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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/22938-8.txt b/22938-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..19f5b40 --- /dev/null +++ b/22938-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5336 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, The Camp Fire Girls in the Outside World, by +Margaret Vandercook + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Camp Fire Girls in the Outside World + + +Author: Margaret Vandercook + + + +Release Date: October 10, 2007 [eBook #22938] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CAMP FIRE GIRLS IN THE OUTSIDE +WORLD*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 22938-h.htm or 22938-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/9/3/22938/22938-h/22938-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/9/3/22938/22938-h.zip) + + + + + +[Illustration: Cover artwork] + + +THE CAMP FIRE GIRLS IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD + +by + +MARGARET VANDERCOOK + +Author of "The Ranch Girls" Series, "The Red + Cross Girls" Series, etc. + +Illustrated + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: "Esther Crippen, that is the loveliest song in the +world!"] + + + +Philadelphia +The John C. Winston Co. +Publishers + +Copyright 1914, by +The John C. Winston Company + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I. "DO YOU REMEMBER ME?" + II. BETTY'S KNIGHT + III. HER PENSION + IV. TEMPTATION + V. THE WAY OF THE WILFUL + VI. ESTHER'S ROOM + VII. THE THREAT + VIII. PREPARATIONS FOB THE HOLIDAYS + IX. THE CASTLE OF LIFE + X. THE RECOGNITION + XI. SUNRISE CABIN AGAIN + XII. "LIFE'S LITTLE IRONIES" + XIII. THE INVALIDS + XIV. "WHICH COMES LIKE A BENEDICTION" + XV. SECRETS + XVI. THE LAW OF THE FIRE + XVII. A FIGURE IN THE NIGHT + XVIII. UNCERTAINTY + XIX. AN UNSPOKEN POSSIBILITY + XX. THE BEGINNING OF LIGHT + XXI. BETTY FINDS OUT + XXII. SUNRISE CABIN + XXIII. FAREWELLS + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"ESTHER CRIPPEN, THAT IS THE LOVELIEST SONG + IN THE WORLD!" . . . . . . _Frontispiece_ + +"THERE ISN'T ANYTHING MUCH TO TELL" + +THE PROFESSOR HAD TO WIPE HIS GLASSES + +"I WON'T INTERFERE WITH YOUR DESTINATION" + + + + +The Camp Fire Girls in the Outside World + + +CHAPTER I + +"DO YOU REMEMBER ME?" + +Walking slowly down a broad stairway, a girl carried three old silver +candlesticks in her hands. And although the hallway was in +semi-darkness, the candles had not yet been lighted. It was a cold +November afternoon and the great house was chill and silent. + +Entering the drawing room, she placed the candles upon the mantelpiece. +Her breath was like a small gray cloud before her; and her dress, too, +was the color of the mist and soft and clinging. + +"Work, health and love," she murmured quietly, striking a match and +watching the candles flicker and flare until finally they burned with a +steady glow. "If one has these three things in life as I have, what +else is worth worrying over?" Then the sigh that came in answer to her +own question almost extinguished the candle flames. + +"There are bills and boarders of course--too many of the first and at +present none of the second," she added with a kind of whimsical smile. +"But, oh dear, what a trying Thanksgiving day this has been, when even +the Camp Fire ideals won't comfort me! Dick 'way off in Germany, Polly +and Esther studying in New York and me face to face with my failure to +save the old house. It is not worth while pretending; the house must +be sold and mother and I shall have to find some other place to live. +In the morning I will go and tell Judge Maynard that I give up." + +Sadly Betty Ashton glanced about the familiar room. The portraits of +her New England ancestors appeared to gaze coldly and reproachfully +down upon her. They had not been of the stuff of which failures are +made. Her grand piano was closed and dusty, the window blinds were +partly pulled down, and although a fire was laid in the grate, it was +not burning. Dust, cold and an unaccustomed atmosphere of neglect +enveloped everything. + +With a lifting of her head and a tightening of her lips that gave her +face a new expression, the girl suddenly pulled open a table drawer and +began fiercely to polish the top of the piano while she talked. + +"There is no reason why I should allow this place to look so dismal +just because things have gone wrong with my efforts to keep boarders +and continue my work at school. As no one is coming to see me I can't +afford a fire, but I'll open the piano and place Esther's song, 'The +Soul's Desire,' on the music rack, just as though she were at home to +sing it for me. Dick's dull old books shall lie here on the table +where he used to leave them, near this red rose that John Everett +brought me this morning. Somehow the rose makes me think of Polly. It +is so radiant. How curious that certain persons suggest certain +colors! Now Polly is often pale as a ghost, and yet red always makes +me recall her." + +A few moments afterwards and Betty moved toward the front window and +stood there staring out into the street, too deep in thought to be +actually conscious of what she was doing. + +She had changed in the past six months of struggle with poverty and +work beyond her strength. There were shadows under her gray eyes and +worried lines about the corners of her mouth. Instead of being slim as +formerly, she was undeniably so thin that even the folds of her +delicate crepe dress could not wholly disguise it. + +It was not that Mrs. Ashton and Betty had spent this lonely day in +their old home, because their former friends had neglected them. +Indeed, they had had invitations to Thanksgiving dinners from half a +dozen sources. But Mrs. Ashton had not been well in several months and +was today too ill for her daughter to leave her. The two women were +now entirely alone in the house. One by one their boarders had +deserted them, and the previous week they had even felt compelled to +give up the old cook, who had been in the service of the Ashton family +for twenty years. + +At first Betty saw nothing to attract her attention in the street +outside--not a single passer-by. It was odd how quiet and cold the +world seemed with her mother asleep in one of the far-away rooms +upstairs and other persons evidently too much interested in indoor +amusements to care for wandering through the dull town. + +In another instant, however, the girl's attention was caught by the +appearance of a figure which seemed to spring up suddenly out of +nowhere and to stand gazing intently toward the Ashton house. It was +almost dark, and yet Betty could distinguish a young man, roughly +dressed, wearing no overcoat, with his coat collar turned up and a cap +pulled down over his eyes. Without being frightened, she was curious +and interested. Why should the man behave so queerly? He now walked +past the house and then turned and came back, not once but several +times. Evidently he had not observed the girl at the window. At last +however he gave up, and Betty believed that she saw him disappear +behind the closed cottage of the O'Neills. No longer entertained, she +prepared to leave the drawing room. It was too chilly to remain there +any longer. Moreover, studying the familiar objects she had loved so +long only made the thought of their surrender more painful. Betty once +more faced her three candles. + + "Be strong as the fagots are sturdy; + Be pure in your deepest desire; + Be true to the truth that is in you;" + + +"And--follow the law of the fire," she repeated with a catch in her +breath. Then with greater strength and resolution in her face she blew +out two of the candles, and picking up the third, started on her way +upstairs. + +The next moment there came a quick, muffled ring at the front door bell. + +The girl hesitated; yet there was no one else in the house to answer +the bell, and only a friend, she thought, could come at this hour. +Shading her light from the wind with one hand she pulled open the door +with the other, already smiling with pleasure at the idea of thus +ending her loneliness. + +Close against the door she discovered the young man whom she had seen +only a few moments before in the street. + +He did not speak nor move immediately. + +"What do you wish?" Betty demanded a trifle impatiently. The fellow +had both fists rammed deep into his pockets and had not the courtesy to +remove his hat. With a slight sense of uneasiness, Betty thought of +closing the door. The unexpected visitor kept edging closer toward her +and was apparently fumbling for something in his coat. + +"Please tell me what it is you want at once," the girl repeated almost +angrily. "This is Mrs. Ashton's house if you are looking for it. My +mother and I are entirely alone." Having made this speech Betty +instantly recognized its stupidity and regretted it. + +However the young man had at last succeeded in removing a small oblong +package from his pocket, which he silently thrust toward her. On the +wrapper in big letters, such as a child might have written, the girl +was able to decipher her own name. But while she was puzzling over it, +and before she could thank the messenger, he had hurried off. + +Betty set her candle down on the lowest of the front steps and kneeling +before it rapidly undid her parcel. Inside the paper she discovered a +crudely hand-carved wooden box, and opening the lid, a blank sheet of +folded white paper. + +She shook the paper. Had some one sent her a Thanksgiving present or +was she being made the victim of a joke? But from between the blank +sheets something slowly fluttered to her feet. And picking it up with +a little cry of surprise Betty saw a crisp new ten dollar bill. + +Immediately her cheeks turned scarlet and her eyes filled with +indignant tears. Only by an effort of will could the tears be kept +from falling. Did any one of her friends consider her so +poverty-stricken that it was necessary to send her money in this +anonymous fashion? + +Scarcely waiting to think, Betty rushed out of the house and down the +old paved brick walk out into the street. For there might be a bare +chance that the messenger was not yet out of sight. Sure enough, there +he was still loitering on the corner about half a block away. +Bareheaded, and in her thin dress, with the money in her hand, the girl +ran forward. And actually as she reached the young man, she caught him +fast by the sleeve. + +"Please, you must tell me who sent me this money or else take it back +at once and say that though I am very much obliged I cannot receive a +gift delivered in this secret fashion." + +The two young people were standing near an electric light so that they +could now see each other plainly. Betty observed a tall, overgrown boy +with thin, straight features and clear hazel eyes, and now that his hat +was removed, a mass of curly dark hair, which had been vainly smoothed +down. + +"I can't take the money back, since it belongs to you," the young man +answered awkwardly. + +Inside her Betty heard a small voice whispering: "If it only really +did!" For the ten dollars would buy Christmas presents for her mother, +for Polly and Esther and others of her friends. Nevertheless she shook +her head. + +"The money cannot be mine and so you must return it." Then finding +that her insistence was failing to have any effect, she dropped the +money on the ground at the young fellow's feet and walked away. + +"But, Miss Ashton," the stranger's voice argued, "please believe me +when I say that this money is yours. Oh, of course I don't mean this +special ten dollar bill; for yours was spent nearly a year ago. But at +least the money represents the same amount." + +Betty paused and again faced the speaker. There was sincerity in his +tone--a determined appeal. But what on earth could he be talking +about? He looked perfectly rational, although his statement was so +extraordinary. + +"You don't recognize me and I am truly glad," the young man went on. +"But can't you recall once having befriended a fellow when instead you +ought to have sent him to jail? He did not deserve your kindness then. +He was actually trying to steal from you the money which you afterwards +gave him of your own free will. But he has tried since to be honest." + +He ceased abruptly. For Betty's eyes were shining and she was +thrusting her little cold hand into his big one. + +"You're not!" she exclaimed. + +"Yes I am," the boy returned. + +"Anthony Graham, Nan's brother?" Betty laughed happily. "Then please +give me back the money I refused. I did not understand that you were +returning the loan. Of course I understand how you feel about it. And +do come back and into the house with me. I so want you to tell me all +about yourself. I hope you have had splendid luck." + +The young man's shabby appearance did not suggest sudden riches. +Nevertheless he smiled. + +For more than ever did Betty Ashton appear to him like the Princess of +his dreams. Only once before had he met her face to face. And yet the +vision had never left him. He could still see the picture of a girl +moving toward him, her face filled with shame--for him--and her eyes +downcast; and thrusting into his clenched fist, which had so lately +been raised to injure her, the money which had given him the desired +opportunity for getting away from his old associations and beginning +again. + +Enter her home and tell her of his struggle! Anthony felt far more +like kneeling in the dust at her feet. Yet being a boy he could only +blush and stammer without words to voice his gratitude. + +Betty was beginning to shiver. "Please come, I am so lonely," she +urged. "I have had the horridest kind of a Thanksgiving day. Only a +little while ago I was having a hard time trying to remember the things +that I have to be thankful for." + + + + +CHAPTER II + +BETTY'S KNIGHT + +The drawing room fire was soon +crackling. "It is so nice to feel +I have the privilege of lighting it; +I have been dying to for the past hour, +but didn't think I could afford it without +company," Betty confided, blowing at the +flames. "Do please get some chairs and +let us draw up quite close. It is so much +pleasanter to talk that way." + +Yet Anthony Graham only stared without +moving. To think of a Princess speaking +of not being able to afford so inexpensive a +luxury as a fire. Suddenly the young man +longed to be able immediately to chop +down an entire forest of trees and lay it as +a thank offering before her. Of course his +sister Nan had written him of Mr. Ashton's +death and of the change in the family +fortunes, but to associate real poverty with +his conception of Betty was impossible. +Glancing uneasily about the great room it +was good to see how beautiful it still +looked, how perfect a setting for its young +mistress. So at least they were able to keep +their handsome home. + +To the young man Betty Ashton now +appeared more beautiful than his former +impression of her. For on the day of their +original meeting she had worn a fur coat +and a cap covering her hair and a portion +of her face. But now the three Camp +Fire candles were once more burning, +forming a kind of shining background for the +girl's figure. Her hair was a deep red +brown, with bronze tones, the colors in the +autumn woods. There was no longer any +sign of pallor or weariness in her cheeks, +for pleasure and excitement had +reawakened the old Betty. + +"Do sit down," she urged again. "I +want to hear all about you." + +Then, coming to his senses, Anthony +managed to drag two comfortable chairs +before the blaze. + +"There isn't anything much to tell," +he began shyly. "Only after you gave me +that money I just started walking farther +and farther away from Woodford. Why, +it seemed to me that I didn't ever want to +stop, for that would give me a chance to +realize what I had done. And I didn't +stop, either, until I was too dead tired to +go on. But by that time I had come to +another town and it must have been pretty +late, because the main street was empty. +I was passing along close to the wall of a +building when I saw that an office door had +been left open. It was pretty cold, so I +peeped in. The room was dark and there +was nobody about, so creeping inside I +lay down on the floor and went to sleep." The +boy stopped, but his listener was leaning +forward with her hands clasped and her +lips parted with eagerness. + +[Illustration: "There isn't anything much to tell"] + +"Do go on and tell me every detail. It +sounds just like a story," she entreated. + +"When I woke up it was daylight and +I found that I had landed in a dusty, +untidy place, littered with old books and +papers," he continued. "A small stove in +the corner was choked up with ashes. I +can't tell exactly why, but the first thing +I did that morning was to scrape out those +ashes, and then I found some sticks and +coals and built a fresh fire." Anthony +flashed a glance at Betty out of his shy, +almost frightened blue eyes. "I guess I +was feeling kind of well disposed toward +fires just then, camp fires anyhow. Then +I was thinking that I would like to pay for +my night's lodging in some way. I fell to +brushing out the room, so that when the +young man came down later he would find +his office cleaned up. Seemed like all of a +sudden, after what had happened between +you and me, that I wanted to work and +pay my own way. I had never before been +anything but a loafer." + +"But you couldn't have known that the +office belonged to a young man unless you +waited there until after he came in!" +Betty exclaimed. + +Anthony laughed. "Oh, yes, I waited +all right and I have been in that same +office more or less ever since, until I came +home to Woodford the day before yesterday. +Of course I meant to clear out as +soon as I had finished, but while I was +working I heard a quiet chuckle behind me, +and swinging around, there stood Mr. Andrews!" + +"But who was or is this Mr. Andrews?" +Betty asked impatiently, too interested to +be particularly polite. + +"My next best friend, after you," the +young fellow answered. "Why, I think I +can remember even now his very first +words to me: 'Hello,' he said, 'why are +you doing me such a good turn?' 'Because +you have just done me one. I slept all +night in your office,' I answered. He +didn't seem surprised and I thought that +rather funny. But afterwards I learned +that he had been a poor boy himself and +had slept in all sorts of queer places. +He is still poor enough, goodness knows, +but he has graduated in law and set +up an office. He will succeed some +day, sure as faith. You can bet on him." + +Betty bit her lips, her eyes dancing with +amusement and curiosity. Actually her +visitor was becoming so much in earnest +over his friend that he was forgetting to +be afraid of her. + +"But what about you and your success?" +she demanded. + +The young man flushed, moving uncomfortably +in his chair, as though yearning to +get away from his questioner, and yet not +knowing exactly how. + +"Success, _my_ success? I haven't yet +used that word in connection with myself. +I have just managed to keep on working, +that's about all. Mr. Andrews let me +continue sleeping in his office after I told him +my story and cleaning it to pay for my +lodging. Then by getting up early enough +I arranged to take care of a few others for +money and to run errands now and then. +I read in between times." + +"Read? Read what?" Betty inquired +inexorably, half smiling and half frowning +at her own persistence. For somehow in +their half hour's talk together she had seen +something in Anthony Graham that made +her guess that the young man had worked +harder and dreamed better in this past +year than he was willing to acknowledge to her. + +But Anthony got up from his chair and +began deliberately backing toward the door. +He seemed suddenly to have became more +awkward and self-conscious. "I read the +law books, as there wasn't anything else to +read. And I was determined to get more +education so that in the future Nan need +not be ashamed of me. Afterwards I +went to night school and----" + +"So you have made up your mind to be +a lawyer yourself some day." Betty sighed +with satisfaction. How very like a book +his confession sounded! She wanted to +get more information from her visitor and +yet at the same time longed to rush upstairs +and commence a letter to Polly O'Neill at +once. Wouldn't Polly be interested? For +she had predicted on the day of their first +meeting that the young man would either +turn out to be absolutely no good, or else +(and here Betty blushed, recalling the +prophecy) "Remain your faithful knight to +the end of the chapter." + +"But why did you come back to Woodford +if this Mr. Andrews was befriending +you and giving you a chance?" she +inquired, fearing that her illusion might now +be shattered. + +The young man did not reply at once. + +And he scowled until Betty had an uncomfortable +recollection of the expression which +she had seen on his face the day of his +attack upon Polly and her. + +Then after moving a few steps nearer the +fire so that he and the girl were once more +facing each other, Betty could see that +his scowl had been due to embarrassment +and not anger. + +"You are awfully good to be willing to +listen to so long a tale of a ne'er-do-well," +he returned. "I came back to +Woodford because I was determined to +make good in my own town. A fellow that +can't trust himself in the face of +temptations isn't worth being trusted. I'm going +back to Mr. Andrews later, perhaps, but +this winter I am to stick right here in +Woodford and live down my bad name if +I can. Judge Maynard says he will give +me the same kind of a chance that +Mr. Andrews did, if I am worth it. And I +shall be able to see Nan and the others now +and then. It didn't seem fair for me to be +leaving all the family troubles to a girl." + +Involuntarily Betty clapped her hands. +She had not intended to express her +emotion openly, but so pleased was she with +Anthony's reply that she couldn't help it. +The next moment she felt a little ashamed +of her enthusiasm. + +"Oh, Nan is equal to almost anything; +we consider her the greatest success in our +Camp Fire club," Betty protested. "Nan +is studying domestic science at the High +School and intends teaching it some day, +so she will make you awfully comfortable +at home." + +The young man put out his hand. +"Good-bye," he said. "I never dreamed +I would be brave enough to ask you to +shake hands with me for a good many +years yet. But since you have been kind +enough----" + +"To ask you ten thousand questions," +Betty laughed, rising and putting out +both hands with a friendly gesture, and +then moving toward the door with her +caller. + +"I am not going to be able to live at +home, however," Anthony concluded. "It +is too far to our little place to get into +town early enough for my work and to +be here in the evenings for the night school. +I've got to find a room somewhere. I +oughtn't to kick because nobody seems +crazy to let me stay in their house. I +did leave a pretty poor reputation behind +me around here and I've got to _show_ +people first that I mean to behave differently. +I guess I'll strike better luck later." + +Although Betty was extremely +sympathetic, she did not answer at once. +For a sudden surprising understanding had +come to her. How difficult it must be for +any one to have to go about telling his +acquaintances of his reformation before +having the chance to prove it. Then an +almost appealing expression crept into her +face, making her cheeks flush hotly and +her lashes droop. Her old friends would +have recognized the look. For it was the +one that she most often wore when she +desired to do another person a kindness +and feared she might not be allowed. + +"Couldn't you, won't you come here +and have a room with us?" she asked +unexpectedly. "We have such heaps of +rooms in this old house and now mother +and I are here alone, we really would like +to have you for protection. And if you +don't like to accept with just my +invitation, will you come in again tomorrow +or next day? I am sure mother will wish +to ask you too." + +Anthony Graham had had rather a rough +time always. He had a peculiar disposition, +and all his life probably liked only a +few people very deeply. His wasted +youth--nearly twenty years of idling rather than +study or work--and his mixed parentage--the +Italian peasant mother and his New +England father--would make his struggle +in the world a long and an uphill one even +if he should finally succeed. Among the +first things he meant to learn was not to +show his emotions too easily, to hide his +feelings whenever he could, so that he +might learn to take without apparent +flinching the hard knocks that life was +sure to send. He had been preparing +himself for the unkindnesses. Now at +Betty's words he felt a lump forming in +his throat and had a terrified moment of +believing that he was about to cry like a +girl. For could it be possible that any +human being could so forgive one's sins +as almost to forget them? Yet here was +Betty Ashton asking him to stay in her +home to protect her mother and herself +when his only other meeting had been his +effort to rob her. + +Anthony set his teeth. "I can't live in +so grand a house as this. I couldn't afford +it," he replied huskily. + +It was on the tip of Betty's tongue to +protest that she had never dreamed of +Anthony's paying anything. For Betty +Ashton, whatever the degree of her poverty, +could never fail in generosity, since +generosity is a matter not of the pocketbook +but of the spirit. However, all of a sudden +she appreciated that the young man had +quite as much right to his self-respect as +she had to hers. + +"Even the little will be a help to mother +and me," she returned more humbly than +any one else had ever before heard her speak. + +"But perhaps I could be useful. Maybe +you haven't so many servants as you once +had----" + +Anthony stopped, for Betty's expression +had changed so completely. Of course +she had already repented of her offer. + +"We have no servants and you could +help a great deal," she answered. And +then without any pretense of concealing +them, she let two tears slide down her +face. "It is only that I had forgotten +for the moment that we are not going to +be able to stay in our house much longer. +We can't afford to keep it for ourselves +and I haven't been a success with having +boarders. Still it may be some time before +we can rent or sell it, and if you will stay +here until then----" + +Betty winced, for her visitor had this +time clasped her hand until the pressure +of its hard surface hurt. + +"You know it would be the greatest +thing that ever happened for me to be +allowed to stay here a week," he added. + +And Betty laughed. "Then stay." + +As she opened the front door another +visitor stood waiting on the outside. He +was almost as unexpected as Anthony +Graham. For it was Herr Crippen, the +German music professor and Esther's father. + +"What on earth could he want?" Betty +thought irritably. She was beginning to +feel anxious to get upstairs to her mother +again. For in spite of the fact that she +now believed that she had a real affection +for Esther, she had never been able to +recover from her first prejudice for this +shabby, hesitating man. Then his manner +toward her was always so apologetic. Why +on earth should it be? She was always +perfectly polite to him. What a queer +combination of Thanksgiving visitors she +was having! + +"Gnädiges Fräulein," he began. And +Betty ushered him into the drawing room. +For perhaps he was bringing her news of Esther. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +HER PENSION + +"Good luck never rains but it pours, as well as bad luck, mother," +Betty Ashton said one morning nearly a week later. She had just put +down a big tray of breakfast on a small table before Mrs. Ashton and +now seated herself on the opposite side. + +Mrs. Ashton sighed. "If your good luck storm has any reference to us, +Betty dear, I am sure I don't get your point of view. For if anything +but misfortune has followed our footsteps since your father's death I +am sure I should like to hear what it is." And Mrs. Ashton shivered, +drawing her light woolen shawl closer about her shoulders. + +There are some persons in this world whom troubles brace. After the +first shock of a sorrow or calamity has passed they stand reinforced +with new strength and new courage. These are the world's successful +people. For after a while, ill luck, finding that it can never down a +really valiant spirit, grows weary and leaves it alone. Then the good +things have their turn--health, better and more admiring friends, fame, +money, love. Whatever the struggle has been made for, if it has been +sufficiently brave and persistent, the reward is sure. But there are +other men and women, or girls and boys, for age makes no difference, +who go down like wilted flowers in the teeth of the first storm. And +on them life is apt to trample, misfortunes to pile up. + +Mrs. Ashton was one of these women. She had made things doubly hard +for Betty and Dick. Indeed, except for his sister, Richard Ashton +would never have had the strength of purpose to sail for Germany to +complete his medical studies. He would simply have surrendered and +commenced his practice of medicine in Woodford without being properly +equipped for perhaps the greatest of all the professions--the struggle +to conquer disease. Yet somehow Betty had had a clearer vision than +can be expected of most girls of her age. In a vague way she had +understood that it is oftentimes wiser to make a present sacrifice for +some greater future gain. So she had persuaded Dick to use the little +money that he had for his work, assuring him that she and her mother +could get on perfectly well together at home. And with half a dozen +summer boarders at the time of his leaving, it did look to Dick as +though her confidence was not misplaced. + +Now in answer to her mother's speech Betty said nothing at first. So +that several tears sliding down Mrs. Ashton's cheeks watered her hot +buttered toast. + +"I am sure I never expected to live to see this day, my dear, when you +would have to cook your own breakfast and mine before you could leave +for school," she murmured. "Why, I never thought that you would have +to turn over your hand even to look after yourself. Until you +developed that Camp Fire enthusiasm you had not been taught a single +useful thing. After all, perhaps it might have been better for you if +I had never been your mother, if----" + +Betty laughed teasingly. "My dear Mrs. Ashton, you talk as if you +could have avoided that affliction! You could not very well have +helped being my mother, could you? You did not deliberately choose me +out from a lot of girls. Because if you did, I should have very little +respect for your good judgment. Think, if you might have selected +either Polly or Esther! Why, then you would be sure to be rich again +some day. For one of them would act so marvelously that she would be +able to cast laurels at your feet, while the other would sing you back +to fortune. But as it is, you will just have to put up with poor me +until Dick gets his chance. Now do eat your breakfast while I relate +the details of our good luck storm. In the first place, we are not +going to have to give up our beloved house. At least not yet, and +perhaps never if our German-American Pension plan turns out +satisfactorily." + +Betty drank a swallow of coffee, hardly appreciating what she was +doing, so deep was her absorption in their affairs. + +"Honestly, mother, I should never have dreamed of being so interested +in this plan of Rose's and Miss McMurtry's for us, if it had not been +for Dick's letters. But if German ladies can keep successful pensions, +why not Americans? Remember what a funny lot of people Dick has +described--the fat widow with the two musical daughters. I hope one of +them won't set her cap for Dick, he loves music so dearly. Then you +know the young boy student who was nearly starving when Dick rescued +him, and the old Baron who wears a wig, and the half dozen others? But +no matter how queer and funny they may be, they can be no more so than +our pensioners. There is Miss McMurtry herself and Anthony Graham, and +Dr. Barton moving into town to have an office in our old library. I +wonder sometimes if he and Rose are still friends. They had a +disagreement once out at the cabin and she just speaks to him since." + +Then Betty Ashton hesitated and devoted herself to finishing her +breakfast. + +"I am sure I don't understand why you fail to mention Herr Crippen, +child, who is to have a room here with us and teach his pupils in our +big drawing room. I am glad he has been so successful with his music +pupils that he is able to give Esther the advantage of studying in New +York. I wish you did not have such a ridiculous prejudice against him. +Indeed, my dear, I have a very strong reason for insisting that you be +kind to him. He is Esther's father and----" + +Mrs. Ashton spoke more firmly than was usual with her. + +But Betty shrugged her shoulders imperceptibly. "Oh, of course I am +glad enough to have the Professor here and I have never said I did not +like him. But I am specially happy that Edith Norton's family has +moved away so she is to have a room with us. I am kind of lonely +without Polly and Esther, and somehow Edith,"----Betty broke off +abruptly. Not even to her mother did she feel like mentioning the fact +that Edith did not seem to be turning out quite so well as the other +Sunrise Camp Fire girls. + +With a hurried movement she next picked up the breakfast tray, +exclaiming: + +"Thank heavens we are not going to have to give our lodgers anything +but their rooms and that Martha is coming back to do our cooking and +the cleaning. Good old soul to offer to do it without pay. She said +that she could not bear living anywhere except with us and that she had +enough of father's money stored away in bank not to need any more. But +we could not have had her work without pay." Betty kissed her mother +lightly on the forehead. "If any one else turns up today and wishes a +room, just refer them to me. I'm afraid I won't leave us a bed to +sleep in. I am getting so anxious to surprise Dick by really earning a +lot of money." + +"Well, don't rent the back room that Esther used to have, Betty. You +may move into it yourself some day if you like, but I would rather not +have a stranger occupy it. I----" + +"What on earth is queer about that room?" Betty interrupted. "I have +not time to listen now, but you _must_ tell me. You talk as though it +were a kind of Bluebeard's Chamber of Horrors. Yet I don't suppose you +would put me in it if I were likely to have my head cut off in +consequence. Good-bye, dear." And Betty fled out into the hall, +realizing that it must be almost school time. + +The door of Esther's old room happened by accident to be standing open, +and still holding on to her tray, Betty paused before it for a few +moments. She was not thinking of a possible mystery or secret in +connection with the room, only wondering if Esther and Polly were to be +at home for the Christmas holidays. They both wanted to come, she +thought. But Esther was not sure of being able to afford it and Polly +was uncertain of whether she wished to stay in her stepfather's house +at a time when her stepbrother, Frank Wharton, whom she disliked so +much, should also be at home for his holidays. The girl's face was a +little wistful. She so longed to see both her friends. Without them +and without Dick, this first Christmas under such changed conditions at +home might be rather trying. + +"Oh!" Betty exclaimed a trifle indignantly, with her arm shaking so +that the dishes in her hands rattled dangerously. "What in the world +are you doing in the house at this hour, Anthony Graham? You +frightened me nearly to death, turning up at my elbow in such an +unexpected fashion. I thought you had been gone hours!" + +Anthony put down his coal scuttle and took hold of Betty's tray. "I +have been away, but I came back for a moment because your mother wished +me to do something for her as soon as I had the spare time." His tone +was so surly that Betty smiled. Anthony had been brought up with such +a different class of people that he was unable to understand sarcasm or +pretense of any kind. Whatever one said he accepted in exactly the +words in which it was spoken. And Betty and her friends had always +been accustomed to joking with one another, to saying one thing, often +meaning another. Anthony should have had the sense to realize that she +was not really cross, that her indignation was partly assumed. +Therefore she did not intend taking the trouble to set him right in the +present instance. + +"I'll carry the dishes down myself. I have plenty of time," she +protested coldly. + +But Anthony only held the more firmly to the tray, with his face +crimsoning. + +The truth was that he had been appreciating in the past few days a +truth of which the girl herself was as yet unconscious. Betty's manner +toward him had noticeably changed. In the excitement of their +Thanksgiving day meeting and his romantic return of the money which she +had completely forgotten, she had shown far more interest and +friendliness than she now did. On that occasion Betty had overlooked +the young fellow's roughness, his lack of education and family +advantages. Really Anthony had never been taught even the common +civilities of life and had to trust to a kind of instinct, even in +knowing when to take off his hat, when to shake hands, how to enter or +leave a room. And he understood keenly enough his own limitations. +Yet the change in Betty's attitude had hurt him, even though he +acknowledged to himself his failure to deserve even her original +kindness. She was still kind enough of course in the things which she +thought counted. She was cordial about his having his room in the +house with her mother and herself and most careful of thanking him for +any assistance which he rendered them. Yet the difference was there. +For neither in heart nor mind had Betty yet grown big enough to feel +real comradeship with a boy so beneath her in social position and +opportunities. + +Nevertheless she did not mean to be ungracious and something in the +carriage of the young man's head as he moved off down the hall +suggested that he was either hurt or angry, although exactly why Betty +could not understand. + +"Don't go for a second, Anthony," she called after him. "I wanted to +tell you that you are living in a house with a haunted chamber. At +least I don't know whether this room is exactly haunted, but there is +something queer about it that my mother and brother have never confided +to me. Perhaps I shall move in and find out for myself what it is. I +will if there is a chance of my friends, Esther Crippen and Polly +O'Neill, coming home for the holidays. For it is so big that we could +stay in it together. And perhaps Mrs. O'Neill will let Polly come here +and visit me for a little while. Both the girls are doing wonderful +things in New York City. And I am afraid if they don't come home +pretty soon they will both have outgrown me. It is so horrid to be a +perfectly ordinary person." + +As Betty moved off, the expression on her companion's face did not +suggest that he thought of her as entirely ordinary. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +TEMPTATION + +"You are perfectly absurd and I haven't the faintest intention of +confiding in any one of you." And Polly O'Neill, with her cheeks +flaming, rushed away from a group of girls and into her own bedroom, +closing the door and locking it behind her. + +This winter at boarding school in New York City had not been in the +least what she had anticipated. Perhaps the character of the school +she and her mother had chosen had been unfortunate. Yet they had +selected it with the greatest care and it was expensive beyond Polly's +wildest dreams. For, apart from her own small inheritance, her +stepfather, Mr. Wharton, had insisted on being allowed to contribute to +her support, and not to appear too ungracious both to her mother and to +him, his offer had been accepted. Yet Polly did not consider herself +any greater success in thus masquerading as a rich girl than she had +been as a poor one. Was she never to be satisfied? Her school +companions were all wealthy and few of them had any ideas beyond +clothes and society. To them Polly had seemed a kind of curiosity. +She was so impetuous, so brilliant, so full of a thousand moods. Betty +Ashton had once said that to know Polly O'Neill was a liberal +education, and yet in order to know her one ought to have had a liberal +education beforehand. + +Today during the recreation hour at "Miss Elkins' Finishing School," +which was Polly's present abode, there had been a sudden discussion of +plans for the future. And Polly, partly because she was in a +contradictory mood and partly because she really wished it to be known, +had boldly announced herself as poor as a church mouse with no chance +of not starving to death in the future unless she could learn to make +her own living. + +And this had started the onslaught of questions from which she had just +torn herself away. + +For Polly had absolutely determined not to confide in any one of her +new companions her ambition to go upon the stage. They would not +understand and would only be stupid and inquisitive. Why, had they not +worried her nearly to death simply because of her acquaintance with +Miss Margaret Adams? For one day the great actress had driven up to +the school and taken Polly for a drive. And ever afterwards the other +girls were determined to find out how and when she had met her and what +she was like in every smallest particular, until Polly was nearly +frantic. + +Now in her own room, which was a small one, but belonged to her alone, +the girl dashed cold water on her face until she began to feel her +temper cooling down. Then with a book in her lap she planted herself +in a low chair. The book was a collection of Camp Fire songs which +Sylvia Wharton had given her. And although Polly could not sing, the +poetry and inspiration of them was so lovely that she felt they might +be a consoling influence. + +Nevertheless Polly did not commence reading at once. Instead, her thin +shoulders drooped forward pathetically, and putting one elbow on her +knee she rested her pointed chin in her hand. + +For she was unhappy without any real reason in the world. Polly +O'Neill was one of the sensitive and emotional persons who must always +be more or less miserable in the wrong environment. She did not like +being at boarding school and yet she did not wish to return to Woodford +to live in her stepfather's house in circumstances so different from +those of her old life. Besides, had not Miss Adams advised that she +spend several years away from Woodford in order to see more of the +outside world and its myriad types of men and women? She could not ask +to be allowed to come back home now, after the fight she had made to +leave. Moreover, she was learning many things that might be useful to +her as an actress. Miss Adams herself had said so. There was no fault +with the opportunities for study at Miss Elkins', only with the +interest of the girls. She herself was working hard at French and +German and physical culture and was having some special private +teaching in elocution by a master recommended by Miss Adams. + +No, Polly did not intend to give up. Only she was trying to decide +whether or not to return to Woodford for the Christmas holidays. She +was longing to see her mother and Mollie and Betty Ashton. Yet Frank +Wharton would be at home and she and Frank had quarreled all the time +that they had been in the house together during the past summer. And +her mother and Mollie were so wrapped up in one another and in the +splendid new home and in Mr. Wharton! Polly felt herself almost an +outsider when she thought of the days when they had lived in their own +little cottage just opposite the Princess. + +Then, at the thought of Betty Ashton, the slightly hard look in Polly's +Irish blue eyes faded. Of the Princess' understanding and affection +she could always feel sure. And what a brave fight she was making! +Every letter from her mother or Mollie or from any one of their old +Camp Fire circle had something admiring to say of her. And yet she and +Mollie had always thought of their Princess as only a spoiled darling, +beautiful and meant only for cherishing. Ah well, the Princess was +really an aristocrat in the old meaning of the word. She had never +been in the least like these New York girls, caring for money for its +own sake and feeling superior to other people just because of her +money. Betty had birth and beauty and brains. + +Suddenly Polly dashed the tears from her eyes and with a smile jumped +to her feet, dropping her Camp Fire book. There was no use sitting +there and thinking of all the virtues that her Princess possessed that +began with "b." This was Friday afternoon and she was free to do what +she liked. Esther was living in a boarding house not far away, and she +had not seen her in two weeks. And in all the world there was nothing +Esther liked to talk about so much as Betty. Besides, if Esther were +going home for the holidays, why, Polly felt that she would rather like +to have some one persuade her into making her own decision. + +Is it good or evil fortune that makes one so readily influenced by +outside conditions? The December afternoon was cold and brilliant; and +in few places is the climate of early winter so stimulating as in New +York City. Esther was not at home, and for a few minutes her visitor +felt disappointed. But the streets were so beautiful and alluring and +there were so many people out! It was true that Polly had received +permission only to call upon her friend, but what wrong could there be +in her taking a walk? She had only to keep straight along Broadway and +there could be no possible chance of getting lost. Polly was not in +the least timid or unable to take care of herself. She was a girl from +a small town, and yet no one could have imagined that she had not been +a New Yorker all her life, except for her quick and eager interest in +the sights about her. + +No one noticed or molested Polly in the least. It was only that in her +usual unthinking fashion she flung herself into the way of temptation. +Farther down Broadway than she had ever been before, Polly stopped for +a moment to look more closely at a group of girls. Most of them were +several years older than herself. They were standing close together +near a closed door, and yet only occasionally did one of them make a +remark to the other; for apparently they were strangers to one another. + +At first the girls themselves attracted Polly's attention because the +larger number appeared so nervous and anxious. More than half of them +had their faces rouged and powdered and were fashionably dressed, yet +even when they smiled their expressions were uneasy. + +They interested the country girl immensely. In order not to seem rude +or inquisitive she pretended to wish to gaze into a shop window near +them. Then, as they continued waiting and showed no sign of what they +were waiting for, Polly O'Neill's curiosity overcame her good manners. +Another girl had separated herself from the group and was standing +within two feet of Polly, also pretending to stare into the same window. + +Polly edged closer to her. The young woman must have been nearly +twenty-five. She had been pretty once, yet already her face was +haggard and she had circles under her big brown eyes. Unexpectedly +Polly smiled at her, and there was always something almost irresistible +in Polly's smile. + +"Could you, would you mind telling me why so many girls are standing +here in this one particular spot?" she inquired. "It is a cold day +when one is still. And yet I have been here almost ten minutes and no +one has even started to move away." + +"We are waiting to try to get jobs," the older girl answered +listlessly. "And we have come sooner than we were told because each +one of us hoped to get ahead of the other." + +"Jobs?" Polly repeated stupidly. "What kind of work is it that you are +looking for?" + +"Oh, theatrical jobs," the young woman explained. "It's coming on to +be Christmas time and the managers are putting on extras for the +holidays." + +She turned away from her questioner, believing that she had heard a +faint noise at the door near which they were lingering. A quick tug at +her coat attracted her attention again. + +"Can any one apply for a position who wants it?" Polly queried. Her +eyes were shining, her cheeks were crimson and her breath coming in +kind of broken gasps as though she were frightened. + +But the magic door had opened at last and the older woman had no time +to waste. "Oh, yes, any one can apply," she returned with a kind of +hardness. And then she failed to observe that the girl she had been +talking with was following close behind her. + +Polly herself hardly realized what she was doing. Once more she had +yielded to that old wretched habit of hers, of acting first and then +thinking afterwards. Like a flash of lightning it had but this instant +occurred to her that more than anything she would like to see inside a +theatrical manager's office. It would be like placing the tips of +one's toes on the promised land. Of course, Polly knew perfectly well +that she was being reckless, only she would not allow herself time to +consider this point of view. She would simply slip in with these other +girls and pretend that she would like a position should she be forced +into it. As she had had no experience, there could be no possibility +of her getting an engagement. Ten minutes afterwards she would slip +out again and return to school. + +With a dozen or more other girls, Polly was the next moment ushered +into a room that was quite dark and had only a few chairs in it. There +they were told to wait until the manager could be free to speak to +them. So Polly crowded herself into the farthest, darkest corner and +immediately her heart began to thump and her knees to shake, while she +wished herself a thousand miles away. + +What would her mother say to this latest of her escapades; and Mollie +and Betty? What would Miss Adams, for that matter, think of her? She +was an actress herself; but of course Polly never imagined that she had +started her career in any such humble fashion. + +Coming partially to her senses, Polly started hurriedly toward the +closed door. There was no reason in the world for her remaining in +this room unless she wished it. But just as she turned the knob the +manager entered from the hall. And Polly's curiosity got the better of +her again. She would stay just half a minute longer and see what +happened. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE WAY OF THE WILFUL + +When Polly O'Neill came out into the street again, she did not know +whether she was walking on the sidewalk, in the air, or at the bottom +of the sea. But because of a certain thrilling excitement she felt +that she must have wings and because of a heavy weight inside her that +she must be in the depth of the sea. + +For Polly had just signed an engagement to act for two weeks in a +Christmas pantomime. + +It sounds incredible. And it was possibly as unwise and headstrong a +thing as a girl could well do. And yet Polly had originally no actual +intention or desire to do wrong. Simply she had yielded to a sudden +impulse, to an intense curiosity. But now things were different; for +Polly was realizing her wilfulness completely, and instead of repenting +and turning back to confess her folly, was every moment trying to plan +by what method her purpose could be accomplished. + +Not for anything in the world would her mother give her consent to her +experiment. And that in itself should have been a sufficient argument +against it. Yet Polly explained to herself that, after all, there +could not be any great harm in doing what she so much wished, provided +that she made confession afterwards. She was almost eighteen, and +thousands of girls in New York City were earning their living, who were +years younger than she. Perhaps it might even do her good to find out +what this stage life really was like--whether it was as fascinating as +she dreamed, or all tinsel as most grown people were so fond of telling +her. + +No, the question that was uppermost with Polly O'Neill was not in +connection with her decision. It was how her decision might best be +carried out. + +Fortunately she had been writing that she did not believe that she +would come home for the Christmas holidays. She did wish to see her +mother and Mollie and Betty, of course, and had almost given way to +this longing only an hour before. But now, had not fate itself +intervened, flinging her into the path of her desire? And Polly was +Irish and had always declared that she believed in the leadings of +fate, even when her mother and sister had insisted that fate and her +own wish were too often confused in her mind. + +Had she not hidden herself in the corner when the theatrical manager +entered the room, with every intention of running away as soon as she +could escape unobserved? And then had he not suddenly swooped down +upon her, selecting her from the dozens of other applicants? Polly was +not exactly sure of what had happened, except that the man had said +that she looked the part of the character he was after. The fact that +she had confessed having had no stage experience had not even deterred +him. The new play was to be chiefly for young people and the manager +particularly required youthful actors and actresses. + +The play to be produced was the dramatization of a wonderful old +Bohemian fairy story, which Polly remembered to have read years before, +called "The Castle of Life." The story is that of a little boy, +Grazioso, brought up by his grandmother, whom he loves better than all +else in the world. Then one day he sees that the grandmother is +growing old and fears that she must soon leave him. And so he sets out +to find "The Castle of Life" in order once more to bring back youth to +the old woman. The play follows his adventures on the road to the +castle, and includes his meeting with two fairies--the Fairy of the +Woods and the Fairy of the Water. Polly was to impersonate the wood +spirit. + +Her appearance did suggest the character, though naturally she could +not appreciate this fact. But there was always something a bit eerie +and fantastic about her, something not exactly of the everyday +world--her high cheekbones and thin, emotional face with its scarlet +lips and intense expression faintly foreshadowing an unusual future. + +But Polly at the present moment was not feeling in the least unusual, +only rather more self-willed and more calculating. Never could she +recall having deliberately deceived any one before in her entire life. +And yet to accomplish her present purpose there was no other way than +the way of deception. No one in Woodford must guess at her reason for +remaining in New York during the holidays, nor must Miss Elkins have +any possible cause for suspicion. Of course she could not stay on at +boarding school. That idea was utterly ridiculous. She would never be +allowed to go out for a single evening alone. Already her right to +liberty had been considerably overreached by this walk of hers down +town. And what she had done during the walk! The offender smiled +rather wickedly at the thought of the consternation and excitement that +the discovery of her act would create. Home she would go to Woodford +then to stay indefinitely! + +But Polly did not mean to be found out, She meant to have her little +taste of emancipation and then go back into routine again, until she +was old enough for a larger freedom. So for this reason, although she +should have returned to school an hour before, she continued walking +slowly, devising and rejecting a dozen plans. It was going to be +tremendously difficult to accomplish her purpose. But this she had +foreseen five minutes after she had promised to accept the theatrical +manager's offer. However she would "find a way." She remembered how +often the Princess had said that she had more talent than "Sentimental +Tommy" in this particular direction. + +She reached Miss Elkins' school and received five minutes' scolding +from that lady, in the meekest spirit, still without having any idea of +what she could possibly do to accomplish her design. + +All evening she talked so little and her attention was so concentrated +upon the lesson which she appeared to be studying, that her school +companions left her entirely alone. Polly's passion for studying had +always been regarded as an eccentricity. But now since she had +announced on that afternoon that she had her own living to make there +was possibly some excuse for her industry. Nevertheless the girls felt +more convinced than ever that she was not in the least like any of the +rest of them and, although rather fascinating and unusual, not a person +whom one would care to know intimately. + +The difference in her manner and expression that night attracted the +attention of one of the teachers--the girl's face was so tense and +white, her blue eyes showed such dark shadows beneath them. It was +owing to this teacher's advice that Polly was allowed to leave the +study hall an hour earlier than usual and go to her own room and to bed. + +She was not feeling particularly well. Her head did ache and her +conscience troubled her the least little bit, notwithstanding she had +not the faintest intention of surrender. With hot cheeks and cold +hands she lay still for a long time until the noises of the other girls +retiring had quieted down and the big house was silent. Then Polly +suddenly sat up in bed. A moment later she had crawled out on the +floor and lighted a candle by her writing desk. The electric lights +had been turned off for the night. But even in the pitch darkness +Polly would still have composed her letter. For an idea had at last +come to her. And if only she could get just one person to accede to it +her way would be plain. The one person might be difficult. Polly was +perfectly aware of this, but then she had great faith in her own powers +of persuasion. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +ESTHER'S ROOM + +Just above the small alcohol lamp the teakettle was beginning to sing. +On a table near-by were teacups and saucers, with one plate of +sandwiches covered over with a small napkin, and another of cookies. + +Several times a tall girl glanced at the clock and then walked across +the room to take the kettle off the stove, only to place it back again +the next instant. + +Then at last she seated herself by an open piano. There was very +little furniture in the room except the piano, a small cot and the +table. Yet it had an atmosphere of home and comfort, such as some +persons are able to give to a tent in a desert. And standing in a row +at the back of the same tea table were three candles in ten-cent-store +glass candlesticks, waiting to be lighted. The afternoon was a dismal +one, with occasional flurries of snow; so that when the proper time +came for the candle-lighting, the flames would not be ungrateful. + +But in order to make the waiting seem less long the girl was evidently +trying to distract her attention by practicing her music. Several +times she sang over the scales. And then, dissatisfied with her own +work, repeated them until finally her voice rose with unusual resonance +and power. Then, after another slight pause, she drifted almost +unconsciously into the words of a song: + + "Burn, fire, burn! + Flicker, flicker, flame! + Whose hand above this blaze is lifted + Shall be with magic touch engifted, + To warm the hearts of lonely mortals + Who stand without their open portals. + The torch shall draw them to the fire + Higher, higher + By desire. + Whoso shall stand by this hearthstone, + Flame-fanned, + Shall never, never stand alone; + Whose house is dark and bare and cold, + Whose house is cold, + This is his own. + Flicker, flicker, flicker, flame; + Burn, fire burn!" + + +She had not heard the door open softly nor even noticed the figure that +crept softly into the small room. + +But now a pair of gloved hands were clasped eagerly together and an +enthusiastic voice said: + +"Esther Crippen, that is the loveliest song in all the world and you +are the loveliest singer of it! How glad I am to have arrived at just +this moment! Why, your little room makes me feel that it is a _real_ +refuge from all that is dark and bare and cold. And you surely are +with the 'magic touch engifted to warm the hearts of lonely mortals' +with that beautiful voice of yours." + +And Polly O'Neill, putting one hand on each of Esther's cheeks, kissed +her with unexpected ardor. + +It made Esther flush and tremble slightly as she rose to greet her +long-desired guest. Any compliment made Esther shy and one from Polly +more than from another person. For although each girl admired the +other's talents and character, they had never understood each other +especially well. Esther always seemed to Polly far too sober and +almost too unselfish and self-effacing, while Polly to the quieter girl +had all the brilliance and unreliability of a will-o'-the-wisp. Before +coming to New York for the winter their intimacy had been due largely +to their mutual devotion to Betty; but now, both lonely and both in a +new environment, they had been greatly drawn together. Polly's +occasional visits had been one of Esther's few sources of pleasure +outside her work. + +"How charming you are looking, Polly," Esther began, taking off her +guest's dark coat and hat, and seeing her emerge in a crimson woolen +dress, which made a bright spot of color in the shabby room. Polly, +you must remember, was only pretty on occasions; but this afternoon was +certainly one of her good-looking days. The cold had made her pale +cheeks flame and given a softer glow to her eyes. + +"I am simply ravenous, Esther, and dying for your delicious tea," Polly +next remarked, following her hostess to the tea table and taking her +seat, while Esther poured out the boiling water. "It is a kind of a +homesick day and I have been wishing that we were going to have a +meeting of our old Sunrise Hill Camp Fire circle. What wouldn't you +give for a glimpse of the Princess this afternoon?" + +Esther's lips twitched as she lighted her three candles. + +"Almost anything I possess," she returned. + +"But you are going to see her pretty soon? You are going back to +Woodford for Christmas?" Polly tried to hide her own nervousness in +putting this simple question. With her eyes shining over the edge of +her cup she continued slowly drinking her tea, so that the rest of her +face could not be seen. + +But Esther was not paying her any special attention. Quietly she shook +her head. "No, Polly, I am not going home. I am so sorry, for I +wanted to dreadfully. But my music lessons are so expensive that +father does not feel he can afford to let me come. I haven't yet had +the courage to write and break the news to the Princess. She is fond +of me, don't you think so, Polly? She will be sorry that I can't be +with her for the holidays? Of course I know she does not care for me +as she does for you. I shall never expect that. But it does mean so +much to me to feel sure of her affection." + +Polly frowned in a slightly puzzled fashion. Esther's adoration even +of her beloved Betty seemed a little unnatural. Why should one girl +care so much about the attitude of another one? She loved Betty +herself, of course, and Betty loved her. Yet she doubted very much if +either one worried over the emotions of the other. + +"Oh, yes, Esther," Polly returned a trifle impatiently. "Of course +Betty is devoted to you. Why shouldn't she be? Really, I do think you +would let her almost trample upon you if she liked. Only Betty never +would like to hurt any one, thank heaven! But I am glad to hear you +are not going home for the Christmas holidays, because I am not going +either." + +There was nothing so remarkable in this statement that it should make +Polly turn white and then red again. But fortunately the three Camp +Fire candles, "Work, Health and Love," were now flickering so that the +elder girl could not get a clear vision of the other's face. + +But instead of appearing pleased over this news Esther seemed +disappointed. "I am so sorry, for Betty's sake," she returned. "She +wouldn't mind my not being with her so much if she only might have you." + +Polly shrugged her thin shoulders in a fashion she had when vexed. + +"O Esther, I think you might have been polite enough to say that you +would be glad to have me in town if you were to be here--particularly +when I came to ask you if I might spend the holidays with you." + +"Spend the holidays with me?" Esther repeated in rather a stupid +fashion. Naturally she was puzzled as to just why a girl in Polly's +position should elect to spend her Christmas vacation in a cheap New +York boarding house with another girl for whom she had no special +sentiment. + +"Why in the world do you want to remain in the city with me?" she asked +again, too honest to pretend that pleasure was her first sentiment +until she got a more definite understanding of the situation. + +But Polly was now making no effort to devote her attention either to +eating or drinking. Instead she had rested both elbows on the table +and was looking at her companion with the half-pleading, +half-commanding expression that both Mollie and Betty knew so well. + +"Promise not to say anything until I have finished?" she began +coaxingly. "For you see it is to explain why I want to stay with you +that made me write to ask you to make this engagement with me for this +afternoon." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE THREAT + +"Then you refuse to help me or to keep my secret?" Polly O'Neill +protested indignantly. "Really, Esther, I never knew any one with such +a gift for considering herself her sister's keeper. We belong to the +same Camp Fire Club. And if that means anything I thought it was +loyalty and service toward one another. + + "'As fagots are brought from the forest + Firmly held by the sinews which bind them, + So cleave to these others, your sisters, + Wherever, whenever you find them.'" + + +Esther had walked across the room and had her back turned during this +recitation. But now she moved around, facing her visitor until it was +Polly's eyes that dropped before her own. The older girl had always +the dignity that comes from truth and sincerity. + +"Don't be absurd, Polly," she said, speaking quietly, but with no lack +of decision. "You know as well as I do that loyalty has nothing to do +with aiding one another to do what one does not believe to be right. I +don't want to preach. Yet don't you think perhaps _you_ are breaking a +part of our Camp Fire law? 'Be Trustworthy. This law teaches us not +to undertake enterprises rashly.'" + +"Oh, please hush, Esther," Polly insisted. "There is no use in our +quarreling, and we are sure to if you go on preaching like that. I +told you what I have made up my mind to do. If you don't wish to help +me, that of course is your affair. All I have the right to demand is, +that what I told you in the strictest confidence you repeat to no one +else." + +She picked up her coat and began slowly buttoning it, waiting for +Esther's reply, which did not come at once. + +"I don't know whether I can promise you even that," the older girl +answered finally. Her face was white and she moved her hands in the +old nervous fashion that Betty had almost broken her of. "I don't +suppose you can understand, Polly, what an almost dangerous thing you +are about to undertake. And without your mother knowing it! O Polly, +please don't! Why, if anything should happen to you what would she say +to me or Molly and Betty, if knowing your intention I did not warn +them?" + +Polly was like a hot flame in her anger. In her life Esther scarcely +remembered ever having seen any one in such intense yet quiet passion. +All the blue seemed to have gone out of her visitor's eyes until they +were almost black. Her lips were drawn and although she tried to +control her voice, it quivered like a too-tightly-drawn violin string. + +"Esther," she said, "I shall not leave this room until I have your +solemn promise. Perhaps you don't know anything about the standards of +conduct between people of birth and breeding. You were brought up in +an orphan asylum and had no mother. Whether you disapprove of me or +not makes no difference. I am not objecting to your disapproval. I +can perfectly understand that. But what I absolutely will not endure +is for you to tell my secret because it happens to strike your +conscience that that is the right thing to do. My secret belongs to me +as absolutely as my clothes or any of my other possessions do. And +because you chance not to approve of it or of them is no reason why you +should steal them from me and give them away to other people." + +Again Esther was silent and her eyes filled with tears. What was the +use of arguing with Polly when she was in this mood? Yet there were so +many things that she could honestly say. And one of them, that if she +had had the good fortune to have a mother, she at least would not have +tried to deceive her as Polly was doing. + +However Esther was not sure that the latter part of her companion's +argument was not true. Had she the right to betray Polly's confidence, +even though she might consider it for her good? For Polly had begun +her revelation by insisting that what she told be kept in the strictest +secrecy, and she had listened with that understanding. + +Unfortunately Esther's failure to reply did not strike her visitor as +indicating a change in her point of view. Polly flung herself angrily +down into a chair, as though intent upon beginning a siege. She was +trying in a measure to control her temper, realizing how ashamed she +usually felt after the flare of it was past. Still she did honorably +consider that Esther's attitude in the present situation was the wrong +one. Perhaps she was being disobedient, wilful, wicked even. Yet she +had made up her mind to take the consequences (at least the +consequences that she was now able to foresee). And she had no idea of +being frustrated in her purpose by an outside person, whose assistance +she had been foolish enough to ask. No, some way must be devised that +would force Esther into silence. + +Polly glanced desperately about the small room. There was a big +photograph of the Princess, smiling at her from the wall, the Princess +at her loveliest, with her exquisitely refined features, her delicate, +high-bred air. She turned away from it rather quickly to look again at +her companion. Goodness, what a contrast there still was between the +two girls! They had believed that Esther was improving a little in her +appearance. Yet just now worry and uncertainty made her seem plainer +even than usual. And she had on an ugly but thoroughly useful +chocolate-colored dress that Betty would have made her throw into the +fire at once. + +"Betty, it was always Betty with Esther Crippen!" If only she could +reach Esther in some way through their friend. This was an ugly +thought of Polly's. She was ashamed of it and yet felt herself driven +to using almost any means toward attaining her end. + +"Look here, Esther Crippen," she began, breaking the silence first. "I +wonder if it has ever occurred to you that you may some day have a +secret in your life (or you may have one already for all that I know), +which you want more than anything to keep hidden from people. Say you +particularly wished Betty never to find it out. Well, suppose I +discovered your secret, suppose I knew about it right now, would you +want me to tell Betty everything that I had found out just because I +decided that it would be the right thing to do?" + +Polly happened to be staring into her own lap as she delivered this +speech, feeling none too proud of it and having to trust to her +imagination as she went along. Now, however, she glanced up into the +face of the other girl, who was standing near her. + +Then with an exclamation of regret, almost of fear, Polly jumped to her +feet. + +"Good heavens! Esther, what is the matter with you? Are you ill, do +you feel like you were going to faint? If you are sick why on earth +haven't you told me before? We could talk over this business of mine +any time." + +And Polly, forgetting her anger, put her arm reassuringly about her +former friend, fairly leading her to a chair. Esther continued staring +at her, with a deathly white face, evidently trying to speak, but not +able. Then suddenly the girl collapsed and dropping her head on her +arm began to cry. She was ordinarily self-restrained; and being +brought up in an orphan asylum among people who took no interest in her +emotions she had learned unusual self-control. Probably only three or +four persons had ever seen her give way like this before in her life. +So she did not cry easily, but in a kind of shaken, broken fashion that +brought a remorseful Polly on the floor at her feet. + +"What on earth have I said that has hurt you so, Esther?" she begged. +"I know I am a wretched little beast who does or say 'most anything +sometimes in order to get my own way. But of course I don't know any +secret of yours and if I did I should never tell. I only like to +threaten things because I'm cross. You see I don't believe in telling +secrets." + +This was a Polly-like way of apologizing and yet driving in her own +claim at the same time. If only at this moment Esther had had the +Princess' understanding of Polly O'Neill's character, most certainly +she would have laughed. But Esther could not pull herself together so +quickly. A few moments later, however, she put her hands on Polly's +shoulders and in the face of all that had just happened, kissed her. + +"No, Polly," she said, "I know that if ever you should make up your +mind that there was something, which I thought best should never be +known, you would never tell it, even if I betray your secret now. +Perhaps we don't agree about some things. But you could never be +revengeful. I am sure I don't know what I ought to do. Of course you +have the right to choose for yourself. I--I wish you wouldn't do what +you have decided upon. But if I don't tell and yet don't let you stay +here with me, what on earth would you do about this theatrical scheme?" + +"Why, go to some other boarding house for two weeks," Polly replied +calmly. "I am sure that is exactly what you are doing, boarding in New +York and going on with your work. Of course your work happens to be +studying music at present, but you have already sung at two church +concerts and----" + +This time Esther did laugh. "Well, church concerts are hardly to be +compared with the stage, Polly. And please look in your mirror and +remember that I am I and you are you. But of course you realize that +if you will go on with this whim of yours, I am not going to let you +live in any place by yourself. You would be sure to get ill or +something dreadful might happen. No, I shall beg you every minute till +the time comes, not to do what you must know would worry your mother. +But if you still persist, why, you are coming right here to stay with +me and I shall be your shadow every moment until you go back to school." + +Polly jumped up hastily. "What an impolite suggestion for a hostess!" +she murmured, pretending that the seriousness of the situation was now +entirely past. "Go back to school? Dear me, that is what I must do +this very minute! Good-bye." And kissing Esther hastily on the hair, +Polly seized her hat and fled out the door. + +Yet halfway down the long stairs the girl hesitated and stopped for an +instant as if intending to return. + +"Perhaps I ought to give up and be good for once," she whispered to +herself. "It won't be fair, and mother and Mollie and Betty may be +angry with Esther for not telling. Even if I have the right to get +into trouble myself, I haven't the right to drag in other people. But, +oh dear! what fun it will be! And with Esther for my duenna, things +are sure to turn out all right." + +On the lowest steps Polly passed a small boy hobbling up toward +Esther's room. He was evidently a boy from the streets, as he was +shabbily dressed and carried half a dozen papers under his arm. But +there was a hungry, eager look in his face that Polly remembered having +seen sometimes in Esther's in those early days of her first coming to +Mrs. Ashton's home. So straightway she guessed that the boy was some +child, whom Esther had discovered, with a talent and love for music and +that she was giving him lessons in her leisure moments. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +PREPARATIONS FOR THE HOLIDAYS + +"But if you won't come, Betty dear, I shan't wish to give the party," +Meg Everett announced in a disappointed fashion. "With Polly and +Esther not to be here, there are so few of our old Camp Fire circle +anyhow. And you see I only wanted to have our club and a few of John's +young men friends. The idea is that we girls are to cook the entire +dinner and then just talk or dance or play games afterwards. It is not +to be anything like a _real_ party." + +Betty smiled. She and Meg and Mollie O'Neill were taking a winter +tramp through the woods in the direction of the Sunrise Cabin, which +had been closed for the past six months. + +"I should dearly love to come, Meg," Betty confessed. "There is no use +in my pretending that I shouldn't feel desperately lonely with the +thought of your having such a good time without me. But mother----" + +Mollie gave her arm an affectionate squeeze. "There, Betty Ashton, +that is just exactly what I knew you would say. So I talked the whole +matter over with your mother myself first. And she declares that there +isn't any reason why you should not accept Meg's invitation. She is +quite sure that your father would never have wished you not to be as +happy as possible. You have had trouble enough, goodness knows! And +then the extra disappointment of Polly's and Esther's remaining in New +York! I am glad enough Meg is going to give a party, and I hope there +will be dozens of delightful things that Polly O'Neill will miss. What +on earth do you suppose has possessed her to want to stay on with +Esther?" + +And Mollie sighed. The three months without her sister may have passed +by in greater peacefulness than with her, but then Polly always added a +zest and flavor to existence. And this was the longest time that the +two girls had ever been separated. + +"Oh, I don't know. She must have had some very good reason," Betty +returned. "Polly wrote me that she had, and now we must not believe +that she did not love us as much as ever. She wasn't able to explain +the particulars just at present; but if we only trust her and forgive +her some day we will understand." + +Mollie frowned. With a much quieter and more amiable temperament than +her twin, yet nearly eighteen years of intimate living with her had +given her a pretty clear comprehension of her sister's character. +Privately Mollie was puzzled over Polly's behavior and a good deal +worried. It was not like Polly to have conceived so sudden a devotion +to Esther as to be unwilling to leave her for two weeks. And her claim +that she might not be particularly happy at home because of her +stepbrother's presence was not convincing. For Betty Ashton had +invited Polly to be her guest. No, Polly certainly had some special +design in staying on in New York. Of this Mollie was completely +convinced. But what the purpose was, neither from her own imaginings +nor from any hint dropped by her sister's letters, could she get the +slightest clue. + +The three girls had come to a narrow path through the woods, and for a +little while were compelled to walk in single file. For a few moments +they were silent, each one busy with her own thoughts, Mollie happening +to be in the middle. + +"I believe I'll ask Billy what he thinks," she remarked suddenly aloud. +And then she bit her lips, blushing until the very tips of her ears +grew warm. For Meg and Betty were both laughing in the most ridiculous +way. + +"Is it as bad as that, Mollie?" Meg teased. + +"Ask Billy what he thinks on one or all subjects, dear?" Betty queried. + +To both of which questions Mollie naturally deigned no reply. + +She and Billy Webster were extremely good friends. Indeed, they seemed +always to have been since the day of their first meeting, when she had +bound up his injured head. And this winter, with Polly away and Betty +so busy and Meg wrapped up in keeping house and Sylvia spending all her +spare hours in studying with Dr. Barton when not at school, she had +enjoyed the walks and talks with the young man perhaps more than usual. +But it was not because of their intimacy that she had considered +putting this problem of Polly's failure to return home before him. Her +reason was that in their long conversations about her sister, Billy had +always seemed not only to be interested in Polly but able to understand +her disposition peculiarly well. So it was stupid for her two friends +to have taken her foolish exclamation as meaning anything personal. + +The next ten minutes Betty and Meg had rather a difficult time in +making peace; for Mollie had not a strong sense of humor--a fact which +both girls should have remembered. But because she was always so +gentle and kind herself, no one of her friends could bear the idea of +hurting her feelings under any circumstances. + +However while Betty was in the midst of apologizing, Billy Webster +himself came swinging along the same path from the opposite direction. +He had his gun over his shoulder and half a dozen birds in his hand. + +"Who is it taking my name in vain?" he demanded of Betty. + +And Mollie had a dreadful moment of fearing that Betty might betray +what they had been talking about. However, as nothing of the kind +happened, ten minutes later Meg and Betty were walking ahead deep in +conversation about the party, while Mollie and Billy strolled after +them only a few feet behind. + +The young man had been on his way into Woodford to divide the product +of his day's hunting between Mrs. Ashton and Mrs. O'Neill. Now, +hearing that the girls were on a pilgrimage to Sunrise Cabin, he had +been invited to accompany them. + +"No, it won't be like a meeting of our Camp Fire Club, Meg," Betty +argued thoughtfully, after having satisfied herself by a glance over +her shoulder that Mollie and Billy were too absorbed in each other to +take any notice of them. "I have been coming to our Camp Fire Club +meetings all winter and because I am in mourning made no difference. +But with John inviting his friends to your entertainment, why, I can't +make up my mind yet, dear, whether I have the courage to come." + +Betty spoke bravely, but Meg slipped her arm across her friend's +shoulder, holding her fast. The two girls were closer friends now that +Polly and Esther were both away and Meg understood that sometimes Betty +did not feel so cheerful as she pretended. + +"John won't ask more than just one other fellow to keep him company, if +we can have you with us in no other way," Meg conceded. "You see, +Betty, John is only to be at home for a few days. As this is his +senior year at college he wants to so some special work during the +holidays. But he likes you so much better than any of the other girls +in Woodford, that I am quite sure----" + +But Betty had stuffed her fingers in her ears and was refusing to +listen. "It is bad enough to have you girls spoil me because I am in +trouble, but when it comes to telling fibs I won't hear you. Of course +you know, Meg Everett, that I am not going to let you spoil everybody's +pleasure on my account," she answered. + +Feeling the victory already won, Meg laughed. "John is only to invite +Billy Webster and Frank Wharton and Ralph Bowles and three or four of +his Boy Scout camp. By the way, Betty, one of the things I +particularly wished to talk to you about is this: Shall we ask Anthony +Graham? He seems rather uncouth and the other fellows won't have +anything to do with him. But he is Nan's brother and she is so +splendid I should hate to hurt her feelings." + +Betty shook her head. "Anthony isn't the kind of person to invite +though, Meg," she replied without a moment's hesitation. "Of course he +is trying to pull up and keep straight and I feel that we should do all +we can to help him. But inviting him to our parties and treating him +as if he were exactly our equal!" Betty's chin went up in the air and +her face betrayed such a delicate, high-bred disdain that apparently +Anthony's fate was immediately settled. + +The little party had now reached the familiar pine woods and there, +only a few yards ahead, stood their deserted cabin. The totem pole +raised its gaunt head to greet them, still decorated with the history +of their year in the woods together. But the doors and windows of the +cabin were barred with heavy planks. Nowhere was there a sign of life. + +"Let's go back home at once, please, now that we have seen that +everything is all right," Mollie begged a moment later. "It always +gives me the blues dreadfully to see Sunrise Cabin closed up and to +know that perhaps no one of us shall ever live there again. I never +dreamed when we said good-bye to it last spring that we would not come +out here often for club meetings and parties." + +"Parties?" Meg repeated. Then she continued standing perfectly still +and silent for several moments, although the others were moving about +laughing and talking. + +"Parties!" she exclaimed again, speaking in such a loud tone that her +companions turned to stare at her in surprise. + +"Betty Ashton, Mollie O'Neill and Billy Webster, if you and some of the +others will help us, why can't we have our dinner party here at the +cabin? We are not planning to have it until New Year, so there will be +plenty of time to make arrangements." + +However, Meg could get no further with her suggestion, for Betty and +Mollie had both flung their arms about her and Betty exclaimed: + +"It will almost make me have a happy holiday time, Meg dearest, and I +can never bear to refuse your invitation if we are to be together at +Sunrise Cabin once again." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE CASTLE OF LIFE + +It seemed to Esther Crippen that she had been sitting in the wings of +the theater every evening for half her lifetime, although it had been +only a week since Polly's initial appearance as the Fairy of the Woods +in the dramatization of the ancient legend "The Castle of Life." + +At first she had spent every moment after Polly's departure from the +dressing room in peering out from some inconspicuous corner at whatever +action was taking place upon the stage. Now, however, the play and +even the actors themselves had become a comparatively old story. Her +interest centered itself chiefly in Polly--in Polly and the odd human +characters that she saw everywhere about her. Indeed, except for her +nervousness and care of her friend, this week had been almost as +absorbing to Esther Crippen as to the other girl. For after the first +two nights she had lost her fear that Polly might make an absolute +failure of her part, and also the impression that either of them might +be insulted or unkindly treated by the men and women about them. +People had been rough perhaps, but thoroughly business-like. And if +Polly were told to hurry, or to move on, or corrected for some mistake +in her work, it was all done in so impersonal a fashion that both girls +had learned valuable lessons from the experience. Esther had been +amazed at the spirit in which Polly had accepted the discipline and +hard work. Perhaps, after all, she had been making a mountain out of a +mole hill and this disobedience on Polly's part, wrong though it +certainly was, might not result in anything so disastrous as she had at +first feared. + +And there was no doubt that Polly was achieving a real success, one +that surprised her and every one else. Her part was only a small one, +with but few words to speak; otherwise she could never have managed it +with no previous experience and so little time for rehearsing. +Nevertheless she had made one of those sudden yet conspicuous triumphs +that are so frequent in stage life. Sometimes it may happen with a +girl playing the part of a maid, sometimes with a man who has not half +a dozen sentences to recite. It is the quality in the acting that +counts. And the manager in choosing Polly for the special rôle he had +desired had chosen wisely. For it was not so much the girl's method of +playing that had won sympathy and applause, as her manner and +appearance. + +And curiously enough, though Polly was frightened the first night of +the performance, she was not so much so as on that evening of the Camp +Fire play the previous year, before an audience of friends. + +Polly felt herself at the heart of her first great adventure. The play +itself, the other actors and actresses, the strangeness of her +surroundings, all occupied her to the forgetting of her own +individuality. It seemed as though she were only living out a kind of +dream. Nothing was real, nothing was actual about her. The audience +did not terrify her, nor the lights, nor the darkness, nor the queer +smell of dust and paint and artificiality, that is a necessary part of +the background of stage life. + +Perhaps the girl had found her element. For there is for each one of +us a place in this world, some niche into which one really fits. And +though this place may seem crowded, or ugly, or undesirable to other +people, if it should be our own, it holds a feeling of comfort and of +possession that no other spot can. + +But Polly had not been thinking of niches or elements or anything of +the kind either tonight or during the week past. All of her being was +too deeply absorbed in the interest of the play and the actors and her +own little part. + +At the present moment she was in hiding behind a piece of scenery, +eagerly awaiting the cue for her own entrance; yet she was as keenly +intent upon each detail of the acting taking place upon the stage as if +tonight it were a first experience. + +The players happened to be the two persons who had been kindest and +most helpful to her in the company. And one of them one was the +brown-eyed girl whose lead she had followed on the day of her own +engagement. Polly had been glad to make the discovery later that this +same girl had been engaged to play the part of Grazioso's grandmother +in "The Castle of Life." The other actor was the star, a young man of +about twenty-six or seven, who was impersonating Grazioso, the hero of +the fairy story. + +The stage was in semi-darkness, while the grandmother related to the +boy the tale of her first meeting with the fairies. A small, shabby +room revealed a low fire burning in the grate. In an armchair sat the +old woman, while her grandson lay on the floor at her feet with his +head resting upon his hand. + +"There are two fairies," said the grandmother, "two great fairies--the +Fairy of the Water and the Fairy of the Woods. Ten years ago I had +gone out at daybreak to catch the crabs asleep in the sand, when I saw +a halcyon flying gently towards the shore. The halcyon is a sacred +bird, so I never stirred for fear I should scare it away. And at the +same time from a cleft in the mountain I saw a beautiful green adder +appear and come gliding along the sands toward the bird. When they +were near each other the adder twined itself around the neck of the +halcyon as if it were embracing it tenderly. Then I saw a great black +cat, who could be nothing else than a magician, hiding itself behind a +rock close to me. And scarcely had the halcyon and adder embraced than +the cat sprang on the innocent pair. This was my time to act. I +seized him in spite of his struggles and with the knife I used for +opening oysters I cut off the monster's head, paws and tail. And as +soon as I had thrown the creature's body into the sea, before me stood +two beautiful ladies, one with a crown of white feathers and the other +with a scarf made of snake's skins. They were, as I have told you, the +Fairy of the Water and the Fairy of the Woods." + +With these words, Polly moved a few steps nearer the place set for her +entrance. On the opposite side she could see the other girl who +impersonated the water fairy, also ready to make her entrance. Tonight +was New Year's eve and the house was unusually crowded. + +But the grandmother was continuing her speech. + +"Enchanted by a wicked Jinn, they were obliged to remain bird and snake +until some hand should restore them to liberty. To me they owed +freedom and power. 'Ask what thou wilt,' they said, 'and thy wishes +shall be fulfilled." + +"I thought how I was old and had too hard a life to wish for it over +again. But the day would come when nothing would be too good for thee, +my child." The old woman leaned over, stroking her grandson's dark +hair. "The Fairy of the Woods gave me a scale from the snake's skin +and the Fairy of the Water a small white feather from her crown. They +are hidden in a box under some rags. Open the box and thou wilt find +the scale and the feather." + +The boy then crossed the stage and a moment later handed the box to the +old woman, who appeared too ill to leave her chair. + +After bending over and listening to her instructions, he stepped +forward nearer the footlights. There in the center of the room was a +bowl of water in which he placed the feather and the scale. + +"Wish for thyself anything thou desirest, fortune, greatness, wit, +power," murmurs the old woman. "But embrace me first, as I feel that I +am dying." + +But Grazioso did not approach either to embrace or ask the old woman's +blessing. + +"I wish my grandmother to live forever!" he cried. "Appear, Fairy of +the Woods. Appear, Fairy of the Water!" + +And now in perfect silence Polly O'Neill made her entrance. She moved +very slowly forward, so slim and young and tall, with such big, +dark-blue eyes, and such slender, elfish grace that she did not look +like a real flesh-and-blood girl. + +The audience stirred, and a little breath of appreciation moved through +it, which Polly was almost learning to expect. + +She wore her own black hair unbound and hanging loose below her +shoulders. It was made blacker by the wreath of leaves that encircled +her head. She was dressed in an olive-green gown of some soft, +clinging material and a scarf of snake's skin was fastened over her +shoulder. + +The Fairy of the Water followed Polly. Her gown was white with a blue +scarf, and she was small and blonde. She was a pretty girl, but +somehow there was no suggestion of the fairy about her. One could see +the same type of girl any time, standing behind a counter in a shop, or +dancing at a party of young people. + +Polly's grace and her ardent, unconventional temperament made it easy +to understand why the attention should be focused upon her during this +single scene. Besides, she had one long speech to deliver. + +This was the moment when the girl felt her only real nervousness. For +always there was the uncertainty as to whether her voice would be +strong and full enough to be heard throughout the theater. Tonight and +for the first time she hesitated for a second. Yet no one noticed it, +except the actors near her and Esther, who had crept forth, for a +closer view in spite of the stage regulations. + +"Have you forgotten your lines, child?" the leading man whispered so +quietly that no one could overhear. + +But Polly only smiled, with a faint shake of her graceful head. + +"Here we are, my child," she began the next instant, speaking in clear, +girlish tones that showed nothing of indecision or embarrassment. + +"We have heard what you said and your wish does you credit. We can +prolong your grandmother's life for some time. But to make her live +forever you must find The Castle of Life." + +"Madam," replied Grazioso, "I will start at once." + +"It is four long days' journey from here," the Fairy of the Woods +continued. "If you can accomplish each of these four days' journey +without turning out of your road and if, on arriving at the castle, you +can answer the three questions that an invisible voice will ask you, +you will receive there all that you desire. For there the fountain of +immortality will be found." + +Then slowly the great stage curtain descended. And this was the end of +Polly's part in the performance, though one more ordeal was to follow. +And though she welcomed this, Polly also dreaded it more than anything +else. Always a curtain call came at the close of this scene, when she +and the Fairy of the Water, each holding a hand of Grazioso's, must +step forth to the footlights and for an instant face the audience, +smiling their thanks for the applause. + +But Polly had never been able to summon a smile, for at this moment she +had always become self-conscious. The glamour and the excitement of +the theater suddenly deserted her and she felt not like a fairy or +anything fantastic, but only like Polly O'Neill, a very untrained and +frightened girl who was deceiving her family and friends to have this +first taste of stage life, and who might suffer almost any kind of +consequences: imprisonment in some boarding school, Polly feared, where +she might never again be allowed any liberty or an equal imprisonment +in Woodford, with no mention of the theater made in her presence as +long as she lived. For Polly could not determine to what lengths her +mother's anger and disapproval of her conduct might lead her. And she +did mean to make her confession and face the results as soon as her two +weeks' engagement was over. + +Therefore tonight she kept an even tighter clasp on Grazioso's hand +than usual, her knees were shaking so absurdly. And all the faces in +the audience were swimming before her, as though they had no features +but eyes. Then suddenly the girl grew rigid with surprise, uncertainty +and fear. + +In the second row just under the footlights she had discovered a face +that was strangely familiar. And yet could it be possible that this +person of all others should be here in New York City and in the theater +tonight, instead of in the village of Woodford? + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE RECOGNITION + +Esther was not waiting in the accustomed place where Polly had +previously found her when she came off the stage. On her way to the +dressing room she shivered a little, missing the coat that her friend +was in the habit of wrapping about her shoulders. The night was +extremely cold and the back of a theater is nearly always breezy. + +Polly hurried faster than usual to her room--a small dark one at the +end of a passage-way. But even here there was no sign of Esther. What +could have become of her? She was not apt to be talking with any of +the members of the company; for both girls had decided that it was +wiser to make themselves as inconspicuous as possible. + +Well, she must do her best to get out of her fairy costume and back +into sensible garments by her own efforts. Esther would be coming +along in a few moments. She could not stand idle with her teeth fairly +chattering and those ridiculous little chills chasing themselves all +over her. Wouldn't it be too absurd to take cold at this particular +time and so make a failure of her adventure? For she would thus heap +all the family disapproval and punishment upon her own head and incur +the righteous indignation of everybody in the company by having to +resign her part. + +Would any one ever have imagined that a garment could be so difficult +to unfasten as this one she was now incased in? For of course the +stiffness and shakiness of Polly's fingers came from the zero +temperature in her dressing room and not in the least from the +momentary fright she had received from her supposed recognition of a +face in the audience. Undoubtedly she had been mistaken. Yet why +should she have chosen to believe that she saw about the most unlikely +person of her acquaintance? A guilty conscience should have conjured +up some ghost who had more right to be present. + +Polly finally did succeed in getting into her street clothes without +assistance; and though five, ten minutes passed, Esther did not appear +in the dressing room. Nor was she anywhere in the hall, since Polly +had several times thrust her head out the door to look for her. + +Polly was a little uneasy, though assuredly nothing serious could have +happened to Esther. Esther had been very good to her during these past +days, so staunch and loyal, never reproaching her or arguing once she +had become convinced that Polly's mind was made up, and taking such +wonderful care of her, guarding her so closely! If ever there came a +time when her mother, or Mollie, or Betty should attempt to blame +Esther for her part in this escapade, Polly had determined that they +should understand the situation in its true light. And some day she +might be able to return Esther's allegiance and devotion. For always +the opportunity to serve a friend will come if one is sufficiently on +the lookout for it. + +The moment that she left her dressing room Polly ran directly into +Esther, who was hurrying toward her. + +"Oh, Polly dear," she said, "I hope you haven't been worried, though I +have been uneasy enough about you. Do come back into your room for a +moment. There is something I want to tell you that no one else must +hear." + +Esther looked so excited and nervous that Polly slipped an arm +comfortingly about her. "Don't mind if anybody has said anything rude +or been horrid, please," she whispered. "You know we promised each +other not to take the disagreeable things seriously." + +"Oh no, it is nothing like that. It is about you," the older girl +explained. + +Polly smiled. "The disagreeable things usually are about me." She +looked so absurdly young and wilful and charming that Esther felt +herself suddenly willing to champion her cause against any opposition. +Of course Polly had done wrong, but the mistake had been made and to +frustrate her ambition now could do no possible good. + +"I don't think you understand, Polly; you can't of course. But Billy +Webster was in the audience just now and recognized you. He says that +Mollie was afraid there was something the matter and----" + +"Billy Webster's opinions are not of the least interest to me. Do +let's hurry home, Esther. It is almost ten o'clock and though we can +take the street car straight to your door, we have never been out this +late before." + +"But Billy says he _must_ see you. He is waiting outside. He says he +means to tell your mother and Mollie what you are doing unless you +promise to return home tomorrow. He says that if you won't promise he +may telegraph them tonight, so your mother can come and get you +tomorrow. I think you had better see him." + +Suddenly Polly flung her arms about her friend's neck and began crying +like a disappointed child. One never could count on Polly's doing what +might be expected of her. She had had the boldness of defy opposition +and to act successfully for a week on the professional stage; yet now +when she most needed her nerve she was breaking down completely. + +"I always have hated that Billy Webster," she sobbed, "from the first +moment I saw him. What possible reason or right can he have to come +spying on me in this fashion? If he tells mother what I am doing now +and does not give me a chance to confess, she will never forgive me. +Neither will Mollie nor Betty nor any of the people I care about. Rose +and Miss McMurtry will never speak to me. I shall be turned out of our +Camp Fire Club. Of course I know I deserve it. But that Billy Webster +should be the person to bring about my punishment is too much! +Besides, I can't give up my part now. Surely, Esther, you can see +that. Acting a week longer won't hurt me any more and----" + +"I think we had better see Mr. Webster, anyhow, dear," Esther insisted +quietly. "Perhaps we can persuade him not to tell, or else to give you +the first opportunity." + +Hastily Polly dried her eyes. She looked very white and frail as they +went out of the room together. + +In a secluded corner not far from the stage door they found Billy +Webster waiting for them. His face was pale under his country tan. +His blue eyes, that sometimes were charmingly humorous, showed no sign +of humor now. If ever there was so youthful a figure of a stern and +upright judge, he might well have stood for the model. + +Polly struggled bravely to maintain her dignity. + +"What is your decision, Miss O'Neill?" he inquired, without wasting any +time by an enforced greeting. "I presume Miss Crippen has told you +what I have made up my mind to do." + +Amiability was one of Esther's dominant traits of character; yet she +would have liked to shake Billy Webster until his teeth chattered or +suppress him in almost any way. After all, what right had he to take +this lofty tone with Polly? He was not a member of her family, not +even her friend. Just because he had known all of them in their Camp +Fire days in the woods and was devoted to Mrs. Wharton and to Mollie +was not a sufficient excuse. + +Therefore Polly's unexpected meekness of manner and tone was the more +surprising--and dangerous. + +"How did you happen to come to New York and to the theater, Billy?" she +queried, ignoring his use of the "Miss." Frequently in times past they +had called each other by their first names, when good feeling happened +to be existing between them. + +Instantly Billy looked a little more on the defensive. "I--I had to +come to New York on business," he explained sullenly. "And Mollie had +been telling me that she was kind of uneasy about you and that she felt +there must be some reason you wouldn't give why you did not wish to +come home for the holidays." + +"So you undertook to play detective and find out?" Polly announced in +the cool, even tones that made Billy hot with anger and a sense of +injustice. + +He was perfectly sure that he was right in his attitude toward her. +She had been disobedient and audacious beyond his wildest conception, +even of her. And yet she had a skilful fashion of making the other +fellow appear in the wrong. + +"I told Mollie that I would call on you and Esther," he returned, +relapsing into his old-time familiarity. "You see, I told her that I +was sure things were quite all right, but I wanted to convince her too. +I didn't think you would mind seeing me. I thought you might even be +glad to hear about your Woodford friends. So as Mollie gave me your +address, I went out to your house at about eight o'clock. The maid +told me that you had gone to the theater, told me which one. Of course +I just supposed that you had gone to see a show. And that was pretty +bad for two young girls! But when I got here and the curtain went up +and you came out!--why, Polly, I just couldn't believe it at first, and +then I got to thinking of how your mother and Mollie would feel and +what might happen!" And Billy's voice shook in a very human and +attractive fashion. + +Instantly Polly's hand was laid coaxingly on the young man's coat +sleeve. "But, Billy, seeing as now I have been and gone and done it +already, why, think of me in any way that you please. Only don't tell +on me for another week. The play is to last only through the holidays. +And I promise on my word of honor to come home as soon as it is over +and to tell mother every single thing." + +"Word of honor?" Billy repeated slightingly. And of course, though +Polly deserved her punishment his inflection was both rude and cruel. + +Up to this moment the little party of three persons had been entirely +uninterrupted. Now Esther heard some one coming quickly toward them. +And turning instantly she understood the impression that this scene +might make. The man was the leading actor of the company, Richard +Hunt, who in a quiet way had shown an interest and an attitude of +protection toward Polly. Now observing a strange young man, and +Polly's evident agitation, it was but natural that he should suppose +that some one was trying to annoy her. + +Esther flung herself into the breach. Not for anything must a scene be +permitted to take place! And she could guess at Billy Webster's +scornful disregard of a man who was an actor. Billy was a country +fellow with little experience of life, and broad-mindedness was not a +conspicuous trait of his character. + +Esther never knew just exactly how she managed it, but in another +moment she had confided the entire story of Polly's audacity to Mr. +Hunt, Billy Webster's place in it, and his present intention of +bringing retribution upon them. She knew there was but little time for +her story; for Mr. Hunt might be compelled to leave them on receiving +his curtain call at any moment. In a very surprising and good-humored +fashion however he seemed to understand the situation at once. + +"I had an idea that Miss O'Neill was new to this business," he said; +"or you would both have realized that it is not wise for a girl so +young as she is to come to the theater without her mother or some much +older woman to look after her. But I believe I can appreciate +everybody's point of view in this matter. So why wouldn't it be well +to have Miss O'Neill telegraph her mother herself and ask that she come +down to New York tomorrow. She could say there was nothing serious, so +as not to frighten her. And then of course they could talk things over +together and decide what was best without any interference." + +But before any answer could follow his suggestion a bell sounded and +the older man was obliged to hurry away. + +Esther breathed a sigh of relief. + +"Dear me, why had not one of us thought of this way out?" she asked. +"Surely, Billy, you can't object to allowing Mrs. Wharton to be the +judge in this matter?" + +Billy nodded. "Of course that is the best plan." + +"And you, Polly?" + +Polly had begun to cry again. "I want to see my mother right this +minute," she confessed. And then, slipping out of the stage door, she +left Esther and Billy to follow immediately after her and in silence to +escort her safely home. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +SUNRISE CABIN AGAIN + +It was New Year's night. Sunrise Cabin was no longer an empty and +deserted place, but golden lights shone through the windows, making a +circle of brightness outside the door. + +From the inside came the sound of voices and laughter and music and the +clatter of dishes. + +Slowly a figure approached the door. It was after seven o'clock and a +sharply cold evening with a heavy snow on the ground, so there could be +small comfort in loitering. Yet when the figure reached its evident +destination, instead of knocking or making an effort to enter, it +hesitated, stopped, turned and walked away for a few steps and then +came back again. The second time, however, summoning a sudden courage, +the arm shot forth, and there was a single rap on the door. The rap +was so imperative that in spite of the rival noises inside, the door +opened quickly. Then the newcomer entered and for another moment stood +hesitating in even greater bewilderment. + +The great room seemed to be twinkling with a hundred bayberry candles, +sending forth a delicious woodland fragrance. The walls were covered +with pine branches and the big fireplace was piled as high with burning +fagots and pine cones as safety permitted. A long table standing in +the center of the room was beautifully and yet oddly decorated, and +upon it dinner was just about to be served. + +Resting in the middle of its uncovered surface were three short and +slender pine logs of the same general height and size and crossed at +the top, while swinging from this trident was a brightly polished +copper kettle, piled high tonight with every kind of fruit and with +giant clusters of white and purple grapes suspended over its sides. +Encircling the centerpiece, made not of real wood of course but of +paper bonbons, were three groups of logs representing the insignia of +the three orders of the Camp Fire, the wood-gatherer's logs having no +flame, the fire-maker's a small one, while the torch-bearer's flame of +twisted colored paper seemed to glow as though it were in truth of +fire. The mats on the table were embroidered in various Camp Fire +emblems--a bundle of seven fagots, a single pine tree, or a disk +representing the sun. And at either end of the long table three +candles had lately been lighted, while standing up around it at their +appointed places were about twenty guests, the girls dressed in their +ceremonial costumes, the young men as Boy Scouts. + +The effect of the entire scene was so brilliant and so unusual that +there was small wonder that the latest comer was overwhelmed. He +fumbled awkwardly with his hat, cleared his throat, his face so +crimsoning with embarrassment that actual tears were forced out of his +eyes. And then just as the young man was praying that the earth might +open and swallow him up, a girl came forward from the indeterminate +mass of persons, who appeared to be swimming in a mist before him, and +held out her hand. + +"I am so glad to see you, Mr. Graham. Nan and I were beginning to be +afraid you would not be able to come," she said cordially. "But you +are just in time, as we are only sitting down to the table this very +minute." + +And Meg Everett then led her final guest down what seemed to him a +mile's length of table, placing him between two persons, whom at the +moment he did not suppose that he had ever seen. And before he could +quite recover his senses there was an unexpected burst of music and +then a cheer that filled every inch of the cabin space. + +"Wo-he-lo for aye, Wo-he-lo for aye, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo for +aye! Wo-he-lo for work, Wo-he-lo for health, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo, +Wo-he-lo for Love." + +And then with laughter Meg Everett's New Year dinner guests took their +places at the table and in the pause Anthony Graham had a chance to +pull himself together. To his relief he found that Miss McMurtry was +seated on his left side, and at least they were acquaintances. For +Miss McMurtry had also come to live in the old Ashton house and often +passed the young man on the stairs, nodding good-night or good-morning. +Then he had put up some book-shelves for her in her room and moved the +furniture to her satisfaction. So, perhaps the Camp Fire party might +not be so wretchedly uncomfortable with one person near with whom he +might exchange an occasional word. + +For just what the young man's emotions were this evening, no one except +a person placed in a similar position could understand. Perfectly well +did he appreciate that Meg had asked him to her dinner only because of +her loyalty and affection for his sister, Nan, as a member of her same +Camp Fire Club. The brothers of the other girls had been invited, Jim +Meade, Frank Wharton and, of course, John Everett, besides others of +his friends. So to have left him out might have been to hurt Nan's +feelings. His sister was both proud and sensitive over his efforts to +make a better position for himself in the village. Yet should he have +taken advantage of Meg's kindness and accepted her invitation? Anthony +was by no means certain. This same question had been keeping him awake +for several nights and even after having written his hostess that she +might expect him to appear he had delayed his approach until the last +minute. + +Assuredly the other young men would not enjoy his presence. They might +be coldly polite, but nothing more could be expected. For no one could +be more conscious than Anthony was at this time in his life of the +difference between him and other men of his age, who had the advantages +of birth and education. Actually he could feel the grime of his own +hands as he clutched them nervously together under the table. Not all +the scrubbing of the past hour could altogether rid them of the soot +and dust that came of making fires and sweeping office floors. And his +clothes, although brushed until they were spotless, were worn almost +threadbare in places. The very shirt that Nan had washed and ironed +for him, had had to have the frayed ends trimmed away from the +wrist-bands. + +Anthony glanced across the table. There were Nan's dark eyes smiling +at him bravely. She did not look in the least ashamed of him. And as +for Nan herself why, she was as pretty a Camp Fire girl as any one at +the table. Wearing their Council Fire costumes, each girl decorated +only with the honor beads which she had won by her own efforts, the +poorer maids and the rich ones were equally attractive. For there were +none of the differences in toilet which any other kind of entertainment +might have revealed. + +But Nan was not only smiling at her brother, she was nodding at him and +trying to attract his attention. Evidently she wished him to glance +away from Miss McMurtry to his companion on the other side. And +Anthony finally did manage to turn shyly half way around. + +Then with a sudden feeling almost of happiness he discovered that Betty +Ashton was on his right. She did not happen to be looking toward him +at the moment, but was talking to John Everett with more animation than +he had ever before seen her show. + +Betty had no knowledge of Anthony's having been invited to Meg's Camp +Fire dinner. His invitation had not come so soon perhaps as the others +had received theirs, and afterwards for several days he had had no +opportunity for conversation with her. For of course living in Betty's +house gave him no right to any pretense of friendship with her. + +Yet the moments were passing and she must by this time have become +conscious of his presence. Miss McMurtry had called him by name +several times and no human being could be entirely oblivious of a +person so near, unless under some peculiar stress of emotion. + +Anthony felt his former nervousness leaving him. He was no longer +blushing; his face had become white and a little stern. So that when +Betty finally turned to speak to the young man she had a curious +impression that his face was unfamiliar, it wore so different an +expression from any that she had ever seen on it before. Betty had +been conscious of Anthony's presence from the instant of his taking his +place beside her and in failing to recognize him had not deliberately +intended being rude or unkind. At first she had been amazed and a +little chagrined by his presence, for after what she had said to Meg +she had not dreamed of the young man's being included among the guests. +Yet this was Meg's entertainment and not hers, and of course she had no +right to feel or show offense. Only she and John Everett happened to +be having such an interesting talk at the moment of Anthony's +appearance, and assuredly John shared her conviction about the +newcomer! One could be kind to the young fellow of course, without +admitting him within the intimate circle of friendship. And Betty +Ashton, although she would never have confessed it, had always been +greatly influenced by John Everett's opinions and personality. He was +such a big blond giant, older and handsomer and more a man of the world +than any other college fellow in Woodford. She was flattered, too, +because he had never failed on his return for holidays to show her more +attention than any other girl in the village. He might have other +friendships outside of his own home; of this she could know nothing, +but at the present time this thought only made him the more agreeable. +Therefore it was annoying that she might be expected to waste a part of +her evening on a young fellow for whom she felt no personal interest, +only good will. Betty herself was not conscious of the condescension +in her attitude, but why did she find it so difficult to begin a +conversation with the newcomer or even to greet him? + +Anthony should at least understand that it was exceedingly ill mannered +of him to keep staring down into his plate when he must have become +aware that she was now ready to talk with him. But what should she say +first? Having failed to notice a person's existence for some time +makes an ordinary "Good evening" appear a bit ridiculous. + +"How do you do, Mr. Graham?" Betty began half shyly, putting more +cordiality into her manner than usual in an effort to atone for her +former lack of courtesy. + +Then for the briefest space Anthony glanced up at her quietly, his +grave eyes studying hers, until Betty felt her own eyelids flutter and +was grateful for the length of her dark lashes which swept like a cloud +before her vision. For actually she was blushing in the most absurd +and guilty fashion, as though she had done something for which she +should feel ashamed. + +"Good evening," Anthony returned, and during the rest of the dinner +party he never voluntarily addressed a single remark to her. + +Betty need not have been afraid that he might interfere with her +opportunity for conversation with John Everett. For although Anthony +answered politely any questions that she put to him and listened to +whatever she wished to say, the greater part of his time he devoted to +talking with Miss McMurtry and to pursuing his own train of thought. + +For if the young man had originally been doubtful as to whether it was +wise for him to accept Meg Everett's invitation, he was glad now with +all his heart. Just what this evening was giving him he had needed. +Glancing up and down the table, his own resolution was thereby +strengthened. If there had been moments when he had wavered, when it +had seemed easier to slip back into his old way of life and to enjoy +the companions who were always ready to join hands, he could hereafter +recall this experience and Betty's treatment of him, as well as the +sight of the other young men guests. + +Some day there should be another reckoning. These fellows were largely +what their fathers had made them; they had birth, schooling, the +influences of cultured homes. But out in the big world a man's own +grit and will and ability to keep on working in the face of every +difficulty counted in the long run. Anthony clenched his teeth, +feeling his backbone actually stiffen with the strength of his +resolution. Then he had the humor and good sense to laugh at himself +and to begin taking more pleasure in his surroundings. + +Here were all the Camp Fire girls whom his sister had talked and +written so much about, excepting the two whose absence the others were +lamenting, Polly and Esther. Here also was the German professor, who +had lately moved into the Ashton house, sitting on the further side of +Miss McMurtry and certainly absorbing all of her attention that he +possibly dared. But Anthony did not mind; he had a kind of fellow +feeling for Herr Crippen, who was poor and evidently not of much +interest or importance in the Lady Betty's estimation. There at the +farther end of the table must be Miss Rose Dyer, the Camp Fire Guardian +whom Nan cared for so deeply, and she certainly was quite as pretty as +his sister had said. So why should young Dr. Barton be staring at her +so severely? Miss Dyer was only laughing and talking idly with Frank +Wharton; and every now and then she turned to smile and speak to the +little girl who sat close beside her. This must be Faith, the youngest +of the Sunrise girls, whose mother had lately died and who was now +living with Miss Dyer. + +Anthony smiled unexpectedly, so that Betty, who happened to be glancing +toward him at the moment, was vexed over his ability to amuse himself. +He had only just guessed why Dr. Barton found it necessary to regard +Miss Dyer so sternly. Anthony felt that he would like to make friends +with this young men. He was evidently somewhat narrow and puritanical, +but already had offered to assist him with any of his studies should he +need help. And Anthony meant to take advantage of his offer and to +interest him if he could; for Dr. Barton was just the kind of a friend +he would like to know intimately in these early days of his struggle. + +Dinner was finally over, and, stupidly enough, as the guests began +leaving the table Anthony Graham felt his own shyness and awkwardness +returning. They were intending to dance for the rest of the evening, +and dancing was another of the graces that had been left out of his +education. However, he could find himself an inconspicuous corner +somewhere, and it would be good enough fun to look on. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +"LIFE'S LITTLE IRONIES" + +"Mollie O'Neill, if you don't tell me what you and Billy Webster have +been whispering about all evening and why you look so worried, I don't +think I can bear it a moment longer," Betty Ashton insisted, having at +last found her friend alone for a moment, while the other girls and men +were clearing the living room for the dance. + +"There isn't anything to tell. At least there really is, but I have +not been told just what," Mollie sighed in return. + +"Then of course it's Polly?" + +Mollie nodded. "Early this morning before any of us were awake a +telegram arrived from Polly begging mother to come to New York at once. +Polly said she wasn't ill and there was nothing for us to worry over, +but just the same Sylvia and I have been worried nearly to death all +day. For mother got off within a few hours. Then late this evening +Billy Webster appears in Woodford after his visit in New York. And +though he tells me that he saw Polly and Esther and has confessed that +he knows why Polly telegraphed for mother, he won't give me the least +satisfaction about anything. Can you make any suggestion, Betty dear? +What difficulty do you suppose Polly has gotten into this time? For +certainly it is Polly and not Esther; Esther would never be absurd." + +Mollie lowered her voice as several of their friends were approaching. + +"Please don't speak of this, Betty. Mother left word that we were not +to mention it outside the family until she learned exactly what was the +matter. But of course she said that I might tell you." + +Before Betty could reply John Everett had invited her to dance. + +But slowly she shook her head. "I can't, John. I know you will think +it foolish; perhaps it is. Of course I have come to Meg's party and +enjoyed it very much. And yet, well, somehow I don't feel quite like +dancing. You understand, don't you?" + +John acquiesced. He was disappointed, and yet felt himself able to +understand almost anything that Betty wished him to, when she looked at +him with that appealing light in her gray eyes and that rose flush in +her cheeks. + +"Never mind," he returned; "I'll find seats for us somewhere, where we +can manage to talk and yet watch the others." + +Betty smiled. It was agreeable to be so sought after, and yet under +the circumstances quite out of the question. + +"You will please find me a place where I can watch, but not with you. +This is your party, remember. Meg will expect you and every man to do +his duty," she replied. + +So after a little further discussion Betty found herself seated upon a +kind of miniature throne, which John had made for her by piling some +sofa cushions upon an old divan. Behind her was a background of cedar +and pine branches decorating the walls and just above her head +flickered the lights of candles from a pair of brass sconces. + +Betty wore her red brown hair parted in the middle and in two heavy +braids, one falling over each shoulder, while around her forehead was a +blue and silver band with the three white feathers, the insignia of her +title of "Princess" in their Camp Fire Club. Her dress was cut a +little low in the throat and about it were strung seven chains of honor +beads. + +For a little while at least she might have found interest in watching +the others dance had she not been worried about Polly. She was uneasy +and it was stupid to have been given this opportunity to think; for +thinking could do no possible good. Whatever mischief Polly had gotten +into was sure to be beyond one's wildest imagination. It would be much +more agreeable if she might have some one to talk with her and so +distract her attention. + +And there was one other guest beside herself who was not dancing. +Betty flushed uncomfortably. It must appear strange to the others to +see Anthony sitting only a short distance away from her and yet paying +no more attention to her presence than if they were upon opposite sides +of the world. + +Once or twice Betty looked graciously toward the young man, intending +to smile an invitation to him to sit near her, should he show the +inclination. For possibly he was too much embarrassed to make the +first move. She must remember that he had had no one to teach him good +manners and that he was always both shy and awkward in her presence. + +However, at present he seemed totally unaware of her existence and not +in the least requiring entertainment. For he was watching the dancers +with such profound concentration that apparently his entire attention +was absorbed by them. + +The girl had an unusually good opportunity for studying the young man's +face. She had not noticed until tonight how thin he was and how clear +and finely cut his features. There was no trace of his Italian mother +left, save in his black hair and in the curious glow which his skin +showed underneath its pallor. His nose was big--too big, Betty +thought--and his lips closed and firm. He had a kind of hungry look. +Hungry for what? the girl wondered. Then she had a sudden feeling of +compunction. Anthony might sometimes even be hungry for food, he +worked so hard, made so little money and was so busy by day and night. +Before tonight she might have helped him without his knowing or even +caring, if he had guessed her purpose. But after tonight? Well, Betty +felt reasonably sure that she and Anthony could never be upon exactly +the same footing again. For somehow she had hurt him more than she had +intended, not realizing that any one could be at once so humble and so +proud. And as she had made one of those mistakes that one can never +apologize for, there was no point in dwelling on it any longer. Only +she did regret by this time that deep down in her heart there must +still linger her old narrow attitude toward money and good birth. She +was poor enough herself now, and yet in her case, as in so many others, +had it not made her feel all the more pride in the distinction of her +family? Assuredly she had often whispered to herself that poverty did +not matter when one bore a distinguished name. + +Betty smothered a sigh and a yawn. It was tiresome to be sitting there +thinking and reproaching herself when the others were having such a +good time. How splendidly Billy Webster and Mollie danced together! +He was so strong and dictatorial, so certain of his own judgment and +opinions. And Mollie so gentle and yielding! She smiled over her +foolish romancing, and yet there was no use pretending that they would +not make a suitable match should things turn out that way. Mollie and +Polly might possibly never be exactly what they had been to each other +in the past, and Mrs. Wharton had re-married, and Sylvia would soon be +going away to study nursing. + +But some one was passing close by and trying to attract her attention. +Betty waved her hand, but when she had gone frowned a little anxiously. + +Edith Norton was dancing with the friend whom she had persuaded Meg to +ask to her Camp Fire dinner, although none of the rest of the girls +liked him. He was a good deal older than their other young men +acquaintances and a stranger to most of them, having only come to +Woodford in the past six months and opened a drug store. But he had +been entirely devoted to Edith since, and of course as she was nearly +twenty she should know her own mind. Notwithstanding, Betty felt +uneasy and uncomfortable. They had been hearing things not to +Frederick Howard's credit in the village, and Edith had always been +unlike the rest of their Sunrise Camp Fire girls. She was vainer and +more frivolous and dreadfully tired of working in a millinery shop in +Woodford. This much she had confided to Betty after coming to live in +the Ashton house. And both Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry were afraid +that Edith might for this reason accept the first opportunity that +apparently offered to make life easier for her. So they had asked +Betty to use her influence whenever it was possible. Betty it was who +had first brought Edith into their club, and Edith had always cared for +her and admired her more than any other of her associates. + +Betty stirred restlessly. Would she never be able to get away from +serious thoughts tonight? But the next instant she had jumped to her +feet with a quickly smothered cry and stood with her hands clasped +tightly over her eyes. For all around her, in her hair falling down +upon her shoulders and about her face were glittering sparks of heat +and light. They were scorching her; already she could smell the odor +of her burning hair. One movement the girl made to protect her head, +then in a flash her hands were covering her eyes again. She wanted to +run, and yet some subconscious idea restrained her. Running would only +make the flames leap faster and higher. And surely in an instant some +one must come to her assistance; for her own low cry had been echoed by +a dozen other voices. + +Then Betty felt herself roughly seized and dragged stumbling away from +her former position, while a sudden, smothering darkness destroyed her +breath and vision; and none too tender hands seemed to be pressing down +the top of her head. + +Another moment and she was pulling feebly at the scorched coat +enveloping her. + +"Please take it off. I am all right now. The fire must be out, and +I'm stifling," she pleaded. + +But about her there followed another firm closing in of the heavy +material. And then the darkness lifted, showing Anthony Graham +standing close beside her in his shabby shirt sleeves, holding his +ruined coat in his hands. In a terrified group near by was every other +human being in the room, excepting Jim Meade and Frank Wharton, who +were pulling down the burning pine and cedar branches from the wall and +stamping out the last sparks of fire caused by the overturning of one +of the candles. + +"What happened to me? Am I much burned?" Betty asked, trying to smile +and yet feeling her lips quiver tremulously. "Won't somebody please +take me home?" Now she dared not put up her hands toward her pretty +hair, for it was enough to try and bear the pain that seemed to be +covering her head and shoulders like a blanket of fire. + +Surely the faces before her must look whiter and more terror-stricken +than her own. Mollie and Faith were both crying. Betty wondered just +why. And Anthony Graham was staring at her with such a strange +expression. She wanted to thank him, to say that she was sorry and +grateful at the same time, but could not recall exactly what had +happened. Then that funny Herr Crippen was shaking all over and saying +"Mein liebes Kind," just as though it were Esther who had been hurt. +At last, however, Rose Dyer and Dr. Barton, each with an arm about her, +were leading her across the length of that interminable and now +pitch-black room with a floor that seemed to be rising before her eyes +like the waves of the sea. And afterwards, she did not know just when, +the cold night air brought back to her a returning consciousness, but +with the consciousness came an even greater sense of pain. + +Never in after years could Betty Ashton wholly forget the drive home +that followed. Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry sat on either side of her, +sometimes talking, sometimes quiet, and now and then gently touching +her bandaged hands. Occasionally Dr. Barton asked her a question, to +which she replied as calmly and intelligently as possible. Otherwise +she made no movement that she could help and no sound. Anthony Graham +drove silently and grimly forward at the utmost speed that the two +livery-stable horses could attain. And although to Betty the journey +seemed to last half a lifetime, in reality it had seldom been +accomplished in so short a time. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE INVALIDS + +Sylvia Wharton wearing a trained nurse's costume tiptoed into a +darkened room. + +Instantly the figure upon the bed turned and sighed. + +"I don't see why she does not come to me, if she is no worse than you +say she is," the voice said. "Really, Sylvia, I think it would be +better for you or some one to tell me the truth." + +Sylvia hesitated. "She isn't so well, Betty dear. Perhaps Dr. Barton +may be angry with me, as he distinctly said that you were not to be +worried. But as you are worrying anyhow, possibly talking things over +with me may make you feel better. It has all been most unfortunate, +Polly's being ill here in your house when you were enduring so much +yourself. But it all comes of mother's and everybody's yielding to +whatever Polly O'Neill wishes." + +Sylvia sat down upon the side of the bed, taking one of Betty's hands +in hers. Ten days had passed since the accident at the cabin and the +burns on Betty's hands had almost entirely healed, but over her eyes +and the upper part of her face was a linen covering, so that it was +still impossible to guess the extent of her injury. She was apt to be +quieter, however, Sylvia had found out, when she could feel some one +touching her. And now the news of Polly for the time being kept her +interested. + +"You see, mother's first mistake was in not bringing Polly straight +back home as soon as she found out what she was doing in New York. +Polly had a slight cold then and it kept getting worse each night. But +of course Polly pretended that it amounted to nothing and that the +stars would fall unless she finished her engagement. So finish it she +did, and then hearing of your accident toward the last, as mother and +Esther had kept the news a secret from her for some time, why come here +she would instead of immediately going home. She wanted to help nurse +and amuse you and you had said that you wanted her with you. And then +of course Polly was embarrassed over meeting father and Frank. And +father was angry at her disobedience and her frightening mother and +Mollie. However, that cold of hers has kept on getting worse and she +will have to stay in bed now for a few days anyhow. For I won't let +Polly O'Neill have her own way this time." + +A faint smile showed itself on Betty's lips which Sylvia stooped low +enough to see. And then in spite of her own stolid and supposedly cold +temperament, the younger girl's expression changed. For it meant a +good deal for any one to have succeeded in making Betty Ashton smile in +these last few days. + +"But you're fonder of Polly than you are of the rest of us, even +Mollie, Sylvia, and you let her lead you around," Betty argued. + +Sylvia's flaxen head was resolutely shaken. She no longer wore her +hair in two tight pigtails, but in almost as closely bound braids wound +in a circle about her face. Her complexion was still colorless and her +eyes nondescript, but Sylvia's square chin and her resolute expression +often made persons take a second look at her. It was seldom that one +saw so much character in so young a girl. + +"Yes, I am fond of Polly," she agreed, "but you are mistaken if you +think I let her influence me. Some one has to take Polly O'Neill +sensibly for her own sake." And Sylvia just in time stifled a sigh. +For of course her stepsister was in a more serious condition than she +had confessed to the other girl. It was well enough to call the +illness a bad cold--it was that, but possibly something worse, +bronchitis, pneumonia--Dr. Barton had not yet given it a name. She was +only to be kept quiet and watched. Later on he would know better what +to say. Her constitution was not strong. + +Some telepathic message, however, must have passed from one friend to +the other, for at this instant Betty sat up suddenly with more energy +than she had yet shown. + +"If anything dreadful happens to Polly, I shall never forgive Esther as +long as I live. It is all very well for Polly and your mother to +insist that Esther was not in any possible way responsible. Mollie and +I both feel differently. Esther should have told----" + +By the fashion in which Sylvia Wharton arose and walked away from the +bed, Betty realized how intensely their opinions disagreed, although +the younger girl moved quietly, with no anger or flurry and made no +reply. + +"Here are some more roses, Betty, that John Everett sent you. Shall I +put them near enough your bed to have you enjoy their fragrance?" +Sylvia asked. "John seems to be buying up all the flowers near +Dartmouth. I told Meg that you would rather he did not send so many. +But she says she can't stop him. For somehow John feels kind of +responsible for your getting hurt, as he arranged for you to sit under +those particular candles. Then he did not notice when you first called +for help and let Anthony Graham rescue you. Meg is downstairs now with +your mother. Would you like to see her?" + +Betty shook her head. "Please don't let Meg know, but I don't feel +like talking, somehow. The girls are so sweet and sympathetic. And I +try to be brave, but until I know----" + +With magically quick footsteps the younger girl had again crossed the +room and her firm arms were soon about her friend's shoulders. + +"You are going to be all right, dear. Dr. Barton is almost sure of it +and I am quite. There won't be any scars that will last and your +eyes--why, you protected them marvelously, and they only need resting. +You are too beautiful, Betty dear, to have anything happen that could +in any way mar you. I can't, I won't believe it." + +And somehow Sylvia was one of those people in whose judgment and faith +one must always find healing. Betty said nothing more, only put out +her hand with an appealing gesture and caught hold of Sylvia's dress. + +"I don't want to talk or to see people, and I'm tired of being read to. +What is there for me to do, Sylvia child, to make the hours pass?" + +Rather desperately the younger girl looked about the great, sunshiny +room. It was not Betty's old blue room, but the room once used as a +store-room and afterwards occupied by Esther, into which Betty had +moved a short while before her accident. Imagination was not Sylvia +Wharton's strong point. She was an excellent nurse, quiet, firm and +patient and always to be relied upon. But what to do to make Betty +Ashton stop thinking of what might await her at the end of her weeks of +suffering must have taxed a far more fertile brain than Sylvia's. +However, the suggestion did not have to come from her; for at this +instant there was a knock at the door, so gentle that it was difficult +to be sure that it really was a knock. + +Outside stood the German professor with his violin under his arm. And +he looked so utterly wretched and uneasy that Sylvia wondered how he +could feel so great an emotion over Betty, although the entire village +seemed to be worrying as though in reality she had been their own +"Princess." No one could talk of anything else until her condition +became finally known; but Herr Crippen was a newcomer and Betty had +never cared for him. + +"Would the little _Fräulein_ like it that I should play for her?" he +now asked gently. + +And Sylvia turned to the girl on the bed. + +At first Betty had shaken her head, but now she evidently changed her +mind. + +"You are very kind. I think I should enjoy it," she answered. And a +few moments afterwards Sylvia stole away. + +So there was no one in the room to notice how frequently Herr Crippen +had to wipe his glasses as he looked down upon the girl of whose face +he could see nothing now save the delicately rounded chin and full red +lips. + +[Illustration: The professor had to wipe his glasses] + +Then without worrying her he began to play: in the beginning not +Beethoven nor Mozart, nor any of the classic music he most loved, but +the Camp Fire songs, which he had lately arranged for the violin +because of his interest in the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire girls, and which +he was playing for the first time before an audience. + +And Betty listened silently, not voicing her surprise. The song of +"The Soul's Desire," what memories it brought back of Esther and their +first meeting in this room! No wonder that Esther had so great talent +with such a queer, gifted father. Betty wondered idly what the mother +could have been like. She was an American and beautiful, so much she +remembered having been told. + +Then ceasing to think of Esther she began thinking of herself. Could +she ever again even try to follow the Law of the Camp Fire, which had +meant so much to her in the past few years, if this dreadful tragedy +which hovered over her, sleeping or waking, should be not just a +terrible fear, but a living fact. Should she be scarred from her +accident, or worse fear, should her eyes be affected by the scorching +heat of the flames? + +Softly under her breath, even while listening with all her soul to the +music, Betty repeated the Camp Fire Law. + +"Seek Beauty?" Could she find it, having lost her own? Then she +remembered that the beauty which the Camp Fire taught was not only a +physical beauty, but the greater kind which is of the spirit as well as +of the flesh. + +"Give Service?" Well, perhaps some day in ways she could not now +imagine, she might be able to return a small measure of the service +that her friends had been so generously bestowing upon her. + +"Pursue Knowledge, Be Trustworthy." No misfortune need separate a girl +from these ideals. + +"Hold on to Health." This might mean a harder fight than she had ever +yet had to make before, but Betty felt a new courage faintly struggling +within her. + +"Glorify Work." That was not an impossible demand of her as a Torch +Bearer among her group of Camp Fire girls. It was the last of the +seven points of their great law that she dreaded to face at this +moment, here in the darkness alone. + +"Be Happy." Could she ever again be happy even for a day or an hour? +And yet the law said: "If we have pain, to hide it, if others have +sorrow, be quick to relieve it." + +But what the rest of the law read she could not now recall. For Herr +Crippen was beginning to play one of the most exquisite pieces of music +that can ever be rendered on the violin, Schubert's Serenade. + + "Last night the nightingale woke me, + Last night when all was still + It sang in the golden moonlight" + + +Betty wondered why the music should sound so strangely far away, as +though she were dreaming and it were coming to her somewhere out of the +land of dreams. + +Another moment and Betty was sound asleep. Nevertheless the Professor, +with his eyes still upon her, played softly on, played until Mrs. +Ashton noiselessly entered the room. + +Then he ceased and the man and woman, standing one on either side of +Betty's bed, looked at each other with expressions it would be +difficult to translate. For each face held a certain amount of +pleading and of defiance. + +"She is like her mother; _nicht wahr_?" the Professor murmured, and +then withdrew. + +Afterwards for several moments Mrs. Ashton's eyes never ceased +regarding the curls of Betty's red brown hair, that lay outside on her +pillow. Her long braids had been cut off and latterly she had been +wearing a little blue silk cap, which had now slipped off on account of +her restlessness. + +Mrs. Ashton, glancing in a mirror at her own faded flaxen hair, sighed. +Then, seating herself in a chair near by she waited in absolute +patience and quietness, until suddenly from a movement upon the bed she +guessed that Betty was waking. + +And actually her child's lips were smiling upon her not only bravely +but cheerfully, as though her sleep had brought both comfort and faith. + +"Sit close by me, mother," Betty said, "and don't let any one else come +in for a long time. You know I have been trying to get you to tell me +the history of this old room for ages and now this is such a splendid +comfy chance. I am just exactly in the mood for hearing a long, +thrilling story." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +"WHICH COMES LIKE A BENEDICTION" + +"Tell me exactly what you think, Dr. Barton, please, and don't try to +deceive me," Betty Ashton pleaded. "I want to be told the truth at +once before mother or any one else joins us. Always I shall be +grateful to Rose for suggesting that you come here to me alone and when +no one was expecting you, so that there need be no unnecessary +suspense." + +Betty Ashton was seated in a low rocking chair one morning a few days +later, with Dr. Barton standing near and carefully unwrapping the +bandages from about her head. The room was not brightly lighted, +neither was it dark, for a single blind had been drawn up at the window +on the opposite side of the room. + +Dr. Barton's face showed lines of anxiety and sympathy. Indeed, Rose +Dyer could hardly have been persuaded to believe how nervous and shaken +he appeared and how, instead of his usual look of hardness and +austerity, he was now as tender and gentle as a woman. + +"But my dear Betty," he returned in a more cheerful voice than his +expression indicated, "what I say to you about yourself is by no means +the last word. My opinion, you must remember, is of blessedly little +importance. If there are any scars left by my treatment of your burns, +there are hundreds of wonderful big doctors who can perform miracles +for you. And then time is the eternal healer." + +"Yes, I know," the girl answered, "but just the same, please hurry and +let me know what you yourself honestly think. At least, I shall be +able to tell myself whether my eyes are injured, as soon as you let me +try them in a bright light." + +For a fraction of a moment Dr. Barton delayed his work. "Won't you +allow me to call your mother, or Miss Dyer or Miss McMurtry? Miss Dyer +is in the house. I happen to have seen her. And it may be better, in +case you do not feel yourself, to have some one else here to care for +you. There is Sylvia. Actually I believe she has been of as much use +to you and Polly O'Neill as your professional nurses." + +At this instant, although she had set her lips so close together that +only a pale line showed, Betty's chin quivered, and although her hands +gripped the sides of her chair so hard that her arms ached, her +shoulders shook. + +If only Dr. Barton would cease his perfectly futile efforts to distract +her attention. Could any human being think of another subject or +person at a time like this? + +And Dr. Barton did recognize the clumsiness of his own efforts, only +his conversation was partly intended to conceal his own anxiety. + +"Don't I hear some one coming along the hall? Are you sure you locked +the door?" Betty queried uneasily. + +Dr. Barton did not reply. At this instant, although the linen covering +still concealed his patient's eyes, he had removed the upper bandages, +so that now her forehead was plainly revealed to his view. + +And Betty Ashton's forehead had always been singularly beautiful in the +past, low and broad with the hair growing in a soft fringe about it and +coming down into a peak in the center. Now, however, across her +forehead there showed a long crimson line, almost like the mark from +the blow of a whip. Dr. Barton examined it closely, touched it gently +with the tips of his fingers and then cleared his throat and attempted +to speak. But apparently the needed words would not come. On either +side the ugly scar the girl's skin was white and fine as delicate silk +and on top of her head, which had been protected by her heavy hair, the +burns had almost completely healed. + +"It is all right, Miss Betty," Dr. Barton said in a curiously husky +voice. "You are better than I even dared hope. There is a scar now, +but I can promise you that it will be only a faint line in the future, +or else will disappear altogether. The very fact that the trouble has +concentrated into the one scar shows that the healing has taken place +all about it." + +Betty's own hands slipped the final covering from about her eyes. Then +for a moment her heart seemed absolutely to have stopped beating. For +the room swam around her in a kind of disordered dimness. She could +see nothing clearly. In a panic she sprang to her feet, when Dr. +Barton took a firm hold on her shaking shoulders. + +"Be quiet, child. Pull yourself together for just a minute. You are +frightened now, you know. In another moment things will clear up and +grow more distinct." + +And even before he had finished speaking Betty realized this to be the +blessed truth. + +There in the far end of the big room stood her bed and, on a table +near, a bunch of John's pink roses. She could even see their bright +color vividly. In another direction was her dressing table and about +it hung the photographs of Rose, of Miss McMurtry, of the eleven Camp +Fire girls. + +Dropping back into her chair Betty, covering her face with her hands, +began to sob. And she cried on without any effort at self-control +until she was limp and exhausted, although all the while her heart was +saying its own special hymn of thanksgiving. And young Dr. Barton kept +patting her upon the shoulder and urging her not to cry, because now +there was nothing to cry about, until Betty would like to have laughed +if the tears had not been bringing her a greater relief. How like a +man not to understand that she could now permit herself the indulgence +of tears, when for the past two weeks she had not dared, fearing that +once having given way there would be no end. + +"Would you mind leaving me for a few minutes and trying to find +mother?" Betty at last managed to ask. + +She wanted to be alone. But a few seconds after the doctor's +disappearance, Betty got up and with trembling knees managed to cross +her room, feeling dreadfully weak and exhausted from the long suspense. +For she wished to look into a mirror with no one watching. And as +Betty Ashton got the first glimpse of herself, although vanity had +never been one of her weaknesses, she honestly believed that she never +had seen any one look so tragically ugly before in her entire life. +She hardly recognized herself. Her face was white and thin, almost +bloodless except for the scar upon her forehead. Then her hair had +been cut off, and though in some places the curls still remained heavy +and thick, in others she looked like a badly shorn lamb. + +And this time the tears crowding Betty's eyes were not of relief but of +wounded vanity. + +"I never saw any one so hideous in my life," she remarked aloud. "And +I am truly sorry for the people who must have the misfortune of looking +at me." + +Betty was wearing an Empire blue dressing gown and slippers and +stockings of the same color. Her eyes were dark gray and misty with +shadows under them. She looked ill, of course, and unlike her usual +self, and yet it would be difficult for any misfortune to have made +Betty Ashton actually ugly. For beauty is one of the most difficult +things in the world to define and one of the easiest to see--a +possession that is at once tangible and intangible. And Betty +possessed the gift in a remarkable degree. + +Therefore she did not look unattractive to the eyes of the young man +who was now staring at her in astonishment, fear and delight, from her +own open doorway, which Dr. Barton, on leaving the room, had neglected +to close. + +"I am sorry. Oh, I am so glad!" + +Anthony Graham murmured. "I was passing your room; I didn't mean to +intrude. But nothing matters now you are well again and looking like +yourself. It's so wonderful, so splendid, so----" And the young man, +who was ordinarily quiet and reserved, fairly stammered with the rush +of his own words. + +Betty walked shyly toward him with her eyes still filled with tears. + +"Oh, I am dreadful to look at, but I must not complain," she answered +wistfully. "A Camp Fire girl ought to have learned some lessons in +bravery and endurance. Please let's don't talk about me. I want to +thank you, for if it had not been for you, I might have--I can't bear +to think even now what might have happened to me." + +"Then don't," the young man returned brusquely, but Betty did not this +time misunderstand his manner. "I did not do anything. I ought to +have gotten to you sooner. I have been hating myself ever since for +the time I took to reach you. After all you had done for me in the +past!" + +The next moment the girl put her hand into the boy's hard, +work-roughened one. "Ask Nan to tell the others for me. And remember +that no matter what has happened or may happen in the future, I shall +always feel myself in your debt, not you in mine." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +SECRETS + +It was sundown. The big Ashton house, although so filled with people, +was oddly quiet. Betty Ashton slipped out of her own room into the +hall and hurried along the empty corridor. Once only she stopped and +smiled, partly from amusement and partly from satisfaction. Herr +Crippen's door was half open and so was Miss McMurtry's and the +Professor was playing on his violin. Such sentimental love ditties! +The air throbbed with German love songs. + +And Betty had a mischievous desire to stick her head into Miss +McMurtry's room and see if she was engaged in some maiden-like +occupation, such as marking school papers or reading the _Woodford +Gazette_. Or was she sitting, as she should be, with her hands idly +folded in her lap and her heart and mind absorbed in the music? Never +had Betty given up her idea that a romance was in the making between +their first Camp Fire guardian and Esther's father. And often since +their coming to live in her house had she not seen slight but +convincing evidences? Why should Donna so often appear with a single +white rose pinned to her dress or take to playing the same tunes on the +piano that the Professor played on his violin, particularly when she +was an exceedingly poor pianist? + +Nevertheless it was not awe of her teacher and guardian that kept Betty +from investigating the state of her emotions at this moment; neither +was it any fear of antagonism between them, for since Esther's +departure to study in New York, Miss McMurtry apparently felt more +affection for Betty than for any of the other Camp Fire girls. No, it +was simply because she had a very definite purpose which she wished to +accomplish without interruption or opposition. + +The next instant and she had paused outside a closed door and stood +listening tensely. There were no noises inside, no voices, nor the +stir of any person moving about. Betty put her hand on the knob and +opened it silently. + +Instantly there was a little cry and Betty and Polly O'Neill were in +each other's arms. + +"Betty, you darling," Polly gasped, "turn on every light in this room +and let me stare and stare at you. There isn't anything in the world +the matter with you. You are as lovely as you ever were. Oh, I have +been so frightened! I have not believed what anybody told me, and it +seemed it must be a part of my punishment that you had been injured. +It is absurd of me, I suppose, but I have had a kind of feeling that +perhaps if I had been at Meg's party I should have been with you at the +time so that it couldn't have happened." + +"Foolish Polly! But when was Polly anything but foolish?" the other +girl returned, taking off her cap and pushing back her hair. "You see +I am a sight, dear, but it does not matter a great deal. I am kind of +getting used to myself these last few days. So I didn't see any reason +why, since you are better and I am perfectly well, we could not be +together. Even if it does give you a kind of a shock to look at me, +you'll get over it, won't you?" + +In reply Polly had one of her rather rare outbursts of affection. She +was never so demonstrative as the other girls. Her devotions had ways +of expressing themselves in an occasional compliment tendered perhaps +in some whimsical, back-handed fashion, or in a fleeting caress, which +came and was gone like the touch of a butterfly's wing. + +Now, however, she took her friend's face between her two hands and +kissed her quietly, almost solemnly upon the line of her injury. + +"Never say a thing like that to me again as long as you live, Betty +Ashton. Perhaps I haven't as much affection as other people. Mother +and Mollie are both insisting it lately. Still I know that----but how +silly we are to talk of it! You are not changed. Of course I am sorry +that your hair had to be cut off, but it will grow out again and the +scar will disappear. I wish I could get rid of my"--Polly +hesitated--"blemishes so easily," she finished. + +Betty looked puzzled. "What do you mean? Sylvia says you are very +much better and that there is no reason why you should not get up. She +declares that it is only that you won't and that she does not intend +nursing you or letting any one else take care of you after a few days, +unless you do what Dr. Barton tells you. Sylvia is a dreadfully firm +person. She was quite angry with me when I said that I did not believe +you were well and that I was quite strong enough now to take care of +you and you should not get out of bed until you had entirely recovered." + +"But I have entirely recovered and I am well and somehow I can't manage +to deceive Sylvia Wharton no matter how hard I try," Polly announced in +a half-amused and half-annoyed manner. + +"Then why are you trying to?" Betty naturally queried. Of course one +never actually expected to understand Polly O'Neill's whims, but now +and then one of them appeared a trifle more mysterious than the others. +"If you are still tired and feel you prefer to remain in bed, that is a +sure sign you are not strong enough to get up, and Dr. Barton and +Sylvia ought to realize it," she continued, still on the defensive. + +But Polly only smiled at her. "But, dear, I don't prefer to remain in +bed. I am so deadly bored with it that as soon as I am left alone I +get up and dance in the middle of the floor just to have a little +relief. Can't you and mother and Mollie understand (I don't believe +any one does except Sylvia) that I don't want to get up because I don't +want to have to face the music?" + +Still the other girl looked puzzled. + +"Can't you see that as long as I have been able to be sick nobody has +dared to say very much to me about my escapade in New York? Oh, of +course I know what they think and mother did manage to say a good deal +before we came home; still, there is a great deal more retribution +awaiting me. In the first place, I shall have to go home to the +Wharton house. I realize it has been dreadful, my being sick here, but +I am everlastingly grateful to you and your mother. Mr. Wharton won't +say anything much; he really is very kind to me; but naturally I know +what he thinks. And then when Frank Wharton is there it will be so +much worse. You see, Frank and I quarreled once, because I thought he +was rude to mother. And of course he considers my disobedience worse +than his rudeness. And as he is perfectly right, I can't imagine how I +shall answer him back the next time we argue." + +As Polly talked she had risen into a sitting posture in bed and was now +leaning her chin on her hand in a characteristic attitude and quite +unconscious of the amusing side to her argument until Betty laughed. + +Polly had on a scarlet flannel dressing sacque and her hair was tied +with scarlet ribbons. And indeed her cheeks were almost equally vivid +in color. + +"But there isn't anything funny about my punishment, Betty dear. And +the worst of it is that I know I deserve all of it and more and shan't +ever have the right to complain. Mother declares that she does not +expect to allow me to leave Woodford again until I am twenty-one, since +she has no more faith in me. And then, and then--" Polly's entire face +now changed expression--"has any one told you that my behavior is to be +openly discussed at the next meeting of our Camp Fire Club? Perhaps I +won't be allowed to be a member any longer." + +Instantly Betty jumped up from her kneeling position by the bed and +commenced walking up and down the length of the room, saying nothing at +first, but with her lips set in obstinate lines. + +"But it isn't the custom of Camp Fire clubs to act as both judge and +jury, is it, Polly?" she inquired. "At least, I have never heard of +any other club's undertaking such a task. We are allowed, I know, to +be fairly free in what we do in our individual clubs, but somehow this +action seems unkind and dangerous. For if once we begin criticising +one another's faults or mistakes, after a while there won't be any +club. Right now Edith Norton is behaving very foolishly, I think, but +I wouldn't dream of even discussing her with you or any one of the +girls. I----" Betty paused to get her breath, her indignation and +opposition to Polly's information overwhelming her. + +But Polly held out both hands, entreating her to sit beside her again. + +"You are mistaken. I did not explain the circumstances to you as I +should have. It is all my idea and my plan to have the girls consider +my misconduct and find out how they feel about me," Polly explained +quietly. "I spoke of it first to Rose and then to Miss McMurtry and at +first they thought in a measure as you do. But I don't agree with you. +You remember that our honor beads come to us for obedience and service +to our Camp Fire laws. Why should not disobedience make us unworthy to +wear them? In the old days if an Indian offended against the laws of +his tribe he was made to suffer the penalty. And I don't want you +girls to keep me in our club just because you are sorry for me and are +too kind to be just. Mollie has told me how horrified Meg and Eleanor +and Nan are, and of course Rose and Donna have not pretended to hide +their disapproval, even during their consolation visits to me as an +invalid. But you will forgive me, won't you, Betty?" Polly ended with +more penitence than she had yet shown to any one save her mother. + +"Of course I forgive you. But if you had not gotten well I should +never have forgiven Esther," the other girl answered. + +Two fingers were laid quickly across Betty Ashton's lips. + +"Don't be unfair and absurd," Polly protested; "for some day you may be +sorry if you don't understand just how big and generous Esther Crippen +is. It isn't only that she would sacrifice her own desires for other +people's, but that she actually has. I would not be surprised if +Esther did not have some secret or other." And Polly stopped suddenly, +biting her tongue. Not for worlds would she even in the slightest +fashion betray a suspicion or inference of her own concerning the +friend who had been so loyal and devoted to her. + +Fortunately Betty was too intent upon her own thoughts to have heard +her. + +"I have to go back to my own room now, but you are not to worry, Polly +mine, not about anything. In the first place, you are not to go home +very soon. I have talked to your mother and mine and persuaded them +that I need to have you stay on here with me. I do need you, Polly. +It is queer, but I want you to come and sleep in the old back room with +me. I have gotten nervous being in there by myself. There is a +mystery about the room greater than I have dreamed. I have only been +joking half the time when I have spoken of it. But the other day I got +mother to the point where there was no possible excuse for her not +explaining the entire reason for her attitude and Dick's toward the +place, when suddenly she broke down and left me. We might amuse +ourselves while we are invalids discovering whether or not it is +haunted. Only I don't exactly wish to make the discovery alone." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +THE LAW OF THE FIRE + +Mollie O'Neill walked slowly toward the Ashton house one afternoon not +long afterwards at about four o'clock, looking unusually serious and +uncomfortable. She was wearing a long coat buttoned up to her chin and +coming down to the bottom of her dress, and was carrying a big book. + +"Mollie, there isn't anything the matter? Neither Betty nor Polly is +worse again?" Billy Webster inquired, unexpectedly striding across from +the opposite side of the street and not stopping to offer his greeting +before beginning his questioning. + +Mollie shook her head, although her face still retained so solemn an +expression that the young man was plainly alarmed. Ordinarily Mollie's +blue eyes were as untroubled as blue lakes and her forehead and mouth +as free from the lines of care or even annoyance. + +Billy Webster put the book under his arm and continued walking along +beside her. + +"If there is anything that troubles you, Mollie, and you believe that I +can help you, please don't ever fail to call on me," he suggested in +the gentle tones that he seemed ever to reserve for this girl alone. +"I know that Polly is dreadfully angry over my interference in New +York, but so long as you and your mother thought I did right and were +grateful to me, I don't care how Polly feels--at least, I don't care a +great deal. And I believe I should behave in exactly the same way if I +had it all to do over again." + +Shyly and yet with an admiration that she did not attempt to conceal +Mollie glanced up at her companion. Billy was always so determined, so +sure of his own ideas of right and wrong, that once having made a +decision or taken a step, he never appeared to regret it afterwards. +And this attitude under the present circumstances was a consolation to +Mollie. For oftentimes since Polly's return and while enduring her +reproaches, she had experienced twinges of conscience for having +concerned an outsider in their family affairs, though somehow Billy did +not seem like an outsider. Polly had insisted that she had been most +unwise in asking him to look up Esther and herself immediately upon his +arrival in New York. How much better had she waited and let Polly make +her confession to their mother later, thus saving all of them +excitement and strain! However, since Billy was still convinced that +he would do the same thing over again in a similar position, Mollie +felt her own uncertainty vanish. + +"No, there isn't anything you can help about this afternoon," she +replied. "I am only going to a monthly meeting of our Council Fire. +The girls told me that if I liked I need not come, yet it seems almost +cowardly to stay away. For you see Polly has insisted that we talk +over her conduct and decide whether or not we wish her to remain a +member of our club. Or at least whether some of her honor beads should +be taken from her and her rank reduced. There is a good deal of +difference of opinion. For some of the girls are convinced that once +our honor beads are lawfully won, nothing and no one has the right to +take them from us; while others feel that breaking the law of the Camp +Fire should render one unworthy of a high position in the Council and +that even though one is not asked to resign, at least one should be +relegated to the ranks again. But of course all this is a secret and +must never be spoken of except in our club." + +"Like an officer stripped of his epaulettes," Billy murmured. And +afterwards: "See here, Mollie, if this is a club secret then you ought +not to have told me and I ought not to have listened. For it is pretty +rough on Polly. But I promise not to mention it and will try to +forget. We must not make her any more down upon me than she is +already." + +The young man and girl had now come to the Ashton front gate, and as +they stopped, Billy gave the book to Mollie and could not forbear +patting her encouragingly upon the coat sleeve. She looked so gentle +and worried. Polly always seemed to be getting her into hot water +without really intending that Mollie should be made to suffer. + +"It will turn out all right, I am sure," he insisted in a convincing +tone. "Your sister will always have too many friends to let things go +much against her in this world." + +Mollie found that the other girls had already assembled in the Ashton +drawing room and, as she was late, the camp fire had been laid and +lighted, following the same ceremony as if it had taken place outdoors. + +The members were all present excepting Polly, who had declined coming +down to make her own defense, and Esther, who was still at work in New +York. The two Field girls, Juliet and Beatrice, completed the original +number, as they were both in Woodford for the winter attending the High +School. Rose Dyer, with Faith's hand tight in hers, appeared uneasy +and distressed. In her rôle of Camp Fire Guardian she was not assured +of the wisdom of their proceedings and could find no precedent for it +among other Camp Fire clubs. However, Miss McMurtry had consented to +join their meeting and, as she had been the original and was now the +head Guardian of all the clubs in Woodford, the responsibility might +honestly be shared with her. + +For the first time since her accident Betty Ashton was able to attend a +gathering of the Council Fire; and although she was the center of the +greater part of the attention and affection in the room, Betty appeared +as nervous and worried as Mollie O'Neill. + +To both of the girls this open discussion of one of their club member's +misdeeds was abhorrent. And that the accused should be their adored +but often misguided Polly made the situation the more tragic and +distasteful. + +Although she was not yet in a position to be positive, Betty felt +reasonably convinced that Edith Norton was at the bottom of this formal +judgment of Polly. So skilfully and quietly had the older girl gone to +work that both Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry were under the impression +that the original suggestion had come from the culprit herself. + +Yet the truth was that Edith Norton had a smaller nature than any other +member of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire Club and she and Polly had never +been real friends since the night long ago of the Indian "Maiden's +Feast," when Edith thinking to fix the guilt of a theft upon Nan +Graham, had wakened Polly to a sudden sense of her own responsibility. +And it was following a visit of condolence to Polly's sick room by +Edith that swift as a flash Polly had announced herself as willing and +ready to have her conduct considered by the club council. For it +afterwards appeared that Edith had casually mentioned that the other +girls had been talking among themselves of this question of Polly's +fitness or unfitness to continue a "Torch Bearer" in the club. So with +her usual recklessness and impulsiveness she had insisted that her +offense be openly considered and that she receive whatever punishment +might be considered just. Never had she planned denying her misdeed +nor taking refuge behind her friends' affection. + +Therefore both Betty and Mollie had been entreated, even ordered, to +listen quietly to whatever might be said of her behavior and without +protest. And Mollie had agreed. Betty had reserved the right to use +her own discretion and had no intention of not making herself felt when +the moment arrived. + +After the regular business of the meeting had been concluded a marked +silence followed, the girls hardly daring even to glance toward one +another. + +Rose Dyer coughed nervously, yet as she had been chosen to set Polly's +case plainly before the other girls and to ask for their frank opinions +of what action, if any, the Sunrise Hill Club desired to take, her +responsibility must not be evaded. Of course all of the girls had +previously heard the entire story, but perhaps in a more or less highly +colored fashion. And particularly Polly O'Neill insisted that Esther +Crippen's part in her action be explained. For Esther must not be held +in any way accountable, as both Betty and Mollie had been inclined to +feel. + +When Rose had finished a simple statement of the facts of the case and +had asked to hear from the other club members, no one answered. Betty +kept her eyes severely fastened upon Edith Norton's face. Surely Edith +must be aware of her knowledge of certain facts that were as much to +her discredit as Polly's disobedience. Of course nothing could induce +her to make capital of this knowledge, since Betty Ashton's +interpretation of Camp Fire loyalty was of a different kind from Edith +Norton's, as the older girl was one day to find out. Nevertheless +there was nothing to prevent Betty from using her influence with the +hope that Edith might be discouraged from making any suggestion that +would start the tide of feeling rolling against the culprit. + +This Council Meeting might be a greater test of the entire Camp Fire +organization than any one of the girls realized. Possibly it had been +a mistake to allow the fitness or unfitness of a fellow member to be +openly discussed; especially when the girl was Polly O'Neill, for Polly +was a powerful influence always and the club might easily split upon a +criticism of her. Whatever should happen, however, Betty Ashton +intended using every effort to keep the Sunrise Hill Camp together, +saving Polly also if she could. + +In spite of her friend's restraining glance, Edith apparently failed to +regard her, for instead she glanced insinuatingly toward Eleanor Meade +and Meg Everett. Both these girls had expressed themselves as deeply +shocked and grieved over Polly's behavior, though neither of them +appeared to be ready to make any statement of their views on this +occasion. It was one thing to express an informal opinion of another +girl's action, but quite another to make a formal accusation against +her in the club where they had lived and worked and grown together in +bonds almost closer than family ones. + +Next Edith studied Sylvia Wharton's expression. Day and night had +Sylvia nursed Polly with infinite patience, and yet she had made no +effort to conceal her disapproval of her stepsister's conduct and +Sylvia might always be relied upon for an honest and straightforward +statement of her opinion. Yet Sylvia's face at the present moment was +as empty as though she had never had an idea in her life. + +Just why this continuing silence should make the original Sunrise Hill +Camp Fire guardian smile, no one understood. However, the Lady of the +Hill knew very well why and was feeling strangely relieved. For had +she not permitted a dangerous test of the Camp Fire spirit to be tried +and were the girls not responding just as she had hoped and believed +they would? Surely during these past two years they had been +developing a real understanding of comradeship, the ability to stick +together, to keep step. And girls and women had for so many centuries +been accused of the inability to do this. + +"I think that no one of us holds Esther Crippen in any way responsible +for Polly O'Neill's action or for continuing to keep her family in +ignorance of what she was doing," Edith finally began in a rather weak +voice, seeing that no one else showed any sign of speaking. "It is one +of the things that I think she is most to be blamed for, since it is +hardly fair to bring another club member into a difficulty on account +of her feeling of personal loyalty." + +Betty frowned. There was so much of truth in Edith's speech that it +could hardly fail to carry a certain amount of conviction. + +But before any one could reply, Sylvia Wharton got up from the floor, +where she had been sitting in Camp Fire fashion, and crossing the room, +stood before the flames, facing the circle of girls with her hands +clasped in front of her and her lips shut tight together. Her usually +sallow skin was a good deal flushed. + +"I am going to make a motion to this club," she announced, "but before +I do I want to say something, and everybody knows how hard it is for me +to talk. I can do things sometimes, but I can't say them. Just now +Edith Norton used the word, 'loyalty.' I am glad she did, because it +is just what I want to speak of--because it seems to me that loyalty is +the very foundation stone of all our Camp Fires. Of course Polly has +broken a part of our law. She has failed to be trustworthy, but I am +not going into that, since each one of you can have your own opinion of +her behavior and would have it anyway no matter what I said. But the +whole point is, won't every single girl in the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club possibly break some of the rules some day? As we are only human, +I think we are pretty sure to. So I move that we say nothing more +about Polly. Perhaps others of us have done things nearly as bad or +will do them. But more important and what I would so much like to +persuade you to feel about as I feel is this:"--and Sylvia's plain face +worked with the strength of an emotion which few people had ever seen +her display before--"I want us to promise ourselves and one another +that no matter what any fellow member of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club ever does, or what mistake she may make, or even what sin she may +commit, that no one of us will ever turn her back upon her or fail to +do anything and everything in our power to help her and to make things +happy and comfortable again. I wish I could talk like Betty and Polly, +but you do understand what I mean," Sylvia concluded with tears +compounded of embarrassment and earnestness standing in her light blue +eyes. + +"Hear, hear!" whispered Miss McMurtry a little uncertainly. + +Rose Dyer clapped her hands softly together. The sound gave the +necessary suggestion to the other girls, and poor Sylvia crept back to +her place in the circle in a storm of applause. It was the simplest +method by which the girls could reveal their deeper emotions. A few +moments afterward Sylvia's proposal was put into the form of a regular +motion and carried without a dissenting voice. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +A FIGURE IN THE NIGHT + +"Polly," a muffled voice murmured in so low a tone that the sound was +scarcely audible. Then a cold hand was slid beneath the bed clothes, +clasping a warm, relaxed one and pressing it with sudden intensity. + +"Betty, did you call me?" Polly O'Neill inquired, turning over sleepily +and trying to pierce the darkness so as to get a view of her companion. +Now that she was coming to her senses, she could feel Betty's body +straining close up against her own and her lips almost touching her ear. + +It was between two and three o'clock in the morning and the two friends +had been sleeping together in Betty Ashton's old-fashioned four-post +bed, hung with blue curtains that opened only for a space of several +feet in the center of the two sides. The room was dark and cold, for +there was no light burning and the sky outside held the blackness that +often precedes the dawn. A window was open, letting in sudden gusts of +freezing air. + +"You aren't ill, are you?" Polly was about to ask when the other girl's +fingers closed over her mouth. + +"Don't speak and don't stir," Betty whispered, still in almost +noiseless tones. "Just listen for a moment. Try and not be +frightened, but do you think you can hear any one moving about in this +room?" + +For the first instant Polly felt a decided inclination to laugh. What +an absurd suggestion Betty was making! She must have been asleep and +dreamed something that had frightened her. It was rather to be +expected, however, after the shock of her accident at the cabin. +Therefore it would be best to gratify her fancy; and Polly set herself +to listening dutifully. + +Then Polly herself started, only to feel once more the other girl's +restraining clasp. But the sound she had heard was only the banging of +the blind against the window. Nevertheless with the quick Irish +sensitiveness to impressions, to subtle suggestions, she was beginning +to have a terrifying consciousness of some other person in their +bedroom than herself and Betty. And yet she had so far heard nothing, +seen nothing. + +"Look through the opening in the curtain toward the farthest end of the +room--there by the big closet door," Betty whispered. "Be perfectly +still, for I am quite sure that the figure has passed entirely around +the room twice as though it were groping for something. I can't see, I +can only hear it, and once I felt sure that a hand touched our bed." + +Shadowy, terrifyingly silent, an indistinct outline was discernible +along the opposite wall and a hand moving slowly up and down it as if +searching for something. Could it be for the door of the closet only a +few feet away? + +Both girls for the moment were too frightened or too surprised to stir +or to call out. The idea of jumping suddenly from the bed and running +toward the intruder had occurred to Betty, who was the more widely +awake, although she had confessed to herself that she was neither brave +nor foolish enough to do it. For the figure was too mysterious, too +uncertain, and whether man or woman, boy or girl, she had no +conception. Why, it was only the fact of the hand which proved that it +was even human! + +Then both girls lay rigid once more, with not a muscle moving, scarcely +believing that they breathed. For the form was again flitting down the +length of the room, possibly toward their bed. The next second and it +had passed through Betty's evidently unlatched door and vanished +noiselessly into the hall. + +Polly was sleeping on the outside of the bed, so it was she who first +leaped upon the floor, turning on the electric light until the room was +brilliantly illuminated. + +"You are not to stir until I can go along with you," Betty protested, +following her immediately. And then both girls lost a moment of time +in putting on their dressing gowns, for the night was bitterly cold. + +"Shall we call somebody first?" Polly inquired, all at once in the +lighted room feeling uncertain as to whether the experience through +which they had lately passed had been a real one. Nothing in their +room was changed in the least since their going to bed. There were +Betty's clothes on one chair and her own upon another. There was the +book she had been reading left open upon the desk, and Betty's +unfinished letter to Esther. Had they both gone suddenly mad? + +But Betty had lighted a candle; so Polly followed until they were able +to light the gas in the second story hall. + +There was no one about. All the other bedroom doors were safely closed +and the Professor was apparently snoring hoarsely. + +"Shall we call your mother or wake up anybody?" Polly questioned. But +Betty shook her head. She looked pale, and her eyes were uncomfortably +mystified. Otherwise she appeared perfectly self-controlled. + +"No, let us not call anybody and not mention our alarm until morning. +If our visitor was a burglar, he knows that we are aware of his +presence and so won't try any more performances tonight. And if it +wasn't a burglar, but a ghost, why, there is no use frightening mother +to death and we will only get laughed at by the others. It seems queer +to me for either a ghost or a burglar to come into a house so filled +with people. If you don't mind, Polly, let us just go on back to bed +and leave the light burning for our consolation. We had both better +try to sleep." + +Sleep, however, after their few moments of terror and in the face of +the enigma of their unexplained visitor, was impossible. Also the +light in the bedroom did not induce slumber, although both girls found +it agreeable. Their door leading out into the corridor was now +securely latched, notwithstanding that Betty was not in the habit of +locking it. + +"Betty," Polly asked after a few moments of silence, when the two +friends were back again in bed with their arms clasped close about each +other, "the closet there at the end of your room--is it one where +either you or your mother keep your clothes?" + +"No," the other girl repeated thoughtfully. "I had not thought of +that. But it only makes things queerer than ever. For the closet is a +particularly large one and has always been stored with rubbish. It has +an old trunk in it and some pictures and boxes. I don't think there is +anything of value, though I don't know exactly what is in the trunk, or +the boxes either for that matter. I have often meant to clear the +place out, but I have never needed the space and mother pokes around in +it sometimes. It is ridiculous to suppose that a burglar would take an +interest in old trash, when there are so many other valuable things +about. Besides, suppose there should happen to be a few treasures in +one of the boxes or the trunk, nobody could know about it when I don't. +Oh dear, I wish it were morning!" + +Betty sighed deeply, tumbling about restlessly in a fashion that made +her a very undesirable bed companion. And yet Polly, who was +ordinarily nervous from the slightest movement, made no protest. And +she said nothing more for some time, although it was self-evident that +she was not growing sleepy. Her rather oddly shaped blue eyes had a +far-away, almost uncanny light in them, that somehow added to Betty's +discomfort. + +"Look here, Polly O'Neill," she protested, giving her arm an +affectionate squeeze, "please don't be wishing a ghost upon us. I know +you have always believed in Irish fairies and elves and hobgoblins and +the like, and used to fuss with poor Mollie and me outrageously because +we couldn't or wouldn't see them. But tonight--Oh, well, even Irish +ghosts don't come strolling into one's bedroom. They at least have the +courtesy to stay in churchyards and in haunted ruins." + +"Yes, but isn't this the haunted room of this house, Betty?" Polly +inquired in a faintly teasing voice, which yet held a note of serious +questioning in it. + +And immediately Betty's face grew white and frightened, far more so +than at any moment before during their adventure, so that the other +girl was instantly regretful of her speech. + +"Polly O'Neill," two firm hands next took hold on Polly's thin +shoulders, turning her deliberately over in bed so that she was forced +to face her questioner, "ever since I can remember there has been some +mystery or other connected with this old room. Of course it is not +haunted. I suppose sensible people don't believe in ghosts, though I +don't see why not believing makes them fail to exist. But the room may +have had a tragedy of some kind take place in it, something that both +mother and Dick find it painful to mention or recall. I told you that +mother would not explain her feeling to me when I insisted upon +knowing. However, I don't think my family has the right to keep a +secret from me. I am nearly grown now and no longer the kind of girl I +used to be. So see here, Polly. Look me directly in the eyes. +Oftentimes outsiders hear things first. Have you ever heard of a +sorrow or accident, or even something worse, that may have occurred in +this house or even in this room when I was too little a girl to +understand or remember it? You must tell me the truth." + +Polly shook her head, devoutly thankful at the moment for her own lack +of information. With Betty's beautiful, honest gray eyes searching her +own, with her lips trembling and her cheeks flushed with the fervor of +her desire, her friend would have found deceiving her extremely +difficult. Yet it was more agreeable to change the subject of their +talk, even though it continued upon dangerous grounds. + +"No, Betty, I was not thinking of ghosts nor of the fact that you have +always been absurdly curious about the mystery of this room. I was +thinking of something altogether different--of a thief, in fact--and I +was wondering whether you would be angry or hurt or both if I mention +something to you?" Polly returned. + +Betty kissed her friend's thin cheek, wishing at the same instant that +it would grow more rounded, now that Polly was presumably well. "You +don't usually mind making me angry, dear," she smiled. "And I don't +see why if you have a possible theory of a burglar that I should be +hurt. Do you think the figure we saw was a man's or a woman's?" + +"I don't know," the other girl replied. "What I have been wondering is +just this: Has any one in this house ever come into this room with your +mother when she was rummaging in that old closet, to help her move the +furniture or lift things about?" + +For a moment Betty frowned and then her face flamed crimson. + +"You are not fair, Polly. You never have approved of his living here +or my being kind to him. And you have said half a dozen times that +there was no special point in my being particularly grateful to him, +since any one of our friends would have done just what he did, had they +been equally near me. But then of course that does not alter the fact. +Now just because _he_ has been in here to assist mother does not prove +anything, does not even make it fair to be suspicious." + +Polly shrugged her shoulders. "I knew you would be angry, so I am +sorry I spoke. But you see our first meeting in the woods with the +young man when your safety box was almost stolen from you was a little +unfortunate. But I don't say that I suspect any one, either, and I +have no intention of not being fair. However, I do intend to keep on +the lookout. Now kiss me good morning, for I am going to turn out the +light. The gray dawn seems at last to be breaking and perhaps we may +both get a little sleep before breakfast time." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +UNCERTAINTY + +In spite of their own entire conviction the story told the next day by +Polly and Betty to the various members of the Ashton household was +received with little credulity. Even Mrs. Ashton was inclined to be +skeptical after finding that nothing in the big house had been stolen +or even disarranged. There was no window that had been pried open and +no door left unlocked. Then why, even if the robber had entered the +house by some mysterious process of his own, had he gone away again +empty-handed? There were many pieces of valuable silver in the lower +part of the establishment, pictures, even single ornaments that could +be sold for fair sums of money. Therefore why climb to the second +story and enter the girls' room first? + +Although Betty and Polly were too deeply offended by the suggestion to +allow it to be freely discussed, Miss McMurtry's idea that they had had +a kind of sympathetic nightmare, or at least a mutual hallucination, +was the most commonly accepted theory. It was an extremely annoying +point of view to both the girls, of course, but as they had nothing to +disprove it, they were obliged after several futile arguments to let +the matter rest. Naturally their Camp Fire friends were delightfully +thrilled by the anecdote, but as it was always received either with +open or carefully concealed disbelief, after a few days neither Polly +nor Betty cared to speak of it except to each other. + +There was one person, however, who, whether or not he believed the +truth of their story, at least accepted it with extreme seriousness. +And it was to him that Polly O'Neill made a determined effort to be the +first narrator of their experience. + +Anthony Graham was in the habit of getting up earlier than any one else +in the Ashton house and had of course disappeared hours before either +of the girls awakened the morning after their nearly sleepless night. +However, he was accustomed to returning to his small room in the third +story at about half-past five o'clock every afternoon, when his work +for the day was over, in order to change his clothes for the evening. +So at about this time Polly found it convenient to be in the hallway +leading to his room and to be there alone. + +As he walked toward her unconscious of her presence, in spite of her +prejudice against him she could not fail to see how much the young man +had improved. He was hardly recognizable as the boy with whom they had +had the encounter in the woods a little more than a year before. He +was shabby enough and as lean as a young animal that has had too much +exercise and too little food. His face was serious, almost sad; +nevertheless Polly had no intention of not pursuing her investigation. + +She had seated herself on a narrow window ledge and was presumably +peering out at the trees in the garden. + +As he caught sight of her the young man started with a perfectly +natural surprise. For although Polly had been in the same house with +him now for a number of weeks, they had not seen each other more than +half a dozen times and had only talked together once when Betty had +made a point of introducing them as though they had never met before. + +Perhaps some recollection of their original coming together was in +Anthony's memory, for he blushed a kind of dull brick red, when Polly, +turning deliberately from her window seat, said: "Mr. Graham, I wonder +if you would mind giving me a minute of your time. There is something +I wish to tell you." + +"Certainly," he answered and then stood fingering his hat in the same +awkward fashion that he had employed in his Thanksgiving visit to +Betty, yet regarding the girl herself with a totally different +sensation. + +For instinctively Anthony Graham recognized that Polly O'Neill was or +might become his enemy. Not that she would do him any wrong, but that +if ever he was able to set out to accomplish the desire of his heart, +the weight of her influence and feeling would be against him. And he +did not underestimate the compelling power of a nature like Polly's. +She was wayward, high tempered, sometimes appearing unreliable and +almost unloving. Yet this last fact was never true of her. It was +only that her personality was of the kind that can want but one thing +at a time with all the passion and force of which it is capable. And +pursuing this desire, she might seem to forget her other impulses. +Polly, however, never did put aside her few really vital affections. +She and Betty Ashton might quarrel, might continue to disagree as they +had so often done in the past; yet Betty's welfare and happiness would +always be of intense concern to her friend. More because of the +quality of her imagination than from any single witnessed fact, Polly +had lately suspected that Anthony might learn to care more for her +friend than would be comfortable for anybody concerned in the affair. +And undoubtedly the young man had once been a thief if intention +counted. Therefore he might be a thief again, and in any case probably +needed to be forewarned of a number of things. + +"There was a burglar in our room last night," Polly began, wasting no +time in preliminaries, but keeping her blue eyes fixed so directly upon +Anthony's that they were like blue flames. + +Even before he could reply the young man wondered how there could be +people who thought this girl beautiful or even pretty. It was true +that at times her eyes were strangely magnetic, that her hair was +always black with that peculiar almost dead luster, and her lips like +two fine scarlet lines. Yet she was always too thin, her chin too +pointed and her cheekbones too high to touch any of his ideals of +beauty. + +"I--I am sorry. That is--what _do you mean_?" the young fellow +stammered stupidly. And all at once the scowl gathered upon his face +that Betty Ashton had once misunderstood. It was a black, ugly look, +and in this case certainly was inspired by the impression that because +of his former misdeed, Polly might now be suspecting him of another. + +And she left him no room for doubt. + +"Oh, I am not exactly accusing you," she remarked coolly, "for I +presume that would hardly be fair. But I am not going to pretend that +I feel as much confidence in you as I do in the people against whom I +know nothing. I can't. Perhaps I may some day when you have made +good, but it is a little too soon to expect it of me, as I am not an +idealist like some girls. So last night, though we did not have any +reason to suspect that the person who entered our room and then stole +out again without our ever really seeing him or her had anything to do +with you, I must confess I did think of you. Because, though it is +just as well not to talk about it, there is no question but that the +intruder was already living in this house. No one came in from the +outside. So you see it is like this: I don't begin to say that it was +you, but I am going to be on the watch and it is just as fair to warn +you openly as to suspect you in secret. Then there is another thing. +Personally I don't believe we had a ghostly visitant, as Betty is +inclined to think because of the mystery of that particular room. So +suppose we take it for granted that you had nothing to do with our +experience, then will you help Betty and me to find out who or what it +was? We do not want to create too much disturbance over it." + +Just how many varying emotions had passed through Anthony Graham's mind +during Polly's amazing speech, it would be difficult to express. He +was bitterly angry of course, deeply wounded and resentful, and yet he +could not but have a certain respect for the girl's outspokenness, for +her kind of brutal courage. Certainly he was given notice not to +repeat his offense, if offense he had committed. And as proof of his +own innocence it might be as wise for him to discover the real offender. + +Anthony kept a hold on himself by a fine effort of self-control. The +truth was that he and Polly O'Neill were not altogether unlike in +disposition, and he had a temper and a will to match with hers. +Notwithstanding, he appreciated that this was not the occasion for +revealing weakness. + +Therefore he merely bowed with such quiet courtesy that Polly was +secretly astonished. + +"You are unfair in suspecting me of having violated Mrs. Ashton's +confidence simply because I once tried to commit a theft. Though of +course I know that most people would feel just as you do. Does +Betty--does Miss Ashton----" he inquired. + +Polly frowned. "No," she responded curtly. + +"Then will you tell her, please, that you have confided what has +happened to me and that I will do my best to ferret out the mystery." + +And Anthony walked past and into his own room, closing the door +noiselessly behind him. + +With a shrug of her thin shoulders Polly stood for another moment +regarding the shut door. "I am sorry to say it, but he has behaved a +great deal better than I expected," she thought to herself with a smile +at her own expense. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +AN UNSPOKEN POSSIBILITY + +The two friends were walking home from school together about ten days +later. They had both stayed until almost dusk engaged in different +pursuits. + +Betty was doing some extra studying with Miss McMurtry, as she had +missed so much time and science was always her weakest point; while +Polly had been having an hour's quiet talk with her former elocution +teacher, Miss Adams. Probably she was the one person in Woodford, +excepting Betty, who sympathized in the least with Polly in her +escapade. Or if she did not exactly sympathize with her, she was sorry +for the retribution that she had brought upon herself. For Mrs. +Wharton had decreed that her daughter was not to leave Woodford again +and was not even to be permitted to study anything in the village with +the view of its being useful to her later in a stage career. The +subject was to be entirely tabooed until Polly reached twenty-one, when +if she were of the same mind, she might choose her own future. Of +course to an impatient nature three years and a few months over seemed +like an eternity, and except for Betty's sympathy and her frequent +talks with Miss Adams and the latter's accounts of her great cousin, +Margaret Adams, Polly believed existence would have been unendurable. + +She was in such a state of excitement now over something which Miss +Adams had been recently telling her, that at first she hardly heard +what Betty was trying to say. + +"I have her permission to tell you, Polly dear, because she wishes to +have your advice, as you have more imagination about getting out of +difficulties than the rest of us; but you have to promise first never +to mention it to anybody, not to a single other member of the Camp Fire +Club or to Rose or even Donna." + +Polly laughed, putting her arm lightly across Betty Ashton's shoulder. + +"What are you talking about, child?" she demanded. "I don't +particularly like that suggestion of my talent for getting out of +scrapes; but if the scrape has anything to do with Betty Ashton, then +all my talent is at her disposal, of course." + +"But it has nothing to do with me, at least not in the way you mean," +the other girl replied, too much in earnest to be amused even for the +moment. "It has to do with a girl whom you have never liked very much +and she has never liked you. But she has been my friend and I do care +for her. And moreover she is a member of our Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club and we promised to live up to Sylvia's motion." + +"Edith Norton?" Polly queried. "She must be in trouble if she is +willing to confide in me." + +But Betty's expression suddenly silenced her. Always Betty Ashton had +been the most popular among her special group of Camp Fire girls. At +first chiefly for her beauty, her wealth, the prominent position of her +family and for her own generosity and charm. More recently, however, +since the girl had met her own disasters so courageously, a new element +had come into her influence and the affection she inspired. It was a +quality that Polly with all her cleverness would never create, one of +steadfastness under fire. Perhaps it was one of the last +characteristics that one might have looked for in the early days of the +Princess. And yet it will always be found in truly aristocratic +natures. When life is flowing smoothly, when the days go by with no +special demands made upon them, these persons may have many little +weaknesses. Yet when the special occasion arises theirs is the +faithfulness and fortitude. So while Betty had neither the sound +judgment of Sylvia Wharton nor the brilliant fancy of Polly, it was to +her that the other girls usually made their first appeal in any dilemma +or distress. + +At this moment if they had not been together on the street Polly would +have liked to embrace her. The cold air had brought Betty's color +back; she still wore the little lace cap under her old fur hat, but the +edging made a lovely frame for her face, and her hair was already +growing so that the curls showed underneath, like a baby's. + +"Yes, it is Edith," Betty answered seriously. "And she is in a +difficulty that you could never have imagined of one of our Camp Fire +girls. You know she has been going a good deal with that man whom none +of us like until she thinks she is really in love with him. And it +seems that Edith believes that he does not care a great deal about her. +So she, poor thing, has been trying her best to make him care. She has +bought herself a lot of clothes that she cannot afford, for you know +she gets such a small salary at the shop where she works." + +"Is that all?" Polly demanded. "It is awfully foolish of her, of +course, to be so extravagant, but it isn't such a dreadful crime. And +as I suppose she has charged what she got, she can just save up and pay +back her bills by degrees." + +Betty shook her head. "Don't be a goose, dear. Edith can't charge +things in Woodford. She hasn't any credit in the shops like your +mother and mine have. She is only a poor girl working for her own +support, with her family not living here and with no position when they +were. No, you see she borrowed the money from the woman she was +working for without telling her. She meant to pay it back of course, +only, only----" + +"You mean she stole it from her?" Polly exclaimed in a hushed tone. +This was a good deal worse than anything which she had anticipated. +She had always considered Edith Norton foolish and vain; but then +surely the Camp Fire had helped her, had given her the ideals and the +training that she had never learned at home. Betty was crying so +bitterly and so openly that Polly felt she must comfort her friend +first before criticising or attempting to suggest a solution to the +other girl's problem. + +"But, dear, if you wish Edith's trouble kept a secret, you must not +weep over her, just as you get home," she protested. "Don't you know +that everybody in the house will be demanding to know what the matter +is at once, and the Professor can hardly be kept from weeping with you? +I can't think of anything to suggest to Edith except that she confess +what she has done and ask Madame to let her return the money by working +for it." + +"I told her that, but she did not believe that she would be forgiven," +Betty explained. "Oh, if I only had just a little of the money I used +to throw away! I don't mind being poor so much myself, Polly; it is +when I so want to do for other people." + +"You don't have to tell me that, Princess," her friend replied quietly. +"But, dear, this time I am glad you have not the money. Because you +know it would not be right for you just to give Edith the money and +have her give it back without any one's knowing. At least, I don't +quite think so. And yet I am awfully sorry that Edith and I should +both in our different ways have broken our Camp Fire law. And I will +do anything I can think of to help her. Do you know, dear, how long +she has been in this difficulty? + +"Oh, I think about two weeks," Betty answered. "But she only confided +in me yesterday. It seems that she has tried several ways of getting +the money and has attempted to borrow it. She thought maybe I could +lend it to her, and I may be able to later on, only I would have to +tell mother some reason why I needed twenty-five dollars all of a +sudden from our small supply." + +"No, you must not. Maybe I may be able to help. Or we may persuade +Edith to confess. I believe she will when she thinks more about our +old Camp Fire teachings. Anyhow, as we are at home now, let us wait +and talk it all over again tonight after we get to bed. It is then, of +course, that I do my most brilliant thinking." + +So with this in mind, obliterating all other thoughts at their hour of +retiring, for the first evening since their fright ten days before, +neither Polly nor Betty remembered the locking of their outside door +upon getting into bed. + +And this time it was Polly O'Neill who was aroused first a short while +after midnight by the slow turning of their doorknob and then the sense +of an almost noiseless figure entering their bedroom. + +Immediately she awoke Betty by suddenly calling her name aloud, and at +the same instant sprang out of bed, again touching the electric button +and flooding the room with revealing light. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +THE BEGINNING OF LIGHT + +"Why, why!" exclaimed Polly in surprise and consternation, standing +perfectly still with her hand upraised toward the light, too puzzled to +let it drop down at her side. + +But with a little, warning cry Betty had called to her and almost at +the same moment was across the room, with her arms about a tall, slight +figure. + +"Mother, mother," she whispered quietly, "wake up. You have gotten up +out of your bed and wandered into Polly's and my room. And you have +frightened us nearly to death! Dear me, you have not walked in your +sleep for years, have you?" + +At Betty's first words following the stream of light, Mrs. Ashton had +opened her eyes with returning consciousness until now she appeared +almost entirely wide awake. And an expression both of fear and +annoyance crossed her face. + +"You poor children, so I am your ghost and your burglar," she declared, +"and I believed it was you who were having nightmares! I am awfully +sorry. Betty knows I used to have this unfortunate habit of strolling +about the house in my sleep long ago. But I am quite sure that I have +not done it for several years now. The truth is I have not yet gotten +over the nervous shock of Betty's being brought home to me and my not +knowing how seriously she was injured for such a time; it seemed an +eternity." + +Betty had thrown a shawl over her mother's shoulders, as she was clad +only in her night-dress, and she and Polly slipped into their dressing +gowns. + +"Wasn't it odd, though, mother, your coming in here both times? I +wonder if you had me on your mind and wanted to see how I was. But you +did not seem to. You kept groping your way toward that old closet as +though you wished to rummage about in it. But do come and let me take +you back to bed now, and I will stay with you so you will behave +yourself and give Polly a chance to rest." + +For quite five minutes after the two had gone, Polly lay awake. There +were really so many things to consider, because, of course, when one +has too active an imagination it is apt to lead one into trouble. +First, she must apologize to Anthony Graham for her totally unfounded +suspicion of him. And then, thank Heaven, she had not breathed the +suggestion aloud! Yet just for a moment she had wondered if Edith +Norton could have--but it was not true and of course never could have +been. + +Then a third idea. What could be hidden away in that old closet of so +great value or interest that Mrs. Ashton turned toward it in her +sleeping hours, when her subconscious mind must be directing her +footsteps? No wonder that Betty was puzzled and annoyed over the +secrets of the old room. Naturally as a visitor in the Ashton home it +would be exceedingly bad manners, if nothing worse, for her to try to +find out anything that her hostess wished to keep concealed. Yet just +as Polly lost her train of thought she remembered wishing that Betty +might make the discovery for herself, since most certainly then she +would confide in her. + +The next day being Friday, Polly went to her own home to spend the +week-end. And quite by accident she and Mollie came in together for a +few moments on Sunday afternoon and went directly to Betty's room +without letting her know of their approach. + +As they knocked and had no answer, Polly, feeling entirely at home, +pushed the door open. + +"Betty, child, don't you want to see us?" she demanded. "I know I +promised to give you a rest until Monday, but Mollie and I could not +bear to spend a whole Sunday afternoon without you." + +And at this, Betty Ashton appeared from the darkness of the big closet +at the farthest end of her bedroom. She wore a lavender cashmere frock +with a broad velvet belt and a lace cap with lavender ribbons. But the +cap was much awry, so that her hair was tumbled carelessly over her +forehead, even showing the slight scar underneath, which usually she +was so careful to hide, and her cheeks were a good deal flushed. There +was no doubt that she was greatly interested or excited over something. + +"Mollie and Polly, I am glad," she avowed. "I was just needing some +one to talk to and to ask questions of most dreadfully. Mother has +gone out driving this afternoon, and as I was alone it occurred to me +it might be fun to rummage about in this old closet and see whether it +really concealed any treasures. After our belief that a burglar was +trying to enter it, I thought it might be just as well for me to find +out what it contained." + +"Does your mother know?" Polly inquired, and could hardly have +explained to herself just why she asked the question. + +"No. I did not think of investigating it before she left. But of +course she won't care. Why should she? The boxes have nothing in them +but old books and rubbish. But this trunk--I can't quite understand +about some of the things I have found in it. Maybe you can help me +guess." + +And before either of the other girls knew what she intended doing, +Betty was dragging the shaky trunk out of the closet into the greater +brightness of the room, Mollie rushing to her assistance as soon as +possible. Yet for some reason unknown to herself, Polly hesitated. +She did not even move forward when Betty and Mollie dropped down on +their knees before it, although she did observe that the trunk was +locked, but that the hinges at the back had rusted and fallen off, so +that Betty had gotten into it in that way. + +Evidently the things at the top had already been taken out inside the +closet, for Betty was now reaching down toward the bottom and bringing +out what looked like a trousseau of baby clothes--her own or Dick's, +they could not yet tell which. + +The little dresses were yellow and fragile with age; the long blue coat +had faded; most of the little shoes and flannels had been worn. + +"I wish you would not look through those things until your mother gets +back, Betty," Polly said rather irritably. + +But both her sister and friend glanced up at her in surprise. + +"What is the possible harm? Mother couldn't mind. There is certainly +no reason why I should not look at my own clothes or at Dick's. It's +queer I never happen to have seen them before." + +"Did your mother never have any other children, Betty?" Mollie +inquired, and the other girl shook her head. + +Polly had come over now and was standing near them by the edge of the +trunk and looking down inside it. + +Of course what Betty was doing must seem to her perfectly right or else +she would never have thought of doing it; yet Polly could not help +feeling a certain distaste for the whole proceeding. Old possessions +were always kind of uncanny and uncomfortable to her temperament; they +held too poignant a suggestion of death, of the passing of time and of +almost forgotten memories. + +Betty and Mollie had a differently romantic point of view. And to both +of them, being essentially feminine, the delicate, exquisite baby +apparel made a strongly sentimental appeal. + +Suddenly, with a little cry of surprise and amusement, Betty picked up +a small frock which must have been made for a child of about a year +old, that was curiously different from the others. While they had been +of sheer lawns and expensive laces, this was a perfectly +straight-up-and-down garment of coarse check gingham of the cheapest +kind and attached to it were a pair of rough little shoes. + +"I wonder how in the world these ever got in here or why mother has +preserved them so carefully. She has a perfect horror of cheap +things," Betty began in a half-puzzled and half-humorous fashion, +holding the poor little baby dress up to the light and giving it a +shake. + +Stooping, Mollie picked up something that must have fallen from one of +the shoes. It was an old tintype picture of a comparatively young man +with a baby in his arms and a little girl pressing close up against his +knee. + +Mollie was looking at it with a slightly bewildered expression when +Polly came up and glanced over her shoulder. And instantly Polly's +face grew white; however, it was a trick of hers when anything +surprised or annoyed her. And at the moment she had a strong impulse +to take the picture from Mollie's hands and tear it into a hundred +pieces before Betty Ashton should have a chance to see it. + +Notwithstanding, Betty had already joined them and was apparently as +much perplexed as Mollie. She took the photograph nearer to the window. + +"I declare this looks like Esther when she was a little girl and +Professor Crippen. I believe he did tell me there was another child +that somebody had adopted and who did not know he was her father. I +suppose Esther must have asked mother to take care of these things for +her. It is queer that she never thought of speaking of them to me. I +must write her I have seen them, for I should not wish her to feel I +had been prying," Betty finished, going back to the trunk and putting +the little things carefully away. + +The weight that had gathered pressingly in the neighborhood of Polly's +heart in the past thirty seconds now lifted. + +"Yes, and do close up that tiresome trunk at once Betty Ashton, or I am +going home," Polly scolded. "It bores me dreadfully to have you and +Mollie poking in there when we might be talking." + +But Betty paid no heed to her, for she had found another photograph of +a different character. It was a picture of another baby, a beautiful +miniature so delicately tinted that the colors were almost like life. +And the child's face was very like Mrs. Ashton's, the same flaxen hair +and light blue eyes. And it bore no possible resemblance either to +Richard Ashton or to Betty. However, there was no reason to consider +its being either one of them, for it was plainly marked on the back, +"Phyllis Ashton," and then had the date of the birth. + +Betty offered no comment and expressed no wonder, although she let both +her friends look at the picture, still holding it in her own hands. + +"But I thought you said your mother had only two children, you and +Dick," Mollie declared, and Polly would have liked to shake her. + +"Yes, I did think so until now," the third girl replied. And placing +her picture back in the trunk, she closed the lid, still leaving the +trunk in the center of the room, in spite of the fact that both her +friends insisted on helping her with it into the closet. + +Then Betty began making tea on her alcohol lamp and talking of other +things; only Polly could see that her mind was not in the least upon +what she was saying, but that she was thinking of something else every +possible second. + +Whether to go or to stay with her friend was Polly's present +indecision. However, she and Molly remained until Mrs. Ashton had +returned from her drive and Betty went into her mother's room to assist +in taking off her wraps. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +BETTY FINDS OUT + +It was Monday afternoon and the March weather held an alluring +suggestion of spring. + +Running along the street with her red coat scarcely fastened and her +hat at a totally wrong angle upon her head, Polly O'Neill showed no +concern for exterior conditions. + +Finding the Ashton front door unlocked she entered without stopping to +ring the bell, and made straight, not for Betty's, but for Mrs. +Ashton's bedroom. She found her lying upon the bed, though at her +visitor's entrance she sat up, appearing quite ill. + +"O Mrs. Ashton, why didn't Betty come to school today? Where is she? +Has anything happened? I was dreadfully worried when I found she was +not at any of her classes, and then when I asked Miss McMurtry whether +anything was the matter, she was so queer and mysterious. And when I +said I was going to leave school and come here at once, she said that I +had better not, that Betty had specially asked to be alone and that +even you had not seen her this morning. Donna behaved just as though +she knew something about my beloved Betty that I don't. And it is not +fair. I am sure Betty would wish me to know. Where is she?" + +"Sit down, Polly," Mrs. Ashton returned, getting up from the bed and +taking a seat opposite. "I don't know where Betty is just now and I am +very uneasy and very unhappy about her. The poor child has had so many +things happen in the past year, after being spoiled in every possible +way up till then. She was in her own room most of the morning, but +about two hours ago sent word to me that she was going out and that I +was not to be alarmed if she did not return for some little time. I +might as well tell you our secret, dear. I suppose there is no way now +to keep people from knowing it eventually and perhaps we have been +unkind and unwise in concealing it from Betty so long. I wonder if you +have ever dreamed that Betty is Esther Crippen's sister?" + +Polly gasped. No, she had not dreamed it. If the suspicion had ever +entered her mind, she had put it from her as a self-evident absurdity. +Her beautiful, exquisite Princess and Esther and Herr Crippen! It was +an impossible association of ideas and of people. + +"But it can't be true, Mrs. Ashton," she argued almost angrily, feeling +that the room was whirling about and that she was almost ill from the +surprise and shock. And if this was her sensation, what could Betty's +have been! "Think how lovely Betty is and how utterly unlike either of +them. Besides, why have we never known and how did you happen to do +it?" Polly dropped her face in her two hands. She so very seldom +cried that the effort always hurt her. + +"It is a tragic story, dear, and one we have never liked to talk about +for all our sakes," Mrs. Ashton replied, showing more self-control than +Polly had ever seen her display before. + +"Very many years ago I had a baby named Phyllis. Betty tells me that +you too saw her picture in the old trunk. Well, Dick was a little boy +of about seven, and by some dreadful accident found a loaded pistol in +his father's desk and came running into the big back room with it, +which in those days was the baby's nursery. You can imagine what +happened without my telling you. Dick was a child, and yet the horror +of it has altered his entire nature and life. He has always been +serious and over-conscientious, always anxious to devote his life to +the service of other people as a reparation for a tragedy which was +never in the least his fault. It was therefore as much for Dick's sake +as for mine that Mr. Ashton persuaded us to adopt a baby in Phyllis' +place. So we drove out to the asylum together one day, with our minds +not made up and there--there we found our adored Betty. Herr Crippen +had just left his two children to be cared for, and Betty was only a +baby. But she was the most exquisite little thing you can imagine, the +same lovely auburn hair and big serious gray eyes. Dick adored her +from the moment that she put her arms about his neck and would not let +go when the time came for us to return home. We have always loved her +since, Polly, as well as if she had been our own baby--better I almost +think. You know what she is, so there is little use for me to say +it--'Our Princess', dear. I have always loved your name and the other +girls' for her." + +"But Herr Crippen and Esther--they are so plain, and except for their +gifts, why, compared to Betty they seem so--so ordinary," Polly +protested. + +"But you must remember that there was a mother, too, and that Herr +Crippen has said she was an American and very lovely. I believe her +family would have nothing more to do with her because she married a +German musician. And then, you see, child, Betty has had many +advantages that Esther has not had. It was because Dick and I began +slowly to realize that perhaps we had been cruel to Esther in depriving +her of her little sister that we finally asked her to come here and +live as a kind of companion to Betty. It was a long-delayed kindness +and yet Esther has very nobly repaid us; for it seems that when Herr +Crippen returned and claimed Esther as his daughter, Esther learned +then of Betty's relation to them and it was she who insisted that her +father make no sign, realizing how entirely Betty's devotion was given +to Dick and Mr. Ashton and to me, even to this old home, which has been +her pride for so long." + +"Poor, poor little Princess! It will almost break her heart," Polly +murmured. + +But although Mrs. Ashton wiped a few tears from her eyes, she shook her +head. + +"Some day you will find out that hearts are harder to break than you +now believe. I would almost have given my life to have spared Betty +this knowledge, and yet some day she must realize that we love her as +we have always done and that love is the only thing that greatly +counts, after all. There is no reason why Betty should feel any shame +in her relation to Herr Crippen; he has been unfortunate, but there is +nothing else against him. And Esther is a remarkable girl." + +"Yes, I know. But what made Betty suspect? How did she find all this +out?" Polly queried. + +"Betty told me of her discoveries in the old trunk and asked me a +number of questions. I was confused; I am not in the least sure how I +answered them. Anyhow, she became suspicious and went to Herr Crippen +and then to Miss McMurtry, who, it seems, was in Esther's and her +father's confidence. They gave the child no satisfaction, but only +made her the more uneasy and distressed, until finally Betty remembered +the sealed envelope which Mr. Ashton had always made her keep in her +box of valuable papers. Possibly she has told you that the envelope +was only to be opened when she should come to some crisis in her life +and need advice or information. Betty opened the envelope and it +contained the papers proving her legal adoption by us and her right in +the equal division of whatever property either Mr. Ashton or I might +have. Now, Polly, that is all," Mrs. Ashton concluded. "But I feel +that if Betty does not soon come to me and put her arms about me and +call me 'mother' as she always has, that I shan't be able to bear +things either. Won't you find her and bring her here to me?" + +And Polly, glad to be away to battle with her own emotions, kissed her +older friend and vanished. But Betty was not in her room, and as there +seemed to be no clue to work upon, it was difficult to decide just +where she should begin the search. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +SUNRISE CABIN + +Betty was not with any one of their acquaintances, for Polly telephoned +everybody they knew before leaving the Ashton house. + +Then a possibility suddenly dawning upon her, she hurried forth, +feeling that anything was better than remaining longer indoors. + +All of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire girls were in the habit of taking +frequent walks to their forsaken log cabin. And as Betty wished to be +alone and especially needed the strength and consolation that its happy +memories could give her, probably she had gone out there. Under most +circumstances Polly would have respected her friend's desire for +solitude, but Betty must already have been at the cabin for some time +by herself and the dusk would soon come down upon her and she would be +hurt and lonely, with all her familiar world fallen about her feet. + +No one else must learn of her pilgrimage, since Betty might forgive her +presence and yet could not rally to meet the astonishment and sympathy +of any other of her friends. So Polly told several impatient fibs to +the persons who insisted upon learning where she intended going, before +she was able to get outside of Woodford and into the blessed solitude +of the country lanes. + +The air was colder by this time and light flurries of snow kept +blinding her eyes as she hurried along. However, she had not so +forgotten her training in woodcraft as not to recognize signs of +Betty's having preceded her along almost the same route; for here and +there, where the earth had thawed in the midday warmth, there were +impressions of the Princess' shoes. And she even picked up a small +crushed handkerchief which had been dropped by the way. + +Therefore in spite of her depression over Mrs. Ashton's information, +Polly was beginning to get a kind of hold upon herself. For it was her +place, if she possibly could manage it, to persuade Betty that, after +all, life was not so utterly changed by yesterday's discovery. If Mrs. +Ashton and Dick were not her own mother and brother, they themselves +knew no difference. And there would be no change in her friends' +affections. Then, she had gained Esther as a sister, Esther who was so +big in her nature, so unselfish and fine. No wonder she had always +seemed to care for Betty with a devotion no one of them could explain. +And how hard it must have been loving her as she did to have made no +claim upon her. + +"Hello, Miss Polly," an unexpected voice cried out, and to Polly's +utter vexation she beheld Billy Webster coming toward her from the path +that led through his father's woods. + +She bowed coldly, hoping that her coldness might be her salvation, +since she did not wish to waste time in conversation with him, nor to +explain why she was in such a hurry to go on with her walk. But Billy +was apparently not influenced by Polly's present attitude, being too +accustomed to her moods. + +"May I walk along with you?" he inquired politely enough. "I was just +out for exercise, with no special place in mind where I wished to go, +and I should ever so much rather have you as a companion." + +It was on the tip of Polly's tongue to exclaim, "But I would so much +rather not have you!" However, she suddenly recalled having promised +Mollie to be as polite to Billy as she could and not to bear malice any +longer. So she merely shook her head. "I am sorry, but I am in a +great hurry," she explained. "For you see I came out with a very +special place in mind to which I wish to go immediately." + +Billy laughed, rather a big, splendid, open-hearted laugh. Polly was +amusing, in no matter what temper she might happen to be. + +"But I won't interfere with your destination and I certainly can manage +to walk as fast as you can," he announced calmly, keeping close to the +girl's side, although her rapid walking had developed almost into a +run, and she was nearly out of breath. + +[Illustration: "I won't interfere with your destination"] + +Well, if she could not outwalk him and could not manage to get rid of +him in any other way, Polly decided that she would at least keep +perfectly silent until he had the sense to go away of his own accord. +It was still some distance before she could reach the cabin. + +However, as Billy was doing a great deal of talking, he appeared not to +be aware of her unusual silence. + +"Look here, Miss Polly, I have been thinking of something for a long +time--several months, in fact," he declared. "And I have about come to +the conclusion that maybe I was pretty domineering in the way in which +I behaved to you in New York. Of course I still consider that acting +business a dreadful thing for you to have done which might have brought +consequences that you could not imagine. But I ought to have tried to +persuade you to stop or to write your mother, and not to have bullied +you. I want you to believe, though, that it was because I like you so +much that I went all to pieces over the idea of anything happening to +you--your getting ill or somebody being rude to you. Great Scott! but +I am glad that you have given up that foolish idea of going upon the +stage and have settled down quietly in Woodford!" + +Polly turned a pair of astonished blue eyes upon her companion, who +happened at the moment to be gazing up toward the sky where the snow +clouds were growing heavier. + +"You are very kind to be interested in my welfare, I am sure," she +replied, trying her best not to let sarcastic tones creep into her +voice. "And of course I realized that your friendship for Mollie and +mother made you feel that you had the right to express your opinion +very frankly to me. But you are mistaken if you believe that I have +given up my foolish notion of going upon the stage. Of course I +appreciate now that I was wrong in betraying mother's trust and in +trying that experiment in acting without her consent. So I have +accepted my punishment and made my bargain. But just the same, when I +am twenty-one, I mean to try again with all my strength and power and +to keep on trying until I ultimately succeed." + +Billy Webster closed his lips with a look of peculiar obstinacy. + +"Three years is a long time," he answered, "and you might as well know +that though I am fond of Mollie and always will be, it is you I really +care about. Oh yes, I realize that there are hours when I almost hate +you, but that is because you dislike me and because I can't get you to +do what I wish. Still, you might as well understand that I intend +doing everything in my power for the next three years to make you stay +in Woodford when the time is up and to make you stay because you love +me." + +And then before Polly was able to get her breath or to stamp her foot +or in any possible way to relieve her feelings, the young man had +marched away through an opening at one side of the path, without even +stopping once to glance back at her. + +It was out of the question then for Polly to decide whether she was the +more angry, astonished or amused. Of course it was absurd for Billy +Webster to conceive of having any emotion for her except one of +disapproval. He was simply so obstinate and so sure of himself that he +wanted to make her like him, because he knew that she almost hated him. +And if it had not been for Mollie, she would have suffered no "almost" +in her dislike. + +Really the confusion and protest that the young man's words had +awakened in her mind, coming on top of the disclosure about Betty, made +Polly feel as if she had suddenly taken leave of her senses. And as it +is a rather good scheme when one is unable to think clearly, to give up +thinking at all for the time being, the girl started running in the +direction of the cabin, so fast that she had opportunity for no other +impulse or impression except forcing herself to keep up the desired +speed. + +By a camp fire, which Betty had built for herself, Polly discovered her +friend sitting on a stool with her elbow in her lap and her head +resting on her hand. She did not seem astonished or annoyed by her +friend's entrance. When Polly came forward and kissed her she merely +said, "I am glad you know, Polly. I hope you did not have a very cold +walk. It was not snowing when I came out." Then she began piling more +logs on her fire. + +Later the two girls had an intimate talk. + +"It is odd, Polly, but I don't feel as wretched as I should have +expected I would," Betty explained, speaking as much to herself as to +her companion. "I think perhaps it is intended for me to have my +illusions shattered earlier in life than other people have them--I +think possibly because I have been vainer and more foolish. At first I +presume I used to have a kind of unconscious satisfaction in our having +more money than other people and in being able to do almost anything +for my friends that I wished. Then when the money went away I thought, +well, perhaps money does not make so much difference if one has an old +family and a name of which one may be proud. But in these last few +hours, sitting here by myself I have begun to appreciate more fully +what our Camp Fire organization is trying so hard to teach us. It is +that all we girls are alike in the essential things, only that some of +us have been given better opportunities and more friends. There is +only one thing that really counts, I suppose, and that is not so much +what other people do for us, as what we are able to do for ourselves, +what kind of women we are able to grow into. So you see that though I +believe I was struggling to save the old Ashton house because all my +distinguished ancestors had been living there for generation after +generation and I wanted to have babies of my own to inherit it some +day, now I am even happier because perhaps I have saved it for Dick and +mother by my plan and maybe it will repay them a little for all they +have done for me." + +"I don't think the debt is on your side, dear," Polly returned loyally. + +But already Betty had risen from her stool and was looking around for +her cloak and cap. + +"Let us hurry home now; we shall have a glorious walk!" she exclaimed. +"I have been away from mother long enough and I do want to write to +Esther. She has got to come to see me for a few days, or else I am +going to her. Don't worry; I shall not forget the seven points of our +Camp Fire star." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +FAREWELLS + +One morning in May two months later two girls were in the +much-discussed back bedroom overlooking the Ashton garden. It was very +much the same kind of cheerless day outdoors that it had been when they +had first met each other after a lapse of many years. And then of +course neither one knew of the closeness of the tie between them. +However, at the present moment they were busily engaged in packing two +steamer trunks that were standing open before them. + +"I never shall get all this stuff in if you don't come and help me, +Esther," Betty protested in the spoiled fashion of an earlier time. +And since Esther never would cease to believe that the whole world +should be grateful to Betty for the honor of her presence in it, it is +doubtful whether her methods of spoiling "The Princess" ever would be +entirely given up. + +"Sit down, dear, or else run and see Polly and Mollie and Mrs. Wharton +for a few moments. You are tired and I can finish putting the things +in for you without any trouble. Poor Polly is kind of pathetic these +days, I think; she is so desperate over our going away and leaving her +behind, and then, though she tries her best not to show it, she is +jealous of our being so much together. I am sorry for her, because it +is pretty much the same way that I used to feel toward her. And of +course I have tried to show her that no one can take her place with +you; but she is so low-spirited and so unlike herself that there is no +convincing her of anything agreeable." + +Betty had sunk into a low chair and was rocking thoughtfully back and +forward knitting her brows. + +"Mother and I both consider that Mrs. Wharton is making a mistake in +not allowing Polly to leave Woodford for three years; for she will +probably grow so tired of it by that time that she will never want to +come home again--that is, if she goes on the stage. When it was +decided that we were to go abroad mother suggested to Mrs. Wharton that +she let Polly come over and join us later. She thought it would be +very much more apt to distract her attention than if she stayed on here +with nothing else to dream about." + +"And what did Mrs. Wharton answer?" Esther queried, turning from her +own trunk and beginning to straighten out the confusion in her sister's. + +"Oh, she wouldn't hear of it," Betty returned. "So sometimes I feel +pretty selfish at being so happy over our sailing. But just think, we +are going straight to Germany and dear old Dick! It seems a hundred +years since he went away. How strangely things have turned out! Here +are Miss McMurtry and my new father getting married, when I have been +predicting that they would, with no one believing me, ever since that +evening at the cabin. So they will be able to look after the house and +let the people stay on in it just as if mother and I were here, and +send us a check for the rent each month so that we will have enough to +live upon. But better than anything, Esther dear, is the wonderful +chance you will have for your music. You are going to study under one +of the greatest teachers in the world and not because of what your own +family believe about your talent, but because of what your teacher in +New York wrote the Professor." It was not often that Betty was able to +speak of Herr Crippen as father; Mr. Ashton had been her father too +long, and she had cared for him too much to be willing to give the +title to any one else. So "the Professor" and "Donna" were the names +she ordinarily bestowed upon her new parents. + +"You must not expect too much of my singing, Betty," Esther replied in +her same shy, nervous fashion. "And, for goodness sake! don't write +your brother Dick that my voice has improved, or he will be +disappointed." + +Betty laughed teasingly. "Oh, I have told him already that you were +greater than Melba and Farrar rolled into one. But never mind, Esther, +he will soon find out the real truth for himself. Isn't it too +splendid how happy mother is over our plans! She has not been so like +herself since father's death. And somehow instead of acting as if she +had given me up to the Professor as a daughter, she behaves far more as +if he had just presented her with you as well. I believe she feels it +helps to make up to you, Esther, for the years of loneliness--her being +able now to chaperon you, when you so much need to have your big +chance." + +Esther was kneeling on the floor; but she turned her light blue eyes +appealingly upon her sister and her lips quivered, revealing her one +beautiful feature in the mobility of the lines of her mouth and in the +whiteness of her teeth. + +"You must not expect too much of me, little sister, will you?" she +pleaded. "You know I have only consented to father's making this big +sacrifice for me so that we may all be abroad together, and you and +Mrs. Ashton have the rest and change you so much need. And then, of +course, I may be able to learn to sing well enough some day to earn the +money to buy you a Paris frock and hat," she ended with an attempt at +lightness. + +However, Betty was not deceived, and getting up from her rocking chair, +she deliberately pushed Esther aside. + +"For goodness sake! let me finish packing my own trunk, Esther +Crippen," she commanded. "Here I have been carefully trying to +cultivate an angelic character ever since I became a Camp Fire girl, +and in a few weeks of your spoiling you do away with the labor of +years." + +Betty therefore was not looking up when some one tiptoed quietly into +the room, and, before she became conscious of her presence, dropped a +bunch of May blossoms under her eyes. + +"There are two automobiles waiting before your door at the present +moment, children," Polly announced. "And John Everett suggested that I +tell you to get into your coats and hats at once. He came home for the +day; I've an idea he may have desired to say farewell to 'My Lady +Betty,' but I was given no such information. What I was told to say +was that he and Meg were giving an automobile ride in your honor and +that we were to end up by having our lunch at the cabin. They have +asked all the Camp Fire Club and some of John's friends, Billy +Webster," and Polly's face expressed her chagrin. "John has even +invited Anthony Graham, and the poor fellow has fixed himself up until +he is positively shining with cleanliness, though I am afraid he will +be cold in that shabby overcoat of his." + +While Polly was chattering, she was assisting Betty to slip into her +new violet dress which had been made for the steamer crossing and +happily was lying ready and spread out upon the bed. And the next +instant she had pinned Esther's new blue _crêpe de chine_ blouse down +in the back, hurried them both into their heavy coats and hats, and was +ushering them out to their friends, who were impatiently awaiting their +coming. + +No one of the little party forgot their May day together in the woods +and at the Sunrise Hill cabin for a long time to come. And among the +many kind things that were said to her in farewell, it was curious that +the speech made by Anthony Graham should make the deepest impression +upon Betty Ashton's mind. + +He had asked her come away from her other friends for a few moments, +and they had walked to the edge of the group of pines not far from the +foot of Sunrise Hill. It was almost sunset, for no one had thought of +going home after the late luncheon was over. + +Betty glanced about her rather wistfully. This particular bit of +country was dearer to her than any place in the world except her old +home and yet she was leaving it for an unknown land, to be away she +could not tell how long. + +"Miss Ashton," Anthony began, "there will probably be a good many +changes in people and things before you come home again. And I am +hoping with all my strength that of the greatest changes will have +taken place in me. I mean that by that time you need not be ashamed of +having befriended me. It is pretty hard sometimes to climb a hill +along with other people when you have started so much nearer the bottom +than they have. But I feel now that I have made at least a fair start. +Judge Maynard told me yesterday that he believed I meant business and +that he would teach me all the law he knew and that he would see that I +wasn't far behind the fellows at the law schools when the time came for +my examinations." + +Betty's face glowed with interest and enthusiasm and she gave her two +hands to the young man with the same friendliness which she had used in +his first call upon her. + +"I am so glad, so glad!" she answered. "But please don't speak of my +feeling ashamed of you ever again. I know I was rather horrid to you +once and that afterwards you saved my life, or what perhaps means more +than one's life. Suppose we promise to repay our debts to each other +in some entirely new way when we meet after my return." Betty made her +idle speech with no special meaning attached to it. And although +Anthony agreed in much the same manner, it was possibly fortunate that +Betty did not observe his expression as he turned away and walked a few +paces ahead of her, gazing up toward the summit of Sunrise Hill. The +golden disk of the sun was at this instant resting upon it like the +crown of the world. And to Anthony it seemed none too beautiful or too +magnificent a gift to have laid at the feet of a gray-eyed Princess. + +Voices were heard calling to them from the cabin, and a short while +after good-nights were said and Sunrise Cabin was once more left to +solitude and memories. + + * * * * * * + +The next volume of the Camp Fire Girls' Series will be known as "The +Camp Fire Girls Across the Seas." Several years will have intervened +between it and the previous book and the girls will be introduced under +very different influences and circumstances. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: The Camp Fire Girls in the Outside World</p> +<p>Author: Margaret Vandercook</p> +<p>Release Date: October 10, 2007 [eBook #22938]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CAMP FIRE GIRLS IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD***</p> +<br><br><center><h3>E-text prepared by Al Haines</h3></center><br><br> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" noshade> +<p> </p> + +<A NAME="img-cover"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-cover.jpg" ALT="Cover artwork" BORDER="2" WIDTH="465" HEIGHT="439"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 465px"> +Cover artwork +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR> + +<A NAME="img-front"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-front.jpg" ALT=""Esther Crippen, that is the loveliest song in the world!"" BORDER="2" WIDTH="361" HEIGHT="608"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 361px"> +"Esther Crippen, that is the loveliest song<BR>in the world!" +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +THE CAMP FIRE GIRLS +<BR> +IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BY +</H3> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +MARGARET VANDERCOOK +</H2> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +Author of "The Ranch Girls" Series, "The Red<BR> +Cross Girls" Series, etc.<BR> +</H4> + +<BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +ILLUSTRATED +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +PHILADELPHIA +<BR> +THE JOHN C. WINSTON CO. +<BR> +PUBLISHERS +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +Copyright 1914, by +<BR> +THE JOHN C. WINSTON COMPANY +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +CONTENTS +</H2> + +<BR> + +<CENTER> + +<TABLE WIDTH="80%"> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">I. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap01">"DO YOU REMEMBER ME?"</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">II. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap02">BETTY'S KNIGHT</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">III. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap03">HER PENSION</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">IV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap04">TEMPTATION</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">V. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap05">THE WAY OF THE WILFUL</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap06">ESTHER'S ROOM</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap07">THE THREAT</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap08">PREPARATIONS FOB THE HOLIDAYS</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">IX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap09">THE CASTLE OF LIFE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">X. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap10">THE RECOGNITION</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap11">SUNRISE CABIN AGAIN</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap12">"LIFE'S LITTLE IRONIES"</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap13">THE INVALIDS</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap14">"WHICH COMES LIKE A BENEDICTION"</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap15">SECRETS</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap16">THE LAW OF THE FIRE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap17">A FIGURE IN THE NIGHT</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap18">UNCERTAINTY</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap19">AN UNSPOKEN POSSIBILITY</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap20">THE BEGINNING OF LIGHT</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap21">BETTY FINDS OUT</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap22">SUNRISE CABIN</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap23">FAREWELLS</A></TD> +</TR> + +</TABLE> + +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +ILLUSTRATIONS +</H2> + +<BR> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-front"> +"ESTHER CRIPPEN, THAT IS THE LOVELIEST SONG<BR> +IN THE WORLD!" . . . . . . <I>Frontispiece</I> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-021"> +"THERE ISN'T ANYTHING MUCH TO TELL" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-153"> +THE PROFESSOR HAD TO WIPE HIS GLASSES +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-245"> +"I WON'T INTERFERE WITH YOUR DESTINATION" +</A> +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +The Camp Fire Girls<BR> +in the Outside World +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER I +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +"DO YOU REMEMBER ME?" +</H3> + +<P> +Walking slowly down a broad stairway, a girl carried three old silver +candlesticks in her hands. And although the hallway was in +semi-darkness, the candles had not yet been lighted. It was a cold +November afternoon and the great house was chill and silent. +</P> + +<P> +Entering the drawing room, she placed the candles upon the mantelpiece. +Her breath was like a small gray cloud before her; and her dress, too, +was the color of the mist and soft and clinging. +</P> + +<P> +"Work, health and love," she murmured quietly, striking a match and +watching the candles flicker and flare until finally they burned with a +steady glow. "If one has these three things in life as I have, what +else is worth worrying over?" Then the sigh that came in answer to her +own question almost extinguished the candle flames. +</P> + +<P> +"There are bills and boarders of course—too many of the first and at +present none of the second," she added with a kind of whimsical smile. +"But, oh dear, what a trying Thanksgiving day this has been, when even +the Camp Fire ideals won't comfort me! Dick 'way off in Germany, Polly +and Esther studying in New York and me face to face with my failure to +save the old house. It is not worth while pretending; the house must +be sold and mother and I shall have to find some other place to live. +In the morning I will go and tell Judge Maynard that I give up." +</P> + +<P> +Sadly Betty Ashton glanced about the familiar room. The portraits of +her New England ancestors appeared to gaze coldly and reproachfully +down upon her. They had not been of the stuff of which failures are +made. Her grand piano was closed and dusty, the window blinds were +partly pulled down, and although a fire was laid in the grate, it was +not burning. Dust, cold and an unaccustomed atmosphere of neglect +enveloped everything. +</P> + +<P> +With a lifting of her head and a tightening of her lips that gave her +face a new expression, the girl suddenly pulled open a table drawer and +began fiercely to polish the top of the piano while she talked. +</P> + +<P> +"There is no reason why I should allow this place to look so dismal +just because things have gone wrong with my efforts to keep boarders +and continue my work at school. As no one is coming to see me I can't +afford a fire, but I'll open the piano and place Esther's song, 'The +Soul's Desire,' on the music rack, just as though she were at home to +sing it for me. Dick's dull old books shall lie here on the table +where he used to leave them, near this red rose that John Everett +brought me this morning. Somehow the rose makes me think of Polly. It +is so radiant. How curious that certain persons suggest certain +colors! Now Polly is often pale as a ghost, and yet red always makes +me recall her." +</P> + +<P> +A few moments afterwards and Betty moved toward the front window and +stood there staring out into the street, too deep in thought to be +actually conscious of what she was doing. +</P> + +<P> +She had changed in the past six months of struggle with poverty and +work beyond her strength. There were shadows under her gray eyes and +worried lines about the corners of her mouth. Instead of being slim as +formerly, she was undeniably so thin that even the folds of her +delicate crepe dress could not wholly disguise it. +</P> + +<P> +It was not that Mrs. Ashton and Betty had spent this lonely day in +their old home, because their former friends had neglected them. +Indeed, they had had invitations to Thanksgiving dinners from half a +dozen sources. But Mrs. Ashton had not been well in several months and +was today too ill for her daughter to leave her. The two women were +now entirely alone in the house. One by one their boarders had +deserted them, and the previous week they had even felt compelled to +give up the old cook, who had been in the service of the Ashton family +for twenty years. +</P> + +<P> +At first Betty saw nothing to attract her attention in the street +outside—not a single passer-by. It was odd how quiet and cold the +world seemed with her mother asleep in one of the far-away rooms +upstairs and other persons evidently too much interested in indoor +amusements to care for wandering through the dull town. +</P> + +<P> +In another instant, however, the girl's attention was caught by the +appearance of a figure which seemed to spring up suddenly out of +nowhere and to stand gazing intently toward the Ashton house. It was +almost dark, and yet Betty could distinguish a young man, roughly +dressed, wearing no overcoat, with his coat collar turned up and a cap +pulled down over his eyes. Without being frightened, she was curious +and interested. Why should the man behave so queerly? He now walked +past the house and then turned and came back, not once but several +times. Evidently he had not observed the girl at the window. At last +however he gave up, and Betty believed that she saw him disappear +behind the closed cottage of the O'Neills. No longer entertained, she +prepared to leave the drawing room. It was too chilly to remain there +any longer. Moreover, studying the familiar objects she had loved so +long only made the thought of their surrender more painful. Betty once +more faced her three candles. +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"Be strong as the fagots are sturdy;<BR> +Be pure in your deepest desire;<BR> +Be true to the truth that is in you;"<BR> +</P> + +<P> +"And—follow the law of the fire," she repeated with a catch in her +breath. Then with greater strength and resolution in her face she blew +out two of the candles, and picking up the third, started on her way +upstairs. +</P> + +<P> +The next moment there came a quick, muffled ring at the front door bell. +</P> + +<P> +The girl hesitated; yet there was no one else in the house to answer +the bell, and only a friend, she thought, could come at this hour. +Shading her light from the wind with one hand she pulled open the door +with the other, already smiling with pleasure at the idea of thus +ending her loneliness. +</P> + +<P> +Close against the door she discovered the young man whom she had seen +only a few moments before in the street. +</P> + +<P> +He did not speak nor move immediately. +</P> + +<P> +"What do you wish?" Betty demanded a trifle impatiently. The fellow +had both fists rammed deep into his pockets and had not the courtesy to +remove his hat. With a slight sense of uneasiness, Betty thought of +closing the door. The unexpected visitor kept edging closer toward her +and was apparently fumbling for something in his coat. +</P> + +<P> +"Please tell me what it is you want at once," the girl repeated almost +angrily. "This is Mrs. Ashton's house if you are looking for it. My +mother and I are entirely alone." Having made this speech Betty +instantly recognized its stupidity and regretted it. +</P> + +<P> +However the young man had at last succeeded in removing a small oblong +package from his pocket, which he silently thrust toward her. On the +wrapper in big letters, such as a child might have written, the girl +was able to decipher her own name. But while she was puzzling over it, +and before she could thank the messenger, he had hurried off. +</P> + +<P> +Betty set her candle down on the lowest of the front steps and kneeling +before it rapidly undid her parcel. Inside the paper she discovered a +crudely hand-carved wooden box, and opening the lid, a blank sheet of +folded white paper. +</P> + +<P> +She shook the paper. Had some one sent her a Thanksgiving present or +was she being made the victim of a joke? But from between the blank +sheets something slowly fluttered to her feet. And picking it up with +a little cry of surprise Betty saw a crisp new ten dollar bill. +</P> + +<P> +Immediately her cheeks turned scarlet and her eyes filled with +indignant tears. Only by an effort of will could the tears be kept +from falling. Did any one of her friends consider her so +poverty-stricken that it was necessary to send her money in this +anonymous fashion? +</P> + +<P> +Scarcely waiting to think, Betty rushed out of the house and down the +old paved brick walk out into the street. For there might be a bare +chance that the messenger was not yet out of sight. Sure enough, there +he was still loitering on the corner about half a block away. +Bareheaded, and in her thin dress, with the money in her hand, the girl +ran forward. And actually as she reached the young man, she caught him +fast by the sleeve. +</P> + +<P> +"Please, you must tell me who sent me this money or else take it back +at once and say that though I am very much obliged I cannot receive a +gift delivered in this secret fashion." +</P> + +<P> +The two young people were standing near an electric light so that they +could now see each other plainly. Betty observed a tall, overgrown boy +with thin, straight features and clear hazel eyes, and now that his hat +was removed, a mass of curly dark hair, which had been vainly smoothed +down. +</P> + +<P> +"I can't take the money back, since it belongs to you," the young man +answered awkwardly. +</P> + +<P> +Inside her Betty heard a small voice whispering: "If it only really +did!" For the ten dollars would buy Christmas presents for her mother, +for Polly and Esther and others of her friends. Nevertheless she shook +her head. +</P> + +<P> +"The money cannot be mine and so you must return it." Then finding +that her insistence was failing to have any effect, she dropped the +money on the ground at the young fellow's feet and walked away. +</P> + +<P> +"But, Miss Ashton," the stranger's voice argued, "please believe me +when I say that this money is yours. Oh, of course I don't mean this +special ten dollar bill; for yours was spent nearly a year ago. But at +least the money represents the same amount." +</P> + +<P> +Betty paused and again faced the speaker. There was sincerity in his +tone—a determined appeal. But what on earth could he be talking +about? He looked perfectly rational, although his statement was so +extraordinary. +</P> + +<P> +"You don't recognize me and I am truly glad," the young man went on. +"But can't you recall once having befriended a fellow when instead you +ought to have sent him to jail? He did not deserve your kindness then. +He was actually trying to steal from you the money which you afterwards +gave him of your own free will. But he has tried since to be honest." +</P> + +<P> +He ceased abruptly. For Betty's eyes were shining and she was +thrusting her little cold hand into his big one. +</P> + +<P> +"You're not!" she exclaimed. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes I am," the boy returned. +</P> + +<P> +"Anthony Graham, Nan's brother?" Betty laughed happily. "Then please +give me back the money I refused. I did not understand that you were +returning the loan. Of course I understand how you feel about it. And +do come back and into the house with me. I so want you to tell me all +about yourself. I hope you have had splendid luck." +</P> + +<P> +The young man's shabby appearance did not suggest sudden riches. +Nevertheless he smiled. +</P> + +<P> +For more than ever did Betty Ashton appear to him like the Princess of +his dreams. Only once before had he met her face to face. And yet the +vision had never left him. He could still see the picture of a girl +moving toward him, her face filled with shame—for him—and her eyes +downcast; and thrusting into his clenched fist, which had so lately +been raised to injure her, the money which had given him the desired +opportunity for getting away from his old associations and beginning +again. +</P> + +<P> +Enter her home and tell her of his struggle! Anthony felt far more +like kneeling in the dust at her feet. Yet being a boy he could only +blush and stammer without words to voice his gratitude. +</P> + +<P> +Betty was beginning to shiver. "Please come, I am so lonely," she +urged. "I have had the horridest kind of a Thanksgiving day. Only a +little while ago I was having a hard time trying to remember the things +that I have to be thankful for." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER II +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BETTY'S KNIGHT +</H3> + +<P> +The drawing room fire was soon +crackling. "It is so nice to feel +I have the privilege of lighting it; +I have been dying to for the past hour, +but didn't think I could afford it without +company," Betty confided, blowing at the +flames. "Do please get some chairs and +let us draw up quite close. It is so much +pleasanter to talk that way." +</P> + +<P> +Yet Anthony Graham only stared without +moving. To think of a Princess speaking +of not being able to afford so inexpensive a +luxury as a fire. Suddenly the young man +longed to be able immediately to chop +down an entire forest of trees and lay it as +a thank offering before her. Of course his +sister Nan had written him of Mr. Ashton's +death and of the change in the family +fortunes, but to associate real poverty with +his conception of Betty was impossible. +Glancing uneasily about the great room it +was good to see how beautiful it still +looked, how perfect a setting for its young +mistress. So at least they were able to keep +their handsome home. +</P> + +<P> +To the young man Betty Ashton now +appeared more beautiful than his former +impression of her. For on the day of their +original meeting she had worn a fur coat +and a cap covering her hair and a portion +of her face. But now the three Camp +Fire candles were once more burning, +forming a kind of shining background for the +girl's figure. Her hair was a deep red +brown, with bronze tones, the colors in the +autumn woods. There was no longer any +sign of pallor or weariness in her cheeks, +for pleasure and excitement had +reawakened the old Betty. +</P> + +<P> +"Do sit down," she urged again. "I +want to hear all about you." +</P> + +<P> +Then, coming to his senses, Anthony +managed to drag two comfortable chairs +before the blaze. +</P> + +<P> +"There isn't anything much to tell," +he began shyly. "Only after you gave me +that money I just started walking farther +and farther away from Woodford. Why, +it seemed to me that I didn't ever want to +stop, for that would give me a chance to +realize what I had done. And I didn't +stop, either, until I was too dead tired to +go on. But by that time I had come to +another town and it must have been pretty +late, because the main street was empty. +I was passing along close to the wall of a +building when I saw that an office door had +been left open. It was pretty cold, so I +peeped in. The room was dark and there +was nobody about, so creeping inside I +lay down on the floor and went to sleep." The +boy stopped, but his listener was leaning +forward with her hands clasped and her +lips parted with eagerness. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-021"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-021.jpg" ALT=""There isn't anything much to tell"" BORDER="2" WIDTH="351" HEIGHT="601"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 351px"> +"There isn't anything much to tell" +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Do go on and tell me every detail. It +sounds just like a story," she entreated. +</P> + +<P> +"When I woke up it was daylight and +I found that I had landed in a dusty, +untidy place, littered with old books and +papers," he continued. "A small stove in +the corner was choked up with ashes. I +can't tell exactly why, but the first thing +I did that morning was to scrape out those +ashes, and then I found some sticks and +coals and built a fresh fire." Anthony +flashed a glance at Betty out of his shy, +almost frightened blue eyes. "I guess I +was feeling kind of well disposed toward +fires just then, camp fires anyhow. Then +I was thinking that I would like to pay for +my night's lodging in some way. I fell to +brushing out the room, so that when the +young man came down later he would find +his office cleaned up. Seemed like all of a +sudden, after what had happened between +you and me, that I wanted to work and +pay my own way. I had never before been +anything but a loafer." +</P> + +<P> +"But you couldn't have known that the +office belonged to a young man unless you +waited there until after he came in!" +Betty exclaimed. +</P> + +<P> +Anthony laughed. "Oh, yes, I waited +all right and I have been in that same +office more or less ever since, until I came +home to Woodford the day before yesterday. +Of course I meant to clear out as +soon as I had finished, but while I was +working I heard a quiet chuckle behind me, +and swinging around, there stood Mr. Andrews!" +</P> + +<P> +"But who was or is this Mr. Andrews?" +Betty asked impatiently, too interested to +be particularly polite. +</P> + +<P> +"My next best friend, after you," the +young fellow answered. "Why, I think I +can remember even now his very first +words to me: 'Hello,' he said, 'why are +you doing me such a good turn?' 'Because +you have just done me one. I slept all +night in your office,' I answered. He +didn't seem surprised and I thought that +rather funny. But afterwards I learned +that he had been a poor boy himself and +had slept in all sorts of queer places. +He is still poor enough, goodness knows, +but he has graduated in law and set +up an office. He will succeed some +day, sure as faith. You can bet on him." +</P> + +<P> +Betty bit her lips, her eyes dancing with +amusement and curiosity. Actually her +visitor was becoming so much in earnest +over his friend that he was forgetting to +be afraid of her. +</P> + +<P> +"But what about you and your success?" +she demanded. +</P> + +<P> +The young man flushed, moving uncomfortably +in his chair, as though yearning to +get away from his questioner, and yet not +knowing exactly how. +</P> + +<P> +"Success, <I>my</I> success? I haven't yet +used that word in connection with myself. +I have just managed to keep on working, +that's about all. Mr. Andrews let me +continue sleeping in his office after I told him +my story and cleaning it to pay for my +lodging. Then by getting up early enough +I arranged to take care of a few others for +money and to run errands now and then. +I read in between times." +</P> + +<P> +"Read? Read what?" Betty inquired +inexorably, half smiling and half frowning +at her own persistence. For somehow in +their half hour's talk together she had seen +something in Anthony Graham that made +her guess that the young man had worked +harder and dreamed better in this past +year than he was willing to acknowledge to her. +</P> + +<P> +But Anthony got up from his chair and +began deliberately backing toward the door. +He seemed suddenly to have became more +awkward and self-conscious. "I read the +law books, as there wasn't anything else to +read. And I was determined to get more +education so that in the future Nan need +not be ashamed of me. Afterwards I +went to night school and——" +</P> + +<P> +"So you have made up your mind to be +a lawyer yourself some day." Betty sighed +with satisfaction. How very like a book +his confession sounded! She wanted to +get more information from her visitor and +yet at the same time longed to rush upstairs +and commence a letter to Polly O'Neill at +once. Wouldn't Polly be interested? For +she had predicted on the day of their first +meeting that the young man would either +turn out to be absolutely no good, or else +(and here Betty blushed, recalling the +prophecy) "Remain your faithful knight to +the end of the chapter." +</P> + +<P> +"But why did you come back to Woodford +if this Mr. Andrews was befriending +you and giving you a chance?" she +inquired, fearing that her illusion might now +be shattered. +</P> + +<P> +The young man did not reply at once. +</P> + +<P> +And he scowled until Betty had an uncomfortable +recollection of the expression which +she had seen on his face the day of his +attack upon Polly and her. +</P> + +<P> +Then after moving a few steps nearer the +fire so that he and the girl were once more +facing each other, Betty could see that +his scowl had been due to embarrassment +and not anger. +</P> + +<P> +"You are awfully good to be willing to +listen to so long a tale of a ne'er-do-well," +he returned. "I came back to +Woodford because I was determined to +make good in my own town. A fellow that +can't trust himself in the face of +temptations isn't worth being trusted. I'm going +back to Mr. Andrews later, perhaps, but +this winter I am to stick right here in +Woodford and live down my bad name if +I can. Judge Maynard says he will give +me the same kind of a chance that +Mr. Andrews did, if I am worth it. And I +shall be able to see Nan and the others now +and then. It didn't seem fair for me to be +leaving all the family troubles to a girl." +</P> + +<P> +Involuntarily Betty clapped her hands. +She had not intended to express her +emotion openly, but so pleased was she with +Anthony's reply that she couldn't help it. +The next moment she felt a little ashamed +of her enthusiasm. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Nan is equal to almost anything; +we consider her the greatest success in our +Camp Fire club," Betty protested. "Nan +is studying domestic science at the High +School and intends teaching it some day, +so she will make you awfully comfortable +at home." +</P> + +<P> +The young man put out his hand. +"Good-bye," he said. "I never dreamed +I would be brave enough to ask you to +shake hands with me for a good many +years yet. But since you have been kind +enough——" +</P> + +<P> +"To ask you ten thousand questions," +Betty laughed, rising and putting out +both hands with a friendly gesture, and +then moving toward the door with her +caller. +</P> + +<P> +"I am not going to be able to live at +home, however," Anthony concluded. "It +is too far to our little place to get into +town early enough for my work and to +be here in the evenings for the night school. +I've got to find a room somewhere. I +oughtn't to kick because nobody seems +crazy to let me stay in their house. I +did leave a pretty poor reputation behind +me around here and I've got to <I>show</I> +people first that I mean to behave differently. +I guess I'll strike better luck later." +</P> + +<P> +Although Betty was extremely +sympathetic, she did not answer at once. +For a sudden surprising understanding had +come to her. How difficult it must be for +any one to have to go about telling his +acquaintances of his reformation before +having the chance to prove it. Then an +almost appealing expression crept into her +face, making her cheeks flush hotly and +her lashes droop. Her old friends would +have recognized the look. For it was the +one that she most often wore when she +desired to do another person a kindness +and feared she might not be allowed. +</P> + +<P> +"Couldn't you, won't you come here +and have a room with us?" she asked +unexpectedly. "We have such heaps of +rooms in this old house and now mother +and I are here alone, we really would like +to have you for protection. And if you +don't like to accept with just my +invitation, will you come in again tomorrow +or next day? I am sure mother will wish +to ask you too." +</P> + +<P> +Anthony Graham had had rather a rough +time always. He had a peculiar disposition, +and all his life probably liked only a +few people very deeply. His wasted +youth—nearly twenty years of idling rather than +study or work—and his mixed parentage—the +Italian peasant mother and his New +England father—would make his struggle +in the world a long and an uphill one even +if he should finally succeed. Among the +first things he meant to learn was not to +show his emotions too easily, to hide his +feelings whenever he could, so that he +might learn to take without apparent +flinching the hard knocks that life was +sure to send. He had been preparing +himself for the unkindnesses. Now at +Betty's words he felt a lump forming in +his throat and had a terrified moment of +believing that he was about to cry like a +girl. For could it be possible that any +human being could so forgive one's sins +as almost to forget them? Yet here was +Betty Ashton asking him to stay in her +home to protect her mother and herself +when his only other meeting had been his +effort to rob her. +</P> + +<P> +Anthony set his teeth. "I can't live in +so grand a house as this. I couldn't afford +it," he replied huskily. +</P> + +<P> +It was on the tip of Betty's tongue to +protest that she had never dreamed of +Anthony's paying anything. For Betty +Ashton, whatever the degree of her poverty, +could never fail in generosity, since +generosity is a matter not of the pocketbook +but of the spirit. However, all of a sudden +she appreciated that the young man had +quite as much right to his self-respect as +she had to hers. +</P> + +<P> +"Even the little will be a help to mother +and me," she returned more humbly than +any one else had ever before heard her speak. +</P> + +<P> +"But perhaps I could be useful. Maybe +you haven't so many servants as you once +had——" +</P> + +<P> +Anthony stopped, for Betty's expression +had changed so completely. Of course +she had already repented of her offer. +</P> + +<P> +"We have no servants and you could +help a great deal," she answered. And +then without any pretense of concealing +them, she let two tears slide down her +face. "It is only that I had forgotten +for the moment that we are not going to +be able to stay in our house much longer. +We can't afford to keep it for ourselves +and I haven't been a success with having +boarders. Still it may be some time before +we can rent or sell it, and if you will stay +here until then——" +</P> + +<P> +Betty winced, for her visitor had this +time clasped her hand until the pressure +of its hard surface hurt. +</P> + +<P> +"You know it would be the greatest +thing that ever happened for me to be +allowed to stay here a week," he added. +</P> + +<P> +And Betty laughed. "Then stay." +</P> + +<P> +As she opened the front door another +visitor stood waiting on the outside. He +was almost as unexpected as Anthony +Graham. For it was Herr Crippen, the +German music professor and Esther's father. +</P> + +<P> +"What on earth could he want?" Betty +thought irritably. She was beginning to +feel anxious to get upstairs to her mother +again. For in spite of the fact that she +now believed that she had a real affection +for Esther, she had never been able to +recover from her first prejudice for this +shabby, hesitating man. Then his manner +toward her was always so apologetic. Why +on earth should it be? She was always +perfectly polite to him. What a queer +combination of Thanksgiving visitors she +was having! +</P> + +<P> +"Gnädiges Fräulein," he began. And +Betty ushered him into the drawing room. +For perhaps he was bringing her news of Esther. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER III +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HER PENSION +</H3> + +<P> +"Good luck never rains but it pours, as well as bad luck, mother," +Betty Ashton said one morning nearly a week later. She had just put +down a big tray of breakfast on a small table before Mrs. Ashton and +now seated herself on the opposite side. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Ashton sighed. "If your good luck storm has any reference to us, +Betty dear, I am sure I don't get your point of view. For if anything +but misfortune has followed our footsteps since your father's death I +am sure I should like to hear what it is." And Mrs. Ashton shivered, +drawing her light woolen shawl closer about her shoulders. +</P> + +<P> +There are some persons in this world whom troubles brace. After the +first shock of a sorrow or calamity has passed they stand reinforced +with new strength and new courage. These are the world's successful +people. For after a while, ill luck, finding that it can never down a +really valiant spirit, grows weary and leaves it alone. Then the good +things have their turn—health, better and more admiring friends, fame, +money, love. Whatever the struggle has been made for, if it has been +sufficiently brave and persistent, the reward is sure. But there are +other men and women, or girls and boys, for age makes no difference, +who go down like wilted flowers in the teeth of the first storm. And +on them life is apt to trample, misfortunes to pile up. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Ashton was one of these women. She had made things doubly hard +for Betty and Dick. Indeed, except for his sister, Richard Ashton +would never have had the strength of purpose to sail for Germany to +complete his medical studies. He would simply have surrendered and +commenced his practice of medicine in Woodford without being properly +equipped for perhaps the greatest of all the professions—the struggle +to conquer disease. Yet somehow Betty had had a clearer vision than +can be expected of most girls of her age. In a vague way she had +understood that it is oftentimes wiser to make a present sacrifice for +some greater future gain. So she had persuaded Dick to use the little +money that he had for his work, assuring him that she and her mother +could get on perfectly well together at home. And with half a dozen +summer boarders at the time of his leaving, it did look to Dick as +though her confidence was not misplaced. +</P> + +<P> +Now in answer to her mother's speech Betty said nothing at first. So +that several tears sliding down Mrs. Ashton's cheeks watered her hot +buttered toast. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sure I never expected to live to see this day, my dear, when you +would have to cook your own breakfast and mine before you could leave +for school," she murmured. "Why, I never thought that you would have +to turn over your hand even to look after yourself. Until you +developed that Camp Fire enthusiasm you had not been taught a single +useful thing. After all, perhaps it might have been better for you if +I had never been your mother, if——" +</P> + +<P> +Betty laughed teasingly. "My dear Mrs. Ashton, you talk as if you +could have avoided that affliction! You could not very well have +helped being my mother, could you? You did not deliberately choose me +out from a lot of girls. Because if you did, I should have very little +respect for your good judgment. Think, if you might have selected +either Polly or Esther! Why, then you would be sure to be rich again +some day. For one of them would act so marvelously that she would be +able to cast laurels at your feet, while the other would sing you back +to fortune. But as it is, you will just have to put up with poor me +until Dick gets his chance. Now do eat your breakfast while I relate +the details of our good luck storm. In the first place, we are not +going to have to give up our beloved house. At least not yet, and +perhaps never if our German-American Pension plan turns out +satisfactorily." +</P> + +<P> +Betty drank a swallow of coffee, hardly appreciating what she was +doing, so deep was her absorption in their affairs. +</P> + +<P> +"Honestly, mother, I should never have dreamed of being so interested +in this plan of Rose's and Miss McMurtry's for us, if it had not been +for Dick's letters. But if German ladies can keep successful pensions, +why not Americans? Remember what a funny lot of people Dick has +described—the fat widow with the two musical daughters. I hope one of +them won't set her cap for Dick, he loves music so dearly. Then you +know the young boy student who was nearly starving when Dick rescued +him, and the old Baron who wears a wig, and the half dozen others? But +no matter how queer and funny they may be, they can be no more so than +our pensioners. There is Miss McMurtry herself and Anthony Graham, and +Dr. Barton moving into town to have an office in our old library. I +wonder sometimes if he and Rose are still friends. They had a +disagreement once out at the cabin and she just speaks to him since." +</P> + +<P> +Then Betty Ashton hesitated and devoted herself to finishing her +breakfast. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sure I don't understand why you fail to mention Herr Crippen, +child, who is to have a room here with us and teach his pupils in our +big drawing room. I am glad he has been so successful with his music +pupils that he is able to give Esther the advantage of studying in New +York. I wish you did not have such a ridiculous prejudice against him. +Indeed, my dear, I have a very strong reason for insisting that you be +kind to him. He is Esther's father and——" +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Ashton spoke more firmly than was usual with her. +</P> + +<P> +But Betty shrugged her shoulders imperceptibly. "Oh, of course I am +glad enough to have the Professor here and I have never said I did not +like him. But I am specially happy that Edith Norton's family has +moved away so she is to have a room with us. I am kind of lonely +without Polly and Esther, and somehow Edith,"——Betty broke off +abruptly. Not even to her mother did she feel like mentioning the fact +that Edith did not seem to be turning out quite so well as the other +Sunrise Camp Fire girls. +</P> + +<P> +With a hurried movement she next picked up the breakfast tray, +exclaiming: +</P> + +<P> +"Thank heavens we are not going to have to give our lodgers anything +but their rooms and that Martha is coming back to do our cooking and +the cleaning. Good old soul to offer to do it without pay. She said +that she could not bear living anywhere except with us and that she had +enough of father's money stored away in bank not to need any more. But +we could not have had her work without pay." Betty kissed her mother +lightly on the forehead. "If any one else turns up today and wishes a +room, just refer them to me. I'm afraid I won't leave us a bed to +sleep in. I am getting so anxious to surprise Dick by really earning a +lot of money." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, don't rent the back room that Esther used to have, Betty. You +may move into it yourself some day if you like, but I would rather not +have a stranger occupy it. I——" +</P> + +<P> +"What on earth is queer about that room?" Betty interrupted. "I have +not time to listen now, but you <I>must</I> tell me. You talk as though it +were a kind of Bluebeard's Chamber of Horrors. Yet I don't suppose you +would put me in it if I were likely to have my head cut off in +consequence. Good-bye, dear." And Betty fled out into the hall, +realizing that it must be almost school time. +</P> + +<P> +The door of Esther's old room happened by accident to be standing open, +and still holding on to her tray, Betty paused before it for a few +moments. She was not thinking of a possible mystery or secret in +connection with the room, only wondering if Esther and Polly were to be +at home for the Christmas holidays. They both wanted to come, she +thought. But Esther was not sure of being able to afford it and Polly +was uncertain of whether she wished to stay in her stepfather's house +at a time when her stepbrother, Frank Wharton, whom she disliked so +much, should also be at home for his holidays. The girl's face was a +little wistful. She so longed to see both her friends. Without them +and without Dick, this first Christmas under such changed conditions at +home might be rather trying. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" Betty exclaimed a trifle indignantly, with her arm shaking so +that the dishes in her hands rattled dangerously. "What in the world +are you doing in the house at this hour, Anthony Graham? You +frightened me nearly to death, turning up at my elbow in such an +unexpected fashion. I thought you had been gone hours!" +</P> + +<P> +Anthony put down his coal scuttle and took hold of Betty's tray. "I +have been away, but I came back for a moment because your mother wished +me to do something for her as soon as I had the spare time." His tone +was so surly that Betty smiled. Anthony had been brought up with such +a different class of people that he was unable to understand sarcasm or +pretense of any kind. Whatever one said he accepted in exactly the +words in which it was spoken. And Betty and her friends had always +been accustomed to joking with one another, to saying one thing, often +meaning another. Anthony should have had the sense to realize that she +was not really cross, that her indignation was partly assumed. +Therefore she did not intend taking the trouble to set him right in the +present instance. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll carry the dishes down myself. I have plenty of time," she +protested coldly. +</P> + +<P> +But Anthony only held the more firmly to the tray, with his face +crimsoning. +</P> + +<P> +The truth was that he had been appreciating in the past few days a +truth of which the girl herself was as yet unconscious. Betty's manner +toward him had noticeably changed. In the excitement of their +Thanksgiving day meeting and his romantic return of the money which she +had completely forgotten, she had shown far more interest and +friendliness than she now did. On that occasion Betty had overlooked +the young fellow's roughness, his lack of education and family +advantages. Really Anthony had never been taught even the common +civilities of life and had to trust to a kind of instinct, even in +knowing when to take off his hat, when to shake hands, how to enter or +leave a room. And he understood keenly enough his own limitations. +Yet the change in Betty's attitude had hurt him, even though he +acknowledged to himself his failure to deserve even her original +kindness. She was still kind enough of course in the things which she +thought counted. She was cordial about his having his room in the +house with her mother and herself and most careful of thanking him for +any assistance which he rendered them. Yet the difference was there. +For neither in heart nor mind had Betty yet grown big enough to feel +real comradeship with a boy so beneath her in social position and +opportunities. +</P> + +<P> +Nevertheless she did not mean to be ungracious and something in the +carriage of the young man's head as he moved off down the hall +suggested that he was either hurt or angry, although exactly why Betty +could not understand. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't go for a second, Anthony," she called after him. "I wanted to +tell you that you are living in a house with a haunted chamber. At +least I don't know whether this room is exactly haunted, but there is +something queer about it that my mother and brother have never confided +to me. Perhaps I shall move in and find out for myself what it is. I +will if there is a chance of my friends, Esther Crippen and Polly +O'Neill, coming home for the holidays. For it is so big that we could +stay in it together. And perhaps Mrs. O'Neill will let Polly come here +and visit me for a little while. Both the girls are doing wonderful +things in New York City. And I am afraid if they don't come home +pretty soon they will both have outgrown me. It is so horrid to be a +perfectly ordinary person." +</P> + +<P> +As Betty moved off, the expression on her companion's face did not +suggest that he thought of her as entirely ordinary. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IV +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +TEMPTATION +</H3> + +<P> +"You are perfectly absurd and I haven't the faintest intention of +confiding in any one of you." And Polly O'Neill, with her cheeks +flaming, rushed away from a group of girls and into her own bedroom, +closing the door and locking it behind her. +</P> + +<P> +This winter at boarding school in New York City had not been in the +least what she had anticipated. Perhaps the character of the school +she and her mother had chosen had been unfortunate. Yet they had +selected it with the greatest care and it was expensive beyond Polly's +wildest dreams. For, apart from her own small inheritance, her +stepfather, Mr. Wharton, had insisted on being allowed to contribute to +her support, and not to appear too ungracious both to her mother and to +him, his offer had been accepted. Yet Polly did not consider herself +any greater success in thus masquerading as a rich girl than she had +been as a poor one. Was she never to be satisfied? Her school +companions were all wealthy and few of them had any ideas beyond +clothes and society. To them Polly had seemed a kind of curiosity. +She was so impetuous, so brilliant, so full of a thousand moods. Betty +Ashton had once said that to know Polly O'Neill was a liberal +education, and yet in order to know her one ought to have had a liberal +education beforehand. +</P> + +<P> +Today during the recreation hour at "Miss Elkins' Finishing School," +which was Polly's present abode, there had been a sudden discussion of +plans for the future. And Polly, partly because she was in a +contradictory mood and partly because she really wished it to be known, +had boldly announced herself as poor as a church mouse with no chance +of not starving to death in the future unless she could learn to make +her own living. +</P> + +<P> +And this had started the onslaught of questions from which she had just +torn herself away. +</P> + +<P> +For Polly had absolutely determined not to confide in any one of her +new companions her ambition to go upon the stage. They would not +understand and would only be stupid and inquisitive. Why, had they not +worried her nearly to death simply because of her acquaintance with +Miss Margaret Adams? For one day the great actress had driven up to +the school and taken Polly for a drive. And ever afterwards the other +girls were determined to find out how and when she had met her and what +she was like in every smallest particular, until Polly was nearly +frantic. +</P> + +<P> +Now in her own room, which was a small one, but belonged to her alone, +the girl dashed cold water on her face until she began to feel her +temper cooling down. Then with a book in her lap she planted herself +in a low chair. The book was a collection of Camp Fire songs which +Sylvia Wharton had given her. And although Polly could not sing, the +poetry and inspiration of them was so lovely that she felt they might +be a consoling influence. +</P> + +<P> +Nevertheless Polly did not commence reading at once. Instead, her thin +shoulders drooped forward pathetically, and putting one elbow on her +knee she rested her pointed chin in her hand. +</P> + +<P> +For she was unhappy without any real reason in the world. Polly +O'Neill was one of the sensitive and emotional persons who must always +be more or less miserable in the wrong environment. She did not like +being at boarding school and yet she did not wish to return to Woodford +to live in her stepfather's house in circumstances so different from +those of her old life. Besides, had not Miss Adams advised that she +spend several years away from Woodford in order to see more of the +outside world and its myriad types of men and women? She could not ask +to be allowed to come back home now, after the fight she had made to +leave. Moreover, she was learning many things that might be useful to +her as an actress. Miss Adams herself had said so. There was no fault +with the opportunities for study at Miss Elkins', only with the +interest of the girls. She herself was working hard at French and +German and physical culture and was having some special private +teaching in elocution by a master recommended by Miss Adams. +</P> + +<P> +No, Polly did not intend to give up. Only she was trying to decide +whether or not to return to Woodford for the Christmas holidays. She +was longing to see her mother and Mollie and Betty Ashton. Yet Frank +Wharton would be at home and she and Frank had quarreled all the time +that they had been in the house together during the past summer. And +her mother and Mollie were so wrapped up in one another and in the +splendid new home and in Mr. Wharton! Polly felt herself almost an +outsider when she thought of the days when they had lived in their own +little cottage just opposite the Princess. +</P> + +<P> +Then, at the thought of Betty Ashton, the slightly hard look in Polly's +Irish blue eyes faded. Of the Princess' understanding and affection +she could always feel sure. And what a brave fight she was making! +Every letter from her mother or Mollie or from any one of their old +Camp Fire circle had something admiring to say of her. And yet she and +Mollie had always thought of their Princess as only a spoiled darling, +beautiful and meant only for cherishing. Ah well, the Princess was +really an aristocrat in the old meaning of the word. She had never +been in the least like these New York girls, caring for money for its +own sake and feeling superior to other people just because of her +money. Betty had birth and beauty and brains. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly Polly dashed the tears from her eyes and with a smile jumped +to her feet, dropping her Camp Fire book. There was no use sitting +there and thinking of all the virtues that her Princess possessed that +began with "b." This was Friday afternoon and she was free to do what +she liked. Esther was living in a boarding house not far away, and she +had not seen her in two weeks. And in all the world there was nothing +Esther liked to talk about so much as Betty. Besides, if Esther were +going home for the holidays, why, Polly felt that she would rather like +to have some one persuade her into making her own decision. +</P> + +<P> +Is it good or evil fortune that makes one so readily influenced by +outside conditions? The December afternoon was cold and brilliant; and +in few places is the climate of early winter so stimulating as in New +York City. Esther was not at home, and for a few minutes her visitor +felt disappointed. But the streets were so beautiful and alluring and +there were so many people out! It was true that Polly had received +permission only to call upon her friend, but what wrong could there be +in her taking a walk? She had only to keep straight along Broadway and +there could be no possible chance of getting lost. Polly was not in +the least timid or unable to take care of herself. She was a girl from +a small town, and yet no one could have imagined that she had not been +a New Yorker all her life, except for her quick and eager interest in +the sights about her. +</P> + +<P> +No one noticed or molested Polly in the least. It was only that in her +usual unthinking fashion she flung herself into the way of temptation. +Farther down Broadway than she had ever been before, Polly stopped for +a moment to look more closely at a group of girls. Most of them were +several years older than herself. They were standing close together +near a closed door, and yet only occasionally did one of them make a +remark to the other; for apparently they were strangers to one another. +</P> + +<P> +At first the girls themselves attracted Polly's attention because the +larger number appeared so nervous and anxious. More than half of them +had their faces rouged and powdered and were fashionably dressed, yet +even when they smiled their expressions were uneasy. +</P> + +<P> +They interested the country girl immensely. In order not to seem rude +or inquisitive she pretended to wish to gaze into a shop window near +them. Then, as they continued waiting and showed no sign of what they +were waiting for, Polly O'Neill's curiosity overcame her good manners. +Another girl had separated herself from the group and was standing +within two feet of Polly, also pretending to stare into the same window. +</P> + +<P> +Polly edged closer to her. The young woman must have been nearly +twenty-five. She had been pretty once, yet already her face was +haggard and she had circles under her big brown eyes. Unexpectedly +Polly smiled at her, and there was always something almost irresistible +in Polly's smile. +</P> + +<P> +"Could you, would you mind telling me why so many girls are standing +here in this one particular spot?" she inquired. "It is a cold day +when one is still. And yet I have been here almost ten minutes and no +one has even started to move away." +</P> + +<P> +"We are waiting to try to get jobs," the older girl answered +listlessly. "And we have come sooner than we were told because each +one of us hoped to get ahead of the other." +</P> + +<P> +"Jobs?" Polly repeated stupidly. "What kind of work is it that you are +looking for?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, theatrical jobs," the young woman explained. "It's coming on to +be Christmas time and the managers are putting on extras for the +holidays." +</P> + +<P> +She turned away from her questioner, believing that she had heard a +faint noise at the door near which they were lingering. A quick tug at +her coat attracted her attention again. +</P> + +<P> +"Can any one apply for a position who wants it?" Polly queried. Her +eyes were shining, her cheeks were crimson and her breath coming in +kind of broken gasps as though she were frightened. +</P> + +<P> +But the magic door had opened at last and the older woman had no time +to waste. "Oh, yes, any one can apply," she returned with a kind of +hardness. And then she failed to observe that the girl she had been +talking with was following close behind her. +</P> + +<P> +Polly herself hardly realized what she was doing. Once more she had +yielded to that old wretched habit of hers, of acting first and then +thinking afterwards. Like a flash of lightning it had but this instant +occurred to her that more than anything she would like to see inside a +theatrical manager's office. It would be like placing the tips of +one's toes on the promised land. Of course, Polly knew perfectly well +that she was being reckless, only she would not allow herself time to +consider this point of view. She would simply slip in with these other +girls and pretend that she would like a position should she be forced +into it. As she had had no experience, there could be no possibility +of her getting an engagement. Ten minutes afterwards she would slip +out again and return to school. +</P> + +<P> +With a dozen or more other girls, Polly was the next moment ushered +into a room that was quite dark and had only a few chairs in it. There +they were told to wait until the manager could be free to speak to +them. So Polly crowded herself into the farthest, darkest corner and +immediately her heart began to thump and her knees to shake, while she +wished herself a thousand miles away. +</P> + +<P> +What would her mother say to this latest of her escapades; and Mollie +and Betty? What would Miss Adams, for that matter, think of her? She +was an actress herself; but of course Polly never imagined that she had +started her career in any such humble fashion. +</P> + +<P> +Coming partially to her senses, Polly started hurriedly toward the +closed door. There was no reason in the world for her remaining in +this room unless she wished it. But just as she turned the knob the +manager entered from the hall. And Polly's curiosity got the better of +her again. She would stay just half a minute longer and see what +happened. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER V +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE WAY OF THE WILFUL +</H3> + +<P> +When Polly O'Neill came out into the street again, she did not know +whether she was walking on the sidewalk, in the air, or at the bottom +of the sea. But because of a certain thrilling excitement she felt +that she must have wings and because of a heavy weight inside her that +she must be in the depth of the sea. +</P> + +<P> +For Polly had just signed an engagement to act for two weeks in a +Christmas pantomime. +</P> + +<P> +It sounds incredible. And it was possibly as unwise and headstrong a +thing as a girl could well do. And yet Polly had originally no actual +intention or desire to do wrong. Simply she had yielded to a sudden +impulse, to an intense curiosity. But now things were different; for +Polly was realizing her wilfulness completely, and instead of repenting +and turning back to confess her folly, was every moment trying to plan +by what method her purpose could be accomplished. +</P> + +<P> +Not for anything in the world would her mother give her consent to her +experiment. And that in itself should have been a sufficient argument +against it. Yet Polly explained to herself that, after all, there +could not be any great harm in doing what she so much wished, provided +that she made confession afterwards. She was almost eighteen, and +thousands of girls in New York City were earning their living, who were +years younger than she. Perhaps it might even do her good to find out +what this stage life really was like—whether it was as fascinating as +she dreamed, or all tinsel as most grown people were so fond of telling +her. +</P> + +<P> +No, the question that was uppermost with Polly O'Neill was not in +connection with her decision. It was how her decision might best be +carried out. +</P> + +<P> +Fortunately she had been writing that she did not believe that she +would come home for the Christmas holidays. She did wish to see her +mother and Mollie and Betty, of course, and had almost given way to +this longing only an hour before. But now, had not fate itself +intervened, flinging her into the path of her desire? And Polly was +Irish and had always declared that she believed in the leadings of +fate, even when her mother and sister had insisted that fate and her +own wish were too often confused in her mind. +</P> + +<P> +Had she not hidden herself in the corner when the theatrical manager +entered the room, with every intention of running away as soon as she +could escape unobserved? And then had he not suddenly swooped down +upon her, selecting her from the dozens of other applicants? Polly was +not exactly sure of what had happened, except that the man had said +that she looked the part of the character he was after. The fact that +she had confessed having had no stage experience had not even deterred +him. The new play was to be chiefly for young people and the manager +particularly required youthful actors and actresses. +</P> + +<P> +The play to be produced was the dramatization of a wonderful old +Bohemian fairy story, which Polly remembered to have read years before, +called "The Castle of Life." The story is that of a little boy, +Grazioso, brought up by his grandmother, whom he loves better than all +else in the world. Then one day he sees that the grandmother is +growing old and fears that she must soon leave him. And so he sets out +to find "The Castle of Life" in order once more to bring back youth to +the old woman. The play follows his adventures on the road to the +castle, and includes his meeting with two fairies—the Fairy of the +Woods and the Fairy of the Water. Polly was to impersonate the wood +spirit. +</P> + +<P> +Her appearance did suggest the character, though naturally she could +not appreciate this fact. But there was always something a bit eerie +and fantastic about her, something not exactly of the everyday +world—her high cheekbones and thin, emotional face with its scarlet +lips and intense expression faintly foreshadowing an unusual future. +</P> + +<P> +But Polly at the present moment was not feeling in the least unusual, +only rather more self-willed and more calculating. Never could she +recall having deliberately deceived any one before in her entire life. +And yet to accomplish her present purpose there was no other way than +the way of deception. No one in Woodford must guess at her reason for +remaining in New York during the holidays, nor must Miss Elkins have +any possible cause for suspicion. Of course she could not stay on at +boarding school. That idea was utterly ridiculous. She would never be +allowed to go out for a single evening alone. Already her right to +liberty had been considerably overreached by this walk of hers down +town. And what she had done during the walk! The offender smiled +rather wickedly at the thought of the consternation and excitement that +the discovery of her act would create. Home she would go to Woodford +then to stay indefinitely! +</P> + +<P> +But Polly did not mean to be found out, She meant to have her little +taste of emancipation and then go back into routine again, until she +was old enough for a larger freedom. So for this reason, although she +should have returned to school an hour before, she continued walking +slowly, devising and rejecting a dozen plans. It was going to be +tremendously difficult to accomplish her purpose. But this she had +foreseen five minutes after she had promised to accept the theatrical +manager's offer. However she would "find a way." She remembered how +often the Princess had said that she had more talent than "Sentimental +Tommy" in this particular direction. +</P> + +<P> +She reached Miss Elkins' school and received five minutes' scolding +from that lady, in the meekest spirit, still without having any idea of +what she could possibly do to accomplish her design. +</P> + +<P> +All evening she talked so little and her attention was so concentrated +upon the lesson which she appeared to be studying, that her school +companions left her entirely alone. Polly's passion for studying had +always been regarded as an eccentricity. But now since she had +announced on that afternoon that she had her own living to make there +was possibly some excuse for her industry. Nevertheless the girls felt +more convinced than ever that she was not in the least like any of the +rest of them and, although rather fascinating and unusual, not a person +whom one would care to know intimately. +</P> + +<P> +The difference in her manner and expression that night attracted the +attention of one of the teachers—the girl's face was so tense and +white, her blue eyes showed such dark shadows beneath them. It was +owing to this teacher's advice that Polly was allowed to leave the +study hall an hour earlier than usual and go to her own room and to bed. +</P> + +<P> +She was not feeling particularly well. Her head did ache and her +conscience troubled her the least little bit, notwithstanding she had +not the faintest intention of surrender. With hot cheeks and cold +hands she lay still for a long time until the noises of the other girls +retiring had quieted down and the big house was silent. Then Polly +suddenly sat up in bed. A moment later she had crawled out on the +floor and lighted a candle by her writing desk. The electric lights +had been turned off for the night. But even in the pitch darkness +Polly would still have composed her letter. For an idea had at last +come to her. And if only she could get just one person to accede to it +her way would be plain. The one person might be difficult. Polly was +perfectly aware of this, but then she had great faith in her own powers +of persuasion. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VI +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +ESTHER'S ROOM +</H3> + +<P> +Just above the small alcohol lamp the teakettle was beginning to sing. +On a table near-by were teacups and saucers, with one plate of +sandwiches covered over with a small napkin, and another of cookies. +</P> + +<P> +Several times a tall girl glanced at the clock and then walked across +the room to take the kettle off the stove, only to place it back again +the next instant. +</P> + +<P> +Then at last she seated herself by an open piano. There was very +little furniture in the room except the piano, a small cot and the +table. Yet it had an atmosphere of home and comfort, such as some +persons are able to give to a tent in a desert. And standing in a row +at the back of the same tea table were three candles in ten-cent-store +glass candlesticks, waiting to be lighted. The afternoon was a dismal +one, with occasional flurries of snow; so that when the proper time +came for the candle-lighting, the flames would not be ungrateful. +</P> + +<P> +But in order to make the waiting seem less long the girl was evidently +trying to distract her attention by practicing her music. Several +times she sang over the scales. And then, dissatisfied with her own +work, repeated them until finally her voice rose with unusual resonance +and power. Then, after another slight pause, she drifted almost +unconsciously into the words of a song: +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"Burn, fire, burn!<BR> +Flicker, flicker, flame!<BR> +Whose hand above this blaze is lifted<BR> +Shall be with magic touch engifted,<BR> +To warm the hearts of lonely mortals<BR> +Who stand without their open portals.<BR> +The torch shall draw them to the fire<BR> +Higher, higher<BR> +By desire.<BR> +Whoso shall stand by this hearthstone,<BR> +Flame-fanned,<BR> +Shall never, never stand alone;<BR> +Whose house is dark and bare and cold,<BR> +Whose house is cold,<BR> +This is his own.<BR> +Flicker, flicker, flicker, flame;<BR> +Burn, fire burn!"<BR> +</P> + +<P> +She had not heard the door open softly nor even noticed the figure that +crept softly into the small room. +</P> + +<P> +But now a pair of gloved hands were clasped eagerly together and an +enthusiastic voice said: +</P> + +<P> +"Esther Crippen, that is the loveliest song in all the world and you +are the loveliest singer of it! How glad I am to have arrived at just +this moment! Why, your little room makes me feel that it is a <I>real</I> +refuge from all that is dark and bare and cold. And you surely are +with the 'magic touch engifted to warm the hearts of lonely mortals' +with that beautiful voice of yours." +</P> + +<P> +And Polly O'Neill, putting one hand on each of Esther's cheeks, kissed +her with unexpected ardor. +</P> + +<P> +It made Esther flush and tremble slightly as she rose to greet her +long-desired guest. Any compliment made Esther shy and one from Polly +more than from another person. For although each girl admired the +other's talents and character, they had never understood each other +especially well. Esther always seemed to Polly far too sober and +almost too unselfish and self-effacing, while Polly to the quieter girl +had all the brilliance and unreliability of a will-o'-the-wisp. Before +coming to New York for the winter their intimacy had been due largely +to their mutual devotion to Betty; but now, both lonely and both in a +new environment, they had been greatly drawn together. Polly's +occasional visits had been one of Esther's few sources of pleasure +outside her work. +</P> + +<P> +"How charming you are looking, Polly," Esther began, taking off her +guest's dark coat and hat, and seeing her emerge in a crimson woolen +dress, which made a bright spot of color in the shabby room. Polly, +you must remember, was only pretty on occasions; but this afternoon was +certainly one of her good-looking days. The cold had made her pale +cheeks flame and given a softer glow to her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I am simply ravenous, Esther, and dying for your delicious tea," Polly +next remarked, following her hostess to the tea table and taking her +seat, while Esther poured out the boiling water. "It is a kind of a +homesick day and I have been wishing that we were going to have a +meeting of our old Sunrise Hill Camp Fire circle. What wouldn't you +give for a glimpse of the Princess this afternoon?" +</P> + +<P> +Esther's lips twitched as she lighted her three candles. +</P> + +<P> +"Almost anything I possess," she returned. +</P> + +<P> +"But you are going to see her pretty soon? You are going back to +Woodford for Christmas?" Polly tried to hide her own nervousness in +putting this simple question. With her eyes shining over the edge of +her cup she continued slowly drinking her tea, so that the rest of her +face could not be seen. +</P> + +<P> +But Esther was not paying her any special attention. Quietly she shook +her head. "No, Polly, I am not going home. I am so sorry, for I +wanted to dreadfully. But my music lessons are so expensive that +father does not feel he can afford to let me come. I haven't yet had +the courage to write and break the news to the Princess. She is fond +of me, don't you think so, Polly? She will be sorry that I can't be +with her for the holidays? Of course I know she does not care for me +as she does for you. I shall never expect that. But it does mean so +much to me to feel sure of her affection." +</P> + +<P> +Polly frowned in a slightly puzzled fashion. Esther's adoration even +of her beloved Betty seemed a little unnatural. Why should one girl +care so much about the attitude of another one? She loved Betty +herself, of course, and Betty loved her. Yet she doubted very much if +either one worried over the emotions of the other. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes, Esther," Polly returned a trifle impatiently. "Of course +Betty is devoted to you. Why shouldn't she be? Really, I do think you +would let her almost trample upon you if she liked. Only Betty never +would like to hurt any one, thank heaven! But I am glad to hear you +are not going home for the Christmas holidays, because I am not going +either." +</P> + +<P> +There was nothing so remarkable in this statement that it should make +Polly turn white and then red again. But fortunately the three Camp +Fire candles, "Work, Health and Love," were now flickering so that the +elder girl could not get a clear vision of the other's face. +</P> + +<P> +But instead of appearing pleased over this news Esther seemed +disappointed. "I am so sorry, for Betty's sake," she returned. "She +wouldn't mind my not being with her so much if she only might have you." +</P> + +<P> +Polly shrugged her thin shoulders in a fashion she had when vexed. +</P> + +<P> +"O Esther, I think you might have been polite enough to say that you +would be glad to have me in town if you were to be here—particularly +when I came to ask you if I might spend the holidays with you." +</P> + +<P> +"Spend the holidays with me?" Esther repeated in rather a stupid +fashion. Naturally she was puzzled as to just why a girl in Polly's +position should elect to spend her Christmas vacation in a cheap New +York boarding house with another girl for whom she had no special +sentiment. +</P> + +<P> +"Why in the world do you want to remain in the city with me?" she asked +again, too honest to pretend that pleasure was her first sentiment +until she got a more definite understanding of the situation. +</P> + +<P> +But Polly was now making no effort to devote her attention either to +eating or drinking. Instead she had rested both elbows on the table +and was looking at her companion with the half-pleading, +half-commanding expression that both Mollie and Betty knew so well. +</P> + +<P> +"Promise not to say anything until I have finished?" she began +coaxingly. "For you see it is to explain why I want to stay with you +that made me write to ask you to make this engagement with me for this +afternoon." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE THREAT +</H3> + +<P> +"Then you refuse to help me or to keep my secret?" Polly O'Neill +protested indignantly. "Really, Esther, I never knew any one with such +a gift for considering herself her sister's keeper. We belong to the +same Camp Fire Club. And if that means anything I thought it was +loyalty and service toward one another. +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"'As fagots are brought from the forest<BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 1em">Firmly held by the sinews which bind them,</SPAN><BR> +So cleave to these others, your sisters,<BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 1em">Wherever, whenever you find them.'"</SPAN><BR> +</P> + +<P> +Esther had walked across the room and had her back turned during this +recitation. But now she moved around, facing her visitor until it was +Polly's eyes that dropped before her own. The older girl had always +the dignity that comes from truth and sincerity. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't be absurd, Polly," she said, speaking quietly, but with no lack +of decision. "You know as well as I do that loyalty has nothing to do +with aiding one another to do what one does not believe to be right. I +don't want to preach. Yet don't you think perhaps <I>you</I> are breaking a +part of our Camp Fire law? 'Be Trustworthy. This law teaches us not +to undertake enterprises rashly.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, please hush, Esther," Polly insisted. "There is no use in our +quarreling, and we are sure to if you go on preaching like that. I +told you what I have made up my mind to do. If you don't wish to help +me, that of course is your affair. All I have the right to demand is, +that what I told you in the strictest confidence you repeat to no one +else." +</P> + +<P> +She picked up her coat and began slowly buttoning it, waiting for +Esther's reply, which did not come at once. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know whether I can promise you even that," the older girl +answered finally. Her face was white and she moved her hands in the +old nervous fashion that Betty had almost broken her of. "I don't +suppose you can understand, Polly, what an almost dangerous thing you +are about to undertake. And without your mother knowing it! O Polly, +please don't! Why, if anything should happen to you what would she say +to me or Molly and Betty, if knowing your intention I did not warn +them?" +</P> + +<P> +Polly was like a hot flame in her anger. In her life Esther scarcely +remembered ever having seen any one in such intense yet quiet passion. +All the blue seemed to have gone out of her visitor's eyes until they +were almost black. Her lips were drawn and although she tried to +control her voice, it quivered like a too-tightly-drawn violin string. +</P> + +<P> +"Esther," she said, "I shall not leave this room until I have your +solemn promise. Perhaps you don't know anything about the standards of +conduct between people of birth and breeding. You were brought up in +an orphan asylum and had no mother. Whether you disapprove of me or +not makes no difference. I am not objecting to your disapproval. I +can perfectly understand that. But what I absolutely will not endure +is for you to tell my secret because it happens to strike your +conscience that that is the right thing to do. My secret belongs to me +as absolutely as my clothes or any of my other possessions do. And +because you chance not to approve of it or of them is no reason why you +should steal them from me and give them away to other people." +</P> + +<P> +Again Esther was silent and her eyes filled with tears. What was the +use of arguing with Polly when she was in this mood? Yet there were so +many things that she could honestly say. And one of them, that if she +had had the good fortune to have a mother, she at least would not have +tried to deceive her as Polly was doing. +</P> + +<P> +However Esther was not sure that the latter part of her companion's +argument was not true. Had she the right to betray Polly's confidence, +even though she might consider it for her good? For Polly had begun +her revelation by insisting that what she told be kept in the strictest +secrecy, and she had listened with that understanding. +</P> + +<P> +Unfortunately Esther's failure to reply did not strike her visitor as +indicating a change in her point of view. Polly flung herself angrily +down into a chair, as though intent upon beginning a siege. She was +trying in a measure to control her temper, realizing how ashamed she +usually felt after the flare of it was past. Still she did honorably +consider that Esther's attitude in the present situation was the wrong +one. Perhaps she was being disobedient, wilful, wicked even. Yet she +had made up her mind to take the consequences (at least the +consequences that she was now able to foresee). And she had no idea of +being frustrated in her purpose by an outside person, whose assistance +she had been foolish enough to ask. No, some way must be devised that +would force Esther into silence. +</P> + +<P> +Polly glanced desperately about the small room. There was a big +photograph of the Princess, smiling at her from the wall, the Princess +at her loveliest, with her exquisitely refined features, her delicate, +high-bred air. She turned away from it rather quickly to look again at +her companion. Goodness, what a contrast there still was between the +two girls! They had believed that Esther was improving a little in her +appearance. Yet just now worry and uncertainty made her seem plainer +even than usual. And she had on an ugly but thoroughly useful +chocolate-colored dress that Betty would have made her throw into the +fire at once. +</P> + +<P> +"Betty, it was always Betty with Esther Crippen!" If only she could +reach Esther in some way through their friend. This was an ugly +thought of Polly's. She was ashamed of it and yet felt herself driven +to using almost any means toward attaining her end. +</P> + +<P> +"Look here, Esther Crippen," she began, breaking the silence first. "I +wonder if it has ever occurred to you that you may some day have a +secret in your life (or you may have one already for all that I know), +which you want more than anything to keep hidden from people. Say you +particularly wished Betty never to find it out. Well, suppose I +discovered your secret, suppose I knew about it right now, would you +want me to tell Betty everything that I had found out just because I +decided that it would be the right thing to do?" +</P> + +<P> +Polly happened to be staring into her own lap as she delivered this +speech, feeling none too proud of it and having to trust to her +imagination as she went along. Now, however, she glanced up into the +face of the other girl, who was standing near her. +</P> + +<P> +Then with an exclamation of regret, almost of fear, Polly jumped to her +feet. +</P> + +<P> +"Good heavens! Esther, what is the matter with you? Are you ill, do +you feel like you were going to faint? If you are sick why on earth +haven't you told me before? We could talk over this business of mine +any time." +</P> + +<P> +And Polly, forgetting her anger, put her arm reassuringly about her +former friend, fairly leading her to a chair. Esther continued staring +at her, with a deathly white face, evidently trying to speak, but not +able. Then suddenly the girl collapsed and dropping her head on her +arm began to cry. She was ordinarily self-restrained; and being +brought up in an orphan asylum among people who took no interest in her +emotions she had learned unusual self-control. Probably only three or +four persons had ever seen her give way like this before in her life. +So she did not cry easily, but in a kind of shaken, broken fashion that +brought a remorseful Polly on the floor at her feet. +</P> + +<P> +"What on earth have I said that has hurt you so, Esther?" she begged. +"I know I am a wretched little beast who does or say 'most anything +sometimes in order to get my own way. But of course I don't know any +secret of yours and if I did I should never tell. I only like to +threaten things because I'm cross. You see I don't believe in telling +secrets." +</P> + +<P> +This was a Polly-like way of apologizing and yet driving in her own +claim at the same time. If only at this moment Esther had had the +Princess' understanding of Polly O'Neill's character, most certainly +she would have laughed. But Esther could not pull herself together so +quickly. A few moments later, however, she put her hands on Polly's +shoulders and in the face of all that had just happened, kissed her. +</P> + +<P> +"No, Polly," she said, "I know that if ever you should make up your +mind that there was something, which I thought best should never be +known, you would never tell it, even if I betray your secret now. +Perhaps we don't agree about some things. But you could never be +revengeful. I am sure I don't know what I ought to do. Of course you +have the right to choose for yourself. I—I wish you wouldn't do what +you have decided upon. But if I don't tell and yet don't let you stay +here with me, what on earth would you do about this theatrical scheme?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, go to some other boarding house for two weeks," Polly replied +calmly. "I am sure that is exactly what you are doing, boarding in New +York and going on with your work. Of course your work happens to be +studying music at present, but you have already sung at two church +concerts and——" +</P> + +<P> +This time Esther did laugh. "Well, church concerts are hardly to be +compared with the stage, Polly. And please look in your mirror and +remember that I am I and you are you. But of course you realize that +if you will go on with this whim of yours, I am not going to let you +live in any place by yourself. You would be sure to get ill or +something dreadful might happen. No, I shall beg you every minute till +the time comes, not to do what you must know would worry your mother. +But if you still persist, why, you are coming right here to stay with +me and I shall be your shadow every moment until you go back to school." +</P> + +<P> +Polly jumped up hastily. "What an impolite suggestion for a hostess!" +she murmured, pretending that the seriousness of the situation was now +entirely past. "Go back to school? Dear me, that is what I must do +this very minute! Good-bye." And kissing Esther hastily on the hair, +Polly seized her hat and fled out the door. +</P> + +<P> +Yet halfway down the long stairs the girl hesitated and stopped for an +instant as if intending to return. +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps I ought to give up and be good for once," she whispered to +herself. "It won't be fair, and mother and Mollie and Betty may be +angry with Esther for not telling. Even if I have the right to get +into trouble myself, I haven't the right to drag in other people. But, +oh dear! what fun it will be! And with Esther for my duenna, things +are sure to turn out all right." +</P> + +<P> +On the lowest steps Polly passed a small boy hobbling up toward +Esther's room. He was evidently a boy from the streets, as he was +shabbily dressed and carried half a dozen papers under his arm. But +there was a hungry, eager look in his face that Polly remembered having +seen sometimes in Esther's in those early days of her first coming to +Mrs. Ashton's home. So straightway she guessed that the boy was some +child, whom Esther had discovered, with a talent and love for music and +that she was giving him lessons in her leisure moments. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap08"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VIII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +PREPARATIONS FOR THE HOLIDAYS +</H3> + +<P> +"But if you won't come, Betty dear, I shan't wish to give the party," +Meg Everett announced in a disappointed fashion. "With Polly and +Esther not to be here, there are so few of our old Camp Fire circle +anyhow. And you see I only wanted to have our club and a few of John's +young men friends. The idea is that we girls are to cook the entire +dinner and then just talk or dance or play games afterwards. It is not +to be anything like a <I>real</I> party." +</P> + +<P> +Betty smiled. She and Meg and Mollie O'Neill were taking a winter +tramp through the woods in the direction of the Sunrise Cabin, which +had been closed for the past six months. +</P> + +<P> +"I should dearly love to come, Meg," Betty confessed. "There is no use +in my pretending that I shouldn't feel desperately lonely with the +thought of your having such a good time without me. But mother——" +</P> + +<P> +Mollie gave her arm an affectionate squeeze. "There, Betty Ashton, +that is just exactly what I knew you would say. So I talked the whole +matter over with your mother myself first. And she declares that there +isn't any reason why you should not accept Meg's invitation. She is +quite sure that your father would never have wished you not to be as +happy as possible. You have had trouble enough, goodness knows! And +then the extra disappointment of Polly's and Esther's remaining in New +York! I am glad enough Meg is going to give a party, and I hope there +will be dozens of delightful things that Polly O'Neill will miss. What +on earth do you suppose has possessed her to want to stay on with +Esther?" +</P> + +<P> +And Mollie sighed. The three months without her sister may have passed +by in greater peacefulness than with her, but then Polly always added a +zest and flavor to existence. And this was the longest time that the +two girls had ever been separated. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I don't know. She must have had some very good reason," Betty +returned. "Polly wrote me that she had, and now we must not believe +that she did not love us as much as ever. She wasn't able to explain +the particulars just at present; but if we only trust her and forgive +her some day we will understand." +</P> + +<P> +Mollie frowned. With a much quieter and more amiable temperament than +her twin, yet nearly eighteen years of intimate living with her had +given her a pretty clear comprehension of her sister's character. +Privately Mollie was puzzled over Polly's behavior and a good deal +worried. It was not like Polly to have conceived so sudden a devotion +to Esther as to be unwilling to leave her for two weeks. And her claim +that she might not be particularly happy at home because of her +stepbrother's presence was not convincing. For Betty Ashton had +invited Polly to be her guest. No, Polly certainly had some special +design in staying on in New York. Of this Mollie was completely +convinced. But what the purpose was, neither from her own imaginings +nor from any hint dropped by her sister's letters, could she get the +slightest clue. +</P> + +<P> +The three girls had come to a narrow path through the woods, and for a +little while were compelled to walk in single file. For a few moments +they were silent, each one busy with her own thoughts, Mollie happening +to be in the middle. +</P> + +<P> +"I believe I'll ask Billy what he thinks," she remarked suddenly aloud. +And then she bit her lips, blushing until the very tips of her ears +grew warm. For Meg and Betty were both laughing in the most ridiculous +way. +</P> + +<P> +"Is it as bad as that, Mollie?" Meg teased. +</P> + +<P> +"Ask Billy what he thinks on one or all subjects, dear?" Betty queried. +</P> + +<P> +To both of which questions Mollie naturally deigned no reply. +</P> + +<P> +She and Billy Webster were extremely good friends. Indeed, they seemed +always to have been since the day of their first meeting, when she had +bound up his injured head. And this winter, with Polly away and Betty +so busy and Meg wrapped up in keeping house and Sylvia spending all her +spare hours in studying with Dr. Barton when not at school, she had +enjoyed the walks and talks with the young man perhaps more than usual. +But it was not because of their intimacy that she had considered +putting this problem of Polly's failure to return home before him. Her +reason was that in their long conversations about her sister, Billy had +always seemed not only to be interested in Polly but able to understand +her disposition peculiarly well. So it was stupid for her two friends +to have taken her foolish exclamation as meaning anything personal. +</P> + +<P> +The next ten minutes Betty and Meg had rather a difficult time in +making peace; for Mollie had not a strong sense of humor—a fact which +both girls should have remembered. But because she was always so +gentle and kind herself, no one of her friends could bear the idea of +hurting her feelings under any circumstances. +</P> + +<P> +However while Betty was in the midst of apologizing, Billy Webster +himself came swinging along the same path from the opposite direction. +He had his gun over his shoulder and half a dozen birds in his hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Who is it taking my name in vain?" he demanded of Betty. +</P> + +<P> +And Mollie had a dreadful moment of fearing that Betty might betray +what they had been talking about. However, as nothing of the kind +happened, ten minutes later Meg and Betty were walking ahead deep in +conversation about the party, while Mollie and Billy strolled after +them only a few feet behind. +</P> + +<P> +The young man had been on his way into Woodford to divide the product +of his day's hunting between Mrs. Ashton and Mrs. O'Neill. Now, +hearing that the girls were on a pilgrimage to Sunrise Cabin, he had +been invited to accompany them. +</P> + +<P> +"No, it won't be like a meeting of our Camp Fire Club, Meg," Betty +argued thoughtfully, after having satisfied herself by a glance over +her shoulder that Mollie and Billy were too absorbed in each other to +take any notice of them. "I have been coming to our Camp Fire Club +meetings all winter and because I am in mourning made no difference. +But with John inviting his friends to your entertainment, why, I can't +make up my mind yet, dear, whether I have the courage to come." +</P> + +<P> +Betty spoke bravely, but Meg slipped her arm across her friend's +shoulder, holding her fast. The two girls were closer friends now that +Polly and Esther were both away and Meg understood that sometimes Betty +did not feel so cheerful as she pretended. +</P> + +<P> +"John won't ask more than just one other fellow to keep him company, if +we can have you with us in no other way," Meg conceded. "You see, +Betty, John is only to be at home for a few days. As this is his +senior year at college he wants to so some special work during the +holidays. But he likes you so much better than any of the other girls +in Woodford, that I am quite sure——" +</P> + +<P> +But Betty had stuffed her fingers in her ears and was refusing to +listen. "It is bad enough to have you girls spoil me because I am in +trouble, but when it comes to telling fibs I won't hear you. Of course +you know, Meg Everett, that I am not going to let you spoil everybody's +pleasure on my account," she answered. +</P> + +<P> +Feeling the victory already won, Meg laughed. "John is only to invite +Billy Webster and Frank Wharton and Ralph Bowles and three or four of +his Boy Scout camp. By the way, Betty, one of the things I +particularly wished to talk to you about is this: Shall we ask Anthony +Graham? He seems rather uncouth and the other fellows won't have +anything to do with him. But he is Nan's brother and she is so +splendid I should hate to hurt her feelings." +</P> + +<P> +Betty shook her head. "Anthony isn't the kind of person to invite +though, Meg," she replied without a moment's hesitation. "Of course he +is trying to pull up and keep straight and I feel that we should do all +we can to help him. But inviting him to our parties and treating him +as if he were exactly our equal!" Betty's chin went up in the air and +her face betrayed such a delicate, high-bred disdain that apparently +Anthony's fate was immediately settled. +</P> + +<P> +The little party had now reached the familiar pine woods and there, +only a few yards ahead, stood their deserted cabin. The totem pole +raised its gaunt head to greet them, still decorated with the history +of their year in the woods together. But the doors and windows of the +cabin were barred with heavy planks. Nowhere was there a sign of life. +</P> + +<P> +"Let's go back home at once, please, now that we have seen that +everything is all right," Mollie begged a moment later. "It always +gives me the blues dreadfully to see Sunrise Cabin closed up and to +know that perhaps no one of us shall ever live there again. I never +dreamed when we said good-bye to it last spring that we would not come +out here often for club meetings and parties." +</P> + +<P> +"Parties?" Meg repeated. Then she continued standing perfectly still +and silent for several moments, although the others were moving about +laughing and talking. +</P> + +<P> +"Parties!" she exclaimed again, speaking in such a loud tone that her +companions turned to stare at her in surprise. +</P> + +<P> +"Betty Ashton, Mollie O'Neill and Billy Webster, if you and some of the +others will help us, why can't we have our dinner party here at the +cabin? We are not planning to have it until New Year, so there will be +plenty of time to make arrangements." +</P> + +<P> +However, Meg could get no further with her suggestion, for Betty and +Mollie had both flung their arms about her and Betty exclaimed: +</P> + +<P> +"It will almost make me have a happy holiday time, Meg dearest, and I +can never bear to refuse your invitation if we are to be together at +Sunrise Cabin once again." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap09"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IX +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE CASTLE OF LIFE +</H3> + +<P> +It seemed to Esther Crippen that she had been sitting in the wings of +the theater every evening for half her lifetime, although it had been +only a week since Polly's initial appearance as the Fairy of the Woods +in the dramatization of the ancient legend "The Castle of Life." +</P> + +<P> +At first she had spent every moment after Polly's departure from the +dressing room in peering out from some inconspicuous corner at whatever +action was taking place upon the stage. Now, however, the play and +even the actors themselves had become a comparatively old story. Her +interest centered itself chiefly in Polly—in Polly and the odd human +characters that she saw everywhere about her. Indeed, except for her +nervousness and care of her friend, this week had been almost as +absorbing to Esther Crippen as to the other girl. For after the first +two nights she had lost her fear that Polly might make an absolute +failure of her part, and also the impression that either of them might +be insulted or unkindly treated by the men and women about them. +People had been rough perhaps, but thoroughly business-like. And if +Polly were told to hurry, or to move on, or corrected for some mistake +in her work, it was all done in so impersonal a fashion that both girls +had learned valuable lessons from the experience. Esther had been +amazed at the spirit in which Polly had accepted the discipline and +hard work. Perhaps, after all, she had been making a mountain out of a +mole hill and this disobedience on Polly's part, wrong though it +certainly was, might not result in anything so disastrous as she had at +first feared. +</P> + +<P> +And there was no doubt that Polly was achieving a real success, one +that surprised her and every one else. Her part was only a small one, +with but few words to speak; otherwise she could never have managed it +with no previous experience and so little time for rehearsing. +Nevertheless she had made one of those sudden yet conspicuous triumphs +that are so frequent in stage life. Sometimes it may happen with a +girl playing the part of a maid, sometimes with a man who has not half +a dozen sentences to recite. It is the quality in the acting that +counts. And the manager in choosing Polly for the special rôle he had +desired had chosen wisely. For it was not so much the girl's method of +playing that had won sympathy and applause, as her manner and +appearance. +</P> + +<P> +And curiously enough, though Polly was frightened the first night of +the performance, she was not so much so as on that evening of the Camp +Fire play the previous year, before an audience of friends. +</P> + +<P> +Polly felt herself at the heart of her first great adventure. The play +itself, the other actors and actresses, the strangeness of her +surroundings, all occupied her to the forgetting of her own +individuality. It seemed as though she were only living out a kind of +dream. Nothing was real, nothing was actual about her. The audience +did not terrify her, nor the lights, nor the darkness, nor the queer +smell of dust and paint and artificiality, that is a necessary part of +the background of stage life. +</P> + +<P> +Perhaps the girl had found her element. For there is for each one of +us a place in this world, some niche into which one really fits. And +though this place may seem crowded, or ugly, or undesirable to other +people, if it should be our own, it holds a feeling of comfort and of +possession that no other spot can. +</P> + +<P> +But Polly had not been thinking of niches or elements or anything of +the kind either tonight or during the week past. All of her being was +too deeply absorbed in the interest of the play and the actors and her +own little part. +</P> + +<P> +At the present moment she was in hiding behind a piece of scenery, +eagerly awaiting the cue for her own entrance; yet she was as keenly +intent upon each detail of the acting taking place upon the stage as if +tonight it were a first experience. +</P> + +<P> +The players happened to be the two persons who had been kindest and +most helpful to her in the company. And one of them one was the +brown-eyed girl whose lead she had followed on the day of her own +engagement. Polly had been glad to make the discovery later that this +same girl had been engaged to play the part of Grazioso's grandmother +in "The Castle of Life." The other actor was the star, a young man of +about twenty-six or seven, who was impersonating Grazioso, the hero of +the fairy story. +</P> + +<P> +The stage was in semi-darkness, while the grandmother related to the +boy the tale of her first meeting with the fairies. A small, shabby +room revealed a low fire burning in the grate. In an armchair sat the +old woman, while her grandson lay on the floor at her feet with his +head resting upon his hand. +</P> + +<P> +"There are two fairies," said the grandmother, "two great fairies—the +Fairy of the Water and the Fairy of the Woods. Ten years ago I had +gone out at daybreak to catch the crabs asleep in the sand, when I saw +a halcyon flying gently towards the shore. The halcyon is a sacred +bird, so I never stirred for fear I should scare it away. And at the +same time from a cleft in the mountain I saw a beautiful green adder +appear and come gliding along the sands toward the bird. When they +were near each other the adder twined itself around the neck of the +halcyon as if it were embracing it tenderly. Then I saw a great black +cat, who could be nothing else than a magician, hiding itself behind a +rock close to me. And scarcely had the halcyon and adder embraced than +the cat sprang on the innocent pair. This was my time to act. I +seized him in spite of his struggles and with the knife I used for +opening oysters I cut off the monster's head, paws and tail. And as +soon as I had thrown the creature's body into the sea, before me stood +two beautiful ladies, one with a crown of white feathers and the other +with a scarf made of snake's skins. They were, as I have told you, the +Fairy of the Water and the Fairy of the Woods." +</P> + +<P> +With these words, Polly moved a few steps nearer the place set for her +entrance. On the opposite side she could see the other girl who +impersonated the water fairy, also ready to make her entrance. Tonight +was New Year's eve and the house was unusually crowded. +</P> + +<P> +But the grandmother was continuing her speech. +</P> + +<P> +"Enchanted by a wicked Jinn, they were obliged to remain bird and snake +until some hand should restore them to liberty. To me they owed +freedom and power. 'Ask what thou wilt,' they said, 'and thy wishes +shall be fulfilled." +</P> + +<P> +"I thought how I was old and had too hard a life to wish for it over +again. But the day would come when nothing would be too good for thee, +my child." The old woman leaned over, stroking her grandson's dark +hair. "The Fairy of the Woods gave me a scale from the snake's skin +and the Fairy of the Water a small white feather from her crown. They +are hidden in a box under some rags. Open the box and thou wilt find +the scale and the feather." +</P> + +<P> +The boy then crossed the stage and a moment later handed the box to the +old woman, who appeared too ill to leave her chair. +</P> + +<P> +After bending over and listening to her instructions, he stepped +forward nearer the footlights. There in the center of the room was a +bowl of water in which he placed the feather and the scale. +</P> + +<P> +"Wish for thyself anything thou desirest, fortune, greatness, wit, +power," murmurs the old woman. "But embrace me first, as I feel that I +am dying." +</P> + +<P> +But Grazioso did not approach either to embrace or ask the old woman's +blessing. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish my grandmother to live forever!" he cried. "Appear, Fairy of +the Woods. Appear, Fairy of the Water!" +</P> + +<P> +And now in perfect silence Polly O'Neill made her entrance. She moved +very slowly forward, so slim and young and tall, with such big, +dark-blue eyes, and such slender, elfish grace that she did not look +like a real flesh-and-blood girl. +</P> + +<P> +The audience stirred, and a little breath of appreciation moved through +it, which Polly was almost learning to expect. +</P> + +<P> +She wore her own black hair unbound and hanging loose below her +shoulders. It was made blacker by the wreath of leaves that encircled +her head. She was dressed in an olive-green gown of some soft, +clinging material and a scarf of snake's skin was fastened over her +shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +The Fairy of the Water followed Polly. Her gown was white with a blue +scarf, and she was small and blonde. She was a pretty girl, but +somehow there was no suggestion of the fairy about her. One could see +the same type of girl any time, standing behind a counter in a shop, or +dancing at a party of young people. +</P> + +<P> +Polly's grace and her ardent, unconventional temperament made it easy +to understand why the attention should be focused upon her during this +single scene. Besides, she had one long speech to deliver. +</P> + +<P> +This was the moment when the girl felt her only real nervousness. For +always there was the uncertainty as to whether her voice would be +strong and full enough to be heard throughout the theater. Tonight and +for the first time she hesitated for a second. Yet no one noticed it, +except the actors near her and Esther, who had crept forth, for a +closer view in spite of the stage regulations. +</P> + +<P> +"Have you forgotten your lines, child?" the leading man whispered so +quietly that no one could overhear. +</P> + +<P> +But Polly only smiled, with a faint shake of her graceful head. +</P> + +<P> +"Here we are, my child," she began the next instant, speaking in clear, +girlish tones that showed nothing of indecision or embarrassment. +</P> + +<P> +"We have heard what you said and your wish does you credit. We can +prolong your grandmother's life for some time. But to make her live +forever you must find The Castle of Life." +</P> + +<P> +"Madam," replied Grazioso, "I will start at once." +</P> + +<P> +"It is four long days' journey from here," the Fairy of the Woods +continued. "If you can accomplish each of these four days' journey +without turning out of your road and if, on arriving at the castle, you +can answer the three questions that an invisible voice will ask you, +you will receive there all that you desire. For there the fountain of +immortality will be found." +</P> + +<P> +Then slowly the great stage curtain descended. And this was the end of +Polly's part in the performance, though one more ordeal was to follow. +And though she welcomed this, Polly also dreaded it more than anything +else. Always a curtain call came at the close of this scene, when she +and the Fairy of the Water, each holding a hand of Grazioso's, must +step forth to the footlights and for an instant face the audience, +smiling their thanks for the applause. +</P> + +<P> +But Polly had never been able to summon a smile, for at this moment she +had always become self-conscious. The glamour and the excitement of +the theater suddenly deserted her and she felt not like a fairy or +anything fantastic, but only like Polly O'Neill, a very untrained and +frightened girl who was deceiving her family and friends to have this +first taste of stage life, and who might suffer almost any kind of +consequences: imprisonment in some boarding school, Polly feared, where +she might never again be allowed any liberty or an equal imprisonment +in Woodford, with no mention of the theater made in her presence as +long as she lived. For Polly could not determine to what lengths her +mother's anger and disapproval of her conduct might lead her. And she +did mean to make her confession and face the results as soon as her two +weeks' engagement was over. +</P> + +<P> +Therefore tonight she kept an even tighter clasp on Grazioso's hand +than usual, her knees were shaking so absurdly. And all the faces in +the audience were swimming before her, as though they had no features +but eyes. Then suddenly the girl grew rigid with surprise, uncertainty +and fear. +</P> + +<P> +In the second row just under the footlights she had discovered a face +that was strangely familiar. And yet could it be possible that this +person of all others should be here in New York City and in the theater +tonight, instead of in the village of Woodford? +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap10"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER X +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE RECOGNITION +</H3> + +<P> +Esther was not waiting in the accustomed place where Polly had +previously found her when she came off the stage. On her way to the +dressing room she shivered a little, missing the coat that her friend +was in the habit of wrapping about her shoulders. The night was +extremely cold and the back of a theater is nearly always breezy. +</P> + +<P> +Polly hurried faster than usual to her room—a small dark one at the +end of a passage-way. But even here there was no sign of Esther. What +could have become of her? She was not apt to be talking with any of +the members of the company; for both girls had decided that it was +wiser to make themselves as inconspicuous as possible. +</P> + +<P> +Well, she must do her best to get out of her fairy costume and back +into sensible garments by her own efforts. Esther would be coming +along in a few moments. She could not stand idle with her teeth fairly +chattering and those ridiculous little chills chasing themselves all +over her. Wouldn't it be too absurd to take cold at this particular +time and so make a failure of her adventure? For she would thus heap +all the family disapproval and punishment upon her own head and incur +the righteous indignation of everybody in the company by having to +resign her part. +</P> + +<P> +Would any one ever have imagined that a garment could be so difficult +to unfasten as this one she was now incased in? For of course the +stiffness and shakiness of Polly's fingers came from the zero +temperature in her dressing room and not in the least from the +momentary fright she had received from her supposed recognition of a +face in the audience. Undoubtedly she had been mistaken. Yet why +should she have chosen to believe that she saw about the most unlikely +person of her acquaintance? A guilty conscience should have conjured +up some ghost who had more right to be present. +</P> + +<P> +Polly finally did succeed in getting into her street clothes without +assistance; and though five, ten minutes passed, Esther did not appear +in the dressing room. Nor was she anywhere in the hall, since Polly +had several times thrust her head out the door to look for her. +</P> + +<P> +Polly was a little uneasy, though assuredly nothing serious could have +happened to Esther. Esther had been very good to her during these past +days, so staunch and loyal, never reproaching her or arguing once she +had become convinced that Polly's mind was made up, and taking such +wonderful care of her, guarding her so closely! If ever there came a +time when her mother, or Mollie, or Betty should attempt to blame +Esther for her part in this escapade, Polly had determined that they +should understand the situation in its true light. And some day she +might be able to return Esther's allegiance and devotion. For always +the opportunity to serve a friend will come if one is sufficiently on +the lookout for it. +</P> + +<P> +The moment that she left her dressing room Polly ran directly into +Esther, who was hurrying toward her. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Polly dear," she said, "I hope you haven't been worried, though I +have been uneasy enough about you. Do come back into your room for a +moment. There is something I want to tell you that no one else must +hear." +</P> + +<P> +Esther looked so excited and nervous that Polly slipped an arm +comfortingly about her. "Don't mind if anybody has said anything rude +or been horrid, please," she whispered. "You know we promised each +other not to take the disagreeable things seriously." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh no, it is nothing like that. It is about you," the older girl +explained. +</P> + +<P> +Polly smiled. "The disagreeable things usually are about me." She +looked so absurdly young and wilful and charming that Esther felt +herself suddenly willing to champion her cause against any opposition. +Of course Polly had done wrong, but the mistake had been made and to +frustrate her ambition now could do no possible good. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think you understand, Polly; you can't of course. But Billy +Webster was in the audience just now and recognized you. He says that +Mollie was afraid there was something the matter and——" +</P> + +<P> +"Billy Webster's opinions are not of the least interest to me. Do +let's hurry home, Esther. It is almost ten o'clock and though we can +take the street car straight to your door, we have never been out this +late before." +</P> + +<P> +"But Billy says he <I>must</I> see you. He is waiting outside. He says he +means to tell your mother and Mollie what you are doing unless you +promise to return home tomorrow. He says that if you won't promise he +may telegraph them tonight, so your mother can come and get you +tomorrow. I think you had better see him." +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly Polly flung her arms about her friend's neck and began crying +like a disappointed child. One never could count on Polly's doing what +might be expected of her. She had had the boldness of defy opposition +and to act successfully for a week on the professional stage; yet now +when she most needed her nerve she was breaking down completely. +</P> + +<P> +"I always have hated that Billy Webster," she sobbed, "from the first +moment I saw him. What possible reason or right can he have to come +spying on me in this fashion? If he tells mother what I am doing now +and does not give me a chance to confess, she will never forgive me. +Neither will Mollie nor Betty nor any of the people I care about. Rose +and Miss McMurtry will never speak to me. I shall be turned out of our +Camp Fire Club. Of course I know I deserve it. But that Billy Webster +should be the person to bring about my punishment is too much! +Besides, I can't give up my part now. Surely, Esther, you can see +that. Acting a week longer won't hurt me any more and——" +</P> + +<P> +"I think we had better see Mr. Webster, anyhow, dear," Esther insisted +quietly. "Perhaps we can persuade him not to tell, or else to give you +the first opportunity." +</P> + +<P> +Hastily Polly dried her eyes. She looked very white and frail as they +went out of the room together. +</P> + +<P> +In a secluded corner not far from the stage door they found Billy +Webster waiting for them. His face was pale under his country tan. +His blue eyes, that sometimes were charmingly humorous, showed no sign +of humor now. If ever there was so youthful a figure of a stern and +upright judge, he might well have stood for the model. +</P> + +<P> +Polly struggled bravely to maintain her dignity. +</P> + +<P> +"What is your decision, Miss O'Neill?" he inquired, without wasting any +time by an enforced greeting. "I presume Miss Crippen has told you +what I have made up my mind to do." +</P> + +<P> +Amiability was one of Esther's dominant traits of character; yet she +would have liked to shake Billy Webster until his teeth chattered or +suppress him in almost any way. After all, what right had he to take +this lofty tone with Polly? He was not a member of her family, not +even her friend. Just because he had known all of them in their Camp +Fire days in the woods and was devoted to Mrs. Wharton and to Mollie +was not a sufficient excuse. +</P> + +<P> +Therefore Polly's unexpected meekness of manner and tone was the more +surprising—and dangerous. +</P> + +<P> +"How did you happen to come to New York and to the theater, Billy?" she +queried, ignoring his use of the "Miss." Frequently in times past they +had called each other by their first names, when good feeling happened +to be existing between them. +</P> + +<P> +Instantly Billy looked a little more on the defensive. "I—I had to +come to New York on business," he explained sullenly. "And Mollie had +been telling me that she was kind of uneasy about you and that she felt +there must be some reason you wouldn't give why you did not wish to +come home for the holidays." +</P> + +<P> +"So you undertook to play detective and find out?" Polly announced in +the cool, even tones that made Billy hot with anger and a sense of +injustice. +</P> + +<P> +He was perfectly sure that he was right in his attitude toward her. +She had been disobedient and audacious beyond his wildest conception, +even of her. And yet she had a skilful fashion of making the other +fellow appear in the wrong. +</P> + +<P> +"I told Mollie that I would call on you and Esther," he returned, +relapsing into his old-time familiarity. "You see, I told her that I +was sure things were quite all right, but I wanted to convince her too. +I didn't think you would mind seeing me. I thought you might even be +glad to hear about your Woodford friends. So as Mollie gave me your +address, I went out to your house at about eight o'clock. The maid +told me that you had gone to the theater, told me which one. Of course +I just supposed that you had gone to see a show. And that was pretty +bad for two young girls! But when I got here and the curtain went up +and you came out!—why, Polly, I just couldn't believe it at first, and +then I got to thinking of how your mother and Mollie would feel and +what might happen!" And Billy's voice shook in a very human and +attractive fashion. +</P> + +<P> +Instantly Polly's hand was laid coaxingly on the young man's coat +sleeve. "But, Billy, seeing as now I have been and gone and done it +already, why, think of me in any way that you please. Only don't tell +on me for another week. The play is to last only through the holidays. +And I promise on my word of honor to come home as soon as it is over +and to tell mother every single thing." +</P> + +<P> +"Word of honor?" Billy repeated slightingly. And of course, though +Polly deserved her punishment his inflection was both rude and cruel. +</P> + +<P> +Up to this moment the little party of three persons had been entirely +uninterrupted. Now Esther heard some one coming quickly toward them. +And turning instantly she understood the impression that this scene +might make. The man was the leading actor of the company, Richard +Hunt, who in a quiet way had shown an interest and an attitude of +protection toward Polly. Now observing a strange young man, and +Polly's evident agitation, it was but natural that he should suppose +that some one was trying to annoy her. +</P> + +<P> +Esther flung herself into the breach. Not for anything must a scene be +permitted to take place! And she could guess at Billy Webster's +scornful disregard of a man who was an actor. Billy was a country +fellow with little experience of life, and broad-mindedness was not a +conspicuous trait of his character. +</P> + +<P> +Esther never knew just exactly how she managed it, but in another +moment she had confided the entire story of Polly's audacity to Mr. +Hunt, Billy Webster's place in it, and his present intention of +bringing retribution upon them. She knew there was but little time for +her story; for Mr. Hunt might be compelled to leave them on receiving +his curtain call at any moment. In a very surprising and good-humored +fashion however he seemed to understand the situation at once. +</P> + +<P> +"I had an idea that Miss O'Neill was new to this business," he said; +"or you would both have realized that it is not wise for a girl so +young as she is to come to the theater without her mother or some much +older woman to look after her. But I believe I can appreciate +everybody's point of view in this matter. So why wouldn't it be well +to have Miss O'Neill telegraph her mother herself and ask that she come +down to New York tomorrow. She could say there was nothing serious, so +as not to frighten her. And then of course they could talk things over +together and decide what was best without any interference." +</P> + +<P> +But before any answer could follow his suggestion a bell sounded and +the older man was obliged to hurry away. +</P> + +<P> +Esther breathed a sigh of relief. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear me, why had not one of us thought of this way out?" she asked. +"Surely, Billy, you can't object to allowing Mrs. Wharton to be the +judge in this matter?" +</P> + +<P> +Billy nodded. "Of course that is the best plan." +</P> + +<P> +"And you, Polly?" +</P> + +<P> +Polly had begun to cry again. "I want to see my mother right this +minute," she confessed. And then, slipping out of the stage door, she +left Esther and Billy to follow immediately after her and in silence to +escort her safely home. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap11"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XI +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +SUNRISE CABIN AGAIN +</H3> + +<P> +It was New Year's night. Sunrise Cabin was no longer an empty and +deserted place, but golden lights shone through the windows, making a +circle of brightness outside the door. +</P> + +<P> +From the inside came the sound of voices and laughter and music and the +clatter of dishes. +</P> + +<P> +Slowly a figure approached the door. It was after seven o'clock and a +sharply cold evening with a heavy snow on the ground, so there could be +small comfort in loitering. Yet when the figure reached its evident +destination, instead of knocking or making an effort to enter, it +hesitated, stopped, turned and walked away for a few steps and then +came back again. The second time, however, summoning a sudden courage, +the arm shot forth, and there was a single rap on the door. The rap +was so imperative that in spite of the rival noises inside, the door +opened quickly. Then the newcomer entered and for another moment stood +hesitating in even greater bewilderment. +</P> + +<P> +The great room seemed to be twinkling with a hundred bayberry candles, +sending forth a delicious woodland fragrance. The walls were covered +with pine branches and the big fireplace was piled as high with burning +fagots and pine cones as safety permitted. A long table standing in +the center of the room was beautifully and yet oddly decorated, and +upon it dinner was just about to be served. +</P> + +<P> +Resting in the middle of its uncovered surface were three short and +slender pine logs of the same general height and size and crossed at +the top, while swinging from this trident was a brightly polished +copper kettle, piled high tonight with every kind of fruit and with +giant clusters of white and purple grapes suspended over its sides. +Encircling the centerpiece, made not of real wood of course but of +paper bonbons, were three groups of logs representing the insignia of +the three orders of the Camp Fire, the wood-gatherer's logs having no +flame, the fire-maker's a small one, while the torch-bearer's flame of +twisted colored paper seemed to glow as though it were in truth of +fire. The mats on the table were embroidered in various Camp Fire +emblems—a bundle of seven fagots, a single pine tree, or a disk +representing the sun. And at either end of the long table three +candles had lately been lighted, while standing up around it at their +appointed places were about twenty guests, the girls dressed in their +ceremonial costumes, the young men as Boy Scouts. +</P> + +<P> +The effect of the entire scene was so brilliant and so unusual that +there was small wonder that the latest comer was overwhelmed. He +fumbled awkwardly with his hat, cleared his throat, his face so +crimsoning with embarrassment that actual tears were forced out of his +eyes. And then just as the young man was praying that the earth might +open and swallow him up, a girl came forward from the indeterminate +mass of persons, who appeared to be swimming in a mist before him, and +held out her hand. +</P> + +<P> +"I am so glad to see you, Mr. Graham. Nan and I were beginning to be +afraid you would not be able to come," she said cordially. "But you +are just in time, as we are only sitting down to the table this very +minute." +</P> + +<P> +And Meg Everett then led her final guest down what seemed to him a +mile's length of table, placing him between two persons, whom at the +moment he did not suppose that he had ever seen. And before he could +quite recover his senses there was an unexpected burst of music and +then a cheer that filled every inch of the cabin space. +</P> + +<P> +"Wo-he-lo for aye, Wo-he-lo for aye, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo for +aye! Wo-he-lo for work, Wo-he-lo for health, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo, +Wo-he-lo for Love." +</P> + +<P> +And then with laughter Meg Everett's New Year dinner guests took their +places at the table and in the pause Anthony Graham had a chance to +pull himself together. To his relief he found that Miss McMurtry was +seated on his left side, and at least they were acquaintances. For +Miss McMurtry had also come to live in the old Ashton house and often +passed the young man on the stairs, nodding good-night or good-morning. +Then he had put up some book-shelves for her in her room and moved the +furniture to her satisfaction. So, perhaps the Camp Fire party might +not be so wretchedly uncomfortable with one person near with whom he +might exchange an occasional word. +</P> + +<P> +For just what the young man's emotions were this evening, no one except +a person placed in a similar position could understand. Perfectly well +did he appreciate that Meg had asked him to her dinner only because of +her loyalty and affection for his sister, Nan, as a member of her same +Camp Fire Club. The brothers of the other girls had been invited, Jim +Meade, Frank Wharton and, of course, John Everett, besides others of +his friends. So to have left him out might have been to hurt Nan's +feelings. His sister was both proud and sensitive over his efforts to +make a better position for himself in the village. Yet should he have +taken advantage of Meg's kindness and accepted her invitation? Anthony +was by no means certain. This same question had been keeping him awake +for several nights and even after having written his hostess that she +might expect him to appear he had delayed his approach until the last +minute. +</P> + +<P> +Assuredly the other young men would not enjoy his presence. They might +be coldly polite, but nothing more could be expected. For no one could +be more conscious than Anthony was at this time in his life of the +difference between him and other men of his age, who had the advantages +of birth and education. Actually he could feel the grime of his own +hands as he clutched them nervously together under the table. Not all +the scrubbing of the past hour could altogether rid them of the soot +and dust that came of making fires and sweeping office floors. And his +clothes, although brushed until they were spotless, were worn almost +threadbare in places. The very shirt that Nan had washed and ironed +for him, had had to have the frayed ends trimmed away from the +wrist-bands. +</P> + +<P> +Anthony glanced across the table. There were Nan's dark eyes smiling +at him bravely. She did not look in the least ashamed of him. And as +for Nan herself why, she was as pretty a Camp Fire girl as any one at +the table. Wearing their Council Fire costumes, each girl decorated +only with the honor beads which she had won by her own efforts, the +poorer maids and the rich ones were equally attractive. For there were +none of the differences in toilet which any other kind of entertainment +might have revealed. +</P> + +<P> +But Nan was not only smiling at her brother, she was nodding at him and +trying to attract his attention. Evidently she wished him to glance +away from Miss McMurtry to his companion on the other side. And +Anthony finally did manage to turn shyly half way around. +</P> + +<P> +Then with a sudden feeling almost of happiness he discovered that Betty +Ashton was on his right. She did not happen to be looking toward him +at the moment, but was talking to John Everett with more animation than +he had ever before seen her show. +</P> + +<P> +Betty had no knowledge of Anthony's having been invited to Meg's Camp +Fire dinner. His invitation had not come so soon perhaps as the others +had received theirs, and afterwards for several days he had had no +opportunity for conversation with her. For of course living in Betty's +house gave him no right to any pretense of friendship with her. +</P> + +<P> +Yet the moments were passing and she must by this time have become +conscious of his presence. Miss McMurtry had called him by name +several times and no human being could be entirely oblivious of a +person so near, unless under some peculiar stress of emotion. +</P> + +<P> +Anthony felt his former nervousness leaving him. He was no longer +blushing; his face had become white and a little stern. So that when +Betty finally turned to speak to the young man she had a curious +impression that his face was unfamiliar, it wore so different an +expression from any that she had ever seen on it before. Betty had +been conscious of Anthony's presence from the instant of his taking his +place beside her and in failing to recognize him had not deliberately +intended being rude or unkind. At first she had been amazed and a +little chagrined by his presence, for after what she had said to Meg +she had not dreamed of the young man's being included among the guests. +Yet this was Meg's entertainment and not hers, and of course she had no +right to feel or show offense. Only she and John Everett happened to +be having such an interesting talk at the moment of Anthony's +appearance, and assuredly John shared her conviction about the +newcomer! One could be kind to the young fellow of course, without +admitting him within the intimate circle of friendship. And Betty +Ashton, although she would never have confessed it, had always been +greatly influenced by John Everett's opinions and personality. He was +such a big blond giant, older and handsomer and more a man of the world +than any other college fellow in Woodford. She was flattered, too, +because he had never failed on his return for holidays to show her more +attention than any other girl in the village. He might have other +friendships outside of his own home; of this she could know nothing, +but at the present time this thought only made him the more agreeable. +Therefore it was annoying that she might be expected to waste a part of +her evening on a young fellow for whom she felt no personal interest, +only good will. Betty herself was not conscious of the condescension +in her attitude, but why did she find it so difficult to begin a +conversation with the newcomer or even to greet him? +</P> + +<P> +Anthony should at least understand that it was exceedingly ill mannered +of him to keep staring down into his plate when he must have become +aware that she was now ready to talk with him. But what should she say +first? Having failed to notice a person's existence for some time +makes an ordinary "Good evening" appear a bit ridiculous. +</P> + +<P> +"How do you do, Mr. Graham?" Betty began half shyly, putting more +cordiality into her manner than usual in an effort to atone for her +former lack of courtesy. +</P> + +<P> +Then for the briefest space Anthony glanced up at her quietly, his +grave eyes studying hers, until Betty felt her own eyelids flutter and +was grateful for the length of her dark lashes which swept like a cloud +before her vision. For actually she was blushing in the most absurd +and guilty fashion, as though she had done something for which she +should feel ashamed. +</P> + +<P> +"Good evening," Anthony returned, and during the rest of the dinner +party he never voluntarily addressed a single remark to her. +</P> + +<P> +Betty need not have been afraid that he might interfere with her +opportunity for conversation with John Everett. For although Anthony +answered politely any questions that she put to him and listened to +whatever she wished to say, the greater part of his time he devoted to +talking with Miss McMurtry and to pursuing his own train of thought. +</P> + +<P> +For if the young man had originally been doubtful as to whether it was +wise for him to accept Meg Everett's invitation, he was glad now with +all his heart. Just what this evening was giving him he had needed. +Glancing up and down the table, his own resolution was thereby +strengthened. If there had been moments when he had wavered, when it +had seemed easier to slip back into his old way of life and to enjoy +the companions who were always ready to join hands, he could hereafter +recall this experience and Betty's treatment of him, as well as the +sight of the other young men guests. +</P> + +<P> +Some day there should be another reckoning. These fellows were largely +what their fathers had made them; they had birth, schooling, the +influences of cultured homes. But out in the big world a man's own +grit and will and ability to keep on working in the face of every +difficulty counted in the long run. Anthony clenched his teeth, +feeling his backbone actually stiffen with the strength of his +resolution. Then he had the humor and good sense to laugh at himself +and to begin taking more pleasure in his surroundings. +</P> + +<P> +Here were all the Camp Fire girls whom his sister had talked and +written so much about, excepting the two whose absence the others were +lamenting, Polly and Esther. Here also was the German professor, who +had lately moved into the Ashton house, sitting on the further side of +Miss McMurtry and certainly absorbing all of her attention that he +possibly dared. But Anthony did not mind; he had a kind of fellow +feeling for Herr Crippen, who was poor and evidently not of much +interest or importance in the Lady Betty's estimation. There at the +farther end of the table must be Miss Rose Dyer, the Camp Fire Guardian +whom Nan cared for so deeply, and she certainly was quite as pretty as +his sister had said. So why should young Dr. Barton be staring at her +so severely? Miss Dyer was only laughing and talking idly with Frank +Wharton; and every now and then she turned to smile and speak to the +little girl who sat close beside her. This must be Faith, the youngest +of the Sunrise girls, whose mother had lately died and who was now +living with Miss Dyer. +</P> + +<P> +Anthony smiled unexpectedly, so that Betty, who happened to be glancing +toward him at the moment, was vexed over his ability to amuse himself. +He had only just guessed why Dr. Barton found it necessary to regard +Miss Dyer so sternly. Anthony felt that he would like to make friends +with this young men. He was evidently somewhat narrow and puritanical, +but already had offered to assist him with any of his studies should he +need help. And Anthony meant to take advantage of his offer and to +interest him if he could; for Dr. Barton was just the kind of a friend +he would like to know intimately in these early days of his struggle. +</P> + +<P> +Dinner was finally over, and, stupidly enough, as the guests began +leaving the table Anthony Graham felt his own shyness and awkwardness +returning. They were intending to dance for the rest of the evening, +and dancing was another of the graces that had been left out of his +education. However, he could find himself an inconspicuous corner +somewhere, and it would be good enough fun to look on. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap12"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +"LIFE'S LITTLE IRONIES" +</H3> + +<P> +"Mollie O'Neill, if you don't tell me what you and Billy Webster have +been whispering about all evening and why you look so worried, I don't +think I can bear it a moment longer," Betty Ashton insisted, having at +last found her friend alone for a moment, while the other girls and men +were clearing the living room for the dance. +</P> + +<P> +"There isn't anything to tell. At least there really is, but I have +not been told just what," Mollie sighed in return. +</P> + +<P> +"Then of course it's Polly?" +</P> + +<P> +Mollie nodded. "Early this morning before any of us were awake a +telegram arrived from Polly begging mother to come to New York at once. +Polly said she wasn't ill and there was nothing for us to worry over, +but just the same Sylvia and I have been worried nearly to death all +day. For mother got off within a few hours. Then late this evening +Billy Webster appears in Woodford after his visit in New York. And +though he tells me that he saw Polly and Esther and has confessed that +he knows why Polly telegraphed for mother, he won't give me the least +satisfaction about anything. Can you make any suggestion, Betty dear? +What difficulty do you suppose Polly has gotten into this time? For +certainly it is Polly and not Esther; Esther would never be absurd." +</P> + +<P> +Mollie lowered her voice as several of their friends were approaching. +</P> + +<P> +"Please don't speak of this, Betty. Mother left word that we were not +to mention it outside the family until she learned exactly what was the +matter. But of course she said that I might tell you." +</P> + +<P> +Before Betty could reply John Everett had invited her to dance. +</P> + +<P> +But slowly she shook her head. "I can't, John. I know you will think +it foolish; perhaps it is. Of course I have come to Meg's party and +enjoyed it very much. And yet, well, somehow I don't feel quite like +dancing. You understand, don't you?" +</P> + +<P> +John acquiesced. He was disappointed, and yet felt himself able to +understand almost anything that Betty wished him to, when she looked at +him with that appealing light in her gray eyes and that rose flush in +her cheeks. +</P> + +<P> +"Never mind," he returned; "I'll find seats for us somewhere, where we +can manage to talk and yet watch the others." +</P> + +<P> +Betty smiled. It was agreeable to be so sought after, and yet under +the circumstances quite out of the question. +</P> + +<P> +"You will please find me a place where I can watch, but not with you. +This is your party, remember. Meg will expect you and every man to do +his duty," she replied. +</P> + +<P> +So after a little further discussion Betty found herself seated upon a +kind of miniature throne, which John had made for her by piling some +sofa cushions upon an old divan. Behind her was a background of cedar +and pine branches decorating the walls and just above her head +flickered the lights of candles from a pair of brass sconces. +</P> + +<P> +Betty wore her red brown hair parted in the middle and in two heavy +braids, one falling over each shoulder, while around her forehead was a +blue and silver band with the three white feathers, the insignia of her +title of "Princess" in their Camp Fire Club. Her dress was cut a +little low in the throat and about it were strung seven chains of honor +beads. +</P> + +<P> +For a little while at least she might have found interest in watching +the others dance had she not been worried about Polly. She was uneasy +and it was stupid to have been given this opportunity to think; for +thinking could do no possible good. Whatever mischief Polly had gotten +into was sure to be beyond one's wildest imagination. It would be much +more agreeable if she might have some one to talk with her and so +distract her attention. +</P> + +<P> +And there was one other guest beside herself who was not dancing. +Betty flushed uncomfortably. It must appear strange to the others to +see Anthony sitting only a short distance away from her and yet paying +no more attention to her presence than if they were upon opposite sides +of the world. +</P> + +<P> +Once or twice Betty looked graciously toward the young man, intending +to smile an invitation to him to sit near her, should he show the +inclination. For possibly he was too much embarrassed to make the +first move. She must remember that he had had no one to teach him good +manners and that he was always both shy and awkward in her presence. +</P> + +<P> +However, at present he seemed totally unaware of her existence and not +in the least requiring entertainment. For he was watching the dancers +with such profound concentration that apparently his entire attention +was absorbed by them. +</P> + +<P> +The girl had an unusually good opportunity for studying the young man's +face. She had not noticed until tonight how thin he was and how clear +and finely cut his features. There was no trace of his Italian mother +left, save in his black hair and in the curious glow which his skin +showed underneath its pallor. His nose was big—too big, Betty +thought—and his lips closed and firm. He had a kind of hungry look. +Hungry for what? the girl wondered. Then she had a sudden feeling of +compunction. Anthony might sometimes even be hungry for food, he +worked so hard, made so little money and was so busy by day and night. +Before tonight she might have helped him without his knowing or even +caring, if he had guessed her purpose. But after tonight? Well, Betty +felt reasonably sure that she and Anthony could never be upon exactly +the same footing again. For somehow she had hurt him more than she had +intended, not realizing that any one could be at once so humble and so +proud. And as she had made one of those mistakes that one can never +apologize for, there was no point in dwelling on it any longer. Only +she did regret by this time that deep down in her heart there must +still linger her old narrow attitude toward money and good birth. She +was poor enough herself now, and yet in her case, as in so many others, +had it not made her feel all the more pride in the distinction of her +family? Assuredly she had often whispered to herself that poverty did +not matter when one bore a distinguished name. +</P> + +<P> +Betty smothered a sigh and a yawn. It was tiresome to be sitting there +thinking and reproaching herself when the others were having such a +good time. How splendidly Billy Webster and Mollie danced together! +He was so strong and dictatorial, so certain of his own judgment and +opinions. And Mollie so gentle and yielding! She smiled over her +foolish romancing, and yet there was no use pretending that they would +not make a suitable match should things turn out that way. Mollie and +Polly might possibly never be exactly what they had been to each other +in the past, and Mrs. Wharton had re-married, and Sylvia would soon be +going away to study nursing. +</P> + +<P> +But some one was passing close by and trying to attract her attention. +Betty waved her hand, but when she had gone frowned a little anxiously. +</P> + +<P> +Edith Norton was dancing with the friend whom she had persuaded Meg to +ask to her Camp Fire dinner, although none of the rest of the girls +liked him. He was a good deal older than their other young men +acquaintances and a stranger to most of them, having only come to +Woodford in the past six months and opened a drug store. But he had +been entirely devoted to Edith since, and of course as she was nearly +twenty she should know her own mind. Notwithstanding, Betty felt +uneasy and uncomfortable. They had been hearing things not to +Frederick Howard's credit in the village, and Edith had always been +unlike the rest of their Sunrise Camp Fire girls. She was vainer and +more frivolous and dreadfully tired of working in a millinery shop in +Woodford. This much she had confided to Betty after coming to live in +the Ashton house. And both Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry were afraid +that Edith might for this reason accept the first opportunity that +apparently offered to make life easier for her. So they had asked +Betty to use her influence whenever it was possible. Betty it was who +had first brought Edith into their club, and Edith had always cared for +her and admired her more than any other of her associates. +</P> + +<P> +Betty stirred restlessly. Would she never be able to get away from +serious thoughts tonight? But the next instant she had jumped to her +feet with a quickly smothered cry and stood with her hands clasped +tightly over her eyes. For all around her, in her hair falling down +upon her shoulders and about her face were glittering sparks of heat +and light. They were scorching her; already she could smell the odor +of her burning hair. One movement the girl made to protect her head, +then in a flash her hands were covering her eyes again. She wanted to +run, and yet some subconscious idea restrained her. Running would only +make the flames leap faster and higher. And surely in an instant some +one must come to her assistance; for her own low cry had been echoed by +a dozen other voices. +</P> + +<P> +Then Betty felt herself roughly seized and dragged stumbling away from +her former position, while a sudden, smothering darkness destroyed her +breath and vision; and none too tender hands seemed to be pressing down +the top of her head. +</P> + +<P> +Another moment and she was pulling feebly at the scorched coat +enveloping her. +</P> + +<P> +"Please take it off. I am all right now. The fire must be out, and +I'm stifling," she pleaded. +</P> + +<P> +But about her there followed another firm closing in of the heavy +material. And then the darkness lifted, showing Anthony Graham +standing close beside her in his shabby shirt sleeves, holding his +ruined coat in his hands. In a terrified group near by was every other +human being in the room, excepting Jim Meade and Frank Wharton, who +were pulling down the burning pine and cedar branches from the wall and +stamping out the last sparks of fire caused by the overturning of one +of the candles. +</P> + +<P> +"What happened to me? Am I much burned?" Betty asked, trying to smile +and yet feeling her lips quiver tremulously. "Won't somebody please +take me home?" Now she dared not put up her hands toward her pretty +hair, for it was enough to try and bear the pain that seemed to be +covering her head and shoulders like a blanket of fire. +</P> + +<P> +Surely the faces before her must look whiter and more terror-stricken +than her own. Mollie and Faith were both crying. Betty wondered just +why. And Anthony Graham was staring at her with such a strange +expression. She wanted to thank him, to say that she was sorry and +grateful at the same time, but could not recall exactly what had +happened. Then that funny Herr Crippen was shaking all over and saying +"Mein liebes Kind," just as though it were Esther who had been hurt. +At last, however, Rose Dyer and Dr. Barton, each with an arm about her, +were leading her across the length of that interminable and now +pitch-black room with a floor that seemed to be rising before her eyes +like the waves of the sea. And afterwards, she did not know just when, +the cold night air brought back to her a returning consciousness, but +with the consciousness came an even greater sense of pain. +</P> + +<P> +Never in after years could Betty Ashton wholly forget the drive home +that followed. Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry sat on either side of her, +sometimes talking, sometimes quiet, and now and then gently touching +her bandaged hands. Occasionally Dr. Barton asked her a question, to +which she replied as calmly and intelligently as possible. Otherwise +she made no movement that she could help and no sound. Anthony Graham +drove silently and grimly forward at the utmost speed that the two +livery-stable horses could attain. And although to Betty the journey +seemed to last half a lifetime, in reality it had seldom been +accomplished in so short a time. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap13"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE INVALIDS +</H3> + +<P> +Sylvia Wharton wearing a trained nurse's costume tiptoed into a +darkened room. +</P> + +<P> +Instantly the figure upon the bed turned and sighed. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't see why she does not come to me, if she is no worse than you +say she is," the voice said. "Really, Sylvia, I think it would be +better for you or some one to tell me the truth." +</P> + +<P> +Sylvia hesitated. "She isn't so well, Betty dear. Perhaps Dr. Barton +may be angry with me, as he distinctly said that you were not to be +worried. But as you are worrying anyhow, possibly talking things over +with me may make you feel better. It has all been most unfortunate, +Polly's being ill here in your house when you were enduring so much +yourself. But it all comes of mother's and everybody's yielding to +whatever Polly O'Neill wishes." +</P> + +<P> +Sylvia sat down upon the side of the bed, taking one of Betty's hands +in hers. Ten days had passed since the accident at the cabin and the +burns on Betty's hands had almost entirely healed, but over her eyes +and the upper part of her face was a linen covering, so that it was +still impossible to guess the extent of her injury. She was apt to be +quieter, however, Sylvia had found out, when she could feel some one +touching her. And now the news of Polly for the time being kept her +interested. +</P> + +<P> +"You see, mother's first mistake was in not bringing Polly straight +back home as soon as she found out what she was doing in New York. +Polly had a slight cold then and it kept getting worse each night. But +of course Polly pretended that it amounted to nothing and that the +stars would fall unless she finished her engagement. So finish it she +did, and then hearing of your accident toward the last, as mother and +Esther had kept the news a secret from her for some time, why come here +she would instead of immediately going home. She wanted to help nurse +and amuse you and you had said that you wanted her with you. And then +of course Polly was embarrassed over meeting father and Frank. And +father was angry at her disobedience and her frightening mother and +Mollie. However, that cold of hers has kept on getting worse and she +will have to stay in bed now for a few days anyhow. For I won't let +Polly O'Neill have her own way this time." +</P> + +<P> +A faint smile showed itself on Betty's lips which Sylvia stooped low +enough to see. And then in spite of her own stolid and supposedly cold +temperament, the younger girl's expression changed. For it meant a +good deal for any one to have succeeded in making Betty Ashton smile in +these last few days. +</P> + +<P> +"But you're fonder of Polly than you are of the rest of us, even +Mollie, Sylvia, and you let her lead you around," Betty argued. +</P> + +<P> +Sylvia's flaxen head was resolutely shaken. She no longer wore her +hair in two tight pigtails, but in almost as closely bound braids wound +in a circle about her face. Her complexion was still colorless and her +eyes nondescript, but Sylvia's square chin and her resolute expression +often made persons take a second look at her. It was seldom that one +saw so much character in so young a girl. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I am fond of Polly," she agreed, "but you are mistaken if you +think I let her influence me. Some one has to take Polly O'Neill +sensibly for her own sake." And Sylvia just in time stifled a sigh. +For of course her stepsister was in a more serious condition than she +had confessed to the other girl. It was well enough to call the +illness a bad cold—it was that, but possibly something worse, +bronchitis, pneumonia—Dr. Barton had not yet given it a name. She was +only to be kept quiet and watched. Later on he would know better what +to say. Her constitution was not strong. +</P> + +<P> +Some telepathic message, however, must have passed from one friend to +the other, for at this instant Betty sat up suddenly with more energy +than she had yet shown. +</P> + +<P> +"If anything dreadful happens to Polly, I shall never forgive Esther as +long as I live. It is all very well for Polly and your mother to +insist that Esther was not in any possible way responsible. Mollie and +I both feel differently. Esther should have told——" +</P> + +<P> +By the fashion in which Sylvia Wharton arose and walked away from the +bed, Betty realized how intensely their opinions disagreed, although +the younger girl moved quietly, with no anger or flurry and made no +reply. +</P> + +<P> +"Here are some more roses, Betty, that John Everett sent you. Shall I +put them near enough your bed to have you enjoy their fragrance?" +Sylvia asked. "John seems to be buying up all the flowers near +Dartmouth. I told Meg that you would rather he did not send so many. +But she says she can't stop him. For somehow John feels kind of +responsible for your getting hurt, as he arranged for you to sit under +those particular candles. Then he did not notice when you first called +for help and let Anthony Graham rescue you. Meg is downstairs now with +your mother. Would you like to see her?" +</P> + +<P> +Betty shook her head. "Please don't let Meg know, but I don't feel +like talking, somehow. The girls are so sweet and sympathetic. And I +try to be brave, but until I know——" +</P> + +<P> +With magically quick footsteps the younger girl had again crossed the +room and her firm arms were soon about her friend's shoulders. +</P> + +<P> +"You are going to be all right, dear. Dr. Barton is almost sure of it +and I am quite. There won't be any scars that will last and your +eyes—why, you protected them marvelously, and they only need resting. +You are too beautiful, Betty dear, to have anything happen that could +in any way mar you. I can't, I won't believe it." +</P> + +<P> +And somehow Sylvia was one of those people in whose judgment and faith +one must always find healing. Betty said nothing more, only put out +her hand with an appealing gesture and caught hold of Sylvia's dress. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want to talk or to see people, and I'm tired of being read to. +What is there for me to do, Sylvia child, to make the hours pass?" +</P> + +<P> +Rather desperately the younger girl looked about the great, sunshiny +room. It was not Betty's old blue room, but the room once used as a +store-room and afterwards occupied by Esther, into which Betty had +moved a short while before her accident. Imagination was not Sylvia +Wharton's strong point. She was an excellent nurse, quiet, firm and +patient and always to be relied upon. But what to do to make Betty +Ashton stop thinking of what might await her at the end of her weeks of +suffering must have taxed a far more fertile brain than Sylvia's. +However, the suggestion did not have to come from her; for at this +instant there was a knock at the door, so gentle that it was difficult +to be sure that it really was a knock. +</P> + +<P> +Outside stood the German professor with his violin under his arm. And +he looked so utterly wretched and uneasy that Sylvia wondered how he +could feel so great an emotion over Betty, although the entire village +seemed to be worrying as though in reality she had been their own +"Princess." No one could talk of anything else until her condition +became finally known; but Herr Crippen was a newcomer and Betty had +never cared for him. +</P> + +<P> +"Would the little <I>Fräulein</I> like it that I should play for her?" he +now asked gently. +</P> + +<P> +And Sylvia turned to the girl on the bed. +</P> + +<P> +At first Betty had shaken her head, but now she evidently changed her +mind. +</P> + +<P> +"You are very kind. I think I should enjoy it," she answered. And a +few moments afterwards Sylvia stole away. +</P> + +<P> +So there was no one in the room to notice how frequently Herr Crippen +had to wipe his glasses as he looked down upon the girl of whose face +he could see nothing now save the delicately rounded chin and full red +lips. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-153"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-153.jpg" ALT="The professor had to wipe his glasses" BORDER="2" WIDTH="356" HEIGHT="596"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 356px"> +The professor had to wipe his glasses +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +Then without worrying her he began to play: in the beginning not +Beethoven nor Mozart, nor any of the classic music he most loved, but +the Camp Fire songs, which he had lately arranged for the violin +because of his interest in the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire girls, and which +he was playing for the first time before an audience. +</P> + +<P> +And Betty listened silently, not voicing her surprise. The song of +"The Soul's Desire," what memories it brought back of Esther and their +first meeting in this room! No wonder that Esther had so great talent +with such a queer, gifted father. Betty wondered idly what the mother +could have been like. She was an American and beautiful, so much she +remembered having been told. +</P> + +<P> +Then ceasing to think of Esther she began thinking of herself. Could +she ever again even try to follow the Law of the Camp Fire, which had +meant so much to her in the past few years, if this dreadful tragedy +which hovered over her, sleeping or waking, should be not just a +terrible fear, but a living fact. Should she be scarred from her +accident, or worse fear, should her eyes be affected by the scorching +heat of the flames? +</P> + +<P> +Softly under her breath, even while listening with all her soul to the +music, Betty repeated the Camp Fire Law. +</P> + +<P> +"Seek Beauty?" Could she find it, having lost her own? Then she +remembered that the beauty which the Camp Fire taught was not only a +physical beauty, but the greater kind which is of the spirit as well as +of the flesh. +</P> + +<P> +"Give Service?" Well, perhaps some day in ways she could not now +imagine, she might be able to return a small measure of the service +that her friends had been so generously bestowing upon her. +</P> + +<P> +"Pursue Knowledge, Be Trustworthy." No misfortune need separate a girl +from these ideals. +</P> + +<P> +"Hold on to Health." This might mean a harder fight than she had ever +yet had to make before, but Betty felt a new courage faintly struggling +within her. +</P> + +<P> +"Glorify Work." That was not an impossible demand of her as a Torch +Bearer among her group of Camp Fire girls. It was the last of the +seven points of their great law that she dreaded to face at this +moment, here in the darkness alone. +</P> + +<P> +"Be Happy." Could she ever again be happy even for a day or an hour? +And yet the law said: "If we have pain, to hide it, if others have +sorrow, be quick to relieve it." +</P> + +<P> +But what the rest of the law read she could not now recall. For Herr +Crippen was beginning to play one of the most exquisite pieces of music +that can ever be rendered on the violin, Schubert's Serenade. +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"Last night the nightingale woke me,<BR> +Last night when all was still<BR> +It sang in the golden moonlight"<BR> +</P> + +<P> +Betty wondered why the music should sound so strangely far away, as +though she were dreaming and it were coming to her somewhere out of the +land of dreams. +</P> + +<P> +Another moment and Betty was sound asleep. Nevertheless the Professor, +with his eyes still upon her, played softly on, played until Mrs. +Ashton noiselessly entered the room. +</P> + +<P> +Then he ceased and the man and woman, standing one on either side of +Betty's bed, looked at each other with expressions it would be +difficult to translate. For each face held a certain amount of +pleading and of defiance. +</P> + +<P> +"She is like her mother; <I>nicht wahr</I>?" the Professor murmured, and +then withdrew. +</P> + +<P> +Afterwards for several moments Mrs. Ashton's eyes never ceased +regarding the curls of Betty's red brown hair, that lay outside on her +pillow. Her long braids had been cut off and latterly she had been +wearing a little blue silk cap, which had now slipped off on account of +her restlessness. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Ashton, glancing in a mirror at her own faded flaxen hair, sighed. +Then, seating herself in a chair near by she waited in absolute +patience and quietness, until suddenly from a movement upon the bed she +guessed that Betty was waking. +</P> + +<P> +And actually her child's lips were smiling upon her not only bravely +but cheerfully, as though her sleep had brought both comfort and faith. +</P> + +<P> +"Sit close by me, mother," Betty said, "and don't let any one else come +in for a long time. You know I have been trying to get you to tell me +the history of this old room for ages and now this is such a splendid +comfy chance. I am just exactly in the mood for hearing a long, +thrilling story." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap14"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIV +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +"WHICH COMES LIKE A BENEDICTION" +</H3> + +<P> +"Tell me exactly what you think, Dr. Barton, please, and don't try to +deceive me," Betty Ashton pleaded. "I want to be told the truth at +once before mother or any one else joins us. Always I shall be +grateful to Rose for suggesting that you come here to me alone and when +no one was expecting you, so that there need be no unnecessary +suspense." +</P> + +<P> +Betty Ashton was seated in a low rocking chair one morning a few days +later, with Dr. Barton standing near and carefully unwrapping the +bandages from about her head. The room was not brightly lighted, +neither was it dark, for a single blind had been drawn up at the window +on the opposite side of the room. +</P> + +<P> +Dr. Barton's face showed lines of anxiety and sympathy. Indeed, Rose +Dyer could hardly have been persuaded to believe how nervous and shaken +he appeared and how, instead of his usual look of hardness and +austerity, he was now as tender and gentle as a woman. +</P> + +<P> +"But my dear Betty," he returned in a more cheerful voice than his +expression indicated, "what I say to you about yourself is by no means +the last word. My opinion, you must remember, is of blessedly little +importance. If there are any scars left by my treatment of your burns, +there are hundreds of wonderful big doctors who can perform miracles +for you. And then time is the eternal healer." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I know," the girl answered, "but just the same, please hurry and +let me know what you yourself honestly think. At least, I shall be +able to tell myself whether my eyes are injured, as soon as you let me +try them in a bright light." +</P> + +<P> +For a fraction of a moment Dr. Barton delayed his work. "Won't you +allow me to call your mother, or Miss Dyer or Miss McMurtry? Miss Dyer +is in the house. I happen to have seen her. And it may be better, in +case you do not feel yourself, to have some one else here to care for +you. There is Sylvia. Actually I believe she has been of as much use +to you and Polly O'Neill as your professional nurses." +</P> + +<P> +At this instant, although she had set her lips so close together that +only a pale line showed, Betty's chin quivered, and although her hands +gripped the sides of her chair so hard that her arms ached, her +shoulders shook. +</P> + +<P> +If only Dr. Barton would cease his perfectly futile efforts to distract +her attention. Could any human being think of another subject or +person at a time like this? +</P> + +<P> +And Dr. Barton did recognize the clumsiness of his own efforts, only +his conversation was partly intended to conceal his own anxiety. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't I hear some one coming along the hall? Are you sure you locked +the door?" Betty queried uneasily. +</P> + +<P> +Dr. Barton did not reply. At this instant, although the linen covering +still concealed his patient's eyes, he had removed the upper bandages, +so that now her forehead was plainly revealed to his view. +</P> + +<P> +And Betty Ashton's forehead had always been singularly beautiful in the +past, low and broad with the hair growing in a soft fringe about it and +coming down into a peak in the center. Now, however, across her +forehead there showed a long crimson line, almost like the mark from +the blow of a whip. Dr. Barton examined it closely, touched it gently +with the tips of his fingers and then cleared his throat and attempted +to speak. But apparently the needed words would not come. On either +side the ugly scar the girl's skin was white and fine as delicate silk +and on top of her head, which had been protected by her heavy hair, the +burns had almost completely healed. +</P> + +<P> +"It is all right, Miss Betty," Dr. Barton said in a curiously husky +voice. "You are better than I even dared hope. There is a scar now, +but I can promise you that it will be only a faint line in the future, +or else will disappear altogether. The very fact that the trouble has +concentrated into the one scar shows that the healing has taken place +all about it." +</P> + +<P> +Betty's own hands slipped the final covering from about her eyes. Then +for a moment her heart seemed absolutely to have stopped beating. For +the room swam around her in a kind of disordered dimness. She could +see nothing clearly. In a panic she sprang to her feet, when Dr. +Barton took a firm hold on her shaking shoulders. +</P> + +<P> +"Be quiet, child. Pull yourself together for just a minute. You are +frightened now, you know. In another moment things will clear up and +grow more distinct." +</P> + +<P> +And even before he had finished speaking Betty realized this to be the +blessed truth. +</P> + +<P> +There in the far end of the big room stood her bed and, on a table +near, a bunch of John's pink roses. She could even see their bright +color vividly. In another direction was her dressing table and about +it hung the photographs of Rose, of Miss McMurtry, of the eleven Camp +Fire girls. +</P> + +<P> +Dropping back into her chair Betty, covering her face with her hands, +began to sob. And she cried on without any effort at self-control +until she was limp and exhausted, although all the while her heart was +saying its own special hymn of thanksgiving. And young Dr. Barton kept +patting her upon the shoulder and urging her not to cry, because now +there was nothing to cry about, until Betty would like to have laughed +if the tears had not been bringing her a greater relief. How like a +man not to understand that she could now permit herself the indulgence +of tears, when for the past two weeks she had not dared, fearing that +once having given way there would be no end. +</P> + +<P> +"Would you mind leaving me for a few minutes and trying to find +mother?" Betty at last managed to ask. +</P> + +<P> +She wanted to be alone. But a few seconds after the doctor's +disappearance, Betty got up and with trembling knees managed to cross +her room, feeling dreadfully weak and exhausted from the long suspense. +For she wished to look into a mirror with no one watching. And as +Betty Ashton got the first glimpse of herself, although vanity had +never been one of her weaknesses, she honestly believed that she never +had seen any one look so tragically ugly before in her entire life. +She hardly recognized herself. Her face was white and thin, almost +bloodless except for the scar upon her forehead. Then her hair had +been cut off, and though in some places the curls still remained heavy +and thick, in others she looked like a badly shorn lamb. +</P> + +<P> +And this time the tears crowding Betty's eyes were not of relief but of +wounded vanity. +</P> + +<P> +"I never saw any one so hideous in my life," she remarked aloud. "And +I am truly sorry for the people who must have the misfortune of looking +at me." +</P> + +<P> +Betty was wearing an Empire blue dressing gown and slippers and +stockings of the same color. Her eyes were dark gray and misty with +shadows under them. She looked ill, of course, and unlike her usual +self, and yet it would be difficult for any misfortune to have made +Betty Ashton actually ugly. For beauty is one of the most difficult +things in the world to define and one of the easiest to see—a +possession that is at once tangible and intangible. And Betty +possessed the gift in a remarkable degree. +</P> + +<P> +Therefore she did not look unattractive to the eyes of the young man +who was now staring at her in astonishment, fear and delight, from her +own open doorway, which Dr. Barton, on leaving the room, had neglected +to close. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sorry. Oh, I am so glad!" +</P> + +<P> +Anthony Graham murmured. "I was passing your room; I didn't mean to +intrude. But nothing matters now you are well again and looking like +yourself. It's so wonderful, so splendid, so——" And the young man, +who was ordinarily quiet and reserved, fairly stammered with the rush +of his own words. +</P> + +<P> +Betty walked shyly toward him with her eyes still filled with tears. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I am dreadful to look at, but I must not complain," she answered +wistfully. "A Camp Fire girl ought to have learned some lessons in +bravery and endurance. Please let's don't talk about me. I want to +thank you, for if it had not been for you, I might have—I can't bear +to think even now what might have happened to me." +</P> + +<P> +"Then don't," the young man returned brusquely, but Betty did not this +time misunderstand his manner. "I did not do anything. I ought to +have gotten to you sooner. I have been hating myself ever since for +the time I took to reach you. After all you had done for me in the +past!" +</P> + +<P> +The next moment the girl put her hand into the boy's hard, +work-roughened one. "Ask Nan to tell the others for me. And remember +that no matter what has happened or may happen in the future, I shall +always feel myself in your debt, not you in mine." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap15"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XV +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +SECRETS +</H3> + +<P> +It was sundown. The big Ashton house, although so filled with people, +was oddly quiet. Betty Ashton slipped out of her own room into the +hall and hurried along the empty corridor. Once only she stopped and +smiled, partly from amusement and partly from satisfaction. Herr +Crippen's door was half open and so was Miss McMurtry's and the +Professor was playing on his violin. Such sentimental love ditties! +The air throbbed with German love songs. +</P> + +<P> +And Betty had a mischievous desire to stick her head into Miss +McMurtry's room and see if she was engaged in some maiden-like +occupation, such as marking school papers or reading the <I>Woodford +Gazette</I>. Or was she sitting, as she should be, with her hands idly +folded in her lap and her heart and mind absorbed in the music? Never +had Betty given up her idea that a romance was in the making between +their first Camp Fire guardian and Esther's father. And often since +their coming to live in her house had she not seen slight but +convincing evidences? Why should Donna so often appear with a single +white rose pinned to her dress or take to playing the same tunes on the +piano that the Professor played on his violin, particularly when she +was an exceedingly poor pianist? +</P> + +<P> +Nevertheless it was not awe of her teacher and guardian that kept Betty +from investigating the state of her emotions at this moment; neither +was it any fear of antagonism between them, for since Esther's +departure to study in New York, Miss McMurtry apparently felt more +affection for Betty than for any of the other Camp Fire girls. No, it +was simply because she had a very definite purpose which she wished to +accomplish without interruption or opposition. +</P> + +<P> +The next instant and she had paused outside a closed door and stood +listening tensely. There were no noises inside, no voices, nor the +stir of any person moving about. Betty put her hand on the knob and +opened it silently. +</P> + +<P> +Instantly there was a little cry and Betty and Polly O'Neill were in +each other's arms. +</P> + +<P> +"Betty, you darling," Polly gasped, "turn on every light in this room +and let me stare and stare at you. There isn't anything in the world +the matter with you. You are as lovely as you ever were. Oh, I have +been so frightened! I have not believed what anybody told me, and it +seemed it must be a part of my punishment that you had been injured. +It is absurd of me, I suppose, but I have had a kind of feeling that +perhaps if I had been at Meg's party I should have been with you at the +time so that it couldn't have happened." +</P> + +<P> +"Foolish Polly! But when was Polly anything but foolish?" the other +girl returned, taking off her cap and pushing back her hair. "You see +I am a sight, dear, but it does not matter a great deal. I am kind of +getting used to myself these last few days. So I didn't see any reason +why, since you are better and I am perfectly well, we could not be +together. Even if it does give you a kind of a shock to look at me, +you'll get over it, won't you?" +</P> + +<P> +In reply Polly had one of her rather rare outbursts of affection. She +was never so demonstrative as the other girls. Her devotions had ways +of expressing themselves in an occasional compliment tendered perhaps +in some whimsical, back-handed fashion, or in a fleeting caress, which +came and was gone like the touch of a butterfly's wing. +</P> + +<P> +Now, however, she took her friend's face between her two hands and +kissed her quietly, almost solemnly upon the line of her injury. +</P> + +<P> +"Never say a thing like that to me again as long as you live, Betty +Ashton. Perhaps I haven't as much affection as other people. Mother +and Mollie are both insisting it lately. Still I know that——but how +silly we are to talk of it! You are not changed. Of course I am sorry +that your hair had to be cut off, but it will grow out again and the +scar will disappear. I wish I could get rid of my"—Polly +hesitated—"blemishes so easily," she finished. +</P> + +<P> +Betty looked puzzled. "What do you mean? Sylvia says you are very +much better and that there is no reason why you should not get up. She +declares that it is only that you won't and that she does not intend +nursing you or letting any one else take care of you after a few days, +unless you do what Dr. Barton tells you. Sylvia is a dreadfully firm +person. She was quite angry with me when I said that I did not believe +you were well and that I was quite strong enough now to take care of +you and you should not get out of bed until you had entirely recovered." +</P> + +<P> +"But I have entirely recovered and I am well and somehow I can't manage +to deceive Sylvia Wharton no matter how hard I try," Polly announced in +a half-amused and half-annoyed manner. +</P> + +<P> +"Then why are you trying to?" Betty naturally queried. Of course one +never actually expected to understand Polly O'Neill's whims, but now +and then one of them appeared a trifle more mysterious than the others. +"If you are still tired and feel you prefer to remain in bed, that is a +sure sign you are not strong enough to get up, and Dr. Barton and +Sylvia ought to realize it," she continued, still on the defensive. +</P> + +<P> +But Polly only smiled at her. "But, dear, I don't prefer to remain in +bed. I am so deadly bored with it that as soon as I am left alone I +get up and dance in the middle of the floor just to have a little +relief. Can't you and mother and Mollie understand (I don't believe +any one does except Sylvia) that I don't want to get up because I don't +want to have to face the music?" +</P> + +<P> +Still the other girl looked puzzled. +</P> + +<P> +"Can't you see that as long as I have been able to be sick nobody has +dared to say very much to me about my escapade in New York? Oh, of +course I know what they think and mother did manage to say a good deal +before we came home; still, there is a great deal more retribution +awaiting me. In the first place, I shall have to go home to the +Wharton house. I realize it has been dreadful, my being sick here, but +I am everlastingly grateful to you and your mother. Mr. Wharton won't +say anything much; he really is very kind to me; but naturally I know +what he thinks. And then when Frank Wharton is there it will be so +much worse. You see, Frank and I quarreled once, because I thought he +was rude to mother. And of course he considers my disobedience worse +than his rudeness. And as he is perfectly right, I can't imagine how I +shall answer him back the next time we argue." +</P> + +<P> +As Polly talked she had risen into a sitting posture in bed and was now +leaning her chin on her hand in a characteristic attitude and quite +unconscious of the amusing side to her argument until Betty laughed. +</P> + +<P> +Polly had on a scarlet flannel dressing sacque and her hair was tied +with scarlet ribbons. And indeed her cheeks were almost equally vivid +in color. +</P> + +<P> +"But there isn't anything funny about my punishment, Betty dear. And +the worst of it is that I know I deserve all of it and more and shan't +ever have the right to complain. Mother declares that she does not +expect to allow me to leave Woodford again until I am twenty-one, since +she has no more faith in me. And then, and then—" Polly's entire face +now changed expression—"has any one told you that my behavior is to be +openly discussed at the next meeting of our Camp Fire Club? Perhaps I +won't be allowed to be a member any longer." +</P> + +<P> +Instantly Betty jumped up from her kneeling position by the bed and +commenced walking up and down the length of the room, saying nothing at +first, but with her lips set in obstinate lines. +</P> + +<P> +"But it isn't the custom of Camp Fire clubs to act as both judge and +jury, is it, Polly?" she inquired. "At least, I have never heard of +any other club's undertaking such a task. We are allowed, I know, to +be fairly free in what we do in our individual clubs, but somehow this +action seems unkind and dangerous. For if once we begin criticising +one another's faults or mistakes, after a while there won't be any +club. Right now Edith Norton is behaving very foolishly, I think, but +I wouldn't dream of even discussing her with you or any one of the +girls. I——" Betty paused to get her breath, her indignation and +opposition to Polly's information overwhelming her. +</P> + +<P> +But Polly held out both hands, entreating her to sit beside her again. +</P> + +<P> +"You are mistaken. I did not explain the circumstances to you as I +should have. It is all my idea and my plan to have the girls consider +my misconduct and find out how they feel about me," Polly explained +quietly. "I spoke of it first to Rose and then to Miss McMurtry and at +first they thought in a measure as you do. But I don't agree with you. +You remember that our honor beads come to us for obedience and service +to our Camp Fire laws. Why should not disobedience make us unworthy to +wear them? In the old days if an Indian offended against the laws of +his tribe he was made to suffer the penalty. And I don't want you +girls to keep me in our club just because you are sorry for me and are +too kind to be just. Mollie has told me how horrified Meg and Eleanor +and Nan are, and of course Rose and Donna have not pretended to hide +their disapproval, even during their consolation visits to me as an +invalid. But you will forgive me, won't you, Betty?" Polly ended with +more penitence than she had yet shown to any one save her mother. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course I forgive you. But if you had not gotten well I should +never have forgiven Esther," the other girl answered. +</P> + +<P> +Two fingers were laid quickly across Betty Ashton's lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't be unfair and absurd," Polly protested; "for some day you may be +sorry if you don't understand just how big and generous Esther Crippen +is. It isn't only that she would sacrifice her own desires for other +people's, but that she actually has. I would not be surprised if +Esther did not have some secret or other." And Polly stopped suddenly, +biting her tongue. Not for worlds would she even in the slightest +fashion betray a suspicion or inference of her own concerning the +friend who had been so loyal and devoted to her. +</P> + +<P> +Fortunately Betty was too intent upon her own thoughts to have heard +her. +</P> + +<P> +"I have to go back to my own room now, but you are not to worry, Polly +mine, not about anything. In the first place, you are not to go home +very soon. I have talked to your mother and mine and persuaded them +that I need to have you stay on here with me. I do need you, Polly. +It is queer, but I want you to come and sleep in the old back room with +me. I have gotten nervous being in there by myself. There is a +mystery about the room greater than I have dreamed. I have only been +joking half the time when I have spoken of it. But the other day I got +mother to the point where there was no possible excuse for her not +explaining the entire reason for her attitude and Dick's toward the +place, when suddenly she broke down and left me. We might amuse +ourselves while we are invalids discovering whether or not it is +haunted. Only I don't exactly wish to make the discovery alone." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap16"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVI +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE LAW OF THE FIRE +</H3> + +<P> +Mollie O'Neill walked slowly toward the Ashton house one afternoon not +long afterwards at about four o'clock, looking unusually serious and +uncomfortable. She was wearing a long coat buttoned up to her chin and +coming down to the bottom of her dress, and was carrying a big book. +</P> + +<P> +"Mollie, there isn't anything the matter? Neither Betty nor Polly is +worse again?" Billy Webster inquired, unexpectedly striding across from +the opposite side of the street and not stopping to offer his greeting +before beginning his questioning. +</P> + +<P> +Mollie shook her head, although her face still retained so solemn an +expression that the young man was plainly alarmed. Ordinarily Mollie's +blue eyes were as untroubled as blue lakes and her forehead and mouth +as free from the lines of care or even annoyance. +</P> + +<P> +Billy Webster put the book under his arm and continued walking along +beside her. +</P> + +<P> +"If there is anything that troubles you, Mollie, and you believe that I +can help you, please don't ever fail to call on me," he suggested in +the gentle tones that he seemed ever to reserve for this girl alone. +"I know that Polly is dreadfully angry over my interference in New +York, but so long as you and your mother thought I did right and were +grateful to me, I don't care how Polly feels—at least, I don't care a +great deal. And I believe I should behave in exactly the same way if I +had it all to do over again." +</P> + +<P> +Shyly and yet with an admiration that she did not attempt to conceal +Mollie glanced up at her companion. Billy was always so determined, so +sure of his own ideas of right and wrong, that once having made a +decision or taken a step, he never appeared to regret it afterwards. +And this attitude under the present circumstances was a consolation to +Mollie. For oftentimes since Polly's return and while enduring her +reproaches, she had experienced twinges of conscience for having +concerned an outsider in their family affairs, though somehow Billy did +not seem like an outsider. Polly had insisted that she had been most +unwise in asking him to look up Esther and herself immediately upon his +arrival in New York. How much better had she waited and let Polly make +her confession to their mother later, thus saving all of them +excitement and strain! However, since Billy was still convinced that +he would do the same thing over again in a similar position, Mollie +felt her own uncertainty vanish. +</P> + +<P> +"No, there isn't anything you can help about this afternoon," she +replied. "I am only going to a monthly meeting of our Council Fire. +The girls told me that if I liked I need not come, yet it seems almost +cowardly to stay away. For you see Polly has insisted that we talk +over her conduct and decide whether or not we wish her to remain a +member of our club. Or at least whether some of her honor beads should +be taken from her and her rank reduced. There is a good deal of +difference of opinion. For some of the girls are convinced that once +our honor beads are lawfully won, nothing and no one has the right to +take them from us; while others feel that breaking the law of the Camp +Fire should render one unworthy of a high position in the Council and +that even though one is not asked to resign, at least one should be +relegated to the ranks again. But of course all this is a secret and +must never be spoken of except in our club." +</P> + +<P> +"Like an officer stripped of his epaulettes," Billy murmured. And +afterwards: "See here, Mollie, if this is a club secret then you ought +not to have told me and I ought not to have listened. For it is pretty +rough on Polly. But I promise not to mention it and will try to +forget. We must not make her any more down upon me than she is +already." +</P> + +<P> +The young man and girl had now come to the Ashton front gate, and as +they stopped, Billy gave the book to Mollie and could not forbear +patting her encouragingly upon the coat sleeve. She looked so gentle +and worried. Polly always seemed to be getting her into hot water +without really intending that Mollie should be made to suffer. +</P> + +<P> +"It will turn out all right, I am sure," he insisted in a convincing +tone. "Your sister will always have too many friends to let things go +much against her in this world." +</P> + +<P> +Mollie found that the other girls had already assembled in the Ashton +drawing room and, as she was late, the camp fire had been laid and +lighted, following the same ceremony as if it had taken place outdoors. +</P> + +<P> +The members were all present excepting Polly, who had declined coming +down to make her own defense, and Esther, who was still at work in New +York. The two Field girls, Juliet and Beatrice, completed the original +number, as they were both in Woodford for the winter attending the High +School. Rose Dyer, with Faith's hand tight in hers, appeared uneasy +and distressed. In her rôle of Camp Fire Guardian she was not assured +of the wisdom of their proceedings and could find no precedent for it +among other Camp Fire clubs. However, Miss McMurtry had consented to +join their meeting and, as she had been the original and was now the +head Guardian of all the clubs in Woodford, the responsibility might +honestly be shared with her. +</P> + +<P> +For the first time since her accident Betty Ashton was able to attend a +gathering of the Council Fire; and although she was the center of the +greater part of the attention and affection in the room, Betty appeared +as nervous and worried as Mollie O'Neill. +</P> + +<P> +To both of the girls this open discussion of one of their club member's +misdeeds was abhorrent. And that the accused should be their adored +but often misguided Polly made the situation the more tragic and +distasteful. +</P> + +<P> +Although she was not yet in a position to be positive, Betty felt +reasonably convinced that Edith Norton was at the bottom of this formal +judgment of Polly. So skilfully and quietly had the older girl gone to +work that both Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry were under the impression +that the original suggestion had come from the culprit herself. +</P> + +<P> +Yet the truth was that Edith Norton had a smaller nature than any other +member of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire Club and she and Polly had never +been real friends since the night long ago of the Indian "Maiden's +Feast," when Edith thinking to fix the guilt of a theft upon Nan +Graham, had wakened Polly to a sudden sense of her own responsibility. +And it was following a visit of condolence to Polly's sick room by +Edith that swift as a flash Polly had announced herself as willing and +ready to have her conduct considered by the club council. For it +afterwards appeared that Edith had casually mentioned that the other +girls had been talking among themselves of this question of Polly's +fitness or unfitness to continue a "Torch Bearer" in the club. So with +her usual recklessness and impulsiveness she had insisted that her +offense be openly considered and that she receive whatever punishment +might be considered just. Never had she planned denying her misdeed +nor taking refuge behind her friends' affection. +</P> + +<P> +Therefore both Betty and Mollie had been entreated, even ordered, to +listen quietly to whatever might be said of her behavior and without +protest. And Mollie had agreed. Betty had reserved the right to use +her own discretion and had no intention of not making herself felt when +the moment arrived. +</P> + +<P> +After the regular business of the meeting had been concluded a marked +silence followed, the girls hardly daring even to glance toward one +another. +</P> + +<P> +Rose Dyer coughed nervously, yet as she had been chosen to set Polly's +case plainly before the other girls and to ask for their frank opinions +of what action, if any, the Sunrise Hill Club desired to take, her +responsibility must not be evaded. Of course all of the girls had +previously heard the entire story, but perhaps in a more or less highly +colored fashion. And particularly Polly O'Neill insisted that Esther +Crippen's part in her action be explained. For Esther must not be held +in any way accountable, as both Betty and Mollie had been inclined to +feel. +</P> + +<P> +When Rose had finished a simple statement of the facts of the case and +had asked to hear from the other club members, no one answered. Betty +kept her eyes severely fastened upon Edith Norton's face. Surely Edith +must be aware of her knowledge of certain facts that were as much to +her discredit as Polly's disobedience. Of course nothing could induce +her to make capital of this knowledge, since Betty Ashton's +interpretation of Camp Fire loyalty was of a different kind from Edith +Norton's, as the older girl was one day to find out. Nevertheless +there was nothing to prevent Betty from using her influence with the +hope that Edith might be discouraged from making any suggestion that +would start the tide of feeling rolling against the culprit. +</P> + +<P> +This Council Meeting might be a greater test of the entire Camp Fire +organization than any one of the girls realized. Possibly it had been +a mistake to allow the fitness or unfitness of a fellow member to be +openly discussed; especially when the girl was Polly O'Neill, for Polly +was a powerful influence always and the club might easily split upon a +criticism of her. Whatever should happen, however, Betty Ashton +intended using every effort to keep the Sunrise Hill Camp together, +saving Polly also if she could. +</P> + +<P> +In spite of her friend's restraining glance, Edith apparently failed to +regard her, for instead she glanced insinuatingly toward Eleanor Meade +and Meg Everett. Both these girls had expressed themselves as deeply +shocked and grieved over Polly's behavior, though neither of them +appeared to be ready to make any statement of their views on this +occasion. It was one thing to express an informal opinion of another +girl's action, but quite another to make a formal accusation against +her in the club where they had lived and worked and grown together in +bonds almost closer than family ones. +</P> + +<P> +Next Edith studied Sylvia Wharton's expression. Day and night had +Sylvia nursed Polly with infinite patience, and yet she had made no +effort to conceal her disapproval of her stepsister's conduct and +Sylvia might always be relied upon for an honest and straightforward +statement of her opinion. Yet Sylvia's face at the present moment was +as empty as though she had never had an idea in her life. +</P> + +<P> +Just why this continuing silence should make the original Sunrise Hill +Camp Fire guardian smile, no one understood. However, the Lady of the +Hill knew very well why and was feeling strangely relieved. For had +she not permitted a dangerous test of the Camp Fire spirit to be tried +and were the girls not responding just as she had hoped and believed +they would? Surely during these past two years they had been +developing a real understanding of comradeship, the ability to stick +together, to keep step. And girls and women had for so many centuries +been accused of the inability to do this. +</P> + +<P> +"I think that no one of us holds Esther Crippen in any way responsible +for Polly O'Neill's action or for continuing to keep her family in +ignorance of what she was doing," Edith finally began in a rather weak +voice, seeing that no one else showed any sign of speaking. "It is one +of the things that I think she is most to be blamed for, since it is +hardly fair to bring another club member into a difficulty on account +of her feeling of personal loyalty." +</P> + +<P> +Betty frowned. There was so much of truth in Edith's speech that it +could hardly fail to carry a certain amount of conviction. +</P> + +<P> +But before any one could reply, Sylvia Wharton got up from the floor, +where she had been sitting in Camp Fire fashion, and crossing the room, +stood before the flames, facing the circle of girls with her hands +clasped in front of her and her lips shut tight together. Her usually +sallow skin was a good deal flushed. +</P> + +<P> +"I am going to make a motion to this club," she announced, "but before +I do I want to say something, and everybody knows how hard it is for me +to talk. I can do things sometimes, but I can't say them. Just now +Edith Norton used the word, 'loyalty.' I am glad she did, because it +is just what I want to speak of—because it seems to me that loyalty is +the very foundation stone of all our Camp Fires. Of course Polly has +broken a part of our law. She has failed to be trustworthy, but I am +not going into that, since each one of you can have your own opinion of +her behavior and would have it anyway no matter what I said. But the +whole point is, won't every single girl in the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club possibly break some of the rules some day? As we are only human, +I think we are pretty sure to. So I move that we say nothing more +about Polly. Perhaps others of us have done things nearly as bad or +will do them. But more important and what I would so much like to +persuade you to feel about as I feel is this:"—and Sylvia's plain face +worked with the strength of an emotion which few people had ever seen +her display before—"I want us to promise ourselves and one another +that no matter what any fellow member of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club ever does, or what mistake she may make, or even what sin she may +commit, that no one of us will ever turn her back upon her or fail to +do anything and everything in our power to help her and to make things +happy and comfortable again. I wish I could talk like Betty and Polly, +but you do understand what I mean," Sylvia concluded with tears +compounded of embarrassment and earnestness standing in her light blue +eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Hear, hear!" whispered Miss McMurtry a little uncertainly. +</P> + +<P> +Rose Dyer clapped her hands softly together. The sound gave the +necessary suggestion to the other girls, and poor Sylvia crept back to +her place in the circle in a storm of applause. It was the simplest +method by which the girls could reveal their deeper emotions. A few +moments afterward Sylvia's proposal was put into the form of a regular +motion and carried without a dissenting voice. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap17"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A FIGURE IN THE NIGHT +</H3> + +<P> +"Polly," a muffled voice murmured in so low a tone that the sound was +scarcely audible. Then a cold hand was slid beneath the bed clothes, +clasping a warm, relaxed one and pressing it with sudden intensity. +</P> + +<P> +"Betty, did you call me?" Polly O'Neill inquired, turning over sleepily +and trying to pierce the darkness so as to get a view of her companion. +Now that she was coming to her senses, she could feel Betty's body +straining close up against her own and her lips almost touching her ear. +</P> + +<P> +It was between two and three o'clock in the morning and the two friends +had been sleeping together in Betty Ashton's old-fashioned four-post +bed, hung with blue curtains that opened only for a space of several +feet in the center of the two sides. The room was dark and cold, for +there was no light burning and the sky outside held the blackness that +often precedes the dawn. A window was open, letting in sudden gusts of +freezing air. +</P> + +<P> +"You aren't ill, are you?" Polly was about to ask when the other girl's +fingers closed over her mouth. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't speak and don't stir," Betty whispered, still in almost +noiseless tones. "Just listen for a moment. Try and not be +frightened, but do you think you can hear any one moving about in this +room?" +</P> + +<P> +For the first instant Polly felt a decided inclination to laugh. What +an absurd suggestion Betty was making! She must have been asleep and +dreamed something that had frightened her. It was rather to be +expected, however, after the shock of her accident at the cabin. +Therefore it would be best to gratify her fancy; and Polly set herself +to listening dutifully. +</P> + +<P> +Then Polly herself started, only to feel once more the other girl's +restraining clasp. But the sound she had heard was only the banging of +the blind against the window. Nevertheless with the quick Irish +sensitiveness to impressions, to subtle suggestions, she was beginning +to have a terrifying consciousness of some other person in their +bedroom than herself and Betty. And yet she had so far heard nothing, +seen nothing. +</P> + +<P> +"Look through the opening in the curtain toward the farthest end of the +room—there by the big closet door," Betty whispered. "Be perfectly +still, for I am quite sure that the figure has passed entirely around +the room twice as though it were groping for something. I can't see, I +can only hear it, and once I felt sure that a hand touched our bed." +</P> + +<P> +Shadowy, terrifyingly silent, an indistinct outline was discernible +along the opposite wall and a hand moving slowly up and down it as if +searching for something. Could it be for the door of the closet only a +few feet away? +</P> + +<P> +Both girls for the moment were too frightened or too surprised to stir +or to call out. The idea of jumping suddenly from the bed and running +toward the intruder had occurred to Betty, who was the more widely +awake, although she had confessed to herself that she was neither brave +nor foolish enough to do it. For the figure was too mysterious, too +uncertain, and whether man or woman, boy or girl, she had no +conception. Why, it was only the fact of the hand which proved that it +was even human! +</P> + +<P> +Then both girls lay rigid once more, with not a muscle moving, scarcely +believing that they breathed. For the form was again flitting down the +length of the room, possibly toward their bed. The next second and it +had passed through Betty's evidently unlatched door and vanished +noiselessly into the hall. +</P> + +<P> +Polly was sleeping on the outside of the bed, so it was she who first +leaped upon the floor, turning on the electric light until the room was +brilliantly illuminated. +</P> + +<P> +"You are not to stir until I can go along with you," Betty protested, +following her immediately. And then both girls lost a moment of time +in putting on their dressing gowns, for the night was bitterly cold. +</P> + +<P> +"Shall we call somebody first?" Polly inquired, all at once in the +lighted room feeling uncertain as to whether the experience through +which they had lately passed had been a real one. Nothing in their +room was changed in the least since their going to bed. There were +Betty's clothes on one chair and her own upon another. There was the +book she had been reading left open upon the desk, and Betty's +unfinished letter to Esther. Had they both gone suddenly mad? +</P> + +<P> +But Betty had lighted a candle; so Polly followed until they were able +to light the gas in the second story hall. +</P> + +<P> +There was no one about. All the other bedroom doors were safely closed +and the Professor was apparently snoring hoarsely. +</P> + +<P> +"Shall we call your mother or wake up anybody?" Polly questioned. But +Betty shook her head. She looked pale, and her eyes were uncomfortably +mystified. Otherwise she appeared perfectly self-controlled. +</P> + +<P> +"No, let us not call anybody and not mention our alarm until morning. +If our visitor was a burglar, he knows that we are aware of his +presence and so won't try any more performances tonight. And if it +wasn't a burglar, but a ghost, why, there is no use frightening mother +to death and we will only get laughed at by the others. It seems queer +to me for either a ghost or a burglar to come into a house so filled +with people. If you don't mind, Polly, let us just go on back to bed +and leave the light burning for our consolation. We had both better +try to sleep." +</P> + +<P> +Sleep, however, after their few moments of terror and in the face of +the enigma of their unexplained visitor, was impossible. Also the +light in the bedroom did not induce slumber, although both girls found +it agreeable. Their door leading out into the corridor was now +securely latched, notwithstanding that Betty was not in the habit of +locking it. +</P> + +<P> +"Betty," Polly asked after a few moments of silence, when the two +friends were back again in bed with their arms clasped close about each +other, "the closet there at the end of your room—is it one where +either you or your mother keep your clothes?" +</P> + +<P> +"No," the other girl repeated thoughtfully. "I had not thought of +that. But it only makes things queerer than ever. For the closet is a +particularly large one and has always been stored with rubbish. It has +an old trunk in it and some pictures and boxes. I don't think there is +anything of value, though I don't know exactly what is in the trunk, or +the boxes either for that matter. I have often meant to clear the +place out, but I have never needed the space and mother pokes around in +it sometimes. It is ridiculous to suppose that a burglar would take an +interest in old trash, when there are so many other valuable things +about. Besides, suppose there should happen to be a few treasures in +one of the boxes or the trunk, nobody could know about it when I don't. +Oh dear, I wish it were morning!" +</P> + +<P> +Betty sighed deeply, tumbling about restlessly in a fashion that made +her a very undesirable bed companion. And yet Polly, who was +ordinarily nervous from the slightest movement, made no protest. And +she said nothing more for some time, although it was self-evident that +she was not growing sleepy. Her rather oddly shaped blue eyes had a +far-away, almost uncanny light in them, that somehow added to Betty's +discomfort. +</P> + +<P> +"Look here, Polly O'Neill," she protested, giving her arm an +affectionate squeeze, "please don't be wishing a ghost upon us. I know +you have always believed in Irish fairies and elves and hobgoblins and +the like, and used to fuss with poor Mollie and me outrageously because +we couldn't or wouldn't see them. But tonight—Oh, well, even Irish +ghosts don't come strolling into one's bedroom. They at least have the +courtesy to stay in churchyards and in haunted ruins." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, but isn't this the haunted room of this house, Betty?" Polly +inquired in a faintly teasing voice, which yet held a note of serious +questioning in it. +</P> + +<P> +And immediately Betty's face grew white and frightened, far more so +than at any moment before during their adventure, so that the other +girl was instantly regretful of her speech. +</P> + +<P> +"Polly O'Neill," two firm hands next took hold on Polly's thin +shoulders, turning her deliberately over in bed so that she was forced +to face her questioner, "ever since I can remember there has been some +mystery or other connected with this old room. Of course it is not +haunted. I suppose sensible people don't believe in ghosts, though I +don't see why not believing makes them fail to exist. But the room may +have had a tragedy of some kind take place in it, something that both +mother and Dick find it painful to mention or recall. I told you that +mother would not explain her feeling to me when I insisted upon +knowing. However, I don't think my family has the right to keep a +secret from me. I am nearly grown now and no longer the kind of girl I +used to be. So see here, Polly. Look me directly in the eyes. +Oftentimes outsiders hear things first. Have you ever heard of a +sorrow or accident, or even something worse, that may have occurred in +this house or even in this room when I was too little a girl to +understand or remember it? You must tell me the truth." +</P> + +<P> +Polly shook her head, devoutly thankful at the moment for her own lack +of information. With Betty's beautiful, honest gray eyes searching her +own, with her lips trembling and her cheeks flushed with the fervor of +her desire, her friend would have found deceiving her extremely +difficult. Yet it was more agreeable to change the subject of their +talk, even though it continued upon dangerous grounds. +</P> + +<P> +"No, Betty, I was not thinking of ghosts nor of the fact that you have +always been absurdly curious about the mystery of this room. I was +thinking of something altogether different—of a thief, in fact—and I +was wondering whether you would be angry or hurt or both if I mention +something to you?" Polly returned. +</P> + +<P> +Betty kissed her friend's thin cheek, wishing at the same instant that +it would grow more rounded, now that Polly was presumably well. "You +don't usually mind making me angry, dear," she smiled. "And I don't +see why if you have a possible theory of a burglar that I should be +hurt. Do you think the figure we saw was a man's or a woman's?" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know," the other girl replied. "What I have been wondering is +just this: Has any one in this house ever come into this room with your +mother when she was rummaging in that old closet, to help her move the +furniture or lift things about?" +</P> + +<P> +For a moment Betty frowned and then her face flamed crimson. +</P> + +<P> +"You are not fair, Polly. You never have approved of his living here +or my being kind to him. And you have said half a dozen times that +there was no special point in my being particularly grateful to him, +since any one of our friends would have done just what he did, had they +been equally near me. But then of course that does not alter the fact. +Now just because <I>he</I> has been in here to assist mother does not prove +anything, does not even make it fair to be suspicious." +</P> + +<P> +Polly shrugged her shoulders. "I knew you would be angry, so I am +sorry I spoke. But you see our first meeting in the woods with the +young man when your safety box was almost stolen from you was a little +unfortunate. But I don't say that I suspect any one, either, and I +have no intention of not being fair. However, I do intend to keep on +the lookout. Now kiss me good morning, for I am going to turn out the +light. The gray dawn seems at last to be breaking and perhaps we may +both get a little sleep before breakfast time." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap18"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVIII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +UNCERTAINTY +</H3> + +<P> +In spite of their own entire conviction the story told the next day by +Polly and Betty to the various members of the Ashton household was +received with little credulity. Even Mrs. Ashton was inclined to be +skeptical after finding that nothing in the big house had been stolen +or even disarranged. There was no window that had been pried open and +no door left unlocked. Then why, even if the robber had entered the +house by some mysterious process of his own, had he gone away again +empty-handed? There were many pieces of valuable silver in the lower +part of the establishment, pictures, even single ornaments that could +be sold for fair sums of money. Therefore why climb to the second +story and enter the girls' room first? +</P> + +<P> +Although Betty and Polly were too deeply offended by the suggestion to +allow it to be freely discussed, Miss McMurtry's idea that they had had +a kind of sympathetic nightmare, or at least a mutual hallucination, +was the most commonly accepted theory. It was an extremely annoying +point of view to both the girls, of course, but as they had nothing to +disprove it, they were obliged after several futile arguments to let +the matter rest. Naturally their Camp Fire friends were delightfully +thrilled by the anecdote, but as it was always received either with +open or carefully concealed disbelief, after a few days neither Polly +nor Betty cared to speak of it except to each other. +</P> + +<P> +There was one person, however, who, whether or not he believed the +truth of their story, at least accepted it with extreme seriousness. +And it was to him that Polly O'Neill made a determined effort to be the +first narrator of their experience. +</P> + +<P> +Anthony Graham was in the habit of getting up earlier than any one else +in the Ashton house and had of course disappeared hours before either +of the girls awakened the morning after their nearly sleepless night. +However, he was accustomed to returning to his small room in the third +story at about half-past five o'clock every afternoon, when his work +for the day was over, in order to change his clothes for the evening. +So at about this time Polly found it convenient to be in the hallway +leading to his room and to be there alone. +</P> + +<P> +As he walked toward her unconscious of her presence, in spite of her +prejudice against him she could not fail to see how much the young man +had improved. He was hardly recognizable as the boy with whom they had +had the encounter in the woods a little more than a year before. He +was shabby enough and as lean as a young animal that has had too much +exercise and too little food. His face was serious, almost sad; +nevertheless Polly had no intention of not pursuing her investigation. +</P> + +<P> +She had seated herself on a narrow window ledge and was presumably +peering out at the trees in the garden. +</P> + +<P> +As he caught sight of her the young man started with a perfectly +natural surprise. For although Polly had been in the same house with +him now for a number of weeks, they had not seen each other more than +half a dozen times and had only talked together once when Betty had +made a point of introducing them as though they had never met before. +</P> + +<P> +Perhaps some recollection of their original coming together was in +Anthony's memory, for he blushed a kind of dull brick red, when Polly, +turning deliberately from her window seat, said: "Mr. Graham, I wonder +if you would mind giving me a minute of your time. There is something +I wish to tell you." +</P> + +<P> +"Certainly," he answered and then stood fingering his hat in the same +awkward fashion that he had employed in his Thanksgiving visit to +Betty, yet regarding the girl herself with a totally different +sensation. +</P> + +<P> +For instinctively Anthony Graham recognized that Polly O'Neill was or +might become his enemy. Not that she would do him any wrong, but that +if ever he was able to set out to accomplish the desire of his heart, +the weight of her influence and feeling would be against him. And he +did not underestimate the compelling power of a nature like Polly's. +She was wayward, high tempered, sometimes appearing unreliable and +almost unloving. Yet this last fact was never true of her. It was +only that her personality was of the kind that can want but one thing +at a time with all the passion and force of which it is capable. And +pursuing this desire, she might seem to forget her other impulses. +Polly, however, never did put aside her few really vital affections. +She and Betty Ashton might quarrel, might continue to disagree as they +had so often done in the past; yet Betty's welfare and happiness would +always be of intense concern to her friend. More because of the +quality of her imagination than from any single witnessed fact, Polly +had lately suspected that Anthony might learn to care more for her +friend than would be comfortable for anybody concerned in the affair. +And undoubtedly the young man had once been a thief if intention +counted. Therefore he might be a thief again, and in any case probably +needed to be forewarned of a number of things. +</P> + +<P> +"There was a burglar in our room last night," Polly began, wasting no +time in preliminaries, but keeping her blue eyes fixed so directly upon +Anthony's that they were like blue flames. +</P> + +<P> +Even before he could reply the young man wondered how there could be +people who thought this girl beautiful or even pretty. It was true +that at times her eyes were strangely magnetic, that her hair was +always black with that peculiar almost dead luster, and her lips like +two fine scarlet lines. Yet she was always too thin, her chin too +pointed and her cheekbones too high to touch any of his ideals of +beauty. +</P> + +<P> +"I—I am sorry. That is—what <I>do you mean</I>?" the young fellow +stammered stupidly. And all at once the scowl gathered upon his face +that Betty Ashton had once misunderstood. It was a black, ugly look, +and in this case certainly was inspired by the impression that because +of his former misdeed, Polly might now be suspecting him of another. +</P> + +<P> +And she left him no room for doubt. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I am not exactly accusing you," she remarked coolly, "for I +presume that would hardly be fair. But I am not going to pretend that +I feel as much confidence in you as I do in the people against whom I +know nothing. I can't. Perhaps I may some day when you have made +good, but it is a little too soon to expect it of me, as I am not an +idealist like some girls. So last night, though we did not have any +reason to suspect that the person who entered our room and then stole +out again without our ever really seeing him or her had anything to do +with you, I must confess I did think of you. Because, though it is +just as well not to talk about it, there is no question but that the +intruder was already living in this house. No one came in from the +outside. So you see it is like this: I don't begin to say that it was +you, but I am going to be on the watch and it is just as fair to warn +you openly as to suspect you in secret. Then there is another thing. +Personally I don't believe we had a ghostly visitant, as Betty is +inclined to think because of the mystery of that particular room. So +suppose we take it for granted that you had nothing to do with our +experience, then will you help Betty and me to find out who or what it +was? We do not want to create too much disturbance over it." +</P> + +<P> +Just how many varying emotions had passed through Anthony Graham's mind +during Polly's amazing speech, it would be difficult to express. He +was bitterly angry of course, deeply wounded and resentful, and yet he +could not but have a certain respect for the girl's outspokenness, for +her kind of brutal courage. Certainly he was given notice not to +repeat his offense, if offense he had committed. And as proof of his +own innocence it might be as wise for him to discover the real offender. +</P> + +<P> +Anthony kept a hold on himself by a fine effort of self-control. The +truth was that he and Polly O'Neill were not altogether unlike in +disposition, and he had a temper and a will to match with hers. +Notwithstanding, he appreciated that this was not the occasion for +revealing weakness. +</P> + +<P> +Therefore he merely bowed with such quiet courtesy that Polly was +secretly astonished. +</P> + +<P> +"You are unfair in suspecting me of having violated Mrs. Ashton's +confidence simply because I once tried to commit a theft. Though of +course I know that most people would feel just as you do. Does +Betty—does Miss Ashton——" he inquired. +</P> + +<P> +Polly frowned. "No," she responded curtly. +</P> + +<P> +"Then will you tell her, please, that you have confided what has +happened to me and that I will do my best to ferret out the mystery." +</P> + +<P> +And Anthony walked past and into his own room, closing the door +noiselessly behind him. +</P> + +<P> +With a shrug of her thin shoulders Polly stood for another moment +regarding the shut door. "I am sorry to say it, but he has behaved a +great deal better than I expected," she thought to herself with a smile +at her own expense. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap19"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIX +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +AN UNSPOKEN POSSIBILITY +</H3> + +<P> +The two friends were walking home from school together about ten days +later. They had both stayed until almost dusk engaged in different +pursuits. +</P> + +<P> +Betty was doing some extra studying with Miss McMurtry, as she had +missed so much time and science was always her weakest point; while +Polly had been having an hour's quiet talk with her former elocution +teacher, Miss Adams. Probably she was the one person in Woodford, +excepting Betty, who sympathized in the least with Polly in her +escapade. Or if she did not exactly sympathize with her, she was sorry +for the retribution that she had brought upon herself. For Mrs. +Wharton had decreed that her daughter was not to leave Woodford again +and was not even to be permitted to study anything in the village with +the view of its being useful to her later in a stage career. The +subject was to be entirely tabooed until Polly reached twenty-one, when +if she were of the same mind, she might choose her own future. Of +course to an impatient nature three years and a few months over seemed +like an eternity, and except for Betty's sympathy and her frequent +talks with Miss Adams and the latter's accounts of her great cousin, +Margaret Adams, Polly believed existence would have been unendurable. +</P> + +<P> +She was in such a state of excitement now over something which Miss +Adams had been recently telling her, that at first she hardly heard +what Betty was trying to say. +</P> + +<P> +"I have her permission to tell you, Polly dear, because she wishes to +have your advice, as you have more imagination about getting out of +difficulties than the rest of us; but you have to promise first never +to mention it to anybody, not to a single other member of the Camp Fire +Club or to Rose or even Donna." +</P> + +<P> +Polly laughed, putting her arm lightly across Betty Ashton's shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +"What are you talking about, child?" she demanded. "I don't +particularly like that suggestion of my talent for getting out of +scrapes; but if the scrape has anything to do with Betty Ashton, then +all my talent is at her disposal, of course." +</P> + +<P> +"But it has nothing to do with me, at least not in the way you mean," +the other girl replied, too much in earnest to be amused even for the +moment. "It has to do with a girl whom you have never liked very much +and she has never liked you. But she has been my friend and I do care +for her. And moreover she is a member of our Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club and we promised to live up to Sylvia's motion." +</P> + +<P> +"Edith Norton?" Polly queried. "She must be in trouble if she is +willing to confide in me." +</P> + +<P> +But Betty's expression suddenly silenced her. Always Betty Ashton had +been the most popular among her special group of Camp Fire girls. At +first chiefly for her beauty, her wealth, the prominent position of her +family and for her own generosity and charm. More recently, however, +since the girl had met her own disasters so courageously, a new element +had come into her influence and the affection she inspired. It was a +quality that Polly with all her cleverness would never create, one of +steadfastness under fire. Perhaps it was one of the last +characteristics that one might have looked for in the early days of the +Princess. And yet it will always be found in truly aristocratic +natures. When life is flowing smoothly, when the days go by with no +special demands made upon them, these persons may have many little +weaknesses. Yet when the special occasion arises theirs is the +faithfulness and fortitude. So while Betty had neither the sound +judgment of Sylvia Wharton nor the brilliant fancy of Polly, it was to +her that the other girls usually made their first appeal in any dilemma +or distress. +</P> + +<P> +At this moment if they had not been together on the street Polly would +have liked to embrace her. The cold air had brought Betty's color +back; she still wore the little lace cap under her old fur hat, but the +edging made a lovely frame for her face, and her hair was already +growing so that the curls showed underneath, like a baby's. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, it is Edith," Betty answered seriously. "And she is in a +difficulty that you could never have imagined of one of our Camp Fire +girls. You know she has been going a good deal with that man whom none +of us like until she thinks she is really in love with him. And it +seems that Edith believes that he does not care a great deal about her. +So she, poor thing, has been trying her best to make him care. She has +bought herself a lot of clothes that she cannot afford, for you know +she gets such a small salary at the shop where she works." +</P> + +<P> +"Is that all?" Polly demanded. "It is awfully foolish of her, of +course, to be so extravagant, but it isn't such a dreadful crime. And +as I suppose she has charged what she got, she can just save up and pay +back her bills by degrees." +</P> + +<P> +Betty shook her head. "Don't be a goose, dear. Edith can't charge +things in Woodford. She hasn't any credit in the shops like your +mother and mine have. She is only a poor girl working for her own +support, with her family not living here and with no position when they +were. No, you see she borrowed the money from the woman she was +working for without telling her. She meant to pay it back of course, +only, only——" +</P> + +<P> +"You mean she stole it from her?" Polly exclaimed in a hushed tone. +This was a good deal worse than anything which she had anticipated. +She had always considered Edith Norton foolish and vain; but then +surely the Camp Fire had helped her, had given her the ideals and the +training that she had never learned at home. Betty was crying so +bitterly and so openly that Polly felt she must comfort her friend +first before criticising or attempting to suggest a solution to the +other girl's problem. +</P> + +<P> +"But, dear, if you wish Edith's trouble kept a secret, you must not +weep over her, just as you get home," she protested. "Don't you know +that everybody in the house will be demanding to know what the matter +is at once, and the Professor can hardly be kept from weeping with you? +I can't think of anything to suggest to Edith except that she confess +what she has done and ask Madame to let her return the money by working +for it." +</P> + +<P> +"I told her that, but she did not believe that she would be forgiven," +Betty explained. "Oh, if I only had just a little of the money I used +to throw away! I don't mind being poor so much myself, Polly; it is +when I so want to do for other people." +</P> + +<P> +"You don't have to tell me that, Princess," her friend replied quietly. +"But, dear, this time I am glad you have not the money. Because you +know it would not be right for you just to give Edith the money and +have her give it back without any one's knowing. At least, I don't +quite think so. And yet I am awfully sorry that Edith and I should +both in our different ways have broken our Camp Fire law. And I will +do anything I can think of to help her. Do you know, dear, how long +she has been in this difficulty? +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I think about two weeks," Betty answered. "But she only confided +in me yesterday. It seems that she has tried several ways of getting +the money and has attempted to borrow it. She thought maybe I could +lend it to her, and I may be able to later on, only I would have to +tell mother some reason why I needed twenty-five dollars all of a +sudden from our small supply." +</P> + +<P> +"No, you must not. Maybe I may be able to help. Or we may persuade +Edith to confess. I believe she will when she thinks more about our +old Camp Fire teachings. Anyhow, as we are at home now, let us wait +and talk it all over again tonight after we get to bed. It is then, of +course, that I do my most brilliant thinking." +</P> + +<P> +So with this in mind, obliterating all other thoughts at their hour of +retiring, for the first evening since their fright ten days before, +neither Polly nor Betty remembered the locking of their outside door +upon getting into bed. +</P> + +<P> +And this time it was Polly O'Neill who was aroused first a short while +after midnight by the slow turning of their doorknob and then the sense +of an almost noiseless figure entering their bedroom. +</P> + +<P> +Immediately she awoke Betty by suddenly calling her name aloud, and at +the same instant sprang out of bed, again touching the electric button +and flooding the room with revealing light. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap20"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XX +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE BEGINNING OF LIGHT +</H3> + +<P> +"Why, why!" exclaimed Polly in surprise and consternation, standing +perfectly still with her hand upraised toward the light, too puzzled to +let it drop down at her side. +</P> + +<P> +But with a little, warning cry Betty had called to her and almost at +the same moment was across the room, with her arms about a tall, slight +figure. +</P> + +<P> +"Mother, mother," she whispered quietly, "wake up. You have gotten up +out of your bed and wandered into Polly's and my room. And you have +frightened us nearly to death! Dear me, you have not walked in your +sleep for years, have you?" +</P> + +<P> +At Betty's first words following the stream of light, Mrs. Ashton had +opened her eyes with returning consciousness until now she appeared +almost entirely wide awake. And an expression both of fear and +annoyance crossed her face. +</P> + +<P> +"You poor children, so I am your ghost and your burglar," she declared, +"and I believed it was you who were having nightmares! I am awfully +sorry. Betty knows I used to have this unfortunate habit of strolling +about the house in my sleep long ago. But I am quite sure that I have +not done it for several years now. The truth is I have not yet gotten +over the nervous shock of Betty's being brought home to me and my not +knowing how seriously she was injured for such a time; it seemed an +eternity." +</P> + +<P> +Betty had thrown a shawl over her mother's shoulders, as she was clad +only in her night-dress, and she and Polly slipped into their dressing +gowns. +</P> + +<P> +"Wasn't it odd, though, mother, your coming in here both times? I +wonder if you had me on your mind and wanted to see how I was. But you +did not seem to. You kept groping your way toward that old closet as +though you wished to rummage about in it. But do come and let me take +you back to bed now, and I will stay with you so you will behave +yourself and give Polly a chance to rest." +</P> + +<P> +For quite five minutes after the two had gone, Polly lay awake. There +were really so many things to consider, because, of course, when one +has too active an imagination it is apt to lead one into trouble. +First, she must apologize to Anthony Graham for her totally unfounded +suspicion of him. And then, thank Heaven, she had not breathed the +suggestion aloud! Yet just for a moment she had wondered if Edith +Norton could have—but it was not true and of course never could have +been. +</P> + +<P> +Then a third idea. What could be hidden away in that old closet of so +great value or interest that Mrs. Ashton turned toward it in her +sleeping hours, when her subconscious mind must be directing her +footsteps? No wonder that Betty was puzzled and annoyed over the +secrets of the old room. Naturally as a visitor in the Ashton home it +would be exceedingly bad manners, if nothing worse, for her to try to +find out anything that her hostess wished to keep concealed. Yet just +as Polly lost her train of thought she remembered wishing that Betty +might make the discovery for herself, since most certainly then she +would confide in her. +</P> + +<P> +The next day being Friday, Polly went to her own home to spend the +week-end. And quite by accident she and Mollie came in together for a +few moments on Sunday afternoon and went directly to Betty's room +without letting her know of their approach. +</P> + +<P> +As they knocked and had no answer, Polly, feeling entirely at home, +pushed the door open. +</P> + +<P> +"Betty, child, don't you want to see us?" she demanded. "I know I +promised to give you a rest until Monday, but Mollie and I could not +bear to spend a whole Sunday afternoon without you." +</P> + +<P> +And at this, Betty Ashton appeared from the darkness of the big closet +at the farthest end of her bedroom. She wore a lavender cashmere frock +with a broad velvet belt and a lace cap with lavender ribbons. But the +cap was much awry, so that her hair was tumbled carelessly over her +forehead, even showing the slight scar underneath, which usually she +was so careful to hide, and her cheeks were a good deal flushed. There +was no doubt that she was greatly interested or excited over something. +</P> + +<P> +"Mollie and Polly, I am glad," she avowed. "I was just needing some +one to talk to and to ask questions of most dreadfully. Mother has +gone out driving this afternoon, and as I was alone it occurred to me +it might be fun to rummage about in this old closet and see whether it +really concealed any treasures. After our belief that a burglar was +trying to enter it, I thought it might be just as well for me to find +out what it contained." +</P> + +<P> +"Does your mother know?" Polly inquired, and could hardly have +explained to herself just why she asked the question. +</P> + +<P> +"No. I did not think of investigating it before she left. But of +course she won't care. Why should she? The boxes have nothing in them +but old books and rubbish. But this trunk—I can't quite understand +about some of the things I have found in it. Maybe you can help me +guess." +</P> + +<P> +And before either of the other girls knew what she intended doing, +Betty was dragging the shaky trunk out of the closet into the greater +brightness of the room, Mollie rushing to her assistance as soon as +possible. Yet for some reason unknown to herself, Polly hesitated. +She did not even move forward when Betty and Mollie dropped down on +their knees before it, although she did observe that the trunk was +locked, but that the hinges at the back had rusted and fallen off, so +that Betty had gotten into it in that way. +</P> + +<P> +Evidently the things at the top had already been taken out inside the +closet, for Betty was now reaching down toward the bottom and bringing +out what looked like a trousseau of baby clothes—her own or Dick's, +they could not yet tell which. +</P> + +<P> +The little dresses were yellow and fragile with age; the long blue coat +had faded; most of the little shoes and flannels had been worn. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish you would not look through those things until your mother gets +back, Betty," Polly said rather irritably. +</P> + +<P> +But both her sister and friend glanced up at her in surprise. +</P> + +<P> +"What is the possible harm? Mother couldn't mind. There is certainly +no reason why I should not look at my own clothes or at Dick's. It's +queer I never happen to have seen them before." +</P> + +<P> +"Did your mother never have any other children, Betty?" Mollie +inquired, and the other girl shook her head. +</P> + +<P> +Polly had come over now and was standing near them by the edge of the +trunk and looking down inside it. +</P> + +<P> +Of course what Betty was doing must seem to her perfectly right or else +she would never have thought of doing it; yet Polly could not help +feeling a certain distaste for the whole proceeding. Old possessions +were always kind of uncanny and uncomfortable to her temperament; they +held too poignant a suggestion of death, of the passing of time and of +almost forgotten memories. +</P> + +<P> +Betty and Mollie had a differently romantic point of view. And to both +of them, being essentially feminine, the delicate, exquisite baby +apparel made a strongly sentimental appeal. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly, with a little cry of surprise and amusement, Betty picked up +a small frock which must have been made for a child of about a year +old, that was curiously different from the others. While they had been +of sheer lawns and expensive laces, this was a perfectly +straight-up-and-down garment of coarse check gingham of the cheapest +kind and attached to it were a pair of rough little shoes. +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder how in the world these ever got in here or why mother has +preserved them so carefully. She has a perfect horror of cheap +things," Betty began in a half-puzzled and half-humorous fashion, +holding the poor little baby dress up to the light and giving it a +shake. +</P> + +<P> +Stooping, Mollie picked up something that must have fallen from one of +the shoes. It was an old tintype picture of a comparatively young man +with a baby in his arms and a little girl pressing close up against his +knee. +</P> + +<P> +Mollie was looking at it with a slightly bewildered expression when +Polly came up and glanced over her shoulder. And instantly Polly's +face grew white; however, it was a trick of hers when anything +surprised or annoyed her. And at the moment she had a strong impulse +to take the picture from Mollie's hands and tear it into a hundred +pieces before Betty Ashton should have a chance to see it. +</P> + +<P> +Notwithstanding, Betty had already joined them and was apparently as +much perplexed as Mollie. She took the photograph nearer to the window. +</P> + +<P> +"I declare this looks like Esther when she was a little girl and +Professor Crippen. I believe he did tell me there was another child +that somebody had adopted and who did not know he was her father. I +suppose Esther must have asked mother to take care of these things for +her. It is queer that she never thought of speaking of them to me. I +must write her I have seen them, for I should not wish her to feel I +had been prying," Betty finished, going back to the trunk and putting +the little things carefully away. +</P> + +<P> +The weight that had gathered pressingly in the neighborhood of Polly's +heart in the past thirty seconds now lifted. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, and do close up that tiresome trunk at once Betty Ashton, or I am +going home," Polly scolded. "It bores me dreadfully to have you and +Mollie poking in there when we might be talking." +</P> + +<P> +But Betty paid no heed to her, for she had found another photograph of +a different character. It was a picture of another baby, a beautiful +miniature so delicately tinted that the colors were almost like life. +And the child's face was very like Mrs. Ashton's, the same flaxen hair +and light blue eyes. And it bore no possible resemblance either to +Richard Ashton or to Betty. However, there was no reason to consider +its being either one of them, for it was plainly marked on the back, +"Phyllis Ashton," and then had the date of the birth. +</P> + +<P> +Betty offered no comment and expressed no wonder, although she let both +her friends look at the picture, still holding it in her own hands. +</P> + +<P> +"But I thought you said your mother had only two children, you and +Dick," Mollie declared, and Polly would have liked to shake her. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I did think so until now," the third girl replied. And placing +her picture back in the trunk, she closed the lid, still leaving the +trunk in the center of the room, in spite of the fact that both her +friends insisted on helping her with it into the closet. +</P> + +<P> +Then Betty began making tea on her alcohol lamp and talking of other +things; only Polly could see that her mind was not in the least upon +what she was saying, but that she was thinking of something else every +possible second. +</P> + +<P> +Whether to go or to stay with her friend was Polly's present +indecision. However, she and Molly remained until Mrs. Ashton had +returned from her drive and Betty went into her mother's room to assist +in taking off her wraps. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap21"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXI +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BETTY FINDS OUT +</H3> + +<P> +It was Monday afternoon and the March weather held an alluring +suggestion of spring. +</P> + +<P> +Running along the street with her red coat scarcely fastened and her +hat at a totally wrong angle upon her head, Polly O'Neill showed no +concern for exterior conditions. +</P> + +<P> +Finding the Ashton front door unlocked she entered without stopping to +ring the bell, and made straight, not for Betty's, but for Mrs. +Ashton's bedroom. She found her lying upon the bed, though at her +visitor's entrance she sat up, appearing quite ill. +</P> + +<P> +"O Mrs. Ashton, why didn't Betty come to school today? Where is she? +Has anything happened? I was dreadfully worried when I found she was +not at any of her classes, and then when I asked Miss McMurtry whether +anything was the matter, she was so queer and mysterious. And when I +said I was going to leave school and come here at once, she said that I +had better not, that Betty had specially asked to be alone and that +even you had not seen her this morning. Donna behaved just as though +she knew something about my beloved Betty that I don't. And it is not +fair. I am sure Betty would wish me to know. Where is she?" +</P> + +<P> +"Sit down, Polly," Mrs. Ashton returned, getting up from the bed and +taking a seat opposite. "I don't know where Betty is just now and I am +very uneasy and very unhappy about her. The poor child has had so many +things happen in the past year, after being spoiled in every possible +way up till then. She was in her own room most of the morning, but +about two hours ago sent word to me that she was going out and that I +was not to be alarmed if she did not return for some little time. I +might as well tell you our secret, dear. I suppose there is no way now +to keep people from knowing it eventually and perhaps we have been +unkind and unwise in concealing it from Betty so long. I wonder if you +have ever dreamed that Betty is Esther Crippen's sister?" +</P> + +<P> +Polly gasped. No, she had not dreamed it. If the suspicion had ever +entered her mind, she had put it from her as a self-evident absurdity. +Her beautiful, exquisite Princess and Esther and Herr Crippen! It was +an impossible association of ideas and of people. +</P> + +<P> +"But it can't be true, Mrs. Ashton," she argued almost angrily, feeling +that the room was whirling about and that she was almost ill from the +surprise and shock. And if this was her sensation, what could Betty's +have been! "Think how lovely Betty is and how utterly unlike either of +them. Besides, why have we never known and how did you happen to do +it?" Polly dropped her face in her two hands. She so very seldom +cried that the effort always hurt her. +</P> + +<P> +"It is a tragic story, dear, and one we have never liked to talk about +for all our sakes," Mrs. Ashton replied, showing more self-control than +Polly had ever seen her display before. +</P> + +<P> +"Very many years ago I had a baby named Phyllis. Betty tells me that +you too saw her picture in the old trunk. Well, Dick was a little boy +of about seven, and by some dreadful accident found a loaded pistol in +his father's desk and came running into the big back room with it, +which in those days was the baby's nursery. You can imagine what +happened without my telling you. Dick was a child, and yet the horror +of it has altered his entire nature and life. He has always been +serious and over-conscientious, always anxious to devote his life to +the service of other people as a reparation for a tragedy which was +never in the least his fault. It was therefore as much for Dick's sake +as for mine that Mr. Ashton persuaded us to adopt a baby in Phyllis' +place. So we drove out to the asylum together one day, with our minds +not made up and there—there we found our adored Betty. Herr Crippen +had just left his two children to be cared for, and Betty was only a +baby. But she was the most exquisite little thing you can imagine, the +same lovely auburn hair and big serious gray eyes. Dick adored her +from the moment that she put her arms about his neck and would not let +go when the time came for us to return home. We have always loved her +since, Polly, as well as if she had been our own baby—better I almost +think. You know what she is, so there is little use for me to say +it—'Our Princess', dear. I have always loved your name and the other +girls' for her." +</P> + +<P> +"But Herr Crippen and Esther—they are so plain, and except for their +gifts, why, compared to Betty they seem so—so ordinary," Polly +protested. +</P> + +<P> +"But you must remember that there was a mother, too, and that Herr +Crippen has said she was an American and very lovely. I believe her +family would have nothing more to do with her because she married a +German musician. And then, you see, child, Betty has had many +advantages that Esther has not had. It was because Dick and I began +slowly to realize that perhaps we had been cruel to Esther in depriving +her of her little sister that we finally asked her to come here and +live as a kind of companion to Betty. It was a long-delayed kindness +and yet Esther has very nobly repaid us; for it seems that when Herr +Crippen returned and claimed Esther as his daughter, Esther learned +then of Betty's relation to them and it was she who insisted that her +father make no sign, realizing how entirely Betty's devotion was given +to Dick and Mr. Ashton and to me, even to this old home, which has been +her pride for so long." +</P> + +<P> +"Poor, poor little Princess! It will almost break her heart," Polly +murmured. +</P> + +<P> +But although Mrs. Ashton wiped a few tears from her eyes, she shook her +head. +</P> + +<P> +"Some day you will find out that hearts are harder to break than you +now believe. I would almost have given my life to have spared Betty +this knowledge, and yet some day she must realize that we love her as +we have always done and that love is the only thing that greatly +counts, after all. There is no reason why Betty should feel any shame +in her relation to Herr Crippen; he has been unfortunate, but there is +nothing else against him. And Esther is a remarkable girl." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I know. But what made Betty suspect? How did she find all this +out?" Polly queried. +</P> + +<P> +"Betty told me of her discoveries in the old trunk and asked me a +number of questions. I was confused; I am not in the least sure how I +answered them. Anyhow, she became suspicious and went to Herr Crippen +and then to Miss McMurtry, who, it seems, was in Esther's and her +father's confidence. They gave the child no satisfaction, but only +made her the more uneasy and distressed, until finally Betty remembered +the sealed envelope which Mr. Ashton had always made her keep in her +box of valuable papers. Possibly she has told you that the envelope +was only to be opened when she should come to some crisis in her life +and need advice or information. Betty opened the envelope and it +contained the papers proving her legal adoption by us and her right in +the equal division of whatever property either Mr. Ashton or I might +have. Now, Polly, that is all," Mrs. Ashton concluded. "But I feel +that if Betty does not soon come to me and put her arms about me and +call me 'mother' as she always has, that I shan't be able to bear +things either. Won't you find her and bring her here to me?" +</P> + +<P> +And Polly, glad to be away to battle with her own emotions, kissed her +older friend and vanished. But Betty was not in her room, and as there +seemed to be no clue to work upon, it was difficult to decide just +where she should begin the search. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap22"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +SUNRISE CABIN +</H3> + +<P> +Betty was not with any one of their acquaintances, for Polly telephoned +everybody they knew before leaving the Ashton house. +</P> + +<P> +Then a possibility suddenly dawning upon her, she hurried forth, +feeling that anything was better than remaining longer indoors. +</P> + +<P> +All of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire girls were in the habit of taking +frequent walks to their forsaken log cabin. And as Betty wished to be +alone and especially needed the strength and consolation that its happy +memories could give her, probably she had gone out there. Under most +circumstances Polly would have respected her friend's desire for +solitude, but Betty must already have been at the cabin for some time +by herself and the dusk would soon come down upon her and she would be +hurt and lonely, with all her familiar world fallen about her feet. +</P> + +<P> +No one else must learn of her pilgrimage, since Betty might forgive her +presence and yet could not rally to meet the astonishment and sympathy +of any other of her friends. So Polly told several impatient fibs to +the persons who insisted upon learning where she intended going, before +she was able to get outside of Woodford and into the blessed solitude +of the country lanes. +</P> + +<P> +The air was colder by this time and light flurries of snow kept +blinding her eyes as she hurried along. However, she had not so +forgotten her training in woodcraft as not to recognize signs of +Betty's having preceded her along almost the same route; for here and +there, where the earth had thawed in the midday warmth, there were +impressions of the Princess' shoes. And she even picked up a small +crushed handkerchief which had been dropped by the way. +</P> + +<P> +Therefore in spite of her depression over Mrs. Ashton's information, +Polly was beginning to get a kind of hold upon herself. For it was her +place, if she possibly could manage it, to persuade Betty that, after +all, life was not so utterly changed by yesterday's discovery. If Mrs. +Ashton and Dick were not her own mother and brother, they themselves +knew no difference. And there would be no change in her friends' +affections. Then, she had gained Esther as a sister, Esther who was so +big in her nature, so unselfish and fine. No wonder she had always +seemed to care for Betty with a devotion no one of them could explain. +And how hard it must have been loving her as she did to have made no +claim upon her. +</P> + +<P> +"Hello, Miss Polly," an unexpected voice cried out, and to Polly's +utter vexation she beheld Billy Webster coming toward her from the path +that led through his father's woods. +</P> + +<P> +She bowed coldly, hoping that her coldness might be her salvation, +since she did not wish to waste time in conversation with him, nor to +explain why she was in such a hurry to go on with her walk. But Billy +was apparently not influenced by Polly's present attitude, being too +accustomed to her moods. +</P> + +<P> +"May I walk along with you?" he inquired politely enough. "I was just +out for exercise, with no special place in mind where I wished to go, +and I should ever so much rather have you as a companion." +</P> + +<P> +It was on the tip of Polly's tongue to exclaim, "But I would so much +rather not have you!" However, she suddenly recalled having promised +Mollie to be as polite to Billy as she could and not to bear malice any +longer. So she merely shook her head. "I am sorry, but I am in a +great hurry," she explained. "For you see I came out with a very +special place in mind to which I wish to go immediately." +</P> + +<P> +Billy laughed, rather a big, splendid, open-hearted laugh. Polly was +amusing, in no matter what temper she might happen to be. +</P> + +<P> +"But I won't interfere with your destination and I certainly can manage +to walk as fast as you can," he announced calmly, keeping close to the +girl's side, although her rapid walking had developed almost into a +run, and she was nearly out of breath. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-245"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-245.jpg" ALT=""I won't interfere with your destination"" BORDER="2" WIDTH="354" HEIGHT="598"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 354px"> +"I won't interfere with your destination" +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +Well, if she could not outwalk him and could not manage to get rid of +him in any other way, Polly decided that she would at least keep +perfectly silent until he had the sense to go away of his own accord. +It was still some distance before she could reach the cabin. +</P> + +<P> +However, as Billy was doing a great deal of talking, he appeared not to +be aware of her unusual silence. +</P> + +<P> +"Look here, Miss Polly, I have been thinking of something for a long +time—several months, in fact," he declared. "And I have about come to +the conclusion that maybe I was pretty domineering in the way in which +I behaved to you in New York. Of course I still consider that acting +business a dreadful thing for you to have done which might have brought +consequences that you could not imagine. But I ought to have tried to +persuade you to stop or to write your mother, and not to have bullied +you. I want you to believe, though, that it was because I like you so +much that I went all to pieces over the idea of anything happening to +you—your getting ill or somebody being rude to you. Great Scott! but +I am glad that you have given up that foolish idea of going upon the +stage and have settled down quietly in Woodford!" +</P> + +<P> +Polly turned a pair of astonished blue eyes upon her companion, who +happened at the moment to be gazing up toward the sky where the snow +clouds were growing heavier. +</P> + +<P> +"You are very kind to be interested in my welfare, I am sure," she +replied, trying her best not to let sarcastic tones creep into her +voice. "And of course I realized that your friendship for Mollie and +mother made you feel that you had the right to express your opinion +very frankly to me. But you are mistaken if you believe that I have +given up my foolish notion of going upon the stage. Of course I +appreciate now that I was wrong in betraying mother's trust and in +trying that experiment in acting without her consent. So I have +accepted my punishment and made my bargain. But just the same, when I +am twenty-one, I mean to try again with all my strength and power and +to keep on trying until I ultimately succeed." +</P> + +<P> +Billy Webster closed his lips with a look of peculiar obstinacy. +</P> + +<P> +"Three years is a long time," he answered, "and you might as well know +that though I am fond of Mollie and always will be, it is you I really +care about. Oh yes, I realize that there are hours when I almost hate +you, but that is because you dislike me and because I can't get you to +do what I wish. Still, you might as well understand that I intend +doing everything in my power for the next three years to make you stay +in Woodford when the time is up and to make you stay because you love +me." +</P> + +<P> +And then before Polly was able to get her breath or to stamp her foot +or in any possible way to relieve her feelings, the young man had +marched away through an opening at one side of the path, without even +stopping once to glance back at her. +</P> + +<P> +It was out of the question then for Polly to decide whether she was the +more angry, astonished or amused. Of course it was absurd for Billy +Webster to conceive of having any emotion for her except one of +disapproval. He was simply so obstinate and so sure of himself that he +wanted to make her like him, because he knew that she almost hated him. +And if it had not been for Mollie, she would have suffered no "almost" +in her dislike. +</P> + +<P> +Really the confusion and protest that the young man's words had +awakened in her mind, coming on top of the disclosure about Betty, made +Polly feel as if she had suddenly taken leave of her senses. And as it +is a rather good scheme when one is unable to think clearly, to give up +thinking at all for the time being, the girl started running in the +direction of the cabin, so fast that she had opportunity for no other +impulse or impression except forcing herself to keep up the desired +speed. +</P> + +<P> +By a camp fire, which Betty had built for herself, Polly discovered her +friend sitting on a stool with her elbow in her lap and her head +resting on her hand. She did not seem astonished or annoyed by her +friend's entrance. When Polly came forward and kissed her she merely +said, "I am glad you know, Polly. I hope you did not have a very cold +walk. It was not snowing when I came out." Then she began piling more +logs on her fire. +</P> + +<P> +Later the two girls had an intimate talk. +</P> + +<P> +"It is odd, Polly, but I don't feel as wretched as I should have +expected I would," Betty explained, speaking as much to herself as to +her companion. "I think perhaps it is intended for me to have my +illusions shattered earlier in life than other people have them—I +think possibly because I have been vainer and more foolish. At first I +presume I used to have a kind of unconscious satisfaction in our having +more money than other people and in being able to do almost anything +for my friends that I wished. Then when the money went away I thought, +well, perhaps money does not make so much difference if one has an old +family and a name of which one may be proud. But in these last few +hours, sitting here by myself I have begun to appreciate more fully +what our Camp Fire organization is trying so hard to teach us. It is +that all we girls are alike in the essential things, only that some of +us have been given better opportunities and more friends. There is +only one thing that really counts, I suppose, and that is not so much +what other people do for us, as what we are able to do for ourselves, +what kind of women we are able to grow into. So you see that though I +believe I was struggling to save the old Ashton house because all my +distinguished ancestors had been living there for generation after +generation and I wanted to have babies of my own to inherit it some +day, now I am even happier because perhaps I have saved it for Dick and +mother by my plan and maybe it will repay them a little for all they +have done for me." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think the debt is on your side, dear," Polly returned loyally. +</P> + +<P> +But already Betty had risen from her stool and was looking around for +her cloak and cap. +</P> + +<P> +"Let us hurry home now; we shall have a glorious walk!" she exclaimed. +"I have been away from mother long enough and I do want to write to +Esther. She has got to come to see me for a few days, or else I am +going to her. Don't worry; I shall not forget the seven points of our +Camp Fire star." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap23"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXIII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +FAREWELLS +</H3> + +<P> +One morning in May two months later two girls were in the +much-discussed back bedroom overlooking the Ashton garden. It was very +much the same kind of cheerless day outdoors that it had been when they +had first met each other after a lapse of many years. And then of +course neither one knew of the closeness of the tie between them. +However, at the present moment they were busily engaged in packing two +steamer trunks that were standing open before them. +</P> + +<P> +"I never shall get all this stuff in if you don't come and help me, +Esther," Betty protested in the spoiled fashion of an earlier time. +And since Esther never would cease to believe that the whole world +should be grateful to Betty for the honor of her presence in it, it is +doubtful whether her methods of spoiling "The Princess" ever would be +entirely given up. +</P> + +<P> +"Sit down, dear, or else run and see Polly and Mollie and Mrs. Wharton +for a few moments. You are tired and I can finish putting the things +in for you without any trouble. Poor Polly is kind of pathetic these +days, I think; she is so desperate over our going away and leaving her +behind, and then, though she tries her best not to show it, she is +jealous of our being so much together. I am sorry for her, because it +is pretty much the same way that I used to feel toward her. And of +course I have tried to show her that no one can take her place with +you; but she is so low-spirited and so unlike herself that there is no +convincing her of anything agreeable." +</P> + +<P> +Betty had sunk into a low chair and was rocking thoughtfully back and +forward knitting her brows. +</P> + +<P> +"Mother and I both consider that Mrs. Wharton is making a mistake in +not allowing Polly to leave Woodford for three years; for she will +probably grow so tired of it by that time that she will never want to +come home again—that is, if she goes on the stage. When it was +decided that we were to go abroad mother suggested to Mrs. Wharton that +she let Polly come over and join us later. She thought it would be +very much more apt to distract her attention than if she stayed on here +with nothing else to dream about." +</P> + +<P> +"And what did Mrs. Wharton answer?" Esther queried, turning from her +own trunk and beginning to straighten out the confusion in her sister's. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, she wouldn't hear of it," Betty returned. "So sometimes I feel +pretty selfish at being so happy over our sailing. But just think, we +are going straight to Germany and dear old Dick! It seems a hundred +years since he went away. How strangely things have turned out! Here +are Miss McMurtry and my new father getting married, when I have been +predicting that they would, with no one believing me, ever since that +evening at the cabin. So they will be able to look after the house and +let the people stay on in it just as if mother and I were here, and +send us a check for the rent each month so that we will have enough to +live upon. But better than anything, Esther dear, is the wonderful +chance you will have for your music. You are going to study under one +of the greatest teachers in the world and not because of what your own +family believe about your talent, but because of what your teacher in +New York wrote the Professor." It was not often that Betty was able to +speak of Herr Crippen as father; Mr. Ashton had been her father too +long, and she had cared for him too much to be willing to give the +title to any one else. So "the Professor" and "Donna" were the names +she ordinarily bestowed upon her new parents. +</P> + +<P> +"You must not expect too much of my singing, Betty," Esther replied in +her same shy, nervous fashion. "And, for goodness sake! don't write +your brother Dick that my voice has improved, or he will be +disappointed." +</P> + +<P> +Betty laughed teasingly. "Oh, I have told him already that you were +greater than Melba and Farrar rolled into one. But never mind, Esther, +he will soon find out the real truth for himself. Isn't it too +splendid how happy mother is over our plans! She has not been so like +herself since father's death. And somehow instead of acting as if she +had given me up to the Professor as a daughter, she behaves far more as +if he had just presented her with you as well. I believe she feels it +helps to make up to you, Esther, for the years of loneliness—her being +able now to chaperon you, when you so much need to have your big +chance." +</P> + +<P> +Esther was kneeling on the floor; but she turned her light blue eyes +appealingly upon her sister and her lips quivered, revealing her one +beautiful feature in the mobility of the lines of her mouth and in the +whiteness of her teeth. +</P> + +<P> +"You must not expect too much of me, little sister, will you?" she +pleaded. "You know I have only consented to father's making this big +sacrifice for me so that we may all be abroad together, and you and +Mrs. Ashton have the rest and change you so much need. And then, of +course, I may be able to learn to sing well enough some day to earn the +money to buy you a Paris frock and hat," she ended with an attempt at +lightness. +</P> + +<P> +However, Betty was not deceived, and getting up from her rocking chair, +she deliberately pushed Esther aside. +</P> + +<P> +"For goodness sake! let me finish packing my own trunk, Esther +Crippen," she commanded. "Here I have been carefully trying to +cultivate an angelic character ever since I became a Camp Fire girl, +and in a few weeks of your spoiling you do away with the labor of +years." +</P> + +<P> +Betty therefore was not looking up when some one tiptoed quietly into +the room, and, before she became conscious of her presence, dropped a +bunch of May blossoms under her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"There are two automobiles waiting before your door at the present +moment, children," Polly announced. "And John Everett suggested that I +tell you to get into your coats and hats at once. He came home for the +day; I've an idea he may have desired to say farewell to 'My Lady +Betty,' but I was given no such information. What I was told to say +was that he and Meg were giving an automobile ride in your honor and +that we were to end up by having our lunch at the cabin. They have +asked all the Camp Fire Club and some of John's friends, Billy +Webster," and Polly's face expressed her chagrin. "John has even +invited Anthony Graham, and the poor fellow has fixed himself up until +he is positively shining with cleanliness, though I am afraid he will +be cold in that shabby overcoat of his." +</P> + +<P> +While Polly was chattering, she was assisting Betty to slip into her +new violet dress which had been made for the steamer crossing and +happily was lying ready and spread out upon the bed. And the next +instant she had pinned Esther's new blue <I>crêpe de chine</I> blouse down +in the back, hurried them both into their heavy coats and hats, and was +ushering them out to their friends, who were impatiently awaiting their +coming. +</P> + +<P> +No one of the little party forgot their May day together in the woods +and at the Sunrise Hill cabin for a long time to come. And among the +many kind things that were said to her in farewell, it was curious that +the speech made by Anthony Graham should make the deepest impression +upon Betty Ashton's mind. +</P> + +<P> +He had asked her come away from her other friends for a few moments, +and they had walked to the edge of the group of pines not far from the +foot of Sunrise Hill. It was almost sunset, for no one had thought of +going home after the late luncheon was over. +</P> + +<P> +Betty glanced about her rather wistfully. This particular bit of +country was dearer to her than any place in the world except her old +home and yet she was leaving it for an unknown land, to be away she +could not tell how long. +</P> + +<P> +"Miss Ashton," Anthony began, "there will probably be a good many +changes in people and things before you come home again. And I am +hoping with all my strength that of the greatest changes will have +taken place in me. I mean that by that time you need not be ashamed of +having befriended me. It is pretty hard sometimes to climb a hill +along with other people when you have started so much nearer the bottom +than they have. But I feel now that I have made at least a fair start. +Judge Maynard told me yesterday that he believed I meant business and +that he would teach me all the law he knew and that he would see that I +wasn't far behind the fellows at the law schools when the time came for +my examinations." +</P> + +<P> +Betty's face glowed with interest and enthusiasm and she gave her two +hands to the young man with the same friendliness which she had used in +his first call upon her. +</P> + +<P> +"I am so glad, so glad!" she answered. "But please don't speak of my +feeling ashamed of you ever again. I know I was rather horrid to you +once and that afterwards you saved my life, or what perhaps means more +than one's life. Suppose we promise to repay our debts to each other +in some entirely new way when we meet after my return." Betty made her +idle speech with no special meaning attached to it. And although +Anthony agreed in much the same manner, it was possibly fortunate that +Betty did not observe his expression as he turned away and walked a few +paces ahead of her, gazing up toward the summit of Sunrise Hill. The +golden disk of the sun was at this instant resting upon it like the +crown of the world. And to Anthony it seemed none too beautiful or too +magnificent a gift to have laid at the feet of a gray-eyed Princess. +</P> + +<P> +Voices were heard calling to them from the cabin, and a short while +after good-nights were said and Sunrise Cabin was once more left to +solitude and memories. +</P> + +<BR> +<HR WIDTH="80%" ALIGN="center"> +<BR> + +<P> +The next volume of the Camp Fire Girls' Series will be known as "The +Camp Fire Girls Across the Seas." Several years will have intervened +between it and the previous book and the girls will be introduced under +very different influences and circumstances. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Camp Fire Girls in the Outside World + + +Author: Margaret Vandercook + + + +Release Date: October 10, 2007 [eBook #22938] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CAMP FIRE GIRLS IN THE OUTSIDE +WORLD*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 22938-h.htm or 22938-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/9/3/22938/22938-h/22938-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/2/9/3/22938/22938-h.zip) + + + + + +[Illustration: Cover artwork] + + +THE CAMP FIRE GIRLS IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD + +by + +MARGARET VANDERCOOK + +Author of "The Ranch Girls" Series, "The Red + Cross Girls" Series, etc. + +Illustrated + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: "Esther Crippen, that is the loveliest song in the +world!"] + + + +Philadelphia +The John C. Winston Co. +Publishers + +Copyright 1914, by +The John C. Winston Company + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I. "DO YOU REMEMBER ME?" + II. BETTY'S KNIGHT + III. HER PENSION + IV. TEMPTATION + V. THE WAY OF THE WILFUL + VI. ESTHER'S ROOM + VII. THE THREAT + VIII. PREPARATIONS FOB THE HOLIDAYS + IX. THE CASTLE OF LIFE + X. THE RECOGNITION + XI. SUNRISE CABIN AGAIN + XII. "LIFE'S LITTLE IRONIES" + XIII. THE INVALIDS + XIV. "WHICH COMES LIKE A BENEDICTION" + XV. SECRETS + XVI. THE LAW OF THE FIRE + XVII. A FIGURE IN THE NIGHT + XVIII. UNCERTAINTY + XIX. AN UNSPOKEN POSSIBILITY + XX. THE BEGINNING OF LIGHT + XXI. BETTY FINDS OUT + XXII. SUNRISE CABIN + XXIII. FAREWELLS + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"ESTHER CRIPPEN, THAT IS THE LOVELIEST SONG + IN THE WORLD!" . . . . . . _Frontispiece_ + +"THERE ISN'T ANYTHING MUCH TO TELL" + +THE PROFESSOR HAD TO WIPE HIS GLASSES + +"I WON'T INTERFERE WITH YOUR DESTINATION" + + + + +The Camp Fire Girls in the Outside World + + +CHAPTER I + +"DO YOU REMEMBER ME?" + +Walking slowly down a broad stairway, a girl carried three old silver +candlesticks in her hands. And although the hallway was in +semi-darkness, the candles had not yet been lighted. It was a cold +November afternoon and the great house was chill and silent. + +Entering the drawing room, she placed the candles upon the mantelpiece. +Her breath was like a small gray cloud before her; and her dress, too, +was the color of the mist and soft and clinging. + +"Work, health and love," she murmured quietly, striking a match and +watching the candles flicker and flare until finally they burned with a +steady glow. "If one has these three things in life as I have, what +else is worth worrying over?" Then the sigh that came in answer to her +own question almost extinguished the candle flames. + +"There are bills and boarders of course--too many of the first and at +present none of the second," she added with a kind of whimsical smile. +"But, oh dear, what a trying Thanksgiving day this has been, when even +the Camp Fire ideals won't comfort me! Dick 'way off in Germany, Polly +and Esther studying in New York and me face to face with my failure to +save the old house. It is not worth while pretending; the house must +be sold and mother and I shall have to find some other place to live. +In the morning I will go and tell Judge Maynard that I give up." + +Sadly Betty Ashton glanced about the familiar room. The portraits of +her New England ancestors appeared to gaze coldly and reproachfully +down upon her. They had not been of the stuff of which failures are +made. Her grand piano was closed and dusty, the window blinds were +partly pulled down, and although a fire was laid in the grate, it was +not burning. Dust, cold and an unaccustomed atmosphere of neglect +enveloped everything. + +With a lifting of her head and a tightening of her lips that gave her +face a new expression, the girl suddenly pulled open a table drawer and +began fiercely to polish the top of the piano while she talked. + +"There is no reason why I should allow this place to look so dismal +just because things have gone wrong with my efforts to keep boarders +and continue my work at school. As no one is coming to see me I can't +afford a fire, but I'll open the piano and place Esther's song, 'The +Soul's Desire,' on the music rack, just as though she were at home to +sing it for me. Dick's dull old books shall lie here on the table +where he used to leave them, near this red rose that John Everett +brought me this morning. Somehow the rose makes me think of Polly. It +is so radiant. How curious that certain persons suggest certain +colors! Now Polly is often pale as a ghost, and yet red always makes +me recall her." + +A few moments afterwards and Betty moved toward the front window and +stood there staring out into the street, too deep in thought to be +actually conscious of what she was doing. + +She had changed in the past six months of struggle with poverty and +work beyond her strength. There were shadows under her gray eyes and +worried lines about the corners of her mouth. Instead of being slim as +formerly, she was undeniably so thin that even the folds of her +delicate crepe dress could not wholly disguise it. + +It was not that Mrs. Ashton and Betty had spent this lonely day in +their old home, because their former friends had neglected them. +Indeed, they had had invitations to Thanksgiving dinners from half a +dozen sources. But Mrs. Ashton had not been well in several months and +was today too ill for her daughter to leave her. The two women were +now entirely alone in the house. One by one their boarders had +deserted them, and the previous week they had even felt compelled to +give up the old cook, who had been in the service of the Ashton family +for twenty years. + +At first Betty saw nothing to attract her attention in the street +outside--not a single passer-by. It was odd how quiet and cold the +world seemed with her mother asleep in one of the far-away rooms +upstairs and other persons evidently too much interested in indoor +amusements to care for wandering through the dull town. + +In another instant, however, the girl's attention was caught by the +appearance of a figure which seemed to spring up suddenly out of +nowhere and to stand gazing intently toward the Ashton house. It was +almost dark, and yet Betty could distinguish a young man, roughly +dressed, wearing no overcoat, with his coat collar turned up and a cap +pulled down over his eyes. Without being frightened, she was curious +and interested. Why should the man behave so queerly? He now walked +past the house and then turned and came back, not once but several +times. Evidently he had not observed the girl at the window. At last +however he gave up, and Betty believed that she saw him disappear +behind the closed cottage of the O'Neills. No longer entertained, she +prepared to leave the drawing room. It was too chilly to remain there +any longer. Moreover, studying the familiar objects she had loved so +long only made the thought of their surrender more painful. Betty once +more faced her three candles. + + "Be strong as the fagots are sturdy; + Be pure in your deepest desire; + Be true to the truth that is in you;" + + +"And--follow the law of the fire," she repeated with a catch in her +breath. Then with greater strength and resolution in her face she blew +out two of the candles, and picking up the third, started on her way +upstairs. + +The next moment there came a quick, muffled ring at the front door bell. + +The girl hesitated; yet there was no one else in the house to answer +the bell, and only a friend, she thought, could come at this hour. +Shading her light from the wind with one hand she pulled open the door +with the other, already smiling with pleasure at the idea of thus +ending her loneliness. + +Close against the door she discovered the young man whom she had seen +only a few moments before in the street. + +He did not speak nor move immediately. + +"What do you wish?" Betty demanded a trifle impatiently. The fellow +had both fists rammed deep into his pockets and had not the courtesy to +remove his hat. With a slight sense of uneasiness, Betty thought of +closing the door. The unexpected visitor kept edging closer toward her +and was apparently fumbling for something in his coat. + +"Please tell me what it is you want at once," the girl repeated almost +angrily. "This is Mrs. Ashton's house if you are looking for it. My +mother and I are entirely alone." Having made this speech Betty +instantly recognized its stupidity and regretted it. + +However the young man had at last succeeded in removing a small oblong +package from his pocket, which he silently thrust toward her. On the +wrapper in big letters, such as a child might have written, the girl +was able to decipher her own name. But while she was puzzling over it, +and before she could thank the messenger, he had hurried off. + +Betty set her candle down on the lowest of the front steps and kneeling +before it rapidly undid her parcel. Inside the paper she discovered a +crudely hand-carved wooden box, and opening the lid, a blank sheet of +folded white paper. + +She shook the paper. Had some one sent her a Thanksgiving present or +was she being made the victim of a joke? But from between the blank +sheets something slowly fluttered to her feet. And picking it up with +a little cry of surprise Betty saw a crisp new ten dollar bill. + +Immediately her cheeks turned scarlet and her eyes filled with +indignant tears. Only by an effort of will could the tears be kept +from falling. Did any one of her friends consider her so +poverty-stricken that it was necessary to send her money in this +anonymous fashion? + +Scarcely waiting to think, Betty rushed out of the house and down the +old paved brick walk out into the street. For there might be a bare +chance that the messenger was not yet out of sight. Sure enough, there +he was still loitering on the corner about half a block away. +Bareheaded, and in her thin dress, with the money in her hand, the girl +ran forward. And actually as she reached the young man, she caught him +fast by the sleeve. + +"Please, you must tell me who sent me this money or else take it back +at once and say that though I am very much obliged I cannot receive a +gift delivered in this secret fashion." + +The two young people were standing near an electric light so that they +could now see each other plainly. Betty observed a tall, overgrown boy +with thin, straight features and clear hazel eyes, and now that his hat +was removed, a mass of curly dark hair, which had been vainly smoothed +down. + +"I can't take the money back, since it belongs to you," the young man +answered awkwardly. + +Inside her Betty heard a small voice whispering: "If it only really +did!" For the ten dollars would buy Christmas presents for her mother, +for Polly and Esther and others of her friends. Nevertheless she shook +her head. + +"The money cannot be mine and so you must return it." Then finding +that her insistence was failing to have any effect, she dropped the +money on the ground at the young fellow's feet and walked away. + +"But, Miss Ashton," the stranger's voice argued, "please believe me +when I say that this money is yours. Oh, of course I don't mean this +special ten dollar bill; for yours was spent nearly a year ago. But at +least the money represents the same amount." + +Betty paused and again faced the speaker. There was sincerity in his +tone--a determined appeal. But what on earth could he be talking +about? He looked perfectly rational, although his statement was so +extraordinary. + +"You don't recognize me and I am truly glad," the young man went on. +"But can't you recall once having befriended a fellow when instead you +ought to have sent him to jail? He did not deserve your kindness then. +He was actually trying to steal from you the money which you afterwards +gave him of your own free will. But he has tried since to be honest." + +He ceased abruptly. For Betty's eyes were shining and she was +thrusting her little cold hand into his big one. + +"You're not!" she exclaimed. + +"Yes I am," the boy returned. + +"Anthony Graham, Nan's brother?" Betty laughed happily. "Then please +give me back the money I refused. I did not understand that you were +returning the loan. Of course I understand how you feel about it. And +do come back and into the house with me. I so want you to tell me all +about yourself. I hope you have had splendid luck." + +The young man's shabby appearance did not suggest sudden riches. +Nevertheless he smiled. + +For more than ever did Betty Ashton appear to him like the Princess of +his dreams. Only once before had he met her face to face. And yet the +vision had never left him. He could still see the picture of a girl +moving toward him, her face filled with shame--for him--and her eyes +downcast; and thrusting into his clenched fist, which had so lately +been raised to injure her, the money which had given him the desired +opportunity for getting away from his old associations and beginning +again. + +Enter her home and tell her of his struggle! Anthony felt far more +like kneeling in the dust at her feet. Yet being a boy he could only +blush and stammer without words to voice his gratitude. + +Betty was beginning to shiver. "Please come, I am so lonely," she +urged. "I have had the horridest kind of a Thanksgiving day. Only a +little while ago I was having a hard time trying to remember the things +that I have to be thankful for." + + + + +CHAPTER II + +BETTY'S KNIGHT + +The drawing room fire was soon +crackling. "It is so nice to feel +I have the privilege of lighting it; +I have been dying to for the past hour, +but didn't think I could afford it without +company," Betty confided, blowing at the +flames. "Do please get some chairs and +let us draw up quite close. It is so much +pleasanter to talk that way." + +Yet Anthony Graham only stared without +moving. To think of a Princess speaking +of not being able to afford so inexpensive a +luxury as a fire. Suddenly the young man +longed to be able immediately to chop +down an entire forest of trees and lay it as +a thank offering before her. Of course his +sister Nan had written him of Mr. Ashton's +death and of the change in the family +fortunes, but to associate real poverty with +his conception of Betty was impossible. +Glancing uneasily about the great room it +was good to see how beautiful it still +looked, how perfect a setting for its young +mistress. So at least they were able to keep +their handsome home. + +To the young man Betty Ashton now +appeared more beautiful than his former +impression of her. For on the day of their +original meeting she had worn a fur coat +and a cap covering her hair and a portion +of her face. But now the three Camp +Fire candles were once more burning, +forming a kind of shining background for the +girl's figure. Her hair was a deep red +brown, with bronze tones, the colors in the +autumn woods. There was no longer any +sign of pallor or weariness in her cheeks, +for pleasure and excitement had +reawakened the old Betty. + +"Do sit down," she urged again. "I +want to hear all about you." + +Then, coming to his senses, Anthony +managed to drag two comfortable chairs +before the blaze. + +"There isn't anything much to tell," +he began shyly. "Only after you gave me +that money I just started walking farther +and farther away from Woodford. Why, +it seemed to me that I didn't ever want to +stop, for that would give me a chance to +realize what I had done. And I didn't +stop, either, until I was too dead tired to +go on. But by that time I had come to +another town and it must have been pretty +late, because the main street was empty. +I was passing along close to the wall of a +building when I saw that an office door had +been left open. It was pretty cold, so I +peeped in. The room was dark and there +was nobody about, so creeping inside I +lay down on the floor and went to sleep." The +boy stopped, but his listener was leaning +forward with her hands clasped and her +lips parted with eagerness. + +[Illustration: "There isn't anything much to tell"] + +"Do go on and tell me every detail. It +sounds just like a story," she entreated. + +"When I woke up it was daylight and +I found that I had landed in a dusty, +untidy place, littered with old books and +papers," he continued. "A small stove in +the corner was choked up with ashes. I +can't tell exactly why, but the first thing +I did that morning was to scrape out those +ashes, and then I found some sticks and +coals and built a fresh fire." Anthony +flashed a glance at Betty out of his shy, +almost frightened blue eyes. "I guess I +was feeling kind of well disposed toward +fires just then, camp fires anyhow. Then +I was thinking that I would like to pay for +my night's lodging in some way. I fell to +brushing out the room, so that when the +young man came down later he would find +his office cleaned up. Seemed like all of a +sudden, after what had happened between +you and me, that I wanted to work and +pay my own way. I had never before been +anything but a loafer." + +"But you couldn't have known that the +office belonged to a young man unless you +waited there until after he came in!" +Betty exclaimed. + +Anthony laughed. "Oh, yes, I waited +all right and I have been in that same +office more or less ever since, until I came +home to Woodford the day before yesterday. +Of course I meant to clear out as +soon as I had finished, but while I was +working I heard a quiet chuckle behind me, +and swinging around, there stood Mr. Andrews!" + +"But who was or is this Mr. Andrews?" +Betty asked impatiently, too interested to +be particularly polite. + +"My next best friend, after you," the +young fellow answered. "Why, I think I +can remember even now his very first +words to me: 'Hello,' he said, 'why are +you doing me such a good turn?' 'Because +you have just done me one. I slept all +night in your office,' I answered. He +didn't seem surprised and I thought that +rather funny. But afterwards I learned +that he had been a poor boy himself and +had slept in all sorts of queer places. +He is still poor enough, goodness knows, +but he has graduated in law and set +up an office. He will succeed some +day, sure as faith. You can bet on him." + +Betty bit her lips, her eyes dancing with +amusement and curiosity. Actually her +visitor was becoming so much in earnest +over his friend that he was forgetting to +be afraid of her. + +"But what about you and your success?" +she demanded. + +The young man flushed, moving uncomfortably +in his chair, as though yearning to +get away from his questioner, and yet not +knowing exactly how. + +"Success, _my_ success? I haven't yet +used that word in connection with myself. +I have just managed to keep on working, +that's about all. Mr. Andrews let me +continue sleeping in his office after I told him +my story and cleaning it to pay for my +lodging. Then by getting up early enough +I arranged to take care of a few others for +money and to run errands now and then. +I read in between times." + +"Read? Read what?" Betty inquired +inexorably, half smiling and half frowning +at her own persistence. For somehow in +their half hour's talk together she had seen +something in Anthony Graham that made +her guess that the young man had worked +harder and dreamed better in this past +year than he was willing to acknowledge to her. + +But Anthony got up from his chair and +began deliberately backing toward the door. +He seemed suddenly to have became more +awkward and self-conscious. "I read the +law books, as there wasn't anything else to +read. And I was determined to get more +education so that in the future Nan need +not be ashamed of me. Afterwards I +went to night school and----" + +"So you have made up your mind to be +a lawyer yourself some day." Betty sighed +with satisfaction. How very like a book +his confession sounded! She wanted to +get more information from her visitor and +yet at the same time longed to rush upstairs +and commence a letter to Polly O'Neill at +once. Wouldn't Polly be interested? For +she had predicted on the day of their first +meeting that the young man would either +turn out to be absolutely no good, or else +(and here Betty blushed, recalling the +prophecy) "Remain your faithful knight to +the end of the chapter." + +"But why did you come back to Woodford +if this Mr. Andrews was befriending +you and giving you a chance?" she +inquired, fearing that her illusion might now +be shattered. + +The young man did not reply at once. + +And he scowled until Betty had an uncomfortable +recollection of the expression which +she had seen on his face the day of his +attack upon Polly and her. + +Then after moving a few steps nearer the +fire so that he and the girl were once more +facing each other, Betty could see that +his scowl had been due to embarrassment +and not anger. + +"You are awfully good to be willing to +listen to so long a tale of a ne'er-do-well," +he returned. "I came back to +Woodford because I was determined to +make good in my own town. A fellow that +can't trust himself in the face of +temptations isn't worth being trusted. I'm going +back to Mr. Andrews later, perhaps, but +this winter I am to stick right here in +Woodford and live down my bad name if +I can. Judge Maynard says he will give +me the same kind of a chance that +Mr. Andrews did, if I am worth it. And I +shall be able to see Nan and the others now +and then. It didn't seem fair for me to be +leaving all the family troubles to a girl." + +Involuntarily Betty clapped her hands. +She had not intended to express her +emotion openly, but so pleased was she with +Anthony's reply that she couldn't help it. +The next moment she felt a little ashamed +of her enthusiasm. + +"Oh, Nan is equal to almost anything; +we consider her the greatest success in our +Camp Fire club," Betty protested. "Nan +is studying domestic science at the High +School and intends teaching it some day, +so she will make you awfully comfortable +at home." + +The young man put out his hand. +"Good-bye," he said. "I never dreamed +I would be brave enough to ask you to +shake hands with me for a good many +years yet. But since you have been kind +enough----" + +"To ask you ten thousand questions," +Betty laughed, rising and putting out +both hands with a friendly gesture, and +then moving toward the door with her +caller. + +"I am not going to be able to live at +home, however," Anthony concluded. "It +is too far to our little place to get into +town early enough for my work and to +be here in the evenings for the night school. +I've got to find a room somewhere. I +oughtn't to kick because nobody seems +crazy to let me stay in their house. I +did leave a pretty poor reputation behind +me around here and I've got to _show_ +people first that I mean to behave differently. +I guess I'll strike better luck later." + +Although Betty was extremely +sympathetic, she did not answer at once. +For a sudden surprising understanding had +come to her. How difficult it must be for +any one to have to go about telling his +acquaintances of his reformation before +having the chance to prove it. Then an +almost appealing expression crept into her +face, making her cheeks flush hotly and +her lashes droop. Her old friends would +have recognized the look. For it was the +one that she most often wore when she +desired to do another person a kindness +and feared she might not be allowed. + +"Couldn't you, won't you come here +and have a room with us?" she asked +unexpectedly. "We have such heaps of +rooms in this old house and now mother +and I are here alone, we really would like +to have you for protection. And if you +don't like to accept with just my +invitation, will you come in again tomorrow +or next day? I am sure mother will wish +to ask you too." + +Anthony Graham had had rather a rough +time always. He had a peculiar disposition, +and all his life probably liked only a +few people very deeply. His wasted +youth--nearly twenty years of idling rather than +study or work--and his mixed parentage--the +Italian peasant mother and his New +England father--would make his struggle +in the world a long and an uphill one even +if he should finally succeed. Among the +first things he meant to learn was not to +show his emotions too easily, to hide his +feelings whenever he could, so that he +might learn to take without apparent +flinching the hard knocks that life was +sure to send. He had been preparing +himself for the unkindnesses. Now at +Betty's words he felt a lump forming in +his throat and had a terrified moment of +believing that he was about to cry like a +girl. For could it be possible that any +human being could so forgive one's sins +as almost to forget them? Yet here was +Betty Ashton asking him to stay in her +home to protect her mother and herself +when his only other meeting had been his +effort to rob her. + +Anthony set his teeth. "I can't live in +so grand a house as this. I couldn't afford +it," he replied huskily. + +It was on the tip of Betty's tongue to +protest that she had never dreamed of +Anthony's paying anything. For Betty +Ashton, whatever the degree of her poverty, +could never fail in generosity, since +generosity is a matter not of the pocketbook +but of the spirit. However, all of a sudden +she appreciated that the young man had +quite as much right to his self-respect as +she had to hers. + +"Even the little will be a help to mother +and me," she returned more humbly than +any one else had ever before heard her speak. + +"But perhaps I could be useful. Maybe +you haven't so many servants as you once +had----" + +Anthony stopped, for Betty's expression +had changed so completely. Of course +she had already repented of her offer. + +"We have no servants and you could +help a great deal," she answered. And +then without any pretense of concealing +them, she let two tears slide down her +face. "It is only that I had forgotten +for the moment that we are not going to +be able to stay in our house much longer. +We can't afford to keep it for ourselves +and I haven't been a success with having +boarders. Still it may be some time before +we can rent or sell it, and if you will stay +here until then----" + +Betty winced, for her visitor had this +time clasped her hand until the pressure +of its hard surface hurt. + +"You know it would be the greatest +thing that ever happened for me to be +allowed to stay here a week," he added. + +And Betty laughed. "Then stay." + +As she opened the front door another +visitor stood waiting on the outside. He +was almost as unexpected as Anthony +Graham. For it was Herr Crippen, the +German music professor and Esther's father. + +"What on earth could he want?" Betty +thought irritably. She was beginning to +feel anxious to get upstairs to her mother +again. For in spite of the fact that she +now believed that she had a real affection +for Esther, she had never been able to +recover from her first prejudice for this +shabby, hesitating man. Then his manner +toward her was always so apologetic. Why +on earth should it be? She was always +perfectly polite to him. What a queer +combination of Thanksgiving visitors she +was having! + +"Gnaediges Fraeulein," he began. And +Betty ushered him into the drawing room. +For perhaps he was bringing her news of Esther. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +HER PENSION + +"Good luck never rains but it pours, as well as bad luck, mother," +Betty Ashton said one morning nearly a week later. She had just put +down a big tray of breakfast on a small table before Mrs. Ashton and +now seated herself on the opposite side. + +Mrs. Ashton sighed. "If your good luck storm has any reference to us, +Betty dear, I am sure I don't get your point of view. For if anything +but misfortune has followed our footsteps since your father's death I +am sure I should like to hear what it is." And Mrs. Ashton shivered, +drawing her light woolen shawl closer about her shoulders. + +There are some persons in this world whom troubles brace. After the +first shock of a sorrow or calamity has passed they stand reinforced +with new strength and new courage. These are the world's successful +people. For after a while, ill luck, finding that it can never down a +really valiant spirit, grows weary and leaves it alone. Then the good +things have their turn--health, better and more admiring friends, fame, +money, love. Whatever the struggle has been made for, if it has been +sufficiently brave and persistent, the reward is sure. But there are +other men and women, or girls and boys, for age makes no difference, +who go down like wilted flowers in the teeth of the first storm. And +on them life is apt to trample, misfortunes to pile up. + +Mrs. Ashton was one of these women. She had made things doubly hard +for Betty and Dick. Indeed, except for his sister, Richard Ashton +would never have had the strength of purpose to sail for Germany to +complete his medical studies. He would simply have surrendered and +commenced his practice of medicine in Woodford without being properly +equipped for perhaps the greatest of all the professions--the struggle +to conquer disease. Yet somehow Betty had had a clearer vision than +can be expected of most girls of her age. In a vague way she had +understood that it is oftentimes wiser to make a present sacrifice for +some greater future gain. So she had persuaded Dick to use the little +money that he had for his work, assuring him that she and her mother +could get on perfectly well together at home. And with half a dozen +summer boarders at the time of his leaving, it did look to Dick as +though her confidence was not misplaced. + +Now in answer to her mother's speech Betty said nothing at first. So +that several tears sliding down Mrs. Ashton's cheeks watered her hot +buttered toast. + +"I am sure I never expected to live to see this day, my dear, when you +would have to cook your own breakfast and mine before you could leave +for school," she murmured. "Why, I never thought that you would have +to turn over your hand even to look after yourself. Until you +developed that Camp Fire enthusiasm you had not been taught a single +useful thing. After all, perhaps it might have been better for you if +I had never been your mother, if----" + +Betty laughed teasingly. "My dear Mrs. Ashton, you talk as if you +could have avoided that affliction! You could not very well have +helped being my mother, could you? You did not deliberately choose me +out from a lot of girls. Because if you did, I should have very little +respect for your good judgment. Think, if you might have selected +either Polly or Esther! Why, then you would be sure to be rich again +some day. For one of them would act so marvelously that she would be +able to cast laurels at your feet, while the other would sing you back +to fortune. But as it is, you will just have to put up with poor me +until Dick gets his chance. Now do eat your breakfast while I relate +the details of our good luck storm. In the first place, we are not +going to have to give up our beloved house. At least not yet, and +perhaps never if our German-American Pension plan turns out +satisfactorily." + +Betty drank a swallow of coffee, hardly appreciating what she was +doing, so deep was her absorption in their affairs. + +"Honestly, mother, I should never have dreamed of being so interested +in this plan of Rose's and Miss McMurtry's for us, if it had not been +for Dick's letters. But if German ladies can keep successful pensions, +why not Americans? Remember what a funny lot of people Dick has +described--the fat widow with the two musical daughters. I hope one of +them won't set her cap for Dick, he loves music so dearly. Then you +know the young boy student who was nearly starving when Dick rescued +him, and the old Baron who wears a wig, and the half dozen others? But +no matter how queer and funny they may be, they can be no more so than +our pensioners. There is Miss McMurtry herself and Anthony Graham, and +Dr. Barton moving into town to have an office in our old library. I +wonder sometimes if he and Rose are still friends. They had a +disagreement once out at the cabin and she just speaks to him since." + +Then Betty Ashton hesitated and devoted herself to finishing her +breakfast. + +"I am sure I don't understand why you fail to mention Herr Crippen, +child, who is to have a room here with us and teach his pupils in our +big drawing room. I am glad he has been so successful with his music +pupils that he is able to give Esther the advantage of studying in New +York. I wish you did not have such a ridiculous prejudice against him. +Indeed, my dear, I have a very strong reason for insisting that you be +kind to him. He is Esther's father and----" + +Mrs. Ashton spoke more firmly than was usual with her. + +But Betty shrugged her shoulders imperceptibly. "Oh, of course I am +glad enough to have the Professor here and I have never said I did not +like him. But I am specially happy that Edith Norton's family has +moved away so she is to have a room with us. I am kind of lonely +without Polly and Esther, and somehow Edith,"----Betty broke off +abruptly. Not even to her mother did she feel like mentioning the fact +that Edith did not seem to be turning out quite so well as the other +Sunrise Camp Fire girls. + +With a hurried movement she next picked up the breakfast tray, +exclaiming: + +"Thank heavens we are not going to have to give our lodgers anything +but their rooms and that Martha is coming back to do our cooking and +the cleaning. Good old soul to offer to do it without pay. She said +that she could not bear living anywhere except with us and that she had +enough of father's money stored away in bank not to need any more. But +we could not have had her work without pay." Betty kissed her mother +lightly on the forehead. "If any one else turns up today and wishes a +room, just refer them to me. I'm afraid I won't leave us a bed to +sleep in. I am getting so anxious to surprise Dick by really earning a +lot of money." + +"Well, don't rent the back room that Esther used to have, Betty. You +may move into it yourself some day if you like, but I would rather not +have a stranger occupy it. I----" + +"What on earth is queer about that room?" Betty interrupted. "I have +not time to listen now, but you _must_ tell me. You talk as though it +were a kind of Bluebeard's Chamber of Horrors. Yet I don't suppose you +would put me in it if I were likely to have my head cut off in +consequence. Good-bye, dear." And Betty fled out into the hall, +realizing that it must be almost school time. + +The door of Esther's old room happened by accident to be standing open, +and still holding on to her tray, Betty paused before it for a few +moments. She was not thinking of a possible mystery or secret in +connection with the room, only wondering if Esther and Polly were to be +at home for the Christmas holidays. They both wanted to come, she +thought. But Esther was not sure of being able to afford it and Polly +was uncertain of whether she wished to stay in her stepfather's house +at a time when her stepbrother, Frank Wharton, whom she disliked so +much, should also be at home for his holidays. The girl's face was a +little wistful. She so longed to see both her friends. Without them +and without Dick, this first Christmas under such changed conditions at +home might be rather trying. + +"Oh!" Betty exclaimed a trifle indignantly, with her arm shaking so +that the dishes in her hands rattled dangerously. "What in the world +are you doing in the house at this hour, Anthony Graham? You +frightened me nearly to death, turning up at my elbow in such an +unexpected fashion. I thought you had been gone hours!" + +Anthony put down his coal scuttle and took hold of Betty's tray. "I +have been away, but I came back for a moment because your mother wished +me to do something for her as soon as I had the spare time." His tone +was so surly that Betty smiled. Anthony had been brought up with such +a different class of people that he was unable to understand sarcasm or +pretense of any kind. Whatever one said he accepted in exactly the +words in which it was spoken. And Betty and her friends had always +been accustomed to joking with one another, to saying one thing, often +meaning another. Anthony should have had the sense to realize that she +was not really cross, that her indignation was partly assumed. +Therefore she did not intend taking the trouble to set him right in the +present instance. + +"I'll carry the dishes down myself. I have plenty of time," she +protested coldly. + +But Anthony only held the more firmly to the tray, with his face +crimsoning. + +The truth was that he had been appreciating in the past few days a +truth of which the girl herself was as yet unconscious. Betty's manner +toward him had noticeably changed. In the excitement of their +Thanksgiving day meeting and his romantic return of the money which she +had completely forgotten, she had shown far more interest and +friendliness than she now did. On that occasion Betty had overlooked +the young fellow's roughness, his lack of education and family +advantages. Really Anthony had never been taught even the common +civilities of life and had to trust to a kind of instinct, even in +knowing when to take off his hat, when to shake hands, how to enter or +leave a room. And he understood keenly enough his own limitations. +Yet the change in Betty's attitude had hurt him, even though he +acknowledged to himself his failure to deserve even her original +kindness. She was still kind enough of course in the things which she +thought counted. She was cordial about his having his room in the +house with her mother and herself and most careful of thanking him for +any assistance which he rendered them. Yet the difference was there. +For neither in heart nor mind had Betty yet grown big enough to feel +real comradeship with a boy so beneath her in social position and +opportunities. + +Nevertheless she did not mean to be ungracious and something in the +carriage of the young man's head as he moved off down the hall +suggested that he was either hurt or angry, although exactly why Betty +could not understand. + +"Don't go for a second, Anthony," she called after him. "I wanted to +tell you that you are living in a house with a haunted chamber. At +least I don't know whether this room is exactly haunted, but there is +something queer about it that my mother and brother have never confided +to me. Perhaps I shall move in and find out for myself what it is. I +will if there is a chance of my friends, Esther Crippen and Polly +O'Neill, coming home for the holidays. For it is so big that we could +stay in it together. And perhaps Mrs. O'Neill will let Polly come here +and visit me for a little while. Both the girls are doing wonderful +things in New York City. And I am afraid if they don't come home +pretty soon they will both have outgrown me. It is so horrid to be a +perfectly ordinary person." + +As Betty moved off, the expression on her companion's face did not +suggest that he thought of her as entirely ordinary. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +TEMPTATION + +"You are perfectly absurd and I haven't the faintest intention of +confiding in any one of you." And Polly O'Neill, with her cheeks +flaming, rushed away from a group of girls and into her own bedroom, +closing the door and locking it behind her. + +This winter at boarding school in New York City had not been in the +least what she had anticipated. Perhaps the character of the school +she and her mother had chosen had been unfortunate. Yet they had +selected it with the greatest care and it was expensive beyond Polly's +wildest dreams. For, apart from her own small inheritance, her +stepfather, Mr. Wharton, had insisted on being allowed to contribute to +her support, and not to appear too ungracious both to her mother and to +him, his offer had been accepted. Yet Polly did not consider herself +any greater success in thus masquerading as a rich girl than she had +been as a poor one. Was she never to be satisfied? Her school +companions were all wealthy and few of them had any ideas beyond +clothes and society. To them Polly had seemed a kind of curiosity. +She was so impetuous, so brilliant, so full of a thousand moods. Betty +Ashton had once said that to know Polly O'Neill was a liberal +education, and yet in order to know her one ought to have had a liberal +education beforehand. + +Today during the recreation hour at "Miss Elkins' Finishing School," +which was Polly's present abode, there had been a sudden discussion of +plans for the future. And Polly, partly because she was in a +contradictory mood and partly because she really wished it to be known, +had boldly announced herself as poor as a church mouse with no chance +of not starving to death in the future unless she could learn to make +her own living. + +And this had started the onslaught of questions from which she had just +torn herself away. + +For Polly had absolutely determined not to confide in any one of her +new companions her ambition to go upon the stage. They would not +understand and would only be stupid and inquisitive. Why, had they not +worried her nearly to death simply because of her acquaintance with +Miss Margaret Adams? For one day the great actress had driven up to +the school and taken Polly for a drive. And ever afterwards the other +girls were determined to find out how and when she had met her and what +she was like in every smallest particular, until Polly was nearly +frantic. + +Now in her own room, which was a small one, but belonged to her alone, +the girl dashed cold water on her face until she began to feel her +temper cooling down. Then with a book in her lap she planted herself +in a low chair. The book was a collection of Camp Fire songs which +Sylvia Wharton had given her. And although Polly could not sing, the +poetry and inspiration of them was so lovely that she felt they might +be a consoling influence. + +Nevertheless Polly did not commence reading at once. Instead, her thin +shoulders drooped forward pathetically, and putting one elbow on her +knee she rested her pointed chin in her hand. + +For she was unhappy without any real reason in the world. Polly +O'Neill was one of the sensitive and emotional persons who must always +be more or less miserable in the wrong environment. She did not like +being at boarding school and yet she did not wish to return to Woodford +to live in her stepfather's house in circumstances so different from +those of her old life. Besides, had not Miss Adams advised that she +spend several years away from Woodford in order to see more of the +outside world and its myriad types of men and women? She could not ask +to be allowed to come back home now, after the fight she had made to +leave. Moreover, she was learning many things that might be useful to +her as an actress. Miss Adams herself had said so. There was no fault +with the opportunities for study at Miss Elkins', only with the +interest of the girls. She herself was working hard at French and +German and physical culture and was having some special private +teaching in elocution by a master recommended by Miss Adams. + +No, Polly did not intend to give up. Only she was trying to decide +whether or not to return to Woodford for the Christmas holidays. She +was longing to see her mother and Mollie and Betty Ashton. Yet Frank +Wharton would be at home and she and Frank had quarreled all the time +that they had been in the house together during the past summer. And +her mother and Mollie were so wrapped up in one another and in the +splendid new home and in Mr. Wharton! Polly felt herself almost an +outsider when she thought of the days when they had lived in their own +little cottage just opposite the Princess. + +Then, at the thought of Betty Ashton, the slightly hard look in Polly's +Irish blue eyes faded. Of the Princess' understanding and affection +she could always feel sure. And what a brave fight she was making! +Every letter from her mother or Mollie or from any one of their old +Camp Fire circle had something admiring to say of her. And yet she and +Mollie had always thought of their Princess as only a spoiled darling, +beautiful and meant only for cherishing. Ah well, the Princess was +really an aristocrat in the old meaning of the word. She had never +been in the least like these New York girls, caring for money for its +own sake and feeling superior to other people just because of her +money. Betty had birth and beauty and brains. + +Suddenly Polly dashed the tears from her eyes and with a smile jumped +to her feet, dropping her Camp Fire book. There was no use sitting +there and thinking of all the virtues that her Princess possessed that +began with "b." This was Friday afternoon and she was free to do what +she liked. Esther was living in a boarding house not far away, and she +had not seen her in two weeks. And in all the world there was nothing +Esther liked to talk about so much as Betty. Besides, if Esther were +going home for the holidays, why, Polly felt that she would rather like +to have some one persuade her into making her own decision. + +Is it good or evil fortune that makes one so readily influenced by +outside conditions? The December afternoon was cold and brilliant; and +in few places is the climate of early winter so stimulating as in New +York City. Esther was not at home, and for a few minutes her visitor +felt disappointed. But the streets were so beautiful and alluring and +there were so many people out! It was true that Polly had received +permission only to call upon her friend, but what wrong could there be +in her taking a walk? She had only to keep straight along Broadway and +there could be no possible chance of getting lost. Polly was not in +the least timid or unable to take care of herself. She was a girl from +a small town, and yet no one could have imagined that she had not been +a New Yorker all her life, except for her quick and eager interest in +the sights about her. + +No one noticed or molested Polly in the least. It was only that in her +usual unthinking fashion she flung herself into the way of temptation. +Farther down Broadway than she had ever been before, Polly stopped for +a moment to look more closely at a group of girls. Most of them were +several years older than herself. They were standing close together +near a closed door, and yet only occasionally did one of them make a +remark to the other; for apparently they were strangers to one another. + +At first the girls themselves attracted Polly's attention because the +larger number appeared so nervous and anxious. More than half of them +had their faces rouged and powdered and were fashionably dressed, yet +even when they smiled their expressions were uneasy. + +They interested the country girl immensely. In order not to seem rude +or inquisitive she pretended to wish to gaze into a shop window near +them. Then, as they continued waiting and showed no sign of what they +were waiting for, Polly O'Neill's curiosity overcame her good manners. +Another girl had separated herself from the group and was standing +within two feet of Polly, also pretending to stare into the same window. + +Polly edged closer to her. The young woman must have been nearly +twenty-five. She had been pretty once, yet already her face was +haggard and she had circles under her big brown eyes. Unexpectedly +Polly smiled at her, and there was always something almost irresistible +in Polly's smile. + +"Could you, would you mind telling me why so many girls are standing +here in this one particular spot?" she inquired. "It is a cold day +when one is still. And yet I have been here almost ten minutes and no +one has even started to move away." + +"We are waiting to try to get jobs," the older girl answered +listlessly. "And we have come sooner than we were told because each +one of us hoped to get ahead of the other." + +"Jobs?" Polly repeated stupidly. "What kind of work is it that you are +looking for?" + +"Oh, theatrical jobs," the young woman explained. "It's coming on to +be Christmas time and the managers are putting on extras for the +holidays." + +She turned away from her questioner, believing that she had heard a +faint noise at the door near which they were lingering. A quick tug at +her coat attracted her attention again. + +"Can any one apply for a position who wants it?" Polly queried. Her +eyes were shining, her cheeks were crimson and her breath coming in +kind of broken gasps as though she were frightened. + +But the magic door had opened at last and the older woman had no time +to waste. "Oh, yes, any one can apply," she returned with a kind of +hardness. And then she failed to observe that the girl she had been +talking with was following close behind her. + +Polly herself hardly realized what she was doing. Once more she had +yielded to that old wretched habit of hers, of acting first and then +thinking afterwards. Like a flash of lightning it had but this instant +occurred to her that more than anything she would like to see inside a +theatrical manager's office. It would be like placing the tips of +one's toes on the promised land. Of course, Polly knew perfectly well +that she was being reckless, only she would not allow herself time to +consider this point of view. She would simply slip in with these other +girls and pretend that she would like a position should she be forced +into it. As she had had no experience, there could be no possibility +of her getting an engagement. Ten minutes afterwards she would slip +out again and return to school. + +With a dozen or more other girls, Polly was the next moment ushered +into a room that was quite dark and had only a few chairs in it. There +they were told to wait until the manager could be free to speak to +them. So Polly crowded herself into the farthest, darkest corner and +immediately her heart began to thump and her knees to shake, while she +wished herself a thousand miles away. + +What would her mother say to this latest of her escapades; and Mollie +and Betty? What would Miss Adams, for that matter, think of her? She +was an actress herself; but of course Polly never imagined that she had +started her career in any such humble fashion. + +Coming partially to her senses, Polly started hurriedly toward the +closed door. There was no reason in the world for her remaining in +this room unless she wished it. But just as she turned the knob the +manager entered from the hall. And Polly's curiosity got the better of +her again. She would stay just half a minute longer and see what +happened. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE WAY OF THE WILFUL + +When Polly O'Neill came out into the street again, she did not know +whether she was walking on the sidewalk, in the air, or at the bottom +of the sea. But because of a certain thrilling excitement she felt +that she must have wings and because of a heavy weight inside her that +she must be in the depth of the sea. + +For Polly had just signed an engagement to act for two weeks in a +Christmas pantomime. + +It sounds incredible. And it was possibly as unwise and headstrong a +thing as a girl could well do. And yet Polly had originally no actual +intention or desire to do wrong. Simply she had yielded to a sudden +impulse, to an intense curiosity. But now things were different; for +Polly was realizing her wilfulness completely, and instead of repenting +and turning back to confess her folly, was every moment trying to plan +by what method her purpose could be accomplished. + +Not for anything in the world would her mother give her consent to her +experiment. And that in itself should have been a sufficient argument +against it. Yet Polly explained to herself that, after all, there +could not be any great harm in doing what she so much wished, provided +that she made confession afterwards. She was almost eighteen, and +thousands of girls in New York City were earning their living, who were +years younger than she. Perhaps it might even do her good to find out +what this stage life really was like--whether it was as fascinating as +she dreamed, or all tinsel as most grown people were so fond of telling +her. + +No, the question that was uppermost with Polly O'Neill was not in +connection with her decision. It was how her decision might best be +carried out. + +Fortunately she had been writing that she did not believe that she +would come home for the Christmas holidays. She did wish to see her +mother and Mollie and Betty, of course, and had almost given way to +this longing only an hour before. But now, had not fate itself +intervened, flinging her into the path of her desire? And Polly was +Irish and had always declared that she believed in the leadings of +fate, even when her mother and sister had insisted that fate and her +own wish were too often confused in her mind. + +Had she not hidden herself in the corner when the theatrical manager +entered the room, with every intention of running away as soon as she +could escape unobserved? And then had he not suddenly swooped down +upon her, selecting her from the dozens of other applicants? Polly was +not exactly sure of what had happened, except that the man had said +that she looked the part of the character he was after. The fact that +she had confessed having had no stage experience had not even deterred +him. The new play was to be chiefly for young people and the manager +particularly required youthful actors and actresses. + +The play to be produced was the dramatization of a wonderful old +Bohemian fairy story, which Polly remembered to have read years before, +called "The Castle of Life." The story is that of a little boy, +Grazioso, brought up by his grandmother, whom he loves better than all +else in the world. Then one day he sees that the grandmother is +growing old and fears that she must soon leave him. And so he sets out +to find "The Castle of Life" in order once more to bring back youth to +the old woman. The play follows his adventures on the road to the +castle, and includes his meeting with two fairies--the Fairy of the +Woods and the Fairy of the Water. Polly was to impersonate the wood +spirit. + +Her appearance did suggest the character, though naturally she could +not appreciate this fact. But there was always something a bit eerie +and fantastic about her, something not exactly of the everyday +world--her high cheekbones and thin, emotional face with its scarlet +lips and intense expression faintly foreshadowing an unusual future. + +But Polly at the present moment was not feeling in the least unusual, +only rather more self-willed and more calculating. Never could she +recall having deliberately deceived any one before in her entire life. +And yet to accomplish her present purpose there was no other way than +the way of deception. No one in Woodford must guess at her reason for +remaining in New York during the holidays, nor must Miss Elkins have +any possible cause for suspicion. Of course she could not stay on at +boarding school. That idea was utterly ridiculous. She would never be +allowed to go out for a single evening alone. Already her right to +liberty had been considerably overreached by this walk of hers down +town. And what she had done during the walk! The offender smiled +rather wickedly at the thought of the consternation and excitement that +the discovery of her act would create. Home she would go to Woodford +then to stay indefinitely! + +But Polly did not mean to be found out, She meant to have her little +taste of emancipation and then go back into routine again, until she +was old enough for a larger freedom. So for this reason, although she +should have returned to school an hour before, she continued walking +slowly, devising and rejecting a dozen plans. It was going to be +tremendously difficult to accomplish her purpose. But this she had +foreseen five minutes after she had promised to accept the theatrical +manager's offer. However she would "find a way." She remembered how +often the Princess had said that she had more talent than "Sentimental +Tommy" in this particular direction. + +She reached Miss Elkins' school and received five minutes' scolding +from that lady, in the meekest spirit, still without having any idea of +what she could possibly do to accomplish her design. + +All evening she talked so little and her attention was so concentrated +upon the lesson which she appeared to be studying, that her school +companions left her entirely alone. Polly's passion for studying had +always been regarded as an eccentricity. But now since she had +announced on that afternoon that she had her own living to make there +was possibly some excuse for her industry. Nevertheless the girls felt +more convinced than ever that she was not in the least like any of the +rest of them and, although rather fascinating and unusual, not a person +whom one would care to know intimately. + +The difference in her manner and expression that night attracted the +attention of one of the teachers--the girl's face was so tense and +white, her blue eyes showed such dark shadows beneath them. It was +owing to this teacher's advice that Polly was allowed to leave the +study hall an hour earlier than usual and go to her own room and to bed. + +She was not feeling particularly well. Her head did ache and her +conscience troubled her the least little bit, notwithstanding she had +not the faintest intention of surrender. With hot cheeks and cold +hands she lay still for a long time until the noises of the other girls +retiring had quieted down and the big house was silent. Then Polly +suddenly sat up in bed. A moment later she had crawled out on the +floor and lighted a candle by her writing desk. The electric lights +had been turned off for the night. But even in the pitch darkness +Polly would still have composed her letter. For an idea had at last +come to her. And if only she could get just one person to accede to it +her way would be plain. The one person might be difficult. Polly was +perfectly aware of this, but then she had great faith in her own powers +of persuasion. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +ESTHER'S ROOM + +Just above the small alcohol lamp the teakettle was beginning to sing. +On a table near-by were teacups and saucers, with one plate of +sandwiches covered over with a small napkin, and another of cookies. + +Several times a tall girl glanced at the clock and then walked across +the room to take the kettle off the stove, only to place it back again +the next instant. + +Then at last she seated herself by an open piano. There was very +little furniture in the room except the piano, a small cot and the +table. Yet it had an atmosphere of home and comfort, such as some +persons are able to give to a tent in a desert. And standing in a row +at the back of the same tea table were three candles in ten-cent-store +glass candlesticks, waiting to be lighted. The afternoon was a dismal +one, with occasional flurries of snow; so that when the proper time +came for the candle-lighting, the flames would not be ungrateful. + +But in order to make the waiting seem less long the girl was evidently +trying to distract her attention by practicing her music. Several +times she sang over the scales. And then, dissatisfied with her own +work, repeated them until finally her voice rose with unusual resonance +and power. Then, after another slight pause, she drifted almost +unconsciously into the words of a song: + + "Burn, fire, burn! + Flicker, flicker, flame! + Whose hand above this blaze is lifted + Shall be with magic touch engifted, + To warm the hearts of lonely mortals + Who stand without their open portals. + The torch shall draw them to the fire + Higher, higher + By desire. + Whoso shall stand by this hearthstone, + Flame-fanned, + Shall never, never stand alone; + Whose house is dark and bare and cold, + Whose house is cold, + This is his own. + Flicker, flicker, flicker, flame; + Burn, fire burn!" + + +She had not heard the door open softly nor even noticed the figure that +crept softly into the small room. + +But now a pair of gloved hands were clasped eagerly together and an +enthusiastic voice said: + +"Esther Crippen, that is the loveliest song in all the world and you +are the loveliest singer of it! How glad I am to have arrived at just +this moment! Why, your little room makes me feel that it is a _real_ +refuge from all that is dark and bare and cold. And you surely are +with the 'magic touch engifted to warm the hearts of lonely mortals' +with that beautiful voice of yours." + +And Polly O'Neill, putting one hand on each of Esther's cheeks, kissed +her with unexpected ardor. + +It made Esther flush and tremble slightly as she rose to greet her +long-desired guest. Any compliment made Esther shy and one from Polly +more than from another person. For although each girl admired the +other's talents and character, they had never understood each other +especially well. Esther always seemed to Polly far too sober and +almost too unselfish and self-effacing, while Polly to the quieter girl +had all the brilliance and unreliability of a will-o'-the-wisp. Before +coming to New York for the winter their intimacy had been due largely +to their mutual devotion to Betty; but now, both lonely and both in a +new environment, they had been greatly drawn together. Polly's +occasional visits had been one of Esther's few sources of pleasure +outside her work. + +"How charming you are looking, Polly," Esther began, taking off her +guest's dark coat and hat, and seeing her emerge in a crimson woolen +dress, which made a bright spot of color in the shabby room. Polly, +you must remember, was only pretty on occasions; but this afternoon was +certainly one of her good-looking days. The cold had made her pale +cheeks flame and given a softer glow to her eyes. + +"I am simply ravenous, Esther, and dying for your delicious tea," Polly +next remarked, following her hostess to the tea table and taking her +seat, while Esther poured out the boiling water. "It is a kind of a +homesick day and I have been wishing that we were going to have a +meeting of our old Sunrise Hill Camp Fire circle. What wouldn't you +give for a glimpse of the Princess this afternoon?" + +Esther's lips twitched as she lighted her three candles. + +"Almost anything I possess," she returned. + +"But you are going to see her pretty soon? You are going back to +Woodford for Christmas?" Polly tried to hide her own nervousness in +putting this simple question. With her eyes shining over the edge of +her cup she continued slowly drinking her tea, so that the rest of her +face could not be seen. + +But Esther was not paying her any special attention. Quietly she shook +her head. "No, Polly, I am not going home. I am so sorry, for I +wanted to dreadfully. But my music lessons are so expensive that +father does not feel he can afford to let me come. I haven't yet had +the courage to write and break the news to the Princess. She is fond +of me, don't you think so, Polly? She will be sorry that I can't be +with her for the holidays? Of course I know she does not care for me +as she does for you. I shall never expect that. But it does mean so +much to me to feel sure of her affection." + +Polly frowned in a slightly puzzled fashion. Esther's adoration even +of her beloved Betty seemed a little unnatural. Why should one girl +care so much about the attitude of another one? She loved Betty +herself, of course, and Betty loved her. Yet she doubted very much if +either one worried over the emotions of the other. + +"Oh, yes, Esther," Polly returned a trifle impatiently. "Of course +Betty is devoted to you. Why shouldn't she be? Really, I do think you +would let her almost trample upon you if she liked. Only Betty never +would like to hurt any one, thank heaven! But I am glad to hear you +are not going home for the Christmas holidays, because I am not going +either." + +There was nothing so remarkable in this statement that it should make +Polly turn white and then red again. But fortunately the three Camp +Fire candles, "Work, Health and Love," were now flickering so that the +elder girl could not get a clear vision of the other's face. + +But instead of appearing pleased over this news Esther seemed +disappointed. "I am so sorry, for Betty's sake," she returned. "She +wouldn't mind my not being with her so much if she only might have you." + +Polly shrugged her thin shoulders in a fashion she had when vexed. + +"O Esther, I think you might have been polite enough to say that you +would be glad to have me in town if you were to be here--particularly +when I came to ask you if I might spend the holidays with you." + +"Spend the holidays with me?" Esther repeated in rather a stupid +fashion. Naturally she was puzzled as to just why a girl in Polly's +position should elect to spend her Christmas vacation in a cheap New +York boarding house with another girl for whom she had no special +sentiment. + +"Why in the world do you want to remain in the city with me?" she asked +again, too honest to pretend that pleasure was her first sentiment +until she got a more definite understanding of the situation. + +But Polly was now making no effort to devote her attention either to +eating or drinking. Instead she had rested both elbows on the table +and was looking at her companion with the half-pleading, +half-commanding expression that both Mollie and Betty knew so well. + +"Promise not to say anything until I have finished?" she began +coaxingly. "For you see it is to explain why I want to stay with you +that made me write to ask you to make this engagement with me for this +afternoon." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE THREAT + +"Then you refuse to help me or to keep my secret?" Polly O'Neill +protested indignantly. "Really, Esther, I never knew any one with such +a gift for considering herself her sister's keeper. We belong to the +same Camp Fire Club. And if that means anything I thought it was +loyalty and service toward one another. + + "'As fagots are brought from the forest + Firmly held by the sinews which bind them, + So cleave to these others, your sisters, + Wherever, whenever you find them.'" + + +Esther had walked across the room and had her back turned during this +recitation. But now she moved around, facing her visitor until it was +Polly's eyes that dropped before her own. The older girl had always +the dignity that comes from truth and sincerity. + +"Don't be absurd, Polly," she said, speaking quietly, but with no lack +of decision. "You know as well as I do that loyalty has nothing to do +with aiding one another to do what one does not believe to be right. I +don't want to preach. Yet don't you think perhaps _you_ are breaking a +part of our Camp Fire law? 'Be Trustworthy. This law teaches us not +to undertake enterprises rashly.'" + +"Oh, please hush, Esther," Polly insisted. "There is no use in our +quarreling, and we are sure to if you go on preaching like that. I +told you what I have made up my mind to do. If you don't wish to help +me, that of course is your affair. All I have the right to demand is, +that what I told you in the strictest confidence you repeat to no one +else." + +She picked up her coat and began slowly buttoning it, waiting for +Esther's reply, which did not come at once. + +"I don't know whether I can promise you even that," the older girl +answered finally. Her face was white and she moved her hands in the +old nervous fashion that Betty had almost broken her of. "I don't +suppose you can understand, Polly, what an almost dangerous thing you +are about to undertake. And without your mother knowing it! O Polly, +please don't! Why, if anything should happen to you what would she say +to me or Molly and Betty, if knowing your intention I did not warn +them?" + +Polly was like a hot flame in her anger. In her life Esther scarcely +remembered ever having seen any one in such intense yet quiet passion. +All the blue seemed to have gone out of her visitor's eyes until they +were almost black. Her lips were drawn and although she tried to +control her voice, it quivered like a too-tightly-drawn violin string. + +"Esther," she said, "I shall not leave this room until I have your +solemn promise. Perhaps you don't know anything about the standards of +conduct between people of birth and breeding. You were brought up in +an orphan asylum and had no mother. Whether you disapprove of me or +not makes no difference. I am not objecting to your disapproval. I +can perfectly understand that. But what I absolutely will not endure +is for you to tell my secret because it happens to strike your +conscience that that is the right thing to do. My secret belongs to me +as absolutely as my clothes or any of my other possessions do. And +because you chance not to approve of it or of them is no reason why you +should steal them from me and give them away to other people." + +Again Esther was silent and her eyes filled with tears. What was the +use of arguing with Polly when she was in this mood? Yet there were so +many things that she could honestly say. And one of them, that if she +had had the good fortune to have a mother, she at least would not have +tried to deceive her as Polly was doing. + +However Esther was not sure that the latter part of her companion's +argument was not true. Had she the right to betray Polly's confidence, +even though she might consider it for her good? For Polly had begun +her revelation by insisting that what she told be kept in the strictest +secrecy, and she had listened with that understanding. + +Unfortunately Esther's failure to reply did not strike her visitor as +indicating a change in her point of view. Polly flung herself angrily +down into a chair, as though intent upon beginning a siege. She was +trying in a measure to control her temper, realizing how ashamed she +usually felt after the flare of it was past. Still she did honorably +consider that Esther's attitude in the present situation was the wrong +one. Perhaps she was being disobedient, wilful, wicked even. Yet she +had made up her mind to take the consequences (at least the +consequences that she was now able to foresee). And she had no idea of +being frustrated in her purpose by an outside person, whose assistance +she had been foolish enough to ask. No, some way must be devised that +would force Esther into silence. + +Polly glanced desperately about the small room. There was a big +photograph of the Princess, smiling at her from the wall, the Princess +at her loveliest, with her exquisitely refined features, her delicate, +high-bred air. She turned away from it rather quickly to look again at +her companion. Goodness, what a contrast there still was between the +two girls! They had believed that Esther was improving a little in her +appearance. Yet just now worry and uncertainty made her seem plainer +even than usual. And she had on an ugly but thoroughly useful +chocolate-colored dress that Betty would have made her throw into the +fire at once. + +"Betty, it was always Betty with Esther Crippen!" If only she could +reach Esther in some way through their friend. This was an ugly +thought of Polly's. She was ashamed of it and yet felt herself driven +to using almost any means toward attaining her end. + +"Look here, Esther Crippen," she began, breaking the silence first. "I +wonder if it has ever occurred to you that you may some day have a +secret in your life (or you may have one already for all that I know), +which you want more than anything to keep hidden from people. Say you +particularly wished Betty never to find it out. Well, suppose I +discovered your secret, suppose I knew about it right now, would you +want me to tell Betty everything that I had found out just because I +decided that it would be the right thing to do?" + +Polly happened to be staring into her own lap as she delivered this +speech, feeling none too proud of it and having to trust to her +imagination as she went along. Now, however, she glanced up into the +face of the other girl, who was standing near her. + +Then with an exclamation of regret, almost of fear, Polly jumped to her +feet. + +"Good heavens! Esther, what is the matter with you? Are you ill, do +you feel like you were going to faint? If you are sick why on earth +haven't you told me before? We could talk over this business of mine +any time." + +And Polly, forgetting her anger, put her arm reassuringly about her +former friend, fairly leading her to a chair. Esther continued staring +at her, with a deathly white face, evidently trying to speak, but not +able. Then suddenly the girl collapsed and dropping her head on her +arm began to cry. She was ordinarily self-restrained; and being +brought up in an orphan asylum among people who took no interest in her +emotions she had learned unusual self-control. Probably only three or +four persons had ever seen her give way like this before in her life. +So she did not cry easily, but in a kind of shaken, broken fashion that +brought a remorseful Polly on the floor at her feet. + +"What on earth have I said that has hurt you so, Esther?" she begged. +"I know I am a wretched little beast who does or say 'most anything +sometimes in order to get my own way. But of course I don't know any +secret of yours and if I did I should never tell. I only like to +threaten things because I'm cross. You see I don't believe in telling +secrets." + +This was a Polly-like way of apologizing and yet driving in her own +claim at the same time. If only at this moment Esther had had the +Princess' understanding of Polly O'Neill's character, most certainly +she would have laughed. But Esther could not pull herself together so +quickly. A few moments later, however, she put her hands on Polly's +shoulders and in the face of all that had just happened, kissed her. + +"No, Polly," she said, "I know that if ever you should make up your +mind that there was something, which I thought best should never be +known, you would never tell it, even if I betray your secret now. +Perhaps we don't agree about some things. But you could never be +revengeful. I am sure I don't know what I ought to do. Of course you +have the right to choose for yourself. I--I wish you wouldn't do what +you have decided upon. But if I don't tell and yet don't let you stay +here with me, what on earth would you do about this theatrical scheme?" + +"Why, go to some other boarding house for two weeks," Polly replied +calmly. "I am sure that is exactly what you are doing, boarding in New +York and going on with your work. Of course your work happens to be +studying music at present, but you have already sung at two church +concerts and----" + +This time Esther did laugh. "Well, church concerts are hardly to be +compared with the stage, Polly. And please look in your mirror and +remember that I am I and you are you. But of course you realize that +if you will go on with this whim of yours, I am not going to let you +live in any place by yourself. You would be sure to get ill or +something dreadful might happen. No, I shall beg you every minute till +the time comes, not to do what you must know would worry your mother. +But if you still persist, why, you are coming right here to stay with +me and I shall be your shadow every moment until you go back to school." + +Polly jumped up hastily. "What an impolite suggestion for a hostess!" +she murmured, pretending that the seriousness of the situation was now +entirely past. "Go back to school? Dear me, that is what I must do +this very minute! Good-bye." And kissing Esther hastily on the hair, +Polly seized her hat and fled out the door. + +Yet halfway down the long stairs the girl hesitated and stopped for an +instant as if intending to return. + +"Perhaps I ought to give up and be good for once," she whispered to +herself. "It won't be fair, and mother and Mollie and Betty may be +angry with Esther for not telling. Even if I have the right to get +into trouble myself, I haven't the right to drag in other people. But, +oh dear! what fun it will be! And with Esther for my duenna, things +are sure to turn out all right." + +On the lowest steps Polly passed a small boy hobbling up toward +Esther's room. He was evidently a boy from the streets, as he was +shabbily dressed and carried half a dozen papers under his arm. But +there was a hungry, eager look in his face that Polly remembered having +seen sometimes in Esther's in those early days of her first coming to +Mrs. Ashton's home. So straightway she guessed that the boy was some +child, whom Esther had discovered, with a talent and love for music and +that she was giving him lessons in her leisure moments. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +PREPARATIONS FOR THE HOLIDAYS + +"But if you won't come, Betty dear, I shan't wish to give the party," +Meg Everett announced in a disappointed fashion. "With Polly and +Esther not to be here, there are so few of our old Camp Fire circle +anyhow. And you see I only wanted to have our club and a few of John's +young men friends. The idea is that we girls are to cook the entire +dinner and then just talk or dance or play games afterwards. It is not +to be anything like a _real_ party." + +Betty smiled. She and Meg and Mollie O'Neill were taking a winter +tramp through the woods in the direction of the Sunrise Cabin, which +had been closed for the past six months. + +"I should dearly love to come, Meg," Betty confessed. "There is no use +in my pretending that I shouldn't feel desperately lonely with the +thought of your having such a good time without me. But mother----" + +Mollie gave her arm an affectionate squeeze. "There, Betty Ashton, +that is just exactly what I knew you would say. So I talked the whole +matter over with your mother myself first. And she declares that there +isn't any reason why you should not accept Meg's invitation. She is +quite sure that your father would never have wished you not to be as +happy as possible. You have had trouble enough, goodness knows! And +then the extra disappointment of Polly's and Esther's remaining in New +York! I am glad enough Meg is going to give a party, and I hope there +will be dozens of delightful things that Polly O'Neill will miss. What +on earth do you suppose has possessed her to want to stay on with +Esther?" + +And Mollie sighed. The three months without her sister may have passed +by in greater peacefulness than with her, but then Polly always added a +zest and flavor to existence. And this was the longest time that the +two girls had ever been separated. + +"Oh, I don't know. She must have had some very good reason," Betty +returned. "Polly wrote me that she had, and now we must not believe +that she did not love us as much as ever. She wasn't able to explain +the particulars just at present; but if we only trust her and forgive +her some day we will understand." + +Mollie frowned. With a much quieter and more amiable temperament than +her twin, yet nearly eighteen years of intimate living with her had +given her a pretty clear comprehension of her sister's character. +Privately Mollie was puzzled over Polly's behavior and a good deal +worried. It was not like Polly to have conceived so sudden a devotion +to Esther as to be unwilling to leave her for two weeks. And her claim +that she might not be particularly happy at home because of her +stepbrother's presence was not convincing. For Betty Ashton had +invited Polly to be her guest. No, Polly certainly had some special +design in staying on in New York. Of this Mollie was completely +convinced. But what the purpose was, neither from her own imaginings +nor from any hint dropped by her sister's letters, could she get the +slightest clue. + +The three girls had come to a narrow path through the woods, and for a +little while were compelled to walk in single file. For a few moments +they were silent, each one busy with her own thoughts, Mollie happening +to be in the middle. + +"I believe I'll ask Billy what he thinks," she remarked suddenly aloud. +And then she bit her lips, blushing until the very tips of her ears +grew warm. For Meg and Betty were both laughing in the most ridiculous +way. + +"Is it as bad as that, Mollie?" Meg teased. + +"Ask Billy what he thinks on one or all subjects, dear?" Betty queried. + +To both of which questions Mollie naturally deigned no reply. + +She and Billy Webster were extremely good friends. Indeed, they seemed +always to have been since the day of their first meeting, when she had +bound up his injured head. And this winter, with Polly away and Betty +so busy and Meg wrapped up in keeping house and Sylvia spending all her +spare hours in studying with Dr. Barton when not at school, she had +enjoyed the walks and talks with the young man perhaps more than usual. +But it was not because of their intimacy that she had considered +putting this problem of Polly's failure to return home before him. Her +reason was that in their long conversations about her sister, Billy had +always seemed not only to be interested in Polly but able to understand +her disposition peculiarly well. So it was stupid for her two friends +to have taken her foolish exclamation as meaning anything personal. + +The next ten minutes Betty and Meg had rather a difficult time in +making peace; for Mollie had not a strong sense of humor--a fact which +both girls should have remembered. But because she was always so +gentle and kind herself, no one of her friends could bear the idea of +hurting her feelings under any circumstances. + +However while Betty was in the midst of apologizing, Billy Webster +himself came swinging along the same path from the opposite direction. +He had his gun over his shoulder and half a dozen birds in his hand. + +"Who is it taking my name in vain?" he demanded of Betty. + +And Mollie had a dreadful moment of fearing that Betty might betray +what they had been talking about. However, as nothing of the kind +happened, ten minutes later Meg and Betty were walking ahead deep in +conversation about the party, while Mollie and Billy strolled after +them only a few feet behind. + +The young man had been on his way into Woodford to divide the product +of his day's hunting between Mrs. Ashton and Mrs. O'Neill. Now, +hearing that the girls were on a pilgrimage to Sunrise Cabin, he had +been invited to accompany them. + +"No, it won't be like a meeting of our Camp Fire Club, Meg," Betty +argued thoughtfully, after having satisfied herself by a glance over +her shoulder that Mollie and Billy were too absorbed in each other to +take any notice of them. "I have been coming to our Camp Fire Club +meetings all winter and because I am in mourning made no difference. +But with John inviting his friends to your entertainment, why, I can't +make up my mind yet, dear, whether I have the courage to come." + +Betty spoke bravely, but Meg slipped her arm across her friend's +shoulder, holding her fast. The two girls were closer friends now that +Polly and Esther were both away and Meg understood that sometimes Betty +did not feel so cheerful as she pretended. + +"John won't ask more than just one other fellow to keep him company, if +we can have you with us in no other way," Meg conceded. "You see, +Betty, John is only to be at home for a few days. As this is his +senior year at college he wants to so some special work during the +holidays. But he likes you so much better than any of the other girls +in Woodford, that I am quite sure----" + +But Betty had stuffed her fingers in her ears and was refusing to +listen. "It is bad enough to have you girls spoil me because I am in +trouble, but when it comes to telling fibs I won't hear you. Of course +you know, Meg Everett, that I am not going to let you spoil everybody's +pleasure on my account," she answered. + +Feeling the victory already won, Meg laughed. "John is only to invite +Billy Webster and Frank Wharton and Ralph Bowles and three or four of +his Boy Scout camp. By the way, Betty, one of the things I +particularly wished to talk to you about is this: Shall we ask Anthony +Graham? He seems rather uncouth and the other fellows won't have +anything to do with him. But he is Nan's brother and she is so +splendid I should hate to hurt her feelings." + +Betty shook her head. "Anthony isn't the kind of person to invite +though, Meg," she replied without a moment's hesitation. "Of course he +is trying to pull up and keep straight and I feel that we should do all +we can to help him. But inviting him to our parties and treating him +as if he were exactly our equal!" Betty's chin went up in the air and +her face betrayed such a delicate, high-bred disdain that apparently +Anthony's fate was immediately settled. + +The little party had now reached the familiar pine woods and there, +only a few yards ahead, stood their deserted cabin. The totem pole +raised its gaunt head to greet them, still decorated with the history +of their year in the woods together. But the doors and windows of the +cabin were barred with heavy planks. Nowhere was there a sign of life. + +"Let's go back home at once, please, now that we have seen that +everything is all right," Mollie begged a moment later. "It always +gives me the blues dreadfully to see Sunrise Cabin closed up and to +know that perhaps no one of us shall ever live there again. I never +dreamed when we said good-bye to it last spring that we would not come +out here often for club meetings and parties." + +"Parties?" Meg repeated. Then she continued standing perfectly still +and silent for several moments, although the others were moving about +laughing and talking. + +"Parties!" she exclaimed again, speaking in such a loud tone that her +companions turned to stare at her in surprise. + +"Betty Ashton, Mollie O'Neill and Billy Webster, if you and some of the +others will help us, why can't we have our dinner party here at the +cabin? We are not planning to have it until New Year, so there will be +plenty of time to make arrangements." + +However, Meg could get no further with her suggestion, for Betty and +Mollie had both flung their arms about her and Betty exclaimed: + +"It will almost make me have a happy holiday time, Meg dearest, and I +can never bear to refuse your invitation if we are to be together at +Sunrise Cabin once again." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE CASTLE OF LIFE + +It seemed to Esther Crippen that she had been sitting in the wings of +the theater every evening for half her lifetime, although it had been +only a week since Polly's initial appearance as the Fairy of the Woods +in the dramatization of the ancient legend "The Castle of Life." + +At first she had spent every moment after Polly's departure from the +dressing room in peering out from some inconspicuous corner at whatever +action was taking place upon the stage. Now, however, the play and +even the actors themselves had become a comparatively old story. Her +interest centered itself chiefly in Polly--in Polly and the odd human +characters that she saw everywhere about her. Indeed, except for her +nervousness and care of her friend, this week had been almost as +absorbing to Esther Crippen as to the other girl. For after the first +two nights she had lost her fear that Polly might make an absolute +failure of her part, and also the impression that either of them might +be insulted or unkindly treated by the men and women about them. +People had been rough perhaps, but thoroughly business-like. And if +Polly were told to hurry, or to move on, or corrected for some mistake +in her work, it was all done in so impersonal a fashion that both girls +had learned valuable lessons from the experience. Esther had been +amazed at the spirit in which Polly had accepted the discipline and +hard work. Perhaps, after all, she had been making a mountain out of a +mole hill and this disobedience on Polly's part, wrong though it +certainly was, might not result in anything so disastrous as she had at +first feared. + +And there was no doubt that Polly was achieving a real success, one +that surprised her and every one else. Her part was only a small one, +with but few words to speak; otherwise she could never have managed it +with no previous experience and so little time for rehearsing. +Nevertheless she had made one of those sudden yet conspicuous triumphs +that are so frequent in stage life. Sometimes it may happen with a +girl playing the part of a maid, sometimes with a man who has not half +a dozen sentences to recite. It is the quality in the acting that +counts. And the manager in choosing Polly for the special role he had +desired had chosen wisely. For it was not so much the girl's method of +playing that had won sympathy and applause, as her manner and +appearance. + +And curiously enough, though Polly was frightened the first night of +the performance, she was not so much so as on that evening of the Camp +Fire play the previous year, before an audience of friends. + +Polly felt herself at the heart of her first great adventure. The play +itself, the other actors and actresses, the strangeness of her +surroundings, all occupied her to the forgetting of her own +individuality. It seemed as though she were only living out a kind of +dream. Nothing was real, nothing was actual about her. The audience +did not terrify her, nor the lights, nor the darkness, nor the queer +smell of dust and paint and artificiality, that is a necessary part of +the background of stage life. + +Perhaps the girl had found her element. For there is for each one of +us a place in this world, some niche into which one really fits. And +though this place may seem crowded, or ugly, or undesirable to other +people, if it should be our own, it holds a feeling of comfort and of +possession that no other spot can. + +But Polly had not been thinking of niches or elements or anything of +the kind either tonight or during the week past. All of her being was +too deeply absorbed in the interest of the play and the actors and her +own little part. + +At the present moment she was in hiding behind a piece of scenery, +eagerly awaiting the cue for her own entrance; yet she was as keenly +intent upon each detail of the acting taking place upon the stage as if +tonight it were a first experience. + +The players happened to be the two persons who had been kindest and +most helpful to her in the company. And one of them one was the +brown-eyed girl whose lead she had followed on the day of her own +engagement. Polly had been glad to make the discovery later that this +same girl had been engaged to play the part of Grazioso's grandmother +in "The Castle of Life." The other actor was the star, a young man of +about twenty-six or seven, who was impersonating Grazioso, the hero of +the fairy story. + +The stage was in semi-darkness, while the grandmother related to the +boy the tale of her first meeting with the fairies. A small, shabby +room revealed a low fire burning in the grate. In an armchair sat the +old woman, while her grandson lay on the floor at her feet with his +head resting upon his hand. + +"There are two fairies," said the grandmother, "two great fairies--the +Fairy of the Water and the Fairy of the Woods. Ten years ago I had +gone out at daybreak to catch the crabs asleep in the sand, when I saw +a halcyon flying gently towards the shore. The halcyon is a sacred +bird, so I never stirred for fear I should scare it away. And at the +same time from a cleft in the mountain I saw a beautiful green adder +appear and come gliding along the sands toward the bird. When they +were near each other the adder twined itself around the neck of the +halcyon as if it were embracing it tenderly. Then I saw a great black +cat, who could be nothing else than a magician, hiding itself behind a +rock close to me. And scarcely had the halcyon and adder embraced than +the cat sprang on the innocent pair. This was my time to act. I +seized him in spite of his struggles and with the knife I used for +opening oysters I cut off the monster's head, paws and tail. And as +soon as I had thrown the creature's body into the sea, before me stood +two beautiful ladies, one with a crown of white feathers and the other +with a scarf made of snake's skins. They were, as I have told you, the +Fairy of the Water and the Fairy of the Woods." + +With these words, Polly moved a few steps nearer the place set for her +entrance. On the opposite side she could see the other girl who +impersonated the water fairy, also ready to make her entrance. Tonight +was New Year's eve and the house was unusually crowded. + +But the grandmother was continuing her speech. + +"Enchanted by a wicked Jinn, they were obliged to remain bird and snake +until some hand should restore them to liberty. To me they owed +freedom and power. 'Ask what thou wilt,' they said, 'and thy wishes +shall be fulfilled." + +"I thought how I was old and had too hard a life to wish for it over +again. But the day would come when nothing would be too good for thee, +my child." The old woman leaned over, stroking her grandson's dark +hair. "The Fairy of the Woods gave me a scale from the snake's skin +and the Fairy of the Water a small white feather from her crown. They +are hidden in a box under some rags. Open the box and thou wilt find +the scale and the feather." + +The boy then crossed the stage and a moment later handed the box to the +old woman, who appeared too ill to leave her chair. + +After bending over and listening to her instructions, he stepped +forward nearer the footlights. There in the center of the room was a +bowl of water in which he placed the feather and the scale. + +"Wish for thyself anything thou desirest, fortune, greatness, wit, +power," murmurs the old woman. "But embrace me first, as I feel that I +am dying." + +But Grazioso did not approach either to embrace or ask the old woman's +blessing. + +"I wish my grandmother to live forever!" he cried. "Appear, Fairy of +the Woods. Appear, Fairy of the Water!" + +And now in perfect silence Polly O'Neill made her entrance. She moved +very slowly forward, so slim and young and tall, with such big, +dark-blue eyes, and such slender, elfish grace that she did not look +like a real flesh-and-blood girl. + +The audience stirred, and a little breath of appreciation moved through +it, which Polly was almost learning to expect. + +She wore her own black hair unbound and hanging loose below her +shoulders. It was made blacker by the wreath of leaves that encircled +her head. She was dressed in an olive-green gown of some soft, +clinging material and a scarf of snake's skin was fastened over her +shoulder. + +The Fairy of the Water followed Polly. Her gown was white with a blue +scarf, and she was small and blonde. She was a pretty girl, but +somehow there was no suggestion of the fairy about her. One could see +the same type of girl any time, standing behind a counter in a shop, or +dancing at a party of young people. + +Polly's grace and her ardent, unconventional temperament made it easy +to understand why the attention should be focused upon her during this +single scene. Besides, she had one long speech to deliver. + +This was the moment when the girl felt her only real nervousness. For +always there was the uncertainty as to whether her voice would be +strong and full enough to be heard throughout the theater. Tonight and +for the first time she hesitated for a second. Yet no one noticed it, +except the actors near her and Esther, who had crept forth, for a +closer view in spite of the stage regulations. + +"Have you forgotten your lines, child?" the leading man whispered so +quietly that no one could overhear. + +But Polly only smiled, with a faint shake of her graceful head. + +"Here we are, my child," she began the next instant, speaking in clear, +girlish tones that showed nothing of indecision or embarrassment. + +"We have heard what you said and your wish does you credit. We can +prolong your grandmother's life for some time. But to make her live +forever you must find The Castle of Life." + +"Madam," replied Grazioso, "I will start at once." + +"It is four long days' journey from here," the Fairy of the Woods +continued. "If you can accomplish each of these four days' journey +without turning out of your road and if, on arriving at the castle, you +can answer the three questions that an invisible voice will ask you, +you will receive there all that you desire. For there the fountain of +immortality will be found." + +Then slowly the great stage curtain descended. And this was the end of +Polly's part in the performance, though one more ordeal was to follow. +And though she welcomed this, Polly also dreaded it more than anything +else. Always a curtain call came at the close of this scene, when she +and the Fairy of the Water, each holding a hand of Grazioso's, must +step forth to the footlights and for an instant face the audience, +smiling their thanks for the applause. + +But Polly had never been able to summon a smile, for at this moment she +had always become self-conscious. The glamour and the excitement of +the theater suddenly deserted her and she felt not like a fairy or +anything fantastic, but only like Polly O'Neill, a very untrained and +frightened girl who was deceiving her family and friends to have this +first taste of stage life, and who might suffer almost any kind of +consequences: imprisonment in some boarding school, Polly feared, where +she might never again be allowed any liberty or an equal imprisonment +in Woodford, with no mention of the theater made in her presence as +long as she lived. For Polly could not determine to what lengths her +mother's anger and disapproval of her conduct might lead her. And she +did mean to make her confession and face the results as soon as her two +weeks' engagement was over. + +Therefore tonight she kept an even tighter clasp on Grazioso's hand +than usual, her knees were shaking so absurdly. And all the faces in +the audience were swimming before her, as though they had no features +but eyes. Then suddenly the girl grew rigid with surprise, uncertainty +and fear. + +In the second row just under the footlights she had discovered a face +that was strangely familiar. And yet could it be possible that this +person of all others should be here in New York City and in the theater +tonight, instead of in the village of Woodford? + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE RECOGNITION + +Esther was not waiting in the accustomed place where Polly had +previously found her when she came off the stage. On her way to the +dressing room she shivered a little, missing the coat that her friend +was in the habit of wrapping about her shoulders. The night was +extremely cold and the back of a theater is nearly always breezy. + +Polly hurried faster than usual to her room--a small dark one at the +end of a passage-way. But even here there was no sign of Esther. What +could have become of her? She was not apt to be talking with any of +the members of the company; for both girls had decided that it was +wiser to make themselves as inconspicuous as possible. + +Well, she must do her best to get out of her fairy costume and back +into sensible garments by her own efforts. Esther would be coming +along in a few moments. She could not stand idle with her teeth fairly +chattering and those ridiculous little chills chasing themselves all +over her. Wouldn't it be too absurd to take cold at this particular +time and so make a failure of her adventure? For she would thus heap +all the family disapproval and punishment upon her own head and incur +the righteous indignation of everybody in the company by having to +resign her part. + +Would any one ever have imagined that a garment could be so difficult +to unfasten as this one she was now incased in? For of course the +stiffness and shakiness of Polly's fingers came from the zero +temperature in her dressing room and not in the least from the +momentary fright she had received from her supposed recognition of a +face in the audience. Undoubtedly she had been mistaken. Yet why +should she have chosen to believe that she saw about the most unlikely +person of her acquaintance? A guilty conscience should have conjured +up some ghost who had more right to be present. + +Polly finally did succeed in getting into her street clothes without +assistance; and though five, ten minutes passed, Esther did not appear +in the dressing room. Nor was she anywhere in the hall, since Polly +had several times thrust her head out the door to look for her. + +Polly was a little uneasy, though assuredly nothing serious could have +happened to Esther. Esther had been very good to her during these past +days, so staunch and loyal, never reproaching her or arguing once she +had become convinced that Polly's mind was made up, and taking such +wonderful care of her, guarding her so closely! If ever there came a +time when her mother, or Mollie, or Betty should attempt to blame +Esther for her part in this escapade, Polly had determined that they +should understand the situation in its true light. And some day she +might be able to return Esther's allegiance and devotion. For always +the opportunity to serve a friend will come if one is sufficiently on +the lookout for it. + +The moment that she left her dressing room Polly ran directly into +Esther, who was hurrying toward her. + +"Oh, Polly dear," she said, "I hope you haven't been worried, though I +have been uneasy enough about you. Do come back into your room for a +moment. There is something I want to tell you that no one else must +hear." + +Esther looked so excited and nervous that Polly slipped an arm +comfortingly about her. "Don't mind if anybody has said anything rude +or been horrid, please," she whispered. "You know we promised each +other not to take the disagreeable things seriously." + +"Oh no, it is nothing like that. It is about you," the older girl +explained. + +Polly smiled. "The disagreeable things usually are about me." She +looked so absurdly young and wilful and charming that Esther felt +herself suddenly willing to champion her cause against any opposition. +Of course Polly had done wrong, but the mistake had been made and to +frustrate her ambition now could do no possible good. + +"I don't think you understand, Polly; you can't of course. But Billy +Webster was in the audience just now and recognized you. He says that +Mollie was afraid there was something the matter and----" + +"Billy Webster's opinions are not of the least interest to me. Do +let's hurry home, Esther. It is almost ten o'clock and though we can +take the street car straight to your door, we have never been out this +late before." + +"But Billy says he _must_ see you. He is waiting outside. He says he +means to tell your mother and Mollie what you are doing unless you +promise to return home tomorrow. He says that if you won't promise he +may telegraph them tonight, so your mother can come and get you +tomorrow. I think you had better see him." + +Suddenly Polly flung her arms about her friend's neck and began crying +like a disappointed child. One never could count on Polly's doing what +might be expected of her. She had had the boldness of defy opposition +and to act successfully for a week on the professional stage; yet now +when she most needed her nerve she was breaking down completely. + +"I always have hated that Billy Webster," she sobbed, "from the first +moment I saw him. What possible reason or right can he have to come +spying on me in this fashion? If he tells mother what I am doing now +and does not give me a chance to confess, she will never forgive me. +Neither will Mollie nor Betty nor any of the people I care about. Rose +and Miss McMurtry will never speak to me. I shall be turned out of our +Camp Fire Club. Of course I know I deserve it. But that Billy Webster +should be the person to bring about my punishment is too much! +Besides, I can't give up my part now. Surely, Esther, you can see +that. Acting a week longer won't hurt me any more and----" + +"I think we had better see Mr. Webster, anyhow, dear," Esther insisted +quietly. "Perhaps we can persuade him not to tell, or else to give you +the first opportunity." + +Hastily Polly dried her eyes. She looked very white and frail as they +went out of the room together. + +In a secluded corner not far from the stage door they found Billy +Webster waiting for them. His face was pale under his country tan. +His blue eyes, that sometimes were charmingly humorous, showed no sign +of humor now. If ever there was so youthful a figure of a stern and +upright judge, he might well have stood for the model. + +Polly struggled bravely to maintain her dignity. + +"What is your decision, Miss O'Neill?" he inquired, without wasting any +time by an enforced greeting. "I presume Miss Crippen has told you +what I have made up my mind to do." + +Amiability was one of Esther's dominant traits of character; yet she +would have liked to shake Billy Webster until his teeth chattered or +suppress him in almost any way. After all, what right had he to take +this lofty tone with Polly? He was not a member of her family, not +even her friend. Just because he had known all of them in their Camp +Fire days in the woods and was devoted to Mrs. Wharton and to Mollie +was not a sufficient excuse. + +Therefore Polly's unexpected meekness of manner and tone was the more +surprising--and dangerous. + +"How did you happen to come to New York and to the theater, Billy?" she +queried, ignoring his use of the "Miss." Frequently in times past they +had called each other by their first names, when good feeling happened +to be existing between them. + +Instantly Billy looked a little more on the defensive. "I--I had to +come to New York on business," he explained sullenly. "And Mollie had +been telling me that she was kind of uneasy about you and that she felt +there must be some reason you wouldn't give why you did not wish to +come home for the holidays." + +"So you undertook to play detective and find out?" Polly announced in +the cool, even tones that made Billy hot with anger and a sense of +injustice. + +He was perfectly sure that he was right in his attitude toward her. +She had been disobedient and audacious beyond his wildest conception, +even of her. And yet she had a skilful fashion of making the other +fellow appear in the wrong. + +"I told Mollie that I would call on you and Esther," he returned, +relapsing into his old-time familiarity. "You see, I told her that I +was sure things were quite all right, but I wanted to convince her too. +I didn't think you would mind seeing me. I thought you might even be +glad to hear about your Woodford friends. So as Mollie gave me your +address, I went out to your house at about eight o'clock. The maid +told me that you had gone to the theater, told me which one. Of course +I just supposed that you had gone to see a show. And that was pretty +bad for two young girls! But when I got here and the curtain went up +and you came out!--why, Polly, I just couldn't believe it at first, and +then I got to thinking of how your mother and Mollie would feel and +what might happen!" And Billy's voice shook in a very human and +attractive fashion. + +Instantly Polly's hand was laid coaxingly on the young man's coat +sleeve. "But, Billy, seeing as now I have been and gone and done it +already, why, think of me in any way that you please. Only don't tell +on me for another week. The play is to last only through the holidays. +And I promise on my word of honor to come home as soon as it is over +and to tell mother every single thing." + +"Word of honor?" Billy repeated slightingly. And of course, though +Polly deserved her punishment his inflection was both rude and cruel. + +Up to this moment the little party of three persons had been entirely +uninterrupted. Now Esther heard some one coming quickly toward them. +And turning instantly she understood the impression that this scene +might make. The man was the leading actor of the company, Richard +Hunt, who in a quiet way had shown an interest and an attitude of +protection toward Polly. Now observing a strange young man, and +Polly's evident agitation, it was but natural that he should suppose +that some one was trying to annoy her. + +Esther flung herself into the breach. Not for anything must a scene be +permitted to take place! And she could guess at Billy Webster's +scornful disregard of a man who was an actor. Billy was a country +fellow with little experience of life, and broad-mindedness was not a +conspicuous trait of his character. + +Esther never knew just exactly how she managed it, but in another +moment she had confided the entire story of Polly's audacity to Mr. +Hunt, Billy Webster's place in it, and his present intention of +bringing retribution upon them. She knew there was but little time for +her story; for Mr. Hunt might be compelled to leave them on receiving +his curtain call at any moment. In a very surprising and good-humored +fashion however he seemed to understand the situation at once. + +"I had an idea that Miss O'Neill was new to this business," he said; +"or you would both have realized that it is not wise for a girl so +young as she is to come to the theater without her mother or some much +older woman to look after her. But I believe I can appreciate +everybody's point of view in this matter. So why wouldn't it be well +to have Miss O'Neill telegraph her mother herself and ask that she come +down to New York tomorrow. She could say there was nothing serious, so +as not to frighten her. And then of course they could talk things over +together and decide what was best without any interference." + +But before any answer could follow his suggestion a bell sounded and +the older man was obliged to hurry away. + +Esther breathed a sigh of relief. + +"Dear me, why had not one of us thought of this way out?" she asked. +"Surely, Billy, you can't object to allowing Mrs. Wharton to be the +judge in this matter?" + +Billy nodded. "Of course that is the best plan." + +"And you, Polly?" + +Polly had begun to cry again. "I want to see my mother right this +minute," she confessed. And then, slipping out of the stage door, she +left Esther and Billy to follow immediately after her and in silence to +escort her safely home. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +SUNRISE CABIN AGAIN + +It was New Year's night. Sunrise Cabin was no longer an empty and +deserted place, but golden lights shone through the windows, making a +circle of brightness outside the door. + +From the inside came the sound of voices and laughter and music and the +clatter of dishes. + +Slowly a figure approached the door. It was after seven o'clock and a +sharply cold evening with a heavy snow on the ground, so there could be +small comfort in loitering. Yet when the figure reached its evident +destination, instead of knocking or making an effort to enter, it +hesitated, stopped, turned and walked away for a few steps and then +came back again. The second time, however, summoning a sudden courage, +the arm shot forth, and there was a single rap on the door. The rap +was so imperative that in spite of the rival noises inside, the door +opened quickly. Then the newcomer entered and for another moment stood +hesitating in even greater bewilderment. + +The great room seemed to be twinkling with a hundred bayberry candles, +sending forth a delicious woodland fragrance. The walls were covered +with pine branches and the big fireplace was piled as high with burning +fagots and pine cones as safety permitted. A long table standing in +the center of the room was beautifully and yet oddly decorated, and +upon it dinner was just about to be served. + +Resting in the middle of its uncovered surface were three short and +slender pine logs of the same general height and size and crossed at +the top, while swinging from this trident was a brightly polished +copper kettle, piled high tonight with every kind of fruit and with +giant clusters of white and purple grapes suspended over its sides. +Encircling the centerpiece, made not of real wood of course but of +paper bonbons, were three groups of logs representing the insignia of +the three orders of the Camp Fire, the wood-gatherer's logs having no +flame, the fire-maker's a small one, while the torch-bearer's flame of +twisted colored paper seemed to glow as though it were in truth of +fire. The mats on the table were embroidered in various Camp Fire +emblems--a bundle of seven fagots, a single pine tree, or a disk +representing the sun. And at either end of the long table three +candles had lately been lighted, while standing up around it at their +appointed places were about twenty guests, the girls dressed in their +ceremonial costumes, the young men as Boy Scouts. + +The effect of the entire scene was so brilliant and so unusual that +there was small wonder that the latest comer was overwhelmed. He +fumbled awkwardly with his hat, cleared his throat, his face so +crimsoning with embarrassment that actual tears were forced out of his +eyes. And then just as the young man was praying that the earth might +open and swallow him up, a girl came forward from the indeterminate +mass of persons, who appeared to be swimming in a mist before him, and +held out her hand. + +"I am so glad to see you, Mr. Graham. Nan and I were beginning to be +afraid you would not be able to come," she said cordially. "But you +are just in time, as we are only sitting down to the table this very +minute." + +And Meg Everett then led her final guest down what seemed to him a +mile's length of table, placing him between two persons, whom at the +moment he did not suppose that he had ever seen. And before he could +quite recover his senses there was an unexpected burst of music and +then a cheer that filled every inch of the cabin space. + +"Wo-he-lo for aye, Wo-he-lo for aye, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo for +aye! Wo-he-lo for work, Wo-he-lo for health, Wo-he-lo, Wo-he-lo, +Wo-he-lo for Love." + +And then with laughter Meg Everett's New Year dinner guests took their +places at the table and in the pause Anthony Graham had a chance to +pull himself together. To his relief he found that Miss McMurtry was +seated on his left side, and at least they were acquaintances. For +Miss McMurtry had also come to live in the old Ashton house and often +passed the young man on the stairs, nodding good-night or good-morning. +Then he had put up some book-shelves for her in her room and moved the +furniture to her satisfaction. So, perhaps the Camp Fire party might +not be so wretchedly uncomfortable with one person near with whom he +might exchange an occasional word. + +For just what the young man's emotions were this evening, no one except +a person placed in a similar position could understand. Perfectly well +did he appreciate that Meg had asked him to her dinner only because of +her loyalty and affection for his sister, Nan, as a member of her same +Camp Fire Club. The brothers of the other girls had been invited, Jim +Meade, Frank Wharton and, of course, John Everett, besides others of +his friends. So to have left him out might have been to hurt Nan's +feelings. His sister was both proud and sensitive over his efforts to +make a better position for himself in the village. Yet should he have +taken advantage of Meg's kindness and accepted her invitation? Anthony +was by no means certain. This same question had been keeping him awake +for several nights and even after having written his hostess that she +might expect him to appear he had delayed his approach until the last +minute. + +Assuredly the other young men would not enjoy his presence. They might +be coldly polite, but nothing more could be expected. For no one could +be more conscious than Anthony was at this time in his life of the +difference between him and other men of his age, who had the advantages +of birth and education. Actually he could feel the grime of his own +hands as he clutched them nervously together under the table. Not all +the scrubbing of the past hour could altogether rid them of the soot +and dust that came of making fires and sweeping office floors. And his +clothes, although brushed until they were spotless, were worn almost +threadbare in places. The very shirt that Nan had washed and ironed +for him, had had to have the frayed ends trimmed away from the +wrist-bands. + +Anthony glanced across the table. There were Nan's dark eyes smiling +at him bravely. She did not look in the least ashamed of him. And as +for Nan herself why, she was as pretty a Camp Fire girl as any one at +the table. Wearing their Council Fire costumes, each girl decorated +only with the honor beads which she had won by her own efforts, the +poorer maids and the rich ones were equally attractive. For there were +none of the differences in toilet which any other kind of entertainment +might have revealed. + +But Nan was not only smiling at her brother, she was nodding at him and +trying to attract his attention. Evidently she wished him to glance +away from Miss McMurtry to his companion on the other side. And +Anthony finally did manage to turn shyly half way around. + +Then with a sudden feeling almost of happiness he discovered that Betty +Ashton was on his right. She did not happen to be looking toward him +at the moment, but was talking to John Everett with more animation than +he had ever before seen her show. + +Betty had no knowledge of Anthony's having been invited to Meg's Camp +Fire dinner. His invitation had not come so soon perhaps as the others +had received theirs, and afterwards for several days he had had no +opportunity for conversation with her. For of course living in Betty's +house gave him no right to any pretense of friendship with her. + +Yet the moments were passing and she must by this time have become +conscious of his presence. Miss McMurtry had called him by name +several times and no human being could be entirely oblivious of a +person so near, unless under some peculiar stress of emotion. + +Anthony felt his former nervousness leaving him. He was no longer +blushing; his face had become white and a little stern. So that when +Betty finally turned to speak to the young man she had a curious +impression that his face was unfamiliar, it wore so different an +expression from any that she had ever seen on it before. Betty had +been conscious of Anthony's presence from the instant of his taking his +place beside her and in failing to recognize him had not deliberately +intended being rude or unkind. At first she had been amazed and a +little chagrined by his presence, for after what she had said to Meg +she had not dreamed of the young man's being included among the guests. +Yet this was Meg's entertainment and not hers, and of course she had no +right to feel or show offense. Only she and John Everett happened to +be having such an interesting talk at the moment of Anthony's +appearance, and assuredly John shared her conviction about the +newcomer! One could be kind to the young fellow of course, without +admitting him within the intimate circle of friendship. And Betty +Ashton, although she would never have confessed it, had always been +greatly influenced by John Everett's opinions and personality. He was +such a big blond giant, older and handsomer and more a man of the world +than any other college fellow in Woodford. She was flattered, too, +because he had never failed on his return for holidays to show her more +attention than any other girl in the village. He might have other +friendships outside of his own home; of this she could know nothing, +but at the present time this thought only made him the more agreeable. +Therefore it was annoying that she might be expected to waste a part of +her evening on a young fellow for whom she felt no personal interest, +only good will. Betty herself was not conscious of the condescension +in her attitude, but why did she find it so difficult to begin a +conversation with the newcomer or even to greet him? + +Anthony should at least understand that it was exceedingly ill mannered +of him to keep staring down into his plate when he must have become +aware that she was now ready to talk with him. But what should she say +first? Having failed to notice a person's existence for some time +makes an ordinary "Good evening" appear a bit ridiculous. + +"How do you do, Mr. Graham?" Betty began half shyly, putting more +cordiality into her manner than usual in an effort to atone for her +former lack of courtesy. + +Then for the briefest space Anthony glanced up at her quietly, his +grave eyes studying hers, until Betty felt her own eyelids flutter and +was grateful for the length of her dark lashes which swept like a cloud +before her vision. For actually she was blushing in the most absurd +and guilty fashion, as though she had done something for which she +should feel ashamed. + +"Good evening," Anthony returned, and during the rest of the dinner +party he never voluntarily addressed a single remark to her. + +Betty need not have been afraid that he might interfere with her +opportunity for conversation with John Everett. For although Anthony +answered politely any questions that she put to him and listened to +whatever she wished to say, the greater part of his time he devoted to +talking with Miss McMurtry and to pursuing his own train of thought. + +For if the young man had originally been doubtful as to whether it was +wise for him to accept Meg Everett's invitation, he was glad now with +all his heart. Just what this evening was giving him he had needed. +Glancing up and down the table, his own resolution was thereby +strengthened. If there had been moments when he had wavered, when it +had seemed easier to slip back into his old way of life and to enjoy +the companions who were always ready to join hands, he could hereafter +recall this experience and Betty's treatment of him, as well as the +sight of the other young men guests. + +Some day there should be another reckoning. These fellows were largely +what their fathers had made them; they had birth, schooling, the +influences of cultured homes. But out in the big world a man's own +grit and will and ability to keep on working in the face of every +difficulty counted in the long run. Anthony clenched his teeth, +feeling his backbone actually stiffen with the strength of his +resolution. Then he had the humor and good sense to laugh at himself +and to begin taking more pleasure in his surroundings. + +Here were all the Camp Fire girls whom his sister had talked and +written so much about, excepting the two whose absence the others were +lamenting, Polly and Esther. Here also was the German professor, who +had lately moved into the Ashton house, sitting on the further side of +Miss McMurtry and certainly absorbing all of her attention that he +possibly dared. But Anthony did not mind; he had a kind of fellow +feeling for Herr Crippen, who was poor and evidently not of much +interest or importance in the Lady Betty's estimation. There at the +farther end of the table must be Miss Rose Dyer, the Camp Fire Guardian +whom Nan cared for so deeply, and she certainly was quite as pretty as +his sister had said. So why should young Dr. Barton be staring at her +so severely? Miss Dyer was only laughing and talking idly with Frank +Wharton; and every now and then she turned to smile and speak to the +little girl who sat close beside her. This must be Faith, the youngest +of the Sunrise girls, whose mother had lately died and who was now +living with Miss Dyer. + +Anthony smiled unexpectedly, so that Betty, who happened to be glancing +toward him at the moment, was vexed over his ability to amuse himself. +He had only just guessed why Dr. Barton found it necessary to regard +Miss Dyer so sternly. Anthony felt that he would like to make friends +with this young men. He was evidently somewhat narrow and puritanical, +but already had offered to assist him with any of his studies should he +need help. And Anthony meant to take advantage of his offer and to +interest him if he could; for Dr. Barton was just the kind of a friend +he would like to know intimately in these early days of his struggle. + +Dinner was finally over, and, stupidly enough, as the guests began +leaving the table Anthony Graham felt his own shyness and awkwardness +returning. They were intending to dance for the rest of the evening, +and dancing was another of the graces that had been left out of his +education. However, he could find himself an inconspicuous corner +somewhere, and it would be good enough fun to look on. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +"LIFE'S LITTLE IRONIES" + +"Mollie O'Neill, if you don't tell me what you and Billy Webster have +been whispering about all evening and why you look so worried, I don't +think I can bear it a moment longer," Betty Ashton insisted, having at +last found her friend alone for a moment, while the other girls and men +were clearing the living room for the dance. + +"There isn't anything to tell. At least there really is, but I have +not been told just what," Mollie sighed in return. + +"Then of course it's Polly?" + +Mollie nodded. "Early this morning before any of us were awake a +telegram arrived from Polly begging mother to come to New York at once. +Polly said she wasn't ill and there was nothing for us to worry over, +but just the same Sylvia and I have been worried nearly to death all +day. For mother got off within a few hours. Then late this evening +Billy Webster appears in Woodford after his visit in New York. And +though he tells me that he saw Polly and Esther and has confessed that +he knows why Polly telegraphed for mother, he won't give me the least +satisfaction about anything. Can you make any suggestion, Betty dear? +What difficulty do you suppose Polly has gotten into this time? For +certainly it is Polly and not Esther; Esther would never be absurd." + +Mollie lowered her voice as several of their friends were approaching. + +"Please don't speak of this, Betty. Mother left word that we were not +to mention it outside the family until she learned exactly what was the +matter. But of course she said that I might tell you." + +Before Betty could reply John Everett had invited her to dance. + +But slowly she shook her head. "I can't, John. I know you will think +it foolish; perhaps it is. Of course I have come to Meg's party and +enjoyed it very much. And yet, well, somehow I don't feel quite like +dancing. You understand, don't you?" + +John acquiesced. He was disappointed, and yet felt himself able to +understand almost anything that Betty wished him to, when she looked at +him with that appealing light in her gray eyes and that rose flush in +her cheeks. + +"Never mind," he returned; "I'll find seats for us somewhere, where we +can manage to talk and yet watch the others." + +Betty smiled. It was agreeable to be so sought after, and yet under +the circumstances quite out of the question. + +"You will please find me a place where I can watch, but not with you. +This is your party, remember. Meg will expect you and every man to do +his duty," she replied. + +So after a little further discussion Betty found herself seated upon a +kind of miniature throne, which John had made for her by piling some +sofa cushions upon an old divan. Behind her was a background of cedar +and pine branches decorating the walls and just above her head +flickered the lights of candles from a pair of brass sconces. + +Betty wore her red brown hair parted in the middle and in two heavy +braids, one falling over each shoulder, while around her forehead was a +blue and silver band with the three white feathers, the insignia of her +title of "Princess" in their Camp Fire Club. Her dress was cut a +little low in the throat and about it were strung seven chains of honor +beads. + +For a little while at least she might have found interest in watching +the others dance had she not been worried about Polly. She was uneasy +and it was stupid to have been given this opportunity to think; for +thinking could do no possible good. Whatever mischief Polly had gotten +into was sure to be beyond one's wildest imagination. It would be much +more agreeable if she might have some one to talk with her and so +distract her attention. + +And there was one other guest beside herself who was not dancing. +Betty flushed uncomfortably. It must appear strange to the others to +see Anthony sitting only a short distance away from her and yet paying +no more attention to her presence than if they were upon opposite sides +of the world. + +Once or twice Betty looked graciously toward the young man, intending +to smile an invitation to him to sit near her, should he show the +inclination. For possibly he was too much embarrassed to make the +first move. She must remember that he had had no one to teach him good +manners and that he was always both shy and awkward in her presence. + +However, at present he seemed totally unaware of her existence and not +in the least requiring entertainment. For he was watching the dancers +with such profound concentration that apparently his entire attention +was absorbed by them. + +The girl had an unusually good opportunity for studying the young man's +face. She had not noticed until tonight how thin he was and how clear +and finely cut his features. There was no trace of his Italian mother +left, save in his black hair and in the curious glow which his skin +showed underneath its pallor. His nose was big--too big, Betty +thought--and his lips closed and firm. He had a kind of hungry look. +Hungry for what? the girl wondered. Then she had a sudden feeling of +compunction. Anthony might sometimes even be hungry for food, he +worked so hard, made so little money and was so busy by day and night. +Before tonight she might have helped him without his knowing or even +caring, if he had guessed her purpose. But after tonight? Well, Betty +felt reasonably sure that she and Anthony could never be upon exactly +the same footing again. For somehow she had hurt him more than she had +intended, not realizing that any one could be at once so humble and so +proud. And as she had made one of those mistakes that one can never +apologize for, there was no point in dwelling on it any longer. Only +she did regret by this time that deep down in her heart there must +still linger her old narrow attitude toward money and good birth. She +was poor enough herself now, and yet in her case, as in so many others, +had it not made her feel all the more pride in the distinction of her +family? Assuredly she had often whispered to herself that poverty did +not matter when one bore a distinguished name. + +Betty smothered a sigh and a yawn. It was tiresome to be sitting there +thinking and reproaching herself when the others were having such a +good time. How splendidly Billy Webster and Mollie danced together! +He was so strong and dictatorial, so certain of his own judgment and +opinions. And Mollie so gentle and yielding! She smiled over her +foolish romancing, and yet there was no use pretending that they would +not make a suitable match should things turn out that way. Mollie and +Polly might possibly never be exactly what they had been to each other +in the past, and Mrs. Wharton had re-married, and Sylvia would soon be +going away to study nursing. + +But some one was passing close by and trying to attract her attention. +Betty waved her hand, but when she had gone frowned a little anxiously. + +Edith Norton was dancing with the friend whom she had persuaded Meg to +ask to her Camp Fire dinner, although none of the rest of the girls +liked him. He was a good deal older than their other young men +acquaintances and a stranger to most of them, having only come to +Woodford in the past six months and opened a drug store. But he had +been entirely devoted to Edith since, and of course as she was nearly +twenty she should know her own mind. Notwithstanding, Betty felt +uneasy and uncomfortable. They had been hearing things not to +Frederick Howard's credit in the village, and Edith had always been +unlike the rest of their Sunrise Camp Fire girls. She was vainer and +more frivolous and dreadfully tired of working in a millinery shop in +Woodford. This much she had confided to Betty after coming to live in +the Ashton house. And both Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry were afraid +that Edith might for this reason accept the first opportunity that +apparently offered to make life easier for her. So they had asked +Betty to use her influence whenever it was possible. Betty it was who +had first brought Edith into their club, and Edith had always cared for +her and admired her more than any other of her associates. + +Betty stirred restlessly. Would she never be able to get away from +serious thoughts tonight? But the next instant she had jumped to her +feet with a quickly smothered cry and stood with her hands clasped +tightly over her eyes. For all around her, in her hair falling down +upon her shoulders and about her face were glittering sparks of heat +and light. They were scorching her; already she could smell the odor +of her burning hair. One movement the girl made to protect her head, +then in a flash her hands were covering her eyes again. She wanted to +run, and yet some subconscious idea restrained her. Running would only +make the flames leap faster and higher. And surely in an instant some +one must come to her assistance; for her own low cry had been echoed by +a dozen other voices. + +Then Betty felt herself roughly seized and dragged stumbling away from +her former position, while a sudden, smothering darkness destroyed her +breath and vision; and none too tender hands seemed to be pressing down +the top of her head. + +Another moment and she was pulling feebly at the scorched coat +enveloping her. + +"Please take it off. I am all right now. The fire must be out, and +I'm stifling," she pleaded. + +But about her there followed another firm closing in of the heavy +material. And then the darkness lifted, showing Anthony Graham +standing close beside her in his shabby shirt sleeves, holding his +ruined coat in his hands. In a terrified group near by was every other +human being in the room, excepting Jim Meade and Frank Wharton, who +were pulling down the burning pine and cedar branches from the wall and +stamping out the last sparks of fire caused by the overturning of one +of the candles. + +"What happened to me? Am I much burned?" Betty asked, trying to smile +and yet feeling her lips quiver tremulously. "Won't somebody please +take me home?" Now she dared not put up her hands toward her pretty +hair, for it was enough to try and bear the pain that seemed to be +covering her head and shoulders like a blanket of fire. + +Surely the faces before her must look whiter and more terror-stricken +than her own. Mollie and Faith were both crying. Betty wondered just +why. And Anthony Graham was staring at her with such a strange +expression. She wanted to thank him, to say that she was sorry and +grateful at the same time, but could not recall exactly what had +happened. Then that funny Herr Crippen was shaking all over and saying +"Mein liebes Kind," just as though it were Esther who had been hurt. +At last, however, Rose Dyer and Dr. Barton, each with an arm about her, +were leading her across the length of that interminable and now +pitch-black room with a floor that seemed to be rising before her eyes +like the waves of the sea. And afterwards, she did not know just when, +the cold night air brought back to her a returning consciousness, but +with the consciousness came an even greater sense of pain. + +Never in after years could Betty Ashton wholly forget the drive home +that followed. Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry sat on either side of her, +sometimes talking, sometimes quiet, and now and then gently touching +her bandaged hands. Occasionally Dr. Barton asked her a question, to +which she replied as calmly and intelligently as possible. Otherwise +she made no movement that she could help and no sound. Anthony Graham +drove silently and grimly forward at the utmost speed that the two +livery-stable horses could attain. And although to Betty the journey +seemed to last half a lifetime, in reality it had seldom been +accomplished in so short a time. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE INVALIDS + +Sylvia Wharton wearing a trained nurse's costume tiptoed into a +darkened room. + +Instantly the figure upon the bed turned and sighed. + +"I don't see why she does not come to me, if she is no worse than you +say she is," the voice said. "Really, Sylvia, I think it would be +better for you or some one to tell me the truth." + +Sylvia hesitated. "She isn't so well, Betty dear. Perhaps Dr. Barton +may be angry with me, as he distinctly said that you were not to be +worried. But as you are worrying anyhow, possibly talking things over +with me may make you feel better. It has all been most unfortunate, +Polly's being ill here in your house when you were enduring so much +yourself. But it all comes of mother's and everybody's yielding to +whatever Polly O'Neill wishes." + +Sylvia sat down upon the side of the bed, taking one of Betty's hands +in hers. Ten days had passed since the accident at the cabin and the +burns on Betty's hands had almost entirely healed, but over her eyes +and the upper part of her face was a linen covering, so that it was +still impossible to guess the extent of her injury. She was apt to be +quieter, however, Sylvia had found out, when she could feel some one +touching her. And now the news of Polly for the time being kept her +interested. + +"You see, mother's first mistake was in not bringing Polly straight +back home as soon as she found out what she was doing in New York. +Polly had a slight cold then and it kept getting worse each night. But +of course Polly pretended that it amounted to nothing and that the +stars would fall unless she finished her engagement. So finish it she +did, and then hearing of your accident toward the last, as mother and +Esther had kept the news a secret from her for some time, why come here +she would instead of immediately going home. She wanted to help nurse +and amuse you and you had said that you wanted her with you. And then +of course Polly was embarrassed over meeting father and Frank. And +father was angry at her disobedience and her frightening mother and +Mollie. However, that cold of hers has kept on getting worse and she +will have to stay in bed now for a few days anyhow. For I won't let +Polly O'Neill have her own way this time." + +A faint smile showed itself on Betty's lips which Sylvia stooped low +enough to see. And then in spite of her own stolid and supposedly cold +temperament, the younger girl's expression changed. For it meant a +good deal for any one to have succeeded in making Betty Ashton smile in +these last few days. + +"But you're fonder of Polly than you are of the rest of us, even +Mollie, Sylvia, and you let her lead you around," Betty argued. + +Sylvia's flaxen head was resolutely shaken. She no longer wore her +hair in two tight pigtails, but in almost as closely bound braids wound +in a circle about her face. Her complexion was still colorless and her +eyes nondescript, but Sylvia's square chin and her resolute expression +often made persons take a second look at her. It was seldom that one +saw so much character in so young a girl. + +"Yes, I am fond of Polly," she agreed, "but you are mistaken if you +think I let her influence me. Some one has to take Polly O'Neill +sensibly for her own sake." And Sylvia just in time stifled a sigh. +For of course her stepsister was in a more serious condition than she +had confessed to the other girl. It was well enough to call the +illness a bad cold--it was that, but possibly something worse, +bronchitis, pneumonia--Dr. Barton had not yet given it a name. She was +only to be kept quiet and watched. Later on he would know better what +to say. Her constitution was not strong. + +Some telepathic message, however, must have passed from one friend to +the other, for at this instant Betty sat up suddenly with more energy +than she had yet shown. + +"If anything dreadful happens to Polly, I shall never forgive Esther as +long as I live. It is all very well for Polly and your mother to +insist that Esther was not in any possible way responsible. Mollie and +I both feel differently. Esther should have told----" + +By the fashion in which Sylvia Wharton arose and walked away from the +bed, Betty realized how intensely their opinions disagreed, although +the younger girl moved quietly, with no anger or flurry and made no +reply. + +"Here are some more roses, Betty, that John Everett sent you. Shall I +put them near enough your bed to have you enjoy their fragrance?" +Sylvia asked. "John seems to be buying up all the flowers near +Dartmouth. I told Meg that you would rather he did not send so many. +But she says she can't stop him. For somehow John feels kind of +responsible for your getting hurt, as he arranged for you to sit under +those particular candles. Then he did not notice when you first called +for help and let Anthony Graham rescue you. Meg is downstairs now with +your mother. Would you like to see her?" + +Betty shook her head. "Please don't let Meg know, but I don't feel +like talking, somehow. The girls are so sweet and sympathetic. And I +try to be brave, but until I know----" + +With magically quick footsteps the younger girl had again crossed the +room and her firm arms were soon about her friend's shoulders. + +"You are going to be all right, dear. Dr. Barton is almost sure of it +and I am quite. There won't be any scars that will last and your +eyes--why, you protected them marvelously, and they only need resting. +You are too beautiful, Betty dear, to have anything happen that could +in any way mar you. I can't, I won't believe it." + +And somehow Sylvia was one of those people in whose judgment and faith +one must always find healing. Betty said nothing more, only put out +her hand with an appealing gesture and caught hold of Sylvia's dress. + +"I don't want to talk or to see people, and I'm tired of being read to. +What is there for me to do, Sylvia child, to make the hours pass?" + +Rather desperately the younger girl looked about the great, sunshiny +room. It was not Betty's old blue room, but the room once used as a +store-room and afterwards occupied by Esther, into which Betty had +moved a short while before her accident. Imagination was not Sylvia +Wharton's strong point. She was an excellent nurse, quiet, firm and +patient and always to be relied upon. But what to do to make Betty +Ashton stop thinking of what might await her at the end of her weeks of +suffering must have taxed a far more fertile brain than Sylvia's. +However, the suggestion did not have to come from her; for at this +instant there was a knock at the door, so gentle that it was difficult +to be sure that it really was a knock. + +Outside stood the German professor with his violin under his arm. And +he looked so utterly wretched and uneasy that Sylvia wondered how he +could feel so great an emotion over Betty, although the entire village +seemed to be worrying as though in reality she had been their own +"Princess." No one could talk of anything else until her condition +became finally known; but Herr Crippen was a newcomer and Betty had +never cared for him. + +"Would the little _Fraeulein_ like it that I should play for her?" he +now asked gently. + +And Sylvia turned to the girl on the bed. + +At first Betty had shaken her head, but now she evidently changed her +mind. + +"You are very kind. I think I should enjoy it," she answered. And a +few moments afterwards Sylvia stole away. + +So there was no one in the room to notice how frequently Herr Crippen +had to wipe his glasses as he looked down upon the girl of whose face +he could see nothing now save the delicately rounded chin and full red +lips. + +[Illustration: The professor had to wipe his glasses] + +Then without worrying her he began to play: in the beginning not +Beethoven nor Mozart, nor any of the classic music he most loved, but +the Camp Fire songs, which he had lately arranged for the violin +because of his interest in the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire girls, and which +he was playing for the first time before an audience. + +And Betty listened silently, not voicing her surprise. The song of +"The Soul's Desire," what memories it brought back of Esther and their +first meeting in this room! No wonder that Esther had so great talent +with such a queer, gifted father. Betty wondered idly what the mother +could have been like. She was an American and beautiful, so much she +remembered having been told. + +Then ceasing to think of Esther she began thinking of herself. Could +she ever again even try to follow the Law of the Camp Fire, which had +meant so much to her in the past few years, if this dreadful tragedy +which hovered over her, sleeping or waking, should be not just a +terrible fear, but a living fact. Should she be scarred from her +accident, or worse fear, should her eyes be affected by the scorching +heat of the flames? + +Softly under her breath, even while listening with all her soul to the +music, Betty repeated the Camp Fire Law. + +"Seek Beauty?" Could she find it, having lost her own? Then she +remembered that the beauty which the Camp Fire taught was not only a +physical beauty, but the greater kind which is of the spirit as well as +of the flesh. + +"Give Service?" Well, perhaps some day in ways she could not now +imagine, she might be able to return a small measure of the service +that her friends had been so generously bestowing upon her. + +"Pursue Knowledge, Be Trustworthy." No misfortune need separate a girl +from these ideals. + +"Hold on to Health." This might mean a harder fight than she had ever +yet had to make before, but Betty felt a new courage faintly struggling +within her. + +"Glorify Work." That was not an impossible demand of her as a Torch +Bearer among her group of Camp Fire girls. It was the last of the +seven points of their great law that she dreaded to face at this +moment, here in the darkness alone. + +"Be Happy." Could she ever again be happy even for a day or an hour? +And yet the law said: "If we have pain, to hide it, if others have +sorrow, be quick to relieve it." + +But what the rest of the law read she could not now recall. For Herr +Crippen was beginning to play one of the most exquisite pieces of music +that can ever be rendered on the violin, Schubert's Serenade. + + "Last night the nightingale woke me, + Last night when all was still + It sang in the golden moonlight" + + +Betty wondered why the music should sound so strangely far away, as +though she were dreaming and it were coming to her somewhere out of the +land of dreams. + +Another moment and Betty was sound asleep. Nevertheless the Professor, +with his eyes still upon her, played softly on, played until Mrs. +Ashton noiselessly entered the room. + +Then he ceased and the man and woman, standing one on either side of +Betty's bed, looked at each other with expressions it would be +difficult to translate. For each face held a certain amount of +pleading and of defiance. + +"She is like her mother; _nicht wahr_?" the Professor murmured, and +then withdrew. + +Afterwards for several moments Mrs. Ashton's eyes never ceased +regarding the curls of Betty's red brown hair, that lay outside on her +pillow. Her long braids had been cut off and latterly she had been +wearing a little blue silk cap, which had now slipped off on account of +her restlessness. + +Mrs. Ashton, glancing in a mirror at her own faded flaxen hair, sighed. +Then, seating herself in a chair near by she waited in absolute +patience and quietness, until suddenly from a movement upon the bed she +guessed that Betty was waking. + +And actually her child's lips were smiling upon her not only bravely +but cheerfully, as though her sleep had brought both comfort and faith. + +"Sit close by me, mother," Betty said, "and don't let any one else come +in for a long time. You know I have been trying to get you to tell me +the history of this old room for ages and now this is such a splendid +comfy chance. I am just exactly in the mood for hearing a long, +thrilling story." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +"WHICH COMES LIKE A BENEDICTION" + +"Tell me exactly what you think, Dr. Barton, please, and don't try to +deceive me," Betty Ashton pleaded. "I want to be told the truth at +once before mother or any one else joins us. Always I shall be +grateful to Rose for suggesting that you come here to me alone and when +no one was expecting you, so that there need be no unnecessary +suspense." + +Betty Ashton was seated in a low rocking chair one morning a few days +later, with Dr. Barton standing near and carefully unwrapping the +bandages from about her head. The room was not brightly lighted, +neither was it dark, for a single blind had been drawn up at the window +on the opposite side of the room. + +Dr. Barton's face showed lines of anxiety and sympathy. Indeed, Rose +Dyer could hardly have been persuaded to believe how nervous and shaken +he appeared and how, instead of his usual look of hardness and +austerity, he was now as tender and gentle as a woman. + +"But my dear Betty," he returned in a more cheerful voice than his +expression indicated, "what I say to you about yourself is by no means +the last word. My opinion, you must remember, is of blessedly little +importance. If there are any scars left by my treatment of your burns, +there are hundreds of wonderful big doctors who can perform miracles +for you. And then time is the eternal healer." + +"Yes, I know," the girl answered, "but just the same, please hurry and +let me know what you yourself honestly think. At least, I shall be +able to tell myself whether my eyes are injured, as soon as you let me +try them in a bright light." + +For a fraction of a moment Dr. Barton delayed his work. "Won't you +allow me to call your mother, or Miss Dyer or Miss McMurtry? Miss Dyer +is in the house. I happen to have seen her. And it may be better, in +case you do not feel yourself, to have some one else here to care for +you. There is Sylvia. Actually I believe she has been of as much use +to you and Polly O'Neill as your professional nurses." + +At this instant, although she had set her lips so close together that +only a pale line showed, Betty's chin quivered, and although her hands +gripped the sides of her chair so hard that her arms ached, her +shoulders shook. + +If only Dr. Barton would cease his perfectly futile efforts to distract +her attention. Could any human being think of another subject or +person at a time like this? + +And Dr. Barton did recognize the clumsiness of his own efforts, only +his conversation was partly intended to conceal his own anxiety. + +"Don't I hear some one coming along the hall? Are you sure you locked +the door?" Betty queried uneasily. + +Dr. Barton did not reply. At this instant, although the linen covering +still concealed his patient's eyes, he had removed the upper bandages, +so that now her forehead was plainly revealed to his view. + +And Betty Ashton's forehead had always been singularly beautiful in the +past, low and broad with the hair growing in a soft fringe about it and +coming down into a peak in the center. Now, however, across her +forehead there showed a long crimson line, almost like the mark from +the blow of a whip. Dr. Barton examined it closely, touched it gently +with the tips of his fingers and then cleared his throat and attempted +to speak. But apparently the needed words would not come. On either +side the ugly scar the girl's skin was white and fine as delicate silk +and on top of her head, which had been protected by her heavy hair, the +burns had almost completely healed. + +"It is all right, Miss Betty," Dr. Barton said in a curiously husky +voice. "You are better than I even dared hope. There is a scar now, +but I can promise you that it will be only a faint line in the future, +or else will disappear altogether. The very fact that the trouble has +concentrated into the one scar shows that the healing has taken place +all about it." + +Betty's own hands slipped the final covering from about her eyes. Then +for a moment her heart seemed absolutely to have stopped beating. For +the room swam around her in a kind of disordered dimness. She could +see nothing clearly. In a panic she sprang to her feet, when Dr. +Barton took a firm hold on her shaking shoulders. + +"Be quiet, child. Pull yourself together for just a minute. You are +frightened now, you know. In another moment things will clear up and +grow more distinct." + +And even before he had finished speaking Betty realized this to be the +blessed truth. + +There in the far end of the big room stood her bed and, on a table +near, a bunch of John's pink roses. She could even see their bright +color vividly. In another direction was her dressing table and about +it hung the photographs of Rose, of Miss McMurtry, of the eleven Camp +Fire girls. + +Dropping back into her chair Betty, covering her face with her hands, +began to sob. And she cried on without any effort at self-control +until she was limp and exhausted, although all the while her heart was +saying its own special hymn of thanksgiving. And young Dr. Barton kept +patting her upon the shoulder and urging her not to cry, because now +there was nothing to cry about, until Betty would like to have laughed +if the tears had not been bringing her a greater relief. How like a +man not to understand that she could now permit herself the indulgence +of tears, when for the past two weeks she had not dared, fearing that +once having given way there would be no end. + +"Would you mind leaving me for a few minutes and trying to find +mother?" Betty at last managed to ask. + +She wanted to be alone. But a few seconds after the doctor's +disappearance, Betty got up and with trembling knees managed to cross +her room, feeling dreadfully weak and exhausted from the long suspense. +For she wished to look into a mirror with no one watching. And as +Betty Ashton got the first glimpse of herself, although vanity had +never been one of her weaknesses, she honestly believed that she never +had seen any one look so tragically ugly before in her entire life. +She hardly recognized herself. Her face was white and thin, almost +bloodless except for the scar upon her forehead. Then her hair had +been cut off, and though in some places the curls still remained heavy +and thick, in others she looked like a badly shorn lamb. + +And this time the tears crowding Betty's eyes were not of relief but of +wounded vanity. + +"I never saw any one so hideous in my life," she remarked aloud. "And +I am truly sorry for the people who must have the misfortune of looking +at me." + +Betty was wearing an Empire blue dressing gown and slippers and +stockings of the same color. Her eyes were dark gray and misty with +shadows under them. She looked ill, of course, and unlike her usual +self, and yet it would be difficult for any misfortune to have made +Betty Ashton actually ugly. For beauty is one of the most difficult +things in the world to define and one of the easiest to see--a +possession that is at once tangible and intangible. And Betty +possessed the gift in a remarkable degree. + +Therefore she did not look unattractive to the eyes of the young man +who was now staring at her in astonishment, fear and delight, from her +own open doorway, which Dr. Barton, on leaving the room, had neglected +to close. + +"I am sorry. Oh, I am so glad!" + +Anthony Graham murmured. "I was passing your room; I didn't mean to +intrude. But nothing matters now you are well again and looking like +yourself. It's so wonderful, so splendid, so----" And the young man, +who was ordinarily quiet and reserved, fairly stammered with the rush +of his own words. + +Betty walked shyly toward him with her eyes still filled with tears. + +"Oh, I am dreadful to look at, but I must not complain," she answered +wistfully. "A Camp Fire girl ought to have learned some lessons in +bravery and endurance. Please let's don't talk about me. I want to +thank you, for if it had not been for you, I might have--I can't bear +to think even now what might have happened to me." + +"Then don't," the young man returned brusquely, but Betty did not this +time misunderstand his manner. "I did not do anything. I ought to +have gotten to you sooner. I have been hating myself ever since for +the time I took to reach you. After all you had done for me in the +past!" + +The next moment the girl put her hand into the boy's hard, +work-roughened one. "Ask Nan to tell the others for me. And remember +that no matter what has happened or may happen in the future, I shall +always feel myself in your debt, not you in mine." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +SECRETS + +It was sundown. The big Ashton house, although so filled with people, +was oddly quiet. Betty Ashton slipped out of her own room into the +hall and hurried along the empty corridor. Once only she stopped and +smiled, partly from amusement and partly from satisfaction. Herr +Crippen's door was half open and so was Miss McMurtry's and the +Professor was playing on his violin. Such sentimental love ditties! +The air throbbed with German love songs. + +And Betty had a mischievous desire to stick her head into Miss +McMurtry's room and see if she was engaged in some maiden-like +occupation, such as marking school papers or reading the _Woodford +Gazette_. Or was she sitting, as she should be, with her hands idly +folded in her lap and her heart and mind absorbed in the music? Never +had Betty given up her idea that a romance was in the making between +their first Camp Fire guardian and Esther's father. And often since +their coming to live in her house had she not seen slight but +convincing evidences? Why should Donna so often appear with a single +white rose pinned to her dress or take to playing the same tunes on the +piano that the Professor played on his violin, particularly when she +was an exceedingly poor pianist? + +Nevertheless it was not awe of her teacher and guardian that kept Betty +from investigating the state of her emotions at this moment; neither +was it any fear of antagonism between them, for since Esther's +departure to study in New York, Miss McMurtry apparently felt more +affection for Betty than for any of the other Camp Fire girls. No, it +was simply because she had a very definite purpose which she wished to +accomplish without interruption or opposition. + +The next instant and she had paused outside a closed door and stood +listening tensely. There were no noises inside, no voices, nor the +stir of any person moving about. Betty put her hand on the knob and +opened it silently. + +Instantly there was a little cry and Betty and Polly O'Neill were in +each other's arms. + +"Betty, you darling," Polly gasped, "turn on every light in this room +and let me stare and stare at you. There isn't anything in the world +the matter with you. You are as lovely as you ever were. Oh, I have +been so frightened! I have not believed what anybody told me, and it +seemed it must be a part of my punishment that you had been injured. +It is absurd of me, I suppose, but I have had a kind of feeling that +perhaps if I had been at Meg's party I should have been with you at the +time so that it couldn't have happened." + +"Foolish Polly! But when was Polly anything but foolish?" the other +girl returned, taking off her cap and pushing back her hair. "You see +I am a sight, dear, but it does not matter a great deal. I am kind of +getting used to myself these last few days. So I didn't see any reason +why, since you are better and I am perfectly well, we could not be +together. Even if it does give you a kind of a shock to look at me, +you'll get over it, won't you?" + +In reply Polly had one of her rather rare outbursts of affection. She +was never so demonstrative as the other girls. Her devotions had ways +of expressing themselves in an occasional compliment tendered perhaps +in some whimsical, back-handed fashion, or in a fleeting caress, which +came and was gone like the touch of a butterfly's wing. + +Now, however, she took her friend's face between her two hands and +kissed her quietly, almost solemnly upon the line of her injury. + +"Never say a thing like that to me again as long as you live, Betty +Ashton. Perhaps I haven't as much affection as other people. Mother +and Mollie are both insisting it lately. Still I know that----but how +silly we are to talk of it! You are not changed. Of course I am sorry +that your hair had to be cut off, but it will grow out again and the +scar will disappear. I wish I could get rid of my"--Polly +hesitated--"blemishes so easily," she finished. + +Betty looked puzzled. "What do you mean? Sylvia says you are very +much better and that there is no reason why you should not get up. She +declares that it is only that you won't and that she does not intend +nursing you or letting any one else take care of you after a few days, +unless you do what Dr. Barton tells you. Sylvia is a dreadfully firm +person. She was quite angry with me when I said that I did not believe +you were well and that I was quite strong enough now to take care of +you and you should not get out of bed until you had entirely recovered." + +"But I have entirely recovered and I am well and somehow I can't manage +to deceive Sylvia Wharton no matter how hard I try," Polly announced in +a half-amused and half-annoyed manner. + +"Then why are you trying to?" Betty naturally queried. Of course one +never actually expected to understand Polly O'Neill's whims, but now +and then one of them appeared a trifle more mysterious than the others. +"If you are still tired and feel you prefer to remain in bed, that is a +sure sign you are not strong enough to get up, and Dr. Barton and +Sylvia ought to realize it," she continued, still on the defensive. + +But Polly only smiled at her. "But, dear, I don't prefer to remain in +bed. I am so deadly bored with it that as soon as I am left alone I +get up and dance in the middle of the floor just to have a little +relief. Can't you and mother and Mollie understand (I don't believe +any one does except Sylvia) that I don't want to get up because I don't +want to have to face the music?" + +Still the other girl looked puzzled. + +"Can't you see that as long as I have been able to be sick nobody has +dared to say very much to me about my escapade in New York? Oh, of +course I know what they think and mother did manage to say a good deal +before we came home; still, there is a great deal more retribution +awaiting me. In the first place, I shall have to go home to the +Wharton house. I realize it has been dreadful, my being sick here, but +I am everlastingly grateful to you and your mother. Mr. Wharton won't +say anything much; he really is very kind to me; but naturally I know +what he thinks. And then when Frank Wharton is there it will be so +much worse. You see, Frank and I quarreled once, because I thought he +was rude to mother. And of course he considers my disobedience worse +than his rudeness. And as he is perfectly right, I can't imagine how I +shall answer him back the next time we argue." + +As Polly talked she had risen into a sitting posture in bed and was now +leaning her chin on her hand in a characteristic attitude and quite +unconscious of the amusing side to her argument until Betty laughed. + +Polly had on a scarlet flannel dressing sacque and her hair was tied +with scarlet ribbons. And indeed her cheeks were almost equally vivid +in color. + +"But there isn't anything funny about my punishment, Betty dear. And +the worst of it is that I know I deserve all of it and more and shan't +ever have the right to complain. Mother declares that she does not +expect to allow me to leave Woodford again until I am twenty-one, since +she has no more faith in me. And then, and then--" Polly's entire face +now changed expression--"has any one told you that my behavior is to be +openly discussed at the next meeting of our Camp Fire Club? Perhaps I +won't be allowed to be a member any longer." + +Instantly Betty jumped up from her kneeling position by the bed and +commenced walking up and down the length of the room, saying nothing at +first, but with her lips set in obstinate lines. + +"But it isn't the custom of Camp Fire clubs to act as both judge and +jury, is it, Polly?" she inquired. "At least, I have never heard of +any other club's undertaking such a task. We are allowed, I know, to +be fairly free in what we do in our individual clubs, but somehow this +action seems unkind and dangerous. For if once we begin criticising +one another's faults or mistakes, after a while there won't be any +club. Right now Edith Norton is behaving very foolishly, I think, but +I wouldn't dream of even discussing her with you or any one of the +girls. I----" Betty paused to get her breath, her indignation and +opposition to Polly's information overwhelming her. + +But Polly held out both hands, entreating her to sit beside her again. + +"You are mistaken. I did not explain the circumstances to you as I +should have. It is all my idea and my plan to have the girls consider +my misconduct and find out how they feel about me," Polly explained +quietly. "I spoke of it first to Rose and then to Miss McMurtry and at +first they thought in a measure as you do. But I don't agree with you. +You remember that our honor beads come to us for obedience and service +to our Camp Fire laws. Why should not disobedience make us unworthy to +wear them? In the old days if an Indian offended against the laws of +his tribe he was made to suffer the penalty. And I don't want you +girls to keep me in our club just because you are sorry for me and are +too kind to be just. Mollie has told me how horrified Meg and Eleanor +and Nan are, and of course Rose and Donna have not pretended to hide +their disapproval, even during their consolation visits to me as an +invalid. But you will forgive me, won't you, Betty?" Polly ended with +more penitence than she had yet shown to any one save her mother. + +"Of course I forgive you. But if you had not gotten well I should +never have forgiven Esther," the other girl answered. + +Two fingers were laid quickly across Betty Ashton's lips. + +"Don't be unfair and absurd," Polly protested; "for some day you may be +sorry if you don't understand just how big and generous Esther Crippen +is. It isn't only that she would sacrifice her own desires for other +people's, but that she actually has. I would not be surprised if +Esther did not have some secret or other." And Polly stopped suddenly, +biting her tongue. Not for worlds would she even in the slightest +fashion betray a suspicion or inference of her own concerning the +friend who had been so loyal and devoted to her. + +Fortunately Betty was too intent upon her own thoughts to have heard +her. + +"I have to go back to my own room now, but you are not to worry, Polly +mine, not about anything. In the first place, you are not to go home +very soon. I have talked to your mother and mine and persuaded them +that I need to have you stay on here with me. I do need you, Polly. +It is queer, but I want you to come and sleep in the old back room with +me. I have gotten nervous being in there by myself. There is a +mystery about the room greater than I have dreamed. I have only been +joking half the time when I have spoken of it. But the other day I got +mother to the point where there was no possible excuse for her not +explaining the entire reason for her attitude and Dick's toward the +place, when suddenly she broke down and left me. We might amuse +ourselves while we are invalids discovering whether or not it is +haunted. Only I don't exactly wish to make the discovery alone." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +THE LAW OF THE FIRE + +Mollie O'Neill walked slowly toward the Ashton house one afternoon not +long afterwards at about four o'clock, looking unusually serious and +uncomfortable. She was wearing a long coat buttoned up to her chin and +coming down to the bottom of her dress, and was carrying a big book. + +"Mollie, there isn't anything the matter? Neither Betty nor Polly is +worse again?" Billy Webster inquired, unexpectedly striding across from +the opposite side of the street and not stopping to offer his greeting +before beginning his questioning. + +Mollie shook her head, although her face still retained so solemn an +expression that the young man was plainly alarmed. Ordinarily Mollie's +blue eyes were as untroubled as blue lakes and her forehead and mouth +as free from the lines of care or even annoyance. + +Billy Webster put the book under his arm and continued walking along +beside her. + +"If there is anything that troubles you, Mollie, and you believe that I +can help you, please don't ever fail to call on me," he suggested in +the gentle tones that he seemed ever to reserve for this girl alone. +"I know that Polly is dreadfully angry over my interference in New +York, but so long as you and your mother thought I did right and were +grateful to me, I don't care how Polly feels--at least, I don't care a +great deal. And I believe I should behave in exactly the same way if I +had it all to do over again." + +Shyly and yet with an admiration that she did not attempt to conceal +Mollie glanced up at her companion. Billy was always so determined, so +sure of his own ideas of right and wrong, that once having made a +decision or taken a step, he never appeared to regret it afterwards. +And this attitude under the present circumstances was a consolation to +Mollie. For oftentimes since Polly's return and while enduring her +reproaches, she had experienced twinges of conscience for having +concerned an outsider in their family affairs, though somehow Billy did +not seem like an outsider. Polly had insisted that she had been most +unwise in asking him to look up Esther and herself immediately upon his +arrival in New York. How much better had she waited and let Polly make +her confession to their mother later, thus saving all of them +excitement and strain! However, since Billy was still convinced that +he would do the same thing over again in a similar position, Mollie +felt her own uncertainty vanish. + +"No, there isn't anything you can help about this afternoon," she +replied. "I am only going to a monthly meeting of our Council Fire. +The girls told me that if I liked I need not come, yet it seems almost +cowardly to stay away. For you see Polly has insisted that we talk +over her conduct and decide whether or not we wish her to remain a +member of our club. Or at least whether some of her honor beads should +be taken from her and her rank reduced. There is a good deal of +difference of opinion. For some of the girls are convinced that once +our honor beads are lawfully won, nothing and no one has the right to +take them from us; while others feel that breaking the law of the Camp +Fire should render one unworthy of a high position in the Council and +that even though one is not asked to resign, at least one should be +relegated to the ranks again. But of course all this is a secret and +must never be spoken of except in our club." + +"Like an officer stripped of his epaulettes," Billy murmured. And +afterwards: "See here, Mollie, if this is a club secret then you ought +not to have told me and I ought not to have listened. For it is pretty +rough on Polly. But I promise not to mention it and will try to +forget. We must not make her any more down upon me than she is +already." + +The young man and girl had now come to the Ashton front gate, and as +they stopped, Billy gave the book to Mollie and could not forbear +patting her encouragingly upon the coat sleeve. She looked so gentle +and worried. Polly always seemed to be getting her into hot water +without really intending that Mollie should be made to suffer. + +"It will turn out all right, I am sure," he insisted in a convincing +tone. "Your sister will always have too many friends to let things go +much against her in this world." + +Mollie found that the other girls had already assembled in the Ashton +drawing room and, as she was late, the camp fire had been laid and +lighted, following the same ceremony as if it had taken place outdoors. + +The members were all present excepting Polly, who had declined coming +down to make her own defense, and Esther, who was still at work in New +York. The two Field girls, Juliet and Beatrice, completed the original +number, as they were both in Woodford for the winter attending the High +School. Rose Dyer, with Faith's hand tight in hers, appeared uneasy +and distressed. In her role of Camp Fire Guardian she was not assured +of the wisdom of their proceedings and could find no precedent for it +among other Camp Fire clubs. However, Miss McMurtry had consented to +join their meeting and, as she had been the original and was now the +head Guardian of all the clubs in Woodford, the responsibility might +honestly be shared with her. + +For the first time since her accident Betty Ashton was able to attend a +gathering of the Council Fire; and although she was the center of the +greater part of the attention and affection in the room, Betty appeared +as nervous and worried as Mollie O'Neill. + +To both of the girls this open discussion of one of their club member's +misdeeds was abhorrent. And that the accused should be their adored +but often misguided Polly made the situation the more tragic and +distasteful. + +Although she was not yet in a position to be positive, Betty felt +reasonably convinced that Edith Norton was at the bottom of this formal +judgment of Polly. So skilfully and quietly had the older girl gone to +work that both Rose Dyer and Miss McMurtry were under the impression +that the original suggestion had come from the culprit herself. + +Yet the truth was that Edith Norton had a smaller nature than any other +member of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire Club and she and Polly had never +been real friends since the night long ago of the Indian "Maiden's +Feast," when Edith thinking to fix the guilt of a theft upon Nan +Graham, had wakened Polly to a sudden sense of her own responsibility. +And it was following a visit of condolence to Polly's sick room by +Edith that swift as a flash Polly had announced herself as willing and +ready to have her conduct considered by the club council. For it +afterwards appeared that Edith had casually mentioned that the other +girls had been talking among themselves of this question of Polly's +fitness or unfitness to continue a "Torch Bearer" in the club. So with +her usual recklessness and impulsiveness she had insisted that her +offense be openly considered and that she receive whatever punishment +might be considered just. Never had she planned denying her misdeed +nor taking refuge behind her friends' affection. + +Therefore both Betty and Mollie had been entreated, even ordered, to +listen quietly to whatever might be said of her behavior and without +protest. And Mollie had agreed. Betty had reserved the right to use +her own discretion and had no intention of not making herself felt when +the moment arrived. + +After the regular business of the meeting had been concluded a marked +silence followed, the girls hardly daring even to glance toward one +another. + +Rose Dyer coughed nervously, yet as she had been chosen to set Polly's +case plainly before the other girls and to ask for their frank opinions +of what action, if any, the Sunrise Hill Club desired to take, her +responsibility must not be evaded. Of course all of the girls had +previously heard the entire story, but perhaps in a more or less highly +colored fashion. And particularly Polly O'Neill insisted that Esther +Crippen's part in her action be explained. For Esther must not be held +in any way accountable, as both Betty and Mollie had been inclined to +feel. + +When Rose had finished a simple statement of the facts of the case and +had asked to hear from the other club members, no one answered. Betty +kept her eyes severely fastened upon Edith Norton's face. Surely Edith +must be aware of her knowledge of certain facts that were as much to +her discredit as Polly's disobedience. Of course nothing could induce +her to make capital of this knowledge, since Betty Ashton's +interpretation of Camp Fire loyalty was of a different kind from Edith +Norton's, as the older girl was one day to find out. Nevertheless +there was nothing to prevent Betty from using her influence with the +hope that Edith might be discouraged from making any suggestion that +would start the tide of feeling rolling against the culprit. + +This Council Meeting might be a greater test of the entire Camp Fire +organization than any one of the girls realized. Possibly it had been +a mistake to allow the fitness or unfitness of a fellow member to be +openly discussed; especially when the girl was Polly O'Neill, for Polly +was a powerful influence always and the club might easily split upon a +criticism of her. Whatever should happen, however, Betty Ashton +intended using every effort to keep the Sunrise Hill Camp together, +saving Polly also if she could. + +In spite of her friend's restraining glance, Edith apparently failed to +regard her, for instead she glanced insinuatingly toward Eleanor Meade +and Meg Everett. Both these girls had expressed themselves as deeply +shocked and grieved over Polly's behavior, though neither of them +appeared to be ready to make any statement of their views on this +occasion. It was one thing to express an informal opinion of another +girl's action, but quite another to make a formal accusation against +her in the club where they had lived and worked and grown together in +bonds almost closer than family ones. + +Next Edith studied Sylvia Wharton's expression. Day and night had +Sylvia nursed Polly with infinite patience, and yet she had made no +effort to conceal her disapproval of her stepsister's conduct and +Sylvia might always be relied upon for an honest and straightforward +statement of her opinion. Yet Sylvia's face at the present moment was +as empty as though she had never had an idea in her life. + +Just why this continuing silence should make the original Sunrise Hill +Camp Fire guardian smile, no one understood. However, the Lady of the +Hill knew very well why and was feeling strangely relieved. For had +she not permitted a dangerous test of the Camp Fire spirit to be tried +and were the girls not responding just as she had hoped and believed +they would? Surely during these past two years they had been +developing a real understanding of comradeship, the ability to stick +together, to keep step. And girls and women had for so many centuries +been accused of the inability to do this. + +"I think that no one of us holds Esther Crippen in any way responsible +for Polly O'Neill's action or for continuing to keep her family in +ignorance of what she was doing," Edith finally began in a rather weak +voice, seeing that no one else showed any sign of speaking. "It is one +of the things that I think she is most to be blamed for, since it is +hardly fair to bring another club member into a difficulty on account +of her feeling of personal loyalty." + +Betty frowned. There was so much of truth in Edith's speech that it +could hardly fail to carry a certain amount of conviction. + +But before any one could reply, Sylvia Wharton got up from the floor, +where she had been sitting in Camp Fire fashion, and crossing the room, +stood before the flames, facing the circle of girls with her hands +clasped in front of her and her lips shut tight together. Her usually +sallow skin was a good deal flushed. + +"I am going to make a motion to this club," she announced, "but before +I do I want to say something, and everybody knows how hard it is for me +to talk. I can do things sometimes, but I can't say them. Just now +Edith Norton used the word, 'loyalty.' I am glad she did, because it +is just what I want to speak of--because it seems to me that loyalty is +the very foundation stone of all our Camp Fires. Of course Polly has +broken a part of our law. She has failed to be trustworthy, but I am +not going into that, since each one of you can have your own opinion of +her behavior and would have it anyway no matter what I said. But the +whole point is, won't every single girl in the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club possibly break some of the rules some day? As we are only human, +I think we are pretty sure to. So I move that we say nothing more +about Polly. Perhaps others of us have done things nearly as bad or +will do them. But more important and what I would so much like to +persuade you to feel about as I feel is this:"--and Sylvia's plain face +worked with the strength of an emotion which few people had ever seen +her display before--"I want us to promise ourselves and one another +that no matter what any fellow member of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club ever does, or what mistake she may make, or even what sin she may +commit, that no one of us will ever turn her back upon her or fail to +do anything and everything in our power to help her and to make things +happy and comfortable again. I wish I could talk like Betty and Polly, +but you do understand what I mean," Sylvia concluded with tears +compounded of embarrassment and earnestness standing in her light blue +eyes. + +"Hear, hear!" whispered Miss McMurtry a little uncertainly. + +Rose Dyer clapped her hands softly together. The sound gave the +necessary suggestion to the other girls, and poor Sylvia crept back to +her place in the circle in a storm of applause. It was the simplest +method by which the girls could reveal their deeper emotions. A few +moments afterward Sylvia's proposal was put into the form of a regular +motion and carried without a dissenting voice. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +A FIGURE IN THE NIGHT + +"Polly," a muffled voice murmured in so low a tone that the sound was +scarcely audible. Then a cold hand was slid beneath the bed clothes, +clasping a warm, relaxed one and pressing it with sudden intensity. + +"Betty, did you call me?" Polly O'Neill inquired, turning over sleepily +and trying to pierce the darkness so as to get a view of her companion. +Now that she was coming to her senses, she could feel Betty's body +straining close up against her own and her lips almost touching her ear. + +It was between two and three o'clock in the morning and the two friends +had been sleeping together in Betty Ashton's old-fashioned four-post +bed, hung with blue curtains that opened only for a space of several +feet in the center of the two sides. The room was dark and cold, for +there was no light burning and the sky outside held the blackness that +often precedes the dawn. A window was open, letting in sudden gusts of +freezing air. + +"You aren't ill, are you?" Polly was about to ask when the other girl's +fingers closed over her mouth. + +"Don't speak and don't stir," Betty whispered, still in almost +noiseless tones. "Just listen for a moment. Try and not be +frightened, but do you think you can hear any one moving about in this +room?" + +For the first instant Polly felt a decided inclination to laugh. What +an absurd suggestion Betty was making! She must have been asleep and +dreamed something that had frightened her. It was rather to be +expected, however, after the shock of her accident at the cabin. +Therefore it would be best to gratify her fancy; and Polly set herself +to listening dutifully. + +Then Polly herself started, only to feel once more the other girl's +restraining clasp. But the sound she had heard was only the banging of +the blind against the window. Nevertheless with the quick Irish +sensitiveness to impressions, to subtle suggestions, she was beginning +to have a terrifying consciousness of some other person in their +bedroom than herself and Betty. And yet she had so far heard nothing, +seen nothing. + +"Look through the opening in the curtain toward the farthest end of the +room--there by the big closet door," Betty whispered. "Be perfectly +still, for I am quite sure that the figure has passed entirely around +the room twice as though it were groping for something. I can't see, I +can only hear it, and once I felt sure that a hand touched our bed." + +Shadowy, terrifyingly silent, an indistinct outline was discernible +along the opposite wall and a hand moving slowly up and down it as if +searching for something. Could it be for the door of the closet only a +few feet away? + +Both girls for the moment were too frightened or too surprised to stir +or to call out. The idea of jumping suddenly from the bed and running +toward the intruder had occurred to Betty, who was the more widely +awake, although she had confessed to herself that she was neither brave +nor foolish enough to do it. For the figure was too mysterious, too +uncertain, and whether man or woman, boy or girl, she had no +conception. Why, it was only the fact of the hand which proved that it +was even human! + +Then both girls lay rigid once more, with not a muscle moving, scarcely +believing that they breathed. For the form was again flitting down the +length of the room, possibly toward their bed. The next second and it +had passed through Betty's evidently unlatched door and vanished +noiselessly into the hall. + +Polly was sleeping on the outside of the bed, so it was she who first +leaped upon the floor, turning on the electric light until the room was +brilliantly illuminated. + +"You are not to stir until I can go along with you," Betty protested, +following her immediately. And then both girls lost a moment of time +in putting on their dressing gowns, for the night was bitterly cold. + +"Shall we call somebody first?" Polly inquired, all at once in the +lighted room feeling uncertain as to whether the experience through +which they had lately passed had been a real one. Nothing in their +room was changed in the least since their going to bed. There were +Betty's clothes on one chair and her own upon another. There was the +book she had been reading left open upon the desk, and Betty's +unfinished letter to Esther. Had they both gone suddenly mad? + +But Betty had lighted a candle; so Polly followed until they were able +to light the gas in the second story hall. + +There was no one about. All the other bedroom doors were safely closed +and the Professor was apparently snoring hoarsely. + +"Shall we call your mother or wake up anybody?" Polly questioned. But +Betty shook her head. She looked pale, and her eyes were uncomfortably +mystified. Otherwise she appeared perfectly self-controlled. + +"No, let us not call anybody and not mention our alarm until morning. +If our visitor was a burglar, he knows that we are aware of his +presence and so won't try any more performances tonight. And if it +wasn't a burglar, but a ghost, why, there is no use frightening mother +to death and we will only get laughed at by the others. It seems queer +to me for either a ghost or a burglar to come into a house so filled +with people. If you don't mind, Polly, let us just go on back to bed +and leave the light burning for our consolation. We had both better +try to sleep." + +Sleep, however, after their few moments of terror and in the face of +the enigma of their unexplained visitor, was impossible. Also the +light in the bedroom did not induce slumber, although both girls found +it agreeable. Their door leading out into the corridor was now +securely latched, notwithstanding that Betty was not in the habit of +locking it. + +"Betty," Polly asked after a few moments of silence, when the two +friends were back again in bed with their arms clasped close about each +other, "the closet there at the end of your room--is it one where +either you or your mother keep your clothes?" + +"No," the other girl repeated thoughtfully. "I had not thought of +that. But it only makes things queerer than ever. For the closet is a +particularly large one and has always been stored with rubbish. It has +an old trunk in it and some pictures and boxes. I don't think there is +anything of value, though I don't know exactly what is in the trunk, or +the boxes either for that matter. I have often meant to clear the +place out, but I have never needed the space and mother pokes around in +it sometimes. It is ridiculous to suppose that a burglar would take an +interest in old trash, when there are so many other valuable things +about. Besides, suppose there should happen to be a few treasures in +one of the boxes or the trunk, nobody could know about it when I don't. +Oh dear, I wish it were morning!" + +Betty sighed deeply, tumbling about restlessly in a fashion that made +her a very undesirable bed companion. And yet Polly, who was +ordinarily nervous from the slightest movement, made no protest. And +she said nothing more for some time, although it was self-evident that +she was not growing sleepy. Her rather oddly shaped blue eyes had a +far-away, almost uncanny light in them, that somehow added to Betty's +discomfort. + +"Look here, Polly O'Neill," she protested, giving her arm an +affectionate squeeze, "please don't be wishing a ghost upon us. I know +you have always believed in Irish fairies and elves and hobgoblins and +the like, and used to fuss with poor Mollie and me outrageously because +we couldn't or wouldn't see them. But tonight--Oh, well, even Irish +ghosts don't come strolling into one's bedroom. They at least have the +courtesy to stay in churchyards and in haunted ruins." + +"Yes, but isn't this the haunted room of this house, Betty?" Polly +inquired in a faintly teasing voice, which yet held a note of serious +questioning in it. + +And immediately Betty's face grew white and frightened, far more so +than at any moment before during their adventure, so that the other +girl was instantly regretful of her speech. + +"Polly O'Neill," two firm hands next took hold on Polly's thin +shoulders, turning her deliberately over in bed so that she was forced +to face her questioner, "ever since I can remember there has been some +mystery or other connected with this old room. Of course it is not +haunted. I suppose sensible people don't believe in ghosts, though I +don't see why not believing makes them fail to exist. But the room may +have had a tragedy of some kind take place in it, something that both +mother and Dick find it painful to mention or recall. I told you that +mother would not explain her feeling to me when I insisted upon +knowing. However, I don't think my family has the right to keep a +secret from me. I am nearly grown now and no longer the kind of girl I +used to be. So see here, Polly. Look me directly in the eyes. +Oftentimes outsiders hear things first. Have you ever heard of a +sorrow or accident, or even something worse, that may have occurred in +this house or even in this room when I was too little a girl to +understand or remember it? You must tell me the truth." + +Polly shook her head, devoutly thankful at the moment for her own lack +of information. With Betty's beautiful, honest gray eyes searching her +own, with her lips trembling and her cheeks flushed with the fervor of +her desire, her friend would have found deceiving her extremely +difficult. Yet it was more agreeable to change the subject of their +talk, even though it continued upon dangerous grounds. + +"No, Betty, I was not thinking of ghosts nor of the fact that you have +always been absurdly curious about the mystery of this room. I was +thinking of something altogether different--of a thief, in fact--and I +was wondering whether you would be angry or hurt or both if I mention +something to you?" Polly returned. + +Betty kissed her friend's thin cheek, wishing at the same instant that +it would grow more rounded, now that Polly was presumably well. "You +don't usually mind making me angry, dear," she smiled. "And I don't +see why if you have a possible theory of a burglar that I should be +hurt. Do you think the figure we saw was a man's or a woman's?" + +"I don't know," the other girl replied. "What I have been wondering is +just this: Has any one in this house ever come into this room with your +mother when she was rummaging in that old closet, to help her move the +furniture or lift things about?" + +For a moment Betty frowned and then her face flamed crimson. + +"You are not fair, Polly. You never have approved of his living here +or my being kind to him. And you have said half a dozen times that +there was no special point in my being particularly grateful to him, +since any one of our friends would have done just what he did, had they +been equally near me. But then of course that does not alter the fact. +Now just because _he_ has been in here to assist mother does not prove +anything, does not even make it fair to be suspicious." + +Polly shrugged her shoulders. "I knew you would be angry, so I am +sorry I spoke. But you see our first meeting in the woods with the +young man when your safety box was almost stolen from you was a little +unfortunate. But I don't say that I suspect any one, either, and I +have no intention of not being fair. However, I do intend to keep on +the lookout. Now kiss me good morning, for I am going to turn out the +light. The gray dawn seems at last to be breaking and perhaps we may +both get a little sleep before breakfast time." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +UNCERTAINTY + +In spite of their own entire conviction the story told the next day by +Polly and Betty to the various members of the Ashton household was +received with little credulity. Even Mrs. Ashton was inclined to be +skeptical after finding that nothing in the big house had been stolen +or even disarranged. There was no window that had been pried open and +no door left unlocked. Then why, even if the robber had entered the +house by some mysterious process of his own, had he gone away again +empty-handed? There were many pieces of valuable silver in the lower +part of the establishment, pictures, even single ornaments that could +be sold for fair sums of money. Therefore why climb to the second +story and enter the girls' room first? + +Although Betty and Polly were too deeply offended by the suggestion to +allow it to be freely discussed, Miss McMurtry's idea that they had had +a kind of sympathetic nightmare, or at least a mutual hallucination, +was the most commonly accepted theory. It was an extremely annoying +point of view to both the girls, of course, but as they had nothing to +disprove it, they were obliged after several futile arguments to let +the matter rest. Naturally their Camp Fire friends were delightfully +thrilled by the anecdote, but as it was always received either with +open or carefully concealed disbelief, after a few days neither Polly +nor Betty cared to speak of it except to each other. + +There was one person, however, who, whether or not he believed the +truth of their story, at least accepted it with extreme seriousness. +And it was to him that Polly O'Neill made a determined effort to be the +first narrator of their experience. + +Anthony Graham was in the habit of getting up earlier than any one else +in the Ashton house and had of course disappeared hours before either +of the girls awakened the morning after their nearly sleepless night. +However, he was accustomed to returning to his small room in the third +story at about half-past five o'clock every afternoon, when his work +for the day was over, in order to change his clothes for the evening. +So at about this time Polly found it convenient to be in the hallway +leading to his room and to be there alone. + +As he walked toward her unconscious of her presence, in spite of her +prejudice against him she could not fail to see how much the young man +had improved. He was hardly recognizable as the boy with whom they had +had the encounter in the woods a little more than a year before. He +was shabby enough and as lean as a young animal that has had too much +exercise and too little food. His face was serious, almost sad; +nevertheless Polly had no intention of not pursuing her investigation. + +She had seated herself on a narrow window ledge and was presumably +peering out at the trees in the garden. + +As he caught sight of her the young man started with a perfectly +natural surprise. For although Polly had been in the same house with +him now for a number of weeks, they had not seen each other more than +half a dozen times and had only talked together once when Betty had +made a point of introducing them as though they had never met before. + +Perhaps some recollection of their original coming together was in +Anthony's memory, for he blushed a kind of dull brick red, when Polly, +turning deliberately from her window seat, said: "Mr. Graham, I wonder +if you would mind giving me a minute of your time. There is something +I wish to tell you." + +"Certainly," he answered and then stood fingering his hat in the same +awkward fashion that he had employed in his Thanksgiving visit to +Betty, yet regarding the girl herself with a totally different +sensation. + +For instinctively Anthony Graham recognized that Polly O'Neill was or +might become his enemy. Not that she would do him any wrong, but that +if ever he was able to set out to accomplish the desire of his heart, +the weight of her influence and feeling would be against him. And he +did not underestimate the compelling power of a nature like Polly's. +She was wayward, high tempered, sometimes appearing unreliable and +almost unloving. Yet this last fact was never true of her. It was +only that her personality was of the kind that can want but one thing +at a time with all the passion and force of which it is capable. And +pursuing this desire, she might seem to forget her other impulses. +Polly, however, never did put aside her few really vital affections. +She and Betty Ashton might quarrel, might continue to disagree as they +had so often done in the past; yet Betty's welfare and happiness would +always be of intense concern to her friend. More because of the +quality of her imagination than from any single witnessed fact, Polly +had lately suspected that Anthony might learn to care more for her +friend than would be comfortable for anybody concerned in the affair. +And undoubtedly the young man had once been a thief if intention +counted. Therefore he might be a thief again, and in any case probably +needed to be forewarned of a number of things. + +"There was a burglar in our room last night," Polly began, wasting no +time in preliminaries, but keeping her blue eyes fixed so directly upon +Anthony's that they were like blue flames. + +Even before he could reply the young man wondered how there could be +people who thought this girl beautiful or even pretty. It was true +that at times her eyes were strangely magnetic, that her hair was +always black with that peculiar almost dead luster, and her lips like +two fine scarlet lines. Yet she was always too thin, her chin too +pointed and her cheekbones too high to touch any of his ideals of +beauty. + +"I--I am sorry. That is--what _do you mean_?" the young fellow +stammered stupidly. And all at once the scowl gathered upon his face +that Betty Ashton had once misunderstood. It was a black, ugly look, +and in this case certainly was inspired by the impression that because +of his former misdeed, Polly might now be suspecting him of another. + +And she left him no room for doubt. + +"Oh, I am not exactly accusing you," she remarked coolly, "for I +presume that would hardly be fair. But I am not going to pretend that +I feel as much confidence in you as I do in the people against whom I +know nothing. I can't. Perhaps I may some day when you have made +good, but it is a little too soon to expect it of me, as I am not an +idealist like some girls. So last night, though we did not have any +reason to suspect that the person who entered our room and then stole +out again without our ever really seeing him or her had anything to do +with you, I must confess I did think of you. Because, though it is +just as well not to talk about it, there is no question but that the +intruder was already living in this house. No one came in from the +outside. So you see it is like this: I don't begin to say that it was +you, but I am going to be on the watch and it is just as fair to warn +you openly as to suspect you in secret. Then there is another thing. +Personally I don't believe we had a ghostly visitant, as Betty is +inclined to think because of the mystery of that particular room. So +suppose we take it for granted that you had nothing to do with our +experience, then will you help Betty and me to find out who or what it +was? We do not want to create too much disturbance over it." + +Just how many varying emotions had passed through Anthony Graham's mind +during Polly's amazing speech, it would be difficult to express. He +was bitterly angry of course, deeply wounded and resentful, and yet he +could not but have a certain respect for the girl's outspokenness, for +her kind of brutal courage. Certainly he was given notice not to +repeat his offense, if offense he had committed. And as proof of his +own innocence it might be as wise for him to discover the real offender. + +Anthony kept a hold on himself by a fine effort of self-control. The +truth was that he and Polly O'Neill were not altogether unlike in +disposition, and he had a temper and a will to match with hers. +Notwithstanding, he appreciated that this was not the occasion for +revealing weakness. + +Therefore he merely bowed with such quiet courtesy that Polly was +secretly astonished. + +"You are unfair in suspecting me of having violated Mrs. Ashton's +confidence simply because I once tried to commit a theft. Though of +course I know that most people would feel just as you do. Does +Betty--does Miss Ashton----" he inquired. + +Polly frowned. "No," she responded curtly. + +"Then will you tell her, please, that you have confided what has +happened to me and that I will do my best to ferret out the mystery." + +And Anthony walked past and into his own room, closing the door +noiselessly behind him. + +With a shrug of her thin shoulders Polly stood for another moment +regarding the shut door. "I am sorry to say it, but he has behaved a +great deal better than I expected," she thought to herself with a smile +at her own expense. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +AN UNSPOKEN POSSIBILITY + +The two friends were walking home from school together about ten days +later. They had both stayed until almost dusk engaged in different +pursuits. + +Betty was doing some extra studying with Miss McMurtry, as she had +missed so much time and science was always her weakest point; while +Polly had been having an hour's quiet talk with her former elocution +teacher, Miss Adams. Probably she was the one person in Woodford, +excepting Betty, who sympathized in the least with Polly in her +escapade. Or if she did not exactly sympathize with her, she was sorry +for the retribution that she had brought upon herself. For Mrs. +Wharton had decreed that her daughter was not to leave Woodford again +and was not even to be permitted to study anything in the village with +the view of its being useful to her later in a stage career. The +subject was to be entirely tabooed until Polly reached twenty-one, when +if she were of the same mind, she might choose her own future. Of +course to an impatient nature three years and a few months over seemed +like an eternity, and except for Betty's sympathy and her frequent +talks with Miss Adams and the latter's accounts of her great cousin, +Margaret Adams, Polly believed existence would have been unendurable. + +She was in such a state of excitement now over something which Miss +Adams had been recently telling her, that at first she hardly heard +what Betty was trying to say. + +"I have her permission to tell you, Polly dear, because she wishes to +have your advice, as you have more imagination about getting out of +difficulties than the rest of us; but you have to promise first never +to mention it to anybody, not to a single other member of the Camp Fire +Club or to Rose or even Donna." + +Polly laughed, putting her arm lightly across Betty Ashton's shoulder. + +"What are you talking about, child?" she demanded. "I don't +particularly like that suggestion of my talent for getting out of +scrapes; but if the scrape has anything to do with Betty Ashton, then +all my talent is at her disposal, of course." + +"But it has nothing to do with me, at least not in the way you mean," +the other girl replied, too much in earnest to be amused even for the +moment. "It has to do with a girl whom you have never liked very much +and she has never liked you. But she has been my friend and I do care +for her. And moreover she is a member of our Sunrise Hill Camp Fire +Club and we promised to live up to Sylvia's motion." + +"Edith Norton?" Polly queried. "She must be in trouble if she is +willing to confide in me." + +But Betty's expression suddenly silenced her. Always Betty Ashton had +been the most popular among her special group of Camp Fire girls. At +first chiefly for her beauty, her wealth, the prominent position of her +family and for her own generosity and charm. More recently, however, +since the girl had met her own disasters so courageously, a new element +had come into her influence and the affection she inspired. It was a +quality that Polly with all her cleverness would never create, one of +steadfastness under fire. Perhaps it was one of the last +characteristics that one might have looked for in the early days of the +Princess. And yet it will always be found in truly aristocratic +natures. When life is flowing smoothly, when the days go by with no +special demands made upon them, these persons may have many little +weaknesses. Yet when the special occasion arises theirs is the +faithfulness and fortitude. So while Betty had neither the sound +judgment of Sylvia Wharton nor the brilliant fancy of Polly, it was to +her that the other girls usually made their first appeal in any dilemma +or distress. + +At this moment if they had not been together on the street Polly would +have liked to embrace her. The cold air had brought Betty's color +back; she still wore the little lace cap under her old fur hat, but the +edging made a lovely frame for her face, and her hair was already +growing so that the curls showed underneath, like a baby's. + +"Yes, it is Edith," Betty answered seriously. "And she is in a +difficulty that you could never have imagined of one of our Camp Fire +girls. You know she has been going a good deal with that man whom none +of us like until she thinks she is really in love with him. And it +seems that Edith believes that he does not care a great deal about her. +So she, poor thing, has been trying her best to make him care. She has +bought herself a lot of clothes that she cannot afford, for you know +she gets such a small salary at the shop where she works." + +"Is that all?" Polly demanded. "It is awfully foolish of her, of +course, to be so extravagant, but it isn't such a dreadful crime. And +as I suppose she has charged what she got, she can just save up and pay +back her bills by degrees." + +Betty shook her head. "Don't be a goose, dear. Edith can't charge +things in Woodford. She hasn't any credit in the shops like your +mother and mine have. She is only a poor girl working for her own +support, with her family not living here and with no position when they +were. No, you see she borrowed the money from the woman she was +working for without telling her. She meant to pay it back of course, +only, only----" + +"You mean she stole it from her?" Polly exclaimed in a hushed tone. +This was a good deal worse than anything which she had anticipated. +She had always considered Edith Norton foolish and vain; but then +surely the Camp Fire had helped her, had given her the ideals and the +training that she had never learned at home. Betty was crying so +bitterly and so openly that Polly felt she must comfort her friend +first before criticising or attempting to suggest a solution to the +other girl's problem. + +"But, dear, if you wish Edith's trouble kept a secret, you must not +weep over her, just as you get home," she protested. "Don't you know +that everybody in the house will be demanding to know what the matter +is at once, and the Professor can hardly be kept from weeping with you? +I can't think of anything to suggest to Edith except that she confess +what she has done and ask Madame to let her return the money by working +for it." + +"I told her that, but she did not believe that she would be forgiven," +Betty explained. "Oh, if I only had just a little of the money I used +to throw away! I don't mind being poor so much myself, Polly; it is +when I so want to do for other people." + +"You don't have to tell me that, Princess," her friend replied quietly. +"But, dear, this time I am glad you have not the money. Because you +know it would not be right for you just to give Edith the money and +have her give it back without any one's knowing. At least, I don't +quite think so. And yet I am awfully sorry that Edith and I should +both in our different ways have broken our Camp Fire law. And I will +do anything I can think of to help her. Do you know, dear, how long +she has been in this difficulty? + +"Oh, I think about two weeks," Betty answered. "But she only confided +in me yesterday. It seems that she has tried several ways of getting +the money and has attempted to borrow it. She thought maybe I could +lend it to her, and I may be able to later on, only I would have to +tell mother some reason why I needed twenty-five dollars all of a +sudden from our small supply." + +"No, you must not. Maybe I may be able to help. Or we may persuade +Edith to confess. I believe she will when she thinks more about our +old Camp Fire teachings. Anyhow, as we are at home now, let us wait +and talk it all over again tonight after we get to bed. It is then, of +course, that I do my most brilliant thinking." + +So with this in mind, obliterating all other thoughts at their hour of +retiring, for the first evening since their fright ten days before, +neither Polly nor Betty remembered the locking of their outside door +upon getting into bed. + +And this time it was Polly O'Neill who was aroused first a short while +after midnight by the slow turning of their doorknob and then the sense +of an almost noiseless figure entering their bedroom. + +Immediately she awoke Betty by suddenly calling her name aloud, and at +the same instant sprang out of bed, again touching the electric button +and flooding the room with revealing light. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +THE BEGINNING OF LIGHT + +"Why, why!" exclaimed Polly in surprise and consternation, standing +perfectly still with her hand upraised toward the light, too puzzled to +let it drop down at her side. + +But with a little, warning cry Betty had called to her and almost at +the same moment was across the room, with her arms about a tall, slight +figure. + +"Mother, mother," she whispered quietly, "wake up. You have gotten up +out of your bed and wandered into Polly's and my room. And you have +frightened us nearly to death! Dear me, you have not walked in your +sleep for years, have you?" + +At Betty's first words following the stream of light, Mrs. Ashton had +opened her eyes with returning consciousness until now she appeared +almost entirely wide awake. And an expression both of fear and +annoyance crossed her face. + +"You poor children, so I am your ghost and your burglar," she declared, +"and I believed it was you who were having nightmares! I am awfully +sorry. Betty knows I used to have this unfortunate habit of strolling +about the house in my sleep long ago. But I am quite sure that I have +not done it for several years now. The truth is I have not yet gotten +over the nervous shock of Betty's being brought home to me and my not +knowing how seriously she was injured for such a time; it seemed an +eternity." + +Betty had thrown a shawl over her mother's shoulders, as she was clad +only in her night-dress, and she and Polly slipped into their dressing +gowns. + +"Wasn't it odd, though, mother, your coming in here both times? I +wonder if you had me on your mind and wanted to see how I was. But you +did not seem to. You kept groping your way toward that old closet as +though you wished to rummage about in it. But do come and let me take +you back to bed now, and I will stay with you so you will behave +yourself and give Polly a chance to rest." + +For quite five minutes after the two had gone, Polly lay awake. There +were really so many things to consider, because, of course, when one +has too active an imagination it is apt to lead one into trouble. +First, she must apologize to Anthony Graham for her totally unfounded +suspicion of him. And then, thank Heaven, she had not breathed the +suggestion aloud! Yet just for a moment she had wondered if Edith +Norton could have--but it was not true and of course never could have +been. + +Then a third idea. What could be hidden away in that old closet of so +great value or interest that Mrs. Ashton turned toward it in her +sleeping hours, when her subconscious mind must be directing her +footsteps? No wonder that Betty was puzzled and annoyed over the +secrets of the old room. Naturally as a visitor in the Ashton home it +would be exceedingly bad manners, if nothing worse, for her to try to +find out anything that her hostess wished to keep concealed. Yet just +as Polly lost her train of thought she remembered wishing that Betty +might make the discovery for herself, since most certainly then she +would confide in her. + +The next day being Friday, Polly went to her own home to spend the +week-end. And quite by accident she and Mollie came in together for a +few moments on Sunday afternoon and went directly to Betty's room +without letting her know of their approach. + +As they knocked and had no answer, Polly, feeling entirely at home, +pushed the door open. + +"Betty, child, don't you want to see us?" she demanded. "I know I +promised to give you a rest until Monday, but Mollie and I could not +bear to spend a whole Sunday afternoon without you." + +And at this, Betty Ashton appeared from the darkness of the big closet +at the farthest end of her bedroom. She wore a lavender cashmere frock +with a broad velvet belt and a lace cap with lavender ribbons. But the +cap was much awry, so that her hair was tumbled carelessly over her +forehead, even showing the slight scar underneath, which usually she +was so careful to hide, and her cheeks were a good deal flushed. There +was no doubt that she was greatly interested or excited over something. + +"Mollie and Polly, I am glad," she avowed. "I was just needing some +one to talk to and to ask questions of most dreadfully. Mother has +gone out driving this afternoon, and as I was alone it occurred to me +it might be fun to rummage about in this old closet and see whether it +really concealed any treasures. After our belief that a burglar was +trying to enter it, I thought it might be just as well for me to find +out what it contained." + +"Does your mother know?" Polly inquired, and could hardly have +explained to herself just why she asked the question. + +"No. I did not think of investigating it before she left. But of +course she won't care. Why should she? The boxes have nothing in them +but old books and rubbish. But this trunk--I can't quite understand +about some of the things I have found in it. Maybe you can help me +guess." + +And before either of the other girls knew what she intended doing, +Betty was dragging the shaky trunk out of the closet into the greater +brightness of the room, Mollie rushing to her assistance as soon as +possible. Yet for some reason unknown to herself, Polly hesitated. +She did not even move forward when Betty and Mollie dropped down on +their knees before it, although she did observe that the trunk was +locked, but that the hinges at the back had rusted and fallen off, so +that Betty had gotten into it in that way. + +Evidently the things at the top had already been taken out inside the +closet, for Betty was now reaching down toward the bottom and bringing +out what looked like a trousseau of baby clothes--her own or Dick's, +they could not yet tell which. + +The little dresses were yellow and fragile with age; the long blue coat +had faded; most of the little shoes and flannels had been worn. + +"I wish you would not look through those things until your mother gets +back, Betty," Polly said rather irritably. + +But both her sister and friend glanced up at her in surprise. + +"What is the possible harm? Mother couldn't mind. There is certainly +no reason why I should not look at my own clothes or at Dick's. It's +queer I never happen to have seen them before." + +"Did your mother never have any other children, Betty?" Mollie +inquired, and the other girl shook her head. + +Polly had come over now and was standing near them by the edge of the +trunk and looking down inside it. + +Of course what Betty was doing must seem to her perfectly right or else +she would never have thought of doing it; yet Polly could not help +feeling a certain distaste for the whole proceeding. Old possessions +were always kind of uncanny and uncomfortable to her temperament; they +held too poignant a suggestion of death, of the passing of time and of +almost forgotten memories. + +Betty and Mollie had a differently romantic point of view. And to both +of them, being essentially feminine, the delicate, exquisite baby +apparel made a strongly sentimental appeal. + +Suddenly, with a little cry of surprise and amusement, Betty picked up +a small frock which must have been made for a child of about a year +old, that was curiously different from the others. While they had been +of sheer lawns and expensive laces, this was a perfectly +straight-up-and-down garment of coarse check gingham of the cheapest +kind and attached to it were a pair of rough little shoes. + +"I wonder how in the world these ever got in here or why mother has +preserved them so carefully. She has a perfect horror of cheap +things," Betty began in a half-puzzled and half-humorous fashion, +holding the poor little baby dress up to the light and giving it a +shake. + +Stooping, Mollie picked up something that must have fallen from one of +the shoes. It was an old tintype picture of a comparatively young man +with a baby in his arms and a little girl pressing close up against his +knee. + +Mollie was looking at it with a slightly bewildered expression when +Polly came up and glanced over her shoulder. And instantly Polly's +face grew white; however, it was a trick of hers when anything +surprised or annoyed her. And at the moment she had a strong impulse +to take the picture from Mollie's hands and tear it into a hundred +pieces before Betty Ashton should have a chance to see it. + +Notwithstanding, Betty had already joined them and was apparently as +much perplexed as Mollie. She took the photograph nearer to the window. + +"I declare this looks like Esther when she was a little girl and +Professor Crippen. I believe he did tell me there was another child +that somebody had adopted and who did not know he was her father. I +suppose Esther must have asked mother to take care of these things for +her. It is queer that she never thought of speaking of them to me. I +must write her I have seen them, for I should not wish her to feel I +had been prying," Betty finished, going back to the trunk and putting +the little things carefully away. + +The weight that had gathered pressingly in the neighborhood of Polly's +heart in the past thirty seconds now lifted. + +"Yes, and do close up that tiresome trunk at once Betty Ashton, or I am +going home," Polly scolded. "It bores me dreadfully to have you and +Mollie poking in there when we might be talking." + +But Betty paid no heed to her, for she had found another photograph of +a different character. It was a picture of another baby, a beautiful +miniature so delicately tinted that the colors were almost like life. +And the child's face was very like Mrs. Ashton's, the same flaxen hair +and light blue eyes. And it bore no possible resemblance either to +Richard Ashton or to Betty. However, there was no reason to consider +its being either one of them, for it was plainly marked on the back, +"Phyllis Ashton," and then had the date of the birth. + +Betty offered no comment and expressed no wonder, although she let both +her friends look at the picture, still holding it in her own hands. + +"But I thought you said your mother had only two children, you and +Dick," Mollie declared, and Polly would have liked to shake her. + +"Yes, I did think so until now," the third girl replied. And placing +her picture back in the trunk, she closed the lid, still leaving the +trunk in the center of the room, in spite of the fact that both her +friends insisted on helping her with it into the closet. + +Then Betty began making tea on her alcohol lamp and talking of other +things; only Polly could see that her mind was not in the least upon +what she was saying, but that she was thinking of something else every +possible second. + +Whether to go or to stay with her friend was Polly's present +indecision. However, she and Molly remained until Mrs. Ashton had +returned from her drive and Betty went into her mother's room to assist +in taking off her wraps. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +BETTY FINDS OUT + +It was Monday afternoon and the March weather held an alluring +suggestion of spring. + +Running along the street with her red coat scarcely fastened and her +hat at a totally wrong angle upon her head, Polly O'Neill showed no +concern for exterior conditions. + +Finding the Ashton front door unlocked she entered without stopping to +ring the bell, and made straight, not for Betty's, but for Mrs. +Ashton's bedroom. She found her lying upon the bed, though at her +visitor's entrance she sat up, appearing quite ill. + +"O Mrs. Ashton, why didn't Betty come to school today? Where is she? +Has anything happened? I was dreadfully worried when I found she was +not at any of her classes, and then when I asked Miss McMurtry whether +anything was the matter, she was so queer and mysterious. And when I +said I was going to leave school and come here at once, she said that I +had better not, that Betty had specially asked to be alone and that +even you had not seen her this morning. Donna behaved just as though +she knew something about my beloved Betty that I don't. And it is not +fair. I am sure Betty would wish me to know. Where is she?" + +"Sit down, Polly," Mrs. Ashton returned, getting up from the bed and +taking a seat opposite. "I don't know where Betty is just now and I am +very uneasy and very unhappy about her. The poor child has had so many +things happen in the past year, after being spoiled in every possible +way up till then. She was in her own room most of the morning, but +about two hours ago sent word to me that she was going out and that I +was not to be alarmed if she did not return for some little time. I +might as well tell you our secret, dear. I suppose there is no way now +to keep people from knowing it eventually and perhaps we have been +unkind and unwise in concealing it from Betty so long. I wonder if you +have ever dreamed that Betty is Esther Crippen's sister?" + +Polly gasped. No, she had not dreamed it. If the suspicion had ever +entered her mind, she had put it from her as a self-evident absurdity. +Her beautiful, exquisite Princess and Esther and Herr Crippen! It was +an impossible association of ideas and of people. + +"But it can't be true, Mrs. Ashton," she argued almost angrily, feeling +that the room was whirling about and that she was almost ill from the +surprise and shock. And if this was her sensation, what could Betty's +have been! "Think how lovely Betty is and how utterly unlike either of +them. Besides, why have we never known and how did you happen to do +it?" Polly dropped her face in her two hands. She so very seldom +cried that the effort always hurt her. + +"It is a tragic story, dear, and one we have never liked to talk about +for all our sakes," Mrs. Ashton replied, showing more self-control than +Polly had ever seen her display before. + +"Very many years ago I had a baby named Phyllis. Betty tells me that +you too saw her picture in the old trunk. Well, Dick was a little boy +of about seven, and by some dreadful accident found a loaded pistol in +his father's desk and came running into the big back room with it, +which in those days was the baby's nursery. You can imagine what +happened without my telling you. Dick was a child, and yet the horror +of it has altered his entire nature and life. He has always been +serious and over-conscientious, always anxious to devote his life to +the service of other people as a reparation for a tragedy which was +never in the least his fault. It was therefore as much for Dick's sake +as for mine that Mr. Ashton persuaded us to adopt a baby in Phyllis' +place. So we drove out to the asylum together one day, with our minds +not made up and there--there we found our adored Betty. Herr Crippen +had just left his two children to be cared for, and Betty was only a +baby. But she was the most exquisite little thing you can imagine, the +same lovely auburn hair and big serious gray eyes. Dick adored her +from the moment that she put her arms about his neck and would not let +go when the time came for us to return home. We have always loved her +since, Polly, as well as if she had been our own baby--better I almost +think. You know what she is, so there is little use for me to say +it--'Our Princess', dear. I have always loved your name and the other +girls' for her." + +"But Herr Crippen and Esther--they are so plain, and except for their +gifts, why, compared to Betty they seem so--so ordinary," Polly +protested. + +"But you must remember that there was a mother, too, and that Herr +Crippen has said she was an American and very lovely. I believe her +family would have nothing more to do with her because she married a +German musician. And then, you see, child, Betty has had many +advantages that Esther has not had. It was because Dick and I began +slowly to realize that perhaps we had been cruel to Esther in depriving +her of her little sister that we finally asked her to come here and +live as a kind of companion to Betty. It was a long-delayed kindness +and yet Esther has very nobly repaid us; for it seems that when Herr +Crippen returned and claimed Esther as his daughter, Esther learned +then of Betty's relation to them and it was she who insisted that her +father make no sign, realizing how entirely Betty's devotion was given +to Dick and Mr. Ashton and to me, even to this old home, which has been +her pride for so long." + +"Poor, poor little Princess! It will almost break her heart," Polly +murmured. + +But although Mrs. Ashton wiped a few tears from her eyes, she shook her +head. + +"Some day you will find out that hearts are harder to break than you +now believe. I would almost have given my life to have spared Betty +this knowledge, and yet some day she must realize that we love her as +we have always done and that love is the only thing that greatly +counts, after all. There is no reason why Betty should feel any shame +in her relation to Herr Crippen; he has been unfortunate, but there is +nothing else against him. And Esther is a remarkable girl." + +"Yes, I know. But what made Betty suspect? How did she find all this +out?" Polly queried. + +"Betty told me of her discoveries in the old trunk and asked me a +number of questions. I was confused; I am not in the least sure how I +answered them. Anyhow, she became suspicious and went to Herr Crippen +and then to Miss McMurtry, who, it seems, was in Esther's and her +father's confidence. They gave the child no satisfaction, but only +made her the more uneasy and distressed, until finally Betty remembered +the sealed envelope which Mr. Ashton had always made her keep in her +box of valuable papers. Possibly she has told you that the envelope +was only to be opened when she should come to some crisis in her life +and need advice or information. Betty opened the envelope and it +contained the papers proving her legal adoption by us and her right in +the equal division of whatever property either Mr. Ashton or I might +have. Now, Polly, that is all," Mrs. Ashton concluded. "But I feel +that if Betty does not soon come to me and put her arms about me and +call me 'mother' as she always has, that I shan't be able to bear +things either. Won't you find her and bring her here to me?" + +And Polly, glad to be away to battle with her own emotions, kissed her +older friend and vanished. But Betty was not in her room, and as there +seemed to be no clue to work upon, it was difficult to decide just +where she should begin the search. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +SUNRISE CABIN + +Betty was not with any one of their acquaintances, for Polly telephoned +everybody they knew before leaving the Ashton house. + +Then a possibility suddenly dawning upon her, she hurried forth, +feeling that anything was better than remaining longer indoors. + +All of the Sunrise Hill Camp Fire girls were in the habit of taking +frequent walks to their forsaken log cabin. And as Betty wished to be +alone and especially needed the strength and consolation that its happy +memories could give her, probably she had gone out there. Under most +circumstances Polly would have respected her friend's desire for +solitude, but Betty must already have been at the cabin for some time +by herself and the dusk would soon come down upon her and she would be +hurt and lonely, with all her familiar world fallen about her feet. + +No one else must learn of her pilgrimage, since Betty might forgive her +presence and yet could not rally to meet the astonishment and sympathy +of any other of her friends. So Polly told several impatient fibs to +the persons who insisted upon learning where she intended going, before +she was able to get outside of Woodford and into the blessed solitude +of the country lanes. + +The air was colder by this time and light flurries of snow kept +blinding her eyes as she hurried along. However, she had not so +forgotten her training in woodcraft as not to recognize signs of +Betty's having preceded her along almost the same route; for here and +there, where the earth had thawed in the midday warmth, there were +impressions of the Princess' shoes. And she even picked up a small +crushed handkerchief which had been dropped by the way. + +Therefore in spite of her depression over Mrs. Ashton's information, +Polly was beginning to get a kind of hold upon herself. For it was her +place, if she possibly could manage it, to persuade Betty that, after +all, life was not so utterly changed by yesterday's discovery. If Mrs. +Ashton and Dick were not her own mother and brother, they themselves +knew no difference. And there would be no change in her friends' +affections. Then, she had gained Esther as a sister, Esther who was so +big in her nature, so unselfish and fine. No wonder she had always +seemed to care for Betty with a devotion no one of them could explain. +And how hard it must have been loving her as she did to have made no +claim upon her. + +"Hello, Miss Polly," an unexpected voice cried out, and to Polly's +utter vexation she beheld Billy Webster coming toward her from the path +that led through his father's woods. + +She bowed coldly, hoping that her coldness might be her salvation, +since she did not wish to waste time in conversation with him, nor to +explain why she was in such a hurry to go on with her walk. But Billy +was apparently not influenced by Polly's present attitude, being too +accustomed to her moods. + +"May I walk along with you?" he inquired politely enough. "I was just +out for exercise, with no special place in mind where I wished to go, +and I should ever so much rather have you as a companion." + +It was on the tip of Polly's tongue to exclaim, "But I would so much +rather not have you!" However, she suddenly recalled having promised +Mollie to be as polite to Billy as she could and not to bear malice any +longer. So she merely shook her head. "I am sorry, but I am in a +great hurry," she explained. "For you see I came out with a very +special place in mind to which I wish to go immediately." + +Billy laughed, rather a big, splendid, open-hearted laugh. Polly was +amusing, in no matter what temper she might happen to be. + +"But I won't interfere with your destination and I certainly can manage +to walk as fast as you can," he announced calmly, keeping close to the +girl's side, although her rapid walking had developed almost into a +run, and she was nearly out of breath. + +[Illustration: "I won't interfere with your destination"] + +Well, if she could not outwalk him and could not manage to get rid of +him in any other way, Polly decided that she would at least keep +perfectly silent until he had the sense to go away of his own accord. +It was still some distance before she could reach the cabin. + +However, as Billy was doing a great deal of talking, he appeared not to +be aware of her unusual silence. + +"Look here, Miss Polly, I have been thinking of something for a long +time--several months, in fact," he declared. "And I have about come to +the conclusion that maybe I was pretty domineering in the way in which +I behaved to you in New York. Of course I still consider that acting +business a dreadful thing for you to have done which might have brought +consequences that you could not imagine. But I ought to have tried to +persuade you to stop or to write your mother, and not to have bullied +you. I want you to believe, though, that it was because I like you so +much that I went all to pieces over the idea of anything happening to +you--your getting ill or somebody being rude to you. Great Scott! but +I am glad that you have given up that foolish idea of going upon the +stage and have settled down quietly in Woodford!" + +Polly turned a pair of astonished blue eyes upon her companion, who +happened at the moment to be gazing up toward the sky where the snow +clouds were growing heavier. + +"You are very kind to be interested in my welfare, I am sure," she +replied, trying her best not to let sarcastic tones creep into her +voice. "And of course I realized that your friendship for Mollie and +mother made you feel that you had the right to express your opinion +very frankly to me. But you are mistaken if you believe that I have +given up my foolish notion of going upon the stage. Of course I +appreciate now that I was wrong in betraying mother's trust and in +trying that experiment in acting without her consent. So I have +accepted my punishment and made my bargain. But just the same, when I +am twenty-one, I mean to try again with all my strength and power and +to keep on trying until I ultimately succeed." + +Billy Webster closed his lips with a look of peculiar obstinacy. + +"Three years is a long time," he answered, "and you might as well know +that though I am fond of Mollie and always will be, it is you I really +care about. Oh yes, I realize that there are hours when I almost hate +you, but that is because you dislike me and because I can't get you to +do what I wish. Still, you might as well understand that I intend +doing everything in my power for the next three years to make you stay +in Woodford when the time is up and to make you stay because you love +me." + +And then before Polly was able to get her breath or to stamp her foot +or in any possible way to relieve her feelings, the young man had +marched away through an opening at one side of the path, without even +stopping once to glance back at her. + +It was out of the question then for Polly to decide whether she was the +more angry, astonished or amused. Of course it was absurd for Billy +Webster to conceive of having any emotion for her except one of +disapproval. He was simply so obstinate and so sure of himself that he +wanted to make her like him, because he knew that she almost hated him. +And if it had not been for Mollie, she would have suffered no "almost" +in her dislike. + +Really the confusion and protest that the young man's words had +awakened in her mind, coming on top of the disclosure about Betty, made +Polly feel as if she had suddenly taken leave of her senses. And as it +is a rather good scheme when one is unable to think clearly, to give up +thinking at all for the time being, the girl started running in the +direction of the cabin, so fast that she had opportunity for no other +impulse or impression except forcing herself to keep up the desired +speed. + +By a camp fire, which Betty had built for herself, Polly discovered her +friend sitting on a stool with her elbow in her lap and her head +resting on her hand. She did not seem astonished or annoyed by her +friend's entrance. When Polly came forward and kissed her she merely +said, "I am glad you know, Polly. I hope you did not have a very cold +walk. It was not snowing when I came out." Then she began piling more +logs on her fire. + +Later the two girls had an intimate talk. + +"It is odd, Polly, but I don't feel as wretched as I should have +expected I would," Betty explained, speaking as much to herself as to +her companion. "I think perhaps it is intended for me to have my +illusions shattered earlier in life than other people have them--I +think possibly because I have been vainer and more foolish. At first I +presume I used to have a kind of unconscious satisfaction in our having +more money than other people and in being able to do almost anything +for my friends that I wished. Then when the money went away I thought, +well, perhaps money does not make so much difference if one has an old +family and a name of which one may be proud. But in these last few +hours, sitting here by myself I have begun to appreciate more fully +what our Camp Fire organization is trying so hard to teach us. It is +that all we girls are alike in the essential things, only that some of +us have been given better opportunities and more friends. There is +only one thing that really counts, I suppose, and that is not so much +what other people do for us, as what we are able to do for ourselves, +what kind of women we are able to grow into. So you see that though I +believe I was struggling to save the old Ashton house because all my +distinguished ancestors had been living there for generation after +generation and I wanted to have babies of my own to inherit it some +day, now I am even happier because perhaps I have saved it for Dick and +mother by my plan and maybe it will repay them a little for all they +have done for me." + +"I don't think the debt is on your side, dear," Polly returned loyally. + +But already Betty had risen from her stool and was looking around for +her cloak and cap. + +"Let us hurry home now; we shall have a glorious walk!" she exclaimed. +"I have been away from mother long enough and I do want to write to +Esther. She has got to come to see me for a few days, or else I am +going to her. Don't worry; I shall not forget the seven points of our +Camp Fire star." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +FAREWELLS + +One morning in May two months later two girls were in the +much-discussed back bedroom overlooking the Ashton garden. It was very +much the same kind of cheerless day outdoors that it had been when they +had first met each other after a lapse of many years. And then of +course neither one knew of the closeness of the tie between them. +However, at the present moment they were busily engaged in packing two +steamer trunks that were standing open before them. + +"I never shall get all this stuff in if you don't come and help me, +Esther," Betty protested in the spoiled fashion of an earlier time. +And since Esther never would cease to believe that the whole world +should be grateful to Betty for the honor of her presence in it, it is +doubtful whether her methods of spoiling "The Princess" ever would be +entirely given up. + +"Sit down, dear, or else run and see Polly and Mollie and Mrs. Wharton +for a few moments. You are tired and I can finish putting the things +in for you without any trouble. Poor Polly is kind of pathetic these +days, I think; she is so desperate over our going away and leaving her +behind, and then, though she tries her best not to show it, she is +jealous of our being so much together. I am sorry for her, because it +is pretty much the same way that I used to feel toward her. And of +course I have tried to show her that no one can take her place with +you; but she is so low-spirited and so unlike herself that there is no +convincing her of anything agreeable." + +Betty had sunk into a low chair and was rocking thoughtfully back and +forward knitting her brows. + +"Mother and I both consider that Mrs. Wharton is making a mistake in +not allowing Polly to leave Woodford for three years; for she will +probably grow so tired of it by that time that she will never want to +come home again--that is, if she goes on the stage. When it was +decided that we were to go abroad mother suggested to Mrs. Wharton that +she let Polly come over and join us later. She thought it would be +very much more apt to distract her attention than if she stayed on here +with nothing else to dream about." + +"And what did Mrs. Wharton answer?" Esther queried, turning from her +own trunk and beginning to straighten out the confusion in her sister's. + +"Oh, she wouldn't hear of it," Betty returned. "So sometimes I feel +pretty selfish at being so happy over our sailing. But just think, we +are going straight to Germany and dear old Dick! It seems a hundred +years since he went away. How strangely things have turned out! Here +are Miss McMurtry and my new father getting married, when I have been +predicting that they would, with no one believing me, ever since that +evening at the cabin. So they will be able to look after the house and +let the people stay on in it just as if mother and I were here, and +send us a check for the rent each month so that we will have enough to +live upon. But better than anything, Esther dear, is the wonderful +chance you will have for your music. You are going to study under one +of the greatest teachers in the world and not because of what your own +family believe about your talent, but because of what your teacher in +New York wrote the Professor." It was not often that Betty was able to +speak of Herr Crippen as father; Mr. Ashton had been her father too +long, and she had cared for him too much to be willing to give the +title to any one else. So "the Professor" and "Donna" were the names +she ordinarily bestowed upon her new parents. + +"You must not expect too much of my singing, Betty," Esther replied in +her same shy, nervous fashion. "And, for goodness sake! don't write +your brother Dick that my voice has improved, or he will be +disappointed." + +Betty laughed teasingly. "Oh, I have told him already that you were +greater than Melba and Farrar rolled into one. But never mind, Esther, +he will soon find out the real truth for himself. Isn't it too +splendid how happy mother is over our plans! She has not been so like +herself since father's death. And somehow instead of acting as if she +had given me up to the Professor as a daughter, she behaves far more as +if he had just presented her with you as well. I believe she feels it +helps to make up to you, Esther, for the years of loneliness--her being +able now to chaperon you, when you so much need to have your big +chance." + +Esther was kneeling on the floor; but she turned her light blue eyes +appealingly upon her sister and her lips quivered, revealing her one +beautiful feature in the mobility of the lines of her mouth and in the +whiteness of her teeth. + +"You must not expect too much of me, little sister, will you?" she +pleaded. "You know I have only consented to father's making this big +sacrifice for me so that we may all be abroad together, and you and +Mrs. Ashton have the rest and change you so much need. And then, of +course, I may be able to learn to sing well enough some day to earn the +money to buy you a Paris frock and hat," she ended with an attempt at +lightness. + +However, Betty was not deceived, and getting up from her rocking chair, +she deliberately pushed Esther aside. + +"For goodness sake! let me finish packing my own trunk, Esther +Crippen," she commanded. "Here I have been carefully trying to +cultivate an angelic character ever since I became a Camp Fire girl, +and in a few weeks of your spoiling you do away with the labor of +years." + +Betty therefore was not looking up when some one tiptoed quietly into +the room, and, before she became conscious of her presence, dropped a +bunch of May blossoms under her eyes. + +"There are two automobiles waiting before your door at the present +moment, children," Polly announced. "And John Everett suggested that I +tell you to get into your coats and hats at once. He came home for the +day; I've an idea he may have desired to say farewell to 'My Lady +Betty,' but I was given no such information. What I was told to say +was that he and Meg were giving an automobile ride in your honor and +that we were to end up by having our lunch at the cabin. They have +asked all the Camp Fire Club and some of John's friends, Billy +Webster," and Polly's face expressed her chagrin. "John has even +invited Anthony Graham, and the poor fellow has fixed himself up until +he is positively shining with cleanliness, though I am afraid he will +be cold in that shabby overcoat of his." + +While Polly was chattering, she was assisting Betty to slip into her +new violet dress which had been made for the steamer crossing and +happily was lying ready and spread out upon the bed. And the next +instant she had pinned Esther's new blue _crepe de chine_ blouse down +in the back, hurried them both into their heavy coats and hats, and was +ushering them out to their friends, who were impatiently awaiting their +coming. + +No one of the little party forgot their May day together in the woods +and at the Sunrise Hill cabin for a long time to come. And among the +many kind things that were said to her in farewell, it was curious that +the speech made by Anthony Graham should make the deepest impression +upon Betty Ashton's mind. + +He had asked her come away from her other friends for a few moments, +and they had walked to the edge of the group of pines not far from the +foot of Sunrise Hill. It was almost sunset, for no one had thought of +going home after the late luncheon was over. + +Betty glanced about her rather wistfully. This particular bit of +country was dearer to her than any place in the world except her old +home and yet she was leaving it for an unknown land, to be away she +could not tell how long. + +"Miss Ashton," Anthony began, "there will probably be a good many +changes in people and things before you come home again. And I am +hoping with all my strength that of the greatest changes will have +taken place in me. I mean that by that time you need not be ashamed of +having befriended me. It is pretty hard sometimes to climb a hill +along with other people when you have started so much nearer the bottom +than they have. But I feel now that I have made at least a fair start. +Judge Maynard told me yesterday that he believed I meant business and +that he would teach me all the law he knew and that he would see that I +wasn't far behind the fellows at the law schools when the time came for +my examinations." + +Betty's face glowed with interest and enthusiasm and she gave her two +hands to the young man with the same friendliness which she had used in +his first call upon her. + +"I am so glad, so glad!" she answered. "But please don't speak of my +feeling ashamed of you ever again. I know I was rather horrid to you +once and that afterwards you saved my life, or what perhaps means more +than one's life. Suppose we promise to repay our debts to each other +in some entirely new way when we meet after my return." Betty made her +idle speech with no special meaning attached to it. And although +Anthony agreed in much the same manner, it was possibly fortunate that +Betty did not observe his expression as he turned away and walked a few +paces ahead of her, gazing up toward the summit of Sunrise Hill. The +golden disk of the sun was at this instant resting upon it like the +crown of the world. And to Anthony it seemed none too beautiful or too +magnificent a gift to have laid at the feet of a gray-eyed Princess. + +Voices were heard calling to them from the cabin, and a short while +after good-nights were said and Sunrise Cabin was once more left to +solitude and memories. + + * * * * * * + +The next volume of the Camp Fire Girls' Series will be known as "The +Camp Fire Girls Across the Seas." Several years will have intervened +between it and the previous book and the girls will be introduced under +very different influences and circumstances. 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