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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/20399-8.txt b/20399-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6ced87e --- /dev/null +++ b/20399-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10185 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Kate Carnegie and Those Ministers, by Ian +Maclaren + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Kate Carnegie and Those Ministers + + +Author: Ian Maclaren + + + +Release Date: January 19, 2007 [eBook #20399] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK KATE CARNEGIE AND THOSE +MINISTERS*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 20399-h.htm or 20399-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/3/9/20399/20399-h/20399-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/3/9/20399/20399-h.zip) + + + + + +KATE CARNEGIE AND THOSE MINISTERS. + +by + +IAN MACLAREN. + + + + + + + +Toronto: +Fleming H. Revell Company, +140-142 Yonge Street. +1896. +Entered according to Act of the Parliament of Canada, +in the year 1896, by Hodder & Stoughton, +at the Department of Agriculture. + + + + +TO + +A CERTAIN BROTHERHOOD + + +Faithful in Criticism + +Loyal in Affection + +Tender in Trouble + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER + + I. PANDEMONIUM + II. PEACE + III. A HOME OF MANY GENERATIONS + IV. A SECRET CHAMBER + V. CONCERNING BESOMS + VI. A PLEASAUNCE + VII. A WOMAN OF THE NEW DISPENSATION + VIII. A WOMAN OF THE OLD DISPENSATION + IX. A DAUGHTER OF DEBATE + X. A SUPRA-LAPSARIAN + XI. IN THE GLOAMING + XII. KILBOGIE MANSE + XIII. PREPARING FOR THE SACRAMENT + XIV. A MODERATE + XV. JOINT POTENTATES + XVI. DRIED ROSE LEAVES + XVII. SMOULDERING FIRES + XVIII. LOVE SICKNESS + XIX. THE FEAR OF GOD + XX. THE WOUNDS OF A FRIEND + XXI. LIGHT AT EVENTIDE + XXII. WITHOUT FEAR AND WITHOUT REPROACH + XXIII. MARGET HOWE'S CONFESSIONAL + XXIV. LOVE IS LORD + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. + + + Carmichael had taken his Turn + + "Many a Ploy we had together" + + Peter was standing in his Favourite Attitude + + "I am the General's Daughter" + + Janet Macpherson was waiting in the Deep Doorway + + "It's a Difficult Key to turn" + + Kate in her Favourite Position + + One Gardener who . . . works for Love's Sake + + Among the Great Trees + + "Mr. Carmichael, you have much Cause for Thankfulness" + + Carmichael sang a Solo + + "Here iss your Silver Piece" + + "I should call it a Deliberate--" + + "She had an Unfortunate Tendency to meddle with my Books" + + Mother Church cast her Spell over his Imagination + + "Ye'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there" + + A Tall, Bony, Forbidding Woman + + Gathering her Berry Harvest + + He was a Mere Wisp of a Man + + "Will you let me walk with you for a Little?" + + "Private Capaucity" + + Standing with a Half-Dried Dish in her Hand + + The Old Man escorted her Ladyship + + Would gossip with him by the Hour + + The Driver stops to exchange Views + + Two Tramps held Conference + + Wrestling in Darkness of Soul + + His Attitude for Exposition + + "Ay, he's in, but ye canna see him" + + "To put Flowers on his Grave" + + "You have been awfully Good to me" + + "He sat down by the River-side to meditate" + + + + +KATE CARNEGIE. + + +CHAPTER I. + +PANDEMONIUM. + +It was the morning before the Twelfth, years ago, and nothing like unto +Muirtown Station could have been found in all the travelling world. +For Muirtown, as everybody knows, is the centre which receives the +southern immigrants in autumn, and distributes them, with all their +belongings of servants, horses, dogs, and luggage, over the north +country from Athole to Sutherland. All night, express trains, whose +ordinary formation had been reinforced by horse boxes, carriage trucks, +saloons and luggage vans, drawn by two engines, and pushed up inclines +by a third, had been careering along the three iron trunk roads that +run from London to the North. Four hours ago they had forced the +border, that used to be more jealously guarded, and had begun to +converge on their terminus. Passengers, awakened by the caller air and +looking out still half asleep, miss the undisciplined hedgerows and +many-shaped patches of pasture, the warm brick homesteads and shaded +ponds of the south. Square fields cultivated up to a foot of the stone +dykes or wire-fencing, the strong grey-stone farm-houses, the +swift-running burns, and the never-distant hills, brace the mind. +Local passengers come in with deliberation, whose austere faces condemn +the luxurious disorder of night travel, and challenge the defence of +Arminian doctrine. A voice shouts "Carstairs Junction," with a command +of the letter _r_, which is the bequest of an unconquerable past, and +inspires one with the hope of some day hearing a freeborn Scot say +"Auchterarder." The train runs over bleak moorlands with black peat +holes, through alluvial straths yielding their last pickle of corn, +between iron furnaces blazing strangely in the morning light, at the +foot of historical castles built on rocks that rise out of the fertile +plains, and then, after a space of sudden darkness, any man with a soul +counts the ten hours' dust and heat but a slight price for the sight of +the Scottish Rhine flowing deep, clear, and swift by the foot of its +wooded hills, and the "Fair City" in the heart of her meadows. + +"Do you see the last wreath of mist floating off the summit of the +hill, and the silver sheen of the river against the green of the woods? +Quick, dad," and the General, accustomed to obey, stood up beside Kate +for the brief glimpse between the tunnel and a prison. Yet they had +seen the snows of the Himalayas, and the great river that runs through +the plains of India. But it is so with Scottish folk that they may +have lived opposite the Jungfrau at Mürren, and walked among the big +trees of the Yosemite Valley, and watched the blood-red afterglow on +the Pyramids, and yet will value a sunset behind the Cuchullin hills, +and the Pass of the Trossachs, and the mist shot through with light on +the sides of Ben Nevis, and the Tay at Dunkeld--just above the +bridge--better guerdon for their eyes. + +"Ay, lassie"--the other people had left at Stirling, and the General +fell back upon the past--"there 's just one bonnier river, and that's +the Tochty at a bend below the Lodge, as we shall see it, please God, +this evening." + +"Tickets," broke in a voice with authority. "This is no the station, +an' ye 'll hae to wait till the first diveesion o' yir train is +emptied. Kildrummie? Ye change, of coorse, but yir branch 'll hae a +lang wait the day. It 'll be an awfu' fecht wi' the Hielant train. +Muirtown platform 'll be worth seein'; it 'll juist be michty," and the +collector departed, smacking his lips in prospect of the fray. + +"Upon my word," said the General, taken aback for a moment by the easy +manners of his countryman, but rejoicing in every new assurance of +home, "our people are no blate." + +"Is n't it delicious to be where character has not been worn smooth by +centuries of oppression, but where each man is himself? Conversation +has salt here, and tastes in the mouth. We 've just heard two men +speak this morning, and each face is bitten into my memory. Now our +turn has come," and the train wound itself in at last. + +Porters, averaging six feet and with stentorian voices, were driving +back the mixed multitude in order to afford foothold for the new +arrivals on that marvellous landing place, which in those days served +for all the trains which came in and all that went out, both north and +south. One man tears open the door of a first with commanding gesture. +"A' change and hurry up. Na, na," rejecting the offer of a private +engagement; "we hev nae time for that trade the day. Ye maun cairry +yir bags yersels; the dogs and boxes 'll tak us a' oor time." He +unlocks an under compartment and drags out a pair of pointers, who fawn +upon him obsequiously in gratitude for their release. "Doon wi' ye," +as one to whom duty denies the ordinary courtesies of life, and he +fastens them to the base of an iron pillar. Deserted immediately by +their deliverer, the pointers made overtures to two elderly ladies, +standing bewildered in the crush, to be repulsed with umbrellas, and +then sit down upon their tails in despair. Their forlorn condition, +left friendless amid this babel, gets upon their nerves, and after a +slight rehearsal, just to make certain of the tune, they lift up their +voices in melodious concert, to the scandal of the two females, who +cannot escape the neighbourhood, and regard the pointers with horror. +Distant friends, also in bonds and distress of mind, feel comforted and +join cheerfully, while a large black retriever, who had foolishly +attempted to obstruct a luggage barrow with his tail, breaks in with a +high solo. Two collies, their tempers irritated by obstacles as they +follow their masters, who had been taking their morning in the +second-class refreshment room, fall out by the way, and obtain as by +magic a clear space in which to settle details; while a fox-terrier, +escaping from his anxious mistress, has mounted a pile of boxes and +gives a general challenge. + +Porters fling open packed luggage vans with a swing, setting free a +cataract of portmanteaus, boxes, hampers, baskets, which pours across +the platform for yards, led by a frolicsome black leather valise, whose +anxious owner has fought her adventurous way to the van for the purpose +of explaining to a phlegmatic Scot that he would know it by a broken +strap, and must lift it out gently, for it contained breakables. + +"It can gang itsel, that ane," as the afflicted woman followed its +reckless progress with a wail. "Sall, if they were a' as clever on +their feet as yon box there wud be less tribble," and with two +assistants he falls upon the congested mass within. They perform +prodigies of strength, handling huge trunks that ought to have filled +some woman with repentance as if they were Gladstone bags, and light +weights as if they were paper parcels. With unerring scent they detect +the latest label among the remains of past history, and the air +resounds with "Hielant train," "Aiberdeen fast," "Aiberdeen slow," +"Muirtown"--this with indifference--and at a time "Dunleith," and once +"Kildrummie," with much contempt. By this time stacks of baggage of +varying size have been erected, the largest of which is a pyramid in +shape, with a very uncertain apex. + +Male passengers--heads of families and new to Muirtown--hover anxiously +round the outskirts, and goaded on by female commands, rush into the +heart of the fray for the purpose of claiming a piece of luggage, which +turns out to be some other person's, and retire hastily after a +fair-sized portmanteau descends on their toes, and the sharp edge of a +trunk takes them in the small of the back. Footmen with gloves and +superior airs make gentlemanly efforts to collect the family luggage, +and are rewarded by having some hopelessly vulgar tin boxes, heavily +roped, deposited among its initialled glory. One elderly female who +had been wise to choose some other day to revisit her native town, +discovers her basket flung up against a pillar, like wreckage from a +storm, and settles herself down upon it with a sigh of relief. She +remains unmoved amid the turmoil, save when a passing gun-case tips her +bonnet to one side, giving her a very rakish air, and a good-natured +retriever on a neighbouring box is so much taken with her appearance +that he offers her a friendly caress. Restless people--who remember +that their train ought to have left half an hour ago, and cannot +realise that all bonds are loosed on the eleventh--fasten on any man in +a uniform, and suffer many rebuffs. + +"There 's nae use asking me," answers a guard, coming off duty and +pushing his way through the crowd as one accustomed to such spectacles; +"a 'm juist in frae Carlisle; get haud o' a porter." + +"Cupar Angus?"--this from the porter--"that's the Aiberdeen slow; it's +no made up yet, and little chance o't till the express an' the Hielant +be aff. Whar 'll it start frae?" breaking away; "forrit, a' tell ye, +forrit." + +Fathers of families, left on guard and misled by a sudden movement +"forrit," rush to the waiting-room and bring out, for the third time, +the whole expedition, to escort them back again with shame. Barrows +with towering piles of luggage are pushed through the human mass by two +porters, who allow their engine to make its own way with much +confidence, condescending only at a time to shout, "A' say, hey, oot o' +there," and treating any testy complaint with the silent contempt of a +drayman for a costermonger. Old hands, who have fed at their leisure +in callous indifference to all alarms, lounge about in great content, +and a group of sheep farmers, having endeavoured in vain, after one +tasting, to settle the merits of a new dip, take a glance in the +"Hielant" quarter, and adjourn the conference once more to the +refreshment-room. Groups of sportsmen discuss the prospects of +to-morrow in detail, and tell stories of ancient twelfths, while +chieftains from London, in full Highland dress, are painfully conscious +of the whiteness of their legs. A handful of preposterous people who +persist in going south when the world has its face northwards, threaten +to complain to headquarters if they are not sent away, and an official +with a loud voice and a subtle gift of humour intimates that a train is +about to leave for Dundee. + +During this time wonderful manoeuvres have been executed on the lines +of rail opposite the platform. Trains have left with all the air of a +departure and disappeared round the curve outside the station, only to +return in fragments. Half a dozen carriages pass without an engine, as +if they had started on their own account, break vans that one saw +presiding over expresses stand forsaken, a long procession of horse +boxes rattle through, and a saloon carriage, with people, is so much in +evidence that the name of an English Duke is freely mentioned, and +every new passage relieves the tedium of the waiting. + +Out of all this confusion trains begin to grow and take shape, and one, +with green carriages, looks so complete that a rumour spreads that the +Hielant train has been made up and may appear any minute in its place. +The sunshine beating through the glass roof, the heat of travel, the +dust of the station, the moving carriages with their various colours, +the shouts of railway officials, the recurring panics of fussy +passengers, begin to affect the nerves. Conversation becomes broken, +porters are beset on every side with questions they cannot answer, +rushes are made on any empty carriages within reach, a child is knocked +down and cries. + +Over all this excitement and confusion one man is presiding, untiring, +forceful, ubiquitous--a sturdy man, somewhere about five feet ten, +whose lungs are brass and nerves fine steel wire. He is dressed, as to +his body, in brown corduroy trousers, a blue jacket and waistcoat with +shining brass buttons, a grey flannel shirt, and a silver-braided cap, +which, as time passes, he thrusts further back on his head till its +peak stands at last almost erect, a crest seen high above the conflict. +As to the soul of him, this man is clothed with resolution, courage, +authority, and an infectious enthusiasm. He is the brain and will of +the whole organism, its driving power. Drivers lean out of their +engines, one hand on the steam throttle, their eyes fixed on this man; +if he waves his hands, trains move; if he holds them up, trains halt. +Strings of carriages out in the open are carrying out his plans, and +the porters toil like maniacs to meet his commands. Piles of luggage +disappear as he directs the attack, and his scouts capture isolated +boxes hidden among the people. Every horse box has a place in his +memory, and he has calculated how many carriages would clear the north +traffic; he carries the destination of families in his head, and has +made arrangements for their comfort. "Soon ready now, sir," as he +passed swiftly down to receive the last southerner, "and a second +compartment reserved for you," till people watched for him, and the +sound of his voice, "forrit wi' the Hielant luggage," inspired +bewildered tourists with confidence, and became an argument for +Providence. There is a general movement towards the northern end of +the station; five barrows, whose luggage swings dangerously and has to +be held on, pass in procession; dogs are collected and trailed along in +bundles; families pick up their bags and press after their luggage, +cheered to recognise a familiar piece peeping out from strange goods; a +bell is rung with insistence. The Aberdeen express leaves--its +passengers regarding the platform with pity--and the guard of the last +van slamming his door in triumph. The great man concentrates his force +with a wave of his hand for the _tour de force_ of the year, the +despatch of the Hielant train. + +The southern end of the platform is now deserted--the London express +departed half an hour ago with thirteen passengers, very crestfallen +and envious--and across the open centre porters hustle barrows at +headlong speed, with neglected pieces of luggage. Along the edge of +the Highland platform there stretches a solid mass of life, +close-packed, motionless, silent, composed of tourists, dogs, families, +lords, dogs, sheep farmers, keepers, clericals, dogs, footmen, +commercials, ladies' maids, grooms, dogs, waiting for the empty train +that, after deploying hither and thither, picking up some trifle, a +horse box or a duke's saloon, at every new raid, is now backing slowly +in for its freight. The expectant crowd has ceased from conversation, +sporting or otherwise; respectable elderly gentlemen brace themselves +for the scramble, and examine their nearest neighbours suspiciously; +heads of families gather their belongings round them by signs and +explain in a whisper how to act; one female tourist--of a certain age +and severe aspect--refreshes her memory as to the best window for the +view of Killiecrankie. The luggage has been piled in huge masses at +each end of the siding; the porters rest themselves against it, taking +off their caps, and wiping their foreheads with handkerchiefs of many +colours and uses. It is the stillness before the last charge; beyond +the outermost luggage an arm is seen waving, and the long coil of +carriages begins to twist into the station. + +People who know their ancient Muirtown well, and have taken part in +this day of days, will remember a harbour of refuge beside the +book-stall, protected by the buffers of the Highland siding on one side +and a breakwater of luggage on the other, and persons within this +shelter could see the storming of the train to great advantage. +Carmichael, the young Free Kirk minister of Drumtochty, who had been +tasting the civilisation of Muirtown overnight and was waiting for the +Dunleith train, leant against the back of the bookstall, watching the +scene with frank, boyish interest. Rather under six feet in height, he +passed for more, because he stood so straight and looked so slim, for +his limbs were as slender as a woman's, while women (in Muirtown) had +envied his hands and feet. But in chest measure he was only two inches +behind Saunders Baxter, the grieve of Drumsheugh, who was the standard +of manhood by whom all others were tried and (mostly) condemned in +Drumtochty. Chancing to come upon Saunders putting the stone one day +with the bothy lads, Carmichael had taken his turn, with the result +that his stone lay foremost in the final heat by an inch exactly. +MacLure saw them kneeling together to measure, the Free Kirk minister +and the ploughmen all in a bunch, and went on his way rejoicing to tell +the Free Kirk folk that their new minister was a man of his hands. His +hair was fair, just touched with gold, and he wore it rather long, so +that in the excitement of preaching a lock sometimes fell down on his +forehead, which he would throw back with a toss of his head--a gesture +Mrs. Macfadyen, our critic, thought very taking. His dark blue eyes +used to enlarge with passion in the Sacrament and grow so tender, the +healthy tan disappeared and left his cheeks so white, that the mothers +were terrified lest he should die early, and sent offerings of cream on +Monday morning. For though his name was Carmichael, he had Celtic +blood in him, and was full of all kinds of emotion, but mostly those +that were brave and pure and true. He had done well at the University, +and was inclined to be philosophical, for he knew little of himself and +nothing of the world. There were times when he allowed himself to be +supercilious and sarcastic; but it was not for an occasional jingle of +cleverness the people loved him, or, for that matter, any other man. +It was his humanity that won their hearts, and this he had partly from +his mother, partly from his training. Through a kind providence and +his mother's countryness, he had been brought up among animals--birds, +mice, dormice, guinea-pigs, rabbits, dogs, cattle, horses, till he knew +all their ways, and loved God's creatures as did St. Francis d'Assisi, +to whom every creature of God was dear, from Sister Swallow to Brother +Wolf. So he learned, as he grew older, to love men and women and +little children, even although they might be ugly, or stupid, or +bad-tempered, or even wicked, and this sympathy cleansed away many a +little fault of pride and self-conceit and impatience and hot temper, +and in the end of the days made a man of John Carmichael. The dumb +animals had an instinct about this young fellow, and would make +overtures to him that were a certificate for any situation requiring +character. Horses by the wayside neighed at his approach, and +stretched out their velvet muzzles to be stroked. Dogs insisted upon +sitting on his knees, unless quite prevented by their size, and then +they put their paws on his chest. Hillocks was utterly scandalised by +his collie's familiarity with the minister, and brought him to his +senses by the application of a boot, but Carmichael waived all +apologies. "Rover and I made friends two days ago on the road, and my +clothes will take no injury." And indeed they could not, for +Carmichael, except on Sundays and at funerals, wore a soft hat and suit +of threadbare tweeds, on which a microscopist could have found traces +of a peat bog, moss of dykes, the scale of a trout, and a tiny bit of +heather. + +[Illustration: Carmichael had taken his turn.] + +His usual fortune befell him that day in Muirtown Station, for two +retrievers, worming their way through the luggage, reached him, and +made known their wants. + +"Thirsty? I believe you. All the way from England, and heat enough to +roast you alive. I 've got no dish, else I 'd soon get water. + +"Inverness? Poor chaps, that's too far to go with your tongues like a +lime-kiln. Down, good dogs; I 'll be back in a minute." + +You can have no idea, unless you have tried it, how much water a soft +clerical hat can hold--if you turn up the edges and bash down the +inside with your fist, and fill the space to the brim. But it is +difficult to convey such a vessel with undiminished content through a +crowd, and altogether impossible to lift one's eyes. Carmichael was +therefore quite unconscious that two new-comers to the shelter were +watching him with keen delight as he came in bareheaded, flushed, +triumphant--amid howls of welcome--and knelt down to hold the cup +till--drinking time about in strict honour--the retrievers had reached +the maker's name. + +"Do you think they would like a biscuit?" said a clear, sweet, low +voice, with an accent of pride and just a flavour of amusement in its +tone. Carmichael rose in much embarrassment, and was quite confounded. + +They were standing together--father and daughter, evidently--and there +was no manner of doubt about him. A spare man, without an ounce of +superfluous flesh, straight as a rod, and having an air of command, +with keen grey eyes, close-cropped hair turning white, a clean-shaven +face except where a heavy moustache covered a firm-set mouth--one +recognised in him a retired army man of rank, a colonel at least, it +might be a general; and the bronze on his face suggested long Indian +service. But he might have been dressed in Rob Roy tartan, or been a +naval officer in full uniform, for all Carmichael knew. A hundred +thousand faces pass before your eyes and are forgotten, mere physical +impressions; you see one, and it is in your heart for ever, as you saw +it the first time. Wavy black hair, a low, straight forehead, hazel +eyes with long eyelashes, a perfectly-shaped Grecian nose, a strong +mouth, whose upper lip had a curve of softness, a clear-cut chin with +one dimple, small ears set high in the head, and a rich creamy +complexion--that was what flashed upon Carmichael as he turned from the +retrievers. He was a man so unobservant of women that he could not +have described a woman's dress to save his life or any other person's; +and now that he is married--he is a middle-aged man now and threatened +with stoutness--it is his wife's reproach that he does not know when +she wears her new spring bonnet for the first time. Yet he took in +this young woman's dress, from the smart hat, with a white bird's wing +on the side, and the close-fitting tailor made jacket, to the small, +well-gloved hand in dogskin, the grey tweed skirt, and one shoe, with a +tip on it, that peeped out below her frock. Critics might have hinted +that her shoulders were too square, and that her figure wanted somewhat +in softness of outline; but it seemed to Carmichael that he had never +seen so winsome or high-bred a woman; and so it has also seemed to many +who have gone farther afield in the world than the young minister of +Drumtochty. + +Carmichael was at that age when a man prides himself on dressing and +thinking as he pleases, and had quite scandalised a Muirtown elder--a +stout gentleman, who had come out in '43, and could with difficulty be +weaned from Dr. Chalmers--by making his appearance on the preceding +evening in amazing tweeds and a grey flannel shirt. He explained +casually that for a fifteen-mile walk flannels were absolutely +necessary, and that he was rather pleased to find that he had come from +door to door in four hours and two minutes exactly. His host was at a +loss for words, because he was comparing this unconventional youth with +the fathers, who wore large white stocks and ambled along at about two +and a half miles an hour, clearing their throats also in a very +impressive way, and seasoning the principles of the Free Kirk with +snuff of an excellent fragrance. It was hard even for the most +generous charity to identify the spirit of the Disruption in such a +figure, and the good elder grew so proper and so didactic that +Carmichael went from bad to worse. + +"Well, you would find the congregation in excellent order. The +Professor was a most painstaking man, though retiring in disposition, +and his sermons were thoroughly solid and edifying. They were possibly +just a little above the heads of Drumtochty, but I always enjoyed Mr. +Cunningham myself," nodding his head as one who understood all +mysteries. + +"Did you ever happen to hear the advice Jamie Soutar gave the +deputation from Muirtown when they came up to see whether Cunningham +would be fit for the North Kirk, where two Bailies stand at the plate +every day, and the Provost did not think himself good enough to be an +elder?" for Carmichael was full of wickedness that day, and earning a +judgment. + +His host indicated that the deputation had given in a very full and +satisfactory report--he was, in fact, on the Session of the North +himself--but that no reference had been made to Jamie. + +"Well, you must know," and Carmichael laid himself out for narration, +"the people were harassed with raids from the Lowlands during +Cunningham's time, and did their best in self-defence. Spying makes +men cunning, and it was wonderful how many subterfuges the deputations +used to practise. They would walk from Kildrummie as if they were +staying in the district, and one retired tradesman talked about the +crops as if he was a farmer, but it was a pity that he did n't know the +difference between the cereals. + +"'Yon man that wes up aifter yir minister, Elspeth,' Hillocks said to +Mrs. Macfadyen, 'hesna hed muckle money spent on his eddication. "A +graund field o' barley," he says, and as sure as a 'm stannin' here, it +wes the haugh field o' aits.' + +"'He 's frae Glaisgie,' was all Elspeth answered, 'and by next Friday +we 'll hae his name an' kirk. He said he wes up for a walk an' juist +dropped in, the wratch.' + +"Some drove from Muirtown, giving out that they were English tourists, +speaking with a fine East Coast accent, and were rebuked by Lachlan +Campbell for breaking the Sabbath. Your men put up their trap at the +last farm in Netheraird--which always has grudged Drumtochty its +ministers and borne their removal with resignation--and came up in +pairs, who pretended they did not know one another. + +"Jamie was hearing the Professor's last lecture on Justification, and +our people asked him to take charge of the strangers. He found out the +town from their hats, and escorted them to the boundaries of the +parish, assisting their confidences till one of your men--I think it +was the Provost--admitted that it had taken them all their time to +follow the sermon. + +"'A 'm astonished at ye,' said Jamie, for the Netheraird man let it +out; 'yon wes a sermon for young fouk, juist milk, ye ken, tae the +ordinar' discoorses. Surely,' as if the thought had just struck him, +'ye werena thinkin' o' callin' Maister Cunningham tae Muirtown. + +"'Edinboorgh, noo; that micht dae gin the feck o' the members be +professors, but Muirtown wud be clean havers. There's times when the +Drumtochty fouk themsels canna understand the cratur, he 's that deep. +As for Muirtown'--here Jamie allowed himself a brief rest of enjoyment; +'but ye've hed a fine drive, tae say naethin' o' the traivel.'" + +Then, having begun, Carmichael retailed so many of Jamie's most wicked +sayings, and so exalted the Glen as a place "where you can go up one +side and down the other with your dogs, and every second man you meet +will give you something to remember," that the city dignitary doubted +afterwards to his wife "whether this young man was . . . quite what we +have been accustomed to in a Free Church minister." Carmichael ought +to have had repentances for shocking a worthy man, but instead thereof +laughed in his room and slept soundly, not knowing that he would be +humbled in the dust by mid-day to-morrow. + +It seemed to him on the platform as if an hour passed while he, who had +played with a city father, stood, clothed with shame, before this +commanding young woman. Had she ever looked upon a more abject wretch? +and Carmichael photographed himself with merciless accuracy, from his +hair that he had not thrown back to an impress of dust which one knee +had taken from the platform, and he registered a resolution that he +would never be again boastfully indifferent to the loss of a button on +his coat. She stooped and fed the dogs, who did her homage, and he +marked that her profile was even finer--more delicate, more perfect, +more bewitching--than her front face, but he still stood holding his +shapeless hat in his hand, and for the first time in his life had no +words to say. + +"They are very polite dogs," and Miss Carnegie gave Carmichael one more +chance; "they make as much of a biscuit as if it were a feast; but I do +think dogs have such excellent manners, they are always so +un-self-conscious." + +"I wish I were a dog," said Carmichael, with much solemnity, and +afterwards was filled with thankfulness that the baggage behind gave +way at that moment, and that an exasperated porter was able to express +his mind freely. + +"Dinna try tae lift that box for ony sake, man. Sall, ye 're no' +feared," as Carmichael, thirsting for action, swung it up unaided; and +then, catching sight of the merest wisp of white, "A' didna see ye were +a minister, an' the word cam oot sudden." + +"You would find it a help to say Northumberland, Cumberland, +Westmoreland, and Durham," and with a smile to Carmichael, still +bareheaded and now redder than ever, Miss Carnegie went along the +platform to see the Hielant train depart. It was worth waiting to +watch the two minutes' scrimmage, and to hear the great man say, as he +took off his cap with deliberation and wiped his brow, "That's anither +year ower; some o' you lads see tae that Dunleith train." There was a +day when Carmichael would have enjoyed the scene to the full, but now +he had eyes for nothing but that tall, slim figure and the white bird's +wing. + +When they disappeared into the Dunleith train, Carmichael had a wild +idea of entering the same compartment, and in the end had to be pushed +into the last second by the guard, who knew most of his regular people +and every one of the Drumtochty men. He was so much engaged with his +own thoughts that he gave two English tourists to understand that Lord +Kilspindie's castle, standing amid its woods on the bank of the Tay, +was a recently erected dye work, and that as the train turned off the +North trunk line for Dunleith they might at any moment enter the pass +of Killiecrankie. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +PEACE. + +"The last stage now, Kit; in less than two hours we'll see Tochty +woods. The very thought makes me a boy again, and it seems yesterday +that I kissed your mother on the door-step of the old lodge and went +off to the Crimean war. + +"That's Muirtown Castle over there in the wood--a grand place in its +way, but nothing to our home, lassie. Kilspindie--he was Viscount Hay +then--joined me at Muirtown, and we fought through the weary winter. +He left the army after the war, with lots of honour. A good fellow was +Hay, both in the trenches and the messroom. + +"I 've never seen him since, and I dare say he 's forgotten a battered +old Indian. Besides, he's the big swell in this district, and I 'm +only a poor Hielant laird, with a wood and a tumble-down house and a +couple of farms." + +"You are also a shameless hypocrite and deceiver, for you believe that +the Carnegies are as old as the Hays, and you know that, though you +have only two farms, you have twelve medals and seven wounds. What +does money matter? it simply makes people vulgar." + +"Nonsense, lassie; if a Carnegie runs down money, it's because he has +got none and wishes he had. If you and I had only a few hundreds a +year over the half-pay to rattle in our pockets, we should have lots of +little pleasures, and you might have lived in England, with all sorts +of variety and comfort, instead of wandering about India with a gang of +stupid old chaps who have been so busy fighting that they never had +time to read a book." + +"You mean like yourself, dad, and V. C. and Colonel Kinloch? Where +could a girl have found finer company than with my Knights of King +Arthur? And do you dare to insinuate that I could have been content +away from the regiment, that made me their daughter after mother died, +and the army? + +"Pleasure!" and Kate's cheek flushed. "I 've had it since I was a +little tot and could remember anything--the bugles sounding reveille in +the clear air, and the sergeants drilling the new drafts in the +morning, and the regiment coming out with the band before and you at +its head, and hearing 'God save the Queen' at a review, and seeing the +companies passing like one man before the General. + +"Don't you think that's better than tea-drinking, and gossiping, and +sewing meetings, and going for walks in some stupid little hole of a +country town? Oh, you wicked, aggravating dad. Now, what more will +money do?" + +"Well," said the General, with much gravity, "if you were even a +moderate heiress there is no saying but that we might pick up a +presentable husband for you among the lairds. As it is, I fancy a +country minister is all you could expect. + +"Don't . . . my ears will come off some day; one was loosened by a cut +in the Mutiny. No, I 'll never do the like again. But some day you +will marry, all the same," and Kate's father rubbed his ears. + +"No, I 'm not going to leave you, for nobody else could ever make a +curry to please; and if I do, it will not be a Scotch minister--horrid, +bigoted wretches, V. C. says. Am I like a minister's wife, to address +mothers' meetings and write out sermons? By the way, is there a kirk +at Drumtochty, or will you read prayers to Janet and Donald and me?" + +"When I was a lad there was just one minister in Drumtochty, Mr. +Davidson, a splendid specimen of the old school, who, on great +occasions, wore gaiters and a frill with a diamond in the centre; he +carried a gold-headed stick, and took snuff out of a presentation box. + +"His son Sandie was my age to a year, and many a ploy we had together; +there was the jackdaw's nest in the ivy on the old tower we harried +together," and the General could only indicate the delightful risk of +the exploit. "My father and the minister were pacing the avenue at the +time, and caught sight of us against the sky. 'It's your rascal and +mine, Laird,' we heard the minister say, and they waited till we got +down, and then each did his duty by his own for trying to break his +neck; but they were secretly proud of the exploit, for I caught my +father showing old Lord Kilspindie the spot, and next time Hay was up +he tried to reach the place, and stuck where the wall hangs over. I +'ll point out the hole this evening; you can see it from the other side +of the den quite plain." + +[Illustration: "Many a ploy we had together."] + +"Sandie went to the church--I wish every parson were as straight--and +Kilspindie appointed him to succeed the old gentleman, and when I saw +him in his study last month, it seemed as if his father stood before +you, except the breeches and the frill; but Sandie has a marvellous +stock--what havers I 'm deivin' you with, lassie." + +"Tell me about Sandie this minute--did he remember the raiding of the +jack-daws?" + +"He did," cried the General, in great spirits; "he just looked at me +for an instant--no one knew of my visit--and then he gripped my hands, +and do you know, Kit, he was . . . well, and there was a lump in my +throat too; it would be about thirty years, for one reason and another, +since we met." + +"What did he say? the very words, dad," and Kate held up her finger in +command. + +"'Jack, old man, is this really you?'--he held me at arm's +length--'man, div ye mind the jackdaw's nest?'" + +"Did he? And he 's to be our padre. I know I 'll love him at once. +Go on, everything, for you 've never told me anything about Drumtochty." + +"We had a glorious time going over old times. We fished up every trout +again, and we shot our first day on the moor again with Peter Stewart, +Kilspindie's head keeper, as fine an old Highlander as ever lived. +Stewart said in the evening, 'You 're a pair of prave boys, as becometh +your fathers' sons,' and Sandie gave him two and fourpence he had +scraped for a tip, but I had only one and elevenpence--we were both +kept bare. But he knew better than to refuse our offerings, though he +never saw less than gold or notes from the men that shot at the lodge, +and Sandie remembered how he touched his Highland bonnet and said, 'I +will be much obliged to you both; and you will be coming to the moor +another day, for I hef his lordship's orders.' + +"Boys are queer animals, lassie; we were prouder that Peter accepted +our poor little tip than about the muirfowl we shot, though I had three +brace and Sandie four. Highlanders are all gentlemen by birth, and be +sure of this, Kit, it's only that breed which can manage boys and +soldiers. But where am I now?" + +"With Sandie--I beg his reverence's pardon--with the Rev. the padre of +Drumtochty," and Kate went over and sat down beside the General to +anticipate any rebellion, for it was a joy to see the warrior turning +into a boy before her eyes. "Well?" + +"We had a royal dinner, as it seemed to me. Sandie has a couple of +servants, man and wife, who rule him with a rod of iron, but I would +forgive that for the cooking and the loyalty. After dinner he +disappeared with a look of mystery, and came back with a cobwebbed +bottle of the old shape, short and bunchy, which he carried as if it +were a baby. + +"'Just two bottles of my father's port left; we 'll have one to-day to +welcome you back, and we 'll keep the other to celebrate your +daughter's marriage.' He had one sister, younger by ten years, and her +death in girlhood nearly broke his heart. It struck me from something +he said that his love is with her; at any rate, he has never married. +Sandie has just one fault--he would not touch a cheroot; but he snuffs +handsomely out of his father's box. + +"Of course, I can't say anything about his preaching, but it's bound to +be sensible stuff." + +"Bother the sermons; he 's an old dear himself, and I know we shall be +great friends. We 'll flirt together, and you will not have one word +to say, so make up your mind to submit." + +"We shall have good days in the old place, lassie; but you know we are +poor, and must live quietly. What I have planned is a couple of handy +women or so in the house with Donald. Janet is going to live at the +gate where she was brought up, but she will look after you well, and we +'ll always have a bed and a glass of wine for a friend. Then you can +have a run up to London and get your things, Kit," and the General +looked wistfully at his daughter, as one who would have given her a +kingdom. + +"Do you think your girl cares so much about luxuries and dresses? Of +course I like to look well--every woman does, and if she pretends +otherwise she 's a hypocrite; but money just seems to make some women +hideous. It is enough for me to have you all to myself up in your old +home, and to see you enjoying the rest you have earned. We'll be as +happy as two lovers, dad," and Kate threw an arm round her father's +neck and kissed him. + +"We have to change here," as the train began to slow; "prepare to see +the most remarkable railway in the empire, and a guard to correspond." +And then it came upon them, the first sight that made a Drumtochty +man's heart warm, and assured him that he was nearing home. + +An engine on a reduced scale, that had once served in the local goods +department of a big station, and then, having grown old and asthmatic, +was transferred on half-pay, as it were, to the Kildrummie branch, +where it puffed between the junction and the terminus half a dozen +times a day, with two carriages and an occasional coal truck. Times +there were when wood was exported from Kildrummie, and then the train +was taken down in detachments, and it was a pleasant legend that, one +market day, when Drumtochty was down in force, the engine stuck, and +Drumsheugh invited the Glen to get out and push. The two carriages +were quite distinguished in construction, and had seen better days. +One consisted of a single first-class compartment in the centre, with a +bulge of an imposing appearance, supported on either side by two +seconds. As no native ever travelled second, one compartment had been +employed as a reserve to the luggage van, so that Drumtochty might have +a convenient place of deposit for calves, but the other was jealously +reserved by Peter Bruce for strangers with second-class tickets, that +his branch might not be put to confusion. The other carriage was +three-fourths third class and one-fourth luggage, and did the real +work; on its steps Peter stood and dispensed wisdom, between the +junction and Kildrummie. + +But neither the carriages nor the engine could have made history +without the guard, beside whom the guards of the main line--even of the +expresses that ran to London--were as nothing--fribbles and weaklings. +For the guard of the Kildrummie branch was absolute ruler, lording it +over man and beast without appeal, and treating the Kildrummie +stationmaster as a federated power. Peter was a short man of great +breadth, like unto the cutting of an oak-tree, with a penetrating grey +eye, an immovable countenance, and bushy whiskers. It was understood +that when the line was opened, and the directors were about to fill up +the post of guard from a number of candidates qualified by long +experience on various lines, Peter, who had been simply wasting his +time driving a carrier's cart, came in, and sitting down opposite the +board--two lairds and a farmer--looked straight before him without +making any application. It was felt by all in an instant that only one +course was open, in the eternal fitness of things. Experience was well +enough, but special creation was better, and Peter was immediately +appointed, his name being asked by the chairman afterwards as a +formality. From the beginning he took up a masterful position, +receiving his human cargo at the junction and discharging it at the +station with a power that even Drumtochty did not resist, and a +knowledge of individuals that was almost comprehensive. It is true +that, boasting one Friday evening concerning the "crooded" state of the +train, he admitted with reluctance that "there 's a stranger in the +second I canna mak oot," but it is understood that he solved the +problem before the man got his luggage at Kildrummie. + +Perhaps Peter's most famous achievement was his demolition of a south +country bagman, who had made himself unpleasant, and the story was much +tasted by our guard's admirers. This self-important and vivacious +gentleman, seated in the first, was watching Peter's leisurely +movements on the Kildrummie platform with much impatience, and lost all +self-control on Peter going outside to examine the road for any distant +passenger. + +"Look here, guard, this train ought to have left five minutes ago, and +I give you notice that if we miss our connection I 'll hold your +company responsible." + +At the sound of this foreign voice with its indecent clamour, Peter +returned and took up his position opposite the speaker, while the staff +and the whole body of passengers--four Kildrummie and three Drumtochty, +quite sufficient for the situation--waited the issue. Not one word did +Peter deign to reply, but he fixed the irate traveller with a gaze so +searching, so awful, so irresistible, that the poor man fell back into +his seat and pretended to look out at the opposite window. After a +pause of thirty seconds, Peter turned to the engine-driver. + +"They 're a' here noo, an' there 's nae use waitin' langer; ca' awa', +but ye needna distress the engine." + +It was noticed that the foolhardy traveller kept the full length of the +junction between himself and Peter till the Dunleith train came in, +while his very back was eloquent of humiliation, and Hillocks offered +his snuff-box ostentatiously to Peter, which that worthy accepted as a +public tribute of admiration. + +"Look, Kate, there he is;" and there Peter was, standing in his +favourite attitude, his legs wide apart and his thumbs in his armholes, +superior, abstracted, motionless till the train stopped, when he came +forward. + +[Illustration: Peter was standing in his favourite attitude.] + +"Prood tae see ye, General, coming back at laist, an' the Miss wi' ye; +it 'll no be the blame o' the fouk up by gin ye bena happy. Drumtochty +hes an idea o' itsel', and peety the man 'at tries tae drive them, but +they 're couthy. + +"This wy, an' a'll see tae yir luggage," and before Peter made for the +Dunleith van it is said that he took off his cap to Kate; but if so, +this was the only time he had ever shown such gallantry to a lady. + +Certainly he must have been flustered by something, for he did not +notice that Carmichael, overcome by shyness at the sight of the +Carnegies in the first, had hid himself in the second, till he closed +the doors; then the Carnegies heard it all. + +"It's I, Peter," very quietly; "your first has passengers to-day, +and . . . I 'll just sit here." + +"Come oot o' that," after a moment, during which Peter had simply +looked; then the hat and the tweeds came stumbling into the first, +making some sort of a bow and muttering an apology. + +"A'll tak' yir ticket, Maister Carmichael," with severity. "General," +suddenly relaxing, "this is the Free Kirk minister of yir pairish, an' +a 'm jidgin' he 'll no try the second again." + +Carmichael lifted his head and caught Kate's eye, and at the meeting of +humour they laughed aloud. Whereupon the General said, "My daughter, +Miss Carnegie," and they became so friendly before they reached +Kildrummie that Carmichael forgot his disgraceful appearance and when +the General offered him a lift up, simply clutched at the opportunity. + +The trap was a four-wheeled dog-cart. Kate drove, with her father by +her side and Carmichael behind, but he found it necessary to turn round +to give information of names and places, and he so managed that he +could catch Kate's profile half the time. + +When he got down at the foot of the hill by Hillocks' farm, to go up +the near road, instead thereof he scrambled along the ridge, and looked +through the trees as the carriage passed below; but he did not escape. + +"What's he glowerin' at doon there?" Hillocks inquired of Jamie Soutar, +to whom he was giving some directions about a dyke, and Hillocks made a +reconnaissance. "A 'll warrant that's the General and his dochter. +She 's a weel-faured lassie an' speerity-lookin'." + +"It cowes a'," said Jamie to himself; "the first day he ever saw her; +but it's aye the way, aince an' ever, or . . . never." + +"What's the Free Kirk, dad?" when Carmichael had gone. "Is it the same +as the Methodists?" + +"No, no, quite different. I 'm not up in those things, but I 've heard +it was a lot of fellows who would not obey the laws, and so they left +and made a kirk for themselves, where they do whatever they like. By +the way, that was the young fellow we saw giving the dogs water at +Muirtown. I rather like him; but why did he look such a fool, and try +to escape us at the junction?" + +"How should I know? I suppose because he is a . . . foolish boy. And +now, dad, for the Lodge and Tochty woods." + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A HOME OF MANY GENERATIONS. + +It was the custom of the former time to construct roads on a straight +line, with a preference for uphill and down, and engineers refused to +make a circuit of twenty yards to secure level ground. There were two +advantages in this uncompromising principle of construction, and it may +be doubtful which commended itself most to the mind of our fathers. +Roads were drained after the simplest fashion, because a standing pool +in the hollow had more than a compensation in the dryness of the ascent +and descent, while the necessity of sliddering down one side and +scrambling up the other reduced driving to the safe average of four +miles an hour--horse-doctors forming a class by themselves, and being +preserved in their headlong career by the particular Providence which +has a genial regard for persons who have too little sense or have taken +too much liquor. Degenerate descendants, anxious to obtain the maximum +of speed with the minimum of exertion, have shown a quite wonderful +ingenuity in circumventing hills, so the road between Drumtochty Manse +and Tochty Lodge gate was duplicated, and the track that plunged into +the hollow was now forsaken of wheeled traffic and overgrown with grass. + +"This way, Kate; it's the old road, and the way I came to kirk with my +mother. Yes, it's narrow, but we'll get through and down below--it is +worth the seeing." + +So they forced a passage where the overgrown hedges resisted the +wheels, and the trees, wet with a morning shower, dashed Kate's jacket +with a pleasant spray, and the rail of the dog-cart was festooned with +tendrils of honeysuckle and wild geranium. + +"There is the parish kirk of Drumtochty," as they came out and halted +on the crest of the hill, "and though it be not much to look at after +the Norman churches of the south, it's a brave old kirk in our fashion, +and well set in the Glen." + +For it stood on a knoll, whence the ground sloped down to the Tochty, +and it lay with God's acre round it in the shining of the sun. Half a +dozen old beeches made a shadow in the summer-time, and beat off the +winter's storms. One standing at the west corner of the kirkyard had a +fuller and sweeter view of the Glen than could be got anywhere save +from the beeches at the Lodge; but then nothing like unto that can be +seen far or near, and I have marvelled why painting men have never had +it on their canvas. + +"Our vault is at the east end, where the altar was in the old days, and +there our dead of many generations lie. A Carnegie always prayed to be +buried with his people in Drumtochty, but as it happened, two out of +three of our house have fallen on the field, and so most of us have not +had our wish. + +"Black John, my great-grandfather, was out in '45, and escaped to +France. He married a Highland lassie orphaned there, and entered the +French service, as many a Scot did before him since the days of the +Scots Guards. But when he felt himself a-dying, he asked leave of the +English government to come home, and he would not die till he laid +himself down in his room in the tower. Then he gave directions for his +funeral, how none were to be asked of the county folk but Drummonds and +Hays and Stewarts from Blair Athole and such like that had been out +with the Prince. And he made his wife promise that she would have him +dressed for his coffin as he fought on Culloden field, for he had kept +the clothes. + +"Then he asked that the window should be opened that he might hear the +lilting of the burn below; and he called for my grandfather, who was +only a young lad, and commanded him to enter one of the Scottish +regiments and be a loyal kingsman, since all was over with the Stewarts. + +"He said a prayer and kissed his wife's hand, being a courtly +gentleman, and died listening to the sound of the water running over +the stones in the den below." + +"It was as good as dying on the field," said Kate, her face flushing +with pride; "that is an ancestor worth remembering; and did he get a +worthy funeral?" + +"More than he asked for; his old comrades gathered from far and near, +and some of the chiefs that were out of hiding came down, and they +brought him up this very road, with the pipers playing before the +coffin. Fifty gentlemen buried John Carnegie, and every man of them +had been out with the Prince. + +"When they gathered in the stone hall you 'll see soon, his +friend-in-arms, Patrick Murray, gave three toasts. The first was 'the +king,' and every man bared his head; the second was 'to him that is +gone;' the third was 'to the friends that are far awa';' and then one +of the chiefs proposed another, 'to the men of Culloden;' and after +that every gentleman dashed his glass on the floor. Though he was only +a little lad at the time, my grandfather never forgot the sight. + +"He also told me that his mother never shed a tear, but looked prouder +than he ever saw her, and before they left the hall she bade each +gentleman good-bye, and to the chief she spoke in Gaelic, being of +Cluny's blood and a gallant lady. + +"Another thing she did also which the lad could not forget, for she +brought down her husband's sword from the room in the turret, and +Patrick Murray, of the House of Athole, fastened it above the big +fireplace, where it hangs unto this day, crossed now with my father's, +as you will see, Kate, unless we stand here all day going over old +stories." + +"They 're glorious stories, dad; why did n't you tell them to me +before? I want to get into the spirit of the past and feel the +Carnegie blood swinging in my veins before we come to the Lodge. What +did they do afterwards, or was that all?" + +"They mounted their horses in the courtyard, and as each man passed out +of the gate he took off his hat and bowed low to the widow, who stood +in a window I will show you, and watched till the last disappeared into +the avenue; but my grandfather ran out and saw them ride down the road +in order of threes, a goodly company of gentlemen. But this sight is +better than horsemen and swords." + +They were now in the hollow between the kirk and the Lodge, a cup of +greenery surrounded by wood. Behind, they still saw the belfry through +the beeches; before, away to the right, the grey stone of a turret +showed among the trees. The burn that sang to Black John ran beneath +them with a pleasant sound, and fifty yards of turf climbed up to the +cottage where the old road joined the new and the avenue of the Lodge +began. Over this ascent the branches met, through which the sunshine +glimmered and flickered, and down the centre came a white and brown cow +in charge of an old woman. + +"It's Bell Robb, that lives in the cottage there among the bushes. I +was at the parish school with her, Kate--she 's just my age--for we +were all John Tamson's bairns in those days, and got our learning and +our licks together, laird's son and cottar's daughter. + +"People would count it a queer mixture nowadays, but there were some +advantages in the former parish school idea; there were lots of +cleverer subalterns in the old regiment, but none knew his men so well +as I did. I had played and fought with their kind. Would you mind +saying a word to Bell . . . just her name or something?" for this was a +new life to the pride of the regiment, as they called Kate, and +Carnegie was not sure how she might take it. Kate was a lovable lass, +but like every complete woman, she had a temper and a stock of +prejudices. She was good comrade with all true men, although her heart +was whole, and with a few women that did not mince their words or carry +two faces, but Kate had claws inside the velvet, and once she so +handled with her tongue a young fellow who offended her that he sent in +his papers. What she said was not much, but it was memorable, and +every word drew blood. Her father was never quite certain what she +would do, although he was always sure of her love. + +"Do you suppose, dad, that I 'm to take up with all your friends of the +jackdaw days? You seem to have kept fine company." Kate was already +out of the dogcart, and now took Bell by the hand. + +"I am the General's daughter, and he was telling me that you and he +were playmates long ago. You 'll let me come to see you, and you 'll +tell me all his exploits when he was John Carnegie?" + +[Illustration: "I am the General's daughter."] + +"To think he minded me, an' him sae lang awa' at the weary wars." Bell +was between the laughing and the crying. "We 're lifted to know oor +laird 's a General, and that he's gotten sic honour. There's nae bluid +like the auld bluid, an' the Carnegies cud aye afford to be hamely. + +"Ye're like him," and Bell examined Kate carefully; "but a' can tell +yir mither's dochter, a weel-faured mettlesome lady as wes ever seen; +wae 's me, wae 's me for the wars," at the sight of Carnegie's face; +"but ye 'll come in to see Marjorie. A 'll mak her ready," and Bell +hurried into the cottage. + +"Marjorie has been blind from her birth. She was the pet of the +school, and now Bell takes care of her. Davidson was telling me that +she wanted to support Marjorie off the wages she earns as a field hand +on the farms, and the parish had to force half-a-crown a week on them; +but hear this." + +"Never mind hoo ye look," Bell was speaking. "A' canna keep them +waitin' till ye be snoddit." + +"Gie me ma kep, at ony rate, that the minister brocht frae Muirtown, +and Drumsheugh's shawl; it wudna be respectfu' to oor Laird, an' it his +first veesit;" and there was a note of refinement in the voice, as of +one living apart. + +"Yes, I'm here, Marjorie," and the General stooped over the low bed +where the old woman was lying, "and this is my daughter, the only child +left me; you would hear that all my boys were killed." + +"We did that, and we were a' wae for ye; a' thocht o' ye and a' saw ye +in yir sorrow, for them 'at canna see ootside see the better inside. +But it 'll be some comfort to be in the hame o' yir people aince mair, +and to ken ye 've dune yir wark weel. It's pleasant for us to think +the licht 'll be burnin' in the windows o' the Lodge again, and that ye +'re come back aifter the wars. + +"Miss Kate, wull ye lat me pass ma hand ower yir face, an' then a 'll +ken what like ye are better nor some 'at hes the joy o' seein' ye wi' +their een. . . . The Glen 'll be the happier for the sicht o' ye; a' +thank ye for yir kindness to a puir woman." + +"If you begin to pay compliments, Marjorie, I 'll tell you what I think +of that cap; for the pink is just the very shade for your complexion, +and it's a perfect shape." + +"Ma young minister, Maister Carmichael, seleckit it in Muirtown, an' a' +heard that he went ower sax shops to find one to his fancy; he never +forgets me, an' he wrote me a letter on his holiday. A'body likes him +for his bonnie face an' honest ways." + +"Oh, I know him already, Marjorie, for he drove up with us, and I +thought him very nice; but we must go, for you know I 've not yet seen +our home, and I 'm just tingling with curiosity." + +"You 'll not leave without breakin' bread; it's little we hae, but we +can offer ye oat-cake an' milk in token o' oor loyalty," and then Bell +brought the elements of Scottish food; and when Marjorie's lips moved +in prayer as they ate, it seemed to Carnegie and his daughter like a +sacrament. So the two went from the fellowship of the poor to their +ancient house. + +They drove along the avenue between the stately beeches that stood on +either side and reached out their branches, almost but not quite unto +meeting, so that the sun, now in the south, made a train of light down +which the General and Kate came home. At the end of the beeches the +road wheeled to the right, and Kate saw for the first time the +dwelling-place of her people. Tochty Lodge was of the fourth period of +Scottish castellated architecture, and till it fell into disrepair was +a very perfect example of the sixteenth century mansion-house, where +strength of defence could not yet be dispensed with, for the Carnegies +were too near the Highland border to do without thick walls or to risk +habitation on the ground floor. The buildings had first been erected +on the L plan, and then had been made into a quadrangle, so that on the +left was the main part, with a tower at the south-west corner over the +den, and a wing at the south-east coming out to meet the gate. On the +north-east and north were a tower and rooms now in ruins, and along the +west ran a wall some six feet high with a stone walk three feet from +the top, whence you could look down on the burn. A big gateway, whose +doors were of oak studded with nails, with a grated lattice for +observation, gave entrance to the courtyard. In the centre of the yard +there was an ancient oak and a draw well whose water never failed. The +eastern face was bare of ivy, except at the north corner, where stood +the jackdaws' tower; but the rough grey stone was relieved by the +tendrils and red blossoms of the hardy tropaeolum which despises the +rich soil of the south and the softer air, and grows luxuriantly on our +homely northern houses. As they came to the gateway, the General bade +Kate pull up and read the scroll above, which ran in clear-cut letters-- + + TRY AND THEN + TRVST BETTER GVDE + ASSVRANCE + BOT TRUST NOT + OR YE TRY FOR FEAR + OF REPENTANCE. + + +"We 've been a slow dour race, Kit, who never gave our heart lightly, +but having given it, never played the traitor. Fortune has not +favoured us, for acre after acre has gone from our hands, but, thank +God, we 've never had dishonour." + +"And never will, dad, for we are the last of the race." + +Janet Macpherson was waiting in the deep doorway of the tower, and gave +Kate welcome as one whose ancestors had for four generations served the +Carnegies, since the day Black John had married a Macpherson. + +[Illustration: Janet Macpherson was waiting in the deep doorway.] + +"Calf of my heart," she cried, and took Kate in her arms. "It is your +foster-mother that will be glad to see you in the home of your people, +and will be praying that God will give you peace and good days." + +Then they went up the winding stone stair, with deep, narrow windows, +and came into the dining-hall where the fifty Jacobites toasted the +king and many a gathering had taken place in the olden time. It was +thirty-five feet long by fifteen broad, and twenty-two feet high. The +floor was of flags over arches below, and the bare stone walls showed +at the windows and above the black oak panelling which reached ten feet +from the ground. The fireplace was six feet high, and so wide that two +could sit on either side within. Upon the mantelpiece the Carnegie +arms stood out in bold relief under the two crossed swords. One or two +portraits of dead Carnegies and some curious weapons broke the monotony +of the walls, and from the roof hung a finely wrought iron candelabra. +The western portion of the hall was separated by a screen of open +woodwork, and made a pleasant dining-room. A door in the corner led +into the tower, which had a library, with Carnegie's bedroom above, and +higher still Kate's room, each with a tiny dressing closet. For the +Carnegies always lived together in this tower, and their guests at the +other end of the hall. The library had two windows. From one you +could look down and see nothing but the foliage of the den, with a +gleam of water where the burn made a pool, and from the other you +looked over a meadow with big trees to the Tochty sweeping round a +bend, and across to the high opposite banks covered with brush-wood. +First they visited Carnegie's room. + +"Here have we been born, and died if we did not fall in battle, and +it's not a bad billet after all for an old soldier. Yes, that is your +mother when we were married, but I like this one better," and the +General touched his breast, for he carried his love next his heart in a +silver locket of Indian workmanship. + +Three fine deerskins lay on the floor, and one side of the room was +hung with tapestry; but the most striking piece of furnishing in the +room was an oak cupboard, sunk a foot into the wall. + +"I 'll show you something in that cabinet after luncheon, Kate; but now +let's see your room." + +"How beautiful, and how cunning you have been," and then she took an +inventory of the furniture, all new, but all in keeping with the age of +the room. "You have spent far too much on a very self-willed and +bad-tempered girl, and all I can do is to make you promise that you +will come up here sometimes and let me give you tea in this +window-seat, where we can see the woods and the Tochty." + +"Well, Donald," said the General at table to his faithful servant, "how +do you think Drumtochty will suit you?" + +"Any place where you and Miss Kate will be living iss a good place for +me, and there are six or maybe four men I hef been meeting that hef the +language, but not good Gaelic--just poor Perthshire talk," for Donald +was a West Highlander, and prided himself on his better speech. + +"And what about a kirk, Donald? Aren't you Free like Janet?" + +"Oh, yes, I am Free; but it iss not to that kirk I will be going most +here, and I am telling Janet that she will be caring more about a man +that hass a pleasant way with him than about the truth." + +"What's wrong with things, Donald, since we lay in Edinburgh twenty +years ago, and you used to give me bits of the Free Kirk sermons?" + +"It iss all wrong that they hef been going these last years, for they +stand to sing and they sit to pray, and they will be using human himes. +And it iss great pieces of the Bible they hef cut out, and I am told +that they are not done yet, but are going from bad to worse," and +Donald invited questioning. + +"What more are they after, man?" + +"It will be myself that has found it out, and it iss only what might be +expected, but I am not saying that you will be believing me." + +"Out with it, Donald; let's hear what kind of people we 've come +amongst." + +"They 've been just fairly left to themselves, and the godless bodies +hef taken to watering the whisky." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +A SECRET CHAMBER. + +"The cabinet now, dad, and at once," when they went up the stairs and +were standing in the room. "Just give me three guesses about the +mystery; but first let me examine." + +It was pretty to see Kate opening the doors, curiously carved with +hunting scenes, and searching the interior, tapping with her knuckles +and listening for a hollow sound. + +"Is it a treasure we are to find? Then that's one point. Not in the +cabinet? I have it; there is a door into some other place; am n't I +right?" + +"Where could it be? We're in a tower cut off from the body of the +Lodge, with a room above and a room below;" and the General sat down to +allow full investigation. + +After many journeys up and down the stair, and many questions that +brought no light, Kate played a woman's trick up in her room. + +"The General wishes to show me the concealed room in this tower, Janet, +or whatever you call it. Would you kindly tell us how to get entrance? +You need n't come down; just explain to me;" and Kate was very pleasant +indeed. + +"Yes, I am hearing there iss a room in the tower, Miss Kate, that +strangers will not be able to find; and it would be very curious if the +Carnegies did not have a safe place for an honest gentleman when he +wass in a little trouble. All the good houses will have their secret +places, and it will not be easy to find some of them. Oh no; now I +will remember one at Glamis Castle. . . ." + +"Never mind Glamis, nurse, for the General is waiting. Where is the +spring? is it in the oak cabinet?" + +"It will be good for the General to be resting himself after his +luncheon, and he will be thinking many things in his room. Oh yes," +continued Janet, settling herself down to narrative, and giving no heed +to Kate's beguiling ways, "old Mary that died near a hundred would be +often telling me stories of the old days when I wass a little girl, and +the one I liked best wass about the hiding of the Duke of Perth." + +"You will tell me that to-morrow, when I come down to see your house, +Janet, and to-day you 'll tell me how to open the spring." + +"But it would be a pity not to finish the story about the Duke of +Perth, for it goes well, and it will be good for a Carnegie to hear +it." And Kate flung herself into the window-seat, but was hugely +interested all the same. + +"Mary wass sitting at her door in the evening, and that would be three +days after Culloden, for the news had been sent by a sure hand from the +Laird, when a man came riding along the road, and as soon as Mary saw +him she knew he wass somebody; but perhaps it will be too long a +story," and Janet began to arrange dresses in a wardrobe. + +"No, no; as you have begun it, I want to hear the end, but quick, for +there 's the room to see and the rest of the Lodge before it grows +dark. What like was he?" + +"He wass a man that looked as if he would be commanding, but his +clothes were common grey, and stained with the road. He wass very +tired, and could hardly hold himself up in the saddle, and his horse +wass covered with foam. 'Is this Tochty Lodge?' he asked, softening +his voice as one trying to speak humbly. 'I am passing this way, and +have a message for Mistress Carnegie; think you that I can have speech +of her quietly?' + +"So Mary will go up and tell the lady that one wass waiting to see her, +and that he seemed a noble gentleman. When they came down to the +courtyard he had drawn water for his horse from the well, and wass +giving him to drink, thinking more of the beast that had borne him than +of his own need, as became a man of birth. + +"At the sight of the lady he took off his bonnet and bowed low, and +asked if he might hef a private audience, to which Mistress Carnegie +replied, 'We are private here,' and asked, 'Have you been with my son?' + +"'We fought together for the Prince three days since--my name is Perth. +I am escaping for my life, and desire a brief rest, if it please you, +and bring no danger to your house.' + +"'Ye had been welcome, my Lord Duke,' and Mary used to show how her +mistress straightened herself, though you were the poorest soldier that +had drawn his sword for the good cause, and ye will stay here till it +be safe for you to escape to France.' + +"He wass four weeks hidden in the room, and although the soldiers +searched all the house, they could never find the place, and Mrs. +Carnegie put scorn upon them, asking why they did her so much honour +and whom they sought. Oh yes, it wass a cunning place for the bad +times, and you will be pleased to see it." + +"And the secret, Janet," cried Kate, her hand upon the door; "you know +it quite well." + +"So does the General, Catherine of my heart," said Janet, "and he will +be liking to show it himself." + +So Kate departed in a rage, and gave orders that there be no more +delay, for she would not spend an afternoon seeking for rat-holes. + +"No rat-hole, Kit, but a very fair chamber for a hunted man; it is +twenty years and more since this door opened last, for none knows the +trick of it save Janet and myself. There it goes." + +A panel in the back of the cabinet slid aside behind its neighbour and +left a passage through which one could squeeze himself with an effort. + +"We go up a stair now, and must have light; a candle will do; the air +is perfectly pure, for there 's plenty of ventilation;" and then they +crept up by steps in the thickness of the walls, till they stood in a +chamber under six feet high, but otherwise as large as the bedroom +below. The walls were lined with wood, and there were two tiny slits +that gave air, but hardly any light. The only furniture in the room +was an oaken chest, clasped with iron and curiously locked. + +"Our plate chest, Kit; but there 'a not much silver and gold in it, +worse luck for you, lassie; in fact, we're a pack of fools to set store +by it. There 's nothing in the kist but some old clothes, and perhaps +some buckles and such like. I dare say there is a lock of hair also. +Some day we will have a look inside." + +"To-day, instantly," and Kate shook her father. "You are a dreadful +hypocrite, for I can see that you would rather Tochty were burned down +than this box be lost. Are there any relics of Prince Charlie in it? +Quick." + +"Be patient; it's a difficult key to turn; there now;" but there was +not much to see--only pieces of woollen cloth tightly folded down. + +[Illustration: "It's a difficult key to turn."] + +"Call Janet, Kate, for she ought to see this opening, and we 'll carry +everything down to my room, for no one could tell what like things are +in this gloom. Yes, Perth lived here for weeks, and used to go up to +the gallery where Black John's mother sat with her maid; but the son +was hiding in the North, and never reached his house till he came to +die." + +First of all they came upon a ball dress of the former time, of white +silk, with a sash of Macpherson tartan, besides much fine lace. + +"That is the dress your great-grandmother wore as a bride at the Court +of Versailles in the fifties. She was only a lassie, and seemed like +her husband's daughter. The Prince danced with her, and they counted +the dress something to be kept, and that night Locheil and Cluny also +had a reel with Sheena Carnegie, while Black John looked like a young +man, for he had been too sorely wounded to be able to dance with her +himself." And then the General carried down with his own hands a +Highland gentleman's evening dress, trews of the Royal tartan, and a +velvet coat with silver buttons, and a light plaid of fine cloth. + +"And this was her husband's dress that night; but why the Stewart +tartan?" + +"No, lassie, that is the suit the Prince wore at Holyrood, where he +gave a great ball after Prestonpans, and danced with the Edinburgh +ladies. It was smuggled across to France at last with other things of +the Prince's, and he gave it to Carnegie. 'It will remind you of our +great days,' he said, 'when the Stewarts saw their friends in Mary's +Palace.'" + +Last of all, the General lifted out a casket and laid it on his table. +Within it was a brooch, such as might once have been worn either by a +man or a woman; diamonds set in gold, and in the midst a lock of fair +hair. + +"Is it really, father? . . ." And Kate took the jewel in her hand. + +"Yes, the Prince's hair--his wedding present to Sheena Macpherson." + +Kate kissed it fervently, and passed it to Janet, who placed it +carefully in the box, while the General made believe to laugh. + +"Your mother wore the brooch on great occasions, and you will do the +same, Kit, for auld lang syne. There are two or three families left in +Perthshire that will like to see it on your breast." + +"Yes, and there will maybe be more than two or three that will like to +see the lady that wears it." This from Janet. + +"Your compliments are a little late, and you may keep them to yourself, +Janet; it would have been kinder to tell me. . . ." + +"Tell you what?" And the General looked very provoking. + +"I hate to be beaten." Kate first looked angry, and then laughed. +"What else is there to see?" + +"There is the gallery, which is the one feature in our poor house, and +we will try to reach it from the Duke's hiding-place, for it was a +cleverly designed hole, and had its stair up as well as down." And +then they all came out into one of the strangest rooms you could find +in Scotland, and one that left a pleasant picture in their minds who +had seen it lit of a winter night, and the wood burning on the hearth, +and Kate dancing a reel with Lord Hay or some other brisk young man, +while the General looked on from one of the deep window recesses. + +The gallery extended over the hall and Kate's drawing-room, and +measured fifty feet long from end to end. The upper part of the walls +was divided into compartments by an arcading, made of painted pilasters +and flat arches. Each compartment had a motto, and this was on one +side of the fireplace: + + A nice wyfe and + A back doore + Oft maketh a rich + Man poore. + + +And on the other:-- + + Give liberalye + To neidfvl folke + Denye nane of + Them al for litle + Thow knawest heir + In this lyfe of what + Chaunce may the + Befall. + + +The glory of the gallery, however, was its ceiling, which was of the +seventeenth century work, and so wonderful that many learned persons +used to come and study it. After the great disaster when the Lodge was +sold and allowed to fall to pieces, this fine work went first, and now +no one examining its remains could have imagined how wonderful it was, +and in its own way how beautiful. This ceiling was of wood, painted, +and semi-elliptical in form, and one wet day, when we knew not what +else to do, Kate and I counted more than three hundred panels. It was +an arduous labour for the neck, and the General refused to help us; but +I am sure that we did not make too many, for we worked time about, +while the General took note of the figures, and our plan was that each +finished his tale of work at some amazing beast, so that we could make +no mistake. Some of the panels were circles, and they were filled in +with coats-of-arms; some were squares and they contained a bestiary of +that day. It was hard indeed to decide whether the circles or the +squares were more interesting. The former had the arms of every family +in Scotland that had the remotest connection with the Carnegies, and +besides swept in a wider field, comprising David, King of Israel, who +was placed near Hector of Troy, and Arthur of Brittany not far from +Moses--all of whom had appropriate crests and mottoes. In the centre +were the arms of our Lord Christ as Emperor of Judea, and the chief +part of them was the Cross. But it came upon one with a curious shock, +to see this coat among the shields of Scottish nobles. There were +beasts that could be recognised at once, and these were sparingly +named; but others were astounding, and above them were inscribed titles +such as these: Shoe-lyon, Musket, Ostray; and one fearsome animal in +the centre was designated the Ram of Arabia. This display of heraldry +and natural history was reinforced by the cardinal virtues in +seventeenth century dress: Charitas as an elderly female of extremely +forbidding aspect, receiving two very imperfectly clad children; and +Temperantia as a furious-looking person--male on the whole rather than +female--pouring some liquor--surely water--from a jug into a cup, with +averted face, and leaving little to be desired. The afternoon sun +shining in through a western window and lingering among the black and +white tracery, so that the marking of a shield came into relief or a +beast suddenly glared down on one, had a weird, old-world effect. + +"It's half an armoury and half a menagerie," said Kate, "and I think we +'ll have tea in the library with the windows open to the Glen." And so +they sat together in quietness, with books of heraldry and sport and +ancient Scottish classics and such like round them, while Janet went +out and in. + +"So Donald has been obliged to leave his kirk;" for Kate had not yet +forgiven Janet. "He says it's very bad here; I hope you won't go to +such a place." + +"What would Donald Macdonald be saying against it?" inquired Janet, +severely. + +"Oh, I don't remember--lots of things. He thought you were making too +much of the minister." + +"The minister iss a good man, and hass some Highland blood in him, +though he hass lost his Gaelic, and he will be very pleasant in the +house. If I wass seeing a sheep, and it will be putting on this side +and that, and quarrelling with everybody, do you know what I will be +thinking?" + +"That's Donald, I suppose; well?" + +"I will say to myself, that sheep iss a goat." And Janet left the room +with the laurels of victory. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +CONCERNING BESOMS. + +It is one of the miseries of modern life, for which telephones are less +than compensation, that ninety out of a hundred city folk have never +known the comfort and satisfaction of dwelling in a house. When the +sashes are flying away from the windows and the skirting boards from +the floor, and the planks below your feet are a finger breadth apart, +and the pipes are death-traps, it does not matter that the walls are +covered by art papers and plastered over with china dishes. This +erection, wherein human beings have to live and work and fight their +sins and prepare for eternity, is a fraud and a lie. No man compelled +to exist in such an environment of unreality can respect himself or +other people; and if it come to pass that he holds cheap views of life, +and reads smart papers, and does sharp things in business, and that his +talk be only a clever jingle, then a plea in extenuation will be lodged +for him at the Great Assize. Small wonder that he comes to regard the +world of men as an empty show and is full of cynicism, who has shifted +at brief intervals from one shanty to another and never had a fit +dwelling-place all his years. When a prophet cometh from the Eternal +to speak unto modern times as Dante did unto the Middle Ages, and +constructs the other world before our eyes, he will have one circle in +his hell for the builders of rotten houses, and doubtless it will be a +collection of their own works, so that their sin will be its +punishment, as is most fitting and the way of things. + +Surely there will also be some corner of heaven kept for the man who, +having received a charge to build the shell wherein two people were to +make a home, laid its foundations deep and raised strong walls that +nothing but gunpowder could rend in pieces, and roofed it over with +oaken timber and lined it with the same, so that many generations might +live therein in peace and honour. Such a house was the Lodge in those +days, although at last beginning to show signs of decay, and it somehow +stirred up the heroic spirit of the former time within a man to sit +before the big fire in the hall, with grim Carnegies looking down from +the walls and daring you to do any meanness, while the light blazing +out from a log was flung back from a sword that had been drawn in the +'15. One was unconsciously reinforced in the secret place of his +manhood, and inwardly convinced that what concerneth every man is not +whether he fail or succeed, but that he do his duty according to the +light which may have been given him until he die. It was also a +regeneration of the soul to awake in a room of the eastern tower, where +the Carnegies' guests slept, and fling up the window, with its small +square panes, to fill one's lungs with the snell northern air, and look +down on the woods glistening in every leaf, and the silver Tochty just +touched by the full risen sun. Miracles have been wrought in that +tower, for it happened once that an Edinburgh advocate came to stay at +the Lodge, who spake after a quite marvellous fashion, known neither in +England nor Scotland; and being himself of pure bourgeois blood, the +fifth son of a factor, felt it necessary to despise his land, from its +kirk downwards, and had a collection of japes at Scottish ways, which +in his provincial simplicity he offered to the Carnegies. It seemed to +him certain that people of Jacobite blood and many travels would have +relished his clever talk, for it is not given to a national decadent to +understand either the people he has deserted or the ancient houses at +whose door he stands. Carnegie was the dullest man living in the +matter of sneering, and Kate took an instant dislike to the mincing +little man, whom she ever afterwards called the Popinjay, and so +handled him with her tongue that his superiority was mightily shaken. +But there was good stuff in the advocate, besides some brains, and +after a week's living in the Lodge, he forgot to wear his eye-glass, +and let his r's out of captivity, and attempted to make love to Kate, +which foolishness that masterful damsel brought to speedy confusion. +It was also said that when he went back to the Parliament House, every +one could understand what he said, and that he got two briefs in one +week, which shows how good it is to live in an ancient house with +honest people. + +"Is there a ghost, dad?" They were sitting before the fire in the hall +after dinner--Kate in her favourite posture, leaning forward and +nursing her knee. The veterans and I thought that she always looked at +her best so, with her fine eyes fixed on the fire, and the light +bringing her face into relief against the shadow. We saw her feet +then--one lifted a little from the ground--and V. C. declared they were +the smallest you could find for a woman of her size. + +[Illustration: Kate in her favourite position.] + +"She knows it, too," he used to say, "for when a woman has big feet she +always keeps them tucked in below her gown. A woman with an eight-size +glove and feet to correspond is usually a paragon of modesty, and +strong on women's rights." + +"Kate's glove is number six, and I think it's a size too big," broke in +the Colonel--we were all lying in the sun on a bank below the beeches +at the time, and the Colonel was understood to be preparing a sermon +for some meeting--"but it's a strong little hand, and a steady; she +used to be able to strike a shilling in the air at revolver practice." + +"Ghost, lassie. Oh, in the Lodge, a Carnegie ghost--not one I've ever +heard of; so you may sleep in peace, and I 'm below if you feel lonely +the first night." + +"You are most insulting; one would think I were a milksop. I was +hoping for a ghost--a white lady by choice. Did no Carnegie murder his +wife, for instance, through jealousy or quarrelling?" + +"The Carnegies have never quarrelled," said the General, with much +simplicity; "you see the men have generally been away fighting, and the +women had never time to weary of them." + +"No woman ever wearies of a man unless he be a fool and gives in to +her--then she grows sick of him. Life might be wholesome, but it would +have no smack; it would be like meat without mustard. If a man cannot +rule, he ought not to marry, for his wife will play the fool in some +fashion or other like a runaway horse, and he has half the blame. Why +did he take the box-seat?" and Kate nodded to the fire. "What are you +laughing at?" + +"Perhaps I ought to be shocked, but the thought of any one trying to +rule you, Kit, tickles me immensely. I have had the reins since you +were a bairn, and you have been a handful. You were a 'smatchit' at +six years old, and a 'trimmie' at twelve, and you are qualifying for +the highest rank in your class." + +"What may that be, pray? it seems to me that the Scottish tongue is a +perfect treasure-house for impertinent people. How Scots must +congratulate themselves that they need never be at a loss when they are +angry or even simply frank." + +"If it comes to downright swearing, you must go to Gaelic," said the +General, branching off. "Donald used to be quite contemptuous of any +slight efforts at profanity in the barrack yard, although they sickened +me. 'Toots, Colonel; ye do not need to be troubling yourself with such +poor little words, for they are just nothing at all, and yet the bodies +will be saying them over and over again like parrots. Now a Lochaber +man could hef been saying what he wass wanting for fifteen minutes, and +nefer hef used the same word twice, unless he had been forgetting his +Gaelic. It's a peautiful language, the Gaelic, when you will not be +fery well pleased with a man.'" + +"That is very good, dad, but I think we were speaking in Scotch, and +you have not told me that nice complimentary title I am living to +deserve. Is 'cutty' the disreputable word? for I think I 've passed +that rank already; it sounds quite familiar." + +"No, it's a far more fetching word than 'cutty,' or even than 'randy' +(scold), which you may have heard." + +"I have," replied Kate instantly, "more than once, and especially after +I had a difference in opinion with Lieutenant Strange. You called me +one or two names then, dad---in fact you were quite eloquent; but you +know that he was a bad fellow, and that the regiment was well rid of +him; but I 'm older now, and I have not heard my promotion." + +"It's the most vigorous word that Scots have for a particular kind of +woman." + +"Describe her," demanded Kate. + +"One who has a mind of her own," began the General, carefully, "and a +way, too, who is not easily cowed or managed, who is not . . ." + +"A fool," suggested Kate. + +"Who is not conspicuously soft in manner," pursued the General, with +discretion, "who might even have a temper." + +"Not a tame rabbit, in fact. I understand what you are driving at, and +I know what a model must feel when she is being painted. And now +kindly pluck up courage and name the picture." And Kate leant back, +with her hand behind her head, challenging the General--if he dared. +"Well?" + +"Besom." And he was not at all ashamed, for a Scot never uses this +word without a ring of fondness and admiration in his voice, as of one +who gives the world to understand that he quite disapproves of this +audacious woman, wife or daughter of his, but is proud of her all the +time. It is indeed a necessity of his nature for a Scot to have husks +of reproach containing kernels of compliment, so that he may let out +his heart and yet preserve his character as an austere person, +destitute of vanity and sentiment. + +"Accept your servant's thanks, my General. I am highly honoured." And +Kate made a sweeping courtesy, whereupon they both laughed merrily; and +a log blazing up suddenly made an old Carnegie smile who had taken the +field for Queen Mary, and was the very man to have delighted in a besom. + +"When I was here in June"--and the General stretched himself in a deep +red leather chair--"I stood a while one evening watching a fair-haired, +blue-eyed little maid who was making a daisy chain and singing to +herself in a garden. Her mother came out from the cottage, and, since +she did not see me, devoured the child with eyes of love. Then +something came into her mind--perhaps that the good man would soon be +home for supper; she rushed forward and seized the child, as if it had +been caught in some act of mischief. 'Come into the hoose, this +meenut, ye little beesom, an' say yir carritches. What's the chief end +o' man?'" + +"Could she have been so accomplished at that age?" Kate inquired, with +interest. "Are you sure about the term of endearment? Was the child +visibly flattered?" + +"She caught my eye as they passed in, and flung me a smile like one +excusing her mother's fondness. But Davidson hears better things, for +as soon as he appears the younger members of a family are taken from +their porridge and set to their devotions. + +"'What are ye glowerin' at there, ye little cutty? Toom (empty) yir +mooth this meenut and say the twenty-third Psalm to the minister.'" + +"Life seems full of incident, and the women make the play. What about +the men? Are they merely a chorus?" + +"A stranger spending a week in one of our farm-houses would be ready to +give evidence in a court of justice that he had never seen women so +domineering or men so submissive as in Drumtochty. + +"And why? Because the housewife who sits in church as if butter would +n't melt in her mouth speaks with much fluency and vigour at home, and +the man says nothing. His normal state is doing wrong and being +scolded from morning till night--for going out without his breakfast, +for not cleaning his boots when he comes in, for spoiling chairs by +sitting on them with wet clothes, for spilling his tea on the +tablecloth, for going away to market with a dusty coat, for visiting +the stable with his Sunday coat, for not speaking at all to visitors, +for saying things he ought n't when he does speak--till the +long-suffering man, raked fore and aft, rushes from the house in +desperation, and outside remarks to himself, by way of consolation, +'Losh keep 's! there 's nae livin' wi' her the day; her tongue 's +little better than a threshing-mill.' His confusion, however, is +neither deep nor lasting, and in a few minutes he has started for a +round of the farm in good heart, once or twice saying 'Sall' in a way +that shows a lively recollection of his wife's gifts." + +"Then the men love to be ruled," began Kate, with some contempt; "it +does not give me a higher idea of the district." + +"Wait a moment, young woman, for all that goes for nothing except to +show that the men allow the women to be supreme in one sphere." + +"In the dairy, I suppose?" + +"Perhaps; and a very pleasant kingdom, too, as I remember it, when a +hot, thirsty, tired laddie, who had been fishing or ferreting, was +taken into the cool, moist, darkened place, and saw a dish of milk +creamed for his benefit by some sonsy housewife. Sandie and I used to +think her omnipotent, and heard her put the gude man through his +facings with awe, but by-and-by we noticed that her power had limits. +When the matter had to do with anything serious, sowing or reaping or +kirk or market, his word was law. + +"He said little, but it was final, and she never contradicted; it was +rare to hear a man call his wife by name; it was usually 'gude wife,' +and she always referred to him as the 'maister.' And without any +exception, these silent, reserved men were 'maister;' they had a look +of authority." + +"They gave way in trifles, to rule in a crisis, which is just my idea +of masculine government," expatiated Kate. "A woman likes to say what +she pleases and have her will in little things; she has her way, and if +a man corrects her because she is inaccurate, and nags at her when she +does anything he does not approve, then he is very foolish and very +trying, and if she is not quite a saint, she will make him suffer. + +"Do you remember Dr. Pettigrew, that prim little effigy of a man, and +his delightful Irish wife, and how conversation used to run when he was +within hearing?" + +"Glad to have a tasting, Kit," and the General lay back in expectation. + +"'Oi remember him, as foine an upstanding young officer as ye would +wish to see, six feet in his boots.' + +"'About five feet ten, I believe, was his exact height, my dear.' + +"'Maybe he was n't full grown then, but he was a good-looking man, and +as pretty a rider as ever sat on a horse. Well, he was a Warwickshire +man . . .' + +"'Bucks, he said himself.' + +"'He was maybe born in both counties for all you know.' + +"'Alethea,' with a cough and reproving look. + +"'At any rate Oi saw him riding in a steeplechase in the spring of '67, +at Aldershot.' + +"'It must, I think, have been '66. We were at Gibraltar in '67. +Please be accurate.' + +"'Bother your accuracy, for ye are driving the pigs through my story. +Well, Oi was telling ye about the steeplechase Jimmy Brook rode. It +was a mile, and he had led for half, and so he was just four hundred +yards from the post.' + +"'A half would be eight hundred and eighty yards.' + +"'Oi wish from my heart that geography, arithmetic, memory, and +accuracy, and every other work of Satan were drowned with Moses in the +Red Sea. Go, for any sake, and bring me a glass of irritated water.'" + +"Capital," cried the General. "I heard that myself, or something like +it. Pettigrew was a tiresome wretch, but he was devoted to his wife in +his own way." + +"Which was enough to make a woman throw things at him, as very likely +Alethea did when they were alone. What a fool he was to bother about +facts; the charm of Lithy was that she had none--dates and such like +would have made her quite uninteresting. The only dates I can quote +myself are the Rebellion and the Mutiny, and I 'll add the year we came +home. I don't like datey women; but then it's rather cheap for one to +say that who does n't know anything," and Kate sighed very becomingly +at the contemplation of her ignorance. + +"Except French, which she speaks like a Parisian," murmured the General. + +"That's a fluke, because I was educated at the Scotch convent with +these dear old absurd nuns who were Gordons, and Camerons, and +Macdonalds, and did n't know a word of English." + +"Who can manage her horse like a rough-rider," continued the General, +counting on his finger, "and dance like a Frenchwoman, and play whist +like a half-pay officer, and--" + +"That's not education; those are simply the accomplishments of a besom. +You know, dad, I 've never read a word of Darwin, and I got tired of +George Eliot and went back to Scott." + +"I 've no education myself," said the General, ruefully, "except the +Latin the old dominie thrashed into me; and some French which all our +set in Scotland used to have, and . . . I can hold my own with the +broadsword. When I think of all those young officers know, I wonder we +old chaps were fit for anything." + +"Well, you see, dad," and Kate began to count also, "you were made of +steel wire, and were never ill; you could march for a day and rather +enjoy a fight in the evening; you would go anywhere, and the men +followed just eighteen inches behind; you always knew what the enemy +was going to do before he did it, and you always did what he did n't +expect you to do. That's not half the list of your accomplishments, +but they make a good beginning for a fighting man." + +"It will be all mathematics in the future, Kit, and there will be no +fighting at close quarters. The officers will wear gloves and +spectacles--but where are we now, grumbling as if we were sitting in a +club window? Besides, these young fellows can fight as well as pass +exams. You were saying that it was a shame of a man to complain of his +wife flirting," and the General studied the ceiling. + +"You know that I never said anything of the kind; some women are flirty +in a nice way, just as some are booky, and some are dressy, and some +are witty, and some are horsey; and I think a woman should be herself. +I should say the right kind of man would be proud of his wife's strong +point, and give her liberty." + +"He is to have none, I suppose, but just be a foil to throw her into +relief. Is he to be allowed any opinions of his own? . . . It looks +hard, that cushion, Kit, and I 'm an old broken-down man." + +"You deserve leather, for you know what I think about a man's position +quite well. If he allow himself to be governed by his wife in serious +matters, he is not worth calling a man." + +"Like poor Major Macintosh." + +"Exactly. What an abject he was before that woman, who was simply--" + +"Not a besom, Kate," interrupted the General, anxiously--afraid that a +classical word was to be misused. + +"Certainly not, for a besom must be nice, and at bottom a lady--in +fact, a woman of decided character." + +"Quite so. You 've hit the bull's-eye, Kit, and paid a neat compliment +to yourself. Have you a word for Mrs. Macintosh?" + +"A vulgar termagant"--the General indicated that would do--"who would +call her husband an idiot aloud before a dinner-table, and quarrel like +a fishwife with people in his presence. + +"Why, he daren't call his soul his own; he belonged to the kirk, you +know, and there was a Scotch padre, but she marched him off to our +service, and if you had seen him trying to find the places in the +Prayer-book. If a man has n't courage enough to stand by his faith, he +might as well go and hang himself. Don't you think the first thing is +to stick by your religion, and the next by your country, though it cost +one his life?" + +"That's it, lassie; every gentleman does." + +"She was a disgusting woman," continued Kate, "and jingling with money: +I never saw so many precious stones wasted on one woman; they always +reminded me of a jewel in a swine's snout." + +"Kate!" remonstrated her father, "that's . . ." + +"Rather coarse, but it's her blame; and to hear Mrs. Macintosh +calculating what each officer had--I told her we would live in a Lodge +at home and raise our own food. My opinion is that her father was a +publican, and I 'm sure she had once been a Methodist." + +"Why?" + +"Because she was so Churchy, always talking about celebrations and +vigils, and explaining that it was a sin to listen to a Dissenting +chaplain." + +"Then, Kate, if your man--as they say here--tried to make you hold his +views?" + +"I wouldn't, and I'd hate him." + +"And if he accepted yours?" + +"I 'd despise him," replied Kate, promptly. + +"You are a perfect contradiction." + +"You mean I 'm a woman, and a besom, and therefore I don't pretend to +be consistent or logical, or even fair, but I am right." + +Then they went up the west tower to the General's room, and looked out +on the woods and the river, and on a field of ripe corn upon the height +across the river, flooded with the moonlight. + +"Home at last, lassie, you and I, and another not far off, maybe." + +Kate kissed her father, and said, "One in love, dad . . . and faith." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +A PLEASAUNCE. + +The General read Morning Prayers in brief, omitting the Psalms and +lessons, and then after breakfast, with much gossip and ancient stories +from Donald, the father and daughter went out to survey their domain, +and though there be many larger, yet there can be few more romantic in +the north. That Carnegie had a fine eye and a sense of things who, out +of all the Glen--for the Hays had little in Drumtochty in those +days--fastened on the site of the Lodge and planted three miles of +wood, birch and oak, and beech and ash, with the rowan tree, along the +river that goes out and in seven times in that distance, so that his +descendants might have a fastness for their habitation and their +children might grow up in kindly woods on which the south sun beats +from early spring till late autumn, and within the sight and sound of +clean, running water. No wonder they loved their lonely home with +tenacious hearts, and left it only because it was in their blood to be +fighting. They had been out at Langside and Philiphaugh, in the '15 +and the '45, and always on the losing side. The Lodge had never been +long without a young widow and a fatherless lad, but family history had +no warning for him--in fact, seemed rather to be an inspiration in the +old way--for no sooner had the young laird loved and married than he +would hear of another rebellion, and ride off some morning to fight for +that ill-fated dynasty whose love was ever another name for death. +There was always a Carnegie ready as soon as the white cockade appeared +anywhere in Scotland, and each of the house fought like the men before +him, save that he brought fewer at his back and had less in his pocket. +Little was left to the General and our Kate, and then came the great +catastrophe that lost them the Lodge, and so the race has now neither +name nor house in Scotland, save in the vault in Drumtochty Kirk. It +is a question whether one is wise to revisit any place where he has +often been in happier times and see it desolate. For me, at least, it +was a mistake, and the melancholy is still upon me. The deserted house +falling at last to pieces, the over-grown garden, the crumbling paths, +the gaping bridges over the little burns, and the loneliness, chilled +one's soul. There was no money to spare in the General's time, but it +is wonderful what one gardener, who has no hours, and works for love's +sake, can do, even in a place that needed half a dozen. Then he was +assisted unofficially by Donald, who declared that working in the woods +was "fery healthy and good for one or two small cuts I happened to get +in India," and Kate gave herself to the garden. The path by the river +was kept in repair, and one never knew when Kate might appear round the +corner. Once I had come down from the cottage on a fine February day +to see the snowdrops in the sheltered nooks, for there were little +dells white as snow at that season in Tochty woods, and Kate, hearing +that I had passed, came of her kindness to take me back to luncheon. +She had on a jacket of sealskin that we greatly admired, and a felt hat +with three grouse feathers on the side, and round her throat a red +satin scarf. The sun was shining on the bend of the path, and she came +into the light singing "Jack o' Hazeldean," walking, as Kate ever did +in song, with a swinging step like soldiers on a march. It seemed to +me that day that she was born to be the wife either of a noble or a +soldier, and I still wish at times within my heart she were Countess of +Kilspindie, for then the Lodge had been a fair sight to-day, and her +father had died in his own room. And other times I have imagined +myself Kilspindie, who was then Lord Hay, and questioned whether I +should have ordered Tochty to be dismantled and left a waste as it is +this day, and would have gone away to the wars, or would not have loved +to keep it in order for her sake, and visited it in the springtime when +the primroses are out, and the autumn when the leaves are blood-red. +Then I declare that Hay, being of a brave stock, and having acted as a +man of honour--for that is known to all now--ought to have put a good +face on his disappointment; but all the time I know one man who would +have followed Lord Hay's suit, and who regrets that he ever again saw +Tochty Lodge. + +[Illustration: One gardener who . . . works for love's sake.] + +"First of all," said the General as they sallied forth, "we shall go to +the Beeches, and see a view for which one might travel many days, and +pay a ransom." + +So they went out into the court with its draw-well, from which they +must needs have a draught. Suddenly the General laid down the cup like +a man in sudden pain, for he was thinking of Cawnpore, and they passed +quickly through the gateway and turned into a path that wound among +great trees that had been planted, it was said, by the Carnegie who +rode with Montrose. They were walking on a plateau stretching out +beyond the line of the Lodge, and therefore commanding the Glen, if one +had eyes to see and the trees were not in the way. Kate laid her hand +on the General's arm beneath an ancient beech, and they stood in +silence to receive the blessing of the place, for surely never is the +soul so open to the voice of nature as by the side of running water and +in the heart of a wood. The fretted sunlight made shifting figures of +brightness on the ground; above the innumerable leaves rustled and +whispered; a squirrel darted along a branch and watched the intruders +with bright, curious eyes; the rooks cawed from the distance; the +pigeons cooed in sweet, sad cadence close at hand. They sat down on +the bare roots at their feet and yielded themselves to the genius of +the forest--the god who will receive the heart torn and distracted by +the fierce haste and unfinished labours and vain ambitions of life, and +will lay its fever to rest and encompass it with the quietness of +eternity. + +"Father," whispered Kate, after a while, as one wishing to share +confidences, for there must be something to tell, "where are you?" + +"You wish to know? Well, all day I 've been fishing down the stream, +and am coming home, very tired, very dirty, very happy, and I meet my +mother just outside those trees. I am boasting of the fish that I have +caught, none of which, I 'm sure, can be less than half a pound. She +is rating me for my appearance and beseeching me to keep at a distance. +Then I go home and down into the vaulted kitchen, where Janet's mother +gives me joyous welcome, and produces dainties saved from dinner for my +eating. The trouts are now at biggest only a quarter of a pound, for +they have to be cooked as a final course, but those that were hooked +and escaped are each a pound, except one in the hole below Lynedoch +Bridge, which was two pounds to an ounce. Afterwards I make a brave +attempt to rehearse the day in the gunroom to Sandie, who first taught +me to cast a line, and fall fast asleep, and, being shaken up, sneak +off to bed, creeping slowly up the stair, where the light is falling, +to the little room above yours, where, as I am falling over, I seem to +hear my mother's voice as in this sighing of the wind. Ah me, what a +day it was! And you, Kit?" + +"Oh, I was back in the convent with my nuns, and Sister Flora was +trying to teach me English grammar in good French, and I was correcting +her in bad French, and she begins to laugh because it is all so droll. +'I am Scotch, and I teach you English all wrong, and you tell me what I +ought to say in French which is all wrong; let us go into the garden,' +for she was a perfect love, and always covered my faults. I am sitting +in the arbour, and the Sister brings a pear that has fallen. 'I do not +think it is wicked,' she says, and I say it is simply a duty to eat up +fallen pears, and we laugh again. As we sit, they are singing in the +chapel, and I hear 'Ave Maria, ora pro nobis.' Then I think of you, +and the tears will come to my eyes, and I try to hide my face, but the +Sister understands and comforts me. 'Your father is a gallant +gentleman, and the good God pities you, and will keep him in danger,' +and I fondle the Sister, and wonder whether any more pears have fallen. +How peaceful it is within that high wall, which is rough and forbidding +outside, but inside it is hung with greenery, and among the leaves I +see pears and peaches. But I missed you, dad," and Kate touched her +father, for they had a habit of just touching each other gently when +together. + +"Do you really think we have been in India, and that you have a dozen +medals, and I am . . . an old maid?" + +"Certainly not, Kit, a mere invention--we are boy and girl, and . . . +we 'll go on to the view." + +Suddenly they came out from the shade into a narrow lane of light, +where some one of the former time, with an eye and a soul, had cleared +a passage among the trees, so that one standing at the inner end and +looking outwards could see the whole Glen, while the outstretched +branches of the beeches shaded his eyes. Morning in the summer-time +about five o'clock was a favourable hour, because one might see the +last mists lift, and the sun light up the face of Ben Urtach, and +evening-tide was better, because the Glen showed wonderfully tender in +the soft light, and the Grampians were covered with glory. But it was +best to take your first view towards noon, for then you could trace the +Tochty upwards as it appeared and reappeared, till it was lost in woods +at the foot of Glen Urtach, with every spot of interest on either side. +Below the kirk it ran broad and shallow, with a bank of brushwood on +one side and a meadow on the other, fringed with low bushes from behind +which it was possible to drop a fly with some prospects of success, +while in quite unprotected situations the Drumtochty fish laughed at +the tempter, and departed with contemptuous whisks of the tail. Above +the haughs was a little mill, where flax was once spun and its lade +still remained, running between the Tochty and the steep banks down +which the glen descended to the river. Opposite this mill the Tochty +ran with strength, escaping from the narrows of the bridge, and there +it was that Weelum MacLure drove across Sir George in safety, because +the bridge was not for use that day. Whether that bridge was really +built by Marshall Wade in his great work of pacifying the Highlands is +very far from certain, but Drumtochty did not relish any trifling with +its traditions, and had a wonderful pride in its solitary bridge, as +well it might, since from the Beeches nothing could well be more +picturesque. Its plan came nearly to an inverted V, and the apex was +just long enough to allow the horses to rest after the ascent, before +they precipitated themselves down the other side. During that time the +driver leant on the ledge, and let his eye run down the river, taking +in the Parish Kirk above and settling on the Lodge, just able to be +seen among the trees where the Tochty below turned round the bend. +What a Drumtochty man thought on such occasions he never told, but you +might have seen even Whinnie nod his head with emphasis. The bridge +stood up clear of banks and woods, grey, uncompromising, +unconventional, yet not without some grace of its own in its high arch +and abrupt descents. One with good eyes and a favouring sun could see +the water running underneath, and any one caught its sheen higher up, +before a wood came down to the water's edge and seemed to swallow up +the stream. Above the wood it is seen again, with a meal mill on the +Tochty left nestling in among the trees, and one would call it the +veriest burn, but it was there that Posty lost his life to save a +little child. And then it dwindles into the thinnest thread of silver, +and at last is seen no more from the beeches. From the Tochty the eye +makes its raids on north and south. The dark, massy pine-woods on the +left side of the glen are broken at intervals by fields as they +threaten to come down upon the river, and their shelter lends an air of +comfort and warmth to the glen. On the right the sloping land is +tilled from the bank above the river up to the edge of the moor that +swells in green and purple to the foot of the northern rampart of +mountains, but on this side also the glen here and there breaks into +belts of fir, which fling their kindly arms round the scattered +farm-houses, and break up the monotony of green and gold with squares +of dark green foliage and the brown of the tall, bare trunks. Between +the meandering stream and the cultivated land and the woods and the +heather and the distant hills, there was such a variety as cannot be +often gathered into the compass of one landscape. + +[Illustration: Among the great trees.] + +"And all our own," cried Kate in exultation; "let us congratulate +ourselves." + +"I only wish it were, lassie. Why, did n't you understand we have only +these woods and a few acres of ploughed land now?" + +"You stupid old dad; I begin to believe that you have had no education. +Of course the Hays have got the land, but we have the view and the joy +of it. This is the only place where one can say to a stranger, 'Behold +Drumtochty,' and he will see it at a flash and at its best." + +"You 're brighter than your father, Kit, and a contented lassie to +boot, and for that word I'll take you straight to the Pleasaunce." + +"What a charming name; it suggests a fairy world, with all sorts of +beautiful things and people." + +"Quite right, Kit"--leading the way down to a hollow, surrounded by +wood and facing the sun, the General opened a door in an ivy-covered +wall--"for there is just one Pleasaunce on the earth, and that is a +garden." + +It had been a risk to raise certain people's expectations and then +bring them into Tochty garden, for they can be satisfied with no place +that has not a clean-shaven lawn and beds of unvarying circles, +pyrethrum, calceolaria, and geranium, and brakes of rare roses, and +glass-houses with orchids worth fifty pound each, which is a garden in +high life, full of luxury, extravagance, weariness. As Kate entered, a +moss rose which wandered at its will caught her skirt, and the General +cut a blossom which she fastened in her breast, and surely there is no +flower so winsome and fragrant as this homely rose. + +"Like yourself, Miss Carnegie," and the General rallied his simple wit +for the occasion, "very sweet and true, with a thorn, too, if one +gripped it the wrong way." + +Whereat he made believe to run, and had the better speed because there +were no gravel walks with boxwood borders here, but alleys of old turf +that were pleasant both to the touch and the eye. In the centre where +all the ways met he capitulated with honours of war, and explained that +he had intended to compare Kate to a violet, which was her natural +emblem, but had succumbed to the temptation of her eyes, "which make +men wicked, Kit, with the gleam that is in them." + +"Is n't it a tangle?" Which it was, and no one could look upon it +without keen delight, unless he were a horticultural pedant in whom the +appreciation of nature had been killed by parterres. There was some +principle of order, and even now, when the Pleasaunce is a wilderness, +the traces can be found. A dwarf fruit tree stood at every corner, and +between the trees a three-foot border of flowers kept the peas and +potatoes in their places. But the borders were one sustained, +elaborate, glorified disorder. There were roses of all kinds that have +ever gladdened poor gardens and simple hearts--yellow tea roses, moss +roses with their firm, shapely buds, monthly roses that bore nearly all +the year in a warm spot, the white briar that is dear to north country +people, besides standards in their glory, with full round purple +blossom. Among the roses, compassing them about and jostling one +another, some later, some earlier in bloom, most of them together in +the glad summer days, one could find to his hand wall-flowers and +primroses, sweet-william and dusty-miller, daisies red and white, +forget-me-nots and pansies, pinks and carnations, marigolds and phloxes +of many varieties. The confusion of colours was preposterous, and +showed an utter want of aesthetic sense. In fact, one may confess that +the Lodge garden was only one degree removed from the vulgarity and +prodigality of nature. There was no taste, no reserve, no harmony +about that garden. Nature simply ran riot and played according to her +will like a child of the former days, bursting into apple blossom and +laburnum gold and the bloom of peas and the white strawberry flower in +early summer, and then, later in the year, weaving garlands of blazing +red, yellow, white, purple, round beds of stolid roots and brakes of +currant bushes. There was a copper beech, where the birds sang, and +from which they raided the fruit with the skill of Highland caterans. +The Lodge bees lived all day in this garden, save when they went to +reinforce their sweetness from the heather bloom. The big trees stood +round the place and covered it from every wind except the south, and +the sun was ever blessing it. There was one summer-house, a mass of +honeysuckle, and there they sat down as those that had come back to +Eden from a wander year. + +"Well, Kit?" + +"Thank God for our Pleasaunce." And they would have stayed for hours, +but there was one other spot that had a fascination for the General +neither years nor wars had dulled, and he, who was the most +matter-of-fact and romantic of men, must see and show it to his +daughter before they ceased. + +"A mile and more, Kit, but through the woods and by the water all the +way." + +Sometimes they went down a little ravine made by a small burn fighting +and wearing its way for ages to the Tochty, and stood on a bridge of +two planks and a handrail thrown over a tiny pool, where the water was +resting on a bed of small pebbles. The oak copse covered the sides of +the tiny glen and met across the streamlet, and one below could see +nothing but greenery and the glint of the waterfall where the burn +broke into the bosky den from the bare heights above. Other times the +path, that allowed two to walk abreast if they wished very much and +kept close together, would skirt the face of the high river bank, and +if you peeped down through the foliage of the clinging trees you could +see the Tochty running swiftly, and the overhanging branches dipping in +their leaves. Then the river would make a sweep and forsake its bank, +leaving a peninsula of alluvial land between, where the geranium and +the hyacinth and the iris grew in deep, moist soil. One of these was +almost clear of wood and carpeted with thick, soft turf, and the river +beside it was broad and shining. + +"We shall go down here," said the General, "and I will show you +something that I count the finest monument in Perthshire, or maybe in +broad Scotland." + +In the centre of the sward, with trees just touching it with the tips +of their branches, was a little square, with a simple weather-beaten +railing. And the General led Kate to the spot, and stood for a while +in silence. + +"Two young Scottish lassies, Kate, who died two hundred years ago, and +were buried here, and this is the ballad-- + + "'Bessie Bell and Mary Grey + They were twa bonnie lassies, + They biggit a hoose on yonder brae + And theikit it ower wi' rashes.'" + + +Then the General and Kate sat down by the river edge, and he told her +the deathless story,--how in the plague of 1666 they fled to this +district to escape infection; how a lover came to visit one of them and +brought death in his kiss; how they sickened and died; how they were +laid to rest beside the Tochty water; and generations have made their +pilgrimage to the place, so wonderful and beautiful is love. They +loved, and their memory is immortal. + +Kate rested her chin on her hand and gazed at the running water, which +continued while men and women live and love and die. + +"He ought not to have come; it was a cowardly, selfish act, but I +suppose," added the General, "he could not keep away." + +"Be sure she thought none the less of him for his coming, and I think a +woman will count life itself a small sacrifice for love," and Kate went +over to the grave. + +A thrush was singing as they turned to go, and nothing was said on the +way home till they came near the Lodge. + +"Who can that be going in, Kate? He seems a padre." + +"I do not know, unless it be our fellow traveller from Muirtown; but he +has been redressing himself, and is not improved. + +"Father," and Kate stayed the General, as they crossed the threshold of +their home, "we have seen many beautiful things to-day, for which I +thank you; but the greatest was love." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +A WOMAN OF THE NEW DISPENSATION. + +Carmichael's aunt, who equipped his house, was determined on one point, +and would not hear of a clerical housekeeper for her laddie. Margaret +Meiklewham--a woman of a severe countenance, and filled with the spirit +of the Disruption--who had governed the minister of Pitscowrie till his +decease, and had been the terror of callow young probationers, offered +herself, and gave instances of her capability. + +"Gin ye leave yir nephew in my hands, ye needna hae ony mair concern. +A 'll manage him fine, an' hand him on the richt road. Ye may lippen +tae 't, a' wesna five and thirty year wi' Maister MacWheep for naethin'. + +"He wes a wee fractious and self-willed at the off-go, an' wud be +wantin' this an' that for his denner, but he sune learned tae tak' what +wes pit afore him; an' as for gaein' oot withoot tellin' me, he wud as +sune hae thocht o' fleein'; when he cam' in he keepit naethin' back at +his tea. + +"Preachin' wes kittle wark in Pitscoorie, for the fouk were awfu' +creetics, though they didna maybe think sae muckle o' themselves as +Drumtochty. A' aye githered their jidgment through the week, an' gin +he hed made a slip meddling wi' warks or sic-like in his sermon, it wes +pit richt next Sabbath, and sovereignty whuppit in at the feenish. + +"Ye ken the Auld Kirk hes tae be watchit like a cat wi' a moose, an' +though a' say it as sudna, Maister MacWheep wud hae made a puir job o' +the business himsel'. The pairish meenister wes terrible plausible, +an' askit oor man tae denner afore he wes settled in his poopit, an' he +wes that simple, he wud hae gaen," and Margaret indicated by an +uplifting of her eyebrows the pitiable innocence of MacWheep. + +"Ye guidit him, nae doot?" inquired Carmichael's aunt, with interest. + +"'Maister MacWheep,' says I," and Miss Meiklewham's lips were very +firm, "'a 'll no deny that the Auld Kirk is Christian, an' a've never +said that a Moderate cudna be savit, but the less trokin' (trafficking) +ye hae wi' them the better. There 's maybe naethin' wrang wi' a +denner, but the next thing 'll be an exchange o' poopits, and the day +ye dae that ye may close the Free Kirk.' + +"And the weemen"--here the housekeeper paused as one still lost in +amazement at the audacity with which they had waylaid the helpless +MacWheep--"there wes ae madam in Muirtown that hed the face tae invite +hersel' oot tae tea wi' three dochters, an' the way they wud flatter +him on his sermons wes shamefu'. + +"If they didna begin askin' him tae stay wi' them on Presbytery days, +and Mrs. MacOmish hed the face tae peety him wi' naebody but a +hoosekeeper. He lat oot tae me though that the potatoes were as hard +as a stone at denner, an' that he hed juist ae blanket on his bed, +which wesna great management for four weemen." + +As Carmichael's aunt seemed to be more and more impressed, Margaret +moistened her lips and rose higher. + +"So the next time ma lady comes oot tae see the spring flowers," she +said, "a' explained that the minister wes sae delicate that a' didna +coont it richt for him tae change his bed, and a' thocht it wud be mair +comfortable for him tae come hame on the Presbytery nichts, an' safer. + +"What said she? No a word," and Miss Meiklewham recalled the ancient +victory with relish. "She lookit at me, and a' lookit at her, an' +naething passed; but that wes the laist time a' saw her at the manse. +A 've hed experience, and a 'm no feared tae tak' chairge o' yir +nephew." + +Carmichael's aunt was very deferential, complimenting the eminent woman +on her gifts and achievements, and indicating that it would be hard for +a young Free Kirk minister to obtain a better guardian; but she had +already made arrangements with a woman from the south, and could not +change. + +Drumtochty was amazed at her self-will, and declared by the mouth of +Kirsty Stewart that Carmichael's aunt had flown in the face of +Providence. Below her gentle simplicity she was however a shrewd +woman, and was quite determined that her nephew should not be handed +over to the tender mercies of a clerical housekeeper, who is said to be +a heavier yoke than the Confession of Faith, for there be clever ways +of escape from confessions, but none from Margaret Meiklewham; and +while all the churches are busy every year in explaining that their +Articles do not mean what they say, Miss Meiklewham had a snort which +was beyond all she said, and that was not by any means restricted. + +"John," said Carmichael's aunt, one day after they had been buying +carpets, "I 've got a housekeeper for you that will keep you +comfortable and can hold her tongue," but neither then nor afterwards, +neither to her nephew nor to Drumtochty, did Carmichael's aunt tell +where she secured Sarah. + +"That's my secret, John," she used to say, with much roguishness, "an' +ye maun confess that there 's ae thing ye dinna ken. Ye 'll hae the +best-kept manse in the Presbytery, an' ye 'll hae nae concern, sae be +content." + +Which he was, and asked no questions, so that he knew no more of Sarah +the day she left than the night she arrived; and now he sometimes +speculates about her history, but he has no clue. + +She was an event in the life of the parish, and there are those who +speak of her unto this day with exasperation. The new housekeeper was +a subject of legitimate though ostentatiously veiled curiosity, and it +was expected that a full biography by Elspeth Macfadyen would be at the +disposal of the kirkyard, as well as the Free Kirk gate, within ten +days of her arrival; it might even be on the following Sabbath, +although it was felt that this was asking too much of Elspeth. + +It was on the Friday evening Mrs. Macfadyen called, with gifts of +butter and cream for the minister, and was received with grave, silent +courtesy. While they played with the weather, the visitor made a swift +examination, and she gave the results on Sabbath for what they were +worth. + +"A tall, black wumman, spare an' erect, no ill-faured nor ill-made; na, +na, a 'll alloo that; a trig, handy cummer, wi' an eye like a hawk an' +a voice like pussy; nane o' yir gossipin', haverin', stravaigin' kind. +He 'll be clever 'at gets onything out o' her or maks much o' a bargain +wi' her. + +"Sall, she 's a madam an' nae mistak'. If that waefu', cunnin', +tramping wratch Clockie didna come tae the door, where I was sittin', +an' askit for the new minister. Ye ken he used tae come an' hear +Maister Cunningham on the principles o' the Disruption for an 'oor, +givin' oot that he wes comin' roond tae the Free Kirk view; then he got +his denner an' a suit o' claithes." + +"A' mind o' Clockie gettin' five shillin's ae day," remarked Jamie +Soutar, who was at the Free Kirk that morning; "he hed started Dr. +Chalmers wi' the minister; Dr. Guthrie he coontit to be worth aboot +half-a-croon; but he aince hed three shillin's oot o' the Cardross +case. He wes graund on the doctrine o' speeritual independence, and +terrible drouthy; but a 'm interruptin' ye, Elspeth." + +"'The minister is at dinner,' says she, 'and can't be disturbed; he +sees no one at the door.' + +"'It's reeligion a 'm come aboot,' says Clockie, stickin' in his foot +tae keep the door open, 'an' a'll juist wait at the fire.' + +"'It's more likely to be whisky from your breath, and you will find a +public-house in the village; we give nothing to vagrants here.' Then +she closed the door on his foot, and the language he used in the yard +wesna connectit wi' reeligion." + +Drumtochty admitted that this showed a woman of vigour--although our +conventions did not allow us to treat Clockie or any known wastrel so +masterfully--and there was an evident anxiety to hear more. + +"Her dress wes black an' fittit like a glove, an' wes set aff wi' a +collar an' cuffs, an' a' saw she hedna come frae the country, so that +wes ae thing settled; yon 's either a toon dress or maybe her ain +makin' frae patterns. + +"It micht be Edinburgh or Glesgie, but a' began tae jalouse England +aifter hearin' her hannel Clockie, sae a' watchit fur a word tae try +her tongue." + +"Wurk is a gude handy test," suggested Jamie; "the English hae barely +ae r, and the Scotch hae aboot sax in 't." + +"She wudna say 't, Jamie, though a' gied her a chance, speakin' aboot +ae wumman daein' a'thing in the manse, sae a' fell back on church, an' +that brocht oot the truth. She didna say 'chich,' so she 's no English +born, and she didna say 'churrrch,' so she 's been oot o' Scotland. It +wes half and between, and so a' said it wud be pleasant for her tae be +in her ain country again, aifter livin' in the sooth." + +Her hearers indicated that Elspeth had not fallen beneath herself, and +began to wonder how a woman who had lived in London would fit into +Drumtochty. + +"What div ye think she said tae me?" Then Drumtochty understood that +there had been an incident, and that Elspeth as a conversationalist, if +not as a raconteur, had found her equal. + +"'You are very kind to think of my movements, but'"--and here Mrs. +Macfadyen spoke very slowly--"'I'm afraid they don't teach home +geography at your school. Paisley is not out of Scotland.'" + +"Ye've met yir match, Elspeth," said Jamie, with a hoarse chuckle, and +the situation was apparent to all. It was evident that the new +housekeeper was minded to hide her past, and the choice of her last +residence was a stroke of diabolical genius. Paisley is an ancient +town inhabited by a virtuous and industrious people, who used to make +shawls and now spin thread, and the atmosphere is so literary that it +is believed every tenth man is a poet. Yet people do not boast of +having been born there, and natives will pretend they came from +Greenock. No one can mention Paisley without a smile, and yet no one +can say what amused him. Certain names are the source of perennial +laughter, in which their inhabitants join doubtfully, as persons not +sure whether to be proud or angry. They generally end in an apology, +while the public, grasping vaguely at the purpose of such a place, +settle on it every good tale that is going about the world unprovided +for and fatherless. So a name comes to be bathed in the ridiculous, +and a mere reference to it passes for a stroke of supreme felicity. + +"Paisley"--Jamie again tasted the idea--"she 'll be an acqueesition tae +the Glen." + +It was Sarah's first stroke of character to arrive without +notice--having utterly baffled Peter at the Junction--and to be in +complete possession of the manse on the return of Carmichael and his +aunt from pastoral visits. + +"Sarah," cried the old lady in amazement at the sight of the +housekeeper in full uniform, calm and self-possessed, as one having +been years in this place, "when did ye come?" + +"Two hours ago, m'am, and I think I understand the house. Shall I +bring tea into the dining-room, or would you rather have it in the +study?" But she did not once glance past his aunt to Carmichael, who +was gazing in silence at this composed young woman in the doorway. + +"This is Sarah, John, who hes come to keep yir house," and his aunt +stepped back. "Sarah, this is my dear laddie, the minister." + +Perhaps because her eyes were of a flashing black that pierced one like +a steel blade, Sarah usually looked down in speaking to you, but now +she gave Carmichael one swift, comprehensive look that judged him soul +and body, then her eyes fell, and her face, always too hard and keen, +softened. + +"I will try, sir, to make you comfortable, and you will tell me +anything that is wrong." + +"You took us by surprise, Sarah," and Carmichael, after his hearty +fashion, seized his housekeeper's hand; "let me bid you welcome to the +manse. I hope you will be happy here, and not feel lonely." + +But the housekeeper only bowed, and turned to his aunt. + +"Dinner at six? As you were not in, and it did not seem any use +consulting the woman that was here, I am preparing for that hour." + +"Well, ye see, Sarah, we have just been taking tea, with something to +it, but if--" + +"Gentlemen prefer evening dinner, ma'am." + +"Quite right, Sarah," burst in Carmichael in great glee; "tea-dinner is +the most loathsome meal ever invented, and we 'll never have it in the +Free Manse. + +"That is an admirable woman, auntie," as Sarah disappeared, "with sound +views on important subjects. I 'll never ask again where she came +from; she is her own testimonial." + +"You mauna be extravagant, John; Sarah hes never seen a manse before, +and I must tell her not to--" + +"Ruin me, do you mean, by ten courses every evening, like the dinners +West-end philanthropists used to give our men to show them how to +behave at table? We 'll be very economical, only having meat twice a +week--salt fish the other days--but it will always be dinner." + +"What ails you at tea-dinner, John? it's very tasty and homely." + +"It's wicked, auntie, and has done more injury to religion than +drinking. No, I'm not joking--that is a childish habit--but giving +utterance to profound truth, which ought to be proclaimed on the +house-tops, or perhaps in the kitchens. + +"Let me explain, and I 'll make it as plain as day--all heresy is just +bad thinking, and that comes from bad health, and the foundation of +health is food. A certain number of tea-dinners would make a man into +a Plymouth brother. It's a mere question of time. + +"You see if a man's digestion is good he takes a cheerful view of +things; but if he is full of bile, then he is sure that everybody is +going to be lost except himself and his little set, and that's heresy. +Apologetics is just dietetics; now there 's an epigram made for you on +the spot, and you don't know what it means, so we 'll have a walk +instead." + +His aunt knew what was coming, but was too late to resist, so she was +twice taken round the room for exercise, till she cried out for mercy, +and was left to rest while Carmichael went out to get an appetite for +that dinner. + +Nothing was said during its progress, but when Sarah had finally +departed after her first triumph, won under every adverse circumstance +of strangeness and limited resources, Carmichael took his aunt's hand +and kissed it. + +"It is an illuminated address you deserve, auntie, for such a paragon; +as it is, I shall be the benefactor of a Presbytery, asking the men up +by turns on fast-days, and sending them home speechless with +satisfaction." + +"Sarah was always a clever woman; if she had only--" But Carmichael +heard not, in his boyish excitement of householding. + +"Clever is a cold word for such genius. Mark my words, there is not a +manse in Perthshire that shall not sound with the praise of Sarah. I +vow perpetual celibacy on the spot. No man would dream of marrying +that had the privilege of such a housekeeper." + +"Ye 're a silly laddie, John; but some day a fair face will change a' +yer life, an' if she be a good wumman like your mother, I 'll thank +God." + +"No woman can be compared with her," and the minister sobered. "You +and she have spoiled me for other women, and now you have placed me +beyond temptation with such a cook." + +So it came to pass that Carmichael, who knew nothing about fine cooking +till Sarah formed his palate with her cunning sauces, and, after all, +cared as little what he ate as any other healthy young man, boasted of +his housekeeper continually by skilful allusions, till the honest wives +of his fathers and brethren were outraged and grew feline, as any +natural woman will if a servant is flung in her face in this +aggravating fashion. + +"I 'm glad to hear you 're so well pleased, Mr. Carmichael," Mrs. +MacGuffie would say, who was full of advice, and fed visitors on the +produce of her garden, "but no man knows comfort till he marries. It's +a chop one day and a steak the next all the year round--nothing tasty +or appetising; and as for his shirts, most bachelors have to sew on +their own buttons. Ah, you all pretend to be comfortable, but I know +better, for Mr. MacGuffie has often told me what he suffered." + +Whereat Carmichael would rage furiously, and then, catching sight of +MacGuffie, would bethink him of a Christian revenge. MacGuffie was +invited up to a day of humiliation--Sarah receiving for once _carte +blanche_--and after he had powerfully exhorted the people from the +words, "I am become like a bottle in the smoke," he was conducted to +the manse in an appropriately mournful condition, and set down at the +table. He was inclined to dwell on the decadence of Disruption +principles during soup, but as the dinner advanced grew wonderfully +cheerful, and being installed in an arm-chair with a cup of decent +coffee beside him, sighed peacefully, and said, "Mr. Carmichael, you +have much cause for thankfulness." Mr. MacGuffie had not come to the +age of sixty, however, without learning something, and he only gave his +curious spouse to understand that Carmichael had done all in his power +to make his guest comfortable, and was not responsible for his +servant's defects. + +[Illustration: "Mr. Carmichael, you have much cause for thankfulness."] + +Ladies coming with their husbands to visit the manse, conceived a +prejudice against Sarah on the general ground of dislike to all +housekeepers as a class of servants outside of any mistress's control, +and therefore apt to give themselves airs, and especially because this +one had a subtle suggestion of independent personality that was all the +more irritating because it could not be made plain to the dull male +intelligence, which was sadly deceived. + +"What a lucky man Carmichael is on his first venture!" Even Dr. +Dowbiggin, of St. Columba's, Muirtown, grew enthusiastic to his wife in +the privacy of their bedchamber on a sacramental visit, and every one +knows that the Doctor was a responsible man, ministering to four +bailies and making "overtures" to the Assembly, beginning with +"Whereas" and ending with "Venerable House." "I am extremely pleased +to see . . . everything so nice." + +"You mean, James, that you have had a good dinner, far too ambitious +for a young minister's table. Did you ever see an entrée on a +Disruption table, or dessert with finger glasses? I call it +sinful--for the minister of Drumtochty, at least; and I don't believe +he was ever accustomed to such ways. If she attended to his clothes, +it would set her better than cooking French dishes. Did you notice the +coat he was wearing at the station?--just like a gamekeeper. But it is +easy for a woman to satisfy a man; give him something nice to eat, and +he 'll ask no more." + +"So far as my recollection serves me, Maria"--the Doctor was ruffled, +and fell into his public style--"I made no reference to food, cooked or +uncooked, and perhaps I may be allowed to say that it is not a subject +one thinks of . . . at such seasons. What gave me much satisfaction +was to see one of our manses so presentable; as regards the +housekeeper, so far as I had an opportunity of observing, she seemed a +very capable woman indeed," and the Doctor gave one of his coughs, +which were found most conclusive in debate. + +"It's easy to be a man's servant," retorted Mrs. Dowbiggin, removing a +vase of flowers from the dressing-table with contempt, "for they never +look below the surface. Did you notice her hands, as white and smooth +as a lady's? You may be sure there 's little scrubbing and brushing +goes on in this manse." + +"How do you know, Maria?"--the Doctor was weakening. "You have never +been in the house before." + +"We 'll soon see that, James, though I dare say it would never occur to +a man to do such a thing. Did you ever look below the bed?" + +"Never," replied the Doctor, promptly, who was not constructed to +stoop, "and I am not going to begin after that . . . ah . . . this +evening, with work before me to-morrow. But I would be glad to see +you." + +"I have done so every night of my life for fear of robbers, and the +dust I 've seen in strange houses--it's there you can tell a good +servant," and Mrs. Dowbiggin nodded with an air of great sagacity. + +"Well," demanded the Doctor, anxiously watching the operation, "guilty +or not guilty?" + +"She knew what I would do. I hate those sharp women," and then the +Doctor grew so eloquent over uncharitable judgments and unreasonable +prejudices that his wife denounced Sarah bitterly as a "cunning woman +who got on the blind side of gentlemen." + +Her popularity with Carmichael's friends was beyond question, for +though she was a reserved woman, with no voluntary conversation, they +all sent messages to her, inquired for her well-being at Fast-days, and +brought her gifts of handkerchiefs, gloves, and such like. When they +met at Theologicals and Synods they used to talk of Sarah with +unction--till married men were green with envy--being simple fellows +and helpless in the hands of elderly females of the Meiklewham genus. +For there are various arts by which a woman, in Sarah's place, wins a +man's gratitude, and it may be admitted that one is skilful cooking. +Sensible and book-reading men do not hunger for six courses, but they +are critical about their toast and . . . nothing more, for that is the +pulse. Then a man also hates to have any fixed hour for +breakfast--never thinking of houses where they have prayers at 7.50 +without a shudder--but a man refuses to be kept waiting five minutes +for dinner. If a woman will find his belongings, which he has +scattered over three rooms and the hall, he invests her with many +virtues, and if she packs his portmanteau, he will associate her with +St. Theresa. But if his hostess be inclined to discuss problems with +him, he will receive her name with marked coldness; and if she follow +up this trial with evil food, he will conceive a rooted dislike for +her, and will flee her house. So simple is a man. + +When Sarah proposed to Carmichael that she should prepare breakfast +after he rung for his hot water, and when he never caught a hint of +reproach on her face though he sat up till three and came down at +eleven, he was lifted, hardly believing that such humanity could be +found among women, who always seem to have a time table they are +carrying out the livelong day. + +"The millennium is near at hand," said MacQueen, when the morning +arrangements of the Free Kirk manse of Drumtochty were made known to +him--MacQueen, who used to arrive without so much as a nightshirt, +having left a trail of luggage behind him at various junctions, and has +written books so learned that no one dares to say that he has not read +them. Then he placed an ounce of shag handy, and Carmichael stoked the +fire, and they sat down, with Beaton, who could refer to the Summa of +St. Thomas Aquinas from beginning to end, and they discussed the +Doctrine of Scripture in the Fathers, and the formation of the Canon, +and the authorship of the Pentateuch till two in the study. Afterwards +they went to MacQueen's room to hear him on the Talmud, and next +adjourned to Beaton's room, who offered a series of twelve preliminary +observations on the Theology of Rupert of Deutz, whereupon his host +promptly put out his candle, leaving that man of supernatural memory to +go to bed in the dark; and as Carmichael pulled up the blind in his own +room, the day was breaking and a blackbird had begun to sing. Next +afternoon Beaton had resumed his observations on Rupert, but now they +were lying among the heather on the side of Glen Urtach, and Carmichael +was asleep, while MacQueen was thinking that they would have a good +appetite for dinner that evening. + +Sarah had only one fault to find with her master, and that was his +Bohemian dress; but since it pleased him to go one button less through +studied carelessness, she let him have his way; and as for everything +else, she kept her word to his aunt, and saw that he wanted for +nothing, serving him with perpetual thoughtfulness and swift capacity. + +Little passed between them except a good-natured word or two from him +and her courteous answer, but she could read him as a book, and when he +came home that day from Muirtown she saw he was changed. He was +slightly flushed, and he could not sit still, wandering in and out his +study till dinner-time. He allowed the soup to cool, and when she came +in with sweets he had barely touched his cutlet. + +"It is the sauce you like, sir," with some reproach in her voice. + +"So it is, Sarah--and first rate." Then he added suddenly, "Can you +put a button on this coat to-night, and give it a good brush?" + +In the evening Sarah went down to post a letter, and heard the talk, +how Miss Carnegie had come home with the General, and was worthy of her +house; how the minister also had driven up with her from Muirtown; and +on her return she did her best by the coat, handling it very kindly, +and singing softly to herself "Robin Adair." + +Next morning he came down in his blacks--the worst-made suit ever seen +on a man, ordered to help a village tailor at his home--and announced +his intention of starting after lunch for Saunderson's manse, beyond +Tochty woods, where he would stay all night. + +"He will call on the way down, and, if he can, coming back," Sarah said +to herself, as she watched him go, "but it's a pity he should go in +such a coat; it might have been put together with a pitchfork. It only +makes the difference greater, and 't is wider than he knows already. +And yet a woman can marry beneath her without loss; but for a man it is +ruin." + +She went up to his room and made it neat, which was ever in disorder on +his leaving, and then she went to a western window and looked into the +far distance. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +A WOMAN OF THE OLD DISPENSATION. + +Every Sabbath at eleven o'clock, or as soon thereafter as the people +were seated--consideration was always shown to distant figures coming +down from the high glen--Carmichael held what might be called High Mass +in the Free Kirk. Nothing was used in praise but the Psalms of David, +with an occasional Paraphrase sanctioned by usage and sound teaching. +The prayers were expected to be elaborate in expression and careful in +statement, and it was then that they prayed for the Queen and Houses of +Parliament. And the sermon was the event to which the efforts of the +minister and the thoughts of the people had been moving for the whole +week. No person was absent except through sore sickness or urgent farm +duty; nor did rain or snow reduce the congregation by more than ten +people, very old or very young. Carmichael is now minister of a West +End kirk, and, it is freely rumoured in Drumtochty, has preached before +Lords of Session; but he has never been more nervous than facing that +handful of quiet, impenetrable, critical faces in his first kirk. When +the service was over, the people broke into little bands that +disappeared along the west road, and over the moor, and across the +Tochty. Carmichael knew each one was reviewing his sermon head by +head, and, pacing his garden, he remembered the missing points with +dismay. + +It was the custom of the Free Kirk minister to go far afield of a +summer evening, and to hold informal services in distant parts of the +parish. This was the joy of the day to him, who was really very young +and hated all conventionalities even unto affectation. He was never +weary of complaining that he had to wear a gown, which was continually +falling back and being hitched over with impatient motions, and the +bands, which he could never tie, and were, he explained to a horrified +beadle in Muirtown, an invention of Satan to disturb the preacher's +soul before his work. Once, indeed, he dared to appear without his +trappings, on the plea of heat, but the visible dismay and sorrow of +the people was so great--some failing to find the Psalm till the first +verse had been sung--that he perspired freely and forgot the middle +head of his discourse. + +"It's a mercy," remarked Mrs. Macfadyen to Burnbrae afterward, "that he +didna play that trick when there wes a bairn tae be baptised. It wudna +hae been lichtsome for its fouk; a'body wants a properly ordained +minister. Ye 'll gie him a hint, Burnbrae, for he's young and +fordersome (rash), but gude stuff for a' his pliskies (frolics)." + +No one would have liked to see the sacred robes in the places of +evening worship, and Carmichael threw all forms to the winds--only +drawing the line, with great regret and some searchings of heart, at +his tweed jacket. His address for these summer evening gatherings he +studied as he went through the fragrant pine woods or over the moor by +springy paths that twisted through the heather, or along near cuts that +meant leaping little burns and climbing dykes whose top stones were apt +to follow your heels with embarrassing attachment. Here and there the +minister would stop as a trout leapt in a pool, or a flock of wild duck +crossed the sky to Loch Sheuchie, or the cattle thrust inquisitive +noses through some hedge, as a student snatches a mouthful from some +book in passing. For these walks were his best study; when thinking of +his people in their goodness and simplicity, and touched by nature at +her gentlest, he was freed from many vain ideas of the schools and from +artificial learning, and heard the Galilean speak as He used to do +among the fields of corn. He came on people going in the same +direction, but they only saluted, refraining even from the weather, +since the minister's thoughts must not be disturbed, and they were +amazed to notice, that he stooped to pluck a violet in the wood. His +host would come a little way to meet him and explain the arrangements +that had been made for a kirk. Sometimes the meeting-place was the +granary of the farm, with floor swept clean and the wooden shutters +opened for light, where the minister preached against a mixed +background of fanners, corn measures, piles of sacks, and spare +implements of the finer sort; and the congregation, who had come up a +ladder cautiously like hens going to roost--being severally warned +about the second highest step--sat on bags stuffed with straw, boards +resting on upturned pails, while a few older folk were accommodated +with chairs, and some youngsters disdained not the floor. It was +pleasanter in the barn, a cool, lofty, not unimpressive place of +worship, with its mass of golden straw and its open door through which +various kindly sounds of farm life came in and strange visitors +entered. The collies, most sociable of animals, would saunter in and +make friendly advances to Carmichael reading a chapter; then, catching +their master's eye and detecting no encouragement, would suddenly +realise that they were at kirk, and compose themselves to sleep--"juist +like ony Christian," as Hillocks once remarked with envy, his own plank +allowing no liberties--and never taking any part except in a hymn like + + "See the mighty host advancing, + Satan leading on," + +which they regarded as recreation rather than worship. + +It was also recalled for years that a pet lamb came into Donald +Menzies's barn and wandered about for a while, and Carmichael told that +pretty legend of St. Francis, how he saw a white lamb among the kids, +and burst into tears at the sight, because it reminded him of Jesus +among the sinners. Indeed, these services were very extemporaneous, +with hymns instead of psalms, and sermons without divisions. +Carmichael also allowed himself illustrations from the life around, and +even an anecdote at a time, which was all the more keenly relished that +it would have been considered a confession of weakness in a regular +sermon. He has been heard to say that he came nearer the heart of +things once or twice in the barns than he has ever done since, not even +excepting that famous course of sermons every one talked about last +year, the "Analysis of Doubt," which almost converted two professors to +Christianity, and were heard by the editor of the _Caledonian_ in the +disguise of a street preacher. It was also pleasantly remembered for +long in the parish that Dr. Davidson appeared one evening in Donald +Menzies's barn and joined affably in the "Sweet By-and-Bye." +Afterward, being supplied with a large arm-chair, he heard the address +with much attention--nodding approval four times, if not five--and +pronouncing the benediction with such impressiveness that Donald felt +some hesitation in thrashing his last stack in the place next day. The +Doctor followed up this visit with an exhortation from the pulpit on +the following Sabbath, in which he carefully distinguished such +services by an ordained minister, although held in a barn, from +unlicensed Plymouthistic gatherings held in corn rooms--this at +Milton's amateur efforts--and advised his people in each district to +avail themselves of "my friend Mr. Carmichael's excellent +ministrations," which Papal Bull, being distributed to the furthest +corner of the parish before nightfall, greatly lifted the Free Kirk and +sweetened the blood of the Glen for years. It seemed to me, watching +things in Drumtochty during those days with an impartial mind, that the +Doctor, with his care for the poor, his sympathy for the oppressed, his +interest in everything human, his shrewd practical wisdom, and his wide +toleration, was the very ideal of the parish clergyman. He showed me +much courtesy while I lived in the Cottage, although I did not belong +to his communion, and as my imagination reconstructs the old parish of +a winter night by the fire, I miss him as he used to be on the road, in +the people's homes, in his pulpit, among his books--ever an honourable +and kind-hearted gentleman. + +One evening a woman came into Donald Menzies's barn just before the +hour of service, elderly, most careful in her widow's dress, somewhat +austere in expression, but very courteous in her manner. No one +recognised her at the time, but she was suspected to be the forerunner +of the Carnegie household, and Donald offered her a front seat. She +thanked him for his good-will, but asked for a lower place, greatly +delighting him by a reference to the parable wherein the Master rebuked +the ambitious Pharisees who scrambled for chief seats. Their accent +showed of what blood they both were, and that their Gaelic had still +been mercifully left them, but they did not use it because of their +perfect breeding, which taught them not to speak a foreign tongue in +this place. So the people saw Donald offer her a hymn-book and heard +her reply: + +"It iss not a book that I will be using, and it will be a peety to take +it from other people;" nor would she stand at the singing, but sat very +rigid and with closed lips. When Carmichael, who had a pleasant tenor +voice and a good ear, sang a solo, then much tasted in such meetings, +she arose and left the place, and the minister thought he had never +seen anything more uncompromising than her pale set face. + +[Illustration: Carmichael sang a solo.] + +It was evident that she was Free Kirk and of the Highland persuasion, +which was once over-praised and then has been over-blamed, but is never +understood by the Lowland mind; and as Carmichael found that she had +come to live in a cottage at the entrance to the Lodge, he looked in on +his way home. She was sitting at a table reading the Bible, and her +face was more hostile than in the meeting; but she received him with +much politeness, dusting a chair and praying him to be seated. "You +have just come to the district to reside, I think? I hope you will +like our Glen." + +"It wass here that I lived long ago, but I hef been married and away +with my mistress many years, and there are not many that will know me." + +"But you are not of Drumtochty blood?" inquired the minister. + +"There iss not one drop of Sassenach blood in my veins"--this with a +sudden flash. "I am a Macpherson and my husband wass a Macpherson; but +we hef served the house of Carnegie for four generations." + +"You are a widow, I think, Mrs. Macpherson?" and Carmichael's voice +took a tone of sympathy. "Have you any children?" + +"My husband iss dead, and I had one son, and he iss dead also; that iss +all, and I am alone;" but in her voice there was no weakening. + +"Will you let me say how sorry I am?" pleaded Carmichael, "this is a +great grief, but I hope you have consolations." + +"Yes, I will be having many consolations; they both died like brave men +with their face to the enemy. There were six that did not feel fery +well before Ian fell; he could do good work with the sword as well as +the bayonet, and he wass not bad with the dirk at a time." + +Neither this woman nor her house were like anything in Drumtochty, for +in it there was a buffet for dishes, and a carved chest and a large +chair, all of old black oak; and above the mantelpiece two broadswords +were crossed, with a circle of war medals beneath on a velvet ground, +flanked by two old pistols. + +"I suppose those arms have belonged to your people, Mrs. Macpherson; +may I look at them?" + +"They are not anything to be admiring, and it wass not manners that I +should hef been boasting of my men. It iss a pleasant evening and good +for walking." + +"You were at the meeting, I think?" and Carmichael tried to get nearer +this iron woman. "We were sorry you had to go out before the end. Did +you not feel at home?" + +"I will not be accustomed to the theatre, and I am not liking it +instead of the church." + +"But surely there was nothing worse in my singing alone than praying +alone?" and Carmichael began to argue like a Scotsman, who always +fancies that people can be convinced by logic, and forgets that many +people, Celts in especial, are ruled by their heart and not by their +head; "do you see anything wrong in one praising God aloud in a hymn, +as the Virgin Mary did?" + +"It iss the Virgin Mary you will be coming to next, no doubt, and the +Cross and the Mass, like the Catholics, although I am not saying +anything against them, for my mother's cousins four times removed were +Catholics, and fery good people. But I am a Presbyterian, and do not +want the Virgin Mary." + +Carmichael learned at that moment what it was to argue with a woman, +and he was to make more discoveries in that department before he came +to terms with the sex, and would have left in despair had it not been +for an inspiration of his good angel. + +"Well, Mrs. Macpherson, I did n't come to argue about hymns, but to bid +you welcome to the Glen and to ask for a glass of water, for preaching +is thirsty work." + +"It iss black shame I am crying on myself for sitting here and offering +you neither meat nor drink," and she was stung with regret in an +instant. "It iss a little spirits you will be tasting, and this iss +Talisker which I will be keeping for a friend, for whisky iss not for +women." + +She was full of attention, but when Carmichael took milk instead of +whisky, her suspicions revived, and she eyed him again. + +"You are not one of those new people I am hearing of in the Lowlands +that are wiser than the fery Apostles?" + +"What people?" and Carmichael trembled for his new position. + +"'Total abstainers' they will call themselves," and the contempt in her +accent was wonderful. + +"No, I am not," Carmichael hastened to reassure his hostess; "but there +are worse people than abstainers in the world, and it would be better +if we had a few more. I will stick to the milk, if you please." + +"You will take what you please," and she was again mollified; "but the +great ministers always had their tasting after preaching; and I hef +heard one of them say that it wass a sin to despise the Lord's mercies. +You will be taking another glass of milk and resting a little." + +"This hospitality reminds me of my mother, Mrs. Macpherson." +Carmichael was still inspired, and was, indeed, now in full sail. "She +was a Highland woman, and had the Gaelic. She sometimes called me Ian +instead of John." + +"When you wass preaching about the shepherd finding the sheep, I wass +wondering how you had the way to the heart, and I might have been +thinking, oh yes, I might hef known"--all the time Janet was ever +bringing something new out of the cupboard, though Carmichael only +sipped the milk. "And what wass your mother's name?" + +"Farquharson; her people came from Braemar; but they are all dead now, +and I am the last of the race." + +"A good clan," cried Janet, in great spirits, "and a loyal; they were +out with the Macphersons in the '45. Will you happen to know whether +your ancestor suffered?" + +"That he did, for he shot an English officer dead on his doorstep, and +had to flee the country; it was not a pretty deed." + +"Had the officer broken bread with him?" inquired Janet, anxiously. + +"No, he had come to quarter himself and his men on him, and said +something rude about the Prince." + +"Your ancestor gave him back his word like a gentleman; but he would +maybe hef to stay away for a while. Wass he of the chief's blood?" + +"Oh no, just a little laird, and he lost his bit of land, and we never +saw the place again." + +"He would be a Dunniewassal, and proud it iss I am to see you in my +house; and the Gaelic, will you hef some words?" + +"Just the sound of it, Mrs. Macpherson," and he repeated his three +sentences, all that he had learned of his mother, who had become a +Scotswoman in her speech. + +"Call me Janet, my dear; and it iss the good Gaelic your mother must +have had, and it makes my heart glad to think my minister iss a +Farquharson, by the mother's side." + +"We sing nothing but Psalms at church, Mrs. . . . . Janet, so you will +be pleased, and we stand to pray and sit to sing." + +"Tuts, tuts, I am not minding about a bit hime at a time from a friend, +but it iss those Lowlanders meddling with everything I do not like, and +I am hoping to hear you sing again, for it wass a fery pretty tune;" +and the smith, passing along the road when Carmichael left that +evening, heard Janet call him "my dear," and invoke a thousand +blessings on his head. + +When he called again in the end of the week to cement the alliance and +secure her presence on Sabbath, Janet was polishing the swords, and was +willing enough to give their history. + +"This wass my great-grandfather's, and these two nicks in the blade +were made on the dragoons at Prestonpans; and this wass my husband's +sword, for he wass sergeant-major before he died, a fery brave man, +good at the fighting and the praying too. + +"Maybe I am wrong, and I do not know what you may be thinking, but +things come into my mind when I am reading the Bible, and I will be +considering that it wass maybe not so good that the Apostles were +fishing people." + +"What ails you at fishermen, Janet?" + +"Nothing at all but one thing; they are clever at their nets and at +religion, but I am not hearing that they can play with the sword or the +dirk. + +"It wass a fery good intention that Peter had that night, no doubt, and +I will be liking him for it when he took his sword to the policeman, +but it wass a mighty poor blow. If Ian or his father had got as near +as that, it would not have been an ear that would have been missing." + +"Perhaps his head," suggested Carmichael. + +"He would not have been putting his nose into honest people's business +again, at any rate," and Janet nodded her head as one who could see a +downright blow that left no regrets; "it hass always made me ashamed to +read about that ear. + +"It wass not possible, and it iss maybe no good speaking about it +now"--Janet felt she had a minister now she could open her mind +to--"but it would hef been better if our Lord could hef had twelve +Macphersons for His Apostles." + +"You mean they would have been more brave and faithful?" + +"There 'wass a price of six thousand pounds, or it might be four, put +on Cluny's head after Culloden, and the English soldiers were all up +and down the country, but I am not hearing that any clansman betrayed +his chief. + +"Thirty pieces of silver wass a fery small reward for such a dirty +deed, and him one of the Chief's tail too; it wass a mistake to be +trusting to fisher folk instead of Glen's men. + +"There iss something I hef wished," concluded Janet, who seemed to have +given her mind to the whole incident, "that Peter or some other man had +drawn his skean-dhu and slippit it quietly into Judas. We would hef +been respecting him fery much to-day, and it would hef been a good +lesson--oh yes, a fery good lesson--to all traitors." + +As they got more confidential, Janet began to speak of signs and +dreams, and Carmichael asked her if she had the second sight. + +"No; it iss not a lie I will be telling you, my dear, nor will I be +boasting. I have not got it, nor had my mother, but she heard sounds, +oh yes, and knew what wass coming to pass. + +"'Janet,' she would say, 'I have heard the knock three times at the +head of the bed; it will be your Uncle Alister, and I must go to see +him before he dies.'" + +"And was she--" + +"Oh yes, she wass in time, and he wass expecting her; and once she saw +the shroud begin to rise on her sister, but no more; it never covered +the face before her eyes; but the knock, oh yes, many times." + +"Have you known any one that could tell what was happening at a +distance, and gave warning of danger?" for the latent Celt was +awakening in Carmichael, with his love of mystery and his sense of the +unseen. + +"Listen, my dear"--Janet lowered her voice as one speaking of sacred +things--"and I will tell you of Ina Macpherson, who lived to a hundred +and two, and had the vision clear and sure. + +"In the great war with Russia I wass staying in the clachan of my +people, and then seven lads of our blood were with the Black Watch, and +every Sabbath the minister would pray for them and the rest of the lads +from Badenoch that were away at the fighting. + +"One day Ina came into my sister's house, and she said, 'It iss danger +that I am seeing,' and my heart stood still in my bosom for fear that +it wass my own man Hamish. + +"'No,' and she looked at me, 'not yet, and not to-day,' but more she +would not say about him. 'Is it my son Ronald?' my sister cried, and +Ina only looked before her. 'It's a sore travail, and round a few +black tartans I see many men in grey, pressing them hard; ochone, +ochone.' + +"'It 's time to pray,' I said, and there wass a man in the clachan that +wass mighty in prayer, and we gathered into his kitchen, four and +twenty women and four men, and every one had a kinsman in the field. + +"It iss this minute that I hear Dugald crying to the Almighty, +'Remember our lads, and be their help in the day of battle, and give +them the necks of their enemies,' and he might be wrestling for half an +hour, when Ina rose from her knees and said, 'The prayer is answered, +for the tartans have the field, and I see blood on Ronald, but it is +not his own.'" + +"And did you ever hear--" + +"Wait, my dear, and I will tell you, for the letter came from my +nephew, and this is what he wrote: + +"'It wass three to one, and the gloom came on me, for I thought that I +would never see Glenfeshie again, nor the water of the loch, nor the +deer on the side of the hill. Then I wass suddenly strengthened with +all might in the inner man, and it iss five Russians that I hef killed +to my own hands.' + +"And so it wass, and a letter came from his captain, who wass of +Cluny's blood, and it will be read in church, and a fery proud woman +wass my sister." + +These were the stories that Janet told to her minister in the days +before the Carnegies came home, as well as afterwards, and so she +prepared him to be an easier prey to a soldier's daughter. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A DAUGHTER OF DEBATE. + +They met under the arch of the gate, and Carmichael returned with the +Carnegies, Kate making much of him and insisting that he should stay to +luncheon. + +"You are our first visitor, Mr. Carmichael, and the General says that +we need not expect more than six, so we mean to be very kind to them. +Do you live far from here?" + +"Quite near--just two miles west. I happened to be passing; in fact, I +'m going down to the next parish, and I . . . I thought that I would +like to call and . . . and bid you welcome;" for Carmichael had not yet +learned the art of conversation, which stands mainly in touching +details lightly and avoiding the letter I. + +"It is very cruel of you to be so honest and dispel our flattering +illusions"--Kate marvelled at his mendacity--"we supposed you had come +'anes errand'--I'm picking up Scotch--to call on your new neighbours. +Does the high road pass the Lodge?" + +"Oh no; the road is eight miles further; but the Drumtochty people take +the near way through the woods; it's also much prettier. I hope you +will not forbid us, General? two people a week is all the traffic." + +"Forbid them--not I," said Carnegie, laughing. "A man is not born and +bred in this parish without learning some sense. It would be a right +of way case, and Drumtochty would follow me from court to court, and +would never rest till they had gained or we were all ruined. + +"Has it ever struck you, Mr. Carmichael, that one of the differences +between a Highlander and a Scot is that each has got a pet enjoyment? +With the one it's a feud, and with the other it's a lawsuit. A Scot +dearly loves a 'ganging plea.' + +"No, no; Tochty woods will be open so long as Kate and I have anything +to say in the matter. The Glen and our people have not had the same +politics, but we 've lived at peace, as neighbours ought to do, with +never a lawsuit even to give a fillip to life." + +"So you see, Mr. Carmichael," said Kate, "you may come and go at all +times through our territory; but it would be bare courtesy to call at +the Lodge for afternoon tea." + +"Or tiffin," suggested the General; "and we can always offer curry, as +you see. My daughter has a capital recipe she wiled out of an old +Hindoo rascal that cooked for our mess. You really need not take it on +that account," as Carmichael was doing his best in much misery; "it is +only meant to keep old Indians in fair humour--not to be a test of good +manners. By the way, Janet has been sounding your praises, how have +you won her heart?" + +"Oh, very easily--by having some drops of Highland blood in my veins; +and so I am forgiven all my faults, and am credited with all sorts of +excellences." + +"Then the Highlanders are as clannish as ever," cried the General. +"Scotland has changed so much in the last half century that the +Highlanders might have become quite unsentimental and matter-of-fact. + +"Lowland civilisation only crossed the Highland line after '45, and it +will take more than a hundred and thirty years to recast a Celt. +Scottish education and theology are only a veneer on him, and below he +has all his old instincts. + +"So far as I can make out, a Celt will rather fish than plough, and be +a gamekeeper than a workman; but if he be free to follow his own way, a +genuine Highlander would rather be a soldier than anything else under +the sun." + +"What better could a man be?" and Kate's eyes sparkled; "they must envy +the old times when their fathers raided the Lowlands and came home with +the booty. It's a pity everybody is so respectable now, don't you +think?" + +"Certainly the police are very meddlesome," and Carmichael now devoted +himself to Kate, without pretence of including the General; "but the +spirit is not dead. A Celt is the child of generations of +cattle-stealers, and the raiding spirit is still in the blood. May I +offer an anecdote?" + +"Six, if you have got so many, and they are all about Highlanders," and +Kate leant forward and nursed her knee, for they had gone into the +library. + +"Last week I was passing the cattle market in Edinburgh, and a big +Highland drover stopped me, begging for a little money. + +"'It iss from Lochaber I hef come with some beasties, and to-morrow I +will be walking back all the way, and it iss this night I hef no bed. +I wass considering that the gardens would be a good place for a night, +but they are telling me that the police will be disturbing me.' + +"He looked so simple and honest that I gave him half-a-crown and said +that I was half a Highlander. I have three Gaelic sentences, and I +reeled them off with my best accent. + +"'Got forgive me,' he said, 'for thinking you to be a Sassenach body, +and taking your money from you. You are a fery well-made man, and here +iss your silver piece, and may you always hef one in your pocket.'" + +[Illustration: "Here is your silver piece."] + +"'But what about your bed?' + +"'Tuts, tuts, that will be all right, for I hef maybe got some six or +five notes of my own that were profit on the beasties; but it iss a +pity not to be taking anything that iss handy when a body happens to be +in the south.'" + +"Capital." Kate laughed merrily, and her too rare laugh I used to +think the gayest I ever heard. "It was the only opportunity left him +of following his fathers. What a fine business it must have been, +starting from Braemar one afternoon, a dozen men well armed, and +getting down to Strathmore in the morning; then lying hid in some wood +all day, and collecting a herd of fat cattle in the evening, and +driving them up Glen Shee, not knowing when there might be a fight." + +"Hard lines on the Scottish farmers, Kit, who might be very decent +fellows, to lose their cattle or get a cut from a broadsword." + +"Oh, they had plenty left; and seriously, dad, without joking, you +know, what better could a Presbyterian Lowlander do than raise good +beef for Highland gentlemen? Mr. Carmichael, I beg pardon; you seem so +good a Celt, that I forgot you were not of our faith." + +"We are not Catholics," the General explained, gravely, "although many +of our blood have been, and my daughter was educated in a convent. We +belong to the Episcopal Church of Scotland, and will go into Muirtown +at a time, but mostly we shall attend the kirk of my old friend Dr. +Davidson. Every man is entitled to his faith, and Miss Carnegie rather +. . ." + +"Forgot herself." Kate came to her father's relief. "She often does; +but one thing Miss Carnegie remembers, and that is that General +Carnegie likes his cheroot after tiffin. Do you smoke, Mr. Carmichael? +Oh, I am allowed to stay, if you don't object, and have forgiven my +rudeness." + +"You make too much of a word, Miss Carnegie." Carmichael was not a man +to take offence till his pride was roused. "Very likely my drover was +a true blue Presbyterian, and his minister as genuine a cateran as +himself. + +"Years ago I made the acquaintance of an old Highland minister called +MacTavish, and he sometimes stays with me on his way north in the +spring. For thirty years he has started at the first sign of snow, and +spent winter spoiling the good people of the south. Some years he has +gone home with three hundred pounds." + +"But how does he get the money?" inquired the General, "and what does +he use it for?" + +"He told me the history of his campaigns when he passed in March, and +it might interest you; it's our modern raid, and although it's not so +picturesque as a foray of the Macphersons, yet it has points, and shows +the old spirit lives. + +"'She wass a goot woman, Janet Cameron, oh yes, Mr. John, a fery +exercised woman, and when she wass dying she will be saying peautiful +things, and one day she will be speaking of a little field she had +beside the church. + +"'"What do you think I should be doing with that piece of ground," she +will be saying, "for the end iss not far off, and it iss not earth I +can be taking with me, oh no, nor cows." + +"'"No, Janet," I said, "but it iss a nice field, and lies to the sun. +It might be doing good after you are gone, if it wass not wasted on +your mother's cousins twice removed in Inverness, who will be drinking +every drop of it, and maybe going to the Moderate Kirk." + +"'It wass not for two months or maybe six weeks she died, and I will be +visiting her every second day. Her experiences were fery good, and I +hef told them at sacraments in the north. The people in the south are +free with their money, but it iss not the best of my stories that I can +give them; they are too rich for their stomachs. + +"'Janet will often be saying to me, "Mister Dugald, it iss a thankful +woman that I ought to be, for though I lost my man in the big storm and +two sons in the war, I hef had mercies, oh yes. There wass the +Almighty and my cow, and between them I hef not wanted, oh no: they +just did." + +"'"Janet, you will be forgetting your field that iss lying next the +manse, and the people will be thinking that it iss a glebe; but I am +telling them that it iss Janet Cameron's, who iss a fery experienced +woman, and hass nefer seen the inside of a Moderate Kirk since the +Disruption." + +"'Maybe you will be astonished, Mister John, but when Janet's will will +be read that piece of ground wass left to the Free Kirk, which wass +fery kind and mindful of Janet, and I made a sermon about her from the +text of the "elect lady." + +"'It wass a good field, but it needed a dyke and some drains, and it +wass not our people that had the money. So I made another sermon on +the text, "The boar out of the wood doth waste it, and the wild beast +of the field doth devour it," and went down to the south. It wass not +a dyke and some drains, but enough to build a byre and a stable I came +back with. That wass in '55, and before '60 there will be a new manse +with twelve rooms that iss good for letting to the English people. But +it wass ten years the church needed, and a year for the porch to keep +it warm, for I am not liking stoves, and will not hef one in +Crianshalloch. + +"'It iss wonderful how much money the bodies hef in Glasgow, and it iss +good for them to be hearing sound doctrine at a time. There will be no +Arminianism when I am preaching, and no joking; but maybe there will be +some parables, oh yes, about the sheep coming in at the manse door for +want of a fence, and the snow lying in the pulpit.' + +"There is a cateran for you, and, mind you, a good fellow too. It's +not greed sends him out, but sheer love of spoil. Would you like to +see MacTavish next time he passes up with the cattle?" for Carmichael +was emboldened by the reception of his sketch. + +"Nothing we should like better, for the General and I want to know all +about Scotland; but don't you think that those ministers have injured +the Highlanders? Janet, you know, has such gloomy ideas about +religion." + +"There is no doubt, Miss Carnegie, that a load of Saxon theology has +been landed on the Celt, and it has disfigured his religion. Sometimes +I have felt that the Catholic of the west is a truer type of northern +faith than the Presbyterian of Ross-shire." + +"I am so glad to hear you say that," said Miss Carnegie, "for we had +one or two west Catholics in the old regiment, and their superstitions +were lovely. You remember, dad, the MacIvers." + +"That was all well enough, Kit, but none of them could get the length +of corporal; they were fearfully ignorant, and were reported at +intervals for not keeping their accoutrements clean." + +"That only showed how religious they were, did n't it, Mr. Carmichael? +Hadn't the early Christians a rooted objection to the bath? I remember +our Padre saying that in a lecture." + +"There are a good many modern Christians of the same mind, Miss +Carnegie, and I don't think our poor Highlanders are worse than +Lowlanders; but Catholic or Protestant, they are all subject to the +gloom. I cannot give the Gaelic word. + +"What is that? Oh, a southerner would call it depression, and assign +it to the liver, for he traces all trouble to that source. But there +is no word for this mood in English, because it is not an English +experience. My mother fell under it at times, and I saw the effect." + +"Tell us, please, if all this description does not weary you?" and Kate +shone on Carmichael, who would have talked on the Council of Nice or +the rotation of crops to prolong his privileges. + +"It comes on quite suddenly, and is quite a spiritual matter--a cloud +which descends and envelops the soul. While it lasts a Highlander will +not laugh nor sing; he will hardly speak, and he loses all hope about +everything. One of our men has the gloom at a time, and then he +believes that he is . . . damned. I am speaking theologically." + +"The regiment must have been fond of theology, dad. Yes, we +understand." + +"Once he went out to the hill, and lay all night wrestling and +agonising to be sure whether there was a God. You know he 's just a +small farmer, and it seems to me splendid that such a man should give +himself to the big problems of the universe. Do you know," and +Carmichael turned to the General, who was smoking in great peace, "I +believe that is the reason the Highlanders are such good fighting men. +They fear God, and they don't fear any other person." + +"I 'll vouch for one thing," said the veteran with emphasis; "our men +put off the gloom, or whatever you call it, when they smelt powder; I +never saw a panic in a Highland regiment in more than forty years' +soldiering." + +"What's the reason of the gloom? I believe that I have a touch of it +myself at times--don't stare at me, dad, it's rude--just a thin mist, +you know, but distinctly not indigestion. Is it a matter of race?" + +"Of course, but that's no explanation." Carmichael had fallen into his +debating society style. "I mean one has to go further back; all our +habits are shaped by environment." + +"One moment, please. I have always wanted to ask some clever person +what environment meant. I asked Colonel MacLeod once, dad, and he said +it was out of the new book on tactics, and he was thankful he had +retired. Now Mr. Carmichael will make it plain," and Kate was very +demure. + +"It is rather stupid to use the word so much as people do now," and +Carmichael glanced dubiously at Kate; "scientific men use it for +circumstances." + +"Is that all? then do pray say environment. Such a word introduces one +into good society, and gives one the feeling of being well dressed; now +about a Highlander's environment, is it his kilt you are thinking of, +or his house, or what?" + +"His country"--and Carmichael's tone had a slight note of resentment, +as of one ruffled by this frivolity--"with its sea lochs, and glens, +and mists. Any one who has been bred and reared at the foot of one of +our mountains will have a different nature and religion from one living +in Kent or Italy. He has a sense of reverence, and surely that is a +good thing." + +"Nothing more needed nowadays," the General broke in with much spirit; +"it seems to me that people nowadays respect nobody, neither the Queen +nor Almighty God. As for that man Brimstone, he will never cease till +he has ruined the Empire. You need n't look at me, Kate, for Mr. . . . +Carmichael must know this as well as any other sensible man. + +"Why, sir," and now the General was on his feet, "I was told on good +authority at the club last week by a newspaper man--a monstrously +clever man--that Mr. Brimstone, when he is going down to the House of +Commons to disestablish the Church, or the army, or something, will +call in at a shop and order two hundred silk hats to be sent to his +house. What do you call that, sir?" + +"I should call it a deliberate--" + +[Illustration: "I should call it a deliberate--"] + +"_Jeu d'esprit_. Of course it is, dad," and Kate threw an appealing +glance to Carmichael, who had sprung to his feet and was standing +stiffly behind his chair, for he was a fierce Radical. + +"Perhaps it was, lassie--those war correspondents used to be sad +rascals--and, at any rate, politics are bad taste. Another cheroot, +Mr. Carmichael? Oh, nonsense; you must tell my daughter more about +your Highlanders. They are a loyal set, at any rate, and we all admire +that." + +"Yes, they are," and Carmichael unbent again, "and will stick by their +side whether it be right or wrong. They 're something like a woman in +their disposition." + +"Indeed," said Kate, who did not think Carmichael had responded very +courteously to her lead, "that is very interesting. They are, you +mean, full of prejudices and notions." + +"If a Highlander takes you into his friendship, you may say or do what +you like, he will stand by you, and although his views are as different +from yours as black from white, will swear he agrees with every one. +If he 's not your friend, he can see no good in anything you do, +although you be on his own side." + +"In fact, he has very little judgment and no sense of justice; and I +think you said," Kate went on sweetly, "his nature reminded you of a +woman's?" + +"You're sure that you like cheroots?" for the General did not wish this +lad, Radical though he was, sacrificed on his first visit; "some men +are afraid of the opium in them." + +"Please do not interrupt Mr. Carmichael when he is making a capital +comparison," and Kate held him to the point. + +"What I intend is really a compliment," went on Carmichael, "and shows +the superior fineness and sensitiveness of a woman's mind." + +Kate indicated that she was sure that was his meaning, but waited for +details. + +"You see," with the spirit of one still fresh to the pulpit, "a man is +slower, and goes by evidence; a woman is quicker, and goes by her +instincts." + +"Like the lower animals," suggested Kate, sweetly, "by scent, perhaps. +Well?" + +"You are twisting my words, Miss Carnegie." Carmichael did not like +being bantered by this self-possessed young woman. "Let me put it this +way. Would a jury of women be as impartial as a jury of men? Why, a +bad-looking man would have no chance, for they would condemn him at +once, not for what he did, but for what they imagined he was." + +"Which would save a lot of time and rid society of some precious +scoundrels," with vivid recollections of her own efforts in this +direction. "Then you grant that women have some intelligence, although +no sense of justice, which is a want?" + +"Far brighter than men," said Carmichael, eagerly; "just consider the +difference between a man's and a woman's speech. A man arranges and +argues from beginning to end, and is the slave of connection. He will +labour every idea to exhaustion before he allows it to escape, and then +will give a solemn cough by way of punctuating with a full stop, before +he goes on to his next point. Of course the audience look at their +watches and make for the door." + +"What would a woman do?" Kate inquired with much interest. + +"A lady was speaking lately at Muirtown for an orphanage at +Ballyskiddle, and described how Patsy was rescued from starvation, and +greatly affected us. 'Patsy will never want bread again,' she +concluded, and two bailies wept aloud. + +"Then she went on, and it seemed to me a stroke of genius, 'Speaking +about Patsy, has any lady present a black dress suitable for a widow +woman?' Before we knew that we had left Patsy, the people were in a +widow's home, and the bailies were again overcome. I mention them +because it is supposed that a bailie is the most important human being +in Scotland, and he feels it his duty not to yield to emotion. + +"No, a woman speaker never sacrifices her capital; she carries it with +her from England to France in her speech, and recognises no channel +passage. In fact," and Carmichael plunged into new imagery, "a man's +progress is after the manner of a mole, while a woman flits from branch +to branch like a--" + +"Squirrel--I know," came in Kate, getting tired. + +"Bird, I meant. Why do you say squirrel?" and Carmichael looked +suspiciously at Kate. + +"Because it's such a careless, senseless, irresponsible little beast. +Have you met many women, Mr. Carmichael? Really they are not all +fools, as you have been trying to suggest for the last ten minutes." + +"Highlanders are a safer subject of conversation than women," said the +General, good-naturedly, as he bade Carmichael good-bye. "And you must +tell us more about them next time you call, which I hope will be soon." + +Carmichael halted twice on his way through the woods; once he stamped +his foot and looked like a man whose pride had been ruffled; the other +time he smiled to himself as one who was thinking of a future pleasure. + +It was dusk as he crossed Lynedoch Bridge, and he looked down upon the +pool below where the trout were leaping. Half an hour passed, and then +he started off at high speed for Kilbogie Manse. "Please God if I am +worthy," he was saying to himself; "but I fear she is too high above me +every way." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A SUPRA-LAPSARIAN. + +Jeremiah Saunderson had remained in the low estate of a "probationer" +for twelve years after he left the Divinity Hall, where he was reported +so great a scholar that the Professor of Apologetics spoke to him +deprecatingly, and the Professor of Dogmatics openly consulted him on +obscure writers. He had wooed twenty-three congregations in vain, from +churches in the black country where the colliers rose in squares of +twenty and went out without ceremony, to suburban places of worship +where the beadle, after due consideration of the sermon, would take up +the afternoon notices and ask that they be read at once for purposes of +utility, which that unflinching functionary stated to the minister with +accuracy and much faithfulness. Vacant congregations desiring a list +of candidates made one exception, and prayed that Jeremiah should not +be let loose upon them, till at last it came home to the unfortunate +scholar himself that he was an offence and a byeword. He began to +dread the ordeal of giving his name, and, as is still told, declared to +a household, living in the fat wheat lands and without any imagination, +that he was called Magor Missabib. When a stranger makes a statement +of this kind with a sad seriousness, no one judges it expedient to +offer any remark, but it was skilfully arranged that Missabib's door +should be locked from the outside, and one member of the household sat +up all night. The sermon next day did not tend to confidence--having +seven quotations in unknown tongues--and the attitude of the +congregation was one of alert vigilance; but no one gave any outward +sign of uneasiness, and six able-bodied men collected in a pew below +the pulpit knew their duty in an emergency. + +Saunderson's election to the Free Church of Kilbogie was therefore an +event in the ecclesiastical world, and a consistent tradition in the +parish explained its inwardness on certain grounds, complimentary both +to the judgment of Kilbogie and the gifts of Mr. Saunderson. On +Saturday evening he was removed from the train by the merest accident, +and left the railway station in such a maze of meditation that he +ignored the road to Kilbogie altogether, although its sign post was +staring him in the face, and continued his way to Drumtochty. It was +half-past nine when Jamie Soutar met him on the high road through our +Glen, still travelling steadily west, and being arrested by his +appearance, beguiled him into conversation, till he elicited that +Saunderson was minded to reach Kilbogie. For an hour did the wanderer +rest in Jamie's kitchen, during which he put Jamie's ecclesiastical +history into a state of thorough repair--making seven distinct +parallels between the errors that had afflicted the Scottish Church and +the early heretical sects--and then Jamie gave him in charge of a +ploughman who was courting in Kilbogie and was not averse to a journey +that seemed to illustrate the double meaning of charity. Jeremiah was +handed over to his anxious hosts at a quarter to one in the morning, +covered with mud, somewhat fatigued, but in great peace of soul, having +settled the place of election in the prophecy of Habakkuk as he came +down with his silent companion through Tochty woods. + +Nor was that all he had done. When they came out from the shadow and +struck into the parish of Kilbogie--whose fields, now yellow unto +harvest, shone in the moonlight--his guide broke silence and enlarged +on a plague of field-mice which had quite suddenly appeared and had +sadly devastated the grain of Kilbogie, Saunderson awoke from study and +became exceedingly curious, first of all demanding a particular account +of the coming of the mice, their multitude, their habits, and their +determination. Then he asked many questions about the moral conduct +and godliness of the inhabitants of Kilbogie, which his companion, as a +native of Drumtochty, painted in gloomy colours, although indicating +that even in Kilbogie there was a remnant. Next morning the minister +rose at daybreak, and was found wandering through the fields in such a +state of excitement that he could hardly be induced to look at +breakfast. When the "books" were placed before him, he turned promptly +to the ten plagues of Egypt, which he expounded in order as preliminary +to a full treatment of the visitations of Providence. + +"He cowes (beats) a' ye ever saw or heard," the farmer of Mains +explained to the elders at the gate. "He gaed tae bed at half twa and +wes oot in the fields by four, an' a 'm dootin' he never saw his bed. +He 's lifted abune the body a'thegither, an' can hardly keep himsel' +awa' frae the Hebrew at his breakfast. Ye 'll get a sermon the day, or +ma name is no Peter Pitillo." Mains also declared his conviction that +the invasion of mice would be dealt with after a Scriptural and +satisfying fashion. The people went in full of expectation, and to +this day old people recall Jeremiah Saunderson's trial sermon with +lively admiration. Experienced critics were suspicious of candidates +who read lengthy chapters from both Testaments and prayed at length for +the Houses of Parliament, for it was justly held that no man would take +refuge in such obvious devices for filling up the time unless he was +short of sermon material. One unfortunate, indeed, ruined his chances +at once by a long petition for those in danger on the sea--availing +himself with some eloquence of the sympathetic imagery of the 107th +Psalm--for this effort was regarded as not only the most barefaced +padding, but also as evidence of an almost incredible blindness to +circumstances. "Did he think Kilbogie wes a fishing village?" Mains +inquired of the elders afterwards, with pointed sarcasm. Kilbogie was +not indifferent to a well-ordered prayer--although its palate was +coarser in the appreciation of felicitous terms and allusions than that +of Drumtochty--and would have been scandalised if the Queen had been +omitted; but it was by the sermon the young man must stand or fall, and +Kilbogie despised a man who postponed the ordeal. + +Saunderson gave double pledges of capacity and fulness before he opened +his mouth in the sermon, for he read no Scripture at all that day, and +had only one prayer, which was mainly a statement of the Divine Decrees +and a careful confession of the sins of Kilbogie; and then, having +given out his text from the prophecy of Joel, he reverently closed the +Bible and placed it on the seat behind him. His own reason for this +proceeding was a desire for absolute security in enforcing his subject, +and a painful remembrance of the disturbance in a south country church +when he landed a Bible--with clasps--on the head of the precentor in +the heat of a discourse defending the rejection of Esau. Our best and +simplest actions--and Jeremiah was as simple as a babe--can be +misconstrued, and the only dissentient from Saunderson's election +insisted that the Bible had been deposited on the floor, and asserted +that the object of this profanity was to give the preacher a higher +standing in the pulpit. This malignant reading of circumstances might +have wrought mischief--for Saunderson's gaunt figure did seem to grow +in the pulpit--had it not been for the bold line of defence taken up by +Mains. + +"Gin he wanted tae stand high, wes it no tae preach the word? an' gin +he wanted a soond foundation for his feet, what better could he get +than the twa Testaments? Answer me that." + +It was seen at once that no one could answer that, and the captious +objector never quite recovered his position in the parish, while it is +not the least of Kilbogie's boasting, in which the Auld Kirk will even +join against Drumtochty, that they have a minister who not only does +not read his sermons and does not need to quote his texts, but carries +the whole book in at least three languages in his head, and once, as a +proof thereof, preached with it below his feet. + +Much was to be looked for from such a man, but even Mains, whetted by +intercourse with Saunderson, was astonished at the sermon. It was a +happy beginning to draw a parallel between the locusts of Joel and the +mice of Kilbogie, and gave the preacher an opportunity of describing +the appearance, habits, and destruction of the locusts, which he did +solely from Holy Scripture, translating various passages afresh and +combining lights with marvellous ingenuity. This brief preface of half +an hour, which was merely a stimulant for the Kilbogie appetite, led up +to a thorough examination of physical judgments, during which both +Bible and Church history were laid under liberal contribution. At this +point the minister halted, and complimented the congregation on the +attention they had given to the facts of the case, which were his first +head, and suggested that before approaching the doctrine of visitations +they might refresh themselves with a Psalm. The congregation were +visibly impressed, and many made up their minds while singing: + + "That man hath perfect blessedness;" + +and while others thought it due to themselves to suspend judgment till +they had tasted the doctrine, they afterwards confessed their +confidence. It goes without saying that he was immediately beyond the +reach of the ordinary people on the second head, and even veterans in +theology panted after him in vain, so that one of the elders, nodding +assent to an exposure of the Manichaean heresy, suddenly blushed as one +who had played the hypocrite. Some professed to have noticed a +doctrine that had not been touched upon, but they never could give it a +name, and it excited just admiration that a preacher, starting from a +plague of mice, should have made a way by strictly scientific methods +into the secret places of theology. Saunderson allowed his hearers a +brief rest after the second head, and cheered them with the assurance +that what was still before them would be easy to follow. It was the +application of all that had gone before to the life of Kilbogie, and +the preacher proceeded to convict the parish under each of the ten +commandments--with the plague of mice ever in reserve to silence +excuses--till the delighted congregation could have risen in a body and +taken Saunderson by the hand for his fearlessness and faithfulness. +Perhaps the extent and thoroughness of this monumental sermon can be +best estimated by the fact that Claypots, father of the present tenant, +who always timed his rest to fifty minutes exactly, thus overseeing +both the introduction and application of the sermon, had a double +portion, and even a series of supplementary dozes, till at last he sat +upright through sheer satiety. It may also be offered as evidence that +the reserve of peppermint held by mothers for their bairns was pooled, +doles being furtively passed across pews to conspicuously needy +families, and yet the last had gone before Saunderson finished. + +Mains reported to the congregational meeting that the minister had been +quiet for the rest of the day, but had offered to say something about +Habakkuk to any evening gathering, and had cleared up at family worship +some obscure points in the morning discourse. He also informed the +neighbours that he had driven his guest all the way to Muirtown, and +put him in an Edinburgh carriage with his own hands, since it had +emerged that Saunderson, through absence of mind, had made his down +journey by the triangular route of Dundee. It was quite impossible for +Kilbogie to conceal their pride in electing such a miracle of learning, +and their bearing in Muirtown was distinctly changed; but indeed they +did not boast vainly about Jeremiah Saunderson, for his career was +throughout on the level of that monumental sermon. When the Presbytery +in the gaiety of their heart examined Saunderson to ascertain whether +he was fully equipped for the work of the ministry, he professed the +whole Old Testament in Hebrew, and MacWheep of Pitscowrie, who always +asked the candidate to read the twenty-third Psalm, was beguiled by +Jeremiah into the Book of Job, and reduced to the necessity of asking +questions by indicating verbs with his finger. His Greek examination +led to an argument between Jeremiah and Dr. Dowbiggin on the use of the +aorist, from which the minister-elect of Kilbogie came out an easy +first; and his sermons were heard to within measurable distance of the +second head by an exact quorum of the exhausted court, who were kept by +the clerk sitting at the door, and preventing MacWheep escaping. His +position in the court was assured from the beginning, and fulfilled the +function of an Encyclopaedia with occasional amazing results, as when +information was asked about some Eastern sect for whose necessities the +Presbytery were asked to collect, and to whose warm piety affecting +allusion was made, and Jeremiah showed clearly, with the reporters +present, that the Cappadocians were guilty of a heresy beside +which Morisonianism was an unsullied whiteness. His work as +examiner-in-general for the court was a merciful failure, and +encouraged the students of the district to return to their district +court, who on the rumour of him had transferred themselves in a body to +a Highland Presbytery, where the standard question in Philosophy used +to be, "How many horns has a dilemma, and distinguish the one from the +other." No man knew what the minister of Kilbogie might not ask--he +was only perfectly certain that it would be beyond his knowledge; but +as Saunderson always gave the answer himself in the end, and imputed it +to the student, anxiety was reduced to a minimum. Saunderson, indeed, +was in the custom of passing all candidates and reporting them as +marvels of erudition, whose only fault was a becoming modesty--which, +however, had not concealed from his keen eye hidden treasures of +learning. Beyond this sphere the good man's services were not used by +a body of shrewd ecclesiastics, as the inordinate length of an +ordination sermon had ruined a dinner prepared for the court by "one of +our intelligent and large-hearted laymen," and it is still pleasantly +told how Saunderson was invited to a congregational _soirée_--an +ancient meeting where the people ate oranges and the speaker rallied +the minister on being still unmarried--and discoursed---as a carefully +chosen subject--on the Jewish feasts, with illustrations from the +Talmud, till some one burst a paper bag and allowed the feelings of the +people to escape. When this history was passed round Muirtown Market, +Kilbogie thought still more highly of their minister, and indicated +their opinion of the other parish in severely theological language. + +Saunderson's reputation for unfathomable learning and saintly +simplicity was built up out of many incidents, and grew with the lapse +of years to a solitary height in the big strath, so that no man would +have dared to smile had the Free Kirk minister of Kilbogie appeared in +Muirtown in his shirt sleeves, and Kilbogie would only have been a +trifle more conceited. Truly he was an amazing man, and, now that he +is dead and gone, the last of his race, I wish some man of his +profession had written his life, for the doctrine he taught and the way +he lived will not be believed by the new generation. The arrival of +his goods was more than many sermons to Kilbogie, and I had it from +Mains's own lips. It was the kindly fashion of those days that the +farmers carted the new minister's furniture from the nearest railway +station, and as the railway to Kildrummie was not yet open, they had to +go to Stormont Station on the north line; and a pleasant procession +they made passing through Pitscowrie, ten carts in their best array, +and drivers with a semi-festive air. Mr. Saunderson was at the +station, having reached it by some miracle without mistake, and was in +a condition of abject nervousness about the handling and conveyance of +his belongings. + +"You will be careful--exceeding careful," he implored; "if one of the +boxes were allowed to descend hurriedly to the ground, the result to +what is within would be disastrous. I am much afraid that the weight +is considerable, but I am ready to assist;" and he got ready. + +"Dinna pit yirsel' intae a ferry tarry (commotion)," but Mains was +distinctly pleased to see a little touch of worldliness, just enough to +keep the new minister in touch with humanity. "It 'll be queer stuff +oor lads canna lift, an' a 'll gie ye a warranty that the' 'll no be a +cup o' the cheeny broken," and then Saunderson conducted his +congregation to the siding. + +"Dod, man," remarked Mains to the station-master, examining a truck +with eight boxes; "the manse 'll no want for dishes at ony rate; but +let's start on the furniture; whar hae ye got the rest o' the +plenishing? + +"Naething mair? havers, man, ye dinna mean tae say they pack beds an' +tables in boxes; a' doot there 's a truck missin'." Then Mains went +over where the minister was fidgeting beside his possessions. + +"No, no," said Saunderson, when the situation was put before him, "it's +all here. I counted the boxes, and I packed every box myself. That +top one contains the fathers--deal gently with it; and the Reformation +divines are just below it. Books are easily injured, and they feel it. +I do believe there is a certain life in them, and . . . and . . . they +don't like being ill-used," and Jeremiah looked wistfully at the +ploughmen. + +"Div ye mean tae say," as soon as Mains had recovered, "that ye 've +brocht naethin' for the manse but bukes, naither bed nor bedding? +Keep's a'," as the situation grew upon him, "whar are ye tae sleep, and +what are ye to sit on? An' div ye never eat? This croons a';" and +Mains gazed at his new minister as one who supposed that he had taken +Jeremiah's measure and had failed utterly. + +"_Mea culpa_--it's . . . my blame," and Saunderson was evidently +humbled at this public exposure of his incapacity; "some slight +furnishing will be expedient, even necessary, and I have a plan for +book-shelves in my head; it is ingenious and convenient, and if there +is a worker in wood . . ." + +"Come awa' tae the dog-cart, sir," said Mains, realising that even +Kilbogie did not know what a singular gift they had obtained, and that +discussion on such sublunary matters as pots and pans was useless, not +to say profane. So eight carts got a box each; one, Jeremiah's ancient +kist of moderate dimensions; and the tenth--that none might be left +unrecognised--a handbag that had been on the twelve years' probation +with its master. The story grew as it passed westwards, and when it +reached us we were given to understand that the Free Kirk minister of +Kilbogie had come to his parish with his clothing in a paper parcel and +twenty-four packing cases filled with books, in as many languages--half +of them dating from the introduction of printing, and fastened by +silver clasps--and that if Drumtochty seriously desired to hear an +intellectual sermon at a time, we must take our way through Tochty +woods. + +Mrs. Pitillo took the minister into her hands, and compelled him to +accompany her to Muirtown, where she had him at her will for some time, +so that she equipped the kitchen (fully), a dining-room (fairly), a +spare bedroom (amply), Mr. Saunderson's own bedroom (miserably), and +secured a table and two chairs for the study. This success turned her +head. Full of motherly forethought, and having a keen remembrance that +probationers always retired in the afternoon at Mains to think over the +evening's address, and left an impress of the human form on the bed +when they came down to tea, Mrs. Pitillo suggested that a sofa would be +an admirable addition to the study. As soon as this piece of +furniture, of a size suitable for his six feet, was pointed out to the +minister, he took fright, and became quite unmanageable. He would not +have such an article in his study on any account, partly because it +would only feed a tendency to sloth--which, he explained, was one of +his besetting sins--and partly because it would curtail the space +available for books, which, he indicated, were the proper furniture of +any room, but chiefly of a study. So great was his alarm that he +repented of too early concessions about the other rooms, and explained +to Mrs. Pitillo that every inch of space must be rigidly kept for the +overflow from the study, which he expected--if he were spared--would +reach the garrets. Several times on their way back to Kilbogie, +Saunderson looked wistfully at Mrs. Pitillo, and once opened his mouth +as if to speak, from which she gathered that he was grateful for her +kindness, but dared not yield any farther to the luxuries of the flesh. + +What this worthy woman endured in securing a succession of reliable +housekeepers for Mr. Saunderson and overseeing the interior of that +remarkable home, she was never able to explain to her own satisfaction, +though she made many honest efforts, and one of her last intelligible +utterances was a lamentable prophecy of the final estate of the Free +Church manse of Kilbogie. Mr. Saunderson himself seemed at times to +have some vague idea of her painful services, and once mentioned her +name to Carmichael in feeling terms. There had been some delay in +providing for the bodily wants of the visitor after his eight miles' +walk from Drumtochty, and it seemed likely that he would be obliged to +take his meal standing for want of a chair. + +"While Mrs. Pitillo lived, I have a strong impression, almost amounting +to certainty, that the domestic arrangements of the manse were better +ordered; she had the episcopal faculty in quite a conspicuous degree, +and was, I have often thought, a woman of sound judgment. + +"We were not able at all times to see eye to eye, as she had an +unfortunate tendency to meddle with my books and papers, and to arrange +them after an artificial fashion. This she called tidying, and, in its +most extreme form, cleaning." + +[Illustration: "She had an unfortunate tendency to meddle with my +books."] + +"With all her excellencies, there was also in her what I have noticed +in most women, a certain flavour of guile, and on one occasion, when I +was making a brief journey through Holland and France in search of +comely editions of the fathers, she had the books carried out to the +garden and dusted. It was the space of two years before I regained +mastery of my library again, and unto this day I cannot lay my hands on +the service book of King Henry VIII., which I had in the second +edition, to say nothing of an original edition of Rutherford's _Lex +Rex_. + +"It does not become me, however, to reflect on the efforts of that +worthy matron, for she was by nature a good woman, and if any one could +be saved by good works, her place is assured. I was with her before +she died, and her last words to me were, 'Tell Jean tae dust yir bukes +aince in the sax months, and for ony sake keep ae chair for sittin' +on.' It was not the testimony one would have desired in the +circumstances, but yet, Mr. Carmichael, I have often thought that there +was a spirit of . . . of unselfishness, in fact, that showed the +working of grace." Later in the same evening Mr. Saunderson's mind +returned to his friend's spiritual state, for he entered into a long +argument to show that while Mary was more spiritual, Martha must also +have been within the Divine Election. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +IN THE GLOAMING. + +August is our summer time in the north, and Carmichael found it +pleasant walking from Lynedoch bridge to Kilbogie. The softness of the +gloaming, and the freshness of the falling dew, and the scent of the +honeysuckle in the hedge, and the smell of the cut corn in the +fields--for harvest is earlier down there than with us--and the cattle +chewing the cud, and the sheltering shadow of old beech trees, shed +peace upon him and touched the young minister's imagination. Fancies +he may have had in early youth, but he had never loved any woman except +his mother and his aunt. There had been times when he and his set +declared they would never marry, and one, whose heart was understood to +be blighted, had drawn up the constitution of a celibate Union. It was +never completed--and therefore never signed--because the brotherhood +could not agree about the duration of the vows--the draftsman, who has +been twice married since then, standing stiffly for their perpetuity, +while the others considered that a dispensing power might be lodged in +the Moderator of Assembly. + +This railing against marriage on the part of his friends was pure +boyishness, and they all were engaged on the mere prospect of a kirk, +but Carmichael had more of a mind on the matter. There was in him an +ascetic bent, inherited from some Catholic ancestor, and he was almost +convinced that a minister would serve God with more abandonment in the +celibate state. As an only child, and brought up by a mother given to +noble thoughts, he had learned to set women in a place by themselves, +and considered marriage for ordinary men to flavour of sacrilege. His +mother had bound it as a law upon him that he was never to exercise his +tongue on a woman's failings, never to argue with a woman unto her +embarrassment, never to regard her otherwise than as his superior. +Women noticed that Carmichael bore himself to them as if each were a +Madonna, and treated him in turn according to their nature. Some were +abashed, and could not understand the lad's shyness; those were saints. +Some were amused, and suspected him of sarcasm; those were less than +saints. Some horrified him unto confusion of face because of the +shameful things they said. One middle-aged female, whose conversation +oscillated between physiology and rescue work, compelled Carmichael to +sue for mercy on the ground that he had not been accustomed to speak +about such details of life with a woman, and ever afterwards described +him as a prude. It seemed to Carmichael that he was disliked by some +women because he thought more highly of them than they thought of +themselves. + +Carmichael was much tried by the baser of his fellow-students, +especially a certain class of smug, self-contented, unctuous men, who +neither had endured hardship to get to college, nor did any work at +college. They were described in reports as the "fruits of the +revival," and had been taken from behind counters and sent to the +University, not because they had any love of letters, like Domsie's +lads at Drumtochty, but because rich old ladies were much impressed by +the young men's talk, and the young men were perfectly aware that they +would be better off in the ministry than in any situation they could +gain by their own merits. As Carmichael grew older, and therefore more +charitable, he discovered with what faulty tools the work of the world +and even of kirks is carried on, and how there is a root of good in +very coarse and common souls. When he was a young judge--from whom may +the Eternal deliver us all--he was bitter against the "fruits," as he +called them, because they did their best to escape examinations, and +spoke in a falsetto voice, and had no interest in dogs, and because +they told incredible tales of their spiritual achievements. But +chiefly did Carmichael's gorge rise against those unfortunates because +of the mean way they spoke of marriage, and on this account, being a +high-spirited young fellow, he said things which could hardly be +defended, and of which afterwards he honestly repented. + +"Yes, religion is profitable for both worlds," one of them would exhort +by the junior common-room fire, "and if you doubt it, look at me; +five-and-twenty shillings a week as a draper's assistant was all I had, +and no chance of rising. Now I 'm a gentleman"--here Carmichael used +to look at the uncleanly little man and snort--"and in two years I +could ask any girl in religious society, and she would take me. A +minister can marry any woman, if he be evangelical. Ah," he would +conclude, with a fine strain of piety, "the Gospel is its own reward." + +What enraged Carmichael as he listened in the distance to these paeans +of Pharisaism was the disgusting fact that the "fruits" did carry off +great spoil in the marriage field, so that to a minister without +culture, manners, or manliness, a middle-class family would give their +pet daughter, when they would have refused her to a ten times better +man fighting his way up in commerce. If she died, then this +enterprising buccaneer would achieve a second and third conquest, till +in old age he would rival the patriarchs in the number of his wives and +possessions. As for the girl, Carmichael concluded that she was still +under the glamour of an ancient superstition, and took the veil after a +very commonplace and squalid Protestant fashion. This particular +"fruit" against whom Carmichael in his young uncharitableness +especially raged, because he was more self-complacent and more +illiterate than his fellows, married the daughter of a rich self-made +man, and on the father's death developed a peculiar form of throat +disease, which laid him aside from the active work of the ministry--a +mysterious providence, as he often explained--but allowed him to enjoy +life with a guarded satisfaction. What Carmichael said to him about +his ways and his Gospel was very unpleasant and quite unlike +Carmichael's kindly nature, but the only revenge the victim took was to +state his conviction that Scotland would have nothing to do with a man +that was utterly worldly, and in after years to warn vacant churches +against one who did not preach the Cross. + +After one of those common-room encounters, Carmichael used to fling +himself out into the east wind and greyness of Edinburgh, fuming +against the simplicity of good people, against the provincialism of his +college, against the Pharisaism of his church, against the Philistinism +of Scottish life. He would go down to Holyrood and pity Queen Mary, +transported from the gay court of France to Knox's Scotland, divided +between theology and bloodshed. In the evening he would sweep his +table clean of German books on the Pentateuch, and cover it with prints +of the old masters, which he had begun to collect, and ancient books of +Catholic devotion, and read two letters to his mother from her uncle, +who had been a Vicar-General, and died in an old Scottish convent in +Spain. There was very little in the letters beyond good wishes, and an +account of the Vicar-General's health, but they seemed to link a Free +Kirk divinity student on to the Holy Catholic Church. Mother Church +cast her spell over his imagination, and he envied the lot of her +priests, who held a commission no man denied and administered a +world-wide worship, whom a splendid tradition sanctioned, whom each of +the arts hastened to aid; while he was to be the minister of a local +sect and work with the "fruits," who knew nothing of Catholic +Christianity, but supposed their little eddy, whereon they danced like +rotten sticks, to be the main stream. Next day a reaction would set +in, and Carmichael would have a fit of Bohemianism, and resolve to be a +man of letters. So the big books on theology would again be set aside, +and he would write an article for _Ferrier's Journal_, that kindliest +of all journals to the young author, which he would receive back in a +week "with thanks." The Sunday night came, and Carmichael sat down to +write his weekly letter to his mother--she got notes between, he found +them all in her drawers, not a scrap missing--and as he wrote, his +prejudices, and petulances, and fancies, and unrest passed away. +Before he had told her all that happened to him during the +week--touching gently on the poor Revivalist--although his mother had a +saving sense of humour, and was a quite wonderful mimic--and saying +nothing of his evening with St. Francis de Sales--for this would have +alarmed her at once--he knew perfectly well that he would be neither a +Roman nor a reporter, but a Free Kirk minister, and was not utterly +cast down; for notwithstanding the yeasty commotion of youth and its +censoriousness, he had a shrewd idea that a man is likely to do his +life-work best in the tradition of his faith and blood. Next morning +his heart warmed as he went in through the college gates, and he would +have defended Knox unto the death, as the maker of Scotland. His +fellow-students seemed now a very honest set of men, as indeed they +were, although a trifle limited in horizon, and he hoped that one of +the "fruits" was "satisfied with his Sunday's work," which shows that +as often as a man of twenty-one gets out of touch with reality, he +ought straightway to sit down and write to his mother. Carmichael +indeed told me one evening at the Cottage that he never had any +mystical call to the ministry, but only had entered the Divinity Hall +instead of going to Oxford because his mother had this for her heart's +desire, and he loved her. As a layman it perhaps did not become me to +judge mysteries, but I dared to say that any man might well be guided +by his mother in religion, and that the closer he kept to her memory +the better he would do his work. After which both of us smoked +furiously, and Carmichael, two minutes later, was moved to remark that +some Turkish I had then was enough to lure a man up Glen Urtach in the +month of December. + +The young minister was stirred on the way to Kilbogie, and began to +dream dreams in the twilight. Love had come suddenly to him, and after +an unexpected fashion. Miss Carnegie was of another rank and another +faith, nor was she even his ideal woman, neither conspicuously +spiritual nor gentle, but frank, outspoken, fearless, self-willed. He +could also see that she had been spoiled by her father and his friends, +who had given her _carte blanche_ to say and do what she pleased. Very +likely--he could admit that even in the first blush of his emotion--she +might be passionate and prejudiced on occasion, even a fierce hater. +This he had imagined in the Tochty woods, and was not afraid, for her +imperfections seemed to him a provocation and an attraction. They were +the defects of her qualities--of her courage, candour, generosity, +affection. Carmichael leant upon a stile, and recalled the carriage of +her head, the quick flash of her eye, the tap of her foot, the +fascination of her manner. She was free from the affectations, +gaucheries, commonplaces, wearinesses of many good women he had known. +St. Theresa had been the woman enshrined in the tabernacle of his +heart, but life might have been a trifle tiresome if a man were married +to a saint. The saints have no humour, and do not relax. Life with a +woman like Miss Carnegie would be effervescent and stimulating, full of +surprises and piquancy. No, she was not a saint, but he felt by an +instinct she was pure, loyal, reverent, and true at the core. She was +a gallant lass, and . . . he loved her. + +[Illustration: Mother Church cast her spell over his imagination.] + +What an absurdity was this revery, and Carmichael laughed aloud at +himself. Twice he had met Miss Carnegie--on one occasion she had found +him watering strange dogs out of his hat, and on the other he had given +her to understand that women were little removed from fools. He had +made the worst of himself, and this young woman who had lived with +smart people must have laughed at him. Very likely she had made him +into a story, for as a raconteur himself he knew the temptation to work +up raw material, or perhaps Miss Carnegie had forgotten long ago that +he had called. Suppose that he should call to-morrow on his way home +and say, "General Carnegie, I think it right to tell you that I admire +your daughter very much, and should like your permission to pay my +addresses. I am Free Church minister in Drumtochty, and my stipend is +200 pounds a year" . . . his laugh this time was rather bitter. The +Carnegies would be at once admitted into the county set, and he would +only meet them at a time . . . Lord Hay was a handsome and pleasant +young fellow. He would be at Glen Urtach House for the shooting in a +few days . . . that was a likely thing to happen . . . the families +were old friends . . . there would be great festivities in the +Glen . . . perhaps he would be asked to propose the bride's +health . . . It really seemed a providence that Saunderson should come +along the road when he was playing the fool like a puling boy, for if +any man could give a douche to love-sickness it was the minister of +Kilbogie. + +Carmichael was standing in the shadow as Saunderson came along the +road, and the faint light was a perfect atmosphere for the dear old +bookman. Standing at his full height he might have been six feet, but +with much poring over books and meditation he had descended some three +inches. His hair was long, not because he made any conscious claim to +genius, but because he forgot to get it cut, and with his flowing, +untrimmed beard, was now quite grey. Within his clothes he was the +merest skeleton, being so thin that his shoulder-blades stood out in +sharp outline, and his hands were almost transparent. The redeeming +feature in Saunderson was his eyes, which were large and eloquent, of a +trustful, wistful hazel, the beautiful eyes of a dumb animal. Whether +he was expounding doctrines of an incredible disbelief in humanity or +exalting, in rare moments, the riches of a divine love in which he did +not expect to share, or humbly beseeching his brethren to give him +information on some point in scholarship no one knew anything about +except himself, or stroking the hair of some little child sitting upon +his knee, those eyes were ever simple, honest, and most pathetic. +Young ministers coming to the Presbytery full of self-conceit and new +views were arrested by their light shining through the glasses, and +came in a year or two to have a profound regard for Saunderson, +curiously compounded of amusement at his ways, which for strangeness +were quite beyond imagination, admiration for his knowledge, which was +amazing for its accuracy and comprehensiveness, respect for his +honesty, which feared no conclusion, however repellent to flesh and +blood, but chiefly of love for the unaffected and shining goodness of a +man in whose virgin soul neither self nor this world had any part. For +years the youngsters of the Presbytery knew not how to address the +minister of Kilbogie, since any one who had dared to call him +Saunderson, as they said "Carmichael" and even "MacWheep," though he +was elderly, would have been deposed, without delay, from the +ministry--so much reverence at least was in the lads--and "Mister" +attached to this personality would be like a silk hat on the head of an +Eastern sage. Jenkins of Pitrodie always considered that he was +inspired when he one day called Saunderson "Rabbi," and unto the day of +his death Kilbogie was so called. He made protest against the title as +being forbidden in the Gospels, but the lads insisted that it must be +understood in the sense of scholar, whereupon Saunderson disowned it on +the ground of his slender attainments. The lads saw the force of this +objection, and admitted that the honourable word belonged by rights to +MacWheep, but it was their fancy to assign it to Saunderson--whereat +Saunderson yielded, only exacting a pledge that he should never be so +called in public, lest all concerned be condemned for foolishness. +When it was announced that the University of Edinburgh had resolved to +confer the degree of D. D. on him for his distinguished learning and +great services to theological scholarship, Saunderson, who was +delighted when Dowbiggin of Muirtown got the honour for being an +ecclesiastic, would have refused it for himself had not his boys gone +out in a body and compelled him to accept. They also purchased a +Doctor's gown and hood, and invested him with them in the name of +Kilbogie two days before the capping. One of them saw that he was duly +brought to the Tolbooth Kirk, where the capping ceremonial in those +days took place. Another sent a list of Saunderson's articles to +British and foreign theological and philological reviews, which filled +half a column of the _Caledonian_, and drew forth a complimentary +article from that exceedingly able and caustic paper, whose editor lost +all his hair through sympathetic emotion the morning of the Disruption, +and ever afterwards pointed out the faults of the Free Kirk with much +frankness. The fame of Rabbi Saunderson was so spread abroad that a +great cheer went up as he came in with the other Doctors elect, in +which he cordially joined, considering it to be intended for his +neighbour, a successful West-end clergyman, the author of a Life of +Dorcas and other pleasing booklets. For some time after his boys said +"Doctor" in every third sentence, and then grew weary of a too common +title, and fell back on Rabbi, by which he was known unto the day of +his death, and which is now engraved on his tombstone. + +The Rabbi was tasting some morsel of literature as he came along, and +halted opposite Carmichael, whom he did not see in the shadow, that he +might enjoy it aloud. + +"That is French verse, Rabbi, I think, but it sounds archaic; is it +from a Huguenot poet?" + +"Assuredly," replied the Rabbi, not one whit astonished that a man +should come out from a hedge on Kilbogie road and recognise his +quotation; "from Clement Marot, whom, as you remember, there is good +evidence Queen Mary used to read. It is you, John Carmichael." The +Rabbi awoke from the past, and held Carmichael's hand in both of his. +"This was very mindful. You were going home from Pitscowrie and turned +aside to visit me. + +"It is unfortunate that I am hastening to a farm called the Mains, on +the border of Pitscourie parish, to expound the Word; but you will go +on to the Manse and straitly charge Barbara to give you food, and I +will hasten to return." And the Rabbi looked forward to the night with +great satisfaction. + +"No, I am not coming from Pitscowrie, and you are not going there, as +far as one can see. Why, you are on your way to Tochty woods; you are +going west instead of east; Rabbi, tell the truth, have you been +snuffing?" + +This was a searching question, and full of history. When the Rabbi +turned his back against the wind to snuff with greater comfort, he was +not careful to resume his original position, but continued cheerfully +in the new direction. This weakness was so well known that the school +bairns would watch till he had started, and stand in a row on the road +to block his progress. Then there would be a parley, which would end +in the Rabbi capitulating and rewarding the children with peppermints, +whereupon they would see him fairly off again and go on their +way--often looking back to see that he was safe, and somehow loving him +all the more for his strange ways. So much indeed was the Rabbi +beloved that a Pitscowrie laddie, who described Saunderson freely as a +"daftie" to Mains' grandson, did not see clearly for a week, and never +recovered his lost front tooth. + +"That," remarked young Mains, "'ll learn Pitscowrie tae set up +impidence aboot the minister." + +"There is no doubt, that I snuffed--it was at Claypots steading--but +there was no wind that I should turn. This is very remarkable, John, +and . . . disconcerting. + +"These humiliations are doubtless a lesson," resumed the Rabbi as they +hurried to Mains, "and a rebuke. Snuffing is in no sense a necessity, +and I have long recognised that the habit requires to be +restricted--very carefully restricted. For some time I have had fixed +times--once in the forenoon, once in the afternoon, and again in the +evening. Had I restrained myself till my work was over and I had +returned home this misadventure would not have occurred, whereby I have +been hindered and the people will have been kept waiting for their +spiritual food. + +"It is exactly twenty years to-night since I began this meeting in +Mains," the Rabbi explained to Carmichael, "and I have had great +pleasure in it and some profit. My subject has been the Epistle to the +Romans, and by the goodness of God we are approaching the last +chapters. The salutations will take about a year or so; Rufus, chosen +in the Lord, will need careful treatment; and then I thought, if I were +spared, of giving another year to a brief review of the leading points +of doctrine; eh?" + +Carmichael indicated that the family at Mains would almost expect +something of the sort, and inquired whether there might not be a few +passages requiring separate treatment at fuller length than was +possible in this hurried commentary. + +"Quite so, John, quite so; no one is more bitterly conscious of the +defects of this exposition than myself--meagre and superficial to a +degree, both in the patristic references and the experimental +application; but we are frail creatures, John, and it is doubtful +whether the exposition of any book should extend unto a generation. It +has always caused me regret that Mains--I mean the father of the +present tenant--departed before we had come to the comfort of the +eighth chapter." + +The Rabbi's mind was much affected by this thought, and twice in the +kitchen his eye wandered to the chair where his friend had sat, with +his wife beside him. From Priscilla and Aquila he was led into the +question of hospitality, on which he spoke afterwards till they came to +the Manse, where he stationed Carmichael on the doorstep till he +secured a light. + +"There is a parcel of books on the floor, partially opened, and the way +of passing is narrow and somewhat dangerous in the darkness." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +KILBOGIE MANSE. + +Ministers there were in the great strath so orderly that they kept +their sealing-wax in one drawer and their string in another, while +their sermons were arranged under the books of the Bible, and tied with +green silk. Dr. Dowbiggin, though a dull man and of a heavy carriage, +could find in an instant the original draft of a motion on instrumental +music he made in the Presbytery of Muirtown in the year '59, and could +also give the exact page in the blue-books for every word he had +uttered in the famous case when he showed that the use of a harmonium +to train MacWheep's choir was a return to the bondage of Old Testament +worship. His collection of pamphlets was supposed to be unique, and +was a terror to controversialists, no man knowing when a rash utterance +on the bottomless mystery of "spiritual independence" might not be +produced from the Doctor's coat-tail pocket. He retired to rest at +10.15, and rose at six, settling the subject of his next sermon on +Sabbath evening, and finishing the first head before breakfast on +Monday morning. He had three hats--one for funerals, one for +marriages, one for ordinary occasions--and has returned from the +Presbytery door to brush his coat. Morning prayers in Dr. Dowbiggin's +house were at 8.05, and the wrath of the Doctor was so dangerous that +one probationer staying at the manse, and not quite independent of +influence, did not venture to undress, but snatched a fearful doze +sitting upright on a cane-bottomed chair, lest he should not be in at +the psalm. Young ministers of untidy habits regarded Dr. Dowbiggin's +study with despair, and did not recover their spirits till they were +out of Muirtown. Once only did this eminent man visit the manse of +Kilbogie, and in favourable moments after dinner he would give his +choicer experiences. + +"It is my invariable custom to examine the bed to see that everything +is in order, and any one sleeping in Kilbogie Manse will find the good +of such a precaution. I trust that I am not a luxurious person--it +would ill become one who came out in '43--but I have certainly become +accustomed to the use of sheets. When I saw there were none on the +bed, I declined to sleep without them, and I indicated my mind very +distinctly on the condition of the manse. + +"Would you believe it?" the Doctor used to go on. "Saunderson +explained, as if it were a usual occurrence, that he had given away all +the spare linen in his house to a girl that had to marry in . . . +urgent circumstances, and had forgotten to get more. And what do you +think did he offer as a substitute for sheets?" No one could even +imagine what might not occur to the mind of Saunderson. + +"Towels, as I am an honourable man; a collection of towels, as he put +it, 'skilfully attached together, might make a pleasant covering.' +That is the first and last time I ever slept in the Free Church Manse +of Kilbogie. As regards Saunderson's study, I will guarantee that the +like of it cannot be found within Scotland," and at the very thought of +it that exact and methodical ecclesiastic realised the limitations of +language. + +His boys boasted of the Rabbi's study as something that touched genius +in its magnificent disorderliness, and Carmichael was so proud of it +that he took me to see it as to a shrine. One whiff of its atmosphere +as you entered the door gave an appetite and raised the highest +expectations. For any bookman can estimate a library by scent--if an +expert he could even write out a catalogue of the books and sketch the +appearance of the owner. Heavy odour of polished mahogany, Brussels +carpets, damask curtains and tablecloths; then the books are kept +within glass, consist of sets of standard works in half calf, and the +owner will give you their cost wholesale to a farthing. Faint +fragrance of delicate flowers, and Russia leather, with a hint of +cigarettes; prepare yourself for a marvellous wall-paper, etchings, +bits of oak, limited editions, and a man in a velvet coat. Smell of +paste and cloth binding and general newness means yesterday's books and +a man racing through novels with a paper knife. Those are only +book-rooms by courtesy, and never can satisfy any one who has breathed +the sacred air. It is a rich and strong spirit, not only filling the +room, but pouring out from the door and possessing the hall, redeeming +an opposite dining-room from grossness, and a more distant drawing-room +from frivolity, and even lending a goodly flavour to bedrooms on upper +floors. It is distilled from curious old duodecimos packed on high +shelves out of sight, and blows over folios, with large clasps, that +once stood in monastery libraries, and gathers a subtle sweetness from +parchments that were illuminated in ancient scriptoriums, that are now +grass grown, and is fortified with good old musty calf. The wind was +from the right quarter on the first day I visited Kilbogie Manse, and +as we went up the garden walk the Rabbi's library already bade us +welcome, and assured us of our reward for a ten miles' walk. + +Saunderson was perfectly helpless in all manner of mechanics--he could +not drive a tack through anything except his own fingers, and had given +up shaving at the suggestion of his elders--and yet he boasted, with +truth, that he had got three times as many books into the study as his +predecessor possessed in all his house. For Saunderson had shelved the +walls from the floor to the ceiling, into every corner and over the +doors, and above the windows, as well as below them. The wright had +wished to leave the space clear above the mantelpiece. + +"Ye 'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there, or maybe John Knox, and a bit +clock 'll be handy for letting ye ken the 'oors on Sabbath." + +[Illustration: "Ye 'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there."] + +The Rabbi admitted that he had a Knox, but was full of a scheme for +hanging him over his own history, which he considered both appropriate +and convenient. As regards time, it was the last thing of which that +worthy man desired to be reminded--going to bed when he could no longer +see for weariness, and rising as soon as he awoke, taking his food when +it was brought to him, and being conducted to church by the beadle +after the last straggler was safely seated. He even cast covetous eyes +upon the two windows, which were absurdly large, as he considered, but +compromised matters by removing the shutters and filling up the vacant +space with slender works of devotion. It was one of his conceits that +the rising sun smote first on an À Kempis, for this he had often +noticed as he worked of a morning. + +Book-shelves had long ago failed to accommodate Rabbi's treasures, and +the floor had been bravely utilised. Islands of books, rugged and +perpendicular, rose on every side; long promontories reached out from +the shore, varied by bold headlands; and so broken and varied was that +floor that the Rabbi was pleased to call it the Aegean Sea, where he +had his Lesbos and his Samos. It is absolutely incredible, but it is +all the same a simple fact, that he knew every book and its location, +having a sense of the feel as well as the shape of his favourites. +This was not because he had the faintest approach to orderliness--for +he would take down twenty volumes and never restore them to the same +place by any chance. It was a sort of motherly instinct by which he +watched over them all, even loved prodigals that wandered over all the +study and then set off on adventurous journeys into distant rooms. The +restoration of an emigrant to his lawful home was celebrated by a feast +in which, by a confusion of circumstances, the book played the part of +the fatted calf, being read afresh from beginning to end. During his +earlier and more agile years the Rabbi used to reach the higher levels +of his study by wonderful gymnastic feats, but after two falls--one +with three Ante-Nicene fathers in close pursuit--he determined to call +in assistance. This he did after an impressive fashion. When he +attended the roup at Pitfoodles--a day of historical prices--and +purchased in open competition, at three times its value, a small stack +ladder, Kilbogie was convulsed, and Mains had to offer explanations. + +"He 's cuttit aff seevin feet, and rins up it tae get his tapmaist +bukes, but that's no a'," and then Mains gave it to be understood that +the rest of the things the minister had done with that ladder were +beyond words. For in order that the rough wood might not scar the +sensitive backs of the fathers, the Rabbi had covered the upper end +with cloth, and for that purpose had utilised a pair of trousers. It +was not within his ability in any way to reduce or adapt his material, +so that those interesting garments remained in their original shape, +and, as often as the ladder stood reversed, presented a very impressive +and diverting spectacle. It was the inspiration of one of Carmichael's +most successful stories--how he had done his best to console a woman on +the death of her husband, and had not altogether failed, till she +caught sight of the deceased's nether garments waving disconsolately on +a rope in the garden, when she refused to be comforted. "Toom (empty) +breeks tae me noo," and she wept profusely, "toom breeks tae me." + +One of the great efforts of the Rabbi's life was to seat his visitors, +since, beyond the one chair, accommodation had to be provided on the +table, wheresoever there happened to be no papers, and on the ledges of +the bookcases. It was pretty to see the host suggesting from a long +experience those coigns of vantage he counted easiest and safest, +giving warnings also of unsuspected danger in the shape of restless +books that might either yield beneath one's feet or descend on one's +head. Carmichael, however, needed no such guidance, for he knew his +way about in the marvellous place, and at once made for what the boys +called the throne of the fathers. This was a lordly seat, laid as to +its foundation in mediaeval divines of ponderous content, but +excellently finished with the Benedictine edition of St. Augustine, +softened by two cushions, one for a seat and another for a back. Here +Carmichael used to sit in great content, smoking and listening while +the Rabbi hunted an idea through Scripture with many authorities, or +defended the wildest Calvinism with strange, learned arguments; from +this place he would watch the Rabbi searching for a lost note on some +passage of Holy Writ amid a pile of papers two feet deep, through which +he burrowed on all fours, or climbing for a book on the sky-line, to +forget his errand and to expound some point of doctrine from the top of +the ladder. + +"You 're comfortable, John, and you do not want to put off your boots +after all that travelling to and fro? then I will search for Barbara, +and secure some refreshment for our bodies," and Carmichael watched the +Rabbi depart with pity, for he was going on a troublous errand. + +Housekeepers are, after beadles, the most wonderful functionaries in +the ecclesiastical life of Scotland, and every species could be found +within a day's journey of Drumtochty. Jenkins, indeed, suggested that +a series of papers on Church Institutions read at the clerical club +should include one on housekeepers, and offered to supply the want, +which was the reason why Dr. Dowbiggin refused to certify him to a +vacancy, speaking of him as "frivolous and irresponsible." The class +ranged from Sarah of Drumtochty, who could cook and knew nothing about +ecclesiastical affairs, to that austere damsel, Margaret Meiklewham of +Pitscowrie, who had never prepared an appetising meal in her life, but +might have sat as an elder in the Presbytery. + +Among all her class, Barbara MacCluckie stood an easy worst, being the +most incapable, unsightly, evil-tempered, vexatious woman into whose +hands an unmarried man had ever been delivered. MacWheep had his own +trials, but his ruler saw that he had sufficient food and some comfort, +but Barbara laid herself out to make the Rabbi's life a misery. He +only obtained his meals as a favour, and an extra blanket had to be won +by a week's abject humiliation. Fire was only allowed him at times, +and he secured oil for his lamp by stratagems. Latterly he was glad to +send strange ministers to Mains, and his boys alone forced lodgment in +the manse. The settlement of Barbara was the great calamity of the +Rabbi's life, and was the doing of his own good nature. He first met +her when she came to the manse one evening to discuss the unlawfulness +of infant baptism and the duty of holding Sunday on Saturday, being the +Jewish Sabbath. His interest deepened on learning that she had been +driven from twenty-nine situations through the persecution of the +ungodly; and on her assuring him that she had heard a voice in a dream +bidding her take charge of Kilbogie Manse, the Rabbi, who had suffered +many things at the hands of young girls given to lovers, installed +Barbara, and began to repent that very day. A tall, bony, forbidding +woman, with a squint and a nose turning red, as she stated, from +chronic indigestion, let it be said for her that she did not fall into +the sins of her predecessors. It was indeed a pleasant jest in +Kilbogie for four Sabbaths that she allowed a local Romeo, who knew not +that his Juliet was gone, to make his adventurous way to her bedroom +window, and then showed such an amazing visage that he was laid up for +a week through the suddenness of his fall. What the Rabbi endured no +one knew, but his boys understood that the only relief he had from +Barbara's tyranny was on Sabbath evening, when she stated her +objections to the doctrine, and threatened henceforward to walk into +Muirtown in order to escape from unsound doctrine. On such occasions +the Rabbi laid himself out for her instruction with much zest, and he +knew when he had produced an impression, for then he went supperless to +bed. Between this militant spirit and the boys there was an undying +feud, and Carmichael was not at all hurt to hear her frank references +to himself. + +[Illustration: A tall, bony, forbidding woman.] + +"What need he come stravagin' doon frae Drumtochty for? it wud set him +better tae wait on his ain fouk. A licht-headed fellow, they say as +kens; an' as for his doctrine--weel, maybe it 'll dae for Drumtochty. + +"Tea? Did ye expect me tae hae biling water at this 'oor o' the nicht? +My word, the money wud flee in this hoose gin a' wesna here. Milk 'll +dae fine for yon birkie: he micht be gled tae get onything, sorning on +a respectable manse every ither week." + +"You will pardon our humble provision"--this is how the Rabbi prepared +Carmichael; "we have taken my worthy Abigail unawares, and she cannot +do for us what in other circumstances would be her desire. She has a +thorn in the flesh which troubles her, and makes her do what she would +not; but I am convinced that her heart is right." + +That uncompromising woman took no notice of Drumtochty, but busied +herself in a search for the Rabbi's bag, which he insisted had been +brought home from Muirtown that morning, and which was at last found +covered with books. + +"Do not open it at present, Barbara; you can identify the contents +later if it be necessary, but I am sure they are all right," and the +Rabbi watched Barbara's investigations with evident anxiety. + +"Maybe ye hae brocht back what ye started wi', but gin ye hev, it's the +first time a' can mind. Laist sacrament at Edinburgh ye pickit up twal +books, ae clothes brush, an' a crochet cover for a chair, an' left +a'thing that belonged tae ye." + +"It was an inadvertence; but I obtained a drawer for my own use this +time, and I was careful to pack its contents into the bag, leaving +nothing." But the Rabbi did not seem over-confident. + +"There 's nae question that ye hev filled the pack," said Barbara, with +much deliberation and an ominous calmness; "but whether wi' yir ain +gear or some ither body's, a'll leave ye tae judge yirsel'. A 'll +juist empty the bag on the bukes;" and Barbara selected a bank of +Puritans for the display of her master's spoil. + +"Ae slipbody (bodice), well hemmed and gude stuff--ye didna tak' that +wi' ye, at ony rate; twa pillow slips--they 'll come in handy, oor ain +are wearin' thin; ae pair o' sheets--'ll juist dae for the next trimmie +that ye want tae set up in her hoose; this 'll be a bolster slip, a 'm +judgin'--" + +"It must be the work of Satan," cried the poor Rabbi, who constantly +saw the hand of the great enemy in the disorder of his study. "I +cannot believe that my hands packed such garments in place of my own." + +"Ye 'll be satisfied when ye read the name; it's plain eneuch; ye +needna gang dodderin' aboot here and there lookin' for yir glasses; +there's twa pair on your head already;" for it was an hour of triumph +to Barbara's genial soul. + +"It's beyond understanding," murmured the Rabbi. "I must have mistaken +one drawer for another in the midst of meditation;" and then, when +Barbara had swept out of the room with the varied linen on her arm, +"this is very humiliating, John, and hard to bear." + +"Nonsense, Rabbi; it's one of the finest things you have ever done. +Half a dozen journeys of that kind would refurnish the manse; it's just +a pity you can't annex a chair;" but he saw that the good man was +sorely vexed. + +"You are a good lad, John, and it is truly marvellous what charity I +have received at the hands of young men who might have scorned and +mocked me. God knows how my heart has been filled with gratitude, and +I . . . have mentioned your names in my unworthy prayers that God may +do to you all according to the kindness ye have shown unto me." + +It was plain that this lonely, silent man was much moved, and +Carmichael did not speak. + +"People consider that I am ignorant of my failings and weaknesses, and +I can bear witness with a clear conscience that I am not angry when +they smile and nod the head; why should I be? But, John, it is known +to myself only and Him before whom all hearts are open how great is my +suffering in being among my neighbours as a sparrow upon the housetop. + +"May you never know, John, what it is to live alone and friendless till +you lose the ways of other men and retire within yourself, looking out +on the multitude passing on the road as a hermit from his cell, and +knowing that some day you will die alone, with none to . . . give you a +draught of water." + +"Rabbi, Rabbi"--for Carmichael was greatly distressed at the woe in the +face opposite him, and his heart was tender that night--"why should you +have lived like that? Do not be angry, but . . . did God intend . . . +it cannot be wrong . . . I mean . . . God did give Eve to Adam." + +"Laddie, why do ye speak with fear and a faltering voice? Did I say +aught against that gracious gift or the holy mystery of love, which is +surely the sign of the union betwixt God and the soul, as is set forth +after a mystical shape in the Song of Songs? But it was not for +me--no, not for me. I complain not, neither have I vexed my soul. He +doeth all things well." + +"But, dear Rabbi"--and Carmichael hesitated, not knowing where he stood. + +"Ye ask me why"--the Rabbi anticipated the question--"and I will tell +you plainly, for my heart has ever gone forth to you. For long years I +found no favour in the eyes of the Church, and it seemed likely I would +be rejected from the ministry as a man useless and unprofitable. How +could I attempt to win the love of any maiden, since it did not appear +to be the will of God that I should ever have a place of habitation? +It consisted not with honour, for I do hold firmly that no man hath any +right to seek unto himself a wife till he have a home." + +"But . . ." + +"Afterwards, you would say. Ah, John, then had I become old and +unsightly, not such a one as women could care for. It would have been +cruel to tie a maid for life to one who might only be forty years in +age, but was as seventy in his pilgrimage, and had fallen into unlovely +habits." + +Then the Rabbi turned on Carmichael his gentle eyes, that were shining +with tears. + +"It will be otherwise with you, and so let it be. May I live to see +you rejoicing with the wife of your youth." + +So it came to pass that it was to this unlikely man Carmichael told his +new-born love, and he was amazed at the understanding of the Rabbi, as +well as his sympathy and toleration. + +"A maid of spirit--and that is an excellent thing; and any excess will +be tamed by life. Only see to it that ye agree in that which lieth +beneath all churches and maketh souls one in God. May He prosper you +in your wooing as He did the patriarch Jacob, and far more abundantly." + +Very early in the morning Carmichael awoke, and being tempted by the +sunrise, arose and went downstairs. As he came near the study door he +heard a voice in prayer, and knew that the Rabbi had been all night in +intercession. + +"Thou hast denied me wife and child; deny me not Thyself. . . . A +stranger Thou hast made me among men; refuse me not a place in the +City. . . . Deal graciously with this lad who has been to me as a son +in the Gospel. . . . He has not despised an old man; put not his heart +to confusion. . . ." + +Carmichael crept upstairs again, but not to sleep, and at breakfast he +pledged the Rabbi to come up some day and see Kate Carnegie. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +PREPARING FOR THE SACRAMENT. + +English folk have various festivals in the religious year, as becometh +a generous country, but in our austere and thrifty Glen there was only +one high day, and that was Sacrament Sabbath. It is rumoured--but one +prefers not to believe scandals--that the Scottish Kirk nowadays is +encouraging a monthly Sacrament, after which nothing remains in the way +of historical declension except for people to remain for the Sacrament +as it may occur to them, and for men like Drumsheugh to get up at +meetings to give their religious experiences, when every one that has +any understanding will know that the reserve has gone out of Scottish +character, and the reverence from Scottish faith. Dr. Davidson's +successor, a boisterous young man of bourgeois manners, elected by +popular vote, has got guilds, where Hillocks' granddaughter reads +papers on Emerson and refers to the Free Kirk people as Dissenters, but +things were different in the old days before the Revolution. The +Doctor had such unquestioning confidence in himself that he considered +his very presence a sufficient defence for the Kirk, and was of such +perfect breeding that he regarded other Kirks with unbroken charity. +He was not the man to weary the parish with fussy little schemes, and +he knew better than level down the Sacrament. It was the summit of the +year to which the days climbed, from which they fell away, and it was +held in the middle of August. Then nature was at her height in the +Glen, and had given us of her fulness. The barley was golden, and, +rustling in the gentle wind, wearied for the scythe; the oats were +changing daily, and had only so much greenness as would keep the +feathery heads firm for the handling; the potatoes having received the +last touch of the plough, were well banked up and flowering pleasantly; +the turnips, in fine levels, like Hillocks', or gently sloping fields, +like Menzies', were so luxuriant that a mere townsman could not have +told the direction of the drills; the hay had been gathered into long +stacks like unto the shape of a two-storied house, and the fresh +aftermath on the field was yielding sweet morsels for the horses of an +evening; the pasture was rich with the hardy white clover, and one +could hear from the road the cattle taking full mouthfuls; young spring +animals, like calves and lambs, were now falling into shape and +beginning independent life, though with an occasional hankering after +the past, when the lambs would fall a-bleating for their mothers, and +calves would hang about the gate at evening, where they had often +fought shamelessly to get a frothy nose once more into the milk-pail. + +Our little gardens were full a-blow, a very blaze and maze of colour +and foliage, wherein the owner wandered of an evening examining flowers +and fruit with many and prolonged speculations--much aided by the smoke +of tobacco--as to the chance of gaining a second at our horticultural +show with his stocks, or honourable mention for a dish of mixed fruit. +The good wife might be seen of an afternoon about that time, in a +sun-bonnet and a gown carefully tucked up, gathering her berry harvest +for preserves, with two young assistants, who worked at a modest +distance from their mother, very black as to their mouths, and +preserving the currants, as they plucked them, by an instantaneous +process of their own invention. Next afternoon a tempting fragrance of +boiling sugar would make one's mouth water as he passed, and the same +assistants, never weary in well-doing, might be seen setting saucers of +black jam upon the window-sill to "jeel," and receiving, as a kind of +blackmail, another saucerful of "skim," which, I am informed, is really +the refuse of the sugar, but, for all that, wonderfully toothsome. +Bear with a countryman's petty foolishness, ye mighty people who live +in cities, and whose dainties come from huge manufactories. Some man +reading these pages will remember that red-letter day of the +summer-time long ago, and the faithful hands that plucked the fruit, +and the old kitchen, with its open beams, and the peat fire glowing +red, and the iron arm that held the copper-lined pan--much lent round +the district--and the smack of the hot, sweet berries, more grateful +than any banquet of later days. + +[Illustration: Gathering her berry harvest.] + +The bees worked hard in this time of affluence, and came staggering +home with spoil from the hills, but it was holiday season on the farms. +Between the last labours on the roots and the beginning of harvest +there was no exacting demand from the land, and managing farmers +invented tasks to fill up the hours. An effort was made to restore +carts and implements to their original colour, which was abruptly +interrupted by the first day of cutting, so that one was not surprised +to see a harvest cart blue on one side and a rich crusted brown on the +other. Drumsheugh would even send his men to road-making, and +apologise to the neighbours--"juist reddin' up aboot the doors"--while +Saunders the foreman and his staff laboured in a shamefaced manner like +grown-ups playing at a children's game. Hillocks used to talk vaguely +about going to see a married sister in Glasgow, and one year got as far +as Kildrummie, where he met Piggie Walker, and returned to have a deal +in potatoes with that enterprising man. More than once Drumsheugh--but +then his position was acknowledged--set off on the Monday for +Carnoustie with a large carpet bag containing, among other things, two +pounds of butter and two dozen eggs, and announced his intention of +spending a fortnight at the "saut water." The kirkyard would bid him +good-bye, and give him a united guarantee that Sabbath would be kept at +Drumtochty during his absence, but the fathers were never astonished to +see the great man drop into Muirtown market next Friday on his way +west--having found four days of unrelieved gaiety at that Scottish +Monaco enough for flesh and blood. + +This season of small affairs was redeemed by the Sacrament, and +preparations began far off with the cleaning of the kirk. As early as +June our beadle had the face of one with something on his mind, and +declined to pledge himself for roups of standing corn, where his +presence was much valued, not on business grounds, but as an official +sanction of the proceedings. Drumtochty always felt that Dr. Davidson +was fully represented by his man, and John could no longer disentangle +the two in his own mind--taking a gloomy view of the parish when he was +laid up by lumbago and the Doctor had to struggle on single-handed, and +regarding the future when both would be gone with despair. + +"Ay, ay, Hillocks," he once remarked to that worthy, "this 'll be a +queer-like place when me an' the Doctor 's awa'. + +"Na, na, a' daurna promise for the roup, but ye can cairry it on +whether a 'm there or no; prices dinna hang on a beadle, and they 're +far mair than appearances. A 'm juist beginning tae plan the reddin' +up for the Saicrament, an' a 've nae speerit for pleesure; div ye ken, +Hillocks, a' wud actually coont a funeral distrackin'." + +"Ye hev an awfu' responsibility, there 's nae doot o' that, John, but +gin ye juist jined the fouk for ae field, it wud be an affset tae the +day, an' the auctioneer wud be lifted." + +With the beginning of July, John fairly broke ground in the great +effort, and was engaged thereon for six weeks, beginning with the +dusting of the pulpit and concluding with the beating of Drumsheugh's +cushion. During that time the Doctor only suggested his wants to John, +and the fathers themselves trembled of a Sabbath morning lest in a +moment of forgetfulness they might carry in some trace of their farms +with them and mar the great work. It was pretty to see Whinnie +labouring at his feet in a grassy corner, while John watched him from +the kirk door with an unrelenting countenance. + +The elders also had what might be called their cleaning at this season, +examining into the cases of any who had made a "mistak'" since last +August, and deciding whether they should be allowed to "gang forrit." +These deliberations were begun at the door, where Drumsheugh and Domsie +stood the last five minutes before the Doctor appeared, and were open +to the congregation, who from their places within learned the +offenders' prospects. + +"The Doctor 'll dae as he considers richt, an' he 's juist ower easy +pleased wi' onybody 'at starts a-greetin', but yon's ma jidgment, +Dominie." + +"I do not wish to dispute with you, Drumsheugh"--Domsie always spoke +English on such occasions--"and the power of the keys is a solemn +charge. But we must temper a just measure of severity with a spirit of +mercy." + +"Ye may temper this or temper that," said Drumsheugh, going to the root +of the matter, "but a' tell ye, Dominie, there's ower mony o' thae +limmers in the country juist noo, an' a 'm for making an example o' +Jean Ferguson." + +So Jean did not present herself for a token on the approaching +Fast-day, and sat out with the children during the Sacrament with as +becoming an expression of penitence as her honest, comely face could +accomplish. Nor did Jean or her people bear any grudge against the +Doctor or the Session for their severity. She had gone of her own +accord to confess her fault, and was willing that her process of +cleansing should be thorough before she received absolution. When a +companion in misfortune spoke of the greater leniency of Pitscowrie, +Jean expressed her thankfulness that she was of Drumtochty. + +"Nane o' yir loose wys for me--gie me a richt minister as dis his +duty;" which showed that whatever might be her deflections in practice, +Jean's ideas of morals were sound. + +Preparations in the parish at large began two weeks before the +Sacrament, when persons whose attendance had been, to say the least, +irregular slipped in among the fathers without ostentation, and +dropping into a conversation on the weather, continued, as it were, +from last Sabbath, used it skilfully to offer an apology for past +failures in church observance. + +"It's keepit up wonderfu' through the week, for a' never like ower +bricht mornin's," old Sandie Ferguson would remark casually, whose +arrival, swallow-like, heralded the approach of the great occasion. +"The roads are graund the noo frae the heich (high glen); we 've hed an +awfu' winter, neeburs, up oor wy--clean blockit up. Them 'at lives +ablow are michty favoured, wi' the kirk at their door." + +"It's maist extraordinar' hoo the seasons are changin'"--Jamie Soutar +could never resist Sandie's effrontery--"A' mind when Mairch saw the +end o' the snow, an' noo winter is hangin' aboot in midsummer. A'm +expeckin' tae hear, in another five year, that the drifts last through +the Sacrament in August. It 'll be a sair trial for ye, Sandie, a +wullin' kirkgoer--but ye 'll hae the less responsibility." + +"Millhole 's here, at ony rate, the day, an' we 're gled tae see +him"--for Drumsheugh's pride was to have a large Sacrament--and so +Sandie would take his place at an angle to catch the Doctor's eye, and +pay such rapt attention to the sermon that any one not knowing the +circumstances might have supposed that he had just awaked from sleep. + +Ploughmen who on other Sabbaths slept in the forenoon and visited their +sweethearts the rest of the day, presented themselves for tokens on the +Fast-day, and made the one elaborate toilette of the year on Saturday +evening, when they shaved in turns before a scrap of glass hung outside +the bothy door, and the foreman, skilled in the clipping of horses, cut +their hair, utilising a porridge bowl with much ingenuity to secure a +round cut. They left early on the Sabbath morning, and formed +themselves into a group against the gable of the kirk,--being reviewed +with much satisfaction by Drumsheugh, who had a keen eye for absentees +from the religious function of the year. At the first sound of the +bell the ploughmen went into kirk a solid mass, distributing themselves +in the servants' pews attached to the farmers' pews, and maintaining an +immovable countenance through every part of the service, any tendency +to somnolence being promptly and effectually checked by the foreman, +who allowed himself some ease when alone on other days, but on +Sacrament Sabbath realised his charge and never closed an eye. The +women and children proceeded to their places on arrival, and the +fathers followed them as the bell gave signs of ceasing. Drumsheugh +and Domsie then came in from the plate and the administration of +discipline, and the parish waited as one man for the appearance of John +with the Bible, the Doctor following, and envied those whose seat +commanded the walk from the manse down which the procession came every +Sabbath with dignity, but once a year with an altogether peculiar +majesty. + +Drumtochty exiles meeting in London or other foreign places and +recalling the Glen, never part without lighting on John and passing +contempt on all officials beside him. "Ye mind John?" one will say, +wagging his head with an amazement that time and distance has in no +wise cooled, and his fellow glensman will reply, "Ay, ye may traivel +the warld ower or ye see his marrow." Then they will fall into a +thoughtful silence, and each knows that his neighbour is following John +as he comes down the kirkyard on the great day. "Comin' in at the door +lookin' as if he didna ken there wes a body in the kirk, a' aye coontit +best," but his friend has another preference. "It wes fine, but, man, +tae see him set the bukes doon on the pulpit cushion, and then juist +gie ae glisk roond the kirk as much as tae say, 'What think ye o' +that?' cowed a' thing." It has been given to myself amid other +privileges to see (and store in a fond memory) the walk of a University +mace-bearer, a piper at the Highland gathering, a German stationmaster +(after the war), and an alderman (of the old school), but it is bare +justice to admit, although I am not of Drumtochty, but only as a +proselyte of the gate, that none of those efforts is at all to be +compared with John's achievement. Within the manse the Doctor was +waiting in pulpit array, grasping his father's snuff-box in a firm +right hand, and it was understood that, none seeing them, and as a +preparation for the strain that would immediately be upon them, both +the minister and his man relaxed for a minute. + +"Is there a respectable attendance, John?" and the Doctor would take a +preliminary pinch. "Drumsheugh does not expect many absentees." + +"Naebody 's missin' that a' cud see, sir, except that ill gettit +wratch, Tammie Ronaldson, and a' coont him past redemption. A' gaed in +as a' cam doon, and gin he wesna lyin' in his bed sleepin' an' snorin' +like a heathen." + +"Well, John, did you do your duty as an officer of the church?" + +"A' stood ower him, Doctor, an' a' juist said tae masel', 'Shall a' +smite wi' the sword?' but a' left him alane for this time." And so +they started--John in front with the books, and the Doctor a pace +behind, his box now in the left hand, with a handkerchief added, and +the other holding up his gown, both dignitaries bare-headed, +unself-conscious, absorbed in their office. + +The books were carried level with the top button of John's +waistcoat--the Psalm-book being held in its place by the two extended +thumbs--and neither were allowed to depart from the absolute horizontal +by an eighth of an inch, even going up the pulpit stairs. When they +had been deposited in their place, and slightly patted, just to settle +them, John descended to make way for the Doctor, who had been waiting +beneath in a commanding attitude. He then followed the minister up, +and closed the door--not with a bang, but yet so that all might know he +had finished his part of the work. If any one had doubted how much +skill went to this achievement, he had his eyes opened when John had +the lumbago, and the smith arrived at the kirk door three yards ahead +of the Doctor, and let the Psalm-book fall on the pulpit floor. + +"We 're thankfu' tae hae ye back, John," said Hillocks. "Yon wes a +temptin' o' Providence." + +Once only had I the privilege of seeing John in this his glory, and the +sight of him afflicted me with a problem no one has ever solved. It +might, indeed, be made a branch of scientific investigation, and would +then be called the Genesis of Beadles. Was a beadle ever a baby? What +like was he before he appeared in his office? Was he lying as a +cardinal in petto till the right moment, and then simply showed himself +to be appointed as one born unto this end? No one dared to hint that +John had ever followed any other avocation, and an effort to connect +John with the honourable trade of plumbing in the far past was justly +regarded as a disgraceful return of Tammie Ronaldson's for much +faithful dealing. Drumtochty refused to consider his previous history, +if he had any, and looked on John in his office as a kind of +Melchizedek, a mysterious, isolated work of Providence. + +He was a mere wisp of a man, with a hard, keen face, iron-grey hair +brushed low across his forehead, and clean-shaven cheeks. + +[Illustration: He was a mere wisp of a man.] + +"A 've naething tae say against a beard," on being once consulted, "an' +a 'm no prepared tae deny it maun be in the plan o' Providence. In +fact, gin a' wes in a private capaucity, a' michtna shave, but in ma +public capaucity, a 've nae alternative. It wud be a fine story tae +gang roond the Presbytery o' Muirtown that the Beadle o' Drumtochty hed +a beard." + +His authority was supreme under the Doctor, and never was disputed by +man or beast save once, and John himself admitted that the +circumstances were quite peculiar. It was during the Doctor's famous +continental tour, when Drumsheugh fought with strange names in the +kirkyard, and the Presbytery supplied Drumtochty in turn. The minister +of St. David's, Muirtown, was so spiritual that he left his voice at +the foot of the pulpit stairs, and lived in the Song of Solomon, with +occasional excursions into the Lamentations of Jeremiah, and it was +thoughtless not to have told Mr. Curlew that two or three dogs--of +unexceptionable manners--attended our kirk with their masters. They +would no more have thought of brawling in church than John himself, and +they knew the parts of the service as well as the Doctor, but dogs have +been so made by our common Creator that they cannot abide falsetto, and +Mr. Curlew tried them beyond endurance. When he lifted up his voice in +"Return, return, O Shulamite, return, return," a long wail in reply, +from below a back seat where a shepherd was slumbering, proclaimed that +his appeal had not altogether failed. "Put out that dog," said the +preacher in a very natural voice, with a strong suggestion of bad +temper, "put that dog out immediately; it's most disgraceful that such +. . . eh, conduct should go, on in a Christian church. Where is the +church officer?" + +"A'm the Beadle o' Drumtochty"--standing in his place--"an' a'll dae +yir pleesure;" and the occasion was too awful for any one, even the +dog's master, to assist, far less to laugh. + +So Laddie was conducted down the passage--a dog who would not +condescend to resist--and led to the outer gate of the kirkyard, and +John came in amid a dead silence--for Mr. Curlew had not yet got his +pulpit note again--and faced the preacher. + +"The dog 's oot, sir, but a' tak this congregation tae witness, ye +begood (began) it yirsel'," and it was said that Mr. Curlew's pious and +edifying chant was greatly restricted in country kirks from that day. + +It was not given to the beadle to sit with the elders in that famous +court of morals which is called the Kirk Session, and of which strange +stories are told by Southern historians, but it was his to show out and +in the culprits with much solemnity. He was able to denote the exact +offence in the language of Kirk law, and was considered happy in his +abbreviations for technical terms. As a familiar of the Inquisition, +he took oversight of the district, and saw that none escaped the +wholesome discipline of the Church. + +"Ye 're back," he said, arresting Peter Ferguson as he tried to escape +down a byroad, and eyeing the prodigal sternly, who had fled from +discipline to London, and there lost a leg; "the' 'll be a meetin' o' +Session next week afore the Saicrament; wull a' tell the Doctor ye're +comin'?" + +"No, ye 'll dae naething o' the kind, for a 'll no be there. A 've nae +suner got hame aifter ma accident but ye're tormentin' me on the verra +road wi' yir Session. Ye drave me awa' aince, an' noo ye wud harry +(hunt) me aft again." + +"A weel, a weel"--and John was quite calm--"dinna pit yirsel' in a +feery farry (excitement); ye 'll gang yir ain wy and earn yir ain +jidgment. It wes for yir gude a' spoke, and noo a 've dune ma pairt, +an' whatever comes o't, ye 'll no hae me or ony ither body tae blame." + +"What think ye 'll happen?"--evidently sobered by John's tone, yet +keeping up a show of defiance. "Ye wud think the Session wes the +Sheriff o' Perthshire tae hear ye blawin' and threatenin'." + +"It's no for me tae say what may befa' ye, Peter Ferguson, for a 'm no +yir jidge, but juist a frail mortal, beadle though I be; but a' may hev +ma thochts. + +"Ye refused the summons sax month syne, and took yir wys tae +London--that wes contumacy added tae yir ither sin. Nae doot ye made +certain ye hed escapit, but hed ye? A' leave it tae yirsel', for the +answer is in yir body," and John examined Peter's wooden leg with an +austere interest. + +"Ay, ay, ma man," he resumed--for Peter was now quite silenced by this +uncompromising interpretation of the ways of Providence--"ye aff tae +London, an' the Lord aifter ye, an' whuppit aff ae leg. Noo ye declare +ye 'll be as countermacious as ever, an' a 'm expeckin' the Lord 'll +come doon here an' tak the ither leg, an' gin that disna dae, a' that +remains is tae stairt on yir airms; and, man Peter, ye 'll be a +bonnie-like sicht before a' 's dune." + +This was very faithful dealing, and it had its desired effect, for +Peter appeared at next meeting, and in due course was absolved, as +became an obedient son of the Church. + +John did not, however, always carry the sword, but bore himself gently +to young people so long as they did not misbehave in church, and he had +a very tender heart toward probationers, as being callow members of +that great ecclesiastical guild in which he was one of the heads. + +When one of those innocents came to take the Doctor's place, John used +to go in to visit them in the dining-room on Saturday evening, partly +to temper the severity of his wife, Dr. Davidson's housekeeper, who +dealt hardly with the lads, and partly to assist them with practical +hints regarding pulpit deportment and the delivery of their sermons. +One unfortunate was so nervous and clinging that John arranged his +remarks for him into heads--with an application to two classes--and +then, having suggested many points, stopped under the yew arch that +divided the kirkyard from the manse garden, and turned on the shaking +figure which followed. + +"Ae thing mair; aifter ye 're dune wi' yir sermon, whether ye 're +sweatin' or no, for ony sake fa' back in yir seat and dicht (wipe) yir +broo," which being done by the exhausted orator, made a great +impression on the people, and was so spread abroad that a year +afterwards it won for him the parish of Pitscowrie. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A MODERATE. + +As a matter of fact, Dr. Davidson, minister of Drumtochty, stood +exactly five feet nine in his boots, and was therefore a man of quite +moderate height; but this is not what you had dared to state to any +loyal and self-respecting person in the parish. For "the Doctor"--what +suggestions of respect and love were in that title on a Drumtochty +tongue--was so compactly made and bore himself with such dignity, both +in walk and conversation, that Drumsheugh, although not unaccustomed to +measurement and a man of scrupulous accuracy, being put into the +witness-box, would have sworn that Dr. Davidson was "aboot sax feet aff +and on--maybe half an inch mair, standin' at his full hicht in the +pulpit." Which fond delusion seemed to declare abroad, as in a +parable, the greatness of the Doctor. + +Providence had dealt bountifully with Dr. Davidson, and had bestowed on +him the largest benefit of heredity. He was not the first of his house +to hold this high place of parish minister--the only absolute monarchy +in the land--and he must not receive over-praise for not falling into +those personal awkwardnesses and petty tyrannies which are the +infallible signs of one called suddenly to the throne. His were the +pride of blood, the inherent sense of authority, the habit of rule, the +gracious arts of manner, the conviction of popular devotion, the grasp +of affairs, the interest in the people's life, which are the marks and +aids of a royal caste. It was not in the nature of things that the +Doctor should condescend to quarrel with a farmer or mix himself up +with any vulgar squabble, because his will was law in ninety cases in a +hundred, and in the other ten he skilfully anticipated the people's +wishes. When the minister of Nether Pitfoodles--who had sermons on +"Love, Courtship, and Marriage," and was much run after in +Muirtown--quarrelled with his elders about a collection, and asked the +interference of the Presbytery, Dr. Davidson dealt severely with him in +open court as one who had degraded the ministry and discredited +government. It was noticed also that the old gentleman would afterward +examine Nether Pitfoodles curiously for minutes together in the +Presbytery, and then shake his head. + +"Any man," he used to say to his reverend brother of Kildrummie, as +they went home from the Presbytery together, "who gets unto a wrangle +with his farmers about a collection is either an upstart or he is a +fool, and in neither case ought he to be a minister of the Church of +Scotland." And the two old men would lament the decay of the ministry +over their wine in Kildrummie Manse--being both of the same school, +cultured, clean-living, kind-hearted, honourable, but not extravagantly +evangelical clergymen. They agreed in everything except the matter of +their after-dinner wine, Dr. Davidson having a partiality for port, +while the minister of Kildrummie insisted that a generous claret was +the hereditary drink of a Scottish gentleman. This was only, however, +a subject of academic debate, and was not allowed to interfere with +practice--the abbe of Drumtochty taking his bottle of claret, in an +appreciative spirit, and the cure of Kildrummie disposing of his two or +three glasses of port with cheerful resignation. + +If Drumtochty exalted its minister above his neighbours, it may be +urged in excuse that Scottish folk are much affected by a man's birth, +and Dr. Davidson had a good ancestry. He was the last of his line, and +represented a family that for two centuries had given her sons to the +Kirk. Among those bygone worthies, the Doctor used to select one in +especial for honourable mention. He was a minister of Dunleith, whose +farmers preferred to play ball against the wall of the kirk to hearing +him preach, and gave him insolence on his offering a pious +remonstrance. Whereupon the Davidson of that day, being, like all his +race, short in stature, but mighty in strength, first beat the champion +player one Sabbath morning at his own game to tame an unholy pride, and +then thrashed him with his fist to do good to his soul. This happy +achievement in practical theology secured an immediate congregation, +and produced so salutary an effect on the schismatic ball-player that +he became in due course an elder, and was distinguished for his +severity in dealing with persons absenting themselves from public +worship, or giving themselves overmuch to vain amusements. + +At the close of the last century the Doctor's grandfather was minister +of the High Kirk, Muirtown, where he built up the people in loyalty to +Kirk and State, and himself recruited for the Perthshire Fencibles. He +also delivered a sermon entitled "The French Revolution the just +judgment of the Almighty on the spirit of insubordination," for which +he received a vote of thanks from the Lord Provost and Bailies of +Muirtown in council assembled, as well as a jewel from the Earl of +Kilspindie, the grandfather of our lord, which the Doctor inherited and +wore on the third finger of his left hand. Had Carmichael or any other +minister decked himself after this fashion, it had not fared well with +him, but even the Free Kirk appreciated a certain pomp in Dr. Davidson, +and would have resented his being as other men. He was always pleased +to give the history of the ring, and generally told a story of his +ancestor, which he had tasted much more frequently than the sermon. A +famous judge had asked him to dinner as he made his circuit, and they +had disputed about the claret, till at last its excellence compelled +respect at the close of the first bottle. + +"'Now, Reverend Sir,' said the judge, 'this wine has been slandered and +its fair fame taken away without reason. I demand that you absolve it +from the scandal.' + +"'My Lord,' said my worthy forbear, 'you are a great criminal lawyer, +but you are not well read in Kirk law, for no offender can be absolved +without three appearances.' + +"My grandfather," the Doctor used to conclude, "had the best of that +jest besides at least two bottles of claret, for in those days a +clergyman took more wine than we would now think seemly, although, mark +you, the old gentleman always denounced drunkenness on two grounds: +first, because it was an offence against religion, and second, because +it was a sign of weakness." + +Some old folk could remember the Doctor's father, who never attained to +the Doctorate, but was a commanding personage. He published no +sermons, but as the first Davidson in Drumtochty, he laid the +foundations of good government. The Kilspindie family had only +recently come into the parish--having purchased the larger part of the +Carnegies' land--and Drumtochty took a thrawn fit, and among other acts +of war pulled down time after time certain new fences. The minister +was appealed to by his lordship, and having settled the rights of the +matter, he bade the factor wait in patience till the Sacrament, and +Drumsheugh's father used to tell unto the day of his death, as a +historical event, how the Doctor's father stood at the communion-table +and debarred from the Sacrament evil livers of all kinds, and that day +in especial all who had broken Lord Kilspindie's fences,--which was an +end of the war. There was a picture of him in the Doctor's study, +showing a very determined gentleman, who brought up both his parish and +his family upon the stick, and with undeniable success. + +With such blood in his veins it was not to be expected that our Doctor +should be after the fashion of a modern minister. No one had ever seen +him (or wished to see him) in any other dress than black cloth, and a +broad-brimmed silk hat, with a white stock of many folds and a bunch of +seals depending from some mysterious pocket. His walk, so assured, so +measured, so stately, was a means of grace to the parish, confirming +every sound and loyal belief, and was crowned, so to say, by his stick, +which had a gold head, and having made history in the days of his +father, had reached the position of a hereditary sceptre. No one could +estimate the aid and comfort that stick gave to the Doctor's visits, +but one quite understood the force of the comparison Hillocks once +drew, after the Doctor's death, between the coming to his house of the +Doctor and a "cry" from his energetic successor under the new _régime_. + +"He 's a hard-workin' body, oor new man, aye rin rinnin', fuss fussin' +roond the pairish, an' he 's a pop'lar hand in the pulpit, but it's a +puir business a veesit frae him. + +"It's juist in an' oot like a cadger buyin' eggs, nae peace an' nae +solemnity. Of coorse it's no his blame that he 's naethin' tae look +at, for that's the wy he wes made, an' his father keepit a pig (china) +shop, but at ony rate he micht get a wise-like stick. + +"Noo, there wes the Doctor 'at's dead an' gone; he didna gang +scrammelin' an' huntin' aifter the fouk frae Monday tae Saiturday. Na, +na, he didna lower himsel' preachin' an' paiterin' like a missionary +body. He announced frae the pulpit whar he wes gaein' and when he wes +comin'. + +"'It's my purpose,'" and Hillocks did his best to imitate the Doctor, +"'to visit the farm of Hillocks on Wednesday of this week, and I desire +to meet with all persons living thereon;' it wes worth callin' an +intimation, an' gied ye pleesure in yir seat. + +"On Tuesday aifternoon John wud juist drap in tae see that a'thing wes +ready, and the next aifternoon the Doctor comes himsel', an' the first +thing he dis is tae lay the stick on the table an' gin he hed never +said a word, tae see it lyin' there wes a veesitation. But he 's a +weel-meanin' bit craturie, Maister Peebles, an' handy wi' a magic +lantern. Sall," and then Hillocks became incapable of speech, and you +knew that the thought of Dr. Davidson explaining comic slides had quite +overcome him. + +This visitation counted as an event in domestic life, and the Doctor's +progress through the Glen was noted in the kirkyard, and any special +remark duly reported. Nothing could be more perfect than his manner on +such occasions, being leisurely, comprehensive, dignified, gracious. +First of all he saluted every member of the family down to the bairns +by name, for had he not at least married the heads of the household, +and certainly baptised all the rest? Unto each he made some kindly +remark also--to the good man a commendation of his careful farming, to +the good-wife a deserved compliment on her butter; the eldest daughter +was praised for the way in which she was sustaining the ancient +reputation of Hillocks' dairy; there was a word to Hillocks' son on his +masterly ploughing; and some good word of Dominie Jamieson's about the +little lassie was not forgotten. After which the Doctor sat +down--there was some difficulty in getting the family to sit in his +presence--and held a thorough review of the family history for the last +year, dwelling upon the prospects of Charlie, for whom the Doctor had +got a situation, and Jean, the married daughter, whose husband might +one day have a farm with four pair of horses in the carse of Gowrie. +The Doctor would then go out to give his opinion on the crops, which +was drawn from keen practical knowledge--his brochure on "The Potato +Disease: Whence it Came and How it is to be Met" created much stir in +its day--and it was well known that the Doctor's view on bones or guano +as a preferable manure was decisive. On his return the servants came +in--to whom also he said a word--and then from the head of the table he +conducted worship--the ploughmen looking very uneasy and the children +never taking their eyes off his face, while the gude-wife kept a +watchful eye on all. At the prayer she was careful to be within arm's +reach of Hillocks, since on one memorable occasion that excellent man +had remained in an attitude of rapt devotion after the others had risen +from their knees, which sight profoundly affected the family, and led +the Doctor to remark that it was the only time he had seen Hillocks +play the Pharisee in public. The Doctor's favourite passages were the +eulogium on the model housewife in Proverbs, the parable of the Good +Samaritan, and the 12th chapter of Romans, from which he deduced many +very searching and practical lessons on diligence, honesty, mercy, and +hospitality. Before he left, and while all were under the spell of his +presence, the Doctor would approach the delicate subject of Hillocks' +"tout-mout" (dispute) with Gormack over a purchase at a roup, in which +it was freely asserted that Gormack had corrupted the Kildrummie +auctioneer, a gentleman removed above pecuniary bribes, but not +unaffected by liquid refreshment. So powerfully did the Doctor appeal +to Hillocks' neighbourliness that he took snuff profusely, and +authorised the Doctor to let it be understood at Gormack that the +affair was at an end, which treaty was confirmed by the two parties in +Kildrummie train, when Hillocks lent Gormack his turnip-sowing machine +and borrowed in turn Gormack's water-cart. Mr. Curlew had more than +once hinted in the Presbytery of Muirtown that Dr. Davidson was not so +evangelical as might be desired, and certainly Mr. Curlew's visitation +was of a much more exciting nature; but St. David's congregation was +never without a quarrel, while the Doctor created an atmosphere in +Drumtochty wherein peace and charity flourished exceedingly. + +Whatever might be urged in praise of his visitation, surely the Doctor +could never be more stately or fatherly than on Sacrament Sabbath, as +he stood in his place to begin service. His first act was to wipe +elaborately those gold eye-glasses, without which nothing would have +been counted a sermon in Drumtochty Kirk, and then, adjusting them with +care, the Doctor made a deliberate survey of the congregation, +beginning at his right hand and finishing at his left. Below him sat +the elders in their blacks, wearing white stocks that had cost them no +little vexation that morning, and the precentor, who was determined no +man, neither Saunders Baxter nor another, should outsing him that day +in Coleshill. Down the centre of the kirk ran a long table, covered +with pure white linen, bleached in the June showers and wonderfully +ironed, whereon a stain must not be found, for along that table would +pass the holy bread and wine. Across the aisle on either side, the +pews were filled with stalwart men, solemn beyond their wonted gravity, +and kindly women in simple finery, and rosy-cheeked bairns. The women +had their tokens wrapped in snowy handkerchiefs, and in their Bibles +they had sprigs of apple-ringy and mint, and other sweet-scented +plants. By-and-by there would be a faint fragrance of peppermint in +the kirk--the only religious and edifying sweet, which flourishes +wherever sound doctrine is preached and disappears before new views, +and is therefore now confined to the Highlands of Wales and Scotland, +the last home of our fathers' creed. The two back seats were of black +oak, richly carved. In the one sat the General and Kate, and across +the passage Viscount Hay, Lord Kilspindie's eldest son, a young man of +noble build and carriage, handsome and debonair, who never moved during +the sermon save twice, and then he looked at the Carnegies' pew. + +When the Doctor had satisfied himself that none were missing of the +people, he dropped his eye-glass--each act was so closely followed that +Drumsheugh below could tell where the Doctor was--and took snuff after +the good old fashion, tapping the box twice, selecting a pinch, +distributing it evenly, and using first a large red bandana and then a +delicate white cambric handkerchief. When the cambric disappeared, +each person seized his Bible, for the Doctor would say immediately with +a loud, clear voice, preceded by a gentlemanly clearance of the throat, +"Let us compose our minds for the worship of Almighty God by singing to +His praise the first Psalm. + + "'That man hath perfect blessedness + Who walketh not astray--'" + +Then Peter Rattray, of the high Glen, would come in late, and the +Doctor would follow him with his eye till the unfortunate man reached +his pew, where his own flesh and blood withdrew themselves from him as +if he had been a leper, and Peter himself wished that he had never been +born. + +"Five minutes earlier, Peter, would have prevented this unseemly +interruption--ahem. + + "'In counsel of ungodly men, + Nor stands in sinners' way.'" + + +Before the Sacrament the Doctor gave one of his college sermons on some +disputed point in divinity, and used language that was nothing short of +awful. + +"Grant me those premises," he would say, while the silence in the kirk +could be felt, "and I will show to any reasonable and unprejudiced +person that those new theories are nothing but a resuscitated and +unjustifiable Pelagianism." Such passages produced a lasting +impression in the parish, and once goaded Drumsheugh's Saunders into +voluntary speech. + +"Yon wes worth ca'in' a sermon. Did you ever hear sic words out o' the +mouth o' a man? Noo that bleatin' cratur Curlew 'at comes frae +Muirtown is jist pittin' by the time. Sall, ae sermon o' the Doctor's +wud last yon body for a year." + +After the sermon the people sang, + + "'T was on that night when doomed to know," + +and the elders, who had gone out a few minutes before, entered the kirk +in procession, bearing the elements, and set them before the Doctor, +now standing at the table. The people came from their pews and took +their seats, singing as they moved, while the children were left to +their own devices, tempered by the remembrance that their doings could +be seen by the Doctor, and would receive a just recompense of reward +from their own kin in the evening. Domsie went down one side and +Drumsheugh the other, collecting the tokens, whose clink, clink in the +silver dish was the only sound. + +"If there be any other person who desires to take the Sacrament at this +the first table" (for the Sacrament was given then to detachments), +"let him come without delay." + +"Let us go, dad," whispered Kate. "He is a dear old padre, and . . . +they are good people and our neighbours." + +"But they won't kneel, you know, Kit; will you . . . ?" + +"We 'll do as they do; it is not our Sacrament." So the father and +daughter went up the kirk and took their places on the Doctor's left +hand. A minute later Lord Hay rose and went up his aisle, and sat down +opposite the Carnegies, looking very nervous, but also most modest and +sincere. + +The Doctor gave the cup to the General, who passed it to Kate, and from +her it went to Weelum MacLure, and another cup he gave to Hay, whom he +had known from a child, and he handed it to Marget Howe, and she to +Whinnie, her man; and so the two cups passed down from husband to wife, +from wife to daughter, from daughter to servant, from lord to tenant, +till all had shown forth the Lord's death in common fellowship and love +as becometh Christian folk. In the solemn silence the sunshine fell on +the faces of the communicants, and the singing of the birds came in +through the open door with the scent of flowers and ripe corn. Before +the congregation left, the Doctor addressed a few words of most +practical advice, exhorting them, in especial, to live in the spirit of +the Sermon on the Mount, and to be good neighbours. It was on one of +those occasions that he settled a dispute between masters and +men--whether the cutting of grass for the horses' breakfast should be +included in the day's work--and ended the only bitterness known in +Drumtochty. + +At the kirk gate Hay introduced himself to his father's friend, and the +General looked round to find his daughter, but Kate had disappeared. +She had seen the face of Marget Howe after the Sacrament as the face of +one in a vision, and she had followed Marget to the road. + +"Will you let me walk with you for a little? I am General Carnegie's +daughter, and I would like to speak to you about the Sacrament; it was +lovely." + +[Illustration: "Will you let me walk with you for a little?"] + +"Ye dae me much honour, Miss Carnegie," and Marget slightly flushed, +"an' much pleasure, for there is naething dearer tae me than keeping +the Sacrament; it is my joy every day and muckle comfort in life." + +"But I thought you had it only once a year?" questioned Kate. + +"With bread and wine in outward sign that is once, and maybe eneuch, +for it makes ane high day for us all, but div ye not think, Miss +Carnegie, that all our life should be ane Sacrament?" + +"Tell me," said Kate, looking into Marget's sweet, spiritual face. + +"Is it no the picture of His Luve, who thocht o' everybody but Himsel', +an' saved everybody but Himsel', an' didna He say we maun drink His cup +and live His life?" + +Kate only signed that Marget should go on. + +"Noo a 'm judgin' that ilka ane o's is savit juist as we are baptised +intae the Lord's death, and ilka time ane o's keeps back a hot word, or +humbles a proud heart, or serves anither at a cost, we have eaten the +Body and drunk the Blood o' the Lord." + +"You are a good woman," cried Kate, in her impulsive way, so quick to +be pleased or offended. "May I come to see you some day?" + +"Dinna think me better than I am: a woman who had many sins tae fecht +and needit many trials tae chasten her; but ye will be welcome at +Whinny Knowe for yir ain sake and yir people's, an' gin it ever be in +ma pooer tae serve ye, Miss Carnegie, in ony wy, it wull be ma joy." + +Twice as she came through the woods Kate stopped; once she bit her lip, +once she dashed a tear from her eye. + +"Where did you go to, lassie?" and the General met Kate at the gateway. +"Lord Hay came to the drive with me, and was quite disappointed not to +meet you--a very nice lad indeed, manly and well-mannered." + +"Never mind Lord Hay, dad; I 've been with the most delightful woman I +'ve ever seen." + +"Do you mean she was in kirk?" + +"Yes, sitting across the table--she is a farmer's wife, and a better +lady than we saw in India. + +"Oh, dad," and Kate kissed her father, "I wish I had known my mother; +it had been better for me, and . . . happier for you." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +JOINT POTENTATES. + +Among all the houses in a Scottish parish the homeliest and kindliest +is the manse, for to its door some time in the year comes every +inhabitant, from the laird to the cottar woman. Within the familiar +and old-fashioned study, where the minister's chair and writing-table +could not be changed without discomposing the parish, and where there +are fixed degrees of station, so that the laird has his chair and the +servant lass hers, the minister receives and does his best for all the +folk committed to his charge. Here he consults with the factor about +some improvement in the arrangements of the little commonwealth, he +takes counsel with a farmer about his new lease and promises to say a +good word to his lordship, he confirms the secret resolution of some +modest gifted lad to study for the holy ministry, he hears the +shamefaced confession of some lassie whom love has led astray, he gives +good advice to a son leaving the Glen for the distant dangerous world, +he comforts the mother who has received bad news from abroad. +Generations have come in their day to this room, and generations still +unborn will come in their joys and sorrows, with their trials and their +affairs, while the manse stands and human life runs its old course. +And when, as was the case with Dr. Davidson in Drumtochty, the minister +is ordained to the parish in his youth, and, instead of hurrying hither +and thither, preaching in vacancies, scheming and intriguing, he dwells +all his days among his own people, he himself knows three generations, +and accumulates a store of practical wisdom for the help of his people. +What may be the place of the clergyman in an English parish, and what +associations of sympathy and counsel the rectory may have for the +English farm-labourer, it is not permitted to a northern man to know, +but it is one good thing at least in our poor land that the manse is +another word for guidance and good cheer, so that Jean advises Jock in +their poor little perplexity about a new place to "slip doon an' see +the Doctor," and Jock, although appearing to refuse, does "gie a cry at +the manse," and comes home to the gude-wife mightily comforted. + +The manse builders of the ancient days were men of a shrewd eye and +much wisdom. If anywhere the traveller in the north country sees a +house of moderate size peeping from among a clump of trees in the lap +of a hill where the north-easter cannot come and the sun shines full +and warm, then let him be sure that is the manse, with the kirk and +God's acre close beside, and that the fertile little fields around are +the glebe, which the farmers see are ploughed and sown and reaped first +in the parish. Drumtochty Manse lay beneath the main road, so that the +cold wind blowing from the north went over its chimneys, and on the +east it was sheltered by the Tochty woods. Southwards it overlooked +the fields that sloped towards the river, and westwards, through some +ancient trees, one study window had a peep of the west, although it was +not given to the parish manse to lie of an evening in the glory of the +setting sun, as did the Free Kirk. Standing at the gate and looking +down beneath the beeches that stood as sentinels on either side of the +little drive, one caught a pleasant glimpse of the manse garden, with +its close-cut lawn and flower-beds and old summer-house and air of +peace. No one troubled the birds in that place, and they had grown +shameless in their familiarity with dignities--a jackdaw having once +done his best to steal the Doctor's bandana handkerchief and the robins +settling on his hat. Irreverence has limits, and in justice to a +privileged friend it ought to be explained that the Doctor wore on +these occasions an aged wide-awake and carried no gold-headed stick. +His dog used to follow him step by step as he fed the birds and +pottered among the flowers, and then it always ended in the old man +sitting down on a seat at the foot of the lawn, with Skye at his feet, +and looking across the Glen where he had been born and where for nearly +half a century he had ministered. Kate caught him once in this +attitude, and was so successful in her sketch that some have preferred +it to the picture in oils that was presented to the Doctor by the +Presbytery of Muirtown, and was painted by an R. A. who spent a +fortnight at the manse and departed with some marvellous heads, still +to be identified in certain councillors and nobles of the past. Both +are hanging in the same house now, far from Drumtochty, and there they +call one "Public Capaucity" and the other "Private Capaucity," and you +require to have seen both to know our kindly, much-loved Moderate. + +[Illustration: "Private Capaucity."] + +As John grew old with his master and mellowed, he would make believe to +work close by, so that at times they might drop into talk, recalling +names that had died out of the Glen, shrewd sayings that fell from lips +now turned to dust, curious customs that had ceased forever, all in +great charity. Then there would come a pause, and John would say, "Ay, +ay," and go away to the bees. Under the influence of such +reminiscences John used to become depressed, and gently prepare Rebecca +for the changes that were not far off, when Drumtochty would have a new +minister and a new beadle. + +"The Doctor's failin', Becca, an' it's no tae be expeckit that a 'll be +lang aifter him; it wudna be fittin', an' a 'm no wantin' 't. Aifter +ye 've carried the bukes afore ae minister for five and thirty year, +ye're no anxious for a change; naebody 'll ever come doon the kirkyaird +like the Doctor, an' a' cudna brak ma step; na, na, there's no mony +things a' michtna learn, but a' cudna brak ma step." + +Rebecca went on with her dinner in silence; even capable men had +weaknesses somewhere, and she was accustomed to those moralisings. + +"A 'm the auldest beadle in the Presbytery o' Muirtown--though a' say +it as sudna--an' the higher the place the mair we 'll hae tae answer +for, Becca. Nae man can hold the poseetion a 'm in withoot anxieties. +Noo there wes the 'Eruption' in '43"--it could not be ignorance which +made John cling to this word, and so we supposed that the word was +adopted in the spirit of historical irony--"that wes a crisis. Did a' +ever tell ye, Rebecca, that there wes juist ae beadle left the next +morning tae cairry on the Presbytery of Muirtown?" + +"Ay, forty times an' mair," replied that uncompromising woman, "an' it +wud set ye better tae be servin' the Doctor's lunch than sittin' +haverin' an' blawin' there." + +No sane person in Drumtochty would have believed that any human being +dared to address John after this fashion, and it is still more +incredible that the great man should have risen without a word and gone +about his duty. Such a surprising and painful incident suggests the +question whether a beadle or any other person in high position ought to +be married, and so be exposed to inevitable familiarities. Hillocks +took this view strongly in the kirkyard at the time of John's +marriage--although neither he nor any one knew with how much +reason--and he impressed the fathers powerfully. + +"Becca cam frae Kilspindie Castle near thirty year syne, and John's +took the bukes aboot the same time; they've agreed no that ill for sic +a creetical poseetion a' that time, him oot an' her in, an' atween them +the Doctor's no been that ill-servit; they micht hae lat weel alane. + +"She 's no needin' a man tae keep her," and Hillocks proceeded to +review the situation, "for Becca's hed a gude place, an' she disna +fling awa' her siller on dress. As for John, a' canna mak him oot, for +he gets his stockin's darned and his white stock dune as weel an' maybe +better than if he wes mairried." + +The kirkyard could see no solution of the problem, and Hillocks grew +pessimistic. + +"It 'll be a doon-come tae him, a 'm judgin', an' 'll no be for the +gude o' the parish. He 's never been crossed yet, an' he 'll no tak +weel wi' contradickin' . . ." + +"She wudna daur," broke in Whinny, "an' him the beadle." + +"Ye ken little aboot weemen," retorted Hillocks, "for yir gude-wife is +by hersel' in the pairish, an' micht be a sanct; the maist o' them are +a camsteary lot. A 'm no sayin'," he summed up, "that Becca 'll gie +the beadle the word back or refuse to dae his biddin', but she 'll be +pittin' forrit her ain opeenions, an' that's no what he 's been +accustomed tae in Drumtochty." + +They were married one forenoon in the study, with Drumsheugh and Domsie +for witnesses--the address given by the Doctor could hardly be +distinguished from an ordination charge--and John announced his +intention of accompanying his master that afternoon to the General +Assembly, while Rebecca remained in charge of the manse. + +"It wudna be wise-like for us twa," exclaimed the beadle, "tae be +stravagin' ower the country for three or fower days like wild geese, +but the pairish micht expect something. Noo, a 've hed ma share o' a +Presbytery an' a Synod, tae say naethin' o' Kirk Sessions, but a 've +never seen an Assembly. + +"Gin you cud get a place, a' wud spend ma time considering hoo the +officer comes in, and hoo he lays doon the buke an' sic-like; a' micht +get a hint," said John, with much modesty. + +So John went alone for his wedding tour, and being solemnly introduced +to Thomas, the chief of all beadles, discussed mysteries with him unto +great edification; but he was chiefly impressed by the Clerk of the +Free Kirk Assembly--into which he had wandered on an errand of +exploration--who was a fiery-faced old gentleman with a stentorian +voice and the heart of a little child. + +"Ye never heard him cry, 'Officer, shut the door,' afore a vote?" he +inquired of the Doctor. "Weel, ye 've missed a real pleesure, sir; gin +ye stude on Princes Street, wi' the wind frae the richt airt, ye micht +hear him. A' never heard onything better dune; hoo ony man wi' sic a +face and voice cud be content ootside the Auld Kirk passes me." + +John was so enamoured of this performance that after much cogitation he +unburdened his mind to the Doctor, and showed how such a means of grace +might be extended to Drumtochty. + +"Noo, if there wes nae objection in order, aifter ye hed settled in the +pulpit, an' hed yir first snuff, ye micht say, 'Officer, shut the +door.' Then a' wud close the kirk door deleeberately in sicht o' the +hale congregation an' come back tae ma place, an' Peter Rattray himsel' +wudna daur tae show his face aifter that. Ye hae the voice an' the +manner, Doctor, an' it's no richt tae wyste them." + +In public John defended the Doctor's refusal as a proof of his +indulgence to the prodigals of the parish, but with his intimates he +did not conceal his belief that the opportunity had been lost of +bringing the service in Drumtochty Kirk to absolute perfection. John's +own mind still ran on the mighty utterance, and so it came to pass that +the question of mastery in the kitchen of the manse under the new +_régime_ was settled within a week after his ecclesiastical honeymoon. + +"Rebecca"--this with a voice of thunder from the fireplace, where the +beadle was reading the _Muirtown Advertiser_--"shut the door." + +The silence was so imperative that John turned round, and saw his +spouse standing with a half-dried dish in her hand. + +[Illustration: Standing with a half-dried dish in her hand.] + +"Ma name is Rebecca," as she recovered her speech, "an' there 's nae +ither wumman in the hoose, but a 'm judgin' ye werena speakin' tae me +or"--with awful severity--"ye 've made a mistak', an' the suner it's +pit richt the better for baith you an' me an' the manse o' Drumtochty. + +"For near thirty year ye 've gane traivellin' in an' oot o' this +kitchen withoot cleanin' yir feet, and ye 've pit yir shoon on the +fender, an' hung up yir weet coat on the back o' the door, an' +commandit this an' that as if ye were the Doctor himsel', an' a' cud +dae naethin', for ye were beadle o' Drumtochty. + +"So a' saw there wes nae ither wy o't but tae mairry ye an' get some +kind of order in the hoose; noo ye 'll understand the poseetion an' no +need anither tellin'; ootside in the kirk an' pairish ye 're maister, +an' a 'll never conter ye, for a' ken ma place as a kirk member an' yir +place as beadle; inside in this hoose a 'm maister, an' ye 'll dae what +ye 're bid, always in due submission tae the Doctor, wha 's maister +baith in an' oot. Tak yir feet aff that steel bar this meenut"--this +by way of practical application; and when after a brief pause, in which +the fate of an empire hung in the balance, John obeyed, the two chief +officials in the parish had made their covenant. + +Perhaps it is unnecessary to add that they carefully kept their bounds, +so that Becca would no more have thought of suggesting a new attitude +to John as he stood at the foot of the pulpit stair waiting for the +Doctor's descent than John would have interfered with the cooking of +the Doctor's dinner. When the glass was set at fair, they even +exchanged compliments, the housekeeper expressing her sense of +unworthiness as she saw John in his high estate, while he would +indicate that the Doctor's stock on Sacrament Sabbath reached the +highest limits of human attainment. The Doctor being left to the +freedom of his own will, laboured at a time to embroil the powers by +tempting them to cross one another's frontiers, but always failed, +because they foresaw the consequences with a very distinct imagination. +If he asked Rebecca to convey a message to Drumsheugh, that cautious +woman would send in John to receive it from the Doctor's own lips, and +if the Doctor gave some directions regarding dinner to John, Rebecca +would appear in a few minutes to learn what the Doctor wanted. It was +an almost complete delimitation of frontiers, and the Doctor used to +say that he never quite understood the Free Kirk theory of the relation +between Church and State till he considered the working agreement of +his two retainers. It was, he once pleasantly said to the minister of +Kildrummie, a perfect illustration of "co-ordinate jurisdiction with +mutual subordination." It is just possible that some one may not fully +grasp those impressive words, in which case let him appreciate other +people's accomplishments and mourn his ignorance, for they were common +speech in Drumtochty, and were taught at their porridge to the Free +Kirk children. + +It is an unfortunate circumstance, however, that even a scientific +frontier wavers at places, and leaves a piece of doubtful territory +that may at any moment become a cause of war. Surely there is not on +the face of the Scottish earth a more unoffending, deferential, +conciliatory person than a "probationer," who on Saturdays can be seen +at every country junction, bag in hand, on his patient errand of +"supply," and yet it was over his timid body the great powers of the +manse twice quarrelled disastrously. As a guest in the manse, to be +received on Saturday evening, to be conducted to his room, to be fed +and warmed, to go to his bed at a proper hour--ten on Saturday and +ten-thirty on Sabbath--to be sent away on Monday morning in good time +for the train, he was within the province of Rebecca. As a minister to +be examined, advised, solemnised, encouraged, to be got ready on +Sabbath morning and again disrobed, to be edified with suitable +conversation and generally made as fit as possible for his work, he was +evidently within John's sphere of influence. It was certainly the +beadle's business to visit the dining-room on Saturday evening, where +the young man was supposed to be meditating against the ordeal of the +morrow, to get the Psalms for the precentor, to answer strictly +professional questions, and generally to advise the neophyte about the +sermon that would suit Drumtochty, and the kind of voice to be used. +One thing John knew perfectly well he ought not to do, and that was to +invite a probationer to spend the evening in the Doctor's study, for on +this point Rebecca was inexorable. + +"A' dinna say that they wud read the Doctor's letters, an' a' dinna say +they wud tak a buke as a keepsake, but a' can never forget ane o' +them--he hed a squint and red hair--comin' oot frae the cupboard as a' +opened the door. + +"'There 's juist ae wy oot o' the room, an' it's by the door ye cam in +at,' a' said; 'maybe ye wud like tae come an' sit in the dinin'-room; +ye 'll be less distrackit.'" And Rebecca charged John that no +probationer should in future be allowed to enter the Doctor's sanctum +on any consideration. + +John's excuse for his solitary fault was that the lad thought that he +could study his sermon better with books round him, and so Rebecca +found the young gentleman seated in the Doctor's own chair and working +with the Doctor's own pen, unblushing and shameless. + +"Gin ye want Cruden's _Concordance_"--this was when Rebecca had led him +out a chastened man--"or Matthew Henry tae fill up yir sermon, the +books 'll be brocht by the church officer." + +Rebecca's intrusion, in turn, into John's sphere was quite without +excuse, and she could only explain her conduct by a general reference +to the foolishness of the human heart. It came out through the +ingenuousness of the probationer, who mentioned casually that he was +told Drumtochty liked four heads in the sermon. + +"May I ask the name of yir adviser?" said the beadle, with awful +severity. "The hoosekeeper? A' thocht so, an' a' wud juist gie ye due +intimation that the only person qualified an' entitled tae gie ye +information on sic subjects is masel', an' ony ither is unjustified an' +unwarranted. + +"Fower heads? Three an' an application is the Doctor's invariable +rule, an' gin a probationer gied oot a fourth, a' winna undertake tae +say what michtna happen. Drumtochty is no a pairish tae trifle wi', +an' it disna like new-fangled wys. Power!" and the scorn for this +unorthodox division was withering. + +Rebecca realised the gravity of the situation in the kitchen, and +humbled herself greatly. + +"It wes as a hearer that he askit ma opinion, an' no as an authority. +He said that the new wy wes tae leave oot heads, an' a' saw a' the hay +spread oot across the field, so a' told him tae gither it up intae +'coles' (hay-cocks), an' it wud be easier lifted. Maybe a' mentioned +fower--a 'll no deny it; but it's the first time a' ever touched on +heads, an' it 'll be the laist." + +Upon those terms of penitence, John granted pardon, but it was noticed +on Sabbath that when Becca got in the way of the retiring procession to +the manse, the beadle was heard in the kirkyard, "Oot o' ma road, +wumman," in a tone that was full of judgment, and that Rebecca withdrew +to the grass as one justly punished. + +This excellent woman once accomplished her will, however, in spite of +John, and had all her days the pleasant relish of a secret triumph. +Her one unfulfilled desire was to see the Doctor in his court dress +which he wore as Moderator of the Kirk of Scotland during the Assembly +time, and which had lain ever since in a box with camphor and such +preservatives amid the folds. It was aggravating to hear Drumsheugh +and Hillocks--who had both gone to the Assembly that year for the sole +purpose of watching the Doctor enter and bow to the standing +house--enlarging on his glory in velvet and lace and silver buckles, +and growing in enthusiasm with the years. + +"It's little better than a sin," she used to insist, "tae see the +bonnie suit gien the Doctor by the Countess o' Kilspindie, wi' dear +knows hoo much o' her ain auld lace on 't, lyin' useless, wi' naebody +tae get a sicht o't on his back. Dinna ye think, man"--this with much +persuasiveness--"that ye cud get the Doctor tae pit on his velvets on +an occasion, maybe a Saicrament? The pairish wud be lifted; an' ye wud +look weel walkin' afore him in his lace." + +"Dinna plead wi' me, wumman; a' wud gie a half-year's wages tae see him +in his grandeur; but it 's offeecial, div ye no see, an' canna be used +except by a Moderator. Na, na, ye can dust and stroke it, but ye 'll +never see yon coat on the Doctor." + +This was little less than a challenge to a woman of spirit, and Rebecca +simply lived from that day to clothe the Doctor in embroidered +garments. Her opportunity arrived when Kate's birthday came round, and +the Doctor insisted on celebrating it by a party of four. By the +merest accident his housekeeper met Miss Carnegie on the road, and +somehow happened to describe the excellent glory of the Doctor's full +dress, whereupon that wilful young woman went straight to the manse, +nor left till the Doctor had promised to dine in ruffles, in which case +she pledged herself that the General would come in uniform, and she +would wear the family jewels, so that everything would be worthy of the +Doctor's dinner. + +"Hoo daur ye," began John, coming down from the Doctor's room, where +the suit was spread upon the bed; but his wife did not allow him to +continue, explaining that the thing was none of her doing, and that it +was only becoming that honour should be shown to Miss Carnegie when she +dined for the first time at the manse of Drumtochty. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +DRIED ROSE LEAVES. + +Townspeople are so clever, and know so much, that it is only just +something should be hidden from their sight, and it is quite certain +that they do not understand the irresistible and endless fascination of +the country. They love to visit us in early autumn, and are vastly +charmed with the honeysuckle in the hedges, and the corn turning +yellow, and the rivers singing in the sunlight, and the purple on the +hill-side. It is then that the dweller in cities resolves to retire, +as soon as may be, from dust and crowds and turmoil and hurry, to some +cottage where the scent of roses comes in at the open window, and one +is wakened of a morning by the birds singing in the ivy. When the corn +is gathered into the stack-yard, and the leaves fall on the road, and +the air has a touch of frost, and the evenings draw in, then the +townsman begins to shiver and bethink him of his home. He leaves the +fading glory with a sense of relief, like one escaping from approaching +calamity, and as often as his thoughts turn thither, he pities us in +our winter solitude. "What a day this will be in Drumtochty," he says, +coming in from the slushy streets, and rubbing his hands before the +fire. + +This good man is thankful to Providence for very slight mercies, since +he knows only one out of the four seasons that make our glorious year. +He had been wise to visit us in the summer-time, when the light hardly +dies out of the Glen, and the grass and young corn presents six shades +of green, and the scent of the hay is everywhere, and all young +creatures are finding themselves with joy. Perhaps he had done better +to have come north in our spring-time, when nature, throwing off the +yoke of winter, bursts suddenly into an altogether indescribable +greenery, and the primroses are blooming in Tochty woods, and every +cottage garden is sweet with wallflowers, and the birds sing of love in +every wood, and the sower goes forth to sow. And though this will +appear quite incredible, it had done this comfortable citizen much good +to have made his will, and risked his life with us in the big snowstorm +that used to shut us up for fourteen days every February. One might +well endure many hardships to stand on the side of Ben Urtach, and see +the land one glittering expanse of white on to the great strath on the +left, and the hills above Dunleith on the right, to tramp all day +through the dry, crisp snow, and gathering round the wood fire of an +evening, tell pleasant tales of ancient days, while the wind powdered +the glass with drift, and roared in the chimney. Then a man thanked +God that he was not confined to a place where the pure snow was trodden +into mire, and the thick fog made it dark at mid-day. + +This very season of autumn, which frightened the townsfolk, and sent +them home in silence, used to fill our hearts with peace, for it was to +us the crown and triumph of the year. We were not dismayed by the +leaves that fell with rustling sound in Tochty woods, nor by the bare +stubble fields from which the last straw had been raked by thrifty +hands, nor by the touch of cold in the northwest wind blowing over Ben +Urtach, nor by the greyness of the running water. The long toil of the +year had not been in vain, and the harvest had been safely gathered. +The clump of sturdy little stacks, carefully thatched and roped, that +stood beside each homestead, were the visible fruit of the long year's +labour, and the assurance of plenty against winter. Let it snow for a +week on end, and let the blast from the mouth of Glen Urtach pile up +the white drift high against the outer row of stacks, the horses will +be put in the mill-shed, and an inner stack will be forked into the +threshing loft, and all day long the mill will go with dull, rumbling +sound that can be heard from the road, while within the grain pours +into the corn-room, and the clean yellow straw is piled in the barn. +Hillocks was not a man given to sentiment, yet even he would wander +among the stacks on an October evening, and come into the firelight +full of moral reflections. A vague sense of rest and thankfulness +pervaded the Glen, as if one had come home from a long journey in +safety, bringing his possessions with him. + +The spirit of October was on the Doctor as he waited for his guests in +the drawing-room of the manse. The Doctor had a special affection for +the room, and would often sit alone in it for hours in the gloaming. +Once Rebecca came in suddenly, and though the light was dim and the +Doctor was seated in the shadow by the piano, she was certain that he +had been weeping. He would not allow any change to be made in the +room, even the shifting of a table, and he was very particular about +its good keeping. Twice a year Rebecca polished the old-fashioned +rosewood furniture, and so often a man came from Muirtown to tune the +piano, which none in the district could play, and which the Doctor kept +locked. Two little pencil sketches, signed with a childish hand, Daisy +Davidson, the minister always dusted himself, as also a covered picture +on the wall, and the half-yearly cleaning of the drawing-room was +concluded when he arranged on the backs of two chairs one piece of +needlework showing red and white roses, and another whereon was wrought +a posy of primroses. The room had a large bay window opening on the +lawn, and the Doctor had a trick of going out and in that way, so that +he often had ten minutes in its quietness; but no visitor was taken +there, except once a year, when the wife of the Doctor's old friend, +Lord Kilspindie, drove up to lunch, and the old man escorted her +ladyship round the garden and brought her in by the window. On that +occasion, but only then, the curtain was lifted from the picture, and +for a brief space they stood in silence. Then he let the silken veil +fall and gently arranged its folds, and offering her his arm with a +very courtly bow, led the Countess into the dining-room, where Rebecca +had done her best, and John waited in fullest Sabbath array. + +[Illustration: The old man escorted her ladyship.] + +The Doctor wandered about the room--looking out on the garden, +mysterious in the fading light, changing the position of a chair, +smoothing the old-fashioned needlework with caressing touch, breaking +up a log in the grate. He fell at last into a revery before the +fire--which picked out each bit of silver on his dress and shone back +from the black velvet--and heard nothing, till John flung open the door +and announced with immense majesty, "General Carnegie and Miss +Carnegie." + +"Welcome, Kate, to the house of your father's friend, and welcome for +your own sake, and many returns of this day. May I say how that white +silk and those rubies become you? It is very kind to put on such +beautiful things for my poor little dinner. As for you, Jack, you are +glorious," and the Doctor must go over Carnegie's medals till that +worthy and very modest man lost all patience. + +"No more of this nonsense; but, Sandie, that is a desperately becoming +get-up of yours; does n't he suit it well, Kit? I never saw a better +calf on any man." + +"You are both 'rael bonnie,' and ought to be very grateful to me for +insisting on full dress. I 'm sorry that there is only one girl to +admire two such handsome men; it's a poor audience, but at any rate it +is very appreciative and grateful," and Kate courtsied to each in turn, +for all that evening she was in great good-humour. + +"By the way, there will be one more to laugh at us, for I 've asked the +Free Kirk minister to make a fourth for our table. He is a nice young +fellow, with more humanity than most of his kind; but did not I hear +that he called at the Lodge to pay his respects?" + +"Certainly he did," said the General, "and I rather took a fancy to +him. He has an honest eye and is not at all bad-looking, and tells a +capital story. But Kit fell upon him about something, and I had to +cover him. It's a wonder that he ever came near the place again." + +"He has been at the Lodge eight times since then," explained Kate, with +much composure; "but he will on no account be left alone with the head +of the household. The General insulted him on politics, and I had to +interfere; so he looks on me as a kind of protector, and I walk him out +to the Beeches lest he be massacred." + +"Take care, my dear Catherine," for the Doctor was a shrewd old +gentleman; "protecting comes perilously near loving, and Carmichael's +brown eyes are dangerous." + +"They are dark blue." Kate was off her guard, and had no sooner spoken +than she blushed, whereat the Doctor laughed wickedly. + +"You need not be afraid for Kate," said the General, cheerfully; "no +man can conquer her; and as for the poor young padres, she made their +lives miserable." + +"They were so absurd," said Kate, "so innocent, so ignorant, so +authoritative, that it was for their good to be reduced to a proper +level. But I rather think your guest has forgotten his engagement. He +will be so busy with his book that even a manse dinner will have no +attraction." The Doctor looked again at Kate, but now she wore an air +of great simplicity. + +It was surely not Carmichael's blame that he was late for Dr. +Davidson's dinner, since he had thought of nothing else since he rose, +which was at the unearthly hour of six. He went out for a walk, which +consisted of one mile east and another west from the village, and, with +pauses, during which he rested on gates and looked from him, lasted two +hours. On his return he explained to Sarah that his health had +received much benefit, and that she was not to be surprised if he went +out every morning at or before daybreak. He also mentioned casually +that he was to dine at the manse that day, and Sarah, who had been +alarmed lest this unexpected virtue might mean illness, was at rest. +His habit was to linger over breakfast, propping a book against the +sugar basin, and taking it and his rasher slice about, which was, he +insisted, the peculiar joy of a bachelor's breakfast; but this morning +Sarah found him at ten o'clock still at table, gazing intently at an +untouched cutlet, and without any book. He swallowed two mouthfuls +hurriedly and hastened to the study, leaving her to understand that he +had been immersed in a theological problem. It seemed only reasonable +that a man should have one pipe before settling down to a forenoon of +hard study, but there is no doubt that the wreaths of smoke, as they +float upwards, take fantastic shapes, and lend themselves to visions. +Twelve o'clock--it was outrageous--six hours gone without a stroke of +work. Sarah is informed that, as he has a piece of very stiff work to +do, luncheon must be an hour later, and that the terrier had better go +out for a walk. Then Carmichael cleared his table and set himself down +to a new German critic, who was doing marvellous things with the +Prophet Isaiah. In three thick volumes--paper bound and hideous to +behold--and in a style of elaborate repulsiveness, Schlochenboshen +showed that the book had been written by a syndicate, on the principle +that each member contributed one verse in turn, without reference to +his neighbours. It was, in fact, the simple plan of a children's game, +in which you write a noun and I an adjective, and the result greatly +pleases the company; and the theory of the eminent German was +understood to throw a flood of light on Scripture. Schlochenboshen had +already discovered eleven alternating authors, and as No. 4 would +occasionally, through pure perversity and just contrary to rules, pool +his contribution with No. 6, several other interesting variations were +introduced. In such circumstances one must fix the list of authors in +his head, and this can be conveniently done by letters of the alphabet. +Carmichael made a beginning with four, KATE, and then he laid down his +pen and went out for a turn in the garden. When he came in with a +resolute mind, he made a précis of the Professor's introduction, and it +began, "Dear Miss Carnegie," after which he went to lunch and ate three +biscuits. As for some reason his mind could not face even the most +fascinating German, Carmichael fell back on the twelve hundredth book +on Mary Queen of Scots, which had just come from the library, and which +was to finally vindicate that very beautiful, very clever, and very +perplexing young woman. An hour later Carmichael was on the moor, full +of an unquenchable pity for Chatelard, who had loved the sun and +perished in his rays. The cold wind on the hill braced his soul, and +he returned in a heroic mood. He only was the soldier of the Cross, +who denied himself to earthly love and hid a broken heart. And now he +read À Kempis and the _Christian Year_. Several passages in the latter +he marked in pencil with a cross, and when his wife asked him the +reason only last week, he smiled, but would give no answer. Having +registered anew his vow of celibacy, he spent an hour in dressing, an +operation, he boasted, which could be performed in six minutes, and +which, on this occasion, his housekeeper determined to review. + +With all the women in the Glen, old and young, she liked the lad, for a +way that he had and the kindness of his heart, and was determined that +he should be well dressed for once in his life. It was Sarah, indeed, +that kept Carmichael late, for she not only laid out his things for him +with much care and judgment, but on sight of the wisp of white round +his neck she persuaded him to accept her services, and at last she was +satisfied. He also lost a little time as he came near the manse, for +he grew concerned lest his tie was not straight, and it takes time to +examine yourself in the back of your watch, when the light is dimming +and it is necessary to retire behind a hedge lest some keen Drumtochty +eye should detect the roadside toilet. + +John had brought in the lamp before Carmichael entered, and his +confusion was pardonable, for he had come in from the twilight, and +none could have expected such a sight. + +"Glad to see you, Carmichael"--the Doctor hastened to cover his +embarrassment. "It is very good of you to honour my little party by +your presence. You know the General, I think, and Miss Carnegie, whose +first birthday in Drumtochty we celebrate to-night. + +"No wonder you are astonished," for Carmichael was blushing furiously; +"and I must make our defence, eh, Carnegie? else it will be understood +in Free Kirk circles that the manse is mad. We seem, in fact, a pair +of old fools, and you can have your jest at us; but there is an excuse +even for our madness. + +"It is long since we have had a young lady in our Glen, and now that +she has come to live among us--why, sir, we must just do her bidding. + +"Our Queen has but a little court, but her courtiers are leal and true; +and when she ordered full dress, it was our joy to obey. And if you +choose to laugh, young sir--why, you may; we are not ashamed with such +a Queen, and I do her homage." + +The Doctor stooped and kissed Kate's hand in the grand manner which is +now lost, after which he drew out his snuff-box and tapped it +pleasantly, as one who had taken part in a state function; but there +was the suspicion of a tear in his eye, for these things woke old +memories. + +"Kate 's a wilfu' lassie," said the General, fondly, "and she has long +ruled me, so I suppose her father must do likewise." And the General +also kissed Kate's hand. + +"You are both perfectly absurd to-night," said Kate, confused and red, +"but no Queen ever had truer hearts to love her, and if I cannot make +you knights, I must reward you as I can." And Kate, ignoring +Carmichael, kissed first her father and then the Doctor. Then she +turned on him with a proud air, "What think you of my court, Mr. +Carmichael?" + +"It is the best in Christendom, Miss Carnegie"--and his voice trembled +with earnestness--"for it has the fairest Queen and two gentlemen of +Christ for its servants." + +"Very prettily said"--the Doctor thought the little scene had gone far +enough--"and as a reward for that courteous speech you shall take Her +Majesty in to dinner, and we old battered fellows shall follow in +attendance." There was a moment's silence, and then Carmichael spoke. + +"If I had only known, Miss Carnegie, that I might have . . . put on +something to do you honour too, but I have nothing except a white silk +hood. I wish I had been a Militiaman or . . . a Freemason." + +"This is your second remarkable wish in my hearing," and Kate laughed +merrily; "last time you wished you were a dog on Muirtown platform. +Your third will be your last, I suppose, and one wonders what it will +be." + +"It is already in my heart"--Carmichael spoke low--"and some day I will +dare to tell it to you." + +"Hush," replied Kate quickly, lifting her hand; "the padre is going to +say grace." As this was an official function in John's eyes, that +worthy man allowed himself to take a general view, and he was pleased +to express his high approval of the company, enlarging especially on +Carmichael, whom, as a Free Kirkman, he had been accustomed rather to +belittle. + +"Of coorse," he explained loyally, "he's no tae be compared wi' the +Doctor, for there's nae minister ootside the Auld Kirk can hae sic an +air, and he 's no set up like the General, but he lookit weel an' +winsome. + +"His hair wes flung back frae his forehead, his een were fair dancin', +an' there wes a bit o' colour in his cheek. He hes a wy wi' him, a 'll +no deny, 'at taks wi' fouk. + +"A 'm no sure that he 's been at mony denners though, Becca, for he +hardly kent what he wes daein'. A' juist pit the potatoes on his +plate, for he never lat on he saw me; an' as for wine, a' cudna get a +word oot o' him." + +"Ye 're lilted above ordinary concerns, John, an' it's no tae be +expeckit that a beadle sud notice the way o' a lad wi' a lass," and +Becca nodded her head with much shrewdness. + +"Div ye mean that, Rebecca? That cowes a'; but it's no possible. The +General's dochter an' a Free Kirk minister, an' her an Esculopian--" + +"Love kens naither rank nor creeds; see what ye did yersel', and you +beadle o' Drumtochty;" and John--every man has some weak +point--swallowed the compliment with evident satisfaction. + +Meanwhile they had fallen on this very subject of creeds in the +dining-room, and Kate was full of curiosity. + +"Will you two padres do me a favour? I knew you would. Well, I want +to know for certain what is the difference between the two Kirks in +Drumtochty. Now which of you will begin?" and Kate beamed on them both. + +"Whatever you wish we will do, Kate," said the Doctor; "but you will +have me excused in this matter, if you please, and hear my friend. I +am tired of controversy, and he has a fair mind, and, as I know well, a +pleasant wit. Tell Miss Carnegie how your people left the Kirk of +Scotland." + +"Well, the dispute began"--and Carmichael faced his task +manfully--"about the appointment of clergymen, whether it should lie +with a patron or the people. Lord Kilspindie had the nomination of +Drumtochty, and if every patron had been as wise as our house, then +there had been no Disruption." + +The Doctor bowed, and motioned to Carnegie to fortify himself with port. + +"Other patrons had no sense, and put in unsuitable men, and the people +rebelled, since it is a sad thing for a country parish to have a +minister who is not . . ." + +"A gentleman? or straight? Quite so," chimed in Kate; "it must be +beastly." + +"So a party fought for the rights of the people," resumed Carmichael, +"and desired that the parish should have a voice in choosing the man +who was to take charge of . . . their souls." + +"Isn't that like soldiers electing their officers?" inquired the +General, doubtfully. + +"Go on, Carmichael; you are putting your case capitally; don't plunge +into theology, Jack, whatever you do . . . it is Sandeman's--a sound +wine." + +"Then what happened?" and Kate encouraged Carmichael with her eyes. + +"Four hundred clergymen threw up their livings one day and went out to +begin a Free Kirk, where there are no patrons. + +"You have no idea--for I suppose you never heard of this before--how +ministers suffered, living and dying in miserable cottages--and the +people met for service on the sea-shore or in winter storms--all for +conscience sake." + +Carmichael was glowing, and the Doctor sipped his port approvingly. + +"Perhaps they ought not to have seceded, and perhaps their ideas were +wrong; but it was heroism, and a good thing for the land." + +"It was splendid!" Kate's cheek flushed. "And Drumtochty?" + +"Ah, something happened here that was by itself in Scotland. Will you +ask Dr. Davidson not to interrupt or browbeat me? Thank you; now I am +safe. + +"Some one of influence went to old Lord Kilspindie, who had no love to +the Free Kirk, and told him that a few of his Drumtochty men wanted to +get a site for a Free Kirk, and that he must give it. And he did." + +"Now, Carmichael," began the Doctor, who had scented danger; but Kate +held up her hand with an imperious gesture, and Carmichael went on:-- + +"The same person used to send to the station for the Free Kirk +probationer, and entertain him after a lordly fashion--with port, if he +were worthy--and send him on his way rejoicing--men have told me. +But," concluded Carmichael, averting his face from the foot of the +table, "wild horses will not compel me to give that good Samaritan's +name." + +"Was it you, Davidson, that sanctioned such a proceeding? Why, it was +mutiny." + +"Of course he did, dad," cried Kate; "just the very thing he would do; +and so, I suppose, the Free Kirk love him as much as they do yourself, +sir?" + +"As much? far more . . ." + +"Had I known what downright falsehood the Free Kirk minister of +Drumtochty was capable of, I would never have allowed him to open his +mouth." + +"Well, I am satisfied, at any rate," said Kate, "and I propose to +retire to the drawing-room, and I know who would love a rubber of whist +by-and-by. We are just the number." + +A minute later Carmichael asked leave to join Kate, as he believed she +was to have him for partner, and he must understand her game. + +"How adroit he is to-night, Jack;" but the General rather pitied the +lad, with whom he imagined Kate was playing as a cat with a mouse. + +"Have you ever seen the face below the veil?" for they did not talk +long about whist in the drawing-room. "I do not think it would be +wrong to look, for the padre told me the story. + +"Yes, a very winning face. His only sister, and he simply lived for +her. She was only twelve when she died, and he loves her still, +although he hardly ever speaks of her." + +They stood together before the happy girl-face enshrined in an old +man's love. They read the inscription: "My dear sister Daisy." + +"I never had a sister," and Carmichael sighed. + +"And I have now no brother." Their hands met as they gently lowered +the veil. + +"Well, have you arranged your plans?" and the Doctor came in intent on +whist. + +"Only one thing. I am going to follow Miss Carnegie's lead, and she is +always to win," said the Free Kirk minister of Drumtochty. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +SMOULDERING FIRES. + +It is the right of every Scot--secured to him by the Treaty of Union +and confirmed by the Disruption--to criticise his minister with much +freedom, but this privilege is exercised with a delicate charity. When +it is not possible for a conscientious hearer to approve a sermon, he +is not compelled to condemnation. "There wes naething wrang wi' the +text," affords an excellent way of escape, and it is open to suggest +efficiency in another department than the pulpit. + +"Mister MacWheep michtna be a special preacher, but there 's nae doot +he wes a graund veesitor." Before Carmichael left the West Kirk, +Edinburgh, where he served his apprenticeship as an assistant, a worthy +elder called to bid him good-bye, and spoke faithfully, to the lad's +great delight. + +"You have been very acceptable, wonderfully so for a young man, and we +shall follow your career with much interest. It is right, however, to +add, and you will accept this in a right spirit, that it was not by +preaching that you commended yourself to our people, but by your +visiting. Your sermons are what I might call . . . hazy--you will get +a hold of the truth by-and-by, no doubt--but you have a gift for +visitation." + +The exact quality and popularity of this gift was excellently stated by +the wife of a working man, who referred with enthusiasm to the edifying +character of the assistant's conversation. + +"Tammas misses Maister Carmichael juist terrible, for he wud come in on +a forenicht an' sit, an' smoke, an' haver wi' the gude man by the 'oor. +He wes the maist divertin' minister a' ever saw in the West Kirk." + +It will be evident that Carmichael's visitation belonged to a different +department of art from that of Dr. Davidson. He arrived without +intimation by the nearest way that he could invent, clothed in a +shooting jacket and a soft hat, and accompanied by at least two dogs. +His coming created an instant stir, and Carmichael plunged at once into +the life of the household. It is kept on fond record, and still told +by the surviving remnant of his flock, that on various occasions and in +the course of pastoral visitation he had turned the hay in summer, had +forked the sheaves in harvest-time, had sacked the corn for market, and +had driven a gude wife's churn. After which honourable toil he would +eat and drink anything put before him except boiled tea, against which +he once preached with power--and then would sit indefinitely with the +family before the kitchen fire, telling tales of ancient history, +recalling the old struggles of Scottish men, describing foreign sights, +enlarging on new books, till he would remember that he had only dropped +in for an hour, and that two meals must be waiting for him at the +manse. His visits were understood to be quite unfinished, and he left +every house pledged to return and take up things at the point where he +had been obliged to break off, and so he came at last in this matter of +visitation into a condition of hopeless insolvency. His adventures +were innumerable and always enjoyable--falling off the two fir trees +that made a bridge over our deeper burns, and being dried at the next +farm-house--wandering over the moor all night and turning up at a +gamekeeper's at daybreak, covered with peat and ravening with +hunger--fighting his way through a snowstorm to a marriage, and digging +the bridegroom out of a drift--dodging a herd of Highland cattle that +thought he had come too near their calves, or driving off Drumsheugh's +polled Angus bull with contumely when he was threatening Mrs. +Macfadyen. If he met the bairns coming from school, the Glen rang with +the foolery. When Willie Harley broke his leg, Carmichael brought his +dog Jackie--I could tell things of that dog--and devised dramatic +entertainments of such attraction that Jamie Soutar declared them no +better than the theatre, and threatened Carmichael with a skep of honey +as a mark of his indignation. As for the old women of the Glen, he got +round them to that extent that they would gossip with him by the hour +over past days, and Betty Macfarlane was so carried by the minister's +sympathy that she brought out from hidden places some finery of her +youth, and Carmichael was found by Miss Carnegie arranging a faded +Paisley shawl on Betty's shoulders. And was it not this same gay Free +Kirkman who trained an eleven to such perfection on a field of +Drumsheugh's that they beat the second eleven of Muirtown gloriously? +on which occasion Tammas Mitchell, by the keenness of his eye and the +strength of his arm, made forty-four runs; and being congratulated by +Drumtochty as he carried his bat, opened his mouth for the first time +that day, saying, "Awa wi' ye." + +[Illustration: Would gossip with him by the hour.] + +So it came to pass that notwithstanding his unholy tendency to Biblical +criticism and other theological pedantry, Drumtochty loved Carmichael +because he was a man; and Dr. Davidson, lighting upon him in Hillocks' +garden, with the family round him full of joy, would threaten him with +a prosecution for poaching under the ecclesiastical Game Laws, and end +by insisting upon him coming to dinner at the manse, when he might +explain his conduct. Drumtochty loved him for his very imperfections, +and follows his career unto this day with undying interest, recalling +his various escapades with huge delight, and declaring to strangers +that even in his callow days they had discovered that Carmichael was a +preacher. + +Carmichael had occasional fits of order, when he repented of his +desultory ways, and began afresh with much diligence, writing out the +names of the congregation with full details--he once got as far as +Menzies before he lost the book--mapping the parish into districts, and +planning an elaborate visitation. It may have been an accident that +the district he chose for experiment embraced Tochty Lodge--where the +Carnegies had just settled--but it was natural that his first effort +should be thorough. There were exactly ten Free Kirk families from +Tochty Lodge eastwards, and some of these still speak with feeling of +the attention they received, which exceeded all they had ever known +before or since. + +"It wesna that he sat sae lang as a 've heard o' him daein' in the +heich Glen, but it wes the times he cam'," Mrs. Stirton used to +expatiate, "maybe twice a week for a month. He hed a wy o' comin' +through Tochty Wood--the shade helpit him tae study, he said--an' +jumpin' the dyke. Sall, gin he dinna mak a roadie for himsel' through +the field that year. A' wudna say," she used to add in a casual tone, +"but that he micht hae gi'en a cry at the Lodge, but he cudna dae less, +passin' the door." + +Carmichael was astonished himself at the number of times he was obliged +to see General Carnegie on business, of one kind or another. Sometimes +it was about the Flower Show, of which the General had become a patron; +sometimes it was the Highland Games, when the General's help would be +of so much use; sometimes it was the idea of repairing the old bridge; +sometimes--and Carmichael blushed when it came to this--to get the +General's opinion on a military question in the Bible. The least he +could do in laying such a tax on a good-natured man was to bring a book +for his daughter's reading, or a curious flower he had picked up on the +hill, or a story he had heard in his visiting. Miss Carnegie was +generally gracious, and would see him on his way if the day were fine, +or show him some improvements in the "Pleasaunce," or accompany him to +Janet's cottage to have a taste of that original woman's conversation +together. It came upon Carmichael at a time that he was, +inadvertently, calling too frequently at the Lodge, and for a week he +would keep to the main, road, or even pass the corner of the Lodge with +an abstracted air--for he loathed the thought of being deflected from +the path of duty by any personal attraction--and used to change the +subject of conversation after Janet had spoken for half an hour on Kate. + +People were speculating in a guarded manner regarding the possibility +of news, and Janet had quarrelled furiously with Donald for laughing +such unworthy rumours to scorn, when the parish was almost convulsed by +the historic scene in the Free Kirk, and all hope of a romantic +alliance was blasted. Archie Moncur, elder, and James Macfadyen, +deacon, were counting the collection in the vestibule, and the +congregation within were just singing the last verse of their first +psalm, when General Carnegie and his daughter appeared at the door. + +"Has service begun?" whispered Kate, while her father reverently bared +his head. "I 'm so sorry we are late, but you will let us in, won't +you, and we shall be as quiet as mice." + +"A 'll open the door," and Archie explained the geography of the +situation, "an' ye 'll juist slip intae the manse pew; it's in the +corner, wi' curtains roond it, an' naebody 'll see ye, naither minister +nor people;" and so Carmichael went through the service, and had almost +reached the end of his sermon before he knew that Kate was in the +church. + +She was very conscious of him and keenly observant of every detail--his +white silk hood thrown into relief by the black Geneva gown, his fair, +flushed face touched with tenderness and reverence, a new accent of +affection in his voice as one speaking to his charge, and especially +she noted in this Free Kirkman a certain fervour and high hope, a +flavour also of subtle spirituality, that were wanting in Dr. Davidson. +His hair might have been better brushed, and his whiskers were +distinctly ragged--but those things could be easily put right; then she +tossed her head in contempt of herself. It had come to a fine pass +when a girl that had carried her heart untouched through Simla should +be concerned about the appearance of a Highland minister. The General +was well acquainted with that proud motion, and began to regret that +they had come. It was Davidson's blame, who had sent them to hear a +good sermon for once, as he said, and now Kate would only find material +for raillery. He tugged his moustache and wished that they were again +in the open air. + +When the sermon came, the occupants of the manse pew composed +themselves for fifteen minutes' patient endurance, after the well-bred +fashion of their Church, each selecting a corner with a skill born of +long experience. They were not, however, to rest in peace and +detachment of mind till the doxology (or its corresponding formula in +the Scottish Kirk) summoned them back, for this was to be a quite +memorable sermon for them and their fellow-hearers and all Drumtochty. + +Carmichael had been lecturing through Old Testament history, and having +come to the drama of Elijah and Jezebel, had laid himself out for its +full and picturesque treatment. He was still at that age when right +seems to be all on one side, and a particular cause can be traced down +the centuries in all lands and under all conditions. For the most part +of two days he had wandered over the moor in the bright, cold November +weather reconstructing the scene in Israel on Scottish lines, and he +entered the pulpit that morning charged with the Epic of Puritanism. +Acute critics, like Elspeth Macfadyen, could tell from Carmichael's +walk down the church that he was in great spirits, and even ordinary +people caught a note of triumph in his voice as he gave out the first +Psalm. For the first few sentences of his sermon he spoke quietly, as +one reserving and restraining himself, and gave a historical +introduction which allowed the General to revive some ancient memories +of India without interruption. But Kate caught the imperial tone of +one who had a message to deliver and was already commanding people to +listen. She was conscious of a certain anxiety, and began to wish that +she were in front and could see his face, instead of only the side of +his head. Then Carmichael threw back his hair with the air of one +taking off his coat, and plunged the congregation into the midst of the +battle, describing Elijah's forgetfulness of self, profound conviction +of righteousness, high purpose for his nation and devotion to the cause +of Jehovah, till Burnbrae and the Free Kirkmen straightened themselves +visibly in their pews, and touching so skilfully on the Tyrian princess +in her beauty, her culture, her bigotry, her wiles, her masterfulness, +that several women--greatly delighting in the exposure of such a +"trimmie"--nodded approval. Kate had never given herself to the study +of Old Testament history, and would have had some difficulty in +identifying Elijah--there was a mare called Jezebel of vicious +temper--but she caught the contagion of enthusiasm. If the supreme +success of a sermon be to stimulate the hearer's mind, then Carmichael +ought to have closed at this point. His people would have been all the +week fighting battles for conscience sake, and resisting smooth, +cunning temptation to the farthest limits of their lives and in +unimaginable ways. Kate herself, although a person quite unaffected by +preaching, had also naturalised the sermon in her life with much +practical and vivid detail. Carmichael was Elijah, the prophet of the +common people, with his simple ways and old-fashioned notions and love +of hardness, only far more gentle and courteous and amusing than that +uncompromising Jew; and she--why, she would be Jezebel just for the +moment, who had come from . . . India into the Glen, and could bring +Elijah to her feet if she chose, and make him do her will, and +then . . . The girls in the choir before the pulpit noticed the look +on Kate's face, and wondered whether the Carnegies would join the Free +Kirk. + +Carmichael had an instinct that he ought to fling over the remaining +four pages of his sermon and close the service with a war Psalm, and he +told me when I was staying with him last week that he sacrifices the +last head of his sermon almost every Sunday in his city pulpit. But he +was only a lad in Drumtochty, and besides was full of a historical +parallel, which after a scientific illustration is most irresistible to +a young minister. No one had ever seen it before, but of course Elijah +was John Knox, and Jezebel was Queen Mary of Scots, and then Carmichael +set to work afresh, with something less than conspicuous success. +Scottish people are always ready for a eulogium on John Knox in church, +or on Robert Burns out of church, but the Reformer is rather the object +of patriotic respect and personal devotion. Netherton snuffed in quite +a leisurely way, and the women examined the bonnet of the manse +housekeeper, while Knox stood in the breach for the liberties of +Scotland, and when Carmichael began to meddle with Mary, he distinctly +lost the sympathies of his audience and entered on dangerous ground. +Scots allow themselves, at times, the rare luxury of being illogical, +and one of the occasions is their fondness for Queen Mary. An austere +Puritan may prove that this young woman was French in her ways, an +enemy to the Evangel, a born and practised flirt, and art and part in +the murder of Darnley. A Scot will not deny the evidence, and if he be +thrust into the box he may bring in the prisoner guilty, but his heart +is with the condemned, and he has a grudge against the prosecutor. For +he never forgets that Mary was of the royal blood and a thorough +Stewart, that her face turned men's heads in every country she touched, +that she had the courage of a man in her, that she was shamefully used, +and if she did throw over that ill-conditioned lad, well . . . "Puir +lassie, she hed naebody tae guide her, but sall, she focht her battle +weel," and out of this judgment none can drive an honest Scot. "Yon +wes a graund discoorse the day, gude wife," Jeems hazarded to Elspeth +on the way home, "but a' thocht the minister wes a wee hard on Queen +Mary; there 's nae doot she wes a papist, an' micht hae gien Knox a bit +twist wi' the screws gin she cud hae gruppit him, but a' dinna like her +misca'd." + +"A 've heard him wi' ma ain ears crackin' her up by the 'oor, an' a' +canna mak' oot what set him against her the day; but he 's young," +remarked Elspeth, sagely, "an' wi' his age it's either saint or deevil, +an' ae day the one an' the next day the ither; there 's nae medium. +Noo, maist fouk are juist half an' between, an' Mary hed her faults. + +"Ma word, Jeems," continued Elspeth with much relish, "Mary wud sune +hae settled the minister gin she hed been in the kirk the day." + +"Ay, ay," inquired Jeems, "noo what wud the hizzie hae dune?" + +"She wud juist hae sent for him an' lookit wi' her een, an' askit him +what ill he hed at her, an' gin that wesna eneuch she wud hae pit her +handkerchief tae her face." + +"Of coorse he cudna hae stude that; a' micht hae gien in masel'," +admitted Jeems, "but Knox wes stiff." + +"Maister Carmichael is no a Knox, naither are ye, Jeems, an' it's a +mercy for me ye arena. Mary wud hae twistit Maister Carmichael roond +her finger, but a 'm judgin' he 'll catch it as it is afore mony days, +or ma name 's no Elspeth Macfadyen. Did ye see Miss Carnegie rise an' +gae oot afore he feenished?" + +"Div ye mean that, Elspeth?" and her husband was amazed at such +penetration. "Noo a' thocht it hed been the heat; a' never held wi' +that stove; it draws up the air. Hoo did ye jalouse yon?" + +"She wes fidgetin' in her seat when he yokit on Mary, an' the meenut he +named her 'our Scottish Jezebel' the Miss rose an' opened the seat door +that calm, a' knew she wes in a tantrum, and she gied him a look afore +she closed the kirk door that wud hae brocht ony man tae his senses. + +"Jeems," went on Elspeth with solemnity, "a' coont this a doonricht +calamity, for a' wes houpin' he wud hae pleased them the day, an' noo a +'m sair afraid that the minister hes crackit his credit wi' the Lodge." + +"Div ye think, Elspeth, he saw her gang oot an' suspeckit the cause?" + +"It's maist michty tae hear ye ask sic a question, Jeems. What gared +him mak' a hash o' the baptism prayer, and return thanks that there wes +a leevin' father, instead o' mither, and gie oot the 103rd Paraphrase? +Tak' ma word for't, he 's wishin' by this time that he 'd lat puir Mary +alane." + +It was just above Hillocks' farm that the General overtook Kate, who +was still blazing. + +"Did you ever hear such vulgar abuse and . . . abominable language from +a pulpit? He 's simply a raging fanatic, and not one bit better than +his Knox. And I . . . we thought him quite different . . . and a +gentleman. I 'll never speak to him again. Scottish Jezebel: I +suppose he would call me Jezebel if it occurred to him." + +"Very likely he would," replied the General, dryly, "and I must say his +talk about Queen Mary seemed rather bad taste. But that's not the +question, Kate, which is your conduct in leaving a place of worship in +such an . . . unladylike fashion." + +"What?" for this was new talk from her father. + +"As no Carnegie ought to have done. You have forgotten yourself and +your house, and there is just one thing for you to do, and the sooner +the better." + +"Father, I 'll never look at him again . . . and after that evening at +Dr. Davidson's, and our talking . . . about Queen Mary, and . . . lots +of things." + +"Whether you meet Mr. Carmichael again or not is your own affair, but +this touches us both, and you . . . must write a letter of apology." + +"And if I don't?" said Kate, defiantly. + +"Then I shall write one myself for you. A Carnegie must not insult any +man, be he one faith or the other, and offer him no amends." + +So Donald handed in this letter at the Free Kirk Manse that evening, +and left without an answer. + + +TOCHTY LODGE. + +SIR,--Your violent and insolent attack on a martyred Queen caused me to +lose self-control in your church to-day, and I was unable to sit longer +under such language. + +It has been pointed out to me that I ought not to have left church as I +did, and I hereby express regret. + +The books you were so good as to lend me I have sent back by the +messenger.--Yours truly, + +CATHERINE CARNEGIE. + + +When Carmichael called next day, Donald informed him with unconcealed +satisfaction that Lord Hay was lunching with the family, and that the +General and Miss Carnegie were going to Muirtown Castle to-morrow for a +visit; but Janet had not lost hope. + +"Do not be taking this to heart, my dear, for I will be asking a +question. What will be making Miss Kate so very angry? it is not every +man she would be minding, though he spoke against Queen Mary all the +day. When a woman does not care about a man she will not take the +trouble to be angry. That is what I am thinking; and it is not Lord +Hay that has the way, oh no, though he be a proper man and good at +shooting." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +LOVE SICKNESS. + +College friends settled in petty lowland towns, and meeting Carmichael +on sacramental occasions, affected to pity him, inquiring curiously +what were his means of conveyance after the railway ceased, what time a +letter took to reach him, whether any foot ever crossed his door from +October to May, whether the great event of the week was not the arrival +of the bread cart. Those were exasperating gibes from men who could +not take a walk without coming on a coal pit, nor lift a book in their +studies without soiling their hands, whose windows looked on a street +and commanded the light of a grocer's shop instead of a sunset. It ill +became such miserables to be insolent, and Carmichael taught them +humility when he began to sound the praises of Drumtochty; but he could +not make townspeople understand the unutterable satisfaction of the +country minister, who even from old age and great cities looks back +with fond regret to his first parish on the slope of the Grampians. +Some kindly host wrestles with him to stay a few days more in +civilisation, and pledges him to run up whenever he wearies of his +exile, and the ungrateful rustic can hardly conceal the joy of his +escape. He shudders on the way to the station at the drip of the dirty +sleet and the rags of the shivering poor, and the restless faces of the +men and the unceasing roar of the traffic. Where he is going the white +snow is falling gently on the road, a cart full of sweet-smelling roots +is moving on velvet, the driver stops to exchange views with a farmer +who has been feeding his sheep, within the humblest cottage the fire is +burning clearly. With every mile northwards the Glenman's heart lifts; +and as he lands on his far-away little station, he draws a deep breath +of the clean, wholesome air. It is a long walk through the snow, but +there is a kindly, couthy smell from the woods, and at sight of the +squares of light in his home, weariness departs from a Drumtochty man. +Carmichael used to say that a glimpse of Archie Moncur sitting with his +sisters before the fire as he passed, and the wild turmoil of his dogs +within the manse as the latch of the garden gate clicked, and the flood +of light pouring out from the open door on the garden, where every +branch was feathered with snow, and to come into his study, where the +fire of pine logs was reflected from the familiar titles of his loved +books, gave him a shock of joy such as he has never felt since, even in +the days of his prosperity. + +[Illustration: The driver stops to exchange views.] + +"The city folk are generous with their wealth," he was saying to me +only last week, when I was visiting him in his West End manse and we +fell a-talking of the Glen, "and they have dealt kindly by me; they are +also full of ideas, and they make an inspiring audience for a preacher. +If any man has a message to deliver from the Eternal, then he had +better leave the wilderness and come to the city, and if he has plans +for the helping of his fellow men, let him come where he can get his +work and his labourers. + +"No, I do not repent leaving the Glen, for the Divine Hand thrust me +forth and has given me work to do, and I am not ungrateful to the +friends I have made in the city; but God created me a countryman, +and"--here Carmichael turned his back to me--"my heart goes back to +Drumtochty, and the sight of you fills me with . . . longing. + +"Ah, how this desiderium, as the Rabbi would have said, comes over one +with the seasons as they come and go. In spring they send me the first +snowdrops from the Glen, but it is a cruel kindness, for I want to be +where they are growing in Clashiegar den. When summer comes people +praise the varied flower-beds of the costly city parks, but they have +not seen Tochty woods in their glory. Each autumn carries me to the +harvest field, till in my study I hear the swish of the scythe and feel +the fragrance of the dry, ripe grain. And in winter I see the sun +shining on the white sides of Glen Urtach, and can hardly keep pen to +paper in this dreary room. + +"What nonsense this is," pulling himself together; "yes, that is the +very chair you sat in, and this is the table we stuck between us with +our humble flask of Moselle of a winter's night . . . let's go to bed; +we 'll have no more good talk to-night." + +When he had left me, I flung open my window in search of air, for it +seemed as if the city were choking me. A lamp was flaring across the +street, two cabs rattled past with revellers singing a music-hall song, +a heavy odour from many drains floated in, the multitude of houses +oppressed one as with a weight. How sweet and pure it was now at the +pool above Tochty mill, where the trout were lying below the stones and +the ash boughs dipping into the water. + +Carmichael once, however, lost all love of the Glen, and that was after +Kate flung herself out of the Free Kirk and went on a visit to Muirtown +Castle. He was completely disenchanted and saw everything at its +poorest. Why did they build the manse so low that an able-bodied man +could touch the ceiling of the lower rooms with an effort and the upper +rooms easily? What possessed his predecessor to put such an impossible +paper on the study and to stuff the room with book-shelves? A row of +Puritan divines offended him--a wooden, obsolete theology--but he also +pitched a defence of Queen Mary into a cupboard--she had done enough +mischief already. The garden looked squalid and mean, without flowers, +with black patches peeping through the thin covering of snow, with a +row of winter greens opposite the southern window. He had never +noticed the Glen so narrow and bare before, nor how grey and unlovely +were the houses. Why had not the people better manners and some +brightness? they were not always attending funerals and making +bargains. What an occupation for an educated man to spend two hours in +a cabin of a vestry with a dozen labouring men, considering how two +pounds could be added to the Sustentation Fund, or preaching on Sunday +to a handful of people who showed no more animation than stone gods +except when the men took snuff audibly. Carmichael was playing the +spoiled child--not being at all a mature or perfect character, then or +now--and was ready to hit out at anybody. His bearing was for the +first and only time in his life supercilious, and his sermons were a +vicious attack on the doctrines most dear to the best of his people. +His elders knew not what had come over him, although Elspeth Macfadyen +was mysteriously apologetic, and in moments of sanity he despised +himself. One day he came to a good resolution suddenly, and went down +to see Rabbi Saunderson--the very thought of whose gentle, patient, +selfless life was a rebuke and a tonic. + +When two tramps held conference on the road, and one indicated to the +other visibly that any gentleman in temporary distress would be treated +after a Christian fashion at a neighbouring house, Carmichael, who had +been walking in a dream since he passed the lodge, knew instantly that +he must be near the Free Kirk manse of Kilbogie. The means of +communication between the members of the nomadic profession is almost +perfect in its frequency and accuracy, and Saunderson's manse was a +hedge-side word. Not only did all the regular travellers by the north +road call on their going up in spring and their coming down in autumn, +but habitués of the east coast route were attracted and made a circuit +to embrace so hospitable a home, and even country vagrants made their +way from Dunleith and down through Glen Urtach to pay their respects to +the Rabbi. They had particular directions to avoid Barbara--expressed +forcibly on five different posts in the vicinity and enforced in +picturesque language, of an evening--and they were therefore careful to +waylay the Rabbi on the road, or enter his study boldly from the front. +The humbler members of the profession contented themselves with +explaining that they had once been prosperous tradesmen, and were now +walking to Muirtown in search of work--receiving their alms, in +silence, with diffidence and shame; but those in a higher walk came to +consult the Rabbi on Bible difficulties, which were threatening to +shake their faith, and departed much relieved--with a new view of Lot's +wife, as well as a suit of clothes the Rabbi had only worn three times. + +[Illustration: Two tramps held conference.] + +"You have done kindly by me in calling"--the vagabond had finished his +story and was standing, a very abject figure, among the books--"and in +giving me the message from your friend. I am truly thankful that he is +now labouring--in iron, did you say? and I hope he may be a cunning +artificer. + +"You will not set it down to carelessness that I cannot quite recall +the face of your friend, for, indeed, it is my privilege to see many +travellers, and there are times when I may have been a minister to them +on their journeys, as I would be to you also if there be anything in +which I can serve you. It grieves me to say that I have no clothing +that I might offer you; it happens that a very worthy man passed here a +few days ago most insufficiently clad and . . . but I should not have +alluded to that; my other garments, save what I wear, are . . . kept in +a place of . . . safety by my excellent housekeeper, and she makes +their custody a point of conscience; you might put the matter before +her. . . . Assuredly it would be difficult, and I crave your pardon +for putting you in an . . . embarrassing position; it is my misfortune +to have to-day neither silver nor gold," catching sight of Carmichael +in the passage, "this is a Providence. May I borrow from you, John, +some suitable sum for our brother here who is passing through +adversity?" + +"Do not be angry with me, John"--after the tramp had departed, with +five shillings in hand and much triumph over Carmichael on his +face--"nor speak bitterly of our fellow men. Verily theirs is a hard +lot who have no place to lay their head, and who journey in weariness +from city to city. John, I was once a stranger and a wayfarer, +wandering over the length and breadth of the land. Nor had I a friend +on earth till my feet were led to the Mains, where my heart was greatly +refreshed, and now God has surrounded me with young men of whose +kindness I am not worthy, wherefore it becometh me to show mercy unto +others," and the Rabbi looked at Carmichael with such sweetness, that +the lad's sullenness began to yield, although he made no sign. + +"Moreover," and the Rabbi's voice took a lower tone, "as often as I +look on one of those men of the highways, there cometh to me a vision +of Him who was an outcast of the people, and albeit some may be as +Judas, peradventure one might beg alms of me, a poor sinful man, some +day, and lo it might be . . . the Lord Himself in a saint," and the +Rabbi bowed his head and stood awhile much moved. + +"Rabbi," after a pause, during which Carmichael's face had changed, +"you are incorrigible. For years we have been trying to make you a +really good and wise man, both by example and precept, and you are +distinctly worse than when we began--more lazy, miserly, and +uncharitable. It is very disheartening. + +"Can you receive another tramp and give him a bed, for I am in low +spirits, and so, like every other person in trouble, I come to you, you +dear old saint, and already I feel a better man." + +"Receive you, John? It is doubtless selfish, but it is not given to +you to know how I weary to see your faces, and we shall have much +converse together--there are some points I would like your opinion +on--but first of all, after a slight refreshment, we must go to Mains: +behold the aid to memory I have designed"--and the Rabbi pointed to a +large square of paper hung above Chrysostom, with "Farewell, George +Pitillo, 3 o'clock." "He is the son's son of my benefactor, and he +leaves his father's house this day to go into a strange land across the +sea: I had a service last night at Mains, and expounded the departure +of Abraham, but only slightly, being somewhat affected through the +weakness of the flesh. There was a covenant made between the young man +and myself, that I should meet him at the crossing of the roads to-day, +and it is in my mind to leave a parable with him against the power of +this present world." + +Then the Rabbi fell into a meditation till the dog-cart came up, Mains +and his wife in the front and George alone in the back, making a brave +show of indifference. + +"George," said the Rabbi, looking across the field and speaking as to +himself, "we shall not meet again in this world, and in a short space +they will bury me in Kilbogie kirkyard, but it will not be in me to lie +still for thinking of the people I have loved. So it will come to pass +that I may rise--you have ears to understand, George---and I will +inquire of him that taketh charge of the dead about many and how it +fares with them." + +"And George Pitillo, what of him, Andrew?" + +"'Oh, it's a peety you didna live langer, Mr. Saunderson, for George +hes risen in the warld and made a great fortune.'" + +"How does it go with his soul, Andrew?" + +"'Well, you see, Mister Saunderson, George hes hed many things to think +about, and he maybe hasna hed time for releegion yet, but nae doot he +'ll be turnin' his mind that wy soon.'" + +"Poor George, that I baptised and admitted to the sacrament and . . . +loved: exchanged his soul for the world." + +The sun was setting fast, and the landscape--bare stubble fields, +leafless trees, still water, long, empty road--was of a blood-red +colour fearsome to behold, so that no one spake, and the horse chafing +his bit made the only sound. + +Then the Rabbi began again. + +"And George Pitillo--tell me, Andrew?" + +"'Weel, ye see, Mister Saunderson, ye wud be sorry for him, for you and +he were aye chief; he's keepit a gude name an' workit hard, but hesna +made muckle o' this warld.'" + +"And his soul, Andrew?" + +"'Oo, that's a' richt; gin we a' hed as gude a chance for the next +warld as George Pitillo we micht be satisfied.'" + +"That is enough for his old friend; hap me over again, Andrew, and I'll +rest in peace till the trumpet sound." + +Carmichael turned aside, but he heard something desperately like a sob +from the back of the dog-cart, and the Rabbi saying, "God be with you, +George, and as your father's father received me in the day of my sore +discouragement, so may the Lord God of Israel open a door for you in +every land whithersoever you go, and bring you in at last through the +gates into the city." The Rabbi watched George till the dog-cart faded +away into the dusk of the winter's day, and they settled for the night +in their places among the books before the Rabbi spoke. + +It was with a wistful tenderness that he turned to Carmichael and +touched him slightly with his hand, as was a fashion with the Rabbi. + +"You will not think me indifferent to your welfare because I have not +inquired about your affairs, for indeed this could not be, but the +going forth of this lad has tried my heart. Is there aught, John, that +it becometh you to tell me, and wherein my years can be of any avail?" + +"It is not about doctrine I wished to speak to you, Rabbi, although I +am troubled thus also, but about . . . you remember our talk." + +"About the maid, surely; I cannot forget her, and indeed often think of +her since the day you brought me to her house and made me known unto +her, which was much courtesy to one who is fitter for a book-room than +a woman's company. + +"She is fair of face and hath a pleasant manner, and surely beauty and +a winsome way are from God; there seemed also a certain contempt of +baseness and a strength of will which are excellent. Perhaps my +judgment is not even because Miss Carnegie was gracious to me, and you +know, John, it is not in me to resist kindness, but this is how she +seems to me. Has there been trouble between you?" + +"Do not misunderstand me, Rabbi; I have not spoken one word of love to +. . . Miss Carnegie, nor she to me; but I love her, and I thought that +perhaps she saw that I loved her. But now it looks as if . . . what I +hoped is never to be," and Carmichael told the Queen Mary affair. + +"Is it not marvellous," mused the Rabbi, looking into the fire, "how +one woman who was indeed at the time little more than a girl did carry +men, many of them wise and clever, away as with a flood, and still +divideth scholars and even . . . friends? + +"It was not fitting that Miss Carnegie should have left God's house in +heat of temper, and it seemeth to us that she hath a wrong reading of +history, but it is surely good that she hath her convictions, and +holdeth them fast like a brave maid. + +"Is it not so, John, that friends and doubtless also . . . lovers have +been divided by conscience and have been on opposite sides in the great +conflict, and doth not this show how much of conscience there is among +men? + +"It may be this dispute will not divide you--being now, as it were, +more an argument of the schools than a matter of principle, but if it +should appear that you are far apart on the greater matters of faith, +then . . . you will have a heavy cross to carry. But it is my mind +that the heart of the maiden is right, and that I may some day see her +. . . in your home, whereat my eyes would be glad." + +The Rabbi was so taken up with the matter that he barely showed +Carmichael a fine copy of John of Damascus he had secured from London, +and went out of his course at worship to read, as well as to expound +with much feeling, the story of Ruth the Moabitess, showing +conclusively that she had in her a high spirit, and that she was +designed of God to be a strength to the house of David. He was also +very cheerful in the morning, and bade Carmichael good-bye at Tochty +woods with encouraging words. He also agreed to assist his boy at the +Drumtochty sacrament. + +It was evident that the Rabbi's mind was much set on this visit, but +Carmichael did not for one moment depend upon his remembering the day, +and so Burnbrae started early on the Saturday with his dog-cart to +bring Saunderson up and deposit him without fail in the Free Kirk manse +of Drumtochty. Six times that day did the minister leave his "action" +sermon and take his way to the guest room, carrying such works as might +not be quite unsuitable for the old scholar's perusal, and arranging a +lamp of easy management, that the night hours might not be lost. It +was late in the afternoon before the Rabbi was delivered at the manse, +and Burnbrae gave explanations next day at the sacramental dinner. + +"It wes just ten when a' got tae the manse o' Kilbogie, an' his +hoosekeeper didna ken whar her maister wes; he micht be in Kildrummie +by that time, she said, or half wy tae Muirtown. So a' set oot an' +ransackit the parish till a' got him, an' gin he wesna sittin' in a +bothie takin' brose wi' the plowmen an' expoundin' Scripture a' the +time. + +"He startit on the ancient martyrs afore we were half a mile on the +road, and he gied ae testimony aifter anither, an' he wesna within +sicht o' the Reformation when we cam tae the hooses; a 'll no deny that +a' let the mare walk bits o' the road, for a' cud hae heard him a' +nicht; ma bluid 's warmer yet, freends." + +The Rabbi arrived in great spirits, and refused to taste meat till he +had stated the burden of his sermon for the morrow. + +"If the Lord hath opened our ears the servant must declare what has +been given him, but I prayed that the message sent through me to your +flock, John, might be love. It hath pleased the Great Shepherd that I +should lead the sheep by strange paths, but I desired that it be +otherwise when I came for the first time to Drumtochty. + +"Two days did I spend in the woods, for the stillness of winter among +the trees leaveth the mind disengaged for the Divine word, and the +first day my soul was heavy as I returned, for this only was laid upon +'vessels of wrath, fitted to destruction.' And, John, albeit God would +doubtless have given me strength according to His will, yet I was loath +to bear this awful truth to the people of your charge. + +"Next day the sun was shining pleasantly in the wood and it came to me +that clouds had gone from the face of God, and as I wandered among the +trees a squirrel sat on a branch within reach of my hand and did not +flee. Then I heard a voice, 'I have loved thee with an everlasting +love, therefore with loving kindness have I drawn thee.' + +"It was, in an instant, my hope that this might be God's word by me, +but I knew not it was so till the Evangel opened up on all sides, and I +was led into the outgoings of the eternal love after so moving a +fashion that I dared to think that grace might be effectual even with +me . . . with me. + +"God opened my mouth on Sabbath on this text unto my own flock, and the +word was not void. It is little that can be said on sovereign love in +two hours and it may be a few minutes; yet even this may be more than +your people are minded to bear. So I shall pretermit certain notes on +doctrine; for you will doubtless have given much instruction on the +purposes of God, and very likely may be touching on that mystery in +your action sermon." + +During the evening the Rabbi was very genial--tasting Sarah's viands +with relish, and comparing her to Rebecca, who made savoury meat, +urging Carmichael to smoke without scruple, and allowing himself to +snuff three times, examining the bookshelves with keen appreciation, +and finally departing with three volumes of modern divinity under his +arm, to reinforce the selection in his room, "lest his eyes should be +held waking in the night watches." He was much overcome by the care +that had been taken for his comfort, and at the door of his room blest +his boy: "May the Lord give you the sleep of His beloved, and +strengthen you to declare all His truth on the morrow." Carmichael sat +by his study fire for a while and went to bed much cheered, nor did he +dream that there was to be a second catastrophe in the Free Kirk of +Drumtochty which would be far sadder than the first, and leave in one +heart life-long regret. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE FEAR OF GOD. + +It was the way of the Free Kirk that the assisting minister at the +Sacrament should sit behind the Communion Table during the sermon, and +the congregation, without giving the faintest sign of observation, +could estimate its effect on his face. When Doctor Dowbiggin composed +himself to listen as became a Church leader of substantial build--his +hands folded before him and his eyes fixed on the far window--and was +so arrested by the opening passage of Cunningham's sermon on +Justification by Faith that he visibly started, and afterward sat +sideways with his ears cocked, Drumtochty, while doubtful whether any +Muirtown man could appreciate the subtlety of their minister, had a +higher idea of the Doctor; and when the Free Kirk minister of +Kildrummie--a stout man and given to agricultural pursuits--went fast +asleep under a masterly discussion of the priesthood of Melchisedek, +Drumtochty's opinion of the intellectual condition of Kildrummie was +confirmed beyond argument. + +During his ministry of more than twenty years the Rabbi had never +preached at Drumtochty--being fearful that he might injure the minister +who invited him, or might be so restricted in time as to lead astray by +ill-balanced statements--and as the keenest curiosity would never have +induced any man to go from the Glen to worship in another parish, the +Free Kirk minister of Kilbogie was still unjudged in Drumtochty. They +were not sorry to have the opportunity at last, for they had suffered +not a little at the hands of Kilbogie in past years, and the coming +event disturbed the flow of business at Muirtown market. + +"Ye 're tae hae the Doctor at laist," Mains said to Netherton--letting +the luck-penny on a transaction in seed-corn stand over--"an' a 'm +jidgin' the time 's no been lost. He's plainer an' easier tae follow +then he wes at the affgo. Ma word"--contemplating the exercise before +the Glen--"but ye 'll aye get eneuch here and there tae cairry hame." +Which shows what a man the Rabbi was, that on the strength of his +possession a parish like Kilbogie could speak after this fashion to +Drumtochty. + +"He 'll hae a fair trial, Mains"--Netherton's tone was distinctly +severe--"an' mony a trial he's hed in his day, they say: wes't three +an' twenty kirks he preached in, afore ye took him? But mind ye, +length 's nae standard in Drumtochty; na, na, it's no hoo muckle wind a +man hes, but what like is the stuff that comes. It's bushels doon bye, +but it's wecht up bye." + +Any prejudice against the Rabbi, created by the boasting of a foolish +parish not worthy of him, was reduced by his venerable appearance +before the pulpit, and quite dispelled by his unfeigned delight in +Carmichael's conduct of the "preliminaries." Twice he nodded approval +to the reading of the hundredth Psalm, and although he stood with +covered face during the prayer, he emerged full of sympathy. As his +boy read the fifty-third of Isaiah the old man was moved well-nigh to +tears, and on the giving out of the text from the parable of the +Prodigal Son, the Rabbi closed his eyes with great expectation, as one +about to be fed with the finest of the wheat. + +Carmichael has kept the sermon unto this day, and as often as he finds +himself growing hard or supercilious, reads it from beginning to end. +It is his hair shirt, to be worn from time to time next his soul for +the wrongness in it and the mischief it did. He cannot understand how +he could have said such things on a Sacrament morning and in the +presence of the Rabbi, but indeed they were inevitable. When two tides +meet there is ever a cruel commotion, and ships are apt to be dashed on +the rocks, and Carmichael's mind was in a "jabble" that day. The new +culture, with its wider views of God and man, was fighting with the +robust Calvinism in which every Scot is saturated, and the result was +neither peace nor charity. Personally the lad was kindly and +good-natured, intellectually he had become arrogant, intolerant, acrid, +flinging out at old-fashioned views, giving quite unnecessary +challenges, arguing with imaginary antagonists. It has ever seemed to +me, although I suppose that history is against me, that if it be laid +on any one to advocate a new view that will startle people, he ought of +all men to be conciliatory and persuasive; but Carmichael was, at least +in this time of fermentation, very exasperating and pugnacious, and so +he drove the Rabbi to the only hard action of his life, wherein the old +man suffered most, and which may be said to have led to his death. + +Carmichael, like the Rabbi, had intended to preach that morning on the +love of God, and thought he was doing so with some power. What he did +was to take the Fatherhood of God and use it as a stick to beat +Pharisees with, and under Pharisees he let it be seen that he included +every person who still believed in the inflexible action of the moral +laws and the austere majesty of God. Many good things he no doubt +said, but each had an edge, and it cut deeply into people of the old +school. Had he seen the Rabbi, it would not have been possible for him +to continue, but he only was conscious of Lachlan Campbell, with whom +he had then a feud, and who, he imagined, had come to criticise him. +So he went on his rasping way that Sacrament morning, as when one +harrows the spring earth with iron teeth, exciting himself with every +sentence to fresh crudities of thought and extravagances of opposition. +But it only flashed on him that he had spoken foolishly when he came +down from the pulpit, and found the Rabbi a shrunken figure in his +chair before the Holy Table. + +Discerning people, like Elspeth Macfadyen, saw the whole tragedy from +beginning to end, and felt the pity of it keenly. For a while the +Rabbi waited with fond confidence--for was not he to hear the +best-loved of his boys--and he caught eagerly at a gracious expression, +as if it had fallen from one of the fathers. Anything in the line of +faith would have pleased the Rabbi that day, who was as a little child +and full of charity, in spite of his fierce doctrines. By-and-by the +light died away from his eyes as when a cloud comes over the face of +the sun and the Glen grows cold and dreary. He opened his eyes and was +amazed--looking at the people and questioning them what had happened to +their minister. Suddenly he flushed as a person struck by a friend, +and then, as one blow followed another, he covered his face with both +hands, sinking lower and lower in his chair, till even that decorous +people were almost shaken in their attention. + +When Carmichael gave him the cup in the Sacrament the Rabbi's hand +shook and he spilled some drops of the wine upon his beard, which all +that day showed like blood on the silvery whiteness. Afterwards he +spake in his turn to the communicants, and distinguished the true +people of God from the multitude--to whom he held out no hope--by so +many and stringent marks, that Donald Menzies refused the Sacrament +with a lamentable groan. And when the Sacrament was over and the time +came for Carmichael to shake hands with the assisting minister in the +vestry, the Rabbi had vanished, and he had no speech with him till they +went through the garden together--very bleak it seemed in the winter +dusk--unto the sermon that closed the services of the day. + +"God's hand is heavy in anger on us both this day, John," and +Carmichael was arrested by the awe and sorrow in the Rabbi's voice, +"else . . . you had not spoken as you did this forenoon, nor would +necessity be laid on me to speak . . . as I must this night. + +"His ways are all goodness and truth, but they are oftentimes +encompassed with darkness, and the burden He has laid on me is . . . +almost more than I can bear; it will be heavy for you also. + +"You will drink the wine of astonishment this night, and it will be +strange if you do not . . . turn from the hand that pours it out, but +you will not refuse the truth or . . . hate the preacher," and at the +vestry door the Rabbi looked wistfully at Carmichael. + +During the interval the lad had been ill at ease, suspecting from the +Rabbi's manner at the Table, and the solemnity of his address, that he +disapproved of the action sermon, but he did not for a moment imagine +that the situation was serious. It is one of the disabilities of +good-natured and emotional people, without much deepness of earth, to +belittle the convictions and resolutions of strong natures, and to +suppose that they can be talked away by a few pleasant, coaxing words. + +The Rabbi had often yielded to Carmichael and his other boys in the +ordinary affairs of life--in meat and drink and clothing, even unto the +continuance of his snuffing. He had been most manageable and +pliable--as a child in their hands--and so Carmichael was quite +confident that he could make matters right with the old man about a +question of doctrine as easily as about the duty of a midday meal. +Certain bright and superficial people will only learn by some solitary +experience that faith is reserved in friendship, and that the most +heroic souls are those which count all things loss--even the smile of +those they love--for the eternal. For a moment Carmichael was shaken +as if a new Rabbi were before him; then he remembered the study of +Kilbogie and all things that had happened therein, and his spirits rose. + +"How dare you suggest such wickedness, Rabbi, that any of us should +ever criticise or complain of anything you say? Whatever you give us +will be right, and do us good, and in the evening you will tell me all +I said wrong." + +Saunderson looked at Carmichael for ten seconds as one who has not been +understood, and sighed. Then he went down the kirk after the beadle, +and the people marked how he walked like a man who was afraid he might +fall, and, turning a corner, he supported himself on the end of a pew. +As he crept up the pulpit stairs Elspeth gave James a look, and, +although well accustomed to the slowness of his understanding, was +amazed that he did not catch the point. Even a man might have seen +that this was not the same minister that came in to the Sacrament with +hope in his very step. + +"A 'm no here tae say 'that a' kent what wes comin''"--Elspeth, like +all experts, was strictly truthful--"for the like o' that wes never +heard in Drumtochty, and noo that Doctor Saunderson is awa, will never +be heard again in Scotland. A' jaloused that vials wud be opened an' +a' wesna wrang, but ma certes"--and that remarkable woman left you to +understand that no words in human speech could even hint at the +contents of the vials. + +When the Rabbi gave out his text, "Vessels of wrath," in a low, +awestruck voice, Carmichael began to be afraid, but after a little he +chid himself for foolishness. During half an hour the Rabbi traced the +doctrine of the Divine Sovereignty through Holy Scripture with a +characteristic wealth of allusion to Fathers ancient and reforming, and +once or twice he paused as if he would have taken up certain matters at +greater length, but restrained himself, simply asserting the Pauline +character of St. Augustine's thinking, and exposing the looseness of +Clement of Alexandria with a wave of the hand as one hurrying on to his +destination. + +"Dear old Rabbi"--Carmichael congratulated himself in his pew--"what +need he have made so many apologies for his subject? He is going to +enjoy himself, and he is sure to say something beautiful before he is +done." But he was distinctly conscious all the same of a wish that the +Rabbi were done and all . . . well, uncertainty over. For there was a +note of anxiety, almost of horror, in the Rabbi's voice, and he had not +let the Fathers go so lightly unless under severe constraint. What was +it? Surely he would not attack their minister in face of his +people. . . . The Rabbi do that, who was in all his ways a gentleman? +Yet . . . and then the Rabbi abruptly quitted historical exposition and +announced that he would speak on four heads. Carmichael, from his +corner behind the curtains, saw the old man twice open his mouth as if +to speak, and when at last he began he was quivering visibly, and he +had grasped the outer corners of the desk with such intensity that the +tassels which hung therefrom--one of the minor glories of the Free +Kirk--were held in the palm of his hand, the long red tags escaping +from between his white wasted fingers. A pulpit lamp came between +Carmichael and the Rabbi's face, but he could see the straining hand, +which did not relax till it was lifted in the last awful appeal, and +the white and red had a gruesome fascination. It seemed as if one had +clutched a cluster of full, rich, tender grapes and was pressing them +in an agony till their life ran out in streams of blood, and dripped +upon the heads of the choir sitting beneath, in their fresh, hopeful +youth. And it also came to Carmichael with pathetic conviction even +then that every one was about to suffer, but the Rabbi more than them +all together. While the preacher was strengthening his heart for the +work before him, Carmichael's eye was attracted by the landscape that +he could see through the opposite window. The ground sloped upwards +from the kirk to a pine-wood that fringed the great moor, and it was +covered with snow on which the moon was beginning to shed her faint, +weird light. Within, the light from the upright lamps was falling on +the ruddy, contented faces of men and women and little children, but +without it was one cold, merciless whiteness, like unto the justice of +God, with black shadows of judgment. + +"This is the message which I have to deliver unto you in the name of +the Lord, and even as Jonah was sent to Nineveh after a strange +discipline with a word of mercy, so am I constrained against my will to +carry a word of searching and trembling. + +"First"--and between the heads the Rabbi paused as one whose breath had +failed him--"every man belongs absolutely to God by his creation. + +"Second. The purpose of God about each man precedes his creation. + +"Third. Some are destined to Salvation, and some to Damnation. + +"Fourth"--here the hard breathing became a sob--"each man's lot is unto +the glory of God." + +It was not only skilled theologians like Lachlan Campbell and Burnbrae, +but even mere amateurs, who understood that they were that night to be +conducted to the farthest limit of Calvinism, and that whoever fell +behind through the hardness of the way, their guide would not flinch. + +As the Rabbi gave the people a brief space wherein to grasp his heads +in their significance, Carmichael remembered a vivid incident in the +Presbytery of Muirtown, when an English evangelist had addressed that +reverend and austere court with exhilarating confidence--explaining the +extreme simplicity of the Christian faith, and showing how a minister +ought to preach. Various good men were delighted, and asked many +questions of the evangelist--who had kept a baby-linen shop for twenty +years, and was unspoiled by the slightest trace of theology--but the +Rabbi arose and demolished his "teaching," convicting him of heresy at +every turn, till there was not left one stone upon another. + +"But surely fear belongs to the Old Testament dispensation," said the +unabashed little man to the Rabbi afterwards. "'Rejoice,' you know, my +friend, 'and again I say rejoice.'" + +"If it be the will of God that such a man as I should ever stand on the +sea of glass mingled with fire, then this tongue will be lifted with +the best, but so long as my feet are still in the fearful pit it +becometh me to bow my head." + +"Then you don't believe in assurance?" but already the evangelist was +quailing before the Rabbi. + +"Verily there is no man that hath not heard of that precious gift, and +none who does not covet it greatly, but there be two degrees of +assurance"--here the Rabbi looked sternly at the happy, rotund little +figure--"and it is with the first you must begin, and what you need to +get is assurance of your damnation." + +One of the boys read an account of this incident--thinly veiled--in a +reported address of the evangelist, in which the Rabbi--being, as it +was inferred, beaten in scriptural argument--was very penitent and +begged his teacher's pardon with streaming tears. What really happened +was different, and so absolutely conclusive that Doctor Dowbiggin gave +it as his opinion "that a valuable lesson had been read to unauthorised +teachers of religion." + +Carmichael recognised the same note in the sermon and saw another man +than he knew, as the Rabbi, in a low voice, without heat or +declamation, with frequent pauses and laboured breathing, as of one +toiling up a hill, argued the absolute supremacy of God and the utter +helplessness of man. One hand ever pressed the grapes, but with the +other the old man wiped the perspiration that rolled in beads down his +face. A painful stillness fell on the people as they felt themselves +caught in the meshes of this inexorable net and dragged ever nearer to +the abyss. Carmichael, who had been leaning forward in his place, tore +himself away from the preacher with an effort, and moved where he could +see the congregation. Campbell was drinking in every word as one for +the first time in his life perfectly satisfied. Menzies was huddled +into a heap in the top of his pew as one justly blasted by the anger of +the Eternal. Men were white beneath the tan, and it was evident that +some of the women would soon fall a-weeping. Children had crept close +to their mothers under a vague sense of danger, and a girl in the choir +watched the preacher with dilated eyeballs, like an animal fascinated +by terror. + +"It is as a sword piercing the heart to receive this truth, but it is a +truth and must be believed. There are hundreds of thousands in the +past who were born and lived and died and were damned for the glory of +God. There are hundreds of thousands in this day who have been born +and are living and shall die and be damned for the glory of God. There +are hundreds of thousands in the future who shall be born and shall +live and shall die and shall be damned for the glory of God. All +according to the will of God, and none dare say nay nor change the +purpose of the Eternal." For some time the oil in the lamps had been +failing--since the Rabbi had been speaking for nigh two hours--and as +he came to an end of this passage the light began to flicker and die. +First a lamp at the end of Burnbrae's pew went out and then another in +the front. The preacher made as though he would have spoken, but was +silent, and the congregation watched four lamps sink into darkness at +intervals of half a minute. There only remained the two pulpit lamps, +and in their light the people saw the Rabbi lift his right hand for the +first time. + +"Shall . . . not . . . the . . . Judge . . . of all the earth . . . +do . . . right?" The two lamps went out together and a great sigh rose +from the people. At the back of the kirk a child wailed and somewhere +in the front a woman's voice--it was never proved to be Elspeth +Macfadyen--said audibly, "God have mercy upon us." The Rabbi had sunk +back into the seat and buried his face in his hands, and through the +window over his head the moonlight was pouring into the church like +unto the far-off radiance from the White Throne. + +When Carmichael led the Rabbi into the manse he could feel the old man +trembling from head to foot, and he would touch neither meat nor drink, +nor would he speak for a space. + +"Are you there, John?"--and he put out his hand to Carmichael, who had +placed him in the big study chair, and was sitting beside him in +silence. + +"I dare not withdraw nor change any word that I spake in the name of +the Lord this day, but . . . it is my infirmity . . . I wish I had +never been born." + +"It was awful," said Carmichael, and the Rabbi's head again fell on his +breast. + +"John,"--and Saunderson looked up,--"I would give ten thousand worlds +to stand in the shoes of that good man who conveyed me from Kilbogie +yesterday, and with whom I had very pleasant fellowship concerning the +patience of the saints. + +"It becometh not any human being to judge his neighbour, but it seemed +to me from many signs that he was within the election of God, and even +as we spoke of Polycarp and the martyrs who have overcome by the blood +of the Lamb, it came unto me with much power, 'Lo, here is one beside +you whose name is written in the Lamb's Book of Life, and who shall +enter through the gates into the city;' and grace was given me to +rejoice in his joy, but I . . ."--and Carmichael could have wept for +the despair in the Rabbi's voice. + +"Dear Rabbi!"--for once the confidence of youth was smitten at the +sight of a spiritual conflict beyond its depth--"you are surely . . . +depreciating yourself . . . Burnbrae is a good man, but compared with +you . . . is not this like to the depression of Elijah?" Carmichael +knew, however, he was not fit for such work, and had better have held +his peace. + +"It may be that I understand the letter of Holy Scripture better than +some of God's children, although I be but a babe even in this poor +knowledge, but such gifts are only as the small dust of the balance. +He will have mercy on whom He will have mercy. + +"John," said the Rabbi suddenly, and with strong feeling, "was it your +thought this night as I declared the sovereignty of God that I judged +myself of the elect, and was speaking as one himself hidden for ever in +the secret place of God?" + +"I . . . did not know," stammered Carmichael, whose utter horror at the +unrelenting sermon had only been tempered by his love for the preacher. + +"You did me wrong, John, for then had I not dared to speak at all after +that fashion; it is not for a vessel of mercy filled unto overflowing +with the love of God to exalt himself above the vessels . . . for whom +there is no mercy. But he may plead with them who are in like case +with himself to . . . acknowledge the Divine Justice." + +Then the pathos of the situation overcame Carmichael, and he went over +to the bookcase and leant his head against certain volumes, because +they were weighty and would not yield. Next day he noticed that one of +them was a Latin Calvin that had travelled over Europe in learned +company, and the other a battered copy of Jonathan Edwards that had +come from the house of an Ayrshire farmer. + +"Forgive me that I have troubled you with the concerns of my soul, +John"--the Rabbi could only stand with an effort--"they ought to be +between a man and his God. There is another work laid to my hand for +which there is no power in me now. During the night I shall ask +whether the cup may not pass from me, but if not, the will of God be +done." + +Carmichael slept but little, and every time he woke the thought was +heavy upon him that on the other side of a narrow wall the holiest man +he knew was wrestling in darkness of soul, and that he had added to the +bitterness of the agony. + +[Illustration: Wrestling in darkness of soul.] + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE WOUNDS OF A FRIEND. + +Winter has certain mornings which redeem weeks of misconduct, when the +hoar frost during the night has re-silvered every branch and braced the +snow upon the ground, and the sun rises in ruddy strength and drives +out of sight every cloud and mist, and moves all day through an expanse +of unbroken blue, and is reflected from the dazzling whiteness of the +earth as from a mirror. Such a sight calls a man from sleep with +authority, and makes his blood tingle, and puts new heart in him, and +banishes the troubles of the night. Other mornings winter joins in the +conspiracy of principalities and powers to daunt and crush the human +soul. No sun is to be seen, and the grey atmosphere casts down the +heart, the wind moans and whistles in fitful gusts, the black clouds +hang low in threatening masses, now and again a flake of snow drifts in +the wind. A storm is near at hand, not the thunder-shower of summer, +with warm rain and the kindly sun in ambush, but dark and blinding +snow, through which even a gamekeeper cannot see six yards, and in +which weary travellers lie down to rest and die. + +The melancholy of this kind of day had fallen on Saunderson, whose face +was ashen, and who held Carmichael's hand with such anxious affection +that it was impossible to inquire how he had slept, and it would have +been a banalité to remark upon the weather. After the Rabbi had been +compelled to swallow a cup of milk by way of breakfast, it was evident +that he was ready for speech. + +"What is it, Rabbi?" as soon as they were again settled in the study. +"If you did not . . . like my sermon, tell me at once. You know that I +am one of your boys, and you ought to . . . help me." Perhaps it was +inseparable from his youth, with its buoyancy and self-satisfaction, +and his training in a college whose members only knew by rumour of the +existence of other places of theological learning, that Carmichael had +at that moment a pleasing sense of humility and charity. Had it been a +matter of scholastic lore, of course neither he nor more than six men +in Scotland could have met the Rabbi in the gate. With regard to +modern thought, Carmichael knew that the good Rabbi had not read _Ecce +Homo_, and was hardly, well . . . up to date. He would not for the +world hint such a thing to the dear old man, nor even argue with him; +but it was flattering to remember that the attack could be merely one +of blunderbusses, in which the modern thinker would at last intervene +and save the ancient scholar from humiliation. + +"Well, Rabbi?" and Carmichael tried to make it easy. + +"Before I say what is on my heart, John, you will grant an old man who +loves you one favour. So far as in you lies you will bear with me if +that which I have to say, and still more that which my conscience will +compel me to do, is hard to flesh and blood." + +"Did n't we settle that last night in the vestry?" and Carmichael was +impatient; "is it that you do not agree with the doctrine of the Divine +Fatherhood? We younger men are resolved to base Christian doctrine on +the actual Scriptures, and to ignore mere tradition." + +"An excellent rule, my dear friend," cried the Rabbi, wonderfully +quickened by the challenge, "and with your permission and for our +mutual edification we shall briefly review all passages bearing on the +subject in hand--using the original, as will doubtless be your wish, +and you correcting my poor recollection." + +About an hour afterwards, and when the Rabbi was only entering into the +heart of the matter, Carmichael made the bitter discovery--without the +Rabbi having even hinted at such a thing--that his pet sermon was a +mass of boyish crudities, and this reverse of circumstances was some +excuse for his pettishness. + +"It does not seem to me that it is worth our time to haggle about the +usage of Greek words or to count texts: I ground my position on the +general meaning of the Gospels and the sense of things," and Carmichael +stood on the hearthrug in a very superior attitude. + +"Let that pass then, John, and forgive me if I appeared to battle about +words, as certain scholars of the olden time were fain to do, for in +truth it is rather about the hard duty before me than any imperfection +in your teaching I would speak," and the Rabbi glanced nervously at the +young minister. + +"We are both Presbyters of Christ's Church, ordained after the order of +primitive times, and there are laid on us certain heavy charges and +responsibilities from which we may not shrink, as we shall answer to +the Lord at the great day." + +Carmichael's humiliation was lost in perplexity, and he sat down, +wondering what the Rabbi intended. + +"If any Presbyter should see his brother fall into one of those faults +of private life that do beset us all in our present weakness, then he +doth well and kindly to point it out unto his brother; and if his +brother should depart from the faith as they talk together by the way, +then it is a Presbyter's part to convince him of his error and restore +him." + +The Rabbi cast an imploring glance, but Carmichael had still no +understanding. + +"But if one Presbyter should teach heresy to his flock in the hearing +of another . . . even though it break the other's heart, is not the +path of duty fenced up on either side, verily a straight, narrow way, +and hard for the feet to tread?" + +"You have spoken to me, Rabbi, and . . . cleared yourself"--Carmichael +was still somewhat sore--"and I 'll promise not to offend you again in +an action sermon." + +"Albeit you intend it not so, yet are you making it harder for me to +speak. . . . See you not . . . that I . . . that necessity is laid on +me to declare this matter to my brother Presbyters in court +assembled . . . but not in hearing of the people?" Then there was a +stillness in the room, and the Rabbi, although he had closed his eyes, +was conscious of the amazement on the young man's face. + +"Do you mean to say," speaking very slowly, as one taken utterly aback, +"that our Rabbi would come to my . . . to the Sacrament and hear me +preach, and . . . report me for heresy to the Presbytery? Rabbi, I +know we don't agree about some things, and perhaps I was a little . . . +annoyed a few minutes ago because you . . . know far more than I do, +but that is nothing. For you to prosecute one of your boys and be the +witness yourself. . . . Rabbi, you can't mean it. . . . Say it's a +mistake." + +The old man only gave a deep sigh. + +"If it were Dowbiggin or . . . any man except you, I would n't care one +straw, rather enjoy the debate, but you whom we have loved and looked +up to and boasted about, why, it's like . . . a father turning against +his sons." + +The Rabbi made no sign. + +"You live too much alone, Rabbi," and Carmichael began again as the +sense of the tragedy grew on him, "and nurse your conscience till it +gets over tender; no other man would dream of . . . prosecuting a . . . +fellow minister in such circumstances. You have spoken to me like a +father, surely that is enough," and in his honest heat the young fellow +knelt down by the Rabbi's chair and took his hand. + +A tear rolled down the Rabbi's cheek, and he looked fondly at the lad. + +"Your words pierce me as sharp swords, John; spare me, for I can do +none otherwise; all night I wrestled for release, but in vain." + +Carmichael had a sudden revulsion of feeling, such as befalls emotional +and ill-disciplined natures when they are disappointed and mortified. + +"Very good, Doctor Saunderson"--Carmichael rose awkwardly and stood on +the hearthrug again, an elbow on the mantelpiece--"you must do as you +please and as you think right. I am sorry that I . . . pressed you so +far, but it was on grounds of our . . . friendship. + +"Perhaps you will tell me as soon as you can what you propose to do, +and when you will bring . . . this matter before the Presbytery. My +sermon was fully written and . . . is at your disposal." + +While this cold rain beat on the Rabbi's head he moved not, but at its +close he looked at Carmichael with the appeal of a dumb animal in his +eyes. + +"The first meeting of Presbytery is on Monday, but you would no doubt +consider that too soon; is there anything about dates in the order of +procedure for heresy?" and Carmichael made as though he would go over +to the shelves for a law book. + +"John," cried the Rabbi--his voice full of tears--rising and following +the foolish lad, "is this all you have in your heart to say unto me? +Surely, as I stand before you, it is not my desire to do such a thing, +for I would rather cut off my right hand. + +"God hath not been pleased to give me many friends, and He only knows +how you and the others have comforted my heart. I lie not, John, but +speak the truth, that there is nothing unto life itself I would not +give for your good, who have been as the apple of my eye unto me." + +Carmichael hardened himself, torn between a savage sense of +satisfaction that the Rabbi was suffering for his foolishness and the +inclination of his better self to respond to the old man's love. + +"If there be a breach between us, it will not be for you as it must be +for me. You have many friends, and may God add unto them good men and +faithful, but I shall lose my one earthly joy and consolation, when +your feet are no longer heard on my threshold and your face no longer +brings light to my room. And, John, even this thing which I am +constrained to do is yet of love, as . . . you shall confess one day." + +Carmichael's pride alone resisted, and it was melting fast. Had he +even looked at the dear face, he must have given way, but he kept his +shoulder to the Rabbi, and at that moment the sound of wheels passing +the corner of the manse gave him an ungracious way of escape. + +"That is Burnbrae's dog-cart . . . Doctor Saunderson, and I think he +will not wish to keep his horse standing in the snow, so unless you +will stay all night, as it's going to drift. . . . Then perhaps it +would be better. . . . Can I assist you in packing?" How formal it +all sounded, and he allowed the Rabbi to go upstairs alone, with the +result that various things of the old man's are in Carmichael's house +unto this day. + +Another chance was given the lad when the Rabbi would have bidden him +good-bye at the door, beseeching that he should not come out into the +drift, and still another when Burnbrae, being concerned about his +passenger's appearance, who seemed ill-fitted to face a storm, wrapt +him in a plaid; and he had one more when the old man leant out of the +dog-cart and took Carmichael's hand in both of his, but only said, "God +bless you for all you 've been to me, and forgive me for all wherein I +have failed you." And they did not meet again till that +never-to-be-forgotten sederunt of the Free Kirk Presbytery of Muirtown, +when the minister of Kilbogie accused the minister of Drumtochty of +teaching the Linlathen heresy of the Fatherhood of God in a sermon +before the Sacrament. + +Among all the institutions of the North a Presbytery is the most +characteristic, and affords a standing illustration of the +contradictions of a superbly logical people. It is so anti-clerical a +court that for every clergyman there must be a layman--country +ministers promising to bring in their elder for great occasions, and +instructing him audibly how to vote--and so fiercely clerical that if +the most pious and intelligent elder dared to administer a sacrament he +would be at once tried and censured for sacrilege. So careful is a +Presbytery to prevent the beginnings of Papacy that it insists upon +each of its members occupying the chair in turn, and dismisses him +again into private life as soon as he has mastered his duties, but so +imbued is it with the idea of authority that whatever decision may be +given by some lad of twenty-five in the chair--duly instructed, +however, by the clerk below--will be rigidly obeyed. When a Presbytery +has nothing else to do, it dearly loves to pass a general condemnation +on sacerdotalism, in which the tyranny of prelates, and the foolishness +of vestments will be fully exposed, but a Presbytery wields a power at +which a bishop's hair would stand on end, and Doctor Dowbiggin once +made Carmichael leave the Communion Table and go into the vestry to put +on his bands. + +When a Presbytery is in its lighter moods, it gives itself to points of +order with a skill and relish beyond the Southern imagination. It did +not matter how harmless, even infantile, might be the proposal placed +before the court by such a man as MacWheep of Pitscowrie, he has hardly +got past an apology for his presumption in venturing to speak at all, +before a member of Presbytery--who had reduced his congregation to an +irreducible minimum by the woodenness of his preaching--inquires +whether the speech of "our esteemed brother is not _ultra vires_" or +something else as awful. MacWheep at once sits down with the air of +one taken red-handed in arson, and the court debates the point till +every authority has taken his fill, when the clerk submits to the +Moderator, with a fine blend of deference and infallibility, that Mr. +MacWheep is perfectly within his rights; and then, as that estimable +person has, by this time, lost any thread he ever possessed, the +Presbytery passes to the next business--with the high spirit of men +returning from a holiday. Carmichael used, indeed, to relate how in a +great stress of business someone moved that the Presbytery should +adjourn for dinner, and the court argued for seventy minutes, with many +precedents, whether such a motion--touching as it did the standing +orders--could even be discussed, and with an unnecessary prodigality of +testimony he used to give perorations which improved with every telling. + +The love of law diffused through the Presbytery became incarnate in the +clerk, who was one of the most finished specimens of his class in the +Scottish Kirk. His sedate appearance, bald, polished head, fringed +with pure white hair, shrewd face, with neatly cut side whiskers, his +suggestion of unerring accuracy and inexhaustible memory, his attitude +for exposition,--holding his glasses in his left hand and enforcing his +decision with the little finger of the right hand--carried conviction +even to the most disorderly. Ecclesiastical radicals, boiling over +with new schemes, and boasting to admiring circles of MacWheeps that +they would not be brow-beaten by red tape officials, became +ungrammatical before that firm gaze, and ended in abject surrender. +Self-contained and self-sufficing, the clerk took no part in debate, +save at critical moments to lay down the law, but wrote his minutes +unmoved through torrents of speech on every subject, from the +Sustentation Fund to the Union between England and Scotland, and even +under the picturesque eloquence of foreign deputies, whose names he +invariably requested should be handed to him, written legibly on a +sheet of paper. On two occasions only he ceased from writing: when Dr. +Dowbiggin discussed a method of procedure--then he watched him over his +spectacles in hope of a nice point; or when some enthusiastic brother +would urge the Presbytery to issue an injunction on the sin of Sabbath +walking--then the clerk would abandon his pen in visible despair, and +sitting sideways on his chair and supporting his head by that same +little finger, would face the Presbytery with an expression of reverent +curiosity on his face why the Almighty was pleased to create such a +man. His preaching was distinguished for orderliness, and was much +sought after for Fast days. It turned largely on the use of +prepositions and the scope of conjunctions, so that the clerk could +prove the doctrine of Vicarious Sacrifice from "for," and Retribution +from "as" in the Lord's prayer, emphasising and confirming everything +by that wonderful finger, which seemed to be designed by Providence for +delicate distinctions, just as another man's fist served for popular +declamation. His pulpit masterpiece was a lecture on the Council of +Jerusalem, in which its whole deliberations were reviewed by the rules +of the Free Kirk Book of Procedure, and a searching and edifying +discourse concluded with two lessons. First: That no ecclesiastical +body can conduct its proceedings without officials. Second: That such +men ought to be accepted as a special gift of Providence. + +[Illustration: His attitude for exposition.] + +The general opinion among good people was that the clerk's preaching +was rather for upbuilding than arousing, but it is still remembered by +the survivors of the old Presbytery that when MacWheep organised a +conference on "The state of religion in our congregations," and it was +meandering in strange directions, the clerk, who utilised such seasons +for the writing of letters, rose amid a keen revival of interest--it +was supposed that he had detected an irregularity in the +proceedings--and offered his contribution. "It did not become him to +boast," he said, "but he had seen marvellous things in his day: under +his unworthy ministry three beadles had been converted to +Christianity," and this experience was so final that the conference +immediately closed. + +Times there were, however, when the Presbytery rose to its height, and +was invested with an undeniable spiritual dignity. Its members, taken +one by one, consisted of farmers, shepherds, tradesmen, and one or two +professional men, with some twenty ministers, only two or three of whom +were known beyond their parishes. Yet those men had no doubt that as +soon as they were constituted in the name of Christ, they held their +authority from the Son of God and Saviour of the world, and they bore +themselves in spiritual matters as His servants. No kindly feeling of +neighbourliness or any fear of man could hinder them from inquiring +into the religious condition of a parish or dealing faithfully with an +erring minister. They had power to ordain, and laid hands on the bent +head of some young probationer with much solemnity; they had also power +to take away the orders they had given, and he had been hardened indeed +beyond hope who could be present and not tremble when the Moderator, +standing in his place, with the Presbytery around, and speaking in the +name of the Head of the Church, deposed an unworthy brother from the +holy ministry. MacWheep was a "cratur," and much given to twaddle, but +when it was his duty once to rebuke a fellow-minister for quarrelling +with his people, he was delivered from himself, and spake with such +grave wisdom as he has never shown before or since. + +When the Presbytery assembled to receive a statement from Doctor +Saunderson "_re_ error in doctrine by a brother Presbyter," even a +stranger might have noticed that its members were weighted with a sense +of responsibility, and although a discussion arose on the attempt of a +desultory member to introduce a deputy charged with the subject of the +lost ten tribes, yet it was promptly squelched by the clerk, who +intimated, with much gravity, that the court had met _in hunc +effectum_, viz. to hear Doctor Saunderson, and that the court could +not, in consistence with law, take up any other business, not +even--here Carmichael professed to detect a flicker of the clerkly +eyelids--the disappearance of the ten tribes. + +It was the last time that the Rabbi ever spoke in public, and it is now +agreed that the deliverance was a fit memorial of the most learned +scholar that has been ever known in those parts. He began by showing +that Christian doctrine has taken various shapes, some more and some +less in accordance with the deposit of truth given by Christ and the +holy Apostles, and especially that the doctrine of Grace had been +differently conceived by two eminent theologians, Calvin and Arminius, +and his exposition was so lucid that the clerk gave it as his opinion +afterwards, that the two systems were understood by certain members of +the court for the first time that day. Afterwards the Rabbi vindicated +and glorified Calvinism from the Scriptures of the Old and New +Testament, from the Fathers, from the Reformation Divines, from the +later creeds, till the brain of the Presbytery reeled through the +wealth of allusion and quotation, all in the tongues of the learned. +Then he dealt with the theology of Mr. Erskine of Linlathen, and showed +how it was undermining the very foundations of Calvinism; yet the Rabbi +spake so tenderly of our Scottish Maurice that the Presbytery knew not +whether it ought to condemn Erskine as a heretic or love him as a +saint. Having thus brought the court face to face with the issues +involved, the Rabbi gave a sketch of a certain sermon he had heard +while assisting "a learned and much-beloved brother at the Sacrament," +and Carmichael was amazed at the transfiguration of this very youthful +performance, which now figured as a profound and edifying discourse, +for whose excellent qualities the speaker had not adequate words. This +fine discourse was, however, to a certain degree marred, the Rabbi +suggested, by an unfortunate, although no doubt temporary, leaning to +the teaching of Mr. Erskine, whose beautiful piety, which was even to +himself in his worldliness and unprofitableness a salutary rebuke, had +exercised its just fascination upon his much more spiritual brother. +Finally the Rabbi left the matter in the hands of the Presbytery, +declaring that he had cleared his conscience, and that the minister was +one--here he was painfully overcome--dear to him as a son, and to whose +many labours and singular graces he could bear full testimony, the Rev. +John Carmichael, of Drumtochty. The Presbytery was slow and pedantic, +but was not insensible to a spiritual situation, and there was a murmur +of sympathy when the Rabbi sat down--much exhausted, and never having +allowed himself to look once at Carmichael. + +Then arose a self-made man, who considered orthodoxy and capital to be +bound up together, and especially identified any departure from +sovereignty with that pestilent form of Socialism which demanded equal +chances for every man. He was only a plain layman, he said, and +perhaps he ought not to speak in the presence of so many reverend +gentlemen, but he was very grateful to Doctor Saunderson for his +honourable and straightforward conduct. It would be better for the +Church if there were more like him, and he would just like to ask Mr. +Carmichael one or two questions. Did he sign the Confession?--that was +one; and had he kept it?--that was two; and the last was, When did he +propose to go? He knew something about building contracts, and he had +heard of a penalty when a contract was broken. There was just one +thing more he would like to say--if there was less loose theology in +the pulpit there would be more money in the plate. The shame of the +Rabbi during this harangue was pitiable to behold. + +Then a stalwart arose on the other side, and a young gentleman who had +just escaped from a college debating society wished to know what +century we were living in, warned the last speaker that the progress of +theological science would not be hindered by mercenary threats, advised +Doctor Saunderson to read a certain German, called Ritschl,--as if he +had been speaking to a babe in arms,--and was refreshing himself with a +Latin quotation, when the Rabbi, in utter absence of mind, corrected a +false quantity aloud. + +"Moderator," the old man apologised in much confusion, "I wot not what +I did, and I pray my reverend brother, whose interesting and +instructive address I have interrupted by this unmannerliness, to grant +me his pardon, for my tongue simply obeyed my ear." Which untoward +incident brought the modern to an end, as by a stroke of ironical fate. +It seemed to the clerk that little good to any one concerned was to +come out of this debate, and he signalled to Doctor Dowbiggin, with +whom he had dined the night before, when they concocted a motion over +their wine. Whereupon that astute man explained to the court that he +did not desire to curtail the valuable discussion, from which he +personally had derived much profit, but he had ventured to draw up a +motion, simply for the guidance of the House--it was said by the +Rabbi's boys that the Doctor's success as an ecclesiastic was largely +due to the skilful use of such phrases--and then he read: "Whereas the +Church is set in all her courts for the defence of the truth, whereas +it is reported that various erroneous doctrines are being promulgated +in books and other public prints, whereas it has been stated that one +of the ministers of this Presbytery has used words that might be +supposed to give sanction to a certain view which appears to conflict +with statements contained in the standards of the Church, the +Presbytery of Muirtown declares first of all, its unshaken adherence to +the said standards; secondly, deplores the existence in any quarter of +notions contradictory or subversive of said standards; thirdly, thanks +Doctor Saunderson for the vigilance he has shown in the cause of sound +doctrine; fourthly, calls upon all ministers within the bounds to have +a care that they create no offence or misunderstanding by their +teaching, and finally enjoins all parties concerned to cultivate peace +and charity." + +This motion was seconded by the clerk and carried +unanimously,--Carmichael being compelled to silence by the two wise men +for his own sake and theirs,--and was declared to be a conspicuous +victory both by the self-made man and the modern, which was another +tribute to the ecclesiastical gifts of Doctor Dowbiggin and the clerk +of the Presbytery of Muirtown. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +LIGHT AT EVENTIDE. + +The Rabbi had been careful to send an abstract of his speech to +Carmichael, with a letter enough to melt the heart even of a +self-sufficient young clerical; and Carmichael had considered how he +should bear himself at the Presbytery. His intention had been to meet +the Rabbi with public cordiality and escort him to a seat, so that all +men should see that he was too magnanimous to be offended by this +latest eccentricity of their friend. This calculated plan was upset by +the Rabbi coming in late and taking the first seat that offered, and +when he would have gone afterwards to thank him for his generosity the +Rabbi had disappeared. It was evident that the old man's love was as +deep as ever, but that he was much hurt, and would not risk another +repulse. Very likely he had walked in from Kilbogie, perhaps without +breakfast, and had now started to return to his cheerless manse. It +was a wetting spring rain, and he remembered that the Rabbi had no +coat. A fit of remorse overtook Carmichael, and he scoured the streets +of Muirtown to find the Rabbi, imagining deeds of attention--how he +would capture him unawares mooning along some side street hopelessly +astray; how he would accuse him of characteristic cunning and deep +plotting, how he would carry him by force to the Kilspindie Arms and +insist upon their dining in state; how the Rabbi would wish to +discharge the account and find twopence in his pockets--having given +all his silver to an ex-Presbyterian minister stranded in Muirtown +through peculiar circumstances; how he would speak gravely to the Rabbi +on the lack of common honesty, and threaten a real prosecution, when +the charge would be "obtaining a dinner on false pretences," how they +would journey to Kildrummie in high content, and--the engine having +whistled for a dog-cart--they would drive to Drumtochty manse, the sun +shining through the rain as they entered the garden; how he would +compass the Rabbi with observances, and the old man would sit again in +the big chair full of joy and peace. Ah, the kindly jests that have +not come off in life, the gracious deeds that never were done, the +reparations that were too late! When Carmichael reached the station +the Rabbi was already half way to Kilbogie, trudging along wet and +weary and very sad, because, although he had obeyed his conscience at a +cost, it seemed to him as if he had simply alienated the boy whom God +had given him as a son in his old age, for even the guileless Rabbi +suspected that the ecclesiastics considered his action foolishness and +of no service to the Church of God. Barbara's language on his arrival +was vituperative to a degree, she gave him food grudgingly, and when, +in the early morning, he fell asleep over an open Father, he was +repeating Carmichael's name, and the thick old paper was soaked with +tears. + +His nemesis seized Carmichael so soon as he reached the Dunleith train +in the shape of the Free Kirk minister of Kildrummie, who had purchased +six pounds of prize seed potatoes, and was carrying the treasure home +in a paper bag. This bag had done after its kind, and as the +distinguished agriculturist had not seen his feet for years, and could +only have stooped at the risk of apoplexy, he watched the dispersion of +his potatoes with dismay, and hailed the arrival of Carmichael with +exclamations of thankfulness. It is wonderful over what an area six +pounds of (prize) potatoes can deploy on a railway platform, and how +the feet of passengers will carry them unto far distances. Some might +never have been restored to the bag had it not been for Kildrummie's +comprehensive eye and the physical skill with which he guided +Carmichael, till even prodigals that had strayed over to the +neighbourhood of the Aberdeen express were restored to the extemporised +fold in the minister's top-coat pockets. Carmichael had knelt on that +very platform six months or so before, but then he stooped in the +service of two most agreeable dogs and under the approving eyes of Miss +Carnegie; that was a different experience from hunting after single +potatoes on all fours among the feet of unsympathetic passengers, and +being prodded to duty by the umbrella of an obese Free Kirk minister. +As a reward for this service of the aged, he was obliged to travel to +Kildrummie with his neighbour--in whom for the native humour that was +in him he had often rejoiced, but whose company was not congenial that +day--and Kildrummie laid himself out for a pleasant talk. After the +roots had been secured and their pedigree stated, Kildrummie fell back +on the proceedings of Presbytery, expressing much admiration for the +guidance of Doctor Dowbiggin and denouncing Saunderson as "fair +dottle," in proof of which judgment Kildrummie adduced the fact that +the Rabbi had allowed a very happily situated pigsty to sink into ruin. +Kildrummie, still in search of agreeable themes to pass the time, +mentioned a pleasant tale he had gathered at the seed shop. + +"Yir neebur upbye, the General's dochter, is cairryin' on an awfu' rig +the noo at the Castle"--Kildrummie fell into dialect in private life, +often with much richness--"an' the sough o' her ongaeins hes come the +length o' Muirtown. The place is foo' o' men--tae say naethin' o' +weemin; but it's little she hes tae dae wi' them or them wi' +her--officers frae Edinburgh an' writin' men frae London, as weel as +half a dozen coonty birkies." + +"Well?" said Carmichael, despising himself for his curiosity. + +"She hes a wy, there 's nae doot o' that, an' gin the trimmie hesna +turned the heads o' half the men in the Castle, till they say she hes +the pick of twa lords, five honourables, and a poet. But the lassie +kens what's what; it's Lord Hay she 's settin' her cap for, an' as sure +as ye 're sittin' there, Drum, she 'll hae him. + +"Ma word"--and Kildrummie pursued his way--"it 'll be a match, the +dochter o' a puir Hielant laird, wi' naethin' but his half pay and a +few pounds frae a fairm or twa. She 's a clever ane; French songs, +dancin', shootin', ridin', actin', there's nae deevilry that's beyond +her. They say upbye that she's been a bonnie handfu' tae her +father--General though he be--an' a' peety her man." + +"They say a lot of . . . lies, and I don't see what call a minister has +to slander . . . ," and then Carmichael saw the folly of quarrelling +with a veteran gossip over a young woman that would have nothing to say +to him. What two Free Kirk ministers or their people thought of her +would never affect Miss Carnegie. + +"Truth's nae slander," and Kildrummie watched Carmichael with relish; +"a' thocht ye wud hae got a taste o' her in the Glen. Didna a' heer +frae Piggie Walker that ye ca'd her Jezebel frae yir ain pulpit, an' +that ma lady whuppit oot o' the kirk in the middle o' the sermon?" + +"I did nothing of the kind, and Walker is a . . ." + +"Piggie 's no very particular at a time," admitted Kildrummie; "maybe +it's a makup the story aboot Miss Carnegie an' yirsel'. + +"Accordin' to the wratch," for Carmichael would deign no reply, "she +wes threatenin' tae mak a fule o' the Free Kirk minister o' Drumtochty +juist for practice, but a' said, 'Na, na, Piggie, Maister Carmichael is +ower quiet and sensible a lad. He kens as weel as onybody that a +Carnegie wud never dae for a minister's wife. Gin ye said a Bailie's +dochter frae Muirtown 'at hes some money comin' tae her and kens the +principles o' the Free Kirk.' + +"Noo a' can speak frae experience, having been terrible fortunate wi' +a' ma wives. . . . Ye 'll come up tae tea; we killed a pig yesterday, +and . . . Weel, weel, a wilfu' man maun hae his wy," and Carmichael, +as he made his way up the hill, felt that the hand of Providence was +heavy upon him, and that any highmindedness was being severely +chastened. + +Two days Carmichael tramped the moors, returning each evening wet, +weary, hungry, to sleep ten hours without turning, and on the morning +of the third day he came down in such heart that Sarah wondered whether +he could have received a letter by special messenger; and he +congratulated himself, as he walked round his garden, that he had +overcome by sheer will-power the first real infatuation of his life. +He was so lifted above all sentiment as to review his temporary folly +from the bare, serene heights of common-sense. Miss Carnegie was +certainly not an heiress, and she was a young woman of very decided +character, but her blood was better than the Hays', and she was . . . +attractive--yes, attractive. Most likely she was engaged to Lord Hay, +or if he did not please her--she was . . . whimsical and . . . +self-willed--there was Lord Invermay's son. Fancy Kate . . . Miss +Carnegie in a Free Kirk manse--Kildrummie was a very . . . homely old +man, but he touched the point there--receiving Doctor Dowbiggin with +becoming ceremony and hearing him on the payment of probationers, or +taking tea at Kildrummie Manse--where he had, however, feasted royally +many a time after the Presbytery, but. . . . This daughter of a +Jacobite house, and brought up amid the romance of war, settling down +in the narrowest circle of Scottish life--as soon imagine an eagle +domesticated among barn-door poultry. This image amused Carmichael so +much that he could have laughed aloud, but . . . the village might have +heard him. He only stretched himself like one awaking, and felt so +strong that he resolved to drop in on Janet to see how it fared with +the old woman and . . . to have Miss Carnegie's engagement confirmed. +The Carnegies might return any day from the South, and it would be well +that he should know how to meet them. + +"You will be hearing that they hef come back to the Lodge yesterday +morning, and it iss myself that will be glad to see Miss Kate again; +and very pretty iss she looking, with peautiful dresses and bonnets, +for I hef seen them all, maybe twelve or ten. + +"Oh yes, my dear, Donald will be talking about her marriage to Lord +Kilspindie's son, who iss a very handsome young man and good at the +shooting; and he will be blowing that they will live at the Lodge in +great state, with many gillies and a piper. + +"No, it iss not Janet Macpherson, my dear, that will be believing +Donald Cameron, or any Cameron--although I am not saying that the +Camerons are not men of their hands--for Donald will be always making +great stories and telling me wonderful things. He wass a brave man in +the battle, and iss very clever at the doctrine too, and will be strong +against human himes (hymns), but he iss a most awful liar iss Donald +Cameron, and you must not be believing a word that comes out of his +mouth. + +"She will be asking many questions in her room as soon as Donald had +brought up her boxes and the door was shut. Some will be about the +Glen, and some about the garden, and some will be about people--whether +you ever will be visiting me, and whether you asked for her after the +day she left the kirk. But I will say, 'No; Mr. Carmichael does not +speak about anything but the religion when he comes to my cottage.' + +"That iss nothing. I will be saying more, that I am hearing that the +minister iss to be married to a fery rich young lady in Muirtown who +hass been courting him for two years, and that her father will be +giving the minister twenty thousand pounds the day they are married. +And I will say she iss very beautiful, with blue eyes and gold hair, +and that her temper iss so sweet they are calling her the Angel of +Muirtown. + +"Toot, toot, my dear, you are not to be speaking about lies, for that +iss not a pretty word among friends, and you will not be meddling with +me, for you will be better at the preaching and the singing than +dealing with women. It iss not good to be making yourself too common, +and Miss Kate will be thinking the more of you if you be holding your +head high and letting her see that you are not a poor lowland body, but +a Farquharson by your mother's side, and maybe of the chief's blood, +though twenty or fifteen times removed. + +"She will be very pleased to hear such good news of you, and be saying +that it iss a mercy you are getting somebody to dress you properly. +But her temper will not be at all good, and I did not ask her about +Lord Hay, and she said nothing to me, nor about any other lord. It iss +not often I hef seen as great a liar as Donald Cameron. + +"Last evening Miss Kate will come down before dinner and talk about +many things, and then she will say at the door, 'Donald tells me that +Mister Carmichael does not believe in the Bible, and that his minister, +Doctor Saunderson, has cast him off, and that he has been punished by +his Bishop or somebody at Muirtown.' + +"'Donald will be knowing more doctrine and telling more lies every +month,' I said to her. 'Doctor Saunderson--who is a very fine preacher +and can put the fear of God upon the people most wonderful--and our +minister had a little feud, and they will fight it out before some +chiefs at Muirtown like gentlemen, and now they are good friends again.' + +"Miss Kate had gone off for a long walk, and I am not saying that she +will be calling at Kilbogie Manse before she comes back. She is very +fond of Doctor Saunderson, and maybe he will be telling her of the +feud. It iss more than an hour through the woods to Kilbogie," +concluded Janet, "but you will be having a glass of milk first." + +Kate reviewed her reasons for the expedition to Kilbogie, and settled +they were the pleasures of a walk through Tochty woods when the spring +flowers were in their glory, and a visit to one of the dearest +curiosities she had ever seen. It was within the bounds of possibility +that Doctor Saunderson might refer to his friend, but on her part she +would certainly not refer to the Free Church minister of Drumtochty. +Her reception by that conscientious professor Barbara could not be +called encouraging. + +"Ay, he 's in, but ye canna see him, for he's in his bed, and gin he +disna mend faster than he wes daein' the last time a' gied him a cry, +he 's no like to be in the pulpit on Sabbath. A' wes juist thinkin' he +wudna be the waur o' a doctor." + +[Illustration: "Ay, he 's in, but ye canna see him.] + +"Do you mean to say that Doctor Saunderson is lying ill and no one +nursing him?" and Kate eyed the housekeeper in a very unappreciative +fashion. + +"Gin he wants a nurse she 'll hae tae be brocht frae Muirtown +Infirmary, for a 've eneuch withoot ony fyke (delicate work) o' that +kind. For twal year hev a' been hoosekeeper in this manse, an' gin it +hedna been for peety a' wad hae flung up the place. + +"Ye never cud tell when he wud come in, or when he wud gae oot, or what +he wud be wantin' next. A' the waufies in the countryside come here, +and the best in the hoose is no gude eneuch for them. He's been an +awfu' handfu' tae me, an' noo a'coont him clean dottle. But we maun +juist bear oor burdens," concluded Barbara piously, and proposed to +close the door. + +"Your master will not want a nurse a minute longer; show me his room at +once," and Kate was so commanding that Barbara's courage began to fail. + +"Who may ye be," raising her voice to rally her heart, "'at wud take +chairge o' a strainger in his ain hoose an' no sae muckle as ask leave?" + +"I am Miss Carnegie, of Tochty Lodge; will you stand out of my way?" +and Kate swept past Barbara and went upstairs. + +"Weel, a' declare," as soon as she had recovered, "of a' the impudent +hizzies," but Barbara did not follow the intruder upstairs. + +Kate had seen various curious hospitals in her day, and had nursed many +sick men,--like the brave girl she was,--but the Rabbi's room was +something quite new. His favourite books had been gathering there for +years, and now lined two walls and overhung the bed after a very +perilous fashion, and had dispossessed the looking-glass,--which had +become a nomad and was at present resting insecurely on John Owen,--and +stood in banks round the bed. During his few days of illness the Rabbi +had accumulated so many volumes round him that he lay in a kind of +tunnel, arched over, as it were, with literature. He had been reading +Calvin's _Commentary on the Psalms_, in Latin, and it still lay open at +the 88th, the saddest of all songs in the Psalter; but as he grew +weaker the heavy folio had slid forward, and he seemed to be feeling +for it. Although Kate spoke to him by name, he did not know any one +was in the room. "Lord, why castest Thou off my soul? . . . I suffer +Thy terror, I am distracted . . . fierce wrath goeth over me . . . +lover and friend hast Thou put far from me . . . friend far from me." + +His head fell on his breast, his breath was short and rapid, and he +coughed every few seconds. + +"My friend far from me . . ." + +At the sorrow in his voice, and the thing which he said, the tears came +to Kate's eyes, and she went forward and spoke to him very gently. "Do +you know me, Dr. Saunderson, Miss Carnegie?" + +"Not Saunderson . . . Magor Missabib." + +"Rabbi, Rabbi"--so much she knew; and now Kate stroked the bent white +head. "Your friend, Mister Carmichael . . ." + +"Yes, yes"--he now looked up, and spoke eagerly--"John Carmichael, of +Drumtochty . . . my friend in my old age . . . and others . . . my +boys . . . but John has left me . . . he would not speak to me . . . I +am alone now . . . he did not understand . . . mine acquaintance into +darkness . . . here we see in a glass darkly . . ." (he turned aside to +expound the Greek word for darkly), "but some day . . . face to face." +And twice he said it, with an indescribable sweetness, "face to face." + +Kate hurriedly removed the books from the bed, and wrapt round his +shoulders the old grey plaid that had eked out his covering at night, +and then she went downstairs. + +"Bring," she said to Barbara, "hot water, soap, towels, and a sponge to +Doctor Saunderson's bedroom, immediately." + +"And gin a' dinna?" inquired Barbara aggressively. + +"I 'll shoot you where you stand." + +Barbara shows to her cronies how Miss Carnegie drew a pistol from her +pocket at this point and held it to her head, and how at every turn the +pistol was again in evidence; sometimes a dagger is thrown in, but that +is only late in the evening when Barbara is under the influence of +tonics. Kate herself admits that if she had had her little revolver +with her she might have been tempted to outline the housekeeper's face +on the wall, and she still thinks her threat an inspiration. + +"Now," said Kate, when Barbara had brought her commands in with +incredible celerity, "bring up some fresh milk and three glasses of +whisky." + +"Whisky!" Barbara could hardly compass the unfamiliar word. "The +Doctor never hed sic a thing in the hoose, although mony a time, puir +man . . ." Discipline was softening even that austere spirit. + +"No, but you have, for you are blowing a full gale just now; bring up +your private bottle, or I 'll go down for it." + +"There's enough," holding the bottle to the light, "to do till evening; +go to the next farm and send a man on horseback to tell Mr. Carmichael +of Drumtochty, that Doctor Saunderson is dying, and another for Dr. +Manley of Muirtown." + +Very tenderly did Kate sponge the Rabbi's face and hands, and then she +dressed his hair, till at length he came to himself. + +"This ministry is . . . grateful to me, Barbara . . . my strength has +gone from me . . . but my eyes fail me. . . . Of a verity you are +not . . ." + +"I am Kate Carnegie, whom you were so kind to at Tochty. Will you let +me be your nurse? I learned in India, and know what to do." It was +only wounded soldiers who knew how--soft her voice could be, and hands. + +"It is I that . . . should be serving you . . . the first time you have +come to the manse . . . no woman has ever done me . . . such kindness +before. . . ." He followed her as she tried to bring some order out of +chads, and knew not that he spoke aloud. "A gracious maid . . . above +rubies." + +His breathing was growing worse, in spite of many wise things she did +for him--Doctor Manley, who paid no compliments, but was a strength +unto every country doctor in Perthshire, praises Kate unto this +day--and the Rabbi did not care to speak. So she sat down by his side +and read to him from the _Pilgrim's Progress_--holding his hand all the +time--and the passage he desired was the story of Mr. Fearing. + +"This I took very great notice of, that the valley of the shadow of +Death was as quiet while he went through it as ever I knew it before or +since. I suppose these enemies here had now a special check from our +Lord and a command not to meddle until Mr. Fearing was passed over +it. . . . Here also I took notice of what was very remarkable: the +water of that river was lower at this time than ever I saw it in all my +life. So he went over at last, not much above wet-shod. When he was +going up to the gate. . . ." + +The Rabbi listened for an instant. + +"It is John's step . . . he hath a sound of his own . . . my only +earthly desire is fulfilled." + +"Rabbi," cried Carmichael, and half kneeling, he threw one arm round +the old man, "say that you forgive me. I looked for you everywhere on +Monday, but you could not be found." + +"Did you think, John, that I . . . my will was to do you an injury +or . . . vex your soul? Many trials in my life . . . all God's +will . . . but this hardest . . . when I lost you . . . nothing left +here . . . but you . . .--my breath is bad, a little chill--. . . +understand. . . ." + +"I always did, and I never respected you more; it was my foolish pride +that made me call you Doctor Saunderson in the study; but my love was +the same, and now you will let me stay and wait on you." + +The old man smiled sadly, and laid his hand on his boy's head. + +"I cannot let you. . . . Go, John, my son." + +"Go and leave you, Rabbi!" Carmichael tried to laugh. "Not till you +are ready to appear at the Presbytery again. We 'll send Barbara away +for a holiday, and Sarah will take her place,--you remember that +cream,--and we shall have a royal time, a meal every four hours, Rabbi, +and the Fathers in between," and Carmichael, springing to his feet and +turning round to hide his tears, came face to face with Miss Carnegie, +who had been unable to escape from the room. + +"I happened to call"--Kate was quite calm--"and found Doctor Saunderson +in bed; so I stayed till some friend should come; you must have met the +messenger I sent for you." + +"Yes, a mile from the manse; I was on my way . . . Janet said . . . +but I . . . did not remember anything when I saw the Rabbi." + +"Will you take a little milk again . . . Rabbi?" and at her bidding and +the name he made a brave effort to swallow, but he was plainly sinking. + +"No more," he whispered; "thank you . . . for service . . . to a lonely +man; may God bless you . . . both. . . ." He signed for her hand, +which he kept to the end. + +"Satisfied . . . read, John . . . the woman from coasts of--of--" + +"I know, Rabbi," and kneeling on the other side of the bed, he read the +story slowly of a Tyrian woman's faith. + +"It is not meet to take the children's meat and cast it to dogs." + +"Dogs"--they heard the Rabbi appropriate his name--"outside . . . the +covenant." + +"And she said, Truth, Lord, yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall +from their master's table." + +"Lord, I believe . . . help Thou mine . . . unbelief." + +He then fell into an agony of soul, during which Carmichael could hear: +"Though . . . He slay . . . me . . . yet will I trust . . . trust . . . +in Him." He drew two or three long breaths and was still. After a +little he was heard again with a new note--"He that believeth . . . in +Him . . . shall not be confounded," and again "A bruised reed . . . +shall He not . . ." Then he opened his eyes and raised his head--but +he saw neither Kate nor Carmichael, for the Rabbi had done with earthly +friends and earthly trials--and he, who had walked in darkness and seen +no light, said in a clear voice full of joy, "My Lord, and my God." + +It was Kate that closed his eyes and laid the old scholar's head on the +pillow, and then she left the room, casting one swift glance of pity at +Carmichael, who was weeping bitterly and crying between the sobs, +"Rabbi, Rabbi." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +WITHOUT FEAR AND WITHOUT REPROACH. + +Doctor Davidson allowed himself, in later years, the pleasant luxury of +an after luncheon nap, and then it was his habit--weather +permitting--to go out and meet Posty, who adhered so closely to his +time-table--notwithstanding certain wayside rests--that the Doctor's +dog knew his hour of arrival, and saw that his master was on the road +in time. It was a fine April morning when the news of the great +disaster came, and the Doctor felt the stirring of spring in his blood. +On the first hint from Skye he sprang from his chair, declaring it was +a sin to be in the house on such a day, and went out in such haste that +he had to return for his hat. As he went up the walk, the Doctor +plucked some early lilies and placed them in his coat; he threw so many +stones that Skye forgot his habit of body and ecclesiastical position; +and he was altogether so youthful and frolicsome that John was +seriously alarmed, and afterwards remarked to Rebecca that he was not +unprepared for calamity. + +"The best o's tempts Providence at a time, and when a man like the +Doctor tries tae rin aifter his dog jidgment canna be far off. A 'm no +sayin'," John concluded, with characteristic modesty, "that onybody cud +tell what was coming, but a' jaloused there wud be tribble." + +The Doctor met Posty in the avenue, the finest bit on our main road, +where the road has wide margins of grass on either side, and the two +rows of tall ancient trees arch their branches overhead. Some day in +the past it had been part of the approach to the house of Tochty, and +under this long green arch the Jacobite cavaliers rode away after black +John Carnegie's burial. No one could stand beneath those stately trees +without thinking of the former days, when men fought not for money and +an easy life, but for loyalty and love, and in this place the minister +of Drumtochty received his evil tidings like a brave gentleman who does +not lose heart while honour is left. During his years in the Glen he +had carried himself well, with dignity and charity, in peace and +kindliness, so that now when he is dead and gone--the last of his +family--he still remains to many of us a type of the country clergyman +that is no longer found in Scotland, but is greatly missed. It seemed, +however, to many of us--I have heard both Drumsheugh and Burnbrae say +this, each in his own way--that it needed adversity to bring out the +greatness of the Doctor, just as frost gives the last touch of ripeness +to certain fruits. + +"Fower letters the day, Doctor, ane frae Dunleith, ane frae Glasgie, +another frae Edinburgh, and the fourth no clean stampit, so a' can say +naethin' aboot it. Twa circulars an' the _Caledonian_ maks up the hale +hypothic." + +Posty buckled and adjusted his bag, and made as though he was going, +but he loitered to give opportunity fur any questions the Doctor might +wish to ask on foreign affairs. For Posty was not merely the carrier +of letters to the Glen, but a scout who was sent down to collect +information regarding the affairs of the outer world. He was an +introduction to and running commentary on the weekly paper. By-and-by, +when the labour of the day was done, and the Glen was full of sweet, +soft light from the sides of Ben Urtach, a farmer would make for his +favourite seat beside the white rose-tree in the garden, and take his +first dip into the _Muirtown Advertiser_. It was a full and satisfying +paper, with its agricultural advertisements, its roups, reported with +an accuracy of detail that condescended on a solitary stirk, its local +intelligence, its facetious anecdotes. Through this familiar country +the good man found his own way at a rate which allowed him to complete +the survey in six days. Foreign telegrams, however, and political +intelligence, as well as the turmoil of the great cities, were strange +to him, and here he greatly valued Posty's laconic hints, who, visiting +the frontier, was supposed to be in communication with those centres. +"Posty says that the Afghans are no makin' muckle o' the war," and +Hillocks would sally forth to enjoy Sir Frederick Roberts' great march, +line by line, afterwards enlarging thereon with much unction, and +laying up a store of allusion that would last for many days. + +Persons raised to the height of a daily newspaper like the minister +might be supposed independent of Posty's précis, but even Doctor +Davidson, with that day's _Caledonian_ in his hand, still availed +himself of the spoken word. + +"Well, Posty, any news this morning?" + +"Naethin', Doctor, worth mentionin', except the failure o' a company +Glasgie wy; it's been rotten, a' wes hearin', for a while, an' noo it's +fair stramash. They say it 'll no be lichtsome for weedows an' mony +decent fouk in Scotland." + +"That's bad news, Posty. There 's too many of those swindling concerns +in the country. People ought to take care where they place their +savings, and keep to old-established institutions. We 're pretty +hard-headed up here, and I 'll wager that nobody in the Glen has lost a +penny in any of those new-fangled companies." + +"The auld fouk in Drumtochty pit their siller in a pock and hode it +ablow their beds, an', ma certes, that bank didna break;" and Posty +went along the avenue, his very back suggestive of a past, cautious, +unenterprising, safe and honest. + +The Doctor glanced at the envelopes and thrust the letters into his +pocket. His good nature was touched at the thought of another +financial disaster, by which many hard-working people would lose their +little savings, and all the more that he had some of his private means +invested in a Glasgow bank--one of those tried and powerful +institutions which was indifferent to every crisis in trade. Already +he anticipated an appeal, and considered what he would give, for it did +not matter whether it was a coalpit explosion in Lanarkshire or a loss +of fishing-boats in the Moray Firth, if widows needed help the Doctor's +guinea was on its way within four-and-twenty hours. Some forms of +religious philanthropy had very little hold on the Doctor's +sympathy--one of the religious prints mentioned him freely as a +Unitarian, because he had spoken unkindly of the Jewish mission--but in +the matter of widows and orphans he was a specialist. + +"Widows, Posty said; poor things! and very likely bairns. Well, well, +we 'll see what can be done out of Daisy's fund." + +Very unlikely people have their whims, and it was his humour to assign +one fourth of his income to his little sister, who was to have kept +house for him, and "never to leave you, Sandie," and out of this fund +the Doctor did his public charities. "In memory of a little maid," +appeared in various subscription lists; but the reference thereof was +only known after the Doctor's death. + +"The Western Counties Bank did not open its doors yesterday, and it was +officially announced at the head-office, Glasgow, that the bank had +stopped. It is impossible as yet to forecast the debts, but they are +known to be enormous, and as the bank is not limited, it is feared that +the consequences to the shareholders will be very serious. This +failure was quite unexpected, the Western Counties Bank having been +looked on as a prosperous and stable concern." + +He read the paragraph twice word by word--it did not take long--he +folded the paper carefully and put it in his pocket, and he stood in +the spot for five minutes to take in the meaning in its length and +breadth. A pleasant spring sun was shining upon him through a break in +the leafy arch, a handful of primroses were blooming at his feet, a +lark was singing in the neighbouring field. Sometimes the Doctor used +to speculate how he would have liked being a poor man, and he concluded +that he would have disliked it very much. He had never been rich, and +he was not given to extravagance, but he was accustomed to easy +circumstances, and he pitied some of his old friends who had seen it +their duty to secede at the Disruption, and had to practise many little +economies, who travelled third class and had to walk from the station, +and could not offer their friends a glass of wine. This was the way he +must live now, and Daisy's fund would have to be closed, which seemed +to him the sweetest pleasure of his life. + +"And Jack! Would to God I had never mentioned this wretched bank to +him. Poor Jack, with the few hundreds he had saved for Kit!" + +For some five minutes more the Doctor stood in the place; then he +straightened himself as one who, come what may, would play the man, and +when he passed Janet's cottage, on his way to the Lodge, that honest +admirer of able-bodied, good-looking men came out and followed him with +her eyes for the sight of his firm unbroken carriage. + +"Miss Kate will be grieving very much about Doctor Saunderson's death," +Donald explained at the Lodge, "and she went down this forenoon with +the General to put flowers on his grave; but they will be coming back +every minute," and the Doctor met them at the Beeches. + +[Illustration: "To put flowers on his grave."] + +"May I have as fair hands to decorate my grave, Miss Catherine +Carnegie," and the Doctor bowed gallantly; "but of one thing I am sure, +I have done nothing to deserve it. Saunderson was a scholar of the +ancient kind, and a very fine spirit." + +"Don't you think," said Kate, "that he was . . . like À Kempis, I mean, +and George Herbert, a kind of . . . saint?" + +"Altogether one, I should say. I don't think he would have known port +wine from sherry, or an _entrée_ from a mutton chop; beside a man like +that what worldly fellows you and I are, Jack, and mine is the greater +shame." + +"I'll have no comparisons, Padre"--Kate was a little puzzled by the +tone in the Doctor's voice; "he was so good that I loved him; but there +are some points in the General and you, quite nice points, and for the +sake of them you shall have afternoon tea in my room," where the Doctor +and the General fell on former days and were wonderful company. + +"It's not really about the road I wish to talk to you," and the Doctor +closed the door of the General's den, "but about . . . a terrible +calamity that has befallen you and me, Jack, and I am to blame." + +"What is it?" and Carnegie sat erect; "does it touch our name or . . . +Kate?" + +"Neither, thank God," said Davidson. + +"Then it cannot be so very bad. Let us have it at once," and the +General lighted a cheroot. + +"Our bank has failed, and we shall have to give up everything to pay +the debt, and . . . Jack, it was I advised you to buy the shares." The +Doctor rose and went to the window. + +"For God's sake don't do that, Sandie. Why, man, you gave me the best +advice you knew, and there 's an end of it. It's the fortune of war, +and we must take it without whining. I know whom you are thinking +about, and I am . . . a bit sorry for Kate, for she ought to have lots +of things--more dresses and trinkets, you know. But Davidson, she 'll +be the bravest of the three." + +"You are right there, Jack. Kate is of the true grit, but . . . Tochty +Lodge." + +"Yes, it will hit us pretty hard to see the old place sold, if it comes +to that, when I hoped to end my days here . . . but, man, it's our +fate. Bit by bit we 've lost Drumtochty, till there were just the +woods and the two farms left, and soon we 'll be out of the +place--nothing left but our graves. + +"Sandie, this is bad form, and . . . you 'll not hear this talk again; +we 'll get a billet somewhere, and wherever it be, there 'll be a bed +and a crust for you, old man;" and at the door the two held one +another's hands for a second; that was all. + +"So this was what you two conspirators were talking about downstairs, +as if I could not be trusted. Did you think that I would faint, or +perhaps weep? The padre deserves a good scolding, and as for you--" +Then Kate went over and cast an arm round her father's neck, whose face +was quivering. + +"It is rather a disappointment to leave the Lodge when we were getting +it to our mind; but we 'll have a jolly little home somewhere, and I +'ll get a chance of earning something. Dancing now--I think that I +might be able to teach some girls how to waltz. Then my French is +really intelligible, and most colloquial; besides revolver shooting. +Dad, we are on our way to a fortune, and at the worst you 'll have your +curry and cheroots, and I 'll have a well-fitting dress. Voilà, mon +père." + +When the two Drumtochty men arrived next forenoon at the hall in +Glasgow, where the shareholders had been summoned to receive +particulars of their ruin, the dreary place was filled with a crowd +representative of every class in the community except the highest, +whose wealth is in land, and the lowest, whose possessions are on their +backs. There were city merchants, who could not conceal their chagrin +that they had been befooled; countrymen, who seemed utterly dazed, as +if the course of the seasons had been reversed; prosperous tradesmen, +who were aggressive in appearance and wanted to take it out of +somebody; widows, who could hardly restrain their tears, seeing before +them nothing but starvation; clergymen, who were thinking of their boys +taken from school and college. For a while the victims were silent, +and watched with hungry eyes the platform door, and there was an eager +rustle when some clerk came out and laid a bundle of papers on the +table. This incident seemed to excite the meeting and set tongues +loose. People began to talk to their neighbours explaining how they +came to be connected with the bank, as if this were now a crime. One +had inherited the shares and had never had resolution to sell them; +another had been deceived by a friend and bought them; a third had +taken over two shares for a bad debt. A minister thought that he must +have been summoned by mistake, for he was simply a trustee on an estate +which had shares, but he was plainly nervous about his position. An +Ayrshire Bailie had only had his shares for six months, and he put it, +to his circle, with municipal eloquence, whether he could be held +responsible for frauds of years' standing. No one argued with him, and +indeed you might say anything you pleased, for each was so much taken +up with his own case that he only listened to you that he might +establish a claim in turn on your attention. Here and there a noisy +and confident personage got a larger audience by professing to have +private information. A second-rate stockbroker assured quite a +congregation that the assets of the bank included an estate in +Australia, which would more than pay the whole debt, and advised them +to see that it was not flung away; and a Government pensioner mentioned +casually in his neighbourhood, on the authority of one of the managers, +that there was not that day a solvent bank in Scotland. The different +conversations rise to a babel, various speakers enforce their views on +the floor with umbrellas, one enthusiast exhorts his brother +unfortunates from a chair, when suddenly there is a hush, and then in a +painful silence the shareholders hang on the lips of the accountant, +from whom they learn that things could not be worse, that the richest +shareholder may be ruined, and that ordinary people will lose their +last penny. + +Speech again breaks forth, but now it is despairing, fierce, +vindictive. One speaker storms against Government which allows public +institutions to defraud the public, and refers to himself as the widow +and orphan, and another assails the directorate with bitter invective +as liars and thieves, and insists on knowing whether they are to be +punished. The game having now been unearthed, the pack follow in full +cry. The tradesman tells with much gusto how one director asked the +detectives for leave to have family prayers before he was removed, and +then declares his conviction that when a man takes to praying you had +better look after your watch. Ayrshire wished to inform the accountant +and the authorities that the directors had conveyed to their wives and +friends enormous sums which ought to be seized without delay. The air +grew thick with upbraidings, complaints, cries for vengeance, till the +place reeked with sordid passions. Through all this ignoble storm the +Drumtochty men sat silent, amazed, disgusted, till at last the Doctor +rose, and such authority was in his very appearance that with his first +words he obtained a hearing. + +"Mr. Accountant," he said, "and gentlemen, it appears to me as if under +a natural provocation and suffering we are in danger of forgetting our +due dignity and self-respect. We have been, as is supposed, the +subjects of fraud on the part of those whom we trusted; that is a +matter which the law will decide, and, if necessary, punish. If we +have been betrayed, then the directors are in worse case than the +shareholders, for we are not disgraced. The duty before us is plain, +and must be discharged to our utmost ability. It is to go home and +gather together our last penny for the payment of our debts, in order +that at any rate those who have trusted us may not be disappointed. +Gentlemen, it is evident that we have lost our means; let us show to +Scotland that there is something which cannot be taken from us by any +fraud, and that we have retained our courage and our honour." + +It was the General who led the applause so that the roof of the hall +rang, but it is just to Ayrshire and the rest to say that they came to +themselves--all men of the old Scottish breed--and followed close after +with a mighty shout. + +The sound of that speech went through Scotland and awoke the spirit of +honest men in many places, so that the Doctor, travelling next day to +Muirtown, third class, with the General, and wedged in among a set of +cattle dealers, was so abashed by their remarks as they read the +_Caledonian_ that the General let out the secret. + +"Yir hand, sir," said the chief among them, a mighty man at the Falkirk +Tryst; "gin it bena a leeberty, ilka ane o's hes a sair fecht tae keep +straicht in oor wy o' business, but ye 've gien 's a lift the day," and +so they must needs all have a grip of the Doctor's hand, who took snuff +with prodigality, while the General complained of the smoke from the +engine. + +Nor were their trials over, for on Muirtown platform--it being +Friday--all kinds of Perthshire men were gathered, and were so proud of +our Doctor that before he got shelter in the Dunleith train his hand +was sore, and the men that grasped it were of all kinds, from Lord +Kilspindie--who, having missed him at the Manse, had come to catch him +at the station--"Best sermon you ever preached, Davidson,"--to an +Athole farmer--"I am an elder in the Free Kirk, but it iss this man +that will be honouring you." + +It was a fine instance of the unfailing tact of Peter Bruce that, +seeing the carriage out of which the two came, and taking in the +situation, he made no offer of the first class, but straightway dusted +out a third with his handkerchief, and escorted them to it cap in hand. +Drumtochty restrained itself with an effort in foreign parts--for +Kildrummie was exceptionally strong at the Junction--but it waited at +the terminus till the outer world had gone up the road. Then their own +folk took the two in hand, and these were the guard of honour who +escorted the Minister and the General to where our Kate was waiting +with the dog-cart, each carrying some morsel of luggage--Drumsheugh, +Burnbrae, Hillocks, Netherton, Jamie Soutar, and Archie Moncur. Kate +drove gloriously through Kildrummie as if they had come from a triumph, +and let it be said to the credit of that despised town, that, the news +having come, every hat was lifted, but that which lasted till they got +home, and till long afterwards, was the handshake of the Drumtochty men. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +MARGET HOWE'S CONFESSIONAL. + +When the General and Kate were loitering over breakfast the morning +after the ovation, they heard the sound of a horse's feet on the +gravel, and Donald came in with more his usual importance. + +"It iss a messenger from Muirtown Castle, and he iss waiting to know +whether there will be any answer." And Donald put one letter before +the father and another before the daughter, both showing the Hay crest. +Kate's face whitened as she recognised the handwriting on her envelope, +and she went over to the window seat of a turret in the corner of the +room, while the General opened his letter, standing on a tiger-skin, +with his back to the fireplace in the great hall. This is what he read: + + +MY DEAR CARNEGIE,--When men have fought together in the trenches before +Sebastopol, as their ancestors have ridden side by side with Prince +Charlie, I hope you will agree with me they need not stand on ceremony. +If I seem guilty of any indiscretion in what I am going to say, then +you will pardon me for "Auld Lang Syne." + +You have one daughter and I have one son, and so I do not need to tell +you that he is very dear to me, and that I have often thought of his +marriage, on which not only his own happiness so much depends, but also +the future of our house and name. Very likely you have had some such +thoughts about Kate, with this difference, that you would rather keep +so winsome a girl with you, while I want even so good a son as Hay to +be married whenever he can meet with one whom he loves, and who is +worthy of him. + +Hay never gave me an hour's anxiety, and has no entanglements of any +kind, but on the subject of marriage I could make no impression. "Time +enough," he would say, or "The other person has not turned up," and I +was getting uneasy, for you and I are not so young as once we were. +You may fancy my satisfaction, therefore, when George came down from +Drumtochty last August and told me he had found the "other person," and +that she was my old friend Jack Carnegie's daughter. Of course I urged +him to make sure of himself, but now he has had ample opportunities +during your two visits, and he is quite determined that his wife is to +be Kate or nobody. + +It goes without saying that the Countess and I heartily approve Hay's +choice and are charmed with Kate, who is as bonnie as she is +high-spirited. She sustains the old traditions of her family, who were +ever strong and true, and she has a clever tongue, which neither you +nor I have, Jack, nor Hay either, good fellow though he be, and that is +not a bad thing for a woman nowadays. They would make a handsome pair, +as they ought, with such good-looking fathers, eh? + +Well, I am coming to my point, for in those circumstances I want your +help. What Miss Carnegie thinks of Hay we don't know, and unless I 'm +much mistaken she will decide for herself, but is it too much to ask +you--if you can--to say a word for him? You are quite right to think +that no man is worthy of Kate, but she is bound to marry some day--I +can't conceive how you have kept her so long--and I am certain Hay will +make a good husband, and he is simply devoted to her. If she refuses +him, I am afraid he will not marry, and then--well, grant I'm selfish, +but it would be a calamity to us. + +Don't you think that it looks like an arrangement of Providence to +unite two families that have shared common dangers and common faith in +the past, and to establish a Carnegie once more as lady of Drumtochty? +Now that is all, and it's a long screed, but the matter lies near my +heart, and we shall wait the answers from you both with anxiety. + +Yours faithfully, + +KILSPINDIE. + + +Kate's letter was much shorter, and was written in big schoolboy hand +with great care. + + +DEAR MISS CARNEGIE,--They say that a woman always knows when a man +loves her, and if so you will not be astonished at this letter. From +that day I saw you in Drumtochty Kirk I have loved you, and every week +I love you more. My mother is the only other woman I have ever cared +for, and that is different. Will you be my wife? I often wanted to +ask you when you were with us in November and last month, but my heart +failed me. Can you love me a little, enough to say yes? I am not +clever, and I am afraid I shall never do anything to make you proud of +me, but you will have all my heart, and I 'll do my best to make you +happy. + +I am, yours very sincerely, + +HAY. + + +Carnegie could see Kate's face from his place, who was looking out of +the window with a kindly expression, and her father, who was of a +simple mind, and knew little of women, was encouraged by such visible +friendliness. He was about to go over, when her face changed. She +dropped the letter on the seat, and became very thoughtful, knitting +her brows and resting her chin on her hand. In a little, something +stung her--like a person recalling an injury--and she flushed with +anger, drumming with her fingers on the sill of the window. Then anger +gave place to sadness, as if she had resolved to do something that was +inevitable, but less than the best. Kate glanced in her father's +direction, and read Lord Hay's letter again; then she seemed to have +made up her mind. + +"Father," as she joined him on the skin beneath those loyal Carnegies +on the wall, "there is Lord Hay's letter, and he is a . . . worthy +gentleman. Perhaps I did not give him so much encouragement as he +took, but that does not matter. This is a . . . serious decision, and +ought not to be made on the spur of the moment. Will you let the +messenger go with a note to say that an answer will be sent on Monday? +You might write to Lord Kilspindie." + +She was still standing in the place when he returned, and had been +studying the proud, determined face of Black John's mother, who had not +spared her only son for the good cause. + +"Did you ever hear of any Carnegie, dad, who married beneath her, +or . . . loved one on the other side?" + +"Never," said her father. "Our women all married into loyal families +of their own rank, which is best for comfort; but why do you ask? Hay +is a . . ." + +"Yes, I know; it was only . . . curiosity made me ask, and I suppose +some of our women must have made sacrifices for their . . . cause?" + +"Far more than the men ever did, for, see you, a man is just shot, and +all is over, and before he falls he 's had some good fighting, but his +wife suffers all her days, when he is living and when he is dead. Yet +our women were the first to send their men to the field. Heavens! what +women do suffer--they ought to have their reward." + +"They have," said Kate, with emphasis, "if they help those whom they +love. . . . Father, would you be quite satisfied with Lord Hay for a +son-in-law, and . . . would you let us live with you here as much as we +could?" + +"Kate, if you are to marry--and I knew it must come some day--I have +not seen a more honest man; but you are forgetting that Tochty Lodge +will soon be out of our hands; I 'll have to get a bungalow somewhere, +not too far away from Muirtown, I hope." + +"If I marry Lord Hay, Tochty Lodge will not be sold, and you will never +be disturbed, dad. We shall not be separated more than we can help," +and Kate caressed the General. + +"Do you mean, lassie," said the General, with a sudden suspicion, +lilting her face till he saw her eyes, "that you are going to accept +Hay in order to keep the old home? You must not do this, for it would +not . . . don't you see that I . . . could not accept this at your +hands?" + +"You cannot prevent your daughter marrying Lord Hay if your daughter so +decides, but as yet she is in doubt, very great doubt, and so I am +going for a long walk on the big moor, and you . . . well, why not take +lunch with the Padre at the manse?" + +"Hay is a straight young fellow, and Kate would supply what he wants--a +dash of go, you know"--so the General was summing up the situation to +his old friend; "but my girl is not to marry Hay or any other man for +my sake, and that is what she thinks of doing." + +"Did it ever occur to you, Carnegie, that Kate had a . . . well, kindly +feeling for any other man?" + +"Plenty of fellows tried their luck: first subalterns, then +aides-de-camp, and at last commissioners; it was no easy affair to be +her father," and Carnegie gave Davidson a comic look. "I used to scold +her, but upon my word I don't know she was to blame, and I am certain +she did not care for one of them; in fact, she laughed at them all +till--well, in fact, I had to interfere." + +"And since you came to the Lodge"--the Doctor spoke with +meaning--"besides Lord Hay?" + +"Why, there is just yourself"--the Doctor nodded with much +appreciation--"and that Free Kirkman. . . . Davidson, do you mean +that--oh, nonsense, man; she was quite angry one day when I suggested a +parson. Kate has always said that was the last man she would marry." + +"That is an evidence she will." + +The General stared at the oracle, and went on: + +"She has made his life miserable at the Lodge with her tongue; she +delighted in teasing him. Your idea is quite absurd." + +"Carnegie, did you ever hear the classical couplet-- + + "Scarting and biting + Mak Scots fouk's 'ooing;" + +and although I admit the description applies in the first instance to +milkmaids, yet there is a fair share of national character in the +Carnegies." + +"Do you really think that Kate is in . . . has, well, a, eh, tenderness +to Carmichael? it would never have occurred to me." + +"How would you look on Carmichael as a suitor?" + +"Well, if Kate is to marry--and mind you I always prepared myself for +that--I would of course prefer Hay, not because he is a lord, or rich, +or any snobbery of that kind--you know me better than that, Sandie--but +because he 's . . . you know . . . belongs to our own set. + +"Don't you think there is something in that?" and the General tried to +explain his honest mind, in which lived no unworthy or uncharitable +thought. "I have not one word to say against Carmichael; he 's +good-looking, and monstrous clever, and he has always made himself very +agreeable, very, and the people swear by him in the Glen; but . . . you +must understand what I mean, Davidson," and the General was in despair. + +"You mean that though he 's a first-rate young fellow for a clergyman, +he does not belong to your world--has a different set of friends, has +different habits of living, has a different way of thinking and +speaking--is, in fact, an outsider." + +"That's it--just what I was 'ettling' after--lucky fellows we Scots +with such words," and the General was immensely delighted to be +delivered of his idea in an inoffensive form. + +"It is my own belief, Carnegie--and you can laugh at me afterwards if I +be wrong--that this will be the end of it, however. Yes, putting it +plainly, that Kate is in love with Carmichael, as he is certainly with +her; and you will have to make the best of the situation." + +"You don't like the idea any more than I do, Davidson?" + +"Speaking in perfect confidence and frankness, I do not. I look at the +matter this way"--the Doctor stood on the hearth-rug in a judicial +attitude, pulling down his waistcoat with his two hands, his legs +apart, and his eye-glass on his nose--"Carmichael has been brought up +among . . . plain, respectable people, and theological books, and +church courts, and Free Kirk society, all of which is excellent, +but . . . secluded"--the Doctor liked the word, which gave his mind +without offence--"secluded. Kate is a Carnegie, was educated in +France, has travelled in India, and has lived in the most exciting +circumstances. She loves soldiers, war, gaiety, sport, besides many +other . . . eh, good things, and is a . . . lovely girl. Love laughs +at rules, but if you ask me my candid opinion, the marriage would not +be . . . in fact, congruous. If it is to be, it must be, and God bless +them both, say I, and so will everybody say; but it will be an +experiment, a distinct and . . . interesting experiment." + +"Kate is not to marry any one for my sake, to save Tochty, but I do +wish she had fancied Lord Hay," said the General, ruefully. + +"The Free Kirk folk in the depths of their hearts consider me a worldly +old clergyman, and perhaps I am, for, Jack, I would dearly like to see +our Kate Viscountess Hay, and to think that one day, when we three old +fellows are gone, she would be Countess of Kilspindie." That was the +first conference of the day on Kate's love affairs, and this is how it +ended. + +Meanwhile the young woman herself had gone up the road to the high Glen +and made her way over dykes and through fields to Whinny Knowe, which +she had often visited since the August Sacrament. Whinny came out from +the kitchen door in corduroy trousers, much stained with soil, and grey +shirt--wiping his mouth with the back of his hand after a hearty +dinner--and went to the barn for his midday sleep before he went again +to the sowing. Marget met her at the garden gate, dressed in her +week-day clothes and fresh from a morning's churning, but ever refined +and spiritual, as one whose soul is shining through the veil of common +circumstances. + +"It's a benison tae see ye on this bricht day, Miss Carnegie, an' ye +'ll come tae the garden-seat, for the spring flooers are bloomin' +bonnie and sweet the noo, an' fillin' 's a' wi' hope. + +"Gin there be ony sun shinin'," as she spread a plaid, "the heat fa's +here, an' save when the snow is heavy on the Glen, there 's aye some +blossoms here tae mind us o' oor Father's love an' the world that isna +seen." + +"Marget," began Kate, not with a blush, but rather a richening of +colour, "you have been awfully good to me, and have helped me in lots +of ways, far more than you could dream of. Do you know you 've made me +almost good at times, with just enough badness to keep me still myself, +as when I flounced out from the Free Kirk." + +[Illustration: "You have been awfully good to me."] + +Marget only smiled deprecation and affection, for her heart went out to +this motherless, undisciplined girl, whom she respected, like a true +Scot, because, although Kate had made her a friend, she was still a +Carnegie; whom she loved, because, although Kate might be very +provoking, she was honest to the core. + +"To-day," Kate resumed, after a pause, and speaking with an unusual +nervousness, "I want your advice on a serious matter, which I must +decide, and which . . . concerns other people as well as myself. In +fact, I would like to ask a question," and she paused to frame her case. + +It was a just testimony to Marget Howe that Kate never thought of +pledging her to secrecy, for there are people whom to suspect of +dishonour is a sin. + +"Suppose that a man . . . loved a woman, and that he was honourable, +brave, gentle, true, in fact . . . a gentleman, and made her a proposal +of marriage." + +Marget was looking before her with calm, attentive face, never once +glancing at Kate to supplement what was told. + +"If . . . the girl accepted him, she would have a high position, and be +rich, so that she could . . . save her . . . family from ruin, and +keep . . . them in the house they loved." + +Marget listened with earnest intelligence. + +"She respects this man, and is grateful to him. She is certain that he +would be . . . kind to her, and give her everything she wanted. And +she thinks that he . . . would be happy." + +Marget waited for the end. + +"But she does not love him--that is all." + +As the tale was being told in, brief, clear, slow sentences, Marget's +eyes became luminous, and her lips opened as one ready to speak from an +inner knowledge. + +"Ye hev let me see a piece o' life, an' it is sacred, for naethin' on +earth is sae near God as luve, an' a 'll no deny that ma woman's heart +is wi' that honest gentleman, an' a' the mair gin he dinna win his +prize. + +"But a man often comes tae his heicht through disappointment, and a +woman, she hes tae learn that there is that which she hes the richt tae +give for gratitude or friendship's sake, and that which can only be +bestowed by the hand o' luve. + +"It will maybe help ye gin a' tell ye anither tale, an' though it be o' +humble life, yet oor hearts are the same in the castle and the cottar's +hoose, wi' the same cup o' sorrow tae drink an' the same croon o' joy +tae wear, an' the same dividin' o' roads for oor trial. + +"There wes a man showed a wumman muckle kindness, and to her fouk also, +an' he wes simple an' honest, an' for what he hed done an' because +there wes nae evil in him she married him." + +"And what has happened?" Kate, being half Highland, had less patience +than Marget. + +"He hes been a gude man tae her through the dark an' through the licht, +an' she hes tried tae repay him as a puir imperfect wumman can, an' her +hert is warm to him, but there hes aye been ae thing wantin'--an' it +hes been that wife's cross a' her life--there wes nae ither man, but +her husband wesna, isna, canna be her ain a'thegither an' for ever--for +the want o' luve--that luve o' luve that maks marriage." + +Her voice was laden with feeling, and it was plain that she had given +of her own and deepest for the guiding of another. + +"Marget, I can never be grateful enough to you for what you have shown +me this day." As she passed Whinny with his bag of seed, he apologised +for his wife. + +"A 'm dootin', Miss Carnegie, the gude-wife hes keepit ye ower lang in +the gairden haiverin' awa' aboot the flooers an' her ither trokes. But +she 's michty prood for a' that aboot yir comin' up tae veesit us." + +Such was the second conference on Kate's affairs on that day. + +No place could be more thoroughly cleansed from vulgar curiosity than +our Glen, or have a finer contempt for "clatters," but the atmosphere +was electrical in the diffusion of information. What happened at +Burnbrae was known at the foot of Glen Urtach by evening, and the visit +of spiritual consolation which Milton, in the days of his Pharisaism, +paid to Jamie Soutar on his deathbed was the joy of every fireside in +Drumtochty within twenty-four hours. Perhaps it was not, therefore, +remarkable that the arrival of Lord Kilspindie's groom at Tochty Lodge +post haste with two letters on Saturday morning--one for the General +from his Lordship, and one from his son for Miss Kate--should have been +rightly interpreted, and the news spread with such rapidity that +Hillocks--a man not distinguished above his fellows for tact--was able +to inform Carmichael in the early afternoon that the marriage between +the young lord and the "Miss" at Tochty was now practically arranged. + +"It's been aff and on a' winter, an' the second veesit tae the Castle +settled it, but a 'm hearin' it wes the loss o' the Lodge brocht the +fast offer this mornin'. She 's an able wumman, an' cairried her gear +tae the best market. Ma certes," and Hillocks contemplated Kate's +achievement with sympathetic admiration, "but she 'll set her place +weel, an' haud her ain wi' the Duchess o' Athole." + +Carmichael ought perhaps to have taken his beating like a man, and said +nothing to any one, but instead thereof he betook himself for +consolation to Marget, a better counsellor in a crisis than Janet, with +all her Celtic wiles, and Marget set him in the very seat where Kate +had put her case. + +"It has, I suppose, been all a dream, and now I have awaked, but it +was . . . a pleasant dream, and one finds the morning light a little +chill. One must just learn to forget, and be as if one had never . . . +dreamed," but Carmichael looked at Marget wistfully. + +"Ye canna be the same again, for a' coont, gin ony man loves a wumman +wi' a leal hert, whether she answer or no, or whether she even kens, he +'s been the gainer, an' the harvest will be his for ever. + +"It hes seemed to me that nae luve is proved an' crooned for eternity +onless the man hes forgotten himsel' an' is willin' tae live alane gin +the wumman he luves sees prosperity. He only is the perfect lover, and +for him God hes the best gifts. + +"Yes, a 've seen it wi' ma ain eyes,"--for indeed this seemed to +Carmichael an impossible height of self-abnegation,--"a man who loved +an' served a wumman wi' his best an' at a great cost, an' yet for whom +there cud be no reward but his ain luve." Marget's face grew so +beautiful as she told of the constancy of this unknown, unrewarded +lover that Carmichael left without further speech, but with a purer +vision of love than had ever before visited his soul. Marget watched +him go down the same path by which Kate went, and she said to herself, +"Whether or no he win is in the will of God, but already luve hes given +his blessin' tae man and maid." + +Kate did not go to kirk on Sunday, but lived all day in the woods, and +in the evening she kissed her father and laid this answer in his +hands:-- + + +DEAR LORD HAY,--You have done me the greatest honour any woman can +receive at your hands, and for two days I have thought of nothing else. +If it were enough that your wife should like and respect you, then I +would at once accept you as my betrothed, but as it is plain to me that +no woman ought to marry any one unless she also loves him, I am obliged +to refuse one of the truest men I have ever met, for whom I have a very +kindly place in my heart, and whose happiness I shall always +desire.--Believe me, yours sincerely, + +KATE CARNEGIE. + + +"You could do nothing else, Kit, and you have done right to close the +matter . . . but I 'm sorry for Hay." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +LOVE IS LORD. + +It could not be said with a steady face that the proceedings of the +Free Kirk Presbytery of Muirtown increased the gaiety of nations, and +there might be persons--far left to themselves, of course--who would +describe its members as wearisome ecclesiastics. Carmichael himself, +in a mood of gay irresponsibility, had once sketched a meeting of this +reverend court, in which the names were skilfully adapted, after the +ancient fashion, to represent character, and the incidents, if not +_vero_, were certainly ben trovato, and had the article ready for +transmission to _Ferrier's Journal_. 'A Sederunt' did not, however, +add to the miseries of a most courteous editor, for Jenkins, having +come up for an all-night conference, and having heard the article with +unfeigned delight, pointed out that, if it were accepted, which +Carmichael's experience did not certify, the writer would be run down +within fourteen days, and that, so unreasonable a thing is human +nature, some of the Presbytery might be less than pleased with their +own likenesses. "It 's in the waste-paper basket," Carmichael said +next morning, which, as the author was twenty-five years of age, and +not conspicuously modest, is a conclusive testimonial to the goodness +of one Presbytery, and its hold on the affection of its members. + +Scots take their pleasures sadly, and no one can imagine from what arid +soil they may not draw their nutriment, but it was not for motions of +ponderous ambiguity and pragmatical points of order, that the minister +of Kincairney rose before daybreak on a winter's morning, and worked +his way to the nearest station, with the stars still overhead, and the +snow below his feet, so that when the clerk made a sign to the +Moderator punctually at one minute past eleven to "constitute the +Presbytery," he might not be missing from his place. It was the +longing of a lonely man, across whose front door no visitor had come +for weeks, for friendly company; of a weary minister, discouraged by +narrow circumstances, monotonous routine, unexpected disappointments +among his people, for a word of good cheer. A cynical stranger might +discover various stupidities, peculiarities, provincialisms in the +Presbytery--he knew himself who had a temper, and who was a trifle +sensitive about his rights--but this middle-aged, hard-working, +simple-living man saw twenty faithful brethren--the elders did not +count in this connection, for they did not understand--who stood beside +him on occasion at the Holy Table, and gave him advice in his +perplexities, and would bury him with honest regret when he died, and +fight like wild cats that his widow and children should have their due. +His toilsome journey was forgotten when Doctor Dowbiggin, in an +interstice of motions, came across the floor and sat down beside him, +and whispered confidentially, "Well, how are things going on at +Kincairney?"--Dowbiggin really deserved his leadership--or when the +clerk, suddenly wheeling round in his seat, would pass his snuff-box +across to him without a word, for the clerk had a way of handing his +box, which, being interpreted, ran as follows:--"You suppose that I am +lifted above all ordinary affairs in my clerkly isolation, and that I +do not know what a solid work you are doing for God and man in the +obscure parish of Kincairney, but you are wrong. You have a very warm +corner in my memory, and in sign thereof accept my box." And the said +minister, trudging home that evening, and being met at a certain turn +of the road by his wife--sentimental at fifty, you see, after a quarter +of a century's toiling and preaching--would enlarge on Doctor +Dowbiggin's cordiality, and the marked courtesy of the clerk, and when +they were alone in the manse, his wife would kiss him--incredible to +our cynic--and say, "You see, Tom, more people than I know what a good +work you are doing," and Tom would start his twenty-first lecture on +the Ephesians next morning with new spirit. Such is the power of +comradeship, such is the thirst for sympathy; and indeed there is no +dog either so big or so little that it does not appreciate a pat, and +go down the street afterwards with better heart. + +The Presbytery had always a tender regard for the Free Kirk of +Drumtochty, and happened to treat Carmichael with much favour. When +the "call" to him was signed at once by every member of the +congregation, the clerk--who had been obliged to summon Donald Menzies +from Gaelic by the intimation that Drumtochty was by the law of the +Church "uni-lingual, and that all proceedings must be conducted in the +English language"--arose and declared that "such unanimous attention to +their ecclesiastical duties was unexampled in his experience;" and when +at Carmichael's ordination a certain certificate was wanting, the +clerk, whose intervention was regarded with awe, proposed that the +court should anticipate its arrival, dealing with the matter +"proleptically," and the court saw in the very word another proof of +the clerk's masterly official genius. It was he also--expressing the +mind of the Presbytery--who proposed that the Court should send +Carmichael as a commissioner to the General Assembly in the first year +of his ministry, and took occasion to remark that Mr. Carmichael, +according to "reliable information at his disposal," was rendering +important service to the Free Church in his sphere at Drumtochty. +Carmichael was very happy in those days, and was so petted by his +ecclesiastical superiors that he never missed a meeting of court, where +he either sat in a demure silence, which commended him greatly to the +old men, or conversed with his friends on a back bench about general +affairs. + +It gave him, therefore, a shock to sit with his brethren in the month +of June--when the walk through the woods had been a joy, and Muirtown +lay at her fairest, and the sunshine filled the court-room, and every +man had a summer air, and Doctor Dowbiggin actually wore a rose in his +coat--and to discover that he himself was sick of his old friends, of +his work, of his people, of himself. The reasons were obvious. Was it +not a sin that thirty Christian men should be cooped up in a room +passing schedules when the summer was young and fresh upon the land? +Could any one of the Rabbi's boys sit in that room and see his +accustomed place--a corner next the wall on a back seat--empty, and not +be cast down? Besides, does not a minister's year begin in September +and end in July, and before it closes is not the minister at his +lowest, having given away himself for eleven months? "One begins to +weary for a rest," he whispered to Kincairney, and that worthy man +explained that he and his wife had been planning their triennial +holiday, and hoped to have a fortnight in Carnoustie. Carmichael +realised his hypocrisy in that instant, for he knew perfectly that he +had lost touch with life because of a hopeless love, and a proud face +he had not seen a year ago. He flung himself out of the court with +such impatience that the clerk stayed his hand in the midst of the +sacred words _pro re nata_, and Kincairney mentioned to his wife in the +evening that Carmichael had never got over Doctor Saunderson's death. + +Carmichael wandered up one of the meadows which are the glory of +Muirtown, and sat down by the queen of Scottish rivers, which runs deep +and swift, clean and bright, from Loch Tay to the sea, between wooded +banks and overhanging trees, past cornfields and ancient castles; a +river for him who swims, or rows, or fishes, or dreams, in which, if +such were to be his fate, a man might ask to be drowned. Opposite him +began the woods of Muirtown Castle, and he tried to be glad that +Kate . . . Miss Carnegie would one day be their mistress: the formal +announcement of her engagement, he had heard, was to be made next week, +on Lord Kilspindie's birthday. A distant whistle came on the clear air +from Muirtown station, where . . . and all this turmoil of hope and +fear, love and despair, had been packed into a few months. There is a +bend in the river where he sits, and the salmon fishers have dropped +their nets, and are now dragging them to the bank. With a thrill of +sympathy Carmichael watched the fish struggling in the meshes, and his +heart leapt when, through some mishandling, one escaped with a flash of +silver and plunged into the river. He had also been caught quite +suddenly in the joyous current of his life and held in bonds. Why +should he not make a bold plunge for freedom, which he could never have +with the Lodge at his doors, with the Castle only twelve miles away? +He had been asked in his student days to go to the north-west of Canada +and take charge of a parish fifty miles square. The idea had for a +little fired his imagination, and then faded before other ambitions. +It revived with power on the banks of that joyful, forceful river, and +he saw himself beginning life again on the open prairie lands--riding, +camping, shooting, preaching--a free man and an apostle to the Scottish +Dispersion. + +With this bracing resolution, that seemed a call of God to deliver him +from bondage, came a longing to visit Kilbogie Manse and the Rabbi's +grave. It was a journey of expiation, for Carmichael followed the road +the Rabbi walked with the hand of death upon him after that lamentable +Presbytery, and he marked the hills where the old man must have stood +and fought for breath. He could see Mains, where he had gone with +Doctor Saunderson to the exposition, and he passed the spot where the +Rabbi had taken farewell of George Pitillo in a figure. What learning, +and simplicity, and unselfishness, and honesty, and affection were +mingled in the character of the Rabbi! What skill, and courage, and +tenderness, and self-sacrifice, and humility there had been also in +William MacLure, who had just died! Carmichael dwelt on the likeness +and unlikeness of the two men, who had each loved the highest he knew +and served his generation according to the will of God, till he found +himself again with the Drumtochty doctor on his heroic journeys, with +the Rabbi in his long vigils. It was a singular means of grace to have +known two such men in the flesh, when he was still young and +impressionable. A spiritual emotion possessed Carmichael. He lifted +his heart to the Eternal, and prayed that if on account of any hardship +he shrank from duty he might remember MacLure, and if in any +intellectual strait he was tempted to palter with truth he might see +the Rabbi pursuing his solitary way. The district was full of the +Rabbi, who could not have gone for ever, who might appear any +moment--buried in a book and proceeding steadily in the wrong +direction. The Rabbi surely was not dead, and Carmichael drifted into +that dear world of romance where what we desire comes to pass, and +facts count for nothing. This was how the Idyll went. From the moment +of the reconciliation the Rabbi's disease began to abate in a quite +unheard of fashion--love wrought a miracle--and with Kate's nursing and +his he speedily recovered. Things came right between Kate and himself +as they shared their task of love, and so . . . of course--it took +place last month--and now he was going to carry off the Rabbi, who +somehow had not come to the Presbytery, to Drumtochty, where his bride +would meet them both beneath the laburnum arch at the gate. He would +be cunning as he approached the door of Kilbogie Manse, and walk on the +grass border lest the Rabbi, poring over some Father, should hear the +crunch of the gravel--he did know his footstep--and so he would take +the old man by surprise. Alas! he need not take such care, for the +walk was now as the border with grass, and the gate was lying open, and +the dead house stared at him with open, unconscious eyes, and knew him +not. The key was in the door, and he crossed the threshold once +more--no need to beware of parcels on the floor now--and turned to the +familiar room. The shelves had been taken down, but he could trace +their lines on the ancient discoloured paper that was now revealed for +the first time; there, where a new shutter was resting against the +wall, used to stand the "seat of the fathers," and exactly in the midst +of that heap of straw the Rabbi had his chair. . . . + +"Ye 've come tae see hoo we 're getting on wi' the repairs"--it was the +joiner of Kilbogie; "it's no a licht job, for there 's nae doot the +hoose hes been awfu' negleckit. The Doctor wes a terrible scholar, but +he wudna hae kent that the slates were aff the roof till the drap cam +intae his bed. + +"Ou aye, the manse is tae be papered an' pented for the new minister; +a' cud show ye the papers; juist as ye please; they're verra tasty an' +showy. He's tae be married at once, a 'm hearin', an' this is tae be +the drawin'-room; he wes here ten days syne--the day after he wes +eleckit: they 're aye in a hurry when they 're engaged--an' seleckit a +sma' room upstairs for his study; he didna think he wud need as lairge +a room for bukes, an' he thocht the auld study wud dae fine for +pairties. + +"There 's juist ae room feenished, an' ye micht like tae see the paper +on 't; it's a yellow rose on a licht blue grund; a 'm jidgin' it wes +the Doctor's ain room. Weel, it's a gude lang wy tae Drumtochty, an' +ye 'll no be wantin' tae pit aff time, a' daresay." + +It was a terrible douche of prose, and Carmichael was still shivering +when he reached the kindly shade of Tochty woods. He had seen the +successful candidate at the Presbytery arranging about his "trial +discourses" with the clerk--who regarded him dubiously--and he had +heard some story about his being a "popular hand," and bewitching the +young people with a sermon on the "good fight," with four heads "the +soldier," "the battle-field," "the battle," and "the crown"--each with +an illustration, an anecdote, and a verse of poetry. Carmichael +recognised the type, and already saw the new minister of Kilbogie, smug +and self-satisfied, handing round cream and sugar in the Rabbi's old +study, while his wife, a stout young woman in gay clothing, pours tea +from a pot of florid design, and bearing a blazing marriage +inscription. There would be a _soirée_ in the kirk, where the Rabbi +had opened the mysteries of God, and his successor would explain how +unworthy he felt to follow Doctor Saunderson, and how he was going to +reorganise the congregation, and there would be many jocose allusions +to his coming marriage; but Carmichael would by that time have left the +district. + +No one can walk a mile in Tochty woods, where there are little glades +of mossy turf, and banks of violets and geraniums, and gentle creatures +on ground and branch, and cool shade from the summer sun, and the sound +of running water by your side, without being sweetened and comforted. +Bitter thoughts and cynical criticisms, as well as vain regrets and +peevish complaints, fell away from Carmichael's soul, and gave place to +a gentle melancholy. He came to the heart of the wood, where was the +lovers' grave, and the place seemed to invite his company. A sense of +the tears of things came over him, and he sat down by the river-side to +meditate. It was two hundred years and more since the lassies died, +who were never wedded, and for him there was not even to be love. The +ages were linked together by a long tragedy of disappointment and +vanity, but the Tochty ran now as in the former days. What was any +human life but a drop in the river that flowed without ceasing to the +unknown sea? What could any one do but yield himself to necessity, and +summon his courage to endure? Then at the singing of a bird his mood +lightened and was changed, as if he had heard the Evangel. God was +over all, and life was immortal, and he could not be wrong who did the +will of God. After a day of conflict, peace came to his soul, and in +the soft light of the setting sun he rose to go home. + +[Illustration: "He sat down by the river-side to meditate."] + +"Miss Carnegie . . . I did not know you were here . . . I thought you +were in London," and Carmichael stood before Kate in great confusion. + +"Nor did I see you behind that tree"--Kate herself was startled. "Yes, +the General and I have been visiting some old friends, and only came +home an hour ago. + +"Do you know"--Kate was herself again--"the first thing I do on arrival +is to make a pilgrimage to this place. Half an hour here banishes the +dust of a day's journey and of . . . + +"Besides, I don't know whether you have heard"--Kate spoke +hurriedly--"that it is now settled that I . . . we will be leaving the +Lodge soon, and one wants to have as much as possible of the old place +in the time remaining." + +She gave him this opportunity in kindness, as it seemed, and he +reproached himself because he did not offer his congratulations. + +"You will, I . . . the people hope, come often here, Miss Carnegie, and +not cast off Drumtochty, although the Lodge be not your home. You will +always have a place in the hearts of the Glen. Marjorie will never be +grateful enough for your readings," which was bravely said. + +"Do you think that I can ever forget the Glen and my . . . friends +here? Not while I live; the Carnegies have their own faults, but +ingratitude is not one. Nor the dear Rabbi's grave." Then there was +silence, which Carmichael found very trying--they had been so near that +day in Kilbogie Manse, with only the Rabbi, who loved them both, +between; but now, although they stood face to face, there was a gulf +dividing them. + +"It may not be easy for me to visit Drumtochty often, for you know +there has been a change . . . in our circumstances, and one must suit +oneself to it." + +Carmichael flushed uneasily, and Kate supposed that he was sympathising +with their losses. + +"I hope to be a busy woman soon, with lots of work, and I shall use +every one of my little scraps of knowledge. How do you think I shall +acquit myself in my new role?" + +It was a little hard on Carmichael, who was thinking of a countess, +while Kate meant a governess. + +"You need not ask me how I think you will do as . . . in any position, +and I . . . wish you every success, and . . . (with a visible effort) +happiness." + +He spoke so stiffly that Kate sought about for reasons, and could only +remember their quarrel and imagine he retained a grudge--which she +thought was rather ungenerous. + +"It occurs to me that one man ought to be thankful when we depart, for +then he will be able to call Queen Mary names every Sunday without a +misguided Jacobite girl dropping in to create a disturbance." + +"Drumtochty will have to form its own opinion of poor Mary without my +aid," and Carmichael smiled sadly in pardon of the past, "for it is +likely, although no one knows this in the Glen, that I shall soon be +far away." + +"Leaving Drumtochty? What will Marjorie do without you, and Dr. +Davidson, and . . . all the people?" Then, remembering Janet's gossip, +and her voice freezing, "I suppose you have got a better or more +convenient living. The Glen is certainly rather inaccessible." + +"Have I done anything, Miss Carnegie, to justify you in thinking that I +would leave the Glen, which has been so good to me, for . . . worldly +reasons? There is enough to support an unmarried man, and I am not +likely to . . . to marry," said Carmichael, bitterly; "but there are +times when it is better for a man to change his whole surroundings and +make a new life." + +It was clear that the Bailie's daughter was a romance of Janet's Celtic +imagination, and Kate's manner softened. + +"The Rabbi's death and . . . your difference of opinion--something +about doctrine, was n't it? we were from home--must have been a great +trial, and, as there was no opportunity before, let me say how much we +sympathised with you and . . . thought of you. + +"Do you think, however, Mr. Carmichael"--she spoke with hesitation, but +much kindness--"that you ought to fling up your work here on that +account? Would not the Rabbi himself have wished you to stick to your +post? . . . and all your friends would like to think you had been . . . +brave." + +"You are cruel, Miss Carnegie; you try me beyond what I can endure, +although I shall be ashamed to-night for what I am to say. Do you not +know or guess that it is your . . . on account of you, I mean, that I +must leave Drumtochty?" + +"On account of me?" Kate looked at him in unaffected amazement. + +"Are you blind, or is it that you could not suspect me of such +presumption? Had you no idea that night in Dr. Davidson's +drawing-room? Have you never seen that I . . . Kate--I will say it +once to your face as I say it every hour to myself--you won my heart in +an instant on Muirtown Station, and will hold it till I die. + +"Do not speak till I be done, and then order me from your presence as I +deserve, I know that it is unworthy of a gentleman, and . . . a +minister of Christ to say such things to the betrothed of another man; +only one minute more"--for Kate had started as if in anger--"I know +also that if I were stronger I could go on living as before, and meet +you from time to time when you came from the Castle with your husband, +and never allow myself to think of Lady Hay as I felt to Miss Carnegie. +But I am afraid of myself, and . . . this is the last time we shall +meet, Miss Carnegie. Forgive me for my love, and believe that one man +will ever remember and . . . pray for you." + +Carmichael bowed low, the last sunshine of the evening playing on his +fair hair, and turned to go. + +"One word, if you please," said Kate, and they looked into one +another's eyes, the blue and brown, seeing many things that cannot be +written. "You may be forgiven for . . . loving me, because you could +not help that"--this with a very roguish look, our Kate all over--"and +I suppose you must be forgiven for listening to foolish gossip, since +people will tell lies"--this with a stamp of the foot, our Kate +again--"but I shall never forgive you if you leave me, never"--this was +a new Kate, like to the opening of a flower. + +"Why? Tell me plainly," and in the silence Carmichael heard a trout +leap in the river. + +"Because I love you." + +The Tochty water sang a pleasant song, and the sun set gloriously +behind Ben Urtach. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK KATE CARNEGIE AND THOSE MINISTERS*** + + +******* This file should be named 20399-8.txt or 20399-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/3/9/20399 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Kate Carnegie and Those Ministers</p> +<p>Author: Ian Maclaren</p> +<p>Release Date: January 19, 2007 [eBook #20399]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK KATE CARNEGIE AND THOSE MINISTERS***</p> +<br><br><center><h3>E-text prepared by Al Haines</h3></center><br><br> +<hr class="full" noshade> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +KATE CARNEGIE +</H1> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +AND +</H3> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +THOSE MINISTERS. +</H2> + +<BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +BY +</H4> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +IAN MACLAREN. +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +TORONTO: +<BR> +FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY, +<BR> +140-142 Yonge Street. +<BR> +1896. +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +Entered according to Act of the Parliament of Canada, +<BR> +in the year 1896, by HODDER & STOUGHTON, +<BR> +at the Department of Agriculture. +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +TO +<BR> +A CERTAIN BROTHERHOOD +<BR><BR> +Faithful in Criticism +<BR> +Loyal in Affection +<BR> +Tender in Trouble +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +CONTENTS. +</H2> + +<BR> + +<CENTER> + +<TABLE WIDTH="80%"> +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">CHAPTER</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> </TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">I. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap01">PANDEMONIUM</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">II. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap02">PEACE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">III. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap03">A HOME OF MANY GENERATIONS</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">IV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap04">A SECRET CHAMBER</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">V. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap05">CONCERNING BESOMS</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap06">A PLEASAUNCE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap07">A WOMAN OF THE NEW DISPENSATION</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap08">A WOMAN OF THE OLD DISPENSATION</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">IX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap09">A DAUGHTER OF DEBATE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">X. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap10">A SUPRA-LAPSARIAN</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap11">IN THE GLOAMING</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap12">KILBOGIE MANSE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap13">PREPARING FOR THE SACRAMENT</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap14">A MODERATE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap15">JOINT POTENTATES</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap16">DRIED ROSE LEAVES</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap17">SMOULDERING FIRES</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap18">LOVE SICKNESS</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap19">THE FEAR OF GOD</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap20">THE WOUNDS OF A FRIEND</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap21">LIGHT AT EVENTIDE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap22">WITHOUT FEAR AND WITHOUT REPROACH</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap23">MARGET HOWE'S CONFESSIONAL</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXIV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap24">LOVE IS LORD</A></TD> +</TR> + +</TABLE> + +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. +</H2> + +<BR> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-010"> +Carmichael had taken his Turn +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-023"> +"Many a Ploy we had together" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-029"> +Peter was standing in his Favourite Attitude +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-038"> +"I am the General's Daughter" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-042"> +Janet Macpherson was waiting in the Deep Doorway +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-050"> +"It's a Difficult Key to turn" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-059"> +Kate in her Favourite Position +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-072"> +One Gardener who . . . works for Love's Sake +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-079"> +Among the Great Trees +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-096"> +"Mr. Carmichael, you have much Cause for Thankfulness" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-108"> +Carmichael sang a Solo +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-121"> +"Here iss your Silver Piece" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-128"> +"I should call it a Deliberate—" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-146"> +"She had an Unfortunate Tendency to meddle with my Books" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-153"> +Mother Church cast her Spell over his Imagination +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-166"> +"Ye'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-171"> +A Tall, Bony, Forbidding Woman +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-179"> +Gathering her Berry Harvest +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-188"> +He was a Mere Wisp of a Man +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-204"> +"Will you let me walk with you for a Little?" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-210"> +"Private Capaucity" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-215"> +Standing with a Half-Dried Dish in her Hand +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-226"> +The Old Man escorted her Ladyship +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-241"> +Would gossip with him by the Hour +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-254"> +The Driver stops to exchange Views +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-257"> +Two Tramps held Conference +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-280"> +Wrestling in Darkness of Soul +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-292"> +His Attitude for Exposition +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-309"> +"Ay, he's in, but ye canna see him" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-322"> +"To put Flowers on his Grave" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-338"> +"You have been awfully Good to me" +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-353"> +"He sat down by the River-side to meditate" +</A> +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +KATE CARNEGIE. +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER I. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +PANDEMONIUM. +</H3> + + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-001.jpg" ALT="dropcap-i" BORDER="0" WIDTH="212" HEIGHT="269"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +t was the morning before the Twelfth, years ago, and nothing like unto +Muirtown Station could have been found in all the travelling world. +For Muirtown, as everybody knows, is the centre which receives the +southern immigrants in autumn, and distributes them, with all their +belongings of servants, horses, dogs, and luggage, over the north +country from Athole to Sutherland. All night, express trains, whose +ordinary formation had been reinforced by horse boxes, carriage trucks, +saloons and luggage vans, drawn by two engines, and pushed up inclines +by a third, had been careering along the three iron trunk roads that +run from London to the North. Four hours ago they had forced the +border, that used to be more jealously guarded, and had begun to +converge on their terminus. Passengers, awakened by the caller air and +looking out still half asleep, miss the undisciplined hedgerows and +many-shaped patches of pasture, the warm brick homesteads and shaded +ponds of the south. Square fields cultivated up to a foot of the stone +dykes or wire-fencing, the strong grey-stone farm-houses, the +swift-running burns, and the never-distant hills, brace the mind. +Local passengers come in with deliberation, whose austere faces condemn +the luxurious disorder of night travel, and challenge the defence of +Arminian doctrine. A voice shouts "Carstairs Junction," with a command +of the letter <I>r</I>, which is the bequest of an unconquerable past, and +inspires one with the hope of some day hearing a freeborn Scot say +"Auchterarder." The train runs over bleak moorlands with black peat +holes, through alluvial straths yielding their last pickle of corn, +between iron furnaces blazing strangely in the morning light, at the +foot of historical castles built on rocks that rise out of the fertile +plains, and then, after a space of sudden darkness, any man with a soul +counts the ten hours' dust and heat but a slight price for the sight of +the Scottish Rhine flowing deep, clear, and swift by the foot of its +wooded hills, and the "Fair City" in the heart of her meadows. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you see the last wreath of mist floating off the summit of the +hill, and the silver sheen of the river against the green of the woods? +Quick, dad," and the General, accustomed to obey, stood up beside Kate +for the brief glimpse between the tunnel and a prison. Yet they had +seen the snows of the Himalayas, and the great river that runs through +the plains of India. But it is so with Scottish folk that they may +have lived opposite the Jungfrau at Mürren, and walked among the big +trees of the Yosemite Valley, and watched the blood-red afterglow on +the Pyramids, and yet will value a sunset behind the Cuchullin hills, +and the Pass of the Trossachs, and the mist shot through with light on +the sides of Ben Nevis, and the Tay at Dunkeld—just above the +bridge—better guerdon for their eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Ay, lassie"—the other people had left at Stirling, and the General +fell back upon the past—"there 's just one bonnier river, and that's +the Tochty at a bend below the Lodge, as we shall see it, please God, +this evening." +</P> + +<P> +"Tickets," broke in a voice with authority. "This is no the station, +an' ye 'll hae to wait till the first diveesion o' yir train is +emptied. Kildrummie? Ye change, of coorse, but yir branch 'll hae a +lang wait the day. It 'll be an awfu' fecht wi' the Hielant train. +Muirtown platform 'll be worth seein'; it 'll juist be michty," and the +collector departed, smacking his lips in prospect of the fray. +</P> + +<P> +"Upon my word," said the General, taken aback for a moment by the easy +manners of his countryman, but rejoicing in every new assurance of +home, "our people are no blate." +</P> + +<P> +"Is n't it delicious to be where character has not been worn smooth by +centuries of oppression, but where each man is himself? Conversation +has salt here, and tastes in the mouth. We 've just heard two men +speak this morning, and each face is bitten into my memory. Now our +turn has come," and the train wound itself in at last. +</P> + +<P> +Porters, averaging six feet and with stentorian voices, were driving +back the mixed multitude in order to afford foothold for the new +arrivals on that marvellous landing place, which in those days served +for all the trains which came in and all that went out, both north and +south. One man tears open the door of a first with commanding gesture. +"A' change and hurry up. Na, na," rejecting the offer of a private +engagement; "we hev nae time for that trade the day. Ye maun cairry +yir bags yersels; the dogs and boxes 'll tak us a' oor time." He +unlocks an under compartment and drags out a pair of pointers, who fawn +upon him obsequiously in gratitude for their release. "Doon wi' ye," +as one to whom duty denies the ordinary courtesies of life, and he +fastens them to the base of an iron pillar. Deserted immediately by +their deliverer, the pointers made overtures to two elderly ladies, +standing bewildered in the crush, to be repulsed with umbrellas, and +then sit down upon their tails in despair. Their forlorn condition, +left friendless amid this babel, gets upon their nerves, and after a +slight rehearsal, just to make certain of the tune, they lift up their +voices in melodious concert, to the scandal of the two females, who +cannot escape the neighbourhood, and regard the pointers with horror. +Distant friends, also in bonds and distress of mind, feel comforted and +join cheerfully, while a large black retriever, who had foolishly +attempted to obstruct a luggage barrow with his tail, breaks in with a +high solo. Two collies, their tempers irritated by obstacles as they +follow their masters, who had been taking their morning in the +second-class refreshment room, fall out by the way, and obtain as by +magic a clear space in which to settle details; while a fox-terrier, +escaping from his anxious mistress, has mounted a pile of boxes and +gives a general challenge. +</P> + +<P> +Porters fling open packed luggage vans with a swing, setting free a +cataract of portmanteaus, boxes, hampers, baskets, which pours across +the platform for yards, led by a frolicsome black leather valise, whose +anxious owner has fought her adventurous way to the van for the purpose +of explaining to a phlegmatic Scot that he would know it by a broken +strap, and must lift it out gently, for it contained breakables. +</P> + +<P> +"It can gang itsel, that ane," as the afflicted woman followed its +reckless progress with a wail. "Sall, if they were a' as clever on +their feet as yon box there wud be less tribble," and with two +assistants he falls upon the congested mass within. They perform +prodigies of strength, handling huge trunks that ought to have filled +some woman with repentance as if they were Gladstone bags, and light +weights as if they were paper parcels. With unerring scent they detect +the latest label among the remains of past history, and the air +resounds with "Hielant train," "Aiberdeen fast," "Aiberdeen slow," +"Muirtown"—this with indifference—and at a time "Dunleith," and once +"Kildrummie," with much contempt. By this time stacks of baggage of +varying size have been erected, the largest of which is a pyramid in +shape, with a very uncertain apex. +</P> + +<P> +Male passengers—heads of families and new to Muirtown—hover anxiously +round the outskirts, and goaded on by female commands, rush into the +heart of the fray for the purpose of claiming a piece of luggage, which +turns out to be some other person's, and retire hastily after a +fair-sized portmanteau descends on their toes, and the sharp edge of a +trunk takes them in the small of the back. Footmen with gloves and +superior airs make gentlemanly efforts to collect the family luggage, +and are rewarded by having some hopelessly vulgar tin boxes, heavily +roped, deposited among its initialled glory. One elderly female who +had been wise to choose some other day to revisit her native town, +discovers her basket flung up against a pillar, like wreckage from a +storm, and settles herself down upon it with a sigh of relief. She +remains unmoved amid the turmoil, save when a passing gun-case tips her +bonnet to one side, giving her a very rakish air, and a good-natured +retriever on a neighbouring box is so much taken with her appearance +that he offers her a friendly caress. Restless people—who remember +that their train ought to have left half an hour ago, and cannot +realise that all bonds are loosed on the eleventh—fasten on any man in +a uniform, and suffer many rebuffs. +</P> + +<P> +"There 's nae use asking me," answers a guard, coming off duty and +pushing his way through the crowd as one accustomed to such spectacles; +"a 'm juist in frae Carlisle; get haud o' a porter." +</P> + +<P> +"Cupar Angus?"—this from the porter—"that's the Aiberdeen slow; it's +no made up yet, and little chance o't till the express an' the Hielant +be aff. Whar 'll it start frae?" breaking away; "forrit, a' tell ye, +forrit." +</P> + +<P> +Fathers of families, left on guard and misled by a sudden movement +"forrit," rush to the waiting-room and bring out, for the third time, +the whole expedition, to escort them back again with shame. Barrows +with towering piles of luggage are pushed through the human mass by two +porters, who allow their engine to make its own way with much +confidence, condescending only at a time to shout, "A' say, hey, oot o' +there," and treating any testy complaint with the silent contempt of a +drayman for a costermonger. Old hands, who have fed at their leisure +in callous indifference to all alarms, lounge about in great content, +and a group of sheep farmers, having endeavoured in vain, after one +tasting, to settle the merits of a new dip, take a glance in the +"Hielant" quarter, and adjourn the conference once more to the +refreshment-room. Groups of sportsmen discuss the prospects of +to-morrow in detail, and tell stories of ancient twelfths, while +chieftains from London, in full Highland dress, are painfully conscious +of the whiteness of their legs. A handful of preposterous people who +persist in going south when the world has its face northwards, threaten +to complain to headquarters if they are not sent away, and an official +with a loud voice and a subtle gift of humour intimates that a train is +about to leave for Dundee. +</P> + +<P> +During this time wonderful manoeuvres have been executed on the lines +of rail opposite the platform. Trains have left with all the air of a +departure and disappeared round the curve outside the station, only to +return in fragments. Half a dozen carriages pass without an engine, as +if they had started on their own account, break vans that one saw +presiding over expresses stand forsaken, a long procession of horse +boxes rattle through, and a saloon carriage, with people, is so much in +evidence that the name of an English Duke is freely mentioned, and +every new passage relieves the tedium of the waiting. +</P> + +<P> +Out of all this confusion trains begin to grow and take shape, and one, +with green carriages, looks so complete that a rumour spreads that the +Hielant train has been made up and may appear any minute in its place. +The sunshine beating through the glass roof, the heat of travel, the +dust of the station, the moving carriages with their various colours, +the shouts of railway officials, the recurring panics of fussy +passengers, begin to affect the nerves. Conversation becomes broken, +porters are beset on every side with questions they cannot answer, +rushes are made on any empty carriages within reach, a child is knocked +down and cries. +</P> + +<P> +Over all this excitement and confusion one man is presiding, untiring, +forceful, ubiquitous—a sturdy man, somewhere about five feet ten, +whose lungs are brass and nerves fine steel wire. He is dressed, as to +his body, in brown corduroy trousers, a blue jacket and waistcoat with +shining brass buttons, a grey flannel shirt, and a silver-braided cap, +which, as time passes, he thrusts further back on his head till its +peak stands at last almost erect, a crest seen high above the conflict. +As to the soul of him, this man is clothed with resolution, courage, +authority, and an infectious enthusiasm. He is the brain and will of +the whole organism, its driving power. Drivers lean out of their +engines, one hand on the steam throttle, their eyes fixed on this man; +if he waves his hands, trains move; if he holds them up, trains halt. +Strings of carriages out in the open are carrying out his plans, and +the porters toil like maniacs to meet his commands. Piles of luggage +disappear as he directs the attack, and his scouts capture isolated +boxes hidden among the people. Every horse box has a place in his +memory, and he has calculated how many carriages would clear the north +traffic; he carries the destination of families in his head, and has +made arrangements for their comfort. "Soon ready now, sir," as he +passed swiftly down to receive the last southerner, "and a second +compartment reserved for you," till people watched for him, and the +sound of his voice, "forrit wi' the Hielant luggage," inspired +bewildered tourists with confidence, and became an argument for +Providence. There is a general movement towards the northern end of +the station; five barrows, whose luggage swings dangerously and has to +be held on, pass in procession; dogs are collected and trailed along in +bundles; families pick up their bags and press after their luggage, +cheered to recognise a familiar piece peeping out from strange goods; a +bell is rung with insistence. The Aberdeen express leaves—its +passengers regarding the platform with pity—and the guard of the last +van slamming his door in triumph. The great man concentrates his force +with a wave of his hand for the <I>tour de force</I> of the year, the +despatch of the Hielant train. +</P> + +<P> +The southern end of the platform is now deserted—the London express +departed half an hour ago with thirteen passengers, very crestfallen +and envious—and across the open centre porters hustle barrows at +headlong speed, with neglected pieces of luggage. Along the edge of +the Highland platform there stretches a solid mass of life, +close-packed, motionless, silent, composed of tourists, dogs, families, +lords, dogs, sheep farmers, keepers, clericals, dogs, footmen, +commercials, ladies' maids, grooms, dogs, waiting for the empty train +that, after deploying hither and thither, picking up some trifle, a +horse box or a duke's saloon, at every new raid, is now backing slowly +in for its freight. The expectant crowd has ceased from conversation, +sporting or otherwise; respectable elderly gentlemen brace themselves +for the scramble, and examine their nearest neighbours suspiciously; +heads of families gather their belongings round them by signs and +explain in a whisper how to act; one female tourist—of a certain age +and severe aspect—refreshes her memory as to the best window for the +view of Killiecrankie. The luggage has been piled in huge masses at +each end of the siding; the porters rest themselves against it, taking +off their caps, and wiping their foreheads with handkerchiefs of many +colours and uses. It is the stillness before the last charge; beyond +the outermost luggage an arm is seen waving, and the long coil of +carriages begins to twist into the station. +</P> + +<P> +People who know their ancient Muirtown well, and have taken part in +this day of days, will remember a harbour of refuge beside the +book-stall, protected by the buffers of the Highland siding on one side +and a breakwater of luggage on the other, and persons within this +shelter could see the storming of the train to great advantage. +Carmichael, the young Free Kirk minister of Drumtochty, who had been +tasting the civilisation of Muirtown overnight and was waiting for the +Dunleith train, leant against the back of the bookstall, watching the +scene with frank, boyish interest. Rather under six feet in height, he +passed for more, because he stood so straight and looked so slim, for +his limbs were as slender as a woman's, while women (in Muirtown) had +envied his hands and feet. But in chest measure he was only two inches +behind Saunders Baxter, the grieve of Drumsheugh, who was the standard +of manhood by whom all others were tried and (mostly) condemned in +Drumtochty. Chancing to come upon Saunders putting the stone one day +with the bothy lads, Carmichael had taken his turn, with the result +that his stone lay foremost in the final heat by an inch exactly. +MacLure saw them kneeling together to measure, the Free Kirk minister +and the ploughmen all in a bunch, and went on his way rejoicing to tell +the Free Kirk folk that their new minister was a man of his hands. His +hair was fair, just touched with gold, and he wore it rather long, so +that in the excitement of preaching a lock sometimes fell down on his +forehead, which he would throw back with a toss of his head—a gesture +Mrs. Macfadyen, our critic, thought very taking. His dark blue eyes +used to enlarge with passion in the Sacrament and grow so tender, the +healthy tan disappeared and left his cheeks so white, that the mothers +were terrified lest he should die early, and sent offerings of cream on +Monday morning. For though his name was Carmichael, he had Celtic +blood in him, and was full of all kinds of emotion, but mostly those +that were brave and pure and true. He had done well at the University, +and was inclined to be philosophical, for he knew little of himself and +nothing of the world. There were times when he allowed himself to be +supercilious and sarcastic; but it was not for an occasional jingle of +cleverness the people loved him, or, for that matter, any other man. +It was his humanity that won their hearts, and this he had partly from +his mother, partly from his training. Through a kind providence and +his mother's countryness, he had been brought up among animals—birds, +mice, dormice, guinea-pigs, rabbits, dogs, cattle, horses, till he knew +all their ways, and loved God's creatures as did St. Francis d'Assisi, +to whom every creature of God was dear, from Sister Swallow to Brother +Wolf. So he learned, as he grew older, to love men and women and +little children, even although they might be ugly, or stupid, or +bad-tempered, or even wicked, and this sympathy cleansed away many a +little fault of pride and self-conceit and impatience and hot temper, +and in the end of the days made a man of John Carmichael. The dumb +animals had an instinct about this young fellow, and would make +overtures to him that were a certificate for any situation requiring +character. Horses by the wayside neighed at his approach, and +stretched out their velvet muzzles to be stroked. Dogs insisted upon +sitting on his knees, unless quite prevented by their size, and then +they put their paws on his chest. Hillocks was utterly scandalised by +his collie's familiarity with the minister, and brought him to his +senses by the application of a boot, but Carmichael waived all +apologies. "Rover and I made friends two days ago on the road, and my +clothes will take no injury." And indeed they could not, for +Carmichael, except on Sundays and at funerals, wore a soft hat and suit +of threadbare tweeds, on which a microscopist could have found traces +of a peat bog, moss of dykes, the scale of a trout, and a tiny bit of +heather. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-010"></A> +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-010.jpg" ALT="Carmichael had taken his turn." BORDER="2" WIDTH="327" HEIGHT="444"> +<H3 CLASS="h3left" STYLE="width: 327px"> +Carmichael had taken his turn. +</H3> +<P> +His usual fortune befell him that day in Muirtown Station, for two +retrievers, worming their way through the luggage, reached him, and +made known their wants. +</P> + +<P> +"Thirsty? I believe you. All the way from England, and heat enough to +roast you alive. I 've got no dish, else I 'd soon get water. +</P> + +<P> +"Inverness? Poor chaps, that's too far to go with your tongues like a +lime-kiln. Down, good dogs; I 'll be back in a minute." +</P> + +<P> +You can have no idea, unless you have tried it, how much water a soft +clerical hat can hold—if you turn up the edges and bash down the +inside with your fist, and fill the space to the brim. But it is +difficult to convey such a vessel with undiminished content through a +crowd, and altogether impossible to lift one's eyes. Carmichael was +therefore quite unconscious that two new-comers to the shelter were +watching him with keen delight as he came in bareheaded, flushed, +triumphant—amid howls of welcome—and knelt down to hold the cup +till—drinking time about in strict honour—the retrievers had reached +the maker's name. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you think they would like a biscuit?" said a clear, sweet, low +voice, with an accent of pride and just a flavour of amusement in its +tone. Carmichael rose in much embarrassment, and was quite confounded. +</P> + +<P> +They were standing together—father and daughter, evidently—and there +was no manner of doubt about him. A spare man, without an ounce of +superfluous flesh, straight as a rod, and having an air of command, +with keen grey eyes, close-cropped hair turning white, a clean-shaven +face except where a heavy moustache covered a firm-set mouth—one +recognised in him a retired army man of rank, a colonel at least, it +might be a general; and the bronze on his face suggested long Indian +service. But he might have been dressed in Rob Roy tartan, or been a +naval officer in full uniform, for all Carmichael knew. A hundred +thousand faces pass before your eyes and are forgotten, mere physical +impressions; you see one, and it is in your heart for ever, as you saw +it the first time. Wavy black hair, a low, straight forehead, hazel +eyes with long eyelashes, a perfectly-shaped Grecian nose, a strong +mouth, whose upper lip had a curve of softness, a clear-cut chin with +one dimple, small ears set high in the head, and a rich creamy +complexion—that was what flashed upon Carmichael as he turned from the +retrievers. He was a man so unobservant of women that he could not +have described a woman's dress to save his life or any other person's; +and now that he is married—he is a middle-aged man now and threatened +with stoutness—it is his wife's reproach that he does not know when +she wears her new spring bonnet for the first time. Yet he took in +this young woman's dress, from the smart hat, with a white bird's wing +on the side, and the close-fitting tailor made jacket, to the small, +well-gloved hand in dogskin, the grey tweed skirt, and one shoe, with a +tip on it, that peeped out below her frock. Critics might have hinted +that her shoulders were too square, and that her figure wanted somewhat +in softness of outline; but it seemed to Carmichael that he had never +seen so winsome or high-bred a woman; and so it has also seemed to many +who have gone farther afield in the world than the young minister of +Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael was at that age when a man prides himself on dressing and +thinking as he pleases, and had quite scandalised a Muirtown elder—a +stout gentleman, who had come out in '43, and could with difficulty be +weaned from Dr. Chalmers—by making his appearance on the preceding +evening in amazing tweeds and a grey flannel shirt. He explained +casually that for a fifteen-mile walk flannels were absolutely +necessary, and that he was rather pleased to find that he had come from +door to door in four hours and two minutes exactly. His host was at a +loss for words, because he was comparing this unconventional youth with +the fathers, who wore large white stocks and ambled along at about two +and a half miles an hour, clearing their throats also in a very +impressive way, and seasoning the principles of the Free Kirk with +snuff of an excellent fragrance. It was hard even for the most +generous charity to identify the spirit of the Disruption in such a +figure, and the good elder grew so proper and so didactic that +Carmichael went from bad to worse. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, you would find the congregation in excellent order. The +Professor was a most painstaking man, though retiring in disposition, +and his sermons were thoroughly solid and edifying. They were possibly +just a little above the heads of Drumtochty, but I always enjoyed Mr. +Cunningham myself," nodding his head as one who understood all +mysteries. +</P> + +<P> +"Did you ever happen to hear the advice Jamie Soutar gave the +deputation from Muirtown when they came up to see whether Cunningham +would be fit for the North Kirk, where two Bailies stand at the plate +every day, and the Provost did not think himself good enough to be an +elder?" for Carmichael was full of wickedness that day, and earning a +judgment. +</P> + +<P> +His host indicated that the deputation had given in a very full and +satisfactory report—he was, in fact, on the Session of the North +himself—but that no reference had been made to Jamie. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, you must know," and Carmichael laid himself out for narration, +"the people were harassed with raids from the Lowlands during +Cunningham's time, and did their best in self-defence. Spying makes +men cunning, and it was wonderful how many subterfuges the deputations +used to practise. They would walk from Kildrummie as if they were +staying in the district, and one retired tradesman talked about the +crops as if he was a farmer, but it was a pity that he did n't know the +difference between the cereals. +</P> + +<P> +"'Yon man that wes up aifter yir minister, Elspeth,' Hillocks said to +Mrs. Macfadyen, 'hesna hed muckle money spent on his eddication. "A +graund field o' barley," he says, and as sure as a 'm stannin' here, it +wes the haugh field o' aits.' +</P> + +<P> +"'He 's frae Glaisgie,' was all Elspeth answered, 'and by next Friday +we 'll hae his name an' kirk. He said he wes up for a walk an' juist +dropped in, the wratch.' +</P> + +<P> +"Some drove from Muirtown, giving out that they were English tourists, +speaking with a fine East Coast accent, and were rebuked by Lachlan +Campbell for breaking the Sabbath. Your men put up their trap at the +last farm in Netheraird—which always has grudged Drumtochty its +ministers and borne their removal with resignation—and came up in +pairs, who pretended they did not know one another. +</P> + +<P> +"Jamie was hearing the Professor's last lecture on Justification, and +our people asked him to take charge of the strangers. He found out the +town from their hats, and escorted them to the boundaries of the +parish, assisting their confidences till one of your men—I think it +was the Provost—admitted that it had taken them all their time to +follow the sermon. +</P> + +<P> +"'A 'm astonished at ye,' said Jamie, for the Netheraird man let it +out; 'yon wes a sermon for young fouk, juist milk, ye ken, tae the +ordinar' discoorses. Surely,' as if the thought had just struck him, +'ye werena thinkin' o' callin' Maister Cunningham tae Muirtown. +</P> + +<P> +"'Edinboorgh, noo; that micht dae gin the feck o' the members be +professors, but Muirtown wud be clean havers. There's times when the +Drumtochty fouk themsels canna understand the cratur, he 's that deep. +As for Muirtown'—here Jamie allowed himself a brief rest of enjoyment; +'but ye've hed a fine drive, tae say naethin' o' the traivel.'" +</P> + +<P> +Then, having begun, Carmichael retailed so many of Jamie's most wicked +sayings, and so exalted the Glen as a place "where you can go up one +side and down the other with your dogs, and every second man you meet +will give you something to remember," that the city dignitary doubted +afterwards to his wife "whether this young man was … quite what we +have been accustomed to in a Free Church minister." Carmichael ought +to have had repentances for shocking a worthy man, but instead thereof +laughed in his room and slept soundly, not knowing that he would be +humbled in the dust by mid-day to-morrow. +</P> + +<P> +It seemed to him on the platform as if an hour passed while he, who had +played with a city father, stood, clothed with shame, before this +commanding young woman. Had she ever looked upon a more abject wretch? +and Carmichael photographed himself with merciless accuracy, from his +hair that he had not thrown back to an impress of dust which one knee +had taken from the platform, and he registered a resolution that he +would never be again boastfully indifferent to the loss of a button on +his coat. She stooped and fed the dogs, who did her homage, and he +marked that her profile was even finer—more delicate, more perfect, +more bewitching—than her front face, but he still stood holding his +shapeless hat in his hand, and for the first time in his life had no +words to say. +</P> + +<P> +"They are very polite dogs," and Miss Carnegie gave Carmichael one more +chance; "they make as much of a biscuit as if it were a feast; but I do +think dogs have such excellent manners, they are always so +un-self-conscious." +</P> + +<P> +"I wish I were a dog," said Carmichael, with much solemnity, and +afterwards was filled with thankfulness that the baggage behind gave +way at that moment, and that an exasperated porter was able to express +his mind freely. +</P> + +<P> +"Dinna try tae lift that box for ony sake, man. Sall, ye 're no' +feared," as Carmichael, thirsting for action, swung it up unaided; and +then, catching sight of the merest wisp of white, "A' didna see ye were +a minister, an' the word cam oot sudden." +</P> + +<P> +"You would find it a help to say Northumberland, Cumberland, +Westmoreland, and Durham," and with a smile to Carmichael, still +bareheaded and now redder than ever, Miss Carnegie went along the +platform to see the Hielant train depart. It was worth waiting to +watch the two minutes' scrimmage, and to hear the great man say, as he +took off his cap with deliberation and wiped his brow, "That's anither +year ower; some o' you lads see tae that Dunleith train." There was a +day when Carmichael would have enjoyed the scene to the full, but now +he had eyes for nothing but that tall, slim figure and the white bird's +wing. +</P> + +<P> +When they disappeared into the Dunleith train, Carmichael had a wild +idea of entering the same compartment, and in the end had to be pushed +into the last second by the guard, who knew most of his regular people +and every one of the Drumtochty men. He was so much engaged with his +own thoughts that he gave two English tourists to understand that Lord +Kilspindie's castle, standing amid its woods on the bank of the Tay, +was a recently erected dye work, and that as the train turned off the +North trunk line for Dunleith they might at any moment enter the pass +of Killiecrankie. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER II. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +PEACE. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-020.jpg" ALT="dropcap-t" BORDER="0" WIDTH="230" HEIGHT="277"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +he last stage now, Kit; in less than two hours we'll see Tochty +woods. The very thought makes me a boy again, and it seems yesterday +that I kissed your mother on the door-step of the old lodge and went +off to the Crimean war. +</P> + +<P> +"That's Muirtown Castle over there in the wood—a grand place in its +way, but nothing to our home, lassie. Kilspindie—he was Viscount Hay +then—joined me at Muirtown, and we fought through the weary winter. +He left the army after the war, with lots of honour. A good fellow was +Hay, both in the trenches and the messroom. +</P> + +<P> +"I 've never seen him since, and I dare say he 's forgotten a battered +old Indian. Besides, he's the big swell in this district, and I 'm +only a poor Hielant laird, with a wood and a tumble-down house and a +couple of farms." +</P> + +<P> +"You are also a shameless hypocrite and deceiver, for you believe that +the Carnegies are as old as the Hays, and you know that, though you +have only two farms, you have twelve medals and seven wounds. What +does money matter? it simply makes people vulgar." +</P> + +<P> +"Nonsense, lassie; if a Carnegie runs down money, it's because he has +got none and wishes he had. If you and I had only a few hundreds a +year over the half-pay to rattle in our pockets, we should have lots of +little pleasures, and you might have lived in England, with all sorts +of variety and comfort, instead of wandering about India with a gang of +stupid old chaps who have been so busy fighting that they never had +time to read a book." +</P> + +<P> +"You mean like yourself, dad, and V. C. and Colonel Kinloch? Where +could a girl have found finer company than with my Knights of King +Arthur? And do you dare to insinuate that I could have been content +away from the regiment, that made me their daughter after mother died, +and the army? +</P> + +<P> +"Pleasure!" and Kate's cheek flushed. "I 've had it since I was a +little tot and could remember anything—the bugles sounding reveille in +the clear air, and the sergeants drilling the new drafts in the +morning, and the regiment coming out with the band before and you at +its head, and hearing 'God save the Queen' at a review, and seeing the +companies passing like one man before the General. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you think that's better than tea-drinking, and gossiping, and +sewing meetings, and going for walks in some stupid little hole of a +country town? Oh, you wicked, aggravating dad. Now, what more will +money do?" +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said the General, with much gravity, "if you were even a +moderate heiress there is no saying but that we might pick up a +presentable husband for you among the lairds. As it is, I fancy a +country minister is all you could expect. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't … my ears will come off some day; one was loosened by a cut +in the Mutiny. No, I 'll never do the like again. But some day you +will marry, all the same," and Kate's father rubbed his ears. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I 'm not going to leave you, for nobody else could ever make a +curry to please; and if I do, it will not be a Scotch minister—horrid, +bigoted wretches, V. C. says. Am I like a minister's wife, to address +mothers' meetings and write out sermons? By the way, is there a kirk +at Drumtochty, or will you read prayers to Janet and Donald and me?" +</P> + +<P> +"When I was a lad there was just one minister in Drumtochty, Mr. +Davidson, a splendid specimen of the old school, who, on great +occasions, wore gaiters and a frill with a diamond in the centre; he +carried a gold-headed stick, and took snuff out of a presentation box. +</P> + +<P> +"His son Sandie was my age to a year, and many a ploy we had together; +there was the jackdaw's nest in the ivy on the old tower we harried +together," and the General could only indicate the delightful risk of +the exploit. "My father and the minister were pacing the avenue at the +time, and caught sight of us against the sky. 'It's your rascal and +mine, Laird,' we heard the minister say, and they waited till we got +down, and then each did his duty by his own for trying to break his +neck; but they were secretly proud of the exploit, for I caught my +father showing old Lord Kilspindie the spot, and next time Hay was up +he tried to reach the place, and stuck where the wall hangs over. I +'ll point out the hole this evening; you can see it from the other side +of the den quite plain." +</P> + +<A NAME="img-023"></A> +<IMG CLASS="imgright" SRC="images/img-023.jpg" ALT=""Many a ploy we had together."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="303" HEIGHT="423"> +<H3 CLASS="h3right" STYLE="width: 303px"> +"Many a ploy we had together." +</H3> + +<P> +"Sandie went to the church—I wish every parson were as straight—and +Kilspindie appointed him to succeed the old gentleman, and when I saw +him in his study last month, it seemed as if his father stood before +you, except the breeches and the frill; but Sandie has a marvellous +stock—what havers I 'm deivin' you with, lassie." +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me about Sandie this minute—did he remember the raiding of the +jack-daws?" +</P> + +<P> +"He did," cried the General, in great spirits; "he just looked at me +for an instant—no one knew of my visit—and then he gripped my hands, +and do you know, Kit, he was … well, and there was a lump in my +throat too; it would be about thirty years, for one reason and another, +since we met." +</P> + +<P> +"What did he say? the very words, dad," and Kate held up her finger in +command. +</P> + +<P> +"'Jack, old man, is this really you?'—he held me at arm's +length—'man, div ye mind the jackdaw's nest?'" +</P> + +<P> +"Did he? And he 's to be our padre. I know I 'll love him at once. +Go on, everything, for you 've never told me anything about Drumtochty." +</P> + +<P> +"We had a glorious time going over old times. We fished up every trout +again, and we shot our first day on the moor again with Peter Stewart, +Kilspindie's head keeper, as fine an old Highlander as ever lived. +Stewart said in the evening, 'You 're a pair of prave boys, as becometh +your fathers' sons,' and Sandie gave him two and fourpence he had +scraped for a tip, but I had only one and elevenpence—we were both +kept bare. But he knew better than to refuse our offerings, though he +never saw less than gold or notes from the men that shot at the lodge, +and Sandie remembered how he touched his Highland bonnet and said, 'I +will be much obliged to you both; and you will be coming to the moor +another day, for I hef his lordship's orders.' +</P> + +<P> +"Boys are queer animals, lassie; we were prouder that Peter accepted +our poor little tip than about the muirfowl we shot, though I had three +brace and Sandie four. Highlanders are all gentlemen by birth, and be +sure of this, Kit, it's only that breed which can manage boys and +soldiers. But where am I now?" +</P> + +<P> +"With Sandie—I beg his reverence's pardon—with the Rev. the padre of +Drumtochty," and Kate went over and sat down beside the General to +anticipate any rebellion, for it was a joy to see the warrior turning +into a boy before her eyes. "Well?" +</P> + +<P> +"We had a royal dinner, as it seemed to me. Sandie has a couple of +servants, man and wife, who rule him with a rod of iron, but I would +forgive that for the cooking and the loyalty. After dinner he +disappeared with a look of mystery, and came back with a cobwebbed +bottle of the old shape, short and bunchy, which he carried as if it +were a baby. +</P> + +<P> +"'Just two bottles of my father's port left; we 'll have one to-day to +welcome you back, and we 'll keep the other to celebrate your +daughter's marriage.' He had one sister, younger by ten years, and her +death in girlhood nearly broke his heart. It struck me from something +he said that his love is with her; at any rate, he has never married. +Sandie has just one fault—he would not touch a cheroot; but he snuffs +handsomely out of his father's box. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, I can't say anything about his preaching, but it's bound to +be sensible stuff." +</P> + +<P> +"Bother the sermons; he 's an old dear himself, and I know we shall be +great friends. We 'll flirt together, and you will not have one word +to say, so make up your mind to submit." +</P> + +<P> +"We shall have good days in the old place, lassie; but you know we are +poor, and must live quietly. What I have planned is a couple of handy +women or so in the house with Donald. Janet is going to live at the +gate where she was brought up, but she will look after you well, and we +'ll always have a bed and a glass of wine for a friend. Then you can +have a run up to London and get your things, Kit," and the General +looked wistfully at his daughter, as one who would have given her a +kingdom. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you think your girl cares so much about luxuries and dresses? Of +course I like to look well—every woman does, and if she pretends +otherwise she 's a hypocrite; but money just seems to make some women +hideous. It is enough for me to have you all to myself up in your old +home, and to see you enjoying the rest you have earned. We'll be as +happy as two lovers, dad," and Kate threw an arm round her father's +neck and kissed him. +</P> + +<P> +"We have to change here," as the train began to slow; "prepare to see +the most remarkable railway in the empire, and a guard to correspond." +And then it came upon them, the first sight that made a Drumtochty +man's heart warm, and assured him that he was nearing home. +</P> + +<P> +An engine on a reduced scale, that had once served in the local goods +department of a big station, and then, having grown old and asthmatic, +was transferred on half-pay, as it were, to the Kildrummie branch, +where it puffed between the junction and the terminus half a dozen +times a day, with two carriages and an occasional coal truck. Times +there were when wood was exported from Kildrummie, and then the train +was taken down in detachments, and it was a pleasant legend that, one +market day, when Drumtochty was down in force, the engine stuck, and +Drumsheugh invited the Glen to get out and push. The two carriages +were quite distinguished in construction, and had seen better days. +One consisted of a single first-class compartment in the centre, with a +bulge of an imposing appearance, supported on either side by two +seconds. As no native ever travelled second, one compartment had been +employed as a reserve to the luggage van, so that Drumtochty might have +a convenient place of deposit for calves, but the other was jealously +reserved by Peter Bruce for strangers with second-class tickets, that +his branch might not be put to confusion. The other carriage was +three-fourths third class and one-fourth luggage, and did the real +work; on its steps Peter stood and dispensed wisdom, between the +junction and Kildrummie. +</P> + +<P> +But neither the carriages nor the engine could have made history +without the guard, beside whom the guards of the main line—even of the +expresses that ran to London—were as nothing—fribbles and weaklings. +For the guard of the Kildrummie branch was absolute ruler, lording it +over man and beast without appeal, and treating the Kildrummie +stationmaster as a federated power. Peter was a short man of great +breadth, like unto the cutting of an oak-tree, with a penetrating grey +eye, an immovable countenance, and bushy whiskers. It was understood +that when the line was opened, and the directors were about to fill up +the post of guard from a number of candidates qualified by long +experience on various lines, Peter, who had been simply wasting his +time driving a carrier's cart, came in, and sitting down opposite the +board—two lairds and a farmer—looked straight before him without +making any application. It was felt by all in an instant that only one +course was open, in the eternal fitness of things. Experience was well +enough, but special creation was better, and Peter was immediately +appointed, his name being asked by the chairman afterwards as a +formality. From the beginning he took up a masterful position, +receiving his human cargo at the junction and discharging it at the +station with a power that even Drumtochty did not resist, and a +knowledge of individuals that was almost comprehensive. It is true +that, boasting one Friday evening concerning the "crooded" state of the +train, he admitted with reluctance that "there 's a stranger in the +second I canna mak oot," but it is understood that he solved the +problem before the man got his luggage at Kildrummie. +</P> + +<P> +Perhaps Peter's most famous achievement was his demolition of a south +country bagman, who had made himself unpleasant, and the story was much +tasted by our guard's admirers. This self-important and vivacious +gentleman, seated in the first, was watching Peter's leisurely +movements on the Kildrummie platform with much impatience, and lost all +self-control on Peter going outside to examine the road for any distant +passenger. +</P> + +<P> +"Look here, guard, this train ought to have left five minutes ago, and +I give you notice that if we miss our connection I 'll hold your +company responsible." +</P> + +<P> +At the sound of this foreign voice with its indecent clamour, Peter +returned and took up his position opposite the speaker, while the staff +and the whole body of passengers—four Kildrummie and three Drumtochty, +quite sufficient for the situation—waited the issue. Not one word did +Peter deign to reply, but he fixed the irate traveller with a gaze so +searching, so awful, so irresistible, that the poor man fell back into +his seat and pretended to look out at the opposite window. After a +pause of thirty seconds, Peter turned to the engine-driver. +</P> + +<P> +"They 're a' here noo, an' there 's nae use waitin' langer; ca' awa', +but ye needna distress the engine." +</P> + +<P> +It was noticed that the foolhardy traveller kept the full length of the +junction between himself and Peter till the Dunleith train came in, +while his very back was eloquent of humiliation, and Hillocks offered +his snuff-box ostentatiously to Peter, which that worthy accepted as a +public tribute of admiration. +</P> + +<P> +"Look, Kate, there he is;" and there Peter was, standing in his +favourite attitude, his legs wide apart and his thumbs in his armholes, +superior, abstracted, motionless till the train stopped, when he came +forward. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-029"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG SRC="images/img-029.jpg" ALT="Peter was standing in his favourite attitude." BORDER="2" WIDTH="339" HEIGHT="586"> +<H3 STYLE="width: 339px"> +Peter was standing in his favourite attitude. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Prood tae see ye, General, coming back at laist, an' the Miss wi' ye; +it 'll no be the blame o' the fouk up by gin ye bena happy. Drumtochty +hes an idea o' itsel', and peety the man 'at tries tae drive them, but +they 're couthy. +</P> + +<P> +"This wy, an' a'll see tae yir luggage," and before Peter made for the +Dunleith van it is said that he took off his cap to Kate; but if so, +this was the only time he had ever shown such gallantry to a lady. +</P> + +<P> +Certainly he must have been flustered by something, for he did not +notice that Carmichael, overcome by shyness at the sight of the +Carnegies in the first, had hid himself in the second, till he closed +the doors; then the Carnegies heard it all. +</P> + +<P> +"It's I, Peter," very quietly; "your first has passengers to-day, +and … I 'll just sit here." +</P> + +<P> +"Come oot o' that," after a moment, during which Peter had simply +looked; then the hat and the tweeds came stumbling into the first, +making some sort of a bow and muttering an apology. +</P> + +<P> +"A'll tak' yir ticket, Maister Carmichael," with severity. "General," +suddenly relaxing, "this is the Free Kirk minister of yir pairish, an' +a 'm jidgin' he 'll no try the second again." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael lifted his head and caught Kate's eye, and at the meeting of +humour they laughed aloud. Whereupon the General said, "My daughter, +Miss Carnegie," and they became so friendly before they reached +Kildrummie that Carmichael forgot his disgraceful appearance and when +the General offered him a lift up, simply clutched at the opportunity. +</P> + +<P> +The trap was a four-wheeled dog-cart. Kate drove, with her father by +her side and Carmichael behind, but he found it necessary to turn round +to give information of names and places, and he so managed that he +could catch Kate's profile half the time. +</P> + +<P> +When he got down at the foot of the hill by Hillocks' farm, to go up +the near road, instead thereof he scrambled along the ridge, and looked +through the trees as the carriage passed below; but he did not escape. +</P> + +<P> +"What's he glowerin' at doon there?" Hillocks inquired of Jamie Soutar, +to whom he was giving some directions about a dyke, and Hillocks made a +reconnaissance. "A 'll warrant that's the General and his dochter. +She 's a weel-faured lassie an' speerity-lookin'." +</P> + +<P> +"It cowes a'," said Jamie to himself; "the first day he ever saw her; +but it's aye the way, aince an' ever, or … never." +</P> + +<P> +"What's the Free Kirk, dad?" when Carmichael had gone. "Is it the same +as the Methodists?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, no, quite different. I 'm not up in those things, but I 've heard +it was a lot of fellows who would not obey the laws, and so they left +and made a kirk for themselves, where they do whatever they like. By +the way, that was the young fellow we saw giving the dogs water at +Muirtown. I rather like him; but why did he look such a fool, and try +to escape us at the junction?" +</P> + +<P> +"How should I know? I suppose because he is a … foolish boy. And +now, dad, for the Lodge and Tochty woods." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER III. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A HOME OF MANY GENERATIONS. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-032.jpg" ALT="dropcap-i" BORDER="0" WIDTH="215" HEIGHT="304"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +t was the custom of the former time to construct roads on a straight +line, with a preference for uphill and down, and engineers refused to +make a circuit of twenty yards to secure level ground. There were two +advantages in this uncompromising principle of construction, and it may +be doubtful which commended itself most to the mind of our fathers. +Roads were drained after the simplest fashion, because a standing pool +in the hollow had more than a compensation in the dryness of the ascent +and descent, while the necessity of sliddering down one side and +scrambling up the other reduced driving to the safe average of four +miles an hour—horse-doctors forming a class by themselves, and being +preserved in their headlong career by the particular Providence which +has a genial regard for persons who have too little sense or have taken +too much liquor. Degenerate descendants, anxious to obtain the maximum +of speed with the minimum of exertion, have shown a quite wonderful +ingenuity in circumventing hills, so the road between Drumtochty Manse +and Tochty Lodge gate was duplicated, and the track that plunged into +the hollow was now forsaken of wheeled traffic and overgrown with grass. +</P> + +<P> +"This way, Kate; it's the old road, and the way I came to kirk with my +mother. Yes, it's narrow, but we'll get through and down below—it is +worth the seeing." +</P> + +<P> +So they forced a passage where the overgrown hedges resisted the +wheels, and the trees, wet with a morning shower, dashed Kate's jacket +with a pleasant spray, and the rail of the dog-cart was festooned with +tendrils of honeysuckle and wild geranium. +</P> + +<P> +"There is the parish kirk of Drumtochty," as they came out and halted +on the crest of the hill, "and though it be not much to look at after +the Norman churches of the south, it's a brave old kirk in our fashion, +and well set in the Glen." +</P> + +<P> +For it stood on a knoll, whence the ground sloped down to the Tochty, +and it lay with God's acre round it in the shining of the sun. Half a +dozen old beeches made a shadow in the summer-time, and beat off the +winter's storms. One standing at the west corner of the kirkyard had a +fuller and sweeter view of the Glen than could be got anywhere save +from the beeches at the Lodge; but then nothing like unto that can be +seen far or near, and I have marvelled why painting men have never had +it on their canvas. +</P> + +<P> +"Our vault is at the east end, where the altar was in the old days, and +there our dead of many generations lie. A Carnegie always prayed to be +buried with his people in Drumtochty, but as it happened, two out of +three of our house have fallen on the field, and so most of us have not +had our wish. +</P> + +<P> +"Black John, my great-grandfather, was out in '45, and escaped to +France. He married a Highland lassie orphaned there, and entered the +French service, as many a Scot did before him since the days of the +Scots Guards. But when he felt himself a-dying, he asked leave of the +English government to come home, and he would not die till he laid +himself down in his room in the tower. Then he gave directions for his +funeral, how none were to be asked of the county folk but Drummonds and +Hays and Stewarts from Blair Athole and such like that had been out +with the Prince. And he made his wife promise that she would have him +dressed for his coffin as he fought on Culloden field, for he had kept +the clothes. +</P> + +<P> +"Then he asked that the window should be opened that he might hear the +lilting of the burn below; and he called for my grandfather, who was +only a young lad, and commanded him to enter one of the Scottish +regiments and be a loyal kingsman, since all was over with the Stewarts. +</P> + +<P> +"He said a prayer and kissed his wife's hand, being a courtly +gentleman, and died listening to the sound of the water running over +the stones in the den below." +</P> + +<P> +"It was as good as dying on the field," said Kate, her face flushing +with pride; "that is an ancestor worth remembering; and did he get a +worthy funeral?" +</P> + +<P> +"More than he asked for; his old comrades gathered from far and near, +and some of the chiefs that were out of hiding came down, and they +brought him up this very road, with the pipers playing before the +coffin. Fifty gentlemen buried John Carnegie, and every man of them +had been out with the Prince. +</P> + +<P> +"When they gathered in the stone hall you 'll see soon, his +friend-in-arms, Patrick Murray, gave three toasts. The first was 'the +king,' and every man bared his head; the second was 'to him that is +gone;' the third was 'to the friends that are far awa';' and then one +of the chiefs proposed another, 'to the men of Culloden;' and after +that every gentleman dashed his glass on the floor. Though he was only +a little lad at the time, my grandfather never forgot the sight. +</P> + +<P> +"He also told me that his mother never shed a tear, but looked prouder +than he ever saw her, and before they left the hall she bade each +gentleman good-bye, and to the chief she spoke in Gaelic, being of +Cluny's blood and a gallant lady. +</P> + +<P> +"Another thing she did also which the lad could not forget, for she +brought down her husband's sword from the room in the turret, and +Patrick Murray, of the House of Athole, fastened it above the big +fireplace, where it hangs unto this day, crossed now with my father's, +as you will see, Kate, unless we stand here all day going over old +stories." +</P> + +<P> +"They 're glorious stories, dad; why did n't you tell them to me +before? I want to get into the spirit of the past and feel the +Carnegie blood swinging in my veins before we come to the Lodge. What +did they do afterwards, or was that all?" +</P> + +<P> +"They mounted their horses in the courtyard, and as each man passed out +of the gate he took off his hat and bowed low to the widow, who stood +in a window I will show you, and watched till the last disappeared into +the avenue; but my grandfather ran out and saw them ride down the road +in order of threes, a goodly company of gentlemen. But this sight is +better than horsemen and swords." +</P> + +<P> +They were now in the hollow between the kirk and the Lodge, a cup of +greenery surrounded by wood. Behind, they still saw the belfry through +the beeches; before, away to the right, the grey stone of a turret +showed among the trees. The burn that sang to Black John ran beneath +them with a pleasant sound, and fifty yards of turf climbed up to the +cottage where the old road joined the new and the avenue of the Lodge +began. Over this ascent the branches met, through which the sunshine +glimmered and flickered, and down the centre came a white and brown cow +in charge of an old woman. +</P> + +<P> +"It's Bell Robb, that lives in the cottage there among the bushes. I +was at the parish school with her, Kate—she 's just my age—for we +were all John Tamson's bairns in those days, and got our learning and +our licks together, laird's son and cottar's daughter. +</P> + +<P> +"People would count it a queer mixture nowadays, but there were some +advantages in the former parish school idea; there were lots of +cleverer subalterns in the old regiment, but none knew his men so well +as I did. I had played and fought with their kind. Would you mind +saying a word to Bell … just her name or something?" for this was a +new life to the pride of the regiment, as they called Kate, and +Carnegie was not sure how she might take it. Kate was a lovable lass, +but like every complete woman, she had a temper and a stock of +prejudices. She was good comrade with all true men, although her heart +was whole, and with a few women that did not mince their words or carry +two faces, but Kate had claws inside the velvet, and once she so +handled with her tongue a young fellow who offended her that he sent in +his papers. What she said was not much, but it was memorable, and +every word drew blood. Her father was never quite certain what she +would do, although he was always sure of her love. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you suppose, dad, that I 'm to take up with all your friends of the +jackdaw days? You seem to have kept fine company." Kate was already +out of the dogcart, and now took Bell by the hand. +</P> + +<P> +"I am the General's daughter, and he was telling me that you and he +were playmates long ago. You 'll let me come to see you, and you 'll +tell me all his exploits when he was John Carnegie?" +</P> + +<A NAME="img-038"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-038.jpg" ALT=""I am the General's daughter."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="378" HEIGHT="594"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 378px"> +"I am the General's daughter." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"To think he minded me, an' him sae lang awa' at the weary wars." Bell +was between the laughing and the crying. "We 're lifted to know oor +laird 's a General, and that he's gotten sic honour. There's nae bluid +like the auld bluid, an' the Carnegies cud aye afford to be hamely. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye're like him," and Bell examined Kate carefully; "but a' can tell +yir mither's dochter, a weel-faured mettlesome lady as wes ever seen; +wae 's me, wae 's me for the wars," at the sight of Carnegie's face; +"but ye 'll come in to see Marjorie. A 'll mak her ready," and Bell +hurried into the cottage. +</P> + +<P> +"Marjorie has been blind from her birth. She was the pet of the +school, and now Bell takes care of her. Davidson was telling me that +she wanted to support Marjorie off the wages she earns as a field hand +on the farms, and the parish had to force half-a-crown a week on them; +but hear this." +</P> + +<P> +"Never mind hoo ye look," Bell was speaking. "A' canna keep them +waitin' till ye be snoddit." +</P> + +<P> +"Gie me ma kep, at ony rate, that the minister brocht frae Muirtown, +and Drumsheugh's shawl; it wudna be respectfu' to oor Laird, an' it his +first veesit;" and there was a note of refinement in the voice, as of +one living apart. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I'm here, Marjorie," and the General stooped over the low bed +where the old woman was lying, "and this is my daughter, the only child +left me; you would hear that all my boys were killed." +</P> + +<P> +"We did that, and we were a' wae for ye; a' thocht o' ye and a' saw ye +in yir sorrow, for them 'at canna see ootside see the better inside. +But it 'll be some comfort to be in the hame o' yir people aince mair, +and to ken ye 've dune yir wark weel. It's pleasant for us to think +the licht 'll be burnin' in the windows o' the Lodge again, and that ye +'re come back aifter the wars. +</P> + +<P> +"Miss Kate, wull ye lat me pass ma hand ower yir face, an' then a 'll +ken what like ye are better nor some 'at hes the joy o' seein' ye wi' +their een.… The Glen 'll be the happier for the sicht o' ye; a' +thank ye for yir kindness to a puir woman." +</P> + +<P> +"If you begin to pay compliments, Marjorie, I 'll tell you what I think +of that cap; for the pink is just the very shade for your complexion, +and it's a perfect shape." +</P> + +<P> +"Ma young minister, Maister Carmichael, seleckit it in Muirtown, an' a' +heard that he went ower sax shops to find one to his fancy; he never +forgets me, an' he wrote me a letter on his holiday. A'body likes him +for his bonnie face an' honest ways." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I know him already, Marjorie, for he drove up with us, and I +thought him very nice; but we must go, for you know I 've not yet seen +our home, and I 'm just tingling with curiosity." +</P> + +<P> +"You 'll not leave without breakin' bread; it's little we hae, but we +can offer ye oat-cake an' milk in token o' oor loyalty," and then Bell +brought the elements of Scottish food; and when Marjorie's lips moved +in prayer as they ate, it seemed to Carnegie and his daughter like a +sacrament. So the two went from the fellowship of the poor to their +ancient house. +</P> + +<P> +They drove along the avenue between the stately beeches that stood on +either side and reached out their branches, almost but not quite unto +meeting, so that the sun, now in the south, made a train of light down +which the General and Kate came home. At the end of the beeches the +road wheeled to the right, and Kate saw for the first time the +dwelling-place of her people. Tochty Lodge was of the fourth period of +Scottish castellated architecture, and till it fell into disrepair was +a very perfect example of the sixteenth century mansion-house, where +strength of defence could not yet be dispensed with, for the Carnegies +were too near the Highland border to do without thick walls or to risk +habitation on the ground floor. The buildings had first been erected +on the L plan, and then had been made into a quadrangle, so that on the +left was the main part, with a tower at the south-west corner over the +den, and a wing at the south-east coming out to meet the gate. On the +north-east and north were a tower and rooms now in ruins, and along the +west ran a wall some six feet high with a stone walk three feet from +the top, whence you could look down on the burn. A big gateway, whose +doors were of oak studded with nails, with a grated lattice for +observation, gave entrance to the courtyard. In the centre of the yard +there was an ancient oak and a draw well whose water never failed. The +eastern face was bare of ivy, except at the north corner, where stood +the jackdaws' tower; but the rough grey stone was relieved by the +tendrils and red blossoms of the hardy tropaeolum which despises the +rich soil of the south and the softer air, and grows luxuriantly on our +homely northern houses. As they came to the gateway, the General bade +Kate pull up and read the scroll above, which ran in clear-cut letters— +</P> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +TRY AND THEN<BR> +TRVST BETTER GVDE<BR> +ASSVRANCE<BR> +BOT TRUST NOT<BR> +OR YE TRY FOR FEAR<BR> +OF REPENTANCE.<BR> +</H3> + +<BR> + +<P> +"We 've been a slow dour race, Kit, who never gave our heart lightly, +but having given it, never played the traitor. Fortune has not +favoured us, for acre after acre has gone from our hands, but, thank +God, we 've never had dishonour." +</P> + +<P> +"And never will, dad, for we are the last of the race." +</P> + +<P> +Janet Macpherson was waiting in the deep doorway of the tower, and gave +Kate welcome as one whose ancestors had for four generations served the +Carnegies, since the day Black John had married a Macpherson. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-042"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-042.jpg" ALT="Janet Macpherson was waiting in the deep doorway." BORDER="2" WIDTH="360" HEIGHT="610"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 360px"> +Janet Macpherson was waiting in the deep doorway. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Calf of my heart," she cried, and took Kate in her arms. "It is your +foster-mother that will be glad to see you in the home of your people, +and will be praying that God will give you peace and good days." +</P> + +<P> +Then they went up the winding stone stair, with deep, narrow windows, +and came into the dining-hall where the fifty Jacobites toasted the +king and many a gathering had taken place in the olden time. It was +thirty-five feet long by fifteen broad, and twenty-two feet high. The +floor was of flags over arches below, and the bare stone walls showed +at the windows and above the black oak panelling which reached ten feet +from the ground. The fireplace was six feet high, and so wide that two +could sit on either side within. Upon the mantelpiece the Carnegie +arms stood out in bold relief under the two crossed swords. One or two +portraits of dead Carnegies and some curious weapons broke the monotony +of the walls, and from the roof hung a finely wrought iron candelabra. +The western portion of the hall was separated by a screen of open +woodwork, and made a pleasant dining-room. A door in the corner led +into the tower, which had a library, with Carnegie's bedroom above, and +higher still Kate's room, each with a tiny dressing closet. For the +Carnegies always lived together in this tower, and their guests at the +other end of the hall. The library had two windows. From one you +could look down and see nothing but the foliage of the den, with a +gleam of water where the burn made a pool, and from the other you +looked over a meadow with big trees to the Tochty sweeping round a +bend, and across to the high opposite banks covered with brush-wood. +First they visited Carnegie's room. +</P> + +<P> +"Here have we been born, and died if we did not fall in battle, and +it's not a bad billet after all for an old soldier. Yes, that is your +mother when we were married, but I like this one better," and the +General touched his breast, for he carried his love next his heart in a +silver locket of Indian workmanship. +</P> + +<P> +Three fine deerskins lay on the floor, and one side of the room was +hung with tapestry; but the most striking piece of furnishing in the +room was an oak cupboard, sunk a foot into the wall. +</P> + +<P> +"I 'll show you something in that cabinet after luncheon, Kate; but now +let's see your room." +</P> + +<P> +"How beautiful, and how cunning you have been," and then she took an +inventory of the furniture, all new, but all in keeping with the age of +the room. "You have spent far too much on a very self-willed and +bad-tempered girl, and all I can do is to make you promise that you +will come up here sometimes and let me give you tea in this +window-seat, where we can see the woods and the Tochty." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, Donald," said the General at table to his faithful servant, "how +do you think Drumtochty will suit you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Any place where you and Miss Kate will be living iss a good place for +me, and there are six or maybe four men I hef been meeting that hef the +language, but not good Gaelic—just poor Perthshire talk," for Donald +was a West Highlander, and prided himself on his better speech. +</P> + +<P> +"And what about a kirk, Donald? Aren't you Free like Janet?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes, I am Free; but it iss not to that kirk I will be going most +here, and I am telling Janet that she will be caring more about a man +that hass a pleasant way with him than about the truth." +</P> + +<P> +"What's wrong with things, Donald, since we lay in Edinburgh twenty +years ago, and you used to give me bits of the Free Kirk sermons?" +</P> + +<P> +"It iss all wrong that they hef been going these last years, for they +stand to sing and they sit to pray, and they will be using human himes. +And it iss great pieces of the Bible they hef cut out, and I am told +that they are not done yet, but are going from bad to worse," and +Donald invited questioning. +</P> + +<P> +"What more are they after, man?" +</P> + +<P> +"It will be myself that has found it out, and it iss only what might be +expected, but I am not saying that you will be believing me." +</P> + +<P> +"Out with it, Donald; let's hear what kind of people we 've come +amongst." +</P> + +<P> +"They 've been just fairly left to themselves, and the godless bodies +hef taken to watering the whisky." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IV. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A SECRET CHAMBER. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-046.jpg" ALT="dropcap-t" BORDER="0" WIDTH="210" HEIGHT="270"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +he cabinet now, dad, and at once," when they went up the stairs and +were standing in the room. "Just give me three guesses about the +mystery; but first let me examine." +</P> + +<P> +It was pretty to see Kate opening the doors, curiously carved with +hunting scenes, and searching the interior, tapping with her knuckles +and listening for a hollow sound. +</P> + +<P> +"Is it a treasure we are to find? Then that's one point. Not in the +cabinet? I have it; there is a door into some other place; am n't I +right?" +</P> + +<P> +"Where could it be? We're in a tower cut off from the body of the +Lodge, with a room above and a room below;" and the General sat down to +allow full investigation. +</P> + +<P> +After many journeys up and down the stair, and many questions that +brought no light, Kate played a woman's trick up in her room. +</P> + +<P> +"The General wishes to show me the concealed room in this tower, Janet, +or whatever you call it. Would you kindly tell us how to get entrance? +You need n't come down; just explain to me;" and Kate was very pleasant +indeed. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I am hearing there iss a room in the tower, Miss Kate, that +strangers will not be able to find; and it would be very curious if the +Carnegies did not have a safe place for an honest gentleman when he +wass in a little trouble. All the good houses will have their secret +places, and it will not be easy to find some of them. Oh no; now I +will remember one at Glamis Castle.…" +</P> + +<P> +"Never mind Glamis, nurse, for the General is waiting. Where is the +spring? is it in the oak cabinet?" +</P> + +<P> +"It will be good for the General to be resting himself after his +luncheon, and he will be thinking many things in his room. Oh yes," +continued Janet, settling herself down to narrative, and giving no heed +to Kate's beguiling ways, "old Mary that died near a hundred would be +often telling me stories of the old days when I wass a little girl, and +the one I liked best wass about the hiding of the Duke of Perth." +</P> + +<P> +"You will tell me that to-morrow, when I come down to see your house, +Janet, and to-day you 'll tell me how to open the spring." +</P> + +<P> +"But it would be a pity not to finish the story about the Duke of +Perth, for it goes well, and it will be good for a Carnegie to hear +it." And Kate flung herself into the window-seat, but was hugely +interested all the same. +</P> + +<P> +"Mary wass sitting at her door in the evening, and that would be three +days after Culloden, for the news had been sent by a sure hand from the +Laird, when a man came riding along the road, and as soon as Mary saw +him she knew he wass somebody; but perhaps it will be too long a +story," and Janet began to arrange dresses in a wardrobe. +</P> + +<P> +"No, no; as you have begun it, I want to hear the end, but quick, for +there 's the room to see and the rest of the Lodge before it grows +dark. What like was he?" +</P> + +<P> +"He wass a man that looked as if he would be commanding, but his +clothes were common grey, and stained with the road. He wass very +tired, and could hardly hold himself up in the saddle, and his horse +wass covered with foam. 'Is this Tochty Lodge?' he asked, softening +his voice as one trying to speak humbly. 'I am passing this way, and +have a message for Mistress Carnegie; think you that I can have speech +of her quietly?' +</P> + +<P> +"So Mary will go up and tell the lady that one wass waiting to see her, +and that he seemed a noble gentleman. When they came down to the +courtyard he had drawn water for his horse from the well, and wass +giving him to drink, thinking more of the beast that had borne him than +of his own need, as became a man of birth. +</P> + +<P> +"At the sight of the lady he took off his bonnet and bowed low, and +asked if he might hef a private audience, to which Mistress Carnegie +replied, 'We are private here,' and asked, 'Have you been with my son?' +</P> + +<P> +"'We fought together for the Prince three days since—my name is Perth. +I am escaping for my life, and desire a brief rest, if it please you, +and bring no danger to your house.' +</P> + +<P> +"'Ye had been welcome, my Lord Duke,' and Mary used to show how her +mistress straightened herself, though you were the poorest soldier that +had drawn his sword for the good cause, and ye will stay here till it +be safe for you to escape to France.' +</P> + +<P> +"He wass four weeks hidden in the room, and although the soldiers +searched all the house, they could never find the place, and Mrs. +Carnegie put scorn upon them, asking why they did her so much honour +and whom they sought. Oh yes, it wass a cunning place for the bad +times, and you will be pleased to see it." +</P> + +<P> +"And the secret, Janet," cried Kate, her hand upon the door; "you know +it quite well." +</P> + +<P> +"So does the General, Catherine of my heart," said Janet, "and he will +be liking to show it himself." +</P> + +<P> +So Kate departed in a rage, and gave orders that there be no more +delay, for she would not spend an afternoon seeking for rat-holes. +</P> + +<P> +"No rat-hole, Kit, but a very fair chamber for a hunted man; it is +twenty years and more since this door opened last, for none knows the +trick of it save Janet and myself. There it goes." +</P> + +<P> +A panel in the back of the cabinet slid aside behind its neighbour and +left a passage through which one could squeeze himself with an effort. +</P> + +<P> +"We go up a stair now, and must have light; a candle will do; the air +is perfectly pure, for there 's plenty of ventilation;" and then they +crept up by steps in the thickness of the walls, till they stood in a +chamber under six feet high, but otherwise as large as the bedroom +below. The walls were lined with wood, and there were two tiny slits +that gave air, but hardly any light. The only furniture in the room +was an oaken chest, clasped with iron and curiously locked. +</P> + +<P> +"Our plate chest, Kit; but there 'a not much silver and gold in it, +worse luck for you, lassie; in fact, we're a pack of fools to set store +by it. There 's nothing in the kist but some old clothes, and perhaps +some buckles and such like. I dare say there is a lock of hair also. +Some day we will have a look inside." +</P> + +<P> +"To-day, instantly," and Kate shook her father. "You are a dreadful +hypocrite, for I can see that you would rather Tochty were burned down +than this box be lost. Are there any relics of Prince Charlie in it? +Quick." +</P> + +<P> +"Be patient; it's a difficult key to turn; there now;" but there was +not much to see—only pieces of woollen cloth tightly folded down. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-050"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-050.jpg" ALT=""It's a difficult key to turn."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="344" HEIGHT="326"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 344px"> +"It's a difficult key to turn." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Call Janet, Kate, for she ought to see this opening, and we 'll carry +everything down to my room, for no one could tell what like things are +in this gloom. Yes, Perth lived here for weeks, and used to go up to +the gallery where Black John's mother sat with her maid; but the son +was hiding in the North, and never reached his house till he came to +die." +</P> + +<P> +First of all they came upon a ball dress of the former time, of white +silk, with a sash of Macpherson tartan, besides much fine lace. +</P> + +<P> +"That is the dress your great-grandmother wore as a bride at the Court +of Versailles in the fifties. She was only a lassie, and seemed like +her husband's daughter. The Prince danced with her, and they counted +the dress something to be kept, and that night Locheil and Cluny also +had a reel with Sheena Carnegie, while Black John looked like a young +man, for he had been too sorely wounded to be able to dance with her +himself." And then the General carried down with his own hands a +Highland gentleman's evening dress, trews of the Royal tartan, and a +velvet coat with silver buttons, and a light plaid of fine cloth. +</P> + +<P> +"And this was her husband's dress that night; but why the Stewart +tartan?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, lassie, that is the suit the Prince wore at Holyrood, where he +gave a great ball after Prestonpans, and danced with the Edinburgh +ladies. It was smuggled across to France at last with other things of +the Prince's, and he gave it to Carnegie. 'It will remind you of our +great days,' he said, 'when the Stewarts saw their friends in Mary's +Palace.'" +</P> + +<P> +Last of all, the General lifted out a casket and laid it on his table. +Within it was a brooch, such as might once have been worn either by a +man or a woman; diamonds set in gold, and in the midst a lock of fair +hair. +</P> + +<P> +"Is it really, father?…" And Kate took the jewel in her hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, the Prince's hair—his wedding present to Sheena Macpherson." +</P> + +<P> +Kate kissed it fervently, and passed it to Janet, who placed it +carefully in the box, while the General made believe to laugh. +</P> + +<P> +"Your mother wore the brooch on great occasions, and you will do the +same, Kit, for auld lang syne. There are two or three families left in +Perthshire that will like to see it on your breast." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, and there will maybe be more than two or three that will like to +see the lady that wears it." This from Janet. +</P> + +<P> +"Your compliments are a little late, and you may keep them to yourself, +Janet; it would have been kinder to tell me.…" +</P> + +<P> +"Tell you what?" And the General looked very provoking. +</P> + +<P> +"I hate to be beaten." Kate first looked angry, and then laughed. +"What else is there to see?" +</P> + +<P> +"There is the gallery, which is the one feature in our poor house, and +we will try to reach it from the Duke's hiding-place, for it was a +cleverly designed hole, and had its stair up as well as down." And +then they all came out into one of the strangest rooms you could find +in Scotland, and one that left a pleasant picture in their minds who +had seen it lit of a winter night, and the wood burning on the hearth, +and Kate dancing a reel with Lord Hay or some other brisk young man, +while the General looked on from one of the deep window recesses. +</P> + +<P> +The gallery extended over the hall and Kate's drawing-room, and +measured fifty feet long from end to end. The upper part of the walls +was divided into compartments by an arcading, made of painted pilasters +and flat arches. Each compartment had a motto, and this was on one +side of the fireplace: +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +A nice wyfe and<BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 1em">A back doore</SPAN><BR> +Oft maketh a rich<BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 1em">Man poore.</SPAN><BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +And on the other:— +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +Give liberalye<BR> +To neidfvl folke<BR> +Denye nane of<BR> +Them al for litle<BR> +Thow knawest heir<BR> +In this lyfe of what<BR> +Chaunce may the<BR> +Befall.<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +The glory of the gallery, however, was its ceiling, which was of the +seventeenth century work, and so wonderful that many learned persons +used to come and study it. After the great disaster when the Lodge was +sold and allowed to fall to pieces, this fine work went first, and now +no one examining its remains could have imagined how wonderful it was, +and in its own way how beautiful. This ceiling was of wood, painted, +and semi-elliptical in form, and one wet day, when we knew not what +else to do, Kate and I counted more than three hundred panels. It was +an arduous labour for the neck, and the General refused to help us; but +I am sure that we did not make too many, for we worked time about, +while the General took note of the figures, and our plan was that each +finished his tale of work at some amazing beast, so that we could make +no mistake. Some of the panels were circles, and they were filled in +with coats-of-arms; some were squares and they contained a bestiary of +that day. It was hard indeed to decide whether the circles or the +squares were more interesting. The former had the arms of every family +in Scotland that had the remotest connection with the Carnegies, and +besides swept in a wider field, comprising David, King of Israel, who +was placed near Hector of Troy, and Arthur of Brittany not far from +Moses—all of whom had appropriate crests and mottoes. In the centre +were the arms of our Lord Christ as Emperor of Judea, and the chief +part of them was the Cross. But it came upon one with a curious shock, +to see this coat among the shields of Scottish nobles. There were +beasts that could be recognised at once, and these were sparingly +named; but others were astounding, and above them were inscribed titles +such as these: Shoe-lyon, Musket, Ostray; and one fearsome animal in +the centre was designated the Ram of Arabia. This display of heraldry +and natural history was reinforced by the cardinal virtues in +seventeenth century dress: Charitas as an elderly female of extremely +forbidding aspect, receiving two very imperfectly clad children; and +Temperantia as a furious-looking person—male on the whole rather than +female—pouring some liquor—surely water—from a jug into a cup, with +averted face, and leaving little to be desired. The afternoon sun +shining in through a western window and lingering among the black and +white tracery, so that the marking of a shield came into relief or a +beast suddenly glared down on one, had a weird, old-world effect. +</P> + +<P> +"It's half an armoury and half a menagerie," said Kate, "and I think we +'ll have tea in the library with the windows open to the Glen." And so +they sat together in quietness, with books of heraldry and sport and +ancient Scottish classics and such like round them, while Janet went +out and in. +</P> + +<P> +"So Donald has been obliged to leave his kirk;" for Kate had not yet +forgiven Janet. "He says it's very bad here; I hope you won't go to +such a place." +</P> + +<P> +"What would Donald Macdonald be saying against it?" inquired Janet, +severely. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I don't remember—lots of things. He thought you were making too +much of the minister." +</P> + +<P> +"The minister iss a good man, and hass some Highland blood in him, +though he hass lost his Gaelic, and he will be very pleasant in the +house. If I wass seeing a sheep, and it will be putting on this side +and that, and quarrelling with everybody, do you know what I will be +thinking?" +</P> + +<P> +"That's Donald, I suppose; well?" +</P> + +<P> +"I will say to myself, that sheep iss a goat." And Janet left the room +with the laurels of victory. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER V. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CONCERNING BESOMS. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-056.jpg" ALT="dropcap-i" BORDER="0" WIDTH="178" HEIGHT="265"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +It is one of the miseries of modern life, for which telephones are less +than compensation, that ninety out of a hundred city folk have never +known the comfort and satisfaction of dwelling in a house. When the +sashes are flying away from the windows and the skirting boards from +the floor, and the planks below your feet are a finger breadth apart, +and the pipes are death-traps, it does not matter that the walls are +covered by art papers and plastered over with china dishes. This +erection, wherein human beings have to live and work and fight their +sins and prepare for eternity, is a fraud and a lie. No man compelled +to exist in such an environment of unreality can respect himself or +other people; and if it come to pass that he holds cheap views of life, +and reads smart papers, and does sharp things in business, and that his +talk be only a clever jingle, then a plea in extenuation will be lodged +for him at the Great Assize. Small wonder that he comes to regard the +world of men as an empty show and is full of cynicism, who has shifted +at brief intervals from one shanty to another and never had a fit +dwelling-place all his years. When a prophet cometh from the Eternal +to speak unto modern times as Dante did unto the Middle Ages, and +constructs the other world before our eyes, he will have one circle in +his hell for the builders of rotten houses, and doubtless it will be a +collection of their own works, so that their sin will be its +punishment, as is most fitting and the way of things. +</P> + +<P> +Surely there will also be some corner of heaven kept for the man who, +having received a charge to build the shell wherein two people were to +make a home, laid its foundations deep and raised strong walls that +nothing but gunpowder could rend in pieces, and roofed it over with +oaken timber and lined it with the same, so that many generations might +live therein in peace and honour. Such a house was the Lodge in those +days, although at last beginning to show signs of decay, and it somehow +stirred up the heroic spirit of the former time within a man to sit +before the big fire in the hall, with grim Carnegies looking down from +the walls and daring you to do any meanness, while the light blazing +out from a log was flung back from a sword that had been drawn in the +'15. One was unconsciously reinforced in the secret place of his +manhood, and inwardly convinced that what concerneth every man is not +whether he fail or succeed, but that he do his duty according to the +light which may have been given him until he die. It was also a +regeneration of the soul to awake in a room of the eastern tower, where +the Carnegies' guests slept, and fling up the window, with its small +square panes, to fill one's lungs with the snell northern air, and look +down on the woods glistening in every leaf, and the silver Tochty just +touched by the full risen sun. Miracles have been wrought in that +tower, for it happened once that an Edinburgh advocate came to stay at +the Lodge, who spake after a quite marvellous fashion, known neither in +England nor Scotland; and being himself of pure bourgeois blood, the +fifth son of a factor, felt it necessary to despise his land, from its +kirk downwards, and had a collection of japes at Scottish ways, which +in his provincial simplicity he offered to the Carnegies. It seemed to +him certain that people of Jacobite blood and many travels would have +relished his clever talk, for it is not given to a national decadent to +understand either the people he has deserted or the ancient houses at +whose door he stands. Carnegie was the dullest man living in the +matter of sneering, and Kate took an instant dislike to the mincing +little man, whom she ever afterwards called the Popinjay, and so +handled him with her tongue that his superiority was mightily shaken. +But there was good stuff in the advocate, besides some brains, and +after a week's living in the Lodge, he forgot to wear his eye-glass, +and let his r's out of captivity, and attempted to make love to Kate, +which foolishness that masterful damsel brought to speedy confusion. +It was also said that when he went back to the Parliament House, every +one could understand what he said, and that he got two briefs in one +week, which shows how good it is to live in an ancient house with +honest people. +</P> + +<P> +"Is there a ghost, dad?" They were sitting before the fire in the hall +after dinner—Kate in her favourite posture, leaning forward and +nursing her knee. The veterans and I thought that she always looked at +her best so, with her fine eyes fixed on the fire, and the light +bringing her face into relief against the shadow. We saw her feet +then—one lifted a little from the ground—and V. C. declared they were +the smallest you could find for a woman of her size. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-059"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-059.jpg" ALT="Kate in her favourite position." BORDER="2" WIDTH="344" HEIGHT="425"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 344px"> +Kate in her favourite position. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"She knows it, too," he used to say, "for when a woman has big feet she +always keeps them tucked in below her gown. A woman with an eight-size +glove and feet to correspond is usually a paragon of modesty, and +strong on women's rights." +</P> + +<P> +"Kate's glove is number six, and I think it's a size too big," broke in +the Colonel—we were all lying in the sun on a bank below the beeches +at the time, and the Colonel was understood to be preparing a sermon +for some meeting—"but it's a strong little hand, and a steady; she +used to be able to strike a shilling in the air at revolver practice." +</P> + +<P> +"Ghost, lassie. Oh, in the Lodge, a Carnegie ghost—not one I've ever +heard of; so you may sleep in peace, and I 'm below if you feel lonely +the first night." +</P> + +<P> +"You are most insulting; one would think I were a milksop. I was +hoping for a ghost—a white lady by choice. Did no Carnegie murder his +wife, for instance, through jealousy or quarrelling?" +</P> + +<P> +"The Carnegies have never quarrelled," said the General, with much +simplicity; "you see the men have generally been away fighting, and the +women had never time to weary of them." +</P> + +<P> +"No woman ever wearies of a man unless he be a fool and gives in to +her—then she grows sick of him. Life might be wholesome, but it would +have no smack; it would be like meat without mustard. If a man cannot +rule, he ought not to marry, for his wife will play the fool in some +fashion or other like a runaway horse, and he has half the blame. Why +did he take the box-seat?" and Kate nodded to the fire. "What are you +laughing at?" +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps I ought to be shocked, but the thought of any one trying to +rule you, Kit, tickles me immensely. I have had the reins since you +were a bairn, and you have been a handful. You were a 'smatchit' at +six years old, and a 'trimmie' at twelve, and you are qualifying for +the highest rank in your class." +</P> + +<P> +"What may that be, pray? it seems to me that the Scottish tongue is a +perfect treasure-house for impertinent people. How Scots must +congratulate themselves that they need never be at a loss when they are +angry or even simply frank." +</P> + +<P> +"If it comes to downright swearing, you must go to Gaelic," said the +General, branching off. "Donald used to be quite contemptuous of any +slight efforts at profanity in the barrack yard, although they sickened +me. 'Toots, Colonel; ye do not need to be troubling yourself with such +poor little words, for they are just nothing at all, and yet the bodies +will be saying them over and over again like parrots. Now a Lochaber +man could hef been saying what he wass wanting for fifteen minutes, and +nefer hef used the same word twice, unless he had been forgetting his +Gaelic. It's a peautiful language, the Gaelic, when you will not be +fery well pleased with a man.'" +</P> + +<P> +"That is very good, dad, but I think we were speaking in Scotch, and +you have not told me that nice complimentary title I am living to +deserve. Is 'cutty' the disreputable word? for I think I 've passed +that rank already; it sounds quite familiar." +</P> + +<P> +"No, it's a far more fetching word than 'cutty,' or even than 'randy' +(scold), which you may have heard." +</P> + +<P> +"I have," replied Kate instantly, "more than once, and especially after +I had a difference in opinion with Lieutenant Strange. You called me +one or two names then, dad—-in fact you were quite eloquent; but you +know that he was a bad fellow, and that the regiment was well rid of +him; but I 'm older now, and I have not heard my promotion." +</P> + +<P> +"It's the most vigorous word that Scots have for a particular kind of +woman." +</P> + +<P> +"Describe her," demanded Kate. +</P> + +<P> +"One who has a mind of her own," began the General, carefully, "and a +way, too, who is not easily cowed or managed, who is not …" +</P> + +<P> +"A fool," suggested Kate. +</P> + +<P> +"Who is not conspicuously soft in manner," pursued the General, with +discretion, "who might even have a temper." +</P> + +<P> +"Not a tame rabbit, in fact. I understand what you are driving at, and +I know what a model must feel when she is being painted. And now +kindly pluck up courage and name the picture." And Kate leant back, +with her hand behind her head, challenging the General—if he dared. +"Well?" +</P> + +<P> +"Besom." And he was not at all ashamed, for a Scot never uses this +word without a ring of fondness and admiration in his voice, as of one +who gives the world to understand that he quite disapproves of this +audacious woman, wife or daughter of his, but is proud of her all the +time. It is indeed a necessity of his nature for a Scot to have husks +of reproach containing kernels of compliment, so that he may let out +his heart and yet preserve his character as an austere person, +destitute of vanity and sentiment. +</P> + +<P> +"Accept your servant's thanks, my General. I am highly honoured." And +Kate made a sweeping courtesy, whereupon they both laughed merrily; and +a log blazing up suddenly made an old Carnegie smile who had taken the +field for Queen Mary, and was the very man to have delighted in a besom. +</P> + +<P> +"When I was here in June"—and the General stretched himself in a deep +red leather chair—"I stood a while one evening watching a fair-haired, +blue-eyed little maid who was making a daisy chain and singing to +herself in a garden. Her mother came out from the cottage, and, since +she did not see me, devoured the child with eyes of love. Then +something came into her mind—perhaps that the good man would soon be +home for supper; she rushed forward and seized the child, as if it had +been caught in some act of mischief. 'Come into the hoose, this +meenut, ye little beesom, an' say yir carritches. What's the chief end +o' man?'" +</P> + +<P> +"Could she have been so accomplished at that age?" Kate inquired, with +interest. "Are you sure about the term of endearment? Was the child +visibly flattered?" +</P> + +<P> +"She caught my eye as they passed in, and flung me a smile like one +excusing her mother's fondness. But Davidson hears better things, for +as soon as he appears the younger members of a family are taken from +their porridge and set to their devotions. +</P> + +<P> +"'What are ye glowerin' at there, ye little cutty? Toom (empty) yir +mooth this meenut and say the twenty-third Psalm to the minister.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Life seems full of incident, and the women make the play. What about +the men? Are they merely a chorus?" +</P> + +<P> +"A stranger spending a week in one of our farm-houses would be ready to +give evidence in a court of justice that he had never seen women so +domineering or men so submissive as in Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"And why? Because the housewife who sits in church as if butter would +n't melt in her mouth speaks with much fluency and vigour at home, and +the man says nothing. His normal state is doing wrong and being +scolded from morning till night—for going out without his breakfast, +for not cleaning his boots when he comes in, for spoiling chairs by +sitting on them with wet clothes, for spilling his tea on the +tablecloth, for going away to market with a dusty coat, for visiting +the stable with his Sunday coat, for not speaking at all to visitors, +for saying things he ought n't when he does speak—till the +long-suffering man, raked fore and aft, rushes from the house in +desperation, and outside remarks to himself, by way of consolation, +'Losh keep 's! there 's nae livin' wi' her the day; her tongue 's +little better than a threshing-mill.' His confusion, however, is +neither deep nor lasting, and in a few minutes he has started for a +round of the farm in good heart, once or twice saying 'Sall' in a way +that shows a lively recollection of his wife's gifts." +</P> + +<P> +"Then the men love to be ruled," began Kate, with some contempt; "it +does not give me a higher idea of the district." +</P> + +<P> +"Wait a moment, young woman, for all that goes for nothing except to +show that the men allow the women to be supreme in one sphere." +</P> + +<P> +"In the dairy, I suppose?" +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps; and a very pleasant kingdom, too, as I remember it, when a +hot, thirsty, tired laddie, who had been fishing or ferreting, was +taken into the cool, moist, darkened place, and saw a dish of milk +creamed for his benefit by some sonsy housewife. Sandie and I used to +think her omnipotent, and heard her put the gude man through his +facings with awe, but by-and-by we noticed that her power had limits. +When the matter had to do with anything serious, sowing or reaping or +kirk or market, his word was law. +</P> + +<P> +"He said little, but it was final, and she never contradicted; it was +rare to hear a man call his wife by name; it was usually 'gude wife,' +and she always referred to him as the 'maister.' And without any +exception, these silent, reserved men were 'maister;' they had a look +of authority." +</P> + +<P> +"They gave way in trifles, to rule in a crisis, which is just my idea +of masculine government," expatiated Kate. "A woman likes to say what +she pleases and have her will in little things; she has her way, and if +a man corrects her because she is inaccurate, and nags at her when she +does anything he does not approve, then he is very foolish and very +trying, and if she is not quite a saint, she will make him suffer. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you remember Dr. Pettigrew, that prim little effigy of a man, and +his delightful Irish wife, and how conversation used to run when he was +within hearing?" +</P> + +<P> +"Glad to have a tasting, Kit," and the General lay back in expectation. +</P> + +<P> +"'Oi remember him, as foine an upstanding young officer as ye would +wish to see, six feet in his boots.' +</P> + +<P> +"'About five feet ten, I believe, was his exact height, my dear.' +</P> + +<P> +"'Maybe he was n't full grown then, but he was a good-looking man, and +as pretty a rider as ever sat on a horse. Well, he was a Warwickshire +man …' +</P> + +<P> +"'Bucks, he said himself.' +</P> + +<P> +"'He was maybe born in both counties for all you know.' +</P> + +<P> +"'Alethea,' with a cough and reproving look. +</P> + +<P> +"'At any rate Oi saw him riding in a steeplechase in the spring of '67, +at Aldershot.' +</P> + +<P> +"'It must, I think, have been '66. We were at Gibraltar in '67. +Please be accurate.' +</P> + +<P> +"'Bother your accuracy, for ye are driving the pigs through my story. +Well, Oi was telling ye about the steeplechase Jimmy Brook rode. It +was a mile, and he had led for half, and so he was just four hundred +yards from the post.' +</P> + +<P> +"'A half would be eight hundred and eighty yards.' +</P> + +<P> +"'Oi wish from my heart that geography, arithmetic, memory, and +accuracy, and every other work of Satan were drowned with Moses in the +Red Sea. Go, for any sake, and bring me a glass of irritated water.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Capital," cried the General. "I heard that myself, or something like +it. Pettigrew was a tiresome wretch, but he was devoted to his wife in +his own way." +</P> + +<P> +"Which was enough to make a woman throw things at him, as very likely +Alethea did when they were alone. What a fool he was to bother about +facts; the charm of Lithy was that she had none—dates and such like +would have made her quite uninteresting. The only dates I can quote +myself are the Rebellion and the Mutiny, and I 'll add the year we came +home. I don't like datey women; but then it's rather cheap for one to +say that who does n't know anything," and Kate sighed very becomingly +at the contemplation of her ignorance. +</P> + +<P> +"Except French, which she speaks like a Parisian," murmured the General. +</P> + +<P> +"That's a fluke, because I was educated at the Scotch convent with +these dear old absurd nuns who were Gordons, and Camerons, and +Macdonalds, and did n't know a word of English." +</P> + +<P> +"Who can manage her horse like a rough-rider," continued the General, +counting on his finger, "and dance like a Frenchwoman, and play whist +like a half-pay officer, and—" +</P> + +<P> +"That's not education; those are simply the accomplishments of a besom. +You know, dad, I 've never read a word of Darwin, and I got tired of +George Eliot and went back to Scott." +</P> + +<P> +"I 've no education myself," said the General, ruefully, "except the +Latin the old dominie thrashed into me; and some French which all our +set in Scotland used to have, and … I can hold my own with the +broadsword. When I think of all those young officers know, I wonder we +old chaps were fit for anything." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, you see, dad," and Kate began to count also, "you were made of +steel wire, and were never ill; you could march for a day and rather +enjoy a fight in the evening; you would go anywhere, and the men +followed just eighteen inches behind; you always knew what the enemy +was going to do before he did it, and you always did what he did n't +expect you to do. That's not half the list of your accomplishments, +but they make a good beginning for a fighting man." +</P> + +<P> +"It will be all mathematics in the future, Kit, and there will be no +fighting at close quarters. The officers will wear gloves and +spectacles—but where are we now, grumbling as if we were sitting in a +club window? Besides, these young fellows can fight as well as pass +exams. You were saying that it was a shame of a man to complain of his +wife flirting," and the General studied the ceiling. +</P> + +<P> +"You know that I never said anything of the kind; some women are flirty +in a nice way, just as some are booky, and some are dressy, and some +are witty, and some are horsey; and I think a woman should be herself. +I should say the right kind of man would be proud of his wife's strong +point, and give her liberty." +</P> + +<P> +"He is to have none, I suppose, but just be a foil to throw her into +relief. Is he to be allowed any opinions of his own?… It looks +hard, that cushion, Kit, and I 'm an old broken-down man." +</P> + +<P> +"You deserve leather, for you know what I think about a man's position +quite well. If he allow himself to be governed by his wife in serious +matters, he is not worth calling a man." +</P> + +<P> +"Like poor Major Macintosh." +</P> + +<P> +"Exactly. What an abject he was before that woman, who was simply—" +</P> + +<P> +"Not a besom, Kate," interrupted the General, anxiously—afraid that a +classical word was to be misused. +</P> + +<P> +"Certainly not, for a besom must be nice, and at bottom a lady—in +fact, a woman of decided character." +</P> + +<P> +"Quite so. You 've hit the bull's-eye, Kit, and paid a neat compliment +to yourself. Have you a word for Mrs. Macintosh?" +</P> + +<P> +"A vulgar termagant"—the General indicated that would do—"who would +call her husband an idiot aloud before a dinner-table, and quarrel like +a fishwife with people in his presence. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, he daren't call his soul his own; he belonged to the kirk, you +know, and there was a Scotch padre, but she marched him off to our +service, and if you had seen him trying to find the places in the +Prayer-book. If a man has n't courage enough to stand by his faith, he +might as well go and hang himself. Don't you think the first thing is +to stick by your religion, and the next by your country, though it cost +one his life?" +</P> + +<P> +"That's it, lassie; every gentleman does." +</P> + +<P> +"She was a disgusting woman," continued Kate, "and jingling with money: +I never saw so many precious stones wasted on one woman; they always +reminded me of a jewel in a swine's snout." +</P> + +<P> +"Kate!" remonstrated her father, "that's …" +</P> + +<P> +"Rather coarse, but it's her blame; and to hear Mrs. Macintosh +calculating what each officer had—I told her we would live in a Lodge +at home and raise our own food. My opinion is that her father was a +publican, and I 'm sure she had once been a Methodist." +</P> + +<P> +"Why?" +</P> + +<P> +"Because she was so Churchy, always talking about celebrations and +vigils, and explaining that it was a sin to listen to a Dissenting +chaplain." +</P> + +<P> +"Then, Kate, if your man—as they say here—tried to make you hold his +views?" +</P> + +<P> +"I wouldn't, and I'd hate him." +</P> + +<P> +"And if he accepted yours?" +</P> + +<P> +"I 'd despise him," replied Kate, promptly. +</P> + +<P> +"You are a perfect contradiction." +</P> + +<P> +"You mean I 'm a woman, and a besom, and therefore I don't pretend to +be consistent or logical, or even fair, but I am right." +</P> + +<P> +Then they went up the west tower to the General's room, and looked out +on the woods and the river, and on a field of ripe corn upon the height +across the river, flooded with the moonlight. +</P> + +<P> +"Home at last, lassie, you and I, and another not far off, maybe." +</P> + +<P> +Kate kissed her father, and said, "One in love, dad … and faith." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VI. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A PLEASAUNCE. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-070.jpg" ALT="dropcap-t" BORDER="0" WIDTH="178" HEIGHT="266"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +he General read Morning Prayers in brief, omitting the Psalms and +lessons, and then after breakfast, with much gossip and ancient stories +from Donald, the father and daughter went out to survey their domain, +and though there be many larger, yet there can be few more romantic in +the north. That Carnegie had a fine eye and a sense of things who, out +of all the Glen—for the Hays had little in Drumtochty in those +days—fastened on the site of the Lodge and planted three miles of +wood, birch and oak, and beech and ash, with the rowan tree, along the +river that goes out and in seven times in that distance, so that his +descendants might have a fastness for their habitation and their +children might grow up in kindly woods on which the south sun beats +from early spring till late autumn, and within the sight and sound of +clean, running water. No wonder they loved their lonely home with +tenacious hearts, and left it only because it was in their blood to be +fighting. They had been out at Langside and Philiphaugh, in the '15 +and the '45, and always on the losing side. The Lodge had never been +long without a young widow and a fatherless lad, but family history had +no warning for him—in fact, seemed rather to be an inspiration in the +old way—for no sooner had the young laird loved and married than he +would hear of another rebellion, and ride off some morning to fight for +that ill-fated dynasty whose love was ever another name for death. +There was always a Carnegie ready as soon as the white cockade appeared +anywhere in Scotland, and each of the house fought like the men before +him, save that he brought fewer at his back and had less in his pocket. +Little was left to the General and our Kate, and then came the great +catastrophe that lost them the Lodge, and so the race has now neither +name nor house in Scotland, save in the vault in Drumtochty Kirk. It +is a question whether one is wise to revisit any place where he has +often been in happier times and see it desolate. For me, at least, it +was a mistake, and the melancholy is still upon me. The deserted house +falling at last to pieces, the over-grown garden, the crumbling paths, +the gaping bridges over the little burns, and the loneliness, chilled +one's soul. There was no money to spare in the General's time, but it +is wonderful what one gardener, who has no hours, and works for love's +sake, can do, even in a place that needed half a dozen. Then he was +assisted unofficially by Donald, who declared that working in the woods +was "fery healthy and good for one or two small cuts I happened to get +in India," and Kate gave herself to the garden. The path by the river +was kept in repair, and one never knew when Kate might appear round the +corner. Once I had come down from the cottage on a fine February day +to see the snowdrops in the sheltered nooks, for there were little +dells white as snow at that season in Tochty woods, and Kate, hearing +that I had passed, came of her kindness to take me back to luncheon. +She had on a jacket of sealskin that we greatly admired, and a felt hat +with three grouse feathers on the side, and round her throat a red +satin scarf. The sun was shining on the bend of the path, and she came +into the light singing "Jack o' Hazeldean," walking, as Kate ever did +in song, with a swinging step like soldiers on a march. It seemed to +me that day that she was born to be the wife either of a noble or a +soldier, and I still wish at times within my heart she were Countess of +Kilspindie, for then the Lodge had been a fair sight to-day, and her +father had died in his own room. And other times I have imagined +myself Kilspindie, who was then Lord Hay, and questioned whether I +should have ordered Tochty to be dismantled and left a waste as it is +this day, and would have gone away to the wars, or would not have loved +to keep it in order for her sake, and visited it in the springtime when +the primroses are out, and the autumn when the leaves are blood-red. +Then I declare that Hay, being of a brave stock, and having acted as a +man of honour—for that is known to all now—ought to have put a good +face on his disappointment; but all the time I know one man who would +have followed Lord Hay's suit, and who regrets that he ever again saw +Tochty Lodge. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-072"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-072.jpg" ALT="One gardener who . . . works for love's sake." BORDER="2" WIDTH="360" HEIGHT="487"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 360px"> +One gardener who . . . works for love's sake. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"First of all," said the General as they sallied forth, "we shall go to +the Beeches, and see a view for which one might travel many days, and +pay a ransom." +</P> + +<P> +So they went out into the court with its draw-well, from which they +must needs have a draught. Suddenly the General laid down the cup like +a man in sudden pain, for he was thinking of Cawnpore, and they passed +quickly through the gateway and turned into a path that wound among +great trees that had been planted, it was said, by the Carnegie who +rode with Montrose. They were walking on a plateau stretching out +beyond the line of the Lodge, and therefore commanding the Glen, if one +had eyes to see and the trees were not in the way. Kate laid her hand +on the General's arm beneath an ancient beech, and they stood in +silence to receive the blessing of the place, for surely never is the +soul so open to the voice of nature as by the side of running water and +in the heart of a wood. The fretted sunlight made shifting figures of +brightness on the ground; above the innumerable leaves rustled and +whispered; a squirrel darted along a branch and watched the intruders +with bright, curious eyes; the rooks cawed from the distance; the +pigeons cooed in sweet, sad cadence close at hand. They sat down on +the bare roots at their feet and yielded themselves to the genius of +the forest—the god who will receive the heart torn and distracted by +the fierce haste and unfinished labours and vain ambitions of life, and +will lay its fever to rest and encompass it with the quietness of +eternity. +</P> + +<P> +"Father," whispered Kate, after a while, as one wishing to share +confidences, for there must be something to tell, "where are you?" +</P> + +<P> +"You wish to know? Well, all day I 've been fishing down the stream, +and am coming home, very tired, very dirty, very happy, and I meet my +mother just outside those trees. I am boasting of the fish that I have +caught, none of which, I 'm sure, can be less than half a pound. She +is rating me for my appearance and beseeching me to keep at a distance. +Then I go home and down into the vaulted kitchen, where Janet's mother +gives me joyous welcome, and produces dainties saved from dinner for my +eating. The trouts are now at biggest only a quarter of a pound, for +they have to be cooked as a final course, but those that were hooked +and escaped are each a pound, except one in the hole below Lynedoch +Bridge, which was two pounds to an ounce. Afterwards I make a brave +attempt to rehearse the day in the gunroom to Sandie, who first taught +me to cast a line, and fall fast asleep, and, being shaken up, sneak +off to bed, creeping slowly up the stair, where the light is falling, +to the little room above yours, where, as I am falling over, I seem to +hear my mother's voice as in this sighing of the wind. Ah me, what a +day it was! And you, Kit?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I was back in the convent with my nuns, and Sister Flora was +trying to teach me English grammar in good French, and I was correcting +her in bad French, and she begins to laugh because it is all so droll. +'I am Scotch, and I teach you English all wrong, and you tell me what I +ought to say in French which is all wrong; let us go into the garden,' +for she was a perfect love, and always covered my faults. I am sitting +in the arbour, and the Sister brings a pear that has fallen. 'I do not +think it is wicked,' she says, and I say it is simply a duty to eat up +fallen pears, and we laugh again. As we sit, they are singing in the +chapel, and I hear 'Ave Maria, ora pro nobis.' Then I think of you, +and the tears will come to my eyes, and I try to hide my face, but the +Sister understands and comforts me. 'Your father is a gallant +gentleman, and the good God pities you, and will keep him in danger,' +and I fondle the Sister, and wonder whether any more pears have fallen. +How peaceful it is within that high wall, which is rough and forbidding +outside, but inside it is hung with greenery, and among the leaves I +see pears and peaches. But I missed you, dad," and Kate touched her +father, for they had a habit of just touching each other gently when +together. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you really think we have been in India, and that you have a dozen +medals, and I am … an old maid?" +</P> + +<P> +"Certainly not, Kit, a mere invention—we are boy and girl, and … +we 'll go on to the view." +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly they came out from the shade into a narrow lane of light, +where some one of the former time, with an eye and a soul, had cleared +a passage among the trees, so that one standing at the inner end and +looking outwards could see the whole Glen, while the outstretched +branches of the beeches shaded his eyes. Morning in the summer-time +about five o'clock was a favourable hour, because one might see the +last mists lift, and the sun light up the face of Ben Urtach, and +evening-tide was better, because the Glen showed wonderfully tender in +the soft light, and the Grampians were covered with glory. But it was +best to take your first view towards noon, for then you could trace the +Tochty upwards as it appeared and reappeared, till it was lost in woods +at the foot of Glen Urtach, with every spot of interest on either side. +Below the kirk it ran broad and shallow, with a bank of brushwood on +one side and a meadow on the other, fringed with low bushes from behind +which it was possible to drop a fly with some prospects of success, +while in quite unprotected situations the Drumtochty fish laughed at +the tempter, and departed with contemptuous whisks of the tail. Above +the haughs was a little mill, where flax was once spun and its lade +still remained, running between the Tochty and the steep banks down +which the glen descended to the river. Opposite this mill the Tochty +ran with strength, escaping from the narrows of the bridge, and there +it was that Weelum MacLure drove across Sir George in safety, because +the bridge was not for use that day. Whether that bridge was really +built by Marshall Wade in his great work of pacifying the Highlands is +very far from certain, but Drumtochty did not relish any trifling with +its traditions, and had a wonderful pride in its solitary bridge, as +well it might, since from the Beeches nothing could well be more +picturesque. Its plan came nearly to an inverted V, and the apex was +just long enough to allow the horses to rest after the ascent, before +they precipitated themselves down the other side. During that time the +driver leant on the ledge, and let his eye run down the river, taking +in the Parish Kirk above and settling on the Lodge, just able to be +seen among the trees where the Tochty below turned round the bend. +What a Drumtochty man thought on such occasions he never told, but you +might have seen even Whinnie nod his head with emphasis. The bridge +stood up clear of banks and woods, grey, uncompromising, +unconventional, yet not without some grace of its own in its high arch +and abrupt descents. One with good eyes and a favouring sun could see +the water running underneath, and any one caught its sheen higher up, +before a wood came down to the water's edge and seemed to swallow up +the stream. Above the wood it is seen again, with a meal mill on the +Tochty left nestling in among the trees, and one would call it the +veriest burn, but it was there that Posty lost his life to save a +little child. And then it dwindles into the thinnest thread of silver, +and at last is seen no more from the beeches. From the Tochty the eye +makes its raids on north and south. The dark, massy pine-woods on the +left side of the glen are broken at intervals by fields as they +threaten to come down upon the river, and their shelter lends an air of +comfort and warmth to the glen. On the right the sloping land is +tilled from the bank above the river up to the edge of the moor that +swells in green and purple to the foot of the northern rampart of +mountains, but on this side also the glen here and there breaks into +belts of fir, which fling their kindly arms round the scattered +farm-houses, and break up the monotony of green and gold with squares +of dark green foliage and the brown of the tall, bare trunks. Between +the meandering stream and the cultivated land and the woods and the +heather and the distant hills, there was such a variety as cannot be +often gathered into the compass of one landscape. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-079"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-079.jpg" ALT="Among the great trees." BORDER="2" WIDTH="356" HEIGHT="560"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 356px"> +Among the great trees. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"And all our own," cried Kate in exultation; "let us congratulate +ourselves." +</P> + +<P> +"I only wish it were, lassie. Why, did n't you understand we have only +these woods and a few acres of ploughed land now?" +</P> + +<P> +"You stupid old dad; I begin to believe that you have had no education. +Of course the Hays have got the land, but we have the view and the joy +of it. This is the only place where one can say to a stranger, 'Behold +Drumtochty,' and he will see it at a flash and at its best." +</P> + +<P> +"You 're brighter than your father, Kit, and a contented lassie to +boot, and for that word I'll take you straight to the Pleasaunce." +</P> + +<P> +"What a charming name; it suggests a fairy world, with all sorts of +beautiful things and people." +</P> + +<P> +"Quite right, Kit"—leading the way down to a hollow, surrounded by +wood and facing the sun, the General opened a door in an ivy-covered +wall—"for there is just one Pleasaunce on the earth, and that is a +garden." +</P> + +<P> +It had been a risk to raise certain people's expectations and then +bring them into Tochty garden, for they can be satisfied with no place +that has not a clean-shaven lawn and beds of unvarying circles, +pyrethrum, calceolaria, and geranium, and brakes of rare roses, and +glass-houses with orchids worth fifty pound each, which is a garden in +high life, full of luxury, extravagance, weariness. As Kate entered, a +moss rose which wandered at its will caught her skirt, and the General +cut a blossom which she fastened in her breast, and surely there is no +flower so winsome and fragrant as this homely rose. +</P> + +<P> +"Like yourself, Miss Carnegie," and the General rallied his simple wit +for the occasion, "very sweet and true, with a thorn, too, if one +gripped it the wrong way." +</P> + +<P> +Whereat he made believe to run, and had the better speed because there +were no gravel walks with boxwood borders here, but alleys of old turf +that were pleasant both to the touch and the eye. In the centre where +all the ways met he capitulated with honours of war, and explained that +he had intended to compare Kate to a violet, which was her natural +emblem, but had succumbed to the temptation of her eyes, "which make +men wicked, Kit, with the gleam that is in them." +</P> + +<P> +"Is n't it a tangle?" Which it was, and no one could look upon it +without keen delight, unless he were a horticultural pedant in whom the +appreciation of nature had been killed by parterres. There was some +principle of order, and even now, when the Pleasaunce is a wilderness, +the traces can be found. A dwarf fruit tree stood at every corner, and +between the trees a three-foot border of flowers kept the peas and +potatoes in their places. But the borders were one sustained, +elaborate, glorified disorder. There were roses of all kinds that have +ever gladdened poor gardens and simple hearts—yellow tea roses, moss +roses with their firm, shapely buds, monthly roses that bore nearly all +the year in a warm spot, the white briar that is dear to north country +people, besides standards in their glory, with full round purple +blossom. Among the roses, compassing them about and jostling one +another, some later, some earlier in bloom, most of them together in +the glad summer days, one could find to his hand wall-flowers and +primroses, sweet-william and dusty-miller, daisies red and white, +forget-me-nots and pansies, pinks and carnations, marigolds and phloxes +of many varieties. The confusion of colours was preposterous, and +showed an utter want of aesthetic sense. In fact, one may confess that +the Lodge garden was only one degree removed from the vulgarity and +prodigality of nature. There was no taste, no reserve, no harmony +about that garden. Nature simply ran riot and played according to her +will like a child of the former days, bursting into apple blossom and +laburnum gold and the bloom of peas and the white strawberry flower in +early summer, and then, later in the year, weaving garlands of blazing +red, yellow, white, purple, round beds of stolid roots and brakes of +currant bushes. There was a copper beech, where the birds sang, and +from which they raided the fruit with the skill of Highland caterans. +The Lodge bees lived all day in this garden, save when they went to +reinforce their sweetness from the heather bloom. The big trees stood +round the place and covered it from every wind except the south, and +the sun was ever blessing it. There was one summer-house, a mass of +honeysuckle, and there they sat down as those that had come back to +Eden from a wander year. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, Kit?" +</P> + +<P> +"Thank God for our Pleasaunce." And they would have stayed for hours, +but there was one other spot that had a fascination for the General +neither years nor wars had dulled, and he, who was the most +matter-of-fact and romantic of men, must see and show it to his +daughter before they ceased. +</P> + +<P> +"A mile and more, Kit, but through the woods and by the water all the +way." +</P> + +<P> +Sometimes they went down a little ravine made by a small burn fighting +and wearing its way for ages to the Tochty, and stood on a bridge of +two planks and a handrail thrown over a tiny pool, where the water was +resting on a bed of small pebbles. The oak copse covered the sides of +the tiny glen and met across the streamlet, and one below could see +nothing but greenery and the glint of the waterfall where the burn +broke into the bosky den from the bare heights above. Other times the +path, that allowed two to walk abreast if they wished very much and +kept close together, would skirt the face of the high river bank, and +if you peeped down through the foliage of the clinging trees you could +see the Tochty running swiftly, and the overhanging branches dipping in +their leaves. Then the river would make a sweep and forsake its bank, +leaving a peninsula of alluvial land between, where the geranium and +the hyacinth and the iris grew in deep, moist soil. One of these was +almost clear of wood and carpeted with thick, soft turf, and the river +beside it was broad and shining. +</P> + +<P> +"We shall go down here," said the General, "and I will show you +something that I count the finest monument in Perthshire, or maybe in +broad Scotland." +</P> + +<P> +In the centre of the sward, with trees just touching it with the tips +of their branches, was a little square, with a simple weather-beaten +railing. And the General led Kate to the spot, and stood for a while +in silence. +</P> + +<P> +"Two young Scottish lassies, Kate, who died two hundred years ago, and +were buried here, and this is the ballad— +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"'Bessie Bell and Mary Grey<BR> +They were twa bonnie lassies,<BR> +They biggit a hoose on yonder brae<BR> +And theikit it ower wi' rashes.'"<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Then the General and Kate sat down by the river edge, and he told her +the deathless story,—how in the plague of 1666 they fled to this +district to escape infection; how a lover came to visit one of them and +brought death in his kiss; how they sickened and died; how they were +laid to rest beside the Tochty water; and generations have made their +pilgrimage to the place, so wonderful and beautiful is love. They +loved, and their memory is immortal. +</P> + +<P> +Kate rested her chin on her hand and gazed at the running water, which +continued while men and women live and love and die. +</P> + +<P> +"He ought not to have come; it was a cowardly, selfish act, but I +suppose," added the General, "he could not keep away." +</P> + +<P> +"Be sure she thought none the less of him for his coming, and I think a +woman will count life itself a small sacrifice for love," and Kate went +over to the grave. +</P> + +<P> +A thrush was singing as they turned to go, and nothing was said on the +way home till they came near the Lodge. +</P> + +<P> +"Who can that be going in, Kate? He seems a padre." +</P> + +<P> +"I do not know, unless it be our fellow traveller from Muirtown; but he +has been redressing himself, and is not improved. +</P> + +<P> +"Father," and Kate stayed the General, as they crossed the threshold of +their home, "we have seen many beautiful things to-day, for which I +thank you; but the greatest was love." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VII. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A WOMAN OF THE NEW DISPENSATION. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-085.jpg" ALT="dropcap-c" BORDER="2" WIDTH="194" HEIGHT="277"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +armichael's aunt, who equipped his house, was determined on one point, +and would not hear of a clerical housekeeper for her laddie. Margaret +Meiklewham—a woman of a severe countenance, and filled with the spirit +of the Disruption—who had governed the minister of Pitscowrie till his +decease, and had been the terror of callow young probationers, offered +herself, and gave instances of her capability. +</P> + +<P> +"Gin ye leave yir nephew in my hands, ye needna hae ony mair concern. +A 'll manage him fine, an' hand him on the richt road. Ye may lippen +tae 't, a' wesna five and thirty year wi' Maister MacWheep for naethin'. +</P> + +<P> +"He wes a wee fractious and self-willed at the off-go, an' wud be +wantin' this an' that for his denner, but he sune learned tae tak' what +wes pit afore him; an' as for gaein' oot withoot tellin' me, he wud as +sune hae thocht o' fleein'; when he cam' in he keepit naethin' back at +his tea. +</P> + +<P> +"Preachin' wes kittle wark in Pitscoorie, for the fouk were awfu' +creetics, though they didna maybe think sae muckle o' themselves as +Drumtochty. A' aye githered their jidgment through the week, an' gin +he hed made a slip meddling wi' warks or sic-like in his sermon, it wes +pit richt next Sabbath, and sovereignty whuppit in at the feenish. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye ken the Auld Kirk hes tae be watchit like a cat wi' a moose, an' +though a' say it as sudna, Maister MacWheep wud hae made a puir job o' +the business himsel'. The pairish meenister wes terrible plausible, +an' askit oor man tae denner afore he wes settled in his poopit, an' he +wes that simple, he wud hae gaen," and Margaret indicated by an +uplifting of her eyebrows the pitiable innocence of MacWheep. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye guidit him, nae doot?" inquired Carmichael's aunt, with interest. +</P> + +<P> +"'Maister MacWheep,' says I," and Miss Meiklewham's lips were very +firm, "'a 'll no deny that the Auld Kirk is Christian, an' a've never +said that a Moderate cudna be savit, but the less trokin' (trafficking) +ye hae wi' them the better. There 's maybe naethin' wrang wi' a +denner, but the next thing 'll be an exchange o' poopits, and the day +ye dae that ye may close the Free Kirk.' +</P> + +<P> +"And the weemen"—here the housekeeper paused as one still lost in +amazement at the audacity with which they had waylaid the helpless +MacWheep—"there wes ae madam in Muirtown that hed the face tae invite +hersel' oot tae tea wi' three dochters, an' the way they wud flatter +him on his sermons wes shamefu'. +</P> + +<P> +"If they didna begin askin' him tae stay wi' them on Presbytery days, +and Mrs. MacOmish hed the face tae peety him wi' naebody but a +hoosekeeper. He lat oot tae me though that the potatoes were as hard +as a stone at denner, an' that he hed juist ae blanket on his bed, +which wesna great management for four weemen." +</P> + +<P> +As Carmichael's aunt seemed to be more and more impressed, Margaret +moistened her lips and rose higher. +</P> + +<P> +"So the next time ma lady comes oot tae see the spring flowers," she +said, "a' explained that the minister wes sae delicate that a' didna +coont it richt for him tae change his bed, and a' thocht it wud be mair +comfortable for him tae come hame on the Presbytery nichts, an' safer. +</P> + +<P> +"What said she? No a word," and Miss Meiklewham recalled the ancient +victory with relish. "She lookit at me, and a' lookit at her, an' +naething passed; but that wes the laist time a' saw her at the manse. +A 've hed experience, and a 'm no feared tae tak' chairge o' yir +nephew." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael's aunt was very deferential, complimenting the eminent woman +on her gifts and achievements, and indicating that it would be hard for +a young Free Kirk minister to obtain a better guardian; but she had +already made arrangements with a woman from the south, and could not +change. +</P> + +<P> +Drumtochty was amazed at her self-will, and declared by the mouth of +Kirsty Stewart that Carmichael's aunt had flown in the face of +Providence. Below her gentle simplicity she was however a shrewd +woman, and was quite determined that her nephew should not be handed +over to the tender mercies of a clerical housekeeper, who is said to be +a heavier yoke than the Confession of Faith, for there be clever ways +of escape from confessions, but none from Margaret Meiklewham; and +while all the churches are busy every year in explaining that their +Articles do not mean what they say, Miss Meiklewham had a snort which +was beyond all she said, and that was not by any means restricted. +</P> + +<P> +"John," said Carmichael's aunt, one day after they had been buying +carpets, "I 've got a housekeeper for you that will keep you +comfortable and can hold her tongue," but neither then nor afterwards, +neither to her nephew nor to Drumtochty, did Carmichael's aunt tell +where she secured Sarah. +</P> + +<P> +"That's my secret, John," she used to say, with much roguishness, "an' +ye maun confess that there 's ae thing ye dinna ken. Ye 'll hae the +best-kept manse in the Presbytery, an' ye 'll hae nae concern, sae be +content." +</P> + +<P> +Which he was, and asked no questions, so that he knew no more of Sarah +the day she left than the night she arrived; and now he sometimes +speculates about her history, but he has no clue. +</P> + +<P> +She was an event in the life of the parish, and there are those who +speak of her unto this day with exasperation. The new housekeeper was +a subject of legitimate though ostentatiously veiled curiosity, and it +was expected that a full biography by Elspeth Macfadyen would be at the +disposal of the kirkyard, as well as the Free Kirk gate, within ten +days of her arrival; it might even be on the following Sabbath, +although it was felt that this was asking too much of Elspeth. +</P> + +<P> +It was on the Friday evening Mrs. Macfadyen called, with gifts of +butter and cream for the minister, and was received with grave, silent +courtesy. While they played with the weather, the visitor made a swift +examination, and she gave the results on Sabbath for what they were +worth. +</P> + +<P> +"A tall, black wumman, spare an' erect, no ill-faured nor ill-made; na, +na, a 'll alloo that; a trig, handy cummer, wi' an eye like a hawk an' +a voice like pussy; nane o' yir gossipin', haverin', stravaigin' kind. +He 'll be clever 'at gets onything out o' her or maks much o' a bargain +wi' her. +</P> + +<P> +"Sall, she 's a madam an' nae mistak'. If that waefu', cunnin', +tramping wratch Clockie didna come tae the door, where I was sittin', +an' askit for the new minister. Ye ken he used tae come an' hear +Maister Cunningham on the principles o' the Disruption for an 'oor, +givin' oot that he wes comin' roond tae the Free Kirk view; then he got +his denner an' a suit o' claithes." +</P> + +<P> +"A' mind o' Clockie gettin' five shillin's ae day," remarked Jamie +Soutar, who was at the Free Kirk that morning; "he hed started Dr. +Chalmers wi' the minister; Dr. Guthrie he coontit to be worth aboot +half-a-croon; but he aince hed three shillin's oot o' the Cardross +case. He wes graund on the doctrine o' speeritual independence, and +terrible drouthy; but a 'm interruptin' ye, Elspeth." +</P> + +<P> +"'The minister is at dinner,' says she, 'and can't be disturbed; he +sees no one at the door.' +</P> + +<P> +"'It's reeligion a 'm come aboot,' says Clockie, stickin' in his foot +tae keep the door open, 'an' a'll juist wait at the fire.' +</P> + +<P> +"'It's more likely to be whisky from your breath, and you will find a +public-house in the village; we give nothing to vagrants here.' Then +she closed the door on his foot, and the language he used in the yard +wesna connectit wi' reeligion." +</P> + +<P> +Drumtochty admitted that this showed a woman of vigour—although our +conventions did not allow us to treat Clockie or any known wastrel so +masterfully—and there was an evident anxiety to hear more. +</P> + +<P> +"Her dress wes black an' fittit like a glove, an' wes set aff wi' a +collar an' cuffs, an' a' saw she hedna come frae the country, so that +wes ae thing settled; yon 's either a toon dress or maybe her ain +makin' frae patterns. +</P> + +<P> +"It micht be Edinburgh or Glesgie, but a' began tae jalouse England +aifter hearin' her hannel Clockie, sae a' watchit fur a word tae try +her tongue." +</P> + +<P> +"Wurk is a gude handy test," suggested Jamie; "the English hae barely +ae r, and the Scotch hae aboot sax in 't." +</P> + +<P> +"She wudna say 't, Jamie, though a' gied her a chance, speakin' aboot +ae wumman daein' a'thing in the manse, sae a' fell back on church, an' +that brocht oot the truth. She didna say 'chich,' so she 's no English +born, and she didna say 'churrrch,' so she 's been oot o' Scotland. It +wes half and between, and so a' said it wud be pleasant for her tae be +in her ain country again, aifter livin' in the sooth." +</P> + +<P> +Her hearers indicated that Elspeth had not fallen beneath herself, and +began to wonder how a woman who had lived in London would fit into +Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"What div ye think she said tae me?" Then Drumtochty understood that +there had been an incident, and that Elspeth as a conversationalist, if +not as a raconteur, had found her equal. +</P> + +<P> +"'You are very kind to think of my movements, but'"—and here Mrs. +Macfadyen spoke very slowly—"'I'm afraid they don't teach home +geography at your school. Paisley is not out of Scotland.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Ye've met yir match, Elspeth," said Jamie, with a hoarse chuckle, and +the situation was apparent to all. It was evident that the new +housekeeper was minded to hide her past, and the choice of her last +residence was a stroke of diabolical genius. Paisley is an ancient +town inhabited by a virtuous and industrious people, who used to make +shawls and now spin thread, and the atmosphere is so literary that it +is believed every tenth man is a poet. Yet people do not boast of +having been born there, and natives will pretend they came from +Greenock. No one can mention Paisley without a smile, and yet no one +can say what amused him. Certain names are the source of perennial +laughter, in which their inhabitants join doubtfully, as persons not +sure whether to be proud or angry. They generally end in an apology, +while the public, grasping vaguely at the purpose of such a place, +settle on it every good tale that is going about the world unprovided +for and fatherless. So a name comes to be bathed in the ridiculous, +and a mere reference to it passes for a stroke of supreme felicity. +</P> + +<P> +"Paisley"—Jamie again tasted the idea—"she 'll be an acqueesition tae +the Glen." +</P> + +<P> +It was Sarah's first stroke of character to arrive without +notice—having utterly baffled Peter at the Junction—and to be in +complete possession of the manse on the return of Carmichael and his +aunt from pastoral visits. +</P> + +<P> +"Sarah," cried the old lady in amazement at the sight of the +housekeeper in full uniform, calm and self-possessed, as one having +been years in this place, "when did ye come?" +</P> + +<P> +"Two hours ago, m'am, and I think I understand the house. Shall I +bring tea into the dining-room, or would you rather have it in the +study?" But she did not once glance past his aunt to Carmichael, who +was gazing in silence at this composed young woman in the doorway. +</P> + +<P> +"This is Sarah, John, who hes come to keep yir house," and his aunt +stepped back. "Sarah, this is my dear laddie, the minister." +</P> + +<P> +Perhaps because her eyes were of a flashing black that pierced one like +a steel blade, Sarah usually looked down in speaking to you, but now +she gave Carmichael one swift, comprehensive look that judged him soul +and body, then her eyes fell, and her face, always too hard and keen, +softened. +</P> + +<P> +"I will try, sir, to make you comfortable, and you will tell me +anything that is wrong." +</P> + +<P> +"You took us by surprise, Sarah," and Carmichael, after his hearty +fashion, seized his housekeeper's hand; "let me bid you welcome to the +manse. I hope you will be happy here, and not feel lonely." +</P> + +<P> +But the housekeeper only bowed, and turned to his aunt. +</P> + +<P> +"Dinner at six? As you were not in, and it did not seem any use +consulting the woman that was here, I am preparing for that hour." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, ye see, Sarah, we have just been taking tea, with something to +it, but if—" +</P> + +<P> +"Gentlemen prefer evening dinner, ma'am." +</P> + +<P> +"Quite right, Sarah," burst in Carmichael in great glee; "tea-dinner is +the most loathsome meal ever invented, and we 'll never have it in the +Free Manse. +</P> + +<P> +"That is an admirable woman, auntie," as Sarah disappeared, "with sound +views on important subjects. I 'll never ask again where she came +from; she is her own testimonial." +</P> + +<P> +"You mauna be extravagant, John; Sarah hes never seen a manse before, +and I must tell her not to—" +</P> + +<P> +"Ruin me, do you mean, by ten courses every evening, like the dinners +West-end philanthropists used to give our men to show them how to +behave at table? We 'll be very economical, only having meat twice a +week—salt fish the other days—but it will always be dinner." +</P> + +<P> +"What ails you at tea-dinner, John? it's very tasty and homely." +</P> + +<P> +"It's wicked, auntie, and has done more injury to religion than +drinking. No, I'm not joking—that is a childish habit—but giving +utterance to profound truth, which ought to be proclaimed on the +house-tops, or perhaps in the kitchens. +</P> + +<P> +"Let me explain, and I 'll make it as plain as day—all heresy is just +bad thinking, and that comes from bad health, and the foundation of +health is food. A certain number of tea-dinners would make a man into +a Plymouth brother. It's a mere question of time. +</P> + +<P> +"You see if a man's digestion is good he takes a cheerful view of +things; but if he is full of bile, then he is sure that everybody is +going to be lost except himself and his little set, and that's heresy. +Apologetics is just dietetics; now there 's an epigram made for you on +the spot, and you don't know what it means, so we 'll have a walk +instead." +</P> + +<P> +His aunt knew what was coming, but was too late to resist, so she was +twice taken round the room for exercise, till she cried out for mercy, +and was left to rest while Carmichael went out to get an appetite for +that dinner. +</P> + +<P> +Nothing was said during its progress, but when Sarah had finally +departed after her first triumph, won under every adverse circumstance +of strangeness and limited resources, Carmichael took his aunt's hand +and kissed it. +</P> + +<P> +"It is an illuminated address you deserve, auntie, for such a paragon; +as it is, I shall be the benefactor of a Presbytery, asking the men up +by turns on fast-days, and sending them home speechless with +satisfaction." +</P> + +<P> +"Sarah was always a clever woman; if she had only—" But Carmichael +heard not, in his boyish excitement of householding. +</P> + +<P> +"Clever is a cold word for such genius. Mark my words, there is not a +manse in Perthshire that shall not sound with the praise of Sarah. I +vow perpetual celibacy on the spot. No man would dream of marrying +that had the privilege of such a housekeeper." +</P> + +<P> +"Ye 're a silly laddie, John; but some day a fair face will change a' +yer life, an' if she be a good wumman like your mother, I 'll thank +God." +</P> + +<P> +"No woman can be compared with her," and the minister sobered. "You +and she have spoiled me for other women, and now you have placed me +beyond temptation with such a cook." +</P> + +<P> +So it came to pass that Carmichael, who knew nothing about fine cooking +till Sarah formed his palate with her cunning sauces, and, after all, +cared as little what he ate as any other healthy young man, boasted of +his housekeeper continually by skilful allusions, till the honest wives +of his fathers and brethren were outraged and grew feline, as any +natural woman will if a servant is flung in her face in this +aggravating fashion. +</P> + +<P> +"I 'm glad to hear you 're so well pleased, Mr. Carmichael," Mrs. +MacGuffie would say, who was full of advice, and fed visitors on the +produce of her garden, "but no man knows comfort till he marries. It's +a chop one day and a steak the next all the year round—nothing tasty +or appetising; and as for his shirts, most bachelors have to sew on +their own buttons. Ah, you all pretend to be comfortable, but I know +better, for Mr. MacGuffie has often told me what he suffered." +</P> + +<P> +Whereat Carmichael would rage furiously, and then, catching sight of +MacGuffie, would bethink him of a Christian revenge. MacGuffie was +invited up to a day of humiliation—Sarah receiving for once <I>carte +blanche</I>—and after he had powerfully exhorted the people from the +words, "I am become like a bottle in the smoke," he was conducted to +the manse in an appropriately mournful condition, and set down at the +table. He was inclined to dwell on the decadence of Disruption +principles during soup, but as the dinner advanced grew wonderfully +cheerful, and being installed in an arm-chair with a cup of decent +coffee beside him, sighed peacefully, and said, "Mr. Carmichael, you +have much cause for thankfulness." Mr. MacGuffie had not come to the +age of sixty, however, without learning something, and he only gave his +curious spouse to understand that Carmichael had done all in his power +to make his guest comfortable, and was not responsible for his +servant's defects. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-096"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-096.jpg" ALT=""Mr. Carmichael, you have much cause for thankfulness."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="294" HEIGHT="460"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 294px"> +"Mr. Carmichael, you have much cause for thankfulness." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +Ladies coming with their husbands to visit the manse, conceived a +prejudice against Sarah on the general ground of dislike to all +housekeepers as a class of servants outside of any mistress's control, +and therefore apt to give themselves airs, and especially because this +one had a subtle suggestion of independent personality that was all the +more irritating because it could not be made plain to the dull male +intelligence, which was sadly deceived. +</P> + +<P> +"What a lucky man Carmichael is on his first venture!" Even Dr. +Dowbiggin, of St. Columba's, Muirtown, grew enthusiastic to his wife in +the privacy of their bedchamber on a sacramental visit, and every one +knows that the Doctor was a responsible man, ministering to four +bailies and making "overtures" to the Assembly, beginning with +"Whereas" and ending with "Venerable House." "I am extremely pleased +to see … everything so nice." +</P> + +<P> +"You mean, James, that you have had a good dinner, far too ambitious +for a young minister's table. Did you ever see an entrée on a +Disruption table, or dessert with finger glasses? I call it +sinful—for the minister of Drumtochty, at least; and I don't believe +he was ever accustomed to such ways. If she attended to his clothes, +it would set her better than cooking French dishes. Did you notice the +coat he was wearing at the station?—just like a gamekeeper. But it is +easy for a woman to satisfy a man; give him something nice to eat, and +he 'll ask no more." +</P> + +<P> +"So far as my recollection serves me, Maria"—the Doctor was ruffled, +and fell into his public style—"I made no reference to food, cooked or +uncooked, and perhaps I may be allowed to say that it is not a subject +one thinks of … at such seasons. What gave me much satisfaction +was to see one of our manses so presentable; as regards the +housekeeper, so far as I had an opportunity of observing, she seemed a +very capable woman indeed," and the Doctor gave one of his coughs, +which were found most conclusive in debate. +</P> + +<P> +"It's easy to be a man's servant," retorted Mrs. Dowbiggin, removing a +vase of flowers from the dressing-table with contempt, "for they never +look below the surface. Did you notice her hands, as white and smooth +as a lady's? You may be sure there 's little scrubbing and brushing +goes on in this manse." +</P> + +<P> +"How do you know, Maria?"—the Doctor was weakening. "You have never +been in the house before." +</P> + +<P> +"We 'll soon see that, James, though I dare say it would never occur to +a man to do such a thing. Did you ever look below the bed?" +</P> + +<P> +"Never," replied the Doctor, promptly, who was not constructed to +stoop, "and I am not going to begin after that … ah … this +evening, with work before me to-morrow. But I would be glad to see +you." +</P> + +<P> +"I have done so every night of my life for fear of robbers, and the +dust I 've seen in strange houses—it's there you can tell a good +servant," and Mrs. Dowbiggin nodded with an air of great sagacity. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," demanded the Doctor, anxiously watching the operation, "guilty +or not guilty?" +</P> + +<P> +"She knew what I would do. I hate those sharp women," and then the +Doctor grew so eloquent over uncharitable judgments and unreasonable +prejudices that his wife denounced Sarah bitterly as a "cunning woman +who got on the blind side of gentlemen." +</P> + +<P> +Her popularity with Carmichael's friends was beyond question, for +though she was a reserved woman, with no voluntary conversation, they +all sent messages to her, inquired for her well-being at Fast-days, and +brought her gifts of handkerchiefs, gloves, and such like. When they +met at Theologicals and Synods they used to talk of Sarah with +unction—till married men were green with envy—being simple fellows +and helpless in the hands of elderly females of the Meiklewham genus. +For there are various arts by which a woman, in Sarah's place, wins a +man's gratitude, and it may be admitted that one is skilful cooking. +Sensible and book-reading men do not hunger for six courses, but they +are critical about their toast and … nothing more, for that is the +pulse. Then a man also hates to have any fixed hour for +breakfast—never thinking of houses where they have prayers at 7.50 +without a shudder—but a man refuses to be kept waiting five minutes +for dinner. If a woman will find his belongings, which he has +scattered over three rooms and the hall, he invests her with many +virtues, and if she packs his portmanteau, he will associate her with +St. Theresa. But if his hostess be inclined to discuss problems with +him, he will receive her name with marked coldness; and if she follow +up this trial with evil food, he will conceive a rooted dislike for +her, and will flee her house. So simple is a man. +</P> + +<P> +When Sarah proposed to Carmichael that she should prepare breakfast +after he rung for his hot water, and when he never caught a hint of +reproach on her face though he sat up till three and came down at +eleven, he was lifted, hardly believing that such humanity could be +found among women, who always seem to have a time table they are +carrying out the livelong day. +</P> + +<P> +"The millennium is near at hand," said MacQueen, when the morning +arrangements of the Free Kirk manse of Drumtochty were made known to +him—MacQueen, who used to arrive without so much as a nightshirt, +having left a trail of luggage behind him at various junctions, and has +written books so learned that no one dares to say that he has not read +them. Then he placed an ounce of shag handy, and Carmichael stoked the +fire, and they sat down, with Beaton, who could refer to the Summa of +St. Thomas Aquinas from beginning to end, and they discussed the +Doctrine of Scripture in the Fathers, and the formation of the Canon, +and the authorship of the Pentateuch till two in the study. Afterwards +they went to MacQueen's room to hear him on the Talmud, and next +adjourned to Beaton's room, who offered a series of twelve preliminary +observations on the Theology of Rupert of Deutz, whereupon his host +promptly put out his candle, leaving that man of supernatural memory to +go to bed in the dark; and as Carmichael pulled up the blind in his own +room, the day was breaking and a blackbird had begun to sing. Next +afternoon Beaton had resumed his observations on Rupert, but now they +were lying among the heather on the side of Glen Urtach, and Carmichael +was asleep, while MacQueen was thinking that they would have a good +appetite for dinner that evening. +</P> + +<P> +Sarah had only one fault to find with her master, and that was his +Bohemian dress; but since it pleased him to go one button less through +studied carelessness, she let him have his way; and as for everything +else, she kept her word to his aunt, and saw that he wanted for +nothing, serving him with perpetual thoughtfulness and swift capacity. +</P> + +<P> +Little passed between them except a good-natured word or two from him +and her courteous answer, but she could read him as a book, and when he +came home that day from Muirtown she saw he was changed. He was +slightly flushed, and he could not sit still, wandering in and out his +study till dinner-time. He allowed the soup to cool, and when she came +in with sweets he had barely touched his cutlet. +</P> + +<P> +"It is the sauce you like, sir," with some reproach in her voice. +</P> + +<P> +"So it is, Sarah—and first rate." Then he added suddenly, "Can you +put a button on this coat to-night, and give it a good brush?" +</P> + +<P> +In the evening Sarah went down to post a letter, and heard the talk, +how Miss Carnegie had come home with the General, and was worthy of her +house; how the minister also had driven up with her from Muirtown; and +on her return she did her best by the coat, handling it very kindly, +and singing softly to herself "Robin Adair." +</P> + +<P> +Next morning he came down in his blacks—the worst-made suit ever seen +on a man, ordered to help a village tailor at his home—and announced +his intention of starting after lunch for Saunderson's manse, beyond +Tochty woods, where he would stay all night. +</P> + +<P> +"He will call on the way down, and, if he can, coming back," Sarah said +to herself, as she watched him go, "but it's a pity he should go in +such a coat; it might have been put together with a pitchfork. It only +makes the difference greater, and 't is wider than he knows already. +And yet a woman can marry beneath her without loss; but for a man it is +ruin." +</P> + +<P> +She went up to his room and made it neat, which was ever in disorder on +his leaving, and then she went to a western window and looked into the +far distance. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap08"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VIII. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A WOMAN OF THE OLD DISPENSATION. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-102.jpg" ALT="dropcap-e" BORDER="0" WIDTH="209" HEIGHT="293"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +very Sabbath at eleven o'clock, or as soon thereafter as the people +were seated—consideration was always shown to distant figures coming +down from the high glen—Carmichael held what might be called High Mass +in the Free Kirk. Nothing was used in praise but the Psalms of David, +with an occasional Paraphrase sanctioned by usage and sound teaching. +The prayers were expected to be elaborate in expression and careful in +statement, and it was then that they prayed for the Queen and Houses of +Parliament. And the sermon was the event to which the efforts of the +minister and the thoughts of the people had been moving for the whole +week. No person was absent except through sore sickness or urgent farm +duty; nor did rain or snow reduce the congregation by more than ten +people, very old or very young. Carmichael is now minister of a West +End kirk, and, it is freely rumoured in Drumtochty, has preached before +Lords of Session; but he has never been more nervous than facing that +handful of quiet, impenetrable, critical faces in his first kirk. When +the service was over, the people broke into little bands that +disappeared along the west road, and over the moor, and across the +Tochty. Carmichael knew each one was reviewing his sermon head by +head, and, pacing his garden, he remembered the missing points with +dismay. +</P> + +<P> +It was the custom of the Free Kirk minister to go far afield of a +summer evening, and to hold informal services in distant parts of the +parish. This was the joy of the day to him, who was really very young +and hated all conventionalities even unto affectation. He was never +weary of complaining that he had to wear a gown, which was continually +falling back and being hitched over with impatient motions, and the +bands, which he could never tie, and were, he explained to a horrified +beadle in Muirtown, an invention of Satan to disturb the preacher's +soul before his work. Once, indeed, he dared to appear without his +trappings, on the plea of heat, but the visible dismay and sorrow of +the people was so great—some failing to find the Psalm till the first +verse had been sung—that he perspired freely and forgot the middle +head of his discourse. +</P> + +<P> +"It's a mercy," remarked Mrs. Macfadyen to Burnbrae afterward, "that he +didna play that trick when there wes a bairn tae be baptised. It wudna +hae been lichtsome for its fouk; a'body wants a properly ordained +minister. Ye 'll gie him a hint, Burnbrae, for he's young and +fordersome (rash), but gude stuff for a' his pliskies (frolics)." +</P> + +<P> +No one would have liked to see the sacred robes in the places of +evening worship, and Carmichael threw all forms to the winds—only +drawing the line, with great regret and some searchings of heart, at +his tweed jacket. His address for these summer evening gatherings he +studied as he went through the fragrant pine woods or over the moor by +springy paths that twisted through the heather, or along near cuts that +meant leaping little burns and climbing dykes whose top stones were apt +to follow your heels with embarrassing attachment. Here and there the +minister would stop as a trout leapt in a pool, or a flock of wild duck +crossed the sky to Loch Sheuchie, or the cattle thrust inquisitive +noses through some hedge, as a student snatches a mouthful from some +book in passing. For these walks were his best study; when thinking of +his people in their goodness and simplicity, and touched by nature at +her gentlest, he was freed from many vain ideas of the schools and from +artificial learning, and heard the Galilean speak as He used to do +among the fields of corn. He came on people going in the same +direction, but they only saluted, refraining even from the weather, +since the minister's thoughts must not be disturbed, and they were +amazed to notice, that he stooped to pluck a violet in the wood. His +host would come a little way to meet him and explain the arrangements +that had been made for a kirk. Sometimes the meeting-place was the +granary of the farm, with floor swept clean and the wooden shutters +opened for light, where the minister preached against a mixed +background of fanners, corn measures, piles of sacks, and spare +implements of the finer sort; and the congregation, who had come up a +ladder cautiously like hens going to roost—being severally warned +about the second highest step—sat on bags stuffed with straw, boards +resting on upturned pails, while a few older folk were accommodated +with chairs, and some youngsters disdained not the floor. It was +pleasanter in the barn, a cool, lofty, not unimpressive place of +worship, with its mass of golden straw and its open door through which +various kindly sounds of farm life came in and strange visitors +entered. The collies, most sociable of animals, would saunter in and +make friendly advances to Carmichael reading a chapter; then, catching +their master's eye and detecting no encouragement, would suddenly +realise that they were at kirk, and compose themselves to sleep—"juist +like ony Christian," as Hillocks once remarked with envy, his own plank +allowing no liberties—and never taking any part except in a hymn like +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"See the mighty host advancing,<BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 1em">Satan leading on,"</SPAN><BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +which they regarded as recreation rather than worship. +</P> + +<P> +It was also recalled for years that a pet lamb came into Donald +Menzies's barn and wandered about for a while, and Carmichael told that +pretty legend of St. Francis, how he saw a white lamb among the kids, +and burst into tears at the sight, because it reminded him of Jesus +among the sinners. Indeed, these services were very extemporaneous, +with hymns instead of psalms, and sermons without divisions. +Carmichael also allowed himself illustrations from the life around, and +even an anecdote at a time, which was all the more keenly relished that +it would have been considered a confession of weakness in a regular +sermon. He has been heard to say that he came nearer the heart of +things once or twice in the barns than he has ever done since, not even +excepting that famous course of sermons every one talked about last +year, the "Analysis of Doubt," which almost converted two professors to +Christianity, and were heard by the editor of the <I>Caledonian</I> in the +disguise of a street preacher. It was also pleasantly remembered for +long in the parish that Dr. Davidson appeared one evening in Donald +Menzies's barn and joined affably in the "Sweet By-and-Bye." +Afterward, being supplied with a large arm-chair, he heard the address +with much attention—nodding approval four times, if not five—and +pronouncing the benediction with such impressiveness that Donald felt +some hesitation in thrashing his last stack in the place next day. The +Doctor followed up this visit with an exhortation from the pulpit on +the following Sabbath, in which he carefully distinguished such +services by an ordained minister, although held in a barn, from +unlicensed Plymouthistic gatherings held in corn rooms—this at +Milton's amateur efforts—and advised his people in each district to +avail themselves of "my friend Mr. Carmichael's excellent +ministrations," which Papal Bull, being distributed to the furthest +corner of the parish before nightfall, greatly lifted the Free Kirk and +sweetened the blood of the Glen for years. It seemed to me, watching +things in Drumtochty during those days with an impartial mind, that the +Doctor, with his care for the poor, his sympathy for the oppressed, his +interest in everything human, his shrewd practical wisdom, and his wide +toleration, was the very ideal of the parish clergyman. He showed me +much courtesy while I lived in the Cottage, although I did not belong +to his communion, and as my imagination reconstructs the old parish of +a winter night by the fire, I miss him as he used to be on the road, in +the people's homes, in his pulpit, among his books—ever an honourable +and kind-hearted gentleman. +</P> + +<P> +One evening a woman came into Donald Menzies's barn just before the +hour of service, elderly, most careful in her widow's dress, somewhat +austere in expression, but very courteous in her manner. No one +recognised her at the time, but she was suspected to be the forerunner +of the Carnegie household, and Donald offered her a front seat. She +thanked him for his good-will, but asked for a lower place, greatly +delighting him by a reference to the parable wherein the Master rebuked +the ambitious Pharisees who scrambled for chief seats. Their accent +showed of what blood they both were, and that their Gaelic had still +been mercifully left them, but they did not use it because of their +perfect breeding, which taught them not to speak a foreign tongue in +this place. So the people saw Donald offer her a hymn-book and heard +her reply: +</P> + +<P> +"It iss not a book that I will be using, and it will be a peety to take +it from other people;" nor would she stand at the singing, but sat very +rigid and with closed lips. When Carmichael, who had a pleasant tenor +voice and a good ear, sang a solo, then much tasted in such meetings, +she arose and left the place, and the minister thought he had never +seen anything more uncompromising than her pale set face. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-108"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-108.jpg" ALT="Carmichael sang a solo." BORDER="2" WIDTH="535" HEIGHT="341"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 535px"> +Carmichael sang a solo. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +It was evident that she was Free Kirk and of the Highland persuasion, +which was once over-praised and then has been over-blamed, but is never +understood by the Lowland mind; and as Carmichael found that she had +come to live in a cottage at the entrance to the Lodge, he looked in on +his way home. She was sitting at a table reading the Bible, and her +face was more hostile than in the meeting; but she received him with +much politeness, dusting a chair and praying him to be seated. "You +have just come to the district to reside, I think? I hope you will +like our Glen." +</P> + +<P> +"It wass here that I lived long ago, but I hef been married and away +with my mistress many years, and there are not many that will know me." +</P> + +<P> +"But you are not of Drumtochty blood?" inquired the minister. +</P> + +<P> +"There iss not one drop of Sassenach blood in my veins"—this with a +sudden flash. "I am a Macpherson and my husband wass a Macpherson; but +we hef served the house of Carnegie for four generations." +</P> + +<P> +"You are a widow, I think, Mrs. Macpherson?" and Carmichael's voice +took a tone of sympathy. "Have you any children?" +</P> + +<P> +"My husband iss dead, and I had one son, and he iss dead also; that iss +all, and I am alone;" but in her voice there was no weakening. +</P> + +<P> +"Will you let me say how sorry I am?" pleaded Carmichael, "this is a +great grief, but I hope you have consolations." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I will be having many consolations; they both died like brave men +with their face to the enemy. There were six that did not feel fery +well before Ian fell; he could do good work with the sword as well as +the bayonet, and he wass not bad with the dirk at a time." +</P> + +<P> +Neither this woman nor her house were like anything in Drumtochty, for +in it there was a buffet for dishes, and a carved chest and a large +chair, all of old black oak; and above the mantelpiece two broadswords +were crossed, with a circle of war medals beneath on a velvet ground, +flanked by two old pistols. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose those arms have belonged to your people, Mrs. Macpherson; +may I look at them?" +</P> + +<P> +"They are not anything to be admiring, and it wass not manners that I +should hef been boasting of my men. It iss a pleasant evening and good +for walking." +</P> + +<P> +"You were at the meeting, I think?" and Carmichael tried to get nearer +this iron woman. "We were sorry you had to go out before the end. Did +you not feel at home?" +</P> + +<P> +"I will not be accustomed to the theatre, and I am not liking it +instead of the church." +</P> + +<P> +"But surely there was nothing worse in my singing alone than praying +alone?" and Carmichael began to argue like a Scotsman, who always +fancies that people can be convinced by logic, and forgets that many +people, Celts in especial, are ruled by their heart and not by their +head; "do you see anything wrong in one praising God aloud in a hymn, +as the Virgin Mary did?" +</P> + +<P> +"It iss the Virgin Mary you will be coming to next, no doubt, and the +Cross and the Mass, like the Catholics, although I am not saying +anything against them, for my mother's cousins four times removed were +Catholics, and fery good people. But I am a Presbyterian, and do not +want the Virgin Mary." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael learned at that moment what it was to argue with a woman, +and he was to make more discoveries in that department before he came +to terms with the sex, and would have left in despair had it not been +for an inspiration of his good angel. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, Mrs. Macpherson, I did n't come to argue about hymns, but to bid +you welcome to the Glen and to ask for a glass of water, for preaching +is thirsty work." +</P> + +<P> +"It iss black shame I am crying on myself for sitting here and offering +you neither meat nor drink," and she was stung with regret in an +instant. "It iss a little spirits you will be tasting, and this iss +Talisker which I will be keeping for a friend, for whisky iss not for +women." +</P> + +<P> +She was full of attention, but when Carmichael took milk instead of +whisky, her suspicions revived, and she eyed him again. +</P> + +<P> +"You are not one of those new people I am hearing of in the Lowlands +that are wiser than the fery Apostles?" +</P> + +<P> +"What people?" and Carmichael trembled for his new position. +</P> + +<P> +"'Total abstainers' they will call themselves," and the contempt in her +accent was wonderful. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I am not," Carmichael hastened to reassure his hostess; "but there +are worse people than abstainers in the world, and it would be better +if we had a few more. I will stick to the milk, if you please." +</P> + +<P> +"You will take what you please," and she was again mollified; "but the +great ministers always had their tasting after preaching; and I hef +heard one of them say that it wass a sin to despise the Lord's mercies. +You will be taking another glass of milk and resting a little." +</P> + +<P> +"This hospitality reminds me of my mother, Mrs. Macpherson." +Carmichael was still inspired, and was, indeed, now in full sail. "She +was a Highland woman, and had the Gaelic. She sometimes called me Ian +instead of John." +</P> + +<P> +"When you wass preaching about the shepherd finding the sheep, I wass +wondering how you had the way to the heart, and I might have been +thinking, oh yes, I might hef known"—all the time Janet was ever +bringing something new out of the cupboard, though Carmichael only +sipped the milk. "And what wass your mother's name?" +</P> + +<P> +"Farquharson; her people came from Braemar; but they are all dead now, +and I am the last of the race." +</P> + +<P> +"A good clan," cried Janet, in great spirits, "and a loyal; they were +out with the Macphersons in the '45. Will you happen to know whether +your ancestor suffered?" +</P> + +<P> +"That he did, for he shot an English officer dead on his doorstep, and +had to flee the country; it was not a pretty deed." +</P> + +<P> +"Had the officer broken bread with him?" inquired Janet, anxiously. +</P> + +<P> +"No, he had come to quarter himself and his men on him, and said +something rude about the Prince." +</P> + +<P> +"Your ancestor gave him back his word like a gentleman; but he would +maybe hef to stay away for a while. Wass he of the chief's blood?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh no, just a little laird, and he lost his bit of land, and we never +saw the place again." +</P> + +<P> +"He would be a Dunniewassal, and proud it iss I am to see you in my +house; and the Gaelic, will you hef some words?" +</P> + +<P> +"Just the sound of it, Mrs. Macpherson," and he repeated his three +sentences, all that he had learned of his mother, who had become a +Scotswoman in her speech. +</P> + +<P> +"Call me Janet, my dear; and it iss the good Gaelic your mother must +have had, and it makes my heart glad to think my minister iss a +Farquharson, by the mother's side." +</P> + +<P> +"We sing nothing but Psalms at church, Mrs. … Janet, so you will +be pleased, and we stand to pray and sit to sing." +</P> + +<P> +"Tuts, tuts, I am not minding about a bit hime at a time from a friend, +but it iss those Lowlanders meddling with everything I do not like, and +I am hoping to hear you sing again, for it wass a fery pretty tune;" +and the smith, passing along the road when Carmichael left that +evening, heard Janet call him "my dear," and invoke a thousand +blessings on his head. +</P> + +<P> +When he called again in the end of the week to cement the alliance and +secure her presence on Sabbath, Janet was polishing the swords, and was +willing enough to give their history. +</P> + +<P> +"This wass my great-grandfather's, and these two nicks in the blade +were made on the dragoons at Prestonpans; and this wass my husband's +sword, for he wass sergeant-major before he died, a fery brave man, +good at the fighting and the praying too. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe I am wrong, and I do not know what you may be thinking, but +things come into my mind when I am reading the Bible, and I will be +considering that it wass maybe not so good that the Apostles were +fishing people." +</P> + +<P> +"What ails you at fishermen, Janet?" +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing at all but one thing; they are clever at their nets and at +religion, but I am not hearing that they can play with the sword or the +dirk. +</P> + +<P> +"It wass a fery good intention that Peter had that night, no doubt, and +I will be liking him for it when he took his sword to the policeman, +but it wass a mighty poor blow. If Ian or his father had got as near +as that, it would not have been an ear that would have been missing." +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps his head," suggested Carmichael. +</P> + +<P> +"He would not have been putting his nose into honest people's business +again, at any rate," and Janet nodded her head as one who could see a +downright blow that left no regrets; "it hass always made me ashamed to +read about that ear. +</P> + +<P> +"It wass not possible, and it iss maybe no good speaking about it +now"—Janet felt she had a minister now she could open her mind +to—"but it would hef been better if our Lord could hef had twelve +Macphersons for His Apostles." +</P> + +<P> +"You mean they would have been more brave and faithful?" +</P> + +<P> +"There 'wass a price of six thousand pounds, or it might be four, put +on Cluny's head after Culloden, and the English soldiers were all up +and down the country, but I am not hearing that any clansman betrayed +his chief. +</P> + +<P> +"Thirty pieces of silver wass a fery small reward for such a dirty +deed, and him one of the Chief's tail too; it wass a mistake to be +trusting to fisher folk instead of Glen's men. +</P> + +<P> +"There iss something I hef wished," concluded Janet, who seemed to have +given her mind to the whole incident, "that Peter or some other man had +drawn his skean-dhu and slippit it quietly into Judas. We would hef +been respecting him fery much to-day, and it would hef been a good +lesson—oh yes, a fery good lesson—to all traitors." +</P> + +<P> +As they got more confidential, Janet began to speak of signs and +dreams, and Carmichael asked her if she had the second sight. +</P> + +<P> +"No; it iss not a lie I will be telling you, my dear, nor will I be +boasting. I have not got it, nor had my mother, but she heard sounds, +oh yes, and knew what wass coming to pass. +</P> + +<P> +"'Janet,' she would say, 'I have heard the knock three times at the +head of the bed; it will be your Uncle Alister, and I must go to see +him before he dies.'" +</P> + +<P> +"And was she—" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh yes, she wass in time, and he wass expecting her; and once she saw +the shroud begin to rise on her sister, but no more; it never covered +the face before her eyes; but the knock, oh yes, many times." +</P> + +<P> +"Have you known any one that could tell what was happening at a +distance, and gave warning of danger?" for the latent Celt was +awakening in Carmichael, with his love of mystery and his sense of the +unseen. +</P> + +<P> +"Listen, my dear"—Janet lowered her voice as one speaking of sacred +things—"and I will tell you of Ina Macpherson, who lived to a hundred +and two, and had the vision clear and sure. +</P> + +<P> +"In the great war with Russia I wass staying in the clachan of my +people, and then seven lads of our blood were with the Black Watch, and +every Sabbath the minister would pray for them and the rest of the lads +from Badenoch that were away at the fighting. +</P> + +<P> +"One day Ina came into my sister's house, and she said, 'It iss danger +that I am seeing,' and my heart stood still in my bosom for fear that +it wass my own man Hamish. +</P> + +<P> +"'No,' and she looked at me, 'not yet, and not to-day,' but more she +would not say about him. 'Is it my son Ronald?' my sister cried, and +Ina only looked before her. 'It's a sore travail, and round a few +black tartans I see many men in grey, pressing them hard; ochone, +ochone.' +</P> + +<P> +"'It 's time to pray,' I said, and there wass a man in the clachan that +wass mighty in prayer, and we gathered into his kitchen, four and +twenty women and four men, and every one had a kinsman in the field. +</P> + +<P> +"It iss this minute that I hear Dugald crying to the Almighty, +'Remember our lads, and be their help in the day of battle, and give +them the necks of their enemies,' and he might be wrestling for half an +hour, when Ina rose from her knees and said, 'The prayer is answered, +for the tartans have the field, and I see blood on Ronald, but it is +not his own.'" +</P> + +<P> +"And did you ever hear—" +</P> + +<P> +"Wait, my dear, and I will tell you, for the letter came from my +nephew, and this is what he wrote: +</P> + +<P> +"'It wass three to one, and the gloom came on me, for I thought that I +would never see Glenfeshie again, nor the water of the loch, nor the +deer on the side of the hill. Then I wass suddenly strengthened with +all might in the inner man, and it iss five Russians that I hef killed +to my own hands.' +</P> + +<P> +"And so it wass, and a letter came from his captain, who wass of +Cluny's blood, and it will be read in church, and a fery proud woman +wass my sister." +</P> + +<P> +These were the stories that Janet told to her minister in the days +before the Carnegies came home, as well as afterwards, and so she +prepared him to be an easier prey to a soldier's daughter. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap09"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IX. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A DAUGHTER OF DEBATE. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-117.jpg" ALT="dropcap-t" BORDER="0" WIDTH="190" HEIGHT="273"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +hey met under the arch of the gate, and Carmichael returned with the +Carnegies, Kate making much of him and insisting that he should stay to +luncheon. +</P> + +<P> +"You are our first visitor, Mr. Carmichael, and the General says that +we need not expect more than six, so we mean to be very kind to them. +Do you live far from here?" +</P> + +<P> +"Quite near—just two miles west. I happened to be passing; in fact, I +'m going down to the next parish, and I … I thought that I would +like to call and … and bid you welcome;" for Carmichael had not yet +learned the art of conversation, which stands mainly in touching +details lightly and avoiding the letter I. +</P> + +<P> +"It is very cruel of you to be so honest and dispel our flattering +illusions"—Kate marvelled at his mendacity—"we supposed you had come +'anes errand'—I'm picking up Scotch—to call on your new neighbours. +Does the high road pass the Lodge?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh no; the road is eight miles further; but the Drumtochty people take +the near way through the woods; it's also much prettier. I hope you +will not forbid us, General? two people a week is all the traffic." +</P> + +<P> +"Forbid them—not I," said Carnegie, laughing. "A man is not born and +bred in this parish without learning some sense. It would be a right +of way case, and Drumtochty would follow me from court to court, and +would never rest till they had gained or we were all ruined. +</P> + +<P> +"Has it ever struck you, Mr. Carmichael, that one of the differences +between a Highlander and a Scot is that each has got a pet enjoyment? +With the one it's a feud, and with the other it's a lawsuit. A Scot +dearly loves a 'ganging plea.' +</P> + +<P> +"No, no; Tochty woods will be open so long as Kate and I have anything +to say in the matter. The Glen and our people have not had the same +politics, but we 've lived at peace, as neighbours ought to do, with +never a lawsuit even to give a fillip to life." +</P> + +<P> +"So you see, Mr. Carmichael," said Kate, "you may come and go at all +times through our territory; but it would be bare courtesy to call at +the Lodge for afternoon tea." +</P> + +<P> +"Or tiffin," suggested the General; "and we can always offer curry, as +you see. My daughter has a capital recipe she wiled out of an old +Hindoo rascal that cooked for our mess. You really need not take it on +that account," as Carmichael was doing his best in much misery; "it is +only meant to keep old Indians in fair humour—not to be a test of good +manners. By the way, Janet has been sounding your praises, how have +you won her heart?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, very easily—by having some drops of Highland blood in my veins; +and so I am forgiven all my faults, and am credited with all sorts of +excellences." +</P> + +<P> +"Then the Highlanders are as clannish as ever," cried the General. +"Scotland has changed so much in the last half century that the +Highlanders might have become quite unsentimental and matter-of-fact. +</P> + +<P> +"Lowland civilisation only crossed the Highland line after '45, and it +will take more than a hundred and thirty years to recast a Celt. +Scottish education and theology are only a veneer on him, and below he +has all his old instincts. +</P> + +<P> +"So far as I can make out, a Celt will rather fish than plough, and be +a gamekeeper than a workman; but if he be free to follow his own way, a +genuine Highlander would rather be a soldier than anything else under +the sun." +</P> + +<P> +"What better could a man be?" and Kate's eyes sparkled; "they must envy +the old times when their fathers raided the Lowlands and came home with +the booty. It's a pity everybody is so respectable now, don't you +think?" +</P> + +<P> +"Certainly the police are very meddlesome," and Carmichael now devoted +himself to Kate, without pretence of including the General; "but the +spirit is not dead. A Celt is the child of generations of +cattle-stealers, and the raiding spirit is still in the blood. May I +offer an anecdote?" +</P> + +<P> +"Six, if you have got so many, and they are all about Highlanders," and +Kate leant forward and nursed her knee, for they had gone into the +library. +</P> + +<P> +"Last week I was passing the cattle market in Edinburgh, and a big +Highland drover stopped me, begging for a little money. +</P> + +<P> +"'It iss from Lochaber I hef come with some beasties, and to-morrow I +will be walking back all the way, and it iss this night I hef no bed. +I wass considering that the gardens would be a good place for a night, +but they are telling me that the police will be disturbing me.' +</P> + +<P> +"He looked so simple and honest that I gave him half-a-crown and said +that I was half a Highlander. I have three Gaelic sentences, and I +reeled them off with my best accent. +</P> + +<P> +"'Got forgive me,' he said, 'for thinking you to be a Sassenach body, +and taking your money from you. You are a fery well-made man, and here +iss your silver piece, and may you always hef one in your pocket.'" +</P> + +<A NAME="img-121"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-121.jpg" ALT=""Here is your silver piece."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="342" HEIGHT="589"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 342px"> +"Here is your silver piece." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"'But what about your bed?' +</P> + +<P> +"'Tuts, tuts, that will be all right, for I hef maybe got some six or +five notes of my own that were profit on the beasties; but it iss a +pity not to be taking anything that iss handy when a body happens to be +in the south.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Capital." Kate laughed merrily, and her too rare laugh I used to +think the gayest I ever heard. "It was the only opportunity left him +of following his fathers. What a fine business it must have been, +starting from Braemar one afternoon, a dozen men well armed, and +getting down to Strathmore in the morning; then lying hid in some wood +all day, and collecting a herd of fat cattle in the evening, and +driving them up Glen Shee, not knowing when there might be a fight." +</P> + +<P> +"Hard lines on the Scottish farmers, Kit, who might be very decent +fellows, to lose their cattle or get a cut from a broadsword." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, they had plenty left; and seriously, dad, without joking, you +know, what better could a Presbyterian Lowlander do than raise good +beef for Highland gentlemen? Mr. Carmichael, I beg pardon; you seem so +good a Celt, that I forgot you were not of our faith." +</P> + +<P> +"We are not Catholics," the General explained, gravely, "although many +of our blood have been, and my daughter was educated in a convent. We +belong to the Episcopal Church of Scotland, and will go into Muirtown +at a time, but mostly we shall attend the kirk of my old friend Dr. +Davidson. Every man is entitled to his faith, and Miss Carnegie rather…" +</P> + +<P> +"Forgot herself." Kate came to her father's relief. "She often does; +but one thing Miss Carnegie remembers, and that is that General +Carnegie likes his cheroot after tiffin. Do you smoke, Mr. Carmichael? +Oh, I am allowed to stay, if you don't object, and have forgiven my +rudeness." +</P> + +<P> +"You make too much of a word, Miss Carnegie." Carmichael was not a man +to take offence till his pride was roused. "Very likely my drover was +a true blue Presbyterian, and his minister as genuine a cateran as +himself. +</P> + +<P> +"Years ago I made the acquaintance of an old Highland minister called +MacTavish, and he sometimes stays with me on his way north in the +spring. For thirty years he has started at the first sign of snow, and +spent winter spoiling the good people of the south. Some years he has +gone home with three hundred pounds." +</P> + +<P> +"But how does he get the money?" inquired the General, "and what does +he use it for?" +</P> + +<P> +"He told me the history of his campaigns when he passed in March, and +it might interest you; it's our modern raid, and although it's not so +picturesque as a foray of the Macphersons, yet it has points, and shows +the old spirit lives. +</P> + +<P> +"'She wass a goot woman, Janet Cameron, oh yes, Mr. John, a fery +exercised woman, and when she wass dying she will be saying peautiful +things, and one day she will be speaking of a little field she had +beside the church. +</P> + +<P> +"'"What do you think I should be doing with that piece of ground," she +will be saying, "for the end iss not far off, and it iss not earth I +can be taking with me, oh no, nor cows." +</P> + +<P> +"'"No, Janet," I said, "but it iss a nice field, and lies to the sun. +It might be doing good after you are gone, if it wass not wasted on +your mother's cousins twice removed in Inverness, who will be drinking +every drop of it, and maybe going to the Moderate Kirk." +</P> + +<P> +"'It wass not for two months or maybe six weeks she died, and I will be +visiting her every second day. Her experiences were fery good, and I +hef told them at sacraments in the north. The people in the south are +free with their money, but it iss not the best of my stories that I can +give them; they are too rich for their stomachs. +</P> + +<P> +"'Janet will often be saying to me, "Mister Dugald, it iss a thankful +woman that I ought to be, for though I lost my man in the big storm and +two sons in the war, I hef had mercies, oh yes. There wass the +Almighty and my cow, and between them I hef not wanted, oh no: they +just did." +</P> + +<P> +"'"Janet, you will be forgetting your field that iss lying next the +manse, and the people will be thinking that it iss a glebe; but I am +telling them that it iss Janet Cameron's, who iss a fery experienced +woman, and hass nefer seen the inside of a Moderate Kirk since the +Disruption." +</P> + +<P> +"'Maybe you will be astonished, Mister John, but when Janet's will will +be read that piece of ground wass left to the Free Kirk, which wass +fery kind and mindful of Janet, and I made a sermon about her from the +text of the "elect lady." +</P> + +<P> +"'It wass a good field, but it needed a dyke and some drains, and it +wass not our people that had the money. So I made another sermon on +the text, "The boar out of the wood doth waste it, and the wild beast +of the field doth devour it," and went down to the south. It wass not +a dyke and some drains, but enough to build a byre and a stable I came +back with. That wass in '55, and before '60 there will be a new manse +with twelve rooms that iss good for letting to the English people. But +it wass ten years the church needed, and a year for the porch to keep +it warm, for I am not liking stoves, and will not hef one in +Crianshalloch. +</P> + +<P> +"'It iss wonderful how much money the bodies hef in Glasgow, and it iss +good for them to be hearing sound doctrine at a time. There will be no +Arminianism when I am preaching, and no joking; but maybe there will be +some parables, oh yes, about the sheep coming in at the manse door for +want of a fence, and the snow lying in the pulpit.' +</P> + +<P> +"There is a cateran for you, and, mind you, a good fellow too. It's +not greed sends him out, but sheer love of spoil. Would you like to +see MacTavish next time he passes up with the cattle?" for Carmichael +was emboldened by the reception of his sketch. +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing we should like better, for the General and I want to know all +about Scotland; but don't you think that those ministers have injured +the Highlanders? Janet, you know, has such gloomy ideas about +religion." +</P> + +<P> +"There is no doubt, Miss Carnegie, that a load of Saxon theology has +been landed on the Celt, and it has disfigured his religion. Sometimes +I have felt that the Catholic of the west is a truer type of northern +faith than the Presbyterian of Ross-shire." +</P> + +<P> +"I am so glad to hear you say that," said Miss Carnegie, "for we had +one or two west Catholics in the old regiment, and their superstitions +were lovely. You remember, dad, the MacIvers." +</P> + +<P> +"That was all well enough, Kit, but none of them could get the length +of corporal; they were fearfully ignorant, and were reported at +intervals for not keeping their accoutrements clean." +</P> + +<P> +"That only showed how religious they were, did n't it, Mr. Carmichael? +Hadn't the early Christians a rooted objection to the bath? I remember +our Padre saying that in a lecture." +</P> + +<P> +"There are a good many modern Christians of the same mind, Miss +Carnegie, and I don't think our poor Highlanders are worse than +Lowlanders; but Catholic or Protestant, they are all subject to the +gloom. I cannot give the Gaelic word. +</P> + +<P> +"What is that? Oh, a southerner would call it depression, and assign +it to the liver, for he traces all trouble to that source. But there +is no word for this mood in English, because it is not an English +experience. My mother fell under it at times, and I saw the effect." +</P> + +<P> +"Tell us, please, if all this description does not weary you?" and Kate +shone on Carmichael, who would have talked on the Council of Nice or +the rotation of crops to prolong his privileges. +</P> + +<P> +"It comes on quite suddenly, and is quite a spiritual matter—a cloud +which descends and envelops the soul. While it lasts a Highlander will +not laugh nor sing; he will hardly speak, and he loses all hope about +everything. One of our men has the gloom at a time, and then he +believes that he is … damned. I am speaking theologically." +</P> + +<P> +"The regiment must have been fond of theology, dad. Yes, we +understand." +</P> + +<P> +"Once he went out to the hill, and lay all night wrestling and +agonising to be sure whether there was a God. You know he 's just a +small farmer, and it seems to me splendid that such a man should give +himself to the big problems of the universe. Do you know," and +Carmichael turned to the General, who was smoking in great peace, "I +believe that is the reason the Highlanders are such good fighting men. +They fear God, and they don't fear any other person." +</P> + +<P> +"I 'll vouch for one thing," said the veteran with emphasis; "our men +put off the gloom, or whatever you call it, when they smelt powder; I +never saw a panic in a Highland regiment in more than forty years' +soldiering." +</P> + +<P> +"What's the reason of the gloom? I believe that I have a touch of it +myself at times—don't stare at me, dad, it's rude—just a thin mist, +you know, but distinctly not indigestion. Is it a matter of race?" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, but that's no explanation." Carmichael had fallen into his +debating society style. "I mean one has to go further back; all our +habits are shaped by environment." +</P> + +<P> +"One moment, please. I have always wanted to ask some clever person +what environment meant. I asked Colonel MacLeod once, dad, and he said +it was out of the new book on tactics, and he was thankful he had +retired. Now Mr. Carmichael will make it plain," and Kate was very +demure. +</P> + +<P> +"It is rather stupid to use the word so much as people do now," and +Carmichael glanced dubiously at Kate; "scientific men use it for +circumstances." +</P> + +<P> +"Is that all? then do pray say environment. Such a word introduces one +into good society, and gives one the feeling of being well dressed; now +about a Highlander's environment, is it his kilt you are thinking of, +or his house, or what?" +</P> + +<P> +"His country"—and Carmichael's tone had a slight note of resentment, +as of one ruffled by this frivolity—"with its sea lochs, and glens, +and mists. Any one who has been bred and reared at the foot of one of +our mountains will have a different nature and religion from one living +in Kent or Italy. He has a sense of reverence, and surely that is a +good thing." +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing more needed nowadays," the General broke in with much spirit; +"it seems to me that people nowadays respect nobody, neither the Queen +nor Almighty God. As for that man Brimstone, he will never cease till +he has ruined the Empire. You need n't look at me, Kate, for Mr.… +Carmichael must know this as well as any other sensible man. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, sir," and now the General was on his feet, "I was told on good +authority at the club last week by a newspaper man—a monstrously +clever man—that Mr. Brimstone, when he is going down to the House of +Commons to disestablish the Church, or the army, or something, will +call in at a shop and order two hundred silk hats to be sent to his +house. What do you call that, sir?" +</P> + +<P> +"I should call it a deliberate—" +</P> + +<A NAME="img-128"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-128.jpg" ALT=""I should call it a deliberate--"" BORDER="2" WIDTH="352" HEIGHT="605"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 352px"> +"I should call it a deliberate—" +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"<I>Jeu d'esprit</I>. Of course it is, dad," and Kate threw an appealing +glance to Carmichael, who had sprung to his feet and was standing +stiffly behind his chair, for he was a fierce Radical. +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps it was, lassie—those war correspondents used to be sad +rascals—and, at any rate, politics are bad taste. Another cheroot, +Mr. Carmichael? Oh, nonsense; you must tell my daughter more about +your Highlanders. They are a loyal set, at any rate, and we all admire +that." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, they are," and Carmichael unbent again, "and will stick by their +side whether it be right or wrong. They 're something like a woman in +their disposition." +</P> + +<P> +"Indeed," said Kate, who did not think Carmichael had responded very +courteously to her lead, "that is very interesting. They are, you +mean, full of prejudices and notions." +</P> + +<P> +"If a Highlander takes you into his friendship, you may say or do what +you like, he will stand by you, and although his views are as different +from yours as black from white, will swear he agrees with every one. +If he 's not your friend, he can see no good in anything you do, +although you be on his own side." +</P> + +<P> +"In fact, he has very little judgment and no sense of justice; and I +think you said," Kate went on sweetly, "his nature reminded you of a +woman's?" +</P> + +<P> +"You're sure that you like cheroots?" for the General did not wish this +lad, Radical though he was, sacrificed on his first visit; "some men +are afraid of the opium in them." +</P> + +<P> +"Please do not interrupt Mr. Carmichael when he is making a capital +comparison," and Kate held him to the point. +</P> + +<P> +"What I intend is really a compliment," went on Carmichael, "and shows +the superior fineness and sensitiveness of a woman's mind." +</P> + +<P> +Kate indicated that she was sure that was his meaning, but waited for +details. +</P> + +<P> +"You see," with the spirit of one still fresh to the pulpit, "a man is +slower, and goes by evidence; a woman is quicker, and goes by her +instincts." +</P> + +<P> +"Like the lower animals," suggested Kate, sweetly, "by scent, perhaps. +Well?" +</P> + +<P> +"You are twisting my words, Miss Carnegie." Carmichael did not like +being bantered by this self-possessed young woman. "Let me put it this +way. Would a jury of women be as impartial as a jury of men? Why, a +bad-looking man would have no chance, for they would condemn him at +once, not for what he did, but for what they imagined he was." +</P> + +<P> +"Which would save a lot of time and rid society of some precious +scoundrels," with vivid recollections of her own efforts in this +direction. "Then you grant that women have some intelligence, although +no sense of justice, which is a want?" +</P> + +<P> +"Far brighter than men," said Carmichael, eagerly; "just consider the +difference between a man's and a woman's speech. A man arranges and +argues from beginning to end, and is the slave of connection. He will +labour every idea to exhaustion before he allows it to escape, and then +will give a solemn cough by way of punctuating with a full stop, before +he goes on to his next point. Of course the audience look at their +watches and make for the door." +</P> + +<P> +"What would a woman do?" Kate inquired with much interest. +</P> + +<P> +"A lady was speaking lately at Muirtown for an orphanage at +Ballyskiddle, and described how Patsy was rescued from starvation, and +greatly affected us. 'Patsy will never want bread again,' she +concluded, and two bailies wept aloud. +</P> + +<P> +"Then she went on, and it seemed to me a stroke of genius, 'Speaking +about Patsy, has any lady present a black dress suitable for a widow +woman?' Before we knew that we had left Patsy, the people were in a +widow's home, and the bailies were again overcome. I mention them +because it is supposed that a bailie is the most important human being +in Scotland, and he feels it his duty not to yield to emotion. +</P> + +<P> +"No, a woman speaker never sacrifices her capital; she carries it with +her from England to France in her speech, and recognises no channel +passage. In fact," and Carmichael plunged into new imagery, "a man's +progress is after the manner of a mole, while a woman flits from branch +to branch like a—" +</P> + +<P> +"Squirrel—I know," came in Kate, getting tired. +</P> + +<P> +"Bird, I meant. Why do you say squirrel?" and Carmichael looked +suspiciously at Kate. +</P> + +<P> +"Because it's such a careless, senseless, irresponsible little beast. +Have you met many women, Mr. Carmichael? Really they are not all +fools, as you have been trying to suggest for the last ten minutes." +</P> + +<P> +"Highlanders are a safer subject of conversation than women," said the +General, good-naturedly, as he bade Carmichael good-bye. "And you must +tell us more about them next time you call, which I hope will be soon." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael halted twice on his way through the woods; once he stamped +his foot and looked like a man whose pride had been ruffled; the other +time he smiled to himself as one who was thinking of a future pleasure. +</P> + +<P> +It was dusk as he crossed Lynedoch Bridge, and he looked down upon the +pool below where the trout were leaping. Half an hour passed, and then +he started off at high speed for Kilbogie Manse. "Please God if I am +worthy," he was saying to himself; "but I fear she is too high above me +every way." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap10"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER X. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A SUPRA-LAPSARIAN. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-133.jpg" ALT="dropcap-j" BORDER="0" WIDTH="176" HEIGHT="269"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +eremiah Saunderson had remained in the low estate of a "probationer" +for twelve years after he left the Divinity Hall, where he was reported +so great a scholar that the Professor of Apologetics spoke to him +deprecatingly, and the Professor of Dogmatics openly consulted him on +obscure writers. He had wooed twenty-three congregations in vain, from +churches in the black country where the colliers rose in squares of +twenty and went out without ceremony, to suburban places of worship +where the beadle, after due consideration of the sermon, would take up +the afternoon notices and ask that they be read at once for purposes of +utility, which that unflinching functionary stated to the minister with +accuracy and much faithfulness. Vacant congregations desiring a list +of candidates made one exception, and prayed that Jeremiah should not +be let loose upon them, till at last it came home to the unfortunate +scholar himself that he was an offence and a byeword. He began to +dread the ordeal of giving his name, and, as is still told, declared to +a household, living in the fat wheat lands and without any imagination, +that he was called Magor Missabib. When a stranger makes a statement +of this kind with a sad seriousness, no one judges it expedient to +offer any remark, but it was skilfully arranged that Missabib's door +should be locked from the outside, and one member of the household sat +up all night. The sermon next day did not tend to confidence—having +seven quotations in unknown tongues—and the attitude of the +congregation was one of alert vigilance; but no one gave any outward +sign of uneasiness, and six able-bodied men collected in a pew below +the pulpit knew their duty in an emergency. +</P> + +<P> +Saunderson's election to the Free Church of Kilbogie was therefore an +event in the ecclesiastical world, and a consistent tradition in the +parish explained its inwardness on certain grounds, complimentary both +to the judgment of Kilbogie and the gifts of Mr. Saunderson. On +Saturday evening he was removed from the train by the merest accident, +and left the railway station in such a maze of meditation that he +ignored the road to Kilbogie altogether, although its sign post was +staring him in the face, and continued his way to Drumtochty. It was +half-past nine when Jamie Soutar met him on the high road through our +Glen, still travelling steadily west, and being arrested by his +appearance, beguiled him into conversation, till he elicited that +Saunderson was minded to reach Kilbogie. For an hour did the wanderer +rest in Jamie's kitchen, during which he put Jamie's ecclesiastical +history into a state of thorough repair—making seven distinct +parallels between the errors that had afflicted the Scottish Church and +the early heretical sects—and then Jamie gave him in charge of a +ploughman who was courting in Kilbogie and was not averse to a journey +that seemed to illustrate the double meaning of charity. Jeremiah was +handed over to his anxious hosts at a quarter to one in the morning, +covered with mud, somewhat fatigued, but in great peace of soul, having +settled the place of election in the prophecy of Habakkuk as he came +down with his silent companion through Tochty woods. +</P> + +<P> +Nor was that all he had done. When they came out from the shadow and +struck into the parish of Kilbogie—whose fields, now yellow unto +harvest, shone in the moonlight—his guide broke silence and enlarged +on a plague of field-mice which had quite suddenly appeared and had +sadly devastated the grain of Kilbogie, Saunderson awoke from study and +became exceedingly curious, first of all demanding a particular account +of the coming of the mice, their multitude, their habits, and their +determination. Then he asked many questions about the moral conduct +and godliness of the inhabitants of Kilbogie, which his companion, as a +native of Drumtochty, painted in gloomy colours, although indicating +that even in Kilbogie there was a remnant. Next morning the minister +rose at daybreak, and was found wandering through the fields in such a +state of excitement that he could hardly be induced to look at +breakfast. When the "books" were placed before him, he turned promptly +to the ten plagues of Egypt, which he expounded in order as preliminary +to a full treatment of the visitations of Providence. +</P> + +<P> +"He cowes (beats) a' ye ever saw or heard," the farmer of Mains +explained to the elders at the gate. "He gaed tae bed at half twa and +wes oot in the fields by four, an' a 'm dootin' he never saw his bed. +He 's lifted abune the body a'thegither, an' can hardly keep himsel' +awa' frae the Hebrew at his breakfast. Ye 'll get a sermon the day, or +ma name is no Peter Pitillo." Mains also declared his conviction that +the invasion of mice would be dealt with after a Scriptural and +satisfying fashion. The people went in full of expectation, and to +this day old people recall Jeremiah Saunderson's trial sermon with +lively admiration. Experienced critics were suspicious of candidates +who read lengthy chapters from both Testaments and prayed at length for +the Houses of Parliament, for it was justly held that no man would take +refuge in such obvious devices for filling up the time unless he was +short of sermon material. One unfortunate, indeed, ruined his chances +at once by a long petition for those in danger on the sea—availing +himself with some eloquence of the sympathetic imagery of the 107th +Psalm—for this effort was regarded as not only the most barefaced +padding, but also as evidence of an almost incredible blindness to +circumstances. "Did he think Kilbogie wes a fishing village?" Mains +inquired of the elders afterwards, with pointed sarcasm. Kilbogie was +not indifferent to a well-ordered prayer—although its palate was +coarser in the appreciation of felicitous terms and allusions than that +of Drumtochty—and would have been scandalised if the Queen had been +omitted; but it was by the sermon the young man must stand or fall, and +Kilbogie despised a man who postponed the ordeal. +</P> + +<P> +Saunderson gave double pledges of capacity and fulness before he opened +his mouth in the sermon, for he read no Scripture at all that day, and +had only one prayer, which was mainly a statement of the Divine Decrees +and a careful confession of the sins of Kilbogie; and then, having +given out his text from the prophecy of Joel, he reverently closed the +Bible and placed it on the seat behind him. His own reason for this +proceeding was a desire for absolute security in enforcing his subject, +and a painful remembrance of the disturbance in a south country church +when he landed a Bible—with clasps—on the head of the precentor in +the heat of a discourse defending the rejection of Esau. Our best and +simplest actions—and Jeremiah was as simple as a babe—can be +misconstrued, and the only dissentient from Saunderson's election +insisted that the Bible had been deposited on the floor, and asserted +that the object of this profanity was to give the preacher a higher +standing in the pulpit. This malignant reading of circumstances might +have wrought mischief—for Saunderson's gaunt figure did seem to grow +in the pulpit—had it not been for the bold line of defence taken up by +Mains. +</P> + +<P> +"Gin he wanted tae stand high, wes it no tae preach the word? an' gin +he wanted a soond foundation for his feet, what better could he get +than the twa Testaments? Answer me that." +</P> + +<P> +It was seen at once that no one could answer that, and the captious +objector never quite recovered his position in the parish, while it is +not the least of Kilbogie's boasting, in which the Auld Kirk will even +join against Drumtochty, that they have a minister who not only does +not read his sermons and does not need to quote his texts, but carries +the whole book in at least three languages in his head, and once, as a +proof thereof, preached with it below his feet. +</P> + +<P> +Much was to be looked for from such a man, but even Mains, whetted by +intercourse with Saunderson, was astonished at the sermon. It was a +happy beginning to draw a parallel between the locusts of Joel and the +mice of Kilbogie, and gave the preacher an opportunity of describing +the appearance, habits, and destruction of the locusts, which he did +solely from Holy Scripture, translating various passages afresh and +combining lights with marvellous ingenuity. This brief preface of half +an hour, which was merely a stimulant for the Kilbogie appetite, led up +to a thorough examination of physical judgments, during which both +Bible and Church history were laid under liberal contribution. At this +point the minister halted, and complimented the congregation on the +attention they had given to the facts of the case, which were his first +head, and suggested that before approaching the doctrine of visitations +they might refresh themselves with a Psalm. The congregation were +visibly impressed, and many made up their minds while singing: +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"That man hath perfect blessedness;"<BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +and while others thought it due to themselves to suspend judgment till +they had tasted the doctrine, they afterwards confessed their +confidence. It goes without saying that he was immediately beyond the +reach of the ordinary people on the second head, and even veterans in +theology panted after him in vain, so that one of the elders, nodding +assent to an exposure of the Manichaean heresy, suddenly blushed as one +who had played the hypocrite. Some professed to have noticed a +doctrine that had not been touched upon, but they never could give it a +name, and it excited just admiration that a preacher, starting from a +plague of mice, should have made a way by strictly scientific methods +into the secret places of theology. Saunderson allowed his hearers a +brief rest after the second head, and cheered them with the assurance +that what was still before them would be easy to follow. It was the +application of all that had gone before to the life of Kilbogie, and +the preacher proceeded to convict the parish under each of the ten +commandments—with the plague of mice ever in reserve to silence +excuses—till the delighted congregation could have risen in a body and +taken Saunderson by the hand for his fearlessness and faithfulness. +Perhaps the extent and thoroughness of this monumental sermon can be +best estimated by the fact that Claypots, father of the present tenant, +who always timed his rest to fifty minutes exactly, thus overseeing +both the introduction and application of the sermon, had a double +portion, and even a series of supplementary dozes, till at last he sat +upright through sheer satiety. It may also be offered as evidence that +the reserve of peppermint held by mothers for their bairns was pooled, +doles being furtively passed across pews to conspicuously needy +families, and yet the last had gone before Saunderson finished. +</P> + +<P> +Mains reported to the congregational meeting that the minister had been +quiet for the rest of the day, but had offered to say something about +Habakkuk to any evening gathering, and had cleared up at family worship +some obscure points in the morning discourse. He also informed the +neighbours that he had driven his guest all the way to Muirtown, and +put him in an Edinburgh carriage with his own hands, since it had +emerged that Saunderson, through absence of mind, had made his down +journey by the triangular route of Dundee. It was quite impossible for +Kilbogie to conceal their pride in electing such a miracle of learning, +and their bearing in Muirtown was distinctly changed; but indeed they +did not boast vainly about Jeremiah Saunderson, for his career was +throughout on the level of that monumental sermon. When the Presbytery +in the gaiety of their heart examined Saunderson to ascertain whether +he was fully equipped for the work of the ministry, he professed the +whole Old Testament in Hebrew, and MacWheep of Pitscowrie, who always +asked the candidate to read the twenty-third Psalm, was beguiled by +Jeremiah into the Book of Job, and reduced to the necessity of asking +questions by indicating verbs with his finger. His Greek examination +led to an argument between Jeremiah and Dr. Dowbiggin on the use of the +aorist, from which the minister-elect of Kilbogie came out an easy +first; and his sermons were heard to within measurable distance of the +second head by an exact quorum of the exhausted court, who were kept by +the clerk sitting at the door, and preventing MacWheep escaping. His +position in the court was assured from the beginning, and fulfilled the +function of an Encyclopaedia with occasional amazing results, as when +information was asked about some Eastern sect for whose necessities the +Presbytery were asked to collect, and to whose warm piety affecting +allusion was made, and Jeremiah showed clearly, with the reporters +present, that the Cappadocians were guilty of a heresy beside which +Morisonianism was an unsullied whiteness. His work as +examiner-in-general for the court was a merciful failure, and +encouraged the students of the district to return to their district +court, who on the rumour of him had transferred themselves in a body to +a Highland Presbytery, where the standard question in Philosophy used +to be, "How many horns has a dilemma, and distinguish the one from the +other." No man knew what the minister of Kilbogie might not ask—he +was only perfectly certain that it would be beyond his knowledge; but +as Saunderson always gave the answer himself in the end, and imputed it +to the student, anxiety was reduced to a minimum. Saunderson, indeed, +was in the custom of passing all candidates and reporting them as +marvels of erudition, whose only fault was a becoming modesty—which, +however, had not concealed from his keen eye hidden treasures of +learning. Beyond this sphere the good man's services were not used by +a body of shrewd ecclesiastics, as the inordinate length of an +ordination sermon had ruined a dinner prepared for the court by "one of +our intelligent and large-hearted laymen," and it is still pleasantly +told how Saunderson was invited to a congregational <I>soirée</I>—an +ancient meeting where the people ate oranges and the speaker rallied +the minister on being still unmarried—and discoursed—-as a carefully +chosen subject—on the Jewish feasts, with illustrations from the +Talmud, till some one burst a paper bag and allowed the feelings of the +people to escape. When this history was passed round Muirtown Market, +Kilbogie thought still more highly of their minister, and indicated +their opinion of the other parish in severely theological language. +</P> + +<P> +Saunderson's reputation for unfathomable learning and saintly +simplicity was built up out of many incidents, and grew with the lapse +of years to a solitary height in the big strath, so that no man would +have dared to smile had the Free Kirk minister of Kilbogie appeared in +Muirtown in his shirt sleeves, and Kilbogie would only have been a +trifle more conceited. Truly he was an amazing man, and, now that he +is dead and gone, the last of his race, I wish some man of his +profession had written his life, for the doctrine he taught and the way +he lived will not be believed by the new generation. The arrival of +his goods was more than many sermons to Kilbogie, and I had it from +Mains's own lips. It was the kindly fashion of those days that the +farmers carted the new minister's furniture from the nearest railway +station, and as the railway to Kildrummie was not yet open, they had to +go to Stormont Station on the north line; and a pleasant procession +they made passing through Pitscowrie, ten carts in their best array, +and drivers with a semi-festive air. Mr. Saunderson was at the +station, having reached it by some miracle without mistake, and was in +a condition of abject nervousness about the handling and conveyance of +his belongings. +</P> + +<P> +"You will be careful—exceeding careful," he implored; "if one of the +boxes were allowed to descend hurriedly to the ground, the result to +what is within would be disastrous. I am much afraid that the weight +is considerable, but I am ready to assist;" and he got ready. +</P> + +<P> +"Dinna pit yirsel' intae a ferry tarry (commotion)," but Mains was +distinctly pleased to see a little touch of worldliness, just enough to +keep the new minister in touch with humanity. "It 'll be queer stuff +oor lads canna lift, an' a 'll gie ye a warranty that the' 'll no be a +cup o' the cheeny broken," and then Saunderson conducted his +congregation to the siding. +</P> + +<P> +"Dod, man," remarked Mains to the station-master, examining a truck +with eight boxes; "the manse 'll no want for dishes at ony rate; but +let's start on the furniture; whar hae ye got the rest o' the +plenishing? +</P> + +<P> +"Naething mair? havers, man, ye dinna mean tae say they pack beds an' +tables in boxes; a' doot there 's a truck missin'." Then Mains went +over where the minister was fidgeting beside his possessions. +</P> + +<P> +"No, no," said Saunderson, when the situation was put before him, "it's +all here. I counted the boxes, and I packed every box myself. That +top one contains the fathers—deal gently with it; and the Reformation +divines are just below it. Books are easily injured, and they feel it. +I do believe there is a certain life in them, and … and … they +don't like being ill-used," and Jeremiah looked wistfully at the +ploughmen. +</P> + +<P> +"Div ye mean tae say," as soon as Mains had recovered, "that ye 've +brocht naethin' for the manse but bukes, naither bed nor bedding? +Keep's a'," as the situation grew upon him, "whar are ye tae sleep, and +what are ye to sit on? An' div ye never eat? This croons a';" and +Mains gazed at his new minister as one who supposed that he had taken +Jeremiah's measure and had failed utterly. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Mea culpa</I>—it's … my blame," and Saunderson was evidently +humbled at this public exposure of his incapacity; "some slight +furnishing will be expedient, even necessary, and I have a plan for +book-shelves in my head; it is ingenious and convenient, and if there +is a worker in wood …" +</P> + +<P> +"Come awa' tae the dog-cart, sir," said Mains, realising that even +Kilbogie did not know what a singular gift they had obtained, and that +discussion on such sublunary matters as pots and pans was useless, not +to say profane. So eight carts got a box each; one, Jeremiah's ancient +kist of moderate dimensions; and the tenth—that none might be left +unrecognised—a handbag that had been on the twelve years' probation +with its master. The story grew as it passed westwards, and when it +reached us we were given to understand that the Free Kirk minister of +Kilbogie had come to his parish with his clothing in a paper parcel and +twenty-four packing cases filled with books, in as many languages—half +of them dating from the introduction of printing, and fastened by +silver clasps—and that if Drumtochty seriously desired to hear an +intellectual sermon at a time, we must take our way through Tochty +woods. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Pitillo took the minister into her hands, and compelled him to +accompany her to Muirtown, where she had him at her will for some time, +so that she equipped the kitchen (fully), a dining-room (fairly), a +spare bedroom (amply), Mr. Saunderson's own bedroom (miserably), and +secured a table and two chairs for the study. This success turned her +head. Full of motherly forethought, and having a keen remembrance that +probationers always retired in the afternoon at Mains to think over the +evening's address, and left an impress of the human form on the bed +when they came down to tea, Mrs. Pitillo suggested that a sofa would be +an admirable addition to the study. As soon as this piece of +furniture, of a size suitable for his six feet, was pointed out to the +minister, he took fright, and became quite unmanageable. He would not +have such an article in his study on any account, partly because it +would only feed a tendency to sloth—which, he explained, was one of +his besetting sins—and partly because it would curtail the space +available for books, which, he indicated, were the proper furniture of +any room, but chiefly of a study. So great was his alarm that he +repented of too early concessions about the other rooms, and explained +to Mrs. Pitillo that every inch of space must be rigidly kept for the +overflow from the study, which he expected—if he were spared—would +reach the garrets. Several times on their way back to Kilbogie, +Saunderson looked wistfully at Mrs. Pitillo, and once opened his mouth +as if to speak, from which she gathered that he was grateful for her +kindness, but dared not yield any farther to the luxuries of the flesh. +</P> + +<P> +What this worthy woman endured in securing a succession of reliable +housekeepers for Mr. Saunderson and overseeing the interior of that +remarkable home, she was never able to explain to her own satisfaction, +though she made many honest efforts, and one of her last intelligible +utterances was a lamentable prophecy of the final estate of the Free +Church manse of Kilbogie. Mr. Saunderson himself seemed at times to +have some vague idea of her painful services, and once mentioned her +name to Carmichael in feeling terms. There had been some delay in +providing for the bodily wants of the visitor after his eight miles' +walk from Drumtochty, and it seemed likely that he would be obliged to +take his meal standing for want of a chair. +</P> + +<P> +"While Mrs. Pitillo lived, I have a strong impression, almost amounting +to certainty, that the domestic arrangements of the manse were better +ordered; she had the episcopal faculty in quite a conspicuous degree, +and was, I have often thought, a woman of sound judgment. +</P> + +<P> +"We were not able at all times to see eye to eye, as she had an +unfortunate tendency to meddle with my books and papers, and to arrange +them after an artificial fashion. This she called tidying, and, in its +most extreme form, cleaning." +</P> + +<A NAME="img-146"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-146.jpg" ALT=""She had an unfortunate tendency to meddle with my books."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="385" HEIGHT="605"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 385px"> +"She had an unfortunate tendency to meddle with my books." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"With all her excellencies, there was also in her what I have noticed +in most women, a certain flavour of guile, and on one occasion, when I +was making a brief journey through Holland and France in search of +comely editions of the fathers, she had the books carried out to the +garden and dusted. It was the space of two years before I regained +mastery of my library again, and unto this day I cannot lay my hands on +the service book of King Henry VIII., which I had in the second +edition, to say nothing of an original edition of Rutherford's <I>Lex +Rex</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"It does not become me, however, to reflect on the efforts of that +worthy matron, for she was by nature a good woman, and if any one could +be saved by good works, her place is assured. I was with her before +she died, and her last words to me were, 'Tell Jean tae dust yir bukes +aince in the sax months, and for ony sake keep ae chair for sittin' +on.' It was not the testimony one would have desired in the +circumstances, but yet, Mr. Carmichael, I have often thought that there +was a spirit of … of unselfishness, in fact, that showed the +working of grace." Later in the same evening Mr. Saunderson's mind +returned to his friend's spiritual state, for he entered into a long +argument to show that while Mary was more spiritual, Martha must also +have been within the Divine Election. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap11"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XI. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +IN THE GLOAMING. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-148.jpg" ALT="dropcap-a" BORDER="0" WIDTH="219" HEIGHT="276"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +ugust is our summer time in the north, and Carmichael found it +pleasant walking from Lynedoch bridge to Kilbogie. The softness of the +gloaming, and the freshness of the falling dew, and the scent of the +honeysuckle in the hedge, and the smell of the cut corn in the +fields—for harvest is earlier down there than with us—and the cattle +chewing the cud, and the sheltering shadow of old beech trees, shed +peace upon him and touched the young minister's imagination. Fancies +he may have had in early youth, but he had never loved any woman except +his mother and his aunt. There had been times when he and his set +declared they would never marry, and one, whose heart was understood to +be blighted, had drawn up the constitution of a celibate Union. It was +never completed—and therefore never signed—because the brotherhood +could not agree about the duration of the vows—the draftsman, who has +been twice married since then, standing stiffly for their perpetuity, +while the others considered that a dispensing power might be lodged in +the Moderator of Assembly. +</P> + +<P> +This railing against marriage on the part of his friends was pure +boyishness, and they all were engaged on the mere prospect of a kirk, +but Carmichael had more of a mind on the matter. There was in him an +ascetic bent, inherited from some Catholic ancestor, and he was almost +convinced that a minister would serve God with more abandonment in the +celibate state. As an only child, and brought up by a mother given to +noble thoughts, he had learned to set women in a place by themselves, +and considered marriage for ordinary men to flavour of sacrilege. His +mother had bound it as a law upon him that he was never to exercise his +tongue on a woman's failings, never to argue with a woman unto her +embarrassment, never to regard her otherwise than as his superior. +Women noticed that Carmichael bore himself to them as if each were a +Madonna, and treated him in turn according to their nature. Some were +abashed, and could not understand the lad's shyness; those were saints. +Some were amused, and suspected him of sarcasm; those were less than +saints. Some horrified him unto confusion of face because of the +shameful things they said. One middle-aged female, whose conversation +oscillated between physiology and rescue work, compelled Carmichael to +sue for mercy on the ground that he had not been accustomed to speak +about such details of life with a woman, and ever afterwards described +him as a prude. It seemed to Carmichael that he was disliked by some +women because he thought more highly of them than they thought of +themselves. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael was much tried by the baser of his fellow-students, +especially a certain class of smug, self-contented, unctuous men, who +neither had endured hardship to get to college, nor did any work at +college. They were described in reports as the "fruits of the +revival," and had been taken from behind counters and sent to the +University, not because they had any love of letters, like Domsie's +lads at Drumtochty, but because rich old ladies were much impressed by +the young men's talk, and the young men were perfectly aware that they +would be better off in the ministry than in any situation they could +gain by their own merits. As Carmichael grew older, and therefore more +charitable, he discovered with what faulty tools the work of the world +and even of kirks is carried on, and how there is a root of good in +very coarse and common souls. When he was a young judge—from whom may +the Eternal deliver us all—he was bitter against the "fruits," as he +called them, because they did their best to escape examinations, and +spoke in a falsetto voice, and had no interest in dogs, and because +they told incredible tales of their spiritual achievements. But +chiefly did Carmichael's gorge rise against those unfortunates because +of the mean way they spoke of marriage, and on this account, being a +high-spirited young fellow, he said things which could hardly be +defended, and of which afterwards he honestly repented. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, religion is profitable for both worlds," one of them would exhort +by the junior common-room fire, "and if you doubt it, look at me; +five-and-twenty shillings a week as a draper's assistant was all I had, +and no chance of rising. Now I 'm a gentleman"—here Carmichael used +to look at the uncleanly little man and snort—"and in two years I +could ask any girl in religious society, and she would take me. A +minister can marry any woman, if he be evangelical. Ah," he would +conclude, with a fine strain of piety, "the Gospel is its own reward." +</P> + +<P> +What enraged Carmichael as he listened in the distance to these paeans +of Pharisaism was the disgusting fact that the "fruits" did carry off +great spoil in the marriage field, so that to a minister without +culture, manners, or manliness, a middle-class family would give their +pet daughter, when they would have refused her to a ten times better +man fighting his way up in commerce. If she died, then this +enterprising buccaneer would achieve a second and third conquest, till +in old age he would rival the patriarchs in the number of his wives and +possessions. As for the girl, Carmichael concluded that she was still +under the glamour of an ancient superstition, and took the veil after a +very commonplace and squalid Protestant fashion. This particular +"fruit" against whom Carmichael in his young uncharitableness +especially raged, because he was more self-complacent and more +illiterate than his fellows, married the daughter of a rich self-made +man, and on the father's death developed a peculiar form of throat +disease, which laid him aside from the active work of the ministry—a +mysterious providence, as he often explained—but allowed him to enjoy +life with a guarded satisfaction. What Carmichael said to him about +his ways and his Gospel was very unpleasant and quite unlike +Carmichael's kindly nature, but the only revenge the victim took was to +state his conviction that Scotland would have nothing to do with a man +that was utterly worldly, and in after years to warn vacant churches +against one who did not preach the Cross. +</P> + +<P> +After one of those common-room encounters, Carmichael used to fling +himself out into the east wind and greyness of Edinburgh, fuming +against the simplicity of good people, against the provincialism of his +college, against the Pharisaism of his church, against the Philistinism +of Scottish life. He would go down to Holyrood and pity Queen Mary, +transported from the gay court of France to Knox's Scotland, divided +between theology and bloodshed. In the evening he would sweep his +table clean of German books on the Pentateuch, and cover it with prints +of the old masters, which he had begun to collect, and ancient books of +Catholic devotion, and read two letters to his mother from her uncle, +who had been a Vicar-General, and died in an old Scottish convent in +Spain. There was very little in the letters beyond good wishes, and an +account of the Vicar-General's health, but they seemed to link a Free +Kirk divinity student on to the Holy Catholic Church. Mother Church +cast her spell over his imagination, and he envied the lot of her +priests, who held a commission no man denied and administered a +world-wide worship, whom a splendid tradition sanctioned, whom each of +the arts hastened to aid; while he was to be the minister of a local +sect and work with the "fruits," who knew nothing of Catholic +Christianity, but supposed their little eddy, whereon they danced like +rotten sticks, to be the main stream. Next day a reaction would set +in, and Carmichael would have a fit of Bohemianism, and resolve to be a +man of letters. So the big books on theology would again be set aside, +and he would write an article for <I>Ferrier's Journal</I>, that kindliest +of all journals to the young author, which he would receive back in a +week "with thanks." The Sunday night came, and Carmichael sat down to +write his weekly letter to his mother—she got notes between, he found +them all in her drawers, not a scrap missing—and as he wrote, his +prejudices, and petulances, and fancies, and unrest passed away. +Before he had told her all that happened to him during the +week—touching gently on the poor Revivalist—although his mother had a +saving sense of humour, and was a quite wonderful mimic—and saying +nothing of his evening with St. Francis de Sales—for this would have +alarmed her at once—he knew perfectly well that he would be neither a +Roman nor a reporter, but a Free Kirk minister, and was not utterly +cast down; for notwithstanding the yeasty commotion of youth and its +censoriousness, he had a shrewd idea that a man is likely to do his +life-work best in the tradition of his faith and blood. Next morning +his heart warmed as he went in through the college gates, and he would +have defended Knox unto the death, as the maker of Scotland. His +fellow-students seemed now a very honest set of men, as indeed they +were, although a trifle limited in horizon, and he hoped that one of +the "fruits" was "satisfied with his Sunday's work," which shows that +as often as a man of twenty-one gets out of touch with reality, he +ought straightway to sit down and write to his mother. Carmichael +indeed told me one evening at the Cottage that he never had any +mystical call to the ministry, but only had entered the Divinity Hall +instead of going to Oxford because his mother had this for her heart's +desire, and he loved her. As a layman it perhaps did not become me to +judge mysteries, but I dared to say that any man might well be guided +by his mother in religion, and that the closer he kept to her memory +the better he would do his work. After which both of us smoked +furiously, and Carmichael, two minutes later, was moved to remark that +some Turkish I had then was enough to lure a man up Glen Urtach in the +month of December. +</P> + +<P> +The young minister was stirred on the way to Kilbogie, and began to +dream dreams in the twilight. Love had come suddenly to him, and after +an unexpected fashion. Miss Carnegie was of another rank and another +faith, nor was she even his ideal woman, neither conspicuously +spiritual nor gentle, but frank, outspoken, fearless, self-willed. He +could also see that she had been spoiled by her father and his friends, +who had given her <I>carte blanche</I> to say and do what she pleased. Very +likely—he could admit that even in the first blush of his emotion—she +might be passionate and prejudiced on occasion, even a fierce hater. +This he had imagined in the Tochty woods, and was not afraid, for her +imperfections seemed to him a provocation and an attraction. They were +the defects of her qualities—of her courage, candour, generosity, +affection. Carmichael leant upon a stile, and recalled the carriage of +her head, the quick flash of her eye, the tap of her foot, the +fascination of her manner. She was free from the affectations, +gaucheries, commonplaces, wearinesses of many good women he had known. +St. Theresa had been the woman enshrined in the tabernacle of his +heart, but life might have been a trifle tiresome if a man were married +to a saint. The saints have no humour, and do not relax. Life with a +woman like Miss Carnegie would be effervescent and stimulating, full of +surprises and piquancy. No, she was not a saint, but he felt by an +instinct she was pure, loyal, reverent, and true at the core. She was +a gallant lass, and … he loved her. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-153"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-153.jpg" ALT="Mother Church cast her spell over his imagination." BORDER="2" WIDTH="347" HEIGHT="433"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 347px"> +Mother Church cast her spell over his imagination. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +What an absurdity was this revery, and Carmichael laughed aloud at +himself. Twice he had met Miss Carnegie—on one occasion she had found +him watering strange dogs out of his hat, and on the other he had given +her to understand that women were little removed from fools. He had +made the worst of himself, and this young woman who had lived with +smart people must have laughed at him. Very likely she had made him +into a story, for as a raconteur himself he knew the temptation to work +up raw material, or perhaps Miss Carnegie had forgotten long ago that +he had called. Suppose that he should call to-morrow on his way home +and say, "General Carnegie, I think it right to tell you that I admire +your daughter very much, and should like your permission to pay my +addresses. I am Free Church minister in Drumtochty, and my stipend is +200 pounds a year" … his laugh this time was rather bitter. The +Carnegies would be at once admitted into the county set, and he would +only meet them at a time … Lord Hay was a handsome and pleasant +young fellow. He would be at Glen Urtach House for the shooting in a +few days … that was a likely thing to happen … the families +were old friends … there would be great festivities in the +Glen … perhaps he would be asked to propose the bride's +health … It really seemed a providence that Saunderson should come +along the road when he was playing the fool like a puling boy, for if +any man could give a douche to love-sickness it was the minister of +Kilbogie. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael was standing in the shadow as Saunderson came along the +road, and the faint light was a perfect atmosphere for the dear old +bookman. Standing at his full height he might have been six feet, but +with much poring over books and meditation he had descended some three +inches. His hair was long, not because he made any conscious claim to +genius, but because he forgot to get it cut, and with his flowing, +untrimmed beard, was now quite grey. Within his clothes he was the +merest skeleton, being so thin that his shoulder-blades stood out in +sharp outline, and his hands were almost transparent. The redeeming +feature in Saunderson was his eyes, which were large and eloquent, of a +trustful, wistful hazel, the beautiful eyes of a dumb animal. Whether +he was expounding doctrines of an incredible disbelief in humanity or +exalting, in rare moments, the riches of a divine love in which he did +not expect to share, or humbly beseeching his brethren to give him +information on some point in scholarship no one knew anything about +except himself, or stroking the hair of some little child sitting upon +his knee, those eyes were ever simple, honest, and most pathetic. +Young ministers coming to the Presbytery full of self-conceit and new +views were arrested by their light shining through the glasses, and +came in a year or two to have a profound regard for Saunderson, +curiously compounded of amusement at his ways, which for strangeness +were quite beyond imagination, admiration for his knowledge, which was +amazing for its accuracy and comprehensiveness, respect for his +honesty, which feared no conclusion, however repellent to flesh and +blood, but chiefly of love for the unaffected and shining goodness of a +man in whose virgin soul neither self nor this world had any part. For +years the youngsters of the Presbytery knew not how to address the +minister of Kilbogie, since any one who had dared to call him +Saunderson, as they said "Carmichael" and even "MacWheep," though he +was elderly, would have been deposed, without delay, from the +ministry—so much reverence at least was in the lads—and "Mister" +attached to this personality would be like a silk hat on the head of an +Eastern sage. Jenkins of Pitrodie always considered that he was +inspired when he one day called Saunderson "Rabbi," and unto the day of +his death Kilbogie was so called. He made protest against the title as +being forbidden in the Gospels, but the lads insisted that it must be +understood in the sense of scholar, whereupon Saunderson disowned it on +the ground of his slender attainments. The lads saw the force of this +objection, and admitted that the honourable word belonged by rights to +MacWheep, but it was their fancy to assign it to Saunderson—whereat +Saunderson yielded, only exacting a pledge that he should never be so +called in public, lest all concerned be condemned for foolishness. +When it was announced that the University of Edinburgh had resolved to +confer the degree of D. D. on him for his distinguished learning and +great services to theological scholarship, Saunderson, who was +delighted when Dowbiggin of Muirtown got the honour for being an +ecclesiastic, would have refused it for himself had not his boys gone +out in a body and compelled him to accept. They also purchased a +Doctor's gown and hood, and invested him with them in the name of +Kilbogie two days before the capping. One of them saw that he was duly +brought to the Tolbooth Kirk, where the capping ceremonial in those +days took place. Another sent a list of Saunderson's articles to +British and foreign theological and philological reviews, which filled +half a column of the <I>Caledonian</I>, and drew forth a complimentary +article from that exceedingly able and caustic paper, whose editor lost +all his hair through sympathetic emotion the morning of the Disruption, +and ever afterwards pointed out the faults of the Free Kirk with much +frankness. The fame of Rabbi Saunderson was so spread abroad that a +great cheer went up as he came in with the other Doctors elect, in +which he cordially joined, considering it to be intended for his +neighbour, a successful West-end clergyman, the author of a Life of +Dorcas and other pleasing booklets. For some time after his boys said +"Doctor" in every third sentence, and then grew weary of a too common +title, and fell back on Rabbi, by which he was known unto the day of +his death, and which is now engraved on his tombstone. +</P> + +<P> +The Rabbi was tasting some morsel of literature as he came along, and +halted opposite Carmichael, whom he did not see in the shadow, that he +might enjoy it aloud. +</P> + +<P> +"That is French verse, Rabbi, I think, but it sounds archaic; is it +from a Huguenot poet?" +</P> + +<P> +"Assuredly," replied the Rabbi, not one whit astonished that a man +should come out from a hedge on Kilbogie road and recognise his +quotation; "from Clement Marot, whom, as you remember, there is good +evidence Queen Mary used to read. It is you, John Carmichael." The +Rabbi awoke from the past, and held Carmichael's hand in both of his. +"This was very mindful. You were going home from Pitscowrie and turned +aside to visit me. +</P> + +<P> +"It is unfortunate that I am hastening to a farm called the Mains, on +the border of Pitscourie parish, to expound the Word; but you will go +on to the Manse and straitly charge Barbara to give you food, and I +will hasten to return." And the Rabbi looked forward to the night with +great satisfaction. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I am not coming from Pitscowrie, and you are not going there, as +far as one can see. Why, you are on your way to Tochty woods; you are +going west instead of east; Rabbi, tell the truth, have you been +snuffing?" +</P> + +<P> +This was a searching question, and full of history. When the Rabbi +turned his back against the wind to snuff with greater comfort, he was +not careful to resume his original position, but continued cheerfully +in the new direction. This weakness was so well known that the school +bairns would watch till he had started, and stand in a row on the road +to block his progress. Then there would be a parley, which would end +in the Rabbi capitulating and rewarding the children with peppermints, +whereupon they would see him fairly off again and go on their +way—often looking back to see that he was safe, and somehow loving him +all the more for his strange ways. So much indeed was the Rabbi +beloved that a Pitscowrie laddie, who described Saunderson freely as a +"daftie" to Mains' grandson, did not see clearly for a week, and never +recovered his lost front tooth. +</P> + +<P> +"That," remarked young Mains, "'ll learn Pitscowrie tae set up +impidence aboot the minister." +</P> + +<P> +"There is no doubt, that I snuffed—it was at Claypots steading—but +there was no wind that I should turn. This is very remarkable, John, +and … disconcerting. +</P> + +<P> +"These humiliations are doubtless a lesson," resumed the Rabbi as they +hurried to Mains, "and a rebuke. Snuffing is in no sense a necessity, +and I have long recognised that the habit requires to be +restricted—very carefully restricted. For some time I have had fixed +times—once in the forenoon, once in the afternoon, and again in the +evening. Had I restrained myself till my work was over and I had +returned home this misadventure would not have occurred, whereby I have +been hindered and the people will have been kept waiting for their +spiritual food. +</P> + +<P> +"It is exactly twenty years to-night since I began this meeting in +Mains," the Rabbi explained to Carmichael, "and I have had great +pleasure in it and some profit. My subject has been the Epistle to the +Romans, and by the goodness of God we are approaching the last +chapters. The salutations will take about a year or so; Rufus, chosen +in the Lord, will need careful treatment; and then I thought, if I were +spared, of giving another year to a brief review of the leading points +of doctrine; eh?" +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael indicated that the family at Mains would almost expect +something of the sort, and inquired whether there might not be a few +passages requiring separate treatment at fuller length than was +possible in this hurried commentary. +</P> + +<P> +"Quite so, John, quite so; no one is more bitterly conscious of the +defects of this exposition than myself—meagre and superficial to a +degree, both in the patristic references and the experimental +application; but we are frail creatures, John, and it is doubtful +whether the exposition of any book should extend unto a generation. It +has always caused me regret that Mains—I mean the father of the +present tenant—departed before we had come to the comfort of the +eighth chapter." +</P> + +<P> +The Rabbi's mind was much affected by this thought, and twice in the +kitchen his eye wandered to the chair where his friend had sat, with +his wife beside him. From Priscilla and Aquila he was led into the +question of hospitality, on which he spoke afterwards till they came to +the Manse, where he stationed Carmichael on the doorstep till he +secured a light. +</P> + +<P> +"There is a parcel of books on the floor, partially opened, and the way +of passing is narrow and somewhat dangerous in the darkness." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap12"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XII. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +KILBOGIE MANSE. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-162.jpg" ALT="dropcap-m" BORDER="0" WIDTH="215" HEIGHT="280"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +inisters there were in the great strath so orderly that they kept +their sealing-wax in one drawer and their string in another, while +their sermons were arranged under the books of the Bible, and tied with +green silk. Dr. Dowbiggin, though a dull man and of a heavy carriage, +could find in an instant the original draft of a motion on instrumental +music he made in the Presbytery of Muirtown in the year '59, and could +also give the exact page in the blue-books for every word he had +uttered in the famous case when he showed that the use of a harmonium +to train MacWheep's choir was a return to the bondage of Old Testament +worship. His collection of pamphlets was supposed to be unique, and +was a terror to controversialists, no man knowing when a rash utterance +on the bottomless mystery of "spiritual independence" might not be +produced from the Doctor's coat-tail pocket. He retired to rest at +10.15, and rose at six, settling the subject of his next sermon on +Sabbath evening, and finishing the first head before breakfast on +Monday morning. He had three hats—one for funerals, one for +marriages, one for ordinary occasions—and has returned from the +Presbytery door to brush his coat. Morning prayers in Dr. Dowbiggin's +house were at 8.05, and the wrath of the Doctor was so dangerous that +one probationer staying at the manse, and not quite independent of +influence, did not venture to undress, but snatched a fearful doze +sitting upright on a cane-bottomed chair, lest he should not be in at +the psalm. Young ministers of untidy habits regarded Dr. Dowbiggin's +study with despair, and did not recover their spirits till they were +out of Muirtown. Once only did this eminent man visit the manse of +Kilbogie, and in favourable moments after dinner he would give his +choicer experiences. +</P> + +<P> +"It is my invariable custom to examine the bed to see that everything +is in order, and any one sleeping in Kilbogie Manse will find the good +of such a precaution. I trust that I am not a luxurious person—it +would ill become one who came out in '43—but I have certainly become +accustomed to the use of sheets. When I saw there were none on the +bed, I declined to sleep without them, and I indicated my mind very +distinctly on the condition of the manse. +</P> + +<P> +"Would you believe it?" the Doctor used to go on. "Saunderson +explained, as if it were a usual occurrence, that he had given away all +the spare linen in his house to a girl that had to marry in … +urgent circumstances, and had forgotten to get more. And what do you +think did he offer as a substitute for sheets?" No one could even +imagine what might not occur to the mind of Saunderson. +</P> + +<P> +"Towels, as I am an honourable man; a collection of towels, as he put +it, 'skilfully attached together, might make a pleasant covering.' +That is the first and last time I ever slept in the Free Church Manse +of Kilbogie. As regards Saunderson's study, I will guarantee that the +like of it cannot be found within Scotland," and at the very thought of +it that exact and methodical ecclesiastic realised the limitations of +language. +</P> + +<P> +His boys boasted of the Rabbi's study as something that touched genius +in its magnificent disorderliness, and Carmichael was so proud of it +that he took me to see it as to a shrine. One whiff of its atmosphere +as you entered the door gave an appetite and raised the highest +expectations. For any bookman can estimate a library by scent—if an +expert he could even write out a catalogue of the books and sketch the +appearance of the owner. Heavy odour of polished mahogany, Brussels +carpets, damask curtains and tablecloths; then the books are kept +within glass, consist of sets of standard works in half calf, and the +owner will give you their cost wholesale to a farthing. Faint +fragrance of delicate flowers, and Russia leather, with a hint of +cigarettes; prepare yourself for a marvellous wall-paper, etchings, +bits of oak, limited editions, and a man in a velvet coat. Smell of +paste and cloth binding and general newness means yesterday's books and +a man racing through novels with a paper knife. Those are only +book-rooms by courtesy, and never can satisfy any one who has breathed +the sacred air. It is a rich and strong spirit, not only filling the +room, but pouring out from the door and possessing the hall, redeeming +an opposite dining-room from grossness, and a more distant drawing-room +from frivolity, and even lending a goodly flavour to bedrooms on upper +floors. It is distilled from curious old duodecimos packed on high +shelves out of sight, and blows over folios, with large clasps, that +once stood in monastery libraries, and gathers a subtle sweetness from +parchments that were illuminated in ancient scriptoriums, that are now +grass grown, and is fortified with good old musty calf. The wind was +from the right quarter on the first day I visited Kilbogie Manse, and +as we went up the garden walk the Rabbi's library already bade us +welcome, and assured us of our reward for a ten miles' walk. +</P> + +<P> +Saunderson was perfectly helpless in all manner of mechanics—he could +not drive a tack through anything except his own fingers, and had given +up shaving at the suggestion of his elders—and yet he boasted, with +truth, that he had got three times as many books into the study as his +predecessor possessed in all his house. For Saunderson had shelved the +walls from the floor to the ceiling, into every corner and over the +doors, and above the windows, as well as below them. The wright had +wished to leave the space clear above the mantelpiece. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye 'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there, or maybe John Knox, and a bit +clock 'll be handy for letting ye ken the 'oors on Sabbath." +</P> + +<A NAME="img-166"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-166.jpg" ALT=""Ye 'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="339" HEIGHT="433"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 339px"> +"Ye 'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +The Rabbi admitted that he had a Knox, but was full of a scheme for +hanging him over his own history, which he considered both appropriate +and convenient. As regards time, it was the last thing of which that +worthy man desired to be reminded—going to bed when he could no longer +see for weariness, and rising as soon as he awoke, taking his food when +it was brought to him, and being conducted to church by the beadle +after the last straggler was safely seated. He even cast covetous eyes +upon the two windows, which were absurdly large, as he considered, but +compromised matters by removing the shutters and filling up the vacant +space with slender works of devotion. It was one of his conceits that +the rising sun smote first on an À Kempis, for this he had often +noticed as he worked of a morning. +</P> + +<P> +Book-shelves had long ago failed to accommodate Rabbi's treasures, and +the floor had been bravely utilised. Islands of books, rugged and +perpendicular, rose on every side; long promontories reached out from +the shore, varied by bold headlands; and so broken and varied was that +floor that the Rabbi was pleased to call it the Aegean Sea, where he +had his Lesbos and his Samos. It is absolutely incredible, but it is +all the same a simple fact, that he knew every book and its location, +having a sense of the feel as well as the shape of his favourites. +This was not because he had the faintest approach to orderliness—for +he would take down twenty volumes and never restore them to the same +place by any chance. It was a sort of motherly instinct by which he +watched over them all, even loved prodigals that wandered over all the +study and then set off on adventurous journeys into distant rooms. The +restoration of an emigrant to his lawful home was celebrated by a feast +in which, by a confusion of circumstances, the book played the part of +the fatted calf, being read afresh from beginning to end. During his +earlier and more agile years the Rabbi used to reach the higher levels +of his study by wonderful gymnastic feats, but after two falls—one +with three Ante-Nicene fathers in close pursuit—he determined to call +in assistance. This he did after an impressive fashion. When he +attended the roup at Pitfoodles—a day of historical prices—and +purchased in open competition, at three times its value, a small stack +ladder, Kilbogie was convulsed, and Mains had to offer explanations. +</P> + +<P> +"He 's cuttit aff seevin feet, and rins up it tae get his tapmaist +bukes, but that's no a'," and then Mains gave it to be understood that +the rest of the things the minister had done with that ladder were +beyond words. For in order that the rough wood might not scar the +sensitive backs of the fathers, the Rabbi had covered the upper end +with cloth, and for that purpose had utilised a pair of trousers. It +was not within his ability in any way to reduce or adapt his material, +so that those interesting garments remained in their original shape, +and, as often as the ladder stood reversed, presented a very impressive +and diverting spectacle. It was the inspiration of one of Carmichael's +most successful stories—how he had done his best to console a woman on +the death of her husband, and had not altogether failed, till she +caught sight of the deceased's nether garments waving disconsolately on +a rope in the garden, when she refused to be comforted. "Toom (empty) +breeks tae me noo," and she wept profusely, "toom breeks tae me." +</P> + +<P> +One of the great efforts of the Rabbi's life was to seat his visitors, +since, beyond the one chair, accommodation had to be provided on the +table, wheresoever there happened to be no papers, and on the ledges of +the bookcases. It was pretty to see the host suggesting from a long +experience those coigns of vantage he counted easiest and safest, +giving warnings also of unsuspected danger in the shape of restless +books that might either yield beneath one's feet or descend on one's +head. Carmichael, however, needed no such guidance, for he knew his +way about in the marvellous place, and at once made for what the boys +called the throne of the fathers. This was a lordly seat, laid as to +its foundation in mediaeval divines of ponderous content, but +excellently finished with the Benedictine edition of St. Augustine, +softened by two cushions, one for a seat and another for a back. Here +Carmichael used to sit in great content, smoking and listening while +the Rabbi hunted an idea through Scripture with many authorities, or +defended the wildest Calvinism with strange, learned arguments; from +this place he would watch the Rabbi searching for a lost note on some +passage of Holy Writ amid a pile of papers two feet deep, through which +he burrowed on all fours, or climbing for a book on the sky-line, to +forget his errand and to expound some point of doctrine from the top of +the ladder. +</P> + +<P> +"You 're comfortable, John, and you do not want to put off your boots +after all that travelling to and fro? then I will search for Barbara, +and secure some refreshment for our bodies," and Carmichael watched the +Rabbi depart with pity, for he was going on a troublous errand. +</P> + +<P> +Housekeepers are, after beadles, the most wonderful functionaries in +the ecclesiastical life of Scotland, and every species could be found +within a day's journey of Drumtochty. Jenkins, indeed, suggested that +a series of papers on Church Institutions read at the clerical club +should include one on housekeepers, and offered to supply the want, +which was the reason why Dr. Dowbiggin refused to certify him to a +vacancy, speaking of him as "frivolous and irresponsible." The class +ranged from Sarah of Drumtochty, who could cook and knew nothing about +ecclesiastical affairs, to that austere damsel, Margaret Meiklewham of +Pitscowrie, who had never prepared an appetising meal in her life, but +might have sat as an elder in the Presbytery. +</P> + +<P> +Among all her class, Barbara MacCluckie stood an easy worst, being the +most incapable, unsightly, evil-tempered, vexatious woman into whose +hands an unmarried man had ever been delivered. MacWheep had his own +trials, but his ruler saw that he had sufficient food and some comfort, +but Barbara laid herself out to make the Rabbi's life a misery. He +only obtained his meals as a favour, and an extra blanket had to be won +by a week's abject humiliation. Fire was only allowed him at times, +and he secured oil for his lamp by stratagems. Latterly he was glad to +send strange ministers to Mains, and his boys alone forced lodgment in +the manse. The settlement of Barbara was the great calamity of the +Rabbi's life, and was the doing of his own good nature. He first met +her when she came to the manse one evening to discuss the unlawfulness +of infant baptism and the duty of holding Sunday on Saturday, being the +Jewish Sabbath. His interest deepened on learning that she had been +driven from twenty-nine situations through the persecution of the +ungodly; and on her assuring him that she had heard a voice in a dream +bidding her take charge of Kilbogie Manse, the Rabbi, who had suffered +many things at the hands of young girls given to lovers, installed +Barbara, and began to repent that very day. A tall, bony, forbidding +woman, with a squint and a nose turning red, as she stated, from +chronic indigestion, let it be said for her that she did not fall into +the sins of her predecessors. It was indeed a pleasant jest in +Kilbogie for four Sabbaths that she allowed a local Romeo, who knew not +that his Juliet was gone, to make his adventurous way to her bedroom +window, and then showed such an amazing visage that he was laid up for +a week through the suddenness of his fall. What the Rabbi endured no +one knew, but his boys understood that the only relief he had from +Barbara's tyranny was on Sabbath evening, when she stated her +objections to the doctrine, and threatened henceforward to walk into +Muirtown in order to escape from unsound doctrine. On such occasions +the Rabbi laid himself out for her instruction with much zest, and he +knew when he had produced an impression, for then he went supperless to +bed. Between this militant spirit and the boys there was an undying +feud, and Carmichael was not at all hurt to hear her frank references +to himself. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-171"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-171.jpg" ALT="A tall, bony, forbidding woman." BORDER="2" WIDTH="291" HEIGHT="511"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 291px"> +A tall, bony, forbidding woman. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"What need he come stravagin' doon frae Drumtochty for? it wud set him +better tae wait on his ain fouk. A licht-headed fellow, they say as +kens; an' as for his doctrine—weel, maybe it 'll dae for Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"Tea? Did ye expect me tae hae biling water at this 'oor o' the nicht? +My word, the money wud flee in this hoose gin a' wesna here. Milk 'll +dae fine for yon birkie: he micht be gled tae get onything, sorning on +a respectable manse every ither week." +</P> + +<P> +"You will pardon our humble provision"—this is how the Rabbi prepared +Carmichael; "we have taken my worthy Abigail unawares, and she cannot +do for us what in other circumstances would be her desire. She has a +thorn in the flesh which troubles her, and makes her do what she would +not; but I am convinced that her heart is right." +</P> + +<P> +That uncompromising woman took no notice of Drumtochty, but busied +herself in a search for the Rabbi's bag, which he insisted had been +brought home from Muirtown that morning, and which was at last found +covered with books. +</P> + +<P> +"Do not open it at present, Barbara; you can identify the contents +later if it be necessary, but I am sure they are all right," and the +Rabbi watched Barbara's investigations with evident anxiety. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe ye hae brocht back what ye started wi', but gin ye hev, it's the +first time a' can mind. Laist sacrament at Edinburgh ye pickit up twal +books, ae clothes brush, an' a crochet cover for a chair, an' left +a'thing that belonged tae ye." +</P> + +<P> +"It was an inadvertence; but I obtained a drawer for my own use this +time, and I was careful to pack its contents into the bag, leaving +nothing." But the Rabbi did not seem over-confident. +</P> + +<P> +"There 's nae question that ye hev filled the pack," said Barbara, with +much deliberation and an ominous calmness; "but whether wi' yir ain +gear or some ither body's, a'll leave ye tae judge yirsel'. A 'll +juist empty the bag on the bukes;" and Barbara selected a bank of +Puritans for the display of her master's spoil. +</P> + +<P> +"Ae slipbody (bodice), well hemmed and gude stuff—ye didna tak' that +wi' ye, at ony rate; twa pillow slips—they 'll come in handy, oor ain +are wearin' thin; ae pair o' sheets—'ll juist dae for the next trimmie +that ye want tae set up in her hoose; this 'll be a bolster slip, a 'm +judgin'—" +</P> + +<P> +"It must be the work of Satan," cried the poor Rabbi, who constantly +saw the hand of the great enemy in the disorder of his study. "I +cannot believe that my hands packed such garments in place of my own." +</P> + +<P> +"Ye 'll be satisfied when ye read the name; it's plain eneuch; ye +needna gang dodderin' aboot here and there lookin' for yir glasses; +there's twa pair on your head already;" for it was an hour of triumph +to Barbara's genial soul. +</P> + +<P> +"It's beyond understanding," murmured the Rabbi. "I must have mistaken +one drawer for another in the midst of meditation;" and then, when +Barbara had swept out of the room with the varied linen on her arm, +"this is very humiliating, John, and hard to bear." +</P> + +<P> +"Nonsense, Rabbi; it's one of the finest things you have ever done. +Half a dozen journeys of that kind would refurnish the manse; it's just +a pity you can't annex a chair;" but he saw that the good man was +sorely vexed. +</P> + +<P> +"You are a good lad, John, and it is truly marvellous what charity I +have received at the hands of young men who might have scorned and +mocked me. God knows how my heart has been filled with gratitude, and +I … have mentioned your names in my unworthy prayers that God may +do to you all according to the kindness ye have shown unto me." +</P> + +<P> +It was plain that this lonely, silent man was much moved, and +Carmichael did not speak. +</P> + +<P> +"People consider that I am ignorant of my failings and weaknesses, and +I can bear witness with a clear conscience that I am not angry when +they smile and nod the head; why should I be? But, John, it is known +to myself only and Him before whom all hearts are open how great is my +suffering in being among my neighbours as a sparrow upon the housetop. +</P> + +<P> +"May you never know, John, what it is to live alone and friendless till +you lose the ways of other men and retire within yourself, looking out +on the multitude passing on the road as a hermit from his cell, and +knowing that some day you will die alone, with none to … give you a +draught of water." +</P> + +<P> +"Rabbi, Rabbi"—for Carmichael was greatly distressed at the woe in the +face opposite him, and his heart was tender that night—"why should you +have lived like that? Do not be angry, but … did God intend … +it cannot be wrong … I mean … God did give Eve to Adam." +</P> + +<P> +"Laddie, why do ye speak with fear and a faltering voice? Did I say +aught against that gracious gift or the holy mystery of love, which is +surely the sign of the union betwixt God and the soul, as is set forth +after a mystical shape in the Song of Songs? But it was not for +me—no, not for me. I complain not, neither have I vexed my soul. He +doeth all things well." +</P> + +<P> +"But, dear Rabbi"—and Carmichael hesitated, not knowing where he stood. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye ask me why"—the Rabbi anticipated the question—"and I will tell +you plainly, for my heart has ever gone forth to you. For long years I +found no favour in the eyes of the Church, and it seemed likely I would +be rejected from the ministry as a man useless and unprofitable. How +could I attempt to win the love of any maiden, since it did not appear +to be the will of God that I should ever have a place of habitation? +It consisted not with honour, for I do hold firmly that no man hath any +right to seek unto himself a wife till he have a home." +</P> + +<P> +"But …" +</P> + +<P> +"Afterwards, you would say. Ah, John, then had I become old and +unsightly, not such a one as women could care for. It would have been +cruel to tie a maid for life to one who might only be forty years in +age, but was as seventy in his pilgrimage, and had fallen into unlovely +habits." +</P> + +<P> +Then the Rabbi turned on Carmichael his gentle eyes, that were shining +with tears. +</P> + +<P> +"It will be otherwise with you, and so let it be. May I live to see +you rejoicing with the wife of your youth." +</P> + +<P> +So it came to pass that it was to this unlikely man Carmichael told his +new-born love, and he was amazed at the understanding of the Rabbi, as +well as his sympathy and toleration. +</P> + +<P> +"A maid of spirit—and that is an excellent thing; and any excess will +be tamed by life. Only see to it that ye agree in that which lieth +beneath all churches and maketh souls one in God. May He prosper you +in your wooing as He did the patriarch Jacob, and far more abundantly." +</P> + +<P> +Very early in the morning Carmichael awoke, and being tempted by the +sunrise, arose and went downstairs. As he came near the study door he +heard a voice in prayer, and knew that the Rabbi had been all night in +intercession. +</P> + +<P> +"Thou hast denied me wife and child; deny me not Thyself.… A +stranger Thou hast made me among men; refuse me not a place in the +City.… Deal graciously with this lad who has been to me as a son +in the Gospel.… He has not despised an old man; put not his heart +to confusion.…" +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael crept upstairs again, but not to sleep, and at breakfast he +pledged the Rabbi to come up some day and see Kate Carnegie. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap13"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIII. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +PREPARING FOR THE SACRAMENT. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-177.jpg" ALT="dropcap-e" BORDER="0" WIDTH="180" HEIGHT="229"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +nglish folk have various festivals in the religious year, as becometh +a generous country, but in our austere and thrifty Glen there was only +one high day, and that was Sacrament Sabbath. It is rumoured—but one +prefers not to believe scandals—that the Scottish Kirk nowadays is +encouraging a monthly Sacrament, after which nothing remains in the way +of historical declension except for people to remain for the Sacrament +as it may occur to them, and for men like Drumsheugh to get up at +meetings to give their religious experiences, when every one that has +any understanding will know that the reserve has gone out of Scottish +character, and the reverence from Scottish faith. Dr. Davidson's +successor, a boisterous young man of bourgeois manners, elected by +popular vote, has got guilds, where Hillocks' granddaughter reads +papers on Emerson and refers to the Free Kirk people as Dissenters, but +things were different in the old days before the Revolution. The +Doctor had such unquestioning confidence in himself that he considered +his very presence a sufficient defence for the Kirk, and was of such +perfect breeding that he regarded other Kirks with unbroken charity. +He was not the man to weary the parish with fussy little schemes, and +he knew better than level down the Sacrament. It was the summit of the +year to which the days climbed, from which they fell away, and it was +held in the middle of August. Then nature was at her height in the +Glen, and had given us of her fulness. The barley was golden, and, +rustling in the gentle wind, wearied for the scythe; the oats were +changing daily, and had only so much greenness as would keep the +feathery heads firm for the handling; the potatoes having received the +last touch of the plough, were well banked up and flowering pleasantly; +the turnips, in fine levels, like Hillocks', or gently sloping fields, +like Menzies', were so luxuriant that a mere townsman could not have +told the direction of the drills; the hay had been gathered into long +stacks like unto the shape of a two-storied house, and the fresh +aftermath on the field was yielding sweet morsels for the horses of an +evening; the pasture was rich with the hardy white clover, and one +could hear from the road the cattle taking full mouthfuls; young spring +animals, like calves and lambs, were now falling into shape and +beginning independent life, though with an occasional hankering after +the past, when the lambs would fall a-bleating for their mothers, and +calves would hang about the gate at evening, where they had often +fought shamelessly to get a frothy nose once more into the milk-pail. +</P> + +<P> +Our little gardens were full a-blow, a very blaze and maze of colour +and foliage, wherein the owner wandered of an evening examining flowers +and fruit with many and prolonged speculations—much aided by the smoke +of tobacco—as to the chance of gaining a second at our horticultural +show with his stocks, or honourable mention for a dish of mixed fruit. +The good wife might be seen of an afternoon about that time, in a +sun-bonnet and a gown carefully tucked up, gathering her berry harvest +for preserves, with two young assistants, who worked at a modest +distance from their mother, very black as to their mouths, and +preserving the currants, as they plucked them, by an instantaneous +process of their own invention. Next afternoon a tempting fragrance of +boiling sugar would make one's mouth water as he passed, and the same +assistants, never weary in well-doing, might be seen setting saucers of +black jam upon the window-sill to "jeel," and receiving, as a kind of +blackmail, another saucerful of "skim," which, I am informed, is really +the refuse of the sugar, but, for all that, wonderfully toothsome. +Bear with a countryman's petty foolishness, ye mighty people who live +in cities, and whose dainties come from huge manufactories. Some man +reading these pages will remember that red-letter day of the +summer-time long ago, and the faithful hands that plucked the fruit, +and the old kitchen, with its open beams, and the peat fire glowing +red, and the iron arm that held the copper-lined pan—much lent round +the district—and the smack of the hot, sweet berries, more grateful +than any banquet of later days. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-179"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-179.jpg" ALT="Gathering her berry harvest." BORDER="2" WIDTH="307" HEIGHT="436"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 307px"> +Gathering her berry harvest. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +The bees worked hard in this time of affluence, and came staggering +home with spoil from the hills, but it was holiday season on the farms. +Between the last labours on the roots and the beginning of harvest +there was no exacting demand from the land, and managing farmers +invented tasks to fill up the hours. An effort was made to restore +carts and implements to their original colour, which was abruptly +interrupted by the first day of cutting, so that one was not surprised +to see a harvest cart blue on one side and a rich crusted brown on the +other. Drumsheugh would even send his men to road-making, and +apologise to the neighbours—"juist reddin' up aboot the doors"—while +Saunders the foreman and his staff laboured in a shamefaced manner like +grown-ups playing at a children's game. Hillocks used to talk vaguely +about going to see a married sister in Glasgow, and one year got as far +as Kildrummie, where he met Piggie Walker, and returned to have a deal +in potatoes with that enterprising man. More than once Drumsheugh—but +then his position was acknowledged—set off on the Monday for +Carnoustie with a large carpet bag containing, among other things, two +pounds of butter and two dozen eggs, and announced his intention of +spending a fortnight at the "saut water." The kirkyard would bid him +good-bye, and give him a united guarantee that Sabbath would be kept at +Drumtochty during his absence, but the fathers were never astonished to +see the great man drop into Muirtown market next Friday on his way +west—having found four days of unrelieved gaiety at that Scottish +Monaco enough for flesh and blood. +</P> + +<P> +This season of small affairs was redeemed by the Sacrament, and +preparations began far off with the cleaning of the kirk. As early as +June our beadle had the face of one with something on his mind, and +declined to pledge himself for roups of standing corn, where his +presence was much valued, not on business grounds, but as an official +sanction of the proceedings. Drumtochty always felt that Dr. Davidson +was fully represented by his man, and John could no longer disentangle +the two in his own mind—taking a gloomy view of the parish when he was +laid up by lumbago and the Doctor had to struggle on single-handed, and +regarding the future when both would be gone with despair. +</P> + +<P> +"Ay, ay, Hillocks," he once remarked to that worthy, "this 'll be a +queer-like place when me an' the Doctor 's awa'. +</P> + +<P> +"Na, na, a' daurna promise for the roup, but ye can cairry it on +whether a 'm there or no; prices dinna hang on a beadle, and they 're +far mair than appearances. A 'm juist beginning tae plan the reddin' +up for the Saicrament, an' a 've nae speerit for pleesure; div ye ken, +Hillocks, a' wud actually coont a funeral distrackin'." +</P> + +<P> +"Ye hev an awfu' responsibility, there 's nae doot o' that, John, but +gin ye juist jined the fouk for ae field, it wud be an affset tae the +day, an' the auctioneer wud be lifted." +</P> + +<P> +With the beginning of July, John fairly broke ground in the great +effort, and was engaged thereon for six weeks, beginning with the +dusting of the pulpit and concluding with the beating of Drumsheugh's +cushion. During that time the Doctor only suggested his wants to John, +and the fathers themselves trembled of a Sabbath morning lest in a +moment of forgetfulness they might carry in some trace of their farms +with them and mar the great work. It was pretty to see Whinnie +labouring at his feet in a grassy corner, while John watched him from +the kirk door with an unrelenting countenance. +</P> + +<P> +The elders also had what might be called their cleaning at this season, +examining into the cases of any who had made a "mistak'" since last +August, and deciding whether they should be allowed to "gang forrit." +These deliberations were begun at the door, where Drumsheugh and Domsie +stood the last five minutes before the Doctor appeared, and were open +to the congregation, who from their places within learned the +offenders' prospects. +</P> + +<P> +"The Doctor 'll dae as he considers richt, an' he 's juist ower easy +pleased wi' onybody 'at starts a-greetin', but yon's ma jidgment, +Dominie." +</P> + +<P> +"I do not wish to dispute with you, Drumsheugh"—Domsie always spoke +English on such occasions—"and the power of the keys is a solemn +charge. But we must temper a just measure of severity with a spirit of +mercy." +</P> + +<P> +"Ye may temper this or temper that," said Drumsheugh, going to the root +of the matter, "but a' tell ye, Dominie, there's ower mony o' thae +limmers in the country juist noo, an' a 'm for making an example o' +Jean Ferguson." +</P> + +<P> +So Jean did not present herself for a token on the approaching +Fast-day, and sat out with the children during the Sacrament with as +becoming an expression of penitence as her honest, comely face could +accomplish. Nor did Jean or her people bear any grudge against the +Doctor or the Session for their severity. She had gone of her own +accord to confess her fault, and was willing that her process of +cleansing should be thorough before she received absolution. When a +companion in misfortune spoke of the greater leniency of Pitscowrie, +Jean expressed her thankfulness that she was of Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"Nane o' yir loose wys for me—gie me a richt minister as dis his +duty;" which showed that whatever might be her deflections in practice, +Jean's ideas of morals were sound. +</P> + +<P> +Preparations in the parish at large began two weeks before the +Sacrament, when persons whose attendance had been, to say the least, +irregular slipped in among the fathers without ostentation, and +dropping into a conversation on the weather, continued, as it were, +from last Sabbath, used it skilfully to offer an apology for past +failures in church observance. +</P> + +<P> +"It's keepit up wonderfu' through the week, for a' never like ower +bricht mornin's," old Sandie Ferguson would remark casually, whose +arrival, swallow-like, heralded the approach of the great occasion. +"The roads are graund the noo frae the heich (high glen); we 've hed an +awfu' winter, neeburs, up oor wy—clean blockit up. Them 'at lives +ablow are michty favoured, wi' the kirk at their door." +</P> + +<P> +"It's maist extraordinar' hoo the seasons are changin'"—Jamie Soutar +could never resist Sandie's effrontery—"A' mind when Mairch saw the +end o' the snow, an' noo winter is hangin' aboot in midsummer. A'm +expeckin' tae hear, in another five year, that the drifts last through +the Sacrament in August. It 'll be a sair trial for ye, Sandie, a +wullin' kirkgoer—but ye 'll hae the less responsibility." +</P> + +<P> +"Millhole 's here, at ony rate, the day, an' we 're gled tae see +him"—for Drumsheugh's pride was to have a large Sacrament—and so +Sandie would take his place at an angle to catch the Doctor's eye, and +pay such rapt attention to the sermon that any one not knowing the +circumstances might have supposed that he had just awaked from sleep. +</P> + +<P> +Ploughmen who on other Sabbaths slept in the forenoon and visited their +sweethearts the rest of the day, presented themselves for tokens on the +Fast-day, and made the one elaborate toilette of the year on Saturday +evening, when they shaved in turns before a scrap of glass hung outside +the bothy door, and the foreman, skilled in the clipping of horses, cut +their hair, utilising a porridge bowl with much ingenuity to secure a +round cut. They left early on the Sabbath morning, and formed +themselves into a group against the gable of the kirk,—being reviewed +with much satisfaction by Drumsheugh, who had a keen eye for absentees +from the religious function of the year. At the first sound of the +bell the ploughmen went into kirk a solid mass, distributing themselves +in the servants' pews attached to the farmers' pews, and maintaining an +immovable countenance through every part of the service, any tendency +to somnolence being promptly and effectually checked by the foreman, +who allowed himself some ease when alone on other days, but on +Sacrament Sabbath realised his charge and never closed an eye. The +women and children proceeded to their places on arrival, and the +fathers followed them as the bell gave signs of ceasing. Drumsheugh +and Domsie then came in from the plate and the administration of +discipline, and the parish waited as one man for the appearance of John +with the Bible, the Doctor following, and envied those whose seat +commanded the walk from the manse down which the procession came every +Sabbath with dignity, but once a year with an altogether peculiar +majesty. +</P> + +<P> +Drumtochty exiles meeting in London or other foreign places and +recalling the Glen, never part without lighting on John and passing +contempt on all officials beside him. "Ye mind John?" one will say, +wagging his head with an amazement that time and distance has in no +wise cooled, and his fellow glensman will reply, "Ay, ye may traivel +the warld ower or ye see his marrow." Then they will fall into a +thoughtful silence, and each knows that his neighbour is following John +as he comes down the kirkyard on the great day. "Comin' in at the door +lookin' as if he didna ken there wes a body in the kirk, a' aye coontit +best," but his friend has another preference. "It wes fine, but, man, +tae see him set the bukes doon on the pulpit cushion, and then juist +gie ae glisk roond the kirk as much as tae say, 'What think ye o' +that?' cowed a' thing." It has been given to myself amid other +privileges to see (and store in a fond memory) the walk of a University +mace-bearer, a piper at the Highland gathering, a German stationmaster +(after the war), and an alderman (of the old school), but it is bare +justice to admit, although I am not of Drumtochty, but only as a +proselyte of the gate, that none of those efforts is at all to be +compared with John's achievement. Within the manse the Doctor was +waiting in pulpit array, grasping his father's snuff-box in a firm +right hand, and it was understood that, none seeing them, and as a +preparation for the strain that would immediately be upon them, both +the minister and his man relaxed for a minute. +</P> + +<P> +"Is there a respectable attendance, John?" and the Doctor would take a +preliminary pinch. "Drumsheugh does not expect many absentees." +</P> + +<P> +"Naebody 's missin' that a' cud see, sir, except that ill gettit +wratch, Tammie Ronaldson, and a' coont him past redemption. A' gaed in +as a' cam doon, and gin he wesna lyin' in his bed sleepin' an' snorin' +like a heathen." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, John, did you do your duty as an officer of the church?" +</P> + +<P> +"A' stood ower him, Doctor, an' a' juist said tae masel', 'Shall a' +smite wi' the sword?' but a' left him alane for this time." And so +they started—John in front with the books, and the Doctor a pace +behind, his box now in the left hand, with a handkerchief added, and +the other holding up his gown, both dignitaries bare-headed, +unself-conscious, absorbed in their office. +</P> + +<P> +The books were carried level with the top button of John's +waistcoat—the Psalm-book being held in its place by the two extended +thumbs—and neither were allowed to depart from the absolute horizontal +by an eighth of an inch, even going up the pulpit stairs. When they +had been deposited in their place, and slightly patted, just to settle +them, John descended to make way for the Doctor, who had been waiting +beneath in a commanding attitude. He then followed the minister up, +and closed the door—not with a bang, but yet so that all might know he +had finished his part of the work. If any one had doubted how much +skill went to this achievement, he had his eyes opened when John had +the lumbago, and the smith arrived at the kirk door three yards ahead +of the Doctor, and let the Psalm-book fall on the pulpit floor. +</P> + +<P> +"We 're thankfu' tae hae ye back, John," said Hillocks. "Yon wes a +temptin' o' Providence." +</P> + +<P> +Once only had I the privilege of seeing John in this his glory, and the +sight of him afflicted me with a problem no one has ever solved. It +might, indeed, be made a branch of scientific investigation, and would +then be called the Genesis of Beadles. Was a beadle ever a baby? What +like was he before he appeared in his office? Was he lying as a +cardinal in petto till the right moment, and then simply showed himself +to be appointed as one born unto this end? No one dared to hint that +John had ever followed any other avocation, and an effort to connect +John with the honourable trade of plumbing in the far past was justly +regarded as a disgraceful return of Tammie Ronaldson's for much +faithful dealing. Drumtochty refused to consider his previous history, +if he had any, and looked on John in his office as a kind of +Melchizedek, a mysterious, isolated work of Providence. +</P> + +<P> +He was a mere wisp of a man, with a hard, keen face, iron-grey hair +brushed low across his forehead, and clean-shaven cheeks. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-188"></A> +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-188.jpg" ALT="He was a mere wisp of a man." BORDER="2" WIDTH="169" HEIGHT="448"> +<H3 CLASS="h3left" STYLE="width: 169px"> +He was a mere wisp of a man. +</H3> + +<P> +"A 've naething tae say against a beard," on being once consulted, "an' +a 'm no prepared tae deny it maun be in the plan o' Providence. In +fact, gin a' wes in a private capaucity, a' michtna shave, but in ma +public capaucity, a 've nae alternative. It wud be a fine story tae +gang roond the Presbytery o' Muirtown that the Beadle o' Drumtochty hed +a beard." +</P> + +<P> +His authority was supreme under the Doctor, and never was disputed by +man or beast save once, and John himself admitted that the +circumstances were quite peculiar. It was during the Doctor's famous +continental tour, when Drumsheugh fought with strange names in the +kirkyard, and the Presbytery supplied Drumtochty in turn. The minister +of St. David's, Muirtown, was so spiritual that he left his voice at +the foot of the pulpit stairs, and lived in the Song of Solomon, with +occasional excursions into the Lamentations of Jeremiah, and it was +thoughtless not to have told Mr. Curlew that two or three dogs—of +unexceptionable manners—attended our kirk with their masters. They +would no more have thought of brawling in church than John himself, and +they knew the parts of the service as well as the Doctor, but dogs have +been so made by our common Creator that they cannot abide falsetto, and +Mr. Curlew tried them beyond endurance. When he lifted up his voice in +"Return, return, O Shulamite, return, return," a long wail in reply, +from below a back seat where a shepherd was slumbering, proclaimed that +his appeal had not altogether failed. "Put out that dog," said the +preacher in a very natural voice, with a strong suggestion of bad +temper, "put that dog out immediately; it's most disgraceful that such… +eh, conduct should go, on in a Christian church. Where is the +church officer?" +</P> + +<P> +"A'm the Beadle o' Drumtochty"—standing in his place—"an' a'll dae +yir pleesure;" and the occasion was too awful for any one, even the +dog's master, to assist, far less to laugh. +</P> + +<P> +So Laddie was conducted down the passage—a dog who would not +condescend to resist—and led to the outer gate of the kirkyard, and +John came in amid a dead silence—for Mr. Curlew had not yet got his +pulpit note again—and faced the preacher. +</P> + +<P> +"The dog 's oot, sir, but a' tak this congregation tae witness, ye +begood (began) it yirsel'," and it was said that Mr. Curlew's pious and +edifying chant was greatly restricted in country kirks from that day. +</P> + +<P> +It was not given to the beadle to sit with the elders in that famous +court of morals which is called the Kirk Session, and of which strange +stories are told by Southern historians, but it was his to show out and +in the culprits with much solemnity. He was able to denote the exact +offence in the language of Kirk law, and was considered happy in his +abbreviations for technical terms. As a familiar of the Inquisition, +he took oversight of the district, and saw that none escaped the +wholesome discipline of the Church. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye 're back," he said, arresting Peter Ferguson as he tried to escape +down a byroad, and eyeing the prodigal sternly, who had fled from +discipline to London, and there lost a leg; "the' 'll be a meetin' o' +Session next week afore the Saicrament; wull a' tell the Doctor ye're +comin'?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, ye 'll dae naething o' the kind, for a 'll no be there. A 've nae +suner got hame aifter ma accident but ye're tormentin' me on the verra +road wi' yir Session. Ye drave me awa' aince, an' noo ye wud harry +(hunt) me aft again." +</P> + +<P> +"A weel, a weel"—and John was quite calm—"dinna pit yirsel' in a +feery farry (excitement); ye 'll gang yir ain wy and earn yir ain +jidgment. It wes for yir gude a' spoke, and noo a 've dune ma pairt, +an' whatever comes o't, ye 'll no hae me or ony ither body tae blame." +</P> + +<P> +"What think ye 'll happen?"—evidently sobered by John's tone, yet +keeping up a show of defiance. "Ye wud think the Session wes the +Sheriff o' Perthshire tae hear ye blawin' and threatenin'." +</P> + +<P> +"It's no for me tae say what may befa' ye, Peter Ferguson, for a 'm no +yir jidge, but juist a frail mortal, beadle though I be; but a' may hev +ma thochts. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye refused the summons sax month syne, and took yir wys tae +London—that wes contumacy added tae yir ither sin. Nae doot ye made +certain ye hed escapit, but hed ye? A' leave it tae yirsel', for the +answer is in yir body," and John examined Peter's wooden leg with an +austere interest. +</P> + +<P> +"Ay, ay, ma man," he resumed—for Peter was now quite silenced by this +uncompromising interpretation of the ways of Providence—"ye aff tae +London, an' the Lord aifter ye, an' whuppit aff ae leg. Noo ye declare +ye 'll be as countermacious as ever, an' a 'm expeckin' the Lord 'll +come doon here an' tak the ither leg, an' gin that disna dae, a' that +remains is tae stairt on yir airms; and, man Peter, ye 'll be a +bonnie-like sicht before a' 's dune." +</P> + +<P> +This was very faithful dealing, and it had its desired effect, for +Peter appeared at next meeting, and in due course was absolved, as +became an obedient son of the Church. +</P> + +<P> +John did not, however, always carry the sword, but bore himself gently +to young people so long as they did not misbehave in church, and he had +a very tender heart toward probationers, as being callow members of +that great ecclesiastical guild in which he was one of the heads. +</P> + +<P> +When one of those innocents came to take the Doctor's place, John used +to go in to visit them in the dining-room on Saturday evening, partly +to temper the severity of his wife, Dr. Davidson's housekeeper, who +dealt hardly with the lads, and partly to assist them with practical +hints regarding pulpit deportment and the delivery of their sermons. +One unfortunate was so nervous and clinging that John arranged his +remarks for him into heads—with an application to two classes—and +then, having suggested many points, stopped under the yew arch that +divided the kirkyard from the manse garden, and turned on the shaking +figure which followed. +</P> + +<P> +"Ae thing mair; aifter ye 're dune wi' yir sermon, whether ye 're +sweatin' or no, for ony sake fa' back in yir seat and dicht (wipe) yir +broo," which being done by the exhausted orator, made a great +impression on the people, and was so spread abroad that a year +afterwards it won for him the parish of Pitscowrie. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap14"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIV. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A MODERATE. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-192.jpg" ALT="dropcap-a" BORDER="0" WIDTH="147" HEIGHT="248"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +s a matter of fact, Dr. Davidson, minister of Drumtochty, stood +exactly five feet nine in his boots, and was therefore a man of quite +moderate height; but this is not what you had dared to state to any +loyal and self-respecting person in the parish. For "the Doctor"—what +suggestions of respect and love were in that title on a Drumtochty +tongue—was so compactly made and bore himself with such dignity, both +in walk and conversation, that Drumsheugh, although not unaccustomed to +measurement and a man of scrupulous accuracy, being put into the +witness-box, would have sworn that Dr. Davidson was "aboot sax feet aff +and on—maybe half an inch mair, standin' at his full hicht in the +pulpit." Which fond delusion seemed to declare abroad, as in a +parable, the greatness of the Doctor. +</P> + +<P> +Providence had dealt bountifully with Dr. Davidson, and had bestowed on +him the largest benefit of heredity. He was not the first of his house +to hold this high place of parish minister—the only absolute monarchy +in the land—and he must not receive over-praise for not falling into +those personal awkwardnesses and petty tyrannies which are the +infallible signs of one called suddenly to the throne. His were the +pride of blood, the inherent sense of authority, the habit of rule, the +gracious arts of manner, the conviction of popular devotion, the grasp +of affairs, the interest in the people's life, which are the marks and +aids of a royal caste. It was not in the nature of things that the +Doctor should condescend to quarrel with a farmer or mix himself up +with any vulgar squabble, because his will was law in ninety cases in a +hundred, and in the other ten he skilfully anticipated the people's +wishes. When the minister of Nether Pitfoodles—who had sermons on +"Love, Courtship, and Marriage," and was much run after in +Muirtown—quarrelled with his elders about a collection, and asked the +interference of the Presbytery, Dr. Davidson dealt severely with him in +open court as one who had degraded the ministry and discredited +government. It was noticed also that the old gentleman would afterward +examine Nether Pitfoodles curiously for minutes together in the +Presbytery, and then shake his head. +</P> + +<P> +"Any man," he used to say to his reverend brother of Kildrummie, as +they went home from the Presbytery together, "who gets unto a wrangle +with his farmers about a collection is either an upstart or he is a +fool, and in neither case ought he to be a minister of the Church of +Scotland." And the two old men would lament the decay of the ministry +over their wine in Kildrummie Manse—being both of the same school, +cultured, clean-living, kind-hearted, honourable, but not extravagantly +evangelical clergymen. They agreed in everything except the matter of +their after-dinner wine, Dr. Davidson having a partiality for port, +while the minister of Kildrummie insisted that a generous claret was +the hereditary drink of a Scottish gentleman. This was only, however, +a subject of academic debate, and was not allowed to interfere with +practice—the abbe of Drumtochty taking his bottle of claret, in an +appreciative spirit, and the cure of Kildrummie disposing of his two or +three glasses of port with cheerful resignation. +</P> + +<P> +If Drumtochty exalted its minister above his neighbours, it may be +urged in excuse that Scottish folk are much affected by a man's birth, +and Dr. Davidson had a good ancestry. He was the last of his line, and +represented a family that for two centuries had given her sons to the +Kirk. Among those bygone worthies, the Doctor used to select one in +especial for honourable mention. He was a minister of Dunleith, whose +farmers preferred to play ball against the wall of the kirk to hearing +him preach, and gave him insolence on his offering a pious +remonstrance. Whereupon the Davidson of that day, being, like all his +race, short in stature, but mighty in strength, first beat the champion +player one Sabbath morning at his own game to tame an unholy pride, and +then thrashed him with his fist to do good to his soul. This happy +achievement in practical theology secured an immediate congregation, +and produced so salutary an effect on the schismatic ball-player that +he became in due course an elder, and was distinguished for his +severity in dealing with persons absenting themselves from public +worship, or giving themselves overmuch to vain amusements. +</P> + +<P> +At the close of the last century the Doctor's grandfather was minister +of the High Kirk, Muirtown, where he built up the people in loyalty to +Kirk and State, and himself recruited for the Perthshire Fencibles. He +also delivered a sermon entitled "The French Revolution the just +judgment of the Almighty on the spirit of insubordination," for which +he received a vote of thanks from the Lord Provost and Bailies of +Muirtown in council assembled, as well as a jewel from the Earl of +Kilspindie, the grandfather of our lord, which the Doctor inherited and +wore on the third finger of his left hand. Had Carmichael or any other +minister decked himself after this fashion, it had not fared well with +him, but even the Free Kirk appreciated a certain pomp in Dr. Davidson, +and would have resented his being as other men. He was always pleased +to give the history of the ring, and generally told a story of his +ancestor, which he had tasted much more frequently than the sermon. A +famous judge had asked him to dinner as he made his circuit, and they +had disputed about the claret, till at last its excellence compelled +respect at the close of the first bottle. +</P> + +<P> +"'Now, Reverend Sir,' said the judge, 'this wine has been slandered and +its fair fame taken away without reason. I demand that you absolve it +from the scandal.' +</P> + +<P> +"'My Lord,' said my worthy forbear, 'you are a great criminal lawyer, +but you are not well read in Kirk law, for no offender can be absolved +without three appearances.' +</P> + +<P> +"My grandfather," the Doctor used to conclude, "had the best of that +jest besides at least two bottles of claret, for in those days a +clergyman took more wine than we would now think seemly, although, mark +you, the old gentleman always denounced drunkenness on two grounds: +first, because it was an offence against religion, and second, because +it was a sign of weakness." +</P> + +<P> +Some old folk could remember the Doctor's father, who never attained to +the Doctorate, but was a commanding personage. He published no +sermons, but as the first Davidson in Drumtochty, he laid the +foundations of good government. The Kilspindie family had only +recently come into the parish—having purchased the larger part of the +Carnegies' land—and Drumtochty took a thrawn fit, and among other acts +of war pulled down time after time certain new fences. The minister +was appealed to by his lordship, and having settled the rights of the +matter, he bade the factor wait in patience till the Sacrament, and +Drumsheugh's father used to tell unto the day of his death, as a +historical event, how the Doctor's father stood at the communion-table +and debarred from the Sacrament evil livers of all kinds, and that day +in especial all who had broken Lord Kilspindie's fences,—which was an +end of the war. There was a picture of him in the Doctor's study, +showing a very determined gentleman, who brought up both his parish and +his family upon the stick, and with undeniable success. +</P> + +<P> +With such blood in his veins it was not to be expected that our Doctor +should be after the fashion of a modern minister. No one had ever seen +him (or wished to see him) in any other dress than black cloth, and a +broad-brimmed silk hat, with a white stock of many folds and a bunch of +seals depending from some mysterious pocket. His walk, so assured, so +measured, so stately, was a means of grace to the parish, confirming +every sound and loyal belief, and was crowned, so to say, by his stick, +which had a gold head, and having made history in the days of his +father, had reached the position of a hereditary sceptre. No one could +estimate the aid and comfort that stick gave to the Doctor's visits, +but one quite understood the force of the comparison Hillocks once +drew, after the Doctor's death, between the coming to his house of the +Doctor and a "cry" from his energetic successor under the new <I>régime</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"He 's a hard-workin' body, oor new man, aye rin rinnin', fuss fussin' +roond the pairish, an' he 's a pop'lar hand in the pulpit, but it's a +puir business a veesit frae him. +</P> + +<P> +"It's juist in an' oot like a cadger buyin' eggs, nae peace an' nae +solemnity. Of coorse it's no his blame that he 's naethin' tae look +at, for that's the wy he wes made, an' his father keepit a pig (china) +shop, but at ony rate he micht get a wise-like stick. +</P> + +<P> +"Noo, there wes the Doctor 'at's dead an' gone; he didna gang +scrammelin' an' huntin' aifter the fouk frae Monday tae Saiturday. Na, +na, he didna lower himsel' preachin' an' paiterin' like a missionary +body. He announced frae the pulpit whar he wes gaein' and when he wes +comin'. +</P> + +<P> +"'It's my purpose,'" and Hillocks did his best to imitate the Doctor, +"'to visit the farm of Hillocks on Wednesday of this week, and I desire +to meet with all persons living thereon;' it wes worth callin' an +intimation, an' gied ye pleesure in yir seat. +</P> + +<P> +"On Tuesday aifternoon John wud juist drap in tae see that a'thing wes +ready, and the next aifternoon the Doctor comes himsel', an' the first +thing he dis is tae lay the stick on the table an' gin he hed never +said a word, tae see it lyin' there wes a veesitation. But he 's a +weel-meanin' bit craturie, Maister Peebles, an' handy wi' a magic +lantern. Sall," and then Hillocks became incapable of speech, and you +knew that the thought of Dr. Davidson explaining comic slides had quite +overcome him. +</P> + +<P> +This visitation counted as an event in domestic life, and the Doctor's +progress through the Glen was noted in the kirkyard, and any special +remark duly reported. Nothing could be more perfect than his manner on +such occasions, being leisurely, comprehensive, dignified, gracious. +First of all he saluted every member of the family down to the bairns +by name, for had he not at least married the heads of the household, +and certainly baptised all the rest? Unto each he made some kindly +remark also—to the good man a commendation of his careful farming, to +the good-wife a deserved compliment on her butter; the eldest daughter +was praised for the way in which she was sustaining the ancient +reputation of Hillocks' dairy; there was a word to Hillocks' son on his +masterly ploughing; and some good word of Dominie Jamieson's about the +little lassie was not forgotten. After which the Doctor sat +down—there was some difficulty in getting the family to sit in his +presence—and held a thorough review of the family history for the last +year, dwelling upon the prospects of Charlie, for whom the Doctor had +got a situation, and Jean, the married daughter, whose husband might +one day have a farm with four pair of horses in the carse of Gowrie. +The Doctor would then go out to give his opinion on the crops, which +was drawn from keen practical knowledge—his brochure on "The Potato +Disease: Whence it Came and How it is to be Met" created much stir in +its day—and it was well known that the Doctor's view on bones or guano +as a preferable manure was decisive. On his return the servants came +in—to whom also he said a word—and then from the head of the table he +conducted worship—the ploughmen looking very uneasy and the children +never taking their eyes off his face, while the gude-wife kept a +watchful eye on all. At the prayer she was careful to be within arm's +reach of Hillocks, since on one memorable occasion that excellent man +had remained in an attitude of rapt devotion after the others had risen +from their knees, which sight profoundly affected the family, and led +the Doctor to remark that it was the only time he had seen Hillocks +play the Pharisee in public. The Doctor's favourite passages were the +eulogium on the model housewife in Proverbs, the parable of the Good +Samaritan, and the 12th chapter of Romans, from which he deduced many +very searching and practical lessons on diligence, honesty, mercy, and +hospitality. Before he left, and while all were under the spell of his +presence, the Doctor would approach the delicate subject of Hillocks' +"tout-mout" (dispute) with Gormack over a purchase at a roup, in which +it was freely asserted that Gormack had corrupted the Kildrummie +auctioneer, a gentleman removed above pecuniary bribes, but not +unaffected by liquid refreshment. So powerfully did the Doctor appeal +to Hillocks' neighbourliness that he took snuff profusely, and +authorised the Doctor to let it be understood at Gormack that the +affair was at an end, which treaty was confirmed by the two parties in +Kildrummie train, when Hillocks lent Gormack his turnip-sowing machine +and borrowed in turn Gormack's water-cart. Mr. Curlew had more than +once hinted in the Presbytery of Muirtown that Dr. Davidson was not so +evangelical as might be desired, and certainly Mr. Curlew's visitation +was of a much more exciting nature; but St. David's congregation was +never without a quarrel, while the Doctor created an atmosphere in +Drumtochty wherein peace and charity flourished exceedingly. +</P> + +<P> +Whatever might be urged in praise of his visitation, surely the Doctor +could never be more stately or fatherly than on Sacrament Sabbath, as +he stood in his place to begin service. His first act was to wipe +elaborately those gold eye-glasses, without which nothing would have +been counted a sermon in Drumtochty Kirk, and then, adjusting them with +care, the Doctor made a deliberate survey of the congregation, +beginning at his right hand and finishing at his left. Below him sat +the elders in their blacks, wearing white stocks that had cost them no +little vexation that morning, and the precentor, who was determined no +man, neither Saunders Baxter nor another, should outsing him that day +in Coleshill. Down the centre of the kirk ran a long table, covered +with pure white linen, bleached in the June showers and wonderfully +ironed, whereon a stain must not be found, for along that table would +pass the holy bread and wine. Across the aisle on either side, the +pews were filled with stalwart men, solemn beyond their wonted gravity, +and kindly women in simple finery, and rosy-cheeked bairns. The women +had their tokens wrapped in snowy handkerchiefs, and in their Bibles +they had sprigs of apple-ringy and mint, and other sweet-scented +plants. By-and-by there would be a faint fragrance of peppermint in +the kirk—the only religious and edifying sweet, which flourishes +wherever sound doctrine is preached and disappears before new views, +and is therefore now confined to the Highlands of Wales and Scotland, +the last home of our fathers' creed. The two back seats were of black +oak, richly carved. In the one sat the General and Kate, and across +the passage Viscount Hay, Lord Kilspindie's eldest son, a young man of +noble build and carriage, handsome and debonair, who never moved during +the sermon save twice, and then he looked at the Carnegies' pew. +</P> + +<P> +When the Doctor had satisfied himself that none were missing of the +people, he dropped his eye-glass—each act was so closely followed that +Drumsheugh below could tell where the Doctor was—and took snuff after +the good old fashion, tapping the box twice, selecting a pinch, +distributing it evenly, and using first a large red bandana and then a +delicate white cambric handkerchief. When the cambric disappeared, +each person seized his Bible, for the Doctor would say immediately with +a loud, clear voice, preceded by a gentlemanly clearance of the throat, +"Let us compose our minds for the worship of Almighty God by singing to +His praise the first Psalm. +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"'That man hath perfect blessedness<BR> +Who walketh not astray—'"<BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +Then Peter Rattray, of the high Glen, would come in late, and the +Doctor would follow him with his eye till the unfortunate man reached +his pew, where his own flesh and blood withdrew themselves from him as +if he had been a leper, and Peter himself wished that he had never been +born. +</P> + +<P> +"Five minutes earlier, Peter, would have prevented this unseemly +interruption—ahem. +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"'In counsel of ungodly men,<BR> +Nor stands in sinners' way.'"<BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Before the Sacrament the Doctor gave one of his college sermons on some +disputed point in divinity, and used language that was nothing short of +awful. +</P> + +<P> +"Grant me those premises," he would say, while the silence in the kirk +could be felt, "and I will show to any reasonable and unprejudiced +person that those new theories are nothing but a resuscitated and +unjustifiable Pelagianism." Such passages produced a lasting +impression in the parish, and once goaded Drumsheugh's Saunders into +voluntary speech. +</P> + +<P> +"Yon wes worth ca'in' a sermon. Did you ever hear sic words out o' the +mouth o' a man? Noo that bleatin' cratur Curlew 'at comes frae +Muirtown is jist pittin' by the time. Sall, ae sermon o' the Doctor's +wud last yon body for a year." +</P> + +<P> +After the sermon the people sang, +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"'T was on that night when doomed to know,"<BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +and the elders, who had gone out a few minutes before, entered the kirk +in procession, bearing the elements, and set them before the Doctor, +now standing at the table. The people came from their pews and took +their seats, singing as they moved, while the children were left to +their own devices, tempered by the remembrance that their doings could +be seen by the Doctor, and would receive a just recompense of reward +from their own kin in the evening. Domsie went down one side and +Drumsheugh the other, collecting the tokens, whose clink, clink in the +silver dish was the only sound. +</P> + +<P> +"If there be any other person who desires to take the Sacrament at this +the first table" (for the Sacrament was given then to detachments), +"let him come without delay." +</P> + +<P> +"Let us go, dad," whispered Kate. "He is a dear old padre, and … +they are good people and our neighbours." +</P> + +<P> +"But they won't kneel, you know, Kit; will you … ?" +</P> + +<P> +"We 'll do as they do; it is not our Sacrament." So the father and +daughter went up the kirk and took their places on the Doctor's left +hand. A minute later Lord Hay rose and went up his aisle, and sat down +opposite the Carnegies, looking very nervous, but also most modest and +sincere. +</P> + +<P> +The Doctor gave the cup to the General, who passed it to Kate, and from +her it went to Weelum MacLure, and another cup he gave to Hay, whom he +had known from a child, and he handed it to Marget Howe, and she to +Whinnie, her man; and so the two cups passed down from husband to wife, +from wife to daughter, from daughter to servant, from lord to tenant, +till all had shown forth the Lord's death in common fellowship and love +as becometh Christian folk. In the solemn silence the sunshine fell on +the faces of the communicants, and the singing of the birds came in +through the open door with the scent of flowers and ripe corn. Before +the congregation left, the Doctor addressed a few words of most +practical advice, exhorting them, in especial, to live in the spirit of +the Sermon on the Mount, and to be good neighbours. It was on one of +those occasions that he settled a dispute between masters and +men—whether the cutting of grass for the horses' breakfast should be +included in the day's work—and ended the only bitterness known in +Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +At the kirk gate Hay introduced himself to his father's friend, and the +General looked round to find his daughter, but Kate had disappeared. +She had seen the face of Marget Howe after the Sacrament as the face of +one in a vision, and she had followed Marget to the road. +</P> + +<P> +"Will you let me walk with you for a little? I am General Carnegie's +daughter, and I would like to speak to you about the Sacrament; it was +lovely." +</P> + +<A NAME="img-204"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-204.jpg" ALT=""Will you let me walk with you for a little?"" BORDER="2" WIDTH="379" HEIGHT="492"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 379px"> +"Will you let me walk with you for a little?" +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Ye dae me much honour, Miss Carnegie," and Marget slightly flushed, +"an' much pleasure, for there is naething dearer tae me than keeping +the Sacrament; it is my joy every day and muckle comfort in life." +</P> + +<P> +"But I thought you had it only once a year?" questioned Kate. +</P> + +<P> +"With bread and wine in outward sign that is once, and maybe eneuch, +for it makes ane high day for us all, but div ye not think, Miss +Carnegie, that all our life should be ane Sacrament?" +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me," said Kate, looking into Marget's sweet, spiritual face. +</P> + +<P> +"Is it no the picture of His Luve, who thocht o' everybody but Himsel', +an' saved everybody but Himsel', an' didna He say we maun drink His cup +and live His life?" +</P> + +<P> +Kate only signed that Marget should go on. +</P> + +<P> +"Noo a 'm judgin' that ilka ane o's is savit juist as we are baptised +intae the Lord's death, and ilka time ane o's keeps back a hot word, or +humbles a proud heart, or serves anither at a cost, we have eaten the +Body and drunk the Blood o' the Lord." +</P> + +<P> +"You are a good woman," cried Kate, in her impulsive way, so quick to +be pleased or offended. "May I come to see you some day?" +</P> + +<P> +"Dinna think me better than I am: a woman who had many sins tae fecht +and needit many trials tae chasten her; but ye will be welcome at +Whinny Knowe for yir ain sake and yir people's, an' gin it ever be in +ma pooer tae serve ye, Miss Carnegie, in ony wy, it wull be ma joy." +</P> + +<P> +Twice as she came through the woods Kate stopped; once she bit her lip, +once she dashed a tear from her eye. +</P> + +<P> +"Where did you go to, lassie?" and the General met Kate at the gateway. +"Lord Hay came to the drive with me, and was quite disappointed not to +meet you—a very nice lad indeed, manly and well-mannered." +</P> + +<P> +"Never mind Lord Hay, dad; I 've been with the most delightful woman I +'ve ever seen." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mean she was in kirk?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, sitting across the table—she is a farmer's wife, and a better +lady than we saw in India. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, dad," and Kate kissed her father, "I wish I had known my mother; +it had been better for me, and … happier for you." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap15"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XV. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +JOINT POTENTATES. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-207.jpg" ALT="dropcap-a" BORDER="0" WIDTH="197" HEIGHT="263"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +mong all the houses in a Scottish parish the homeliest and kindliest +is the manse, for to its door some time in the year comes every +inhabitant, from the laird to the cottar woman. Within the familiar +and old-fashioned study, where the minister's chair and writing-table +could not be changed without discomposing the parish, and where there +are fixed degrees of station, so that the laird has his chair and the +servant lass hers, the minister receives and does his best for all the +folk committed to his charge. Here he consults with the factor about +some improvement in the arrangements of the little commonwealth, he +takes counsel with a farmer about his new lease and promises to say a +good word to his lordship, he confirms the secret resolution of some +modest gifted lad to study for the holy ministry, he hears the +shamefaced confession of some lassie whom love has led astray, he gives +good advice to a son leaving the Glen for the distant dangerous world, +he comforts the mother who has received bad news from abroad. +Generations have come in their day to this room, and generations still +unborn will come in their joys and sorrows, with their trials and their +affairs, while the manse stands and human life runs its old course. +And when, as was the case with Dr. Davidson in Drumtochty, the minister +is ordained to the parish in his youth, and, instead of hurrying hither +and thither, preaching in vacancies, scheming and intriguing, he dwells +all his days among his own people, he himself knows three generations, +and accumulates a store of practical wisdom for the help of his people. +What may be the place of the clergyman in an English parish, and what +associations of sympathy and counsel the rectory may have for the +English farm-labourer, it is not permitted to a northern man to know, +but it is one good thing at least in our poor land that the manse is +another word for guidance and good cheer, so that Jean advises Jock in +their poor little perplexity about a new place to "slip doon an' see +the Doctor," and Jock, although appearing to refuse, does "gie a cry at +the manse," and comes home to the gude-wife mightily comforted. +</P> + +<P> +The manse builders of the ancient days were men of a shrewd eye and +much wisdom. If anywhere the traveller in the north country sees a +house of moderate size peeping from among a clump of trees in the lap +of a hill where the north-easter cannot come and the sun shines full +and warm, then let him be sure that is the manse, with the kirk and +God's acre close beside, and that the fertile little fields around are +the glebe, which the farmers see are ploughed and sown and reaped first +in the parish. Drumtochty Manse lay beneath the main road, so that the +cold wind blowing from the north went over its chimneys, and on the +east it was sheltered by the Tochty woods. Southwards it overlooked +the fields that sloped towards the river, and westwards, through some +ancient trees, one study window had a peep of the west, although it was +not given to the parish manse to lie of an evening in the glory of the +setting sun, as did the Free Kirk. Standing at the gate and looking +down beneath the beeches that stood as sentinels on either side of the +little drive, one caught a pleasant glimpse of the manse garden, with +its close-cut lawn and flower-beds and old summer-house and air of +peace. No one troubled the birds in that place, and they had grown +shameless in their familiarity with dignities—a jackdaw having once +done his best to steal the Doctor's bandana handkerchief and the robins +settling on his hat. Irreverence has limits, and in justice to a +privileged friend it ought to be explained that the Doctor wore on +these occasions an aged wide-awake and carried no gold-headed stick. +His dog used to follow him step by step as he fed the birds and +pottered among the flowers, and then it always ended in the old man +sitting down on a seat at the foot of the lawn, with Skye at his feet, +and looking across the Glen where he had been born and where for nearly +half a century he had ministered. Kate caught him once in this +attitude, and was so successful in her sketch that some have preferred +it to the picture in oils that was presented to the Doctor by the +Presbytery of Muirtown, and was painted by an R. A. who spent a +fortnight at the manse and departed with some marvellous heads, still +to be identified in certain councillors and nobles of the past. Both +are hanging in the same house now, far from Drumtochty, and there they +call one "Public Capaucity" and the other "Private Capaucity," and you +require to have seen both to know our kindly, much-loved Moderate. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-210"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-210.jpg" ALT=""Private Capaucity."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="358" HEIGHT="465"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 358px"> +"Private Capaucity." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +As John grew old with his master and mellowed, he would make believe to +work close by, so that at times they might drop into talk, recalling +names that had died out of the Glen, shrewd sayings that fell from lips +now turned to dust, curious customs that had ceased forever, all in +great charity. Then there would come a pause, and John would say, "Ay, +ay," and go away to the bees. Under the influence of such +reminiscences John used to become depressed, and gently prepare Rebecca +for the changes that were not far off, when Drumtochty would have a new +minister and a new beadle. +</P> + +<P> +"The Doctor's failin', Becca, an' it's no tae be expeckit that a 'll be +lang aifter him; it wudna be fittin', an' a 'm no wantin' 't. Aifter +ye 've carried the bukes afore ae minister for five and thirty year, +ye're no anxious for a change; naebody 'll ever come doon the kirkyaird +like the Doctor, an' a' cudna brak ma step; na, na, there's no mony +things a' michtna learn, but a' cudna brak ma step." +</P> + +<P> +Rebecca went on with her dinner in silence; even capable men had +weaknesses somewhere, and she was accustomed to those moralisings. +</P> + +<P> +"A 'm the auldest beadle in the Presbytery o' Muirtown—though a' say +it as sudna—an' the higher the place the mair we 'll hae tae answer +for, Becca. Nae man can hold the poseetion a 'm in withoot anxieties. +Noo there wes the 'Eruption' in '43"—it could not be ignorance which +made John cling to this word, and so we supposed that the word was +adopted in the spirit of historical irony—"that wes a crisis. Did a' +ever tell ye, Rebecca, that there wes juist ae beadle left the next +morning tae cairry on the Presbytery of Muirtown?" +</P> + +<P> +"Ay, forty times an' mair," replied that uncompromising woman, "an' it +wud set ye better tae be servin' the Doctor's lunch than sittin' +haverin' an' blawin' there." +</P> + +<P> +No sane person in Drumtochty would have believed that any human being +dared to address John after this fashion, and it is still more +incredible that the great man should have risen without a word and gone +about his duty. Such a surprising and painful incident suggests the +question whether a beadle or any other person in high position ought to +be married, and so be exposed to inevitable familiarities. Hillocks +took this view strongly in the kirkyard at the time of John's +marriage—although neither he nor any one knew with how much +reason—and he impressed the fathers powerfully. +</P> + +<P> +"Becca cam frae Kilspindie Castle near thirty year syne, and John's +took the bukes aboot the same time; they've agreed no that ill for sic +a creetical poseetion a' that time, him oot an' her in, an' atween them +the Doctor's no been that ill-servit; they micht hae lat weel alane. +</P> + +<P> +"She 's no needin' a man tae keep her," and Hillocks proceeded to +review the situation, "for Becca's hed a gude place, an' she disna +fling awa' her siller on dress. As for John, a' canna mak him oot, for +he gets his stockin's darned and his white stock dune as weel an' maybe +better than if he wes mairried." +</P> + +<P> +The kirkyard could see no solution of the problem, and Hillocks grew +pessimistic. +</P> + +<P> +"It 'll be a doon-come tae him, a 'm judgin', an' 'll no be for the +gude o' the parish. He 's never been crossed yet, an' he 'll no tak +weel wi' contradickin' …" +</P> + +<P> +"She wudna daur," broke in Whinny, "an' him the beadle." +</P> + +<P> +"Ye ken little aboot weemen," retorted Hillocks, "for yir gude-wife is +by hersel' in the pairish, an' micht be a sanct; the maist o' them are +a camsteary lot. A 'm no sayin'," he summed up, "that Becca 'll gie +the beadle the word back or refuse to dae his biddin', but she 'll be +pittin' forrit her ain opeenions, an' that's no what he 's been +accustomed tae in Drumtochty." +</P> + +<P> +They were married one forenoon in the study, with Drumsheugh and Domsie +for witnesses—the address given by the Doctor could hardly be +distinguished from an ordination charge—and John announced his +intention of accompanying his master that afternoon to the General +Assembly, while Rebecca remained in charge of the manse. +</P> + +<P> +"It wudna be wise-like for us twa," exclaimed the beadle, "tae be +stravagin' ower the country for three or fower days like wild geese, +but the pairish micht expect something. Noo, a 've hed ma share o' a +Presbytery an' a Synod, tae say naethin' o' Kirk Sessions, but a 've +never seen an Assembly. +</P> + +<P> +"Gin you cud get a place, a' wud spend ma time considering hoo the +officer comes in, and hoo he lays doon the buke an' sic-like; a' micht +get a hint," said John, with much modesty. +</P> + +<P> +So John went alone for his wedding tour, and being solemnly introduced +to Thomas, the chief of all beadles, discussed mysteries with him unto +great edification; but he was chiefly impressed by the Clerk of the +Free Kirk Assembly—into which he had wandered on an errand of +exploration—who was a fiery-faced old gentleman with a stentorian +voice and the heart of a little child. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye never heard him cry, 'Officer, shut the door,' afore a vote?" he +inquired of the Doctor. "Weel, ye 've missed a real pleesure, sir; gin +ye stude on Princes Street, wi' the wind frae the richt airt, ye micht +hear him. A' never heard onything better dune; hoo ony man wi' sic a +face and voice cud be content ootside the Auld Kirk passes me." +</P> + +<P> +John was so enamoured of this performance that after much cogitation he +unburdened his mind to the Doctor, and showed how such a means of grace +might be extended to Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"Noo, if there wes nae objection in order, aifter ye hed settled in the +pulpit, an' hed yir first snuff, ye micht say, 'Officer, shut the +door.' Then a' wud close the kirk door deleeberately in sicht o' the +hale congregation an' come back tae ma place, an' Peter Rattray himsel' +wudna daur tae show his face aifter that. Ye hae the voice an' the +manner, Doctor, an' it's no richt tae wyste them." +</P> + +<P> +In public John defended the Doctor's refusal as a proof of his +indulgence to the prodigals of the parish, but with his intimates he +did not conceal his belief that the opportunity had been lost of +bringing the service in Drumtochty Kirk to absolute perfection. John's +own mind still ran on the mighty utterance, and so it came to pass that +the question of mastery in the kitchen of the manse under the new +<I>régime</I> was settled within a week after his ecclesiastical honeymoon. +</P> + +<P> +"Rebecca"—this with a voice of thunder from the fireplace, where the +beadle was reading the <I>Muirtown Advertiser</I>—"shut the door." +</P> + +<P> +The silence was so imperative that John turned round, and saw his +spouse standing with a half-dried dish in her hand. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-215"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-215.jpg" ALT="Standing with a half-dried dish in her hand." BORDER="2" WIDTH="358" HEIGHT="543"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 358px"> +Standing with a half-dried dish in her hand. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Ma name is Rebecca," as she recovered her speech, "an' there 's nae +ither wumman in the hoose, but a 'm judgin' ye werena speakin' tae me +or"—with awful severity—"ye 've made a mistak', an' the suner it's +pit richt the better for baith you an' me an' the manse o' Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"For near thirty year ye 've gane traivellin' in an' oot o' this +kitchen withoot cleanin' yir feet, and ye 've pit yir shoon on the +fender, an' hung up yir weet coat on the back o' the door, an' +commandit this an' that as if ye were the Doctor himsel', an' a' cud +dae naethin', for ye were beadle o' Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"So a' saw there wes nae ither wy o't but tae mairry ye an' get some +kind of order in the hoose; noo ye 'll understand the poseetion an' no +need anither tellin'; ootside in the kirk an' pairish ye 're maister, +an' a 'll never conter ye, for a' ken ma place as a kirk member an' yir +place as beadle; inside in this hoose a 'm maister, an' ye 'll dae what +ye 're bid, always in due submission tae the Doctor, wha 's maister +baith in an' oot. Tak yir feet aff that steel bar this meenut"—this +by way of practical application; and when after a brief pause, in which +the fate of an empire hung in the balance, John obeyed, the two chief +officials in the parish had made their covenant. +</P> + +<P> +Perhaps it is unnecessary to add that they carefully kept their bounds, +so that Becca would no more have thought of suggesting a new attitude +to John as he stood at the foot of the pulpit stair waiting for the +Doctor's descent than John would have interfered with the cooking of +the Doctor's dinner. When the glass was set at fair, they even +exchanged compliments, the housekeeper expressing her sense of +unworthiness as she saw John in his high estate, while he would +indicate that the Doctor's stock on Sacrament Sabbath reached the +highest limits of human attainment. The Doctor being left to the +freedom of his own will, laboured at a time to embroil the powers by +tempting them to cross one another's frontiers, but always failed, +because they foresaw the consequences with a very distinct imagination. +If he asked Rebecca to convey a message to Drumsheugh, that cautious +woman would send in John to receive it from the Doctor's own lips, and +if the Doctor gave some directions regarding dinner to John, Rebecca +would appear in a few minutes to learn what the Doctor wanted. It was +an almost complete delimitation of frontiers, and the Doctor used to +say that he never quite understood the Free Kirk theory of the relation +between Church and State till he considered the working agreement of +his two retainers. It was, he once pleasantly said to the minister of +Kildrummie, a perfect illustration of "co-ordinate jurisdiction with +mutual subordination." It is just possible that some one may not fully +grasp those impressive words, in which case let him appreciate other +people's accomplishments and mourn his ignorance, for they were common +speech in Drumtochty, and were taught at their porridge to the Free +Kirk children. +</P> + +<P> +It is an unfortunate circumstance, however, that even a scientific +frontier wavers at places, and leaves a piece of doubtful territory +that may at any moment become a cause of war. Surely there is not on +the face of the Scottish earth a more unoffending, deferential, +conciliatory person than a "probationer," who on Saturdays can be seen +at every country junction, bag in hand, on his patient errand of +"supply," and yet it was over his timid body the great powers of the +manse twice quarrelled disastrously. As a guest in the manse, to be +received on Saturday evening, to be conducted to his room, to be fed +and warmed, to go to his bed at a proper hour—ten on Saturday and +ten-thirty on Sabbath—to be sent away on Monday morning in good time +for the train, he was within the province of Rebecca. As a minister to +be examined, advised, solemnised, encouraged, to be got ready on +Sabbath morning and again disrobed, to be edified with suitable +conversation and generally made as fit as possible for his work, he was +evidently within John's sphere of influence. It was certainly the +beadle's business to visit the dining-room on Saturday evening, where +the young man was supposed to be meditating against the ordeal of the +morrow, to get the Psalms for the precentor, to answer strictly +professional questions, and generally to advise the neophyte about the +sermon that would suit Drumtochty, and the kind of voice to be used. +One thing John knew perfectly well he ought not to do, and that was to +invite a probationer to spend the evening in the Doctor's study, for on +this point Rebecca was inexorable. +</P> + +<P> +"A' dinna say that they wud read the Doctor's letters, an' a' dinna say +they wud tak a buke as a keepsake, but a' can never forget ane o' +them—he hed a squint and red hair—comin' oot frae the cupboard as a' +opened the door. +</P> + +<P> +"'There 's juist ae wy oot o' the room, an' it's by the door ye cam in +at,' a' said; 'maybe ye wud like tae come an' sit in the dinin'-room; +ye 'll be less distrackit.'" And Rebecca charged John that no +probationer should in future be allowed to enter the Doctor's sanctum +on any consideration. +</P> + +<P> +John's excuse for his solitary fault was that the lad thought that he +could study his sermon better with books round him, and so Rebecca +found the young gentleman seated in the Doctor's own chair and working +with the Doctor's own pen, unblushing and shameless. +</P> + +<P> +"Gin ye want Cruden's <I>Concordance</I>"—this was when Rebecca had led him +out a chastened man—"or Matthew Henry tae fill up yir sermon, the +books 'll be brocht by the church officer." +</P> + +<P> +Rebecca's intrusion, in turn, into John's sphere was quite without +excuse, and she could only explain her conduct by a general reference +to the foolishness of the human heart. It came out through the +ingenuousness of the probationer, who mentioned casually that he was +told Drumtochty liked four heads in the sermon. +</P> + +<P> +"May I ask the name of yir adviser?" said the beadle, with awful +severity. "The hoosekeeper? A' thocht so, an' a' wud juist gie ye due +intimation that the only person qualified an' entitled tae gie ye +information on sic subjects is masel', an' ony ither is unjustified an' +unwarranted. +</P> + +<P> +"Fower heads? Three an' an application is the Doctor's invariable +rule, an' gin a probationer gied oot a fourth, a' winna undertake tae +say what michtna happen. Drumtochty is no a pairish tae trifle wi', +an' it disna like new-fangled wys. Power!" and the scorn for this +unorthodox division was withering. +</P> + +<P> +Rebecca realised the gravity of the situation in the kitchen, and +humbled herself greatly. +</P> + +<P> +"It wes as a hearer that he askit ma opinion, an' no as an authority. +He said that the new wy wes tae leave oot heads, an' a' saw a' the hay +spread oot across the field, so a' told him tae gither it up intae +'coles' (hay-cocks), an' it wud be easier lifted. Maybe a' mentioned +fower—a 'll no deny it; but it's the first time a' ever touched on +heads, an' it 'll be the laist." +</P> + +<P> +Upon those terms of penitence, John granted pardon, but it was noticed +on Sabbath that when Becca got in the way of the retiring procession to +the manse, the beadle was heard in the kirkyard, "Oot o' ma road, +wumman," in a tone that was full of judgment, and that Rebecca withdrew +to the grass as one justly punished. +</P> + +<P> +This excellent woman once accomplished her will, however, in spite of +John, and had all her days the pleasant relish of a secret triumph. +Her one unfulfilled desire was to see the Doctor in his court dress +which he wore as Moderator of the Kirk of Scotland during the Assembly +time, and which had lain ever since in a box with camphor and such +preservatives amid the folds. It was aggravating to hear Drumsheugh +and Hillocks—who had both gone to the Assembly that year for the sole +purpose of watching the Doctor enter and bow to the standing +house—enlarging on his glory in velvet and lace and silver buckles, +and growing in enthusiasm with the years. +</P> + +<P> +"It's little better than a sin," she used to insist, "tae see the +bonnie suit gien the Doctor by the Countess o' Kilspindie, wi' dear +knows hoo much o' her ain auld lace on 't, lyin' useless, wi' naebody +tae get a sicht o't on his back. Dinna ye think, man"—this with much +persuasiveness—"that ye cud get the Doctor tae pit on his velvets on +an occasion, maybe a Saicrament? The pairish wud be lifted; an' ye wud +look weel walkin' afore him in his lace." +</P> + +<P> +"Dinna plead wi' me, wumman; a' wud gie a half-year's wages tae see him +in his grandeur; but it 's offeecial, div ye no see, an' canna be used +except by a Moderator. Na, na, ye can dust and stroke it, but ye 'll +never see yon coat on the Doctor." +</P> + +<P> +This was little less than a challenge to a woman of spirit, and Rebecca +simply lived from that day to clothe the Doctor in embroidered +garments. Her opportunity arrived when Kate's birthday came round, and +the Doctor insisted on celebrating it by a party of four. By the +merest accident his housekeeper met Miss Carnegie on the road, and +somehow happened to describe the excellent glory of the Doctor's full +dress, whereupon that wilful young woman went straight to the manse, +nor left till the Doctor had promised to dine in ruffles, in which case +she pledged herself that the General would come in uniform, and she +would wear the family jewels, so that everything would be worthy of the +Doctor's dinner. +</P> + +<P> +"Hoo daur ye," began John, coming down from the Doctor's room, where +the suit was spread upon the bed; but his wife did not allow him to +continue, explaining that the thing was none of her doing, and that it +was only becoming that honour should be shown to Miss Carnegie when she +dined for the first time at the manse of Drumtochty. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap16"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVI. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +DRIED ROSE LEAVES. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-222.jpg" ALT="dropcap-t" BORDER="0" WIDTH="185" HEIGHT="259"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +ownspeople are so clever, and know so much, that it is only just +something should be hidden from their sight, and it is quite certain +that they do not understand the irresistible and endless fascination of +the country. They love to visit us in early autumn, and are vastly +charmed with the honeysuckle in the hedges, and the corn turning +yellow, and the rivers singing in the sunlight, and the purple on the +hill-side. It is then that the dweller in cities resolves to retire, +as soon as may be, from dust and crowds and turmoil and hurry, to some +cottage where the scent of roses comes in at the open window, and one +is wakened of a morning by the birds singing in the ivy. When the corn +is gathered into the stack-yard, and the leaves fall on the road, and +the air has a touch of frost, and the evenings draw in, then the +townsman begins to shiver and bethink him of his home. He leaves the +fading glory with a sense of relief, like one escaping from approaching +calamity, and as often as his thoughts turn thither, he pities us in +our winter solitude. "What a day this will be in Drumtochty," he says, +coming in from the slushy streets, and rubbing his hands before the +fire. +</P> + +<P> +This good man is thankful to Providence for very slight mercies, since +he knows only one out of the four seasons that make our glorious year. +He had been wise to visit us in the summer-time, when the light hardly +dies out of the Glen, and the grass and young corn presents six shades +of green, and the scent of the hay is everywhere, and all young +creatures are finding themselves with joy. Perhaps he had done better +to have come north in our spring-time, when nature, throwing off the +yoke of winter, bursts suddenly into an altogether indescribable +greenery, and the primroses are blooming in Tochty woods, and every +cottage garden is sweet with wallflowers, and the birds sing of love in +every wood, and the sower goes forth to sow. And though this will +appear quite incredible, it had done this comfortable citizen much good +to have made his will, and risked his life with us in the big snowstorm +that used to shut us up for fourteen days every February. One might +well endure many hardships to stand on the side of Ben Urtach, and see +the land one glittering expanse of white on to the great strath on the +left, and the hills above Dunleith on the right, to tramp all day +through the dry, crisp snow, and gathering round the wood fire of an +evening, tell pleasant tales of ancient days, while the wind powdered +the glass with drift, and roared in the chimney. Then a man thanked +God that he was not confined to a place where the pure snow was trodden +into mire, and the thick fog made it dark at mid-day. +</P> + +<P> +This very season of autumn, which frightened the townsfolk, and sent +them home in silence, used to fill our hearts with peace, for it was to +us the crown and triumph of the year. We were not dismayed by the +leaves that fell with rustling sound in Tochty woods, nor by the bare +stubble fields from which the last straw had been raked by thrifty +hands, nor by the touch of cold in the northwest wind blowing over Ben +Urtach, nor by the greyness of the running water. The long toil of the +year had not been in vain, and the harvest had been safely gathered. +The clump of sturdy little stacks, carefully thatched and roped, that +stood beside each homestead, were the visible fruit of the long year's +labour, and the assurance of plenty against winter. Let it snow for a +week on end, and let the blast from the mouth of Glen Urtach pile up +the white drift high against the outer row of stacks, the horses will +be put in the mill-shed, and an inner stack will be forked into the +threshing loft, and all day long the mill will go with dull, rumbling +sound that can be heard from the road, while within the grain pours +into the corn-room, and the clean yellow straw is piled in the barn. +Hillocks was not a man given to sentiment, yet even he would wander +among the stacks on an October evening, and come into the firelight +full of moral reflections. A vague sense of rest and thankfulness +pervaded the Glen, as if one had come home from a long journey in +safety, bringing his possessions with him. +</P> + +<P> +The spirit of October was on the Doctor as he waited for his guests in +the drawing-room of the manse. The Doctor had a special affection for +the room, and would often sit alone in it for hours in the gloaming. +Once Rebecca came in suddenly, and though the light was dim and the +Doctor was seated in the shadow by the piano, she was certain that he +had been weeping. He would not allow any change to be made in the +room, even the shifting of a table, and he was very particular about +its good keeping. Twice a year Rebecca polished the old-fashioned +rosewood furniture, and so often a man came from Muirtown to tune the +piano, which none in the district could play, and which the Doctor kept +locked. Two little pencil sketches, signed with a childish hand, Daisy +Davidson, the minister always dusted himself, as also a covered picture +on the wall, and the half-yearly cleaning of the drawing-room was +concluded when he arranged on the backs of two chairs one piece of +needlework showing red and white roses, and another whereon was wrought +a posy of primroses. The room had a large bay window opening on the +lawn, and the Doctor had a trick of going out and in that way, so that +he often had ten minutes in its quietness; but no visitor was taken +there, except once a year, when the wife of the Doctor's old friend, +Lord Kilspindie, drove up to lunch, and the old man escorted her +ladyship round the garden and brought her in by the window. On that +occasion, but only then, the curtain was lifted from the picture, and +for a brief space they stood in silence. Then he let the silken veil +fall and gently arranged its folds, and offering her his arm with a +very courtly bow, led the Countess into the dining-room, where Rebecca +had done her best, and John waited in fullest Sabbath array. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-226"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-226.jpg" ALT="The old man escorted her ladyship." BORDER="2" WIDTH="377" HEIGHT="543"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 377px"> +The old man escorted her ladyship. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +The Doctor wandered about the room—looking out on the garden, +mysterious in the fading light, changing the position of a chair, +smoothing the old-fashioned needlework with caressing touch, breaking +up a log in the grate. He fell at last into a revery before the +fire—which picked out each bit of silver on his dress and shone back +from the black velvet—and heard nothing, till John flung open the door +and announced with immense majesty, "General Carnegie and Miss +Carnegie." +</P> + +<P> +"Welcome, Kate, to the house of your father's friend, and welcome for +your own sake, and many returns of this day. May I say how that white +silk and those rubies become you? It is very kind to put on such +beautiful things for my poor little dinner. As for you, Jack, you are +glorious," and the Doctor must go over Carnegie's medals till that +worthy and very modest man lost all patience. +</P> + +<P> +"No more of this nonsense; but, Sandie, that is a desperately becoming +get-up of yours; does n't he suit it well, Kit? I never saw a better +calf on any man." +</P> + +<P> +"You are both 'rael bonnie,' and ought to be very grateful to me for +insisting on full dress. I 'm sorry that there is only one girl to +admire two such handsome men; it's a poor audience, but at any rate it +is very appreciative and grateful," and Kate courtsied to each in turn, +for all that evening she was in great good-humour. +</P> + +<P> +"By the way, there will be one more to laugh at us, for I 've asked the +Free Kirk minister to make a fourth for our table. He is a nice young +fellow, with more humanity than most of his kind; but did not I hear +that he called at the Lodge to pay his respects?" +</P> + +<P> +"Certainly he did," said the General, "and I rather took a fancy to +him. He has an honest eye and is not at all bad-looking, and tells a +capital story. But Kit fell upon him about something, and I had to +cover him. It's a wonder that he ever came near the place again." +</P> + +<P> +"He has been at the Lodge eight times since then," explained Kate, with +much composure; "but he will on no account be left alone with the head +of the household. The General insulted him on politics, and I had to +interfere; so he looks on me as a kind of protector, and I walk him out +to the Beeches lest he be massacred." +</P> + +<P> +"Take care, my dear Catherine," for the Doctor was a shrewd old +gentleman; "protecting comes perilously near loving, and Carmichael's +brown eyes are dangerous." +</P> + +<P> +"They are dark blue." Kate was off her guard, and had no sooner spoken +than she blushed, whereat the Doctor laughed wickedly. +</P> + +<P> +"You need not be afraid for Kate," said the General, cheerfully; "no +man can conquer her; and as for the poor young padres, she made their +lives miserable." +</P> + +<P> +"They were so absurd," said Kate, "so innocent, so ignorant, so +authoritative, that it was for their good to be reduced to a proper +level. But I rather think your guest has forgotten his engagement. He +will be so busy with his book that even a manse dinner will have no +attraction." The Doctor looked again at Kate, but now she wore an air +of great simplicity. +</P> + +<P> +It was surely not Carmichael's blame that he was late for Dr. +Davidson's dinner, since he had thought of nothing else since he rose, +which was at the unearthly hour of six. He went out for a walk, which +consisted of one mile east and another west from the village, and, with +pauses, during which he rested on gates and looked from him, lasted two +hours. On his return he explained to Sarah that his health had +received much benefit, and that she was not to be surprised if he went +out every morning at or before daybreak. He also mentioned casually +that he was to dine at the manse that day, and Sarah, who had been +alarmed lest this unexpected virtue might mean illness, was at rest. +His habit was to linger over breakfast, propping a book against the +sugar basin, and taking it and his rasher slice about, which was, he +insisted, the peculiar joy of a bachelor's breakfast; but this morning +Sarah found him at ten o'clock still at table, gazing intently at an +untouched cutlet, and without any book. He swallowed two mouthfuls +hurriedly and hastened to the study, leaving her to understand that he +had been immersed in a theological problem. It seemed only reasonable +that a man should have one pipe before settling down to a forenoon of +hard study, but there is no doubt that the wreaths of smoke, as they +float upwards, take fantastic shapes, and lend themselves to visions. +Twelve o'clock—it was outrageous—six hours gone without a stroke of +work. Sarah is informed that, as he has a piece of very stiff work to +do, luncheon must be an hour later, and that the terrier had better go +out for a walk. Then Carmichael cleared his table and set himself down +to a new German critic, who was doing marvellous things with the +Prophet Isaiah. In three thick volumes—paper bound and hideous to +behold—and in a style of elaborate repulsiveness, Schlochenboshen +showed that the book had been written by a syndicate, on the principle +that each member contributed one verse in turn, without reference to +his neighbours. It was, in fact, the simple plan of a children's game, +in which you write a noun and I an adjective, and the result greatly +pleases the company; and the theory of the eminent German was +understood to throw a flood of light on Scripture. Schlochenboshen had +already discovered eleven alternating authors, and as No. 4 would +occasionally, through pure perversity and just contrary to rules, pool +his contribution with No. 6, several other interesting variations were +introduced. In such circumstances one must fix the list of authors in +his head, and this can be conveniently done by letters of the alphabet. +Carmichael made a beginning with four, KATE, and then he laid down his +pen and went out for a turn in the garden. When he came in with a +resolute mind, he made a précis of the Professor's introduction, and it +began, "Dear Miss Carnegie," after which he went to lunch and ate three +biscuits. As for some reason his mind could not face even the most +fascinating German, Carmichael fell back on the twelve hundredth book +on Mary Queen of Scots, which had just come from the library, and which +was to finally vindicate that very beautiful, very clever, and very +perplexing young woman. An hour later Carmichael was on the moor, full +of an unquenchable pity for Chatelard, who had loved the sun and +perished in his rays. The cold wind on the hill braced his soul, and +he returned in a heroic mood. He only was the soldier of the Cross, +who denied himself to earthly love and hid a broken heart. And now he +read À Kempis and the <I>Christian Year</I>. Several passages in the latter +he marked in pencil with a cross, and when his wife asked him the +reason only last week, he smiled, but would give no answer. Having +registered anew his vow of celibacy, he spent an hour in dressing, an +operation, he boasted, which could be performed in six minutes, and +which, on this occasion, his housekeeper determined to review. +</P> + +<P> +With all the women in the Glen, old and young, she liked the lad, for a +way that he had and the kindness of his heart, and was determined that +he should be well dressed for once in his life. It was Sarah, indeed, +that kept Carmichael late, for she not only laid out his things for him +with much care and judgment, but on sight of the wisp of white round +his neck she persuaded him to accept her services, and at last she was +satisfied. He also lost a little time as he came near the manse, for +he grew concerned lest his tie was not straight, and it takes time to +examine yourself in the back of your watch, when the light is dimming +and it is necessary to retire behind a hedge lest some keen Drumtochty +eye should detect the roadside toilet. +</P> + +<P> +John had brought in the lamp before Carmichael entered, and his +confusion was pardonable, for he had come in from the twilight, and +none could have expected such a sight. +</P> + +<P> +"Glad to see you, Carmichael"—the Doctor hastened to cover his +embarrassment. "It is very good of you to honour my little party by +your presence. You know the General, I think, and Miss Carnegie, whose +first birthday in Drumtochty we celebrate to-night. +</P> + +<P> +"No wonder you are astonished," for Carmichael was blushing furiously; +"and I must make our defence, eh, Carnegie? else it will be understood +in Free Kirk circles that the manse is mad. We seem, in fact, a pair +of old fools, and you can have your jest at us; but there is an excuse +even for our madness. +</P> + +<P> +"It is long since we have had a young lady in our Glen, and now that +she has come to live among us—why, sir, we must just do her bidding. +</P> + +<P> +"Our Queen has but a little court, but her courtiers are leal and true; +and when she ordered full dress, it was our joy to obey. And if you +choose to laugh, young sir—why, you may; we are not ashamed with such +a Queen, and I do her homage." +</P> + +<P> +The Doctor stooped and kissed Kate's hand in the grand manner which is +now lost, after which he drew out his snuff-box and tapped it +pleasantly, as one who had taken part in a state function; but there +was the suspicion of a tear in his eye, for these things woke old +memories. +</P> + +<P> +"Kate 's a wilfu' lassie," said the General, fondly, "and she has long +ruled me, so I suppose her father must do likewise." And the General +also kissed Kate's hand. +</P> + +<P> +"You are both perfectly absurd to-night," said Kate, confused and red, +"but no Queen ever had truer hearts to love her, and if I cannot make +you knights, I must reward you as I can." And Kate, ignoring +Carmichael, kissed first her father and then the Doctor. Then she +turned on him with a proud air, "What think you of my court, Mr. +Carmichael?" +</P> + +<P> +"It is the best in Christendom, Miss Carnegie"—and his voice trembled +with earnestness—"for it has the fairest Queen and two gentlemen of +Christ for its servants." +</P> + +<P> +"Very prettily said"—the Doctor thought the little scene had gone far +enough—"and as a reward for that courteous speech you shall take Her +Majesty in to dinner, and we old battered fellows shall follow in +attendance." There was a moment's silence, and then Carmichael spoke. +</P> + +<P> +"If I had only known, Miss Carnegie, that I might have … put on +something to do you honour too, but I have nothing except a white silk +hood. I wish I had been a Militiaman or … a Freemason." +</P> + +<P> +"This is your second remarkable wish in my hearing," and Kate laughed +merrily; "last time you wished you were a dog on Muirtown platform. +Your third will be your last, I suppose, and one wonders what it will +be." +</P> + +<P> +"It is already in my heart"—Carmichael spoke low—"and some day I will +dare to tell it to you." +</P> + +<P> +"Hush," replied Kate quickly, lifting her hand; "the padre is going to +say grace." As this was an official function in John's eyes, that +worthy man allowed himself to take a general view, and he was pleased +to express his high approval of the company, enlarging especially on +Carmichael, whom, as a Free Kirkman, he had been accustomed rather to +belittle. +</P> + +<P> +"Of coorse," he explained loyally, "he's no tae be compared wi' the +Doctor, for there's nae minister ootside the Auld Kirk can hae sic an +air, and he 's no set up like the General, but he lookit weel an' +winsome. +</P> + +<P> +"His hair wes flung back frae his forehead, his een were fair dancin', +an' there wes a bit o' colour in his cheek. He hes a wy wi' him, a 'll +no deny, 'at taks wi' fouk. +</P> + +<P> +"A 'm no sure that he 's been at mony denners though, Becca, for he +hardly kent what he wes daein'. A' juist pit the potatoes on his +plate, for he never lat on he saw me; an' as for wine, a' cudna get a +word oot o' him." +</P> + +<P> +"Ye 're lilted above ordinary concerns, John, an' it's no tae be +expeckit that a beadle sud notice the way o' a lad wi' a lass," and +Becca nodded her head with much shrewdness. +</P> + +<P> +"Div ye mean that, Rebecca? That cowes a'; but it's no possible. The +General's dochter an' a Free Kirk minister, an' her an Esculopian—" +</P> + +<P> +"Love kens naither rank nor creeds; see what ye did yersel', and you +beadle o' Drumtochty;" and John—every man has some weak +point—swallowed the compliment with evident satisfaction. +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile they had fallen on this very subject of creeds in the +dining-room, and Kate was full of curiosity. +</P> + +<P> +"Will you two padres do me a favour? I knew you would. Well, I want +to know for certain what is the difference between the two Kirks in +Drumtochty. Now which of you will begin?" and Kate beamed on them both. +</P> + +<P> +"Whatever you wish we will do, Kate," said the Doctor; "but you will +have me excused in this matter, if you please, and hear my friend. I +am tired of controversy, and he has a fair mind, and, as I know well, a +pleasant wit. Tell Miss Carnegie how your people left the Kirk of +Scotland." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, the dispute began"—and Carmichael faced his task +manfully—"about the appointment of clergymen, whether it should lie +with a patron or the people. Lord Kilspindie had the nomination of +Drumtochty, and if every patron had been as wise as our house, then +there had been no Disruption." +</P> + +<P> +The Doctor bowed, and motioned to Carnegie to fortify himself with port. +</P> + +<P> +"Other patrons had no sense, and put in unsuitable men, and the people +rebelled, since it is a sad thing for a country parish to have a +minister who is not …" +</P> + +<P> +"A gentleman? or straight? Quite so," chimed in Kate; "it must be +beastly." +</P> + +<P> +"So a party fought for the rights of the people," resumed Carmichael, +"and desired that the parish should have a voice in choosing the man +who was to take charge of … their souls." +</P> + +<P> +"Isn't that like soldiers electing their officers?" inquired the +General, doubtfully. +</P> + +<P> +"Go on, Carmichael; you are putting your case capitally; don't plunge +into theology, Jack, whatever you do … it is Sandeman's—a sound +wine." +</P> + +<P> +"Then what happened?" and Kate encouraged Carmichael with her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Four hundred clergymen threw up their livings one day and went out to +begin a Free Kirk, where there are no patrons. +</P> + +<P> +"You have no idea—for I suppose you never heard of this before—how +ministers suffered, living and dying in miserable cottages—and the +people met for service on the sea-shore or in winter storms—all for +conscience sake." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael was glowing, and the Doctor sipped his port approvingly. +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps they ought not to have seceded, and perhaps their ideas were +wrong; but it was heroism, and a good thing for the land." +</P> + +<P> +"It was splendid!" Kate's cheek flushed. "And Drumtochty?" +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, something happened here that was by itself in Scotland. Will you +ask Dr. Davidson not to interrupt or browbeat me? Thank you; now I am +safe. +</P> + +<P> +"Some one of influence went to old Lord Kilspindie, who had no love to +the Free Kirk, and told him that a few of his Drumtochty men wanted to +get a site for a Free Kirk, and that he must give it. And he did." +</P> + +<P> +"Now, Carmichael," began the Doctor, who had scented danger; but Kate +held up her hand with an imperious gesture, and Carmichael went on:— +</P> + +<P> +"The same person used to send to the station for the Free Kirk +probationer, and entertain him after a lordly fashion—with port, if he +were worthy—and send him on his way rejoicing—men have told me. +But," concluded Carmichael, averting his face from the foot of the +table, "wild horses will not compel me to give that good Samaritan's +name." +</P> + +<P> +"Was it you, Davidson, that sanctioned such a proceeding? Why, it was +mutiny." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course he did, dad," cried Kate; "just the very thing he would do; +and so, I suppose, the Free Kirk love him as much as they do yourself, +sir?" +</P> + +<P> +"As much? far more …" +</P> + +<P> +"Had I known what downright falsehood the Free Kirk minister of +Drumtochty was capable of, I would never have allowed him to open his +mouth." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I am satisfied, at any rate," said Kate, "and I propose to +retire to the drawing-room, and I know who would love a rubber of whist +by-and-by. We are just the number." +</P> + +<P> +A minute later Carmichael asked leave to join Kate, as he believed she +was to have him for partner, and he must understand her game. +</P> + +<P> +"How adroit he is to-night, Jack;" but the General rather pitied the +lad, with whom he imagined Kate was playing as a cat with a mouse. +</P> + +<P> +"Have you ever seen the face below the veil?" for they did not talk +long about whist in the drawing-room. "I do not think it would be +wrong to look, for the padre told me the story. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, a very winning face. His only sister, and he simply lived for +her. She was only twelve when she died, and he loves her still, +although he hardly ever speaks of her." +</P> + +<P> +They stood together before the happy girl-face enshrined in an old +man's love. They read the inscription: "My dear sister Daisy." +</P> + +<P> +"I never had a sister," and Carmichael sighed. +</P> + +<P> +"And I have now no brother." Their hands met as they gently lowered +the veil. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, have you arranged your plans?" and the Doctor came in intent on +whist. +</P> + +<P> +"Only one thing. I am going to follow Miss Carnegie's lead, and she is +always to win," said the Free Kirk minister of Drumtochty. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap17"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVII. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +SMOULDERING FIRES. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-238.jpg" ALT="dropcap-i" BORDER="0" WIDTH="167" HEIGHT="283"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +t is the right of every Scot—secured to him by the Treaty of Union +and confirmed by the Disruption—to criticise his minister with much +freedom, but this privilege is exercised with a delicate charity. When +it is not possible for a conscientious hearer to approve a sermon, he +is not compelled to condemnation. "There wes naething wrang wi' the +text," affords an excellent way of escape, and it is open to suggest +efficiency in another department than the pulpit. +</P> + +<P> +"Mister MacWheep michtna be a special preacher, but there 's nae doot +he wes a graund veesitor." Before Carmichael left the West Kirk, +Edinburgh, where he served his apprenticeship as an assistant, a worthy +elder called to bid him good-bye, and spoke faithfully, to the lad's +great delight. +</P> + +<P> +"You have been very acceptable, wonderfully so for a young man, and we +shall follow your career with much interest. It is right, however, to +add, and you will accept this in a right spirit, that it was not by +preaching that you commended yourself to our people, but by your +visiting. Your sermons are what I might call … hazy—you will get +a hold of the truth by-and-by, no doubt—but you have a gift for +visitation." +</P> + +<P> +The exact quality and popularity of this gift was excellently stated by +the wife of a working man, who referred with enthusiasm to the edifying +character of the assistant's conversation. +</P> + +<P> +"Tammas misses Maister Carmichael juist terrible, for he wud come in on +a forenicht an' sit, an' smoke, an' haver wi' the gude man by the 'oor. +He wes the maist divertin' minister a' ever saw in the West Kirk." +</P> + +<P> +It will be evident that Carmichael's visitation belonged to a different +department of art from that of Dr. Davidson. He arrived without +intimation by the nearest way that he could invent, clothed in a +shooting jacket and a soft hat, and accompanied by at least two dogs. +His coming created an instant stir, and Carmichael plunged at once into +the life of the household. It is kept on fond record, and still told +by the surviving remnant of his flock, that on various occasions and in +the course of pastoral visitation he had turned the hay in summer, had +forked the sheaves in harvest-time, had sacked the corn for market, and +had driven a gude wife's churn. After which honourable toil he would +eat and drink anything put before him except boiled tea, against which +he once preached with power—and then would sit indefinitely with the +family before the kitchen fire, telling tales of ancient history, +recalling the old struggles of Scottish men, describing foreign sights, +enlarging on new books, till he would remember that he had only dropped +in for an hour, and that two meals must be waiting for him at the +manse. His visits were understood to be quite unfinished, and he left +every house pledged to return and take up things at the point where he +had been obliged to break off, and so he came at last in this matter of +visitation into a condition of hopeless insolvency. His adventures +were innumerable and always enjoyable—falling off the two fir trees +that made a bridge over our deeper burns, and being dried at the next +farm-house—wandering over the moor all night and turning up at a +gamekeeper's at daybreak, covered with peat and ravening with +hunger—fighting his way through a snowstorm to a marriage, and digging +the bridegroom out of a drift—dodging a herd of Highland cattle that +thought he had come too near their calves, or driving off Drumsheugh's +polled Angus bull with contumely when he was threatening Mrs. +Macfadyen. If he met the bairns coming from school, the Glen rang with +the foolery. When Willie Harley broke his leg, Carmichael brought his +dog Jackie—I could tell things of that dog—and devised dramatic +entertainments of such attraction that Jamie Soutar declared them no +better than the theatre, and threatened Carmichael with a skep of honey +as a mark of his indignation. As for the old women of the Glen, he got +round them to that extent that they would gossip with him by the hour +over past days, and Betty Macfarlane was so carried by the minister's +sympathy that she brought out from hidden places some finery of her +youth, and Carmichael was found by Miss Carnegie arranging a faded +Paisley shawl on Betty's shoulders. And was it not this same gay Free +Kirkman who trained an eleven to such perfection on a field of +Drumsheugh's that they beat the second eleven of Muirtown gloriously? +on which occasion Tammas Mitchell, by the keenness of his eye and the +strength of his arm, made forty-four runs; and being congratulated by +Drumtochty as he carried his bat, opened his mouth for the first time +that day, saying, "Awa wi' ye." +</P> + +<A NAME="img-241"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-241.jpg" ALT="Would gossip with him by the hour." BORDER="2" WIDTH="328" HEIGHT="368"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 328px"> +Would gossip with him by the hour. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +So it came to pass that notwithstanding his unholy tendency to Biblical +criticism and other theological pedantry, Drumtochty loved Carmichael +because he was a man; and Dr. Davidson, lighting upon him in Hillocks' +garden, with the family round him full of joy, would threaten him with +a prosecution for poaching under the ecclesiastical Game Laws, and end +by insisting upon him coming to dinner at the manse, when he might +explain his conduct. Drumtochty loved him for his very imperfections, +and follows his career unto this day with undying interest, recalling +his various escapades with huge delight, and declaring to strangers +that even in his callow days they had discovered that Carmichael was a +preacher. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael had occasional fits of order, when he repented of his +desultory ways, and began afresh with much diligence, writing out the +names of the congregation with full details—he once got as far as +Menzies before he lost the book—mapping the parish into districts, and +planning an elaborate visitation. It may have been an accident that +the district he chose for experiment embraced Tochty Lodge—where the +Carnegies had just settled—but it was natural that his first effort +should be thorough. There were exactly ten Free Kirk families from +Tochty Lodge eastwards, and some of these still speak with feeling of +the attention they received, which exceeded all they had ever known +before or since. +</P> + +<P> +"It wesna that he sat sae lang as a 've heard o' him daein' in the +heich Glen, but it wes the times he cam'," Mrs. Stirton used to +expatiate, "maybe twice a week for a month. He hed a wy o' comin' +through Tochty Wood—the shade helpit him tae study, he said—an' +jumpin' the dyke. Sall, gin he dinna mak a roadie for himsel' through +the field that year. A' wudna say," she used to add in a casual tone, +"but that he micht hae gi'en a cry at the Lodge, but he cudna dae less, +passin' the door." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael was astonished himself at the number of times he was obliged +to see General Carnegie on business, of one kind or another. Sometimes +it was about the Flower Show, of which the General had become a patron; +sometimes it was the Highland Games, when the General's help would be +of so much use; sometimes it was the idea of repairing the old bridge; +sometimes—and Carmichael blushed when it came to this—to get the +General's opinion on a military question in the Bible. The least he +could do in laying such a tax on a good-natured man was to bring a book +for his daughter's reading, or a curious flower he had picked up on the +hill, or a story he had heard in his visiting. Miss Carnegie was +generally gracious, and would see him on his way if the day were fine, +or show him some improvements in the "Pleasaunce," or accompany him to +Janet's cottage to have a taste of that original woman's conversation +together. It came upon Carmichael at a time that he was, +inadvertently, calling too frequently at the Lodge, and for a week he +would keep to the main, road, or even pass the corner of the Lodge with +an abstracted air—for he loathed the thought of being deflected from +the path of duty by any personal attraction—and used to change the +subject of conversation after Janet had spoken for half an hour on Kate. +</P> + +<P> +People were speculating in a guarded manner regarding the possibility +of news, and Janet had quarrelled furiously with Donald for laughing +such unworthy rumours to scorn, when the parish was almost convulsed by +the historic scene in the Free Kirk, and all hope of a romantic +alliance was blasted. Archie Moncur, elder, and James Macfadyen, +deacon, were counting the collection in the vestibule, and the +congregation within were just singing the last verse of their first +psalm, when General Carnegie and his daughter appeared at the door. +</P> + +<P> +"Has service begun?" whispered Kate, while her father reverently bared +his head. "I 'm so sorry we are late, but you will let us in, won't +you, and we shall be as quiet as mice." +</P> + +<P> +"A 'll open the door," and Archie explained the geography of the +situation, "an' ye 'll juist slip intae the manse pew; it's in the +corner, wi' curtains roond it, an' naebody 'll see ye, naither minister +nor people;" and so Carmichael went through the service, and had almost +reached the end of his sermon before he knew that Kate was in the +church. +</P> + +<P> +She was very conscious of him and keenly observant of every detail—his +white silk hood thrown into relief by the black Geneva gown, his fair, +flushed face touched with tenderness and reverence, a new accent of +affection in his voice as one speaking to his charge, and especially +she noted in this Free Kirkman a certain fervour and high hope, a +flavour also of subtle spirituality, that were wanting in Dr. Davidson. +His hair might have been better brushed, and his whiskers were +distinctly ragged—but those things could be easily put right; then she +tossed her head in contempt of herself. It had come to a fine pass +when a girl that had carried her heart untouched through Simla should +be concerned about the appearance of a Highland minister. The General +was well acquainted with that proud motion, and began to regret that +they had come. It was Davidson's blame, who had sent them to hear a +good sermon for once, as he said, and now Kate would only find material +for raillery. He tugged his moustache and wished that they were again +in the open air. +</P> + +<P> +When the sermon came, the occupants of the manse pew composed +themselves for fifteen minutes' patient endurance, after the well-bred +fashion of their Church, each selecting a corner with a skill born of +long experience. They were not, however, to rest in peace and +detachment of mind till the doxology (or its corresponding formula in +the Scottish Kirk) summoned them back, for this was to be a quite +memorable sermon for them and their fellow-hearers and all Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael had been lecturing through Old Testament history, and having +come to the drama of Elijah and Jezebel, had laid himself out for its +full and picturesque treatment. He was still at that age when right +seems to be all on one side, and a particular cause can be traced down +the centuries in all lands and under all conditions. For the most part +of two days he had wandered over the moor in the bright, cold November +weather reconstructing the scene in Israel on Scottish lines, and he +entered the pulpit that morning charged with the Epic of Puritanism. +Acute critics, like Elspeth Macfadyen, could tell from Carmichael's +walk down the church that he was in great spirits, and even ordinary +people caught a note of triumph in his voice as he gave out the first +Psalm. For the first few sentences of his sermon he spoke quietly, as +one reserving and restraining himself, and gave a historical +introduction which allowed the General to revive some ancient memories +of India without interruption. But Kate caught the imperial tone of +one who had a message to deliver and was already commanding people to +listen. She was conscious of a certain anxiety, and began to wish that +she were in front and could see his face, instead of only the side of +his head. Then Carmichael threw back his hair with the air of one +taking off his coat, and plunged the congregation into the midst of the +battle, describing Elijah's forgetfulness of self, profound conviction +of righteousness, high purpose for his nation and devotion to the cause +of Jehovah, till Burnbrae and the Free Kirkmen straightened themselves +visibly in their pews, and touching so skilfully on the Tyrian princess +in her beauty, her culture, her bigotry, her wiles, her masterfulness, +that several women—greatly delighting in the exposure of such a +"trimmie"—nodded approval. Kate had never given herself to the study +of Old Testament history, and would have had some difficulty in +identifying Elijah—there was a mare called Jezebel of vicious +temper—but she caught the contagion of enthusiasm. If the supreme +success of a sermon be to stimulate the hearer's mind, then Carmichael +ought to have closed at this point. His people would have been all the +week fighting battles for conscience sake, and resisting smooth, +cunning temptation to the farthest limits of their lives and in +unimaginable ways. Kate herself, although a person quite unaffected by +preaching, had also naturalised the sermon in her life with much +practical and vivid detail. Carmichael was Elijah, the prophet of the +common people, with his simple ways and old-fashioned notions and love +of hardness, only far more gentle and courteous and amusing than that +uncompromising Jew; and she—why, she would be Jezebel just for the +moment, who had come from … India into the Glen, and could bring +Elijah to her feet if she chose, and make him do her will, and +then … The girls in the choir before the pulpit noticed the look +on Kate's face, and wondered whether the Carnegies would join the Free +Kirk. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael had an instinct that he ought to fling over the remaining +four pages of his sermon and close the service with a war Psalm, and he +told me when I was staying with him last week that he sacrifices the +last head of his sermon almost every Sunday in his city pulpit. But he +was only a lad in Drumtochty, and besides was full of a historical +parallel, which after a scientific illustration is most irresistible to +a young minister. No one had ever seen it before, but of course Elijah +was John Knox, and Jezebel was Queen Mary of Scots, and then Carmichael +set to work afresh, with something less than conspicuous success. +Scottish people are always ready for a eulogium on John Knox in church, +or on Robert Burns out of church, but the Reformer is rather the object +of patriotic respect and personal devotion. Netherton snuffed in quite +a leisurely way, and the women examined the bonnet of the manse +housekeeper, while Knox stood in the breach for the liberties of +Scotland, and when Carmichael began to meddle with Mary, he distinctly +lost the sympathies of his audience and entered on dangerous ground. +Scots allow themselves, at times, the rare luxury of being illogical, +and one of the occasions is their fondness for Queen Mary. An austere +Puritan may prove that this young woman was French in her ways, an +enemy to the Evangel, a born and practised flirt, and art and part in +the murder of Darnley. A Scot will not deny the evidence, and if he be +thrust into the box he may bring in the prisoner guilty, but his heart +is with the condemned, and he has a grudge against the prosecutor. For +he never forgets that Mary was of the royal blood and a thorough +Stewart, that her face turned men's heads in every country she touched, +that she had the courage of a man in her, that she was shamefully used, +and if she did throw over that ill-conditioned lad, well … "Puir +lassie, she hed naebody tae guide her, but sall, she focht her battle +weel," and out of this judgment none can drive an honest Scot. "Yon +wes a graund discoorse the day, gude wife," Jeems hazarded to Elspeth +on the way home, "but a' thocht the minister wes a wee hard on Queen +Mary; there 's nae doot she wes a papist, an' micht hae gien Knox a bit +twist wi' the screws gin she cud hae gruppit him, but a' dinna like her +misca'd." +</P> + +<P> +"A 've heard him wi' ma ain ears crackin' her up by the 'oor, an' a' +canna mak' oot what set him against her the day; but he 's young," +remarked Elspeth, sagely, "an' wi' his age it's either saint or deevil, +an' ae day the one an' the next day the ither; there 's nae medium. +Noo, maist fouk are juist half an' between, an' Mary hed her faults. +</P> + +<P> +"Ma word, Jeems," continued Elspeth with much relish, "Mary wud sune +hae settled the minister gin she hed been in the kirk the day." +</P> + +<P> +"Ay, ay," inquired Jeems, "noo what wud the hizzie hae dune?" +</P> + +<P> +"She wud juist hae sent for him an' lookit wi' her een, an' askit him +what ill he hed at her, an' gin that wesna eneuch she wud hae pit her +handkerchief tae her face." +</P> + +<P> +"Of coorse he cudna hae stude that; a' micht hae gien in masel'," +admitted Jeems, "but Knox wes stiff." +</P> + +<P> +"Maister Carmichael is no a Knox, naither are ye, Jeems, an' it's a +mercy for me ye arena. Mary wud hae twistit Maister Carmichael roond +her finger, but a 'm judgin' he 'll catch it as it is afore mony days, +or ma name 's no Elspeth Macfadyen. Did ye see Miss Carnegie rise an' +gae oot afore he feenished?" +</P> + +<P> +"Div ye mean that, Elspeth?" and her husband was amazed at such +penetration. "Noo a' thocht it hed been the heat; a' never held wi' +that stove; it draws up the air. Hoo did ye jalouse yon?" +</P> + +<P> +"She wes fidgetin' in her seat when he yokit on Mary, an' the meenut he +named her 'our Scottish Jezebel' the Miss rose an' opened the seat door +that calm, a' knew she wes in a tantrum, and she gied him a look afore +she closed the kirk door that wud hae brocht ony man tae his senses. +</P> + +<P> +"Jeems," went on Elspeth with solemnity, "a' coont this a doonricht +calamity, for a' wes houpin' he wud hae pleased them the day, an' noo a +'m sair afraid that the minister hes crackit his credit wi' the Lodge." +</P> + +<P> +"Div ye think, Elspeth, he saw her gang oot an' suspeckit the cause?" +</P> + +<P> +"It's maist michty tae hear ye ask sic a question, Jeems. What gared +him mak' a hash o' the baptism prayer, and return thanks that there wes +a leevin' father, instead o' mither, and gie oot the 103rd Paraphrase? +Tak' ma word for't, he 's wishin' by this time that he 'd lat puir Mary +alane." +</P> + +<P> +It was just above Hillocks' farm that the General overtook Kate, who +was still blazing. +</P> + +<P> +"Did you ever hear such vulgar abuse and … abominable language from +a pulpit? He 's simply a raging fanatic, and not one bit better than +his Knox. And I … we thought him quite different … and a +gentleman. I 'll never speak to him again. Scottish Jezebel: I +suppose he would call me Jezebel if it occurred to him." +</P> + +<P> +"Very likely he would," replied the General, dryly, "and I must say his +talk about Queen Mary seemed rather bad taste. But that's not the +question, Kate, which is your conduct in leaving a place of worship in +such an … unladylike fashion." +</P> + +<P> +"What?" for this was new talk from her father. +</P> + +<P> +"As no Carnegie ought to have done. You have forgotten yourself and +your house, and there is just one thing for you to do, and the sooner +the better." +</P> + +<P> +"Father, I 'll never look at him again … and after that evening at +Dr. Davidson's, and our talking … about Queen Mary, and … lots +of things." +</P> + +<P> +"Whether you meet Mr. Carmichael again or not is your own affair, but +this touches us both, and you … must write a letter of apology." +</P> + +<P> +"And if I don't?" said Kate, defiantly. +</P> + +<P> +"Then I shall write one myself for you. A Carnegie must not insult any +man, be he one faith or the other, and offer him no amends." +</P> + +<P> +So Donald handed in this letter at the Free Kirk Manse that evening, +and left without an answer. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="salutation"> +TOCHTY LODGE. +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +SIR,—Your violent and insolent attack on a martyred Queen caused me to +lose self-control in your church to-day, and I was unable to sit longer +under such language. +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +It has been pointed out to me that I ought not to have left church as I +did, and I hereby express regret. +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +The books you were so good as to lend me I have sent back by the +messenger.—Yours truly, +</P> + +<P CLASS="closing"> +CATHERINE CARNEGIE. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +When Carmichael called next day, Donald informed him with unconcealed +satisfaction that Lord Hay was lunching with the family, and that the +General and Miss Carnegie were going to Muirtown Castle to-morrow for a +visit; but Janet had not lost hope. +</P> + +<P> +"Do not be taking this to heart, my dear, for I will be asking a +question. What will be making Miss Kate so very angry? it is not every +man she would be minding, though he spoke against Queen Mary all the +day. When a woman does not care about a man she will not take the +trouble to be angry. That is what I am thinking; and it is not Lord +Hay that has the way, oh no, though he be a proper man and good at +shooting." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap18"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVIII. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +LOVE SICKNESS. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-252.jpg" ALT="dropcap-c" BORDER="0" WIDTH="164" HEIGHT="266"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +ollege friends settled in petty lowland towns, and meeting Carmichael +on sacramental occasions, affected to pity him, inquiring curiously +what were his means of conveyance after the railway ceased, what time a +letter took to reach him, whether any foot ever crossed his door from +October to May, whether the great event of the week was not the arrival +of the bread cart. Those were exasperating gibes from men who could +not take a walk without coming on a coal pit, nor lift a book in their +studies without soiling their hands, whose windows looked on a street +and commanded the light of a grocer's shop instead of a sunset. It ill +became such miserables to be insolent, and Carmichael taught them +humility when he began to sound the praises of Drumtochty; but he could +not make townspeople understand the unutterable satisfaction of the +country minister, who even from old age and great cities looks back +with fond regret to his first parish on the slope of the Grampians. +Some kindly host wrestles with him to stay a few days more in +civilisation, and pledges him to run up whenever he wearies of his +exile, and the ungrateful rustic can hardly conceal the joy of his +escape. He shudders on the way to the station at the drip of the dirty +sleet and the rags of the shivering poor, and the restless faces of the +men and the unceasing roar of the traffic. Where he is going the white +snow is falling gently on the road, a cart full of sweet-smelling roots +is moving on velvet, the driver stops to exchange views with a farmer +who has been feeding his sheep, within the humblest cottage the fire is +burning clearly. With every mile northwards the Glenman's heart lifts; +and as he lands on his far-away little station, he draws a deep breath +of the clean, wholesome air. It is a long walk through the snow, but +there is a kindly, couthy smell from the woods, and at sight of the +squares of light in his home, weariness departs from a Drumtochty man. +Carmichael used to say that a glimpse of Archie Moncur sitting with his +sisters before the fire as he passed, and the wild turmoil of his dogs +within the manse as the latch of the garden gate clicked, and the flood +of light pouring out from the open door on the garden, where every +branch was feathered with snow, and to come into his study, where the +fire of pine logs was reflected from the familiar titles of his loved +books, gave him a shock of joy such as he has never felt since, even in +the days of his prosperity. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-254"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-254.jpg" ALT="The driver stops to exchange views." BORDER="2" WIDTH="325" HEIGHT="465"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 325px"> +The driver stops to exchange views. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"The city folk are generous with their wealth," he was saying to me +only last week, when I was visiting him in his West End manse and we +fell a-talking of the Glen, "and they have dealt kindly by me; they are +also full of ideas, and they make an inspiring audience for a preacher. +If any man has a message to deliver from the Eternal, then he had +better leave the wilderness and come to the city, and if he has plans +for the helping of his fellow men, let him come where he can get his +work and his labourers. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I do not repent leaving the Glen, for the Divine Hand thrust me +forth and has given me work to do, and I am not ungrateful to the +friends I have made in the city; but God created me a countryman, +and"—here Carmichael turned his back to me—"my heart goes back to +Drumtochty, and the sight of you fills me with … longing. +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, how this desiderium, as the Rabbi would have said, comes over one +with the seasons as they come and go. In spring they send me the first +snowdrops from the Glen, but it is a cruel kindness, for I want to be +where they are growing in Clashiegar den. When summer comes people +praise the varied flower-beds of the costly city parks, but they have +not seen Tochty woods in their glory. Each autumn carries me to the +harvest field, till in my study I hear the swish of the scythe and feel +the fragrance of the dry, ripe grain. And in winter I see the sun +shining on the white sides of Glen Urtach, and can hardly keep pen to +paper in this dreary room. +</P> + +<P> +"What nonsense this is," pulling himself together; "yes, that is the +very chair you sat in, and this is the table we stuck between us with +our humble flask of Moselle of a winter's night … let's go to bed; +we 'll have no more good talk to-night." +</P> + +<P> +When he had left me, I flung open my window in search of air, for it +seemed as if the city were choking me. A lamp was flaring across the +street, two cabs rattled past with revellers singing a music-hall song, +a heavy odour from many drains floated in, the multitude of houses +oppressed one as with a weight. How sweet and pure it was now at the +pool above Tochty mill, where the trout were lying below the stones and +the ash boughs dipping into the water. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael once, however, lost all love of the Glen, and that was after +Kate flung herself out of the Free Kirk and went on a visit to Muirtown +Castle. He was completely disenchanted and saw everything at its +poorest. Why did they build the manse so low that an able-bodied man +could touch the ceiling of the lower rooms with an effort and the upper +rooms easily? What possessed his predecessor to put such an impossible +paper on the study and to stuff the room with book-shelves? A row of +Puritan divines offended him—a wooden, obsolete theology—but he also +pitched a defence of Queen Mary into a cupboard—she had done enough +mischief already. The garden looked squalid and mean, without flowers, +with black patches peeping through the thin covering of snow, with a +row of winter greens opposite the southern window. He had never +noticed the Glen so narrow and bare before, nor how grey and unlovely +were the houses. Why had not the people better manners and some +brightness? they were not always attending funerals and making +bargains. What an occupation for an educated man to spend two hours in +a cabin of a vestry with a dozen labouring men, considering how two +pounds could be added to the Sustentation Fund, or preaching on Sunday +to a handful of people who showed no more animation than stone gods +except when the men took snuff audibly. Carmichael was playing the +spoiled child—not being at all a mature or perfect character, then or +now—and was ready to hit out at anybody. His bearing was for the +first and only time in his life supercilious, and his sermons were a +vicious attack on the doctrines most dear to the best of his people. +His elders knew not what had come over him, although Elspeth Macfadyen +was mysteriously apologetic, and in moments of sanity he despised +himself. One day he came to a good resolution suddenly, and went down +to see Rabbi Saunderson—the very thought of whose gentle, patient, +selfless life was a rebuke and a tonic. +</P> + +<P> +When two tramps held conference on the road, and one indicated to the +other visibly that any gentleman in temporary distress would be treated +after a Christian fashion at a neighbouring house, Carmichael, who had +been walking in a dream since he passed the lodge, knew instantly that +he must be near the Free Kirk manse of Kilbogie. The means of +communication between the members of the nomadic profession is almost +perfect in its frequency and accuracy, and Saunderson's manse was a +hedge-side word. Not only did all the regular travellers by the north +road call on their going up in spring and their coming down in autumn, +but habitués of the east coast route were attracted and made a circuit +to embrace so hospitable a home, and even country vagrants made their +way from Dunleith and down through Glen Urtach to pay their respects to +the Rabbi. They had particular directions to avoid Barbara—expressed +forcibly on five different posts in the vicinity and enforced in +picturesque language, of an evening—and they were therefore careful to +waylay the Rabbi on the road, or enter his study boldly from the front. +The humbler members of the profession contented themselves with +explaining that they had once been prosperous tradesmen, and were now +walking to Muirtown in search of work—receiving their alms, in +silence, with diffidence and shame; but those in a higher walk came to +consult the Rabbi on Bible difficulties, which were threatening to +shake their faith, and departed much relieved—with a new view of Lot's +wife, as well as a suit of clothes the Rabbi had only worn three times. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-257"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-257.jpg" ALT="Two tramps held conference." BORDER="2" WIDTH="342" HEIGHT="506"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 342px"> +Two tramps held conference. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"You have done kindly by me in calling"—the vagabond had finished his +story and was standing, a very abject figure, among the books—"and in +giving me the message from your friend. I am truly thankful that he is +now labouring—in iron, did you say? and I hope he may be a cunning +artificer. +</P> + +<P> +"You will not set it down to carelessness that I cannot quite recall +the face of your friend, for, indeed, it is my privilege to see many +travellers, and there are times when I may have been a minister to them +on their journeys, as I would be to you also if there be anything in +which I can serve you. It grieves me to say that I have no clothing +that I might offer you; it happens that a very worthy man passed here a +few days ago most insufficiently clad and … but I should not have +alluded to that; my other garments, save what I wear, are … kept in +a place of … safety by my excellent housekeeper, and she makes +their custody a point of conscience; you might put the matter before +her.… Assuredly it would be difficult, and I crave your pardon +for putting you in an … embarrassing position; it is my misfortune +to have to-day neither silver nor gold," catching sight of Carmichael +in the passage, "this is a Providence. May I borrow from you, John, +some suitable sum for our brother here who is passing through +adversity?" +</P> + +<P> +"Do not be angry with me, John"—after the tramp had departed, with +five shillings in hand and much triumph over Carmichael on his +face—"nor speak bitterly of our fellow men. Verily theirs is a hard +lot who have no place to lay their head, and who journey in weariness +from city to city. John, I was once a stranger and a wayfarer, +wandering over the length and breadth of the land. Nor had I a friend +on earth till my feet were led to the Mains, where my heart was greatly +refreshed, and now God has surrounded me with young men of whose +kindness I am not worthy, wherefore it becometh me to show mercy unto +others," and the Rabbi looked at Carmichael with such sweetness, that +the lad's sullenness began to yield, although he made no sign. +</P> + +<P> +"Moreover," and the Rabbi's voice took a lower tone, "as often as I +look on one of those men of the highways, there cometh to me a vision +of Him who was an outcast of the people, and albeit some may be as +Judas, peradventure one might beg alms of me, a poor sinful man, some +day, and lo it might be … the Lord Himself in a saint," and the +Rabbi bowed his head and stood awhile much moved. +</P> + +<P> +"Rabbi," after a pause, during which Carmichael's face had changed, +"you are incorrigible. For years we have been trying to make you a +really good and wise man, both by example and precept, and you are +distinctly worse than when we began—more lazy, miserly, and +uncharitable. It is very disheartening. +</P> + +<P> +"Can you receive another tramp and give him a bed, for I am in low +spirits, and so, like every other person in trouble, I come to you, you +dear old saint, and already I feel a better man." +</P> + +<P> +"Receive you, John? It is doubtless selfish, but it is not given to +you to know how I weary to see your faces, and we shall have much +converse together—there are some points I would like your opinion +on—but first of all, after a slight refreshment, we must go to Mains: +behold the aid to memory I have designed"—and the Rabbi pointed to a +large square of paper hung above Chrysostom, with "Farewell, George +Pitillo, 3 o'clock." "He is the son's son of my benefactor, and he +leaves his father's house this day to go into a strange land across the +sea: I had a service last night at Mains, and expounded the departure +of Abraham, but only slightly, being somewhat affected through the +weakness of the flesh. There was a covenant made between the young man +and myself, that I should meet him at the crossing of the roads to-day, +and it is in my mind to leave a parable with him against the power of +this present world." +</P> + +<P> +Then the Rabbi fell into a meditation till the dog-cart came up, Mains +and his wife in the front and George alone in the back, making a brave +show of indifference. +</P> + +<P> +"George," said the Rabbi, looking across the field and speaking as to +himself, "we shall not meet again in this world, and in a short space +they will bury me in Kilbogie kirkyard, but it will not be in me to lie +still for thinking of the people I have loved. So it will come to pass +that I may rise—you have ears to understand, George—-and I will +inquire of him that taketh charge of the dead about many and how it +fares with them." +</P> + +<P> +"And George Pitillo, what of him, Andrew?" +</P> + +<P> +"'Oh, it's a peety you didna live langer, Mr. Saunderson, for George +hes risen in the warld and made a great fortune.'" +</P> + +<P> +"How does it go with his soul, Andrew?" +</P> + +<P> +"'Well, you see, Mister Saunderson, George hes hed many things to think +about, and he maybe hasna hed time for releegion yet, but nae doot he +'ll be turnin' his mind that wy soon.'" +</P> + +<P> +"Poor George, that I baptised and admitted to the sacrament and … +loved: exchanged his soul for the world." +</P> + +<P> +The sun was setting fast, and the landscape—bare stubble fields, +leafless trees, still water, long, empty road—was of a blood-red +colour fearsome to behold, so that no one spake, and the horse chafing +his bit made the only sound. +</P> + +<P> +Then the Rabbi began again. +</P> + +<P> +"And George Pitillo—tell me, Andrew?" +</P> + +<P> +"'Weel, ye see, Mister Saunderson, ye wud be sorry for him, for you and +he were aye chief; he's keepit a gude name an' workit hard, but hesna +made muckle o' this warld.'" +</P> + +<P> +"And his soul, Andrew?" +</P> + +<P> +"'Oo, that's a' richt; gin we a' hed as gude a chance for the next +warld as George Pitillo we micht be satisfied.'" +</P> + +<P> +"That is enough for his old friend; hap me over again, Andrew, and I'll +rest in peace till the trumpet sound." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael turned aside, but he heard something desperately like a sob +from the back of the dog-cart, and the Rabbi saying, "God be with you, +George, and as your father's father received me in the day of my sore +discouragement, so may the Lord God of Israel open a door for you in +every land whithersoever you go, and bring you in at last through the +gates into the city." The Rabbi watched George till the dog-cart faded +away into the dusk of the winter's day, and they settled for the night +in their places among the books before the Rabbi spoke. +</P> + +<P> +It was with a wistful tenderness that he turned to Carmichael and +touched him slightly with his hand, as was a fashion with the Rabbi. +</P> + +<P> +"You will not think me indifferent to your welfare because I have not +inquired about your affairs, for indeed this could not be, but the +going forth of this lad has tried my heart. Is there aught, John, that +it becometh you to tell me, and wherein my years can be of any avail?" +</P> + +<P> +"It is not about doctrine I wished to speak to you, Rabbi, although I +am troubled thus also, but about … you remember our talk." +</P> + +<P> +"About the maid, surely; I cannot forget her, and indeed often think of +her since the day you brought me to her house and made me known unto +her, which was much courtesy to one who is fitter for a book-room than +a woman's company. +</P> + +<P> +"She is fair of face and hath a pleasant manner, and surely beauty and +a winsome way are from God; there seemed also a certain contempt of +baseness and a strength of will which are excellent. Perhaps my +judgment is not even because Miss Carnegie was gracious to me, and you +know, John, it is not in me to resist kindness, but this is how she +seems to me. Has there been trouble between you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Do not misunderstand me, Rabbi; I have not spoken one word of love to … +Miss Carnegie, nor she to me; but I love her, and I thought that +perhaps she saw that I loved her. But now it looks as if … what I +hoped is never to be," and Carmichael told the Queen Mary affair. +</P> + +<P> +"Is it not marvellous," mused the Rabbi, looking into the fire, "how +one woman who was indeed at the time little more than a girl did carry +men, many of them wise and clever, away as with a flood, and still +divideth scholars and even … friends? +</P> + +<P> +"It was not fitting that Miss Carnegie should have left God's house in +heat of temper, and it seemeth to us that she hath a wrong reading of +history, but it is surely good that she hath her convictions, and +holdeth them fast like a brave maid. +</P> + +<P> +"Is it not so, John, that friends and doubtless also … lovers have +been divided by conscience and have been on opposite sides in the great +conflict, and doth not this show how much of conscience there is among +men? +</P> + +<P> +"It may be this dispute will not divide you—being now, as it were, +more an argument of the schools than a matter of principle, but if it +should appear that you are far apart on the greater matters of faith, +then … you will have a heavy cross to carry. But it is my mind +that the heart of the maiden is right, and that I may some day see her … +in your home, whereat my eyes would be glad." +</P> + +<P> +The Rabbi was so taken up with the matter that he barely showed +Carmichael a fine copy of John of Damascus he had secured from London, +and went out of his course at worship to read, as well as to expound +with much feeling, the story of Ruth the Moabitess, showing +conclusively that she had in her a high spirit, and that she was +designed of God to be a strength to the house of David. He was also +very cheerful in the morning, and bade Carmichael good-bye at Tochty +woods with encouraging words. He also agreed to assist his boy at the +Drumtochty sacrament. +</P> + +<P> +It was evident that the Rabbi's mind was much set on this visit, but +Carmichael did not for one moment depend upon his remembering the day, +and so Burnbrae started early on the Saturday with his dog-cart to +bring Saunderson up and deposit him without fail in the Free Kirk manse +of Drumtochty. Six times that day did the minister leave his "action" +sermon and take his way to the guest room, carrying such works as might +not be quite unsuitable for the old scholar's perusal, and arranging a +lamp of easy management, that the night hours might not be lost. It +was late in the afternoon before the Rabbi was delivered at the manse, +and Burnbrae gave explanations next day at the sacramental dinner. +</P> + +<P> +"It wes just ten when a' got tae the manse o' Kilbogie, an' his +hoosekeeper didna ken whar her maister wes; he micht be in Kildrummie +by that time, she said, or half wy tae Muirtown. So a' set oot an' +ransackit the parish till a' got him, an' gin he wesna sittin' in a +bothie takin' brose wi' the plowmen an' expoundin' Scripture a' the +time. +</P> + +<P> +"He startit on the ancient martyrs afore we were half a mile on the +road, and he gied ae testimony aifter anither, an' he wesna within +sicht o' the Reformation when we cam tae the hooses; a 'll no deny that +a' let the mare walk bits o' the road, for a' cud hae heard him a' +nicht; ma bluid 's warmer yet, freends." +</P> + +<P> +The Rabbi arrived in great spirits, and refused to taste meat till he +had stated the burden of his sermon for the morrow. +</P> + +<P> +"If the Lord hath opened our ears the servant must declare what has +been given him, but I prayed that the message sent through me to your +flock, John, might be love. It hath pleased the Great Shepherd that I +should lead the sheep by strange paths, but I desired that it be +otherwise when I came for the first time to Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"Two days did I spend in the woods, for the stillness of winter among +the trees leaveth the mind disengaged for the Divine word, and the +first day my soul was heavy as I returned, for this only was laid upon +'vessels of wrath, fitted to destruction.' And, John, albeit God would +doubtless have given me strength according to His will, yet I was loath +to bear this awful truth to the people of your charge. +</P> + +<P> +"Next day the sun was shining pleasantly in the wood and it came to me +that clouds had gone from the face of God, and as I wandered among the +trees a squirrel sat on a branch within reach of my hand and did not +flee. Then I heard a voice, 'I have loved thee with an everlasting +love, therefore with loving kindness have I drawn thee.' +</P> + +<P> +"It was, in an instant, my hope that this might be God's word by me, +but I knew not it was so till the Evangel opened up on all sides, and I +was led into the outgoings of the eternal love after so moving a +fashion that I dared to think that grace might be effectual even with +me … with me. +</P> + +<P> +"God opened my mouth on Sabbath on this text unto my own flock, and the +word was not void. It is little that can be said on sovereign love in +two hours and it may be a few minutes; yet even this may be more than +your people are minded to bear. So I shall pretermit certain notes on +doctrine; for you will doubtless have given much instruction on the +purposes of God, and very likely may be touching on that mystery in +your action sermon." +</P> + +<P> +During the evening the Rabbi was very genial—tasting Sarah's viands +with relish, and comparing her to Rebecca, who made savoury meat, +urging Carmichael to smoke without scruple, and allowing himself to +snuff three times, examining the bookshelves with keen appreciation, +and finally departing with three volumes of modern divinity under his +arm, to reinforce the selection in his room, "lest his eyes should be +held waking in the night watches." He was much overcome by the care +that had been taken for his comfort, and at the door of his room blest +his boy: "May the Lord give you the sleep of His beloved, and +strengthen you to declare all His truth on the morrow." Carmichael sat +by his study fire for a while and went to bed much cheered, nor did he +dream that there was to be a second catastrophe in the Free Kirk of +Drumtochty which would be far sadder than the first, and leave in one +heart life-long regret. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap19"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIX. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE FEAR OF GOD. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-268.jpg" ALT="dropcap-i" BORDER="0" WIDTH="188" HEIGHT="274"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +t was the way of the Free Kirk that the assisting minister at the +Sacrament should sit behind the Communion Table during the sermon, and +the congregation, without giving the faintest sign of observation, +could estimate its effect on his face. When Doctor Dowbiggin composed +himself to listen as became a Church leader of substantial build—his +hands folded before him and his eyes fixed on the far window—and was +so arrested by the opening passage of Cunningham's sermon on +Justification by Faith that he visibly started, and afterward sat +sideways with his ears cocked, Drumtochty, while doubtful whether any +Muirtown man could appreciate the subtlety of their minister, had a +higher idea of the Doctor; and when the Free Kirk minister of +Kildrummie—a stout man and given to agricultural pursuits—went fast +asleep under a masterly discussion of the priesthood of Melchisedek, +Drumtochty's opinion of the intellectual condition of Kildrummie was +confirmed beyond argument. +</P> + +<P> +During his ministry of more than twenty years the Rabbi had never +preached at Drumtochty—being fearful that he might injure the minister +who invited him, or might be so restricted in time as to lead astray by +ill-balanced statements—and as the keenest curiosity would never have +induced any man to go from the Glen to worship in another parish, the +Free Kirk minister of Kilbogie was still unjudged in Drumtochty. They +were not sorry to have the opportunity at last, for they had suffered +not a little at the hands of Kilbogie in past years, and the coming +event disturbed the flow of business at Muirtown market. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye 're tae hae the Doctor at laist," Mains said to Netherton—letting +the luck-penny on a transaction in seed-corn stand over—"an' a 'm +jidgin' the time 's no been lost. He's plainer an' easier tae follow +then he wes at the affgo. Ma word"—contemplating the exercise before +the Glen—"but ye 'll aye get eneuch here and there tae cairry hame." +Which shows what a man the Rabbi was, that on the strength of his +possession a parish like Kilbogie could speak after this fashion to +Drumtochty. +</P> + +<P> +"He 'll hae a fair trial, Mains"—Netherton's tone was distinctly +severe—"an' mony a trial he's hed in his day, they say: wes't three +an' twenty kirks he preached in, afore ye took him? But mind ye, +length 's nae standard in Drumtochty; na, na, it's no hoo muckle wind a +man hes, but what like is the stuff that comes. It's bushels doon bye, +but it's wecht up bye." +</P> + +<P> +Any prejudice against the Rabbi, created by the boasting of a foolish +parish not worthy of him, was reduced by his venerable appearance +before the pulpit, and quite dispelled by his unfeigned delight in +Carmichael's conduct of the "preliminaries." Twice he nodded approval +to the reading of the hundredth Psalm, and although he stood with +covered face during the prayer, he emerged full of sympathy. As his +boy read the fifty-third of Isaiah the old man was moved well-nigh to +tears, and on the giving out of the text from the parable of the +Prodigal Son, the Rabbi closed his eyes with great expectation, as one +about to be fed with the finest of the wheat. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael has kept the sermon unto this day, and as often as he finds +himself growing hard or supercilious, reads it from beginning to end. +It is his hair shirt, to be worn from time to time next his soul for +the wrongness in it and the mischief it did. He cannot understand how +he could have said such things on a Sacrament morning and in the +presence of the Rabbi, but indeed they were inevitable. When two tides +meet there is ever a cruel commotion, and ships are apt to be dashed on +the rocks, and Carmichael's mind was in a "jabble" that day. The new +culture, with its wider views of God and man, was fighting with the +robust Calvinism in which every Scot is saturated, and the result was +neither peace nor charity. Personally the lad was kindly and +good-natured, intellectually he had become arrogant, intolerant, acrid, +flinging out at old-fashioned views, giving quite unnecessary +challenges, arguing with imaginary antagonists. It has ever seemed to +me, although I suppose that history is against me, that if it be laid +on any one to advocate a new view that will startle people, he ought of +all men to be conciliatory and persuasive; but Carmichael was, at least +in this time of fermentation, very exasperating and pugnacious, and so +he drove the Rabbi to the only hard action of his life, wherein the old +man suffered most, and which may be said to have led to his death. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael, like the Rabbi, had intended to preach that morning on the +love of God, and thought he was doing so with some power. What he did +was to take the Fatherhood of God and use it as a stick to beat +Pharisees with, and under Pharisees he let it be seen that he included +every person who still believed in the inflexible action of the moral +laws and the austere majesty of God. Many good things he no doubt +said, but each had an edge, and it cut deeply into people of the old +school. Had he seen the Rabbi, it would not have been possible for him +to continue, but he only was conscious of Lachlan Campbell, with whom +he had then a feud, and who, he imagined, had come to criticise him. +So he went on his rasping way that Sacrament morning, as when one +harrows the spring earth with iron teeth, exciting himself with every +sentence to fresh crudities of thought and extravagances of opposition. +But it only flashed on him that he had spoken foolishly when he came +down from the pulpit, and found the Rabbi a shrunken figure in his +chair before the Holy Table. +</P> + +<P> +Discerning people, like Elspeth Macfadyen, saw the whole tragedy from +beginning to end, and felt the pity of it keenly. For a while the +Rabbi waited with fond confidence—for was not he to hear the +best-loved of his boys—and he caught eagerly at a gracious expression, +as if it had fallen from one of the fathers. Anything in the line of +faith would have pleased the Rabbi that day, who was as a little child +and full of charity, in spite of his fierce doctrines. By-and-by the +light died away from his eyes as when a cloud comes over the face of +the sun and the Glen grows cold and dreary. He opened his eyes and was +amazed—looking at the people and questioning them what had happened to +their minister. Suddenly he flushed as a person struck by a friend, +and then, as one blow followed another, he covered his face with both +hands, sinking lower and lower in his chair, till even that decorous +people were almost shaken in their attention. +</P> + +<P> +When Carmichael gave him the cup in the Sacrament the Rabbi's hand +shook and he spilled some drops of the wine upon his beard, which all +that day showed like blood on the silvery whiteness. Afterwards he +spake in his turn to the communicants, and distinguished the true +people of God from the multitude—to whom he held out no hope—by so +many and stringent marks, that Donald Menzies refused the Sacrament +with a lamentable groan. And when the Sacrament was over and the time +came for Carmichael to shake hands with the assisting minister in the +vestry, the Rabbi had vanished, and he had no speech with him till they +went through the garden together—very bleak it seemed in the winter +dusk—unto the sermon that closed the services of the day. +</P> + +<P> +"God's hand is heavy in anger on us both this day, John," and +Carmichael was arrested by the awe and sorrow in the Rabbi's voice, +"else … you had not spoken as you did this forenoon, nor would +necessity be laid on me to speak … as I must this night. +</P> + +<P> +"His ways are all goodness and truth, but they are oftentimes +encompassed with darkness, and the burden He has laid on me is … +almost more than I can bear; it will be heavy for you also. +</P> + +<P> +"You will drink the wine of astonishment this night, and it will be +strange if you do not … turn from the hand that pours it out, but +you will not refuse the truth or … hate the preacher," and at the +vestry door the Rabbi looked wistfully at Carmichael. +</P> + +<P> +During the interval the lad had been ill at ease, suspecting from the +Rabbi's manner at the Table, and the solemnity of his address, that he +disapproved of the action sermon, but he did not for a moment imagine +that the situation was serious. It is one of the disabilities of +good-natured and emotional people, without much deepness of earth, to +belittle the convictions and resolutions of strong natures, and to +suppose that they can be talked away by a few pleasant, coaxing words. +</P> + +<P> +The Rabbi had often yielded to Carmichael and his other boys in the +ordinary affairs of life—in meat and drink and clothing, even unto the +continuance of his snuffing. He had been most manageable and +pliable—as a child in their hands—and so Carmichael was quite +confident that he could make matters right with the old man about a +question of doctrine as easily as about the duty of a midday meal. +Certain bright and superficial people will only learn by some solitary +experience that faith is reserved in friendship, and that the most +heroic souls are those which count all things loss—even the smile of +those they love—for the eternal. For a moment Carmichael was shaken +as if a new Rabbi were before him; then he remembered the study of +Kilbogie and all things that had happened therein, and his spirits rose. +</P> + +<P> +"How dare you suggest such wickedness, Rabbi, that any of us should +ever criticise or complain of anything you say? Whatever you give us +will be right, and do us good, and in the evening you will tell me all +I said wrong." +</P> + +<P> +Saunderson looked at Carmichael for ten seconds as one who has not been +understood, and sighed. Then he went down the kirk after the beadle, +and the people marked how he walked like a man who was afraid he might +fall, and, turning a corner, he supported himself on the end of a pew. +As he crept up the pulpit stairs Elspeth gave James a look, and, +although well accustomed to the slowness of his understanding, was +amazed that he did not catch the point. Even a man might have seen +that this was not the same minister that came in to the Sacrament with +hope in his very step. +</P> + +<P> +"A 'm no here tae say 'that a' kent what wes comin''"—Elspeth, like +all experts, was strictly truthful—"for the like o' that wes never +heard in Drumtochty, and noo that Doctor Saunderson is awa, will never +be heard again in Scotland. A' jaloused that vials wud be opened an' +a' wesna wrang, but ma certes"—and that remarkable woman left you to +understand that no words in human speech could even hint at the +contents of the vials. +</P> + +<P> +When the Rabbi gave out his text, "Vessels of wrath," in a low, +awestruck voice, Carmichael began to be afraid, but after a little he +chid himself for foolishness. During half an hour the Rabbi traced the +doctrine of the Divine Sovereignty through Holy Scripture with a +characteristic wealth of allusion to Fathers ancient and reforming, and +once or twice he paused as if he would have taken up certain matters at +greater length, but restrained himself, simply asserting the Pauline +character of St. Augustine's thinking, and exposing the looseness of +Clement of Alexandria with a wave of the hand as one hurrying on to his +destination. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear old Rabbi"—Carmichael congratulated himself in his pew—"what +need he have made so many apologies for his subject? He is going to +enjoy himself, and he is sure to say something beautiful before he is +done." But he was distinctly conscious all the same of a wish that the +Rabbi were done and all … well, uncertainty over. For there was a +note of anxiety, almost of horror, in the Rabbi's voice, and he had not +let the Fathers go so lightly unless under severe constraint. What was +it? Surely he would not attack their minister in face of his +people.… The Rabbi do that, who was in all his ways a gentleman? +Yet … and then the Rabbi abruptly quitted historical exposition and +announced that he would speak on four heads. Carmichael, from his +corner behind the curtains, saw the old man twice open his mouth as if +to speak, and when at last he began he was quivering visibly, and he +had grasped the outer corners of the desk with such intensity that the +tassels which hung therefrom—one of the minor glories of the Free +Kirk—were held in the palm of his hand, the long red tags escaping +from between his white wasted fingers. A pulpit lamp came between +Carmichael and the Rabbi's face, but he could see the straining hand, +which did not relax till it was lifted in the last awful appeal, and +the white and red had a gruesome fascination. It seemed as if one had +clutched a cluster of full, rich, tender grapes and was pressing them +in an agony till their life ran out in streams of blood, and dripped +upon the heads of the choir sitting beneath, in their fresh, hopeful +youth. And it also came to Carmichael with pathetic conviction even +then that every one was about to suffer, but the Rabbi more than them +all together. While the preacher was strengthening his heart for the +work before him, Carmichael's eye was attracted by the landscape that +he could see through the opposite window. The ground sloped upwards +from the kirk to a pine-wood that fringed the great moor, and it was +covered with snow on which the moon was beginning to shed her faint, +weird light. Within, the light from the upright lamps was falling on +the ruddy, contented faces of men and women and little children, but +without it was one cold, merciless whiteness, like unto the justice of +God, with black shadows of judgment. +</P> + +<P> +"This is the message which I have to deliver unto you in the name of +the Lord, and even as Jonah was sent to Nineveh after a strange +discipline with a word of mercy, so am I constrained against my will to +carry a word of searching and trembling. +</P> + +<P> +"First"—and between the heads the Rabbi paused as one whose breath had +failed him—"every man belongs absolutely to God by his creation. +</P> + +<P> +"Second. The purpose of God about each man precedes his creation. +</P> + +<P> +"Third. Some are destined to Salvation, and some to Damnation. +</P> + +<P> +"Fourth"—here the hard breathing became a sob—"each man's lot is unto +the glory of God." +</P> + +<P> +It was not only skilled theologians like Lachlan Campbell and Burnbrae, +but even mere amateurs, who understood that they were that night to be +conducted to the farthest limit of Calvinism, and that whoever fell +behind through the hardness of the way, their guide would not flinch. +</P> + +<P> +As the Rabbi gave the people a brief space wherein to grasp his heads +in their significance, Carmichael remembered a vivid incident in the +Presbytery of Muirtown, when an English evangelist had addressed that +reverend and austere court with exhilarating confidence—explaining the +extreme simplicity of the Christian faith, and showing how a minister +ought to preach. Various good men were delighted, and asked many +questions of the evangelist—who had kept a baby-linen shop for twenty +years, and was unspoiled by the slightest trace of theology—but the +Rabbi arose and demolished his "teaching," convicting him of heresy at +every turn, till there was not left one stone upon another. +</P> + +<P> +"But surely fear belongs to the Old Testament dispensation," said the +unabashed little man to the Rabbi afterwards. "'Rejoice,' you know, my +friend, 'and again I say rejoice.'" +</P> + +<P> +"If it be the will of God that such a man as I should ever stand on the +sea of glass mingled with fire, then this tongue will be lifted with +the best, but so long as my feet are still in the fearful pit it +becometh me to bow my head." +</P> + +<P> +"Then you don't believe in assurance?" but already the evangelist was +quailing before the Rabbi. +</P> + +<P> +"Verily there is no man that hath not heard of that precious gift, and +none who does not covet it greatly, but there be two degrees of +assurance"—here the Rabbi looked sternly at the happy, rotund little +figure—"and it is with the first you must begin, and what you need to +get is assurance of your damnation." +</P> + +<P> +One of the boys read an account of this incident—thinly veiled—in a +reported address of the evangelist, in which the Rabbi—being, as it +was inferred, beaten in scriptural argument—was very penitent and +begged his teacher's pardon with streaming tears. What really happened +was different, and so absolutely conclusive that Doctor Dowbiggin gave +it as his opinion "that a valuable lesson had been read to unauthorised +teachers of religion." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael recognised the same note in the sermon and saw another man +than he knew, as the Rabbi, in a low voice, without heat or +declamation, with frequent pauses and laboured breathing, as of one +toiling up a hill, argued the absolute supremacy of God and the utter +helplessness of man. One hand ever pressed the grapes, but with the +other the old man wiped the perspiration that rolled in beads down his +face. A painful stillness fell on the people as they felt themselves +caught in the meshes of this inexorable net and dragged ever nearer to +the abyss. Carmichael, who had been leaning forward in his place, tore +himself away from the preacher with an effort, and moved where he could +see the congregation. Campbell was drinking in every word as one for +the first time in his life perfectly satisfied. Menzies was huddled +into a heap in the top of his pew as one justly blasted by the anger of +the Eternal. Men were white beneath the tan, and it was evident that +some of the women would soon fall a-weeping. Children had crept close +to their mothers under a vague sense of danger, and a girl in the choir +watched the preacher with dilated eyeballs, like an animal fascinated +by terror. +</P> + +<P> +"It is as a sword piercing the heart to receive this truth, but it is a +truth and must be believed. There are hundreds of thousands in the +past who were born and lived and died and were damned for the glory of +God. There are hundreds of thousands in this day who have been born +and are living and shall die and be damned for the glory of God. There +are hundreds of thousands in the future who shall be born and shall +live and shall die and shall be damned for the glory of God. All +according to the will of God, and none dare say nay nor change the +purpose of the Eternal." For some time the oil in the lamps had been +failing—since the Rabbi had been speaking for nigh two hours—and as +he came to an end of this passage the light began to flicker and die. +First a lamp at the end of Burnbrae's pew went out and then another in +the front. The preacher made as though he would have spoken, but was +silent, and the congregation watched four lamps sink into darkness at +intervals of half a minute. There only remained the two pulpit lamps, +and in their light the people saw the Rabbi lift his right hand for the +first time. +</P> + +<P> +"Shall … not … the … Judge … of all the earth … +do … right?" The two lamps went out together and a great sigh rose +from the people. At the back of the kirk a child wailed and somewhere +in the front a woman's voice—it was never proved to be Elspeth +Macfadyen—said audibly, "God have mercy upon us." The Rabbi had sunk +back into the seat and buried his face in his hands, and through the +window over his head the moonlight was pouring into the church like +unto the far-off radiance from the White Throne. +</P> + +<P> +When Carmichael led the Rabbi into the manse he could feel the old man +trembling from head to foot, and he would touch neither meat nor drink, +nor would he speak for a space. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you there, John?"—and he put out his hand to Carmichael, who had +placed him in the big study chair, and was sitting beside him in +silence. +</P> + +<P> +"I dare not withdraw nor change any word that I spake in the name of +the Lord this day, but … it is my infirmity … I wish I had +never been born." +</P> + +<P> +"It was awful," said Carmichael, and the Rabbi's head again fell on his +breast. +</P> + +<P> +"John,"—and Saunderson looked up,—"I would give ten thousand worlds +to stand in the shoes of that good man who conveyed me from Kilbogie +yesterday, and with whom I had very pleasant fellowship concerning the +patience of the saints. +</P> + +<P> +"It becometh not any human being to judge his neighbour, but it seemed +to me from many signs that he was within the election of God, and even +as we spoke of Polycarp and the martyrs who have overcome by the blood +of the Lamb, it came unto me with much power, 'Lo, here is one beside +you whose name is written in the Lamb's Book of Life, and who shall +enter through the gates into the city;' and grace was given me to +rejoice in his joy, but I …"—and Carmichael could have wept for +the despair in the Rabbi's voice. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear Rabbi!"—for once the confidence of youth was smitten at the +sight of a spiritual conflict beyond its depth—"you are surely … +depreciating yourself … Burnbrae is a good man, but compared with +you … is not this like to the depression of Elijah?" Carmichael +knew, however, he was not fit for such work, and had better have held +his peace. +</P> + +<P> +"It may be that I understand the letter of Holy Scripture better than +some of God's children, although I be but a babe even in this poor +knowledge, but such gifts are only as the small dust of the balance. +He will have mercy on whom He will have mercy. +</P> + +<P> +"John," said the Rabbi suddenly, and with strong feeling, "was it your +thought this night as I declared the sovereignty of God that I judged +myself of the elect, and was speaking as one himself hidden for ever in +the secret place of God?" +</P> + +<P> +"I … did not know," stammered Carmichael, whose utter horror at the +unrelenting sermon had only been tempered by his love for the preacher. +</P> + +<P> +"You did me wrong, John, for then had I not dared to speak at all after +that fashion; it is not for a vessel of mercy filled unto overflowing +with the love of God to exalt himself above the vessels … for whom +there is no mercy. But he may plead with them who are in like case +with himself to … acknowledge the Divine Justice." +</P> + +<P> +Then the pathos of the situation overcame Carmichael, and he went over +to the bookcase and leant his head against certain volumes, because +they were weighty and would not yield. Next day he noticed that one of +them was a Latin Calvin that had travelled over Europe in learned +company, and the other a battered copy of Jonathan Edwards that had +come from the house of an Ayrshire farmer. +</P> + +<P> +"Forgive me that I have troubled you with the concerns of my soul, +John"—the Rabbi could only stand with an effort—"they ought to be +between a man and his God. There is another work laid to my hand for +which there is no power in me now. During the night I shall ask +whether the cup may not pass from me, but if not, the will of God be +done." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael slept but little, and every time he woke the thought was +heavy upon him that on the other side of a narrow wall the holiest man +he knew was wrestling in darkness of soul, and that he had added to the +bitterness of the agony. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-280"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-280.jpg" ALT="Wrestling in darkness of soul." BORDER="2" WIDTH="342" HEIGHT="570"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 342px"> +Wrestling in darkness of soul. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap20"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XX. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE WOUNDS OF A FRIEND. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-283.jpg" ALT="dropcap-w" BORDER="0" WIDTH="184" HEIGHT="265"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +inter has certain mornings which redeem weeks of misconduct, when the +hoar frost during the night has re-silvered every branch and braced the +snow upon the ground, and the sun rises in ruddy strength and drives +out of sight every cloud and mist, and moves all day through an expanse +of unbroken blue, and is reflected from the dazzling whiteness of the +earth as from a mirror. Such a sight calls a man from sleep with +authority, and makes his blood tingle, and puts new heart in him, and +banishes the troubles of the night. Other mornings winter joins in the +conspiracy of principalities and powers to daunt and crush the human +soul. No sun is to be seen, and the grey atmosphere casts down the +heart, the wind moans and whistles in fitful gusts, the black clouds +hang low in threatening masses, now and again a flake of snow drifts in +the wind. A storm is near at hand, not the thunder-shower of summer, +with warm rain and the kindly sun in ambush, but dark and blinding +snow, through which even a gamekeeper cannot see six yards, and in +which weary travellers lie down to rest and die. +</P> + +<P> +The melancholy of this kind of day had fallen on Saunderson, whose face +was ashen, and who held Carmichael's hand with such anxious affection +that it was impossible to inquire how he had slept, and it would have +been a banalité to remark upon the weather. After the Rabbi had been +compelled to swallow a cup of milk by way of breakfast, it was evident +that he was ready for speech. +</P> + +<P> +"What is it, Rabbi?" as soon as they were again settled in the study. +"If you did not … like my sermon, tell me at once. You know that I +am one of your boys, and you ought to … help me." Perhaps it was +inseparable from his youth, with its buoyancy and self-satisfaction, +and his training in a college whose members only knew by rumour of the +existence of other places of theological learning, that Carmichael had +at that moment a pleasing sense of humility and charity. Had it been a +matter of scholastic lore, of course neither he nor more than six men +in Scotland could have met the Rabbi in the gate. With regard to +modern thought, Carmichael knew that the good Rabbi had not read <I>Ecce +Homo</I>, and was hardly, well … up to date. He would not for the +world hint such a thing to the dear old man, nor even argue with him; +but it was flattering to remember that the attack could be merely one +of blunderbusses, in which the modern thinker would at last intervene +and save the ancient scholar from humiliation. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, Rabbi?" and Carmichael tried to make it easy. +</P> + +<P> +"Before I say what is on my heart, John, you will grant an old man who +loves you one favour. So far as in you lies you will bear with me if +that which I have to say, and still more that which my conscience will +compel me to do, is hard to flesh and blood." +</P> + +<P> +"Did n't we settle that last night in the vestry?" and Carmichael was +impatient; "is it that you do not agree with the doctrine of the Divine +Fatherhood? We younger men are resolved to base Christian doctrine on +the actual Scriptures, and to ignore mere tradition." +</P> + +<P> +"An excellent rule, my dear friend," cried the Rabbi, wonderfully +quickened by the challenge, "and with your permission and for our +mutual edification we shall briefly review all passages bearing on the +subject in hand—using the original, as will doubtless be your wish, +and you correcting my poor recollection." +</P> + +<P> +About an hour afterwards, and when the Rabbi was only entering into the +heart of the matter, Carmichael made the bitter discovery—without the +Rabbi having even hinted at such a thing—that his pet sermon was a +mass of boyish crudities, and this reverse of circumstances was some +excuse for his pettishness. +</P> + +<P> +"It does not seem to me that it is worth our time to haggle about the +usage of Greek words or to count texts: I ground my position on the +general meaning of the Gospels and the sense of things," and Carmichael +stood on the hearthrug in a very superior attitude. +</P> + +<P> +"Let that pass then, John, and forgive me if I appeared to battle about +words, as certain scholars of the olden time were fain to do, for in +truth it is rather about the hard duty before me than any imperfection +in your teaching I would speak," and the Rabbi glanced nervously at the +young minister. +</P> + +<P> +"We are both Presbyters of Christ's Church, ordained after the order of +primitive times, and there are laid on us certain heavy charges and +responsibilities from which we may not shrink, as we shall answer to +the Lord at the great day." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael's humiliation was lost in perplexity, and he sat down, +wondering what the Rabbi intended. +</P> + +<P> +"If any Presbyter should see his brother fall into one of those faults +of private life that do beset us all in our present weakness, then he +doth well and kindly to point it out unto his brother; and if his +brother should depart from the faith as they talk together by the way, +then it is a Presbyter's part to convince him of his error and restore +him." +</P> + +<P> +The Rabbi cast an imploring glance, but Carmichael had still no +understanding. +</P> + +<P> +"But if one Presbyter should teach heresy to his flock in the hearing +of another … even though it break the other's heart, is not the +path of duty fenced up on either side, verily a straight, narrow way, +and hard for the feet to tread?" +</P> + +<P> +"You have spoken to me, Rabbi, and … cleared yourself"—Carmichael +was still somewhat sore—"and I 'll promise not to offend you again in +an action sermon." +</P> + +<P> +"Albeit you intend it not so, yet are you making it harder for me to +speak.… See you not … that I … that necessity is laid on +me to declare this matter to my brother Presbyters in court +assembled … but not in hearing of the people?" Then there was a +stillness in the room, and the Rabbi, although he had closed his eyes, +was conscious of the amazement on the young man's face. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mean to say," speaking very slowly, as one taken utterly aback, +"that our Rabbi would come to my … to the Sacrament and hear me +preach, and … report me for heresy to the Presbytery? Rabbi, I +know we don't agree about some things, and perhaps I was a little … +annoyed a few minutes ago because you … know far more than I do, +but that is nothing. For you to prosecute one of your boys and be the +witness yourself.… Rabbi, you can't mean it.… Say it's a +mistake." +</P> + +<P> +The old man only gave a deep sigh. +</P> + +<P> +"If it were Dowbiggin or … any man except you, I would n't care one +straw, rather enjoy the debate, but you whom we have loved and looked +up to and boasted about, why, it's like … a father turning against +his sons." +</P> + +<P> +The Rabbi made no sign. +</P> + +<P> +"You live too much alone, Rabbi," and Carmichael began again as the +sense of the tragedy grew on him, "and nurse your conscience till it +gets over tender; no other man would dream of … prosecuting a … +fellow minister in such circumstances. You have spoken to me like a +father, surely that is enough," and in his honest heat the young fellow +knelt down by the Rabbi's chair and took his hand. +</P> + +<P> +A tear rolled down the Rabbi's cheek, and he looked fondly at the lad. +</P> + +<P> +"Your words pierce me as sharp swords, John; spare me, for I can do +none otherwise; all night I wrestled for release, but in vain." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael had a sudden revulsion of feeling, such as befalls emotional +and ill-disciplined natures when they are disappointed and mortified. +</P> + +<P> +"Very good, Doctor Saunderson"—Carmichael rose awkwardly and stood on +the hearthrug again, an elbow on the mantelpiece—"you must do as you +please and as you think right. I am sorry that I … pressed you so +far, but it was on grounds of our … friendship. +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps you will tell me as soon as you can what you propose to do, +and when you will bring … this matter before the Presbytery. My +sermon was fully written and … is at your disposal." +</P> + +<P> +While this cold rain beat on the Rabbi's head he moved not, but at its +close he looked at Carmichael with the appeal of a dumb animal in his +eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"The first meeting of Presbytery is on Monday, but you would no doubt +consider that too soon; is there anything about dates in the order of +procedure for heresy?" and Carmichael made as though he would go over +to the shelves for a law book. +</P> + +<P> +"John," cried the Rabbi—his voice full of tears—rising and following +the foolish lad, "is this all you have in your heart to say unto me? +Surely, as I stand before you, it is not my desire to do such a thing, +for I would rather cut off my right hand. +</P> + +<P> +"God hath not been pleased to give me many friends, and He only knows +how you and the others have comforted my heart. I lie not, John, but +speak the truth, that there is nothing unto life itself I would not +give for your good, who have been as the apple of my eye unto me." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael hardened himself, torn between a savage sense of +satisfaction that the Rabbi was suffering for his foolishness and the +inclination of his better self to respond to the old man's love. +</P> + +<P> +"If there be a breach between us, it will not be for you as it must be +for me. You have many friends, and may God add unto them good men and +faithful, but I shall lose my one earthly joy and consolation, when +your feet are no longer heard on my threshold and your face no longer +brings light to my room. And, John, even this thing which I am +constrained to do is yet of love, as … you shall confess one day." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael's pride alone resisted, and it was melting fast. Had he +even looked at the dear face, he must have given way, but he kept his +shoulder to the Rabbi, and at that moment the sound of wheels passing +the corner of the manse gave him an ungracious way of escape. +</P> + +<P> +"That is Burnbrae's dog-cart … Doctor Saunderson, and I think he +will not wish to keep his horse standing in the snow, so unless you +will stay all night, as it's going to drift.… Then perhaps it +would be better.… Can I assist you in packing?" How formal it +all sounded, and he allowed the Rabbi to go upstairs alone, with the +result that various things of the old man's are in Carmichael's house +unto this day. +</P> + +<P> +Another chance was given the lad when the Rabbi would have bidden him +good-bye at the door, beseeching that he should not come out into the +drift, and still another when Burnbrae, being concerned about his +passenger's appearance, who seemed ill-fitted to face a storm, wrapt +him in a plaid; and he had one more when the old man leant out of the +dog-cart and took Carmichael's hand in both of his, but only said, "God +bless you for all you 've been to me, and forgive me for all wherein I +have failed you." And they did not meet again till that +never-to-be-forgotten sederunt of the Free Kirk Presbytery of Muirtown, +when the minister of Kilbogie accused the minister of Drumtochty of +teaching the Linlathen heresy of the Fatherhood of God in a sermon +before the Sacrament. +</P> + +<P> +Among all the institutions of the North a Presbytery is the most +characteristic, and affords a standing illustration of the +contradictions of a superbly logical people. It is so anti-clerical a +court that for every clergyman there must be a layman—country +ministers promising to bring in their elder for great occasions, and +instructing him audibly how to vote—and so fiercely clerical that if +the most pious and intelligent elder dared to administer a sacrament he +would be at once tried and censured for sacrilege. So careful is a +Presbytery to prevent the beginnings of Papacy that it insists upon +each of its members occupying the chair in turn, and dismisses him +again into private life as soon as he has mastered his duties, but so +imbued is it with the idea of authority that whatever decision may be +given by some lad of twenty-five in the chair—duly instructed, +however, by the clerk below—will be rigidly obeyed. When a Presbytery +has nothing else to do, it dearly loves to pass a general condemnation +on sacerdotalism, in which the tyranny of prelates, and the foolishness +of vestments will be fully exposed, but a Presbytery wields a power at +which a bishop's hair would stand on end, and Doctor Dowbiggin once +made Carmichael leave the Communion Table and go into the vestry to put +on his bands. +</P> + +<P> +When a Presbytery is in its lighter moods, it gives itself to points of +order with a skill and relish beyond the Southern imagination. It did +not matter how harmless, even infantile, might be the proposal placed +before the court by such a man as MacWheep of Pitscowrie, he has hardly +got past an apology for his presumption in venturing to speak at all, +before a member of Presbytery—who had reduced his congregation to an +irreducible minimum by the woodenness of his preaching—inquires +whether the speech of "our esteemed brother is not <I>ultra vires</I>" or +something else as awful. MacWheep at once sits down with the air of +one taken red-handed in arson, and the court debates the point till +every authority has taken his fill, when the clerk submits to the +Moderator, with a fine blend of deference and infallibility, that Mr. +MacWheep is perfectly within his rights; and then, as that estimable +person has, by this time, lost any thread he ever possessed, the +Presbytery passes to the next business—with the high spirit of men +returning from a holiday. Carmichael used, indeed, to relate how in a +great stress of business someone moved that the Presbytery should +adjourn for dinner, and the court argued for seventy minutes, with many +precedents, whether such a motion—touching as it did the standing +orders—could even be discussed, and with an unnecessary prodigality of +testimony he used to give perorations which improved with every telling. +</P> + +<P> +The love of law diffused through the Presbytery became incarnate in the +clerk, who was one of the most finished specimens of his class in the +Scottish Kirk. His sedate appearance, bald, polished head, fringed +with pure white hair, shrewd face, with neatly cut side whiskers, his +suggestion of unerring accuracy and inexhaustible memory, his attitude +for exposition,—holding his glasses in his left hand and enforcing his +decision with the little finger of the right hand—carried conviction +even to the most disorderly. Ecclesiastical radicals, boiling over +with new schemes, and boasting to admiring circles of MacWheeps that +they would not be brow-beaten by red tape officials, became +ungrammatical before that firm gaze, and ended in abject surrender. +Self-contained and self-sufficing, the clerk took no part in debate, +save at critical moments to lay down the law, but wrote his minutes +unmoved through torrents of speech on every subject, from the +Sustentation Fund to the Union between England and Scotland, and even +under the picturesque eloquence of foreign deputies, whose names he +invariably requested should be handed to him, written legibly on a +sheet of paper. On two occasions only he ceased from writing: when Dr. +Dowbiggin discussed a method of procedure—then he watched him over his +spectacles in hope of a nice point; or when some enthusiastic brother +would urge the Presbytery to issue an injunction on the sin of Sabbath +walking—then the clerk would abandon his pen in visible despair, and +sitting sideways on his chair and supporting his head by that same +little finger, would face the Presbytery with an expression of reverent +curiosity on his face why the Almighty was pleased to create such a +man. His preaching was distinguished for orderliness, and was much +sought after for Fast days. It turned largely on the use of +prepositions and the scope of conjunctions, so that the clerk could +prove the doctrine of Vicarious Sacrifice from "for," and Retribution +from "as" in the Lord's prayer, emphasising and confirming everything +by that wonderful finger, which seemed to be designed by Providence for +delicate distinctions, just as another man's fist served for popular +declamation. His pulpit masterpiece was a lecture on the Council of +Jerusalem, in which its whole deliberations were reviewed by the rules +of the Free Kirk Book of Procedure, and a searching and edifying +discourse concluded with two lessons. First: That no ecclesiastical +body can conduct its proceedings without officials. Second: That such +men ought to be accepted as a special gift of Providence. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-292"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-292.jpg" ALT="His attitude for exposition." BORDER="2" WIDTH="363" HEIGHT="463"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 363px"> +His attitude for exposition. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +The general opinion among good people was that the clerk's preaching +was rather for upbuilding than arousing, but it is still remembered by +the survivors of the old Presbytery that when MacWheep organised a +conference on "The state of religion in our congregations," and it was +meandering in strange directions, the clerk, who utilised such seasons +for the writing of letters, rose amid a keen revival of interest—it +was supposed that he had detected an irregularity in the +proceedings—and offered his contribution. "It did not become him to +boast," he said, "but he had seen marvellous things in his day: under +his unworthy ministry three beadles had been converted to +Christianity," and this experience was so final that the conference +immediately closed. +</P> + +<P> +Times there were, however, when the Presbytery rose to its height, and +was invested with an undeniable spiritual dignity. Its members, taken +one by one, consisted of farmers, shepherds, tradesmen, and one or two +professional men, with some twenty ministers, only two or three of whom +were known beyond their parishes. Yet those men had no doubt that as +soon as they were constituted in the name of Christ, they held their +authority from the Son of God and Saviour of the world, and they bore +themselves in spiritual matters as His servants. No kindly feeling of +neighbourliness or any fear of man could hinder them from inquiring +into the religious condition of a parish or dealing faithfully with an +erring minister. They had power to ordain, and laid hands on the bent +head of some young probationer with much solemnity; they had also power +to take away the orders they had given, and he had been hardened indeed +beyond hope who could be present and not tremble when the Moderator, +standing in his place, with the Presbytery around, and speaking in the +name of the Head of the Church, deposed an unworthy brother from the +holy ministry. MacWheep was a "cratur," and much given to twaddle, but +when it was his duty once to rebuke a fellow-minister for quarrelling +with his people, he was delivered from himself, and spake with such +grave wisdom as he has never shown before or since. +</P> + +<P> +When the Presbytery assembled to receive a statement from Doctor +Saunderson "<I>re</I> error in doctrine by a brother Presbyter," even a +stranger might have noticed that its members were weighted with a sense +of responsibility, and although a discussion arose on the attempt of a +desultory member to introduce a deputy charged with the subject of the +lost ten tribes, yet it was promptly squelched by the clerk, who +intimated, with much gravity, that the court had met <I>in hunc +effectum</I>, viz. to hear Doctor Saunderson, and that the court could +not, in consistence with law, take up any other business, not +even—here Carmichael professed to detect a flicker of the clerkly +eyelids—the disappearance of the ten tribes. +</P> + +<P> +It was the last time that the Rabbi ever spoke in public, and it is now +agreed that the deliverance was a fit memorial of the most learned +scholar that has been ever known in those parts. He began by showing +that Christian doctrine has taken various shapes, some more and some +less in accordance with the deposit of truth given by Christ and the +holy Apostles, and especially that the doctrine of Grace had been +differently conceived by two eminent theologians, Calvin and Arminius, +and his exposition was so lucid that the clerk gave it as his opinion +afterwards, that the two systems were understood by certain members of +the court for the first time that day. Afterwards the Rabbi vindicated +and glorified Calvinism from the Scriptures of the Old and New +Testament, from the Fathers, from the Reformation Divines, from the +later creeds, till the brain of the Presbytery reeled through the +wealth of allusion and quotation, all in the tongues of the learned. +Then he dealt with the theology of Mr. Erskine of Linlathen, and showed +how it was undermining the very foundations of Calvinism; yet the Rabbi +spake so tenderly of our Scottish Maurice that the Presbytery knew not +whether it ought to condemn Erskine as a heretic or love him as a +saint. Having thus brought the court face to face with the issues +involved, the Rabbi gave a sketch of a certain sermon he had heard +while assisting "a learned and much-beloved brother at the Sacrament," +and Carmichael was amazed at the transfiguration of this very youthful +performance, which now figured as a profound and edifying discourse, +for whose excellent qualities the speaker had not adequate words. This +fine discourse was, however, to a certain degree marred, the Rabbi +suggested, by an unfortunate, although no doubt temporary, leaning to +the teaching of Mr. Erskine, whose beautiful piety, which was even to +himself in his worldliness and unprofitableness a salutary rebuke, had +exercised its just fascination upon his much more spiritual brother. +Finally the Rabbi left the matter in the hands of the Presbytery, +declaring that he had cleared his conscience, and that the minister was +one—here he was painfully overcome—dear to him as a son, and to whose +many labours and singular graces he could bear full testimony, the Rev. +John Carmichael, of Drumtochty. The Presbytery was slow and pedantic, +but was not insensible to a spiritual situation, and there was a murmur +of sympathy when the Rabbi sat down—much exhausted, and never having +allowed himself to look once at Carmichael. +</P> + +<P> +Then arose a self-made man, who considered orthodoxy and capital to be +bound up together, and especially identified any departure from +sovereignty with that pestilent form of Socialism which demanded equal +chances for every man. He was only a plain layman, he said, and +perhaps he ought not to speak in the presence of so many reverend +gentlemen, but he was very grateful to Doctor Saunderson for his +honourable and straightforward conduct. It would be better for the +Church if there were more like him, and he would just like to ask Mr. +Carmichael one or two questions. Did he sign the Confession?—that was +one; and had he kept it?—that was two; and the last was, When did he +propose to go? He knew something about building contracts, and he had +heard of a penalty when a contract was broken. There was just one +thing more he would like to say—if there was less loose theology in +the pulpit there would be more money in the plate. The shame of the +Rabbi during this harangue was pitiable to behold. +</P> + +<P> +Then a stalwart arose on the other side, and a young gentleman who had +just escaped from a college debating society wished to know what +century we were living in, warned the last speaker that the progress of +theological science would not be hindered by mercenary threats, advised +Doctor Saunderson to read a certain German, called Ritschl,—as if he +had been speaking to a babe in arms,—and was refreshing himself with a +Latin quotation, when the Rabbi, in utter absence of mind, corrected a +false quantity aloud. +</P> + +<P> +"Moderator," the old man apologised in much confusion, "I wot not what +I did, and I pray my reverend brother, whose interesting and +instructive address I have interrupted by this unmannerliness, to grant +me his pardon, for my tongue simply obeyed my ear." Which untoward +incident brought the modern to an end, as by a stroke of ironical fate. +It seemed to the clerk that little good to any one concerned was to +come out of this debate, and he signalled to Doctor Dowbiggin, with +whom he had dined the night before, when they concocted a motion over +their wine. Whereupon that astute man explained to the court that he +did not desire to curtail the valuable discussion, from which he +personally had derived much profit, but he had ventured to draw up a +motion, simply for the guidance of the House—it was said by the +Rabbi's boys that the Doctor's success as an ecclesiastic was largely +due to the skilful use of such phrases—and then he read: "Whereas the +Church is set in all her courts for the defence of the truth, whereas +it is reported that various erroneous doctrines are being promulgated +in books and other public prints, whereas it has been stated that one +of the ministers of this Presbytery has used words that might be +supposed to give sanction to a certain view which appears to conflict +with statements contained in the standards of the Church, the +Presbytery of Muirtown declares first of all, its unshaken adherence to +the said standards; secondly, deplores the existence in any quarter of +notions contradictory or subversive of said standards; thirdly, thanks +Doctor Saunderson for the vigilance he has shown in the cause of sound +doctrine; fourthly, calls upon all ministers within the bounds to have +a care that they create no offence or misunderstanding by their +teaching, and finally enjoins all parties concerned to cultivate peace +and charity." +</P> + +<P> +This motion was seconded by the clerk and carried +unanimously,—Carmichael being compelled to silence by the two wise men +for his own sake and theirs,—and was declared to be a conspicuous +victory both by the self-made man and the modern, which was another +tribute to the ecclesiastical gifts of Doctor Dowbiggin and the clerk +of the Presbytery of Muirtown. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap21"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXI. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +LIGHT AT EVENTIDE. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-300.jpg" ALT="dropcap-t" BORDER="0" WIDTH="153" HEIGHT="291"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +he Rabbi had been careful to send an abstract of his speech to +Carmichael, with a letter enough to melt the heart even of a +self-sufficient young clerical; and Carmichael had considered how he +should bear himself at the Presbytery. His intention had been to meet +the Rabbi with public cordiality and escort him to a seat, so that all +men should see that he was too magnanimous to be offended by this +latest eccentricity of their friend. This calculated plan was upset by +the Rabbi coming in late and taking the first seat that offered, and +when he would have gone afterwards to thank him for his generosity the +Rabbi had disappeared. It was evident that the old man's love was as +deep as ever, but that he was much hurt, and would not risk another +repulse. Very likely he had walked in from Kilbogie, perhaps without +breakfast, and had now started to return to his cheerless manse. It +was a wetting spring rain, and he remembered that the Rabbi had no +coat. A fit of remorse overtook Carmichael, and he scoured the streets +of Muirtown to find the Rabbi, imagining deeds of attention—how he +would capture him unawares mooning along some side street hopelessly +astray; how he would accuse him of characteristic cunning and deep +plotting, how he would carry him by force to the Kilspindie Arms and +insist upon their dining in state; how the Rabbi would wish to +discharge the account and find twopence in his pockets—having given +all his silver to an ex-Presbyterian minister stranded in Muirtown +through peculiar circumstances; how he would speak gravely to the Rabbi +on the lack of common honesty, and threaten a real prosecution, when +the charge would be "obtaining a dinner on false pretences," how they +would journey to Kildrummie in high content, and—the engine having +whistled for a dog-cart—they would drive to Drumtochty manse, the sun +shining through the rain as they entered the garden; how he would +compass the Rabbi with observances, and the old man would sit again in +the big chair full of joy and peace. Ah, the kindly jests that have +not come off in life, the gracious deeds that never were done, the +reparations that were too late! When Carmichael reached the station +the Rabbi was already half way to Kilbogie, trudging along wet and +weary and very sad, because, although he had obeyed his conscience at a +cost, it seemed to him as if he had simply alienated the boy whom God +had given him as a son in his old age, for even the guileless Rabbi +suspected that the ecclesiastics considered his action foolishness and +of no service to the Church of God. Barbara's language on his arrival +was vituperative to a degree, she gave him food grudgingly, and when, +in the early morning, he fell asleep over an open Father, he was +repeating Carmichael's name, and the thick old paper was soaked with +tears. +</P> + +<P> +His nemesis seized Carmichael so soon as he reached the Dunleith train +in the shape of the Free Kirk minister of Kildrummie, who had purchased +six pounds of prize seed potatoes, and was carrying the treasure home +in a paper bag. This bag had done after its kind, and as the +distinguished agriculturist had not seen his feet for years, and could +only have stooped at the risk of apoplexy, he watched the dispersion of +his potatoes with dismay, and hailed the arrival of Carmichael with +exclamations of thankfulness. It is wonderful over what an area six +pounds of (prize) potatoes can deploy on a railway platform, and how +the feet of passengers will carry them unto far distances. Some might +never have been restored to the bag had it not been for Kildrummie's +comprehensive eye and the physical skill with which he guided +Carmichael, till even prodigals that had strayed over to the +neighbourhood of the Aberdeen express were restored to the extemporised +fold in the minister's top-coat pockets. Carmichael had knelt on that +very platform six months or so before, but then he stooped in the +service of two most agreeable dogs and under the approving eyes of Miss +Carnegie; that was a different experience from hunting after single +potatoes on all fours among the feet of unsympathetic passengers, and +being prodded to duty by the umbrella of an obese Free Kirk minister. +As a reward for this service of the aged, he was obliged to travel to +Kildrummie with his neighbour—in whom for the native humour that was +in him he had often rejoiced, but whose company was not congenial that +day—and Kildrummie laid himself out for a pleasant talk. After the +roots had been secured and their pedigree stated, Kildrummie fell back +on the proceedings of Presbytery, expressing much admiration for the +guidance of Doctor Dowbiggin and denouncing Saunderson as "fair +dottle," in proof of which judgment Kildrummie adduced the fact that +the Rabbi had allowed a very happily situated pigsty to sink into ruin. +Kildrummie, still in search of agreeable themes to pass the time, +mentioned a pleasant tale he had gathered at the seed shop. +</P> + +<P> +"Yir neebur upbye, the General's dochter, is cairryin' on an awfu' rig +the noo at the Castle"—Kildrummie fell into dialect in private life, +often with much richness—"an' the sough o' her ongaeins hes come the +length o' Muirtown. The place is foo' o' men—tae say naethin' o' +weemin; but it's little she hes tae dae wi' them or them wi' +her—officers frae Edinburgh an' writin' men frae London, as weel as +half a dozen coonty birkies." +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" said Carmichael, despising himself for his curiosity. +</P> + +<P> +"She hes a wy, there 's nae doot o' that, an' gin the trimmie hesna +turned the heads o' half the men in the Castle, till they say she hes +the pick of twa lords, five honourables, and a poet. But the lassie +kens what's what; it's Lord Hay she 's settin' her cap for, an' as sure +as ye 're sittin' there, Drum, she 'll hae him. +</P> + +<P> +"Ma word"—and Kildrummie pursued his way—"it 'll be a match, the +dochter o' a puir Hielant laird, wi' naethin' but his half pay and a +few pounds frae a fairm or twa. She 's a clever ane; French songs, +dancin', shootin', ridin', actin', there's nae deevilry that's beyond +her. They say upbye that she's been a bonnie handfu' tae her +father—General though he be—an' a' peety her man." +</P> + +<P> +"They say a lot of … lies, and I don't see what call a minister has +to slander … ," and then Carmichael saw the folly of quarrelling +with a veteran gossip over a young woman that would have nothing to say +to him. What two Free Kirk ministers or their people thought of her +would never affect Miss Carnegie. +</P> + +<P> +"Truth's nae slander," and Kildrummie watched Carmichael with relish; +"a' thocht ye wud hae got a taste o' her in the Glen. Didna a' heer +frae Piggie Walker that ye ca'd her Jezebel frae yir ain pulpit, an' +that ma lady whuppit oot o' the kirk in the middle o' the sermon?" +</P> + +<P> +"I did nothing of the kind, and Walker is a …" +</P> + +<P> +"Piggie 's no very particular at a time," admitted Kildrummie; "maybe +it's a makup the story aboot Miss Carnegie an' yirsel'. +</P> + +<P> +"Accordin' to the wratch," for Carmichael would deign no reply, "she +wes threatenin' tae mak a fule o' the Free Kirk minister o' Drumtochty +juist for practice, but a' said, 'Na, na, Piggie, Maister Carmichael is +ower quiet and sensible a lad. He kens as weel as onybody that a +Carnegie wud never dae for a minister's wife. Gin ye said a Bailie's +dochter frae Muirtown 'at hes some money comin' tae her and kens the +principles o' the Free Kirk.' +</P> + +<P> +"Noo a' can speak frae experience, having been terrible fortunate wi' +a' ma wives.… Ye 'll come up tae tea; we killed a pig yesterday, +and … Weel, weel, a wilfu' man maun hae his wy," and Carmichael, +as he made his way up the hill, felt that the hand of Providence was +heavy upon him, and that any highmindedness was being severely +chastened. +</P> + +<P> +Two days Carmichael tramped the moors, returning each evening wet, +weary, hungry, to sleep ten hours without turning, and on the morning +of the third day he came down in such heart that Sarah wondered whether +he could have received a letter by special messenger; and he +congratulated himself, as he walked round his garden, that he had +overcome by sheer will-power the first real infatuation of his life. +He was so lifted above all sentiment as to review his temporary folly +from the bare, serene heights of common-sense. Miss Carnegie was +certainly not an heiress, and she was a young woman of very decided +character, but her blood was better than the Hays', and she was … +attractive—yes, attractive. Most likely she was engaged to Lord Hay, +or if he did not please her—she was … whimsical and … +self-willed—there was Lord Invermay's son. Fancy Kate … Miss +Carnegie in a Free Kirk manse—Kildrummie was a very … homely old +man, but he touched the point there—receiving Doctor Dowbiggin with +becoming ceremony and hearing him on the payment of probationers, or +taking tea at Kildrummie Manse—where he had, however, feasted royally +many a time after the Presbytery, but.… This daughter of a +Jacobite house, and brought up amid the romance of war, settling down +in the narrowest circle of Scottish life—as soon imagine an eagle +domesticated among barn-door poultry. This image amused Carmichael so +much that he could have laughed aloud, but … the village might have +heard him. He only stretched himself like one awaking, and felt so +strong that he resolved to drop in on Janet to see how it fared with +the old woman and … to have Miss Carnegie's engagement confirmed. +The Carnegies might return any day from the South, and it would be well +that he should know how to meet them. +</P> + +<P> +"You will be hearing that they hef come back to the Lodge yesterday +morning, and it iss myself that will be glad to see Miss Kate again; +and very pretty iss she looking, with peautiful dresses and bonnets, +for I hef seen them all, maybe twelve or ten. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh yes, my dear, Donald will be talking about her marriage to Lord +Kilspindie's son, who iss a very handsome young man and good at the +shooting; and he will be blowing that they will live at the Lodge in +great state, with many gillies and a piper. +</P> + +<P> +"No, it iss not Janet Macpherson, my dear, that will be believing +Donald Cameron, or any Cameron—although I am not saying that the +Camerons are not men of their hands—for Donald will be always making +great stories and telling me wonderful things. He wass a brave man in +the battle, and iss very clever at the doctrine too, and will be strong +against human himes (hymns), but he iss a most awful liar iss Donald +Cameron, and you must not be believing a word that comes out of his +mouth. +</P> + +<P> +"She will be asking many questions in her room as soon as Donald had +brought up her boxes and the door was shut. Some will be about the +Glen, and some about the garden, and some will be about people—whether +you ever will be visiting me, and whether you asked for her after the +day she left the kirk. But I will say, 'No; Mr. Carmichael does not +speak about anything but the religion when he comes to my cottage.' +</P> + +<P> +"That iss nothing. I will be saying more, that I am hearing that the +minister iss to be married to a fery rich young lady in Muirtown who +hass been courting him for two years, and that her father will be +giving the minister twenty thousand pounds the day they are married. +And I will say she iss very beautiful, with blue eyes and gold hair, +and that her temper iss so sweet they are calling her the Angel of +Muirtown. +</P> + +<P> +"Toot, toot, my dear, you are not to be speaking about lies, for that +iss not a pretty word among friends, and you will not be meddling with +me, for you will be better at the preaching and the singing than +dealing with women. It iss not good to be making yourself too common, +and Miss Kate will be thinking the more of you if you be holding your +head high and letting her see that you are not a poor lowland body, but +a Farquharson by your mother's side, and maybe of the chief's blood, +though twenty or fifteen times removed. +</P> + +<P> +"She will be very pleased to hear such good news of you, and be saying +that it iss a mercy you are getting somebody to dress you properly. +But her temper will not be at all good, and I did not ask her about +Lord Hay, and she said nothing to me, nor about any other lord. It iss +not often I hef seen as great a liar as Donald Cameron. +</P> + +<P> +"Last evening Miss Kate will come down before dinner and talk about +many things, and then she will say at the door, 'Donald tells me that +Mister Carmichael does not believe in the Bible, and that his minister, +Doctor Saunderson, has cast him off, and that he has been punished by +his Bishop or somebody at Muirtown.' +</P> + +<P> +"'Donald will be knowing more doctrine and telling more lies every +month,' I said to her. 'Doctor Saunderson—who is a very fine preacher +and can put the fear of God upon the people most wonderful—and our +minister had a little feud, and they will fight it out before some +chiefs at Muirtown like gentlemen, and now they are good friends again.' +</P> + +<P> +"Miss Kate had gone off for a long walk, and I am not saying that she +will be calling at Kilbogie Manse before she comes back. She is very +fond of Doctor Saunderson, and maybe he will be telling her of the +feud. It iss more than an hour through the woods to Kilbogie," +concluded Janet, "but you will be having a glass of milk first." +</P> + +<P> +Kate reviewed her reasons for the expedition to Kilbogie, and settled +they were the pleasures of a walk through Tochty woods when the spring +flowers were in their glory, and a visit to one of the dearest +curiosities she had ever seen. It was within the bounds of possibility +that Doctor Saunderson might refer to his friend, but on her part she +would certainly not refer to the Free Church minister of Drumtochty. +Her reception by that conscientious professor Barbara could not be +called encouraging. +</P> + +<P> +"Ay, he 's in, but ye canna see him, for he's in his bed, and gin he +disna mend faster than he wes daein' the last time a' gied him a cry, +he 's no like to be in the pulpit on Sabbath. A' wes juist thinkin' he +wudna be the waur o' a doctor." +</P> + +<A NAME="img-309"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-309.jpg" ALT=""Ay, he 's in, but ye canna see him." BORDER="2" WIDTH="366" HEIGHT="570"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 366px"> +"Ay, he 's in, but ye canna see him. +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Do you mean to say that Doctor Saunderson is lying ill and no one +nursing him?" and Kate eyed the housekeeper in a very unappreciative +fashion. +</P> + +<P> +"Gin he wants a nurse she 'll hae tae be brocht frae Muirtown +Infirmary, for a 've eneuch withoot ony fyke (delicate work) o' that +kind. For twal year hev a' been hoosekeeper in this manse, an' gin it +hedna been for peety a' wad hae flung up the place. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye never cud tell when he wud come in, or when he wud gae oot, or what +he wud be wantin' next. A' the waufies in the countryside come here, +and the best in the hoose is no gude eneuch for them. He's been an +awfu' handfu' tae me, an' noo a'coont him clean dottle. But we maun +juist bear oor burdens," concluded Barbara piously, and proposed to +close the door. +</P> + +<P> +"Your master will not want a nurse a minute longer; show me his room at +once," and Kate was so commanding that Barbara's courage began to fail. +</P> + +<P> +"Who may ye be," raising her voice to rally her heart, "'at wud take +chairge o' a strainger in his ain hoose an' no sae muckle as ask leave?" +</P> + +<P> +"I am Miss Carnegie, of Tochty Lodge; will you stand out of my way?" +and Kate swept past Barbara and went upstairs. +</P> + +<P> +"Weel, a' declare," as soon as she had recovered, "of a' the impudent +hizzies," but Barbara did not follow the intruder upstairs. +</P> + +<P> +Kate had seen various curious hospitals in her day, and had nursed many +sick men,—like the brave girl she was,—but the Rabbi's room was +something quite new. His favourite books had been gathering there for +years, and now lined two walls and overhung the bed after a very +perilous fashion, and had dispossessed the looking-glass,—which had +become a nomad and was at present resting insecurely on John Owen,—and +stood in banks round the bed. During his few days of illness the Rabbi +had accumulated so many volumes round him that he lay in a kind of +tunnel, arched over, as it were, with literature. He had been reading +Calvin's <I>Commentary on the Psalms</I>, in Latin, and it still lay open at +the 88th, the saddest of all songs in the Psalter; but as he grew +weaker the heavy folio had slid forward, and he seemed to be feeling +for it. Although Kate spoke to him by name, he did not know any one +was in the room. "Lord, why castest Thou off my soul?… I suffer +Thy terror, I am distracted … fierce wrath goeth over me … +lover and friend hast Thou put far from me … friend far from me." +</P> + +<P> +His head fell on his breast, his breath was short and rapid, and he +coughed every few seconds. +</P> + +<P> +"My friend far from me …" +</P> + +<P> +At the sorrow in his voice, and the thing which he said, the tears came +to Kate's eyes, and she went forward and spoke to him very gently. "Do +you know me, Dr. Saunderson, Miss Carnegie?" +</P> + +<P> +"Not Saunderson … Magor Missabib." +</P> + +<P> +"Rabbi, Rabbi"—so much she knew; and now Kate stroked the bent white +head. "Your friend, Mister Carmichael …" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, yes"—he now looked up, and spoke eagerly—"John Carmichael, of +Drumtochty … my friend in my old age … and others … my +boys … but John has left me … he would not speak to me … I +am alone now … he did not understand … mine acquaintance into +darkness … here we see in a glass darkly …" (he turned aside to +expound the Greek word for darkly), "but some day … face to face." +And twice he said it, with an indescribable sweetness, "face to face." +</P> + +<P> +Kate hurriedly removed the books from the bed, and wrapt round his +shoulders the old grey plaid that had eked out his covering at night, +and then she went downstairs. +</P> + +<P> +"Bring," she said to Barbara, "hot water, soap, towels, and a sponge to +Doctor Saunderson's bedroom, immediately." +</P> + +<P> +"And gin a' dinna?" inquired Barbara aggressively. +</P> + +<P> +"I 'll shoot you where you stand." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara shows to her cronies how Miss Carnegie drew a pistol from her +pocket at this point and held it to her head, and how at every turn the +pistol was again in evidence; sometimes a dagger is thrown in, but that +is only late in the evening when Barbara is under the influence of +tonics. Kate herself admits that if she had had her little revolver +with her she might have been tempted to outline the housekeeper's face +on the wall, and she still thinks her threat an inspiration. +</P> + +<P> +"Now," said Kate, when Barbara had brought her commands in with +incredible celerity, "bring up some fresh milk and three glasses of +whisky." +</P> + +<P> +"Whisky!" Barbara could hardly compass the unfamiliar word. "The +Doctor never hed sic a thing in the hoose, although mony a time, puir +man …" Discipline was softening even that austere spirit. +</P> + +<P> +"No, but you have, for you are blowing a full gale just now; bring up +your private bottle, or I 'll go down for it." +</P> + +<P> +"There's enough," holding the bottle to the light, "to do till evening; +go to the next farm and send a man on horseback to tell Mr. Carmichael +of Drumtochty, that Doctor Saunderson is dying, and another for Dr. +Manley of Muirtown." +</P> + +<P> +Very tenderly did Kate sponge the Rabbi's face and hands, and then she +dressed his hair, till at length he came to himself. +</P> + +<P> +"This ministry is … grateful to me, Barbara … my strength has +gone from me … but my eyes fail me.… Of a verity you are +not …" +</P> + +<P> +"I am Kate Carnegie, whom you were so kind to at Tochty. Will you let +me be your nurse? I learned in India, and know what to do." It was +only wounded soldiers who knew how—soft her voice could be, and hands. +</P> + +<P> +"It is I that … should be serving you … the first time you have +come to the manse … no woman has ever done me … such kindness +before.…" He followed her as she tried to bring some order out of +chads, and knew not that he spoke aloud. "A gracious maid … above +rubies." +</P> + +<P> +His breathing was growing worse, in spite of many wise things she did +for him—Doctor Manley, who paid no compliments, but was a strength +unto every country doctor in Perthshire, praises Kate unto this +day—and the Rabbi did not care to speak. So she sat down by his side +and read to him from the <I>Pilgrim's Progress</I>—holding his hand all the +time—and the passage he desired was the story of Mr. Fearing. +</P> + +<P> +"This I took very great notice of, that the valley of the shadow of +Death was as quiet while he went through it as ever I knew it before or +since. I suppose these enemies here had now a special check from our +Lord and a command not to meddle until Mr. Fearing was passed over +it.… Here also I took notice of what was very remarkable: the +water of that river was lower at this time than ever I saw it in all my +life. So he went over at last, not much above wet-shod. When he was +going up to the gate.…" +</P> + +<P> +The Rabbi listened for an instant. +</P> + +<P> +"It is John's step … he hath a sound of his own … my only +earthly desire is fulfilled." +</P> + +<P> +"Rabbi," cried Carmichael, and half kneeling, he threw one arm round +the old man, "say that you forgive me. I looked for you everywhere on +Monday, but you could not be found." +</P> + +<P> +"Did you think, John, that I … my will was to do you an injury +or … vex your soul? Many trials in my life … all God's +will … but this hardest … when I lost you … nothing left +here … but you …—my breath is bad, a little chill—… +understand.…" +</P> + +<P> +"I always did, and I never respected you more; it was my foolish pride +that made me call you Doctor Saunderson in the study; but my love was +the same, and now you will let me stay and wait on you." +</P> + +<P> +The old man smiled sadly, and laid his hand on his boy's head. +</P> + +<P> +"I cannot let you.… Go, John, my son." +</P> + +<P> +"Go and leave you, Rabbi!" Carmichael tried to laugh. "Not till you +are ready to appear at the Presbytery again. We 'll send Barbara away +for a holiday, and Sarah will take her place,—you remember that +cream,—and we shall have a royal time, a meal every four hours, Rabbi, +and the Fathers in between," and Carmichael, springing to his feet and +turning round to hide his tears, came face to face with Miss Carnegie, +who had been unable to escape from the room. +</P> + +<P> +"I happened to call"—Kate was quite calm—"and found Doctor Saunderson +in bed; so I stayed till some friend should come; you must have met the +messenger I sent for you." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, a mile from the manse; I was on my way … Janet said … +but I … did not remember anything when I saw the Rabbi." +</P> + +<P> +"Will you take a little milk again … Rabbi?" and at her bidding and +the name he made a brave effort to swallow, but he was plainly sinking. +</P> + +<P> +"No more," he whispered; "thank you … for service … to a lonely +man; may God bless you … both.…" He signed for her hand, +which he kept to the end. +</P> + +<P> +"Satisfied … read, John … the woman from coasts of—of—" +</P> + +<P> +"I know, Rabbi," and kneeling on the other side of the bed, he read the +story slowly of a Tyrian woman's faith. +</P> + +<P> +"It is not meet to take the children's meat and cast it to dogs." +</P> + +<P> +"Dogs"—they heard the Rabbi appropriate his name—"outside … the +covenant." +</P> + +<P> +"And she said, Truth, Lord, yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall +from their master's table." +</P> + +<P> +"Lord, I believe … help Thou mine … unbelief." +</P> + +<P> +He then fell into an agony of soul, during which Carmichael could hear: +"Though … He slay … me … yet will I trust … trust … +in Him." He drew two or three long breaths and was still. After a +little he was heard again with a new note—"He that believeth … in +Him … shall not be confounded," and again "A bruised reed … +shall He not …" Then he opened his eyes and raised his head—but +he saw neither Kate nor Carmichael, for the Rabbi had done with earthly +friends and earthly trials—and he, who had walked in darkness and seen +no light, said in a clear voice full of joy, "My Lord, and my God." +</P> + +<P> +It was Kate that closed his eyes and laid the old scholar's head on the +pillow, and then she left the room, casting one swift glance of pity at +Carmichael, who was weeping bitterly and crying between the sobs, +"Rabbi, Rabbi." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap22"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXII. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +WITHOUT FEAR AND WITHOUT REPROACH. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-316.jpg" ALT="dropcap-d" BORDER="0" WIDTH="171" HEIGHT="279"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +octor Davidson allowed himself, in later years, the pleasant luxury of +an after luncheon nap, and then it was his habit—weather +permitting—to go out and meet Posty, who adhered so closely to his +time-table—notwithstanding certain wayside rests—that the Doctor's +dog knew his hour of arrival, and saw that his master was on the road +in time. It was a fine April morning when the news of the great +disaster came, and the Doctor felt the stirring of spring in his blood. +On the first hint from Skye he sprang from his chair, declaring it was +a sin to be in the house on such a day, and went out in such haste that +he had to return for his hat. As he went up the walk, the Doctor +plucked some early lilies and placed them in his coat; he threw so many +stones that Skye forgot his habit of body and ecclesiastical position; +and he was altogether so youthful and frolicsome that John was +seriously alarmed, and afterwards remarked to Rebecca that he was not +unprepared for calamity. +</P> + +<P> +"The best o's tempts Providence at a time, and when a man like the +Doctor tries tae rin aifter his dog jidgment canna be far off. A 'm no +sayin'," John concluded, with characteristic modesty, "that onybody cud +tell what was coming, but a' jaloused there wud be tribble." +</P> + +<P> +The Doctor met Posty in the avenue, the finest bit on our main road, +where the road has wide margins of grass on either side, and the two +rows of tall ancient trees arch their branches overhead. Some day in +the past it had been part of the approach to the house of Tochty, and +under this long green arch the Jacobite cavaliers rode away after black +John Carnegie's burial. No one could stand beneath those stately trees +without thinking of the former days, when men fought not for money and +an easy life, but for loyalty and love, and in this place the minister +of Drumtochty received his evil tidings like a brave gentleman who does +not lose heart while honour is left. During his years in the Glen he +had carried himself well, with dignity and charity, in peace and +kindliness, so that now when he is dead and gone—the last of his +family—he still remains to many of us a type of the country clergyman +that is no longer found in Scotland, but is greatly missed. It seemed, +however, to many of us—I have heard both Drumsheugh and Burnbrae say +this, each in his own way—that it needed adversity to bring out the +greatness of the Doctor, just as frost gives the last touch of ripeness +to certain fruits. +</P> + +<P> +"Fower letters the day, Doctor, ane frae Dunleith, ane frae Glasgie, +another frae Edinburgh, and the fourth no clean stampit, so a' can say +naethin' aboot it. Twa circulars an' the <I>Caledonian</I> maks up the hale +hypothic." +</P> + +<P> +Posty buckled and adjusted his bag, and made as though he was going, +but he loitered to give opportunity fur any questions the Doctor might +wish to ask on foreign affairs. For Posty was not merely the carrier +of letters to the Glen, but a scout who was sent down to collect +information regarding the affairs of the outer world. He was an +introduction to and running commentary on the weekly paper. By-and-by, +when the labour of the day was done, and the Glen was full of sweet, +soft light from the sides of Ben Urtach, a farmer would make for his +favourite seat beside the white rose-tree in the garden, and take his +first dip into the <I>Muirtown Advertiser</I>. It was a full and satisfying +paper, with its agricultural advertisements, its roups, reported with +an accuracy of detail that condescended on a solitary stirk, its local +intelligence, its facetious anecdotes. Through this familiar country +the good man found his own way at a rate which allowed him to complete +the survey in six days. Foreign telegrams, however, and political +intelligence, as well as the turmoil of the great cities, were strange +to him, and here he greatly valued Posty's laconic hints, who, visiting +the frontier, was supposed to be in communication with those centres. +"Posty says that the Afghans are no makin' muckle o' the war," and +Hillocks would sally forth to enjoy Sir Frederick Roberts' great march, +line by line, afterwards enlarging thereon with much unction, and +laying up a store of allusion that would last for many days. +</P> + +<P> +Persons raised to the height of a daily newspaper like the minister +might be supposed independent of Posty's précis, but even Doctor +Davidson, with that day's <I>Caledonian</I> in his hand, still availed +himself of the spoken word. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, Posty, any news this morning?" +</P> + +<P> +"Naethin', Doctor, worth mentionin', except the failure o' a company +Glasgie wy; it's been rotten, a' wes hearin', for a while, an' noo it's +fair stramash. They say it 'll no be lichtsome for weedows an' mony +decent fouk in Scotland." +</P> + +<P> +"That's bad news, Posty. There 's too many of those swindling concerns +in the country. People ought to take care where they place their +savings, and keep to old-established institutions. We 're pretty +hard-headed up here, and I 'll wager that nobody in the Glen has lost a +penny in any of those new-fangled companies." +</P> + +<P> +"The auld fouk in Drumtochty pit their siller in a pock and hode it +ablow their beds, an', ma certes, that bank didna break;" and Posty +went along the avenue, his very back suggestive of a past, cautious, +unenterprising, safe and honest. +</P> + +<P> +The Doctor glanced at the envelopes and thrust the letters into his +pocket. His good nature was touched at the thought of another +financial disaster, by which many hard-working people would lose their +little savings, and all the more that he had some of his private means +invested in a Glasgow bank—one of those tried and powerful +institutions which was indifferent to every crisis in trade. Already +he anticipated an appeal, and considered what he would give, for it did +not matter whether it was a coalpit explosion in Lanarkshire or a loss +of fishing-boats in the Moray Firth, if widows needed help the Doctor's +guinea was on its way within four-and-twenty hours. Some forms of +religious philanthropy had very little hold on the Doctor's +sympathy—one of the religious prints mentioned him freely as a +Unitarian, because he had spoken unkindly of the Jewish mission—but in +the matter of widows and orphans he was a specialist. +</P> + +<P> +"Widows, Posty said; poor things! and very likely bairns. Well, well, +we 'll see what can be done out of Daisy's fund." +</P> + +<P> +Very unlikely people have their whims, and it was his humour to assign +one fourth of his income to his little sister, who was to have kept +house for him, and "never to leave you, Sandie," and out of this fund +the Doctor did his public charities. "In memory of a little maid," +appeared in various subscription lists; but the reference thereof was +only known after the Doctor's death. +</P> + +<P> +"The Western Counties Bank did not open its doors yesterday, and it was +officially announced at the head-office, Glasgow, that the bank had +stopped. It is impossible as yet to forecast the debts, but they are +known to be enormous, and as the bank is not limited, it is feared that +the consequences to the shareholders will be very serious. This +failure was quite unexpected, the Western Counties Bank having been +looked on as a prosperous and stable concern." +</P> + +<P> +He read the paragraph twice word by word—it did not take long—he +folded the paper carefully and put it in his pocket, and he stood in +the spot for five minutes to take in the meaning in its length and +breadth. A pleasant spring sun was shining upon him through a break in +the leafy arch, a handful of primroses were blooming at his feet, a +lark was singing in the neighbouring field. Sometimes the Doctor used +to speculate how he would have liked being a poor man, and he concluded +that he would have disliked it very much. He had never been rich, and +he was not given to extravagance, but he was accustomed to easy +circumstances, and he pitied some of his old friends who had seen it +their duty to secede at the Disruption, and had to practise many little +economies, who travelled third class and had to walk from the station, +and could not offer their friends a glass of wine. This was the way he +must live now, and Daisy's fund would have to be closed, which seemed +to him the sweetest pleasure of his life. +</P> + +<P> +"And Jack! Would to God I had never mentioned this wretched bank to +him. Poor Jack, with the few hundreds he had saved for Kit!" +</P> + +<P> +For some five minutes more the Doctor stood in the place; then he +straightened himself as one who, come what may, would play the man, and +when he passed Janet's cottage, on his way to the Lodge, that honest +admirer of able-bodied, good-looking men came out and followed him with +her eyes for the sight of his firm unbroken carriage. +</P> + +<P> +"Miss Kate will be grieving very much about Doctor Saunderson's death," +Donald explained at the Lodge, "and she went down this forenoon with +the General to put flowers on his grave; but they will be coming back +every minute," and the Doctor met them at the Beeches. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-322"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-322.jpg" ALT=""To put flowers on his grave."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="346" HEIGHT="558"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 346px"> +"To put flowers on his grave." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"May I have as fair hands to decorate my grave, Miss Catherine +Carnegie," and the Doctor bowed gallantly; "but of one thing I am sure, +I have done nothing to deserve it. Saunderson was a scholar of the +ancient kind, and a very fine spirit." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you think," said Kate, "that he was … like À Kempis, I mean, +and George Herbert, a kind of … saint?" +</P> + +<P> +"Altogether one, I should say. I don't think he would have known port +wine from sherry, or an <I>entrée</I> from a mutton chop; beside a man like +that what worldly fellows you and I are, Jack, and mine is the greater +shame." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll have no comparisons, Padre"—Kate was a little puzzled by the +tone in the Doctor's voice; "he was so good that I loved him; but there +are some points in the General and you, quite nice points, and for the +sake of them you shall have afternoon tea in my room," where the Doctor +and the General fell on former days and were wonderful company. +</P> + +<P> +"It's not really about the road I wish to talk to you," and the Doctor +closed the door of the General's den, "but about … a terrible +calamity that has befallen you and me, Jack, and I am to blame." +</P> + +<P> +"What is it?" and Carnegie sat erect; "does it touch our name or … +Kate?" +</P> + +<P> +"Neither, thank God," said Davidson. +</P> + +<P> +"Then it cannot be so very bad. Let us have it at once," and the +General lighted a cheroot. +</P> + +<P> +"Our bank has failed, and we shall have to give up everything to pay +the debt, and … Jack, it was I advised you to buy the shares." The +Doctor rose and went to the window. +</P> + +<P> +"For God's sake don't do that, Sandie. Why, man, you gave me the best +advice you knew, and there 's an end of it. It's the fortune of war, +and we must take it without whining. I know whom you are thinking +about, and I am … a bit sorry for Kate, for she ought to have lots +of things—more dresses and trinkets, you know. But Davidson, she 'll +be the bravest of the three." +</P> + +<P> +"You are right there, Jack. Kate is of the true grit, but … Tochty +Lodge." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, it will hit us pretty hard to see the old place sold, if it comes +to that, when I hoped to end my days here … but, man, it's our +fate. Bit by bit we 've lost Drumtochty, till there were just the +woods and the two farms left, and soon we 'll be out of the +place—nothing left but our graves. +</P> + +<P> +"Sandie, this is bad form, and … you 'll not hear this talk again; +we 'll get a billet somewhere, and wherever it be, there 'll be a bed +and a crust for you, old man;" and at the door the two held one +another's hands for a second; that was all. +</P> + +<P> +"So this was what you two conspirators were talking about downstairs, +as if I could not be trusted. Did you think that I would faint, or +perhaps weep? The padre deserves a good scolding, and as for you—" +Then Kate went over and cast an arm round her father's neck, whose face +was quivering. +</P> + +<P> +"It is rather a disappointment to leave the Lodge when we were getting +it to our mind; but we 'll have a jolly little home somewhere, and I +'ll get a chance of earning something. Dancing now—I think that I +might be able to teach some girls how to waltz. Then my French is +really intelligible, and most colloquial; besides revolver shooting. +Dad, we are on our way to a fortune, and at the worst you 'll have your +curry and cheroots, and I 'll have a well-fitting dress. Voilà, mon +père." +</P> + +<P> +When the two Drumtochty men arrived next forenoon at the hall in +Glasgow, where the shareholders had been summoned to receive +particulars of their ruin, the dreary place was filled with a crowd +representative of every class in the community except the highest, +whose wealth is in land, and the lowest, whose possessions are on their +backs. There were city merchants, who could not conceal their chagrin +that they had been befooled; countrymen, who seemed utterly dazed, as +if the course of the seasons had been reversed; prosperous tradesmen, +who were aggressive in appearance and wanted to take it out of +somebody; widows, who could hardly restrain their tears, seeing before +them nothing but starvation; clergymen, who were thinking of their boys +taken from school and college. For a while the victims were silent, +and watched with hungry eyes the platform door, and there was an eager +rustle when some clerk came out and laid a bundle of papers on the +table. This incident seemed to excite the meeting and set tongues +loose. People began to talk to their neighbours explaining how they +came to be connected with the bank, as if this were now a crime. One +had inherited the shares and had never had resolution to sell them; +another had been deceived by a friend and bought them; a third had +taken over two shares for a bad debt. A minister thought that he must +have been summoned by mistake, for he was simply a trustee on an estate +which had shares, but he was plainly nervous about his position. An +Ayrshire Bailie had only had his shares for six months, and he put it, +to his circle, with municipal eloquence, whether he could be held +responsible for frauds of years' standing. No one argued with him, and +indeed you might say anything you pleased, for each was so much taken +up with his own case that he only listened to you that he might +establish a claim in turn on your attention. Here and there a noisy +and confident personage got a larger audience by professing to have +private information. A second-rate stockbroker assured quite a +congregation that the assets of the bank included an estate in +Australia, which would more than pay the whole debt, and advised them +to see that it was not flung away; and a Government pensioner mentioned +casually in his neighbourhood, on the authority of one of the managers, +that there was not that day a solvent bank in Scotland. The different +conversations rise to a babel, various speakers enforce their views on +the floor with umbrellas, one enthusiast exhorts his brother +unfortunates from a chair, when suddenly there is a hush, and then in a +painful silence the shareholders hang on the lips of the accountant, +from whom they learn that things could not be worse, that the richest +shareholder may be ruined, and that ordinary people will lose their +last penny. +</P> + +<P> +Speech again breaks forth, but now it is despairing, fierce, +vindictive. One speaker storms against Government which allows public +institutions to defraud the public, and refers to himself as the widow +and orphan, and another assails the directorate with bitter invective +as liars and thieves, and insists on knowing whether they are to be +punished. The game having now been unearthed, the pack follow in full +cry. The tradesman tells with much gusto how one director asked the +detectives for leave to have family prayers before he was removed, and +then declares his conviction that when a man takes to praying you had +better look after your watch. Ayrshire wished to inform the accountant +and the authorities that the directors had conveyed to their wives and +friends enormous sums which ought to be seized without delay. The air +grew thick with upbraidings, complaints, cries for vengeance, till the +place reeked with sordid passions. Through all this ignoble storm the +Drumtochty men sat silent, amazed, disgusted, till at last the Doctor +rose, and such authority was in his very appearance that with his first +words he obtained a hearing. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Accountant," he said, "and gentlemen, it appears to me as if under +a natural provocation and suffering we are in danger of forgetting our +due dignity and self-respect. We have been, as is supposed, the +subjects of fraud on the part of those whom we trusted; that is a +matter which the law will decide, and, if necessary, punish. If we +have been betrayed, then the directors are in worse case than the +shareholders, for we are not disgraced. The duty before us is plain, +and must be discharged to our utmost ability. It is to go home and +gather together our last penny for the payment of our debts, in order +that at any rate those who have trusted us may not be disappointed. +Gentlemen, it is evident that we have lost our means; let us show to +Scotland that there is something which cannot be taken from us by any +fraud, and that we have retained our courage and our honour." +</P> + +<P> +It was the General who led the applause so that the roof of the hall +rang, but it is just to Ayrshire and the rest to say that they came to +themselves—all men of the old Scottish breed—and followed close after +with a mighty shout. +</P> + +<P> +The sound of that speech went through Scotland and awoke the spirit of +honest men in many places, so that the Doctor, travelling next day to +Muirtown, third class, with the General, and wedged in among a set of +cattle dealers, was so abashed by their remarks as they read the +<I>Caledonian</I> that the General let out the secret. +</P> + +<P> +"Yir hand, sir," said the chief among them, a mighty man at the Falkirk +Tryst; "gin it bena a leeberty, ilka ane o's hes a sair fecht tae keep +straicht in oor wy o' business, but ye 've gien 's a lift the day," and +so they must needs all have a grip of the Doctor's hand, who took snuff +with prodigality, while the General complained of the smoke from the +engine. +</P> + +<P> +Nor were their trials over, for on Muirtown platform—it being +Friday—all kinds of Perthshire men were gathered, and were so proud of +our Doctor that before he got shelter in the Dunleith train his hand +was sore, and the men that grasped it were of all kinds, from Lord +Kilspindie—who, having missed him at the Manse, had come to catch him +at the station—"Best sermon you ever preached, Davidson,"—to an +Athole farmer—"I am an elder in the Free Kirk, but it iss this man +that will be honouring you." +</P> + +<P> +It was a fine instance of the unfailing tact of Peter Bruce that, +seeing the carriage out of which the two came, and taking in the +situation, he made no offer of the first class, but straightway dusted +out a third with his handkerchief, and escorted them to it cap in hand. +Drumtochty restrained itself with an effort in foreign parts—for +Kildrummie was exceptionally strong at the Junction—but it waited at +the terminus till the outer world had gone up the road. Then their own +folk took the two in hand, and these were the guard of honour who +escorted the Minister and the General to where our Kate was waiting +with the dog-cart, each carrying some morsel of luggage—Drumsheugh, +Burnbrae, Hillocks, Netherton, Jamie Soutar, and Archie Moncur. Kate +drove gloriously through Kildrummie as if they had come from a triumph, +and let it be said to the credit of that despised town, that, the news +having come, every hat was lifted, but that which lasted till they got +home, and till long afterwards, was the handshake of the Drumtochty men. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap23"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXIII. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +MARGET HOWE'S CONFESSIONAL. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-329.jpg" ALT="dropcap-w" BORDER="0" WIDTH="166" HEIGHT="264"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +hen the General and Kate were loitering over breakfast the morning +after the ovation, they heard the sound of a horse's feet on the +gravel, and Donald came in with more his usual importance. +</P> + +<P> +"It iss a messenger from Muirtown Castle, and he iss waiting to know +whether there will be any answer." And Donald put one letter before +the father and another before the daughter, both showing the Hay crest. +Kate's face whitened as she recognised the handwriting on her envelope, +and she went over to the window seat of a turret in the corner of the +room, while the General opened his letter, standing on a tiger-skin, +with his back to the fireplace in the great hall. This is what he read: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +MY DEAR CARNEGIE,—When men have fought together in the trenches before +Sebastopol, as their ancestors have ridden side by side with Prince +Charlie, I hope you will agree with me they need not stand on ceremony. +If I seem guilty of any indiscretion in what I am going to say, then +you will pardon me for "Auld Lang Syne." +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +You have one daughter and I have one son, and so I do not need to tell +you that he is very dear to me, and that I have often thought of his +marriage, on which not only his own happiness so much depends, but also +the future of our house and name. Very likely you have had some such +thoughts about Kate, with this difference, that you would rather keep +so winsome a girl with you, while I want even so good a son as Hay to +be married whenever he can meet with one whom he loves, and who is +worthy of him. +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +Hay never gave me an hour's anxiety, and has no entanglements of any +kind, but on the subject of marriage I could make no impression. "Time +enough," he would say, or "The other person has not turned up," and I +was getting uneasy, for you and I are not so young as once we were. +You may fancy my satisfaction, therefore, when George came down from +Drumtochty last August and told me he had found the "other person," and +that she was my old friend Jack Carnegie's daughter. Of course I urged +him to make sure of himself, but now he has had ample opportunities +during your two visits, and he is quite determined that his wife is to +be Kate or nobody. +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +It goes without saying that the Countess and I heartily approve Hay's +choice and are charmed with Kate, who is as bonnie as she is +high-spirited. She sustains the old traditions of her family, who were +ever strong and true, and she has a clever tongue, which neither you +nor I have, Jack, nor Hay either, good fellow though he be, and that is +not a bad thing for a woman nowadays. They would make a handsome pair, +as they ought, with such good-looking fathers, eh? +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +Well, I am coming to my point, for in those circumstances I want your +help. What Miss Carnegie thinks of Hay we don't know, and unless I 'm +much mistaken she will decide for herself, but is it too much to ask +you—if you can—to say a word for him? You are quite right to think +that no man is worthy of Kate, but she is bound to marry some day—I +can't conceive how you have kept her so long—and I am certain Hay will +make a good husband, and he is simply devoted to her. If she refuses +him, I am afraid he will not marry, and then—well, grant I'm selfish, +but it would be a calamity to us. +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +Don't you think that it looks like an arrangement of Providence to +unite two families that have shared common dangers and common faith in +the past, and to establish a Carnegie once more as lady of Drumtochty? +Now that is all, and it's a long screed, but the matter lies near my +heart, and we shall wait the answers from you both with anxiety. +</P> + +<P CLASS="closing"> +Yours faithfully, +<BR> +KILSPINDIE. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Kate's letter was much shorter, and was written in big schoolboy hand +with great care. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +DEAR MISS CARNEGIE,—They say that a woman always knows when a man +loves her, and if so you will not be astonished at this letter. From +that day I saw you in Drumtochty Kirk I have loved you, and every week +I love you more. My mother is the only other woman I have ever cared +for, and that is different. Will you be my wife? I often wanted to +ask you when you were with us in November and last month, but my heart +failed me. Can you love me a little, enough to say yes? I am not +clever, and I am afraid I shall never do anything to make you proud of +me, but you will have all my heart, and I 'll do my best to make you +happy. +</P> + +<P CLASS="closing"> +I am, yours very sincerely, +<BR> +HAY. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Carnegie could see Kate's face from his place, who was looking out of +the window with a kindly expression, and her father, who was of a +simple mind, and knew little of women, was encouraged by such visible +friendliness. He was about to go over, when her face changed. She +dropped the letter on the seat, and became very thoughtful, knitting +her brows and resting her chin on her hand. In a little, something +stung her—like a person recalling an injury—and she flushed with +anger, drumming with her fingers on the sill of the window. Then anger +gave place to sadness, as if she had resolved to do something that was +inevitable, but less than the best. Kate glanced in her father's +direction, and read Lord Hay's letter again; then she seemed to have +made up her mind. +</P> + +<P> +"Father," as she joined him on the skin beneath those loyal Carnegies +on the wall, "there is Lord Hay's letter, and he is a … worthy +gentleman. Perhaps I did not give him so much encouragement as he +took, but that does not matter. This is a … serious decision, and +ought not to be made on the spur of the moment. Will you let the +messenger go with a note to say that an answer will be sent on Monday? +You might write to Lord Kilspindie." +</P> + +<P> +She was still standing in the place when he returned, and had been +studying the proud, determined face of Black John's mother, who had not +spared her only son for the good cause. +</P> + +<P> +"Did you ever hear of any Carnegie, dad, who married beneath her, +or … loved one on the other side?" +</P> + +<P> +"Never," said her father. "Our women all married into loyal families +of their own rank, which is best for comfort; but why do you ask? Hay +is a …" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I know; it was only … curiosity made me ask, and I suppose +some of our women must have made sacrifices for their … cause?" +</P> + +<P> +"Far more than the men ever did, for, see you, a man is just shot, and +all is over, and before he falls he 's had some good fighting, but his +wife suffers all her days, when he is living and when he is dead. Yet +our women were the first to send their men to the field. Heavens! what +women do suffer—they ought to have their reward." +</P> + +<P> +"They have," said Kate, with emphasis, "if they help those whom they +love.… Father, would you be quite satisfied with Lord Hay for a +son-in-law, and … would you let us live with you here as much as we +could?" +</P> + +<P> +"Kate, if you are to marry—and I knew it must come some day—I have +not seen a more honest man; but you are forgetting that Tochty Lodge +will soon be out of our hands; I 'll have to get a bungalow somewhere, +not too far away from Muirtown, I hope." +</P> + +<P> +"If I marry Lord Hay, Tochty Lodge will not be sold, and you will never +be disturbed, dad. We shall not be separated more than we can help," +and Kate caressed the General. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mean, lassie," said the General, with a sudden suspicion, +lilting her face till he saw her eyes, "that you are going to accept +Hay in order to keep the old home? You must not do this, for it would +not … don't you see that I … could not accept this at your +hands?" +</P> + +<P> +"You cannot prevent your daughter marrying Lord Hay if your daughter so +decides, but as yet she is in doubt, very great doubt, and so I am +going for a long walk on the big moor, and you … well, why not take +lunch with the Padre at the manse?" +</P> + +<P> +"Hay is a straight young fellow, and Kate would supply what he wants—a +dash of go, you know"—so the General was summing up the situation to +his old friend; "but my girl is not to marry Hay or any other man for +my sake, and that is what she thinks of doing." +</P> + +<P> +"Did it ever occur to you, Carnegie, that Kate had a … well, kindly +feeling for any other man?" +</P> + +<P> +"Plenty of fellows tried their luck: first subalterns, then +aides-de-camp, and at last commissioners; it was no easy affair to be +her father," and Carnegie gave Davidson a comic look. "I used to scold +her, but upon my word I don't know she was to blame, and I am certain +she did not care for one of them; in fact, she laughed at them all +till—well, in fact, I had to interfere." +</P> + +<P> +"And since you came to the Lodge"—the Doctor spoke with +meaning—"besides Lord Hay?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, there is just yourself"—the Doctor nodded with much +appreciation—"and that Free Kirkman.… Davidson, do you mean +that—oh, nonsense, man; she was quite angry one day when I suggested a +parson. Kate has always said that was the last man she would marry." +</P> + +<P> +"That is an evidence she will." +</P> + +<P> +The General stared at the oracle, and went on: +</P> + +<P> +"She has made his life miserable at the Lodge with her tongue; she +delighted in teasing him. Your idea is quite absurd." +</P> + +<P> +"Carnegie, did you ever hear the classical couplet— +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"Scarting and biting<BR> +Mak Scots fouk's 'ooing;"<BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +and although I admit the description applies in the first instance to +milkmaids, yet there is a fair share of national character in the +Carnegies." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you really think that Kate is in … has, well, a, eh, tenderness +to Carmichael? it would never have occurred to me." +</P> + +<P> +"How would you look on Carmichael as a suitor?" +</P> + +<P> +"Well, if Kate is to marry—and mind you I always prepared myself for +that—I would of course prefer Hay, not because he is a lord, or rich, +or any snobbery of that kind—you know me better than that, Sandie—but +because he 's … you know … belongs to our own set. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you think there is something in that?" and the General tried to +explain his honest mind, in which lived no unworthy or uncharitable +thought. "I have not one word to say against Carmichael; he 's +good-looking, and monstrous clever, and he has always made himself very +agreeable, very, and the people swear by him in the Glen; but … you +must understand what I mean, Davidson," and the General was in despair. +</P> + +<P> +"You mean that though he 's a first-rate young fellow for a clergyman, +he does not belong to your world—has a different set of friends, has +different habits of living, has a different way of thinking and +speaking—is, in fact, an outsider." +</P> + +<P> +"That's it—just what I was 'ettling' after—lucky fellows we Scots +with such words," and the General was immensely delighted to be +delivered of his idea in an inoffensive form. +</P> + +<P> +"It is my own belief, Carnegie—and you can laugh at me afterwards if I +be wrong—that this will be the end of it, however. Yes, putting it +plainly, that Kate is in love with Carmichael, as he is certainly with +her; and you will have to make the best of the situation." +</P> + +<P> +"You don't like the idea any more than I do, Davidson?" +</P> + +<P> +"Speaking in perfect confidence and frankness, I do not. I look at the +matter this way"—the Doctor stood on the hearth-rug in a judicial +attitude, pulling down his waistcoat with his two hands, his legs +apart, and his eye-glass on his nose—"Carmichael has been brought up +among … plain, respectable people, and theological books, and +church courts, and Free Kirk society, all of which is excellent, +but … secluded"—the Doctor liked the word, which gave his mind +without offence—"secluded. Kate is a Carnegie, was educated in +France, has travelled in India, and has lived in the most exciting +circumstances. She loves soldiers, war, gaiety, sport, besides many +other … eh, good things, and is a … lovely girl. Love laughs +at rules, but if you ask me my candid opinion, the marriage would not +be … in fact, congruous. If it is to be, it must be, and God bless +them both, say I, and so will everybody say; but it will be an +experiment, a distinct and … interesting experiment." +</P> + +<P> +"Kate is not to marry any one for my sake, to save Tochty, but I do +wish she had fancied Lord Hay," said the General, ruefully. +</P> + +<P> +"The Free Kirk folk in the depths of their hearts consider me a worldly +old clergyman, and perhaps I am, for, Jack, I would dearly like to see +our Kate Viscountess Hay, and to think that one day, when we three old +fellows are gone, she would be Countess of Kilspindie." That was the +first conference of the day on Kate's love affairs, and this is how it +ended. +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile the young woman herself had gone up the road to the high Glen +and made her way over dykes and through fields to Whinny Knowe, which +she had often visited since the August Sacrament. Whinny came out from +the kitchen door in corduroy trousers, much stained with soil, and grey +shirt—wiping his mouth with the back of his hand after a hearty +dinner—and went to the barn for his midday sleep before he went again +to the sowing. Marget met her at the garden gate, dressed in her +week-day clothes and fresh from a morning's churning, but ever refined +and spiritual, as one whose soul is shining through the veil of common +circumstances. +</P> + +<P> +"It's a benison tae see ye on this bricht day, Miss Carnegie, an' ye +'ll come tae the garden-seat, for the spring flooers are bloomin' +bonnie and sweet the noo, an' fillin' 's a' wi' hope. +</P> + +<P> +"Gin there be ony sun shinin'," as she spread a plaid, "the heat fa's +here, an' save when the snow is heavy on the Glen, there 's aye some +blossoms here tae mind us o' oor Father's love an' the world that isna +seen." +</P> + +<P> +"Marget," began Kate, not with a blush, but rather a richening of +colour, "you have been awfully good to me, and have helped me in lots +of ways, far more than you could dream of. Do you know you 've made me +almost good at times, with just enough badness to keep me still myself, +as when I flounced out from the Free Kirk." +</P> + +<A NAME="img-338"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-338.jpg" ALT=""You have been awfully good to me."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="352" HEIGHT="574"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 352px"> +"You have been awfully good to me." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +Marget only smiled deprecation and affection, for her heart went out to +this motherless, undisciplined girl, whom she respected, like a true +Scot, because, although Kate had made her a friend, she was still a +Carnegie; whom she loved, because, although Kate might be very +provoking, she was honest to the core. +</P> + +<P> +"To-day," Kate resumed, after a pause, and speaking with an unusual +nervousness, "I want your advice on a serious matter, which I must +decide, and which … concerns other people as well as myself. In +fact, I would like to ask a question," and she paused to frame her case. +</P> + +<P> +It was a just testimony to Marget Howe that Kate never thought of +pledging her to secrecy, for there are people whom to suspect of +dishonour is a sin. +</P> + +<P> +"Suppose that a man … loved a woman, and that he was honourable, +brave, gentle, true, in fact … a gentleman, and made her a proposal +of marriage." +</P> + +<P> +Marget was looking before her with calm, attentive face, never once +glancing at Kate to supplement what was told. +</P> + +<P> +"If … the girl accepted him, she would have a high position, and be +rich, so that she could … save her … family from ruin, and +keep … them in the house they loved." +</P> + +<P> +Marget listened with earnest intelligence. +</P> + +<P> +"She respects this man, and is grateful to him. She is certain that he +would be … kind to her, and give her everything she wanted. And +she thinks that he … would be happy." +</P> + +<P> +Marget waited for the end. +</P> + +<P> +"But she does not love him—that is all." +</P> + +<P> +As the tale was being told in, brief, clear, slow sentences, Marget's +eyes became luminous, and her lips opened as one ready to speak from an +inner knowledge. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye hev let me see a piece o' life, an' it is sacred, for naethin' on +earth is sae near God as luve, an' a 'll no deny that ma woman's heart +is wi' that honest gentleman, an' a' the mair gin he dinna win his +prize. +</P> + +<P> +"But a man often comes tae his heicht through disappointment, and a +woman, she hes tae learn that there is that which she hes the richt tae +give for gratitude or friendship's sake, and that which can only be +bestowed by the hand o' luve. +</P> + +<P> +"It will maybe help ye gin a' tell ye anither tale, an' though it be o' +humble life, yet oor hearts are the same in the castle and the cottar's +hoose, wi' the same cup o' sorrow tae drink an' the same croon o' joy +tae wear, an' the same dividin' o' roads for oor trial. +</P> + +<P> +"There wes a man showed a wumman muckle kindness, and to her fouk also, +an' he wes simple an' honest, an' for what he hed done an' because +there wes nae evil in him she married him." +</P> + +<P> +"And what has happened?" Kate, being half Highland, had less patience +than Marget. +</P> + +<P> +"He hes been a gude man tae her through the dark an' through the licht, +an' she hes tried tae repay him as a puir imperfect wumman can, an' her +hert is warm to him, but there hes aye been ae thing wantin'—an' it +hes been that wife's cross a' her life—there wes nae ither man, but +her husband wesna, isna, canna be her ain a'thegither an' for ever—for +the want o' luve—that luve o' luve that maks marriage." +</P> + +<P> +Her voice was laden with feeling, and it was plain that she had given +of her own and deepest for the guiding of another. +</P> + +<P> +"Marget, I can never be grateful enough to you for what you have shown +me this day." As she passed Whinny with his bag of seed, he apologised +for his wife. +</P> + +<P> +"A 'm dootin', Miss Carnegie, the gude-wife hes keepit ye ower lang in +the gairden haiverin' awa' aboot the flooers an' her ither trokes. But +she 's michty prood for a' that aboot yir comin' up tae veesit us." +</P> + +<P> +Such was the second conference on Kate's affairs on that day. +</P> + +<P> +No place could be more thoroughly cleansed from vulgar curiosity than +our Glen, or have a finer contempt for "clatters," but the atmosphere +was electrical in the diffusion of information. What happened at +Burnbrae was known at the foot of Glen Urtach by evening, and the visit +of spiritual consolation which Milton, in the days of his Pharisaism, +paid to Jamie Soutar on his deathbed was the joy of every fireside in +Drumtochty within twenty-four hours. Perhaps it was not, therefore, +remarkable that the arrival of Lord Kilspindie's groom at Tochty Lodge +post haste with two letters on Saturday morning—one for the General +from his Lordship, and one from his son for Miss Kate—should have been +rightly interpreted, and the news spread with such rapidity that +Hillocks—a man not distinguished above his fellows for tact—was able +to inform Carmichael in the early afternoon that the marriage between +the young lord and the "Miss" at Tochty was now practically arranged. +</P> + +<P> +"It's been aff and on a' winter, an' the second veesit tae the Castle +settled it, but a 'm hearin' it wes the loss o' the Lodge brocht the +fast offer this mornin'. She 's an able wumman, an' cairried her gear +tae the best market. Ma certes," and Hillocks contemplated Kate's +achievement with sympathetic admiration, "but she 'll set her place +weel, an' haud her ain wi' the Duchess o' Athole." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael ought perhaps to have taken his beating like a man, and said +nothing to any one, but instead thereof he betook himself for +consolation to Marget, a better counsellor in a crisis than Janet, with +all her Celtic wiles, and Marget set him in the very seat where Kate +had put her case. +</P> + +<P> +"It has, I suppose, been all a dream, and now I have awaked, but it +was … a pleasant dream, and one finds the morning light a little +chill. One must just learn to forget, and be as if one had never … +dreamed," but Carmichael looked at Marget wistfully. +</P> + +<P> +"Ye canna be the same again, for a' coont, gin ony man loves a wumman +wi' a leal hert, whether she answer or no, or whether she even kens, he +'s been the gainer, an' the harvest will be his for ever. +</P> + +<P> +"It hes seemed to me that nae luve is proved an' crooned for eternity +onless the man hes forgotten himsel' an' is willin' tae live alane gin +the wumman he luves sees prosperity. He only is the perfect lover, and +for him God hes the best gifts. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, a 've seen it wi' ma ain eyes,"—for indeed this seemed to +Carmichael an impossible height of self-abnegation,—"a man who loved +an' served a wumman wi' his best an' at a great cost, an' yet for whom +there cud be no reward but his ain luve." Marget's face grew so +beautiful as she told of the constancy of this unknown, unrewarded +lover that Carmichael left without further speech, but with a purer +vision of love than had ever before visited his soul. Marget watched +him go down the same path by which Kate went, and she said to herself, +"Whether or no he win is in the will of God, but already luve hes given +his blessin' tae man and maid." +</P> + +<P> +Kate did not go to kirk on Sunday, but lived all day in the woods, and +in the evening she kissed her father and laid this answer in his +hands:— +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +DEAR LORD HAY,—You have done me the greatest honour any woman can +receive at your hands, and for two days I have thought of nothing else. +If it were enough that your wife should like and respect you, then I +would at once accept you as my betrothed, but as it is plain to me that +no woman ought to marry any one unless she also loves him, I am obliged +to refuse one of the truest men I have ever met, for whom I have a very +kindly place in my heart, and whose happiness I shall always +desire.—Believe me, yours sincerely, +</P> + +<P CLASS="closing"> +KATE CARNEGIE. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"You could do nothing else, Kit, and you have done right to close the +matter … but I 'm sorry for Hay." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap24"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXIV. +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +LOVE IS LORD. +</H3> + +<IMG CLASS="imgleft" SRC="images/img-344.jpg" ALT="dropcap-i" BORDER="0" WIDTH="129" HEIGHT="274"> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +t could not be said with a steady face that the proceedings of the +Free Kirk Presbytery of Muirtown increased the gaiety of nations, and +there might be persons—far left to themselves, of course—who would +describe its members as wearisome ecclesiastics. Carmichael himself, +in a mood of gay irresponsibility, had once sketched a meeting of this +reverend court, in which the names were skilfully adapted, after the +ancient fashion, to represent character, and the incidents, if not +<I>vero</I>, were certainly ben trovato, and had the article ready for +transmission to <I>Ferrier's Journal</I>. 'A Sederunt' did not, however, +add to the miseries of a most courteous editor, for Jenkins, having +come up for an all-night conference, and having heard the article with +unfeigned delight, pointed out that, if it were accepted, which +Carmichael's experience did not certify, the writer would be run down +within fourteen days, and that, so unreasonable a thing is human +nature, some of the Presbytery might be less than pleased with their +own likenesses. "It 's in the waste-paper basket," Carmichael said +next morning, which, as the author was twenty-five years of age, and +not conspicuously modest, is a conclusive testimonial to the goodness +of one Presbytery, and its hold on the affection of its members. +</P> + +<P> +Scots take their pleasures sadly, and no one can imagine from what arid +soil they may not draw their nutriment, but it was not for motions of +ponderous ambiguity and pragmatical points of order, that the minister +of Kincairney rose before daybreak on a winter's morning, and worked +his way to the nearest station, with the stars still overhead, and the +snow below his feet, so that when the clerk made a sign to the +Moderator punctually at one minute past eleven to "constitute the +Presbytery," he might not be missing from his place. It was the +longing of a lonely man, across whose front door no visitor had come +for weeks, for friendly company; of a weary minister, discouraged by +narrow circumstances, monotonous routine, unexpected disappointments +among his people, for a word of good cheer. A cynical stranger might +discover various stupidities, peculiarities, provincialisms in the +Presbytery—he knew himself who had a temper, and who was a trifle +sensitive about his rights—but this middle-aged, hard-working, +simple-living man saw twenty faithful brethren—the elders did not +count in this connection, for they did not understand—who stood beside +him on occasion at the Holy Table, and gave him advice in his +perplexities, and would bury him with honest regret when he died, and +fight like wild cats that his widow and children should have their due. +His toilsome journey was forgotten when Doctor Dowbiggin, in an +interstice of motions, came across the floor and sat down beside him, +and whispered confidentially, "Well, how are things going on at +Kincairney?"—Dowbiggin really deserved his leadership—or when the +clerk, suddenly wheeling round in his seat, would pass his snuff-box +across to him without a word, for the clerk had a way of handing his +box, which, being interpreted, ran as follows:—"You suppose that I am +lifted above all ordinary affairs in my clerkly isolation, and that I +do not know what a solid work you are doing for God and man in the +obscure parish of Kincairney, but you are wrong. You have a very warm +corner in my memory, and in sign thereof accept my box." And the said +minister, trudging home that evening, and being met at a certain turn +of the road by his wife—sentimental at fifty, you see, after a quarter +of a century's toiling and preaching—would enlarge on Doctor +Dowbiggin's cordiality, and the marked courtesy of the clerk, and when +they were alone in the manse, his wife would kiss him—incredible to +our cynic—and say, "You see, Tom, more people than I know what a good +work you are doing," and Tom would start his twenty-first lecture on +the Ephesians next morning with new spirit. Such is the power of +comradeship, such is the thirst for sympathy; and indeed there is no +dog either so big or so little that it does not appreciate a pat, and +go down the street afterwards with better heart. +</P> + +<P> +The Presbytery had always a tender regard for the Free Kirk of +Drumtochty, and happened to treat Carmichael with much favour. When +the "call" to him was signed at once by every member of the +congregation, the clerk—who had been obliged to summon Donald Menzies +from Gaelic by the intimation that Drumtochty was by the law of the +Church "uni-lingual, and that all proceedings must be conducted in the +English language"—arose and declared that "such unanimous attention to +their ecclesiastical duties was unexampled in his experience;" and when +at Carmichael's ordination a certain certificate was wanting, the +clerk, whose intervention was regarded with awe, proposed that the +court should anticipate its arrival, dealing with the matter +"proleptically," and the court saw in the very word another proof of +the clerk's masterly official genius. It was he also—expressing the +mind of the Presbytery—who proposed that the Court should send +Carmichael as a commissioner to the General Assembly in the first year +of his ministry, and took occasion to remark that Mr. Carmichael, +according to "reliable information at his disposal," was rendering +important service to the Free Church in his sphere at Drumtochty. +Carmichael was very happy in those days, and was so petted by his +ecclesiastical superiors that he never missed a meeting of court, where +he either sat in a demure silence, which commended him greatly to the +old men, or conversed with his friends on a back bench about general +affairs. +</P> + +<P> +It gave him, therefore, a shock to sit with his brethren in the month +of June—when the walk through the woods had been a joy, and Muirtown +lay at her fairest, and the sunshine filled the court-room, and every +man had a summer air, and Doctor Dowbiggin actually wore a rose in his +coat—and to discover that he himself was sick of his old friends, of +his work, of his people, of himself. The reasons were obvious. Was it +not a sin that thirty Christian men should be cooped up in a room +passing schedules when the summer was young and fresh upon the land? +Could any one of the Rabbi's boys sit in that room and see his +accustomed place—a corner next the wall on a back seat—empty, and not +be cast down? Besides, does not a minister's year begin in September +and end in July, and before it closes is not the minister at his +lowest, having given away himself for eleven months? "One begins to +weary for a rest," he whispered to Kincairney, and that worthy man +explained that he and his wife had been planning their triennial +holiday, and hoped to have a fortnight in Carnoustie. Carmichael +realised his hypocrisy in that instant, for he knew perfectly that he +had lost touch with life because of a hopeless love, and a proud face +he had not seen a year ago. He flung himself out of the court with +such impatience that the clerk stayed his hand in the midst of the +sacred words <I>pro re nata</I>, and Kincairney mentioned to his wife in the +evening that Carmichael had never got over Doctor Saunderson's death. +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael wandered up one of the meadows which are the glory of +Muirtown, and sat down by the queen of Scottish rivers, which runs deep +and swift, clean and bright, from Loch Tay to the sea, between wooded +banks and overhanging trees, past cornfields and ancient castles; a +river for him who swims, or rows, or fishes, or dreams, in which, if +such were to be his fate, a man might ask to be drowned. Opposite him +began the woods of Muirtown Castle, and he tried to be glad that +Kate … Miss Carnegie would one day be their mistress: the formal +announcement of her engagement, he had heard, was to be made next week, +on Lord Kilspindie's birthday. A distant whistle came on the clear air +from Muirtown station, where … and all this turmoil of hope and +fear, love and despair, had been packed into a few months. There is a +bend in the river where he sits, and the salmon fishers have dropped +their nets, and are now dragging them to the bank. With a thrill of +sympathy Carmichael watched the fish struggling in the meshes, and his +heart leapt when, through some mishandling, one escaped with a flash of +silver and plunged into the river. He had also been caught quite +suddenly in the joyous current of his life and held in bonds. Why +should he not make a bold plunge for freedom, which he could never have +with the Lodge at his doors, with the Castle only twelve miles away? +He had been asked in his student days to go to the north-west of Canada +and take charge of a parish fifty miles square. The idea had for a +little fired his imagination, and then faded before other ambitions. +It revived with power on the banks of that joyful, forceful river, and +he saw himself beginning life again on the open prairie lands—riding, +camping, shooting, preaching—a free man and an apostle to the Scottish +Dispersion. +</P> + +<P> +With this bracing resolution, that seemed a call of God to deliver him +from bondage, came a longing to visit Kilbogie Manse and the Rabbi's +grave. It was a journey of expiation, for Carmichael followed the road +the Rabbi walked with the hand of death upon him after that lamentable +Presbytery, and he marked the hills where the old man must have stood +and fought for breath. He could see Mains, where he had gone with +Doctor Saunderson to the exposition, and he passed the spot where the +Rabbi had taken farewell of George Pitillo in a figure. What learning, +and simplicity, and unselfishness, and honesty, and affection were +mingled in the character of the Rabbi! What skill, and courage, and +tenderness, and self-sacrifice, and humility there had been also in +William MacLure, who had just died! Carmichael dwelt on the likeness +and unlikeness of the two men, who had each loved the highest he knew +and served his generation according to the will of God, till he found +himself again with the Drumtochty doctor on his heroic journeys, with +the Rabbi in his long vigils. It was a singular means of grace to have +known two such men in the flesh, when he was still young and +impressionable. A spiritual emotion possessed Carmichael. He lifted +his heart to the Eternal, and prayed that if on account of any hardship +he shrank from duty he might remember MacLure, and if in any +intellectual strait he was tempted to palter with truth he might see +the Rabbi pursuing his solitary way. The district was full of the +Rabbi, who could not have gone for ever, who might appear any +moment—buried in a book and proceeding steadily in the wrong +direction. The Rabbi surely was not dead, and Carmichael drifted into +that dear world of romance where what we desire comes to pass, and +facts count for nothing. This was how the Idyll went. From the moment +of the reconciliation the Rabbi's disease began to abate in a quite +unheard of fashion—love wrought a miracle—and with Kate's nursing and +his he speedily recovered. Things came right between Kate and himself +as they shared their task of love, and so … of course—it took +place last month—and now he was going to carry off the Rabbi, who +somehow had not come to the Presbytery, to Drumtochty, where his bride +would meet them both beneath the laburnum arch at the gate. He would +be cunning as he approached the door of Kilbogie Manse, and walk on the +grass border lest the Rabbi, poring over some Father, should hear the +crunch of the gravel—he did know his footstep—and so he would take +the old man by surprise. Alas! he need not take such care, for the +walk was now as the border with grass, and the gate was lying open, and +the dead house stared at him with open, unconscious eyes, and knew him +not. The key was in the door, and he crossed the threshold once +more—no need to beware of parcels on the floor now—and turned to the +familiar room. The shelves had been taken down, but he could trace +their lines on the ancient discoloured paper that was now revealed for +the first time; there, where a new shutter was resting against the +wall, used to stand the "seat of the fathers," and exactly in the midst +of that heap of straw the Rabbi had his chair.… +</P> + +<P> +"Ye 've come tae see hoo we 're getting on wi' the repairs"—it was the +joiner of Kilbogie; "it's no a licht job, for there 's nae doot the +hoose hes been awfu' negleckit. The Doctor wes a terrible scholar, but +he wudna hae kent that the slates were aff the roof till the drap cam +intae his bed. +</P> + +<P> +"Ou aye, the manse is tae be papered an' pented for the new minister; +a' cud show ye the papers; juist as ye please; they're verra tasty an' +showy. He's tae be married at once, a 'm hearin', an' this is tae be +the drawin'-room; he wes here ten days syne—the day after he wes +eleckit: they 're aye in a hurry when they 're engaged—an' seleckit a +sma' room upstairs for his study; he didna think he wud need as lairge +a room for bukes, an' he thocht the auld study wud dae fine for +pairties. +</P> + +<P> +"There 's juist ae room feenished, an' ye micht like tae see the paper +on 't; it's a yellow rose on a licht blue grund; a 'm jidgin' it wes +the Doctor's ain room. Weel, it's a gude lang wy tae Drumtochty, an' +ye 'll no be wantin' tae pit aff time, a' daresay." +</P> + +<P> +It was a terrible douche of prose, and Carmichael was still shivering +when he reached the kindly shade of Tochty woods. He had seen the +successful candidate at the Presbytery arranging about his "trial +discourses" with the clerk—who regarded him dubiously—and he had +heard some story about his being a "popular hand," and bewitching the +young people with a sermon on the "good fight," with four heads "the +soldier," "the battle-field," "the battle," and "the crown"—each with +an illustration, an anecdote, and a verse of poetry. Carmichael +recognised the type, and already saw the new minister of Kilbogie, smug +and self-satisfied, handing round cream and sugar in the Rabbi's old +study, while his wife, a stout young woman in gay clothing, pours tea +from a pot of florid design, and bearing a blazing marriage +inscription. There would be a <I>soirée</I> in the kirk, where the Rabbi +had opened the mysteries of God, and his successor would explain how +unworthy he felt to follow Doctor Saunderson, and how he was going to +reorganise the congregation, and there would be many jocose allusions +to his coming marriage; but Carmichael would by that time have left the +district. +</P> + +<P> +No one can walk a mile in Tochty woods, where there are little glades +of mossy turf, and banks of violets and geraniums, and gentle creatures +on ground and branch, and cool shade from the summer sun, and the sound +of running water by your side, without being sweetened and comforted. +Bitter thoughts and cynical criticisms, as well as vain regrets and +peevish complaints, fell away from Carmichael's soul, and gave place to +a gentle melancholy. He came to the heart of the wood, where was the +lovers' grave, and the place seemed to invite his company. A sense of +the tears of things came over him, and he sat down by the river-side to +meditate. It was two hundred years and more since the lassies died, +who were never wedded, and for him there was not even to be love. The +ages were linked together by a long tragedy of disappointment and +vanity, but the Tochty ran now as in the former days. What was any +human life but a drop in the river that flowed without ceasing to the +unknown sea? What could any one do but yield himself to necessity, and +summon his courage to endure? Then at the singing of a bird his mood +lightened and was changed, as if he had heard the Evangel. God was +over all, and life was immortal, and he could not be wrong who did the +will of God. After a day of conflict, peace came to his soul, and in +the soft light of the setting sun he rose to go home. +</P> + +<A NAME="img-353"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-353.jpg" ALT=""He sat down by the river-side to meditate."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="342" HEIGHT="548"> +<H3 CLASS="h3center" STYLE="width: 342px"> +"He sat down by the river-side to meditate." +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +"Miss Carnegie … I did not know you were here … I thought you +were in London," and Carmichael stood before Kate in great confusion. +</P> + +<P> +"Nor did I see you behind that tree"—Kate herself was startled. "Yes, +the General and I have been visiting some old friends, and only came +home an hour ago. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you know"—Kate was herself again—"the first thing I do on arrival +is to make a pilgrimage to this place. Half an hour here banishes the +dust of a day's journey and of … +</P> + +<P> +"Besides, I don't know whether you have heard"—Kate spoke +hurriedly—"that it is now settled that I … we will be leaving the +Lodge soon, and one wants to have as much as possible of the old place +in the time remaining." +</P> + +<P> +She gave him this opportunity in kindness, as it seemed, and he +reproached himself because he did not offer his congratulations. +</P> + +<P> +"You will, I … the people hope, come often here, Miss Carnegie, and +not cast off Drumtochty, although the Lodge be not your home. You will +always have a place in the hearts of the Glen. Marjorie will never be +grateful enough for your readings," which was bravely said. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you think that I can ever forget the Glen and my … friends +here? Not while I live; the Carnegies have their own faults, but +ingratitude is not one. Nor the dear Rabbi's grave." Then there was +silence, which Carmichael found very trying—they had been so near that +day in Kilbogie Manse, with only the Rabbi, who loved them both, +between; but now, although they stood face to face, there was a gulf +dividing them. +</P> + +<P> +"It may not be easy for me to visit Drumtochty often, for you know +there has been a change … in our circumstances, and one must suit +oneself to it." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael flushed uneasily, and Kate supposed that he was sympathising +with their losses. +</P> + +<P> +"I hope to be a busy woman soon, with lots of work, and I shall use +every one of my little scraps of knowledge. How do you think I shall +acquit myself in my new role?" +</P> + +<P> +It was a little hard on Carmichael, who was thinking of a countess, +while Kate meant a governess. +</P> + +<P> +"You need not ask me how I think you will do as … in any position, +and I … wish you every success, and … (with a visible effort) +happiness." +</P> + +<P> +He spoke so stiffly that Kate sought about for reasons, and could only +remember their quarrel and imagine he retained a grudge—which she +thought was rather ungenerous. +</P> + +<P> +"It occurs to me that one man ought to be thankful when we depart, for +then he will be able to call Queen Mary names every Sunday without a +misguided Jacobite girl dropping in to create a disturbance." +</P> + +<P> +"Drumtochty will have to form its own opinion of poor Mary without my +aid," and Carmichael smiled sadly in pardon of the past, "for it is +likely, although no one knows this in the Glen, that I shall soon be +far away." +</P> + +<P> +"Leaving Drumtochty? What will Marjorie do without you, and Dr. +Davidson, and … all the people?" Then, remembering Janet's gossip, +and her voice freezing, "I suppose you have got a better or more +convenient living. The Glen is certainly rather inaccessible." +</P> + +<P> +"Have I done anything, Miss Carnegie, to justify you in thinking that I +would leave the Glen, which has been so good to me, for … worldly +reasons? There is enough to support an unmarried man, and I am not +likely to … to marry," said Carmichael, bitterly; "but there are +times when it is better for a man to change his whole surroundings and +make a new life." +</P> + +<P> +It was clear that the Bailie's daughter was a romance of Janet's Celtic +imagination, and Kate's manner softened. +</P> + +<P> +"The Rabbi's death and … your difference of opinion—something +about doctrine, was n't it? we were from home—must have been a great +trial, and, as there was no opportunity before, let me say how much we +sympathised with you and … thought of you. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you think, however, Mr. Carmichael"—she spoke with hesitation, but +much kindness—"that you ought to fling up your work here on that +account? Would not the Rabbi himself have wished you to stick to your +post?… and all your friends would like to think you had been … +brave." +</P> + +<P> +"You are cruel, Miss Carnegie; you try me beyond what I can endure, +although I shall be ashamed to-night for what I am to say. Do you not +know or guess that it is your … on account of you, I mean, that I +must leave Drumtochty?" +</P> + +<P> +"On account of me?" Kate looked at him in unaffected amazement. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you blind, or is it that you could not suspect me of such +presumption? Had you no idea that night in Dr. Davidson's +drawing-room? Have you never seen that I … Kate—I will say it +once to your face as I say it every hour to myself—you won my heart in +an instant on Muirtown Station, and will hold it till I die. +</P> + +<P> +"Do not speak till I be done, and then order me from your presence as I +deserve, I know that it is unworthy of a gentleman, and … a +minister of Christ to say such things to the betrothed of another man; +only one minute more"—for Kate had started as if in anger—"I know +also that if I were stronger I could go on living as before, and meet +you from time to time when you came from the Castle with your husband, +and never allow myself to think of Lady Hay as I felt to Miss Carnegie. +But I am afraid of myself, and … this is the last time we shall +meet, Miss Carnegie. Forgive me for my love, and believe that one man +will ever remember and … pray for you." +</P> + +<P> +Carmichael bowed low, the last sunshine of the evening playing on his +fair hair, and turned to go. +</P> + +<P> +"One word, if you please," said Kate, and they looked into one +another's eyes, the blue and brown, seeing many things that cannot be +written. "You may be forgiven for … loving me, because you could +not help that"—this with a very roguish look, our Kate all over—"and +I suppose you must be forgiven for listening to foolish gossip, since +people will tell lies"—this with a stamp of the foot, our Kate +again—"but I shall never forgive you if you leave me, never"—this was +a new Kate, like to the opening of a flower. +</P> + +<P> +"Why? Tell me plainly," and in the silence Carmichael heard a trout +leap in the river. +</P> + +<P> +"Because I love you." +</P> + +<P> +The Tochty water sang a pleasant song, and the sun set gloriously +behind Ben Urtach. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR><BR> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" noshade> + +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK KATE CARNEGIE AND THOSE MINISTERS***</p> +<p>******* This file should be named 20399-h.txt or 20399-h.zip *******</p> +<p>This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:<br /> +<a href="http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/3/9/20399">http://www.gutenberg.org/2/0/3/9/20399</a></p> +<p>Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed.</p> + +<p>Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Kate Carnegie and Those Ministers + + +Author: Ian Maclaren + + + +Release Date: January 19, 2007 [eBook #20399] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK KATE CARNEGIE AND THOSE +MINISTERS*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 20399-h.htm or 20399-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/3/9/20399/20399-h/20399-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/3/9/20399/20399-h.zip) + + + + + +KATE CARNEGIE AND THOSE MINISTERS. + +by + +IAN MACLAREN. + + + + + + + +Toronto: +Fleming H. Revell Company, +140-142 Yonge Street. +1896. +Entered according to Act of the Parliament of Canada, +in the year 1896, by Hodder & Stoughton, +at the Department of Agriculture. + + + + +TO + +A CERTAIN BROTHERHOOD + + +Faithful in Criticism + +Loyal in Affection + +Tender in Trouble + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +CHAPTER + + I. PANDEMONIUM + II. PEACE + III. A HOME OF MANY GENERATIONS + IV. A SECRET CHAMBER + V. CONCERNING BESOMS + VI. A PLEASAUNCE + VII. A WOMAN OF THE NEW DISPENSATION + VIII. A WOMAN OF THE OLD DISPENSATION + IX. A DAUGHTER OF DEBATE + X. A SUPRA-LAPSARIAN + XI. IN THE GLOAMING + XII. KILBOGIE MANSE + XIII. PREPARING FOR THE SACRAMENT + XIV. A MODERATE + XV. JOINT POTENTATES + XVI. DRIED ROSE LEAVES + XVII. SMOULDERING FIRES + XVIII. LOVE SICKNESS + XIX. THE FEAR OF GOD + XX. THE WOUNDS OF A FRIEND + XXI. LIGHT AT EVENTIDE + XXII. WITHOUT FEAR AND WITHOUT REPROACH + XXIII. MARGET HOWE'S CONFESSIONAL + XXIV. LOVE IS LORD + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. + + + Carmichael had taken his Turn + + "Many a Ploy we had together" + + Peter was standing in his Favourite Attitude + + "I am the General's Daughter" + + Janet Macpherson was waiting in the Deep Doorway + + "It's a Difficult Key to turn" + + Kate in her Favourite Position + + One Gardener who . . . works for Love's Sake + + Among the Great Trees + + "Mr. Carmichael, you have much Cause for Thankfulness" + + Carmichael sang a Solo + + "Here iss your Silver Piece" + + "I should call it a Deliberate--" + + "She had an Unfortunate Tendency to meddle with my Books" + + Mother Church cast her Spell over his Imagination + + "Ye'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there" + + A Tall, Bony, Forbidding Woman + + Gathering her Berry Harvest + + He was a Mere Wisp of a Man + + "Will you let me walk with you for a Little?" + + "Private Capaucity" + + Standing with a Half-Dried Dish in her Hand + + The Old Man escorted her Ladyship + + Would gossip with him by the Hour + + The Driver stops to exchange Views + + Two Tramps held Conference + + Wrestling in Darkness of Soul + + His Attitude for Exposition + + "Ay, he's in, but ye canna see him" + + "To put Flowers on his Grave" + + "You have been awfully Good to me" + + "He sat down by the River-side to meditate" + + + + +KATE CARNEGIE. + + +CHAPTER I. + +PANDEMONIUM. + +It was the morning before the Twelfth, years ago, and nothing like unto +Muirtown Station could have been found in all the travelling world. +For Muirtown, as everybody knows, is the centre which receives the +southern immigrants in autumn, and distributes them, with all their +belongings of servants, horses, dogs, and luggage, over the north +country from Athole to Sutherland. All night, express trains, whose +ordinary formation had been reinforced by horse boxes, carriage trucks, +saloons and luggage vans, drawn by two engines, and pushed up inclines +by a third, had been careering along the three iron trunk roads that +run from London to the North. Four hours ago they had forced the +border, that used to be more jealously guarded, and had begun to +converge on their terminus. Passengers, awakened by the caller air and +looking out still half asleep, miss the undisciplined hedgerows and +many-shaped patches of pasture, the warm brick homesteads and shaded +ponds of the south. Square fields cultivated up to a foot of the stone +dykes or wire-fencing, the strong grey-stone farm-houses, the +swift-running burns, and the never-distant hills, brace the mind. +Local passengers come in with deliberation, whose austere faces condemn +the luxurious disorder of night travel, and challenge the defence of +Arminian doctrine. A voice shouts "Carstairs Junction," with a command +of the letter _r_, which is the bequest of an unconquerable past, and +inspires one with the hope of some day hearing a freeborn Scot say +"Auchterarder." The train runs over bleak moorlands with black peat +holes, through alluvial straths yielding their last pickle of corn, +between iron furnaces blazing strangely in the morning light, at the +foot of historical castles built on rocks that rise out of the fertile +plains, and then, after a space of sudden darkness, any man with a soul +counts the ten hours' dust and heat but a slight price for the sight of +the Scottish Rhine flowing deep, clear, and swift by the foot of its +wooded hills, and the "Fair City" in the heart of her meadows. + +"Do you see the last wreath of mist floating off the summit of the +hill, and the silver sheen of the river against the green of the woods? +Quick, dad," and the General, accustomed to obey, stood up beside Kate +for the brief glimpse between the tunnel and a prison. Yet they had +seen the snows of the Himalayas, and the great river that runs through +the plains of India. But it is so with Scottish folk that they may +have lived opposite the Jungfrau at Muerren, and walked among the big +trees of the Yosemite Valley, and watched the blood-red afterglow on +the Pyramids, and yet will value a sunset behind the Cuchullin hills, +and the Pass of the Trossachs, and the mist shot through with light on +the sides of Ben Nevis, and the Tay at Dunkeld--just above the +bridge--better guerdon for their eyes. + +"Ay, lassie"--the other people had left at Stirling, and the General +fell back upon the past--"there 's just one bonnier river, and that's +the Tochty at a bend below the Lodge, as we shall see it, please God, +this evening." + +"Tickets," broke in a voice with authority. "This is no the station, +an' ye 'll hae to wait till the first diveesion o' yir train is +emptied. Kildrummie? Ye change, of coorse, but yir branch 'll hae a +lang wait the day. It 'll be an awfu' fecht wi' the Hielant train. +Muirtown platform 'll be worth seein'; it 'll juist be michty," and the +collector departed, smacking his lips in prospect of the fray. + +"Upon my word," said the General, taken aback for a moment by the easy +manners of his countryman, but rejoicing in every new assurance of +home, "our people are no blate." + +"Is n't it delicious to be where character has not been worn smooth by +centuries of oppression, but where each man is himself? Conversation +has salt here, and tastes in the mouth. We 've just heard two men +speak this morning, and each face is bitten into my memory. Now our +turn has come," and the train wound itself in at last. + +Porters, averaging six feet and with stentorian voices, were driving +back the mixed multitude in order to afford foothold for the new +arrivals on that marvellous landing place, which in those days served +for all the trains which came in and all that went out, both north and +south. One man tears open the door of a first with commanding gesture. +"A' change and hurry up. Na, na," rejecting the offer of a private +engagement; "we hev nae time for that trade the day. Ye maun cairry +yir bags yersels; the dogs and boxes 'll tak us a' oor time." He +unlocks an under compartment and drags out a pair of pointers, who fawn +upon him obsequiously in gratitude for their release. "Doon wi' ye," +as one to whom duty denies the ordinary courtesies of life, and he +fastens them to the base of an iron pillar. Deserted immediately by +their deliverer, the pointers made overtures to two elderly ladies, +standing bewildered in the crush, to be repulsed with umbrellas, and +then sit down upon their tails in despair. Their forlorn condition, +left friendless amid this babel, gets upon their nerves, and after a +slight rehearsal, just to make certain of the tune, they lift up their +voices in melodious concert, to the scandal of the two females, who +cannot escape the neighbourhood, and regard the pointers with horror. +Distant friends, also in bonds and distress of mind, feel comforted and +join cheerfully, while a large black retriever, who had foolishly +attempted to obstruct a luggage barrow with his tail, breaks in with a +high solo. Two collies, their tempers irritated by obstacles as they +follow their masters, who had been taking their morning in the +second-class refreshment room, fall out by the way, and obtain as by +magic a clear space in which to settle details; while a fox-terrier, +escaping from his anxious mistress, has mounted a pile of boxes and +gives a general challenge. + +Porters fling open packed luggage vans with a swing, setting free a +cataract of portmanteaus, boxes, hampers, baskets, which pours across +the platform for yards, led by a frolicsome black leather valise, whose +anxious owner has fought her adventurous way to the van for the purpose +of explaining to a phlegmatic Scot that he would know it by a broken +strap, and must lift it out gently, for it contained breakables. + +"It can gang itsel, that ane," as the afflicted woman followed its +reckless progress with a wail. "Sall, if they were a' as clever on +their feet as yon box there wud be less tribble," and with two +assistants he falls upon the congested mass within. They perform +prodigies of strength, handling huge trunks that ought to have filled +some woman with repentance as if they were Gladstone bags, and light +weights as if they were paper parcels. With unerring scent they detect +the latest label among the remains of past history, and the air +resounds with "Hielant train," "Aiberdeen fast," "Aiberdeen slow," +"Muirtown"--this with indifference--and at a time "Dunleith," and once +"Kildrummie," with much contempt. By this time stacks of baggage of +varying size have been erected, the largest of which is a pyramid in +shape, with a very uncertain apex. + +Male passengers--heads of families and new to Muirtown--hover anxiously +round the outskirts, and goaded on by female commands, rush into the +heart of the fray for the purpose of claiming a piece of luggage, which +turns out to be some other person's, and retire hastily after a +fair-sized portmanteau descends on their toes, and the sharp edge of a +trunk takes them in the small of the back. Footmen with gloves and +superior airs make gentlemanly efforts to collect the family luggage, +and are rewarded by having some hopelessly vulgar tin boxes, heavily +roped, deposited among its initialled glory. One elderly female who +had been wise to choose some other day to revisit her native town, +discovers her basket flung up against a pillar, like wreckage from a +storm, and settles herself down upon it with a sigh of relief. She +remains unmoved amid the turmoil, save when a passing gun-case tips her +bonnet to one side, giving her a very rakish air, and a good-natured +retriever on a neighbouring box is so much taken with her appearance +that he offers her a friendly caress. Restless people--who remember +that their train ought to have left half an hour ago, and cannot +realise that all bonds are loosed on the eleventh--fasten on any man in +a uniform, and suffer many rebuffs. + +"There 's nae use asking me," answers a guard, coming off duty and +pushing his way through the crowd as one accustomed to such spectacles; +"a 'm juist in frae Carlisle; get haud o' a porter." + +"Cupar Angus?"--this from the porter--"that's the Aiberdeen slow; it's +no made up yet, and little chance o't till the express an' the Hielant +be aff. Whar 'll it start frae?" breaking away; "forrit, a' tell ye, +forrit." + +Fathers of families, left on guard and misled by a sudden movement +"forrit," rush to the waiting-room and bring out, for the third time, +the whole expedition, to escort them back again with shame. Barrows +with towering piles of luggage are pushed through the human mass by two +porters, who allow their engine to make its own way with much +confidence, condescending only at a time to shout, "A' say, hey, oot o' +there," and treating any testy complaint with the silent contempt of a +drayman for a costermonger. Old hands, who have fed at their leisure +in callous indifference to all alarms, lounge about in great content, +and a group of sheep farmers, having endeavoured in vain, after one +tasting, to settle the merits of a new dip, take a glance in the +"Hielant" quarter, and adjourn the conference once more to the +refreshment-room. Groups of sportsmen discuss the prospects of +to-morrow in detail, and tell stories of ancient twelfths, while +chieftains from London, in full Highland dress, are painfully conscious +of the whiteness of their legs. A handful of preposterous people who +persist in going south when the world has its face northwards, threaten +to complain to headquarters if they are not sent away, and an official +with a loud voice and a subtle gift of humour intimates that a train is +about to leave for Dundee. + +During this time wonderful manoeuvres have been executed on the lines +of rail opposite the platform. Trains have left with all the air of a +departure and disappeared round the curve outside the station, only to +return in fragments. Half a dozen carriages pass without an engine, as +if they had started on their own account, break vans that one saw +presiding over expresses stand forsaken, a long procession of horse +boxes rattle through, and a saloon carriage, with people, is so much in +evidence that the name of an English Duke is freely mentioned, and +every new passage relieves the tedium of the waiting. + +Out of all this confusion trains begin to grow and take shape, and one, +with green carriages, looks so complete that a rumour spreads that the +Hielant train has been made up and may appear any minute in its place. +The sunshine beating through the glass roof, the heat of travel, the +dust of the station, the moving carriages with their various colours, +the shouts of railway officials, the recurring panics of fussy +passengers, begin to affect the nerves. Conversation becomes broken, +porters are beset on every side with questions they cannot answer, +rushes are made on any empty carriages within reach, a child is knocked +down and cries. + +Over all this excitement and confusion one man is presiding, untiring, +forceful, ubiquitous--a sturdy man, somewhere about five feet ten, +whose lungs are brass and nerves fine steel wire. He is dressed, as to +his body, in brown corduroy trousers, a blue jacket and waistcoat with +shining brass buttons, a grey flannel shirt, and a silver-braided cap, +which, as time passes, he thrusts further back on his head till its +peak stands at last almost erect, a crest seen high above the conflict. +As to the soul of him, this man is clothed with resolution, courage, +authority, and an infectious enthusiasm. He is the brain and will of +the whole organism, its driving power. Drivers lean out of their +engines, one hand on the steam throttle, their eyes fixed on this man; +if he waves his hands, trains move; if he holds them up, trains halt. +Strings of carriages out in the open are carrying out his plans, and +the porters toil like maniacs to meet his commands. Piles of luggage +disappear as he directs the attack, and his scouts capture isolated +boxes hidden among the people. Every horse box has a place in his +memory, and he has calculated how many carriages would clear the north +traffic; he carries the destination of families in his head, and has +made arrangements for their comfort. "Soon ready now, sir," as he +passed swiftly down to receive the last southerner, "and a second +compartment reserved for you," till people watched for him, and the +sound of his voice, "forrit wi' the Hielant luggage," inspired +bewildered tourists with confidence, and became an argument for +Providence. There is a general movement towards the northern end of +the station; five barrows, whose luggage swings dangerously and has to +be held on, pass in procession; dogs are collected and trailed along in +bundles; families pick up their bags and press after their luggage, +cheered to recognise a familiar piece peeping out from strange goods; a +bell is rung with insistence. The Aberdeen express leaves--its +passengers regarding the platform with pity--and the guard of the last +van slamming his door in triumph. The great man concentrates his force +with a wave of his hand for the _tour de force_ of the year, the +despatch of the Hielant train. + +The southern end of the platform is now deserted--the London express +departed half an hour ago with thirteen passengers, very crestfallen +and envious--and across the open centre porters hustle barrows at +headlong speed, with neglected pieces of luggage. Along the edge of +the Highland platform there stretches a solid mass of life, +close-packed, motionless, silent, composed of tourists, dogs, families, +lords, dogs, sheep farmers, keepers, clericals, dogs, footmen, +commercials, ladies' maids, grooms, dogs, waiting for the empty train +that, after deploying hither and thither, picking up some trifle, a +horse box or a duke's saloon, at every new raid, is now backing slowly +in for its freight. The expectant crowd has ceased from conversation, +sporting or otherwise; respectable elderly gentlemen brace themselves +for the scramble, and examine their nearest neighbours suspiciously; +heads of families gather their belongings round them by signs and +explain in a whisper how to act; one female tourist--of a certain age +and severe aspect--refreshes her memory as to the best window for the +view of Killiecrankie. The luggage has been piled in huge masses at +each end of the siding; the porters rest themselves against it, taking +off their caps, and wiping their foreheads with handkerchiefs of many +colours and uses. It is the stillness before the last charge; beyond +the outermost luggage an arm is seen waving, and the long coil of +carriages begins to twist into the station. + +People who know their ancient Muirtown well, and have taken part in +this day of days, will remember a harbour of refuge beside the +book-stall, protected by the buffers of the Highland siding on one side +and a breakwater of luggage on the other, and persons within this +shelter could see the storming of the train to great advantage. +Carmichael, the young Free Kirk minister of Drumtochty, who had been +tasting the civilisation of Muirtown overnight and was waiting for the +Dunleith train, leant against the back of the bookstall, watching the +scene with frank, boyish interest. Rather under six feet in height, he +passed for more, because he stood so straight and looked so slim, for +his limbs were as slender as a woman's, while women (in Muirtown) had +envied his hands and feet. But in chest measure he was only two inches +behind Saunders Baxter, the grieve of Drumsheugh, who was the standard +of manhood by whom all others were tried and (mostly) condemned in +Drumtochty. Chancing to come upon Saunders putting the stone one day +with the bothy lads, Carmichael had taken his turn, with the result +that his stone lay foremost in the final heat by an inch exactly. +MacLure saw them kneeling together to measure, the Free Kirk minister +and the ploughmen all in a bunch, and went on his way rejoicing to tell +the Free Kirk folk that their new minister was a man of his hands. His +hair was fair, just touched with gold, and he wore it rather long, so +that in the excitement of preaching a lock sometimes fell down on his +forehead, which he would throw back with a toss of his head--a gesture +Mrs. Macfadyen, our critic, thought very taking. His dark blue eyes +used to enlarge with passion in the Sacrament and grow so tender, the +healthy tan disappeared and left his cheeks so white, that the mothers +were terrified lest he should die early, and sent offerings of cream on +Monday morning. For though his name was Carmichael, he had Celtic +blood in him, and was full of all kinds of emotion, but mostly those +that were brave and pure and true. He had done well at the University, +and was inclined to be philosophical, for he knew little of himself and +nothing of the world. There were times when he allowed himself to be +supercilious and sarcastic; but it was not for an occasional jingle of +cleverness the people loved him, or, for that matter, any other man. +It was his humanity that won their hearts, and this he had partly from +his mother, partly from his training. Through a kind providence and +his mother's countryness, he had been brought up among animals--birds, +mice, dormice, guinea-pigs, rabbits, dogs, cattle, horses, till he knew +all their ways, and loved God's creatures as did St. Francis d'Assisi, +to whom every creature of God was dear, from Sister Swallow to Brother +Wolf. So he learned, as he grew older, to love men and women and +little children, even although they might be ugly, or stupid, or +bad-tempered, or even wicked, and this sympathy cleansed away many a +little fault of pride and self-conceit and impatience and hot temper, +and in the end of the days made a man of John Carmichael. The dumb +animals had an instinct about this young fellow, and would make +overtures to him that were a certificate for any situation requiring +character. Horses by the wayside neighed at his approach, and +stretched out their velvet muzzles to be stroked. Dogs insisted upon +sitting on his knees, unless quite prevented by their size, and then +they put their paws on his chest. Hillocks was utterly scandalised by +his collie's familiarity with the minister, and brought him to his +senses by the application of a boot, but Carmichael waived all +apologies. "Rover and I made friends two days ago on the road, and my +clothes will take no injury." And indeed they could not, for +Carmichael, except on Sundays and at funerals, wore a soft hat and suit +of threadbare tweeds, on which a microscopist could have found traces +of a peat bog, moss of dykes, the scale of a trout, and a tiny bit of +heather. + +[Illustration: Carmichael had taken his turn.] + +His usual fortune befell him that day in Muirtown Station, for two +retrievers, worming their way through the luggage, reached him, and +made known their wants. + +"Thirsty? I believe you. All the way from England, and heat enough to +roast you alive. I 've got no dish, else I 'd soon get water. + +"Inverness? Poor chaps, that's too far to go with your tongues like a +lime-kiln. Down, good dogs; I 'll be back in a minute." + +You can have no idea, unless you have tried it, how much water a soft +clerical hat can hold--if you turn up the edges and bash down the +inside with your fist, and fill the space to the brim. But it is +difficult to convey such a vessel with undiminished content through a +crowd, and altogether impossible to lift one's eyes. Carmichael was +therefore quite unconscious that two new-comers to the shelter were +watching him with keen delight as he came in bareheaded, flushed, +triumphant--amid howls of welcome--and knelt down to hold the cup +till--drinking time about in strict honour--the retrievers had reached +the maker's name. + +"Do you think they would like a biscuit?" said a clear, sweet, low +voice, with an accent of pride and just a flavour of amusement in its +tone. Carmichael rose in much embarrassment, and was quite confounded. + +They were standing together--father and daughter, evidently--and there +was no manner of doubt about him. A spare man, without an ounce of +superfluous flesh, straight as a rod, and having an air of command, +with keen grey eyes, close-cropped hair turning white, a clean-shaven +face except where a heavy moustache covered a firm-set mouth--one +recognised in him a retired army man of rank, a colonel at least, it +might be a general; and the bronze on his face suggested long Indian +service. But he might have been dressed in Rob Roy tartan, or been a +naval officer in full uniform, for all Carmichael knew. A hundred +thousand faces pass before your eyes and are forgotten, mere physical +impressions; you see one, and it is in your heart for ever, as you saw +it the first time. Wavy black hair, a low, straight forehead, hazel +eyes with long eyelashes, a perfectly-shaped Grecian nose, a strong +mouth, whose upper lip had a curve of softness, a clear-cut chin with +one dimple, small ears set high in the head, and a rich creamy +complexion--that was what flashed upon Carmichael as he turned from the +retrievers. He was a man so unobservant of women that he could not +have described a woman's dress to save his life or any other person's; +and now that he is married--he is a middle-aged man now and threatened +with stoutness--it is his wife's reproach that he does not know when +she wears her new spring bonnet for the first time. Yet he took in +this young woman's dress, from the smart hat, with a white bird's wing +on the side, and the close-fitting tailor made jacket, to the small, +well-gloved hand in dogskin, the grey tweed skirt, and one shoe, with a +tip on it, that peeped out below her frock. Critics might have hinted +that her shoulders were too square, and that her figure wanted somewhat +in softness of outline; but it seemed to Carmichael that he had never +seen so winsome or high-bred a woman; and so it has also seemed to many +who have gone farther afield in the world than the young minister of +Drumtochty. + +Carmichael was at that age when a man prides himself on dressing and +thinking as he pleases, and had quite scandalised a Muirtown elder--a +stout gentleman, who had come out in '43, and could with difficulty be +weaned from Dr. Chalmers--by making his appearance on the preceding +evening in amazing tweeds and a grey flannel shirt. He explained +casually that for a fifteen-mile walk flannels were absolutely +necessary, and that he was rather pleased to find that he had come from +door to door in four hours and two minutes exactly. His host was at a +loss for words, because he was comparing this unconventional youth with +the fathers, who wore large white stocks and ambled along at about two +and a half miles an hour, clearing their throats also in a very +impressive way, and seasoning the principles of the Free Kirk with +snuff of an excellent fragrance. It was hard even for the most +generous charity to identify the spirit of the Disruption in such a +figure, and the good elder grew so proper and so didactic that +Carmichael went from bad to worse. + +"Well, you would find the congregation in excellent order. The +Professor was a most painstaking man, though retiring in disposition, +and his sermons were thoroughly solid and edifying. They were possibly +just a little above the heads of Drumtochty, but I always enjoyed Mr. +Cunningham myself," nodding his head as one who understood all +mysteries. + +"Did you ever happen to hear the advice Jamie Soutar gave the +deputation from Muirtown when they came up to see whether Cunningham +would be fit for the North Kirk, where two Bailies stand at the plate +every day, and the Provost did not think himself good enough to be an +elder?" for Carmichael was full of wickedness that day, and earning a +judgment. + +His host indicated that the deputation had given in a very full and +satisfactory report--he was, in fact, on the Session of the North +himself--but that no reference had been made to Jamie. + +"Well, you must know," and Carmichael laid himself out for narration, +"the people were harassed with raids from the Lowlands during +Cunningham's time, and did their best in self-defence. Spying makes +men cunning, and it was wonderful how many subterfuges the deputations +used to practise. They would walk from Kildrummie as if they were +staying in the district, and one retired tradesman talked about the +crops as if he was a farmer, but it was a pity that he did n't know the +difference between the cereals. + +"'Yon man that wes up aifter yir minister, Elspeth,' Hillocks said to +Mrs. Macfadyen, 'hesna hed muckle money spent on his eddication. "A +graund field o' barley," he says, and as sure as a 'm stannin' here, it +wes the haugh field o' aits.' + +"'He 's frae Glaisgie,' was all Elspeth answered, 'and by next Friday +we 'll hae his name an' kirk. He said he wes up for a walk an' juist +dropped in, the wratch.' + +"Some drove from Muirtown, giving out that they were English tourists, +speaking with a fine East Coast accent, and were rebuked by Lachlan +Campbell for breaking the Sabbath. Your men put up their trap at the +last farm in Netheraird--which always has grudged Drumtochty its +ministers and borne their removal with resignation--and came up in +pairs, who pretended they did not know one another. + +"Jamie was hearing the Professor's last lecture on Justification, and +our people asked him to take charge of the strangers. He found out the +town from their hats, and escorted them to the boundaries of the +parish, assisting their confidences till one of your men--I think it +was the Provost--admitted that it had taken them all their time to +follow the sermon. + +"'A 'm astonished at ye,' said Jamie, for the Netheraird man let it +out; 'yon wes a sermon for young fouk, juist milk, ye ken, tae the +ordinar' discoorses. Surely,' as if the thought had just struck him, +'ye werena thinkin' o' callin' Maister Cunningham tae Muirtown. + +"'Edinboorgh, noo; that micht dae gin the feck o' the members be +professors, but Muirtown wud be clean havers. There's times when the +Drumtochty fouk themsels canna understand the cratur, he 's that deep. +As for Muirtown'--here Jamie allowed himself a brief rest of enjoyment; +'but ye've hed a fine drive, tae say naethin' o' the traivel.'" + +Then, having begun, Carmichael retailed so many of Jamie's most wicked +sayings, and so exalted the Glen as a place "where you can go up one +side and down the other with your dogs, and every second man you meet +will give you something to remember," that the city dignitary doubted +afterwards to his wife "whether this young man was . . . quite what we +have been accustomed to in a Free Church minister." Carmichael ought +to have had repentances for shocking a worthy man, but instead thereof +laughed in his room and slept soundly, not knowing that he would be +humbled in the dust by mid-day to-morrow. + +It seemed to him on the platform as if an hour passed while he, who had +played with a city father, stood, clothed with shame, before this +commanding young woman. Had she ever looked upon a more abject wretch? +and Carmichael photographed himself with merciless accuracy, from his +hair that he had not thrown back to an impress of dust which one knee +had taken from the platform, and he registered a resolution that he +would never be again boastfully indifferent to the loss of a button on +his coat. She stooped and fed the dogs, who did her homage, and he +marked that her profile was even finer--more delicate, more perfect, +more bewitching--than her front face, but he still stood holding his +shapeless hat in his hand, and for the first time in his life had no +words to say. + +"They are very polite dogs," and Miss Carnegie gave Carmichael one more +chance; "they make as much of a biscuit as if it were a feast; but I do +think dogs have such excellent manners, they are always so +un-self-conscious." + +"I wish I were a dog," said Carmichael, with much solemnity, and +afterwards was filled with thankfulness that the baggage behind gave +way at that moment, and that an exasperated porter was able to express +his mind freely. + +"Dinna try tae lift that box for ony sake, man. Sall, ye 're no' +feared," as Carmichael, thirsting for action, swung it up unaided; and +then, catching sight of the merest wisp of white, "A' didna see ye were +a minister, an' the word cam oot sudden." + +"You would find it a help to say Northumberland, Cumberland, +Westmoreland, and Durham," and with a smile to Carmichael, still +bareheaded and now redder than ever, Miss Carnegie went along the +platform to see the Hielant train depart. It was worth waiting to +watch the two minutes' scrimmage, and to hear the great man say, as he +took off his cap with deliberation and wiped his brow, "That's anither +year ower; some o' you lads see tae that Dunleith train." There was a +day when Carmichael would have enjoyed the scene to the full, but now +he had eyes for nothing but that tall, slim figure and the white bird's +wing. + +When they disappeared into the Dunleith train, Carmichael had a wild +idea of entering the same compartment, and in the end had to be pushed +into the last second by the guard, who knew most of his regular people +and every one of the Drumtochty men. He was so much engaged with his +own thoughts that he gave two English tourists to understand that Lord +Kilspindie's castle, standing amid its woods on the bank of the Tay, +was a recently erected dye work, and that as the train turned off the +North trunk line for Dunleith they might at any moment enter the pass +of Killiecrankie. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +PEACE. + +"The last stage now, Kit; in less than two hours we'll see Tochty +woods. The very thought makes me a boy again, and it seems yesterday +that I kissed your mother on the door-step of the old lodge and went +off to the Crimean war. + +"That's Muirtown Castle over there in the wood--a grand place in its +way, but nothing to our home, lassie. Kilspindie--he was Viscount Hay +then--joined me at Muirtown, and we fought through the weary winter. +He left the army after the war, with lots of honour. A good fellow was +Hay, both in the trenches and the messroom. + +"I 've never seen him since, and I dare say he 's forgotten a battered +old Indian. Besides, he's the big swell in this district, and I 'm +only a poor Hielant laird, with a wood and a tumble-down house and a +couple of farms." + +"You are also a shameless hypocrite and deceiver, for you believe that +the Carnegies are as old as the Hays, and you know that, though you +have only two farms, you have twelve medals and seven wounds. What +does money matter? it simply makes people vulgar." + +"Nonsense, lassie; if a Carnegie runs down money, it's because he has +got none and wishes he had. If you and I had only a few hundreds a +year over the half-pay to rattle in our pockets, we should have lots of +little pleasures, and you might have lived in England, with all sorts +of variety and comfort, instead of wandering about India with a gang of +stupid old chaps who have been so busy fighting that they never had +time to read a book." + +"You mean like yourself, dad, and V. C. and Colonel Kinloch? Where +could a girl have found finer company than with my Knights of King +Arthur? And do you dare to insinuate that I could have been content +away from the regiment, that made me their daughter after mother died, +and the army? + +"Pleasure!" and Kate's cheek flushed. "I 've had it since I was a +little tot and could remember anything--the bugles sounding reveille in +the clear air, and the sergeants drilling the new drafts in the +morning, and the regiment coming out with the band before and you at +its head, and hearing 'God save the Queen' at a review, and seeing the +companies passing like one man before the General. + +"Don't you think that's better than tea-drinking, and gossiping, and +sewing meetings, and going for walks in some stupid little hole of a +country town? Oh, you wicked, aggravating dad. Now, what more will +money do?" + +"Well," said the General, with much gravity, "if you were even a +moderate heiress there is no saying but that we might pick up a +presentable husband for you among the lairds. As it is, I fancy a +country minister is all you could expect. + +"Don't . . . my ears will come off some day; one was loosened by a cut +in the Mutiny. No, I 'll never do the like again. But some day you +will marry, all the same," and Kate's father rubbed his ears. + +"No, I 'm not going to leave you, for nobody else could ever make a +curry to please; and if I do, it will not be a Scotch minister--horrid, +bigoted wretches, V. C. says. Am I like a minister's wife, to address +mothers' meetings and write out sermons? By the way, is there a kirk +at Drumtochty, or will you read prayers to Janet and Donald and me?" + +"When I was a lad there was just one minister in Drumtochty, Mr. +Davidson, a splendid specimen of the old school, who, on great +occasions, wore gaiters and a frill with a diamond in the centre; he +carried a gold-headed stick, and took snuff out of a presentation box. + +"His son Sandie was my age to a year, and many a ploy we had together; +there was the jackdaw's nest in the ivy on the old tower we harried +together," and the General could only indicate the delightful risk of +the exploit. "My father and the minister were pacing the avenue at the +time, and caught sight of us against the sky. 'It's your rascal and +mine, Laird,' we heard the minister say, and they waited till we got +down, and then each did his duty by his own for trying to break his +neck; but they were secretly proud of the exploit, for I caught my +father showing old Lord Kilspindie the spot, and next time Hay was up +he tried to reach the place, and stuck where the wall hangs over. I +'ll point out the hole this evening; you can see it from the other side +of the den quite plain." + +[Illustration: "Many a ploy we had together."] + +"Sandie went to the church--I wish every parson were as straight--and +Kilspindie appointed him to succeed the old gentleman, and when I saw +him in his study last month, it seemed as if his father stood before +you, except the breeches and the frill; but Sandie has a marvellous +stock--what havers I 'm deivin' you with, lassie." + +"Tell me about Sandie this minute--did he remember the raiding of the +jack-daws?" + +"He did," cried the General, in great spirits; "he just looked at me +for an instant--no one knew of my visit--and then he gripped my hands, +and do you know, Kit, he was . . . well, and there was a lump in my +throat too; it would be about thirty years, for one reason and another, +since we met." + +"What did he say? the very words, dad," and Kate held up her finger in +command. + +"'Jack, old man, is this really you?'--he held me at arm's +length--'man, div ye mind the jackdaw's nest?'" + +"Did he? And he 's to be our padre. I know I 'll love him at once. +Go on, everything, for you 've never told me anything about Drumtochty." + +"We had a glorious time going over old times. We fished up every trout +again, and we shot our first day on the moor again with Peter Stewart, +Kilspindie's head keeper, as fine an old Highlander as ever lived. +Stewart said in the evening, 'You 're a pair of prave boys, as becometh +your fathers' sons,' and Sandie gave him two and fourpence he had +scraped for a tip, but I had only one and elevenpence--we were both +kept bare. But he knew better than to refuse our offerings, though he +never saw less than gold or notes from the men that shot at the lodge, +and Sandie remembered how he touched his Highland bonnet and said, 'I +will be much obliged to you both; and you will be coming to the moor +another day, for I hef his lordship's orders.' + +"Boys are queer animals, lassie; we were prouder that Peter accepted +our poor little tip than about the muirfowl we shot, though I had three +brace and Sandie four. Highlanders are all gentlemen by birth, and be +sure of this, Kit, it's only that breed which can manage boys and +soldiers. But where am I now?" + +"With Sandie--I beg his reverence's pardon--with the Rev. the padre of +Drumtochty," and Kate went over and sat down beside the General to +anticipate any rebellion, for it was a joy to see the warrior turning +into a boy before her eyes. "Well?" + +"We had a royal dinner, as it seemed to me. Sandie has a couple of +servants, man and wife, who rule him with a rod of iron, but I would +forgive that for the cooking and the loyalty. After dinner he +disappeared with a look of mystery, and came back with a cobwebbed +bottle of the old shape, short and bunchy, which he carried as if it +were a baby. + +"'Just two bottles of my father's port left; we 'll have one to-day to +welcome you back, and we 'll keep the other to celebrate your +daughter's marriage.' He had one sister, younger by ten years, and her +death in girlhood nearly broke his heart. It struck me from something +he said that his love is with her; at any rate, he has never married. +Sandie has just one fault--he would not touch a cheroot; but he snuffs +handsomely out of his father's box. + +"Of course, I can't say anything about his preaching, but it's bound to +be sensible stuff." + +"Bother the sermons; he 's an old dear himself, and I know we shall be +great friends. We 'll flirt together, and you will not have one word +to say, so make up your mind to submit." + +"We shall have good days in the old place, lassie; but you know we are +poor, and must live quietly. What I have planned is a couple of handy +women or so in the house with Donald. Janet is going to live at the +gate where she was brought up, but she will look after you well, and we +'ll always have a bed and a glass of wine for a friend. Then you can +have a run up to London and get your things, Kit," and the General +looked wistfully at his daughter, as one who would have given her a +kingdom. + +"Do you think your girl cares so much about luxuries and dresses? Of +course I like to look well--every woman does, and if she pretends +otherwise she 's a hypocrite; but money just seems to make some women +hideous. It is enough for me to have you all to myself up in your old +home, and to see you enjoying the rest you have earned. We'll be as +happy as two lovers, dad," and Kate threw an arm round her father's +neck and kissed him. + +"We have to change here," as the train began to slow; "prepare to see +the most remarkable railway in the empire, and a guard to correspond." +And then it came upon them, the first sight that made a Drumtochty +man's heart warm, and assured him that he was nearing home. + +An engine on a reduced scale, that had once served in the local goods +department of a big station, and then, having grown old and asthmatic, +was transferred on half-pay, as it were, to the Kildrummie branch, +where it puffed between the junction and the terminus half a dozen +times a day, with two carriages and an occasional coal truck. Times +there were when wood was exported from Kildrummie, and then the train +was taken down in detachments, and it was a pleasant legend that, one +market day, when Drumtochty was down in force, the engine stuck, and +Drumsheugh invited the Glen to get out and push. The two carriages +were quite distinguished in construction, and had seen better days. +One consisted of a single first-class compartment in the centre, with a +bulge of an imposing appearance, supported on either side by two +seconds. As no native ever travelled second, one compartment had been +employed as a reserve to the luggage van, so that Drumtochty might have +a convenient place of deposit for calves, but the other was jealously +reserved by Peter Bruce for strangers with second-class tickets, that +his branch might not be put to confusion. The other carriage was +three-fourths third class and one-fourth luggage, and did the real +work; on its steps Peter stood and dispensed wisdom, between the +junction and Kildrummie. + +But neither the carriages nor the engine could have made history +without the guard, beside whom the guards of the main line--even of the +expresses that ran to London--were as nothing--fribbles and weaklings. +For the guard of the Kildrummie branch was absolute ruler, lording it +over man and beast without appeal, and treating the Kildrummie +stationmaster as a federated power. Peter was a short man of great +breadth, like unto the cutting of an oak-tree, with a penetrating grey +eye, an immovable countenance, and bushy whiskers. It was understood +that when the line was opened, and the directors were about to fill up +the post of guard from a number of candidates qualified by long +experience on various lines, Peter, who had been simply wasting his +time driving a carrier's cart, came in, and sitting down opposite the +board--two lairds and a farmer--looked straight before him without +making any application. It was felt by all in an instant that only one +course was open, in the eternal fitness of things. Experience was well +enough, but special creation was better, and Peter was immediately +appointed, his name being asked by the chairman afterwards as a +formality. From the beginning he took up a masterful position, +receiving his human cargo at the junction and discharging it at the +station with a power that even Drumtochty did not resist, and a +knowledge of individuals that was almost comprehensive. It is true +that, boasting one Friday evening concerning the "crooded" state of the +train, he admitted with reluctance that "there 's a stranger in the +second I canna mak oot," but it is understood that he solved the +problem before the man got his luggage at Kildrummie. + +Perhaps Peter's most famous achievement was his demolition of a south +country bagman, who had made himself unpleasant, and the story was much +tasted by our guard's admirers. This self-important and vivacious +gentleman, seated in the first, was watching Peter's leisurely +movements on the Kildrummie platform with much impatience, and lost all +self-control on Peter going outside to examine the road for any distant +passenger. + +"Look here, guard, this train ought to have left five minutes ago, and +I give you notice that if we miss our connection I 'll hold your +company responsible." + +At the sound of this foreign voice with its indecent clamour, Peter +returned and took up his position opposite the speaker, while the staff +and the whole body of passengers--four Kildrummie and three Drumtochty, +quite sufficient for the situation--waited the issue. Not one word did +Peter deign to reply, but he fixed the irate traveller with a gaze so +searching, so awful, so irresistible, that the poor man fell back into +his seat and pretended to look out at the opposite window. After a +pause of thirty seconds, Peter turned to the engine-driver. + +"They 're a' here noo, an' there 's nae use waitin' langer; ca' awa', +but ye needna distress the engine." + +It was noticed that the foolhardy traveller kept the full length of the +junction between himself and Peter till the Dunleith train came in, +while his very back was eloquent of humiliation, and Hillocks offered +his snuff-box ostentatiously to Peter, which that worthy accepted as a +public tribute of admiration. + +"Look, Kate, there he is;" and there Peter was, standing in his +favourite attitude, his legs wide apart and his thumbs in his armholes, +superior, abstracted, motionless till the train stopped, when he came +forward. + +[Illustration: Peter was standing in his favourite attitude.] + +"Prood tae see ye, General, coming back at laist, an' the Miss wi' ye; +it 'll no be the blame o' the fouk up by gin ye bena happy. Drumtochty +hes an idea o' itsel', and peety the man 'at tries tae drive them, but +they 're couthy. + +"This wy, an' a'll see tae yir luggage," and before Peter made for the +Dunleith van it is said that he took off his cap to Kate; but if so, +this was the only time he had ever shown such gallantry to a lady. + +Certainly he must have been flustered by something, for he did not +notice that Carmichael, overcome by shyness at the sight of the +Carnegies in the first, had hid himself in the second, till he closed +the doors; then the Carnegies heard it all. + +"It's I, Peter," very quietly; "your first has passengers to-day, +and . . . I 'll just sit here." + +"Come oot o' that," after a moment, during which Peter had simply +looked; then the hat and the tweeds came stumbling into the first, +making some sort of a bow and muttering an apology. + +"A'll tak' yir ticket, Maister Carmichael," with severity. "General," +suddenly relaxing, "this is the Free Kirk minister of yir pairish, an' +a 'm jidgin' he 'll no try the second again." + +Carmichael lifted his head and caught Kate's eye, and at the meeting of +humour they laughed aloud. Whereupon the General said, "My daughter, +Miss Carnegie," and they became so friendly before they reached +Kildrummie that Carmichael forgot his disgraceful appearance and when +the General offered him a lift up, simply clutched at the opportunity. + +The trap was a four-wheeled dog-cart. Kate drove, with her father by +her side and Carmichael behind, but he found it necessary to turn round +to give information of names and places, and he so managed that he +could catch Kate's profile half the time. + +When he got down at the foot of the hill by Hillocks' farm, to go up +the near road, instead thereof he scrambled along the ridge, and looked +through the trees as the carriage passed below; but he did not escape. + +"What's he glowerin' at doon there?" Hillocks inquired of Jamie Soutar, +to whom he was giving some directions about a dyke, and Hillocks made a +reconnaissance. "A 'll warrant that's the General and his dochter. +She 's a weel-faured lassie an' speerity-lookin'." + +"It cowes a'," said Jamie to himself; "the first day he ever saw her; +but it's aye the way, aince an' ever, or . . . never." + +"What's the Free Kirk, dad?" when Carmichael had gone. "Is it the same +as the Methodists?" + +"No, no, quite different. I 'm not up in those things, but I 've heard +it was a lot of fellows who would not obey the laws, and so they left +and made a kirk for themselves, where they do whatever they like. By +the way, that was the young fellow we saw giving the dogs water at +Muirtown. I rather like him; but why did he look such a fool, and try +to escape us at the junction?" + +"How should I know? I suppose because he is a . . . foolish boy. And +now, dad, for the Lodge and Tochty woods." + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A HOME OF MANY GENERATIONS. + +It was the custom of the former time to construct roads on a straight +line, with a preference for uphill and down, and engineers refused to +make a circuit of twenty yards to secure level ground. There were two +advantages in this uncompromising principle of construction, and it may +be doubtful which commended itself most to the mind of our fathers. +Roads were drained after the simplest fashion, because a standing pool +in the hollow had more than a compensation in the dryness of the ascent +and descent, while the necessity of sliddering down one side and +scrambling up the other reduced driving to the safe average of four +miles an hour--horse-doctors forming a class by themselves, and being +preserved in their headlong career by the particular Providence which +has a genial regard for persons who have too little sense or have taken +too much liquor. Degenerate descendants, anxious to obtain the maximum +of speed with the minimum of exertion, have shown a quite wonderful +ingenuity in circumventing hills, so the road between Drumtochty Manse +and Tochty Lodge gate was duplicated, and the track that plunged into +the hollow was now forsaken of wheeled traffic and overgrown with grass. + +"This way, Kate; it's the old road, and the way I came to kirk with my +mother. Yes, it's narrow, but we'll get through and down below--it is +worth the seeing." + +So they forced a passage where the overgrown hedges resisted the +wheels, and the trees, wet with a morning shower, dashed Kate's jacket +with a pleasant spray, and the rail of the dog-cart was festooned with +tendrils of honeysuckle and wild geranium. + +"There is the parish kirk of Drumtochty," as they came out and halted +on the crest of the hill, "and though it be not much to look at after +the Norman churches of the south, it's a brave old kirk in our fashion, +and well set in the Glen." + +For it stood on a knoll, whence the ground sloped down to the Tochty, +and it lay with God's acre round it in the shining of the sun. Half a +dozen old beeches made a shadow in the summer-time, and beat off the +winter's storms. One standing at the west corner of the kirkyard had a +fuller and sweeter view of the Glen than could be got anywhere save +from the beeches at the Lodge; but then nothing like unto that can be +seen far or near, and I have marvelled why painting men have never had +it on their canvas. + +"Our vault is at the east end, where the altar was in the old days, and +there our dead of many generations lie. A Carnegie always prayed to be +buried with his people in Drumtochty, but as it happened, two out of +three of our house have fallen on the field, and so most of us have not +had our wish. + +"Black John, my great-grandfather, was out in '45, and escaped to +France. He married a Highland lassie orphaned there, and entered the +French service, as many a Scot did before him since the days of the +Scots Guards. But when he felt himself a-dying, he asked leave of the +English government to come home, and he would not die till he laid +himself down in his room in the tower. Then he gave directions for his +funeral, how none were to be asked of the county folk but Drummonds and +Hays and Stewarts from Blair Athole and such like that had been out +with the Prince. And he made his wife promise that she would have him +dressed for his coffin as he fought on Culloden field, for he had kept +the clothes. + +"Then he asked that the window should be opened that he might hear the +lilting of the burn below; and he called for my grandfather, who was +only a young lad, and commanded him to enter one of the Scottish +regiments and be a loyal kingsman, since all was over with the Stewarts. + +"He said a prayer and kissed his wife's hand, being a courtly +gentleman, and died listening to the sound of the water running over +the stones in the den below." + +"It was as good as dying on the field," said Kate, her face flushing +with pride; "that is an ancestor worth remembering; and did he get a +worthy funeral?" + +"More than he asked for; his old comrades gathered from far and near, +and some of the chiefs that were out of hiding came down, and they +brought him up this very road, with the pipers playing before the +coffin. Fifty gentlemen buried John Carnegie, and every man of them +had been out with the Prince. + +"When they gathered in the stone hall you 'll see soon, his +friend-in-arms, Patrick Murray, gave three toasts. The first was 'the +king,' and every man bared his head; the second was 'to him that is +gone;' the third was 'to the friends that are far awa';' and then one +of the chiefs proposed another, 'to the men of Culloden;' and after +that every gentleman dashed his glass on the floor. Though he was only +a little lad at the time, my grandfather never forgot the sight. + +"He also told me that his mother never shed a tear, but looked prouder +than he ever saw her, and before they left the hall she bade each +gentleman good-bye, and to the chief she spoke in Gaelic, being of +Cluny's blood and a gallant lady. + +"Another thing she did also which the lad could not forget, for she +brought down her husband's sword from the room in the turret, and +Patrick Murray, of the House of Athole, fastened it above the big +fireplace, where it hangs unto this day, crossed now with my father's, +as you will see, Kate, unless we stand here all day going over old +stories." + +"They 're glorious stories, dad; why did n't you tell them to me +before? I want to get into the spirit of the past and feel the +Carnegie blood swinging in my veins before we come to the Lodge. What +did they do afterwards, or was that all?" + +"They mounted their horses in the courtyard, and as each man passed out +of the gate he took off his hat and bowed low to the widow, who stood +in a window I will show you, and watched till the last disappeared into +the avenue; but my grandfather ran out and saw them ride down the road +in order of threes, a goodly company of gentlemen. But this sight is +better than horsemen and swords." + +They were now in the hollow between the kirk and the Lodge, a cup of +greenery surrounded by wood. Behind, they still saw the belfry through +the beeches; before, away to the right, the grey stone of a turret +showed among the trees. The burn that sang to Black John ran beneath +them with a pleasant sound, and fifty yards of turf climbed up to the +cottage where the old road joined the new and the avenue of the Lodge +began. Over this ascent the branches met, through which the sunshine +glimmered and flickered, and down the centre came a white and brown cow +in charge of an old woman. + +"It's Bell Robb, that lives in the cottage there among the bushes. I +was at the parish school with her, Kate--she 's just my age--for we +were all John Tamson's bairns in those days, and got our learning and +our licks together, laird's son and cottar's daughter. + +"People would count it a queer mixture nowadays, but there were some +advantages in the former parish school idea; there were lots of +cleverer subalterns in the old regiment, but none knew his men so well +as I did. I had played and fought with their kind. Would you mind +saying a word to Bell . . . just her name or something?" for this was a +new life to the pride of the regiment, as they called Kate, and +Carnegie was not sure how she might take it. Kate was a lovable lass, +but like every complete woman, she had a temper and a stock of +prejudices. She was good comrade with all true men, although her heart +was whole, and with a few women that did not mince their words or carry +two faces, but Kate had claws inside the velvet, and once she so +handled with her tongue a young fellow who offended her that he sent in +his papers. What she said was not much, but it was memorable, and +every word drew blood. Her father was never quite certain what she +would do, although he was always sure of her love. + +"Do you suppose, dad, that I 'm to take up with all your friends of the +jackdaw days? You seem to have kept fine company." Kate was already +out of the dogcart, and now took Bell by the hand. + +"I am the General's daughter, and he was telling me that you and he +were playmates long ago. You 'll let me come to see you, and you 'll +tell me all his exploits when he was John Carnegie?" + +[Illustration: "I am the General's daughter."] + +"To think he minded me, an' him sae lang awa' at the weary wars." Bell +was between the laughing and the crying. "We 're lifted to know oor +laird 's a General, and that he's gotten sic honour. There's nae bluid +like the auld bluid, an' the Carnegies cud aye afford to be hamely. + +"Ye're like him," and Bell examined Kate carefully; "but a' can tell +yir mither's dochter, a weel-faured mettlesome lady as wes ever seen; +wae 's me, wae 's me for the wars," at the sight of Carnegie's face; +"but ye 'll come in to see Marjorie. A 'll mak her ready," and Bell +hurried into the cottage. + +"Marjorie has been blind from her birth. She was the pet of the +school, and now Bell takes care of her. Davidson was telling me that +she wanted to support Marjorie off the wages she earns as a field hand +on the farms, and the parish had to force half-a-crown a week on them; +but hear this." + +"Never mind hoo ye look," Bell was speaking. "A' canna keep them +waitin' till ye be snoddit." + +"Gie me ma kep, at ony rate, that the minister brocht frae Muirtown, +and Drumsheugh's shawl; it wudna be respectfu' to oor Laird, an' it his +first veesit;" and there was a note of refinement in the voice, as of +one living apart. + +"Yes, I'm here, Marjorie," and the General stooped over the low bed +where the old woman was lying, "and this is my daughter, the only child +left me; you would hear that all my boys were killed." + +"We did that, and we were a' wae for ye; a' thocht o' ye and a' saw ye +in yir sorrow, for them 'at canna see ootside see the better inside. +But it 'll be some comfort to be in the hame o' yir people aince mair, +and to ken ye 've dune yir wark weel. It's pleasant for us to think +the licht 'll be burnin' in the windows o' the Lodge again, and that ye +'re come back aifter the wars. + +"Miss Kate, wull ye lat me pass ma hand ower yir face, an' then a 'll +ken what like ye are better nor some 'at hes the joy o' seein' ye wi' +their een. . . . The Glen 'll be the happier for the sicht o' ye; a' +thank ye for yir kindness to a puir woman." + +"If you begin to pay compliments, Marjorie, I 'll tell you what I think +of that cap; for the pink is just the very shade for your complexion, +and it's a perfect shape." + +"Ma young minister, Maister Carmichael, seleckit it in Muirtown, an' a' +heard that he went ower sax shops to find one to his fancy; he never +forgets me, an' he wrote me a letter on his holiday. A'body likes him +for his bonnie face an' honest ways." + +"Oh, I know him already, Marjorie, for he drove up with us, and I +thought him very nice; but we must go, for you know I 've not yet seen +our home, and I 'm just tingling with curiosity." + +"You 'll not leave without breakin' bread; it's little we hae, but we +can offer ye oat-cake an' milk in token o' oor loyalty," and then Bell +brought the elements of Scottish food; and when Marjorie's lips moved +in prayer as they ate, it seemed to Carnegie and his daughter like a +sacrament. So the two went from the fellowship of the poor to their +ancient house. + +They drove along the avenue between the stately beeches that stood on +either side and reached out their branches, almost but not quite unto +meeting, so that the sun, now in the south, made a train of light down +which the General and Kate came home. At the end of the beeches the +road wheeled to the right, and Kate saw for the first time the +dwelling-place of her people. Tochty Lodge was of the fourth period of +Scottish castellated architecture, and till it fell into disrepair was +a very perfect example of the sixteenth century mansion-house, where +strength of defence could not yet be dispensed with, for the Carnegies +were too near the Highland border to do without thick walls or to risk +habitation on the ground floor. The buildings had first been erected +on the L plan, and then had been made into a quadrangle, so that on the +left was the main part, with a tower at the south-west corner over the +den, and a wing at the south-east coming out to meet the gate. On the +north-east and north were a tower and rooms now in ruins, and along the +west ran a wall some six feet high with a stone walk three feet from +the top, whence you could look down on the burn. A big gateway, whose +doors were of oak studded with nails, with a grated lattice for +observation, gave entrance to the courtyard. In the centre of the yard +there was an ancient oak and a draw well whose water never failed. The +eastern face was bare of ivy, except at the north corner, where stood +the jackdaws' tower; but the rough grey stone was relieved by the +tendrils and red blossoms of the hardy tropaeolum which despises the +rich soil of the south and the softer air, and grows luxuriantly on our +homely northern houses. As they came to the gateway, the General bade +Kate pull up and read the scroll above, which ran in clear-cut letters-- + + TRY AND THEN + TRVST BETTER GVDE + ASSVRANCE + BOT TRUST NOT + OR YE TRY FOR FEAR + OF REPENTANCE. + + +"We 've been a slow dour race, Kit, who never gave our heart lightly, +but having given it, never played the traitor. Fortune has not +favoured us, for acre after acre has gone from our hands, but, thank +God, we 've never had dishonour." + +"And never will, dad, for we are the last of the race." + +Janet Macpherson was waiting in the deep doorway of the tower, and gave +Kate welcome as one whose ancestors had for four generations served the +Carnegies, since the day Black John had married a Macpherson. + +[Illustration: Janet Macpherson was waiting in the deep doorway.] + +"Calf of my heart," she cried, and took Kate in her arms. "It is your +foster-mother that will be glad to see you in the home of your people, +and will be praying that God will give you peace and good days." + +Then they went up the winding stone stair, with deep, narrow windows, +and came into the dining-hall where the fifty Jacobites toasted the +king and many a gathering had taken place in the olden time. It was +thirty-five feet long by fifteen broad, and twenty-two feet high. The +floor was of flags over arches below, and the bare stone walls showed +at the windows and above the black oak panelling which reached ten feet +from the ground. The fireplace was six feet high, and so wide that two +could sit on either side within. Upon the mantelpiece the Carnegie +arms stood out in bold relief under the two crossed swords. One or two +portraits of dead Carnegies and some curious weapons broke the monotony +of the walls, and from the roof hung a finely wrought iron candelabra. +The western portion of the hall was separated by a screen of open +woodwork, and made a pleasant dining-room. A door in the corner led +into the tower, which had a library, with Carnegie's bedroom above, and +higher still Kate's room, each with a tiny dressing closet. For the +Carnegies always lived together in this tower, and their guests at the +other end of the hall. The library had two windows. From one you +could look down and see nothing but the foliage of the den, with a +gleam of water where the burn made a pool, and from the other you +looked over a meadow with big trees to the Tochty sweeping round a +bend, and across to the high opposite banks covered with brush-wood. +First they visited Carnegie's room. + +"Here have we been born, and died if we did not fall in battle, and +it's not a bad billet after all for an old soldier. Yes, that is your +mother when we were married, but I like this one better," and the +General touched his breast, for he carried his love next his heart in a +silver locket of Indian workmanship. + +Three fine deerskins lay on the floor, and one side of the room was +hung with tapestry; but the most striking piece of furnishing in the +room was an oak cupboard, sunk a foot into the wall. + +"I 'll show you something in that cabinet after luncheon, Kate; but now +let's see your room." + +"How beautiful, and how cunning you have been," and then she took an +inventory of the furniture, all new, but all in keeping with the age of +the room. "You have spent far too much on a very self-willed and +bad-tempered girl, and all I can do is to make you promise that you +will come up here sometimes and let me give you tea in this +window-seat, where we can see the woods and the Tochty." + +"Well, Donald," said the General at table to his faithful servant, "how +do you think Drumtochty will suit you?" + +"Any place where you and Miss Kate will be living iss a good place for +me, and there are six or maybe four men I hef been meeting that hef the +language, but not good Gaelic--just poor Perthshire talk," for Donald +was a West Highlander, and prided himself on his better speech. + +"And what about a kirk, Donald? Aren't you Free like Janet?" + +"Oh, yes, I am Free; but it iss not to that kirk I will be going most +here, and I am telling Janet that she will be caring more about a man +that hass a pleasant way with him than about the truth." + +"What's wrong with things, Donald, since we lay in Edinburgh twenty +years ago, and you used to give me bits of the Free Kirk sermons?" + +"It iss all wrong that they hef been going these last years, for they +stand to sing and they sit to pray, and they will be using human himes. +And it iss great pieces of the Bible they hef cut out, and I am told +that they are not done yet, but are going from bad to worse," and +Donald invited questioning. + +"What more are they after, man?" + +"It will be myself that has found it out, and it iss only what might be +expected, but I am not saying that you will be believing me." + +"Out with it, Donald; let's hear what kind of people we 've come +amongst." + +"They 've been just fairly left to themselves, and the godless bodies +hef taken to watering the whisky." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +A SECRET CHAMBER. + +"The cabinet now, dad, and at once," when they went up the stairs and +were standing in the room. "Just give me three guesses about the +mystery; but first let me examine." + +It was pretty to see Kate opening the doors, curiously carved with +hunting scenes, and searching the interior, tapping with her knuckles +and listening for a hollow sound. + +"Is it a treasure we are to find? Then that's one point. Not in the +cabinet? I have it; there is a door into some other place; am n't I +right?" + +"Where could it be? We're in a tower cut off from the body of the +Lodge, with a room above and a room below;" and the General sat down to +allow full investigation. + +After many journeys up and down the stair, and many questions that +brought no light, Kate played a woman's trick up in her room. + +"The General wishes to show me the concealed room in this tower, Janet, +or whatever you call it. Would you kindly tell us how to get entrance? +You need n't come down; just explain to me;" and Kate was very pleasant +indeed. + +"Yes, I am hearing there iss a room in the tower, Miss Kate, that +strangers will not be able to find; and it would be very curious if the +Carnegies did not have a safe place for an honest gentleman when he +wass in a little trouble. All the good houses will have their secret +places, and it will not be easy to find some of them. Oh no; now I +will remember one at Glamis Castle. . . ." + +"Never mind Glamis, nurse, for the General is waiting. Where is the +spring? is it in the oak cabinet?" + +"It will be good for the General to be resting himself after his +luncheon, and he will be thinking many things in his room. Oh yes," +continued Janet, settling herself down to narrative, and giving no heed +to Kate's beguiling ways, "old Mary that died near a hundred would be +often telling me stories of the old days when I wass a little girl, and +the one I liked best wass about the hiding of the Duke of Perth." + +"You will tell me that to-morrow, when I come down to see your house, +Janet, and to-day you 'll tell me how to open the spring." + +"But it would be a pity not to finish the story about the Duke of +Perth, for it goes well, and it will be good for a Carnegie to hear +it." And Kate flung herself into the window-seat, but was hugely +interested all the same. + +"Mary wass sitting at her door in the evening, and that would be three +days after Culloden, for the news had been sent by a sure hand from the +Laird, when a man came riding along the road, and as soon as Mary saw +him she knew he wass somebody; but perhaps it will be too long a +story," and Janet began to arrange dresses in a wardrobe. + +"No, no; as you have begun it, I want to hear the end, but quick, for +there 's the room to see and the rest of the Lodge before it grows +dark. What like was he?" + +"He wass a man that looked as if he would be commanding, but his +clothes were common grey, and stained with the road. He wass very +tired, and could hardly hold himself up in the saddle, and his horse +wass covered with foam. 'Is this Tochty Lodge?' he asked, softening +his voice as one trying to speak humbly. 'I am passing this way, and +have a message for Mistress Carnegie; think you that I can have speech +of her quietly?' + +"So Mary will go up and tell the lady that one wass waiting to see her, +and that he seemed a noble gentleman. When they came down to the +courtyard he had drawn water for his horse from the well, and wass +giving him to drink, thinking more of the beast that had borne him than +of his own need, as became a man of birth. + +"At the sight of the lady he took off his bonnet and bowed low, and +asked if he might hef a private audience, to which Mistress Carnegie +replied, 'We are private here,' and asked, 'Have you been with my son?' + +"'We fought together for the Prince three days since--my name is Perth. +I am escaping for my life, and desire a brief rest, if it please you, +and bring no danger to your house.' + +"'Ye had been welcome, my Lord Duke,' and Mary used to show how her +mistress straightened herself, though you were the poorest soldier that +had drawn his sword for the good cause, and ye will stay here till it +be safe for you to escape to France.' + +"He wass four weeks hidden in the room, and although the soldiers +searched all the house, they could never find the place, and Mrs. +Carnegie put scorn upon them, asking why they did her so much honour +and whom they sought. Oh yes, it wass a cunning place for the bad +times, and you will be pleased to see it." + +"And the secret, Janet," cried Kate, her hand upon the door; "you know +it quite well." + +"So does the General, Catherine of my heart," said Janet, "and he will +be liking to show it himself." + +So Kate departed in a rage, and gave orders that there be no more +delay, for she would not spend an afternoon seeking for rat-holes. + +"No rat-hole, Kit, but a very fair chamber for a hunted man; it is +twenty years and more since this door opened last, for none knows the +trick of it save Janet and myself. There it goes." + +A panel in the back of the cabinet slid aside behind its neighbour and +left a passage through which one could squeeze himself with an effort. + +"We go up a stair now, and must have light; a candle will do; the air +is perfectly pure, for there 's plenty of ventilation;" and then they +crept up by steps in the thickness of the walls, till they stood in a +chamber under six feet high, but otherwise as large as the bedroom +below. The walls were lined with wood, and there were two tiny slits +that gave air, but hardly any light. The only furniture in the room +was an oaken chest, clasped with iron and curiously locked. + +"Our plate chest, Kit; but there 'a not much silver and gold in it, +worse luck for you, lassie; in fact, we're a pack of fools to set store +by it. There 's nothing in the kist but some old clothes, and perhaps +some buckles and such like. I dare say there is a lock of hair also. +Some day we will have a look inside." + +"To-day, instantly," and Kate shook her father. "You are a dreadful +hypocrite, for I can see that you would rather Tochty were burned down +than this box be lost. Are there any relics of Prince Charlie in it? +Quick." + +"Be patient; it's a difficult key to turn; there now;" but there was +not much to see--only pieces of woollen cloth tightly folded down. + +[Illustration: "It's a difficult key to turn."] + +"Call Janet, Kate, for she ought to see this opening, and we 'll carry +everything down to my room, for no one could tell what like things are +in this gloom. Yes, Perth lived here for weeks, and used to go up to +the gallery where Black John's mother sat with her maid; but the son +was hiding in the North, and never reached his house till he came to +die." + +First of all they came upon a ball dress of the former time, of white +silk, with a sash of Macpherson tartan, besides much fine lace. + +"That is the dress your great-grandmother wore as a bride at the Court +of Versailles in the fifties. She was only a lassie, and seemed like +her husband's daughter. The Prince danced with her, and they counted +the dress something to be kept, and that night Locheil and Cluny also +had a reel with Sheena Carnegie, while Black John looked like a young +man, for he had been too sorely wounded to be able to dance with her +himself." And then the General carried down with his own hands a +Highland gentleman's evening dress, trews of the Royal tartan, and a +velvet coat with silver buttons, and a light plaid of fine cloth. + +"And this was her husband's dress that night; but why the Stewart +tartan?" + +"No, lassie, that is the suit the Prince wore at Holyrood, where he +gave a great ball after Prestonpans, and danced with the Edinburgh +ladies. It was smuggled across to France at last with other things of +the Prince's, and he gave it to Carnegie. 'It will remind you of our +great days,' he said, 'when the Stewarts saw their friends in Mary's +Palace.'" + +Last of all, the General lifted out a casket and laid it on his table. +Within it was a brooch, such as might once have been worn either by a +man or a woman; diamonds set in gold, and in the midst a lock of fair +hair. + +"Is it really, father? . . ." And Kate took the jewel in her hand. + +"Yes, the Prince's hair--his wedding present to Sheena Macpherson." + +Kate kissed it fervently, and passed it to Janet, who placed it +carefully in the box, while the General made believe to laugh. + +"Your mother wore the brooch on great occasions, and you will do the +same, Kit, for auld lang syne. There are two or three families left in +Perthshire that will like to see it on your breast." + +"Yes, and there will maybe be more than two or three that will like to +see the lady that wears it." This from Janet. + +"Your compliments are a little late, and you may keep them to yourself, +Janet; it would have been kinder to tell me. . . ." + +"Tell you what?" And the General looked very provoking. + +"I hate to be beaten." Kate first looked angry, and then laughed. +"What else is there to see?" + +"There is the gallery, which is the one feature in our poor house, and +we will try to reach it from the Duke's hiding-place, for it was a +cleverly designed hole, and had its stair up as well as down." And +then they all came out into one of the strangest rooms you could find +in Scotland, and one that left a pleasant picture in their minds who +had seen it lit of a winter night, and the wood burning on the hearth, +and Kate dancing a reel with Lord Hay or some other brisk young man, +while the General looked on from one of the deep window recesses. + +The gallery extended over the hall and Kate's drawing-room, and +measured fifty feet long from end to end. The upper part of the walls +was divided into compartments by an arcading, made of painted pilasters +and flat arches. Each compartment had a motto, and this was on one +side of the fireplace: + + A nice wyfe and + A back doore + Oft maketh a rich + Man poore. + + +And on the other:-- + + Give liberalye + To neidfvl folke + Denye nane of + Them al for litle + Thow knawest heir + In this lyfe of what + Chaunce may the + Befall. + + +The glory of the gallery, however, was its ceiling, which was of the +seventeenth century work, and so wonderful that many learned persons +used to come and study it. After the great disaster when the Lodge was +sold and allowed to fall to pieces, this fine work went first, and now +no one examining its remains could have imagined how wonderful it was, +and in its own way how beautiful. This ceiling was of wood, painted, +and semi-elliptical in form, and one wet day, when we knew not what +else to do, Kate and I counted more than three hundred panels. It was +an arduous labour for the neck, and the General refused to help us; but +I am sure that we did not make too many, for we worked time about, +while the General took note of the figures, and our plan was that each +finished his tale of work at some amazing beast, so that we could make +no mistake. Some of the panels were circles, and they were filled in +with coats-of-arms; some were squares and they contained a bestiary of +that day. It was hard indeed to decide whether the circles or the +squares were more interesting. The former had the arms of every family +in Scotland that had the remotest connection with the Carnegies, and +besides swept in a wider field, comprising David, King of Israel, who +was placed near Hector of Troy, and Arthur of Brittany not far from +Moses--all of whom had appropriate crests and mottoes. In the centre +were the arms of our Lord Christ as Emperor of Judea, and the chief +part of them was the Cross. But it came upon one with a curious shock, +to see this coat among the shields of Scottish nobles. There were +beasts that could be recognised at once, and these were sparingly +named; but others were astounding, and above them were inscribed titles +such as these: Shoe-lyon, Musket, Ostray; and one fearsome animal in +the centre was designated the Ram of Arabia. This display of heraldry +and natural history was reinforced by the cardinal virtues in +seventeenth century dress: Charitas as an elderly female of extremely +forbidding aspect, receiving two very imperfectly clad children; and +Temperantia as a furious-looking person--male on the whole rather than +female--pouring some liquor--surely water--from a jug into a cup, with +averted face, and leaving little to be desired. The afternoon sun +shining in through a western window and lingering among the black and +white tracery, so that the marking of a shield came into relief or a +beast suddenly glared down on one, had a weird, old-world effect. + +"It's half an armoury and half a menagerie," said Kate, "and I think we +'ll have tea in the library with the windows open to the Glen." And so +they sat together in quietness, with books of heraldry and sport and +ancient Scottish classics and such like round them, while Janet went +out and in. + +"So Donald has been obliged to leave his kirk;" for Kate had not yet +forgiven Janet. "He says it's very bad here; I hope you won't go to +such a place." + +"What would Donald Macdonald be saying against it?" inquired Janet, +severely. + +"Oh, I don't remember--lots of things. He thought you were making too +much of the minister." + +"The minister iss a good man, and hass some Highland blood in him, +though he hass lost his Gaelic, and he will be very pleasant in the +house. If I wass seeing a sheep, and it will be putting on this side +and that, and quarrelling with everybody, do you know what I will be +thinking?" + +"That's Donald, I suppose; well?" + +"I will say to myself, that sheep iss a goat." And Janet left the room +with the laurels of victory. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +CONCERNING BESOMS. + +It is one of the miseries of modern life, for which telephones are less +than compensation, that ninety out of a hundred city folk have never +known the comfort and satisfaction of dwelling in a house. When the +sashes are flying away from the windows and the skirting boards from +the floor, and the planks below your feet are a finger breadth apart, +and the pipes are death-traps, it does not matter that the walls are +covered by art papers and plastered over with china dishes. This +erection, wherein human beings have to live and work and fight their +sins and prepare for eternity, is a fraud and a lie. No man compelled +to exist in such an environment of unreality can respect himself or +other people; and if it come to pass that he holds cheap views of life, +and reads smart papers, and does sharp things in business, and that his +talk be only a clever jingle, then a plea in extenuation will be lodged +for him at the Great Assize. Small wonder that he comes to regard the +world of men as an empty show and is full of cynicism, who has shifted +at brief intervals from one shanty to another and never had a fit +dwelling-place all his years. When a prophet cometh from the Eternal +to speak unto modern times as Dante did unto the Middle Ages, and +constructs the other world before our eyes, he will have one circle in +his hell for the builders of rotten houses, and doubtless it will be a +collection of their own works, so that their sin will be its +punishment, as is most fitting and the way of things. + +Surely there will also be some corner of heaven kept for the man who, +having received a charge to build the shell wherein two people were to +make a home, laid its foundations deep and raised strong walls that +nothing but gunpowder could rend in pieces, and roofed it over with +oaken timber and lined it with the same, so that many generations might +live therein in peace and honour. Such a house was the Lodge in those +days, although at last beginning to show signs of decay, and it somehow +stirred up the heroic spirit of the former time within a man to sit +before the big fire in the hall, with grim Carnegies looking down from +the walls and daring you to do any meanness, while the light blazing +out from a log was flung back from a sword that had been drawn in the +'15. One was unconsciously reinforced in the secret place of his +manhood, and inwardly convinced that what concerneth every man is not +whether he fail or succeed, but that he do his duty according to the +light which may have been given him until he die. It was also a +regeneration of the soul to awake in a room of the eastern tower, where +the Carnegies' guests slept, and fling up the window, with its small +square panes, to fill one's lungs with the snell northern air, and look +down on the woods glistening in every leaf, and the silver Tochty just +touched by the full risen sun. Miracles have been wrought in that +tower, for it happened once that an Edinburgh advocate came to stay at +the Lodge, who spake after a quite marvellous fashion, known neither in +England nor Scotland; and being himself of pure bourgeois blood, the +fifth son of a factor, felt it necessary to despise his land, from its +kirk downwards, and had a collection of japes at Scottish ways, which +in his provincial simplicity he offered to the Carnegies. It seemed to +him certain that people of Jacobite blood and many travels would have +relished his clever talk, for it is not given to a national decadent to +understand either the people he has deserted or the ancient houses at +whose door he stands. Carnegie was the dullest man living in the +matter of sneering, and Kate took an instant dislike to the mincing +little man, whom she ever afterwards called the Popinjay, and so +handled him with her tongue that his superiority was mightily shaken. +But there was good stuff in the advocate, besides some brains, and +after a week's living in the Lodge, he forgot to wear his eye-glass, +and let his r's out of captivity, and attempted to make love to Kate, +which foolishness that masterful damsel brought to speedy confusion. +It was also said that when he went back to the Parliament House, every +one could understand what he said, and that he got two briefs in one +week, which shows how good it is to live in an ancient house with +honest people. + +"Is there a ghost, dad?" They were sitting before the fire in the hall +after dinner--Kate in her favourite posture, leaning forward and +nursing her knee. The veterans and I thought that she always looked at +her best so, with her fine eyes fixed on the fire, and the light +bringing her face into relief against the shadow. We saw her feet +then--one lifted a little from the ground--and V. C. declared they were +the smallest you could find for a woman of her size. + +[Illustration: Kate in her favourite position.] + +"She knows it, too," he used to say, "for when a woman has big feet she +always keeps them tucked in below her gown. A woman with an eight-size +glove and feet to correspond is usually a paragon of modesty, and +strong on women's rights." + +"Kate's glove is number six, and I think it's a size too big," broke in +the Colonel--we were all lying in the sun on a bank below the beeches +at the time, and the Colonel was understood to be preparing a sermon +for some meeting--"but it's a strong little hand, and a steady; she +used to be able to strike a shilling in the air at revolver practice." + +"Ghost, lassie. Oh, in the Lodge, a Carnegie ghost--not one I've ever +heard of; so you may sleep in peace, and I 'm below if you feel lonely +the first night." + +"You are most insulting; one would think I were a milksop. I was +hoping for a ghost--a white lady by choice. Did no Carnegie murder his +wife, for instance, through jealousy or quarrelling?" + +"The Carnegies have never quarrelled," said the General, with much +simplicity; "you see the men have generally been away fighting, and the +women had never time to weary of them." + +"No woman ever wearies of a man unless he be a fool and gives in to +her--then she grows sick of him. Life might be wholesome, but it would +have no smack; it would be like meat without mustard. If a man cannot +rule, he ought not to marry, for his wife will play the fool in some +fashion or other like a runaway horse, and he has half the blame. Why +did he take the box-seat?" and Kate nodded to the fire. "What are you +laughing at?" + +"Perhaps I ought to be shocked, but the thought of any one trying to +rule you, Kit, tickles me immensely. I have had the reins since you +were a bairn, and you have been a handful. You were a 'smatchit' at +six years old, and a 'trimmie' at twelve, and you are qualifying for +the highest rank in your class." + +"What may that be, pray? it seems to me that the Scottish tongue is a +perfect treasure-house for impertinent people. How Scots must +congratulate themselves that they need never be at a loss when they are +angry or even simply frank." + +"If it comes to downright swearing, you must go to Gaelic," said the +General, branching off. "Donald used to be quite contemptuous of any +slight efforts at profanity in the barrack yard, although they sickened +me. 'Toots, Colonel; ye do not need to be troubling yourself with such +poor little words, for they are just nothing at all, and yet the bodies +will be saying them over and over again like parrots. Now a Lochaber +man could hef been saying what he wass wanting for fifteen minutes, and +nefer hef used the same word twice, unless he had been forgetting his +Gaelic. It's a peautiful language, the Gaelic, when you will not be +fery well pleased with a man.'" + +"That is very good, dad, but I think we were speaking in Scotch, and +you have not told me that nice complimentary title I am living to +deserve. Is 'cutty' the disreputable word? for I think I 've passed +that rank already; it sounds quite familiar." + +"No, it's a far more fetching word than 'cutty,' or even than 'randy' +(scold), which you may have heard." + +"I have," replied Kate instantly, "more than once, and especially after +I had a difference in opinion with Lieutenant Strange. You called me +one or two names then, dad---in fact you were quite eloquent; but you +know that he was a bad fellow, and that the regiment was well rid of +him; but I 'm older now, and I have not heard my promotion." + +"It's the most vigorous word that Scots have for a particular kind of +woman." + +"Describe her," demanded Kate. + +"One who has a mind of her own," began the General, carefully, "and a +way, too, who is not easily cowed or managed, who is not . . ." + +"A fool," suggested Kate. + +"Who is not conspicuously soft in manner," pursued the General, with +discretion, "who might even have a temper." + +"Not a tame rabbit, in fact. I understand what you are driving at, and +I know what a model must feel when she is being painted. And now +kindly pluck up courage and name the picture." And Kate leant back, +with her hand behind her head, challenging the General--if he dared. +"Well?" + +"Besom." And he was not at all ashamed, for a Scot never uses this +word without a ring of fondness and admiration in his voice, as of one +who gives the world to understand that he quite disapproves of this +audacious woman, wife or daughter of his, but is proud of her all the +time. It is indeed a necessity of his nature for a Scot to have husks +of reproach containing kernels of compliment, so that he may let out +his heart and yet preserve his character as an austere person, +destitute of vanity and sentiment. + +"Accept your servant's thanks, my General. I am highly honoured." And +Kate made a sweeping courtesy, whereupon they both laughed merrily; and +a log blazing up suddenly made an old Carnegie smile who had taken the +field for Queen Mary, and was the very man to have delighted in a besom. + +"When I was here in June"--and the General stretched himself in a deep +red leather chair--"I stood a while one evening watching a fair-haired, +blue-eyed little maid who was making a daisy chain and singing to +herself in a garden. Her mother came out from the cottage, and, since +she did not see me, devoured the child with eyes of love. Then +something came into her mind--perhaps that the good man would soon be +home for supper; she rushed forward and seized the child, as if it had +been caught in some act of mischief. 'Come into the hoose, this +meenut, ye little beesom, an' say yir carritches. What's the chief end +o' man?'" + +"Could she have been so accomplished at that age?" Kate inquired, with +interest. "Are you sure about the term of endearment? Was the child +visibly flattered?" + +"She caught my eye as they passed in, and flung me a smile like one +excusing her mother's fondness. But Davidson hears better things, for +as soon as he appears the younger members of a family are taken from +their porridge and set to their devotions. + +"'What are ye glowerin' at there, ye little cutty? Toom (empty) yir +mooth this meenut and say the twenty-third Psalm to the minister.'" + +"Life seems full of incident, and the women make the play. What about +the men? Are they merely a chorus?" + +"A stranger spending a week in one of our farm-houses would be ready to +give evidence in a court of justice that he had never seen women so +domineering or men so submissive as in Drumtochty. + +"And why? Because the housewife who sits in church as if butter would +n't melt in her mouth speaks with much fluency and vigour at home, and +the man says nothing. His normal state is doing wrong and being +scolded from morning till night--for going out without his breakfast, +for not cleaning his boots when he comes in, for spoiling chairs by +sitting on them with wet clothes, for spilling his tea on the +tablecloth, for going away to market with a dusty coat, for visiting +the stable with his Sunday coat, for not speaking at all to visitors, +for saying things he ought n't when he does speak--till the +long-suffering man, raked fore and aft, rushes from the house in +desperation, and outside remarks to himself, by way of consolation, +'Losh keep 's! there 's nae livin' wi' her the day; her tongue 's +little better than a threshing-mill.' His confusion, however, is +neither deep nor lasting, and in a few minutes he has started for a +round of the farm in good heart, once or twice saying 'Sall' in a way +that shows a lively recollection of his wife's gifts." + +"Then the men love to be ruled," began Kate, with some contempt; "it +does not give me a higher idea of the district." + +"Wait a moment, young woman, for all that goes for nothing except to +show that the men allow the women to be supreme in one sphere." + +"In the dairy, I suppose?" + +"Perhaps; and a very pleasant kingdom, too, as I remember it, when a +hot, thirsty, tired laddie, who had been fishing or ferreting, was +taken into the cool, moist, darkened place, and saw a dish of milk +creamed for his benefit by some sonsy housewife. Sandie and I used to +think her omnipotent, and heard her put the gude man through his +facings with awe, but by-and-by we noticed that her power had limits. +When the matter had to do with anything serious, sowing or reaping or +kirk or market, his word was law. + +"He said little, but it was final, and she never contradicted; it was +rare to hear a man call his wife by name; it was usually 'gude wife,' +and she always referred to him as the 'maister.' And without any +exception, these silent, reserved men were 'maister;' they had a look +of authority." + +"They gave way in trifles, to rule in a crisis, which is just my idea +of masculine government," expatiated Kate. "A woman likes to say what +she pleases and have her will in little things; she has her way, and if +a man corrects her because she is inaccurate, and nags at her when she +does anything he does not approve, then he is very foolish and very +trying, and if she is not quite a saint, she will make him suffer. + +"Do you remember Dr. Pettigrew, that prim little effigy of a man, and +his delightful Irish wife, and how conversation used to run when he was +within hearing?" + +"Glad to have a tasting, Kit," and the General lay back in expectation. + +"'Oi remember him, as foine an upstanding young officer as ye would +wish to see, six feet in his boots.' + +"'About five feet ten, I believe, was his exact height, my dear.' + +"'Maybe he was n't full grown then, but he was a good-looking man, and +as pretty a rider as ever sat on a horse. Well, he was a Warwickshire +man . . .' + +"'Bucks, he said himself.' + +"'He was maybe born in both counties for all you know.' + +"'Alethea,' with a cough and reproving look. + +"'At any rate Oi saw him riding in a steeplechase in the spring of '67, +at Aldershot.' + +"'It must, I think, have been '66. We were at Gibraltar in '67. +Please be accurate.' + +"'Bother your accuracy, for ye are driving the pigs through my story. +Well, Oi was telling ye about the steeplechase Jimmy Brook rode. It +was a mile, and he had led for half, and so he was just four hundred +yards from the post.' + +"'A half would be eight hundred and eighty yards.' + +"'Oi wish from my heart that geography, arithmetic, memory, and +accuracy, and every other work of Satan were drowned with Moses in the +Red Sea. Go, for any sake, and bring me a glass of irritated water.'" + +"Capital," cried the General. "I heard that myself, or something like +it. Pettigrew was a tiresome wretch, but he was devoted to his wife in +his own way." + +"Which was enough to make a woman throw things at him, as very likely +Alethea did when they were alone. What a fool he was to bother about +facts; the charm of Lithy was that she had none--dates and such like +would have made her quite uninteresting. The only dates I can quote +myself are the Rebellion and the Mutiny, and I 'll add the year we came +home. I don't like datey women; but then it's rather cheap for one to +say that who does n't know anything," and Kate sighed very becomingly +at the contemplation of her ignorance. + +"Except French, which she speaks like a Parisian," murmured the General. + +"That's a fluke, because I was educated at the Scotch convent with +these dear old absurd nuns who were Gordons, and Camerons, and +Macdonalds, and did n't know a word of English." + +"Who can manage her horse like a rough-rider," continued the General, +counting on his finger, "and dance like a Frenchwoman, and play whist +like a half-pay officer, and--" + +"That's not education; those are simply the accomplishments of a besom. +You know, dad, I 've never read a word of Darwin, and I got tired of +George Eliot and went back to Scott." + +"I 've no education myself," said the General, ruefully, "except the +Latin the old dominie thrashed into me; and some French which all our +set in Scotland used to have, and . . . I can hold my own with the +broadsword. When I think of all those young officers know, I wonder we +old chaps were fit for anything." + +"Well, you see, dad," and Kate began to count also, "you were made of +steel wire, and were never ill; you could march for a day and rather +enjoy a fight in the evening; you would go anywhere, and the men +followed just eighteen inches behind; you always knew what the enemy +was going to do before he did it, and you always did what he did n't +expect you to do. That's not half the list of your accomplishments, +but they make a good beginning for a fighting man." + +"It will be all mathematics in the future, Kit, and there will be no +fighting at close quarters. The officers will wear gloves and +spectacles--but where are we now, grumbling as if we were sitting in a +club window? Besides, these young fellows can fight as well as pass +exams. You were saying that it was a shame of a man to complain of his +wife flirting," and the General studied the ceiling. + +"You know that I never said anything of the kind; some women are flirty +in a nice way, just as some are booky, and some are dressy, and some +are witty, and some are horsey; and I think a woman should be herself. +I should say the right kind of man would be proud of his wife's strong +point, and give her liberty." + +"He is to have none, I suppose, but just be a foil to throw her into +relief. Is he to be allowed any opinions of his own? . . . It looks +hard, that cushion, Kit, and I 'm an old broken-down man." + +"You deserve leather, for you know what I think about a man's position +quite well. If he allow himself to be governed by his wife in serious +matters, he is not worth calling a man." + +"Like poor Major Macintosh." + +"Exactly. What an abject he was before that woman, who was simply--" + +"Not a besom, Kate," interrupted the General, anxiously--afraid that a +classical word was to be misused. + +"Certainly not, for a besom must be nice, and at bottom a lady--in +fact, a woman of decided character." + +"Quite so. You 've hit the bull's-eye, Kit, and paid a neat compliment +to yourself. Have you a word for Mrs. Macintosh?" + +"A vulgar termagant"--the General indicated that would do--"who would +call her husband an idiot aloud before a dinner-table, and quarrel like +a fishwife with people in his presence. + +"Why, he daren't call his soul his own; he belonged to the kirk, you +know, and there was a Scotch padre, but she marched him off to our +service, and if you had seen him trying to find the places in the +Prayer-book. If a man has n't courage enough to stand by his faith, he +might as well go and hang himself. Don't you think the first thing is +to stick by your religion, and the next by your country, though it cost +one his life?" + +"That's it, lassie; every gentleman does." + +"She was a disgusting woman," continued Kate, "and jingling with money: +I never saw so many precious stones wasted on one woman; they always +reminded me of a jewel in a swine's snout." + +"Kate!" remonstrated her father, "that's . . ." + +"Rather coarse, but it's her blame; and to hear Mrs. Macintosh +calculating what each officer had--I told her we would live in a Lodge +at home and raise our own food. My opinion is that her father was a +publican, and I 'm sure she had once been a Methodist." + +"Why?" + +"Because she was so Churchy, always talking about celebrations and +vigils, and explaining that it was a sin to listen to a Dissenting +chaplain." + +"Then, Kate, if your man--as they say here--tried to make you hold his +views?" + +"I wouldn't, and I'd hate him." + +"And if he accepted yours?" + +"I 'd despise him," replied Kate, promptly. + +"You are a perfect contradiction." + +"You mean I 'm a woman, and a besom, and therefore I don't pretend to +be consistent or logical, or even fair, but I am right." + +Then they went up the west tower to the General's room, and looked out +on the woods and the river, and on a field of ripe corn upon the height +across the river, flooded with the moonlight. + +"Home at last, lassie, you and I, and another not far off, maybe." + +Kate kissed her father, and said, "One in love, dad . . . and faith." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +A PLEASAUNCE. + +The General read Morning Prayers in brief, omitting the Psalms and +lessons, and then after breakfast, with much gossip and ancient stories +from Donald, the father and daughter went out to survey their domain, +and though there be many larger, yet there can be few more romantic in +the north. That Carnegie had a fine eye and a sense of things who, out +of all the Glen--for the Hays had little in Drumtochty in those +days--fastened on the site of the Lodge and planted three miles of +wood, birch and oak, and beech and ash, with the rowan tree, along the +river that goes out and in seven times in that distance, so that his +descendants might have a fastness for their habitation and their +children might grow up in kindly woods on which the south sun beats +from early spring till late autumn, and within the sight and sound of +clean, running water. No wonder they loved their lonely home with +tenacious hearts, and left it only because it was in their blood to be +fighting. They had been out at Langside and Philiphaugh, in the '15 +and the '45, and always on the losing side. The Lodge had never been +long without a young widow and a fatherless lad, but family history had +no warning for him--in fact, seemed rather to be an inspiration in the +old way--for no sooner had the young laird loved and married than he +would hear of another rebellion, and ride off some morning to fight for +that ill-fated dynasty whose love was ever another name for death. +There was always a Carnegie ready as soon as the white cockade appeared +anywhere in Scotland, and each of the house fought like the men before +him, save that he brought fewer at his back and had less in his pocket. +Little was left to the General and our Kate, and then came the great +catastrophe that lost them the Lodge, and so the race has now neither +name nor house in Scotland, save in the vault in Drumtochty Kirk. It +is a question whether one is wise to revisit any place where he has +often been in happier times and see it desolate. For me, at least, it +was a mistake, and the melancholy is still upon me. The deserted house +falling at last to pieces, the over-grown garden, the crumbling paths, +the gaping bridges over the little burns, and the loneliness, chilled +one's soul. There was no money to spare in the General's time, but it +is wonderful what one gardener, who has no hours, and works for love's +sake, can do, even in a place that needed half a dozen. Then he was +assisted unofficially by Donald, who declared that working in the woods +was "fery healthy and good for one or two small cuts I happened to get +in India," and Kate gave herself to the garden. The path by the river +was kept in repair, and one never knew when Kate might appear round the +corner. Once I had come down from the cottage on a fine February day +to see the snowdrops in the sheltered nooks, for there were little +dells white as snow at that season in Tochty woods, and Kate, hearing +that I had passed, came of her kindness to take me back to luncheon. +She had on a jacket of sealskin that we greatly admired, and a felt hat +with three grouse feathers on the side, and round her throat a red +satin scarf. The sun was shining on the bend of the path, and she came +into the light singing "Jack o' Hazeldean," walking, as Kate ever did +in song, with a swinging step like soldiers on a march. It seemed to +me that day that she was born to be the wife either of a noble or a +soldier, and I still wish at times within my heart she were Countess of +Kilspindie, for then the Lodge had been a fair sight to-day, and her +father had died in his own room. And other times I have imagined +myself Kilspindie, who was then Lord Hay, and questioned whether I +should have ordered Tochty to be dismantled and left a waste as it is +this day, and would have gone away to the wars, or would not have loved +to keep it in order for her sake, and visited it in the springtime when +the primroses are out, and the autumn when the leaves are blood-red. +Then I declare that Hay, being of a brave stock, and having acted as a +man of honour--for that is known to all now--ought to have put a good +face on his disappointment; but all the time I know one man who would +have followed Lord Hay's suit, and who regrets that he ever again saw +Tochty Lodge. + +[Illustration: One gardener who . . . works for love's sake.] + +"First of all," said the General as they sallied forth, "we shall go to +the Beeches, and see a view for which one might travel many days, and +pay a ransom." + +So they went out into the court with its draw-well, from which they +must needs have a draught. Suddenly the General laid down the cup like +a man in sudden pain, for he was thinking of Cawnpore, and they passed +quickly through the gateway and turned into a path that wound among +great trees that had been planted, it was said, by the Carnegie who +rode with Montrose. They were walking on a plateau stretching out +beyond the line of the Lodge, and therefore commanding the Glen, if one +had eyes to see and the trees were not in the way. Kate laid her hand +on the General's arm beneath an ancient beech, and they stood in +silence to receive the blessing of the place, for surely never is the +soul so open to the voice of nature as by the side of running water and +in the heart of a wood. The fretted sunlight made shifting figures of +brightness on the ground; above the innumerable leaves rustled and +whispered; a squirrel darted along a branch and watched the intruders +with bright, curious eyes; the rooks cawed from the distance; the +pigeons cooed in sweet, sad cadence close at hand. They sat down on +the bare roots at their feet and yielded themselves to the genius of +the forest--the god who will receive the heart torn and distracted by +the fierce haste and unfinished labours and vain ambitions of life, and +will lay its fever to rest and encompass it with the quietness of +eternity. + +"Father," whispered Kate, after a while, as one wishing to share +confidences, for there must be something to tell, "where are you?" + +"You wish to know? Well, all day I 've been fishing down the stream, +and am coming home, very tired, very dirty, very happy, and I meet my +mother just outside those trees. I am boasting of the fish that I have +caught, none of which, I 'm sure, can be less than half a pound. She +is rating me for my appearance and beseeching me to keep at a distance. +Then I go home and down into the vaulted kitchen, where Janet's mother +gives me joyous welcome, and produces dainties saved from dinner for my +eating. The trouts are now at biggest only a quarter of a pound, for +they have to be cooked as a final course, but those that were hooked +and escaped are each a pound, except one in the hole below Lynedoch +Bridge, which was two pounds to an ounce. Afterwards I make a brave +attempt to rehearse the day in the gunroom to Sandie, who first taught +me to cast a line, and fall fast asleep, and, being shaken up, sneak +off to bed, creeping slowly up the stair, where the light is falling, +to the little room above yours, where, as I am falling over, I seem to +hear my mother's voice as in this sighing of the wind. Ah me, what a +day it was! And you, Kit?" + +"Oh, I was back in the convent with my nuns, and Sister Flora was +trying to teach me English grammar in good French, and I was correcting +her in bad French, and she begins to laugh because it is all so droll. +'I am Scotch, and I teach you English all wrong, and you tell me what I +ought to say in French which is all wrong; let us go into the garden,' +for she was a perfect love, and always covered my faults. I am sitting +in the arbour, and the Sister brings a pear that has fallen. 'I do not +think it is wicked,' she says, and I say it is simply a duty to eat up +fallen pears, and we laugh again. As we sit, they are singing in the +chapel, and I hear 'Ave Maria, ora pro nobis.' Then I think of you, +and the tears will come to my eyes, and I try to hide my face, but the +Sister understands and comforts me. 'Your father is a gallant +gentleman, and the good God pities you, and will keep him in danger,' +and I fondle the Sister, and wonder whether any more pears have fallen. +How peaceful it is within that high wall, which is rough and forbidding +outside, but inside it is hung with greenery, and among the leaves I +see pears and peaches. But I missed you, dad," and Kate touched her +father, for they had a habit of just touching each other gently when +together. + +"Do you really think we have been in India, and that you have a dozen +medals, and I am . . . an old maid?" + +"Certainly not, Kit, a mere invention--we are boy and girl, and . . . +we 'll go on to the view." + +Suddenly they came out from the shade into a narrow lane of light, +where some one of the former time, with an eye and a soul, had cleared +a passage among the trees, so that one standing at the inner end and +looking outwards could see the whole Glen, while the outstretched +branches of the beeches shaded his eyes. Morning in the summer-time +about five o'clock was a favourable hour, because one might see the +last mists lift, and the sun light up the face of Ben Urtach, and +evening-tide was better, because the Glen showed wonderfully tender in +the soft light, and the Grampians were covered with glory. But it was +best to take your first view towards noon, for then you could trace the +Tochty upwards as it appeared and reappeared, till it was lost in woods +at the foot of Glen Urtach, with every spot of interest on either side. +Below the kirk it ran broad and shallow, with a bank of brushwood on +one side and a meadow on the other, fringed with low bushes from behind +which it was possible to drop a fly with some prospects of success, +while in quite unprotected situations the Drumtochty fish laughed at +the tempter, and departed with contemptuous whisks of the tail. Above +the haughs was a little mill, where flax was once spun and its lade +still remained, running between the Tochty and the steep banks down +which the glen descended to the river. Opposite this mill the Tochty +ran with strength, escaping from the narrows of the bridge, and there +it was that Weelum MacLure drove across Sir George in safety, because +the bridge was not for use that day. Whether that bridge was really +built by Marshall Wade in his great work of pacifying the Highlands is +very far from certain, but Drumtochty did not relish any trifling with +its traditions, and had a wonderful pride in its solitary bridge, as +well it might, since from the Beeches nothing could well be more +picturesque. Its plan came nearly to an inverted V, and the apex was +just long enough to allow the horses to rest after the ascent, before +they precipitated themselves down the other side. During that time the +driver leant on the ledge, and let his eye run down the river, taking +in the Parish Kirk above and settling on the Lodge, just able to be +seen among the trees where the Tochty below turned round the bend. +What a Drumtochty man thought on such occasions he never told, but you +might have seen even Whinnie nod his head with emphasis. The bridge +stood up clear of banks and woods, grey, uncompromising, +unconventional, yet not without some grace of its own in its high arch +and abrupt descents. One with good eyes and a favouring sun could see +the water running underneath, and any one caught its sheen higher up, +before a wood came down to the water's edge and seemed to swallow up +the stream. Above the wood it is seen again, with a meal mill on the +Tochty left nestling in among the trees, and one would call it the +veriest burn, but it was there that Posty lost his life to save a +little child. And then it dwindles into the thinnest thread of silver, +and at last is seen no more from the beeches. From the Tochty the eye +makes its raids on north and south. The dark, massy pine-woods on the +left side of the glen are broken at intervals by fields as they +threaten to come down upon the river, and their shelter lends an air of +comfort and warmth to the glen. On the right the sloping land is +tilled from the bank above the river up to the edge of the moor that +swells in green and purple to the foot of the northern rampart of +mountains, but on this side also the glen here and there breaks into +belts of fir, which fling their kindly arms round the scattered +farm-houses, and break up the monotony of green and gold with squares +of dark green foliage and the brown of the tall, bare trunks. Between +the meandering stream and the cultivated land and the woods and the +heather and the distant hills, there was such a variety as cannot be +often gathered into the compass of one landscape. + +[Illustration: Among the great trees.] + +"And all our own," cried Kate in exultation; "let us congratulate +ourselves." + +"I only wish it were, lassie. Why, did n't you understand we have only +these woods and a few acres of ploughed land now?" + +"You stupid old dad; I begin to believe that you have had no education. +Of course the Hays have got the land, but we have the view and the joy +of it. This is the only place where one can say to a stranger, 'Behold +Drumtochty,' and he will see it at a flash and at its best." + +"You 're brighter than your father, Kit, and a contented lassie to +boot, and for that word I'll take you straight to the Pleasaunce." + +"What a charming name; it suggests a fairy world, with all sorts of +beautiful things and people." + +"Quite right, Kit"--leading the way down to a hollow, surrounded by +wood and facing the sun, the General opened a door in an ivy-covered +wall--"for there is just one Pleasaunce on the earth, and that is a +garden." + +It had been a risk to raise certain people's expectations and then +bring them into Tochty garden, for they can be satisfied with no place +that has not a clean-shaven lawn and beds of unvarying circles, +pyrethrum, calceolaria, and geranium, and brakes of rare roses, and +glass-houses with orchids worth fifty pound each, which is a garden in +high life, full of luxury, extravagance, weariness. As Kate entered, a +moss rose which wandered at its will caught her skirt, and the General +cut a blossom which she fastened in her breast, and surely there is no +flower so winsome and fragrant as this homely rose. + +"Like yourself, Miss Carnegie," and the General rallied his simple wit +for the occasion, "very sweet and true, with a thorn, too, if one +gripped it the wrong way." + +Whereat he made believe to run, and had the better speed because there +were no gravel walks with boxwood borders here, but alleys of old turf +that were pleasant both to the touch and the eye. In the centre where +all the ways met he capitulated with honours of war, and explained that +he had intended to compare Kate to a violet, which was her natural +emblem, but had succumbed to the temptation of her eyes, "which make +men wicked, Kit, with the gleam that is in them." + +"Is n't it a tangle?" Which it was, and no one could look upon it +without keen delight, unless he were a horticultural pedant in whom the +appreciation of nature had been killed by parterres. There was some +principle of order, and even now, when the Pleasaunce is a wilderness, +the traces can be found. A dwarf fruit tree stood at every corner, and +between the trees a three-foot border of flowers kept the peas and +potatoes in their places. But the borders were one sustained, +elaborate, glorified disorder. There were roses of all kinds that have +ever gladdened poor gardens and simple hearts--yellow tea roses, moss +roses with their firm, shapely buds, monthly roses that bore nearly all +the year in a warm spot, the white briar that is dear to north country +people, besides standards in their glory, with full round purple +blossom. Among the roses, compassing them about and jostling one +another, some later, some earlier in bloom, most of them together in +the glad summer days, one could find to his hand wall-flowers and +primroses, sweet-william and dusty-miller, daisies red and white, +forget-me-nots and pansies, pinks and carnations, marigolds and phloxes +of many varieties. The confusion of colours was preposterous, and +showed an utter want of aesthetic sense. In fact, one may confess that +the Lodge garden was only one degree removed from the vulgarity and +prodigality of nature. There was no taste, no reserve, no harmony +about that garden. Nature simply ran riot and played according to her +will like a child of the former days, bursting into apple blossom and +laburnum gold and the bloom of peas and the white strawberry flower in +early summer, and then, later in the year, weaving garlands of blazing +red, yellow, white, purple, round beds of stolid roots and brakes of +currant bushes. There was a copper beech, where the birds sang, and +from which they raided the fruit with the skill of Highland caterans. +The Lodge bees lived all day in this garden, save when they went to +reinforce their sweetness from the heather bloom. The big trees stood +round the place and covered it from every wind except the south, and +the sun was ever blessing it. There was one summer-house, a mass of +honeysuckle, and there they sat down as those that had come back to +Eden from a wander year. + +"Well, Kit?" + +"Thank God for our Pleasaunce." And they would have stayed for hours, +but there was one other spot that had a fascination for the General +neither years nor wars had dulled, and he, who was the most +matter-of-fact and romantic of men, must see and show it to his +daughter before they ceased. + +"A mile and more, Kit, but through the woods and by the water all the +way." + +Sometimes they went down a little ravine made by a small burn fighting +and wearing its way for ages to the Tochty, and stood on a bridge of +two planks and a handrail thrown over a tiny pool, where the water was +resting on a bed of small pebbles. The oak copse covered the sides of +the tiny glen and met across the streamlet, and one below could see +nothing but greenery and the glint of the waterfall where the burn +broke into the bosky den from the bare heights above. Other times the +path, that allowed two to walk abreast if they wished very much and +kept close together, would skirt the face of the high river bank, and +if you peeped down through the foliage of the clinging trees you could +see the Tochty running swiftly, and the overhanging branches dipping in +their leaves. Then the river would make a sweep and forsake its bank, +leaving a peninsula of alluvial land between, where the geranium and +the hyacinth and the iris grew in deep, moist soil. One of these was +almost clear of wood and carpeted with thick, soft turf, and the river +beside it was broad and shining. + +"We shall go down here," said the General, "and I will show you +something that I count the finest monument in Perthshire, or maybe in +broad Scotland." + +In the centre of the sward, with trees just touching it with the tips +of their branches, was a little square, with a simple weather-beaten +railing. And the General led Kate to the spot, and stood for a while +in silence. + +"Two young Scottish lassies, Kate, who died two hundred years ago, and +were buried here, and this is the ballad-- + + "'Bessie Bell and Mary Grey + They were twa bonnie lassies, + They biggit a hoose on yonder brae + And theikit it ower wi' rashes.'" + + +Then the General and Kate sat down by the river edge, and he told her +the deathless story,--how in the plague of 1666 they fled to this +district to escape infection; how a lover came to visit one of them and +brought death in his kiss; how they sickened and died; how they were +laid to rest beside the Tochty water; and generations have made their +pilgrimage to the place, so wonderful and beautiful is love. They +loved, and their memory is immortal. + +Kate rested her chin on her hand and gazed at the running water, which +continued while men and women live and love and die. + +"He ought not to have come; it was a cowardly, selfish act, but I +suppose," added the General, "he could not keep away." + +"Be sure she thought none the less of him for his coming, and I think a +woman will count life itself a small sacrifice for love," and Kate went +over to the grave. + +A thrush was singing as they turned to go, and nothing was said on the +way home till they came near the Lodge. + +"Who can that be going in, Kate? He seems a padre." + +"I do not know, unless it be our fellow traveller from Muirtown; but he +has been redressing himself, and is not improved. + +"Father," and Kate stayed the General, as they crossed the threshold of +their home, "we have seen many beautiful things to-day, for which I +thank you; but the greatest was love." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +A WOMAN OF THE NEW DISPENSATION. + +Carmichael's aunt, who equipped his house, was determined on one point, +and would not hear of a clerical housekeeper for her laddie. Margaret +Meiklewham--a woman of a severe countenance, and filled with the spirit +of the Disruption--who had governed the minister of Pitscowrie till his +decease, and had been the terror of callow young probationers, offered +herself, and gave instances of her capability. + +"Gin ye leave yir nephew in my hands, ye needna hae ony mair concern. +A 'll manage him fine, an' hand him on the richt road. Ye may lippen +tae 't, a' wesna five and thirty year wi' Maister MacWheep for naethin'. + +"He wes a wee fractious and self-willed at the off-go, an' wud be +wantin' this an' that for his denner, but he sune learned tae tak' what +wes pit afore him; an' as for gaein' oot withoot tellin' me, he wud as +sune hae thocht o' fleein'; when he cam' in he keepit naethin' back at +his tea. + +"Preachin' wes kittle wark in Pitscoorie, for the fouk were awfu' +creetics, though they didna maybe think sae muckle o' themselves as +Drumtochty. A' aye githered their jidgment through the week, an' gin +he hed made a slip meddling wi' warks or sic-like in his sermon, it wes +pit richt next Sabbath, and sovereignty whuppit in at the feenish. + +"Ye ken the Auld Kirk hes tae be watchit like a cat wi' a moose, an' +though a' say it as sudna, Maister MacWheep wud hae made a puir job o' +the business himsel'. The pairish meenister wes terrible plausible, +an' askit oor man tae denner afore he wes settled in his poopit, an' he +wes that simple, he wud hae gaen," and Margaret indicated by an +uplifting of her eyebrows the pitiable innocence of MacWheep. + +"Ye guidit him, nae doot?" inquired Carmichael's aunt, with interest. + +"'Maister MacWheep,' says I," and Miss Meiklewham's lips were very +firm, "'a 'll no deny that the Auld Kirk is Christian, an' a've never +said that a Moderate cudna be savit, but the less trokin' (trafficking) +ye hae wi' them the better. There 's maybe naethin' wrang wi' a +denner, but the next thing 'll be an exchange o' poopits, and the day +ye dae that ye may close the Free Kirk.' + +"And the weemen"--here the housekeeper paused as one still lost in +amazement at the audacity with which they had waylaid the helpless +MacWheep--"there wes ae madam in Muirtown that hed the face tae invite +hersel' oot tae tea wi' three dochters, an' the way they wud flatter +him on his sermons wes shamefu'. + +"If they didna begin askin' him tae stay wi' them on Presbytery days, +and Mrs. MacOmish hed the face tae peety him wi' naebody but a +hoosekeeper. He lat oot tae me though that the potatoes were as hard +as a stone at denner, an' that he hed juist ae blanket on his bed, +which wesna great management for four weemen." + +As Carmichael's aunt seemed to be more and more impressed, Margaret +moistened her lips and rose higher. + +"So the next time ma lady comes oot tae see the spring flowers," she +said, "a' explained that the minister wes sae delicate that a' didna +coont it richt for him tae change his bed, and a' thocht it wud be mair +comfortable for him tae come hame on the Presbytery nichts, an' safer. + +"What said she? No a word," and Miss Meiklewham recalled the ancient +victory with relish. "She lookit at me, and a' lookit at her, an' +naething passed; but that wes the laist time a' saw her at the manse. +A 've hed experience, and a 'm no feared tae tak' chairge o' yir +nephew." + +Carmichael's aunt was very deferential, complimenting the eminent woman +on her gifts and achievements, and indicating that it would be hard for +a young Free Kirk minister to obtain a better guardian; but she had +already made arrangements with a woman from the south, and could not +change. + +Drumtochty was amazed at her self-will, and declared by the mouth of +Kirsty Stewart that Carmichael's aunt had flown in the face of +Providence. Below her gentle simplicity she was however a shrewd +woman, and was quite determined that her nephew should not be handed +over to the tender mercies of a clerical housekeeper, who is said to be +a heavier yoke than the Confession of Faith, for there be clever ways +of escape from confessions, but none from Margaret Meiklewham; and +while all the churches are busy every year in explaining that their +Articles do not mean what they say, Miss Meiklewham had a snort which +was beyond all she said, and that was not by any means restricted. + +"John," said Carmichael's aunt, one day after they had been buying +carpets, "I 've got a housekeeper for you that will keep you +comfortable and can hold her tongue," but neither then nor afterwards, +neither to her nephew nor to Drumtochty, did Carmichael's aunt tell +where she secured Sarah. + +"That's my secret, John," she used to say, with much roguishness, "an' +ye maun confess that there 's ae thing ye dinna ken. Ye 'll hae the +best-kept manse in the Presbytery, an' ye 'll hae nae concern, sae be +content." + +Which he was, and asked no questions, so that he knew no more of Sarah +the day she left than the night she arrived; and now he sometimes +speculates about her history, but he has no clue. + +She was an event in the life of the parish, and there are those who +speak of her unto this day with exasperation. The new housekeeper was +a subject of legitimate though ostentatiously veiled curiosity, and it +was expected that a full biography by Elspeth Macfadyen would be at the +disposal of the kirkyard, as well as the Free Kirk gate, within ten +days of her arrival; it might even be on the following Sabbath, +although it was felt that this was asking too much of Elspeth. + +It was on the Friday evening Mrs. Macfadyen called, with gifts of +butter and cream for the minister, and was received with grave, silent +courtesy. While they played with the weather, the visitor made a swift +examination, and she gave the results on Sabbath for what they were +worth. + +"A tall, black wumman, spare an' erect, no ill-faured nor ill-made; na, +na, a 'll alloo that; a trig, handy cummer, wi' an eye like a hawk an' +a voice like pussy; nane o' yir gossipin', haverin', stravaigin' kind. +He 'll be clever 'at gets onything out o' her or maks much o' a bargain +wi' her. + +"Sall, she 's a madam an' nae mistak'. If that waefu', cunnin', +tramping wratch Clockie didna come tae the door, where I was sittin', +an' askit for the new minister. Ye ken he used tae come an' hear +Maister Cunningham on the principles o' the Disruption for an 'oor, +givin' oot that he wes comin' roond tae the Free Kirk view; then he got +his denner an' a suit o' claithes." + +"A' mind o' Clockie gettin' five shillin's ae day," remarked Jamie +Soutar, who was at the Free Kirk that morning; "he hed started Dr. +Chalmers wi' the minister; Dr. Guthrie he coontit to be worth aboot +half-a-croon; but he aince hed three shillin's oot o' the Cardross +case. He wes graund on the doctrine o' speeritual independence, and +terrible drouthy; but a 'm interruptin' ye, Elspeth." + +"'The minister is at dinner,' says she, 'and can't be disturbed; he +sees no one at the door.' + +"'It's reeligion a 'm come aboot,' says Clockie, stickin' in his foot +tae keep the door open, 'an' a'll juist wait at the fire.' + +"'It's more likely to be whisky from your breath, and you will find a +public-house in the village; we give nothing to vagrants here.' Then +she closed the door on his foot, and the language he used in the yard +wesna connectit wi' reeligion." + +Drumtochty admitted that this showed a woman of vigour--although our +conventions did not allow us to treat Clockie or any known wastrel so +masterfully--and there was an evident anxiety to hear more. + +"Her dress wes black an' fittit like a glove, an' wes set aff wi' a +collar an' cuffs, an' a' saw she hedna come frae the country, so that +wes ae thing settled; yon 's either a toon dress or maybe her ain +makin' frae patterns. + +"It micht be Edinburgh or Glesgie, but a' began tae jalouse England +aifter hearin' her hannel Clockie, sae a' watchit fur a word tae try +her tongue." + +"Wurk is a gude handy test," suggested Jamie; "the English hae barely +ae r, and the Scotch hae aboot sax in 't." + +"She wudna say 't, Jamie, though a' gied her a chance, speakin' aboot +ae wumman daein' a'thing in the manse, sae a' fell back on church, an' +that brocht oot the truth. She didna say 'chich,' so she 's no English +born, and she didna say 'churrrch,' so she 's been oot o' Scotland. It +wes half and between, and so a' said it wud be pleasant for her tae be +in her ain country again, aifter livin' in the sooth." + +Her hearers indicated that Elspeth had not fallen beneath herself, and +began to wonder how a woman who had lived in London would fit into +Drumtochty. + +"What div ye think she said tae me?" Then Drumtochty understood that +there had been an incident, and that Elspeth as a conversationalist, if +not as a raconteur, had found her equal. + +"'You are very kind to think of my movements, but'"--and here Mrs. +Macfadyen spoke very slowly--"'I'm afraid they don't teach home +geography at your school. Paisley is not out of Scotland.'" + +"Ye've met yir match, Elspeth," said Jamie, with a hoarse chuckle, and +the situation was apparent to all. It was evident that the new +housekeeper was minded to hide her past, and the choice of her last +residence was a stroke of diabolical genius. Paisley is an ancient +town inhabited by a virtuous and industrious people, who used to make +shawls and now spin thread, and the atmosphere is so literary that it +is believed every tenth man is a poet. Yet people do not boast of +having been born there, and natives will pretend they came from +Greenock. No one can mention Paisley without a smile, and yet no one +can say what amused him. Certain names are the source of perennial +laughter, in which their inhabitants join doubtfully, as persons not +sure whether to be proud or angry. They generally end in an apology, +while the public, grasping vaguely at the purpose of such a place, +settle on it every good tale that is going about the world unprovided +for and fatherless. So a name comes to be bathed in the ridiculous, +and a mere reference to it passes for a stroke of supreme felicity. + +"Paisley"--Jamie again tasted the idea--"she 'll be an acqueesition tae +the Glen." + +It was Sarah's first stroke of character to arrive without +notice--having utterly baffled Peter at the Junction--and to be in +complete possession of the manse on the return of Carmichael and his +aunt from pastoral visits. + +"Sarah," cried the old lady in amazement at the sight of the +housekeeper in full uniform, calm and self-possessed, as one having +been years in this place, "when did ye come?" + +"Two hours ago, m'am, and I think I understand the house. Shall I +bring tea into the dining-room, or would you rather have it in the +study?" But she did not once glance past his aunt to Carmichael, who +was gazing in silence at this composed young woman in the doorway. + +"This is Sarah, John, who hes come to keep yir house," and his aunt +stepped back. "Sarah, this is my dear laddie, the minister." + +Perhaps because her eyes were of a flashing black that pierced one like +a steel blade, Sarah usually looked down in speaking to you, but now +she gave Carmichael one swift, comprehensive look that judged him soul +and body, then her eyes fell, and her face, always too hard and keen, +softened. + +"I will try, sir, to make you comfortable, and you will tell me +anything that is wrong." + +"You took us by surprise, Sarah," and Carmichael, after his hearty +fashion, seized his housekeeper's hand; "let me bid you welcome to the +manse. I hope you will be happy here, and not feel lonely." + +But the housekeeper only bowed, and turned to his aunt. + +"Dinner at six? As you were not in, and it did not seem any use +consulting the woman that was here, I am preparing for that hour." + +"Well, ye see, Sarah, we have just been taking tea, with something to +it, but if--" + +"Gentlemen prefer evening dinner, ma'am." + +"Quite right, Sarah," burst in Carmichael in great glee; "tea-dinner is +the most loathsome meal ever invented, and we 'll never have it in the +Free Manse. + +"That is an admirable woman, auntie," as Sarah disappeared, "with sound +views on important subjects. I 'll never ask again where she came +from; she is her own testimonial." + +"You mauna be extravagant, John; Sarah hes never seen a manse before, +and I must tell her not to--" + +"Ruin me, do you mean, by ten courses every evening, like the dinners +West-end philanthropists used to give our men to show them how to +behave at table? We 'll be very economical, only having meat twice a +week--salt fish the other days--but it will always be dinner." + +"What ails you at tea-dinner, John? it's very tasty and homely." + +"It's wicked, auntie, and has done more injury to religion than +drinking. No, I'm not joking--that is a childish habit--but giving +utterance to profound truth, which ought to be proclaimed on the +house-tops, or perhaps in the kitchens. + +"Let me explain, and I 'll make it as plain as day--all heresy is just +bad thinking, and that comes from bad health, and the foundation of +health is food. A certain number of tea-dinners would make a man into +a Plymouth brother. It's a mere question of time. + +"You see if a man's digestion is good he takes a cheerful view of +things; but if he is full of bile, then he is sure that everybody is +going to be lost except himself and his little set, and that's heresy. +Apologetics is just dietetics; now there 's an epigram made for you on +the spot, and you don't know what it means, so we 'll have a walk +instead." + +His aunt knew what was coming, but was too late to resist, so she was +twice taken round the room for exercise, till she cried out for mercy, +and was left to rest while Carmichael went out to get an appetite for +that dinner. + +Nothing was said during its progress, but when Sarah had finally +departed after her first triumph, won under every adverse circumstance +of strangeness and limited resources, Carmichael took his aunt's hand +and kissed it. + +"It is an illuminated address you deserve, auntie, for such a paragon; +as it is, I shall be the benefactor of a Presbytery, asking the men up +by turns on fast-days, and sending them home speechless with +satisfaction." + +"Sarah was always a clever woman; if she had only--" But Carmichael +heard not, in his boyish excitement of householding. + +"Clever is a cold word for such genius. Mark my words, there is not a +manse in Perthshire that shall not sound with the praise of Sarah. I +vow perpetual celibacy on the spot. No man would dream of marrying +that had the privilege of such a housekeeper." + +"Ye 're a silly laddie, John; but some day a fair face will change a' +yer life, an' if she be a good wumman like your mother, I 'll thank +God." + +"No woman can be compared with her," and the minister sobered. "You +and she have spoiled me for other women, and now you have placed me +beyond temptation with such a cook." + +So it came to pass that Carmichael, who knew nothing about fine cooking +till Sarah formed his palate with her cunning sauces, and, after all, +cared as little what he ate as any other healthy young man, boasted of +his housekeeper continually by skilful allusions, till the honest wives +of his fathers and brethren were outraged and grew feline, as any +natural woman will if a servant is flung in her face in this +aggravating fashion. + +"I 'm glad to hear you 're so well pleased, Mr. Carmichael," Mrs. +MacGuffie would say, who was full of advice, and fed visitors on the +produce of her garden, "but no man knows comfort till he marries. It's +a chop one day and a steak the next all the year round--nothing tasty +or appetising; and as for his shirts, most bachelors have to sew on +their own buttons. Ah, you all pretend to be comfortable, but I know +better, for Mr. MacGuffie has often told me what he suffered." + +Whereat Carmichael would rage furiously, and then, catching sight of +MacGuffie, would bethink him of a Christian revenge. MacGuffie was +invited up to a day of humiliation--Sarah receiving for once _carte +blanche_--and after he had powerfully exhorted the people from the +words, "I am become like a bottle in the smoke," he was conducted to +the manse in an appropriately mournful condition, and set down at the +table. He was inclined to dwell on the decadence of Disruption +principles during soup, but as the dinner advanced grew wonderfully +cheerful, and being installed in an arm-chair with a cup of decent +coffee beside him, sighed peacefully, and said, "Mr. Carmichael, you +have much cause for thankfulness." Mr. MacGuffie had not come to the +age of sixty, however, without learning something, and he only gave his +curious spouse to understand that Carmichael had done all in his power +to make his guest comfortable, and was not responsible for his +servant's defects. + +[Illustration: "Mr. Carmichael, you have much cause for thankfulness."] + +Ladies coming with their husbands to visit the manse, conceived a +prejudice against Sarah on the general ground of dislike to all +housekeepers as a class of servants outside of any mistress's control, +and therefore apt to give themselves airs, and especially because this +one had a subtle suggestion of independent personality that was all the +more irritating because it could not be made plain to the dull male +intelligence, which was sadly deceived. + +"What a lucky man Carmichael is on his first venture!" Even Dr. +Dowbiggin, of St. Columba's, Muirtown, grew enthusiastic to his wife in +the privacy of their bedchamber on a sacramental visit, and every one +knows that the Doctor was a responsible man, ministering to four +bailies and making "overtures" to the Assembly, beginning with +"Whereas" and ending with "Venerable House." "I am extremely pleased +to see . . . everything so nice." + +"You mean, James, that you have had a good dinner, far too ambitious +for a young minister's table. Did you ever see an entree on a +Disruption table, or dessert with finger glasses? I call it +sinful--for the minister of Drumtochty, at least; and I don't believe +he was ever accustomed to such ways. If she attended to his clothes, +it would set her better than cooking French dishes. Did you notice the +coat he was wearing at the station?--just like a gamekeeper. But it is +easy for a woman to satisfy a man; give him something nice to eat, and +he 'll ask no more." + +"So far as my recollection serves me, Maria"--the Doctor was ruffled, +and fell into his public style--"I made no reference to food, cooked or +uncooked, and perhaps I may be allowed to say that it is not a subject +one thinks of . . . at such seasons. What gave me much satisfaction +was to see one of our manses so presentable; as regards the +housekeeper, so far as I had an opportunity of observing, she seemed a +very capable woman indeed," and the Doctor gave one of his coughs, +which were found most conclusive in debate. + +"It's easy to be a man's servant," retorted Mrs. Dowbiggin, removing a +vase of flowers from the dressing-table with contempt, "for they never +look below the surface. Did you notice her hands, as white and smooth +as a lady's? You may be sure there 's little scrubbing and brushing +goes on in this manse." + +"How do you know, Maria?"--the Doctor was weakening. "You have never +been in the house before." + +"We 'll soon see that, James, though I dare say it would never occur to +a man to do such a thing. Did you ever look below the bed?" + +"Never," replied the Doctor, promptly, who was not constructed to +stoop, "and I am not going to begin after that . . . ah . . . this +evening, with work before me to-morrow. But I would be glad to see +you." + +"I have done so every night of my life for fear of robbers, and the +dust I 've seen in strange houses--it's there you can tell a good +servant," and Mrs. Dowbiggin nodded with an air of great sagacity. + +"Well," demanded the Doctor, anxiously watching the operation, "guilty +or not guilty?" + +"She knew what I would do. I hate those sharp women," and then the +Doctor grew so eloquent over uncharitable judgments and unreasonable +prejudices that his wife denounced Sarah bitterly as a "cunning woman +who got on the blind side of gentlemen." + +Her popularity with Carmichael's friends was beyond question, for +though she was a reserved woman, with no voluntary conversation, they +all sent messages to her, inquired for her well-being at Fast-days, and +brought her gifts of handkerchiefs, gloves, and such like. When they +met at Theologicals and Synods they used to talk of Sarah with +unction--till married men were green with envy--being simple fellows +and helpless in the hands of elderly females of the Meiklewham genus. +For there are various arts by which a woman, in Sarah's place, wins a +man's gratitude, and it may be admitted that one is skilful cooking. +Sensible and book-reading men do not hunger for six courses, but they +are critical about their toast and . . . nothing more, for that is the +pulse. Then a man also hates to have any fixed hour for +breakfast--never thinking of houses where they have prayers at 7.50 +without a shudder--but a man refuses to be kept waiting five minutes +for dinner. If a woman will find his belongings, which he has +scattered over three rooms and the hall, he invests her with many +virtues, and if she packs his portmanteau, he will associate her with +St. Theresa. But if his hostess be inclined to discuss problems with +him, he will receive her name with marked coldness; and if she follow +up this trial with evil food, he will conceive a rooted dislike for +her, and will flee her house. So simple is a man. + +When Sarah proposed to Carmichael that she should prepare breakfast +after he rung for his hot water, and when he never caught a hint of +reproach on her face though he sat up till three and came down at +eleven, he was lifted, hardly believing that such humanity could be +found among women, who always seem to have a time table they are +carrying out the livelong day. + +"The millennium is near at hand," said MacQueen, when the morning +arrangements of the Free Kirk manse of Drumtochty were made known to +him--MacQueen, who used to arrive without so much as a nightshirt, +having left a trail of luggage behind him at various junctions, and has +written books so learned that no one dares to say that he has not read +them. Then he placed an ounce of shag handy, and Carmichael stoked the +fire, and they sat down, with Beaton, who could refer to the Summa of +St. Thomas Aquinas from beginning to end, and they discussed the +Doctrine of Scripture in the Fathers, and the formation of the Canon, +and the authorship of the Pentateuch till two in the study. Afterwards +they went to MacQueen's room to hear him on the Talmud, and next +adjourned to Beaton's room, who offered a series of twelve preliminary +observations on the Theology of Rupert of Deutz, whereupon his host +promptly put out his candle, leaving that man of supernatural memory to +go to bed in the dark; and as Carmichael pulled up the blind in his own +room, the day was breaking and a blackbird had begun to sing. Next +afternoon Beaton had resumed his observations on Rupert, but now they +were lying among the heather on the side of Glen Urtach, and Carmichael +was asleep, while MacQueen was thinking that they would have a good +appetite for dinner that evening. + +Sarah had only one fault to find with her master, and that was his +Bohemian dress; but since it pleased him to go one button less through +studied carelessness, she let him have his way; and as for everything +else, she kept her word to his aunt, and saw that he wanted for +nothing, serving him with perpetual thoughtfulness and swift capacity. + +Little passed between them except a good-natured word or two from him +and her courteous answer, but she could read him as a book, and when he +came home that day from Muirtown she saw he was changed. He was +slightly flushed, and he could not sit still, wandering in and out his +study till dinner-time. He allowed the soup to cool, and when she came +in with sweets he had barely touched his cutlet. + +"It is the sauce you like, sir," with some reproach in her voice. + +"So it is, Sarah--and first rate." Then he added suddenly, "Can you +put a button on this coat to-night, and give it a good brush?" + +In the evening Sarah went down to post a letter, and heard the talk, +how Miss Carnegie had come home with the General, and was worthy of her +house; how the minister also had driven up with her from Muirtown; and +on her return she did her best by the coat, handling it very kindly, +and singing softly to herself "Robin Adair." + +Next morning he came down in his blacks--the worst-made suit ever seen +on a man, ordered to help a village tailor at his home--and announced +his intention of starting after lunch for Saunderson's manse, beyond +Tochty woods, where he would stay all night. + +"He will call on the way down, and, if he can, coming back," Sarah said +to herself, as she watched him go, "but it's a pity he should go in +such a coat; it might have been put together with a pitchfork. It only +makes the difference greater, and 't is wider than he knows already. +And yet a woman can marry beneath her without loss; but for a man it is +ruin." + +She went up to his room and made it neat, which was ever in disorder on +his leaving, and then she went to a western window and looked into the +far distance. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +A WOMAN OF THE OLD DISPENSATION. + +Every Sabbath at eleven o'clock, or as soon thereafter as the people +were seated--consideration was always shown to distant figures coming +down from the high glen--Carmichael held what might be called High Mass +in the Free Kirk. Nothing was used in praise but the Psalms of David, +with an occasional Paraphrase sanctioned by usage and sound teaching. +The prayers were expected to be elaborate in expression and careful in +statement, and it was then that they prayed for the Queen and Houses of +Parliament. And the sermon was the event to which the efforts of the +minister and the thoughts of the people had been moving for the whole +week. No person was absent except through sore sickness or urgent farm +duty; nor did rain or snow reduce the congregation by more than ten +people, very old or very young. Carmichael is now minister of a West +End kirk, and, it is freely rumoured in Drumtochty, has preached before +Lords of Session; but he has never been more nervous than facing that +handful of quiet, impenetrable, critical faces in his first kirk. When +the service was over, the people broke into little bands that +disappeared along the west road, and over the moor, and across the +Tochty. Carmichael knew each one was reviewing his sermon head by +head, and, pacing his garden, he remembered the missing points with +dismay. + +It was the custom of the Free Kirk minister to go far afield of a +summer evening, and to hold informal services in distant parts of the +parish. This was the joy of the day to him, who was really very young +and hated all conventionalities even unto affectation. He was never +weary of complaining that he had to wear a gown, which was continually +falling back and being hitched over with impatient motions, and the +bands, which he could never tie, and were, he explained to a horrified +beadle in Muirtown, an invention of Satan to disturb the preacher's +soul before his work. Once, indeed, he dared to appear without his +trappings, on the plea of heat, but the visible dismay and sorrow of +the people was so great--some failing to find the Psalm till the first +verse had been sung--that he perspired freely and forgot the middle +head of his discourse. + +"It's a mercy," remarked Mrs. Macfadyen to Burnbrae afterward, "that he +didna play that trick when there wes a bairn tae be baptised. It wudna +hae been lichtsome for its fouk; a'body wants a properly ordained +minister. Ye 'll gie him a hint, Burnbrae, for he's young and +fordersome (rash), but gude stuff for a' his pliskies (frolics)." + +No one would have liked to see the sacred robes in the places of +evening worship, and Carmichael threw all forms to the winds--only +drawing the line, with great regret and some searchings of heart, at +his tweed jacket. His address for these summer evening gatherings he +studied as he went through the fragrant pine woods or over the moor by +springy paths that twisted through the heather, or along near cuts that +meant leaping little burns and climbing dykes whose top stones were apt +to follow your heels with embarrassing attachment. Here and there the +minister would stop as a trout leapt in a pool, or a flock of wild duck +crossed the sky to Loch Sheuchie, or the cattle thrust inquisitive +noses through some hedge, as a student snatches a mouthful from some +book in passing. For these walks were his best study; when thinking of +his people in their goodness and simplicity, and touched by nature at +her gentlest, he was freed from many vain ideas of the schools and from +artificial learning, and heard the Galilean speak as He used to do +among the fields of corn. He came on people going in the same +direction, but they only saluted, refraining even from the weather, +since the minister's thoughts must not be disturbed, and they were +amazed to notice, that he stooped to pluck a violet in the wood. His +host would come a little way to meet him and explain the arrangements +that had been made for a kirk. Sometimes the meeting-place was the +granary of the farm, with floor swept clean and the wooden shutters +opened for light, where the minister preached against a mixed +background of fanners, corn measures, piles of sacks, and spare +implements of the finer sort; and the congregation, who had come up a +ladder cautiously like hens going to roost--being severally warned +about the second highest step--sat on bags stuffed with straw, boards +resting on upturned pails, while a few older folk were accommodated +with chairs, and some youngsters disdained not the floor. It was +pleasanter in the barn, a cool, lofty, not unimpressive place of +worship, with its mass of golden straw and its open door through which +various kindly sounds of farm life came in and strange visitors +entered. The collies, most sociable of animals, would saunter in and +make friendly advances to Carmichael reading a chapter; then, catching +their master's eye and detecting no encouragement, would suddenly +realise that they were at kirk, and compose themselves to sleep--"juist +like ony Christian," as Hillocks once remarked with envy, his own plank +allowing no liberties--and never taking any part except in a hymn like + + "See the mighty host advancing, + Satan leading on," + +which they regarded as recreation rather than worship. + +It was also recalled for years that a pet lamb came into Donald +Menzies's barn and wandered about for a while, and Carmichael told that +pretty legend of St. Francis, how he saw a white lamb among the kids, +and burst into tears at the sight, because it reminded him of Jesus +among the sinners. Indeed, these services were very extemporaneous, +with hymns instead of psalms, and sermons without divisions. +Carmichael also allowed himself illustrations from the life around, and +even an anecdote at a time, which was all the more keenly relished that +it would have been considered a confession of weakness in a regular +sermon. He has been heard to say that he came nearer the heart of +things once or twice in the barns than he has ever done since, not even +excepting that famous course of sermons every one talked about last +year, the "Analysis of Doubt," which almost converted two professors to +Christianity, and were heard by the editor of the _Caledonian_ in the +disguise of a street preacher. It was also pleasantly remembered for +long in the parish that Dr. Davidson appeared one evening in Donald +Menzies's barn and joined affably in the "Sweet By-and-Bye." +Afterward, being supplied with a large arm-chair, he heard the address +with much attention--nodding approval four times, if not five--and +pronouncing the benediction with such impressiveness that Donald felt +some hesitation in thrashing his last stack in the place next day. The +Doctor followed up this visit with an exhortation from the pulpit on +the following Sabbath, in which he carefully distinguished such +services by an ordained minister, although held in a barn, from +unlicensed Plymouthistic gatherings held in corn rooms--this at +Milton's amateur efforts--and advised his people in each district to +avail themselves of "my friend Mr. Carmichael's excellent +ministrations," which Papal Bull, being distributed to the furthest +corner of the parish before nightfall, greatly lifted the Free Kirk and +sweetened the blood of the Glen for years. It seemed to me, watching +things in Drumtochty during those days with an impartial mind, that the +Doctor, with his care for the poor, his sympathy for the oppressed, his +interest in everything human, his shrewd practical wisdom, and his wide +toleration, was the very ideal of the parish clergyman. He showed me +much courtesy while I lived in the Cottage, although I did not belong +to his communion, and as my imagination reconstructs the old parish of +a winter night by the fire, I miss him as he used to be on the road, in +the people's homes, in his pulpit, among his books--ever an honourable +and kind-hearted gentleman. + +One evening a woman came into Donald Menzies's barn just before the +hour of service, elderly, most careful in her widow's dress, somewhat +austere in expression, but very courteous in her manner. No one +recognised her at the time, but she was suspected to be the forerunner +of the Carnegie household, and Donald offered her a front seat. She +thanked him for his good-will, but asked for a lower place, greatly +delighting him by a reference to the parable wherein the Master rebuked +the ambitious Pharisees who scrambled for chief seats. Their accent +showed of what blood they both were, and that their Gaelic had still +been mercifully left them, but they did not use it because of their +perfect breeding, which taught them not to speak a foreign tongue in +this place. So the people saw Donald offer her a hymn-book and heard +her reply: + +"It iss not a book that I will be using, and it will be a peety to take +it from other people;" nor would she stand at the singing, but sat very +rigid and with closed lips. When Carmichael, who had a pleasant tenor +voice and a good ear, sang a solo, then much tasted in such meetings, +she arose and left the place, and the minister thought he had never +seen anything more uncompromising than her pale set face. + +[Illustration: Carmichael sang a solo.] + +It was evident that she was Free Kirk and of the Highland persuasion, +which was once over-praised and then has been over-blamed, but is never +understood by the Lowland mind; and as Carmichael found that she had +come to live in a cottage at the entrance to the Lodge, he looked in on +his way home. She was sitting at a table reading the Bible, and her +face was more hostile than in the meeting; but she received him with +much politeness, dusting a chair and praying him to be seated. "You +have just come to the district to reside, I think? I hope you will +like our Glen." + +"It wass here that I lived long ago, but I hef been married and away +with my mistress many years, and there are not many that will know me." + +"But you are not of Drumtochty blood?" inquired the minister. + +"There iss not one drop of Sassenach blood in my veins"--this with a +sudden flash. "I am a Macpherson and my husband wass a Macpherson; but +we hef served the house of Carnegie for four generations." + +"You are a widow, I think, Mrs. Macpherson?" and Carmichael's voice +took a tone of sympathy. "Have you any children?" + +"My husband iss dead, and I had one son, and he iss dead also; that iss +all, and I am alone;" but in her voice there was no weakening. + +"Will you let me say how sorry I am?" pleaded Carmichael, "this is a +great grief, but I hope you have consolations." + +"Yes, I will be having many consolations; they both died like brave men +with their face to the enemy. There were six that did not feel fery +well before Ian fell; he could do good work with the sword as well as +the bayonet, and he wass not bad with the dirk at a time." + +Neither this woman nor her house were like anything in Drumtochty, for +in it there was a buffet for dishes, and a carved chest and a large +chair, all of old black oak; and above the mantelpiece two broadswords +were crossed, with a circle of war medals beneath on a velvet ground, +flanked by two old pistols. + +"I suppose those arms have belonged to your people, Mrs. Macpherson; +may I look at them?" + +"They are not anything to be admiring, and it wass not manners that I +should hef been boasting of my men. It iss a pleasant evening and good +for walking." + +"You were at the meeting, I think?" and Carmichael tried to get nearer +this iron woman. "We were sorry you had to go out before the end. Did +you not feel at home?" + +"I will not be accustomed to the theatre, and I am not liking it +instead of the church." + +"But surely there was nothing worse in my singing alone than praying +alone?" and Carmichael began to argue like a Scotsman, who always +fancies that people can be convinced by logic, and forgets that many +people, Celts in especial, are ruled by their heart and not by their +head; "do you see anything wrong in one praising God aloud in a hymn, +as the Virgin Mary did?" + +"It iss the Virgin Mary you will be coming to next, no doubt, and the +Cross and the Mass, like the Catholics, although I am not saying +anything against them, for my mother's cousins four times removed were +Catholics, and fery good people. But I am a Presbyterian, and do not +want the Virgin Mary." + +Carmichael learned at that moment what it was to argue with a woman, +and he was to make more discoveries in that department before he came +to terms with the sex, and would have left in despair had it not been +for an inspiration of his good angel. + +"Well, Mrs. Macpherson, I did n't come to argue about hymns, but to bid +you welcome to the Glen and to ask for a glass of water, for preaching +is thirsty work." + +"It iss black shame I am crying on myself for sitting here and offering +you neither meat nor drink," and she was stung with regret in an +instant. "It iss a little spirits you will be tasting, and this iss +Talisker which I will be keeping for a friend, for whisky iss not for +women." + +She was full of attention, but when Carmichael took milk instead of +whisky, her suspicions revived, and she eyed him again. + +"You are not one of those new people I am hearing of in the Lowlands +that are wiser than the fery Apostles?" + +"What people?" and Carmichael trembled for his new position. + +"'Total abstainers' they will call themselves," and the contempt in her +accent was wonderful. + +"No, I am not," Carmichael hastened to reassure his hostess; "but there +are worse people than abstainers in the world, and it would be better +if we had a few more. I will stick to the milk, if you please." + +"You will take what you please," and she was again mollified; "but the +great ministers always had their tasting after preaching; and I hef +heard one of them say that it wass a sin to despise the Lord's mercies. +You will be taking another glass of milk and resting a little." + +"This hospitality reminds me of my mother, Mrs. Macpherson." +Carmichael was still inspired, and was, indeed, now in full sail. "She +was a Highland woman, and had the Gaelic. She sometimes called me Ian +instead of John." + +"When you wass preaching about the shepherd finding the sheep, I wass +wondering how you had the way to the heart, and I might have been +thinking, oh yes, I might hef known"--all the time Janet was ever +bringing something new out of the cupboard, though Carmichael only +sipped the milk. "And what wass your mother's name?" + +"Farquharson; her people came from Braemar; but they are all dead now, +and I am the last of the race." + +"A good clan," cried Janet, in great spirits, "and a loyal; they were +out with the Macphersons in the '45. Will you happen to know whether +your ancestor suffered?" + +"That he did, for he shot an English officer dead on his doorstep, and +had to flee the country; it was not a pretty deed." + +"Had the officer broken bread with him?" inquired Janet, anxiously. + +"No, he had come to quarter himself and his men on him, and said +something rude about the Prince." + +"Your ancestor gave him back his word like a gentleman; but he would +maybe hef to stay away for a while. Wass he of the chief's blood?" + +"Oh no, just a little laird, and he lost his bit of land, and we never +saw the place again." + +"He would be a Dunniewassal, and proud it iss I am to see you in my +house; and the Gaelic, will you hef some words?" + +"Just the sound of it, Mrs. Macpherson," and he repeated his three +sentences, all that he had learned of his mother, who had become a +Scotswoman in her speech. + +"Call me Janet, my dear; and it iss the good Gaelic your mother must +have had, and it makes my heart glad to think my minister iss a +Farquharson, by the mother's side." + +"We sing nothing but Psalms at church, Mrs. . . . . Janet, so you will +be pleased, and we stand to pray and sit to sing." + +"Tuts, tuts, I am not minding about a bit hime at a time from a friend, +but it iss those Lowlanders meddling with everything I do not like, and +I am hoping to hear you sing again, for it wass a fery pretty tune;" +and the smith, passing along the road when Carmichael left that +evening, heard Janet call him "my dear," and invoke a thousand +blessings on his head. + +When he called again in the end of the week to cement the alliance and +secure her presence on Sabbath, Janet was polishing the swords, and was +willing enough to give their history. + +"This wass my great-grandfather's, and these two nicks in the blade +were made on the dragoons at Prestonpans; and this wass my husband's +sword, for he wass sergeant-major before he died, a fery brave man, +good at the fighting and the praying too. + +"Maybe I am wrong, and I do not know what you may be thinking, but +things come into my mind when I am reading the Bible, and I will be +considering that it wass maybe not so good that the Apostles were +fishing people." + +"What ails you at fishermen, Janet?" + +"Nothing at all but one thing; they are clever at their nets and at +religion, but I am not hearing that they can play with the sword or the +dirk. + +"It wass a fery good intention that Peter had that night, no doubt, and +I will be liking him for it when he took his sword to the policeman, +but it wass a mighty poor blow. If Ian or his father had got as near +as that, it would not have been an ear that would have been missing." + +"Perhaps his head," suggested Carmichael. + +"He would not have been putting his nose into honest people's business +again, at any rate," and Janet nodded her head as one who could see a +downright blow that left no regrets; "it hass always made me ashamed to +read about that ear. + +"It wass not possible, and it iss maybe no good speaking about it +now"--Janet felt she had a minister now she could open her mind +to--"but it would hef been better if our Lord could hef had twelve +Macphersons for His Apostles." + +"You mean they would have been more brave and faithful?" + +"There 'wass a price of six thousand pounds, or it might be four, put +on Cluny's head after Culloden, and the English soldiers were all up +and down the country, but I am not hearing that any clansman betrayed +his chief. + +"Thirty pieces of silver wass a fery small reward for such a dirty +deed, and him one of the Chief's tail too; it wass a mistake to be +trusting to fisher folk instead of Glen's men. + +"There iss something I hef wished," concluded Janet, who seemed to have +given her mind to the whole incident, "that Peter or some other man had +drawn his skean-dhu and slippit it quietly into Judas. We would hef +been respecting him fery much to-day, and it would hef been a good +lesson--oh yes, a fery good lesson--to all traitors." + +As they got more confidential, Janet began to speak of signs and +dreams, and Carmichael asked her if she had the second sight. + +"No; it iss not a lie I will be telling you, my dear, nor will I be +boasting. I have not got it, nor had my mother, but she heard sounds, +oh yes, and knew what wass coming to pass. + +"'Janet,' she would say, 'I have heard the knock three times at the +head of the bed; it will be your Uncle Alister, and I must go to see +him before he dies.'" + +"And was she--" + +"Oh yes, she wass in time, and he wass expecting her; and once she saw +the shroud begin to rise on her sister, but no more; it never covered +the face before her eyes; but the knock, oh yes, many times." + +"Have you known any one that could tell what was happening at a +distance, and gave warning of danger?" for the latent Celt was +awakening in Carmichael, with his love of mystery and his sense of the +unseen. + +"Listen, my dear"--Janet lowered her voice as one speaking of sacred +things--"and I will tell you of Ina Macpherson, who lived to a hundred +and two, and had the vision clear and sure. + +"In the great war with Russia I wass staying in the clachan of my +people, and then seven lads of our blood were with the Black Watch, and +every Sabbath the minister would pray for them and the rest of the lads +from Badenoch that were away at the fighting. + +"One day Ina came into my sister's house, and she said, 'It iss danger +that I am seeing,' and my heart stood still in my bosom for fear that +it wass my own man Hamish. + +"'No,' and she looked at me, 'not yet, and not to-day,' but more she +would not say about him. 'Is it my son Ronald?' my sister cried, and +Ina only looked before her. 'It's a sore travail, and round a few +black tartans I see many men in grey, pressing them hard; ochone, +ochone.' + +"'It 's time to pray,' I said, and there wass a man in the clachan that +wass mighty in prayer, and we gathered into his kitchen, four and +twenty women and four men, and every one had a kinsman in the field. + +"It iss this minute that I hear Dugald crying to the Almighty, +'Remember our lads, and be their help in the day of battle, and give +them the necks of their enemies,' and he might be wrestling for half an +hour, when Ina rose from her knees and said, 'The prayer is answered, +for the tartans have the field, and I see blood on Ronald, but it is +not his own.'" + +"And did you ever hear--" + +"Wait, my dear, and I will tell you, for the letter came from my +nephew, and this is what he wrote: + +"'It wass three to one, and the gloom came on me, for I thought that I +would never see Glenfeshie again, nor the water of the loch, nor the +deer on the side of the hill. Then I wass suddenly strengthened with +all might in the inner man, and it iss five Russians that I hef killed +to my own hands.' + +"And so it wass, and a letter came from his captain, who wass of +Cluny's blood, and it will be read in church, and a fery proud woman +wass my sister." + +These were the stories that Janet told to her minister in the days +before the Carnegies came home, as well as afterwards, and so she +prepared him to be an easier prey to a soldier's daughter. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A DAUGHTER OF DEBATE. + +They met under the arch of the gate, and Carmichael returned with the +Carnegies, Kate making much of him and insisting that he should stay to +luncheon. + +"You are our first visitor, Mr. Carmichael, and the General says that +we need not expect more than six, so we mean to be very kind to them. +Do you live far from here?" + +"Quite near--just two miles west. I happened to be passing; in fact, I +'m going down to the next parish, and I . . . I thought that I would +like to call and . . . and bid you welcome;" for Carmichael had not yet +learned the art of conversation, which stands mainly in touching +details lightly and avoiding the letter I. + +"It is very cruel of you to be so honest and dispel our flattering +illusions"--Kate marvelled at his mendacity--"we supposed you had come +'anes errand'--I'm picking up Scotch--to call on your new neighbours. +Does the high road pass the Lodge?" + +"Oh no; the road is eight miles further; but the Drumtochty people take +the near way through the woods; it's also much prettier. I hope you +will not forbid us, General? two people a week is all the traffic." + +"Forbid them--not I," said Carnegie, laughing. "A man is not born and +bred in this parish without learning some sense. It would be a right +of way case, and Drumtochty would follow me from court to court, and +would never rest till they had gained or we were all ruined. + +"Has it ever struck you, Mr. Carmichael, that one of the differences +between a Highlander and a Scot is that each has got a pet enjoyment? +With the one it's a feud, and with the other it's a lawsuit. A Scot +dearly loves a 'ganging plea.' + +"No, no; Tochty woods will be open so long as Kate and I have anything +to say in the matter. The Glen and our people have not had the same +politics, but we 've lived at peace, as neighbours ought to do, with +never a lawsuit even to give a fillip to life." + +"So you see, Mr. Carmichael," said Kate, "you may come and go at all +times through our territory; but it would be bare courtesy to call at +the Lodge for afternoon tea." + +"Or tiffin," suggested the General; "and we can always offer curry, as +you see. My daughter has a capital recipe she wiled out of an old +Hindoo rascal that cooked for our mess. You really need not take it on +that account," as Carmichael was doing his best in much misery; "it is +only meant to keep old Indians in fair humour--not to be a test of good +manners. By the way, Janet has been sounding your praises, how have +you won her heart?" + +"Oh, very easily--by having some drops of Highland blood in my veins; +and so I am forgiven all my faults, and am credited with all sorts of +excellences." + +"Then the Highlanders are as clannish as ever," cried the General. +"Scotland has changed so much in the last half century that the +Highlanders might have become quite unsentimental and matter-of-fact. + +"Lowland civilisation only crossed the Highland line after '45, and it +will take more than a hundred and thirty years to recast a Celt. +Scottish education and theology are only a veneer on him, and below he +has all his old instincts. + +"So far as I can make out, a Celt will rather fish than plough, and be +a gamekeeper than a workman; but if he be free to follow his own way, a +genuine Highlander would rather be a soldier than anything else under +the sun." + +"What better could a man be?" and Kate's eyes sparkled; "they must envy +the old times when their fathers raided the Lowlands and came home with +the booty. It's a pity everybody is so respectable now, don't you +think?" + +"Certainly the police are very meddlesome," and Carmichael now devoted +himself to Kate, without pretence of including the General; "but the +spirit is not dead. A Celt is the child of generations of +cattle-stealers, and the raiding spirit is still in the blood. May I +offer an anecdote?" + +"Six, if you have got so many, and they are all about Highlanders," and +Kate leant forward and nursed her knee, for they had gone into the +library. + +"Last week I was passing the cattle market in Edinburgh, and a big +Highland drover stopped me, begging for a little money. + +"'It iss from Lochaber I hef come with some beasties, and to-morrow I +will be walking back all the way, and it iss this night I hef no bed. +I wass considering that the gardens would be a good place for a night, +but they are telling me that the police will be disturbing me.' + +"He looked so simple and honest that I gave him half-a-crown and said +that I was half a Highlander. I have three Gaelic sentences, and I +reeled them off with my best accent. + +"'Got forgive me,' he said, 'for thinking you to be a Sassenach body, +and taking your money from you. You are a fery well-made man, and here +iss your silver piece, and may you always hef one in your pocket.'" + +[Illustration: "Here is your silver piece."] + +"'But what about your bed?' + +"'Tuts, tuts, that will be all right, for I hef maybe got some six or +five notes of my own that were profit on the beasties; but it iss a +pity not to be taking anything that iss handy when a body happens to be +in the south.'" + +"Capital." Kate laughed merrily, and her too rare laugh I used to +think the gayest I ever heard. "It was the only opportunity left him +of following his fathers. What a fine business it must have been, +starting from Braemar one afternoon, a dozen men well armed, and +getting down to Strathmore in the morning; then lying hid in some wood +all day, and collecting a herd of fat cattle in the evening, and +driving them up Glen Shee, not knowing when there might be a fight." + +"Hard lines on the Scottish farmers, Kit, who might be very decent +fellows, to lose their cattle or get a cut from a broadsword." + +"Oh, they had plenty left; and seriously, dad, without joking, you +know, what better could a Presbyterian Lowlander do than raise good +beef for Highland gentlemen? Mr. Carmichael, I beg pardon; you seem so +good a Celt, that I forgot you were not of our faith." + +"We are not Catholics," the General explained, gravely, "although many +of our blood have been, and my daughter was educated in a convent. We +belong to the Episcopal Church of Scotland, and will go into Muirtown +at a time, but mostly we shall attend the kirk of my old friend Dr. +Davidson. Every man is entitled to his faith, and Miss Carnegie rather +. . ." + +"Forgot herself." Kate came to her father's relief. "She often does; +but one thing Miss Carnegie remembers, and that is that General +Carnegie likes his cheroot after tiffin. Do you smoke, Mr. Carmichael? +Oh, I am allowed to stay, if you don't object, and have forgiven my +rudeness." + +"You make too much of a word, Miss Carnegie." Carmichael was not a man +to take offence till his pride was roused. "Very likely my drover was +a true blue Presbyterian, and his minister as genuine a cateran as +himself. + +"Years ago I made the acquaintance of an old Highland minister called +MacTavish, and he sometimes stays with me on his way north in the +spring. For thirty years he has started at the first sign of snow, and +spent winter spoiling the good people of the south. Some years he has +gone home with three hundred pounds." + +"But how does he get the money?" inquired the General, "and what does +he use it for?" + +"He told me the history of his campaigns when he passed in March, and +it might interest you; it's our modern raid, and although it's not so +picturesque as a foray of the Macphersons, yet it has points, and shows +the old spirit lives. + +"'She wass a goot woman, Janet Cameron, oh yes, Mr. John, a fery +exercised woman, and when she wass dying she will be saying peautiful +things, and one day she will be speaking of a little field she had +beside the church. + +"'"What do you think I should be doing with that piece of ground," she +will be saying, "for the end iss not far off, and it iss not earth I +can be taking with me, oh no, nor cows." + +"'"No, Janet," I said, "but it iss a nice field, and lies to the sun. +It might be doing good after you are gone, if it wass not wasted on +your mother's cousins twice removed in Inverness, who will be drinking +every drop of it, and maybe going to the Moderate Kirk." + +"'It wass not for two months or maybe six weeks she died, and I will be +visiting her every second day. Her experiences were fery good, and I +hef told them at sacraments in the north. The people in the south are +free with their money, but it iss not the best of my stories that I can +give them; they are too rich for their stomachs. + +"'Janet will often be saying to me, "Mister Dugald, it iss a thankful +woman that I ought to be, for though I lost my man in the big storm and +two sons in the war, I hef had mercies, oh yes. There wass the +Almighty and my cow, and between them I hef not wanted, oh no: they +just did." + +"'"Janet, you will be forgetting your field that iss lying next the +manse, and the people will be thinking that it iss a glebe; but I am +telling them that it iss Janet Cameron's, who iss a fery experienced +woman, and hass nefer seen the inside of a Moderate Kirk since the +Disruption." + +"'Maybe you will be astonished, Mister John, but when Janet's will will +be read that piece of ground wass left to the Free Kirk, which wass +fery kind and mindful of Janet, and I made a sermon about her from the +text of the "elect lady." + +"'It wass a good field, but it needed a dyke and some drains, and it +wass not our people that had the money. So I made another sermon on +the text, "The boar out of the wood doth waste it, and the wild beast +of the field doth devour it," and went down to the south. It wass not +a dyke and some drains, but enough to build a byre and a stable I came +back with. That wass in '55, and before '60 there will be a new manse +with twelve rooms that iss good for letting to the English people. But +it wass ten years the church needed, and a year for the porch to keep +it warm, for I am not liking stoves, and will not hef one in +Crianshalloch. + +"'It iss wonderful how much money the bodies hef in Glasgow, and it iss +good for them to be hearing sound doctrine at a time. There will be no +Arminianism when I am preaching, and no joking; but maybe there will be +some parables, oh yes, about the sheep coming in at the manse door for +want of a fence, and the snow lying in the pulpit.' + +"There is a cateran for you, and, mind you, a good fellow too. It's +not greed sends him out, but sheer love of spoil. Would you like to +see MacTavish next time he passes up with the cattle?" for Carmichael +was emboldened by the reception of his sketch. + +"Nothing we should like better, for the General and I want to know all +about Scotland; but don't you think that those ministers have injured +the Highlanders? Janet, you know, has such gloomy ideas about +religion." + +"There is no doubt, Miss Carnegie, that a load of Saxon theology has +been landed on the Celt, and it has disfigured his religion. Sometimes +I have felt that the Catholic of the west is a truer type of northern +faith than the Presbyterian of Ross-shire." + +"I am so glad to hear you say that," said Miss Carnegie, "for we had +one or two west Catholics in the old regiment, and their superstitions +were lovely. You remember, dad, the MacIvers." + +"That was all well enough, Kit, but none of them could get the length +of corporal; they were fearfully ignorant, and were reported at +intervals for not keeping their accoutrements clean." + +"That only showed how religious they were, did n't it, Mr. Carmichael? +Hadn't the early Christians a rooted objection to the bath? I remember +our Padre saying that in a lecture." + +"There are a good many modern Christians of the same mind, Miss +Carnegie, and I don't think our poor Highlanders are worse than +Lowlanders; but Catholic or Protestant, they are all subject to the +gloom. I cannot give the Gaelic word. + +"What is that? Oh, a southerner would call it depression, and assign +it to the liver, for he traces all trouble to that source. But there +is no word for this mood in English, because it is not an English +experience. My mother fell under it at times, and I saw the effect." + +"Tell us, please, if all this description does not weary you?" and Kate +shone on Carmichael, who would have talked on the Council of Nice or +the rotation of crops to prolong his privileges. + +"It comes on quite suddenly, and is quite a spiritual matter--a cloud +which descends and envelops the soul. While it lasts a Highlander will +not laugh nor sing; he will hardly speak, and he loses all hope about +everything. One of our men has the gloom at a time, and then he +believes that he is . . . damned. I am speaking theologically." + +"The regiment must have been fond of theology, dad. Yes, we +understand." + +"Once he went out to the hill, and lay all night wrestling and +agonising to be sure whether there was a God. You know he 's just a +small farmer, and it seems to me splendid that such a man should give +himself to the big problems of the universe. Do you know," and +Carmichael turned to the General, who was smoking in great peace, "I +believe that is the reason the Highlanders are such good fighting men. +They fear God, and they don't fear any other person." + +"I 'll vouch for one thing," said the veteran with emphasis; "our men +put off the gloom, or whatever you call it, when they smelt powder; I +never saw a panic in a Highland regiment in more than forty years' +soldiering." + +"What's the reason of the gloom? I believe that I have a touch of it +myself at times--don't stare at me, dad, it's rude--just a thin mist, +you know, but distinctly not indigestion. Is it a matter of race?" + +"Of course, but that's no explanation." Carmichael had fallen into his +debating society style. "I mean one has to go further back; all our +habits are shaped by environment." + +"One moment, please. I have always wanted to ask some clever person +what environment meant. I asked Colonel MacLeod once, dad, and he said +it was out of the new book on tactics, and he was thankful he had +retired. Now Mr. Carmichael will make it plain," and Kate was very +demure. + +"It is rather stupid to use the word so much as people do now," and +Carmichael glanced dubiously at Kate; "scientific men use it for +circumstances." + +"Is that all? then do pray say environment. Such a word introduces one +into good society, and gives one the feeling of being well dressed; now +about a Highlander's environment, is it his kilt you are thinking of, +or his house, or what?" + +"His country"--and Carmichael's tone had a slight note of resentment, +as of one ruffled by this frivolity--"with its sea lochs, and glens, +and mists. Any one who has been bred and reared at the foot of one of +our mountains will have a different nature and religion from one living +in Kent or Italy. He has a sense of reverence, and surely that is a +good thing." + +"Nothing more needed nowadays," the General broke in with much spirit; +"it seems to me that people nowadays respect nobody, neither the Queen +nor Almighty God. As for that man Brimstone, he will never cease till +he has ruined the Empire. You need n't look at me, Kate, for Mr. . . . +Carmichael must know this as well as any other sensible man. + +"Why, sir," and now the General was on his feet, "I was told on good +authority at the club last week by a newspaper man--a monstrously +clever man--that Mr. Brimstone, when he is going down to the House of +Commons to disestablish the Church, or the army, or something, will +call in at a shop and order two hundred silk hats to be sent to his +house. What do you call that, sir?" + +"I should call it a deliberate--" + +[Illustration: "I should call it a deliberate--"] + +"_Jeu d'esprit_. Of course it is, dad," and Kate threw an appealing +glance to Carmichael, who had sprung to his feet and was standing +stiffly behind his chair, for he was a fierce Radical. + +"Perhaps it was, lassie--those war correspondents used to be sad +rascals--and, at any rate, politics are bad taste. Another cheroot, +Mr. Carmichael? Oh, nonsense; you must tell my daughter more about +your Highlanders. They are a loyal set, at any rate, and we all admire +that." + +"Yes, they are," and Carmichael unbent again, "and will stick by their +side whether it be right or wrong. They 're something like a woman in +their disposition." + +"Indeed," said Kate, who did not think Carmichael had responded very +courteously to her lead, "that is very interesting. They are, you +mean, full of prejudices and notions." + +"If a Highlander takes you into his friendship, you may say or do what +you like, he will stand by you, and although his views are as different +from yours as black from white, will swear he agrees with every one. +If he 's not your friend, he can see no good in anything you do, +although you be on his own side." + +"In fact, he has very little judgment and no sense of justice; and I +think you said," Kate went on sweetly, "his nature reminded you of a +woman's?" + +"You're sure that you like cheroots?" for the General did not wish this +lad, Radical though he was, sacrificed on his first visit; "some men +are afraid of the opium in them." + +"Please do not interrupt Mr. Carmichael when he is making a capital +comparison," and Kate held him to the point. + +"What I intend is really a compliment," went on Carmichael, "and shows +the superior fineness and sensitiveness of a woman's mind." + +Kate indicated that she was sure that was his meaning, but waited for +details. + +"You see," with the spirit of one still fresh to the pulpit, "a man is +slower, and goes by evidence; a woman is quicker, and goes by her +instincts." + +"Like the lower animals," suggested Kate, sweetly, "by scent, perhaps. +Well?" + +"You are twisting my words, Miss Carnegie." Carmichael did not like +being bantered by this self-possessed young woman. "Let me put it this +way. Would a jury of women be as impartial as a jury of men? Why, a +bad-looking man would have no chance, for they would condemn him at +once, not for what he did, but for what they imagined he was." + +"Which would save a lot of time and rid society of some precious +scoundrels," with vivid recollections of her own efforts in this +direction. "Then you grant that women have some intelligence, although +no sense of justice, which is a want?" + +"Far brighter than men," said Carmichael, eagerly; "just consider the +difference between a man's and a woman's speech. A man arranges and +argues from beginning to end, and is the slave of connection. He will +labour every idea to exhaustion before he allows it to escape, and then +will give a solemn cough by way of punctuating with a full stop, before +he goes on to his next point. Of course the audience look at their +watches and make for the door." + +"What would a woman do?" Kate inquired with much interest. + +"A lady was speaking lately at Muirtown for an orphanage at +Ballyskiddle, and described how Patsy was rescued from starvation, and +greatly affected us. 'Patsy will never want bread again,' she +concluded, and two bailies wept aloud. + +"Then she went on, and it seemed to me a stroke of genius, 'Speaking +about Patsy, has any lady present a black dress suitable for a widow +woman?' Before we knew that we had left Patsy, the people were in a +widow's home, and the bailies were again overcome. I mention them +because it is supposed that a bailie is the most important human being +in Scotland, and he feels it his duty not to yield to emotion. + +"No, a woman speaker never sacrifices her capital; she carries it with +her from England to France in her speech, and recognises no channel +passage. In fact," and Carmichael plunged into new imagery, "a man's +progress is after the manner of a mole, while a woman flits from branch +to branch like a--" + +"Squirrel--I know," came in Kate, getting tired. + +"Bird, I meant. Why do you say squirrel?" and Carmichael looked +suspiciously at Kate. + +"Because it's such a careless, senseless, irresponsible little beast. +Have you met many women, Mr. Carmichael? Really they are not all +fools, as you have been trying to suggest for the last ten minutes." + +"Highlanders are a safer subject of conversation than women," said the +General, good-naturedly, as he bade Carmichael good-bye. "And you must +tell us more about them next time you call, which I hope will be soon." + +Carmichael halted twice on his way through the woods; once he stamped +his foot and looked like a man whose pride had been ruffled; the other +time he smiled to himself as one who was thinking of a future pleasure. + +It was dusk as he crossed Lynedoch Bridge, and he looked down upon the +pool below where the trout were leaping. Half an hour passed, and then +he started off at high speed for Kilbogie Manse. "Please God if I am +worthy," he was saying to himself; "but I fear she is too high above me +every way." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +A SUPRA-LAPSARIAN. + +Jeremiah Saunderson had remained in the low estate of a "probationer" +for twelve years after he left the Divinity Hall, where he was reported +so great a scholar that the Professor of Apologetics spoke to him +deprecatingly, and the Professor of Dogmatics openly consulted him on +obscure writers. He had wooed twenty-three congregations in vain, from +churches in the black country where the colliers rose in squares of +twenty and went out without ceremony, to suburban places of worship +where the beadle, after due consideration of the sermon, would take up +the afternoon notices and ask that they be read at once for purposes of +utility, which that unflinching functionary stated to the minister with +accuracy and much faithfulness. Vacant congregations desiring a list +of candidates made one exception, and prayed that Jeremiah should not +be let loose upon them, till at last it came home to the unfortunate +scholar himself that he was an offence and a byeword. He began to +dread the ordeal of giving his name, and, as is still told, declared to +a household, living in the fat wheat lands and without any imagination, +that he was called Magor Missabib. When a stranger makes a statement +of this kind with a sad seriousness, no one judges it expedient to +offer any remark, but it was skilfully arranged that Missabib's door +should be locked from the outside, and one member of the household sat +up all night. The sermon next day did not tend to confidence--having +seven quotations in unknown tongues--and the attitude of the +congregation was one of alert vigilance; but no one gave any outward +sign of uneasiness, and six able-bodied men collected in a pew below +the pulpit knew their duty in an emergency. + +Saunderson's election to the Free Church of Kilbogie was therefore an +event in the ecclesiastical world, and a consistent tradition in the +parish explained its inwardness on certain grounds, complimentary both +to the judgment of Kilbogie and the gifts of Mr. Saunderson. On +Saturday evening he was removed from the train by the merest accident, +and left the railway station in such a maze of meditation that he +ignored the road to Kilbogie altogether, although its sign post was +staring him in the face, and continued his way to Drumtochty. It was +half-past nine when Jamie Soutar met him on the high road through our +Glen, still travelling steadily west, and being arrested by his +appearance, beguiled him into conversation, till he elicited that +Saunderson was minded to reach Kilbogie. For an hour did the wanderer +rest in Jamie's kitchen, during which he put Jamie's ecclesiastical +history into a state of thorough repair--making seven distinct +parallels between the errors that had afflicted the Scottish Church and +the early heretical sects--and then Jamie gave him in charge of a +ploughman who was courting in Kilbogie and was not averse to a journey +that seemed to illustrate the double meaning of charity. Jeremiah was +handed over to his anxious hosts at a quarter to one in the morning, +covered with mud, somewhat fatigued, but in great peace of soul, having +settled the place of election in the prophecy of Habakkuk as he came +down with his silent companion through Tochty woods. + +Nor was that all he had done. When they came out from the shadow and +struck into the parish of Kilbogie--whose fields, now yellow unto +harvest, shone in the moonlight--his guide broke silence and enlarged +on a plague of field-mice which had quite suddenly appeared and had +sadly devastated the grain of Kilbogie, Saunderson awoke from study and +became exceedingly curious, first of all demanding a particular account +of the coming of the mice, their multitude, their habits, and their +determination. Then he asked many questions about the moral conduct +and godliness of the inhabitants of Kilbogie, which his companion, as a +native of Drumtochty, painted in gloomy colours, although indicating +that even in Kilbogie there was a remnant. Next morning the minister +rose at daybreak, and was found wandering through the fields in such a +state of excitement that he could hardly be induced to look at +breakfast. When the "books" were placed before him, he turned promptly +to the ten plagues of Egypt, which he expounded in order as preliminary +to a full treatment of the visitations of Providence. + +"He cowes (beats) a' ye ever saw or heard," the farmer of Mains +explained to the elders at the gate. "He gaed tae bed at half twa and +wes oot in the fields by four, an' a 'm dootin' he never saw his bed. +He 's lifted abune the body a'thegither, an' can hardly keep himsel' +awa' frae the Hebrew at his breakfast. Ye 'll get a sermon the day, or +ma name is no Peter Pitillo." Mains also declared his conviction that +the invasion of mice would be dealt with after a Scriptural and +satisfying fashion. The people went in full of expectation, and to +this day old people recall Jeremiah Saunderson's trial sermon with +lively admiration. Experienced critics were suspicious of candidates +who read lengthy chapters from both Testaments and prayed at length for +the Houses of Parliament, for it was justly held that no man would take +refuge in such obvious devices for filling up the time unless he was +short of sermon material. One unfortunate, indeed, ruined his chances +at once by a long petition for those in danger on the sea--availing +himself with some eloquence of the sympathetic imagery of the 107th +Psalm--for this effort was regarded as not only the most barefaced +padding, but also as evidence of an almost incredible blindness to +circumstances. "Did he think Kilbogie wes a fishing village?" Mains +inquired of the elders afterwards, with pointed sarcasm. Kilbogie was +not indifferent to a well-ordered prayer--although its palate was +coarser in the appreciation of felicitous terms and allusions than that +of Drumtochty--and would have been scandalised if the Queen had been +omitted; but it was by the sermon the young man must stand or fall, and +Kilbogie despised a man who postponed the ordeal. + +Saunderson gave double pledges of capacity and fulness before he opened +his mouth in the sermon, for he read no Scripture at all that day, and +had only one prayer, which was mainly a statement of the Divine Decrees +and a careful confession of the sins of Kilbogie; and then, having +given out his text from the prophecy of Joel, he reverently closed the +Bible and placed it on the seat behind him. His own reason for this +proceeding was a desire for absolute security in enforcing his subject, +and a painful remembrance of the disturbance in a south country church +when he landed a Bible--with clasps--on the head of the precentor in +the heat of a discourse defending the rejection of Esau. Our best and +simplest actions--and Jeremiah was as simple as a babe--can be +misconstrued, and the only dissentient from Saunderson's election +insisted that the Bible had been deposited on the floor, and asserted +that the object of this profanity was to give the preacher a higher +standing in the pulpit. This malignant reading of circumstances might +have wrought mischief--for Saunderson's gaunt figure did seem to grow +in the pulpit--had it not been for the bold line of defence taken up by +Mains. + +"Gin he wanted tae stand high, wes it no tae preach the word? an' gin +he wanted a soond foundation for his feet, what better could he get +than the twa Testaments? Answer me that." + +It was seen at once that no one could answer that, and the captious +objector never quite recovered his position in the parish, while it is +not the least of Kilbogie's boasting, in which the Auld Kirk will even +join against Drumtochty, that they have a minister who not only does +not read his sermons and does not need to quote his texts, but carries +the whole book in at least three languages in his head, and once, as a +proof thereof, preached with it below his feet. + +Much was to be looked for from such a man, but even Mains, whetted by +intercourse with Saunderson, was astonished at the sermon. It was a +happy beginning to draw a parallel between the locusts of Joel and the +mice of Kilbogie, and gave the preacher an opportunity of describing +the appearance, habits, and destruction of the locusts, which he did +solely from Holy Scripture, translating various passages afresh and +combining lights with marvellous ingenuity. This brief preface of half +an hour, which was merely a stimulant for the Kilbogie appetite, led up +to a thorough examination of physical judgments, during which both +Bible and Church history were laid under liberal contribution. At this +point the minister halted, and complimented the congregation on the +attention they had given to the facts of the case, which were his first +head, and suggested that before approaching the doctrine of visitations +they might refresh themselves with a Psalm. The congregation were +visibly impressed, and many made up their minds while singing: + + "That man hath perfect blessedness;" + +and while others thought it due to themselves to suspend judgment till +they had tasted the doctrine, they afterwards confessed their +confidence. It goes without saying that he was immediately beyond the +reach of the ordinary people on the second head, and even veterans in +theology panted after him in vain, so that one of the elders, nodding +assent to an exposure of the Manichaean heresy, suddenly blushed as one +who had played the hypocrite. Some professed to have noticed a +doctrine that had not been touched upon, but they never could give it a +name, and it excited just admiration that a preacher, starting from a +plague of mice, should have made a way by strictly scientific methods +into the secret places of theology. Saunderson allowed his hearers a +brief rest after the second head, and cheered them with the assurance +that what was still before them would be easy to follow. It was the +application of all that had gone before to the life of Kilbogie, and +the preacher proceeded to convict the parish under each of the ten +commandments--with the plague of mice ever in reserve to silence +excuses--till the delighted congregation could have risen in a body and +taken Saunderson by the hand for his fearlessness and faithfulness. +Perhaps the extent and thoroughness of this monumental sermon can be +best estimated by the fact that Claypots, father of the present tenant, +who always timed his rest to fifty minutes exactly, thus overseeing +both the introduction and application of the sermon, had a double +portion, and even a series of supplementary dozes, till at last he sat +upright through sheer satiety. It may also be offered as evidence that +the reserve of peppermint held by mothers for their bairns was pooled, +doles being furtively passed across pews to conspicuously needy +families, and yet the last had gone before Saunderson finished. + +Mains reported to the congregational meeting that the minister had been +quiet for the rest of the day, but had offered to say something about +Habakkuk to any evening gathering, and had cleared up at family worship +some obscure points in the morning discourse. He also informed the +neighbours that he had driven his guest all the way to Muirtown, and +put him in an Edinburgh carriage with his own hands, since it had +emerged that Saunderson, through absence of mind, had made his down +journey by the triangular route of Dundee. It was quite impossible for +Kilbogie to conceal their pride in electing such a miracle of learning, +and their bearing in Muirtown was distinctly changed; but indeed they +did not boast vainly about Jeremiah Saunderson, for his career was +throughout on the level of that monumental sermon. When the Presbytery +in the gaiety of their heart examined Saunderson to ascertain whether +he was fully equipped for the work of the ministry, he professed the +whole Old Testament in Hebrew, and MacWheep of Pitscowrie, who always +asked the candidate to read the twenty-third Psalm, was beguiled by +Jeremiah into the Book of Job, and reduced to the necessity of asking +questions by indicating verbs with his finger. His Greek examination +led to an argument between Jeremiah and Dr. Dowbiggin on the use of the +aorist, from which the minister-elect of Kilbogie came out an easy +first; and his sermons were heard to within measurable distance of the +second head by an exact quorum of the exhausted court, who were kept by +the clerk sitting at the door, and preventing MacWheep escaping. His +position in the court was assured from the beginning, and fulfilled the +function of an Encyclopaedia with occasional amazing results, as when +information was asked about some Eastern sect for whose necessities the +Presbytery were asked to collect, and to whose warm piety affecting +allusion was made, and Jeremiah showed clearly, with the reporters +present, that the Cappadocians were guilty of a heresy beside +which Morisonianism was an unsullied whiteness. His work as +examiner-in-general for the court was a merciful failure, and +encouraged the students of the district to return to their district +court, who on the rumour of him had transferred themselves in a body to +a Highland Presbytery, where the standard question in Philosophy used +to be, "How many horns has a dilemma, and distinguish the one from the +other." No man knew what the minister of Kilbogie might not ask--he +was only perfectly certain that it would be beyond his knowledge; but +as Saunderson always gave the answer himself in the end, and imputed it +to the student, anxiety was reduced to a minimum. Saunderson, indeed, +was in the custom of passing all candidates and reporting them as +marvels of erudition, whose only fault was a becoming modesty--which, +however, had not concealed from his keen eye hidden treasures of +learning. Beyond this sphere the good man's services were not used by +a body of shrewd ecclesiastics, as the inordinate length of an +ordination sermon had ruined a dinner prepared for the court by "one of +our intelligent and large-hearted laymen," and it is still pleasantly +told how Saunderson was invited to a congregational _soiree_--an +ancient meeting where the people ate oranges and the speaker rallied +the minister on being still unmarried--and discoursed---as a carefully +chosen subject--on the Jewish feasts, with illustrations from the +Talmud, till some one burst a paper bag and allowed the feelings of the +people to escape. When this history was passed round Muirtown Market, +Kilbogie thought still more highly of their minister, and indicated +their opinion of the other parish in severely theological language. + +Saunderson's reputation for unfathomable learning and saintly +simplicity was built up out of many incidents, and grew with the lapse +of years to a solitary height in the big strath, so that no man would +have dared to smile had the Free Kirk minister of Kilbogie appeared in +Muirtown in his shirt sleeves, and Kilbogie would only have been a +trifle more conceited. Truly he was an amazing man, and, now that he +is dead and gone, the last of his race, I wish some man of his +profession had written his life, for the doctrine he taught and the way +he lived will not be believed by the new generation. The arrival of +his goods was more than many sermons to Kilbogie, and I had it from +Mains's own lips. It was the kindly fashion of those days that the +farmers carted the new minister's furniture from the nearest railway +station, and as the railway to Kildrummie was not yet open, they had to +go to Stormont Station on the north line; and a pleasant procession +they made passing through Pitscowrie, ten carts in their best array, +and drivers with a semi-festive air. Mr. Saunderson was at the +station, having reached it by some miracle without mistake, and was in +a condition of abject nervousness about the handling and conveyance of +his belongings. + +"You will be careful--exceeding careful," he implored; "if one of the +boxes were allowed to descend hurriedly to the ground, the result to +what is within would be disastrous. I am much afraid that the weight +is considerable, but I am ready to assist;" and he got ready. + +"Dinna pit yirsel' intae a ferry tarry (commotion)," but Mains was +distinctly pleased to see a little touch of worldliness, just enough to +keep the new minister in touch with humanity. "It 'll be queer stuff +oor lads canna lift, an' a 'll gie ye a warranty that the' 'll no be a +cup o' the cheeny broken," and then Saunderson conducted his +congregation to the siding. + +"Dod, man," remarked Mains to the station-master, examining a truck +with eight boxes; "the manse 'll no want for dishes at ony rate; but +let's start on the furniture; whar hae ye got the rest o' the +plenishing? + +"Naething mair? havers, man, ye dinna mean tae say they pack beds an' +tables in boxes; a' doot there 's a truck missin'." Then Mains went +over where the minister was fidgeting beside his possessions. + +"No, no," said Saunderson, when the situation was put before him, "it's +all here. I counted the boxes, and I packed every box myself. That +top one contains the fathers--deal gently with it; and the Reformation +divines are just below it. Books are easily injured, and they feel it. +I do believe there is a certain life in them, and . . . and . . . they +don't like being ill-used," and Jeremiah looked wistfully at the +ploughmen. + +"Div ye mean tae say," as soon as Mains had recovered, "that ye 've +brocht naethin' for the manse but bukes, naither bed nor bedding? +Keep's a'," as the situation grew upon him, "whar are ye tae sleep, and +what are ye to sit on? An' div ye never eat? This croons a';" and +Mains gazed at his new minister as one who supposed that he had taken +Jeremiah's measure and had failed utterly. + +"_Mea culpa_--it's . . . my blame," and Saunderson was evidently +humbled at this public exposure of his incapacity; "some slight +furnishing will be expedient, even necessary, and I have a plan for +book-shelves in my head; it is ingenious and convenient, and if there +is a worker in wood . . ." + +"Come awa' tae the dog-cart, sir," said Mains, realising that even +Kilbogie did not know what a singular gift they had obtained, and that +discussion on such sublunary matters as pots and pans was useless, not +to say profane. So eight carts got a box each; one, Jeremiah's ancient +kist of moderate dimensions; and the tenth--that none might be left +unrecognised--a handbag that had been on the twelve years' probation +with its master. The story grew as it passed westwards, and when it +reached us we were given to understand that the Free Kirk minister of +Kilbogie had come to his parish with his clothing in a paper parcel and +twenty-four packing cases filled with books, in as many languages--half +of them dating from the introduction of printing, and fastened by +silver clasps--and that if Drumtochty seriously desired to hear an +intellectual sermon at a time, we must take our way through Tochty +woods. + +Mrs. Pitillo took the minister into her hands, and compelled him to +accompany her to Muirtown, where she had him at her will for some time, +so that she equipped the kitchen (fully), a dining-room (fairly), a +spare bedroom (amply), Mr. Saunderson's own bedroom (miserably), and +secured a table and two chairs for the study. This success turned her +head. Full of motherly forethought, and having a keen remembrance that +probationers always retired in the afternoon at Mains to think over the +evening's address, and left an impress of the human form on the bed +when they came down to tea, Mrs. Pitillo suggested that a sofa would be +an admirable addition to the study. As soon as this piece of +furniture, of a size suitable for his six feet, was pointed out to the +minister, he took fright, and became quite unmanageable. He would not +have such an article in his study on any account, partly because it +would only feed a tendency to sloth--which, he explained, was one of +his besetting sins--and partly because it would curtail the space +available for books, which, he indicated, were the proper furniture of +any room, but chiefly of a study. So great was his alarm that he +repented of too early concessions about the other rooms, and explained +to Mrs. Pitillo that every inch of space must be rigidly kept for the +overflow from the study, which he expected--if he were spared--would +reach the garrets. Several times on their way back to Kilbogie, +Saunderson looked wistfully at Mrs. Pitillo, and once opened his mouth +as if to speak, from which she gathered that he was grateful for her +kindness, but dared not yield any farther to the luxuries of the flesh. + +What this worthy woman endured in securing a succession of reliable +housekeepers for Mr. Saunderson and overseeing the interior of that +remarkable home, she was never able to explain to her own satisfaction, +though she made many honest efforts, and one of her last intelligible +utterances was a lamentable prophecy of the final estate of the Free +Church manse of Kilbogie. Mr. Saunderson himself seemed at times to +have some vague idea of her painful services, and once mentioned her +name to Carmichael in feeling terms. There had been some delay in +providing for the bodily wants of the visitor after his eight miles' +walk from Drumtochty, and it seemed likely that he would be obliged to +take his meal standing for want of a chair. + +"While Mrs. Pitillo lived, I have a strong impression, almost amounting +to certainty, that the domestic arrangements of the manse were better +ordered; she had the episcopal faculty in quite a conspicuous degree, +and was, I have often thought, a woman of sound judgment. + +"We were not able at all times to see eye to eye, as she had an +unfortunate tendency to meddle with my books and papers, and to arrange +them after an artificial fashion. This she called tidying, and, in its +most extreme form, cleaning." + +[Illustration: "She had an unfortunate tendency to meddle with my +books."] + +"With all her excellencies, there was also in her what I have noticed +in most women, a certain flavour of guile, and on one occasion, when I +was making a brief journey through Holland and France in search of +comely editions of the fathers, she had the books carried out to the +garden and dusted. It was the space of two years before I regained +mastery of my library again, and unto this day I cannot lay my hands on +the service book of King Henry VIII., which I had in the second +edition, to say nothing of an original edition of Rutherford's _Lex +Rex_. + +"It does not become me, however, to reflect on the efforts of that +worthy matron, for she was by nature a good woman, and if any one could +be saved by good works, her place is assured. I was with her before +she died, and her last words to me were, 'Tell Jean tae dust yir bukes +aince in the sax months, and for ony sake keep ae chair for sittin' +on.' It was not the testimony one would have desired in the +circumstances, but yet, Mr. Carmichael, I have often thought that there +was a spirit of . . . of unselfishness, in fact, that showed the +working of grace." Later in the same evening Mr. Saunderson's mind +returned to his friend's spiritual state, for he entered into a long +argument to show that while Mary was more spiritual, Martha must also +have been within the Divine Election. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +IN THE GLOAMING. + +August is our summer time in the north, and Carmichael found it +pleasant walking from Lynedoch bridge to Kilbogie. The softness of the +gloaming, and the freshness of the falling dew, and the scent of the +honeysuckle in the hedge, and the smell of the cut corn in the +fields--for harvest is earlier down there than with us--and the cattle +chewing the cud, and the sheltering shadow of old beech trees, shed +peace upon him and touched the young minister's imagination. Fancies +he may have had in early youth, but he had never loved any woman except +his mother and his aunt. There had been times when he and his set +declared they would never marry, and one, whose heart was understood to +be blighted, had drawn up the constitution of a celibate Union. It was +never completed--and therefore never signed--because the brotherhood +could not agree about the duration of the vows--the draftsman, who has +been twice married since then, standing stiffly for their perpetuity, +while the others considered that a dispensing power might be lodged in +the Moderator of Assembly. + +This railing against marriage on the part of his friends was pure +boyishness, and they all were engaged on the mere prospect of a kirk, +but Carmichael had more of a mind on the matter. There was in him an +ascetic bent, inherited from some Catholic ancestor, and he was almost +convinced that a minister would serve God with more abandonment in the +celibate state. As an only child, and brought up by a mother given to +noble thoughts, he had learned to set women in a place by themselves, +and considered marriage for ordinary men to flavour of sacrilege. His +mother had bound it as a law upon him that he was never to exercise his +tongue on a woman's failings, never to argue with a woman unto her +embarrassment, never to regard her otherwise than as his superior. +Women noticed that Carmichael bore himself to them as if each were a +Madonna, and treated him in turn according to their nature. Some were +abashed, and could not understand the lad's shyness; those were saints. +Some were amused, and suspected him of sarcasm; those were less than +saints. Some horrified him unto confusion of face because of the +shameful things they said. One middle-aged female, whose conversation +oscillated between physiology and rescue work, compelled Carmichael to +sue for mercy on the ground that he had not been accustomed to speak +about such details of life with a woman, and ever afterwards described +him as a prude. It seemed to Carmichael that he was disliked by some +women because he thought more highly of them than they thought of +themselves. + +Carmichael was much tried by the baser of his fellow-students, +especially a certain class of smug, self-contented, unctuous men, who +neither had endured hardship to get to college, nor did any work at +college. They were described in reports as the "fruits of the +revival," and had been taken from behind counters and sent to the +University, not because they had any love of letters, like Domsie's +lads at Drumtochty, but because rich old ladies were much impressed by +the young men's talk, and the young men were perfectly aware that they +would be better off in the ministry than in any situation they could +gain by their own merits. As Carmichael grew older, and therefore more +charitable, he discovered with what faulty tools the work of the world +and even of kirks is carried on, and how there is a root of good in +very coarse and common souls. When he was a young judge--from whom may +the Eternal deliver us all--he was bitter against the "fruits," as he +called them, because they did their best to escape examinations, and +spoke in a falsetto voice, and had no interest in dogs, and because +they told incredible tales of their spiritual achievements. But +chiefly did Carmichael's gorge rise against those unfortunates because +of the mean way they spoke of marriage, and on this account, being a +high-spirited young fellow, he said things which could hardly be +defended, and of which afterwards he honestly repented. + +"Yes, religion is profitable for both worlds," one of them would exhort +by the junior common-room fire, "and if you doubt it, look at me; +five-and-twenty shillings a week as a draper's assistant was all I had, +and no chance of rising. Now I 'm a gentleman"--here Carmichael used +to look at the uncleanly little man and snort--"and in two years I +could ask any girl in religious society, and she would take me. A +minister can marry any woman, if he be evangelical. Ah," he would +conclude, with a fine strain of piety, "the Gospel is its own reward." + +What enraged Carmichael as he listened in the distance to these paeans +of Pharisaism was the disgusting fact that the "fruits" did carry off +great spoil in the marriage field, so that to a minister without +culture, manners, or manliness, a middle-class family would give their +pet daughter, when they would have refused her to a ten times better +man fighting his way up in commerce. If she died, then this +enterprising buccaneer would achieve a second and third conquest, till +in old age he would rival the patriarchs in the number of his wives and +possessions. As for the girl, Carmichael concluded that she was still +under the glamour of an ancient superstition, and took the veil after a +very commonplace and squalid Protestant fashion. This particular +"fruit" against whom Carmichael in his young uncharitableness +especially raged, because he was more self-complacent and more +illiterate than his fellows, married the daughter of a rich self-made +man, and on the father's death developed a peculiar form of throat +disease, which laid him aside from the active work of the ministry--a +mysterious providence, as he often explained--but allowed him to enjoy +life with a guarded satisfaction. What Carmichael said to him about +his ways and his Gospel was very unpleasant and quite unlike +Carmichael's kindly nature, but the only revenge the victim took was to +state his conviction that Scotland would have nothing to do with a man +that was utterly worldly, and in after years to warn vacant churches +against one who did not preach the Cross. + +After one of those common-room encounters, Carmichael used to fling +himself out into the east wind and greyness of Edinburgh, fuming +against the simplicity of good people, against the provincialism of his +college, against the Pharisaism of his church, against the Philistinism +of Scottish life. He would go down to Holyrood and pity Queen Mary, +transported from the gay court of France to Knox's Scotland, divided +between theology and bloodshed. In the evening he would sweep his +table clean of German books on the Pentateuch, and cover it with prints +of the old masters, which he had begun to collect, and ancient books of +Catholic devotion, and read two letters to his mother from her uncle, +who had been a Vicar-General, and died in an old Scottish convent in +Spain. There was very little in the letters beyond good wishes, and an +account of the Vicar-General's health, but they seemed to link a Free +Kirk divinity student on to the Holy Catholic Church. Mother Church +cast her spell over his imagination, and he envied the lot of her +priests, who held a commission no man denied and administered a +world-wide worship, whom a splendid tradition sanctioned, whom each of +the arts hastened to aid; while he was to be the minister of a local +sect and work with the "fruits," who knew nothing of Catholic +Christianity, but supposed their little eddy, whereon they danced like +rotten sticks, to be the main stream. Next day a reaction would set +in, and Carmichael would have a fit of Bohemianism, and resolve to be a +man of letters. So the big books on theology would again be set aside, +and he would write an article for _Ferrier's Journal_, that kindliest +of all journals to the young author, which he would receive back in a +week "with thanks." The Sunday night came, and Carmichael sat down to +write his weekly letter to his mother--she got notes between, he found +them all in her drawers, not a scrap missing--and as he wrote, his +prejudices, and petulances, and fancies, and unrest passed away. +Before he had told her all that happened to him during the +week--touching gently on the poor Revivalist--although his mother had a +saving sense of humour, and was a quite wonderful mimic--and saying +nothing of his evening with St. Francis de Sales--for this would have +alarmed her at once--he knew perfectly well that he would be neither a +Roman nor a reporter, but a Free Kirk minister, and was not utterly +cast down; for notwithstanding the yeasty commotion of youth and its +censoriousness, he had a shrewd idea that a man is likely to do his +life-work best in the tradition of his faith and blood. Next morning +his heart warmed as he went in through the college gates, and he would +have defended Knox unto the death, as the maker of Scotland. His +fellow-students seemed now a very honest set of men, as indeed they +were, although a trifle limited in horizon, and he hoped that one of +the "fruits" was "satisfied with his Sunday's work," which shows that +as often as a man of twenty-one gets out of touch with reality, he +ought straightway to sit down and write to his mother. Carmichael +indeed told me one evening at the Cottage that he never had any +mystical call to the ministry, but only had entered the Divinity Hall +instead of going to Oxford because his mother had this for her heart's +desire, and he loved her. As a layman it perhaps did not become me to +judge mysteries, but I dared to say that any man might well be guided +by his mother in religion, and that the closer he kept to her memory +the better he would do his work. After which both of us smoked +furiously, and Carmichael, two minutes later, was moved to remark that +some Turkish I had then was enough to lure a man up Glen Urtach in the +month of December. + +The young minister was stirred on the way to Kilbogie, and began to +dream dreams in the twilight. Love had come suddenly to him, and after +an unexpected fashion. Miss Carnegie was of another rank and another +faith, nor was she even his ideal woman, neither conspicuously +spiritual nor gentle, but frank, outspoken, fearless, self-willed. He +could also see that she had been spoiled by her father and his friends, +who had given her _carte blanche_ to say and do what she pleased. Very +likely--he could admit that even in the first blush of his emotion--she +might be passionate and prejudiced on occasion, even a fierce hater. +This he had imagined in the Tochty woods, and was not afraid, for her +imperfections seemed to him a provocation and an attraction. They were +the defects of her qualities--of her courage, candour, generosity, +affection. Carmichael leant upon a stile, and recalled the carriage of +her head, the quick flash of her eye, the tap of her foot, the +fascination of her manner. She was free from the affectations, +gaucheries, commonplaces, wearinesses of many good women he had known. +St. Theresa had been the woman enshrined in the tabernacle of his +heart, but life might have been a trifle tiresome if a man were married +to a saint. The saints have no humour, and do not relax. Life with a +woman like Miss Carnegie would be effervescent and stimulating, full of +surprises and piquancy. No, she was not a saint, but he felt by an +instinct she was pure, loyal, reverent, and true at the core. She was +a gallant lass, and . . . he loved her. + +[Illustration: Mother Church cast her spell over his imagination.] + +What an absurdity was this revery, and Carmichael laughed aloud at +himself. Twice he had met Miss Carnegie--on one occasion she had found +him watering strange dogs out of his hat, and on the other he had given +her to understand that women were little removed from fools. He had +made the worst of himself, and this young woman who had lived with +smart people must have laughed at him. Very likely she had made him +into a story, for as a raconteur himself he knew the temptation to work +up raw material, or perhaps Miss Carnegie had forgotten long ago that +he had called. Suppose that he should call to-morrow on his way home +and say, "General Carnegie, I think it right to tell you that I admire +your daughter very much, and should like your permission to pay my +addresses. I am Free Church minister in Drumtochty, and my stipend is +200 pounds a year" . . . his laugh this time was rather bitter. The +Carnegies would be at once admitted into the county set, and he would +only meet them at a time . . . Lord Hay was a handsome and pleasant +young fellow. He would be at Glen Urtach House for the shooting in a +few days . . . that was a likely thing to happen . . . the families +were old friends . . . there would be great festivities in the +Glen . . . perhaps he would be asked to propose the bride's +health . . . It really seemed a providence that Saunderson should come +along the road when he was playing the fool like a puling boy, for if +any man could give a douche to love-sickness it was the minister of +Kilbogie. + +Carmichael was standing in the shadow as Saunderson came along the +road, and the faint light was a perfect atmosphere for the dear old +bookman. Standing at his full height he might have been six feet, but +with much poring over books and meditation he had descended some three +inches. His hair was long, not because he made any conscious claim to +genius, but because he forgot to get it cut, and with his flowing, +untrimmed beard, was now quite grey. Within his clothes he was the +merest skeleton, being so thin that his shoulder-blades stood out in +sharp outline, and his hands were almost transparent. The redeeming +feature in Saunderson was his eyes, which were large and eloquent, of a +trustful, wistful hazel, the beautiful eyes of a dumb animal. Whether +he was expounding doctrines of an incredible disbelief in humanity or +exalting, in rare moments, the riches of a divine love in which he did +not expect to share, or humbly beseeching his brethren to give him +information on some point in scholarship no one knew anything about +except himself, or stroking the hair of some little child sitting upon +his knee, those eyes were ever simple, honest, and most pathetic. +Young ministers coming to the Presbytery full of self-conceit and new +views were arrested by their light shining through the glasses, and +came in a year or two to have a profound regard for Saunderson, +curiously compounded of amusement at his ways, which for strangeness +were quite beyond imagination, admiration for his knowledge, which was +amazing for its accuracy and comprehensiveness, respect for his +honesty, which feared no conclusion, however repellent to flesh and +blood, but chiefly of love for the unaffected and shining goodness of a +man in whose virgin soul neither self nor this world had any part. For +years the youngsters of the Presbytery knew not how to address the +minister of Kilbogie, since any one who had dared to call him +Saunderson, as they said "Carmichael" and even "MacWheep," though he +was elderly, would have been deposed, without delay, from the +ministry--so much reverence at least was in the lads--and "Mister" +attached to this personality would be like a silk hat on the head of an +Eastern sage. Jenkins of Pitrodie always considered that he was +inspired when he one day called Saunderson "Rabbi," and unto the day of +his death Kilbogie was so called. He made protest against the title as +being forbidden in the Gospels, but the lads insisted that it must be +understood in the sense of scholar, whereupon Saunderson disowned it on +the ground of his slender attainments. The lads saw the force of this +objection, and admitted that the honourable word belonged by rights to +MacWheep, but it was their fancy to assign it to Saunderson--whereat +Saunderson yielded, only exacting a pledge that he should never be so +called in public, lest all concerned be condemned for foolishness. +When it was announced that the University of Edinburgh had resolved to +confer the degree of D. D. on him for his distinguished learning and +great services to theological scholarship, Saunderson, who was +delighted when Dowbiggin of Muirtown got the honour for being an +ecclesiastic, would have refused it for himself had not his boys gone +out in a body and compelled him to accept. They also purchased a +Doctor's gown and hood, and invested him with them in the name of +Kilbogie two days before the capping. One of them saw that he was duly +brought to the Tolbooth Kirk, where the capping ceremonial in those +days took place. Another sent a list of Saunderson's articles to +British and foreign theological and philological reviews, which filled +half a column of the _Caledonian_, and drew forth a complimentary +article from that exceedingly able and caustic paper, whose editor lost +all his hair through sympathetic emotion the morning of the Disruption, +and ever afterwards pointed out the faults of the Free Kirk with much +frankness. The fame of Rabbi Saunderson was so spread abroad that a +great cheer went up as he came in with the other Doctors elect, in +which he cordially joined, considering it to be intended for his +neighbour, a successful West-end clergyman, the author of a Life of +Dorcas and other pleasing booklets. For some time after his boys said +"Doctor" in every third sentence, and then grew weary of a too common +title, and fell back on Rabbi, by which he was known unto the day of +his death, and which is now engraved on his tombstone. + +The Rabbi was tasting some morsel of literature as he came along, and +halted opposite Carmichael, whom he did not see in the shadow, that he +might enjoy it aloud. + +"That is French verse, Rabbi, I think, but it sounds archaic; is it +from a Huguenot poet?" + +"Assuredly," replied the Rabbi, not one whit astonished that a man +should come out from a hedge on Kilbogie road and recognise his +quotation; "from Clement Marot, whom, as you remember, there is good +evidence Queen Mary used to read. It is you, John Carmichael." The +Rabbi awoke from the past, and held Carmichael's hand in both of his. +"This was very mindful. You were going home from Pitscowrie and turned +aside to visit me. + +"It is unfortunate that I am hastening to a farm called the Mains, on +the border of Pitscourie parish, to expound the Word; but you will go +on to the Manse and straitly charge Barbara to give you food, and I +will hasten to return." And the Rabbi looked forward to the night with +great satisfaction. + +"No, I am not coming from Pitscowrie, and you are not going there, as +far as one can see. Why, you are on your way to Tochty woods; you are +going west instead of east; Rabbi, tell the truth, have you been +snuffing?" + +This was a searching question, and full of history. When the Rabbi +turned his back against the wind to snuff with greater comfort, he was +not careful to resume his original position, but continued cheerfully +in the new direction. This weakness was so well known that the school +bairns would watch till he had started, and stand in a row on the road +to block his progress. Then there would be a parley, which would end +in the Rabbi capitulating and rewarding the children with peppermints, +whereupon they would see him fairly off again and go on their +way--often looking back to see that he was safe, and somehow loving him +all the more for his strange ways. So much indeed was the Rabbi +beloved that a Pitscowrie laddie, who described Saunderson freely as a +"daftie" to Mains' grandson, did not see clearly for a week, and never +recovered his lost front tooth. + +"That," remarked young Mains, "'ll learn Pitscowrie tae set up +impidence aboot the minister." + +"There is no doubt, that I snuffed--it was at Claypots steading--but +there was no wind that I should turn. This is very remarkable, John, +and . . . disconcerting. + +"These humiliations are doubtless a lesson," resumed the Rabbi as they +hurried to Mains, "and a rebuke. Snuffing is in no sense a necessity, +and I have long recognised that the habit requires to be +restricted--very carefully restricted. For some time I have had fixed +times--once in the forenoon, once in the afternoon, and again in the +evening. Had I restrained myself till my work was over and I had +returned home this misadventure would not have occurred, whereby I have +been hindered and the people will have been kept waiting for their +spiritual food. + +"It is exactly twenty years to-night since I began this meeting in +Mains," the Rabbi explained to Carmichael, "and I have had great +pleasure in it and some profit. My subject has been the Epistle to the +Romans, and by the goodness of God we are approaching the last +chapters. The salutations will take about a year or so; Rufus, chosen +in the Lord, will need careful treatment; and then I thought, if I were +spared, of giving another year to a brief review of the leading points +of doctrine; eh?" + +Carmichael indicated that the family at Mains would almost expect +something of the sort, and inquired whether there might not be a few +passages requiring separate treatment at fuller length than was +possible in this hurried commentary. + +"Quite so, John, quite so; no one is more bitterly conscious of the +defects of this exposition than myself--meagre and superficial to a +degree, both in the patristic references and the experimental +application; but we are frail creatures, John, and it is doubtful +whether the exposition of any book should extend unto a generation. It +has always caused me regret that Mains--I mean the father of the +present tenant--departed before we had come to the comfort of the +eighth chapter." + +The Rabbi's mind was much affected by this thought, and twice in the +kitchen his eye wandered to the chair where his friend had sat, with +his wife beside him. From Priscilla and Aquila he was led into the +question of hospitality, on which he spoke afterwards till they came to +the Manse, where he stationed Carmichael on the doorstep till he +secured a light. + +"There is a parcel of books on the floor, partially opened, and the way +of passing is narrow and somewhat dangerous in the darkness." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +KILBOGIE MANSE. + +Ministers there were in the great strath so orderly that they kept +their sealing-wax in one drawer and their string in another, while +their sermons were arranged under the books of the Bible, and tied with +green silk. Dr. Dowbiggin, though a dull man and of a heavy carriage, +could find in an instant the original draft of a motion on instrumental +music he made in the Presbytery of Muirtown in the year '59, and could +also give the exact page in the blue-books for every word he had +uttered in the famous case when he showed that the use of a harmonium +to train MacWheep's choir was a return to the bondage of Old Testament +worship. His collection of pamphlets was supposed to be unique, and +was a terror to controversialists, no man knowing when a rash utterance +on the bottomless mystery of "spiritual independence" might not be +produced from the Doctor's coat-tail pocket. He retired to rest at +10.15, and rose at six, settling the subject of his next sermon on +Sabbath evening, and finishing the first head before breakfast on +Monday morning. He had three hats--one for funerals, one for +marriages, one for ordinary occasions--and has returned from the +Presbytery door to brush his coat. Morning prayers in Dr. Dowbiggin's +house were at 8.05, and the wrath of the Doctor was so dangerous that +one probationer staying at the manse, and not quite independent of +influence, did not venture to undress, but snatched a fearful doze +sitting upright on a cane-bottomed chair, lest he should not be in at +the psalm. Young ministers of untidy habits regarded Dr. Dowbiggin's +study with despair, and did not recover their spirits till they were +out of Muirtown. Once only did this eminent man visit the manse of +Kilbogie, and in favourable moments after dinner he would give his +choicer experiences. + +"It is my invariable custom to examine the bed to see that everything +is in order, and any one sleeping in Kilbogie Manse will find the good +of such a precaution. I trust that I am not a luxurious person--it +would ill become one who came out in '43--but I have certainly become +accustomed to the use of sheets. When I saw there were none on the +bed, I declined to sleep without them, and I indicated my mind very +distinctly on the condition of the manse. + +"Would you believe it?" the Doctor used to go on. "Saunderson +explained, as if it were a usual occurrence, that he had given away all +the spare linen in his house to a girl that had to marry in . . . +urgent circumstances, and had forgotten to get more. And what do you +think did he offer as a substitute for sheets?" No one could even +imagine what might not occur to the mind of Saunderson. + +"Towels, as I am an honourable man; a collection of towels, as he put +it, 'skilfully attached together, might make a pleasant covering.' +That is the first and last time I ever slept in the Free Church Manse +of Kilbogie. As regards Saunderson's study, I will guarantee that the +like of it cannot be found within Scotland," and at the very thought of +it that exact and methodical ecclesiastic realised the limitations of +language. + +His boys boasted of the Rabbi's study as something that touched genius +in its magnificent disorderliness, and Carmichael was so proud of it +that he took me to see it as to a shrine. One whiff of its atmosphere +as you entered the door gave an appetite and raised the highest +expectations. For any bookman can estimate a library by scent--if an +expert he could even write out a catalogue of the books and sketch the +appearance of the owner. Heavy odour of polished mahogany, Brussels +carpets, damask curtains and tablecloths; then the books are kept +within glass, consist of sets of standard works in half calf, and the +owner will give you their cost wholesale to a farthing. Faint +fragrance of delicate flowers, and Russia leather, with a hint of +cigarettes; prepare yourself for a marvellous wall-paper, etchings, +bits of oak, limited editions, and a man in a velvet coat. Smell of +paste and cloth binding and general newness means yesterday's books and +a man racing through novels with a paper knife. Those are only +book-rooms by courtesy, and never can satisfy any one who has breathed +the sacred air. It is a rich and strong spirit, not only filling the +room, but pouring out from the door and possessing the hall, redeeming +an opposite dining-room from grossness, and a more distant drawing-room +from frivolity, and even lending a goodly flavour to bedrooms on upper +floors. It is distilled from curious old duodecimos packed on high +shelves out of sight, and blows over folios, with large clasps, that +once stood in monastery libraries, and gathers a subtle sweetness from +parchments that were illuminated in ancient scriptoriums, that are now +grass grown, and is fortified with good old musty calf. The wind was +from the right quarter on the first day I visited Kilbogie Manse, and +as we went up the garden walk the Rabbi's library already bade us +welcome, and assured us of our reward for a ten miles' walk. + +Saunderson was perfectly helpless in all manner of mechanics--he could +not drive a tack through anything except his own fingers, and had given +up shaving at the suggestion of his elders--and yet he boasted, with +truth, that he had got three times as many books into the study as his +predecessor possessed in all his house. For Saunderson had shelved the +walls from the floor to the ceiling, into every corner and over the +doors, and above the windows, as well as below them. The wright had +wished to leave the space clear above the mantelpiece. + +"Ye 'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there, or maybe John Knox, and a bit +clock 'll be handy for letting ye ken the 'oors on Sabbath." + +[Illustration: "Ye 'll be hanging Dr. Chalmers there."] + +The Rabbi admitted that he had a Knox, but was full of a scheme for +hanging him over his own history, which he considered both appropriate +and convenient. As regards time, it was the last thing of which that +worthy man desired to be reminded--going to bed when he could no longer +see for weariness, and rising as soon as he awoke, taking his food when +it was brought to him, and being conducted to church by the beadle +after the last straggler was safely seated. He even cast covetous eyes +upon the two windows, which were absurdly large, as he considered, but +compromised matters by removing the shutters and filling up the vacant +space with slender works of devotion. It was one of his conceits that +the rising sun smote first on an A Kempis, for this he had often +noticed as he worked of a morning. + +Book-shelves had long ago failed to accommodate Rabbi's treasures, and +the floor had been bravely utilised. Islands of books, rugged and +perpendicular, rose on every side; long promontories reached out from +the shore, varied by bold headlands; and so broken and varied was that +floor that the Rabbi was pleased to call it the Aegean Sea, where he +had his Lesbos and his Samos. It is absolutely incredible, but it is +all the same a simple fact, that he knew every book and its location, +having a sense of the feel as well as the shape of his favourites. +This was not because he had the faintest approach to orderliness--for +he would take down twenty volumes and never restore them to the same +place by any chance. It was a sort of motherly instinct by which he +watched over them all, even loved prodigals that wandered over all the +study and then set off on adventurous journeys into distant rooms. The +restoration of an emigrant to his lawful home was celebrated by a feast +in which, by a confusion of circumstances, the book played the part of +the fatted calf, being read afresh from beginning to end. During his +earlier and more agile years the Rabbi used to reach the higher levels +of his study by wonderful gymnastic feats, but after two falls--one +with three Ante-Nicene fathers in close pursuit--he determined to call +in assistance. This he did after an impressive fashion. When he +attended the roup at Pitfoodles--a day of historical prices--and +purchased in open competition, at three times its value, a small stack +ladder, Kilbogie was convulsed, and Mains had to offer explanations. + +"He 's cuttit aff seevin feet, and rins up it tae get his tapmaist +bukes, but that's no a'," and then Mains gave it to be understood that +the rest of the things the minister had done with that ladder were +beyond words. For in order that the rough wood might not scar the +sensitive backs of the fathers, the Rabbi had covered the upper end +with cloth, and for that purpose had utilised a pair of trousers. It +was not within his ability in any way to reduce or adapt his material, +so that those interesting garments remained in their original shape, +and, as often as the ladder stood reversed, presented a very impressive +and diverting spectacle. It was the inspiration of one of Carmichael's +most successful stories--how he had done his best to console a woman on +the death of her husband, and had not altogether failed, till she +caught sight of the deceased's nether garments waving disconsolately on +a rope in the garden, when she refused to be comforted. "Toom (empty) +breeks tae me noo," and she wept profusely, "toom breeks tae me." + +One of the great efforts of the Rabbi's life was to seat his visitors, +since, beyond the one chair, accommodation had to be provided on the +table, wheresoever there happened to be no papers, and on the ledges of +the bookcases. It was pretty to see the host suggesting from a long +experience those coigns of vantage he counted easiest and safest, +giving warnings also of unsuspected danger in the shape of restless +books that might either yield beneath one's feet or descend on one's +head. Carmichael, however, needed no such guidance, for he knew his +way about in the marvellous place, and at once made for what the boys +called the throne of the fathers. This was a lordly seat, laid as to +its foundation in mediaeval divines of ponderous content, but +excellently finished with the Benedictine edition of St. Augustine, +softened by two cushions, one for a seat and another for a back. Here +Carmichael used to sit in great content, smoking and listening while +the Rabbi hunted an idea through Scripture with many authorities, or +defended the wildest Calvinism with strange, learned arguments; from +this place he would watch the Rabbi searching for a lost note on some +passage of Holy Writ amid a pile of papers two feet deep, through which +he burrowed on all fours, or climbing for a book on the sky-line, to +forget his errand and to expound some point of doctrine from the top of +the ladder. + +"You 're comfortable, John, and you do not want to put off your boots +after all that travelling to and fro? then I will search for Barbara, +and secure some refreshment for our bodies," and Carmichael watched the +Rabbi depart with pity, for he was going on a troublous errand. + +Housekeepers are, after beadles, the most wonderful functionaries in +the ecclesiastical life of Scotland, and every species could be found +within a day's journey of Drumtochty. Jenkins, indeed, suggested that +a series of papers on Church Institutions read at the clerical club +should include one on housekeepers, and offered to supply the want, +which was the reason why Dr. Dowbiggin refused to certify him to a +vacancy, speaking of him as "frivolous and irresponsible." The class +ranged from Sarah of Drumtochty, who could cook and knew nothing about +ecclesiastical affairs, to that austere damsel, Margaret Meiklewham of +Pitscowrie, who had never prepared an appetising meal in her life, but +might have sat as an elder in the Presbytery. + +Among all her class, Barbara MacCluckie stood an easy worst, being the +most incapable, unsightly, evil-tempered, vexatious woman into whose +hands an unmarried man had ever been delivered. MacWheep had his own +trials, but his ruler saw that he had sufficient food and some comfort, +but Barbara laid herself out to make the Rabbi's life a misery. He +only obtained his meals as a favour, and an extra blanket had to be won +by a week's abject humiliation. Fire was only allowed him at times, +and he secured oil for his lamp by stratagems. Latterly he was glad to +send strange ministers to Mains, and his boys alone forced lodgment in +the manse. The settlement of Barbara was the great calamity of the +Rabbi's life, and was the doing of his own good nature. He first met +her when she came to the manse one evening to discuss the unlawfulness +of infant baptism and the duty of holding Sunday on Saturday, being the +Jewish Sabbath. His interest deepened on learning that she had been +driven from twenty-nine situations through the persecution of the +ungodly; and on her assuring him that she had heard a voice in a dream +bidding her take charge of Kilbogie Manse, the Rabbi, who had suffered +many things at the hands of young girls given to lovers, installed +Barbara, and began to repent that very day. A tall, bony, forbidding +woman, with a squint and a nose turning red, as she stated, from +chronic indigestion, let it be said for her that she did not fall into +the sins of her predecessors. It was indeed a pleasant jest in +Kilbogie for four Sabbaths that she allowed a local Romeo, who knew not +that his Juliet was gone, to make his adventurous way to her bedroom +window, and then showed such an amazing visage that he was laid up for +a week through the suddenness of his fall. What the Rabbi endured no +one knew, but his boys understood that the only relief he had from +Barbara's tyranny was on Sabbath evening, when she stated her +objections to the doctrine, and threatened henceforward to walk into +Muirtown in order to escape from unsound doctrine. On such occasions +the Rabbi laid himself out for her instruction with much zest, and he +knew when he had produced an impression, for then he went supperless to +bed. Between this militant spirit and the boys there was an undying +feud, and Carmichael was not at all hurt to hear her frank references +to himself. + +[Illustration: A tall, bony, forbidding woman.] + +"What need he come stravagin' doon frae Drumtochty for? it wud set him +better tae wait on his ain fouk. A licht-headed fellow, they say as +kens; an' as for his doctrine--weel, maybe it 'll dae for Drumtochty. + +"Tea? Did ye expect me tae hae biling water at this 'oor o' the nicht? +My word, the money wud flee in this hoose gin a' wesna here. Milk 'll +dae fine for yon birkie: he micht be gled tae get onything, sorning on +a respectable manse every ither week." + +"You will pardon our humble provision"--this is how the Rabbi prepared +Carmichael; "we have taken my worthy Abigail unawares, and she cannot +do for us what in other circumstances would be her desire. She has a +thorn in the flesh which troubles her, and makes her do what she would +not; but I am convinced that her heart is right." + +That uncompromising woman took no notice of Drumtochty, but busied +herself in a search for the Rabbi's bag, which he insisted had been +brought home from Muirtown that morning, and which was at last found +covered with books. + +"Do not open it at present, Barbara; you can identify the contents +later if it be necessary, but I am sure they are all right," and the +Rabbi watched Barbara's investigations with evident anxiety. + +"Maybe ye hae brocht back what ye started wi', but gin ye hev, it's the +first time a' can mind. Laist sacrament at Edinburgh ye pickit up twal +books, ae clothes brush, an' a crochet cover for a chair, an' left +a'thing that belonged tae ye." + +"It was an inadvertence; but I obtained a drawer for my own use this +time, and I was careful to pack its contents into the bag, leaving +nothing." But the Rabbi did not seem over-confident. + +"There 's nae question that ye hev filled the pack," said Barbara, with +much deliberation and an ominous calmness; "but whether wi' yir ain +gear or some ither body's, a'll leave ye tae judge yirsel'. A 'll +juist empty the bag on the bukes;" and Barbara selected a bank of +Puritans for the display of her master's spoil. + +"Ae slipbody (bodice), well hemmed and gude stuff--ye didna tak' that +wi' ye, at ony rate; twa pillow slips--they 'll come in handy, oor ain +are wearin' thin; ae pair o' sheets--'ll juist dae for the next trimmie +that ye want tae set up in her hoose; this 'll be a bolster slip, a 'm +judgin'--" + +"It must be the work of Satan," cried the poor Rabbi, who constantly +saw the hand of the great enemy in the disorder of his study. "I +cannot believe that my hands packed such garments in place of my own." + +"Ye 'll be satisfied when ye read the name; it's plain eneuch; ye +needna gang dodderin' aboot here and there lookin' for yir glasses; +there's twa pair on your head already;" for it was an hour of triumph +to Barbara's genial soul. + +"It's beyond understanding," murmured the Rabbi. "I must have mistaken +one drawer for another in the midst of meditation;" and then, when +Barbara had swept out of the room with the varied linen on her arm, +"this is very humiliating, John, and hard to bear." + +"Nonsense, Rabbi; it's one of the finest things you have ever done. +Half a dozen journeys of that kind would refurnish the manse; it's just +a pity you can't annex a chair;" but he saw that the good man was +sorely vexed. + +"You are a good lad, John, and it is truly marvellous what charity I +have received at the hands of young men who might have scorned and +mocked me. God knows how my heart has been filled with gratitude, and +I . . . have mentioned your names in my unworthy prayers that God may +do to you all according to the kindness ye have shown unto me." + +It was plain that this lonely, silent man was much moved, and +Carmichael did not speak. + +"People consider that I am ignorant of my failings and weaknesses, and +I can bear witness with a clear conscience that I am not angry when +they smile and nod the head; why should I be? But, John, it is known +to myself only and Him before whom all hearts are open how great is my +suffering in being among my neighbours as a sparrow upon the housetop. + +"May you never know, John, what it is to live alone and friendless till +you lose the ways of other men and retire within yourself, looking out +on the multitude passing on the road as a hermit from his cell, and +knowing that some day you will die alone, with none to . . . give you a +draught of water." + +"Rabbi, Rabbi"--for Carmichael was greatly distressed at the woe in the +face opposite him, and his heart was tender that night--"why should you +have lived like that? Do not be angry, but . . . did God intend . . . +it cannot be wrong . . . I mean . . . God did give Eve to Adam." + +"Laddie, why do ye speak with fear and a faltering voice? Did I say +aught against that gracious gift or the holy mystery of love, which is +surely the sign of the union betwixt God and the soul, as is set forth +after a mystical shape in the Song of Songs? But it was not for +me--no, not for me. I complain not, neither have I vexed my soul. He +doeth all things well." + +"But, dear Rabbi"--and Carmichael hesitated, not knowing where he stood. + +"Ye ask me why"--the Rabbi anticipated the question--"and I will tell +you plainly, for my heart has ever gone forth to you. For long years I +found no favour in the eyes of the Church, and it seemed likely I would +be rejected from the ministry as a man useless and unprofitable. How +could I attempt to win the love of any maiden, since it did not appear +to be the will of God that I should ever have a place of habitation? +It consisted not with honour, for I do hold firmly that no man hath any +right to seek unto himself a wife till he have a home." + +"But . . ." + +"Afterwards, you would say. Ah, John, then had I become old and +unsightly, not such a one as women could care for. It would have been +cruel to tie a maid for life to one who might only be forty years in +age, but was as seventy in his pilgrimage, and had fallen into unlovely +habits." + +Then the Rabbi turned on Carmichael his gentle eyes, that were shining +with tears. + +"It will be otherwise with you, and so let it be. May I live to see +you rejoicing with the wife of your youth." + +So it came to pass that it was to this unlikely man Carmichael told his +new-born love, and he was amazed at the understanding of the Rabbi, as +well as his sympathy and toleration. + +"A maid of spirit--and that is an excellent thing; and any excess will +be tamed by life. Only see to it that ye agree in that which lieth +beneath all churches and maketh souls one in God. May He prosper you +in your wooing as He did the patriarch Jacob, and far more abundantly." + +Very early in the morning Carmichael awoke, and being tempted by the +sunrise, arose and went downstairs. As he came near the study door he +heard a voice in prayer, and knew that the Rabbi had been all night in +intercession. + +"Thou hast denied me wife and child; deny me not Thyself. . . . A +stranger Thou hast made me among men; refuse me not a place in the +City. . . . Deal graciously with this lad who has been to me as a son +in the Gospel. . . . He has not despised an old man; put not his heart +to confusion. . . ." + +Carmichael crept upstairs again, but not to sleep, and at breakfast he +pledged the Rabbi to come up some day and see Kate Carnegie. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +PREPARING FOR THE SACRAMENT. + +English folk have various festivals in the religious year, as becometh +a generous country, but in our austere and thrifty Glen there was only +one high day, and that was Sacrament Sabbath. It is rumoured--but one +prefers not to believe scandals--that the Scottish Kirk nowadays is +encouraging a monthly Sacrament, after which nothing remains in the way +of historical declension except for people to remain for the Sacrament +as it may occur to them, and for men like Drumsheugh to get up at +meetings to give their religious experiences, when every one that has +any understanding will know that the reserve has gone out of Scottish +character, and the reverence from Scottish faith. Dr. Davidson's +successor, a boisterous young man of bourgeois manners, elected by +popular vote, has got guilds, where Hillocks' granddaughter reads +papers on Emerson and refers to the Free Kirk people as Dissenters, but +things were different in the old days before the Revolution. The +Doctor had such unquestioning confidence in himself that he considered +his very presence a sufficient defence for the Kirk, and was of such +perfect breeding that he regarded other Kirks with unbroken charity. +He was not the man to weary the parish with fussy little schemes, and +he knew better than level down the Sacrament. It was the summit of the +year to which the days climbed, from which they fell away, and it was +held in the middle of August. Then nature was at her height in the +Glen, and had given us of her fulness. The barley was golden, and, +rustling in the gentle wind, wearied for the scythe; the oats were +changing daily, and had only so much greenness as would keep the +feathery heads firm for the handling; the potatoes having received the +last touch of the plough, were well banked up and flowering pleasantly; +the turnips, in fine levels, like Hillocks', or gently sloping fields, +like Menzies', were so luxuriant that a mere townsman could not have +told the direction of the drills; the hay had been gathered into long +stacks like unto the shape of a two-storied house, and the fresh +aftermath on the field was yielding sweet morsels for the horses of an +evening; the pasture was rich with the hardy white clover, and one +could hear from the road the cattle taking full mouthfuls; young spring +animals, like calves and lambs, were now falling into shape and +beginning independent life, though with an occasional hankering after +the past, when the lambs would fall a-bleating for their mothers, and +calves would hang about the gate at evening, where they had often +fought shamelessly to get a frothy nose once more into the milk-pail. + +Our little gardens were full a-blow, a very blaze and maze of colour +and foliage, wherein the owner wandered of an evening examining flowers +and fruit with many and prolonged speculations--much aided by the smoke +of tobacco--as to the chance of gaining a second at our horticultural +show with his stocks, or honourable mention for a dish of mixed fruit. +The good wife might be seen of an afternoon about that time, in a +sun-bonnet and a gown carefully tucked up, gathering her berry harvest +for preserves, with two young assistants, who worked at a modest +distance from their mother, very black as to their mouths, and +preserving the currants, as they plucked them, by an instantaneous +process of their own invention. Next afternoon a tempting fragrance of +boiling sugar would make one's mouth water as he passed, and the same +assistants, never weary in well-doing, might be seen setting saucers of +black jam upon the window-sill to "jeel," and receiving, as a kind of +blackmail, another saucerful of "skim," which, I am informed, is really +the refuse of the sugar, but, for all that, wonderfully toothsome. +Bear with a countryman's petty foolishness, ye mighty people who live +in cities, and whose dainties come from huge manufactories. Some man +reading these pages will remember that red-letter day of the +summer-time long ago, and the faithful hands that plucked the fruit, +and the old kitchen, with its open beams, and the peat fire glowing +red, and the iron arm that held the copper-lined pan--much lent round +the district--and the smack of the hot, sweet berries, more grateful +than any banquet of later days. + +[Illustration: Gathering her berry harvest.] + +The bees worked hard in this time of affluence, and came staggering +home with spoil from the hills, but it was holiday season on the farms. +Between the last labours on the roots and the beginning of harvest +there was no exacting demand from the land, and managing farmers +invented tasks to fill up the hours. An effort was made to restore +carts and implements to their original colour, which was abruptly +interrupted by the first day of cutting, so that one was not surprised +to see a harvest cart blue on one side and a rich crusted brown on the +other. Drumsheugh would even send his men to road-making, and +apologise to the neighbours--"juist reddin' up aboot the doors"--while +Saunders the foreman and his staff laboured in a shamefaced manner like +grown-ups playing at a children's game. Hillocks used to talk vaguely +about going to see a married sister in Glasgow, and one year got as far +as Kildrummie, where he met Piggie Walker, and returned to have a deal +in potatoes with that enterprising man. More than once Drumsheugh--but +then his position was acknowledged--set off on the Monday for +Carnoustie with a large carpet bag containing, among other things, two +pounds of butter and two dozen eggs, and announced his intention of +spending a fortnight at the "saut water." The kirkyard would bid him +good-bye, and give him a united guarantee that Sabbath would be kept at +Drumtochty during his absence, but the fathers were never astonished to +see the great man drop into Muirtown market next Friday on his way +west--having found four days of unrelieved gaiety at that Scottish +Monaco enough for flesh and blood. + +This season of small affairs was redeemed by the Sacrament, and +preparations began far off with the cleaning of the kirk. As early as +June our beadle had the face of one with something on his mind, and +declined to pledge himself for roups of standing corn, where his +presence was much valued, not on business grounds, but as an official +sanction of the proceedings. Drumtochty always felt that Dr. Davidson +was fully represented by his man, and John could no longer disentangle +the two in his own mind--taking a gloomy view of the parish when he was +laid up by lumbago and the Doctor had to struggle on single-handed, and +regarding the future when both would be gone with despair. + +"Ay, ay, Hillocks," he once remarked to that worthy, "this 'll be a +queer-like place when me an' the Doctor 's awa'. + +"Na, na, a' daurna promise for the roup, but ye can cairry it on +whether a 'm there or no; prices dinna hang on a beadle, and they 're +far mair than appearances. A 'm juist beginning tae plan the reddin' +up for the Saicrament, an' a 've nae speerit for pleesure; div ye ken, +Hillocks, a' wud actually coont a funeral distrackin'." + +"Ye hev an awfu' responsibility, there 's nae doot o' that, John, but +gin ye juist jined the fouk for ae field, it wud be an affset tae the +day, an' the auctioneer wud be lifted." + +With the beginning of July, John fairly broke ground in the great +effort, and was engaged thereon for six weeks, beginning with the +dusting of the pulpit and concluding with the beating of Drumsheugh's +cushion. During that time the Doctor only suggested his wants to John, +and the fathers themselves trembled of a Sabbath morning lest in a +moment of forgetfulness they might carry in some trace of their farms +with them and mar the great work. It was pretty to see Whinnie +labouring at his feet in a grassy corner, while John watched him from +the kirk door with an unrelenting countenance. + +The elders also had what might be called their cleaning at this season, +examining into the cases of any who had made a "mistak'" since last +August, and deciding whether they should be allowed to "gang forrit." +These deliberations were begun at the door, where Drumsheugh and Domsie +stood the last five minutes before the Doctor appeared, and were open +to the congregation, who from their places within learned the +offenders' prospects. + +"The Doctor 'll dae as he considers richt, an' he 's juist ower easy +pleased wi' onybody 'at starts a-greetin', but yon's ma jidgment, +Dominie." + +"I do not wish to dispute with you, Drumsheugh"--Domsie always spoke +English on such occasions--"and the power of the keys is a solemn +charge. But we must temper a just measure of severity with a spirit of +mercy." + +"Ye may temper this or temper that," said Drumsheugh, going to the root +of the matter, "but a' tell ye, Dominie, there's ower mony o' thae +limmers in the country juist noo, an' a 'm for making an example o' +Jean Ferguson." + +So Jean did not present herself for a token on the approaching +Fast-day, and sat out with the children during the Sacrament with as +becoming an expression of penitence as her honest, comely face could +accomplish. Nor did Jean or her people bear any grudge against the +Doctor or the Session for their severity. She had gone of her own +accord to confess her fault, and was willing that her process of +cleansing should be thorough before she received absolution. When a +companion in misfortune spoke of the greater leniency of Pitscowrie, +Jean expressed her thankfulness that she was of Drumtochty. + +"Nane o' yir loose wys for me--gie me a richt minister as dis his +duty;" which showed that whatever might be her deflections in practice, +Jean's ideas of morals were sound. + +Preparations in the parish at large began two weeks before the +Sacrament, when persons whose attendance had been, to say the least, +irregular slipped in among the fathers without ostentation, and +dropping into a conversation on the weather, continued, as it were, +from last Sabbath, used it skilfully to offer an apology for past +failures in church observance. + +"It's keepit up wonderfu' through the week, for a' never like ower +bricht mornin's," old Sandie Ferguson would remark casually, whose +arrival, swallow-like, heralded the approach of the great occasion. +"The roads are graund the noo frae the heich (high glen); we 've hed an +awfu' winter, neeburs, up oor wy--clean blockit up. Them 'at lives +ablow are michty favoured, wi' the kirk at their door." + +"It's maist extraordinar' hoo the seasons are changin'"--Jamie Soutar +could never resist Sandie's effrontery--"A' mind when Mairch saw the +end o' the snow, an' noo winter is hangin' aboot in midsummer. A'm +expeckin' tae hear, in another five year, that the drifts last through +the Sacrament in August. It 'll be a sair trial for ye, Sandie, a +wullin' kirkgoer--but ye 'll hae the less responsibility." + +"Millhole 's here, at ony rate, the day, an' we 're gled tae see +him"--for Drumsheugh's pride was to have a large Sacrament--and so +Sandie would take his place at an angle to catch the Doctor's eye, and +pay such rapt attention to the sermon that any one not knowing the +circumstances might have supposed that he had just awaked from sleep. + +Ploughmen who on other Sabbaths slept in the forenoon and visited their +sweethearts the rest of the day, presented themselves for tokens on the +Fast-day, and made the one elaborate toilette of the year on Saturday +evening, when they shaved in turns before a scrap of glass hung outside +the bothy door, and the foreman, skilled in the clipping of horses, cut +their hair, utilising a porridge bowl with much ingenuity to secure a +round cut. They left early on the Sabbath morning, and formed +themselves into a group against the gable of the kirk,--being reviewed +with much satisfaction by Drumsheugh, who had a keen eye for absentees +from the religious function of the year. At the first sound of the +bell the ploughmen went into kirk a solid mass, distributing themselves +in the servants' pews attached to the farmers' pews, and maintaining an +immovable countenance through every part of the service, any tendency +to somnolence being promptly and effectually checked by the foreman, +who allowed himself some ease when alone on other days, but on +Sacrament Sabbath realised his charge and never closed an eye. The +women and children proceeded to their places on arrival, and the +fathers followed them as the bell gave signs of ceasing. Drumsheugh +and Domsie then came in from the plate and the administration of +discipline, and the parish waited as one man for the appearance of John +with the Bible, the Doctor following, and envied those whose seat +commanded the walk from the manse down which the procession came every +Sabbath with dignity, but once a year with an altogether peculiar +majesty. + +Drumtochty exiles meeting in London or other foreign places and +recalling the Glen, never part without lighting on John and passing +contempt on all officials beside him. "Ye mind John?" one will say, +wagging his head with an amazement that time and distance has in no +wise cooled, and his fellow glensman will reply, "Ay, ye may traivel +the warld ower or ye see his marrow." Then they will fall into a +thoughtful silence, and each knows that his neighbour is following John +as he comes down the kirkyard on the great day. "Comin' in at the door +lookin' as if he didna ken there wes a body in the kirk, a' aye coontit +best," but his friend has another preference. "It wes fine, but, man, +tae see him set the bukes doon on the pulpit cushion, and then juist +gie ae glisk roond the kirk as much as tae say, 'What think ye o' +that?' cowed a' thing." It has been given to myself amid other +privileges to see (and store in a fond memory) the walk of a University +mace-bearer, a piper at the Highland gathering, a German stationmaster +(after the war), and an alderman (of the old school), but it is bare +justice to admit, although I am not of Drumtochty, but only as a +proselyte of the gate, that none of those efforts is at all to be +compared with John's achievement. Within the manse the Doctor was +waiting in pulpit array, grasping his father's snuff-box in a firm +right hand, and it was understood that, none seeing them, and as a +preparation for the strain that would immediately be upon them, both +the minister and his man relaxed for a minute. + +"Is there a respectable attendance, John?" and the Doctor would take a +preliminary pinch. "Drumsheugh does not expect many absentees." + +"Naebody 's missin' that a' cud see, sir, except that ill gettit +wratch, Tammie Ronaldson, and a' coont him past redemption. A' gaed in +as a' cam doon, and gin he wesna lyin' in his bed sleepin' an' snorin' +like a heathen." + +"Well, John, did you do your duty as an officer of the church?" + +"A' stood ower him, Doctor, an' a' juist said tae masel', 'Shall a' +smite wi' the sword?' but a' left him alane for this time." And so +they started--John in front with the books, and the Doctor a pace +behind, his box now in the left hand, with a handkerchief added, and +the other holding up his gown, both dignitaries bare-headed, +unself-conscious, absorbed in their office. + +The books were carried level with the top button of John's +waistcoat--the Psalm-book being held in its place by the two extended +thumbs--and neither were allowed to depart from the absolute horizontal +by an eighth of an inch, even going up the pulpit stairs. When they +had been deposited in their place, and slightly patted, just to settle +them, John descended to make way for the Doctor, who had been waiting +beneath in a commanding attitude. He then followed the minister up, +and closed the door--not with a bang, but yet so that all might know he +had finished his part of the work. If any one had doubted how much +skill went to this achievement, he had his eyes opened when John had +the lumbago, and the smith arrived at the kirk door three yards ahead +of the Doctor, and let the Psalm-book fall on the pulpit floor. + +"We 're thankfu' tae hae ye back, John," said Hillocks. "Yon wes a +temptin' o' Providence." + +Once only had I the privilege of seeing John in this his glory, and the +sight of him afflicted me with a problem no one has ever solved. It +might, indeed, be made a branch of scientific investigation, and would +then be called the Genesis of Beadles. Was a beadle ever a baby? What +like was he before he appeared in his office? Was he lying as a +cardinal in petto till the right moment, and then simply showed himself +to be appointed as one born unto this end? No one dared to hint that +John had ever followed any other avocation, and an effort to connect +John with the honourable trade of plumbing in the far past was justly +regarded as a disgraceful return of Tammie Ronaldson's for much +faithful dealing. Drumtochty refused to consider his previous history, +if he had any, and looked on John in his office as a kind of +Melchizedek, a mysterious, isolated work of Providence. + +He was a mere wisp of a man, with a hard, keen face, iron-grey hair +brushed low across his forehead, and clean-shaven cheeks. + +[Illustration: He was a mere wisp of a man.] + +"A 've naething tae say against a beard," on being once consulted, "an' +a 'm no prepared tae deny it maun be in the plan o' Providence. In +fact, gin a' wes in a private capaucity, a' michtna shave, but in ma +public capaucity, a 've nae alternative. It wud be a fine story tae +gang roond the Presbytery o' Muirtown that the Beadle o' Drumtochty hed +a beard." + +His authority was supreme under the Doctor, and never was disputed by +man or beast save once, and John himself admitted that the +circumstances were quite peculiar. It was during the Doctor's famous +continental tour, when Drumsheugh fought with strange names in the +kirkyard, and the Presbytery supplied Drumtochty in turn. The minister +of St. David's, Muirtown, was so spiritual that he left his voice at +the foot of the pulpit stairs, and lived in the Song of Solomon, with +occasional excursions into the Lamentations of Jeremiah, and it was +thoughtless not to have told Mr. Curlew that two or three dogs--of +unexceptionable manners--attended our kirk with their masters. They +would no more have thought of brawling in church than John himself, and +they knew the parts of the service as well as the Doctor, but dogs have +been so made by our common Creator that they cannot abide falsetto, and +Mr. Curlew tried them beyond endurance. When he lifted up his voice in +"Return, return, O Shulamite, return, return," a long wail in reply, +from below a back seat where a shepherd was slumbering, proclaimed that +his appeal had not altogether failed. "Put out that dog," said the +preacher in a very natural voice, with a strong suggestion of bad +temper, "put that dog out immediately; it's most disgraceful that such +. . . eh, conduct should go, on in a Christian church. Where is the +church officer?" + +"A'm the Beadle o' Drumtochty"--standing in his place--"an' a'll dae +yir pleesure;" and the occasion was too awful for any one, even the +dog's master, to assist, far less to laugh. + +So Laddie was conducted down the passage--a dog who would not +condescend to resist--and led to the outer gate of the kirkyard, and +John came in amid a dead silence--for Mr. Curlew had not yet got his +pulpit note again--and faced the preacher. + +"The dog 's oot, sir, but a' tak this congregation tae witness, ye +begood (began) it yirsel'," and it was said that Mr. Curlew's pious and +edifying chant was greatly restricted in country kirks from that day. + +It was not given to the beadle to sit with the elders in that famous +court of morals which is called the Kirk Session, and of which strange +stories are told by Southern historians, but it was his to show out and +in the culprits with much solemnity. He was able to denote the exact +offence in the language of Kirk law, and was considered happy in his +abbreviations for technical terms. As a familiar of the Inquisition, +he took oversight of the district, and saw that none escaped the +wholesome discipline of the Church. + +"Ye 're back," he said, arresting Peter Ferguson as he tried to escape +down a byroad, and eyeing the prodigal sternly, who had fled from +discipline to London, and there lost a leg; "the' 'll be a meetin' o' +Session next week afore the Saicrament; wull a' tell the Doctor ye're +comin'?" + +"No, ye 'll dae naething o' the kind, for a 'll no be there. A 've nae +suner got hame aifter ma accident but ye're tormentin' me on the verra +road wi' yir Session. Ye drave me awa' aince, an' noo ye wud harry +(hunt) me aft again." + +"A weel, a weel"--and John was quite calm--"dinna pit yirsel' in a +feery farry (excitement); ye 'll gang yir ain wy and earn yir ain +jidgment. It wes for yir gude a' spoke, and noo a 've dune ma pairt, +an' whatever comes o't, ye 'll no hae me or ony ither body tae blame." + +"What think ye 'll happen?"--evidently sobered by John's tone, yet +keeping up a show of defiance. "Ye wud think the Session wes the +Sheriff o' Perthshire tae hear ye blawin' and threatenin'." + +"It's no for me tae say what may befa' ye, Peter Ferguson, for a 'm no +yir jidge, but juist a frail mortal, beadle though I be; but a' may hev +ma thochts. + +"Ye refused the summons sax month syne, and took yir wys tae +London--that wes contumacy added tae yir ither sin. Nae doot ye made +certain ye hed escapit, but hed ye? A' leave it tae yirsel', for the +answer is in yir body," and John examined Peter's wooden leg with an +austere interest. + +"Ay, ay, ma man," he resumed--for Peter was now quite silenced by this +uncompromising interpretation of the ways of Providence--"ye aff tae +London, an' the Lord aifter ye, an' whuppit aff ae leg. Noo ye declare +ye 'll be as countermacious as ever, an' a 'm expeckin' the Lord 'll +come doon here an' tak the ither leg, an' gin that disna dae, a' that +remains is tae stairt on yir airms; and, man Peter, ye 'll be a +bonnie-like sicht before a' 's dune." + +This was very faithful dealing, and it had its desired effect, for +Peter appeared at next meeting, and in due course was absolved, as +became an obedient son of the Church. + +John did not, however, always carry the sword, but bore himself gently +to young people so long as they did not misbehave in church, and he had +a very tender heart toward probationers, as being callow members of +that great ecclesiastical guild in which he was one of the heads. + +When one of those innocents came to take the Doctor's place, John used +to go in to visit them in the dining-room on Saturday evening, partly +to temper the severity of his wife, Dr. Davidson's housekeeper, who +dealt hardly with the lads, and partly to assist them with practical +hints regarding pulpit deportment and the delivery of their sermons. +One unfortunate was so nervous and clinging that John arranged his +remarks for him into heads--with an application to two classes--and +then, having suggested many points, stopped under the yew arch that +divided the kirkyard from the manse garden, and turned on the shaking +figure which followed. + +"Ae thing mair; aifter ye 're dune wi' yir sermon, whether ye 're +sweatin' or no, for ony sake fa' back in yir seat and dicht (wipe) yir +broo," which being done by the exhausted orator, made a great +impression on the people, and was so spread abroad that a year +afterwards it won for him the parish of Pitscowrie. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A MODERATE. + +As a matter of fact, Dr. Davidson, minister of Drumtochty, stood +exactly five feet nine in his boots, and was therefore a man of quite +moderate height; but this is not what you had dared to state to any +loyal and self-respecting person in the parish. For "the Doctor"--what +suggestions of respect and love were in that title on a Drumtochty +tongue--was so compactly made and bore himself with such dignity, both +in walk and conversation, that Drumsheugh, although not unaccustomed to +measurement and a man of scrupulous accuracy, being put into the +witness-box, would have sworn that Dr. Davidson was "aboot sax feet aff +and on--maybe half an inch mair, standin' at his full hicht in the +pulpit." Which fond delusion seemed to declare abroad, as in a +parable, the greatness of the Doctor. + +Providence had dealt bountifully with Dr. Davidson, and had bestowed on +him the largest benefit of heredity. He was not the first of his house +to hold this high place of parish minister--the only absolute monarchy +in the land--and he must not receive over-praise for not falling into +those personal awkwardnesses and petty tyrannies which are the +infallible signs of one called suddenly to the throne. His were the +pride of blood, the inherent sense of authority, the habit of rule, the +gracious arts of manner, the conviction of popular devotion, the grasp +of affairs, the interest in the people's life, which are the marks and +aids of a royal caste. It was not in the nature of things that the +Doctor should condescend to quarrel with a farmer or mix himself up +with any vulgar squabble, because his will was law in ninety cases in a +hundred, and in the other ten he skilfully anticipated the people's +wishes. When the minister of Nether Pitfoodles--who had sermons on +"Love, Courtship, and Marriage," and was much run after in +Muirtown--quarrelled with his elders about a collection, and asked the +interference of the Presbytery, Dr. Davidson dealt severely with him in +open court as one who had degraded the ministry and discredited +government. It was noticed also that the old gentleman would afterward +examine Nether Pitfoodles curiously for minutes together in the +Presbytery, and then shake his head. + +"Any man," he used to say to his reverend brother of Kildrummie, as +they went home from the Presbytery together, "who gets unto a wrangle +with his farmers about a collection is either an upstart or he is a +fool, and in neither case ought he to be a minister of the Church of +Scotland." And the two old men would lament the decay of the ministry +over their wine in Kildrummie Manse--being both of the same school, +cultured, clean-living, kind-hearted, honourable, but not extravagantly +evangelical clergymen. They agreed in everything except the matter of +their after-dinner wine, Dr. Davidson having a partiality for port, +while the minister of Kildrummie insisted that a generous claret was +the hereditary drink of a Scottish gentleman. This was only, however, +a subject of academic debate, and was not allowed to interfere with +practice--the abbe of Drumtochty taking his bottle of claret, in an +appreciative spirit, and the cure of Kildrummie disposing of his two or +three glasses of port with cheerful resignation. + +If Drumtochty exalted its minister above his neighbours, it may be +urged in excuse that Scottish folk are much affected by a man's birth, +and Dr. Davidson had a good ancestry. He was the last of his line, and +represented a family that for two centuries had given her sons to the +Kirk. Among those bygone worthies, the Doctor used to select one in +especial for honourable mention. He was a minister of Dunleith, whose +farmers preferred to play ball against the wall of the kirk to hearing +him preach, and gave him insolence on his offering a pious +remonstrance. Whereupon the Davidson of that day, being, like all his +race, short in stature, but mighty in strength, first beat the champion +player one Sabbath morning at his own game to tame an unholy pride, and +then thrashed him with his fist to do good to his soul. This happy +achievement in practical theology secured an immediate congregation, +and produced so salutary an effect on the schismatic ball-player that +he became in due course an elder, and was distinguished for his +severity in dealing with persons absenting themselves from public +worship, or giving themselves overmuch to vain amusements. + +At the close of the last century the Doctor's grandfather was minister +of the High Kirk, Muirtown, where he built up the people in loyalty to +Kirk and State, and himself recruited for the Perthshire Fencibles. He +also delivered a sermon entitled "The French Revolution the just +judgment of the Almighty on the spirit of insubordination," for which +he received a vote of thanks from the Lord Provost and Bailies of +Muirtown in council assembled, as well as a jewel from the Earl of +Kilspindie, the grandfather of our lord, which the Doctor inherited and +wore on the third finger of his left hand. Had Carmichael or any other +minister decked himself after this fashion, it had not fared well with +him, but even the Free Kirk appreciated a certain pomp in Dr. Davidson, +and would have resented his being as other men. He was always pleased +to give the history of the ring, and generally told a story of his +ancestor, which he had tasted much more frequently than the sermon. A +famous judge had asked him to dinner as he made his circuit, and they +had disputed about the claret, till at last its excellence compelled +respect at the close of the first bottle. + +"'Now, Reverend Sir,' said the judge, 'this wine has been slandered and +its fair fame taken away without reason. I demand that you absolve it +from the scandal.' + +"'My Lord,' said my worthy forbear, 'you are a great criminal lawyer, +but you are not well read in Kirk law, for no offender can be absolved +without three appearances.' + +"My grandfather," the Doctor used to conclude, "had the best of that +jest besides at least two bottles of claret, for in those days a +clergyman took more wine than we would now think seemly, although, mark +you, the old gentleman always denounced drunkenness on two grounds: +first, because it was an offence against religion, and second, because +it was a sign of weakness." + +Some old folk could remember the Doctor's father, who never attained to +the Doctorate, but was a commanding personage. He published no +sermons, but as the first Davidson in Drumtochty, he laid the +foundations of good government. The Kilspindie family had only +recently come into the parish--having purchased the larger part of the +Carnegies' land--and Drumtochty took a thrawn fit, and among other acts +of war pulled down time after time certain new fences. The minister +was appealed to by his lordship, and having settled the rights of the +matter, he bade the factor wait in patience till the Sacrament, and +Drumsheugh's father used to tell unto the day of his death, as a +historical event, how the Doctor's father stood at the communion-table +and debarred from the Sacrament evil livers of all kinds, and that day +in especial all who had broken Lord Kilspindie's fences,--which was an +end of the war. There was a picture of him in the Doctor's study, +showing a very determined gentleman, who brought up both his parish and +his family upon the stick, and with undeniable success. + +With such blood in his veins it was not to be expected that our Doctor +should be after the fashion of a modern minister. No one had ever seen +him (or wished to see him) in any other dress than black cloth, and a +broad-brimmed silk hat, with a white stock of many folds and a bunch of +seals depending from some mysterious pocket. His walk, so assured, so +measured, so stately, was a means of grace to the parish, confirming +every sound and loyal belief, and was crowned, so to say, by his stick, +which had a gold head, and having made history in the days of his +father, had reached the position of a hereditary sceptre. No one could +estimate the aid and comfort that stick gave to the Doctor's visits, +but one quite understood the force of the comparison Hillocks once +drew, after the Doctor's death, between the coming to his house of the +Doctor and a "cry" from his energetic successor under the new _regime_. + +"He 's a hard-workin' body, oor new man, aye rin rinnin', fuss fussin' +roond the pairish, an' he 's a pop'lar hand in the pulpit, but it's a +puir business a veesit frae him. + +"It's juist in an' oot like a cadger buyin' eggs, nae peace an' nae +solemnity. Of coorse it's no his blame that he 's naethin' tae look +at, for that's the wy he wes made, an' his father keepit a pig (china) +shop, but at ony rate he micht get a wise-like stick. + +"Noo, there wes the Doctor 'at's dead an' gone; he didna gang +scrammelin' an' huntin' aifter the fouk frae Monday tae Saiturday. Na, +na, he didna lower himsel' preachin' an' paiterin' like a missionary +body. He announced frae the pulpit whar he wes gaein' and when he wes +comin'. + +"'It's my purpose,'" and Hillocks did his best to imitate the Doctor, +"'to visit the farm of Hillocks on Wednesday of this week, and I desire +to meet with all persons living thereon;' it wes worth callin' an +intimation, an' gied ye pleesure in yir seat. + +"On Tuesday aifternoon John wud juist drap in tae see that a'thing wes +ready, and the next aifternoon the Doctor comes himsel', an' the first +thing he dis is tae lay the stick on the table an' gin he hed never +said a word, tae see it lyin' there wes a veesitation. But he 's a +weel-meanin' bit craturie, Maister Peebles, an' handy wi' a magic +lantern. Sall," and then Hillocks became incapable of speech, and you +knew that the thought of Dr. Davidson explaining comic slides had quite +overcome him. + +This visitation counted as an event in domestic life, and the Doctor's +progress through the Glen was noted in the kirkyard, and any special +remark duly reported. Nothing could be more perfect than his manner on +such occasions, being leisurely, comprehensive, dignified, gracious. +First of all he saluted every member of the family down to the bairns +by name, for had he not at least married the heads of the household, +and certainly baptised all the rest? Unto each he made some kindly +remark also--to the good man a commendation of his careful farming, to +the good-wife a deserved compliment on her butter; the eldest daughter +was praised for the way in which she was sustaining the ancient +reputation of Hillocks' dairy; there was a word to Hillocks' son on his +masterly ploughing; and some good word of Dominie Jamieson's about the +little lassie was not forgotten. After which the Doctor sat +down--there was some difficulty in getting the family to sit in his +presence--and held a thorough review of the family history for the last +year, dwelling upon the prospects of Charlie, for whom the Doctor had +got a situation, and Jean, the married daughter, whose husband might +one day have a farm with four pair of horses in the carse of Gowrie. +The Doctor would then go out to give his opinion on the crops, which +was drawn from keen practical knowledge--his brochure on "The Potato +Disease: Whence it Came and How it is to be Met" created much stir in +its day--and it was well known that the Doctor's view on bones or guano +as a preferable manure was decisive. On his return the servants came +in--to whom also he said a word--and then from the head of the table he +conducted worship--the ploughmen looking very uneasy and the children +never taking their eyes off his face, while the gude-wife kept a +watchful eye on all. At the prayer she was careful to be within arm's +reach of Hillocks, since on one memorable occasion that excellent man +had remained in an attitude of rapt devotion after the others had risen +from their knees, which sight profoundly affected the family, and led +the Doctor to remark that it was the only time he had seen Hillocks +play the Pharisee in public. The Doctor's favourite passages were the +eulogium on the model housewife in Proverbs, the parable of the Good +Samaritan, and the 12th chapter of Romans, from which he deduced many +very searching and practical lessons on diligence, honesty, mercy, and +hospitality. Before he left, and while all were under the spell of his +presence, the Doctor would approach the delicate subject of Hillocks' +"tout-mout" (dispute) with Gormack over a purchase at a roup, in which +it was freely asserted that Gormack had corrupted the Kildrummie +auctioneer, a gentleman removed above pecuniary bribes, but not +unaffected by liquid refreshment. So powerfully did the Doctor appeal +to Hillocks' neighbourliness that he took snuff profusely, and +authorised the Doctor to let it be understood at Gormack that the +affair was at an end, which treaty was confirmed by the two parties in +Kildrummie train, when Hillocks lent Gormack his turnip-sowing machine +and borrowed in turn Gormack's water-cart. Mr. Curlew had more than +once hinted in the Presbytery of Muirtown that Dr. Davidson was not so +evangelical as might be desired, and certainly Mr. Curlew's visitation +was of a much more exciting nature; but St. David's congregation was +never without a quarrel, while the Doctor created an atmosphere in +Drumtochty wherein peace and charity flourished exceedingly. + +Whatever might be urged in praise of his visitation, surely the Doctor +could never be more stately or fatherly than on Sacrament Sabbath, as +he stood in his place to begin service. His first act was to wipe +elaborately those gold eye-glasses, without which nothing would have +been counted a sermon in Drumtochty Kirk, and then, adjusting them with +care, the Doctor made a deliberate survey of the congregation, +beginning at his right hand and finishing at his left. Below him sat +the elders in their blacks, wearing white stocks that had cost them no +little vexation that morning, and the precentor, who was determined no +man, neither Saunders Baxter nor another, should outsing him that day +in Coleshill. Down the centre of the kirk ran a long table, covered +with pure white linen, bleached in the June showers and wonderfully +ironed, whereon a stain must not be found, for along that table would +pass the holy bread and wine. Across the aisle on either side, the +pews were filled with stalwart men, solemn beyond their wonted gravity, +and kindly women in simple finery, and rosy-cheeked bairns. The women +had their tokens wrapped in snowy handkerchiefs, and in their Bibles +they had sprigs of apple-ringy and mint, and other sweet-scented +plants. By-and-by there would be a faint fragrance of peppermint in +the kirk--the only religious and edifying sweet, which flourishes +wherever sound doctrine is preached and disappears before new views, +and is therefore now confined to the Highlands of Wales and Scotland, +the last home of our fathers' creed. The two back seats were of black +oak, richly carved. In the one sat the General and Kate, and across +the passage Viscount Hay, Lord Kilspindie's eldest son, a young man of +noble build and carriage, handsome and debonair, who never moved during +the sermon save twice, and then he looked at the Carnegies' pew. + +When the Doctor had satisfied himself that none were missing of the +people, he dropped his eye-glass--each act was so closely followed that +Drumsheugh below could tell where the Doctor was--and took snuff after +the good old fashion, tapping the box twice, selecting a pinch, +distributing it evenly, and using first a large red bandana and then a +delicate white cambric handkerchief. When the cambric disappeared, +each person seized his Bible, for the Doctor would say immediately with +a loud, clear voice, preceded by a gentlemanly clearance of the throat, +"Let us compose our minds for the worship of Almighty God by singing to +His praise the first Psalm. + + "'That man hath perfect blessedness + Who walketh not astray--'" + +Then Peter Rattray, of the high Glen, would come in late, and the +Doctor would follow him with his eye till the unfortunate man reached +his pew, where his own flesh and blood withdrew themselves from him as +if he had been a leper, and Peter himself wished that he had never been +born. + +"Five minutes earlier, Peter, would have prevented this unseemly +interruption--ahem. + + "'In counsel of ungodly men, + Nor stands in sinners' way.'" + + +Before the Sacrament the Doctor gave one of his college sermons on some +disputed point in divinity, and used language that was nothing short of +awful. + +"Grant me those premises," he would say, while the silence in the kirk +could be felt, "and I will show to any reasonable and unprejudiced +person that those new theories are nothing but a resuscitated and +unjustifiable Pelagianism." Such passages produced a lasting +impression in the parish, and once goaded Drumsheugh's Saunders into +voluntary speech. + +"Yon wes worth ca'in' a sermon. Did you ever hear sic words out o' the +mouth o' a man? Noo that bleatin' cratur Curlew 'at comes frae +Muirtown is jist pittin' by the time. Sall, ae sermon o' the Doctor's +wud last yon body for a year." + +After the sermon the people sang, + + "'T was on that night when doomed to know," + +and the elders, who had gone out a few minutes before, entered the kirk +in procession, bearing the elements, and set them before the Doctor, +now standing at the table. The people came from their pews and took +their seats, singing as they moved, while the children were left to +their own devices, tempered by the remembrance that their doings could +be seen by the Doctor, and would receive a just recompense of reward +from their own kin in the evening. Domsie went down one side and +Drumsheugh the other, collecting the tokens, whose clink, clink in the +silver dish was the only sound. + +"If there be any other person who desires to take the Sacrament at this +the first table" (for the Sacrament was given then to detachments), +"let him come without delay." + +"Let us go, dad," whispered Kate. "He is a dear old padre, and . . . +they are good people and our neighbours." + +"But they won't kneel, you know, Kit; will you . . . ?" + +"We 'll do as they do; it is not our Sacrament." So the father and +daughter went up the kirk and took their places on the Doctor's left +hand. A minute later Lord Hay rose and went up his aisle, and sat down +opposite the Carnegies, looking very nervous, but also most modest and +sincere. + +The Doctor gave the cup to the General, who passed it to Kate, and from +her it went to Weelum MacLure, and another cup he gave to Hay, whom he +had known from a child, and he handed it to Marget Howe, and she to +Whinnie, her man; and so the two cups passed down from husband to wife, +from wife to daughter, from daughter to servant, from lord to tenant, +till all had shown forth the Lord's death in common fellowship and love +as becometh Christian folk. In the solemn silence the sunshine fell on +the faces of the communicants, and the singing of the birds came in +through the open door with the scent of flowers and ripe corn. Before +the congregation left, the Doctor addressed a few words of most +practical advice, exhorting them, in especial, to live in the spirit of +the Sermon on the Mount, and to be good neighbours. It was on one of +those occasions that he settled a dispute between masters and +men--whether the cutting of grass for the horses' breakfast should be +included in the day's work--and ended the only bitterness known in +Drumtochty. + +At the kirk gate Hay introduced himself to his father's friend, and the +General looked round to find his daughter, but Kate had disappeared. +She had seen the face of Marget Howe after the Sacrament as the face of +one in a vision, and she had followed Marget to the road. + +"Will you let me walk with you for a little? I am General Carnegie's +daughter, and I would like to speak to you about the Sacrament; it was +lovely." + +[Illustration: "Will you let me walk with you for a little?"] + +"Ye dae me much honour, Miss Carnegie," and Marget slightly flushed, +"an' much pleasure, for there is naething dearer tae me than keeping +the Sacrament; it is my joy every day and muckle comfort in life." + +"But I thought you had it only once a year?" questioned Kate. + +"With bread and wine in outward sign that is once, and maybe eneuch, +for it makes ane high day for us all, but div ye not think, Miss +Carnegie, that all our life should be ane Sacrament?" + +"Tell me," said Kate, looking into Marget's sweet, spiritual face. + +"Is it no the picture of His Luve, who thocht o' everybody but Himsel', +an' saved everybody but Himsel', an' didna He say we maun drink His cup +and live His life?" + +Kate only signed that Marget should go on. + +"Noo a 'm judgin' that ilka ane o's is savit juist as we are baptised +intae the Lord's death, and ilka time ane o's keeps back a hot word, or +humbles a proud heart, or serves anither at a cost, we have eaten the +Body and drunk the Blood o' the Lord." + +"You are a good woman," cried Kate, in her impulsive way, so quick to +be pleased or offended. "May I come to see you some day?" + +"Dinna think me better than I am: a woman who had many sins tae fecht +and needit many trials tae chasten her; but ye will be welcome at +Whinny Knowe for yir ain sake and yir people's, an' gin it ever be in +ma pooer tae serve ye, Miss Carnegie, in ony wy, it wull be ma joy." + +Twice as she came through the woods Kate stopped; once she bit her lip, +once she dashed a tear from her eye. + +"Where did you go to, lassie?" and the General met Kate at the gateway. +"Lord Hay came to the drive with me, and was quite disappointed not to +meet you--a very nice lad indeed, manly and well-mannered." + +"Never mind Lord Hay, dad; I 've been with the most delightful woman I +'ve ever seen." + +"Do you mean she was in kirk?" + +"Yes, sitting across the table--she is a farmer's wife, and a better +lady than we saw in India. + +"Oh, dad," and Kate kissed her father, "I wish I had known my mother; +it had been better for me, and . . . happier for you." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +JOINT POTENTATES. + +Among all the houses in a Scottish parish the homeliest and kindliest +is the manse, for to its door some time in the year comes every +inhabitant, from the laird to the cottar woman. Within the familiar +and old-fashioned study, where the minister's chair and writing-table +could not be changed without discomposing the parish, and where there +are fixed degrees of station, so that the laird has his chair and the +servant lass hers, the minister receives and does his best for all the +folk committed to his charge. Here he consults with the factor about +some improvement in the arrangements of the little commonwealth, he +takes counsel with a farmer about his new lease and promises to say a +good word to his lordship, he confirms the secret resolution of some +modest gifted lad to study for the holy ministry, he hears the +shamefaced confession of some lassie whom love has led astray, he gives +good advice to a son leaving the Glen for the distant dangerous world, +he comforts the mother who has received bad news from abroad. +Generations have come in their day to this room, and generations still +unborn will come in their joys and sorrows, with their trials and their +affairs, while the manse stands and human life runs its old course. +And when, as was the case with Dr. Davidson in Drumtochty, the minister +is ordained to the parish in his youth, and, instead of hurrying hither +and thither, preaching in vacancies, scheming and intriguing, he dwells +all his days among his own people, he himself knows three generations, +and accumulates a store of practical wisdom for the help of his people. +What may be the place of the clergyman in an English parish, and what +associations of sympathy and counsel the rectory may have for the +English farm-labourer, it is not permitted to a northern man to know, +but it is one good thing at least in our poor land that the manse is +another word for guidance and good cheer, so that Jean advises Jock in +their poor little perplexity about a new place to "slip doon an' see +the Doctor," and Jock, although appearing to refuse, does "gie a cry at +the manse," and comes home to the gude-wife mightily comforted. + +The manse builders of the ancient days were men of a shrewd eye and +much wisdom. If anywhere the traveller in the north country sees a +house of moderate size peeping from among a clump of trees in the lap +of a hill where the north-easter cannot come and the sun shines full +and warm, then let him be sure that is the manse, with the kirk and +God's acre close beside, and that the fertile little fields around are +the glebe, which the farmers see are ploughed and sown and reaped first +in the parish. Drumtochty Manse lay beneath the main road, so that the +cold wind blowing from the north went over its chimneys, and on the +east it was sheltered by the Tochty woods. Southwards it overlooked +the fields that sloped towards the river, and westwards, through some +ancient trees, one study window had a peep of the west, although it was +not given to the parish manse to lie of an evening in the glory of the +setting sun, as did the Free Kirk. Standing at the gate and looking +down beneath the beeches that stood as sentinels on either side of the +little drive, one caught a pleasant glimpse of the manse garden, with +its close-cut lawn and flower-beds and old summer-house and air of +peace. No one troubled the birds in that place, and they had grown +shameless in their familiarity with dignities--a jackdaw having once +done his best to steal the Doctor's bandana handkerchief and the robins +settling on his hat. Irreverence has limits, and in justice to a +privileged friend it ought to be explained that the Doctor wore on +these occasions an aged wide-awake and carried no gold-headed stick. +His dog used to follow him step by step as he fed the birds and +pottered among the flowers, and then it always ended in the old man +sitting down on a seat at the foot of the lawn, with Skye at his feet, +and looking across the Glen where he had been born and where for nearly +half a century he had ministered. Kate caught him once in this +attitude, and was so successful in her sketch that some have preferred +it to the picture in oils that was presented to the Doctor by the +Presbytery of Muirtown, and was painted by an R. A. who spent a +fortnight at the manse and departed with some marvellous heads, still +to be identified in certain councillors and nobles of the past. Both +are hanging in the same house now, far from Drumtochty, and there they +call one "Public Capaucity" and the other "Private Capaucity," and you +require to have seen both to know our kindly, much-loved Moderate. + +[Illustration: "Private Capaucity."] + +As John grew old with his master and mellowed, he would make believe to +work close by, so that at times they might drop into talk, recalling +names that had died out of the Glen, shrewd sayings that fell from lips +now turned to dust, curious customs that had ceased forever, all in +great charity. Then there would come a pause, and John would say, "Ay, +ay," and go away to the bees. Under the influence of such +reminiscences John used to become depressed, and gently prepare Rebecca +for the changes that were not far off, when Drumtochty would have a new +minister and a new beadle. + +"The Doctor's failin', Becca, an' it's no tae be expeckit that a 'll be +lang aifter him; it wudna be fittin', an' a 'm no wantin' 't. Aifter +ye 've carried the bukes afore ae minister for five and thirty year, +ye're no anxious for a change; naebody 'll ever come doon the kirkyaird +like the Doctor, an' a' cudna brak ma step; na, na, there's no mony +things a' michtna learn, but a' cudna brak ma step." + +Rebecca went on with her dinner in silence; even capable men had +weaknesses somewhere, and she was accustomed to those moralisings. + +"A 'm the auldest beadle in the Presbytery o' Muirtown--though a' say +it as sudna--an' the higher the place the mair we 'll hae tae answer +for, Becca. Nae man can hold the poseetion a 'm in withoot anxieties. +Noo there wes the 'Eruption' in '43"--it could not be ignorance which +made John cling to this word, and so we supposed that the word was +adopted in the spirit of historical irony--"that wes a crisis. Did a' +ever tell ye, Rebecca, that there wes juist ae beadle left the next +morning tae cairry on the Presbytery of Muirtown?" + +"Ay, forty times an' mair," replied that uncompromising woman, "an' it +wud set ye better tae be servin' the Doctor's lunch than sittin' +haverin' an' blawin' there." + +No sane person in Drumtochty would have believed that any human being +dared to address John after this fashion, and it is still more +incredible that the great man should have risen without a word and gone +about his duty. Such a surprising and painful incident suggests the +question whether a beadle or any other person in high position ought to +be married, and so be exposed to inevitable familiarities. Hillocks +took this view strongly in the kirkyard at the time of John's +marriage--although neither he nor any one knew with how much +reason--and he impressed the fathers powerfully. + +"Becca cam frae Kilspindie Castle near thirty year syne, and John's +took the bukes aboot the same time; they've agreed no that ill for sic +a creetical poseetion a' that time, him oot an' her in, an' atween them +the Doctor's no been that ill-servit; they micht hae lat weel alane. + +"She 's no needin' a man tae keep her," and Hillocks proceeded to +review the situation, "for Becca's hed a gude place, an' she disna +fling awa' her siller on dress. As for John, a' canna mak him oot, for +he gets his stockin's darned and his white stock dune as weel an' maybe +better than if he wes mairried." + +The kirkyard could see no solution of the problem, and Hillocks grew +pessimistic. + +"It 'll be a doon-come tae him, a 'm judgin', an' 'll no be for the +gude o' the parish. He 's never been crossed yet, an' he 'll no tak +weel wi' contradickin' . . ." + +"She wudna daur," broke in Whinny, "an' him the beadle." + +"Ye ken little aboot weemen," retorted Hillocks, "for yir gude-wife is +by hersel' in the pairish, an' micht be a sanct; the maist o' them are +a camsteary lot. A 'm no sayin'," he summed up, "that Becca 'll gie +the beadle the word back or refuse to dae his biddin', but she 'll be +pittin' forrit her ain opeenions, an' that's no what he 's been +accustomed tae in Drumtochty." + +They were married one forenoon in the study, with Drumsheugh and Domsie +for witnesses--the address given by the Doctor could hardly be +distinguished from an ordination charge--and John announced his +intention of accompanying his master that afternoon to the General +Assembly, while Rebecca remained in charge of the manse. + +"It wudna be wise-like for us twa," exclaimed the beadle, "tae be +stravagin' ower the country for three or fower days like wild geese, +but the pairish micht expect something. Noo, a 've hed ma share o' a +Presbytery an' a Synod, tae say naethin' o' Kirk Sessions, but a 've +never seen an Assembly. + +"Gin you cud get a place, a' wud spend ma time considering hoo the +officer comes in, and hoo he lays doon the buke an' sic-like; a' micht +get a hint," said John, with much modesty. + +So John went alone for his wedding tour, and being solemnly introduced +to Thomas, the chief of all beadles, discussed mysteries with him unto +great edification; but he was chiefly impressed by the Clerk of the +Free Kirk Assembly--into which he had wandered on an errand of +exploration--who was a fiery-faced old gentleman with a stentorian +voice and the heart of a little child. + +"Ye never heard him cry, 'Officer, shut the door,' afore a vote?" he +inquired of the Doctor. "Weel, ye 've missed a real pleesure, sir; gin +ye stude on Princes Street, wi' the wind frae the richt airt, ye micht +hear him. A' never heard onything better dune; hoo ony man wi' sic a +face and voice cud be content ootside the Auld Kirk passes me." + +John was so enamoured of this performance that after much cogitation he +unburdened his mind to the Doctor, and showed how such a means of grace +might be extended to Drumtochty. + +"Noo, if there wes nae objection in order, aifter ye hed settled in the +pulpit, an' hed yir first snuff, ye micht say, 'Officer, shut the +door.' Then a' wud close the kirk door deleeberately in sicht o' the +hale congregation an' come back tae ma place, an' Peter Rattray himsel' +wudna daur tae show his face aifter that. Ye hae the voice an' the +manner, Doctor, an' it's no richt tae wyste them." + +In public John defended the Doctor's refusal as a proof of his +indulgence to the prodigals of the parish, but with his intimates he +did not conceal his belief that the opportunity had been lost of +bringing the service in Drumtochty Kirk to absolute perfection. John's +own mind still ran on the mighty utterance, and so it came to pass that +the question of mastery in the kitchen of the manse under the new +_regime_ was settled within a week after his ecclesiastical honeymoon. + +"Rebecca"--this with a voice of thunder from the fireplace, where the +beadle was reading the _Muirtown Advertiser_--"shut the door." + +The silence was so imperative that John turned round, and saw his +spouse standing with a half-dried dish in her hand. + +[Illustration: Standing with a half-dried dish in her hand.] + +"Ma name is Rebecca," as she recovered her speech, "an' there 's nae +ither wumman in the hoose, but a 'm judgin' ye werena speakin' tae me +or"--with awful severity--"ye 've made a mistak', an' the suner it's +pit richt the better for baith you an' me an' the manse o' Drumtochty. + +"For near thirty year ye 've gane traivellin' in an' oot o' this +kitchen withoot cleanin' yir feet, and ye 've pit yir shoon on the +fender, an' hung up yir weet coat on the back o' the door, an' +commandit this an' that as if ye were the Doctor himsel', an' a' cud +dae naethin', for ye were beadle o' Drumtochty. + +"So a' saw there wes nae ither wy o't but tae mairry ye an' get some +kind of order in the hoose; noo ye 'll understand the poseetion an' no +need anither tellin'; ootside in the kirk an' pairish ye 're maister, +an' a 'll never conter ye, for a' ken ma place as a kirk member an' yir +place as beadle; inside in this hoose a 'm maister, an' ye 'll dae what +ye 're bid, always in due submission tae the Doctor, wha 's maister +baith in an' oot. Tak yir feet aff that steel bar this meenut"--this +by way of practical application; and when after a brief pause, in which +the fate of an empire hung in the balance, John obeyed, the two chief +officials in the parish had made their covenant. + +Perhaps it is unnecessary to add that they carefully kept their bounds, +so that Becca would no more have thought of suggesting a new attitude +to John as he stood at the foot of the pulpit stair waiting for the +Doctor's descent than John would have interfered with the cooking of +the Doctor's dinner. When the glass was set at fair, they even +exchanged compliments, the housekeeper expressing her sense of +unworthiness as she saw John in his high estate, while he would +indicate that the Doctor's stock on Sacrament Sabbath reached the +highest limits of human attainment. The Doctor being left to the +freedom of his own will, laboured at a time to embroil the powers by +tempting them to cross one another's frontiers, but always failed, +because they foresaw the consequences with a very distinct imagination. +If he asked Rebecca to convey a message to Drumsheugh, that cautious +woman would send in John to receive it from the Doctor's own lips, and +if the Doctor gave some directions regarding dinner to John, Rebecca +would appear in a few minutes to learn what the Doctor wanted. It was +an almost complete delimitation of frontiers, and the Doctor used to +say that he never quite understood the Free Kirk theory of the relation +between Church and State till he considered the working agreement of +his two retainers. It was, he once pleasantly said to the minister of +Kildrummie, a perfect illustration of "co-ordinate jurisdiction with +mutual subordination." It is just possible that some one may not fully +grasp those impressive words, in which case let him appreciate other +people's accomplishments and mourn his ignorance, for they were common +speech in Drumtochty, and were taught at their porridge to the Free +Kirk children. + +It is an unfortunate circumstance, however, that even a scientific +frontier wavers at places, and leaves a piece of doubtful territory +that may at any moment become a cause of war. Surely there is not on +the face of the Scottish earth a more unoffending, deferential, +conciliatory person than a "probationer," who on Saturdays can be seen +at every country junction, bag in hand, on his patient errand of +"supply," and yet it was over his timid body the great powers of the +manse twice quarrelled disastrously. As a guest in the manse, to be +received on Saturday evening, to be conducted to his room, to be fed +and warmed, to go to his bed at a proper hour--ten on Saturday and +ten-thirty on Sabbath--to be sent away on Monday morning in good time +for the train, he was within the province of Rebecca. As a minister to +be examined, advised, solemnised, encouraged, to be got ready on +Sabbath morning and again disrobed, to be edified with suitable +conversation and generally made as fit as possible for his work, he was +evidently within John's sphere of influence. It was certainly the +beadle's business to visit the dining-room on Saturday evening, where +the young man was supposed to be meditating against the ordeal of the +morrow, to get the Psalms for the precentor, to answer strictly +professional questions, and generally to advise the neophyte about the +sermon that would suit Drumtochty, and the kind of voice to be used. +One thing John knew perfectly well he ought not to do, and that was to +invite a probationer to spend the evening in the Doctor's study, for on +this point Rebecca was inexorable. + +"A' dinna say that they wud read the Doctor's letters, an' a' dinna say +they wud tak a buke as a keepsake, but a' can never forget ane o' +them--he hed a squint and red hair--comin' oot frae the cupboard as a' +opened the door. + +"'There 's juist ae wy oot o' the room, an' it's by the door ye cam in +at,' a' said; 'maybe ye wud like tae come an' sit in the dinin'-room; +ye 'll be less distrackit.'" And Rebecca charged John that no +probationer should in future be allowed to enter the Doctor's sanctum +on any consideration. + +John's excuse for his solitary fault was that the lad thought that he +could study his sermon better with books round him, and so Rebecca +found the young gentleman seated in the Doctor's own chair and working +with the Doctor's own pen, unblushing and shameless. + +"Gin ye want Cruden's _Concordance_"--this was when Rebecca had led him +out a chastened man--"or Matthew Henry tae fill up yir sermon, the +books 'll be brocht by the church officer." + +Rebecca's intrusion, in turn, into John's sphere was quite without +excuse, and she could only explain her conduct by a general reference +to the foolishness of the human heart. It came out through the +ingenuousness of the probationer, who mentioned casually that he was +told Drumtochty liked four heads in the sermon. + +"May I ask the name of yir adviser?" said the beadle, with awful +severity. "The hoosekeeper? A' thocht so, an' a' wud juist gie ye due +intimation that the only person qualified an' entitled tae gie ye +information on sic subjects is masel', an' ony ither is unjustified an' +unwarranted. + +"Fower heads? Three an' an application is the Doctor's invariable +rule, an' gin a probationer gied oot a fourth, a' winna undertake tae +say what michtna happen. Drumtochty is no a pairish tae trifle wi', +an' it disna like new-fangled wys. Power!" and the scorn for this +unorthodox division was withering. + +Rebecca realised the gravity of the situation in the kitchen, and +humbled herself greatly. + +"It wes as a hearer that he askit ma opinion, an' no as an authority. +He said that the new wy wes tae leave oot heads, an' a' saw a' the hay +spread oot across the field, so a' told him tae gither it up intae +'coles' (hay-cocks), an' it wud be easier lifted. Maybe a' mentioned +fower--a 'll no deny it; but it's the first time a' ever touched on +heads, an' it 'll be the laist." + +Upon those terms of penitence, John granted pardon, but it was noticed +on Sabbath that when Becca got in the way of the retiring procession to +the manse, the beadle was heard in the kirkyard, "Oot o' ma road, +wumman," in a tone that was full of judgment, and that Rebecca withdrew +to the grass as one justly punished. + +This excellent woman once accomplished her will, however, in spite of +John, and had all her days the pleasant relish of a secret triumph. +Her one unfulfilled desire was to see the Doctor in his court dress +which he wore as Moderator of the Kirk of Scotland during the Assembly +time, and which had lain ever since in a box with camphor and such +preservatives amid the folds. It was aggravating to hear Drumsheugh +and Hillocks--who had both gone to the Assembly that year for the sole +purpose of watching the Doctor enter and bow to the standing +house--enlarging on his glory in velvet and lace and silver buckles, +and growing in enthusiasm with the years. + +"It's little better than a sin," she used to insist, "tae see the +bonnie suit gien the Doctor by the Countess o' Kilspindie, wi' dear +knows hoo much o' her ain auld lace on 't, lyin' useless, wi' naebody +tae get a sicht o't on his back. Dinna ye think, man"--this with much +persuasiveness--"that ye cud get the Doctor tae pit on his velvets on +an occasion, maybe a Saicrament? The pairish wud be lifted; an' ye wud +look weel walkin' afore him in his lace." + +"Dinna plead wi' me, wumman; a' wud gie a half-year's wages tae see him +in his grandeur; but it 's offeecial, div ye no see, an' canna be used +except by a Moderator. Na, na, ye can dust and stroke it, but ye 'll +never see yon coat on the Doctor." + +This was little less than a challenge to a woman of spirit, and Rebecca +simply lived from that day to clothe the Doctor in embroidered +garments. Her opportunity arrived when Kate's birthday came round, and +the Doctor insisted on celebrating it by a party of four. By the +merest accident his housekeeper met Miss Carnegie on the road, and +somehow happened to describe the excellent glory of the Doctor's full +dress, whereupon that wilful young woman went straight to the manse, +nor left till the Doctor had promised to dine in ruffles, in which case +she pledged herself that the General would come in uniform, and she +would wear the family jewels, so that everything would be worthy of the +Doctor's dinner. + +"Hoo daur ye," began John, coming down from the Doctor's room, where +the suit was spread upon the bed; but his wife did not allow him to +continue, explaining that the thing was none of her doing, and that it +was only becoming that honour should be shown to Miss Carnegie when she +dined for the first time at the manse of Drumtochty. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +DRIED ROSE LEAVES. + +Townspeople are so clever, and know so much, that it is only just +something should be hidden from their sight, and it is quite certain +that they do not understand the irresistible and endless fascination of +the country. They love to visit us in early autumn, and are vastly +charmed with the honeysuckle in the hedges, and the corn turning +yellow, and the rivers singing in the sunlight, and the purple on the +hill-side. It is then that the dweller in cities resolves to retire, +as soon as may be, from dust and crowds and turmoil and hurry, to some +cottage where the scent of roses comes in at the open window, and one +is wakened of a morning by the birds singing in the ivy. When the corn +is gathered into the stack-yard, and the leaves fall on the road, and +the air has a touch of frost, and the evenings draw in, then the +townsman begins to shiver and bethink him of his home. He leaves the +fading glory with a sense of relief, like one escaping from approaching +calamity, and as often as his thoughts turn thither, he pities us in +our winter solitude. "What a day this will be in Drumtochty," he says, +coming in from the slushy streets, and rubbing his hands before the +fire. + +This good man is thankful to Providence for very slight mercies, since +he knows only one out of the four seasons that make our glorious year. +He had been wise to visit us in the summer-time, when the light hardly +dies out of the Glen, and the grass and young corn presents six shades +of green, and the scent of the hay is everywhere, and all young +creatures are finding themselves with joy. Perhaps he had done better +to have come north in our spring-time, when nature, throwing off the +yoke of winter, bursts suddenly into an altogether indescribable +greenery, and the primroses are blooming in Tochty woods, and every +cottage garden is sweet with wallflowers, and the birds sing of love in +every wood, and the sower goes forth to sow. And though this will +appear quite incredible, it had done this comfortable citizen much good +to have made his will, and risked his life with us in the big snowstorm +that used to shut us up for fourteen days every February. One might +well endure many hardships to stand on the side of Ben Urtach, and see +the land one glittering expanse of white on to the great strath on the +left, and the hills above Dunleith on the right, to tramp all day +through the dry, crisp snow, and gathering round the wood fire of an +evening, tell pleasant tales of ancient days, while the wind powdered +the glass with drift, and roared in the chimney. Then a man thanked +God that he was not confined to a place where the pure snow was trodden +into mire, and the thick fog made it dark at mid-day. + +This very season of autumn, which frightened the townsfolk, and sent +them home in silence, used to fill our hearts with peace, for it was to +us the crown and triumph of the year. We were not dismayed by the +leaves that fell with rustling sound in Tochty woods, nor by the bare +stubble fields from which the last straw had been raked by thrifty +hands, nor by the touch of cold in the northwest wind blowing over Ben +Urtach, nor by the greyness of the running water. The long toil of the +year had not been in vain, and the harvest had been safely gathered. +The clump of sturdy little stacks, carefully thatched and roped, that +stood beside each homestead, were the visible fruit of the long year's +labour, and the assurance of plenty against winter. Let it snow for a +week on end, and let the blast from the mouth of Glen Urtach pile up +the white drift high against the outer row of stacks, the horses will +be put in the mill-shed, and an inner stack will be forked into the +threshing loft, and all day long the mill will go with dull, rumbling +sound that can be heard from the road, while within the grain pours +into the corn-room, and the clean yellow straw is piled in the barn. +Hillocks was not a man given to sentiment, yet even he would wander +among the stacks on an October evening, and come into the firelight +full of moral reflections. A vague sense of rest and thankfulness +pervaded the Glen, as if one had come home from a long journey in +safety, bringing his possessions with him. + +The spirit of October was on the Doctor as he waited for his guests in +the drawing-room of the manse. The Doctor had a special affection for +the room, and would often sit alone in it for hours in the gloaming. +Once Rebecca came in suddenly, and though the light was dim and the +Doctor was seated in the shadow by the piano, she was certain that he +had been weeping. He would not allow any change to be made in the +room, even the shifting of a table, and he was very particular about +its good keeping. Twice a year Rebecca polished the old-fashioned +rosewood furniture, and so often a man came from Muirtown to tune the +piano, which none in the district could play, and which the Doctor kept +locked. Two little pencil sketches, signed with a childish hand, Daisy +Davidson, the minister always dusted himself, as also a covered picture +on the wall, and the half-yearly cleaning of the drawing-room was +concluded when he arranged on the backs of two chairs one piece of +needlework showing red and white roses, and another whereon was wrought +a posy of primroses. The room had a large bay window opening on the +lawn, and the Doctor had a trick of going out and in that way, so that +he often had ten minutes in its quietness; but no visitor was taken +there, except once a year, when the wife of the Doctor's old friend, +Lord Kilspindie, drove up to lunch, and the old man escorted her +ladyship round the garden and brought her in by the window. On that +occasion, but only then, the curtain was lifted from the picture, and +for a brief space they stood in silence. Then he let the silken veil +fall and gently arranged its folds, and offering her his arm with a +very courtly bow, led the Countess into the dining-room, where Rebecca +had done her best, and John waited in fullest Sabbath array. + +[Illustration: The old man escorted her ladyship.] + +The Doctor wandered about the room--looking out on the garden, +mysterious in the fading light, changing the position of a chair, +smoothing the old-fashioned needlework with caressing touch, breaking +up a log in the grate. He fell at last into a revery before the +fire--which picked out each bit of silver on his dress and shone back +from the black velvet--and heard nothing, till John flung open the door +and announced with immense majesty, "General Carnegie and Miss +Carnegie." + +"Welcome, Kate, to the house of your father's friend, and welcome for +your own sake, and many returns of this day. May I say how that white +silk and those rubies become you? It is very kind to put on such +beautiful things for my poor little dinner. As for you, Jack, you are +glorious," and the Doctor must go over Carnegie's medals till that +worthy and very modest man lost all patience. + +"No more of this nonsense; but, Sandie, that is a desperately becoming +get-up of yours; does n't he suit it well, Kit? I never saw a better +calf on any man." + +"You are both 'rael bonnie,' and ought to be very grateful to me for +insisting on full dress. I 'm sorry that there is only one girl to +admire two such handsome men; it's a poor audience, but at any rate it +is very appreciative and grateful," and Kate courtsied to each in turn, +for all that evening she was in great good-humour. + +"By the way, there will be one more to laugh at us, for I 've asked the +Free Kirk minister to make a fourth for our table. He is a nice young +fellow, with more humanity than most of his kind; but did not I hear +that he called at the Lodge to pay his respects?" + +"Certainly he did," said the General, "and I rather took a fancy to +him. He has an honest eye and is not at all bad-looking, and tells a +capital story. But Kit fell upon him about something, and I had to +cover him. It's a wonder that he ever came near the place again." + +"He has been at the Lodge eight times since then," explained Kate, with +much composure; "but he will on no account be left alone with the head +of the household. The General insulted him on politics, and I had to +interfere; so he looks on me as a kind of protector, and I walk him out +to the Beeches lest he be massacred." + +"Take care, my dear Catherine," for the Doctor was a shrewd old +gentleman; "protecting comes perilously near loving, and Carmichael's +brown eyes are dangerous." + +"They are dark blue." Kate was off her guard, and had no sooner spoken +than she blushed, whereat the Doctor laughed wickedly. + +"You need not be afraid for Kate," said the General, cheerfully; "no +man can conquer her; and as for the poor young padres, she made their +lives miserable." + +"They were so absurd," said Kate, "so innocent, so ignorant, so +authoritative, that it was for their good to be reduced to a proper +level. But I rather think your guest has forgotten his engagement. He +will be so busy with his book that even a manse dinner will have no +attraction." The Doctor looked again at Kate, but now she wore an air +of great simplicity. + +It was surely not Carmichael's blame that he was late for Dr. +Davidson's dinner, since he had thought of nothing else since he rose, +which was at the unearthly hour of six. He went out for a walk, which +consisted of one mile east and another west from the village, and, with +pauses, during which he rested on gates and looked from him, lasted two +hours. On his return he explained to Sarah that his health had +received much benefit, and that she was not to be surprised if he went +out every morning at or before daybreak. He also mentioned casually +that he was to dine at the manse that day, and Sarah, who had been +alarmed lest this unexpected virtue might mean illness, was at rest. +His habit was to linger over breakfast, propping a book against the +sugar basin, and taking it and his rasher slice about, which was, he +insisted, the peculiar joy of a bachelor's breakfast; but this morning +Sarah found him at ten o'clock still at table, gazing intently at an +untouched cutlet, and without any book. He swallowed two mouthfuls +hurriedly and hastened to the study, leaving her to understand that he +had been immersed in a theological problem. It seemed only reasonable +that a man should have one pipe before settling down to a forenoon of +hard study, but there is no doubt that the wreaths of smoke, as they +float upwards, take fantastic shapes, and lend themselves to visions. +Twelve o'clock--it was outrageous--six hours gone without a stroke of +work. Sarah is informed that, as he has a piece of very stiff work to +do, luncheon must be an hour later, and that the terrier had better go +out for a walk. Then Carmichael cleared his table and set himself down +to a new German critic, who was doing marvellous things with the +Prophet Isaiah. In three thick volumes--paper bound and hideous to +behold--and in a style of elaborate repulsiveness, Schlochenboshen +showed that the book had been written by a syndicate, on the principle +that each member contributed one verse in turn, without reference to +his neighbours. It was, in fact, the simple plan of a children's game, +in which you write a noun and I an adjective, and the result greatly +pleases the company; and the theory of the eminent German was +understood to throw a flood of light on Scripture. Schlochenboshen had +already discovered eleven alternating authors, and as No. 4 would +occasionally, through pure perversity and just contrary to rules, pool +his contribution with No. 6, several other interesting variations were +introduced. In such circumstances one must fix the list of authors in +his head, and this can be conveniently done by letters of the alphabet. +Carmichael made a beginning with four, KATE, and then he laid down his +pen and went out for a turn in the garden. When he came in with a +resolute mind, he made a precis of the Professor's introduction, and it +began, "Dear Miss Carnegie," after which he went to lunch and ate three +biscuits. As for some reason his mind could not face even the most +fascinating German, Carmichael fell back on the twelve hundredth book +on Mary Queen of Scots, which had just come from the library, and which +was to finally vindicate that very beautiful, very clever, and very +perplexing young woman. An hour later Carmichael was on the moor, full +of an unquenchable pity for Chatelard, who had loved the sun and +perished in his rays. The cold wind on the hill braced his soul, and +he returned in a heroic mood. He only was the soldier of the Cross, +who denied himself to earthly love and hid a broken heart. And now he +read A Kempis and the _Christian Year_. Several passages in the latter +he marked in pencil with a cross, and when his wife asked him the +reason only last week, he smiled, but would give no answer. Having +registered anew his vow of celibacy, he spent an hour in dressing, an +operation, he boasted, which could be performed in six minutes, and +which, on this occasion, his housekeeper determined to review. + +With all the women in the Glen, old and young, she liked the lad, for a +way that he had and the kindness of his heart, and was determined that +he should be well dressed for once in his life. It was Sarah, indeed, +that kept Carmichael late, for she not only laid out his things for him +with much care and judgment, but on sight of the wisp of white round +his neck she persuaded him to accept her services, and at last she was +satisfied. He also lost a little time as he came near the manse, for +he grew concerned lest his tie was not straight, and it takes time to +examine yourself in the back of your watch, when the light is dimming +and it is necessary to retire behind a hedge lest some keen Drumtochty +eye should detect the roadside toilet. + +John had brought in the lamp before Carmichael entered, and his +confusion was pardonable, for he had come in from the twilight, and +none could have expected such a sight. + +"Glad to see you, Carmichael"--the Doctor hastened to cover his +embarrassment. "It is very good of you to honour my little party by +your presence. You know the General, I think, and Miss Carnegie, whose +first birthday in Drumtochty we celebrate to-night. + +"No wonder you are astonished," for Carmichael was blushing furiously; +"and I must make our defence, eh, Carnegie? else it will be understood +in Free Kirk circles that the manse is mad. We seem, in fact, a pair +of old fools, and you can have your jest at us; but there is an excuse +even for our madness. + +"It is long since we have had a young lady in our Glen, and now that +she has come to live among us--why, sir, we must just do her bidding. + +"Our Queen has but a little court, but her courtiers are leal and true; +and when she ordered full dress, it was our joy to obey. And if you +choose to laugh, young sir--why, you may; we are not ashamed with such +a Queen, and I do her homage." + +The Doctor stooped and kissed Kate's hand in the grand manner which is +now lost, after which he drew out his snuff-box and tapped it +pleasantly, as one who had taken part in a state function; but there +was the suspicion of a tear in his eye, for these things woke old +memories. + +"Kate 's a wilfu' lassie," said the General, fondly, "and she has long +ruled me, so I suppose her father must do likewise." And the General +also kissed Kate's hand. + +"You are both perfectly absurd to-night," said Kate, confused and red, +"but no Queen ever had truer hearts to love her, and if I cannot make +you knights, I must reward you as I can." And Kate, ignoring +Carmichael, kissed first her father and then the Doctor. Then she +turned on him with a proud air, "What think you of my court, Mr. +Carmichael?" + +"It is the best in Christendom, Miss Carnegie"--and his voice trembled +with earnestness--"for it has the fairest Queen and two gentlemen of +Christ for its servants." + +"Very prettily said"--the Doctor thought the little scene had gone far +enough--"and as a reward for that courteous speech you shall take Her +Majesty in to dinner, and we old battered fellows shall follow in +attendance." There was a moment's silence, and then Carmichael spoke. + +"If I had only known, Miss Carnegie, that I might have . . . put on +something to do you honour too, but I have nothing except a white silk +hood. I wish I had been a Militiaman or . . . a Freemason." + +"This is your second remarkable wish in my hearing," and Kate laughed +merrily; "last time you wished you were a dog on Muirtown platform. +Your third will be your last, I suppose, and one wonders what it will +be." + +"It is already in my heart"--Carmichael spoke low--"and some day I will +dare to tell it to you." + +"Hush," replied Kate quickly, lifting her hand; "the padre is going to +say grace." As this was an official function in John's eyes, that +worthy man allowed himself to take a general view, and he was pleased +to express his high approval of the company, enlarging especially on +Carmichael, whom, as a Free Kirkman, he had been accustomed rather to +belittle. + +"Of coorse," he explained loyally, "he's no tae be compared wi' the +Doctor, for there's nae minister ootside the Auld Kirk can hae sic an +air, and he 's no set up like the General, but he lookit weel an' +winsome. + +"His hair wes flung back frae his forehead, his een were fair dancin', +an' there wes a bit o' colour in his cheek. He hes a wy wi' him, a 'll +no deny, 'at taks wi' fouk. + +"A 'm no sure that he 's been at mony denners though, Becca, for he +hardly kent what he wes daein'. A' juist pit the potatoes on his +plate, for he never lat on he saw me; an' as for wine, a' cudna get a +word oot o' him." + +"Ye 're lilted above ordinary concerns, John, an' it's no tae be +expeckit that a beadle sud notice the way o' a lad wi' a lass," and +Becca nodded her head with much shrewdness. + +"Div ye mean that, Rebecca? That cowes a'; but it's no possible. The +General's dochter an' a Free Kirk minister, an' her an Esculopian--" + +"Love kens naither rank nor creeds; see what ye did yersel', and you +beadle o' Drumtochty;" and John--every man has some weak +point--swallowed the compliment with evident satisfaction. + +Meanwhile they had fallen on this very subject of creeds in the +dining-room, and Kate was full of curiosity. + +"Will you two padres do me a favour? I knew you would. Well, I want +to know for certain what is the difference between the two Kirks in +Drumtochty. Now which of you will begin?" and Kate beamed on them both. + +"Whatever you wish we will do, Kate," said the Doctor; "but you will +have me excused in this matter, if you please, and hear my friend. I +am tired of controversy, and he has a fair mind, and, as I know well, a +pleasant wit. Tell Miss Carnegie how your people left the Kirk of +Scotland." + +"Well, the dispute began"--and Carmichael faced his task +manfully--"about the appointment of clergymen, whether it should lie +with a patron or the people. Lord Kilspindie had the nomination of +Drumtochty, and if every patron had been as wise as our house, then +there had been no Disruption." + +The Doctor bowed, and motioned to Carnegie to fortify himself with port. + +"Other patrons had no sense, and put in unsuitable men, and the people +rebelled, since it is a sad thing for a country parish to have a +minister who is not . . ." + +"A gentleman? or straight? Quite so," chimed in Kate; "it must be +beastly." + +"So a party fought for the rights of the people," resumed Carmichael, +"and desired that the parish should have a voice in choosing the man +who was to take charge of . . . their souls." + +"Isn't that like soldiers electing their officers?" inquired the +General, doubtfully. + +"Go on, Carmichael; you are putting your case capitally; don't plunge +into theology, Jack, whatever you do . . . it is Sandeman's--a sound +wine." + +"Then what happened?" and Kate encouraged Carmichael with her eyes. + +"Four hundred clergymen threw up their livings one day and went out to +begin a Free Kirk, where there are no patrons. + +"You have no idea--for I suppose you never heard of this before--how +ministers suffered, living and dying in miserable cottages--and the +people met for service on the sea-shore or in winter storms--all for +conscience sake." + +Carmichael was glowing, and the Doctor sipped his port approvingly. + +"Perhaps they ought not to have seceded, and perhaps their ideas were +wrong; but it was heroism, and a good thing for the land." + +"It was splendid!" Kate's cheek flushed. "And Drumtochty?" + +"Ah, something happened here that was by itself in Scotland. Will you +ask Dr. Davidson not to interrupt or browbeat me? Thank you; now I am +safe. + +"Some one of influence went to old Lord Kilspindie, who had no love to +the Free Kirk, and told him that a few of his Drumtochty men wanted to +get a site for a Free Kirk, and that he must give it. And he did." + +"Now, Carmichael," began the Doctor, who had scented danger; but Kate +held up her hand with an imperious gesture, and Carmichael went on:-- + +"The same person used to send to the station for the Free Kirk +probationer, and entertain him after a lordly fashion--with port, if he +were worthy--and send him on his way rejoicing--men have told me. +But," concluded Carmichael, averting his face from the foot of the +table, "wild horses will not compel me to give that good Samaritan's +name." + +"Was it you, Davidson, that sanctioned such a proceeding? Why, it was +mutiny." + +"Of course he did, dad," cried Kate; "just the very thing he would do; +and so, I suppose, the Free Kirk love him as much as they do yourself, +sir?" + +"As much? far more . . ." + +"Had I known what downright falsehood the Free Kirk minister of +Drumtochty was capable of, I would never have allowed him to open his +mouth." + +"Well, I am satisfied, at any rate," said Kate, "and I propose to +retire to the drawing-room, and I know who would love a rubber of whist +by-and-by. We are just the number." + +A minute later Carmichael asked leave to join Kate, as he believed she +was to have him for partner, and he must understand her game. + +"How adroit he is to-night, Jack;" but the General rather pitied the +lad, with whom he imagined Kate was playing as a cat with a mouse. + +"Have you ever seen the face below the veil?" for they did not talk +long about whist in the drawing-room. "I do not think it would be +wrong to look, for the padre told me the story. + +"Yes, a very winning face. His only sister, and he simply lived for +her. She was only twelve when she died, and he loves her still, +although he hardly ever speaks of her." + +They stood together before the happy girl-face enshrined in an old +man's love. They read the inscription: "My dear sister Daisy." + +"I never had a sister," and Carmichael sighed. + +"And I have now no brother." Their hands met as they gently lowered +the veil. + +"Well, have you arranged your plans?" and the Doctor came in intent on +whist. + +"Only one thing. I am going to follow Miss Carnegie's lead, and she is +always to win," said the Free Kirk minister of Drumtochty. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +SMOULDERING FIRES. + +It is the right of every Scot--secured to him by the Treaty of Union +and confirmed by the Disruption--to criticise his minister with much +freedom, but this privilege is exercised with a delicate charity. When +it is not possible for a conscientious hearer to approve a sermon, he +is not compelled to condemnation. "There wes naething wrang wi' the +text," affords an excellent way of escape, and it is open to suggest +efficiency in another department than the pulpit. + +"Mister MacWheep michtna be a special preacher, but there 's nae doot +he wes a graund veesitor." Before Carmichael left the West Kirk, +Edinburgh, where he served his apprenticeship as an assistant, a worthy +elder called to bid him good-bye, and spoke faithfully, to the lad's +great delight. + +"You have been very acceptable, wonderfully so for a young man, and we +shall follow your career with much interest. It is right, however, to +add, and you will accept this in a right spirit, that it was not by +preaching that you commended yourself to our people, but by your +visiting. Your sermons are what I might call . . . hazy--you will get +a hold of the truth by-and-by, no doubt--but you have a gift for +visitation." + +The exact quality and popularity of this gift was excellently stated by +the wife of a working man, who referred with enthusiasm to the edifying +character of the assistant's conversation. + +"Tammas misses Maister Carmichael juist terrible, for he wud come in on +a forenicht an' sit, an' smoke, an' haver wi' the gude man by the 'oor. +He wes the maist divertin' minister a' ever saw in the West Kirk." + +It will be evident that Carmichael's visitation belonged to a different +department of art from that of Dr. Davidson. He arrived without +intimation by the nearest way that he could invent, clothed in a +shooting jacket and a soft hat, and accompanied by at least two dogs. +His coming created an instant stir, and Carmichael plunged at once into +the life of the household. It is kept on fond record, and still told +by the surviving remnant of his flock, that on various occasions and in +the course of pastoral visitation he had turned the hay in summer, had +forked the sheaves in harvest-time, had sacked the corn for market, and +had driven a gude wife's churn. After which honourable toil he would +eat and drink anything put before him except boiled tea, against which +he once preached with power--and then would sit indefinitely with the +family before the kitchen fire, telling tales of ancient history, +recalling the old struggles of Scottish men, describing foreign sights, +enlarging on new books, till he would remember that he had only dropped +in for an hour, and that two meals must be waiting for him at the +manse. His visits were understood to be quite unfinished, and he left +every house pledged to return and take up things at the point where he +had been obliged to break off, and so he came at last in this matter of +visitation into a condition of hopeless insolvency. His adventures +were innumerable and always enjoyable--falling off the two fir trees +that made a bridge over our deeper burns, and being dried at the next +farm-house--wandering over the moor all night and turning up at a +gamekeeper's at daybreak, covered with peat and ravening with +hunger--fighting his way through a snowstorm to a marriage, and digging +the bridegroom out of a drift--dodging a herd of Highland cattle that +thought he had come too near their calves, or driving off Drumsheugh's +polled Angus bull with contumely when he was threatening Mrs. +Macfadyen. If he met the bairns coming from school, the Glen rang with +the foolery. When Willie Harley broke his leg, Carmichael brought his +dog Jackie--I could tell things of that dog--and devised dramatic +entertainments of such attraction that Jamie Soutar declared them no +better than the theatre, and threatened Carmichael with a skep of honey +as a mark of his indignation. As for the old women of the Glen, he got +round them to that extent that they would gossip with him by the hour +over past days, and Betty Macfarlane was so carried by the minister's +sympathy that she brought out from hidden places some finery of her +youth, and Carmichael was found by Miss Carnegie arranging a faded +Paisley shawl on Betty's shoulders. And was it not this same gay Free +Kirkman who trained an eleven to such perfection on a field of +Drumsheugh's that they beat the second eleven of Muirtown gloriously? +on which occasion Tammas Mitchell, by the keenness of his eye and the +strength of his arm, made forty-four runs; and being congratulated by +Drumtochty as he carried his bat, opened his mouth for the first time +that day, saying, "Awa wi' ye." + +[Illustration: Would gossip with him by the hour.] + +So it came to pass that notwithstanding his unholy tendency to Biblical +criticism and other theological pedantry, Drumtochty loved Carmichael +because he was a man; and Dr. Davidson, lighting upon him in Hillocks' +garden, with the family round him full of joy, would threaten him with +a prosecution for poaching under the ecclesiastical Game Laws, and end +by insisting upon him coming to dinner at the manse, when he might +explain his conduct. Drumtochty loved him for his very imperfections, +and follows his career unto this day with undying interest, recalling +his various escapades with huge delight, and declaring to strangers +that even in his callow days they had discovered that Carmichael was a +preacher. + +Carmichael had occasional fits of order, when he repented of his +desultory ways, and began afresh with much diligence, writing out the +names of the congregation with full details--he once got as far as +Menzies before he lost the book--mapping the parish into districts, and +planning an elaborate visitation. It may have been an accident that +the district he chose for experiment embraced Tochty Lodge--where the +Carnegies had just settled--but it was natural that his first effort +should be thorough. There were exactly ten Free Kirk families from +Tochty Lodge eastwards, and some of these still speak with feeling of +the attention they received, which exceeded all they had ever known +before or since. + +"It wesna that he sat sae lang as a 've heard o' him daein' in the +heich Glen, but it wes the times he cam'," Mrs. Stirton used to +expatiate, "maybe twice a week for a month. He hed a wy o' comin' +through Tochty Wood--the shade helpit him tae study, he said--an' +jumpin' the dyke. Sall, gin he dinna mak a roadie for himsel' through +the field that year. A' wudna say," she used to add in a casual tone, +"but that he micht hae gi'en a cry at the Lodge, but he cudna dae less, +passin' the door." + +Carmichael was astonished himself at the number of times he was obliged +to see General Carnegie on business, of one kind or another. Sometimes +it was about the Flower Show, of which the General had become a patron; +sometimes it was the Highland Games, when the General's help would be +of so much use; sometimes it was the idea of repairing the old bridge; +sometimes--and Carmichael blushed when it came to this--to get the +General's opinion on a military question in the Bible. The least he +could do in laying such a tax on a good-natured man was to bring a book +for his daughter's reading, or a curious flower he had picked up on the +hill, or a story he had heard in his visiting. Miss Carnegie was +generally gracious, and would see him on his way if the day were fine, +or show him some improvements in the "Pleasaunce," or accompany him to +Janet's cottage to have a taste of that original woman's conversation +together. It came upon Carmichael at a time that he was, +inadvertently, calling too frequently at the Lodge, and for a week he +would keep to the main, road, or even pass the corner of the Lodge with +an abstracted air--for he loathed the thought of being deflected from +the path of duty by any personal attraction--and used to change the +subject of conversation after Janet had spoken for half an hour on Kate. + +People were speculating in a guarded manner regarding the possibility +of news, and Janet had quarrelled furiously with Donald for laughing +such unworthy rumours to scorn, when the parish was almost convulsed by +the historic scene in the Free Kirk, and all hope of a romantic +alliance was blasted. Archie Moncur, elder, and James Macfadyen, +deacon, were counting the collection in the vestibule, and the +congregation within were just singing the last verse of their first +psalm, when General Carnegie and his daughter appeared at the door. + +"Has service begun?" whispered Kate, while her father reverently bared +his head. "I 'm so sorry we are late, but you will let us in, won't +you, and we shall be as quiet as mice." + +"A 'll open the door," and Archie explained the geography of the +situation, "an' ye 'll juist slip intae the manse pew; it's in the +corner, wi' curtains roond it, an' naebody 'll see ye, naither minister +nor people;" and so Carmichael went through the service, and had almost +reached the end of his sermon before he knew that Kate was in the +church. + +She was very conscious of him and keenly observant of every detail--his +white silk hood thrown into relief by the black Geneva gown, his fair, +flushed face touched with tenderness and reverence, a new accent of +affection in his voice as one speaking to his charge, and especially +she noted in this Free Kirkman a certain fervour and high hope, a +flavour also of subtle spirituality, that were wanting in Dr. Davidson. +His hair might have been better brushed, and his whiskers were +distinctly ragged--but those things could be easily put right; then she +tossed her head in contempt of herself. It had come to a fine pass +when a girl that had carried her heart untouched through Simla should +be concerned about the appearance of a Highland minister. The General +was well acquainted with that proud motion, and began to regret that +they had come. It was Davidson's blame, who had sent them to hear a +good sermon for once, as he said, and now Kate would only find material +for raillery. He tugged his moustache and wished that they were again +in the open air. + +When the sermon came, the occupants of the manse pew composed +themselves for fifteen minutes' patient endurance, after the well-bred +fashion of their Church, each selecting a corner with a skill born of +long experience. They were not, however, to rest in peace and +detachment of mind till the doxology (or its corresponding formula in +the Scottish Kirk) summoned them back, for this was to be a quite +memorable sermon for them and their fellow-hearers and all Drumtochty. + +Carmichael had been lecturing through Old Testament history, and having +come to the drama of Elijah and Jezebel, had laid himself out for its +full and picturesque treatment. He was still at that age when right +seems to be all on one side, and a particular cause can be traced down +the centuries in all lands and under all conditions. For the most part +of two days he had wandered over the moor in the bright, cold November +weather reconstructing the scene in Israel on Scottish lines, and he +entered the pulpit that morning charged with the Epic of Puritanism. +Acute critics, like Elspeth Macfadyen, could tell from Carmichael's +walk down the church that he was in great spirits, and even ordinary +people caught a note of triumph in his voice as he gave out the first +Psalm. For the first few sentences of his sermon he spoke quietly, as +one reserving and restraining himself, and gave a historical +introduction which allowed the General to revive some ancient memories +of India without interruption. But Kate caught the imperial tone of +one who had a message to deliver and was already commanding people to +listen. She was conscious of a certain anxiety, and began to wish that +she were in front and could see his face, instead of only the side of +his head. Then Carmichael threw back his hair with the air of one +taking off his coat, and plunged the congregation into the midst of the +battle, describing Elijah's forgetfulness of self, profound conviction +of righteousness, high purpose for his nation and devotion to the cause +of Jehovah, till Burnbrae and the Free Kirkmen straightened themselves +visibly in their pews, and touching so skilfully on the Tyrian princess +in her beauty, her culture, her bigotry, her wiles, her masterfulness, +that several women--greatly delighting in the exposure of such a +"trimmie"--nodded approval. Kate had never given herself to the study +of Old Testament history, and would have had some difficulty in +identifying Elijah--there was a mare called Jezebel of vicious +temper--but she caught the contagion of enthusiasm. If the supreme +success of a sermon be to stimulate the hearer's mind, then Carmichael +ought to have closed at this point. His people would have been all the +week fighting battles for conscience sake, and resisting smooth, +cunning temptation to the farthest limits of their lives and in +unimaginable ways. Kate herself, although a person quite unaffected by +preaching, had also naturalised the sermon in her life with much +practical and vivid detail. Carmichael was Elijah, the prophet of the +common people, with his simple ways and old-fashioned notions and love +of hardness, only far more gentle and courteous and amusing than that +uncompromising Jew; and she--why, she would be Jezebel just for the +moment, who had come from . . . India into the Glen, and could bring +Elijah to her feet if she chose, and make him do her will, and +then . . . The girls in the choir before the pulpit noticed the look +on Kate's face, and wondered whether the Carnegies would join the Free +Kirk. + +Carmichael had an instinct that he ought to fling over the remaining +four pages of his sermon and close the service with a war Psalm, and he +told me when I was staying with him last week that he sacrifices the +last head of his sermon almost every Sunday in his city pulpit. But he +was only a lad in Drumtochty, and besides was full of a historical +parallel, which after a scientific illustration is most irresistible to +a young minister. No one had ever seen it before, but of course Elijah +was John Knox, and Jezebel was Queen Mary of Scots, and then Carmichael +set to work afresh, with something less than conspicuous success. +Scottish people are always ready for a eulogium on John Knox in church, +or on Robert Burns out of church, but the Reformer is rather the object +of patriotic respect and personal devotion. Netherton snuffed in quite +a leisurely way, and the women examined the bonnet of the manse +housekeeper, while Knox stood in the breach for the liberties of +Scotland, and when Carmichael began to meddle with Mary, he distinctly +lost the sympathies of his audience and entered on dangerous ground. +Scots allow themselves, at times, the rare luxury of being illogical, +and one of the occasions is their fondness for Queen Mary. An austere +Puritan may prove that this young woman was French in her ways, an +enemy to the Evangel, a born and practised flirt, and art and part in +the murder of Darnley. A Scot will not deny the evidence, and if he be +thrust into the box he may bring in the prisoner guilty, but his heart +is with the condemned, and he has a grudge against the prosecutor. For +he never forgets that Mary was of the royal blood and a thorough +Stewart, that her face turned men's heads in every country she touched, +that she had the courage of a man in her, that she was shamefully used, +and if she did throw over that ill-conditioned lad, well . . . "Puir +lassie, she hed naebody tae guide her, but sall, she focht her battle +weel," and out of this judgment none can drive an honest Scot. "Yon +wes a graund discoorse the day, gude wife," Jeems hazarded to Elspeth +on the way home, "but a' thocht the minister wes a wee hard on Queen +Mary; there 's nae doot she wes a papist, an' micht hae gien Knox a bit +twist wi' the screws gin she cud hae gruppit him, but a' dinna like her +misca'd." + +"A 've heard him wi' ma ain ears crackin' her up by the 'oor, an' a' +canna mak' oot what set him against her the day; but he 's young," +remarked Elspeth, sagely, "an' wi' his age it's either saint or deevil, +an' ae day the one an' the next day the ither; there 's nae medium. +Noo, maist fouk are juist half an' between, an' Mary hed her faults. + +"Ma word, Jeems," continued Elspeth with much relish, "Mary wud sune +hae settled the minister gin she hed been in the kirk the day." + +"Ay, ay," inquired Jeems, "noo what wud the hizzie hae dune?" + +"She wud juist hae sent for him an' lookit wi' her een, an' askit him +what ill he hed at her, an' gin that wesna eneuch she wud hae pit her +handkerchief tae her face." + +"Of coorse he cudna hae stude that; a' micht hae gien in masel'," +admitted Jeems, "but Knox wes stiff." + +"Maister Carmichael is no a Knox, naither are ye, Jeems, an' it's a +mercy for me ye arena. Mary wud hae twistit Maister Carmichael roond +her finger, but a 'm judgin' he 'll catch it as it is afore mony days, +or ma name 's no Elspeth Macfadyen. Did ye see Miss Carnegie rise an' +gae oot afore he feenished?" + +"Div ye mean that, Elspeth?" and her husband was amazed at such +penetration. "Noo a' thocht it hed been the heat; a' never held wi' +that stove; it draws up the air. Hoo did ye jalouse yon?" + +"She wes fidgetin' in her seat when he yokit on Mary, an' the meenut he +named her 'our Scottish Jezebel' the Miss rose an' opened the seat door +that calm, a' knew she wes in a tantrum, and she gied him a look afore +she closed the kirk door that wud hae brocht ony man tae his senses. + +"Jeems," went on Elspeth with solemnity, "a' coont this a doonricht +calamity, for a' wes houpin' he wud hae pleased them the day, an' noo a +'m sair afraid that the minister hes crackit his credit wi' the Lodge." + +"Div ye think, Elspeth, he saw her gang oot an' suspeckit the cause?" + +"It's maist michty tae hear ye ask sic a question, Jeems. What gared +him mak' a hash o' the baptism prayer, and return thanks that there wes +a leevin' father, instead o' mither, and gie oot the 103rd Paraphrase? +Tak' ma word for't, he 's wishin' by this time that he 'd lat puir Mary +alane." + +It was just above Hillocks' farm that the General overtook Kate, who +was still blazing. + +"Did you ever hear such vulgar abuse and . . . abominable language from +a pulpit? He 's simply a raging fanatic, and not one bit better than +his Knox. And I . . . we thought him quite different . . . and a +gentleman. I 'll never speak to him again. Scottish Jezebel: I +suppose he would call me Jezebel if it occurred to him." + +"Very likely he would," replied the General, dryly, "and I must say his +talk about Queen Mary seemed rather bad taste. But that's not the +question, Kate, which is your conduct in leaving a place of worship in +such an . . . unladylike fashion." + +"What?" for this was new talk from her father. + +"As no Carnegie ought to have done. You have forgotten yourself and +your house, and there is just one thing for you to do, and the sooner +the better." + +"Father, I 'll never look at him again . . . and after that evening at +Dr. Davidson's, and our talking . . . about Queen Mary, and . . . lots +of things." + +"Whether you meet Mr. Carmichael again or not is your own affair, but +this touches us both, and you . . . must write a letter of apology." + +"And if I don't?" said Kate, defiantly. + +"Then I shall write one myself for you. A Carnegie must not insult any +man, be he one faith or the other, and offer him no amends." + +So Donald handed in this letter at the Free Kirk Manse that evening, +and left without an answer. + + +TOCHTY LODGE. + +SIR,--Your violent and insolent attack on a martyred Queen caused me to +lose self-control in your church to-day, and I was unable to sit longer +under such language. + +It has been pointed out to me that I ought not to have left church as I +did, and I hereby express regret. + +The books you were so good as to lend me I have sent back by the +messenger.--Yours truly, + +CATHERINE CARNEGIE. + + +When Carmichael called next day, Donald informed him with unconcealed +satisfaction that Lord Hay was lunching with the family, and that the +General and Miss Carnegie were going to Muirtown Castle to-morrow for a +visit; but Janet had not lost hope. + +"Do not be taking this to heart, my dear, for I will be asking a +question. What will be making Miss Kate so very angry? it is not every +man she would be minding, though he spoke against Queen Mary all the +day. When a woman does not care about a man she will not take the +trouble to be angry. That is what I am thinking; and it is not Lord +Hay that has the way, oh no, though he be a proper man and good at +shooting." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +LOVE SICKNESS. + +College friends settled in petty lowland towns, and meeting Carmichael +on sacramental occasions, affected to pity him, inquiring curiously +what were his means of conveyance after the railway ceased, what time a +letter took to reach him, whether any foot ever crossed his door from +October to May, whether the great event of the week was not the arrival +of the bread cart. Those were exasperating gibes from men who could +not take a walk without coming on a coal pit, nor lift a book in their +studies without soiling their hands, whose windows looked on a street +and commanded the light of a grocer's shop instead of a sunset. It ill +became such miserables to be insolent, and Carmichael taught them +humility when he began to sound the praises of Drumtochty; but he could +not make townspeople understand the unutterable satisfaction of the +country minister, who even from old age and great cities looks back +with fond regret to his first parish on the slope of the Grampians. +Some kindly host wrestles with him to stay a few days more in +civilisation, and pledges him to run up whenever he wearies of his +exile, and the ungrateful rustic can hardly conceal the joy of his +escape. He shudders on the way to the station at the drip of the dirty +sleet and the rags of the shivering poor, and the restless faces of the +men and the unceasing roar of the traffic. Where he is going the white +snow is falling gently on the road, a cart full of sweet-smelling roots +is moving on velvet, the driver stops to exchange views with a farmer +who has been feeding his sheep, within the humblest cottage the fire is +burning clearly. With every mile northwards the Glenman's heart lifts; +and as he lands on his far-away little station, he draws a deep breath +of the clean, wholesome air. It is a long walk through the snow, but +there is a kindly, couthy smell from the woods, and at sight of the +squares of light in his home, weariness departs from a Drumtochty man. +Carmichael used to say that a glimpse of Archie Moncur sitting with his +sisters before the fire as he passed, and the wild turmoil of his dogs +within the manse as the latch of the garden gate clicked, and the flood +of light pouring out from the open door on the garden, where every +branch was feathered with snow, and to come into his study, where the +fire of pine logs was reflected from the familiar titles of his loved +books, gave him a shock of joy such as he has never felt since, even in +the days of his prosperity. + +[Illustration: The driver stops to exchange views.] + +"The city folk are generous with their wealth," he was saying to me +only last week, when I was visiting him in his West End manse and we +fell a-talking of the Glen, "and they have dealt kindly by me; they are +also full of ideas, and they make an inspiring audience for a preacher. +If any man has a message to deliver from the Eternal, then he had +better leave the wilderness and come to the city, and if he has plans +for the helping of his fellow men, let him come where he can get his +work and his labourers. + +"No, I do not repent leaving the Glen, for the Divine Hand thrust me +forth and has given me work to do, and I am not ungrateful to the +friends I have made in the city; but God created me a countryman, +and"--here Carmichael turned his back to me--"my heart goes back to +Drumtochty, and the sight of you fills me with . . . longing. + +"Ah, how this desiderium, as the Rabbi would have said, comes over one +with the seasons as they come and go. In spring they send me the first +snowdrops from the Glen, but it is a cruel kindness, for I want to be +where they are growing in Clashiegar den. When summer comes people +praise the varied flower-beds of the costly city parks, but they have +not seen Tochty woods in their glory. Each autumn carries me to the +harvest field, till in my study I hear the swish of the scythe and feel +the fragrance of the dry, ripe grain. And in winter I see the sun +shining on the white sides of Glen Urtach, and can hardly keep pen to +paper in this dreary room. + +"What nonsense this is," pulling himself together; "yes, that is the +very chair you sat in, and this is the table we stuck between us with +our humble flask of Moselle of a winter's night . . . let's go to bed; +we 'll have no more good talk to-night." + +When he had left me, I flung open my window in search of air, for it +seemed as if the city were choking me. A lamp was flaring across the +street, two cabs rattled past with revellers singing a music-hall song, +a heavy odour from many drains floated in, the multitude of houses +oppressed one as with a weight. How sweet and pure it was now at the +pool above Tochty mill, where the trout were lying below the stones and +the ash boughs dipping into the water. + +Carmichael once, however, lost all love of the Glen, and that was after +Kate flung herself out of the Free Kirk and went on a visit to Muirtown +Castle. He was completely disenchanted and saw everything at its +poorest. Why did they build the manse so low that an able-bodied man +could touch the ceiling of the lower rooms with an effort and the upper +rooms easily? What possessed his predecessor to put such an impossible +paper on the study and to stuff the room with book-shelves? A row of +Puritan divines offended him--a wooden, obsolete theology--but he also +pitched a defence of Queen Mary into a cupboard--she had done enough +mischief already. The garden looked squalid and mean, without flowers, +with black patches peeping through the thin covering of snow, with a +row of winter greens opposite the southern window. He had never +noticed the Glen so narrow and bare before, nor how grey and unlovely +were the houses. Why had not the people better manners and some +brightness? they were not always attending funerals and making +bargains. What an occupation for an educated man to spend two hours in +a cabin of a vestry with a dozen labouring men, considering how two +pounds could be added to the Sustentation Fund, or preaching on Sunday +to a handful of people who showed no more animation than stone gods +except when the men took snuff audibly. Carmichael was playing the +spoiled child--not being at all a mature or perfect character, then or +now--and was ready to hit out at anybody. His bearing was for the +first and only time in his life supercilious, and his sermons were a +vicious attack on the doctrines most dear to the best of his people. +His elders knew not what had come over him, although Elspeth Macfadyen +was mysteriously apologetic, and in moments of sanity he despised +himself. One day he came to a good resolution suddenly, and went down +to see Rabbi Saunderson--the very thought of whose gentle, patient, +selfless life was a rebuke and a tonic. + +When two tramps held conference on the road, and one indicated to the +other visibly that any gentleman in temporary distress would be treated +after a Christian fashion at a neighbouring house, Carmichael, who had +been walking in a dream since he passed the lodge, knew instantly that +he must be near the Free Kirk manse of Kilbogie. The means of +communication between the members of the nomadic profession is almost +perfect in its frequency and accuracy, and Saunderson's manse was a +hedge-side word. Not only did all the regular travellers by the north +road call on their going up in spring and their coming down in autumn, +but habitues of the east coast route were attracted and made a circuit +to embrace so hospitable a home, and even country vagrants made their +way from Dunleith and down through Glen Urtach to pay their respects to +the Rabbi. They had particular directions to avoid Barbara--expressed +forcibly on five different posts in the vicinity and enforced in +picturesque language, of an evening--and they were therefore careful to +waylay the Rabbi on the road, or enter his study boldly from the front. +The humbler members of the profession contented themselves with +explaining that they had once been prosperous tradesmen, and were now +walking to Muirtown in search of work--receiving their alms, in +silence, with diffidence and shame; but those in a higher walk came to +consult the Rabbi on Bible difficulties, which were threatening to +shake their faith, and departed much relieved--with a new view of Lot's +wife, as well as a suit of clothes the Rabbi had only worn three times. + +[Illustration: Two tramps held conference.] + +"You have done kindly by me in calling"--the vagabond had finished his +story and was standing, a very abject figure, among the books--"and in +giving me the message from your friend. I am truly thankful that he is +now labouring--in iron, did you say? and I hope he may be a cunning +artificer. + +"You will not set it down to carelessness that I cannot quite recall +the face of your friend, for, indeed, it is my privilege to see many +travellers, and there are times when I may have been a minister to them +on their journeys, as I would be to you also if there be anything in +which I can serve you. It grieves me to say that I have no clothing +that I might offer you; it happens that a very worthy man passed here a +few days ago most insufficiently clad and . . . but I should not have +alluded to that; my other garments, save what I wear, are . . . kept in +a place of . . . safety by my excellent housekeeper, and she makes +their custody a point of conscience; you might put the matter before +her. . . . Assuredly it would be difficult, and I crave your pardon +for putting you in an . . . embarrassing position; it is my misfortune +to have to-day neither silver nor gold," catching sight of Carmichael +in the passage, "this is a Providence. May I borrow from you, John, +some suitable sum for our brother here who is passing through +adversity?" + +"Do not be angry with me, John"--after the tramp had departed, with +five shillings in hand and much triumph over Carmichael on his +face--"nor speak bitterly of our fellow men. Verily theirs is a hard +lot who have no place to lay their head, and who journey in weariness +from city to city. John, I was once a stranger and a wayfarer, +wandering over the length and breadth of the land. Nor had I a friend +on earth till my feet were led to the Mains, where my heart was greatly +refreshed, and now God has surrounded me with young men of whose +kindness I am not worthy, wherefore it becometh me to show mercy unto +others," and the Rabbi looked at Carmichael with such sweetness, that +the lad's sullenness began to yield, although he made no sign. + +"Moreover," and the Rabbi's voice took a lower tone, "as often as I +look on one of those men of the highways, there cometh to me a vision +of Him who was an outcast of the people, and albeit some may be as +Judas, peradventure one might beg alms of me, a poor sinful man, some +day, and lo it might be . . . the Lord Himself in a saint," and the +Rabbi bowed his head and stood awhile much moved. + +"Rabbi," after a pause, during which Carmichael's face had changed, +"you are incorrigible. For years we have been trying to make you a +really good and wise man, both by example and precept, and you are +distinctly worse than when we began--more lazy, miserly, and +uncharitable. It is very disheartening. + +"Can you receive another tramp and give him a bed, for I am in low +spirits, and so, like every other person in trouble, I come to you, you +dear old saint, and already I feel a better man." + +"Receive you, John? It is doubtless selfish, but it is not given to +you to know how I weary to see your faces, and we shall have much +converse together--there are some points I would like your opinion +on--but first of all, after a slight refreshment, we must go to Mains: +behold the aid to memory I have designed"--and the Rabbi pointed to a +large square of paper hung above Chrysostom, with "Farewell, George +Pitillo, 3 o'clock." "He is the son's son of my benefactor, and he +leaves his father's house this day to go into a strange land across the +sea: I had a service last night at Mains, and expounded the departure +of Abraham, but only slightly, being somewhat affected through the +weakness of the flesh. There was a covenant made between the young man +and myself, that I should meet him at the crossing of the roads to-day, +and it is in my mind to leave a parable with him against the power of +this present world." + +Then the Rabbi fell into a meditation till the dog-cart came up, Mains +and his wife in the front and George alone in the back, making a brave +show of indifference. + +"George," said the Rabbi, looking across the field and speaking as to +himself, "we shall not meet again in this world, and in a short space +they will bury me in Kilbogie kirkyard, but it will not be in me to lie +still for thinking of the people I have loved. So it will come to pass +that I may rise--you have ears to understand, George---and I will +inquire of him that taketh charge of the dead about many and how it +fares with them." + +"And George Pitillo, what of him, Andrew?" + +"'Oh, it's a peety you didna live langer, Mr. Saunderson, for George +hes risen in the warld and made a great fortune.'" + +"How does it go with his soul, Andrew?" + +"'Well, you see, Mister Saunderson, George hes hed many things to think +about, and he maybe hasna hed time for releegion yet, but nae doot he +'ll be turnin' his mind that wy soon.'" + +"Poor George, that I baptised and admitted to the sacrament and . . . +loved: exchanged his soul for the world." + +The sun was setting fast, and the landscape--bare stubble fields, +leafless trees, still water, long, empty road--was of a blood-red +colour fearsome to behold, so that no one spake, and the horse chafing +his bit made the only sound. + +Then the Rabbi began again. + +"And George Pitillo--tell me, Andrew?" + +"'Weel, ye see, Mister Saunderson, ye wud be sorry for him, for you and +he were aye chief; he's keepit a gude name an' workit hard, but hesna +made muckle o' this warld.'" + +"And his soul, Andrew?" + +"'Oo, that's a' richt; gin we a' hed as gude a chance for the next +warld as George Pitillo we micht be satisfied.'" + +"That is enough for his old friend; hap me over again, Andrew, and I'll +rest in peace till the trumpet sound." + +Carmichael turned aside, but he heard something desperately like a sob +from the back of the dog-cart, and the Rabbi saying, "God be with you, +George, and as your father's father received me in the day of my sore +discouragement, so may the Lord God of Israel open a door for you in +every land whithersoever you go, and bring you in at last through the +gates into the city." The Rabbi watched George till the dog-cart faded +away into the dusk of the winter's day, and they settled for the night +in their places among the books before the Rabbi spoke. + +It was with a wistful tenderness that he turned to Carmichael and +touched him slightly with his hand, as was a fashion with the Rabbi. + +"You will not think me indifferent to your welfare because I have not +inquired about your affairs, for indeed this could not be, but the +going forth of this lad has tried my heart. Is there aught, John, that +it becometh you to tell me, and wherein my years can be of any avail?" + +"It is not about doctrine I wished to speak to you, Rabbi, although I +am troubled thus also, but about . . . you remember our talk." + +"About the maid, surely; I cannot forget her, and indeed often think of +her since the day you brought me to her house and made me known unto +her, which was much courtesy to one who is fitter for a book-room than +a woman's company. + +"She is fair of face and hath a pleasant manner, and surely beauty and +a winsome way are from God; there seemed also a certain contempt of +baseness and a strength of will which are excellent. Perhaps my +judgment is not even because Miss Carnegie was gracious to me, and you +know, John, it is not in me to resist kindness, but this is how she +seems to me. Has there been trouble between you?" + +"Do not misunderstand me, Rabbi; I have not spoken one word of love to +. . . Miss Carnegie, nor she to me; but I love her, and I thought that +perhaps she saw that I loved her. But now it looks as if . . . what I +hoped is never to be," and Carmichael told the Queen Mary affair. + +"Is it not marvellous," mused the Rabbi, looking into the fire, "how +one woman who was indeed at the time little more than a girl did carry +men, many of them wise and clever, away as with a flood, and still +divideth scholars and even . . . friends? + +"It was not fitting that Miss Carnegie should have left God's house in +heat of temper, and it seemeth to us that she hath a wrong reading of +history, but it is surely good that she hath her convictions, and +holdeth them fast like a brave maid. + +"Is it not so, John, that friends and doubtless also . . . lovers have +been divided by conscience and have been on opposite sides in the great +conflict, and doth not this show how much of conscience there is among +men? + +"It may be this dispute will not divide you--being now, as it were, +more an argument of the schools than a matter of principle, but if it +should appear that you are far apart on the greater matters of faith, +then . . . you will have a heavy cross to carry. But it is my mind +that the heart of the maiden is right, and that I may some day see her +. . . in your home, whereat my eyes would be glad." + +The Rabbi was so taken up with the matter that he barely showed +Carmichael a fine copy of John of Damascus he had secured from London, +and went out of his course at worship to read, as well as to expound +with much feeling, the story of Ruth the Moabitess, showing +conclusively that she had in her a high spirit, and that she was +designed of God to be a strength to the house of David. He was also +very cheerful in the morning, and bade Carmichael good-bye at Tochty +woods with encouraging words. He also agreed to assist his boy at the +Drumtochty sacrament. + +It was evident that the Rabbi's mind was much set on this visit, but +Carmichael did not for one moment depend upon his remembering the day, +and so Burnbrae started early on the Saturday with his dog-cart to +bring Saunderson up and deposit him without fail in the Free Kirk manse +of Drumtochty. Six times that day did the minister leave his "action" +sermon and take his way to the guest room, carrying such works as might +not be quite unsuitable for the old scholar's perusal, and arranging a +lamp of easy management, that the night hours might not be lost. It +was late in the afternoon before the Rabbi was delivered at the manse, +and Burnbrae gave explanations next day at the sacramental dinner. + +"It wes just ten when a' got tae the manse o' Kilbogie, an' his +hoosekeeper didna ken whar her maister wes; he micht be in Kildrummie +by that time, she said, or half wy tae Muirtown. So a' set oot an' +ransackit the parish till a' got him, an' gin he wesna sittin' in a +bothie takin' brose wi' the plowmen an' expoundin' Scripture a' the +time. + +"He startit on the ancient martyrs afore we were half a mile on the +road, and he gied ae testimony aifter anither, an' he wesna within +sicht o' the Reformation when we cam tae the hooses; a 'll no deny that +a' let the mare walk bits o' the road, for a' cud hae heard him a' +nicht; ma bluid 's warmer yet, freends." + +The Rabbi arrived in great spirits, and refused to taste meat till he +had stated the burden of his sermon for the morrow. + +"If the Lord hath opened our ears the servant must declare what has +been given him, but I prayed that the message sent through me to your +flock, John, might be love. It hath pleased the Great Shepherd that I +should lead the sheep by strange paths, but I desired that it be +otherwise when I came for the first time to Drumtochty. + +"Two days did I spend in the woods, for the stillness of winter among +the trees leaveth the mind disengaged for the Divine word, and the +first day my soul was heavy as I returned, for this only was laid upon +'vessels of wrath, fitted to destruction.' And, John, albeit God would +doubtless have given me strength according to His will, yet I was loath +to bear this awful truth to the people of your charge. + +"Next day the sun was shining pleasantly in the wood and it came to me +that clouds had gone from the face of God, and as I wandered among the +trees a squirrel sat on a branch within reach of my hand and did not +flee. Then I heard a voice, 'I have loved thee with an everlasting +love, therefore with loving kindness have I drawn thee.' + +"It was, in an instant, my hope that this might be God's word by me, +but I knew not it was so till the Evangel opened up on all sides, and I +was led into the outgoings of the eternal love after so moving a +fashion that I dared to think that grace might be effectual even with +me . . . with me. + +"God opened my mouth on Sabbath on this text unto my own flock, and the +word was not void. It is little that can be said on sovereign love in +two hours and it may be a few minutes; yet even this may be more than +your people are minded to bear. So I shall pretermit certain notes on +doctrine; for you will doubtless have given much instruction on the +purposes of God, and very likely may be touching on that mystery in +your action sermon." + +During the evening the Rabbi was very genial--tasting Sarah's viands +with relish, and comparing her to Rebecca, who made savoury meat, +urging Carmichael to smoke without scruple, and allowing himself to +snuff three times, examining the bookshelves with keen appreciation, +and finally departing with three volumes of modern divinity under his +arm, to reinforce the selection in his room, "lest his eyes should be +held waking in the night watches." He was much overcome by the care +that had been taken for his comfort, and at the door of his room blest +his boy: "May the Lord give you the sleep of His beloved, and +strengthen you to declare all His truth on the morrow." Carmichael sat +by his study fire for a while and went to bed much cheered, nor did he +dream that there was to be a second catastrophe in the Free Kirk of +Drumtochty which would be far sadder than the first, and leave in one +heart life-long regret. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE FEAR OF GOD. + +It was the way of the Free Kirk that the assisting minister at the +Sacrament should sit behind the Communion Table during the sermon, and +the congregation, without giving the faintest sign of observation, +could estimate its effect on his face. When Doctor Dowbiggin composed +himself to listen as became a Church leader of substantial build--his +hands folded before him and his eyes fixed on the far window--and was +so arrested by the opening passage of Cunningham's sermon on +Justification by Faith that he visibly started, and afterward sat +sideways with his ears cocked, Drumtochty, while doubtful whether any +Muirtown man could appreciate the subtlety of their minister, had a +higher idea of the Doctor; and when the Free Kirk minister of +Kildrummie--a stout man and given to agricultural pursuits--went fast +asleep under a masterly discussion of the priesthood of Melchisedek, +Drumtochty's opinion of the intellectual condition of Kildrummie was +confirmed beyond argument. + +During his ministry of more than twenty years the Rabbi had never +preached at Drumtochty--being fearful that he might injure the minister +who invited him, or might be so restricted in time as to lead astray by +ill-balanced statements--and as the keenest curiosity would never have +induced any man to go from the Glen to worship in another parish, the +Free Kirk minister of Kilbogie was still unjudged in Drumtochty. They +were not sorry to have the opportunity at last, for they had suffered +not a little at the hands of Kilbogie in past years, and the coming +event disturbed the flow of business at Muirtown market. + +"Ye 're tae hae the Doctor at laist," Mains said to Netherton--letting +the luck-penny on a transaction in seed-corn stand over--"an' a 'm +jidgin' the time 's no been lost. He's plainer an' easier tae follow +then he wes at the affgo. Ma word"--contemplating the exercise before +the Glen--"but ye 'll aye get eneuch here and there tae cairry hame." +Which shows what a man the Rabbi was, that on the strength of his +possession a parish like Kilbogie could speak after this fashion to +Drumtochty. + +"He 'll hae a fair trial, Mains"--Netherton's tone was distinctly +severe--"an' mony a trial he's hed in his day, they say: wes't three +an' twenty kirks he preached in, afore ye took him? But mind ye, +length 's nae standard in Drumtochty; na, na, it's no hoo muckle wind a +man hes, but what like is the stuff that comes. It's bushels doon bye, +but it's wecht up bye." + +Any prejudice against the Rabbi, created by the boasting of a foolish +parish not worthy of him, was reduced by his venerable appearance +before the pulpit, and quite dispelled by his unfeigned delight in +Carmichael's conduct of the "preliminaries." Twice he nodded approval +to the reading of the hundredth Psalm, and although he stood with +covered face during the prayer, he emerged full of sympathy. As his +boy read the fifty-third of Isaiah the old man was moved well-nigh to +tears, and on the giving out of the text from the parable of the +Prodigal Son, the Rabbi closed his eyes with great expectation, as one +about to be fed with the finest of the wheat. + +Carmichael has kept the sermon unto this day, and as often as he finds +himself growing hard or supercilious, reads it from beginning to end. +It is his hair shirt, to be worn from time to time next his soul for +the wrongness in it and the mischief it did. He cannot understand how +he could have said such things on a Sacrament morning and in the +presence of the Rabbi, but indeed they were inevitable. When two tides +meet there is ever a cruel commotion, and ships are apt to be dashed on +the rocks, and Carmichael's mind was in a "jabble" that day. The new +culture, with its wider views of God and man, was fighting with the +robust Calvinism in which every Scot is saturated, and the result was +neither peace nor charity. Personally the lad was kindly and +good-natured, intellectually he had become arrogant, intolerant, acrid, +flinging out at old-fashioned views, giving quite unnecessary +challenges, arguing with imaginary antagonists. It has ever seemed to +me, although I suppose that history is against me, that if it be laid +on any one to advocate a new view that will startle people, he ought of +all men to be conciliatory and persuasive; but Carmichael was, at least +in this time of fermentation, very exasperating and pugnacious, and so +he drove the Rabbi to the only hard action of his life, wherein the old +man suffered most, and which may be said to have led to his death. + +Carmichael, like the Rabbi, had intended to preach that morning on the +love of God, and thought he was doing so with some power. What he did +was to take the Fatherhood of God and use it as a stick to beat +Pharisees with, and under Pharisees he let it be seen that he included +every person who still believed in the inflexible action of the moral +laws and the austere majesty of God. Many good things he no doubt +said, but each had an edge, and it cut deeply into people of the old +school. Had he seen the Rabbi, it would not have been possible for him +to continue, but he only was conscious of Lachlan Campbell, with whom +he had then a feud, and who, he imagined, had come to criticise him. +So he went on his rasping way that Sacrament morning, as when one +harrows the spring earth with iron teeth, exciting himself with every +sentence to fresh crudities of thought and extravagances of opposition. +But it only flashed on him that he had spoken foolishly when he came +down from the pulpit, and found the Rabbi a shrunken figure in his +chair before the Holy Table. + +Discerning people, like Elspeth Macfadyen, saw the whole tragedy from +beginning to end, and felt the pity of it keenly. For a while the +Rabbi waited with fond confidence--for was not he to hear the +best-loved of his boys--and he caught eagerly at a gracious expression, +as if it had fallen from one of the fathers. Anything in the line of +faith would have pleased the Rabbi that day, who was as a little child +and full of charity, in spite of his fierce doctrines. By-and-by the +light died away from his eyes as when a cloud comes over the face of +the sun and the Glen grows cold and dreary. He opened his eyes and was +amazed--looking at the people and questioning them what had happened to +their minister. Suddenly he flushed as a person struck by a friend, +and then, as one blow followed another, he covered his face with both +hands, sinking lower and lower in his chair, till even that decorous +people were almost shaken in their attention. + +When Carmichael gave him the cup in the Sacrament the Rabbi's hand +shook and he spilled some drops of the wine upon his beard, which all +that day showed like blood on the silvery whiteness. Afterwards he +spake in his turn to the communicants, and distinguished the true +people of God from the multitude--to whom he held out no hope--by so +many and stringent marks, that Donald Menzies refused the Sacrament +with a lamentable groan. And when the Sacrament was over and the time +came for Carmichael to shake hands with the assisting minister in the +vestry, the Rabbi had vanished, and he had no speech with him till they +went through the garden together--very bleak it seemed in the winter +dusk--unto the sermon that closed the services of the day. + +"God's hand is heavy in anger on us both this day, John," and +Carmichael was arrested by the awe and sorrow in the Rabbi's voice, +"else . . . you had not spoken as you did this forenoon, nor would +necessity be laid on me to speak . . . as I must this night. + +"His ways are all goodness and truth, but they are oftentimes +encompassed with darkness, and the burden He has laid on me is . . . +almost more than I can bear; it will be heavy for you also. + +"You will drink the wine of astonishment this night, and it will be +strange if you do not . . . turn from the hand that pours it out, but +you will not refuse the truth or . . . hate the preacher," and at the +vestry door the Rabbi looked wistfully at Carmichael. + +During the interval the lad had been ill at ease, suspecting from the +Rabbi's manner at the Table, and the solemnity of his address, that he +disapproved of the action sermon, but he did not for a moment imagine +that the situation was serious. It is one of the disabilities of +good-natured and emotional people, without much deepness of earth, to +belittle the convictions and resolutions of strong natures, and to +suppose that they can be talked away by a few pleasant, coaxing words. + +The Rabbi had often yielded to Carmichael and his other boys in the +ordinary affairs of life--in meat and drink and clothing, even unto the +continuance of his snuffing. He had been most manageable and +pliable--as a child in their hands--and so Carmichael was quite +confident that he could make matters right with the old man about a +question of doctrine as easily as about the duty of a midday meal. +Certain bright and superficial people will only learn by some solitary +experience that faith is reserved in friendship, and that the most +heroic souls are those which count all things loss--even the smile of +those they love--for the eternal. For a moment Carmichael was shaken +as if a new Rabbi were before him; then he remembered the study of +Kilbogie and all things that had happened therein, and his spirits rose. + +"How dare you suggest such wickedness, Rabbi, that any of us should +ever criticise or complain of anything you say? Whatever you give us +will be right, and do us good, and in the evening you will tell me all +I said wrong." + +Saunderson looked at Carmichael for ten seconds as one who has not been +understood, and sighed. Then he went down the kirk after the beadle, +and the people marked how he walked like a man who was afraid he might +fall, and, turning a corner, he supported himself on the end of a pew. +As he crept up the pulpit stairs Elspeth gave James a look, and, +although well accustomed to the slowness of his understanding, was +amazed that he did not catch the point. Even a man might have seen +that this was not the same minister that came in to the Sacrament with +hope in his very step. + +"A 'm no here tae say 'that a' kent what wes comin''"--Elspeth, like +all experts, was strictly truthful--"for the like o' that wes never +heard in Drumtochty, and noo that Doctor Saunderson is awa, will never +be heard again in Scotland. A' jaloused that vials wud be opened an' +a' wesna wrang, but ma certes"--and that remarkable woman left you to +understand that no words in human speech could even hint at the +contents of the vials. + +When the Rabbi gave out his text, "Vessels of wrath," in a low, +awestruck voice, Carmichael began to be afraid, but after a little he +chid himself for foolishness. During half an hour the Rabbi traced the +doctrine of the Divine Sovereignty through Holy Scripture with a +characteristic wealth of allusion to Fathers ancient and reforming, and +once or twice he paused as if he would have taken up certain matters at +greater length, but restrained himself, simply asserting the Pauline +character of St. Augustine's thinking, and exposing the looseness of +Clement of Alexandria with a wave of the hand as one hurrying on to his +destination. + +"Dear old Rabbi"--Carmichael congratulated himself in his pew--"what +need he have made so many apologies for his subject? He is going to +enjoy himself, and he is sure to say something beautiful before he is +done." But he was distinctly conscious all the same of a wish that the +Rabbi were done and all . . . well, uncertainty over. For there was a +note of anxiety, almost of horror, in the Rabbi's voice, and he had not +let the Fathers go so lightly unless under severe constraint. What was +it? Surely he would not attack their minister in face of his +people. . . . The Rabbi do that, who was in all his ways a gentleman? +Yet . . . and then the Rabbi abruptly quitted historical exposition and +announced that he would speak on four heads. Carmichael, from his +corner behind the curtains, saw the old man twice open his mouth as if +to speak, and when at last he began he was quivering visibly, and he +had grasped the outer corners of the desk with such intensity that the +tassels which hung therefrom--one of the minor glories of the Free +Kirk--were held in the palm of his hand, the long red tags escaping +from between his white wasted fingers. A pulpit lamp came between +Carmichael and the Rabbi's face, but he could see the straining hand, +which did not relax till it was lifted in the last awful appeal, and +the white and red had a gruesome fascination. It seemed as if one had +clutched a cluster of full, rich, tender grapes and was pressing them +in an agony till their life ran out in streams of blood, and dripped +upon the heads of the choir sitting beneath, in their fresh, hopeful +youth. And it also came to Carmichael with pathetic conviction even +then that every one was about to suffer, but the Rabbi more than them +all together. While the preacher was strengthening his heart for the +work before him, Carmichael's eye was attracted by the landscape that +he could see through the opposite window. The ground sloped upwards +from the kirk to a pine-wood that fringed the great moor, and it was +covered with snow on which the moon was beginning to shed her faint, +weird light. Within, the light from the upright lamps was falling on +the ruddy, contented faces of men and women and little children, but +without it was one cold, merciless whiteness, like unto the justice of +God, with black shadows of judgment. + +"This is the message which I have to deliver unto you in the name of +the Lord, and even as Jonah was sent to Nineveh after a strange +discipline with a word of mercy, so am I constrained against my will to +carry a word of searching and trembling. + +"First"--and between the heads the Rabbi paused as one whose breath had +failed him--"every man belongs absolutely to God by his creation. + +"Second. The purpose of God about each man precedes his creation. + +"Third. Some are destined to Salvation, and some to Damnation. + +"Fourth"--here the hard breathing became a sob--"each man's lot is unto +the glory of God." + +It was not only skilled theologians like Lachlan Campbell and Burnbrae, +but even mere amateurs, who understood that they were that night to be +conducted to the farthest limit of Calvinism, and that whoever fell +behind through the hardness of the way, their guide would not flinch. + +As the Rabbi gave the people a brief space wherein to grasp his heads +in their significance, Carmichael remembered a vivid incident in the +Presbytery of Muirtown, when an English evangelist had addressed that +reverend and austere court with exhilarating confidence--explaining the +extreme simplicity of the Christian faith, and showing how a minister +ought to preach. Various good men were delighted, and asked many +questions of the evangelist--who had kept a baby-linen shop for twenty +years, and was unspoiled by the slightest trace of theology--but the +Rabbi arose and demolished his "teaching," convicting him of heresy at +every turn, till there was not left one stone upon another. + +"But surely fear belongs to the Old Testament dispensation," said the +unabashed little man to the Rabbi afterwards. "'Rejoice,' you know, my +friend, 'and again I say rejoice.'" + +"If it be the will of God that such a man as I should ever stand on the +sea of glass mingled with fire, then this tongue will be lifted with +the best, but so long as my feet are still in the fearful pit it +becometh me to bow my head." + +"Then you don't believe in assurance?" but already the evangelist was +quailing before the Rabbi. + +"Verily there is no man that hath not heard of that precious gift, and +none who does not covet it greatly, but there be two degrees of +assurance"--here the Rabbi looked sternly at the happy, rotund little +figure--"and it is with the first you must begin, and what you need to +get is assurance of your damnation." + +One of the boys read an account of this incident--thinly veiled--in a +reported address of the evangelist, in which the Rabbi--being, as it +was inferred, beaten in scriptural argument--was very penitent and +begged his teacher's pardon with streaming tears. What really happened +was different, and so absolutely conclusive that Doctor Dowbiggin gave +it as his opinion "that a valuable lesson had been read to unauthorised +teachers of religion." + +Carmichael recognised the same note in the sermon and saw another man +than he knew, as the Rabbi, in a low voice, without heat or +declamation, with frequent pauses and laboured breathing, as of one +toiling up a hill, argued the absolute supremacy of God and the utter +helplessness of man. One hand ever pressed the grapes, but with the +other the old man wiped the perspiration that rolled in beads down his +face. A painful stillness fell on the people as they felt themselves +caught in the meshes of this inexorable net and dragged ever nearer to +the abyss. Carmichael, who had been leaning forward in his place, tore +himself away from the preacher with an effort, and moved where he could +see the congregation. Campbell was drinking in every word as one for +the first time in his life perfectly satisfied. Menzies was huddled +into a heap in the top of his pew as one justly blasted by the anger of +the Eternal. Men were white beneath the tan, and it was evident that +some of the women would soon fall a-weeping. Children had crept close +to their mothers under a vague sense of danger, and a girl in the choir +watched the preacher with dilated eyeballs, like an animal fascinated +by terror. + +"It is as a sword piercing the heart to receive this truth, but it is a +truth and must be believed. There are hundreds of thousands in the +past who were born and lived and died and were damned for the glory of +God. There are hundreds of thousands in this day who have been born +and are living and shall die and be damned for the glory of God. There +are hundreds of thousands in the future who shall be born and shall +live and shall die and shall be damned for the glory of God. All +according to the will of God, and none dare say nay nor change the +purpose of the Eternal." For some time the oil in the lamps had been +failing--since the Rabbi had been speaking for nigh two hours--and as +he came to an end of this passage the light began to flicker and die. +First a lamp at the end of Burnbrae's pew went out and then another in +the front. The preacher made as though he would have spoken, but was +silent, and the congregation watched four lamps sink into darkness at +intervals of half a minute. There only remained the two pulpit lamps, +and in their light the people saw the Rabbi lift his right hand for the +first time. + +"Shall . . . not . . . the . . . Judge . . . of all the earth . . . +do . . . right?" The two lamps went out together and a great sigh rose +from the people. At the back of the kirk a child wailed and somewhere +in the front a woman's voice--it was never proved to be Elspeth +Macfadyen--said audibly, "God have mercy upon us." The Rabbi had sunk +back into the seat and buried his face in his hands, and through the +window over his head the moonlight was pouring into the church like +unto the far-off radiance from the White Throne. + +When Carmichael led the Rabbi into the manse he could feel the old man +trembling from head to foot, and he would touch neither meat nor drink, +nor would he speak for a space. + +"Are you there, John?"--and he put out his hand to Carmichael, who had +placed him in the big study chair, and was sitting beside him in +silence. + +"I dare not withdraw nor change any word that I spake in the name of +the Lord this day, but . . . it is my infirmity . . . I wish I had +never been born." + +"It was awful," said Carmichael, and the Rabbi's head again fell on his +breast. + +"John,"--and Saunderson looked up,--"I would give ten thousand worlds +to stand in the shoes of that good man who conveyed me from Kilbogie +yesterday, and with whom I had very pleasant fellowship concerning the +patience of the saints. + +"It becometh not any human being to judge his neighbour, but it seemed +to me from many signs that he was within the election of God, and even +as we spoke of Polycarp and the martyrs who have overcome by the blood +of the Lamb, it came unto me with much power, 'Lo, here is one beside +you whose name is written in the Lamb's Book of Life, and who shall +enter through the gates into the city;' and grace was given me to +rejoice in his joy, but I . . ."--and Carmichael could have wept for +the despair in the Rabbi's voice. + +"Dear Rabbi!"--for once the confidence of youth was smitten at the +sight of a spiritual conflict beyond its depth--"you are surely . . . +depreciating yourself . . . Burnbrae is a good man, but compared with +you . . . is not this like to the depression of Elijah?" Carmichael +knew, however, he was not fit for such work, and had better have held +his peace. + +"It may be that I understand the letter of Holy Scripture better than +some of God's children, although I be but a babe even in this poor +knowledge, but such gifts are only as the small dust of the balance. +He will have mercy on whom He will have mercy. + +"John," said the Rabbi suddenly, and with strong feeling, "was it your +thought this night as I declared the sovereignty of God that I judged +myself of the elect, and was speaking as one himself hidden for ever in +the secret place of God?" + +"I . . . did not know," stammered Carmichael, whose utter horror at the +unrelenting sermon had only been tempered by his love for the preacher. + +"You did me wrong, John, for then had I not dared to speak at all after +that fashion; it is not for a vessel of mercy filled unto overflowing +with the love of God to exalt himself above the vessels . . . for whom +there is no mercy. But he may plead with them who are in like case +with himself to . . . acknowledge the Divine Justice." + +Then the pathos of the situation overcame Carmichael, and he went over +to the bookcase and leant his head against certain volumes, because +they were weighty and would not yield. Next day he noticed that one of +them was a Latin Calvin that had travelled over Europe in learned +company, and the other a battered copy of Jonathan Edwards that had +come from the house of an Ayrshire farmer. + +"Forgive me that I have troubled you with the concerns of my soul, +John"--the Rabbi could only stand with an effort--"they ought to be +between a man and his God. There is another work laid to my hand for +which there is no power in me now. During the night I shall ask +whether the cup may not pass from me, but if not, the will of God be +done." + +Carmichael slept but little, and every time he woke the thought was +heavy upon him that on the other side of a narrow wall the holiest man +he knew was wrestling in darkness of soul, and that he had added to the +bitterness of the agony. + +[Illustration: Wrestling in darkness of soul.] + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE WOUNDS OF A FRIEND. + +Winter has certain mornings which redeem weeks of misconduct, when the +hoar frost during the night has re-silvered every branch and braced the +snow upon the ground, and the sun rises in ruddy strength and drives +out of sight every cloud and mist, and moves all day through an expanse +of unbroken blue, and is reflected from the dazzling whiteness of the +earth as from a mirror. Such a sight calls a man from sleep with +authority, and makes his blood tingle, and puts new heart in him, and +banishes the troubles of the night. Other mornings winter joins in the +conspiracy of principalities and powers to daunt and crush the human +soul. No sun is to be seen, and the grey atmosphere casts down the +heart, the wind moans and whistles in fitful gusts, the black clouds +hang low in threatening masses, now and again a flake of snow drifts in +the wind. A storm is near at hand, not the thunder-shower of summer, +with warm rain and the kindly sun in ambush, but dark and blinding +snow, through which even a gamekeeper cannot see six yards, and in +which weary travellers lie down to rest and die. + +The melancholy of this kind of day had fallen on Saunderson, whose face +was ashen, and who held Carmichael's hand with such anxious affection +that it was impossible to inquire how he had slept, and it would have +been a banalite to remark upon the weather. After the Rabbi had been +compelled to swallow a cup of milk by way of breakfast, it was evident +that he was ready for speech. + +"What is it, Rabbi?" as soon as they were again settled in the study. +"If you did not . . . like my sermon, tell me at once. You know that I +am one of your boys, and you ought to . . . help me." Perhaps it was +inseparable from his youth, with its buoyancy and self-satisfaction, +and his training in a college whose members only knew by rumour of the +existence of other places of theological learning, that Carmichael had +at that moment a pleasing sense of humility and charity. Had it been a +matter of scholastic lore, of course neither he nor more than six men +in Scotland could have met the Rabbi in the gate. With regard to +modern thought, Carmichael knew that the good Rabbi had not read _Ecce +Homo_, and was hardly, well . . . up to date. He would not for the +world hint such a thing to the dear old man, nor even argue with him; +but it was flattering to remember that the attack could be merely one +of blunderbusses, in which the modern thinker would at last intervene +and save the ancient scholar from humiliation. + +"Well, Rabbi?" and Carmichael tried to make it easy. + +"Before I say what is on my heart, John, you will grant an old man who +loves you one favour. So far as in you lies you will bear with me if +that which I have to say, and still more that which my conscience will +compel me to do, is hard to flesh and blood." + +"Did n't we settle that last night in the vestry?" and Carmichael was +impatient; "is it that you do not agree with the doctrine of the Divine +Fatherhood? We younger men are resolved to base Christian doctrine on +the actual Scriptures, and to ignore mere tradition." + +"An excellent rule, my dear friend," cried the Rabbi, wonderfully +quickened by the challenge, "and with your permission and for our +mutual edification we shall briefly review all passages bearing on the +subject in hand--using the original, as will doubtless be your wish, +and you correcting my poor recollection." + +About an hour afterwards, and when the Rabbi was only entering into the +heart of the matter, Carmichael made the bitter discovery--without the +Rabbi having even hinted at such a thing--that his pet sermon was a +mass of boyish crudities, and this reverse of circumstances was some +excuse for his pettishness. + +"It does not seem to me that it is worth our time to haggle about the +usage of Greek words or to count texts: I ground my position on the +general meaning of the Gospels and the sense of things," and Carmichael +stood on the hearthrug in a very superior attitude. + +"Let that pass then, John, and forgive me if I appeared to battle about +words, as certain scholars of the olden time were fain to do, for in +truth it is rather about the hard duty before me than any imperfection +in your teaching I would speak," and the Rabbi glanced nervously at the +young minister. + +"We are both Presbyters of Christ's Church, ordained after the order of +primitive times, and there are laid on us certain heavy charges and +responsibilities from which we may not shrink, as we shall answer to +the Lord at the great day." + +Carmichael's humiliation was lost in perplexity, and he sat down, +wondering what the Rabbi intended. + +"If any Presbyter should see his brother fall into one of those faults +of private life that do beset us all in our present weakness, then he +doth well and kindly to point it out unto his brother; and if his +brother should depart from the faith as they talk together by the way, +then it is a Presbyter's part to convince him of his error and restore +him." + +The Rabbi cast an imploring glance, but Carmichael had still no +understanding. + +"But if one Presbyter should teach heresy to his flock in the hearing +of another . . . even though it break the other's heart, is not the +path of duty fenced up on either side, verily a straight, narrow way, +and hard for the feet to tread?" + +"You have spoken to me, Rabbi, and . . . cleared yourself"--Carmichael +was still somewhat sore--"and I 'll promise not to offend you again in +an action sermon." + +"Albeit you intend it not so, yet are you making it harder for me to +speak. . . . See you not . . . that I . . . that necessity is laid on +me to declare this matter to my brother Presbyters in court +assembled . . . but not in hearing of the people?" Then there was a +stillness in the room, and the Rabbi, although he had closed his eyes, +was conscious of the amazement on the young man's face. + +"Do you mean to say," speaking very slowly, as one taken utterly aback, +"that our Rabbi would come to my . . . to the Sacrament and hear me +preach, and . . . report me for heresy to the Presbytery? Rabbi, I +know we don't agree about some things, and perhaps I was a little . . . +annoyed a few minutes ago because you . . . know far more than I do, +but that is nothing. For you to prosecute one of your boys and be the +witness yourself. . . . Rabbi, you can't mean it. . . . Say it's a +mistake." + +The old man only gave a deep sigh. + +"If it were Dowbiggin or . . . any man except you, I would n't care one +straw, rather enjoy the debate, but you whom we have loved and looked +up to and boasted about, why, it's like . . . a father turning against +his sons." + +The Rabbi made no sign. + +"You live too much alone, Rabbi," and Carmichael began again as the +sense of the tragedy grew on him, "and nurse your conscience till it +gets over tender; no other man would dream of . . . prosecuting a . . . +fellow minister in such circumstances. You have spoken to me like a +father, surely that is enough," and in his honest heat the young fellow +knelt down by the Rabbi's chair and took his hand. + +A tear rolled down the Rabbi's cheek, and he looked fondly at the lad. + +"Your words pierce me as sharp swords, John; spare me, for I can do +none otherwise; all night I wrestled for release, but in vain." + +Carmichael had a sudden revulsion of feeling, such as befalls emotional +and ill-disciplined natures when they are disappointed and mortified. + +"Very good, Doctor Saunderson"--Carmichael rose awkwardly and stood on +the hearthrug again, an elbow on the mantelpiece--"you must do as you +please and as you think right. I am sorry that I . . . pressed you so +far, but it was on grounds of our . . . friendship. + +"Perhaps you will tell me as soon as you can what you propose to do, +and when you will bring . . . this matter before the Presbytery. My +sermon was fully written and . . . is at your disposal." + +While this cold rain beat on the Rabbi's head he moved not, but at its +close he looked at Carmichael with the appeal of a dumb animal in his +eyes. + +"The first meeting of Presbytery is on Monday, but you would no doubt +consider that too soon; is there anything about dates in the order of +procedure for heresy?" and Carmichael made as though he would go over +to the shelves for a law book. + +"John," cried the Rabbi--his voice full of tears--rising and following +the foolish lad, "is this all you have in your heart to say unto me? +Surely, as I stand before you, it is not my desire to do such a thing, +for I would rather cut off my right hand. + +"God hath not been pleased to give me many friends, and He only knows +how you and the others have comforted my heart. I lie not, John, but +speak the truth, that there is nothing unto life itself I would not +give for your good, who have been as the apple of my eye unto me." + +Carmichael hardened himself, torn between a savage sense of +satisfaction that the Rabbi was suffering for his foolishness and the +inclination of his better self to respond to the old man's love. + +"If there be a breach between us, it will not be for you as it must be +for me. You have many friends, and may God add unto them good men and +faithful, but I shall lose my one earthly joy and consolation, when +your feet are no longer heard on my threshold and your face no longer +brings light to my room. And, John, even this thing which I am +constrained to do is yet of love, as . . . you shall confess one day." + +Carmichael's pride alone resisted, and it was melting fast. Had he +even looked at the dear face, he must have given way, but he kept his +shoulder to the Rabbi, and at that moment the sound of wheels passing +the corner of the manse gave him an ungracious way of escape. + +"That is Burnbrae's dog-cart . . . Doctor Saunderson, and I think he +will not wish to keep his horse standing in the snow, so unless you +will stay all night, as it's going to drift. . . . Then perhaps it +would be better. . . . Can I assist you in packing?" How formal it +all sounded, and he allowed the Rabbi to go upstairs alone, with the +result that various things of the old man's are in Carmichael's house +unto this day. + +Another chance was given the lad when the Rabbi would have bidden him +good-bye at the door, beseeching that he should not come out into the +drift, and still another when Burnbrae, being concerned about his +passenger's appearance, who seemed ill-fitted to face a storm, wrapt +him in a plaid; and he had one more when the old man leant out of the +dog-cart and took Carmichael's hand in both of his, but only said, "God +bless you for all you 've been to me, and forgive me for all wherein I +have failed you." And they did not meet again till that +never-to-be-forgotten sederunt of the Free Kirk Presbytery of Muirtown, +when the minister of Kilbogie accused the minister of Drumtochty of +teaching the Linlathen heresy of the Fatherhood of God in a sermon +before the Sacrament. + +Among all the institutions of the North a Presbytery is the most +characteristic, and affords a standing illustration of the +contradictions of a superbly logical people. It is so anti-clerical a +court that for every clergyman there must be a layman--country +ministers promising to bring in their elder for great occasions, and +instructing him audibly how to vote--and so fiercely clerical that if +the most pious and intelligent elder dared to administer a sacrament he +would be at once tried and censured for sacrilege. So careful is a +Presbytery to prevent the beginnings of Papacy that it insists upon +each of its members occupying the chair in turn, and dismisses him +again into private life as soon as he has mastered his duties, but so +imbued is it with the idea of authority that whatever decision may be +given by some lad of twenty-five in the chair--duly instructed, +however, by the clerk below--will be rigidly obeyed. When a Presbytery +has nothing else to do, it dearly loves to pass a general condemnation +on sacerdotalism, in which the tyranny of prelates, and the foolishness +of vestments will be fully exposed, but a Presbytery wields a power at +which a bishop's hair would stand on end, and Doctor Dowbiggin once +made Carmichael leave the Communion Table and go into the vestry to put +on his bands. + +When a Presbytery is in its lighter moods, it gives itself to points of +order with a skill and relish beyond the Southern imagination. It did +not matter how harmless, even infantile, might be the proposal placed +before the court by such a man as MacWheep of Pitscowrie, he has hardly +got past an apology for his presumption in venturing to speak at all, +before a member of Presbytery--who had reduced his congregation to an +irreducible minimum by the woodenness of his preaching--inquires +whether the speech of "our esteemed brother is not _ultra vires_" or +something else as awful. MacWheep at once sits down with the air of +one taken red-handed in arson, and the court debates the point till +every authority has taken his fill, when the clerk submits to the +Moderator, with a fine blend of deference and infallibility, that Mr. +MacWheep is perfectly within his rights; and then, as that estimable +person has, by this time, lost any thread he ever possessed, the +Presbytery passes to the next business--with the high spirit of men +returning from a holiday. Carmichael used, indeed, to relate how in a +great stress of business someone moved that the Presbytery should +adjourn for dinner, and the court argued for seventy minutes, with many +precedents, whether such a motion--touching as it did the standing +orders--could even be discussed, and with an unnecessary prodigality of +testimony he used to give perorations which improved with every telling. + +The love of law diffused through the Presbytery became incarnate in the +clerk, who was one of the most finished specimens of his class in the +Scottish Kirk. His sedate appearance, bald, polished head, fringed +with pure white hair, shrewd face, with neatly cut side whiskers, his +suggestion of unerring accuracy and inexhaustible memory, his attitude +for exposition,--holding his glasses in his left hand and enforcing his +decision with the little finger of the right hand--carried conviction +even to the most disorderly. Ecclesiastical radicals, boiling over +with new schemes, and boasting to admiring circles of MacWheeps that +they would not be brow-beaten by red tape officials, became +ungrammatical before that firm gaze, and ended in abject surrender. +Self-contained and self-sufficing, the clerk took no part in debate, +save at critical moments to lay down the law, but wrote his minutes +unmoved through torrents of speech on every subject, from the +Sustentation Fund to the Union between England and Scotland, and even +under the picturesque eloquence of foreign deputies, whose names he +invariably requested should be handed to him, written legibly on a +sheet of paper. On two occasions only he ceased from writing: when Dr. +Dowbiggin discussed a method of procedure--then he watched him over his +spectacles in hope of a nice point; or when some enthusiastic brother +would urge the Presbytery to issue an injunction on the sin of Sabbath +walking--then the clerk would abandon his pen in visible despair, and +sitting sideways on his chair and supporting his head by that same +little finger, would face the Presbytery with an expression of reverent +curiosity on his face why the Almighty was pleased to create such a +man. His preaching was distinguished for orderliness, and was much +sought after for Fast days. It turned largely on the use of +prepositions and the scope of conjunctions, so that the clerk could +prove the doctrine of Vicarious Sacrifice from "for," and Retribution +from "as" in the Lord's prayer, emphasising and confirming everything +by that wonderful finger, which seemed to be designed by Providence for +delicate distinctions, just as another man's fist served for popular +declamation. His pulpit masterpiece was a lecture on the Council of +Jerusalem, in which its whole deliberations were reviewed by the rules +of the Free Kirk Book of Procedure, and a searching and edifying +discourse concluded with two lessons. First: That no ecclesiastical +body can conduct its proceedings without officials. Second: That such +men ought to be accepted as a special gift of Providence. + +[Illustration: His attitude for exposition.] + +The general opinion among good people was that the clerk's preaching +was rather for upbuilding than arousing, but it is still remembered by +the survivors of the old Presbytery that when MacWheep organised a +conference on "The state of religion in our congregations," and it was +meandering in strange directions, the clerk, who utilised such seasons +for the writing of letters, rose amid a keen revival of interest--it +was supposed that he had detected an irregularity in the +proceedings--and offered his contribution. "It did not become him to +boast," he said, "but he had seen marvellous things in his day: under +his unworthy ministry three beadles had been converted to +Christianity," and this experience was so final that the conference +immediately closed. + +Times there were, however, when the Presbytery rose to its height, and +was invested with an undeniable spiritual dignity. Its members, taken +one by one, consisted of farmers, shepherds, tradesmen, and one or two +professional men, with some twenty ministers, only two or three of whom +were known beyond their parishes. Yet those men had no doubt that as +soon as they were constituted in the name of Christ, they held their +authority from the Son of God and Saviour of the world, and they bore +themselves in spiritual matters as His servants. No kindly feeling of +neighbourliness or any fear of man could hinder them from inquiring +into the religious condition of a parish or dealing faithfully with an +erring minister. They had power to ordain, and laid hands on the bent +head of some young probationer with much solemnity; they had also power +to take away the orders they had given, and he had been hardened indeed +beyond hope who could be present and not tremble when the Moderator, +standing in his place, with the Presbytery around, and speaking in the +name of the Head of the Church, deposed an unworthy brother from the +holy ministry. MacWheep was a "cratur," and much given to twaddle, but +when it was his duty once to rebuke a fellow-minister for quarrelling +with his people, he was delivered from himself, and spake with such +grave wisdom as he has never shown before or since. + +When the Presbytery assembled to receive a statement from Doctor +Saunderson "_re_ error in doctrine by a brother Presbyter," even a +stranger might have noticed that its members were weighted with a sense +of responsibility, and although a discussion arose on the attempt of a +desultory member to introduce a deputy charged with the subject of the +lost ten tribes, yet it was promptly squelched by the clerk, who +intimated, with much gravity, that the court had met _in hunc +effectum_, viz. to hear Doctor Saunderson, and that the court could +not, in consistence with law, take up any other business, not +even--here Carmichael professed to detect a flicker of the clerkly +eyelids--the disappearance of the ten tribes. + +It was the last time that the Rabbi ever spoke in public, and it is now +agreed that the deliverance was a fit memorial of the most learned +scholar that has been ever known in those parts. He began by showing +that Christian doctrine has taken various shapes, some more and some +less in accordance with the deposit of truth given by Christ and the +holy Apostles, and especially that the doctrine of Grace had been +differently conceived by two eminent theologians, Calvin and Arminius, +and his exposition was so lucid that the clerk gave it as his opinion +afterwards, that the two systems were understood by certain members of +the court for the first time that day. Afterwards the Rabbi vindicated +and glorified Calvinism from the Scriptures of the Old and New +Testament, from the Fathers, from the Reformation Divines, from the +later creeds, till the brain of the Presbytery reeled through the +wealth of allusion and quotation, all in the tongues of the learned. +Then he dealt with the theology of Mr. Erskine of Linlathen, and showed +how it was undermining the very foundations of Calvinism; yet the Rabbi +spake so tenderly of our Scottish Maurice that the Presbytery knew not +whether it ought to condemn Erskine as a heretic or love him as a +saint. Having thus brought the court face to face with the issues +involved, the Rabbi gave a sketch of a certain sermon he had heard +while assisting "a learned and much-beloved brother at the Sacrament," +and Carmichael was amazed at the transfiguration of this very youthful +performance, which now figured as a profound and edifying discourse, +for whose excellent qualities the speaker had not adequate words. This +fine discourse was, however, to a certain degree marred, the Rabbi +suggested, by an unfortunate, although no doubt temporary, leaning to +the teaching of Mr. Erskine, whose beautiful piety, which was even to +himself in his worldliness and unprofitableness a salutary rebuke, had +exercised its just fascination upon his much more spiritual brother. +Finally the Rabbi left the matter in the hands of the Presbytery, +declaring that he had cleared his conscience, and that the minister was +one--here he was painfully overcome--dear to him as a son, and to whose +many labours and singular graces he could bear full testimony, the Rev. +John Carmichael, of Drumtochty. The Presbytery was slow and pedantic, +but was not insensible to a spiritual situation, and there was a murmur +of sympathy when the Rabbi sat down--much exhausted, and never having +allowed himself to look once at Carmichael. + +Then arose a self-made man, who considered orthodoxy and capital to be +bound up together, and especially identified any departure from +sovereignty with that pestilent form of Socialism which demanded equal +chances for every man. He was only a plain layman, he said, and +perhaps he ought not to speak in the presence of so many reverend +gentlemen, but he was very grateful to Doctor Saunderson for his +honourable and straightforward conduct. It would be better for the +Church if there were more like him, and he would just like to ask Mr. +Carmichael one or two questions. Did he sign the Confession?--that was +one; and had he kept it?--that was two; and the last was, When did he +propose to go? He knew something about building contracts, and he had +heard of a penalty when a contract was broken. There was just one +thing more he would like to say--if there was less loose theology in +the pulpit there would be more money in the plate. The shame of the +Rabbi during this harangue was pitiable to behold. + +Then a stalwart arose on the other side, and a young gentleman who had +just escaped from a college debating society wished to know what +century we were living in, warned the last speaker that the progress of +theological science would not be hindered by mercenary threats, advised +Doctor Saunderson to read a certain German, called Ritschl,--as if he +had been speaking to a babe in arms,--and was refreshing himself with a +Latin quotation, when the Rabbi, in utter absence of mind, corrected a +false quantity aloud. + +"Moderator," the old man apologised in much confusion, "I wot not what +I did, and I pray my reverend brother, whose interesting and +instructive address I have interrupted by this unmannerliness, to grant +me his pardon, for my tongue simply obeyed my ear." Which untoward +incident brought the modern to an end, as by a stroke of ironical fate. +It seemed to the clerk that little good to any one concerned was to +come out of this debate, and he signalled to Doctor Dowbiggin, with +whom he had dined the night before, when they concocted a motion over +their wine. Whereupon that astute man explained to the court that he +did not desire to curtail the valuable discussion, from which he +personally had derived much profit, but he had ventured to draw up a +motion, simply for the guidance of the House--it was said by the +Rabbi's boys that the Doctor's success as an ecclesiastic was largely +due to the skilful use of such phrases--and then he read: "Whereas the +Church is set in all her courts for the defence of the truth, whereas +it is reported that various erroneous doctrines are being promulgated +in books and other public prints, whereas it has been stated that one +of the ministers of this Presbytery has used words that might be +supposed to give sanction to a certain view which appears to conflict +with statements contained in the standards of the Church, the +Presbytery of Muirtown declares first of all, its unshaken adherence to +the said standards; secondly, deplores the existence in any quarter of +notions contradictory or subversive of said standards; thirdly, thanks +Doctor Saunderson for the vigilance he has shown in the cause of sound +doctrine; fourthly, calls upon all ministers within the bounds to have +a care that they create no offence or misunderstanding by their +teaching, and finally enjoins all parties concerned to cultivate peace +and charity." + +This motion was seconded by the clerk and carried +unanimously,--Carmichael being compelled to silence by the two wise men +for his own sake and theirs,--and was declared to be a conspicuous +victory both by the self-made man and the modern, which was another +tribute to the ecclesiastical gifts of Doctor Dowbiggin and the clerk +of the Presbytery of Muirtown. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +LIGHT AT EVENTIDE. + +The Rabbi had been careful to send an abstract of his speech to +Carmichael, with a letter enough to melt the heart even of a +self-sufficient young clerical; and Carmichael had considered how he +should bear himself at the Presbytery. His intention had been to meet +the Rabbi with public cordiality and escort him to a seat, so that all +men should see that he was too magnanimous to be offended by this +latest eccentricity of their friend. This calculated plan was upset by +the Rabbi coming in late and taking the first seat that offered, and +when he would have gone afterwards to thank him for his generosity the +Rabbi had disappeared. It was evident that the old man's love was as +deep as ever, but that he was much hurt, and would not risk another +repulse. Very likely he had walked in from Kilbogie, perhaps without +breakfast, and had now started to return to his cheerless manse. It +was a wetting spring rain, and he remembered that the Rabbi had no +coat. A fit of remorse overtook Carmichael, and he scoured the streets +of Muirtown to find the Rabbi, imagining deeds of attention--how he +would capture him unawares mooning along some side street hopelessly +astray; how he would accuse him of characteristic cunning and deep +plotting, how he would carry him by force to the Kilspindie Arms and +insist upon their dining in state; how the Rabbi would wish to +discharge the account and find twopence in his pockets--having given +all his silver to an ex-Presbyterian minister stranded in Muirtown +through peculiar circumstances; how he would speak gravely to the Rabbi +on the lack of common honesty, and threaten a real prosecution, when +the charge would be "obtaining a dinner on false pretences," how they +would journey to Kildrummie in high content, and--the engine having +whistled for a dog-cart--they would drive to Drumtochty manse, the sun +shining through the rain as they entered the garden; how he would +compass the Rabbi with observances, and the old man would sit again in +the big chair full of joy and peace. Ah, the kindly jests that have +not come off in life, the gracious deeds that never were done, the +reparations that were too late! When Carmichael reached the station +the Rabbi was already half way to Kilbogie, trudging along wet and +weary and very sad, because, although he had obeyed his conscience at a +cost, it seemed to him as if he had simply alienated the boy whom God +had given him as a son in his old age, for even the guileless Rabbi +suspected that the ecclesiastics considered his action foolishness and +of no service to the Church of God. Barbara's language on his arrival +was vituperative to a degree, she gave him food grudgingly, and when, +in the early morning, he fell asleep over an open Father, he was +repeating Carmichael's name, and the thick old paper was soaked with +tears. + +His nemesis seized Carmichael so soon as he reached the Dunleith train +in the shape of the Free Kirk minister of Kildrummie, who had purchased +six pounds of prize seed potatoes, and was carrying the treasure home +in a paper bag. This bag had done after its kind, and as the +distinguished agriculturist had not seen his feet for years, and could +only have stooped at the risk of apoplexy, he watched the dispersion of +his potatoes with dismay, and hailed the arrival of Carmichael with +exclamations of thankfulness. It is wonderful over what an area six +pounds of (prize) potatoes can deploy on a railway platform, and how +the feet of passengers will carry them unto far distances. Some might +never have been restored to the bag had it not been for Kildrummie's +comprehensive eye and the physical skill with which he guided +Carmichael, till even prodigals that had strayed over to the +neighbourhood of the Aberdeen express were restored to the extemporised +fold in the minister's top-coat pockets. Carmichael had knelt on that +very platform six months or so before, but then he stooped in the +service of two most agreeable dogs and under the approving eyes of Miss +Carnegie; that was a different experience from hunting after single +potatoes on all fours among the feet of unsympathetic passengers, and +being prodded to duty by the umbrella of an obese Free Kirk minister. +As a reward for this service of the aged, he was obliged to travel to +Kildrummie with his neighbour--in whom for the native humour that was +in him he had often rejoiced, but whose company was not congenial that +day--and Kildrummie laid himself out for a pleasant talk. After the +roots had been secured and their pedigree stated, Kildrummie fell back +on the proceedings of Presbytery, expressing much admiration for the +guidance of Doctor Dowbiggin and denouncing Saunderson as "fair +dottle," in proof of which judgment Kildrummie adduced the fact that +the Rabbi had allowed a very happily situated pigsty to sink into ruin. +Kildrummie, still in search of agreeable themes to pass the time, +mentioned a pleasant tale he had gathered at the seed shop. + +"Yir neebur upbye, the General's dochter, is cairryin' on an awfu' rig +the noo at the Castle"--Kildrummie fell into dialect in private life, +often with much richness--"an' the sough o' her ongaeins hes come the +length o' Muirtown. The place is foo' o' men--tae say naethin' o' +weemin; but it's little she hes tae dae wi' them or them wi' +her--officers frae Edinburgh an' writin' men frae London, as weel as +half a dozen coonty birkies." + +"Well?" said Carmichael, despising himself for his curiosity. + +"She hes a wy, there 's nae doot o' that, an' gin the trimmie hesna +turned the heads o' half the men in the Castle, till they say she hes +the pick of twa lords, five honourables, and a poet. But the lassie +kens what's what; it's Lord Hay she 's settin' her cap for, an' as sure +as ye 're sittin' there, Drum, she 'll hae him. + +"Ma word"--and Kildrummie pursued his way--"it 'll be a match, the +dochter o' a puir Hielant laird, wi' naethin' but his half pay and a +few pounds frae a fairm or twa. She 's a clever ane; French songs, +dancin', shootin', ridin', actin', there's nae deevilry that's beyond +her. They say upbye that she's been a bonnie handfu' tae her +father--General though he be--an' a' peety her man." + +"They say a lot of . . . lies, and I don't see what call a minister has +to slander . . . ," and then Carmichael saw the folly of quarrelling +with a veteran gossip over a young woman that would have nothing to say +to him. What two Free Kirk ministers or their people thought of her +would never affect Miss Carnegie. + +"Truth's nae slander," and Kildrummie watched Carmichael with relish; +"a' thocht ye wud hae got a taste o' her in the Glen. Didna a' heer +frae Piggie Walker that ye ca'd her Jezebel frae yir ain pulpit, an' +that ma lady whuppit oot o' the kirk in the middle o' the sermon?" + +"I did nothing of the kind, and Walker is a . . ." + +"Piggie 's no very particular at a time," admitted Kildrummie; "maybe +it's a makup the story aboot Miss Carnegie an' yirsel'. + +"Accordin' to the wratch," for Carmichael would deign no reply, "she +wes threatenin' tae mak a fule o' the Free Kirk minister o' Drumtochty +juist for practice, but a' said, 'Na, na, Piggie, Maister Carmichael is +ower quiet and sensible a lad. He kens as weel as onybody that a +Carnegie wud never dae for a minister's wife. Gin ye said a Bailie's +dochter frae Muirtown 'at hes some money comin' tae her and kens the +principles o' the Free Kirk.' + +"Noo a' can speak frae experience, having been terrible fortunate wi' +a' ma wives. . . . Ye 'll come up tae tea; we killed a pig yesterday, +and . . . Weel, weel, a wilfu' man maun hae his wy," and Carmichael, +as he made his way up the hill, felt that the hand of Providence was +heavy upon him, and that any highmindedness was being severely +chastened. + +Two days Carmichael tramped the moors, returning each evening wet, +weary, hungry, to sleep ten hours without turning, and on the morning +of the third day he came down in such heart that Sarah wondered whether +he could have received a letter by special messenger; and he +congratulated himself, as he walked round his garden, that he had +overcome by sheer will-power the first real infatuation of his life. +He was so lifted above all sentiment as to review his temporary folly +from the bare, serene heights of common-sense. Miss Carnegie was +certainly not an heiress, and she was a young woman of very decided +character, but her blood was better than the Hays', and she was . . . +attractive--yes, attractive. Most likely she was engaged to Lord Hay, +or if he did not please her--she was . . . whimsical and . . . +self-willed--there was Lord Invermay's son. Fancy Kate . . . Miss +Carnegie in a Free Kirk manse--Kildrummie was a very . . . homely old +man, but he touched the point there--receiving Doctor Dowbiggin with +becoming ceremony and hearing him on the payment of probationers, or +taking tea at Kildrummie Manse--where he had, however, feasted royally +many a time after the Presbytery, but. . . . This daughter of a +Jacobite house, and brought up amid the romance of war, settling down +in the narrowest circle of Scottish life--as soon imagine an eagle +domesticated among barn-door poultry. This image amused Carmichael so +much that he could have laughed aloud, but . . . the village might have +heard him. He only stretched himself like one awaking, and felt so +strong that he resolved to drop in on Janet to see how it fared with +the old woman and . . . to have Miss Carnegie's engagement confirmed. +The Carnegies might return any day from the South, and it would be well +that he should know how to meet them. + +"You will be hearing that they hef come back to the Lodge yesterday +morning, and it iss myself that will be glad to see Miss Kate again; +and very pretty iss she looking, with peautiful dresses and bonnets, +for I hef seen them all, maybe twelve or ten. + +"Oh yes, my dear, Donald will be talking about her marriage to Lord +Kilspindie's son, who iss a very handsome young man and good at the +shooting; and he will be blowing that they will live at the Lodge in +great state, with many gillies and a piper. + +"No, it iss not Janet Macpherson, my dear, that will be believing +Donald Cameron, or any Cameron--although I am not saying that the +Camerons are not men of their hands--for Donald will be always making +great stories and telling me wonderful things. He wass a brave man in +the battle, and iss very clever at the doctrine too, and will be strong +against human himes (hymns), but he iss a most awful liar iss Donald +Cameron, and you must not be believing a word that comes out of his +mouth. + +"She will be asking many questions in her room as soon as Donald had +brought up her boxes and the door was shut. Some will be about the +Glen, and some about the garden, and some will be about people--whether +you ever will be visiting me, and whether you asked for her after the +day she left the kirk. But I will say, 'No; Mr. Carmichael does not +speak about anything but the religion when he comes to my cottage.' + +"That iss nothing. I will be saying more, that I am hearing that the +minister iss to be married to a fery rich young lady in Muirtown who +hass been courting him for two years, and that her father will be +giving the minister twenty thousand pounds the day they are married. +And I will say she iss very beautiful, with blue eyes and gold hair, +and that her temper iss so sweet they are calling her the Angel of +Muirtown. + +"Toot, toot, my dear, you are not to be speaking about lies, for that +iss not a pretty word among friends, and you will not be meddling with +me, for you will be better at the preaching and the singing than +dealing with women. It iss not good to be making yourself too common, +and Miss Kate will be thinking the more of you if you be holding your +head high and letting her see that you are not a poor lowland body, but +a Farquharson by your mother's side, and maybe of the chief's blood, +though twenty or fifteen times removed. + +"She will be very pleased to hear such good news of you, and be saying +that it iss a mercy you are getting somebody to dress you properly. +But her temper will not be at all good, and I did not ask her about +Lord Hay, and she said nothing to me, nor about any other lord. It iss +not often I hef seen as great a liar as Donald Cameron. + +"Last evening Miss Kate will come down before dinner and talk about +many things, and then she will say at the door, 'Donald tells me that +Mister Carmichael does not believe in the Bible, and that his minister, +Doctor Saunderson, has cast him off, and that he has been punished by +his Bishop or somebody at Muirtown.' + +"'Donald will be knowing more doctrine and telling more lies every +month,' I said to her. 'Doctor Saunderson--who is a very fine preacher +and can put the fear of God upon the people most wonderful--and our +minister had a little feud, and they will fight it out before some +chiefs at Muirtown like gentlemen, and now they are good friends again.' + +"Miss Kate had gone off for a long walk, and I am not saying that she +will be calling at Kilbogie Manse before she comes back. She is very +fond of Doctor Saunderson, and maybe he will be telling her of the +feud. It iss more than an hour through the woods to Kilbogie," +concluded Janet, "but you will be having a glass of milk first." + +Kate reviewed her reasons for the expedition to Kilbogie, and settled +they were the pleasures of a walk through Tochty woods when the spring +flowers were in their glory, and a visit to one of the dearest +curiosities she had ever seen. It was within the bounds of possibility +that Doctor Saunderson might refer to his friend, but on her part she +would certainly not refer to the Free Church minister of Drumtochty. +Her reception by that conscientious professor Barbara could not be +called encouraging. + +"Ay, he 's in, but ye canna see him, for he's in his bed, and gin he +disna mend faster than he wes daein' the last time a' gied him a cry, +he 's no like to be in the pulpit on Sabbath. A' wes juist thinkin' he +wudna be the waur o' a doctor." + +[Illustration: "Ay, he 's in, but ye canna see him.] + +"Do you mean to say that Doctor Saunderson is lying ill and no one +nursing him?" and Kate eyed the housekeeper in a very unappreciative +fashion. + +"Gin he wants a nurse she 'll hae tae be brocht frae Muirtown +Infirmary, for a 've eneuch withoot ony fyke (delicate work) o' that +kind. For twal year hev a' been hoosekeeper in this manse, an' gin it +hedna been for peety a' wad hae flung up the place. + +"Ye never cud tell when he wud come in, or when he wud gae oot, or what +he wud be wantin' next. A' the waufies in the countryside come here, +and the best in the hoose is no gude eneuch for them. He's been an +awfu' handfu' tae me, an' noo a'coont him clean dottle. But we maun +juist bear oor burdens," concluded Barbara piously, and proposed to +close the door. + +"Your master will not want a nurse a minute longer; show me his room at +once," and Kate was so commanding that Barbara's courage began to fail. + +"Who may ye be," raising her voice to rally her heart, "'at wud take +chairge o' a strainger in his ain hoose an' no sae muckle as ask leave?" + +"I am Miss Carnegie, of Tochty Lodge; will you stand out of my way?" +and Kate swept past Barbara and went upstairs. + +"Weel, a' declare," as soon as she had recovered, "of a' the impudent +hizzies," but Barbara did not follow the intruder upstairs. + +Kate had seen various curious hospitals in her day, and had nursed many +sick men,--like the brave girl she was,--but the Rabbi's room was +something quite new. His favourite books had been gathering there for +years, and now lined two walls and overhung the bed after a very +perilous fashion, and had dispossessed the looking-glass,--which had +become a nomad and was at present resting insecurely on John Owen,--and +stood in banks round the bed. During his few days of illness the Rabbi +had accumulated so many volumes round him that he lay in a kind of +tunnel, arched over, as it were, with literature. He had been reading +Calvin's _Commentary on the Psalms_, in Latin, and it still lay open at +the 88th, the saddest of all songs in the Psalter; but as he grew +weaker the heavy folio had slid forward, and he seemed to be feeling +for it. Although Kate spoke to him by name, he did not know any one +was in the room. "Lord, why castest Thou off my soul? . . . I suffer +Thy terror, I am distracted . . . fierce wrath goeth over me . . . +lover and friend hast Thou put far from me . . . friend far from me." + +His head fell on his breast, his breath was short and rapid, and he +coughed every few seconds. + +"My friend far from me . . ." + +At the sorrow in his voice, and the thing which he said, the tears came +to Kate's eyes, and she went forward and spoke to him very gently. "Do +you know me, Dr. Saunderson, Miss Carnegie?" + +"Not Saunderson . . . Magor Missabib." + +"Rabbi, Rabbi"--so much she knew; and now Kate stroked the bent white +head. "Your friend, Mister Carmichael . . ." + +"Yes, yes"--he now looked up, and spoke eagerly--"John Carmichael, of +Drumtochty . . . my friend in my old age . . . and others . . . my +boys . . . but John has left me . . . he would not speak to me . . . I +am alone now . . . he did not understand . . . mine acquaintance into +darkness . . . here we see in a glass darkly . . ." (he turned aside to +expound the Greek word for darkly), "but some day . . . face to face." +And twice he said it, with an indescribable sweetness, "face to face." + +Kate hurriedly removed the books from the bed, and wrapt round his +shoulders the old grey plaid that had eked out his covering at night, +and then she went downstairs. + +"Bring," she said to Barbara, "hot water, soap, towels, and a sponge to +Doctor Saunderson's bedroom, immediately." + +"And gin a' dinna?" inquired Barbara aggressively. + +"I 'll shoot you where you stand." + +Barbara shows to her cronies how Miss Carnegie drew a pistol from her +pocket at this point and held it to her head, and how at every turn the +pistol was again in evidence; sometimes a dagger is thrown in, but that +is only late in the evening when Barbara is under the influence of +tonics. Kate herself admits that if she had had her little revolver +with her she might have been tempted to outline the housekeeper's face +on the wall, and she still thinks her threat an inspiration. + +"Now," said Kate, when Barbara had brought her commands in with +incredible celerity, "bring up some fresh milk and three glasses of +whisky." + +"Whisky!" Barbara could hardly compass the unfamiliar word. "The +Doctor never hed sic a thing in the hoose, although mony a time, puir +man . . ." Discipline was softening even that austere spirit. + +"No, but you have, for you are blowing a full gale just now; bring up +your private bottle, or I 'll go down for it." + +"There's enough," holding the bottle to the light, "to do till evening; +go to the next farm and send a man on horseback to tell Mr. Carmichael +of Drumtochty, that Doctor Saunderson is dying, and another for Dr. +Manley of Muirtown." + +Very tenderly did Kate sponge the Rabbi's face and hands, and then she +dressed his hair, till at length he came to himself. + +"This ministry is . . . grateful to me, Barbara . . . my strength has +gone from me . . . but my eyes fail me. . . . Of a verity you are +not . . ." + +"I am Kate Carnegie, whom you were so kind to at Tochty. Will you let +me be your nurse? I learned in India, and know what to do." It was +only wounded soldiers who knew how--soft her voice could be, and hands. + +"It is I that . . . should be serving you . . . the first time you have +come to the manse . . . no woman has ever done me . . . such kindness +before. . . ." He followed her as she tried to bring some order out of +chads, and knew not that he spoke aloud. "A gracious maid . . . above +rubies." + +His breathing was growing worse, in spite of many wise things she did +for him--Doctor Manley, who paid no compliments, but was a strength +unto every country doctor in Perthshire, praises Kate unto this +day--and the Rabbi did not care to speak. So she sat down by his side +and read to him from the _Pilgrim's Progress_--holding his hand all the +time--and the passage he desired was the story of Mr. Fearing. + +"This I took very great notice of, that the valley of the shadow of +Death was as quiet while he went through it as ever I knew it before or +since. I suppose these enemies here had now a special check from our +Lord and a command not to meddle until Mr. Fearing was passed over +it. . . . Here also I took notice of what was very remarkable: the +water of that river was lower at this time than ever I saw it in all my +life. So he went over at last, not much above wet-shod. When he was +going up to the gate. . . ." + +The Rabbi listened for an instant. + +"It is John's step . . . he hath a sound of his own . . . my only +earthly desire is fulfilled." + +"Rabbi," cried Carmichael, and half kneeling, he threw one arm round +the old man, "say that you forgive me. I looked for you everywhere on +Monday, but you could not be found." + +"Did you think, John, that I . . . my will was to do you an injury +or . . . vex your soul? Many trials in my life . . . all God's +will . . . but this hardest . . . when I lost you . . . nothing left +here . . . but you . . .--my breath is bad, a little chill--. . . +understand. . . ." + +"I always did, and I never respected you more; it was my foolish pride +that made me call you Doctor Saunderson in the study; but my love was +the same, and now you will let me stay and wait on you." + +The old man smiled sadly, and laid his hand on his boy's head. + +"I cannot let you. . . . Go, John, my son." + +"Go and leave you, Rabbi!" Carmichael tried to laugh. "Not till you +are ready to appear at the Presbytery again. We 'll send Barbara away +for a holiday, and Sarah will take her place,--you remember that +cream,--and we shall have a royal time, a meal every four hours, Rabbi, +and the Fathers in between," and Carmichael, springing to his feet and +turning round to hide his tears, came face to face with Miss Carnegie, +who had been unable to escape from the room. + +"I happened to call"--Kate was quite calm--"and found Doctor Saunderson +in bed; so I stayed till some friend should come; you must have met the +messenger I sent for you." + +"Yes, a mile from the manse; I was on my way . . . Janet said . . . +but I . . . did not remember anything when I saw the Rabbi." + +"Will you take a little milk again . . . Rabbi?" and at her bidding and +the name he made a brave effort to swallow, but he was plainly sinking. + +"No more," he whispered; "thank you . . . for service . . . to a lonely +man; may God bless you . . . both. . . ." He signed for her hand, +which he kept to the end. + +"Satisfied . . . read, John . . . the woman from coasts of--of--" + +"I know, Rabbi," and kneeling on the other side of the bed, he read the +story slowly of a Tyrian woman's faith. + +"It is not meet to take the children's meat and cast it to dogs." + +"Dogs"--they heard the Rabbi appropriate his name--"outside . . . the +covenant." + +"And she said, Truth, Lord, yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall +from their master's table." + +"Lord, I believe . . . help Thou mine . . . unbelief." + +He then fell into an agony of soul, during which Carmichael could hear: +"Though . . . He slay . . . me . . . yet will I trust . . . trust . . . +in Him." He drew two or three long breaths and was still. After a +little he was heard again with a new note--"He that believeth . . . in +Him . . . shall not be confounded," and again "A bruised reed . . . +shall He not . . ." Then he opened his eyes and raised his head--but +he saw neither Kate nor Carmichael, for the Rabbi had done with earthly +friends and earthly trials--and he, who had walked in darkness and seen +no light, said in a clear voice full of joy, "My Lord, and my God." + +It was Kate that closed his eyes and laid the old scholar's head on the +pillow, and then she left the room, casting one swift glance of pity at +Carmichael, who was weeping bitterly and crying between the sobs, +"Rabbi, Rabbi." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +WITHOUT FEAR AND WITHOUT REPROACH. + +Doctor Davidson allowed himself, in later years, the pleasant luxury of +an after luncheon nap, and then it was his habit--weather +permitting--to go out and meet Posty, who adhered so closely to his +time-table--notwithstanding certain wayside rests--that the Doctor's +dog knew his hour of arrival, and saw that his master was on the road +in time. It was a fine April morning when the news of the great +disaster came, and the Doctor felt the stirring of spring in his blood. +On the first hint from Skye he sprang from his chair, declaring it was +a sin to be in the house on such a day, and went out in such haste that +he had to return for his hat. As he went up the walk, the Doctor +plucked some early lilies and placed them in his coat; he threw so many +stones that Skye forgot his habit of body and ecclesiastical position; +and he was altogether so youthful and frolicsome that John was +seriously alarmed, and afterwards remarked to Rebecca that he was not +unprepared for calamity. + +"The best o's tempts Providence at a time, and when a man like the +Doctor tries tae rin aifter his dog jidgment canna be far off. A 'm no +sayin'," John concluded, with characteristic modesty, "that onybody cud +tell what was coming, but a' jaloused there wud be tribble." + +The Doctor met Posty in the avenue, the finest bit on our main road, +where the road has wide margins of grass on either side, and the two +rows of tall ancient trees arch their branches overhead. Some day in +the past it had been part of the approach to the house of Tochty, and +under this long green arch the Jacobite cavaliers rode away after black +John Carnegie's burial. No one could stand beneath those stately trees +without thinking of the former days, when men fought not for money and +an easy life, but for loyalty and love, and in this place the minister +of Drumtochty received his evil tidings like a brave gentleman who does +not lose heart while honour is left. During his years in the Glen he +had carried himself well, with dignity and charity, in peace and +kindliness, so that now when he is dead and gone--the last of his +family--he still remains to many of us a type of the country clergyman +that is no longer found in Scotland, but is greatly missed. It seemed, +however, to many of us--I have heard both Drumsheugh and Burnbrae say +this, each in his own way--that it needed adversity to bring out the +greatness of the Doctor, just as frost gives the last touch of ripeness +to certain fruits. + +"Fower letters the day, Doctor, ane frae Dunleith, ane frae Glasgie, +another frae Edinburgh, and the fourth no clean stampit, so a' can say +naethin' aboot it. Twa circulars an' the _Caledonian_ maks up the hale +hypothic." + +Posty buckled and adjusted his bag, and made as though he was going, +but he loitered to give opportunity fur any questions the Doctor might +wish to ask on foreign affairs. For Posty was not merely the carrier +of letters to the Glen, but a scout who was sent down to collect +information regarding the affairs of the outer world. He was an +introduction to and running commentary on the weekly paper. By-and-by, +when the labour of the day was done, and the Glen was full of sweet, +soft light from the sides of Ben Urtach, a farmer would make for his +favourite seat beside the white rose-tree in the garden, and take his +first dip into the _Muirtown Advertiser_. It was a full and satisfying +paper, with its agricultural advertisements, its roups, reported with +an accuracy of detail that condescended on a solitary stirk, its local +intelligence, its facetious anecdotes. Through this familiar country +the good man found his own way at a rate which allowed him to complete +the survey in six days. Foreign telegrams, however, and political +intelligence, as well as the turmoil of the great cities, were strange +to him, and here he greatly valued Posty's laconic hints, who, visiting +the frontier, was supposed to be in communication with those centres. +"Posty says that the Afghans are no makin' muckle o' the war," and +Hillocks would sally forth to enjoy Sir Frederick Roberts' great march, +line by line, afterwards enlarging thereon with much unction, and +laying up a store of allusion that would last for many days. + +Persons raised to the height of a daily newspaper like the minister +might be supposed independent of Posty's precis, but even Doctor +Davidson, with that day's _Caledonian_ in his hand, still availed +himself of the spoken word. + +"Well, Posty, any news this morning?" + +"Naethin', Doctor, worth mentionin', except the failure o' a company +Glasgie wy; it's been rotten, a' wes hearin', for a while, an' noo it's +fair stramash. They say it 'll no be lichtsome for weedows an' mony +decent fouk in Scotland." + +"That's bad news, Posty. There 's too many of those swindling concerns +in the country. People ought to take care where they place their +savings, and keep to old-established institutions. We 're pretty +hard-headed up here, and I 'll wager that nobody in the Glen has lost a +penny in any of those new-fangled companies." + +"The auld fouk in Drumtochty pit their siller in a pock and hode it +ablow their beds, an', ma certes, that bank didna break;" and Posty +went along the avenue, his very back suggestive of a past, cautious, +unenterprising, safe and honest. + +The Doctor glanced at the envelopes and thrust the letters into his +pocket. His good nature was touched at the thought of another +financial disaster, by which many hard-working people would lose their +little savings, and all the more that he had some of his private means +invested in a Glasgow bank--one of those tried and powerful +institutions which was indifferent to every crisis in trade. Already +he anticipated an appeal, and considered what he would give, for it did +not matter whether it was a coalpit explosion in Lanarkshire or a loss +of fishing-boats in the Moray Firth, if widows needed help the Doctor's +guinea was on its way within four-and-twenty hours. Some forms of +religious philanthropy had very little hold on the Doctor's +sympathy--one of the religious prints mentioned him freely as a +Unitarian, because he had spoken unkindly of the Jewish mission--but in +the matter of widows and orphans he was a specialist. + +"Widows, Posty said; poor things! and very likely bairns. Well, well, +we 'll see what can be done out of Daisy's fund." + +Very unlikely people have their whims, and it was his humour to assign +one fourth of his income to his little sister, who was to have kept +house for him, and "never to leave you, Sandie," and out of this fund +the Doctor did his public charities. "In memory of a little maid," +appeared in various subscription lists; but the reference thereof was +only known after the Doctor's death. + +"The Western Counties Bank did not open its doors yesterday, and it was +officially announced at the head-office, Glasgow, that the bank had +stopped. It is impossible as yet to forecast the debts, but they are +known to be enormous, and as the bank is not limited, it is feared that +the consequences to the shareholders will be very serious. This +failure was quite unexpected, the Western Counties Bank having been +looked on as a prosperous and stable concern." + +He read the paragraph twice word by word--it did not take long--he +folded the paper carefully and put it in his pocket, and he stood in +the spot for five minutes to take in the meaning in its length and +breadth. A pleasant spring sun was shining upon him through a break in +the leafy arch, a handful of primroses were blooming at his feet, a +lark was singing in the neighbouring field. Sometimes the Doctor used +to speculate how he would have liked being a poor man, and he concluded +that he would have disliked it very much. He had never been rich, and +he was not given to extravagance, but he was accustomed to easy +circumstances, and he pitied some of his old friends who had seen it +their duty to secede at the Disruption, and had to practise many little +economies, who travelled third class and had to walk from the station, +and could not offer their friends a glass of wine. This was the way he +must live now, and Daisy's fund would have to be closed, which seemed +to him the sweetest pleasure of his life. + +"And Jack! Would to God I had never mentioned this wretched bank to +him. Poor Jack, with the few hundreds he had saved for Kit!" + +For some five minutes more the Doctor stood in the place; then he +straightened himself as one who, come what may, would play the man, and +when he passed Janet's cottage, on his way to the Lodge, that honest +admirer of able-bodied, good-looking men came out and followed him with +her eyes for the sight of his firm unbroken carriage. + +"Miss Kate will be grieving very much about Doctor Saunderson's death," +Donald explained at the Lodge, "and she went down this forenoon with +the General to put flowers on his grave; but they will be coming back +every minute," and the Doctor met them at the Beeches. + +[Illustration: "To put flowers on his grave."] + +"May I have as fair hands to decorate my grave, Miss Catherine +Carnegie," and the Doctor bowed gallantly; "but of one thing I am sure, +I have done nothing to deserve it. Saunderson was a scholar of the +ancient kind, and a very fine spirit." + +"Don't you think," said Kate, "that he was . . . like A Kempis, I mean, +and George Herbert, a kind of . . . saint?" + +"Altogether one, I should say. I don't think he would have known port +wine from sherry, or an _entree_ from a mutton chop; beside a man like +that what worldly fellows you and I are, Jack, and mine is the greater +shame." + +"I'll have no comparisons, Padre"--Kate was a little puzzled by the +tone in the Doctor's voice; "he was so good that I loved him; but there +are some points in the General and you, quite nice points, and for the +sake of them you shall have afternoon tea in my room," where the Doctor +and the General fell on former days and were wonderful company. + +"It's not really about the road I wish to talk to you," and the Doctor +closed the door of the General's den, "but about . . . a terrible +calamity that has befallen you and me, Jack, and I am to blame." + +"What is it?" and Carnegie sat erect; "does it touch our name or . . . +Kate?" + +"Neither, thank God," said Davidson. + +"Then it cannot be so very bad. Let us have it at once," and the +General lighted a cheroot. + +"Our bank has failed, and we shall have to give up everything to pay +the debt, and . . . Jack, it was I advised you to buy the shares." The +Doctor rose and went to the window. + +"For God's sake don't do that, Sandie. Why, man, you gave me the best +advice you knew, and there 's an end of it. It's the fortune of war, +and we must take it without whining. I know whom you are thinking +about, and I am . . . a bit sorry for Kate, for she ought to have lots +of things--more dresses and trinkets, you know. But Davidson, she 'll +be the bravest of the three." + +"You are right there, Jack. Kate is of the true grit, but . . . Tochty +Lodge." + +"Yes, it will hit us pretty hard to see the old place sold, if it comes +to that, when I hoped to end my days here . . . but, man, it's our +fate. Bit by bit we 've lost Drumtochty, till there were just the +woods and the two farms left, and soon we 'll be out of the +place--nothing left but our graves. + +"Sandie, this is bad form, and . . . you 'll not hear this talk again; +we 'll get a billet somewhere, and wherever it be, there 'll be a bed +and a crust for you, old man;" and at the door the two held one +another's hands for a second; that was all. + +"So this was what you two conspirators were talking about downstairs, +as if I could not be trusted. Did you think that I would faint, or +perhaps weep? The padre deserves a good scolding, and as for you--" +Then Kate went over and cast an arm round her father's neck, whose face +was quivering. + +"It is rather a disappointment to leave the Lodge when we were getting +it to our mind; but we 'll have a jolly little home somewhere, and I +'ll get a chance of earning something. Dancing now--I think that I +might be able to teach some girls how to waltz. Then my French is +really intelligible, and most colloquial; besides revolver shooting. +Dad, we are on our way to a fortune, and at the worst you 'll have your +curry and cheroots, and I 'll have a well-fitting dress. Voila, mon +pere." + +When the two Drumtochty men arrived next forenoon at the hall in +Glasgow, where the shareholders had been summoned to receive +particulars of their ruin, the dreary place was filled with a crowd +representative of every class in the community except the highest, +whose wealth is in land, and the lowest, whose possessions are on their +backs. There were city merchants, who could not conceal their chagrin +that they had been befooled; countrymen, who seemed utterly dazed, as +if the course of the seasons had been reversed; prosperous tradesmen, +who were aggressive in appearance and wanted to take it out of +somebody; widows, who could hardly restrain their tears, seeing before +them nothing but starvation; clergymen, who were thinking of their boys +taken from school and college. For a while the victims were silent, +and watched with hungry eyes the platform door, and there was an eager +rustle when some clerk came out and laid a bundle of papers on the +table. This incident seemed to excite the meeting and set tongues +loose. People began to talk to their neighbours explaining how they +came to be connected with the bank, as if this were now a crime. One +had inherited the shares and had never had resolution to sell them; +another had been deceived by a friend and bought them; a third had +taken over two shares for a bad debt. A minister thought that he must +have been summoned by mistake, for he was simply a trustee on an estate +which had shares, but he was plainly nervous about his position. An +Ayrshire Bailie had only had his shares for six months, and he put it, +to his circle, with municipal eloquence, whether he could be held +responsible for frauds of years' standing. No one argued with him, and +indeed you might say anything you pleased, for each was so much taken +up with his own case that he only listened to you that he might +establish a claim in turn on your attention. Here and there a noisy +and confident personage got a larger audience by professing to have +private information. A second-rate stockbroker assured quite a +congregation that the assets of the bank included an estate in +Australia, which would more than pay the whole debt, and advised them +to see that it was not flung away; and a Government pensioner mentioned +casually in his neighbourhood, on the authority of one of the managers, +that there was not that day a solvent bank in Scotland. The different +conversations rise to a babel, various speakers enforce their views on +the floor with umbrellas, one enthusiast exhorts his brother +unfortunates from a chair, when suddenly there is a hush, and then in a +painful silence the shareholders hang on the lips of the accountant, +from whom they learn that things could not be worse, that the richest +shareholder may be ruined, and that ordinary people will lose their +last penny. + +Speech again breaks forth, but now it is despairing, fierce, +vindictive. One speaker storms against Government which allows public +institutions to defraud the public, and refers to himself as the widow +and orphan, and another assails the directorate with bitter invective +as liars and thieves, and insists on knowing whether they are to be +punished. The game having now been unearthed, the pack follow in full +cry. The tradesman tells with much gusto how one director asked the +detectives for leave to have family prayers before he was removed, and +then declares his conviction that when a man takes to praying you had +better look after your watch. Ayrshire wished to inform the accountant +and the authorities that the directors had conveyed to their wives and +friends enormous sums which ought to be seized without delay. The air +grew thick with upbraidings, complaints, cries for vengeance, till the +place reeked with sordid passions. Through all this ignoble storm the +Drumtochty men sat silent, amazed, disgusted, till at last the Doctor +rose, and such authority was in his very appearance that with his first +words he obtained a hearing. + +"Mr. Accountant," he said, "and gentlemen, it appears to me as if under +a natural provocation and suffering we are in danger of forgetting our +due dignity and self-respect. We have been, as is supposed, the +subjects of fraud on the part of those whom we trusted; that is a +matter which the law will decide, and, if necessary, punish. If we +have been betrayed, then the directors are in worse case than the +shareholders, for we are not disgraced. The duty before us is plain, +and must be discharged to our utmost ability. It is to go home and +gather together our last penny for the payment of our debts, in order +that at any rate those who have trusted us may not be disappointed. +Gentlemen, it is evident that we have lost our means; let us show to +Scotland that there is something which cannot be taken from us by any +fraud, and that we have retained our courage and our honour." + +It was the General who led the applause so that the roof of the hall +rang, but it is just to Ayrshire and the rest to say that they came to +themselves--all men of the old Scottish breed--and followed close after +with a mighty shout. + +The sound of that speech went through Scotland and awoke the spirit of +honest men in many places, so that the Doctor, travelling next day to +Muirtown, third class, with the General, and wedged in among a set of +cattle dealers, was so abashed by their remarks as they read the +_Caledonian_ that the General let out the secret. + +"Yir hand, sir," said the chief among them, a mighty man at the Falkirk +Tryst; "gin it bena a leeberty, ilka ane o's hes a sair fecht tae keep +straicht in oor wy o' business, but ye 've gien 's a lift the day," and +so they must needs all have a grip of the Doctor's hand, who took snuff +with prodigality, while the General complained of the smoke from the +engine. + +Nor were their trials over, for on Muirtown platform--it being +Friday--all kinds of Perthshire men were gathered, and were so proud of +our Doctor that before he got shelter in the Dunleith train his hand +was sore, and the men that grasped it were of all kinds, from Lord +Kilspindie--who, having missed him at the Manse, had come to catch him +at the station--"Best sermon you ever preached, Davidson,"--to an +Athole farmer--"I am an elder in the Free Kirk, but it iss this man +that will be honouring you." + +It was a fine instance of the unfailing tact of Peter Bruce that, +seeing the carriage out of which the two came, and taking in the +situation, he made no offer of the first class, but straightway dusted +out a third with his handkerchief, and escorted them to it cap in hand. +Drumtochty restrained itself with an effort in foreign parts--for +Kildrummie was exceptionally strong at the Junction--but it waited at +the terminus till the outer world had gone up the road. Then their own +folk took the two in hand, and these were the guard of honour who +escorted the Minister and the General to where our Kate was waiting +with the dog-cart, each carrying some morsel of luggage--Drumsheugh, +Burnbrae, Hillocks, Netherton, Jamie Soutar, and Archie Moncur. Kate +drove gloriously through Kildrummie as if they had come from a triumph, +and let it be said to the credit of that despised town, that, the news +having come, every hat was lifted, but that which lasted till they got +home, and till long afterwards, was the handshake of the Drumtochty men. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +MARGET HOWE'S CONFESSIONAL. + +When the General and Kate were loitering over breakfast the morning +after the ovation, they heard the sound of a horse's feet on the +gravel, and Donald came in with more his usual importance. + +"It iss a messenger from Muirtown Castle, and he iss waiting to know +whether there will be any answer." And Donald put one letter before +the father and another before the daughter, both showing the Hay crest. +Kate's face whitened as she recognised the handwriting on her envelope, +and she went over to the window seat of a turret in the corner of the +room, while the General opened his letter, standing on a tiger-skin, +with his back to the fireplace in the great hall. This is what he read: + + +MY DEAR CARNEGIE,--When men have fought together in the trenches before +Sebastopol, as their ancestors have ridden side by side with Prince +Charlie, I hope you will agree with me they need not stand on ceremony. +If I seem guilty of any indiscretion in what I am going to say, then +you will pardon me for "Auld Lang Syne." + +You have one daughter and I have one son, and so I do not need to tell +you that he is very dear to me, and that I have often thought of his +marriage, on which not only his own happiness so much depends, but also +the future of our house and name. Very likely you have had some such +thoughts about Kate, with this difference, that you would rather keep +so winsome a girl with you, while I want even so good a son as Hay to +be married whenever he can meet with one whom he loves, and who is +worthy of him. + +Hay never gave me an hour's anxiety, and has no entanglements of any +kind, but on the subject of marriage I could make no impression. "Time +enough," he would say, or "The other person has not turned up," and I +was getting uneasy, for you and I are not so young as once we were. +You may fancy my satisfaction, therefore, when George came down from +Drumtochty last August and told me he had found the "other person," and +that she was my old friend Jack Carnegie's daughter. Of course I urged +him to make sure of himself, but now he has had ample opportunities +during your two visits, and he is quite determined that his wife is to +be Kate or nobody. + +It goes without saying that the Countess and I heartily approve Hay's +choice and are charmed with Kate, who is as bonnie as she is +high-spirited. She sustains the old traditions of her family, who were +ever strong and true, and she has a clever tongue, which neither you +nor I have, Jack, nor Hay either, good fellow though he be, and that is +not a bad thing for a woman nowadays. They would make a handsome pair, +as they ought, with such good-looking fathers, eh? + +Well, I am coming to my point, for in those circumstances I want your +help. What Miss Carnegie thinks of Hay we don't know, and unless I 'm +much mistaken she will decide for herself, but is it too much to ask +you--if you can--to say a word for him? You are quite right to think +that no man is worthy of Kate, but she is bound to marry some day--I +can't conceive how you have kept her so long--and I am certain Hay will +make a good husband, and he is simply devoted to her. If she refuses +him, I am afraid he will not marry, and then--well, grant I'm selfish, +but it would be a calamity to us. + +Don't you think that it looks like an arrangement of Providence to +unite two families that have shared common dangers and common faith in +the past, and to establish a Carnegie once more as lady of Drumtochty? +Now that is all, and it's a long screed, but the matter lies near my +heart, and we shall wait the answers from you both with anxiety. + +Yours faithfully, + +KILSPINDIE. + + +Kate's letter was much shorter, and was written in big schoolboy hand +with great care. + + +DEAR MISS CARNEGIE,--They say that a woman always knows when a man +loves her, and if so you will not be astonished at this letter. From +that day I saw you in Drumtochty Kirk I have loved you, and every week +I love you more. My mother is the only other woman I have ever cared +for, and that is different. Will you be my wife? I often wanted to +ask you when you were with us in November and last month, but my heart +failed me. Can you love me a little, enough to say yes? I am not +clever, and I am afraid I shall never do anything to make you proud of +me, but you will have all my heart, and I 'll do my best to make you +happy. + +I am, yours very sincerely, + +HAY. + + +Carnegie could see Kate's face from his place, who was looking out of +the window with a kindly expression, and her father, who was of a +simple mind, and knew little of women, was encouraged by such visible +friendliness. He was about to go over, when her face changed. She +dropped the letter on the seat, and became very thoughtful, knitting +her brows and resting her chin on her hand. In a little, something +stung her--like a person recalling an injury--and she flushed with +anger, drumming with her fingers on the sill of the window. Then anger +gave place to sadness, as if she had resolved to do something that was +inevitable, but less than the best. Kate glanced in her father's +direction, and read Lord Hay's letter again; then she seemed to have +made up her mind. + +"Father," as she joined him on the skin beneath those loyal Carnegies +on the wall, "there is Lord Hay's letter, and he is a . . . worthy +gentleman. Perhaps I did not give him so much encouragement as he +took, but that does not matter. This is a . . . serious decision, and +ought not to be made on the spur of the moment. Will you let the +messenger go with a note to say that an answer will be sent on Monday? +You might write to Lord Kilspindie." + +She was still standing in the place when he returned, and had been +studying the proud, determined face of Black John's mother, who had not +spared her only son for the good cause. + +"Did you ever hear of any Carnegie, dad, who married beneath her, +or . . . loved one on the other side?" + +"Never," said her father. "Our women all married into loyal families +of their own rank, which is best for comfort; but why do you ask? Hay +is a . . ." + +"Yes, I know; it was only . . . curiosity made me ask, and I suppose +some of our women must have made sacrifices for their . . . cause?" + +"Far more than the men ever did, for, see you, a man is just shot, and +all is over, and before he falls he 's had some good fighting, but his +wife suffers all her days, when he is living and when he is dead. Yet +our women were the first to send their men to the field. Heavens! what +women do suffer--they ought to have their reward." + +"They have," said Kate, with emphasis, "if they help those whom they +love. . . . Father, would you be quite satisfied with Lord Hay for a +son-in-law, and . . . would you let us live with you here as much as we +could?" + +"Kate, if you are to marry--and I knew it must come some day--I have +not seen a more honest man; but you are forgetting that Tochty Lodge +will soon be out of our hands; I 'll have to get a bungalow somewhere, +not too far away from Muirtown, I hope." + +"If I marry Lord Hay, Tochty Lodge will not be sold, and you will never +be disturbed, dad. We shall not be separated more than we can help," +and Kate caressed the General. + +"Do you mean, lassie," said the General, with a sudden suspicion, +lilting her face till he saw her eyes, "that you are going to accept +Hay in order to keep the old home? You must not do this, for it would +not . . . don't you see that I . . . could not accept this at your +hands?" + +"You cannot prevent your daughter marrying Lord Hay if your daughter so +decides, but as yet she is in doubt, very great doubt, and so I am +going for a long walk on the big moor, and you . . . well, why not take +lunch with the Padre at the manse?" + +"Hay is a straight young fellow, and Kate would supply what he wants--a +dash of go, you know"--so the General was summing up the situation to +his old friend; "but my girl is not to marry Hay or any other man for +my sake, and that is what she thinks of doing." + +"Did it ever occur to you, Carnegie, that Kate had a . . . well, kindly +feeling for any other man?" + +"Plenty of fellows tried their luck: first subalterns, then +aides-de-camp, and at last commissioners; it was no easy affair to be +her father," and Carnegie gave Davidson a comic look. "I used to scold +her, but upon my word I don't know she was to blame, and I am certain +she did not care for one of them; in fact, she laughed at them all +till--well, in fact, I had to interfere." + +"And since you came to the Lodge"--the Doctor spoke with +meaning--"besides Lord Hay?" + +"Why, there is just yourself"--the Doctor nodded with much +appreciation--"and that Free Kirkman. . . . Davidson, do you mean +that--oh, nonsense, man; she was quite angry one day when I suggested a +parson. Kate has always said that was the last man she would marry." + +"That is an evidence she will." + +The General stared at the oracle, and went on: + +"She has made his life miserable at the Lodge with her tongue; she +delighted in teasing him. Your idea is quite absurd." + +"Carnegie, did you ever hear the classical couplet-- + + "Scarting and biting + Mak Scots fouk's 'ooing;" + +and although I admit the description applies in the first instance to +milkmaids, yet there is a fair share of national character in the +Carnegies." + +"Do you really think that Kate is in . . . has, well, a, eh, tenderness +to Carmichael? it would never have occurred to me." + +"How would you look on Carmichael as a suitor?" + +"Well, if Kate is to marry--and mind you I always prepared myself for +that--I would of course prefer Hay, not because he is a lord, or rich, +or any snobbery of that kind--you know me better than that, Sandie--but +because he 's . . . you know . . . belongs to our own set. + +"Don't you think there is something in that?" and the General tried to +explain his honest mind, in which lived no unworthy or uncharitable +thought. "I have not one word to say against Carmichael; he 's +good-looking, and monstrous clever, and he has always made himself very +agreeable, very, and the people swear by him in the Glen; but . . . you +must understand what I mean, Davidson," and the General was in despair. + +"You mean that though he 's a first-rate young fellow for a clergyman, +he does not belong to your world--has a different set of friends, has +different habits of living, has a different way of thinking and +speaking--is, in fact, an outsider." + +"That's it--just what I was 'ettling' after--lucky fellows we Scots +with such words," and the General was immensely delighted to be +delivered of his idea in an inoffensive form. + +"It is my own belief, Carnegie--and you can laugh at me afterwards if I +be wrong--that this will be the end of it, however. Yes, putting it +plainly, that Kate is in love with Carmichael, as he is certainly with +her; and you will have to make the best of the situation." + +"You don't like the idea any more than I do, Davidson?" + +"Speaking in perfect confidence and frankness, I do not. I look at the +matter this way"--the Doctor stood on the hearth-rug in a judicial +attitude, pulling down his waistcoat with his two hands, his legs +apart, and his eye-glass on his nose--"Carmichael has been brought up +among . . . plain, respectable people, and theological books, and +church courts, and Free Kirk society, all of which is excellent, +but . . . secluded"--the Doctor liked the word, which gave his mind +without offence--"secluded. Kate is a Carnegie, was educated in +France, has travelled in India, and has lived in the most exciting +circumstances. She loves soldiers, war, gaiety, sport, besides many +other . . . eh, good things, and is a . . . lovely girl. Love laughs +at rules, but if you ask me my candid opinion, the marriage would not +be . . . in fact, congruous. If it is to be, it must be, and God bless +them both, say I, and so will everybody say; but it will be an +experiment, a distinct and . . . interesting experiment." + +"Kate is not to marry any one for my sake, to save Tochty, but I do +wish she had fancied Lord Hay," said the General, ruefully. + +"The Free Kirk folk in the depths of their hearts consider me a worldly +old clergyman, and perhaps I am, for, Jack, I would dearly like to see +our Kate Viscountess Hay, and to think that one day, when we three old +fellows are gone, she would be Countess of Kilspindie." That was the +first conference of the day on Kate's love affairs, and this is how it +ended. + +Meanwhile the young woman herself had gone up the road to the high Glen +and made her way over dykes and through fields to Whinny Knowe, which +she had often visited since the August Sacrament. Whinny came out from +the kitchen door in corduroy trousers, much stained with soil, and grey +shirt--wiping his mouth with the back of his hand after a hearty +dinner--and went to the barn for his midday sleep before he went again +to the sowing. Marget met her at the garden gate, dressed in her +week-day clothes and fresh from a morning's churning, but ever refined +and spiritual, as one whose soul is shining through the veil of common +circumstances. + +"It's a benison tae see ye on this bricht day, Miss Carnegie, an' ye +'ll come tae the garden-seat, for the spring flooers are bloomin' +bonnie and sweet the noo, an' fillin' 's a' wi' hope. + +"Gin there be ony sun shinin'," as she spread a plaid, "the heat fa's +here, an' save when the snow is heavy on the Glen, there 's aye some +blossoms here tae mind us o' oor Father's love an' the world that isna +seen." + +"Marget," began Kate, not with a blush, but rather a richening of +colour, "you have been awfully good to me, and have helped me in lots +of ways, far more than you could dream of. Do you know you 've made me +almost good at times, with just enough badness to keep me still myself, +as when I flounced out from the Free Kirk." + +[Illustration: "You have been awfully good to me."] + +Marget only smiled deprecation and affection, for her heart went out to +this motherless, undisciplined girl, whom she respected, like a true +Scot, because, although Kate had made her a friend, she was still a +Carnegie; whom she loved, because, although Kate might be very +provoking, she was honest to the core. + +"To-day," Kate resumed, after a pause, and speaking with an unusual +nervousness, "I want your advice on a serious matter, which I must +decide, and which . . . concerns other people as well as myself. In +fact, I would like to ask a question," and she paused to frame her case. + +It was a just testimony to Marget Howe that Kate never thought of +pledging her to secrecy, for there are people whom to suspect of +dishonour is a sin. + +"Suppose that a man . . . loved a woman, and that he was honourable, +brave, gentle, true, in fact . . . a gentleman, and made her a proposal +of marriage." + +Marget was looking before her with calm, attentive face, never once +glancing at Kate to supplement what was told. + +"If . . . the girl accepted him, she would have a high position, and be +rich, so that she could . . . save her . . . family from ruin, and +keep . . . them in the house they loved." + +Marget listened with earnest intelligence. + +"She respects this man, and is grateful to him. She is certain that he +would be . . . kind to her, and give her everything she wanted. And +she thinks that he . . . would be happy." + +Marget waited for the end. + +"But she does not love him--that is all." + +As the tale was being told in, brief, clear, slow sentences, Marget's +eyes became luminous, and her lips opened as one ready to speak from an +inner knowledge. + +"Ye hev let me see a piece o' life, an' it is sacred, for naethin' on +earth is sae near God as luve, an' a 'll no deny that ma woman's heart +is wi' that honest gentleman, an' a' the mair gin he dinna win his +prize. + +"But a man often comes tae his heicht through disappointment, and a +woman, she hes tae learn that there is that which she hes the richt tae +give for gratitude or friendship's sake, and that which can only be +bestowed by the hand o' luve. + +"It will maybe help ye gin a' tell ye anither tale, an' though it be o' +humble life, yet oor hearts are the same in the castle and the cottar's +hoose, wi' the same cup o' sorrow tae drink an' the same croon o' joy +tae wear, an' the same dividin' o' roads for oor trial. + +"There wes a man showed a wumman muckle kindness, and to her fouk also, +an' he wes simple an' honest, an' for what he hed done an' because +there wes nae evil in him she married him." + +"And what has happened?" Kate, being half Highland, had less patience +than Marget. + +"He hes been a gude man tae her through the dark an' through the licht, +an' she hes tried tae repay him as a puir imperfect wumman can, an' her +hert is warm to him, but there hes aye been ae thing wantin'--an' it +hes been that wife's cross a' her life--there wes nae ither man, but +her husband wesna, isna, canna be her ain a'thegither an' for ever--for +the want o' luve--that luve o' luve that maks marriage." + +Her voice was laden with feeling, and it was plain that she had given +of her own and deepest for the guiding of another. + +"Marget, I can never be grateful enough to you for what you have shown +me this day." As she passed Whinny with his bag of seed, he apologised +for his wife. + +"A 'm dootin', Miss Carnegie, the gude-wife hes keepit ye ower lang in +the gairden haiverin' awa' aboot the flooers an' her ither trokes. But +she 's michty prood for a' that aboot yir comin' up tae veesit us." + +Such was the second conference on Kate's affairs on that day. + +No place could be more thoroughly cleansed from vulgar curiosity than +our Glen, or have a finer contempt for "clatters," but the atmosphere +was electrical in the diffusion of information. What happened at +Burnbrae was known at the foot of Glen Urtach by evening, and the visit +of spiritual consolation which Milton, in the days of his Pharisaism, +paid to Jamie Soutar on his deathbed was the joy of every fireside in +Drumtochty within twenty-four hours. Perhaps it was not, therefore, +remarkable that the arrival of Lord Kilspindie's groom at Tochty Lodge +post haste with two letters on Saturday morning--one for the General +from his Lordship, and one from his son for Miss Kate--should have been +rightly interpreted, and the news spread with such rapidity that +Hillocks--a man not distinguished above his fellows for tact--was able +to inform Carmichael in the early afternoon that the marriage between +the young lord and the "Miss" at Tochty was now practically arranged. + +"It's been aff and on a' winter, an' the second veesit tae the Castle +settled it, but a 'm hearin' it wes the loss o' the Lodge brocht the +fast offer this mornin'. She 's an able wumman, an' cairried her gear +tae the best market. Ma certes," and Hillocks contemplated Kate's +achievement with sympathetic admiration, "but she 'll set her place +weel, an' haud her ain wi' the Duchess o' Athole." + +Carmichael ought perhaps to have taken his beating like a man, and said +nothing to any one, but instead thereof he betook himself for +consolation to Marget, a better counsellor in a crisis than Janet, with +all her Celtic wiles, and Marget set him in the very seat where Kate +had put her case. + +"It has, I suppose, been all a dream, and now I have awaked, but it +was . . . a pleasant dream, and one finds the morning light a little +chill. One must just learn to forget, and be as if one had never . . . +dreamed," but Carmichael looked at Marget wistfully. + +"Ye canna be the same again, for a' coont, gin ony man loves a wumman +wi' a leal hert, whether she answer or no, or whether she even kens, he +'s been the gainer, an' the harvest will be his for ever. + +"It hes seemed to me that nae luve is proved an' crooned for eternity +onless the man hes forgotten himsel' an' is willin' tae live alane gin +the wumman he luves sees prosperity. He only is the perfect lover, and +for him God hes the best gifts. + +"Yes, a 've seen it wi' ma ain eyes,"--for indeed this seemed to +Carmichael an impossible height of self-abnegation,--"a man who loved +an' served a wumman wi' his best an' at a great cost, an' yet for whom +there cud be no reward but his ain luve." Marget's face grew so +beautiful as she told of the constancy of this unknown, unrewarded +lover that Carmichael left without further speech, but with a purer +vision of love than had ever before visited his soul. Marget watched +him go down the same path by which Kate went, and she said to herself, +"Whether or no he win is in the will of God, but already luve hes given +his blessin' tae man and maid." + +Kate did not go to kirk on Sunday, but lived all day in the woods, and +in the evening she kissed her father and laid this answer in his +hands:-- + + +DEAR LORD HAY,--You have done me the greatest honour any woman can +receive at your hands, and for two days I have thought of nothing else. +If it were enough that your wife should like and respect you, then I +would at once accept you as my betrothed, but as it is plain to me that +no woman ought to marry any one unless she also loves him, I am obliged +to refuse one of the truest men I have ever met, for whom I have a very +kindly place in my heart, and whose happiness I shall always +desire.--Believe me, yours sincerely, + +KATE CARNEGIE. + + +"You could do nothing else, Kit, and you have done right to close the +matter . . . but I 'm sorry for Hay." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +LOVE IS LORD. + +It could not be said with a steady face that the proceedings of the +Free Kirk Presbytery of Muirtown increased the gaiety of nations, and +there might be persons--far left to themselves, of course--who would +describe its members as wearisome ecclesiastics. Carmichael himself, +in a mood of gay irresponsibility, had once sketched a meeting of this +reverend court, in which the names were skilfully adapted, after the +ancient fashion, to represent character, and the incidents, if not +_vero_, were certainly ben trovato, and had the article ready for +transmission to _Ferrier's Journal_. 'A Sederunt' did not, however, +add to the miseries of a most courteous editor, for Jenkins, having +come up for an all-night conference, and having heard the article with +unfeigned delight, pointed out that, if it were accepted, which +Carmichael's experience did not certify, the writer would be run down +within fourteen days, and that, so unreasonable a thing is human +nature, some of the Presbytery might be less than pleased with their +own likenesses. "It 's in the waste-paper basket," Carmichael said +next morning, which, as the author was twenty-five years of age, and +not conspicuously modest, is a conclusive testimonial to the goodness +of one Presbytery, and its hold on the affection of its members. + +Scots take their pleasures sadly, and no one can imagine from what arid +soil they may not draw their nutriment, but it was not for motions of +ponderous ambiguity and pragmatical points of order, that the minister +of Kincairney rose before daybreak on a winter's morning, and worked +his way to the nearest station, with the stars still overhead, and the +snow below his feet, so that when the clerk made a sign to the +Moderator punctually at one minute past eleven to "constitute the +Presbytery," he might not be missing from his place. It was the +longing of a lonely man, across whose front door no visitor had come +for weeks, for friendly company; of a weary minister, discouraged by +narrow circumstances, monotonous routine, unexpected disappointments +among his people, for a word of good cheer. A cynical stranger might +discover various stupidities, peculiarities, provincialisms in the +Presbytery--he knew himself who had a temper, and who was a trifle +sensitive about his rights--but this middle-aged, hard-working, +simple-living man saw twenty faithful brethren--the elders did not +count in this connection, for they did not understand--who stood beside +him on occasion at the Holy Table, and gave him advice in his +perplexities, and would bury him with honest regret when he died, and +fight like wild cats that his widow and children should have their due. +His toilsome journey was forgotten when Doctor Dowbiggin, in an +interstice of motions, came across the floor and sat down beside him, +and whispered confidentially, "Well, how are things going on at +Kincairney?"--Dowbiggin really deserved his leadership--or when the +clerk, suddenly wheeling round in his seat, would pass his snuff-box +across to him without a word, for the clerk had a way of handing his +box, which, being interpreted, ran as follows:--"You suppose that I am +lifted above all ordinary affairs in my clerkly isolation, and that I +do not know what a solid work you are doing for God and man in the +obscure parish of Kincairney, but you are wrong. You have a very warm +corner in my memory, and in sign thereof accept my box." And the said +minister, trudging home that evening, and being met at a certain turn +of the road by his wife--sentimental at fifty, you see, after a quarter +of a century's toiling and preaching--would enlarge on Doctor +Dowbiggin's cordiality, and the marked courtesy of the clerk, and when +they were alone in the manse, his wife would kiss him--incredible to +our cynic--and say, "You see, Tom, more people than I know what a good +work you are doing," and Tom would start his twenty-first lecture on +the Ephesians next morning with new spirit. Such is the power of +comradeship, such is the thirst for sympathy; and indeed there is no +dog either so big or so little that it does not appreciate a pat, and +go down the street afterwards with better heart. + +The Presbytery had always a tender regard for the Free Kirk of +Drumtochty, and happened to treat Carmichael with much favour. When +the "call" to him was signed at once by every member of the +congregation, the clerk--who had been obliged to summon Donald Menzies +from Gaelic by the intimation that Drumtochty was by the law of the +Church "uni-lingual, and that all proceedings must be conducted in the +English language"--arose and declared that "such unanimous attention to +their ecclesiastical duties was unexampled in his experience;" and when +at Carmichael's ordination a certain certificate was wanting, the +clerk, whose intervention was regarded with awe, proposed that the +court should anticipate its arrival, dealing with the matter +"proleptically," and the court saw in the very word another proof of +the clerk's masterly official genius. It was he also--expressing the +mind of the Presbytery--who proposed that the Court should send +Carmichael as a commissioner to the General Assembly in the first year +of his ministry, and took occasion to remark that Mr. Carmichael, +according to "reliable information at his disposal," was rendering +important service to the Free Church in his sphere at Drumtochty. +Carmichael was very happy in those days, and was so petted by his +ecclesiastical superiors that he never missed a meeting of court, where +he either sat in a demure silence, which commended him greatly to the +old men, or conversed with his friends on a back bench about general +affairs. + +It gave him, therefore, a shock to sit with his brethren in the month +of June--when the walk through the woods had been a joy, and Muirtown +lay at her fairest, and the sunshine filled the court-room, and every +man had a summer air, and Doctor Dowbiggin actually wore a rose in his +coat--and to discover that he himself was sick of his old friends, of +his work, of his people, of himself. The reasons were obvious. Was it +not a sin that thirty Christian men should be cooped up in a room +passing schedules when the summer was young and fresh upon the land? +Could any one of the Rabbi's boys sit in that room and see his +accustomed place--a corner next the wall on a back seat--empty, and not +be cast down? Besides, does not a minister's year begin in September +and end in July, and before it closes is not the minister at his +lowest, having given away himself for eleven months? "One begins to +weary for a rest," he whispered to Kincairney, and that worthy man +explained that he and his wife had been planning their triennial +holiday, and hoped to have a fortnight in Carnoustie. Carmichael +realised his hypocrisy in that instant, for he knew perfectly that he +had lost touch with life because of a hopeless love, and a proud face +he had not seen a year ago. He flung himself out of the court with +such impatience that the clerk stayed his hand in the midst of the +sacred words _pro re nata_, and Kincairney mentioned to his wife in the +evening that Carmichael had never got over Doctor Saunderson's death. + +Carmichael wandered up one of the meadows which are the glory of +Muirtown, and sat down by the queen of Scottish rivers, which runs deep +and swift, clean and bright, from Loch Tay to the sea, between wooded +banks and overhanging trees, past cornfields and ancient castles; a +river for him who swims, or rows, or fishes, or dreams, in which, if +such were to be his fate, a man might ask to be drowned. Opposite him +began the woods of Muirtown Castle, and he tried to be glad that +Kate . . . Miss Carnegie would one day be their mistress: the formal +announcement of her engagement, he had heard, was to be made next week, +on Lord Kilspindie's birthday. A distant whistle came on the clear air +from Muirtown station, where . . . and all this turmoil of hope and +fear, love and despair, had been packed into a few months. There is a +bend in the river where he sits, and the salmon fishers have dropped +their nets, and are now dragging them to the bank. With a thrill of +sympathy Carmichael watched the fish struggling in the meshes, and his +heart leapt when, through some mishandling, one escaped with a flash of +silver and plunged into the river. He had also been caught quite +suddenly in the joyous current of his life and held in bonds. Why +should he not make a bold plunge for freedom, which he could never have +with the Lodge at his doors, with the Castle only twelve miles away? +He had been asked in his student days to go to the north-west of Canada +and take charge of a parish fifty miles square. The idea had for a +little fired his imagination, and then faded before other ambitions. +It revived with power on the banks of that joyful, forceful river, and +he saw himself beginning life again on the open prairie lands--riding, +camping, shooting, preaching--a free man and an apostle to the Scottish +Dispersion. + +With this bracing resolution, that seemed a call of God to deliver him +from bondage, came a longing to visit Kilbogie Manse and the Rabbi's +grave. It was a journey of expiation, for Carmichael followed the road +the Rabbi walked with the hand of death upon him after that lamentable +Presbytery, and he marked the hills where the old man must have stood +and fought for breath. He could see Mains, where he had gone with +Doctor Saunderson to the exposition, and he passed the spot where the +Rabbi had taken farewell of George Pitillo in a figure. What learning, +and simplicity, and unselfishness, and honesty, and affection were +mingled in the character of the Rabbi! What skill, and courage, and +tenderness, and self-sacrifice, and humility there had been also in +William MacLure, who had just died! Carmichael dwelt on the likeness +and unlikeness of the two men, who had each loved the highest he knew +and served his generation according to the will of God, till he found +himself again with the Drumtochty doctor on his heroic journeys, with +the Rabbi in his long vigils. It was a singular means of grace to have +known two such men in the flesh, when he was still young and +impressionable. A spiritual emotion possessed Carmichael. He lifted +his heart to the Eternal, and prayed that if on account of any hardship +he shrank from duty he might remember MacLure, and if in any +intellectual strait he was tempted to palter with truth he might see +the Rabbi pursuing his solitary way. The district was full of the +Rabbi, who could not have gone for ever, who might appear any +moment--buried in a book and proceeding steadily in the wrong +direction. The Rabbi surely was not dead, and Carmichael drifted into +that dear world of romance where what we desire comes to pass, and +facts count for nothing. This was how the Idyll went. From the moment +of the reconciliation the Rabbi's disease began to abate in a quite +unheard of fashion--love wrought a miracle--and with Kate's nursing and +his he speedily recovered. Things came right between Kate and himself +as they shared their task of love, and so . . . of course--it took +place last month--and now he was going to carry off the Rabbi, who +somehow had not come to the Presbytery, to Drumtochty, where his bride +would meet them both beneath the laburnum arch at the gate. He would +be cunning as he approached the door of Kilbogie Manse, and walk on the +grass border lest the Rabbi, poring over some Father, should hear the +crunch of the gravel--he did know his footstep--and so he would take +the old man by surprise. Alas! he need not take such care, for the +walk was now as the border with grass, and the gate was lying open, and +the dead house stared at him with open, unconscious eyes, and knew him +not. The key was in the door, and he crossed the threshold once +more--no need to beware of parcels on the floor now--and turned to the +familiar room. The shelves had been taken down, but he could trace +their lines on the ancient discoloured paper that was now revealed for +the first time; there, where a new shutter was resting against the +wall, used to stand the "seat of the fathers," and exactly in the midst +of that heap of straw the Rabbi had his chair. . . . + +"Ye 've come tae see hoo we 're getting on wi' the repairs"--it was the +joiner of Kilbogie; "it's no a licht job, for there 's nae doot the +hoose hes been awfu' negleckit. The Doctor wes a terrible scholar, but +he wudna hae kent that the slates were aff the roof till the drap cam +intae his bed. + +"Ou aye, the manse is tae be papered an' pented for the new minister; +a' cud show ye the papers; juist as ye please; they're verra tasty an' +showy. He's tae be married at once, a 'm hearin', an' this is tae be +the drawin'-room; he wes here ten days syne--the day after he wes +eleckit: they 're aye in a hurry when they 're engaged--an' seleckit a +sma' room upstairs for his study; he didna think he wud need as lairge +a room for bukes, an' he thocht the auld study wud dae fine for +pairties. + +"There 's juist ae room feenished, an' ye micht like tae see the paper +on 't; it's a yellow rose on a licht blue grund; a 'm jidgin' it wes +the Doctor's ain room. Weel, it's a gude lang wy tae Drumtochty, an' +ye 'll no be wantin' tae pit aff time, a' daresay." + +It was a terrible douche of prose, and Carmichael was still shivering +when he reached the kindly shade of Tochty woods. He had seen the +successful candidate at the Presbytery arranging about his "trial +discourses" with the clerk--who regarded him dubiously--and he had +heard some story about his being a "popular hand," and bewitching the +young people with a sermon on the "good fight," with four heads "the +soldier," "the battle-field," "the battle," and "the crown"--each with +an illustration, an anecdote, and a verse of poetry. Carmichael +recognised the type, and already saw the new minister of Kilbogie, smug +and self-satisfied, handing round cream and sugar in the Rabbi's old +study, while his wife, a stout young woman in gay clothing, pours tea +from a pot of florid design, and bearing a blazing marriage +inscription. There would be a _soiree_ in the kirk, where the Rabbi +had opened the mysteries of God, and his successor would explain how +unworthy he felt to follow Doctor Saunderson, and how he was going to +reorganise the congregation, and there would be many jocose allusions +to his coming marriage; but Carmichael would by that time have left the +district. + +No one can walk a mile in Tochty woods, where there are little glades +of mossy turf, and banks of violets and geraniums, and gentle creatures +on ground and branch, and cool shade from the summer sun, and the sound +of running water by your side, without being sweetened and comforted. +Bitter thoughts and cynical criticisms, as well as vain regrets and +peevish complaints, fell away from Carmichael's soul, and gave place to +a gentle melancholy. He came to the heart of the wood, where was the +lovers' grave, and the place seemed to invite his company. A sense of +the tears of things came over him, and he sat down by the river-side to +meditate. It was two hundred years and more since the lassies died, +who were never wedded, and for him there was not even to be love. The +ages were linked together by a long tragedy of disappointment and +vanity, but the Tochty ran now as in the former days. What was any +human life but a drop in the river that flowed without ceasing to the +unknown sea? What could any one do but yield himself to necessity, and +summon his courage to endure? Then at the singing of a bird his mood +lightened and was changed, as if he had heard the Evangel. God was +over all, and life was immortal, and he could not be wrong who did the +will of God. After a day of conflict, peace came to his soul, and in +the soft light of the setting sun he rose to go home. + +[Illustration: "He sat down by the river-side to meditate."] + +"Miss Carnegie . . . I did not know you were here . . . I thought you +were in London," and Carmichael stood before Kate in great confusion. + +"Nor did I see you behind that tree"--Kate herself was startled. "Yes, +the General and I have been visiting some old friends, and only came +home an hour ago. + +"Do you know"--Kate was herself again--"the first thing I do on arrival +is to make a pilgrimage to this place. Half an hour here banishes the +dust of a day's journey and of . . . + +"Besides, I don't know whether you have heard"--Kate spoke +hurriedly--"that it is now settled that I . . . we will be leaving the +Lodge soon, and one wants to have as much as possible of the old place +in the time remaining." + +She gave him this opportunity in kindness, as it seemed, and he +reproached himself because he did not offer his congratulations. + +"You will, I . . . the people hope, come often here, Miss Carnegie, and +not cast off Drumtochty, although the Lodge be not your home. You will +always have a place in the hearts of the Glen. Marjorie will never be +grateful enough for your readings," which was bravely said. + +"Do you think that I can ever forget the Glen and my . . . friends +here? Not while I live; the Carnegies have their own faults, but +ingratitude is not one. Nor the dear Rabbi's grave." Then there was +silence, which Carmichael found very trying--they had been so near that +day in Kilbogie Manse, with only the Rabbi, who loved them both, +between; but now, although they stood face to face, there was a gulf +dividing them. + +"It may not be easy for me to visit Drumtochty often, for you know +there has been a change . . . in our circumstances, and one must suit +oneself to it." + +Carmichael flushed uneasily, and Kate supposed that he was sympathising +with their losses. + +"I hope to be a busy woman soon, with lots of work, and I shall use +every one of my little scraps of knowledge. How do you think I shall +acquit myself in my new role?" + +It was a little hard on Carmichael, who was thinking of a countess, +while Kate meant a governess. + +"You need not ask me how I think you will do as . . . in any position, +and I . . . wish you every success, and . . . (with a visible effort) +happiness." + +He spoke so stiffly that Kate sought about for reasons, and could only +remember their quarrel and imagine he retained a grudge--which she +thought was rather ungenerous. + +"It occurs to me that one man ought to be thankful when we depart, for +then he will be able to call Queen Mary names every Sunday without a +misguided Jacobite girl dropping in to create a disturbance." + +"Drumtochty will have to form its own opinion of poor Mary without my +aid," and Carmichael smiled sadly in pardon of the past, "for it is +likely, although no one knows this in the Glen, that I shall soon be +far away." + +"Leaving Drumtochty? What will Marjorie do without you, and Dr. +Davidson, and . . . all the people?" Then, remembering Janet's gossip, +and her voice freezing, "I suppose you have got a better or more +convenient living. The Glen is certainly rather inaccessible." + +"Have I done anything, Miss Carnegie, to justify you in thinking that I +would leave the Glen, which has been so good to me, for . . . worldly +reasons? There is enough to support an unmarried man, and I am not +likely to . . . to marry," said Carmichael, bitterly; "but there are +times when it is better for a man to change his whole surroundings and +make a new life." + +It was clear that the Bailie's daughter was a romance of Janet's Celtic +imagination, and Kate's manner softened. + +"The Rabbi's death and . . . your difference of opinion--something +about doctrine, was n't it? we were from home--must have been a great +trial, and, as there was no opportunity before, let me say how much we +sympathised with you and . . . thought of you. + +"Do you think, however, Mr. Carmichael"--she spoke with hesitation, but +much kindness--"that you ought to fling up your work here on that +account? Would not the Rabbi himself have wished you to stick to your +post? . . . and all your friends would like to think you had been . . . +brave." + +"You are cruel, Miss Carnegie; you try me beyond what I can endure, +although I shall be ashamed to-night for what I am to say. Do you not +know or guess that it is your . . . on account of you, I mean, that I +must leave Drumtochty?" + +"On account of me?" Kate looked at him in unaffected amazement. + +"Are you blind, or is it that you could not suspect me of such +presumption? Had you no idea that night in Dr. Davidson's +drawing-room? Have you never seen that I . . . Kate--I will say it +once to your face as I say it every hour to myself--you won my heart in +an instant on Muirtown Station, and will hold it till I die. + +"Do not speak till I be done, and then order me from your presence as I +deserve, I know that it is unworthy of a gentleman, and . . . a +minister of Christ to say such things to the betrothed of another man; +only one minute more"--for Kate had started as if in anger--"I know +also that if I were stronger I could go on living as before, and meet +you from time to time when you came from the Castle with your husband, +and never allow myself to think of Lady Hay as I felt to Miss Carnegie. +But I am afraid of myself, and . . . this is the last time we shall +meet, Miss Carnegie. Forgive me for my love, and believe that one man +will ever remember and . . . pray for you." + +Carmichael bowed low, the last sunshine of the evening playing on his +fair hair, and turned to go. + +"One word, if you please," said Kate, and they looked into one +another's eyes, the blue and brown, seeing many things that cannot be +written. "You may be forgiven for . . . loving me, because you could +not help that"--this with a very roguish look, our Kate all over--"and +I suppose you must be forgiven for listening to foolish gossip, since +people will tell lies"--this with a stamp of the foot, our Kate +again--"but I shall never forgive you if you leave me, never"--this was +a new Kate, like to the opening of a flower. + +"Why? Tell me plainly," and in the silence Carmichael heard a trout +leap in the river. + +"Because I love you." + +The Tochty water sang a pleasant song, and the sun set gloriously +behind Ben Urtach. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK KATE CARNEGIE AND THOSE MINISTERS*** + + +******* This file should be named 20399.txt or 20399.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/0/3/9/20399 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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