + +"Yes; they're mine. I was obliged to have them sent down. They were +spoiling for want of exercise. I must turn them out in some of the +fields here, or get some one to ride them, unless Dick and Miss Nell +will be good-natured enough to exercise them." + +Nell laughed softly. + +"That is one way of putting it, isn't it, mamma? But I tell Mr. Vernon +that I really must not, ought not, to take advantage of his good nature. +It's all very well for Dick to----" + +"What's all very well for Dick? And don't you take my name in vain quite +so freely, young party," remarked that individual, entering the room and +making for the tea table. "Don't you be taken in by all this pretended +reluctance, Mr. Vernon. It's the old game of Richard III. refusing the +crown. See English history book. Nell will be on that mare to-morrow +morning safe enough, won't you, Nellikins? And I say, sir, you must get +your arm right and ride with her. Perhaps she would not be too proud to +take lessons from a stranger--from you, I mean--though she does turn up +her nose at her brother's kindly meant hints, an operation which, as I +am perpetually telling her, is quite superfluous, for it's turned up +quite sufficiently as it is." + +Nell glanced at Mrs. Lorton, who smiled with the air of a society lady +settling a point of etiquette. + +"If Mr. Vernon has really been so kind as to offer to lend you a horse, +it would be ungrateful and churlish to refuse, Eleanor," she said. + +"That's all right," said Dick. "Though you might say 'Thank you,' Nell. +But, there; you'll never learn manners, though you may, after some long +years, learn to ride. Did you see that yacht, sir?" he asked, turning to +Drake. + +Drake nodded carelessly. + +"A spanker, wasn't she?" continued Dick. "Now, that's what I call a +yacht. And hadn't she some swells on board! I met some of them coming up +the hill. Talk about stylish togs!" + +"No one talks of 'stylish togs' but savages in the wilds of London, and +vulgar boys," remarked Nell. + +Dick regarded her wistfully, and raised the last piece of the crust of +his slice of bread and butter to throw at her, then refrained, with a +reluctant sigh. + +"I never saw anything like it out of a fashion plate. You ought to have +been there, mamma," he put in, parenthetically. "You'd have appreciated +them, no doubt, whereas I wasn't capable of anything but staring. They +were swells--real swells, too; for I spoke to one of the crew who had +Strolled up from the boat. The yacht's that racer, the _Seagull_. Do you +know her, Mr. Vernon?" + +"I've heard of her," said Drake. + +"I forget the name of her owner; though the man told me; but he's a +nobleman of sorts. There were no end of titled and fashionable people on +board. A Sir--Sir Archie something; and a Lord and Lady Turfleigh, +father and daughter--perhaps you know them?" + +Drake looked at him through half-closed eyes. + +"Yes, I've heard of them," he said. "May I have another cup of tea, Mrs. +Lorton? Thanks, very much. The sail this morning has made me ravenous." + +"I am so delighted," murmured Mrs. Lorton. "What name did you say, +Richard? Turfleigh! Surely I have heard or seen that name----" + +"I beg your pardon," said Drake, "but if Dick has quite finished his +tea, I think I'll stroll down to the stables and look at the horses." + +"Oh, right you are! Come on!" exclaimed Dick, with alacrity. + +Mrs. Lorton looked after the tall figure as it went out beside the +boy's. + +"Mr. Vernon must be very well off, Eleanor," she said musingly, and with +a little, satisfied smile at the corners of her mouth. "Three horses. +And have you noticed that pearl stud? It is a black one, and must have +cost a great deal; and there is a certain look, air, about him, which +you, my dear Eleanor, are not likely to notice or understand, but which, +to one of my experience of the world, is significant. Did he seem to +enjoy his sail this morning?" + +"Yes, I think so," absently replied Nell, who was watching the tall +figure as it went down the hill. + +Mrs. Lorton coughed in a genteel fashion, and her smile grew still more +self-satisfied. + +"He could not be in a better place," she said; "could not possibly, and +I do trust he will not think of leaving us until he is quite restored to +health. I must really impress upon him how glad we are to have him, and +how his presence cheers our dull and lonely lives." + +Nell laughed softly. + +"Mr. Vernon does not strike me as being particularly cheerful," she +remarked; "at least, not generally," she qualified, as she remembered +the unwonted brightness which he had displayed in the _Annie Laurie_. + +"In-deed! You are quite wrong, Eleanor," said Mrs. Lorton stiffly. "I +consider Mr. Vernon a most entertaining and brilliant companion; and I, +for one, should very deeply deplore his departure. I trust, therefore, +you will do all you can to make his stay pleasant and to induce him to +prolong it. Three horses; ahem!"--she coughed behind her mittened +hand--"has he--er--hinted, given you any idea of his position +and--er--income, Eleanor?" + +Nell flushed and shook her head. + +"No, mamma," she said reluctantly. "Why should he? We are not +curious----" + +"Certainly not!" assented Mrs. Lorton, bridling. "I may have my faults, +but curiosity is certainly not one of them. I merely thought that he +might have dropped a word or two about himself, or his people, and +the--ahem!--extent of his fortune." + +Nell shook her head again. + +"Nary a word--I mean, not a word!" she corrected herself hastily; "and, +like yourself, mamma, I am not curious. What does it matter what and who +he is, or who his people are? He will be gone in a day or two, and we +shall probably never see him again." + +She moved away from the window as she made the response, and began to +sing, and Mrs. Lorton looked after her, and listened to the sweet young +voice, with a smile on her weakly shrewd face. + +"Eleanor has grown a great deal lately," she murmured to herself; "and I +suppose some men would consider her not altogether bad-looking. I am +quite certain he is a single man--he would have mentioned his wife; he +couldn't have avoided it the first night I was talking to him. Three +horses--yes; I suppose Eleanor really is good-looking. No one is more +opposed than I am to the vulgar practice of matchmaking, which some +women indulge in, but it really would be a mercy to get the girl +settled. Yes; he must not think of leaving us until he is quite strong; +and that won't be for some weeks, for some time, yet." + +Drake went down to the stables with Dick and "looked at" the horses, +every now and then casting a glance through the open door at the +_Seagull_ as it sailed across the bay. + +Did he regret the woman who had jilted him? Did he wish that he were on +board his yacht with his friends, with the badinage, the scandal of the +women, the jests and the doubtful stories of the men? He scarcely knew; +he thought that he was sorrowing for the fair woman who had deserted +him; but--he was not sure. From the meadows above there came the tinkle +of a sheep bell, a lowing of a cow calling to her calf; the scent of the +tar from a kettle on the beach rose with sharp pungency; the haze of the +summer evening was blurring the hills which half ringed the sapphire +sea. There was peace at Shorne Mills--a peace which fell upon the weary +man of the world. He forgot his troubles for a moment; his lost +inheritance, his debts, and difficulties; forgot even Woman and all she +had cost him. + +Then suddenly, faintly, there came floating down to him the clear, sweet +voice of Nell. What was it she was singing? + + "Though years have passed, I love you yet; + Do you still remember, or do you forget?" + +A great wave of bitterness swept over him, and, between his teeth, he +muttered: + +"They are all alike--with the face and the voice of an angel, and the +heart of the Man with the Muck-rake. God save me from them from this +time henceforth!" + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +The weeks glided by, Drake's arm got mended, but he still lingered on at +Shorne Mills. + +There was something in the beauty, the repose, of the place which +fascinated and held him. He was so weary of the world, sore with +disappointment, and shrinking from the pity of his friends who were, as +he knew, dying to commiserate with him over his altered prospects. + +The weather was lovely, the air balmy, and for amusement--well, there +was sailing in the _Annie Laurie_, lounging with a pipe on the jetty, +listening, and sometimes talking, to the fishermen and sailors, and +teaching Miss Nell Lorton to ride. + +"Not that you need much teaching," he said on the first day they rode +together--that was before his arm was quite right, and Mrs. Lorton +filled the air with her fears and anxieties for his safety. "But you +have 'picked it up,' as they say, and there are one or two hints I may +be able to give you which will make you as perfect a horsewoman as one +would wish to see." + +"Isn't 'perfect' rather a big word?" said Nell. + +She turned her face to him, and the glory of its young beauty was +heightened by the radiance of the smile which was enthroned on her lips +and shone in her eyes. + +He looked at her with unconscious admiration and in silence for a +moment. + +"There is no reason why you shouldn't be perfect," he said. "You've +everything in your favor--youth, health, strength, and no end of pluck." + +"I ought to curtsy," said Nell, laughing softly. "But one can't curtsy +on a horse, alas! Please let me off with a bow," and she bent low in the +saddle, with all a girl's pretty irony. "But don't be sparing of those +same hints, please. I really want to learn, and I will be very humble +and meek." + +He laughed, as if amused by something. + +"I can scarcely fancy you either humble or meek, Miss Nell," he said. +"Hold the reins a little nearer her neck. Like this. See? Then you've +room to pull her if she stumbles; which, by the way, isn't likely. And +you might sit a little closer at the canter. Don't trouble; leave the +pace to the horse." + +Nell nodded. + +"I know!" she said. "How just being told a thing helps one! I should +like to ride as well as you do. You and the horse seem one." + +He was not embarrassed by the compliment. + +"Oh, I've ridden all my life," he said, "and under all sorts of +circumstances, on all sorts of horses, and one gets au fait in time. +Now, let her have her head and we'll try a gallop. Don't bear too hard +on her if she pulls--as she may--but ride her on the snaffle as much as +possible." + +They had climbed the hill, and were riding along a road on the edge of +one of the small moors, and after a moment or two of inspection of the +graceful figure beside him, he motioned with his hand, and they turned +on to the moor itself. + +As they cantered and galloped over the springy turf and heather, Drake +grew thoughtful and absent-minded. + +The beauty of the scene, the azure sky, the clear, thin air, all soothed +him; but he found himself asking himself why he was still lingering in +this out-of-the-way spot in North Devon, and why he was content with the +simple amusement of teaching a young girl to sit her horse and hold her +reins properly. + +Why was he not on board the _Seagull_, which Lord Turfleigh had left in +Southampton waters, or in Scotland shooting grouse, with one of the +innumerable house parties to which he had been invited, and at which he +would have been a welcome guest, or climbing the Alps with fellow +members of the Alpine Club? + +So they were silent as they rode over this green-and-violet moor, over +which the curlew flew wailingly, as if complaining of this breach of +their solitude. + +And Nell was thinking, or, rather, musing; for though she was taking +lessons, she was too good a rider to be absorbed in the management of +her horse. + +Had she not scampered over these same moors on a half-wild Exmoor pony, +bare-backed, and with a halter for a bridle? + +She was thinking of the weeks that had passed since the man who was +riding beside her had been flung at her feet, and wondering, half +unconsciously, at the happiness of those weeks. There had scarcely been +a day in which he and she had not walked or sailed, or sat on the quay +together. She recalled their first sail in the _Annie Laurie_; there had +been many since then; and he had been so kind, so genial a companion, +that she had begun to feel as if he were an old friend, a kind of second +Dick. + +At times, it was true, he was silent and gloomy, not to say morose; but, +as a rule, he was kind, with a gentle, protective sort of kindness +which, believe me, is duly appreciated by even such a simple, +unsophisticated girl as Nell. + +As she rode beside him, she glanced now and again at the handsome face, +which was grave and lined with thought, and she wondered, girllike, upon +what he was musing. + +Suddenly he turned to her. + +"Yes, you don't need much teaching," he said, with a smile. "You ride +awfully well, as it is. With a little practice--you won't forget about +holding the reins a little farther; from you?--you will ride like Lady +Lucille herself." + +"Who is Lady Lucille?" she asked. + +He looked just a shade embarrassed for a moment, but only for a moment. + +"Oh, she's the crack fashionable rider," he said casually. + +"I feel very much flattered," said Nell. "And I am very grateful for +your lesson. I hope you won't discontinue them because I show some +promise." + +He looked at her with sudden gravity. Now was the time to tell her that +he was going to leave Shorne Mills. + +"You won't want many more," he said; "but I hope you will let me ride +with you while I'm here. I must be going presently." + +"Must you?" she said. + +Girls learn the art of mastering their voices much earlier than the +opposite sex can, and her voice sounded indifferent enough, or just +properly regretful. + +He nodded. + +"Yes, I must leave Shorne Mills, worse luck." + +"If it is so unlucky, why do you go? But why is it so unlucky?" she +asked; and still her tone sounded indifferent. + +"It's bad luck because--well, because I have been very happy here," he +said, checking his horse into a walk. + +She glanced at him as she paced beside him. + +"You have been so happy here? Really? That sounds so strange. It is such +a dull, quiet place." + +"Perhaps it's because of that," he said. "God knows, I'm not anxious to +get back to London--the world." + +She looked at him thoughtfully with her clear, girlish eyes; and he met +the glance, then looked across the moor with something like a frown. + +"There is a fascination in the place," he said. "It is so beautiful and +so quiet; and--and--London is so noisy, such a blare. And----" + +He paused. + +She kept the high-bred mare to a walk. + +"But will you not be glad to go?" she asked. "It must be dull here, as I +said. You must have so many friends who--who will be glad to see you, +and whom you will be glad to see." + +He smiled cynically. + +"Friends!" he said grimly. "Has any one many friends? And how many of +the people I know will, I wonder, be glad to see me? They will find it +pleasant to pity me." + +"Pity you! Why?" she asked, her beautiful eyes turned on him with +surprise. + +Drake bit his lip. + +"Well, I've had a piece of bad luck lately," he said. + +"Oh, I'm sorry!" murmured Nell. + +He laughed grimly. + +"Oh, it's no more than I had a right to expect. Don't forget what I told +you about holding your reins--that's right." + +"Is it about money?" she asked timidly. "I always think bad luck means +that." + +He nodded. + +"Yes; I've lost a great deal of money lately," he replied vaguely. +"And--and I must leave Shorne Mills." + +"I am sorry," she said simply, and without attempting to conceal her +regret. "I--we--have almost grown to think that you belonged here. Will +you be sorry to go?" + +He glanced at her innocent eyes and frowned. + +"Yes; very much," he replied. "There is a fascination in this place. It +is so quiet, so beautiful, so remote, so far away from the world which I +hate!" + +"You hate? Why do you hate it?" she asked. + +He bit his lip again. + +"Because it is false and hollow," he replied. "No man--or woman--thinks +what he or she says, or says what he or she thinks." + +"Then why go back to it?" she asked. "But all the people in London can't +be--bad and false," she added, as if she were considering his sweeping +condemnation. + +"Oh, not all," he said. "I've been unfortunate in my acquaintances, +perhaps, as Voltaire said." + +He looked across the moor again absently. Her question, "Then why go +back to it?" haunted him. It was absurd to imagine that he could remain +at Shorne Mills. The quiet life had been pleasant, he had felt better in +health here than he had done for years; but--well, a man who has spent +so many years in the midst of the whirl of life is very much like the +old prisoner of the Bastille who, when he was released by the +revolutionary mob, implored to be taken back again. One gets used to the +din and clamor of society as one gets used to the solemn quiet of a +prison. Besides, he was, or had been, a prominent figure in the +gallantry show, and he seemed to belong to it. + +"One isn't always one's own master," he said, after a pause. + +Nell turned her eyes to him. + +"Are not you?" she said, a little shyly. "You seem so--so free to do +just what you please." + +He laughed rather grimly. + +"Do you know what I should do if I were as free as I seem, Miss Nell?" +he asked. "I should take one of these farms"--he nodded to a rural +homestead, one of the smallest and simplest, which stood on the edge of +the moor--"and spend the rest of my life making clotted cream and +driving cows and pigs to market." + +She laughed. + +"I can scarcely imagine you doing that," she said. + +"Well, I might buy a trawler, and go fishing in the bay." + +"That would be better," she admitted. "But it's very tough weather +sometimes. I have seen the women waiting on the jetty, and on the +cliffs, and looking out at the storm, with their faces white with fear +and anxiety for the men--their fathers and husbands and sweethearts." + +"There wouldn't be any women to watch and grow white for me," he +remarked. + +"Oh, but don't you think we should be anxious--mamma and I?" she said. + +He looked at her, but her eyes met his innocently, and there was not a +sign of coquetry in her smile. + +"Thanks. In that case, I must abandon the idea of getting my livelihood +as a fisherman," he said lightly. "I couldn't think of causing Mrs. +Lorton any further anxiety." + +"Shall we have another gallop?" she asked, a moment or two afterward. +"We might ride to that farm there"--she pointed to a thatched roof just +visible above a hollow--"and get a glass of milk. I am quite thirsty." + +She made the suggestion blithely, as if neither her own nor his words +had remained in her mind; and Drake brightened up as they sped over the +springy turf. + +A woman came out of the farm, and greeted them with a cordial welcome in +the smile which she bestowed on Nell, and the half nod, half curtsy, she +gave to Drake. + +"Why, Miss Nell, it be yew sure enough," she said pleasantly. "I was +a-thinkin' that 'eed just forgot us. Bobby! Bobby! do 'ee come and hold +the horses. Here be Miss Nell of Shorne Mills." + +A barefooted, ruddy-cheeked little man ran out and laughed up at Nell as +she bent down and stroked his head with her whip. Nell and Drake +dismounted, and she led the way into the kitchen and living room of the +farm. + +The room was so low that Drake felt he must stoop, and Nell's tall +figure looked all the taller and slimmer for its propinquity to the +timbered ceiling. The woman brought a couple of glasses of milk and some +saffron cakes, and Nell drank and ate with a healthy, unashamed +appetite, and apparently quite forgot Drake, who, seated in the +background, sipped his milk and watched and listened to her absently. +She knew this woman and her husband and the children quite intimately; +asked after the baby's last tooth as she bent over the sleeping mite, +and was anxious to know how the eldest girl, who was in service in +London, was getting on. + +"Well, Emma, her says she likes it well enough," replied the woman, +standing, with the instinctive delicacy of respect, with her firm hand +resting on the spotlessly white table; "leastways her would if there was +more air--it's the want o' air she complains of. Accordin' to she, there +bean't enough for the hoosts o' people there be. Oh, yes, the family's +kind enough to her--not that she has much to do wi' 'em; for she's in +the nursery--she's nursemaid, you remembers, Miss Nell--and the mistress +is too grand a lady to go there often. It's a great family she's in, you +know, Miss Nell, a titled family, and there's grand goin's-on a'most +every day; indeed, it's turnin' day into night they're at most o' the +time, so says Emma. She made so bold, Emma did, to send her best +respects to you in her last letter, and to say she hoped if ever you +came to London she'd have the luck to see you, though it might be from a +distance." + +Nell nodded gratefully. + +"Not that I am at all likely to go to London," she said, with a laugh. +"If I did, I should be sure to go and see Emma." + +Emma's mother glanced curiously at Drake; and he understood the +significance of the glance, but Nell was evidently unconscious of its +meaning. + +"And this is the gentleman as is staying at the cottage, Miss Nell?" she +said. "I hope your arm's better, sir?" + +Drake made a suitable and satisfactory response, and Nell, having talked +to the two little girls, who had got as near to her as their shyness +would permit, rose. + +"Thank you so much for the milk and cakes, Mrs. Trimble," she said. "We +were quite famishing, weren't we?" + +"Quite famished," assented Drake. + +Mrs. Trimble beamed. + +"You be main welcome, Miss Nell, as 'ee knows full well; I wish 'ee +could ride out to us every day. And that's a beautiful horse you're on, +miss, surely!" + +"Isn't it?" said Nell. "It's Mr. Vernon's; he is kind enough to lend it +to me." + +Mrs. Trimble glanced significantly again at Drake; but again Nell failed +to see or understand the quick, intelligent question in the eyes. + +"Speakin' o' Emma, I've got her letter in my pocket, Miss Nell; and I'm +thinkin' I'll give it 'ee; for the address, you know. It's on the top, +writ clear, and if you should go to London----" + +Nell took the precious letter, and put it with marked carefulness in the +bosom of her habit. + +"I shall like to read it, Mrs. Trimble. Emma and I were such good +friends, weren't we? And I'll be sure to let you have it back." + +The whole of the family crowded out to see Miss Nell of Shorne Mills +drive off, and Drake had to maneuver skillfully to get a coin into +Bobby's chubby, and somewhat grubby, hand unseen by Nell. + +They rode on in silence for a time. The scene had impressed Drake. The +affection of the whole of them for Nell had been so evident, and the +sweet simplicity of her nature had displayed itself so ingenuously, that +he felt--well, as he had felt once or twice coming out of church. + +Then he remembered the woman's significant glance, and his conscience +smote him. No doubt all Shorne Mills was connecting his name with hers. +Yes; he must go. + +She was singing softly as she rode beside him, and they exchanged +scarcely half a dozen sentences on the way home; but yet Nell seemed +happy and content, and as she slipped from her saddle in front of the +garden gate, she breathed a sigh of keen pleasure. + +"Oh, I have enjoyed it so much!" she said, as he looked at her +inquiringly. "Is there anything more beautiful and lovable than a +horse?" + +As she spoke, she stroked the mare's satin neck, and the animal turned +its great eyes upon her with placid affection and gratitude. Drake +looked from the horse to the girl, but said nothing, and at that moment +Dick came out to take the horses down to the stables. + +"Had a good ride, Nell?" he asked. "Wants a lot of coaching, doesn't +she, Mr. Vernon? But I assure you I've done my best with her; girls are +the most stupid creatures in the world; and the last person they'll +learn anything from is their brother." + +Nell managed to tilt his cap over his eyes as she ran in, and Dick +looked after her longingly, as he exclaimed portentously: + +"That's one I owe you, my child." + +Nell laughed back defiantly; but when she had got up to her own room, +and was taking off the habit, something of the brightness left her face, +and she sighed. + +"I am sorry he is going," she murmured to her reflection in the glass. +"How we shall miss him; all of us, Dick and mamma! And I shall miss him, +too. Yes; I am sorry. It will seem so--so dull and dreary when he has +gone. And he does not seem glad to go. But perhaps he only said that to +please me, and because it was the proper thing to say. Of course, +I--we--could not expect him to stay for the rest of his life in Shorne +Mills." + +She sighed again, and stood, with her habit half unbuttoned, looking +beyond the glass into the past few happy weeks. Yes, it would seem very +dull and dreary when he was gone. + +But he still lingered on; his arm got well, his step was strong and +firm, his voice and manner less grave and moody. He rode or sailed with +her every day, Dick sometimes accompanying them; but he was only +postponing the hour of his departure, and putting it away from him with +a half-hesitating hand. + +One afternoon, Dick burst into the sitting room--they were at tea--with +a couple of parcels; one, a small square like a box, the other, a larger +and heavier one. + +"Just come by the carrier," he said; "addressed to 'Drake Vernon, +Esquire.' The little one is registered. The carrier acted as auxiliary +postman, and wants a receipt." + +Drake signed the paper absently, with a scrawl of the pen which Dick +brought him, and Dick, glancing at the signature mechanically, said: + +"Well, that's a rum way of writing 'Vernon'!" + +Drake looked up from cutting the string of the small box, and frowned +slightly. + +"Give it me back, please," he said, rather sharply. "It isn't fair to +write so indistinctly." + +Dick handed the receipt form back, and Drake ran his pen quickly through +the "Selbie" which he had scrawled unthinkingly, and wrote Drake Vernon +in its place. + +Dick took the altered paper unsuspectingly to the carrier. + +"So kind of you to trouble, Mr. Vernon!" said Mrs. Lorton. "As if it +mattered how you wrote! My poor father used to say that only the +illiterate were careful of their handwriting, and that illegible +caligraphy--it is caligraphy, is it not?--was a sign of genius." + +"Then I must be one of the greatest geniuses that ever lived," said +Drake. + +"And I'm another--if indifferent spelling is also a sign," said Dick +cheerfully; "and Nell must cap us both, for she can neither write nor +spell; few girls can," he added calmly. "Tobacco, Mr. Vernon?" nodding +at the box. + +By this time Drake had got its wrapper off and revealed a jewel case. He +handed it to Mrs. Lorton with the slight awkwardness of a man giving a +present. + +"Here's a little thing I hope you will accept, Mrs. Lorton," he said. + +"For me!" she exclaimed, bridling, and raising her brows with juvenile +archness. "Are you sure it's for me? Now, shall I guess----" + +"Oh, no, you don't, mamma," said Dick emphatically. "I'll open it if you +can't manage it. Oh, I say!" he exclaimed, as Mrs. Lorton opened the +case, and the sparkle of diamonds was emitted. + +Mrs. Lorton echoed his exclamation, and her face flushed with all a +woman's delight as she gazed at the diamond bracelet reposing on its bed +of white plush. + +"Really----My dear Mr. Vernon!" she gasped. "How--how truly magnificent! +But surely not for me--for me!" + +He was beginning to get, if not uncomfortable, a little bored, with a +man's hatred of fuss. + +"I'm afraid there's not much magnificence about it," he said, rather +shortly. "I hope you like the pattern, style, or whatever you call it. I +had to risk it, not being there to choose. And there's a gun in that +case, Dick." + +Dick made an indecent grab for the larger parcel, and, tearing off the +wrapper, opened the thick leather case and took out a costly gun. + +"And a Greener!" he exclaimed. "A Greener! I say, you know, sir----" + +He laughed excitedly, his face flushed with delight, as he carried the +gun to the window. + +"Is it not perfect, simply perfect, Eleanor?" said Mrs. Lorton, holding +out her arm with the bracelet on her wrist. "Really, I don't think you +could have chosen a handsomer one, Mr. Vernon, if you had gone to London +to do so." + +"I am glad you are pleased with it," he said simply. + +"Pleased? It is perfect! Eleanor, haven't you a word to say? No; I +imagine you are too overwhelmed for words," said Mrs. Lorton, with a +kind of cackle. + +"It is very beautiful, mamma," she said gravely; and her face, as she +leaned over the thing, was grave also. + +Drake looked at her as he rose, and understood the look and the tone of +her voice, and was glad that he had resisted the almost irresistible +temptation to order a somewhat similar present for her. + +"I say, sir, you must get your gun down, and we must go for some +rabbits," said Dick eagerly. "And I can get a day or two's shooting over +the Maltby land as soon as the season opens. I'm sure they'd give it +me." + +"That's tempting, Dick," said Drake; "and it adds another cause to my +regret that I am leaving to-morrow." + +"Leaving to-morrow!" exclaimed Mrs. Lorton, with a gasp. "Surely not! +You are not thinking, dreaming of going, my dear Mr. Vernon?" + +"It's very good of you," he said, picking up his cap and nearing the +door. "But I couldn't stay forever, you know. I've trespassed on your +hospitality too much already." + +"Oh, I say, you know!" expostulated Dick, in a deeply aggrieved tone. "I +say, Nell, do you hear that? Mr. Vernon's going!" + +"Miss Nell knows that I have been 'going' for some days past, only that +I haven't been able to tear myself away. It's nearly five, Miss Nell, +and we ordered the boat for half-past four, you know," he added, in a +matter-of-fact way. + +She rose and ran out of the room for her jacket and tam-o'-shanter, and +they went out, leaving Mrs. Lorton and Dick still gloating over their +presents. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Nell walked rapidly and talking quickly as they went down to the jetty, +and it was not until the _Annie Laurie_ was slipping out into the bay +that she grew silent and thoughtful. She sat in the stern with her arm +over the tiller, her eyes cast down, her face grave; and Drake, feeling +uncomfortable, said at last: + +"Might one offer a penny for your thoughts, Miss Nell?" + +She looked up and met the challenge with a sweet seriousness. + +"I was thinking of something that you told me the other day--when we +were riding," she said. + +"I've told you so much----" "And so little!" he added mentally. + +"You said that you had been unlucky, that you had lost a great deal of +money lately," she said, in a low voice. + +He nodded. + +"Yes; I think I did. It's true unfortunately; but it doesn't much +matter." + +"Does it not?" she asked. "Why did you give mamma so costly a present? +Oh, please don't deny it. I don't know very much about diamonds, but I +know that that bracelet must have cost a great deal of money." + +"Not really," he said, with affected carelessness. "Diamonds are very +cheap now; they find 'em by the bucketful in the Cape, you know." + +She looked at him with grave reproach. + +"You are trying to belittle it," she said; "but, indeed, I am not +deceived. And the gun, too! That must have been very expensive. Why--did +you spend so much?" + +He began to feel irritated. + +"Look here, Miss Nell," he said; "it is true that I have lost some +money, but I'm not quite a pauper, and, if I were, the least I could do +would be to share my last crust with--with your people for their amazing +goodness to me." + +"A diamond bracelet and an expensive gun are not crusts," she said, +shaking her head. + +"Oh, dash it all!" he retorted impatiently. "The stupid things only very +inadequately represent my----Oh, I'm bad at speech making and expressing +myself. And don't you think you ought to be very grateful to me?" + +She frowned slightly in the effort to understand. + +"Grateful! I have just been telling you that I think you ought not to +have spent so much. Why should I be grateful?" + +"That I didn't buy something for you," he said. + +She colored, and looked away from him. + +"I--I should not have accepted it," she said. + +"I know that," he blurted out. "If I thought you would have done so--but +I knew you wouldn't. And so I've got a grievance to meet yours. After +all, you might have let me give you some trifle----" + +"Such as a diamond bracelet, worth perhaps a hundred pounds?" + +"To remember me by. After all, it's only natural I should want to leave +something behind me to remind you of me." + +"We shan't need such gifts to--to remind us," she said simply. "I think +we had better luff." + +The sail swung over as she put the helm down; there was silence for a +moment or two, then he said: + +"I'm sorry I've offended you, Miss Nell. Perhaps it was beastly bad +taste. I see it now. But just put yourself in my place----" He slid over +the thwart in his eagerness, and coiled himself at her feet. "Supposing +you had broken your confounded arm--I beg your pardon!--your arm, and +had been taken in and tended by good Samaritans, and nursed and treated +like a prince for weeks, and had been made to feel happier than you've +been for--for oh, years, would you like to go away with just a 'Oh, +thanks; awfully obliged; very kind of you'? Wouldn't you want to make a +more solid acknowledgment? Come, be fair and just--if a woman can be +fair and just!--and admit that I'm not such a criminal, after all!" + +She looked down at him thoughtfully, then turned her eyes seaward again. + +"What do you want me to say?" she asked. + +"Oh, well; I see that you won't change your mind about these things, so +perhaps I'd better be content if you'll say: 'I forgive you.'" + +A smile flitted across her face as she looked down at him again, but it +was rather a sad little smile. + +"I--I forgive you!" she said. + +He raised his cap, and took her hand, and, before she suspected what he +was going to do, he put his lips to it. + +Her face grew crimson, then pale almost to whiteness. It was the first +time a man's lips had touched her virgin hand, and----A tremor ran +through her, her eyes grew misty, as she looked at him with a +half-pained, half-fearful expression. Then she turned her head away, and +so quickly that he saw neither the change of color nor the expression in +her eyes. + +"I feel like a miscreant who had received an unexpected pardon," he said +lightly, and yet with a touch of gravity in his voice, "and, like the +miscreant, I at once proceed to take advantage of the lenity of my +judge." + +She turned her eyes to him questioningly; there was still a +half-puzzled, half-timid expression in them. + +"I want to be rewarded--as well as pardoned--rewarded for my noble +sacrifice of the desire to bestow a piece of jewelry upon you." + +"Rewarded?" she faltered. + +He nodded. + +"Yes. After the awful rebuke and scolding you have administered, you +cannot refuse to accept some token of my--some acknowledgment of my +gratitude, Miss Nell. See here----" + +He felt in his waistcoat pocket, then in those of his coat, and at last +brought out a well-worn silver pencil case. + +"I want you to be gracious enough to accept this," he said. "Before you +refuse with haughty displeasure and lively scorn, be good enough to +examine it. It is worth, I should say--shall I say five shillings? That, +I should imagine, is its utmost value. But, on the other hand, it is a +useful article, and I display my natural cunning in selecting it--it's +the only thing I've got about me that I could offer you, except a match +box, and, as you don't smoke, you've no use for that--because you will +never be able to use it, I hope and trust, without thinking of the +unworthy donor and the debt of gratitude which no diamond bracelet could +discharge." + +During this long speech, which he had made to conceal his eager desire +that she should accept, and his fear, that she should not, Nell's color +had come and gone, but she kept her eyes fixed on his steadily, as if +she were afraid to remove them. + +"Are you going to accept it--or shall I fling it into the sea as a +votive offering? It would be a pity, for it is useful, a thing of sorts, +and has been my constant companion for many a year. Yes, or no?" + +He held the pencil up, as if he were offering it by auction. + +Nell hesitated, then she held out her hand without a word. He dropped +the battered pencil case into it, and his bantering tone changed +instantly. + +"Thank you!" he said gravely, earnestly. "I--I was afraid that you were +going to refuse, and--well, that would have hurt me. And that would have +hurt you; for I know how gentle-hearted you are, Miss Nell." + +Her hand closed over the pencil case tightly until the silver grew warm, +then she slipped the thing into her pocket. + +"Please observe," he said, after a pause, during which he lit a +cigarette, "that I am not in need of any token as a reminder. I am not +likely to forget--Shorne Mills." + +He turned on his elbow and gazed at the jetty and the cottages which +straggled up from it in the narrow ravine to the heights above, to the +unique and quaint village upon which the still hot sun was shining as +the boat danced toward it. + +"No. I shan't find it difficult to remember--or regret." + +He stifled a sigh. A sigh rose to her lips also, but she checked it, and +forced a smile. + +"One does not break one's arm every day, and it is not easy to forget +that," she said; "and yet, I dare say you will remember Shorne Mills. I +don't think you will see many prettier places. Isn't it quite lovely +this evening, with the sun shining on the cliffs and making old +Brownie's windows glitter--like--like the diamonds in mamma's bracelet?" + +She laughed with a girlish mischievousness, and ran on rapidly, as if +she must talk, as if a pause were to be averted as a peril. + +"I've heard people say that there is only one other place in the world +like it--Cintra, in Portugal, isn't it?" + +He nodded. He was gazing at the picturesque little place, the human +nests stuck like white stones in the cleft of the cliffs; and something +more than the beauty of Shorne Mills was stirring, almost oppressing, +his heart. He had stayed at, and departed from, many a place as +beautiful in other ways as this, and had left it with some little +regret, perhaps, but never with the dull, aching feeling such as weighed +upon him this evening. + +"And at night it's lovelier still," went on Nell cheerfully, after a +snatch of song, just sung under her breath, to show how happy and free +from care she was at that moment. "To sail in on the tide of an autumn +evening when the lights have been lit, and every cottage looks like a +lantern; and the blue haze hangs over the village, and the children's +voices come floating over the water as if through a mist; then, on +nights like that, the sea is all phosphorescent, and the boat leaves a +line of silvery light in its wake; and one seems to have all the world +to oneself----" + +She stopped suddenly and sighed unconsciously. Was she thinking that, +when that autumn night came, and Drake Vernon was not with her, she +would indeed have all the world to herself, and that all the world is +all the nicer when one has a companion? He lowered his eyes to her face. + +"That was a pretty picture," he said, in a low voice. "I shall think of +that--wherever I may be in the autumn." + +Nell laughed as the boat ran beside the jetty slip, and she rose. + +"Do you think you will? Perhaps you will be too much amused, engrossed +with whatever you are doing. I know I should be, if--if I were to leave +Shorne Mills, and go into the big world." + +"You do yourself an injustice," he said, rather curtly; and she laughed, +and flushed a little. + +"I deserve that," she said. "Of course, I should not forget Shorne +Mills; but you----Ah, it is different!" + +She sprang out before he could get on shore and offer his hand. + +"I shall want her to-morrow morning at eleven, Brownie," she said to the +old fisherman who was preparing to take the _Annie Laurie_ to her +moorings. + +He touched his forehead. + +"Aye, aye, Miss Nell! And you'll not be wanting me?" he asked, as a +matter of form, and with a glance at Drake, who stood waiting with his +hands in his pockets. + +"Oh, yes, please," she said. "I forgot; Mr. Vernon is going away +to-morrow," she added cheerfully; and she began to sing under her breath +again as they climbed upward. But Drake did not sing, and his face was +gloomy. + +Throughout that evening, Mrs. Lorton contributed to the entertainment of +her guest by admiring her bracelet and deploring his departure. + +"Of course I am aware that you must be anxious to go," she said, with a +deep sigh. "It has been dull, I've no doubt, very dull; and I am so +sorry that the state of my health has prevented me going out and about +with you. There are so many places of interest in the neighborhood which +we could have visited; but I am sure you will make allowances for an +invalid. And we will hope that this is not your last visit to Shorne +Mills. I need not say that we shall be glad, delighted, indeed, at any +time----" + +Every now and then Drake murmured his acknowledgments; but he made the +due responses absently. He was left entirely at Mrs. Lorton's mercy that +evening--for Nell had suddenly remembered that she ought really to go +and see old Brownie's mother, a lady whose age was set down at anything +between a hundred and a hundred and ten, and Dick was in his "workshop" +cleaning the new and spotless gun. + +Nell did not come in till late, was full of Grandmother Brownie's +sayings and wonderfully maintained faculties, and ran off to bed very +soon, with a cheerful "Good night, Mr. Vernon. Dick has ordered the trap +for nine o'clock." + +Drake got up early the next morning; there were the horses to be +arranged for--he was going to leave two behind, for a time, at any rate, +in the hope that Dick and Miss Nell might use them; and he had to say +good-by--and tip--sundry persons. He performed the latter operation on +so liberal a scale that amazement sat upon the bosom of many a man and +woman in Shorne Mills for months afterward. Molly, indeed, was so +overcome by the sight and feel of the crisp ten-pound note, and her face +grew so red and her eyes so prominent, that Drake was seriously afraid +that she was going to have a fit. + +Nell had got up a few minutes after him, and had prepared his farewell +breakfast; but she was not present, and Mrs. Lorton presided. It was not +until the arrival of the trap that she came in hurriedly. She had her +outdoor things on, and explained that she had had to go to the farm to +order a fowl; and she was full of some story the farmer's wife had told +her--a story which had made her laugh, and still seemed to cause her so +much amusement that Mrs. Lorton felt compelled to remind her that Mr. +Vernon was going. + +"Ah, yes! I suppose it is time. The train starts at ten-forty-five. Have +you got some lunch for Mr. Vernon, Dick?" + +She had packed a neat little packet of sandwiches with her own hands, +but put the question casually, as if she hoped that somebody had +considered their departing guest's comfort. + +The girl's bright cheerfulness got on Drake's nerves. His farewell to +Mrs. Lorton lacked grace and finish, and he could only hold out his hand +to Nell, and say, rather grimly and curtly: + +"Good-by, Miss Nell." + +Just that; no more. + +Her hand rested in his for a moment. Did it tremble, or was it only +fancy on his part? She said, "Good-by, and I hope you will have a +pleasant journey," quite calmly. + +Dick burst in with: + +"Now, Mr. Vernon, if you've kissed everybody, we'd better be starting," +and Drake got into the trap. + +Mrs. Lorton looked after the departing guest, and waved her hand with an +expression of languid sorrow; then turned to Nell with a sigh. + +"I might have known that he would go; but still I must say that it is a +disappointment--a great disappointment. These trials are sent for our +good, and----I do wish you would not keep up that perpetual humming, +Eleanor. On an occasion like this it is especially trying. And how pale +you look!" she added, staring unsympathetically. + +"I've--I've rather a headache," said Nell, turning toward the door. "I +suppose it was hurrying up to the farm. It is very hot this morning. +I'll go and take off my hat." + +She went upstairs slowly, slipped the bolt in her bedroom door, and, +taking off her hat, stood looking beyond the glass for a moment or two; +then she absently drew an old and somewhat battered pencil case from her +pocket. She gazed at it thoughtfully, until suddenly she could not see +it for the tears that gathered in her eyes, and presently she began to +tremble. She slipped to her knees besides the bed, and buried her +forehead in the hands clasped over Drake's "token of remembrance and +gratitude." + +And as she struggled with the sobs that shook her, she still trembled; +for there was something in the feeling of utter, overwhelming desolation +which frightened her--something she could neither understand nor resist, +though she had been fighting against it all through the long and weary +night. + +Oh, the shame of it! That she should cry because Mr. Drake Vernon had +left Shorne Mills! The shame of it! + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +All the way up to town Drake felt very depressed. It is strange that we +mortals never thoroughly appreciate a thing until we have lost it, or a +time until it has slipped past us; and Drake only realized, as the +express rushed along and took him farther and farther away from Shorne +Mills, how contented, and, yes, nearly happy, he had been there, +notwithstanding the pain and inconvenience of a broken limb. + +As he leaned back and smoked, he thought of the little village in the +cleft of the cliffs, of the opaline sea, of the miniature jetty on which +he had so often sat and basked in the sunlight; but, more than all, he +thought of The Cottage, of the racketing, warm-hearted Dick, and--and of +Nell of Shorne Mills. + +It seemed hard to realize, and not a little painful, that he should +never again sit in the parlor which now seemed to him so cozy, and +listen to the girl playing Chopin and Grieg; or ride beside her over the +yellow and purple moor; or lie coiled up at her feet as she sailed the +_Annie Laurie_. + +He began to suspect that he had taken a greater interest in her than he +was aware of; he had grown accustomed to the sweet face, the musical +voice, the little tricks of manner and expression which went to make up +a charm which he now felt she certainly possessed. He looked round the +carriage and sighed as if he missed something, as if something had gone +out of his life. + +They had been awfully good to him; they had in very truth played the +part of the good Samaritan; and in his mind he compared these simple +folk, buried in an out-of-the-way fishing village, with some of his +fashionable friends. Which of them would have nursed him as he had been +nursed at The Cottage, would have treated him as one of the family, +would have lavished upon him a regard nearly akin to affection? It was a +hollow world, he thought, and he wished to Heaven he had been born in +Shorne Mills, and got his living as a fisherman, putting in his spare +time by looking after, say, the _Annie Laurie_! + +He had wired to his man, and he found his rooms all ready for him. He +wondered as he looked round the handsome and tastefully furnished +sitting room, while Sparling helped him off with his coat, whether he +should be able to afford to keep them up much longer. + +"Any news, Sparling?" he asked. "Hope you've been all right," he added, +in the pleasant and friendly way with which he always addressed those +who did service for him. + +"Thank you, my lord," said Sparling, "I've been very well; but I was +much upset to hear of your lordship's accident, and very sorry you +wouldn't let me come to you." + +The man spoke with genuine sympathy and regret, for he was attached to +Drake, and was fully convinced that he had the best, the handsomest, and +the most desirable master in all England. + +"Thanks; very much," said Drake; "but it was nothing to speak of, and +there was no reason for dragging you down there. There wasn't any +accommodation, to tell the truth, and you'd have moped yourself to +death." + +"You're looking very well, my lord--a little thinner, perhaps," said +Sparling respectfully. + +Drake sighed at the naive retort, then sighed unaccountably. + +"Oh, I've done some fishing, boating, and riding," he said, "and I'm +pretty fit--fitter than I've been for some time. There's an awful pile +of letters, I see." + +"Yes, my lord; you told me not to send them on. Will your lordship dine +at home to-night?" + +Drake replied in the affirmative, had a bath, and changed, and sat down +to one of the daintily prepared dinners which were the envy and despair +of his bachelor friends. It was really an admirable little dinner; the +claret was a famous one from the Anglemere cellars, and warmed to a +nicety; the coffee was perfection; Sparling's ministrations left nothing +to be desired; and yet Drake sank into his easy-chair after the meal +with a sigh that was weary and wistful. + +There had never been anything more than soup and a plain joint, with a +pudding to follow, at the dinners at The Cottage; but the simple meal +had been rendered a pleasant one by Dick's cheerful and boyish nonsense; +and whenever Drake looked across the table, there had been Nell's sweet +face opposite him, sometimes grave with a pensive thoughtfulness, at +others all alight with merriment and innocent, girlish gayety. + +His room to-night seemed very dull and lonely. It was strange; he had +never been bored by his own society before; he had rather liked to dine +alone, to smoke his cigarette with the evening paper across his knee or +a book on the table beside him. He tried to read; but the carefully +edited paper, with its brilliant articles, its catchy little paragraphs, +and its sparkling gossip, didn't interest him in the least. He dropped +it, and fell to wondering, to picturing, what they were doing at that +precise moment at The Cottage. Mrs. Lorton, no doubt, was sitting in her +high-backed chair reading the _Fashion Gazette_; Dick was lounging just +outside the window, smoking a cigarette, mending his rod, and whistling +the last comic song. And Nell--what was Nell doing? Perhaps she was +playing softly one of the pieces he had grown fond of; or leaning half +out of the window squabbling affectionately with the boy. + +Or perhaps they were talking of him--Drake. Did they miss him? At the +thought, he was reminded of the absurd song--"Will They Miss Me When I'm +Gone?" And, with something like a blush for his sentimental weakness, as +he mentally termed it, he sprang up and took his letters. They consisted +mostly of bills and invitations. He chucked the first aside and glanced +at the others; both were distasteful to him. He felt as if he should +like to cut the world forever. + +And yet that wouldn't do. Everybody would say that he was completely +knocked over by the ruin of his prospects, and that he had run away. He +couldn't stand that. He had always been accustomed to facing the music, +however unpleasant it might be; and he would face it now. Besides, it +would never do to sit there moping, and wishing himself back at Shorne +Mills; because that was just what he was doing. + +He turned over the gilt-edged cards and the scented notes--there seemed +to be a great many people in town, notwithstanding the deadness of the +season--and he selected one from a certain Lady Northgate. She was an +old friend of his, and she had written him a pretty little note, asking +him to a reception for that night. It was just the little note which a +thorough woman of the world would write to a man whom she liked, and who +had struck a streak of bad luck. Most of Drake's acquaintances who were +in town would be there; and it would be a good opportunity of facing the +situation and accepting more or less sincere sympathy with a good grace. + +It was a fine night; and he walked to the Northgates' in Grosvenor +Square; and thought of the evening he and Nell had sailed in to Shorne +Mills with the lights peeping out through the trees, and the stars +twinkling in the deep-blue sky. It already seemed years since that +night, but he saw the girl's face as clearly as if she were walking +beside him now. + +The face vanished as he went up the broad staircase and into the +brilliantly lighted room; and Shorne Mills seemed farther away, and all +that had happened there like a dream, as Lady Northgate held out her +hand and smiled at him. + +She was an old friend, and many years his senior; but of course she +looked young--no one in society gets old nowadays--and she greeted him +with a cheerful badinage, which, however skillfully, suggested sympathy. + +"It was a good boy to come!" she said. "I scarcely half expected you, +and Harry offered to bet me ten to one in my favorite gloves that you +wouldn't; but, somehow, I thought you would turn up. I wrote such a +pretty note, didn't I?" + +"You did; you always do," said Drake. "It was quite irresistible." + +Lord Northgate, who was the "Harry" alluded to, came up and gave Drake a +warm grip of the hand. + +"What the deuce are you doing here?" he asked. "Thought you were +shooting down at Monkwell's place, or somewhere. Jolly glad Lucy didn't +take my bet. And where have you been?" + +"With the Devon and Somerset," replied Drake, with partial truth. + +"Wish I had!" grumbled Northgate. "Kept at the Office." He was in the +Cabinet. "There's always some beastly row, or little war, just going on +when one wants to get at the salmon or the grouse. I declare to goodness +that I work like a nigger and get nothing but kicks for halfpence! I'd +chuck politics to-morrow if it weren't for Lucy; and why on earth she +likes to be shut in town, and sweltering in hot rooms, playing this kind +of game, I can't imagine." + +"But then you haven't a strong imagination, Harry, dear," said his wife +pleasantly. + +"I've got a strong thirst on me," said Northgate, "and a still stronger +desire to cut this show. Come down to the smoking room and have a cigar +presently, old chap." + +Drake knew that this was equivalent to saying, "I'm sorry for you, old +man!" and nodded comprehendingly. + +"You're looking very well, Drake," said Lady Northgate, as her husband, +struggling with a fearful yawn, sauntered away. "And not at all +unhappy." + +Drake shrugged his shoulders. + +"What's the use? Of course, it's a bad business for me; but all the +yowling in the world wouldn't better it. What can't be cured must be +endured." + +Lady Northgate nodded at him approvingly. + +"I knew you'd take it like this," she said. "You won't go down to Harry +for a little while?" + +"Oh, no," said Drake, with a smile. "I'm going the round; I'm not going +to shirk it." + +He was one of the most popular men in London, and there were many in the +room who really sympathized with and were sorry for him; and Drake, as +he exchanged greetings with one and another, felt that the thing hadn't +been so bad, after all. He made this consoling reflection as he leaned +against the wall beside a chair in which sat a lady whom he did not +know, and at whom he had scarcely glanced; and he was roused from his +reverie by her saying: + +"May I venture to trouble you to put this glass down?" + +He took the glass and set it on the pedestal of the statuette beside +him, and, as in duty bound, returned to the lady. She was an extremely +pretty little woman, with soft brown hair and extremely bright eyes, +which, notwithstanding their brightness, were not at all hard. He felt, +rather than knew, that she was perfectly dressed, and he noticed that +she wore remarkably fine diamonds. They sparkled and glittered in her +hair, on her bosom, on her wrists, and on her fingers. + +He had never seen her before, and he wondered who she was. + +"You have just come up from the country?" she said. + +The accent with which she made this rather startling remark betrayed her +nationality to Drake. The American accent, when it is voiced by a person +of culture and refinement, is an extremely pretty one; the slight drawl +is musical, and the emphasis which is given to words not usually made +emphatic, is attractive. + +"Yes," said Drake. "But how did you know that?" + +"Your face and hands are so brown," she replied, with a frankness which +was robbed of all offense by her placidity and unself-consciousness. +"Nearly all the men one meets here are so colorless. I suppose it is +because you have so little air and sun in London. At first, one is +afraid that everybody is ill; but after a time one gets used to it." + +Drake was amused and a little interested. + +"Have the men in America so much color?" he asked. + +"Well, how did you know I was an American?" she inquired, with a +charming little air of surprise. "I suppose my speech betrayed me? That +is so annoying. I thought I had almost entirely lost my accent." + +"I don't know why you should want to lose it," said Drake, honestly +enough. "It's five hundred times better than our London one!" + +"I didn't say I wanted to exchange it for that," she remarked. + +"Don't exchange it for any other, if I may be permitted to say so." + +"That's very good of you," she said; "but isn't it rather like asking +the leopard not to change his spots? And after all, I don't know why we +shouldn't be as proud of our accent as you are of yours." + +"I'm quite certain I'm not proud of mine," said Drake. + +She smiled up at him over her fan; a small and costly painted affair, +with diamonds incrusted in the handle. + +"You are more modest than most Englishmen," she said. + +"I don't know whether to be grateful or not for that," remarked Drake. +"Are we all so conceited?" + +"Well, I think you are all pretty well satisfied with yourselves," she +replied. "I never knew any nation so firmly convinced that it was the +pick of creation; and I expect before I am here very long I shall become +as fully convinced as you are that the world was made by special +contract for the use and amusement of the English. Mind, I won't say +that it could have been made for a better people." + +"That's rather severe," said Drake. "But don't you forget that you were +English yourself a few years ago; that, in a sense, you are English +still." + +"That's very nicely said," she remarked; "more especially as I didn't +quite deserve it. I was wanting to see whether I could make you angry." + +Drake stared at her with astonishment. + +"Why on earth should you want to make me angry?" he asked. + +"Well, I've heard a great deal about you," she replied. "And all the +people who talked about you told me that you were rather hot-tempered. +Lady Northgate, for instance, assured me you could be a perfect bear +when you liked." + +Drake smiled. + +"That was extremely kind of Lady Northgate." + +"Well, so long as it wasn't true. I've heard so much about you that I +was quite anxious to see you. I am speaking to Lord Drake Selbie, am I +not?" + +"That's my name," said Drake. + +"The nephew of Angleford?" + +Drake nodded. + +She looked up at him as if waiting to see how he took the mention of his +uncle's name; but Drake's face could be as impassive as a stone wall +when he liked. + +"You know my uncle?" he asked, in a tone of polite interest. + +"Yes," she said; "very well. I met him when he was in America. His wife +is a great friend of mine. You know her, of course?" + +"I'm sorry to say I have not had that pleasure," said Drake. "I was +absent from England when the present Lady Angleford came over, after her +marriage." + +"Oh, yes," said the lady. "I suppose I ought not to have mentioned her?" + +"Good heavens! Why not?" asked Drake. + +"Well, of course," she drawled slowly, but musically, "I know that Lord +Angleford's marriage was a bad thing for you. It wouldn't be my fault if +I didn't, seeing that everybody in London has been talking about it." + +"Well, it's not a particularly good thing for me," Drake admitted; "but +it's no reason why I should dislike any reference to my uncle or his +wife." + +"You don't bear her any ill will?" she asked. + +This was extremely personal, especially coming from a stranger; but the +lady was an American, with an extremely pretty face and a charming +manner, and there was so much gentleness, almost deprecatory gentleness +in her softly bright eyes, that Drake, somehow, could not feel any +resentment. + +"Not the very least in the world, I assure you," he replied. "My uncle +had a perfect right to marry when he pleased, and whom he pleased." + +"I didn't think you'd be angry with him," she said, "because everybody +says you were such friends, and you are so fond of him; but I thought +you'd be riled with her." + +Drake laughed rather grimly. + +"Not in the least," he said. "Of course, I should have preferred that my +uncle should remain single, but I can't be absurd enough to quarrel with +a lady for marrying him. He is a very charming man, and perhaps she +couldn't help herself." + +"That's just it--she couldn't," said the lady naively. "And have you +been to see your uncle since you've been back?" she asked. + +"Not yet," replied Drake. "I only came back to London an hour or two +ago, but I will look him up to-morrow." + +"I knew you would," she said; "because that was such a nice letter you +wrote, and such a pretty present you sent to Lady Angleford." + +As she spoke, she transferred her fan to her left hand and raised her +right arm, and Drake recognized upon her wrist a bracelet which he had +sent Lady Angleford as a wedding present. He colored and frowned +slightly, then he laughed as he met the now timid and quite deprecatory +gaze of the upturned eyes. + +"Was this quite fair, Lady Angleford?" he said, smiling. + +"Well, I don't know," she said, a little pathetically. "I thought it +was, but I'm not quite sure now. You see, I wanted to meet you and talk +to you, and know exactly how you felt toward me without your knowing who +I was." + +Drake went and sat down beside her, and leaned toward her with one arm +stretched on the back of her chair. + +"But why?" he asked. + +"Well, you see, I was a little afraid of you. When Lord Angleford asked +me to marry him and I consented, I didn't quite realize how things stood +between you and him. It was not until I came to Europe--I mean to +England--that I realized that I had, so to speak, come between your +uncle and you. And that made me feel bad, because everybody I met told +me that you were such a--a good fellow, as they call it----" + +"One Englishman will become conceited, if you don't take care, Lady +Angleford," put in Drake, with a smile. + +"That's what everybody says; and I found that you were so much liked and +so popular; and it was hateful to me that I should cause a quarrel +between you and Lord Angleford. It has made me very unhappy." + +"Then don't be unhappy any longer, Lady Angleford," he said. "There has +been, and there need be, no quarrel between my uncle and me." + +"Ah, now you make me happy!" she said; and she turned to him with a +little flush on her face which made her prettier than ever. "I have been +quite wretched whenever I thought of you or heard your name. People +spoke of you as if you had died, or got the measles, with a kind of pity +in their voices which made me mad and hate myself. You see, as I said, I +didn't realize what I was doing. I didn't realize that I was coming +between an hereditary legislator and his descendant and heir." + +Drake could not help smiling. + +"You had better not call my uncle an hereditary legislator, Lady +Angleford. I don't think he'd like it." + +"But he is, isn't he?" she said. "It is so difficult for an American to +understand these things. We are supposed to have the peerage by heart; +but we haven't. It's all a mystery and a tangle to us, even the best of +us. But I try not to make mistakes. And now I want you to tell me that +we are friends. That is so, isn't it?" + +She held out her tiny and perfectly gloved hand with a mixture of +timidity and impulsiveness which touched Drake. + +"Indeed, I hope we are, Lady Angleford," he said. + +She looked at him wistfully. + +"You couldn't call me 'aunt,' I suppose?" + +Drake laughed outright. + +"I'm afraid I couldn't," he said. "You are far too young for that." + +"I am sorry," she said. "I think I should have liked you to call me +aunt. But never mind. I must be satisfied with knowing that we are +friends, and that you bear me no ill will. And now, I think I will go. +My little plot has been rather successful, after all, hasn't it?" + +"Quite a perfect success," said Drake. "And I congratulate you upon it." + +"Don't tell Lord Angleford," she said. "He'll say it was 'so American'; +and I do hate him to say that." + +Drake promised that he would not relate the little farce to his uncle, +and got her cloak and took her down to the Angleford carriage. As he put +her in and closed the door, she gave him her hand, and smiled at him +with a little air of triumph and appeal. + +"We are friends, aren't we?" she asked. + +"The best of friends, Lady Angleford," he replied. "Good night." + +He went back to say good night to Lady Northgate. + +"You played it rather low down upon me, didn't you?" he remarked. + +"My dear Drake, what could I do?" she exclaimed. "That poor little woman +was so terribly anxious to gain your good will. She didn't understand in +the least the harm she was doing you. And what will you do? She is +immensely rich--her father was an American millionaire----" + +Drake's face hardened. One thing at least he knew he couldn't do: he +could not bring himself to accept charity from Lady Angleford. Lady +Northgate understood the frown. + +"Don't kill me before all these people, Drake!" she said. "I dare say +it's very silly of me, but I can't help plotting for your welfare. You +see, I am foolish enough to be rather fond of you. There! Go down and +drink that soda and whisky with Harry. If you won't let your friends +help you, what will you do?" + +"I give it up; ask me another. Don't you worry about me, my dear lady; I +shall jog along somehow." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +The next morning, while at breakfast, he received a little note from +Lady Angleford, asking him to dinner that night. It was a charming +little note, as pleading and deprecating as her eyes had been when she +looked at him at the Northgates'. + +Drake sent back word that he would be delighted to come, and at eight +o'clock presented himself at his uncle's house in Park Lane. Lord +Angleford was, like Northgate, detained in London by official business. +He was a very fine specimen of the old kind of Tory, and, though well +advanced in years, still extremely good-looking--the whole family was +favored in that way--and remarkably well preserved. His hair was white, +but his eyes were bright and his cheeks ruddy, and, when free from the +gout, he was as active as a young man. Of course, he was hot-tempered; +all gouty men are; but he was as charming in his way as Lady Angleford, +and extremely popular in the House of Lords, and out of it. + +Though he had fallen in love with a pretty little American, perhaps he +would not have married her but for the little tiff with Drake; but that +little tiff had just turned the scale, and, though he had taken the step +in a moment of pique, he had not regretted it; for he was very fond and +proud of his wife. But he was also very fond and proud of Drake, and was +extremely pleased when Lady Angleford had told him that she had met +Drake, and was going to ask him to dinner. + +"Oh, all right," he had said. "I shall be very glad to see him--though +he's an obstinate young mule. I think you'll like him." + +"I do like him very much indeed," she had said. "He is so handsome--how +very like he is to you!--and he's not a bit stand-offish and superior, +like most Englishmen." + +"Oh, Drake's not a bad sort of fellow," said Lord Angleford, "but he's +too fond of having his own way." + +At this Lady Angleford had smiled; for she knew another member of the +family who liked his own way. + +She was waiting for Drake in the drawing-room, and gave him both her +hands with a little impulsiveness which touched Drake. + +"I am so glad you have come," she said; "and your uncle is very glad, +too. You won't--get to arguing, will you? You English are such dreadful +people to argue. And I think he has a slight attack of the gout, though +he was quite angry when I hinted at it this morning." + +Drake sincerely hoped his uncle hadn't, for everybody's sake. At that +moment the earl came into the room, held out his hand, and said, as if +he had parted with Drake only the night before: + +"How are you, Drake? Glad to see you. You've met Lady Angleford already? +Isn't it nearly dinner time?" + +Drake took Lady Angleford in. There were no guests besides himself, and +they had quite a pleasant little dinner. Lady Angleford talked with all +the vivacity and charm of a cultured American who has seen both sides of +the world, and kept her eyes open, and Drake began to feel as if he had +known her for years. The earl was in a singularly good humor and +listened to, and smiled at, his young wife proudly, and talked to Drake +as if nothing had happened. It was just like old times; and Drake, as he +opened the door for Lady Angleford, on her way to the drawing-room, +smiled down at her, and nodded as she looked up at him questioningly. + +Then he went back to his chair, and the butler put the Angleford port in +its wicker cradle before the earl. + +"I oughtn't to touch a drop," he said, "for I've had a twinge or two +lately; but on this occasion----" + +He filled his glass, and passed the bottle to Drake--the butler had left +the room. + +"So you met Lady Angleford last night?" + +"Yes, sir; and I take this, the first opportunity, to congratulate you. +And Lady Angleford is as charming as she is pretty; and you won't mind +my saying that I consider you an extremely lucky man." + +Of course, the earl looked pleased. + +"Thanks," he said; "that's very good of you, Drake--especially as my +marriage may make all the difference to you." + +Drake looked at his cigarette steadily. + +"I've no reason to complain, sir; and I don't," he said. "You might have +married years ago, and I'm rather surprised you didn't." + +The earl grunted. + +"I don't suppose I should have done so now, if you hadn't been such a +stubborn young ass. That put my back up. But though I don't regret what +I've done--no, by Jove!--I don't want you to think I am utterly +regardless of your future. This port improves, doesn't it? Of course, +you may be knocked out of the succession now----" + +"Most probably so, I should think," said Drake. + +"Just so. And, therefore, it's only right that I should do something for +you." + +"You are very good, sir," said Drake. + +The earl colored slightly. + +"Now look here, Drake; I'm always suspicious of that d----d quiet way of +yours! I was very glad when Lady Angleford told me that you were coming +here, and I made up my mind that I would let bygones be bygones and act +squarely by you. As I said, I'm not a bit sorry that I married; no, +indeed!--you've seen Lady Angleford--but I don't want to leave you in +the lurch. I don't want you to suffer more than--than can be helped. +I've been thinking the matter over, and I'll tell you what I'll do. Have +some more port." + +Unluckily for Drake, the old man filled his own glass before passing the +bottle. Drake sipped his port and waited, and the earl went on: + +"Of course, I meant to continue your allowance; but I can see that under +the circumstances that wouldn't be sufficient. Something might happen to +me----" + +"I sincerely trust nothing will happen to you, sir," said Drake. + +The earl grunted. + +"Well, I'm not so young as I was; and I might get chucked off my horse, +or--or something of that sort; and then you'd be in a hole, I imagine; +for I suppose you've got through most of your mother's money?" + +"A great deal of it," admitted Drake. + +"Yes; I thought so. Well, look here; I'll tell you what I'll do, Drake. +As you may know, Lady Angleford has a fortune of her own. Her father was +a millionaire. That leaves me free to do what I like with my own money. +Now, I'll settle ten thousand a year on you, Drake--but on one +condition." + +Drake was considerably startled. After all, ten thousand a year is a +large sum; and though the earl was immensely rich, Drake had not +expected him to be so liberal. On ten thousand a year one can manage +very comfortably, even in England. Drake thought of his debts, of all +that a settled income would mean to him, and his heart warmed with +gratitude toward his uncle. + +"You are more than kind, sir," he said. "Your liberality takes my breath +away. What was the condition?" + +The earl fidgeted a little in his chair. + +"Look here, Drake," he said, "I've never worried you about your way of +life; I know that young men will be young men, and that you've lived in +a pretty fast set. That was your business and not mine, and as long as +you kept afloat I didn't choose to interfere. But I think it's time you +settled down; and I'll settle this money on you on condition that you do +settle down. You're engaged to a very nice girl--just you marry and +settle down, and I'll provide the means, as I say." + +Drake looked straight before him. Had this offer been made a month +before he would have accepted it without a moment's hesitation, for he +had thought himself in love with Luce, and, more important, he had +thought that she had cared for him. But now all was changed. He knew +that if a hundred thousand a year were dependent upon marrying Luce he +couldn't accept it. + +The earl stared at him, and filled another glass with the port, which +was a poison to him. + +"Eh? What the devil do you mean? I say that if you'll settle down and +marry Luce I will provide a suitable income for you. What the blazes are +you hesitating about? Why--confound it!--aren't you satisfied? You don't +want to be told that I'm not bound to give you a penny!" + +The old man's handsome face was growing red, and his eyes were beginning +to glitter; the port was doing its fell work. + +"I know," said Drake, with a quietude which only made his uncle more +angry, "and I'm very much obliged to you. I know what ten thousand a +year means; but I'm afraid I can't fulfill the conditions." + +"What the devil do you mean?" demanded the earl. + +Drake smoked in silence for a moment or two. Most men would have said at +once that Lady Lucille Turfleigh had, on his change of prospects, jilted +him; but Drake had some old-world notions of honor in respect to women, +and he could not give Lady Luce away. + +"I'm afraid I can't marry Luce," he said. "Our engagement is broken +off." + +The earl swore a good old Tory oath. + +"Then you ought to be ashamed of yourself!" he said. "One of the nicest +girls I know, and--devoted to you. More devoted to you than you deserve. +And you don't mean to marry her? I suppose you've seen some one else?" + +Drake grew hot, but he still clung to his notion of honor. + +"I tell you what it is, Drake," said the earl, bringing down his port +glass on the table so violently that it snapped off at the stem, "you +young fellows of the present day haven't any idea of honor. Here's a +girl, a beautiful girl, and nice in every way, simply devoted to you, +and you go and throw her over. For some insane fancy, I suppose! Well, +see here, I'm d----d if I'll countenance it. I abide by my condition. +You make it up with Luce and marry her, and I'll settle this money on +you, as I've said. If not----" + +Drake knocked the ash off his cigarette and looked straight before him. +He could still save himself by telling the truth and sacrificing Lady +Luce. But that was not his way. + +"I'm sorry, sir----" he began. + +"Sorry be d----d!" broke in the earl tempestuously. "Will you, or will +you not?" + +"I can't," said Drake quietly. + +The old man rose to his feet, flinging his serviette aside. + +"Then, by Heaven! I've done with you!" he exclaimed. "I made you a fair +offer. I've only asked you to act like a gentleman, a man of honor. Am I +to understand that you refuse?" + +Drake had also risen slowly. + +"I'm afraid I must, sir," he said. + +"All right," said the earl, red with anger. "Then there's nothing more +to be said. You can go your own way. But permit me to tell you----" + +"Oh, don't, sir!" said Drake, rather sadly. "I can't do what you ask. +God knows I would if I could, but--it's impossible. For Heaven's sake, +don't let us quarrel----" + +"Quarrel! I am as cool as a cucumber!" exclaimed the earl, his face the +color of beetroot. "All I say is"--here a twinge of the gout checked his +utterance--"that you're behaving shamefully--shamefully! We'd better +join the ladies--I mean Lady Angleford----" + +"I think I'll get you to excuse me, sir," said Drake. "There is no need +to upset Lady Angleford. She asked me here with the very best +intentions, and she would be disappointed if she knew we had--quarreled. +There is no need to tell her. I'll clear out. Make my excuse to her." + +"As you like," said the earl shortly. "But let me tell you that I think +you are----" + +"No end of a fool, I've no doubt," said Drake, with a rather weary +smile. "I dare say I am. But I can't help it. Good night, sir." + +The earl muttered something that sounded like "good night," and Drake +left the house. He ought to have said good night to Lady Angleford, but +he shirked it. He bore her no animosity; indeed, he liked her very +much--so much that he shrank from telling her about this quarrel with +his uncle; and he knew that if he went to her she would get it out of +him. + +He walked home, feeling very miserable and down on his luck. How he +hated London, and all that belonged to it! Like a whiff of fresh air the +memory of Shorne Mills wafted across his mind. He let himself in with +his latchkey, and, taking a sheet of note paper, made some calculations +upon it. There was still something remaining of his mother's fortune to +him. If he were not Lord Drake Selbie, but simply Mr. Drake Vernon, he +could manage to live upon it. The vision of a slim and graceful girl, +with soft black hair and violet-gray eyes, rose before him. It seemed to +beckon him, to beckon him away from the hollow, heartless world in which +he had hitherto lived. He rose and flung open wide the window of his +sitting room, and the breath of air which came through the London +streets seemed fragrant with the air which wafted over Shorne Mills. + + * * * * * + +No pen, however eloquent, can describe the weariness of the hours for +Nell which had passed since "Mr. Drake Vernon" had left Shorne Mills. +Something had seemed to have gone out of her life. The sun was shining +as brightly, there was the same light on the sea, the same incoming and +outgoing tide; every one was as kind to her as they had been before he +left, and yet all life seemed a blank. When she was not waiting upon +mamma she wandered about Shorne Mills, sailed in the _Annie Laurie_, and +sometimes rode across the moor. But there was something wanting, and the +lack of it made happiness impossible. She thought of him all day, and at +night she tossed in her little bed sleeplessly, recalling the happy +hours she had spent with him. God knows she tried hard to forget him, to +be just the same, to feel just the same, as she had been before he had +been thrown at her feet. But she could not. He had entered into her life +and become a principal part of it, absorbed it. She found herself +thinking of him all through the day. She grew thin and pale in an +incredibly short time. Even Dick himself could not rouse her; and Mrs. +Lorton read her a severe lecture upon the apathy of indolence. + +Life had been so joyous and so all-sufficing a thing for her; but now +nothing seemed to interest her. There was a dull, aching pain in her +heart which she could not understand, and which she could not get rid +of. She longed for solitude. She often walked up to the top of the hill, +to the purple moor over which she had ridden with Drake Vernon; and +there she would sit, recalling every word she had said, every tone of +his voice. She tried to forget him, but it was impossible. + +One evening she walked up the hill slowly and thoughtfully, and seated +herself on a mossy bank, and gave herself up to that reverie in which we +dream dreams which are more of heaven than of earth. + +Suddenly she heard the sound of footsteps. She looked up listlessly and +with a slight feeling of impatience, seeing that her reverie was +disturbed. + +The footsteps came nearer, a tall figure appeared against the sunset. +She rose to her feet, trembling and filled with the hope that seemed to +her too wild for hope. + +In another moment he was beside her. She rose, quivering in every nerve. + +Was it only a dream, or was it he? He held her hand and looked down at +her with an expression in his eyes and face which made her tremble, and +yet which made her heart leap. + +"Nell!" he said. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +They stood and looked at each other in silence for a moment; but what a +silence! + +It almost seemed to Nell as if it were not he himself who stood before +her, but just a vision of her imagination, called up by the intensity of +her thoughts of him. The color came and went in her face, leaving it, at +last, pale and startled. And he, too, stood, as incapable of speech as +any of the shy and bashful young fishermen on the quay; he, the man of +the world, who had faced so many "situations" with women--women of the +world armed with the weapons of experience, and the "higher culture." At +that moment, intense as it was, the strength of the emotion which swept +over him and mastered him, amazed him. + +He knew, now that he was face to face with her, how he had missed this +girl, how keen and intolerable had been his longing for her. + +He remembered to hold out his hand. Had he done so yet? For the life of +him, he could not have told. The sight of the sweet face had cast a +spell over him, and he did not know whether he was standing or sitting. + +As she put her small hand in his, Nell recovered something of her +self-possession; but not all, for her heart was beating furiously, her +bosom heaving, and she was in agony lest he should see the mist of dew +which seemed to cover her eyes. + +"I'm afraid I startled you," he said. + +Nell smiled faintly, and drew her hand away--for he had held it half +unconsciously. + +"I think you did--a little," she admitted. "You see, I--we did not +expect you. And"--she laughed the laugh he had heard in his dreams, +though it had not always been so tremulous, so like the flutelike quaver +of this laugh--"and even now I am not quite sure it is you." + +"It is I--believe me," he said. "It is the same bad penny come back." + +Then it flashed upon him he must give some reason for his return. +Incredible as it may seem, he was not prepared with one. He had made up +his mind to come; he would have gone through fire and water to get back +to Shorne Mills, but he had quite forgotten that some excuse would be +necessary. + +But she did not seem to see the necessity. + +"Are you quite well now?" she asked, just glancing up at him. + +"Quite," he said; "perfectly well." + +"And how did you come? I mean when--have you been staying near?" + +"I came by this morning's train," he said, "and I walked over; my +luggage follows by the carrier. I enjoyed the walk." + +"You must be quite strong again," she said, with a quiet little +gladness. "Mamma--and Dick--will be so glad to see you!" + +"They haven't forgotten me?" he asked insanely. + +She laughed again. + +"They have talked of very little else but you, since you have been gone, +and Dick is like a boy who has lost a schoolfellow." + +She said it so frankly that Drake's heart sank. + +"Well--I've thought--I've missed you--Dick," he said, stumbling over the +sentence. "Shorne Mills is, as you said, not the kind of place one +forgets in a hurry." + +"Did I say that?" she asked. "I don't remember it." + +"Ah! but I do," he said. "I remember----" + +"Hadn't we better walk on?" she said. "You must be tired, and will be +glad of some tea--or something." + +He seemed to notice for the first time that they had been standing, and +they walked on. + +Her heart was still beating fast--beating with a new and strange +happiness glowing through her. Only a few minutes ago she had felt so +weary and wretched; the familiar scene, which she loved so dearly, had +seemed flat and dreary and full of melancholy, and now--oh! how lovely +it was! how good it was to look upon! + +Why had everything changed so suddenly? Why was every pulse dancing to +the subtle music with which the air seemed full? + +The question came to her with a kind of dread and fear; and her eyes, +which shone like stars, grew momentarily troubled and puzzled. + +He scarcely dared look at her. The longing to touch her, to take her in +his arms--that longing of passionate love which he had never felt +before--rose imperiously in his heart; but something restrained him. She +was so young, so innocent and girlish that a kind of awe fell upon him. +When, as she walked beside him, the sleeve of her jacket came in contact +with his arm, a thrill ran through him, and he caught his breath. + +But he would hold himself in check; not at this moment, when she was +startled by his sudden appearance, would he tell her. It was more than +likely that he would frighten her, and that she would fly from him. + +"And is there any news?" he asked. + +She looked up as if she had come from a reverie. + +"News! There is never any news at Shorne Mills!" she said, smiling +brightly. "Nothing ever happens. Dick has shot some rabbits--and there +was a good catch of mackerel yesterday, and--that's all." + +Her eyes shone up at him, and he looked into their depths. "I wish I'd +been here," he said. "But perhaps they'll have another big catch." + +"Are you going to stay?" + +The question sprang from her lips almost before she knew it, and she bit +them a moment after the words were spoken; for it seemed to her that he +must have noticed the eagerness, the anxiety in the query; but Drake +only thought that she had asked with some surprise. + +"A--a little while," he replied. + +"Mamma and Dick will be very pleased," she said, in as matter-of-fact a +tone as she could. + +"I wired to Mrs. Brownie, asking her if she could put me up--old Brownie +lets some rooms, he told me----" + +Her face fell for a moment. + +"You are not coming to us--to The Cottage?" she said cheerily. + +"No; I couldn't trespass upon Mrs. Lorton's hospitality," he replied. + +"I hope you will be comfortable----" She hesitated. "Mrs. Brownie's +cottage is very small and----" + +"Oh, I'm used to roughing it," he cut in; "and perhaps, when I find it +too small, you will let me come up and see you----" + +"In our palatial mansion--for a change." + +She was bright again, and her eyes were sparkling. After all, though he +would not be under the same roof, he would be near--would be in Shorne +Mills. + +"I think I'll go down to Mrs. Brownie's and see if it is all right, and +then come up for a cup of tea, if I may," he said, as they neared The +Cottage. + +He opened the gate for her; she gave him a little nod, her sweet face +radiant with the new-born happiness which suffused her whole being, and +ran in. + +"Mamma--guess who has come!" she exclaimed breathlessly, as she entered +the sitting room where Mrs. Lorton was reclining on the sofa with the +_Fashion Gazette_ and a bottle of eau de Cologne beside her. "Dick, I +will give you three guesses--with a box of cigarettes as a prize," as +Dick sauntered in with the gun under his arm. + +"My dear Eleanor, why this excitement?" asked Mrs. Lorton rebukingly. +"Your face is flushed, and your hat is on one side----" + +"You'll have to give up drinking in the daytime, Nell," remarked Dick. +"No, mamma, the gun will not go off, because it is not loaded. I wish it +would, because I'm stone-broke and haven't any more cartridges. If I had +a sister worthy of the name, she would advance me a small sum out of her +pocket money." + +"Guess, guess!" broke in Nell impatiently. + +Dick smiled contemptuously. + +"Some conceited clown to lecture in the schoolroom?" he said. "We know +you of old, my dear Nell. Is there to be any tea this afternoon?" + +"Clown!" retorted Nell scornfully. "Really, I've a good mind not to tell +you until he--he comes himself." + +"He--who? I must ask you to restrain your excitement, Eleanor. My nerves +are in a very sad condition to-day, and I cannot--I really cannot bear +any mental strain." + +"It's Mr. Drake Vernon," said Nell, more soberly. + +Dick uttered the yell of a rejoicing red Indian; and Mrs. Lorton slid +into an upright position with incredible rapidity. + +"Mr. Vernon! Go on, you're joking, Nell!" cried Dick; "and yet you look +pleased enough for it to be true! Mr. Vernon! Hurrah! Sorry, mamma, but +my feelings, which usually are under perfect control----" + +"Is my hair tidy, Eleanor? Take this eau de Cologne away. Where is he? +Did you think to bring a tea cake for tea? No, of course not; you think +of nothing, nothing! I sometimes wonder why you have not imitated some +of the Wolfer tact and readiness." + +"I met Mr. Vernon on the moor, away from the village. I will make some +toast. He is coming up presently. He is going to stay at the +Brownies'--this is my best hat. Do be careful!" + +For Dick, in his joy, had fallen against her in the passage and nearly +knocked her hat off; then he seized her by the arm, and, fixing her with +a gaze of exaggerated keenness, demanded in melodramatic tones, but too +low for Mrs. Lorton to hear: + +"What means this sudden and strange return of the interesting stranger? +Speak, girl! Attempt not to deceive; subterfuge will not avail ye! Say, +what means this unexpected appearance? Ah! why that crimson blush which +stains your nose----" + +Nell broke from him--half ashamedly, for was she, indeed, blushing?--and +ran to make the toast, and Dick went to the gate to watch for Drake. + +Drake found the Brownies expecting him, and was shown the tiny sitting +room and bedroom they had hastily prepared; and, his luggage having +arrived, he had a wash and a change. + +And as he dried himself on the lavender-scented towel, he invented an +excuse for his return. He was filled with a strange gladness; the surge +of the waves as they beat against the jetty sang a welcome to him; he +could hear the fishermen calling to each other, as they cleaned their +boats, or whistling as they sat on the jetty spreading their nets to +dry; it was more like coming back to his birthplace, or some spot in +which he had lived for years, than to the little seaside village which +he had seen for the first time a few weeks ago. + +As he went up slowly to The Cottage, every man, woman, and child he met +touched his hat or curtsied and smiled a welcome to him, and Dick's +"Hallo, Mr. Vernon! then it is you, and Nell wasn't spoofing us. How are +you? Come in!" went straight to his heart. + +He went in with his hand on the boy's shoulder, and was received by Mrs. +Lorton with a mixture of stately dignity and simpering pleasure, which, +however, no longer roused his irritation and impatience. + +"I am quite sure you will not be comfortable at the Brownies', Mr. +Vernon," she said; "and I need not say that we shall be glad if you are +not. Your room awaits you whenever you feel inclined to return to +it--Richard, tell Eleanor that we are ready for the tea. And how did +you leave London, Mr. Vernon? I am aware that it is not the season; but +there are always some good families remaining in town," et cetera. + +Drake answered with as fair an imitation of interest as he could manage; +then Nell came in, followed by Molly, with the tea. There was no longer +any sign of a blush on the girl's face, but the gray eyes were still +bright, and a smile--such a tender, joyous, sunny smile--lurked in +ambush at the corners of her sweet lips. She did not look at him, and +was quite busy with the teacups and saucers; but she listened to every +word he said, as if every word were too precious to miss. + +"I was obliged to come down--the horses, you know," he said, as if that +fully explained his return; "and, to tell you the truth, my dear Mrs. +Lorton, I was very glad of the excuse. London is particularly hateful +just now; though, as you say, there are a good many people there still." + +"Did you meet my cousin Wolfer?" asked Mrs. Lorton. + +Drake expressed his regret at not having done so. + +"I think you would like him," she said, with her head on one side, and +with a long sigh. "It is years since I have seen him. When last we +met----" + +"'He wore a wreath of roses!'" murmured Dick, under his breath. + +--"And no doubt he would find me much changed; one ages in these +out-of-the-way places, where the stir and bustle of the great world +never reaches one." + +"Mamma dropping into poetry is too touching!" murmured Dick; then aloud: +"Nell, my child, if you are going to have a fit you had better leave the +room. This is the second time you have shot out your long legs and +kicked me. You had better see Doctor Spence." + +The boy's badinage, Nell's half-shy delight, filled Drake with joy; even +Mrs. Lorton's folly only amused him. He leaned back and drank his tea +and ate his toast--he knew that Nell had made it, and every morsel was +sweet to him--with a feeling of happiness too deep for words. And yet +there was anxiety mixed with his happiness. Was the delight only that +which would arise in the heart of a young girl, a child, at the visit of +a friend? + +"Shall we go down and look at the boat?" he asked, after he had +dutifully listened to some more of Mrs. Lorton's remarks on fashion and +nobility. + +"Right you are!" said Dick; "and if you will promise to behave yourself +like a decent member of society, you shall come too, Nell. You won't +mind my bringing my little sister, sir?" + +Drake smiled, but the smile died away as they walked down to the jetty; +he could have dispensed with the presence of Nell's little brother. + +"We might go for a short sail, mightn't we?" he said, as they stood +looking at the boat. "Pity you didn't bring your gun, Dick!" + +"Oh, I can fetch it!" said Dick promptly. "I shan't be ten minutes." + +Drake waved to Brownie to bring the _Annie Laurie_ to the steps, and +helped Nell into the boat; then ran up the sail, and pushed off. + +"Aren't we going to wait for Dick?" said Nell innocently. + +"Oh, we'll just cruise about till he comes," said Drake. "Let me take +the tiller." + +He steered the boat for the bay, and lit his pipe. It was just as if he +had not left Shorne Mills; and, as he looked around at the multicolored +cliffs, the sky dyed by the setting sun with vivid hues of crimson and +yellow, and at Nell's lovely and happy face, he thought of the world in +which he had moved last night; and its hollowness and falsity, its +restless pursuit of pleasure, its selfish interests appalled him. He had +resolved, or only half resolved, perhaps, last night, that he would "cut +it"--leave it forever. Why shouldn't he? Why should he go back? + +Even before he had met Nell, he had been utterly weary of the old life; +and, even if he had still hankered after it, it was now not possible for +him. It was very improbable that he would inherit the title and estates; +he had quarreled with his uncle; he had learned the bitter truth, that +the women of his set were incapable of a disinterested love. And he had +desired to be loved for himself alone. Does not every man desire it? + +Why should he not remain as "Drake Vernon," without title or fortune? If +he won a woman's love, it would be for himself, not for the rank he +could bestow---- + +"There is Dick!" said Nell. + +Drake awoke from his reverie. + +"Scarcely worth while going back for him, is it?" he said. "Besides, +he'll want to shoot something--and these gulls look so happy and +contented----" + +"Why, you told him to get his gun!" she said, with surprise. "But it +doesn't matter. He's going out in Willy's boat, I see. I suppose he +thinks we shan't turn back for him. Isn't it lovely this evening?" + +"Yes," he assented absently. + +If--if Nell, now, for instance, were to--to promise to be his wife, he +would be sure that it was for himself she cared! She did not know that +he was anything other than just Mr. Drake Vernon. No carking doubts of +the truth and purity of her love would ever embitter his happiness. + +"Where are we going?" she asked, turning on her elbow as he steered for +the cove where they had lunched the other day. + +"I've a fancy to look into that cave," he said. "What a capital place it +would be for a picnic! Shall we go ashore for a few minutes?" + +He threw out the anchor, leaped to the shore, and pulled the boat in for +her. She prepared to jump, as usual, but as she stood, her slight figure +poised on the gunwale, he took her in his arms and lifted her out. + +Her face went crimson for an instant, but she turned aside, and walked +up the beach, and by the time he had overtaken her the crimson had gone; +but the grip of his arms had set her tingling, and her heart was beating +fast; and yet it was so foolish to--to mind; for had not Brownie and +Willy, and half the fishermen of Shorne Mills, lifted her out of a boat +when the sea was rough and the boat unsteady? + +"Let us sit down," Drake said. + +There was a big bowlder just within the cave, and Nell seated herself on +it, and he slid down at her side. + +"If Dick is angry, you will have to protect me," she said, breaking the +silence which seemed to oppress her with a sense of dread. + +"I will; especially as it was my fault," he said. "I didn't want +Dick--for a wonder. I wanted to be--alone--with you again. I have wanted +it every minute since I left you. Do you know why?" + +She had grown pale; but she tried to smile, to meet the ardent gaze of +his eyes; but she could not. + +"Hadn't--hadn't we better be going back?" she faltered; "it is growing +late." + +But her voice was so low that she wondered whether she had spoken aloud. + +"I want to tell you that I have missed you, how I have longed for you," +he went on, not speaking with the fluency for which some of his men +friends envied him, but brokenly, as if the words were all inadequate to +express his meaning. "All the way up to London I thought of you--I could +not help thinking of you. All the time I was there, whether I was alone +or in the midst of a mob of people, I thought of you. I could see your +face, hear your voice. I could not rest day or night. I felt that I must +come back to you; that there would be no peace or contentment for me +unless I could see you, hear you, be near you." + +She sat, her hands clasped tightly, her eyes downcast and hidden by the +long dark lashes. Every word he was faltering was making the strangest, +sweetest music in her ears and in her heart. That he should miss +her--want to come back to her!--oh, it could not--could not be true! + +"Do you know why?" he went on, looking up at her with a touch of +anxiety, of something like fear in his eyes, for her downcast face told +him nothing; her pallor might only be a sign of fear. "It was because +I--love you." + +She trembled, and raised her eyes for one instant; but she could not +meet his--not yet. + +"I love you," he said, his voice deepening, so that it was almost +hoarse. "I love you." + +Just the three words, but how much they mean! Is it any wonder that the +poet and the novelist are never weary of singing and writing them? and +that the world will never be weary of hearing and reading them? How much +hangs upon the three little words! Love: it is the magic word which +transforms a life. It means a heaven too great for mortals to imagine, +or a hell too deep to fathom. To Nell the words spoke of a mystery which +she could not penetrate, but which filled her heart with a joy so great +as almost to still it forever. + +"Dearest, I have frightened you!" he said, as she sat so silent and so +motionless. "Forgive me! It seems so sudden to you; but I--I have felt +it for days past, have known it so long, it seems to me. I have been +thinking, dwelling on it. Nell, do you--care for me? Can you love me?" + +Her hands unclasped and went with a swift motion to her eyes, and +covered them. His heart sank with a sudden dread. She was not only +frightened; she did not care for him--or was it because she did not +know? She was so young, so girlish, so innocent! + +"Forgive me--forgive me!" he pleaded, and he ventured to touch her arm. +"I have--startled you; you did not expect--it was unfair to bring you +here. But I can't take it back. I love you with all my heart and soul. +See, Nell--you will let me call you that? It's the name I love above all +others--the name I think of you by. I--I won't harass you. You--you +shall have time to think. I will go away for--for a few days--and you +shall think over----No, no!" he broke off, springing to his feet and +bending over her with a sudden passion which swept all before it. "I +can't go. I can't leave you again, unless--unless I go forever. I must +have your answer now--now! Speak to me, Nell. 'Yes' or 'No'?" + +He drew her hands from her face as she rose, and her eyes were lifted +and met his. Love's sweet surrender shone in them; and, with a cry of +wonder and joy, he caught her to him. + +"Nell, Nell!" was all that he could say. "Is it true? You--you love me, +Nell?" + +She hid her face on his breast, and her hands trembled on his shoulders. + +"Yes--yes," she breathed, almost inaudibly. Then: "Do I?" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +He took her face in his hands and turned it up to him, but paused as her +lips nearly met his. + +"Do you? Why, don't you know, dearest?" he asked tenderly. + +"Yes, ah! yes, I do," she said, and the tears sprang to her eyes as +their lips met. "It was because I loved you that I was so sorry when you +went; that every hour and day was a misery to me, and seemed to hang +like lead; it was because I loved you that I could not think of anything +else, and--and all the world became black and dark, and--and--I hated to +be alive. It was because--because of that, was it not?" + +He answered with the lover's mute language. + +"And--and you love me! It seems so wonderful!" she murmured, looking at +him with her eyes, now deep as violets and dewy with her tears. "So +wonderful! Why--why do you?" + +He laughed--the laugh that for the first time in his life had left his +lips. + +"Have you no looking-glass in your room, Nell?" he asked. "You beautiful +angel! But not only because you are the loveliest----" + +She put her hand to his lips, her face crimson; but he kissed it and +laid it against his cheek. + +--"You are not only the loveliest woman I know, but the sweetest, Nell," +he said. "No man could help loving you." + +"How foolish!" she breathed; but, ah! the joy, the innocent pride that +shone in her eyes! "You must have met, known, hundreds of beautiful +women. I never thought that I--that any one could care for me----" + +"Because there's not a spark of vanity in my Nell, thank God!" he said. +"See here, dearest, you speak of other women--it is because you are +unlike any other woman I have ever known--thank God again!--because you +are so. Ah, Nell! it's easier to love you than to tell you why. All I +know is that I'm the happiest man on earth; that I don't deserve----" +His voice grew grave and his face clouded. "The best of us doesn't +deserve the love of the worst woman; and I, who have got the sweetest, +the dearest----Ah, Nell! if you knew how bad a bargain you have made!" + +She laid her face against his hand, and her lips touched it with a kiss, +and she laughed softly, as one laughs for mere joy which pants for +adequate expression. + +"I am satisfied--ah, yes! I am satisfied!" she whispered. "It is you who +have made the bad bargain--an ignorant girl--just a girl! Why, Dick will +laugh at you! And mamma will think you are too foolish for words." + +He looked down at her--he was sitting on the bowlder now, and she was on +the sand at his feet, her head resting against him, his arm round her. + +"Mrs. Lorton knows nothing about me," he said. "I'm afraid, when she +knows----" + +His words did not affect her. In a sense, she was scarcely noting them. +This new happiness, this unspeakable joy, was taking complete possession +of her. That his lips should have touched hers, that his arm should be +round her, that her head should be resting against him, his kisses upon +her hair, was all so wonderful that she could scarcely realize it. Would +she awake presently and find that she was in her own room, with the +pillow wet with the tears that had fallen because "Mr. Drake Vernon" had +left Shorne Mills forever? + +"Does she not?" she said easily. "She knows as much about you as I do, +and I am content. But mamma will be pleased, because she likes you. And +Dick"--she laughed, and her eyes glowed with her love for the boy--"Dick +will yell, and will tease me out of my life. But he will be glad, +because he is so very fond of you. What do you do to make everybody like +you so much, Mr. Vernon?" + +"Oh, 'Drake, Drake, Drake'!" he said. + +"Drake," she murmured, and he stifled the word on her lips with kisses. + +"I'm by no means sure that Mrs. Lorton will be pleased," he said, after +a moment. "See here, Nell--I never saw such hair as yours. It is dark, +almost black, and yet it is soft and like silk----" + +"And it is all coming down. Ah, no, you cannot coil it up. Let it be for +a moment. Do you really like it? Dick says it is like a horse's mane." + +"Dick is a rude young scamp to whom I shall have to teach respect for +his sister. But Mrs. Lorton, dearest--I'm afraid she won't be pleased. I +ought to have told you, Nell, that I'm a poor man." + +"Are you?" + +She nestled a little closer, and scooped up the sand with her disengaged +hand--the one he was not holding--and she spoke with an indifference +which filled Drake to the brim with satisfaction. + +"Yes," he said. "I was not always so poor; but I am one who has had +losses, as Shakespeare puts it." + +"I am sorry," she said simply, but still with a kind of indifference. +"Mamma said you must be rich because you--well, persons who are poor +don't keep three horses and give diamond bracelets for presents." + +She spoke with the frankness and ingenuousness of a child, and Drake +stroked her hair as he would that of a child. + +"Yes, that's reasonable enough," he said. "But I've lost my money +lately. See?" + +She nodded, and looked up at him a little more gravely. + +"Yes? I am sorry. I suppose it must have seemed very hard to you. I have +never been rich, but I can imagine that one does not like losing his +money and becoming poor. Poor--Drake!" + +"Then, you don't mind?" he inquired. "You don't shrink from the prospect +of being a pauper's bride, Nell?" + +She laughed. + +"Why should I?" she said simply. "We've always been poor--at least, +nearly since I can remember; and we have always been happy, Dick and I. +Now, it would not have been so nice if you had been very rich." + +"Why not?" he asked, lifting a tress of her hair to his lips. + +She thought for a moment. + +"Oh, don't you see? I should have felt that you had been foolish to--to +love me----" There was an interlude. Should he ever grow tired of +kissing her? he asked himself. "And I should have been afraid." + +"Afraid of what?" + +"Well, that you would be ashamed of me when you took me into the society +of fashionable people, and----Oh, I am very glad that you are not rich! +That sounds unkind, I am afraid." + +"Nell," he said solemnly, "I have long suspected that you were an angel +masquerading as a mere woman, but I am now convinced of it." + +She laughed, and softly rubbed her cheek against his arm. + +"And I have long suspected that you were a rich man and a 'somebody' +masquerading as a poor one, and I am delighted to hear that I was +mistaken." + +He started at the first words of her retort, but breathed a sigh of +relief as she concluded. + +"Poor or rich, I love you, Nell," he said, with a seriousness which was +almost solemn, "and I will do my level best to make you happy. When you +are my wife----" + +The blood rushed to her face, and her head dropped. + +"That will be a long time hence," she whispered. + +"No, no!" he said quickly, passionately. "I couldn't wait very long, +Nell. But when you are my wife, I will try to prove to you that poor +people can be happy. We shall just have enough to set up a house in some +foreign land." + +She looked up at him gravely. + +"And leave mamma and--Dick? Yes?" + +The acquiescence touched him. + +"You won't mind, dearest--you won't mind leaving England?" + +She shook her head. + +"How cold and cruel I have become," she said, as if she were communing +with herself. "But I do not care; I feel as if I could leave any one--go +anywhere--if--if--I were with you!" + +She moved, so that she knelt beside him, and her small brown hands were +palm downward on his breast; her eyes shone like stars with the light of +a perfect love glowing in them; her sweet lips quivered, as, with all a +young girl's abandonment to her first passion, she breathed: + +"Do you think I care whether you are poor or rich? I love you! Do you +think I care whether you are handsome or ugly? It is you I love. Do you +think I care where I go, so that you take me with you? I could not live +without you. I would rather wander through the world, in rags, and +starving, cold, and hungry, than--than marry a king and live in a +palace! I only want you, you, you! I have wanted you since--since that +first day--do you remember? I--turn your eyes away, don't look at me; I +am so ashamed!--I came down to you that night--the first night! You were +calling for water, and I--I raised you on my arm, and--and oh! I was so +happy! I did not know, guess, why; but I know now. I--I must have loved +you even then!" + +She hid her eyes on his arm, and he kissed her hair reverently. + +"And every day I--I grew to love you more. I was only happy when I was +with you. I wondered why. But I know now! And you were always so kind +and gentle with me; so unlike any other man I had met--the vicar, Doctor +Spence--and I used to like to listen to you; and--and when you touched +me something ran through me, something filled me with gladness." + +She paused for breath, her eyes fixed on his face, as if she were not +seeing him, but the past, and her own self moving and being in that +past. + +"And then you went, and all the happiness, all the gladness, seemed to +go, and--bend lower--I--I can only whisper it--the night you went I +flung myself on the bed and--and cried." + +"My Nell, my dearest!" was all he could say. + +"I cried because it seemed to me that my life had come to an end; that +never, so long as I should live, should I know one moment of happiness +again. It was as if all the light had gone out of the sky, as if the sun +had turned cold--ah! you don't know!" + +"Do I not, dearest?" + +"And then, when I saw you to-day, all the light and warmth came rushing +back, and I knew that it was you who were my light, my sun, and that +without you I was not living, but only a shadow and a mockery of life." + +Her hands fell from his breast, her head sank upon his knees, she sobbed +in the abandonment of her passion. + +And the man was awed by it, and almost as white as herself. He gathered +her in his strong arms and murmured passionate words of love and +gratitude and devotion. + +"Nell, Nell, my Nell! God make me more worthy of your love!" he said +brokenly, hoarsely. + +She raised her head from his knees and offered him--of her own free +will--her sweet lips, and then clung to him with a half-tearful, +maidenly shame. + +"Let me go!" she said. + + * * * * * + +The light that never was on earth or sky beamed on the _Annie Laurie_ as +it skimmed toward the jetty. + +Nell sat in the stern, and Drake lay at her feet, his arms round her, +his face upturned to hers. + +God knows he was grateful for her love. God also knows how unworthy he +felt. This love is such a terrible thing. A maiden goes through the ways +of life, in maiden meditation fancy free, pausing beside the brook to +pluck the flowers which grow on its bank, and thinking of nothing but +the simple girlish things which pertain to maidenhood. Then suddenly a +shadow falls across her path. It is the shadow of the Man, and the love +which shall raise her to heaven or drag her down to the nethermost hell. +A glance, a word, and her fate is decided; before her stretch the long +years of joy or misery. + +And, alas! she has no choice! Love is lord of all, of our lives, of our +fate, and none can say him nay. No one of us can elect to love a little +wisely, or unwisely and too well. + +But there was no doubt, no misgiving, in Nell's mind that night. She had +given herself to this man who had fallen at her feet in Shorne Mills, +and she had given herself fully and unreservedly. His very presence was +a joy to her. It was a subtle delight to reach out her hand and touch +him, though with the tips of her fingers. The gates of paradise had +opened and she had entered in. + +How short the hour seemed during which they had sailed toward the jetty! +She breathed a sigh, which Drake echoed. + +"Let me lift you out," he pleaded. "I want to feel you in my arms--once +more to-night!" + +She surrendered herself, and, for a moment, her head sank on his +shoulder. + +They walked up the hill almost in silence; but every now and then his +hand sought hers, and not in vain. + +She looked up at the starlit sky in a kind of wondering amazement. Was +it she?--was it he?--were they really betrothed? Did he really love her? +Oh, how wonderful--wonderful it was! And they said there was no real +happiness in this world. + +She could have laughed with the scorn of her full, complete joy! + +They entered The Cottage side by side, and were met by Dick, with +half-serious indignation. + +"Well, upon my word, for a clear case of desertion, I never----Why +didn't you wait for me? I've got a couple of gulls, and----What's the +matter with you, Nell? You look as if you'd found a threepenny piece." + +"Just in time for supper," simpered Mrs. Lorton. + +Drake took Nell's hand and led her into the light of the lamp, which +illumined the night and perfumed the day. + +"I've brought Nell back, Mrs. Lorton," he said, with the shyness of the +newly engaged man, "and--and she has promised to be my wife." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Drake's announcement was received with amazed silence for a moment; then +Dick flung up his piece of bread behind his back, caught it dexterously, +and burst out with: + +"See the conquering hero comes! Hurrah! Nell--Nell! Don't run away! Wait +for the congratulations of your devoted brother!" + +But Nell had fled to her room, and, on pretense of chivying her, Dick +discreetly withdrew, leaving Drake to the inevitable interview with Mrs. +Lorton. + +"I'm sure I don't know what to say," she murmured. "It is so unexpected, +so quite unlooked for. It is like a bolt out of the green----" She meant +blue, but had got the colors mixed. "I had no idea that you had any +serious intentions!" + +Then she remembered that she had to play the part of guardian, and +endeavored to fill the role with the dignity due to a lady of her +exalted birth. + +"I need not say that I--er--congratulate you, Mr. Vernon. Eleanor is +a--er--dear girl; she has been the comfort and consolation of my life, +and--er--the parting with her will be a great--a very great--trial. +Pardon my emotion!" She snuffed into a handkerchief, and wiped her eyes +with a delicate touch or two. "But I should not dream of standing in the +way of her happiness. No! If she has made her heart's choice, I shall +not attempt to dissuade her. And I feel that she has chosen wisely. Of +course, my dear Mr. Vernon, though we have had the pleasure of your +presence with us for some time, we do not--er--know----" + +Drake winced slightly. Should he tell her the truth? Should he say, "My +name's Drake Vernon, right enough, but I happen to be Lord Selbie?" + +But he shrank from the avowal, the confession. He knew that it would +call forth quite a torrent of amazement and self-satisfaction; that he +would be asked why he had concealed his full name and rank--and +to-night, of all nights, he felt unequal to the scene which would most +certainly follow the confession. + +"I will tell you all--I can," he said, with a pause before the last +words which, fortunately for him, Mrs. Lorton was top excited to notice. +"I'm afraid Nell hasn't made a very wise choice. I'm not worthy of her; +but that goes without saying; no man alive is. But even in the usual +acceptation of the term, I'm not what is called a good match." + +Mrs. Lorton looked blank and rather puzzled as she thought of the +diamond bracelet and the three horses. + +"I--we--er--imagined that you were well off," she said. + +"I've met with reverses lately," said Drake; "and I'm poorer than I was +a--er--little while ago." + +Mrs. Lorton drew herself up a little, and her expression grew less +complaisant. + +"Indeed?" she said interrogatively. + +"Yes," he went on quietly. "I am quite aware that Nell deserves----Perhaps +I'd better tell you the income we shall have to get along on." + +He mentioned the sum which the remnant of his fortune would produce, +and, though it was much smaller than Mrs. Lorton had expected, it was +large enough to cause her countenance to relax something of its +stiffness. + +"It is not a large income," she said. "And I cannot but remember that +Eleanor, though she is not a Wolfer by birth, is connected with the +family; and that, if she were taken up by them, she might--one never +knows what may happen under favorable circumstances. A season in London +with my people----" + +Drake nodded. + +"I know," he said, "Nell is worthy of the best, and no doubt if she were +in London I should stand a poor chance; but it's my luck that she isn't, +you see. And"--his voice dropped--"and I'm conceited enough to believe +that she cares for me; and I don't suppose my poverty will make any +difference. Heaven knows, I wish I were rich, for her sake!" + +"Well, we must make the best of it," said the good lady. "After all, +money isn't everything." She spoke as if she were suffering from the +burden of a million. "True hearts are more than coronets. I must write +and tell my cousin, Lord Wolfer." + +"I wouldn't! I mean, is it necessary--at any rate, just yet?" said +Drake. It was just possible that Lord Wolfer might interest himself +sufficiently to ask questions; he might, indeed, connect "Drake Vernon" +with the two first names of Viscount Selbie. And Drake--well, this was +the first bit of romance in his life, and he clung to it. The idea of +marrying Nell, of marrying her as plain "Drake Vernon," down on his +luck, was sweet to him. He could tell her after the wedding, when they +were too far away to suffer from the fuss which Mrs. Lorton would +inevitably make over the revelation. + +"You see, we shall have to be married very quietly; and I'm thinking of +spending some time abroad, on the Continent--Nell will like to see a +foreign city or two--and, do you think it's worth while troubling your +people?" + +The "your people" flattered her, and she yielded, with a sigh. + +"As you please, Mr. Vernon--but I suppose I must now call you 'Drake'?" +she broke off, with a simper; "though, really, it sounds so strange, +and--er--so familiar." + +Drake wondered whether he ought to kiss her as he murmured assent. + +"I'll do my best to make Nell happy," he said; "and you must make the +best of a bad bargain, my dear Mrs. Lorton; and if you feel like being +very good to me, you'll help me persuade Nell to an early marriage." + +She brightened up at the word marriage, and at the prospect of playing a +part in the function beloved of all women; and when Nell stole in, with +pink cheeks and glowing eyes, drew the girl to her and bestowed a +pecklike kiss upon her forehead. + +Mrs. Lorton provided the conversation during that meal, and, while she +prosed about the various marriages in the Wolfer family, Nell listened +in dutiful silence, now and again flushing and thrilling as Drake's hand +touched hers or his eyes sought her face. + +And Dick behaved very well. He reserved his chaff for a future occasion, +and only permitted himself one allusion to the state of affairs by +taking Nell's hand and murmuring: "Beg pardon, Nell! Thought it was a +spoon!" + +As Drake walked down the hill to the Brownies' cottage his heart +throbbed with the first pure happiness of his life. Nell's kiss, which +she had given him at parting at the gate, glowed warm upon his lips. And +if his happiness was alloyed by the reflection that he was deceiving her +in the matter of his rank, he thrust it from him. + +After all, what did it matter? What would she care? It was he, the man, +not the viscount, whom she loved. Yes, the gods had been good to him, +notwithstanding the ruin of his prospects; for was he not loved for +himself alone? + +He smiled, with a sense of the irony of circumstances, when he +remembered that only a few weeks ago he had congratulated himself that +he had "done with women!" But at that time he had not fallen in love +with Nell of Shorne Mills, and won her love; which made all the +difference! + +And Nell? She lay awake in a sleepless dream. Every word he had spoken +came back to her like the haunting refrain of a beautiful song; the +expression in his eyes, the touch of his hand--ah! and more, the kiss of +his lips--were with her still. It was her first love. No man before +Drake had ever spoken of love to her; it was her virgin heart which he +had won; and when this is the case the man assumes the proportions of a +god to the girl. + +And it seemed so wonderful, so incredible, that he should have fallen in +love with her, that he should have chosen her; as his queen, as his +wife. She tried to draw a mental picture of herself, to account for his +preference for her, and failed to find any reason for it. He had said +that she was--beautiful. Oh, no--no! He must have met a hundred women +prettier than she was; but he had chosen her. How strange! how +wonderful! Sleep came to her at last, but it was a sleep broken by +dreams--dreams in which Drake--she could think of him as "Drake"--held +her in his arms and murmured his love. She could feel his kisses on her +lips, her hair. Once the dream turned and twisted somewhat, and he and +she seemed separated--a vague something came between them, an intangible +mist or cloud which neither could pass, though they stood with +outstretched hands and yearning hearts; but this dream passed, and she +slept the sleep of joy and peaceful happiness. + +Happiness! It is given to so few to know happiness that one would like +to linger over the days which followed their betrothal. For every day +was an idyl. Drake had resolved to send the horses up to London for +sale; he had given Sparling notice, six months' wages, and a character +which would insure him a good place; but he clung to the horses, and +Nell and Dick and he had some famous rides before the nags went to +Tattersall's. + +And what rides they were! Dick, wise beyond his years, would lag behind +or canter a long way in front; and Nell and Drake would be left alone to +whisper together, or clasp hands in silent ecstasy. + +And there was the _Annie Laurie_. To sail before the wind, with the sun +shining brightly from the blue sky upon the opal sea; to hold his +beloved in his arms; to feel the warmth of her lips on his; to know that +in a few short weeks she would be his own, his wife!--the rapture of it +made him catch his breath and fall into a rapt silence. + +One day, as they were sailing homeward, the _Annie Laurie_ speeding on a +flowing tide and a favorable breeze, his longing became almost +insupportable. + +"See here, Nell," he said, with the timidity of the man whose every +pulse is throbbing with passion, "why--why shouldn't we be married at +once? I mean, what is the use of waiting?" + +"Married!" + +She drew away from him and caught her breath. + +"Why not?" he asked. "I shan't be any the richer for waiting, and--and I +want you very badly." + +"But I am here--you have got me," she said, with all the innocence of a +child. "Oh, why should we hurry?" + +He bit his pipe hard. + +"I know," he said, rather huskily. "But I want you altogether--for my +very own. I don't want to have to part with you at the gate of The +Cottage. You don't understand; but I don't want you to. But, Nell, as we +are going to be married, we might as well be married now as months +hence." + +Her head sank lower; the _Annie Laurie_ lost the wind, and fell off and +rolled on the ground swell. + +"Do you--want to marry me--so soon?" she murmured. + +"So soon!" he echoed. "Why, it is months--weeks--since we were engaged." + +"But--but--aren't you happy--content?" she asked. "I--I am so happy. I +know that you love me; that is happiness enough." + +He drew her to him and kissed her with a reverence which he thought no +woman would have received from him. + +"No; it is not enough, dearest," he said. "You don't understand. I'll +put the banns up to-morrow--no; I'll get a special license. I want you +for my own, all my own, Nell." + +When they sailed into the slip by the jetty, Dick was waiting for them. + +"Hal-lo!" he yelled. "I've been waiting for you for the last two hours. +I've news for you." + +"News?" said Drake. + +Nell was coiling the sheet in a methodical fashion, and thinking of +Drake's words. + +"Yes. The Maltbys are going to give a dance, and you and I and Nell are +asked." + +"And who are the Maltbys?" he inquired, with a lack of interest which +nettled Dick. + +"The Maltbys are our salt of the earth," he replied; "they are our +especial 'local gentry'; and, let me tell you, an invitation from them +is not to be sneezed at." + +"I didn't sneeze," said Drake, clasping Nell's hand as he helped her out +of the boat. + +"It's for the fifth," said Dick; "and it's sure to be a good dance; +better still, it's sure to be a good supper. Now, look here, don't you +two spoons say you 'don't care about it,' for, I've set my mind upon +going." + +Drake laughed easily. + +"Would you like to go?" he asked of Nell. + +"Would you?" she returned. + +Loverlike, he thought of a dance with her. She was, her girlish +innocence, so sparing of her caresses, that the prospect of holding her +in his arms during a waltz set him aching with longing. + +"Yes," he said, "if you like." + +"All right," she said. "Yes, I should think we might go, Dick." + +"I should think so!" he shouted. "Fancy chucking away the chance of a +dance!" + +"How did they come to ask us?" Nell inquired. "We don't know them very +well," she explained to Drake. "The Maltbys are quite grand folk +compared with us; and, though Lady Maltby calls once in a blue moon, and +sends us cards for a garden party now and again, this is the first time +we have been invited to a dance." + +"You have to thank me, young people," said Dick, with exaggerated +self-satisfaction. "I happened to meet young Maltby--he's home for a +spell; fancy he's sent down from Oxford--and he asked me to go rabbiting +with him. He's not much of a shot, though he is a baronet's son and +heir, and I rather think I put him up to a wrinkle or two. Anyway, the +other day he mentioned that they were going to have a dance--quite an +informal affair--and asked if I'd care to go; and Lady Maltby's just +sent a note." + +"All right," said Drake. + +Then he suddenly remembered his masquerade, and looked grave and +thoughtful. Yes, it was just possible that some one there might +recognize him. + +"Who are the Maltbys?" he asked. "I never heard of them." + +Dick's eyes twinkled. + +"I can't truthfully say that that argues you unknown," he said; "for +they are very quiet people, and only famous in their own straw yard. Old +Sir William hates London, and he and Lady Maltby seldom leave the +Grange." + +"There is no daughter, only this one son," explained Nell. "They are not +at all 'grand,' and I think you will like them. Lady Maltby is always +very kind, and Sir William is a dear old man, who loves to talk about +his prize cattle." + +"Do you happen to know who is staying at the house?" asked Drake. + +After all, perhaps, he would run no risk of detection; as he had never +met the Maltbys, it was highly improbable that they had heard of him. + +"Oh, it's not a large party. I remember some of the names, because young +Maltby ran over them. He said there weren't enough in the house to make +up a dance. I shrewdly conjectured that that's one reason why we were +asked." + +"Wise but ungrateful youth!" said Drake. "Let us hear the names." + +Dick repeated all that he could remember. + +"Know any of them?" he asked. + +"No," replied Drake, with relief. + +"The fifth," mused Nell, thinking of her dress. "It is very short +notice." + +"It's only a scratch affair; but, all the same, I should wear my white +satin with Brussels lace, and put on my suite of diamonds and rubies, if +I were you," advised Dick. + +Nell laughed, as she glanced up at Drake. + +"I am just wondering whether I have outgrown my nun's veiling," she +said simply. "It's the only dress I have. I'm afraid"--she +hesitated--"I'm afraid you will think it a very poor one!" + +"Are you?" he said significantly. "You never can tell. Perhaps I shall +admire it." + +As he spoke he asked himself whether he should send up to Bond Street +for some jewels for her; but he resisted the temptation. Later on, when +they were married, he would give himself the treat of buying her some of +the things women loved. Even in the matter of the engagement ring he had +held himself in check, and only a very simple affair encircled the third +finger of Nell's left hand. + +They found Mrs. Lorton in a flutter of excitement, and she handed Drake +the note of invitation with the air of an empress conferring a patent of +nobility. + +"Very good people," she said; "though not, of course, the creme de la +creme. I am included in the invitation, but I shall not accept. The +scene would but recall others of a more brilliant description in which I +once moved--er--not the least of the glittering throng. No, Eleanor, you +will not need a chaperon. You have Drake, who, I trust, will enjoy +himself in what may be novel circumstances," she added, with affable +patronage. + +"You will not need a new dress, Eleanor--Dick tells me that he must have +a new suit." + +"Oh, no; I am all right!" said Nell cheerfully. + +She found that the old frock could, with a little alteration, be +utilized, and for several evenings Drake sat and watched her as she +lengthened the skirt and bestowed new lace and ribbons upon the thing, +and, as he smoked, imagined how she would look on the night of the +dance. He knew that not one of the other women, let them be arrayed in +all the glory of the Queen of Sheba herself, would outshine his star. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +On the night of the fifth Nell sang softly to herself as she stood +before the glass putting the last touches to her, toilet. She was +brimming over with happiness, and as she looked at the radiant +reflection she wondered whether her lover would be satisfied. It is the +question which every woman who loves asks herself. It is for the man of +her heart that she lives and has her being; it is that she may find +favor in his sight that she brushes the hair he has kissed; it is with +the hope that his eye may be caught, his fancy pleased, that she puts +the flower at her bosom or winds the filmy lace around her neck. And it +was of Drake--Drake--Drake--she thought and dreamed as she turned from +the glass and went down the stairs. + +She had heard the wheels of the fly he had procured from Shallop, and +she found him in the little hall waiting for her. + +He looked up at the lovely vision with startled admiration, for hitherto +he had only seen her in week-a-day attire; and this slight, graceful +form, clad in soft white, seemed so pure, so virginal and ethereal, +that, not for the first time, his joy in her loveliness was tempered +with awe. + +"Nell!" was all he could say, and he stretched out his arms, then let +them fall. "I should crush you or break you," he said, half seriously. +"Is that the dress I saw you making up--that! It looked like----" + +"A rag," she finished for him, her eyes shining down upon him with a +woman's gratitude for his admiration. "Will it do? Do I look--passable?" + +"No," he said; "no one could pass you! Nell, my angel--yes, you are like +an angel to-night!" he broke off, in lower tones. "You--you frighten me, +dearest. I dread to see you spread your wings and fly away from me." + +She laughed shyly and shook her head. + +"And--and--how different you look!" she said; for it was the first time +she had seen Drake in the costume which we share with the waiter; and +her pride in him--in his tall figure and square shoulders--glowed in her +eyes. If he had been lame and halt she would have still loved him; +but--well, there is no woman who is not proud of her sweetheart's good +looks. Sometimes she is prouder of them than of her own. + +"Let me put this wrap around you," he said; and as he did so she raised +her head with a blush and an invitation in her eyes, and he kissed her +on the lips. "See here, dearest," he said, "your first dance! And as +many as you will give me afterward. Did I ever mention that I was +jealous? Nell, I inform you of the gruesome fact now; and that I shall +endure agonies every time I see you dancing with another man." + +"Perhaps you will be spared that pain," she said. "I may be a +wallflower, waiting for you to take pity on me." + +"Yes, I should think that very probable," he retorted ironically. "Oh, +Nell, how I love you, how proud----" + +Dick came out of the dining room at that moment, and at sight of Nell +fell back against the wall in an assumed swoon. + +"Is it--can it be--the simple little fishergirl of Shorne Mills? My +aunt, Nell, you do look a swell! Got 'em all on, Drake, hasn't she? +Miss Eleanor Lorton as Cinderella! Kiss your brother, Nell!" + +He made a pretended rush at her with extended arms, and Nell shrieked +apprehensively: + +"Keep him off, Drake! He'll crush my dress! Dick--Dick, you dare!" + +Dick winked at Drake. + +"You are requested not to touch the figure. Drake, have you observed and +noticed this warning? But so it is in this world! One man may kiss this +waxwork, while another isn't permitted to lay a finger on it. Now, are +we going to the Maltbys' dance, or have you decided to remain here and +spoon? And hasn't any one a word of approval for this figure? Between +you and me, Drake, I rather fancy myself to-night. I do hope I shan't +break any young thing's heart, for I'm not--I really am not--a marrying +man. Seen too much of the preliminary business with other people, you +know." + +They got into the fly, laughing, and Drake, as they drove along, +compared this departure for a simple country dance with his past +experiences. How seldom had he gone to a big London crush without +wishing that he could stay at home and smoke or read! + +"Remember," he whispered to Nell, as they alighted at the Grange, "your +first dance and as many as you can give me!" + +One or two other carriages set down at the same time, and they entered +the hall, a portion of a small crowd, so that Lady Maltby, a buxom, +smiling lady of the good old type of the country baronet's wife, had +only time to murmur a few words; and Drake passed on with Nell on his +arm. + +As they went up the room, a dance started, and he drew Nell aside, and +standing by her, looked round curiously and a trifle apprehensively. But +there was no person whom he knew, and Sir William, who came up to them, +had even got Drake's name wrongly. + +"Glad to see you, Miss Lorton. Dear, dear! how the young ones do grow! +Glad to make your acquaintance, Mr. Verney Blake, and to congratulate +you. I think I've met a relative of yours--an uncle, I fancy----" + +Drake's face grew expressionless in an instant. + +--"Sir Richard--or--was it Sir Joseph--Blake? He took the first for +shorthorns in seventy-eight." + +Drake drew a sigh of relief. + +"No relation of mine, Sir William, I regret," he said. + +"No? Same name, too. Funny! But there are a good many Blakes. So you're +going to run off with the belle of Shorne Mills, eh? Lucky fellow!" + +With a chuckle he ambled off to his wife, to be sent to some one else, +and Drake bent to Nell. + +"Come!" was all he said, and he put his arm round her. The floor was +good, the band from the garrison town knew its business, and Nell----Was +he surprised that she should dance so well? Was not every ordinary +movement of hers graceful? But the fact that she could dance like an +angel, as he put it to himself, did not make his love for her any the +less or his pride in her diminish, be certain. He himself had been the +best dancer in his regiment, and this, his first waltz with the girl he +adored, sent the blood spinning through his veins. + +"Aren't we in step rather--nicely?" she whispered, trying to speak +casually, but failing utterly; for the joy that throbbed in her heart +made it impossible for her to keep her voice steady. "Oh, Drake, I--I +was afraid that I might not be able to dance, it is so long--ever so +long--since----Why, this is my first real ball, and I am dancing with +you! And how well you waltz! But you have danced so often--this is not +your first ball!" + +He glanced at her with a pang of uneasiness, but her eyes shone up at +him innocent of any other meaning than the simplest one, innocent of any +doubt of him, any question of his past. + +"He would be a rank duffer who couldn't dance with you, Nell," he said. + +Her hand tightened on his with the faintest pressure, and she closed her +eyes with a happy sigh. + +"If it could only go on forever!" was her thought; and she prayed that +no other man might want her to dance, for a long time. + +She would have liked to sit out the dances she could not have with +Drake, to sit and watch him. And she would not be jealous. Why should +she be? Was he not her very own, her sweetheart, the man who loved her? + +The waltz came to an end all too soon, and as Drake led her to a seat, +young Maltby approached her with two young fellows. She was the +prettiest girl in the room, though she was the simplest dressed, and the +men were anxious to secure her. + +Drake hastily scribbled his initials on several lines of her program, +then had to resign her to her next partner, and, in discharge of his +duty, seek a partner for himself. + +Lady Maltby introduced him to a daughter of a local squire, a fresh +young girl, with all a country girl's frankness. + +"What a pretty girl that was with whom you were dancing!" she said, as +they started. "She is really lovely!" + +"And yet they say that women never admire each other," he remarked. + +"Do you mean that?" she asked, looking up at him with her frank, blue +eyes. "What nonsense! I love to see a pretty woman; and I quite looked +forward to coming here to-night, because we are to have a famous London +beauty." + +"Oh! Which one?" asked Drake absently; his eyes were following Nell, who +happened to look across at him at the moment, and who smiled the smile +which a woman only accords her lover. + +"I don't remember her name," said the girl. "But she is very beautiful, +I am told; though I find it hard to believe that she can be lovelier +than she is," and she nodded in Nell's direction. + +Drake felt very friendly toward the girl. + +"She is as good as she is beautiful," he said; then, as the triteness +and significance of the words struck him, he laughed slightly. + +His partner glanced up at him shyly. + +"Oh--I beg your pardon!" she said. "I didn't know. How--how proud you +must be!" + +"I am," said Drake. + +"And of course you want to be dancing with her now? If I were you I +should hate to have to dance with any one else. I wish--you would +introduce me to her after this waltz!" + +"With pleasure!" said Drake, wondering what on earth the girl's name +was--for, of course, he had not caught it. + +But the introduction was not made, for her next partner came up +immediately the dance was finished and bore her off; and Drake leaned +against the wall and watched Nell. + +She was dancing with a subaltern from the garrison town, and was +evidently enjoying herself. It was a pleasure to him to look at her; and +it occurred to him that even if the bright little American, with the +pleasant voice and tender heart, had not stepped in to ruin his +prospects; if the title and estates were as near to him as they had been +a few months ago; if he were moving in London society, in his own +critical and exclusive set, he would not have made any mistake in asking +Nell to be his wife. She would have justified his choice in any society, +however high. + +It occurred to him that where they were going on the Continent he might, +perhaps, procure a little amusement for her; there might be a dance or +two at the hotels at which they would stay; or he might take her to one +of the big state balls for which there would be no difficulty in +obtaining an invitation. + +Yes, he thought as he watched her--her lips half parted with a smile of +intense enjoyment, her eyes shining with the light of youth and +ignorance of care--she should have a happy time of it or he would know +the reason why; he would simply devote his life to watching over her, to +screening her from every worry, to---- + +"Are you staying in the house, Mr. Blake?" + +It was Sir William who had toddled up and addressed the reflective +guest. Sir William never knew exactly how the house party was composed; +and sometimes a man had been staying at the Grange for a fortnight +without Sir William comprehending that the man was sleeping beneath his +roof. + +"No? Beg your pardon! I should have liked to show you my Herefords +to-morrow morning. I think you'd admire 'em; they're the best lot I've +had, and I ought to do well with them at the show. But perhaps you don't +take an interest in cattle-breeding?" + +"Oh, yes, I do," said Drake pleasantly, and with his rather rare +smile--he was brimming over with happiness and would have patted a +rhinoceros that night, and Sir William was anything but a rhinoceros. +"Every man ought to take an interest in cattle-breeding and +horse-breeding. I did a little in the latter way myself." He pulled up +short. "I shall be very glad to come over to-morrow morning, if you'll +allow me." + +"Do, do!" said Sir William genially, and evidently much gratified. "But, +look here, you'll have to come over early, because I've got to go and +sit on the bench, and shall have to leave here soon after ten. Why not +come over to breakfast--say, nine o'clock?" + +"Thanks!" said Drake; "I shall be very glad to." + +At this moment Lady Maltby came up to them with a rather anxious +expression on her pleasant face. + +"I can't think what has come to the Chesney party, William," she said. +"I didn't expect them very early, but it's getting rather late now. Do +you think they've had an accident?" + +"Not a bit of it!" returned Sir William cheerily. "They've had a jolly +good dinner, and don't feel like moving. Don't blame them, either. +Suppose we go and have a cigar, Mr. Blake?" + +Drake glanced toward Nell, saw that she was surrounded, exchanged a +smile with her, then went off with Sir William to the smoking room. They +were in the middle of their cigars, and talking cattle and horses, when +Drake heard a carriage drive up. + +"That's the Chesney people, I dare say," said Sir William, and +continued to dilate on a new rule which he was anxious that the +Agricultural Society should adopt, and Drake and he discussed it +exhaustively. + +Nell had just finished a dance when she saw Lady Maltby hurry across the +room to receive four persons, two ladies and two men, who had just +arrived. It was the belated Chesney party. Their entrance attracted a +good deal of attention, and Nell herself was startled into interest and +curiosity by the appearance of one of the new arrivals. She thought that +she had never imagined--she had certainly never seen--so beautiful a +woman, or one so magnificently dressed. + +A professional beauty in all her war paint is somewhat of a rara avis in +a quiet country house, and this professional beauty was the acknowledged +queen of her tribe. Her hair shone like gold, and it had been dressed by +a maid who had acquired her art at the hands of a famous Parisian +coiffeur; her complexion, of a delicate ivory, was tinted with the blush +of a rose; her lips were the Cupid-bow lips which Sir Joshua Reynolds +loved to paint. Naturally graceful, her figure was indebted to her +modiste for every adventitious aid the art of modern dressmaking can +bestow. Nell knew too little of dress to fully appreciate the exquisite +perfection of the _toilette de la danse_; she could only admire and +wonder. It was of a soft cream silk, rendered still softer in appearance +by cobweb lace, in which, as if caught by the filmy strands, as in a +net, were lustrous pearls. Diamonds glittered in the hair which served +them as a setting of gold. Her very gloves were unlike those of the +other women, and seemed to fit the long and slender hands like a fourth +skin. + +"How beautiful!" she said involuntarily, and scarcely aware that she had +spoken aloud. + +The man who was sitting beside her smiled. + +"Like a picture, is she not?" he said. "In fact, I never see her but I +am reminded of a Lely or a Lawrence; one of those full-length pictures +in Hampton Court, you know!" + +"I don't know," said Nell. "I've never been there." + +"Well, you won't think it a fair comparison when you do see them," he +said; "for there isn't one of them half as beautiful as Lady Luce." + +"What is her name?" asked Nell, who had not caught it. + +He did not hear the question, for the music had struck up again, and +with a bow he went off to his next partner. It was evident to Nell that +the beauty was not known to Lady Maltby, for Nell saw the other lady +introducing them. Nell felt half fascinated by the new arrival, and sat +and watched her, looking at her as intently as one gazes at something +quite new and strange which has swung suddenly into one's own ken. + +Nell was engaged for that dance, but her partner did not turn up. She +was not sorry, for she wanted to rest; the room was hot, and, though she +was by no means tired, she was not eager to dance the waltz--unless it +were to be danced with Drake. She was sitting not very far from the +window; some considerate soul had opened it a little, and Nell got up +and went to it and looked out. It opened onto a wide terrace; the stars +were shining brightly, the night air came to her softly and wooingly. +How nice it would be to go out there! Perhaps if she stole out, and +waited, presently Drake would come into the ballroom, and, missing her, +would come in search of her, for he would guess that she would be out +there, and they would have a few minutes by themselves under the starlit +sky. It was worth trying for. + +She went out, without opening the window any wider, and leaning on the +stone coping, looked up at the sky, and then to where, far away, the few +lights which were still burning showed her where Shorne Mills nestled +amid its trees. + +As long as life lasted she would never be able to think of Shorne Mills +without thinking of Drake; she thought of him now, and longed for him; +and as she heard the window open wider she turned with a little throb of +expectation. But instead of Drake's tall figure, two ladies came out. +Nell recognized the beauty by her dress, and saw that the lady who was +with her was the one who had accompanied her to the ball. + +Nell's disappointment was so acute as to embarrass her for a moment, +and, reluctant, with a girl's shyness, to be found there alone, she +rather foolishly drew back quietly into the shadow accentuated by the +contrast of the light streaming from the half-open window. She retreated +as far as the corner of the terrace, and, finding a seat there, over +which she had nearly stumbled, she sank into it. Beside her was a marble +statue of the god Pan. The pedestal almost, if not quite, concealed her; +and, although she was already ashamed of having taken flight, so to +speak, she decided to remain where she was until the other two women +returned to the ballroom, or Drake came out and she could call to him. + +Lady Luce went and leaned upon almost the very spot where Nell had +leaned; and she looked up at the sky and toward the twinkling lights, +and yawned. + +"Sorry you have come, dear?" said Lady Chesney, with a little laugh. "I +know you so well that that yawn speaks volumes." + +"It is rather slow, isn't it?" admitted Lady Luce, with the soft little +London drawl in her languid voice. + +"My dear Luce, I told you it would be slow. What did you expect? These +dear, good people are quite out of the world--they are antediluvians. +The best people imaginable, of course, but not of the kind which gives +the sort of hop you care for. I'm sorry you came; but I did warn you, +dear, didn't I?" + +"Yes, I know," assented Lady Luce. + +"And, really, you seemed so bored--forgive me, dear; I don't want to be +offensive--that I thought that perhaps, after all, this rustic +entertainment might amuse you." + +"I'm not bored, but I'm very sick and sorry for myself," said Luce. "One +always is when one has been a fool." + +"My dear girl, you did it for the best." + +"That always seems to me such a futile, and altogether ineffectual, +consolation," said Luce; "and people never offer it to you unless you +have absolutely made a fool of yourself." + +"But I think, and everybody thinks with me, that you acted very wisely +under the circumstances. He could not expect you to marry a poor man. +Good heavens! fancy Luce and poverty! The combination is not to be +imagined for a moment! It is not your fault that circumstances are +altered, and that if you had only waited----" + +Lady Luce made a little impatient movement with her hand. + +"If I had only waited!" she said, with a mixture of irritation and +regret. "It was just my luck that I should meet him when I did." + +There was a pause. It need scarcely be said that Nell was extremely +uncomfortable. These two were discussing a matter of the most private +character, and she was playing the unwelcome part of listener. Had she +been a woman of the world, it would have been easy for her to have +emerged from her hiding place, and to have swept past them slowly, as if +she had seen and heard nothing, as if she were quite unconscious of +their presence. But Nell was not a woman of the world; she was just Nell +of Shorne Mills, a girl at her first ball, and her first introduction to +society. She could not move--could only long for them to become either +silent or to go away and leave her free to escape. + +"I suppose he was very much cut up?" remarked Lady Chesney. + +"That goes without saying," replied Luce. "Of course. He was very fond +of me; or, why should he have asked me to marry him? You wouldn't ask +the question if you had seen him the day I broke with him. I never saw a +man so cut up. It made me quite ill." + +"Then the love was not altogether on one side, dear?" said Lady Chesney. + +Lady Luce shrugged her white shoulders in eloquent silence. + +"Where did the dramatic parting take place?" asked Lady Chesney. + +"Here," said Lady Luce. + +"Here?" + +"Well, near here. At a little port--fishing place, called--I forget the +name--something Mills." + +"Oh! you mean Shorne Mills." + +Nell's discomfort increased, and yet a keen interest reluctantly awoke +in her. It seemed so strange to be listening to what seemed to her a +life's drama, the scene of which was pitched in Shorne Mills. + +"The yacht put in quite unexpectedly," continued Luce. "I didn't want to +land at all, but Archie worried me into doing so. We climbed a miserable +kind of steep place. I refused to go any farther. They went on, and I +turned into a kind of recess to rest--and found Drake there." + +For a moment the name did not strike with its full significance upon +Nell's mind, and the soft voice had continued for a sentence or two +before she realized that the man of whom this woman was speaking, the +lover whose loss she was regretting, bore the same name as Drake. She +had no suspicion that the men were the same; it only seemed strange and +almost incredible that there should be two Drakes at Shorne Mills. + +"I can imagine the scene," said Lady Chesney; "and I can quite +understand how you feel about it. But, Luce, is it altogether hopeless?" + +Lady Luce laughed bitterly. + +"You don't know Drake," she said. There was a pause. "And yet"--she +hesitated, and her tone became thoughtful and speculative--"sometimes I +think that I could get him back. He is very fond of me; it must have +nearly broken his heart. Yes; sometimes I feel sure that if I could have +him to myself for, say, ten minutes, it would all come right." + +"Don't you know where he is?" + +"No. There was a row royal between his uncle and him, and he +disappeared. No one knows where he is. It is just possible that he has +gone abroad." + +"There is danger in that," said Lady Chesney gravely. "One never knows +what a man may do in a moment of pique. They are strange animals." + +"You mean that he might be caught on the rebound, and marry some 'dusky +bride' or ruddy-cheeked dairymaid?" said Lady Luce, with a little laugh +of scorn. "You don't know Drake. He's the last man to marry beneath him. +If I were not afraid of seeming egotistical, dear, I would say that he +has known me too long and loved me too well----But there! don't let us +talk any more about it. The gods may send him to my side again. If they +do, I shall avail myself of their gracious favor and get him back; if +not----" She sighed, and shrugged her shoulders. "Heavens! how I wish I +had a cigarette!" + +"My dear, you shall have one," said Lady Chesney, with a laugh. "I know +where the smoking room is. I'll go and get you one, you poor, dear +soul!" + +She went in, and Nell rose from her seat. She could not remain a moment +longer, even if she had to tell this lady she had overheard their +conversation, and beg her pardon for having played, most reluctantly, +the eavesdropper. But as she stood fighting with her nervousness, a man +came out through the window. Her heart leaped with relief and +thanksgiving, for it was Drake. + +"Is that you?" he said, as he saw the figure against the coping. + +Lady Luce turned; the light streamed full upon her face, and he stopped +dead short and stared at her. + +"Luce!" he exclaimed, in a low voice. + +She stood for a moment as motionless as one of the statues. Another +woman would have started, would probably have shrunk back, with a cry of +amazement or of joy; but she stood for just that instant, motionless and +silent, and looking at him with her eyes dilating with surprise and +delight. Then, holding out both hands, she moved toward him, murmuring: + +"Drake! Thank God!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +Lady Luce came forward to him with both hands extended; and the "Drake, +thank God!" was perhaps as genuinely a devout an expression as she had +ever uttered. For it seemed to her that Providence had especially +intervened in her behalf and sent him to her side. We all of us have an +idea that Providence is more interested in us than in other persons. + +Drake stood and looked at her for an instant with the same surprise +which had assailed him when he recognized her; then he took the small, +exquisitely gloved hands. How could he refuse them? As he had said, the +members of their set could not be strangers, though two of them had been +lovers and one had been jilted. They had to meet as friends or +acquaintances, as individuals of a community, which, living for +pleasure, could not be bored by quarrels and estrangements. + +In the "smart" set a man lives not for himself alone, but for the other +men with whom he plays and shoots and jokes and drinks; for the women +with whom he drives and rides and dances. He must sink personal feeling, +likes and dislikes, or the social ship which he joins as one of the +crew, the ship which can sail only on smooth and sunlit waves, will +founder. So Drake took her hands and smiled a greeting at her. + +"Why! To find you here! What are you doing here, Drake?" she said. + +She had no right to call him "Drake"; she had lost that right the day +she had jilted him; but she called him "Drake," and the name left her +lips softly and meltingly. + +"I might ask the same of you, Luce," he replied gravely, and unconscious +in the stress of the moment that he, too, had used the Christian name. + +But, alas! Nell had heard it! She had, half mechanically, shrunk behind +the pedestal; she shrank still farther behind it as Drake spoke, and she +put up her hand on the cold marble as if for support. For she was +trembling in every limb, and a sensation as of approaching death was +creeping over her. The terrace and the two figures grew misty and +indistinct, the music of the band sounded like a blurred discord in her +ears, and the blood rushed through her veins like fire one moment and +like ice the next. + +She would have rushed out of her hiding place and into the house, but +she could not move. Was she going to die? or was this awful, sickening +weakness only a warning that she was going to faint? She pressed her +forehead against the marble, and the icy coldness of the unsympathetic +stone revived her. She found that she could hear every word, though the +two had moved to the stone rail. + +"It is quite a shock!" said Lady Luce. She put her handkerchief to her +lips, her eyes, and then looked up at him with the smile, the confession +of weakness, which is one of woman's most irresistible weapons. + +"I--I am staying at the Chesneys'--you know the Chesneys? No? There is a +small party--some of us came over to-night to this dance--they are old +friends of the Maltbys. Drake, I can scarcely believe it is you!" + +He stood beside her patiently, and yet impatiently. He was thinking of +Nell even at that moment; wondering where she was, how soon he could get +away from Lady Luce and find Nell. + +"You are staying here?" she asked, meaning at the Maltbys'. + +He nodded, thinking it well to leave her misconception uncorrected. + +"How strange! Drake, it--it is like Fate!" she murmured; and, indeed, +she felt that it was. + +"Like Fate?" he asked. + +"Yes--that--that we should meet here, in this out-of-the way place, so +soon. Oh, Drake, if you knew how glad I am!" + +She put out her hand and touched his arm with the timid touch, the +suggestion of a caress, which women can convey so significantly. + +Drake glanced toward the open window apprehensively. Nell--any +one--might come out any moment, and---- + +"Shall we walk to the end of the terrace?" he said. "You will catch +cold----" + +As he spoke he looked down at her. There was only a man's inquiry, and +consideration for a woman's bare shoulders, in the look; but to Nell, +whose eyes were fixed upon him with an agonized intentness, it seemed +that the look was eloquent of tenderness and passion. + +"Yes, yes," assented Lady Luce quickly. "Some one may come, and--and--we +have so much to say, haven't we, Drake?" + +He drew her arm within his mechanically, as he would have drawn it if he +had been leading her to a dance, or in to dinner, and they moved beyond +Nell's hearing. + +Drake bit his lip, and glanced sideways toward the house. What could she +have to say to him? and what did this sudden tenderness, this humility, +of hers mean? + +Suddenly it occurred to him that she had seen his uncle, and heard of +the old man's offer. Ten thousand a year was not a large income for one +in Lady Lucille Turfleigh's position; but--well, she might have been +tempted by it. His face hardened with an expression of cold cynicism +which Nell had never seen. + +"What have we to say, Luce?" he asked. "I thought you and I had +exhausted all topics of absorbing interest when we parted the other +day." + +She winced, and looked up at him reproachfully. + +"Oh, how cruel of you, Drake!" she murmured, "As if I hadn't suffered +enough!" + +"Suffered!" + +He smiled down at her, with something as nearly approaching a sneer as +Drake Selbie could bring himself to bestow upon a woman. + +"Yes. Drake, did you think I was quite heartless? that--I--I--did what I +did without suffering? Ah, no, you couldn't think that; you know me too +well." + +Her audacity brought a smile to his lips, and he found it difficult to +restrain a laugh of amusement. It was because he had learned to know her +so well that he himself had not suffered a pang at their broken +engagement--at least, no pang since he had learned to know and love +Nell. + +Where was she? How could he get away from this woman, whose face was +upturned to him with passionate pleading on it? + +"Have you seen my uncle lately?" he asked grimly, but with a kind of +suddenness. + +"No," she replied, and the lie came "like truth"--so like truth that +Drake felt ashamed of his suspicion of her motive. + +She had not, then, heard of his uncle's offer? Then--then why was she +moved at sight of him? Why were her eyes moist with unshed tears, the +pressure of her hand on his arm tremulous and beseeching? + +"No," she said; "I--I have been scarcely anywhere. I have--not been +well. I came down here to the Chesneys' to bury myself--just to bury +myself. I have been so wretched, so miserable, Drake." + +"I'm sorry," he said gravely. "But why?" + +She looked up at him reproachfully. + +"Don't you--know? Ah, Drake, can't you guess? Don't--don't look at me +like that and smile. It is not like you to be so--so hard." + +"We men are hard or soft as you women make us, Luce," he said quietly. +"Remember that I have been through the mill. I was not hard or +cruel--once." + +It was an unwise thing to say. Never, if you have done with a woman, or +she has done with you, talk sentiment, says Rousseau. It was unwise, for +it let Luce in. + +"I know! Yes, it was all my fault. Drake, do you think I don't know +that? Do you think that I don't tell myself so every hour of the day, +every hour at night, when I lay awake thinking of--of the past?" + +"The past is buried, Luce," he said, with a short laugh. "Don't let us +dig it up again. After all, you acted wisely----" + +"No; I acted like a fool!" she broke in; and she meant it. "If I had +only listened to the cry of my own heart--if I had only refused to obey +father, and--and stuck to you! But, Drake, though you think me +heartless, and--and sneer----" + +"I didn't mean to sneer, Luce," he said. "Forgive me if I did so +unintentionally. I quite understood your difficulty, and, as I told you +the day we parted, I--well, I made allowances for you. You did what most +women of our set would have done." + +"Would they? But perhaps they really are heartless, while I----Drake, +you can't tell what I have suffered; how--how terribly I have missed +you! I--yes, I will tell you the truth. Do you know, Drake, that I had +made a vow that whenever we met, whether it was soon, or not for years, +I would tell you all. Yes--though, like a man, you should despise me for +it!" + +"I'm not likely to despise you for it, Luce," he said. As he spoke, Lady +Chesney came out onto the terrace. She looked up and down, saw the two +figures standing together, and, with a smile, returned to the house. + +"No; you are too generous for that, Drake; even if I--I confess that I +have not spent one happy--oh, the word is a mockery!--that I have been +wretched since the hour I--I left you." + +His face grew grave, almost stern. + +"I'm sorry," he said simply. "Candidly, I didn't think----" + +"No, I know! You thought that I only cared for you because----You told +me that I was heartless and mercenary, you remember, Drake. But, ah; it +wasn't true! Yes, I've been brought up at a bad school. I've been taught +that it's a sacred duty for every girl, as poor as I am, to make a good +match; and I thought--see how frank I am!--that I could part from you, +oh, not easily, but without breaking my heart. But I--I was mistaken! I +miss you so dreadfully! There is not another man in the world I can care +for, or even dream of caring for." + +"Hush!" he said sternly. + +There was always something impressive about Drake, a touch of the +manliness which is somewhat rare nowadays, the manliness which women are +so quick to acknowledge and bow to; and Lady Luce shrank a little; but +her hand tightened on his arm, and her brown, velvety eyes dimmed with +genuine tears--for she was more than anxious, and more than half in love +with him--looked up at him penitently, imploringly. + +"Drake--you believe me?" she whispered. "Don't--don't punish me too +badly! See, I am at your feet--a woman--Drake"--her voice sank to a +whisper, became almost inaudible, and her head drooped forward until it +nearly rested on his breast. "Drake--forgive--me and----" + +Her voice broke suddenly. + +He was moved to something like pity. Is there any man alive who can +resist the prayer, the touch of a beautiful woman, especially if she is +the woman he has once loved? If such a man there be, his name is not +Drake Selbie. + +"Hush!" he said again, but in a gentler voice. "God knows, I loved you, +Luce----" + +She uttered a faint cry. It was no louder than the sough of the night +breeze. + +"Drake--Drake! ah, Drake!" she breathed, her face lifted to his, her +other hand touching his breast. "Say it again! It's the sweetest music +I've heard since--since----Say it again, Drake. I won't ask for any +more----" + +"Don't!" he said hoarsely. The caress of her hand made him miserable; it +had no power to thrill him now. "I want to tell you, Luce----" + +"No--no," she said quickly, eagerly. "Don't scold me to-night. I am so +happy now. It is as if I had come back to life. Say it once more, Drake. +Just 'I forgive you'!" + +"I forgive you; but, listen, Luce," he added quickly. + +She slid her white arm round his neck, and drew his head down and kissed +him. The next moment, before he could say a word, she drew away from him +quickly. + +"Go in--I will come presently," she said. "There is some one--there is a +door." + +Confused, almost hating her for the kiss she had stolen--with Nell +flashing on his mind--he turned and entered the house by the door to +which she had pointed. + +She stood for a moment, then she went toward Lady Chesney. Her face was +pale, but there was a smile on her lips, a glow of triumph in her brown +eyes, as she paused in the light from the open window. + +Lady Chesney looked at her, then laughed. + +"My dear, you look transformed. Was that--but of course it was! Well? +But one need not ask any questions. Your face tells its own tale." + +Luce laughed, and touched her lips with her handkerchief. + +"Yes, it was Drake," she said. "What luck! what luck! And they say there +is no Providence!" + +"And--and it is all right?" asked Lady Chesney, anxiously. + +Lady Luce laughed softly. + +"Oh, yes! Didn't I tell you that if I could have him to myself for ten +minutes----And we have been longer, haven't we? You see, he was fond of +me, and----Oh! have you brought a cigarette? I am simply dying for one +now!" + +Lady Chesney held one out to her. + +"Here it is. But hadn't you better go in? They will miss you----" + +Lady Luce shrugged her shoulders as she struck a match from the gold box +Drake had given her. + +"What does it matter what these people think?" she retorted. "Nothing +matters now. I have got Drake back, and----All the same, we will get out +of sight of the window, lest we shock these simple folk. Yes, I am a +lucky young woman." + +They passed along the terrace, and Nell, as if released from a spell, +fell into the seat and covered her face with her hands. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +Presently she let them fall slowly and looked vacantly with her brows +drawn--as if waiting for the return of some sharp pain--in the direction +of Shorne Mills. The lights had gone out; so also had died the light of +her young life. + +She tried to realize what this was that had happened to her; but it was +so difficult--so difficult! Only a little while ago she had been happy +in the possession of Drake's love. He had been hers--was her sweetheart, +her very own; he was to have been her husband; she was to have been his +wife. + +And now--what had happened? Was she dead--had she done some evil thing +which had turned his love for her to hate and driven him from her? + +Slowly the numbed sensation, the feeling of stupor passed, and the +truth, as she thought of it, came upon her with a rush and made her +press her hand to her heart as if a knife had stabbed it. + +Drake loved her no longer. He had never loved her. The woman he had +loved was the most beautiful of God's creatures, and Drake had only +turned to her--Nell--in a moment of pique. And this woman with the +perfect face, and soft, lingering voice; this woman whose every movement +was grace itself, who carried herself like an empress--an empress in the +first flush of her beauty and power--had changed her mind and called him +back to her. And he had gone. + +The fact caused such intense misery as to leave no room for resentment. +At that moment there was not one spark of anger, one drop of bitterness +in Nell's emotion; only misery so acute, so agonizing, as to be like a +physical pain. + +It seemed to her so natural, so reasonable, that he should desert her +when this siren with the melting eyes, the caressing laugh, should +beckon him; for who could have resisted her? Not any man who had once +loved her. + +Nell's head moved slowly from side to side, like that of an animal +stricken to death. Her throat had grown tight, her eyes were hot and +burning, the sound, as of the plash of waves, sang in her ears; but she +could not cry. It seemed to her that she would never be able to cry +again. She looked vaguely at the other women as they walked at the far +end of the terrace, and she shivered as if with bodily fear. There was +something terrible, Circe-like, to her in the face, the movements, the +very voice of this woman who had taken Drake from her. + +Presently the two exquisitely dressed figures passed into the house, and +Nell rose, steadying herself by the pedestal. As she did so, she looked +up. A streak of light shot right across the statue, and the cruel face +with its leering eyes seemed to smile down upon her mockingly, +jeeringly, and she actually shrank, as if she dreaded to hear the satyr +lips shoot some evil gibe at her. + +And all the while the music, a waltz of Waldteufel's, soft and ravishing +and seductive, floated out to her, and mocked her with the memory of the +happiness that had been hers but an hour--half an hour ago. She +staggered to the edge of the terrace and leaned her head on her hands, +and, closing her eyes, tried hard to persuade herself that it was only a +dream; just a dream, from which she should wake shuddering at the unreal +misery one moment, then laughing at its unreality the next. + +But it was true. The dream had been the happiness of the last few weeks, +and this was the awakening. + +Before her mental vision passed, like a panorama, the days which the +gods had given her--that they might punish her all the more cruelly for +daring to be so happy. + +Yes; how often had she asked herself what right she, Nell of Shorne +Mills, had to so much joy? What had she done to deserve it? + +She remembered now how, sometimes, she had been terrified by the +intensity of her joy. That day Drake had told her that he loved her; the +morning he had taken her in his arms and kissed her; the night he had +looked down into her eyes and sworn that no man in all the world loved +any woman as he loved her. She had not deserved it, had no right to it, +and God had punished her for her presumption in daring to be so happy. + +But now what was she to do? + +She asked the question with a kind of despair. + +It never for one moment occurred to her that she should accuse Drake of +his faithlessness, much less that she should upbraid him. Indeed, what +would be the use? Could she--she, an ignorant, half-taught girl, just +Nell of Shorne Mills--contend against such a woman as this Lady Luce? + +Luce! Luce! She remembered--for the first time that night, strangely +enough--how he had murmured the name in his delirium. She had forgotten +that, she had not thought of it, and had not asked who the woman was +whose visage haunted him in his fever. + +If she had only done so! He would have told her--yes, for Drake was +honest; he would have told her--and she would not have allowed herself +to fall in love with him. Even as it was, she had fought against it; but +her struggle had been of no avail. She had loved him almost from the +first moment. + +And now she had lost him forever! + +"Drake, Drake, Drake!" her heart called to him, though her lips were +mute. + +What should she do? + +No; she would not upbraid him. There should be no "scene." She knew +instinctively how much he would loathe a scene. She would just tell +him--what? That--that--it had all been a mistake; that--she did not love +him, and--and ask him to give her back her freedom. + +That was all. Not one word of Lady Luce would she say. He would go--go +without a word; she knew that. + +And now she must go back to the ballroom, and try and look and behave as +if nothing had happened. + +Was she very white? she wondered dully. She felt as if she had died, and +was buried out of reach of any pain, beyond all possibility of further +joy. Her life was indeed at an end. That kiss of Drake's--to her it had +appeared as if indeed it had been his, and not Luce's only, stolen from +him unawares--that kiss had killed her. + +Let Ibsen be a great poet and dramatist, or a literary fraud, there are +one or two things which he says which strike men with the force of a +revelation; and when he speaks of the love-life which is given to every +man and woman, and calls him and her a murderer who kills it, he speaks +truly, and as one inspired. + +Nell's love-life lay dead at her feet, and Drake, though all +unconsciously, had slain it. + +She wiped her lips, though they were dry and parched, and with trembling +hands smoothed her hair--the lips and the hair Drake had kissed so +often, with such rapture--and slowly, fighting for strength and +self-possession, passed into the ballroom. + +The brilliant light, the music, the dancers, acted upon her +overstrained nerves as a dash of cold water upon a swooning man. For the +first time since the blow had fallen pride awoke in her. She had lost +Drake forever; but she would make no moan; other women before her had +lost their lovers and their husbands by death, and they had to bear +their bereavements; she must learn to bear hers. + +A young fellow hurried up to her with a mingled expression of relief and +complaint. + +"Oh, Miss Lorton; this is ours!" he said. "I have been looking for you +everywhere, everywhere, on my honor, and I was nearly distracted!" + +Nell moistened her lips and forced a smile. + +"I have been out on the terrace; it--it was hot." + +"And--you didn't feel faint? You look rather pale now!" he said +apprehensively. "Would you rather not dance?" + +"No, no; I would rather dance!" she replied, with a kind of feverish +impatience. "I--I think I am cold." She shivered a little. "I shall be +all the better for a dance!" + +She went round like one moving in a dream; her eyes looking straight +before her in a fixed gaze, her lips curved with a forced smile. After a +moment or two she grew warmer; the blood began to circulate, a hectic +flush started out on her cheeks. + +Any one seeing her would have thought she was enjoying herself +amazingly; would not have suspected that her heart was racked by agony; +that the music was beating upon her brain, inflicting pain with every +stroke; that she longed, with an aching longing, to be in the dark, in +her own room, alone with her unspeakable misery. + +One talks glibly enough of women's sufferings; but not one of us ever +comes near gauging them, for the gods who have denied them some things +have granted to the least of them the great power of enduring in +silence, of smiling while they suffer, of murmuring commonplaces while +the iron is cutting deeper and deeper into their souls. The nobler the +woman the greater this power of hers; and there was much that was noble +in poor Nell. And as she danced, those who looked at her were full of +admiration or envy. She was so young; her loveliness was so untainted by +the world; the delicate droop of the pure lips was so childlike, while +it hinted of the deeper nature of the woman, that many who regarded her +and then glanced at the professional beauty, mentally accorded Nell the +palm. + +And among them was Drake. He had gone straight to the smoking room, had +lit a cigarette, and, pacing up and down, had, with stern lips and +frowning brows, revolved the problem which fate had set him. + +He swore under his breath, after the manner of men, as he went over the +scene with Luce. What devil of ill chance had sent her down there? And +why--why had she changed her mind? Was it really true that she--cared +for, him still? He could scarcely believe it; and yet the caress of her +hand, the look in her eyes, the--the--kiss----He flung the cigarette +away--for he had bitten it in two--and fumed mentally. And what did she +mean, think? Was it possible that she thought he could go back to her? + +He laughed grimly, in mockery of the idea. Why, even if there had been +no Nell, he could not have gone back to Luce. And there was Nell! Yes, +thank God! there was Nell, his dear, sweet, beautiful Nell! His girl +love, the girl who was like a pure star shining in God's heaven compared +with a flame from--yes, from the nethermost pit. Love! He, who now knew +what love meant, laughed scornfully at the idea in connection with Lady +Luce. Passion it might be--but love! And she had left him with a kiss, +as if she were convinced that she had recovered him! Oh, it was +damnable, damnable! + +Why--why, she might even behave in the ballroom as if--as if she had a +right to claim him! She might even tell the Chesneys that--that---- + +He strode out of the smoking room in time to see the Chesney party +taking their departure. As Lady Luce shook hands with the hostess and +murmured her thanks for "a delightful evening"--and for once they were +genuine and no idle formula--he saw her glance round the room as if in +search of some one; but he drew back out of sight. + +Then, when they had gone, he reentered the ballroom and his eyes sought +Nell. She met them, and he smiled, but rather anxiously, with a feeling +of disquietude; for there was----Was there something strange in the +expression of her face? But as she smiled back--can one imagine what +that smile cost Nell?--he drew a breath of relief, found a partner, and +joined in the dance. + +By this time the party had reached the after-supper stage, and the +waltzes had grown faster. A set of lancers had been danced with so much +spirit and enjoyment that it had been encored. Some of the men were +talking and laughing just a little loudly, and the women's faces were +flushed with the one glass of champagne which is generally all they +permit themselves, the spell of the music, and the excitement of rapid +and rhythmical movement. Couples found their way into the anterooms and +recesses, or sat very close together in corners of the great, broad +staircase. + +Some of the men had boldly deserted the ballroom and retreated to the +smoking room, where they could play whist and drink and smoke: "Must +wait for my womenfolk, you know." + +Dick, at this, his first dance, was enjoying himself amazingly. He had +gone steadily through the program, and as steadily through most of the +dishes at supper, and he was now flirting, with all a boy's ardor, with +a plump little girl, the niece of Lady Maltby. + +She was "just out," and Dick had danced three dances in succession with +her before she remembered that she was committing a breach of etiquette. + +"Dance again with you? Oh, I couldn't!" she said, when Dick, with inward +tremors but an outward boldness, begged for the fourth. "I mustn't--I +really mustn't!" + +"Why not?" demanded Dick innocently. + +"If you weren't such a boy you wouldn't ask," she retorted severely, but +with a smile lurking in her bright young eyes. + +"I bet I'm as old as you are," he said. + +"Are you? I don't think you are. You look as if you'd just come from +school. I'm----No, I won't tell you. It was just a trick to learn my +age. But if you must know why I won't dance again with you, it is +because no lady ought to dance three times in succession with a man." + +"But I'm only a boy, which makes all the difference, don't you see?" +said Dick naively. "Nobody cares what a boy does, you know. Come along." + +She pretended to eye him severely. + +"No; I won't 'come along.' And I think it's very rude of you not to take +an answer." + +"All right," he said cheerfully. "Then will you come and have some +supper?" + +"Why, it isn't half an hour ago since we had some." + +"Then come and see me eat some more," he suggested. + +"Thank you; but I am never very fond of seeing animals fed, even at the +Zoo!" + +"That was rather good," he said, with a grin. "My sister, Nell couldn't +have put that one in more neatly." + +"Your sister Nell? That's the girl over there, dancing with Captain +White? How pretty she is!" + +"Think so? Yes, she is, now you mention it. We are considered very much +alike." + +The girlish laughter, which he had been waiting for, rang out, and, +taking advantage of it, Dick coaxed her into a corner on the stairs, +where they could flirt to their hearts' content. + +"I wonder whether you'd be offended if I told you that you were the +jolliest--I mean nicest--girl I've met?" said the young vagabond, with +an assumption of innocence and humility which robbed the remark of any +offense--at any rate, for his hearer, whose eyes sparkled. + +"Not at all. And I wonder whether you'd mind if I told you that I think +you are the rudest and most--most audacious boy I ever met?" + +"Not the least in the world, because it's no news--I mean that I'm--what +was it--the rudest and most audacious? I have a sister, you know, and +she deals in candor, candor in solid blocks. But what a mission my +condition opens up before you, Miss Angel!" + +"A mission?" she asked reluctantly, young enough to know that she was +going to be caught somehow. + +"Yes," he said, with demure gravity. "The mission of my reformation. If +you think me so bad to-night, I don't know, I really don't, what you +would have thought of me yesterday, before I had had the advantage of +your elevating society. Now, Miss Angel, here is a chance for you--the +great chance of your life! Continue your elevating influence. Your +cousin has asked me to a rabbit shoot to-morrow." + +"You'll shoot somebody. They really ought not to allow boys to carry +guns----" + +"Who's rude now?" he asked, with a grin. "I was going to say, when you +interrupted me, that if you came out with the luncheon party, I should +have the opportunity of a lesson in--in deportment and manners. See?" + +"I shouldn't think of coming," she declared promptly. + +"Oh, yes, you will," he said teasingly, and with an air of conviction. +"Women always do what they wouldn't think of doing." + +"Really!" she retorted, with mock indignation. "There is only one thing +I can do, and it is my duty. I shall tell your sister----Oh, look!" she +broke off suddenly, and with something like dismay in her voice, as she +pointed downward. + +Dick leaned over, and saw Nell, sitting on an old oak bench just below +them. She was leaning back; her eyes were closed, and her face white. + +"Oh, go to her; she is not well. I am so sorry! Go to her at once!" + +Dick ran down the stairs, and the girl followed a step or two, then +stood watching them timidly. + +"Hallo, Nell! What's the matter?" asked Dick. + +She opened her eyes and rose instantly, struggling with all a woman's +courage beating in her heart to renew the fight, to play her part to the +end of that never--never-ending night. + +"Nothing, nothing. I am just a little tired, I think." + +At this moment Drake came up. + +"This is my dance, Nell," he said. His face, his voice were grave, for +his soul was still disquieted within him. "I have been looking for +you----" + +He stopped suddenly and put out his hand, for her face had grown white +again. She had raised her eyes to his for a moment with the look of a +dumb animal in pain; but she lowered them instantly and bent aside to +take up her dress. + +"I am tired," she said, forcing a smile. "The heat--could we not go +home? I--I mean, Dick and I--there is no need for you----" + +"Yes, yes; at once; this instant!" he said. "Wait while I get you some +water--wait----" + +He went off quickly, and Nell turned to Dick. + +"Will you order the fly, Dick?" she said, in a tone that was quite new +to him. + +It was, though the boy did not know it, the voice of the woman who has +just parted with her girlhood. + +"Don't wait, please. I shall be all right." + +Dick left her, and Miss Angel came down to her timidly. + +"Is there anything I can do--I know what it is. You feel faint----" + +Nell smiled. + +"God grant you may never know what it is," she thought, looking up at +the girl's face, and feeling years and years older than she. + +"Perhaps it is," she said. "But I shall be all right the moment I get +into the air." + +Miss Angel whipped off her shawl, which Dick had insisted upon her +wearing. + +"Come with me--you can wait just outside the hall. I know what it is; +you want to get outside at once--at once!" + +Nell went out with her, and as she felt the cool, fresh air, she drew a +breath of relief; then she turned to the girl. + +"I am all right now; you must not wait. I have your wrap----" + +Dick came up with the fly, and Drake appeared with her cloak and a glass +of wine. He had got his hat and coat as he came along. She drank some of +the wine, and turned to hold out her hand to the girl and wish her good +night and thank her. + +"I am quite, quite right now!" Drake heard her say; and his fears--for +to a man a woman's fainting fit is a terrible thing--were somewhat +dispelled. + +They got into the fly, and it drove off. Nell, instead of sinking into +the corner, sat bolt upright and forced a smile. + +"What a jolly evening!" said Dick, with a deep sigh. "Don't wonder you +girls are so fond of parties." + +"Yes," she said, with a brightness which deceived both of them, "it has +been very jolly. What a pretty girl that is with whom you were sitting +out, Dick!" + +"I always thought you had great taste," he said approvingly. "She was +the nicest girl there--as I ventured to tell her." + +Nell laughed--surely the hollowness of the laugh must strike them, she +thought--but neither of the two noticed its insincerity, and Dick +rattled on, suspecting nothing. + +Drake sat almost silent. To be near her, to have her so close to him, +was all the sweeter after the hateful scene with Luce. Heaven! how +different was this love of his to that other woman from whom he had +escaped! It was a terrible word, but it was the only fitting one to his +mind. + +He would tell Nell in the morning. Yes, he would tell Nell who he was, +and--and--of his engagement to Luce. It would be an unpleasant, hateful +story, but he would tell it. There had been too much concealment, too +much deceit; he had been a fool to yield to the temptation to hide his +identity; he would make a clean breast of it to-morrow. Once he +stretched out his hand in the direction of hers, but Nell, though her +eyes were not turned in his direction, saw the movement, and quickly +removed her hand beyond his reach. + +The fly drew up at The Cottage, and Dick jumped out and opened the door +with his key, and purposely went straight into the house. As Drake +helped Nell out, she drew her hand away to gather up her dress, and went +quickly into the little hall, and he followed her. + +Her heart beat fast and painfully. She felt as if she could not lift her +eyes; as if she were the guilty one. Would he--would he attempt to kiss +her? Oh, surely, surely not! He could not be so false. She held out her +hand. + +"I am so sleepy," she said. "Good night!" + +He looked at her as he held her hand, and at that moment the kiss which +Luce had taken burned like fire upon his lips. He shrank from touching +the pure lips of the girl he loved while the other woman's kiss still +lingered on his consciousness. It would be desecration. + +"You are all right now--not faint?" he said; and there was a troubled +expression in his face and voice. + +Nell thought she could read his mind, and knew the reason of his +hesitation. A few hours ago he would have lost no time in catching her +to his heart. But now--he loved her, no longer. + +Her face went white, though she strove to keep the color in it. + +"Yes, oh, yes!" she said. "I am only tired and--sleepy." + +"Then I won't keep you," he said gravely. "Good night." + +He had turned; but even as he turned, the longing in his heart grew too +fierce for restraint. He swung round suddenly and caught her to him, drew +her head upon his breast, and kissed her with passionate love--and +remorse. + +Nell strove for strength to repulse him, to free herself from his arms; +but the strength would not come. For a moment she lay motionless, her +lips upturned to his, her eyes seeking his, with an expression in them +which haunted Drake for many a long year afterward. + +"Nell," he said hoarsely, "I--I have something to tell you to-morrow. +I--I have to ask your forgiveness. I would tell you to-night, but--I +haven't courage. To-morrow!" + +The words broke the spell. The flush of a hot, unbearable shame burned +in her veins and shone redly in her face. With an effort, she drew +herself from his arms and blindly escaped into the sitting room. + +Drake raised his head and looked after her, biting his lip. + +"Why not tell her to-night?" he asked himself. There was no guardian +angel to whisper, "The man who hesitates is lost!" and thinking, "Not +to-night; she is too tired--to-morrow!" he left the house. + +Nell stood in the center of the room, her face white, her hands shaking; +and Dick, as he peeled off what remained of his gloves, surveyed her +critically. + +"If I were you, young person, I'd have a stiff glass of grog before I +tumbled into my little bed. Look here, if you like to go up now, I'll +have a smoke, and bring you some up presently. You look--well, you look +as if you were going to have the measles, my child." + +Nell laughed discordantly. + +"Do I?" she said, pushing the hair from her forehead with both hands, +and staring before her vacantly. "Perhaps I am." + +"Measles--or influenza," he said, with a pursing of the lips. "Get up to +bed, Nell." + +"I'm going," she said. + +She came round the table, and, leaning both hands on his shoulders, bent +her lovely head and kissed him. + +"Dick, you--you care for me still?" she asked, in a strained voice. + +He stared at her, as, brother like, he wiped the kiss from his lips. + +"Care for you? What----Look here, Nell, you're behaving like a +second-class idiot. And your lips are like fire. I'm dashed if I don't +think you are going to have something." + +She laughed and shook her head, and went upstairs. How long the few +stairs seemed! Or was it that her legs seemed to have become like lead? + +As she passed Mrs. Lorton's room, that lady's voice called to her. Nell +opened the door, leaning against it. + +"Is that you, Eleanor?" said Mrs. Lorton. "What a noise you made coming +in! Really, I think you might have shown some consideration. You know +how lightly I sleep. I've the news for you." There was a touch of +self-satisfaction in her voice. "A letter has come. Here it is. You had +better read it and think over it." + +Nell crossed the room unsteadily in the dim flicker of the night light, +and took the letter held out to her--took it mechanically--wished Mrs. +Lorton good night, and went to her own room. + +Before she had got there she had forgotten the letter, and it fell from +her hand as she dropped on her knees beside the bed, her arms flung wide +over the white counterpane, her whole frame shaking. + +"Drake, Drake, Drake!" rose from her quivering lips. "Oh, God! pity +me--pity me! I cannot bear it--I cannot bear it!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +Nell woke with that sickening sense of loss which all of us have +experienced--that is, all of us who have gone to bed with sorrow lying +heavily upon our hearts. The autumnal sun was pouring in through the +windows, the birds were singing; some of them waiting on the tree +outside for the crumbs which Nell had been in the habit, ever since she +was a child, of throwing to them. Even in her misery of last night she +had not forgotten the birds; in the misery of her awakening she +remembered them, and went unsteadily to the lattice window. + +The keen air, as it blew upon her face, brought the full consciousness +of the sorrow that had befallen her. + +Yesterday morning she was the happiest girl in all the world; this +morning she was the most wretched. + +She put her hands to her face, as if some one had struck her, and she +called all her woman's courage to meet and combat her trouble. The +bright world seemed pressing down upon her heavily, the shrill notes of +the birds clamoring their gratitude as they greedily fought for the +crumbs, pierced through her head. She swayed to and fro, as if she were +about to fall; for, in the young, mental anguish produces an absolute +physical pain, and her head as well as her heart was aching. + +She would have liked to have thrown herself upon the bed, but Dick would +be clamoring for his breakfast presently, and Mrs. Lorton would want her +chocolate. Life is a big wheel, and one has to push it round, though its +edges are set with spikes of steel, and our hands are torn in the effort +to keep it moving. + +As she dressed herself with trembling hands, she kept saying to +herself--her lips quivering with the unspoken words: + +"I have lost Drake--I have lost Drake; I have got to bear it!" + +He would be here presently--or, perhaps, he would not come. Perhaps he +would write to her. And yet, no; that would not be like him; he was no +coward; he would come and tell her the truth, would ask her to forgive +him. + +And what should she say? Yes; she would forgive him; she would make no +"scene" with him; she would not utter one word of reproach, but just +tell him that he was free. She would even smile, if she could; would +assure him that she was not going to break her heart because the woman +he had loved before he had met her--Nell--had won him back. After all, +he was not to blame. How could any man resist such a woman as Lady Luce? +She--Nell--was just an interlude in his life's story; he had thought +himself in love with her; and, perhaps, if this beautiful creature, +before whom all hearts seemed to go down, had not desired to lure him +back, he would have remained faithful to the "little girl" whom he had +chanced to meet at that "out-of-the-way place in Devonshire, don't you +know." Nell could almost hear Lady Luce referring to the episode in +these terms, if ever it should come to her ears. + +No; there should be no scene. She would give him both her hands, would +say "good-by" quite calmly, and would then take her broken heart to the +solitude of her own room, and try to begin to repair it. + +Dick shouted for his breakfast, and she went downstairs. He was busy +reading a letter, and his face was full of eagerness, his eyes sparkling +with excitement. + +"I say, Nell, what a good chap Drake is!" he exclaimed. "He never said a +word to me about it; but he's been worrying Bardsley & Bardsley for +weeks past, and they've written to say that they think they can take me +on. Just think of it! Bardsley & Bardsley! The biggest firm in the +engineering line! Drake must have a great deal of influence; and I don't +know how on earth he managed it. I didn't know he knew any one connected +with the profession. It's a most splendid chance, you know!" + +Nell went round beside him, and laid her hand upon his shoulder. + +"I am very glad, Dick," she said. + +Something in her voice must have struck him, for he looked up at her +quickly, and with surprise. + +"Why, what's the matter, Nell?" he asked. + +"Nothing," she said. "I have a headache." + +"Just so. 'After the opera is over,' you know. That's the penalty one +pays for one's first dance. And you were queer last night, too, weren't +you? Why didn't you lie in bed?" + +"Never mind me," said Nell. "Tell me about this letter. When are you +going, Dick?" + +A fresh pang smote her. Was she going to lose the boy as well? + +"Oh, they don't say," he replied. "They're going to let me know. They +may send me abroad; you can't tell. What a good chap Drake is, and what +a lot we owe him? Upon my word, Nell, you're a lucky girl to have got +hold of such a fellow for your young man." + +Nell turned away with a sickening pain about her heart. No; she would +not tell the boy at this moment. She wouldn't spoil his happiness with +the wet blanket of her own misery. She must even, when she came to tell +him, make light of the broken engagement, take the blame upon herself, +and prevent any rupture of the friendship between Drake and Dick. + +He was almost too excited to eat any breakfast; certainly too excited to +notice Nell's untouched cup and plate. + +"I must see Drake about this at once," he said. "I think I'll go down +and meet him. He's sure to be coming up here, isn't he?" he added, with +a bantering smile; and Nell actually tried to smile back at him. + +As she took the chocolate up to Mrs. Lorton, she tried to put her own +trouble out of her head, and to think only of Dick's good fortune. How +she had longed for some such chance as this to come to the boy, and now +it had come. But who had sent it? Drake! Well, all the more reason that +she should forgive him, and utter no word of reproach or bitterness. + +"You are ten minutes late, Eleanor!" said Mrs. Lorton peevishly. "And, +good heavens! what a sight you look! If one late night has this effect +upon you, what would half a dozen have? I am quite sure that I never +looked half as haggard and colorless as you do, even when I'd been +through a whole season." For a moment the good lady was quite convinced +that she had been a fashionable belle. "I should advise you to keep out +of Drake's sight for an hour or two; at any rate, until you have got +some color in your face, and your eyes have ceased to look like boiled +gooseberries." + +The mention of Drake brought the color to Nell's face quickly enough, +but for an instant only. It was white again, as she resolved to tell +Mrs. Lorton that the engagement was broken off. + +"It doesn't matter, mamma," she said; and she tried to smile. + +Mrs. Lorton stared at her over the chocolate. + +"Doesn't matter?" she echoed. "You think he's so madly in love with you +that it doesn't matter how you look, I suppose? Don't lay that +flattering unction to your soul, Eleanor. I've known many an engagement +broken off in consequence of the man coming suddenly upon the girl when +she had a bad cold and had got a red nose and eyes." + +"Perhaps I've had a bad cold without knowing it, mamma, and Drake must +have come upon me when my nose and eyes were appallingly red, for our +engagement--is--broken--off." + +Mrs. Lorton nearly dropped the cup of chocolate, and stared and gasped +like a fish out of water. + +"Broken off!" she exclaimed. "Take this cup away! Give me the sal +volatile. Open the window! No, don't open the window! What are you +talking about? Are you out of your mind?" + +Nell took the cup, got the sal volatile, and soothed the flustered woman +in a mechanical fashion. + +"Hush, hush, mamma!" she said. "I don't want Dick to know yet." + +"But why--how----What have you been doing?" demanded Mrs. Lorton; and +Nell could have laughed. + +"Nothing very bad, mamma," she said. + +"But you must have," insisted Mrs. Lorton. "Of course it's your fault." + +"Is it absolutely necessary that there should be any fault?" said Nell +wearily. "But let us say that it is my fault. Perhaps it is!" She +laughed unconsciously, and with a touch of bitterness. "What does it +matter whose fault it is? The reason isn't of any consequence at all; +the fact is the only important thing, and it is a fact that our +engagement is broken. It was broken last night, and I tell you at once, +mamma; and I want to beg you not to ask me any questions. Drake--Mr. +Vernon--will no doubt go away to-day, and we shan't see him any more." +She went to the window to arrange the blind, and Mrs. Lorton didn't see +the twitching of the white lips which spoke so calmly. "And I want to +forget him; I want you, too, to try and forget him, and not to remind me +of him by a single word. It was very foolish, my thinking that he cared +for me----Oh, I can't say another word----" + +She stopped suddenly, her hands writhing together. + +Mrs. Lorton stared at the counterpane with a half-sly, half-speculative +expression in her faded eyes. + +"After all," she said meditatively, "it was not such a particularly good +match. One knows nothing about him or his people, and--and I suppose +you've not felt quite satisfied. Yes, perhaps you might do better. You +may have some chances now. You've read the letter, and made up your +mind, of course?" + +"The letter?" echoed Nell stupidly. + +Mrs. Lorton stared at her angrily, and with a flush of resentment on her +peevish face. + +"The letter I gave you last night, of course," she said. "Do you mean to +tell me that you haven't read it? The most important letter I have ever +received! At least, it is of the greatest importance to you. It is from +my cousin, Lord Wolfer. What have you done with it, Eleanor?" + +Nell put her hand to her head. + +"I must have left it in my room," she said. "I will go and fetch it." + +Mrs. Lorton snorted. + +"Such gross carelessness and indifference is really shameful!" she flung +after Nell. + +Nell found the letter beside the bed, and returned with it to Mrs. +Lorton's room. + +"Why, it's all crumpled up, as if you had been playing shuttlecock with +it!" exclaimed Mrs. Lorton indignantly. "It is absolutely disrespectful +of you, not to say ungrateful. Read it, if you please, and slowly; I +could not bear to have my cousin's letter gabbled over. I, at least, +know what is due to a Wolfer." + +It was a moment or two before Nell's burning eyes could accomplish the +task of deciphering the lines of handwriting which seemed to have been +formed by a paralytic spider that had fallen into the ink and scrambled +spasmodically across the paper. There was no need to tell her to read +slowly, and she stumbled over every other word of the letter, which ran +thus: + + +"MY DEAR SOPHIA: You will doubtless be surprised at hearing from me, +and, indeed, I should not have written, for, as you are aware, my time +is fully occupied with public affairs, and I rarely write private +letters; but I have promised Lady Wolfer to communicate with you +directly, as, for obvious reasons, which you will presently see, she +does not desire my secretary to know of the proposal which I am about +to make you; as, in the event of your declining the proposition, there +would be no need for the fact of its having been made to become the +common knowledge of my household and the servants' hall. As you are +doubtless aware, by reading the public prints, Lady Wolfer takes a great +interest and a prominent part in the movement which is being made toward +the amelioration of the position of woman; indeed, I may say, with +pardonable pride, that she is one of the great leaders in this social +revolution, which, we trust, will place woman upon the throne from which +man has hitherto thrust her. + +"This being so, Lady Wolfer's time is, as you will readily understand, +much absorbed; so completely, indeed, that she is unable to pay any +attention to those smaller and meaner; household cares to which women +less highly gifted very properly devote so much of their time. Having no +daughter of our own, it occurred to us that it might, perhaps, be a +beneficial arrangement for your stepdaughter, Miss Lorton, if she would +come to us and render Lady Wolfer such assistance as is afforded by the +ordinary housekeeper. You will say: Why not engage a duly qualified +person for the post? I reply: We have done so, and do not find the +ordinary person, though apparently duly qualified, satisfactory. Lady +Wolfer is of an extremely sensitive and delicate organization, and it is +absolutely necessary that the person with whom she would be brought in +daily contact should be young and docile. + +"I have referred to the photograph of Miss Lorton which you were good +enough to send me some months ago, and you will be pleased to hear that +Lady Wolfer approves of the young lady's personal appearance. I take it +for granted--you, her guardian, being a Wolfer--that she has been +properly trained; and if she should be willing to come to us on what is +termed a month's trial, we shall be very pleased to receive her. She may +come at any moment, and without any notice beyond a mere telegram. I +will not speak of the advantages accruing from such a position as that +which she would hold, for I am quite sure you will be duly sensible of +them, and will point them out to her. + +"I trust that you are in good health, and with best wishes for your +prosperity and happiness, + + "I remain, dear Sophia, yours very truly, + + "WOLFER. + +"P. S.--I omitted to say that I should be pleased to pay Miss Lorton an +honorarium of fifty guineas per annum." + +At another time Nell would have found it difficult to refrain from +laughing at the stilted phraseology of the letter, at the pomposity +with which the proposal was made, and the meanness which strove to hide +itself in a postscript; but a Punch and Judy show would have seemed a +funereal performance at that moment, and she stared as blankly at the +letter when she had finished it as if she had been reading some language +which had no meaning for her. + +Mrs. Lorton emitted a cough of self-satisfaction. + +"It is extremely kind and thoughtful of my Cousin Wolfer," she said; +"and I must say that I think you are an extremely fortunate girl, +Eleanor, to have had such an offer made you. Of course, if you had been +still engaged to Mr. Vernon, you would have been obliged to have sent a +refusal to Lord Wolfer; but, as it is, I presume you will not hesitate +for a moment, but will jump at such an opportunity." + +Nell looked before her blankly, and remained silent. + +"It will be a chance such as few girls of your position ever meet with; +for, of course, when my cousin speaks of a housekeeper, he does not wish +us to infer that you would be expected to take the position of a menial. +No; he will not forget that though you are not my daughter, I married +your father, and that you are, therefore, connected with the family. Of +course, you will go into society, you will meet the elite and the creme +de la creme, and will, therefore, enjoy advantages similar to those +which I enjoyed, but which I, alas! threw away. Really, when one comes +to consider it, this breach of your engagement with this Mr. Vernon is +quite providential, as it removes the only obstacle to your accepting my +cousin's noble offer." + +Nell woke with a start when the stream of self-complacent comment had +ceased, and realized that she was being asked to decide. What should she +do? To leave Shorne Mills, to go into the world among strangers, to +enter a big house as a poor relation--she shrank from the prospect for a +moment, then she nerved herself to face it. After all, she could never +be happy at Shorne Mills again. Every tree, every rock, every human +being would remind her of Drake, of the lover she had lost. With Dick +gone, there would be nothing for her to do, nothing to distract her mind +from the perpetual brooding over the few past weeks of happiness, and +the long, gray life before her. With these people there would be sure to +be some work for her, something that would save her from spending every +hour in futile regret and hopeless longing. + +"Well, Eleanor?" demanded Mrs. Lorton impatiently. + +"I have made up my mind; I will go," said Nell. + +Mrs. Lorton flushed eagerly. + +"Of course you will," she said. "It would be wicked and ungrateful to +neglect such a chance. When will you go? Fortunately, you have some new +clothes, and you will get what else you want in London. There are one +or two things I should like you to get for me. You could pick them up at +some of the sales; they are all on now, and things are sold ridiculously +cheap. And, Eleanor, be sure and send me a full description of Lady +Wolfer's dresses. You might snip off a pattern, perhaps. And I shall +want to hear all about the people who go to the house, and the dinner +parties and entertainments. I should say that it is not at all unlikely +that Lady Wolfer may ask me to go and stay there. Of course, she will be +curious to know what I am like--have I mentioned that we have never +met?--and you will tell her that I--I--have been accustomed to the +society in which she moves; and you might say that you are sure the +change will do me good. Write often, and be sure and tell me about the +dresses." + +"But I shall leave you all alone, mamma," said Eleanor. "Are you sure +you won't be lonely?" + +Mrs. Lorton drew a long sigh, and assumed the air of a martyr. + +"You know me too well to think that I should allow my selfish comfort to +stand in the way of your advancement, Eleanor. Of course, I shall miss +you. But do not think of that. Let us think only of your welfare. I +shall have Molly, and must be content." + +Nell checked a sigh at the evident affectation of the profession. It was +not in Mrs. Lorton to miss any human being so long as her own small +comforts were assured. + +"Then I think I will go at once--to-night," said Nell. "Why should I +not? They want me--some one--at once, and----" + +"Certainly," assented Mrs. Lorton eagerly. "I should go at once. You +will write immediately, and tell me what the house is like, and the +dresses." + +Nell went downstairs, feeling rather confused and bewildered by the +sudden change in her life. She was to have been Drake's wife; she was +now to be--what was it, companion, housekeeper?--to Lady Wolfer! + +Dick met her at the bottom of the stairs. + +"I can't find Drake," he said, of course, with an injured air. "They say +he left the cottage early this morning--they thought he was coming up +here, as usual; but he hasn't been, has he?" + +Nell shook her head. + +"See, Dick, I've some news for you," she said. "I am going to London." + +She gave him the letter to read, and he read it, with a running +commentary of indignant and scoffing exclamations. + +"Of all the pompous, stuck-up letters, it's the worst I ever imagined! +And you say you're going? Oh, but look here! What will Drake say?" + +Nell turned away. + +"I don't think he will object," she said, almost inaudibly. + +Dick stared at her. + +"Look here, young party, what is up between you two? Is there anything +wrong? Oh, dash it! don't look as if I'd said there was a ghost behind +you! What is it?" + +"Drake--Drake and I are not going to be married," she said, trying to +smile, but breaking down in the attempt. "We--we have agreed--to--to +part!" + +Dick uttered a low whistle, and gazed at her, aghast. + +"All off!" he said. "Phew! Why--when--how?" + +She began to collect some of her small belongings--a tiny workbasket, +some books, and such like, and answered as she moved to and fro, +studiously keeping her face turned away from him: + +"I can't tell you; don't ask me, Dick. Don't--don't ask him. It--it is +all right. It is all for the best, as mamma would say; and--and----" She +went behind him and laid her hand on his shoulder, her favorite attitude +when she was serious or pleading. "And mind, Dick, it is to make no +difference between you--and Drake. It--is--yes, it is all my fault. I--I +was foolish and----" + +She could bear no more; and, with a quick movement of her hand to her +throat, hastened from the room. + +Dick looked after her ruefully for a moment or two, then his face +cleared, and he winked to himself. + +"What an ass I am to be upset by a lovers' quarrel. Of course, it's all +in the game. The other business would pall after a time if there wasn't +a little of this kind of thing chucked in for a change. I wonder whether +that jolly girl, Miss Angel, will come down to the lunch? Now, there's a +girl no chap could have even a lovers' quarrel with. Poor old Drake! Bet +I shall find 'em billing and cooing as usual when I come back," And Dick +grinned as he marched off with his gun. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +Drake rode over to the Grange for breakfast, according to his promise. +He was glad of the ride, glad of an hour or two in which he could think +over the dramatic events of the preceding night, and, so to speak, clear +his brain of the unpleasant glamour which Lady Luce's words and behavior +had produced. + +Not for a moment did he swerve from his allegiance to Nell; never for a +moment did the splendor of Luce's beauty, the trick of her soft voice, +her passionate caress, eclipse the starlike purity of Nell's nature and +personality. If it were possible, he loved Nell better and more +devotedly, longed for her more ardently, since his meeting with Luce, +than he had done before. + +All the way to the Grange he rehearsed what he would say to Nell when he +rode back to The Cottage. He would tell her everything; would beg her to +forgive him for his deception, his concealment of his full name and +title, and--yes, he would admit that he had once loved, or thought that +he had loved, Lady Luce; but that now----Well, there was only one woman +in the world for him, and that was Nell. + +He found Sir William standing on the lawn, dressed in riding cords of +the good old kind, loose in fit and yellow in color, and surrounded by +dogs of divers shapes and various breeds. He was as ruddy-cheeked and +bright-eyed as if he had been to bed last night at ten o'clock, and he +scanned the well-set-up Drake as he rode up, with a nod of approval. + +"Up to time, Mr. Vernon--got your name right at last, eh? None the worse +for the hop last night, I suppose? Don't look any, anyway. That's a good +nag you're riding. Bred him yourself, eh? Gad! It's the best way, if +it's the dearest." + +He called for a groom to take the horse, and bade Drake come in to +breakfast. + +"You'll find nobody down, and we shall have it all to ourselves. That's +the worst of women: keep 'em up half an hour later than usual, or upset +their nerves with a bit of a row or anything of that kind, and, by +George! they've got to lie abed the next morning! Now, help yourself to +anything you see--have anything else cooked if you don't fancy what's +here. I always toy with half a pound of steak, just to lay a foundation; +been my breakfast, man and boy, for longer than I can remember." + +Drake ate his breakfast and listened to the genial old man--not very +attentively, it is to be feared, for he was thinking of Nell most of the +time--and when the baronet had demolished his steak, they went to the +farm, followed by the motley collection of dogs which had waited outside +with more or less patience for the reappearance of their master, and +welcomed him with a series of yappings and barkings which might have +been heard a mile off. + +The farm was a good one, and Drake gradually got interested in the +really splendid cattle which Sir William exhibited with the enthusiasm +of a breeder. The morning slipped away, but though Drake glanced at his +watch significantly now and again, Sir William would not let him go; +and at last he said: + +"What's your hurry, Vernon? Why not ride to Shallop with me? You could +look around the town while I'm on the bench--unless you care to step +into court and see how we administer justice--hah! hah! it's only a few +'drunk and disorderlies' or a case of assault that we get nowadays; or +perhaps a petty larceny--anyway, you will ride into the town with me, +and we will have a bit of lunch together at the Crown and Scepter. No, I +won't take any refusal! To tell you the truth, I want to have a chat +with you about that last bull I showed you." + +Drake, thinking that it would be quicker to consent--that is to say, to +ride into Shallop and cut across the country to Shorne Mills, yielded; +the horses were brought round, and after Sir William had disposed of a +tankard of ale, by way of a good, old-fashioned stirrup cup, the two men +started. + +Sir William talked and joked as they rode along, and Drake pretended to +listen, while in reality he continued his rehearsal of all he would say +to Nell when presently he should be by her side, with his arms round her +and her head on his breast. + +It was market day at Shallop, and the usual crowd of pigs and sheep and +cattle, with their attendant drovers and farmers, blocked the streets. +Sir William pulled up occasionally, throwing a word to one and another, +but the two men reached the Town Hall at last, and Drake was just on the +point of remarking that he would be off, when he saw Sir William grow +very red in the face and very bulgy about the eyes, while at the same +time his big hand went in a helpless kind of fashion to his +old-fashioned neck stock. + +Drake could not imagine what was the matter, and was still in the first +throes of amazement when Sir William suddenly swayed to and fro in the +saddle, and then fell across his horse's neck to the ground. + +Drake was off his horse in a moment, and had raised the old man's head +as quickly. A crowd collected almost as rapidly as if the place had been +London, and cries of "Dear, dear! it's Sir William! it's a fit! Fetch a +doctor!" rose from all sides. + +A doctor presently pushed his way through the gaping mob of farmers and +tradesmen, and knelt beside Drake. + +"Apoplexy," he said, pursing his lips and shaking his head. "Always +thought it would happen. Let us get him to the hotel." + +Between them they carried the stricken man to the Crown and Scepter, at +which--irony of fate!--Sir William would have lunched, and got him to +bed. + +"I've warned him once or twice," said the doctor, with a shrug of the +shoulders. "But what's the use! You tell a man to cut tobacco and +spirits, or they will kill him, or to refrain from rump steak and old +ale for breakfast, and he obeys you--until the next time!" + +"Is he going to die?" asked Drake sadly, for he had taken a fancy to the +old man. + +"No-o; I don't think so. Not this time. We shall have to keep him quiet. +Lady Maltby ought to know--ought to be here. And we mustn't frighten +her. Would you mind riding over for her--bringing her, I mean? She'll +want some one with her who can keep a cool head, and I fancy you can do +that, sir." + +"That's all right," said Drake at once; "of course I'll go." + +So it happened that, instead of riding to Shorne Mills and seeing Nell, +and telling her the truth, the whole truth, which would have turned her +misery to happiness, he was going as fast as his horse could carry him +back to the Grange. + +It was not the first time he had broken bad news--he had seen men fall +in the hunting field, and on the race course, and had had more than once +to carry the tidings to the bereaved--and he fulfilled his sad task with +all the tact of which he was capable. So well, indeed, that even if he +had intended permitting Lady Maltby to proceed to Shallop without him, +she would not have let him go. The poor woman clung to him, as women in +their hour of need always cling to the strong man near them. + +They found Sir William coming back to consciousness--a condition which, +though fortunate for him, was unfortunate for Drake; for the sick man +seemed to cling to him and to rely upon him just as Lady Maltby had +done. He implored Drake not to leave him, and Drake sat on one side of +the bed, with the frightened wife on the other, until Sir William fell +into a more or less refreshing slumber. + +It was just four when he mounted his horse and rode to Shorne Mills. The +performance of a good deed always brings a certain amount of +satisfaction with it, and, as he rode along, Drake felt more at ease +than he had done since the scene with Lady Luce. Indeed, last night +seemed very far away, and the incident on the terrace of very little +consequence. Death, or the warning of death, is so solemn a thing that +other matters dwarf beside it. But his resolution to tell Nell +everything had not weakened, and he urged his rather tired horse along +the steep and switchbacky road. + +At a place called Short's Cross he caught sight of the Shorne Mills +carrier on his way to the station. But Drake did not guess that Nell +was sitting under the tilt cover, that by just turning his horse and +riding hard for a minute or two he could be beside her. He glanced at +the cart, thought of the day he had first seen it, and of all that had +happened since, and, gently touching his horse with his whip, rode on. + +The sun was sinking as he crossed the moor, and the cliffs were dyed a +fiery red as he came in sight of them and The Cottage on the brow of the +hill. His heart beat fast during the few minutes spent in reaching the +garden gate. What would she say? Would she be much startled when she +learned that he was "Lord Selbie"? Would she understand that he had +never really loved Luce; that it was she--Nell--whom he wanted for his +wife, had wanted almost from the first day of his seeing her? + +At the sound of the horse's hoofs Dick came out of The Cottage, and down +to the gate. + +"Hallo!" he exclaimed. "Why, where on earth have you been?" + +Drake explained as he got off the horse. + +"I breakfasted at the Grange. I don't think I mentioned it last night, +did I? Then I rode into Shallop with Sir William, and he had a fit of +some sort--apoplexy, I fancy--and I had to come back and fetch Lady +Maltby. Then the poor old chap came to, and--well, he felt like wanting +company, and I couldn't leave him until he fell asleep." + +"Poor old chap! I haven't heard a word of it," said Dick. "I say, come +in! Mamma will be delighted to hear news of that kind--no, no; I don't +mean--you know what I mean. Something exciting like that is like a +bottle of champagne to her." + +"I'll take the horse in; he's had rather a hard day of it," said Drake. +"I've bucketed him up hill and down dale; obliged to, you know." + +As he spoke, he looked beyond Dick and toward the open door of The +Cottage wistfully. Why didn't Nell come out? As a rule, it was she who +first heard the sound of his footsteps or his horse's. + +"I'll take it. Oh, I say, Drake, how awfully kind of you +to--to----Bardsley & Bardsley, you know! Upon my word, I don't know how +to thank you! I don't, indeed!" + +"That's all right," said Drake. "Hope it's what you want, Dick. If it +isn't, we must find something else. Anyway, you can try it." + +"What I want! Rather! I should think so! As I told Nell----" + +"Where is Nell, by the way?" cut in Drake, with all a lover's +impatience. + +Dick looked rather taken aback. + +"Oh--ah--that is--I say, you know, what's this shindy between you and +Nell?" he said, with a somewhat uneasy grin. + +"Shindy? What do you mean?" demanded Drake. + +Dick began to look uncomfortable. + +"I don't know anything about it," he said hesitatingly, "only what she +told me. She was awfully upset this morning; red-eyed and white about +the gills, and all I could understand was that it was 'all over' between +you." He grinned again, but more uncomfortably. "Of course, I knew it +was only a lovers' tiff--'make it up and kiss again,' don't you know." + +His voice and the grin died away under the change in Drake's expressive +countenance. + +"What is the matter, anyway?" he demanded. "Is there a real quarrel?" + +"I don't know what you are talking about," said Drake, speaking as a man +speaks when a cold fear is beginning to creep about his heart. + +"Well, I don't know myself," said Dick desperately. "Oh, I've got a +letter for you somewhere--perhaps that will explain. Now, what did I do +with it? Oh, I know! Wait a moment!" + +He ran into the house, and Drake waited, mechanically stroking his +horse's sweating neck. + +Dick came out and held out a letter. + +"She gave me this for you." + +Drake opened the letter, and read: + +"DEAR DRAKE: I may call you so for the last time. I am writing to tell +you that our engagement must come to an end. I have found that I have, +that we both have, made a mistake. You, who are so quick to understand, +will know, even as you read this, that I have discovered all that you +have kept secret from me, and that, now I know it all, it is impossible, +quite impossible, that I should----" Here a line was hastily scratched +through. "I want you to believe that I don't blame you in the least; it +is quite impossible that I could care for you any longer, or that I +could consent to remain your promised wife; indeed, I am sorry, very, +very sorry, that we should have met. If I had known all that I know now, +I would rather have died than have let you speak a word of love to me. + +"So it is 'good-by' forever. Please do not make it harder for me by +writing to me or attempting to see me--but I know that you have cared, +perhaps still care enough for me not to do so. Nothing would induce me +to renew our engagement, though I shall always think kindly of you, and +wish you well. I return the ring you gave me. You will let me keep the +silver pencil as a souvenir of one who will always remain as, but can +never be more than, a friend. + + "Yours, ELEANOR LORTON." + +Men take the blows of Fate in various fashions. Drake's way was to take +his punishment with as little fuss as possible. His face went very +white, and his nostrils contracted, just as they would have done if he +had come an ugly cropper over a piece of timber. + +"Where--where is Nell?" he asked, in so changed and strained a voice +that Dick started, and gaped at him, aghast. + +"She's----Didn't I tell you? Didn't she tell you? She's gone----" + +"Gone!" repeated Drake dully. + +"Yes; she's gone to London, to some relations of ours--that is, mamma's, +you know!" + +Drake didn't know where she had gone, but he thought he understood why +she had gone. She meant to abide by her resolution to break with him. +Her love had changed to distrust, perhaps--God knew!--to actual dislike. + +He turned to the horse and mechanically arranged the bridle. + +"It--it doesn't matter," he said. "I'll take the horse down. Oh, by the +way, Dick, I may have to go to London to-night." + +"What, you, too!" said Dick. "I say, there's nothing serious the matter, +is there? It's only a lovers' tiff, isn't it?" + +"I'm afraid not," said Drake, as calmly as he could. "See here, Dick, we +won't talk about it; I can't. Your--your sister has broken our +engagement----Hold on! there's no use discussing it. She's quite right. +Do you hear? She's quite right," he repeated, with a sudden fierceness. +"Everything she says is right. I--I admit it. I am to blame." + +"Why, that's what she said!" exclaimed the mystified and somewhat +exasperated Dick. + +"What she has said is true--too true," continued Drake; "and there's no +more to be said. When you write--if you see her, tell her that--that--I +obey her--it's the least I can do--and that I won't--won't worry her. +Her word, her wish, is law to me. And--and you may say I deserve it all. +You may say, too, that----" + +He broke off, and slowly, with the heaviness of a man become suddenly +tired, got on his horse. + +"No; say nothing, excepting that I obey her, and that I won't worry her. +Good-by, Dick." + +He held out his hand, and Dick, with an anxious face and bewildered +eyes, clung to it. + +"Here, I say, Drake; this is awful! You don't mean to say it's 'good-by'! +I don't understand." + +"I'm afraid it is," said Drake, pulling himself together, and forcing a +smile. "I'm sorry to leave you, Dick; you and I have been good friends; +but--well, the best of friends must part. I shall have gone to-night. I +can catch the train. Look up Bardsley & Bardsley." + +With a nod--the nod which we give nowadays when we are saying farewell +with a broken heart--he turned the horse down the hill and rode away. + +He tossed his things into a portmanteau, got the one available trap to +carry them to the station, and caught the night mail. At Salisbury he +changed for Southampton, and reached that flourishing port the next +morning. + +The sailing master of the _Seagull_ happened to be on board when the +owner of that well-known yacht was rowed alongside, and he hastened to +the side and touched his hat as Drake climbed the ladder. + +"Did you wire, my lord?" he asked. "I haven't had anything." + +"No; I came rather unexpectedly," said Drake quietly. "Is everything +ready?" + +"Quite, my lord, or nearly so. I think we could sail, say, in half a +dozen hours." + +Drake nodded. + +"If my cabin is ready, I'll go below and change," he said. "We'll sail +as soon as possible." + +"Certainly, my lord. Where are we bound for?" asked Mr. Murphy, in as +casual a manner as he could manage; for, though he was used to short +notice, this, to quote his expression to the mate later on, "took the +cake." + +Drake looked absently at the sky line. + +"Oh, the Mediterranean, I suppose," he said listlessly. He stood for a +moment with his hand upon the rail of the saloon steps, and Mr. Murphy +ventured to inquire: + +"Quite well, I hope, my lord?" for there was a pallor on his lordship's +face which caused the worthy skipper a vague uneasiness. He had seen his +master under various and peculiar circumstances, but had never seen him +look quite like this. + +"Perfectly well and fit, thanks, captain," said Drake. "Will you have a +cigar? Wind will just suit us, will it not?" + + * * * * * + +About the same time Nell's cab arrived at Wolfer House, Egerton Square. +There were several other cabs and carriages standing in a line opposite +the house, and Nell's cab had to wait some little time before it could +set her down; but at last she was able to alight, and a footman +escorted her and her box into a large and rather gloomy hall. He seemed +somewhat surprised by her box, and eyed her doubtfully as she inquired +for Lady Wolfer. + +"Lady Wolfer? Yes, miss. Her ladyship is in the dining room. The meeting +is now on. Perhaps you had better walk in." + +Sharing the man's hesitation, Nell followed him to the door. As he +opened it, the sound of a woman's voice, thin, yet insistent and +rasping, came out to meet her. She saw that the room was crowded. Nearly +all who were present were women--women of various ages, but all with +some peculiarity of manner or dress which struck Nell at the very first +moment. But there were some men present--men with fat and rather flabby +faces, men small and feeble in appearance, men long-haired and +smooth-shaven. + +At the end of the room, behind a small table, stood a woman, still +young, dressed in a tailor-made suit of masculine pattern and cut. Her +hair was pretty in color and texture, but it was cut almost close, and +just touched the collar of her covert coat. She wore a bowler hat, her +gloves were on the table in front of her--thick, dogskin gloves, like a +man's. She held a roll of paper in her hand, which was bare of rings, +though feminine enough in size and shape. A pince-nez was balanced on +her nose, and her chin--really a pretty chin--was held high in an +aggressive manner. + +Nell had an idea that this was Lady Wolfer, and she edged as close to +the wall as she could, and watched and listened to the speaker with a +natural curiosity and anxiety. + +"To conclude," the orator was saying, with a wave of the roll of paper +and a jerk of the chin, "to conclude, we are banded together to wage a +war against our old tyrant--a war of equity and right. Oh, my sisters, +do not let us falter, do not let us return the sword to the scabbard +until we have cleaved our way to that goal toward which the eyes of +suffering womanhood have been drawn since the gospel of equal rights for +both sexes sounded its first evangel!" + +It was evidently the close, the peroration, of the speech; there was a +burst of applause, much clapping of hands, and immediately afterward a +kind of stampede to some tables, behind which a couple of footmen were +preparing to dispense light refreshments. + +Nell, much mystified, and rather shy and frightened, remained where she +was; and she was just upon the point of inquiring for Lady Wolfer, when +the recent speaker came down the room, talking with one and another of +the presumably less hungry mob, and catching sight of Nell's slight and +rather shrinking figure, advanced toward her. + +"This is a new disciple, I suppose," she said, smiling through her +eyeglasses. + +"I--I wish to see Lady Wolfer," said Nell, trying not to blush. + +"I am Lady Wolfer," said the youngish lady with the short hair and +mannish suit; and she spoke in a gentler voice than Nell would have been +inclined to credit her with. + +"I am--I am Nell Lorton." + +Lady Wolfer looked puzzled for a moment; then she laughed and held out +her hand. + +"Really? Why, how young and----" She was going to say "pretty," but +stopped in time. "Did you wire? But of course you did. I must have +forgotten. I have such a mass of correspondence!" She laughed again. "I +thought you were a new disciple! Come with me!" + +And, with what struck Nell as scant courtesy, her ladyship left the +other ladies, took her by the hand, and led her out of the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +Lady Wolfer led Nell to her ladyship's own room. It was as unlike a +boudoir as it well could be; for the furniture was of the simplest kind, +and in place of the elegant trifles with which the fair sex usually +delight to surround themselves, the tables, the couch, and even the +chairs were littered with solid-looking volumes, blue books, pamphlets, +and sheets of manuscript paper. + +There was a piano, it is true; but its top was loaded with handbills and +posters announcing meetings, and the dust lay thick on its lid. The +writing table was better suited to an office than a lady's "own room," +and it was strewn with the prevailing litter. + +Lady Wolfer cleared a chair by sweeping the books from it, and gently +pushed Nell into it. + +"Now, you sit down for a moment while I ring for a maid to take you to +your room. Heaven only knows where it is, or in what condition you will +find it! You see, I quite forgot you were coming. Candid, isn't it? But +I'm always candid, and I begin at once with you. By the way, oughtn't +you to have come earlier--or later?" + +Nell explained that she had had her breakfast at the station, and spent +an hour in the waiting room, so as not to present herself too early. + +"How thoughtful of you!" said Lady Wolfer. "You don't look--you look so +young and--girlish." + +"I'm not very old," remarked Nell, with a smile. "Perhaps I'm not old +enough to fill the position." + +"Oh, for goodness' sake, don't throw a doubt upon your staying!" said +her ladyship quickly. "I'm so tired of old, or what I call old, people, +and I am sure you will do beautifully. For, though you are so young, you +look as if you could manage; and that is what I can't do--I mean manage +a house. I can talk--I can talk the hind leg off a donkey, as Archie +says"--she stopped, looking slightly embarrassed for a moment, and Nell +supposed that her ladyship alluded to Lord Wolfer--"but when it comes to +details, fortunately there is always somebody else." + +While she had been speaking, Lady Wolfer had taken off her hat and +jacket, and flung them onto the book-and-paper-strewn couch. + +"I'm just come in from a breakfast meeting to attend this one at home," +she explained. "And I've got to go out again directly to a +committee--the Employment of Women Bureau. Have you ever heard of it?" + +Nell shook her head. + +"No? I'm half inclined to envy you. No, I'm not! If it weren't for my +work, I should go out of my mind." + +She put her hand to her head, and for an instant a wearied, melancholy +expression flitted across her face, as if some hidden trouble had reared +its head and grinned at her. + +The door opened, and a maid appeared. + +"Burden, this is Miss Lorton," said Lady Wolfer. "Is her room ready?" + +Burden looked exceedingly doubtful. + +"I expected it! Please have it got ready at once; and send some wine and +biscuits, please." + +A footman brought them, and Lady Wolfer poured some wine out for Nell. + +"Oh, but you must! Heaven knows when we shall have lunch; they'll very +likely consider that scramble downstairs as sufficient. But you'll see +to all that for the future, won't you?" + +"You must tell me, Lady Wolfer----" began Nell, but her ladyship, with a +grimace, stopped her. + +"My dear girl, I can't tell you anything, excepting that Lord Wolfer +takes his breakfast early--not later than nine--is seldom in to lunch, +and still less frequently at home to dinner; but when he does dine here, +he dines at eight. The cook, who is, I believe, rather a decent sort of +man, knows what Lord Wolfer likes, and you can't go very far wrong, I +fancy, if you have a joint of roast beef or a leg of mutton on the menu; +the rest doesn't matter." + +Nell began to feel daunted. There was just a little too much carte blanche +about it. + +"And as to the other servants, why, there's an old person named +Hubbard--Old Mother Hubbard, I call her--who is supposed to look after +them." + +Nell could not help smiling. + +"I don't quite see where I come in," she remarked. + +Lady Wolfer laughed. + +"Oh, don't you?" she replied, as if she had been explaining most fully. +"You are the figurehead, the goddess of the machine. You will see that +all goes right, and give Lord Wolfer his breakfast, and preside at the +dinner when I'm out on the stump----" + +"On the what?" asked the mystified Nell. + +"Out speaking at meetings or serving on committees," said Lady Wolfer. +"And you will arrange about the dinner parties and--and all that kind of +thing, you know--the stupid things that I'm expected to do, but which I +really haven't any time for. Do you quite see now?" + +"I will do all I can," Nell said, and she laughed. + +Lady Wolfer glanced at her rather curiously. + +"How pretty you look when you laugh--quite different. You struck me as +looking rather sad and sobered when I first saw you; but when you +laugh----I should advise you not to laugh when you first see Lord +Wolfer, or he'll think you too absurdly young and girlish for the post. +Do take your hat and jacket off! It will be some time before your room +is ready. Let me help you." + +Nell got her outdoor things off quickly, and Lady Wolfer looked at her +still more approvingly. + +"You really are quite a child, my dear!" she said, and for some reason +or other she sighed. "Why didn't Wolfer tell me about you before, I +wonder? I wish he had; I should like to have had you come and stay with +us. But he is so reserved----" she sighed again. "But never mind; you +are here now. And how tired you must be! You are looking a little pale +now. Why don't you drink that wine? When you are rested--quite +rested--to-night, after dinner, perhaps--let me see, am I going +anywhere?" + +She consulted a large engagement slate of white porcelain which stood +erect on the crowded table. + +"Hem! yes, I have to speak at the Sisters of State Society. Never mind; +to-morrow, after lunch--if I'm at home. Yes, I can see that we shall be +great friends, and that is what I wanted. The others--I mean your +predecessors--were such terrible old frumps, without any idea above +cutlets and clean sheets, that they only bored and worried me; but you +will be quite different----" + +"Perhaps I shan't be able to rise to the cutlet and clean sheets," +suggested Nell diffidently; but her ladyship laughed. + +"Oh, yes, you will!" she declared. "I am an excellent judge of +character--it's one of my qualifications for the work I'm engaged +in--and I can see that you are an admirable manager. I suppose you ran +the house at home?" + +Nell smiled. + +"'Home' meant quite a small cottage," she said. "This is a mansion." + +"Same thing," commented Lady Wolfer encouragingly. "It's all a question +of system. I haven't any; you have; therefore you'll succeed where I +fail. You've got that quiet, mousy little way which indicates strength +of character----What beautiful hair you have, by the way." + +Nell blushed. + +"It's no prettier than yours. Why do you wear it so short, Lady Wolfer?" + +Lady Wolfer laughed--just a little wearily, so it struck Nell. + +"Why? Oh, I don't know. All we advanced women get our hair cut. I +imagine we have a right to do so, and that by going cropped we assert +that right." + +"I see," said Nell. "But isn't it--a pity?" + +Lady Wolfer looked at her curiously, with an expression which Nell did +not understand at that early period of their acquaintance. + +"Does it matter?" she said. "We women have been dolls too long----" + +"But there are short-haired dolls," said Nell, with her native +shrewdness. + +Lady Wolfer did not seem offended. + +"That was rather smart," she remarked. "Take care, or we shall have you +on a public platform before long, my dear." + +"Oh, I hope not! I mean--I beg your pardon." + +"Not at all," said Lady Wolfer, with no abatement of her good humor. +"There's no danger--fortunately, for you. No, my dear; I can see that +yours is a very different metier. Your role is the 'angel of the +house'--to be loved and loving." She turned to the desk as she spoke, +and did not see the flush that rose for an instant to poor Nell's pale +face. "You will always be the woman in chains--the slave of man. I hope +the chain will be of roses, my dear." + +She stifled a sigh as she finished the pretty little sentence; and Nell, +watching her, saw the expression of unrest and melancholy on her +ladyship's face again. Nell wondered what was the matter, and was still +wondering when there came a knock at the door. + +"Come in!" said Lady Wolfer; and a gentleman entered. He was young and +good-looking, his tall figure clad in the regulation frock coat, in the +buttonhole of which was a delicate orchid. The hat which he carried in his +lavender-gloved hands shone as if it had just left the manufacturer's +hands, and his small feet were clad in the brightest of patent-leather +boots. + +"I beg pardon!" he began, in the slow drawl which fashion had of late +ordained. "Didn't know you weren't alone. Sorry!" + +At the sound of his voice a faint flush rose to Lady Wolfer's rather +pretty face. + +"Oh, it's you, is it?" she said, nodding familiarly. "I thought it was +Burden." + +"I've come to take you to the meetin'," said the beautifully dressed +gentleman, clipping off his "g" in the manner approved by the smart set. + +"Thanks. This is Sir Archie Walbrooke," said Lady Wolfer, introducing +him; "and this is my cousin--we are cousins, you know, my dear--Miss +Lorton." + +Sir Archie bowed, and stared meditatively at Nell. + +"Goin' to the meetin', too?" he asked. "Hope so, I'm sure. Great fun, +these meetin's." + +"No; oh, no," explained Lady Wolfer. "Miss Lorton has come to set us all +straight, and keep us so, I hope." + +"Trust I'm included; want it," said Sir Archie--"want it badly." + +"Oh, you're incorrigible--incorrigibly stupid, I mean," retorted Lady +Wolfer. "She has come to take care of us--Wolfer and me." + +"Run the show--I see," he said gravely. "If it isn't a rude question, I +should like to ask: 'Who's goin' to take care of Miss Norton?'" + +"Lorton, Lorton," corrected Lady Wolfer. "And it is a rude question, to +which you won't get an answer. Go downstairs and smoke a cigarette. I'll +be ready presently." + +"All right--delighted; but time's up, you know," he said; and, with a +bow to Nell, sauntered out. + +Lady Wolfer sat down at the desk, and wrote rapidly for a moment; then +she said casually--a little too casually, it would have struck a woman +of the world: + +"That is a great friend of mine--and Lord Wolfer's," she added quickly. +"He is an awfully nice man, and--and very useful. He is a kind of tame +cat here, runs in and out as he likes, and plays escort when I'm +slumming or attending meetings. I hope you'll like him. He's not such a +fool as he looks, and though he does clip his 'Gees'--sounds like a +pun, doesn't it?--and cuts his sentences short, he--he is very +good-natured and obliging." + +"He seems so," said Nell, a little puzzled to understand why Lady Wolfer +did not take her maid or one of her lady friends to her meetings, +instead of being taken by Sir Archie Walbrooke. + +Burden knocked at the door at this moment, and announced that Miss +Lorton's room was ready. + +"Very well," said Lady Wolfer, as if relieved. "Be sure that Miss Lorton +has everything she wants. And, oh, Burden, please understand that all +Miss Lorton's orders are to be obeyed--I mean, obeyed without hesitation +or question. She is absolutely in command here." + +"Yes, my lady," responded Burden respectfully. + +Nell followed her to a corridor on the next floor, and into a large and +handsomely furnished room with which the bedchamber communicated. Her +box had been unpacked, and its modest contents arranged in a wardrobe +and drawers. The rooms looked as if they had been got ready hurriedly, +but they were handsome and richly furnished, and Burden apologized for +their lack of homeliness. + +"I'll get some flowers, miss," she said. "There's a big box of them +comes up from the country place every morning. And if you think it's +cold, I'll light a fire----" + +"Oh, no, no," said Nell, as brightly as she could. + +"And can I help you change, miss? I'm your maid, if you please." + +Nell shook her head, still smiling. + +"It is all very nice," she said, "and I shall only be a few minutes. I +should like to go over the house," she asked, rather timidly. + +"If you ring that bell, miss, I will come at once; and I will tell Mrs. +Hubbard that you want to go round with her," said Burden. + +Nell, after the ardently desired "wash and change," sat down by the +window and looked onto the grimy London square, whose trees and grass +were burned brown, and tried to convince herself that she really was +Nell of Shorne Mills; that she really was housekeeper to Lady Wolfer; +that this really was life, and not a fantastic dream. But it was +difficult to do so. Back her mind would travel to Shorne Mills and +to--to Drake. + +What had he done and said when he had got her letter? Ah, well, he would +understand; yes, he would understand, and would take it as final. He +would go away, to Lady Luce. They would be married. She would not think. + +Providence had sent her work--work to divert her mind and save her from +despair, and she would not look back, would not dwell upon the past. +But how her tender, loving heart ached and throbbed with the memory of +those happy weeks, with the never-to-be-forgotten kisses of the man who +had won her heart, whose face and voice haunted her every moment of the +day. + +She sprang to her feet and rang the bell, and Burden came in and led her +along the broad corridors and across the main hall. A middle-aged woman +in a stiff, black dress stood waiting for her, and gave her a stately +bow. + +"I am Mrs. Hubbard, miss," she began, rather searchingly; but Nell's +sweet face and smile melted her at once. "I shall be pleased to take you +hover, miss," she commenced, a little less grumpily. "It's a big 'ouse, +and not a heasy one to manage; but per'aps, your ladyship--I beg your +pardon, miss--per'aps you have been used to a big 'ouse?" + +"No, indeed," said Nell, whose native shrewdness told her that this was +a woman who had to be conciliated. "I have never lived in anything +bigger than a cottage, and I shall need all your help, Mrs. Hubbard. You +will have to be very patient with me." + +Mrs. Hubbard had been prepared to fight, or, at any rate, to display a +haughty stand-offishness; but she went down before the sweet face and +girlish voice, and, if the truth must be told, by a certain something in +Nell's eyes, which shone there when the _Annie Laurie_ was beating +before a contrary wind; a directness of gaze which indicated a spirit, +not easily quelled, lurking behind the dark-gray eyes. + +Mrs. Hubbard instantly realized that this beautiful girl, young as she +was, was compounded of different material to the "old frumps" who had +preceded her, and whom Mrs. Hubbard had easily vanquished, and the old +lady changed her tactics with rather startling promptitude. + +She conducted Nell over the large place; the footmen and maidservants +stood up, questionably at first, but respectfully in the end, and Nell +tried to grasp the extent of the responsibility which she had +undertaken. + +"I think it all rests with you, Mrs. Hubbard," she said, as she sat in the +housekeeper's room, Mrs. Hubbard standing respectfully--respectfully!--in +front of her. "I am too young and inexperienced to run so large a place +without your help; but I think--I only think--I can do it, if you stand by +me. Will you do so? Yes, I think you will." + +She looked up with the smile which had made slaves of all Shorne Mills +in her gray eyes, and Mrs. Hubbard was utterly vanquished. + +"If you come to me every morning after breakfast, we can talk matters +over," said Nell, "and can decide between us what is to be done, and +what not to be done; but you must never forget, please, that I know so +little about anything." + +And Mrs. Hubbard went back to the servants' hall with her mouth and her +eyes set firmly. + +"Now, mind," she said, with an imperial dignity to the curious and +expectant servants, "there's to be no more goings-on from this time +forth. No more coming in by the area gate after eleven, and no more +parties in the servants' 'all when 'is lordship and ladyship is dining +out! An' I'll 'ave the bells answered the first time, an' no waitin' +till they're rung twice or three times, mind! An' if you want to see the +policeman, Mary Jane, you can slip out for five minutes; he don't come +into the house, you understan'!" + +Little dreaming of the domestic reformation she had brought about, Nell +went back to her room, and resumed her endeavor to persuade herself that +she was not moving in a dream. + +Presently a gong sounded, and, guessing that it rang for lunch, she went +down to the smaller dining room, in which Mrs. Hubbard had told her that +meal was usually served. + +The butler and footman were in attendance, but, though covers were laid +for three, there was no one present but herself. + +She looked round the richly decorated and handsomely furnished room, and +felt rather lonely and helpless, but it occurred to her that either Lord +or Lady Wolfer might come in, and that it was her place to be there; so +she sat at the head of the table--where the butler had drawn back her +chair for her--and began her lunch. + +By this time, she was feeling hungry--for she had eaten nothing since +her very early breakfast, excepting the biscuit in Lady Wolfer's room; +and she was in the middle of her soup when the footman went in a +leisurely manner to the door and opened it, and a gentleman entered. + +Now, Nell, from Mrs. Lorton's talk of him, and his letter, had imagined +Lord Wolfer as, if not an old man, one well past middle age; she was, +therefore, rather startled when she saw that the gentleman who went +straight to the bottom of the table, thus proving himself to be Lord +Wolfer, was anything but old; indeed, still young, as age is reckoned +nowadays. He was tall and thin, and very grave in manner and expression; +and Nell, as with a blush she rose and eyed him, noticed, even in that +first moment, that--strangely enough--his rather handsome face wore the +half-sad, half-wistful expression which she had seen cross Lady Wolfer's +pretty countenance. + +He had not noticed her until he had gained his chair, then he started +slightly, as if aroused from a reverie, and came toward her. + +"You are--er--Miss Lorton?" he said, with an intense gravity in his +voice and eyes. + +"Yes," said Nell. "And you are--Lord Wolfer?" + +"Your cousin--I am afraid very much removed," he responded. "When did +you arrive? I hope you had a pleasant journey?" he replied and asked as +he sank into his seat. + +Nell made a suitable response. + +"You will take some soup? Oh, you have some. Yes; it was a long journey. +Have you seen my wife--Lady Wolfer? Yes? I'm glad she was in. She is +very seldom at home." He did not sigh, by any means; but his voice had a +chilled and melancholy note in it. "And Sophia--Mrs. Lorton--is, I hope, +well? It is very kind of you to put in an appearance so soon. I'm afraid +you ought to be in bed and resting." + +Nell laughed softly, and he looked as if the laugh had startled him, and +surveyed her through his eyeglasses with a more lengthened and critical +scrutiny than he had hitherto ventured on. The fresh, young loveliness +of her face, the light that shone in her dark-gray eyes, seemed to +impress him, and he was almost guilty of a common stare; but he +remembered himself in time, and bent over his plate. + +"I am not at all tired, Lord Wolfer," said Nell. "I am not used to +traveling--this is the first long journey I have made--but I am +accustomed to riding"--she winced inwardly as she thought of the rides +with Drake--"and--and--sailing and yachting." + +The earl nodded. + +"Put the--the cutlets, or whatever they are, on the table, and you may +go," he said to the butler; and when the servants had left the room he +said to Nell: + +"I seldom lunch at home, and I like to do so alone." + +Nell smiled. Grave as he looked, she did not feel at all afraid of him. + +"I did not mean that," he said, with an answering smile. "I meant +without the servants. And so you have come to our assistance, Miss +Lorton?" + +"I don't know whether that is the way to put it," said Nell, with her +usual frankness. "I'm afraid that I shall be of very little use; but I +am going to try." + +His lordship nodded. + +"And I think you will succeed--let me hand you a cutlet. Our great +trouble has been--may I trouble you for the salt? Perhaps you would +prefer to have the servants in the room?" + +"No, oh, no!" replied Nell, quickly, as, reaching to her fullest extent, +she pushed the salt. "It is much nicer without them--I mean that I am +not used to so many servants." + +He inclined his head. + +"As you please," he said courteously. "Our great trouble has been that +my wife's public duties have prevented her from taking any share in +domestic matters. She is--er--I presume she is not coming in to lunch?" +he asked, with a quick glance at Nell, and an instant return to his +plate. + +"N-o; I think not," replied Nell. "Lady Wolfer has gone to a +meeting--I'm sorry to say I forget what it is. Some--some Sisters--no, I +can't remember. It is very stupid of me," she wound up penitently. + +"It is of no consequence. Lady Wolfer is greatly in request; there is no +movement of the advanced kind with which she is not connected," said his +lordship; and though he spoke in a tone of pride, he wound up with a +stifled sigh which reminded Nell of the sigh which she had heard Lady +Wolfer breathe. "She is--er--an admirable speaker," he continued, "quite +admirable. Did she go alone?" + +The question came so suddenly, so unexpectedly, and apparently so +irrelevantly, that Nell was almost startled. + +"No," she replied. "A gentleman went with her." + +The earl laid down his knife and fork suddenly, then picked them up +again, and made a great fuss with the remains of his cutlet. + +"Oh! Did you--er--did you hear who it was?" + +"Yes," said Nell, "but I can't remember his name. It has quite gone for +the moment;" and she knit her brows. + +The earl stared straight at the epergne. + +"Was it--Sir Archie Walbrooke?" he said, in a dry, expressionless voice. + +Nell laughed, as one laughs at the sudden return of a treacherous +memory. + +"Of course, yes! That was the name," she said brightly. "How stupid of +me!" + +But Lord Wolfer did not laugh. He bent still lower over the cutlet, and +worried the bone a minute or two in silence; then he consulted his +watch, and rose. + +"I beg you will excuse me," he said. "I have an appointment--a +meeting----" + +He mumbled himself out of the room, and Nell sat and gazed at the door +which had closed behind him. + +She was too innocent, too ignorant of the world, to have even the +faintest idea of the trouble which lowered over the house which she had +entered; but a vague dread of something intangible took possession of +her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +If Nell wanted work that would prevent her dwelling upon her heart's +loss, she had certainly found it at Egerton House. Before a week had +passed she had slipped into her position of presiding genius; and, +marvelous to relate, seeing how young and inexperienced she was, she +filled it very well. + +At first she was considerably worried by the condition of domestic +affairs. Meals were prepared for persons who might or might not be +present to eat them. Sometimes she would sit down alone to a lunch +sufficient for half a dozen persons; at others, Lady Wolfer would come +down at the last moment and say: + +"Oh, Nell, dear"--it had very quickly come to "Nell"--"ever so many +women are coming to lunch--nine or ten, I forget which. I ought to have +told you, oughtn't I? And I really meant to, but somehow it slipped out +of my head. And they are mostly people with good appetites. Is there +anything in the house? But, there! I know you will manage somehow, won't +you, dear?" + +And Nell would summon the long-suffering Mrs. Hubbard, and additions +would hastily be made to the small menu, and Nell would come in looking +as cool and composed as if the guests had run no risk of starvation. + +The dinner hour, as Lady Wolfer had said, was eight, but it was often +nine or half-past before she and Lord Wolfer put in an appearance; and +more than once during the week the earl had been accompanied by persons +whom he had brought from the House or some meeting, and expected to have +them provided for. + +The cook never knew how many guests to expect; the coachman never knew +when the horses and carriages would be wanted; the footmen were called +upon to leave their proper duties and wait upon a mob of "advanced +women" collected for a meeting--and a scramble feed--in the dining room, +when perhaps a proper lunch should have been in preparation for an +ordinary party. + +There was no rest, no cessation of the stir and turmoil in the great +house, and amid it all Nell moved like a kind of good fairy, contriving +to just keep the whole thing from smashing up in chaotic confusion. + +Presently everybody began to rely upon her, and came to her for +assistance; and the earl himself was uneasy and dissatisfied if she were +not at the head of the breakfast table, at which he and she very often +made a duet. He seemed to see Lady Wolfer very seldom, and gradually +got into the habit of communicating with her through Nell. It would be: + +"May I trouble you so far, Miss Lorton, as to ask Lady Wolfer if she +intends going to the Wrexhold reception to-night?" Or: "Lady Wolfer +wishes for a check for these bills. May I ask you to give it to her? +Thank you very much. I am afraid I am giving you a great deal of +trouble." + +Sometimes Nell would say: "Lady Wolfer is in her room. Shall I tell her +you are here?" and he would make haste to reply: + +"Oh, no; not at all necessary. She may be very much engaged. Besides, I +am just going out." + +Grave and reserved, not to say grim, though he was, Nell got to like +him. His pomposity was on the surface, and his stiffness and hauteur +were but the mannerisms with which some men are cursed. At the end of +the week he startled her by alluding to the salary which he had offered +her in his letter. + +"I am afraid you thought it a very small sum, Miss Lorton," he said. "I +myself considered it inadequate; but I asked a friend what he paid in a +similar case, and I was, quite wrongly, I see, guided by him." + +"It is quite enough," said Nell, blushing. "I think it would have been +fairer if you had not paid me anything--at any rate, to start with." + +"We will, if you please, increase it to one hundred pounds," he said, +ignoring her protest. "I beg you will not refuse; in fact, I shall +regard your acceptance as a favor." + +He rose to leave the room before Nell could reply, and Lady Wolfer, +entering with her usual rapidity, nearly ran against him. He begged her +pardon with extreme courtesy, and was passing out, when she stopped him +with a: + +"Oh, I'm glad I've seen you. Will the twenty-fourth do for the dinner +party? Are you engaged for that night? I'm not, I think." + +The earl's grave eyes rested on her pretty, piquant face as she +consulted her ivory tablets, but his gaze was lowered instantly as she +looked up at him again. + +"No," he said. "Is it a large party?" + +She shrugged her shoulders. + +"I'm afraid so. I'm going over the list with Nell, here. Oh, for +goodness' sake, don't run away, dear!" she broke off, as Nell, thinking +herself rather de trop, moved toward an opposite door; and Nell, of +course, remained. + +"She's the most awful girl to get hold of!" said her ladyship. "If ever +you want to speak to her, to have a nice, quiet chat with her, she has +always got to go and 'see to something.'" + +"I can understand that Miss Lorton's time must be much occupied," said +the earl, with a courteous little inclination of the head to Nell. + +"Yes, I know; but she might occupy it with me sometimes," remarked her +ladyship. + +"I can give you just five minutes," said Nell, laughing. "This is just +my busiest hour." + +The earl waited for a minute, waited as if under compulsion and to see +if Lady Wolfer had anything more to say to him, then passed out. On his +way across the hall he met Sir Archie Walbrooke. + +"Mornin', Wolfer," said the young man, in his slow, self-possessed way. +"Lady Wolfer at home? Got to see her about--'pon my honor, forget what +it was now!" + +The earl smiled gravely. + +"You will find her in the library, Walbrooke," he said, and went on his +way. + +Sir Archie was shown into the room where Lady Wolfer and Nell were +conferring over the dinner party, and Lady Wolfer looked up with an +easy: + +"Oh, it's you, is it? What brings you here? Oh, never mind, if you can't +remember; I dare say I shall presently. Meanwhile, you can help us make +out this list." + +"Always glad to make myself useful," he drawled, seating himself on the +settee beside Lady Wolfer, and taking hold of one side of the piece of +paper which she held. + +They were soon so deeply engaged that Nell, eager to get to Mrs. +Hubbard, left them for a while. + +When she came in again, the list was lying on the floor, Lady Wolfer was +leaning forward, with her hands clasped tightly in her lap, her pretty +face lined and eloquent of some deep emotion, and Sir Archie was talking +in a low, and, for him, eager tone. + +As Nell entered, Lady Wolfer rose quickly, and Sir Archie, fumbling at +his eyeglass, looked for the moment somewhat disconcerted. + +"If we're goin' to this place, hadn't we better go?" he said, with his +usual drawl; and Lady Wolfer, murmuring an assent, left the room. Nell, +following her to her room to ask a question about the dinner party, was +surprised and rather alarmed at finding her pale and trembling. + +"Oh, what is the matter?" Nell asked. "Are you ill?" + +"No, oh, no! It is nothing," Lady Wolfer replied hastily. "Where is my +hat? No, don't ring for my maid. Help me--you help me----" + +She let her hand rest for a moment on Nell's arm, and looked into her +grave eyes wistfully. + +"Were you--were you ever in trouble, Nell?" she asked. "I mean a great +trouble, which threatened to overshadow your life--not a death; that is +hard enough to fight, but--how foolishly I am talking! And how white you +have gone! Why, child, you can't know anything of such trouble as I +mean! What is it?" she broke off, as the maid knocked at the door and +entered. + +"The phaeton is ready, my lady; and Sir Archie says are you going to +drive, or is he? because, if so, he will change his gloves, so as not to +keep your ladyship waiting." + +"I don't care--oh, he can drive," said Lady Wolfer. She spoke as if the +message, acting as a kind of reminder, had helped her to recover her +usual half-careless, half-defiant mood. "About this dinner, Nell; will +you ask Lord Wolfer if there is any one he would like asked, and add +them to the list? Where did I leave it? Oh, it's in the library." + +Nell went down for it, and, as she opened the door, Sir Archie came +forward with an eager and anxious expression on his handsome face--an +expression which changed to one of slight embarrassment as he saw that +it was Nell. + +"The list? Ah, yes; here it is. I'm afraid it's not fully made out; but +there's plenty of time. Is Lady Wolfer nearly ready?" + +Nell went away with a vague feeling of uneasiness. Had Lady Wolfer been +telling Sir Archie of her "trouble"? If so, why did she not tell her +husband? But perhaps she had. + +Nell had no time to dwell upon Lady Wolfer's incoherent speech, for the +coming dinner party provided her with plenty to think about. She had +hoped that she herself would not be expected to be present, but when on +the following evening she expressed this hope, Lady Wolfer had laughed +at her. + +"My dear child," she said, "don't expect that you are going to be let +off. Of course, you don't want to be present; neither do I, nor any of +the guests. Everybody hates and loathes dinner parties; but so they do +the influenza and taxes; but most of us have to have the influenza and +pay the taxes, all the same." + +"But I haven't a dress," said Nell. + +"Then get one made. Send to Cerise and tell her that I say she is to +build you one immediately. Anyway, dress or no dress, you will have to +be present. Why, I shouldn't be at all surprised if my husband refused +to eat his dinner if you were not." + +Nell laughed. + +"And I know that Lord Wolfer would not notice my presence or my +absence," she said. + +Lady Wolfer looked at her rather curiously, certainly not jealously, but +gravely and wistfully. + +"My dear Nell, don't you know that he thinks very highly of you, and +that he considers you a marvel of wisdom and cleverness?" + +"I should be a marvel of conceit and vanity if I were foolish enough to +believe that you meant some of the pretty things you say to me," +remarked Nell. "And have I got the complete list of all the guests? I +asked Lord Wolfer, and he said that he should like Lord and Lady +Angleford invited." + +Lady Wolfer nodded. + +"All right. You will find their address in the _Court Guide_. But I think +he has the gout, and Lady Angleford never goes anywhere without him. +Did--did my husband say anything more about the party--or--anything?" she +asked, bending over the proofs of a speech she was correcting. + +"No," said Nell. "Only that he left everything to you, of course." + +"Of course," said her ladyship. "He is, as usual, utterly indifferent +about everything concerning me. Don't look so scared, my child," she +added, with a bitter little laugh. "That is the usual attitude of the +husband, especially when he is a public man, and needs a figure to sit +at the head of his table and ride in his carriages instead of a wife! +There! you are going to run away, I see. And you look as if I had talked +high treason. My dear Nell, when you know as much of the world as you +know of your prayer book----Bah! why should I open those innocent eyes +of yours? Run away--and play, I was going to say; but I'm afraid you +don't get much play. Archie was saying only yesterday that we were +working you too hard, and that we ought to be ashamed of ourselves." + +Nell flushed rather resentfully. + +"I am much obliged to Sir Archie's expression of sympathy," she began. + +"Yes! You sound like it!" said Lady Wolfer, laughing. "My dear, why +don't you get angry oftener? It suits you. Your face just wants that +dash of color; and I'd no idea your eyes were so violety! You can give +me a kiss if you like--mind the ink! Ah, Nell, some day some man will go +mad over that same face and eyes of yours. Well, don't marry a +politician, or a man who thinks it undignified to care for his wife! +There, do go!" + +As Nell went away, puzzled by Lady Wolfer's words and manner, her +ladyship let her head fall upon her hand, and, sighing deeply, gazed at +the "proof" as if she had forgotten it. + +Nell did not send for Madame Cerise, but purchased a skirt of black lace, +and set to work to make up the bodice. She was engaged on this one evening +two nights before the dinner, when Burden came in with: + +"A gentleman to see you, miss. He's in the library. It's Mr. Lorton, +your brother, I think----" + +Nell was on the stairs before the maid had finished, and running into +the library, had got Dick in her arms--and his brand-new hat on the +floor. + +"Dick! Oh, Dick! Is it really you?" + +"Yes; but there won't be much left of me if you continue garroting me; +and would you mind my picking up my hat? It is the only one I've got, +and we don't grow 'em at Shorne Mills! Why, Nell, how--yes, how thin +you've got! And, I say, what a swagger house! I'd always looked upon +mamma's swell relations as a kind of 'Mrs. Harrises,' until now." + +He nodded, as he endeavored to smooth the roughened silk of his hat. + +"Mamma--tell me; she is all right, Dick?" + +"Oh, yes. I've got no end of messages. She's had your letters, all of +'em; and she hopes that you are taking advantage of your splendid +position. Is it a splendid position, Nell? They seemed to think me of +some consequence when I mentioned, dissembling my pride in the +connection, that I was your brother." + +Nell nodded. + +"Yes, yes; it is all right, and I am quite--happy. And Shorne Mills, +Dick, are they all well?" + +"And kicking. I've got a hundred messages which you can sum up in 'love +from all.' And, Nell, I've only time to say how are you, for I'm going +to catch the Irish mail. Fact! Bardsley & Bardsley are sending me to +some engineering work there. How's that for high? Ah, would you!" +gingerly whisking his hat behind him. "Keep off; and, Nell, how's +Drake?" + +The abrupt question sent the blood rushing through Nell's face, and then +as suddenly from it, leaving it stone white. + +"Drake--Mr. Vernon?" she said, almost inaudibly. "I--I do not know. I--I +have not seen--heard." + +"No? That's rum! I should have thought that tiff was over by this time. +Can't make it out! What have you been doing, Miss Lorton?" + +Nell bravely tried to smile. + +"You--you have seen him? You never wrote and told me, Dick! You--you +gave him my note?" + +Dick nodded rather gravely. + +"Yes." + +"And--and----" She could not speak. + +"Oh, yes; I gave it him, and he said----Well, he looked broken up over +it; quite broken up. He said--let me see; I didn't pay very much +attention because I thought he'd write to you and see you. They +generally wind up that way, after a quarrel, don't they?" + +"It does not matter. No, I have not seen or heard," said Nell. + +"Well, he said: 'Tell her that it's quite true.' Dashed if I know what +he meant! And that he wouldn't worry you, but would obey you and not +write or see you. I think that was all." + +It was enough. If the faintest spark of hope had been left to glow in +Nell's bosom, Drake's message extinguished it. + +Her head dropped for a moment, then she looked up bravely. + +"It was what I expected, Dick. It--was like him. No, no; don't speak; +don't say any more about it. And you'll stay, Dick? Lady Wolfer will be +glad to see you. They are all so kind to me, and----" + +"I'm so glad to hear that," said Dick; "because if they hadn't been I +should have insisted upon your going home. But I suppose they really are +kind, and don't starve you, though you are so thin." + +"It's the London air, or want of air," said Nell. "And mamma, does +she"--she faltered wistfully--"miss me?" + +"We all miss you--especially the butcher and the baker," replied Dick +diplomatically. "And now I'm off. And, Nell--oh, do mind my hat!--if you +know Drake's address, I should like to write to him." + +She shook her head. + +"Strange," said Dick. "I wrote to the address in London to which I +posted the letters when he was ill, and it came back 'Not known.' I--I +think he must have gone abroad. Well, there, I won't say any more; +but--'he was werry good to me,' as poor Joe says in the novel, you know, +Nell." + +Yes, it was well for Nell that she had no time to dwell upon her heart's +loss; and yet she found some minutes for that "Sorrow's crown of +sorrow," the remembrance of happier days, as she leaned over her black +lace bodice that night when the great house was silent, and the quiet +room was filled with visions of Shorne Mills--visions in which Drake, +the lover who had left her for Lady Luce, was the principal figure. + +On the night of the big dinner party, she, having had the last +consultation with Mrs. Hubbard and the butler, went downstairs. The vast +drawing-room was empty, and she was standing by the fire and looking at +the clock rather anxiously--for it was quite on the cards that Lady +Wolfer would be late, and that some of the guests would arrive before +the hostess was ready to receive them--when the door opened and her +ladyship entered. She was handsomely dressed, and wore the family +diamonds, and Nell, who had not before seen her so richly attired and +bejeweled, was about to express her admiration, when Lady Wolfer stopped +short and surveyed the slim figure of her "housekeeper companion" with +widely opened eyes and a smile of surprise and friendly approval. + +"My dear child, how--how----Ahem! no, it's no use; I must speak my mind! +My dear Nell, if I were as vain as some women, and, like most, had a +strong objection to being cut out in my own house by my own cousin, I +should send you to bed! Where did you get that dress, and who made it?" + +Nell laughed and blushed. + +"I bought it in Regent Street--half of it--and made the rest; and please +don't pretend that you like it." + +"I won't," said Lady Wolfer succinctly. "My dear, you are too pretty for +anything, and the dress is charming! Oh, mine! Mine is commonplace +compared beside it, and smacks the modiste and the Louvre; while +yours----Archie is right; you have more taste than Cerise herself----" +She broke off as the earl entered. "Don't you admire Nell's dress?" she +said, but with her eyes fixed on one of her bracelets, which appeared to +have come unfastened. + +The earl looked at Nell--blushing furiously now--with grave attention. + +"I always admire Miss Lorton's dresses," he said, with a little bow. +Then his eyes wandered to the white arm and the open bracelet, and he +made a step toward his wife; then he hesitated, and, before he could +make up his mind to fasten it, she had snapped to the clasp. + +"I tell her she will cause a sensation to-night," she said, moving away. + +He looked at his wife gravely. + +"Indeed, yes," he said absently. "Is it not time some of them arrived?" + +As he spoke, the footman announced Lady Angleford. + +She came forward, her train sweeping behind her, a pleasant smile on her +mignonne face. + +"Am I the first, Lady Wolfer? That is the punishment for American +punctuality!" + +"So good of you!" murmured Lady Wolfer. "And where is Lord Angleford?" + +"I'm sorry, but he has the gout!" + +Lady Wolfer expressed her regret. + +"And Lord Selbie?" she asked. "Shall we see him?" + +"Did you ask him?" asked Lady Angleford, her brow wrinkling eagerly. "Is +he in England? Have you heard that he has returned?" + +Another woman would have been embarrassed, but Lady Wolfer was too +accustomed to getting into scrapes of this kind not to find a way out of +them. + +"Isn't that like me? Nell, dear--this is my cousin and our guardian +angel, Miss Lorton--Lady Angleford! Did we ask Lord Selbie?" + +Nell smiled and shook her head. + +"N-o," she said; "his name was not on the list, I think." + +Lady Angleford, who had been looking at her with interest, went up to +her. + +"It wouldn't have been any use," she said. "He is abroad--somewhere." + +She stifled a sigh as she spoke. + +"Then there is no need for us to feel overwhelmed with guilt, Nell," +said Lady Wolfer. "Come and warm yourself, my dear. Oh, that gout! No +wonder you won't join the 'Advance Movement!' You've quite enough to try +you. Nell, come and tell Lady Angleford how hard I work." + +Nell came forward to join in the conversation; but all the time they +were talking she was wondering where she had heard Lord Selbie's name! + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +Lord Selbie?--Lord Selbie? Nell worried her memory in vain. She had read +extracts from the _Fashion Gazette_ so often, the aristocratic names had +passed out of her mind almost before she had pronounced them, and it was +not surprising that she should fail to recall this Lord Selbie's. + +She had not much time or opportunity for reflection, for the other +guests were arriving, and the party was almost complete. As she stood a +little apart, she noticed the dresses, and smiled as she felt how +incapable she would be of describing their magnificence to mamma. It was +her first big dinner party, and she was amused and interested in +watching the brilliant groups, and in listening to the small talk. + +Lady Wolfer's clear voice could be heard distinctly; but though she +talked and laughed with apparent ease and freedom, Nell fancied that her +ladyship was not quite at her ease, that there was something forced in +her gayety, and that her laugh now and again rang false. Nell saw, too, +that Lady Wolfer's glance wandered from time to time to the door, as if +she were waiting for some one. + +The earl came up to Nell. + +"Are we all here? It is late," he said, in his grave way, and glancing +at the clock. + +Nell looked around and counted. + +"One more," she said, in as low a tone. As she spoke, the door opened, +and Sir Archie Walbrooke entered. + +Nell heard Lady Wolfer hesitate in the middle of a sentence, and saw her +turn away, with her back to the door. + +Sir Archie came across the room in his usual deliberate fashion, as +self-possessed and impassive as if he were quite ignorant that he had +kept a roomful of people waiting. + +Lady Wolfer gave him her hand without breaking off her conversation with +the prime minister, who was chatting and laughing with the carelessness +of a boy, and as if he had never even heard of a ministerial crisis. + +"Afraid I'm late," said Sir Archie, in slow and even tones. "Cab horse +fell down--nearly always does when I'm behind one. Strange." + +"I will hand your excuse to the cook," said Lady Wolfer. "I hope he will +believe it. None of us do, I assure you." + +The butler announced dinner, and the party coupled and filed in, the +earl taking a dowager duchess, a good-natured lady with an obvious wig +and cheeks which blushed--with rouge--like unto those of a dairymaid. +Nell fell to the lot of an undersecretary for the colonies, who was so +great a favorite of the prime minister's that no one dreamed of asking +the great man without sending an invitation to his friend, who was +generally known as "Sir Charles." Like most clever men, he was +simplicity itself, and he watched Nell through his pince-nez as she +surveyed the brilliant line of guests round the long, oblong table, with +an interest in her interest. + +"How well Lady Wolfer is looking to-night," he said, staring at the +hostess at the head of the table. Her eyes were bright, a faint flush on +her cheeks, and her soft hair, which her maid had arranged as +advantageously as short hair can be dressed, shone in the subdued light +of the shaded candles. "One is so accustomed to seeing her in--well," +and he smiled, "strictly business garb, that full war paint strikes one +with the revelation of her prettiness." + +"Yes; isn't she pretty?" said Nell eagerly. "But I always think she is; +though, of course, I like her best in evening dress." + +He smiled at the promptitude of her ingenious admiration. + +"If I had my way, your sex should always wear one of two costumes: a +riding habit or dinner dress." + +"That would be rather inconvenient," said Nell. "Imagine walking out on +a wet day in a habit or a ball frock!" + +"I know," he said. "But I don't think you ought to walk out on a wet +day." + +"You ought to live in Turkey," said Nell, with a laugh. + +"That is rather neat," he said approvingly; "but pray, don't repeat my +speech to Lady Wolfer; she would think me exceedingly frivolous, and I +spend my time in the endeavor to convince her of my gravity and +discretion." + +"Are all politicians supposed to be grave?" asked Nell, glancing at the +prime minister, who had just related an anecdote in his own inimitable +manner, and was laughing as heartily as if he had not a care in the +world. + +Sir Charles followed her eyes and smiled. + +"Judging by Mr. Gresham, one would answer with an emphatic negative," he +said. "But he is an exception to the rule. He is only grave when he is +in the House--and not always then. I have known him crack a joke--and +laugh at it--at the very moment the fate of his ministry swung in the +balance. Some men are born boys, and remain so all their lives, and +some----" He stopped and involuntarily looked at his host, who sat at +the end of the table, his tall, thin figure bolt upright, his face with +a kind of courteous gravity. He had heard the anecdote and paid it the +tribute of a smile, but the smile had passed quickly, and his +countenance had resumed its wonted seriousness in a moment. + +"I always regard Lord Wolfer as a model of what a statesman should +seem," said Sir Charles. "I mean that he, more than any man I know, +comes up to the popular idea of a great statesman--that is, in manner +and bearing." + +Nell remained silent. It was not befitting that she should discuss her +host and employer; and she wondered whether the clever undersecretary +beside her knew who she was and the position she held in the house. She +did not know enough of the world to be aware that nowadays one discusses +one's friends--even at their own tables--with a freedom which would have +shocked an earlier generation. + +"I often think," he continued, "that Lord Wolfer would have served the +moralists as an instance of the vanity of human wishes." + +"Why?" Nell could not help asking. + +"Think of it!" he said, with a slight laugh. "He is the bearer of an old +and honored title, he is passing rich, he is a cabinet minister, he is +married to an extremely clever and charming lady--we agreed that she is +pretty, too, didn't we?--and----" He paused a moment. "Should you say +that Lord Wolfer is a happy man?" + +As he put this significant question, which explained his remark about +the vanity of human wishes, Nell looked at the earl. He was apparently +listening to the duchess by his side; but his eyes, under their +straight, dark brows, were fixed upon his wife, who, leaning forward +slightly, was listening with downcast eyes and a smile to Sir Archie, a +few chairs from her. + +Nell flushed. + +"N-o, I don't know," she said, rather confusedly. "Lord Wolfer has so +much on his mind--politics, and----He is nearly always at work; he is +often in his study writing until early morning." + +Sir Charles looked at her quickly. + +"You know them very well. You are staying here?" he asked. + +"I live here," said Nell simply. "I am what Sir Archie Walbrooke calls +'general utility.' Lady Wolfer has so much to do, and I help her keep +house, or try and persuade myself that I do." + +Sir Charles was too much a man of the world to be discomfited; but he +laughed a little ruefully as he said: + +"That serves me right for discussing people with a lady with whom I +haven't the honor and pleasure of an acquaintance. It reminds me of that +very old story of the man at the evening party, which you no doubt +remember." + +"No; I've heard so few stories, old or new," said Nell, smiling. "Please +tell it me." + +"I will if you'll tell me your name in exchange; mine is Fletcher, but I +am usually called Sir Charles because Mr. Gresham honors me with his +close friendship. 'Charles, his friend,' as they used to put it in the +old play books, you know." + +"I see; and my name is Lorton, Eleanor Lorton, commonly called Nell +Lorton--because I have a brother. And the story?" + +Sir Charles laughed. + +"Oh, it's too old; but, old as it is, I had forgotten to take its moral +to heart. A man was leaning against the wall, yawning, at an evening +party. He was fearfully bored, for he knew scarcely any one there, and +had been brought at the last moment by a friend. As he was making up his +mind to cut it, another man came and leaned against the wall beside him +and yawned, also. Said the first: 'Awful slow, isn't it?' 'Yes,' replied +Number Two, 'frightful crush and beastly hot.' 'Dreadful. I could stand +it a little longer if that woman at the piano would leave off squalling. +Come round to my club, and let us get a drink and a smoke.' 'Nothing +would give me more pleasure! Wish I could!' replied Number Two. 'But you +see, unfortunately for me, this is my house, and the lady at the piano +is my wife.'" + +Nell laughed. + +"It is a good story," she said. "The first man must have felt very +foolish." + +"Yes," assented Sir Charles; "I know exactly how he felt. I hope you +forgive me, Miss Lorton? Can I make amends in any way for my stupidity?" + +"You might tell me who some of the people are," said Nell. "I only know +them by name--and scarcely as much as that. I have not been here very +long, and this is my first dinner party." + +"How I envy you!" he said, with a sigh. "Dear me! I seem fated to put my +foot into it to-night! But you know what I mean, or you would if you +dined out as often as I--and Mr. Gresham do. Whom would you like me to +tell you about? I think I know everybody here. One moment! Mr. Gresham +is going to tell the story of his losing himself in London; it was in +one of the new streets, for the making of which he had been a strong +advocate." + +They waited until the story was told, and the prime minister had enjoyed +the laughter, and then Nell said: + +"That little lady with the diamond tiara and the three big rubies on her +neck is Lady Angleford--I know her name because I was introduced to her +before dinner. I like the look of her so much; and she has so pleasant a +voice and smile. Please tell me something about her." + +"An easy task," said Sir Charles. "She is Lord Angleford's young +wife--an American heiress. I like her very much. In fact, though I have +not known her very long, I am honored with her friendship. And yet I +ought not to like her," he added, almost to himself. + +Nell opened her eyes upon him. + +"Why not?" she asked. + +Sir Charles was silent for a moment; then he said, as if he were +weighing his words, and choosing suitable ones for his auditor: + +"Lord Angleford has a nephew who is a great, a very great friend of +mine--Lord Selbie. He was Lord Angleford's heir; but--well, his uncle's +marriage may make all the difference to him." + +Nell knit her brows and made another call on her memory. + +"Of course!" she exclaimed, in a tone of triumph, which rather surprised +Sir Charles. "I remember reading about it. Lord Selbie! Yes--oh, yes; I +recollect." + +Her voice grew sad and absent, as she recalled the afternoon when Mrs. +Lorton had insisted upon her reading the stupid society paper to Drake. +How long ago it seemed! How unreal! + +"I dare say," said Sir Charles. "It's one of those things which the +world chatters about, and the newspapers paragraph. Poor Selbie!" + +"Was he a very great friend of yours?" asked Nell, rather mechanically, +her eyes wandering from one face to another. + +"Yes, very great," replied the undersecretary, with a warmth which one +does not look for in a professional politician. "We were at Eton +together, and we saw a great deal of each other afterward, though he +went into the army, and I, for my sins, fell into politics. He is one of +the best of fellows, an Admirable Crichton, at once the envy and the +despair of his companions. There is scarcely anything that Selbie +doesn't do, and he does all things well--the best shot, the best rider, +the best fencer, the best dancer of his set, and the best-hearted. Poor +old chap!" + +It was evident that he had, in his enthusiasm, almost forgotten his +auditor. + +"Where is he now?" asked Nell. "I heard Lady Angleford say that he is +abroad." + +"Yes. No one knows where he is. He has disappeared. It sounds a strong +word, but it is the only one that will meet the case. And perhaps it was +the best thing he could do. When a man's prospects are blighted, and his +ladylove has jilted him----" + +Nell turned quickly. She had tried to remember the whole of the +paragraph she had read to Drake, but she could not. + +"What was the name of the lady who--who jilted him?" she asked. + +Sir Charles was about to reply, and if he had spoken, Nell would have +learned Drake's identity; but at that moment there came a lull in the +conversation, and before it had recommenced, the prime minister leaned +forward and asked a question of his friend. The answer led to a general +discussion, and at its close Lady Wolfer smiled and raised her eyebrows +at the duchess, received a responsive nod, and the ladies rose. + +Sir Archie was the gentleman nearest the door, and he opened it for +them. As Lady Wolfer was passing through, a flower fell from the bosom +of her dress. He picked it up and held it out to her, with a bow and a +smile; but she had turned to say something to the lady behind her, and +he drew his hand back and concealed the flower in it. + +Nell, who chanced to be looking at him, was, perhaps, the only one who +saw the action, and she thought little of it. He could scarcely +interrupt Lady Wolfer by a too-insistent restoration of the blossom. + +With the flower in his hand, Sir Archie went back to the table. The +other men had closed up near the earl, but Sir Archie retained his seat. +He allowed the butler to fill his glass and raised it to his lips with +his right hand; then, after a moment or two, he took the flower from his +left and fixed it in the buttonhole of his coat. + +It was a daring thing to do; but he had been--well, not too sparing of +the wine, and his usually pale and impassive face was flushed, and +indicative of a kind of suppressed excitement. + +Perhaps he thought that no one would recognize the flower, and probably +no one did--no one, that is, but the earl. His eyes, as they glanced +down the row of men, saw the blossom in its conspicuous place in Sir +Archie's coat, and the earl's face went white, and his thin lips +twitched. + +"Have you any wine, Walbrooke?" he asked. + +The butler had left the room. + +Sir Archie started, as if his thoughts had been wandering. + +"Eh? Oh--ah! thanks!" he said. + +He took the decanter from the man next him, and filled his glass. The +earl's eyes rested grimly upon the flower for a moment, then, as if with +an effort, he turned to Mr. Gresham and got into talk with him. No man +in the whole world was more ready to talk than the prime minister. The +other men joined in the conversation, which was anything but +political--all but Sir Archie. He sat silent and preoccupied, filling +his glass whenever the decanter was near him, and drinking in a +mechanical way, as if he were scarcely conscious of what he was doing. +Now and then he glanced at the flower in his coat, deeming the glance +unnoticed; but the earl saw it, and every time he detected the downward +droop of the eyes, his own grew sterner and more troubled. + +Meanwhile, in the drawing-room, the ladies were sipping their coffee and +conversing in the perfunctory fashion which prevails while they are +awaiting the arrival of the gentlemen. + +Lady Wolfer, who had, up to the present, borne her part in the +entertainment extremely well, suddenly appeared to have lost all +interest and all desire to continue it. She seated herself beside the +fire and next the easy-chair into which the duchess had sunk, and gazed +dreamily over the screen which she held in her hand. Some of the ladies +gathered in little groups, others turned to the books and albums, one or +two yawned almost openly. A kind of blight seemed falling upon them. +Nell, who was unused to the phenomena of dinner parties, looked round, +aghast. Were they all going to sleep? Suddenly she realized that it was +at just such a moment as this that she was supposed to come in. She +went up to Lady Wolfer and bent down to her. + +"Won't somebody play or sing?" she asked. "They all seem as if they were +going to sleep." + +"Let them!" retorted Lady Wolfer, almost loudly enough for those near to +hear. "I don't care. Ask some one to sing, if you like." + +Nell went up to a young girl who stood, half yawning, before a picture +of Burne-Jones'. + +"Will you play or sing?" she asked. + +The girl looked at her with languid good humor. + +"I'd sing; but I can't. I have no parlor tricks," she said. "Besides, +what's the use? Nobody wants it," and she smiled with appalling candor. + +Nell turned from her in despair, and met Lady Angleford's eyes bent upon +her with smiling and friendly interest. Nell went up to her appealingly. + +"I want some one to sing or play--or do something, Lady Angleford," she +said. + +Lady Angleford laughed, the comprehensive, American laugh which conveys +so much. + +"And they won't? I know. It isn't worth while till the gentlemen come +in," she said. "I know that--now. It used to puzzle me at first; but I +know now. You English are so--funny! In America a girl is quite content +to sing to her lady friends; but here--well, only men count as audience. +They will all wake up when the men appear. I have learned that. Or +perhaps you will play or sing?" + +Lady Wolfer was near enough to hear. + +"Yes, Nell, sing," she said, with a forced smile. + +Nell looked round shyly, then went to the piano. + +"That's the sweetest girl I've seen in England," said Lady Angleford to +her neighbor, who happened to be the dowager duchess. Her grace put up +her eyeglasses, with their long holder, and surveyed the slim, girlish +figure on its way to the grand piano. + +"Yes? She's awfully pretty. And very young, too. A connection of the +Wolfers', isn't she? Rather sad face." + +"A face with a history," said Lady Angleford, more to herself than the +duchess. "Do you know anything about her, duchess?" + +Her grace shrugged her fat shoulders sleepily. + +"Nothing at all. She's here as a kind of lady companion, or something of +the sort. Yes, she's pretty, decidedly. Are you going on to the +Meridues' reception?" + +Nell sat down and played her prelude rather nervously; then she sang one +of the songs which she had sung in The Cottage at Shorne Mills--one of +the songs to which Drake had never seemed tired of listening. There was +a lull in the lifeless, perfunctory conversation, and one or two of the +sleepy women murmured: "Thank you! Thank you very much!" + +"Bravo! Sing us something else, Nell!" said Lady Wolfer. + +Nell was in the middle of the second song when the men filed in. Some of +them came straight into the room and sought the women they wanted, +others hung about the doors, and, hiding their yawns, glanced quite +openly at their watches. + +The earl made his way to his wife where she was sitting by the fire, her +eyes fixed on the flames, which she could just see over the top of her +hand screen. + +"I have to go on to the Meridues' when these have gone," he said. "Are +you coming, Ada?" + +She glanced up at him. His eyes were fixed on the bosom of her dress, on +the spot where the white blossom had shone conspicuously, but shone no +longer; and there was a wistful, yearning expression on his grave face. + +She did not raise her eyes. + +"I don't know. I may be tired. Perhaps I may follow you." + +He bowed, almost as he would have bowed to a stranger; then, as he was +turning away, he said casually, but with a faint tremor in his voice: + +"You have lost your flower!" + +She raised her eyes and looked at him coldly. + +"My flower? Ah, yes. My maid must have put it in insecurely." + +The earl said nothing, but his grave eyes slowly left her face and +wandered to Sir Archie and the flower in his buttonhole. + +"I will wait for you until twelve," he said, with cold courtesy. + +Lady Wolfer rose and went toward Lady Angleford. + +"I wish you'd join us, my dear," she said. "Why, the woman movement +sprang from America. You ought to sympathize with us." + +"Oh, but I'm English now," said Lady Angleford, "and, being a convert, +I'm more English than the English. What a charming specimen of your +country you have in Miss Lorton! I don't want to rob you of her, but do +you think you could spare her to come to us at Anglemere? We are going +there almost directly." + +Lady Wolfer replied absently: + +"Yes, certainly; ask her. It will not matter to me." + +"Not matter!" said Lady Angleford. "Why, I should have thought you would +have suffered pangs at the mere thought of parting with her. She is an +angel! Did you hear her sing just now? I don't know much about your +English larks, but I was comparing her with them----" + +Lady Wolfer fanned herself vigorously. + +"Ask her, by all means," she said. "Oh, yes; of course I shall miss +her." + +As she spoke, Sir Archie came toward her. A faint flush rose to her +face. Her eyes fell upon the white flower in his buttonhole. + +"Why--how----Is that my flower?" she said, in a low voice. + +"Yes," he replied. "It is yours. You dropped it, and I picked it up. Has +any one a better right to it?" + +She looked up at him half defiantly, half pleadingly. + +"You have no right to it," she said, in a low voice, which she tried in +vain to keep steady. "You--you are attracting attention----" + +She glanced at the women near her, some of whom were eying the pair with +sideway looks of curiosity. + +"I am desperate," he said; "I can bear it no longer. I told you the +other day that I had come to the end of my power of endurance. You--you +are cold--and cruel. I want your decision; I must have it. I cannot +bear----" + +"Hush!" she said warningly, the screen in her hand shaking. "I will +speak to you later--after--after some of them have gone. No; not +to-night. Do not remain here any longer." + +"As you please," he said, with a sullen resentment; and he crossed the +room to Nell, and began to talk to her. As a rule, he talked very +little; but the wine had loosened his tongue, and he launched out into a +cynical and amusing diatribe against society and all its follies. + +Nell listened with surprise at first; then she began to feel amused, and +laughed. + +He drew a chair near her and bent toward her, lowering his voice and +speaking in an impressive tone quite unusual with him. To the casual +observer it might well have seemed that they were carrying on a +desperate flirtation; but every now and then he paused absently, and +presently he rose almost abruptly and went into an anteroom. + +An antique table with writing materials stood in a recess. He wrote +something rapidly on a half sheet of note paper, and placing it inside a +book, laid the volume on the pedestal of a Sevres vase standing near the +table. + +When he left Nell, Lady Wolfer crossed over to her. + +"Sir Archie has been amusing you, dear?" she said, casually enough; but +the smile which accompanied the remark did not harmonize with the +unsmiling and anxious eyes. + +"Oh, yes," said Nell, laughing. "He has been talking the most utter +nonsense." + +"He--he is very strange to-night," said Lady Wolfer, biting her lip +softly. Not to innocent Nell could she even hint that Sir Archie had +taken more wine than was good for him. "He has been talking utter +nonsense to me. Did you notice the flower in his coat?" + +"No," said Nell, with some surprise. "Why?" + +Lady Wolfer laughed unnaturally. + +"Nothing. Yes! Nell, I want you to get that flower from him. It--is a +bet." + +"I--get it from him?" said Nell, opening her gray eyes. + +Lady Wolfer flushed for a moment. + +"It is only a piece of folly," she said. "But--but I want you to get it. +Ask him for it--he cannot refuse. Oh, I can't explain! I will, perhaps; +but get it!" + +She moved away as Sir Archie reappeared in the doorway. He came straight +up to Nell. + +"I think I'll be off," he said. "Some of the others have gone already." + +He went toward Lady Wolfer as if to say "Good night," but, with the +skill which every woman can display on occasion, Lady Wolfer turned from +him as if she did not see him, and joined in the conversation which was +being carried on by the duchess and Lady Angleford. + +"I've come to say good night, Lady Wolfer," he said. + +She met his gaze for a moment. + +"Good night," she said, in the conventional tone. He bowed over her +hand, looked at her with an intense and questioning gaze for an instant, +then left her and came back to Nell. + +"Oh, I've forgotten!" he exclaimed, half turning as if to rejoin the +group he had left; then he hesitated, and added: "Will you be so kind as +to give Lady Wolfer a message for me?" + +"Yes, certainly," said Nell, rather absently; for she was wondering how +she could ask for the flower, on which her eyes were unconsciously +fixed. + +"Thanks! You are always so kind. Will you tell her, please, that the +book she wants is on the Sevres pedestal, just behind the vase. She will +want it to-night." + +Nell nodded. + +"I won't forget," she said. "Are you going to take that poor flower into +the cold, Sir Archie?" + +She blushed as she asked the question; but he was too absorbed in the +fatal game of passion to notice her embarrassment. + +"The flower?" he said unthinkingly. "It is nearly faded already; too +poor an offering to make you, Miss Lorton; but if you will accept +it----" + +He had expected her to refuse laughingly, but she replied simply: + +"Thank you; yes, I should like to have it," and in his surprise he took +it from his coat, and, with a bow, handed it to her, wished her good +night, and left her. At the door he paused and looked in the direction +of Lady Wolfer, met her eyes for an instant, then went out. + +Nell was about to place the flower on the table, but, quite +unthinkingly, stuck it in the bosom of her dress. As she was crossing +the room to some people who were taking their departure, the earl came +up to her. + +"I am going to the library presently, and may not see Lady Wolfer before +I leave. Will you please tell her that I hope she will not go out +to-night? I think she is looking tired--and--and overstrained. Do you +not think so?" + +His tone was so full of anxiety, there was so sad and strained an +expression in his grave face, as he looked toward his young wife, who +was talking rather loudly and laughing in a way women will when there is +anything but laughter in their hearts, that Nell's sympathy went out to +him. It was as if suddenly she understood how much he cared for the +woman who was wife to him in little more than the name. + +"Yes, yes! I will tell her," she said. "I am sure she will not go if you +do not wish it." + +He smiled bitterly, and, for once dropping the cold reserve which +usually masked him, said, with sad bitterness: + +"You think she considers my wishes so closely?" + +Nell looked up at him, half frightened by the intensity of his +expression. + +"Why--yes!" she faltered. + +He smiled as bitterly as he had spoken; then his manner changed +suddenly, and his eyes became fixed on the flower in her dress. + +"Where did you get that flower? Who----" he asked, almost sternly. + +Nell's face flamed; then, ashamed of the uncalled-for blush, she +laughed. + +"Sir Archie Walbrooke gave it me," she said. + +The earl looked at her with surprise, which gradually changed to a keen +scrutiny, under which Nell felt her blush rising again. But she said +nothing, and, after a moment during which he seemed to be considering +deeply, he passed on, his hands clasped behind his tall figure, his head +bent. + +Immediately the last guest had gone, Lady Wolfer went to her own +apartments. Nell stood in the center of the vast and now empty room, and +looked round her absently, and with that sense of some pending calamity +which we call presentiment. + +Innocent of the world and its intrigues, as she was, she could not fail +to have seen that neither the earl nor the countess was happy; and that +the endless work and excitement in which they endeavored to absorb +themselves only left them dissatisfied and wretched. + +She liked them both; indeed, she had grown very fond of Lady Wolfer, and +her heart ached for the woman who had striven to hide her unhappiness +behind the mask of a forced gayety and recklessness. For a moment, a +single moment, as she caught sight of the flower, a vague suspicion of +the danger which threatened the countess arose in Nell's mind; but she +put the suspicion from her with a shudder, for it was too dreadful to be +entertained. + +Sometimes she went to Lady Wolfer's room after she had retired, and, +remembering the earl's message, she went now upstairs and knocked at the +countess' door. + +A low voice bade her come in, and Nell entered and found Lady Wolfer +sitting on a low chair before the fire. She was alone, and the figure +crouching before the blaze, as if she were cold, aroused Nell's pity. +She crossed the room and bent over her. + +"Are you ill, dear, or only tired?" she asked gently. + +Lady Wolfer started and looked up at her, and Nell saw that her face was +white and drawn. + +"Is it you?" she said. "I thought it was Wardell"--Wardell was her maid. +"Yes, I am tired." + +"Lord Wolfer has asked me to beg you not to go out to-night. He saw that +you looked tired," she said. + +Lady Wolfer gazed in the fire, and her lips curled sarcastically. + +"He is very considerate," she said. "Extraordinarily so! One would think +he cared whether I was tired or not, wouldn't one, eh, dear?" + +"Why do you say that, and so bitterly?" Nell said, in a low voice. "Of +course he cares. He is always kind and thoughtful." + +Lady Wolfer rose abruptly and, with a short, hard laugh, began to pace +up and down the room. + +"He does not care in the least!" she said, in a harsh, strained voice. +"Why did you come in to-night? I wish you hadn't! I--I wanted to be +alone. No, do not go! Stay, now you are here," for Nell had moved to +the door. She went back and laid her hand on the unhappy woman's arm. + +"Won't you tell me what is the matter?" she said. + +Lady Wolfer stopped and sank into the chair again. + +"I'm almost tempted to!" she said, with a reckless laugh. "It might be +useful to you--as a 'frightful example,' as the temperance people say. +Oh, don't you know? You are young and innocent, Nell, but--but you +cannot fail to have seen how wretched I am! Nell, you are not only young +and innocent, but beautiful. You have all your life before you--you, +too, will have to choose your fate--for we do choose it! Don't wreck +your life as I have wrecked mine; don't, don't marry a man who does not +love you--as I did!" + +"Hush!" said Nell, startled and shocked. "You are wrong, quite wrong!" + +Lady Wolfer laughed bitterly. + +"I've said too much; I may as well tell you all," she said, with a shrug +of her white shoulders. "It was a marriage of convenience. We--my +people--were poor, and it was a great match for me. There was no talk of +love--love!" She laughed again, and the laugh made Nell wince. "It was +just a bargain. Such bargains are made every day in this vile marriage +market of ours. I was as innocent as you, Nell. The glitter of the +thing--the title, the big house, the position--dazzled me. I thought I +should be more contented and satisfied. Other girls have done the same +thing, and they seemed happy enough. But I suppose I am different. I +wearied of the whole thing--the title, the big house, the diamonds, +everything--before the first month. I wanted something else; I scarcely +knew what----Ah, yes, I did! I did! I wanted love--the thing they all +laugh and sneer at! I had sold myself for gold and place and power, and +when I had gotten them they all turned to Dead Sea fruit, dust and +ashes, on my lips!" + +She gripped her hands tightly, and bent lower over the fire, and Nell +sank on her knees beside her, pale herself, and incapable of speech. + +"For a time I tried to bear it, to live the weary, dragging life; then, +when I was nearly mad--I tried to find relief in the world outside my +own home. I was supposed to be clever--clever! I could write and talk. I +took up this woman's rights business!" She laughed again. "All the time +they were lauding me to the skies and flattering and fooling me, I knew +how stupid the whole thing was. But it seemed the only chance for me, +the only way of forgetting myself and--and my slavery. At any rate, it +served as an excuse for getting out of the house, for not inflicting my +presence upon the man who had bought me, and who regarded me simply as +the figurehead for his table, the person to receive his guests and play +the necessary part in his public life." + +"No, no! You're wrong, wrong!" said Nell earnestly. + +Lady Wolfer seemed scarcely to have heard her. + +"I ought to have known that it would not help me long. It has come to an +end. I am going to end it. I cannot bear this life any longer--I cannot, +I cannot! I will not! I have only one life--that I know of----" + +"Oh, hush, hush!" Nell implored. "You are all wrong! I know it, I am +sure of it! You think he does not care for you. He does, he does! If you +had seen his face to-night--had heard his voice!" + +Lady Wolfer looked at her with a half-startled glance; then she shook +her head and smiled bitterly. + +"No, I am not wrong," she said. "I know what love is--at last! It +beckons me--I have resisted--God knows I have struggled with and fought +against it--have kept it from me with both hands--but my strength has +failed me at last, and----" + +Nell caught her arm and clung to it. + +"Oh, what do you mean?" she asked, in vague terror. + +Lady Wolfer started, and slowly unclasped Nell's hands. + +"I have said too much," she said, panting and moistening her parched +lips. "I did not mean to tell you--no, I will not say another word. I +don't know why I am so unnerved, why I take it so much to heart I +think--Nell, I am fond of you; you know it?" + +Nell made a gesture of assent, and touched the countess' clasped hands +lovingly, tenderly. + +"I--I think it is your presence here that--that has made me +hesitate--has made me realize the gravity of what I am going to do. I--I +never look at you, hear you speak, but I am reminded that I was once, +and not so long ago, as innocent as you. But I can hesitate no longer. I +have to decide, and I have decided!" + +She rose and stood with her hands before her face for the moment; then +she let them fall with a sigh, and forced a smile. + +"Go now, dear!" she said. "I--I wish I had not spoken so freely; but +that tender, loving heart of yours is hard to resist." + +"What is it you have decided to do?" Nell asked, scarcely above her +breath. + +A deep red rose slowly to the countess' face, then slowly faded, leaving +it pale and wan, and set with determination. + +"I cannot tell you, Nell," she said. "You--you will know soon enough. +And when you know, I want you--I want you to think not too badly of me, +to remember how much I have suffered, how hard and cruel my life has +been--how I have hungered and thirsted for one word, one look of love; +that I have struggled and striven against my fate, and have yielded only +when I could endure no longer. Oh, go now, dear!" + +"Let me stay with you to-night! I can sleep on this couch--on this +chair--beside you, if you like," pleaded Nell, confused and frightened, +but aching with pity and sympathy. "I know that it is all wrong, that +you are mistaken. If I could only convince you! If I could only tell you +what I saw in Lord Wolfer's eyes as he looked at you to-night!" + +The countess shook her head. + +"It is you who are mistaken," she said, "and it is too late. No, you +shall not stay. I have done wrong to say so much. Try--try and forget +it. But yet--no, don't forget it, Nell. Remember me and my wretchedness, +and let it be a warning to you, if ever you are tempted to marry a man +who does not love you, whom you do not love. Ah, but you must go, Nell! +I am worn out!" + +Nell went to her and put her arm round her neck, and drew her face down +that she might kiss her, but the countess gently put Nell's arm from +her, and drew back from the proffered kiss. + +"No; you shall not kiss me!" she said, in a low voice. "You will be glad +that you did not--presently! Stay--give me that flower!" she said, +holding out her hand, but looking away. + +Nell started, and drew the flower from her bosom as if it had been +something poisonous, and flung it in the fire. + +The countess shrugged her shoulders with an air of indifference, and +turned to watch the flower withering and consuming in the fire, and +Nell, with something like a sob, left her. + +What should she do? She understood that her friend stood on the verge of +a precipice; but how could she--Nell--with all her desire to save her, +drag her back? + +As she was going to her room she heard a step in the hall, and, looking +over the balustrade, saw the earl pass from the library to the +drawing-room. For an instant she was half resolved to go down to him, +to--what? How could she tell him? She dared not! + +Lord Wolfer wandered into the drawing-room and stood before the fire, +looking into it moodily, as he leaned against the great mantelpiece of +carved marble. + +He was thinking of the flower which he had seen first in his wife's +possession, then in Sir Archie's, and lastly in Nell's; and of her blush +and confusion when he had asked her how she came by it. He knew Sir +Archie, knew him better and more of his life than Sir Archie suspected. +The man was a perfect type of the modern lover; incapable of a fixed +passion, as fickle as the wind. Could it be that he had transferred, +what he would have called his "devotion," from the countess to Nell? It +seemed at first sight too improbable; but Wolfer knew his world and the +ethics of the smart set of which Sir Archie Walbrooke was a conspicuous +member too well to scout the idea as impossible. The fact that Sir +Archie had spent the last three months flirting with one woman would be +no hindrance to his transferring his attentions to a younger and +prettier one. + +The harassed man turned away with a weary sigh, wandered purposelessly +into the anteroom, and, in a mechanical fashion, fingered the various +articles on the writing table. His eye fell on the book on the pedestal, +and he took up the volume absently, intending to restore it to its place +in the bookcase. On his way he opened the book, and a half sheet of note +paper fell from it and fluttered to his feet. He picked it up, read what +was written on it, and stood for a moment motionless, his eyes fixed on +the carpet, his lips writhing. + +How long he stood there he did not know, but presently he was aroused by +the sound of footsteps. He listened. Some one--the rustling of a +dress--was approaching the room. He slipped the note into the book and +replaced the volume on the pedestal, and quickly stepped behind the +portiere curtains. + +He expected his wife. Should he come forward and confront her? His stern +face grew red with shame--for her, for himself. Then, with a sudden leap +of the heart, with a sensation of relief which was absolutely painful in +its intensity, he saw Nell enter the room and go straight to the +pedestal. Her face was pale and troubled, and she looked round with what +seemed to him a guilty expression in the gray eyes. Then she opened the +book as he had done, but, as if she expected to find something, took out +the note, and after a moment of hesitation read it. He saw her face +flush hotly, then grow white, and her hand go out to the pedestal as if +for support. For a moment she stood as motionless as he had done, then +she thrust the note into her pocket, dropped the book from her hand--it +fell on the floor unregarded by her--and slowly left the room. + +Wolfer passed his hand over his brow with a bewildered air, then, as if +obeying an irresistible impulse, he followed her up the stairs. + +Quietly but slowly. He knew that she had not seen him, did not know that +he was following her, and he waited at the end of the corridor, +watching her with a heart throbbing with an agony of anxiety. Was she +going to carry the note to his wife? But she did not even hesitate at +the door of Lady Wolfer's room, but went straight to her own, and he +heard the key turn as she locked it. + +The sweat was standing in great drops upon his forehead, and he put up a +trembling hand and wiped them away as he looked toward his wife's door. +Should he go in and question her? Should he ask her straightly whether +the note was intended for her or Nell? It seemed too horrible to suspect +the girl who had seemed innocence and purity itself, and yet had he not +seen her go straight for the book, as if she had known that it was there +waiting for her? + +Like a man in a dream he went down to the library, and, locking the +door, flung himself into a chair, and buried his face in his hands. What +was he to think? + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Nell stood in the middle of the room with the note which she had found +in the book in her hand. She had read it half mechanically and +unsuspectingly, as one reads a scrap of paper found in a volume, or in +some unexpected place; and, trembling a little, she went to the electric +light and read the note again. It ran thus--and with every word Nell's +face grew pale: + +"I can wait no longer. You cannot say I have been impatient--that I +haven't endured the suspense as well as a man could. If you love me, if +you are really willing to trust yourself to me, come away with me +to-morrow. God knows I will try and make you happy, and that you can +never be under this roof with a man who doesn't care for you. I will +come for you at seven to-morrow morning--we can cross by the morning +boat. Don't trouble about luggage; everything we want we can get on the +other side. For Heaven's sake, don't hesitate! Be ready and waiting for +me as the clock strikes. Don't hesitate! The happiness of both our lives +lies in your hands. ARCHIE." + +Nell sank into a chair and stared at the wall, trying to think; but for +a moment or two the horror and shame of the thing overwhelmed her. She +had read of such incidents as these, for now and again one of the new +school of novels reached The Cottage; but there is a lot of difference +between reading, say, of a murder, and watching the committal of one. +She was almost as much ashamed and shocked as if the note had been +intended for herself. + +She was not ashamed of having read it--though the mere touch of the +paper was hateful to her--for she felt that Providence had ordained it +that she should stand between Lady Wolfer and the ruin to which Sir +Archie was beckoning her. + +But what should she do? Should she take the letter to Lady Wolfer and +implore her to send Sir Archie a refusal? This was, of course, Nell's +first impulse, but she dared not follow it; dared not run the risk of +letting Lady Wolfer see the note. The unhappy woman's face haunted Nell, +and her reckless words, and her tone of desperation, still rang in +Nell's ears. No; she dared not let Lady Wolfer know that this man would +be waiting for her. Few women in the position of the countess could +resist such a note as this, such an appeal from the man who, she +thought, loved her. But if she did not take the note to the countess, +what was she to do? + +Sir Archie would be, then, in the library at seven o'clock; he would ask +for the countess; she would go to him, and--Nell shuddered, and walked +up and down. If there were any one to whom she could go for advice! But +there was no one. At all costs, the truth must be kept from the earl; +his wife must be saved. + +It was a terrible position for a young and inexperienced girl; but, +despite her youth and inexperience, the note could scarcely have fallen +into better hands than Nell's; for she possessed courage, and was not +afraid for herself. Most girls, keenly though they might desire to save +their friend, would have destroyed the note and left the rest to +Providence; but Nell's spirit had been trained in the bracing air of +Shorne Mills, and her views tempered by many a tussle with tide and wind +in the _Annie Laurie_; and the pluck which lay dormant in the slight +figure rose now to the struggle for her friend's safety. She had grown +to love the woman who had confided her heart's sorrow to her that night, +and she meant to save her. But how? Sir Archie would be there at seven, +and Lady Wolfer must be kept in ignorance of his presence; and he must +be sent away convinced of the hopelessness of his passion. + +Nell walked up and down, unconscious of weariness, ignorant that in his +own room the earl was listening to her footsteps, and putting his own +construction upon her agitation. Now and again she thought of Drake and +her own love affair. Were all men alike? Were there no good men in the +world? Were they all selfish and unscrupulous in the quest of their own +interest and amusements? Love! The word sounded like a mockery, a +delusion, a snare. Drake had loved, or thought he loved her, until Lady +Luce had beckoned him back to her; and this other man, Sir Archie--how +long would he continue to love the unhappy woman if she yielded to him? + +The silver clock on the mantelshelf struck five, and Nell, worn out at +last, and still apparently far away from any solution of the problem +which she had set herself, flung herself on the bed. She had scarcely +closed her eyes before a way of helping Lady Wolfer presented itself to +her. + +Her face crimsoned, and she winced and closed her eyes with a slight +shudder; but though she shrank from the ordeal, she resolved to make it. +Lady Wolfer had been kind to her, had won her love, and, more than all +else, had confided in her, and she--Nell--would save her at any cost. + +A little before seven she rose, and changed her dinner dress for a plain +traveling one, and, putting on her hat and jacket, went down to the +library slowly and almost stealthily. A maidservant was sweeping the +hall, and she looked up at Nell, clad in her outdoor things, with some +surprise. + +"I expect Sir Archie Walbrooke at seven o'clock," said Nell. "I am in +the library, please." + +She spoke quite calmly and casually, buttoning her glove in a leisurely +fashion as she passed on her way; and the maid responded unsuspiciously, +for the coming and going at Wolfer House were always somewhat erratic. + +Nell went into the library, and, closing the door, turned up the +electric light a little--for the maids had not yet been to the room, and +the shutters were still closed. The morning was a wet and chilly one, +and Nell shuddered slightly as she sat and watched the second hand of +the clock, which at one moment seemed to move slowly and at the next +appeared to fly. She had not decided upon the words she would use; she +would be guided by those which Sir Archie might speak; but she was +resolved to fight as long as possible, to hide every tremor which, at +these moments of waiting and suspense, quivered through her. + +Then she heard his voice, his slow step--no quicker than usual this +morning--crossing the hall; the door opened, and he was in the room. +Nell rose, and stood with her back to the light; and, closing the door, +he came toward her with a faint cry of satisfaction and relief. + +"Ada!" he said. "You have come----" + +Nell raised her veil, but, before she had done so, he had seen that she +was not the countess; and he stopped short and stared at her. + +"Miss Lorton!" he exclaimed, under his breath, so taken aback that the +shock of his disappointment was revealed in his face and voice. "I--I +thought--expected--to see Lady Wolfer. Is--is she up? Does she know that +I am here? You have a message for me?" + +He tried to speak casually, and forced a smile, as if the appointment +was quite an ordinary one; but Nell saw that the hand that held his hat +shook, and that his color, which had risen as he entered the room and +greeted her, had slowly left his face, and her courage rose. + +"Yes, I have a message for you, Sir Archie," she said, keeping her voice +as steady as she could, and saying to herself: "It is to save her--save +her!" + +"Yes?" he said, with suppressed eagerness and anxiety. "What is it? I--I +am rather pressed for time." He glanced at his watch. "Won't she see me? +If you would go up and ask her. I shan't detain her more than a minute." + +"No; she cannot see you," said Nell. "I am to ask you to go--where you +are going--without seeing her." + +He looked at her steadily, gnawing his lip softly. + +"I--I don't understand," he said, still trying to smile. "She--told you +that I am going--abroad?" + +Nell inclined her head gravely. + +"Yes? But didn't she tell you that--that I must see her before I go? +That--that it is important?" + +"She cannot see you," said Nell, her heart beating fast. "She wishes you +to go, and--and to remain abroad----" + +His face crimsoned, then went pale. + +"You know--she has told you why--why I have come this morning?" he said, +in a low voice. + +"Yes, I know," assented Nell, the shame, for him, dyeing her face. + +He stared at her for a moment in silence; then he said, half defiantly, +half sullenly: + +"Very well, then. If you know why I am here, you must know that I cannot +take such a message, that I cannot go--without her. For Heaven's sake, +Miss Lorton, go and fetch her! There is no time to lose. Her--my +happiness is at stake. I beg your pardon; I'm afraid I'm brusque; +but----For Heaven's sake, bring her! If I could see her, speak to her +for a moment----" + +Nell shook her head. + +"I cannot," she said. "It would be of no use. Lady Wolfer would not go +with you." + +He came nearer to her and lowered his voice, almost speaking through his +teeth. + +"See here, Miss Lorton, you--you have no right to be in this +business--to interfere with it. You--you are too young to +understand----" + +Nell crimsoned. + +"No," she said, almost inaudibly. "I understand. I--I have seen your +letter." Her calm, almost her courage, broke down, and, clasping her +hands, she pleaded to him. "Oh, yes, I do understand! Sir Archie, go; do, +do go! It is cruel of you to stay. If--if you really love her, you will go +and never come back." + +His face went white and his eyes flashed. + +"No, you don't understand, although you think you do. You say that I am +cruel. I should be cruel if I did what she asks me, what you wish me to +do, to leave her in this house, to the old life of misery. I love her; I +want to take her away with me from the man who doesn't care an atom for +her, whom she does not love." + +"It isn't true!" said Nell, with a sudden burst of indignation, and with +a sudden insight as inexplicable as it was sudden. "He loves her, and +she, though she does not know it, cares for him. They would have +discovered the truth if you had not come between them and made them hard +and cold to each other. Yes, you are cruel, cruel and wicked! But--but +perhaps it has not been all your fault--and--I'm sorry if--if I have +spoken too harshly." + +He scarcely seemed to have heard her concluding words, but repeated to +himself: "She cares for him. She cares for Wolfer--her husband!" + +"Yes, yes!" said Nell eagerly, anxiously. "I know it; I have seen her +when she was most unhappy. I have heard the truth in her voice--I +remember little things--the way she has behaved to him, spoken to him, +when she was off her guard. Yes, it is true she cares for him as much as +he cares for her; but they have hidden it from each other--and you--you +have made it harder for them to show their love! But you know the truth +now, and--and you will go, will you not?" + +In her anxiety she laid her hand on his arm imploringly, and looked up +at him with eyes moist with tears. + +He looked at her, his brows knit, his lips set closely. + +"By Heaven, if I thought you were right!" broke from him; then his tone +changed, and his eyes grew hard with resentment. "No; you are wrong, +quite wrong! And it is you who have come between us, and will rob us of +our happiness! I--I--beg your pardon!" he faltered, for this slave of +passion was, after all, a gentleman. "I beg your pardon! If you knew +what I am suffering, what she must be suffering at this moment! Miss +Lorton, you are her friend--you have no reason to bear me any ill +will--I honor you for--for your motives in all this--but I implore you +to stand aside. If you will go and bring her, I will wait here, and you +shall hear from her own lips that you are wrong in supposing that any +affection exists between her and him. I will wait here. Go, I beg of +you! There is no time to lose!" + +"I will not!" said Nell, her slight figure erect, her eyes more eloquent +than the tone of her resolution to save her friend. + +"Then I will ring and ask her to come," he said, and he went toward the +bell. + +Nell sprang in front of it. + +"No," she said, in a low voice. "It is I who will ring, and it is the +earl who shall come." + +Sir Archie stood, his hand outstretched to push her aside. Men of his +class and character dislike a scene. He was not physically afraid of +Lord Wolfer, but--a scene and a scandal which would leave Lady Wolfer at +Wolfer House, while he was turned out, was a contretemps to be avoided, +if possible. + +"You must be mad!" he said, between his teeth. "Worse; you are laboring +under a hideous mistake. She loves me, and you know it--she has never +cared for Lord Wolfer. Please stand aside." + +He put out his hand to gently remove her from before the bell, and at +his touch the strain which Nell was undergoing became too tense for +endurance. The color left her face and left it deathly white. With a +faint moan she put her hand to her throat as if she were choking, and +swayed to and fro as if she were giddy. + +Sir Archie caught her just in time. + +"Good heavens, don't faint!" he exclaimed, in a horrified whisper. + +At the sound of his voice, at his touch, Nell recovered her full +consciousness. + +"Let me go! Don't touch me!" she breathed, with a shudder; but, before +she could free herself from his hold, the door opened, and the earl +entered. + +With an oath, Sir Archie turned and glared at him, and Nell sank against +the mantelshelf, and leaned there, faint and trembling. + +The two men stood quite still and looked at each other. In these days we +have taught ourselves to take the most critical moments of our lives +quietly. There is no loud declamation, no melodramatic denunciation, no +springing at each other's throats, or flashing of swords. We carry our +wrongs to the law courts, and an aged gentleman in an ermine tippet, and +a more or less grimy wig, avenges us--with costs and damages. + +The earl was pale enough, and his eyes wore a stern expression as they +rested upon his "friend"; but yet there was something in his face which +seemed to indicate relief; and, presently, after a moment which seemed +an age to Nell, his gaze left the other man's face and fixed itself on +her. + +"Were you going out with Sir Archie Walbrooke, Miss Lorton?" he asked +coldly. + +Sir Archie started slightly, and would have spoken, but Nell looked at +him quickly, a look which smote him to silence. She, too, remained +silent, her hands clasped, her eyes fixed on the ground. + +"Is my inference a correct one?" said the earl, still more coldly. "I +find you here--at this unusual hour--and dressed for traveling. And he +is here--by appointment, I presume? Ah, do not deny it! It is too +obvious." + +Sir Archie opened his lips, but once more Nell looked at him, and once +more her eyes commanded, rather than asked, his silence. He suppressed +an oath, and stood with clenched hands, waiting in helpless +irresolution. What was this girl going to do? Was she--was it possible +that she was going to screen Lady Wolfer at the cost of her own +reputation! The man was not altogether bad, and the remnant of honor +which still glowed in his breast rose against the idea of such a +sacrifice. And yet--it was for the woman he loved! + +The perspiration broke out on his pale face, and he looked from the +stern eyes of the earl to Nell's downcast ones. + +"I can't stand this!" broke from his lips. "Look here, Wolfer!" + +The earl raised his head. + +"I have nothing to say to you. I decline to hear you," he said grimly. +"I am addressing Miss Lorton. I have asked her a question; but it is not +necessary to inflict the pain of an answer. I am aware that I have no +legal right to interfere in Miss Lorton's movements, but she is under my +roof, she is a connection"--his voice grew a shade less stern--"I am, +indeed, almost in the position of her guardian. Therefore, I deem it my +duty to acquaint her with the character of the man with whom she +proposes to--elope." + +Nell raised her head, the crimson staining her whole face; and it seemed +to Sir Archie as if her endurance had broken down; but she checked the +indignant denial which had sprung to her lips, and, closing her lips +tightly, sank back into her former attitude--an attitude which convinced +Lord Wolfer of her guilt. + +"Are you aware that this gentleman, who has honored you by an invitation +to fly with him, is already a married man, Miss Lorton?" + +Nell made no sign, but Sir Archie started and ground his teeth. + +"He has carefully concealed the fact; but--well, I happen to know it, and +I think he will not venture to deny it." + +He paused, but Sir Archie remained silent. + +"Were you ignorant of it?" asked the earl. + +Nell opened her lips, and they formed the word "Yes." + +"I expected as much," said the earl. "And now that you know the truth, +are you still desirous of accompanying him?" + +Nell, with her eyes fixed on the ground, shook her head. + +"No!" she whispered. + +Sir Archie swore under his breath. + +"I can't stand this!" he said desperately. "Look here, Wolfer, you are +making a damnable mistake. Miss Lorton----" + +The earl turned to him, but looked above his head. + +"Excuse me," he said, "I have no desire to hear any explanation of your +conduct--it would be impossible for you to defend it. But, having +received Miss Lorton's reply to my question, I have the right to ask you +to quit my house--and I do so!" + +Sir Archie went up to Nell and looked at her straight in the face. + +"Do you--do you wish me to remain silent?" he said hoarsely. "Think +before you speak! Do you?" + +Nell looked up instantly. + +"Yes!" she replied, in a low voice. "If you will go--forever!" + +Sir Archie gazed at her as if he had suddenly become unconscious of the +earl's presence. + +"My God!" he breathed. "You--you are treatin' me better than I deserve. +Yes, I am goin'," he said, turning fiercely to the earl, who had made a +slight movement of impatience. "But I want to say this. I want"--he +moistened his lips, as if speech were difficult--"to tell you--and--and +her--that--that what has taken place will never be spoken of by me while +I live. I am goin'--abroad. I shall not return for some time." + +The earl made a gesture of indifference. + +"Your movements can be of no interest to me," he said, "and I trust that +they may be of as little importance to this unhappy girl, now that she +knows the character of the man whom she was about to trust." + +Sir Archie laughed--a laugh that sounded hideously grotesque at such a +moment; then he took up his hat and gloves; but he laid them down again. + +"Will you give me a minute--three--with Miss Lorton, alone?" he asked, +biting his lip. + +The earl hesitated for a moment, and glanced at Nell searchingly; then, as +if satisfied, he said: + +"Yes, I will do so, on condition that you leave this house at the +expiration of that time. I will rejoin you when he has gone." + +As he left the room, Sir Archie turned to Nell. + +"Do you know what you have done?" he asked hoarsely, and almost +inaudibly. "Do you know what this means: that you have sacrificed +yourself for--for her?" + +Nell had sunk into a chair, and she looked up at him, and then away from +him; but in that momentary glance he had read the light of an inflexible +resolution, an undaunted courage in the gray eyes. + +"Yes, I know," she said. "He--he thinks, will always think, that it was +I----" She broke off with an irrepressible shudder. + +Sir Archie's hand went to his mustache to cover the quiver of his lips. + +"My God! it's the noblest thing! But--have you counted the cost--the +consequences?" + +"Yes," she said. "But it does not matter. I--I am nobody--only a girl, +with no husband, no one who loves, cares for me; while she----Yes, I +know what I have done; but I am not sorry--I don't regret. I have your +promise?" she looked up at his strained face solemnly. "You will keep +it?--you will not break your word? You will go away and--and leave her?" + +His hands clenched behind him, and he was silent for a moment; then he +said: + +"Yes, by Heaven! I will! The sacrifice shall not be all on your side. +Tell her--no, tell her nothin', or you will have to tell her all. Tell +her nothin'. Miss Lorton----" His voice broke, and he hesitated. Nell +waited, and he found his voice again. "When I hear that there are no +good women, no noble ones, I--I shall think of what you have done this +mornin'. Good-by. I--I can't ask you to shake hands. My God! I'm not fit +for you to touch! I see that now. Good-by!" + +He went out of the room with drooping head, but he raised it as he +passed the earl, and the two men nodded--for the benefit of the footman +who opened the door. + +Nell hid her face in her hands and waited, and presently the earl +reentered the library. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +Lord Wolfer stood, with his hand resting upon the table, in silence for +a moment or two, regarding Nell, no longer sternly, but with an +expression of pity which was novel in him. Nell sat with her head +resting in her hands, her eyes downcast. She was still pale, but her +lips were set firmly, as if she were prepared for rebuke and reproach. + +"Do not be afraid," he said, at last. "I have not returned to--to blame +you. You are too young to understand the peril--perhaps, too, the +sin--of the step which you meditated taking. I am a man of the world, +and I can appreciate the temptation to which you have been subjected. +Sir Archie--well, all the world knows that such men are difficult to +resist, and--and your inexperience betrayed you. I know the arts by +which he gained your affections and hoped to mislead you." + +It was almost more than she could bear; but Nell set her teeth hard and +held her breath; for she felt it well-nigh impossible to resist the +aching longing to utter the cry of the unjustly accused. "I am +innocent--innocent!" But she remembered the unhappy woman whom she had +saved, and suffered in silence. + +"That you bitterly regret your--your weakness I am convinced," said Lord +Wolfer; "and I am quite satisfied with your promise that you will not +see him--I wish I could add, not think of him--again. He is a dangerous +man, Miss Lorton"--he paused and paced to the window, and his lips +twitched--"such men are a peril to every woman upon whom they--they +chance to set their fickle fancy. At one time--yes, I owe it to you to +be candid--at one time I feared"--he stopped again, and drummed upon the +windowsill with his forefinger--"I feared he was paying Lady Wolfer too +much attention. Even now I am not sure that my fears were groundless. He +came to the house frequently, and was at my wife's side perpetually, +before you came." + +Nell held her breath. Had her sacrifice been in vain? Had he got an +inkling of the truth? But he went on sternly and in a low voice: + +"If there were any reason for my suspicions, it is evident that he +transferred his affections to you. It is a terrible thing to say, +but--but I feel as if--as if--your presence here had averted a dreadful +catastrophe from us. Yes; that letter might have been meant for my wife, +and I might have found her here instead of you. Do not think it +heartless of me if I say that, deeply as I sympathize with you and +grieve for your--your trouble, I am relieved--relieved of an awful +apprehension on--on Lady Wolfer's account. I have suffered a great deal +during the past few months." + +"Yes," said Nell, forgetting her own misery in sympathy for him. + +He looked at her quickly. + +"You have noticed it?" + +Nell inclined her head. + +"I have lived in the house--I have seen----" she faltered. + +He nodded once or twice. + +"Yes; I suppose that you could not help seeing that there has been a--a +gulf between us; that we are not as other, happier, husbands and wives." + +He sighed, and passed his hand across his brow wearily. + +"But we are not the only couple who, living in the same house, are +asunder. I am not the only man who has to endure, secretly and with a +smiling face, the fact that his wife does not care for him." + +Nell raised her head, and the color came to her pale face. + +"You are wrong--wrong!" she said, in a low voice, but eagerly. + +"Wrong? I beg your pardon?" he said gravely. + +"It is all a terrible mistake," said Nell. "She does care for you. Oh, +yes, yes! It is you who have been blind; it is your fault. It is hers, +too; but you are the man, and it is your place to speak--to tell her +that you love her----" + +He reddened as he turned to her with a curious eagerness and surprise. + +"I don't understand you," he said, with a shake in his voice. "Do you +mean me to infer that--that I have been under a delusion in thinking +that my wife----" + +Nell rose and stretched out her hands with a gesture of infinite +weariness. + +"Oh, how blind you are!" she said, almost impatiently. "You think that +she does not care for you, and she thinks that of you, and you are both +in love with each other." + +His face glowed, and a strange brightness--the glow of hope--shone in +his eyes. + +"Take care!" he said huskily. "You--you use words lightly, perhaps +unthinkingly----" + +Nell laughed, with a kind of weary irritation. + +"I am telling you the truth; I am trying to open your eyes," she said. +"She loves you." + +"Why--why do you think so? Have you ever heard her address a word to me +that had a note of tenderness in it?" + +"Have you ever addressed such a word to her?" retorted Nell. + +He started, and gazed at her confusedly. + +"You have always treated her as if she were a mere acquaintance, some +one who was of no consequence to you. Oh, yes, you have been polite, +kind, in a way, but not in a way a woman wants. I am only a girl, +but--but"--she thought again of Drake, of her own love story, and her +lips trembled--"but I have seen enough of the world to know that there +is nothing which will hurt and harden a woman more than the 'kindness' +with which you have treated her. I think--I don't know, but I think if I +cared for a man, I would rather that he should beat me than treat me as +if I were just a mere acquaintance whom he was bound to treat politely. +And did you think that it was she who was to show her heart? No; a woman +would rather die than do that. It is the man who must speak, who must +tell her, ask her for her love. And you haven't, have you, Lord Wolfer?" + +He put his hand to his brow and bit his lips. + +"God forgive me!" he murmured. Then he looked at her steadily. "Yes, you +have opened my eyes! Heaven grant that I may see this thing as you see +it! Heaven grant it! My dear"--his voice shook with his +gratitude--"where--where did you learn this wisdom, this knowledge of +the human heart?" + +Nell drew a long breath painfully, and her gray eyes grew dark. + +"It isn't wisdom," she said wearily. "Any schoolgirl knows as much, +would see what I have seen--though a man might not. You have been too +busy, too taken up with politics--politics!--and she--she has tried to +forget her troubles in lecturing, and meetings and committees. And all +the while her heart was aching with longing, with longing for just one +word from you." + +The earl turned his head aside. + +"Ah! if you doubt it still, go to her!" said Nell. "Go and ask her!" + +"I will," he said, raising his head, his eyes glowing. "I will go." + +He moved to the door, then stopped and came back to her; he had +forgotten her, forgotten the tragic scene in which he had just taken +part. + +"I beg your pardon! Forgive me! It was ungrateful of me to forget your +trouble, my dear!" + +Nell made a gesture of indifference. + +"It does not matter," she said dully. "I--I will go." + +"Go?" he said. + +"Yes. I will go--leave the house at once. I could not stay." + +She looked round as if the walls were closing in on her. + +Wolfer knit his brows perplexedly. + +"I--I do not like the idea of your going. Where will you go?" + +"Home," she said; and the word struck across her heart and almost sent +the tears to her eyes. + +He went to the window and came back again. + +"If--if you think it best," he said doubtfully. "I know that--that it +must be painful to you to remain here, that the associations of this +house----" + +"Yes--yes," said Nell, almost impatiently. + +"I need not say--indeed, I know that I need not--that no word of--of +what has occurred this morning will ever pass my lips," he said in a low +voice. + +Nell looked up swiftly. + +"Yes. Promise me, promise me on your honor that you will not tell Lady +Wolfer!" she said. + +"I promise," said the earl solemnly. + +Nell glanced at the clock and mechanically took up her gloves, which she +had torn from her hands. + +"I will go straight to the station." + +"You do not wish to see Ada?" he said, speaking of his wife by her +Christian name, for the first time in Nell's hearing. + +"No," she said, quietly but firmly. + +"Perhaps it is best," he murmured. "I will order a carriage for you--you +will have something to eat?" + +"No, no; I will not! The carriage, please! Tell--tell Lady Wolfer that I +had to go home suddenly. Tell her anything--but the truth." + +He inclined his head; then he went to the bureau and took out some +notes. + +"You will let me give you these?" he asked, very humbly and anxiously. + +Nell looked at the money with a dull indifference. + +"What is owing to me, please. No more," she said. + +"If I gave you that, it would leave me beggared," he said gravely. +"Please give me your purse." + +He folded some notes and put them in her purse, and held out his hand. + +"You will let me go to the station?" he asked. + +"No, no!" said Nell. "I would rather go alone." + +"You are not afraid?" he ventured, in a low voice. + +Nell was puzzled for a minute; then she understood that he meant afraid +of Sir Archie. It was the last straw, and she broke down under it; but, +instead of bursting into tears, she laughed--so wild, so eerie a laugh, +that Wolfer was alarmed. But the laugh ceased suddenly, and she lowered +her veil. He held out his hand again, and held hers in a warm and +grateful grasp. + +"God bless you, my dear!" he said. "If you are right, I--I shall owe my +life's happiness to you!" + +Nell went up to her room and told Burden to pack a small hand bag. "I am +going away for a few days," she said; and though she endeavored to speak +easily, the maid looked at her anxiously. + +"Not bad news, miss, I hope?" she said. + +"No; oh, no!" replied Nell. + +The earl was waiting for her in the hall, and put her into the brougham; +and he stood and looked after the carriage with conflicting emotions. + +Then he went upstairs, and, after pausing for a moment or two, knocked +at his wife's door. + +"It is I," he said. + +He heard her cross the room, and presently she opened the door. She was +in her dressing robe, and she looked at him as if she were trying to +keep her surprise from revealing itself in her face. + +"May I come in?" he said, his color coming and going. "I--I want to +speak to you." + +She opened the door wide, and he entered and closed it after him. + +She moved to the dressing table, and took up a toilet bottle in an +aimless fashion. + +"I have come to tell you that I have to go abroad," he said. He had +thought out what he would say, but his voice sounded strange and forced, +and, by reason of his agitation, graver even than usual. + +"Yes," she said, with polite interest. "When do you go?" + +"To-day--at once," he said. "Can you be ready in time for us to catch +the afternoon mail?" + +She turned her head and looked at him. The sun had come out, and shone +through the muslin curtains upon her pretty face and soft brown hair. + +"I!" she said, surprised and startled. "I! Do you want me to go?" + +"Yes," he said. + +He stood, his eyes fixed on hers, his brows knit in suspense and +anxiety. + +"Why?" she asked. + +He came a little nearer, but did not stretch out his hands, though he +longed to do so. + +"Because--I want you," he replied. + +She looked at him, and something in his eyes, something new, strange, +and perplexing, made her heart beat fast, and caused the blood to rush +to her face. + +"You--want--me?" she said, in a low voice, which quavered. Its tremor drew +him to her, and he held out his arms. + +"Yes; I have wanted you--I have always wanted you. Ada, forgive me! Come +to me!" + +She half yielded, then she shrank back, her face white, her eyes full of +remorse and something like fear. + +"You--you don't know!" she panted. + +"Yes, I know all--enough!" he said. "It was my fault as much--more than +yours. Forgive me, Ada! Let us forget the past; let us begin our lives +from to-day--this hour! No, don't speak! It is not necessary to say a +word. Don't let us look back, but forward--forward! Ada, I love you! I +have loved you all along, but I was a fool and blind; but my eyes are +opened, and----Do you care for me? Or is it too late?" + +She closed her eyes, and seemed as if about to fall, but he caught her +in his arms, and, with a sob, she hid her face on his breast, weeping +passionately. + + * * * * * + +Nell sank into a corner of the luxurious carriage, and stared vacantly +before her. The reaction had set in, and she felt bewildered and +confused. She was leaving Wolfer House "under a cloud." For all her life +one person, at least--Lord Wolfer--would deem her guilty of misconduct. +She shuddered and closed her eyes. How should she account to mamma for +her sudden return? Then she tried to console herself, to ease her aching +heart with the thought of the meeting, the reconciliation of the husband +and wife. She had not sacrificed herself in vain, not in vain! + +What did it matter that the earl deemed her guilty? As she had said, she +was nobody, a girl for whom no one cared. She was going back to Shorne +Mills. Well, thank God for that! In six hours she would be home. Home! +Her heart ached at the word, ached with the longing for rest and peace. + +She found that a train did not start until three, and she walked up and +down the station for some time, trying to forget her unhappiness in the +bustle and confusion which, even at the end of this nineteenth century, +make traveling a burden and a trial. + +Presently she began to feel faint rather than hungry, and she went into +the refreshment room and asked for a glass of milk. While she was +drinking it a gentleman came in. She saw that it was Lord Wolfer, and +set down the glass and waited. The man seemed totally changed. The +sternness had disappeared from his face, and his eyes were bright with +his newly found happiness. + +"Why have you come?" she asked dully. + +"I had to," he said. "I--I wanted to tell you--you were right--yes, you +were right! I was blind. We were both blind! We are going abroad +to-day--together. She has asked for you--almost directly--almost as if +she--she suspected that you had brought us together! I told her that you +had been sent for by Sophia. I wish you were not going; I wish you were +coming with us!" + +Nell shook her head wearily; and he nodded. He seemed years younger; and +his old stiffness had disappeared from his manner, the grave solemnity +from his voice. + +"That is my train," said Nell. + +He looked at her wistfully, as if he longed to take her back with him, +but Nell walked resolutely down the platform, and he put her into a +first-class compartment. Then he got some papers and magazines, and laid +them on the seat beside her. It was evident that he did not know how +sufficiently to express his gratitude. + +"Your going is the only alloy to my--our happiness!" he said. + +Nell smiled drearily. + +"You will soon forget me," she could not help saying. + +"Never! Don't think that!" he said. "Have you wired to say that you are +coming?" + +Nell shook her head. + +"I will do so," he said. + +The guard made his last inspection of the carriages, and Wolfer held her +hand. + +"Good-by," he said. "And--and thank you!" + +The words were conventional enough, but Nell understood, and was +comforted. + +As the train left the station, the boys from the book stall came along +with the early edition of the evening papers. + +"Paper, miss?" asked one, standing on the step. "Evening paper? Sudden +death of the Hearl of Hangleford!" + +But Nell had no desire for an evening paper, and, shaking her head, sank +back with a sigh. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +Beaumont Buildings is scarcely the place one would choose in which to +spend a summer's day; for, though they reach unto the heavens, they are, +like most of their kind, somewhat stuffy, the dust of the great city in +all their nooks and corners, and the noise of the crowded life +penetrates even to the topmost flat. + +The agent, a man of fine imagination and unlimited descriptive powers, +states that Beaumont Buildings is "situated in a fashionable locality"; +but though Fashion may dwell close at hand, and its carriages sometimes +roll luxuriously through the street in which the Buildings tower, the +street is a grimy and rather squalid one, in which most of the houses are +shops--shops of the cheap and useful kind which cater for the poor. + +There is always a noise and a blare in Beaumont Street. The butcher not +only displays his joints and "block ornaments" outside his shop, but +proclaims their excellence in stentorian tones; and the grocer and +fruiterer and fishmonger compete with the costermongers, who stand +yelling beside their barrows from early morn to late and gaslit night. + +The smells of Beaumont Street are innumerable, and like unto the sea +shells for variety; and the scent of oranges, the pungent odor of fried +fish, from the shop down the side street, and that vague smell familiar +to all who dwell in the heart of London, rise and enter the open +windows. + +On the pavement and in the roadway, among the cabs and tradesmen's +carts, the children play and yell and screech; and at night the song of +the intoxicated as he rolls homeward, or is conveyed to the nearest cell +by the guardian of the peace he is breaking, flits across the dreams of +those in the Buildings who are so unfortunate as to sleep lightly; and +they are many. + +And yet in a small room of a small flat on the fourth floor of this +Babel of noise and unrest sat Nell. + +Eighteen months had passed since she made her sacrifice and left Wolfer +House. The black dress in which she looked so slight, and against which +the ivory pallor of her face was accentuated, was worn as mourning for +Mrs. Lorton; for that estimable lady had genteelly faded away, and Nell +and Dick were alone in this transitory world. + +The sun was pouring through the open window, and Nell had dragged her +chair into the angle of the wall just out of the reach of the hot beams, +but still near the window, in the hope of catching something of the +smoke-laden air which away out in the country must be blowing so fresh +and sweetly. + +As she bent over the coat which she was mending for Dick, she was +thinking of one place over which that same air was at that moment +wafting the scent of the sea and the flowers--Shorne Mills; and, as she +raised her eyes and glanced at the triangular patch of sky which was +framed by the roofs of the opposite houses, she could see the picture +she loved quite distinctly, and almost hear--notwithstanding the +intermezzo banged out by the piano organ in the street below--the songs +and whistling of the fishermen, and the flap of the sails against the +masts. Let the noise in and outside the Buildings be as great as it +might, she could always lose herself in memories of Shorne Mills; and if +sorrow's crown of sorrow be the remembering of happier days, such +remembrance is not without its consolation. + +When Dick and she had come to the Buildings, two months ago, Nell felt +as if she should never get used to the crowded place and its +multitudinous discomforts; but time had rendered life, even amid such +surroundings, tolerable; and there were moments in which some phase of +the human comedy always being played around her brought the smile to her +pale face. + +Presently she glanced at the tiny clock on the mantelshelf, and, laying +the coat aside, put the kettle on the fire, and got ready for tea; for +Dick would soon be home from the great engineering works on the other +side of the water, and he liked his tea "to meet him on the stairs." + +As she was cutting the bread for the toast there came a knock at the +door, and in answer to her "Come in!" the door was opened halfway, and a +head appeared around it. + +"I beg your pardon, Miss Lorton. Lorton not in? I thought I heard his +step," said a man's voice, but one almost as soft as a woman's. + +Nell scarcely looked up from her task; the tenants of Beaumont Buildings +are sociable, and their visits to one another were not limited to the +fashionable hours. For instance, the borrowing and returning of a +saucepan or a sewing machine, or some lump sugar, went on all day, and +sometimes late into the night; and the borrower or lender often granted +or accepted a loan without stopping the occupation which he or she +happened to be engaged in at the entrance of the other party. + +"Not yet. It is scarcely his time, Mr. Falconer. Is it anything I can +do?" + +The young man came in slowly and with a certain timidity, and stood by +the mantelshelf, looking down at her as she knelt and toasted the bread. +He was very thin--painfully so--and very pale. There were shadows round +his large, dark eyes--the eyes of a man who dreams--and his black hair, +worn rather long, swept away from a forehead as white as a woman's, but +with two deep lines between the eyes which told the story of pain +suffered patiently and in silence. + +His hands were long and thin--the hands of a musician--and the one on +which his chin rested as he leaned against the mantelshelf trembled +slightly. He had been practicing for three hours. He wore an old, a very +old black velvet jacket, and trousers bulgy at the knees and frayed at +the edges; but both were well brushed, and his shirt and collar were +scrupulously clean, though, like the trousers, they; showed signs of +wear. + +He occupied a room just above the Lortons' flat, and the sound of his +piano and violin had entered so fully into Nell's daily life that she +was sometimes conscious of a feeling of uneasiness when it ceased, and +often caught herself waiting for it to begin again. + +"Is it anything I can do?" she asked again, as he remained silent and +lost in watching her. + +"Oh, no!" he said. "I wanted him to help me lift the piano to another +part of the room. The sun comes right on to it now, and it's hot. I +tried by myself, but----" He stopped, as if he were ashamed of his +weakness. "You've no idea how heavy a piano can make itself, especially +on a hot day." + +"He will be in directly, and delighted to help you. Meanwhile, help me +make the toast, and stop to tea with us." + +"I'll help you with the toast," he said. "But I've had my tea, thanks." + +It was a falsehood, for he had run out of tea two days before; but he +was proud as well as poor, which is a mistake. + +"Oh, well, you can pretend to drink another cup," said Nell lightly; for +she knew that the truth was not in his statement. + +He stuck a slice of bread on a toasting fork, but did not kneel down +before the fire for a moment or two. + +"Your room faces the same way as mine," he said. "But it always seems +cooler." His dark eyes wandered round meditatively. Small as the room +was, it had that air of neatness which indicates the presence of a lady. +The tea cloth was white, the few ornaments and pictures--brought from +The Cottage--the small bookcase and wicker-work basket gave a touch of +refinement, which was wholly wanting in his own sparsely furnished and +always untidy den. "Coming in here is like--like coming into another +world. I feel sometimes as if I should like to suggest that you should +charge sixpence for admission. It would be worth that sum to most of the +people in the Buildings, as a lesson in the use and beauty of soap and +water and a duster." + +Nell smiled. + +"I think it is wonderful that they keep their rooms as clean as they do, +seeing that every time one opens the windows the blacks pour in----" + +"Like Zulus into a zareba--if that's what they call it. Yes; no denizen +of the Buildings would feel strange in Africa, for, whatever the +weather may be, the blacks are always with us. Should you say that this +is done on this side?" + +He held up the slice on the toasting fork for her inspection. + +"Beautifully! Turn it, please." + +"I hope to Heaven I shan't drop it! There you are! I knew I should." + +"Well, you can keep that one for yourself," said Nell, laughing. + +He listened to the laugh, with his head a little on one side. + +"I like to hear that," he said, almost to himself, "though, sometimes, I +wonder how you can do it--you, who must always be longing for the fresh +air--for the country." + +Nell winced. + +"What is the use of longing for that which one cannot have?" she said +lightly, but checking a sigh. + +He looked at her quickly, strangely, and a faint dash of color rose to +his pale face. + +"That's true philosophy, at any rate," he said, in a low voice; "but, +all the same, one can't help longing sometimes." + +As he spoke, he stole a glance at the beautiful face; and, in looking, +forgot the toast, which promptly showed its resentment of his neglect by +"catching," and filling the apartment with the smell of scorched bread. + +"I think that's burning," said Nell. + +"And I'm sure of it," he said penitently. "If ever you are in doubt as +to the statement that man is a useless animal, set me to some simple +task, Miss Lorton, and I'll prove it beyond question. Never mind, it's +my slice, and charcoal is extremely wholesome." + +"There's another; and do be careful! And how are you getting on?" + +He jerked his head toward the sitting room above, where the piano was. + +"The cantata? Slowly, slowly," he said thoughtfully. "Sometimes it goes, +like a two-year-old; at others it drags and creeps along, and more often +it stops altogether. You haven't heard it lately; perhaps that's the +reason I'm sticking. I notice that I always get on better and faster +after you--and Lorton--have been up to mark progress. Perhaps you'll +come up this evening? It's cruel to ask you, I know, for you must hate +the sound of my piano and fiddle, just as much as I hate the sound of +Mrs. Jones spanking Tommy, or the whizzing of the sewing machine of that +poor girl in the next room. And you must hear them, too--you, who have +been so used to the quiet of the country, the music of the sea, and the +humming of bees! Yes, it is harder for you, Miss Lorton, than for any of +the rest of us; and I often stop in the middle of the cantata and think +how you must suffer." + +"Then don't think of it again," said Nell cheerfully, "for, indeed, +there is no cause to pity me. At first----" She stopped, and her brows +knit with the memory of the first few weeks of Beaumont Buildings. +"Well, at first it was rather--trying; but after a while one gets +used----" + +"Used to the infernal--I beg your pardon--the incessant bangings on a +piano, and the wailings of Tommy Jones. But you wouldn't complain even +if you still suffered as keenly as you did when you first came. I know. +Sometimes I feel that I would give ten years of my life if I could hear +you say 'Good-by, Mr. Falconer; we are going!' though God knows +I--we--should all miss you badly enough." + +There came a knock at the door--a soft, dull knock, followed by a rattle +of the handle--and a mite of a boy stood in the opening, inhaling the +scent of the tea and toast, and gazing wide-eyed at the two occupants of +the room. + +"Please, mother ses will 'oo lend her free lumps o' sugar, Miss 'Orton; +'cos she've run out." + +"Of course I will! And come in, Tommy!" said Nell. "There you are!" + +She wrapped half the contents of the sugar basin in a piece of paper and +gave it him; then, seeing his eyes fixed wistfully on the pile of +buttered toast, she took a couple of slices, arranged them in sandwich +fashion, butter side inward, and put them into his chubby and grimy +fist. "There you are. And, Tommy, you'll be a good boy, and won't eat +any of the sugar, will you?" + +"No; I'll be dood, Miss 'Orton. I'll promise I'll be dood." + +"Then there's one lump all to yourself!" she said, sticking it into the +other fist. "Open the door for him, Mr. Falconer; and don't watch him up +the stairs; he'll keep his promise," she added, in a low voice, as she +searched for a comparatively clean spot on Tommy's face on which to kiss +him. + +"Go on--you lucky young beggar!" said Falconer, under his breath, and +eying Tommy enviously. + +"If you've any pity to waste, spend it on the children," said Nell, with +a sigh. "Oh, what would I give to be a fairy, just for one day, and +whisk them off to the seaside, into the open fields, anywhere out of +Beaumont Buildings. Sometimes, when I see the women drive by in their +carriages, with a lap dog on their knees or stuck up beside them, it +makes me feel wicked! I want to stick my head out of the window and +call put: 'Come up here and fetch some of the children for a drive; I'll +take care of the dog while you're gone!' Dick's late!" she broke off; +"we'd better begin. Help me wheel the table down to the window." + +He attempted to do it by himself, but the color rose to his face and his +breath came fast, and Nell insisted on bearing a hand. + +"That's better!" she said cheerfully, and ignoring the signs of his +weakness. "You can reach the toast----" + +He stood by the window, looking down absently and regaining his breath +which the effort, slight as it was, had tried. + +"There's a brougham stopped at the door," he said. "Doctor, I suppose. +No, it's a lady--a fashionable lady. Perhaps she's come to take one of +the children for a drive?" + +Nell looked out and uttered an exclamation. + +"I--I know her," she said, with some agitation. "I'm afraid she's coming +here--to see me!" + +He moved to the door at once. + +"Oh, but stay! Why do you run away?" she exclaimed. + +He glanced at his seedy coat with a grave shyness. + +"I'll come back if you're mistaken," he said. "Your swell visitor would +be rather astonished at my appearance; and I'm afraid there isn't time +to get my frock coat out of pawn." + +"Don't go!" begged Nell; but he shook his head and left her; and as she +heard his step going slowly up the stone stairs, she glanced at the tea, +and thought pitifully of the meal he was losing; then she stood by the +table and waited, trying to steady the beating of her heart, to assure +herself that she had been mistaken; but presently some one knocked, and, +opening the door, she saw Lady Wolfer standing before her. + +Lady Wolfer drew the slight figure to her and kissed her again and +again. + +"You wicked girl!" she said, gazing at her with tender reproach. "Aren't +you going to let me come in? Why do you stand and look at me with those +grave eyes of yours, as if you were sorry to see me? Oh, my dear, my +dear!" + +"Yes, come in," said Nell, with something like the sigh of resignation. + +Lady Wolfer still held her by the arm, and turned her face to the light. +There had been a dash of color in it a moment ago, but it had faded, and +Lady Wolfer's eyes filled with tears as she noticed the thinness and +pallor of the face. + +"Nell, Nell! it is wicked of you! I only knew it last night, when we +came back. I thought you were at Shorne Mills still! You wrote from +there--you said nothing about coming to London." + +"That was more than two months ago," said Nell, with a grave smile. +"And--and I said nothing because I knew that you--that Lord +Wolfer--would want to--to help us. And there was no need--is none." + +"No need!" Lady Wolfer looked round the room, listened for a moment to +the strains of the piano mingling with the squeals of the children in +the house, the yells of those playing in the street, and scented the +various odors floating in at the window. "No need! Oh, Nell! isn't it +wicked to be so stubborn and so proud? And we knew nothing! We thought +that you had enough----" + +"So we have," said Nell. "They have been very good to Dick at the works, +and he is earning wages, and there--there was some money left--a +little--but enough." + +"Only enough to permit you to live here! In this prison! Nell, you must +let me take you away----" + +Nell shook her head, smiling still, but with that "stubborn" expression +in her eyes which the other woman remembered. + +"And leave Dick!" she said. "No, no! Don't say another word! Call us +proud and stiff-necked, if you like--we're not, really--but neither Dick +nor I could take anything from any one while we have enough of our own. +If we could--if ever we 'run short,' and are in danger of starvation, +then----But that won't happen. You don't know how clever Dick is, and +how much they think of him at the works! He'll be in directly, with his +hands and face all smutty, and famishing for his tea----" She laughed as +she fetched another cup. "And you've come just in time. Sit down and +leave off staring at me so reproachfully, and tell me all the news." + +"No," said Lady Wolfer. "You tell me; yes, tell me all about it, Nell." + +Nell smiled as she poured out the tea--the smile which bravely checks +the sigh. + +"There is not much to tell," she said. "When I got home--to Shorne +Mills"--should she never be able to speak the words without a pang?--"I +found mamma unwell, very unwell. She was quite changed----" + +"That is why she sent for you, of course," said Lady Wolfer. "Nell, why +did you go without seeing me, without saying good-by?" + +"I had to leave at once," said Nell timidly, and fighting with her +rising color. + +"That day! I shall never forget it," said Lady Wolfer softly, and +looking straight before her. "Yes, I have something to tell you, dear. +But go on." + +"Mamma was ill; but I was not frightened--not at first. She was always +an invalid, you know, and I thought that she would get better. But she +did not; she got weaker every day, and----" The tears came to her eyes, +and she turned away to the fire for a moment. "Molly and I nursed her. +Molly was our servant, and like a friend indeed, and the parting with +her----She did not suffer much, and she was so patient, so changed. She +was like a child at last; she could not bear me to leave her. I used to +think that she--she was not very fond of me; but--but all that was +changed before she died, and she grew to like me as much as she liked +Dick. He had always been her favorite. To the last she did not think she +was going to die, and--and--the evening before she went we"--she +laughed, the laugh so near akin to tears--"we cut out a paper pattern +for a new dress for her--one of your patterns." + +"My poor Nell!" murmured Lady Wolfer. + +"Then she died; and the Bardsleys offered Dick a situation--it was very +kind and unusual, Dick says, and he cannot quite understand it even +now--and, of course, we had to come to London----" + +She stopped, and Lady Wolfer looked round and out of the window. + +"No; we had to live in London, to be near the works, you know. We are +very comfortable and happy." + +"My poor Nell!" + +"Oh, but don't pity us," said Nell, smiling. "You don't know how jolly +we are, and how full of amusement our life is. We even go to the theater +sometimes, and sometimes Dick brings a friend home to tea; and there are +friends here in the Buildings--one has just left me. And Dick is going +to be a great man, and rich and famous. Oh, there is not a doubt about +it. Though Beaumont Buildings are pretty large, we have several castles +in the air quite as big. And now tell me--about yourself," she broke off +suddenly, and with a touch of embarrassment. "You are looking very well; +yes, and younger; and your hair is long; and what a swell you are!" + +"Am I?" said Lady Wolfer, in a low voice, and smiling softly. "I am +glad. Nell, while you have been in such trouble--my poor, dear Nell!--I +have been so happy. How can I tell you? I feel so ashamed." Her face +grew crimson, and she looked down as if smitten with shame; then she +raised her eyes. "It began--my happiness, I mean--the day you left us. +Do you remember the night before, and--and the wild, wicked words I +spoke to you?" + +Nell nodded slightly, and bent over the tea things. + +"I was mad that night--reckless and desperate. I--I thought that my +husband didn't care for me." + +Nell shook her head. + +"Yes; you said I was wrong--that it was all a mistake. How did you know, +dear? But I did not believe you; and I--I thought--God forgive me!--that +I owed it to the man who did love me--that other. Nell, I cannot bear to +speak his name now--now that all is altered! I thought that I was bound +to go away with him! He had asked me--implored me more than once. I knew +that he would ask me again, and soon, and--and I should have yielded!" + +"No, no!" said Nell, going round to her, and putting her arms round her. + +"Yes, ah, yes, I should!" said Lady Wolfer. "I had made up my mind. I +was reckless and desperate. That very morning I had decided to go, +whenever he asked me; and that very morning, quite early, while I was +dressing, my husband came to me, and--Nell, you were right, though even +now I cannot guess how you knew." + +"Spectators see more of the game, dear," said Nell softly. + +"And in a moment everything was changed; and I knew the truth--that he +loved me--had loved me from the first. We had both been blind. But I was +the worst; for I, being a woman, ought to have seen that his coldness +was only the screen which his pride erected between his heart and the +woman whom he thought had only married him for position. We went away +together that day--our real honeymoon. Forgive me, Nell, if--if I almost +forgot you! Happiness makes us selfish, dear! But I did not forget you +for long. And he--Nell, why does he always speak of you as if he owed +you something----" + +She broke off, looking at Nell with a puzzled air. + +Nell smiled enigmatically, but said nothing. + +"Nell, dear, he bade me bring you back with me." + +Nell shook her head. + +"You will not? But you will come and stay with us; you will bring your +brother? Make your home with us while we are in town, at any rate, dear. +Ah, don't be stubborn, Nell! Somehow, I feel as if--as if I owed my new +happiness to you--that's strange, isn't it? But it is so. And you will +come?" + +But Nell was wise in her generation, and remained firm. + +"I must stay with Dick," she said. "We are all and all to each other. +But you shall come and see me sometimes, if you will promise to be good, +and not try and persuade me into leaving that sphere in which the Fates +have placed me." + +Lady Wolfer sighed. + +"You little mule! You always had your own way while you were at Wolfer +House, and I see you haven't changed. But I give you fair warning, Nell, +that one day I shall take you at your weakest, and bear you away from +this--this awful place! It is not fitting that you should be here! Dear, +don't forget that you are a relation of mine!" + +"A poor relation," said Nell, laughing softly. "And, like all poor +relations, to be kept at a proper distance. Go now, dear; that coachman +of yours is getting anxious about his horses." + +Lady Wolfer pleaded hard, but Nell remained firm. + +Her ladyship was welcome to visit at Beaumont Buildings as often as she +chose, but Beaumont Buildings would keep itself to itself; and, at last, +her brougham drove away. + +It had scarcely turned the corner before Falconer knocked at the +Lortons' door. + +"Gone!" he said. + +"Yes, quite gone," said Nell cheerfully, but thoughtfully. "Come and +have your tea; and I'll have another cup." + +He sat down at the table. Tea is a serious meal at Beaumont Buildings, +and is eaten at the table, not in chairs scattered over the room. But +Falconer set his cup down at the first sip and pushed his plate away. + +"I know the sequel of this comedy," he said. + +"What do you mean?" asked Nell, staring at him. + +"Enter swell friend. 'Found at last! Ah, leave this abode of poverty and +squalor. Come with me!' and the heroine goeth." + +Nell laughed. + +"How foolish you are, Mr. Falconer! The heroine--if you mean me--does +not 'goeth,' but remains where she is." + +"Do you mean it?" he asked, the color rising to his pale face. + +"Yes," she said, with a cheerful nod. + +"Then pass the toast," he said. "I breathe again, and tea is possible. +But she wanted you to go? Don't deny it!" + +Nell's pale face flushed. + +"Yes. She wanted me to go; but I would not. I am going to remain at +Beaumont Buildings," said Nell resolutely. + +As she spoke, the door opened, and Dick entered quickly. His face and +hands were smudgy, but his eyes were bright in their rings of smoke and +smut. + +"Hallo, Nell; hallo, Falconer!" he cried. "Eaten all the tea? Hope not, +for I'm famishing. Nell, I've got some news for you--wait till I've +cleaned myself." + +"No, you don't!" said Falconer, catching him by the arm. "What is it?" + +"Oh, not much. Only there's a chance of our leaving these beastly +Buildings. I've got to go down to a place in the country to manage some +water works, and install the electric light." + +Falconer's face fell for a moment, then he smiled cheerfully. + +"Congratulations, old fellow!" he said. "When do you go?" + +"Oh, in about a fortnight. That's what kept me late. Think of it! The +country, Nellakins! Jump for joy, but don't upset the tea things!" + +"Where is it, Dick?" she asked, as he went to the door. + +"At a place called Anglemere. One of the ancestral halls, don't you +know. 'Historic Castles of England' kind of place." + +"Anglemere?" said Nell, wrinkling her brows. "I seem to remember it." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +Dick, having "cleaned" and "stoked" himself with tea and toast, +vouchsafed for further information: + +"Anglemere's in Hampshire. It's a tremendous place, so a fellow at the +works says, who's seen it; one of the show places, you know; 'a +venerable pile,' with a collection of pictures, and a famous library, +and all that. Lord Angleford----" + +"I remember!" Nell broke in, "I met Lady Angleford at Wolfer House; a +little woman, and very pretty. She was exceedingly kind to me." + +"Sensible as well as pretty," murmured Falconer. He had drawn his chair +to the window, and was gazing down at the crowded street rather absently +and sadly. In a fortnight the girl who had brightened his life, who had +transformed Beaumont Buildings into an earthly paradise for him, would +be gone! + +"Oh!" said Dick. "That would have been the late earl's wife. The present +one isn't married. He's a young chap--lucky bargee! The late earl died +about eighteen months ago, suddenly. I heard old Bardsley talking about +it while I was in the office with him. He's been away traveling----" + +"Who--old Bardsley?" asked Nell. + +"No, brainless one," said Dick; "the young earl, Lord Angleford. Rather +a curious sort of customer, I should fancy, for nobody seems to know +where he has been, or where he is. Left England suddenly--kind of +disappearance. They couldn't find him in time for the funeral, and he's +away still; but he's sent orders that this place--the beggar's got +three or four others in England and elsewhere, I believe--should be put +in fighting trim--water supply, new stables, electric light--the whole +bag of tricks. And I--I who speak to you--am going to be a kind of clerk +of the works. No need to go on your knees to me, Falconer; just simply +bow respectfully. You will find no alteration in me. I shall be as +pleasant and affable as ever. No pride in me." + +"Thank you--thank you," said Falconer, with exaggerated meekness. +"But--pardon the curiosity of an humble friend--I don't quite see where +Miss Lorton comes in." + +"Oh, it's this way," said Dick, reaching for his pipe--for your +engineer, more even than other men, must have his smoke immediately +after he has stoked: "the place is empty--nobody but caretakers and a +few servants--and the agent has offered me the use of one of the lodges. +There is no accommodation at the inn, I understand." + +"I see," said Falconer. + +"Just so, perspicacious one. It happens to be a tiny-sized lodge, with +two or three bedrooms. My idea is that Nell and I could take possession +of the lodge, hire a slavey from the village, and have a good time of +it." + +"Pleasure and business combined," said Falconer. "And it will be nice, +when the Buildings are as hot as--as a baker's oven, to think of Miss +Lorton strolling through the woods--there must be woods, of course--or +sitting with a book beside the stream--for equally, of course, there is +a stream." + +"Get your fiddle and play us a 'Te Deum' for the occasion," said Dick +suddenly. + +When Falconer had left the room, Nell told Dick of Lady Wolfer's visit. + +"Oh!" he said, by no means delightedly. "And wants you to go and live +with her; or offered to make us an allowance, I suppose? At any rate, I +won't have anything of that kind, Nell," he added, with fraternal +despotism. + +"You need not be afraid. I shall not go--there are reasons----" She +turned away to hide the sudden blush. "And I am as proud as you, Dick. I +should like to ask Mr. Falconer to come down to us at this place. He has +not been looking well lately." + +Dick shook his head. + +"No, poor beggar! I'm afraid he's in a bad way. Do you hear him cough at +night? It's worse than he pretends." + +"Hush!" said Nell warningly, as the musician reentered, his violin held +lovingly under his arm. + +Soon the small room was filled with the strains of jubilant music--a "Te +Deum" of thanksgiving and rejoicing. + +"That's for you," he said. + +Then suddenly the tune changed to a sad yet delicious melody whose +sweetness thrilled through Nell, and made her think of Shorne Mills--and +Drake; and as he played on she turned her face away from him and to the +open window through which the wailing of the music floated, causing more +than one of the passers-by in the street beneath to pause and look up with +wistful eyes. + +"And that is for me," said Falconer; "for me--and the rest of us--whom +you will leave behind. Good night." And with an abrupt nod he left the +room. + +As a rule he played, in his own room, late into the night; but to-night +the piano and violin were silent, and he sat by the window looking at +the stars, in each of which he saw the beautiful face of the girl in the +room below. + +"She doesn't even guess it," he murmured. "She will never know that I--I +love her. And that's all right; for though she wouldn't laugh at the +love of a pauper with one leg in the grave, she'd pity me, and I +couldn't stand that. She'd pity me and make herself unhappy over my--my +folly; and she's unhappy enough as it is. I wonder what it is? As I +watch her eyes, with that sad, wistful look in them, I feel that I would +give the world to know, and another world on top of it to be able to +help her. Sometimes I fancy that the look is a reflection of that in my +own eyes, and that would mean that she loved some one as I love her. Is +that the meaning? Is there some one of whom she is always thinking as I +think of her? The look was in her eyes while I was playing to-night; I +saw it as I have seen it so often." + +He sighed, and hid his face in his long, thin hands. + +"They paint love as a chubby, laughing child," he mused bitterly. "They +should draw him as a cruel, heartless monster, with a scourge instead of +a toy dart in his hands. If I wrote a love song, it should be the wail +of a breaking heart. Only two months! It seems as if I had known her for +years. Was that look always in her eyes? Will it always remain there? +Oh, God! if I could change it, if I could be the means----Yes; I'd ask +for nothing more, nothing better, but just to see her happy. They might +carry my coffin down the stairs as soon as they pleased afterward." + +He stretched out his hand for his violin, but drew his hand back. + +"Not to-night. They are talking over the brother's slice of luck, and I +won't break in upon their joy. Good night, my love--who never will be +mine." + + * * * * * + +Every evening Dick came home with fresh items of information about the +work to be done at Anglemere, and Nell began to catch something of the +excitement of his anticipation. + +Sometimes Falconer came down to listen, and he tried to hide the pain +the prospect of their departure cost him, as now and again he joined in +the discussion of their plans; but more often he sat gazing out of the +window, and stealing glances at the beautiful face as it bent over some +needlework for Dick or herself--more often for Dick. + +But one night--it was the night before they were to start--he almost +betrayed himself. + +"To-morrow you will have escaped the piano and violin, Tommy's squeals +and the yowling of the cats, the manifold charms of Beaumont Buildings, +and the picturesque cabbages of the costers' barrows, Miss Lorton. I +wonder whether you will ever come back?" + +"Why, of course," said Nell, smiling. "Dick is not going to spend the +remainder of his life at Anglemere. Oh, yes; we shall be back almost +before you have missed us, Mr. Falconer." + +"Think so?" he said, smiling, too, but with a strange look in his eyes, +and a tremulous quiver of the thin and too-red lips. "Then you will have +to be back in a very few minutes after the cab has left the door. No; +somehow I fancy that Beaumont Buildings is seeing the last of you. Tommy +must share my dread, for he howled with more than his accustomed +vehemence when he said 'Good-by' just now." + +"That was because you said I ought not to kiss him, because he was so +dirty," said Nell. "Poor little Tommy! Yes, I think he'll miss me!" + +"It's not improbable," he said, in his ironical way. "I wish I were +seven years old, with a smudgy face and a perpetual sniff. Who knows! +You might have some pity to spare for me." + +Nell laughed with the unconscious heartlessness of the woman who does +not suspect that the man she is laughing at loves her better than life +itself. + +"Oh, I hope you will miss us, too," she said. "But you will be freer to +get on with your work. I'm afraid Dick--and I, too!--have often +interrupted you and interfered with your composing. You must set at the +cantata while we are away, and have it finished for us to hear when we +come back. And, Mr. Falconer, you will take care of yourself, won't you? +You are so careless, you know--about going out in the rain and at night +without an umbrella or overcoat. I heard you coughing last night." + +"Did you?" he said. "I hope I didn't keep you awake! I kept my head +under the bedclothes as much as I could! Yes, I'll take care, though I +don't think it matters very much." + +Nell looked up at him, startled and rather shocked. + +"Why do you say that?" she said reproachfully. "Do you think that +Dick--and I--wouldn't be sorry if you were ill?" + +"Yes," he said, smiling gravely, "you would be sorry. So you would be if +Tommy got the measles, or the black cat opposite were to slip off the +tiles and break its neck, or Giles came home sober enough one night to +kill his wife. There! I've hurt you! I didn't mean to! It's sheer +cussedness on my part, and I'm an ill-conditioned cur to say a word." +Then suddenly the smile vanished, and his misery showed itself in his +dark eyes. "Ah! can't you see what your going means to me--can't you +see?" He caught his emotion by the throat and checked it. "That--that I +shall miss you--and Dick; that I shan't have any one to come to with my +cantata and my cough. There's Dick calling, and good-by. I--I shall be +out at a music lesson when you start to-morrow." + +He held her hand for a moment or two, half raised it slowly, but, with a +wistful smile and a tightening of his lips, let it fall. + +He was not out when they drove away next morning, but his door was +closed, and he watched them from behind the ragged curtains drawn +closely over the grimy window. Then, when the cab had rattled away, he +went out on the landing and found Tommy seated on the stairs, bewailing +his desertion, with his two chubby, sooty fists kneading his swollen +eyes. + +"Come inside, Tommy," he said. "Let us mingle our tears together. You +ungrateful young sweep, how dare you cry! She kissed you!" + +Nell, of the tender heart, had grown somewhat fond of Beaumont +Buildings, and she sighed rather wistfully as she looked back at it, and +thought of the humble friends who would, she knew, miss her; but her +spirits rose as the train left the tops of the houses and carried Dick +and her into the fresh air of the great Hampshire downs. + +"It seems years, ages, since I saw the country!" she exclaimed. "Dick, +do you see those sheep? They are white! Think of it! Think of the grimy +ones in the parks! Couldn't we have a Society for Washing the Poor +London Sheep, Dick? And look at that farmhouse! Oh, Dick, it isn't +Devonshire and--and Shorne Mills, but it is the country at last!" + +"All right; keep your hair on, young woman," said Dick, looking out of +the window in a patronizing fashion. "This is all very well; but wait +until you get to Anglemere. Then you can shout and carry on if you +like. Old Bardsley--nice old chap when he steps off his perch--says it +is one of the most delightful 'seats' in England; as if it were a kind +of armchair! Lucky beggar, this young lord! Nell, I've a kind of feeling +that I ought to have been the heldest son of an hearl, but that I was +changed in the cradle, don't you know. I should advise you not to stick +your head too far out of the window, or one of these tunnels will knock +it off. A brainless sister I can bear with, but one without any head at +all would be rather too much." + +He was pretty jubilant himself, though, boylike, he tried to play the +cynic; and when the ramshackle fly drove through the picturesque +village, and they came in sight of a huge palace of a house which +gleamed redly through the trees of an English park, and the flyman, +pointing with his whip, informed them that it was Anglemere, Dick +emitted a whistle of surprise and admiration. + +"I say, that is something like! What signifies the Maltbys' and the +other places we know, after that?" + +But Nell's eyes, after a glance at the great house, were fixed upon the +lodge at which the fly had stopped. + +"Oh, Dick, how pretty!" she exclaimed, her beautiful face radiant with +delight as she gazed at the ivy-covered little house with its latticed +windows and Gothic porch. + +A young girl--the village slavey Dick had engaged--stood under the porch +to welcome them, and demurely conducted Nell over the lodge. + +They scrambled through a hasty meal, and Dick invited Nell--with a touch +of importance and dignity which made her smile, to "come up and see the +house." + +They walked up a magnificent avenue, and stood for a moment or two +looking upon one of the finest specimens of Gothic domestic architecture +in England. + +"Fine, isn't it?" said Dick, with bated breath. "Like a picture in a +Christmas number, eh, Nell? See the carving along the front, and the +terrace? And there's the peacock, there, perched behind that stone lion. +Fancy such a place as this belonging to you, your very own. Yes, Lord +Angleford's a lucky chap!" + +They went up the stone steps to the terrace steps, up which Queen Bess +had ascended with stately stride, and, crossing the terrace, into the +hall. + +The staircase, broad enough for a coach and four, had sheets of brown +holland hanging from it, and the pictures, statuary, cabinets, and +figures in armor were swathed in protecting covers; but enough was +visible of the magnificence, the antiquity of the grand old hall to +impress Nell. + +Some men were at work, whitewashing and decorating, and they stopped +their splashing to permit Nell and Dick to go upstairs; and one or two +of them touched their hats respectfully to the pretty young lady and her +brother. + +The corridors were wide and newly decorated, and lined with priceless +pictures which Nell longed to linger over; but Dick led her on from one +room to another; from suites in which the antique furniture had been +suffered to remain to others furnished with modern luxury. + +As they went downstairs again they were met by a dignified old lady who +introduced herself as the housekeeper; and who, upon being informed that +Dick was "the gentleman from Bardsley & Bardsley," graciously conducted +them over the state apartments. Most of us know Anglemere, either from +having visited it, or from the innumerable photographs of it, but Nell +had not seen any pictorial representation of it, and its glories broke +upon her with all the force of freshness. In silent wonder she followed +the stately dame as she led them from one magnificent room to another, +remarking with a pleasant kind of condescension: + +"This is the great drawing-room. Designed by Onigo Jones. Pictures by +Watteau. Queen Elizabeth sat in that chair near the antique mantelpiece +of lapis-lazuli; this chair is never moved. This, the adjoining room, is +the ballroom. Pictures by Bouchier; notice the painted ceiling, the +finest in Europe, and costing over twenty thousand pounds. The next room +is the royal antechamber, so called because James II. used it for +writing letters while visiting Anglemere. We now pass into the banquet +hall. Carved oak by Grinling Gibbings. You will remark the lifesized +figures along the dado. It was here that Charles I., the Martyr, dined +with his consort, Henrietta. That buffet, large as it is, will not hold +the service of gold plate. That painted window's said to be the oldest +of any, not ecclesiastic, in Europe. It is priceless. The pictures round +the room are by Van Dyck and Carlo Dolci. The one over the mantelpiece +is a portrait of the seventh Earl of Angleford." + +Nell looked up at it. She was half confused by the splendors of the +place and her efforts to follow the descriptions and explanations of the +stately housekeeper; but as she raised her eyes to the portrait she was +conscious of a sensation of surprise. For in some vague way the portrait +reminded her of Drake. The pictured Angleford wore a ruff, and was +habited in satin and armor, but the face---- + +"Come on! What are you staring at?" said Dick, impatiently; and she +followed the cicerone into another room, and listened to the monotonous +voice repeating the well-learned lesson. + +"We have here the library, the famous Angleford library. There are +twenty thousand volumes, many of them unique. They are often consulted +by savants--with the permission of the earl. Many of them are priceless. +That portrait is Lord Bacon," et cetera, et cetera. + +"Let us go," whispered Nell, in Dick's ear. "The greatness of the house +of Angleford is getting on my nerves! I--I can't help thinking of +Beaumont Buildings! It is too great a contrast!" + +"Shut up!" retorted Dick, who was intensely interested. + +Nell went through the remainder of the inspection with a vague feeling +of dissatisfaction. What right had any one man to such luxury, to such +splendor, while others were born to penury and suffering? + +While she was asking herself this question, the housekeeper had led them +to the picture gallery, the gallery which artists came from all corners +of the world to visit. + +"Portraits of the earls of Angleford," she said, waving a black-clad, +condescending arm. + +"Is the portrait of the present Earl of Angleford here?" asked Dick, +with not unnatural interest. + +"No, sir. The present earl is not here. You see, it was not thought that +he would be the earl. That is the late earl. Would you like to see the +stables? If so, I will call the head coachman----" + +But they had seen enough for one day, and, almost in silence, walked +back to the lodge. + +"I wonder whether Lord Angleford knows, realizes, how big a man he is?" +said Dick, as he smoked his last pipe that night in the sitting room of +the lodge. "We've seen the house, but we haven't seen the park or the +estates or the farms, which extend for miles around. Fancy owning all +this, and a title, a name, which every boy and girl learns about when +they read their English history!" + +"I decline to fancy to realize anything more," said Nell, with a laugh. +"That old woman's voice rings in my ears, and I feel as if I were +intoxicated with, overwhelmed by, the grandeur of the Anglefords. I am +going to bed now, Dick. To bed in a house in the country, with the scent +of the flowers stealing in at the windows! Oh, think of it! and think +of--Beaumont Buildings! Dick, would it be possible to obtain the post of +lodgekeeper to Anglemere House? I envy the meanest laborer on the +estate. Next to being the earl himself, I think I would like to be +keeper of one of the lodges, or--or chief of the laundry!" + +She went up to her room--a room in which the ceiling was "covered" to +the shape of the thatched roof. + +She was brushing the long tresses of soft, fluffy black hair which +Drake had loved to kiss, when she heard the sound of a horse trotting up +the avenue. + +She went to the window, and, screened by the curtain, looked out. A full +moon was shining and flooding the avenue With light. + +She waited, looking out absently. The sound came nearer, and suddenly +the horseman came in sight. Holding the muslin curtain for a screen, she +still waited and watched for him. Then, with a faint cry--a cry almost +of terror--she shrank back. + +For the man who was riding up the avenue to Anglemere was strangely like +Drake! + +He had passed in an instant; his head was bowed, his face only for a +moment in the moonlight, and yet--and yet! Was she dreaming--was fancy +only trifling with her--or was it indeed and in truth Drake himself? + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +Nell lay awake for hours, dwelling on the appearance of the horseman who +had ridden by in the moonlight. + +It seemed to her that it was impossible that she, of all persons in the +world, could be mistaken; and yet how could Drake be here, and why +should he be riding up the avenue of Anglemere at this time of night? + +The sight of him, if it was he, aroused all the love in her heart, which +needed little, indeed, to arouse it. She had tried to forget him during +the vicissitudes of the last two years, but she knew that he was still +enshrined in her heart, that while life lasted she must love him and +long for him. She endeavored, by thinking of him as betrothed--perhaps +married--to Lady Luce, as belonging to her, to oust her love for him as +a sin, as shameful as it was futile; but there was scarcely an hour of +the day in which her thoughts did not turn to him, and at night she +awoke from some dream, in which he was the central figure, with an +aching heart. + +Life is but a hollow mockery to the woman, or the man, whose unrequited +love fills the hours with an unsatisfied longing. + +When she awoke in the morning, the likeness to Drake of the man she had +seen had grown vaguer to her mind, and she persuaded herself that it was +a likeness only; but her restless night had made her pale and +preoccupied; but Dick, when he came in to breakfast, was too engrossed +and excited to notice it. + +"I've just been up to the house," he said, as he flung his cap on the sofa +and lifted the cover from the savory dish of ham and eggs. "By George! we +shall have to slip into it and look alive! The contractors have had a +letter from Lady Angleford. It seems the earl's in England, and wants the +place as soon as possible. The foreman has sent to London for more hands. +I've wired the Bardsleys, telling them we've got to hurry up. It's always +the way with these swells; when they want anything, they want it all in a +minute. Something like ham and eggs! Rather different to the measly rasher +and the antediluvian eggs from the grocer's opposite. But you don't seem +to be very keen?" he added, as Nell pushed her plate away and absently +took a slice of toast. "Miss the good old London air, Nell, or the +appetizing smells of Beaumont Buildings?" + +"I've got a little headache; only a tiny one," said Nell, +apologetically. "I shall go for a long walk after breakfast, and you +will see that I shall be all right by lunch." + +"Don't talk of lunch to me!" he said. "I shan't have time for it. I +shall take a hunk of bread and butter in my pocket, and nibble at it for +a few minutes during the workman's dinner hour; you bet the noble +British workman won't cut short his precious meal, bless him!" + +He was off again as soon as he had swallowed his breakfast, with his +pipe in his mouth, and a roll of plans and drawings in his hand; and +Nell, after gazing from the window at the avenue up which the horseman +had ridden, put on her things and went down to the village, marketing. + +It was a picturesque one, and showed every sign of the sleepy prosperity +which distinguishes a self-respecting English village lucky enough to +lie outside the gates of such a place as Anglemere. + +It was like old Shorne Mills times to Nell, and her spirits rose as she +walked along with her basket on her arm. + +The butcher touched his forehead and smiled with respectful admiration +as she entered the tiny and scrupulously clean shop. + +"You be the young lady from the lodge, miss?" he said, with a pleasant +kind of welcome. "I heard as you'd come with the electric gentleman. Ah! +there's going to be grand changes at the Hall, I'm told. Well, miss, +it's time. Not that I've got aught to say against the old earl, for he +was a good landlord and a kind-hearted gentleman. But, you see, he +wasn't here very much--just a month or two in the shooting season, and +perhaps at Christmas; but we're hoping, here at Anglemere, that the new +earl will come oftener. It will be a great thing for us, of course, +miss. But there! you can't expect him to stay for long, he's got so +many places; and I'm told that some of 'em are finer and grander even +than the Hall, though it's hard to believe. A piece of steak, miss? +Certainly; and it's the best I've got you shall have. And about Sunday, +miss? What 'u'd you say to a leg of mutton--a small leg, seem' that +there's only two of you?" + +"That will do," said Nell. + +"Yes, miss. Perhaps you'd like to see it? It's in the meadow there--the +sheep near the hedge." + +The butcher grew radiant at the sweet, low-toned laugh with which Nell +received this practical suggestion. + +"I am afraid I shouldn't be able to judge it through that thick fleece," +she said. "But I am more than willing to trust you, thank you." + +"Thank you, miss," he said, as he cut the steak with critical care. "I'm +told that Lord Angleford's in England, and is coming to the Hall sooner +than was expected. And that's good news for all of us. Fine gentleman, +the earl, miss! A regular credit to the country that bred him. I've +knowed him since he was a boy, for, of course, he used to stay here in +his holidays, and durin' the shootin' and Christmas. A great favorite of +his uncle's, the old earl, miss, and no wonder, for there wasn't a more +promising young gentleman among the aristocracy. Always so pleasant and +frank spoken, and not a bit of side about him. It 'u'd be, 'Hallo, +Wicks'--which was me, miss--'how are you? And how's the brindle pup?' +And he'd take his hat off to the missus just as if she was one of his +grand lady friends." + +Nell moved toward the open door, but Mr. Wicks followed her as if loath +to let her go. + +"Rare cut up we was, miss, when we heard that him and the old earl had +quarreled and the old gentleman had gone and got married, which was just +like the Anglefords--always so hotheaded and flyaway. Yes, it was a +cruel blow to Lord Selbie, or so it seemed; but it all turned out right, +seeing that there wasn't a heir born to cut him out. Not that any of us +had a word to say about the lady the old earl married. As nice and as +pretty--begging her pardon--a little lady, though a foreigner, as ever +you met. Yes, it's all right, and our young gentleman as we was all so +fond of is coming into his own, as the saying is. Yes, miss, it shall be +sent up at once, certainly. And good day to you, miss!" + +Wherever she went, Nell found the people rejoicing at the coming advent +of the new lord, who was anything but new to most of them, who, like +Wicks, knew and were attached to him. Before she had finished her +shopping, Nell found herself quite interested in the new master of +Anglemere, and wondered whether she should see him and what he would be +like. By the time she had got back to the lodge, her headache had gone, +and she was singing to herself as she arranged some flowers she had +picked on her way through the woods. + +In the afternoon, she went for a long walk; but, long as it was, it did +not by any means take her out of the domains of the Earl of Angleford, +which stretched away for miles round the great house. She saw farms +dotted here and there on the hillsides, and looking prosperous with +their cattle and sheep feeding in the fields, and the corn waving like a +green sea on the slopes of the hills. There were large plantations, in +which she disturbed the game; and parklike spaces, in which colts +frisked beside the brood mares, for which Anglemere was famous all the +world over. + +Everything spoke in an eloquent and emphatic way of wealth, and Nell +sighed and grew rather pensive, now and again, as she thought of the +denizens of Beaumont Buildings, and the grinding poverty in which their +lives were spent. But that was like Nell--tender-hearted Nell of Shorne +Mills. + +Dick came home to dinner, tired, and approved of the steak, which, he +declared, beat even the ham and eggs. + +"We're getting on first-rate," he said, in answer to Nell's inquiry; +"and I'm afraid we shan't make a very long stay here. I'd hoped that +this job would spin out for--oh, ever so long; but it will have to be +pushed through in a few weeks. They're waking up at the house like mad. +Money makes the mare go! And there's no end to the money this young lord +has got. But, from all I hear, he's a decent sort----" + +Nell laughed. + +"Please don't you begin to sing his praises, Dick," she said. "I've +heard a general chorus of laudations all the morning, and I think I am +just a wee bit tired of my Lord of Angleford! Though I'm very grateful +to him for this change! I wish we could turn lodgekeepers, Dick! Fancy +living here always!" + +They were seated in the porch--Dick smoking away furiously--and she +gazed wistfully at the greensward, and the trunks of the great elms +glowing like copper in the rays of the setting sun. + +"And, oh, Dick!" she cried, "if only Mr. Falconer could be here! How he +would enjoy it! He's always talking of the country, and how much good it +would do him!" + +"Poor beggar--yes!" said Dick, with a nod of sympathy. "I say, Nell, why +shouldn't we ask him to pay us a visit?" + +Nell grew radiant at the suggestion; then looked doubtful. + +"But may we?" she asked. "This isn't our lodge, Dick; though I have +begun to feel as if it were." + +"Nonsense!" said Dick emphatically. "The agent placed it absolutely at +our disposal. A nice state of things if we couldn't ask a friend! Have +Britons--especially engineers--become slaves? I pause for a reply. No? +Good! Then I'll write him a line that will fetch him down--with his +fiddle! What a pity we haven't got a piano!" + +Nell laughed. + +"Yes, we could put it in the sitting room, and look at it through the +window; for there certainly wouldn't be room inside for it and us +together!" + +Dick wrote the next day, and Falconer walked up and down his bare and +narrow room, with the letter in his hand, his thin face flushing and +then paling with longing and doubt. To be in the country, in the same +house with her! And yet--would it not be wiser to refuse? His love grew +large enough when it was only fed on memory; it would grow beyond +restraint in such close companionship. Better to refuse and remain where +he was than to go near her, and so increase the store of agony which the +final parting would bring him. And so, after the manner of weak man, he +sat down and wrote a line, accepting. + +Dick stole half an hour to go with Nell to meet him at the station, and +Dick's hearty greeting and Nell's smile brought the blood to his face +and made the thin hand he gave them tremble. + +"The fact is, we couldn't get on without the violin--brought it? That's +all right. Because if you hadn't, you'd be sent back for it, young man. +Pretty country, isn't it? All belongs to our young swell. I say 'our,' +because we feel as if we'd got a kind of share in him, as if he belonged +to us. You'll hear nothing but 'Lord Angleford,' 'the earl,' all day +long here; and you'll speedily come to our conviction, that the earth, +or this particular corner of it, with all that it contains, man, woman, +and child, birds, beasts, and fishes, was made for his lordship's +special behoof. Nice little place--kind of fishing box, isn't it?" he +said, nodding to the vast pile as it came in sight. "That's where I +spend my laborious days, putting on water for his lordship to drink and +wash with, and setting up electric light for his lordship to shave +himself by, though I suppose his lordship's valet does that. And what +price the lodge? For this is our residence pro tem." + +Falconer was almost speechless with delight and happiness; his dark eyes +glowed with a steady light, which grew brighter and deeper whenever they +rested on Nell's beautiful face. + +His obvious happiness reflected itself on her mood, and it was a merry +trio which sat down to the simple dinner, that, simple as it was, seemed +luxurious to the fare which he had left behind at Beaumont Buildings. + +After dinner he got out his violin and played for them. + +Dick sprawled on the sofa, and Nell leaned back in her cozy chair with +some useful and necessary darning, and--with unconscious +cruelty--thought of Drake and Shorne Mills, as the exquisite strains +filled the tiny room. + +Some of the workmen, as they tramped by from their overtime, paused to +listen, and nodded to each other approvingly, and carried the news to +the village that "a swell musician fellow" was on a visit at the lodge; +and the next day, when Nell walked through the village, with Falconer by +her side, carrying her basket, the good folk eyed his pale face and long +hair with awed curiosity and interest, and then, when the couple had +passed, exchanged winks and significant smiles, none of which Nell saw, +or, if she had seen, would, in her unconsciousness, have understood. For +it never occurs to the woman whose whole being is absorbed in love for +one man, that any other man may be in love with her. So Nell was +placidly happy in the musician's happiness, and never guessed that the +music he played for her delight was but the expression of the longing of +his heart, and that when she was not looking, his dark eyes dwelt upon +her with a sad and wistful tenderness, which was all the more tender +because of its hopelessness. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +Now, while all Anglemere talked of its lord and master, it had no +suspicion that he was near at hand. + +Two days before Nell and Dick had arrived at the lodge, the _Seagull_ +sailed, with all the grace and ease of its namesake, into Southampton +water, with my Lord of Angleford on board. + +Drake leaned against the rail and looked with grave face and preoccupied +air at his native land. Two years had passed since he had last seen it, +and they had scored their log upon his face. It was handsome still, but +the temples were flecked with gray, and there were certain lines on the +forehead and about the mouth which are graven by other hands than +Time's. + +It was the face of one who lived in the past, and could find no pleasure +in the present; and the expression in his eyes was that of the man to +whom the gods have given everything but the one thing his heart desired. + +As he leaned against the side, with his hands in his pockets, his yacht +cap tilted over his eyes, he pondered on the vanity of human wishes. + +Here he was, the Earl of Anglemere, owner of an historic title, the +master of all the Angleford estates and wealth. Almost every man who +heard his name envied him--some doubtless hated him--because of his +wealth and rank. And yet he would have given it all if by so doing he +could have been the "Drake Vernon" who had been loved by a certain Nell +Lorton; and as he looked at the blue water, rippling in the sunlight +round the stately yacht, his thoughts went back sadly to the _Annie +Laurie_ and its girl owner, and he sighed heavily. + +He had intended to be absent from England for some years--perhaps +forever, and even when the cable informing him of his uncle's death and +his own succession to the title had reached him, he had clung to his +resolution of remaining abroad, for when the news got to him his uncle +had been long buried, and there seemed to him no need of his return. It +was easier to forget, or to persuade himself that he forgot, Nell, while +he was sailing from port to port, or shooting big game in the wild and +desolate places of the earth, than it would be in England. If Nell had +still been pledged to him, how differently he would have received this +gift which the gods had bestowed on him! To have been able to go to her +and say: "Nell, you will be the Countess of Angleford; take my hand, and +let me show you the inheritance you will share with me!" That would have +been a happiness which would have doubled and trebled the value of his +title and estates. But now! Nell was no longer his; he had lost her, +and, having lost her, all the good things which had fallen to him were +of as little value as a Rubens to the blind, or a nocturne of Chopin to +the deaf. + +When the lawyers worried him he sent curt and evasive replies, telling +them in so many words to do the best they could without him, and when +Lady Angleford wrote, begging him to return and take up his duties, he +answered with condolences on her loss, and vague assurances that he +would be back--some time. Then she wrote again; the kind of letter a +clever woman can write; the letter which, for all its gentleness, stings +and irritates: + +"Much as you may dislike it, much as it may interfere with your love of +wandering, the fact remains that you are the Earl of Angleford, my dear +Drake. And the Earl of Angleford has higher duties than ordinary men. +The lawyers want you, the estate want you, the people--do you think they +do not want you? And, most of all, I think, I want you. Do you remember +our first meeting? It was thought that I had come between you and yours; +but the fact that I have not done so, the consolation I find in the +thought, is made of no avail by your absence. You are too good a fellow +to inflict pain upon a lonely and sorrow-stricken woman, Drake. Come +back and take your place among your peers and your people. Sometimes I +think there must be some reason, some mysterious cause, for your +prolonged absence, your reluctance to take up the duties and +responsibilities of the position which has fallen to you; but if there +should be, I beg of you to forget it, to set it aside. You are, you +cannot help being, the Earl of Angleford. Come and play your part like a +man." + + * * * * * + +It was the kind of letter which few men, certainly not Drake, could +resist. Wondering bitterly whether she guessed at the reason, the cause +of his reluctance to return to England, to take up the purple and ermine +which had fallen from her husband's shoulders, he wrote a short note +saying that he would "come back." In a second letter he asked her to get +Angleford ready for him, not dreaming that she would take his request as +a carte blanche, and turn the old place inside out and make it fit, as +she considered fitness, for its new lord and master. + +As the _Seagull_ glided to her moorings, his expression grew harder and +sterner. He was a man of the world, and he knew what would be expected +of him. An earl, the owner of an historic title and vast estates, has a +paramount duty--that of providing an heir to his title and lands. + +Now that he had come back, he would be expected, would be hustled and +goaded into marrying. Marrying! He swore under his breath, and began to +pace up and down restlessly, so that Mr. Murphy, the yacht's master, +thinking that his lordship was in a hurry to land, bustled the crew a +bit. But when the dingy was lowered and the man-o'-warlike sailors were +in their places, their lord and master lingered, for he was loath to +leave the _Seagull_. How many nights had he paced her deck, thinking of +Nell, calling up the vision of the clear, oval face, the soft, dark +hair, the eyes that had grown violet-hued as they turned lovingly to +him. That vision had sailed with him through many a stormy and sunlit +sea, and he was loath to part with it. On shore, there he would have to +plunge into his "duties," would have to sign leases, and read deeds, and +listen to stewards and agents. There would be little time to think, to +dream of Nell. + +The dinghy took him ashore, and he put up at the large and crowded +hotel, and spent the evening wishing that he was on the _Seagull_. The +next day it occurred to him that he was within a ride of Anglemere, and +he procured a horse and rode out to it. He had very little desire to see +the chief of his "places," and when he had ridden up to the terrace he +turned his horse down a side road and regained his hotel, little +thinking that he had passed the window of Nell's room, that her eyes had +rested upon him. + +The sight of the old place had awakened memories which saddened him. He +had played on that terrace, on the lawn beneath, when a boy. Even as a +boy he had learned to regard Anglemere as his future home; and he had +been, in a childish way, proud of the fact. It was his now--and what +little pride and pleasure could be found in its possession! If +Nell----With something like an oath he dragged himself up the grandiose +stairs of the hotel, and went to bed. + +In the morning the mate of the yacht brought him a letter from Lady +Angleford. It said that she had heard that he had arrived at +Southampton, and that she hoped he would go on to Anglemere and see and +approve of the alterations and improvements she was attempting, and that +he would "go into residence" in three weeks' time, as she had asked a +housewarming party to welcome him. + +Drake stared at the letter moodily, and wished himself among the big +game in Africa, or salmon fishing in Norway; but he felt that Lady +Angleford was trying to do her duty by him, and knew that he ought to +follow suit. + +He gravitated between the hotel and his yacht for a few days, his face +growing sterner and more moody each day, then he rode out to Anglemere +again. + +It was a lovely afternoon, and, if he had not been haunted by the vision +of Nell, Drake would have reveled in the blue sky, the soft breeze, the +singing of the birds, and the scent of the flowers; but all these +recalled Nell and Shorne Mills, and only made the aching of his heart +more acute. + +He wondered, as he rode along the well-kept roads, whether she was still +at Shorne Mills; whether she had forgotten him, whether she was married. +At the last thought, the blood rushed to his head, and he jerked the +reins so that the good horse broke into a gallop which carried Drake to +the southern lodge, where--if he could but have known it!--dwelt Nell +herself! + +The gates were open, and he rode through; but as he passed the lodge, +the sound of a violin played by a master hand smote upon his ear. He +pulled the horse into a walk, and approached the house in a dream. + +Workmen were all over the place, and he stared about him like a +stranger; and they eyed him with half-indifferent, half-curious +scrutiny. He got off his horse and walked up the stone steps of the +terrace into the hall. Here the foreman of the firm of decorators +approached him. + +"Do you want to see any one, sir?" he asked. + +"No," said Drake diplomatically. He was reluctant to announce himself. +"You are making some alterations?" he said. + +"Rather, sir," assented the foreman, with a self-satisfied smile. "We're +just turning the old place inside out. For the new lord, you know." + +"I see," said Drake. + +He knew that he ought to have said: "I am the new lord--I am Lord +Angleford." But he shrank from it. The whole thing, the transformation +of the old place, though he knew it was necessary, was distasteful to +him. + +"What is that?" and he nodded toward a cluster of small globes in the +center of the hall. + +"Oh, that! That's the electric light," said the man. "There's going to +be electric lights all over the house. Wait a minute, and I'll turn some +of it on; though perhaps I'd better not, for the gentleman who manages +it is away to-day. He's gone to Southampton to see after some things +which ought to have come this morning." + +"Don't trouble," said Drake absently. + +"Well, perhaps I'd better not," said the man. "He mightn't like it. He's +the gent that lives in the lodge." + +"In the lodge!" said Drake. "The south lodge?" + +The man nodded. + +"He plays the violin?" said Drake. + +The man grinned. + +"No, no! That's his friend. He's a musician--the gentleman his sister is +engaged to." + +Drake got on his horse and rode away, leaving the park by the east +lodge. + +The three weeks slipped away, and the day for the great gathering at +Anglemere was near at hand. By dint of working day and night, the +contractors had succeeded in getting the house finished in time; and +Lady Angleford, who had come down, with an army of servants, at the +week's end, expressed her approval and her astonishment that so much +should have been effected in so short a time. + +The lord and master was not to arrive until the evening of the +twenty-first, the date of the ball, and most of the house party had +reached Anglemere before him. He had pleaded urgent business as an +excuse for not putting in an appearance earlier; but, beyond seeing his +lawyers and listening to their complaints at his absence, he had done +very little business, and had been cruising in the Solent to while away +the interval. + +The villagers wanted to "receive" him at the station, and talked of a +"welcome" arch; but no one could find out at what hour to expect him; +and Lady Angleford, who, with native quickness, had learned a great +deal of his character in her short acquaintance with him, and was quite +aware that he disliked fuss of any kind, had discouraged the idea. + +The dogcart was sent to the station to meet the six-o'clock train, on +chance, and he arrived by it, and was driven home, cheered by a few +groups of the villagers who had hung about in the hope of seeing him. + +Lady Angleford met him in the hall, and they went at once to the +library. + +"I can't tell you how glad I am that you have come, Drake--I suppose I +may call you Drake?" she said, holding out her hand again to him. + +"You shall call me by any name that pleases you," he said, smiling at +her, and speaking very gently, for she was still in mourning, and looked +very fragile and petite. + +"Thanks. And yet I am not a little nervous. I don't know how you'll +quite take the alterations I have made, whether you will think I have +been too presumptuous. I shall watch your face with an anxious eye when +I take you over the place presently." + +"My only feeling is one of intense gratitude," he said; "and I can't +express my thanks and surprise that you should have taken so much +trouble. I had an idea that the place was all right, that what was good +enough for my uncle----" + +She winced slightly, but smiled bravely. + +"No, Drake; he was an old man, and came here but seldom; you are young, +and, I hope, will spend a great deal of time here. After all, it is your +real English home." + +He nodded, but not very assentingly. + +"I don't know," he said, rather moodily. "I am rather a restless mortal, +and find it difficult to settle in any one place." + +"Have you been well?" she asked, as she saw his face plainly, for he had +turned to the window. + +"Oh, yes; quite," he replied. + +She looked at him rather doubtfully. + +"You are thinner, and----" + +"Older," he said, with a smile. + +"I was not going to say that; but I was going to say that you looked as +if you had not been sparing yourself lately." + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"I had rather a rough time of it in Africa--and a touch of fever. It +always leaves its mark, you know." + +She nodded as if she accepted the explanation; but she was not +satisfied. A touch of fever does not leave behind the expression of +weariness which brooded in his eyes. + +"If you are not too tired, will you come round with me?" she said. +"There's an opportunity now, for all the people are out riding or +driving, and we shall be more free than we shall be when they come +bustling in." + +"Certainly," he said, opening the door for her. "I suppose you have +filled the house? Is it a large party?" + +"I am afraid it is," she said, apologetically; "but the house is not +quite full, for some of the people who are coming to the dance to-morrow +will have to stay the night. By the way, I asked you if there was any +one to whom you would like me to send a card, but you did not reply." + +"Didn't I? I humbly beg your pardon, countess! No, there was no one." + +He looked round the hall admiringly. + +"You have done wonders!" he said; "and in such a short time! I rode over +here from the hotel the other day, and imagined they would take at least +a month to finish. And is that the old drawing-room? Can it be possible! +It is charming! Ah, you have left the dining room untouched--that's +right." + +Lady Angleford laughed. + +"There is not an inch of it that has not been touched; but with reverent +hands, I hope. It is upstairs that we have done most. The bedrooms, you +will admit, wanted thorough renovating." + +"Yes, yes," he said, as he walked beside her. "It's all perfect. It must +have cost a great deal of money." + +She nodded. + +"Oh, yes; but it does not matter, you know." + +He glanced at her questioningly. + +"It really does not," she said. "Have you any idea how rich you are, +Drake?" + +He shook his head. + +"I'm ashamed to say that I don't quite know how I stand. The lawyers +jawed about it the other day, and I did fully manage to understand that +my uncle had left me everything. Was that fair, countess?" he added +gravely. + +"Yes," she replied simply. "He wanted to leave me all he could; but I +would not let him. You know that I have enough, and much more than +enough, of my own. So why should he leave me any more?" + +Drake took her hand, and kissed it gratefully. + +"You have been very good to me," he said, in a low voice. "Better than I +have any right to expect, or deserve." + +"No," she said. "And there is no need of gratitude. I wanted to +atone----No, that's not the right word. I wanted to make up to you for +the trouble I had, all unconsciously, caused between you and him. +And--there was another reason, Drake. Don't get conceited; but I took a +fancy to my nephew the first time I saw him." She laughed softly. "And +just at present I have no other object in life than the attempt to make +him happy." + +Drake suppressed a sigh. + +Happy? Oh, Nell, Nell! How vain and foolish all this splendor, now he +had lost her! + +"So you turned my rambling old place into a palace? Well, it was a +substantial attempt, and if I am not happy, I shall be the most mulish +and ungrateful of men. The place is perfect; it lacks nothing, I should +say," he added, as they descended to the hall again. + +"Only a mistress," thought Lady Angleford; but she was too wise to say +so. + +"You haven't told me who is here," he said, as he watched her pour out +the tea which had been laid in a windowed recess from which was an +exquisite view of the lawns and the park beyond. + +"Oh, a host of your friends," she said. "Do you like sugar, Drake? Fancy +an aunt having to ask her nephew that! I shall get used to all your fads +and fancies presently. There are the Northgates, and the Beeches, and +old Lord Balfreed"--she ran through the list, and he listened absently +until she came to--"and the Turfleighs." + +"The Turfleighs?" he said, with something that was almost a frown; and, +seeing it, the countess noticed how stern his face had become. + +"Yes. Lady Luce and her father will arrive to-morrow, just in time for +the dance. They are staying at a place near here--the Wolfers'. You +remember them? They are coming with her, of course." + +"Quite a gathering of the clans," he said, as brightly as he could. "It +is a long time since Anglemere had such a beau fete. Who is that?" he +broke off to inquire. "One of the guests?" + +Lady Angleford looked out of the window. + +"I am so near-sighted----" + +"A tall, thin man, with long hair," he said. "He has just gone round the +corner toward the lodge." + +"That must be the man who is staying at the south lodge," she said. "His +name is Falconer, and he is a musician." + +"A musician staying at the south lodge?" said Drake, with surprise. "Ah, +yes! I remember hearing the violin, as I passed the other day." + +"Yes," said Lady Angleford. "The young fellow the engineers sent down is +staying at the lodge with his sister and their friend, this Mr. +Falconer. They were to have gone yesterday, when the work was completed; +but I thought they had better stay a few days, until after the dance, at +any rate, in case anything should go wrong with the electric light. It +is such a nuisance if they happen to pop out all of a sudden; and they +generally do when there is something on. You don't mind their being +here?" + +He smiled. + +"Why should I? It was a good idea to keep him. I suppose there is to be +a resident engineer?" + +"Yes; I suppose so. It would not be a bad idea to keep this young +fellow, for I'm told that he has done the work very well. I've not seen +him or his sister. I hear that she is an extremely pretty girl, and very +ladylike, and I meant calling at the lodge and asking if they were +comfortable; but I have been so busy." + +"I can quite understand that," he said. "I only hope you will not have +tired yourself out for to-morrow night." + +She laughed. + +"I am not easily tired; and I'm tough, though I'm small," she retorted, +with her pretty twang. "By the way, speaking of to-morrow night. I +wonder whether this Mr. Falconer would come up and play----" + +She hesitated, and looked at him doubtfully. + +Drake smiled. + +"You think he may be some swell musician?" he said. "Too swell to play +for money? It's likely." + +"No, it wasn't that; I was thinking that I could scarcely ask him +without asking the girl. He's engaged to her, I'm told." + +"That's one of those problems which a man is quite unqualified to +solve," he said indifferently. + +"Well, I'll ask them, and chance it. Oh, here are some of the carriages. +Would you like to run away, or will you----" + +But he went to the front to meet and greet his guests. + +A couple of hours later, while the trio at the lodge were at supper, the +servant brought in two notes. + +"One for me, and one for you, Mr. Falconer. And from the house! Do you +see the coronet on the envelope? I wonder what it is? Perhaps a polite +intimation that we are to clear out!" said Nell. + +"Or an equally polite request that we will keep off the grass," said +Dick. "Do you know how to find out what's in that envelope, Nell?" + +"No," she said, holding it up to the light. + +"By opening it, my brainless one!" + +"Mr. Falconer, you are nearer him than I am; will you oblige me by +kicking him? Oh, Dick! It's an invitation to the dance to-morrow--for +you and me." + +"And for me," said Falconer. "And will I be so very kind as to bring my +violin?" + +"Very kind of 'em," said Dick. "I should like it very much," as he +lifted his tankard, "but there won't be any dancing for me to-morrow +night, unless I indulge in a hornpipe in the engine room. I'm going to +stick there on guard right away from the beginning to the end of the +hop. I should never forgive myself if anything went wrong with those +blessed lights. But you and Falconer can go and foot it to your heart's +content." + +"Quite impossible," said Nell emphatically. "I haven't a dress. So that +settles me. Besides, Mrs. Hawksley, the housekeeper, has been kind +enough to ask me to go into the gallery and look on, and I accepted +gratefully." + +"Among the servants?" said Dick, rather dubiously. + +"Why not?" said Nell, stoutly. "I don't in the least mind. I shall enjoy +looking down--for the first time in my life--upon Mr. Falconer." + +Falconer smiled and shook his head. + +"I haven't a dress suit, and I can't dance, Miss Lorton; and if I had +and could, I shouldn't go without you. But I'd like to go and play. I +owe these people a heavy debt for permitting me, through you, to spend +the happiest days of my life--yes, I'll go and play. They won't mind my +old velvet jacket, I'm sure." + +"Quite the correct thing, my boy," said Dick. "You look no end of a +musical swell in it; a Paderewski and Sarasati rolled into one. And to +tell you the truth, I'm relieved to think you're disposed of; for I was +afraid you'd offer to keep me company in the engine room; and the last +time you were there you very nearly got mixed up with the engines and +turned into sausage meat." + +Nell was looking at her envelope. + +"Lady Angleford addresses me as Miss 'Norton,'" she said, with a smile. +"I wonder if she would know me if she saw me. Very likely not." + +"The right honorable the earl arrived this afternoon, I'm told," said +Dick. "'I very nearly missed missing him,' as the Irishman said. He'd +gone into the house just before I came out. There's to be a fine kick-up +to-morrow night. Not sure that I shan't come up to the gallery for a +minute or two, after all; only the conviction that the beastly lights +will know that I am gone and all go out, will prevent me." + +On the following evening Dick and Falconer went up to the house before +Nell, Dick wanting to be present at the lighting up, and Falconer being +desirous of ascertaining exactly where he "came in" with his violin; and +Nell, having donned her best dress, went round to the housekeeper's +room. She had found Mrs. Hawksley "partaking" of a cup of tea, in which +Nell was easily induced to join, and Mrs. Hawksley chatted in the +stately way which thinly hid a wealth of motherly kindness. + +"I am so glad you have come, Miss Lorton; for it will be a grand sight, +the like of which you have probably not seen, and may not see again." + +And Nell nodded, suppressing a smile as she thought of her short sojourn +in the world of fashion. + +"Some of the dresses, the maids tell me, are magnificent; and the +jewels! But, there; none of them can be finer than the Angleford +diamonds. I do hope the countess will wear them, though it's doubtful, +seeing that her ladyship's still in mourning. You say you've seen the +countess, Miss Lorton? A sweet-looking lady. It's quite touching to see +her ladyship and his lordship together, she so young, and his aunt, too! +You haven't seen the earl yet, have you?" + +"No; tell me what he is like, Mrs. Hawksley," said Nell, knowing how +delighted the old lady would be to comply. + +"Well, Miss Lorton, though I suppose I shouldn't, seeing he kind of +belongs to us, I must say that his lordship will be the handsomest and +finest gentleman in the room to-night, let who will be coming. Not but +what he's changed. It gave me quite a turn--as the maids say," she +picked herself up apologetically--"when he came right into this very +room, with his hand stretched out, and his 'Well, Mrs. Hawksley, and how +are you, after this long time?'" + +"Because he was so friendly?" asked Nell innocently. + +The old lady drew herself up. + +"No, Miss Lorton. The Anglefords were always friendly to their old +servants, because they know that we shouldn't take advantage of it and +forget our proper places. No, but because he was so changed. He used to +be so bright and--and boyish, as one may say, with all respect; but now +he's as grave as grave can be--almost stern-looking, so to speak--and +there's gray hairs at his temples, and he's a way of looking beyond you +in a sad sort of fashion. His lordship's had some trouble, I know. I +said so to his man, but he wouldn't say anything. He hasn't been with +the earl for some time, and mightn't know----There's the music; and, +hark; I can hear them moving into the ballroom. We'd better be going up +to the gallery; and I do hope you will enjoy yourself, Miss Lorton." + +Nell followed the old lady into the small gallery, where some chairs had +been placed for the servants, behind the musicians. She saw Falconer in +front, his whole soul absorbed in his business; but he turned his eyes +as she entered, and smiled for a moment. + +"Can you see?" asked Mrs. Hawksley. "Go a little nearer to the front. +Make room for Miss Lorton, please." + +Nell shook her head. + +"I can see very well," she said, also in a whisper, for she did not want +to be seen. + +She craned forward and looked down on the brilliant, glittering crowd. +The lights of which Dick was so proud dazzled her for a moment or two; +but presently her eyes became accustomed to them, and she recognized +Lady Angleford, the Wolfers, and others. Lady Angleford was in black +satin and lace, and, at Drake's request, had put on the family diamonds. + +"You are right, Mrs. Hawksley," said Nell. "They are magnificent. What a +lovely scene!" + +"I am glad you are pleased, Miss Lorton," responded the old lady, as if +she had got up the whole show for Nell's sole benefit. "I am looking for +the earl, to point him out to you; but I don't see him. He must be under +the gallery at this moment. Ah! yes; here he comes. Now, quick! lean +forward. There! that tall gentleman with the fair lady on his arm. Lean +forward a little more, and you will see him quite plainly. The lady's in +a kind of pale mauve silk----" + +Nell leaned forward with all a girl's eager curiosity; then she uttered +a faint cry, and drew back. The couple Mrs. Hawksley had pointed out +were Drake and Lady Luce. Drake! + +"What is the matter? Did any one squeeze you? Did you see his lordship?" +asked Mrs. Hawksley. + +"No," said Nell, trying to keep her voice steady. "I--I saw that +gentleman with the lady in mauve; but----" + +Mrs. Hawksley stared at her. + +"Well, that is the earl. That is Lord Angleford with Lady Luce Turfleigh +on his arm." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +Nell sat still--very, very still. The vast room seemed to rise and sway +before her like a ship in a heavy sea; the lights danced in a mad whirl; +the music roared a chaos of sound in her ears, and a deathly feeling +crept over her. + +"I will not faint--I will not faint!" she said to herself, clenching her +teeth hard, and gripping her dress with her cold hands. "It is a +mistake--a mistake. It is not Drake. I thought I saw him the other +night; it is thinking, always thinking of him, that makes me fancy any +one like him must be he! Yes; it is a mistake." + +She closed her eyes for a moment, and when she opened them and found +that the room had ceased rocking, and the lights were still, she leaned +forward, calling all her courage to her aid, and looked again. + +A waltz was in progress, and the rich dresses, the flashing jewels +whirled like the colored pieces of a kaleidoscope, and for a moment or +two she could not distinguish the members of the glittering crowd; but +presently she saw the tall figure again. He was dancing with Lady Luce; +they came down toward the gallery end of the room, floating with the +exquisite grace of a couple whose steps are in perfect harmony, and Nell +saw that she had made no mistake--that it was Drake indeed. + +She drew a long breath, and sank back; Mrs. Hawksley leaned toward her. + +"Do you feel faint, Miss Lorton? It's very hot up here. Would you like +to go down----" + +"No, no!" said Nell quickly, almost anxiously. She did not want to go. +It was agony to see him dancing with this beautiful woman, whose hair +shone like gold, whose grace of form and movement were conspicuous even +among so many graceful and beautiful women; but a kind of fascination +made Nell feel as if she could not go, as if she must drain her cup of +misery to the dregs. "No, no; I am not faint--not now. It is hot, but I +am--all right." + +She gazed with set face and panic-stricken eyes at the couple, as they +floated down the room again. It was Drake, but--how changed! He looked +many years older--and his face was stern and grave--sterner and graver +and sadder even than when she had first seen it that day the horse had +flung him at her feet. It had grown brighter and happier while he had +stayed at Shorne Mills--it had been transformed, indeed, for the few +short weeks he had been her lover; but the look of content, of joy in +life which it wore in her remembrance, had gone again. Had he been ill? +she wondered. Where had he been; what had he been doing? + +But it did not matter, could not matter to her. He was back in England, +and dancing with the woman he loved--with the beautiful Lady Luce, whom +he had kissed on the terrace. + +"And what do you think of his lordship?" Mrs. Hawksley asked, as if the +Right Honorable the Earl of Angleford were her special property. "I +wasn't far wrong, was I, Miss Lorton, when I said that he would be the +finest, handsomest man in the room?" + +"No," said Nell, scarcely knowing what she answered. "That is----" She +put her hand to her lips. Even now she had not realized that her Drake +and the earl were one and the same man. "Oh, yes; he is handsome, +and----" she finished, as the old lady eyed her half indignantly. "But +I--I have made a mistake. I mean----What was Lord Angleford called +before he succeeded to the title?" + +Mrs. Hawksley looked at her rather curiously. + +"Why, Lord Selbie, of course," she said. "He ought, being one of the +Anglefords, to have been Lord Vernon, Drake Vernon; but his father was a +famous statesman, a governor of New South Wales and they made him a +viscount. Do you understand?" she asked, proud of her own knowledge of +these intricacies of the earl's names and titles. + +Poor Nell looked confused. But it did not matter. She had learned +enough. Drake Vernon, who had made her love him, and had asked her to be +his wife, had been Lord Selbie. Why had he concealed his rank? Why had +he deceived her? He had seemed so honest and true, that she would have +trusted him with her life as freely as she had given him her love; and +all the while----Oh, why had he done it? Was it worth while to +masquerade as a mere nobody, to pretend that he was poor? Had he, even +from the very first, not intended to marry her? Was he only--amusing +himself? + +Her face was dyed, with the shame of the thought, for a moment, then the +hot flush went and left her pale and wan. + +Drake was the Earl of Angleford, and she--she the girl whose heart he +had broken, was in his house, looking on at him among his guests! The +thought was almost unendurable, and she slowly rose from her chair; then +she sat down again, for she was trembling and quite incapable of leaving +the gallery. + +How long she sat in this state she did not know. The ball went on. She +saw Drake--no, the earl--would she never realize it?--dancing +frequently. Sometimes he joined the group of dowagers and chaperons on +the dais at the other end of the room, or leaned against the wall and +talked with the nondancing men; and wherever he went she saw that he was +received with that subtle empressement with which the children of Vanity +Fair indicate their respect for high rank and wealth. + +"You can see how high his lordship stands not only in the county, but +everywhere," said Mrs. Hawksley proudly. "They treat him almost as if he +were a prince of the blood; and he is the principal gentleman here, +though there's some high and mighty ones down there, Miss Lorton, I +assure you. That's the Duchess of Cleavemere in that big chair on the +dais; and that's her eldest daughter--she'll be as big as the duchess, +mark my words--seated beside her; and that's the Marquis of Downfield, +that tall gentleman with the white hair. He's a great man, but he can't +hold a candle, in appearance, to our earl; and he's a poor man compared +with his lordship. And that's Lord Turfleigh, that old gentleman with +the very black hair and mustache; dyed, of course, my dear. The 'wicked +Lord Turfleigh' they call him--and no wonder. He's the father of Lady +Luce. Ah! his lordship's going to dance with her again! Look how pleased +her father looks. See, he's nodding and smiling at her; I'll be bound I +know what he's thinking of! And I shouldn't be surprised if it came off. +Lord Selbie and she used to be engaged, but it was broken off when his +lordship's uncle married. The Turfleighs are too poor to risk a marriage +without money. But his lordship's the earl now, and, of course----" + +Nell understood. It was because the woman he loved had jilted him that +Drake had hidden himself from the world at Shorne Mills. That was why he +had looked so sad and cast down the day she had first seen him. + +"It's a pity your brother doesn't come up," said Mrs. Hawksley, who was +standing behind Nell, and could not see the white, strained face. "He'd +enjoy the sight, I'm sure. I'm half inclined to send a word to him." + +Nell caught her arm. Dick must not come up here and recognize Drake, +must not see her white face and trembling lips. If possible, she must +leave Anglemere in the morning; must induce Dick to go before he could +learn that Drake and Lord Angleford were one and the same. + +"My brother would not come," she said. "Please do not send for him. +He--the lights----" + +Mrs. Hawksley nodded. + +"As you think best, my dear," she said. "But it's a pity. Here's the +interval now. What is going on in the orchestra?" + +Nell looked toward the band, which had ceased playing; but Falconer was +softly tuning his violin. About half the dancers had left the room, and +those that remained were pacing up and down, talking and laughing, or +seated in couples in the alcoves and recesses. + +Falconer finished tuning, glanced toward Nell--the gallery was too dimly +lit for him to see the pallor of her face--then began to play a solo. + +Coming after the dance music, the sonata he had chosen was like a breath +of pure, heather-scented air floating in upon the gas-laden atmosphere +of the heated room; and at the first strains of the delicious melody the +people below stopped talking, and turned their eyes up to the front of +the gallery, where the tall, thin form in its worn velvet jacket stood, +for that moment, at least, the supreme figure. + +Nell, as she listened, felt as if a cool, pitying hand had fallen upon +her aching heart; as if a voice of thrilling sweetness were whispering +tender consolation. Never loud, but with an insistent force which held +the listeners in thrall, sometimes so low that it was but a murmur, the +exquisite music stole over the senses of all, awakening tender memories, +reviving scattered hopes, softening, for the short space it held its +sway, world-hardened hearts. + +The tears gathered in Nell's eyes, bringing her infinite relief; but she +could see through her tears that the great hall was filling with the +hasty return of those who had been within hearing of the music, and when +it ceased there rose a burst of applause, led by the earl himself. + +"How very beautiful!" exclaimed the duchess, who was on his arm. "The +man must be a genius. Where did you find him, Lord Angleford?" + +Drake did not reply for a moment, as if he had not heard her. The music +had moved him more deeply, perhaps, than it had moved any other. His +face was set, his brows knit, and his head drooped as if weighed down by +some memory. He had been so occupied by his duties as host that he had +forgotten the past for that hour or two, at any rate; but at the first +strains of the music Nell came back to him. It was the swell of the tide +against the _Annie Laurie_; it was Nell's voice itself which he heard +through the melody of the famous sonata. He listened with an aching +longing for those past weeks of pure and perfect love, with a loathing +for the empty, desolate present. "Nell! Nell!" his heart seemed to cry. + +"I beg your pardon," he said. "I did not find him. He is here by +chance." + +"He must be a very great musician," said the duchess enthusiastically. +"What is his name?" + +"Falconer," replied Drake. "He's staying at one of the lodges." + +"He played superbly. Do you think I could persuade him to come on to the +court for the ninth? I wish you'd ask him. But surely he is going to +play again?" she added eagerly. + +"I will ask him," said Drake. + +"Yes, do, Drake," murmured Lady Luce, who had reentered the room and +glided near him. The divine music had not touched her in the least; +indeed, she had thought the solo rather out of place at a dance--quite +too sad and depressing; but as she seconded the duchess' request, her +blue eyes seemed dim with tears, and her lips tremulous. "It was so very +beautiful! I am half crying!" and the perfectly shaped lips pouted +piteously. + +Drake nodded, led the duchess to a chair, and went slowly up the room +toward the gallery stairs. + +Nell, who had been watching him in a dull, vacant way, lost him for a +moment or two; then she heard his voice near her, and saw him dimly +standing in the gallery doorway. + +She stifled a cry, and shrank back behind Mrs. Hawksley, so that the +stout form of the old lady completely hid her. + +"Mr. Falconer?" she heard the deep voice say gravely. + +Falconer bowed, his violin under his arm, his pale, thin face perfectly +composed. His music was still ringing in his ears, vibrating in his +soul, too great to be stirred by the applause which had again broken +out. + +"I have come to thank you for the sonata, Mr. Falconer, and to ask you +to be so kind as to play again," said Drake, in the simple, impassive +manner of the Englishman. + +"I shall be very pleased, my lord," said Falconer quietly; and he placed +his violin in position. + +Drake looked absently round the gallery. It was only dimly lit by the +candles in the music stands, and the servants had respectfully drawn +back, so that Nell was still hidden; but she trembled with the fear that +those in front of her might move, and that he might see her; for she +knew how keen those eyes of his could be. + +Drake felt that the dim light was a pleasant contrast to the brilliance +of the room below, and he lingered, leaning against the wall, his arms +folded, his head drooped. He was so near Nell that she could almost have +touched him--so near that she almost dreaded that he must hear the wild +throbbings of her heart. Once, as the violin wailed out a passionate, +despairing, yet exquisitely sweet passage of the Raff cavatina Falconer +was playing, she heard Drake sigh. + +The cavatina came to an end, the last notes--those wonderful +notes!--floating lingeringly like a human voice, and yet more exquisite +than any human voice. Falconer lowered his violin, the applause broke +out again as vehemently and enthusiastically as if the crowd below were +at an ordinary concert, and Drake made his way to the player. As he did +so, he stumbled over a violin case, the servants with a little cry--for +the stumble of an Earl of Angleford is a matter of importance--moved +apart, and Drake, putting out his hand as he recovered himself, touched +Mrs. Hawksley's arm. + +"I beg your pardon," he said. "Ah! is it you, Mrs. Hawksley? You are so +pleasantly dark up here." + +His eyes wandered from her face to that of the girl who had been +shrinking behind her, and he paused, as if smitten by some sudden +thought or memory. But Nell rose quickly and hid herself in the group, +and Drake went on to Falconer. + +"Thank you again," he said. "I have never heard the cavatina--it was it, +wasn't it?--better played. I am the bearer of a message from the Duchess +of Cleavemere, Mr. Falconer. If you are not engaged, the duchess would +be very glad if you could play for her at Cleavemere Court on the ninth +of next month. I ask you at once and so unceremoniously, because her +grace is anxious to know. The ninth." + +Falconer bowed. + +"May I consider, my lord?" he began hesitatingly. + +"Why, certainly," said Drake, in the frank, pleasant fashion which Nell +knew so well. "Will you send me word? Thanks. That is a fine violin you +have." + +"It was my father's," said Falconer simply, and unconsciously pressing +the instrument closer to him, as if it were a living thing, a +well-beloved child. + +He had often sold, pawned his belongings for bread, and as often had +forgotten his cold and hunger because his precious violin had remained +in his possession; that he had never pawned. + +Drake nodded, as if he understood; then he looked round. + +"Isn't there some supper going, Mrs. Hawksley?" he said pleasantly. + +The old lady curtsied in stately fashion. + +"Yes, my lord." + +"Then it's high time Mr. Falconer--and the rest of us--were at it," he +said; and, with a smile and a nod, he left the gallery. + +He would have taken Falconer with him to the supper in the banquet room +below, but he knew that, though none of the men or women there would +have remarked, or cared about, the old velvet jacket, the musician would +be conscious of it, and be embarrassed by it. + +While Drake had been absent, Lady Luce had stood, apparently listening +with profound attention and sympathy, but the movement of her fan almost +gave her away, for it grew rapid now and again, and when Lord Turfleigh +came up beside her, his hawklike eyes glancing sharply, like those of a +bird of prey, from their fat rims, she shot an angry and unfilial glance +at him. + +"Where's Drake?" he asked, lowering his thick voice. + +"Up there in that gallery somewhere; gone to pay compliments to that +fiddler fellow who is playing now." + +"Gad!" said his lordship, with a stare of contempt at the rapt audience. +"What the devil does he want with the 'Dead March in Saul,' or whatever +it is, in the middle of a dance. Always thought he was mad! Has he +spoken, said anything?" + +He lowered his voice still more, and eyed her eagerly. + +She shook her head slightly by way of answer, and the coarse face +reddened. + +"Curse me, if I can understand it--or you," he said, his hand tugging +at his dyed mustache. "You told me, God knows how long ago, that he was +'on' again; then he bolts--disappears." + +"Do you want all these people to hear you?" she asked, her eyes hidden +by her slowly moving fan. + +Her father had been several times to the refreshment buffet, and had +"lowered"--as he would have put it--the best part of a bottle of +champagne, and was a little off the guard which he usually maintained so +carefully. + +"They can't hear. I'm not shouting. And you always evade me. You're not +behaving well, Luce. Dash it all! I've reason to be anxious! This match +means a good deal to me in the present state of our finances!" + +"Hush!" she whispered warningly. "I can't explain now. I don't +understand it myself; but I've seen enough to know that I should only +lose him altogether if I tried to force him. You know him, or ought to +do so! Did you ever get anything from Drake by driving him? He had no +opportunity of speaking, of explaining." + +"By gad! I don't understand it!" he muttered. "Either you're engaged to +him or you're not. You led me to believe that the match was on +again----" + +The fan closed with a snap, and her blue eyes flashed at him with bitter +scorn. + +"Hadn't you better leave me to play the game?" she asked. "Or perhaps +you think you can play it better than I can? If so----The man has +stopped; Drake will be down again. I don't want him to see us talking. +Go--and get some more champagne." + +Lord Turfleigh swore behind the hand that still fumbled at his mustache, +and walked away with the jerky, jaunty gait of the old man who still +affects youth, and Lady Luce composed her lovely face into a look of +emotional ecstacy. + +"Oh, how beautiful, Drake!" she said. "Do you know that I have been very +nearly crying? And yet it was so sweet, so--so soothing! Who is he? And +what are we going to do now?" she asked, without waiting for an answer +to her first question, about which she was more than indifferent. + +Drake looked round for the duchess. + +"I must take the duchess in to supper," he said apologetically. "I will +find some one for you--or perhaps you will wait until I will come for +you?" + +"I will wait, of course," she said, with a tender emphasis on the "of +course." + +Those who had been listening followed Drake and the duchess to the +supper room, talking of the wonderful violin playing as they went; and +Lady Luce seated herself in a recess and waited. Several men came to her +and offered to take her to supper, but she made some excuse for +refusing, and presently Drake returned. + +She rose and took his arm, and glanced up at him, not for the first time +that evening, curiously. The easy-going, indolent Drake of old seemed to +have disappeared, and left in his place this grave and almost +stern-mannered man. She had always been just a little afraid of him, +with the fear which is always felt by the false and shifty in the +presence of the true and strong; and to-night she was painfully +conscious of that vague and wholesome dread. + +He found a place for her at a small table, and a footman brought them +things to eat and drink; but though she affected a blythe and joyous +mood, tapping her satin-clad foot to the music which had begun again, +she was too excited, too anxious, to enjoy the costly delicacies before +her. + +"I have so much to tell you, Drake!" she said, in a low voice, after one +or two remarks about the ball and its success. "It seems years, ages, +since I saw you! Why--why did you go away for so long, Drake? And why +did you not write to me?" + +He looked at her with his grave eyes, and her own fell. + +"I wrote to no one; I was never much of a hand at letter writing," he +said. + +"But to me, Drake!" she whispered, with a pout. "I wanted to hear from +you so badly! Just a line that would have given me an excuse for writing +to you and telling you--explaining----" + +He did not smile. He was not the man to remind a woman of her falseness, +but something in his eyes made her falter and lower her own. + +"I went away because I was tired of England," he said. "I came back +because--well, because I was obliged." + +"But you won't go away again?" she said, with genuine dismay in her +voice and face. "I--I feel as if, as if it were my fault; as if--ah, +Drake, have you not really forgiven me?" + +Her eyes filled with tears, as genuine as her dismay--for think of the +greatness of the prize for which she was playing--and Drake's heart was +touched with a pity which was not wholly free from contempt. + +"There shall be no such word as forgiveness between us, Luce," he said +gravely. She caught at this, though it was but a straw, and her hand, +from which she had taken her glove, stole over to his, and her eyes +sought his appealingly. + +But before he could take her hand--if he had intended doing so--Lady +Angleford came up to them. + +"Drake, they want you to lead the cotillon," she said. + +He rose, but stood beside Luce. + +"Directly Lady Luce has finished her supper, countess. Please don't +hurry." + +But Lady Luce sprang up at once. + +"I have finished long ago; I was not hungry." + +"Come, then," he said, and he offered her his arm, "Will you dance it +with me?" + +Her heart leaped. + +"Yes. It will not be for the first time--Drake!" and as she entered the +room with him, her heart thrilled with hope, and her blue eyes sparkled +with a triumph which none could fail to notice. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +Certainly not poor Nell, who still remained in her dim corner in the +gallery. Mrs. Hawksley had begged her to come down to the supper which +had been laid for her and her brother and Falconer; but Nell, who felt +that it would be impossible to make even a pretense of eating or +drinking, had begged them to excuse her; and when they had gone and the +gallery was empty, she leaned her head against the wall and closed her +eyes; for she was well-nigh exhausted by the conflicting emotions which +racked her. She longed to go, to leave the place, to escape from the +risk of Drake's presence; but she could not leave the house alone, and +to go from the gallery and absent herself for the rest of the evening +might attract notice and comment. + +Was it possible that Drake had been near her, so near as to almost have +touched her? She trembled--and thrilled--at the thought; then crimsoned +with shame for the sinful thrill of joy and happiness which his nearness +had caused her. + +What was he to her now? Nothing, nothing! She had yielded him up to the +beautiful woman he had loved before he saw her, Nell; and it was +shameful and unwomanly that she should feel a joy in his proximity. + +Falconer came up before the rest of the orchestra, and brought a glass +of wine and a biscuit for her. + +"I am afraid you have a headache, the lights and the music--they are so +near; and it is hot up here. Will you drink some of this, Miss Lorton?" + +His voice was low and tender, though he strove to give it a conventional +touch and merely friendly tone. + +"Thank you, yes," said Nell gratefully. "How good of you to think of me! +How magnificently you played! I can't tell you how happy your success +has made me! And such a success! I was as proud as if it were I who was +playing; and I was prouder still when I saw how quietly you took it. +Ah, you felt that it was just your due. I suppose genius always takes +the crowd's applause calmly." + +His face flushed, and his dark eyes glowed. + +"There is some applause I, at any rate--who am no genius, +however--cannot take calmly," he said. "I would rather have those words +of approval from you than the shouting and clapping of a multitude. Yes, +it made me happy; but I am happier now than words can express." + +If Nell had looked up into the eyes bent on hers, she must have read his +secret in them; but the band had begun to play, and at that moment Drake +was leading Lady Luce to her place for the cotillon, and Nell's eyes +were drawn, riveted to the fair face, the blue eyes shining +triumphantly; and she forgot not only Falconer's presence, but his +existence. + +As he saw that she did not heed him, the color died out from his face, +and the light from his eyes, and, with a sigh, he left her and went back +to his place in the orchestra. + +The dance proceeded through all its graceful and intricate evolutions, +and even to the spectators in the gallery it was evident that Lady Luce +had stepped into the position of the belle of the ball. The excitement +of hope and fear, the gratification of vanity which sprang from her +consciousness that she was occupying the most prominent place as the +earl's partner, had given to her face the touch of warmth it needed to +make its beauty well-nigh perfect. Her lips were parted with a smile, +the blue eyes--ordinarily a trifle cold--were glowing, and the diamonds +sparkled fiercely on her heaving bosom. + +Nell could not remove her eyes from her, but sat like a bird held by the +fascination of the serpent. She was blind to all else but those two--the +man she loved, the woman to whom she had surrendered him. + +The time passed unheeded by her, and Falconer's voice sounded miles away +as he bent over her. + +"Dick has sent up to say that we can go," he said. "There's no fear of +the lights now; indeed, the ball is nearly over. This is the last +dance." + +Nell rose stiffly and wearily. + +"I--I am glad," she said. + +"You are tired, very tired," he said. "Will you let me give you my arm?" + +He felt her hand tremble as she put it on his arm, and he looked down at +her anxiously. + +"I wish I had taken you out of this before," he said remorsefully. "I +have spoken to you--asked you--once or twice; but--but you did not seem +to hear me. It is my fault. I ought to have insisted upon your going." + +"No, no!" said Nell. "It is nothing. I am a little tired, and----Is it +late?" + +"Yes," he said. "Most of the people are leaving. It has been a great +success. Is this the way?" + +They had gone down the stairs leading to the lower hall, but here +Falconer hesitated doubtfully. This second hall led into the larger one, +through which the guests were passing. + +Nell caught a glimpse of them, and shrank back. + +"Not there," she said warningly. "There must be a door----" + +"Ah, here it is!" he said; and he led her through an opening between +portiere curtains. They found themselves in a small conservatory, and +Falconer again stopped. + +"It is very stupid!" he said apologetically. + +"There may be an opening to the terrace," said Nell nervously; "once we +are outside----" + +"Here we are, out in the open air." + +Nell drew a long breath, and pushed the hair from her forehead. + +"We must go down these steps, and then to the right. I remember----" + +They crossed the terrace, when two or three persons came out through a +window behind them. They were talking, and Nell heard a voice which made +her wince, and her hand grip Falconer's arm convulsively; for the voice +was Drake's. + +"They have a fine night to go home in," he was saying. "Not much of a +moon, but better than none." + +Nell stopped and looked despairingly at the patch of light which the +window threw right across their path to the steps. + +"Come quickly," said Falconer, in a low voice. + +"No, no; we shall be seen!" she implored, in an agitated whisper. + +But Falconer deemed it best to go on, and did so. + +As they moved, Drake saw them, but indistinctly. + +"Good-night, once more!" he called out, in the tone of a host speeding +parting guests. + +Falconer raised his soft felt hat. + +"Good-night, my lord," he responded. At the same moment they stepped +into the stream of light. Drake had been on the point of turning away, +but as he recognized Falconer's voice and figure, he stopped and took a +step toward them. Then, as suddenly, he stopped again, gazing after them +as a man who gazes at a vision of the fancy. + +"Who--who is that?" he demanded, almost fiercely. + +Lady Luce was just behind him. + +"That was the man who played the violin," she said. "Didn't you +recognize him? How romantic he looks! Quite the idea of a musician." + +Drake put his hand to his brow and stood still, looking after the two +figures, now disappearing in the darkness, made more intense by the +contrasting streaks of light from the windows. + +"My God! How like!" he muttered, taking a step or two forward +unconsciously. + +But Lady Luce's voice aroused him from the half stupor into which he had +fallen, and he turned back to her. + +"I must be mad or dreaming!" he muttered. "What folly! And yet how +like--how like!" + +"Why, what is the matter, Drake?" asked Lady Luce, laying her hand on +his arm, and looking up at him anxiously. "You are quite pale. You +look"--she laughed--"as if you had seen a ghost!" + +He smiled grimly. She had described his feelings exactly. In the +resemblance of the girl, whoever she was, on the violinist's arm, he had +in very truth seen the ghost of Nell of Shorne Mills. + +Nell hurried Falconer along, but presently was forced to stop to regain +her breath. Her heart was beating so wildly that she had to fight +against the sensation of suffocation which threatened to overcome her. + +"Let us wait a minute," said Falconer gently. "You are nervous, +overtired. We will wait here." + +But Nell had got her breath again by this time. + +"No, no!" she said, almost vehemently. "Let us go. I know the way----" + +"Dick will be waiting for us at the door of the east wing," he said. "If +you can find that----" + +"I know," she said quickly. "That is it on our left. But--but I do not +want to see any one." + +"All the guests are leaving by the front of the house; we are not likely +to meet any one." + +He was somewhat surprised at her agitation, and her evident desire to +leave the place unseen; for Nell was usually so perfectly self-possessed +and free from nervousness or gaucherie. + +She drew him to the side park under the shadow of the wing, in which few +of the windows were lighted, and as they waited she gradually recovered +herself. + +"There is Dick," said Falconer presently. "He is waiting for us by that +window." + +Nell looked in the direction he indicated. + +"Is that Dick?" she said, peering at the figure. "It is so dark I can +scarcely see. I don't think it is Dick. If it is, why is he looking in +at the window?" + +"He may be talking to some one inside," said Falconer. "I'll call him. +Dick!" + +As he called, the figure half turned, then swung round away from them, +and with lowered head moved quickly away from the window, and passed +into the darkness of the shrubbery. + +"How strange!" said Falconer; and he felt puzzled. Why should Dick start +at the sound of his name, and make off into the darkness? + +Falconer bit his lip. It was just possible that Dick, who was young, and +also particularly good-looking, was carrying on a flirtation with some +one in the house. If so, the explanation of his sudden flight was +natural enough. + +"Why did he run away? Where has he gone?" said Nell. "You were wrong. It +was not Dick." + +"Very likely," assented Falconer. "It was so dark----Yes, I was wrong, +for there he stands by the door," he broke off, as, coming round the +corner, they saw Dick, who was engaged in lighting his pipe. + +"Hallo! here you are, at last," he said, cheerfully. "Couldn't tear +yourselves away from the festive scene? By George! if you'd spent the +night in an engine room, you'd be glad enough to cut it." + +"Poor Dick!" said Nell. + +"Oh, I haven't had such a bad time," he said. "They brought me a ripping +supper, and a special dish with the chef's compliments. I don't know +where the chef's going when he leaves this terrestrial sphere; but, +wherever it is, it's good enough for me. Well, Nellikins, enjoyed +yourself?" + +Nell forced a smile. + +"Very much," she replied. "It--it was a great success." + +"So I hear," said Dick. "But you seem to have taken the cake to-night, +old man. They told me that you created a perfect furore, whatever that +is. Anyway, Mrs. Hawksley and the rest came down with the most exciting +account of your triumph. Seriously, Falconer, I congratulate you. I +won't say that I prophesied your success long ago, because that's a +cheap kind of thing to say; but I always did believe you'd hit the +bull's-eye the first time you got a chance; and you've done it." + +"I think they were pleased," said Falconer. + +"His lordship and the rest of the swells ought to be very much obliged," +remarked Dick. "You've given eclat to his dance. Observe the French +again? There is no extra charge." + +"His lordship was extremely kind," said Falconer, "and his thanks more +than repaid me for my poor efforts. I don't wonder at his popularity. +I've always heard that the higher the rank the simpler the manners; and +Lord Angleford is an instance of it. My acquaintance with the nobility +is extremely limited----" + +"Ditto here," said Dick. "Though the young lady on your arm has lived in +marble halls, and hobnobbed with belted earls and lords of high degree. +But I'm glad to hear that this one is affable." + +Falconer laughed. + +"Affable is the wrong word; it means condescension, doesn't it? And Lord +Angleford was anything but condescending. He might have known me for +years, if one judged by the tone of his voice and manner; and, as I +said, I'm more than repaid." + +"Well, I'm glad to hear he made a favorable impression on you," Dick +said. "I haven't had the pleasure of making his acquaintance yet; but I +shall probably see him before I go. But your success doesn't end here, +Falconer. I'm told that you are going to play at Cleavemere Court. By +George! if you knock them there as you did here--which, of course, you +will do--your fortune's made. The duchess has no end of influence, and +you'll be paragraphed in the papers, and get engagements at the houses +of other swells, and before we know where we are, we shall see 'Senor +Falconer's Recitals at St. James' Hall,' advertised on the front page of +the _Times_. And serve you right, old man, for if ever a man deserved +good luck, it is you. Eh, Nell?" + +"Yes, yes," said Nell. + +"And did you see his lordship, our all-puissant earl, my child?" + +"Yes," she said, beginning to tremble--but, indeed, she had been +trembling all through the conversation. How should she be able to get +away from the house--the place which belonged to Drake? "Yes, I saw him. +Dick, did a man--a man with a slight figure something like yours--pass +you just before we came up?" + +"No," he said. + +"Are you sure? He must have passed by you." + +"A figure like mine, did you say? Yes; I'm quite sure he didn't. I have +too keen an eye for grace of form to let such a figure pass unnoticed." + +"It may have been a servant or one of the guests," Falconer said. + +"Oh, draw it mild!" remonstrated Dick. "Do I look like a flunkey or a +groom? What is it you think you have seen?" + +"A man was standing looking in at one of the windows of the inner side +of the wing," said Nell. "We thought it was you; but, when Mr. Falconer +called, the man, whoever he was, turned and walked into the shrubbery." + +"A 'particular friend' of one of the maids, I dare say," remarked Dick +easily. "And I've no doubt you have broken up a very enjoyable spooning. +Now, would you like----Now what is it?" + +For Nell had stopped short, and had seized his arm. + +"There!" she exclaimed, in a whisper. "There he is again--that is the +man!" + +They had come to the lodge by this time, and Nell was gazing rather +nervously toward the big gates. + +"Where?" asked Dick. "I can see no one. Nell, you have had too much +champagne. You'll be seeing snakes presently if you don't mind. Where is +he?" + +Nell laughed, but a little shakily. + +"He has gone, of course. He went quickly through the gate." + +"And why shouldn't he?" said Dick, with a yawn. "Oh, Falconer! when I +think of the cool tankard into which I shall presently plunge my +beak----What's come to you, Nell? It isn't like you to 'get the +nerves.'" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +The man whom Nell and Falconer had mistaken for Dick passed through the +lodge gates, and, turning to the right, walked quickly, but not +hurriedly, beside the high park fencing, and presently came up with a +dogcart which was being walked slowly along the road. + +The cart was a very shabby one, but the horse was a very good one, and +looked as if it could stretch itself if it were required to do so. In +the cart was a young man in clerical attire. He looked like a curate, +and his voice had the regulation drawl as he leaned down and asked: + +"Well, Ted?" + +The man addressed as Ted shook his head. + +"The girl was right," he said, with an air of disappointment. "She's got +'em all on." + +"Then it's no use trying it to-night," said the curate. "Perhaps a +little later? It must be darkish for some time." + +Ted shook his head again. + +"No use! Too risky. It will be hours before they all go to bed and the +house is quiet; the servants always keep it up after a big affair like +this; some of 'em won't go to bed at all, perhaps. Besides, I was +spotted just now." + +The Parson, as he was called by the burgling fraternity, of which he and +Ted were distinguished members, swore under his breath. + +"How was that?" he asked. + +"I was looking in at one of the windows of the servants' quarters, +getting a word or two with the girl, when a couple of the swells came +along. They saw me, and mistook me for some one by the name of Dick, and +called to me. I walked off as quickly as I could, and I swear they +didn't see my face, neither then nor just now, when, as luck would have +it, they caught sight of me going out of the gates. They went into the +lodge with the young fellow they'd mistaken me for." + +The Parson swore again. + +"What's to be done? Did you see the things?" + +Ted nodded emphatically. + +"Yes! They're the best swag I've ever seen. There's a fortune in them; +and, if we had any luck, we might get a few more in addition." + +"They'll be in the bank to-morrow," said the Parson gloomily. "These +swells know how to take care of their jewelry, especially when they're +family diamonds like these. We've lost our chance for the present, Ted. +Jump up." + +But Ted shook his head. + +"Not yet. The girl promised to meet me if she could, and I reckon she'll +try to." He smiled and smoothed his mustache. "You drive on slowly and +wait for me at the turn of the road. I'll come to you, say, in a quarter +of an hour." + +The dogcart went on, and Ted followed until he came to a small gate in +the park fencing, and, opening this, he stood just inside it. His hand +went to his pocket for his pipe, but, with the smoker's sigh, he dropped +it back again, for he could not risk striking a match. + +After he had been waiting there for a few minutes he heard footsteps and +the rustle of a skirt among the undergrowth, and presently a woman stole +out from the darkness, and, running up to the man, clutched his arm, +panting and trembling with fear and excitement. + +Now, when Lord and Lady Wolfer had started for the Continent, on the day +of what may be called their reconciliation, Burden, her maid, had +refused to go. She was a bad sailor, and hated what she called "foreign +parts"; and she begged her mistress to leave her behind. Lady Wolfer, +full of sympathy in her newly found happiness, had not only let the girl +off, but had made her a handsome present, and given her an excellent +written character. + +Burden took a holiday, and went home to her people, who kept what is +called a "sporting public" in the east of London. + +Sport, like charity, is made to cover a lot of sins; and Burden, while +assisting in the bar of the pub, made the acquaintance of several +persons who were desirable neither in the matter of morals nor manners. + +One of these was a good-looking young fellow who went by the name of +Ted. He was supposed to be a watchmaker and jeweler by trade--a working +jeweler--but he spent most of his time at the public which Burden now +adorned, and though he certainly did not carry on his trade there, +always appeared to have as much money as leisure. + +Cupid, who seems to be indifferent to his surroundings, hovered about +the smoky and beery regions of the Blue Pig, and very soon worked +mischief between Burden and Ted. + +He was pleasant spoken as well as good-looking, and had a free-and-easy +way, was always ready with an order for the play or one of the music +halls, and--in short, Burden fell in love with him. But when he asked +her to marry him, Burden, who was a respectable girl, and, as Lady +Wolfer's maid, had held a good position for one of her class, began to +make inquiries. + +She did not go on with them, but she learned enough to rouse her +suspicions. + +The jewelry business evidently served as a blind for less honest +pursuits. She took alarm, and, like a sensible girl, fled the paternal +pub and sought a fresh situation. + +As chance--there is no such thing, of course--would have it, Lady Luce +was changing maids at this time. + +Burden, armed with her most excellent and fully deserved "character," +applied for and obtained the situation. + +She ought to have been thankful for her escape, and happy and contented +in a service which, though very different from that of Lady Wolfer's, +was good enough. But Burden had lost her heart; and when one has lost +one's heart, happiness is impossible. + +She longed for a sight, just a sight, of her good-looking Ted; and one +day, while the Turfleighs were stopping at Brighton, her heart's desire +was gratified. + +She saw her handsome Ted on the pier. He was, if anything, handsomer +than ever, was beautifully dressed--quite the gentleman, in fact, and +though Burden had fully intended to just bow and pass on, she stopped +and talked to him. Cupid slipped round her the chains from which she had +so nearly freed herself, and----The woman who goes back to a man is +indeed completely lost. + +They met every day; but alas, alas! Ted no longer spoke of marriage; and +his influence over the woman who loved him unwisely and too well, grew +in proportion to her devotion and helplessness. + +She soon learned that the man to whom she had given herself was a +criminal, one of a skillful gang of burglars. But it was too late to +draw back; too late even to refuse to help him. + +It was Burden who clung to the man in hiding behind the park gate. + +"What made you hurry so, old girl?" he said soothingly, and putting his +arm round her. "What's your fear?" + +"Oh, Ted, Ted!" she gasped. "It's so dark----" + +"All the better," he said coolly. "Less chance of any one seeing you." + +"But some one saw you as you were standing by the window. It was Miss +Lorton--they called out--they may have suspicions." + +"Don't you worry," he said. "They only thought it was some one after one +of the girls. And it was the truth, wasn't it? What a frightened little +thing it is! You'd be scared by your own shadow!" + +"I am! I am, Ted!" said the unhappy girl. "I start at the slightest +noise; and I'm so--so nervous, that I expect Lady Lucille to send me +away every day." + +The man frowned. + +"She mustn't do that," he said, half angrily. "I can't have that; it +would be precious awkward just now! That would spoil all our plans." + +"I know! I know!" she moaned. "Oh, if you'd only give it up! Give it up +this time, only this one time to please me, Ted, dear." + +He shook his head. + +"I'd do anything to please you, but I'm not alone in this plant, you +know; there's others; and I can't go back on my pals; so you mustn't go +back on me." + +He spoke in the tone which the man who has the woman in his power can +use so effectually; then his voice grew softer, and he stroked her cheek +gently. + +"And think of what this means if we pull this off, Fan! No more dodging +and hiding, no more risks of chokee and a 'life' for me, and no more +slaving and lady's-maiding for you! We'll be off together to some +foreign clime, as the poet calls it; and, with plenty of the ready, I +fancy you'll cut a dash as Mrs. Ted." + +It was the one bait which he knew would be irresistible. She caught her +breath, and, pressing closer to him, looked up into his eyes eagerly. + +"You mean it, Ted? You won't deceive me again? You'll keep your word?" + +"Honor bright!" he responded. "Why shouldn't I? You know I'm fond of +you. I'd have married you months ago if I'd struck a piece of luck like +this; but what was the use of marrying when I had to--work, and there +was the chance of my being collared any day of the week? No! But I +promise you that if we pull this off, I am going to settle down; I shall +be glad enough to do it. We'll have a little cottage, or a flat on the +Continong, eh, Fan? Is the countess going to send the diamonds back to +the bank to-morrow?" + +He put the question abruptly, but in a low and impressive voice. + +Burden shook her head. + +"No," she replied reluctantly. "I--I asked her maid; they were talking +about them just before I came out. Everybody was talking about them at +the ball, and her ladyship's maid gives herself airs on account of +them." + +"Gases about them? Very natural. And she says?" + +"There's a dinner party the night after next, and the countess thought +it wasn't worth while sending them to the bank for one day. She's going +to keep them in the safe in her room." + +Ted's eyes glistened, and he nodded. + +"Who keeps the key of the safe, Fan?" he asked; and though they were far +from any chance of listeners, his voice dropped to a whisper. + +"The countess," replied Burden, still reluctantly. + +He nodded. + +"I must have that key, Fan. Yes, yes! Remember what we are playing for, +you and me! You get that key and put it in the corner of the windowsill +where I was standing to-night." + +"No, no!" she panted. His arm loosened, and he looked down at her +coldly. + +"You mean that you won't? Very well, then. But look here, my girl, we +mean having these diamonds, with or without your help. You can't prevent +us, for I don't suppose you'd be low enough to split and send me to +penal servitude----" + +"Ted! Ted!" she wailed, and put her arms round him. + +He smiled to himself over her bowed head. + +"What's the best time? While they're at dinner?" + +She made a sign in the negative. + +"No," she whispered, setting her teeth, as if every word were dragged +from her. "No; the maid will be in the room putting the countess' things +away; afterward--while they are in the drawing-room." + +He bent and kissed her, his eyes shining eagerly. + +"There! You've got more sense than I have, by a long chalk! I should +never have thought of the maid being in the room. Clever Fan! Now, +you'll put the key on the sill--when? Say ten o'clock. And you'll see, +Fan, that the little window on the back staircase isn't locked, and +keep at watch for us?" + +"No, no!" she panted. "I will not! I cannot! I--I should faint! Don't +ask me, Ted; don't--don't, dear! I shall say 'I'm ill'--and I shall +be--and go to bed!" + +"Not you!" he said, cheerfully and confidentially. "You'll just hang +about the landing and keep watch for us; and if there's any one there to +spoil our game, you'll go to the window and say, just loud enough for us +to hear: 'What a fine night!'" + +She hid her face on his breast, struggling with her sobs. + +"Why, what is there to be afraid of!" he said. "If all's clear we shall +have the things in a jiffy, and if it isn't we shall take our hook as +quietly as we came, and no one will be the wiser. Should you like +Boulogne, Fan, or should you like Brussels? We could be married directly +we got on the other side. Boulogne's not half a bad place, and you'd +look rather a swell at the Casino." + +It was the irresistible argument again. She raised her head. + +"You--you will go quietly; there will be no--no violence, Ted?" + +"Is it likely?" + +She shuddered. + +"There--there was in that case at Berkeley Square, Ted!" and she +shuddered again. + +His face darkened. + +"That was an accident. The gentleman was an obstinate old fool. But +there's no fear of anything of that kind in this affair. I tell you we +shall not be in the house more than five minutes, and if we're seen it +won't matter. I'm in decent togs, and my pal is the model of a curate. +Any one seeing us would think we were visitors in the house. You shall +have a regular wedding dress, Fan. White satin and lace--real lace, mind +you! Come, give us a kiss to say that it's done with, Fan!" + +He took her face in his hands and kissed her, and with a choking sob she +clung to him for a moment as if she could not tear herself away. But, +having got what he wanted, the man was anxious to be off. + +"Ten o'clock, mind, Fan! And a sharp lookout. There, let me put your +shawl round your head. I'll wait here till I hear you're out of the +wood." + +But he remained only a moment or two after she had left him, and, with +quick, light steps, he joined his confederate. + +"It's all right," he said, as he got into the dogcart. "I've found out +what I wanted. And I've managed with the girl. Had a devil of a job, +though! That's the worst of women! You've always got to play the +sentimental with them; nothing short of making love or offering to marry +'em is any use. It's a pity this kind of thing can't be worked without a +petticoat. There's always trouble and bother when they come in. +To-morrow night, Parson, ten o'clock, you and I are men or mice; but +it's going to be men," he added, between his teeth. "Did you bring my +barker as well as your own?" + +The Parson touched the side pocket of his overcoat, and nodded +significantly. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + + +The day following a big dance is always a slack one, and the house party +at Anglemere came down late for breakfast, the last stragglers +endeavoring to screen their yawns behind their hands, and receiving the +usual "plans for the day" with marked coolness. + +Drake, though he had slept but little, did his duty manfully, and +proposed sundry rides and drives; but the majority of the party seemed +to prefer a lounge in the drawing-room, or a quiet saunter in the +garden; but eventually a drag started for some picturesque ruins, and +some of the more energetic rode or drove to a flower show in the +neighborhood. + +It is an understood thing nowadays that your host, having provided for +your amusement, is not necessarily compelled to join in your pursuits; +in short, that his house shall not only be Liberty Hall for his guests, +but for himself, and Drake, having dispatched the various parties, +started a quiet game in the billiard room, and seen that the +drawing-room windows were open and shaded, took his hat and stick and +went out for a walk. + +Lady Luce had not yet put in an appearance. She remained in bed or in +her room on such occasions, and only sallied forth in time for luncheon, +thereby presenting a fresh complexion and bright eyes with which to +confound her less prudent sisters. + +Drake had been thinking of her as well as of Nell. He knew that he would +have to marry. The present heir to the title and estates was anything +but a desirable young man, and it behooved Drake to keep him out of the +succession if possible. + +Drake, with all his freedom from pride and side, was fully sensible of +the altitude of his position, and he knew the world looked to him for an +heir to Angleford. + +Yes, he would have to marry, and as he had lost Nell, why, not marry +Luce? He had an idea that she cared for him, as much as she cared for +any other than herself, and he knew that she would fill the place as +well as, if not better than, another. + +Their names had been coupled together. Society expected the match. Why +should he not ask her to renew the engagement, and ask her at once? The +house would be comparatively empty, for most of the guests would not +return until dinner time, and he would have the opportunity of making +his proposal. + +He stopped dead short, half resolved to obey the impulse; then, after +the manner of men, he walked on again, and away from Anglemere, and, +instead of returning to the house in time for lunch, found himself at +one of the outlying farms. + +It is needless to say that he was accorded a hearty welcome. They did +not fuss over him; the Anglemere tenants were prosperous and +self-respecting; and though they regarded their lord and master as a +kind of sovereign, and felt greatly honored by his presence under their +roof, there was nothing servile in their attentions. + +Drake sat down to the midday meal with a ruddy-cheeked child on each +side of him, and chatted with the farmer and his wife, the farmer eating +his well-earned dinner with his usual appetite, the latter waiting on +them with assiduity and perfect composure. Now and again Drake made a +joke for the sake of the children, who laughed up at him with round eyes +and open mouths; he discussed the breeding and price of poultry, the +rival merits of the new churns and "separators" with the dame, and the +prospects of the coming harvest with the good man. For a wonder the +farmer did not grumble. The Anglefords were good landlords; there was no +rack-renting, no ejections, and a farm falling vacant from natural +causes was always eagerly tendered for. + +After the meal, which Drake enjoyed exceedingly, he and the farmer sat +at the open window with their pipes and a glass of whisky and water, and +continued their conversation. + +"I'm hearing that your lordship thinks of coming to Anglemere and living +among us," said the farmer. "And I hope it's true, with all my heart. +The land needs a master's presence--not that I've anything to complain +of. Wood, the steward, has acted like a gentleman by me, and I hear no +complaints of him among the neighbors. But all the same, it ain't like +having the earl himself over us. It makes one's heart ache to see that +great place shut up and empty most o' the year. Seems as if there ought +to be some one living there pretty nigh always, and as if there ought to +be little children running about the terrace an' the lawns. Begging your +lordship's pardon, if I'm too free." + +"That's all right, Styles," said Drake. "I know what you mean." + +The farmer nodded, and stopped his pipe with his fat little finger. + +"I make so bold because I remember your lordship a wee chap so high." He +put his hand about eighteen inches from the floor, as usual. "And a +rare, hot-spirited youngster you was! Many's the time you've made me +lift you into the cart, and you'd allus insist upon driving, though the +reins were most too thick for your hands. Well, my lord, what we feels +is that we'd like to live long enough to see another little chap--a +future lordship--a-running about the place." + +Drake nodded gravely and took a drink. Even this simple fellow was aware +of Drake's duty to the title and estates. + +"Perhaps you may some day, Styles," he said, smiling, and checking the +sigh. + +The farmer nodded twice, with pleasure and satisfaction. + +"Glad to hear it, my lord; and I hope the wedding's to be soon." + +"Soon or late, I hope you will come and dance at the wedding ball, +Styles," Drake responded, with a laugh, as he got up to go. + +But the laugh was not a particularly happy one, and he walked toward +home in anything but a cheerful mood; for it is hard to be compelled to +have to marry one woman while you are in love with another. + +He entered the park by the small gate behind which Ted and Burden had +stood on the preceding night, and was treading his way through the wood +when he saw two figures--those of a man and a girl--walking in the +garden behind the south lodge. He glanced at them absently for a moment, +then he stopped, and, leaning heavily on his stick, caught his breath. + +The man was Falconer, and the girl was--Nell! + +They were pacing up and down the path slowly, she with her eyes +downcast, some flowers in her hands, he with his face turned toward her, +a rapt look in his eyes, his hands, folded behind his back, twitching +nervously. They turned full face to Drake as he stood watching them, and +he saw her distinctly. It seemed marvelous to him that he had not fully +recognized her last night, that he had not guessed that the young +engineer was Dick. The blood rushed to his face, then left it pale, and +he stood, unseen by them, gnawing at his mustache. + +In all his musings on the past, all his thoughts and dreams of her, the +possibility of her being engaged or married had never occurred to him. +He had always pictured her as still "Nell of Shorne Mills," living at +The Cottage as she had done when she and he were lovers. + +And it was she--she, Nell!--to whom this musician was engaged! A wave of +bitterness swept over him, and in the agony of his jealousy he could +have laughed aloud. + +He had been sighing for her, longing for her, feeding his soul on his +memory of her, all these months, while she had not only forgotten him, +but had learned to love another man! + +He stood and stared at them, as if he saw them through a mist, too +overwhelmed to move; but presently he saw Nell look up with tears in her +eyes, and hold out her hand slowly, timidly. + +Falconer took it and put his lips to it. The sight broke the spell that +held Drake, and, with a muttered oath, he turned and walked away quickly +through the wood toward the house. + +The first dinner bell was ringing as he entered the hall. Most of the +guests had gone up to dress, but one or two still lingered in the hall, +and among them Lady Angleford and Lady Luce. The former came to meet him +as he entered. + +"Why, where have you been, Drake?" she said, with the little maternal +manner with which she always addressed him. + +Lady Luce was lounging in a chair, playing with a grayhound, and she +looked up at him with a smile, then lowered her eyes, as if she were +afraid their welcome should be too marked. + +"I've been for a walk," he said. His face was flushed, his eyes +bright--too bright--with suppressed emotion. "I've been lunching at the +Styles' farm----" + +"That's a long way! Aren't you tired? Will you have some tea? I'll get +some made in a moment or two. Do!" + +"No, no; thanks!" he said, as he pitched his cap on the stand. "It's too +late." + +As he spoke he went up to Lady Luce and looked down at her, his face +still flushed, his eyes still unnaturally bright. + +"What have you been doing with yourself, Luce?" he asked. + +She glanced up at him for a moment, then lowered her eyes and drew the +dog's sleek head close to her. + +"I don't know," she said, with a slight shrug of the shoulders. +"Nothing, I think. It has been an awfully long day." + +"Luce has been bored to death, and--for once--has admitted it," said +Lady Angleford, laughing. "Her yawns and sighs have been too awful for +words." + +He stood and looked down at her. She was perfectly dressed, and looked +like a girl in the light frock, with its plain blouse and neat sailor +knot. At any rate, if he married her he would have a beautiful wife; +and that was something. That she loved him, was still more. + +Now that he knew Nell had forgotten him, there was no reason why he +should hesitate. + +He bent lower, and his hand fell on the dog's head and touched hers. + +"Luce!" he said. + +She looked up, saw that the words she had been longing for were +trembling on his lips, and her face grew pale. + +"Luce, I want to speak to you," he said, in a low voice. Lady Angleford +had gone to a table to collect her work; there was no one within +hearing. "I want to ask you----" + +Before he could finish the all-important sentence, Wolfer and one or two +other men who had been riding came in at the door. + +"Bell gone?" exclaimed Wolfer. "Afraid we are late. Had a capital ride, +Angleford! What a lovely country it is! Is my wife in yet?" + +Drake bit his lip; for, having made up his mind to the plunge, he +disliked being pulled up on the brink. + +"After dinner," he whispered, bending still lower, and he went upstairs +with the other men. Lord Turfleigh, who was with them, paused at the +landing, murmured an excuse, and toddled heavily down again. Lady Luce +had picked up her book and risen, and she lifted her head and looked at +her father with an unmistakable expression on her face. + +He raised his heavy eyebrows and stretched his mouth in a grin of +satisfaction. + +"No!" he said, in a thick whisper. "Really?" + +She nodded, and flashed a smile of exultant triumph round the hall. + +"Yes. He had nearly spoken when you came in! My luck, of course! Another +minute! But he will speak to-night!" + +"My dear gyurl!" he murmured. "You make your poor old father a proud and +happy man. My own gyurl!" + +She glanced at Lady Angleford warningly, and going up to her, took her +arm and murmured sweetly: + +"Let us go upstairs together, dear." + +Lady Angleford looked at her with a meaning smile. + +"How changed you have suddenly become, Luce!" she said. "Where are all +your yawns gone? One would think you had heard news!" + +Luce turned her face with a radiant smile. + +"Perhaps I have," she said, in a low voice. "I--I will tell +you--to-morrow!" + +They parted at the door of Lady Angleford's room, Lady Luce's being +farther down the corridor. Next to Lady Angleford's was the suite which +had been prepared for Drake, and he came out of the room which adjoined +the one she used as a dressing room as she was going into it. + +"I'm sorry if my absence to-day was inconvenient, countess," he said. + +"Not in the least! Everybody was disposed of; indeed, I was so free that +Lady Wolfer and I went for a long drive. How changed she is! I don't +know a happier woman! And she has given up all that woman's rights +business." + +Drake nodded, with, it must be admitted, little interest. + +"By the way," he said, as casually as he could, "what is the name of the +young engineer and his sister who are staying at the lodge?" + +"Lorton," replied the countess. "So stupid of me! I thought it was +Norton, and I addressed the invitation so; but Mrs. Hawksley tells me +that it is Lorton. The brother comes from Bardsley & Bardsley." + +Drake nodded. He needed no confirmation of the fact of Nell's presence. + +"And she's engaged to this Mr. Falconer?" + +"Oh, yes," replied the countess. "There can be no doubt of it. Mrs. +Harksley says that his attentions to her last night--at the ball, I +mean--were quite touching. They walked home together arm in arm. I +really must call on her. They say she is extremely pretty." + +"No need to call, I think," he said. "I mean," he went on, as the +countess looked surprised, "that--that they will be gone directly." + +"Oh, but I thought he might be going to remain as resident engineer." + +"No, I think not," said Drake, almost harshly. "From all I hear, he's +too young." + +Lady Angleford nodded, and went into her room, where her maid was +awaiting her. + +"Will you wear your diamonds, my lady?" she asked. + +The countess nodded absently, and took the key of the safe from her +purse; but when the maid placed the square case which held the marvelous +jewels on the dressing table, Lady Angleford changed her mind. + +"No, no," she said; "not to-night. It is only a house party. Put them +back, please." + +The maid replaced the case in the safe, but she could not turn the key. + +"You must be quick. I am afraid I'm late," said the countess. + +"I can't turn the key, my lady," said the woman. + +Lady Angleford rose and tried to turn it, but the key remained +obstinately immovable. + +"Knock at the earl's door and ask him if he will be kind enough to come to +me," she said. + +The maid did so, and Drake came in. + +"I can't lock the safe, Drake," said the countess. "I am so sorry to +trouble you." + +"It's no trouble," he responded. "Literally none," he added, with a +short laugh. "You hadn't quite closed the door. See?" + +"We were stupid. How like a woman!" she said penitently. + +"Take care of the key," he said. "The diamonds had better be sent to the +bank the day after to-morrow, unless you want to wear them again soon." + +"No," she said. "They make such a fuss about them; and--well, they are +rather too much of a blaze for such a little woman as I am." + +"Nonsense!" he said. "Here's the key." + +He laid it on the dressing table, and she was about to take it up to +replace it in her purse, and put the purse in one of the small drawers +of the dressing table, when there came a knock at the door, and Burden +entered. + +"I--I beg your ladyship's pardon," she faltered, drawing back. + +"What is it?" asked the countess. + +"I wanted to borrow some eau de Cologne for my lady," said Burden. "I +thought your ladyship had gone down, or I wouldn't----" + +"Give her the eau de Cologne," said the countess to her maid. "Please +ask Lady Luce to keep it. I shall not want it." + +Burden took the bottle and went out. On the other side of the door she +paused a moment and caught her breath. Chance, or the devil himself, was +working on Ted's behalf, for she had happened to enter the room at the +very moment the countess had put the key in the purse, and the purse in +the drawer. And all day Burden had been wondering how she should get +that key. + +She went on after a moment or two, and Lady Luce looked up from her +chair in front of the dressing table, as Burden entered. + +"Where have you been?" she asked sharply. + +"I went to borrow some eau de Cologne, my lady," replied Burden. + +"Well, please be quick; you know we are late. I will wear----" she +paused a moment. She wanted to look her best that night. The beauty +which had caught Drake in the past, the beauty which was to ensnare him +again, and win for her the Angleford coronet, must lack no advantage +dress could lend it. "The silver gray and the pearls, please," she +said, after a moment or two of consideration. "Why, what is the matter +with you?" she asked sharply, as she saw the reflection of Burden's face +in the glass. "Are you ill, or what?" + +Burden tried to force the color to her face and keep her hands steady. + +"I--I am not very well, my lady," she faltered. "I--I have had bad +news." + +"Bad news! What news?" asked Lady Luce coldly. + +"My--mother is very ill, my lady," replied Burden, on the spur of the +moment. + +Lady Luce moved impatiently. + +"It is a singular thing that persons of your class are always in some +trouble or other; you are either ill yourselves, or some of your +relations are dying. I am very sorry and all that, Burden, but I hope +you were not thinking of asking me to let you go home, because I really +could not just now." + +"No, my lady; perhaps a little later----" + +"Well, I'll see," said Lady Luce irritably. "I don't suppose you could +do any good if you were to go home; I suppose there's some one to look +after your mother; and, after all, she may not be so bad as you think. +Servants always look at the worst side of things, and meet troubles +halfway." + +"Yes, my lady," said Burden. + +"And do, for goodness' sake, try and look more cheerful, my good girl! +It's like having a ghost behind me. Besides, if you are worrying +yourself about your mother you can't dress me properly; and I want you +to be very careful to-night--of all nights!" + +She leaned back and smiled at her face in the glass, and thought no more +of the maid's pale and anxious one. Had she been not so entirely +heartless, had she even only affected a little interest and expressed +some sympathy, the unhappy girl might have broken down and confessed her +share in the meditated crime; but Lady Luce was incapable of pretending +sympathy with a servant. In her eyes servants were of quite a different +order of creation to that of her own class; hewers of wood and drawers +of water, of no account beyond that which they gained from their value +to their masters or mistresses. To consider the feelings of the servants +who waited upon her would have seemed absurd to Lady Luce, almost, +indeed, a kind of bad form. + +The dinner bell had rung before she was dressed, and she hurried down to +find herself the last to arrive in the drawing-room. She sought Drake's +face as she entered. It still wore the expression of suppressed +excitement which she had noticed when he came in from his walk, and he +smiled with a kind of reluctant admiration as he noticed the magnificent +dress, and the way in which it set off her beauty. + +At dinner his altered mood was so marked that several persons who were +near him noticed it. He, who had been so quiet and grave, almost stern +in his manner and speech, to-night talked much and rapidly, and laughed +freely. + +The flush on his face deepened, and his eyes flashed so brightly that +Wolfer, who was sitting near him, could not help noticing how often +Drake permitted the butler to fill his glass, and wondered whether +anything had happened, and whether he were drinking too much. + +But Drake's gayety was infectious enough, and the dinner was a much +livelier one than any that had preceded it. + +Lady Luce was, perhaps, the most quiet and least talkative; but she sat +and listened to Drake's stories and badinage, with a smile in her eyes +and her lips slightly apart. + +In a few hours he would speak the word which would make her the future +Countess of Angleford! + +The ladies lingered at the table rather longer than usual, for Drake's +stories had suggested others to the other men, and his high spirits had +awakened those of the persons near him. But Lady Angleford rose at last, +and the ladies filed off to the drawing-room. + +The men closed up their ranks, and Drake sent the wine round briskly. +There was no dance to cut short the pleasant "after-the-ladies-have-gone" +time; and they sat long over their wine, so that it was nearly ten +o'clock when Drake, with his hand on the decanter near him, said: + +"No more, anybody? Sure? Turfleigh, you will, surely!" + +But the old man knew that he had had enough. He, too, was excited, and +under a strain, and he rose rather unsteadily and shook his head. + +"No, thanks. Er--er--I fancy we've rather punished that claret of yours +to-night, my dear boy." + +"It's a sad heart that never rejoices!" Drake retorted, with a laugh +which sounded so reckless that Wolfer glanced at him with surprise. + +"We'd better have a cigarette in the smoking room before we go into the +drawing-room," said Drake, and he led the way. + +As they went, talking and laughing, together across the hall, a +white-faced woman leaned over the balustrade above, and watched them. + +The other servants were in the servants' hall, enjoying themselves; the +gentlemen were in the smoking room, and the ladies in the drawing-room. +She was alone in the upper part of the house, which was so quiet and +still that the sound of a clock, in one of the rooms, striking ten was +like that of a church bell in her ears. + +She started and pressed her hand to her heart, then stole to the window +on the back staircase, and, keeping behind the curtain, listened. Her +heart beat so loudly as to almost deafen her, but she heard a slight +noise outside, and something fell with a soft tap against the window +sill. It was the top of the ladder falling into its place. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +Burden had switched off some of the electric lights in the +corridor--was, indeed, prepared to switch the remainder if any one +happened to come up--and she could just see a face through the window. +The sight of it almost made her scream, for the face was partially +covered by a crape mask, through which the eyes gleamed fiercely. + +Burden clapped her hand to her mouth to stifle the cry of terror, and, +absolutely incapable of remaining on the spot, fled to her own room and +locked herself in. + +Ted raised the window noiselessly and stepped into the corridor. He had +a plan of the house, drawn from Burden's description, and he made +straight for the countess' room. The Parson stood at the bottom of the +ladder on guard. And each man carried a revolver loaded in all six +barrels. + +A few minutes before the burglar had so neatly effected his entrance, +the men left the smoking room for the drawing-room--all excepting Lord +Turfleigh, who had taken a soda and brandy with his cigar, and deemed it +prudent to indulge in a little nap before joining the ladies. + +Drake was a little less excited than he had been, but he was still +resolved to ask Luce to be his wife, and he meant to take her into the +conservatory, or one of the rooms where they could be alone for a few +minutes. But when he entered the drawing-room she was playing. He went +up to the piano, and, bending over it as if to look at the music, +whispered: + +"Will you go into the conservatory presently?" + +She nodded, and without raising her eyes, but with a sudden flush. Drake +went across the room to where Lady Angleford and Lady Wolfer were +seated, talking, and the first word he heard was Nell's name. + +"Of course it is the same," Lady Wolfer was saying eagerly. "Her brother +was at the engineers, Bardsley & Bardsley! And Nell has been near us all +this time, and in this house, and I didn't know it! If I had, I would +have gone to her at once. She's the dearest and sweetest girl in all the +world, and I owe her----" She stopped and sighed, but not sadly. "She +left us quite suddenly to go to her stepmother, who was a cousin of my +husband's; and I have only seen her once since. They--she and her +brother--were living in one of these large mansions--a dreadfully +crowded and noisy place; but, though they were poor, she seemed quite +happy and contented. I begged her to come and live with me, but she +would not leave her brother--though for that matter we should have been +delighted to have him also, especially if he is anything like her. Oh, +yes, the dearest girl! And you don't know how much I owe her! Some day I +may be tempted to tell you." She sighed again, and was silent for a +moment, as she recalled the scene in her bedroom on the night of the +dinner party, the night before Nell had left Wolfer House so suddenly. +"I must go and see her to-morrow morning. They say she is engaged to the +young man, the violinist." + +Lady Angleford nodded. + +"Yes; and if she was engaged to him when you last saw her, that would +account for her happiness, notwithstanding her poverty. She is an +extremely pretty girl. I remember her quite well. I saw her at your +dinner party, you know. I hope she is going to marry a man worthy of +her. I'll go with you to see her to-morrow, if you'll let me." + +Drake stood listening, his hands clasped behind his back, his face set +sternly. Every word they said caused him a pang of pain; and as he +listened, his mind went back to the happy weeks when Nell was engaged to +a man who certainly was not worthy of her. + +Lady Angleford looked up at him. + +"We were talking of Miss Lorton and her brother, Drake," she said. +"She's a kind of connection of Lady Wolfer's, and lived with them for a +time. I wish you would see the brother and see if he really is too young +to be the resident engineer. It would be so nice to have some one whom +one knows." + +"I will see," he said, so grimly that Lady Wolfer glanced up at him with +some surprise; and, as he moved away, Lady Angleford looked after him +and sighed. + +"How changed he is!" she said, in a low voice. + +"In what way?" asked Lady Wolfer. + +The countess was silent for a moment or two. + +"He seems as if he were unhappy about something," she said; "as if +something were worrying him. I only saw him twice before he came into +the title, and though he was by no means 'loud' or effusive, he was +bright and cheerful; but now----I noticed the change the moment he came +into the Hall on his return. It seems so strange. He had cause for +anxiety then, for there was a chance of his losing Angleford; but now +one would think he possessed all that a man could desire." + +"The vanity of human wishes, my dear!" said Lady Wolfer. "Something may +have happened while he was abroad," she suggested in a low voice. + +"You mean a love affair? I don't think so." + +The countess glanced toward the piano. She felt sure that Drake was +about to renew his engagement with Lady Luce, and she deemed him the +last man in the world to marry for the sake of "convenience." + +Drake moved about the room restlessly, waiting for Luce to rise from the +piano; but she was playing a long piece--an interminable one, as it +seemed to him. Presently he felt for his pocket handkerchief, and, not +finding it, remembered leaving it on the dressing table where Sparling +had placed it. He went into the hall to send a servant for it; but there +was not one in sight, and he went quickly up the stairs and entered his +dressing room. He noticed that most of the electric lights were down, +and, disliking the gloom, went toward the row of switches. They were +fixed to the wall almost opposite Lady Angleford's dressing room, and as +his hand went up to them, he heard a slight sound in the room. + +It was a peculiar sound, like the soft bang which is made by the closing +of a safe door. For a moment Drake paid no heed to it; then suddenly its +significance struck upon him. Lady Angleford was in the drawing-room. +Who could be at the safe? + +He stepped outside the door, and waited for a second or two, then he +opened the door softly, and saw a man rising from his knees in front of +the safe. The man turned at the moment and stood with the case of +diamonds in his hand--two other cases bulged from his side pockets--his +eyes gleaming through his mask. + +Now, in fiction the hero who is placed in this position always cries +aloud for help, and instantly springs at the burglar; but in real life +the element of surprise has to be taken into account; and Drake was too +amazed at the moment to fling himself upon the thief. Besides, it is +your weak and timid man who immediately cries for help. Drake was +neither weak nor timid, and it would not occur to him to shriek for +assistance. So the two men stood motionless as statues, and glanced at +each other while you could count twenty. Then the burglar whipped a +revolver from his pocket and presented it. + +"Stand out of my way!" he said gruffly, and disguising his voice, for +he knew how easily a voice can become a means of identification. "Better +stand out of my way, or, by God! I'll fire!" + +Drake laughed, the short laugh of a strong man ridiculing the proposal +that he shall probably stand aside and permit a thief to pass with his +booty. + +"Put down that thing," he said. "You know you can't fire; too much +noise. Put it down--and the cases. No? Very well!" + +He sprang aside with one movement, and with the next went for the man. + +Ted was really a skillful craftsman, and had taken the precaution to +fasten a string across the room, from the bed to the grate. + +Drake's foot caught in it, and he went sprawling on his face. + +Ted sprang over him, and gained the corridor. With a dexterity beyond +all praise, he switched off the remaining lights and then pushed up the +window and dropped, rather than climbed, down the ladder. + +Drake was on his feet in a moment and out in the corridor in the next. +He had heard the window pushed up, and knew the point at which the man +had made his escape. + +Even then he did not give the alarm, and he did not turn up the lights, +for he could see into the night better without them. He leaned out of +the window and peered into darkness, and distinguished two forms gliding +toward the shrubbery. + +It was a long drop, but he intended taking it. He swung one leg over the +sill as some one came up the stairs. + +It was Sparling. + +"Why are all the lights out?" he exclaimed. "Who's there?" for there was +light enough from the hall for him to see Drake dimly. + +"All right; it's I," said Drake quietly. "Turn up the lights. There are +burglars. Don't shout; you'll frighten the ladies. Get the bicycle lamp +from my room--quick!" + +Sparling tore into the room, and came dashing out with the lamp, and, +with trembling hands, lit it. + +"Drop it down to me when I call," said Drake. "I'll risk its going out. +Then get some of the men and search the grounds. And--mind!--no +frightening the ladies!" + +Then he lowered himself, dropped, and called up. He caught the lamp, +which was still alight, and covering the glass with his hand, ran in the +direction the men had taken; and as he ran he buttoned his dress coat +over the big patch of white made by his wide shirt front. + +He had stalked big game often enough to be aware that his only chance of +tracking the thieves lay in his following them quietly and unseen, and +he ran on tiptoe, and keeping as much as possible among the shrubs as he +went, his ears and eyes strained attentively, he endeavored to put +himself in their place. + +"Yes," he muttered, "they'll make for the road, where there'll be a trap +waiting for them--or bicycles; but which part of the road?" + +The park fence was high, but easily climbable by an experienced burglar, +and they might make for it at any point; presumably the nearest. + +By this time he was cool enough, but extremely angry; and he blamed +himself for falling so easily into the string trap. What he ought to +have done----At this point in his futile reflections he stopped and +listened, not for the first time, and he fancied he heard a rustling +among the trees in front of him. He ran on as softly as possible, and +presently saw a figure--one only--going swiftly in the direction of the +lodge. + +Drake understood in a moment; one man had gone to bring the vehicle near +the gates, and this other man was waiting for it. + +Up to this instant Drake had given no thought to the fact that he was +pursuing two men, desperate, and, no doubt, armed, while he had no kind +of weapon upon him. But now he smiled with a grim satisfaction as he saw +that he had only one man to deal with. + +Their separation was a point in his favor. + +Steadily he followed on the man's track, and in a moment or two he saw +the glimmer of the light from the lodge window; and as he saw it, he +heard the roll of wheels approaching the gates. + +The burglar, unacquainted with the topography of the road, was breaking +his way through the undergrowth; and Drake, seeing that there was a +chance of cutting him off by striking into one of the paths, turned into +it. + +He had to run for all he was worth now, and as he sped along he was +reminded of his old college days, when he sprinted for the mile +race--and won it. He reached a corner where the narrow path joined the +wider one leading to the gate, and here he stopped, listening intently, +and still covering the light of the lamp with his hand. Suddenly he +heard footsteps near the lodge, and with a thrill of excitement more +keen than any other chase had given him, he ran toward them. + +As he did so, he caught sight of a woman's dress, and a faint cry of +alarm and surprise arose. Was there a woman in the business? + +Before he could answer the mental question he saw a figure--the figure +he had been pursuing--dash from the woods on the right and make for the +path he had just left. Drake swung round sharply and tore after him. The +man looked over his shoulder, swore threateningly, and snatched +something from his pocket. In drawing the revolver, however, he dropped +something, and Drake saw, with immense satisfaction, that it was the +diamond case. + +"Give in, my man!" he said. + +Ted laughed, caught up the case, and rushed on in the direction of the +gate. But at that moment the tall figure of Falconer ran from the lodge. + +Falconer stood for a moment, then he took in the situation, and dashing +to the gate, flung it close. Ted heard the clang of the gate, and ran +back toward Drake, with revolver raised. + +Death stared Drake in the face; but it is at such moments that men of +his temperament are coolest. He sprang aside as he had done in Lady +Angleford's room. The revolver "pinged," there was a flash of light, but +the bullet sped past him, and Drake flung himself upon his man. + +Ted was as slippery as an eel, and striking Drake across the head with +the revolver, he ran into the woods, with Drake after him; but the man +knew there was no escape for him in that direction, and after a moment +or two he turned and faced Drake again. + +"Keep off, you fool, or I'll shoot you!" he growled hoarsely. + +"Give in," said Drake again. "The game's up!" + +Ted laughed shortly, and aimed the revolver again; but as his finger +pressed the trigger, a cry rose from behind him, his arm was struck +aside, and once more the bullet whizzed past its mark, and Drake was +saved. + +He saw the figure of a woman struggling with the burglar, saw the man +raise his hand to strike her from him, saw her fall to the ground, and +knew, by some instinct, that it was Nell. + +In that instant the capture of the man was of no moment to him. With a +cry, he flung himself on his knees beside her. + +"Nell, Nell!" he panted. "Is it you?" + +She remained quite motionless under his words, his touch, and he raised +her head and tried to see her face. + +The lamp he had dropped some moments before. + +Suddenly a great shudder ran through her. She sighed, and opened her +eyes. + +"Drake!" she murmured; "Drake! Is he----" + +He thought she referred to the man. + +"Never mind him," he said eagerly. "Are you hurt? Tell me?" + +She put her hand to her head, and struggled to her feet, swaying to and +fro as if only half conscious, then her hands went out to him, and she +uttered a cry of terror and anxiety. + +"He--he shot you!" she gasped. + +"No, no!" he responded quickly. "There is no harm done, if the brute has +not hurt you." + +She shook her head and leaned against the tree, trembling and panting. + +"I was in the garden. I--heard you and the man running, and--and--I--ran +across the path----" + +"In time to save my life," he said gravely. "But I'd rather have died +than you should come to harm." + +As he spoke, he heard the noise of a struggle behind him. He had +absolutely ceased to care what became of the man whom he had been +pursuing so relentlessly for a few minutes before; but the noise, the +hoarse cries, which now broke upon them had recalled him to a sense of +the situation. + +"They are struggling at the gate--I must leave you," he said hurriedly. +And he ran down the path. + +As he approached the gate, he saw Falconer and the burglar struggling +together. Falconer was losing ground every moment, and as Drake was +nearly upon them, Ted got his opponent under him; but Falconer still +clung to him, and Ted could not get free from him. As he shot a glance +at Drake he ground his teeth. + +"Let me go, you fool!" he hissed. "Let me----" + +He got one arm free, the glimmer of steel flashed in the dim light as he +struck downward, and Falconer with a sharp groan loosed his hold. + +Ted was clear of him in an instant and sprang for the gate; but as he +opened it Drake was upon him. Ted was spent with his struggle with +Falconer; he had dropped his revolver; Drake had seized the arm which +held the knife--seized it in a grip like that of a vise. + +"Parson! Quick!" cried Ted. The dogcart drove up to the gate, and the +Parson was about to spring to the aid of his mate, when another figure +came running up. It was Dick. + +"Why, what on earth's the matter?" he cried. + +At the sound of his voice, the Parson, counting his foes with a quick +eye, leaped into the cart and drove away at a gallop. Ted cursed at the +sound of the retreating cart and struck out wildly, but Drake had pinned +him against the gate. + +"Knock that knife out of his hand!" he said sharply, and Dick did so. In +another moment the burglar was on his back in the road with Drake's knee +on his chest. + +"That will do!" he panted. "I give in! It's a fair cap! But if that +white-livered hound had stood by me, I'd have beaten the lot of you! As +it is, I've given as good as I've got, I fancy!" and he nodded +tauntingly as he glanced to where Dick knelt beside Falconer. + +Drake tore off the mask, and Ted shrugged his shoulders. + +"You can take your knee off my chest, my lord," he said; "you're a tidy +weight. Oh, I'm not going to try to escape. I know when I'm done. But it +was a near thing." + +Sparling and a couple of grooms with lanterns came running toward them, +and Drake rose. + +"Look to him," he said quietly. "He is not armed." + +Ted took the cases from his pockets and flung them down as the men +surrounded him; then he drew out a cigarette case, and, with a cockney +drawl, said: + +"Can one of you oblige me with a light?" + +Sparling knocked the cigarette out of his hand, and one of the grooms +growled: + +"Shall I give him one over the head, for his cheek, Mr. Sparling?" + +"Yes; that's about all you flunkeys can do; hit a man when he's down," +said Ted. "But you needn't trouble. Here comes the peelers." + +His quick ears had caught the heavy footsteps of the policeman, who came +running up, and, before he was asked to do so, he held out his hands for +the handcuffs. + +"Is the cove dead?" he asked curtly; but no one answered him; indeed, no +answer was possible, for Falconer lay like one dead, and Drake, who +supported his head, could perceive no movement of the heart. + +"One of you take a cart and go for the doctor," he said gravely. + +As he spoke, Nell came toward them. The climax had been reached so +quickly that Falconer had been wounded and the burglar caught before she +could find strength to follow Drake; for the reaction which had followed +upon her discovery of the fact that he was unhurt had made her weaker +than the man's blow had done. + +But now, as she saw the circle of men bending and kneeling round a +prostrate figure, her terror rose again and she hurried forward. Pushing +one of the men aside, she looked down, and with a cry fell on her knees +beside the unconscious man and gazed with horror-stricken eyes. + +"He is dead! He is dead! He has killed him!" she moaned. + +There was a moment's silence, while Drake looked at her with set face +and gloomy eyes; for at the anguish in her voice a pang of jealousy shot +through him, of envy; for how willingly he would have changed places +with the injured man! + +He rose, lantern in hand, and went round to her. + +"He is not dead," he said, almost inaudibly. + +"Oh, thank God!" she breathed. + +"But he is badly hurt, I am afraid," said Drake gravely. Then he turned +to the men. "We will carry him to the lodge. Gently!" + +They lifted the wounded man and bore him along slowly. As they did so, +Nell walked by his side, and half unconsciously took his hand and held +it fast clasped in her trembling one. Even at that moment he saw her +actions, and his heart ached. Yes, to have Nell hold his hand thus, to +have her sweet eyes resting on him so tenderly, so anxiously, he would +have willingly been in Falconer's place. + +They carried Falconer up to his room, and Drake, with the skill he had +acquired in many a knife-and-gun-shot accident, staunched the wound. +Falconer had been stabbed in the chest, and the blood was flowing, but +slowly. + +Drake was so absorbed in the task that he had forgotten Dick's presence +until, looking up, he caught Dick's eye fixed on him with sheer wonder. + +"Drake!" he said, in a whisper. "You here?" + +Drake nodded. + +"Yes; it's a strange meeting, Dick, isn't it? But we have been near each +other--though we didn't know it--for some days past. You are 'the young +engineer,' and I----" + +He shrugged his shoulders, and Dick leaped at the truth. + +"You are Lord Angleford?" he said. + +Drake nodded. + +"Yes. I'll explain presently. Just now all we can think of is this poor +fellow." + +"Poor chap!" said Dick sadly. "If I'd only come up a minute or two +sooner--I'd gone down to the village for some 'bacca. Who'd have thought +he was such a plucky one. For he's not strong, Drake, you see." + +Drake nodded. + +"No," he said; "but it is not always the strongest who are the bravest. +Who is that?" for there came a knock at the door. + +Dick went and opened it. Nell stood there, white to the lips, but calm +and composed. He answered the question in her eyes. + +"All right, Nell! Don't be frightened. He'll pull through; won't he, +Drake?" + +She turned her eyes upon him, and he met their appeal steadily. + +"I hope so," he said. + +She stole into the room, and, with her hands clasped, looked down at +Falconer in silence. + +"I hope so," repeated Drake emphatically. "There are not so many brave +men that the world can afford to lose one." + +She raised her eyes to his face quickly. + +"Yes," he said, "he was unarmed and knew that it was a struggle for +life, that the man was desperate and would stick at nothing. It was the +pluckiest thing I have ever seen." Then he remembered how she had sprung +forward to strike up the burglar's arm, and he added, under his breath, +"almost the pluckiest." + +The crimson dyed her face for a moment, and her eyes dropped under his +regard; but she said nothing, and presently she stole out again. + +It seemed an age to the two men before the doctor arrived, though the +time was really short; it seemed another age while he made his +examination. He met Drake's questioning gaze with the grave evasion +which comes so naturally to the smallest of country practitioners. + +"A nasty wound, my lord!" he said. "But I've known men recover from a +worse one. Unfortunately, he is not a strong man. This poor fellow has +known the meaning of privation." He touched the thin arm, and pointed to +the wasted face. "They tell their own story! Now, if it were you, my +lord----" he smiled significantly. + +"Would to God it had been!" said Drake. The village nurse, whom the +doctor had instructed to follow him, entered and moved with professional +calm to the bedside, and the doctor gave her some instructions. + +"I'll send you some help, nurse," he said. + +As he spoke, Nell came to the door. + +"No," she said, very quietly; "there is no need; I will help." + +Almost as if he had heard her, Falconer's lips quivered, and he murmured +something. Nell glided to the bed, and kneeling beside him, took his +hand. His eyes opened, with the vacant stare of unconsciousness for a +moment, then they recognized her, and he spoke her name. + +"Nell!" + +"Yes," she whispered, in response. "It is I. You are here at the lodge. +Here is Dick, and"--her voice fell before Drake's steady regard--"you +are with friends, and safe." + +He smiled, but his eyes did not leave her face. + +"I know," he said. "I--I am more than content." + +Drake could bear it no longer. Dick followed him out of the room, and +they went downstairs. + +"I will wire for Sir William, the surgeon," said Drake, very quietly. +"He will come down by the first train. Everything shall be done. +Tell--tell your sister----" + +Dick nodded gravely. + +"He's one of the best fellows in the world; he's worth saving, Drake----" +he said. "I beg your pardon," he broke off. "I--I suppose I ought to call +you 'my lord' now. I can scarcely realize yet----" + +Drake flushed almost angrily. + +"For Heaven's sake, no!" he exclaimed. "There need be no difference +between you and me, Dick, whatever there may be between----I'll come +across in the morning to inquire, and I'll tell you all that has +happened. Dick, you'll have to forgive me for hiding my right name down +there at Shorne Mills. It was a folly; but one gets punished for one's +follies," he added, as he held out his hand. + +Still confused by the discovery that his old friend "Drake Vernon" was +Lord Angleford, Dick could only let him go in silence, and Drake passed +out. + +As he did so, he looked up at the window of the sick room. A shadow +passed the blind, and as he recognized it he sighed heavily. Yes; +notwithstanding his wound and his peril, the penniless musician was the +lucky man, and he, my Lord of Angleford, the most unfortunate and +unhappy. + +Slowly he made his way toward the house, and as he went the face and the +voice of the woman he loved haunted him. For a moment she had rested in +his arms, and he could still feel her head on his breast, still hear the +"Drake, Drake!" + +She had not forgotten him, then; she still remembered him with some +kindness, though she loved Falconer? Well, he should be grateful for +that. It would be good to think of all through the weary years that lay +before him. + +How beautiful she was! With what an exquisite tenderness her eyes had +dwelt upon the wounded man! He started, and almost groaned, as he +remembered that not so long ago those eyes had beamed love and +tenderness upon himself. + +"Oh, Nell, Nell!" broke from him unconsciously. "Oh, my dear, lost love! +how shall I live without you, now that I have seen you, held you in my +arms again?" + +The great house loomed before him; the hall door was open; figures were +standing and flitting in the light that streamed on the terrace; and +with a pang he awoke to the responsibilities of his position, to the +remembrance of his interview with Luce. There she stood on the top of +the steps, a shawl thrown round her head, her face eager and anxious. + +"Drake! Is it you?" she exclaimed; and she came down the steps to meet +him, her hand outstretched. + +The others crowded round, all talking at once. He shook her hand, held +it a moment, then let it drop. + +"He is all right, I hope," he said. + +"He!" she murmured. "It is you--you, Drake!" + +He frowned slightly. + +"Oh! I?" he said, with self-contempt. "I have got off scot-free. Where is +the countess?" + +Lady Luce looked at him keenly, and with a half-reproachful air. + +"I--I--have been very frightened, Drake," she said. + +For the life of him he could not even affect a tenderness. + +"On my account? There was not the least need." + +Lady Angleford came forward hurriedly. + +"Drake! You are not hurt! Thank God!" And her hands clasped his arm. + +"You have got your jewels?" he said, in the curt tone with which a man +tries to fend off a fuss. "Are they all there?" + +She made an impatient movement. + +"Yes, yes--oh, yes! As if they mattered! Tell me how that poor man is. +How brave of him!" + +He smiled grimly. + +"Yes. He will pull round, I hope. We shall know more in the morning. +Hadn't you ladies better go to bed? Wolfer, I have wanted a drink once +or twice in my life, but never, I think, quite so keenly as now." + +The men gathered round him as he stopped at the foot of the stairs to +wish the women good night. Luce came last, and as she held out her hand, +looked at him appealingly. Was he going to let her go without the word +she had been expecting--the word he had promised? He understood the +appeal in her eyes, but he could not respond. Not to-night, with Nell's +face and voice haunting him, could he ask Lady Luce to be his wife. +To-morrow--yes, to-morrow! + +She smiled at him as he held her hand, but as she went up the stairs the +smile vanished, and, if it is ever possible for so beautiful a woman to +become suddenly plain, then Lady Luce's face achieved that +transformation. + +Gnawing at her underlip, she entered her room, flung herself into a +chair, and beat a tattoo with her foot. The door opened softly, and +Burden stole in. She was very pale, there were dark marks under her +eyes, and she trembled so violently that the brushes rattled together as +she took them from the table. + +Lady Luce looked up at her angrily. + +"What is the matter with you?" she demanded. "You look more like a ghost +than a human being, or as if you'd been drinking." + +Burden winced under the insult, and stole behind her mistress' chair; +but Lady Luce faced round after her. + +"You're not fit to do my hair, or anything else!" she said. "What is the +matter now? Your mother or one of your other relations, I suppose. You +always have some excuse or other for your whims and fancies." + +"I--I am rather upset, my lady!" Burden responded, almost inaudibly. +"The--the robbery----" + +"What does it concern you?" said Lady Luce sharply. "It is no affair of +yours; your business is to wait upon me, and if you can't or won't do it +properly----" + +The brush fell from Burden's uncertain hand, and Lady Luce sprang to her +feet in a passion. + +"Oh, go away! Get out of my sight!" she said contemptuously. "Go down to +the kitchen and tremble and shake with the other maids. I can't put up +with you to-night." + +"I'm--I'm very sorry, my lady. I'm upset--everybody's upset." + +"Oh, go--go!" broke in Lady Luce impatiently. "If you are not better +to-morrow, you'd better go for good!" + +Burden stood for a moment uncertainly; then, with a stifled sob, left +the room, and went down the corridor toward the servants' apartments; +but halfway she stopped, hesitated, then descended the back stairs and +stole softly along one of the passages. A door from the smoking room +opened on to this passage, and against this she leaned and listened. + +Sparling and the grooms who had joined in the pursuit of the burglars +had come back full of the chase and its results, and there was an +excited and dramatic recital going on in the servants' hall at that +moment; but she dared not go there, though she was in an agony of +anxiety to know the whole truth and the fate of her lover. Her face, her +overwrought condition, would have betrayed her; so, at the least, would +have caused surprise and aroused suspicion. She could not face the +servants' hall, but she knew that the gentlemen would be discussing the +affair in the smoking room, and that if she could listen unseen she +should hear what had happened to Ted. It was Ted, and nothing, no one +else she cared about. + +All the men were in the smoking room, and all were plying Drake with +questions. Drake, knowing that he would have to go through it, was +giving as concise an account of it as was possible. He was wearied to +death, not only of the burglary, but of the emotions he had experienced, +and his voice was low and his manner that of a man talking against his +will; but Burden heard every word, for, at its lowest, Drake's voice was +singularly clear. + +She listened, motionless as a statue, till he came to the point where +the burglar had turned and faced him. Then she moved and had hard work +to stifle a moan. + +"That was a near thing, Angleford!" said Lord Turfleigh, over the edge +of his glass; "a deuced near thing! If I'd been you, I should have cried +a go, and let the fellow off. Dash it all! a man in your position has +no right to risk his life, even for such diamonds as the Angleford." + +Drake laughed shortly. + +"I didn't think of the diamonds," he said quietly. "It was a match +between me and the man. He missed me and bolted to cover. I followed, +and he slipped behind a tree and aimed; but he missed--fortunately for +me." + +"Missed you?" said Lord Wolfer, who had been listening attentively and +in silence. "How was that? You must have been very near?" + +Drake was silent for a moment; then, as if reluctantly, he replied: + +"There were several persons engaged in the game. One of them was a young +lady who is staying at the lodge--the south lodge. She happened to be +out, strolling in the garden, and heard the rumpus. And she"--he lit a +fresh cigarette--"she sprang on him and struck his arm up!" + +"No!" exclaimed one of the men. "Dash it all! Angleford, if this isn't +the most dramatic, sensational affair I've ever heard of." + +"Yes?" came in Drake's grave, restrained tones. "Yes, that saved my +life." + +There was a moment's silence, an impressive silence, then he went on: + +"And did for the man. If he had disposed of me, he could have shot poor +Mr. Falconer at the gate and got off. As it was----" He stopped and +seemed to consider. "Well, it left me free to collar him at the gate, +but not, unfortunately, until he had wounded Falconer." + +"Poor devil!" muttered Lord Turfleigh. "Hard lines on him, eh, +Angleford?" + +"Yes," said Drake gravely. + +"Then, as I understand it," said Lord Wolfer, "your life, the salvation +of the countess' jewels, and the capture of the burglar are due to this +lady?" + +"That is so," assented Drake quietly. + +"Who is she? What is her name?" asked several men, in a breath. + +There was a pause, during which Burden listened breathlessly. + +"Her name is Lorton," said Drake, very quietly. "She is staying at the +south lodge." + +Burden started and bit her lip. Lorton? Where had she heard---- + +"Good heavens!" exclaimed Lord Wolfer. "You don't mean that Miss Lorton +who was with us?" + +Drake nodded. + +"The same," he said gravely. + +Burden's lips twitched, and her hands gripped the edge of the door frame. + +There was silence for a moment, then one of the men asked: + +"And what do you think the fellow will get, Angleford?" + +"It all depends," replied Drake, after a pause. "If this fellow Falconer +should die----Well, it will be murder. If not--and God grant he may +not!--it will be burglary simply, and it will mean penal servitude for +so many years." + +"And serve him right, whichever way it goes!" cried one of the men. +"Anyway, this young lady, this Miss Lorton, is a brick! Here's her +health!" + +Burden waited for no more. She was white still, but she was trembling no +longer. Her eyes were glowing savagely, and her lips were strained +tightly. Her sweetheart was captured; he would either be hanged or +sentenced to penal servitude; and Miss Lorton was the person with whom +she had to reckon! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +Before morning Falconer became delirious. He did not rave nor shout, but +he talked incessantly, with his eyes wide open and fixed vacantly, and +his long hand plucking at the bedclothes. Nell stole in from her room, +though she had promised to rest and leave the night duty to the village +nurse, and, sitting beside him, held his hand. + +At the touch of her cool fingers he became quiet for a moment or two, +and something like a smile crossed his pain-lined face; but presently he +began again. Sometimes he was back at the Buildings, and he hummed a bar +or two of music while his fingers played on the counterpane as if it +were a piano. Once or twice he murmured her name in a tone which brought +the color to Nell's face and made her heart ache. But it did not need +the whisper of her name to tell her Falconer's secret. She knew that he +loved her, for he had told her so at the moment when Drake had seen them +walking together in the garden. + +And as she sat and held his hand, she tried to force her mind from +dwelling on Drake, and to remember the devotion of the stricken man +beside her. + +Though he had confessed his love, he had asked for nothing in return. He +had said that he knew that his passion was hopeless, but that he could +not help loving her, that he must continue to do so while life lasted. + +"I will never speak of it again," he had said. "You need not be afraid. +I don't know why I told you now; it slipped out before I knew----No, +don't be afraid. All I ask is that you should still look upon me as a +friend, that you will still let me be near you as often as is possible. +It is too much to ask? If so, I will go away--somewhere, and cease to +trouble you with the sight of me!" + +And Nell, with tears in her eyes--as Drake had seen--had given him her +hand in silence, for a moment or two, and then, almost inaudibly, had +answered: + +"I am sorry--sorry! Oh, why did you tell me? No, no; forgive me! But you +must not go. I--I could not afford to lose your--friendship!" + +"That you shall not do!" he had said, very quietly, and with a brave +smile. "Please remember that I said I knew there was no hope for me. How +could there be? How could it be possible for you--you!--to care for me? +But a weed may dare to love the sun, Miss Lorton, though it is only a +weed and not a stately flower. I ought not to have told you; but that +little success of mine, and the prospect it has opened out, must have +turned my head. But you have forgiven me, have you not? and you will try +and forget that I was mad enough to show you my heart?" + +He had not waited for her to respond, but had left her at once, and, so +that she should not think him quite heartbroken, had hummed an air as he +went. + +And now that he lay here 'twixt life and death, Nell's heart ached for +him, and she longed, with a longing beyond all words, that she could +have returned the love he bore her. + +But alas, alas! she had no love to give. Drake had stolen it long ago, +there at Shorne Mills; and though he had flung it from him, it could not +come back to her. + +Even as she sat, with Falconer's hand in hers, she could not keep her +mind from dwelling on Drake, though the failure of her attempt to do so +covered her with shame. She had been in his arms again, had heard his +voice, and the glamour of his presence and his touch were upon her. + +His face hovered before her in the dim light of the sick room, and +filled her with the aching longing of unsatisfied love. + +Oh, why could she not forget him? Why could she not bring herself to +accept, to return, the love of the man who loved her with all his heart +and soul? He was all that was good, he was a genius, and a brave man to +boot! Surely any woman might be proud to possess him for a husband, +might learn to love him! + +She turned and looked at him as he lay, his head tossing restlessly on +the pillow, his lips moving deliriously; but though her whole being was +stirred with pity for him, pity is not love, though it may be nearly +akin, and one cannot force love as one forces a hothouse plant. + +After a while he became weaker, and the rambling, incoherent talk +ceased; but she was still holding his hand when Dick and the doctor came +in again. She sought the latter's face eagerly, but he merely smiled +encouragingly. + +"He has had a better night than I expected," he said, "and the +temperature is not exceedingly high. You had better get some rest, Miss +Lorton; you have been sitting up, I see." + +Dick drew Nell out of the room. + +"Drake--confound it! Lord Angleford, I mean!--has sent for Sir William. +Is--is he going to die, do you think. Nell?" + +Nell shook her head, her eyes filling. + +"I don't know; I hope not. You--you have seen Dra--Lord Angleford, +Dick?" + +"Just now. He came to inquire. Nell, I can't understand it, though he +has tried to explain why he hid his real name; and--and--Nell--he didn't +tell me why you and he broke it off." + +She flushed for a moment. + +"There was no need," she said. "It does not matter." + +Dick sighed and shrugged his shoulders. + +"No, I suppose it doesn't; but it's a mysterious affair. I hear he is +going to marry that fair woman, Lady Luce." + +Nell inclined her head, her lips set tightly. + +"It's a pity we can't get away from here," he said gloomily. "It's jolly +awkward. Though Drake was more than friendly with me last night and just +now. He's awfully changed." + +They were standing by the window of the sitting room, and Nell was +looking out with eyes that saw nothing. + +"Changed?" + +"Yes; he looks years older, and he's stern and grave as if----Well, he +doesn't look the same man, and it strikes me that he's anything but +happy, though he is the Earl of Angleford, and going to marry one of the +most beautiful woman in England." + +Nell stood with compressed lips and eyes fixed on vacancy. + +"He got a nasty blow last night," said Dick, after a pause. + +Her manner changed in a moment, and her eyes flew round to him. + +"He was hurt?" she said, with a catch in her breath. + +Dick nodded. + +"Yes; that ruffian struck him with the revolver or something. And I +say, Nell, I haven't heard your share in this affair yet. Drake told me +that the fellow struck you." + +"Did he?" she said indifferently. "I--I don't remember. Was Lord +Angleford badly hurt? Tell me." + +"Oh, no; I think not; not badly," replied Dick. "There's a bruise on his +temple; but what's that to the damage poor Falconer suffered? Drake says +that it was the pluckiest thing he's seen. Oh, Lord! what a sickening +business it is! Thank goodness, they've got the fellow. It will be a +lifer for him, that's one consolation." + +Nell shuddered. + +"And they've got the jewels back, that's another," said Dick, more +cheerily. "Though I'd rather the fellow had got off with them than poor +Falconer should have been hurt. What beastly bad luck, just after he'd +struck oil and got a start! Drake says that Falconer will be a +celebrity, if he lives; and you may depend Drake will do his best to +make his words good. There'll be a 'Falconer boom,' mark my words. I +never saw any one so concerned about a man as Drake is about him. He was +here outside talking with the doctor before it was light. The whole of +the remainder of the big house is to be placed at our disposal. In +short, if it had been Drake himself who was stabbed, there couldn't be +more concern shown. Here's the breakfast, and for the first time in my +life, I don't want it. Why the deuce can't the swells look after their +blessed diamonds?" + +Nell gave him his coffee, and then stole up to her own room and flung +herself on the bed. + +Drake was hurt. It might have been Drake instead of Falconer lying +between life and death. Her heart throbbed with thankfulness; but the +next moment she hid her face in her hands for very shame. She tried to +sleep, but she could not, and it was almost a relief when the servant +knocked and said that two ladies from the Hall were downstairs. + +"But I was not to disturb you if you was asleep, miss," she added, with +naivete. + +Nell bathed her face and smoothed her hair quickly, and went down; and, +as she entered the sitting room, was taken into Lady Wolfer's embrace. + +"My dear, dear Nell!" she cried, in the subdued tones due to the sick +room above. "Why, it's like a fairy story! Why didn't I or some of us +know you were here, till last night? You remember Lady Angleford, dear?" + +The countess came forward and held out her hand with her friendly and +gentle smile. + +"Come to the light and let me look at you," Lady Wolfer went on, drawing +Nell to the window; "though it's scarcely fair, after all you have gone +through. Nell, who would have thought that we were entertaining a +heroine unawares? We knew you were an angel, of course; but a heroine--a +heroine of romance! You dear, brave girl!" + +Nell colored painfully. + +"The whole place, the whole county, by this time, to say nothing of +London and every other place where a telegraph wire runs, is full of +it." + +"Oh, I am sorry!" said poor Nell, aghast. + +Lady Angleford smiled. + +"It is the penalty one pays for heroism, Miss Lorton," she said; "and +you must forgive me for being grateful to you for saving Lord +Angleford's life." + +"Oh, but I didn't--indeed I didn't!" exclaimed Nell, in distress. + +"Oh, but indeed you did!" retorted Lady Wolfer. "Lord Angleford says so, +and he ought to know. He says that but for you the wretch would have +shot him--he was quite close." + +Nell's face was white again now, and the countess came to her aid. + +"We are forgetting one of the objects of our visit," she said. "You know +how anxious we are about Mr. Falconer, Miss Lorton. I hope he is in no +danger, my dear?" + +She took Nell's hand as she spoke, and pressed it, and Nell colored +again under the sympathy in the countess' eyes. + +"When I heard that he had been injured, I wished with all my heart that +the man had got clear off with the miserable diamonds--I was going to +say 'my' miserable diamonds, but they are only mine for a time. But I am +sure Lord Angleford joins me in that wish. All the diamonds in the world +are not worth rescuing at such a price as Mr. Falconer--and you--have +paid. I hope you can tell us he is better. We are all terribly anxious +about him." + +Now, even in the stress and strain of the moment, Nell noticed a certain +significance in the countess' tone, a personal sympathy with herself, +conveyed plainly by the "and you," and it puzzled her. But she put the +faint wonder aside. + +"I don't know," she said simply. "He is very ill--he was badly stabbed. +He has been delirious most of the night----" + +"My poor Nell!" murmured Lady Wolfer, pressing her hand. + +"I hope the nurse you have in to help you is a good one," said the +countess, as if she took it for granted that Nell was also nursing him. +"If not, we will send to London for one; indeed, Sir William may bring +one with him. I don't know what Lord Angleford telegraphed." + +"I wish we could do something for you, Nell," whispered Lady Wolfer. +"Only last night, before the burglary, we were arranging that we would +come down here and carry you--by main force, if necessary--up to the +Hall. And now----But, dear, you must not lose heart! He may not be badly +hurt; and the surgeons do such wonderful things now. Perhaps, when Sir +William comes, he may tell you that there is no danger whatever, and +that you will have him well again before very long." + +Her eyes dwelt on Nell's with tender pity and womanly sympathy; and +Nell, still puzzled, could only remain silent. As if she could not say +enough, Lady Wolfer drew her to the window, and continued, in a lower +voice: + +"I meant to congratulate you, Nell, and I do. I--we all admired him so +much the other night, little guessing the truth; and now that he has +proved himself as brave as he is clever, one can understand your losing +your heart to him. All the same, dear, I think he is a very--very lucky +man." + +The red stained Nell's face, and then left it pale again. She opened her +lips to deny that she and Falconer were engaged, but at that moment a +dogcart drove through the gate and stopped at the lodge. + +"Here is Drake!" said the countess. "He has been to Angleford to see the +police." + +Nell drew away from the window quickly, and the countess went out as +Drake got down from the cart. + +"How is he?" Nell heard him ask. Though she had moved from the window, +she could see him. He looked haggard and tired, and she saw the bruise +on his temple. Her heart beat fast, and she turned away and leaned her +arm on the mantelshelf. "And--and Miss Lorton?" he inquired, after the +countess had replied to his first question. + +She lowered her voice. + +"She looks very ill, but she is bearing up wonderfully. It is a terrible +strain for her, poor girl." + +Drake nodded gloomily. + +"Tell her that Sir William will be down by the midday train. And tell +her not to give up hope. I saw the wound, and----" + +"Hush! She may hear," whispered the countess. + +He glanced toward the window, and the color rose to his face. + +"Is she there?" he asked. + +"Yes. Would you like to see her?" + +He hesitated for a moment, his eyes fixed on the ground; then he said, +rather stiffly: + +"No; she might think it an intrusion"--the countess stared at him. "No; +I won't trouble her. But please tell her that everything shall be done +for--him." + +The countess accompanied him to the gate. + +"You have been to the police?" + +He nodded almost indifferently. + +"Yes; the man is well known. We were flattered by the attentions of a +celebrated cracksman. I've seen the detective in charge of the case, and +given him all the particulars. He says that the men were assisted by +some one inside the house--one of the servants, he suggests." + +The countess looked startled. + +"Surely not, Drake! Who could it be?" + +He shrugged his shoulders with the same indifference. + +"Can't tell. It doesn't matter. I've sent the things to the bank, and +the other people will look after their jewels pretty closely after this. +I wouldn't worry myself, countess." + +"But you are worrying, Drake!" she said shrewdly, as she looked at his +haggard face. "About this poor Mr. Falconer, of course!" + +He started slightly, but he was too honest to assent. + +"Partly; but there is no need for you to follow my example. I'll go on +now." + +He got up and drove off, but slowly, and he put the horse to a walk as +he neared the house. + +He had not seen Luce that morning, for he had been out, inquiring at the +lodge at six, and had gone straight on to Anglebridge, where he had +breakfasted. + +In his heart he had been glad of the excuse for his absence, for the few +hours of reprieve. But he would have to see her now, would have to ask +her to be his wife--while his heart ached with love for Nell! + +As he drove up to the door, one of the Angleford carriages came round +from the stables. He glanced at it absently, and entered the hall +slowly, draggingly, and was amazed to find Lord Turfleigh, in overcoat +and hat, standing beside a pile of luggage. + +"By George! just in time, Drake!" he exclaimed, his thick voice +quavering with suppressed excitement, his hands shaking as he tugged at +his gloves. "Just had bad news--deuced bad news!" + +But though he described the intelligence as bad, there was a note of +satisfaction in his voice. + +"I'm sorry. What is it?" asked Drake. + +"Buckleigh--Buckleigh and his boy gone down in that infernal yacht of +his!" said Lord Turfleigh hoarsely. + +He turned aside as he spoke to take a brandy and soda which the footman +had brought. + +The Marquis of Buckleigh was Lord Turfleigh's elder brother, and, if the +news were true, Lord Turfleigh was now the marquis, and a rich man. + +Drake understand the note of satisfaction in the whisky-shaken voice. + +"Just time to catch the train!" said the new marquis. "Where the devil +is Luce? I always said Buckleigh would drown himself----Where is Luce? +She thinks I'll go without her; but I won't!" He swore. + +At that moment Lady Luce came down the stairs. She was coming down +slowly, reluctantly, her fair face set sullenly; but at sight of Drake +her expression changed, and she ran down to him. There might yet be time +for the one word. + +"Drake!" she cried, in a low voice, "I am going----You have heard?" + +"Yes, yes," her father broke in testily. "I've told him. Get in. It will +be a near thing as it is. Come on, I tell you!" and he shambled down the +steps to the carriage. + +She held Drake's hand and looked into his eyes appealingly. + +"You see! I must go!" she murmured. + +He nodded gravely. + +"But you will come back?" he said, as gravely. "Come back as soon as you +can." + +Her face lit up, and she breathed softly. She was now the daughter of a +rich man, but she wanted Drake, none the less. + +"The Fates are against me, Drake," she whispered; "but I will come +back." + +"Where the devil is that confounded maid of yours, Luce?" Turfleigh +called to her. + +Burden came down the stairs. Her veil was drawn over the upper part of +her face, but the lower part was white to the lips. + +"I'm half inclined to leave her behind," said Lady Luce irritably. "Pray +be quick, Burden!" + +Burden got up on the box seat without a word. + +Drake put Lady Luce in, held her hand for a moment, then the carriage +started, and he was standing alone, staring after it half stupidly. + +He was still free! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + + +Two days later, Nell sat beside Falconer. He was asleep, but every now +and then he moved suddenly, and his brows knit as if he were suffering. + +The great surgeon--who, by the way, was small and short of stature--had +come down, made his examination, said a few cheerful words to the +patient, gone up to the Hall to dinner--at which he had talked fluently +of everything but the case--and returned to London with a big check from +Drake. But though he did not appear to have accomplished anything beyond +a general expression of approval of everything the local man had done, +all persons concerned felt encouraged and more hopeful by his visit; and +when Falconer showed signs of improvement it was duly placed to Sir +William's credit. There is much magic in a great name. + +But the improvement was very slight, and Nell, as she watched the +wounded man, often felt a pang of dread shoot through her. Sometimes she +was assailed by the idea that Falconer was not particularly anxious to +live. When he was awake he would lie quite still, save when a spasm of +pain visited him, with his dark eyes fixed dreamily upon the window; +though when she spoke to him he invariably turned them to her with a +world of gratitude, a wealth of devotion in them. + +And for the last two days the pity in Nell's tender heart had grown so +intense that it had become own brother to love itself. When a woman +knows that she can make a good man happy by just whispering "I love +you," she is sorely tempted to utter the three little pregnant words, +especially when she herself knows what it is to long for love. + +She could make this man who worshiped her happy, and--and was it not +possible in doing so she might find, if not happiness, contentment for +herself? + +A hundred times during the last two days she had asked herself this +question, until she had grown to desire that the answer might be in the +affirmative. Perhaps if she were betrothed to Falconer she would learn +to forget Drake, for whose voice and footstep she was always waiting. + +On this afternoon, as she sat at her post, she was dwelling on the +problem, which had become almost unendurable at last, and she sighed +wearily. + +Falconer awoke, as if he had heard her, and turned his eyes upon her +with the slow yet intense regard of the very weak. + +"Are you there still?" he asked, in a low voice. "I thought you promised +me that, if I went to sleep, you would go out, into the garden, at +least." + +"It wasn't exactly a promise. Besides, I don't think you have been +really asleep; and if you have it is not for long enough," she said, +smiling, and "hedging" in truly feminine fashion. "Are you feeling +better--not in so much pain?" + +"Oh, yes," he replied. "I'm in no pain." He told the falsehood as +admirably as he managed his face when he was awake, but it gave him away +when he was asleep. "I shall be quite well presently. I wish to Heaven +they would let me be removed to the hospital!" + +"That sounds rather ungrateful," said Nell, with mock indignation. +"Don't you think we are taking enough care of you?" + +He sighed. + +"When I lie here and think of all the trouble I've given, I sometimes +wish that that fellow's knife had found the right place. Though I +suppose they'd have hanged him if it had." + +Nell shuddered. + +"Is that the only reason you regret he did not kill you?" she said. + +"Am I to speak the truth?" + +"Nothing else is ever worth speaking," she remarked, in a low voice. + +"Well, then, yes. I am not so enamored of life as to cling to it very +keenly," he said, stifling a sigh. "I don't mean because I have had a +rough time of it--the majority of the sons of men find the way paved +with flints--but because----What an ungrateful brute I must seem to you. +Forgive me; I'm still rather weak." + +"Rather!" + +"Very weak, then; and I talk like a hysterical girl. But, seriously, if +any man were given his choice, I think he'd prefer to cross the river at +once to facing the gray and dreary days that lie before him." + +"But the days that lie before you are brilliant; crimson with fame and +fortune, instead of gray and dreary," she said. "Have you forgotten your +success at--at the ball? that you were to play at the duchess'? +Everybody says that you will become famous, that a great future lies +before you, Mr. Falconer." + +"Do they?" he said, gazing at the window dreamily. "No, I have not +forgotten. I wonder whether they are right?" + +"I know, I feel, they are right," she said quietly. "Very soon we shall +all be bragging of your acquaintance--I, for one, at any rate. I shall +never lose an opportunity of talking of 'my friend, Mr. Falconer, the +great musician, you know.'" + +"Yes," he said, looking at her with a faint smile. "I think you will be +pleased. And I----" + +He paused. + +"Well?" she asked. + +"If the prophecy comes true, I shall spend my time looking back at the +old days, and sighing for the Buildings, for that sunny room of yours, +with the tea kettle singing on the hob, and----Has Dick come back from +Angleford?" + +Nell nodded. + +"And the man? Has he been committed for trial?" + +"Yes," she replied. "But I don't want to speak of that--it isn't good +for you." + +He was silent a moment; then he said: + +"Do you know, I've got a kind of sneaking pity for the man. He wanted +the diamonds badly--he needed them more than the countess did. What +would it have mattered to her if he had got off with them? And he risked +his liberty and his life for them. A man can't do more than that for the +thing he wants." + +Nell tried to laugh. + +"I have never listened to a more immoral sentiment," she said. "I think +you had better go to sleep again. But I understand," she added, as if +she were compelled to do so. + +"And I fancy the reflection that he made a good fight for it--and it was +a good one; he was a plucky fellow!--must console him for his failure. +After all, one can only try." + +"Try to steal other people's jewels," said Nell. + +"Try for what seems the best--what one wants," he said dreamily. "I +wonder whether he would have been satisfied if he had got off with, say, +a small box of trinkets?" + +"I should imagine he would consider himself very lucky," said Nell, her +eyes downcast. + +"Do you think so?" asked Falconer quietly. "Somehow, I fancy you're +wrong. He would have hankered after those diamonds for the rest of his +life, and no amount of small trinkets would have consoled him for having +missed them. Though I dare say, being a plucky fellow, he would have +made the best of it." + +Nell began to tremble. The parable was plain to her. The man beside her +had failed to win the woman he loved, and would try to make the best of +the poor trinkets of fame and success. Her lips quivered, and her eyes +drooped lower. + +"Perhaps--perhaps he would have tried for the diamonds again," she said, +almost inaudibly. + +He looked at her with a sudden light in his eyes, a sudden flush on his +white face. + +"Do--do you think so? Do you think it would have been any use?" + +Nell rose, and brought some milk and water for him. + +"I--I don't know," she said. "I--I think, if he felt that he wanted them +so badly, he would have tried again; and that--that--he might----" + +He raised himself on his elbow and looked at her fixedly, his breath +coming fast, his eyes searching hers. + +"Ah!" he said. "You think that if he came to the countess and whined +for the things, she would have given them to him out of sheer pity! Is +that it?" + +Nell shook her head. + +"One can't imagine his being such a cur, such a fool, as to do it!" he +said, sinking back. "And yet that is what I am! See how weak and +cowardly I am, Nell! I promised that I would never again trouble you +with my love; that I would be content to be your friend--your friend +only; and yet a few days' sickness, and I am crawling at your feet and +begging you to take compassion on me! And you'd do it!--yes, I know what +you meant when you said that the man would try for the diamonds +again!--out of womanly pity you would! Oh, shame on me for a cur to take +advantage of my weakness!" + +"Hush, hush!" she said brokenly. "I meant what I said; I--I----" She +tried to smile. "I am a woman, and--and may change my mind!" + +"But not your heart!" he said. He raised himself on his elbow again. +"For God's sake, don't tempt me! I--I am not strong enough to resist. I +want my diamonds so badly, you see, that I would stoop to stealing them. +Nell, don't tempt me!" + +He sank back, and put his hand over his eyes as if to shut out the +beautiful face of the girl he loved. + +Nell sank into a chair, and sat silent for a moment; then she said, in a +low voice: + +"I want to tell you the truth." + +He took his hand away from his eyes, and fixed them on her downcast +face. + +"Go on," he said. "Tell me everything; why--why you have aroused a +hope--the dearest hope of my life----But no; it never was a hope, only a +hopeless longing. Ah! if you knew what such love meant, you would +forgive me for my weakness, for my cowardice. To long day and night! If +you knew!" + +"Perhaps I do!" she whispered, in so low a voice that it was wonderful +he should have heard her. But he did hear, and he turned to her quickly. + +"You! And I--I never guessed it! Oh, forgive me! forgive me! Then indeed +there never was any hope for me. I understand! How blind I have been! +Who----No; I've no right to ask. Now I understand the look in your eyes +which has often haunted and puzzled me. Oh, what a blind, blundering +fool I have been all this time!" + +"Hush!" she said, still so low that he could only just hear the broken +murmur. "I--I am glad you did not know. I--I would not have told you +now, if--if it were not all past and done with!" + +"Nell!" he said. + +"Yes, it is all past and done with," she repeated. "And--and I want to +forget it. I want you--to help me! Oh! must I speak more plainly? Won't +you understand? If you will be content to take me--knowing what I have +told you--if you will be content to wait until I--I have quite +forgotten! and I shall soon, very soon----" + +He stretched out his hand to her, an eager cry on his lips. + +"Content!" he said. "You ask me if I shall be content!" + +Then, as she put out her hand to meet his, he saw her face. It was white +to the lips, and there was a look in her eyes more full of agony than +his own had worn at his worst times. He let his hand fall on the bed. + +"Is it all past?" he asked doubtfully. + +She was about to speak the word "Yes," when a voice came from below +through the open window. It was Drake talking to Dick. The blood flew to +her face, her brows came together, and she shrank as if some one had +struck her. + +Falconer, with his eyes fixed upon her, heard the voice, saw the change +on her face. The light died out of his eyes, and slowly, very slowly, he +drew his hand back. + +Nell stood looking before her, her lips set tightly, her eyes downcast. +It was a terrible moment, in which she appeared under a spell so deep as +to cause her to forget the presence of the man beside her. And, as he +watched her, the life seemed to die out of his face as well as his eyes. + +The door opened, and Dick came in. + +"Drake's come to inquire after the patient," he said. "How are we, +Falconer?" + +"Better," said Falconer, with a smile; "much better. Couldn't you +persuade Miss Lorton to take down the report, Dick?" + +Dick nodded commandingly at Nell. + +"Yes; you go, Nell." + +She hesitated a moment; then she raised her head and glanced at Falconer +reproachfully. + +"Yes, I will go," she said, almost defiantly. + +Drake leaned against the rails in the sunlight, softly striking his +riding whip against his leg. His horse's bridle was hitched over the +gate, and as he waited for Dick he thought of the time when the bridle +had been hitched over another gate. + +He heard a step lighter than Dick's on the stairs behind him, and slowly +turned his head. The sun was streaming through the doorway, so that the +slim, graceful figure and lovely face were set as in an aureole. A +thrill ran through him, the color rose to his bronzed face, and he +stood motionless and speechless for a moment; then he raised his hat. + +"How is Mr. Falconer?" he asked. + +He had not seen her since the night of the burglary, the night he had +held her in his arms, and the blunt question sounded like a mockery set +against the aching longing of his heart. + +"He is better," she said. + +Her eyes rested on him calmly, and she spoke quite steadily, so that he +did not guess that her heart was beating wildly, and that she had to +clench the hand beside her in her effort to maintain her composure. + +"I am glad," he said simply. "It has been an anxious time--must be so +still--for you, I am afraid." + +"Yes," she said. + +He stood looking at her, and then away from her, and then at her again, +as if his eyes must return to her against his will. + +"I--I am glad to see you. I wanted to tell you--to thank you for what +you did for me the other night. You know that I owe you my life?" + +She shook her head and forced a smile. + +"Isn't that rather an--exaggeration, Lord Angleford?" + +He bit his lip at the "Lord Angleford." And yet how else could she +address him? + +"No," he said; "it is the simple truth. The man would have shot me." + +"Then I am glad," she said quietly, as if there were no more to be said. + +He bit his lip again. + +"You are looking pale and thin." + +"Oh, no," she said. "I am quite well." + +Why did he not go? Every moment it became more difficult for her to +maintain her forced calm. If he would only go! But he stood, his eyes +now downcast, now seeking hers, his brows knit, as if he found it awful +to remain, and yet impossible to go. + +"Will you tell Mr. Falconer that directly he is able to go out I will +send a carriage for him--a pony phaeton, or something of that sort?" he +said, at last. + +Nell inclined her head. + +"We will leave here as soon as he can be moved," she said. + +His frown deepened. + +"Why?" he asked sharply. "Why should you?" + +The blood began to mount to her face, and, gnawing at his mustache, he +turned away. But as he did so Dick came down the stairs, two at a time. + +"Hi, Drake!" he called out. "Don't go. Falconer would like to see you!" + +Drake hesitated just for a second--then---- + +"I shall be very glad," he said. + +Nell moved aside to let him pass, and went into the sitting room, and he +followed Dick upstairs. She went to the window, and stood looking out +for a moment or two, then she caught up her hat and left the house, for +she knew that she could not see him again--ah! not just yet. + +Drake went up the stairs slowly, trying to brace himself to go through +the ordeal like a man--and a gentleman. He was going to congratulate Mr. +Falconer on his good fortune in winning the woman he himself loved. It +was a hard, a bitterly hard thing to have to do, but it had to be done. + +"Here's Lord Angleford, old man," said Dick, introducing him. "I don't +know whether visitors are permitted yet, but you can lay the blame on +me; and you needn't palaver long, Drake." + +"I will take care not to tire Mr. Falconer," said Drake, as he went to +the bedside and held out his hand. + +Falconer took it in his thin one, and looked up at the handsome face +with an expression which somewhat puzzled Drake. + +"I'm glad to hear you're better," he said. "I suppose I ought not to +refer to the subject, but I can't help saying, Falconer, how much we--I +mean Lady Angleford--and all of us--are indebted to you. But for you the +fellow would have got off, and her diamonds would have been lost." + +Falconer noticed the friendly "Falconer," and though his heart was +aching, he could not help admiring the man who stood beside him with all +the grace of health and high birth in his bearing; and he sighed +involuntarily as he drew a contrast between himself and "my lord the +earl." + +"All the same," Drake went on, "the countess would rather have lost her +diamonds than you should be hurt." + +"Her ladyship is very kind," said Falconer. His eyes, unnaturally +bright, were fixed on Drake's face, his voice was low but steady. "I am +glad I was of some little use in saving them. The man has been committed +for trial, I hear?" + +Drake nodded indifferently. + +"Yes," he said. "I wish he had dropped the jewel cases and got off. It +would have saved a lot of bother. But don't be afraid that you will be +wanted as a witness," he added quickly. "I and one or two of the men who +were present when he was captured will be sufficient. There will be no +need to worry you--or Miss Lorton." + +Falconer nodded. + +"I hope you will be able to get out soon," said Drake. "I told Miss +Lorton that I would send a carriage for you--something bulky and +comfortable. Perhaps you'll let me drive you?" + +Falconer nodded again, and Drake began to feel vaguely uncomfortable +under his fixed gaze and taciturnity; and being uncomfortable, he +blundered on to the subject that tortured him. + +"But Miss Lorton can drive you well enough; she is a perfect whip. +And--and now I am mentioning her, I will take the opportunity of +congratulating you upon your engagement, Falconer." + +Falconer's lips twitched, but his eyes did not leave Drake's face, which +had suddenly become stern and grim. + +"You knew Miss Lorton before she came here, Lord Angleford?" said +Falconer. + +Drake colored, and set his lips tightly. + +"Yes," he said, trying to speak casually. "We met----" + +He stopped, overwhelmed by a thousand memories. His eyes fell, but +Falconer's did not waver. + +"Then it is as an old friend of hers that you congratulate me, Lord +Angleford?" he said. + +"Yes, an old friend," said Drake, his throat dry and hot. "I wish you +every happiness, my dear fellow; and I think you----" + +Falconer raised himself on his elbow. + +"You are laboring under a mistake, Lord Angleford," he said, very +quietly. "You think that Miss Lorton--is betrothed to me?" + +Drake nodded. His face had grown pale; there was an eager light in his +eyes. Falconer dropped back with a sigh. + +"You are wrong," he said. "Who told you?" + +Drake was silent a moment. The blood was rushing through his veins. + +"Who told me? I heard--everybody said----" + +He dropped into the chair and leaned forward, his face stern and set. + +Falconer smiled as grimly as Drake could have done. + +"What everybody says is rarely true, my lord. We are not betrothed." + +"You don't----" exclaimed Drake. + +A worm will turn if trodden on too heavily. Falconer turned. His face +grew hot, his dark eyes flashed. + +"Yes, my lord, I love her!" he said, and the lowness of his voice only +intensified its emphasis. "I love her so well--so madly, if you +like--that I choose to set conventionality at defiance, and speak the +truth. I love her, but I can never win her, because there is one who +comes between her and me. Wait!"--for Drake had risen, and was gazing +down at the wan face with flashing eyes. "I do not know who he is. She +has never uttered a word to guide me; but I can guess. Wait a moment +longer, my lord! Whoever he may be, he is not worthy of her; but she +cares for him, and that is enough for me, and should be enough for him. +If I were that man----" + +He stopped, for his breath had failed him. Drake leaned over him as if +he would drag the conclusion of the sentence from him. + +"If I were that man, I'd strive to win her as I'd strive for heaven! Ah, +it would be heaven!" His lips twitched, and he turned his face away for +a moment. "I would count everything else as of no account. I would +thrust all obstacles aside, would go through fire and water to reach +her----" + +Drake caught him by the arm. + +"Take care!" he said hoarsely. "You bid me hope! Dare I do so?" + +Falconer looked at him fixedly. + +"Go to her and see. Wait, my lord. I love her as dearly--more dearly, +perhaps, God knows!--than you do. She would be mine at a word." + +Drake stood motionless, his face white and set. + +"But that word will never be spoken by me. So I prove my love. Prove +yours, my lord, and go to her!" + +Drake tried to speak, but could not. His hand closed over Falconer's for +a moment, then he hurried from the room and went down the stairs. + +Dick was lounging in the porch with a cigarette, and he stared at +Drake's hurried appearance, at his white, set face. + +"Where is Nell? Where is your sister?" Drake demanded. + +"Heaven only knows! She went out when you came in. She's in the wood, I +should think." + +Drake strode down the path and into the wood. His brain was on fire. She +was free--they were both free! There was heaven in the thought! + +Nell was seated at the foot of one of the big elms, and heard his quick, +firm steps. She looked up, and would have risen and flown, but he was +upon her before she could move--was upon her, and in some strange, +never-to-be-explained way had got her hand in his. + +"Nell--Nell!" was all he could say, as he knelt beside her and looked +into her eyes. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + + +At the passionate "Nell! Nell!" at the grasp of his hand, the blood +rushed to Nell's face, and her breath came painfully. She was startled +and not a little alarmed. Why was he kneeling at her feet, why did he +call upon her name with the appeal of love, the note of entreaty, in his +voice? He was no longer Drake Vernon, but the Earl of Angleford, the +promised husband of Lady Lucille. + +The color left her face, and she drew her hand from his and shrank away +from him, so that she almost leaned against the tree. + +He half rose and looked at her penitently, and with something like shame +for his vehemence. Indeed, he had rushed from the lodge in search of +her, remembering nothing, thinking of nothing, but the fact that they +were both free. But now he realized how suddenly he had come upon her, +how great a shock his passionate words, his excited manner, must have +been to her. + +"Forgive me!" he said, still on one knee; "forgive me! I have frightened +you. I forgot." + +Nell tried to still the throbbing of her heart, to regain composure; but +she could not speak. He rose and stood before her, his eyes fixed on +her, eloquent with love and admiration. She had never seemed more +beautiful to him than at this moment. Her face was thinner and paler +than it had been in the happy days at Shorne Mills, but it had grown in +beauty, in that spiritual loveliness which replaces in the woman that +which the girl loses. The gray eyes were pure violet now, and fuller and +deeper, as they mirrored the soul which had expanded in the bracing +atmosphere of sorrow and trial. + +He had fallen in love with an innocent, unsophisticated girl; he was +still more passionately in love with her now that, a girl still in +years, she had developed into glorious, divine womanhood. His eyes +scanned her face hungrily, yet reverently, as he thought: Was it +possible that he had once kissed those beautiful lips, had once heard +them murmur "I love you?" And was it possible that he might again hear +those magic words? His soul thirsted for them. It seemed to him that if +he were to lose her now, if she were to send him away, life would not be +worth having, that nothing remained for him in the future but misery and +despair. To few men is it given to love as he loved the girl before him, +and in that moment he suffered an agony of suspense which might well +have caused the recording angel to blot out the follies of his past +life. + +But he must not frighten her, he must not drive her away from him by +revealing the intensity of his passion. + +So his voice was calm, and so low that it was little more than a +whisper, as he said: + +"I have come in search of you; I have something to say that I hope, I +pray, you will hear. Won't you sit down again?" and he motioned to the +place where she had been seated. + +But Nell shook her head and remained standing, her hands clasped loosely +before her, her eyes downcast. + +"What is it, Lord Angleford?" she said, in a voice as low as his. "I--I +want to go back to the lodge." + +"Wait a few minutes," he said imploringly. "I will not keep you long. I +have just left the lodge. He--Mr. Falconer--is all right; he will not +mind--will not miss you for a few minutes. And I must speak to you. All +my happiness, my future, depends on it--upon you!" + +"Ah, let me go!" she said, almost inaudibly; for at every word he spoke +her heart went out to him, and she was tempted to forget that he was no +longer her lover, but the betrothed of Lady Lucille. Whatever he said, +she must not forget that! + +"No; it is I who will go, when I have spoken, and if you tell me," he +said gravely. "When you sent me away last time I went--I obeyed you. I +promise to do so now if you send me away again. Nell--ah! I must call +you so. It is the name I think of you by, the name that is engraven on +my heart! Nell, I want to ask you if there is no hope of my recovering +my lost happiness. Do you remember when I told you that I loved you, +there at Shorne Mills? I told you I was not worthy of you. Even then I +was deceiving you." + +She drew nearer to the tree, and put her hand against it for support. + +"I was masquerading as Drake Vernon. I concealed my real name and rank; +but I had no base motive in doing so. I was sick of the world, and weary +of it and myself, and I longed to escape the maddening notoriety which +harassed me. And then, when I thought--ah, no! I won't say thought, for; +I know that then, then, Nell, you loved me!" + +Her lips quivered, but she kept the tears back bravely. + +"Then it seemed so precious a thing to know that you should have loved +me for myself alone, that you were not going to marry me for my rank and +position, as many another girl would have done, that I was tempted to +play the farce to the end. It was folly, but the gods punish folly more +surely and quickly than they punish crime. The night that you +discovered I had deceived you, I had resolved to tell you the truth and +beg your forgiveness. But it was too late. Most of our good resolutions +come too late, Nell. You had learned that I had deceived you; you had +learned that I was not worthy to win and hold the love of a pure and +innocent girl, and you sent me away." + +She raised her eyes and glanced at him, half bewildered. Was it possible +that he thought that was her only reason for breaking the engagement? + +"You were right, Nell. I think you would be right if you sent me away +now; but I am daring to hope that you won't do so. It is but the +shadow--the glimmer of a hope, and yet I cling to it, for it means so +much to me--so much!" + +There was silence for a moment, then he went on: + +"I left Shorne Mills that day, and I sailed in the _Seagull_, determined +that I would accept your sentence, that I would never harass or worry +you, that, if it were possible, you should never be troubled by the +sight of me. But, Nell, though I left you, I carried your image with me +in my heart. I tried to forget you, but I could not. I have never ceased +to love you; not for a single day have you been absent from my mind, not +for a single day have I ceased to long for you!" + +She looked at him again, wonder and indignation dividing her emotion. +There was truth in his accents, in his eyes. Had he forgotten Lady +Lucille? + +"There was no more wretched and unhappy man on God's earth than I was at +that time," he went on. "Nell, if you had been called upon to find a +punishment heavy enough for the deceit which I practiced, I do not think +you could have hit upon a heavier one. For I could not be rid of my love +for you. I could not forget your sweet face; your dear voice haunted me +wherever I went, and I moved like a man under a curse, the curse of +weariness and despair." + +His voice almost broke, and he put his hand to his forehead as if he +still felt the weight of the weary months. + +"Then came the news of my uncle's sudden death; but when I had got over +my grief for him--he had been good to me, and I was fond of him!--even +then I could find no pleasure in the inheritance which had fallen to me. +Of what use was the title and the rest of it, if all my happiness was +set upon the girl I had lost forever? I came home to do my duty, in a +dull, dogged fashion, came home with the conviction that I should not be +able to rest in England, that I should have to take to wandering again. +I loved you still, Nell, but I hoped--see, now, I tell you the +truth!--that I might at least get some peace, might learn to deaden my +heart. And then, as the Fates would have it, I find you here, and----" + +He paused for a moment and caught his breath. + +"Hear that you were going to marry another man." + +Nell started slightly, and the color rose to her face. She had forgotten +Falconer! + +"That was the last drop in my cup of misery. Somehow, I had always +thought of you as the little girl of Shorne Mills, as--as--free. I had +not reflected that it was inevitable that some other man should admire +and love you. You see, you--you still, in some strange way, seemed to +belong to me, though I knew I had lost you!" + +No words he could have uttered could have touched her more sharply and +deeply than this simple avowal. She turned her head aside so that he +might not see the quivering of her lips, the tenderness which sprang +into her eyes. + +"That was the hardest blow of all that Fate had dealt me, Nell. It +almost drove me mad to know that you once loved me, and yet that you +were to be the wife of another man! It made me mad and desperate for a +time, then I had to face it, as I had faced my loss of you. But, +Nell----" + +He paused again, and ventured to draw a little nearer to her; but as she +still shrank from him, and leaned against the tree, he stopped short and +did not venture to take her hand. + +"Now I have just left Mr. Falconer, I have heard from his own lips that +there is no engagement, that----Oh, Nell! It was the knowledge that you +were still free that sent me to you just now, that made me cry out to +you as I did! I love you, Nell, more dearly, more truly, if that be +possible, than I did! Won't you forgive me the folly which made you send +me away from you? Won't you let me try and win back your love?" + +There was silence, broken only by the rustle of the leaves in the summer +breeze, by the note of a linnet singing in the branches above their +heads. + +"See, dear, I plead as a man pleads for his life! And on your answer +hangs all that makes life worth living. Forgive me, Nell, and give me +back your love! I have been punished enough, rest assured of that. +Forgive me that past folly and deceit, Nell! I'll teach you to forget in +time. Dearest, you loved me, did you not? You loved me until that night +of the ball--at the Maltbys'--when you discovered who I was!" + +Back it all came to her, and she turned her face to him with grief and +reproach in her violet eyes. + +"I was on the terrace," she said, almost inaudibly. "It is you who +forget. It was not because you kept your right name and rank from me. I +was on the terrace. I saw you and--and Lady Luce!" + +He started, and his hand fell to his side. He could not speak for a +moment, the shock was so great, and in silence he recalled, saw as in a +flash of lightning, all the incidents of that night. + +"You--you were there? You saw--heard?" he said, half mechanically. + +"Yes," she said. + +She was calm, unnaturally calm now, and her voice was grave and sad +rather than reproachful. + +"I saw and heard everything. I saw her and Lady Chesney before you came +out. I heard Lady Luce telling her friend that you and she were engaged, +that you had parted, but that she still cared for you, and that you +would come back to her; and when you came out of the house on the +terrace, I saw her--and you----Oh, why do you make me tell you? It is +hateful, shameful!" + +She turned her face away, as if she could not bear his gaze fixed on her +with amazement, and yet with some other emotion qualifying it. + +"You saw Lady Luce come to meet me, heard her speak to me, saw her kiss +me?" he said, almost to himself; and even at that moment she was +conscious of the fact that there was no shame in his voice, none in his +eyes. + +She made a motion with her hand as if imploring him to say no more, to +leave her; but he caught at her hand and held it, though she strove to +release it from his grasp. + +"My God! and that was the reason? Why, oh, Nell! Nell! why did you not +tell me what you had seen? Why did you say no word of it in your letter? +If you had done so--if you had only done so!" + +She looked at him sadly. + +"Was it not true? Were you not engaged to her?" she asked, almost +inaudibly. + +"Yes," he replied quickly. "I kept that from you; but it was true. You +read of the engagement in that paragraph in the stupid paper, you +remember? I ought to have told you, and I thought that it was because I +had not, as well as because I had concealed my rank, that you broke with +me. But, Nell, my engagement with her was broken off by herself; when +there was a chance of my losing the title and the estates, she jilted +me. I was free when I asked you to be my wife. You believe that? Great +heavens! you do not think me so bad, so base----" + +"No," she said, with a sigh. "No; but you went back to her. Oh, I do not +blame you! She is very beautiful; she was a fitting wife----" + +He uttered an exclamation--it was very like an oath--and caught her hand +again. + +"No, no," he said, almost fiercely. "You are wrong--wrong!" + +She sighed again. + +"I saw you--and her," she said, as if that were conclusive. + +"I know it," he said. "You saw her come toward me and greet me as +if--Heaven! I can scarcely bear to speak of it, to recall it!--as if she +were betrothed to me. You saw her kiss me. But, Nell--ah! my dearest, +listen to me, believe me!"--for she turned away from him in the +bitterness of her agony, the remembrance of the agony she had suffered +that night on the terrace. "You must believe me! The kiss was hers, not +mine. I would rather have died than my lips should have touched her that +night." + +Nell's heart began to throb, and something--a vague hope--the touch of a +joy too great and deep for words--began to steal over her. + +"I am a fool, and weak, but, as Heaven is my witness, I had no thought +for her that night. All my heart, my love, were yours! The very sight of +her, her presence, was painful to me! Even as she came toward me, I was +thinking of you, was in search of you. And her kiss! If the lips had +been those of one of the statues on the terrace, it could not have moved +me less. Nell, be merciful to me! What could I do? I am a man, she is a +woman. Could I thrust her from me? I longed to do so; I would have told +her I loved her no longer, that my love was given to another, to you, +Nell; but there was no time. She left me before I could scarcely utter a +word. And then I went in search of you--and the rest you know. Think, +Nell! When you sent me away, did I go to her? No; I left England with my +disappointment and my misery. Ah, Nell, if you had only told me that you +had beheld the scene on the balcony! Go back to her--and leave you!" + +He laughed with mingled bitterness and desperation. The strain was +growing too tense for mere words. + +At such moments as this, the man, if there is aught of manliness in him, +has need of more than words. + +"Think, dearest!" he said hoarsely. "Compare yourself with poor Luce! +You say she is 'beautiful.' Do you never look in the glass? Dearest, you +are, in all men's sight, ten times more lovely! The pure and flawless +gem against the falsely glittering paste! Oh, Nell, if my heart was not +so heavy, I could laugh, laugh! And you thought I had left you for her, +gone back to her! And so you sent me away to exile and misery!" + +His voice grew almost stern. + +"Nell! It is you who ought to plead for forgiveness! Yes! You have +sinned against me!" + +She started and looked at him, open-eyed in her amazement. + +"Yes, you also have sinned, Nell! You ought to have spoken to me, +brought your accusation. I could have explained it all; we should have +been married--and happy! And I should have been spared all these months +of unhappiness, this awful hell upon earth!" + +He had struck the right note at last. Convince a woman that she has been +cruel to you, and, if she loves you, the divine attribute of pity will +awaken in her, and bring her, who a moment before was as inflexible as +adamant, to your feet. + +Nell, panting for breath, looked at him; questioningly at first, then, +by short degrees, pleadingly, almost penitently. + +"Drake!" she breathed piteously. + +He sprang forward and caught her in his arms, and pressed a torrent of +kisses upon her lips, her hair. + +"Nell! My love, my dearest! Oh, have I got you back again? Have I? Tell +me you believe me, Nell! Tell me that I may hope; that you will love me +again!" + +She fought hard to resist him; but when a man holds the woman he loves, +and who loves him, in his arms, the woman fights in vain. Every sense in +her plays traitor, and fights on the man's side. + +Nell put her hands on his broad chest, and tried to hold him off; but he +would not be denied. + +"Nell, I love you!" he cried hoarsely. "I want you. Let the past go. +Don't hold me at arm's length, dearest! I love you! Nell, you will take +me back?" + +She still struggled and protested against the flood of happiness which +overwhelmed her. + +"But--but she?" she said, meaning Luce. "Since you have been +here----They say----Ah, Drake!" + +He laughed as he pressed her to him. + +"Let them say!" he retorted. "Nell, I'll tell you the whole truth. If +you had been engaged to poor Falconer, I should have married Luce----" + +"Ah!" she breathed, with a shudder she could not repress. + +"But you are not. And I am still free! And you are free! Nell, lift your +head! Give me one kiss--only one--and I will be satisfied." + +Her head still drooped for a moment, then she raised it and kissed him +on the lips. + +The summer breeze made music in the leaves, the linnet sang his heart +out above their heads, the soft air breathed an atmosphere of love, and +these two mortals were, after months of misery, happy beyond the power +of words to express. + +And as they sat, hand in hand, talking of the past, and picturing the +future, neither of them naturally enough gave a thought to Lady Luce. + +And yet he had asked her to come back to Anglemere; and without doubt +she would come. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + + +It was an enchanted world to these two. For some time they sat side by +side, or, rather, Drake sat at Nell's feet, her hand sometimes resting, +lightly as a dove's wing, with a caress in its touch, upon his head. +There were long spells of silence, for such joy as theirs is shy of +words; but now and again they talked. + +They had so much to tell each other, and each was greedy of even the +smallest detail. Drake wanted to hear of all that had happened to her +since the terrible parting on the night of the Maltbys' ball--how long +ago it seemed to them as they sat there in the sunshine that flickered +through the leaves and touched Nell's hair with flashes of light. + +And Nell told him everything--everything excepting the episode of Lady +Wolfer and Sir Archie--that was not hers to tell, but Lady Wolfer's +secret, and Nell meant to carry it to the grave with her; not even to +this dearly loved lover of hers could she breathe a word of that crisis +in Ada Wolfer's life. And yet, if she had been free to tell him about it +then and there, how much better it would have been for them both, how +much difference it would have made in their lives! + +"And was there no one, no other man whom you saw, who could teach you to +forget me, Nell?" he asked, half fearfully. + +Nell blushed and shook her head. + +"Surely there was some one among all you knew who was not quite blind, +who was sensible enough to fall in love with the loveliest and the +sweetest girl in all London?" + +Nell's blush grew warmer as she remembered some of the men who had paid +court to her, who would have been her suitors if she had not kept them +at arm's length. + +"There was no one," she said simply. + +"Falconer?" he said, in a low voice. + +The color slowly ebbed from her face, and her eyes grew rather sad as she +reflected that her happiness had been purchased at the cost of his pain +and self-sacrifice. + +"Yes," she said, in a whisper, for she could not hide the truth from +him; her heart was bare to his gaze. "If--if you had not come, if he had +chosen to accept me, I should have married him. But you came at the very +moment, Drake; and at the sound of your voice----He saw my face, and +read the truth." + +"Poor Falconer," he said, very gravely. "He is a better man than I am, +than I shall ever be, even under the influence of your love, and the +happiness it will bring me. I owe him a big debt, Nell; and though I +can't hope to pay it, I must do what I can to make his life more +smooth." + +"He is very proud," she said, a little proudly herself. + +"I know, I know; but he must let me help him in his career. I can do +something in that direction, and I will. But for him! Ah, Nell, I don't +like to think of it; I don't like to contemplate what might have +happened if I had lost you altogether. Yes; I owe him a debt no man +could hope to repay. I wish it had been I who had lived at Beaumont +Buildings and played the violin to you, instead of him. All that time I +was sailing in the _Seagull_, or wandering about Asia, wondering whether +there was anything on earth, or in the waters under the earth, that +could bring me a moment's pleasure, a moment of forgetfulness." + +"And--and--you thought of me all that time? There was no one else?" + +"There was no one else," he said, as simply as she had answered his +question. "Though sometimes----Do you want me to tell you the whole +truth, dearest?" + +"The whole truth," she responded, looking down at him with trustful +eyes, and yet with a little anxious line on her brow. For what woman +would not have been apprehensive? She had cast him off, and he had been +wandering about the world, free to love again, to choose a wife. + +"Well, sometimes I tried to efface your image from my mind, to forget +Nell of Shorne Mills, in the surest and quickest way. I went to some +dinners and receptions; I joined in a picnic or two, and an occasional +riding party. Once I sailed in a man's yacht which had three of the +local belles on board, and I tried to fall in love with one of them--any +of them--but it was of no use. Now and again I endeavored to persuade +myself that I was falling in love. There was one, a girl who was +something like you; she had dark hair, and eyes that had a look of yours +in them; and when she was silent I used to look at her and try----But +when she spoke, her voice was unlike yours, and her very unlikeness +recalled yours; and I saw you, even as I looked at her, as you stood on +the steps at the quay, or sat in the stern of the _Annie Laurie_, and my +heart grew sick with longing for you, and I'd get up and leave the girl +so suddenly that she used to stare after me with mingled surprise and +indignation. What charm do you exert, what black magic, Nell, that a +big, strong, hulking fellow like me cannot get free from the spell you +throw over him? Tell me, dearest." + +Her eyes rested on him lovingly, and there was that in the half-parted +lips which compelled him to rise on his elbow and kiss them. + +"And yet you could have married Lady Luce," she said, not reproachfully, +but very gravely. "Did you not think of her, Drake?" + +"No," he replied gravely. "I gave no thought to her until I came home +and saw her. And it was not for love of her that I should have married +her, Nell, but in sheer desperation. You see, it did not matter to me +whom I married if I could not have you." + +"And yet--ah, how hard love is!--she cares for you, Drake! I have seen +her--I saw her on the terrace, I saw her at the ball here." + +He laughed half bitterly. + +"My dear Nell, don't let that idea worry you. There is nothing in it; it +is quite a mistaken one. Luce is a charming woman, the most finished +product of this fin de siecle life----" + +"She is very beautiful," Nell said, just even to her rival. + +"I'll grant it, though compared to a certain violet-eyed girl I +know----" + +Nell put her hand over his lips; and he kissed it, and went on gravely. + +"No, it is not given to Luce to love any one but herself. She and her +kind worship the Golden Image which we set up at every street corner. +Rank, wealth, the notoriety that is paragraphed in the society papers, +those are what Luce worships, and marries for. By the accident of birth +I represent most of these things, and so----" + +He shrugged his shoulders and laughed. + +"And now chance has helped me again, for her father has inherited the +Marquisate of Buckleigh, and he will be rich. It is likely enough that +she would have jilted me again." + +"But you were not engaged to her?" said Nell, drawing her hand from his +head, where it had rested lightly. + +"No," he said. "But I should have been, and she knows it. The whole +truth, dearest! No, I am free, thank God! Free to win back my old +love." + +Nell drew a sigh of relief, and her hand stole back to him. + +"She will let me go calmly and easily enough. There are at least two +marriageable dukes in the market, and Luce----" + +"Ah, Drake, I do not like to hear you speak so harshly--even of her." + +"Forgive me, Nell. You are right," he said penitently. "But I can't +forget that by her play acting on the terrace that night she nearly +robbed me of you forever, and caused both of us months of misery. I +can't forget that." + +"But you must!" said Nell gently. "After all, it may not have been +acting." + +He laughed again, and drew her down to him. + +"Ah, Nell, not even after the experience you had at Wolfe House, do you +understand the fashionable woman, the professional beauty. It was all +'theater' on Luce's part, believe me! She would have made a magnificent +actress. But do not let us talk about her any more. Tell me again how +you used to live in Beaumont Buildings. Nell, we'll go there after we +are married--we'll go and see the rooms in which you lived. I want to +feel that I know every bit of your life since we parted." + +At the "after we are married," spoken with all the confidence of the +man, Nell's face grew crimson. + +"And now, dearest, you will come up to the Hall?" he said, after a +pause, and as if he were stating an indisputable proposition. "By +George! how delighted the countess will be to hear of our reconciliation +and engagement! She knows nothing of our love and our parting. I told no +one; my heart was too sore; but I think I shall tell her now, and she +will be simply delighted. You'll like her, Nell; she's such a dear, +tender-hearted little woman. I don't wonder at my uncle falling in love +with her. Poor old fellow! She has been wonderfully good to me. You'll +come up to the Hall, and be treated like a princess." + +"No, Drake," she said. "I must not. I must stay with--him; he needs me +still." + +He was silent a moment, then he kissed her hand assentingly. + +"It shall be as you will, my queen!" he said quietly. "Ah, Nell, I shall +make a bad husband; for I foresee that I shall spoil you by letting you +have your own way too much. I wanted you at the Hall, wanted you near +me. But I see--I see you are right, as always. But, Nell, there must be +no delay about our marriage. Directly Falconer is well enough to----" + +She drew her hand away, but he recovered it and held it against his +face. + +"There must be no other chance of a slip between the cup and the lip," +he said, almost solemnly. "I want you too badly to be able to wait. +Besides, do you forget that we have been engaged two years? Two years! A +lifetime!" + +At this moment a "Coo-ee!" sounded through the wood--an impatient and +half indignant "Coo-ee!" + +It was Dick, and he approached them, yelling: + +"Nell! Nell! Where on earth are you, Nell?" + +They had barely time to move before he was upon them. + +"I say, Nell, where on earth have you been? I'm starving----Hallo!" he +broke off, staring first at Nell's red and downcast face, and then at +Drake's smiling and quite obviously joyous one. "What----" + +Drake took Nell's hand. + +"We quite forgot you, Dick, and everybody and everything else. But +you'll forgive us when you hear that Nell and I have--have----" + +"Made it up again!" finished Dick, with a grin that ran from ear to ear. +"By George, you don't say so! Well, I said it was only a tiff; now, +didn't I, Nell? But it was a pretty long one. Eighteen months or +thereabouts, isn't it?" + +For a moment the two lovers looked sad, then Drake smiled. + +"Just eighteen months too long, Dick," he said. "But you might wish us +joy." + +"I do, I do--or I would, if I wasn't starving!" retorted Dick. "While +you have been spooning under the spreading chestnut tree, I've been +wrestling with the electric dynamos; and the sight of even bread and +cheese would melt me to tears. But I am glad, old man," he said, in a +grave tone--"glad for both your sakes; for any one could see with +three-quarters of an eye, to be exact, that you were both miserable +without each other. Oh, save me from the madness of love!" + +"There was a very pretty girl by the name of Angel at the Maltbys' +dance," put in Drake musingly; "a very pretty girl, indeed, who sat out +most of the dances, if I remember rightly, with a young friend of mine." + +Dick's face grew a healthy, brick-dust red, and he glanced shyly from +one to the other. + +"Well hit, Drake, old man!" he said. "Yes; there was one, and I've seen +her in London once or twice----" + +"Oh, Dick, and you never told me!" said Nell reproachfully. + +"I don't tell you everything, little girl," he remarked severely; "and I +won't tell you any more now unless you come on and give me something to +eat. See here, now; I'll walk in front, and promise not to look +round----" + +Nell, blushing painfully, looked at Drake appealingly, and he seized +Dick by the arm and marched him off in the direction of the lodge, Nell +following more slowly. + +As they entered, the nurse came down from Falconer's room, and Nell +inquired after him anxiously. + +"He is much better, miss," said the nurse; "and he asked me to say that +he should be glad if you and his lordship would go up to him." + +Drake nodded, and he followed Nell up the stairs. + +Falconer was sitting up, leaning back against a pile of pillows; and he +greeted them with a smile--the half-sad, half-patiently cynical smile of +the old days in Beaumont Buildings--the smile which served as a mask to +hide the tenderness of a noble nature. + +Nell came into the room shyly, with the sadness of the self-reproach +which was born of the knowledge that her happiness had been gained at +the cost of this man who loved her with a love as great as Drake's; but +Drake came up to the bed boldly, and held out his hand. + +"We have come--to thank you, Falconer," he said, in the tone with which +one man acknowledges his debt to another. "No, not to thank you, for +that's impossible. Some things are beyond thanks, and this that you have +done is one of them. You have brought happiness where there was nothing +but misery and despair. Some day I will tell you the story of our +separation; but that must wait. Now I can only try and express my +gratitude----" + +He stammered and broke down; for with Falconer's eloquent eyes upon him, +he realized the extent of the man's self-sacrifice, and it seemed to him +that any attempt to express his own gratitude was worse than absolute +silence. Can you thank a man for the gift of your life? + +Falconer looked from one to the other, the half-sad smile lighting up +his wan face. + +"I know," he said simply. And indeed he knew how he should feel if he +were in the place of this lucky man, this favored of the gods. "I know. +There is no need to say anything. You are happy?" + +His eyes rested on Nell. She slipped to her knees beside the bed and +took his hand; but she could not speak; the tears filled her eyes, and +she gazed up at him through a mist. + +"Ah! what can I say?" she murmured. + +He smiled down at her with infinite tenderness. + +"You have said enough," he said simply, "and I am answered. Do you think +it is nothing to me, your happiness? It is everything--life itself!" +His dark eyes glowed. "There is no moment since I knew you that I would +not have laid down this wretched life of mine, if by so doing I could +have made you happy at a much less cost." + +He turned his eyes to Drake with sudden energy. + +"Don't pity me, Lord Angleford. There is no need." + +Drake took his other hand and pressed it. + +"You must get well soon, or her--our--happiness will be marred, +Falconer," he said warmly. + +Falconer nodded. + +"I shall get well," he said. "I am better already. We artists are never +beyond consolation. Art is a jealous mistress, and will brook no rival." + +"And you worship a mistress who will make you famous," said Drake. + +Falconer smiled. + +"We are content, though she should deny us so much as that," he said. +"Art is its own reward." + +Nell rose from her knees and stole from the room. When she had gone, +Falconer raised his head and looked long and seriously at Drake. + +"Be good to her, my lord," he said, very gravely. "You have won a great +prize, a ruby without a blemish; value it, cherish it." + +Drake nodded. + +"I know," he said simply. + +Nell stole into the room again. She was carrying Falconer's violin +carefully, tenderly. She put it in his hands, held out eagerly to +receive it, and he placed it in position, turned it swiftly, and began +to play, his eyes fixed on hers gratefully. + +Nell and Drake withdrew to the window, their heads reverently bent. + +He played slowly, softly at first, a sad and yet exquisitely sweet +melody; then the strain grew louder, though not the less sweet, and the +tiny room was throbbing with music which expressed a joy which only +music could voice. + +Drake's hand stole toward Nell's, and grasped it firmly. Her head +drooped and the tears rose to her eyes, and soon began to trickle down +her cheeks. The exquisite music seemed to reach her soul and raise it to +the seventh heaven, in even which there are tears. + +"Drake!" she murmured. "Drake!" + +"Nell, my dearest!" he responded, in a whisper. + +Then suddenly the music ceased. Falconer slowly dropped the violin on +the bed and fell back, his eyes closed, his face as calm as that of a +child falling to sleep. + +"Go now," whispered Nell; and Drake stole from the room, leaving Nell +kneeling beside the musician, who had apparently fallen asleep. + +Drake went down the stairs like a man in a dream, the strange, weird +music still ringing in his ears, and walked up to the Hall. + +The countess met him as he entered, and he took her hand and led her +into the library without a word. + +"Oh, what is it, Drake?" she asked anxiously, for she knew that +something had happened. + +He placed her in one of the big easy-chairs, and stood before her, the +light of happiness on his face. + +"I've something to tell you, countess," he said. "I am going to be +married." + +She smiled up at him. + +"I am very glad, Drake. I have expected it for some time past. What a +pity it is that she should have had to go!" + +"She! Who?" he exclaimed. + +For the moment he had forgotten Lady Luce. + +The countess stared at him. + +"Who?" she said, with surprise. "Why, who else should it be but Luce?" + +His brows came together, and he made an impatient movement. + +"No, no!" he said. "It is Nell--I mean Miss Lorton." + +She rose with amazement depicted on her countenance. + +"Miss Lorton! At the lodge?" + +"Yes," he said impatiently. "We were engaged nearly two years ago. There +was a--a--misunderstanding--but it is all cleared up. I want your +congratulations, countess." + +She was an American, and therefore quick to seize a point. + +"And you have them, Drake. That sweet, beautiful girl! I am glad! +But--but----" + +"What?" he asked impatiently. + +"But Luce!" she stammered. "We all thought that----" + +"You are wrong," he said, almost hoarsely. "It is Miss Lorton. Go to her +at the lodge, and----" + +He said no more, but went to the writing table. + +Lady Angleford, all in amaze, left the room. + +He took up a pen and scribbled over a sheet of note-paper, then tore it +up. He filled several other sheets, which he destroyed, but at last he +wrote a few words which satisfied him. + +Then he remembered that he did not know Luce's address; and, for want of +a better, he addressed the letter, announcing his engagement to Miss +Lorton, to Lord Turfleigh's club in London; and, like a man, was +satisfied. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + + +Was it any wonder that Nell should lie awake that night asking herself +if this sudden joy and happiness that had come to her was real--that +Drake loved her still--had never ceased to love her--and was hers again? + +Perfect happiness in this vale of tears is so rare that we may be +pardoned for viewing it with a certain amount of incredulity, and with a +doubt of its stability and lasting qualities. But Drake's kisses were +still warm on her lips, and his passionate avowal of love still rang in +her ears. + +And next morning, almost before she had finished breakfast, down came +the countess to set the seal, so to speak, upon the marvelous fact that +Nell of Shorne Mills was to be the wife of the Earl of Angleford. + +Nell, blushing, rose from the table to receive her, and the countess +took and held her hand, looking into the downcast face with the tender +sympathy of the woman, who knows all that love means, for the girl who +has only yet learned the first letters of its marvelous alphabet. + +"My dear, you must forgive me for coming so early. Mr. Lorton, if you do +not go on with your breakfast, I will run away again. I am so glad to +meet you. Now, pray, pray, sit down again." + +But Dick, who knew that the countess wished to have Nell alone, declared +that he had finished, and took himself off. Then the countess drew Nell +to her and kissed her. + +"My dear, I am come to try and tell you how glad I am! Last night Drake +and I sat up late talking of you. He has told me all your story. It is a +romance--a perfect romance! And none the less charming because, unlike +most romances in life, it has turned out happily. And we are all so +pleased, so delighted--I mean up at the Hall; and I am sure the people +on the estate will be as pleased, for I know that you have become a +general favorite, even though you have been here so short a time. Lady +Wolfer begged me to let her come with me this morning, but I would not +yield. I wanted you all to myself. Not that I shall have you for long, I +suppose, for Drake will be sure to be here presently." + +Nell's blush grew still deeper. She was touched by the great lady's +kindness, and the tears were very near her eyes. + +"Why are you all so glad?" she faltered, gratefully and wonderingly. "I +know that there is a great difference between us. I am--well, I am a +nobody, and Drake is stooping very low to marry me. You must all feel +that." + +"My dear," said the countess, with a smile, "no man stoops who marries a +good and innocent girl. It's the other way about--at least, that's my +feeling; but then I'm an American, you know; and we look at things +differently on the other side. But, Nell, we are glad because you have +made Drake happy. None of us could fail to see that he has been wretched +and miserable, but that now he has completely changed. If you had seen +the difference in him last night! But I suppose you did," she put in +naively. "He seemed to have become years younger; his very voice was +changed, and rang with the old ring. And you have worked this miracle! +That is why we are all so delighted and grateful to you." + +The tears were standing in Nell's eyes, though she laughed softly. + +"And yet--and yet he ought to have married some one of his own rank." +The color rushed to her face. "I did not know who he was when--when I +was first engaged to him at home, at Shorne Mills." + +"I know--I know. He has told me the whole story. It was very foolish of +him--foolish and romantic. But, dear, don't you see that it proves the +reality, the disinterestedness of your love for him? And as for the +difference of rank--well, it does not matter in the least. Drake's rank +is so high that he may marry whom he pleases; and he is so rich that +money does not come into the question." + +"It is King Cophetua and the beggar maid," murmured Nell. + +"If you like; but there is not much of the beggar maid about you, dear," +retorted the countess, holding Nell at arm's length and scanning the +refined and lovely face, the slim and graceful form in its plain morning +frock. "No, my dear; there is nothing wrong about the affair, excepting +the extraordinary misunderstanding which parted you for a time, and +brought you so much unhappiness. But all that is past now, and you and +he must learn to forget it. And now, my dear, I want you to come up with +me to the Hall." + +But Nell shook her head. + +"I can't do that, countess," she said. "I can't leave Mr. Falconer. He +is much better and stronger this morning; the nurse says that he slept +all night, for the first time; but he still needs me--and--I owe him so +much!" she added in a low voice. + +The countess looked at her keenly for a moment; then she nodded. + +"I see. Drake told me that I should find you harder to move than you +look. And I am not sure that you are not right," she said. "When you +come to stay at the Hall it will be as mistress." Nell's face crimsoned +again. "But, my dear girl, we can't pass over the great event as if it +were of no consequence. Drake's engagement, under any circumstances, +would be of the deepest interest to all of us, to the whole country; but +his engagement to you will create a profound sensation, and we must +demonstrate our satisfaction in some way. I'm afraid you will have to +face a big dinner party." + +Nell looked rather frightened. + +"Oh!" she breathed. "Is--is it necessary? Can't we just go on as if--as +if nothing had happened?" + +The countess laughed. + +"That's exactly what Drake said when I spoke to him about it last night. +It is nice to find you so completely of one mind. But I'm afraid it +wouldn't do. You see, my dear, the people will want to see you, to be +introduced to you; and if we pursue the usual course there will be much +less talk and curiosity than if we let things slide. Yes, you will have +to run the gauntlet; but I don't think you need be apprehensive of the +result," and she looked at her with affectionate approval. + +"Very well," said Nell resignedly. "You know what is best, and I will do +anything you and Drake wish." + +"What a dutiful child!" exclaimed the countess, banteringly. "And though +you won't come and stay at the Hall, you will come up and see us very +often, to lunch and tea and----" + +"When Mr. Falconer can spare me," said Nell quietly. + +"Yes. And about him, dear. We talked of him last night, and his future. +That will be Drake's special care. He, too, owes him a big debt, and he +feels it. Mr. Falconer is a genius, and the world must be made to know +it before very long. And your brother, dear; you will let him come up to +the Hall?" + +Nell laughed softly. + +"You are thinking of everything," she said. "Even of Dick. Oh, yes, +he'll come. Dick isn't a bit shy; but he thinks more of his electric +machines than anything else on earth just at present." + +"I know," said the countess, laughing. "But we must try and lure him +from them now and again. I am sure we shall all like him, for he is +wonderfully like you. Now, about the dinner, dear. Shall we say this day +week?" + +"So soon!" said Nell. + +"Yes; it mustn't be later, for this wretched trial is coming on; the +assizes are quite close, you know; and Drake will have to be there as +witness. My dear, I'm glad they did not get off with the diamonds! You +little thought that night, when you saved Drake's life, and prevented +the man getting away, that you were fighting for your own jewels." + +"Mine!" said Nell. + +The countess laughed. + +"Why, yes, you dear goose! Are they not the Angleford diamonds, and will +they not soon be yours?" + +Nell blushed and looked a little aghast. + +"I--I haven't realized it all yet," she said. "Ah! I wish Drake +were--just Drake Vernon! I am afraid when I think----" + +The countess smiled and shook her head. + +"There is no need to be afraid, my dear," she said shrewdly. "You will +wear the Angleford coronet very well and very gracefully, if I am not +mistaken, because you set so little store by it. And now here comes +Drake! It is good of him to give me so long with you. Give me a kiss +before he comes--he won't begrudge me that surely! Ah, you happy girl!" + +Drake drove up in a dogcart. + +"I can't get down; the mare won't stand"--he hadn't brought a groom, for +excellent reasons. "Please tell Nell to get her things on as quickly as +she can!" he said to the countess as she came out. + +Nell looked doubtful. + +"I will go upstairs first," she said. But Falconer was asleep, and when +she came down she had her outdoor things on. + +Drake bent down and held out his hand to help her up. + +"You won't be long?" she asked, and she looked up at him shyly, for, +after their long separation, he seemed almost strange to her. + +"Just as long as you like," he said, understanding the reason for her +question, and glancing at the window of Falconer's room. "Dick tells me +that he is better this morning. I couldn't say how glad I am, dearest +Nell," he whispered, as the mare sprang at the collar and they whirled +through the gates and down the road. "Is it you really who are sitting +beside me, or am I dreaming?" + +Nell's hand stole nearer to his arm until it touched it softly. + +"I have asked myself that all night, Drake," she said, almost inaudibly. +"It is so much more like a dream than a reality. Are we going through +the village?" she asked, suddenly and shyly. + +"Yes," he said. "We are. Nell, I want to show my treasure to the good +folk who have known me since I was a boy. Perhaps the news has reached +the village by this time--for the servants at the Hall know it, and I +want them to see how happy you have made me!" + +There could be no doubt of the news having got to the village, for as +the dogcart sped through it the people came to the doors of the shops +and cottages, all alive with curiosity and excitement. + +Drake nodded to the curtseys and greetings, and looked so radiantly +happy that one woman, feeling that touch of nature which makes all men +kin, called out to them: + +"God bless you, my lord, and send you both happiness!" + +"That's worth having, Nell," he said, very quietly; but Nell didn't +speak, and the tears were in her eyes. "A few days ago I should have +laughed or sneered at that benediction," he said gravely. "What a change +has come over my life in a few short hours! There is no magic like that +of love, Nell." + +They were silent for some time after they had left the village behind +them, but presently Drake began to call her attention to the various +points of interest in the view; the prosperous farms, and thickly wooded +preserves; and Nell began, half unconsciously, to realize the extent of +the vast estate--the one of many--of which the man she was going to +marry was lord and master. + +"I'm going to take you to a farm which has been held by the same family +for several generations," he said. "I think you will like Styles and his +wife; and you won't mind if they are outspoken, dearest? I was here to +lunch only the other day, and Styles read me a lecture on my duties as +lord of Angleford. One of the heads was that I ought to choose a wife +without loss of time. I want to show him that I have taken his sermon to +heart." + +"Perhaps he may not approve of your choice," said Nell. + +Drake laughed. + +"Well, if he doesn't, he won't hesitate to say so," he said. + +They pulled up at the farm, and Styles came down to the gate to welcome +them, calling to a lad to hold the mare. + +"Yes, we will come in for a minute or two, Styles, if Mrs. Styles will +have us," said Drake. + +Mrs. Styles, in the doorway, wiping her hands freshly washed from the +flour of a pudding, smiled a welcome. + +"Come right in, my lord," she said. "You know you be welcome well +enough." She looked at Nell, who was blushing a little. "And all the +more welcome for the company you bring." + +"Sit down, my lord; sit ye down, miss--or is it 'my lady'?" said Styles, +perfectly at ease in his unaffected pleasure at seeing them. + +"This is Miss Lorton, the young lady who is rash enough to promise to be +my wife, Mrs. Styles," said Drake. "I drove over to introduce her to you, +and to show that I took your good advice to heart." + +The farmer and his wife surveyed Nell for a moment, then slowly averted +their eyes out of regard for her blushes. + +"I make so bold to tell your lordship that you never did a wiser thing +in your life," said Styles quietly, and with a certain dignity; "and if +the young lady be as good as she is pretty--and if I'm anything of a +judge, I bet she be!--there's some sense in wishing your lordship and +her a long life and every happiness." + +Drake held out his hand, and laughed like a boy. + +"Thanks, Styles," he said. "It was worth driving out for. And I'm happy +enough, in all conscience, for the present." + +"I've heard of Miss Lorton, and I've heard naught but good of her," said +Mrs. Styles, eying Nell, who had got one of the children on her knee; +"and to us as lives on the estate, miss, it's a matter of importance who +his lordship marries. It may just mean the difference between good times +or bad. Us don't want his lordship to marry a fine London lady as 'u'd +never be contented to live among us. And there be many such." + +Nell fought against her shyness; indeed, she remembered the simple folk +of Shorne Mills, who talked as freely and frankly as this honest couple, +and plucked up courage. + +"I'm not a fine London lady, at any rate, Mrs. Styles," she said, with a +smile. "I have lived for nearly all my life in a country village, much +farther away from London than you are; and I know very little of London +life." + +"You don't say, miss!" exclaimed Mrs. Styles, much gratified. + +"Oh, yes," said Nell, laughing softly. "And I could finish making this +apple pudding, if you'd let me, and boil it after I'd make it." + +Mrs. Styles gazed at her in speechless admiration, and Drake laughed +with keen enjoyment of her surprise. + +"Oh, yes; Miss Lorton is an excellent cook and housekeeper, Mrs. Styles; +so I hope you are satisfied?" + +"That I be, and more, my lord," responded Mrs. Styles. "But, Lor'! your +lordship do surprise me, for she looks no more than a schoolgirl--begging +her pardon." + +"Oh, she's wise for her years!" said Drake. "Yes, I'll have a glass of +your home-brewed, Styles." + +Mrs. Styles brought some milk and scones for Nell, and the two women +withdrew to the settle and talked like old friends, while Drake, his +eyes and attention straying to his beloved, discussed the burglary at +the Hall with Styles. As Mrs. Styles' topic of conversation was +Drake--Drake as a lad and a young man--Nell was in no hurry to go; but +suddenly she remembered Falconer--he might be wanting her--and she got +up and went to Drake, who, his beloved brier in his mouth, leaned back +in an easy-chair and talked to the farmer as if time were of no +consequence. He sprang up as she approached him. + +"Well, good-by, Styles. I said you should dance at my wedding, and so +you shall," he said. + +"Thank you, my lord," he responded. "I'll do my best, but I thought your +lordship was only joking. Here's a very good health to you, my lord, and +your future lady." + +"And God bless ye both," said Mrs. Styles, in the background. + +They drove away in grand style, the mare insisting on putting on frills +and standing on her hind legs; and Drake, when the mare had settled down +to her swinging trot, stole his hand round Nell's waist, and pressed her +to him. + +"Do you know why I took you there this morning, Nell?" he said, in a low +voice. + +Nell shook her head shyly. + +"I'll tell you. The sudden good fortune has seemed so unreal to me that +I haven't been able to realize it, to grasp it. It wasn't enough for the +countess to know and congratulate us--it wasn't enough, somehow. I +wanted some of the people on the estate to see you, and, so to speak, +set their seal on our engagement and approaching marriage. Do you +understand, dearest? I'm not making it very plain, I'm afraid." + +But Nell understood, and her heart was brimming over with love for him. + +"You have been accepted this morning into the--family, as it were," he +said. "And now I feel as if it were impossible that I should lose you +again. Styles will go down to the inn to-night and talk about our visit, +and give a detailed account of the 'new ladyship,' and everybody on the +estate will know of my good fortune. It is almost as if"--he paused, and +the color rose to his face--"as if we were married, Nell. I feel that +nothing can separate us now." + +She said not a word, but she pressed a little closer to him, and he bent +and kissed her. + +"You don't mind my taking you to the Styles', dearest?" he asked. + +"No, oh, no!" she replied. "I would rather have gone there than to any +of the big houses--I mean the county people, Drake. I like to think I am +not the sort of person they dreaded. What was it? 'A fine London lady.' +Perhaps it would be better for you if I were; but for them--well, +perhaps for them it will be better that I am only one of themselves, +able to understand and sympathize with them. Drake, you will not forget +that I am only a nobody, that I am only Nell of Shorne Mills." + +He smiled to himself, for he knew that this girl whom he had won was, by +virtue of her beauty and refinement, qualified to fill the highest place +in that vague sphere which went by the name of "society." + +"Don't you worry, dearest," he said. "You have won the heart of the +Styles family; and that is no mean conquest. That farm on the right is +the Woodlands, and that just in front is the Broadlands. You will learn +all the names in time, and I want you to know them; I want you to feel +that you have a part and lot in them. Nell, do you think you will ever +be as fond of this place as you are of Shorne Mills?" + +"Yes," she said; "because--it is yours, Drake." + +He looked down at her gratefully. + +"But you shan't lose Shorne Mills," he said resolutely. "I mean to buy +some land there, and build a house, just on the brow of the hill--you +know, Nell; that meadow above The Cottage?--and we'll go there every +summer, and we'll sail the _Annie Laurie_." + +So they talked, with intervals of silence filled with his caresses, +until they reached the lodge. And as they came up to it, they heard the +strains of a violin. + +Nell awoke with a start. + +"Oh, I had almost forgotten!" she said remorsefully. + +"Listen!" Drake whispered. + +Nell, in the act of pushing the dust cloak from her, listened. + +Falconer was playing the "Gloria in Excelsis." + +"Oh, how happy I have been!" she murmured, half guiltily. + +"And how happy you will be, Heaven grant it, dearest!" Drake murmured, +as he released her hand and she got down. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + + +"Nell, I believe you are nervous! You're not? Very well; then stand up +and look me in the face, and say 'Mesopotamia' seven times!" + +It was the night of the dinner party at the Hall, at which, as Dick put +it, she was to be "on view" as the fiancee of my lord of Angleford, and +Nell had come down to the little sitting room dressed and ready to +start. + +Dick and Falconer were also ready, for Falconer had recovered +sufficiently to be present, and had voluntarily offered to take his +violin with him. + +"Don't tease her, Dick," said Falconer, with the gentle, protective air +of an elder brother. "She does not look a bit nervous." + +"But I am!" said Nell, laughing a little tremulously; "I am--just a +little bit!" + +"And no wonder!" said Falconer promptly. "It is rather an ordeal she has +to go through; to know that everybody is regarding you critically. But +she has nothing to be afraid of." + +"Now, there I differ with you," said Dick argumentatively. "If I were in +Nell's place I should feel that everybody was thinking: 'What on earth +did Lord Angleford see in that slip of a girl to fall in love with?' Ah, +would you?" as Nell, laughing and blushing, caught up the sofa cushion. +"You throw it and rumple my best hair, if you dare." + +Nell put the cushion down reluctantly. + +"It's a mean shame; you know I can't fight now." + +"Though you have your war paint on," said Falconer, looking at her with +a half-sad, half-proud admiration and affection. + +"It's not much of a war paint," said Nell, but contentedly enough. "It's +the dress I made for a party at Wolfer House--Dick, you know that the +Wolfers have had to go? Lord Wolfer's brother was ill. I am so sorry! +She would have made me feel less nervous, and rather braver. Yes, I'm +sorry! It's an old dress, and I'm afraid Drake's jewels must feel quite +ashamed of it," and she glanced at the pearls which he had given her a +day or two ago, and which gleamed softly on her white, girlish neck and +arms. + +"You hear her complaining, Falconer!" said Dick, with mock sternness and +reproval. "You'd find it hard to believe that I offered to remain at +home and pop my dress suit, that she might buy herself fitting raiment +for this show. Oh, worse than a serpent's tooth, it is to have an +ungrateful sister!" + +"I thought it was a new dress," remarked Falconer, still eying it and +the wearer intently. + +Nell shook her head, coloring a little, as she said: + +"No; I wanted to wear this one. I didn't want to appear in a grand frock +as if I were a fashionable lady." + +"Fine feathers do not always make a fine lady," observed Dick, +addressing the ceiling. "No one would mistake you for anything +but--what you are, a simple ch-e-ild of Nachure." + +"Don't tease her, Dick," remonstrated Falconer; but Nell laughed with +enjoyment. + +"I don't mind in the least, Mr. Falconer. It's quite true, too; my plain +frock is more suitable than anything Worth could turn out." + +"My dear Falconer, I'm sorry to see you so easily imposed on. Don't you +see that she's as vain as a peacock, and that she's only playing at the +humble and meek? Besides, I expect that idiot Drake--who slipped out +just as we came down--he'll be late for dinner if he doesn't mind!--has +been telling her that she looks rather pretty----" + +Nell blushed, for Drake had indeed told her that she looked more than +pretty. + +"And, of course, she believes him. She'd believe him if he told her that +the moon was made of green cheese. Put that cushion down, my child, or +it will be worse for you. And I hope you will behave yourself properly +to-night. Remember that the brother who has brought you up with such +anxious care will be present, to say nothing of the friend to whose +culture and refined example you owe so much. Don't forget that it is bad +manners to put your knife in your mouth, or to laugh too loudly. +Remember we shall be watching you closely and anxiously." + +"It is time we started," said Falconer. "Let me put that shawl more +closely round you, Miss Lorton. It's a fine night, but one cannot be too +careful." + +It was so fine that they had decided to walk the short distance to the +Hall; and they set out, Falconer with his precious violin in its case +under his arm, and Dick smoking a cigarette. They were all rather silent +as they approached the great house, and Dick, looking up at it, said +with a gravity unusual with him: + +"It's hard to realize that you are going to be the mistress of this huge +place, Nell." + +Nell made no response; but she, too, looked up at the house with the +same thought. + +Indeed, it was hard to realize. But the next moment Drake came out to +meet them, and took her upon his arm, with a whispered word of loving +greeting for her, and a warm welcome to the two men. + +"I needn't say how glad I am to see you, Falconer," he said, "or how +delighted the countess and the rest of them will be. You must be +prepared for a little hero worship, I'm afraid, for the countess has +been diligent in spreading the story of your pluck." + +As he lovingly took off Nell's shawl, he whispered: + +"Dearest, how sweet and beautiful you look! If you knew how proud I +am--how proud and happy!" + +Then he led them into the drawing-room. A number of guests had already +arrived, and as the countess came forward and kissed Nell, they looked +at her with a keen curiosity, though it was politely veiled. + +Nell was a little pale as the countess introduced her to one after +another of the county people; but Drake stood near her; and everybody, +prepossessed by her youth, and the girlish dignity and modesty which +characterized her, was very kind and pleasant; and soon the threatened +fit of shyness passed off, and she felt at her ease. + +The room, large as it was, got rather crowded. Guests were still +arriving. Some of the women were magnificently dressed in honor of the +occasion, but Nell's simple frock distinguished her, as the plain +evening dress of the American ambassador is said to distinguish him +among the rich uniforms and glittering orders of the queen's levee; and +the women recognized and approved her good taste in appearing so simply +dressed. + +"She is sweetly pretty," murmured the local duchess to Lady Northgate. +"I don't wonder at Lord Angleford's losing his heart. Half the men in +the room would fall in love with her if she were free. And I like that +quiet, reticent manner of hers; not a bit shy, but dignified and yet +girlish. Yes, Lord Angleford is to be congratulated." + +"So he would be if she were not half so pretty," said Lady Northgate; +"for he is evidently too happy for words. See how he looks at her!" + +"Who is that bright-looking young fellow?" asked the duchess, putting up +her pince-nez at Dick. + +"That is her brother. Isn't he like her? They are devoted to each other; +and that is Mr. Falconer, the great violinist. Of course, you've heard +the story----" + +"Oh, dear, yes," said the duchess. "And I want to congratulate him. I +wish you'd bring the boy to me, dear." + +Lady Northgate went after him, but at that moment a young lady with +laughing eyes came into the room, and Dick started and actually blushed. + +Drake, who was standing near him, laughed at his confusion. + +"An old friend of yours, I think, Dick, eh? Miss Angel. She's stopping +in the house; came to-day. If you're good, you shall take her in to +dinner." + +"I'll be what she is by name, if I may!" said Dick, eagerly. "I'll go +and tell her so," and he made his way through the crowd to her. + +"Afraid you've forgotten me, Miss Angel," he said. "Hop at the Maltbys', +you know!" + +Her eyes danced more merrily, but she surveyed him demurely for a +moment, as if trying to recall him, then she said: + +"Oh, yes; the gentleman who was so very--very cool; I was going to say +impudent; pretty Miss Lorton's brother." + +"You might have said Miss Lorton's pretty brother!" retorted Dick +reproachfully. "But you'll have time to say it later on, for I'm going +to take you in to dinner." + +"'Going to have the honor' of taking me in to dinner, you mean!" she +said, with mock hauteur. + +"No; 'pleasure' is the word," said the unabashed Dick. "I say, how +delighted I am to see you here----" + +"Thank you." + +"Because I know so very few of this mob." + +"Oh, I see. I'll recall my thanks, please." + +Dick grinned. + +"I thought you were rather too previous with your gratitude. But isn't +it jolly being here together!" + +"Is that a question or an assertion? Because, if it's the former, I beg +leave to announce that I see no reason for any great delight on my +part." + +"Oh, come now! You think! You can resume the lesson on manners you +commenced at the Maltbys'. I want it badly; for I have been among a +rough set lately. I'm a British workingman, you know--engineer. Come +into this corner, and I'll tell you all about it." + +"I don't know that I want to hear," she retorted. "But, oh, well, I'll +come after I've spoken to your sister. How lovely she looks to-night! If +I were a man, I should envy Lord Angleford." + +"Would you? So should I if he were going to marry another young lady I +know." + +"Oh, who is that?" she asked, with admirably feigned innocence and +interest. + +"Oh, you can't see her just now. No looking-glass near," he had the +audacity to add, but under his breath. + +The dinner hour struck, the carriages were setting down the last +arrivals, and Lady Angleford was looking round and smilingly awaiting +the butler's "Dinner is served, my lady!" when a footman came up to her +and said something in a low voice. + +The countess went out of the room, and found her maid in the hall. + +The woman whispered a few words that caused Lady Angleford to turn pale +and stand gazing before her as if she had suddenly seen a ghost. + +"Very well," she said. + +The maid hurried upstairs, but the countess stood for quite half a +minute, still pale, and gazing into vacancy. + +Then she went back to the drawing-room, and, with a mechanical smile, +passed among the guests until she reached Drake, who was talking to the +duke and Lord Northgate. + +"You want me, countess?" he said, feeling her eyes fixed on him, and he +followed her to a clear space. + +"Drake," she said, lifting her eyes to his face pitifully, "Drake, +something dreadful has happened--something dreadful. I don't like to +tell you, but I must. She is here!" + +She whispered the announcement as if it were indeed something dreadful. + +Drake looked at her in a mystified fashion. + +"She! Who?" he asked. + +"Luce!" + +He did not start, but his brows came together, and his face grew stern, +for the first time since his reconciliation to Nell. + +"Luce!" he echoed. "Impossible!" + +"Oh, but she is!" she murmured, in despair. "She arrived a quarter of an +hour ago." + +"But I wrote, telling her," he muttered helplessly. + +The countess made a despairing gesture. + +"Then she did not get your letter. She sent a telegram this morning, +saying that she was able, unexpectedly, to come, but I have not had it. +And if I had received it, there would not have been time to prevent her +coming." She glanced at the slim, girlish figure of Nell, where it +stood, the center of a group, and almost groaned. "What shall we do?" + +At such times a man is indeed helpless, and Drake stood overwhelmed and +idealess. + +"She says that we are not to wait--that she will come down when she is +dressed. She--she----Oh, Drake! she does not know, and she will think +that--that you still--that she----" + +He nodded. + +"I know. But I am thinking of Nell," he said grimly. "Luce must be told. +She--yes, she must go away again. She will, when she knows the truth." + +"But--but who is to tell her?" said the poor countess, aghast at the +prospect before her. + +Drake shook his head. + +"Not you, countess. I will tell her." + +"You, Drake!" + +"Yes--I," he said, biting his lips. "She found little difficulty in +telling me, there at Shorne Mills----No, no; I ought not to have said +that. But I am anxious to spare Nell, and my anxiety makes me hard. Wait +a moment." + +He went to the window, and, putting aside the curtains, looked out at +the night, seeing nothing; then he came back. + +"Put the dinner back for a quarter of an hour, and send word to her and +ask her to go into your boudoir. I will wait her there." + +"Is there no other way, Drake?" she asked, pitying him from the bottom +of her heart. + +"There is none," he said frankly. "It is my fault. I ought to have found +out her address; but it is no use reproaching oneself. Send to her, +countess!" + +She left the room, and Drake went back to the duke, talked for a moment +or two, then went up to the countess' room and waited. He had to face an +ordeal more severe than any other that had hitherto fallen to his not +uneventful life; but faced it had to be; and he would have gone through +fire and water to save Nell a moment's pain. Besides, Luce was to be +considered, though, it must be confessed, he felt little pity for her. + +Presently the door opened; but it was Burden who entered. She was +looking pale and emaciated, as if she were either very ill, or +recovering from illness, and Drake, even at that moment of strain and +stress, noticed her pitiable appearance. + +"How do you do, Burden?" he said. "I am afraid you have not been well." + +Burden curtsied, and looked up at him with hollow eyes. + +"Thank you, my lord," she faltered. "My lady sent me to tell your +lordship that she will be here in a minute or two." + +She left the room, and Drake leaned against the mantelshelf with his +hands in his pockets, his head sunk on his breast; and in a minute or +two the door opened again, and Luce glided toward him with outstretched +hands. + +"Drake! How sweet of you to send for me--to wait!" she murmured. + +He took one of her hands and held it, and the coldness of his touch, the +expression of his face, startled her. + +"Drake! What is the matter?" she asked. "Are--are you not glad to see +me? Why do you look at me so strangely? I came the moment I could get +away. There has been so much to do; and father"--she paused a moment and +shrugged her shoulders--"has been very bad. The excitement and +fuss----You know the condition he would be in, under the circumstances. +I told Burden to wire this morning to say I was coming, but she forgot +to do so. She seems half demented, and I am going to get rid of her. +What is the matter, Drake?" + +She had moved nearer to him, expecting him to take her in his arms and +kiss her; but his coldness, his silence, was telling upon her, and the +question broke from her impatiently. + +"Haven't you had my letter?" he asked. + +"Your letter? No. Did you write? I am sorry! What did you write?" + +"I wrote"--he hesitated a moment, but what was the good of trying to +"break" the news? "I wrote to tell you of my engagement----" + +She started and stared at him. + +"Your engagement! Your----Drake! What do you mean? Your engagement! +To--to whom?" + +"Sit down, Luce," he said gravely, tenderly, and he went to lead her to +a chair; but she shook her hand free and stood, still staring at him +blankly, her face growing paler. + +"I wrote and told you all about it. I am engaged to Miss Lorton. You do +not know her; but she is the young lady I met at Shorne Mills, the place +in Devonshire----I was engaged to her then, but it was broken off, and +we were separated for a time; but we met again----I am sorry, very +sorry, that you did not get my letter." + +Her face was perfectly white by this time, her lips set tightly. He +feared she was going to faint; but, with a great effort she fought +against the deadly weakness which assailed her. + +"So that was what you wrote!" she breathed, every word leaving her lips +as if it caused her pain to utter. "You--you--have deceived me." + +"No, Luce," he said quickly. + +"Yes, yes! When I left here you----Is it not true that you intended +asking me to be your wife, to renew our engagement? Answer!" + +She glanced up at him, her teeth showing between her parted lips. + +He inclined his head. + +"Yes, it is true; but I had not met--I had not heard----Oh, what is the +use of all this recrimination, Luce? I am engaged to the girl I love." + +She raised her hand as if to strike him. He caught it gently, and as +gently released it. + +"I will go," she panted. "I will go at once. Be good enough to order my +carriage----" + +She put her hand to her head as if she did not know what she was saying; +and Drake's heart ached with pity for her--at that moment, at any rate. + +"Don't think too hardly of me, Luce," he said, in a low voice. "And you +have not lost much, remember." + +She clasped her hands and swayed to and fro for a moment. + +"I see! It is your revenge. I once jilted you, and now----" + +"For God's sake, don't say--don't think----No man could be so base, so +vile!" he said sternly. + +She laughed. + +"It is your revenge; I see it. Yes, you have scored. I will go--at once. +Open the door, please!" + +There was nothing else to be done. He opened the door for her, and she +swept past him. Outside, she paused for a moment, as if she did not know +where she was, or in which direction her room lay; then she went +slowly--almost staggered--down the corridor, and, bursting into her +room, fell into a chair. + +So sudden was her entrance, so tragic her collapse, that the nervous +Burden uttered a faint shriek. + +"Oh, my lady! what is the matter?" she cried, her hand against her +heart. + +Lady Luce sat with her chin in her hands, her eyes gleaming from her +white face, in silence for a moment; then she laughed, the laugh which +borders on hysteria. + +"Congratulate me, Burden!" she said bitterly; "congratulate me! Lord +Angleford is engaged!" + +Burden stared at her. + +"To--to your ladyship?" she said, but doubtfully. "I do congratulate +you." + +"You fool!" cried Luce savagely. "He is engaged to another woman. He has +jilted me! Oh, I think I shall go mad! Jilted me! Yes, it is that, and +no less. Oh, my head! my head!" + +Burden hurried to her with the eau de Cologne, but Lady Luce pushed it +away. + +"Keep out of my sight! I can't bear the sight of any human being! +Engaged! 'I am engaged to Miss Lorton!'"--she mimicked Drake's voice in +bitter mockery. + +Burden started, and let the eau de Cologne bottle fall with a soft thud +to the floor. + +"What--what name did your ladyship say?" she gasped, her face as white +as her mistress's, her eyes starting. + +Lady Luce glared at her. + +"You fool! Are you deaf? Lorton! Lorton!" she almost snarled at the +woman. + +Burden stooped to pick up the bottle, but staggered and clutched a +chair, and Lady Luce watched her with half-distraught gaze. + +"What is the matter with you? Why do you behave like a lunatic?" she +demanded. "Do you know this girl? Answer!" + +Burden moistened her lips. + +"Is it the young lady--who helped catch Ted--I mean the burglar, my +lady?" she asked hoarsely. + +"I suppose so. Yes. Well? Speak out--don't keep me waiting. I'm in no +humor to be trifled with. You know her--something about her?" + +Burden tried to control her shaking voice. + +"If--if it is the same young lady who was at Lady Wolfer's----I was her +maid, you remember----" + +"I remember, you fool! Quick!" + +"Then--then I know something. She's very pretty--and young, with dark +hair----" + +Lady Luce sprang to her feet. + +"You idiot! You drive me mad. I've not seen her. But if it be the +same----Well--well?" + +"Then--then Lord Angleford is to be pitied. He has been +deceived--deceived cruelly," said Burden, in gasps. + +Lady Luce caught her by the shoulders and glared into her quailing eyes. + +"Listen to me, Burden: pull yourself together. Tell me what you +know--tell me this instant! Well? Sit there in that chair. Now!" She +pressed the shoulders she still held with the gesture of an Arab slave +driver. "Now, quick! Who is she? What do you know against her?" + +In faltering accents, and yet with a kind of savage pleasure, Burden +spoke for some minutes; and as Lady Luce listened, the pallor of her +face gave place to a flush of fierce, malicious joy. + +"Are you sure? You say you saw, you listened? Are you sure?" she +said--hissed, rather--at the end of Burden's story. + +"I--I am quite sure," she responded. "I--I could swear to it. I was just +outside the library." + +Lady Luce paced up and down with the gait of a tigress. + +"If I could only be sure," she panted; "if I could only be sure! But you +may be mistaken. Wait!" Her hand fell upon Burden's shoulder again. "Go +downstairs, look at the people, and tell me if you see her there. +Quick!" + +Burden, wincing under the savage pressure of her hand, rose, and stole +from the room. + +In less than five minutes she was back. + +"Well?" demanded Lady Luce, as Burden closed the door and leaned against +it. + +"It--it is the same. I saw her," she said suddenly. + +Lady Luce sank into a chair, and was silent and motionless for a +moment; then she sprang up and laughed--a hideous laugh for such perfect +lips. + +"Get out my pale mauve silk. Dress me, quick! I am not going to leave +the house. I am going downstairs to make Miss Lorton's acquaintance! +Quick!" + +Burden got out the exquisite dress. The flush which had risen to her +mistress' face was reflected in her own. This Miss Lorton had helped to +capture her beloved, her "martyred" Ted, and he was going to be avenged! + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + + +After Luce had swept from the room, Drake remained for a minute or two +thinking the thoughts that a man must think under such circumstances; +then he went slowly down to the drawing-room. + +The countess was watching and waiting for him, and she looked up at his +grave countenance anxiously as he came toward her. + +"It is all right," he said, in his quiet way; "she is going at once." + +His composure, the Angleford impassiveness which always came to their +aid in moments of danger and difficulty, impressed her; she drew a +breath of relief, and signed to the butler, who was hovering about +awaiting her signal. "Dinner is served, my lady," he announced solemnly; +and Drake gave the duchess his arm, and the company went into the dining +room in pairs "like the animals into Noah's Ark," as Dick whispered to +Miss Angel, who, to his great delight, he was taking in. + +It was a large party, and a brilliant one. The great room in the glory +of its new adornment was worthy of the house and its guests. If the +truth must be told, Nell was at first a little nervous, though it was +not her first experience, as we know, of an aristocratic dinner party. +She was seated on the left of Drake, and on pretense of moving one of +her glasses, he succeeded in touching her hand, and, as he did so, he +looked at her as a man looks who sees joy before him and an abiding +happiness; then he turned and talked to the duchess, for he knew that +Nell would like to be left alone for a few minutes. + +It was impossible for any party, however large and aristocratic, over +which the countess presided, to be dull, and very soon they were all +talking, and some of them laughing, for there were two young persons +present, at any rate, who were by no means overawed by the splendor of +the appointments or the rank of the guests. Dick would have found it +possible to be merry at a Quakers' meeting, and Miss Angel, though she +tried to preserve a demure, not to say repressive, mood, very soon +yielded to Dick's light-hearted influence; and not only she, but those +near them, were kept by him in ripples of laughter. + +It was just what Drake wanted, and he looked down the table toward Dick +with approval and gratitude. + +"Dick hasn't changed a bit--thank Heaven!" he said to Nell. + +"Your brother's the most charming boy I've met for a very long time," +remarked the duchess. "Of course, he will come with you and the rest to +me on the ninth. I am so glad to see Mr. Falconer here, and I hope he +will be well enough to join us!" + +Nell glanced at Falconer with a sisterly regard, and Drake said: + +"We'll bring him, if we have to pack him in cotton wool!" + +The dinner was, inevitably, a lengthy one; but it was never for a moment +dull, and the countess almost forgot Lady Luce as she realized the +success of her party. She felt as a captain of a vessel feels when he +has left behind him the perilous rocks on which he had nearly struck. +Drake, too, almost forgot the ordeal through which he had just passed. +How could he do otherwise when his darling was within reach of his hand, +under his roof, at his table? The ladies remained some time after the +appearance of the dessert, but the countess rose at last, and led the +way to the drawing-room. There, of course, Nell was made much of. Some +of the younger women drew their chairs near her, and showed as plainly +as they could--and how plainly women can show things when they +like!--that they were eager to welcome her into the county's social +circle; and it required no effort on their part, for Nell's charm, which +Drake had found so potent, was irresistible. There was some playing and +singing, and the countess wanted Nell to do one or the other; but she +shook her head. + +"Mr. Falconer will want me to play his accompaniments presently," she +said. Not even in this full tide of her happiness did she forget him. + +Meanwhile, the men were having a very pleasant time in the dining room. +Drake, like all the Anglefords, was a capital host. Anglemere was famous +for its claret and its port, as we know, and Dick and the other young +men waxed merry; and the duke voiced the general sentiment when, leaning +back in his chair and sipping his claret, he said: + +"The gods might be envious of you, Angleford. If I were asked to spot a +happy man, I should pitch upon you. I congratulate you upon your +engagement. She's one of the prettiest and most charming girls I've ever +met. That sounds rather banal, but I mean it. I hope you'll let us see a +great deal of her, for Mary"--Mary was the duchess--"has, I can see, +taken a great fancy to her. And I'm very glad to hear that you intend to +make this your home; at least, so I hear from Styles, who appears to be +in your confidence." + +And he laughed. + +And Drake laughed. + +"Oh, yes, Styles and I are old friends," he said. "We mean to live here +a great deal. I shall keep up the Home farm; they've offered me the +mastership of the hounds, and I think I shall take it. Nell's a capital +horsewoman. In fact, we shall lead a country life most of the time, and +see as much as we can of our people." + +"You're right," said the duke emphatically. "It's the best of all lives. +If we all lived on our estates and looked after our people, we should +hear very little of socialism, and such like troubles. It's the +absenteeism which is answerable for most of the mischief." + +They discussed county affairs, "horses, hounds, and the land," for some +minutes; then Drake, who was anxious to go to Nell, asked the men if +they would have any more wine, and, receiving a negative, rose, and made +for the drawing-room. + +Miss Angel was singing; Dick of course, was turning over her music. +There was a little hushed buzz of conversation which is not too loud to +permit the song to penetrate, and which indicates that things are going +well. Drake went to Nell and leaned over the tall back of her chair +without a word. When the song was finished, the countess went up to +Falconer and asked him to play. A footman brought the precious violin, +and Nell went to the piano and struck up the piece which they had +chosen. Conversation ceased, and every one prepared to listen with eager +anticipation. + +Falconer may have played as well in his life, but he certainly never +played better. One could have heard a pin drop during the softer notes +of the exquisite music, so intense and almost breathless was the silence +of the rapt audience. When the last note had died away, the countess +went up to him. + +"It is useless trying to thank you, Mr. Falconer," she said, "but if you +will play again----" + +"Certainly," said Falconer. He turned to Nell. "What shall I play next?" +he asked, as if the choice must naturally rest with her. + +She turned over the music and set up a Chopin, and he had placed the +violin in position, when the door opened, and Lady Luce swept slowly in. +She was superbly dressed, her neck and arms and hair were all a-glitter +with diamonds. Though she was rather pale, her face was perfectly +serene, and she smiled sweetly as she crossed the room. + +Her entrance caused a surprise; the countess happened to be standing +with her back to the door, and did not see her come in; but she felt the +sudden silence and turned to ascertain the cause. For a moment she was +rooted to the spot, and the color left her face. It says much for her +aplomb that she did not cry out. Her confusion lasted only for a moment, +then she went toward Lady Luce with outstretched hand. + +"I am so sorry to be so late," said Luce, in her sweetest tones, "but my +maid, who is a perfect tyrant, refused to dress me until I had +rested----" + +"Your dinner?" almost gasped the countess. + +"I had some sent up to my room," said Lady Luce sweetly. + +She looked round. Drake stood by the piano, his face sternly set. Why +had she remained? What was she going to do? He glanced at Nell, and saw +that she had gone white, and that her eyes were fixed on Lady Luce. What +should he do? + +Instinctively, he went to meet Luce, who was advancing with a placid +smile, and the ease of a woman who is at peace with all the world, and +sure of her welcome. + +"How do you do, Lord Angleford?" she said, as if this were their first +meeting for some time. "I am so glad that I was able to get here +to-night, though I wish that I could have arrived earlier. But I am +interrupting the music! Please don't let me!" + +She moved away from him with perfect grace, and, greeting one and +another, went and seated herself in a chair beside the duchess--and +opposite Nell at the piano. There was a little buzz of conversation +round her, then she herself raised her fan as a sign for silence, and +Falconer began to play again. + +It was well for Nell that she knew every note of the nocturne by heart, +for the page of music swam before her eyes, and she could not see a +note. She felt Lady Luce's gaze, rather than saw it, and her heart +throbbed painfully for a while; but presently the influence of the music +stole over her and helped her--if only Falconer could have known +it!--and she said to herself: "What can it matter to me if she is here? +I know that Drake loves me, and me alone; that she is nothing to him and +I am everything. It is she who should feel confused and embarrassed, not +I. And yet how calm, how serene she is! Can she have forgotten that +night on the terrace? Can she have forgotten all that has happened? Yes, +it is she whose heart should be beating as mine is now." + +When the nocturne came to an end, and the applause which greeted it +broke out, Lady Luce, still clapping her hands, rose and went toward +Drake. + +"Will you please introduce me to Miss Lorton?" she said. "I am all +anxiety to know her." + +She smiled at him so placidly that even Drake, who knew her better than +did any other man, was completely deceived. + +"She means to forget the past," he said to himself. "She is behaving +better than I had any reason to expect." + +He drew a breath of relief, and his stern face relaxed somewhat as he +nodded slightly and went toward Nell, who had risen from the piano and +stood near Falconer. She looked at Drake and Lady Luce as calmly as she +could, and Drake made the introduction in as ordinary a tone as he could +manage. Lady Luce held out her hand with a sweet smile. + +"I am so glad to meet you, Miss Lorton," she said. "I have heard so much +about you; and I dare say you have heard something about me, for Lord +Angleford and I are very old friends. How charmingly you played that +difficult accompaniment! Shall we go and sit down somewhere together and +have a chat?" + +What could Nell say or do? Both she and Drake were helpless. Nell stood +with downcast eyes, the color coming and going in her face, and Drake +looked from one to the other, half relieved, half in doubt. + +"Let us go and sit on that ottoman," said Lady Luce, indicating one in +the center of a group of ladies. + +Nell, as she followed, glanced at Drake as if she were asking, "Must I +go?" He made a slight gesture in the affirmative, returning her glance +with one of tender love and trust. + +The countess stood at a little distance, watching them, though +apparently absorbed in conversation, and no one would have guessed the +condition of her mind as she saw the two women seated side by side. +Presently she went up to Drake. + +"What does it mean?" she asked. "Why has she not gone? Why is she so--so +friendly with Nell?" + +Drake shrugged his shoulders with a kind of smiling despair. + +"I can't tell you," he replied. "I think she is going to behave +sensibly. At any rate, there is no need for anxiety. I have told Nell +everything. She will trust me." + +"Yes; but I wish she had gone," said the countess, in a low voice. + +Drake smiled grimly. + +"So do I. But she hasn't." + +"She is too serene and contented," murmured the countess. + +Drake shrugged his shoulders again. + +"I know," he said significantly. "But what does it matter? She can do no +harm. Nell knows everything." + +"I like the way you say that," said the countess. "But don't leave her." + +He nodded as if he understood, and gradually made his way toward the +group among which Luce and Nell were sitting. As he approached, Lady +Luce looked up with a smile. + +"I have been telling Miss Lorton that if there is one thing I adore upon +earth, it is a romantic engagement, and that I quite envy her, and you, +too, Lord Angleford! A glamour of romance will surround you for the rest +of your lives. As I have often said to Archie, life without sentiment +would not be worth having. By the way, Miss Lorton, you know Sir Archie +Walbrooke?" + +Nell had scarcely been listening, for she had been wondering whether she +could now rise and leave Lady Luce; but at the name of Sir Archie +Walbrooke, she turned with a sudden start, and the color rose to her +face. Lady Luce looked at her sweetly; then, as if she had suddenly +remembered something, exclaimed, in a low voice: + +"Oh, I beg your pardon! I quite forgot. How stupid of me!" Then she +laughed softly and looked from Nell to Drake. "But of course you've told +Lord Angleford? It is always the best way." + +The color slowly left Nell's face; a look of pain, of doubt, even of +dread, came into her eyes. Drake glanced from one woman to the other. + +"What is it Nell must have told me, Lady Luce?" he asked easily. + +Lady Luce hesitated, seemed as if in doubt for a moment, and smiled in +an embarrassed fashion. + +"Have you told him?" she asked Nell, in a low, but perfectly audible +voice. + +Nell rose, then sank down again. She saw in an instant the trap which +Lady Luce had set for her; and it seemed to her a trap from which she +could not escape. It was evident that Lady Luce had become informed of +the scene that had taken place between Sir Archie, Lord Wolfer, and Nell +in the library at Wolfer House, and that Lady Luce intended to denounce +her in the drawing-room before Drake and the large party gathered +together in her honor. + +For one single instant there rose in her heart a keen regret that she +had not told Drake; but it was only for an instant; for Nell's nature +was a noble one, and she knew that at no time and under no circumstances +whatever could she have sacrificed her friend, even to save her life's +happiness--and Drake's. + +That chilly morning in the dim library she had taken her friend's folly +and sin upon her own shoulders, scarcely counting, scarcely seeing the +cost, certainly not foreseeing this terrible price which she would have +to pay for it. And now--now that the terrible moment had come when +Drake--she cared little for any other--would hear her accused of that +which a pure woman counts the worst of crimes, she would not be able to +rise, and, with uplifted head, exclaim: "I am innocent!" + +She felt crushed, overwhelmed, but she could not remain silent; she had +to speak; the eyes of those who were near were fixed upon her waitingly. + +"I have not told him," she said at last, in a low but clear voice. + +Lady Luce bit her lip softly, as if very much confused. + +"I am so sorry I spoke!" she said, in an apologetic whisper. "It was +very foolish of me--I am always blurting out awkward things--it is the +impulsive Celtic temperament! Pray forgive me, Miss Lorton, and try and +forget my stupid blunder." + +There was an intense silence. Nell looked straight before her, as one +looks who hears the knell of the bell which signals the hour of her +execution. Drake stood with his hands clasped behind him, his face +perfectly calm, his eyes resting on Nell with infinite love and trust. +The others glanced from one to the other with doubtful and +half-suspicious looks. It seemed as if no one could start a +conversation; the air was heavy with suspense and suspicion. The +countess was quick and clever. She saw that for Nell's sake the matter +must not be allowed to rest where it was; she knew that Lady Luce would +have effected her purpose and cast a shadow of scandal over Nell's +future life if not another word was spoken. Convinced that Nell was +innocent of even the slightest indiscretion, she felt that it would be +wiser to force Lady Luce's hand. + +So she came forward with a smile of tolerant contempt on her pretty, +shrewd face, and said slowly, and with her musical drawl: + +"Oh, but, Lady Luce, we cannot let you off so easily. What is this +interesting story in which Miss Lorton and Sir Archie Walbrooke are +concerned?" + +Lady Luce rose with well-feigned embarrassment. + +"Pardon me, Lady Angleford," she said. "I have blundered and have asked +forgiveness; I have not another word to say." + +She was crossing the room in front of Drake, and he saw her lip curl +with a faint sneer. He laid his hand upon her arm gently but firmly. + +"We will hear the story, if you please, Lady Luce," he said. + +She bit her lip, as if she were driven into a corner, and did not know +what to do. + +"Not here, at any rate!" she said, in a low voice, and looking round at +the silent group. + +Some of them rose and moved away; but Drake held up his hand. + +"Oh, do not lose an amusing story!" he said, with a smile eloquent of +contempt. "Now, Lady Luce, if you please." + +She looked from him to Nell. + +"What am I to do?" she asked, as if in great distress. "Miss Lorton, you +see my predicament; please come to my aid, and help me to escape. Tell +Lord Angleford that you do not wish me to say any more." + +Still looking straight before her, Nell responded, almost inaudibly: + +"Speak! Yes--tell them!" + +Lady Luce still seemed reluctant; at last she said, with an embarrassed +laugh: + +"After all, it may amount to nothing, and you'll be very much +disappointed. Indeed, it is very likely not true." + +Her reluctance was not altogether feigned, for it needed even her +audacity and assurance to make such an accusation as she was about to +bring against the future Countess of Angleford, and under her future +roof; but she braced herself to a supreme effort, and, though she was +really as white as Nell, she looked round boldly, as if confident of the +truth of the thing she was going to say. + +"Everybody knows what Sir Archie is," she began. "He's the worst flirt +and the most dangerous man in England. Everybody has heard stories of +his delinquencies; some of them are true, but many of them, I dare say, +are false, and I've not the least doubt that Miss Lorton will tell us +that the story that she was about to elope with him from Wolfer House +one morning, but that she was stopped by Lord Wolfer, is an absurd +fable. The story goes that she did not know, until Lord Wolfer told her +at the very moment that she and Sir Archie were leaving the house, that +Sir Archie was a married man. Now that's the whole affair, and I really +think Miss Lorton will be grateful to me for giving her an opportunity +of rising in true dramatic fashion and exclaiming: 'It is not true!'" + +She nodded at Nell and laughed softly. + +There were many who echoed her laugh, for, indeed, the story did sound +like an absurd fable. All eyes were turned on Nell, and all waited for +her to bring about with a denial the satisfactory denouement. Drake did +not laugh, for his heart was burning with fury against the audacity, the +shameless insolence, of Lady Luce; but he smiled in a grim fashion as +his eyes still rested on Nell's face. + +A moment passed. Why did she not rise? Why did she not, at any rate, +speak? Four words would be enough: "It is not true!" + +But she remained motionless and silent. A kind of consternation began to +creep over those who were watching, Drake went up to her and laid his +hand on her shoulder. + +"Pray relieve Lady Luce's anxiety, Nell, and tell her that she has +amused us with a canard too ridiculous to be anything but false," he +said tenderly. + +She looked up at him, her brows drawn, her eyes pitiful in their agony +of appeal, her lips quivering. + +"It is true!" she said, in a voice which, though low, was perfectly +audible. + +There was an intense silence. No one moved; every eye was fixed on her +in breathless excitement. They asked themselves if it were possible they +had heard aright. Drake's hand pressed more heavily on Nell's shoulder; +she could hear his breath coming heavily, could feel him shake. A faint +cry escaped Lady Angleford's parted lips. + +"Nell!" she cried. + +Nell rose and looked at her with the same agony of appeal in her eyes, +but with her face firmly set, as if she were buoyed up by an inflexible +resolution. + +"What Lady Luce has said is true," she said. "I will go----" + +Drake was by her side in an instant. He took her cold hand and drew it +within his arm. + +"No!" he said. "You will not go----" + +He looked at Lady Luce, and there was no need to finish the sentence. + +She smiled, and fanned herself slowly. + +"Of course, Miss Lorton can explain it all," she said. "I am very sorry +to have been the cause, the innocent cause, of such an unpleasant scene. +But really you forced me to speak; and we all know that though Miss +Lorton has admitted her--what shall I call it?--little escapade, there +must be some satisfactory explanation. No one will believe for a moment +that she really intended to elope with Sir Archie." + +While she had been speaking, some of the guests had edged toward the +door. At such moments the kindest thing one can do is to remove oneself +as quickly as possible. When a sudden death happens in a ballroom, the +dancing ceases, the music stops, the revelers vanish. Something worse +than death had happened in this drawing-room. The happiness of more than +one life had been blasted as by a stroke of lightning. + +There was a general movement toward the door. A group of old +friends--county neighbors, real friends of Drake and the +countess--gathered round the little group. Falconer and Dick pushed +their way through them none too ceremoniously. + +"I'll take my sister home, Lord Angleford," said Dick hotly; while +Falconer took her hand, his face white, his eyes flashing. + +Nell would have drawn away from Drake and turned to them; but he put his +arm round her waist and held her by sheer force. + +"I beg that no one will go," he said; and his voice, though not loud, +rang like a bell. Everybody stopped. "I think every one has heard Lady +Lucille's accusation against my future wife," he said. "For reasons +which concern herself and me only, my future wife"--he laid an emphasis +on the words--"has seen fit not to deny this accusation. I am quite +content that it should be so. If we have any friends here let----" + +Before he could finish his appeal, the door opened, and Lord and Lady +Wolfer entered the room. They were in traveling dress, and Lady Wolfer +looked pale and in trouble, while Wolfer's face was grave and stern. + +"If any friend, whether it be man or woman, deems an explanation due to +them, I will ask Miss Lorton if she can give it to them," continued +Drake. "If she should not think fit to do so----" + +Lady Wolfer, until now unnoticed except by a very few, came through the +circle which at once had formed round the principal actors in this +social tragedy. She went straight up to Nell, and took her hand and drew +her into her embrace, as if to shelter and succor her. With a faint cry, +Nell's head fell on Lady Wolfer's bosom. Lady Wolfer looked round, not +defiantly, but with the air of one facing death bravely. + +"I will explain," she said. "It was not she who was going to elope with +Sir Archie Walbrooke. It was I!" + +"No, no; you must not!" panted Nell. + +The living circle drew closer, and listened and stared in breathless +silence. + +"It was I!" said Lady Wolfer. + +"You!" exclaimed Lady Luce. "Then Burden----" + +"Burden lied," said Lady Wolfer. "I want to tell every one; it is due to +this saint, this dear girl, who sacrificed herself to me. I only heard +this morning from my husband that he had found a note which Sir Archie +had sent me, asking me to leave England with him. He placed this note on +a pedestal in my drawing-room. Both my husband and Nell saw it, not +knowing that the other had seen it. It never reached me; but this dear +girl kept the appointment which Sir Archie had made for the library the +next morning. She wanted to save me. I know, almost as if I had been +there, how she pleaded with him, how she strove for my honor. While they +were there my husband came upon them. The letter was not addressed to +me, and he leaned to the conclusion that it was intended for Nell. She +permitted him to make the hideous mistake, and, to save me, she left the +house with her reputation ruined--in his eyes, at least. Until this +morning he has never breathed a word of this to a soul. I am confident +that Sir Archie Walbrooke, who went away full of remorse and penitence, +has also kept silent. It was reserved for a woman to strike the blow +aimed at the honor and happiness of an innocent and helpless girl--a +girl so noble that she is ready to lay down her life's happiness and +honor rather than betray the friend she loves. Judge between these two, +between us three, if you will." + +It was not a moment for cheering, but sudden exclamations burst from the +men, most of the women were in tears, and Nell was sobbing as she lay on +her friend's bosom. + +Lady Luce alone remained smiling. Her face was white, her breath came in +quick, labored gasps. + +"What a charming romance!" she exclaimed, with a forced sneer. "So +completely satisfactory!" + +At the sound of her voice, the countess' spirit rose in true Anglo-Saxon +fashion. She checked her sobs, wiped her eyes with a morsel of lace she +called a handkerchief, and, sweeping in a stately manner to the door, +said, with the extreme of patrician hauteur: + +"A carriage for Lady Lucille Turfleigh, please!" + +Lady Luce shrugged her shoulders, turned, and slowly moved toward the +door; and, as she went, the crowd made way for her, and left her a clear +passage, as if she had suddenly become infectious. + +Nell did not see her go, did not hear the mingled expressions of +indignation and congratulation which buzzed round her. + +All she heard was Drake's "Nell! Nell! My dearest! my own!" as he put +his arms round her and drew her head to his breast. + +Those persons who are fortunate enough to receive invitations to the +summer and shooting parties, which Lord and Lady Angleford give at +Anglemere, have very good reason to congratulate themselves; but those who +are still more fortunate to receive a letter from Nell, asking them to +spend a fortnight at the picturesque and "cottagy" house which Drake has +built at a certain out-of-the-way spot in Devonshire called Shorne Mills, +go about pluming themselves as if they had drawn one of the prizes in +life's lottery. For only very intimate and dear friends are asked to +Shorne Mills. + +The house is not large. With the exception of the grooms, there are no +menservants; there is no state, and very little formality; life there is +mostly spent in the open air, in that delicious mixture of sea and +moorland air in which everyday worries and anxieties do not seem able to +exist. + +At The Cottage no one finds time hanging heavily on his or her hands; no +one is bored. It is a small Liberty Hall. There are horses to ride; +there are tramps to be taken across the heather-scented hills; there are +yachting and fishing in the bay, and there is always light-hearted +laughter round and about the house--especially when her ladyship's +brother, Mr. Dick Lorton, is present; and he and the famous musician, +Mr. Falconer, always come down together, and remain while the family +occupy The Cottage. There, too, the dowager countess is always a regular +visitor; indeed, Nell and she are very seldom apart, for, if the +countess could tear herself away from Nell, she certainly could not +leave the baby son and heir, who is as often in her arms as in his +mother's. + +Here, too, come, every year, the Wolfers. In fact, to sum it up, the +party is composed of Nell's and Drake's dearest and tried friends, and +they one and all have grown to love Shorne Mills almost as keenly as +Nell and Drake themselves do. Nell is proud of Anglemere, and the other +places which her husband has inherited, but there is a certain corner in +her heart which is reserved for the little fishing place in which she +first saw, and learned to love, "Drake Vernon." + +Watch them as they go down the steep and narrow way to the pier. It is a +July evening; the sun is still bright, but the shadows are casting a +purple tint on the hills beyond the moor; a faint breeze ripples the +opaline bay; the fishing boats are gliding in like "painted ships on a +painted ocean"; the tinkle of the cow bells mingles with the shrill cry +of the curlew and the guillemot. The _Seagull_ lies at anchor in the bay +ready to sail at a moment's notice. But Drake does not signal for the +dinghy as Nell and he reach the pier, for, though they are going for a +sail, it is not in the stately yacht. + +By the slip lies an old herring boat, with _Annie Laurie_ painted on its +stern, and Brownie has got the sail up and stands waiting with a smile +to help his beloved "Miss Nell" into the old boat. Nell lays her hand +upon his shoulder as of old, and steps in and takes the tiller; Drake +makes taut the sheet, and the old boat glides away from the slip and +sails out into the open. + +Drake looks up at the wind with a sailor's eye, and glances at Nell. He +does not speak, but she understands, and she steers the _Annie Laurie_ +for the little piece of smooth beach which leads to the cave under the +cliff. It is to this point they nearly always make; for was it not here +that Drake Vernon told Nell Lorton of his love, and drew the confession +of hers from her lips? To this place they always come alone, for it is +sacred. + +As, on this afternoon, they approach the spot, Drake utters an +exclamation of surprise. + +"Why, Nell, there's another boat there!" he says. + +"Not really, Drake?" she says, with a little disappointment in her +voice. + +For the moments they spend in this spot are sweet and precious to her. + +"Yes, there is," he says; "and, by George; there are two persons sitting +on the bowlder--our bowlder!" + +Nell looks with keen eyes; then she blushes, and laughs softly. + +"Drake, it's Dick and Lettie Angel!" she says, in a whisper, as if they +could hear her. + +But she need not be afraid; the two young people who are seated on the +spot sacred to Nell and Drake's love, have no ears nor eyes for any but +themselves. The girl's face is downcast and blushing, and Dick's is +upturned to hers. He has got hold of her hand; he is pleading as--well, +as a certain Drake Vernon once pleaded to a certain Nell Lorton. + +Nell and Drake exchange glances full of tenderness, full of sympathy. + +"Ourselves over again, dearest!" he says, in a low and loving voice. +"Put her round; we won't disturb them. God bless them, and send them +happiness like unto ours!" + +And "Amen!" whispers Nell, her eyes full of tears. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK NELL, OF SHORNE MILLS*** + + +******* This file should be named 22961.txt or 22961.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/9/6/22961 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. 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