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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/18894-8.txt b/18894-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..43db705 --- /dev/null +++ b/18894-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12508 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Then I'll Come Back to You, by Larry Evans, +Illustrated by Will Stevens + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Then I'll Come Back to You + + +Author: Larry Evans + + + +Release Date: July 22, 2006 [eBook #18894] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 18894-h.htm or 18894-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/8/9/18894/18894-h/18894-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/8/9/18894/18894-h.zip) + + + + + +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU + +by + +LARRY EVANS + +Author of +Once to Every Man + +Illustrated by Will Stevens + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: "I Ain't Never Seen Nothin'," He Stated Patiently. "I +Ain't Never Seen More'n Three Houses in a Clearin' Before. I Ain't +Never Been Outen the Timber--Till To-Day. But I Aim to See More +Now--Before I Get Done."] + + + + +New York +Grosset & Dunlap +Publishers +Copyright, 1915, by +The H. K. Fly Company. +Copyright, 1915, by +The Metropolitan Magazine Company. + + + + +To the Memory of + +My Mother + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +Chapter + + I. I DON'T MIND IF I DO! + II. THE LOGICAL CUSTODIAN + III. THREE QUARTERS AND SIX EIGHTHS + IV. I'LL TELL HER YOU'RE A BAPTIST + V. THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU + VI. MY MAN O'MARA + VII. HARRIGAN, THAT'S ME! + VIII. GREETINGS, SIR GALLAHAD! + IX. A MATTER OF ORNITHOLOGY + X. NOT A CHANCE IN THE WORLD + XI. I NEVER DID LIKE TO BE BEATEN + XII. THAT WOODS-RAT + XIII. THIS LITERARY THING + XIV. A GIRL LIKE HER + XV. LAW AND LUMBER + XVI. ACCIDENTS WILL HAPPEN + XVII. HONEY! + XVIII. I'M TELLING YOU GOOD-BYE + XIX. SOME LETTERS AND A REPLY + XX. BLUE FLANNEL AND CORDUROY + XXI. SETTING THE STAGE + XXII. IT HAPPENS IN BOOKS + XXIII. TO-MORROW-- + XXIV. --AND TO-MORROW, AND TO-MORROW + XXV. IN REAL LIFE TOO + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"I Ain't Never Seen Nothin'," He Stated Patiently. "I Ain't Never Seen +More'n Three Houses in a Clearin' Before. I Ain't Never Been Outen the +Timber--Till To-Day. But I Aim to See More Now--Before I Get +Done." . . . . . . _Frontispiece_ + +"I've Always Had to Wait a Long Time for Everything I've Wanted," the +Boy Answered, "But I Always Get It, Just the Same, if I Only Want it +Hard Enough." + +"Blessings, My Children," He Called to the Two in the Shadow. "My +Felicitations! and E'en though I know Not Your Identity, Still I May +Sense Your Fond Confusion." + +"Oh, I Can't Tell You How Glad I Am to See You So--So Well!" + + + + +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU + + +CHAPTER I + +I DON'T MIND IF I DO! + +That year no rain had fallen for a score of days in the hill country. +The valley road that wound upward and still upward from the town of +Morrison ran a ribbon of puffy yellow dust between sun-baked, +brown-sodded dunes; ran north and north, a tortuous series of loops on +loops, to lose itself at last in the cooler promise of the first +bulwark of the mountains. They looked cooler, the distant wooded +hills; for all the shimmering heat waves that danced and eddied in the +gaps and glanced, shaft-like, from the brittle needles of the pines +which sentineled the ridges, they hinted at depths to which the sun's +rays could not penetrate; they hinted at chasms padded with moss, +shadowed and dim beneath chapel arches of spruce and hemlock, even +chilly with the spray of spring-fed brooks that brawled in miniature +rocky canyons. And they made the gasping heat of the valley a little +more unendurable by very contrast. + +Since early afternoon Caleb Hunter had been sitting almost immobile in +the shade of the trellis which flanked the deep verandas of his huge +white, thick-pillared house on the hill above the river. It was +reminiscent of another locality--the old Hunter place on the valley +road. When Caleb Hunter's father had come north, back when his loyalty +to a flag and his pity for a gaunt and lonely figure in the White House +had been stronger than bonds of blood, he had left its counterpart down +on the Tennessee. Afterward, with one empty sleeve pinned across his +breast, he had directed with the other hand the placing of the columns. +And finally, when he had had to leave this home in turn, along with its +high, white painted walls and glossy green shutters, he had passed down +to his son his inborn love of the warmth, his innocent delight in +indolence--and an unsurpassed judgment of mint. The mint bed still lay +where he had located it, to the west of the house, moist and fragrant +in the shadow. + +Caleb Hunter had been drowsing contentedly since early afternoon, his +chin on his chest and the bowl of his pipe drooping down over his +comfortably bulging, unbuttoned waistcoat. The lazy day was in his +blood and even the whine of the sawmills on the river-bank, a mile or +more to the south, tempered as it was by the distance to the drone of a +surly bumble-bee, still vaguely annoyed him. Tiny dots of men in +flannel shirts of brilliant hue, flashing from time to time out across +the log-choked space between the booms, caught his eye whenever he +lifted his head, during the passage of a green-sprayed glass from the +veranda rail to his lips, and almost reminded him of the unnatural +altitude of the mercury. He, without being analytical about it, would +have preferred it without the industry and the noise, even softened as +both were by the distance. + +Morrison had changed since Caleb Hunter's father topped with the +white-columned house that hill above the river. In those days it had +been little more than a sleepy, if conservatively prosperous and +self-sufficient, community, without industry of any sort, or, it might +be added, ambition or seeming need of one. The Basin where the river +widened and ran currentless a mile or two from bank to bank, in Caleb's +father's time for weeks and weeks on end often had showed no more signs +of activity than a dawdling fisherman or two who angled now and then +and smoked incessantly. And now even the low-lying foothills in which +the elder Hunter had tried to see from homesick eyes a resemblance to +the outguard of his own Cumberlands were no longer given over to +pasturage. They had taken on an entirely different aspect. + +The northern streets of the town were still dotted with the homes of +those families who had been content with just the shade and the silence +and the sheen of the river, and an ample though inaugmented income. +But the outside world, ignoring the lack of an invitation too long in +the coming, had in the last year or so grown in to meet it more than +half way. From the Hunter verandas a half-dozen red-roofed, +brown-shingled bungalows, half camps and half castles, were visible +across the land stretches where the cattle had grazed before. And just +beyond Caleb Hunter's own high box hedge, Dexter Allison's enormous +stucco and timber "summer lodge" sprawled amid a round dozen acres of +green lawn and landscape gardening, its front to the river. + +To Dexter Allison's blame or credit--the nature of the verdict +depending entirely upon whether it was rendered by the older or the +newer generation--was laid the transformation of Morrison, the town +proper. Caleb Hunter had known Allison at college, where the latter +had been prominent both because of the brilliance of his wardrobe and +the reputed size of his father's steadily accumulating resources. +Since that time seven-figure fortunes such as the younger Allison had +inherited, had become too general to be any longer spectacular. But +Dexter Allison's garments had always retained their insistent note. +Hunter himself had sold Allison the ground upon which the stucco house +stood; he had heartily agreed that it was an ideal spot for a loafing +place--and the fishing was good, too! Now whenever Caleb thought of +those first conferences which had preceded the sale, and recalled +Allison's accentuation of the natural beauties of the spot, Caleb +allowed himself to smile. + +The fishing was still far above reproach, a little further back +country--and Dexter Allison owned the sawmills that droned in the +valley. His men drove his timber down from the hills in the north; his +men piled the yellow planks upon his flat cars which ran in over his +spur line that had crept up from the south. His hundreds and hundreds +of rivermen already trod the sawdust-padded streets of the newer +Morrison that had sprung into being beyond the bend; they swarmed in on +the drives, a hard-faced, hard-shouldered horde, picturesque, +proficient and profane. They brought with them color and care-free +prodigality and a capacity for abandonment to pleasure that ran the +whole gamut of emotions, from raucous-roared chanties to sudden, swift +encounters which were as silent as they were deadly. And they spent +their money without stopping to count it. + +The younger generation of the older Morrison was quick to point out the +virtues of this vice. And after a time, when the older generation +found that the rivermen preferred their own section of the town, +ignoring as though they had never existed the staid and sleepy +residential streets above, they heaved a sigh of partial relief and +tried to forget their proximity. + +Little more than a year had been required for that transformation. The +boards of some of the newer shacks down river were still damp with +pitch. And twice during that period Dexter Allison had come into the +hills to take up a transitory abode in the stucco house which had been +quite six months in the building:--once, two years before, when he had +disappeared into the mountains upon a prolonged fishing trip, to return +fishless but with an astonishing mass of pencilled data and contour +maps; and the second time for an even longer stay, a year ago when the +mill was being erected. + +Since then the stucco and timber place had been closed, with no one but +a doddering old caretaker and a gardener or two about the premises, +until early that last hot August week. On Monday Caleb Hunter had +noticed that the blinds had been thrown open to the air; on Wednesday, +from his point of vantage upon the porch, he had watched a rather +astounding load of trunks careen in at the driveway, piloted by a mill +teamster who had for two seasons held the record for a double-team load +of logs and was making the most of that opportunity to prove his skill. +And the next morning the tumult raised by a group of children racing +over the shorn lawns had awakened him; he had descended to be hailed by +Dexter Allison's own booming bass from behind the intervening high box +hedge. + +It was the hottest day of the hottest fortnight that the hill country +had known in years. The very temperature gave color to Allison's +statement that the heat had driven them north from the shore--him and +his wife and Barbara, their daughter of ten, and the half-dozen or more +guests whose trunks, coming on the next day, made an even more imposing +sight than had Allison's own. And yet as he sat there in the shadow, +methodically pulling upon his pipe, Caleb Hunter smiled from time to +time, reminiscently. He last of all would have been the one to admit +that the owner of the big stucco place and the mills, and--yes, of the +newer Morrison itself--had not given a good account of the talents and +tens of talents which had been passed down to him. But the use of so +much evasion, where no evasion at all seemed necessary, rather puzzled +as well as amused Caleb; and yet, after all, this merely branded him as +old-fashioned, so far as the newer business methods were concerned +which were crowding into Morrison. Allison's way of going about a +thing made him think of the old valley road that wound north in its +series of loops on loops; and yet, reflecting upon that parallel, he +had to admit to himself, too, that the road achieved final heights +which, in a straightaway route across country would have necessitated +more than a few wearisome and heart-breaking grades. + +The comparison pleased Caleb. He was nodding his head over it as he +buried his nose in the mint-sprayed glass again, when a haze of dust to +the north caught his vagrant attention. Quite apparently it was raised +by a foot-traveler, and the latter were not frequent upon that road, +especially foot-travelers who came from that direction. Trivial as it +was, it piqued his interest, and he lay back and followed it from +lazily half-closed eyes. It topped a rise and disappeared--the dust +cloud--and reappeared in turn, but not until it had advanced to within +a scant hundred yards of him could he make out the figure which raised +it. And then, after one sharp glance, with a quick intake of breath, +he rose and went a trifle hastily out across his own lawn toward the +iron picket fence that bordered the roadside. He went almost hurriedly +to intercept the boy who came marching over the brow of the last low +hill. + +Caleb Hunter, particularly in the last year or so, had seen many a +strange and brilliant costume pass along that wilderness highway, but +as he hung over the front gate he remembered that none of them had ever +before drawn him from his deep chair in the shadow. For him none of +them had ever approached in sensationalism the quite unbelievable garb +of the boy who came steadily on and on--who came steadily nearer and +nearer. + +With a little closer view of him the watching man understood the reason +for the dense cloud of dust above the lone pedestrian. For when the +boy raised his feet with each stride, the man-sized, hob-nailed boots +which encased them failed to lift in turn. Indeed, the toes did clear +the ground, but the heels, slipping away from the lean ankles, dragged +in the follow-through. And the boy's other garments, save for his +flannel shirt and flapping felt hat, were of a size in keeping with the +boots. + +His trousers had once been white cotton drill, but the whiteness had +long before given up the unequal struggle against grime and grease and +subsided to a less conspicuous, less perishable grey. They had been +cut off just below the knees and, unhemmed, hung flapping with every +step he took above a stretch of white-socked, spindly shanks. But it +was the coat he wore which held Caleb spellbound. It was of a style +popularly known as a swallowtail, faced with satin as to lapels and +once gracefully rounded to a long, bisected skirt in the rear. The +satin facings were gone and the original color of the fabric, too, had +faded to a shiny, bottle-green. But the long skirts--at least all that +was left of them--still flapped bravely, as did the trousers. For +they, like the nether garments, had been cut off, with more regard for +haste than accuracy, so that the back of the coat cleared the ground by +a good foot and a half. The sleeves, rolled back from two slender, +browned wrists, were cuffed with a six-inch stretch of striped, soiled +lining. + +For a time Caleb had been at a loss to make out the object which the +boy carried upon one shoulder, balanced above a blanket tight-rolled +and tied with string. Not until the grotesque little figure was within +a dozen paces of him did he recognize it, and then, at the same moment +that he caught a glimpse of an old and rusted revolver strapped to the +boy's narrow waist, he realized what it was. The boy was toting a +double-springed steel trap, big enough it seemed to take all four feet +of any bear that ever walked--and it was beautifully dull with oil! + +Caleb stood and stared, mouth agape. A moment or two earlier he had +had to fight off an almost uncontrollable desire to roar with laughter, +but that mood had passed somehow as the boy came nearer. For the +latter was not even aware of his presence there behind the iron fence; +he was walking with his head up, thin face thrust forward like that of +a young and overly eager setter with the bird in plain sight. The +world of hunger in that strained and staring visage helped Caleb to +master his mirth, and when, at a tentative cough from him, the small +figure halted dead in his tracks and wheeled, even the vestige of a +smile left the wide-waisted watcher's lips. Then Caleb had his first +full view of the boy's features. + +There were wide, deep shadows beneath the grey eyes, doubly noticeable +because of the heavy fringe of the lashes that swept above them; there +was a pallid, bluish circle around the thin and tight-set lips. And +the lean cheeks were very, very pale, both with the heat of the sun and +a fatigue now close to exhaustion. But the eyes themselves, as they +met Caleb's, were alight with a fire which afterward, when he had had +more time to ponder it, made him remember the pictured eyes of the +children of the Crusades. They fairly burned into his own, and they +checked the first half-jocular words of greeting which had been +trembling upon his lips. His voice was only grave and kindly when he +began to speak. + +"You--you look a trifle tired, young man," he said then. "Are +you--going far?" + +The boy touched his lips delicately with the point of his tongue. His +gravity more than matched that of his questioner. + +"Air--air thet the--city?" + +The words were soft of accent and a little drawling; there was an +accompanying gesture of one thumb thrown backward over a thin shoulder. +But Caleb had to smile a little at the breathless note in the query. + +"The city?" he echoed, a little puzzled. "The city! Well, now--I----" +and he chuckled a bit. + +The boy caught him up swiftly, almost sharply. + +"Thet's--ain't thet Morrison?" he demanded. + +And then Caleb had a glimmer of comprehension. He nodded. + +"Yes," he answered quietly. "That's the city. That's Morrison down +there." + +The shoulders of the ancient coat lifted and fell with a visible sigh +as the strange little figure turned again, head keenly forward, to gaze +hungrily down at the town in the valley. And Caleb translated that +long-drawn breath correctly; without stopping to reason it out, he knew +that it meant fulfillment of a dream most marvelous in anticipation, +but even more wonderful in its coming true. Words would have failed +where that single breath sufficed. The man remained quiet until the +boy finally turned back to him, eased the heavy trap to his other +shoulder and wet his lips once more. + +"I thought it war," he murmured, and a thread of awe wove through the +words. "I thought it est nachelly _hed_ to be! Haow--haow many houses +would you reckon they might be daown--daown in thet there holler?" + +The owner of the white-columned house gave the question its meed of +reflection. + +"Well, I--I'd say quite a few hundred, at least." + +The odd little figure bobbed his head. + +"Thet's what Old Tom always sed," he muttered, more to himself than to +his hearer. "An'--an' I guess I ain't never rightly believed him till +naow." And then: "Is--is New Yor-rk any bigger?" he asked. + +The man at the picket fence smiled again, but the smile was without +offense. + +"Well, yes," he answered. "Yes, considerably bigger, I should judge. +Twice as large, at least, and maybe more than that." + +The boy did not answer. He just faced about to stare once more. And +then the miracle came to pass. Around a far bend in Dexter Allison's +single spur track there came careening an ashmatic switch engine with a +half-dozen empty flats in tow. With a brave puffing and blowing of +leaky cylinder heads, it rattled across an open space between piles of +timber in the mill-yard and disappeared with a shrill toot of warning +for unseen workmen upon the tracks ahead. The boy froze to +granite-like immobility as it flashed into view. Long after it had +passed from sight he stood like a bit of a fantastic figure cut from +stone. Then a tremor shook him from head to foot, and when it came +slowly about Caleb saw that his small face was even whiter than it had +been before beneath its coat of tan and powdery dust. + +He swallowed hard, and tried to speak--and had to swallow again before +the words would come. + +"Gawd--I--may--die!" ho broke out falteringly then. "There goes a +injine! A steam injine--wan't it?" + +Long afterward, when he had realized that the boy's life was to bring +again and again a repetition of that sublime moment of realization--a +moment of fulfillment unspoiled by surfeit or sophistication or a +blunted capacity to marvel, which Caleb had seen grow old and stale +even in the children he knew, he wondered and wished that he might have +known it himself, once at least. Years of waiting, starved years of +anticipation, he felt after all must have been a very little price to +pay for that great, blinding, gasping moment. But at the time, amazed +at the boy's white face, amazed at the hushed fervor in the words he +forgot,--he spoke before he thought. + +"But haven't you ever seen an engine before?" he exclaimed. + +As soon as the question had left his lips he would have given much to +have had it back again; but at that it failed to have the effect which +he feared too late to check. Instead of coloring with hurt and shame, +instead of subterfuge or evasion, the boy simply lifted his eyes +levelly to Caleb's face. + +"I ain't never seed nuthin'," he stated patiently. "I ain't never seed +more'n three houses together in a clearin' before. I--I ain't never +been outen the timber--till today. But I aim to see more, naow--before +I git done!" + +The man experienced a peculiar sensation. The boy's low, passionlessly +vehement statement somehow made him feel that it wasn't a boy to whom +he was talking, but a little and grave old man. And suddenly the +desire seized him to hear more of that low, direct voice; the impulse +came to him and Caleb, whose whole life had been as free from erratic +snap-judgments as his broad face was of craft, found joy in acting upon +it forthwith, before it had time to cool. + +"The view is excellent from my veranda," he waved a hand behind him. +"And--you look a little warm and tired. If your business is not of too +pressing a nature--have you----" he broke off, amazed at his helpless +formality in the matter--"have you come far?" + +And he wondered immediately how the boy would receive that suggestion +that he hesitate, there with the "city" in front of him, a fairy-tale +to be explored. And again he was allowed to catch a glimpse of age-old +spirit--a glimpse of a man-sized self-discipline--beneath the childish +exterior. + +The boy hesitated a moment, but it was his uncertainty as to just what +Caleb's invitation had offered, and not the lure of the town which made +him pause. He took one step forward. + +"I been comin' since last Friday," he explained. "I been comin' daown +river for three days naow--and I been comin' fast!" + +Again that measuring, level glance. + +"An' I ain't got no business--yit," he went on. "Thet's what I aim to +locate, after I've hed a chance to look around a trifle. But I am +tired a little, an' so if you mean thet you're askin' me to stop for a +minit--if you mean thet you're askin' me that--why, then . . . then, I +guess I don't mind if I do!" + +"That's what I mean," said Caleb. + +And the little figure preceded him across his soft, cropped lawn. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE LOGICAL CUSTODIAN + +Caleb Hunter had never married, and even now, at the age of forty and +odd, in particularly mellow moments he was liable to confess that, +while matrimony no doubt offered a far wider field for both general +excitement and variety, as far as he himself was concerned, he felt +that his bachelor condition had points of excellence too obvious to be +treated with contumely. Perhaps the fact that Sarah Hunter, four years +his senior, had kept so well oiled the cogs of the domestic machinery +of the white place on the hill that their churnings had never been +evidenced may have been in part an answer to his contentment. + +For Sarah Hunter, too, had never married. To the townspeople who had +never dared to try to storm the wall of her apparent frigidity, or been +able quite to understand her aloof austerity, she was little more than +a weekly occurence as dependable as the rising and setting of the sun +itself. Every Sunday morning a rare vision of stately dignity for all +her tininess, assisted by Caleb, she descended from the Hunter equipage +to enter the portals of the Morrison Baptist church. After the service +she reappeared and, having complimented the minister upon the sagacity +of his discourse, again assisted by Caleb, she mounted to the rear seat +of the surrey and rolled back up the hill. + +That was as much as the townspeople ever saw of "Cal Hunter's maiden +sister" unless there happened to be a prolonged siege of sickness in +the village or a worse accident than usual. Then she came and camped +on the scene until the crisis was over, soft-voiced, soft-fingered and +serenely sure of herself. Sarah had never married, and even though she +had in the long interval which, year by year, had brought to Caleb a +more placid rotundity grown slender and slenderer still, and +flat-chested and sharp-angled in face and figure, Caleb knew that +underneath it all there had been no shrinkage in her soul--knew that +there were no bleak expanses in her heart, or edges to her pity. + +They often joked each other about their state of single blessedness, +did Caleb and his sister. Often, hard upon his easy boast of +satisfaction with things as they were, she would quote the fable of the +fox and the high-hanging grapes, only to be taunted a moment later with +her own celibacy. But the taunt and the fable had long been stingless. +For Sarah Hunter knew that one end of Caleb's heavy gold watch chain +still carried a bit of a gold coin, worn smooth and thin from years of +handling; she knew that the single word across its back, even though it +had long ago been effaced so far as other eyes were concerned, was +still there for him to see. And Caleb, rummaging one day for some lost +article or other, in a pigeonhole in Sarah's desk in which he had no +license to look, had come across a picture of a tall and black-haired +lad, brave in white trousers and an amazing waistcoat. Caleb +remembered having been told that he had died for another with that same +smile which the picture had preserved--the tall and jaunty youngster. +And so their comprehension was mutual. They understood, did Caleb and +his sister. + +But sure as he was of Sarah's fundamental kindness, Caleb experienced a +twinge of guilty uncertainty that August afternoon as he closed the +iron gate behind the grotesque little figure which had already started +across his lawn. For the moment he had forgotten that the sun was low +in the west; he had overlooked the fact that it was customary for the +Hunter establishment to sup early during the warm summer months. But +when he turned to find Sarah watching, stiff and uncompromising, from +the doorway, he remembered with painful certainty her attitude toward +his propensity to pick up any stray that might catch him in a moment of +too pronounced mellowness--stray human or feline or lost yellow dog. + +Sarah's gaze, however, was not for her brother at that moment. Her +eyes were fixed unswervingly upon the figure in the once-white drill +trousers and bobbed swallow-tail coat and shuffling boots. She was +staring from wide and, Caleb noted, rather horror-stricken eyes at the +huge steel trap above the blanket pack. But the boy who must have +received her glance full in his face had not faltered a step in his +advance. He went forward until he stood at the foot of the low steps +which mounted to the veranda; and there he stopped, looking up at her, +and removed his battered hat. Caleb ranged awkwardly up alongside him +and looked up at her in turn. He, searching desperately for a neat and +cleverly casual opening speech, could not know that beneath her +forbidding manner a peal of soft laughter was struggling for utterance; +could not know that, at that moment, she was telling herself that, of +the two, Caleb was far the younger. + +At last he cleared his throat, oratorically, and then she promptly +interrupted him. + +"Supper is served, Cal," she drawled in her gentle, almost lisping +voice. + +Caleb received the statement as if it were an astounding bit of +hitherto undreamed-of news. + +"Comin', Sarah!" he chirped briskly. "Comin' this blessed minute!" + +And then, with an attempt at disingenuousness: + +"I--I've a friend here, Sarah, whom I'd like to--er--present to you! +This is my sister, Miss Hunter," he announced to the silent boy, "and +this young man, Sarah, this young man is--er--ah--Mr.----" + +"I'm Steve," said the boy, mildly. "I'm just Stephen O'Mara!" + +"Certainly!" gasped Caleb. "Quite so--quite so! Sarah, this is just +Steve." + +The frail little woman with her quaint dignity of another decade failed +to move; she did not unbend so much as the fraction of an inch. But +hard upon the heels of Caleb's last words the boy went forward +unhesitatingly. Hat in the hand that balanced his big steel trap, he +stopped in front of her and offered one brown paw. + +"Haow dye do, Miss Hunter," he saluted her, gravely. And with a slow +smile that discovered for her a row of white and even teeth: "Haow dye +do? I--I reckon you're the first--dressed-up lady I ever did git to +know!" + +The calm statement took what little breath there had been left in +Caleb's lungs; it left Sarah breathless, too. But after an +infinitesimal moment of waiting she held out her own delicate fingers +and took the outstretched hand. + +"Haow dye do, Steve?" she answered, and Caleb was at a loss to +interpret the suppressed quality of her voice. "And I--some day I am +sure it will be a great pleasure to remember that I was the--first!" + +Then she faced her brother. + +"Will you--will your friend, Mr.--Steve--remain for supper, Cal?" she +asked. + +And Caleb, quick to see an opening, made the most of this one. + +"Stay for supper," he repeated her question, and he laughed. +"Stay--for--supper! Well, I should hope he would. Why--why, he's +going to stop for the night!" + +From the vantage place there at the top of the steps Sarah stood and +surveyed her brother's wide and guileless face for a second. Then her +lips began to twitch. + +"Very clever, Cal," she told him. "Quite clever--for you!" + +And she nodded and withdrew to see that the table was laid for three. + +Caleb, chuckling, watched her go; then with a nod to the boy, he +started to follow her in. But Steve paused at the threshold, and when +the man stopped and looked back to ascertain the cause of his delay he +found that the boy was depositing the bear trap upon the porch +floor--found him tugging to free the rusty old revolver from his belt. + +"I'll leave Samanthy here," the one called Steve stated, and Caleb +understood that he meant the trap. "An' I reckon I'd better not lug my +weapon into the house, neither, hed I? She might----" He nodded in +the direction of Sarah's disappearance--"Old Tom says womin folks +that's gentle born air kind-a skittish about havin' shootin' irons +araound the place. And I don't reckon it's the part of men folks to +pester 'em." + +Caleb didn't know just what to say, so he merely nodded approval. +Again he had been made to feel that it was not a boy but some little +old man who was explaining to him. Silently he led the way upstairs, +and after he had seen the blanket pack deposited in one corner of +Sarah's beloved guest-room, after he had seen the rusty coat peeled off +as a preface to removing the dust accumulation of the long hot day from +hands and face, an inspiration came to him. While the boy was washing, +utterly lost to everything but that none-too-simple task, he went out +of the room on a still-hunt of his own, and came back presently with +the thing for which he had gone searching. He found the boy wrestling +a little desperately with a mop of wavy chestnut hair which only grew +the more hopeless with every stroke of the brush. + +"Never mind that." Caleb met the misapprehension in the boy's eyes. +"Never mind that! And I--I've taken the liberty of digging out this +old canvas shooting coat. It's one I got for Sarah--for my +sister--but, as you say, women folks are mighty skittish about anything +that has to do with a gun. She never would go even so far as to try it +on, but if you don't mind---- That coat of yours must be a trifle hot +for this weather, I should say." + +Steve reached out a hand that trembled a little and took the coat. He +took it and stared at it with that same strained and hungry look which +he had bestowed a half hour before upon the "City." + +"Do you mean," he asked, and his lips remained parted breathlessly upon +the question, "do you mean--this yere's for me?" + +Caleb thought of the "injine"--the "_steam_ injine." + +"I mean just that, if you'll have it," he replied. The boy slipped his +little body into the garment and wheeled to survey himself in a mirror. +In comparison with the dismembered swallowtail it was the purple of a +Solomon. There was a cartridge web across its front, with loops, and +after he had looked long and long at his reflection, the boy thrust +both his thumbs into the belt it made. + +Then: "Them's fer ketridges," he announced solemnly. + +He scowled judiciously and nodded. + +And, "I'll hev to git me some, the first thing in the mornin'," he said. + +That was his only remark then, and yet Caleb felt amply repaid. Later +he had more to say, but for the time being he merely followed Caleb +back downstairs, walking very stiff and straight except when, with +every few steps, he leaned over the better to see the looped webbing +across his middle. + +And at table that evening the man came to know another trait in the odd +little stranger's odd makeup which, coupled with those which he had +already mentally tabulated for future private contemplation, set him to +wondering more than a little. + +With the appearance of the first dish upon the table that night the boy +was very frankly nonplussed at the array of implements upon each side +of his plate, placed there for him to manipulate. He scarcely knew one +from the other, and the separate uses for each not at all. But the way +in which he met the problem made Caleb lift his eyes and meet Sarah's +inscrutable glance with something akin to triumph. For there was no +awkwardness in the boy's procedure, no flushing embarrassment, no +shame-facedness nor painfully self-conscious attempt to cover his +ignorance. Instead, he sat and waited--sat and watched openly until +Miss Sarah had herself selected knife or fork, as the case might +be--and then, turning back to those beside his own place, frowning +intently, he made painstaking selection therefrom. Nor did he once +make a mistake. And Caleb, after he had begun to mark a growing +softness in the color of his sister's thin cheeks, ventured to draw +into conversation their small guest. + +The boy talked freely and openly, always with his wide eyes upon the +face of his questioner, always in the grave and slightly drawling +idioms of the woods. Again he confided that he had never before been +out of the timber; he explained that "Old Tom's" untimely taking-off a +fortnight back had been alone responsible for this pilgrimage. And +that opened the way for a question which Caleb had been eager to ask +him. + +"I suppose this--this 'Old Tom' was some kin of yours?" he observed. + +The boy shook his head. + +"No," he answered, "no, I ain't never hed no kin. I ain't never hed +nobody--father ner mother, neither!" + +Caleb saw Sarah start a little and bite her thin lips. But the +bird-like movement of surprise was lost upon the speaker. + +"I ain't never hed nobody," he re-averred, and Caleb, straining to +catch a note of self-pity or plea for sympathy in the words, realized +that the boy didn't even know what the one or the other was. "I ain't +never hed nobody but Old Tom. And he was--he wasn't nuthin' but what +he called my--my"--the sentence was broken while he paused to get the +phrase correctly--"he was what he called my 'logical custodian.'" + +Guiltily Caleb knew that his next question would savor of indelicacy, +but he had to ask it just the same. + +"Still, I suppose his--his taking-off must have been something in the +nature of a blow to you?" he suggested. + +The boy pursed his lips. + +"Wall, no," he exclaimed at last, nonchalantly. "No-o-o! I can't +say's it was. We'd both been expectin' it, I reckon. Old Tom, he +often sed he knew that some day he'd go and git just blind, stavin' +drunk enough to try an' swim the upper rapids--and two weeks ago he +done so!" + +And the rest of the words were quite casual. + +"I kind-a reckon he'd hev made it, at that," he offered his opinion, +"if they'd hev been a trifle more water. But the rocks was too close +to the surface fer comfortable swimmin'. The Jenkinses found him down +in the slack water, Sunday noon or thereabouts, and they sed he'd never +be no deader, not even if he'd a-died in a reg'lar bed, with a doctor +helpin' him along." + +Caleb threw his sister one lugubriously helpless glance. Sarah had +choked, apparently upon a crumb of bread, and was coughing, +stranglingly. And Caleb made to change the drift of the conversation, +but he was not quick enough. + +"I ain't never been much of a hand for licker," Steve finished naively. +"Old Tom sed he never could understand it in me, neither, but he +reckoned it was lucky in a way fer both of us. He sed he'd whale the +life outen me if he ever caught me even smellin' of a cork; and as fer +him--well, it come in handy for him, havin' a sober hand round the +shack when he wan't quite hisself!" + +This time when Caleb lifted his eyes he met a startled gleam behind +Sarah's half dropped lashes. She was peering steadily into the boy's +lean, untroubled face. Caleb voiced the query which he knew must be +behind her quiet intentness. + +"You said your name was O'Mara, I believe. I suppose that was--ah--Old +Tom's last name, too?" + +Steve laughed; he laughed frankly for the first time since he had +halted, hours before, outside in the dusty road. + +"Why, Old Tom had a dozen different names in the last few years," he +replied. "He had a new one every time he went outen the woods fer a +trip. But he always sed he mostly favored Brown or Jones or Smith, +they bein' quiet and common and not too hard to remember. He just +changed names whenever he got tired of his old one, Old Tom did. But +he always did say, too, that if he'd hed as good a one as O'Mara, he'd +a kept it--and kept it proud." + +At the conclusion of that statement it was Miss Sarah's gaze which went +searching across the table for her brother's eyes. But the boy just +ran on and on, totally oblivious to their glances. + +He told them of his lonely days in the woods shack, when Old Tom went +down river and was three or four weeks in returning; he dwelt upon +blissful days in the spring when he had been allowed to play a man's +part in the small drives which he and Old Tom and the "Jenkinses" +began, and which Old Tom and the Jenkinses alone saw through to market +in Morrison. He touched lightly and inconsequentially upon certain +days when Old Tom would hang for hours over an old tin box filled with +soiled and ink-smeared memoranda, periods which were always followed by +days of moody silence and a week or more of "lessons" in a tattered and +thumbed reader which the woodsman had brought up-river--lessons as +painful and laborious to Old Tom as they were delightful to the starved +mentality of the pupil. And Old Tom, the boy explained, was pretty +likely to be "lickered up fer quite a spell" after such a session which +invariably began with an exploration of the battered tin box. + +The boy told Caleb of days and nights on the trail--boasted +unconsciously of Old Tom's super-cunning with trap and deadfall, and +even poison bait. And that brought him to the beautifully oiled bear +trap which he had left outside the door. + +"I brung Samanthy along with me," he stated. "I brung her just because +somehow I kind-a thought mebby Old Tom'd be glad if I did. Next to me +he always sed he set a heap o' store on thet ole critter. He sed +Samanthy was as near to hevin' a woman around the house as anything he +knew on--she hed a voice like a steel trap, and when she got her teeth +sot in a argument she never did let up. I brung her along with me, and +the gun he give me, but I didn't take nuthin' else." + +Caleb waited there until he knew that the boy had finished. + +"You never bothered about that old tin box?" he inquired casually. + +The boy shook his head again. + +"Old Tom, whenever he went away for a spell, always sed I wan't to +meddle with it," he explained. "This time I reckoned his goin' was +just about the same thing, only he won't be comin' back, so I--I just +locked the box up in the cubberd and hitched the staple into the door +and come down myself." + +By the time that meal was finished the boy's eyes were so heavy-lidded +that, fight as he would, they still persisted in drooping till the long +lashes curled over his cheeks. And in spite of Caleb's remonstrance it +was Sarah who saw him upstairs and into the huge guest-room with its +four-poster and high-boy and spindle-backed chairs. + +When she came back downstairs her eyes were shining more than a little +and the flush upon her cheeks was undeniably rose. Her brother, from +his seat before the unlighted fireplace, puffed methodically upon his +pipe and barely lifted his head at her coming. He was deep in +meditation. She stood looking at him for a time from the foot of the +stairway. + +"He's asleep," she began finally in a very little voice. "He fell +asleep almost before his cheek touched the pillow." + +Caleb made no answer. He nodded but his eyes were vacant with thoughts +of his own. + +"Cal," she went on, "did you give him that old coat of mine?" + +Caleb nodded again--an affirmative. + +"Well, the last thing he asked before he slept was that I deliver a +message to you. 'Tell him thanks for me,' he said. 'Tell him I clean +forgot it til now!' And as for me, Cal--why--why, 'he'd git me +anuther, anytime I took the notion thet I wanted one!'" + +And still Caleb nodded. The room was quiet for a long time. + +"Sarah," he murmured at last. + +"Yes, Cal," she answered. + +"Has that boy's--yarn--set you to thinking a little?" + +"It was very interesting and unusual," she admitted. Then she rose and +crossed over to his chair and perched herself, with odd, elfish, +girlish grace upon its arm. + +"Do you mean Old Tom's tin box?" she asked gently. + +And he nodded. + +"Yes, in part--yes," he said. "But not just that alone, either. I +mean everything, Sarah. The way he handles himself; the way he looks +one in the face when he is talking. The--the--now what are you +grinning over?" + +She stroked his sparse hair. + +"Cal, you old romancer, you. Who'd ever suspect it in a man of your +age and--and avoirdupois!" + +"Avoirdupois!" he snorted. "Can't a man continue to have ideas now and +then, even if he does become a--a trifle plump. And that boy--why, +Sarah I tell you----!" + +And then his sister put one hand over his lips. + +"I know, Cal," she interrupted placidly. "I know! You're going to +tell me, once more, your pet theory that there's many a boy in that +backwoods who might paint a great canvas, or model a deathless +bronze--or--or lead a lost cause, if he could only be found and +provided with the chance. It sounds--it sounds very big and grand and +romantic, Cal, but has it ever occurred to you that anyone big enough +for things like those would find the way himself?" + +Immediately, jerkily, Caleb started to straighten up. +Argumentatively--and then she checked him. + +"Oh, I know you don't believe it and I--I don't think I do myself, Cal. +A man has to know what opportunity is before he can go out and hunt up +his own big chance. I just said it for the sake of argument, Cal. +I--I'm like Samanthy--ole Samanthy, you know! I'm a woman, and when I +git my teeth sot in a argumint I never do let up. Have your dreams, +you--you boy! And in the meantime, if you have any plans, tell me, +please, what are you going to do with him in the morning?" + +Caleb Hunter bobbed his head, vehemently. Rapidly he related to her +the episode of the switch engine in Dexter Allison's millyards. + +"And I believe what I believe," he insisted, doggedly. "And to-morrow +I aim to give that boy a ride in one of Allison's 'steam injine' cabs, +if it's all I do!" + +"I thought so," said Miss Sarah. + +For a time she sat there upon his arm chair. Neither spoke, nor felt +the need for words. Just before she rose to go upstairs, she broke +that quiet. + +"He has an odd, strange, half-wild beauty," she mused aloud. "A beauty +that is quite unusual, I should say, in children of his--his station. +His hair is silken and, oh so thick! And his eyes and square chin with +that little cleft. And his nose--his nose, I should say, might be said +to denote estheticism--and--a--a--ah----" + +Caleb Hunter threw back his head at the telltale little quaver in the +voice and found Sarah Hunter smiling down at him, whimsically. + +"Get all the amusement out of it that you can," he invited her. +"And--and trust a woman to take note of such points as you have +mentioned!" + +From the stairs she gave him one backward glance. + +"Forgive me, Cal," she hogged. "I meant it all--truly! Even the +estheticism, which I only included to tease you. And if you don't want +to trust to a woman's judgment on such points as I have mentioned, I +would suggest that you peep in on him when you retire, and--and confirm +them for yourself." + +Hours later Caleb acted upon her suggestion. Every characteristic +which Sarah had mentioned he found and noted in that half-lighted +moment or two while he stood at the bedside. + +And he noted more than just that. Sarah's old canvas hunting coat was +folded into a small bundle and lay, guarded by one outflung, +loose-fingered brown hand, beside the sleeping boy's face on the pillow. + +Caleb went to bed with a half dozen wild notions whirling in his head, +and a strange something tugging at his heart. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THREE QUARTERS AND SIX EIGHTHS + +Saturday morning dawned as hot and dry and windless as had been the +other days of the week which had preceded it. Caleb Hunter, rising +from an uneasy night, blamed his sleeplessness upon the weather. It +was fully an hour before his usual, not-too-early hour of rising, when +he slowly descended the wide stairway; and yet he was but little +surprised to find the boy already there before him, seated upon the top +step of the verandah, when he strolled outside. + +The little stranger with the grave voice, who had introduced himself as +Stephen O'Mara, had not heard Caleb's step and the latter stood for a +time in the doorway, contemplating the small, square-set shoulders in +the canvas coat which had been his sister Sarah's, and the small, +shapely head above them. + +Throughout the night while he lay awake pondering the fantastic +possibilities which the boy's story had stirred him into half +believing, Caleb had had gradually lengthening moments of doubt in +which he admitted to himself that his sister was right in her chafing +analysis of him, her brother. Before morning came he had told himself +a dozen times that he was nothing more than a sentimental old romancer, +who saw in every beggar a worthy spirit bewitched by Destiny, and a +Circumstance-enchanted fairy-prince in every ragamuffin who chanced to +have big eyes. Merely because they had so persistently denied him +sleep--those thoughts of Old Tom and his cherished tin box and the +boy's own unmistakable poise and surety of self which even the +shuffling boots and ragged clothes had only made the more +impressive--merely because they persisted in endless procession through +his brain, while he rolled and tossed and re-arranged the pillow, he +had grown more and more peevishly eager to discount and discredit them, +during the darkness. But when morning came, and he rose and went into +the big guest room to find it empty, he experienced a moment of panicky +disappointment; suddenly anxious for another opportunity to verify all +that which, in the hours of sleepless pro's and con's, had become +figment-like and whimsical, he wondered if the boy really could have +gone without even waiting to bid them good-bye. He could not make that +abrupt sort of a leave-taking harmonize with the rest of the +youngster's actions--and then he caught a glimpse of him, motionless +there on the verandah steps. + +The boy did not hear Caleb's coming that morning. His head was tilted +forward in that keen attitude of straining intentness which to the man +had already become eloquently characteristic of his hungry spirit. And +for a time Caleb withheld his greeting; instead of speaking he stood +and studied him, and while he studied it all came back again, until the +illusion, if such it were, was far more vivid, far more compelling than +it had been the night before. Caleb told himself that to look only +meant the discovery of new and compelling "points" both in feature and +body, new and surprising suggestions of inbred fineness totally at +variance with the unhemmed white drill trousers and uncouth shoes. And +then, while he was nodding to himself, he realized that the boy was not +looking down into the town in the valley. + +Chin in palm, elbow upon knee, Steve was gazing fixedly in the +direction of Dexter Allison's stucco and timber "summer lodge," and +although Caleb could not have known it, there had been no need for his +silence, for the boy's rapt preoccupation was sound-proof. Caleb heard +voices coming from behind the shrubbery and just as he, a little +perplexed, turned to follow the direction of that fascinated gaze, +Allison himself squeezed through a narrow aperture in the box hedge and +hailed him jovially from the far edge of the lawn. And Caleb Hunter's +brows drew together in a bit of a frown when a slender figure in kilted +black velvet and bright-buckled low shoes, hatless and with thick, +gleaming hair bobbed short in a style strange to Morrison in those +days, flashed through behind him. For Caleb heard the short gasp which +came from the boy's lips, even before the little girl had paused in her +darting advance, on tip-toe like a hovering butterfly, to wave a slim +hand at him. + +Caleb heard the boy's breath suck in between tight teeth; heard it +quiver unsteadily as she appeared on swift feet--and Caleb understood +what had been holding so closely his attention. He understood +absolutely and yet, strange as the mood was, at that moment he couldn't +help but feel, too, somehow a little sorry for the boy--he couldn't +help but think---- His eyes went from Steve's forward thrust head, +from the hair shaggy and unkempt for all its fineness and thickness and +wavy softness, across to that dainty vision which, poised in her +absurdly short skirt like a point of flame, was already gazing back at +the boy upon the steps in open and undisguised amaze. + +All of that characteristic which had been most pronounced in Dexter +Allison, the latter had passed down to this slender girl who was his +daughter, Barbara. No matter how vivid Allison's raiment had been, +Caleb remembered that even when Dexter was a stripling at school, it +had always seemed more a part of the man himself, than just protection +for his body. Caleb had never given it a serious thought up to that +moment, but now it came back to him with added cumulative force. He +recollected that he had often wondered at the child's unconscious +adaptation of mood to the clothes she happened to be wearing; he +recalled how he had seen her demure and distant in misty, pastel-tinted +party frocks or quaintly, infantilely dignified in soberer Sunday +morning garb. But that Saturday morning he realized what the woman was +to be like, when the hem of the velvet skirt no longer hung high above +spindly black legs and the bobbed hair had been allowed to grow and +grow, far below the tiny ears which it now barely covered. + +To Caleb who, without knowing it, from sheer sympathy was viewing her +through the untaught eyes of the boy at his feet, she was no longer a +mere slip of a girl-child, dark-eyed, bewildering of mood and pulsingly +alive. Caleb caught his first illuminating glimpse of the woman she +was to be--of the dainty grace and more than usual beauty which was +there in the promise of the years. And he who was fond of insisting to +his sister Sarah, that there was many a boy back in those hills who, +with his chance, might some day achieve greatness, suddenly realized +how long and weary the road would be for just such a one as the +fascinated little figure on the steps, before he could begin to +approach that level which, to a society that Caleb understood, was +typified by this exquisite, elfin figure, Dexter Allison's daughter. + +He was no snob--Caleb Hunter--and yet the little girl's bearing at that +moment doubly accented for him the gulf which lay between her and the +hills-boy, by name Steve. For though she did pause to stare at his +white drill trousers and unbelievable man-sized boots with frankly +childish astonishment, the next instant she had recovered herself and +without another glance preceded her father across the grass. Quite as +though Steve had not been there at all she passed him, to hesitate +demurely at Caleb's side. + +"Good morning, Uncle Cal," she greeted him. + +And then, quite suddenly, Caleb didn't feel so very sorry after all for +his little visitor. He stopped pitying him. Steve's eyes had not +wavered once from the little girl's face, from the time she appeared in +the hedge gap until she mounted the steps, utterly oblivious to his +nearness; but when she brushed against his elbow, the boy rose and +stood, hat in hand, gravely quiet, gravely possessed, and silently sure +of himself. + +Even after he had answered Barbara Allison's greeting and turned with +his grown-up, ponderous courtesy to present the boy to her, only to be +left with the words hanging upon tongue-tip by her instant +disappearance inside in search of Sarah, Caleb caught no hint of the +thoughts behind those impassive and steady eyes. And yet he knew that +Steve had risen in order that he might bow as he had the night before, +when Caleb introduced him to his sister. + +Dexter Allison, coming up in less airy fashion across the lawn, +surprised Caleb with his mouth still open. + +"Well?" said Dexter Allison--and Caleb recovered himself. + +"Well?" he countered; and then they both laughed softly and shook +hands. It was their unvaried formula of greeting, whether they had not +seen each other for twenty-four hours or twenty-four months. + +And while they were shaking hands the boy turned quietly and re-seated +himself upon the top step. But Allison gave him more notice than had +his daughter Barbara. He stood with his pudgy hands in his pockets, +gazing at the averted face, unconcealed and growing amusement in the +scrutiny, until Caleb, not yet aware of the boy's woods-taught habit of +seeing while seeming not to see, was simultaneously annoyed at +Allison's fatuous grin, and glad of the fact that Steve apparently was +looking the other way. After a time Allison raised quizzical eyes to +Caleb's face. + +"Wel-l-l?" he intoned, and with a little reluctance as reasonless as it +was unnoticed, Caleb answered the inferred question. + +"This--this is a little friend of mine, Dexter," he said, "down from +the hills. He's in to have a look at the city which you have been so +instrumental in arousing to its present state of teeming activity. +This is Stephen O'Mara. Steve--this is Mr. Allison, Steve!" + +Then the boy turned and again rose to his feet, and at that moment +Caleb could have hugged him for his deliberation. The boy inclined his +head; he bowed, without a word. And it was Dexter Allison who first +offered a hand. + +"Glad to make your acquaintance, Stephen," the latter exclaimed with +quite violent good humor. "And how are you?" + +Steve took the hand and closed his brown fingers hard upon the puffy +white ones. For an instant he stood, his eyes, grave and inscrutable, +full upon Allison's smaller ones. "I'm tol-lable," he drawled soberly. +"And--haow be you--yourself?" + +Allison gasped, stood with mouth agape, and then burst into one of his +rather too-frequent, too-hearty laughs. + +"Well, I'm----" he began his favorite phrase of ejaculation, and then +stopped to look down again into the small face before him. "Well, +I'm----" and he stopped to chuckle. Then he turned back to Caleb. + +"I suppose, Cal, you know what this early morning call presages?" he +suggested. + +Caleb recalled himself with an effort from a contemplation of the +sudden, prideful something which had warmed him while Steve was shaking +hands. He smiled, mechanically. + +"I suppose it's the usual raid upon the commissary," he answered. + +Allison mounted heavily to the verandah. + +"Right!" he exclaimed. "Right! You'll notice that Barbara has already +gone on ahead. She's the skirmish line--scouts--videttes--whatever you +please to call 'em. There's no-one up yet--none of the family--over to +our place. We are hungry, Cal. I hope this is waffle morning?" + +Caleb smiled at him, less impersonality in the mirth. It was a regular +custom, this truancy of Barbara Allison and her father--one of the +little human foibles which Caleb often told himself accounted, in part +at least, for his real liking of the man. + +"Waffles it is," he said, and he turned toward the boy. + +"Would you mind finding Miss Sarah, Steve?" he asked. "Will you tell +her, please, that we are to be subjected to another neighborly +imposition?" + +After the boy had disappeared Caleb followed the larger man to a chair. +And this time it was Caleb who met Allison's silence with a +challenging, "Well?" + +"Where did you get him, Cal?" Allison demanded. "Where _did_ you get +him? Those shoes, and those trousers--pants, I guess is the word, eh? +And say, how that little beggar did squeeze my hand! Look here!" + +He held one soft hand up for inspection. There were faint red welts +still visible across the finger joints. + +"Friend of yours, did you say?" + +Without stopping to think about it, Caleb was not so keen to enlarge +upon the boy's obvious "points" as he had been with Sarah. He omitted +to mention his thoughts of the night before, and he omitted any +reference to Old Tom, except for the most hazy explanation that the boy +had no immediate kin. But with an increasing eagerness he dilated upon +the small foot traveler's first view of the "city," his breathless +reception of Allison's own switch engine, and his avowed intention to +"look around a trifle," before he located something to do. + +"I thought I'd take him down this morning and get McLean to give him a +ride in the cab of one of those sheet-iron steam relics of yours," he +finished. + +If Caleb had expected his unadorned recitation of the boy's appearance +to make any impression upon his hearer he would have been disappointed. +But, without any confessed reason for so doing, Caleb had aimed rather +at the opposite effect. And Allison turned from it with a large, +matter-of-fact indifference, to rise and bow to Sarah Hunter, who +appeared that moment in the doorway. + +"Surely--surely," he echoed Caleb's suggestion. "Take him down and +give him a ride! McLean'll be glad of the chance to show someone his +pet buzz-saws and things. I'll walk down with you, myself, after +breakfast. I may be away for a day or two, and I want to leave +directions for changes to be incorporated while I'm gone." + +At the table that morning Caleb noted that there was no hesitation in +Steve's selection from the silver beside his plate, no waiting to +follow in the lead of Sarah Hunter's choice. He noticed, too, that the +boy's eyes did not once lift to those of Barbara Allison, opposite him. +And while the little girl from time to time joined in the conversation, +he not once opened his mouth to speak, until they were almost ready to +rise from their places. + +Allison had been growling genially at the lack of water and the +prolonged drouth which was burning the pasturage to a crisp and +juiceless brown. + +"If that everlasting sun would only stop shining for a while," he said, +"if it'd only rain a bit, I'd like to take a trip back north, +a-fishing, before it gets too late in the season." + +"You mean you'd like a fishing trip as an excuse to go back north, +don't you, Dexter?" Caleb badgered him. + +Allison was smiling blandly, for Caleb's joke over his round-about +methods was an old, old joke, when Stephen O'Mara spoke. + +"It's goin' to rain," said the boy. + +Allison turned toward him, his eyes again quizzical. + +"I suppose so," he admitted. "In the general course of things it'll +come, no doubt, but----" + +The boy interrupted him, shaking his head. + +"It's goin' to come before mornin'," he stated inflectionlessly, "and +it's comin' to stay fer a spell, too!" + +And Allison did not try to hide his broad grin of amusement. + +"You think so, do you, sonny?" he dismissed the matter not unkindly. +"Well, at that, your guess when it comes to the weather, is about as +good as the next man's." + +Once more the boy shook his head. + +"I ain't guessin'," he finished unabashed. "Ner I ain't thinkin' it +will. It'll jest be rainin', come sun-up, and it'll be good for 'til +Wednesday, fer sure!" + +Caleb, watching the boy's face, was on the point of offering to wager +two bits with Allison that the prophecy held good, but Sarah's +well-known attitude toward the vice of gambling checked him in the rash +offer. Besides, he wondered how he could make sound anything but +foolish an offer to back the certainty of a weather forecast which was +based upon nothing but the unassuming and quiet finality of the prophet. + +Barbara Allison insisted upon joining the excursion down to the mill +that morning; she developed a sudden and unshakable resolve to be one +of the party, and after his remonstrances had finally brought stormy +tears to her eyes, Allison surrendered in perplexity to her whim. + +"All right, then," he gave in. "If you want to come as much as all +that, but--but you--now run along, then, with Stephen." + +On the way down the hill he voiced his perplexity to Caleb. + +"When it comes to dealing with men," he said, "I pride myself upon +being able to go back, rather incisively, to first motives. But the +other sex is beyond me! She's always turned up her dainty nose at the +noise and dirt before, and--and now she's ready to cry because I +suggest that she wait with Miss Sarah until we return!" + +Caleb's eyes rested upon the oddly matched little couple ahead in the +road. The boy was carrying his battered hat in his hand, but Barbara +walked with small head up, without a single glance for her escort. +Caleb, noting that Steve's head was forward-thrust, knew that his eyes +must be fastened hungrily upon the town in the valley; and he +understood the reason for the disdainful tilt of the little girl's +chin. For even at the age of ten Barbara Allison was not accustomed to +inattention. Caleb smiled, rather covertly for him. + +"I never knew but one woman whose motives were absolutely transparent," +he mused. "And she--she was the most uninteresting, unsuccessful +female person I ever did know." + +As Allison had promised they found McLean, the white-haired mill +superintendent, only too eager at the prospect of an audience for one +of his voluble tours of the premises. But when Caleb had explained the +main errand upon which they had come, after a long, keen scrutiny of +the boy's face, the burly river-man led the way, without a word, to a +wheezing old two-wheeler in the piling yard. + +"So you'll be wantin' to take a spin in one av me ingines, is it?" he +asked then. And, after a moment: "An' do you think you'll be able to +hang on, whin she gets to r-rollin'?" + +Steve's eyes were like bits of polished steel, so bright they were. It +was a struggle for him to take them, even for a moment, from the engine +before him. + +"I cal'late I kin," he quavered. + +"Well, thin, we'll see." McLean looked up and winked at the engineer +in the diminutive cab. "It's car-reful you'll be, Misther engineer," +he cautioned, "an' watch your steerin' on the cur-rves!" + +He leaned over to lift the boy to the running-board, but Steve, with +one foot upraised, hung back. He faced toward Caleb and, without a +glance in the girl's direction, said: + +"Mebby she--mebby she'd like to go, too?" + +Barbara Allison, chin lifted a little higher, half wheeled and slipped +her hand within that of her father. + +"Thank you, but I don't care to," she refused. + +Steve caught the little toss of her head from the corner of his eye, +and his face went pink. Without another word he clambered up beside +the driver and the engine rolled out of the yard and went clanking down +the uneven, crooked track, leaving a dissolving trail of steam behind. +When it returned the little face at the cab window was tense and +somewhat pale beneath its tan, but the hand upon the throttle beside +the engineer's lay steady as a little pine knot. + +"Well, an' what do you think av her?" McLean demanded with an +assumption of anxiety as the boy dropped to the ground. + +Steve turned and patted the footboard with a proprietary hand. As +grave of mien as his questioner he bobbed his head. + +"She--she certainly kin git up and step," he volunteered. And then, +cocking his head judiciously: "I'll hev to be a-gittin' me one of them +fer myself, some day!" + +McLean chuckled--he chuckled in deep delight within his white +whiskers--and led the way to the mills. But once there the amusement +in his eyes rapidly deepened to amazement, for there were few steps in +the processes upon which the boy could not talk as fluently and +technically as did the mill boss himself. And he knew timber; knew it +with the same infallibility which had, even in McLean, always seemed to +border upon the uncanny. + +It was Allison himself who first called attention to an unsawed log +which was being discarded. + +"That looks like too good a stick to be wasted, doesn't it, McLean?" he +asked. + +Before McLean could answer the boy spat gravely into a pile of sawdust, +his piping voice rising above the shrill scream of the saws. + +"She's holler," he stated succintly. "Dry rotten above the stub!" + +And when Allison raised his brows, interrogatively, McLean dropped one +hand upon the boy's shoulder, a bit of pride in the gesture. + +"Holler she is," he agreed, and he added: "An' I'll be afther knowin' +where to find a riverman av the old school, I'm thinkin', some day whin +the need arises!" + +A man came hunting for McLean at that moment with news that the tram +which carried the logs up from the basin to the saws needed his +attention. They followed him out, Steve hard at his heels, and Barbara +Allison, lips pouted, tight to her father's side. After a brief +examination of the trouble McLean gave a half dozen hurried orders; +then turned to the boy beside him and jerked one thumb over his +shoulder. + +"Run down to the smithy shop, lad," he directed, "an' tell the smith +that I'll be wantin' a strip av str-rap iron, two feet in lingth, av +quarter inch stuff--and three-quarters av an inch wide." + +The boy was off like a deer and back again in a twinkling, +empty-handed, but with an astounding bit of news. + +"The blacksmith says he ain't got no--no iron three-quarters of an inch +wide," he said, and the words were broken by his panting breaths. "But +he says he's got plenty that's six-eighths. Shall I--shall I git some +o' that?" + +He waited the word, poised to go. + +McLean had been kneeling upon the saw-dust strewn ground. Now he rose +and stood, feet apart, gazing down into that face, afire with +eagerness, uplifted to his. Quiet endured for a long time, and then, +at a chuckle from Allison, Steve wheeled--he wheeled just in time to +see Barbara Allison's brows arch and her lips curl in a queer little +smile. And suddenly Allison burst into a loud guffaw. + +Caleb had never seen a change so swift as that which came over the +boy's face. The eager light faded from the gray eyes, until they were +purple where they had been gray before. And Caleb had never seen a +face grow so white--so white and set and dangerous. Stephen O'Mara's +head drooped, he turned and wavered away a step or two. Allison +stopped laughing, abruptly. Then McLean spoke. + +"'Twas funny, mebby," he muttered. "But it was not so damned funny, +aither! An' I--I'll be goin' down now to teach that smith to kape his +funny jokes till afther hours." + +He started toward the shop, and stopped again. + +"It's all right, buddy," he said. "'Tis nothing that you need feel +badly about, for 'twas I who made the mistake. I should have sint you +out to estimate whether our spruce would cut two million feet or less, +an' you'd have come as close as mor-rtal man could, I'll wager. 'Twas +a trivial thing, lad. What's a little matter av figures between min av +the river, eh? We'll leave that to the capitalists who laugh at our +dinseness, me bhoy!" + +With that shot at his employer McLean strode off, fuming. + +Steve hung back beside Caleb on the return trip up the hill. Not once +did he speak, and Caleb, aware of his thinned lips and the bleak +whiteness of his face, did not know what to say himself. He only knew +that he, too, felt unreasonably bitter against Allison for his burst of +mirth. Not until they had left Barbara and her father at their own +gate and were crossing the Hunter lawn did Caleb attempt any remark +whatsoever. + +"I--you musn't feel badly just because you didn't know that +three-quarters and six-eighths were the same, Steve," awkwardly he +tried to comfort him. "I guess there was a time when Allison, in spite +of all his tutors, didn't know it himself, if the truth's old." + +Then Caleb learned that Steve had not even heard Allison's burst of +laughter. He whirled--the boy--and his eyes blazed, hurt, shamed, +bitter, into Caleb's kindly ones. He shook with the very vehemence of +the words that came through twitching lips. + +"_She_ didn't hev no call to smile like that at me," he flung out. "If +I'd ever hed a chance to learn that they wa'n't no difference between +them figgers, and _hedn't_ knowed, she could'a smiled. But I--I ain't +hed my chance--yit!" + +He swung around and stumbled blindly up the steps and groped his way +upstairs. + +Caleb stood there for a long time, motionless, and the one thought +uppermost in his mind was that Steve, like Allison, was scarcely +woman-wise. A low muttering behind him finally recalled him to +himself, and when he turned he saw that here were thunder-heads piling +up in the southwest. One long finger of black cloud was already poked +up over the horizon. He remembered the boy's prophecy of the breakfast +table; remembered what McLean had said in scorn of trivial things, and +he went upstairs to urge Steve to remain and join them in their fishing +trip on Monday--the trip north which Allison had proposed, if it rained. + +He found the boy stretched, face down, upon the bed, a rigid figure of +misery. Out of his deep desire to heal his hurt he even promised him +the use of a most precious rod; he promised to teach him to cast a fly, +come Monday! + +And when the boy finally nodded his head in mute assent, he left him +alone for a while--alone with his bruised spirit that was bigger than +the spare little body which housed it. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +I'LL TELL HER YOU'RE A BAPTIST + +It rained that night. The storm which hung for hours, a threatening +bank of black in the south, finally tore north at sundown, to break +with vicious fury. And again Caleb spent a sleepless night, this time +alone before the fireplace, but the thoughts which kept him awake +failed to grow fantastic and romantically absurd with prolonged +contemplation, as they had the night before. + +Never until that day had he considered his oft-repeated theory that +there was many a boy in those back-woods who, with a chance, might go +far, as anything but an idealistic truth, in the abstract. The +realization that a chance had come to test it, in the concrete, stunned +him at first. + +Dispassionately he summed up all the boy's characteristics that night +and reviewed them, one by one: His poise and utter lack of +self-consciousness, his fearless directness and faith in himself, in +all that he said or did; and they came through the mental assay without +fault or flaw. + +He had already decided that he must go up-river and explore the old tin +box which had been left there, locked in the "cubberd," but he was a +little proud to make his decision before he learned all that it might, +or might not, reveal; he was proud to believe that he knew a +thorough-bred, without a pedigree for confirmation. And when Sunday +morning dawned and the floodlike downpour had subsided to a gray and +steady rainfall, even Caleb, none too weatherwise, knew that it had +come to "stay fer a spell." He knew that the boy who had come marching +down the valley road, two days before, was going to stay, too, if it +lay within his power to persuade him. + +Steve was most taciturn at the table the following morning; his moody +silence puzzled even Sarah Hunter. But when the latter, whose Sunday +schedule no storm could alter, came home from church and found Caleb +and the boy immersed in a mass of flies and leaders, and lines which +had been skeined to dry, her thorough disapproval loosed the boy's +tongue. She stood in the doorway surveying with a frown their +preoccupied industry. + +"It seems to me, Cal," she commented, "that even if _you_ haven't any +regard for the Sabbath, you might do better than lead those younger +than yourself into doing things which might better be left for days +which were meant for such things." + +She swished upstairs before Caleb had a chance to answer. But minutes +after she had gone Steve looked up from a line he was spooling. + +"She ain't particularly pleased, I take it," he remarked. + +"Not particularly," Caleb chuckled. "It's funny, too, because I do +most of this sort of work on Sunday. You'd think she'd become resigned +to it, but she doesn't." + +The boy thought deeply for a while. + +"Didn't--didn't the 'Postles cast their nets on Sunday?" he asked +presently. + +Up shot Caleb's head. + +"Huh-h-h?" he gasped. + +"I sed--didn't the 'Postles cast their nets on Sunday?" Steve repeated. +"Seems to me they did, but I can't just rec'lict now what chapter it +was in." + +Caleb pulled his face into a semblance of sobriety. + +"Seems to me they did," he agreed, a little weakly, "now that you +mention it. I don't just recollect where it occurred, either, at the +moment, but we'll have to look it up, because, as a case of precedent, +it'll be a clincher for Sarah." + +He chuckled for a full hour over the thought before he forgot it. The +boy, however, upon whom Sarah's disapproval had made a more lasting +impression, recalled it to him later. + +Allison joined them Monday morning at daybreak. All day they drove +through the seeping rain--drove north in Caleb's buckboard, to turn off +finally upon a woods trail that ran into the cast, along the lesser +branch of the river. During the ride Steve's bearing toward the third +member of the party was too plain to escape notice, for he never looked +at nor directed a word to Allison unless it was in reply to a direct +question, and then his answers were almost monosyllabic. But Allison, +who, as usual, gave his undivided attention to the country through +which they were passing, in attitude toward the boy was even more +remarkable. + +Once when they had halted at noon he pointed out a hillside of pine, +black beneath the rain, close-clustered and of mastlike straightness. + +"There's a wonderful stand of pine, Cal," he remarked. "I'd venture to +say that it would cut at least two million feet." + +Instantly, although the remark was addressed to him, Caleb knew that it +was Stephen's comment for which Allison was angling. And hard upon his +casual statement the boy's head came sharply around. + +"She'll run nigh double that," he swallowed the bait. "She'll run +double--and mebby a trifle more." + +Nor did Allison even smile now. + +"What makes you think so?" he asked. + +Again there came the boy's pat answer. + +"I ain't thinkin'," he said. "It's jest there! They're close +set--them trees--and they're clear, clean to the tops. There ain't a +stump there that won't run near ten standard." + +Allison squinted and finally nodded his head. + +"Maybe," he agreed, "maybe." + +But later Caleb saw him enter some figures in his small, black-bound +notebook. + +That night the episode was repeated with a bit of variation. They had +set up their tent and made camp, a little before nightfall. Far below +them, hidden by the trees, the east branch cut a threadlike gash +through the center of a valley broad enough and round enough to have +been a veritable amphitheater of the gods. The whole great hollow was +clothed with evergreen, a sea of dripping tops in the semi-gloom, and +Allison, when he had set aside his plate and lighted his pipe, lifted a +hand in a gesture which embraced it all. + +"If you weren't so lazy-brained, Cal," he said, "that sight would stir +in you something more than a mere appreciation of what you call the +'sublimity of sheer immensity.' For the man who can look ahead ten or +a dozen years there is an undreamed of fortune right here in this +alley." + +Caleb yawned. + +"No doubt," he agreed. "But I didn't coin that phrase for immense +fortunes. I guess I'm old-fashioned enough to like it a whole lot +better just as it is." + +Then he became suddenly aware of the tense earnestness with which +Stephen O'Mara was listening. And when Allison, thinking aloud, mused +that the cost of driving the timber down the shallow stream to the +far-off mills would be, perhaps, prohibitive, words fairly leaped to +the boy's lips. + +"But they--they won't be drivin' that timber by floods, when they git +to tacklin' these here valleys," he exclaimed. "Old Tom ses when they +really git to lumberin' these mountains they'll skid it daown to the +railroad tracks and yank it out by steam!" + +That sober statement in the piping voice had a strange effect upon +Allison. He leaned forward, a sort of guarded astonishment in his +attitude, to peer at the childish face in the fire-glow. Then he +seemed to remember that it was just a bit of a woods-waif who had +spoken. But Caleb, who was lazy-brained in some matters, sensed that +Steve had put into words Allison's own unspoken thought, just as +Allison at that moment voiced the question which he was about to utter +himself. + +"I suppose it was this--this Old Tom who taught you all these things +you know about timber?" he said, curious. + +Steve pondered the question. + +"Wal-l-l, yes," he answered at last. "Old Tom learned me some, +but--but most of it I kind of feel as if I always knowed." + +The boy was fast asleep, curled up beneath the blankets, when Caleb +finally broached, that night, the matter which had kept him awake the +entire night before. And when he had finished Allison sat quiet for a +long time before he offered any reply. + +"You mean----" he began, at length. + +"I just mean that I'm going to give him his chance," Caleb cut in. His +voice was hushed, but vehement. "Why, man, think what he has this +minute, to start with! A brain as clear as a diamond, absolutely +fresh, absolutely unspoiled or fagged with the nonsensical fol-de-rol +which makes up the bulk of the usual boy's education of his age, and a +working knowledge, for instance, of this north country which most men +might envy. Why, the possibilities are limitless!" + +Allison puffed his pipe in silence. + +"No doubt you're right," he admitted. "In ten years, with a technical +education to back up his practical knowledge, he might prove priceless +to someone who had need of such a specialist. Always assuming, of +course, that he developed according to promise. But the possibilities +are limitless, too, in the other directions, aren't they?" + +"Meaning?" invited Caleb. + +"Well, you don't know any too much concerning his antecedents, do you?" +Allison suggested. "And still----" + +"I don't have to," Caleb interrupted, "not after one look at him!" + +"--And still, if you catch a boy young enough," Allison finished +serenely, "you can make a fairly presentable gentleman out of almost +any material, with time enough and money enough to teach him what to +do." + +"You can," Caleb came back, "but no matter how much money you spend, +you can't make the sort of a gentleman out of him, that knows without +being taught, what _not_ to do! They--they have to be born to that, +Dexter." + +And there they let it drop. But the next morning, when they were alone +upon the brook, Caleb, after several false starts managed to re-open +the subject with the boy himself. + +"Has it ever occurred to you, Steve," he asked, "that all these things +you know about the woods might be valuable, some day, to--to men who +pay well for such knowledge?" + +Steve paid no apparent heed to the question until he had landed a trout +which he had hooked a moment before. It was a heavy fish--and Caleb +had promised to teach him how to handle that fly-rod! Then he looked +up. + +"Once Old Tom sed they'd be payin' me more'n he ever earned in his +lifetime, jest to go a-raound and tell 'em how much good lumber they +was in standin' trees. Is that--is that what you mean?" + +"Partly--partly, but not entirely, either," Caleb went on. "You said +last night that when they got to lumbering these mountains, they'd be +taking it out by steam. When they do they'll want men who know the +woods--but they'll have to know how to bridge rivers and cross swamps, +too, won't they?" + +The boy promptly forgot his fishing. Knee-deep in the stream he faced +squarely around toward Caleb, and from that glowing countenance the man +knew that he had only repeated something which, long before, had +already fired the boy's imagination. + +"They's places where I kin git 'em to learn me them things, ain't +they?" he demanded. + +"Yes," said Caleb. "There are places. And you--you were thinking of +going to school?" + +"Thinkin' of it?" echoed Steve. "I always been thinkin' of it. Why, +thet's all I come outen the timber fer!" + +"But you said you meant to locate something to do," the man argued, +nonplussed, "after you had looked around a trifle." + +Steve's eyes dropped toward the white drill trousers and big boots, the +latter half-hidden from sight by the swirling water. + +"I got to earn money first," he explained patiently. "I--I jest +couldn't git to go to school--in these here clothes!" + +"Oh!" murmured Caleb. "Oh!" And then, recovering himself: "That'll +take a long time," he ventured. + +The boy smiled, strangely--the first smile of man's sophistication +which Caleb had seen upon his face. + +"I've always hed to wait a long time fer everything I've wanted," he +answered, "but I always git it, just the same, if I only want it hard +enough." + +[Illustration: "I've always hed to wait a long time for everything I've +wanted," the boy answered, "but I always get it, just the same, if I +only want it hard enough."] + +Caleb cleared his throat, self-consciously. + +"Still," he argued again, "it would waste some very valuable years. +Now--now what do you think of staying with me, and--and starting in +this fall?" + +The boy's lips fell apart while he stood and gaped up into Caleb's +slightly red face. + +"You mean," he breathed, "you mean--jest live--with you?" + +"That was my idea," said Caleb. + +And then, slowly, the boy's head dropped again, as it had when he bowed +to gaze at his uncouth, begrimed clothes. The man thought that he +caught the inference of that moment of silence. + +"We can fix up the matter of clothes later," he made haste to forestall +any objection in that direction. "That doesn't amount to anything, +anyway." + +The clear eyes lifted again, steady and wide and very, very grave. + +"I always knowed it was comin'," said Stephen O'Mara. "I always knowed +it was a-comin'--this chance--even when I didn't know _haow_ it would +come. Ner I wa'n't thinkin' about my clothes. I reckon I kin learn +jest as fast in these as in any. I was jest thinkin' about Miss Sarah. +She--she might not like it, hevin' two men folks a-raound the house, +under foot." + +It was Caleb's turn to stand, agape. + +"Miss Sarah?" he faltered, astonished--and then he remembered. He +laughed, unsteadily, with relief. For an instant he had been +inexplicably afraid that the boy was going to refuse his offer. + +"Why, you musn't mind what Sarah said yesterday," he rushed on. +"She--she--well, she's a Baptist, Steve, and you know what that means." + +He leaned forward a little, his voice quite stealthily confidential. + +"But I can fix that all right," he promised. "I can surely fix that. +For I'll tell her--I'll tell her you're a Baptist, too! Will you--will +you stay?" + +And after a time solemnly Steve nodded. Later, when alone, Caleb +chuckled mountainously over his reply. + +"Thet's--thet's what I cal'late I be," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU + +On the drive home Wednesday Caleb rehearsed a half score of speeches +with which he might apprise his sister Sarah of the step he had taken; +but when the time came for him to employ one of them, he forgot the +entire lot and had to resort to a bald and stammered statement of the +facts, which sounded more like a confession of guilt than anything +else. It had grown colder with the storm and directly after a hastily +swallowed supper, with many indignant glances for her brother, Sarah +had bundled the boy off upstairs to bed, for he had come in out of the +rain as sleekly wet as a water-rat, and blue-fingered and blue-lipped +from cold. So it happened that they were alone before the fireplace +when Caleb made known his decision. + +"I've never done much of anything for anybody but myself, you know, +Sarah," Caleb hesitatingly tried to account for his conduct. "And this +seems to me to be as big an opportunity as I'll ever have. You--you +like the boy, don't you, so far as you have become acquainted with him?" + +While he was explaining Caleb wished that his sister would look him in +the face, once at least. It was hard to know what she was thinking +when she sat like that, staring into the fire. He waited, not without +grave misgivings, for her reply. + +"Yes, I like him," she assented, after a while. + +"You do think that he might amount to something?" Caleb insisted. + +"I feel almost sure of it," his sister admitted. + +There didn't seem much ground to be gained along that tack, so Caleb +gave up trying to apologize for what he had done. + +"Of course it--it comes as a surprise to you," he murmured. "It is +pretty sudden--but I don't think that either of us will ever regret it." + +And then Sarah faced 'round toward her brother. Her eyes were +unaccountably wet, but there was laughter on her lips. + +"A surprise--a--a somewhat sudden!" she faltered. "Why, I knew you +were going to do it that first day when you came sidling up to the +veranda behind him. I was certain of it, even then. And if you hadn't +decided to, why, I'd made up my mind that I'd do it myself, if you ever +came back from that endless fishing-trip!" + +And there, as Caleb put it later to Allison, were three days of +perfectly good diplomatic preparation gone all to waste. For it was +Sarah who monopolized the conversation that evening. She ran on and +on, from one plan to another, eager, half-breathless, and more wildly +prophetic than the man had dared to be, until the realization gradually +dawned in her brother's brain that great as had been his desire to keep +the boy there in the white place on the hill, it had been dwarflike +beside her woman-hunger. It astonished him, when he mentioned the +subject of clothes, to find how far she had outstripped him in actual +deed. + +"I've been rummaging through some of the old chests upstairs, too," she +caught up his suggestion. "To-day I explored for hours and found some +of the things you used to wear which look as though they hadn't been +worn at all. I laid some of them out for him to put on when he gets up +in the morning. And, Cal, who'd ever believe now that a plump behemoth +like you ever could have worn such--such dainty and cunning things!" + +The inferred description should have prepared Caleb, but at the moment +he failed to remember that it was some forty years since the garb she +mentioned had been in vogue. Instead he blushed uncomfortably at the +gurgle in her throat. And so, the next morning, when a little figure +in velvet jacket and pantaloons--velvet of the same jet hue in which +Barbara Allison had first appeared to the boy a day or two +before--stopped at the head of the long stairway, the moment was robbed +of not one whit of its sensationalism. + +Caleb remembered then; and it did seem inconceivable that he could ever +have worn that costume, for the boy in the black velvet might have +stepped bodily from the pages of sheerest romance. There were +red-topped boots upon the slim feet which the day before had been +encased in Old Tom's cast-off brogans; these were ruffed cuffs of +sheerest white linen at brown and sinewy wrists, and burnished silver +buttons down the front of the jacket for the silken corded clasps which +fastened it across his small chest--silver buttons to match upon the +quaintly short sleeves. + +Stephen O'Mara hesitated just the fraction of a moment before he +started methodically down the stairs. And immediately Caleb's +amazement at the thought that those clothes had once been worn by him +gave way to a newer wonder. For the boy, in spite of the fact that his +small face above the pleated collar was burning hot with consciousness +of self, wore them in a fashion unforgettable. Then Caleb realized how +great an effort it must be costing the boy to make that slow descent in +the face of his goggle-eyed stare, and with the most casual of good +mornings he led the way to the table. + +There was something in Sarah's fluttering delight over the boy's +appearance that morning which awoke an almost hysterical impulse in her +brother. For he knew, as completely as though he had heard it from the +boy's own lips, that nothing in the world but the knowledge that "Miss +Sarah" wished it would have carried Steve through the ordeal of his +first appearance. They had a word together--Sarah and Caleb--after +breakfast. + +"Did you ever see anything like him, Cal?" she demanded of her brother. +"Did you! Oh, I never dared hope he would look like that!" + +Caleb pulled reflectively at his lower lip. + +"I never did," he admitted. And then, offhandedly: "What--did he say +anything, last night, when you told him to wear those things, this +morning." + +"Why, no," Miss Sarah laughed a little. "No. But he--Cal, he just sat +and looked at me, oh, so soberly, for the longest time. He made me +think somehow of a puppy that knows he's going to be scrubbed and--and +dreads it exceedingly. It's because of those dreadful things he's been +wearing, don't you suppose so?" + +"No doubt of it," her brother said. "No doubt! And now I'm going over +to invite Dexter Allison to come and take a look at him. I was telling +him only yesterday that a gentleman had to be a gentleman born." + +When Caleb came back, an hour later, with Allison at his heels, he +searched the house through without finding the boy. In his perplexity +he appealed to Sarah, who followed him to the front door. + +"Where's Stephen?" he asked. + +Sarah nodded to Allison. + +"Why, I waited a half-hour, Cal," she said, "and then, when I thought +you wouldn't be back for a while, I sent him downtown--I sent him to +the village----" + +Caleb seemed fairly to shrink. + +"You sent him down to the village?" he echoed. "Did he--did he change +his clothes?" + +"For some eggs," Sarah rounded out the sentence. + +"And of course he didn't!" Suddenly her brother's face alarmed her. +"Cal," she exclaimed, "I haven't done anything I shouldn't have done, +have I?" + +Caleb turned a wry face toward Allison. + +"In--that--outfit!" he groaned. "Down to the village, and it's a +lumber town! He's gone, and if he doesn't have to fight his way back +then I----" + +Sarah's alarm changed to fear instantly. She stepped out upon the +porch. + +"I never thought of that," she whispered. "But you don't really +think----" + +In her agitation she turned to Allison for contradiction. But Allison, +after placing a chair for her, drew one up for himself and, with an +expansive smile of anticipation upon his face, propped his feet upon +the rail. + +"I think," he assured her, with no comfort in the assurance, "that this +will be well worth watching through to the finish!" + +They sat and waited and in due course of time the boy returned. As he +appeared at the gate Sarah, with a strange choking sound in her throat, +half rose and then dropped weakly back into her chair. And even to +Allison, who had fondly looked forward to the worst, the little suit +with the pretty ruffed cuffs was an unbelievable wreck. The coat had +been ripped from hem to collar and dangled loose upon either side as +the boy advanced toward them; the knees of the trousers were split till +the bare skin showed through beneath, and those portions of the fabric +which were not encrusted with dirt were liberally o'er-spread with egg. + +After one stricken glance at the spectacle Sarah tottered to her feet +and retreated none too steadily into the house. But it wasn't the +condition of the boy's clothes which held Caleb's gaze. He was +watching his face. For as Steve marched across the lawn the dangerous +whiteness of the boy's countenance half frightened the man. His lips +were a thin streak across a jaw tight clamped and flecked with blood in +one corner. And his eyes had the wide-open fixity of a sleep-walker. +Steve had reached the top of the steps in his mechanical approach +before Caleb spoke. And even then, when he turned, he seemed only half +to see the two men who were waiting his coming. + +"Well?" faltered Caleb. + +The boy stopped short and slowly turned his head. Both men heard that +breath, short and harsh, in the moment of silence. + +"Just what does this mean?" Caleb attempted again. "Where have you +been?" + +He hardly recognized the boy's voice. + +"I been daown to the city," Steve slurred the words. "I been daown to +git Miss Sarah a dozen eggs--and I run into trouble--daown +there--a-gittin' 'em!" + +"I--I should assume that you had," murmured Caleb. "But you've brought +the eggs back with you, or most of them, I see, even though they aren't +in particularly edible condition." + +That was as long as Allison could endure it; he burst into a fit of +laughter which lasted until he was moaning for breath. And Steve, +teeth set, waited without moving until the noisy outburst was over. + +"You'd better go upstairs and get into your old clothes," Caleb advised +him then. "And I'll get you something less--less dangerous to wear +before night." + +But the boy stood rigid still. + +"Will you," he asked, "will you give me another quarter now?" + +Allison looked up quickly from wiping his eyes. + +"A quarter," echoed Caleb slowly, even while he reached into his pocket +and handed the coin to the boy. "Now what do you----Here, where are +you going now?" + +Steve had turned and was marching down the steps. He paused a minute +to explain, however. + +"Why, I'm goin' back daown to the city," he grated out. "I'm goin' +back after Miss Sarah's eggs!" + +And he went and when he returned the creases in the paper bag which +held his purchase were as fresh as when it had left the grocer's +counter. + +"Well I'm--I'm damned!" Allison murmured, after the boy had entered the +house. "I _am_ damned! You'll have to bring that youngster over, Cal, +and introduce him to the children." + +Caleb couldn't help it. + +"I told you so!" he said. + +That was only a beginning. The next fortnight was filled with more new +experiences than either Caleb or his sister would have believed could +be crammed into twenty times that duration. And Caleb spent most of +his waking hours boasting to the tolerant Allison of new and quite +astonishing traits which he found in the boy. + +Acting upon Dexter's suggestion the man took Steve across the very next +day and presented him to the children who were guests in the big stucco +and timber house: Little, shy, transparent-skinned Mary Graves and +Garret Devereau and Archibald Wickersham--the Right Honorable Archie. +But from the very first, Steve's lack of enthusiasm for their company +impressed itself upon Caleb. As a matter of fact, the boy did cross +over and join in their games the first day or two, but it was only +after Caleb himself had suggested it. And more often than not he would +be back again, before an hour had passed, to sit silent and moody, chin +in hand, upon the steps, gazing north at the hills. It puzzled Caleb +mightily; he laid it to homesickness at the beginning. + +Toward Barbara Allison, throughout those days, Steve's bearing was that +of frank and undisguised wonder and worship. Whatever they did, no +matter what they played at, his eyes rarely left the little girl's +bobbed head. For any feat which he performed he invariably turned to +her for approbation. And in return for that worship Barbara's +treatment of him was truly feminine. He out-ran the other boys as a +deer might outrun an ox; he out-leaped them without putting himself to +an effort, but he won scant attention or visible admiration from the +dark-eyed Barbara. She was far more likely to turn from his hungry +eyes to compliment the Honorable Archie upon his clumsy performance +with a sweetness that left Steve biting his lips in lack of +understanding. More than once it made even Caleb grit his teeth--the +little girl's disdainfully tilted chin--and when Steve's reluctance to +leave his own yard became an unmistakable thing, he spoke to Sarah +about it. + +"Maybe I'm prejudiced, blindly," he growled, "but I do believe that +there is nothing in the world to equal the absolute and refined cruelty +of a woman-child of ten--unless it is that of a woman of twenty or +thirty, and on up the scale--when she first finds out that a man cares +enough for her so that she can really hurt him! If that Barbara was a +boy I'd catch her and switch her--Allison or no Allison!" + +At any other time Sarah would have defended her own sex with much +asperity; instead, there was something oddly wistful in her answer. + +"If it were only the way she treats him," she mused, "I wouldn't mind +so much." The sudden outraged glint in her eyes startled Caleb. "That +isn't the reason he doesn't want to play with them. They have been +laughing at him, Cal; they have all been making fun of him, +openly--mocking his speech and--and manners! All of them, that is, +save Garry Devereau." + +Caleb's face hardened. + +"Did he tell you that?" he demanded, surprised. + +"Oh, no," Sarah exclaimed. "And you musn't mention it to him. I just +gathered it from something he let drop the other day. You know, Cal, +he hardly knows one figure from the other, but his reading is truly +marvelous. He can read as fluently, as expressively, as you or I can; +and one day, after he had been reading aloud for me, I asked him why he +didn't talk as--as he read. He didn't know what I meant at first, but +he understood the minute I tried to explain. + +"'Do you mean I ought to talk in book language?' he asked. + +"I told him that was my meaning, and after a time his blessed little +face began to go red. + +"'Do--do they,' and he nodded over yonder, Cal, 'do they all talk--like +books?' + +"So you see! And he's been trying ever since to correct his quaint +idioms and funny contractions, but it'll take a long time to correct a +mental process which is habit with him." Sarah's face grew resentful. +"I wish we'd never let him go over there, in the first place. We +should have known! For there isn't a look or a whispered comment, +which he doesn't catch. And, Cal, I doubt if even I have fathomed the +depths of his sensitiveness." + +"We'll stop his going," Caleb stated flatly. "We'll keep him away from +them." And under his breath he added something which Sarah had never +heard him say in her presence. + +But it needed no word of Caleb's to keep Steve at home. Without some +suggestion to urge him, the latter showed no inclination to leave his +own yard; and yet he would sit, too, for hours upon the top step of the +veranda, staring in the direction of the stucco lodge and listening to +the voices behind the high hedge. More and more often Garry Devereau +came over and joined him instead, and together the pair made almost +daily trips down to the mills. A quick intimacy had grown up between +the two boys--an intimacy which seemed all the stranger to Caleb +because of the very contrast between them. + +Garret Devereau was two years older in actual age and a half dozen in +the matter of knowledge. Already, while still in knickerbockers, he +was beginning to show how entirely he was the son of his father. For +the older Devereau had grown up from a handsome, dark-skinned, reticent +boy into a moody and cynical skeptic who, at the age of thirty, had put +the muzzle of his own revolver against his temple and pulled the +trigger, because as he phrased it, "he was tired of the game." The +skepticism was already there in Garry Devereau's slow smile. And Caleb +often felt that the boy's black eyes were looking through and beyond, +rather than at him. The bond of mutual understanding which seemed to +exist between him and Steve puzzled Caleb; but he was glad of it, for +all that. It kept the boy from being left entirely alone. + +Later, when he had had weeks and months to ponder it, the outcome of it +all seemed only logical to Caleb Hunter. It seemed to him then that he +should have foreseen it from the very first. But as it was, when the +denouement of which neither he nor Sarah had dreamed did come, it broke +with a suddenness that was cataclysmic to both of them. + +From the beginning Steve had evinced an insatiable appetite for books; +he started in to devour everything upon which he could lay his hands, +and the Hunter library was lined with well-stocked cases. But it was +the history volumes which drew him most; with a fat tome upon his knees +he would sit for hours in a corner upon the floor, his eyes glued to +the pages. And one day, two weeks after the occurrence of the eggs, he +came to Sarah with a shy question, a book in one hand. After she had +caught the drift of his query, Sarah took the volume and found that he +had been reading of the fabulous deeds of King Arthur and his Knights +of the Round Table. His breathless interest in the subject thrilled +and warmed the tiny woman, for more than once she had asserted to her +brother that his very bearing was that of a small and sturdy knight of +old, and she explained and elaborated upon the printed text far more +appealingly than she had had any idea was in her power. + +Steve went back to his reading after she had finished, but ever and +again that morning his eyes, blank with preoccupation, wandered from +the type; ever and again his ears seemed to be straining to catch the +echo of childish trebles from the yard beyond the hedge. And after +dinner Caleb was astonished when the boy explained, a little awkwardly, +that he was going over to Allison's grounds for a while. Allison +himself passed Steve in the hedge gap and, with a word of greeting, +stopped to shake hands with him gravely. So it came about that they +were sitting together, Dexter and Caleb, smoking in silence, when +Barbara Allison's first wild scream came shrilling to their ears. They +waited, staring at each other until the riotous clamor which rose set +them to running across the lawn. But the scene which met Caleb's eyes +when he burst through the shrubbery froze him into immobility. + +There was a seething pack of children around two writhing figures upon +the ground; they were all shrieking in soprano panic--all save Garry +Devereau. He, standing a little to one side, was smiling his queer, +crooked, handsome smile, while Stephen O'Mara mauled the Honorable +Archibald Wickersham with true riverman thoroughness, which meant the +infliction of the greatest possible damage in the least possible time. +An inscrutable sort of contempt curled his lips when Barbara Allison +frantically begged him to rescue the small Britisher from the storm of +fists--a man's contempt for another man who does not take his +punishment in silence. For the howls of the Honorable Archie were +louder and more piercing than the loudest of the hysterical little +girls who were watching. + +Caleb felt as a man feels who tries to run in a nightmare and cannot +make his feet obey the commands of his brain. It was only when Barbara +Allison dropped desperately to her knees beside the huddle of arms and +legs and straining bodies and began to beat with tight-clenched little +hands upon Steve's tousled head, that the power of action returned to +him. He fairly leaped forward then, scattering the circle before his +weighty rush and, leaning over to get a firm grip upon his collar, +jerked Steve upright with one mighty heave. That effort raised the +Honorable Archie to his feet, also, for Steve was clamped to his +antagonist, or victim, with a bulldog grip. + +It grew very quiet when Caleb whirled the boy around and stood peering +sternly down into his battle-streaked features. Allison strode quietly +up in that moment. + +"Well?" Caleb didn't know just how to begin, but his voice was cold. +"Well, young man, can you explain just what this means?" + +The Honorable Archie limped away a pace or two and, whimpering, fell to +rearranging his crumpled raiment--fell to dabbling at a bruised and +swollen nose. When he found that there was blood upon his handkerchief +he howled again, but the rest of the children waited, appalled, for +Steve's answer. + +Had the boy burst into bitter expletive at that instant Caleb would not +have been so surprised as he was at Steve's reception of his question. +The latter looked up, just pushed his long hair back from his forehead +with one quick hand; and then smiled, very, very slowly. + +"Nuthin'--nuthin' much," he qualified the statement. "Only we was +goin' to play King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table! He +wanted to be her knight"--an uncomplimentary thumb indicated the +Honorable Archie--"and--and so did I." This time his eyes went to +Barbara, who was listening, her teeth sunk in her lip. "He wanted to +be her knight--an'--an' he ain't got no call to be, because in case of +trouble, or anything, he couldn't purtect her! He couldn't fight good +enough to take good keer o' her, because I kin fight better. I--I just +licked him to prove it!" + +And there the matter-of-fact explanation halted. + +Caleb never knew just what he had meant to do when he first dragged the +boy away from his shrieking rival. But while he stood there, looking +down into that glowing face, he realized that he had walked into a +situation bigger than any with which he was prepared to cope. Already +it had become veritable comedy to the broadly grinning Allison--but it +seemed symbolic to Caleb. He sensed how close it lay to tragedy +itself; he found himself arguing kindly, in place of the rebuke which +he had thought to deliver. + +"But in the days when knighthood was in flower, Steve," he explained +ponderously, "the--the fair ladies always chose their own knights, +didn't they?" + +But the question had an entirely unexpected effect upon the boy. For, +instead of wiping the smile from the small and wistfully earnest face, +it only softened it. Shyly Steve fell to kicking the turf with the toe +of his new boot; then his head came up and, flaming red, he squared his +shoulders and faced Barbara full. The move was unmistakable--he was +just waiting for her to name him the knight of her choice. And, +instead, the little girl, her eyes twin shafts of searing scorn, curled +her lips at him and fairly spat out the words in her shaking rage. + +"You--you--_my_ knight?" she half whispered, "_You_!" And she turned +her back and went, solicitously, toward Archie and his rumpled clothes. + +Even Allison stopped smiling, even Devereau forgot his curious +amusement, at the livid change which came over Steve's face with that +answer which she flung at him. The boy fell away a step before her +fierce little visage; he crooked one arm, over the cheek where her +fists had beaten the skin pink a moment before. And then her meaning +struck him like a blow between the eyes. + +Shoulders slumped forward, head hanging low, he wheeled on heel and +started for the gap in the hedge. Caleb could not move, nor did +Allison, whose wits were quick enough in most things. But Garry +Devereau followed and overtook his friend. He did not speak to him; he +merely dropped one hand upon his drooping shoulders. And yet the men, +had they talked for an hour, could not have conveyed all that there was +in that second of contact. For it proved electrical in its effect. +Steve whirled again and came marching back, head up now--back to the +group which had not moved. Straight up to Barbara he went and faced +her once again. + +"I wa'n't good enough to be your knight, was I?" he accused her in a +hushed and vibrant voice. "I--I don't know enough, ner I can't talk +good enough, to be your knight. I ain't good enough fer you! But I'm +a-goin' to be--do you hear? I'm a-goin' to be--an' when I am . . . +when I am . . . then I'll come back to you!" + +This time, rigid as a lance, he disappeared from sight. Caleb stood +staring at the ground. Allison stood and stared at the horizon. + +And when Barbara finally started, white of face and silent, toward the +stucco house, Caleb, too, turned and followed his boy home. It was the +first time in his memory that he and Dexter Allison had parted in +anger, and at that moment Caleb believed that he hated the man and all +that was his! + +Steve had gone straight to his room, but one glimpse of his bloodless +face had told Sarah too much and too little. After her brother had +explained she would not let him go upstairs to the boy. + +"It will be better to leave him alone for a while," she said. "It has +been coming for days, this thing. I think I knew it would come--but +how could we have stopped it, Cal? And you won't believe me, but it's +because Barbara Allison cares more for our boy's little finger than she +could for a hundred Archie Wickershams that she--she said what she did. +Women do those things, and even I, who am a woman, can't tell you why!" + +Steve did not come downstairs for supper that night, and when he failed +to appear at the breakfast hour, both Caleb and Sarah mounted to his +room, fear in their hearts. The bed had not been slept in; the sheets +were not even disarranged, but there was a scrap of paper pinned to one +pillow-slip. It wasn't written in "book language"--that short +message--for it was not his brain, but his heart, which had phrased it: + + +I'm a-comin' back--I'm comin' back to you, someday when they won't be +no need fer you to be ashamed fer me. I'm takin' my new clothes with +me because I knowed you would a-wanted me to--and the shoes, too. I'm +askin' you to take keer of Ole Samanthy til I come fer her--and Miss +Sarah ain't got no call to worry, fer I could always take keer o' +myself. + + +It was signed "Stephen O'Mara." + +Sarah's face went white when she had read it through. Her knees +weakened under her and she had to sit down. + +"Why, Cal--why, Cal, he's--he's gone," she quavered. + +And Caleb nodded down into her stricken face. + +"Yes--he--he's gone," he breathed. + +Sarah swallowed hard. Then two bright tears crept out from under her +eyelids and went coursing down her cheeks. She rose and groped her way +to her own room. + +Caleb found Barbara Allison waiting in the living-room when he, still +numb from the shock, went back downstairs. She came up to him and +stood a moment, twisting the fingers of one hand within those of the +other. + +"I want to see Stephen, please, Uncle Cal," she faltered. + +Caleb drew a deep and unsteady breath. + +"Steve isn't here, Barbara," he said as gently as he could. + +The child didn't understand. + +"Father sent me over to apologize," she explained slowly. "I'm to tell +him that I'm sorry. But I--I want to tell him, too, that if I couldn't +have him for my knight--I--I wouldn't ever have any knight at all!" + +Caleb felt a tightening at his throat which made speech difficult. + +"But Steve has gone away," he managed to gulp. + +A shadow came into the big dark eyes lifted to his. + +"He'll be back for breakfast, won't he?" she asked, hopefully. + +"I'm afraid not, Barbara. I'm afraid now that he may never come +back--again." + +She didn't understand what he meant at first, so Caleb tried to +explain. But when his voice broke and trailed off into a husky whisper +there was no further need of explanation. She ran then and threw +herself in a passion of tears upon a window-seat in the corner. Caleb +found his chair. And after a time he felt a small hand touch his +sleeve; he felt a wet cheek pressed tight to his own. + +"Oh, don't you feel so badly, too, Uncle Cal," Barbara sobbed. +"Please--please! Because he _is_ coming back! He told me he would--he +told me he would, himself!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +MY MAN O'MARA + +For a week and more Caleb Hunter scoured the surrounding country. He +whipped over the hills in every direction, half hopeful that he might +overtake the boy who had gone in the night. But none of the farmers on +the outlying roads had seen pass their way a little foot traveler such +as he described, and after a time even that small hope died. + +When Dexter Allison came over the next day, his face far more perturbed +than Caleb had ever before seen it by the news which Barbara, in tears, +had carried to him, Caleb found that his anger had somehow oozed away +during the night. Allison's concern was too genuine to be feigned; and +Caleb learned too, that morning, that beneath his neighbor's amusement +at the boy there had always been a strain of admiration for his sturdy +gravity and more than a bit of wonder at his uncanny knowledge of +things which were as sealed books to Dexter. + +Together the two men searched for Steve, driving in silence through the +country, until they both realized that the search was useless. And at +last one day in early fall, Caleb started alone upon his errand into +that stretch of timber to the north which the boy himself had vaguely +designated as "up-river." + +He spent a week in the saddle before he located the cabin of the +"Jenkinses" in an isolated clearing upon the main branch of the river. +If the journey could have been made cross-country, straight through the +wilderness itself, it would have been no more than a ten-mile ride from +that cabin to the same huge valley at the headwaters of the east +branch, where he and Dexter and the boy had camped only a few days +before. But it was a two days' journey around the backbone of that +ridge alone, by trail. And even then, when he did locate the +"Jenkinses," it took hours of quiet argument before Caleb could +convince those shy and suspicious people that his errand was an honest +one. Eventually they did come to believe him; they led him, a-foot, +another half mile up the timber-fringed stream, to a log cabin set back +in the balsams upon a needle carpeted knoll. And they stood and stared +in stolid wonder at this portly man in riding breeches and leather +puttees, when he finally emerged from that small shack, "Old Tom's" tin +box under his arm, and, with lips working strangely, pinned the door +shut behind him. + +Caleb left in the limp fingers of the head of the Jenkins' household a +yellow-tinted note of a denomination which they had not even known +existed; he left them half-doubting its genuineness, until later when +there came an opportunity to spend it. And Sarah was waiting at the +door of the white place on the hill when Caleb wheeled into the yard at +dusk, two days later. + +"You've found him!" she exclaimed as she glimpsed his face when he +entered the hall. + +Caleb shook his head, his heart aching at the hunger in her question. + +"No, I haven't found _him_, Sarah," he said gently enough. "But +I--I've found out _who he is_!" + +They forgot their supper that night. With heads close together they +hung for hours over the ink-smeared sheaf of papers which the tin box +yielded up. Most of them were covered with a cramped and misspelled +handwriting which they knew must be that of the one whom Steve had +called "Old Tom." Some of them were hard to decipher, but their import +was very, very clear. + +There was one picture--a miniature of a girl, eager of face and wavy of +hair. Her relationship to the boy was unmistakable. Sarah found that +and wept over it silently, and while she wept Caleb sifted out the +remaining loose sheets and came upon a bundle of tax receipts. These +puzzled him for a moment, until, at the very bottom of the box he found +a folded and legal-looking document. He opened that and then he +understood--he understood just how every penny had been spent which Old +Tom had been able to earn. After the swiftest of examinations, Caleb +refolded the paper and slipped it into his own pocket, without showing +it to Sarah at all. Just at that instant he was not sure why he meant +to keep its existence to himself, but even then, back in his brain, the +reason was there. At length he turned to his sister. + +"It's not hard to understand now, is it?" he said. "It's pretty plain +now why he had to go. And we, Sarah--we who were going to 'make +something of him'--why, we should have known absolutely, without this +evidence. They laughed at him; they made fun of him--and there isn't +any better blood than flows in that boy's veins! He was Stephen +O'Mara's son, and no more brilliant barrister than O'Mara ever +addressed a jury of a prisoner's peers and--and broke their very hearts +with the simplicity of his pleading." + +Sarah folded her thin hands over the woman's picture. + +"I like his mother's face," she murmured, faintly. "And I'm jealous of +her, Cal! You don't have to remind me of the rest of it, either, for I +recall it all. She died, and he--he went all to pieces. They said, at +his death, that he was destitute. And when he did follow +her--across--they hunted everywhere, didn't they, and never found the +boy? Didn't some of the newspapers argue that a servant--a +gardener--had stolen him?" + +Caleb nodded his head. + +"Most of them ridiculed the suggestion, but it was true, just the same. +That servant was Old Tom. And the only defense he makes is just one +line or so in--in this." Caleb dropped a hand upon the half legible +pages. "He says that he wasn't going to let civilization make of the +boy's life the wreck which he, poor, queer, honest soul, thought it had +made of his father's. And do you know, Sarah, do you know, I can't +help but believe that this over-zealous thing which the law would have +prosecuted was the best thing he could have done? I'll take these +things, now, and lock them in the safe for the boy, until he--until he +comes back home!" + +But Sarah Hunter kept the picture of Stephen O'Mara's mother separate +from the rest; she took it upstairs with her when she went, white and +tired-faced, to bed. And it was Sarah's faith which outlasted the +years which followed. She never weakened in her belief that some day +the boy would come back--she and one other whose faith in his last +boyish promise, phrased in bitterness, also endured. For during the +next five years there was not a summer which brought Allison into the +hills but what the first question of his daughter Barbara, motherless +now herself, was of Steve. + +"Has--has Stephen come back?" she asked invariably. + +At first the query was marked by nothing more than a child's naïve +eagerness; and later, when it was brought up in a casual, by-the-way +fashion, it was, nevertheless, tinged with hope. Five years lengthened +into ten, and still Steve did not come. But whenever Barbara asked +that question Caleb remembered, as though it had happened only +yesterday, that morning when she first appeared to the boy. + +He wondered sometimes what Steve's reception of her would be now--if he +did come back! The thought supplied many idle hours with food for +speculation for Barbara Allison, year by year, had grown into that +slender, dark-eyed creature of more than usual beauty whom Caleb had +seen, as through the boy's own eyes, in the promise of the years. +Caleb had long before given up all hope, but he wondered just the same. +And then there came a morning when he didn't have to wonder any more. +There came a morning when that self-same scene was staged again by +Chance--staged with Caleb for an audience. There came a morning when +Stephen O'Mara did return. + +More than a few times in those intervening years the Hunter home had +been closed. Sarah Hunter developed an uneasy restlessness which would +have worried her brother had it not been for the light of wistful +expectancy which never left her eyes. She developed what her brother +termed a habit of "seeing America first and last, and in the interval +between." But he, beneath his jocularity, was glad enough to accompany +her upon those rambling journeys which, without itinerary, led them +from coast to coast and he never smiled--at least not so that she might +see him--even though he was certain that she, in her simplicity of +spirit, was really looking for the boy. + +All winter and throughout the summer, too, the Hunter place had been +closed, until that day in late October. It had been a warm week--a +week of such unseasonable humidity for the hills that Caleb, rising +somewhat before his usual hour, had blamed his sleeplessness, as usual, +upon the weather. He was glad to be home again that morning; he had +been so lonely away from home that he was warmed unaccountably by the +thought that Allison was in the hills, too. And he was sure of that +fact, for the night before, when their train pulled into the station +which occupied the spot where Allison's mill-yards had stood before, +the bright brass work upon the private car of the owner of the stucco +place next his own had been unmistakable. + +Caleb was even wondering if Barbara would be with her father on this +trip. Barbara had, he knew, been two years on the continent, +"finishing," Allison called it, always with a wry face and a gesture +toward his wallet pocket. He was wondering, as he came down the +stairs, if she would ask him again if--if . . . and then, at the sight +of a seated figure outside on the top step of the veranda, he pulled up +sharp in the doorway. + +Caleb didn't have to wonder any longer! + +The attitude of that figure before him was so like the picture which +time had been unable to erase--so absolutely identical in everything +save garb and size alone--that the man, recoiling a little, dragged one +hand across his forehead as though he doubted his own eyes. But when +he looked again it was still there, sitting chin in palm, small head +under a rather weather-beaten felt hat thrust slightly forward, gazing +fixedly toward the stucco house beyond the shrubbery. And before Caleb +could move, before he was more than half aware of the painful pulse in +his throat, it all happened again, just as it had happened years and +years before. + +Caleb heard voices in the adjoining grounds, and as he half turned in +that direction Allison's bulky form, vivid in a far more vivid plaid, +appeared in the hedge gap. While Caleb stared another figure flashed +through ahead of him, laughter upon her lips, and paused a-tip-toe, to +wave a hand in greeting. And instantly, as they had a dozen years +before, Barbara Allison's eyes swung in instant scrutiny of the one who +was seated at Caleb's feet. She hesitated, and recovered herself. But +when, with quite dignified deliberation, she finally came forward to +pass that motionless figure upon the steps, every pulse in her body was +beating consciousness of his nearness. And yet, at that, when she +paused at Caleb's side and bobbed her head with a characteristic +impetuosity which she had never lost she seemed completely oblivious to +the presence of anyone save Caleb and herself. + +"Good morning, Uncle Cal," she murmured, very demurely. + +Then the man upon the steps moved; he rose and turned and swept his +rather weather-beaten hat from his head. His hair was still wavy, +still chestnut in the shadows. And Caleb, though he could not force a +word from his tightened throat, marveled how tall the boy had +grown--how paradoxically broad of shoulder and slender of body he +seemed to be. + +It was a man's face which was lifted to his, tanned and wrinkled a +little at the corners of the eyes by much exposure to sun and wind. +But the eyes themselves hadn't changed a bit. They were still the same +steady and unwavering gray. A smile crept into them, a smile crept +across the even lips, and for all the change there was in that slow +mirth it might have been the little figure of other days--the boy in +the white drill trousers and uncouth boots--who was smiling up at Caleb. + +Standing there in his blue flannel shirt and corduroy trousers, clasped +tight to knee by high brown boots below them, Stephen O'Mara held out a +sinewy brown hand. His voice was a little unsteady, but the mimicry of +his own drawling speech of former years held an echo of boyhood--a +twanging, boyish echo--which dragged at Caleb's very heartstrings. + +"Haow--haow d'ye do, Uncle Cal?" he quavered. + +Barbara had turned and started indoors in search of Miss Sarah. Now +she halted, her slim back toward the two men at the veranda's edge, and +stood motionless at the sound of that voice. When, little by little, +she faced around at last, it was fairly to feel those grave gray eyes +resting upon her own face. The blood of a sudden came storming up into +Barbara's cheeks. And Caleb, even if he did not know what all of the +girl's emotions were at that moment, knew that he knew one of them at +least. Caleb had just learned himself what it was to see a ghost. + +Dexter Allison, coming up less airily across the lawn, surprised his +daughter poised with one hand outstretched, red lips half open. Ho +found her staring, velvet eyed and pink of face, at a tall figure in +blue flannel and corduroy, and although he had never seen him in all +the months that the latter had been in his employ, Allison knew this +must be the one in whose keeping lay, directly or indirectly, the +success or failure of the biggest thing he had ever attempted in this +north country--the man to whom he always referred, whenever he boasted +of his exploits, as "my man O'Mara." + +Beyond that point, however, Allison's immediate recognition did not go. +The past interested him but little, except as a matter for precedent or +a record of past performances. But memory fairly clamored in the +girl's ears that morning. There was not one tiniest detail of the +strangely intense, sturdily confident little hill-boy's bearing but +what came back to her at that moment. She remembered them all, and +seconds later, when Steve's fingers had closed over her own +outstretched hand, she realized that she was staring at him in a +childishly concentrated effort to read again in the man's gaze the +undisguised worship and wonder which had always followed her from the +eyes of the boy who had fought to be her knight. And she realized +suddenly that he had sensed the effort behind her eager scrutiny, even +though his own eyes remained whimsically unreadable. + +"I always told them that you would come back," she murmured then. +"Just as you--you said you would." + +The remark was barely loud enough for even Steve to hear, but hard upon +its utterance she caught her breath in anger at herself for her own +senseless confusion, which had led her into saying the one thing she +least of all had wanted to voice. Even an inane remark concerning the +weather would have been better than that girlish naiveté which she felt +seemed to force upon him, too, a recollection of the very letter of a +promise which had, no doubt, long since become in his mind nothing but +a quaint episode not untinged with absurdity. + +She realized that her hand still lay in his; she grew hotly conscious +of her father's rather perplexed survey of the tableau. And in that +instant when Allison's first words reached her burning ears, even +before Steve could reply to her greeting, she wrung free her fingers +with an abruptness which, when she remembered it afterward, only added +to her fury at her absurd confusion. + +"Hum-m-m," puffed Allison. "Hum-m-m!" He spoke directly to Stephen +O'Mara, who half turned his head at the first heavily facetious +syllable. "So you did get my message, eh? I rather thought that it +wouldn't reach you, up-river, until to-day." An ample smile embraced +the tall figure in riverman's garb and his own daughter's crimson +countenance--a most meaningful smile of roguery. "Well, from what I've +heard," he stated, "and what I've . . . seen, I should say that you are +my man, O'Mara. Mr. Elliott himself has informed me that your quite +spectacular success in one or two vital campaigns has been entirely due +to the fact that you are an--er--opportunist! I agree with Mr. +Elliott, absolutely--that is, if my first premise is correct." + +And his laughter rumbled softly. + +Barbara's face had cooled a little in that moment since Steve's eyes +had left her face. Now she forgot her confusion--forgot to be annoyed, +even at her father's clumsy banter. + +"_Your_ man, O'Mara!" she exclaimed indignantly. "_Your_ man! Why, +he--he's _my_--" and that was as far as she went. + +Her voice thinned into nothingness, but words were not necessary to +tell either Caleb or Steve that she had been about to assert a prior +claim which dated back years and years. + +The man whose smile was still that of the boy turned slowly back to +Barbara. His quiet mirth, which crinkled the corners of his eyelids, +seemed totally detached and impersonal; and yet it hinted, too, at an +intimate enjoyment of the situation which they alone could appreciate. +Steve merely held out his hand again and took her slim fingers within +his own. + +"I have always insisted to Mr. Elliott," he said, "that the solution of +all the difficulties, which he chooses to view as gloriously romantic +tilts with Destiny, depends one-half upon luck, and the other half on +being on the ground personally, when the--affair--starts." He half +faced toward Allison. "I am O'Mara," he finished very briefly, "your +man, O'Mara--if you happen to be the East Coast Development and Timber +Company?" + +There was at most no more than the barest suggestion of it in Steve's +crisp question, but Caleb sensed immediately that Allison's placid +appropriation of the blue flannel-shirted one as his own particular +property was not a mutually accepted status. Dexter, however, failed, +or chose, to read nothing in the drawling question. + +"I'm it," he agreed, jovially. "That is--I and two or three others, +including Mr. Elliott, our esteemed president." + +He mounted the steps heavily and stood contemplating the small hand +still within the larger, browner one. + +"The introductions seem to have outstripped me," he remarked, +"but--er--any objection to shaking hands with me, too, Mr. O'Mara?" + +Stephen laughed aloud. Allison's attempted lugubrity was really funny. +From the door Barbara echoed his laughter in bubbling, throaty +amusement at it all. + +"Poor, blind papa!" she chanted mockingly, and disappeared on swift +feet. + +Allison scowled after her. + +"Not so blind as some--the unprincipled jade!" he retorted. "But +that's another thing I've heard about you, Mr. O'Mara, if you will +pardon a garrulous old gossip's personalities. They tell me that you +aren't particularly--susceptible?" + +And then the bantering tone was dropped entirely. In the rest of +Allison's greeting was all that Caleb found most lovable in the man's +whole make-up--his proneness to accept men as men, for what they had +done or might do, in a man's world. + +"I've heard much of you, Mr. O'Mara; I've looked forward to this +meeting," he said, as he shook hands. "Now I want to tell you that I +am proud to know you. And so you didn't get my message, after all?" + +The handclasp left Allison staring ruefully at his reddened fingers. +Steve shook his head. + +"I had to come down river, yesterday," he explained. "Your telegram +found me here, and I waited over until this morning, as you suggested." + +"Surely . . . surely! I see . . . I see!" Allison emphasized his +comprehension. "Not that it was anything of vital importance. I just +wanted a short conference with you, yourself, that was all. Elliott's +own reports on the work are so tinged with his eternal optimism, so +colored by what you aptly termed his romantic zest for the game, that I +wanted your own opinion concerning the possibility of the East Coast +Company finishing that railroad in time to fulfil their contracts. No +hurry about it; but that's my house over yonder. You were just one +place too far north to find me." + +He turned to face Caleb. There was a flood of questions upon the +latter's lips. Caleb wanted to seize the boy by the shoulder, and spin +him around toward the light and stare and stare into his face; but he +waited because he found much that was hugely diverting in Dexter's +bland ignorance, which had even accepted Steve's presence there as a +case of misdirection. + +"I suppose you know what this early morning call presages, Cal?" +Allison challenged. + +Before Caleb could reply Steve knew what the answer was to be. The +request found him already at the door, grinning broadly. + +"Would you--would you mind finding Miss Sarah, Steve?" Caleb asked. +"Will you tell her, please, that we are to be subjected to +another--neighborly imposition!" + +Steve's going left Allison frowning a little. + +"We've played this farce through a hundred times, Cal," he murmured, +"and it wasn't according to formula--that last remark of yours. But, +do you know, just for a minute it sort of reminded me of +something--something that seems to have happened before, and I can't +recall just what." + +He shook his head and led the way to a chair. + +"It wasn't our nonsense that affected me, either," he finished. "I +believe it was O'Mara himself who . . . but I didn't know that you were +acquainted with him, Cal. Have you known him long?" + +"Um-m-m--yes!" Caleb weighed his reply. "Quite some time, I think I +might say." + +He shook with scarcely suppressed laughter, but Allison ignored his +senseless mirth. + +"I'd like to claim that boy as my own discovery," he avowed, "but I +can't--not without fear of successful contradiction on Elliott's part. +And in point of service it isn't fair to call him a boy, either, though +I suppose both of us are old enough to be his father. He's Elliott's +find. Elliott suggested him as the one man for this job, when I +consolidated with the Ainnesley crowd and they took up the contract to +move the Reserve timber from Thirty-Mile and the valleys above. +Elliott knew of him, but I've been looking up his record pretty +closely, since he took hold in earnest. + +"He's in his twenties, as near as I can make out, but he's come through +on one of two jobs that might well make an old campaigner envious. He +took a fortune in hard woods out of San Domingo for a Berlin concern; +he was the only man on the St. Sebastian River job who said the +construction was too light. He said it wouldn't stand when the ice +began to move in the spring--and it didn't! Oh, he knows his business! +But it wasn't his successes which caught Elliott's eye. It's the way +he has failed a couple of times, fighting right back to the last +ditch--and fighting and fighting!--when all the rest had quit, that +made me anxious to get a look at him. Perhaps there are older men who +can outfigure him on loads and stresses, but as a field general he +stands alone. He can handle men. And, when it comes to meeting +conditions just as they arise, Elliott says he's a wonder--he can +outguess dear old Mother Nature herself!" + +There was grave appreciation in Allison's voice--honest appreciation of +a man who had himself achieved, for another man's achievement. And yet +Caleb, in spite of the proud pumping of his heart, in spite of his +desire to murmur, "But I told you so, Dexter, years ago," still found +room to wonder at a thin strain of speculation which seemed to underrun +the speaker's words. In his reiteration of O'Mara's qualities Allison +seemed almost to be assuring himself that infallibility was not a human +attribute. And his next remark only served to heighten that suggestion. + +"That's why the East Coast Co. brought him up here to build their bit +of road," he went on slowly. "They've got to move that Reserve Company +timber. They have a contract that'll break 'em--break us--if we fall +down. And do you know, Cal, I--I can't help but believe that the thing +is beyond the pale of possibility. I believed it six months ago, when +Elliott and Ainnesley and the rest of them were so keen for it, and I +believe it still, even though I have seen Elliott's engineer and know +what he has already accomplished. That track'll never go through on +schedule--and that's why I'm up here for the winter. It's going to be +a hot little race against time, with some millions for a purse. It'll +break the East Coast Co. if he fails, and"--his voice became oddly +intense--"and I tell you again that it--can't--be--done!" + +Then Allison became aware of Caleb's mild astonishment at his vehemence. + +"An amateur's opinion, of course, Cal," he laughed, "which is strictly +_entre nous_. But, win or lose, this man O'Mara will be a valuable man +to have around after the thing is decided." + +"You said that he reminded you of something," Caleb began rather +heavily. "It recalled something to me, too. I wonder if you remember +a little fishing trip that we took, some ten or twelve years ago, +Dexter, up into the hills? It was to the headwaters of the cast +branch, somewhere in the neighborhood of the Reserve Company's +holdings, I should say." + +"Why, yes," the other answered, off-handedly. "Why, yes, now that you +mention it, I do remember. May I ask your reason for speaking of it?" + +"No reason in particular," Caleb hesitated. "Only this O'Mara reminded +me of something, too--something that you said, that night at the +camp-fire." + +"Well?" + +Allison's monosyllable was coolly noncommittal. + +"Can you remember what it was?" Caleb asked, positively uncomfortable +now. + +"I think I remarked that there was a fortune for some man in that +valley, if he was far-sighted enough. Was that it?" + +Then Caleb understood the challenge in his friend's voice. He thought +he understood. The names of the stockholders of the Reserve Company +were all strange to Caleb save one. The Honorable Archibald +Wickersham, who was said to represent huge foreign interests, he had +known as a boy. And Caleb had seen Dexter indescribably sore, before +this, from having overlooked, as he termed it himself, "a sure thing +bet." He laughed, more like his placid self again. + +"Bless you, no!" he exclaimed. "What have I ever done to make you +believe that a mere commercial estimate would remain with me this long? +It--it was something that you said concerning the making of a +gentleman. I just wondered if you were of your early way of thinking. +I wondered if you would consider that--that----" + +Allison lay back in his chair and breathed deeply, slowly--and Miss +Sarah appeared that moment in the doorway, pinker of cheek and more +tremulous of lip than her brother had ever seen her before. She +dropped Allison an old-fashioned curtsy, which was an exceedingly +frivolous performance for Sarah. + +"Breakfast is served, Cal," she fairly chortled, "and there are two +very hungry children inside." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +HARRIGAN, THAT'S ME! + +Never before had the air of that long, paneled room been so surcharged +with half-suppressed hilarity. At first her father merely scowled at +Barbara's intermittent little gurgles, which refused to stay entirely +pent-up; he frowned at her seemingly inane interruptions of the +technical discussion into which he had immediately plunged with the +East Coast Company's engineer, until he could no longer ignore the +smile which pulled at the lips of the latter, too, at every fresh +attempt of the girl to swing the conversation into an utterly +irrelevant channel. He looked around the table then and caught the +gleam in Caleb's eyes; he took note of Miss Sarah's illuminated face, +and gave way to a burst of querulousness not all simulation. + +"_What_ is the joke?" he demanded in a voice that set them all to +rocking in their chairs. "Let me in on it--let me laugh, too--if there +is anything worth laughing at. Cal, you're growing old--old and +feeble-witted!" + +He turned sternly to his daughter, but the darkly glowing eyes which +she lifted to his absolutely silenced him for an instant. Twin devils +of mischief fairly danced in their shimmering, liquid depths. The +girl's face, even to him who had long before grown overfamiliar with +its beauty, was a wonderfully lovely thing. Allison sat and stared at +her for a moment, blankly, and when he went on his voice had become +less testy. + +"And you," he growled, "you have interrupted me a dozen times already, +always with some nonsense of which I can make neither rime nor reason. +Now, if you don't mind, I'd like to get Mr. O'Mara's reason for +establishing his headquarters at Thirty-Mile, instead of directing the +work from Morrison, which would seem to be far more convenient." + +Barbara bobbed her head, meekly. Her giggle, however, was shameless. + +"But Mr. O'Mara has been trying to tell you," she defended in a +suffocated small voice, "that it's because the work at this end is not +so difficult. There are several miles of swamp work, I think he said, +and a bridge or something, which promises trouble. I--I am sorry if I +interrupted. I only wanted to ask Mr. O'Mara a question myself--a--a +very unimportant question, I'm afraid!" + +Allison had had experience with his daughter's seeming meekness. +Moreover, the working of Caleb's and Sarah's faces baffled him. He +waited, fuming. + +"Just before you and Uncle Cal came in we--we were talking about the +weather," the girl struggled on. "Mr. O'Mara predicted it would rain +soon and I just wanted to ask him what made him think so." + +"Yes?" Allison temporized. + +It was very quiet for a moment. Steve sat, a little red of face +himself, gazing across into the girl's starry eyes. + +"Go ahead!" she prompted him with a gasp. + +Then his lips began to curl until a smile overspread his face and +half-closed his eyes. He leaned back and raised obediently a quaintly +solemn, quaintly boyish treble. + +"I wa'n't guessin'," he averred soberly, "ner I wa'n't thinkin' it +will. It'll jest be rainin', come sunup, and it'll be good fer till +Wednesday, for sure!" + +At the beginning of that quavering statement Dexter Allison's lips fell +apart. They remained open long after Steve had finished. Once he +started to rise, and then dropped back into his chair, dumfounded. +There was no doubt concerning the success of his daughter's query. At +last he got to his feet and padded around the table. With a hand on +either of the boy's shoulders, he turned that browned face up to his +own. + +"You," he murmured, weakly. "You! And Elliott said that you could +outguess dear old Mother Nature herself! Well, I--I'm damned!" + +They talked no more business at table that morning, and Allison found +scant opportunity to make himself heard at all. Even the reticence +which seemed a part of Steve's grave face and big body was swept aside +before the tumult of questions that tumbled from Barbara's lips, +promptly to be supplemented by Caleb whenever her breath gave out. + +"And to think that you didn't recognize him, even when you met him face +to face," she rallied her father. "It was dense enough of me not to +have known instantly who it must be, the first day you began your +endless reiteration of 'my man, O'Mara.' I, at least, should have +known, because--because"--she faltered a little--"well, they always do, +in books!" + +It raised another storm of laughter--that faltering, ingenuous reason +of hers--and Barbara hastened to explain that the phrase was a relic of +her own childhood, which she had once coined in extenuation of conduct +to which her mother had objected. She still employed it, she +explained, in particularly irresponsible moments. + +It was minutes before Allison could wedge in a single remark, longer +than that before he stopped frowning to himself in a fashion which made +Caleb remember that moment of inexplicable vehemence, outside on the +veranda. They had retrogressed as far as the "injine"--the "steam +injine"--when Allison finally made himself heard. + +"What I can't remember is just why you left us so suddenly. I know it +was some sort of a rumpus, with Barbara in it--there's always a woman, +of course--but I can't recall----" + +He paused to ponder--paused and became aware immediately of Barbara's +swift silence and Steve's hint of self-consciousness. Then it all +returned to him with a rush. He had his turn. + +"Oh, but I do remember," he drawled. "Why, of course--_of course_! It +was a matter of knight-errantry and ladies fair! But who was it whose +choice conflicted with your own?" + +He cocked his head on one side, mock thoughtful; then he fell to +pounding his knee and roared with laughter. + +"Archie Wickersham!" he shouted. "Archie Wickersham--oh, Lord! I +never really appreciated that _mêlée_ until this minute. And you +promised that you'd be back, didn't you, and--well, b'gad, here you +are! And now don't suffer any longer, Barbara, though I must state +that this is the first time I ever knew you to search so diligently +beneath the table for renewed composure. I am not going to expound Mr. +O'Mara's reasons for going, any more than I could dilate upon those +which have brought him back. But please shake hands again--Steve. +And, if I may be pardoned the idiom, allow me to assure you that it was +some battle!" + +If it did nothing else, Allison's ponderous raillery served one end. +It removed any sentimental awkwardness which might have attached to the +episode, and yet the girl rather resented its being so completely +reduced to terms of farce-comedy. When the men rose, after breakfast, +to go down into the town, she, too, declared her intention of +accompanying them, as though it were the expected thing. She crossed +the lawn at Steve's side, ahead of her father and Caleb, with Miss +Sarah watching from the door. Both men walked for a time in silence, +their eyes upon the slender figure in short skirt and woolly sweater +beside the taller one in blue flannel before them. And, as usual, +Allison was the first to speak. + +"Now I know what you meant when you referred to that trip up the west +branch, Cal," he said. "And you were right. It does take stuff to +make that sort of a gentleman. Isn't there anything more to tell me? +I am truly interested, Cal." + +So Caleb told him then of "Old Tom's" tin box. And while he was +explaining the man and girl ahead, all in one breath, skipped back to +that day-before-yesterday now many years gone. There was a quality of +camaraderie in the girl's half-parted lips and eager impulsiveness of +tongue that morning that was entirely boyish. Her very unconsciousness +of self intensified and emphasized it for the man whose steady gaze +rarely left her warm face. And more than once she caught herself +watching for his slow smile to spread and crinkle the corners of his +eyelids; once or twice, in a little lull, she found time to wonder at +that new and quite frivolous mood of hers. But when Steve finally +asked for Devereau--Garry Devereau, who had followed him to the +hedge-gap that day and laid one hand upon his bowed, shamed +shoulder--the light went from Barbara's eyes. And Stephen O'Mara, who +did not understand at first the quick hurt which entered them, stopped +smiling, too. + +"I liked him," Steve said simply. "I've always remembered and liked +him. Thinking of him and--and--has often kept me from being too lonely +nights when I was lonely enough." + +That statement concerning his friend contained the first personal note +which had come from his lips. Barbara did not answer immediately, and +Steve thought that she was phrasing her own reply. He could not know +that she wanted a moment in which to contemplate the little hint of +diffidence in his voice and to wonder at herself for not having +wondered before if he had not, many, many times, been very lonely +indeed. + +"Do you remember a little girl who was at our place the summer you were +here?" she asked finally. "A pale, red-lipped, very shy little thing +named Mary Graves?" + +Stephen nodded. + +"And do you remember how, even then, Garry seemed to care for her? He +was always supercilious with the rest of us; he tormented us or ignored +us entirely, but never her." + +Again the inclination of the head. + +"Well, he grew up just that way," Barbara went on, thoughtfully. "One +never could tell what was behind his indifference or--or flippancies. +He mocked at things . . . customs and courses of action, which we have +come to accept and . . . and recognize. But he was always gentle with +her, and kind, and--oh, I think reverend is the right word! Now, +knowing Garry as I do--as you will, when you see him again--the phrase +may seem a strange one to apply to him. And yet it describes best his +bearing toward Mary Graves, two years ago." + +She was walking more slowly now, without knowing it. + +"I doubt if Garry ever revered anything on earth, or above it, except +just little, white, shy Mary Graves, who never grew much bigger than +she was when you knew her. I don't know whether you know it--of course +you don't!--but his father cared that way for a woman, cared just as +utterly. And everybody thought this match was an assured thing; they +even wondered at it a little, she was so . . . so mouselike, and Garry +so brilliant and hard and--I don't like the word sophisticated. It +seemed to me that Garry's wisdom was not a thing which he had acquired +himself. It seemed more the accumulated wisdom of ages and ages which +was his just by--by instinct. + +"He cared for her that way, Mr. O'Mara, and she married another man, +almost without a word of explanation to him. Nobody ever cited Garry +as a shining example, but he--that man whom Mary Graves married--had an +unspeakable record! Her family made the match--the newspapers call it +a union of America's fairest youth and powerful millions, don't they? +Well, he had them--and she married him. And Garret Devereau dropped +out of the world for a long time. + +"It was a year before he came back. People had already begun to talk +about the way his father had gone before him--he shot himself, Mr. +O'Mara, when he became tired of waiting for Garry's mother to +return--and when Garry reappeared they talked more. I never knew +before that a change so terrible could take place in anyone so much a +man as I know Garry to be. It's not just his face and his rather +dreadful silence. It's not the fact alone that he drinks too much, and +shows it, pitifully. It's--oh, it's the pity that a brain so keen +could so deliberately commit suicide. + +"They've begun to drop him, Mr. O'Mara, and you know what that means. +But I'll always care for him deeply. That's why I have asked him up +this fall. Don't you think you could come down again, Friday, if you +have to go back into the woods before then? I'm going to have a party +for some week-end guests--a masque dance. Garry needs his friends now, +more than he ever did, and--and when you meet him will you--will you, +please, not let him see that you notice how much he has changed?" + +Barbara put one hand upon his elbow, and again in that moment of +contact the directness of her appeal made Steve think of a slim and +clear-eyed boy. He realized that she cared for Garrett Devereau only +as he cared himself with fine and lasting appreciation for the +finenesses of him whom they had known together. Steve nodded his +comprehension, and made no answer to her invitation to him, then. But +they found conversation somehow less easy after that. It was not until +they had traversed the streets of the lower village--long lanes of red +and blue and saffron-fronted saloon-hotels and rivermen's +lodging-houses--and reached the newer, huger mills down-river that the +girl regained in part her former vivacity. + +Morrison had grown, inconceivably, in those elapsed years. A railroad +station and freight-yard occupied the ground which had been occupied by +the former mills; a single track road stretched arrow-straight into the +south to a junction with the trunk line, which swung westward twenty +odd miles below. And even the very atmosphere of that lower portion of +the town was different. The men still swarmed in on the drives, +brilliant dots of color against the neutral background of the dusty +wide streets. Their capacity for abandonment to pleasure, their +prodigality, was as great as ever, but the old-time picturesque +simplicity of it all seemed lacking--the simplicity which had once +mitigated much that would have been otherwise only brutish. The +dingily gaudy saloon fronts, like drabs in blowsy finery, struck a too +sophisticated, sinister note--which, after all, only sums up completely +the change which had taken place. Even the vices of the older +Morrison, in being systematized, had become infinitely more +complicated, too. It was no longer a river village. Morrison was a +city now. + +Once, when a squatly huge, red-headed, red-shirted riverman with a +week's red stubble upon his cheeks, lurched out of a doorway ahead of +them and stood snarling malevolently at O'Mara, the girl shrank against +her companion and clutched his arm. The red-shirted one fell to +singing after they had passed. A maudlin rendition of "Harrigan, +That's Me," followed them long after they had rounded a corner. Steve +looked down and smiled casually into Barbara's wide and startled eyes. + +"That's a river-boss," he explained, "enjoying what he considers a +roaring good time. His name is Harrigan. He works on the Reserve +Company's cut, which we are to move in the spring, and whenever he has +had a trifle more than enough he always sings that song. He's willing +to fight, too, to prove that it was written especially for him!" + +The girl continued to gaze up at him. His short laugh failed entirely +to clear her face of apprehension. + +"He's not exactly a friend of yours, is he?" she said. + +"Well, not exactly," Steve admitted. "Not when he is in that frame of +mind!" + +"Nor in any other," the girl persisted, and she glanced down at her +hand, still lying upon the blue-flannel sleeve. "Did you know that +your arm grew as hard as iron for an instant? I never knew that +anyone's arm could grow as hard as that. And is that the way you +always prepare to receive your--friends?" + +Steve colored a little. + +"Perhaps I'm overcautious," he replied. "But it has to be hard. It +constitutes what one of my men, Joe Morgan, calls 'accident insurance.'" + +Then her face lighted up again. The delighted bob of her head with +which she greeted that name astonished the man. + +"Do you--why, you must have heard of Joe," he exclaimed. + +Mischief danced again in the dark eyes. + +"Joe Morgan," she laughed. "'Fat Joe,' isn't it? And of course I have +heard of him. You don't realize it, but I know more about this East +Coast work and--and the men who are doing it, than I had any idea +myself. Why, I'll wager that you never knew, yourself, that he once +wrote in to the officials insisting that the entry of his name on the +files be changed from 'Joe Morgan, cook,' to 'Joseph Morgan, assistant +to Chief O'Mara'!" + +Steve's chuckle of appreciation was answer enough. + +"I didn't know," he admitted, "but it's like him. And it was no more +than reasonable, either--that request--even if it is funny. He has +been cook for me; but he's been doctor and nurse and countless other +things in as many crises. He's the most trustworthy and capable +adviser, too, that any man ever had." + +She scanned his face closely at the timbre of those words. Then, with +face averted, "Didn't he embroider you a--a sofa-cushion, too, once?" +she inquired, quite demurely. + +Steve grew very red. + +"Who told you that?" he blurted, and Barbara giggled again. + +"Mr. Ainnesley, I think. Then it is true? I--I never believed it +before." + +Watching the blood creep up beneath his tanned skin, she told herself +that she did like more than a little the way his eyelids crinkled when +he grinned. + +"We were in San Domingo that year," he explained none too composedly. +"It was near Christmas, and Joe wouldn't consider any of the native +wares as a gift. So he--he worked it himself in--in yellow worsted on +a red background. I have it still, displayed in a conspicuous place in +the shack up-river. But now I'll wager that you can't guess what the +motto is across its front. He told me that he didn't care for it +particularly himself, but it was the only one he could find. You can't +guess, but you are permitted to try." + +And he gasped when she threw back her head and burst into her gurgling, +throaty laugh. + +"'What is home without a father?'" she sing-songed. And when they were +both sober-faced again she added: + +"I want to know him, please! Can't I meet him, Mr. O'Mara?" + +Side by side they turned in at the millyard, between towering piles of +aromatic raw planks. Behind them Caleb and Allison had lost still more +ground while the latter paused to speak a peremptory word in the ear of +a mildly intoxicated, red-headed riverman who was pouring forth his +whole soul in the refrain of "Harrigan, That's Me!" And almost +immediately, in answer to Barbara's question, Steve pointed across to a +short, plump figure in conversation with McLean, the mill +superintendent. Even at that distance his broad face gleamed from the +closeness of a recent shave; even at that distance it was quickly +apparent to the girl that his garb was as near a replica of O'Mara's +own clothes as his lack of height and extra weight would permit. + +"Will you bring him?" she asked eagerly. "Will he come?" + +But the question was unnecessary. Joe Morgan--Fat Joe to the +river-front and the construction squad--was already hustling in their +direction, even before Steve, with that slow smile tugging at his lips, +had finished assuring her that it was never necessary to summon Joe +into the presence of an attractive member of the opposite sex. He came +without being called. Barbara had a closer and closer view of him, +until he stopped at last directly in front of them and bowed. She +wanted to laugh at that wide face--at the grandiloquent flourish with +which he removed his hat--and would have had she not recalled the grave +respect with which the man beside her had referred to him a moment +before. His eyes were palest blue, his nose a smooth pink mound in an +expanse of pink, pink cheeks. She noted that his teeth were as white +and even as those of O'Mara himself. Fat Joe bowed again. + +"Morning, Chief," he saluted, in that thin and reedy tenor which none +but fat men have. + +Then Barbara laughed. + +Steve managed the presentation with extreme punctility and left them. +When he returned, almost an hour later, he heard them both laughing +long before he came into view, and on the way back up the hill the girl +detailed for him much of her conversation with Fat Joe. + +"Hereafter I shall be more dignified when in your presence," she +informed him in as deep a bass as she could summon. "I had no idea how +great and important a man was escorting me when I came down this hill! +But Mr. Morgan has enlightened me." + +With that she discovered that she could still tease him, almost as +easily as she had teased the sturdy small boy of the uncouth shoes and +napping trousers. + +"Joe is necessarily prejudiced in his opinion," he argued, "and +therefore shouldn't be taken too seriously." + +"He told me that you had one regrettable characteristic, however," the +girl went on. "He lamented your strength at the ancient and honorable +pastime of stud-poker! And he also bewails your taste in literature. +Why, he tells me that you are indicted to Dickens and Dumas--he didn't +pronounce it that way, either--and even fall back upon Shakespeare, in +dark and dour hours. No, I am positive that Mr. Morgan docs not +approve of such fiction. He confided to me that he finds more +entertainment, of a winter's night, in perusing a Sears-Roebuck or a +Montgomery-Ward catalogue. And--and do you know what I admitted to +him? No? Well, I told him that some of the happiest moments of my +life had been spent in just such fashion. I've always thought they +were fascinating!" + +She badgered him on the way back up the hill that morning, but when +they paused for a moment at the edge of the close-cropped lawn which +rolled back to the stucco and timber house facing the river, she +abandoned her facetiousness. + +"Why should there be any--any element of personal danger in this work +you are doing, Mr. O'Mara?" she asked. "And did I do wrong in +mentioning to Mr. Morgan how that man came out of that--place, and +glared so at you?" + +His rejoinder should have been very reassuring. + +"So Joe has been hinting at that mystery stuff again, has he? After +listening to him one is almost compelled to believe that I run daily a +veritable gauntlet of nameless perils." + +Barbara stood, small fists buried in her sweater pockets, studying his +smile of amusement. + +"I shouldn't like to believe so," her voice was faintly diffident. +"And you--you haven't accepted my invitation for Friday. May I expect +you? I didn't tell you, but Archie--Archibald Wickersham--will be +there, as well as Garry. So--so you won't be entirely unacquainted." + +And then, at those words, his face changed. All in one fleet second, +in spite of the whole morning's quick intimacy of mood and the spirit +of companionship which to her had seemed a delightfully new yet +time-tried thing, Barbara found that she could not read an inch behind +those grave gray eyes. She found his quiet countenance as unreadable +as that of the utmost stranger might have been. And while she waited, +not entirely certain how displeased she was at his deliberation, a +blackest of black horses soared splendidly over a fence to the north +and came cantering down the road. The rider, a tall, bare-headed girl, +lifted her crop in salute as she caught sight of them. + +"My friend, Miriam Burrell," the girl murmured in explanation to Steve, +and something had gone from her voice and left it conventionally +impersonal. "She's riding Ragtime, and isn't he a beauty--almost as +much a beauty as she is herself?" + +The horse came on, to be reined up at last directly in front of the two +at the roadside. Stephen O'Mara met for a moment the level, measuring +glance of its rider, before Miriam Burrell turned to Barbara. + +"I've enjoyed exceedingly our morning canter, Bobs," her alto voice +drawled. + +Then, before Barbara could reply, she threw one booted leg from the +stirrup and dismounted. With the reins looped over her elbow she faced +the man in blue flannel and corduroy, a tall, lithe figure with coppery +red hair and whitest skin and doubly vivid lips. + +"You're Stephen O'Mara," she said, and the calmly direct statement +might have been overbrusk had it not been for the modulation of her low +voice. "You're Stephen O'Mara, for a thousand!" + +And she held out a gauntleted hand, the clasp of which corroborated the +suggestion of wirelike strength in that lithely straight body. + +Barbara Allison had never been able to analyze her preference for +Miriam Burrell. Even the girl's undeniable beauty of face had often +puzzled her, for, taken each feature by itself, it was far more +striking than beautiful. There was no color in her pale skin; her red +mouth, if anything, was a trifle too wide, and her wide-set eyes were +tip-tilted in an almost Oriental slant. Her utter lack of hypocrisy, +her unsparing arraignment of fundamental motives--her own and those of +all with whom she came in contact--often resulted in calmly direct +comments which were stunningly disastrous to casual conversation. For +Miriam Burrell told the truth to others, which was unusual enough to +puzzle more than a few; she did not lie to herself, and that was an +enigma to almost all. It resulted, of course, in a reputation for +"unconventionalism." + +There was scarcely a day passed but that her coldly dispassionate +dissection of this or that foible of their own set, did not startle or +sometimes distress Barbara Allison; hardly a day but that her cool +voice, which could be as tempered as edged steel, did not cut through +the veneer of some custom or other and expose the crooked grain +beneath. Barbara did not know just why she cared so deeply for Miriam +Burrell--we scarcely ever realize that such a regard can be based only +upon the deepest of deep-founded faith--but at that moment, while she +and Steve were shaking hands so soberly, she felt very little, very +much ignored; felt as though she did not share at all the understanding +in their eyes. + +"I've just asked Mr. O'Mara to come to my dance, Miriam," she said, +"and how did you know him, pray? I've asked him, but he is +unflatteringly long in accepting." + +"Know him?" she echoed. "Know him! Oh, Mr. O'Mara and I have met +before. I think just before the fall of the Roman Empire, wasn't it, +Mr. O'Mara? Weren't they dragging me in at the wheel of a chariot one +afternoon, when you were dealing out a gold piece to each of your +legionaries?" + +She laughed, dryly, and Barbara felt smaller and more forlorn and +lonelier still. + +"No doubt Mr. O'Mara hasn't time to be flattering, Bobs," she +commented. "But you will have time to come Friday, for a little while, +won't you?" she asked. + +Steve glanced down at the hand which still felt the pressure of her +buckskin clad fingers. + +"I have to work--day and night--some weeks when things break badly," he +told her simply. "If I can"--and he turned to Barbara--"if I can, I +want to come." + +Miriam nodded her head with brisk finality. + +"If you can," she agreed. "Barbara, no doubt, has been telling you +about Garret Devereau, hasn't she? Yes--come if you can. I have +heard, Mr. O'Mara, that you have once or twice fought your way out of +the dark, when everybody else had lost hope. I want an opportunity to +talk with--a specialist in such campaigns!" + +Stephen O'Mara had read a meaning in the words of that contained, often +abrupt, straightly tall girl of which Barbara Allison had not even +dreamed. He stood watching them when they turned up the driveway, the +horse Ragtime muzzling the woolly white sweater and following like a +dog. But he wasn't thinking of Miriam Burrell or of Garry Devereau, +while he waited for Caleb and Dexter Allison to come up with him. He +was wondering about Archie Wickersham--the Honorable Archie--thinking +about that funny brawl of years before, which had not been so funny +after all--wondering if---- + +It was past twelve that night when Miriam Burrell's door was pushed +softly open by a slim white figure which hesitated on the threshold; +but the night-light was still burning upon the table. Barbara stood +for a moment, staring at her friend, who was sitting bolt upright in +bed. + +"Then you aren't asleep," she faltered. "Are you--reading?" + +The older girl turned and gazed, half blankly, at the dark-eyed face in +that mist of loosened hair. + +"Yes," she drawled, for all that her hands and hunched-up knees were +bookless. "Yes, I'm reading. I'm having a little squint at this +puzzle-scroll they call Life." + +She made a peremptory gesture and Barbara crept in beside her. + +"I--may I turn off the light?" she asked. + +Miriam snapped the button. + +"I couldn't sleep," Barbara began presently, in a quaintly small voice. +"And I--I wanted--Miriam, I've acted so like an unschooled, half-grown +girl to-day that it has perplexed and worried me! From the moment when +I first recognized him and became so--tangled up--I've just chattered +and chattered. You don't think I'm utterly frivolous and unstable, do +you?" + +"Haven't you always been famed for your poise?" came back the +uncompromising voice she knew so well. + +"Are you--you aren't laughing at me, are you?" she hesitated. "Because +I don't think I am in the mood to be laughed at. And I have poise. I +am not a child. But looking back now, I can't quite account for all +my--shall I call it cordiality? Don't you believe, Miriam, that it was +because I wanted to make up, a little, for the way I treated him when +he was a boy?" + +"Maybe!" agreed Miriam, unenthusiastically. + +"Because I did treat him abominably," went on the drowsy voice. "And, +do you know, all day, even when we seemed so--such good friends, I +still felt as though he was on guard against any repetition of such a +slight. I wouldn't want him to feel that way, but it was there just +the same, even in the way he received the invitation to my party. It +was on the tip of my tongue to tell him that there are men who--who'd +almost charter a liner to come--if I'd invite them. It would have +sounded conceited, but I wanted to _jolt_ him! And he just said he'd +come if he could!" + +"He has his work," Miriam answered, and into her voice crept that +wearied, indescribably hard note which the younger girl couldn't +understand. "He has to work, and a lot of those others would be a lot +more worth asking, if they had to work, too. I wish every man had +to--work--hard; had to work until body and brain were numb with it!" +Her voice slurred and she recovered it. "I don't know whether he +remembers or not. Probably not! You've just had a unique experience +for one of our kind, that's all. You've met a man!" + +Barbara raised herself upon one elbow. + +"You don't mean to infer, do you, Miriam," she reproved, "that Archie +Wickersham or my other friends, or--or Garry, aren't men?" + +"Males!" snapped the other girl. "Just males! But"--and she seemed to +be arguing with herself--"but Garry might have been, though--he might +have been!" + +Barbara lay awake a long time, pondering. + +"It's odd," she murmured once, "but we did seem so--so congenial. I +can't remember when my brain has been so quick to catch a thought or +supplement one. Have you ever wondered, Miriam, why we--we can't seem +to marry one who brings out the best in us, like that?" + +"Can't? You mean, dear child, that we don't! Some of us because the +'best that is in us' is far, far too decently unexciting for daily +diet. And some of us--oh, just because we haven't the sand and +backbone, I guess!" + +But Barbara was too nearly asleep to catch the bitterness of that +reply. Just once again, before she slept, she asked a question. + +"Should I have told Mr. O'Mara that my engagement to Archibald +Wickersham was to be announced at the party?" she murmured. + +"Why should you have?" Miriam crisply wanted to know. + +"Oh, I don't know," she mused. "Only I thought he might be interested. +You don't seem to realize that we are--very old friends!" + +And long after Barbara was sound asleep, her face buried in the palm of +one hand, Miriam Burrell lay stiffly awake. Once she smiled a little, +for such perplexities which, of themselves, must work out inevitably. +When dawn came it found her still struggling stubbornly with her own, +for which it seemed there could be no solution now. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +GREETINGS, SIR GALLAHAD! + +It was late that night when Steve climbed into the rig which was +waiting with Pat Joe at the reins and they turned north into the hills. +For he had remained with Caleb and Miss Sarah long after the logs in +the fireplace had crumbled away to a flaky ash, discussing that +ink-smeared record which Caleb himself had ridden to find, ten years +before, in the shack up-river. And the latter was surprised at +learning how much of it was no longer news. + +"Yes, I know," Steve told them, after Caleb had finished relating, with +quite ponderous pride, many things which he ascertained concerning the +Stephen O'Mara who had gone before. "I know! Four or five years ago, +when I found out that it was--customary for one to be certain as to +such things, I started to look it up myself. And when I found out from +the records that a boy by that name had disappeared--perhaps been +stolen by an old servant--I remembered instantly, of course, the box +over which Old Tom used to hang, hour after hour. I came back into the +woods looking for it that summer and found it gone and nothing left of +the Jenkins' cabin but a pile of charred logs. On my way out I stopped +here--somehow I thought that maybe you might have it--but the house was +closed. And no one seemed to know where you had gone or when you would +return." + +Caleb nodded, and his eyes turned to Sarah. + +"We were sleuthing, Steve," he explained as soberly as he was able. +"We were ranging from border to border and coast to coast, looking for +you." He stopped to scan the browned face closely for an instant. +"But couldn't you have written--or--or tried again? We've been +waiting--boy!" + +Steve's face colored a little. + +"I did try, twice after that," he stated, hesitatingly, "but I didn't +have much surplus cash for travel in those days, or--or clothes, +either. I'm afraid I wasn't too prepossessing an object, on any of +those visits, after I had tramped in overland. The house was closed +both times I came. And then I did write once--that was from San +Domingo--the third year after I left college. I was so lonesome down +there that I had to write, I think. But there--wasn't any reply, so I +sort of thought perhaps----" + +He halted lamely, but his meaning was plain enough. Caleb faced about +abruptly, his face sternly accusing. + +"Do you mean to hint that you ever dared believe we didn't want----" +and there Sarah stopped him with an capable nod of her head. "We +didn't get that letter, Steve," he finished. "If we only had we--we +would have been less lonely waiting, too." + +Steve sat and stared down at his heavy boots. + +"I should have known that," he faltered. "I should have known that +there were too many presidents on that island, both coming and going, +for the mails to be infallible. But I wasn't just sure----" + +Miss Sarah cut in then and took the conversation serenely in hand. + +"We have something else of yours, Stephen," she said in her soft, +almost lisping voice, "something which Caleb brought back with him +which he has neglected to mention." + +She left them for a moment, and when she came back downstairs with the +picture of the girl with the steady mouth and eyes her brother breathed +with less difficulty than he had during her absence. For a second or +so he had almost believed that she might have run across that bunch of +loose tax receipts and the folded, legal-looking document which he had +tucked away in his own iron box. Stephen O'Mara sat and looked long +and long at his mother's picture. When he finally raised his head +again Miss Sarah's eyes were misty, too. + +"This is one of the things for which I can never thank you enough," he +murmured. "I can only tell you that I didn't know--I didn't +understand----" + +Miss Sarah took the gilt-framed picture from his hand. She did not +need his disconnectedly self-conscious explanation to understand. + +"Voluble, verbal gratitude is not an uncommon thing," she answered. "I +am going to ask far more than that of you. I've kept her picture +always on my table, Stephen, ever since we found it; and I should miss +it greatly if I were not to see it often. Do you mind leaving it here, +in your room upstairs? I am going to ask that of you, and if you don't +mind doing so, then I--I would suggest, too, that you might kiss +the--the first 'dressed up lady you ever did git to know,' who must bid +you good-night now." + +The boyish hesitation with which he saluted Miss Sarah's faded pink +cheek was far more delicately flattering than all the effusion in the +world could ever have been. After she had left them alone Steve turned +and gazed at Caleb, wonder in his face. + +"I've never forgotten the way she shook hands with me, that day," he +said slowly. "I wondered then if there could be other women with +voices just as kind. And I--I'm wondering now." + +Caleb smiled. + +"I've often speculated on that myself, Steve," he remarked. "And I +don't know. I don't know! Sarah is pretty human--even for a Baptist, +eh?" + +They both laughed over that rainy day which the words recalled; they +sat and talked and smoked, but no matter what trend the conversation +took, Caleb failed to mention the document or the tax receipts which he +had found ten years before in Old Tom's tin box. Even if he had not +been entirely certain of it that first day when he had neglected to +show them to Sarah, he knew now just what reason underlay his secrecy. +Like Old Tom, he felt that his action was in a way more or less +extenuated by circumstance. And still mindful of Dexter Allison's odd +moment or two of guarded antagonism that very morning, he gradually led +the conversation around to more recent things. + +"I suppose you have had your conference with Mr. Allison, Steve?" he +suggested in a matter-of-fact way. + +Instantly at that question all the boyishness left the other's face. +He looked away and looked back again, very deliberately. + +"No more than a word," he answered. "He asked me to come down again, +toward the end of the week, if I could get away. He said no doubt I +would want to spend all the time I could to-day with you and Miss +Sarah." + +"Of course," Caleb exclaimed, "of course! I see. Is it--is it +unethical if I ask, privately, your opinion of this job which the East +Coast Company has on its hands? Do you believe they can swing it in +time to fulfill all their obligations?" + +Again there followed a moment's pause while Steve's eyes roved +thoughtfully around the room. + +"Mr. Elliott wouldn't have risked every cent he has," he finally +replied, "unless I had assured him that it wasn't so very much more +than a man-sized gamble. Nor Mr. Ainnesley, either, I think. So that +puts it up to me pretty squarely, doesn't it? We'll have to win +through--because we have to, now!" + +"Quite so!" murmured Caleb again. + +He studied a long time over his next words, and it was a very vivid +vision of a rigid little figure in a wrecked black velvet suit--a +vision of a bleak-faced boy with bruised lips who had insisted upon +going back downtown for Miss Sarah's eggs--which eventually overbore +his distaste for anything that might savor of disloyalty to a friend. + +"Of course there could arise unforeseen circumstances," he ventured. +"Unforeseen interference which, unless one guarded against it, might +defeat every effort." + +The room seemed very, very quiet. + +"Of course," came the calm answer at last; and Caleb could not see +Steve's face behind the cupped hands at his pipe bowl, "of +course--unless one more or less guarded against it." + +And there, just as calmly, they dropped it. The topic was not +discussed again that night, unless a bit of news which Fat Joe Morgan +himself delivered might be construed as somehow relative. Fat Joe had +been driving for an hour, silent some of the time, but for the most +part devoted to a whole-hearted rendition of "Home, Sweet Home," in his +thin and bell-like tenor, when he broke off in the middle of a stanza +to chuckle. + +"Say, Chief," he exclaimed, "I've got news for you that'll just fill +you plumb full of happiness and good cheer. I hired another hand +to-day who'll be a distinct addition to our gang up-river. Just to +while away the dark hours I'll let you guess for a while who he is. +I'll let you guess from here to Last Oak, above the cypress bend at the +rapids. One, two, three--and the contest is on!" + +The man beside Fat Joe stirred and opened his eyes. Fat Joe couldn't +see it, for it was too dark, but Steve frowned somewhat at the levity +which had interrupted him. He had just been thinking about the tight +grip of a slender hand which had fallen upon his arm that afternoon +when a red-headed riverman lurched drunkenly from a doorway ahead. +Joe's words were exactly coincident with that thought and the answer +came mechanically. + +"Harrigan," grunted Steve. + +And in the darkness Fat Joe sighed mournfully. + +"Bull's-eye," he whimpered, "and there goes the whole evenin's +entertainment! Why didn't you cast around, sort of fruitless for a +while, and prolong the excitement? But you're right. Harrigan, that's +him! He'd just met up with that fat party who owns the plaster palace +on the hill--just met up with him, down the road a piece, and Allison +had fired him for keeps, he said. He asked me if we didn't have room +for a nice steady hand, so I hired him. And I'll leave it to you if it +ain't Harrigan's feet that's mostly unsteady, at that. He seemed awful +cheerful for a man who'd just been allowed to resign, but who was I to +entertain dark doubts? I hired him; I thought you might like the touch +of color his hair'll lend to the landscape. It'll be comfortin', too, +havin' him around where we can have a look at him any time we take the +notion. Don't you think so?" + +Steve's grunted reply was hardly intelligible, but it seemed to satisfy +Fat Joe. The latter had long before learned to read the signs; he knew +when his best efforts were only wasted words, and once more he gave his +attention to the jogging horses and his neglected melody. + +Caleb Hunter, wondering after Steve had gone just how much he might +have seemed to insinuate, regretted that he had spoken at all. +Recollection of Allison's bluff cordiality with O'Mara only made him +the more ashamed of his suspicion, and yet the next morning at table he +attempted, covertly, to sound Sarah for an opinion, too. She +invariably solved his perplexities or relegated them to the limbo of +gentle ridicule. + +"Just why should he want this East Coast job to fail?" he puzzled +aloud. "He's in it, along with Elliott and Ainnesley, even if he isn't +in so deep. That is, of course, assuming that he does want it to fail." + +The preoccupied gleam in Miss Sarah's eyes promised a reply that might +be worth considering, but when it came Caleb found trouble in +assimilating it. + +"They did look so well together," she murmured absently. "He's so much +broader--and a whole head taller, too!" + +It didn't seem to be exactly a relevant answer, but Caleb nodded +patiently. + +"Taller, yes," he admitted judiciously. "But he isn't half so big +around." + +Sarah sat, fork poised, and gazed at him. + +"Not half so big as who?" she neglected her sentence structure. + +"Why--Dexter!" said Caleb. "Isn't that what we were talking about?" + +"Maybe you were," Miss Sarah sniffed. "But I was not discussing +Dexter's height or girth either. I was referring to his daughter +and--and our boy, Stephen. I was going to ask you if you thought she +could be entirely disinterested in him. I don't believe any woman +forgets a man who has ever thought enough of her to fight for her." + +"I suppose not," agreed Caleb humbly. + +"And I was wondering, if that argument ever came up again--I'm +wondering if Archibald Wickersham wouldn't come out second best, just +as he did before?" + +Then her brother understood. He threw back his head and laughed until +Sarah's face registered a trace of vexation. + +"Sarah," he saluted her, "I'm a mere babe in arms when it comes to +finesse, in comparison with you. But since you have introduced the +subject I might remark that there are two individuals to be considered. +Maybe she might be--interested--as you so delicately phrase it. But +the boy--well, he's had one mighty pointed lesson, you know." + +But there was no mirth in Sarah's eyes. She was most serious. + +"That's the very thing which perplexes me," she confessed. "I was +going to ask you about that. For it was hurt pride that sent him away +and he hasn't forgotten the hurt, even yet. He was going to tell us, +last night when I stopped him, that he hadn't written again because he +wasn't certain that we wanted to hear; and he was painfully conscious +of how childish it would sound in words, too. Some men quit when they +are whipped once, but don't some of them refuse to recognize that +they've ever been whipped at all, Cal? And then, she told me that she +had asked him to her party, Friday night. If he comes I think I'll be +better able to tell just what----" + +"He won't!" cut in Caleb flatly, and when she taxed him for it he +proceeded to elaborate at considerable length the reason for his +certainty. His argument was rather tight and so, just because of that, +woman-fashion she believed the contrary. + +All day Friday she watched the hills' road. Not until the orchestra in +the lodge beyond the hedge had begun tunelessly to strum their +instruments, to insure their later tunefulness, did she reluctantly +abandon her position at the window. But then, from his chair at the +fire, Caleb noticed how wistfully disappointed her face was. + +It turned much colder with nightfall; a wind sharp with the tang of +autumn was blowing in off the river when Barbara, muffled from throat +to ankle in a sapphire fur-edged wrap, slipped in at the door, having +stolen away ostensibly to display to them her costume. It was after +the hour of ten, but the girl lingered a little after she had executed +that mission; she stopped again in the door, indecisively worrying her +lip with small teeth, when she finally turned to depart. + +"We are very sorry that Mr. O'Mara could not come," she hesitated. "I +had promised both Garry and Archie Wickersham that he would be down." + +The older woman nodded and accepted the statement for what it was--a +question which the girl's eyes failed to conceal. + +"We haven't heard from him since he went back into camp," she answered. +"He, no doubt, has been unable to get away." + +Barbara turned without replying and passed out, less airily than she +had entered. But Miss Sarah's eyes were no longer disappointed as she +again took her place at a window. And a second later, when she had +drawn back suddenly into the room with a muffled exclamation, her +brother was astonished at her beaming face. A moment earlier he would +have sworn that it was only wistful, but before she went upstairs, +exclaiming still further at the lateness of the hour, it began to look +more than a little like veritable triumph to him. + +Barbara Allison recrossed the lawn very slowly that night; she retraced +her steps with head bent, the fall of her slippered feet muffled by the +carpet of thick, unfrosted grass. Vaguely troubled, vaguely disturbed +at herself for her inability to analyze that strange mood which, twice +in the last few nights, had sent her with aching throat and wet cheeks +into Miriam's room, she was within arm's length of the dark figure in +the hedge gap through which she had just come, before she was aware of +its presence. Stephen O'Mara, weatherbeaten hat in hand, was standing +there in her path, peering steadily at the stucco and timber lodge +alight from end to end like a huge and sprawling glow-worm. + +Even in that first moment when she stopped and caught her breath, +audibly, from sheer surprise, the girl sensed the indecision in the +attitude of the man before her. But she could not know that it was not +a thing of the moment--that irresolution; could not know that +throughout the week Steve had periodically abused himself for his +inability to settle the question once and for all, and leave his brain +free for more important things. Just as often as he told himself that +he would not go, he had found himself reopening the mental discussion, +and yet--and strangely enough--it was not the recollection of Barbara's +repeated invitations, or even her distress over Garry Devereau, who had +been ceaselessly in his thoughts ever since she had spoken of him, +which finally achieved the decision. An insistent desire again to meet +the Honorable Archibald Wickersham in the end led him to request Fat +Joe to hook up the team, that day at noon, for the long drive down +river. With Steve himself handling the reins, they had rolled the +thirty miles at a speed which might have mildly surprised Fat Joe had +he not been accustomed to putting two and two together to make six or +eight or more. And Fat Joe's thin tenor was just drifting faintly off +down the hill--a mournful rendition of "Home, Sweet Home"--when the +girl stepped noiselessly forward and put a hand, feather-light, upon +the man's arm. + +Again she felt the swift tensing of the flesh beneath; she fell back a +step before the startling abruptness with which Steve whirled. She +even threw up one small hand, as if to shield her face. And then, the +cloak falling open at her throat, a slender, swaying figure in blue and +shimmering white, she stood and flung a little laugh at him--a laugh a +little unsteady, a bit tinged with mockery, and as untroubled as the +spirit of youth itself. + +"Is that the way you always prepare to greet your friends?" she asked. + +The man just stood and stared at her--stared much as if he mistrusted +his own ears and eyes. + +"Not all my friends," his slow voice drawled at last, but even the +words were tinged with doubt. "Not all my friends," he said. + +And again he was conscious first of her slimness, her smallness. He +was aware of the insistent, impish suggestion of boyishness in tilted +head and poised body, before the rays that wavered over his shoulder +from the windows behind him disclosed the misty gladness of welcome in +her eyes, splashed now with points of light not so very unlike the +blurred star-points in the infinitely deep, purplish pool of the sky +above them. Silently the man reached out and found the hand which had +lain for a moment upon his arm. + +"So you are--you," he murmured, when his fingers touched hers. "I +wasn't--just sure." + +The girl bobbed her head--her quaint and childishly impetuous +affirmative. She looked down at the hand holding her own, +contemplating her small white fingers curled up now into a warm, round +fist, and wondering at the completeness with which it was swallowed by +his big palm. + +Suddenly unable to think quite clearly, she wondered at the new pulse +in her throat, which beat and beat until it seemed not easy even to +speak. + +"Then it--must be you, too," she faltered. "I wasn't sure, either, +even when I knew it must be. I'd begun to believe that you hadn't +forgotten--that you didn't care to. . . . Will you please say that you +forgive me--please--for something over which I have been sorrier than +you can know?" + +It was not more than a wisp of sound--that request. The words were +stumbling, and very earnest, and not very hard to understand. Silence +came again, broken only by the treble strains of violins beyond. Once, +in that quiet, his eyes strayed to the small and round, and yellow +object which she carried in the crook of one arm--a tiny papier-mâché +pumpkin strapped to two fuzzy mice in patent leather harness--but the +pumpkin coach and tiny animals were not necessary to translate her +costume to him. + +His eyes came back and clung to the velvety face of that slim +Cinderella in bits of transparent slippers and shimmering, star-edged +white, until even in spite of the gloom the girl recognized the change +which had come creeping over his face. She saw it surge up in his +eyes--the old undisguised wonder of the boy of ten years before, for +which, until that instant, she had looked in vain--but it was a man's +wonder of woman now, utter and absolute and all-enveloping. She caught +her breath then; she touched her lips with a dainty tongue as though +they had gone dry of a sudden. Involuntarily she stepped toward him, +that single pace which she had fallen away. And above the tumult of +her own senses she heard herself trying to laugh and realized how +unsteady the effort was. + +"Then you do forgive me?" she breathed. "Do I--pass inspection? Do +you like me--in my masquerade?" + +Steve answered her last question first and, lips parted, she listened, +conscious of nothing save the words he was speaking. + +"There was never need of a fairy-godmother for you," he told her, his +voice grave. "There was never need of a transforming miracle; you have +been that, always, yourself. And you are not permitted to ask +forgiveness from me, nor pardon. Men do not admit that there can be +need of that, where they have worshiped, as long as I have worshiped +you. You knew I was coming. . . . I've been coming ten years now. +But you can never know, either, how long ten years can be." + +The words were blurred as a far-off echo in her ears. She started to +speak, but all that she would have said caught in her throat and hurt +her, and only her unsteady breath came from parted lips. Her head +drooped forward again, while the small fist twisted and searched and +found and clasped tight one finger of the hand that held it. She +realized that his free arm was lifted toward her. As she started +forward, her ankles became entangled in the soft pile of satin at her +feet, and she stopped to free them--and started forward again. But +when, at her inarticulate effort at speech, he bent his head to her +swiftly upflung face, her whole slender body tightened at the rough +contact of blue flannel against her cheek. Almost before they held her +she struggled madly from the circle of his arms. White of face, white +of lip, she broke away from him and darted through the gap in the +hedge, only to shrink back against him in panic the next instant before +the black shape upon a blacker horse, between her and the lights. + +He was gazing in their direction--the man upon the horse. He was +laughing softly. And when he thrust back the black cowl that hid his +face and began to speak, Stephen O'Mara recognized that terribly pale, +terribly drawn face. Garry Devereau rocked a little in the saddle and +waved a gracefully unsteady hand. + +"Blessings, my children!" he called to the two in the shadow, and his +tongue was not thick, but only wavering. "My felicitations! And e'en +though I know not your identity, still I may sense your fond confusion. +And yet--why blush, dear unknowns? 'Tis in the air to-night. Even I +myself have yielded to spirit of frivolity. Two hours ago I appeared +masked in these dingy vestments as Love's Young Dream; but with me the +mood has passed. Fellow romancers, you have witnessed a metamorphosis; +you are now gazing upon the Wrath of God, about to thunder forth upon a +coal black charger. I merely paused to bid you haste inside, lest you +miss the crux of the evening. When I withdrew the Honorable Archie was +already searching, with bravely concealed distraction, for the fair +daughter of the house. The hour has struck--it's masks off--masks off, +from eyes and hearts!" + +[Illustration: "Blessings, my children!" he called to the two in the +shadow. "My felicitations! And e'en though I know not your identity, +still I may sense your fond confusion."] + +He laughed again, a low and ugly chuckle. Sparks flew from Ragtime's +hoofs when he touched the sleek flanks with his heels and the splendid +animal quivered and bunched hard thigh muscles and spurned the gravel. +White face whiter still against the background of his somber vestments, +debonaire and drunkenly insecure in the saddle, Garret Devereau tore +out into the main road and thundered off into the night. + +Barbara Allison stood a long time motionless, her back to the +motionless man so near her. She stood and stared, pale as had been +that black-robed horseman, straight ahead of her. Then a tremor shook +her. Mechanically she started forward, but at the first step Steve's +hand reached out and found her arm and drew her back to him. She faced +about, and waited. + +"Is that--true?" he asked her, quietly. + +She made no move to answer. + +"Is that true?" his low and gentle voice commanded this time. "You +still mean to--marry--him?" + +She recovered her voice then. All her confusion and stunned +realization was swallowed up by that tide of fiercely unreasoning, +deadly resentment which his very gentleness evoked. There was nothing +girlish in his reply--nothing boyish in that high-held chin and +stiffened body. A hard note marred her utterance, a perfection of +insolence edged with scorn, which Steve's world did not know. She +wanted but one thing in that moment; she knew but one impulse--a mad +desire to cut and tear and rend savagely his gravely possessed +kindliness. + +"What I have done to-night I can never hope to explain," she told him. +"I can only hope that some day I may cease to despise myself as utterly +as you have taught me to, at this minute. And since you choose to +regard it now as your right to ask that question, I'll answer it for +you. I do not _mean_ to marry him. I shall be proud to be his wife!" + +The light that streamed over her shoulder fell full upon his face. She +saw the blood pour up, staining throat and cheek and brow, and then ebb +away. She gave him time to answer, but he did not speak; and suddenly +she knew what scene of another day he was remembering. Her eyes +dropped to her imprisoned hand. + +"You are--detaining me," she said. + +He released her immediately, and yet she did not move. And while she +waited he turned and stooped and turned to her again. She stood like +stone while he wrapped her fur-edged sapphire cloak about her and +fastened it close beneath her uptilted chin. He waited, bare of head, +in the hedge gap until she had crossed the lawn to the house that lay a +sprawling glow-worm in the darkness. A tumult of voices leaped out to +him when she opened the door--a lilting crash of syncopated melody. +And then it was quiet again. + +After a glimpse of his chief's eyes that night, Fat Joe essayed not so +much as one facetious protest against turning the fagged team homeward +with scarcely any rest at all. And hour after hour he drove in +silence, checking himself apologetically once or twice when he forgot +himself long enough to burst into the opening strains of his inevitable +ballad. He remained as quiet as that too quiet man beside him, until +Steve himself opened his lips. + +"It's a--lonesome night," mused the latter at length. + +Fat Joe could not have endured it much longer. His pent-up spirit +leaped fervidly forth in reply. + +"Lonesome!" he ejaculated. "Man, it's lonesomer'n hell! Hear that +damn wind sighin' in the branches, as your poets say. Hear her moan! +And look at them clouds edgin' in on the moon like they was thugs +a-packin' blackjacks and waitin' for an openin' to whale in. Lonesome? +Say, it gives me chills, a night like this. It don't seem to have no +heart, somehow, nor mercy nor nuthin', does it? It's all wrong! It +ain't dark enough, and it ain't light enough; it's too quiet, and the +wind makes too much noise. It keeps whisperin' over your shoulder, +tauntin' yuh with somethin' you can't understand. No, sir, this kind +of a night ain't popular with me, at, all, at all! . . . Say, Steve, +how do you pronounce C-e-c-i-l-e?" + +Steve pronounced it for him, dully inattentive, but the flood-gates of +speech were opened for Joe. + +"That's the way I would of handled it myself," he averred, "but I +wanted to be certain sure. It ain't exactly genteel to call a lady out +of her name, any way you look at it. And not that I've reached that +state of exceedin' intimacy, as you might say, either. I just aim to +be prepared, that's all." + +He fell to whistling after that, and almost immediately his thin tenor +was rolling ahead of them, through the black alley between the pines, +to continue in soulful reiteration until the construction camp clearing +loomed up ahead. And there, twice within a hundred yards, with the +long bunk houses already visible, the weird hoot of an owl fluted +through the darkness. At its third repetition Fat Joe's song hushed; +he cocked his head on one side to listen, and shot a glance at Steve, +but he knew that the latter had not heard. And when that night-bird's +call rose again, clear and measured and louder than before, Fat Joe +tightened the reins above the fagged team; he shot forward suddenly and +laid the whip across their tired flanks as they cleared the last +breastwork of trees. + +Steve's head was jerked backward by the abruptness of their first +plunge; and then he saw what Fat Joe had seen a second before. High up +on the hillside there was a light glowing from the windows of the shack +which served the chief engineer of the East Coast job as office and +domicile, too. While Fat Joe laid on the whip a man came hurtling past +the outflung door, sprang to his feet and, running low to the ground, +disappeared into the blackness of the brush. Joe swung the horses up +in a galloping curve and with one catlike leap, incredibly light for a +man of his chunky build, was down from the seat and crashing through +the bushes on the trail of that fugitive whose noisy flight had already +become a faint crackle in the distance. + +Flame poured from Fat Joe's revolver. Two whiplike reports shattered +the night quiet before Stephen O'Mara moved. Then he lifted himself +heavily from the seat. Something nuzzled his shoulder while he stood +listening to the diminishing tumult of the pursuit; and even before he +turned he knew what it was. He paused a moment to stroke the soft nose +of the black horse standing there with reins a-trail. It was Ragtime, +wet with lather and caked with dust. But even then he was not prepared +for the sight which met him when he entered the shack. Seconds must +have passed while he stood staring from the threshold, for Fat Joe came +puffing back from his fruitless chase in time to see him bend and lift +a black-robed, lifelessly limp body from the floor and stagger with it +toward a bunk. Fat Joe's steady flow of profanity, oddly, double +vicious in his thin, complaining voice, was checked short. He, too, +stood and stared from the doorway--stood and lifted his nose and +sniffed. + +"Seems to be our night for callers," he remarked with bad mildness; +"and, say, this one's got a peach of a load, ain't he?" + +Then Garry Devereau's head rolled over, ghastly loose and slack, and +the plump one caught sight of a ragged gash in the senseless man's +temple. + +"So-o, that's it?" he droned, and his complaining voice was deadly +again. "So that's it! But he wasn't so far gone that he couldn't put +up a tidy little battle, was he? Funny about that, too, but I could +always do my best little jobs of man-handling when I was about +half-over myself." + +His pale eyes swept the floor; he pounced forward and recovered a sheaf +of blue-prints from a corner. + +"This, I take it," he muttered, "was what they was arguing about when +we busted in. Steve, them's our bridge estimates--and there wa'n't no +copies of 'em, either. It wouldn't take us more than two weeks to +replace 'em neither--not more'n two precious, priceless weeks. I'm +only hopin' now that when our other caller, who seems to want them more +than we do, calls again, I'll be here myself to entertain him, with tea +or somethin'. I'd plumb hate to seem so inhospitable as not to be +home, twice hand-runnin', to visitors." + +Fat Joe's round face was congested with murderous rage before he had +finished, but Steve seemed hardly to have heard him at all. He had +finally straightened out that sickeningly slack figure upon his own +bunk. He was listening now to his heart, and at a jerk of his head Fat +Joe joined him at the bedside. The latter's thick fingers were as +delicate, as competent, as a skilled physician's might have been. He, +too, listened and peeled back the unconscious man's eyelids. He shook +his head, dubiously. + +"Maybe that was a tidy little battle, while it lasted," he stated, "but +it ain't deuce high alongside this fight we've got on our hands right +now. For he's just as near over as I'd care to see a man, unless it +was someone I'd a little prefer dead! It ain't that scratch on the +head that's got him slippin', either." Joe paused and turned to +address Garry Devereau's still white face itself. "You sat in an' +backed my game like a gentleman born," he said, "and now I'm a-goin' to +play yourn, blue chips and white and yello'. But this is goin' to be +your last celebration, friend of mine, even if we do win through, or +you'll be holdin' your next one where the company ain't so select and +the climate nuthin' to compare with ourn!" + +And while he talked he worked, for it was Fat Joe who gave the orders +that night. He called for ammonia, for brandy, for a half-dozen drugs +from the camp hospital chest; and each of them Steve brought in an +automatic fashion that finally penetrated even Fat Joe's professional +pleasure in the struggle. + +"Friend of yourn?" he asked in an interval while they rested. + +"A friend," Steve repeated with a tightening of his jaws, and Joe knew +what that tone meant. + +After that they fought on in silence, side by side--sometimes waiting, +sometimes fighting, both of them, to hold that horribly racked man upon +the bed. He fought them with every pound of strength in his emaciated +body. He moaned up at them, screamed at them, cursed them frothingly, +and Fat Joe hung on and cursed him back--cursed him and promised him +profanely that he would not let him die. Steve's face was gray, sweat +was pouring from Fat Joe's scarlet face when the life-tide ebbed lowest +and there came a sudden cessation in that stream of babbled madness, +Garry Devereau lay so quiet that an oath jerked huskily from Fat Joe's +lips; but when he had listened at the motionless chest he lifted his +head and smiled, seraphically. + +"There, by God," he stated in his high, complaining tenor, "there, by +God! And if I ain't created a vacancy in the angel chorus aloft, then +I'm a liar!" + +And his explosive diagnosis proved to be as correct as it was utterly +unprofane in spirit. Before day broke there came an hour when Garry +Devereau lifted himself upon one elbow and opened his eyes to stare +half wildly, but very sanely, about the room. His gaze flitted +wonderingly from wall to wall before it rested, fearfully fixed, upon +Steve's brown face. Instantly he looked away, flinchingly, and met Fat +Joe's voluminous grin--and looked back again, cunningly cautious. +Finally he reached out a timid, blue-veined, pitifully unsteady hand +and plucked at Steve's blue flannel sleeve. And his words were an echo +of those which Stephen O'Mara had heard before that night from other +lips. + +"Then you--are you," he framed the words laboriously. "I wasn't +sure--even when I knew it must be." + +And Garry Devereau tried to smile--his slow smile of sophistry. + +"Greetings, Sir Galahad!" he faltered. "And how are you, Steve--and +who might your--fat friend be?" + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +A MATTER OF ORNITHOLOGY + +Of all the fragmentary pictures which those crowded twelve hours left +registered upon Stephen O'Mara's brain, none proved more enduring than +did the change which Garry Devereau's first haltingly weak but very sane +greeting wrought in the expression on Fat Joe's pink visage that morning. +The banter in Garry's labored words was so characteristic of the mocking +spirit of the man who had come back the same inexplicably intimate friend +which the boy had been, that it left Steve's dry throat speechless for +the moment. The visible effect upon Fat Joe was even more positive. + +Almost before he had finished his facetious query as to the identity of +the one who had dragged him through that bad night Gary fell asleep; he +slipped off into slumber, the very calmness of which guaranteed that the +crisis had passed. But the lugubrious astonishment which the question +had evoked consumed more time in fading from Joe's face. The latter's +jaw had sagged open; he dragged a sleeve across his damp forehead while +he stood and gazed in a sort of dumb dismay down at those pale and +handsome features. Then he chuckled suddenly; his whole squat body shook +with comprehensive mirth. + +"Now what do you think of that!" he gurgled in admiration. "What do you +think of that? A-hangin' on all night, alive once in a while, maybe, but +the best you could say for him the rest of the time was a hope that he +wasn't dead. And now coming at us with the airy persiflage, the first +regular breath he's drawed. Fat! It was me he meant to indicate, wasn't +it? He was joshin' me! Say, Steve, ain't he the merry little joker? +_Me--fat_! Now that's real funny--I'll leave it to you if it ain't." + +Fat Joe leaned over and drew a blanket a little higher across the +sleeping man's shoulder, while Steve continued silently to study Garry's +face. Even in unconsciousness a faintly crooked smile of skepticism +still clung to the lips. + +"It was like him," Steve remarked at last, very soberly. "Somehow, the +minute he began to speak I knew it was exactly the sort of thing I +expected him to say. The probability of death is a much more amusing +prospect to some men, Joe, than the perplexity of living." + +Fat Joe flashed a swift, half-puzzled glance at his chief's face; he +started to ask a question, then scowled and checked himself and turned +instead to kindle a fire in the stove of the lean-to kitchen of the +cabin. But a half-hour later he was still murmuring the last phrase over +to himself, perplexedly, when Steve came leading the horse Ragtime up to +the open door. Saddled and with reins a-trail, the animal had been +wandering throughout the night about the upper end of the construction +camp clearing. At the sound of hoofbeats outside Fat Joe left the stove +and the half-cooked breakfast he had set himself to prepare. From the +doorway he stared through narrowed lids. + +For the moment Joe had half forgotten those night birds whose mournful +hooting along the trail, a few hours back, had first stirred him to alert +suspicion. While he was struggling with Garry Devereau's faltering heart +he had had scant leisure to devote to the problem of the other man's +identity--that shadowy figure which had come plunging out of the cabin +door and gone crashing off into the brush, a noisy but invisible target +for his revolver. Now recognition and a light of partial understanding +rose and intermingled in his eyes. + +"So that's the way one of 'em come," he murmured. "I was wondering some. +Last night I didn't notice the horse, being a mite too hurried to give +ample attention to details, as it were. But ain't--ain't this one of +Allison's horses?" + +Steve straightened from an examination of a deep scratch in one of +Ragtime's knees and stood, back to the door, slowly stroking the soft +black nose. Just as well as though it had been voiced he caught the +unphrased inference in the plump one's query. After a time he shook his +head, absently, in negation. + +"No, Joe," he answered heavily. "He is from Allison's stables, but we +have him to thank, just the same, along with Garry, for our blue-prints +and estimates. It was Mr. Devereau whom he brought up here last night, +and in fairly good time I should judge, too, from the pace at which they +set out. Garry turned him into the hill-road, and he must have stuck to +it blindly until he struck our fork." And, after a longer pause: "The +horse is Miss Allison's own property," he added quietly. + +Joe pursed his lips. Instantly, at the mention of the girl's name, he +felt himself better equipped to understand both the lack of immediate +action and the seeming preoccupied indifference of his superior which, in +the face of the night's developments, would have been otherwise utterly +unaccountable that morning. + +There had been more than one instance of gross neglect and misinterpreted +orders, particularly in the last week or so, that might have resulted +disastrously if luck had not been with them; but Fat Joe had been unable +to convince the chief engineer of the East Coast Company that their +repetition was in any way a thing of sinister import. Steve had merely +smiled at his dogged belief in a veiled campaign of opposition, blaming +the minor catastrophes upon blundering incompetence which they could hope +to combat by unflagging vigilance alone. And now, when the finding of +the roll of estimates upon the floor and the blood clotted crease in +Garry Devereau's forehead made further argument superfluous, his +listlessness would have left Fat Joe alarmed had it not been for a +recollection of the light he had glimpsed in Steve's eyes at the +beginning of their sudden and unexplained return to camp the night +before, and his brooding silence on the road. At the mention of Barbara +Allison's name it all recurred to Joe in nicely balanced and comforting +sequence. Fat Joe confessed shamelessly to a romantic soul. And it +helped him now to choose his own course of action, even though he had, +for once, misread the other's mood. + +For if Steve had not forgotten the picture which Garry Devereau had made, +robed and cowled and areel in the saddle, any more than he could ever +hope to forget the slim, shimmering figure who had shrunk back against +him in panic, there in the shadow of the hedge, both pictures had +momentarily given way to an even more vivid memory. He was thinking of +Miriam Burrell's face and her last words to him: "I have heard, Mr. +O'Mara, that you have once or twice fought your way out of the dark, when +everybody else had lost hope. I want an opportunity to talk with--a +specialist in such campaigns!" + +The probable nearness of him who had gone bounding away empty-handed from +the lighted shack was of far less moment than the possible identity of +the one who had furnished the inspiration of that night raid. And to +Steve the need of assuring that tall girl with the vivid lips and coppery +hair of Garry Devereau's safety bulked quite as important as did the +advisability of seeking immediately an informal interview with Dexter +Allison, such as the latter himself had so genially suggested. + +But Fat Joe, squinting at his chief's broad back, misread the signs that +morning. From where he stood in the doorway he could see the men of the +upper camp already swarming out over the works, some of them mere dots +across the expanse of swamp-land. The rhythmic beat of pile-drivers +thudded in his ears; raucous echoes of shouted orders floated up from the +nearest gang-bosses, and punctuating it all came the intermittent boom of +dynamite explosions from far north in the deep cut alongside the river +edge. + +The construction camp had been nearly two hours awake; the race against a +well-nigh impossible time limit which would brook neither mistake nor +miscalculation had been picked up automatically at daybreak, where it had +hesitated at nightfall the day before. While he stared down at this +activity, a realization of the months of bitter toil which stood between +them and ultimate, uncertain success, crept over Fat Joe. Little by +little his features took on that look of hard and dangerous setness which +always seemed so doubly threatening upon his placidly round countenance. +And as casually as he was able he elected to go upon that errand of which +his chief must have lost sight, in a dulled and moody contemplation of an +entirely different matter. + +"Maybe," Joe suggested vaguely, "maybe I'll just ask you to watch these +things on the stove a while, Steve. I've got the fire to drawin' and +some coffee set on, because I knew we'd need 'em before that cook-boy got +his eyes open wide enough to see his way up here. It ain't exactly a +fancy repast, neither, so it won't tax your culinary skill none to tend +it. I--there's something I'd like to look into a little--something I +sort of lost sight of while we were soothing our mutual friend in yonder. +But I'll be back in a minute. I'll just run down and see if everybody's +onto his job." + +Hard on the heels of that explanation he started rapidly down the long +bare slope and Steve watched his departure without comment. While Joe +was gone he tethered the black horse at the door frame, found a nose-bag +and methodically presented the grateful beast with his breakfast. And +when Fat Joe returned he had finished preparing the meal which the former +had begun; in absent-minded inattention that resulted in more than one +perilously close call, with one hand he was placing brimming cups of +blistering hot coffee beside the plates of food and condensed milk-cans +upon the table, while he leafed slowly through the sheaf of blue-prints +with the other, satisfying himself that they were untampered with. Fat +Joe shook his head mournfully over this last exhibition and dropped into +a chair. + +They ate in silence that morning--a silence so heavy that the faint +breathing of Garry in the bunk beyond them sounded almost stentorian at +times. More than once Joe's gaze went to that colorless face; just as +often it searched Steve's gravely unreadable countenance, and it was Fat +Joe who first found the silence no longer endurable. + +"What," he ventured to interrupt the other's brooding, "what is it, +Steve, you call one of them little, gangling, bow-spectacled guys that +fools his waking hours away studyin' the customs and morals and suchlike +of birds and things?" + +Almost immediately Steve's face grew less blank at that bland question, +and although his eyes failed to shift from the invisible point beyond Joe +at which he was staring, his lips did curl a little. He had long before +learned to play up, solemnly, to those unprefaced and disingenuous leads. + +"Ornithologist?" he inquired soberly. "Ornithologist--if that is what +you mean." + +Joe nodded briskly. + +"That's it!" he exclaimed. "I knew it was ornery something-or-other, +and--and that makes it fit the case all the prettier, now don't it? +Because in the last half-hour or so, since I left you here to tend to the +cookin', I've been studying the birds somewhat myself. And having been a +little successful, so to speak, I'm ornerier'n even before I commenced." +He stopped to swallow half the steaming coffee in his cup, and if when he +began again his voice had hardened perceptibly, it was nevertheless still +elaborately guileless. "Steve," he said, "have _you_ ever stopped to +consider real close and earnest any of the peculiarities of our feathered +friends? Say--well, say owls, for instance?" + +Then Steve ceased to smile. He thought a moment, but his reply remained +tuned to the other's artless key. + +"Why, yes," he drawled. "Yes, and no. As for the latter, however, I +will admit that I have always believed their reputation for--er--wisdom +to be a greatly overestimated thing." + +Widely Fat Joe grinned his pleasure. His chief's eyes were no longer +vague nor blank. + +"Which just bears out my own personal research in the field," he stated. +"Not that I'm saying I've been real thorough in the matter, because I +ain't had the time. But what I've done I accomplished because I just +naturally dote on that kind of thing." His eye flitted carelessly toward +a window. "I happened to run into Harrigan, too, this morning," he +murmured. + +As disinterestedly as had Joe, Steve now drained his coffee cup and +waited. + +"He was down to the cook shanty," Fat Joe rambled on. "It's an hour +since he'd ought to have been out there with the powder squad in the +north cut, and when I asks him if he was feelin' indisposed this morning +he says no, but the supply teams was going out and one of the drivers had +told him that I was sending him along to help with the loadin'. He had +such a nice, frank, open-faced way of lying that I couldn't bring myself +to correct him. I just let it stand that way and told him such was the +arrangement." Joe saw swift satisfaction play across Steve's face. +"And--and then, after that, him and me--why, we just drifted off into a +real interestin' and scientific discussion about them birds I been +mentionin' to you. We--somehow we got to discoursing about owls. + +"I told him I'd never noticed 'em to hoot so close together and +persistent as they did last night, down along the trail, and wondered if +by any chance he'd heard 'em, too. And he said he had. He's a nice +smooth talker, Harrigan is, when he ain't too sober and not too drunk. +Oh, yes, he'd heard 'em, being wakeful, he explained, what with worrying +all night whether we'd ever get this line of steel laid before our +contract run out on us! Now wasn't that interestin'--wasn't it, +especially coming from him? Neatly put and self-possessed, I call it. +He was worried because he's dreadful superstitions. [Transcriber's note: +superstitious?] He claims when them birds gets to hedgin' in on each +other's solos like they did last night it's a sign of bad luck or an +accident for somebody, sure. That give me an opening to ask him if the +accident hadn't happened already, him having a bandage around his head +not much different from this one our friend here is wearing. But he +couldn't see it that way. A scratch he called it--just a scratch from a +twig." + +The room was very quiet for a breath. That thin note had crept into Fat +Joe's tenor voice--thin and chill and menacing. And there as abruptly as +he had assumed it, he flung aside his mask of disingenuous irrelevance. +Fat Joe wheeled, put both elbows upon the table edge and leaned forward +heavily. It was much as though he were setting himself to shoulder by +sheer weight through the discouraging wall of indifference behind which +the other was apparently withdrawing once more. + +"But as for me," his high voice rang a little, "but as for me--well, I +always did pride myself that I could shoot some, whether it was by +daylight or dark!" + +And the only result which that statement achieved was an answering, +meditative nod. Fat Joe subsided. All that he could say had been said, +and they finished breakfast as they had begun it, in absolute silence. +But when Steve, with a word, halted him in the doorway as Joe was on the +point of returning to the work in the valley, the latter turned to find +the slow smile which he knew so well hovering upon the younger man's +lips. He fairly gulped in his sudden relief. + +"Joe," Stephen O'Mara began, and the words were suspiciously unsteady for +those of a man who was bearing up bravely under a hidden sorrow, "Joe, +you've missed your calling, I'm afraid. As a naturalist you might have +scored an instant and sensational success, in spite of the fact that you +are neither bow-spectacled nor--er--gangling, as no doubt Mr. Devereau's +reference to you has this morning made plain." + +He stopped to touch a match to the dry grains of tobacco which he had +been tamping into the bowl of his pipe; he swung slowly around toward the +inert figure on the bunk. When he spoke again the thread of raillery was +gone from his voice. + +"He'll sleep the day through, I think," he said, "and the night, perhaps. +But I'd advise you to look in on him now and then, just the same. He did +us a good turn last night. It's the second good turn he's done for me, +Joe. And now perhaps the chance has come to even up the score a little. +You would know, wouldn't you, Joe, just how many drinks to prescribe for +a man who has been as--as ill as Garry has?" + +Fat Joe's face commenced to shine, and at that he was only beginning to +understand. + +"Ain't I the doctor?" he demanded aggrievedly. "You don't have to go no +deeper into technicalities with me. And I told you last night, anyway, +didn't I, that it would have to be his last little celebration, unless he +was figurin' on a longer journey than he's ever took before. Well, I've +handled so many cases just like his that there ain't even a little +enjoyable novelty in 'em any more for me." + +Steve received the statement with another nod. + +"That's it," he mused. "That's it exactly. It would have to be his +last, unless he is figuring on a longer journey than he has ever taken +before." + +He crossed and leaned over the thin and motionless form of his friend. +He laid one hand gently upon the sleeping man's shoulder. + +"He did that for me once, Joe," he spoke quietly. "He dropped his hand +on my shoulder like that, and I never forgot the weight of it. You watch +him, Joe--watch him closely for a while, because--because, you see, a man +does stray along once in so often who's so badly bewildered and trail +weary, so tired of trying and--and hurt in soul, that the thought of such +a journey as you speak of begins to seem the shortest route after all to +an end of thoughts which even alcohol can't wipe out. You take care of +him, and if he wakes before I get back, explain to him a little just how +he came here, and thank him a lot for what he did. Ask him to wait until +I come back from Morrison, will you?" + +For a moment Joe just stood and blinked, dumfounded. + +"Huh!" he blurted at last. "Huh! So that's what you been hintin' at all +the time, is it? I didn't just get you right until now. But, do you +know, it did seem to me once or twice while we were working over +him--once or twice when the goin' was pretty bad--that his spirit wasn't +heaving real hearty into the traces. And, say, ain't that a poor idea +for a guy to get into his head? Now ain't it?" And then, as the purport +of the rest of Steve's words struck home: "Do you mean you are going to +Morrison to have a----" + +Steve recrossed to the door and began to unfasten the feed-bag from +Ragtime's nose. + +"And now about this ornithological problem, Joe," he cut in with a +blandness that outdid Joe's best effort. "About owls in particular! +Your research work was illuminating; in view of its casual nature it was +unbelievably helpful. But personally I feel that a thorough sifting of +the matter requires slightly different methods. One should endeavor to +get at the thing in its embryonic state, as--as it were. Don't you think +so? If one could locate the place of incubation, the--er--nest from +which these night birds of yours first stretched their wings, it might +prove really worth while--no? And--and at the same time I'll just return +Miss Allison's horse to her, too, this morning." + +He leaned over to lengthen a stirrup; stopped again to light his pipe. + +"Watch things," he called, as he swung to the saddle and put Ragtime to +the slope. "Watch things!" His voice drifted up from below, clear and +eager, and alive with mirth. "And drive 'em, Joe--drive 'em--drive 'em +from daylight till dark!" + +From the threshold Fat Joe watched him until horse and rider disappeared +beyond the line of timber; with broad face aglow he stood, head cocked +upon one side. + +Then, "He was figurin'," he muttered in blithe delight, "he was +a-figurin' to himself, all the time I thought he was thinking about her! +I guess my own mind has lately got to dwelling too insistent on trivial +things, for a laboring man. . . . He's taking her back her horse--real +broke up and sorrowful like over the prospect of seein' her again so +soon, too, now wasn't he? And me--me sympathizin' with _him_! +Sometimes, Joe, your lack of penetration is plumb aggravatin' to me. You +talk a lot, but you don't say much! You got to learn to listen." + +He stepped forward, remembered and turned back into the cabin. There was +womanish solicitude in the scrutiny he bent upon Garry Devereau's +crookedly smiling face. + +"You and me was ordained to be friends," he declared oratorically, +"because anybody that Steve O'Mara calls friend is good enough for me. +And so I'll just naturally have to persuade you to put off indefinitely +this idea of a prolonged excursion, won't I--convince you maybe of the +unnumbered delights of our own earthly suburb, as it were. And fat, eh? +You think I'm fat, do you? Well, that's a matter we'll have to thrash +out when you come to--that and one other which ain't going to be half so +amusin' nor congenial while under consideration. About the best I can +promise you for both of them arguments is that you ain't got a chance to +win either. I got my orders to take care of you." + +He tiptoed to the door and went with his oddly light and cat-footed tread +down the hill. Just once more he paused, halfway between the +headquarters of the East Coast Company's chief engineer and the thudding +pile-drivers at the edge of the swamp. + +"It won't be so lonesome, having him for company," he told himself. +"It'll be a new mind to delve into,--that is, if he'll only listen a +little to reason, when he wakes up. And I wonder if he takes kindly to a +little friendly game. I wonder, now--I wonder!" + + + + +CHAPTER X + +NOT A CHANCE IN THE WORLD + +Barbara Allison's presence upon the dusty hill-road that morning was +more than the result of a merely casual whim, even though, when she +turned her mount north into that mountain highway a scant two hours +before, the choice had been made without actual thought for the route +which she was selecting. And yet, conscious or instinctive, the choice +had brought her the things for which both brain and spirit were ahunger +that morning: A silence so profound that the vague, crackling wood +noises which disturbed it from time to time were not noises at all, but +only a part of its very being; a solitude so breathlessly big and +sweeping that she must needs throw out both slim arms finally in a +childishly eager effort to embrace a tithe of it--and a chance to be +alone! + +The night before, as soon as she had re-entered hurriedly the glowing +lodge asprawl upon the hill, the impulse had first come to her--a swift +and almost blind desire to turn and escape, if only for a little while, +from the roomful of chatter and laughter and bright-eyed badinage +loosed upon her immediately after the unmasking, by Dexter Allison's +perfectly cadenced announcement of his daughter's engagement. All in a +breath the huge room had become stiflingly oppressive; the gaiety +unbearable. And at the end of the first half-hour following her +truancy she might have yielded to the impulse, pleading the first +flimsy excuse which would have purchased an opportunity to reconstruct +that hysterically mad minute or two with him whom she had just left a +little before in the hedge-gap, had not Miriam Burrell, at the very +moment of decision, stung her into realization of what meaning such an +act might convey to other less generous minds. + +That tall and lithe-bodied and abrupt-tongued friend of hers, colorless +cheeks even paler against the black background, of her Mongolian +costume, still had eyes for the change which had come over the younger +girl, in spite of the terror which had been congealing her own heart +since the moment of unmasking. Her vivid lips were still able to +smile, stiffly, when she finally drew Barbara into a corner and under +cover of her lacquered fan mockingly pinched a little color into her +wan cheeks. But that strange girl failed to realize how much of scorn +for a thing she labeled her own cowardice, she put into her words that +night. + +"Please remember, dear child," she whispered, "that you are on +exhibition as the ingenuously happy bride-to-be. If you are going to +play the game this way, like the rest of them, why not be a good sport +and play it for all there is in it? One owes it to one's partner, you +know, not to reveal entirely the weakness of the hand that's just been +dealt. You should smile--at least a little!" + +Barbara, brain already hopelessly entangled, wheeled in astonishment at +the almost viciously satirical suggestion, refusing even while her face +flamed to believe that she had caught correctly the impossibly cynical, +unbelievably unkind insinuation of this girl who was her closest +friend. But Miriam's eyes silenced the demand for an explanation, +which had risen with an hitherto unknown coldness to her lips. Instead +Barbara reached out impetuously and took the girl's icy wrist in both +her own hands. + +"Miriam, child, what is it?" she breathed. "What is the matter, dear? +You're ill--you're cold as death!" + +And at that the lash of scornful intolerance for all things +hypocritical, the flick of which Barbara had never known before, was +gone from Miriam's tongue. She moistened her lips and tried to speak, +and had to try again before her voice would come. + +"Have you--seen Garry?" she asked huskily. "Do you know where he went?" + +The hopelessness of the query made possible but one interpretation of +all that lay behind it, and yet Barbara, who had not so much as guessed +at it until now, refused the thought as too fantastic for credence. +Again a wave of conscious color stained her face. + +"Do you mean since--since----" Her lips refused to phrase it, but +Miriam finished it for her. + +"Since he went swinging out into the dark on Ragtime." She, too, +strained at the sentence, but for an entirely different reason. "I was +looking for him, but I was too late. Bobs, all evening his eyes have +been mad--his mood insane! I heard just his last word or two to you +and--Mr. O'Mara, out there on the lawn. His father, you know--but you +don't think. . . . Barbara, I'm frightened--I'm so terribly +frightened!" + +It ended in a little moan of fear. And now, astounded past all belief, +Barbara understood. But before she could speak the seeming need of +woman reassurance, no matter how illogical, was gone. Amazingly, all +in an instant, the living dread disappeared from Miriam's face; she +stiffened and threw back her head with that short laugh which contained +so little of mirth, so much that was hard to translate. And the +Honorable Archibald Wickersham, appearing the same instant at Barbara's +elbow, frowned at its note of derision. + +"I've just been warning Barbara," the tall girl was already drawling +with consummate impudence, "that the record of past performances are +all against your finishing the distance without coming a cropper in +these international matrimonial hurdles. Just what is your opinion, +Archibald?" + +Wickersham had never liked Miriam Burrell. Now he smiled a trifle +wryly into her insolently uptilted face, without attempting to answer +the question. And during the next dance with Barbara he unburdened +himself, rather positively for him, of his distaste for her. The +pronounced frown, however, remained even longer upon his countenance. + +But that one moment had served where everything else might have failed. +For the rest of the evening Barbara was again a creature of moods so +frothy, so evanescent that she swept aside even Wickersham's habit of +precision. And if the spur that brightened her eyes and quickened her +laughter was, after all, nothing more nor less than a hot contempt for +herself--for the stolen moment in the hedge-gap and the inexplicable +impulse upon which she had all but acted following it--her merriment +was none the less a palpitant thing. + +And yet afterward, alone in her room, when the last treble note had +died away and she had dismissed Cecile, her sleepy-eyed maid, the sense +of oppression had returned redoubled. She did not want to sleep; she +was glad of her wide-eyed wakefulness, but in the darkness walls and +ceiling and floor seemed fairly to close in upon her and hedge in soul +and brain as well as body. It was the first time the girl had ever +known the need--the driving desire--to be alone out of doors, where +there was nothing but sky and skyline to bound her thoughts. And at +last, when her restlessness became no longer bearable, while the +remainder of the house still slept behind drawn curtains, she rose and +slipped into boots and breeches and riding coat, and descended to order +a not too wide-awake groom to saddle a horse. And in the very middle +of his sensational report of Ragtime's empty stall she swung to the +saddle and turned toward the north. + +She rode hard at first. She put the small roan mare between her knees +to a pounding gallop, pulling to a walk only after the rushing air had +whipped back into her cheeks a part at least of the glow which the +sleepless night had robbed from them. And if the tang of the trees and +the solitude and the warmth of the sun did their work slowly, they +nevertheless did it well. Little by little her tense body relaxed; the +line of her lips softened. Almost before she realized it that morning, +she had relegated her anxiety over Garry Devereau and her astonishment +at the confession which she had beheld in Miriam's eyes to a rather +hazy background, and turned to those very thoughts against which she +had fought so fiercely throughout the night. She drifted into a +surprisingly unanalytical and most femininely inquisitive wonder +concerning a tall figure in blue flannel and corduroy. She suddenly +found herself pondering the very incidents which, a few hours before, +had set her small fists to clenching in a tide of incomprehensible +resentment--against herself or him she could not for the life of her +tell. + +Mile after mile, the roan mare placidly choosing the pace, she rode +with one leg dangling over the pummel of the saddle, everything else +forgotten in that preoccupied endeavor to review each moment she had +shared with him. Again she felt his arm harden threateningly under her +startled clasp as a red-headed and very drunk river-man lurched out of +a doorway ahead of them; with breath softly audible between arched lips +she tried to recall the gentleness of his hands when he was refastening +her cloak beneath her rigidly upflung chin. And when the higher +morning sun found her far beyond the rolling pasture land, miles in the +heavy timber, she had dismounted, there where the highest loop in the +road commanded its breath-taking sweep of country, and was sitting +cross-legged upon the trunk of a fallen tree at the road edge. +Frowning a little over the vexing uncertainty of details, Barbara was +wondering just what their next meeting would be like; she had just +finished picturing his man's discomfort and self-consciousness and lack +of ease and, with a soberness so childish it would have dumbfounded her +had she given it thought, was nodding approvingly over a contemplation +of her own kind cordiality, when that very blue-shirted figure itself +rounded a near corner in the narrow lane between the trees. Stephen +O'Mara, in the flesh, appeared before her, astride Ragtime and leading +her roan, which, contentedly cropping the bush tops, had disappeared a +full quarter of an hour before. + +The girl gasped at the suddenness of his coming; she half started to +rise before she remembered the instability of her perch, and then +crouched even lower than before when she saw that he was not yet aware +of her nearness. It was not at all like the encounter which she had so +ably managed in her imagination an instant before, and somehow that +graciously kind greeting of hers was lost completely through the +perversity of an utterly different mood. She waited, eyes gleefully +bright, until he was almost opposite her before she coughed, ever so +faintly. Then she tilted her nose aloft in enchanting mimicry of his +lean and forward-thrust face. + +"We never speak," she confided dolefully to the empty air in front of +her, "we never speak as we pass by." He whirled. So swiftly that it +took her breath he was out of the saddle and across the road, and +standing knee-deep in the undergrowth beside her. Only his profile had +been visible to her at first. Now the white line of his jaw and the +light in the eyes that searched her face chilled her, even while they +sent the blood singing in every vein. Only a few hours before she had +seen that same cold fear in Miriam Burrell's eyes; and yet not the +same, either, for hers had been a panic of lost hope, and the gleam in +the man's eyes was already only partly dread of disaster and partly a +great and unmistakable glow of thankfulness. Barbara remembered then, +with a twinge of guilt, that she could have forgotten it so completely, +the black-robed figure that had gone thundering off on the same mount +which Stephen O'Mara was riding now. She half lifted both hands to +him, apprehensively. + +"You aren't going to tell me, are you," she asked, "that anything +dreadful has happened to Garry?" + +Dumbly, but most reassuringly, Steve shook his head. From the top of +her hatless, wind-tossed, brown-crowned head to the tips of the +absurdly small boots tucked up beneath her, he scanned her slim body. +Barbara realized that he was trying to speak and finding the effort +hard. Slowly he removed his hat and passed one hand across his +forehead. + +"Man," he ejaculated fervidly to himself, "but that's the longest +hundred yards you've ever traveled, on foot or a-horseback!" And +abruptly, accusingly, to her: "Do you know that I've been months and +years and ages rounding that bend to--to find you a little crumpled-up +heap in the road?" + +After all, her unaccountably high spirits may have been only the +natural reaction from the hours of depression through which she had +lately passed. But whatever the reason behind it, Barbara's levity was +a totally spontaneous, deliciously colored thing. She sat and tilted +her head at him in audacious provocation; she assumed as chastened an +expression as she could in the face of her very real relief at the news +of Garry's safety. + +"I'm sorry," she murmured humbly. "I'm sorry to--disappoint you. But, +you see, I didn't know----" + +She laughed at him. Her lips curled, petal-like, in a gurgling peal of +enjoyment at his shame-faced grin. + +"I found your horse rolling," he explained, and his gravity was dogged +in the face of her brightness. "How I knew it was yours I don't know, +but I did just the same. I thought she had thrown you; I'd already +made up my mind, if there was one scratch on your body, to take that +mare's head between my hands and break her neck! You see, I believed I +knew already just what it would mean to me if anything ever happened to +you. But it's a lot different imagining the world without +you--and--and facing the actual possibility of it. Was I--fairly +tragic?" + +And now it was his turn to laugh over her pink-faced disconcernment. +Most decidedly it was not the sort of an encounter which she had been +contemplating a moment earlier. There was no discomfort in that big, +loose-limbed body. She had imagined him as just a little moody and +sad-eyed, at least. And now she realized that she had never seen the +latter so easy to read as they were at that minute. Gray as the +shadowed silver thread of the river far below in the valley, they +glowed with a great gladness for her safety, and far, far more than +just that. The alarming cheerfulness of his gaze was too confusing to +sustain. + +"Of course you've found Garry," she hastened to swing the conversation +to a less personal quarter. "Is he--will you tell me about it, please?" + +One small, gauntleted hand made an almost imperceptible gesture toward +the unoccupied space beside her on the fallen tree. But he chose the +ground at her feet. And after he had disposed his long length to his +liking he answered her hurried question--answered it with an amiably +lazy deliberation that promised a sure return to a topic of his own +choosing, in his own good time. + +"No," he stated, and there was something lugubrious in the baldness of +the statement. "He found me. And it was the biggest stroke of luck +that he did. I grow more and more lucky this morning, wouldn't you say +so?" + +The question was quite innocently direct. No, decidedly he was not +discomfited--not ill at ease at all! Apparently he found it much +easier to look at her than at any of the points of interest in the +landscape toward which her glances persisted in flitting. While he +marveled, without any manifestations of sorrow whatever, at the curve +of her throat and the satin texture of that cheek turned toward him, he +told her drawlingly all there was to tell of the night before. And +after a time Barbara forgot her warm face and the too plain message +there in his eyes, in her growing excitement over that recitation. +When he stopped her first question instinctively pounced upon the one +detail he had purposely withheld. + +"But you must have an inkling as to the man's identity," she cried. +"Why, you've got to find that out, before he does more harm next time. +Haven't you a suspicion, even?" + +One foot swung free; she leaned forward in her eagerness, a slender and +entirely boyish figure in diminutive breeches and boots and +straight-lined coat. And the man laughed aloud up into her flushed +face, softly and not quite steadily at her hostile indignation, her +intuitive feminine curiosity, and most of all, most unsteadily, at his +wonder of her, herself. + +"Why, yes," he admitted. "Both Joe and I do believe we know who it +was, but we aren't sure because we don't understand yet what that man's +motive might be. I'd tell you, only I don't like to accuse anybody +until there is cause for it. But that's what brought me down here this +morning--that and because I wanted to tell Miss Burrell that Garry is +safe, and will continue to be from now on, I hope. Those were two of +my reasons for coming, at least. I had a more important one than +either, but----" + +Barbara did not wait for him to tell her what it was. She was staring +at him in unfeigned surprise. + +"To tell Miriam?" she echoed. "Do you--you can't mean that you knew +she cared for Garry?" + +"Didn't you?" + +The girl shook her head. + +"Never, until just a little while ago! I--do you know, in the last few +days I've begun to realize how much more you--other people--observe +than I do. I've begun to wonder if I haven't been very blindly +self-sufficient. For I never dreamed of such a thing, until something +happened after I left you last night." Her voice faltered, but her +eyes clung resolutely to his. "She came to me and asked me if I knew +where he had gone. She had seen him ride away, too, Mr. O'Mara. And I +learned it then, just from the terror in her face. But I didn't know +until later how much she cared. + +"She came into my room this morning, and that, although you can't know +it, was more than odd in itself, because I have always been the one to +carry my woes to her. It must have been between four and five, for I +had counted a clock striking four; and yet she was still dressed in her +party costume. Have you guessed what she had been doing? Mr. O'Mara, +she had been out looking for him! She had slipped out and been waiting +because she was sure Ragtime would bolt and--and come back home, +dragging him by a stirrup! Wasn't that a horrible thing to wait for, +alone in the dark?" + +With a little shudder the girl put her hands over her eyes, as if to +shut out the picture. + +"She wasn't hysterical, either. She was--just--ice! And wringing wet +and blue with cold. Cool, proud, intolerant Miriam Burrell--and I'd +never dreamed of her caring for anybody, until that minute. I sent her +to bed and I think I hated Garry Devereau for an hour or two. Why, Mr. +O'Mara, I'd never believed that a girl could care that much for any +man!" + +He stopped toying with a handful of dry twigs and let them slip away +between his fingers. She saw his head come up; saw his eyes narrow. +Then her own body stiffened as she realized what she had said. And yet +it was, after all, only a part of something she had decided she must +make clear to him, ever since he had surprised her there at the road +edge; it was part of an explanation which, without quite knowing why, +she felt was due to him. But she had not meant to employ that abrupt +confession as a preface. That made it inconceivably harder, it seemed. +And he, silent at her feet, stared out at the blue rim of the hills and +gave her no assistance now--not so much as a smile. She sat a long +time, nursing one slim knee between her palms. + +"Mr. O'Mara," she appealed to him at last, "how might one reopen a--a +rather difficult subject with--with a suddenly most difficult +conversationalist?" + +Without turning his head he made answer: + +"I think Fat Joe's method is as good as any," he suggested. "Joe says +the only way to reopen any argument is to take a running jump and land +all spraddled out, right in the middle of it. He insists that such +procedure leaves no doubt in the mind of anyone that the discussion is +about to be resumed." + +She laughed a little. + +"Then shall we consider that I've taken--the--the jump, and landed?" + +Just when she was wishing most that she could see his face he swung +around toward her. Again his gravity was a totally gentle thing. It +made her remember the self-possessed kindliness with which he had met +her unreasoning rage the night before. + +"You don't have to explain," he told her, "unless you are sure you want +to. Sometimes, you see, I understand things without any special +explanation. It's a trick one learns from living alone a lot with +one's own thoughts. I told you, last night, that I wouldn't have you +saying 'I'm sorry' to me. And now I'll tell you that nothing you can +ever say, now, is going to stop me from----" + +"I want to, please," she interrupted him vehemently. "I--have to! And +I'm not going to make believe that I don't know what you are going to +tell me--what you have been saying to me, all morning. But it can't do +any good. Why, I'm just realizing that something which has been +hurting me for hours was just--just sorrow for you. It can't do any +good, oh, truly! But will you let me talk first, if I promise to +listen afterward?" + +He promised. + +"Twice I've been bitterly unkind to you," she began again. "Once a +long time ago--and--and once last night. And on both occasions you had +just tried to tell me, indirectly at least, that you cared, hadn't you?" + +"Indirectly?" he murmured. "Was I as obscure as that?" And then, +whimsically: "Won't you call that explanation enough, and let me tell +it to you again--so you can't misunderstand?" + +"I've asked you to forgive me the first offense," she hurriedly denied +his appeal. "And the second--Mr. O'Mara, last night Miriam said +something to me, something that she wouldn't have said if she hadn't +been half mad with fear. It was unkind, unfair, but it made me wonder +if, perhaps, you might not be thinking the same thing, too. Years ago +you told me I didn't think you good enough to--to be my knight. My +outburst was only childish temper that day, but did you think last +night that I still underrated you?" + +Steve finally shook his head when she persisted in waiting for his +answer. + +"You just have to finish now," he warned her, however. "It was your +own bargain. I'm not going to tell you one single bit of what I think +of you until it comes my turn!" + +She tried to laugh at his stubbornness, but she had trouble with this +explanation, which grew more vexingly intricate and involved the +further she went. + +"Then we'll say you didn't," she continued. "I told you last night, +less kindly than I might have, that I was engaged to Mr. Wickersham. +And I've just confessed, too, that I didn't know a girl could care for +any man as unutterably, as blindly and pridelessly, as Miriam cares for +the man Garry is. That is the truth. For quite a long, long time it +has been understood that I was to marry Mr. Wickersham. I have always +admired him--found him above petty things. But, Mr. O'Mara, I have +always been sure, for just as long a time, that the ability to care for +anyone the--the way I think you believed last night I might care for +you, was left out of me. And so it wasn't you who awoke my contempt, +even though I did turn it against you. It was I, myself. It was I, +and not you, who was not 'good enough'! For even if I am the kind of a +girl who can't love anybody, very much, except, perhaps, herself, I +should at least play fair. Isn't--isn't that so?" + +Minute after minute passed while she sat plaiting the cloth +tight-stretched over one knee. Lips softly aquiver, she waited, +earnest, eager that he understand from her explanation that which she +did not yet understand at all herself. Again she wished that he would +turn; she wanted greatly to see whatever there might be behind his +heavy silence. + +"Isn't it?" she faltered timidly. + +And yet, when his head did come around she found she couldn't face him. + +"Is it my turn now?" he asked. + +Her answer was barely audible. + +"If--if you have to--have it. But I've told you how useless it is." + +"Would you mind looking at me, just a minute?" said Steve. + +The brown head drooped even lower over the restless fingers. It shook, +ever so faintly. + +"I'd rather not. . . . I'm listening!" + +His laugh lilted recklessly in sheer joy at her refusal. + +"Then I'll have to tell you," he stated, "that I'm smiling in spite of +the hopelessness. I'm smiling, even though my throat is aching and my +lips pretty dry. + +"You've just finished trying to argue my man's case from your woman's +point of view--one of the hardest, least satisfactory things that could +be attempted, no doubt. And if it were possible, I know I'd be loving +you right now even more than I did before, just because you've been so +entirely unsuccessful at it. Maybe I could straighten out a point or +two that must have been not quite clear to you; maybe--but I don't want +to argue back at you now. + +"You say my telling you all I must tell you can't help my case a little +bit. All right--we'll let it stand like that, for the moment. And you +say you are going to marry Mr. Wickersham. All right again--but better +prophets than either of us have made mistakes before now! If he hadn't +forced on me one condition which I would have liked to be different, +I'd rather have had to mention no other man at all. This isn't the way +I'd have chosen to tell you how much I care. I'd rather have told you, +a little at a time, but there isn't time for that now. So maybe it'll +sound crude to you. I've not rehearsed it with any other woman, you +see. And if it does sound that way it won't help me much, either, will +it? But you're going to believe what I say! + +"You started back a dozen years or so, in order to make your +explanation clear. I'm starting there myself, so I'll be sure you +understand. You've been grieving because you hurt me--hurt me twice. +Will you stop now, if I tell you that I wouldn't exchange those +two--shall we call them wounds--for all the kindnesses of all the other +women in the world? I did believe that you didn't think me good +enough, that first time. That was why I was cut deeper than you'll +ever know, because I knew it was only the truth. I admitted +it--remember? I admitted it when I said I was coming back. Well, I'm +back now--and I'm still not good enough, and not because I haven't +tried to be, either. I'm just not admitting any man alive could be +that. But I'm telling you, too, in the same breath, that the man who +takes you will have to prove he's a whole lot better--before I stand +aside!" + +For the first time since he had begun the girl moved. Her head leaped +back; she half lifted one hand in protest, but the very gladness in his +face silenced her. + +"My turn," he reminded her quizzically. "You made the bargain, you +know. You've just finished a rather involved bit of reasoning +concerning the way other women love, a lot of which I'll have to +confess I didn't attend as closely as I should have. Perhaps that's +because no man's method of caring has ever interested me a great deal, +except my own. + +"I loved you when you were a little bit of a girl--because I loved you! +And I love you that way now. Your face was the first woman face I ever +looked on--and--really--saw. And since that first morning it's been +with me--been with me a lot of times when I didn't have anything else +to look up to. I've been less hungry, for thought of you; less +thirsty, when the road got pretty long at times. I--I worshiped you, +do you hear? Why, I've prayed to you, dumbly, wordlessly, out of black +bitterness, when it seemed that any other divinity must be too busy to +give any heed to--to the ragged little tad I was. Now do you think I +haven't known what it was, long before this, to go on when there wasn't +any hope?" + +He waited. Her breath came in a long and quivering gasp. And yet he +did not realize that she was crying. + +"I--I don't think that I want to--listen any more," she faltered. + +His face went white at that--and then he was smiling again. + +"I told you I'd have chosen to tell you differently," the drawling +gentleness was unaltered, "but I'll have to finish this way now. There +may not be many chances for me to speak, for I've come back to you +almost too late. And I don't want to hurt you; why, I'm going to keep +the laughter in your eyes and heart as long as you live. For I thought +it would be a woman I'd find when I came back, and I've found you still +all girl--all save in those moments when you've seemed half boy to me. +And that is strange, too, isn't it--strange that I never knew how much +I wanted you to be like that, until you taught me the wonder of it +yourself? My--eyes are stinging. I don't talk quite plainly. My +throat is too tight for easy speech. For it's just the old wonder of +you, after all--just the same--reverence, isn't it? I'll never let you +grow up now. You'll have to stay girl--Boy--all the rest of your life! +I've learned to be fairly sure of myself, but I'm not asking to be sure +of you yet. I'd never want to be too sure of you unless all the rest +of my whole world had come tumbling down. And then--then I'd need to +know always that I could stake my soul on your keeping faith. I'd want +to know that I could reach out and find your hand searching for mine in +the dark. Your face was the first, girl--it's been the only one. +It'll be the last thing I'll see, the last moment there is sight in my +eyes!" + +His slow, infinitely gentle voice stopped. He sat head up, before her. +And then her choking sob answered him through that blind silence. He +was on his feet then; he started forward, and remembered again. And as +if that slim-limbed, huddled little figure had been a boy indeed, he +dropped one arm reassuringly over her bowed shoulders. + +"Pity, Barbara?" he asked quietly. "Are you crying from pity? Because +if it's that--it--it beats me!" + +She shook her head vehemently. + +"I'm not crying because of anything," she sniffed. "I'm just +crying--that' all!" + +One hand went searching through pocket after pocket; one elbow came up +to shield her eyes. She slid from the tree-trunk and swayed +unsteadily, and groped out and found his arm. And it was the boy he +had just tried to comfort who curled both hands tightly around his +flannel sleeve and hid a wet face against his shoulder. + +"I--I'm sorry. I'm so terribly, terribly sorry. I shouldn't have let +you start to tell me--I knew it all along. But I'm not pitying--big +Stephen O'Mara; it--it was just little Steve who made me cry, I think." +Again that long, sobbing breath. "Will you--will you--I can't find my +handkerchief," she gasped. + +Long after they had remounted and turned their horses toward the south +Barbara rode with head bowed, slim shoulders turned toward the man +beside her, a shield for her averted face. From time to time she +dabbled furtively at her eyes with the big, crisp square of linen with +which Steve had answered the wailed announcement of the loss of her own +handkerchief. Once or twice she caught her breath, unsteadily. And +yet in spite of the fact that the actual desire was furthest of all +things from her heart at that instant, when she did finally grow +curious at his long silence and turn to steal a sidelong glance at him, +the utter gloom upon Steve's face awoke within her an irresistible +impulse to mirth. + +It was partly hysterical, partly the sudden realization that he was not +the only one who had, that morning, found much in his companion which +was insistently boyish. For until then she had not glimpsed this side +of that grown-up spirit which, in the boy, had evinced more than once a +confidence in self so serenely unshakable that it had bordered on +doggedness at times. + +In those days it had always irritated her, and set her small fists to +clenching in a childish antagonism. More than once she had answered it +with superior little, child-woman smiles which had sent him marching, +white of face and lip, back through the hedge gap, never realizing +herself that her own pique sprang from the belief that his promises of +conquest dealt only with material things--splendidly visioned, most +vaguely detailed conquests which set his eyes afire but seemed to hold +no place for the feminine of her. She had never understood that he, +with quite masculine bindness [Transcriber's note: blindness?], had +taken for granted her comprehension that each and every conquest was to +be solely a glorification of her, any more than she understood now why +his black discouragement awakened in her a sudden warmth as different +from her old perversity as the pulse in her throat was painful. And +yet she couldn't stifle that impulse. She giggled aloud. And when he +turned--when he wheeled and encountered her shining eyes, still wet and +brimming above the screen of his own handkerchief, she sensed +immediately that he was flushing as little, too-sensitive Steve had +flushed years before, when she had laughed at him less kindly. + +The girl was not conscious of it; she had no actual realization yet of +how very deeply her unwilling readjustment of fundamental values had, +in the last twenty-four hours, undermined her hitherto unquestioning +acceptance of those inbred standards which, to all her world save +Miriam Burrell, were creed and code of conduct. That morning she only +knew she was unaccountably glad because there was no malice in her +mirth; had she given it thought she would have insisted that, in her +heart, there no longer lurked a ghost, ignoble or otherwise, of what +had once been a childishly snobbish belief in her inherent superiority. +And as suddenly as she had giggled she now laughed aloud at the +expression she had surprised there on his face. Again, for an instant, +the very spontaneity of her swift changing mood gave the situation into +her hands. + +"Please," she begged him mockingly, "please, I did have to laugh, a +little. I had to! It just occurred to me, all in a breath, that +perhaps there is another of us who--who hasn't entirely grown up. You +looked so morbidly disheartened. And I know it won't sound logical, +but all this time during which I supposed you were smiling upon my--my +absurd tears with that benign surety of yours, it hurt--hurt like +everything--just knowing that it was all so hopeless for you. But now +that I have seen that you do understand, do we have to be so gloomy any +longer? Are we going to be so tragic, every time we meet? They tell +me it is an admission of unformed, unbalanced youth, Mr. O'Mara. And, +whether that is so or not, I do know that it is a great strain upon my +complexion." + +Momentarily her effrontery had given the situation into her hands--but +only momentarily. For even while she was speaking the corners of +Steve's eyelids began to crinkle; before she had finished mocking at +him in a voice that still caught unsteadily in her throat, it was her +up-turned face which had grown pink under his gravely amused scrutiny. + +"Was it as bad as that?" he asked. "I don't know that I mind the +'benign' part so very much, but as for my 'surety'--well, now I must +set you right. I have seen men holding four aces sit with faces so sad +and hopeless that they might have earned their fortunes as professional +mourners, could their expressions have been rendered permanent. I've +seen men with straight flushes bow their heads in sorrow over the cards +they held. And I think the one beatific visage it has been my good +luck to behold belonged to Fat Joe, one night when the rest of the +table had raised his very feet out from under him. He sat and beamed; +he radiated good cheer--now and then he chuckled with positively +insulting self-confidence, while he was pushing forward all the chips +he owned . . . and he had two deuces and four spades to back it up! + +"You'll find that most men play that way--most men, I mean, who play +for big stakes and play to win. And so--but I've told you already that +I'm going to put all my cards on the table, with you. You're going to +know, always, the hand I hold. Why, I told you I wasn't sure, even a +little bit. I've been smiling just to make it easy for you to +understand that I know how to lose, if it has to come to that. And do +you suppose I'd have let you weep into my handkerchief, if I'd been +half way certain, even? Do you? Because I wouldn't. I have a pair of +arms and two shoulders that have been reserved for that +purpose--reserved, oh, for years and years." + +Barbara had lifted the handkerchief again. The explanation which Steve +had begun in half-assumed soberness ended in drawling, unmistakable +gravity. + +"Perhaps it wasn't a particularly good parallel to use," he went on, +even more slowly, when she failed to answer. "I only wanted to make +you see--to have you know----" + +Her brown head flashed up then, radiantly eloquent of entire +understanding. + +"It was a very good parallel," she defended spiritedly. "I liked it +immensely. I was thinking that some day when I get involved with +Miriam in a particularly erudite discussion, I'd employ it myself. But +just now the one point which interests me most is this. Did--did Fat +Joe win?" + +His single quick word that checked Ragtime brought her roan mount also +to a standstill. Lightly Steve swung out and took both her gloved +hands in a grip that made her draw back a little. + +"If you weren't the _girl_ to whom I'd just told my love," he stated, +"I'd be telling you, right now, that I like you best of all the _men_ I +know!" He sat and looked at her. "And since I don't remember clearly +whether I've said it already this morning, I'll chance repeating it. +You're the one prettiest thing in all this world--and it's not an +unhandsome world this morning, either." + +For a moment longer her mood lasted while she surveyed him with +dark-eyed audacity, head poised on one side in that attitude of wholly +happy intimacy with which he had seen her many times greet Caleb Hunter. + +"For a man who claims to be strictly an amateur," she murmured, "I can +only reply--you do extremely well, sir!" + +And then, as if her words had rung too cheaply flippant in her own +ears, she took both hands impetuously from his. She started her horse +abruptly. And it was yards before he overtook her, rods before she +dropped back to a walk. Her face had become wistful in its earnestness. + +"That was pretty, and sincere, and--and like you," she mused. "I +wonder why my answer sounded not quite so innately fine? Do you +suppose it was because I've already become accustomed to meeting +flippancy with flippancy? For if that isn't the reason then how would +you explain my--my persistent tendency toward frivolity with you? +Because it exists, you know. Truly it does! If I yielded to the +impulse that is always with me, I--I'd coquette with you, +disgracefully. Doesn't that--even surprise you? Now you _are_ +laughing at me . . . why, you weren't listening at all!" + +His shamefacedness was an admission of guilt, but he shook his head in +contradiction. + +"Not at you," he corrected her. "I wasn't laughing very heartily, or +very steadily, was I? And I'm trying to listen; I am trying to pay +attention to everything you say. It just isn't an easy thing to do, +that's all, when--when I'm looking at you, too. But I promised you +that you were always going to be sure of me. Couldn't that be reason +enough; can't we just say you'd sensed it, yourself, even without my +telling you so?" + +She bobbed her head, most anxious for his gravity now that she was not +sure whether it was real or not. + +"I knew that must be it," she argued seriously. "I thought it must be, +anyway. I just feel safe with you. And yet I don't want you ever to +believe, either, that I am deliberately playing. It's just--oh, in my +heart I know that you haven't any more than those two deuces, and--and +the deal is mine. Do you understand what I'm trying to say? They +always say it in--in books, Mr. O'Mara. They always agree to be the +'best of friends,' and it reads so funny and flat. But that is exactly +what I am trying to put into words. It couldn't be anything more, +ever, and yet I want this friendship which is different from everything +I've ever known before. I like you very, very much. Listen, and I'll +make a confession, too! I used to watch and hope you'd come back, +after I'd sent you home, heart-sick, years ago. Do you suppose we +might say the--the 'best of friends' in real life, too, and not sound +instantly absurd?" + +"We might try it out," he suggested. + +Then she was positive that his face was too stiffly sober, but she +ignored it--ignored, too, the tinge of whimsicality in his voice. + +"If I weren't so sorry for you I might not be so sure; but I am sorry. +If you weren't so dismayingly cheerful about it, I wouldn't feel so +badly. But I've begun to understand how very long you have been +playing your cards and smiling over them, no matter what might be dealt +you. And that is some improvement over the girl I've been, isn't it? +For I've never had to struggle very hard for anything I've wanted. I +want to be friends, but I'm not silly enough to think you won't tell me +again that you--care. I want to be friends, but not at the price of +your heart-ache and disappointment, and--why, I wonder, do I get all +tangled up when I try to explain myself to you? It's just this: I'm +not going to be unkind to little Steve any more, Mr. O'Mara, or--or big +Steve, either. But I--I want to see you sometimes, too, and--and I +just won't let myself cry any more this morning!" + +Her voice had grown very small toward the end. It trailed off into a +stifled but unmistakable sniff. And a moment later, when she ceased +fumbling with the reins and glanced with resolute brightness up at him, +the film of hot tears in his eyes brought her hands to her throat. But +even then in the face of that light which she had never before glimpsed +in any man's eyes for her, she was conscious of his use of her +name--vaguely conscious of how different it sounded on his lips. + +"Barbara," Steve faltered, "Barbara, you blessed child, you!" And +there, dumbly, he shook his head over his stumbling utterance and tried +to laugh to cover it. "Sorry? Sorry for me? Why, God bless you, +girl, you refuse me whenever you want to--whenever you have to! I'm +not asking you to help. And don't you suppose after last night I know +how near to losing out I am? I understand. Why, you're going to get +quite a few refusals ahead of me, no doubt, before--before I catch up +with you! But don't you waste one bit of worry on me. + +"It would be your telling me that you did care, and then telling me +that you didn't, that would about break me. I have to keep on asking +you; I have to keep on trying, but you can tell me 'no chance' +whenever, in your heart, you believe it to be the truth, and I'll take +it smiling. Just don't let it become mechanical, that's all I ask, +will you? And--and if some day after I've gone, you suddenly begin to +wish, even the tiniest bit, that you hadn't made the last refusal +quite--quite so final, you needn't let that worry you, either. Because +I'll be back! You can know that I'll come back, next day--next +month--next year--thirty miles or three hundred--oh, just to see if my +chances haven't improved any! That does make you smile, doesn't it? I +reckon experienced match-makers would tell me that that isn't the way +for me to talk if I'm going to win out. But it's the way I like best. +I want you to know that there is one person you can be sure of, all the +days of your life. I began a dozen years ago--I've only started loving +the whiteness of you." + +She rode with wide eyes fastened upon his now wholly smiling face; rode +with lips parted, all else submerged in that wonder which quickened her +breath. Once she leaned toward him as if to speak, and then shook her +head at the inadequacy of the words. They topped the last rise in the +dusty, winding road and raised the river basin and the town itself in +that long period of silence. There, once more, she checked the roan +mare. + +"If women could care like that," she told him quietly. "If I believed +that I could ever----" She shook her head with a sad little smile. +"Since you have come home you've made me feel very insignificant and +petty at times. You've made me wish I might have been as--as wonderful +as you say I am to you. But I know, you see." She lifted one slim arm +toward the newer Morrison stretched out along the river front. "Do you +remember the first day you saw the village it used to be, that day when +you first came down river?" + +Steve knew what she was going to say. She read amused anticipation in +his eyes and grew self-conscious at it. + +"I thought yours was a perfectly good parallel," she asserted stoutly. +"And you'll have to admit that you did believe it was wonderful then. +Uncle Cal has told me how breathlessly you called it the 'city.' But +is it as wonderful, now? Hasn't familiarity with real bigness dimmed +its wonder a little?" + +For the first time that day his attitude was frankly challenging. + +"Maybe," he agreed, "maybe! And maybe I like it better than ever, for +the others I've seen!" He frowned and shook his head. "I'm quite +likely to stick to first conclusions," he finished, "and your inference +is basically wrong. I do not need to look at other women to make me +surer of the wonder of you. A man doesn't have to live in a desert all +his life to know what thirst is, you know. And it's not bad--not bad +as cities go!" + +As they had begun the morning they now finished it, on a plane of +thorough comradeship which years and years alone cannot achieve. + +"Not bad," she echoed throatily. "Not bad, at all! It's marvelous +too, how towns and people and--and things in general can improve, once +they awake to their own importance in the scheme of things, isn't it?" + +Quite on a mutual impulse they clasped hands and laughed into each +other's eyes; quite unnecessarily it may have appeared to the small +group on the veranda of the stucco and timber place halfway down the +slope between them and town. And there on the crest of the hill, +suddenly conscious of those eyes, the girl drew back as swiftly as she +had swung toward him. + +"What in the world will they think!" she breathed. "I've been gone +since daybreak, without saying a word that I was going. And it must be +noon by now. Come--no, don't hurry! It's too late to hurry now!" + +Her chin came up; the line of her lips lost its soft fullness. It was +his hot face which made her aware of how surely her imperiously quick +orders had stung him. Then she was back, knee to knee, at his side. + +"That wasn't fair," she said. "That was most unfair, to me. You +didn't think, did you, that I----" + +His interruption surprised her. + +"If I shouldn't inquire," he asked, "will you please tell me so, and +forget I asked the question? May I know when you--you and Mr. +Wickersham are to be----" + +Barbara's face went slowly crimson, flushed to the nape of her neck. + +"It's not a certainty yet, the date," she answered kindly. "Just late +in the spring, I think." + +He nodded. Again she knew how wholly unreadable his eyes could be. + +"Late in the spring," he repeated, so softly that he might have been +talking to himself. "Late in the spring I'll have two time limits run +out on me." + +Wickersham himself was coming across the lawn to meet them when they +drew rein at the head of the driveway. With a deliberation so +proprietary that it set Barbara suddenly to gnawing her lip, he unbent +his long legs and straightened from his place on the top step of the +veranda; and even though the wicker chairs behind him were filled he +stood forth quite alone, extremely tall and straight, perfectly poised +and entirely immaculate. And without one outward sign of animosity to +give it ground, that other man sitting loose-thighed upon Ragtime's +back knew that he was wondering where she had been--why she had chosen +to go alone. Without exhibiting a trace of it upon his long face, +Wickersham still radiated a swift and chilling jealousy which, now that +he saw it again, Stephen O'Mara knew had never been entirely absent +from the face of the Archibald Wickersham he had known many years +before. Just as Miriam Burrell, with a studied deliberation that +matched that of the tall figure ahead of her, in turn detached herself +from the throng and came down the steps, Barbara's eyes raised to +Steve's. She did not stop to reason it; she couldn't have made it +sound reasonable had she tried, but she did not want those two to meet +again just then--those two whose boyhood quarrel had centered about +herself. + +"Won't you keep Ragtime until you come back to Uncle Cal's to-night?" +she asked. "I've kept you loitering for hours and hours on the way. +But it will save you a little time." + +And this time Steve understood. He nodded in reply. + +"Not a chance?" he asked her quietly. "Not a chance?" + +She was wheeling the roan. + +"Not a chance," she whispered. "Not a chance in the world! But +we--Mr. Elliott promised to show us the works this afternoon," she +added in the next breath. "Can you--do you suppose you can come?" + +And then, as she turned the mare and went skimming up the drive toward +the stable, she wondered why he laughed. + +In his turn Steve set Ragtime's head toward the town in the valley. +And therefore he did not see that Archibald Wickersham was left +standing alone a moment in the middle of the lawn. But Miriam Burrell +saw and understood the black rage that shadowed his face. Long before +then she had penetrated to the layer of vanity beneath his air of +boredom. More than once she had used that knowledge maliciously, to +stir him. And she knew how unending could be his hatred for anyone who +had ever made him appear ridiculous. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +I NEVER DID LIKE TO BE BEATEN + +Stephen O'Mara found Hardwick Elliott lunching alone in the East Coast +Company's main Morrison office, a big unpainted shack that stood half +lost in a maze of high-piled ties, midway between the saw-mills at the +river edge and the first snarled network of switches converging on one +reddish streak of steel that lanced into the north. With moodily +indifferent interest Elliott scarcely more than glanced up at the +horseman's approach across the open plot of raw earth, hard-packed to a +cement-like surface by the endless passage and repassage of countless +hob-nailed, heavy-booted feet, but with that first glance his forehead +began to smooth a little. His face had lost something of its hint of +gauntness, even before his chief engineer had swung down from the +saddle. Elliott had been exhibiting scant appetite for the cold food +half buried in the pile of papers on his desk top; and though he smiled +his characteristically courteous, mildly abstracted greeting when Steve +loomed in the doorway, his attitude was still very patently that of a +man who attempts to conceal his own perplexities lest they compound +those of another whose perplexities are already more than enough. He +rose and held out a finely tapered hand. + +"Now, this is fine," he exclaimed. "This is really fine, Mr. O'Mara. +Rather odd, too--coincidence and that sort of thing, I mean. Because I +was just this instant wondering whether I had better send for you or +wait until you just happened down river again." + +In many ways the president of the East Coast Company reminded Steve of +Caleb Hunter, even though there could be no two things more in contrast +than the latter's calm and comfortable bigness and Elliott's thin and +wiry and extremely nervous exterior. It was a similarity due entirely +to the innate honesty of both men--such honesty as makes of every +attempt at dissimulation an assured non-success. And Miss Sarah had +never anticipated her brother's clumsiest finesse with greater ease +than did Steve sense, that afternoon, the weight of worry behind his +employer's first effort at jauntiness. He nodded, hopefully, it seemed. + +"Something else gone wrong?" he asked. "Or are you going to tell me +that McLean is still having trouble with that curve of his." + +Elliott, too, shook his head, but his negative nod was less brisk, less +hopeful. + +"No," he replied. "No, we've got that laid, or at least practically +so. It's not anything so satisfyingly material that I wanted to talk +about. I wish it were, because--well, the fact is, now that you are +here it appears I may have considerable trouble in making you believe +that I'm not merely developing a most womanish case of nerves. Cold +feet, I suppose, might not be far from correct, if we put it in the +proper gender. No, it's not the work itself. You know the first few +miles at this end afford pretty plain sailing. We figured on that: or +we wouldn't stand any chance of finishing the job. And we are quite +nicely ahead of our schedule, so far. But have you--I was wondering if +you, by any chance, have noticed any signs of discontent in your own +squad at Thirty Mile?" + +Elliott eased himself back into his chair at the finish of the +question. Repugnantly he jerked a thumb in silent invitation toward a +plate of sandwiches. It indicated most clearly the state of his +appetite--that gesture--and Steve could not help but smile a little as +he refused. + +"No more than the usual disturbances," he answered. "I have more or +less trouble holding them--some of them--over the week-ends, of course. +But then that's always to be expected. They aren't the sort of men +that go to make up the general run of construction squads. One of my +main reasons for wanting them was the fact that they were rivermen, +hardened to swamping and white-water work and that kind of thing. In a +pinch they're good for twenty-four hours a day, over stretches that +would take the heart out of most gangs. I don't know of anything that +can beat a lumber-jack on a squeeze job, once you get him to realize +that he's up against long odds. It's this ten-hour-a-day thing and too +much ready money every pay-day; it's a town too temptingly close that +makes them a--a trifle temperamental, Mr. Elliott. Is that what you +mean?" + +Elliott pondered for a moment. + +"That entirely duplicates what McLean said just a day or so ago." On +any other lips Elliott's deliberate neatness of phrase might have +sounded solemnly funny. "Thoroughly logical, of course,--thoroughly +possible. And yet, somehow it doesn't fit the case. We've had the +usual Monday morning vacancies, right along, as you know; but the +delinquents always turned up before the five o'clock whistle blew, or +at least reported Tuesday morning. But this is the end of the week and +we're short right this minute very close to thirty men. They aren't +coming back, Mr. O'Mara; on the contrary, they continue to dribble +away, a few every day. And though they appear to do nothing but talk +their time away in the saloons in the lower end of the town, they seem +to have just as much money to spend, as they did when they were getting +their time checks from us." + +Steve leaned over and with nice deliberation selected a sandwich. + +"What sort of talking?" he wanted to know, suddenly. + +Again Elliott smiled in self-deprecation. + +"That's just it," he exclaimed. "Their talk leads nowhere. I went +down and attempted to find out what their grievance might be, but they +close up like clams whenever I come within earshot. They stare at the +ceiling, rub their chins, and laugh when there's nothing to laugh at. +This morning, however, I finally convinced McLean that something was +radically wrong. So he took one of them who had just decided to quit +and pinned him up against the embankment--but you know McLean and his +methods! He shoved his jaw up within an inch of the other's nose and +invited him to talk, and--well, he found out enough to make him begin +to worry, too. Somebody's been talking to them, Mr. O'Mara; somebody +has put the fool notion into their heads that this strip of railroad +will mean the end of all lumber operations in this country--the +old-time river drives, of course. And some of them are beginning to +believe--whoever was responsible for that statement. + +"You know and I know how absurd it is. We know that this road will +mean work for every riverman in this section, as often as he wants to +work. But it isn't going to help us any if they can't see it that way. +It isn't going to replace the men who quit. I've been deliberating one +point. Don't you suppose we might import a regular squad of +construction men now, before it's too late?" + +"It's too late now," Steve told him, his words none the less final for +all that they were absently quiet. "It was too late the day we began +operations. And yesterday at this time I wouldn't have given much +worry to this particular brand of trouble. They're an odd lot; they're +the hardest working, hardest living crowd of big men that ever failed +entirely to grow up." Steve stopped and looked down at the sandwich +untouched in his hand, much as though he were surprised to find it +there. "But since yesterday--since yesterday--who, did you say, was +responsible for that statement, as you call it?" + +"I didn't say." Elliott brushed away a persistent bluebottle fly, a +lonesome survivor which the unseasonably warm day had reawakened. The +insect's droning wings as it persisted again and again back to the +sandwich plate made the only sound in that big, bare room. "And if +I--if I had to guess----" The hand passed across his eyes now. +"O'Mara, do you know how deeply Mr. Ainnesley and myself are involved +in this prospect?" + +After a long search the engineer of the East Coast Company had finally +located his pipe. + +"I don't believe I have ever given it much actual thought," he said. +"I never viewed it as any of my affair. But I haven't forgotten the +last time we talked the plans over, that you couldn't go into it to +lose." + +Punctiliously Elliott proffered a lighted match for the other's filled +pipe; he lighted a long and thin and very black cigar for himself. +Steve noted then for the first time that the man's hand was shaking a +little. + +"Of course," the latter answered quickly. "Of course--of course!" He +seemed groping for a fresh beginning, then gave up suddenly all attempt +at circuity and blurted it out much as though he had lived with the +thought too long to endure it longer alone. + +"I'm in up to my last dollar," he stated. "And Ainnesley--why, +Ainnesley wouldn't have a roof over his head if we failed in our +obligations! You must know as well as I do why the banking interests +took our paper to those amounts which made it possible for us to drive +the first spike." + +When he failed to go on Steve understood that the last sentence had +been a question. + +"Mr. Allison, I suppose." His voice became utterly impersonal. +"Without doubt you mean Mr. Allison?" + +"They would have laughed at us," the older man came back instantly. +"And what is more, they did! They wouldn't touch the proposition, +until Allison came in with us. And then--but you know what Dexter +Allison has done already in this country. I don't know what he started +with. I do know that all that Ainnesley and I had scraped up between +us looked like a shoe-string to him. + +"We couldn't move until he, of his own accord, expressed his enthusiasm +for the plan and asked for a share in the holdings. You know, perhaps, +how he can laugh, too. Well, he laughed that way and confessed that we +had just beaten him to it. He said it would tap a gold mine--this +'strip of steel,' as he called it. He even told us that he'd parallel +our road with a competitor, jokingly to be sure, if we hadn't tied up +the only available and practicable right of way. + +"He came in. He opened up, merely through his own name and all there +is behind it, loan possibilities for which we might have struggled +uselessly the rest of our lives without his help. Between us Mr. +Ainnesley and I just managed to hold the balance of stock control +and--and that's how deep we are in, Mr. O'Mara." + +Both men sat and smoked, each avoiding, elaborately, the other's eyes. +After a long pause, Elliott cleared his throat, laboriously. + +"This morning," he continued slowly, "this morning I am in receipt of a +communication from Mr. Ainnesley himself, advising me that another +right of way has been applied for, for a single track road here in the +north. The gossip which chanced to come his way was rather obscure. +Little could be learned about the whole affair save that it was being +put forward with a view to tapping the ore and timber lands all the way +to and beyond the border. But as nearly as he could ascertain the +southern terminus of such a road would seem to be about--about at the +mouth of that valley southernmost in the Reserve Company's timber +holdings. Rather a remarkable choice for a railroad terminus, Mr. +O'Mara--wouldn't you say so?" + +Steve leaned toward him. + +"Do you mean that they've thrown out your earlier application for just +such a grant?" + +"That would be a rather harshly definite way of putting it," Elliott +smiled wryly. "Ours is apparently just tabled--oh, tabled pending +certain immaterial changes in the form! You asked me a moment ago--or +did I offer to guess who might be responsible for the report which is +costing us our men? I wonder if I need to tell you who controls this +new northern route?" + +"Maybe you've been telling me," Steve came back coolly. "You have +already mentioned----" + +"Wickersham!" Hardwick Elliott corrected. "Wickersham--that is, +through allied interests which he represents or controls. O'Mara, I +doubt if I would even insinuate this to anyone else; I haven't even +intimated it to Ainnesley as yet. Wickersham is reputed to represent +huge moneyed foreign interests. But have you ever stopped to wonder +whether he might not represent big local interests as well?" + +The tanned face opposite him was so gravely blank that Elliott once +more laughed nervously, deprecatingly. + +"Doubt of any man's loyalty such as that query would imply is not one +of my characteristics. I would rather have left this thing unattempted +than to have undertaken it in partnership with any man whom I felt I +had to watch. But I just thought that I'd better put it all on the +table for you to consider. I'd like to ask you--what do you think?" + +The man in blue flannel and corduroy tapped the sodden heel from his +pipe and loaded it afresh. + +"Yesterday," he answered, "yesterday--Well I couldn't guarantee just +what I might have thought, twenty-four hours back. But doesn't one +fact remain unchanged still, no matter what we think? Suppose we admit +that some one else does want this stretch of track we're laying? +Suppose somebody is figuring on picking it up cheap, at a bankruptcy +price, if we forfeit to the Reserve Company? You know yourself that +you would never have begun it simply for the profit there will be in +moving the Reserve logs and the millions on millions of feet of lumber +both to the east and west, which can't be touched at anything but a +prohibitive figure, without this road. We were going through to the +border, too. And if some one else is betting that we don't; if some +one else is betting that we can't yank a trainload of logs down to this +end of the line, before the first of May, that doesn't alter our case +any, does it? Even though we suspect that some man is playing us to +lose, do we have to know exactly who he is?" + +Slowly but very surely the older man's face began to smooth. + +"Once or twice," he stated, "I've thought to anticipate you, perhaps +because I have it on you a little, as they say, in the matter of years. +I'm not going to attempt it any more. For I thought that this +conversation would be at least a surprise to you. You sit there and +take it very quietly, for a man who has been badly startled." + +"Fat Joe has been preaching it for a month." Oddly enough, Stephen +O'Mara chose that point at which to laugh, softly. "And I, for a +month, have been ridiculing him. That's one of Fat Joe's pet +diversions, you know. When all other excitement fails Joe invariably +falls back upon an imagination too totally vivid to be wasted on +technical things. I laughed at him, until last night. Do you--but of +course you know Garry Devereau?" he finished. + +"Knew his father," Elliott answered succinctly. "Know him well! Good +blood--good brains--big hearts! Why?" + +And then, for the second time that day, Steve related the salient +points of that episode which had opened with the trio of owls along the +trail and ended with the first gray streaks of returning day. During +the recital the expressions which chased across Elliot's face were as +varied as they were full of concern. + +"Then I wasn't merely hysterical, was I?" he brooded after Steve had +finished. "Who--who did you say you thought might be behind the man +who would have had your plans, had it not been for Mr. Devereau?" + +"I didn't say," replied Steve, and for the first time since his +entrance there was mirth in the unison of their laughter. + +"It all brings us back to the point from which we started," the younger +man went on when they were grave again. "It's a plain enough issue, so +far as we are concerned. We've got to be at the mouth of that lower +valley by May. We're going to be! And as I see it, wasting time and +energy in--shall we call it sleuthing, Mr. Elliott?--won't help us +much. We thought that lack of time and the general nature of this +country were going to be handicap enough. But now your money is in and +I--I never did like to be beaten. Can't we let it stand like that, at +least until some one else makes a plainer move? We know the cards we +hold. If others care to sit in, perhaps we'll all come to a show-down, +next spring at Thirty Mile. It'll be easy enough to explain just how +we did it. Alibis based on veiled opposition wouldn't interest the +Reserve people much, if we left their timber there to rot. . . . And +I'm trying not to overlook any bets, Mr. Elliott." + +Hastily the iron-gray man thrust his hat back from his forehead. He +came to his feet and crossed and clapped one hand upon Steve's shoulder. + +"Next May!" he barked. "O'Mara, I'm glad you came down this morning. +I've been carrying a lot of those ideas around in my head until they +had become nightmarish. But I'm through now. You won't hear me croak +again. I staked what I had on you, months ago; I'd do it again this +minute. What's the odds, after all, who it is that's playing us to +lose. It's only the fact that somebody may be fighting us that needs +to occupy our attention. I'm done worrying, do you hear? But what +about those men who are quitting us? You are sure it would be unwise +to import labor? It's cheaper, you know." + +Steve, too, had risen. + +"We'd have the prettiest kind of a scrap on our hands, the first day we +tried to use them," he explained. "It would be dear enough before we +got through. I guess I'd better run right out and have a talk with +McLean. He knows these men even better than I do, and I'm almost one +of them, you know. And I'll get a line on some of these delinquents +who are crying calamity for the countryside. I'd better, because we'll +need them. They simply haven't become thoroughly interested yet, +that's all. It will take something to jolt them; something to set them +on fire. And then--then just watch my plaid-shirted boys go! They'll +eat up your sledge-swingers!" + +Something of that promised fire was reflected now in Hardwick Elliott's +eyes. + +"By Gad," he exclaimed, "by Gad, if it wasn't for Ainnesley I'd say the +thing was worth it, win or lose, just for the game itself. You go +ahead and see McLean. I'll be out there later, myself. I promised +Allison that I'd show the works to some of the young folks up there on +the hill. His daughter--but I keep forgetting that you've known her +longer than I have. There's quite a party of them. She announced her +engagement to Mr. Wickersham last night, I believe. Heard that this +morning--was too busy to go up last night myself. Maybe you'll find +time to help me play the host." + +Steve turned toward the door. + +"So I heard," he replied, without facing around. "I'll try to be on +hand." + +He stood for another instant on the threshold. + +"I'm going to ask you to see that my horse is fed and watered," he +requested evenly. "And I reckon you'd better eat your own lunch, +yourself." + +But the man behind him had already anticipated that suggestion. +Through a generous bite of sandwich he made answer. + +"I'll see that he is taken care of," he called cheerfully. "See you +later, Mr. O'Mara---- Pshaw, the coffee's cold!" + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THAT WOODS-RAT + +Between Dexter Allison's monopoly of his time and the persistence with +which Miriam Burrell clung to Stephen O'Mara, Barbara Allison had +opportunity for little more than a perfunctory word or two of greeting +that afternoon, during the first hour or two that followed a jolting +ride on the flat car which trundled them to the head of operations. +Almost as soon as her feet touched the ground Miriam's eager survey +singled out a tall figure at the edge of the farthest embankment; and +in spite of the fact that he was at the moment in sober conversation +with white-haired, white-bearded McLean, she crossed instantly to take +possession of both Steve's arms and his undivided attention. Barbara, +at Wickersham's side, glancing now and then in their direction, knew +well what subject was engrossing them to the exclusion of all else. +But Allison's acceptance of that arrangement as time passed grew less +patient. + +For a time he was content to stroll along with the rest--content with +his facetious comments on Elliott's explanation of this matter or that. +Yet whenever his eyes strayed toward Miriam and that other figure whom +a week or two before he had designated as "my man, O'Mara," his +jovialty faltered a little, his manner grew restive. After a time he, +too, detached himself and sauntered in the direction of that wholly +preoccupied pair. + +"See here, my lady," he accosted the girl, who turned extremely bright +eyes upon his approach. "This won't do at all. How do you suppose I +am going to get a minute with Mr. O'Mara, here, if you persist in +clinging to his elbow? You'll have to run along--you run over and +listen, with the rest, to Elliott's heroic tale of this scarring of the +face of nature. I've waited a good many days to talk business with Mr. +O'Mara; I'm not going to lose him, now I've got him cornered." + +Had Dexter Allison been less occupied with other thoughts, the face +which Miriam Burrell turned toward him would have surprised him, if +only because of the unusual color burning in her cheeks. At that he +was vaguely aware that he had never before seen that quiet, +self-contained girl so pulsingly happy. She stood and gazed at him a +moment, then made him a low and mocking obeisance. + +"Don't flatter yourself that I haven't noted your covetous glances," +she flashed. "I've been talking very fast, because I knew this +interruption was coming. But we've finished, thank you, so I'll leave +you to--to bore him now!" + +She turned back toward O'Mara. "And thank you," she murmured not very +audibly. "Thank you, more than I ever thanked anybody before in my +life. You've made me very, very happy." + +No one could have missed the depth of real thankfulness in those last +words. Even Allison stood astonished at it, mouth open, following her +rapid withdrawal toward the group fifty yards away. + +"Huh-h-h," he snorted. "Huh-h-h. A mighty strange girl!" And then, +as abruptly as he had interrupted their low conversation, "Well, how +does it go, Chief? How does it look to you, as far as you've gone?" + +No man's good humor could be more infectious than was that of this big, +noisily garbed man. Steve smiled and met his cordiality more than half +way. + +"Not too bad," he answered. "Not too bad." He swept the ground before +them with a short gesture. "You aren't beginning to worry, too, are +you?" + +"Worry?" Allison's frown was barely perceptible. "Why should I? I +never let anything worry me. Who is beginning to fret? You aren't, +are you? You don't look--much disturbed." + +"Not a particle!" Steve still smiled. "I never do either, unless that +there is something worth while to make me. I just thought perhaps you +might have contracted it from Mr. Elliott. He's been bothered, you +see, by the way some of the men are acting. We're short a lot of labor +this week." + +The big man wheeled and squinted at the droves of men sweating under +the unseasonably hot sun; he peered keenly at each clump of laborers, +some of them scarcely distinguishable knots of humanity in the distance. + +"Not very short," he stated comfortably. "I don't claim to be a wholly +competent judge, but it looks to me as though they would be in one +another's way if there were any more of them. What's wrong?" + +The chief engineer's answer was drawling in its deliberation. + +"I wish I knew," he replied. "I wish I could be positive. And there +aren't too many of them; they are altogether too few. We're going to +need them, and more, too, before we finish, Mr. Allison. Perhaps I'd +better figure on--perhaps if they continue to quit on us, by twos and +threes, as they have in the last week--I'll have to----" + +His pause seemed almost an invitation that the other suggest a remedy; +and whether it was or not Dexter Allison was quick to seize the +opening. His suggested solution was heartily bluff. + +"Import some more," he said. "When you've employed these men as long +as I have--the type of man who has worked all his life on the +river--you'll know as well as I do just how uncertain and unreliable +they are. What you need is a gang that doesn't want to think for +itself. This crowd has too much imagination for a grind like this." + +Steve nodded very thoughtfully. + +"If it is all imagination," he wondered. "But they're not merely +discontented, you see, Mr. Allison. They--they are misleading +themselves. They seem to think, from what I've gathered from McLean +and a few with whom I have talked, that they are working themselves out +of a job for good, when they help to build this strip of railroad. +They think so--they have been convinced that such is the truth. +Personally, however, I feel sure that between us, we can correct that +impression." + +Even though he was looking in the direction of a heavy smoke-cloud that +had followed a sharp blast to the north of them, Steve felt the weight +of Allison's questioning glance. + +"We," he echoed. "Where do I figure in it?" + +The younger man's upward glance was seemingly surprised. + +"You? Why, you're a stockholder. It means as much to you as it does +to Mr. Ainnesley and Mr. Elliott." + +Allison interrupted him. + +"Of course," he exclaimed. "Surely! I see! What I mean was how in +the world can I make them understand that such a fool idea is all +wrong? So far as this constructive work is concerned, I'm not an +active member. I--I had that understood with Elliott when I went into +this thing!" + +"Of course," Steve in turn broke in. "I understand that. But they +know you; they know that Morrison would be nothing more than a street +of well-kept lawns and cow-pastures, if you hadn't seen its +possibilities. And so I've already told some of them, Mr. Allison; +I've gone even further, and given a lot of them my word that you'll +guarantee, yourself, that this is the biggest thing for the good of +this section that has yet happened." + +The speaker smiled frankly into the bigger man's eyes. + +"And that was all they needed, was it?" Allison queried, at length. +"That fixed it, did it?" + +"Absolutely!" Steve's cheeriness should have been infectious. +"Absolutely, Mr. Allison. A lot of people have come to look on your +word as law in this country, you know--a lot of them!" + +"Hum-m-m," replied Allison. "Hum-m-m." + +Both of them were quiet for a time. Steve's next remark brought +Allison's head up sharply. + +"I meant to bring some of my estimates and plans down with me, when I +came," he told him. "You spoke of wanting to run over the whole +proposition with me, you'll remember, the first day you arrived." + +Allison nodded shortly. + +"I remember." + +"I'll bring them, next trip," Steve finished. "I came so near to +losing them last night that I'm taking no chances until they're in +duplicate. We can run over them later?" + +Allison wheeled and gazed meditatingly toward the group who were slowly +moving their way. His daughter Barbara, with Wickersham at her side, +was in the lead. + +"Any time," he agreed. "There's no particular hurry." + +And then a moment later, just when she was beginning to wonder whether +he was purposely avoiding her, Barbara was surprised at the calm ease +with which Steve took her away from her tall escort. She had noticed +that Wickersham and Steve had not touched hands when they first met, an +hour or two before, nor even hinted at such a salute. But now, as +earlier in the day when her dash toward the stables had left him +standing rigid in the middle of the lawn, she failed to see the +expression that settled upon Wickersham's long face. It was Dexter +Allison this time who noticed it, and hours later, when he and +Wickersham sat and faced each other in the downstairs room in the house +on the hill, which served as Allison's office, he remembered and +recognized it. + +"You wanted to talk with me?" Wickersham inquired as he entered the +room that evening. + +Somehow Wickersham's unending politeness had always irritated Allison. +That night his smoothly infectionless question nettled him. + +"Your damned fool, Harrigan, bungled last night!" he blurted out. "He +messed things up, beautifully. He not only failed, but he failed to +get away without being seen. That's what comes of entrusting a job +like that to a drunken sot." + +Wickersham seated himself--sat and caressed a cigarette. Coolly he +waited and blinked his eyelids. + +"My man?" he murmured. "My man?" + +"Ours then," Allison corrected sharply. "Ours." Then he seemed to +recollect himself and his voice became less abrupt. "Listen. This +afternoon I had a talk with O'Mara. That is, I started to have a talk +with him, but--but he beat me to it. And in just about three minutes +he told me that he'd caught Harrigan on the job--not mentioning any +names, I don't mean--but he didn't need to, And he told me more than +that. He as good as gave me to understand that he'd know where to +place the blame, if there was any more interference with his men." + +Wickersham crossed a long leg and blew a thin blue streamer of smoke. + +"Yes?" he intoned bodilessly. + +It brought a blaze to Allison's eyes--that nerveless monosyllable. + +"That doesn't interest you, eh?" he snapped. "Doesn't interest you at +all! Well, it does me. Three months ago I bought into this affair +because I was as sure as any man could be that I'd collect a hundred +per cent on my money, next spring. Elliott and Ainnesley? Pah!--Nice +gentle old ladies, when it comes to a game like this. They're +anachronists; they are honest business men, twenty years behind the +times. You've heard of taking candy from children. Well, that's what +it looked like then. But it doesn't look that way any longer. Talk +with you? Yes, I did want to talk. I wanted to tell you that if you'd +like to switch I'm willing, right now. I wanted to tell you that if +you'd rather be a good little boy and get into line, I'm willing and +more than willing. Because I can promise you, since I talked it over +with O'Mara this afternoon, that we haven't any nice, dead-sure thing +on our hands any longer. + +"Oh, you can sit there and smile your cold-blooded smile! And if you +think I'm experiencing pangs of conscience you're mistaken. All I +have, I got from other men who--who weren't strong enough to hang on to +it. There isn't any friendship in business--or if there is I never +played it that way. I'm just telling you that now is our one +opportunity, if we want to join hands and hurrah with the rest of them +for the completion of this job by next May. We lose a railroad at a +bargain, perhaps, but we've still got a mighty good right-of-way to the +border, that will insure our welcome in the ranks. Maybe we lose +and--and maybe--well, I never did like to be beaten! Nor do I say that +such an argument will have any weight with you, but it's a chance to be +on the dead level, for once. What do you say? Do we switch?" + +Then Allison remembered the expression which had flitted over +Wickersham's face when Stephen O'Mara coolly appropriated Barbara. But +that expression had been a totally gentle thing beside the pale fury +which now slowly overspread his features. Wickersham twisted the +cigarette to fragments--flung them from him, and the very gesture was +vicious. + +"Switch," he snarled. And he leaned forward, face bloodless, and beat +upon a chair arm. "Switch now!" He laughed shrilly. "Why, I'm going +to beat that damned woods-rat in his matinée-idol costume so bad +between now and next May that he'll be walking the roads for his next +job. Switch? I'm going to brand him as the worst incompetent that +ever dragged two poor fools down into pauperism. I'll see him broke. +I'll wipe that damned smooth smile from his lips, by God, if I have +to----" + +Wickersham gasped; he came to his feet panting all in an instant with +the rage that set his dry lips writhing. But at that point he, too, +remembered himself. He swallowed and faced Allison, and the latter, +sitting pop-eyed before his outbreak, gaped now at the change that came +back over that twisted face. Wickersham smiled. Once more his bearing +was the very essence of perfect poise and self-control. + +"If you--if you are afraid----" he inferred. "If you----" + +Allison's laugh was big and booming, for all that the astonishment had +not yet left his eyes. + +"Cold feet," he rumbled. "Cold feet! Me!" And suddenly his gust of +mirthless laughter made petty the other's insolence. "Wickersham, I've +broken better crooks than you'll ever be. A man has to have a big +heart to be a big crook and you--and you--well, sometimes I wonder +whether there wasn't some sort of an oversight in that line, when they +put you together." + +He couldn't have explained why the thought came to him at that moment +any more than he understood his swiftly malicious impulse to use it; +but all in a flash there came back to him a recollection of that day +when he and Caleb had burst through the hedge to find the boy, Stephen +O'Mara, pummeling a bigger prostrate boy who shrieked under the earnest +thoroughness of that pummeling. Allison, too, rose to his feet. + +"I only wanted to give you a chance," he stated dryly. "I reckon I can +take care of myself. I always could. And you--well, you know as well +as I do what sort of a scrap that--that woods-rat can put up, or you +ought to. He gave you a sort of a demonstration, once, if I remember +correctly. I stick! I never was overly squeamish. But don't fool +yourself, Archie, don't fool yourself. If we light, we're fighting +with a regular guy, your insinuation to the contrary. I merely wanted +you to realize what I know now. We'll think we've been in a battle +before we come to a finish!" + +His hand was on the door knob when the door itself flashed open. +Dexter Allison's daughter hesitated, surprised, on the threshold. Her +eyes, brilliantly alight, leaped from her father's face to that of the +man half toward her and back again. + +"Oh," she exclaimed uncertainly, "I didn't know you were busy. I saw +the light. I'd been over to Uncle Cal's, just for a minute. I wanted +to tell you--good night!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THIS LITERARY THING + +It was dark, the night of that second day, when Stephen O'Mara came +quietly up to the open door of his own lighted shack and stopped for a +moment to gaze in at the two men whose faces were touched by the glow +of the lamp on the table. There had been more than one moment in those +forty-eight hours which had elapsed since he had lifted that +black-robed, inert figure from the floor in which Steve had wondered +whether Garry Devereau would even await his return to Thirty-Mile; more +than once he had smiled whimsically to himself, during the trip back +up-river, over the scene which he was certain would meet his eyes, had +Garry chosen to wait. + +But there were no poker chips in front of Fat Joe that night. Round +face propped upon one hand, the latter was staring motionless at a +thick pad of yellow paper flat before his eyes. And Garry himself was +sitting with his back toward the light, staring as motionlessly into +the cold fireplace. Merely from their attitudes, Steve knew that they +had been a long time silent; he knew that Fat Joe would have been +making conversation, no matter how desperately footless it might have +been, had he been conscious of the quality of the other's moody quiet. +And then, as he was himself about to go forward, barely in time to +check the word of greeting on his lips, Joe lifted pensive eyes to the +other's back. When Joe spoke his words were none too plain; he was +gnawing a pencil tip in most evident perplexity. + +"Say," he broke that heavy silence, "say, Garry, how do you spell +reconciliation?" + +Immediately the man outside in the dark decided not to announce himself +just yet. And much of his own puzzlement was mirrored in the worn face +which Garry turned toward his questioner. + +"Reconciliation?" Garry repeated blankly. "What in thunder----" + +"Of course I'd ought to be able to handle it," Joe cut in blandly +apologetic. "I just dismember whether it goes with a 'c' or a 'k.'" + +Garry tried not to grin; but outside in the dark Steve allowed his +appreciation to spread and spread across his face. + +"With a 'c,'" the man before the fireplace told him soberly. "Are +you--what are you doing, Joe, making out reports?" + +With much care Joe transcribed it upon the virgin sheet before him; +with a painful precision that brought the tip of his tongue beyond one +corner of his lips, he rounded out the letters to his complete +satisfaction. + +"No," his answer was mumbled in his abstraction. "No, I ain't writing +a report. I'm--I'm just beginning my novel." + +Steve heard Garry gasp; he saw a gleam of pleased anticipation flash +into his eyes, and knew instantly at what degree of friendship those +two had already arrived. + +"Will you--will you please say that again, Joe?" Garry begged him, very +earnestly. "I wasn't paying attention. I'm afraid I was thinking of +something else too hard to hear you correctly." + +Joe's smile as he looked up had in it all of that quality which at +times made it almost seraphic. His answer seemed irrelevant at first. + +"I wonder if you know that Cecile person who works down to that big +plaster house at Morrison--Allison's place on the hill?" he inquired. + +"Dexter Allison's?" Garry thought a moment. "Why, you must mean Miss +Allison's little French maid, don't you, Joe? Yes, I know who she is, +if she's the one. But what has she to do with it?" + +Joe laid down his pencil and set himself to be frankly explanatory. + +"Well, it's like this," he stated. "She and I, now--we've got more or +less acquainted in the last week or two, so to speak. And that ain't +bad progress when you figure out that she can't understand more'n a +dozen or two of all the words I speak to her, and as for me--well, when +she gets to talking back it just makes me dizzy, that's all. But we're +pretty good friends, when you consider that handicap. The thing that +really bothers me is that the only folks she seemed to have been real +neighborly with, back in Paree--that's the way you say it, ain't +it?--was mostly sculptors and painters and writers, and such lot. So +that would let me out of the running, right at the start, you see. + +"I figured I didn't class at all, at first, because about the best +thing I can say for myself is that there ain't a man on the river who +ever rode white water better. I'm mostly a lumber jack, coming or +going, whichever way you take me, although I've punched cattle and +placer mined for variety. But to-night--to-night since you been +setting there quiet--I got to thinking, too. She's a real nice girl. +We get along fine together. And I kind of think we would, anyhow, even +if we could understand each other better. I got to thinking to-night +that maybe I'd better not quit cold, just yet. Now--I can't sculp, and +somehow I never was strong for them guys who sit straddle of a little +chair and paint cows and posies and things on a strip of muslin hooked +over a frame. But, say, I've seen lots of writers who didn't look a +whole lot more intelligent than me! I--I just got to thinking, +to-night, that I'd take a fall out of this literary thing!" + +Steve always held it to his friend's credit that he did not laugh. +Indeed, Garry's soberness at that moment was almost woebegone. + +"I see, Joe," he answered. "Not a bad idea. May I ask what your +story--your novel is to deal with?" + +"Deal with? What do you mean?" + +"Why, they always deal with some problem, Joe," Garry squared around. +"They always attack the rottenness of the rich, or sob over the +rottenness of the poor. They always expound the crime of divorce, or +attack the error of matrimony. Now which of----" + +"Then I ain't dealing with nothing," stated Joe. "What I'm figurin' on +doing is a regular love story. I thought maybe I'd have a nice young +chap who--who's building a railroad or something, fall in love with a +real nice girl who's the daughter of a fat man who's a crook. I mean +the fat man's the crook, not the daughter. And--and----" + +"And then what?" asked Garry Devereau. + +Fat Joe, unlike the man outside, did not notice that a new note, +dangerously hard and wickedly edged with ridicule, had replaced the +amusement in Garry's voice. He grew a little more enthusiastic. + +"Well, that's as far as I've got, right up to now," he admitted with an +explosive sigh. "But it looks like a good enough beginning, at that. +All I got to do now is run 'em through three or four hundred pages, +with him a-talkin' to her and her a-talkin' at him. All I got to do, +accordin' to all the books I've ever read, is see that it don't all +come too easy for him, and still turns out all right. I expect I'll +run 'em into a clinch with another guy standin' around eatin' his heart +out with jealousy. It'll serve him right; he's just that mean sort, +you know. Oh, I'll just marry 'em, along toward the end of the last +chapter, and that'll kind of close it up." + +Stephen O'Mara had been watching Joe's face while the latter talked, +and therefore he was no more prepared than was Joe himself for the +burst of harsh laughter that came from Garry's lips. It seemed utterly +illogical that all actual humor should so swiftly fade from that +situation with the first really audible expression of mirth. Steve +himself believed it was only simulated, until his eyes swung to Garry's +face. But he knew then what thoughts had been with Garret Devereau, +all evening, before he had come up unheard to the door. + +"Why, you poor simple scholar of nature!" The wan-faced one's lips +curled. "You're years behind your day! If you submitted such a screed +to a publisher now, he'd think you'd written a history of archaic +American types." + +He stopped to sneer. + +"Listen," he went on. "Listen, and I'll give you a plot, gratis, +which, if you handle it right, will make you, overnight! Take your +girl--a nice girl, to be sure, sweet and unsophisticated and--and +childishly innocent, Joe, and--and well, you'll have to describe her, +first, won't you? Let's dress her up, then--dress her up in an evening +confection that leaves little to the imagination in front and--and +ground for amazement in back. That's a fair starter. If you care to +be analytical you can insist that the reason she dresses like that +is--oh, just because she's so innocent that she doesn't know any +better, eh! + +"All right! That establishes her very well. And then we can do just +what you planned to do with your dear lady. We'll run her through +three or four hundred pages, but with just a trifling change or two. +Every chapter or so I'd leave her, Joe, in a situation that ends with a +gasp--no pause even for a caramel! Three or four hundred pages, and +then, if you have to marry her off why, let's be honest about it--no? +Marry her off to the sort of a chap whom you'd man-handle to a pulp, +Joe, if he came near--say a sister of yours. A nice, white-skinned, +red-lipped, sweet, innocent sort of a little girl, Joe--and--and that +finish will keep her true to type!" + +At the beginning Fat Joe had been all eager attention. His face became +heavy with amazement long before Garry's hard voice was still. + +"But--but that ain't the kind of a yarn I'm figurin' on," he argued, +his high voice faint but dogged. "This ain't going to be any of that +tabasco stuff. Nope, I like it better the way I've got it planned. +It--it leaves a better taste in your mouth, too." + +Again Garry laughed, to himself it seemed, this time. + +"Have your own way," he muttered. "But if you're going to stick to it +you'd better label it a romance! Because there's only one kind of a +woman, Joe, in reality. Just the kind who's killed what used to be a +demand for decent men." + +And then, outside in the dark, Stephen O'Mara forgot how sick the other +man had been. He was across the threshold in a single stride, and Fat +Joe came lightly to his feet as he saw his chief's set face that night. +It wiped, the smile from Garry's lips, too. Squarely in front of the +latter Steve halted and spoke with monotonous lack of haste. + +"You're going to tell me that you didn't mean that, Garry," he said +quietly. "For I'm going to marry one of those women myself." + +Garret Devereau's face had been white. It went whiter now. He too +came squarely to his feet, his body stiff but very frail in the +oversize garments from Steve's wardrobe which he was wearing. He stood +and stared emptily into his friend's eyes until something close akin to +dreary defiance rose and marked his numbed comprehension. + +"What I said," he answered as quietly, "I'd alter for no man. My +opinions are my own." + +He turned and passed outside. + +For longer than he realized Steve stood gazing down into the burnt-out +fireplace, until another thought, swifter even than the impulse that +had lifted him across the threshold and thrust him into speech which, +already, he would have given much to recall, whirled him around again. +There was a light in the near end of the storehouse building just above +his own cabin, and as he hurried toward it he knew Fat Joe must have +fitted it up for the third man's quarters. He knocked at the door, and +when there came no response, unbidden he lifted the latch and entered. + +Garry was sitting on the edge of his blanketed bunk--sitting with +shoulders slumped forward and head bowed low. He did not look up, for +he had not heard Steve's entrance. He was pondering over the cylinder +of a heavy, blued revolver, spinning beneath his transparent fingers. +But Steve's first inarticulate effort at speech brought his head +around. Garry smiled up at him--a smile reminiscent of his rare smile +of years before. + +"I didn't mean anything, Steve," he said in a hushed voice. "I'm +damned sorry I spoke as I did. You see--you see, I just didn't know it +would hit you, that's all." + +Again Steve swallowed. Dumbly he pointed at the gun. + +"What are you doing with that?" he demanded hoarsely. + +Garry's eyes dropped. He stared at the revolver in his hand in mild +perplexity, much as though he, too, were surprised to find it there. + +"Why, nothing--nothing. I often take a notion to--to look at it like +this." + +Then his face went crimson. + +"You've heard the news, I see." He tried to hide the bitterness behind +the words, but one lip corner twitched and quivered. "They posted you +in advance, did they? But you did not believe I was as bad as that, +did you? You didn't think, did you, Steve, that I--I'd go out leaving +you to blame yourself even a little bit?" + +His question was curiously wistful--wistful and as unsteady as the hand +which now proffered that blunt-barreled, huge-bore gun. + +"Here, you take it, if--if you'll sleep the sounder. And don't you +worry over me. I'll see you in the morning, Steve." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +A GIRL LIKE HER + +Save for a short and casual "see you in the morning, Garry," Stephen +O'Mara turned without a word that night and left the improvised +sleeping-quarters in the storehouse shack. It was a man's +leave-taking, short to abruptness, so badly stereotyped that it denied +utterly any consciousness of threatened, reckless tragedy and cordially +intimate only because in all man-to-man speech there is less and less +of actual sincerity in a multiplicity of words. But he might have +talked till daylight and still have failed to register the binding +acceptance of Garry's promise, which his silence, unaided, achieved. + +Soundlessly, unemotionally, Steve closed the door on that figure on the +bunk edge which, suddenly slack of limb and shoulder, had averted its +face. But then, there in the darkness, with the gun swinging heavily +between loose fingers, he hesitated in his very first step back from +the threshold. And twice, head bowed in indecision, he halted in his +slow progress from that door to the lighted one of his own cabin which +framed Fat Joe's immobile form--halted each time as though he would +return--and each time went slowly forward again. Fat Joe's eyes barely +flitted over Steve's face that night; they clung in a fixed, pale blue +stare of fear to the weapon in his hand. And long after Steve had +drawn up a chair next the one which Garry had vacated and fallen to +filling his pipe, he stood, shifting from foot to foot in awkward, +uncomfortable silence. He crossed after a time and slipped into the +empty seat. His tongue was as haltingly guilty as his face was pink +with shame when he began to speak. + +"Steve," he stammered, "Say, Steve, I--I didn't know I was going to +start anything like that when I begun talking my ideas of art and +literature and such like. I didn't see where it was leading us to--not +for a minute. Why, Steve, every blessed hour of the days and nights +since you've been away, I've been dodgin' every topic of conversation I +thought might hit him hard. I'm just several assorted kinds of +fool--and you followed him that quick and quiet!" The apology was +tinged with pride. "I just didn't think---- But ain't he got a poor +opinion of women folks, though? Was it--a close decision?" + +Steve shook his head; he smiled and the returning surety in his face +did much to clear Joe's features. + +"No," Steve answered, "not very. Somehow I know already that I needn't +have followed at all, so far as that contingency was concerned. And it +was my fault, Joe, not yours. I should have told you exactly how such +things stood in Garry's mind--would have, if I had had the time. His +opinion of women isn't very high. And it's odd, too, isn't it, that +both the very highest and very lowest of such opinions are always held +by men who base them upon what they have been taught by one woman +alone. Tell me, Joe, what's happened? How have you and Garry hit it +off, since I went down river? . . . Trouble?" + +The fat man's eager denial was still self-consciously defensive. + +"Not a bit!" he stated. "Not one little wrangle, even. Of course I +was expectin' it. I've watched 'em come around too many times not to +know how they can cuss a man cold one minute, and then make him plumb +ashamed of mankind in general, with beggin' and pleadin'. I just beat +him to it the morning he woke up; I told him what he could have, and +what he couldn't, and he took it calmly enough. He just set there, +pretty blue and shaky, and not quite clear in his head, and smiled that +slow grin of his that's hardly any smile at all. + +"I don't mean that he didn't swear! O my--O my! It's nice, ain't +it, to have the gift of ease and eloquence in speech? He made me +feel sort of amateurish and inadequate--me! But he didn't beg. +Not--one--peep--out--of--him! He told me what he thought of me just as +polite and cool as could be and let it go at that. He said he guessed +I was boss, for a while at least, and asked for chopped fine!" Fat Joe +hesitated. His color grew higher again. "After what's just happened," +he added, "I'm almost ashamed to mention it, but--but ain't this friend +of yours one of them chaps they call 'thoroughbreds' in novels?" + +Steve flashed a glance at that earnest face. For a moment he had +forgotten the first glimpse he had caught of Joe that evening, bent +double over the block of yellow paper--a glimpse which still seemed +funny and yet not very funny either. + +"He comes of a very old family," he replied. "Old as they are reckoned +in this country." And his answer held a question. + +Joe shook his head. + +"That ain't quite what I mean. I've seen lots of the younger sons of +them old families. I've run into them in Yokohoma and Buenos Ayres; +I've met up with them along the Yukon and down on the Mexican border. +They're scattered all around, out through the Panhandle, ridin' calico +ponies, with jingly spurs and more than a bushel of doo-dads on the +saddle. They all come from old families, and I suppose after all it +was a blessing that they had that much in their favor. Because if most +of them hadn't had a family tree to lean up against at times, they +never could have kept their feet at all." + +"No, that wasn't what I meant, Steve. I figured he was kind of a +regular chap--the hero guy that's too hot proud to bat an eye, you +know, even when he's--well, I just can't get it straight in words, but +this is what I'm driving at. The first night after you had gone he was +settin' right here where I'm settin' now, looking quiet into the fire. +I didn't ask him what was on his mind, not because I've learned not to +go trackin' across other men's mental preserves, but simply because I +didn't even have to guess more than once. He's a nice lookin' boy, +ain't he? Sort of fine cut and tight built, and clean and decent +looking. I'd been thinkin' of that, too; thinkin' he didn't look like +the others I've seen drop off so sudden it left me gasping. Nor like +them who went over so screamin' mad it left my palms wet and clammy +from hangin' on to myself while they were going. He looked different, +settin' here and staring into the fire, and hell burning inside him, +and saying nothing. I sort of got to figurin' over him about +then--sort of begun to wonder, even before I hunted up a deck of cards. + +"Oh, you can smile if you want to, but you'll have to admit, just the +same, that it's helped you stay sane once or twice yourself, figurin' +whether or not I had an ace in the hole. Lonesomeness like what we've +both seen ain't so very different from what he was fightin' at that +very moment--not if the thing you're lonesome for and the thing you're +thirsty for are things you know you can't have. + +"I invited him to set in for a bit of intellectual pastime; I had to +invite him twice, but he smiled then and agreed just as though he was +glad to. And then, careless and off-hand, I asked him would he care to +name the stakes. + +"He waited quite a while before he answered me. You know how quiet it +can be here in the timber, Steve, when it starts out to be quiet. +Well, I could just feel the silence right here in this room. And then +he laughed! It wasn't hardly any sound at all he made, and yet it +might have been a blast, it hit me that sudden. I don't like that kind +of laughter. + +"'Stakes?' he says after me, just as precise as could be. 'Why, +surely! I should be happy to back my play, but I'm afraid that my +present supply of cash would hardly stand a very heavy drain.' + +"He didn't have to explain even that much. Right along I'd been +certain enough that he didn't have a copper with him. I'd put his +watch away where he couldn't find it and--and maybe swap it with one of +the hands for a half a pint. But I let on to be thinkin' for a while, +until I brightened up as if the idea just hit me. + +"It wasn't exactly fair, I'll admit. It wasn't what either of us would +call a straight play, but--but--oh, I'd been watching him, just as I've +told you. I knew he would about pay his soul for the drink that was +due him in fifteen or twenty minutes; he was eyein' the bottle on the +shelf right that minute. But I'd never seen a man's face give the lie +to his spirit, either, the way his did, if he was the kind that would +quit cold. + +"'Cash ain't no consideration with me,' I told him, generous enough. +'But, personally, I've reached that degree of excellence where I can't +play the game just for the sake of the technique of it any more. It's +a quarter to nine,' says I, 'and in just fifteen minutes you get your +gill of Three Star. Now, how much--how much, figurin' on the present +state of supply and demand--would you reckon that drink appeals to you, +in dollars and cents, U. S. A.?" + +"Steve, you know he wasn't too steady. His hands were shaking--oh, +you've seen 'em, too. But there he sits and looks back across the +table at me, monkeyin' with a stack of chips, and giving me smile for +smile. + +"'I wouldn't sell that drink,' he murmured, 'I wouldn't sell it +for . . . well'--and he licked his lips that were dry as leather. + +"That was enough! I knew as well as he did how much he wanted it, but +I was kind of disappointed, too. I'd been hopin'--I thought +maybe--Say, don't you just naturally hate to have your judgment of +human nature miss the whole blamed target, just when you think you've +scored a bulls-eye? I do. It hurts my self-confidence; makes me +wonder if I ain't growin' careless of details. And then, right there, +I found out how close I'd come, and shootin' off-hand at that, mind +you! Right there he gave me my next lesson. The nice, gentle way he +cussed me out, that morning, was the first. Maybe he'd read the +disappointment in my face, because he laughed again, not quite so +sudden this time. + +"'I wouldn't sell that drink for any price,' he repeats. 'But when it +resolves itself to a gamble, I suppose, Joe, no gentleman should refuse +the issue. If I understand you correctly, if cash is no consideration, +then suppose we say that one drink against the rest of the bottle, chip +for chip and stack for stack. Your confidence is not entirely +reassuring to me, and yet perhaps I should tell you beforehand that +I've always thought I could play this game half way well myself.'" + +Fat Joe rose and crossed to the table for a match. + +"Now wasn't that meeting me half way?" he continued, when he was seated +again. "Wasn't it neatly done? Why, for a moment I was most ashamed +to go through with it. I wouldn't have, only he sat there, smilin' so +easy and confident. But we played. We played until daylight came +around. And accordin' to the way he scored it, just before we went +down to the works in the morning, he didn't have a drink comin' to him +for the next forty-eight hours! I play a real involved and scientific +game, Steve--but that ain't what I'm drivin' at. When we'd got +done--when we'd finished--I tried to make him take the glass that had +been comin' to him at nine. And he needed it, don't doubt that. He +needed it and could have had it, for I made it just as easy as anybody +could. . . . Steve, he ain't had a drink since that first night. That +was what I meant when I spoke about him being what they call a +thoroughbred." + +They sat for a time in silence after Joe had finished. + +"Pride!" Stephen O'Mara exploded softly. "Pride! And Garry thinks his +is dead; he thinks he has killed it himself. But it was there on his +face to-night, too, laughing up at me, Joe, just as it did at +you--laughing at me, all amused at itself, out of that crooked smile of +his. And it'll never die. It'll live as long as he does!" + +He looked down at the gun on his knee. + +"That's all, Joe?" + +Fat Joe cleared his throat. + +"I--I gave him a job the next morning," lamely. "We seemed to be +getting along together fine so I---- Shucks, I was just afraid to have +him go! That's the flat truth of it. And you told me to keep him, if +I could. So I set him to checking up the stock in the storeroom and +put him on keepin' time for the squad up here. He's drawin' eighteen a +week, Steve. Was that all right? You were figurin' on keeping him +here?" + +And then Joe Morgan saw Steve's eyes light up. He saw a swift +something flash out from within, which, once or twice before in the +years of their friendship, had set his face to burning. + +"Joe," Steve exclaimed, "you're right about that matter of family +trees. I know a man right now who doesn't have to go back one minute +in his pedigree to prove that he's a gentleman. I've left some tough +propositions for you to solve, Joe. Lots of times, when I couldn't see +the way out, I've put it up to you. If I merely say 'thanks, Joe,' and +let it go at that, do you think it will do?" + +"Suits me!" Joe's jauntiness was large. "And it goes double on the +rebound. But how--how do you suppose any woman ever came to set a--boy +like that to slipping? Or why didn't he sit down where it was quiet +and figure it all out for himself? One bad guess don't make the whole +world wrong. And say, wouldn't it be lucky, though, if he could meet a +real nice girl about now?" + +Steve leaned back and gave way to rare and subdued laughter. It was +much as though he did not want the sound to penetrate to that dark end +room in the shack beyond. And then he was quickly sober-faced again. + +"I think he is going to, Joe. I think I may promise that he is likely +to, very, very soon. And it will make a difference--a mighty big +difference for Garry. For, if you don't mind my mentioning the matter +again, in spite of the preachments of many of your novelists to the +contrary, it's just about as Garry has argued it to be. Most men are +just as fine--just as decent--as women demand they shall be." + +He lifted the revolver and tossed it negligently across the room. It +struck with a thud in the middle of his own bunk. + +"Where did he get that six-shooter? It looks like one of yours?" + +"It is," said Joe. "Nothing gaudy nor ornamental, but a right handy +thing. And, there! That's another error I made, ain't it? I reckon +it's going to be difficult for me to get used to the idea of any man +being a dangerous enemy to himself. I gave it to him the first day he +went to work." + +Joe's eyes traveled across to the object under discussion. + +"Harrigan came back before you did," his explanation seemed to veer to +another quarter. "He was most punctual, I'd say, wouldn't you? He +came in tuned up real melodious on the last load with Big Louie. He +sung big-voiced that night; he's been talkin' big-voiced since, I'm led +to understand." Again that mental shift. "Gun-play always did seem +awful foolish to me--to talk about! When men start to advertisin' +trouble to come, by word o' mouth, it never does worry me particularly. +I just gave your friend the gun to keep around handy, if he should +happen to need it. Did you know he could make the ace of spades look +shopworn and weary at thirty paces with one of those toys? Well, he +can." + +Steve smiled. + +"You're not totin' one of them yourself, yet, I see?" he remarked +lazily. + +Fat Joe spat in vast contempt. He clenched one pudgy hand and sat +watching the knuckles pale, iron-hard, beneath the seeming softness. + +"Are you?" he countered. + +This time Steve's laughter was soundless. + +"Scarcely! We're going to hear some of them yap lots louder than they +do now, before the winter is over. But you might give that one back to +Garry in the morning. And, as for the rest of it, I suppose we'll be +quite likely to forget, won't we, Joe, that either of us has so much as +seen or thought of a gun to-night?" + +Both of them had risen. Joe puckered his lips. + +"Forget it? How can we," he demanded, "when we don't even know +anything to forget! Why, as I reckon it, we'll both get up in the +morning and regard it as a dream just too foolish even to bother to +relate." + +Their eyes held for a moment, before Steve turned again toward the +door. And perhaps his manner was a little too unconcerned that +evening, a little too carefully careless, for almost before he had +lifted the latch Fat Joe stepped forward, one quick, protesting step, +and then stopped on second thought. + +"You ain't goin'----" he began, and suffered that spoken protest also +to remain uncompleted. + +"It's not late," Steve's voice was thoughtful. "It's not late, but +it's surely very quiet." He stood gazing out into the gloom. "Maybe +I'd best run down and see what ails our soloist to-night. Somehow, the +more I've thought about it, the more I've come to fear that he is +temperamental, Joe--too temperamental, for such a wearing proposition +as this one is likely to be. And you haven't slept much since I've +been gone. Oh, that was easy, just from your eyes! So you'd better +turn in. I'll just stroll down and let them know that I'm back home." + +It is odd how much of finality there can be in the quietest of +statements. Eyes narrowed, Joe stood in the middle of the floor and +watched him depart without further objection. But the moment the +blackness had swallowed him up he backed to the bunk, fumbled for the +gun which Steve had tossed upon the blankets, and followed out into the +dark. + +Stephen O'Mara stood a long time outside the door of the men's +bunkhouse that night, fingers upon the latch, before he made any move +to enter. But neither a wish to eavesdrop nor a desire to frame, +experimentally, the words he meant to speak was the reason behind that +pause. It was in itself a new thing to find the long, low building +lighted at that hour, even though, as he had himself put it to Joe an +instant before, it was hours from being late. That night the almost +absolute silence beyond the closed door was an even more unusual state +of affairs. The voice of one man only was audible; the words he spoke +indistinguishable altogether. But sudden bursts of laughter, +punctuating the recital which he could not clearly follow, were +indication enough to the man outside of what manner of tale was holding +the ears of that roomful of rivermen. Stephen O'Mara, who had long +ceased to wonder at the discovery in them, of new and impulsive +finenesses which bordered close upon inherent nobility, knew fully as +well how utterly and unspeakably gross could be the premeditated +coarseness of those same men. + +There was no movement to mark his entrance when he finally pressed the +latch and swung the door open; not so much as a single glance to +indicate that his presence was noted. Under the yellow light of +flickering oil lamps the eyes of all those scores of gaudy-shirted +figures lounging against the walls were fixed eagerly upon the face of +him who held the middle of their stage--him who talked from where he +half-lay, propped on one elbow, in his bunk at the end of the room. +Harrigan, red-shirted, red-headed, was lounging at case, waiting for +the last gurgle of appreciation to subside, before he gave them the +close of the story--the last titbit, the savor of which already had set +him noisily to licking his lips. And in the doorway Steve, rigid of a +sudden, sensed what that climax was to be. + +"--Her fi-an-say inside," the droningly indistinguishable words were +very plain now, "her fi-an-say inside, consoomed with pr-ride and +anticipation, tellin' all who had come to dance that she had pr-romised +to be his, for-river more! And her, at that same minute outside with +him--and both av thim. . . ." + +Harrigan did not hurry it in the telling. And if his portrayal of +Archibald Wickersham was unmistakably deliberate, neither did he fail +for want of sufficient detail, to make the other picture clear. Vilely +he gave them the complete imagery of his vile brain. + +A shout went up, a louder, hoarser outcry of applause which rocked the +room. And then that rigid figure in the doorway had started forward. +Between those lanes of suddenly silent men Steve passed in silence, to +stand before him who had achieved his climax a breath before. And at +his coming Harrigan slid from the bunk, started to reach within the +blanket pack at the head of what had been his bed, and then thought +better of such impulse. Bravado intermingled with blank surprise, he +came haltingly to his feet. The voices of few men have been as +unhurriedly deadly as was that of him who Harrigan that night. + +"That was wise, Harrigan," Steve told him slowly--far too gently. +"That was wise to let your knife lie safe within your pack. For if +you'd touched it, I'd have killed you--as I ought to kill you now. But +you're drunk, Harrigan! You were drunk a minute ago when you lied your +lie. . . . You're soberer now. You're sober enough to start again and +tell me you're a liar!" + +They waited--the roomful of rivermen. Nothing stirred save the clouds +of filmy blue smoke floating against the rafters--that and a bulky blot +of shadow outside which shifted a little, noiselessly, just beyond the +patch of light that streamed through the door. They waited, +heavy-breathed, while Harrigan began to recover from the disconcertment +into which O'Mara's coming had flung him. Slowly the former's lips +twisted into a mocking leer; mockery rose and swam with the hatred in +his inflamed eyes. He would have spoken, sparring for time, when +Steve's hand leapt in and made of the joking effort only a rattle in +his throat. Beneath the stiff red stubble the flesh was livid where +those fingers had been, when he was able to draw breath again. + +"'Twas only a bit av a joke," he gasped, and gulped and swallowed hard. +"'Twas only a bit av a joke I was tellin' the bhoys, about seein' you +an'----" + +Steve's voice bit in and cut him short. + +"Your turkey's ready, Harrigan!" He pointed at the pack toward which +the other had groped and then thought better of the impulse. "You were +going, of your own accord, I see. Well, I'm telling you to go, now! +The door's open; I left it so for you, when I came in. And I'm telling +you too, before you leave, that you'll do well not to come back. +There's not room for both of us on this river any more, Harrigan!" + +The riverman's eyes shifted. Furtively they flitted from face to face +in those rows of faces at the walls. But whatever he thought or hoped +to find--fleeting flash of support or encouragement--was hidden behind +a common mask of astonishment as blank as had been his own. They were +waiting for his answer; he knew they were waiting for that as he +crossed to the door. And when he paused there, to turn in sudden +savagery, he realized that his tardiness had robbed him of his chance. +It was too late to talk back then. + +"You're tellin' me," he rasped out, "and I was going--sur-re! But +things ar-re not yet finished between you and me. For I'm pr-romisin' +you that I'll be back; I'm pr-romisin' you I'll be wid ye again. I'll +be wid ye again, come spring!" + +He disappeared. And hard upon his going Steve wheeled and fronted +those scores of silent men. His eyes leaped from point to point, as +Harrigan's had craftily flitted. Briefly, crisply, he accompanied the +sweeping survey with a voice that was loud enough for all of them to +hear. + +"Big Louie! . . . Fallon! . . . Shayne! This is your chance to say +so, if you're going to be lonesome, now that your song-bird has flown. +Speak up! I came down tonight just to hear you talk." + +Nothing but an indistinguishable murmur answered him, a low growl that +was neither argument nor evasion. For those hottest partisans, whose +names had been called aloud, knew with Harrigan's going toward whom the +chill finger had been pointed, even though Death had entered and +stalked through their ranks and slipped back out at the door almost +before they realised its nearness. + +Rebellion was still a long way ahead for most of them. They had not +yet had time to talk themselves to the pitch of open revolt. They had +merely begun to listen to Harrigan whose disciples in dissatisfaction +they were. And now, in his absence, they stirred uncomfortably under +the gaze of him who remained; they dropped their heads and searched for +matches. But Steve felt the weight of unspoken thoughts when he, too, +faced back in the doorway. This time there was no naming of names; he +embraced the whole room when he spoke. + +"They tell me, boys," he said, "that there's talk among you of no more +work on the river when we've put this railroad through. I've heard it +said that some of you think you are cutting the ground out from under +your feet with every shovelful of earth you lift. You ought to know +better than that; you ought to know for yourselves that there'll be +need for more men in these woods than there has ever been before. But +if you don't; if you can't see it that way, why not come around and let +me have a fair chance to talk things over with you, myself, before you +decide to turn on this job? I want you to remember that a man who is a +liar in one thing is mighty likely to talk loose-tongued, no matter +what he preaches." + +And there, without lifting his eyes from the floor, Big Louie cleared +his throat and made answer. + +"Maybe," he retorted. "Maybe. And maybe not so sure, either! I have +listened to big words before now, me, that have put no food under my +belt, no coat to my back." + +Steve's smile was unruffled and kind. No matter what the hidden +verdict of the rest of that room might be, he had known already that +Big Louie was past saving. For there were not so many like him among +those hills but what the type was instantly recognizable, wherever it +was encountered. He had the frame of a giant--Big Louie--the splendid +legacy of generations of men who had lived out of doors. But there was +no depth in his seal-brown eyes which always seemed to brood; no +decision in any move of his ponderous body. He had little chin; he had +no name, save Big Louie which his size alone had sired. And Steve was +very patient in making answer. + +"If it's only food and shelter, and clothes for your back, Big Louie, +you'll not have to worry. But I'm not promising either, mind, that +there'll be easy money to blow on white whiskey. Were you expecting +any?" + +That brain which could cope with but one idea at a time was fertile +ground for seed which such a one as Harrigan might sow. Big Louie +failed to reply. He sat quiet, deep in thought when Stephen O'Mara +closed the door noiselessly behind him. + + * * * * * * + +It was minutes after Steve had gone back up the hill before Garry +Devereau reached out a hand in the darkness and touched, +experimentally, what had seemed to be only a shapeless black blotch at +the edge of light, a rod or two from the door. And instantly at his +touch the shadow was galvanized into life. It reared and plunged and +enveloped the slighter man in a crushing embrace and bore him over +backward. With the muzzle of a revolver chafing his ear Garry managed +to worry his head high enough to free his mouth and nostrils from dirt. + +"Get off me! Get off me, you fat romancer, you!" he whispered fiercely. + +An explosive grunt of dismay answered him, before Fat Joe let him rise. +In a thin and profane tenor he was bidden to explain his presence there. + +"I couldn't sleep," Garry replied, his voice still peevish, "so I came +out for a breath of air. I saw him start this way--saw you following +him with that gun in your hand. I just slipped over, too, in case +there might be doings. What's the row, Joe?" + +Joe took him ungently by the elbow, turned him about and started him up +the rise. + +"An old grudge," he deigned an ungracious explanation. "It's years and +years old. Steve licked him once. Once when they were boys the folks +that live down next to Allison's dressed Steve up like a picture-book, +the nearest I can make out, and sent him to town a-shoppin'. Harrigan, +he----" + +"I know! I remember!" Garry's eager whisper interrupted. "That is, I +didn't know that Harrigan was one of the mob Steve whipped that day. +But that wasn't what I meant. Who was the--the girl Harrigan was +talking about, when Steve--when Steve----" + +Joe's fingers tightened a little as the other evinced a tendency to lag. + +"Hurry a bit, will you?" he urged complainingly. + +"Show a little speed! I'm supposed to be up there asleep." And then, +gruffly: "It was the Allison girl, of course." + +In spite of the hand upon his elbow Garrett Devereau stopped short in +his tracks. + +"Barbara!" he stammered. "Barbara Allison? Joe, was that the girl he +meant to-night, when he said he was going to 'marry one of those women +himself?'" + +Joe peered at him, trying to make out the expression upon his face. + +"Why not?" he wanted to know. "Why not? Ain't he good enough for her?" + +There came a pause--then Garry's stunned rejoinder. + +"Good enough!" he repeated senselessly. "Good enough?" He laughed +half wildly, as though he had suddenly hit upon a very funny thought +indeed. "That man in love with a girl like her. . . . Good Lord!" + +And Fat Joe, who had failed to understand, swore again beneath his +breath because there was no time left in which to argue the matter. +His face was still very red from his struggle for self-restraint, and +his whole mental balance so disturbed that he forgot entirely to +conceal the blued revolver dangling in one hand when he re-entered the +cabin a moment later. The latter object ruined the effect of his +insouciant rendition of "Home, Sweet Home." + +"Thought you were going to retire, Joe?" + +Steve was already undressed and crawling into bed. His question was +slow-worded and a trifle stifled. + +"I was," Joe assured him hastily. "I was. I just stepped out to see +that everything was tight and tidy for the night, that's all." + +Quizzical eyes contemplated the revolver now. + +"Taken to carrying a weapon, after all, eh? Well, perhaps that's +wisest. And blow out the light, will you, Joe? I'm tired. You'll +have to undress in the dark." + +Then Steve buried his face in his pillow. But sundry sounds, escaping, +were unmistakably hysterical. Joe's mouth opened and closed, fishlike. +He stood and stared down at his side, in beautifully eloquent +profanity, if a stare can be both eloquent and profane. + +"You need a nurse," he stated sulkily at last. He finished the light +with a vicious blast. "You need a chaperon!" + +But once again, just before he slept, Steve heard him mutter to +himself, less injuredly, as he heaved over in his bunk. + +"This has been a very busy evening," he opined. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +LAW AND LUMBER + +Rain fell the following fortnight in a steady downpour that did not +cease, even for an hour. Ragged, smokelike clouds hung over the valley +at Thirty-Mile, dragged so low by their own weight that they not only +hid the upper peaks but shrouded the lower ridges as well. They drove +by in interminable files of grey, making sluiceways of every cut and +drenching continually the men of the construction gang who, in spite of +the chill of that downfall, still sweated at their labor. But both +Steve and Fat Joe, for all that they caught each day a deeper note in +the hoarse complaints of those same men--a note no less ominous than +was that newer, hoarser one of the swollen river--nevertheless were +duly thankful that the leaden sky had at least a tinsel lining. It +might have snowed. + +Each morning now as he stepped outside the shack Joe turned +methodically toward the north, to cock his head and squint and sniff, +questioningly. He was waiting for the first flurry which would herald +those months of bitter whiteness to follow; and each morning his short +nod was a brief of satisfaction at the continued height of the mercury. +They made the most of that open fall, bad as was the weather. Without +pause they toiled forward those wet days, or rather backward, for they +had stopped, there at the edge of the river, in the work on that +section of the rail-bed which, none too even-surfaced but almost +arrow-straight, ran from the upper end of their valley to the very +mouth of the Reserve Company's country. + +A month earlier it had been Steve's plan to span that mile or so of +swamp and bridge the river before the cold weather set in. Nor was his +altered order of campaign due in any way to the storm which had raised +the river and made of the alder-dotted stretch of flat bog-meadow an +oozing, quaking morass. It no longer represented merely a positive not +too alluring problem in engineering--that strip of swamp and open +water. It had taken on a newer, strategic importance. And the change +in Steve's plans, so far as the work at Thirty-Mile was concerned, was +as much due to the news which Fat Joe brought home with him, one night +toward the end of the next week, as it was the result of the interview +which he had held with Hardwick Elliott himself. + +Joe had been a whole day absent on the north end of the line. Alone he +had been over every foot of that all but completed stretch which ended +at the border of swampland, there at headquarters, troubling himself +not at all over the unevenness of the roadbed, satisfied entirely with +the surety he gained with every inspected mile, that a train-load of +logs or a dozen train-loads, would stay on the rails when the rails +were laid, and the day came to set wheels rolling. But the further +report he brought back with him was far less reassuring. + +"I wonder," Joe mused aloud that night, "I wonder, now, why any man who +knows anything about handling timber should go to work bothering +himself with skidways leadin' down to the river, when he knows, as well +as Harrigan should know, that it ain't comin' out that way? It don't +seem good sense nor logic to me, unless----" + +He stopped there and left his own opinion unfinished. Since the +evening Harrigan had stepped out of the main bunkhouse and disappeared, +black rage in his face and a promise to return upon his lips, that +lumberman's red head had been conspicuous only because it was absent +from the landscape. So far Harrigan had failed to reappear and Fat +Joe's method of apprising his chief of his return to the Reserve +Company's pay-roll was distinctly characteristic. But Steve's +reception of the news was little more than listless. He seemed to +change the subject entirely. + +"I don't see why it wouldn't be just as easy, or easier," he replied, +"to cross here on pilings, practically the whole distance, as it would +be to fill and bridge, too. And if we were to look at it in that +light, then why wouldn't it be still easier to drive those piles, say +next February or March, while the swamp is still crusted over and hard. +It would afford us some sort of a footing to work on then, other than +black ooze and lilypads. Wouldn't it seem so to you?" + +Garry Devereau's agreement was quick with enthusiasm, but Fat Joe who +was better schooled in those slow-syllabled discussions, barely nodded +his head. + +"We'd still have that track north of here to lay," he advised, "when we +work in from the south with steel." + +"Surely," Steve admitted. "Of course. But wouldn't that be a better +bet than to stand to see our embankment and bridge----" + +He broke off there, just as Joe had hesitated a moment before. The +undercurrent of meaning for which the latter's ears were waiting came +to the surface, however, when Steve began again. + +"Suppose, Joe," he pursued lazily, "suppose you had contracted with a +railroad--an infant road too young even to be named--to move for you +more timber than either of us will ever own; contracted in apparent +good faith, when all along in your heart you were certain that the +railroad itself would never be able to fulfill its half of the bargain? +Granting such a state of affairs, Joe, what do you suppose you would +do?" + +Garry was not quite certain that evening which was uppermost--the +earnestness or quiet amusement which surely underlay that question. He +only knew that both existed. But Fat Joe understood. As he had done +many times before now he wrinkled his forehead and pondered. + +"Maybe I'd hire me a red-headed river-dog," came his answer pat. +"Maybe I'd hire me a bully-boy boss of white water, to build me some +skidways to the nearest floodwater, so's I could teach the infant +railroad you mention that business was business, contract or no +contract." + +"Of course you would!" Steve agreed instantly, and he might have been +complimenting a first primer favorite so pleased was his tone. "Of +course you would. I'm afraid that was too easy for you, wasn't it, +Joe? But now suppose you were bent on proving to everybody, and +particularly to those who had fathered it, what an unfortunate weakling +this immature, unnamed child of constructive silence really was. In +that event how do you figure you'd conduct yourself?" + +Joe smiled oddly, a little balefully. It was magic-quick, that change +in his expression--as swift as was the thought behind it. + +"I'd have my logs all cut and ready to haul as an excuse, wouldn't I?" +he inquired with simulated anxiety. "Could I tell folks, through the +newspapers for instance, that I wasn't strong for letting my timber lie +for the grubs to lunch on, if I had to square myself?" + +"Quite naturally." Until then Steve's face had kept its preternatural +gravity. He grinned ever so faintly now. "Very naturally you'd want +to save your winter cut." + +"Then I'd like to have 'em build a bridge somewheres along the river I +aimed to drive--a bridge and a nice dirt embankment, all dressed up +with rails and ties and things on top. I'm allowed to suppose I've got +an awful long standin' score, ain't I, along with all this timber? +Well, that's what I'd like to have 'em do, then. And when I opened her +up, a few miles up river, and she began to roar; when that first head +of water hit the bridge and the sticks begun to grind, I suppose I'd +take up my position on the bank where I could watch real well. I'd +light me a long, black cigar and murmur, sort of languid and +sympathetic, 'There goes your railroad, gents!'" + +Before the finish of that speech was reached Garry had begun to follow. +When Joe drew down one corner of his mouth and puffed aloft an +imaginary cloud of smoke by way of added vividness, his own laughter +mingled with Steve's quieter appreciation. But his contribution to the +conversation was not as complacent as Fat Joe's had been. + +"Such a move in itself would be outside the letter of the contract," he +expostulated. "Why, they wouldn't dare do anything; they wouldn't dare +to begin driving the river before your time was up, much less do damage +to your completed work. What excuse--what legal excuse--could they +give, even though they were morally certain that you were bound to +fail?" + +Very slowly, almost pityingly, Joe turned toward him. + +"Legal!" he droned. "Moral?" And then he laughed his clear tenor +outburst which barely escaped being a giggle. "Dear child, judiciously +speaking, law and lumber and morals and mill-feet don't mix. They +don't mix at all, in this section of the country. If they wanted to +bother their heads with an alibi, they could say it was top of flood, +and they weren't eager to be hung up, just because a brass-buttoned +conductor promised 'em a through express in the morning. They could +say-- But what good would explanations do us, huh, if they sent a half +million logs sky-hootin' into our bridge? It wouldn't save our +construction, would it?" + +He wheeled back to Steve, his manner brisk. + +"Do we leave that stretch open?" he asked. "Is that the way you have +it figured?" + +"I'm afraid we'd better," Steve said. + +And from the very deliberation of that reply Garry Devereau realized +how vital was the point which they had been weighing so irresponsibly. + +That was as close as they came to anything resembling a discussion of +the change which was growing more and more noticeable in the bearing of +the men at Thirty-Mile. As far as all outward evidence was concerned, +Steve seemed to ignore it utterly, to retreat oftener and oftener +behind his habit of silence which even Fat Joe, after several +unsuccessful, garrulous attempts, gave over trying to penetrate. And +even Garry, who had greater respect for the other man's preoccupation +because he felt that he understood it better, tried also to hide all +evidence of the bitterness which it was re-awakening in him. Yet, at +that, Garry's surmise was erroneous; his conclusion wide of the mark. + +For it was not the hunger of his own heart; it was neither intolerance +of restraint nor mental rebellion against the duties which were holding +him so close up-river, that had caused the chief engineer of the East +Coast work to withdraw so completely within himself, although, many +times each day, his eyes did wander toward the south and Morrison. +During that bleak period, as Garry had guessed, Steve's thoughts were +often of Barbara, but they were not sombre thoughts. The very hardness +of his life schooling had taught him too well how little of wisdom +there is in fretting against the day of action, when that day cannot be +hurried nor controlled. Steadfastedly he refused to let himself brood. +If he could not go to her he would not, nevertheless, allow himself to +dwell upon that impossibility. Instead his spirit ranged ahead to a +hopeful, more or less indefinite and not too distant date when his +absence might not seem to threaten too great a cost to those whose +matters lay in his trust. + +Garry's conclusion, borne of his own lesson in doubt, was wide of the +mark. It was not heartache. The thoughts Steve had of her were his +serenest thoughts, those days during which his body labored +prodigiously and his brain groped for the solution of an affair that +had not been his own, until he had chosen to make it so. It was the +problem of Garrett Devereau which lay behind Stephen O'Mara's hours of +gravity--that perplexing problem which Miriam Burrell, level of eye and +brave of tongue, had brought to him for help. And in the end, as is +usually the way, events of themselves finally gave Steve the +opportunity to say all that he knew could not be introduced by him. +Time showed the way just when he had reached the point of acknowledging +that such an opportunity was beyond his own power to bring about. + +He had had little chance for conversation with Garry in those days, +except for a word or two over a hastily snatched breakfast, or perhaps +at supper at night, and at night he was usually too tired to talk. But +the other's growing restlessness had not escaped his notice. For a +while Garry had seemed to accept his continuance there at camp as a +matter of course, and for that very reason neither Fat Joe nor Steve +had dignified the thought of his possible departure by so much as a +single spoken word. Garry's own actions first began to indicate how +incessantly he was debating that question within his own brain. + +There came, times without number, an uneasy, far-focused look into his +eyes; came hours on end when he would sit, every debonaire effort at +lightness abandoned, staring moodily into the fire, motionless save for +his nervous hands which never seemed to rest. Joe found it harder to +entice him with the poker deck; oftener than not Steve had to repeat +his question a second time, seeking to inveigle him into a discussion +of what-not, before Garry even heard. And one night toward the end of +the week the latter finally reached the point of voicing for their ears +a decision which was old in anticipation to them. They were on the +point of going to bed. Garry had risen, and then paused. He hesitated +and crooked his arms and yawned, a trifle too carelessly that evening. + +"Well, this finishes another day," he remarked, nor did he realize how +soulful were the words. "And I cleaned up the last of the stock-room +to-day, Joe. A swift but accurate workman, eh? I'll leave behind a +record unblemished by oversight or sloth. And now--now it's about +time, I suppose, I was going back to town." + +It was out, nor could the yawn conceal his eagerness. His back was +turned, but Steve knew what light was in his eyes. Steve's +carelessness was a far neater thing than Garry's had been. + +"What's your hurry?" he inquired easily. "Why rush away? And if you +think your industry has betrayed you into idleness, you're reasoning +poorly to-night. Want another job?" + +Bantering indifference was the keynote of that reply. Mutually they +had adopted it from the very first. It smacked of the free-masonry +which always marked Steve's conversations with Fat Joe, were they +earnest or frivolous beneath the surface. It is always recognizable in +the speech of friends such as they, differentiated from actual +indifference by an intimacy of inference between the lines which makes +such discourse almost foreign to uninitiated ears. But Garry's answer +was not in kind. Steve was caught so far off his guard by the question +which came flinging back at him that he was glad Garry had not turned. + +"What else is there I could do?" + +No man save one who was very, very tired could have spoken in such a +tone; no man except one who has tried himself in the highest of +courts--his own opinion of himself--could have put such a degree of +contempt into so simple a query. + +"Why--why----" Steve faltered, and then he took command of his own wits +again. "There's work enough, don't doubt that," he exclaimed, and +laughed a little. "Joe, here, will be another week or ten days +finishing with the fill up yonder; he'll do well if he manages it by +then, and that too with every available hand we have. I don't want to +rob him of a single man, if I can help it, but I've got to go ahead +with the line to the south. To put it concretely, I'm in need of a +rodman. Do you think you'd care to oblige?" + +Again the hint of banter persisted, but Garry's jaw was tight when he +faced suddenly around. + +"I will!" he flashed back, hoarsely. "I will, if it's a man's job. +But I'm done with filling a dinky pad with rows of figures, all day +long. I'm finished with this damned tallying of cans of beans and soap +and yards of rope! Do you understand? What _work_ would I have to do?" + +Out of the corners of his eyes Steve saw consternation o'erspread Fat +Joe's face. His own was only amused. + +"You'll have to swing an axe," he enumerated slowly, "and you'll have +to lug a rod and tripod. You'll wade through bog and fight your way +through underbrush. And then, for variety, swing an axe some more. If +you've never learned yet what it is to be really tired, Garry; if +you've never known what it is to go to bed wishing morning would never +come, you'll find out what that's like, too." + +As soon as it was spoken Steve recognized the slip. Watching Garry's +eyes widen he knew that Garry had caught it also. For a moment a +torrent of words trembled on the latter's lips. And then he swallowed +and nodded shortly. The vague dreariness of his acceptance was fully +as electrical as the threatened outburst might have been. + +"I'll try it," he said, very simply. "I'll have a try at it, +to-morrow." + +And he pivoted on his heel and passed out. + +Some minutes after he had gone Fat Joe, still a little dazed, rose +softly and unostentatiously, crossed to a shelf shoulder-high on the +wall and reached to remove a quart bottle of brandy which Steve, +returning home soaked through and through, had brought out and left +standing there. But Steve checked him in the very middle of that act. + +"Let it stand, Joe," he directed. "Leave it where it is." + +As slowly as he had reached for it Joe started to put the bottle back. +The very briefness of that order should have been warning enough, but +Joe found it impossible to keep to himself his disapproval. + +"All right," he acquiesced, "only I can't help remindin' you, just the +same, that when a horse is runnin' his heart out it's kind of +superfluous to lay on the whip." + +And then the whole accumulation of those days of silent perplexity, of +indecision and fruitless mental forays, spilled over upon Fat Joe's +entirely innocent head. Steve shot around and levelled a pre-emptory +finger. + +"Whip--hell!" he barked. "Put that bottle back!" + +Joe's fingers came away as though the glass had blistered them. + +"Lands' sakes!" he exclaimed; and in a voice that was chastened and +meek when he had caught his breath: "Please, and it's back!" + +Chronic ill-temper could hardly have persisted in the face of that +reply, and Steve's had been but a mood. His first chuckle was in +itself a plea for pardon. He supplemented it, aloud. + +"I'm sorry, Joe--I'm worried. I've got a job on my hands that bothers +me. It appears to be simple enough, until I get to planning how to +tackle it, and then I can't make any headway at all. But there isn't +anything to be gained in hiding that stuff; that's one of the things I +need to know. It's better where it is." + +Joe waved a hand in bland dismissal of the apology. + +"My mistake," he averred, "though your harsh words have hurt me sore. +I don't quite savvy it yet, but it's your affair, not mine. You're +dealin' and bankin' the chips. And before now I've seen lots of +well-meanin' bystanders get all mussed up from trying to horn into +another man's pastime. At my age I'd ought to have knowed better!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +ACCIDENTS WILL HAPPEN + +In itself that decision of Garry's to remain a little longer at +Thirty-Mile was scarcely significant enough to be called sensational, +and yet it proved to be the first of a series of events which, growing +more and more sensational as they progressed, finally resulted in the +hour for which Steve was biding his time. + +Garry entered upon his new duties the following morning in a spirit +anything but reassuring to his companion. Up to that time he had made +his own industry the butt of much good-natured ridicule, viewing it +apparently as a sort of vacation novelty amusing enough while the +novelty lasted. But he went from task to task that next day in a +methodical, dogged fashion that was farthest of all from amiability. +Two or three times Steve, trying to spare him needless effort, +attempting to show him how to favor blistered hands and aching back, +met with rebuffs so curt that he learned to keep his advice to himself. +He knew what end Garry was working to achieve; he would have allowed +himself to smile over the thought that the other man would be tired +enough, before night came, without trying to make that work any harder, +only he did not dare venture that smile. + +Times without number there were when Garry's monumental fit of sulks +bordered close on the ridiculous, but the needed triviality which would +have precipitated the whole fabric to a terra-firma of absurdity failed +to materialize. He cursed the rain, cursed it with his fluent +precision which already had earned Fat Joe's admiring comment. He +complained, querulously, like a half-aged boy, over the treacherous +footing which the flooded alder brakes afforded. And once when he had +felled a tree and narrowly missed being pinned beneath it, in spite of +Steve's quick leap that dragged him aside, he plunged into an incisive +diatribe concerning the perversity of inanimate things--a short +discussion in many-syllabled words which would have awakened Steve's +admiration by its very brilliance, had he not already been fully +concerned with the light of triumph which had flared and then died out +in Garry's eyes when the hemlock only grazed him. + +Now and again Steve saw his lips move and then crook in cynical +amusement, and knew that Garry was talking to himself and finding such +communion most absorbing. But he waited, outwardly patient at least, +nor tried to hurry the issue. He knew the woods; he knew what the +silence and solitude could do. For no man endures mutely the spell of +the wilderness. He talks, or he goes mad. Put two men on a two-months +trail and, be they the worst of enemies, they will still find a topic +which each may approach. Trap them for a winter in a snow-buttressed +valley where no other man can penetrate and they will have bared +jealous secrets before spring sets them free to go again their roads of +doubled hatred. And when dusk came--dusk and a fatigue which made it +difficult to drag one foot after the other on the homeward +journey--Garry had reached the point where he had to speak his thoughts +aloud. + +The woods were new to that paler, slighter man. He had to talk, but +his beginning was circuitous. He had been gazing down at his +rain-soaked length, grotesquely thin in the flapping garments borrowed +from Steve's wardrobe, to look up at last and smile, wryly. + +"I was just thinking," he began. "I was just thinking if they could +only see me now--the crowd down at Morrison for instance. They used to +gibe me. They called me the immaculate Garry, once. Aren't you a lot +heavier than you look?" + +Plodding along beside him Steve nodded as though the whole day had been +common with just such conversation. + +"No. Those clothes were built with an eye to largeness of movement +which scarcely insured shape or draping, even upon me." + +It was irrelevant, but it was a beginning. And the reference to the +crowd at Morrison made Garry's next remark clear. + +"Wouldn't it jolt them, if they could see me? I thought of it this +morning when I was walking a log without so much as a waver. That +phrase relative to walking a chalk-line is weak and inadequate, after a +man has tried to work his way along a peeled hemlock. If anyone wants +to measure sobriety by word of mouth, there's his standard. It +involves the last degree in sure-footedness." + +Again Steve bowed his head, but not so immediately this time. For +already he realized that this was not to be the opportunity for which +he was waiting. And the other man was quick to catch that uncertainty. + +"The other evening----" he laughed unpleasantly--"that night when you +came back to camp in time to hear of Joe's proposed novelistic effort, +I think I mentioned it to you. I'm not sure. But whether I did or +not, it was, no doubt, scarcely introduced in the spirit in which I +should ask it now. . . . I suppose they have given you a fairly +thorough report of my--career, since we were knights bold and ladies +fair, haven't they?" + +Without waiting for a reply he answered the question himself. + +"Of course they have," he exclaimed, "because I recognized your fine +hand in Joe's attitude toward me, the very minute I waked up, back a +week or so ago, the morning after I'd done my Phil Sheridan stunt from +Allison's to your shack. But do you mind telling me what your own +opinion is?" + +Stephen O'Mara knew they were not going to get far if they followed +that lead. There was a challenge in Garry's voice which too closely +resembled a snarl. + +"Why--no." The pre-occupied note was uppermost in his answer. "I'd +not mind at all." + +But he offered no more than that. + +"Nor the reason why you've been so insistent that I stay on up here?" + +"Why not? I've not forgotten my manners, even though I've lived some +months in the back-brush!" + +No attempt at levity, however, could parry the other's deliberate +insolence. Garry worked nearer to what had lain all day behind his bad +silence. + +"A man is wasting his time trying to reform another man," he +vouchsafed, "if that other man has no desire for reformation." + +"That is very, very true," Steve agreed with even gravity. + +"Unless that man has the desire within himself, he need never waste his +time even hoping to come back!" + +"I'm forced to admit that there is no room for argument in that, +either," said Steve. "Only it has to be more than a desire. It must +have become determination." + +He hesitated, and the whimsical note crept in and dulled the threatened +edge of hardness in his voice. + +"I know of a case in point, that happened right here in these woods. +One of the finest sportsmen who ever hunted or fished over this country +had a favorite guide--Long John LeClaire was his name. In fact, he +never went into camp without him, for upward of a score of years, and +he claimed there never was a better cook, between here and the border. +But Long John had one bad failing. As long as one kept to the timber +with him it was plain sailing, but strike a town and it meant a week's +delay in sobering that guide up. Town and a spree were synonymous in +Long John's mind; and after trying both mental and physical suasion the +sportsman I mentioned finally hit upon another plan. He persuaded Long +John to take the 'cure'; more than that, he put him on a train himself +and saw him off. But there was nothing enthusiastic about John's +departure. You see, way down deep in his heart, he was just a little +afraid this proposed treatment would be successful. + +"He went, but his going was reluctant. And then, a month later he came +back again, and, oh, what a difference there was in his return! It +took the conductor and two train-men to put him off at the station; +they were considerably marked up in the operation. Once safely landed +on the platform, however, Long John spread out his feet to steady his +wavering body and waved a hand in hearty greeting to the crowd which +had assembled to welcome him home. His hat was gone; he had a +discolored eye, but the reluctance was gone from his carriage. And he +made a speech which for expressive briefness surpasses anything I've +ever heard, before or since: + +"'There!' he declared his triumph. 'There! And now I guess I've +showed 'em no sanatorium could ever cure me!'" + +But Garry did not laugh. His smile was mirthlessly sardonic. + +"Then why the devil have you tried to keep me up here?" + +Any man might well have objected to the manner of that question; many +men would have spoken too hastily, forgetting that there are worse ills +than those of the body. But Steve was not ready to hit back yet. He +was thinking of Miriam Burrell; he lied with skillful smoothness. + +"I told you last night," he said. "I need men. And then, too, it's a +long time since I've seen you. I've not made so many friends, you +know, Garry." + +Garrett Devereau would have stopped there, dripping as he was, in the +middle of the timber, had not Steve held to his stride. And he must +have caught a momentary glimpse of that self which he was exhibiting to +his companion, for his next words were a little mollified. + +"Perspective is an excellent thing," he murmured. "It's been said +before, but I'm repeating it. It's not only illuminating in just the +matter of view, but it unsettles one's sense of values, doesn't it? I +mean the Bignesses and Smallnesses of things--and creatures. When I +went away, or rather when you did, back I don't remember how many +years, you were tugging at the bit to be up and at things. That used +to perplex me, although you may not have known it; I never really +caught your angle or viewpoint. But now that you are in the thick of +it I'm puzzled to know whether you find it--well, sufficient in itself." + +O'Mara laughed softly over his shoulder. + +"Sufficient!" he echoed. "Wouldn't you, if you were fact +[Transcriber's note: face?] to face every day with some problem or +other that had you stumped? Wouldn't you, if you were playing a game +that shifted so rapidly from point to point that it kept you dodging +and ducking and swearing to hold your feet?" + +Garry drew a deep breath. + +"That's what I've been trying to establish in my own mind," he +faltered. "I've been thinking perhaps--but, pah!" He spat out a +fragment of laughter as though it were bitter to his tongue. "I tried +one job--I tried once! I ought to know better than to wonder even, +now. And if a man can see no reason for living his life, it's his to +quit, if he wants to!" + +And then Steve abandoned his air of tolerance; he changed his style of +play. The contempt in his retort could not have been more measured, +even had it been other than a premeditated thing. + +"Quit is the right word," he came back coolly. "I wasn't quite sure +until now. You asked me if the others had told me what sort of man you +had become. And if silence is affirmation, you had your answer. You +inquired concerning my own opinion and I withheld it. Whatever it was +doesn't matter now. Maybe I was guilty of bad judgment, but you have +set me right." + +Each word was tipped with scorn. Again, with deliberate intent, +Stephen O'Mara lied. + +"And I tell you now that had I been sure you wanted that hemlock to get +you, I'd have left you where you stood. The world is all cluttered up +with fools, as it is." + +It came so quickly that Garry was not immediately aware of the attack. +He smiled, covertly. + +"Accidents will happen," he feigned a protest. + +Abruptly the taller man wheeled, lids a-droop. + +"--Fools, and quitters, too," he supplemented, levelly. "Quitters and +men who show a streak of yellow that doesn't assay even a little bit of +pure gold. A minute ago I gave you one reason for my attempt to keep +you here. But I made a bad mistake there, too. It's men I need!" + +He couldn't have straightened the other any more quickly had he swung +and slapped his face. Garrett Devereau went paper white. They reached +the edge of the heavier timber and came out upon the soggy sod of the +clearing in the hush which followed that wickedly barbed speech. Steve +always stopped there, whenever he came back to the cabin alone. He +liked to look up at Joe's light, waiting in the window. And now, a +pace or two in the lead, Garry turned back and stared widely into +Steve's cold eyes. It had taken heat lightning to clear that brain +which had been all day befogged. + +"That was frank, and altogether plain," he said. "Joe took it upon +himself to hire me, during your absence--the figure mentioned was +eighteen a week. Now, quite as frankly, I am admitting his lack of +authority." + +Dusk comes quickly in the woods; twilight is only the briefest of +pauses between daylight and dark. In the half-light as he stood there +it would have been very easy to have mistaken Garry Devereau for the +man whose clothes he wore. And while they waited, strained and tense, +facing each other, a lone sapling between them and the eastern fringe +of the clearing swung frantically earthward as if stricken by an +invisible hand, and then thrashed upright again. A fragment of green +bark flew aloft. They heard the deflected bullet go whining away. +Then the tardy bark of a rifle. + +It was instant-quick, and yet little quicker than the expression that +sped over Garry's features. He turned and faced the thicket from which +the report had come; he lifted his chin and opened his arms and laughed +aloud. The second time that day Steve reached out and jerked him +viciously from his feet. This time the bullet missed the sapling. +They felt the air shock of its passage. + +There was nothing deliberate nor premeditated in the outburst which +Steve loosed upon the man who had gone to his knees beneath the grip of +his hands. + +"You fool!" he grated. "You crazy-brained madman!" + +Garry rose and made as if to dust his knees. + +"Poor work," he criticised, easily. "Too hurried--the first shot. +There should have been no excuse for a second." + +With angry roughness Steve thrust him back into the deeper shadow. + +"Wait here!" he commanded. + +But Garry was only a step behind him when, a moment later, the former +leaned over the spot where that invisible marksman had stood. There +were deep imprints in the forest mold--an empty shell upon the leaves. +And by that time Steve had regained his grave composure. + +"Some idiot of a hunter," he ventured quietly, when he had straightened +from a glance at those marks. "One of those enthusiasts who shoot in +haste at any rustle in the brush, and investigate at leisure." + +Momentarily the intimacy which had existed in other days between them +was restored. Garry's answer held no more of antagonism than had +Steve's calm comment. He tried to follow the tracks that led into the +deeper timber. It was too dark to follow far. + +"This is a hunter in a hurry, then," he remarked. "Too much of a +hurry, even, to investigate." + +"Hungry, and late for supper," suggested Steve. "And we'll be late, +ourselves, unless we travel along." + +He faced about and started straight across the clearing, and he +maintained the lead in spite of Garry's effort to supplant him. Before +they reached the door of the cabin reserve that amounted to actual +coolness once more cloaked them both. Only once did either of them +offer to speak. + +"You might do well to vary your costume a little," Garry observed +impersonally, "if your nimrod friend who hunts at dusk is going to +persist in mistaking you for a deer." + +He drank hard that night from the bottle which Fat Joe, in obedience to +Steve's command, had left standing upon the shoulder-high shelf--drank +first in a self-conscious fashion with a mumbled excuse to Joe that the +rainfall had chilled him; then more and more openly, until he forgot +that he had ever felt the need of an excuse. Not one of the three men +had made a move to go to bed, and before midnight came around Garry's +black fit of absorbtion had given way to another mood. Blithely he +chafed Fat Joe one minute, blind to that one's sullen reception of his +jocularity; the next moment he turned eyes that had long before lost +their enmity in a glassier light of goodwill upon Steve, working over a +drawing-board at the other end of the table, impatient yet elaborately +approving of his industry. And when Steve finally laid aside his work, +signifying with a sigh that he had finished, Garry rose and lifted a +half-emptied glass and made him a rollicking toast. + +"Here's to young Virtue's triumph, Steve," he chanted, "and damnation +to the opposition! I may be leaving you--I'll be on my way back to +town to-morrow at this time--but I'm leaving my moral support behind +me." + +Steve's reception of that flourish was in no way like what Fat Joe had +expected. He smiled cordially--a little absently. + +"Thanks, Garry," he said. "And I guess I'll be needing all the support +I can find, both moral and otherwise, before spring comes. So you're +not figuring on stopping off at Morrison? Planning on going straight +through, eh?" + +Garry made a gesture which was meant to embrace the whole chain of +hills outside. + +"Absolutely!" he emphasized. "This country is all right for those who +were born to it--purple hills and purling brooks and silence brooding +over all!--but it's too intense for your effete comrade. Too +quiet--too easy to think! I'm going away from here just as fast as +steam will haul me." + +The other man stretched his arms and swung one foot negligently over +the chair arm. His unqualified agreement brought sudden alarm to Joe's +eyes. + +"I suppose you're right," he drawled. "It does get on any man's +nerves. Right this minute I'm as tired of it as I ever dare let myself +get. I've sloughed around in the mud enough for one session." + +Garry frowned, perplexed. His fast numbing brain refused to +reconstruct clearly, and yet dimly he knew that this sentiment was not +the one which he had heard a few hours before from Steve's lips. + +"Too true," he was content to reply sadly. "Too true!" + +"We've both earned a vacation." Steve's gentle smile never left his +lips. "To-day I couldn't help but think that it was a shame to miss +such perfect hunting weather as this. I wonder if I couldn't persuade +you to postpone your going for just a day or two longer. I can show +you some deer, Garry." + +The frown upon the latter's forehead deepened with his effort at +recollection. Then he brightened with happy satisfaction. + +"Deer!" he chuckled, addressing himself to Joe. "Hunter took me for a +deer, thinking I was Steve." He blinked, for the statement did not +entirely please him. "Doesn't sound logical," he pondered, "but it's +so. Fired twice and missed both shots. Poor work--very poor work +indeed!" + +Joe squared around, his perplexed scrutiny an accusation now. Steve +had neglected to apprise him of that incident which had happened on the +way home, and Joe had not heard the rifle reports. But O'Mara clung to +the subject which he had introduced. + +"That's the trouble with hunting right here in the front yard," he +admitted. "There are too many gunners anxious to hear their rifles go +off. We might swing over toward the west branch, though. As long as +this rain holds on the leaves will be quiet as a carpet. You've never +seen my own private shooting box, either, have you Garry?" + +The questioned one tried hard to pay attention, but the attempt was no +more than an indifferent success, for he was still grumbling to himself +over that unknown marksman's lack of skill. + +"Never knew you had one," he answered. + +"My inheritance," laughed Steve. From his manner he might have been +talking to a sober man. "And also the haunt of my boyhood days. It's +the shack, you know, where I spent a good many years with Old Tom. It +lies a half dozen miles through the woods from here. I've made it +weather-tight and dry. I spend a day or so up there whenever I have a +chance to get away. We're sure of a shot if we still-hunt over in that +direction--sure of a tight roof and good beds, too. How does it appeal +to you?" + +Garry spilled over his glass and had to fill it again, with many +apologies for his clumsiness, so ardent was his acceptance of the +invitation. He rose and insisted upon shaking hands. + +"A personally conducted tour," he stammered gayly. + +"A pilgrimage to the nest from which young genius first spread its +wings, personally conducted by my friend, Mr. O'Mara." But his moods +were growing more and more uncertain and changeable, now. He bent a +baleful glance upon Fat Joe. "Is this--person going to accompany us," +offensively he wanted to know. + +Steve shook his head. + +"Joe'll have to stay here and hold things down until we return," he +explained. + +Garry resumed his seat. + +"Then I'll go," he stated. The baleful light was slow in leaving his +eyes. And, after a rambling, muttered something to himself: "Too +officious . . . wouldn't let me have but one drink every three +hours . . . better we left him alone. He might shoot somebody, +too--looks as though he might shoot and investigate at leisure." + +With that he turned once more to thoughts of him who, firing from +ambush, had left a trail of hob-nails to voice mutely the haste of his +retreat. It had a fascination for him; his mind went back to it +automatically, the only idea apparently upon which he found it possible +to center his faculties. Now and then he referred to it aloud, in +jumbled and meaningless ejaculations. Both men knew that he did not +know what he was saying, and yet his reference to Fat Joe had left a +hint of pain in the latter's eyes. It was still there when Joe arose, +an hour later, and jerked his head toward Garry's quarters. + +"If you need me, sing out," he said. "There's whiskey locked in the +medicine chest--and I'll be sleeping light." + +The words meant nothing to Garry, but he noted Joe's departure. Steve +saw that his eyes were fixed, his lips crusted with fever, when he too +came to his feet in a supreme effort, and steadied himself by the back +of his chair. + +"I've been most thoughtless, Steve," he apologized charmingly. It was +the spirit of the old Garry talking through the flesh of the Garry he +had become. "I've been unpardonably selfish. You must be tired; you +have worked hard to-day." + +In turn he made as if to cross to the door. Steve drew him back. + +"Joe's taken your bed," he explained. "He's been an hour asleep by +now. We'll be getting away at daybreak, and he always did hate to be +waked an instant before his hour, so you'll have to occupy his bunk." + +It took Garry a minute or two to assimilate that. + +"Surely," he agreed. "Daybreak." Then, drearily, with no knowledge of +what he was saying: "I wish I could go to sleep--I wish it was +daybreak, now!" + +Yet he was almost sober again when Steve shook him awake at four the +next morning, his first inquiry concerning the state of the weather +proving that he recalled their plans of the night before. But his +politeness had given way to a pallid stubbornness that would not budge +an inch until he had had a drink and filled a pair of flasks with all +that the fresh bottle from the medicine chest contained. He refused +breakfast with sickened finality; declined even the coffee which Steve +tried to press upon him. When the latter handed him Joe's rifle and a +handful of extra shells, however, his eagerness to be away showed in +his eyes. + +Steve did not like that gleam any more than he understood it, and he +did not understand it at all. It went around him--through him--much as +though Garry was peering cunningly at a far-off, bodiless something +which the other man could not see. And throughout the whole morning +Steve was conscious of it whenever they met after skirting a swamp, or +slipped noiselessly over a hardwood knoll, to rejoin each other. The +day was half gone before Steve realized that it was the telltale sign +of a brain no longer sober, even though Garry's body continued to +maintain an incredible steadiness. + +Long after it seemed that eyes such as his had become must needs be +sightless the latter went on picking his way carefully over rough bits +of going; when he had reached a condition where he no longer heard the +word or two which, now and then, Steve addressed to him, he still +flattened his body and crouched at the expected nearness of game. It +became an uncanny exhibition of mechanics after a while--a +sleep-walking sort of thing which wore upon Steve's nerves until he was +more than once at the point of taking possession of Joe's repeater. +And yet it was Garry who jumped a spike-horn buck, just before +nightfall. It was he who fired twice before Steve's rifle reached his +shoulder. But they found only blood on the leaves when they hastened +forward. + +"You hit him!" Steve leaned over to examine those crimson stains. +"You must have found him with both shots, judging from the way he's +bleeding. He's gone into that cedar swamp; he won't travel far, and I +hate to let him crawl in there, wounded like that, to die." + +Indecisively he paused, not sure just what to do. In that moment of +quiet Garry lifted a flask to his lips and finding it empty let it slip +heedlessly to the ground. + +"Two shots," he muttered darkly. "Two, where one should have been +enough." + +That echo of the night before helped the other man to decide. + +"This strip of dark timber runs straight west to the river--are you +listening, Garry?" he asked. "Straight to the river--it's only a scant +mile--and you'll find the cabin on the rise of ground in a clump of +balsams, three or four rods to the right. I'm going to take your +gun--you look fagged out. You skirt around the edge of the bad going +and I'll drive straight through. It may be only a scratch, after all, +although it doesn't seem possible, with all this blood. I'll take your +gun and, now, are you sure you can make it--sure you won't get turned +around? It'll be dark in half an hour, you know." + +Garry gave up his rifle without a sign of demur. His eyes were burning +with some sort of feverish anticipation, but his answer was clear +enough. + +"I'll wait for you at the river," he said, and he started forthwith +toward the west. + +Steve watched him out of sight before he turned to take up, +irresolutely, the trail that zig-zagged into the cedar brake. But once +he had started he went ahead rapidly, jumping the wounded buck within +five minutes and giving him no time to lie down again. And after he +had covered a quarter of a mile Steve saw that it was much as he had +told Garry it might be; it was a flesh wound that bled profusely and +that was all. For the deer, holding to a direct line down the middle +of the swamp, continued to travel strongly. Steve had all but reached +the river-edge where they were to stop for the night, before he +detected a stirring in the bushes ahead of him and his ear caught the +crackle of a dry branch. + +Instantly he forgot everything save the quarry he was running down; +forgot Garry and the strange persistence with which the latter had gone +back, after twelve hours, to quote himself word for word. With rifle +poised he edged forward a step and halted; he stooped and laid Garry's +gun at the foot of a tree and went on again. Once he made out a +movement behind a nearer tangle and saw the branches shake before a +heavy body that was forcing slowly through them. His own rifle came +up; his finger was on the trigger when he thought better of it. Old +Tom, more than a half-score of years before, had switched him well, not +so very far from that very spot, because he had not made certain first +of the target at which he was firing. + +There was an open patch to the left. If the buck held to that quarter +he would have to cross that clear. Rock-steady the muzzle came down +and covered the first indistinct brown bulk which entered the notch of +the sights. And then, with an oath, Steve let the gun slip to the +ground at his feet and stood shaking, checks gone white. Garret +Devereau, wearing an old tan canvas coat which he had unearthed in the +cabin peered slyly around a bush which he had been stirring gently with +one hand. + +"Go ahead 'n' shoot," he ordered aggrievedly. "Hunter'sh alwaysh shoot +at rush'le in the dark. Good joke on hunter'sh--good joke on my good +frien', Misther O'Mara! Think'sh's got deer until he inves'gates at +leisure. Best joke of all'sh on myself." + +The muscles which all day had been a marvel of firmness beneath him +gave way altogether. Without a sound he pitched forward upon his face. +A second later Steve reached his side, but the horror had not faded +from his own eyes after he had picked that prostrate figure up and +carried it into the clay-clinked shack. His memory played him an odd +trick during that moment. A vivid picture came back to him of the +grave-faced boy he had been, struggling to steady Old Tom's helpless +feet up that same rise. + +Garry was limp and blue and pulseless when Steve stretched him out, +inside. The second flask stood there where Garry had left it, upon a +table, and while he was loosening the latter's clothing Steve shook it, +experimentally, and found it empty. He swung it aloft and drove it +through a window. The crash of shivered glass made the other stir. He +opened his eyes and stared vacantly up into his friend's face. + +"Steve," he moaned. "Steve, I'm cold!" + +And that was the burden of the complaints which he lifted, time and +again, throughout the first part of the night. Even after Steve had +wrapped him in everything which the bare room afforded he still +continued to whimper like a sick boy. But his body held strong. Just +as, all day, it had been his brain which had shown the effects of the +alcohol which he had consumed, so now, all night, it was his brain +which suffered most. Again and again he called aloud a woman's name, +in a voice which Stephen O'Mara had never before heard from his lips. +In inconceivable tenderness he whispered it--the name of Mary +Graves--only to cry aloud, "Steve--Steve," in accents of heartbreak the +next. + +Long before morning came his pulse was steady--a little jumpy but +reassuringly rhythmic. But the sunlight was two hours old upon the +floor before the silent watcher saw the white lids flutter and then +part with a gaze that was once more sane. Garry's smile had always +been mocking; it was shamed and wistful now. The clearness with which +he remembered was a miraculous thing. + +"You see, Steve," he faltered. "You see now, don't you, that I'm not +worth trying to save? Oh, you've tried hard; I knew how hard you were +trying! That's why I did--what I did. I'm no good; there's no use, +friend of mine. Why don't you let me go?" + +Steve groped and found the hand groping for his. He nodded his head, +bruskly, to hide his eyes. But his voice was not brusk. + +"I almost shot you, Garry," he said, and there was a husky echo of +horror in the words. "In another minute I'd have killed you. Right +now I don't know just what kept me from firing." + +"And I meant you to," Garry murmured almost inaudibly, "I planned that +you should--started to plan last night. I--I've been hating you for +twelve hours--hating you because you were making me ashamed to do the +thing I wanted to do most." + +He tried to rise and fell back, slack. But his voice was stronger with +sudden, swelling bitterness. + +"It wasn't for myself, Steve," he cried. "It wasn't for what I might +get out of it, or--or what it might bring me, I used to scoff at +whatever others considered big and fine and clean, but I played it +straight, just the same. I played it as well as I knew how--straighter +than you'd believe. I thought it would make her happier, because I +tried that hard. And she . . . Steve, if I had been a woman--a woman +like what I thought she was, little and clean and white--I couldn't +have let a man like him so much as touch my little finger! And she--by +God, she married him!" + +The agonized voice broke there--the voice of a boy who had had to learn +that it is woman and not women who is fastidious. Garry sat and +swallowed, fighting for self-control. His eyes were numb, but Steve's +had taken fire, for he knew that the hour for which he had been waiting +had come at last. + +"You've been trying to help me," Garry found his voice again, "you've +been trying to throw me a line. And, for a day or two, I tried to +catch it, Steve. But it isn't in me to try that hard, any more. Some +men do things for what there is in it--the pecuniary reward, I mean; +some men--you for instance--because their self respect won't let them +stop, win or lose. But now and then there happens one who keeps on +trying only because there is one other person, at least, who may be the +gladder for his success. I don't expect you to understand; I know it +will sound small and cowardly to you. . . . It's too lonesome living, +Steve, when there's no one who cares whether you live or not!" + +"That does not fit your case," Steve objected instantly, "when your +danger or your safety keeps a woman watching, white-faced with terror +through the night, for your return." + +Garry propped himself upon one elbow, the better to see the speaker's +countenance. + +"My safety?" he repeated, blankly. "My return?" And then, wanly +grateful: "You are not the sort of man who lies convincingly, Steve." + +And then Stephen O'Mara let him have it--all the story which had lain +so many days in his heart. There were times when Garry went even paler +during the short recital; times when everything else was submerged by +the incredulity that flooded his face. But before Steve had finished +the last trace of doubt was gone. Before the end came Garry had bowed +his head, this time in flushed, self-conscious wonder which +transfigured him. + +"Miriam Burrell!" he breathed. "Proud, intolerant----" + +His head came up. The next instant he voiced the words which Steve +most wanted to hear. + +"You shouldn't have told me this," said he. "You had no right, +unless----" + +Steve laughed at him. + +"God bless you, boy," he exclaimed. "I asked her if I might. Why, +don't you understand that she meant to, herself, if I didn't? You see, +she is--far, far braver than you are, Garry." + +Garry lifted his hands and hid his face. + +So quietly that his exit made no sound Steve slipped to his feet and +passed outside. It had stopped raining; the hardwood ridges, touched +by frost, were flaming streaks of color against the rainwashed +evergreens, when he picked his way down to the river and found a dry +stone for a seat. An hour and more he sat there, while his thoughts +went back over the trail of the years--the trail which had led him from +that cabin to a pair of violet eyes and lips that arched like a boy's. + +Steve let his mind turn again, unreservedly, to his own problem that +morning; he tried to face, sure-eyed, the road which still stretched +ahead. He did not know that Garrett Devereau, the debonaire, the +cynical, the world-weary and world-wise, had broken down and was +sobbing noiselessly, as men sob, in the room which he had left--shaking +with deep and terrible gasps that racked his very soul. But it was +already daybreak; it was trail's-end now for Garry. It does make a +difference if one knows that someone cares. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +HONEY! + +Upon their return to Thirty-Mile, two nights later, Joe's attitude of +criticism was the first thing which piqued Steve's interest. There was +something ludicrous in the former's voice as he sat and anathematized +the food which the cook-boy brought to the table, even though he +devoured hungrily all that his plate would hold. And because Joe was +so obviously primed for a sensation that evening, out of sheer +perversity Steve struggled to draw him into a discussion of a topic, +which, just as obviously, had no appeal just then. + +"What I hope to do," he confided gravely to Garry, "is to finish up at +Morrison and make possible the transfer of some of those men up here. +We are working only one shift now. With two I figure we could sail +along a-fogging. How does that strike you, Joe?" + +That was only one of his many attempts, but all of them, save for the +inner laughter which they afforded; were totally without result. Joe's +answers were monosyllabic--his attention wandering at best. To that +particular question he nodded his head, spiritlessly. + +"This butter ain't none too fresh," he growled sourly, "and I wonder if +that cook-boy thinks we dote on ham every meal? I don't for one. It +may be all right, if a man's plumb starving to death, but it don't lend +no real elegance to a repast." + +That gloomy complaint brought little more than a sparkle to Steve's +eyes, but it made Garry lean forward in his place. Throughout the meal +while the other two fenced in just such fashion he forgot his own food +to listen, delighted anticipation in every feature. And when they had +finished supper and pushed back their chairs, he stood grinning a +little, watching Joe survey that littered room which served as office +and sleeping-quarters for the chief engineer of the East Coast Company. +Fat Joe's gaze swung from wall to wall, from littered corner to +heaped-up chair. Then he shook his head in despair. + +"It looks to me, Steve," he grunted, "as though you ain't never had no +real training in tidiness, have you? There don't seem to be no system +at all in the way you leave your things around. There's one boot over +in that corner; it's got a mate, I know, because I saw you take them +off last night. I wouldn't be certain otherwise. And it's the same +way with all your things. Just look at this room! A nice place to +receive callers in, now ain't it?" + +That was the first lead he tendered them, but Steve, rather than +gratify him with a direct question, chose to go forward in the dark. +He leaned over and followed his usual custom when he wanted to think. +He tapped out his pipe. + +"But I can always find everything," he defended, "that is, unless you +have taken the trouble to put things away. Then it's a toss-up that +something or other will never be found, until it turns up of its own +accord. It's not so bad, Joe." He, too, swung to survey the room. +"Not so bad! Just a little unsettled, that's all. Are we likely to +have any callers, do you think, who would object to this layout?" + +Joe snorted, but his eyes were mournful. He knew that there was +nothing else to do but yield, a part at least. + +"We ain't likely to," he murmured. "We're just naturally bound to have +'em. They're comin' in to-morrow, and I ask you again, ain't this a +pleasing prospect to greet 'em?" + +For all that he seemed to be staring ruefully down the room, he was +watching for the surprise that darted across Steve's face. Momentarily +the latter had forgotten his assumed air of placidity. + +"To-morrow? Who?" And then Steve laughed. "Go ahead and tell us, +Joe. I'm beat! I'll admit that I'm panting with curiosity." + +Joe pulled up a chair and dropped into it. It appealed to him--this +method--whenever he had the time to spare. His pink face was still +innocent of guile. + +"I don't mind the men-folks," he resumed. "That fat party, I mean, who +wears the plaid suits, nor Caleb Hunter, either. Both of them are used +to such truck as this. And I reckon it'll tickle the ladies, too. But +I can see Honey sticking his nose in the air and sniffin', supercilious +like, the first minute he gets his nose in the door. He ain't going to +approve at all, at all--not any way you look at it." + +"Honey!" + +Both Steve and Garry ignored the rest of Joe's explanation to gasp that +single word in concert. + +"Who in the world do you mean by 'Honey'?" + +"Who could I mean?" Joe demanded collectedly. "I didn't give him the +name, did I? I mean that chap Wickersham who owns the timber north of +us. Foreign, ain't he? Sure, I thought so? Well, every time I run +across that man's path my heart swells with patriotism. I guess I'm +just as glad to be born plain United States." + +The first part of that statement was listened to closely enough by both +men; the last sentence or two, for all that it was heartfelt and +sincere, was lost upon them both. And Steve's mirth was even more +hysterical than was that of Garry Devereau. + +"Honey!" he panted. "Now isn't that a wonder? Joe, you're too good! +You are altogether too good to be wasted on these timbered solitudes. +Men pay two dollars a seat, Joe, to hear performers work who are rank +amateurs in comparison with you." + +The riverman's eyes grew belligerent. + +"Funny, is it? So awful funny! Well, perhaps you think I can't read +plain print yet, never havin' enjoyed a liberal education. But take a +look for yourself." + +He pulled up a pile of newspapers which had come in since their +absence, sorted out one that was creased open, and handed it to Steve. +It was an announcement of Barbara Allison's engagement to the Hon. +Archibald Wickersham--that column to which Fat Joe had folded the +sheet--a many-days-old announcement, now. But the smile did not even +stiffen upon Steve's lips. The picture which accompanied it was a poor +one, heavy-shadowed and smeared and lacking in detail, yet Barbara's +face was unmistakable. The room became quiet. In that hush Garry +realized that Joe's mistaken translation of the title had not been, as +Joe had himself suggested, due to lack of knowledge, but to a desire to +apprise his employer, delicately, of that which he believed was still +news to him. And yet, from the easy way in which he read it, word for +word, Garry was positive that all this which the New York daily +blazoned forth with its customary mixture of snobbishness and vulgarity +was no longer news to Steve. The latter's eyes lifted and dwelt long +upon Fat Joe's face. + +"So that's where you got it, was it, Joe?" he asked evenly. "You make +it 'Honey,' do you? And when do they come in, Joe?" + +"To-morrow night. One of the teamsters brought word this afternoon, +just before you got back. Honey is going to have a look at his trees +and things, the way I understand it. And the rest of them, I take it, +want to look us over in our wild state. Where are we going to put them +girls?" + +Steve's answer was long in coming. + +"Miss--Allison?" he wanted to know. + +"--and her maid," Joe corrected promptly. "Her maid, Cecile. She's +comin', too, and that tall, red-headed one. I don't remember her name?" + +As studiously as he had done a moment before, Garry again avoided +Steve's eyes. + +"Miriam Burrell," the latter supplied the omission. "And that's fine, +isn't it? How long are they going to stay, Joe?" + +But Joe had finished with trifling. + +"Where are we going to put them?" he insisted doggedly. + +"Why, we have a couple of shelter tents somewhere in the duffle, +haven't we? We might pitch those if----" he looked about, +ruminatively--"if you think this is too squalid." + +Joe turned appealingly to Garry, only to meet eyes flaring with +deviltry. + +"If you think that I'm going to give up my quarters for a troup of +curious sight-seers, you're mistaken. If that's what you turned toward +me for, don't allow yourself to dwell upon it another minute. I'm a +laboring man and I have to have decent rest at nights. . . . Do you +suppose Cecile would really mind a tent?" + +And then Joe's face went red. + +"Now ain't you the pair of rough jokers?" he whined. "Ain't you, +though? But what's it going to be--this room or Garry's? The way I +look at it we're elected to camp out ourselves. We're hardened sons of +the wilderness, you know. That's what they always call us in print. +But how am I going to get this place cleaned up?" + +For another hour Joe argued it, and at last settled upon the +store-house building as the likeliest for sleeping quarters for the +feminine portion of the visitors. + +"We have to eat in here, anyhow," he argued, "so I guess it's the best +arrangement we can hit on. Honey won't be here much to meals, either. +That'll be one nice thing about it. He'll be going north directly. +And now--now I guess I'll go out and have a look at the pantry, even if +it does make me feel sort of faint every time I think of the grub we've +got on hand. Canned beans and boiled potatoes, and ham and bacon, to +round out a banquet. Why couldn't a couple of mighty hunters like you +bring home more than one little haunch of venison? Bacon and beans! +Steve, you sure have been living mighty low-down on this job!" + +He went out with a great show of haste, but returned almost +immediately, forgot the urgency of matters in general in finding Garry +idly shuffling a deck of cards. Throughout the evening Joe had +exhibited an unwillingness to meet the third man's glances directly, +but it was impossible for him to remain oblivious to the clicking of +the chips. He balanced first on one foot and then on the other for a +moment; then diffidently drew up a chair. + +"Just a friendly hand or two, I suppose," he suggested, when the other +made no move to begin. "Low limit and wide open, eh?" + +Garry still toyed with the cards. + +"I don't suppose you've ever forgotten the first game in which we +indulged, have you, Joe?" he asked at length. Joe was not comfortable. + +"Scarcely," he admitted. "Scarcely." + +"Nor the--stakes?" pursued Garry. + +"I--I seem to recall 'em, faintly." + +Garry's peal of amusement was as rollicking as a boy's. + +"So do I," he exclaimed. "And if I remember rightly you stated on that +occasion that cash was no consideration with you. Does that still hold +good?" + +It was the first good look Joe had had at the other's face. The change +he found in it seemed to perplex him more than a little. + +"I take it that it does." Garry did not wait for his reply. "And +now--what do you say to that same full bottle against a--a ninety-nine +year blanket restriction, with me at the wrong end of the odds?" + +Joe slitted his eyes. + +"When they tuck a ninety-nine year clause into a franchise they mean +it's forever, don't they?" he wanted to know. + +"Forever, to all intents and purposes!" said Garry. + +Joe's chest sank and rose in a long, long breath. + +"It's no word to trifle with," he cautioned at last. "If you lose +it'll be a considerable drouth." + +"Cut!" invited Garry, and they started to play. + +That other night Garry's stack of chips had lasted far longer than they +did on this second occasion. A half hour later, when he rose to go to +bed, his ninety-nine year promise of abstinence was piled symmetrically +before Fat Joe. But his good-night was gay. For a time after his +departure Joe eyed Steve, sidewise. + +"Hum-m-m," he cleared his throat. "Hum-m-m! And I was expectin' you +to turn up any hour of the last twenty-four with a request that I come +and help bring home the remains. You must be quite a silver-tongued +exhorter, aren't you, Steve?" + +Stephen O'Mara was silent over the paper which Joe had handed him +earlier in the evening, and the lack of any offer on his part to go +into details did not trouble his questioner. Fat Joe sat and bobbed +his head over what would never cease to be a miracle in his eyes. + +"And he'll stick this time," he vented his wonder aloud. "He's surely +going to stick!" Then he smiled widely. "And I reckon you'll have to +admit that I handled the small part that come my way with ease and +dispatch, when I tell you that he didn't catch so much as one lonesome +pair, all the time I was dealing. I'm ashamed of myself. I haven't +seen such a mean, crooked game of stud dealt since I come East!" + +Garry was very quiet the next morning when he and Steve went back to +their work; before noon came his uneasiness had become very apparent to +the man whom he was assisting. But neither his silence nor his +nervousness any longer worried Steve. Instead, the latter let himself +smile over both those outward evidences of inward panic, whenever his +thoughts were on Garry at all. For the latter's diffidence as the day +aged became a flushed and warm-checked thing, until at four in the +afternoon Steve could no longer withhold the suggestion for which +wordlessly, Garry was asking. + +"Joe was more than half right," he remarked, one eye to his level, "in +spite of the fact that we refused to take him seriously. We can't let +those people come in and find everything too hopelessly uncomfortable, +so perhaps you'd better run ahead now, Garry, and see what he has +accomplished. I don't want to leave this spot myself until I have some +figures upon which I know I can rely. But you might run ahead, if you +will. I'll be along later." + +It was couched in the form of a request, but Garry's face flamed. He +went, albeit a bit reluctantly. And he stopped more than a few times +in his climb from the edge of the timber to the door of Steve's shack. +But once he had passed over the threshold to find that unrecognizably +trim room empty, his face grew heavy with disappointment; he was on the +point of going back outside to scan the bowl of the valley when a tall, +short-skirted figure, enveloped in a voluminous apron which Fat Joe in +a moment of mistaken zeal had once provided for the cook-boy, flashed +through the passage-way from the kitchen annex and barely missed +catapulting into his arms. Miriam Burrell, pink-faced from the heat of +the roaring wood-stove, and smudged with flour on forehead and cheek, +lifted her apron and swung it like a flag of victory. + +"I've found it," she sang triumphantly. "I've found out what was the +matter! I'd just forgotten the baking-powder, that was all! Next +time----" + +Then she recognized him. With outstretched hands still clutching the +edge of her apron, she stood, almond eyes widening, and scanned him +from head to foot. Even Steve, who had been with him every moment, had +noticed the hour to hour change that had been taking place in Garry's +appearance. To the girl who had not seen him for weeks, that flushed, +self-conscious man was a different Garry than she had ever known +before. Hungrily her gaze went from open shirt to caked boots, from +steady hands to clear eyes which made her own eyes shy. And then +Miriam Burrell, cool and poised Miriam, did what many another maid in a +checkered apron has done in similar situations. She lifted that stiff +gingham to hide her unutterable happiness. But before he could speak +she found her voice; nor was it very steady, at that. + +"I thought you were that party of idlers come back," she hesitated. +"How--how tanned you are becoming, Garry! I thought they--oh, I can't +tell you how glad I am to see you so--so well. I'm making biscuits for +supper--that is, I've just been practising until now. It seemed as +though I'd forgotten something that was necessary to the recipe, +because they were flatter after they were cooked than when I put them +in the oven. And most marvelously heavy, too! But it was just the +baking-powder, that was all. Do you--do you think you'd care to help?" + +[Illustration: "Oh, I can't tell you how glad I am to see you--so +well."] + +Steve was very late in returning to camp that night. Throughout the +rest of the afternoon he set himself a pace, knee-deep in slushy mud, +which Garry could not have maintained. But when he paused there in the +dark where he always stopped for a moment and a tumult of voices swept +down to meet him, he forgot his fatigue. He had lifted his battered +hat from his head, striving to distinguish a single note in all that +treble of girlish laughter when, framed suddenly against the background +of light within, he saw a slender silhouette take up its station in the +doorframe. Barbara was still peering out across the darkness when he +came up to her. + +"We've been waiting dinner for you for almost an hour," she rebuked +him, in place of what might have been a commonplace greeting. "We've +been waiting in the face of Mr. Morgan's insistence that it was +practically useless. He has been telling us that when a man here in +the hills fails to turn up for a meal you never bother to look for him; +you know that the worst has happened." + +Over her head the first eyes that Steve encountered that evening were +those of Archibald Wickersham. While shaking hands with the girl, he +bowed in grave welcome to the tall figure in leather puttees and +whipcord riding-breeches, and Wickersham, from the far side of the +room, bowed back in equal gravity. Then Caleb Hunter grasped Steve's +elbow and spun him around toward the light and peered at him +accusingly. Barbara had not noticed until then how tired Steve looked. + +"Before the others get to talking," said Caleb, "before the tide grows +too strong for my weak voice, young man, I want to deliver a message. +Miss Sarah wants it explicitly understood that unless you stop in to +say hello on your next trip down, she herself will take the trail up +here. And lest that ultimatum sound too little threatening, I might +add that when Miss Sarah takes the trail she never travels with less +than six trunks." + +Caleb clung so tightly to his arm that it brought a tinge of color to +Steve's cheeks. It was minutes before he could get away to change his +wet clothes, and in that minute or two he could not help but contrast, +grimly, his own mud-spattered attire with that of Archie Wickersham. +The tired blue circles beneath his eyes wore even more noticeable when +he returned, to be ushered with much ceremony by Fat Joe to the head of +the table. + +It was an utterly irresponsible gathering that leaned over the red +tablecloth that night--an oddly assorted group which, from the very +first, Joe realized was not at all to Wickersham's liking. Dexter +Allison himself, fairly radiating good-will, sat at the foot of the +table, with his son-in-law-to-be on one side and Barbara's little maid, +Cecile, on the other. And between Cecile and Barbara, who sat opposite +Garry and Miriam, Fat Joe leaned both elbows upon the table edge and +monopolized the conversation. The seating arrangement was Joe's; it +was his party. And the absolute inattention to detail, the large +indifference to veracity which his discourse disclosed before that +noisy supper was over, grew to be an astonishing thing. His nights of +fancy left Steve aghast in more than one instance; they even forced a +stiff smile to Wickersham's lips, and that is saying much for Joe's +success as an entertainer, for in the bearing of those two men toward +each other there had been evident from the first a chill antipathy +which amounted, actually, to armed truce. And the color in Miriam's +cheeks, whenever his gaze strayed to that side of the table, helped +Steve to forget, temporarily, much that he found not pleasant to recall +at all. + +For Miriam's tongue was no less irresponsible than was Joe's. Her mood +was so mercurial that she drew, time and again, the eyes of all at the +table. She chattered with an abandon that scandalized Barbara; broke +in and interrupted every argument with hoydenish trivialities, in one +breath, to appeal to Garry the next for refutation. And Garry, the +light-tongued and quick-witted, sat almost dumb of lip before her happy +garrulity. But his eyes never left her; they spoke his thought aloud. +The quick lift and droop of her eyelids, the brilliancy of her lips, +made Miriam's face a living thing of happiness--made Barbara's silence +seem even more profound. For the latter's withdrawal from the +hilarity, dominated half the time by her father's booming bass, was +nearly as complete as was that of Wickersham himself. + +Just once, shortly before they withdrew for the night, Steve caught a +gleam of mischief in the dark eyes she turned toward him. She rose the +next moment and started slowly around the room, poking demurely into +corners and closetted nooks. Every eye was following her when she +finally found the thing for which she was searching. She drew a red +felt, yellow-mottoed cushion from beneath the deer-hide covering a +chair, and held it up so that all might read. "What Is Home Without a +Father?" it ran, and when the joy that stormed through the room made it +sure that the exhibition needed no interpreter, Fat Joe turned and hid +his face. Miriam rose languidly and joined the other girl in an +examination of his handiwork. Smooth face tinted by the firelight, +copper hair almost dishevelled in its disarray, she was an exquisitely +lovely thing. In her alto voice she expressed her opinion. + +"It's an entirely new stitch to me, Bobs," she averred. "I don't think +I have ever before seen just this method employed." And she turned to +Stephen O'Mara. "Do you suppose, Mr. O'Mara," she asked, "that I might +learn it from the one who did this work for you? It's rather"--and her +head tilted to one side--"it's rather a pretty thing!" + +Again they succumbed to mirth, and then Joe rose, bristling, and went +forward much as a gamecock might step out to do battle. He took the +cushion from the hands of the girls, who no longer had strength enough +even to hold it. + +"If you are aiming to do any sewing around this camp," he stated, "you +can start in sewing on buttons. This kind of work is entirely too +nerve-wearing for amateurs." + +He carried the cushion across the room and placed it, not where it had +been hidden by the deer-hide, but in colorful prominence against the +back of the chair. Long after he had crossed with Steve and Garry to +their tents he continued to explode with soft chuckles. + +"I never did say," he defended himself, "that that sentiment was +strictly appropriate. I always stated that it was the best I could. +And as for my technique--well, either of you guys try it some time! +You just take a needleful of that yellow worsted and start tracking +across a couple of yards of red and pathless desert, and see where you +come out. I know, because I've done it. I'm a pioneer. But if I ever +tackle another job like that it's going to be a crazy-quilt!" + +And Joe considered, in spite of the din which answered him, that his +challenge was ample. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +I'M TELLING YOU GOOD-BYE + +It was fully an hour after Fat Joe and Garry had rolled themselves up +in their blankets when Steve, who had elected to sit up for one last +pipe even though his body was aching with fatigue, heard behind him the +approach of her footsteps. Outside at the top of the rise some fifty +yards in front of the tents, he had seated himself on a log, chin +buried in one palm and eyes vacantly steady before him; but even before +he turned--before he rose slowly to his feet--he knew who was coming, +knew and realized that she should not have come. Wrapped in a long +heavy coat, face half-hidden by the upturned collar, bare of head, +Barbara came quietly down to where he waited. And without word of +greeting on the part of either of them, they sat down together, facing +the silvered bowl of the valley. + +Time passed before Barbara opened her lips for a long, quivering intake +of breath. + +"I never dreamed it could be so big," she murmured in awe. "And then +to think that some day--within a few months in reality--engines will go +screeching their signals across this very place. It doesn't seem +possible; it seems almost a shame to spoil it, too." + +Her earnestness was so unconsciously wistful that Steve could not help +but smile at it a little, even though he had been telling himself, +since the moment of her coming, that he must not let himself dwell just +then upon that wistfulness which, for many hours, had been most +apparent to him. + +"I've felt that way about it often," he answered, almost dully. "I +like it better myself, as it is. It does appear to be a long way +ahead, doesn't it--that day of completion which you cover in the +screech of the whistles? Only to-day, when we were scrambling about +down there in the alders, it took nearly all the imagination I +possessed to see two streaks of steel where there is nothing but +thicket now. But as for the bigness of it"--he laughed +deprecatingly--"it isn't so very big, you know. It's just a--a mean +sort of proposition." + +Barbara leaned forward, delicate chin resting upon interlocked fingers. +She was not quite certain whether she had caught a thread of weariness +in those words. + +"To me," she said, "to me it is colossal! Why, I thought the work at +Morrison seemed complicated and tangled enough, but there--there isn't +even a beginning or an ending here. There's nothing but woods and +water." + +She pointed out across the valley toward a mound-like outline yellow +under the moon; pointed into the north and asked another question. + +"Is that part of the embankment?" she wanted to know. "Is that the +direction in which Mr. Wickersham's timber lies?" + +The man nodded. + +"Just a few miles up through that notch," he told her. "That's the end +of the rail-bed which we have been building along the river-edge." + +Her next words made him start and then try to cover that moment with a +readjustment of his long body. + +"I'm going up there to-morrow. Mr. Wickersham has asked me to ride +with him, in the morning." She waited a moment or two. "That--that's +why I came out here to-night. We'll be going back to town the next day +or two, and I wanted to have a chance to bid you good-bye, before I +left Morrison for the winter." + +He had known that she would not be likely to remain in the hills much +longer. He had realized that each day which he checked off, always +hopeful that the next might open the way for him to see her again, was +steadily bringing nearer the date of her departure. But he had not let +himself think that it would come so soon. There was no doubt this time +about the heaviness of his voice. + +"I see," he said. "I see." + +There came another long silence. Rising out of it, Barbara's voice +sounded very, very little. + +"I've never known a sky in which the stars were so thick. +They're--they're like a field of buttercups. And have you ever seen +such an irrepressibly happy creature as Miriam was to-night. She was +radiant--positively shameless! Did you know that Garry knows----" + +"I told him, myself," said Steve, simply. + +The girl faced around in her surprise. + +"You?" + +"Most certainly! Why not?" His voice was not quite so unenthusiastic +now. "It's one of the few unmistakable opportunities I've ever had to +make two people permanently as happy as Miriam was to-night. I'd feel +guilty all my life if I didn't help all I could, knowing how happy I am +going to be, myself!" + +Thus did he work around, quite without abruptness, to a renewal of that +discussion which she had thought to close, weeks before. + +"Are you trying to infer that I am to be a part of that happiness?" she +asked none too promisingly. + +"You ought to know. I said 'all my life.'" + +And there, suddenly, Barbara laughed. + +"I suppose now they'll marry and live happily ever after!" she +exclaimed with an attempt at airiness. + +"Most certainly," asserted Steve, although her mirth puzzled him. "Why +is it funny to you?" + +"It isn't, but--yes it is too, now that it's no longer a thing one need +worry about. That's always the trouble with emotions which are too +intense. They're either very sad to contemplate, or very, very absurd. +And they will persist in exchanging faces, to the confusion of the +on-lookers. Garry was so dangerously in love with Mary Graves, you +see!" + +"He was in love with an idea," the man contradicted flatly. "He was in +love with just that. And it is not safe for any man to live alone with +an abstract conception of anything. He's bound, sooner or later, to +lose his grip on tangible things if he does. He's likely to start +destroying property to further the cause of labor, or liable to turn to +shooting men who were born to jobs I'm certain some of them never +wanted--kings and that sort, I mean--figuring on solving the social +problems of men and women who must solve that problem themselves. +Perfection is a fine thing to anticipate; expectations of it are +dangerous. And women aren't made that way." + +"No?" her voice slid coolly upward. + +"No," he told her, and smiled with that serenity she had come to know +so well. "Not even you, though I suppose I'd about annihilate anyone +else if he ever hinted at it." He chose to be didactic in tone. "No, +you're not perfect; you've too much intelligence for that. Why, right +now you're fighting with your brain against the dictates of your heart, +and if you were above mortal error in judgment you'd know that you are +wasting your time." + +The girl forgot entirely that she, too, had promised herself that their +leave-taking should not cross the border of personalities. And with +that lazy joy of her on his tongue she might not have been quite so +quick to hold that she could love no man, had she stopped to give it +thought. Her advance to the skirmish was most spirited. + +"Your opinion has the merit of sincerity," she said, "although, looking +back upon a--a certain day, I can't help but wonder whether you haven't +been guilty of mouthing pretty nothings for my poor ears." + +"That proves my point right now." He was imperturbable. "You're +begging the question to gain----" + +"You said----" she flashed, and then grew red. + +"I said I'd let you ask no pardon of me. I said I'd let myself find no +flaw in you. But how does that embarrass my present argument? +Flawless perfection would be a mighty difficult thing to live with, day +in and day out. Living with a woman who never made a mistake could +have no appeal for me. She'd always be emphasizing my own +shortcomings. You become consistent and you'll catch me yawning some +day; grow logical and you'll almost scare me off! Why, you're a girl!" + +Her laughter was like a bell on the still air. + +"And you--you still sit there and insist that perfection has no +attraction for you? When you've just described, without knowing it, +the--the sort of a girl you think is perfect." + +His lips curled in a way to quicken any woman's pulse. + +"You have me beaten," he laughed. His eyes, dark as was the shadow +upon his face, made her breath unsteady. "I would like to watch you +play poker with Fat Joe. Your game would puzzle him more than a +little. Yes, you've surely left me without a leg on which to hobble +off, because it would be small spirited in me, wouldn't it, if I were +to tell you that you are the exception that makes my general rule hold +sound? I wouldn't, however, prescribe such a degree of perfection for +any other man's daily diet. It would prove his destruction." + +"Your own superiority, of course, rendering you immune?" + +"Maybe." At least, whether she knew it or not, she loved his serenity. +"Maybe--and maybe I'm an exception too." + +He sat very still. She had turned away once more. + +"You'll be back again in the spring?" he asked with that gentleness he +saved for her alone. + +"I hope--I think so." The smallness of her voice angered her. She +feigned a short, carefree laugh. "Unless I am too busy. Getting +married seems to become a more and come complicated problem of proper +costuming, doesn't it, with every passing season!" + +She couldn't have told why she said it; she was trying to think of +something else to say which would be kinder by far. And then, half +lifting her, he had swung her around to him. For a moment he held her, +face close to that small, frightened face buried in its deep collar, +while she struggled uselessly against those hard arms which tried not +to hurt her. Her lips continued to rebel, long after her eyes had +closed--long after body and brain were quiescent. + +"You mustn't!" she gasped. "Oh, I can't let you . . . the moon . . . +we--we're sure to be seen!" + +His lips on hers silenced that last incoherent resistance. She sat, +wavy brown head bowed, when he had set her free. + +"I was going to ask you not to forget!" There was no weariness now in +his voice. "I had planned to ask you just that, a little ago, and it +would have been a weak and useless request, wouldn't it? Any man who +has to beg to be remembered is not the sort to remain long in any +woman's brain. So I have taught you to remember, instead. You aren't +going to forget, ever, now! You're coming back in the spring, and +you're coming to stay! And now _I'm_ telling _you_ good-bye. It's +time you were asleep." + +He helped her to her feet. Together they turned--and Archibald +Wickersham, tall to gauntness in the moonlight, was coming across +toward them from the direction of the cabin. The girl's slim body +stiffened, but Steve saw her chin come up. His own body grew lazier +still, it seemed, in length and limb. + +Wickersham's approaching steps were crisply precise; he stopped an +arm's length in front of them, and his words were an echo of that last +sentence of Steve's. + +"It's time you retired," he said, ignoring the other man's presence +entirely. "It's cold, and you have a long, hard ride ahead of you +to-morrow." + +For a barely perceptible moment, with the eyes of both men upon her, +Barbara kept her place. Neither of them saw that her teeth were +tightly closed over one full lip; neither knew that she had closed her +eyes, dizzily, for an instant. And then, without a word, she put her +hand upon the arm which Wickersham offered her; but Steve, on the other +side, walked with her that night, as far as the door of the storehouse +shack. Miriam herself opened the door and snatched Barbara within, and +then laughed with her consummate impudence into both men's faces. + +"G'lang wid ye's now," she flung at them, "an' quit disturbin' dacint +folks that likes to sleep o' nights!" + +She slammed the door upon them. + +They stood there a second or two, Wickersham an inch or more taller and +inches narrower in shoulder and girth of chest. Perfunctorily they +nodded, each to the other, and wheeled silently upon their heels. + +Steve did not respond the next morning when Joe summoned the rest with +a long spoon applied heartily to the flat of a huge tin basin; and over +the breakfast table Joe explained to the assembled guests the reason +for his absence. Before daybreak a rider had come from Morrison, +bearing word from Hardwick Elliott that Ainnesley was on from Manhattan +and wanted to talk with him; before the camp was fairly awake he had +ridden away into the south. And returning two days later, travelling +the lower, lesser trails that followed the river, in order to save +time, Steve missed her party going out. So, in the last moment, after +days and days of patient waiting, did Chance trick him sadly. + +How much or how little Wickersham might have overseen the night before +he betrayed not at all at breakfast the next morning, either by word or +look. And throughout that day, and the day that followed, while she +rode at his side, undetermined whether she should attempt an +explanation, Barbara found his face inscrutable. It was a week later, +the night preceding her departure from the hills, long after the girl +had ceased to think of him at all in connection with the incident, +before she learned how much he really knew. + +Miss Sarah had found her brother most uncommunicative upon his return +from Thirty-Mile. In response to her first question concerning Steve +he had assured her, lifelessly, that the latter was looking very well +indeed, and let it go at that. Because she was a very remarkable +woman, Miss Sarah had been able to curb her curiosity for several days, +but on that particular evening she found it impossible calmly to wait +longer. + +"You have not told me yet, Cal," she reproached him at dinner, in her +slightly lisping voice, "how much progress Steve seems to have made. +You know how interested I am, and you must realize how undignified a +thirty-mile dash on horseback would be on my part, in order to find +out, myself." + +While up-river Caleb had found much time in which to talk with Garry +Devereau--that is to say, quite a little time, in view of the fact that +Miriam Burrell, in boots and mackinaw, had insisted upon following +Garry wherever he went. And since his return to Morrison he had been +spending a surprisingly large share of his days in conference with +Hardwick Elliott and his partner, Ainnesley. Now his reply to his +sister's query was startlingly fervid. + +"Progress!" he exclaimed. "Progress! I tell you he's going to win +out, in spite of all of them, damn 'em!" + +Miss Sarah froze in her chair. + +"Caleb!" she expostulated. "Caleb!" + +And Caleb's face went hot. + +"I am very sorry," he muttered contritely. "But I couldn't help it. +When I think of the way that boy has plugged on alone, all his life, +with no one to give him a lift, it--it angers me to think that the very +man whom I have prized as a friend should be the one to make his +problem harder." + +"Would you mind explaining, lucidly?" Miss Sarah requested. "And if it +is business to which you are referring, will you please try to make it +as brief and non-technical as possible?" + +Once he started to tell her, Caleb realized that it was just what he +had needed to do all along, without knowing it. Briefly as she had +requested, he sketched for her the facts which, so far as he was +concerned, had made of his first sneaking suspicion an absolute +certainty. And he waxed wroth in the recital. + +"It's treachery," he snapped, "rank, contemptible treachery. And the +worst part of it all is that, even now, when I am morally certain of +his culpability, I--I can't bring myself to despise the man. He's been +my friend for thirty years, Dexter has, and damn it---- I beg your +pardon, Sarah--but, damn it, I keep on thinking of him, in soft +moments, as my friend now. I sit by the hour trying to foist the blame +upon Archie Wickersham, and he's no more guilty than Dexter. Dexter's +merely good-natured about his crookedness; wholesome about it, somehow. +And Wickersham's a sneak!" + +In all the years they had lived together Miss Sarah had never heard her +brother talk so bitterly. Yet her voice remained soft. + +"It's very unpleasant, no doubt," she sympathized, "although I can't +quite see why they don't all join hands and try to make a success of +the project between them. Surely it seems feasible. And, somehow, +even after listening to you, I don't seem to find myself greatly +perturbed about our boy, Steve. He's very big and strong, Cal, +and--and I am very old-fashioned. I still believe in the might of +right. It may sound very feminine to you, but I do not find myself +worried at all over his lack of assistance in his work. And I must +confess that I did not have it in mind, at all, when I asked in regard +to his progress." + +Caleb looked up, suspiciously. + +"Well?" he said. + +"I meant how--how did he and Barbara appear to--get on together?" + +Caleb spilled a spoonful of soup. + +"Her!" he exploded with no regard for his grammar. "Why, she is true +to her blood! If she weren't she wouldn't be engaged to that thief who +masquerades as a gentleman. She isn't blind, and she's going to marry +him!" + +"You are positively violent, Cal," reproved his sister. "And your +reference to Barbara does not do you credit. If I were your wife I +suppose I'd rise coldly now and sweep upstairs to leave you alone with +your bad mood. But being merely your sister I remain to hear you +apologize. Barbara is not yet married to Wickersham, I might add." + +"I am exceedingly sorry," said Caleb. + +"And, without any reason for it, save my womanly intuition, I feel very +certain that she will never marry him," Miss Sarah went on. "But you +spoke about Steve having no one upon whom he could depend for +assistance, and it was really a helpful hint to me. Did I fail to hear +you say how they seemed to get on together?" + +"She didn't think he was good enough for her, ten years ago," growled +Caleb. "She wouldn't think so, now. He cares for her, so she treats +him like a dog, of course." + +Miss Sarah had to smile. + +"Then I think it is high time I did something about it," she stated +thoughtfully. "For she is a lovable girl, and she hasn't any mother of +her own. She's very pretty and little and finer than any girl I know. +If she weren't, Steve would not be in love with her, I am sure. And +Dexter Allison is no doubt an estimable man in many ways, even though, +as you feel positive, he has a tendency to acquisitiveness which is +deplorable. Your continued regard for him convinces me of that. I +wish, however, that Steve was not so entirely dependent upon what he +earns. There are many beautiful things--beautiful and intimate and +feminine things--which no man can remain happy in seeing paid for by +other money than his own, for the woman he loves." + +Ten minutes after it was done Caleb could not have told what impulse +was to blame for the deed, but he rose forthwith and went to his +strong-box, to return with the legal-looking document and the bunch of +tax-receipts which he had found among Old Tom's papers, years and years +before. + +"There's the deed to some thousands of acres of the finest timber in +this country," he announced challengingly, "all ship-shape in the name +of Stephen O'Mara, 2nd! Old Tom bought them for the boy he hid away +with him, in the days when timber-lands were going for a song. He paid +the taxes until he was drowned, and I--I've paid 'em since, my dear! +Three or four hundred thousand dollars, or more, ought to buy quite an +amount of--er--feminine necessities, it seems to me." + +With delicately thin fingers Miss Sarah leafed the papers through. + +"You have never told me of this matter before, Cal," she murmured. + +"Never told anybody!" chirruped Caleb triumphantly. "I tried to find +the boy--both of us did, that is--and we failed. And when he turned up +of his own accord--well, I knew a half year more of ignorance +concerning his legacy wouldn't see him starve. Sarah, I wanted to see +how that boy of ours would behave, without any backing. I wanted to be +sure of the stuff he is made of!" + +They had finished a much interrupted meal, but Miss Sarah lingered a +moment at table. With incredible calm she had listened to the secret +which her brother had been keeping to himself so long. + +"A very good reason," she agreed, "one that would seem to have many +points to excuse it. And although it is not within the letter of the +law I--I think, Cal, I shall become an accessory before the fact. Very +shamelessly I am going to ask you to see that no one knows of this +property of Steve's, for a little longer, at least. I have spoken with +the utmost confidence concerning Barbara; your reference to all that +she said to Steve in a childish burst of passion years ago does not +affect my attitude at all. But I have not been blind to what might be +her--opinion now, either, impossible and ignoble though it seems. You +will not tell Stephen of this matter for a while, Cal, for it would +please me to know, without room for doubt, just what stuff she is made +of, too!" + +She straightened her diminutive body and started upstairs. + +"She will be over to bid us good-bye to-night," she added. "Will you +see that she comes directly up to me?" + +And once more, from the landing, she spoke over her shoulder: + +"You said that she treated him like a dog, Cal," she managed to keep +her features grave, "and being a woman I can understand exactly why +that is so. The joy of a breathless pursuit, it is often said, is the +only choice left for the female. But can you tell me why a man hunts +out the deepest, most comfortable chair he can find and ensconces +himself therein, once he had overtaken the idol of his fancy? They +often do, you know, sometimes for the rest of their lives." + +Caleb lighted his pipe and cast about for his paper. "Maybe it's only +the natural consequence," he retorted, his face turned away, "of such a +pursuit as you mention. Maybe he feels the need of a long, long rest!" + +And then Miss Sarah laughed. + +An hour later, when she ran upstairs, Barbara found Caleb's tiny +spinster sister, in negligee and boudoir cap, sitting cross-legged like +a girl in the middle of the floor. There was an orderly litter of +papers around her, and a confusion of clothes; and Barbara hesitated on +the threshold until Miss Sarah nodded her head. + +"Come in, my dear," she invited. "I'm indulging in one of the few joys +left to advanced, unmarried years, that is all. But even memories need +prodding with more material things, at times, I find." + +The dark-eyed girl crossed and found a clear spot and seated herself. +Without seeming to look at her, Miss Sarah saw that those eyes were +vaguely troubled. + +"I'm leaving to-morrow," Barbara began after a minute. "I came over to +say good-bye." + +Miss Sarah went on with her sorting. + +"We'll see you again soon," she suggested pleasantly. + +There was trouble in the girl's voice, too. + +"I--don't think so." + +"It's a very pretty country--a hard country to forget." Miss Sarah +very wisely gave no heed to the woebegone note. "Perhaps," archly, +"perhaps you'll be returning as the new Mrs. Wickersham?" + +Barbara flushed duskily. Miss Sarah, however, was gazing at a +dog-eared picture--a very old-fashioned picture of a youth in brave and +resplendent garb of a period long dead. No one but herself and her +brother had seen that photograph for many years, and he only because he +had rummaged in a pigeon-hole in which he had no licence to look. His +sister's eyes, as well as her posture, were girlish when she laid it +aside to hold up to view a battered black velvet suit with wide collars +and cuffs. + +"I wonder if you could ever guess who once wore this?" she laughed +lightly. + +Politely Barbara examined it. + +"I'm sure I couldn't," she answered. And, very slowly: + +"Miriam is going to marry Garry Devereau. She is disgracefully happy +about it." + +The older woman received this irrelevance with composure. + +"How charming," she said. "And I am sure that they will continue to be +as happy as I hope you will be soon. This suit was Steve's--little +Steve's. Dear me, what a day that was!" + +After a moment of hesitation Barbara leaned forward to examine the +silver buttons. + +"It--it doesn't seem possible," she faltered. "What sort of a--a day?" + +And then, with smooth, serious face upturned, she listened to Miss +Sarah's tale--her own story of how she had dressed a gloomy-faced boy +in half-century-old finery and sent him townward for eggs. When it was +finished and she had decided, abruptly, that she must be going, +suddenly, wet-eyed, she wheeled in the doorway and went blindly back to +the older woman's arms. Miss Sarah hugged her once; then stood her +away at arm's length. She knew how few women weep, without hiding +their heads. + +"There, we mustn't be temperamental," she chided. "It's only for a +winter, at most. Remember, I love you very dearly, Barbara; write to +me whenever you are lonely. And be a very good girl." + +It was a brave bit of comfort, but Caleb's tiny sister, whose face had +never lost its pink-and-whiteness, looked suddenly tired and old when +she was alone again. As blindly as Barbara had come into her arms, she +reached for the dog-eared picture and held it to her flat breasts. +There is no greatness of soul save there be simplicity. Very directly, +very simply Miss Sarah stood there in the middle of her girlish room +and spoke to her Creator. + +"I do not mean to meddle, dear God," she whispered, with tears +squeezing from beneath tight lids. "I only want to help a little, if I +may. You see, I've never had a baby of my own." + +The door of the ground floor room which served Dexter Allison as an +office was ajar when Barbara re-entered the house beyond the hedge. +There was a streak of light running out across the floor of the dim +hall from within, and the girl lingered on her hurried way to her own +room to bid her father good-night. But she found Wickersham alone when +she pushed wider the door. The light was behind him and she could not +see how distorted was his face, yet as she paused on the threshold and +a thin and pungent odor crinkled her nostrils, she sensed, somehow, +that he had not been long alone. + +"Father gone to bed?" she called. "Well, that's wise. You'd better +come, too; it's time you were asleep." + +She did not remember, just then, that other night when he had addressed +those same words to her. She only knew that his features became +suffused with purple even before she had finished. And then she +realized quickly that it was alcohol she smelled; knew, too, that it +was not Wickersham who had been drinking, even though Wickersham had +trouble with his tongue. And while she waited, puzzled and frowning, +the man gave up an attempt at his usual nicety of phrase and blurted +out all that which had been many days hidden behind his impassivity. + +"We haven't yet set a certain date for our marriage, Barbara," his +voice was strained. "Don't you think it is high time we did?" + +The girl colored. It was, at least, very unexpected. + +"Why, no, we haven't," she admitted. "But we can if you wish it. Have +you thought of a day you'd prefer?" + +"I have," he stated. "Would the first of May be too early for you?" + +Often, afterward, she wondered at her humility of that night, for +whatever the quick thought might have been which made her reach out one +hand to touch the doorframe beside her, her words were merely mild. + +"It is, rather. But I think I can manage it, if it will please you." + +Wickersham had come to his feet, but he would not turn so that she +might see his face. He spoke with eyes averted. + +"It would," he answered with an effort, "and--and in the interim I am +going to be very sure, now, that no thoughtlessness of yours will be +derogatory, either to my profound respect for you or your own respect +for yourself." + +The small hand closed then until it was clutching whitely the woodwork +beneath it. She understood at last how much Wickersham had seen; she +was never to understand entirely her mood of that moment. For had she +waited she would have left him with finger ringless. Instead she +wheeled without a word and climbed, white-lipped, upstairs. + +Miriam Burrell loomed in one window of her bedroom when she entered--a +different Miriam than the one who had once sat in just such an +attitude, gazing into the north. The older girl's gladness of heart +throbbed in her voice. + +"I don't want to leave it, Bobs," she sighed. "I love every brawling +rapid and sulky, ragged old peak. Did you ever see a more perfect +night?" + +Through the gloom the younger girl's answer lashed back, reckless of +what hurt she might do. + +"I hate it!" she gasped vehemently. "I hate it--hate it! And I must +ask you, please--I want to go to bed." + +There is a poise which comes only with hard-bought knowledge of one's +self. It was Miss Sarah's; Miriam had acquired it, too. Without a +hint of resentment in her manner she rose and withdrew. But Barbara +did not go to bed. She took that vacated seat at the window. And long +after her breathing had ceased to be quick and sharp she was still +wondering why the odor of stale alcohol should recall to her, with +elusive vagueness, the threatening face of a red-haired riverman who +found it hard to keep his feet. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +SOME LETTERS AND A REPLY + +Her letter came to him a week later, though she had posted it the +morning she took the train from Morrison. It had lain for days in the +post-office box of the East Coast Company, waiting the day when one of +the teamsters should call and carry it in overland. Steve had never +before seen her handwriting. It was his first letter from her; yet he +recognized it the instant Big Louie put it in his hand. And he was +glad that night that both Fat Joe and Garry were absent from the +up-river camp--glad that he was to have the next hour alone. But when +he broke the flap of it Big Louie, who lingered uneasily in the open +doorway--even Big Louie, whose wits were not particularly keen--knew +from the expression which passed over his superior's face that this +heavy envelope which he had brought had not contained good news. The +quick contraction of muscles which tightened his jaw was too much like +a spasm of pain. For her first letter, so the sentence ran, was to be +her last; she wrote "less kindly than she would have wished to write," +that she and Mr. Wickersham had decided upon the first of May, and +after the silence had become a throbbing thing Big Louie decided, +instinctively, that he would let go until later the demand which he had +planned to make for a raise to meet that raise which, so he had heard +it gossiped in town, was being paid the men in the northern +lumber-camps. He stumbled going out and lost his balance so that the +door crashed to behind him, violently. But Steve stood as he had stood +when his eye's sought the first line of her note, nor did the crash +penetrate his ears. + +Repeatedly, in the interval which had elapsed since she had bidden him +good-bye, the latter had told himself that she would not write, but the +repetition had been unconvincing. He knew that now. With the note +which smelled faintly of her there in his hand he realized that he had +gone beyond mere expectation of a letter; he had dared to hope +concerning its contents. How was he to know that she, too, after +mailing it, had suffered as keenly as he was suffering that moment, +wishing that she had employed less abrupt phrases, rebelliously +regretting that she had sent it at all? + +That night his fingers closed until the monogrammed sheet was reduced +to a crumpled ball. The edges of the paper took fire slowly, then it +exploded softly into flame upon the bed of coals in the fireplace where +he had tossed it. And at that he laughed aloud, a harsh taunt for his +own high hopes, without thinking how much his mirth of that moment was +like what Garry's once had been. He lowered himself into a chair, and +he was still there, motionless before a dead fire, when morning dawned +greyly. His face had become less hard; he even found it possible to +smile a little when the cook-boy, starting at the sight of him fully +dressed at that hour, advised with alarmed volubility that breakfast +would be ready immediately. But the few men who still remained at +Thirty-Mile, felling and hauling the piles which were to carry the +track across the swamp, noticed a difference in their chief that +morning which made them careful to hear him, the first time he spoke an +order. + +Barbara did not write again, and in this, at least, the man who loved +her anticipated her correctly. The letters, however, which Garrett +Devereau received each day from Miriam--bulky, extra-postage +epistles--brought often news of her; and these fragments Garry, knowing +without being told for whom they were meant duly delivered to Steve, in +weekly or fortnightly instalments, whenever the latter's duties brought +him to Morrison. For Garry and Fat Joe, who had been transferred to +the lower end of the work, along with the bulk of the up-river force, +had noticed that difference too. + +"Miriam says for me to keep my feet dry this cold weather," he'd tell +the other man, laughingly, "and Barbara sends her regards to all of us, +and hopes that we are making splendid headway." Or again: "Barbara's +looking a little pale, Miriam writes. She says she's--er--trying to do +altogether too much for her endurance." + +Whatever the bit of news was Garry passed it on religiously, a little +guiltily, sometimes, because of his own great happiness. Once he had +failed, signally, to read behind his friend's moody silences; his +surmise concerning the reason for Steve's changed bearing was not so +wide of the mark this time. Often, within himself, Garry's wrath +seethed hot, but he was no longer as ready as he had once been with +verbal, cynical criticism. Only to Fat Joe did he dare pour out his +soul with that vivid incisiveness which always held Joe spellbound. + +"He's eating his heart out over _her_," he'd explode, "over a girl who +is proving every day that she isn't worth a minute's heart-ache of a +man like him. I used to think she had brains, if any of them did; I +used to think that Barbara Allison was something besides a fluffy +little fool! Why can't he see for himself that she's just as worthless +as most of the rest of them?" + +And from there, without knowing how truly funny such argument sounded, +coming from his lips, he would soar to wonderful heights of profanity. +But save for the pleasure which he took in the pyrotechnics, his +outbursts made little impression upon Fat Joe. The latter maintained a +sort of placid superiority, perhaps because he had learned early that +this attitude aggravated Garry's rages; perhaps because he was so very +certain of his man. + +"I wouldn't go to getting all stirred up like this, so early in the +game," he'd reply with unvaried calm. "Shucks, it's too early to begin +counting either man's pile of chips--" either man to both minds meaning +Steve and Wickersham, without the naming of names. "You are too liable +to premature enthusiasms or discouragements, Garry. That's why I +mostly manage to beat you as easy as he beats me, whenever we throw a +hand or two. Ain't you never going to learn that a man must gamble a +bit on the cards still waiting to be dealt?" + +And again, confidently: + +"He's worried--of course he is! He ain't enjoyin' his meditations a +little bit these days, but he's enjoyin' 'em more all by himself than +he would be if we were up there with him, forcin' him to look +everlastingly like four aces, when it's deuces at present he's holding. +He's worried, and that's why I don't grow nervous myself. Because it +is only the man who is too sure who is awful likely to finish broke. +Don't you waste any pity on him yet, and I wouldn't let him hear me +passing uncomplimentary words concerning his girl, either, if I was +you. Lightning ain't particular where it strikes when it's been a long +time cooped up. Every man to his own taste in such matters, says +I--and shucks, man, can't you tell, just from seein' 'em together that +they was made for each other? If a man quit every time a woman began +to put him over the jumps we'd have a dangerous decrease in marriage +licences staring us in the face. He's just learning to care more for +her, that's all, and caring a lot about anybody never was a comfortable +state to be in. It's entirely too uncertain and unsettling--but you +wouldn't enjoy not caring about anybody at all, yourself, would you?" + +Garry admitted that he wouldn't. + +"Well, then, don't waste your time pitying him." A cold gleam +flickered in those bleached blue eyes. "Don't you suppose I'd have +taken apart long ago this animated ice-chest who is making all the +trouble, just to see what makes him so cold, if I didn't know I'd be +spoiling the big show? Couldn't you see, without my tellin' you, that +I'd rise up some day and leave him looking like a premature blast, +after all I've learned he's plannin' to slip us, if I wasn't sure that +he's going to get it, worse than I could ever give it to him, from that +girl herself? Well, I would. He makes me shiver, that man; makes me +crawl and itch to take his head in one hand and his throat in the other +and exert a little strength in opposite directions. Give our entry +time! The game is running dead against him at present, I'll admit, but +he's husbanding his chips. He ain't drawing wild and squandering his +chances. And he's only _begun_ to play." + +Which, in part, was very, very true; in part not so close to the facts. +Before snow came that fall Steve had recovered his outward confidence, +at least; he had begun to hope again, while he waited and labored +prodigiously against the coming of spring. But in his heart he was no +longer sure; he could not summon back that serene self-surety which, +toward the end, had shaken even the girl's certainty in herself. He +could no longer argue convincingly with a vision of her, as he had +often argued with Barbara herself, that his way would be her way in the +end. For he had begun to realize the width of that gulf which he knew +must seem to exist between them, if not to her then to the eyes of +others of her world. + +It was his memories which gave him consolation those long nights, but +they also gave him doubt. Remembering the daintiness of her as she had +come to him, the night of her party, recalling the things to which she +had been accustomed since she had opened her eyes on the first light of +day, he began to ask himself as every man like him has asked who ever +loved a woman, how in any fairness he could expect her to accept the +little which he could offer in return. To Steve and Fat Joe, to the +men of his gang, his confidence was that of the old, old Steve who, ten +years before, had cocked his head at one of Allison's switch engines +and promised gravely, "I'll hev to be gittin' one of them for myself, +some-day." But his heart ached. And when that ache became so leaden +that he couldn't endure it any longer in silence, he carried it to the +one person in his life who was best calculated to understand. +Diffidently he broached the subject with Miss Sarah, approaching it in +a roundabout fashion least likely to deceive that bright-eyed little +lady. + +"Garry is saving his money against the fatal day," he laughed one +night. "He has become a rank miser! Joe says he goes for days at a +time, borrowing his tobacco, and he won't play anything but penny-ante +now, when he can be coaxed to play at all!" + +Miss Sarah was too kind to look at him directly that evening. + +"The regeneration of Garry is one of the things which had made my life +most happy," she answered. And then, paving the way for what she knew +was on his mind. "I suppose you will be surprising us yourself, one of +these days. And no doubt you'll be just as happily positive as Garry +is, that your choice is the only one in the world." + +They were alone in the big living-room. Caleb was still in town, +gossiping with Hardwick Elliott. And Steve's bruised smile clutched at +Miss Sarah's heart. + +"I!" he overdid his amusement. "I have lived too much alone, I'm +afraid, ever to prove very attractive to any woman's fancy. Bachelors +are not always born; they are sometimes the habits of loneliness." + +"Stuff and nonsense!" the good woman ridiculed him. "Why--why, if it +weren't for a suspicion that you might have your eye on some small +person or other, I'd drop everything and hunt one up for you, myself. +Why, Stephen, what a remark for me to hear from you!" + +Both were silent for a moment. + +"Marriage is a mighty--expensive proposition," he commented at length, +profoundly. + +"Is Garry such a plutocrat any more?" + +"That is not a fair illustration for us to employ," he countered, and +Barbara Allison was not the only woman who loved his lazily final +statements. "Both Garry and Miriam have been taught that there are +worse things than the hardship of making last year's limousine do for +another season." + +Miss Sarah laughed at this drollery. She was a better antagonist than +most. She had practiced on Caleb. + +"Can't one girl learn what another has been taught?" she wanted to +know. "Stephen, do you mean to sit there and infer that you could +continue to _care_ for a girl who could not care for you, just for +yourself?" + +His reply told her how tired he had become in trying to stem the tide +of doubt alone. It warned her, too, that she had gone too close, for +he veered off sharply. Steve persisted in generalities, but he wanted +to talk. + +"I have been wondering if that is not an old-fashioned attitude," he +said. "Women, they tell, us, have broadened since they usurped many +places in the business world once held by men. They are looking mighty +keen-eyed toward the vote now, and a share in the legislation of their +growing affairs, or at least so they explain. You have heard many men +say 'business is business.' Maybe you have watched quite a few +charming brides walk to the altar, and wondered if that wasn't their +sentiment, too." + +She chose to be suddenly vexed with him. + +"I do not like such humor, and of course you are joking. I have heard +Garrett Devereau talk in just such a strain too often to be amused by +it. And if you mean----" + +"If I meant it, I was crying the baby," stated the man coldly, and Miss +Sarah knew that he was rebuking himself. "I could care for such a +girl--yes. But I doubt if I would marry a woman who had even the +smallest doubt. There are too many sharp places to be smoothed over, +without chancing that tragedy of discontent. It's merely habit that's +to blame again, that's all." He cast about for a parallel. "One does +not miss sugar so very much from a meal, until he knows he can't have +it. And then--well, Miss Sarah, I have many times talked peevishly, +for a man, because there was none to be had." + +"We are talking of women. What about salt?" she inquired quickly. + +"That is very indispensable, too, but----" + +"Of the two which do you always take care shall not be missing from +your pack, whenever you turn into the woods?" + +"I see where you are heading, but----" + +"I do not like dissemblance, Stephen," she warned. "You know without +the salt of love the sugar of life can grow sickeningly cloying." + +He did not win his argument, but defeat gave him far more happiness +than could have come from victory. Leaving her that night, he closed +his hand over her delicate fingers in a clasp which left her smiling in +wonder after he had gone. She watched horse and rider disappear into +the whiteness of the new winter till both were lost to her sight. + +"Bless the boy," she murmured then. "Bless the boy!" And to Caleb, +her brother, when he came stamping in: "I surely must take a hand with +these children. They have been left to their own devices long enough." + +Caleb had recovered his good-natured view of the whole affair; he was +given to grinning those days at her flutterings. On more than one +occasion he told her, none too flatteringly, that she made him think of +an officious hen with a brood which a high rate of mortality and +prowling night-raiders had left bereft of all save two of her hatch. +But this particular witticism did not bother her in the least, perhaps +because she realized how pat the comparison was. Instead of silencing +him she showed him the letter which she constructed some days +later--constructed most painstakingly, the second week in December. +She deigned to read it aloud to him, before she dispatched it on its +journey. + + +"Barbara, dear child," she wrote, "this is the appeal of a lonesome +spinster lady who finds that winter, still only a lusty infant here, is +the season for younger, warmer pulses. I am very tired of Caleb's +continued company; that is, with nothing to leaven it. The keenest of +epigrammarians, my dear, becomes very commonplace, you know, to ears +too long tuned to one voice. So I am writing you in dignified +desperation to come to me this holiday season--Caleb is not always as +epigrammatic as I could wish. + +"I am going to be positive that you will come, unless you have already +made other plans. And, on second thought, if you have already done so, +I am going to fall back upon the privileged tyranny of one who once +carried you in her arms. You must come to me this Christmas!" + + +There was another whole paragraph of rambling, repeated arguments, and +then a full page devoted to the beauties of the hills and season. + + +"The days are diamond brilliant," she wrote, "and the nights as drily +cold and crisp as Caleb's few last cherished bottles of champagne. We +have a foot of snow, two feet in the ell of the house where the +mint-bed lies, and that has afforded Caleb much peace of mind, too. +The roots will live nicely under their warm blanket, you see--all of +which must read frivolously to you, coming from staid Miss Sarah. I +can only plead that already I must be less lonely for anticipation of +your arrival. Are you well? You will find new roses for your cheeks +in this climate. And you may telegraph your acceptance, this once, if +you are too busy to write, although you know I deplore the lack of +those punctillios which once made of all custom and etiquette a most +charming thing." + + +It was signed, "Yours, my dear, Sarah Hunter." + +There was a quaint twist to the letter S; sharp angles in the +chirography which a newer decade of femininity might have found sadly +lacking in a largeness of loops now indispensable as indication of +"character." And there was a postscript, of course. + + +"Stephen O'Mara has been several times to dinner, since your departure. +He is working very hard, but most successfully, I am sure, for he +appears to be very happy. He is thinner than he was, but who could +have guessed that the boy he was would grow to be such a handsome man! +Men with eyes like his and such voices used to break the hearts of +susceptible maids, when I was sixteen. Do come! S. H." + + +She read it aloud from beginning to end, nor did she falter much when +Caleb greeted the postscript with a shout of joy. Caleb was most +high-spirited those days, for the line in regard to the progress of +Steve's work was in truth an under-statement if anything, even though +the assurance of his happiness might have been called a misconstruance +of facts. Caleb had almost begun to think that he had done Dexter +Allison, his friend, an injustice. He had begun to congratulate +himself on having said nothing to him directly. + +"What do you think of it?" his sister asked pleasantly, when she had +finished reading. "Will it--do?" + +"If you mean--will it fetch her, I can only say Heaven knows!" Indeed +he was enjoying himself. "You feel positive that she cares for him, +you say? . . . But I thought you were always inclined to believe Steve +rather easy to look at, even as a boy?" + +"I was!" maintained Miss Sarah. Her voice grew girlish. "Do you +remember the night you gave him my old hunting coat, Cal, and he went +to sleep with it in his arms?" + +Some of the teasing note left her brother's voice. + +"Then why do you tell Barbara--why do you seem to infer--" he foundered +hopelessly. + +"Stupid!" said Miss Sarah. "Will she come?" + +"She won't!" he stated solidly. + +When he spoke in that tone Miss Sarah always chose to believe the +contrary, and events in this instance proved her right. Barbara did +not wire. She wrote a long letter full of little twists and turns +which led at last to the subject which Miss Sarah had mentioned so +parenthetically. + + +"I am delighted at the prospect of getting away from town for a week," +she closed as she had opened her reply--"delighted at Mr. O'Mara's +splendid success. Last night I overheard father telling some business +associates that he would one day be the biggest power in the north +country, unless something happened to check him soon. That was very +flattering, wasn't it? It will make you very proud, I know. Tell Mr. +O'Mara I wished to be recalled to him. As I have already warned you in +this letter, father insists on coming with me. I think he must be a +little tired of the city himself, for he is very restless. And remind +Uncle Cal that I am to have the wish-bone, or I will not come at all!" + + +This reply Miss Sarah also read aloud to her brother, in a voice that +was not quite Christian, however, for it was gloating in tone. + +"There!" she breathed, "and, Cal, aren't you ashamed sometimes to have +your judgment so often refuted by a mere woman?" + +Caleb had been reading in the Morrison Standard that the East Coast +Company had made unbelievable strides in its work, in spite of many +conspiring hard-luck circumstances; he was frowning over that oddly +veiled compliment of Allison's, which his daughter had so innocently +repeated, but he was glad to hear that Dexter, too, planned to run up +for the year-end. He was a bit bored himself. Now he grinned over +another thought. + +"She fails to mention whether she ever noticed the color of his eyes," +he choked a little, "or--or the heart-breaking quality of his voice! +Maybe she hasn't noticed 'em yet herself, eh?" + +Miss Sarah scorned to answer. She went upstairs to her desk and she +wrote two letters that night, before she retired. One went back to +Barbara. The other had not so far to travel, but it was longer in +reaching its destination. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +BLUE FLANNEL AND CORDUROY + +The world was snow-bound--all that small world which lay between the +hills in the valley at Thirty-Mile. For two days it had been snowing, +great flakes so plume-like that they seemed almost artificial, making +one think of the blizzards which originate high in theatre-flies under +the sovereignty of a stage-hand who sweats at his task of controlling +the elements. For two days it snowed so heavily that all work moved +but intermittently at the up-river camp; and then, two days before +Christmas, the mercury dropped sharply into the bulbs and the weather +cleared. + +Stephen O'Mara, standing at a window of his cabin late in the +afternoon, peering out upon that cold white world, was wondering if she +would have found it as wonderful as it seemed to him at that moment; he +was wondering whether he would have to break a fresh trail himself, +upon snow-shoes, if he were to join Fat Joe and Garry in town for the +holiday, when a team of horses came toiling into view far across the +snow. It was Big Louie, sitting huge and stolid upon his load of +supplies, coming in a whole day late and cracking his long lash over +the glossy backs of the bays which the lash was never allowed to touch. +Behind him another sledge appeared in turn, with two figures on the +seat, but even at that distance they looked neither so huge nor so +stolidly reconciled to the bite of the wind. Fallon was driving; +Shayne was beating his arms across his chest. And the second team was +fagged and caked with frozen lather. Big Louie had been breaking trail +for twelve bitterly hard hours, but his animals were still far from +spent--not so tired in fact but what they could throw forward their +heads and nicker at the sight of warm stables. Big Louie loved horses +as he loved nothing else in his whole dull world. Sober he fed them +bits of sugar, with strange throat-sounds which they must have +understood, it seemed; drunk he threatened the life of any man who +might chance to maltreat them. That was the reason Steve had made Big +Louie his head-teamster only two weeks before. + +From his window he watched the heavy loads crawl up to the store-house +door; he watched the drivers throw tarpaulins over the boxes and knew +that they were too weary to unload that night. And he was still there +at the frosted pane when the three men, Big Louie still plowing ahead, +hove into view again from the direction of the stables and came +straight toward his own shack. He opened the door and bade them enter +before they had had a chance to knock. The swagger in the shoulders of +two of them told him what to expect. Big Louie was only clumsy, as +usual. + +"You did well to make it," he told the latter, kindly, as he always +addressed him. His nod to the others, who reeked of white whiskey, was +in part a question, in no wise a welcome. "Well?" he asked. + +Apparently there had been a conference beforehand, for there was no +hesitancy on the part of Fallon, who had been ordained spokesman. + +"We've come for our time," he growled. + +Steve nodded gravely. + +"I see," he murmured. "May I ask what's your grievance, this time." + +They were the satellites of Harrigan. Because of that he had kept them +all where his eyes could find them at times. And even though their +arch-leader in discontent had not crossed his path in many days he +listened now to an echo of Harrigan's activities. + +"They're offering three a day in the Reserve camps." Fallon should not +have gloated. "Three a day and a bonus for the high week cut. We're +going back to the river." + +"I see," again observed Steve. "Are they guaranteeing this wage for as +long as you want to work." + +Apparently they had decided, too, that there should be no bargaining. + +"We want our time," Fallon reiterated. "This is going to be a man's +year on the river!" + +"You, also?" Steve inquired of Shayne. + +That worthy gloated too. + +"Yes, me also," he came back, "an' a hundred others, before the ice +goes out." + +Big Louie he had given up for lost long before that, and yet it was +with Big Louie that Steve made a sincere effort. + +"I'd like to have you stay, Louie," he faced the third man. "I need +you, for you can do more with horses than any man I know. You are +worth three a day to me. Do you care to think it over?" + +Big Louie's eyes had been mournful when he stumbled in out of the cold. +They were that now. He started to turn toward the window for a look at +the stables, and then thought better of it. Resolutely, for him, he +shook his head. + +"I am done--me," he muttered. "I work for no company that will leave +honest men to starve." + +It was hopeless from the start, yet Steve tried again. + +"I can promise you work as long as you are able to hold a rein," he +offered, but he moved nearer the door while he was speaking. "That is +all I can promise." + +Perhaps Fallon believed that Big Louie was weakening; perhaps he felt +that the situation was too highly dramatic to be wasted, for he made a +wide flourish with one hand. + +"We want our time, and we want it now," he threatened. "We're going to +show you who bosses this river, before we're done with you!" + +Fallon shouldn't have gloated; he shouldn't have threatened. And +Shayne shouldn't have smiled. Steve had slipped the latch loose. Now +he swung open the door. + +"Call for your time at the Morrison office," he said evenly, "and if +you're going--why, go!" + +By collar and belt he swung him back and drove him sprawling into a +drift. + +"Are you in a hurry, too, Shayne?" he asked pleasantly, and Shayne +buried his head beside Fallon's in the snow. Then Steve closed the +door carefully and turned again to Big Louie. + +"Louie," he said, "I make it a rule to urge no man who does not wish to +stay. If it needs persuasion to keep you, I do not want you here. But +you are running with the wrong crowd, Louie; you'll learn it +someday--but someday may be too late." + +The big, dreamy-eyed man was hardly listening, but he gestured toward +the door. And Steve treated his departure kindly, as he had always +treated his presence. Outside where Shayne and Fallon had picked +themselves up, Big Louie hesitated and fumbled in his pocket with a +cold-cramped hand. He delivered the letter which had been entrusted to +him, before he went down the hill. There are many men like Big Louie +who are pitifully faithful until events outstrip their intellects. +Steve was sorry for him; and a half hour later, after he had read Miss +Sarah's prim note requesting his presence at dinner at seven-thirty, +Christmas eve, he grew sorrier still while he watched the ill-assorted +trio meet once more, blanket-packs upon their backs and snow-shoes on +their feet. Big Louie had joined the other two from the direction of +the stables. There were words between them, for Steve saw the huge +man's arm lift to strike Shayne to the ground, and then drop harmlessly +back to his side. And Steve knew what that bit of pantomime meant. +Big Louie had been to bid his team good-bye. There was a smudge of +brown sugar across his coat, though the watcher was too far away to see +that. But he knew that Big Louie had been crying, knew that Shayne had +smiled. It was the second time that Shayne had smiled that +evening--his second bad mistake. Long after they had disappeared into +the north toward the Reserve Company's camps, Steve wondered that it +had not cost him his life. + +Miss Sarah's note which had been almost a week on the way was very +primly correct, but the inevitable postscript which under-ran it +sounded a more intimate note. + +"We are not excessively formal as a rule, Stephen," she wrote, "so a +dinner jacket will be adequate. As I am expecting two other guests +besides your friends, Mr. Morgan and Garrett Devereau, I must ask you +to let no business matters interfere with your promptness." + +Steve dared not let himself wonder who those other guests would prove +to be, Miriam Burrell, he knew, had already written Garry that this was +to be the saddest Christmas, and the merriest, that she had ever known, +giving as respective reasons her inability to be with him, and the fact +that she was so entirely his. Because he would not let himself hope +this time he was not disappointed, or at least so he told himself, when +he found only Dexter Allison with Caleb, the next afternoon near six. +And on a sudden thought his eyes went roving around the room then, +looking for Archibald Wickersham; but Miss Sarah gave him no time for a +protracted scrutiny. + +"Your room is ready, Stephen," she told him, and steered him toward the +stairs. "You have an hour in which to dress--and you know already that +I am old-maidenishly strict." + +Surely Archibald Wickersham was the other guest whom they were +expecting. Allison's very presence argued that. Yet Steve's nose +played him a startling trick as he mounted upward. He could have sworn +that he smelled that faint perfume which always made him remember, now, +his first letter from her; had he not been afraid to hope he would have +been positive that there was a flurry of skirts retreating above him. +But he knew that she could not have come. He knew it! And then, +three-quarters of an hour later, when he had dressed and turned again +to the stairway, she was there at the foot of the flight, waiting for +him to appear. In a little low pink satin gown that made rounded her +slenderness--made her appear even smaller than she was--she gave him an +elaborate courtesy from the main floor, and flung up at him her +laughter. + +"Merry Christmas, Sir Galahad," she called. + +Just as he had paused there a half-score of years before, Stephen +O'Mara paused now, with Caleb and Miss Sarah again gazing up at him. +It was the first time Sarah Hunter had seen the grown-up Steve in +conventional black and white; her emotions were much the same as they +had been on that remoter day. But Steve did not even see her glowing +face below him in that instant, nor Caleb's, nor that of Allison +either, who watching Steve's eyes, had suddenly ceased to smile. Caleb +knew what his sister's thoughts were, however, for he was recalling +that black velvet suit with silver buttons himself. While Steve and +Barbara were shaking hands he gained her ear in whispered admiration. + +"Sarah," he commented, "Sarah, you are clever!" + +Miss Sarah was on the point of taking Dexter Allison's arm to lead the +way to table. Her reply was tuned to Caleb's ear alone. + +"She had thought of him in terms of blue flannel and corduroy long +enough," she said. "If you please, Dexter--Stephen, do you and Barbara +want any dinner?" + +Those two were still shaking hands. Steve, who was only dimly aware of +the fact that Garry and Fat Joe had arrived, the latter guilty of his +first dinner jacket and enormously proud of his guilt, stood looking at +Barbara while she was chattering at him, without hearing distinctly a +word she spoke. Miss Sarah's question helped to bring him back. + +"You look as though I were a wraith," the girl accused him. "Am I so +pale after a few weeks of sophisticated city air?" + +But her man had taken command of himself again, by then. + +"I thought you looked like--shall I tell you what I thought?" + +"Most certainly," she was forced to insist. "Wasn't it a bald enough +invitation for a pretty speech?" + +"I thought you looked like a small pink bon-bon," responded Steve +leisurely, and while the rest laughed at her discomfiture, Fat Joe +leaned over and nudged Garry. + +"What'd I tell you?" he demanded. "What'd I tell you? Say, ain't he +working well to-night?" + +But for once Joe had himself been misled into premature enthusiasm such +as he had decried in Garry. For if Barbara had, in Miss Sarah's +phrase, been thinking of Steve in terms of blue flannels and corduroy, +until then, before the dinner ended she was aware of a difference in +the attitude of this man who loved her, too great to be explained by +the clothes he wore. The very light in his eyes, whenever she +contrived to catch him gazing at her, convinced her of what was behind +his new restraint; and then, immediately, perversely, she set herself +to break it down by those very methods best calculated to strengthen +it. More than once that evening Dexter Allison withdrew from the +general conversation to watch the play of his daughter's glances upon +O'Mara's tanned face; several times he fell to chewing his lip as was +his custom when deeply perplexed. Complications scarcely ever troubled +Dexter Allison. He was beginning to awake to one now which already +worried him more than he cared to admit. + +There was no keeping the girl within doors after dinner was over. She +ran upstairs and changed into moccasins and white blanket coat, and +skirt that barely met the moccasin tops half-way. And Steve, who had +changed too and was waiting for her when she came down, had knotted a +crimson scarf about the middle of his belted jacket to match the white +one twisted about her throat. With much approval Miss Sarah noted, +while she watched them away on snow shoes, the bit of color it added to +his soberer garb; she promised herself to recall it to Caleb at some +future date. Caleb had very pronounced views regarding the lack of +vanity in men's dress. But for the time being she was content to go +upstairs and be alone with her campaigning. + +The man and girl climbed far that night in quite unbroken silence. +They had reached the crest of the first hill and stopped with the +higher ridges in front of them, black bulks filigreed with white, +before Barbara decided that she would have to make him talk. + +"Aren't you going to say anything at all?" she challenged then. + +She needed no explanation of his mood. To a woman there is no subtler +flattery than a man's dumb acknowledgement of her unattainability. He +talked when she bade him talk, but she was not positive whether she was +vexed or not because their conversation was of common-place things: The +work he was doing, upon which he was aggravatingly reticent, or the +severity of the last storm, or the amazing clarity of the night. +Certainty, however, was hers that he was no longer sure of +himself--that he was fighting silently against a growing conviction +that she was beyond his reach. + +It made her very happily sad, somehow, and when Steve told her about +Big Louie and his horses, the sadness became a lump in her throat, and +a blur in her eyes which the man could not help but see. + +"It is too bad," he said slowly. "I have been sorrier for him myself, +since his going, than I've been over anything for years. I do not know +just why, but I'm afraid for him. The others--" He stopped there, +catching himself before he had said too much. "I could always tell Big +Louie how I wanted a thing done, and know without one little bit of +doubt that he would stick to my orders. But that is the trouble with +his kind. Because he has no initiative of his own, he has to depend +upon the ideas which other men supply him. And there is no guarantee +whether they will be good or bad ideas." + +From the first he talked fitfully that night. On other occasions she +had noticed how his mind seemed to veer, whimsically, from one topic to +another with little apparent continuity of thought, only to swing back +again, just when she was beginning to feel that she had lost the thread +of inference, to point his argument with parallels that were new and +delightful wisdoms to her ears. But to-night his grave-voiced +divergences, oftener than not, left her thoughts behind his thoughts. + +"It is a very easy country to get lost in," he next remarked, when he +had had to insist that his sense of direction, and not hers, should be +the one to be trusted. "He was never able to go fifty rods into the +brush himself, without getting completely turned around, and he was +born in these hills, at that." + +Then he had to tell her that it was Big Louie to whom he was referring, +before she understood quite what he meant. But he abandoned that +trend, freakishly, the very next moment. + +"It doesn't seem complicated," he pondered. "To a man who has come +into the world with his sense of north and south and east and west all +safely relegated to his backbone instead of having to depend upon the +flighty functions of his brain for his guide, it's about the simplest +thing there is. He finds his way without thinking about the lay of the +land, or moss on the trees, or the sun or stars. But the other +one--the one who has to stop and reason that he must travel so many +miles to the west to reach home in the afternoon, because he came that +many in the morning--why, he even gets to doubting his compass, until +night catches him without a roof over his head and no wood collected +for a camp-fire." + +Long before then she had learned how sensitive a thing was his +spirit--and she wanted him to go on. + +"It must be a terrible thing to--to know that one is lost." Her hands +were buried deep in her pockets; she found it hard to keep pace with +his stride. "I am always afraid of the night noises in the woods." + +It was the girl in her which had spoken at which he smiled, but his +smile was absent-minded. + +"That is very strange, too," he accepted her lead, after contemplating +it for a time. "It is always the one who can't trust his compass who +loses his head, once he knows he's mixed up. Big Louie was that way. +He was lost once, for two days, before we found him; he was half mad +with terror and pretty near dead with fatigue. He had been running in +a big circle for hours, and we had to corner him before he would see +that we were friends. He'd been listening to the night noises, you +see; dwelling on the blackness and the silence and his lack of a fire, +until his brain was no longer any use to him." + +"What should one do?" she asked him faintly, when she knew that he was +waiting for her to speak. Yet his answer persisted in adding to that +word-image which his mind was molding. + +"Quit letting yourself look back over your shoulder, to see if anything +is following you!" He was suddenly gruff, and she knew that he was +talking at himself. "Quit dwelling on the crackle in the brush, and +the darkness, and the things you are afraid to fear. The wise man +stops when he knows he's lost his bearings; he busies himself +collecting wood for a fire, if not to keep the chill from his body by +exercise, then because it keeps his mind off himself. And he sleeps if +he can. Anyhow he lies quiet and rests. And when morning comes he +uses his reason better for having rested, if his instincts still play +him false. He has a look at the stars before daybreak; he watches the +sun come up, and he holds a straight line by the height of land, or by +the river flow, and he hits familiar country soon." + +This time the girl did not interrupt him. She was watching his face. + +"And that doesn't apply just to one little corner of the woods, or one +little corner of life, either, does it?" he mused. "When a man's +instinct fails him, he can stop and get his bearings back; when he's +afraid he can kindle a fire within him, always, if he'll only rustle +around before it gets too dark to search for fuel. But at that it +isn't so very easy, in life, to get one's bearings straight again. +It's stormy, some nights, maybe, and the stars don't shine; sometimes +day dawns cloudy and the sun is not advertising its location too +strongly. Instinct has always been strong in me, but there have been +times, too, when I have had to hold my eyes mighty steady on some +object far beyond me, to keep my line dead straight." He stopped short +and faced her. "You would be afraid, yes," he told her, "but you would +try hard to discipline yourself. You would never go rushing blindly +into a worse tangle, spending your strength and breaking your sanity +down. Big Louie is a child; discipline is wasted on him. And--and I +have always been able to find my way myself." + +She knew now toward what point he had been talking. Mentally he had +been wandering, as Big Louie once wandered in the flesh, in a wide +circle that fetched up again against that doubt in himself which was +hurting her, even while it was making her happy. He had taken the +example of Big Louie and applied it to his own life, and suddenly the +girl realized how infinitely greater was his philosophy thereof than +was hers. + +"I shall try to remember that," she answered soberly. "If ever I am +lost I--I shall try to wait confidently for daylight, and keep my eyes +to the fore." + +She was near to tears when he stooped and knelt in the snow to tighten +a thong slipping from one webbed foot. Below them stretched a plain of +shimmering frost-points, bounded by inscrutable walls of black timber. +Somewhere within the warmer heart of a swamp a fox yapped hungrily; +somewhere within her own heart his whimsical discourse had awakened a +sense of the mystery of his wilderness--its friendship for those who +love it--its implacable enmity for those who do not understand. And he +looked up just when that emotion came flooding into her face. + +"It is wonderful--wonderful--wonderful!" she breathed, throwing out +both arms with that ecstatic impulsiveness which he knew so well. "Now +I know why you said men always return to it, once they have felt its +spell." + +"You are lovelier than you know!" came back from him, almost gruffly +again; and she could not parry with lightness so swift and strained a +speech. + +"You always tell me very pretty things," was all she could think of to +say in reply. + +But then, rising, he flung back his head and shook himself as if +throwing off a burden too restraining and irksome. He laughed aloud, +and from that minute until he loosed her feet from the snowshoes he was +more like her "blue flannel and corduroy" lover again. But his attack +no longer made her fear herself. + +"If I cared for you, yes," he made her admit before he would let her go +in that night. "If I cared for you, my engagement to no man could +stand in the way. But that is the reason I know I do not care." + +She had seen him grave with doubt that night; seen him fight to shake +it off. There was doubt in his answer now. + +"Because I am not----" But he could not force himself to ask it. + +"Because I could never care as you would demand the woman should care +who marries you." + +She wanted to help him a little, she didn't know just why. Pity is a +very dangerous emotion, when pity is not sought. + +"You are loving me that way this minute," he said, but his words were +dogged. "Loving me more than you know." + +There was neither reference to her letter nor mention of that night at +Thirty-Mile when she had stolen out to bid him good-bye. Other long +tramps followed, on other pale and zero nights, but his attitude +remained much the same. Whimsically at times he shared his innermost +thoughts with her; always he told her that he cared, with a gentleness +in the telling that made it hard for her to listen. Barbara least of +all realized what those days were doing to her, but before that week +had run its course even Caleb's eyes were opened to the change in Steve. + +"I told you so," he said, but he took no delight in recommending it to +his sister's attention. "If he didn't know it before, she's taught him +this trip that he hasn't a chance." + +"Your sensation is ancient history, Cal," was all she would reply. + +And even though, so far as Steve's peace of mind was concerned, Miss +Sarah's scheming had not helped at all, that tiny lady still chose to +view her activities complacently the day Barbara took leave of her +again. + +"Write me every detail of your plans," Miss Sarah ordered her. "Proxy +bridal preparations are better than none, my dear, and I am madly +interested." + +At the last minute Barbara bobbed her dark head in reply. + +"I will," she promised meekly. And then, wide eyes vague with fear: +"Aunt Sarah, I--I'm not sure that I want to be--married at all!" + + * * * * * * + +"You will be coming back," he told her again the day he put her on the +train. "You will be back in the spring?" + +It was his old, hopeful challenge, with all the hope left out. + +"I think so," she faltered in return. "I mean to come and see the +completion of your work, if father will let me." She knew a moment of +confusion. "I wonder, many nights, if you are safe, up here in the +hills." + +Indeed, Miss Sarah had made progress, though the surface indications +were small. The girl would never think of him again simply in terms of +blue flannel and corduroy. But that was not the most disturbingly +vivid memory which she carried away with her. + +"I love you," he framed the words silently as the train was pulling +out, and although their positions were reversed, the moment was so +reminiscent of that day when he had leaned out of her father's switch +engine cab and asked if she wanted a ride, that it made her throat ache. + +She waved a small gloved hand to him on the platform. + +She did not want to go. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +SETTING THE STAGE + +There are two interviews which should be mentioned here, if for no +other reason then merely because they were both so entirely the outcome +of Miss Sarah's Christmas party. Neither of them were long; the last +one which took place between Wickersham and the girl he was to marry +was the briefer of the two. But her prettily serious argument that the +first of May was too early a date for their wedding, in view of the +work which he had to do and her own state of unpreparedness, left him +so white of face that she felt guiltily sorry for him for many days to +follow--felt guiltier still at the relief she experienced when she had +established that reprieve. The other interview was longer, and took +place days earlier, but it was no more of a delight to Archibald +Wickersham. + +Dexter Allison had returned home almost a week in advance of his +daughter, pleading stress of business, but in spite of the demands upon +his time and attention, he had found it impossible to forget the night +of the dinner, when he had watched his daughter's eyes upon Stephen +O'Mara's face. + +Allison had never professed a knowledge of women. Like her mother, +Barbara had been many, many times an enigma which he who had often +taken men's souls apart had not dared even to try to solve. Partly +because of that, partly because his observation in other quarters had +taught him the dangerous futility of it, he had lifted his voice +neither in encouragement nor protest of Archibald Wickersham. The two +had grown up from childhood together--Barbara and the man whom she was +engaged to marry--and more than once her father had assured himself +that at least there was a long knowledge of each other's shortcomings +to make for safety in the long run. + +His own dislike for Wickersham he had never allowed to sway his middle +course of non-interference. And he had never liked the boy; never +learned to like the man he had grown to be. Underneath Dexter +Allison's jovial exterior there was a cynicism which for hardness would +have made Garry Devereau's worst moments seem mere childish fits of +spleen. Men do not watch other men whimper and beg for mercy--little +rascals who have been nipped in a greater schemer's trap--without +beginning to wonder, soon or late, how much of man is warped and +twisted; and he had been watching Archie Wickersham now for months. He +believed that men's men were not women's men, the oft-repeated epigram +to the contrary. He had eaten too many dinners at which the lion of +the evening who sat on the charming hostess's right hand, was a man of +rank and a thing of ranker repute. But after his first shock at the +realization that his baby was a woman grown, he had promised himself +that her engagement and Wickersham's should be a long one; promised +that the man into whose keeping she was given should have earned the +title in full. + +Wickersham's code, in many respects, was above reproach. Allison had +taken pains to ascertain that. But beyond that he did not let himself +go; he neither allowed himself to wonder at, nor regret, her choice. +He was too honest to decry in another much which he knew would not +measure up to Golden Rule standards in himself. And he had a really +great man's unshakable faith in his own flesh and blood. + +Yet he had been troubled more than a little since his Christmas trip to +Morrison. When he turned a page he turned it for all time, but in the +last day or two he had caught himself surrepticiously trying to steal a +glance at some which had only just rustled into place. Dexter Allison +had left brilliant men of cross-examination panting impotently at the +barrenness of their efforts; he had known it and enjoyed it to the +full. But he knew, too, that he could never face, jauntily or +otherwise, one reproach in the dusky eyes of the girl with whom he had +more than once played truant, to breakfast with Caleb and Miss Sarah. +And he was facing that thought, nearer to panic than he had ever been +before, the night before New Year's, when Wickersham was announced at +nine. He was thinking of Barbara's mother when he beckoned his guest +to a chair, shook his head over his red cheeks, and offered a cigar. + +"Devilish cold weather," he grunted, none too graciously, for he had +not wanted to be disturbed just then. + +The younger man admitted that it was. His mind, plainly, was not upon +the weather, but he found difficulty in introducing a topic of his own +choosing. Outspokenness had never been one of Archie Wickersham's +boldest characteristics, so Allison assisted him now. Allison liked a +man to be outspoken. + +"Well," he demanded, "let's hear it. What's on your mind?" + +There are times when hatred will betray 'most any man. Hatred now led +Wickersham to speak not wisely but with venom. + +"I want you to refuse to renew your name on the East Coast notes," he +said. "They are due on the second." + +Few men had ever said "I want you to" to Dexter Allison and, as he put +it, "gotten away with it to any great extent." And of all nights this +one in particular was the least likely to prove propitious for such an +attempt. That was Wickersham's oversight. + +"So!" said Dexter, "so! Well, now for your reason." + +Wickersham had not learned until after Barbara's departure that she was +spending the holidays in Morrison, for he had himself expected to be +away. And it is only fair to the girl to say that she had honestly +forgotten to apprise him of her plan, in her real excitement at going. +But finding it out for himself had not made the fact any pleasanter to +Wickersham. + +"It should be clear enough without explanation," he enunciated each +word nicely, "if you want that road they are building." + +Allison glanced up, surprised at the tone employed. + +"Meaning of course I do," he mused. "And yet--and yet, I don't know!" + +Fear burned in the tall, thin man's eyes that night--fear that made his +hatred for the absent man who was teaching him fear anything but a +pretty thing to watch. + +"I've tried to buy off their men." He was holding himself with an +effort that made him tremble. "I've held up their supplies on every +track that we control, but they've had the luck with them. They've +made up lost time by working day and night. I've----" + +"You've set a drunken fool to steal his plans," drawled the other with +deadly sarcasm, "like a second-rate, one-night-stand villain. Don't +forget to mention that, too!" + +In many ways it resembled an earlier conference which they had shared +together; in many points it differed from it. For if Allison had +goaded the other man, on that former occasion, largely from a malicious +delight in stirring him to verbal violence, such a thought was farthest +from his mind now. Allison was talking from a new angle. If a turned +page was a turned page to him, at least his memory was good. His +lounging body shifted a little. + +"Archie, do you remember what I told you about that woods-rat, as you +called him once? Did I tell you that he would fight? Well, listen and +listen closely while I repeat it for you. He hasn't even warmed to it +yet!" + +Wickersham went yellow at that, but his icy self-control held firm. He +did not break into vituperation this night; he smiled, though his voice +was only a whisper. + +"Men have dropped out of sight before now, in those woods," he husked. +"I'll win, or I'll see that he lies and rots in one of his own +sink-holes." + +A big voice is a wonderful weapon at times. Allison's booming bass +made Wickersham's threat seem only mean and hollow when the heavy man +leaped to his feet and shook a finger under that high-bridged nose. + +"No you won't!" he snapped. "No you won't! And if I didn't know, +after hearing you talk, that you haven't stuff enough in you to be +dangerous, I'd fix you so you'd be in no condition to bushwhack anybody +for the next six months. I'm in a bad mood to-night. Drop out of +sight, eh? You'll play this fair--fair at least as I see it by my +standards, and they are better standards than yours. You've come +dictating to me, ordering me to slip a knife into their backs. Are you +that kind of a sneak? Did you think I was? Now listen again, and +listen well, for I mean what I say! + +"I want that railroad, if the man who is building it is too weak to +keep me from taking it away from him. But if I don't get it on such a +basis, I'll know that there is a man at the head of it who is big +enough to take care of my share of it. Have you got that? Very well. +And now go back to your melodrama, if you want to. Steal his men, if +he will let you; fight him every inch of his construction--that is your +job--and I'll still insist that it is his fault if he is tardy on the +first of May. But it's you and O'Mara from now on, Archie. I'll be a +spectator now! And, by Gad, don't you ever come near me again with a +request that I . . . don't you ever let me hear you threaten that +you----" + +Allison's face was suffused before he finished, and Wickersham, +astounded past utterance, slid from his chair away from that +flourishing hand which had become a fist. It was no scene to take +place between a man and his prospective son-in-law. Realizing that +Allison tried to laugh, deprecatingly, at his temper. + +"Go out and get him, Archie," he invited. "I'll be watching, don't +doubt that. And I know how much you want to win. It's a bigger stake +than most folks realize!" + +Like Barbara he tried to make his side of the interview kindly at the +end, but he sent the other man away wondering whether he had understood +that last remark, and afraid to think that he had. And two other +things Allison had done. For once he had started to pay hush money to +his conscience. Once and for all, like Fat Joe, he had registered at +last a refusal to interfere in any way that might spoil the climax of +the "big show" for which Fate or Chance or Destiny, or whatever men may +call it, was setting the stage, with an unhurried calm that contrasted, +ironically, with the mad haste of her actors. + +But he watched, as he had promised he would. The same day that more +than half of O'Mara's men went on strike and deserted to the Reserve +Company's payroll, the news reached him that a trainload of laborers +had been shot in to take their places--those very types of laborers +which Steve himself had warned Elliott would not last an hour, in the +event of trouble. For a week Allison wondered that there was no clash +between the displaced men who believed that the river was theirs alone +and this new corps which Garry Devereau was handling at the lower end +of construction, not by physical prowress, as Fat Joe had ruled, but +just as surely and all because, as Joe himself put it, he could damn a +man merely by bidding him good-morning. + +"Honey crossed north to-day to have a look at his winter cut," Joe +would observe to his chief at supper at Thirty-Mile; and before the +night was many hours older Allison too, in Manhattan, would have +learned by wire in less picturesque phraseology, that Archie Wickersham +was missing no chances. + +"They have now finished hauling their logs to the river," Joe told +Steve one night after a prolonged scouting trip. "They are turning +their attention to their float dams, now!" + +And when that news was relayed to the big man who never ceased to watch +he understood why there had been no violence when the rivermen went on +strike. + +With a clumsiness that shamed him Allison contrived to pass on to his +daughter all such bits of gossip which dribbled down to him; that is, +all which appertained strictly to Stephen O'Mara's race against time, +and not to the opposition which he was meeting. Her excitement was a +bubbling thing, innocent of suspicion or premonition, but he was like a +war-worn veteran who stands watching column after column wheel into +position, waiting the word to go in, and knows he cannot respond. + +Many times Barbara tried to write to Steve in those days and each time +destroyed the badly scored sheet, either in dismay at the wilful +intimacy of her pen or disgusted with its stilted aloofness. She saw +less and less of Wickersham that winter, partly because his affairs +were monopolizing all his time, partly because she managed to spend +most of her waking hours with Miriam Burrell or her father, who +appeared doubly, humbly glad of her companionship. Always she insisted +that Stephen O'Mara would win through; she made happy, petty wagers +with both of them, in anticipation of their journey north, against the +first of May. But there was one bit of news which her father had not +been able to pass on to her. For Dexter Allison had had no way of +learning of a night when the man who was most in their thoughts had +finally lifted a bleak face from his arms, in his cabin up-river, and +forced himself, hard-eyed, to acknowledge one defeat. + +It was the bitterest January that the hill country had known in twenty +years; but mile by mile that month the twin lines of steel crept +steadily into the north under the urgings of Garry's smooth voice. The +snowfall for February broke all records for half that period; but +Steve, with his handful of men at Thirty-Mile, put his piling down. +And then it rained--it rained until small brooks ran torrents and the +river tumbled white and thunderous its entire length. + +The snow went off the last of March that spring and the gorges could +not carry away the water. The sun turned summer hot; it burned the +higher ridges dry while the valleys still lay hidden in flood. It was +August temperature, the third Sunday in April, when Stephen O'Mara +stood and watched, beneath the glare of kerosene torches, his bridge at +Thirty-Mile go into position between dark and dawn. + +There was no man among them that day who did not show upon his face the +strain they had been under. They were few, they were unshaven and +dirty and lean as hungry hounds; but they were the men whom Steve had +once bidden Hardwick Elliott to watch, once they had begun to scent +combat. Fat Joe was no longer plump. Steve was worn down to actual +thinness. And it would have taken a careful eye to have selected the +chief from their ranks that Sunday. + +The huge timbers had dropped into place like bits of jig-sawed puzzle. +At three in the afternoon, too tired both in body and soul for elation, +Steve watched them drive home the last spike and heard their hoarse +effort at a cheer. He had turned to start toward his shack, not like a +man who knows that the end of a well-nigh hopeless task is in sight, +but like a beaten man. The first of May meant more to Steve than any +clause of the East Coast Company's contract could convey. He had not +had even one letter since he put her upon her train. Wickersham's +appearance on horseback, at the head of the valley, picking his way +around the flooded meadow, halted him in his heavy-footed climb. A +whistle shrilled, far to the south of them, down the completed track. +And then, after ten years and more, they were face to face again. + +"That bridge will have to go down!" Wickersham was breathing hard, for +all that he had been riding. "I'm going through with my drive to-day!" + +He had dismounted. Steve smiled at him. + +"You're a whole week previous, Wickersham," he said, wearily. "I'll be +signaling for your first load of logs in less than sixty hours." + +Archibald Wickersham wished that he could have believed it impossible, +for it would have given him courage and lent conviction to his stand. +But he knew just how fast those few remaining miles of open roadbed +would be spanned. His eyes were furtive; there was no body to his +voice. + +"My men are on the banks," he blustered. "My first head of logs has +started down. It's too late to argue now--too late for your promises +that none but fools ever believed!" The sure irrevocability of what he +was saying blanched his cheeks. "I cannot wait for a miracle to be +performed. My timber must come out on this flood." + +Stephen O'Mara had whipped him once, but men had interfered. This day +Chance or Destiny or Fate--whatever you may choose to call it--saved +him from destruction. The lean and weary man who had not been out of +his clothes for three days and three nights, save for a plunge in the +icy river, had taken his first step forward, when the whistle screamed +a nearer warning. + +She had told him that she would come to see the finish of his race, but +he had long since stopped believing that. And now when she stood and +waved her hand at him from the brass-railed observation platform of +Allison's private car which a switch engine, out of patience with the +grade, was shunting across the lower end of the clearing, he could only +stand and stare dully, no faith in his eyes. + +The loud plaid of her father's garb flashed behind her in the doorway. +Hardwick Elliott's fine face peered over his shoulder. And Wickersham, +who had not seen his fiance in a month, had started toward them, +stiffly erect in his immaculate whipcord habit. Wickersham was +smiling; Wickersham was safe again. For Fate or Chance or Destiny who +had been setting the stage was bringing on her principals. She would +brook no _ad lib_ now. + +A low mutter in the north became an ominous murmur while Steve was +following slowly in Wickersham's steps, and he realized what it meant. +He stopped to stare at his handful of men, rearing their heads to +listen, too. Steve had been all winter alone with the puzzle of his +own inferiority which he could never understand. And a minute later, +when he had reached out to help to the ground a little blue clad figure +with fur at throat and wrists, she drew the be-furred edge of her skirt +about her ankles and laughingly refused his assistance, and jumped to +the ground unaided. She was far too excited to know what she was +doing; she hardly saw him at all in that first moment, but the act +spelled much to him. His hands were grimy, his face stubbly and +streaked with sweat and mud, and he had been months alone with his +too-sensitive spirit. + +"You should not be here," was all he said to her. "This is no place +for you." + +He shook hands with the men, mechanically--Allison quizzical, Elliott +concerned. He went back to his bridge. The water had come up a half +foot in the last few minutes some one--Fat Joe, perhaps--told him; it +was sucking greedily at the piles. And in the north the ominous murmur +had become a rhythmic roar. + +Wickersham's men were driving the river. They were singing "Harrigan, +That's Me!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +IT HAPPENS IN BOOKS + +It is said that men remember many things when death is imminent; and +for days and days something had been dying hard in Stephen O'Mara's +breast. His step was slow that afternoon when he drew apart to take up +his position alone upon a bit of higher ground, his shoulders heavy and +drooping; yet his brain was feverishly active. Recollection of many +long gone days--thoughts of many things--came darting to his mind; but +they were not thoughts of desperate, last-minute expedients which might +stave off this present crisis. For if he had believed that force alone +would win for him; if he had had faith that mere numbers could save his +construction, he would not have left Garry Devereau with his scores of +laborers, busy five miles to the south. Steve was not thinking of his +construction now; it had become a dim and remote consideration. It had +lost its importance in his scheme of things. + +They came slowly at first--Wickersham's logs--thudding heavily, one by +one, into the underpinnings of the bridge, sliding free or lodging +cross-current as the case might be; then in a thicker and thicker tide +that ground and up-ended and settled with the weight of the +coffee-colored flood behind it. In the beginning the handful of men +who had put those timbers into place set themselves, doggedly, to save +their completed structure, until the man who had worked with them, +shoulder to shoulder, through the night called them with a nod back to +the bank. Obediently then they collected in a small knot behind him, +murmurous, gutterally grumbling; waiting his further word they squatted +on their haunches, staring hungrily at their chief who stood in seeming +surrender, head bowed before them. + +The coming of Wickersham's men was not a thing of degrees. They poured +into view through the brush fringe at the north edge of the marsh and +halted, but only for an instant. + +"Who is your friend at the time when you need a friend?----Harrigan, +that's me!" + +The maudlin menace of that chorus rocketed from ridge to ridge. Then, +a tight-ranked mass of humanity, they had formed and were sweeping +forward again, stepping out to the beat of the ragtime which was their +marching hymn. And still the man who stood apart from the rest gave no +sign that he was aware of their approach. Once he did straighten; when +separate faces began to be distinguishable in that reeling mob he +turned and gazed, emptily, toward the group a few yards +away--Wickersham putty-skinned before this storm which he had brewed; +Allison himself pale; and the girl whose eyes were staring back at him +with no clear understanding in their depths. He made no move toward +action, not even when the singing pack surged up and spread out before +him, until a jostling crescent, straggling at the points, half +encircled him and swallowed up as well the little knot behind which had +come bristling to its feet. Their onslaught had seemed an irresistible +thing, bent upon instant violence; and yet little by little their +syncopated defiance died away until they, too, were staring uncertainly +at that worn and mud-stained figure which seemed to hang its head. His +very inertia robbed them of their impetus. + +"Harrigan, that's me!" they faltered now, and there came a lull in the +valley at Thirty-Mile, broken only by heavy breathing and the crunch of +logs jamming beneath the bridge, and the ugly swirl of backed-up water. +It held quiet while Steve looked up, mildly, and scanned the ring in +front of him and nodded in recognition to a sullen few; then oaths +broke that silence, and a command for room to pass. An upheaval +disrupted the crescent's centre. Steve saw Big Louie's face high above +the heads of his shorter companions; he watched him plow heavily +forward. Shayne he glimpsed, automatically, and Fallon, faithful +henchmen. And then Harrigan stood forth. + +Long arms dangling, palms back, almost to his knees, that red-headed +one minced forward on the balls of his feet. Harrigan was redeeming a +promise many weeks overdue. It was spring, and Harrigan had come back! + +"I'm here," he spoke to that bowed head, "if you are afther carin' to +welcome me!" + +"I've been expecting you, Harrigan." + +Again that startling mildness. + +There is little wonder that it deceived the riverman. Listening, +watching O'Mara's slack form even Fat Joe's face burned; even Archie +Wickersham's dared flash in triumph. And Harrigan's went savagely +exultant. + +"You talked out loud to me, once," he taunted. "Is it so difficult you +find it now to speak up so I can hear?" + +"Would you promise to listen to argument, Harrigan?" + +Vilification tore at the other's lips, until friend and enemy marveled +at what Steve took in silence. + +"You have begun many things in this counthry," the obscene tirade +ended. "You came out of these woods with rags on your back and started +at bein' a gentleman when we were only bhoys. You've made a gr-reat +success av it with the ladies, we'll gr-rant you that; but you should +have stuck to your soft and lily-white pastime. For when you aimed to +turn this river into a gentleman's proposition you started something +too big for you to finish. I'm taking it off your hands, now. Can't +you even talk back like a man?" + +There must be fire starting over in the north-east, Steve meditated +with an irrelevance strange even to himself--and that reference to her +surely was not needed! Yes, there was a smudge of smoke rising behind +Twin-face; people should be more careful whore they dropped matches in +an unseasonably hot spring like this--and Harrigan's sneer for the boy +who had come, wonder-eyed, out of the wilderness and looked upon the +picture-thing in kilted velvet which she had been was certainly +squandered viciousness now. Past and present they trouped before him, +thoughts that spanned years of time and covered leagues of country, yet +long before Harrigan had finished with his question Steve knew how he +was going to answer it. He didn't have to debate that, and +deliberation only gave him the keener joy of anticipation. + +All his life opposition had been a familiar of his. Days of hunger he +had known and cold, and nights of black discouragement, but never so +black until now but what he had been able to hold his vision clear. +But that vision was not his any longer to contemplate. + +Circumstance had been his handicap; Circumstance he had met and thought +to bend to his will; and yet Circumstance had beaten him; in the end +Custom was laughing in his face. Beside those intangible antagonists +which had been his this personal enemy was only puny, only braggard and +swaggering and cheap. But it was a bone and muscle antagonist; it was +an entity--a thing upon which one might hurl oneself and spend one's +bitter intoleration. + +Steve had stopped thinking; he had had too much of thought. Suddenly +that question which had been a riddle to him was a riddle no longer. +He had the answer, and could see himself as others no doubt had seen +him--a fool who had believed in the supremacy of fineness; a boy who +had reached for the moon. But it left the issue clearer now. He, too, +was a riverman; the degree was different, that was all. And rivermen +did not vex their brains with abstract problems; they fought with their +hands. His bowed head came back then, and the mass of men, catching +sight of the mad, glad light that flared in his eyes, rolled back to +give them room. He laughed at Harrigan. He was laughing at himself. +They heard and marveled at the pleasantry of his answer. + +"Maybe you are right, Harrigan," he said. "You may be--I do not know. +I have started big things and left them unfinished. But you are wrong +for the rest of it, Harrigan, for I am going--to--finish--you!" + +Men tell of that encounter now; it is already epic on the river. One +may listen to its details, and he chance into any of a half dozen +places:--Mulcahy's, Laduc's, or Whitted's that once was Brown's. And +always one will hear different details, but always one accord of +verdict. They will tell you that no man ever went through worse +vengeance and stayed a living man. + +For like a blast of wrath O'Mara lifted and struck him. Harrigan's +hands had not left his hips before he met the ground, and he was back +on his feet like a bounding ball only to go down again before the +smashing impact of those blows. Caution he tried to use in rising and +they searched out his face, his chin, and drove him hither and yon. +Open fighting was not the river style of fighting and he closed this +time and wrapped his gorilla arms about this fury who fought with +lightning strokes to keep him off. His greater weight o'erbore them +both; he broke away and his hob-nailed boots, lashing out, bit the +flesh of O'Mara's temple--they tore the turf where his face had been. + +There was madness in Harrigan's hideous roarings of hate, madness in +his blind rushes; but his bull-strength availed at first. He weathered +destruction and managed to close again. This time the lighter man was +ready for the scuff of those armed boots; he twisted and covered his +face with his shoulder, and only his shirt ripped open to let blood +stream from the rent. On their feet they rocked--to their knees! +Faces grinding into the earth they strained and broke away. And always +Harrigan came back and found him, blindly. Once his hairy hands +searched O'Mara's face and O'Mara's forehead went wet with the agony of +fingers tearing at his eye-sockets. Dropping he escaped that gouging +grip, coming up he caught Harrigan's chin and turned him over backward. + +Harrigan squandered his strength in drunken rushes, his breath in +screams of hate. He tore forward when the other had already stepped +aside, and Steve, shaking away the blood that was trickling rivulets +into his eyes, met him returning. There came a time when Harrigan's +enveloping arms found him less readily; came a change when Harrigan had +to stand up and fight. And then, with deadly, insensate purpose which +made the other's madness a wild and futile thing, Stephen O'Mara set +himself to chop his face to pieces. Flail-like blows he side-stepped, +and whipped to the other's eyes. That open guard he feinted wider and +laid flesh open raw. Harrigan could no longer curse, for his lips were +puffy things pulped between his own teeth and those merciless knuckles. +He could only sob, great groaning gasps for breath--and then he +couldn't see! + +And now Steve was laughing aloud. He knew that _she_ was watching; +knew what loathing was in her eyes. And he--he was a riverman! +Sobbing himself for air, dripping crimson from forehead and shoulder, +he set himself and swung from the waist. Like a pole-axed ox, Harrigan +stopped as he was lurching in. His mouth sagged; his eyes flew wide in +a fixed and stupid stare. Then his legs folded under him and he swayed +limply down. But that blast of wrath would not let him lie! It raised +him and beat him down again; raised him and beat him down. By his +throat Steve swung him up--by throat and buckled belt. High over his +head he swung that bulk and lashed forward from his heels. And +Harrigan went back to his panting followers; twisting and spinning, his +body swept Shayne and Fallon to the ground. + +Allison had not stirred, nor putty-faced Wickersham, nor the girl who +stood with hands at breasts. And now toward them Stephen O'Mara +wheeled. His legs would fail him, and he steadied them; blood blinded +him, and he wiped it away. Swaying giddily, he managed, somehow, a +smile. + +"Wickersham, I have met the man whom you hired to fight for you," he +called clearly, "and he has earned his wage! Are you man enough to +step forward now and fight for yourself?" + +Wickersham clucked drily in his throat, and lifted an elbow to shield +his face. Shrinking back behind the first shelter that chance afforded +him he put the girl between him and his fear. And then weakness seized +upon that sick and swaying man, but he spoke to her--to the unspeakable +horror in her eyes. + +"Barbara," he called thickly, "Barbara!" + +He groped toward her, and she cried out, and drew back from such hands +as those. Then a black wall rose before him and shut her from his +sight. Fat Joe caught him as he fell. + +Like huddled sheep, O'Mara's men and Wickersham's watched Joe bear him +up the hill. Shayne and Fallon were bending over Harrigan; by the +others he lay ignored. It was a mob without a leader until, as is the +way in all crises, a new leader arose. Big Louie, stolid face no +longer stolid, strode between those two factions and achieved the +unknown heights for which his eyes had always hungered. + +"I work for no man but is a man," he boomed. "That bridge--she still +is hold!" + +Steve had bidden Hardwick Elliott watch these men if their big moment +ever came. And Elliott and Allison watched now. They were sheep no +longer, nor malcontents, nor misled tools of cunning. Like wolves they +followed that nameless man who was out upon the jam. Wickersham's men +were back on the river, but that bridge would continue to hold! And +while they worked, while Elliott and her father watched spellbound, +blindly Barbara Allison turned, with no thought of what she was doing, +and walked blindly into the brush. + +The river was running clear by dusk when they raised the first hue and +cry for her. It was dark when a runner bore the news to the cabin on +the hillside that she was missing. And when men had been beating the +woods for her for twelve hours as best they could in the dark, and no +word came that she was found, Fat Joe no longer dared let lie in sleep +his friend whose body he had cleansed and bandaged. At daybreak Joe +waked him and told him Barbara was lost. They tried to argue with him, +for his knees were still unsteady; even Allison whose jovial body +seemed to have shrunk during his hours of waiting tried to convince him +that the men now looking for her would find her soon or had already +found her, perhaps. But he brushed them away while he was dressing; he +threw off the hands that tried to detain him. And it was Steve who +found her, as he had known it would he, just before a second night of +dread was closing in upon her. + +In circles of ever increasing radius he traveled at a foxtrot which +thoughts of Fallon and Shayne and Harrigan would not let him abandon; +but he had to run her down when he caught sight of her, for she fled +like a wild thing before him. Floundering in a cedar swamp, soaked to +the knees, little blue be-furred suit heavy with black muck, he came up +with her. She was kneeling, shaking with terror, face hidden by her +loosened hair, when he bent over her and raised her to her feet. + +"Please," she whimpered, "Oh, please----" + +Yet when he spoke her name her head leaped back and she recognized him +instantly. + +"I tried to wait," she chattered with all the voice she had left. "I +tried to sit still until someone came for me, but I thought I knew the +way. I tried not to listen to the noises; I remembered about the +stars; and I knew I shouldn't run. But I thought you were--I thought +you were----" + +Remembered terror choked her. Consciousness slipped away. + +By the same trail which once had led him to the "city" of Morrison he +carried her now to that cabin which stood on the balsam knoll in the +crook of the west branch; nor was it far for she had traveled straight, +though in the wrong direction. But it was long after dark when the +river gleamed ahead of him through the trees, jet and glassy in the +deep pools, streaked with blurred star-reflections in the riffles. A +grown woman is a grown man's burden, even though she seem very small to +him; and Steve had to travel slowly. His head was spinning from +fatigue and the throb of the jagged tear above his temple when the log +building, streaked white with clay chinking, loomed up ahead, and yet +involuntarily he stopped there a moment with his burden. + +He had pictured, many times, a night when he would bring her there, +with both of them watching the moon in the rapids and listening to the +waves lipping the banks. This was not that night; that night would +never be. But the rebellion and bitterness was gone from his heart. +After he had removed her wet shoes and stockings and brush-whipped suit +and sheer black blouse, and she slept the sleep of exhaustion into +which she had slipped from unconsciousness without even opening her +eyes, he built a fire and sat before it until morning came. And when +it dawned and she waked dazedly while he was preparing breakfast, he +had finished reconstructing many things. + +Her eyes went from wall to wall, frightened still and questioning at +first, so he merely nodded and went outside and left her to remember +alone. Returning with wood on his arm he found recollection of much in +her gaze. She was looking at the thin heeled, buttoned boots before +the fireplace; the stockings and furred garments cleaned of mud and +dried on the backs of chairs. A cloud of color stole up from the +blanket edge at her throat to the line of her hair. + +"You were wet," he explained simply, "and you were too spent to help +yourself. I could not let you sleep in them." + +"I understand," her answer faltered a little. "I was just +thinking. . . . I knew such things happened, but I thought it was only +in books." + +Drowsily she watched him bending over frying pan and coffee pot, +content herself to lie and rest. But after a time, with fuller +awakening, the bandage about his head claimed her attention. To her it +seemed impossible that this smoothly shaven man in clean blue shirt +could be the same one who had emerged from a struggle still sickeningly +brutish to her. Involuntarily she shuddered a little without knowing +that he watched. + +"I am going to the spring for fresh water," he told her then. "There +will be time for you to dress; and breakfast will be ready when I come +back." + +Submissive before his tone she replied that she was hungry; that she +would be ready, too. She had donned blouse and skirt and stocking and +shoes and finished braiding her hair when he re-entered. He showed her +a tin basin outside filled with icy water for her face and hands. And +then they sat down in silence to breakfast. + +Once he had dreamed what their first meal together in that room would +be like. This morning when she insisted upon pouring the coffee and +scorched her hand in the attempt and chided him for careless +housekeeping, pain showed in his smile. But she did not immediately +understand. She only realized how sombre he was; how thin he looked +and tired. Again her eyes went to the bandage around his head. It had +a fascination for her, even though it filled her with repulsion for a +decision which, she knew now, might have been hers, two days before. +But eventually it was to that topic she turned. + +"You have been very good to me," she said. "Far better than I was to +you--the day before yesterday. I can never hope to thank you enough +for coming to help me." + +Wistful she had seen him, and grave and sober-eyed, but never sad until +now. + +"I should have helped you," she went on. "I would have, only I had +come expecting . . . I thought to see----" Two days before when she +alighted from her father's car, her heart a tumult in her ears, she +could have told him perhaps. She could not tell him now. "I am not +used to such things," she finished weakly. + +"I know," was all he replied, but the words were final, somehow. They +thrust her back, roughly, from any share in his thoughts. They ate +again in silence. + +"Miriam would have helped," she forgot herself and argued aloud once. +"She would not have failed. But--blood sickens me, I think." + +"It was neither a pretty nor prepossessing sight," he helped to excuse +her, but excuse nor pardon was not what she wanted. + +"I told you that you would find out someday," she murmured. "I warned +you you would wake suddenly and see how shallow I am." + +Until she had finished eating he would not talk. But she had finished +now. He faced her with an abruptness that startled her. + +"Waking has been no sudden thing with me! I finished with dreams a +long time back, but you are what you have been always in my thoughts. +It's conditions I've waked to, not you!" + +With unwitting gruffness he had sometimes spoken to her, but never with +constrained vehemence such as that. + +"Why should I find fault in anything you have done, or failed to do?" +he demanded of both her and himself. "Why should you be apologetic or +regretful. Such a thing as I had to do two days ago has held no place +in your world, and never could, but I can't find it in myself to be +apologetic, either, because it is a part of mine. I meant to kill +him--wanted to kill him--because I was certain of your scorn! That was +vindictive; that was foolish for a man. But as for the rest of it--I +know I may have it all to do over again, any day. It was a vulgar +brawl to you; to me----" + +"Not just a brawl," she contradicted quickly, anxious to be understood. +"Just--oh, so needlessly brutal. At first it left me only dazed and +nauseated, but after I had had time to think, I made myself see your +side of it. You must crush insubordination. And still it seems as +though there might have been a less horrible way." + +"He had balked my work," he told her sternly. "He has fired upon me +from cover, when he dared not come out into the open. He has been +taking money for his work from a man who was bent on beating me at any +cost. Could I ask him please not to spoil my bridge? Is that your +idea of a man's way?" + +She had given no thought to Wickersham until that moment, and now she +thought of him only in connection with a night when she had found him +alone in her father's office and wondered at the stale odor of alcohol. + +"I do not know," she hesitated. "I am not sure, only----" + +"You should know!" But he was less vehement now. Wearily he set +himself to get at it in his own fashion. "Some men are only physical +cowards," he went on. "But you have almost made a moral coward of me. +Yes, you had nearly made me afraid to be the man I must be, if I am to +do my work." + +"There are other fields----" + +He would not let her argue that. + +"There is no other field for me at present. This is my work and while +I continue in it men who oppose me with their brains I will fight with +my brain. But men who force me to meet them with fists I must beat +with like weapons. There is no alternative. I have no choice--unless +I quit. And that is the reason I know that this is the end, for you +and me!" + +Sadness she had never known before in his voice, nor the edge which was +cutting all it came against. Now it grew gentler, with that gentleness +he saved for her alone. + +"Once we argued whether I was 'good enough' for you, and we wasted many +words that day, for 'good enough' can cover too many qualities to be a +safe basis for general comparison. I have been arguing it with myself, +blind to the vital question, but I am blind no longer. Combat which +sickened you has cleared my eyes. What if I did believe that I was not +good enough to touch your little finger? What if you believed that +too? Would that have hindered us, in the end? You know it wouldn't; +you have seen too many women give themselves to men whom they knew were +unworthy in a hundred ways, because they could not help themselves. +But that way would never have done for me." + +"It isn't that," she cut in desperately. "I know you are big and fine +and clean. It isn't that----" + +But he knew better than she did what it was she could not phrase. He +left her dry of lip now, for he had read her thoughts. + +"My ways would have had to be your ways, and we have learned at last +what I have feared for long and long. They lie too far apart for them +ever to meet. My man's way is not your woman's way, but I could not +stay a man in your eyes if I let it become secondary to yours; and I +would have to do just that to earn you. Once I thought that there was +no height I could not scale to gain your side. I worked for you, but +that is no way for a man to work. He must work because he is a man and +needs must win as big as he can to keep his own self-respect. + +"I promised to teach you to love me, and I've failed. And knowing that +my failure is not all my own fault is not going to make it any easier +for me. You've taught me loneliness I'm never going to forget as long +as I live, but I don't love you any the less for that. I dreamed big +dreams for both of us." His voice was dreary of a sudden. "I promised +I'd make those dreams come true, because I thought my life could be +your life. I've not done so; that thing could never be. I've talked +bigger than I could practice, and that is not going to help my +self-confidence any, but as it stands now I can earn it back. I +couldn't have done that if I had married you, and waked some day to +find you shrinking from me. It would have killed it, and my +self-respect too, to have learned too late that you believed still in +your own greater fineness." + +"I tell you it is not that," she cried out. "Can't I make you +understand----" + +"You have made me understand till I am sure," he stated. "I am no +longer vexing myself with trivial things. Birth? My name means as +much as yours. Education? You would not tell me, would you, that I am +not wiser in most ways you'd think to mention. I'd break any man who +gave to your ears many things I have learned." He was whimsical for a +flash. "I could outspell you without an effort; books have been my +partners when you had rather dance. Oh, you could not lose me, no +matter where you strayed in fields like that. In any way you care to +mention I have outstripped you, for I decided long ago that I must know +more than you. Yet I have not forgotten how to play, either. + +"You have been uncertain; I have seen that. You are certain now. And +the fundamental thing remains unchanged. In me there is that man who +once man-handled Harrigan--and you didn't want me to touch you! You +don't have to tell me any more that you can't love me. When you drew +away from me, that was enough." + +His voice held a question, but the girl couldn't answer at first. + +"Wasn't it?" he repeated very gently, for he would have it from her own +lips. + +Her face lifted. Her eyes were blurred with tears, but she nodded in +affirmation. + +So roughly that the dishes rattled he rose. + +"I do not want your pity," he ended it. "I am the wrong sort of a man +for you." + +She sat and watched him put the room in order, and that hurt her more +than anything else, for he would not let her help. He made her change +her high-heeled boots for moccasins which he brought and laced upon her +feet; but the remainder of the day it was the old Steve who helped her +over the bad bits of going and talked disconnectedly of many things +meanwhile. And yet no longer the old Steve, who had been so entirely +her own. Hers was the sad face when they entered the clearing at +Thirty-Mile and a hoarse shout saluted her return. In her father's +embrace she clung and wondered that she did not cry. And two pages had +turned for her that day, for she sent Wickersham back his ring the same +night the private car rolled down to Morrison. + +Harrigan was with Archibald Wickersham when the package, unaccompanied +by explanation, reached the latter in his hotel room in town. Harrigan +was waiting for a reply to a question which he had just asked, when +Wickersham opened the box and sat fingering for a while the thin hoop +of gold with its single brilliant stone. Once Fat Joe had spoken +prophetically; this was the hour he had foreseen. And when Wickersham +raised his head the riverman's battered face lighted shockingly with +triumph. + +"Go out and get him," said Wickersham. "And see that you get him--for +good!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +TO-MORROW-- + +For two days and two nights the girl fought on alone against the outcry +of her own heart, and as on a former occasion she chose again the open +roads for her battlefield. While she pounded Ragtime mercilessly over +the little-traveled northern highways, she struggled rebelliously with +stubborn arguments which only left her more and more bewildered, the +more conclusive they became. She summoned parallels by the score to +her support, but she lacked the trick of facile finality, somehow, +which had always marked his usage of such argument. Hard moments she +knew when she closed her teeth tight upon her decision and told herself +that it was final, but the next moment, after she had laid whip across +the black horse's flank and faced homeward, she was biting her lips in +shaken, panic contemplation of another thought which would not be +denied. + +There were times without number when Barbara hated the one whose very +gentleness toward her was making her position hardest to maintain; +times when she hated the work which, absorbing him by day at least, +must be making his suffering less difficult to endure. For she +understood that there was still much for him to do, although the +hill-country was already ringing with his victory. And throughout +every hour she hated herself most of all for that spirit behind the +doubt which was swinging her, pendulum-like, between brain's reason and +heart's desire. + +Barbara needed her mother in those days of wretchedness, for she came +and went as blind to the helpless misery which followed her always from +the eyes of her father as she was heedless of who might read the misery +in her own. She turned a chill, set face to the one attempt to help +made by Miriam Burrell, who, at the first inkling of violence on the +river and possible danger to Garry Devereau, had come rushing overnight +into the hills, purposed never to leave them again unless it was with +him, as the wife of the man she loved. Barbara wanted her mother, and +when that occurred to Miss Sarah, the latter could no longer continue +in passive sympathy. Without compunction or loss of more time, she +reversed a decision at which she had arrived herself only a short time +before. For Miss Sarah had stopped campaigning. Caleb, with fire in +his eye, had brought her the story of how "her boy" Steve had broken +Harrigan with his bare hands. She had had little to say concerning +that episode, but her brother, noting that she did not condemn it as +regrettable, wondered too that he had never noticed before how hard his +sister's eyes could be. The news that Barbara was lost had reached +Miss Sarah hours before Allison's private car brought the girl and her +father and Hardwick Elliott back to Morrison. Thereupon, with her +first glimpse of Barbara's wanly mute and suffering face, she had +pieced the details together; she had told herself, with sorrow and +understanding in her heart, that she must no longer interfere. And +now, though she did summon Barbara to her, the end of the second +endless day, it was with no thought for evasion or finesse. Barbara +obeyed that summons reluctantly. In the face of an almost sullen light +in the girl's eyes when she entered on lagging feet, the older woman +knew that she could not have persisted in such an attempt, even had she +planned to employ it. Additional warning was not needed, but Barbara's +first words told her that the hour was long past for such methods. + +At first the girl refused to sit down. She wandered aimlessly around +the room, switching nervously at her booted ankles with her +riding-crop, to stop suddenly and raise a pale and stormy face. + +"I know why you sent for me," she exclaimed, "and I know just what you +think of me. But I must tell you, Miss Sarah, that there is nothing +which can alter now, the least little bit, a decision which I know is +wisest and best!" + +So she had the first word, never dreaming that Miss Sarah had seen to +that. Nor did the latter smile or seem to proffer argument at first. +Oh, Miss Sarah had the true instincts of a big soul! + +"Barbara," she answered quietly, after her formal firmness had +prevailed and the girl had seated herself, "Barbara, when I sent for +you it was not with a belief that I might influence you, for both of us +know that this is your problem alone. I merely hoped to comfort, that +was all. More than once I have been guilty of trying to manage you a +little, but you will forgive me, I know, when I tell you that I have +loved Stephen almost all his life, as though he were my own, and hoped +as long for his great happiness. On more than one occasion I contrived +situations which I thought might make your choice my happiness, too. I +know now that I was no better than any other meddling old woman, whose +efforts are well meant but dangerous for all that. And I will meddle +no more. But--but my heart aches a little, too, to-day, Barbara. May +I just talk to you?" + +Barbara blinked in surprise at the subdued sadness in the older woman's +voice. But her lips remained sullen. + +"There is nothing more to be said," she reiterated uncompromisingly. +"I tell you I am sure!" + +And from that statement, minutes before she had thought to hear it, +Miss Sarah learned, thankfully, just how deep was the girl's +uncertainty. + +"Then I need not fear that I may sway you one inch from your own way of +reasoning." Her gentle voice might have held relief. "For you will +not consider it argument when I agree with you that hard and fast +reasoning is not always a dependable guide for a woman." + +The girl was switching her ankles again. + +"Why isn't it?" she demanded abruptly, hungry for it now that the +other, ostensibly, did not want to argue. "If reason is no guide, what +else is there left?" + +"My dear, I do not know," acknowledged Miss Sarah. "Intuition is a +much over-worked word. And yet, had hard and fast reason been your +guide, you would not have refused Stephen, I am sure. For it would be +difficult to name one particular in which he is not entirely a man." + +The violet eyes grew quickly hostile. The girl was keen enough to +argue, but she was in no mood for refutation. + +"I am afraid that I do not follow you?" came coldly from her. + +"There comes a day in every woman's life, of course," Miss Sarah +ignored sweetly the interruption, "when she has to leave girlhood +behind. And lest that sound bromidic and trite, I will add that I do +not mean the trivial material things of immaturity, but rather the +happy irresponsibility which has no place in a woman's life." + +That statement offered a plain enough opening. + +"Am I responsible for his unhappiness?" Barbara flashed out. "Is the +fault entirely mine because----" She faltered, ashamed of her +abruptness which had brought a hurt bit of color to Miss Sarah's +cheeks. "I never gave him to understand--I told him always I could not +care!" + +"Please bear with me a little to-day." Miss Sarah's sweetness had +become humble. "I seem vagarious, I know. And we are not considering +Stephen, Barbara. If you had been doing so, all these hours while you +have been wasting your nervous energy in tearing around the +country-side, it would be different. But women never consider the man +in such a situation, do they? Aren't they too entirely heedless for +that? I was merely trying to tell you that the day has come when you +must consider well your own happiness." + +Instantly Barbara condemned such a doctrine. + +"If that is true of others," she retorted, "they are even more +despicable than I know myself to be." + +Until that moment Caleb Hunter's tiny sister had kept her brave eyes +clear. They clouded now. They went beyond that pale and sullen and +stormily pretty visage. + +"I was a woman like that," she said, with her quaint simplicity of +accent. "Do you look upon me with any such degree of scorn? I was +face to face with such a decision; and yet not the same either, for +mine was far simpler than yours. But I considered neither his +happiness nor my own, simply because I lost sight of the years and +years to come, in the momentary joy I found in his--his importunity. +He was very big and strong and cheerful, like Stephen, Barbara, and I +was sure he would not grudge me my last moment of girl-vanity, when I +did surrender--to-morrow." + +There the quaint voice caught and broke. The girl's eyes flew wider +and hotter shame for her sulkiness stained her cheeks. For suddenly +Miss Sarah was fighting against tears. + +"I did not know," Barbara breathed her contrition. "I never +dreamed----" + +"No one ever does," faltered Miss Sarah. "I--I am an old, faded, +hopelessly unmarried woman to you, my dear--oh, child, you need not +protest a kinder opinion! I am just 'Caleb Hunter's spinster sister' +to the people of this village. But to--to myself, Barbara, I am at +times the same girl who waited, roses in her hair and roses in her +cheeks, for him to come, so that I might tell him that I was his, body +and soul. And he never came! Oh, my dear, I do not mean to break down +like this, for you have your own heart-ache. But I trusted to reason. +I told myself that to-morrow would be soon enough. And when to-morrow +came--they let me--go to him. He died very bravely, Barbara, to save +the life of another. + +"Since you are so sure, I can tell you this without seeming to warn +you--without being accused of attempting to influence you. But now you +know why I say that every woman, if heedlessness for which she is +perhaps not to blame will not let her consider the happiness of the man +she loves, should still take care that she does not barter for an hour +of quickened pulses the happiness of her whole life. I was innocent +enough. It was harmless play to me. But I have paid--and paid--and +paid! I would not have you, whom I cherish, rise each morning and +wonder why you had to be the only one to suffer out of thousands who +played the same way. And now will you please forgive me this +uncontrolled moment? I usually inflict them upon no one; I hide them +in my room. But, Barbara, I was so proud of him--so sure--so positive +that he was the only man in the world! And I lost my chance to tell +him how much I cared." + +The riding-crop lay neglected on the floor. It had slipped and +clattered down while Barbara sat and stared at the tiny woman who was +dabbing at her eyes with a very girlish square of linen. And then +slowly Barbara rose and took an uncertain step or two. She sank to her +knees and pillowed her head upon Miss Sarah's lap. Momentarily she had +forgotten the struggle which was going on in her own heart. Now even +pity for the other could not keep her from turning hack to it. + +"But I do not know," she gasped. "I--sometimes I think I must care, +and then I am afraid----" She lifted a face dry-eyed and tense. "I +ought to be proud of him, too. If I loved him I would be, wouldn't I? +If I cared I wouldn't ask anything more than just what he is. Don't +you see I'm only petty and rotten with snobbishness?" + +Miss Sarah sniffed, ever so delicately. + +"What a sentimental old woman I am!" she exclaimed. "And, my dear, you +talk as though you had just discovered a new and terribly perplexing +complication. Don't you know that it is as old as the feminine mind +itself?" Her handkerchief came down, then, disclosing eyes that were +very bright and very tender. "Why, a woman never loves a man merely +for what he is! She always reserves a few little things, at least, +which she means--well, to rearrange. She loves him just a bit more for +what she secretly promises herself he shall be." + +Barbara's sullenness was gone. + +"I know," she whispered. "I thought of that, too, long ago. But it +isn't just a--little thing. A few days ago, Miss Sarah, when we took +the train to go up north, I could scarcely wait for the engine to draw +us there. I think I counted every click of the rails, I know I sang +his name in my heart with every click. And then, when I wanted to walk +straight off the steps of the car into his arms--when I . . . Why do +you sit there and listen and not say that you loathe me as I do myself? +I know that he is all man, but his work and my world--oh, when that +terrible thing happened, and he came lurching toward me, instead of +helping him, do you know what I did? I was sick at the sight of +him--sick at the reck and grime and blood of him! I just wanted to get +away, and--and shudder at the thought of----" + +Miss Sarah's composure had returned, but her face grew more sober +still. This was a different, a graver thing, even than she had +expected. + +"Your world?" Deliberately now she dared to argue. "Barbara, didn't +you know, from the beginning, that his world would have to be yours? +Did you ever think that you could change him--that way?" + +Barbara moved her head. + +"I wanted both," she said. "I wanted all I have--and him, too. I +learned that night he took care of me how much I cared; I know he'd be +as careful of me, all his life. But I had thought that he might be +able to do as father has done and let other men handle the---- But he +knows now! He understands me! I tell you I'm no good. I've no +backbone. I'm just pink and white flesh without any spirit!" + +The other woman sat and smoothed the bright head and wished she knew +what to say. "It would please me to know just what stuff she is made +of, too," Miss Sarah had once admitted to her brother. She wondered if +at last she knew. + +"I do not know what to tell you," she murmured slowly. "I thought if I +talked with you I might be able to help you, but I am afraid now that I +cannot. He is a better man than you are woman, Barbara; because he has +builded with his hands, he has reared him a soul as well. He knows the +depths, and the heights are far more wonderful for such knowledge. Oh, +dear me, I wish I knew----" + +She paused there, shaken by her own impotence. Doubt and aching regret +were overwhelming her. + +"I have told Mr. Wickersham that I will not marry him." The brown head +burrowed lower and muffled the words. "I know that I could let no +other man so--so much as touch me now. Is that--caring enough?" + +But Miss Sarah only half heard the question. She was expecting no +surrender now. + +"----Nor how to advise you," she struggled on. "For you have lived as +all girls like you live. You've lived for yourself; hoped for +yourself; prayed for yourself--as all women pray, I suppose, directly +or indirectly. And yet is merely a question of whether you could live +with him in his world, day for day and night for night? Is it as +simple as that? I have told you what difference one day made with me. +Have you thought what it might mean to wake and realize that you must +live _without_ him, all the rest of your life?" + +Miss Sarah had stopped hoping. And so there was sheer amazement in the +triumph which rose and drove the regret from her faded pink-and-white +face when the girl's dark-fringed eyes lifted. + +Since Stephen O'Mara had brought her back to her father, Barbara had +wondered why she did not cry. Great tears were sliding noiselessly +down her cheeks when she raised her head. + +"I've tried to think--I haven't dared," Barbara sobbed. "But he +doesn't want me now. He doesn't want the kind of a girl I am any more!" + +Thus in her moment of capitulation did the girl's heart cry aloud the +one thought which, unknown to her, had been her unbearable pain. And +straightway Miss Sarah's illuminated countenance became a glorification +of her spirit. Silently she leaned over and folded the kneeling one +round. + +Later she found it possible to speak. + +"You have convinced me forever of the futility of all snap judgments," +said she, and she marveled at the shyness in her own voice, "but you +could never convince me of that. You may go home now, Barbara, for you +have worn yourself out. But to-morrow I would suggest that you--ask +him for corroboration, if you still hold to such an opinion." + +Instantly Barbara rose and bobbed her head. She had always been a slim +creature of moods mercurial; she would always be that. And now her +violet eyes radiated anticipation, perverse and impish and far, far +different from the sullen dullness which had filled them an hour +before. Miss Sarah had spoken with well-seasoned wisdom, as was her +wont: there are sometimes big moments which are the bigger for lack of +analysis. The girl did not know why, all in one breath, she no longer +feared nor doubted--but she _knew_! And that was a world and all of +joy. She bobbed her head. + +"Ask him?" she echoed, demurely confused. "Ask--_him_! To-morrow I am +going to dare him to ask _me_--again!" + +But she did not obey Miss Sarah's suggestion that she return home and +rest. On winged feet she flew back through the hedge-gap and ordered +Ragtime saddled once more; yet when she touched that splendid beast +with the crop and sent him at a gallop down the drive, there was no +longer any sting in the lash. Even the groom, with critical eye, +noticed the difference in the girl's seat that afternoon; for days and +days to come he was the better contented with the companionship of +horses, which was his lot, in dwelling upon the crazy moods of women. +And Miriam Burrell, sighting Barbara's face as the latter wheeled +toward the hills, flew from her window to scratch off a note to +Garry--her third note that day, for she seemed always omitting most +important things which needed saying. + +"It's come," she scrawled in delighted haste, "and Miss Sarah is a +visiting angel from Heaven! . . . When are we going to be married?" + +Others knew of it almost as soon as she did herself, but knowledge of +that did not mar Barbara's rosy contemplation of this new-found, +totally unbelievable happiness. Once before she had ridden that road +with him alone in her thoughts; now she realized that she had loved him +then as she must have loved him always, and marveled at such blindness. +Once, on that other day, she had told herself that all ignoble and +unworthy comparisons of herself and him were done and gone. Now she +did not need such reassurance, when her lips were tremulous. + +Rest? Pressing steadily into the north that afternoon, first at a +gallop, then more and more slowly until Ragtime was picking his own +gait, the girl smiled in pity for Miss Sarah and her day which had +never dawned. But there was scant room for sadness in her present +mood. Tomorrow? She let herself be afraid for an instant, to tremble +in delicious mock-terror, because there was nothing for her to fear now +in the whole wide world. + +She grew pensive at times; at times in an abandon of gaiety she +chattered back at a quarrelsome squirrel in the thicket. She could +rest later; and if she could not go to him immediately, at least every +step the horse took was bringing them, for a little while, closer +together. And her to-morrow was only one twilight and one dawn away; +her to-morrow would be his, as utterly as was she herself. Dusk came, +and regretfully she told herself that she must be turning back home. +Two rifle shots, sharp and startlingly close, whipped through the quiet +of that lazy afternoon, but they meant nothing to her. She had reached +the height of land, where he had found her the day her roan mare +strayed off while she sat mooning on a log; she was holding out both +arms toward the spot where the valley of Thirty-Mile must lie, when a +team of heavy horses broke around a turn in the road, slowed to a trot +at the sight of her, and came to an abrupt standstill. When the girl +rode nearer to them, merely surprised and curious at first, they +snorted and showed the whites of their eyes and shied back nervously. + +Something chill clutched at Barbara's heart while she spoke +pre-emptorily to Ragtime, who was dancing in sympathetic panic. There +was nothing to tell her, but she knew that these were Big Louie's +horses. And Big Louie was a dreamy incompetent--he had left them for a +moment, that was all, and they had become frightened and bolted. But +Big Louie never neglected his team . . . they were not wet . . . they +had not been running far. And their fright became less when she +dismounted and approached them, soothing them with her voice until they +let her touch their sleek sides, without rearing away. + +Dusk had come and gone, for it was growing dark. Uncertain, more and +more unnerved as she stood and gazed at the forbidding, black-shadowed +ridges beyond her, the girl had to fight suddenly against an impulse to +turn and race back to the lower country and Morrison and home. Even +then the rifle shots meant nothing to her--and pride would not let her +run. She remounted and rode on a rod or two, and stopped to look back +at the team which was watching her; she pressed on and rounded the +curve. Ragtime reared and snorted there, and she barely stifled the +cry which his strange behavior brought to her lips. Because of her +senseless panic she punished him the more severely, and sent him on. +And then she saw what the horse had already seen. + +A blue-shirted figure lay half in the road, half in the undergrowth +that fringed it, one arm crooked under him and his face prone in the +dust; a bulkier mass was stretched wholly within the trail--and she +recognized him, too. Big Louie's face was upturned, and the +explanation of the two rifle reports and the driverless team was here. +For Big Louie's hand still clutched the handle of a canvas pail. They +had stopped to water the horses; they had been shot down from behind. +And first of all, unable to move, while horror parched her lips, the +girl remembered words which the limp one, half in the road and half in +the underbrush, had spoken to her in a moment of sternness. + +"He has fired upon me from cover," the man who loved her had said. "He +has been taking money from a man who was bent on beating me at any +price!" + +Giddiness rose and swayed her, and she beat Ragtime mercilessly for his +fear. Instinct clamored flight, and she forced herself to wait, +panting for that other shot which might leave her, too, lying in the +road. But even in that first frozen moment she began to reason +clearly. Back with the sleek team which welcomed her with questioning +eyes she left Ragtime, for he would stand there, and retraced her way +on foot. She could not do it, she sobbed drily--but she raced to him +and knelt and searched with swift fingers before the words were past +her lips. Her hand found moisture beneath his right shoulder; it was +stained red when she held it up and stared at it. And then she was +closest to fainting. + +"Blood sickens me!" she whimpered aloud. "Blood sickens me!" But she +managed to turn him over upon his back. With brown head against his +heart, she listened--listened and would not believe that her to-morrow +might come too late. And then she caught the slack pound of his pulse. + +From there on she was less panic-stricken; she gained control of +faculties shocked for a time into uselessness. Method marked her +acts--deliberation mechanical but sure. She was horribly afraid of Big +Louie, but she finally disentangled the handle of the pail from those +loose fingers, and ran to the brook which babbled near at hand. +Returning, she drenched Steve's face with icy water; she lifted his +head and propped it, as comfortably as she might, upon one thigh, and +opened his flannel shirt. The ball had passed through, for back and +front the shirt became immediately wetter with fresh blood. Blood +sickened her, but she whipped off the coat of her boyish riding-habit +and wrenched the sleeves from her linen blouse. They were desperately +scant, yet they provided pads with which to check that dreadful oozing. +And when they were in place she turned again to bathing his forehead. + +A folded sheet of paper came to view when she tried once to ease his +heavy body from the position which was numbing her leg, and she seized +upon it fiercely. It was only a brief line, bidding him come to her, +but it bore her name. With instant, bodiless clarity which had marked +all her mental processes so far, its purport was hers. She had not +written--the hand that had traced her signature had been unstrung for +once. She understood, though such knowledge seemed of little moment +now. + +She kept the pads cold and wet; she went for fresh water and stumbled +and fell more than once, because of the treacherous footing in the +deepening shadows. But she was no longer afraid of the dark; she had +grown to fear Big Louie less, even though there was no help for Big +Louie any more. It was the first time that Barbara had looked upon the +face of a man who had died in violence. Big Louie's face was growing +indistinct now, but she knew that he was smiling--knew that his eyes +were dreamy and mild. Death, like Life, had been a quite +incomprehensible puzzle to that slow-witted one who had no name. But +he had smiled seldom in life. In death his smile was almost childish, +almost sweet, and questioning beyond all else. + +Alone with him who still lived, the pallid girl sat and waited and +wondered how long--or how soon--it would be. But she wasn't afraid +now. They were his hills; it was his wilderness. And could any harm +come out of them equal to separation from him? This was only the +beginning of one night of darkness, and Miss Sarah had endured with +patience and bravery through a whole lifetime of days and nights as +black. "Your face was the first . . . it will be the last thing I'll +see, as long as there is sight in my eyes!" had been his words to her. +She waited and she prayed shamelessly for herself--for one more +chance--as Miss Sarah had said women always prayed. But he was looking +at her, when she opened her eyes after a long and incoherent appeal; at +her first word he tried to rise and she had trouble in persuading him +to lie back again. She heard herself scolding, while she rearranged +the bandages so that they would cover both wounds, and he listened, +hot-eyed, without recognizing her. Yet when she bade him wait, until +she could bring the team, he nodded his comprehension; he was watching +for her return. And he came to his feet with a readiness that made her +heart leap with hope; but he fell twice before she lifted him, half +with her hands, half with her voice, to the seat. + +She crawled in beside him, and the next moment she had to struggle +madly to prevent his returning to Big Louie. + +"He will wait quiet until we come for him," she protested. "There +isn't room for Big Louie--and he won't mind----" + +Her logic made an impression upon him, for he smiled. There was no +sequence in his acquiescence, however. + +"I have always been afraid for him," he told her in reply, as +studiously grave as though he had been conscious of what he was saying. +"The others--they can take care of themselves. They are wrong ones +together. But Big Louie is only a child--but he won't mind--he'll +understand----" + +She thought then that he had recognized her; she dared to hope that his +brain was clearing. But when the team went forward, nervously +unmanageable at first, then more decorous as they drew away from him +who would never feed them brown sugar again, the man beside her only +persisted vacantly with his topic. + +"Big Louie never could find his way alone," he mused, "and that is +strange, too, for he was born in these hills. He was always getting +lost----" And with that he must not desert Louie! She had even more +trouble with him this time. "He will lose his head," he expostulated +mildly--his old, unfailing attitude of gentleness toward her. "He will +lose his head and waste his strength in running from things which do +not exist." + +"Big Louie will find his way this time." She was whimpering again in +her helplessness. "He is--already home." + +There she learned that her voice could control him when her arms +availed not at all against even his dead weight. And so she talked as +steadily as she was able while she drove. Once he lurched against her; +when he pulled himself together he was so sanely apologetic of a sudden +that she searched his face with hungry eyes. But he was talking now to +himself. + +"I must not touch her!" he stated firmly. And then, drearily: "I am +sick. . . . I have never been so sick--before." + +With that he subsided, but his silence was far more dreadful than his +wanderings had been; and as fast as she dared she pushed the heavy team +on, with Ragtime following behind like a dog. He slipped back against +her almost immediately, and this time he had not the strength with +which to apologize nor lift himself erect. With his head heavy in the +hollow of her arm, they came at length to the open pasture hills; they +topped the rise and faced the loops on loops of highway that ran down +to Morrison at the river-edge. And so she brought him home. At the +sight of his "city" she sobbed aloud, but he, sunken and slack, was +conscious neither of distance covered nor change of country. He +climbed down from the seat, however, in response to her urgings, when +the team halted before Caleb Hunter's white-columned house--he turned +and started stubbornly back the way they had come. + +She ran after him and clung to his arm. + +"You promised that you would come back to me," she cried up at him. +"Oh, you cannot leave me now!" + +That halted him, momentarily. + +"I must go back to my bridge," he explained, plainly nonplussed. "But +then I'll surely come back to you." + +She pleaded with him--raged at him. + +"I must go back to my bridge," he reiterated gruffly now. + +Her arms went around him in desperation, and then, with one swing, he +had swept her yards away, reeling before his blazing wrath. + +"Take your fingers from my eyes, Harrigan," he gasped in sudden agony. +"I am going to kill you now--and _she_ is looking on!" + +The girl was afraid of him; she dared not try to hold him. She +screamed wildly for help, and screamed again. And he had gone on, and +wavered and crashed over upon his face, when Caleb Hunter and her +father came running heavily across the lawn in answer to her shrieks. + +Between them they lifted him and carried him into the house. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +--AND TO-MORROW, AND TO-MORROW + +They carried him into the house and bore him upstairs, and laid him, +quiet now and almost pulseless, upon the bed. They stood there, +dumfounded, at the bedside, until Miss Sarah, re-entering the room, +coolly ordered them from underfoot and sent them back downstairs. And +at that their unprotesting obedience was of greater assistance than +their hands could have been; but when, after one glance at the girl's +stricken face, she tried the next instant to dismiss Barbara, for once +Miss Sarah's will alone proved insufficient. The girl refused, +point-blank, to go. + +"He half undressed me and put me to bed," Barbara flung back in reply +to the spinster's final objection, "and if that did not shock you, +surely my staying now need not!" + +The refusal itself brought a glint to the older woman's eyes and the +phrasing thereof a flush to her cheeks, but she wasted no more words in +what she knew to be useless argument. And though the girl grew sick +and sicker still while Miss Sarah cut away the sodden shirt and +started, with competent skill, to cleanse the wound, the latter let her +remain and hold a basin of antiseptic and replenish it when necessary. + +Miss Sarah knew what to do; and she worked with unhurried thoroughness. +They had sent for the doctor, and after ages had passed for the girl, +maddeningly cool and unruffled, he arrived. But his first words, too, +were an order that she leave the room, and unable to combat his +professional bleakness, meekly she had to obey. Little and wholly +hopeless she stole downstairs. + +Caleb and her father were confronting each other before the fireplace +when she reached the lower floor, but the queer note of restraint in +their voices meant nothing to her, until she heard her father cry out +in sudden anguish. + +"Cal," he cried, "Cal, you don't think I was a party to this attempt at +murder?" + +Then, at Caleb's reply, which went hurtling back at him, the girl was +crouching, white and still, and clutching at the stair-rail. + +"Party! Attempt! Because you did not pull the trigger are you any the +less guilty?" + +"Do you believe that I would murder the man my girl loves?" Dexter +Allison moaned now. + +Barbara gasped at the deadly anger which crossed Caleb Hunter's face. +Caleb had lifted a hand in righteous accusation. + +"You have dealt in crookedness," he thundered. "You have thrived on +cunning. And, being a law unto yourself in this country, you have gone +unpunished until now. You aided and abetted a vicious and unscrupulous +scoundrel in his villainy; and now you have looked upon the result of +your works. Law has never touched you, sir--reprisal has passed you +by. But, by God, sir, I warn you if that boy dies--if he dies--I shall +see that you meet me at thirty paces the next morning. And I shall not +miss--I shall be your law!" + +They had been friends for close to forty years, yet they were worse +than strangers now. Dexter Allison could not answer; he could not +speak aloud. Caleb's finger had swung toward the door in a gesture +unmistakable. Allison turned, and, ghastly of face, met the eyes of +his daughter. + +"Barbara," he appealed to her, frantically. "Baby----" + +But she shrank, a huddled heap of misery, away from him. + +"You--too?" she whispered. "You!" And then, dully: "And you're my +father!" + +The shoulders beneath the garish plaid rose and fell, pitifully. This, +then, was the moment which he feared. He gulped aloud and hung his +head, and turned his feet toward home. Barbara rose after he had gone +and crept into a chair. + +One after another they tried to persuade the girl to rest. Miriam came +and talked to her, and Caleb; and even Miss Sarah, passing through the +room, stopped to urge her again to go to bed. But she met them all +with the same wordless refusal; she was waiting for him when the +doctor, descending in the morning, tried to combine, diplomatically, +praise for what she had done with disapproval of her obstinacy. + +"My dear child, this insubordination will help no one," he said, "and +it may end in your collapse at just the moment when you are needed +most." + +"Will he live?" was all she would say. "Will he live?" + +And before such hopelessness the doctor could not lie. + +"He is hard hit and very, very weak," he had to admit. "The shock is +great and the tissue damage--unpromising. It is far worse than I +expected, but he is still alive, and most men would have been already +dead. And his vitality is a marvel, even to me." + +He might have comforted her, but with no other statement could he have +told the truth. He failed also in his effort to persuade her to go to +bed; he had breakfast with Caleb, and she refused to eat. And she was +still there in her chair, asking only to be let alone, when Garry +Devereau and Fat Joe arrived. She rose and ran to meet the latter, but +the doctor who knew how many such situations the pudgy riverman had +weathered, summoned him immediately, and Barbara had to wait an hour +before Joe came back downstairs. By the lapels of his coat she clung +to him then. + +"He's mighty sick," reluctantly Joe, too, told the truth. + +"The doctor said that it was worse than he expected," she droned. +"They sent me away, but if he isn't going to live I won't let them keep +me from him!" + +Joe's sympathy was unspoiled by professionalism. + +"Sick is one thing,"--his confidence was almost convincing,--"and dyin' +is another. And---- Shucks! I ain't going to let no book-taught +medico worry me yet! Men get well because they are bound to get well, +or they die because it's their time to die--and he's got too much to +live for now!" + +Her hopeless face made deception impossible, but Joe comforted her, +just the same. He persuaded her to eat with him, and when he found +that his conversation made the waiting easier for her, he waxed quite +garrulous. + +"Why, he's been hurt almost as bad as this, once before," he rambled +on, "but he's still alive, ain't he?" + +The girl's eyes livened at that. + +"Once, down on the island, he mixed in an affair in which most men +would not have meddled. And he got it from behind that time, too, only +it was with a knife." + +"He never told me," murmured the girl. + +"It ain't likely he would," the other stated with finality. "It was +over a woman, and not a particularly pretty story, any way you look at +it." + +Her dark eyes widened. She bit her lip. It came to her how little of +his life she had shared. + +"Oh!" she barely breathed. And again, falteringly: "Oh!" + +From that halting monosyllable Joe judged that something was amiss. +Observation had never been a slow or painful process of concentration +with him. + +"He didn't even know who she was. He'd never even seen her before," +quickly he put her right. "She was just a public dancer, that was all. +But a man--mistreated her--and Steve, he just interfered----" + +Indeed, Joe had found the way to comfort her and still tell the truth, +even though he found it foolishly difficult to swallow food and watch +at the same time the warmth which his words kindled. So for an hour he +lingered at table and told her many things concerning the man she loved +which she would never have learned from his own lips. And it was Joe's +jocularity which in the end subdued her rebel spirit. She yielded at +last and promised to go home and rest, but only after he had promised +first in a fashion which could leave no doubt in her heart, that he +would come for her if things grew worse. + +Before she left him that morning she told Joe of Big Louie, whom she +had had to leave in the road; but he interrupted her before she could +finish. They had already found Big Louie. Then she gave him the note +which she had discovered crushed beneath Steve's body. This Joe +scanned ferociously; he flashed a strange glance at her from bleached +blue eyes. + +"Some one traced your name," he put into words the first thought that +had been hers. "Some one who had your signature to copy." + +She nodded, whitely, in horror. Joe folded the paper and tucked it +into a pocket. + +"We can touch nobody," he averred regretfully, "unless we catch +Harrigan!" + +Caleb himself took Barbara home, and on the way across the lawn she +giggled suddenly at the funny way in which the distance seemed to +increase and then lessen between her eyes and her feet. The ground +persisted in rising to meet her, she said, until she had to cling to +Caleb's arm. And the outer steps proved difficult to negotiate. But +at the sight of her father, sunk in silence Upon his desk in the ground +floor "office," she drew her hand from the crook of Caleb's arm and +went swiftly across to him. + +"Barbara," he beseeched her brokenly, the moment her cheek touched his. +"You mustn't believe that I----" + +She hushed him with gentle fingers laid upon his lips. + +"I have been a very foolish and hysterical child," she said. "I'll try +to behave more like a woman now. And you and Uncle Cal have been +only--absurd!" + +She had to laugh again at the behavior of her feet as she climbed +upstairs; but her head seemed steady enough. It was only after she had +reached her own room that she complained querrulously of the failing +lights. Miriam had to help Cecile undress and put her to bed. + +On the floor below, her father had turned again to his desk, his head +bowed upon his arms. And total breakdown was imminent for Dexter +Allison when a hand touched, awkwardly, his shoulder. He looked up +heavily to meet this time the eyes of Caleb Hunter. Caleb stuttered +furiously at first, for sentimentality shamed him. Then a happy +thought showed the way. + +"Dexter, I secured a few sprigs of very superior mint, yesterday," he +made of it a ceremonial. "Do you think you would--care to join me, +sir?" + +They had been friends for close to forty years, not because of common +tastes, but in spite of innate dissimilarity. Dexter came to his feet; +he reached out and crushed the other man's hand within his soft, white +fingers. Nor was his reply quite according to formula. + +"I don't mind if I do, Cal," he accepted fervidly, "Thank God . . . I +don't mind if I do!" + +Arm in arm, they recrossed to the white-columned house. And they kept +close, each to the other, throughout the hours of suspense that +followed, finding a potent though unconfessed reassurance in such +companionship. + +Delirium came again upon the sick man who lay in the room which Miss +Sarah had always kept waiting for him. Fever strode upon him, while +the girl who had brought him home slept in complete exhaustion. At +times Steve lay quiescent, only muttering fitfully; the next moment he +called crisply for Fat Joe--he feared for his bridge--and Joe had to +exert every iron muscle to hold him down. And always he spoke +Barbara's name, with a poignant gentleness that left Miss Sarah on the +verge of collapse. But he continued to live, through that day and the +next night, even when the doctor shook his head and Fat Joe rose to go +for the girl, as he had promised he would, in the last extremity. He +continued to live, and with the coming of the second dawn suddenly he +was no longer delirious. Stephen O'Mara opened his eyes and gazed +feebly but very understandingly into the eyes of Fat Joe, who was +watching at that moment. + +Joe tried to hush him, but he would talk a little. + +"I know," he pronounced each word with calculated effort. "I have been +very sick, and I must not waste my strength. But I have to be clear, +first, on one point. Have I dreamed it, Joe, or--or did she bring me +home?" + +With his voice alone, when all else seemed failing, Joe had kept his +friend alive. The doctor believed it; Miss Sarah knew it to be so. +And first of all Joe had to voice his thankfulness, for it was an +explosive thing. + +"Didn't I tell her so?" he demanded in his whining tenor. "Didn't I +say so, all along? And I let that doctor worry _me_, just because he's +got a diploma in a frame, hanging on his wall!" + +Then he answered Steve's question. + +"She found you," he said. "She brought you home." + +A long time the sick man lay and pondered. And finally he found it +possible to smile. + +"I have not cared whether I lived or died," he said in little more than +a whisper. "All along I have seemed to know how near I was--to going +across; and I have been near to quitting--at times. For I was happier +than I'd ever dared let myself be, before--and then, with the first +shot that dropped Big Louie, I knew----" He shook his head, still +smiling vaguely. "I have not wanted to live, but I am looking at +things--more like a man now. . . . You need not worry any longer, Joe. +I'll sleep a little while, I think; and then I'll put my mind hard on +getting well, when I awake." + +That marked the end of delirium, and with sleep which came almost while +he was talking, the fever began to abate. He "put his mind on getting +well," when he awoke, twelve hours later. Strength was flowing in a +steady tide back into his body long before Barbara's knees would again +bear her weight. For she had squandered her endurance without counting +the cost, and she paid the full penalty. She lay three days and three +nights railing at her weakness before she could get up at all; and even +then Cecile, her little maid, clucked discreetly at the dark circles +beneath her eyes. + +Joe was several days absent on that errand which had all but emptied +the seething town of men; he returned the same day Barbara was about +again, forced to admit that Harrigan and Fallon and Shayne had won +clear. And there was nothing left to the disgruntled groups which +straggled in behind him, save tall and heated conjecture. Some said +that they must have managed to cross the border; others maintained that +they had found sanctuary in the lumber-camps of the lake country to the +west, but no matter which guess was right the net result stood +unchanged. For it is upon the one who runs away that the blame is +always laid, and Archibald Wickersham knew fully as well as did Caleb +and Allison and Fat Joe that, without Harrigan, they could not hope to +touch him. Harrigan had disappeared from the ken of men, and +Wickersham delayed only until his departure could no longer be +construed as flight. Then one evening modestly he boarded a train. + +After she had rested Barbara proved almost humbly amenable to reason; +until it was best for her to go to him, she would wait as patiently as +she was able. And in the meantime, in a luxury of loneliness, wisely +the girl spent her days out of doors, climbing oftenest to that +hill-top where they had stood together, in the snow, the night of Miss +Sarah's Christmas party. From that point she could see Morrison and +the river basin, and even the steam that jetted ever and again from the +whistles of the engines clattering over his railroad which lanced into +the north. + +But no discordant note of haste could reach her ears from so great a +distance. That whole vast panorama, suggestive least of all of +violence, lay blanketed in a sleepy silence that matched the subdued +security of her mood. + +Miss Sarah ordered a week of unbroken quiet and rest for her patient; +and Steve, and not Barbara, proved the difficult one to manage during +that period. For with returning strength there came to him +recollection of many things which required his attention. He fretted +over his work; he swore humorously at Fat Joe, who, coming to make +daily reports as soon as Miss Sarah realized that the good in such +visits far exceeded the benefits of sleep and solitude, assured his +chief that they had accomplished much, unhampered as they were by +carping authority. + +But he lay and brooded, no humor in his eye, when he was left alone. +Fat Joe had assured him that she had brought him home; but Fat Joe, who +was ever averse to anti-climax, had told him no more than that. His +efforts at entertainment were only the more spontaneous those days +because of the soberness of his friend's face. And then, the same day +that Joe raised him against the pillows so that he might watch a string +of flat-cars, high piled with logs, roll into the yards, they let her +go to him. + +Steve was listening to the shrill salute of the whistle which he knew +was McLean's paen of victory; he was smiling a little wistfully over +the memory which, with McLean, always recurred to him, when he turned +and saw her standing on the threshold. She had come on diffident, +mouse-like feet. She was watching him. And before he believed it +really was she, Barbara faltered his name. + +"Steve!" + +It was only a wisp of a sound--an aching, throbbing bit of tenderness +lighter even than the breath that bore it. + +"Steve!" she breathed again. + +But thereupon, with a headlong little rush that scattered spools of +bandage and rolls of lint, and set the bottles upon his table jingling +dangerously, she flew to him and came, somehow, into his arms. + +They had not told him--at first he could not speak. Dumbly he sat, his +face bowed upon that brown head pillowed in his arms. She had told +herself that she was a woman now--yet her first words were all girl. + +"Tell me just once that I'm pretty," she quavered. "Say that I am +still--half boy--to you!" + +His tongue unsteadied with joy, he told her again, as he had told her +on that other day; and watching the old, old wonder of her grow in his +eyes, she listened as though she were taking the words, one by one, +from his lips. But there was nothing boyish in the crooked little arch +of her mouth--nothing boyish in the depths of her dark and brimming +eyes. She remembered his wincing shoulder then; her arms crept higher +about his neck. And now her face was uplifted and there was no more +need for words. + +Afterward, when they spoke of Big Louie, she loved him more for the +sorrow which he did not try to hide. From Fat Joe he had already +learned of Big Louie's last dereliction. Out of a deeper silence, +Steve spoke gravely--an epitaph for the man to whom he had been +unfailingly kind. + +"Most any kind of a failure can live," he said, "but it takes a man--to +smile and die." + + +He let himself marvel aloud at her littleness. + +Their first hour together was only the happier for that moment of +sadness they shared. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +IN REAL LIFE TOO + +There was no longer any objection raised by Miss Sarah; and Barbara +spent every hour of her days with him. It grew warmer with aging +spring--and almost immediately he was able to sit with her and watch +the stream of logs coming in over the line from Thirty-Mile and beyond. + +Miriam and Garry were married in that week which followed directly +Steve's first days of convalescence. The former had returned with +Garry to the northern valley, and already a note had come from her to +the younger girl, in which she bewailed the servant question, as +represented by the cook-boy whom her husband had inherited, along with +the cabin at headquarters. + +Over that particular paragraph Barbara allowed herself to show +amusement. She tilted her nose, however, in vast disdain at the tenor +of the rest of the letter. + +"From the way Miriam raves on and on," she exclaimed, "one would think +that Garry had saved the day." + +They were at the window together on this occasion, Steve outwardly +still a little pale and haggard, but for the rest his old serene self +again. He managed not to smile at her small and serious face. + +"It certainly has not strengthened my vanity a little bit, either," +said he, "to learn how smoothly things can move along without me." + +Day by day the girl was finding her way deeper into that innermost +heart of him which he had never shared with other woman or man. Hour +by hour she was learning to know him better, and yet his whimsical +gravity still could deceive her--she was sometimes thoughts behind his +thoughts. Hard upon his reply her eyes flashed with indignation. + +"Pooh!" she scoffed, "Pooh! Most any old clock will run, after +somebody's wound it up!" + +It was a trick of speech that she had learned from him, but his +employment of parallel, lazily amiable for the most part, had never +been so hotly partisan as was hers at that moment. And suddenly +self-conscious--suddenly confused and warmly disconcerted at the +quality of his gaze--she had to hide her head. But she hid it upon a +shoulder most conveniently at hand. + +Spring gave way to early summer--and now Steve was able to be on his +feet again, so absurdly uncertain of balance at first, however, that +she ridiculed him unmercifully one moment, only to rush to him in a +panic of solicitude the next. There came long walks, and longer trips +in the saddle; came hours of silence that were the more wonderful for +want of words--hours in which, in a hushed voice, she gave him shyly of +her plans. But always, too, the interruptions grew more and more +frequent and insistent. Fat Joe and McLean, and even Hardwick Elliott, +made more and more pressing demands upon his time, until finally he +insisted that he could no longer play, shamelessly, the invalid. He +must look in upon the works up-river, if only for the moral effect +which it would have upon the men. She assented, grudgingly; it would +be but a day or two. And then--then he would come back to her. + +The next morning, at the moment when Barbara and Steve were mounting +their horses, for she wanted to ride with him a little way, Dexter +Allison chose to disclose something which had been but lately in the +process of preparation. He joined them at the edge of the lawn, before +the white-columned house on the hill. + +"Easing back into harness, I understand," he began, not quite +comfortably, however, for he was aware of a gleam of disapproval in his +daughter's eyes, at this interruption. "Well, there's no great rush, +but it's wise, no doubt, to see that things don't lag." He hesitated, +and shifted heavily to the other foot. "We'll want to start through to +the border by fall, I suppose?" + +"We'll be ready," Steve had to laugh at his lack of ease. + +"No doubt--no doubt!" Again Dexter hesitated, momentarily. And then +there came to the surface that proneness to accept men for what they +were, in a man's world, which had long before convinced Caleb Hunter of +Allison's inherent bigness. + +"Elliott resigned the Presidency of the East Coast Company last night." +The statement was brief to actual crispness. "I merely tell you this +so that you can begin to lay tentative plans accordingly. Because, in +view of the immediate need of filling that vacancy, I feel sure that +there will be too many demands upon your time, here at the Morrison +office, for you to plan on much field work for yourself in the future." + +To Barbara, at the beginning, the speech seemed merely another of her +father's rather involved, entirely labored attempts at the facetious. +But when she saw the blood steal up and stain Stephen O'Mara's face, +she realized that it was the very sort of a suggestion from which, on +her lips, he had turned roughly away. Coming from the lips of her +father, Steve accepted gravely, with a matching briefness that could +not hide a surge of triumph. A month before Barbara would have been +unable to understand why there was any difference, simply because the +suggestion came from another. Now, when it could no longer make or mar +her happiness, she understood very well indeed. + +She rode with him that day until he told her that it was time for her +to turn back. With Ragtime standing quiet, she laid her face against +his, and complained that he had promised her she should never be +allowed to go more than arms' length away from him, once she was his. + +"This is the last time," he told her, in a voice vibrant and low. +"This is the last time--for you and me." + +He held her closer for a moment. + +"You will be ready when I come back?" + +She bobbed her head. + +"Ready--and waiting," she said. + +She sat and put up a hand to him, wistfully disconsolate, before he +disappeared beyond a twist in the trail. + + * * * * * * + +The next night, in the cabin up-river, after Miriam had left them alone +to what she termed their complacent silence, Garry Devereau and Steve +sat a long while before the former raised a face alight with his rare +mirth. + +"Remember Joe's one proposed journey into the realms of romance?" he +asked suddenly. + +Openly Steve grinned, and nodded. + +"Remember how Joe threatened to close the last chapter?" + +Steve nodded again. + +"Well, here we are!" chuckled Garry. "I, poor but honest, already in +the toils of matrimony; and you, a plutocrat in sudden danger of a +government investigation, I'm told, and hovering on the brink!" + +"Here we are!" echoed Steve. + +And that was as close as either of them came to outspoken emotion. +With a lightness somewhat self-conscious, Garry had alluded to the +property which Caleb Hunter had turned over to Steve. There was a +trace of like humor in the latter's reply. + +"I certainly am oppressed with the cares of sudden wealth," said he. + +They were silent again, and then they heard lifted at a distance a thin +and reedy tenor. Joe was still humming his inevitable ballad, when he +entered and closed the door behind him, with an alarming flourish. + +"Evenin', folks," he saluted, but he did not seek a chair. + +Before then they had seen him primed for a sensation; never until that +moment had he failed to aggravate their curiosity. He circled the room +but once, before he confronted them in a fashion that would have been +challenging, had it not been for his fiery face. + +"Well, you may as well congratulate me," he invited, "and have done +with it. Because the suspense is over for me!" + +Both men straightened in their chairs; both understood instantly. But +Garry was the quicker in speech. + +"Not Cecile?" he inquired, in feigned consternation. + +"Why not?" Joe was quickly belligerent. + +"Oh, dear!" mourned Garry. "Oh, dear! I wish you had consulted me--or +some other married man first. Compatibility and common tastes, you +know, Joe, and all that sort of thing. She's a little Parisienne, and +you--well, you're only a riverman, like me!" + +Joe condescended to draw up a chair. And his verbal condescension was +large. + +"Sometimes you're fair," he spoke with scornful superiority, "and +sometimes you are so amateurish you make me homesick for Steve to come +back." + + * * * * * * + +She was waiting for him at the twist in the road. She was ready, two +days later, as she had promised to be. + +Only her father and Miss Sarah and Caleb were present when they were +married. And then, and not alone because she knew he wished it, but +because it was the dearest wish of her own heart, they turned their +faces towards the cabin on the balsam knoll. + +That day was theirs alone to be shared with no other living thing, save +the lesser brethren of the wilderness. Noon found them far north of +the foothills, deep in the hushed and higher ridges; twilight had come +and gone and the first of the stars were already blurred points of +light in the riffles, when they raised the river ahead. And there he +checked his horse, to point out the cabin, white-streaked with clay +chinking against a wall of green--he dismounted and lifted her to the +ground, for suddenly she wanted to go the rest of the way on foot. + +She let her weight lie against him, the top of her head scarce higher +than his chin, and sighed a little. + +"Tired?" he asked with that gentleness he saved for her alone. + +The bright head shook. + +"Happy?" he asked again, as gently. + +She swung around and clung to him then. + +"I'm so happy!" she whispered. "Do you suppose that anyone will ever +be as happy again?" + +There was ineffable content in her question. Whimsically her own +phrase rose to his lips. + +"Maybe," he said, "maybe sometime--in books!" + +She lifted her face then. He had the dusky glory of her eyes. + +"Maybe," she echoed, her voice tremulous,--"sometime. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Then I'll Come Back to You</p> +<p>Author: Larry Evans</p> +<p>Release Date: July 22, 2006 [eBook #18894]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU***</p> +<br><br><center><h3>E-text prepared by Al Haines</h3></center><br><br> +<hr class="full" noshade> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<A NAME="img-front"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG SRC="images/img-front.jpg" ALT=""I Ain't Never Seen Nothin'," He Stated Patiently. "Ain't Never Seen More'n Three Houses in a Clearin' Before. I Ain't +Never Been Outen the Timber—Till To-Day. But I Aim to See More +Now—Before I Get Done."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="584" HEIGHT="482"> +<H3> +[Frontispiece: "I Ain't Never Seen Nothin'," He Stated Patiently. <BR> +"I Ain't Never Seen More'n Three Houses in a Clearin' Before. <BR> +I Ain't Never Been Outen the Timber—Till To-Day. <BR> +But I Aim to See More Now—Before I Get Done."] +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BY +</H3> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +LARRY EVANS +</H2> + +<BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +AUTHOR OF +<BR> +ONCE TO EVERY MAN +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +ILLUSTRATED BY +<BR> +WILL STEVENS +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +NEW YORK +<BR> +GROSSET & DUNLAP +<BR> +PUBLISHERS +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +Copyright, 1915, by +<BR> +THE H. K. FLY COMPANY. +<BR><BR> +Copyright, 1915, by +<BR> +THE METROPOLITAN MAGAZINE COMPANY. +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +To the Memory of +<BR> +My Mother +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +CONTENTS. +</H2> + +<BR> + +<CENTER> + +<TABLE WIDTH="80%"> +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">Chapter</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> </TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">I. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap01">I DON'T MIND IF I DO!</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">II. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap02">THE LOGICAL CUSTODIAN</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">III. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap03">THREE QUARTERS AND SIX EIGHTHS</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">IV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap04">I'LL TELL HER YOU'RE A BAPTIST</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">V. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap05">THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap06">MY MAN O'MARA</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap07">HARRIGAN, THAT'S ME!</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">VIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap08">GREETINGS, SIR GALLAHAD!</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">IX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap09">A MATTER OF ORNITHOLOGY</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">X. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap10">NOT A CHANCE IN THE WORLD</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap11">I NEVER DID LIKE TO BE BEATEN</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap12">THAT WOODS-RAT</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap13">THIS LITERARY THING</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap14">A GIRL LIKE HER</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap15">LAW AND LUMBER</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap16">ACCIDENTS WILL HAPPEN</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap17">HONEY!</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XVIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap18">I'M TELLING YOU GOOD-BYE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XIX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap19">SOME LETTERS AND A REPLY</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XX. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap20">BLUE FLANNEL AND CORDUROY</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXI. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap21">SETTING THE STAGE</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap22">IT HAPPENS IN BOOKS</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXIII. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap23">TO-MORROW—</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXIV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap24">—AND TO-MORROW, AND TO-MORROW</A></TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="right" VALIGN="top">XXV. </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap25">IN REAL LIFE TOO</A></TD> +</TR> + +</TABLE> + +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +ILLUSTRATIONS +</H2> + +<BR> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-front"> +"I Ain't Never Seen Nothin'," He Stated Patiently. "I Ain't Never Seen +More'n Three Houses in a Clearin' Before. I Ain't Never Been Outen the +Timber—Till To-Day. But I Aim to See More Now—Before I Get +Done." . . . . . . <I>Frontispiece</I> +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-056"> +"I've Always Had to Wait a Long Time for Everything I've Wanted," the +Boy Answered, "But I Always Get It, Just the Same, if I Only Want it +Hard Enough." +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-124"> +"Blessings, My Children," He Called to the Two in the Shadow. "My +Felicitations! and E'en though I know Not Your Identity, Still I May +Sense Your Fond Confusion." +</A> +</H3> + +<H3> +<A HREF="#img-260"> +"Oh, I Can't Tell You How Glad I Am to See You So—So Well!" +</A> +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER I +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +I DON'T MIND IF I DO! +</H3> + +<P> +That year no rain had fallen for a score of days in the hill country. +The valley road that wound upward and still upward from the town of +Morrison ran a ribbon of puffy yellow dust between sun-baked, +brown-sodded dunes; ran north and north, a tortuous series of loops on +loops, to lose itself at last in the cooler promise of the first +bulwark of the mountains. They looked cooler, the distant wooded +hills; for all the shimmering heat waves that danced and eddied in the +gaps and glanced, shaft-like, from the brittle needles of the pines +which sentineled the ridges, they hinted at depths to which the sun's +rays could not penetrate; they hinted at chasms padded with moss, +shadowed and dim beneath chapel arches of spruce and hemlock, even +chilly with the spray of spring-fed brooks that brawled in miniature +rocky canyons. And they made the gasping heat of the valley a little +more unendurable by very contrast. +</P> + +<P> +Since early afternoon Caleb Hunter had been sitting almost immobile in +the shade of the trellis which flanked the deep verandas of his huge +white, thick-pillared house on the hill above the river. It was +reminiscent of another locality—the old Hunter place on the valley +road. When Caleb Hunter's father had come north, back when his loyalty +to a flag and his pity for a gaunt and lonely figure in the White House +had been stronger than bonds of blood, he had left its counterpart down +on the Tennessee. Afterward, with one empty sleeve pinned across his +breast, he had directed with the other hand the placing of the columns. +And finally, when he had had to leave this home in turn, along with its +high, white painted walls and glossy green shutters, he had passed down +to his son his inborn love of the warmth, his innocent delight in +indolence—and an unsurpassed judgment of mint. The mint bed still lay +where he had located it, to the west of the house, moist and fragrant +in the shadow. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb Hunter had been drowsing contentedly since early afternoon, his +chin on his chest and the bowl of his pipe drooping down over his +comfortably bulging, unbuttoned waistcoat. The lazy day was in his +blood and even the whine of the sawmills on the river-bank, a mile or +more to the south, tempered as it was by the distance to the drone of a +surly bumble-bee, still vaguely annoyed him. Tiny dots of men in +flannel shirts of brilliant hue, flashing from time to time out across +the log-choked space between the booms, caught his eye whenever he +lifted his head, during the passage of a green-sprayed glass from the +veranda rail to his lips, and almost reminded him of the unnatural +altitude of the mercury. He, without being analytical about it, would +have preferred it without the industry and the noise, even softened as +both were by the distance. +</P> + +<P> +Morrison had changed since Caleb Hunter's father topped with the +white-columned house that hill above the river. In those days it had +been little more than a sleepy, if conservatively prosperous and +self-sufficient, community, without industry of any sort, or, it might +be added, ambition or seeming need of one. The Basin where the river +widened and ran currentless a mile or two from bank to bank, in Caleb's +father's time for weeks and weeks on end often had showed no more signs +of activity than a dawdling fisherman or two who angled now and then +and smoked incessantly. And now even the low-lying foothills in which +the elder Hunter had tried to see from homesick eyes a resemblance to +the outguard of his own Cumberlands were no longer given over to +pasturage. They had taken on an entirely different aspect. +</P> + +<P> +The northern streets of the town were still dotted with the homes of +those families who had been content with just the shade and the silence +and the sheen of the river, and an ample though inaugmented income. +But the outside world, ignoring the lack of an invitation too long in +the coming, had in the last year or so grown in to meet it more than +half way. From the Hunter verandas a half-dozen red-roofed, +brown-shingled bungalows, half camps and half castles, were visible +across the land stretches where the cattle had grazed before. And just +beyond Caleb Hunter's own high box hedge, Dexter Allison's enormous +stucco and timber "summer lodge" sprawled amid a round dozen acres of +green lawn and landscape gardening, its front to the river. +</P> + +<P> +To Dexter Allison's blame or credit—the nature of the verdict +depending entirely upon whether it was rendered by the older or the +newer generation—was laid the transformation of Morrison, the town +proper. Caleb Hunter had known Allison at college, where the latter +had been prominent both because of the brilliance of his wardrobe and +the reputed size of his father's steadily accumulating resources. +Since that time seven-figure fortunes such as the younger Allison had +inherited, had become too general to be any longer spectacular. But +Dexter Allison's garments had always retained their insistent note. +Hunter himself had sold Allison the ground upon which the stucco house +stood; he had heartily agreed that it was an ideal spot for a loafing +place—and the fishing was good, too! Now whenever Caleb thought of +those first conferences which had preceded the sale, and recalled +Allison's accentuation of the natural beauties of the spot, Caleb +allowed himself to smile. +</P> + +<P> +The fishing was still far above reproach, a little further back +country—and Dexter Allison owned the sawmills that droned in the +valley. His men drove his timber down from the hills in the north; his +men piled the yellow planks upon his flat cars which ran in over his +spur line that had crept up from the south. His hundreds and hundreds +of rivermen already trod the sawdust-padded streets of the newer +Morrison that had sprung into being beyond the bend; they swarmed in on +the drives, a hard-faced, hard-shouldered horde, picturesque, +proficient and profane. They brought with them color and care-free +prodigality and a capacity for abandonment to pleasure that ran the +whole gamut of emotions, from raucous-roared chanties to sudden, swift +encounters which were as silent as they were deadly. And they spent +their money without stopping to count it. +</P> + +<P> +The younger generation of the older Morrison was quick to point out the +virtues of this vice. And after a time, when the older generation +found that the rivermen preferred their own section of the town, +ignoring as though they had never existed the staid and sleepy +residential streets above, they heaved a sigh of partial relief and +tried to forget their proximity. +</P> + +<P> +Little more than a year had been required for that transformation. The +boards of some of the newer shacks down river were still damp with +pitch. And twice during that period Dexter Allison had come into the +hills to take up a transitory abode in the stucco house which had been +quite six months in the building:—once, two years before, when he had +disappeared into the mountains upon a prolonged fishing trip, to return +fishless but with an astonishing mass of pencilled data and contour +maps; and the second time for an even longer stay, a year ago when the +mill was being erected. +</P> + +<P> +Since then the stucco and timber place had been closed, with no one but +a doddering old caretaker and a gardener or two about the premises, +until early that last hot August week. On Monday Caleb Hunter had +noticed that the blinds had been thrown open to the air; on Wednesday, +from his point of vantage upon the porch, he had watched a rather +astounding load of trunks careen in at the driveway, piloted by a mill +teamster who had for two seasons held the record for a double-team load +of logs and was making the most of that opportunity to prove his skill. +And the next morning the tumult raised by a group of children racing +over the shorn lawns had awakened him; he had descended to be hailed by +Dexter Allison's own booming bass from behind the intervening high box +hedge. +</P> + +<P> +It was the hottest day of the hottest fortnight that the hill country +had known in years. The very temperature gave color to Allison's +statement that the heat had driven them north from the shore—him and +his wife and Barbara, their daughter of ten, and the half-dozen or more +guests whose trunks, coming on the next day, made an even more imposing +sight than had Allison's own. And yet as he sat there in the shadow, +methodically pulling upon his pipe, Caleb Hunter smiled from time to +time, reminiscently. He last of all would have been the one to admit +that the owner of the big stucco place and the mills, and—yes, of the +newer Morrison itself—had not given a good account of the talents and +tens of talents which had been passed down to him. But the use of so +much evasion, where no evasion at all seemed necessary, rather puzzled +as well as amused Caleb; and yet, after all, this merely branded him as +old-fashioned, so far as the newer business methods were concerned +which were crowding into Morrison. Allison's way of going about a +thing made him think of the old valley road that wound north in its +series of loops on loops; and yet, reflecting upon that parallel, he +had to admit to himself, too, that the road achieved final heights +which, in a straightaway route across country would have necessitated +more than a few wearisome and heart-breaking grades. +</P> + +<P> +The comparison pleased Caleb. He was nodding his head over it as he +buried his nose in the mint-sprayed glass again, when a haze of dust to +the north caught his vagrant attention. Quite apparently it was raised +by a foot-traveler, and the latter were not frequent upon that road, +especially foot-travelers who came from that direction. Trivial as it +was, it piqued his interest, and he lay back and followed it from +lazily half-closed eyes. It topped a rise and disappeared—the dust +cloud—and reappeared in turn, but not until it had advanced to within +a scant hundred yards of him could he make out the figure which raised +it. And then, after one sharp glance, with a quick intake of breath, +he rose and went a trifle hastily out across his own lawn toward the +iron picket fence that bordered the roadside. He went almost hurriedly +to intercept the boy who came marching over the brow of the last low +hill. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb Hunter, particularly in the last year or so, had seen many a +strange and brilliant costume pass along that wilderness highway, but +as he hung over the front gate he remembered that none of them had ever +before drawn him from his deep chair in the shadow. For him none of +them had ever approached in sensationalism the quite unbelievable garb +of the boy who came steadily on and on—who came steadily nearer and +nearer. +</P> + +<P> +With a little closer view of him the watching man understood the reason +for the dense cloud of dust above the lone pedestrian. For when the +boy raised his feet with each stride, the man-sized, hob-nailed boots +which encased them failed to lift in turn. Indeed, the toes did clear +the ground, but the heels, slipping away from the lean ankles, dragged +in the follow-through. And the boy's other garments, save for his +flannel shirt and flapping felt hat, were of a size in keeping with the +boots. +</P> + +<P> +His trousers had once been white cotton drill, but the whiteness had +long before given up the unequal struggle against grime and grease and +subsided to a less conspicuous, less perishable grey. They had been +cut off just below the knees and, unhemmed, hung flapping with every +step he took above a stretch of white-socked, spindly shanks. But it +was the coat he wore which held Caleb spellbound. It was of a style +popularly known as a swallowtail, faced with satin as to lapels and +once gracefully rounded to a long, bisected skirt in the rear. The +satin facings were gone and the original color of the fabric, too, had +faded to a shiny, bottle-green. But the long skirts—at least all that +was left of them—still flapped bravely, as did the trousers. For +they, like the nether garments, had been cut off, with more regard for +haste than accuracy, so that the back of the coat cleared the ground by +a good foot and a half. The sleeves, rolled back from two slender, +browned wrists, were cuffed with a six-inch stretch of striped, soiled +lining. +</P> + +<P> +For a time Caleb had been at a loss to make out the object which the +boy carried upon one shoulder, balanced above a blanket tight-rolled +and tied with string. Not until the grotesque little figure was within +a dozen paces of him did he recognize it, and then, at the same moment +that he caught a glimpse of an old and rusted revolver strapped to the +boy's narrow waist, he realized what it was. The boy was toting a +double-springed steel trap, big enough it seemed to take all four feet +of any bear that ever walked—and it was beautifully dull with oil! +</P> + +<P> +Caleb stood and stared, mouth agape. A moment or two earlier he had +had to fight off an almost uncontrollable desire to roar with laughter, +but that mood had passed somehow as the boy came nearer. For the +latter was not even aware of his presence there behind the iron fence; +he was walking with his head up, thin face thrust forward like that of +a young and overly eager setter with the bird in plain sight. The +world of hunger in that strained and staring visage helped Caleb to +master his mirth, and when, at a tentative cough from him, the small +figure halted dead in his tracks and wheeled, even the vestige of a +smile left the wide-waisted watcher's lips. Then Caleb had his first +full view of the boy's features. +</P> + +<P> +There were wide, deep shadows beneath the grey eyes, doubly noticeable +because of the heavy fringe of the lashes that swept above them; there +was a pallid, bluish circle around the thin and tight-set lips. And +the lean cheeks were very, very pale, both with the heat of the sun and +a fatigue now close to exhaustion. But the eyes themselves, as they +met Caleb's, were alight with a fire which afterward, when he had had +more time to ponder it, made him remember the pictured eyes of the +children of the Crusades. They fairly burned into his own, and they +checked the first half-jocular words of greeting which had been +trembling upon his lips. His voice was only grave and kindly when he +began to speak. +</P> + +<P> +"You—you look a trifle tired, young man," he said then. "Are +you—going far?" +</P> + +<P> +The boy touched his lips delicately with the point of his tongue. His +gravity more than matched that of his questioner. +</P> + +<P> +"Air—air thet the—city?" +</P> + +<P> +The words were soft of accent and a little drawling; there was an +accompanying gesture of one thumb thrown backward over a thin shoulder. +But Caleb had to smile a little at the breathless note in the query. +</P> + +<P> +"The city?" he echoed, a little puzzled. "The city! Well, now—I——" +and he chuckled a bit. +</P> + +<P> +The boy caught him up swiftly, almost sharply. +</P> + +<P> +"Thet's—ain't thet Morrison?" he demanded. +</P> + +<P> +And then Caleb had a glimmer of comprehension. He nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," he answered quietly. "That's the city. That's Morrison down +there." +</P> + +<P> +The shoulders of the ancient coat lifted and fell with a visible sigh +as the strange little figure turned again, head keenly forward, to gaze +hungrily down at the town in the valley. And Caleb translated that +long-drawn breath correctly; without stopping to reason it out, he knew +that it meant fulfillment of a dream most marvelous in anticipation, +but even more wonderful in its coming true. Words would have failed +where that single breath sufficed. The man remained quiet until the +boy finally turned back to him, eased the heavy trap to his other +shoulder and wet his lips once more. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought it war," he murmured, and a thread of awe wove through the +words. "I thought it est nachelly <I>hed</I> to be! Haow—haow many houses +would you reckon they might be daown—daown in thet there holler?" +</P> + +<P> +The owner of the white-columned house gave the question its meed of +reflection. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I—I'd say quite a few hundred, at least." +</P> + +<P> +The odd little figure bobbed his head. +</P> + +<P> +"Thet's what Old Tom always sed," he muttered, more to himself than to +his hearer. "An'—an' I guess I ain't never rightly believed him till +naow." And then: "Is—is New Yor-rk any bigger?" he asked. +</P> + +<P> +The man at the picket fence smiled again, but the smile was without +offense. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, yes," he answered. "Yes, considerably bigger, I should judge. +Twice as large, at least, and maybe more than that." +</P> + +<P> +The boy did not answer. He just faced about to stare once more. And +then the miracle came to pass. Around a far bend in Dexter Allison's +single spur track there came careening an ashmatic switch engine with a +half-dozen empty flats in tow. With a brave puffing and blowing of +leaky cylinder heads, it rattled across an open space between piles of +timber in the mill-yard and disappeared with a shrill toot of warning +for unseen workmen upon the tracks ahead. The boy froze to +granite-like immobility as it flashed into view. Long after it had +passed from sight he stood like a bit of a fantastic figure cut from +stone. Then a tremor shook him from head to foot, and when it came +slowly about Caleb saw that his small face was even whiter than it had +been before beneath its coat of tan and powdery dust. +</P> + +<P> +He swallowed hard, and tried to speak—and had to swallow again before +the words would come. +</P> + +<P> +"Gawd—I—may—die!" ho broke out falteringly then. "There goes a +injine! A steam injine—wan't it?" +</P> + +<P> +Long afterward, when he had realized that the boy's life was to bring +again and again a repetition of that sublime moment of realization—a +moment of fulfillment unspoiled by surfeit or sophistication or a +blunted capacity to marvel, which Caleb had seen grow old and stale +even in the children he knew, he wondered and wished that he might have +known it himself, once at least. Years of waiting, starved years of +anticipation, he felt after all must have been a very little price to +pay for that great, blinding, gasping moment. But at the time, amazed +at the boy's white face, amazed at the hushed fervor in the words he +forgot,—he spoke before he thought. +</P> + +<P> +"But haven't you ever seen an engine before?" he exclaimed. +</P> + +<P> +As soon as the question had left his lips he would have given much to +have had it back again; but at that it failed to have the effect which +he feared too late to check. Instead of coloring with hurt and shame, +instead of subterfuge or evasion, the boy simply lifted his eyes +levelly to Caleb's face. +</P> + +<P> +"I ain't never seed nuthin'," he stated patiently. "I ain't never seed +more'n three houses together in a clearin' before. I—I ain't never +been outen the timber—till today. But I aim to see more, naow—before +I git done!" +</P> + +<P> +The man experienced a peculiar sensation. The boy's low, passionlessly +vehement statement somehow made him feel that it wasn't a boy to whom +he was talking, but a little and grave old man. And suddenly the +desire seized him to hear more of that low, direct voice; the impulse +came to him and Caleb, whose whole life had been as free from erratic +snap-judgments as his broad face was of craft, found joy in acting upon +it forthwith, before it had time to cool. +</P> + +<P> +"The view is excellent from my veranda," he waved a hand behind him. +"And—you look a little warm and tired. If your business is not of too +pressing a nature—have you——" he broke off, amazed at his helpless +formality in the matter—"have you come far?" +</P> + +<P> +And he wondered immediately how the boy would receive that suggestion +that he hesitate, there with the "city" in front of him, a fairy-tale +to be explored. And again he was allowed to catch a glimpse of age-old +spirit—a glimpse of a man-sized self-discipline—beneath the childish +exterior. +</P> + +<P> +The boy hesitated a moment, but it was his uncertainty as to just what +Caleb's invitation had offered, and not the lure of the town which made +him pause. He took one step forward. +</P> + +<P> +"I been comin' since last Friday," he explained. "I been comin' daown +river for three days naow—and I been comin' fast!" +</P> + +<P> +Again that measuring, level glance. +</P> + +<P> +"An' I ain't got no business—yit," he went on. "Thet's what I aim to +locate, after I've hed a chance to look around a trifle. But I am +tired a little, an' so if you mean thet you're askin' me to stop for a +minit—if you mean thet you're askin' me that—why, then … then, I +guess I don't mind if I do!" +</P> + +<P> +"That's what I mean," said Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +And the little figure preceded him across his soft, cropped lawn. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER II +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THE LOGICAL CUSTODIAN +</H3> + + +<P> +Caleb Hunter had never married, and even now, at the age of forty and +odd, in particularly mellow moments he was liable to confess that, +while matrimony no doubt offered a far wider field for both general +excitement and variety, as far as he himself was concerned, he felt +that his bachelor condition had points of excellence too obvious to be +treated with contumely. Perhaps the fact that Sarah Hunter, four years +his senior, had kept so well oiled the cogs of the domestic machinery +of the white place on the hill that their churnings had never been +evidenced may have been in part an answer to his contentment. +</P> + +<P> +For Sarah Hunter, too, had never married. To the townspeople who had +never dared to try to storm the wall of her apparent frigidity, or been +able quite to understand her aloof austerity, she was little more than +a weekly occurence as dependable as the rising and setting of the sun +itself. Every Sunday morning a rare vision of stately dignity for all +her tininess, assisted by Caleb, she descended from the Hunter equipage +to enter the portals of the Morrison Baptist church. After the service +she reappeared and, having complimented the minister upon the sagacity +of his discourse, again assisted by Caleb, she mounted to the rear seat +of the surrey and rolled back up the hill. +</P> + +<P> +That was as much as the townspeople ever saw of "Cal Hunter's maiden +sister" unless there happened to be a prolonged siege of sickness in +the village or a worse accident than usual. Then she came and camped +on the scene until the crisis was over, soft-voiced, soft-fingered and +serenely sure of herself. Sarah had never married, and even though she +had in the long interval which, year by year, had brought to Caleb a +more placid rotundity grown slender and slenderer still, and +flat-chested and sharp-angled in face and figure, Caleb knew that +underneath it all there had been no shrinkage in her soul—knew that +there were no bleak expanses in her heart, or edges to her pity. +</P> + +<P> +They often joked each other about their state of single blessedness, +did Caleb and his sister. Often, hard upon his easy boast of +satisfaction with things as they were, she would quote the fable of the +fox and the high-hanging grapes, only to be taunted a moment later with +her own celibacy. But the taunt and the fable had long been stingless. +For Sarah Hunter knew that one end of Caleb's heavy gold watch chain +still carried a bit of a gold coin, worn smooth and thin from years of +handling; she knew that the single word across its back, even though it +had long ago been effaced so far as other eyes were concerned, was +still there for him to see. And Caleb, rummaging one day for some lost +article or other, in a pigeonhole in Sarah's desk in which he had no +license to look, had come across a picture of a tall and black-haired +lad, brave in white trousers and an amazing waistcoat. Caleb +remembered having been told that he had died for another with that same +smile which the picture had preserved—the tall and jaunty youngster. +And so their comprehension was mutual. They understood, did Caleb and +his sister. +</P> + +<P> +But sure as he was of Sarah's fundamental kindness, Caleb experienced a +twinge of guilty uncertainty that August afternoon as he closed the +iron gate behind the grotesque little figure which had already started +across his lawn. For the moment he had forgotten that the sun was low +in the west; he had overlooked the fact that it was customary for the +Hunter establishment to sup early during the warm summer months. But +when he turned to find Sarah watching, stiff and uncompromising, from +the doorway, he remembered with painful certainty her attitude toward +his propensity to pick up any stray that might catch him in a moment of +too pronounced mellowness—stray human or feline or lost yellow dog. +</P> + +<P> +Sarah's gaze, however, was not for her brother at that moment. Her +eyes were fixed unswervingly upon the figure in the once-white drill +trousers and bobbed swallow-tail coat and shuffling boots. She was +staring from wide and, Caleb noted, rather horror-stricken eyes at the +huge steel trap above the blanket pack. But the boy who must have +received her glance full in his face had not faltered a step in his +advance. He went forward until he stood at the foot of the low steps +which mounted to the veranda; and there he stopped, looking up at her, +and removed his battered hat. Caleb ranged awkwardly up alongside him +and looked up at her in turn. He, searching desperately for a neat and +cleverly casual opening speech, could not know that beneath her +forbidding manner a peal of soft laughter was struggling for utterance; +could not know that, at that moment, she was telling herself that, of +the two, Caleb was far the younger. +</P> + +<P> +At last he cleared his throat, oratorically, and then she promptly +interrupted him. +</P> + +<P> +"Supper is served, Cal," she drawled in her gentle, almost lisping +voice. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb received the statement as if it were an astounding bit of +hitherto undreamed-of news. +</P> + +<P> +"Comin', Sarah!" he chirped briskly. "Comin' this blessed minute!" +</P> + +<P> +And then, with an attempt at disingenuousness: +</P> + +<P> +"I—I've a friend here, Sarah, whom I'd like to—er—present to you! +This is my sister, Miss Hunter," he announced to the silent boy, "and +this young man, Sarah, this young man is—er—ah—Mr.——" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm Steve," said the boy, mildly. "I'm just Stephen O'Mara!" +</P> + +<P> +"Certainly!" gasped Caleb. "Quite so—quite so! Sarah, this is just +Steve." +</P> + +<P> +The frail little woman with her quaint dignity of another decade failed +to move; she did not unbend so much as the fraction of an inch. But +hard upon the heels of Caleb's last words the boy went forward +unhesitatingly. Hat in the hand that balanced his big steel trap, he +stopped in front of her and offered one brown paw. +</P> + +<P> +"Haow dye do, Miss Hunter," he saluted her, gravely. And with a slow +smile that discovered for her a row of white and even teeth: "Haow dye +do? I—I reckon you're the first—dressed-up lady I ever did git to +know!" +</P> + +<P> +The calm statement took what little breath there had been left in +Caleb's lungs; it left Sarah breathless, too. But after an +infinitesimal moment of waiting she held out her own delicate fingers +and took the outstretched hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Haow dye do, Steve?" she answered, and Caleb was at a loss to +interpret the suppressed quality of her voice. "And I—some day I am +sure it will be a great pleasure to remember that I was the—first!" +</P> + +<P> +Then she faced her brother. +</P> + +<P> +"Will you—will your friend, Mr.—Steve—remain for supper, Cal?" she +asked. +</P> + +<P> +And Caleb, quick to see an opening, made the most of this one. +</P> + +<P> +"Stay for supper," he repeated her question, and he laughed. +"Stay—for—supper! Well, I should hope he would. Why—why, he's +going to stop for the night!" +</P> + +<P> +From the vantage place there at the top of the steps Sarah stood and +surveyed her brother's wide and guileless face for a second. Then her +lips began to twitch. +</P> + +<P> +"Very clever, Cal," she told him. "Quite clever—for you!" +</P> + +<P> +And she nodded and withdrew to see that the table was laid for three. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb, chuckling, watched her go; then with a nod to the boy, he +started to follow her in. But Steve paused at the threshold, and when +the man stopped and looked back to ascertain the cause of his delay he +found that the boy was depositing the bear trap upon the porch +floor—found him tugging to free the rusty old revolver from his belt. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll leave Samanthy here," the one called Steve stated, and Caleb +understood that he meant the trap. "An' I reckon I'd better not lug my +weapon into the house, neither, hed I? She might——" He nodded in +the direction of Sarah's disappearance—"Old Tom says womin folks +that's gentle born air kind-a skittish about havin' shootin' irons +araound the place. And I don't reckon it's the part of men folks to +pester 'em." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb didn't know just what to say, so he merely nodded approval. +Again he had been made to feel that it was not a boy but some little +old man who was explaining to him. Silently he led the way upstairs, +and after he had seen the blanket pack deposited in one corner of +Sarah's beloved guest-room, after he had seen the rusty coat peeled off +as a preface to removing the dust accumulation of the long hot day from +hands and face, an inspiration came to him. While the boy was washing, +utterly lost to everything but that none-too-simple task, he went out +of the room on a still-hunt of his own, and came back presently with +the thing for which he had gone searching. He found the boy wrestling +a little desperately with a mop of wavy chestnut hair which only grew +the more hopeless with every stroke of the brush. +</P> + +<P> +"Never mind that." Caleb met the misapprehension in the boy's eyes. +"Never mind that! And I—I've taken the liberty of digging out this +old canvas shooting coat. It's one I got for Sarah—for my +sister—but, as you say, women folks are mighty skittish about anything +that has to do with a gun. She never would go even so far as to try it +on, but if you don't mind—— That coat of yours must be a trifle hot +for this weather, I should say." +</P> + +<P> +Steve reached out a hand that trembled a little and took the coat. He +took it and stared at it with that same strained and hungry look which +he had bestowed a half hour before upon the "City." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mean," he asked, and his lips remained parted breathlessly upon +the question, "do you mean—this yere's for me?" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb thought of the "injine"—the "<I>steam</I> injine." +</P> + +<P> +"I mean just that, if you'll have it," he replied. The boy slipped his +little body into the garment and wheeled to survey himself in a mirror. +In comparison with the dismembered swallowtail it was the purple of a +Solomon. There was a cartridge web across its front, with loops, and +after he had looked long and long at his reflection, the boy thrust +both his thumbs into the belt it made. +</P> + +<P> +Then: "Them's fer ketridges," he announced solemnly. +</P> + +<P> +He scowled judiciously and nodded. +</P> + +<P> +And, "I'll hev to git me some, the first thing in the mornin'," he said. +</P> + +<P> +That was his only remark then, and yet Caleb felt amply repaid. Later +he had more to say, but for the time being he merely followed Caleb +back downstairs, walking very stiff and straight except when, with +every few steps, he leaned over the better to see the looped webbing +across his middle. +</P> + +<P> +And at table that evening the man came to know another trait in the odd +little stranger's odd makeup which, coupled with those which he had +already mentally tabulated for future private contemplation, set him to +wondering more than a little. +</P> + +<P> +With the appearance of the first dish upon the table that night the boy +was very frankly nonplussed at the array of implements upon each side +of his plate, placed there for him to manipulate. He scarcely knew one +from the other, and the separate uses for each not at all. But the way +in which he met the problem made Caleb lift his eyes and meet Sarah's +inscrutable glance with something akin to triumph. For there was no +awkwardness in the boy's procedure, no flushing embarrassment, no +shame-facedness nor painfully self-conscious attempt to cover his +ignorance. Instead, he sat and waited—sat and watched openly until +Miss Sarah had herself selected knife or fork, as the case might +be—and then, turning back to those beside his own place, frowning +intently, he made painstaking selection therefrom. Nor did he once +make a mistake. And Caleb, after he had begun to mark a growing +softness in the color of his sister's thin cheeks, ventured to draw +into conversation their small guest. +</P> + +<P> +The boy talked freely and openly, always with his wide eyes upon the +face of his questioner, always in the grave and slightly drawling +idioms of the woods. Again he confided that he had never before been +out of the timber; he explained that "Old Tom's" untimely taking-off a +fortnight back had been alone responsible for this pilgrimage. And +that opened the way for a question which Caleb had been eager to ask +him. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose this—this 'Old Tom' was some kin of yours?" he observed. +</P> + +<P> +The boy shook his head. +</P> + +<P> +"No," he answered, "no, I ain't never hed no kin. I ain't never hed +nobody—father ner mother, neither!" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb saw Sarah start a little and bite her thin lips. But the +bird-like movement of surprise was lost upon the speaker. +</P> + +<P> +"I ain't never hed nobody," he re-averred, and Caleb, straining to +catch a note of self-pity or plea for sympathy in the words, realized +that the boy didn't even know what the one or the other was. "I ain't +never hed nobody but Old Tom. And he was—he wasn't nuthin' but what +he called my—my"—the sentence was broken while he paused to get the +phrase correctly—"he was what he called my 'logical custodian.'" +</P> + +<P> +Guiltily Caleb knew that his next question would savor of indelicacy, +but he had to ask it just the same. +</P> + +<P> +"Still, I suppose his—his taking-off must have been something in the +nature of a blow to you?" he suggested. +</P> + +<P> +The boy pursed his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Wall, no," he exclaimed at last, nonchalantly. "No-o-o! I can't +say's it was. We'd both been expectin' it, I reckon. Old Tom, he +often sed he knew that some day he'd go and git just blind, stavin' +drunk enough to try an' swim the upper rapids—and two weeks ago he +done so!" +</P> + +<P> +And the rest of the words were quite casual. +</P> + +<P> +"I kind-a reckon he'd hev made it, at that," he offered his opinion, +"if they'd hev been a trifle more water. But the rocks was too close +to the surface fer comfortable swimmin'. The Jenkinses found him down +in the slack water, Sunday noon or thereabouts, and they sed he'd never +be no deader, not even if he'd a-died in a reg'lar bed, with a doctor +helpin' him along." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb threw his sister one lugubriously helpless glance. Sarah had +choked, apparently upon a crumb of bread, and was coughing, +stranglingly. And Caleb made to change the drift of the conversation, +but he was not quick enough. +</P> + +<P> +"I ain't never been much of a hand for licker," Steve finished naively. +"Old Tom sed he never could understand it in me, neither, but he +reckoned it was lucky in a way fer both of us. He sed he'd whale the +life outen me if he ever caught me even smellin' of a cork; and as fer +him—well, it come in handy for him, havin' a sober hand round the +shack when he wan't quite hisself!" +</P> + +<P> +This time when Caleb lifted his eyes he met a startled gleam behind +Sarah's half dropped lashes. She was peering steadily into the boy's +lean, untroubled face. Caleb voiced the query which he knew must be +behind her quiet intentness. +</P> + +<P> +"You said your name was O'Mara, I believe. I suppose that was—ah—Old +Tom's last name, too?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve laughed; he laughed frankly for the first time since he had +halted, hours before, outside in the dusty road. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Old Tom had a dozen different names in the last few years," he +replied. "He had a new one every time he went outen the woods fer a +trip. But he always sed he mostly favored Brown or Jones or Smith, +they bein' quiet and common and not too hard to remember. He just +changed names whenever he got tired of his old one, Old Tom did. But +he always did say, too, that if he'd hed as good a one as O'Mara, he'd +a kept it—and kept it proud." +</P> + +<P> +At the conclusion of that statement it was Miss Sarah's gaze which went +searching across the table for her brother's eyes. But the boy just +ran on and on, totally oblivious to their glances. +</P> + +<P> +He told them of his lonely days in the woods shack, when Old Tom went +down river and was three or four weeks in returning; he dwelt upon +blissful days in the spring when he had been allowed to play a man's +part in the small drives which he and Old Tom and the "Jenkinses" +began, and which Old Tom and the Jenkinses alone saw through to market +in Morrison. He touched lightly and inconsequentially upon certain +days when Old Tom would hang for hours over an old tin box filled with +soiled and ink-smeared memoranda, periods which were always followed by +days of moody silence and a week or more of "lessons" in a tattered and +thumbed reader which the woodsman had brought up-river—lessons as +painful and laborious to Old Tom as they were delightful to the starved +mentality of the pupil. And Old Tom, the boy explained, was pretty +likely to be "lickered up fer quite a spell" after such a session which +invariably began with an exploration of the battered tin box. +</P> + +<P> +The boy told Caleb of days and nights on the trail—boasted +unconsciously of Old Tom's super-cunning with trap and deadfall, and +even poison bait. And that brought him to the beautifully oiled bear +trap which he had left outside the door. +</P> + +<P> +"I brung Samanthy along with me," he stated. "I brung her just because +somehow I kind-a thought mebby Old Tom'd be glad if I did. Next to me +he always sed he set a heap o' store on thet ole critter. He sed +Samanthy was as near to hevin' a woman around the house as anything he +knew on—she hed a voice like a steel trap, and when she got her teeth +sot in a argument she never did let up. I brung her along with me, and +the gun he give me, but I didn't take nuthin' else." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb waited there until he knew that the boy had finished. +</P> + +<P> +"You never bothered about that old tin box?" he inquired casually. +</P> + +<P> +The boy shook his head again. +</P> + +<P> +"Old Tom, whenever he went away for a spell, always sed I wan't to +meddle with it," he explained. "This time I reckoned his goin' was +just about the same thing, only he won't be comin' back, so I—I just +locked the box up in the cubberd and hitched the staple into the door +and come down myself." +</P> + +<P> +By the time that meal was finished the boy's eyes were so heavy-lidded +that, fight as he would, they still persisted in drooping till the long +lashes curled over his cheeks. And in spite of Caleb's remonstrance it +was Sarah who saw him upstairs and into the huge guest-room with its +four-poster and high-boy and spindle-backed chairs. +</P> + +<P> +When she came back downstairs her eyes were shining more than a little +and the flush upon her cheeks was undeniably rose. Her brother, from +his seat before the unlighted fireplace, puffed methodically upon his +pipe and barely lifted his head at her coming. He was deep in +meditation. She stood looking at him for a time from the foot of the +stairway. +</P> + +<P> +"He's asleep," she began finally in a very little voice. "He fell +asleep almost before his cheek touched the pillow." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb made no answer. He nodded but his eyes were vacant with thoughts +of his own. +</P> + +<P> +"Cal," she went on, "did you give him that old coat of mine?" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb nodded again—an affirmative. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, the last thing he asked before he slept was that I deliver a +message to you. 'Tell him thanks for me,' he said. 'Tell him I clean +forgot it til now!' And as for me, Cal—why—why, 'he'd git me +anuther, anytime I took the notion thet I wanted one!'" +</P> + +<P> +And still Caleb nodded. The room was quiet for a long time. +</P> + +<P> +"Sarah," he murmured at last. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, Cal," she answered. +</P> + +<P> +"Has that boy's—yarn—set you to thinking a little?" +</P> + +<P> +"It was very interesting and unusual," she admitted. Then she rose and +crossed over to his chair and perched herself, with odd, elfish, +girlish grace upon its arm. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mean Old Tom's tin box?" she asked gently. +</P> + +<P> +And he nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, in part—yes," he said. "But not just that alone, either. I +mean everything, Sarah. The way he handles himself; the way he looks +one in the face when he is talking. The—the—now what are you +grinning over?" +</P> + +<P> +She stroked his sparse hair. +</P> + +<P> +"Cal, you old romancer, you. Who'd ever suspect it in a man of your +age and—and avoirdupois!" +</P> + +<P> +"Avoirdupois!" he snorted. "Can't a man continue to have ideas now and +then, even if he does become a—a trifle plump. And that boy—why, +Sarah I tell you——!" +</P> + +<P> +And then his sister put one hand over his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"I know, Cal," she interrupted placidly. "I know! You're going to +tell me, once more, your pet theory that there's many a boy in that +backwoods who might paint a great canvas, or model a deathless +bronze—or—or lead a lost cause, if he could only be found and +provided with the chance. It sounds—it sounds very big and grand and +romantic, Cal, but has it ever occurred to you that anyone big enough +for things like those would find the way himself?" +</P> + +<P> +Immediately, jerkily, Caleb started to straighten up. +Argumentatively—and then she checked him. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I know you don't believe it and I—I don't think I do myself, Cal. +A man has to know what opportunity is before he can go out and hunt up +his own big chance. I just said it for the sake of argument, Cal. +I—I'm like Samanthy—ole Samanthy, you know! I'm a woman, and when I +git my teeth sot in a argumint I never do let up. Have your dreams, +you—you boy! And in the meantime, if you have any plans, tell me, +please, what are you going to do with him in the morning?" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb Hunter bobbed his head, vehemently. Rapidly he related to her +the episode of the switch engine in Dexter Allison's millyards. +</P> + +<P> +"And I believe what I believe," he insisted, doggedly. "And to-morrow +I aim to give that boy a ride in one of Allison's 'steam injine' cabs, +if it's all I do!" +</P> + +<P> +"I thought so," said Miss Sarah. +</P> + +<P> +For a time she sat there upon his arm chair. Neither spoke, nor felt +the need for words. Just before she rose to go upstairs, she broke +that quiet. +</P> + +<P> +"He has an odd, strange, half-wild beauty," she mused aloud. "A beauty +that is quite unusual, I should say, in children of his—his station. +His hair is silken and, oh so thick! And his eyes and square chin with +that little cleft. And his nose—his nose, I should say, might be said +to denote estheticism—and—a—a—ah——" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb Hunter threw back his head at the telltale little quaver in the +voice and found Sarah Hunter smiling down at him, whimsically. +</P> + +<P> +"Get all the amusement out of it that you can," he invited her. +"And—and trust a woman to take note of such points as you have +mentioned!" +</P> + +<P> +From the stairs she gave him one backward glance. +</P> + +<P> +"Forgive me, Cal," she hogged. "I meant it all—truly! Even the +estheticism, which I only included to tease you. And if you don't want +to trust to a woman's judgment on such points as I have mentioned, I +would suggest that you peep in on him when you retire, and—and confirm +them for yourself." +</P> + +<P> +Hours later Caleb acted upon her suggestion. Every characteristic +which Sarah had mentioned he found and noted in that half-lighted +moment or two while he stood at the bedside. +</P> + +<P> +And he noted more than just that. Sarah's old canvas hunting coat was +folded into a small bundle and lay, guarded by one outflung, +loose-fingered brown hand, beside the sleeping boy's face on the pillow. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb went to bed with a half dozen wild notions whirling in his head, +and a strange something tugging at his heart. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER III +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THREE QUARTERS AND SIX EIGHTHS +</H3> + + +<P> +Saturday morning dawned as hot and dry and windless as had been the +other days of the week which had preceded it. Caleb Hunter, rising +from an uneasy night, blamed his sleeplessness upon the weather. It +was fully an hour before his usual, not-too-early hour of rising, when +he slowly descended the wide stairway; and yet he was but little +surprised to find the boy already there before him, seated upon the top +step of the verandah, when he strolled outside. +</P> + +<P> +The little stranger with the grave voice, who had introduced himself as +Stephen O'Mara, had not heard Caleb's step and the latter stood for a +time in the doorway, contemplating the small, square-set shoulders in +the canvas coat which had been his sister Sarah's, and the small, +shapely head above them. +</P> + +<P> +Throughout the night while he lay awake pondering the fantastic +possibilities which the boy's story had stirred him into half +believing, Caleb had had gradually lengthening moments of doubt in +which he admitted to himself that his sister was right in her chafing +analysis of him, her brother. Before morning came he had told himself +a dozen times that he was nothing more than a sentimental old romancer, +who saw in every beggar a worthy spirit bewitched by Destiny, and a +Circumstance-enchanted fairy-prince in every ragamuffin who chanced to +have big eyes. Merely because they had so persistently denied him +sleep—those thoughts of Old Tom and his cherished tin box and the +boy's own unmistakable poise and surety of self which even the +shuffling boots and ragged clothes had only made the more +impressive—merely because they persisted in endless procession through +his brain, while he rolled and tossed and re-arranged the pillow, he +had grown more and more peevishly eager to discount and discredit them, +during the darkness. But when morning came, and he rose and went into +the big guest room to find it empty, he experienced a moment of panicky +disappointment; suddenly anxious for another opportunity to verify all +that which, in the hours of sleepless pro's and con's, had become +figment-like and whimsical, he wondered if the boy really could have +gone without even waiting to bid them good-bye. He could not make that +abrupt sort of a leave-taking harmonize with the rest of the +youngster's actions—and then he caught a glimpse of him, motionless +there on the verandah steps. +</P> + +<P> +The boy did not hear Caleb's coming that morning. His head was tilted +forward in that keen attitude of straining intentness which to the man +had already become eloquently characteristic of his hungry spirit. And +for a time Caleb withheld his greeting; instead of speaking he stood +and studied him, and while he studied it all came back again, until the +illusion, if such it were, was far more vivid, far more compelling than +it had been the night before. Caleb told himself that to look only +meant the discovery of new and compelling "points" both in feature and +body, new and surprising suggestions of inbred fineness totally at +variance with the unhemmed white drill trousers and uncouth shoes. And +then, while he was nodding to himself, he realized that the boy was not +looking down into the town in the valley. +</P> + +<P> +Chin in palm, elbow upon knee, Steve was gazing fixedly in the +direction of Dexter Allison's stucco and timber "summer lodge," and +although Caleb could not have known it, there had been no need for his +silence, for the boy's rapt preoccupation was sound-proof. Caleb heard +voices coming from behind the shrubbery and just as he, a little +perplexed, turned to follow the direction of that fascinated gaze, +Allison himself squeezed through a narrow aperture in the box hedge and +hailed him jovially from the far edge of the lawn. And Caleb Hunter's +brows drew together in a bit of a frown when a slender figure in kilted +black velvet and bright-buckled low shoes, hatless and with thick, +gleaming hair bobbed short in a style strange to Morrison in those +days, flashed through behind him. For Caleb heard the short gasp which +came from the boy's lips, even before the little girl had paused in her +darting advance, on tip-toe like a hovering butterfly, to wave a slim +hand at him. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb heard the boy's breath suck in between tight teeth; heard it +quiver unsteadily as she appeared on swift feet—and Caleb understood +what had been holding so closely his attention. He understood +absolutely and yet, strange as the mood was, at that moment he couldn't +help but feel, too, somehow a little sorry for the boy—he couldn't +help but think—— His eyes went from Steve's forward thrust head, +from the hair shaggy and unkempt for all its fineness and thickness and +wavy softness, across to that dainty vision which, poised in her +absurdly short skirt like a point of flame, was already gazing back at +the boy upon the steps in open and undisguised amaze. +</P> + +<P> +All of that characteristic which had been most pronounced in Dexter +Allison, the latter had passed down to this slender girl who was his +daughter, Barbara. No matter how vivid Allison's raiment had been, +Caleb remembered that even when Dexter was a stripling at school, it +had always seemed more a part of the man himself, than just protection +for his body. Caleb had never given it a serious thought up to that +moment, but now it came back to him with added cumulative force. He +recollected that he had often wondered at the child's unconscious +adaptation of mood to the clothes she happened to be wearing; he +recalled how he had seen her demure and distant in misty, pastel-tinted +party frocks or quaintly, infantilely dignified in soberer Sunday +morning garb. But that Saturday morning he realized what the woman was +to be like, when the hem of the velvet skirt no longer hung high above +spindly black legs and the bobbed hair had been allowed to grow and +grow, far below the tiny ears which it now barely covered. +</P> + +<P> +To Caleb who, without knowing it, from sheer sympathy was viewing her +through the untaught eyes of the boy at his feet, she was no longer a +mere slip of a girl-child, dark-eyed, bewildering of mood and pulsingly +alive. Caleb caught his first illuminating glimpse of the woman she +was to be—of the dainty grace and more than usual beauty which was +there in the promise of the years. And he who was fond of insisting to +his sister Sarah, that there was many a boy back in those hills who, +with his chance, might some day achieve greatness, suddenly realized +how long and weary the road would be for just such a one as the +fascinated little figure on the steps, before he could begin to +approach that level which, to a society that Caleb understood, was +typified by this exquisite, elfin figure, Dexter Allison's daughter. +</P> + +<P> +He was no snob—Caleb Hunter—and yet the little girl's bearing at that +moment doubly accented for him the gulf which lay between her and the +hills-boy, by name Steve. For though she did pause to stare at his +white drill trousers and unbelievable man-sized boots with frankly +childish astonishment, the next instant she had recovered herself and +without another glance preceded her father across the grass. Quite as +though Steve had not been there at all she passed him, to hesitate +demurely at Caleb's side. +</P> + +<P> +"Good morning, Uncle Cal," she greeted him. +</P> + +<P> +And then, quite suddenly, Caleb didn't feel so very sorry after all for +his little visitor. He stopped pitying him. Steve's eyes had not +wavered once from the little girl's face, from the time she appeared in +the hedge gap until she mounted the steps, utterly oblivious to his +nearness; but when she brushed against his elbow, the boy rose and +stood, hat in hand, gravely quiet, gravely possessed, and silently sure +of himself. +</P> + +<P> +Even after he had answered Barbara Allison's greeting and turned with +his grown-up, ponderous courtesy to present the boy to her, only to be +left with the words hanging upon tongue-tip by her instant +disappearance inside in search of Sarah, Caleb caught no hint of the +thoughts behind those impassive and steady eyes. And yet he knew that +Steve had risen in order that he might bow as he had the night before, +when Caleb introduced him to his sister. +</P> + +<P> +Dexter Allison, coming up in less airy fashion across the lawn, +surprised Caleb with his mouth still open. +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" said Dexter Allison—and Caleb recovered himself. +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" he countered; and then they both laughed softly and shook +hands. It was their unvaried formula of greeting, whether they had not +seen each other for twenty-four hours or twenty-four months. +</P> + +<P> +And while they were shaking hands the boy turned quietly and re-seated +himself upon the top step. But Allison gave him more notice than had +his daughter Barbara. He stood with his pudgy hands in his pockets, +gazing at the averted face, unconcealed and growing amusement in the +scrutiny, until Caleb, not yet aware of the boy's woods-taught habit of +seeing while seeming not to see, was simultaneously annoyed at +Allison's fatuous grin, and glad of the fact that Steve apparently was +looking the other way. After a time Allison raised quizzical eyes to +Caleb's face. +</P> + +<P> +"Wel-l-l?" he intoned, and with a little reluctance as reasonless as it +was unnoticed, Caleb answered the inferred question. +</P> + +<P> +"This—this is a little friend of mine, Dexter," he said, "down from +the hills. He's in to have a look at the city which you have been so +instrumental in arousing to its present state of teeming activity. +This is Stephen O'Mara. Steve—this is Mr. Allison, Steve!" +</P> + +<P> +Then the boy turned and again rose to his feet, and at that moment +Caleb could have hugged him for his deliberation. The boy inclined his +head; he bowed, without a word. And it was Dexter Allison who first +offered a hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Glad to make your acquaintance, Stephen," the latter exclaimed with +quite violent good humor. "And how are you?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve took the hand and closed his brown fingers hard upon the puffy +white ones. For an instant he stood, his eyes, grave and inscrutable, +full upon Allison's smaller ones. "I'm tol-lable," he drawled soberly. +"And—haow be you—yourself?" +</P> + +<P> +Allison gasped, stood with mouth agape, and then burst into one of his +rather too-frequent, too-hearty laughs. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I'm——" he began his favorite phrase of ejaculation, and then +stopped to look down again into the small face before him. "Well, +I'm——" and he stopped to chuckle. Then he turned back to Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose, Cal, you know what this early morning call presages?" he +suggested. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb recalled himself with an effort from a contemplation of the +sudden, prideful something which had warmed him while Steve was shaking +hands. He smiled, mechanically. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose it's the usual raid upon the commissary," he answered. +</P> + +<P> +Allison mounted heavily to the verandah. +</P> + +<P> +"Right!" he exclaimed. "Right! You'll notice that Barbara has already +gone on ahead. She's the skirmish line—scouts—videttes—whatever you +please to call 'em. There's no-one up yet—none of the family—over to +our place. We are hungry, Cal. I hope this is waffle morning?" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb smiled at him, less impersonality in the mirth. It was a regular +custom, this truancy of Barbara Allison and her father—one of the +little human foibles which Caleb often told himself accounted, in part +at least, for his real liking of the man. +</P> + +<P> +"Waffles it is," he said, and he turned toward the boy. +</P> + +<P> +"Would you mind finding Miss Sarah, Steve?" he asked. "Will you tell +her, please, that we are to be subjected to another neighborly +imposition?" +</P> + +<P> +After the boy had disappeared Caleb followed the larger man to a chair. +And this time it was Caleb who met Allison's silence with a +challenging, "Well?" +</P> + +<P> +"Where did you get him, Cal?" Allison demanded. "Where <I>did</I> you get +him? Those shoes, and those trousers—pants, I guess is the word, eh? +And say, how that little beggar did squeeze my hand! Look here!" +</P> + +<P> +He held one soft hand up for inspection. There were faint red welts +still visible across the finger joints. +</P> + +<P> +"Friend of yours, did you say?" +</P> + +<P> +Without stopping to think about it, Caleb was not so keen to enlarge +upon the boy's obvious "points" as he had been with Sarah. He omitted +to mention his thoughts of the night before, and he omitted any +reference to Old Tom, except for the most hazy explanation that the boy +had no immediate kin. But with an increasing eagerness he dilated upon +the small foot traveler's first view of the "city," his breathless +reception of Allison's own switch engine, and his avowed intention to +"look around a trifle," before he located something to do. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought I'd take him down this morning and get McLean to give him a +ride in the cab of one of those sheet-iron steam relics of yours," he +finished. +</P> + +<P> +If Caleb had expected his unadorned recitation of the boy's appearance +to make any impression upon his hearer he would have been disappointed. +But, without any confessed reason for so doing, Caleb had aimed rather +at the opposite effect. And Allison turned from it with a large, +matter-of-fact indifference, to rise and bow to Sarah Hunter, who +appeared that moment in the doorway. +</P> + +<P> +"Surely—surely," he echoed Caleb's suggestion. "Take him down and +give him a ride! McLean'll be glad of the chance to show someone his +pet buzz-saws and things. I'll walk down with you, myself, after +breakfast. I may be away for a day or two, and I want to leave +directions for changes to be incorporated while I'm gone." +</P> + +<P> +At the table that morning Caleb noted that there was no hesitation in +Steve's selection from the silver beside his plate, no waiting to +follow in the lead of Sarah Hunter's choice. He noticed, too, that the +boy's eyes did not once lift to those of Barbara Allison, opposite him. +And while the little girl from time to time joined in the conversation, +he not once opened his mouth to speak, until they were almost ready to +rise from their places. +</P> + +<P> +Allison had been growling genially at the lack of water and the +prolonged drouth which was burning the pasturage to a crisp and +juiceless brown. +</P> + +<P> +"If that everlasting sun would only stop shining for a while," he said, +"if it'd only rain a bit, I'd like to take a trip back north, +a-fishing, before it gets too late in the season." +</P> + +<P> +"You mean you'd like a fishing trip as an excuse to go back north, +don't you, Dexter?" Caleb badgered him. +</P> + +<P> +Allison was smiling blandly, for Caleb's joke over his round-about +methods was an old, old joke, when Stephen O'Mara spoke. +</P> + +<P> +"It's goin' to rain," said the boy. +</P> + +<P> +Allison turned toward him, his eyes again quizzical. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose so," he admitted. "In the general course of things it'll +come, no doubt, but——" +</P> + +<P> +The boy interrupted him, shaking his head. +</P> + +<P> +"It's goin' to come before mornin'," he stated inflectionlessly, "and +it's comin' to stay fer a spell, too!" +</P> + +<P> +And Allison did not try to hide his broad grin of amusement. +</P> + +<P> +"You think so, do you, sonny?" he dismissed the matter not unkindly. +"Well, at that, your guess when it comes to the weather, is about as +good as the next man's." +</P> + +<P> +Once more the boy shook his head. +</P> + +<P> +"I ain't guessin'," he finished unabashed. "Ner I ain't thinkin' it +will. It'll jest be rainin', come sun-up, and it'll be good for 'til +Wednesday, fer sure!" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb, watching the boy's face, was on the point of offering to wager +two bits with Allison that the prophecy held good, but Sarah's +well-known attitude toward the vice of gambling checked him in the rash +offer. Besides, he wondered how he could make sound anything but +foolish an offer to back the certainty of a weather forecast which was +based upon nothing but the unassuming and quiet finality of the prophet. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara Allison insisted upon joining the excursion down to the mill +that morning; she developed a sudden and unshakable resolve to be one +of the party, and after his remonstrances had finally brought stormy +tears to her eyes, Allison surrendered in perplexity to her whim. +</P> + +<P> +"All right, then," he gave in. "If you want to come as much as all +that, but—but you—now run along, then, with Stephen." +</P> + +<P> +On the way down the hill he voiced his perplexity to Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +"When it comes to dealing with men," he said, "I pride myself upon +being able to go back, rather incisively, to first motives. But the +other sex is beyond me! She's always turned up her dainty nose at the +noise and dirt before, and—and now she's ready to cry because I +suggest that she wait with Miss Sarah until we return!" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb's eyes rested upon the oddly matched little couple ahead in the +road. The boy was carrying his battered hat in his hand, but Barbara +walked with small head up, without a single glance for her escort. +Caleb, noting that Steve's head was forward-thrust, knew that his eyes +must be fastened hungrily upon the town in the valley; and he +understood the reason for the disdainful tilt of the little girl's +chin. For even at the age of ten Barbara Allison was not accustomed to +inattention. Caleb smiled, rather covertly for him. +</P> + +<P> +"I never knew but one woman whose motives were absolutely transparent," +he mused. "And she—she was the most uninteresting, unsuccessful +female person I ever did know." +</P> + +<P> +As Allison had promised they found McLean, the white-haired mill +superintendent, only too eager at the prospect of an audience for one +of his voluble tours of the premises. But when Caleb had explained the +main errand upon which they had come, after a long, keen scrutiny of +the boy's face, the burly river-man led the way, without a word, to a +wheezing old two-wheeler in the piling yard. +</P> + +<P> +"So you'll be wantin' to take a spin in one av me ingines, is it?" he +asked then. And, after a moment: "An' do you think you'll be able to +hang on, whin she gets to r-rollin'?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve's eyes were like bits of polished steel, so bright they were. It +was a struggle for him to take them, even for a moment, from the engine +before him. +</P> + +<P> +"I cal'late I kin," he quavered. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, thin, we'll see." McLean looked up and winked at the engineer +in the diminutive cab. "It's car-reful you'll be, Misther engineer," +he cautioned, "an' watch your steerin' on the cur-rves!" +</P> + +<P> +He leaned over to lift the boy to the running-board, but Steve, with +one foot upraised, hung back. He faced toward Caleb and, without a +glance in the girl's direction, said: +</P> + +<P> +"Mebby she—mebby she'd like to go, too?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara Allison, chin lifted a little higher, half wheeled and slipped +her hand within that of her father. +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you, but I don't care to," she refused. +</P> + +<P> +Steve caught the little toss of her head from the corner of his eye, +and his face went pink. Without another word he clambered up beside +the driver and the engine rolled out of the yard and went clanking down +the uneven, crooked track, leaving a dissolving trail of steam behind. +When it returned the little face at the cab window was tense and +somewhat pale beneath its tan, but the hand upon the throttle beside +the engineer's lay steady as a little pine knot. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, an' what do you think av her?" McLean demanded with an +assumption of anxiety as the boy dropped to the ground. +</P> + +<P> +Steve turned and patted the footboard with a proprietary hand. As +grave of mien as his questioner he bobbed his head. +</P> + +<P> +"She—she certainly kin git up and step," he volunteered. And then, +cocking his head judiciously: "I'll hev to be a-gittin' me one of them +fer myself, some day!" +</P> + +<P> +McLean chuckled—he chuckled in deep delight within his white +whiskers—and led the way to the mills. But once there the amusement +in his eyes rapidly deepened to amazement, for there were few steps in +the processes upon which the boy could not talk as fluently and +technically as did the mill boss himself. And he knew timber; knew it +with the same infallibility which had, even in McLean, always seemed to +border upon the uncanny. +</P> + +<P> +It was Allison himself who first called attention to an unsawed log +which was being discarded. +</P> + +<P> +"That looks like too good a stick to be wasted, doesn't it, McLean?" he +asked. +</P> + +<P> +Before McLean could answer the boy spat gravely into a pile of sawdust, +his piping voice rising above the shrill scream of the saws. +</P> + +<P> +"She's holler," he stated succintly. "Dry rotten above the stub!" +</P> + +<P> +And when Allison raised his brows, interrogatively, McLean dropped one +hand upon the boy's shoulder, a bit of pride in the gesture. +</P> + +<P> +"Holler she is," he agreed, and he added: "An' I'll be afther knowin' +where to find a riverman av the old school, I'm thinkin', some day whin +the need arises!" +</P> + +<P> +A man came hunting for McLean at that moment with news that the tram +which carried the logs up from the basin to the saws needed his +attention. They followed him out, Steve hard at his heels, and Barbara +Allison, lips pouted, tight to her father's side. After a brief +examination of the trouble McLean gave a half dozen hurried orders; +then turned to the boy beside him and jerked one thumb over his +shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +"Run down to the smithy shop, lad," he directed, "an' tell the smith +that I'll be wantin' a strip av str-rap iron, two feet in lingth, av +quarter inch stuff—and three-quarters av an inch wide." +</P> + +<P> +The boy was off like a deer and back again in a twinkling, +empty-handed, but with an astounding bit of news. +</P> + +<P> +"The blacksmith says he ain't got no—no iron three-quarters of an inch +wide," he said, and the words were broken by his panting breaths. "But +he says he's got plenty that's six-eighths. Shall I—shall I git some +o' that?" +</P> + +<P> +He waited the word, poised to go. +</P> + +<P> +McLean had been kneeling upon the saw-dust strewn ground. Now he rose +and stood, feet apart, gazing down into that face, afire with +eagerness, uplifted to his. Quiet endured for a long time, and then, +at a chuckle from Allison, Steve wheeled—he wheeled just in time to +see Barbara Allison's brows arch and her lips curl in a queer little +smile. And suddenly Allison burst into a loud guffaw. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb had never seen a change so swift as that which came over the +boy's face. The eager light faded from the gray eyes, until they were +purple where they had been gray before. And Caleb had never seen a +face grow so white—so white and set and dangerous. Stephen O'Mara's +head drooped, he turned and wavered away a step or two. Allison +stopped laughing, abruptly. Then McLean spoke. +</P> + +<P> +"'Twas funny, mebby," he muttered. "But it was not so damned funny, +aither! An' I—I'll be goin' down now to teach that smith to kape his +funny jokes till afther hours." +</P> + +<P> +He started toward the shop, and stopped again. +</P> + +<P> +"It's all right, buddy," he said. "'Tis nothing that you need feel +badly about, for 'twas I who made the mistake. I should have sint you +out to estimate whether our spruce would cut two million feet or less, +an' you'd have come as close as mor-rtal man could, I'll wager. 'Twas +a trivial thing, lad. What's a little matter av figures between min av +the river, eh? We'll leave that to the capitalists who laugh at our +dinseness, me bhoy!" +</P> + +<P> +With that shot at his employer McLean strode off, fuming. +</P> + +<P> +Steve hung back beside Caleb on the return trip up the hill. Not once +did he speak, and Caleb, aware of his thinned lips and the bleak +whiteness of his face, did not know what to say himself. He only knew +that he, too, felt unreasonably bitter against Allison for his burst of +mirth. Not until they had left Barbara and her father at their own +gate and were crossing the Hunter lawn did Caleb attempt any remark +whatsoever. +</P> + +<P> +"I—you musn't feel badly just because you didn't know that +three-quarters and six-eighths were the same, Steve," awkwardly he +tried to comfort him. "I guess there was a time when Allison, in spite +of all his tutors, didn't know it himself, if the truth's old." +</P> + +<P> +Then Caleb learned that Steve had not even heard Allison's burst of +laughter. He whirled—the boy—and his eyes blazed, hurt, shamed, +bitter, into Caleb's kindly ones. He shook with the very vehemence of +the words that came through twitching lips. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>She</I> didn't hev no call to smile like that at me," he flung out. "If +I'd ever hed a chance to learn that they wa'n't no difference between +them figgers, and <I>hedn't</I> knowed, she could'a smiled. But I—I ain't +hed my chance—yit!" +</P> + +<P> +He swung around and stumbled blindly up the steps and groped his way +upstairs. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb stood there for a long time, motionless, and the one thought +uppermost in his mind was that Steve, like Allison, was scarcely +woman-wise. A low muttering behind him finally recalled him to +himself, and when he turned he saw that here were thunder-heads piling +up in the southwest. One long finger of black cloud was already poked +up over the horizon. He remembered the boy's prophecy of the breakfast +table; remembered what McLean had said in scorn of trivial things, and +he went upstairs to urge Steve to remain and join them in their fishing +trip on Monday—the trip north which Allison had proposed, if it rained. +</P> + +<P> +He found the boy stretched, face down, upon the bed, a rigid figure of +misery. Out of his deep desire to heal his hurt he even promised him +the use of a most precious rod; he promised to teach him to cast a fly, +come Monday! +</P> + +<P> +And when the boy finally nodded his head in mute assent, he left him +alone for a while—alone with his bruised spirit that was bigger than +the spare little body which housed it. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IV +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +I'LL TELL HER YOU'RE A BAPTIST +</H3> + + +<P> +It rained that night. The storm which hung for hours, a threatening +bank of black in the south, finally tore north at sundown, to break +with vicious fury. And again Caleb spent a sleepless night, this time +alone before the fireplace, but the thoughts which kept him awake +failed to grow fantastic and romantically absurd with prolonged +contemplation, as they had the night before. +</P> + +<P> +Never until that day had he considered his oft-repeated theory that +there was many a boy in those back-woods who, with a chance, might go +far, as anything but an idealistic truth, in the abstract. The +realization that a chance had come to test it, in the concrete, stunned +him at first. +</P> + +<P> +Dispassionately he summed up all the boy's characteristics that night +and reviewed them, one by one: His poise and utter lack of +self-consciousness, his fearless directness and faith in himself, in +all that he said or did; and they came through the mental assay without +fault or flaw. +</P> + +<P> +He had already decided that he must go up-river and explore the old tin +box which had been left there, locked in the "cubberd," but he was a +little proud to make his decision before he learned all that it might, +or might not, reveal; he was proud to believe that he knew a +thorough-bred, without a pedigree for confirmation. And when Sunday +morning dawned and the floodlike downpour had subsided to a gray and +steady rainfall, even Caleb, none too weatherwise, knew that it had +come to "stay fer a spell." He knew that the boy who had come marching +down the valley road, two days before, was going to stay, too, if it +lay within his power to persuade him. +</P> + +<P> +Steve was most taciturn at the table the following morning; his moody +silence puzzled even Sarah Hunter. But when the latter, whose Sunday +schedule no storm could alter, came home from church and found Caleb +and the boy immersed in a mass of flies and leaders, and lines which +had been skeined to dry, her thorough disapproval loosed the boy's +tongue. She stood in the doorway surveying with a frown their +preoccupied industry. +</P> + +<P> +"It seems to me, Cal," she commented, "that even if <I>you</I> haven't any +regard for the Sabbath, you might do better than lead those younger +than yourself into doing things which might better be left for days +which were meant for such things." +</P> + +<P> +She swished upstairs before Caleb had a chance to answer. But minutes +after she had gone Steve looked up from a line he was spooling. +</P> + +<P> +"She ain't particularly pleased, I take it," he remarked. +</P> + +<P> +"Not particularly," Caleb chuckled. "It's funny, too, because I do +most of this sort of work on Sunday. You'd think she'd become resigned +to it, but she doesn't." +</P> + +<P> +The boy thought deeply for a while. +</P> + +<P> +"Didn't—didn't the 'Postles cast their nets on Sunday?" he asked +presently. +</P> + +<P> +Up shot Caleb's head. +</P> + +<P> +"Huh-h-h?" he gasped. +</P> + +<P> +"I sed—didn't the 'Postles cast their nets on Sunday?" Steve repeated. +"Seems to me they did, but I can't just rec'lict now what chapter it +was in." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb pulled his face into a semblance of sobriety. +</P> + +<P> +"Seems to me they did," he agreed, a little weakly, "now that you +mention it. I don't just recollect where it occurred, either, at the +moment, but we'll have to look it up, because, as a case of precedent, +it'll be a clincher for Sarah." +</P> + +<P> +He chuckled for a full hour over the thought before he forgot it. The +boy, however, upon whom Sarah's disapproval had made a more lasting +impression, recalled it to him later. +</P> + +<P> +Allison joined them Monday morning at daybreak. All day they drove +through the seeping rain—drove north in Caleb's buckboard, to turn off +finally upon a woods trail that ran into the cast, along the lesser +branch of the river. During the ride Steve's bearing toward the third +member of the party was too plain to escape notice, for he never looked +at nor directed a word to Allison unless it was in reply to a direct +question, and then his answers were almost monosyllabic. But Allison, +who, as usual, gave his undivided attention to the country through +which they were passing, in attitude toward the boy was even more +remarkable. +</P> + +<P> +Once when they had halted at noon he pointed out a hillside of pine, +black beneath the rain, close-clustered and of mastlike straightness. +</P> + +<P> +"There's a wonderful stand of pine, Cal," he remarked. "I'd venture to +say that it would cut at least two million feet." +</P> + +<P> +Instantly, although the remark was addressed to him, Caleb knew that it +was Stephen's comment for which Allison was angling. And hard upon his +casual statement the boy's head came sharply around. +</P> + +<P> +"She'll run nigh double that," he swallowed the bait. "She'll run +double—and mebby a trifle more." +</P> + +<P> +Nor did Allison even smile now. +</P> + +<P> +"What makes you think so?" he asked. +</P> + +<P> +Again there came the boy's pat answer. +</P> + +<P> +"I ain't thinkin'," he said. "It's jest there! They're close +set—them trees—and they're clear, clean to the tops. There ain't a +stump there that won't run near ten standard." +</P> + +<P> +Allison squinted and finally nodded his head. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe," he agreed, "maybe." +</P> + +<P> +But later Caleb saw him enter some figures in his small, black-bound +notebook. +</P> + +<P> +That night the episode was repeated with a bit of variation. They had +set up their tent and made camp, a little before nightfall. Far below +them, hidden by the trees, the east branch cut a threadlike gash +through the center of a valley broad enough and round enough to have +been a veritable amphitheater of the gods. The whole great hollow was +clothed with evergreen, a sea of dripping tops in the semi-gloom, and +Allison, when he had set aside his plate and lighted his pipe, lifted a +hand in a gesture which embraced it all. +</P> + +<P> +"If you weren't so lazy-brained, Cal," he said, "that sight would stir +in you something more than a mere appreciation of what you call the +'sublimity of sheer immensity.' For the man who can look ahead ten or +a dozen years there is an undreamed of fortune right here in this +alley." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb yawned. +</P> + +<P> +"No doubt," he agreed. "But I didn't coin that phrase for immense +fortunes. I guess I'm old-fashioned enough to like it a whole lot +better just as it is." +</P> + +<P> +Then he became suddenly aware of the tense earnestness with which +Stephen O'Mara was listening. And when Allison, thinking aloud, mused +that the cost of driving the timber down the shallow stream to the +far-off mills would be, perhaps, prohibitive, words fairly leaped to +the boy's lips. +</P> + +<P> +"But they—they won't be drivin' that timber by floods, when they git +to tacklin' these here valleys," he exclaimed. "Old Tom ses when they +really git to lumberin' these mountains they'll skid it daown to the +railroad tracks and yank it out by steam!" +</P> + +<P> +That sober statement in the piping voice had a strange effect upon +Allison. He leaned forward, a sort of guarded astonishment in his +attitude, to peer at the childish face in the fire-glow. Then he +seemed to remember that it was just a bit of a woods-waif who had +spoken. But Caleb, who was lazy-brained in some matters, sensed that +Steve had put into words Allison's own unspoken thought, just as +Allison at that moment voiced the question which he was about to utter +himself. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose it was this—this Old Tom who taught you all these things +you know about timber?" he said, curious. +</P> + +<P> +Steve pondered the question. +</P> + +<P> +"Wal-l-l, yes," he answered at last. "Old Tom learned me some, +but—but most of it I kind of feel as if I always knowed." +</P> + +<P> +The boy was fast asleep, curled up beneath the blankets, when Caleb +finally broached, that night, the matter which had kept him awake the +entire night before. And when he had finished Allison sat quiet for a +long time before he offered any reply. +</P> + +<P> +"You mean——" he began, at length. +</P> + +<P> +"I just mean that I'm going to give him his chance," Caleb cut in. His +voice was hushed, but vehement. "Why, man, think what he has this +minute, to start with! A brain as clear as a diamond, absolutely +fresh, absolutely unspoiled or fagged with the nonsensical fol-de-rol +which makes up the bulk of the usual boy's education of his age, and a +working knowledge, for instance, of this north country which most men +might envy. Why, the possibilities are limitless!" +</P> + +<P> +Allison puffed his pipe in silence. +</P> + +<P> +"No doubt you're right," he admitted. "In ten years, with a technical +education to back up his practical knowledge, he might prove priceless +to someone who had need of such a specialist. Always assuming, of +course, that he developed according to promise. But the possibilities +are limitless, too, in the other directions, aren't they?" +</P> + +<P> +"Meaning?" invited Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, you don't know any too much concerning his antecedents, do you?" +Allison suggested. "And still——" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't have to," Caleb interrupted, "not after one look at him!" +</P> + +<P> +"—And still, if you catch a boy young enough," Allison finished +serenely, "you can make a fairly presentable gentleman out of almost +any material, with time enough and money enough to teach him what to +do." +</P> + +<P> +"You can," Caleb came back, "but no matter how much money you spend, +you can't make the sort of a gentleman out of him, that knows without +being taught, what <I>not</I> to do! They—they have to be born to that, +Dexter." +</P> + +<P> +And there they let it drop. But the next morning, when they were alone +upon the brook, Caleb, after several false starts managed to re-open +the subject with the boy himself. +</P> + +<P> +"Has it ever occurred to you, Steve," he asked, "that all these things +you know about the woods might be valuable, some day, to—to men who +pay well for such knowledge?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve paid no apparent heed to the question until he had landed a trout +which he had hooked a moment before. It was a heavy fish—and Caleb +had promised to teach him how to handle that fly-rod! Then he looked +up. +</P> + +<P> +"Once Old Tom sed they'd be payin' me more'n he ever earned in his +lifetime, jest to go a-raound and tell 'em how much good lumber they +was in standin' trees. Is that—is that what you mean?" +</P> + +<P> +"Partly—partly, but not entirely, either," Caleb went on. "You said +last night that when they got to lumbering these mountains, they'd be +taking it out by steam. When they do they'll want men who know the +woods—but they'll have to know how to bridge rivers and cross swamps, +too, won't they?" +</P> + +<P> +The boy promptly forgot his fishing. Knee-deep in the stream he faced +squarely around toward Caleb, and from that glowing countenance the man +knew that he had only repeated something which, long before, had +already fired the boy's imagination. +</P> + +<P> +"They's places where I kin git 'em to learn me them things, ain't +they?" he demanded. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," said Caleb. "There are places. And you—you were thinking of +going to school?" +</P> + +<P> +"Thinkin' of it?" echoed Steve. "I always been thinkin' of it. Why, +thet's all I come outen the timber fer!" +</P> + +<P> +"But you said you meant to locate something to do," the man argued, +nonplussed, "after you had looked around a trifle." +</P> + +<P> +Steve's eyes dropped toward the white drill trousers and big boots, the +latter half-hidden from sight by the swirling water. +</P> + +<P> +"I got to earn money first," he explained patiently. "I—I jest +couldn't git to go to school—in these here clothes!" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" murmured Caleb. "Oh!" And then, recovering himself: "That'll +take a long time," he ventured. +</P> + +<P> +The boy smiled, strangely—the first smile of man's sophistication +which Caleb had seen upon his face. +</P> + +<P> +"I've always hed to wait a long time fer everything I've wanted," he +answered, "but I always git it, just the same, if I only want it hard +enough." +</P> + +<A NAME="img-056"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG SRC="images/img-056.jpg" ALT=""I've always hed to wait a long time for everything I've wanted," the boy answered, "but I always get it, just the same, if I +only want it hard enough."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="527" HEIGHT="468"> +<H3> +[Illustration: "I've always hed to wait a long time for everything <BR> +I've wanted," the boy answered, "but I always get it, just the same, <BR> +if I only want it hard enough."] +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +Caleb cleared his throat, self-consciously. +</P> + +<P> +"Still," he argued again, "it would waste some very valuable years. +Now—now what do you think of staying with me, and—and starting in +this fall?" +</P> + +<P> +The boy's lips fell apart while he stood and gaped up into Caleb's +slightly red face. +</P> + +<P> +"You mean," he breathed, "you mean—jest live—with you?" +</P> + +<P> +"That was my idea," said Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +And then, slowly, the boy's head dropped again, as it had when he bowed +to gaze at his uncouth, begrimed clothes. The man thought that he +caught the inference of that moment of silence. +</P> + +<P> +"We can fix up the matter of clothes later," he made haste to forestall +any objection in that direction. "That doesn't amount to anything, +anyway." +</P> + +<P> +The clear eyes lifted again, steady and wide and very, very grave. +</P> + +<P> +"I always knowed it was comin'," said Stephen O'Mara. "I always knowed +it was a-comin'—this chance—even when I didn't know <I>haow</I> it would +come. Ner I wa'n't thinkin' about my clothes. I reckon I kin learn +jest as fast in these as in any. I was jest thinkin' about Miss Sarah. +She—she might not like it, hevin' two men folks a-raound the house, +under foot." +</P> + +<P> +It was Caleb's turn to stand, agape. +</P> + +<P> +"Miss Sarah?" he faltered, astonished—and then he remembered. He +laughed, unsteadily, with relief. For an instant he had been +inexplicably afraid that the boy was going to refuse his offer. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, you musn't mind what Sarah said yesterday," he rushed on. +"She—she—well, she's a Baptist, Steve, and you know what that means." +</P> + +<P> +He leaned forward a little, his voice quite stealthily confidential. +</P> + +<P> +"But I can fix that all right," he promised. "I can surely fix that. +For I'll tell her—I'll tell her you're a Baptist, too! Will you—will +you stay?" +</P> + +<P> +And after a time solemnly Steve nodded. Later, when alone, Caleb +chuckled mountainously over his reply. +</P> + +<P> +"Thet's—thet's what I cal'late I be," he said. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER V +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU +</H3> + + +<P> +On the drive home Wednesday Caleb rehearsed a half score of speeches +with which he might apprise his sister Sarah of the step he had taken; +but when the time came for him to employ one of them, he forgot the +entire lot and had to resort to a bald and stammered statement of the +facts, which sounded more like a confession of guilt than anything +else. It had grown colder with the storm and directly after a hastily +swallowed supper, with many indignant glances for her brother, Sarah +had bundled the boy off upstairs to bed, for he had come in out of the +rain as sleekly wet as a water-rat, and blue-fingered and blue-lipped +from cold. So it happened that they were alone before the fireplace +when Caleb made known his decision. +</P> + +<P> +"I've never done much of anything for anybody but myself, you know, +Sarah," Caleb hesitatingly tried to account for his conduct. "And this +seems to me to be as big an opportunity as I'll ever have. You—you +like the boy, don't you, so far as you have become acquainted with him?" +</P> + +<P> +While he was explaining Caleb wished that his sister would look him in +the face, once at least. It was hard to know what she was thinking +when she sat like that, staring into the fire. He waited, not without +grave misgivings, for her reply. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I like him," she assented, after a while. +</P> + +<P> +"You do think that he might amount to something?" Caleb insisted. +</P> + +<P> +"I feel almost sure of it," his sister admitted. +</P> + +<P> +There didn't seem much ground to be gained along that tack, so Caleb +gave up trying to apologize for what he had done. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course it—it comes as a surprise to you," he murmured. "It is +pretty sudden—but I don't think that either of us will ever regret it." +</P> + +<P> +And then Sarah faced 'round toward her brother. Her eyes were +unaccountably wet, but there was laughter on her lips. +</P> + +<P> +"A surprise—a—a somewhat sudden!" she faltered. "Why, I knew you +were going to do it that first day when you came sidling up to the +veranda behind him. I was certain of it, even then. And if you hadn't +decided to, why, I'd made up my mind that I'd do it myself, if you ever +came back from that endless fishing-trip!" +</P> + +<P> +And there, as Caleb put it later to Allison, were three days of +perfectly good diplomatic preparation gone all to waste. For it was +Sarah who monopolized the conversation that evening. She ran on and +on, from one plan to another, eager, half-breathless, and more wildly +prophetic than the man had dared to be, until the realization gradually +dawned in her brother's brain that great as had been his desire to keep +the boy there in the white place on the hill, it had been dwarflike +beside her woman-hunger. It astonished him, when he mentioned the +subject of clothes, to find how far she had outstripped him in actual +deed. +</P> + +<P> +"I've been rummaging through some of the old chests upstairs, too," she +caught up his suggestion. "To-day I explored for hours and found some +of the things you used to wear which look as though they hadn't been +worn at all. I laid some of them out for him to put on when he gets up +in the morning. And, Cal, who'd ever believe now that a plump behemoth +like you ever could have worn such—such dainty and cunning things!" +</P> + +<P> +The inferred description should have prepared Caleb, but at the moment +he failed to remember that it was some forty years since the garb she +mentioned had been in vogue. Instead he blushed uncomfortably at the +gurgle in her throat. And so, the next morning, when a little figure +in velvet jacket and pantaloons—velvet of the same jet hue in which +Barbara Allison had first appeared to the boy a day or two +before—stopped at the head of the long stairway, the moment was robbed +of not one whit of its sensationalism. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb remembered then; and it did seem inconceivable that he could ever +have worn that costume, for the boy in the black velvet might have +stepped bodily from the pages of sheerest romance. There were +red-topped boots upon the slim feet which the day before had been +encased in Old Tom's cast-off brogans; these were ruffed cuffs of +sheerest white linen at brown and sinewy wrists, and burnished silver +buttons down the front of the jacket for the silken corded clasps which +fastened it across his small chest—silver buttons to match upon the +quaintly short sleeves. +</P> + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara hesitated just the fraction of a moment before he +started methodically down the stairs. And immediately Caleb's +amazement at the thought that those clothes had once been worn by him +gave way to a newer wonder. For the boy, in spite of the fact that his +small face above the pleated collar was burning hot with consciousness +of self, wore them in a fashion unforgettable. Then Caleb realized how +great an effort it must be costing the boy to make that slow descent in +the face of his goggle-eyed stare, and with the most casual of good +mornings he led the way to the table. +</P> + +<P> +There was something in Sarah's fluttering delight over the boy's +appearance that morning which awoke an almost hysterical impulse in her +brother. For he knew, as completely as though he had heard it from the +boy's own lips, that nothing in the world but the knowledge that "Miss +Sarah" wished it would have carried Steve through the ordeal of his +first appearance. They had a word together—Sarah and Caleb—after +breakfast. +</P> + +<P> +"Did you ever see anything like him, Cal?" she demanded of her brother. +"Did you! Oh, I never dared hope he would look like that!" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb pulled reflectively at his lower lip. +</P> + +<P> +"I never did," he admitted. And then, offhandedly: "What—did he say +anything, last night, when you told him to wear those things, this +morning." +</P> + +<P> +"Why, no," Miss Sarah laughed a little. "No. But he—Cal, he just sat +and looked at me, oh, so soberly, for the longest time. He made me +think somehow of a puppy that knows he's going to be scrubbed and—and +dreads it exceedingly. It's because of those dreadful things he's been +wearing, don't you suppose so?" +</P> + +<P> +"No doubt of it," her brother said. "No doubt! And now I'm going over +to invite Dexter Allison to come and take a look at him. I was telling +him only yesterday that a gentleman had to be a gentleman born." +</P> + +<P> +When Caleb came back, an hour later, with Allison at his heels, he +searched the house through without finding the boy. In his perplexity +he appealed to Sarah, who followed him to the front door. +</P> + +<P> +"Where's Stephen?" he asked. +</P> + +<P> +Sarah nodded to Allison. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, I waited a half-hour, Cal," she said, "and then, when I thought +you wouldn't be back for a while, I sent him downtown—I sent him to +the village——" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb seemed fairly to shrink. +</P> + +<P> +"You sent him down to the village?" he echoed. "Did he—did he change +his clothes?" +</P> + +<P> +"For some eggs," Sarah rounded out the sentence. +</P> + +<P> +"And of course he didn't!" Suddenly her brother's face alarmed her. +"Cal," she exclaimed, "I haven't done anything I shouldn't have done, +have I?" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb turned a wry face toward Allison. +</P> + +<P> +"In—that—outfit!" he groaned. "Down to the village, and it's a +lumber town! He's gone, and if he doesn't have to fight his way back +then I——" +</P> + +<P> +Sarah's alarm changed to fear instantly. She stepped out upon the +porch. +</P> + +<P> +"I never thought of that," she whispered. "But you don't really +think——" +</P> + +<P> +In her agitation she turned to Allison for contradiction. But Allison, +after placing a chair for her, drew one up for himself and, with an +expansive smile of anticipation upon his face, propped his feet upon +the rail. +</P> + +<P> +"I think," he assured her, with no comfort in the assurance, "that this +will be well worth watching through to the finish!" +</P> + +<P> +They sat and waited and in due course of time the boy returned. As he +appeared at the gate Sarah, with a strange choking sound in her throat, +half rose and then dropped weakly back into her chair. And even to +Allison, who had fondly looked forward to the worst, the little suit +with the pretty ruffed cuffs was an unbelievable wreck. The coat had +been ripped from hem to collar and dangled loose upon either side as +the boy advanced toward them; the knees of the trousers were split till +the bare skin showed through beneath, and those portions of the fabric +which were not encrusted with dirt were liberally o'er-spread with egg. +</P> + +<P> +After one stricken glance at the spectacle Sarah tottered to her feet +and retreated none too steadily into the house. But it wasn't the +condition of the boy's clothes which held Caleb's gaze. He was +watching his face. For as Steve marched across the lawn the dangerous +whiteness of the boy's countenance half frightened the man. His lips +were a thin streak across a jaw tight clamped and flecked with blood in +one corner. And his eyes had the wide-open fixity of a sleep-walker. +Steve had reached the top of the steps in his mechanical approach +before Caleb spoke. And even then, when he turned, he seemed only half +to see the two men who were waiting his coming. +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" faltered Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +The boy stopped short and slowly turned his head. Both men heard that +breath, short and harsh, in the moment of silence. +</P> + +<P> +"Just what does this mean?" Caleb attempted again. "Where have you +been?" +</P> + +<P> +He hardly recognized the boy's voice. +</P> + +<P> +"I been daown to the city," Steve slurred the words. "I been daown to +git Miss Sarah a dozen eggs—and I run into trouble—daown +there—a-gittin' 'em!" +</P> + +<P> +"I—I should assume that you had," murmured Caleb. "But you've brought +the eggs back with you, or most of them, I see, even though they aren't +in particularly edible condition." +</P> + +<P> +That was as long as Allison could endure it; he burst into a fit of +laughter which lasted until he was moaning for breath. And Steve, +teeth set, waited without moving until the noisy outburst was over. +</P> + +<P> +"You'd better go upstairs and get into your old clothes," Caleb advised +him then. "And I'll get you something less—less dangerous to wear +before night." +</P> + +<P> +But the boy stood rigid still. +</P> + +<P> +"Will you," he asked, "will you give me another quarter now?" +</P> + +<P> +Allison looked up quickly from wiping his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"A quarter," echoed Caleb slowly, even while he reached into his pocket +and handed the coin to the boy. "Now what do you——Here, where are +you going now?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve had turned and was marching down the steps. He paused a minute +to explain, however. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, I'm goin' back daown to the city," he grated out. "I'm goin' +back after Miss Sarah's eggs!" +</P> + +<P> +And he went and when he returned the creases in the paper bag which +held his purchase were as fresh as when it had left the grocer's +counter. +</P> + +<P> +"Well I'm—I'm damned!" Allison murmured, after the boy had entered the +house. "I <I>am</I> damned! You'll have to bring that youngster over, Cal, +and introduce him to the children." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb couldn't help it. +</P> + +<P> +"I told you so!" he said. +</P> + +<P> +That was only a beginning. The next fortnight was filled with more new +experiences than either Caleb or his sister would have believed could +be crammed into twenty times that duration. And Caleb spent most of +his waking hours boasting to the tolerant Allison of new and quite +astonishing traits which he found in the boy. +</P> + +<P> +Acting upon Dexter's suggestion the man took Steve across the very next +day and presented him to the children who were guests in the big stucco +and timber house: Little, shy, transparent-skinned Mary Graves and +Garret Devereau and Archibald Wickersham—the Right Honorable Archie. +But from the very first, Steve's lack of enthusiasm for their company +impressed itself upon Caleb. As a matter of fact, the boy did cross +over and join in their games the first day or two, but it was only +after Caleb himself had suggested it. And more often than not he would +be back again, before an hour had passed, to sit silent and moody, chin +in hand, upon the steps, gazing north at the hills. It puzzled Caleb +mightily; he laid it to homesickness at the beginning. +</P> + +<P> +Toward Barbara Allison, throughout those days, Steve's bearing was that +of frank and undisguised wonder and worship. Whatever they did, no +matter what they played at, his eyes rarely left the little girl's +bobbed head. For any feat which he performed he invariably turned to +her for approbation. And in return for that worship Barbara's +treatment of him was truly feminine. He out-ran the other boys as a +deer might outrun an ox; he out-leaped them without putting himself to +an effort, but he won scant attention or visible admiration from the +dark-eyed Barbara. She was far more likely to turn from his hungry +eyes to compliment the Honorable Archie upon his clumsy performance +with a sweetness that left Steve biting his lips in lack of +understanding. More than once it made even Caleb grit his teeth—the +little girl's disdainfully tilted chin—and when Steve's reluctance to +leave his own yard became an unmistakable thing, he spoke to Sarah +about it. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe I'm prejudiced, blindly," he growled, "but I do believe that +there is nothing in the world to equal the absolute and refined cruelty +of a woman-child of ten—unless it is that of a woman of twenty or +thirty, and on up the scale—when she first finds out that a man cares +enough for her so that she can really hurt him! If that Barbara was a +boy I'd catch her and switch her—Allison or no Allison!" +</P> + +<P> +At any other time Sarah would have defended her own sex with much +asperity; instead, there was something oddly wistful in her answer. +</P> + +<P> +"If it were only the way she treats him," she mused, "I wouldn't mind +so much." The sudden outraged glint in her eyes startled Caleb. "That +isn't the reason he doesn't want to play with them. They have been +laughing at him, Cal; they have all been making fun of him, +openly—mocking his speech and—and manners! All of them, that is, +save Garry Devereau." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb's face hardened. +</P> + +<P> +"Did he tell you that?" he demanded, surprised. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, no," Sarah exclaimed. "And you musn't mention it to him. I just +gathered it from something he let drop the other day. You know, Cal, +he hardly knows one figure from the other, but his reading is truly +marvelous. He can read as fluently, as expressively, as you or I can; +and one day, after he had been reading aloud for me, I asked him why he +didn't talk as—as he read. He didn't know what I meant at first, but +he understood the minute I tried to explain. +</P> + +<P> +"'Do you mean I ought to talk in book language?' he asked. +</P> + +<P> +"I told him that was my meaning, and after a time his blessed little +face began to go red. +</P> + +<P> +"'Do—do they,' and he nodded over yonder, Cal, 'do they all talk—like +books?' +</P> + +<P> +"So you see! And he's been trying ever since to correct his quaint +idioms and funny contractions, but it'll take a long time to correct a +mental process which is habit with him." Sarah's face grew resentful. +"I wish we'd never let him go over there, in the first place. We +should have known! For there isn't a look or a whispered comment, +which he doesn't catch. And, Cal, I doubt if even I have fathomed the +depths of his sensitiveness." +</P> + +<P> +"We'll stop his going," Caleb stated flatly. "We'll keep him away from +them." And under his breath he added something which Sarah had never +heard him say in her presence. +</P> + +<P> +But it needed no word of Caleb's to keep Steve at home. Without some +suggestion to urge him, the latter showed no inclination to leave his +own yard; and yet he would sit, too, for hours upon the top step of the +veranda, staring in the direction of the stucco lodge and listening to +the voices behind the high hedge. More and more often Garry Devereau +came over and joined him instead, and together the pair made almost +daily trips down to the mills. A quick intimacy had grown up between +the two boys—an intimacy which seemed all the stranger to Caleb +because of the very contrast between them. +</P> + +<P> +Garret Devereau was two years older in actual age and a half dozen in +the matter of knowledge. Already, while still in knickerbockers, he +was beginning to show how entirely he was the son of his father. For +the older Devereau had grown up from a handsome, dark-skinned, reticent +boy into a moody and cynical skeptic who, at the age of thirty, had put +the muzzle of his own revolver against his temple and pulled the +trigger, because as he phrased it, "he was tired of the game." The +skepticism was already there in Garry Devereau's slow smile. And Caleb +often felt that the boy's black eyes were looking through and beyond, +rather than at him. The bond of mutual understanding which seemed to +exist between him and Steve puzzled Caleb; but he was glad of it, for +all that. It kept the boy from being left entirely alone. +</P> + +<P> +Later, when he had had weeks and months to ponder it, the outcome of it +all seemed only logical to Caleb Hunter. It seemed to him then that he +should have foreseen it from the very first. But as it was, when the +denouement of which neither he nor Sarah had dreamed did come, it broke +with a suddenness that was cataclysmic to both of them. +</P> + +<P> +From the beginning Steve had evinced an insatiable appetite for books; +he started in to devour everything upon which he could lay his hands, +and the Hunter library was lined with well-stocked cases. But it was +the history volumes which drew him most; with a fat tome upon his knees +he would sit for hours in a corner upon the floor, his eyes glued to +the pages. And one day, two weeks after the occurrence of the eggs, he +came to Sarah with a shy question, a book in one hand. After she had +caught the drift of his query, Sarah took the volume and found that he +had been reading of the fabulous deeds of King Arthur and his Knights +of the Round Table. His breathless interest in the subject thrilled +and warmed the tiny woman, for more than once she had asserted to her +brother that his very bearing was that of a small and sturdy knight of +old, and she explained and elaborated upon the printed text far more +appealingly than she had had any idea was in her power. +</P> + +<P> +Steve went back to his reading after she had finished, but ever and +again that morning his eyes, blank with preoccupation, wandered from +the type; ever and again his ears seemed to be straining to catch the +echo of childish trebles from the yard beyond the hedge. And after +dinner Caleb was astonished when the boy explained, a little awkwardly, +that he was going over to Allison's grounds for a while. Allison +himself passed Steve in the hedge gap and, with a word of greeting, +stopped to shake hands with him gravely. So it came about that they +were sitting together, Dexter and Caleb, smoking in silence, when +Barbara Allison's first wild scream came shrilling to their ears. They +waited, staring at each other until the riotous clamor which rose set +them to running across the lawn. But the scene which met Caleb's eyes +when he burst through the shrubbery froze him into immobility. +</P> + +<P> +There was a seething pack of children around two writhing figures upon +the ground; they were all shrieking in soprano panic—all save Garry +Devereau. He, standing a little to one side, was smiling his queer, +crooked, handsome smile, while Stephen O'Mara mauled the Honorable +Archibald Wickersham with true riverman thoroughness, which meant the +infliction of the greatest possible damage in the least possible time. +An inscrutable sort of contempt curled his lips when Barbara Allison +frantically begged him to rescue the small Britisher from the storm of +fists—a man's contempt for another man who does not take his +punishment in silence. For the howls of the Honorable Archie were +louder and more piercing than the loudest of the hysterical little +girls who were watching. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb felt as a man feels who tries to run in a nightmare and cannot +make his feet obey the commands of his brain. It was only when Barbara +Allison dropped desperately to her knees beside the huddle of arms and +legs and straining bodies and began to beat with tight-clenched little +hands upon Steve's tousled head, that the power of action returned to +him. He fairly leaped forward then, scattering the circle before his +weighty rush and, leaning over to get a firm grip upon his collar, +jerked Steve upright with one mighty heave. That effort raised the +Honorable Archie to his feet, also, for Steve was clamped to his +antagonist, or victim, with a bulldog grip. +</P> + +<P> +It grew very quiet when Caleb whirled the boy around and stood peering +sternly down into his battle-streaked features. Allison strode quietly +up in that moment. +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" Caleb didn't know just how to begin, but his voice was cold. +"Well, young man, can you explain just what this means?" +</P> + +<P> +The Honorable Archie limped away a pace or two and, whimpering, fell to +rearranging his crumpled raiment—fell to dabbling at a bruised and +swollen nose. When he found that there was blood upon his handkerchief +he howled again, but the rest of the children waited, appalled, for +Steve's answer. +</P> + +<P> +Had the boy burst into bitter expletive at that instant Caleb would not +have been so surprised as he was at Steve's reception of his question. +The latter looked up, just pushed his long hair back from his forehead +with one quick hand; and then smiled, very, very slowly. +</P> + +<P> +"Nuthin'—nuthin' much," he qualified the statement. "Only we was +goin' to play King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table! He +wanted to be her knight"—an uncomplimentary thumb indicated the +Honorable Archie—"and—and so did I." This time his eyes went to +Barbara, who was listening, her teeth sunk in her lip. "He wanted to +be her knight—an'—an' he ain't got no call to be, because in case of +trouble, or anything, he couldn't purtect her! He couldn't fight good +enough to take good keer o' her, because I kin fight better. I—I just +licked him to prove it!" +</P> + +<P> +And there the matter-of-fact explanation halted. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb never knew just what he had meant to do when he first dragged the +boy away from his shrieking rival. But while he stood there, looking +down into that glowing face, he realized that he had walked into a +situation bigger than any with which he was prepared to cope. Already +it had become veritable comedy to the broadly grinning Allison—but it +seemed symbolic to Caleb. He sensed how close it lay to tragedy +itself; he found himself arguing kindly, in place of the rebuke which +he had thought to deliver. +</P> + +<P> +"But in the days when knighthood was in flower, Steve," he explained +ponderously, "the—the fair ladies always chose their own knights, +didn't they?" +</P> + +<P> +But the question had an entirely unexpected effect upon the boy. For, +instead of wiping the smile from the small and wistfully earnest face, +it only softened it. Shyly Steve fell to kicking the turf with the toe +of his new boot; then his head came up and, flaming red, he squared his +shoulders and faced Barbara full. The move was unmistakable—he was +just waiting for her to name him the knight of her choice. And, +instead, the little girl, her eyes twin shafts of searing scorn, curled +her lips at him and fairly spat out the words in her shaking rage. +</P> + +<P> +"You—you—<I>my</I> knight?" she half whispered, "<I>You</I>!" And she turned +her back and went, solicitously, toward Archie and his rumpled clothes. +</P> + +<P> +Even Allison stopped smiling, even Devereau forgot his curious +amusement, at the livid change which came over Steve's face with that +answer which she flung at him. The boy fell away a step before her +fierce little visage; he crooked one arm, over the cheek where her +fists had beaten the skin pink a moment before. And then her meaning +struck him like a blow between the eyes. +</P> + +<P> +Shoulders slumped forward, head hanging low, he wheeled on heel and +started for the gap in the hedge. Caleb could not move, nor did +Allison, whose wits were quick enough in most things. But Garry +Devereau followed and overtook his friend. He did not speak to him; he +merely dropped one hand upon his drooping shoulders. And yet the men, +had they talked for an hour, could not have conveyed all that there was +in that second of contact. For it proved electrical in its effect. +Steve whirled again and came marching back, head up now—back to the +group which had not moved. Straight up to Barbara he went and faced +her once again. +</P> + +<P> +"I wa'n't good enough to be your knight, was I?" he accused her in a +hushed and vibrant voice. "I—I don't know enough, ner I can't talk +good enough, to be your knight. I ain't good enough fer you! But I'm +a-goin' to be—do you hear? I'm a-goin' to be—an' when I am … +when I am … then I'll come back to you!" +</P> + +<P> +This time, rigid as a lance, he disappeared from sight. Caleb stood +staring at the ground. Allison stood and stared at the horizon. +</P> + +<P> +And when Barbara finally started, white of face and silent, toward the +stucco house, Caleb, too, turned and followed his boy home. It was the +first time in his memory that he and Dexter Allison had parted in +anger, and at that moment Caleb believed that he hated the man and all +that was his! +</P> + +<P> +Steve had gone straight to his room, but one glimpse of his bloodless +face had told Sarah too much and too little. After her brother had +explained she would not let him go upstairs to the boy. +</P> + +<P> +"It will be better to leave him alone for a while," she said. "It has +been coming for days, this thing. I think I knew it would come—but +how could we have stopped it, Cal? And you won't believe me, but it's +because Barbara Allison cares more for our boy's little finger than she +could for a hundred Archie Wickershams that she—she said what she did. +Women do those things, and even I, who am a woman, can't tell you why!" +</P> + +<P> +Steve did not come downstairs for supper that night, and when he failed +to appear at the breakfast hour, both Caleb and Sarah mounted to his +room, fear in their hearts. The bed had not been slept in; the sheets +were not even disarranged, but there was a scrap of paper pinned to one +pillow-slip. It wasn't written in "book language"—that short +message—for it was not his brain, but his heart, which had phrased it: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +I'm a-comin' back—I'm comin' back to you, someday when they won't be +no need fer you to be ashamed fer me. I'm takin' my new clothes with +me because I knowed you would a-wanted me to—and the shoes, too. I'm +askin' you to take keer of Ole Samanthy til I come fer her—and Miss +Sarah ain't got no call to worry, fer I could always take keer o' +myself. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +It was signed "Stephen O'Mara." +</P> + +<P> +Sarah's face went white when she had read it through. Her knees +weakened under her and she had to sit down. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Cal—why, Cal, he's—he's gone," she quavered. +</P> + +<P> +And Caleb nodded down into her stricken face. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes—he—he's gone," he breathed. +</P> + +<P> +Sarah swallowed hard. Then two bright tears crept out from under her +eyelids and went coursing down her cheeks. She rose and groped her way +to her own room. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb found Barbara Allison waiting in the living-room when he, still +numb from the shock, went back downstairs. She came up to him and +stood a moment, twisting the fingers of one hand within those of the +other. +</P> + +<P> +"I want to see Stephen, please, Uncle Cal," she faltered. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb drew a deep and unsteady breath. +</P> + +<P> +"Steve isn't here, Barbara," he said as gently as he could. +</P> + +<P> +The child didn't understand. +</P> + +<P> +"Father sent me over to apologize," she explained slowly. "I'm to tell +him that I'm sorry. But I—I want to tell him, too, that if I couldn't +have him for my knight—I—I wouldn't ever have any knight at all!" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb felt a tightening at his throat which made speech difficult. +</P> + +<P> +"But Steve has gone away," he managed to gulp. +</P> + +<P> +A shadow came into the big dark eyes lifted to his. +</P> + +<P> +"He'll be back for breakfast, won't he?" she asked, hopefully. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm afraid not, Barbara. I'm afraid now that he may never come +back—again." +</P> + +<P> +She didn't understand what he meant at first, so Caleb tried to +explain. But when his voice broke and trailed off into a husky whisper +there was no further need of explanation. She ran then and threw +herself in a passion of tears upon a window-seat in the corner. Caleb +found his chair. And after a time he felt a small hand touch his +sleeve; he felt a wet cheek pressed tight to his own. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, don't you feel so badly, too, Uncle Cal," Barbara sobbed. +"Please—please! Because he <I>is</I> coming back! He told me he would—he +told me he would, himself!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VI +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +MY MAN O'MARA +</H3> + + +<P> +For a week and more Caleb Hunter scoured the surrounding country. He +whipped over the hills in every direction, half hopeful that he might +overtake the boy who had gone in the night. But none of the farmers on +the outlying roads had seen pass their way a little foot traveler such +as he described, and after a time even that small hope died. +</P> + +<P> +When Dexter Allison came over the next day, his face far more perturbed +than Caleb had ever before seen it by the news which Barbara, in tears, +had carried to him, Caleb found that his anger had somehow oozed away +during the night. Allison's concern was too genuine to be feigned; and +Caleb learned too, that morning, that beneath his neighbor's amusement +at the boy there had always been a strain of admiration for his sturdy +gravity and more than a bit of wonder at his uncanny knowledge of +things which were as sealed books to Dexter. +</P> + +<P> +Together the two men searched for Steve, driving in silence through the +country, until they both realized that the search was useless. And at +last one day in early fall, Caleb started alone upon his errand into +that stretch of timber to the north which the boy himself had vaguely +designated as "up-river." +</P> + +<P> +He spent a week in the saddle before he located the cabin of the +"Jenkinses" in an isolated clearing upon the main branch of the river. +If the journey could have been made cross-country, straight through the +wilderness itself, it would have been no more than a ten-mile ride from +that cabin to the same huge valley at the headwaters of the east +branch, where he and Dexter and the boy had camped only a few days +before. But it was a two days' journey around the backbone of that +ridge alone, by trail. And even then, when he did locate the +"Jenkinses," it took hours of quiet argument before Caleb could +convince those shy and suspicious people that his errand was an honest +one. Eventually they did come to believe him; they led him, a-foot, +another half mile up the timber-fringed stream, to a log cabin set back +in the balsams upon a needle carpeted knoll. And they stood and stared +in stolid wonder at this portly man in riding breeches and leather +puttees, when he finally emerged from that small shack, "Old Tom's" tin +box under his arm, and, with lips working strangely, pinned the door +shut behind him. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb left in the limp fingers of the head of the Jenkins' household a +yellow-tinted note of a denomination which they had not even known +existed; he left them half-doubting its genuineness, until later when +there came an opportunity to spend it. And Sarah was waiting at the +door of the white place on the hill when Caleb wheeled into the yard at +dusk, two days later. +</P> + +<P> +"You've found him!" she exclaimed as she glimpsed his face when he +entered the hall. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb shook his head, his heart aching at the hunger in her question. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I haven't found <I>him</I>, Sarah," he said gently enough. "But +I—I've found out <I>who he is</I>!" +</P> + +<P> +They forgot their supper that night. With heads close together they +hung for hours over the ink-smeared sheaf of papers which the tin box +yielded up. Most of them were covered with a cramped and misspelled +handwriting which they knew must be that of the one whom Steve had +called "Old Tom." Some of them were hard to decipher, but their import +was very, very clear. +</P> + +<P> +There was one picture—a miniature of a girl, eager of face and wavy of +hair. Her relationship to the boy was unmistakable. Sarah found that +and wept over it silently, and while she wept Caleb sifted out the +remaining loose sheets and came upon a bundle of tax receipts. These +puzzled him for a moment, until, at the very bottom of the box he found +a folded and legal-looking document. He opened that and then he +understood—he understood just how every penny had been spent which Old +Tom had been able to earn. After the swiftest of examinations, Caleb +refolded the paper and slipped it into his own pocket, without showing +it to Sarah at all. Just at that instant he was not sure why he meant +to keep its existence to himself, but even then, back in his brain, the +reason was there. At length he turned to his sister. +</P> + +<P> +"It's not hard to understand now, is it?" he said. "It's pretty plain +now why he had to go. And we, Sarah—we who were going to 'make +something of him'—why, we should have known absolutely, without this +evidence. They laughed at him; they made fun of him—and there isn't +any better blood than flows in that boy's veins! He was Stephen +O'Mara's son, and no more brilliant barrister than O'Mara ever +addressed a jury of a prisoner's peers and—and broke their very hearts +with the simplicity of his pleading." +</P> + +<P> +Sarah folded her thin hands over the woman's picture. +</P> + +<P> +"I like his mother's face," she murmured, faintly. "And I'm jealous of +her, Cal! You don't have to remind me of the rest of it, either, for I +recall it all. She died, and he—he went all to pieces. They said, at +his death, that he was destitute. And when he did follow +her—across—they hunted everywhere, didn't they, and never found the +boy? Didn't some of the newspapers argue that a servant—a +gardener—had stolen him?" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb nodded his head. +</P> + +<P> +"Most of them ridiculed the suggestion, but it was true, just the same. +That servant was Old Tom. And the only defense he makes is just one +line or so in—in this." Caleb dropped a hand upon the half legible +pages. "He says that he wasn't going to let civilization make of the +boy's life the wreck which he, poor, queer, honest soul, thought it had +made of his father's. And do you know, Sarah, do you know, I can't +help but believe that this over-zealous thing which the law would have +prosecuted was the best thing he could have done? I'll take these +things, now, and lock them in the safe for the boy, until he—until he +comes back home!" +</P> + +<P> +But Sarah Hunter kept the picture of Stephen O'Mara's mother separate +from the rest; she took it upstairs with her when she went, white and +tired-faced, to bed. And it was Sarah's faith which outlasted the +years which followed. She never weakened in her belief that some day +the boy would come back—she and one other whose faith in his last +boyish promise, phrased in bitterness, also endured. For during the +next five years there was not a summer which brought Allison into the +hills but what the first question of his daughter Barbara, motherless +now herself, was of Steve. +</P> + +<P> +"Has—has Stephen come back?" she asked invariably. +</P> + +<P> +At first the query was marked by nothing more than a child's naïve +eagerness; and later, when it was brought up in a casual, by-the-way +fashion, it was, nevertheless, tinged with hope. Five years lengthened +into ten, and still Steve did not come. But whenever Barbara asked +that question Caleb remembered, as though it had happened only +yesterday, that morning when she first appeared to the boy. +</P> + +<P> +He wondered sometimes what Steve's reception of her would be now—if he +did come back! The thought supplied many idle hours with food for +speculation for Barbara Allison, year by year, had grown into that +slender, dark-eyed creature of more than usual beauty whom Caleb had +seen, as through the boy's own eyes, in the promise of the years. +Caleb had long before given up all hope, but he wondered just the same. +And then there came a morning when he didn't have to wonder any more. +There came a morning when that self-same scene was staged again by +Chance—staged with Caleb for an audience. There came a morning when +Stephen O'Mara did return. +</P> + +<P> +More than a few times in those intervening years the Hunter home had +been closed. Sarah Hunter developed an uneasy restlessness which would +have worried her brother had it not been for the light of wistful +expectancy which never left her eyes. She developed what her brother +termed a habit of "seeing America first and last, and in the interval +between." But he, beneath his jocularity, was glad enough to accompany +her upon those rambling journeys which, without itinerary, led them +from coast to coast and he never smiled—at least not so that she might +see him—even though he was certain that she, in her simplicity of +spirit, was really looking for the boy. +</P> + +<P> +All winter and throughout the summer, too, the Hunter place had been +closed, until that day in late October. It had been a warm week—a +week of such unseasonable humidity for the hills that Caleb, rising +somewhat before his usual hour, had blamed his sleeplessness, as usual, +upon the weather. He was glad to be home again that morning; he had +been so lonely away from home that he was warmed unaccountably by the +thought that Allison was in the hills, too. And he was sure of that +fact, for the night before, when their train pulled into the station +which occupied the spot where Allison's mill-yards had stood before, +the bright brass work upon the private car of the owner of the stucco +place next his own had been unmistakable. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb was even wondering if Barbara would be with her father on this +trip. Barbara had, he knew, been two years on the continent, +"finishing," Allison called it, always with a wry face and a gesture +toward his wallet pocket. He was wondering, as he came down the +stairs, if she would ask him again if—if … and then, at the sight +of a seated figure outside on the top step of the veranda, he pulled up +sharp in the doorway. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb didn't have to wonder any longer! +</P> + +<P> +The attitude of that figure before him was so like the picture which +time had been unable to erase—so absolutely identical in everything +save garb and size alone—that the man, recoiling a little, dragged one +hand across his forehead as though he doubted his own eyes. But when +he looked again it was still there, sitting chin in palm, small head +under a rather weather-beaten felt hat thrust slightly forward, gazing +fixedly toward the stucco house beyond the shrubbery. And before Caleb +could move, before he was more than half aware of the painful pulse in +his throat, it all happened again, just as it had happened years and +years before. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb heard voices in the adjoining grounds, and as he half turned in +that direction Allison's bulky form, vivid in a far more vivid plaid, +appeared in the hedge gap. While Caleb stared another figure flashed +through ahead of him, laughter upon her lips, and paused a-tip-toe, to +wave a hand in greeting. And instantly, as they had a dozen years +before, Barbara Allison's eyes swung in instant scrutiny of the one who +was seated at Caleb's feet. She hesitated, and recovered herself. But +when, with quite dignified deliberation, she finally came forward to +pass that motionless figure upon the steps, every pulse in her body was +beating consciousness of his nearness. And yet, at that, when she +paused at Caleb's side and bobbed her head with a characteristic +impetuosity which she had never lost she seemed completely oblivious to +the presence of anyone save Caleb and herself. +</P> + +<P> +"Good morning, Uncle Cal," she murmured, very demurely. +</P> + +<P> +Then the man upon the steps moved; he rose and turned and swept his +rather weather-beaten hat from his head. His hair was still wavy, +still chestnut in the shadows. And Caleb, though he could not force a +word from his tightened throat, marveled how tall the boy had +grown—how paradoxically broad of shoulder and slender of body he +seemed to be. +</P> + +<P> +It was a man's face which was lifted to his, tanned and wrinkled a +little at the corners of the eyes by much exposure to sun and wind. +But the eyes themselves hadn't changed a bit. They were still the same +steady and unwavering gray. A smile crept into them, a smile crept +across the even lips, and for all the change there was in that slow +mirth it might have been the little figure of other days—the boy in +the white drill trousers and uncouth boots—who was smiling up at Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +Standing there in his blue flannel shirt and corduroy trousers, clasped +tight to knee by high brown boots below them, Stephen O'Mara held out a +sinewy brown hand. His voice was a little unsteady, but the mimicry of +his own drawling speech of former years held an echo of boyhood—a +twanging, boyish echo—which dragged at Caleb's very heartstrings. +</P> + +<P> +"Haow—haow d'ye do, Uncle Cal?" he quavered. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara had turned and started indoors in search of Miss Sarah. Now +she halted, her slim back toward the two men at the veranda's edge, and +stood motionless at the sound of that voice. When, little by little, +she faced around at last, it was fairly to feel those grave gray eyes +resting upon her own face. The blood of a sudden came storming up into +Barbara's cheeks. And Caleb, even if he did not know what all of the +girl's emotions were at that moment, knew that he knew one of them at +least. Caleb had just learned himself what it was to see a ghost. +</P> + +<P> +Dexter Allison, coming up less airily across the lawn, surprised his +daughter poised with one hand outstretched, red lips half open. Ho +found her staring, velvet eyed and pink of face, at a tall figure in +blue flannel and corduroy, and although he had never seen him in all +the months that the latter had been in his employ, Allison knew this +must be the one in whose keeping lay, directly or indirectly, the +success or failure of the biggest thing he had ever attempted in this +north country—the man to whom he always referred, whenever he boasted +of his exploits, as "my man O'Mara." +</P> + +<P> +Beyond that point, however, Allison's immediate recognition did not go. +The past interested him but little, except as a matter for precedent or +a record of past performances. But memory fairly clamored in the +girl's ears that morning. There was not one tiniest detail of the +strangely intense, sturdily confident little hill-boy's bearing but +what came back to her at that moment. She remembered them all, and +seconds later, when Steve's fingers had closed over her own +outstretched hand, she realized that she was staring at him in a +childishly concentrated effort to read again in the man's gaze the +undisguised worship and wonder which had always followed her from the +eyes of the boy who had fought to be her knight. And she realized +suddenly that he had sensed the effort behind her eager scrutiny, even +though his own eyes remained whimsically unreadable. +</P> + +<P> +"I always told them that you would come back," she murmured then. +"Just as you—you said you would." +</P> + +<P> +The remark was barely loud enough for even Steve to hear, but hard upon +its utterance she caught her breath in anger at herself for her own +senseless confusion, which had led her into saying the one thing she +least of all had wanted to voice. Even an inane remark concerning the +weather would have been better than that girlish naiveté which she felt +seemed to force upon him, too, a recollection of the very letter of a +promise which had, no doubt, long since become in his mind nothing but +a quaint episode not untinged with absurdity. +</P> + +<P> +She realized that her hand still lay in his; she grew hotly conscious +of her father's rather perplexed survey of the tableau. And in that +instant when Allison's first words reached her burning ears, even +before Steve could reply to her greeting, she wrung free her fingers +with an abruptness which, when she remembered it afterward, only added +to her fury at her absurd confusion. +</P> + +<P> +"Hum-m-m," puffed Allison. "Hum-m-m!" He spoke directly to Stephen +O'Mara, who half turned his head at the first heavily facetious +syllable. "So you did get my message, eh? I rather thought that it +wouldn't reach you, up-river, until to-day." An ample smile embraced +the tall figure in riverman's garb and his own daughter's crimson +countenance—a most meaningful smile of roguery. "Well, from what I've +heard," he stated, "and what I've … seen, I should say that you are +my man, O'Mara. Mr. Elliott himself has informed me that your quite +spectacular success in one or two vital campaigns has been entirely due +to the fact that you are an—er—opportunist! I agree with Mr. +Elliott, absolutely—that is, if my first premise is correct." +</P> + +<P> +And his laughter rumbled softly. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's face had cooled a little in that moment since Steve's eyes +had left her face. Now she forgot her confusion—forgot to be annoyed, +even at her father's clumsy banter. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Your</I> man, O'Mara!" she exclaimed indignantly. "<I>Your</I> man! Why, +he—he's <I>my</I>—" and that was as far as she went. +</P> + +<P> +Her voice thinned into nothingness, but words were not necessary to +tell either Caleb or Steve that she had been about to assert a prior +claim which dated back years and years. +</P> + +<P> +The man whose smile was still that of the boy turned slowly back to +Barbara. His quiet mirth, which crinkled the corners of his eyelids, +seemed totally detached and impersonal; and yet it hinted, too, at an +intimate enjoyment of the situation which they alone could appreciate. +Steve merely held out his hand again and took her slim fingers within +his own. +</P> + +<P> +"I have always insisted to Mr. Elliott," he said, "that the solution of +all the difficulties, which he chooses to view as gloriously romantic +tilts with Destiny, depends one-half upon luck, and the other half on +being on the ground personally, when the—affair—starts." He half +faced toward Allison. "I am O'Mara," he finished very briefly, "your +man, O'Mara—if you happen to be the East Coast Development and Timber +Company?" +</P> + +<P> +There was at most no more than the barest suggestion of it in Steve's +crisp question, but Caleb sensed immediately that Allison's placid +appropriation of the blue flannel-shirted one as his own particular +property was not a mutually accepted status. Dexter, however, failed, +or chose, to read nothing in the drawling question. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm it," he agreed, jovially. "That is—I and two or three others, +including Mr. Elliott, our esteemed president." +</P> + +<P> +He mounted the steps heavily and stood contemplating the small hand +still within the larger, browner one. +</P> + +<P> +"The introductions seem to have outstripped me," he remarked, +"but—er—any objection to shaking hands with me, too, Mr. O'Mara?" +</P> + +<P> +Stephen laughed aloud. Allison's attempted lugubrity was really funny. +From the door Barbara echoed his laughter in bubbling, throaty +amusement at it all. +</P> + +<P> +"Poor, blind papa!" she chanted mockingly, and disappeared on swift +feet. +</P> + +<P> +Allison scowled after her. +</P> + +<P> +"Not so blind as some—the unprincipled jade!" he retorted. "But +that's another thing I've heard about you, Mr. O'Mara, if you will +pardon a garrulous old gossip's personalities. They tell me that you +aren't particularly—susceptible?" +</P> + +<P> +And then the bantering tone was dropped entirely. In the rest of +Allison's greeting was all that Caleb found most lovable in the man's +whole make-up—his proneness to accept men as men, for what they had +done or might do, in a man's world. +</P> + +<P> +"I've heard much of you, Mr. O'Mara; I've looked forward to this +meeting," he said, as he shook hands. "Now I want to tell you that I +am proud to know you. And so you didn't get my message, after all?" +</P> + +<P> +The handclasp left Allison staring ruefully at his reddened fingers. +Steve shook his head. +</P> + +<P> +"I had to come down river, yesterday," he explained. "Your telegram +found me here, and I waited over until this morning, as you suggested." +</P> + +<P> +"Surely … surely! I see … I see!" Allison emphasized his +comprehension. "Not that it was anything of vital importance. I just +wanted a short conference with you, yourself, that was all. Elliott's +own reports on the work are so tinged with his eternal optimism, so +colored by what you aptly termed his romantic zest for the game, that I +wanted your own opinion concerning the possibility of the East Coast +Company finishing that railroad in time to fulfil their contracts. No +hurry about it; but that's my house over yonder. You were just one +place too far north to find me." +</P> + +<P> +He turned to face Caleb. There was a flood of questions upon the +latter's lips. Caleb wanted to seize the boy by the shoulder, and spin +him around toward the light and stare and stare into his face; but he +waited because he found much that was hugely diverting in Dexter's +bland ignorance, which had even accepted Steve's presence there as a +case of misdirection. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose you know what this early morning call presages, Cal?" +Allison challenged. +</P> + +<P> +Before Caleb could reply Steve knew what the answer was to be. The +request found him already at the door, grinning broadly. +</P> + +<P> +"Would you—would you mind finding Miss Sarah, Steve?" Caleb asked. +"Will you tell her, please, that we are to be subjected to +another—neighborly imposition!" +</P> + +<P> +Steve's going left Allison frowning a little. +</P> + +<P> +"We've played this farce through a hundred times, Cal," he murmured, +"and it wasn't according to formula—that last remark of yours. But, +do you know, just for a minute it sort of reminded me of +something—something that seems to have happened before, and I can't +recall just what." +</P> + +<P> +He shook his head and led the way to a chair. +</P> + +<P> +"It wasn't our nonsense that affected me, either," he finished. "I +believe it was O'Mara himself who … but I didn't know that you were +acquainted with him, Cal. Have you known him long?" +</P> + +<P> +"Um-m-m—yes!" Caleb weighed his reply. "Quite some time, I think I +might say." +</P> + +<P> +He shook with scarcely suppressed laughter, but Allison ignored his +senseless mirth. +</P> + +<P> +"I'd like to claim that boy as my own discovery," he avowed, "but I +can't—not without fear of successful contradiction on Elliott's part. +And in point of service it isn't fair to call him a boy, either, though +I suppose both of us are old enough to be his father. He's Elliott's +find. Elliott suggested him as the one man for this job, when I +consolidated with the Ainnesley crowd and they took up the contract to +move the Reserve timber from Thirty-Mile and the valleys above. +Elliott knew of him, but I've been looking up his record pretty +closely, since he took hold in earnest. +</P> + +<P> +"He's in his twenties, as near as I can make out, but he's come through +on one of two jobs that might well make an old campaigner envious. He +took a fortune in hard woods out of San Domingo for a Berlin concern; +he was the only man on the St. Sebastian River job who said the +construction was too light. He said it wouldn't stand when the ice +began to move in the spring—and it didn't! Oh, he knows his business! +But it wasn't his successes which caught Elliott's eye. It's the way +he has failed a couple of times, fighting right back to the last +ditch—and fighting and fighting!—when all the rest had quit, that +made me anxious to get a look at him. Perhaps there are older men who +can outfigure him on loads and stresses, but as a field general he +stands alone. He can handle men. And, when it comes to meeting +conditions just as they arise, Elliott says he's a wonder—he can +outguess dear old Mother Nature herself!" +</P> + +<P> +There was grave appreciation in Allison's voice—honest appreciation of +a man who had himself achieved, for another man's achievement. And yet +Caleb, in spite of the proud pumping of his heart, in spite of his +desire to murmur, "But I told you so, Dexter, years ago," still found +room to wonder at a thin strain of speculation which seemed to underrun +the speaker's words. In his reiteration of O'Mara's qualities Allison +seemed almost to be assuring himself that infallibility was not a human +attribute. And his next remark only served to heighten that suggestion. +</P> + +<P> +"That's why the East Coast Co. brought him up here to build their bit +of road," he went on slowly. "They've got to move that Reserve Company +timber. They have a contract that'll break 'em—break us—if we fall +down. And do you know, Cal, I—I can't help but believe that the thing +is beyond the pale of possibility. I believed it six months ago, when +Elliott and Ainnesley and the rest of them were so keen for it, and I +believe it still, even though I have seen Elliott's engineer and know +what he has already accomplished. That track'll never go through on +schedule—and that's why I'm up here for the winter. It's going to be +a hot little race against time, with some millions for a purse. It'll +break the East Coast Co. if he fails, and"—his voice became oddly +intense—"and I tell you again that it—can't—be—done!" +</P> + +<P> +Then Allison became aware of Caleb's mild astonishment at his vehemence. +</P> + +<P> +"An amateur's opinion, of course, Cal," he laughed, "which is strictly +<I>entre nous</I>. But, win or lose, this man O'Mara will be a valuable man +to have around after the thing is decided." +</P> + +<P> +"You said that he reminded you of something," Caleb began rather +heavily. "It recalled something to me, too. I wonder if you remember +a little fishing trip that we took, some ten or twelve years ago, +Dexter, up into the hills? It was to the headwaters of the cast +branch, somewhere in the neighborhood of the Reserve Company's +holdings, I should say." +</P> + +<P> +"Why, yes," the other answered, off-handedly. "Why, yes, now that you +mention it, I do remember. May I ask your reason for speaking of it?" +</P> + +<P> +"No reason in particular," Caleb hesitated. "Only this O'Mara reminded +me of something, too—something that you said, that night at the +camp-fire." +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" +</P> + +<P> +Allison's monosyllable was coolly noncommittal. +</P> + +<P> +"Can you remember what it was?" Caleb asked, positively uncomfortable +now. +</P> + +<P> +"I think I remarked that there was a fortune for some man in that +valley, if he was far-sighted enough. Was that it?" +</P> + +<P> +Then Caleb understood the challenge in his friend's voice. He thought +he understood. The names of the stockholders of the Reserve Company +were all strange to Caleb save one. The Honorable Archibald +Wickersham, who was said to represent huge foreign interests, he had +known as a boy. And Caleb had seen Dexter indescribably sore, before +this, from having overlooked, as he termed it himself, "a sure thing +bet." He laughed, more like his placid self again. +</P> + +<P> +"Bless you, no!" he exclaimed. "What have I ever done to make you +believe that a mere commercial estimate would remain with me this long? +It—it was something that you said concerning the making of a +gentleman. I just wondered if you were of your early way of thinking. +I wondered if you would consider that—that——" +</P> + +<P> +Allison lay back in his chair and breathed deeply, slowly—and Miss +Sarah appeared that moment in the doorway, pinker of cheek and more +tremulous of lip than her brother had ever seen her before. She +dropped Allison an old-fashioned curtsy, which was an exceedingly +frivolous performance for Sarah. +</P> + +<P> +"Breakfast is served, Cal," she fairly chortled, "and there are two +very hungry children inside." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HARRIGAN, THAT'S ME! +</H3> + + +<P> +Never before had the air of that long, paneled room been so surcharged +with half-suppressed hilarity. At first her father merely scowled at +Barbara's intermittent little gurgles, which refused to stay entirely +pent-up; he frowned at her seemingly inane interruptions of the +technical discussion into which he had immediately plunged with the +East Coast Company's engineer, until he could no longer ignore the +smile which pulled at the lips of the latter, too, at every fresh +attempt of the girl to swing the conversation into an utterly +irrelevant channel. He looked around the table then and caught the +gleam in Caleb's eyes; he took note of Miss Sarah's illuminated face, +and gave way to a burst of querulousness not all simulation. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>What</I> is the joke?" he demanded in a voice that set them all to +rocking in their chairs. "Let me in on it—let me laugh, too—if there +is anything worth laughing at. Cal, you're growing old—old and +feeble-witted!" +</P> + +<P> +He turned sternly to his daughter, but the darkly glowing eyes which +she lifted to his absolutely silenced him for an instant. Twin devils +of mischief fairly danced in their shimmering, liquid depths. The +girl's face, even to him who had long before grown overfamiliar with +its beauty, was a wonderfully lovely thing. Allison sat and stared at +her for a moment, blankly, and when he went on his voice had become +less testy. +</P> + +<P> +"And you," he growled, "you have interrupted me a dozen times already, +always with some nonsense of which I can make neither rime nor reason. +Now, if you don't mind, I'd like to get Mr. O'Mara's reason for +establishing his headquarters at Thirty-Mile, instead of directing the +work from Morrison, which would seem to be far more convenient." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara bobbed her head, meekly. Her giggle, however, was shameless. +</P> + +<P> +"But Mr. O'Mara has been trying to tell you," she defended in a +suffocated small voice, "that it's because the work at this end is not +so difficult. There are several miles of swamp work, I think he said, +and a bridge or something, which promises trouble. I—I am sorry if I +interrupted. I only wanted to ask Mr. O'Mara a question myself—a—a +very unimportant question, I'm afraid!" +</P> + +<P> +Allison had had experience with his daughter's seeming meekness. +Moreover, the working of Caleb's and Sarah's faces baffled him. He +waited, fuming. +</P> + +<P> +"Just before you and Uncle Cal came in we—we were talking about the +weather," the girl struggled on. "Mr. O'Mara predicted it would rain +soon and I just wanted to ask him what made him think so." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes?" Allison temporized. +</P> + +<P> +It was very quiet for a moment. Steve sat, a little red of face +himself, gazing across into the girl's starry eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Go ahead!" she prompted him with a gasp. +</P> + +<P> +Then his lips began to curl until a smile overspread his face and +half-closed his eyes. He leaned back and raised obediently a quaintly +solemn, quaintly boyish treble. +</P> + +<P> +"I wa'n't guessin'," he averred soberly, "ner I wa'n't thinkin' it +will. It'll jest be rainin', come sunup, and it'll be good fer till +Wednesday, for sure!" +</P> + +<P> +At the beginning of that quavering statement Dexter Allison's lips fell +apart. They remained open long after Steve had finished. Once he +started to rise, and then dropped back into his chair, dumfounded. +There was no doubt concerning the success of his daughter's query. At +last he got to his feet and padded around the table. With a hand on +either of the boy's shoulders, he turned that browned face up to his +own. +</P> + +<P> +"You," he murmured, weakly. "You! And Elliott said that you could +outguess dear old Mother Nature herself! Well, I—I'm damned!" +</P> + +<P> +They talked no more business at table that morning, and Allison found +scant opportunity to make himself heard at all. Even the reticence +which seemed a part of Steve's grave face and big body was swept aside +before the tumult of questions that tumbled from Barbara's lips, +promptly to be supplemented by Caleb whenever her breath gave out. +</P> + +<P> +"And to think that you didn't recognize him, even when you met him face +to face," she rallied her father. "It was dense enough of me not to +have known instantly who it must be, the first day you began your +endless reiteration of 'my man, O'Mara.' I, at least, should have +known, because—because"—she faltered a little—"well, they always do, +in books!" +</P> + +<P> +It raised another storm of laughter—that faltering, ingenuous reason +of hers—and Barbara hastened to explain that the phrase was a relic of +her own childhood, which she had once coined in extenuation of conduct +to which her mother had objected. She still employed it, she +explained, in particularly irresponsible moments. +</P> + +<P> +It was minutes before Allison could wedge in a single remark, longer +than that before he stopped frowning to himself in a fashion which made +Caleb remember that moment of inexplicable vehemence, outside on the +veranda. They had retrogressed as far as the "injine"—the "steam +injine"—when Allison finally made himself heard. +</P> + +<P> +"What I can't remember is just why you left us so suddenly. I know it +was some sort of a rumpus, with Barbara in it—there's always a woman, +of course—but I can't recall——" +</P> + +<P> +He paused to ponder—paused and became aware immediately of Barbara's +swift silence and Steve's hint of self-consciousness. Then it all +returned to him with a rush. He had his turn. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, but I do remember," he drawled. "Why, of course—<I>of course</I>! It +was a matter of knight-errantry and ladies fair! But who was it whose +choice conflicted with your own?" +</P> + +<P> +He cocked his head on one side, mock thoughtful; then he fell to +pounding his knee and roared with laughter. +</P> + +<P> +"Archie Wickersham!" he shouted. "Archie Wickersham—oh, Lord! I +never really appreciated that <I>mêlée</I> until this minute. And you +promised that you'd be back, didn't you, and—well, b'gad, here you +are! And now don't suffer any longer, Barbara, though I must state +that this is the first time I ever knew you to search so diligently +beneath the table for renewed composure. I am not going to expound Mr. +O'Mara's reasons for going, any more than I could dilate upon those +which have brought him back. But please shake hands again—Steve. +And, if I may be pardoned the idiom, allow me to assure you that it was +some battle!" +</P> + +<P> +If it did nothing else, Allison's ponderous raillery served one end. +It removed any sentimental awkwardness which might have attached to the +episode, and yet the girl rather resented its being so completely +reduced to terms of farce-comedy. When the men rose, after breakfast, +to go down into the town, she, too, declared her intention of +accompanying them, as though it were the expected thing. She crossed +the lawn at Steve's side, ahead of her father and Caleb, with Miss +Sarah watching from the door. Both men walked for a time in silence, +their eyes upon the slender figure in short skirt and woolly sweater +beside the taller one in blue flannel before them. And, as usual, +Allison was the first to speak. +</P> + +<P> +"Now I know what you meant when you referred to that trip up the west +branch, Cal," he said. "And you were right. It does take stuff to +make that sort of a gentleman. Isn't there anything more to tell me? +I am truly interested, Cal." +</P> + +<P> +So Caleb told him then of "Old Tom's" tin box. And while he was +explaining the man and girl ahead, all in one breath, skipped back to +that day-before-yesterday now many years gone. There was a quality of +camaraderie in the girl's half-parted lips and eager impulsiveness of +tongue that morning that was entirely boyish. Her very unconsciousness +of self intensified and emphasized it for the man whose steady gaze +rarely left her warm face. And more than once she caught herself +watching for his slow smile to spread and crinkle the corners of his +eyelids; once or twice, in a little lull, she found time to wonder at +that new and quite frivolous mood of hers. But when Steve finally +asked for Devereau—Garry Devereau, who had followed him to the +hedge-gap that day and laid one hand upon his bowed, shamed +shoulder—the light went from Barbara's eyes. And Stephen O'Mara, who +did not understand at first the quick hurt which entered them, stopped +smiling, too. +</P> + +<P> +"I liked him," Steve said simply. "I've always remembered and liked +him. Thinking of him and—and—has often kept me from being too lonely +nights when I was lonely enough." +</P> + +<P> +That statement concerning his friend contained the first personal note +which had come from his lips. Barbara did not answer immediately, and +Steve thought that she was phrasing her own reply. He could not know +that she wanted a moment in which to contemplate the little hint of +diffidence in his voice and to wonder at herself for not having +wondered before if he had not, many, many times, been very lonely +indeed. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you remember a little girl who was at our place the summer you were +here?" she asked finally. "A pale, red-lipped, very shy little thing +named Mary Graves?" +</P> + +<P> +Stephen nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"And do you remember how, even then, Garry seemed to care for her? He +was always supercilious with the rest of us; he tormented us or ignored +us entirely, but never her." +</P> + +<P> +Again the inclination of the head. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, he grew up just that way," Barbara went on, thoughtfully. "One +never could tell what was behind his indifference or—or flippancies. +He mocked at things … customs and courses of action, which we have +come to accept and … and recognize. But he was always gentle with +her, and kind, and—oh, I think reverend is the right word! Now, +knowing Garry as I do—as you will, when you see him again—the phrase +may seem a strange one to apply to him. And yet it describes best his +bearing toward Mary Graves, two years ago." +</P> + +<P> +She was walking more slowly now, without knowing it. +</P> + +<P> +"I doubt if Garry ever revered anything on earth, or above it, except +just little, white, shy Mary Graves, who never grew much bigger than +she was when you knew her. I don't know whether you know it—of course +you don't!—but his father cared that way for a woman, cared just as +utterly. And everybody thought this match was an assured thing; they +even wondered at it a little, she was so … so mouselike, and Garry +so brilliant and hard and—I don't like the word sophisticated. It +seemed to me that Garry's wisdom was not a thing which he had acquired +himself. It seemed more the accumulated wisdom of ages and ages which +was his just by—by instinct. +</P> + +<P> +"He cared for her that way, Mr. O'Mara, and she married another man, +almost without a word of explanation to him. Nobody ever cited Garry +as a shining example, but he—that man whom Mary Graves married—had an +unspeakable record! Her family made the match—the newspapers call it +a union of America's fairest youth and powerful millions, don't they? +Well, he had them—and she married him. And Garret Devereau dropped +out of the world for a long time. +</P> + +<P> +"It was a year before he came back. People had already begun to talk +about the way his father had gone before him—he shot himself, Mr. +O'Mara, when he became tired of waiting for Garry's mother to +return—and when Garry reappeared they talked more. I never knew +before that a change so terrible could take place in anyone so much a +man as I know Garry to be. It's not just his face and his rather +dreadful silence. It's not the fact alone that he drinks too much, and +shows it, pitifully. It's—oh, it's the pity that a brain so keen +could so deliberately commit suicide. +</P> + +<P> +"They've begun to drop him, Mr. O'Mara, and you know what that means. +But I'll always care for him deeply. That's why I have asked him up +this fall. Don't you think you could come down again, Friday, if you +have to go back into the woods before then? I'm going to have a party +for some week-end guests—a masque dance. Garry needs his friends now, +more than he ever did, and—and when you meet him will you—will you, +please, not let him see that you notice how much he has changed?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara put one hand upon his elbow, and again in that moment of +contact the directness of her appeal made Steve think of a slim and +clear-eyed boy. He realized that she cared for Garrett Devereau only +as he cared himself with fine and lasting appreciation for the +finenesses of him whom they had known together. Steve nodded his +comprehension, and made no answer to her invitation to him, then. But +they found conversation somehow less easy after that. It was not until +they had traversed the streets of the lower village—long lanes of red +and blue and saffron-fronted saloon-hotels and rivermen's +lodging-houses—and reached the newer, huger mills down-river that the +girl regained in part her former vivacity. +</P> + +<P> +Morrison had grown, inconceivably, in those elapsed years. A railroad +station and freight-yard occupied the ground which had been occupied by +the former mills; a single track road stretched arrow-straight into the +south to a junction with the trunk line, which swung westward twenty +odd miles below. And even the very atmosphere of that lower portion of +the town was different. The men still swarmed in on the drives, +brilliant dots of color against the neutral background of the dusty +wide streets. Their capacity for abandonment to pleasure, their +prodigality, was as great as ever, but the old-time picturesque +simplicity of it all seemed lacking—the simplicity which had once +mitigated much that would have been otherwise only brutish. The +dingily gaudy saloon fronts, like drabs in blowsy finery, struck a too +sophisticated, sinister note—which, after all, only sums up completely +the change which had taken place. Even the vices of the older +Morrison, in being systematized, had become infinitely more +complicated, too. It was no longer a river village. Morrison was a +city now. +</P> + +<P> +Once, when a squatly huge, red-headed, red-shirted riverman with a +week's red stubble upon his cheeks, lurched out of a doorway ahead of +them and stood snarling malevolently at O'Mara, the girl shrank against +her companion and clutched his arm. The red-shirted one fell to +singing after they had passed. A maudlin rendition of "Harrigan, +That's Me," followed them long after they had rounded a corner. Steve +looked down and smiled casually into Barbara's wide and startled eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"That's a river-boss," he explained, "enjoying what he considers a +roaring good time. His name is Harrigan. He works on the Reserve +Company's cut, which we are to move in the spring, and whenever he has +had a trifle more than enough he always sings that song. He's willing +to fight, too, to prove that it was written especially for him!" +</P> + +<P> +The girl continued to gaze up at him. His short laugh failed entirely +to clear her face of apprehension. +</P> + +<P> +"He's not exactly a friend of yours, is he?" she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, not exactly," Steve admitted. "Not when he is in that frame of +mind!" +</P> + +<P> +"Nor in any other," the girl persisted, and she glanced down at her +hand, still lying upon the blue-flannel sleeve. "Did you know that +your arm grew as hard as iron for an instant? I never knew that +anyone's arm could grow as hard as that. And is that the way you +always prepare to receive your—friends?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve colored a little. +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps I'm overcautious," he replied. "But it has to be hard. It +constitutes what one of my men, Joe Morgan, calls 'accident insurance.'" +</P> + +<P> +Then her face lighted up again. The delighted bob of her head with +which she greeted that name astonished the man. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you—why, you must have heard of Joe," he exclaimed. +</P> + +<P> +Mischief danced again in the dark eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Joe Morgan," she laughed. "'Fat Joe,' isn't it? And of course I have +heard of him. You don't realize it, but I know more about this East +Coast work and—and the men who are doing it, than I had any idea +myself. Why, I'll wager that you never knew, yourself, that he once +wrote in to the officials insisting that the entry of his name on the +files be changed from 'Joe Morgan, cook,' to 'Joseph Morgan, assistant +to Chief O'Mara'!" +</P> + +<P> +Steve's chuckle of appreciation was answer enough. +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't know," he admitted, "but it's like him. And it was no more +than reasonable, either—that request—even if it is funny. He has +been cook for me; but he's been doctor and nurse and countless other +things in as many crises. He's the most trustworthy and capable +adviser, too, that any man ever had." +</P> + +<P> +She scanned his face closely at the timbre of those words. Then, with +face averted, "Didn't he embroider you a—a sofa-cushion, too, once?" +she inquired, quite demurely. +</P> + +<P> +Steve grew very red. +</P> + +<P> +"Who told you that?" he blurted, and Barbara giggled again. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Ainnesley, I think. Then it is true? I—I never believed it +before." +</P> + +<P> +Watching the blood creep up beneath his tanned skin, she told herself +that she did like more than a little the way his eyelids crinkled when +he grinned. +</P> + +<P> +"We were in San Domingo that year," he explained none too composedly. +"It was near Christmas, and Joe wouldn't consider any of the native +wares as a gift. So he—he worked it himself in—in yellow worsted on +a red background. I have it still, displayed in a conspicuous place in +the shack up-river. But now I'll wager that you can't guess what the +motto is across its front. He told me that he didn't care for it +particularly himself, but it was the only one he could find. You can't +guess, but you are permitted to try." +</P> + +<P> +And he gasped when she threw back her head and burst into her gurgling, +throaty laugh. +</P> + +<P> +"'What is home without a father?'" she sing-songed. And when they were +both sober-faced again she added: +</P> + +<P> +"I want to know him, please! Can't I meet him, Mr. O'Mara?" +</P> + +<P> +Side by side they turned in at the millyard, between towering piles of +aromatic raw planks. Behind them Caleb and Allison had lost still more +ground while the latter paused to speak a peremptory word in the ear of +a mildly intoxicated, red-headed riverman who was pouring forth his +whole soul in the refrain of "Harrigan, That's Me!" And almost +immediately, in answer to Barbara's question, Steve pointed across to a +short, plump figure in conversation with McLean, the mill +superintendent. Even at that distance his broad face gleamed from the +closeness of a recent shave; even at that distance it was quickly +apparent to the girl that his garb was as near a replica of O'Mara's +own clothes as his lack of height and extra weight would permit. +</P> + +<P> +"Will you bring him?" she asked eagerly. "Will he come?" +</P> + +<P> +But the question was unnecessary. Joe Morgan—Fat Joe to the +river-front and the construction squad—was already hustling in their +direction, even before Steve, with that slow smile tugging at his lips, +had finished assuring her that it was never necessary to summon Joe +into the presence of an attractive member of the opposite sex. He came +without being called. Barbara had a closer and closer view of him, +until he stopped at last directly in front of them and bowed. She +wanted to laugh at that wide face—at the grandiloquent flourish with +which he removed his hat—and would have had she not recalled the grave +respect with which the man beside her had referred to him a moment +before. His eyes were palest blue, his nose a smooth pink mound in an +expanse of pink, pink cheeks. She noted that his teeth were as white +and even as those of O'Mara himself. Fat Joe bowed again. +</P> + +<P> +"Morning, Chief," he saluted, in that thin and reedy tenor which none +but fat men have. +</P> + +<P> +Then Barbara laughed. +</P> + +<P> +Steve managed the presentation with extreme punctility and left them. +When he returned, almost an hour later, he heard them both laughing +long before he came into view, and on the way back up the hill the girl +detailed for him much of her conversation with Fat Joe. +</P> + +<P> +"Hereafter I shall be more dignified when in your presence," she +informed him in as deep a bass as she could summon. "I had no idea how +great and important a man was escorting me when I came down this hill! +But Mr. Morgan has enlightened me." +</P> + +<P> +With that she discovered that she could still tease him, almost as +easily as she had teased the sturdy small boy of the uncouth shoes and +napping trousers. +</P> + +<P> +"Joe is necessarily prejudiced in his opinion," he argued, "and +therefore shouldn't be taken too seriously." +</P> + +<P> +"He told me that you had one regrettable characteristic, however," the +girl went on. "He lamented your strength at the ancient and honorable +pastime of stud-poker! And he also bewails your taste in literature. +Why, he tells me that you are indicted to Dickens and Dumas—he didn't +pronounce it that way, either—and even fall back upon Shakespeare, in +dark and dour hours. No, I am positive that Mr. Morgan docs not +approve of such fiction. He confided to me that he finds more +entertainment, of a winter's night, in perusing a Sears-Roebuck or a +Montgomery-Ward catalogue. And—and do you know what I admitted to +him? No? Well, I told him that some of the happiest moments of my +life had been spent in just such fashion. I've always thought they +were fascinating!" +</P> + +<P> +She badgered him on the way back up the hill that morning, but when +they paused for a moment at the edge of the close-cropped lawn which +rolled back to the stucco and timber house facing the river, she +abandoned her facetiousness. +</P> + +<P> +"Why should there be any—any element of personal danger in this work +you are doing, Mr. O'Mara?" she asked. "And did I do wrong in +mentioning to Mr. Morgan how that man came out of that—place, and +glared so at you?" +</P> + +<P> +His rejoinder should have been very reassuring. +</P> + +<P> +"So Joe has been hinting at that mystery stuff again, has he? After +listening to him one is almost compelled to believe that I run daily a +veritable gauntlet of nameless perils." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara stood, small fists buried in her sweater pockets, studying his +smile of amusement. +</P> + +<P> +"I shouldn't like to believe so," her voice was faintly diffident. +"And you—you haven't accepted my invitation for Friday. May I expect +you? I didn't tell you, but Archie—Archibald Wickersham—will be +there, as well as Garry. So—so you won't be entirely unacquainted." +</P> + +<P> +And then, at those words, his face changed. All in one fleet second, +in spite of the whole morning's quick intimacy of mood and the spirit +of companionship which to her had seemed a delightfully new yet +time-tried thing, Barbara found that she could not read an inch behind +those grave gray eyes. She found his quiet countenance as unreadable +as that of the utmost stranger might have been. And while she waited, +not entirely certain how displeased she was at his deliberation, a +blackest of black horses soared splendidly over a fence to the north +and came cantering down the road. The rider, a tall, bare-headed girl, +lifted her crop in salute as she caught sight of them. +</P> + +<P> +"My friend, Miriam Burrell," the girl murmured in explanation to Steve, +and something had gone from her voice and left it conventionally +impersonal. "She's riding Ragtime, and isn't he a beauty—almost as +much a beauty as she is herself?" +</P> + +<P> +The horse came on, to be reined up at last directly in front of the two +at the roadside. Stephen O'Mara met for a moment the level, measuring +glance of its rider, before Miriam Burrell turned to Barbara. +</P> + +<P> +"I've enjoyed exceedingly our morning canter, Bobs," her alto voice +drawled. +</P> + +<P> +Then, before Barbara could reply, she threw one booted leg from the +stirrup and dismounted. With the reins looped over her elbow she faced +the man in blue flannel and corduroy, a tall, lithe figure with coppery +red hair and whitest skin and doubly vivid lips. +</P> + +<P> +"You're Stephen O'Mara," she said, and the calmly direct statement +might have been overbrusk had it not been for the modulation of her low +voice. "You're Stephen O'Mara, for a thousand!" +</P> + +<P> +And she held out a gauntleted hand, the clasp of which corroborated the +suggestion of wirelike strength in that lithely straight body. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara Allison had never been able to analyze her preference for +Miriam Burrell. Even the girl's undeniable beauty of face had often +puzzled her, for, taken each feature by itself, it was far more +striking than beautiful. There was no color in her pale skin; her red +mouth, if anything, was a trifle too wide, and her wide-set eyes were +tip-tilted in an almost Oriental slant. Her utter lack of hypocrisy, +her unsparing arraignment of fundamental motives—her own and those of +all with whom she came in contact—often resulted in calmly direct +comments which were stunningly disastrous to casual conversation. For +Miriam Burrell told the truth to others, which was unusual enough to +puzzle more than a few; she did not lie to herself, and that was an +enigma to almost all. It resulted, of course, in a reputation for +"unconventionalism." +</P> + +<P> +There was scarcely a day passed but that her coldly dispassionate +dissection of this or that foible of their own set, did not startle or +sometimes distress Barbara Allison; hardly a day but that her cool +voice, which could be as tempered as edged steel, did not cut through +the veneer of some custom or other and expose the crooked grain +beneath. Barbara did not know just why she cared so deeply for Miriam +Burrell—we scarcely ever realize that such a regard can be based only +upon the deepest of deep-founded faith—but at that moment, while she +and Steve were shaking hands so soberly, she felt very little, very +much ignored; felt as though she did not share at all the understanding +in their eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I've just asked Mr. O'Mara to come to my dance, Miriam," she said, +"and how did you know him, pray? I've asked him, but he is +unflatteringly long in accepting." +</P> + +<P> +"Know him?" she echoed. "Know him! Oh, Mr. O'Mara and I have met +before. I think just before the fall of the Roman Empire, wasn't it, +Mr. O'Mara? Weren't they dragging me in at the wheel of a chariot one +afternoon, when you were dealing out a gold piece to each of your +legionaries?" +</P> + +<P> +She laughed, dryly, and Barbara felt smaller and more forlorn and +lonelier still. +</P> + +<P> +"No doubt Mr. O'Mara hasn't time to be flattering, Bobs," she +commented. "But you will have time to come Friday, for a little while, +won't you?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +Steve glanced down at the hand which still felt the pressure of her +buckskin clad fingers. +</P> + +<P> +"I have to work—day and night—some weeks when things break badly," he +told her simply. "If I can"—and he turned to Barbara—"if I can, I +want to come." +</P> + +<P> +Miriam nodded her head with brisk finality. +</P> + +<P> +"If you can," she agreed. "Barbara, no doubt, has been telling you +about Garret Devereau, hasn't she? Yes—come if you can. I have +heard, Mr. O'Mara, that you have once or twice fought your way out of +the dark, when everybody else had lost hope. I want an opportunity to +talk with—a specialist in such campaigns!" +</P> + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara had read a meaning in the words of that contained, often +abrupt, straightly tall girl of which Barbara Allison had not even +dreamed. He stood watching them when they turned up the driveway, the +horse Ragtime muzzling the woolly white sweater and following like a +dog. But he wasn't thinking of Miriam Burrell or of Garry Devereau, +while he waited for Caleb and Dexter Allison to come up with him. He +was wondering about Archie Wickersham—the Honorable Archie—thinking +about that funny brawl of years before, which had not been so funny +after all—wondering if—— +</P> + +<P> +It was past twelve that night when Miriam Burrell's door was pushed +softly open by a slim white figure which hesitated on the threshold; +but the night-light was still burning upon the table. Barbara stood +for a moment, staring at her friend, who was sitting bolt upright in +bed. +</P> + +<P> +"Then you aren't asleep," she faltered. "Are you—reading?" +</P> + +<P> +The older girl turned and gazed, half blankly, at the dark-eyed face in +that mist of loosened hair. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," she drawled, for all that her hands and hunched-up knees were +bookless. "Yes, I'm reading. I'm having a little squint at this +puzzle-scroll they call Life." +</P> + +<P> +She made a peremptory gesture and Barbara crept in beside her. +</P> + +<P> +"I—may I turn off the light?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +Miriam snapped the button. +</P> + +<P> +"I couldn't sleep," Barbara began presently, in a quaintly small voice. +"And I—I wanted—Miriam, I've acted so like an unschooled, half-grown +girl to-day that it has perplexed and worried me! From the moment when +I first recognized him and became so—tangled up—I've just chattered +and chattered. You don't think I'm utterly frivolous and unstable, do +you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Haven't you always been famed for your poise?" came back the +uncompromising voice she knew so well. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you—you aren't laughing at me, are you?" she hesitated. "Because +I don't think I am in the mood to be laughed at. And I have poise. I +am not a child. But looking back now, I can't quite account for all +my—shall I call it cordiality? Don't you believe, Miriam, that it was +because I wanted to make up, a little, for the way I treated him when +he was a boy?" +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe!" agreed Miriam, unenthusiastically. +</P> + +<P> +"Because I did treat him abominably," went on the drowsy voice. "And, +do you know, all day, even when we seemed so—such good friends, I +still felt as though he was on guard against any repetition of such a +slight. I wouldn't want him to feel that way, but it was there just +the same, even in the way he received the invitation to my party. It +was on the tip of my tongue to tell him that there are men who—who'd +almost charter a liner to come—if I'd invite them. It would have +sounded conceited, but I wanted to <I>jolt</I> him! And he just said he'd +come if he could!" +</P> + +<P> +"He has his work," Miriam answered, and into her voice crept that +wearied, indescribably hard note which the younger girl couldn't +understand. "He has to work, and a lot of those others would be a lot +more worth asking, if they had to work, too. I wish every man had +to—work—hard; had to work until body and brain were numb with it!" +Her voice slurred and she recovered it. "I don't know whether he +remembers or not. Probably not! You've just had a unique experience +for one of our kind, that's all. You've met a man!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara raised herself upon one elbow. +</P> + +<P> +"You don't mean to infer, do you, Miriam," she reproved, "that Archie +Wickersham or my other friends, or—or Garry, aren't men?" +</P> + +<P> +"Males!" snapped the other girl. "Just males! But"—and she seemed to +be arguing with herself—"but Garry might have been, though—he might +have been!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara lay awake a long time, pondering. +</P> + +<P> +"It's odd," she murmured once, "but we did seem so—so congenial. I +can't remember when my brain has been so quick to catch a thought or +supplement one. Have you ever wondered, Miriam, why we—we can't seem +to marry one who brings out the best in us, like that?" +</P> + +<P> +"Can't? You mean, dear child, that we don't! Some of us because the +'best that is in us' is far, far too decently unexciting for daily +diet. And some of us—oh, just because we haven't the sand and +backbone, I guess!" +</P> + +<P> +But Barbara was too nearly asleep to catch the bitterness of that +reply. Just once again, before she slept, she asked a question. +</P> + +<P> +"Should I have told Mr. O'Mara that my engagement to Archibald +Wickersham was to be announced at the party?" she murmured. +</P> + +<P> +"Why should you have?" Miriam crisply wanted to know. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I don't know," she mused. "Only I thought he might be interested. +You don't seem to realize that we are—very old friends!" +</P> + +<P> +And long after Barbara was sound asleep, her face buried in the palm of +one hand, Miriam Burrell lay stiffly awake. Once she smiled a little, +for such perplexities which, of themselves, must work out inevitably. +When dawn came it found her still struggling stubbornly with her own, +for which it seemed there could be no solution now. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap08"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VIII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +GREETINGS, SIR GALLAHAD! +</H3> + + +<P> +It was late that night when Steve climbed into the rig which was +waiting with Pat Joe at the reins and they turned north into the hills. +For he had remained with Caleb and Miss Sarah long after the logs in +the fireplace had crumbled away to a flaky ash, discussing that +ink-smeared record which Caleb himself had ridden to find, ten years +before, in the shack up-river. And the latter was surprised at +learning how much of it was no longer news. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I know," Steve told them, after Caleb had finished relating, with +quite ponderous pride, many things which he ascertained concerning the +Stephen O'Mara who had gone before. "I know! Four or five years ago, +when I found out that it was—customary for one to be certain as to +such things, I started to look it up myself. And when I found out from +the records that a boy by that name had disappeared—perhaps been +stolen by an old servant—I remembered instantly, of course, the box +over which Old Tom used to hang, hour after hour. I came back into the +woods looking for it that summer and found it gone and nothing left of +the Jenkins' cabin but a pile of charred logs. On my way out I stopped +here—somehow I thought that maybe you might have it—but the house was +closed. And no one seemed to know where you had gone or when you would +return." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb nodded, and his eyes turned to Sarah. +</P> + +<P> +"We were sleuthing, Steve," he explained as soberly as he was able. +"We were ranging from border to border and coast to coast, looking for +you." He stopped to scan the browned face closely for an instant. +"But couldn't you have written—or—or tried again? We've been +waiting—boy!" +</P> + +<P> +Steve's face colored a little. +</P> + +<P> +"I did try, twice after that," he stated, hesitatingly, "but I didn't +have much surplus cash for travel in those days, or—or clothes, +either. I'm afraid I wasn't too prepossessing an object, on any of +those visits, after I had tramped in overland. The house was closed +both times I came. And then I did write once—that was from San +Domingo—the third year after I left college. I was so lonesome down +there that I had to write, I think. But there—wasn't any reply, so I +sort of thought perhaps——" +</P> + +<P> +He halted lamely, but his meaning was plain enough. Caleb faced about +abruptly, his face sternly accusing. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mean to hint that you ever dared believe we didn't want——" +and there Sarah stopped him with an capable nod of her head. "We +didn't get that letter, Steve," he finished. "If we only had we—we +would have been less lonely waiting, too." +</P> + +<P> +Steve sat and stared down at his heavy boots. +</P> + +<P> +"I should have known that," he faltered. "I should have known that +there were too many presidents on that island, both coming and going, +for the mails to be infallible. But I wasn't just sure——" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah cut in then and took the conversation serenely in hand. +</P> + +<P> +"We have something else of yours, Stephen," she said in her soft, +almost lisping voice, "something which Caleb brought back with him +which he has neglected to mention." +</P> + +<P> +She left them for a moment, and when she came back downstairs with the +picture of the girl with the steady mouth and eyes her brother breathed +with less difficulty than he had during her absence. For a second or +so he had almost believed that she might have run across that bunch of +loose tax receipts and the folded, legal-looking document which he had +tucked away in his own iron box. Stephen O'Mara sat and looked long +and long at his mother's picture. When he finally raised his head +again Miss Sarah's eyes were misty, too. +</P> + +<P> +"This is one of the things for which I can never thank you enough," he +murmured. "I can only tell you that I didn't know—I didn't +understand——" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah took the gilt-framed picture from his hand. She did not +need his disconnectedly self-conscious explanation to understand. +</P> + +<P> +"Voluble, verbal gratitude is not an uncommon thing," she answered. "I +am going to ask far more than that of you. I've kept her picture +always on my table, Stephen, ever since we found it; and I should miss +it greatly if I were not to see it often. Do you mind leaving it here, +in your room upstairs? I am going to ask that of you, and if you don't +mind doing so, then I—I would suggest, too, that you might kiss +the—the first 'dressed up lady you ever did git to know,' who must bid +you good-night now." +</P> + +<P> +The boyish hesitation with which he saluted Miss Sarah's faded pink +cheek was far more delicately flattering than all the effusion in the +world could ever have been. After she had left them alone Steve turned +and gazed at Caleb, wonder in his face. +</P> + +<P> +"I've never forgotten the way she shook hands with me, that day," he +said slowly. "I wondered then if there could be other women with +voices just as kind. And I—I'm wondering now." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb smiled. +</P> + +<P> +"I've often speculated on that myself, Steve," he remarked. "And I +don't know. I don't know! Sarah is pretty human—even for a Baptist, +eh?" +</P> + +<P> +They both laughed over that rainy day which the words recalled; they +sat and talked and smoked, but no matter what trend the conversation +took, Caleb failed to mention the document or the tax receipts which he +had found ten years before in Old Tom's tin box. Even if he had not +been entirely certain of it that first day when he had neglected to +show them to Sarah, he knew now just what reason underlay his secrecy. +Like Old Tom, he felt that his action was in a way more or less +extenuated by circumstance. And still mindful of Dexter Allison's odd +moment or two of guarded antagonism that very morning, he gradually led +the conversation around to more recent things. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose you have had your conference with Mr. Allison, Steve?" he +suggested in a matter-of-fact way. +</P> + +<P> +Instantly at that question all the boyishness left the other's face. +He looked away and looked back again, very deliberately. +</P> + +<P> +"No more than a word," he answered. "He asked me to come down again, +toward the end of the week, if I could get away. He said no doubt I +would want to spend all the time I could to-day with you and Miss +Sarah." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course," Caleb exclaimed, "of course! I see. Is it—is it +unethical if I ask, privately, your opinion of this job which the East +Coast Company has on its hands? Do you believe they can swing it in +time to fulfill all their obligations?" +</P> + +<P> +Again there followed a moment's pause while Steve's eyes roved +thoughtfully around the room. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Elliott wouldn't have risked every cent he has," he finally +replied, "unless I had assured him that it wasn't so very much more +than a man-sized gamble. Nor Mr. Ainnesley, either, I think. So that +puts it up to me pretty squarely, doesn't it? We'll have to win +through—because we have to, now!" +</P> + +<P> +"Quite so!" murmured Caleb again. +</P> + +<P> +He studied a long time over his next words, and it was a very vivid +vision of a rigid little figure in a wrecked black velvet suit—a +vision of a bleak-faced boy with bruised lips who had insisted upon +going back downtown for Miss Sarah's eggs—which eventually overbore +his distaste for anything that might savor of disloyalty to a friend. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course there could arise unforeseen circumstances," he ventured. +"Unforeseen interference which, unless one guarded against it, might +defeat every effort." +</P> + +<P> +The room seemed very, very quiet. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course," came the calm answer at last; and Caleb could not see +Steve's face behind the cupped hands at his pipe bowl, "of +course—unless one more or less guarded against it." +</P> + +<P> +And there, just as calmly, they dropped it. The topic was not +discussed again that night, unless a bit of news which Fat Joe Morgan +himself delivered might be construed as somehow relative. Fat Joe had +been driving for an hour, silent some of the time, but for the most +part devoted to a whole-hearted rendition of "Home, Sweet Home," in his +thin and bell-like tenor, when he broke off in the middle of a stanza +to chuckle. +</P> + +<P> +"Say, Chief," he exclaimed, "I've got news for you that'll just fill +you plumb full of happiness and good cheer. I hired another hand +to-day who'll be a distinct addition to our gang up-river. Just to +while away the dark hours I'll let you guess for a while who he is. +I'll let you guess from here to Last Oak, above the cypress bend at the +rapids. One, two, three—and the contest is on!" +</P> + +<P> +The man beside Fat Joe stirred and opened his eyes. Fat Joe couldn't +see it, for it was too dark, but Steve frowned somewhat at the levity +which had interrupted him. He had just been thinking about the tight +grip of a slender hand which had fallen upon his arm that afternoon +when a red-headed riverman lurched drunkenly from a doorway ahead. +Joe's words were exactly coincident with that thought and the answer +came mechanically. +</P> + +<P> +"Harrigan," grunted Steve. +</P> + +<P> +And in the darkness Fat Joe sighed mournfully. +</P> + +<P> +"Bull's-eye," he whimpered, "and there goes the whole evenin's +entertainment! Why didn't you cast around, sort of fruitless for a +while, and prolong the excitement? But you're right. Harrigan, that's +him! He'd just met up with that fat party who owns the plaster palace +on the hill—just met up with him, down the road a piece, and Allison +had fired him for keeps, he said. He asked me if we didn't have room +for a nice steady hand, so I hired him. And I'll leave it to you if it +ain't Harrigan's feet that's mostly unsteady, at that. He seemed awful +cheerful for a man who'd just been allowed to resign, but who was I to +entertain dark doubts? I hired him; I thought you might like the touch +of color his hair'll lend to the landscape. It'll be comfortin', too, +havin' him around where we can have a look at him any time we take the +notion. Don't you think so?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve's grunted reply was hardly intelligible, but it seemed to satisfy +Fat Joe. The latter had long before learned to read the signs; he knew +when his best efforts were only wasted words, and once more he gave his +attention to the jogging horses and his neglected melody. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb Hunter, wondering after Steve had gone just how much he might +have seemed to insinuate, regretted that he had spoken at all. +Recollection of Allison's bluff cordiality with O'Mara only made him +the more ashamed of his suspicion, and yet the next morning at table he +attempted, covertly, to sound Sarah for an opinion, too. She +invariably solved his perplexities or relegated them to the limbo of +gentle ridicule. +</P> + +<P> +"Just why should he want this East Coast job to fail?" he puzzled +aloud. "He's in it, along with Elliott and Ainnesley, even if he isn't +in so deep. That is, of course, assuming that he does want it to fail." +</P> + +<P> +The preoccupied gleam in Miss Sarah's eyes promised a reply that might +be worth considering, but when it came Caleb found trouble in +assimilating it. +</P> + +<P> +"They did look so well together," she murmured absently. "He's so much +broader—and a whole head taller, too!" +</P> + +<P> +It didn't seem to be exactly a relevant answer, but Caleb nodded +patiently. +</P> + +<P> +"Taller, yes," he admitted judiciously. "But he isn't half so big +around." +</P> + +<P> +Sarah sat, fork poised, and gazed at him. +</P> + +<P> +"Not half so big as who?" she neglected her sentence structure. +</P> + +<P> +"Why—Dexter!" said Caleb. "Isn't that what we were talking about?" +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe you were," Miss Sarah sniffed. "But I was not discussing +Dexter's height or girth either. I was referring to his daughter +and—and our boy, Stephen. I was going to ask you if you thought she +could be entirely disinterested in him. I don't believe any woman +forgets a man who has ever thought enough of her to fight for her." +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose not," agreed Caleb humbly. +</P> + +<P> +"And I was wondering, if that argument ever came up again—I'm +wondering if Archibald Wickersham wouldn't come out second best, just +as he did before?" +</P> + +<P> +Then her brother understood. He threw back his head and laughed until +Sarah's face registered a trace of vexation. +</P> + +<P> +"Sarah," he saluted her, "I'm a mere babe in arms when it comes to +finesse, in comparison with you. But since you have introduced the +subject I might remark that there are two individuals to be considered. +Maybe she might be—interested—as you so delicately phrase it. But +the boy—well, he's had one mighty pointed lesson, you know." +</P> + +<P> +But there was no mirth in Sarah's eyes. She was most serious. +</P> + +<P> +"That's the very thing which perplexes me," she confessed. "I was +going to ask you about that. For it was hurt pride that sent him away +and he hasn't forgotten the hurt, even yet. He was going to tell us, +last night when I stopped him, that he hadn't written again because he +wasn't certain that we wanted to hear; and he was painfully conscious +of how childish it would sound in words, too. Some men quit when they +are whipped once, but don't some of them refuse to recognize that +they've ever been whipped at all, Cal? And then, she told me that she +had asked him to her party, Friday night. If he comes I think I'll be +better able to tell just what——" +</P> + +<P> +"He won't!" cut in Caleb flatly, and when she taxed him for it he +proceeded to elaborate at considerable length the reason for his +certainty. His argument was rather tight and so, just because of that, +woman-fashion she believed the contrary. +</P> + +<P> +All day Friday she watched the hills' road. Not until the orchestra in +the lodge beyond the hedge had begun tunelessly to strum their +instruments, to insure their later tunefulness, did she reluctantly +abandon her position at the window. But then, from his chair at the +fire, Caleb noticed how wistfully disappointed her face was. +</P> + +<P> +It turned much colder with nightfall; a wind sharp with the tang of +autumn was blowing in off the river when Barbara, muffled from throat +to ankle in a sapphire fur-edged wrap, slipped in at the door, having +stolen away ostensibly to display to them her costume. It was after +the hour of ten, but the girl lingered a little after she had executed +that mission; she stopped again in the door, indecisively worrying her +lip with small teeth, when she finally turned to depart. +</P> + +<P> +"We are very sorry that Mr. O'Mara could not come," she hesitated. "I +had promised both Garry and Archie Wickersham that he would be down." +</P> + +<P> +The older woman nodded and accepted the statement for what it was—a +question which the girl's eyes failed to conceal. +</P> + +<P> +"We haven't heard from him since he went back into camp," she answered. +"He, no doubt, has been unable to get away." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara turned without replying and passed out, less airily than she +had entered. But Miss Sarah's eyes were no longer disappointed as she +again took her place at a window. And a second later, when she had +drawn back suddenly into the room with a muffled exclamation, her +brother was astonished at her beaming face. A moment earlier he would +have sworn that it was only wistful, but before she went upstairs, +exclaiming still further at the lateness of the hour, it began to look +more than a little like veritable triumph to him. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara Allison recrossed the lawn very slowly that night; she retraced +her steps with head bent, the fall of her slippered feet muffled by the +carpet of thick, unfrosted grass. Vaguely troubled, vaguely disturbed +at herself for her inability to analyze that strange mood which, twice +in the last few nights, had sent her with aching throat and wet cheeks +into Miriam's room, she was within arm's length of the dark figure in +the hedge gap through which she had just come, before she was aware of +its presence. Stephen O'Mara, weatherbeaten hat in hand, was standing +there in her path, peering steadily at the stucco and timber lodge +alight from end to end like a huge and sprawling glow-worm. +</P> + +<P> +Even in that first moment when she stopped and caught her breath, +audibly, from sheer surprise, the girl sensed the indecision in the +attitude of the man before her. But she could not know that it was not +a thing of the moment—that irresolution; could not know that +throughout the week Steve had periodically abused himself for his +inability to settle the question once and for all, and leave his brain +free for more important things. Just as often as he told himself that +he would not go, he had found himself reopening the mental discussion, +and yet—and strangely enough—it was not the recollection of Barbara's +repeated invitations, or even her distress over Garry Devereau, who had +been ceaselessly in his thoughts ever since she had spoken of him, +which finally achieved the decision. An insistent desire again to meet +the Honorable Archibald Wickersham in the end led him to request Fat +Joe to hook up the team, that day at noon, for the long drive down +river. With Steve himself handling the reins, they had rolled the +thirty miles at a speed which might have mildly surprised Fat Joe had +he not been accustomed to putting two and two together to make six or +eight or more. And Fat Joe's thin tenor was just drifting faintly off +down the hill—a mournful rendition of "Home, Sweet Home"—when the +girl stepped noiselessly forward and put a hand, feather-light, upon +the man's arm. +</P> + +<P> +Again she felt the swift tensing of the flesh beneath; she fell back a +step before the startling abruptness with which Steve whirled. She +even threw up one small hand, as if to shield her face. And then, the +cloak falling open at her throat, a slender, swaying figure in blue and +shimmering white, she stood and flung a little laugh at him—a laugh a +little unsteady, a bit tinged with mockery, and as untroubled as the +spirit of youth itself. +</P> + +<P> +"Is that the way you always prepare to greet your friends?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +The man just stood and stared at her—stared much as if he mistrusted +his own ears and eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Not all my friends," his slow voice drawled at last, but even the +words were tinged with doubt. "Not all my friends," he said. +</P> + +<P> +And again he was conscious first of her slimness, her smallness. He +was aware of the insistent, impish suggestion of boyishness in tilted +head and poised body, before the rays that wavered over his shoulder +from the windows behind him disclosed the misty gladness of welcome in +her eyes, splashed now with points of light not so very unlike the +blurred star-points in the infinitely deep, purplish pool of the sky +above them. Silently the man reached out and found the hand which had +lain for a moment upon his arm. +</P> + +<P> +"So you are—you," he murmured, when his fingers touched hers. "I +wasn't—just sure." +</P> + +<P> +The girl bobbed her head—her quaint and childishly impetuous +affirmative. She looked down at the hand holding her own, +contemplating her small white fingers curled up now into a warm, round +fist, and wondering at the completeness with which it was swallowed by +his big palm. +</P> + +<P> +Suddenly unable to think quite clearly, she wondered at the new pulse +in her throat, which beat and beat until it seemed not easy even to +speak. +</P> + +<P> +"Then it—must be you, too," she faltered. "I wasn't sure, either, +even when I knew it must be. I'd begun to believe that you hadn't +forgotten—that you didn't care to.… Will you please say that you +forgive me—please—for something over which I have been sorrier than +you can know?" +</P> + +<P> +It was not more than a wisp of sound—that request. The words were +stumbling, and very earnest, and not very hard to understand. Silence +came again, broken only by the treble strains of violins beyond. Once, +in that quiet, his eyes strayed to the small and round, and yellow +object which she carried in the crook of one arm—a tiny papier-mâché +pumpkin strapped to two fuzzy mice in patent leather harness—but the +pumpkin coach and tiny animals were not necessary to translate her +costume to him. +</P> + +<P> +His eyes came back and clung to the velvety face of that slim +Cinderella in bits of transparent slippers and shimmering, star-edged +white, until even in spite of the gloom the girl recognized the change +which had come creeping over his face. She saw it surge up in his +eyes—the old undisguised wonder of the boy of ten years before, for +which, until that instant, she had looked in vain—but it was a man's +wonder of woman now, utter and absolute and all-enveloping. She caught +her breath then; she touched her lips with a dainty tongue as though +they had gone dry of a sudden. Involuntarily she stepped toward him, +that single pace which she had fallen away. And above the tumult of +her own senses she heard herself trying to laugh and realized how +unsteady the effort was. +</P> + +<P> +"Then you do forgive me?" she breathed. "Do I—pass inspection? Do +you like me—in my masquerade?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve answered her last question first and, lips parted, she listened, +conscious of nothing save the words he was speaking. +</P> + +<P> +"There was never need of a fairy-godmother for you," he told her, his +voice grave. "There was never need of a transforming miracle; you have +been that, always, yourself. And you are not permitted to ask +forgiveness from me, nor pardon. Men do not admit that there can be +need of that, where they have worshiped, as long as I have worshiped +you. You knew I was coming.… I've been coming ten years now. +But you can never know, either, how long ten years can be." +</P> + +<P> +The words were blurred as a far-off echo in her ears. She started to +speak, but all that she would have said caught in her throat and hurt +her, and only her unsteady breath came from parted lips. Her head +drooped forward again, while the small fist twisted and searched and +found and clasped tight one finger of the hand that held it. She +realized that his free arm was lifted toward her. As she started +forward, her ankles became entangled in the soft pile of satin at her +feet, and she stopped to free them—and started forward again. But +when, at her inarticulate effort at speech, he bent his head to her +swiftly upflung face, her whole slender body tightened at the rough +contact of blue flannel against her cheek. Almost before they held her +she struggled madly from the circle of his arms. White of face, white +of lip, she broke away from him and darted through the gap in the +hedge, only to shrink back against him in panic the next instant before +the black shape upon a blacker horse, between her and the lights. +</P> + +<P> +He was gazing in their direction—the man upon the horse. He was +laughing softly. And when he thrust back the black cowl that hid his +face and began to speak, Stephen O'Mara recognized that terribly pale, +terribly drawn face. Garry Devereau rocked a little in the saddle and +waved a gracefully unsteady hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Blessings, my children!" he called to the two in the shadow, and his +tongue was not thick, but only wavering. "My felicitations! And e'en +though I know not your identity, still I may sense your fond confusion. +And yet—why blush, dear unknowns? 'Tis in the air to-night. Even I +myself have yielded to spirit of frivolity. Two hours ago I appeared +masked in these dingy vestments as Love's Young Dream; but with me the +mood has passed. Fellow romancers, you have witnessed a metamorphosis; +you are now gazing upon the Wrath of God, about to thunder forth upon a +coal black charger. I merely paused to bid you haste inside, lest you +miss the crux of the evening. When I withdrew the Honorable Archie was +already searching, with bravely concealed distraction, for the fair +daughter of the house. The hour has struck—it's masks off—masks off, +from eyes and hearts!" +</P> + +<A NAME="img-124"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG SRC="images/img-124.jpg" ALT=""Blessings, my children!" he called to the two in the shadow. "My felicitations! And e'en though I know not your identity, +still I may sense your fond confusion."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="441" HEIGHT="640"> +<H3> +[Illustration: "Blessings, my children!" he called to the two <BR> +in the shadow. "My felicitations! And e'en though I know <BR> +not your identity, still I may sense your fond confusion."] +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<P> +He laughed again, a low and ugly chuckle. Sparks flew from Ragtime's +hoofs when he touched the sleek flanks with his heels and the splendid +animal quivered and bunched hard thigh muscles and spurned the gravel. +White face whiter still against the background of his somber vestments, +debonaire and drunkenly insecure in the saddle, Garret Devereau tore +out into the main road and thundered off into the night. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara Allison stood a long time motionless, her back to the +motionless man so near her. She stood and stared, pale as had been +that black-robed horseman, straight ahead of her. Then a tremor shook +her. Mechanically she started forward, but at the first step Steve's +hand reached out and found her arm and drew her back to him. She faced +about, and waited. +</P> + +<P> +"Is that—true?" he asked her, quietly. +</P> + +<P> +She made no move to answer. +</P> + +<P> +"Is that true?" his low and gentle voice commanded this time. "You +still mean to—marry—him?" +</P> + +<P> +She recovered her voice then. All her confusion and stunned +realization was swallowed up by that tide of fiercely unreasoning, +deadly resentment which his very gentleness evoked. There was nothing +girlish in his reply—nothing boyish in that high-held chin and +stiffened body. A hard note marred her utterance, a perfection of +insolence edged with scorn, which Steve's world did not know. She +wanted but one thing in that moment; she knew but one impulse—a mad +desire to cut and tear and rend savagely his gravely possessed +kindliness. +</P> + +<P> +"What I have done to-night I can never hope to explain," she told him. +"I can only hope that some day I may cease to despise myself as utterly +as you have taught me to, at this minute. And since you choose to +regard it now as your right to ask that question, I'll answer it for +you. I do not <I>mean</I> to marry him. I shall be proud to be his wife!" +</P> + +<P> +The light that streamed over her shoulder fell full upon his face. She +saw the blood pour up, staining throat and cheek and brow, and then ebb +away. She gave him time to answer, but he did not speak; and suddenly +she knew what scene of another day he was remembering. Her eyes +dropped to her imprisoned hand. +</P> + +<P> +"You are—detaining me," she said. +</P> + +<P> +He released her immediately, and yet she did not move. And while she +waited he turned and stooped and turned to her again. She stood like +stone while he wrapped her fur-edged sapphire cloak about her and +fastened it close beneath her uptilted chin. He waited, bare of head, +in the hedge gap until she had crossed the lawn to the house that lay a +sprawling glow-worm in the darkness. A tumult of voices leaped out to +him when she opened the door—a lilting crash of syncopated melody. +And then it was quiet again. +</P> + +<P> +After a glimpse of his chief's eyes that night, Fat Joe essayed not so +much as one facetious protest against turning the fagged team homeward +with scarcely any rest at all. And hour after hour he drove in +silence, checking himself apologetically once or twice when he forgot +himself long enough to burst into the opening strains of his inevitable +ballad. He remained as quiet as that too quiet man beside him, until +Steve himself opened his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"It's a—lonesome night," mused the latter at length. +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe could not have endured it much longer. His pent-up spirit +leaped fervidly forth in reply. +</P> + +<P> +"Lonesome!" he ejaculated. "Man, it's lonesomer'n hell! Hear that +damn wind sighin' in the branches, as your poets say. Hear her moan! +And look at them clouds edgin' in on the moon like they was thugs +a-packin' blackjacks and waitin' for an openin' to whale in. Lonesome? +Say, it gives me chills, a night like this. It don't seem to have no +heart, somehow, nor mercy nor nuthin', does it? It's all wrong! It +ain't dark enough, and it ain't light enough; it's too quiet, and the +wind makes too much noise. It keeps whisperin' over your shoulder, +tauntin' yuh with somethin' you can't understand. No, sir, this kind +of a night ain't popular with me, at, all, at all!… Say, Steve, +how do you pronounce C-e-c-i-l-e?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve pronounced it for him, dully inattentive, but the flood-gates of +speech were opened for Joe. +</P> + +<P> +"That's the way I would of handled it myself," he averred, "but I +wanted to be certain sure. It ain't exactly genteel to call a lady out +of her name, any way you look at it. And not that I've reached that +state of exceedin' intimacy, as you might say, either. I just aim to +be prepared, that's all." +</P> + +<P> +He fell to whistling after that, and almost immediately his thin tenor +was rolling ahead of them, through the black alley between the pines, +to continue in soulful reiteration until the construction camp clearing +loomed up ahead. And there, twice within a hundred yards, with the +long bunk houses already visible, the weird hoot of an owl fluted +through the darkness. At its third repetition Fat Joe's song hushed; +he cocked his head on one side to listen, and shot a glance at Steve, +but he knew that the latter had not heard. And when that night-bird's +call rose again, clear and measured and louder than before, Fat Joe +tightened the reins above the fagged team; he shot forward suddenly and +laid the whip across their tired flanks as they cleared the last +breastwork of trees. +</P> + +<P> +Steve's head was jerked backward by the abruptness of their first +plunge; and then he saw what Fat Joe had seen a second before. High up +on the hillside there was a light glowing from the windows of the shack +which served the chief engineer of the East Coast job as office and +domicile, too. While Fat Joe laid on the whip a man came hurtling past +the outflung door, sprang to his feet and, running low to the ground, +disappeared into the blackness of the brush. Joe swung the horses up +in a galloping curve and with one catlike leap, incredibly light for a +man of his chunky build, was down from the seat and crashing through +the bushes on the trail of that fugitive whose noisy flight had already +become a faint crackle in the distance. +</P> + +<P> +Flame poured from Fat Joe's revolver. Two whiplike reports shattered +the night quiet before Stephen O'Mara moved. Then he lifted himself +heavily from the seat. Something nuzzled his shoulder while he stood +listening to the diminishing tumult of the pursuit; and even before he +turned he knew what it was. He paused a moment to stroke the soft nose +of the black horse standing there with reins a-trail. It was Ragtime, +wet with lather and caked with dust. But even then he was not prepared +for the sight which met him when he entered the shack. Seconds must +have passed while he stood staring from the threshold, for Fat Joe came +puffing back from his fruitless chase in time to see him bend and lift +a black-robed, lifelessly limp body from the floor and stagger with it +toward a bunk. Fat Joe's steady flow of profanity, oddly, double +vicious in his thin, complaining voice, was checked short. He, too, +stood and stared from the doorway—stood and lifted his nose and +sniffed. +</P> + +<P> +"Seems to be our night for callers," he remarked with bad mildness; +"and, say, this one's got a peach of a load, ain't he?" +</P> + +<P> +Then Garry Devereau's head rolled over, ghastly loose and slack, and +the plump one caught sight of a ragged gash in the senseless man's +temple. +</P> + +<P> +"So-o, that's it?" he droned, and his complaining voice was deadly +again. "So that's it! But he wasn't so far gone that he couldn't put +up a tidy little battle, was he? Funny about that, too, but I could +always do my best little jobs of man-handling when I was about +half-over myself." +</P> + +<P> +His pale eyes swept the floor; he pounced forward and recovered a sheaf +of blue-prints from a corner. +</P> + +<P> +"This, I take it," he muttered, "was what they was arguing about when +we busted in. Steve, them's our bridge estimates—and there wa'n't no +copies of 'em, either. It wouldn't take us more than two weeks to +replace 'em neither—not more'n two precious, priceless weeks. I'm +only hopin' now that when our other caller, who seems to want them more +than we do, calls again, I'll be here myself to entertain him, with tea +or somethin'. I'd plumb hate to seem so inhospitable as not to be +home, twice hand-runnin', to visitors." +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe's round face was congested with murderous rage before he had +finished, but Steve seemed hardly to have heard him at all. He had +finally straightened out that sickeningly slack figure upon his own +bunk. He was listening now to his heart, and at a jerk of his head Fat +Joe joined him at the bedside. The latter's thick fingers were as +delicate, as competent, as a skilled physician's might have been. He, +too, listened and peeled back the unconscious man's eyelids. He shook +his head, dubiously. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe that was a tidy little battle, while it lasted," he stated, "but +it ain't deuce high alongside this fight we've got on our hands right +now. For he's just as near over as I'd care to see a man, unless it +was someone I'd a little prefer dead! It ain't that scratch on the +head that's got him slippin', either." Joe paused and turned to +address Garry Devereau's still white face itself. "You sat in an' +backed my game like a gentleman born," he said, "and now I'm a-goin' to +play yourn, blue chips and white and yello'. But this is goin' to be +your last celebration, friend of mine, even if we do win through, or +you'll be holdin' your next one where the company ain't so select and +the climate nuthin' to compare with ourn!" +</P> + +<P> +And while he talked he worked, for it was Fat Joe who gave the orders +that night. He called for ammonia, for brandy, for a half-dozen drugs +from the camp hospital chest; and each of them Steve brought in an +automatic fashion that finally penetrated even Fat Joe's professional +pleasure in the struggle. +</P> + +<P> +"Friend of yourn?" he asked in an interval while they rested. +</P> + +<P> +"A friend," Steve repeated with a tightening of his jaws, and Joe knew +what that tone meant. +</P> + +<P> +After that they fought on in silence, side by side—sometimes waiting, +sometimes fighting, both of them, to hold that horribly racked man upon +the bed. He fought them with every pound of strength in his emaciated +body. He moaned up at them, screamed at them, cursed them frothingly, +and Fat Joe hung on and cursed him back—cursed him and promised him +profanely that he would not let him die. Steve's face was gray, sweat +was pouring from Fat Joe's scarlet face when the life-tide ebbed lowest +and there came a sudden cessation in that stream of babbled madness, +Garry Devereau lay so quiet that an oath jerked huskily from Fat Joe's +lips; but when he had listened at the motionless chest he lifted his +head and smiled, seraphically. +</P> + +<P> +"There, by God," he stated in his high, complaining tenor, "there, by +God! And if I ain't created a vacancy in the angel chorus aloft, then +I'm a liar!" +</P> + +<P> +And his explosive diagnosis proved to be as correct as it was utterly +unprofane in spirit. Before day broke there came an hour when Garry +Devereau lifted himself upon one elbow and opened his eyes to stare +half wildly, but very sanely, about the room. His gaze flitted +wonderingly from wall to wall before it rested, fearfully fixed, upon +Steve's brown face. Instantly he looked away, flinchingly, and met Fat +Joe's voluminous grin—and looked back again, cunningly cautious. +Finally he reached out a timid, blue-veined, pitifully unsteady hand +and plucked at Steve's blue flannel sleeve. And his words were an echo +of those which Stephen O'Mara had heard before that night from other +lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Then you—are you," he framed the words laboriously. "I wasn't +sure—even when I knew it must be." +</P> + +<P> +And Garry Devereau tried to smile—his slow smile of sophistry. +</P> + +<P> +"Greetings, Sir Galahad!" he faltered. "And how are you, Steve—and +who might your—fat friend be?" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap09"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IX +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A MATTER OF ORNITHOLOGY +</H3> + + +<P> +Of all the fragmentary pictures which those crowded twelve hours left +registered upon Stephen O'Mara's brain, none proved more enduring than +did the change which Garry Devereau's first haltingly weak but very sane +greeting wrought in the expression on Fat Joe's pink visage that morning. +The banter in Garry's labored words was so characteristic of the mocking +spirit of the man who had come back the same inexplicably intimate friend +which the boy had been, that it left Steve's dry throat speechless for +the moment. The visible effect upon Fat Joe was even more positive. +</P> + +<P> +Almost before he had finished his facetious query as to the identity of +the one who had dragged him through that bad night Gary fell asleep; he +slipped off into slumber, the very calmness of which guaranteed that the +crisis had passed. But the lugubrious astonishment which the question +had evoked consumed more time in fading from Joe's face. The latter's +jaw had sagged open; he dragged a sleeve across his damp forehead while +he stood and gazed in a sort of dumb dismay down at those pale and +handsome features. Then he chuckled suddenly; his whole squat body shook +with comprehensive mirth. +</P> + +<P> +"Now what do you think of that!" he gurgled in admiration. "What do you +think of that? A-hangin' on all night, alive once in a while, maybe, but +the best you could say for him the rest of the time was a hope that he +wasn't dead. And now coming at us with the airy persiflage, the first +regular breath he's drawed. Fat! It was me he meant to indicate, wasn't +it? He was joshin' me! Say, Steve, ain't he the merry little joker? +<I>Me—fat</I>! Now that's real funny—I'll leave it to you if it ain't." +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe leaned over and drew a blanket a little higher across the +sleeping man's shoulder, while Steve continued silently to study Garry's +face. Even in unconsciousness a faintly crooked smile of skepticism +still clung to the lips. +</P> + +<P> +"It was like him," Steve remarked at last, very soberly. "Somehow, the +minute he began to speak I knew it was exactly the sort of thing I +expected him to say. The probability of death is a much more amusing +prospect to some men, Joe, than the perplexity of living." +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe flashed a swift, half-puzzled glance at his chief's face; he +started to ask a question, then scowled and checked himself and turned +instead to kindle a fire in the stove of the lean-to kitchen of the +cabin. But a half-hour later he was still murmuring the last phrase over +to himself, perplexedly, when Steve came leading the horse Ragtime up to +the open door. Saddled and with reins a-trail, the animal had been +wandering throughout the night about the upper end of the construction +camp clearing. At the sound of hoofbeats outside Fat Joe left the stove +and the half-cooked breakfast he had set himself to prepare. From the +doorway he stared through narrowed lids. +</P> + +<P> +For the moment Joe had half forgotten those night birds whose mournful +hooting along the trail, a few hours back, had first stirred him to alert +suspicion. While he was struggling with Garry Devereau's faltering heart +he had had scant leisure to devote to the problem of the other man's +identity—that shadowy figure which had come plunging out of the cabin +door and gone crashing off into the brush, a noisy but invisible target +for his revolver. Now recognition and a light of partial understanding +rose and intermingled in his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"So that's the way one of 'em come," he murmured. "I was wondering some. +Last night I didn't notice the horse, being a mite too hurried to give +ample attention to details, as it were. But ain't—ain't this one of +Allison's horses?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve straightened from an examination of a deep scratch in one of +Ragtime's knees and stood, back to the door, slowly stroking the soft +black nose. Just as well as though it had been voiced he caught the +unphrased inference in the plump one's query. After a time he shook his +head, absently, in negation. +</P> + +<P> +"No, Joe," he answered heavily. "He is from Allison's stables, but we +have him to thank, just the same, along with Garry, for our blue-prints +and estimates. It was Mr. Devereau whom he brought up here last night, +and in fairly good time I should judge, too, from the pace at which they +set out. Garry turned him into the hill-road, and he must have stuck to +it blindly until he struck our fork." And, after a longer pause: "The +horse is Miss Allison's own property," he added quietly. +</P> + +<P> +Joe pursed his lips. Instantly, at the mention of the girl's name, he +felt himself better equipped to understand both the lack of immediate +action and the seeming preoccupied indifference of his superior which, in +the face of the night's developments, would have been otherwise utterly +unaccountable that morning. +</P> + +<P> +There had been more than one instance of gross neglect and misinterpreted +orders, particularly in the last week or so, that might have resulted +disastrously if luck had not been with them; but Fat Joe had been unable +to convince the chief engineer of the East Coast Company that their +repetition was in any way a thing of sinister import. Steve had merely +smiled at his dogged belief in a veiled campaign of opposition, blaming +the minor catastrophes upon blundering incompetence which they could hope +to combat by unflagging vigilance alone. And now, when the finding of +the roll of estimates upon the floor and the blood clotted crease in +Garry Devereau's forehead made further argument superfluous, his +listlessness would have left Fat Joe alarmed had it not been for a +recollection of the light he had glimpsed in Steve's eyes at the +beginning of their sudden and unexplained return to camp the night +before, and his brooding silence on the road. At the mention of Barbara +Allison's name it all recurred to Joe in nicely balanced and comforting +sequence. Fat Joe confessed shamelessly to a romantic soul. And it +helped him now to choose his own course of action, even though he had, +for once, misread the other's mood. +</P> + +<P> +For if Steve had not forgotten the picture which Garry Devereau had made, +robed and cowled and areel in the saddle, any more than he could ever +hope to forget the slim, shimmering figure who had shrunk back against +him in panic, there in the shadow of the hedge, both pictures had +momentarily given way to an even more vivid memory. He was thinking of +Miriam Burrell's face and her last words to him: "I have heard, Mr. +O'Mara, that you have once or twice fought your way out of the dark, when +everybody else had lost hope. I want an opportunity to talk with—a +specialist in such campaigns!" +</P> + +<P> +The probable nearness of him who had gone bounding away empty-handed from +the lighted shack was of far less moment than the possible identity of +the one who had furnished the inspiration of that night raid. And to +Steve the need of assuring that tall girl with the vivid lips and coppery +hair of Garry Devereau's safety bulked quite as important as did the +advisability of seeking immediately an informal interview with Dexter +Allison, such as the latter himself had so genially suggested. +</P> + +<P> +But Fat Joe, squinting at his chief's broad back, misread the signs that +morning. From where he stood in the doorway he could see the men of the +upper camp already swarming out over the works, some of them mere dots +across the expanse of swamp-land. The rhythmic beat of pile-drivers +thudded in his ears; raucous echoes of shouted orders floated up from the +nearest gang-bosses, and punctuating it all came the intermittent boom of +dynamite explosions from far north in the deep cut alongside the river +edge. +</P> + +<P> +The construction camp had been nearly two hours awake; the race against a +well-nigh impossible time limit which would brook neither mistake nor +miscalculation had been picked up automatically at daybreak, where it had +hesitated at nightfall the day before. While he stared down at this +activity, a realization of the months of bitter toil which stood between +them and ultimate, uncertain success, crept over Fat Joe. Little by +little his features took on that look of hard and dangerous setness which +always seemed so doubly threatening upon his placidly round countenance. +And as casually as he was able he elected to go upon that errand of which +his chief must have lost sight, in a dulled and moody contemplation of an +entirely different matter. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe," Joe suggested vaguely, "maybe I'll just ask you to watch these +things on the stove a while, Steve. I've got the fire to drawin' and +some coffee set on, because I knew we'd need 'em before that cook-boy got +his eyes open wide enough to see his way up here. It ain't exactly a +fancy repast, neither, so it won't tax your culinary skill none to tend +it. I—there's something I'd like to look into a little—something I +sort of lost sight of while we were soothing our mutual friend in yonder. +But I'll be back in a minute. I'll just run down and see if everybody's +onto his job." +</P> + +<P> +Hard on the heels of that explanation he started rapidly down the long +bare slope and Steve watched his departure without comment. While Joe +was gone he tethered the black horse at the door frame, found a nose-bag +and methodically presented the grateful beast with his breakfast. And +when Fat Joe returned he had finished preparing the meal which the former +had begun; in absent-minded inattention that resulted in more than one +perilously close call, with one hand he was placing brimming cups of +blistering hot coffee beside the plates of food and condensed milk-cans +upon the table, while he leafed slowly through the sheaf of blue-prints +with the other, satisfying himself that they were untampered with. Fat +Joe shook his head mournfully over this last exhibition and dropped into +a chair. +</P> + +<P> +They ate in silence that morning—a silence so heavy that the faint +breathing of Garry in the bunk beyond them sounded almost stentorian at +times. More than once Joe's gaze went to that colorless face; just as +often it searched Steve's gravely unreadable countenance, and it was Fat +Joe who first found the silence no longer endurable. +</P> + +<P> +"What," he ventured to interrupt the other's brooding, "what is it, +Steve, you call one of them little, gangling, bow-spectacled guys that +fools his waking hours away studyin' the customs and morals and suchlike +of birds and things?" +</P> + +<P> +Almost immediately Steve's face grew less blank at that bland question, +and although his eyes failed to shift from the invisible point beyond Joe +at which he was staring, his lips did curl a little. He had long before +learned to play up, solemnly, to those unprefaced and disingenuous leads. +</P> + +<P> +"Ornithologist?" he inquired soberly. "Ornithologist—if that is what +you mean." +</P> + +<P> +Joe nodded briskly. +</P> + +<P> +"That's it!" he exclaimed. "I knew it was ornery something-or-other, +and—and that makes it fit the case all the prettier, now don't it? +Because in the last half-hour or so, since I left you here to tend to the +cookin', I've been studying the birds somewhat myself. And having been a +little successful, so to speak, I'm ornerier'n even before I commenced." +He stopped to swallow half the steaming coffee in his cup, and if when he +began again his voice had hardened perceptibly, it was nevertheless still +elaborately guileless. "Steve," he said, "have <I>you</I> ever stopped to +consider real close and earnest any of the peculiarities of our feathered +friends? Say—well, say owls, for instance?" +</P> + +<P> +Then Steve ceased to smile. He thought a moment, but his reply remained +tuned to the other's artless key. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, yes," he drawled. "Yes, and no. As for the latter, however, I +will admit that I have always believed their reputation for—er—wisdom +to be a greatly overestimated thing." +</P> + +<P> +Widely Fat Joe grinned his pleasure. His chief's eyes were no longer +vague nor blank. +</P> + +<P> +"Which just bears out my own personal research in the field," he stated. +"Not that I'm saying I've been real thorough in the matter, because I +ain't had the time. But what I've done I accomplished because I just +naturally dote on that kind of thing." His eye flitted carelessly toward +a window. "I happened to run into Harrigan, too, this morning," he +murmured. +</P> + +<P> +As disinterestedly as had Joe, Steve now drained his coffee cup and +waited. +</P> + +<P> +"He was down to the cook shanty," Fat Joe rambled on. "It's an hour +since he'd ought to have been out there with the powder squad in the +north cut, and when I asks him if he was feelin' indisposed this morning +he says no, but the supply teams was going out and one of the drivers had +told him that I was sending him along to help with the loadin'. He had +such a nice, frank, open-faced way of lying that I couldn't bring myself +to correct him. I just let it stand that way and told him such was the +arrangement." Joe saw swift satisfaction play across Steve's face. +"And—and then, after that, him and me—why, we just drifted off into a +real interestin' and scientific discussion about them birds I been +mentionin' to you. We—somehow we got to discoursing about owls. +</P> + +<P> +"I told him I'd never noticed 'em to hoot so close together and +persistent as they did last night, down along the trail, and wondered if +by any chance he'd heard 'em, too. And he said he had. He's a nice +smooth talker, Harrigan is, when he ain't too sober and not too drunk. +Oh, yes, he'd heard 'em, being wakeful, he explained, what with worrying +all night whether we'd ever get this line of steel laid before our +contract run out on us! Now wasn't that interestin'—wasn't it, +especially coming from him? Neatly put and self-possessed, I call it. +He was worried because he's dreadful superstitions. [Transcriber's note: +superstitious?] He claims when them birds gets to hedgin' in on each +other's solos like they did last night it's a sign of bad luck or an +accident for somebody, sure. That give me an opening to ask him if the +accident hadn't happened already, him having a bandage around his head +not much different from this one our friend here is wearing. But he +couldn't see it that way. A scratch he called it—just a scratch from a +twig." +</P> + +<P> +The room was very quiet for a breath. That thin note had crept into Fat +Joe's tenor voice—thin and chill and menacing. And there as abruptly as +he had assumed it, he flung aside his mask of disingenuous irrelevance. +Fat Joe wheeled, put both elbows upon the table edge and leaned forward +heavily. It was much as though he were setting himself to shoulder by +sheer weight through the discouraging wall of indifference behind which +the other was apparently withdrawing once more. +</P> + +<P> +"But as for me," his high voice rang a little, "but as for me—well, I +always did pride myself that I could shoot some, whether it was by +daylight or dark!" +</P> + +<P> +And the only result which that statement achieved was an answering, +meditative nod. Fat Joe subsided. All that he could say had been said, +and they finished breakfast as they had begun it, in absolute silence. +But when Steve, with a word, halted him in the doorway as Joe was on the +point of returning to the work in the valley, the latter turned to find +the slow smile which he knew so well hovering upon the younger man's +lips. He fairly gulped in his sudden relief. +</P> + +<P> +"Joe," Stephen O'Mara began, and the words were suspiciously unsteady for +those of a man who was bearing up bravely under a hidden sorrow, "Joe, +you've missed your calling, I'm afraid. As a naturalist you might have +scored an instant and sensational success, in spite of the fact that you +are neither bow-spectacled nor—er—gangling, as no doubt Mr. Devereau's +reference to you has this morning made plain." +</P> + +<P> +He stopped to touch a match to the dry grains of tobacco which he had +been tamping into the bowl of his pipe; he swung slowly around toward the +inert figure on the bunk. When he spoke again the thread of raillery was +gone from his voice. +</P> + +<P> +"He'll sleep the day through, I think," he said, "and the night, perhaps. +But I'd advise you to look in on him now and then, just the same. He did +us a good turn last night. It's the second good turn he's done for me, +Joe. And now perhaps the chance has come to even up the score a little. +You would know, wouldn't you, Joe, just how many drinks to prescribe for +a man who has been as—as ill as Garry has?" +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe's face commenced to shine, and at that he was only beginning to +understand. +</P> + +<P> +"Ain't I the doctor?" he demanded aggrievedly. "You don't have to go no +deeper into technicalities with me. And I told you last night, anyway, +didn't I, that it would have to be his last little celebration, unless he +was figurin' on a longer journey than he's ever took before. Well, I've +handled so many cases just like his that there ain't even a little +enjoyable novelty in 'em any more for me." +</P> + +<P> +Steve received the statement with another nod. +</P> + +<P> +"That's it," he mused. "That's it exactly. It would have to be his +last, unless he is figuring on a longer journey than he has ever taken +before." +</P> + +<P> +He crossed and leaned over the thin and motionless form of his friend. +He laid one hand gently upon the sleeping man's shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +"He did that for me once, Joe," he spoke quietly. "He dropped his hand +on my shoulder like that, and I never forgot the weight of it. You watch +him, Joe—watch him closely for a while, because—because, you see, a man +does stray along once in so often who's so badly bewildered and trail +weary, so tired of trying and—and hurt in soul, that the thought of such +a journey as you speak of begins to seem the shortest route after all to +an end of thoughts which even alcohol can't wipe out. You take care of +him, and if he wakes before I get back, explain to him a little just how +he came here, and thank him a lot for what he did. Ask him to wait until +I come back from Morrison, will you?" +</P> + +<P> +For a moment Joe just stood and blinked, dumfounded. +</P> + +<P> +"Huh!" he blurted at last. "Huh! So that's what you been hintin' at all +the time, is it? I didn't just get you right until now. But, do you +know, it did seem to me once or twice while we were working over +him—once or twice when the goin' was pretty bad—that his spirit wasn't +heaving real hearty into the traces. And, say, ain't that a poor idea +for a guy to get into his head? Now ain't it?" And then, as the purport +of the rest of Steve's words struck home: "Do you mean you are going to +Morrison to have a——" +</P> + +<P> +Steve recrossed to the door and began to unfasten the feed-bag from +Ragtime's nose. +</P> + +<P> +"And now about this ornithological problem, Joe," he cut in with a +blandness that outdid Joe's best effort. "About owls in particular! +Your research work was illuminating; in view of its casual nature it was +unbelievably helpful. But personally I feel that a thorough sifting of +the matter requires slightly different methods. One should endeavor to +get at the thing in its embryonic state, as—as it were. Don't you think +so? If one could locate the place of incubation, the—er—nest from +which these night birds of yours first stretched their wings, it might +prove really worth while—no? And—and at the same time I'll just return +Miss Allison's horse to her, too, this morning." +</P> + +<P> +He leaned over to lengthen a stirrup; stopped again to light his pipe. +</P> + +<P> +"Watch things," he called, as he swung to the saddle and put Ragtime to +the slope. "Watch things!" His voice drifted up from below, clear and +eager, and alive with mirth. "And drive 'em, Joe—drive 'em—drive 'em +from daylight till dark!" +</P> + +<P> +From the threshold Fat Joe watched him until horse and rider disappeared +beyond the line of timber; with broad face aglow he stood, head cocked +upon one side. +</P> + +<P> +Then, "He was figurin'," he muttered in blithe delight, "he was +a-figurin' to himself, all the time I thought he was thinking about her! +I guess my own mind has lately got to dwelling too insistent on trivial +things, for a laboring man.… He's taking her back her horse—real +broke up and sorrowful like over the prospect of seein' her again so +soon, too, now wasn't he? And me—me sympathizin' with <I>him</I>! +Sometimes, Joe, your lack of penetration is plumb aggravatin' to me. You +talk a lot, but you don't say much! You got to learn to listen." +</P> + +<P> +He stepped forward, remembered and turned back into the cabin. There was +womanish solicitude in the scrutiny he bent upon Garry Devereau's +crookedly smiling face. +</P> + +<P> +"You and me was ordained to be friends," he declared oratorically, +"because anybody that Steve O'Mara calls friend is good enough for me. +And so I'll just naturally have to persuade you to put off indefinitely +this idea of a prolonged excursion, won't I—convince you maybe of the +unnumbered delights of our own earthly suburb, as it were. And fat, eh? +You think I'm fat, do you? Well, that's a matter we'll have to thrash +out when you come to—that and one other which ain't going to be half so +amusin' nor congenial while under consideration. About the best I can +promise you for both of them arguments is that you ain't got a chance to +win either. I got my orders to take care of you." +</P> + +<P> +He tiptoed to the door and went with his oddly light and cat-footed tread +down the hill. Just once more he paused, halfway between the +headquarters of the East Coast Company's chief engineer and the thudding +pile-drivers at the edge of the swamp. +</P> + +<P> +"It won't be so lonesome, having him for company," he told himself. +"It'll be a new mind to delve into,—that is, if he'll only listen a +little to reason, when he wakes up. And I wonder if he takes kindly to a +little friendly game. I wonder, now—I wonder!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap10"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER X +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +NOT A CHANCE IN THE WORLD +</H3> + + +<P> +Barbara Allison's presence upon the dusty hill-road that morning was +more than the result of a merely casual whim, even though, when she +turned her mount north into that mountain highway a scant two hours +before, the choice had been made without actual thought for the route +which she was selecting. And yet, conscious or instinctive, the choice +had brought her the things for which both brain and spirit were ahunger +that morning: A silence so profound that the vague, crackling wood +noises which disturbed it from time to time were not noises at all, but +only a part of its very being; a solitude so breathlessly big and +sweeping that she must needs throw out both slim arms finally in a +childishly eager effort to embrace a tithe of it—and a chance to be +alone! +</P> + +<P> +The night before, as soon as she had re-entered hurriedly the glowing +lodge asprawl upon the hill, the impulse had first come to her—a swift +and almost blind desire to turn and escape, if only for a little while, +from the roomful of chatter and laughter and bright-eyed badinage +loosed upon her immediately after the unmasking, by Dexter Allison's +perfectly cadenced announcement of his daughter's engagement. All in a +breath the huge room had become stiflingly oppressive; the gaiety +unbearable. And at the end of the first half-hour following her +truancy she might have yielded to the impulse, pleading the first +flimsy excuse which would have purchased an opportunity to reconstruct +that hysterically mad minute or two with him whom she had just left a +little before in the hedge-gap, had not Miriam Burrell, at the very +moment of decision, stung her into realization of what meaning such an +act might convey to other less generous minds. +</P> + +<P> +That tall and lithe-bodied and abrupt-tongued friend of hers, colorless +cheeks even paler against the black background, of her Mongolian +costume, still had eyes for the change which had come over the younger +girl, in spite of the terror which had been congealing her own heart +since the moment of unmasking. Her vivid lips were still able to +smile, stiffly, when she finally drew Barbara into a corner and under +cover of her lacquered fan mockingly pinched a little color into her +wan cheeks. But that strange girl failed to realize how much of scorn +for a thing she labeled her own cowardice, she put into her words that +night. +</P> + +<P> +"Please remember, dear child," she whispered, "that you are on +exhibition as the ingenuously happy bride-to-be. If you are going to +play the game this way, like the rest of them, why not be a good sport +and play it for all there is in it? One owes it to one's partner, you +know, not to reveal entirely the weakness of the hand that's just been +dealt. You should smile—at least a little!" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara, brain already hopelessly entangled, wheeled in astonishment at +the almost viciously satirical suggestion, refusing even while her face +flamed to believe that she had caught correctly the impossibly cynical, +unbelievably unkind insinuation of this girl who was her closest +friend. But Miriam's eyes silenced the demand for an explanation, +which had risen with an hitherto unknown coldness to her lips. Instead +Barbara reached out impetuously and took the girl's icy wrist in both +her own hands. +</P> + +<P> +"Miriam, child, what is it?" she breathed. "What is the matter, dear? +You're ill—you're cold as death!" +</P> + +<P> +And at that the lash of scornful intolerance for all things +hypocritical, the flick of which Barbara had never known before, was +gone from Miriam's tongue. She moistened her lips and tried to speak, +and had to try again before her voice would come. +</P> + +<P> +"Have you—seen Garry?" she asked huskily. "Do you know where he went?" +</P> + +<P> +The hopelessness of the query made possible but one interpretation of +all that lay behind it, and yet Barbara, who had not so much as guessed +at it until now, refused the thought as too fantastic for credence. +Again a wave of conscious color stained her face. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mean since—since——" Her lips refused to phrase it, but +Miriam finished it for her. +</P> + +<P> +"Since he went swinging out into the dark on Ragtime." She, too, +strained at the sentence, but for an entirely different reason. "I was +looking for him, but I was too late. Bobs, all evening his eyes have +been mad—his mood insane! I heard just his last word or two to you +and—Mr. O'Mara, out there on the lawn. His father, you know—but you +don't think.… Barbara, I'm frightened—I'm so terribly +frightened!" +</P> + +<P> +It ended in a little moan of fear. And now, astounded past all belief, +Barbara understood. But before she could speak the seeming need of +woman reassurance, no matter how illogical, was gone. Amazingly, all +in an instant, the living dread disappeared from Miriam's face; she +stiffened and threw back her head with that short laugh which contained +so little of mirth, so much that was hard to translate. And the +Honorable Archibald Wickersham, appearing the same instant at Barbara's +elbow, frowned at its note of derision. +</P> + +<P> +"I've just been warning Barbara," the tall girl was already drawling +with consummate impudence, "that the record of past performances are +all against your finishing the distance without coming a cropper in +these international matrimonial hurdles. Just what is your opinion, +Archibald?" +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham had never liked Miriam Burrell. Now he smiled a trifle +wryly into her insolently uptilted face, without attempting to answer +the question. And during the next dance with Barbara he unburdened +himself, rather positively for him, of his distaste for her. The +pronounced frown, however, remained even longer upon his countenance. +</P> + +<P> +But that one moment had served where everything else might have failed. +For the rest of the evening Barbara was again a creature of moods so +frothy, so evanescent that she swept aside even Wickersham's habit of +precision. And if the spur that brightened her eyes and quickened her +laughter was, after all, nothing more nor less than a hot contempt for +herself—for the stolen moment in the hedge-gap and the inexplicable +impulse upon which she had all but acted following it—her merriment +was none the less a palpitant thing. +</P> + +<P> +And yet afterward, alone in her room, when the last treble note had +died away and she had dismissed Cecile, her sleepy-eyed maid, the sense +of oppression had returned redoubled. She did not want to sleep; she +was glad of her wide-eyed wakefulness, but in the darkness walls and +ceiling and floor seemed fairly to close in upon her and hedge in soul +and brain as well as body. It was the first time the girl had ever +known the need—the driving desire—to be alone out of doors, where +there was nothing but sky and skyline to bound her thoughts. And at +last, when her restlessness became no longer bearable, while the +remainder of the house still slept behind drawn curtains, she rose and +slipped into boots and breeches and riding coat, and descended to order +a not too wide-awake groom to saddle a horse. And in the very middle +of his sensational report of Ragtime's empty stall she swung to the +saddle and turned toward the north. +</P> + +<P> +She rode hard at first. She put the small roan mare between her knees +to a pounding gallop, pulling to a walk only after the rushing air had +whipped back into her cheeks a part at least of the glow which the +sleepless night had robbed from them. And if the tang of the trees and +the solitude and the warmth of the sun did their work slowly, they +nevertheless did it well. Little by little her tense body relaxed; the +line of her lips softened. Almost before she realized it that morning, +she had relegated her anxiety over Garry Devereau and her astonishment +at the confession which she had beheld in Miriam's eyes to a rather +hazy background, and turned to those very thoughts against which she +had fought so fiercely throughout the night. She drifted into a +surprisingly unanalytical and most femininely inquisitive wonder +concerning a tall figure in blue flannel and corduroy. She suddenly +found herself pondering the very incidents which, a few hours before, +had set her small fists to clenching in a tide of incomprehensible +resentment—against herself or him she could not for the life of her +tell. +</P> + +<P> +Mile after mile, the roan mare placidly choosing the pace, she rode +with one leg dangling over the pummel of the saddle, everything else +forgotten in that preoccupied endeavor to review each moment she had +shared with him. Again she felt his arm harden threateningly under her +startled clasp as a red-headed and very drunk river-man lurched out of +a doorway ahead of them; with breath softly audible between arched lips +she tried to recall the gentleness of his hands when he was refastening +her cloak beneath her rigidly upflung chin. And when the higher +morning sun found her far beyond the rolling pasture land, miles in the +heavy timber, she had dismounted, there where the highest loop in the +road commanded its breath-taking sweep of country, and was sitting +cross-legged upon the trunk of a fallen tree at the road edge. +Frowning a little over the vexing uncertainty of details, Barbara was +wondering just what their next meeting would be like; she had just +finished picturing his man's discomfort and self-consciousness and lack +of ease and, with a soberness so childish it would have dumbfounded her +had she given it thought, was nodding approvingly over a contemplation +of her own kind cordiality, when that very blue-shirted figure itself +rounded a near corner in the narrow lane between the trees. Stephen +O'Mara, in the flesh, appeared before her, astride Ragtime and leading +her roan, which, contentedly cropping the bush tops, had disappeared a +full quarter of an hour before. +</P> + +<P> +The girl gasped at the suddenness of his coming; she half started to +rise before she remembered the instability of her perch, and then +crouched even lower than before when she saw that he was not yet aware +of her nearness. It was not at all like the encounter which she had so +ably managed in her imagination an instant before, and somehow that +graciously kind greeting of hers was lost completely through the +perversity of an utterly different mood. She waited, eyes gleefully +bright, until he was almost opposite her before she coughed, ever so +faintly. Then she tilted her nose aloft in enchanting mimicry of his +lean and forward-thrust face. +</P> + +<P> +"We never speak," she confided dolefully to the empty air in front of +her, "we never speak as we pass by." He whirled. So swiftly that it +took her breath he was out of the saddle and across the road, and +standing knee-deep in the undergrowth beside her. Only his profile had +been visible to her at first. Now the white line of his jaw and the +light in the eyes that searched her face chilled her, even while they +sent the blood singing in every vein. Only a few hours before she had +seen that same cold fear in Miriam Burrell's eyes; and yet not the +same, either, for hers had been a panic of lost hope, and the gleam in +the man's eyes was already only partly dread of disaster and partly a +great and unmistakable glow of thankfulness. Barbara remembered then, +with a twinge of guilt, that she could have forgotten it so completely, +the black-robed figure that had gone thundering off on the same mount +which Stephen O'Mara was riding now. She half lifted both hands to +him, apprehensively. +</P> + +<P> +"You aren't going to tell me, are you," she asked, "that anything +dreadful has happened to Garry?" +</P> + +<P> +Dumbly, but most reassuringly, Steve shook his head. From the top of +her hatless, wind-tossed, brown-crowned head to the tips of the +absurdly small boots tucked up beneath her, he scanned her slim body. +Barbara realized that he was trying to speak and finding the effort +hard. Slowly he removed his hat and passed one hand across his +forehead. +</P> + +<P> +"Man," he ejaculated fervidly to himself, "but that's the longest +hundred yards you've ever traveled, on foot or a-horseback!" And +abruptly, accusingly, to her: "Do you know that I've been months and +years and ages rounding that bend to—to find you a little crumpled-up +heap in the road?" +</P> + +<P> +After all, her unaccountably high spirits may have been only the +natural reaction from the hours of depression through which she had +lately passed. But whatever the reason behind it, Barbara's levity was +a totally spontaneous, deliciously colored thing. She sat and tilted +her head at him in audacious provocation; she assumed as chastened an +expression as she could in the face of her very real relief at the news +of Garry's safety. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm sorry," she murmured humbly. "I'm sorry to—disappoint you. But, +you see, I didn't know——" +</P> + +<P> +She laughed at him. Her lips curled, petal-like, in a gurgling peal of +enjoyment at his shame-faced grin. +</P> + +<P> +"I found your horse rolling," he explained, and his gravity was dogged +in the face of her brightness. "How I knew it was yours I don't know, +but I did just the same. I thought she had thrown you; I'd already +made up my mind, if there was one scratch on your body, to take that +mare's head between my hands and break her neck! You see, I believed I +knew already just what it would mean to me if anything ever happened to +you. But it's a lot different imagining the world without +you—and—and facing the actual possibility of it. Was I—fairly +tragic?" +</P> + +<P> +And now it was his turn to laugh over her pink-faced disconcernment. +Most decidedly it was not the sort of an encounter which she had been +contemplating a moment earlier. There was no discomfort in that big, +loose-limbed body. She had imagined him as just a little moody and +sad-eyed, at least. And now she realized that she had never seen the +latter so easy to read as they were at that minute. Gray as the +shadowed silver thread of the river far below in the valley, they +glowed with a great gladness for her safety, and far, far more than +just that. The alarming cheerfulness of his gaze was too confusing to +sustain. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course you've found Garry," she hastened to swing the conversation +to a less personal quarter. "Is he—will you tell me about it, please?" +</P> + +<P> +One small, gauntleted hand made an almost imperceptible gesture toward +the unoccupied space beside her on the fallen tree. But he chose the +ground at her feet. And after he had disposed his long length to his +liking he answered her hurried question—answered it with an amiably +lazy deliberation that promised a sure return to a topic of his own +choosing, in his own good time. +</P> + +<P> +"No," he stated, and there was something lugubrious in the baldness of +the statement. "He found me. And it was the biggest stroke of luck +that he did. I grow more and more lucky this morning, wouldn't you say +so?" +</P> + +<P> +The question was quite innocently direct. No, decidedly he was not +discomfited—not ill at ease at all! Apparently he found it much +easier to look at her than at any of the points of interest in the +landscape toward which her glances persisted in flitting. While he +marveled, without any manifestations of sorrow whatever, at the curve +of her throat and the satin texture of that cheek turned toward him, he +told her drawlingly all there was to tell of the night before. And +after a time Barbara forgot her warm face and the too plain message +there in his eyes, in her growing excitement over that recitation. +When he stopped her first question instinctively pounced upon the one +detail he had purposely withheld. +</P> + +<P> +"But you must have an inkling as to the man's identity," she cried. +"Why, you've got to find that out, before he does more harm next time. +Haven't you a suspicion, even?" +</P> + +<P> +One foot swung free; she leaned forward in her eagerness, a slender and +entirely boyish figure in diminutive breeches and boots and +straight-lined coat. And the man laughed aloud up into her flushed +face, softly and not quite steadily at her hostile indignation, her +intuitive feminine curiosity, and most of all, most unsteadily, at his +wonder of her, herself. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, yes," he admitted. "Both Joe and I do believe we know who it +was, but we aren't sure because we don't understand yet what that man's +motive might be. I'd tell you, only I don't like to accuse anybody +until there is cause for it. But that's what brought me down here this +morning—that and because I wanted to tell Miss Burrell that Garry is +safe, and will continue to be from now on, I hope. Those were two of +my reasons for coming, at least. I had a more important one than +either, but——" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara did not wait for him to tell her what it was. She was staring +at him in unfeigned surprise. +</P> + +<P> +"To tell Miriam?" she echoed. "Do you—you can't mean that you knew +she cared for Garry?" +</P> + +<P> +"Didn't you?" +</P> + +<P> +The girl shook her head. +</P> + +<P> +"Never, until just a little while ago! I—do you know, in the last few +days I've begun to realize how much more you—other people—observe +than I do. I've begun to wonder if I haven't been very blindly +self-sufficient. For I never dreamed of such a thing, until something +happened after I left you last night." Her voice faltered, but her +eyes clung resolutely to his. "She came to me and asked me if I knew +where he had gone. She had seen him ride away, too, Mr. O'Mara. And I +learned it then, just from the terror in her face. But I didn't know +until later how much she cared. +</P> + +<P> +"She came into my room this morning, and that, although you can't know +it, was more than odd in itself, because I have always been the one to +carry my woes to her. It must have been between four and five, for I +had counted a clock striking four; and yet she was still dressed in her +party costume. Have you guessed what she had been doing? Mr. O'Mara, +she had been out looking for him! She had slipped out and been waiting +because she was sure Ragtime would bolt and—and come back home, +dragging him by a stirrup! Wasn't that a horrible thing to wait for, +alone in the dark?" +</P> + +<P> +With a little shudder the girl put her hands over her eyes, as if to +shut out the picture. +</P> + +<P> +"She wasn't hysterical, either. She was—just—ice! And wringing wet +and blue with cold. Cool, proud, intolerant Miriam Burrell—and I'd +never dreamed of her caring for anybody, until that minute. I sent her +to bed and I think I hated Garry Devereau for an hour or two. Why, Mr. +O'Mara, I'd never believed that a girl could care that much for any +man!" +</P> + +<P> +He stopped toying with a handful of dry twigs and let them slip away +between his fingers. She saw his head come up; saw his eyes narrow. +Then her own body stiffened as she realized what she had said. And yet +it was, after all, only a part of something she had decided she must +make clear to him, ever since he had surprised her there at the road +edge; it was part of an explanation which, without quite knowing why, +she felt was due to him. But she had not meant to employ that abrupt +confession as a preface. That made it inconceivably harder, it seemed. +And he, silent at her feet, stared out at the blue rim of the hills and +gave her no assistance now—not so much as a smile. She sat a long +time, nursing one slim knee between her palms. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. O'Mara," she appealed to him at last, "how might one reopen a—a +rather difficult subject with—with a suddenly most difficult +conversationalist?" +</P> + +<P> +Without turning his head he made answer: +</P> + +<P> +"I think Fat Joe's method is as good as any," he suggested. "Joe says +the only way to reopen any argument is to take a running jump and land +all spraddled out, right in the middle of it. He insists that such +procedure leaves no doubt in the mind of anyone that the discussion is +about to be resumed." +</P> + +<P> +She laughed a little. +</P> + +<P> +"Then shall we consider that I've taken—the—the jump, and landed?" +</P> + +<P> +Just when she was wishing most that she could see his face he swung +around toward her. Again his gravity was a totally gentle thing. It +made her remember the self-possessed kindliness with which he had met +her unreasoning rage the night before. +</P> + +<P> +"You don't have to explain," he told her, "unless you are sure you want +to. Sometimes, you see, I understand things without any special +explanation. It's a trick one learns from living alone a lot with +one's own thoughts. I told you, last night, that I wouldn't have you +saying 'I'm sorry' to me. And now I'll tell you that nothing you can +ever say, now, is going to stop me from——" +</P> + +<P> +"I want to, please," she interrupted him vehemently. "I—have to! And +I'm not going to make believe that I don't know what you are going to +tell me—what you have been saying to me, all morning. But it can't do +any good. Why, I'm just realizing that something which has been +hurting me for hours was just—just sorrow for you. It can't do any +good, oh, truly! But will you let me talk first, if I promise to +listen afterward?" +</P> + +<P> +He promised. +</P> + +<P> +"Twice I've been bitterly unkind to you," she began again. "Once a +long time ago—and—and once last night. And on both occasions you had +just tried to tell me, indirectly at least, that you cared, hadn't you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Indirectly?" he murmured. "Was I as obscure as that?" And then, +whimsically: "Won't you call that explanation enough, and let me tell +it to you again—so you can't misunderstand?" +</P> + +<P> +"I've asked you to forgive me the first offense," she hurriedly denied +his appeal. "And the second—Mr. O'Mara, last night Miriam said +something to me, something that she wouldn't have said if she hadn't +been half mad with fear. It was unkind, unfair, but it made me wonder +if, perhaps, you might not be thinking the same thing, too. Years ago +you told me I didn't think you good enough to—to be my knight. My +outburst was only childish temper that day, but did you think last +night that I still underrated you?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve finally shook his head when she persisted in waiting for his +answer. +</P> + +<P> +"You just have to finish now," he warned her, however. "It was your +own bargain. I'm not going to tell you one single bit of what I think +of you until it comes my turn!" +</P> + +<P> +She tried to laugh at his stubbornness, but she had trouble with this +explanation, which grew more vexingly intricate and involved the +further she went. +</P> + +<P> +"Then we'll say you didn't," she continued. "I told you last night, +less kindly than I might have, that I was engaged to Mr. Wickersham. +And I've just confessed, too, that I didn't know a girl could care for +any man as unutterably, as blindly and pridelessly, as Miriam cares for +the man Garry is. That is the truth. For quite a long, long time it +has been understood that I was to marry Mr. Wickersham. I have always +admired him—found him above petty things. But, Mr. O'Mara, I have +always been sure, for just as long a time, that the ability to care for +anyone the—the way I think you believed last night I might care for +you, was left out of me. And so it wasn't you who awoke my contempt, +even though I did turn it against you. It was I, myself. It was I, +and not you, who was not 'good enough'! For even if I am the kind of a +girl who can't love anybody, very much, except, perhaps, herself, I +should at least play fair. Isn't—isn't that so?" +</P> + +<P> +Minute after minute passed while she sat plaiting the cloth +tight-stretched over one knee. Lips softly aquiver, she waited, +earnest, eager that he understand from her explanation that which she +did not yet understand at all herself. Again she wished that he would +turn; she wanted greatly to see whatever there might be behind his +heavy silence. +</P> + +<P> +"Isn't it?" she faltered timidly. +</P> + +<P> +And yet, when his head did come around she found she couldn't face him. +</P> + +<P> +"Is it my turn now?" he asked. +</P> + +<P> +Her answer was barely audible. +</P> + +<P> +"If—if you have to—have it. But I've told you how useless it is." +</P> + +<P> +"Would you mind looking at me, just a minute?" said Steve. +</P> + +<P> +The brown head drooped even lower over the restless fingers. It shook, +ever so faintly. +</P> + +<P> +"I'd rather not.… I'm listening!" +</P> + +<P> +His laugh lilted recklessly in sheer joy at her refusal. +</P> + +<P> +"Then I'll have to tell you," he stated, "that I'm smiling in spite of +the hopelessness. I'm smiling, even though my throat is aching and my +lips pretty dry. +</P> + +<P> +"You've just finished trying to argue my man's case from your woman's +point of view—one of the hardest, least satisfactory things that could +be attempted, no doubt. And if it were possible, I know I'd be loving +you right now even more than I did before, just because you've been so +entirely unsuccessful at it. Maybe I could straighten out a point or +two that must have been not quite clear to you; maybe—but I don't want +to argue back at you now. +</P> + +<P> +"You say my telling you all I must tell you can't help my case a little +bit. All right—we'll let it stand like that, for the moment. And you +say you are going to marry Mr. Wickersham. All right again—but better +prophets than either of us have made mistakes before now! If he hadn't +forced on me one condition which I would have liked to be different, +I'd rather have had to mention no other man at all. This isn't the way +I'd have chosen to tell you how much I care. I'd rather have told you, +a little at a time, but there isn't time for that now. So maybe it'll +sound crude to you. I've not rehearsed it with any other woman, you +see. And if it does sound that way it won't help me much, either, will +it? But you're going to believe what I say! +</P> + +<P> +"You started back a dozen years or so, in order to make your +explanation clear. I'm starting there myself, so I'll be sure you +understand. You've been grieving because you hurt me—hurt me twice. +Will you stop now, if I tell you that I wouldn't exchange those +two—shall we call them wounds—for all the kindnesses of all the other +women in the world? I did believe that you didn't think me good +enough, that first time. That was why I was cut deeper than you'll +ever know, because I knew it was only the truth. I admitted +it—remember? I admitted it when I said I was coming back. Well, I'm +back now—and I'm still not good enough, and not because I haven't +tried to be, either. I'm just not admitting any man alive could be +that. But I'm telling you, too, in the same breath, that the man who +takes you will have to prove he's a whole lot better—before I stand +aside!" +</P> + +<P> +For the first time since he had begun the girl moved. Her head leaped +back; she half lifted one hand in protest, but the very gladness in his +face silenced her. +</P> + +<P> +"My turn," he reminded her quizzically. "You made the bargain, you +know. You've just finished a rather involved bit of reasoning +concerning the way other women love, a lot of which I'll have to +confess I didn't attend as closely as I should have. Perhaps that's +because no man's method of caring has ever interested me a great deal, +except my own. +</P> + +<P> +"I loved you when you were a little bit of a girl—because I loved you! +And I love you that way now. Your face was the first woman face I ever +looked on—and—really—saw. And since that first morning it's been +with me—been with me a lot of times when I didn't have anything else +to look up to. I've been less hungry, for thought of you; less +thirsty, when the road got pretty long at times. I—I worshiped you, +do you hear? Why, I've prayed to you, dumbly, wordlessly, out of black +bitterness, when it seemed that any other divinity must be too busy to +give any heed to—to the ragged little tad I was. Now do you think I +haven't known what it was, long before this, to go on when there wasn't +any hope?" +</P> + +<P> +He waited. Her breath came in a long and quivering gasp. And yet he +did not realize that she was crying. +</P> + +<P> +"I—I don't think that I want to—listen any more," she faltered. +</P> + +<P> +His face went white at that—and then he was smiling again. +</P> + +<P> +"I told you I'd have chosen to tell you differently," the drawling +gentleness was unaltered, "but I'll have to finish this way now. There +may not be many chances for me to speak, for I've come back to you +almost too late. And I don't want to hurt you; why, I'm going to keep +the laughter in your eyes and heart as long as you live. For I thought +it would be a woman I'd find when I came back, and I've found you still +all girl—all save in those moments when you've seemed half boy to me. +And that is strange, too, isn't it—strange that I never knew how much +I wanted you to be like that, until you taught me the wonder of it +yourself? My—eyes are stinging. I don't talk quite plainly. My +throat is too tight for easy speech. For it's just the old wonder of +you, after all—just the same—reverence, isn't it? I'll never let you +grow up now. You'll have to stay girl—Boy—all the rest of your life! +I've learned to be fairly sure of myself, but I'm not asking to be sure +of you yet. I'd never want to be too sure of you unless all the rest +of my whole world had come tumbling down. And then—then I'd need to +know always that I could stake my soul on your keeping faith. I'd want +to know that I could reach out and find your hand searching for mine in +the dark. Your face was the first, girl—it's been the only one. +It'll be the last thing I'll see, the last moment there is sight in my +eyes!" +</P> + +<P> +His slow, infinitely gentle voice stopped. He sat head up, before her. +And then her choking sob answered him through that blind silence. He +was on his feet then; he started forward, and remembered again. And as +if that slim-limbed, huddled little figure had been a boy indeed, he +dropped one arm reassuringly over her bowed shoulders. +</P> + +<P> +"Pity, Barbara?" he asked quietly. "Are you crying from pity? Because +if it's that—it—it beats me!" +</P> + +<P> +She shook her head vehemently. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not crying because of anything," she sniffed. "I'm just +crying—that' all!" +</P> + +<P> +One hand went searching through pocket after pocket; one elbow came up +to shield her eyes. She slid from the tree-trunk and swayed +unsteadily, and groped out and found his arm. And it was the boy he +had just tried to comfort who curled both hands tightly around his +flannel sleeve and hid a wet face against his shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +"I—I'm sorry. I'm so terribly, terribly sorry. I shouldn't have let +you start to tell me—I knew it all along. But I'm not pitying—big +Stephen O'Mara; it—it was just little Steve who made me cry, I think." +Again that long, sobbing breath. "Will you—will you—I can't find my +handkerchief," she gasped. +</P> + +<P> +Long after they had remounted and turned their horses toward the south +Barbara rode with head bowed, slim shoulders turned toward the man +beside her, a shield for her averted face. From time to time she +dabbled furtively at her eyes with the big, crisp square of linen with +which Steve had answered the wailed announcement of the loss of her own +handkerchief. Once or twice she caught her breath, unsteadily. And +yet in spite of the fact that the actual desire was furthest of all +things from her heart at that instant, when she did finally grow +curious at his long silence and turn to steal a sidelong glance at him, +the utter gloom upon Steve's face awoke within her an irresistible +impulse to mirth. +</P> + +<P> +It was partly hysterical, partly the sudden realization that he was not +the only one who had, that morning, found much in his companion which +was insistently boyish. For until then she had not glimpsed this side +of that grown-up spirit which, in the boy, had evinced more than once a +confidence in self so serenely unshakable that it had bordered on +doggedness at times. +</P> + +<P> +In those days it had always irritated her, and set her small fists to +clenching in a childish antagonism. More than once she had answered it +with superior little, child-woman smiles which had sent him marching, +white of face and lip, back through the hedge gap, never realizing +herself that her own pique sprang from the belief that his promises of +conquest dealt only with material things—splendidly visioned, most +vaguely detailed conquests which set his eyes afire but seemed to hold +no place for the feminine of her. She had never understood that he, +with quite masculine bindness [Transcriber's note: blindness?], had +taken for granted her comprehension that each and every conquest was to +be solely a glorification of her, any more than she understood now why +his black discouragement awakened in her a sudden warmth as different +from her old perversity as the pulse in her throat was painful. And +yet she couldn't stifle that impulse. She giggled aloud. And when he +turned—when he wheeled and encountered her shining eyes, still wet and +brimming above the screen of his own handkerchief, she sensed +immediately that he was flushing as little, too-sensitive Steve had +flushed years before, when she had laughed at him less kindly. +</P> + +<P> +The girl was not conscious of it; she had no actual realization yet of +how very deeply her unwilling readjustment of fundamental values had, +in the last twenty-four hours, undermined her hitherto unquestioning +acceptance of those inbred standards which, to all her world save +Miriam Burrell, were creed and code of conduct. That morning she only +knew she was unaccountably glad because there was no malice in her +mirth; had she given it thought she would have insisted that, in her +heart, there no longer lurked a ghost, ignoble or otherwise, of what +had once been a childishly snobbish belief in her inherent superiority. +And as suddenly as she had giggled she now laughed aloud at the +expression she had surprised there on his face. Again, for an instant, +the very spontaneity of her swift changing mood gave the situation into +her hands. +</P> + +<P> +"Please," she begged him mockingly, "please, I did have to laugh, a +little. I had to! It just occurred to me, all in a breath, that +perhaps there is another of us who—who hasn't entirely grown up. You +looked so morbidly disheartened. And I know it won't sound logical, +but all this time during which I supposed you were smiling upon my—my +absurd tears with that benign surety of yours, it hurt—hurt like +everything—just knowing that it was all so hopeless for you. But now +that I have seen that you do understand, do we have to be so gloomy any +longer? Are we going to be so tragic, every time we meet? They tell +me it is an admission of unformed, unbalanced youth, Mr. O'Mara. And, +whether that is so or not, I do know that it is a great strain upon my +complexion." +</P> + +<P> +Momentarily her effrontery had given the situation into her hands—but +only momentarily. For even while she was speaking the corners of +Steve's eyelids began to crinkle; before she had finished mocking at +him in a voice that still caught unsteadily in her throat, it was her +up-turned face which had grown pink under his gravely amused scrutiny. +</P> + +<P> +"Was it as bad as that?" he asked. "I don't know that I mind the +'benign' part so very much, but as for my 'surety'—well, now I must +set you right. I have seen men holding four aces sit with faces so sad +and hopeless that they might have earned their fortunes as professional +mourners, could their expressions have been rendered permanent. I've +seen men with straight flushes bow their heads in sorrow over the cards +they held. And I think the one beatific visage it has been my good +luck to behold belonged to Fat Joe, one night when the rest of the +table had raised his very feet out from under him. He sat and beamed; +he radiated good cheer—now and then he chuckled with positively +insulting self-confidence, while he was pushing forward all the chips +he owned … and he had two deuces and four spades to back it up! +</P> + +<P> +"You'll find that most men play that way—most men, I mean, who play +for big stakes and play to win. And so—but I've told you already that +I'm going to put all my cards on the table, with you. You're going to +know, always, the hand I hold. Why, I told you I wasn't sure, even a +little bit. I've been smiling just to make it easy for you to +understand that I know how to lose, if it has to come to that. And do +you suppose I'd have let you weep into my handkerchief, if I'd been +half way certain, even? Do you? Because I wouldn't. I have a pair of +arms and two shoulders that have been reserved for that +purpose—reserved, oh, for years and years." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara had lifted the handkerchief again. The explanation which Steve +had begun in half-assumed soberness ended in drawling, unmistakable +gravity. +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps it wasn't a particularly good parallel to use," he went on, +even more slowly, when she failed to answer. "I only wanted to make +you see—to have you know——" +</P> + +<P> +Her brown head flashed up then, radiantly eloquent of entire +understanding. +</P> + +<P> +"It was a very good parallel," she defended spiritedly. "I liked it +immensely. I was thinking that some day when I get involved with +Miriam in a particularly erudite discussion, I'd employ it myself. But +just now the one point which interests me most is this. Did—did Fat +Joe win?" +</P> + +<P> +His single quick word that checked Ragtime brought her roan mount also +to a standstill. Lightly Steve swung out and took both her gloved +hands in a grip that made her draw back a little. +</P> + +<P> +"If you weren't the <I>girl</I> to whom I'd just told my love," he stated, +"I'd be telling you, right now, that I like you best of all the <I>men</I> I +know!" He sat and looked at her. "And since I don't remember clearly +whether I've said it already this morning, I'll chance repeating it. +You're the one prettiest thing in all this world—and it's not an +unhandsome world this morning, either." +</P> + +<P> +For a moment longer her mood lasted while she surveyed him with +dark-eyed audacity, head poised on one side in that attitude of wholly +happy intimacy with which he had seen her many times greet Caleb Hunter. +</P> + +<P> +"For a man who claims to be strictly an amateur," she murmured, "I can +only reply—you do extremely well, sir!" +</P> + +<P> +And then, as if her words had rung too cheaply flippant in her own +ears, she took both hands impetuously from his. She started her horse +abruptly. And it was yards before he overtook her, rods before she +dropped back to a walk. Her face had become wistful in its earnestness. +</P> + +<P> +"That was pretty, and sincere, and—and like you," she mused. "I +wonder why my answer sounded not quite so innately fine? Do you +suppose it was because I've already become accustomed to meeting +flippancy with flippancy? For if that isn't the reason then how would +you explain my—my persistent tendency toward frivolity with you? +Because it exists, you know. Truly it does! If I yielded to the +impulse that is always with me, I—I'd coquette with you, +disgracefully. Doesn't that—even surprise you? Now you <I>are</I> +laughing at me … why, you weren't listening at all!" +</P> + +<P> +His shamefacedness was an admission of guilt, but he shook his head in +contradiction. +</P> + +<P> +"Not at you," he corrected her. "I wasn't laughing very heartily, or +very steadily, was I? And I'm trying to listen; I am trying to pay +attention to everything you say. It just isn't an easy thing to do, +that's all, when—when I'm looking at you, too. But I promised you +that you were always going to be sure of me. Couldn't that be reason +enough; can't we just say you'd sensed it, yourself, even without my +telling you so?" +</P> + +<P> +She bobbed her head, most anxious for his gravity now that she was not +sure whether it was real or not. +</P> + +<P> +"I knew that must be it," she argued seriously. "I thought it must be, +anyway. I just feel safe with you. And yet I don't want you ever to +believe, either, that I am deliberately playing. It's just—oh, in my +heart I know that you haven't any more than those two deuces, and—and +the deal is mine. Do you understand what I'm trying to say? They +always say it in—in books, Mr. O'Mara. They always agree to be the +'best of friends,' and it reads so funny and flat. But that is exactly +what I am trying to put into words. It couldn't be anything more, +ever, and yet I want this friendship which is different from everything +I've ever known before. I like you very, very much. Listen, and I'll +make a confession, too! I used to watch and hope you'd come back, +after I'd sent you home, heart-sick, years ago. Do you suppose we +might say the—the 'best of friends' in real life, too, and not sound +instantly absurd?" +</P> + +<P> +"We might try it out," he suggested. +</P> + +<P> +Then she was positive that his face was too stiffly sober, but she +ignored it—ignored, too, the tinge of whimsicality in his voice. +</P> + +<P> +"If I weren't so sorry for you I might not be so sure; but I am sorry. +If you weren't so dismayingly cheerful about it, I wouldn't feel so +badly. But I've begun to understand how very long you have been +playing your cards and smiling over them, no matter what might be dealt +you. And that is some improvement over the girl I've been, isn't it? +For I've never had to struggle very hard for anything I've wanted. I +want to be friends, but I'm not silly enough to think you won't tell me +again that you—care. I want to be friends, but not at the price of +your heart-ache and disappointment, and—why, I wonder, do I get all +tangled up when I try to explain myself to you? It's just this: I'm +not going to be unkind to little Steve any more, Mr. O'Mara, or—or big +Steve, either. But I—I want to see you sometimes, too, and—and I +just won't let myself cry any more this morning!" +</P> + +<P> +Her voice had grown very small toward the end. It trailed off into a +stifled but unmistakable sniff. And a moment later, when she ceased +fumbling with the reins and glanced with resolute brightness up at him, +the film of hot tears in his eyes brought her hands to her throat. But +even then in the face of that light which she had never before glimpsed +in any man's eyes for her, she was conscious of his use of her +name—vaguely conscious of how different it sounded on his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara," Steve faltered, "Barbara, you blessed child, you!" And +there, dumbly, he shook his head over his stumbling utterance and tried +to laugh to cover it. "Sorry? Sorry for me? Why, God bless you, +girl, you refuse me whenever you want to—whenever you have to! I'm +not asking you to help. And don't you suppose after last night I know +how near to losing out I am? I understand. Why, you're going to get +quite a few refusals ahead of me, no doubt, before—before I catch up +with you! But don't you waste one bit of worry on me. +</P> + +<P> +"It would be your telling me that you did care, and then telling me +that you didn't, that would about break me. I have to keep on asking +you; I have to keep on trying, but you can tell me 'no chance' +whenever, in your heart, you believe it to be the truth, and I'll take +it smiling. Just don't let it become mechanical, that's all I ask, +will you? And—and if some day after I've gone, you suddenly begin to +wish, even the tiniest bit, that you hadn't made the last refusal +quite—quite so final, you needn't let that worry you, either. Because +I'll be back! You can know that I'll come back, next day—next +month—next year—thirty miles or three hundred—oh, just to see if my +chances haven't improved any! That does make you smile, doesn't it? I +reckon experienced match-makers would tell me that that isn't the way +for me to talk if I'm going to win out. But it's the way I like best. +I want you to know that there is one person you can be sure of, all the +days of your life. I began a dozen years ago—I've only started loving +the whiteness of you." +</P> + +<P> +She rode with wide eyes fastened upon his now wholly smiling face; rode +with lips parted, all else submerged in that wonder which quickened her +breath. Once she leaned toward him as if to speak, and then shook her +head at the inadequacy of the words. They topped the last rise in the +dusty, winding road and raised the river basin and the town itself in +that long period of silence. There, once more, she checked the roan +mare. +</P> + +<P> +"If women could care like that," she told him quietly. "If I believed +that I could ever——" She shook her head with a sad little smile. +"Since you have come home you've made me feel very insignificant and +petty at times. You've made me wish I might have been as—as wonderful +as you say I am to you. But I know, you see." She lifted one slim arm +toward the newer Morrison stretched out along the river front. "Do you +remember the first day you saw the village it used to be, that day when +you first came down river?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve knew what she was going to say. She read amused anticipation in +his eyes and grew self-conscious at it. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought yours was a perfectly good parallel," she asserted stoutly. +"And you'll have to admit that you did believe it was wonderful then. +Uncle Cal has told me how breathlessly you called it the 'city.' But +is it as wonderful, now? Hasn't familiarity with real bigness dimmed +its wonder a little?" +</P> + +<P> +For the first time that day his attitude was frankly challenging. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe," he agreed, "maybe! And maybe I like it better than ever, for +the others I've seen!" He frowned and shook his head. "I'm quite +likely to stick to first conclusions," he finished, "and your inference +is basically wrong. I do not need to look at other women to make me +surer of the wonder of you. A man doesn't have to live in a desert all +his life to know what thirst is, you know. And it's not bad—not bad +as cities go!" +</P> + +<P> +As they had begun the morning they now finished it, on a plane of +thorough comradeship which years and years alone cannot achieve. +</P> + +<P> +"Not bad," she echoed throatily. "Not bad, at all! It's marvelous +too, how towns and people and—and things in general can improve, once +they awake to their own importance in the scheme of things, isn't it?" +</P> + +<P> +Quite on a mutual impulse they clasped hands and laughed into each +other's eyes; quite unnecessarily it may have appeared to the small +group on the veranda of the stucco and timber place halfway down the +slope between them and town. And there on the crest of the hill, +suddenly conscious of those eyes, the girl drew back as swiftly as she +had swung toward him. +</P> + +<P> +"What in the world will they think!" she breathed. "I've been gone +since daybreak, without saying a word that I was going. And it must be +noon by now. Come—no, don't hurry! It's too late to hurry now!" +</P> + +<P> +Her chin came up; the line of her lips lost its soft fullness. It was +his hot face which made her aware of how surely her imperiously quick +orders had stung him. Then she was back, knee to knee, at his side. +</P> + +<P> +"That wasn't fair," she said. "That was most unfair, to me. You +didn't think, did you, that I——" +</P> + +<P> +His interruption surprised her. +</P> + +<P> +"If I shouldn't inquire," he asked, "will you please tell me so, and +forget I asked the question? May I know when you—you and Mr. +Wickersham are to be——" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's face went slowly crimson, flushed to the nape of her neck. +</P> + +<P> +"It's not a certainty yet, the date," she answered kindly. "Just late +in the spring, I think." +</P> + +<P> +He nodded. Again she knew how wholly unreadable his eyes could be. +</P> + +<P> +"Late in the spring," he repeated, so softly that he might have been +talking to himself. "Late in the spring I'll have two time limits run +out on me." +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham himself was coming across the lawn to meet them when they +drew rein at the head of the driveway. With a deliberation so +proprietary that it set Barbara suddenly to gnawing her lip, he unbent +his long legs and straightened from his place on the top step of the +veranda; and even though the wicker chairs behind him were filled he +stood forth quite alone, extremely tall and straight, perfectly poised +and entirely immaculate. And without one outward sign of animosity to +give it ground, that other man sitting loose-thighed upon Ragtime's +back knew that he was wondering where she had been—why she had chosen +to go alone. Without exhibiting a trace of it upon his long face, +Wickersham still radiated a swift and chilling jealousy which, now that +he saw it again, Stephen O'Mara knew had never been entirely absent +from the face of the Archibald Wickersham he had known many years +before. Just as Miriam Burrell, with a studied deliberation that +matched that of the tall figure ahead of her, in turn detached herself +from the throng and came down the steps, Barbara's eyes raised to +Steve's. She did not stop to reason it; she couldn't have made it +sound reasonable had she tried, but she did not want those two to meet +again just then—those two whose boyhood quarrel had centered about +herself. +</P> + +<P> +"Won't you keep Ragtime until you come back to Uncle Cal's to-night?" +she asked. "I've kept you loitering for hours and hours on the way. +But it will save you a little time." +</P> + +<P> +And this time Steve understood. He nodded in reply. +</P> + +<P> +"Not a chance?" he asked her quietly. "Not a chance?" +</P> + +<P> +She was wheeling the roan. +</P> + +<P> +"Not a chance," she whispered. "Not a chance in the world! But +we—Mr. Elliott promised to show us the works this afternoon," she +added in the next breath. "Can you—do you suppose you can come?" +</P> + +<P> +And then, as she turned the mare and went skimming up the drive toward +the stable, she wondered why he laughed. +</P> + +<P> +In his turn Steve set Ragtime's head toward the town in the valley. +And therefore he did not see that Archibald Wickersham was left +standing alone a moment in the middle of the lawn. But Miriam Burrell +saw and understood the black rage that shadowed his face. Long before +then she had penetrated to the layer of vanity beneath his air of +boredom. More than once she had used that knowledge maliciously, to +stir him. And she knew how unending could be his hatred for anyone who +had ever made him appear ridiculous. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap11"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XI +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +I NEVER DID LIKE TO BE BEATEN +</H3> + + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara found Hardwick Elliott lunching alone in the East Coast +Company's main Morrison office, a big unpainted shack that stood half +lost in a maze of high-piled ties, midway between the saw-mills at the +river edge and the first snarled network of switches converging on one +reddish streak of steel that lanced into the north. With moodily +indifferent interest Elliott scarcely more than glanced up at the +horseman's approach across the open plot of raw earth, hard-packed to a +cement-like surface by the endless passage and repassage of countless +hob-nailed, heavy-booted feet, but with that first glance his forehead +began to smooth a little. His face had lost something of its hint of +gauntness, even before his chief engineer had swung down from the +saddle. Elliott had been exhibiting scant appetite for the cold food +half buried in the pile of papers on his desk top; and though he smiled +his characteristically courteous, mildly abstracted greeting when Steve +loomed in the doorway, his attitude was still very patently that of a +man who attempts to conceal his own perplexities lest they compound +those of another whose perplexities are already more than enough. He +rose and held out a finely tapered hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, this is fine," he exclaimed. "This is really fine, Mr. O'Mara. +Rather odd, too—coincidence and that sort of thing, I mean. Because I +was just this instant wondering whether I had better send for you or +wait until you just happened down river again." +</P> + +<P> +In many ways the president of the East Coast Company reminded Steve of +Caleb Hunter, even though there could be no two things more in contrast +than the latter's calm and comfortable bigness and Elliott's thin and +wiry and extremely nervous exterior. It was a similarity due entirely +to the innate honesty of both men—such honesty as makes of every +attempt at dissimulation an assured non-success. And Miss Sarah had +never anticipated her brother's clumsiest finesse with greater ease +than did Steve sense, that afternoon, the weight of worry behind his +employer's first effort at jauntiness. He nodded, hopefully, it seemed. +</P> + +<P> +"Something else gone wrong?" he asked. "Or are you going to tell me +that McLean is still having trouble with that curve of his." +</P> + +<P> +Elliott, too, shook his head, but his negative nod was less brisk, less +hopeful. +</P> + +<P> +"No," he replied. "No, we've got that laid, or at least practically +so. It's not anything so satisfyingly material that I wanted to talk +about. I wish it were, because—well, the fact is, now that you are +here it appears I may have considerable trouble in making you believe +that I'm not merely developing a most womanish case of nerves. Cold +feet, I suppose, might not be far from correct, if we put it in the +proper gender. No, it's not the work itself. You know the first few +miles at this end afford pretty plain sailing. We figured on that: or +we wouldn't stand any chance of finishing the job. And we are quite +nicely ahead of our schedule, so far. But have you—I was wondering if +you, by any chance, have noticed any signs of discontent in your own +squad at Thirty Mile?" +</P> + +<P> +Elliott eased himself back into his chair at the finish of the +question. Repugnantly he jerked a thumb in silent invitation toward a +plate of sandwiches. It indicated most clearly the state of his +appetite—that gesture—and Steve could not help but smile a little as +he refused. +</P> + +<P> +"No more than the usual disturbances," he answered. "I have more or +less trouble holding them—some of them—over the week-ends, of course. +But then that's always to be expected. They aren't the sort of men +that go to make up the general run of construction squads. One of my +main reasons for wanting them was the fact that they were rivermen, +hardened to swamping and white-water work and that kind of thing. In a +pinch they're good for twenty-four hours a day, over stretches that +would take the heart out of most gangs. I don't know of anything that +can beat a lumber-jack on a squeeze job, once you get him to realize +that he's up against long odds. It's this ten-hour-a-day thing and too +much ready money every pay-day; it's a town too temptingly close that +makes them a—a trifle temperamental, Mr. Elliott. Is that what you +mean?" +</P> + +<P> +Elliott pondered for a moment. +</P> + +<P> +"That entirely duplicates what McLean said just a day or so ago." On +any other lips Elliott's deliberate neatness of phrase might have +sounded solemnly funny. "Thoroughly logical, of course,—thoroughly +possible. And yet, somehow it doesn't fit the case. We've had the +usual Monday morning vacancies, right along, as you know; but the +delinquents always turned up before the five o'clock whistle blew, or +at least reported Tuesday morning. But this is the end of the week and +we're short right this minute very close to thirty men. They aren't +coming back, Mr. O'Mara; on the contrary, they continue to dribble +away, a few every day. And though they appear to do nothing but talk +their time away in the saloons in the lower end of the town, they seem +to have just as much money to spend, as they did when they were getting +their time checks from us." +</P> + +<P> +Steve leaned over and with nice deliberation selected a sandwich. +</P> + +<P> +"What sort of talking?" he wanted to know, suddenly. +</P> + +<P> +Again Elliott smiled in self-deprecation. +</P> + +<P> +"That's just it," he exclaimed. "Their talk leads nowhere. I went +down and attempted to find out what their grievance might be, but they +close up like clams whenever I come within earshot. They stare at the +ceiling, rub their chins, and laugh when there's nothing to laugh at. +This morning, however, I finally convinced McLean that something was +radically wrong. So he took one of them who had just decided to quit +and pinned him up against the embankment—but you know McLean and his +methods! He shoved his jaw up within an inch of the other's nose and +invited him to talk, and—well, he found out enough to make him begin +to worry, too. Somebody's been talking to them, Mr. O'Mara; somebody +has put the fool notion into their heads that this strip of railroad +will mean the end of all lumber operations in this country—the +old-time river drives, of course. And some of them are beginning to +believe—whoever was responsible for that statement. +</P> + +<P> +"You know and I know how absurd it is. We know that this road will +mean work for every riverman in this section, as often as he wants to +work. But it isn't going to help us any if they can't see it that way. +It isn't going to replace the men who quit. I've been deliberating one +point. Don't you suppose we might import a regular squad of +construction men now, before it's too late?" +</P> + +<P> +"It's too late now," Steve told him, his words none the less final for +all that they were absently quiet. "It was too late the day we began +operations. And yesterday at this time I wouldn't have given much +worry to this particular brand of trouble. They're an odd lot; they're +the hardest working, hardest living crowd of big men that ever failed +entirely to grow up." Steve stopped and looked down at the sandwich +untouched in his hand, much as though he were surprised to find it +there. "But since yesterday—since yesterday—who, did you say, was +responsible for that statement, as you call it?" +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't say." Elliott brushed away a persistent bluebottle fly, a +lonesome survivor which the unseasonably warm day had reawakened. The +insect's droning wings as it persisted again and again back to the +sandwich plate made the only sound in that big, bare room. "And if +I—if I had to guess——" The hand passed across his eyes now. +"O'Mara, do you know how deeply Mr. Ainnesley and myself are involved +in this prospect?" +</P> + +<P> +After a long search the engineer of the East Coast Company had finally +located his pipe. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't believe I have ever given it much actual thought," he said. +"I never viewed it as any of my affair. But I haven't forgotten the +last time we talked the plans over, that you couldn't go into it to +lose." +</P> + +<P> +Punctiliously Elliott proffered a lighted match for the other's filled +pipe; he lighted a long and thin and very black cigar for himself. +Steve noted then for the first time that the man's hand was shaking a +little. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course," the latter answered quickly. "Of course—of course!" He +seemed groping for a fresh beginning, then gave up suddenly all attempt +at circuity and blurted it out much as though he had lived with the +thought too long to endure it longer alone. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm in up to my last dollar," he stated. "And Ainnesley—why, +Ainnesley wouldn't have a roof over his head if we failed in our +obligations! You must know as well as I do why the banking interests +took our paper to those amounts which made it possible for us to drive +the first spike." +</P> + +<P> +When he failed to go on Steve understood that the last sentence had +been a question. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Allison, I suppose." His voice became utterly impersonal. +"Without doubt you mean Mr. Allison?" +</P> + +<P> +"They would have laughed at us," the older man came back instantly. +"And what is more, they did! They wouldn't touch the proposition, +until Allison came in with us. And then—but you know what Dexter +Allison has done already in this country. I don't know what he started +with. I do know that all that Ainnesley and I had scraped up between +us looked like a shoe-string to him. +</P> + +<P> +"We couldn't move until he, of his own accord, expressed his enthusiasm +for the plan and asked for a share in the holdings. You know, perhaps, +how he can laugh, too. Well, he laughed that way and confessed that we +had just beaten him to it. He said it would tap a gold mine—this +'strip of steel,' as he called it. He even told us that he'd parallel +our road with a competitor, jokingly to be sure, if we hadn't tied up +the only available and practicable right of way. +</P> + +<P> +"He came in. He opened up, merely through his own name and all there +is behind it, loan possibilities for which we might have struggled +uselessly the rest of our lives without his help. Between us Mr. +Ainnesley and I just managed to hold the balance of stock control +and—and that's how deep we are in, Mr. O'Mara." +</P> + +<P> +Both men sat and smoked, each avoiding, elaborately, the other's eyes. +After a long pause, Elliott cleared his throat, laboriously. +</P> + +<P> +"This morning," he continued slowly, "this morning I am in receipt of a +communication from Mr. Ainnesley himself, advising me that another +right of way has been applied for, for a single track road here in the +north. The gossip which chanced to come his way was rather obscure. +Little could be learned about the whole affair save that it was being +put forward with a view to tapping the ore and timber lands all the way +to and beyond the border. But as nearly as he could ascertain the +southern terminus of such a road would seem to be about—about at the +mouth of that valley southernmost in the Reserve Company's timber +holdings. Rather a remarkable choice for a railroad terminus, Mr. +O'Mara—wouldn't you say so?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve leaned toward him. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mean that they've thrown out your earlier application for just +such a grant?" +</P> + +<P> +"That would be a rather harshly definite way of putting it," Elliott +smiled wryly. "Ours is apparently just tabled—oh, tabled pending +certain immaterial changes in the form! You asked me a moment ago—or +did I offer to guess who might be responsible for the report which is +costing us our men? I wonder if I need to tell you who controls this +new northern route?" +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe you've been telling me," Steve came back coolly. "You have +already mentioned——" +</P> + +<P> +"Wickersham!" Hardwick Elliott corrected. "Wickersham—that is, +through allied interests which he represents or controls. O'Mara, I +doubt if I would even insinuate this to anyone else; I haven't even +intimated it to Ainnesley as yet. Wickersham is reputed to represent +huge moneyed foreign interests. But have you ever stopped to wonder +whether he might not represent big local interests as well?" +</P> + +<P> +The tanned face opposite him was so gravely blank that Elliott once +more laughed nervously, deprecatingly. +</P> + +<P> +"Doubt of any man's loyalty such as that query would imply is not one +of my characteristics. I would rather have left this thing unattempted +than to have undertaken it in partnership with any man whom I felt I +had to watch. But I just thought that I'd better put it all on the +table for you to consider. I'd like to ask you—what do you think?" +</P> + +<P> +The man in blue flannel and corduroy tapped the sodden heel from his +pipe and loaded it afresh. +</P> + +<P> +"Yesterday," he answered, "yesterday—Well I couldn't guarantee just +what I might have thought, twenty-four hours back. But doesn't one +fact remain unchanged still, no matter what we think? Suppose we admit +that some one else does want this stretch of track we're laying? +Suppose somebody is figuring on picking it up cheap, at a bankruptcy +price, if we forfeit to the Reserve Company? You know yourself that +you would never have begun it simply for the profit there will be in +moving the Reserve logs and the millions on millions of feet of lumber +both to the east and west, which can't be touched at anything but a +prohibitive figure, without this road. We were going through to the +border, too. And if some one else is betting that we don't; if some +one else is betting that we can't yank a trainload of logs down to this +end of the line, before the first of May, that doesn't alter our case +any, does it? Even though we suspect that some man is playing us to +lose, do we have to know exactly who he is?" +</P> + +<P> +Slowly but very surely the older man's face began to smooth. +</P> + +<P> +"Once or twice," he stated, "I've thought to anticipate you, perhaps +because I have it on you a little, as they say, in the matter of years. +I'm not going to attempt it any more. For I thought that this +conversation would be at least a surprise to you. You sit there and +take it very quietly, for a man who has been badly startled." +</P> + +<P> +"Fat Joe has been preaching it for a month." Oddly enough, Stephen +O'Mara chose that point at which to laugh, softly. "And I, for a +month, have been ridiculing him. That's one of Fat Joe's pet +diversions, you know. When all other excitement fails Joe invariably +falls back upon an imagination too totally vivid to be wasted on +technical things. I laughed at him, until last night. Do you—but of +course you know Garry Devereau?" he finished. +</P> + +<P> +"Knew his father," Elliott answered succinctly. "Know him well! Good +blood—good brains—big hearts! Why?" +</P> + +<P> +And then, for the second time that day, Steve related the salient +points of that episode which had opened with the trio of owls along the +trail and ended with the first gray streaks of returning day. During +the recital the expressions which chased across Elliot's face were as +varied as they were full of concern. +</P> + +<P> +"Then I wasn't merely hysterical, was I?" he brooded after Steve had +finished. "Who—who did you say you thought might be behind the man +who would have had your plans, had it not been for Mr. Devereau?" +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't say," replied Steve, and for the first time since his +entrance there was mirth in the unison of their laughter. +</P> + +<P> +"It all brings us back to the point from which we started," the younger +man went on when they were grave again. "It's a plain enough issue, so +far as we are concerned. We've got to be at the mouth of that lower +valley by May. We're going to be! And as I see it, wasting time and +energy in—shall we call it sleuthing, Mr. Elliott?—won't help us +much. We thought that lack of time and the general nature of this +country were going to be handicap enough. But now your money is in and +I—I never did like to be beaten. Can't we let it stand like that, at +least until some one else makes a plainer move? We know the cards we +hold. If others care to sit in, perhaps we'll all come to a show-down, +next spring at Thirty Mile. It'll be easy enough to explain just how +we did it. Alibis based on veiled opposition wouldn't interest the +Reserve people much, if we left their timber there to rot.… And +I'm trying not to overlook any bets, Mr. Elliott." +</P> + +<P> +Hastily the iron-gray man thrust his hat back from his forehead. He +came to his feet and crossed and clapped one hand upon Steve's shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +"Next May!" he barked. "O'Mara, I'm glad you came down this morning. +I've been carrying a lot of those ideas around in my head until they +had become nightmarish. But I'm through now. You won't hear me croak +again. I staked what I had on you, months ago; I'd do it again this +minute. What's the odds, after all, who it is that's playing us to +lose. It's only the fact that somebody may be fighting us that needs +to occupy our attention. I'm done worrying, do you hear? But what +about those men who are quitting us? You are sure it would be unwise +to import labor? It's cheaper, you know." +</P> + +<P> +Steve, too, had risen. +</P> + +<P> +"We'd have the prettiest kind of a scrap on our hands, the first day we +tried to use them," he explained. "It would be dear enough before we +got through. I guess I'd better run right out and have a talk with +McLean. He knows these men even better than I do, and I'm almost one +of them, you know. And I'll get a line on some of these delinquents +who are crying calamity for the countryside. I'd better, because we'll +need them. They simply haven't become thoroughly interested yet, +that's all. It will take something to jolt them; something to set them +on fire. And then—then just watch my plaid-shirted boys go! They'll +eat up your sledge-swingers!" +</P> + +<P> +Something of that promised fire was reflected now in Hardwick Elliott's +eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"By Gad," he exclaimed, "by Gad, if it wasn't for Ainnesley I'd say the +thing was worth it, win or lose, just for the game itself. You go +ahead and see McLean. I'll be out there later, myself. I promised +Allison that I'd show the works to some of the young folks up there on +the hill. His daughter—but I keep forgetting that you've known her +longer than I have. There's quite a party of them. She announced her +engagement to Mr. Wickersham last night, I believe. Heard that this +morning—was too busy to go up last night myself. Maybe you'll find +time to help me play the host." +</P> + +<P> +Steve turned toward the door. +</P> + +<P> +"So I heard," he replied, without facing around. "I'll try to be on +hand." +</P> + +<P> +He stood for another instant on the threshold. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm going to ask you to see that my horse is fed and watered," he +requested evenly. "And I reckon you'd better eat your own lunch, +yourself." +</P> + +<P> +But the man behind him had already anticipated that suggestion. +Through a generous bite of sandwich he made answer. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll see that he is taken care of," he called cheerfully. "See you +later, Mr. O'Mara—— Pshaw, the coffee's cold!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap12"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THAT WOODS-RAT +</H3> + + +<P> +Between Dexter Allison's monopoly of his time and the persistence with +which Miriam Burrell clung to Stephen O'Mara, Barbara Allison had +opportunity for little more than a perfunctory word or two of greeting +that afternoon, during the first hour or two that followed a jolting +ride on the flat car which trundled them to the head of operations. +Almost as soon as her feet touched the ground Miriam's eager survey +singled out a tall figure at the edge of the farthest embankment; and +in spite of the fact that he was at the moment in sober conversation +with white-haired, white-bearded McLean, she crossed instantly to take +possession of both Steve's arms and his undivided attention. Barbara, +at Wickersham's side, glancing now and then in their direction, knew +well what subject was engrossing them to the exclusion of all else. +But Allison's acceptance of that arrangement as time passed grew less +patient. +</P> + +<P> +For a time he was content to stroll along with the rest—content with +his facetious comments on Elliott's explanation of this matter or that. +Yet whenever his eyes strayed toward Miriam and that other figure whom +a week or two before he had designated as "my man, O'Mara," his +jovialty faltered a little, his manner grew restive. After a time he, +too, detached himself and sauntered in the direction of that wholly +preoccupied pair. +</P> + +<P> +"See here, my lady," he accosted the girl, who turned extremely bright +eyes upon his approach. "This won't do at all. How do you suppose I +am going to get a minute with Mr. O'Mara, here, if you persist in +clinging to his elbow? You'll have to run along—you run over and +listen, with the rest, to Elliott's heroic tale of this scarring of the +face of nature. I've waited a good many days to talk business with Mr. +O'Mara; I'm not going to lose him, now I've got him cornered." +</P> + +<P> +Had Dexter Allison been less occupied with other thoughts, the face +which Miriam Burrell turned toward him would have surprised him, if +only because of the unusual color burning in her cheeks. At that he +was vaguely aware that he had never before seen that quiet, +self-contained girl so pulsingly happy. She stood and gazed at him a +moment, then made him a low and mocking obeisance. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't flatter yourself that I haven't noted your covetous glances," +she flashed. "I've been talking very fast, because I knew this +interruption was coming. But we've finished, thank you, so I'll leave +you to—to bore him now!" +</P> + +<P> +She turned back toward O'Mara. "And thank you," she murmured not very +audibly. "Thank you, more than I ever thanked anybody before in my +life. You've made me very, very happy." +</P> + +<P> +No one could have missed the depth of real thankfulness in those last +words. Even Allison stood astonished at it, mouth open, following her +rapid withdrawal toward the group fifty yards away. +</P> + +<P> +"Huh-h-h," he snorted. "Huh-h-h. A mighty strange girl!" And then, +as abruptly as he had interrupted their low conversation, "Well, how +does it go, Chief? How does it look to you, as far as you've gone?" +</P> + +<P> +No man's good humor could be more infectious than was that of this big, +noisily garbed man. Steve smiled and met his cordiality more than half +way. +</P> + +<P> +"Not too bad," he answered. "Not too bad." He swept the ground before +them with a short gesture. "You aren't beginning to worry, too, are +you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Worry?" Allison's frown was barely perceptible. "Why should I? I +never let anything worry me. Who is beginning to fret? You aren't, +are you? You don't look—much disturbed." +</P> + +<P> +"Not a particle!" Steve still smiled. "I never do either, unless that +there is something worth while to make me. I just thought perhaps you +might have contracted it from Mr. Elliott. He's been bothered, you +see, by the way some of the men are acting. We're short a lot of labor +this week." +</P> + +<P> +The big man wheeled and squinted at the droves of men sweating under +the unseasonably hot sun; he peered keenly at each clump of laborers, +some of them scarcely distinguishable knots of humanity in the distance. +</P> + +<P> +"Not very short," he stated comfortably. "I don't claim to be a wholly +competent judge, but it looks to me as though they would be in one +another's way if there were any more of them. What's wrong?" +</P> + +<P> +The chief engineer's answer was drawling in its deliberation. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish I knew," he replied. "I wish I could be positive. And there +aren't too many of them; they are altogether too few. We're going to +need them, and more, too, before we finish, Mr. Allison. Perhaps I'd +better figure on—perhaps if they continue to quit on us, by twos and +threes, as they have in the last week—I'll have to——" +</P> + +<P> +His pause seemed almost an invitation that the other suggest a remedy; +and whether it was or not Dexter Allison was quick to seize the +opening. His suggested solution was heartily bluff. +</P> + +<P> +"Import some more," he said. "When you've employed these men as long +as I have—the type of man who has worked all his life on the +river—you'll know as well as I do just how uncertain and unreliable +they are. What you need is a gang that doesn't want to think for +itself. This crowd has too much imagination for a grind like this." +</P> + +<P> +Steve nodded very thoughtfully. +</P> + +<P> +"If it is all imagination," he wondered. "But they're not merely +discontented, you see, Mr. Allison. They—they are misleading +themselves. They seem to think, from what I've gathered from McLean +and a few with whom I have talked, that they are working themselves out +of a job for good, when they help to build this strip of railroad. +They think so—they have been convinced that such is the truth. +Personally, however, I feel sure that between us, we can correct that +impression." +</P> + +<P> +Even though he was looking in the direction of a heavy smoke-cloud that +had followed a sharp blast to the north of them, Steve felt the weight +of Allison's questioning glance. +</P> + +<P> +"We," he echoed. "Where do I figure in it?" +</P> + +<P> +The younger man's upward glance was seemingly surprised. +</P> + +<P> +"You? Why, you're a stockholder. It means as much to you as it does +to Mr. Ainnesley and Mr. Elliott." +</P> + +<P> +Allison interrupted him. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course," he exclaimed. "Surely! I see! What I mean was how in +the world can I make them understand that such a fool idea is all +wrong? So far as this constructive work is concerned, I'm not an +active member. I—I had that understood with Elliott when I went into +this thing!" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course," Steve in turn broke in. "I understand that. But they +know you; they know that Morrison would be nothing more than a street +of well-kept lawns and cow-pastures, if you hadn't seen its +possibilities. And so I've already told some of them, Mr. Allison; +I've gone even further, and given a lot of them my word that you'll +guarantee, yourself, that this is the biggest thing for the good of +this section that has yet happened." +</P> + +<P> +The speaker smiled frankly into the bigger man's eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"And that was all they needed, was it?" Allison queried, at length. +"That fixed it, did it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Absolutely!" Steve's cheeriness should have been infectious. +"Absolutely, Mr. Allison. A lot of people have come to look on your +word as law in this country, you know—a lot of them!" +</P> + +<P> +"Hum-m-m," replied Allison. "Hum-m-m." +</P> + +<P> +Both of them were quiet for a time. Steve's next remark brought +Allison's head up sharply. +</P> + +<P> +"I meant to bring some of my estimates and plans down with me, when I +came," he told him. "You spoke of wanting to run over the whole +proposition with me, you'll remember, the first day you arrived." +</P> + +<P> +Allison nodded shortly. +</P> + +<P> +"I remember." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll bring them, next trip," Steve finished. "I came so near to +losing them last night that I'm taking no chances until they're in +duplicate. We can run over them later?" +</P> + +<P> +Allison wheeled and gazed meditatingly toward the group who were slowly +moving their way. His daughter Barbara, with Wickersham at her side, +was in the lead. +</P> + +<P> +"Any time," he agreed. "There's no particular hurry." +</P> + +<P> +And then a moment later, just when she was beginning to wonder whether +he was purposely avoiding her, Barbara was surprised at the calm ease +with which Steve took her away from her tall escort. She had noticed +that Wickersham and Steve had not touched hands when they first met, an +hour or two before, nor even hinted at such a salute. But now, as +earlier in the day when her dash toward the stables had left him +standing rigid in the middle of the lawn, she failed to see the +expression that settled upon Wickersham's long face. It was Dexter +Allison this time who noticed it, and hours later, when he and +Wickersham sat and faced each other in the downstairs room in the house +on the hill, which served as Allison's office, he remembered and +recognized it. +</P> + +<P> +"You wanted to talk with me?" Wickersham inquired as he entered the +room that evening. +</P> + +<P> +Somehow Wickersham's unending politeness had always irritated Allison. +That night his smoothly infectionless question nettled him. +</P> + +<P> +"Your damned fool, Harrigan, bungled last night!" he blurted out. "He +messed things up, beautifully. He not only failed, but he failed to +get away without being seen. That's what comes of entrusting a job +like that to a drunken sot." +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham seated himself—sat and caressed a cigarette. Coolly he +waited and blinked his eyelids. +</P> + +<P> +"My man?" he murmured. "My man?" +</P> + +<P> +"Ours then," Allison corrected sharply. "Ours." Then he seemed to +recollect himself and his voice became less abrupt. "Listen. This +afternoon I had a talk with O'Mara. That is, I started to have a talk +with him, but—but he beat me to it. And in just about three minutes +he told me that he'd caught Harrigan on the job—not mentioning any +names, I don't mean—but he didn't need to, And he told me more than +that. He as good as gave me to understand that he'd know where to +place the blame, if there was any more interference with his men." +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham crossed a long leg and blew a thin blue streamer of smoke. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes?" he intoned bodilessly. +</P> + +<P> +It brought a blaze to Allison's eyes—that nerveless monosyllable. +</P> + +<P> +"That doesn't interest you, eh?" he snapped. "Doesn't interest you at +all! Well, it does me. Three months ago I bought into this affair +because I was as sure as any man could be that I'd collect a hundred +per cent on my money, next spring. Elliott and Ainnesley? Pah!—Nice +gentle old ladies, when it comes to a game like this. They're +anachronists; they are honest business men, twenty years behind the +times. You've heard of taking candy from children. Well, that's what +it looked like then. But it doesn't look that way any longer. Talk +with you? Yes, I did want to talk. I wanted to tell you that if you'd +like to switch I'm willing, right now. I wanted to tell you that if +you'd rather be a good little boy and get into line, I'm willing and +more than willing. Because I can promise you, since I talked it over +with O'Mara this afternoon, that we haven't any nice, dead-sure thing +on our hands any longer. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you can sit there and smile your cold-blooded smile! And if you +think I'm experiencing pangs of conscience you're mistaken. All I +have, I got from other men who—who weren't strong enough to hang on to +it. There isn't any friendship in business—or if there is I never +played it that way. I'm just telling you that now is our one +opportunity, if we want to join hands and hurrah with the rest of them +for the completion of this job by next May. We lose a railroad at a +bargain, perhaps, but we've still got a mighty good right-of-way to the +border, that will insure our welcome in the ranks. Maybe we lose +and—and maybe—well, I never did like to be beaten! Nor do I say that +such an argument will have any weight with you, but it's a chance to be +on the dead level, for once. What do you say? Do we switch?" +</P> + +<P> +Then Allison remembered the expression which had flitted over +Wickersham's face when Stephen O'Mara coolly appropriated Barbara. But +that expression had been a totally gentle thing beside the pale fury +which now slowly overspread his features. Wickersham twisted the +cigarette to fragments—flung them from him, and the very gesture was +vicious. +</P> + +<P> +"Switch," he snarled. And he leaned forward, face bloodless, and beat +upon a chair arm. "Switch now!" He laughed shrilly. "Why, I'm going +to beat that damned woods-rat in his matinée-idol costume so bad +between now and next May that he'll be walking the roads for his next +job. Switch? I'm going to brand him as the worst incompetent that +ever dragged two poor fools down into pauperism. I'll see him broke. +I'll wipe that damned smooth smile from his lips, by God, if I have +to——" +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham gasped; he came to his feet panting all in an instant with +the rage that set his dry lips writhing. But at that point he, too, +remembered himself. He swallowed and faced Allison, and the latter, +sitting pop-eyed before his outbreak, gaped now at the change that came +back over that twisted face. Wickersham smiled. Once more his bearing +was the very essence of perfect poise and self-control. +</P> + +<P> +"If you—if you are afraid——" he inferred. "If you——" +</P> + +<P> +Allison's laugh was big and booming, for all that the astonishment had +not yet left his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Cold feet," he rumbled. "Cold feet! Me!" And suddenly his gust of +mirthless laughter made petty the other's insolence. "Wickersham, I've +broken better crooks than you'll ever be. A man has to have a big +heart to be a big crook and you—and you—well, sometimes I wonder +whether there wasn't some sort of an oversight in that line, when they +put you together." +</P> + +<P> +He couldn't have explained why the thought came to him at that moment +any more than he understood his swiftly malicious impulse to use it; +but all in a flash there came back to him a recollection of that day +when he and Caleb had burst through the hedge to find the boy, Stephen +O'Mara, pummeling a bigger prostrate boy who shrieked under the earnest +thoroughness of that pummeling. Allison, too, rose to his feet. +</P> + +<P> +"I only wanted to give you a chance," he stated dryly. "I reckon I can +take care of myself. I always could. And you—well, you know as well +as I do what sort of a scrap that—that woods-rat can put up, or you +ought to. He gave you a sort of a demonstration, once, if I remember +correctly. I stick! I never was overly squeamish. But don't fool +yourself, Archie, don't fool yourself. If we light, we're fighting +with a regular guy, your insinuation to the contrary. I merely wanted +you to realize what I know now. We'll think we've been in a battle +before we come to a finish!" +</P> + +<P> +His hand was on the door knob when the door itself flashed open. +Dexter Allison's daughter hesitated, surprised, on the threshold. Her +eyes, brilliantly alight, leaped from her father's face to that of the +man half toward her and back again. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh," she exclaimed uncertainly, "I didn't know you were busy. I saw +the light. I'd been over to Uncle Cal's, just for a minute. I wanted +to tell you—good night!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap13"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +THIS LITERARY THING +</H3> + + +<P> +It was dark, the night of that second day, when Stephen O'Mara came +quietly up to the open door of his own lighted shack and stopped for a +moment to gaze in at the two men whose faces were touched by the glow +of the lamp on the table. There had been more than one moment in those +forty-eight hours which had elapsed since he had lifted that +black-robed, inert figure from the floor in which Steve had wondered +whether Garry Devereau would even await his return to Thirty-Mile; more +than once he had smiled whimsically to himself, during the trip back +up-river, over the scene which he was certain would meet his eyes, had +Garry chosen to wait. +</P> + +<P> +But there were no poker chips in front of Fat Joe that night. Round +face propped upon one hand, the latter was staring motionless at a +thick pad of yellow paper flat before his eyes. And Garry himself was +sitting with his back toward the light, staring as motionlessly into +the cold fireplace. Merely from their attitudes, Steve knew that they +had been a long time silent; he knew that Fat Joe would have been +making conversation, no matter how desperately footless it might have +been, had he been conscious of the quality of the other's moody quiet. +And then, as he was himself about to go forward, barely in time to +check the word of greeting on his lips, Joe lifted pensive eyes to the +other's back. When Joe spoke his words were none too plain; he was +gnawing a pencil tip in most evident perplexity. +</P> + +<P> +"Say," he broke that heavy silence, "say, Garry, how do you spell +reconciliation?" +</P> + +<P> +Immediately the man outside in the dark decided not to announce himself +just yet. And much of his own puzzlement was mirrored in the worn face +which Garry turned toward his questioner. +</P> + +<P> +"Reconciliation?" Garry repeated blankly. "What in thunder——" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course I'd ought to be able to handle it," Joe cut in blandly +apologetic. "I just dismember whether it goes with a 'c' or a 'k.'" +</P> + +<P> +Garry tried not to grin; but outside in the dark Steve allowed his +appreciation to spread and spread across his face. +</P> + +<P> +"With a 'c,'" the man before the fireplace told him soberly. "Are +you—what are you doing, Joe, making out reports?" +</P> + +<P> +With much care Joe transcribed it upon the virgin sheet before him; +with a painful precision that brought the tip of his tongue beyond one +corner of his lips, he rounded out the letters to his complete +satisfaction. +</P> + +<P> +"No," his answer was mumbled in his abstraction. "No, I ain't writing +a report. I'm—I'm just beginning my novel." +</P> + +<P> +Steve heard Garry gasp; he saw a gleam of pleased anticipation flash +into his eyes, and knew instantly at what degree of friendship those +two had already arrived. +</P> + +<P> +"Will you—will you please say that again, Joe?" Garry begged him, very +earnestly. "I wasn't paying attention. I'm afraid I was thinking of +something else too hard to hear you correctly." +</P> + +<P> +Joe's smile as he looked up had in it all of that quality which at +times made it almost seraphic. His answer seemed irrelevant at first. +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder if you know that Cecile person who works down to that big +plaster house at Morrison—Allison's place on the hill?" he inquired. +</P> + +<P> +"Dexter Allison's?" Garry thought a moment. "Why, you must mean Miss +Allison's little French maid, don't you, Joe? Yes, I know who she is, +if she's the one. But what has she to do with it?" +</P> + +<P> +Joe laid down his pencil and set himself to be frankly explanatory. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, it's like this," he stated. "She and I, now—we've got more or +less acquainted in the last week or two, so to speak. And that ain't +bad progress when you figure out that she can't understand more'n a +dozen or two of all the words I speak to her, and as for me—well, when +she gets to talking back it just makes me dizzy, that's all. But we're +pretty good friends, when you consider that handicap. The thing that +really bothers me is that the only folks she seemed to have been real +neighborly with, back in Paree—that's the way you say it, ain't +it?—was mostly sculptors and painters and writers, and such lot. So +that would let me out of the running, right at the start, you see. +</P> + +<P> +"I figured I didn't class at all, at first, because about the best +thing I can say for myself is that there ain't a man on the river who +ever rode white water better. I'm mostly a lumber jack, coming or +going, whichever way you take me, although I've punched cattle and +placer mined for variety. But to-night—to-night since you been +setting there quiet—I got to thinking, too. She's a real nice girl. +We get along fine together. And I kind of think we would, anyhow, even +if we could understand each other better. I got to thinking to-night +that maybe I'd better not quit cold, just yet. Now—I can't sculp, and +somehow I never was strong for them guys who sit straddle of a little +chair and paint cows and posies and things on a strip of muslin hooked +over a frame. But, say, I've seen lots of writers who didn't look a +whole lot more intelligent than me! I—I just got to thinking, +to-night, that I'd take a fall out of this literary thing!" +</P> + +<P> +Steve always held it to his friend's credit that he did not laugh. +Indeed, Garry's soberness at that moment was almost woebegone. +</P> + +<P> +"I see, Joe," he answered. "Not a bad idea. May I ask what your +story—your novel is to deal with?" +</P> + +<P> +"Deal with? What do you mean?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, they always deal with some problem, Joe," Garry squared around. +"They always attack the rottenness of the rich, or sob over the +rottenness of the poor. They always expound the crime of divorce, or +attack the error of matrimony. Now which of——" +</P> + +<P> +"Then I ain't dealing with nothing," stated Joe. "What I'm figurin' on +doing is a regular love story. I thought maybe I'd have a nice young +chap who—who's building a railroad or something, fall in love with a +real nice girl who's the daughter of a fat man who's a crook. I mean +the fat man's the crook, not the daughter. And—and——" +</P> + +<P> +"And then what?" asked Garry Devereau. +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe, unlike the man outside, did not notice that a new note, +dangerously hard and wickedly edged with ridicule, had replaced the +amusement in Garry's voice. He grew a little more enthusiastic. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, that's as far as I've got, right up to now," he admitted with an +explosive sigh. "But it looks like a good enough beginning, at that. +All I got to do now is run 'em through three or four hundred pages, +with him a-talkin' to her and her a-talkin' at him. All I got to do, +accordin' to all the books I've ever read, is see that it don't all +come too easy for him, and still turns out all right. I expect I'll +run 'em into a clinch with another guy standin' around eatin' his heart +out with jealousy. It'll serve him right; he's just that mean sort, +you know. Oh, I'll just marry 'em, along toward the end of the last +chapter, and that'll kind of close it up." +</P> + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara had been watching Joe's face while the latter talked, +and therefore he was no more prepared than was Joe himself for the +burst of harsh laughter that came from Garry's lips. It seemed utterly +illogical that all actual humor should so swiftly fade from that +situation with the first really audible expression of mirth. Steve +himself believed it was only simulated, until his eyes swung to Garry's +face. But he knew then what thoughts had been with Garret Devereau, +all evening, before he had come up unheard to the door. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, you poor simple scholar of nature!" The wan-faced one's lips +curled. "You're years behind your day! If you submitted such a screed +to a publisher now, he'd think you'd written a history of archaic +American types." +</P> + +<P> +He stopped to sneer. +</P> + +<P> +"Listen," he went on. "Listen, and I'll give you a plot, gratis, +which, if you handle it right, will make you, overnight! Take your +girl—a nice girl, to be sure, sweet and unsophisticated and—and +childishly innocent, Joe, and—and well, you'll have to describe her, +first, won't you? Let's dress her up, then—dress her up in an evening +confection that leaves little to the imagination in front and—and +ground for amazement in back. That's a fair starter. If you care to +be analytical you can insist that the reason she dresses like that +is—oh, just because she's so innocent that she doesn't know any +better, eh! +</P> + +<P> +"All right! That establishes her very well. And then we can do just +what you planned to do with your dear lady. We'll run her through +three or four hundred pages, but with just a trifling change or two. +Every chapter or so I'd leave her, Joe, in a situation that ends with a +gasp—no pause even for a caramel! Three or four hundred pages, and +then, if you have to marry her off why, let's be honest about it—no? +Marry her off to the sort of a chap whom you'd man-handle to a pulp, +Joe, if he came near—say a sister of yours. A nice, white-skinned, +red-lipped, sweet, innocent sort of a little girl, Joe—and—and that +finish will keep her true to type!" +</P> + +<P> +At the beginning Fat Joe had been all eager attention. His face became +heavy with amazement long before Garry's hard voice was still. +</P> + +<P> +"But—but that ain't the kind of a yarn I'm figurin' on," he argued, +his high voice faint but dogged. "This ain't going to be any of that +tabasco stuff. Nope, I like it better the way I've got it planned. +It—it leaves a better taste in your mouth, too." +</P> + +<P> +Again Garry laughed, to himself it seemed, this time. +</P> + +<P> +"Have your own way," he muttered. "But if you're going to stick to it +you'd better label it a romance! Because there's only one kind of a +woman, Joe, in reality. Just the kind who's killed what used to be a +demand for decent men." +</P> + +<P> +And then, outside in the dark, Stephen O'Mara forgot how sick the other +man had been. He was across the threshold in a single stride, and Fat +Joe came lightly to his feet as he saw his chief's set face that night. +It wiped, the smile from Garry's lips, too. Squarely in front of the +latter Steve halted and spoke with monotonous lack of haste. +</P> + +<P> +"You're going to tell me that you didn't mean that, Garry," he said +quietly. "For I'm going to marry one of those women myself." +</P> + +<P> +Garret Devereau's face had been white. It went whiter now. He too +came squarely to his feet, his body stiff but very frail in the +oversize garments from Steve's wardrobe which he was wearing. He stood +and stared emptily into his friend's eyes until something close akin to +dreary defiance rose and marked his numbed comprehension. +</P> + +<P> +"What I said," he answered as quietly, "I'd alter for no man. My +opinions are my own." +</P> + +<P> +He turned and passed outside. +</P> + +<P> +For longer than he realized Steve stood gazing down into the burnt-out +fireplace, until another thought, swifter even than the impulse that +had lifted him across the threshold and thrust him into speech which, +already, he would have given much to recall, whirled him around again. +There was a light in the near end of the storehouse building just above +his own cabin, and as he hurried toward it he knew Fat Joe must have +fitted it up for the third man's quarters. He knocked at the door, and +when there came no response, unbidden he lifted the latch and entered. +</P> + +<P> +Garry was sitting on the edge of his blanketed bunk—sitting with +shoulders slumped forward and head bowed low. He did not look up, for +he had not heard Steve's entrance. He was pondering over the cylinder +of a heavy, blued revolver, spinning beneath his transparent fingers. +But Steve's first inarticulate effort at speech brought his head +around. Garry smiled up at him—a smile reminiscent of his rare smile +of years before. +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't mean anything, Steve," he said in a hushed voice. "I'm +damned sorry I spoke as I did. You see—you see, I just didn't know it +would hit you, that's all." +</P> + +<P> +Again Steve swallowed. Dumbly he pointed at the gun. +</P> + +<P> +"What are you doing with that?" he demanded hoarsely. +</P> + +<P> +Garry's eyes dropped. He stared at the revolver in his hand in mild +perplexity, much as though he, too, were surprised to find it there. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, nothing—nothing. I often take a notion to—to look at it like +this." +</P> + +<P> +Then his face went crimson. +</P> + +<P> +"You've heard the news, I see." He tried to hide the bitterness behind +the words, but one lip corner twitched and quivered. "They posted you +in advance, did they? But you did not believe I was as bad as that, +did you? You didn't think, did you, Steve, that I—I'd go out leaving +you to blame yourself even a little bit?" +</P> + +<P> +His question was curiously wistful—wistful and as unsteady as the hand +which now proffered that blunt-barreled, huge-bore gun. +</P> + +<P> +"Here, you take it, if—if you'll sleep the sounder. And don't you +worry over me. I'll see you in the morning, Steve." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap14"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIV +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +A GIRL LIKE HER +</H3> + + +<P> +Save for a short and casual "see you in the morning, Garry," Stephen +O'Mara turned without a word that night and left the improvised +sleeping-quarters in the storehouse shack. It was a man's +leave-taking, short to abruptness, so badly stereotyped that it denied +utterly any consciousness of threatened, reckless tragedy and cordially +intimate only because in all man-to-man speech there is less and less +of actual sincerity in a multiplicity of words. But he might have +talked till daylight and still have failed to register the binding +acceptance of Garry's promise, which his silence, unaided, achieved. +</P> + +<P> +Soundlessly, unemotionally, Steve closed the door on that figure on the +bunk edge which, suddenly slack of limb and shoulder, had averted its +face. But then, there in the darkness, with the gun swinging heavily +between loose fingers, he hesitated in his very first step back from +the threshold. And twice, head bowed in indecision, he halted in his +slow progress from that door to the lighted one of his own cabin which +framed Fat Joe's immobile form—halted each time as though he would +return—and each time went slowly forward again. Fat Joe's eyes barely +flitted over Steve's face that night; they clung in a fixed, pale blue +stare of fear to the weapon in his hand. And long after Steve had +drawn up a chair next the one which Garry had vacated and fallen to +filling his pipe, he stood, shifting from foot to foot in awkward, +uncomfortable silence. He crossed after a time and slipped into the +empty seat. His tongue was as haltingly guilty as his face was pink +with shame when he began to speak. +</P> + +<P> +"Steve," he stammered, "Say, Steve, I—I didn't know I was going to +start anything like that when I begun talking my ideas of art and +literature and such like. I didn't see where it was leading us to—not +for a minute. Why, Steve, every blessed hour of the days and nights +since you've been away, I've been dodgin' every topic of conversation I +thought might hit him hard. I'm just several assorted kinds of +fool—and you followed him that quick and quiet!" The apology was +tinged with pride. "I just didn't think—— But ain't he got a poor +opinion of women folks, though? Was it—a close decision?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve shook his head; he smiled and the returning surety in his face +did much to clear Joe's features. +</P> + +<P> +"No," Steve answered, "not very. Somehow I know already that I needn't +have followed at all, so far as that contingency was concerned. And it +was my fault, Joe, not yours. I should have told you exactly how such +things stood in Garry's mind—would have, if I had had the time. His +opinion of women isn't very high. And it's odd, too, isn't it, that +both the very highest and very lowest of such opinions are always held +by men who base them upon what they have been taught by one woman +alone. Tell me, Joe, what's happened? How have you and Garry hit it +off, since I went down river?… Trouble?" +</P> + +<P> +The fat man's eager denial was still self-consciously defensive. +</P> + +<P> +"Not a bit!" he stated. "Not one little wrangle, even. Of course I +was expectin' it. I've watched 'em come around too many times not to +know how they can cuss a man cold one minute, and then make him plumb +ashamed of mankind in general, with beggin' and pleadin'. I just beat +him to it the morning he woke up; I told him what he could have, and +what he couldn't, and he took it calmly enough. He just set there, +pretty blue and shaky, and not quite clear in his head, and smiled that +slow grin of his that's hardly any smile at all. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't mean that he didn't swear! O my—O my! It's nice, ain't it, +to have the gift of ease and eloquence in speech? He made me feel sort +of amateurish and inadequate—me! But he didn't beg. +Not—one—peep—out—of—him! He told me what he thought of me just as +polite and cool as could be and let it go at that. He said he guessed +I was boss, for a while at least, and asked for chopped fine!" Fat Joe +hesitated. His color grew higher again. "After what's just happened," +he added, "I'm almost ashamed to mention it, but—but ain't this friend +of yours one of them chaps they call 'thoroughbreds' in novels?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve flashed a glance at that earnest face. For a moment he had +forgotten the first glimpse he had caught of Joe that evening, bent +double over the block of yellow paper—a glimpse which still seemed +funny and yet not very funny either. +</P> + +<P> +"He comes of a very old family," he replied. "Old as they are reckoned +in this country." And his answer held a question. +</P> + +<P> +Joe shook his head. +</P> + +<P> +"That ain't quite what I mean. I've seen lots of the younger sons of +them old families. I've run into them in Yokohoma and Buenos Ayres; +I've met up with them along the Yukon and down on the Mexican border. +They're scattered all around, out through the Panhandle, ridin' calico +ponies, with jingly spurs and more than a bushel of doo-dads on the +saddle. They all come from old families, and I suppose after all it +was a blessing that they had that much in their favor. Because if most +of them hadn't had a family tree to lean up against at times, they +never could have kept their feet at all." +</P> + +<P> +"No, that wasn't what I meant, Steve. I figured he was kind of a +regular chap—the hero guy that's too hot proud to bat an eye, you +know, even when he's—well, I just can't get it straight in words, but +this is what I'm driving at. The first night after you had gone he was +settin' right here where I'm settin' now, looking quiet into the fire. +I didn't ask him what was on his mind, not because I've learned not to +go trackin' across other men's mental preserves, but simply because I +didn't even have to guess more than once. He's a nice lookin' boy, +ain't he? Sort of fine cut and tight built, and clean and decent +looking. I'd been thinkin' of that, too; thinkin' he didn't look like +the others I've seen drop off so sudden it left me gasping. Nor like +them who went over so screamin' mad it left my palms wet and clammy +from hangin' on to myself while they were going. He looked different, +settin' here and staring into the fire, and hell burning inside him, +and saying nothing. I sort of got to figurin' over him about +then—sort of begun to wonder, even before I hunted up a deck of cards. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you can smile if you want to, but you'll have to admit, just the +same, that it's helped you stay sane once or twice yourself, figurin' +whether or not I had an ace in the hole. Lonesomeness like what we've +both seen ain't so very different from what he was fightin' at that +very moment—not if the thing you're lonesome for and the thing you're +thirsty for are things you know you can't have. +</P> + +<P> +"I invited him to set in for a bit of intellectual pastime; I had to +invite him twice, but he smiled then and agreed just as though he was +glad to. And then, careless and off-hand, I asked him would he care to +name the stakes. +</P> + +<P> +"He waited quite a while before he answered me. You know how quiet it +can be here in the timber, Steve, when it starts out to be quiet. +Well, I could just feel the silence right here in this room. And then +he laughed! It wasn't hardly any sound at all he made, and yet it +might have been a blast, it hit me that sudden. I don't like that kind +of laughter. +</P> + +<P> +"'Stakes?' he says after me, just as precise as could be. 'Why, +surely! I should be happy to back my play, but I'm afraid that my +present supply of cash would hardly stand a very heavy drain.' +</P> + +<P> +"He didn't have to explain even that much. Right along I'd been +certain enough that he didn't have a copper with him. I'd put his +watch away where he couldn't find it and—and maybe swap it with one of +the hands for a half a pint. But I let on to be thinkin' for a while, +until I brightened up as if the idea just hit me. +</P> + +<P> +"It wasn't exactly fair, I'll admit. It wasn't what either of us would +call a straight play, but—but—oh, I'd been watching him, just as I've +told you. I knew he would about pay his soul for the drink that was +due him in fifteen or twenty minutes; he was eyein' the bottle on the +shelf right that minute. But I'd never seen a man's face give the lie +to his spirit, either, the way his did, if he was the kind that would +quit cold. +</P> + +<P> +"'Cash ain't no consideration with me,' I told him, generous enough. +'But, personally, I've reached that degree of excellence where I can't +play the game just for the sake of the technique of it any more. It's +a quarter to nine,' says I, 'and in just fifteen minutes you get your +gill of Three Star. Now, how much—how much, figurin' on the present +state of supply and demand—would you reckon that drink appeals to you, +in dollars and cents, U. S. A.?" +</P> + +<P> +"Steve, you know he wasn't too steady. His hands were shaking—oh, +you've seen 'em, too. But there he sits and looks back across the +table at me, monkeyin' with a stack of chips, and giving me smile for +smile. +</P> + +<P> +"'I wouldn't sell that drink,' he murmured, 'I wouldn't sell it +for … well'—and he licked his lips that were dry as leather. +</P> + +<P> +"That was enough! I knew as well as he did how much he wanted it, but +I was kind of disappointed, too. I'd been hopin'—I thought +maybe—Say, don't you just naturally hate to have your judgment of +human nature miss the whole blamed target, just when you think you've +scored a bulls-eye? I do. It hurts my self-confidence; makes me +wonder if I ain't growin' careless of details. And then, right there, +I found out how close I'd come, and shootin' off-hand at that, mind +you! Right there he gave me my next lesson. The nice, gentle way he +cussed me out, that morning, was the first. Maybe he'd read the +disappointment in my face, because he laughed again, not quite so +sudden this time. +</P> + +<P> +"'I wouldn't sell that drink for any price,' he repeats. 'But when it +resolves itself to a gamble, I suppose, Joe, no gentleman should refuse +the issue. If I understand you correctly, if cash is no consideration, +then suppose we say that one drink against the rest of the bottle, chip +for chip and stack for stack. Your confidence is not entirely +reassuring to me, and yet perhaps I should tell you beforehand that +I've always thought I could play this game half way well myself.'" +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe rose and crossed to the table for a match. +</P> + +<P> +"Now wasn't that meeting me half way?" he continued, when he was seated +again. "Wasn't it neatly done? Why, for a moment I was most ashamed +to go through with it. I wouldn't have, only he sat there, smilin' so +easy and confident. But we played. We played until daylight came +around. And accordin' to the way he scored it, just before we went +down to the works in the morning, he didn't have a drink comin' to him +for the next forty-eight hours! I play a real involved and scientific +game, Steve—but that ain't what I'm drivin' at. When we'd got +done—when we'd finished—I tried to make him take the glass that had +been comin' to him at nine. And he needed it, don't doubt that. He +needed it and could have had it, for I made it just as easy as anybody +could.… Steve, he ain't had a drink since that first night. That +was what I meant when I spoke about him being what they call a +thoroughbred." +</P> + +<P> +They sat for a time in silence after Joe had finished. +</P> + +<P> +"Pride!" Stephen O'Mara exploded softly. "Pride! And Garry thinks his +is dead; he thinks he has killed it himself. But it was there on his +face to-night, too, laughing up at me, Joe, just as it did at +you—laughing at me, all amused at itself, out of that crooked smile of +his. And it'll never die. It'll live as long as he does!" +</P> + +<P> +He looked down at the gun on his knee. +</P> + +<P> +"That's all, Joe?" +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe cleared his throat. +</P> + +<P> +"I—I gave him a job the next morning," lamely. "We seemed to be +getting along together fine so I—— Shucks, I was just afraid to have +him go! That's the flat truth of it. And you told me to keep him, if +I could. So I set him to checking up the stock in the storeroom and +put him on keepin' time for the squad up here. He's drawin' eighteen a +week, Steve. Was that all right? You were figurin' on keeping him +here?" +</P> + +<P> +And then Joe Morgan saw Steve's eyes light up. He saw a swift +something flash out from within, which, once or twice before in the +years of their friendship, had set his face to burning. +</P> + +<P> +"Joe," Steve exclaimed, "you're right about that matter of family +trees. I know a man right now who doesn't have to go back one minute +in his pedigree to prove that he's a gentleman. I've left some tough +propositions for you to solve, Joe. Lots of times, when I couldn't see +the way out, I've put it up to you. If I merely say 'thanks, Joe,' and +let it go at that, do you think it will do?" +</P> + +<P> +"Suits me!" Joe's jauntiness was large. "And it goes double on the +rebound. But how—how do you suppose any woman ever came to set a—boy +like that to slipping? Or why didn't he sit down where it was quiet +and figure it all out for himself? One bad guess don't make the whole +world wrong. And say, wouldn't it be lucky, though, if he could meet a +real nice girl about now?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve leaned back and gave way to rare and subdued laughter. It was +much as though he did not want the sound to penetrate to that dark end +room in the shack beyond. And then he was quickly sober-faced again. +</P> + +<P> +"I think he is going to, Joe. I think I may promise that he is likely +to, very, very soon. And it will make a difference—a mighty big +difference for Garry. For, if you don't mind my mentioning the matter +again, in spite of the preachments of many of your novelists to the +contrary, it's just about as Garry has argued it to be. Most men are +just as fine—just as decent—as women demand they shall be." +</P> + +<P> +He lifted the revolver and tossed it negligently across the room. It +struck with a thud in the middle of his own bunk. +</P> + +<P> +"Where did he get that six-shooter? It looks like one of yours?" +</P> + +<P> +"It is," said Joe. "Nothing gaudy nor ornamental, but a right handy +thing. And, there! That's another error I made, ain't it? I reckon +it's going to be difficult for me to get used to the idea of any man +being a dangerous enemy to himself. I gave it to him the first day he +went to work." +</P> + +<P> +Joe's eyes traveled across to the object under discussion. +</P> + +<P> +"Harrigan came back before you did," his explanation seemed to veer to +another quarter. "He was most punctual, I'd say, wouldn't you? He +came in tuned up real melodious on the last load with Big Louie. He +sung big-voiced that night; he's been talkin' big-voiced since, I'm led +to understand." Again that mental shift. "Gun-play always did seem +awful foolish to me—to talk about! When men start to advertisin' +trouble to come, by word o' mouth, it never does worry me particularly. +I just gave your friend the gun to keep around handy, if he should +happen to need it. Did you know he could make the ace of spades look +shopworn and weary at thirty paces with one of those toys? Well, he +can." +</P> + +<P> +Steve smiled. +</P> + +<P> +"You're not totin' one of them yourself, yet, I see?" he remarked +lazily. +</P> + +<P> +Fat Joe spat in vast contempt. He clenched one pudgy hand and sat +watching the knuckles pale, iron-hard, beneath the seeming softness. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you?" he countered. +</P> + +<P> +This time Steve's laughter was soundless. +</P> + +<P> +"Scarcely! We're going to hear some of them yap lots louder than they +do now, before the winter is over. But you might give that one back to +Garry in the morning. And, as for the rest of it, I suppose we'll be +quite likely to forget, won't we, Joe, that either of us has so much as +seen or thought of a gun to-night?" +</P> + +<P> +Both of them had risen. Joe puckered his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Forget it? How can we," he demanded, "when we don't even know +anything to forget! Why, as I reckon it, we'll both get up in the +morning and regard it as a dream just too foolish even to bother to +relate." +</P> + +<P> +Their eyes held for a moment, before Steve turned again toward the +door. And perhaps his manner was a little too unconcerned that +evening, a little too carefully careless, for almost before he had +lifted the latch Fat Joe stepped forward, one quick, protesting step, +and then stopped on second thought. +</P> + +<P> +"You ain't goin'——" he began, and suffered that spoken protest also +to remain uncompleted. +</P> + +<P> +"It's not late," Steve's voice was thoughtful. "It's not late, but +it's surely very quiet." He stood gazing out into the gloom. "Maybe +I'd best run down and see what ails our soloist to-night. Somehow, the +more I've thought about it, the more I've come to fear that he is +temperamental, Joe—too temperamental, for such a wearing proposition +as this one is likely to be. And you haven't slept much since I've +been gone. Oh, that was easy, just from your eyes! So you'd better +turn in. I'll just stroll down and let them know that I'm back home." +</P> + +<P> +It is odd how much of finality there can be in the quietest of +statements. Eyes narrowed, Joe stood in the middle of the floor and +watched him depart without further objection. But the moment the +blackness had swallowed him up he backed to the bunk, fumbled for the +gun which Steve had tossed upon the blankets, and followed out into the +dark. +</P> + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara stood a long time outside the door of the men's +bunkhouse that night, fingers upon the latch, before he made any move +to enter. But neither a wish to eavesdrop nor a desire to frame, +experimentally, the words he meant to speak was the reason behind that +pause. It was in itself a new thing to find the long, low building +lighted at that hour, even though, as he had himself put it to Joe an +instant before, it was hours from being late. That night the almost +absolute silence beyond the closed door was an even more unusual state +of affairs. The voice of one man only was audible; the words he spoke +indistinguishable altogether. But sudden bursts of laughter, +punctuating the recital which he could not clearly follow, were +indication enough to the man outside of what manner of tale was holding +the ears of that roomful of rivermen. Stephen O'Mara, who had long +ceased to wonder at the discovery in them, of new and impulsive +finenesses which bordered close upon inherent nobility, knew fully as +well how utterly and unspeakably gross could be the premeditated +coarseness of those same men. +</P> + +<P> +There was no movement to mark his entrance when he finally pressed the +latch and swung the door open; not so much as a single glance to +indicate that his presence was noted. Under the yellow light of +flickering oil lamps the eyes of all those scores of gaudy-shirted +figures lounging against the walls were fixed eagerly upon the face of +him who held the middle of their stage—him who talked from where he +half-lay, propped on one elbow, in his bunk at the end of the room. +Harrigan, red-shirted, red-headed, was lounging at case, waiting for +the last gurgle of appreciation to subside, before he gave them the +close of the story—the last titbit, the savor of which already had set +him noisily to licking his lips. And in the doorway Steve, rigid of a +sudden, sensed what that climax was to be. +</P> + +<P> +"—Her fi-an-say inside," the droningly indistinguishable words were +very plain now, "her fi-an-say inside, consoomed with pr-ride and +anticipation, tellin' all who had come to dance that she had pr-romised +to be his, for-river more! And her, at that same minute outside with +him—and both av thim.…" +</P> + +<P> +Harrigan did not hurry it in the telling. And if his portrayal of +Archibald Wickersham was unmistakably deliberate, neither did he fail +for want of sufficient detail, to make the other picture clear. Vilely +he gave them the complete imagery of his vile brain. +</P> + +<P> +A shout went up, a louder, hoarser outcry of applause which rocked the +room. And then that rigid figure in the doorway had started forward. +Between those lanes of suddenly silent men Steve passed in silence, to +stand before him who had achieved his climax a breath before. And at +his coming Harrigan slid from the bunk, started to reach within the +blanket pack at the head of what had been his bed, and then thought +better of such impulse. Bravado intermingled with blank surprise, he +came haltingly to his feet. The voices of few men have been as +unhurriedly deadly as was that of him who Harrigan that night. +</P> + +<P> +"That was wise, Harrigan," Steve told him slowly—far too gently. +"That was wise to let your knife lie safe within your pack. For if +you'd touched it, I'd have killed you—as I ought to kill you now. But +you're drunk, Harrigan! You were drunk a minute ago when you lied your +lie.… You're soberer now. You're sober enough to start again and +tell me you're a liar!" +</P> + +<P> +They waited—the roomful of rivermen. Nothing stirred save the clouds +of filmy blue smoke floating against the rafters—that and a bulky blot +of shadow outside which shifted a little, noiselessly, just beyond the +patch of light that streamed through the door. They waited, +heavy-breathed, while Harrigan began to recover from the disconcertment +into which O'Mara's coming had flung him. Slowly the former's lips +twisted into a mocking leer; mockery rose and swam with the hatred in +his inflamed eyes. He would have spoken, sparring for time, when +Steve's hand leapt in and made of the joking effort only a rattle in +his throat. Beneath the stiff red stubble the flesh was livid where +those fingers had been, when he was able to draw breath again. +</P> + +<P> +"'Twas only a bit av a joke," he gasped, and gulped and swallowed hard. +"'Twas only a bit av a joke I was tellin' the bhoys, about seein' you +an'——" +</P> + +<P> +Steve's voice bit in and cut him short. +</P> + +<P> +"Your turkey's ready, Harrigan!" He pointed at the pack toward which +the other had groped and then thought better of the impulse. "You were +going, of your own accord, I see. Well, I'm telling you to go, now! +The door's open; I left it so for you, when I came in. And I'm telling +you too, before you leave, that you'll do well not to come back. +There's not room for both of us on this river any more, Harrigan!" +</P> + +<P> +The riverman's eyes shifted. Furtively they flitted from face to face +in those rows of faces at the walls. But whatever he thought or hoped +to find—fleeting flash of support or encouragement—was hidden behind +a common mask of astonishment as blank as had been his own. They were +waiting for his answer; he knew they were waiting for that as he +crossed to the door. And when he paused there, to turn in sudden +savagery, he realized that his tardiness had robbed him of his chance. +It was too late to talk back then. +</P> + +<P> +"You're tellin' me," he rasped out, "and I was going—sur-re! But +things ar-re not yet finished between you and me. For I'm pr-romisin' +you that I'll be back; I'm pr-romisin' you I'll be wid ye again. I'll +be wid ye again, come spring!" +</P> + +<P> +He disappeared. And hard upon his going Steve wheeled and fronted +those scores of silent men. His eyes leaped from point to point, as +Harrigan's had craftily flitted. Briefly, crisply, he accompanied the +sweeping survey with a voice that was loud enough for all of them to +hear. +</P> + +<P> +"Big Louie!… Fallon!… Shayne! This is your chance to say +so, if you're going to be lonesome, now that your song-bird has flown. +Speak up! I came down tonight just to hear you talk." +</P> + +<P> +Nothing but an indistinguishable murmur answered him, a low growl that +was neither argument nor evasion. For those hottest partisans, whose +names had been called aloud, knew with Harrigan's going toward whom the +chill finger had been pointed, even though Death had entered and +stalked through their ranks and slipped back out at the door almost +before they realised its nearness. +</P> + +<P> +Rebellion was still a long way ahead for most of them. They had not +yet had time to talk themselves to the pitch of open revolt. They had +merely begun to listen to Harrigan whose disciples in dissatisfaction +they were. And now, in his absence, they stirred uncomfortably under +the gaze of him who remained; they dropped their heads and searched for +matches. But Steve felt the weight of unspoken thoughts when he, too, +faced back in the doorway. This time there was no naming of names; he +embraced the whole room when he spoke. +</P> + +<P> +"They tell me, boys," he said, "that there's talk among you of no more +work on the river when we've put this railroad through. I've heard it +said that some of you think you are cutting the ground out from under +your feet with every shovelful of earth you lift. You ought to know +better than that; you ought to know for yourselves that there'll be +need for more men in these woods than there has ever been before. But +if you don't; if you can't see it that way, why not come around and let +me have a fair chance to talk things over with you, myself, before you +decide to turn on this job? I want you to remember that a man who is a +liar in one thing is mighty likely to talk loose-tongued, no matter +what he preaches." +</P> + +<P> +And there, without lifting his eyes from the floor, Big Louie cleared +his throat and made answer. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe," he retorted. "Maybe. And maybe not so sure, either! I have +listened to big words before now, me, that have put no food under my +belt, no coat to my back." +</P> + +<P> +Steve's smile was unruffled and kind. No matter what the hidden +verdict of the rest of that room might be, he had known already that +Big Louie was past saving. For there were not so many like him among +those hills but what the type was instantly recognizable, wherever it +was encountered. He had the frame of a giant—Big Louie—the splendid +legacy of generations of men who had lived out of doors. But there was +no depth in his seal-brown eyes which always seemed to brood; no +decision in any move of his ponderous body. He had little chin; he had +no name, save Big Louie which his size alone had sired. And Steve was +very patient in making answer. +</P> + +<P> +"If it's only food and shelter, and clothes for your back, Big Louie, +you'll not have to worry. But I'm not promising either, mind, that +there'll be easy money to blow on white whiskey. Were you expecting +any?" +</P> + +<P> +That brain which could cope with but one idea at a time was fertile +ground for seed which such a one as Harrigan might sow. Big Louie +failed to reply. He sat quiet, deep in thought when Stephen O'Mara +closed the door noiselessly behind him. +</P> + +<BR> +<HR WIDTH="60%" ALIGN="center"> +<BR> + +<P> +It was minutes after Steve had gone back up the hill before Garry +Devereau reached out a hand in the darkness and touched, +experimentally, what had seemed to be only a shapeless black blotch at +the edge of light, a rod or two from the door. And instantly at his +touch the shadow was galvanized into life. It reared and plunged and +enveloped the slighter man in a crushing embrace and bore him over +backward. With the muzzle of a revolver chafing his ear Garry managed +to worry his head high enough to free his mouth and nostrils from dirt. +</P> + +<P> +"Get off me! Get off me, you fat romancer, you!" he whispered fiercely. +</P> + +<P> +An explosive grunt of dismay answered him, before Fat Joe let him rise. +In a thin and profane tenor he was bidden to explain his presence there. +</P> + +<P> +"I couldn't sleep," Garry replied, his voice still peevish, "so I came +out for a breath of air. I saw him start this way—saw you following +him with that gun in your hand. I just slipped over, too, in case +there might be doings. What's the row, Joe?" +</P> + +<P> +Joe took him ungently by the elbow, turned him about and started him up +the rise. +</P> + +<P> +"An old grudge," he deigned an ungracious explanation. "It's years and +years old. Steve licked him once. Once when they were boys the folks +that live down next to Allison's dressed Steve up like a picture-book, +the nearest I can make out, and sent him to town a-shoppin'. Harrigan, +he——" +</P> + +<P> +"I know! I remember!" Garry's eager whisper interrupted. "That is, I +didn't know that Harrigan was one of the mob Steve whipped that day. +But that wasn't what I meant. Who was the—the girl Harrigan was +talking about, when Steve—when Steve——" +</P> + +<P> +Joe's fingers tightened a little as the other evinced a tendency to lag. +</P> + +<P> +"Hurry a bit, will you?" he urged complainingly. +</P> + +<P> +"Show a little speed! I'm supposed to be up there asleep." And then, +gruffly: "It was the Allison girl, of course." +</P> + +<P> +In spite of the hand upon his elbow Garrett Devereau stopped short in +his tracks. +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara!" he stammered. "Barbara Allison? Joe, was that the girl he +meant to-night, when he said he was going to 'marry one of those women +himself?'" +</P> + +<P> +Joe peered at him, trying to make out the expression upon his face. +</P> + +<P> +"Why not?" he wanted to know. "Why not? Ain't he good enough for her?" +</P> + +<P> +There came a pause—then Garry's stunned rejoinder. +</P> + +<P> +"Good enough!" he repeated senselessly. "Good enough?" He laughed +half wildly, as though he had suddenly hit upon a very funny thought +indeed. "That man in love with a girl like her.… Good Lord!" +</P> + +<P> +And Fat Joe, who had failed to understand, swore again beneath his +breath because there was no time left in which to argue the matter. +His face was still very red from his struggle for self-restraint, and +his whole mental balance so disturbed that he forgot entirely to +conceal the blued revolver dangling in one hand when he re-entered the +cabin a moment later. The latter object ruined the effect of his +insouciant rendition of "Home, Sweet Home." +</P> + +<P> +"Thought you were going to retire, Joe?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve was already undressed and crawling into bed. His question was +slow-worded and a trifle stifled. +</P> + +<P> +"I was," Joe assured him hastily. "I was. I just stepped out to see +that everything was tight and tidy for the night, that's all." +</P> + +<P> +Quizzical eyes contemplated the revolver now. +</P> + +<P> +"Taken to carrying a weapon, after all, eh? Well, perhaps that's +wisest. And blow out the light, will you, Joe? I'm tired. You'll +have to undress in the dark." +</P> + +<P> +Then Steve buried his face in his pillow. But sundry sounds, escaping, +were unmistakably hysterical. Joe's mouth opened and closed, fishlike. +He stood and stared down at his side, in beautifully eloquent +profanity, if a stare can be both eloquent and profane. +</P> + +<P> +"You need a nurse," he stated sulkily at last. He finished the light +with a vicious blast. "You need a chaperon!" +</P> + +<P> +But once again, just before he slept, Steve heard him mutter to +himself, less injuredly, as he heaved over in his bunk. +</P> + +<P> +"This has been a very busy evening," he opined. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap15"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XV +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +LAW AND LUMBER +</H3> + + +<P> +Rain fell the following fortnight in a steady downpour that did not +cease, even for an hour. Ragged, smokelike clouds hung over the valley +at Thirty-Mile, dragged so low by their own weight that they not only +hid the upper peaks but shrouded the lower ridges as well. They drove +by in interminable files of grey, making sluiceways of every cut and +drenching continually the men of the construction gang who, in spite of +the chill of that downfall, still sweated at their labor. But both +Steve and Fat Joe, for all that they caught each day a deeper note in +the hoarse complaints of those same men—a note no less ominous than +was that newer, hoarser one of the swollen river—nevertheless were +duly thankful that the leaden sky had at least a tinsel lining. It +might have snowed. +</P> + +<P> +Each morning now as he stepped outside the shack Joe turned +methodically toward the north, to cock his head and squint and sniff, +questioningly. He was waiting for the first flurry which would herald +those months of bitter whiteness to follow; and each morning his short +nod was a brief of satisfaction at the continued height of the mercury. +They made the most of that open fall, bad as was the weather. Without +pause they toiled forward those wet days, or rather backward, for they +had stopped, there at the edge of the river, in the work on that +section of the rail-bed which, none too even-surfaced but almost +arrow-straight, ran from the upper end of their valley to the very +mouth of the Reserve Company's country. +</P> + +<P> +A month earlier it had been Steve's plan to span that mile or so of +swamp and bridge the river before the cold weather set in. Nor was his +altered order of campaign due in any way to the storm which had raised +the river and made of the alder-dotted stretch of flat bog-meadow an +oozing, quaking morass. It no longer represented merely a positive not +too alluring problem in engineering—that strip of swamp and open +water. It had taken on a newer, strategic importance. And the change +in Steve's plans, so far as the work at Thirty-Mile was concerned, was +as much due to the news which Fat Joe brought home with him, one night +toward the end of the next week, as it was the result of the interview +which he had held with Hardwick Elliott himself. +</P> + +<P> +Joe had been a whole day absent on the north end of the line. Alone he +had been over every foot of that all but completed stretch which ended +at the border of swampland, there at headquarters, troubling himself +not at all over the unevenness of the roadbed, satisfied entirely with +the surety he gained with every inspected mile, that a train-load of +logs or a dozen train-loads, would stay on the rails when the rails +were laid, and the day came to set wheels rolling. But the further +report he brought back with him was far less reassuring. +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder," Joe mused aloud that night, "I wonder, now, why any man who +knows anything about handling timber should go to work bothering +himself with skidways leadin' down to the river, when he knows, as well +as Harrigan should know, that it ain't comin' out that way? It don't +seem good sense nor logic to me, unless——" +</P> + +<P> +He stopped there and left his own opinion unfinished. Since the +evening Harrigan had stepped out of the main bunkhouse and disappeared, +black rage in his face and a promise to return upon his lips, that +lumberman's red head had been conspicuous only because it was absent +from the landscape. So far Harrigan had failed to reappear and Fat +Joe's method of apprising his chief of his return to the Reserve +Company's pay-roll was distinctly characteristic. But Steve's +reception of the news was little more than listless. He seemed to +change the subject entirely. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't see why it wouldn't be just as easy, or easier," he replied, +"to cross here on pilings, practically the whole distance, as it would +be to fill and bridge, too. And if we were to look at it in that +light, then why wouldn't it be still easier to drive those piles, say +next February or March, while the swamp is still crusted over and hard. +It would afford us some sort of a footing to work on then, other than +black ooze and lilypads. Wouldn't it seem so to you?" +</P> + +<P> +Garry Devereau's agreement was quick with enthusiasm, but Fat Joe who +was better schooled in those slow-syllabled discussions, barely nodded +his head. +</P> + +<P> +"We'd still have that track north of here to lay," he advised, "when we +work in from the south with steel." +</P> + +<P> +"Surely," Steve admitted. "Of course. But wouldn't that be a better +bet than to stand to see our embankment and bridge——" +</P> + +<P> +He broke off there, just as Joe had hesitated a moment before. The +undercurrent of meaning for which the latter's ears were waiting came +to the surface, however, when Steve began again. +</P> + +<P> +"Suppose, Joe," he pursued lazily, "suppose you had contracted with a +railroad—an infant road too young even to be named—to move for you +more timber than either of us will ever own; contracted in apparent +good faith, when all along in your heart you were certain that the +railroad itself would never be able to fulfill its half of the bargain? +Granting such a state of affairs, Joe, what do you suppose you would +do?" +</P> + +<P> +Garry was not quite certain that evening which was uppermost—the +earnestness or quiet amusement which surely underlay that question. He +only knew that both existed. But Fat Joe understood. As he had done +many times before now he wrinkled his forehead and pondered. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe I'd hire me a red-headed river-dog," came his answer pat. +"Maybe I'd hire me a bully-boy boss of white water, to build me some +skidways to the nearest floodwater, so's I could teach the infant +railroad you mention that business was business, contract or no +contract." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course you would!" Steve agreed instantly, and he might have been +complimenting a first primer favorite so pleased was his tone. "Of +course you would. I'm afraid that was too easy for you, wasn't it, +Joe? But now suppose you were bent on proving to everybody, and +particularly to those who had fathered it, what an unfortunate weakling +this immature, unnamed child of constructive silence really was. In +that event how do you figure you'd conduct yourself?" +</P> + +<P> +Joe smiled oddly, a little balefully. It was magic-quick, that change +in his expression—as swift as was the thought behind it. +</P> + +<P> +"I'd have my logs all cut and ready to haul as an excuse, wouldn't I?" +he inquired with simulated anxiety. "Could I tell folks, through the +newspapers for instance, that I wasn't strong for letting my timber lie +for the grubs to lunch on, if I had to square myself?" +</P> + +<P> +"Quite naturally." Until then Steve's face had kept its preternatural +gravity. He grinned ever so faintly now. "Very naturally you'd want +to save your winter cut." +</P> + +<P> +"Then I'd like to have 'em build a bridge somewheres along the river I +aimed to drive—a bridge and a nice dirt embankment, all dressed up +with rails and ties and things on top. I'm allowed to suppose I've got +an awful long standin' score, ain't I, along with all this timber? +Well, that's what I'd like to have 'em do, then. And when I opened her +up, a few miles up river, and she began to roar; when that first head +of water hit the bridge and the sticks begun to grind, I suppose I'd +take up my position on the bank where I could watch real well. I'd +light me a long, black cigar and murmur, sort of languid and +sympathetic, 'There goes your railroad, gents!'" +</P> + +<P> +Before the finish of that speech was reached Garry had begun to follow. +When Joe drew down one corner of his mouth and puffed aloft an +imaginary cloud of smoke by way of added vividness, his own laughter +mingled with Steve's quieter appreciation. But his contribution to the +conversation was not as complacent as Fat Joe's had been. +</P> + +<P> +"Such a move in itself would be outside the letter of the contract," he +expostulated. "Why, they wouldn't dare do anything; they wouldn't dare +to begin driving the river before your time was up, much less do damage +to your completed work. What excuse—what legal excuse—could they +give, even though they were morally certain that you were bound to +fail?" +</P> + +<P> +Very slowly, almost pityingly, Joe turned toward him. +</P> + +<P> +"Legal!" he droned. "Moral?" And then he laughed his clear tenor +outburst which barely escaped being a giggle. "Dear child, judiciously +speaking, law and lumber and morals and mill-feet don't mix. They +don't mix at all, in this section of the country. If they wanted to +bother their heads with an alibi, they could say it was top of flood, +and they weren't eager to be hung up, just because a brass-buttoned +conductor promised 'em a through express in the morning. They could +say— But what good would explanations do us, huh, if they sent a half +million logs sky-hootin' into our bridge? It wouldn't save our +construction, would it?" +</P> + +<P> +He wheeled back to Steve, his manner brisk. +</P> + +<P> +"Do we leave that stretch open?" he asked. "Is that the way you have +it figured?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm afraid we'd better," Steve said. +</P> + +<P> +And from the very deliberation of that reply Garry Devereau realized +how vital was the point which they had been weighing so irresponsibly. +</P> + +<P> +That was as close as they came to anything resembling a discussion of +the change which was growing more and more noticeable in the bearing of +the men at Thirty-Mile. As far as all outward evidence was concerned, +Steve seemed to ignore it utterly, to retreat oftener and oftener +behind his habit of silence which even Fat Joe, after several +unsuccessful, garrulous attempts, gave over trying to penetrate. And +even Garry, who had greater respect for the other man's preoccupation +because he felt that he understood it better, tried also to hide all +evidence of the bitterness which it was re-awakening in him. Yet, at +that, Garry's surmise was erroneous; his conclusion wide of the mark. +</P> + +<P> +For it was not the hunger of his own heart; it was neither intolerance +of restraint nor mental rebellion against the duties which were holding +him so close up-river, that had caused the chief engineer of the East +Coast work to withdraw so completely within himself, although, many +times each day, his eyes did wander toward the south and Morrison. +During that bleak period, as Garry had guessed, Steve's thoughts were +often of Barbara, but they were not sombre thoughts. The very hardness +of his life schooling had taught him too well how little of wisdom +there is in fretting against the day of action, when that day cannot be +hurried nor controlled. Steadfastedly he refused to let himself brood. +If he could not go to her he would not, nevertheless, allow himself to +dwell upon that impossibility. Instead his spirit ranged ahead to a +hopeful, more or less indefinite and not too distant date when his +absence might not seem to threaten too great a cost to those whose +matters lay in his trust. +</P> + +<P> +Garry's conclusion, borne of his own lesson in doubt, was wide of the +mark. It was not heartache. The thoughts Steve had of her were his +serenest thoughts, those days during which his body labored +prodigiously and his brain groped for the solution of an affair that +had not been his own, until he had chosen to make it so. It was the +problem of Garrett Devereau which lay behind Stephen O'Mara's hours of +gravity—that perplexing problem which Miriam Burrell, level of eye and +brave of tongue, had brought to him for help. And in the end, as is +usually the way, events of themselves finally gave Steve the +opportunity to say all that he knew could not be introduced by him. +Time showed the way just when he had reached the point of acknowledging +that such an opportunity was beyond his own power to bring about. +</P> + +<P> +He had had little chance for conversation with Garry in those days, +except for a word or two over a hastily snatched breakfast, or perhaps +at supper at night, and at night he was usually too tired to talk. But +the other's growing restlessness had not escaped his notice. For a +while Garry had seemed to accept his continuance there at camp as a +matter of course, and for that very reason neither Fat Joe nor Steve +had dignified the thought of his possible departure by so much as a +single spoken word. Garry's own actions first began to indicate how +incessantly he was debating that question within his own brain. +</P> + +<P> +There came, times without number, an uneasy, far-focused look into his +eyes; came hours on end when he would sit, every debonaire effort at +lightness abandoned, staring moodily into the fire, motionless save for +his nervous hands which never seemed to rest. Joe found it harder to +entice him with the poker deck; oftener than not Steve had to repeat +his question a second time, seeking to inveigle him into a discussion +of what-not, before Garry even heard. And one night toward the end of +the week the latter finally reached the point of voicing for their ears +a decision which was old in anticipation to them. They were on the +point of going to bed. Garry had risen, and then paused. He hesitated +and crooked his arms and yawned, a trifle too carelessly that evening. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, this finishes another day," he remarked, nor did he realize how +soulful were the words. "And I cleaned up the last of the stock-room +to-day, Joe. A swift but accurate workman, eh? I'll leave behind a +record unblemished by oversight or sloth. And now—now it's about +time, I suppose, I was going back to town." +</P> + +<P> +It was out, nor could the yawn conceal his eagerness. His back was +turned, but Steve knew what light was in his eyes. Steve's +carelessness was a far neater thing than Garry's had been. +</P> + +<P> +"What's your hurry?" he inquired easily. "Why rush away? And if you +think your industry has betrayed you into idleness, you're reasoning +poorly to-night. Want another job?" +</P> + +<P> +Bantering indifference was the keynote of that reply. Mutually they +had adopted it from the very first. It smacked of the free-masonry +which always marked Steve's conversations with Fat Joe, were they +earnest or frivolous beneath the surface. It is always recognizable in +the speech of friends such as they, differentiated from actual +indifference by an intimacy of inference between the lines which makes +such discourse almost foreign to uninitiated ears. But Garry's answer +was not in kind. Steve was caught so far off his guard by the question +which came flinging back at him that he was glad Garry had not turned. +</P> + +<P> +"What else is there I could do?" +</P> + +<P> +No man save one who was very, very tired could have spoken in such a +tone; no man except one who has tried himself in the highest of +courts—his own opinion of himself—could have put such a degree of +contempt into so simple a query. +</P> + +<P> +"Why—why——" Steve faltered, and then he took command of his own wits +again. "There's work enough, don't doubt that," he exclaimed, and +laughed a little. "Joe, here, will be another week or ten days +finishing with the fill up yonder; he'll do well if he manages it by +then, and that too with every available hand we have. I don't want to +rob him of a single man, if I can help it, but I've got to go ahead +with the line to the south. To put it concretely, I'm in need of a +rodman. Do you think you'd care to oblige?" +</P> + +<P> +Again the hint of banter persisted, but Garry's jaw was tight when he +faced suddenly around. +</P> + +<P> +"I will!" he flashed back, hoarsely. "I will, if it's a man's job. +But I'm done with filling a dinky pad with rows of figures, all day +long. I'm finished with this damned tallying of cans of beans and soap +and yards of rope! Do you understand? What <I>work</I> would I have to do?" +</P> + +<P> +Out of the corners of his eyes Steve saw consternation o'erspread Fat +Joe's face. His own was only amused. +</P> + +<P> +"You'll have to swing an axe," he enumerated slowly, "and you'll have +to lug a rod and tripod. You'll wade through bog and fight your way +through underbrush. And then, for variety, swing an axe some more. If +you've never learned yet what it is to be really tired, Garry; if +you've never known what it is to go to bed wishing morning would never +come, you'll find out what that's like, too." +</P> + +<P> +As soon as it was spoken Steve recognized the slip. Watching Garry's +eyes widen he knew that Garry had caught it also. For a moment a +torrent of words trembled on the latter's lips. And then he swallowed +and nodded shortly. The vague dreariness of his acceptance was fully +as electrical as the threatened outburst might have been. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll try it," he said, very simply. "I'll have a try at it, +to-morrow." +</P> + +<P> +And he pivoted on his heel and passed out. +</P> + +<P> +Some minutes after he had gone Fat Joe, still a little dazed, rose +softly and unostentatiously, crossed to a shelf shoulder-high on the +wall and reached to remove a quart bottle of brandy which Steve, +returning home soaked through and through, had brought out and left +standing there. But Steve checked him in the very middle of that act. +</P> + +<P> +"Let it stand, Joe," he directed. "Leave it where it is." +</P> + +<P> +As slowly as he had reached for it Joe started to put the bottle back. +The very briefness of that order should have been warning enough, but +Joe found it impossible to keep to himself his disapproval. +</P> + +<P> +"All right," he acquiesced, "only I can't help remindin' you, just the +same, that when a horse is runnin' his heart out it's kind of +superfluous to lay on the whip." +</P> + +<P> +And then the whole accumulation of those days of silent perplexity, of +indecision and fruitless mental forays, spilled over upon Fat Joe's +entirely innocent head. Steve shot around and levelled a pre-emptory +finger. +</P> + +<P> +"Whip—hell!" he barked. "Put that bottle back!" +</P> + +<P> +Joe's fingers came away as though the glass had blistered them. +</P> + +<P> +"Lands' sakes!" he exclaimed; and in a voice that was chastened and +meek when he had caught his breath: "Please, and it's back!" +</P> + +<P> +Chronic ill-temper could hardly have persisted in the face of that +reply, and Steve's had been but a mood. His first chuckle was in +itself a plea for pardon. He supplemented it, aloud. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm sorry, Joe—I'm worried. I've got a job on my hands that bothers +me. It appears to be simple enough, until I get to planning how to +tackle it, and then I can't make any headway at all. But there isn't +anything to be gained in hiding that stuff; that's one of the things I +need to know. It's better where it is." +</P> + +<P> +Joe waved a hand in bland dismissal of the apology. +</P> + +<P> +"My mistake," he averred, "though your harsh words have hurt me sore. +I don't quite savvy it yet, but it's your affair, not mine. You're +dealin' and bankin' the chips. And before now I've seen lots of +well-meanin' bystanders get all mussed up from trying to horn into +another man's pastime. At my age I'd ought to have knowed better!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap16"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVI +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +ACCIDENTS WILL HAPPEN +</H3> + + +<P> +In itself that decision of Garry's to remain a little longer at +Thirty-Mile was scarcely significant enough to be called sensational, +and yet it proved to be the first of a series of events which, growing +more and more sensational as they progressed, finally resulted in the +hour for which Steve was biding his time. +</P> + +<P> +Garry entered upon his new duties the following morning in a spirit +anything but reassuring to his companion. Up to that time he had made +his own industry the butt of much good-natured ridicule, viewing it +apparently as a sort of vacation novelty amusing enough while the +novelty lasted. But he went from task to task that next day in a +methodical, dogged fashion that was farthest of all from amiability. +Two or three times Steve, trying to spare him needless effort, +attempting to show him how to favor blistered hands and aching back, +met with rebuffs so curt that he learned to keep his advice to himself. +He knew what end Garry was working to achieve; he would have allowed +himself to smile over the thought that the other man would be tired +enough, before night came, without trying to make that work any harder, +only he did not dare venture that smile. +</P> + +<P> +Times without number there were when Garry's monumental fit of sulks +bordered close on the ridiculous, but the needed triviality which would +have precipitated the whole fabric to a terra-firma of absurdity failed +to materialize. He cursed the rain, cursed it with his fluent +precision which already had earned Fat Joe's admiring comment. He +complained, querulously, like a half-aged boy, over the treacherous +footing which the flooded alder brakes afforded. And once when he had +felled a tree and narrowly missed being pinned beneath it, in spite of +Steve's quick leap that dragged him aside, he plunged into an incisive +diatribe concerning the perversity of inanimate things—a short +discussion in many-syllabled words which would have awakened Steve's +admiration by its very brilliance, had he not already been fully +concerned with the light of triumph which had flared and then died out +in Garry's eyes when the hemlock only grazed him. +</P> + +<P> +Now and again Steve saw his lips move and then crook in cynical +amusement, and knew that Garry was talking to himself and finding such +communion most absorbing. But he waited, outwardly patient at least, +nor tried to hurry the issue. He knew the woods; he knew what the +silence and solitude could do. For no man endures mutely the spell of +the wilderness. He talks, or he goes mad. Put two men on a two-months +trail and, be they the worst of enemies, they will still find a topic +which each may approach. Trap them for a winter in a snow-buttressed +valley where no other man can penetrate and they will have bared +jealous secrets before spring sets them free to go again their roads of +doubled hatred. And when dusk came—dusk and a fatigue which made it +difficult to drag one foot after the other on the homeward +journey—Garry had reached the point where he had to speak his thoughts +aloud. +</P> + +<P> +The woods were new to that paler, slighter man. He had to talk, but +his beginning was circuitous. He had been gazing down at his +rain-soaked length, grotesquely thin in the flapping garments borrowed +from Steve's wardrobe, to look up at last and smile, wryly. +</P> + +<P> +"I was just thinking," he began. "I was just thinking if they could +only see me now—the crowd down at Morrison for instance. They used to +gibe me. They called me the immaculate Garry, once. Aren't you a lot +heavier than you look?" +</P> + +<P> +Plodding along beside him Steve nodded as though the whole day had been +common with just such conversation. +</P> + +<P> +"No. Those clothes were built with an eye to largeness of movement +which scarcely insured shape or draping, even upon me." +</P> + +<P> +It was irrelevant, but it was a beginning. And the reference to the +crowd at Morrison made Garry's next remark clear. +</P> + +<P> +"Wouldn't it jolt them, if they could see me? I thought of it this +morning when I was walking a log without so much as a waver. That +phrase relative to walking a chalk-line is weak and inadequate, after a +man has tried to work his way along a peeled hemlock. If anyone wants +to measure sobriety by word of mouth, there's his standard. It +involves the last degree in sure-footedness." +</P> + +<P> +Again Steve bowed his head, but not so immediately this time. For +already he realized that this was not to be the opportunity for which +he was waiting. And the other man was quick to catch that uncertainty. +</P> + +<P> +"The other evening——" he laughed unpleasantly—"that night when you +came back to camp in time to hear of Joe's proposed novelistic effort, +I think I mentioned it to you. I'm not sure. But whether I did or +not, it was, no doubt, scarcely introduced in the spirit in which I +should ask it now.… I suppose they have given you a fairly +thorough report of my—career, since we were knights bold and ladies +fair, haven't they?" +</P> + +<P> +Without waiting for a reply he answered the question himself. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course they have," he exclaimed, "because I recognized your fine +hand in Joe's attitude toward me, the very minute I waked up, back a +week or so ago, the morning after I'd done my Phil Sheridan stunt from +Allison's to your shack. But do you mind telling me what your own +opinion is?" +</P> + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara knew they were not going to get far if they followed +that lead. There was a challenge in Garry's voice which too closely +resembled a snarl. +</P> + +<P> +"Why—no." The pre-occupied note was uppermost in his answer. "I'd +not mind at all." +</P> + +<P> +But he offered no more than that. +</P> + +<P> +"Nor the reason why you've been so insistent that I stay on up here?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why not? I've not forgotten my manners, even though I've lived some +months in the back-brush!" +</P> + +<P> +No attempt at levity, however, could parry the other's deliberate +insolence. Garry worked nearer to what had lain all day behind his bad +silence. +</P> + +<P> +"A man is wasting his time trying to reform another man," he +vouchsafed, "if that other man has no desire for reformation." +</P> + +<P> +"That is very, very true," Steve agreed with even gravity. +</P> + +<P> +"Unless that man has the desire within himself, he need never waste his +time even hoping to come back!" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm forced to admit that there is no room for argument in that, +either," said Steve. "Only it has to be more than a desire. It must +have become determination." +</P> + +<P> +He hesitated, and the whimsical note crept in and dulled the threatened +edge of hardness in his voice. +</P> + +<P> +"I know of a case in point, that happened right here in these woods. +One of the finest sportsmen who ever hunted or fished over this country +had a favorite guide—Long John LeClaire was his name. In fact, he +never went into camp without him, for upward of a score of years, and +he claimed there never was a better cook, between here and the border. +But Long John had one bad failing. As long as one kept to the timber +with him it was plain sailing, but strike a town and it meant a week's +delay in sobering that guide up. Town and a spree were synonymous in +Long John's mind; and after trying both mental and physical suasion the +sportsman I mentioned finally hit upon another plan. He persuaded Long +John to take the 'cure'; more than that, he put him on a train himself +and saw him off. But there was nothing enthusiastic about John's +departure. You see, way down deep in his heart, he was just a little +afraid this proposed treatment would be successful. +</P> + +<P> +"He went, but his going was reluctant. And then, a month later he came +back again, and, oh, what a difference there was in his return! It +took the conductor and two train-men to put him off at the station; +they were considerably marked up in the operation. Once safely landed +on the platform, however, Long John spread out his feet to steady his +wavering body and waved a hand in hearty greeting to the crowd which +had assembled to welcome him home. His hat was gone; he had a +discolored eye, but the reluctance was gone from his carriage. And he +made a speech which for expressive briefness surpasses anything I've +ever heard, before or since: +</P> + +<P> +"'There!' he declared his triumph. 'There! And now I guess I've +showed 'em no sanatorium could ever cure me!'" +</P> + +<P> +But Garry did not laugh. His smile was mirthlessly sardonic. +</P> + +<P> +"Then why the devil have you tried to keep me up here?" +</P> + +<P> +Any man might well have objected to the manner of that question; many +men would have spoken too hastily, forgetting that there are worse ills +than those of the body. But Steve was not ready to hit back yet. He +was thinking of Miriam Burrell; he lied with skillful smoothness. +</P> + +<P> +"I told you last night," he said. "I need men. And then, too, it's a +long time since I've seen you. I've not made so many friends, you +know, Garry." +</P> + +<P> +Garrett Devereau would have stopped there, dripping as he was, in the +middle of the timber, had not Steve held to his stride. And he must +have caught a momentary glimpse of that self which he was exhibiting to +his companion, for his next words were a little mollified. +</P> + +<P> +"Perspective is an excellent thing," he murmured. "It's been said +before, but I'm repeating it. It's not only illuminating in just the +matter of view, but it unsettles one's sense of values, doesn't it? I +mean the Bignesses and Smallnesses of things—and creatures. When I +went away, or rather when you did, back I don't remember how many +years, you were tugging at the bit to be up and at things. That used +to perplex me, although you may not have known it; I never really +caught your angle or viewpoint. But now that you are in the thick of +it I'm puzzled to know whether you find it—well, sufficient in itself." +</P> + +<P> +O'Mara laughed softly over his shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +"Sufficient!" he echoed. "Wouldn't you, if you were fact +[Transcriber's note: face?] to face every day with some problem or +other that had you stumped? Wouldn't you, if you were playing a game +that shifted so rapidly from point to point that it kept you dodging +and ducking and swearing to hold your feet?" +</P> + +<P> +Garry drew a deep breath. +</P> + +<P> +"That's what I've been trying to establish in my own mind," he +faltered. "I've been thinking perhaps—but, pah!" He spat out a +fragment of laughter as though it were bitter to his tongue. "I tried +one job—I tried once! I ought to know better than to wonder even, +now. And if a man can see no reason for living his life, it's his to +quit, if he wants to!" +</P> + +<P> +And then Steve abandoned his air of tolerance; he changed his style of +play. The contempt in his retort could not have been more measured, +even had it been other than a premeditated thing. +</P> + +<P> +"Quit is the right word," he came back coolly. "I wasn't quite sure +until now. You asked me if the others had told me what sort of man you +had become. And if silence is affirmation, you had your answer. You +inquired concerning my own opinion and I withheld it. Whatever it was +doesn't matter now. Maybe I was guilty of bad judgment, but you have +set me right." +</P> + +<P> +Each word was tipped with scorn. Again, with deliberate intent, +Stephen O'Mara lied. +</P> + +<P> +"And I tell you now that had I been sure you wanted that hemlock to get +you, I'd have left you where you stood. The world is all cluttered up +with fools, as it is." +</P> + +<P> +It came so quickly that Garry was not immediately aware of the attack. +He smiled, covertly. +</P> + +<P> +"Accidents will happen," he feigned a protest. +</P> + +<P> +Abruptly the taller man wheeled, lids a-droop. +</P> + +<P> +"—Fools, and quitters, too," he supplemented, levelly. "Quitters and +men who show a streak of yellow that doesn't assay even a little bit of +pure gold. A minute ago I gave you one reason for my attempt to keep +you here. But I made a bad mistake there, too. It's men I need!" +</P> + +<P> +He couldn't have straightened the other any more quickly had he swung +and slapped his face. Garrett Devereau went paper white. They reached +the edge of the heavier timber and came out upon the soggy sod of the +clearing in the hush which followed that wickedly barbed speech. Steve +always stopped there, whenever he came back to the cabin alone. He +liked to look up at Joe's light, waiting in the window. And now, a +pace or two in the lead, Garry turned back and stared widely into +Steve's cold eyes. It had taken heat lightning to clear that brain +which had been all day befogged. +</P> + +<P> +"That was frank, and altogether plain," he said. "Joe took it upon +himself to hire me, during your absence—the figure mentioned was +eighteen a week. Now, quite as frankly, I am admitting his lack of +authority." +</P> + +<P> +Dusk comes quickly in the woods; twilight is only the briefest of +pauses between daylight and dark. In the half-light as he stood there +it would have been very easy to have mistaken Garry Devereau for the +man whose clothes he wore. And while they waited, strained and tense, +facing each other, a lone sapling between them and the eastern fringe +of the clearing swung frantically earthward as if stricken by an +invisible hand, and then thrashed upright again. A fragment of green +bark flew aloft. They heard the deflected bullet go whining away. +Then the tardy bark of a rifle. +</P> + +<P> +It was instant-quick, and yet little quicker than the expression that +sped over Garry's features. He turned and faced the thicket from which +the report had come; he lifted his chin and opened his arms and laughed +aloud. The second time that day Steve reached out and jerked him +viciously from his feet. This time the bullet missed the sapling. +They felt the air shock of its passage. +</P> + +<P> +There was nothing deliberate nor premeditated in the outburst which +Steve loosed upon the man who had gone to his knees beneath the grip of +his hands. +</P> + +<P> +"You fool!" he grated. "You crazy-brained madman!" +</P> + +<P> +Garry rose and made as if to dust his knees. +</P> + +<P> +"Poor work," he criticised, easily. "Too hurried—the first shot. +There should have been no excuse for a second." +</P> + +<P> +With angry roughness Steve thrust him back into the deeper shadow. +</P> + +<P> +"Wait here!" he commanded. +</P> + +<P> +But Garry was only a step behind him when, a moment later, the former +leaned over the spot where that invisible marksman had stood. There +were deep imprints in the forest mold—an empty shell upon the leaves. +And by that time Steve had regained his grave composure. +</P> + +<P> +"Some idiot of a hunter," he ventured quietly, when he had straightened +from a glance at those marks. "One of those enthusiasts who shoot in +haste at any rustle in the brush, and investigate at leisure." +</P> + +<P> +Momentarily the intimacy which had existed in other days between them +was restored. Garry's answer held no more of antagonism than had +Steve's calm comment. He tried to follow the tracks that led into the +deeper timber. It was too dark to follow far. +</P> + +<P> +"This is a hunter in a hurry, then," he remarked. "Too much of a +hurry, even, to investigate." +</P> + +<P> +"Hungry, and late for supper," suggested Steve. "And we'll be late, +ourselves, unless we travel along." +</P> + +<P> +He faced about and started straight across the clearing, and he +maintained the lead in spite of Garry's effort to supplant him. Before +they reached the door of the cabin reserve that amounted to actual +coolness once more cloaked them both. Only once did either of them +offer to speak. +</P> + +<P> +"You might do well to vary your costume a little," Garry observed +impersonally, "if your nimrod friend who hunts at dusk is going to +persist in mistaking you for a deer." +</P> + +<P> +He drank hard that night from the bottle which Fat Joe, in obedience to +Steve's command, had left standing upon the shoulder-high shelf—drank +first in a self-conscious fashion with a mumbled excuse to Joe that the +rainfall had chilled him; then more and more openly, until he forgot +that he had ever felt the need of an excuse. Not one of the three men +had made a move to go to bed, and before midnight came around Garry's +black fit of absorbtion had given way to another mood. Blithely he +chafed Fat Joe one minute, blind to that one's sullen reception of his +jocularity; the next moment he turned eyes that had long before lost +their enmity in a glassier light of goodwill upon Steve, working over a +drawing-board at the other end of the table, impatient yet elaborately +approving of his industry. And when Steve finally laid aside his work, +signifying with a sigh that he had finished, Garry rose and lifted a +half-emptied glass and made him a rollicking toast. +</P> + +<P> +"Here's to young Virtue's triumph, Steve," he chanted, "and damnation +to the opposition! I may be leaving you—I'll be on my way back to +town to-morrow at this time—but I'm leaving my moral support behind +me." +</P> + +<P> +Steve's reception of that flourish was in no way like what Fat Joe had +expected. He smiled cordially—a little absently. +</P> + +<P> +"Thanks, Garry," he said. "And I guess I'll be needing all the support +I can find, both moral and otherwise, before spring comes. So you're +not figuring on stopping off at Morrison? Planning on going straight +through, eh?" +</P> + +<P> +Garry made a gesture which was meant to embrace the whole chain of +hills outside. +</P> + +<P> +"Absolutely!" he emphasized. "This country is all right for those who +were born to it—purple hills and purling brooks and silence brooding +over all!—but it's too intense for your effete comrade. Too +quiet—too easy to think! I'm going away from here just as fast as +steam will haul me." +</P> + +<P> +The other man stretched his arms and swung one foot negligently over +the chair arm. His unqualified agreement brought sudden alarm to Joe's +eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose you're right," he drawled. "It does get on any man's +nerves. Right this minute I'm as tired of it as I ever dare let myself +get. I've sloughed around in the mud enough for one session." +</P> + +<P> +Garry frowned, perplexed. His fast numbing brain refused to +reconstruct clearly, and yet dimly he knew that this sentiment was not +the one which he had heard a few hours before from Steve's lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Too true," he was content to reply sadly. "Too true!" +</P> + +<P> +"We've both earned a vacation." Steve's gentle smile never left his +lips. "To-day I couldn't help but think that it was a shame to miss +such perfect hunting weather as this. I wonder if I couldn't persuade +you to postpone your going for just a day or two longer. I can show +you some deer, Garry." +</P> + +<P> +The frown upon the latter's forehead deepened with his effort at +recollection. Then he brightened with happy satisfaction. +</P> + +<P> +"Deer!" he chuckled, addressing himself to Joe. "Hunter took me for a +deer, thinking I was Steve." He blinked, for the statement did not +entirely please him. "Doesn't sound logical," he pondered, "but it's +so. Fired twice and missed both shots. Poor work—very poor work +indeed!" +</P> + +<P> +Joe squared around, his perplexed scrutiny an accusation now. Steve +had neglected to apprise him of that incident which had happened on the +way home, and Joe had not heard the rifle reports. But O'Mara clung to +the subject which he had introduced. +</P> + +<P> +"That's the trouble with hunting right here in the front yard," he +admitted. "There are too many gunners anxious to hear their rifles go +off. We might swing over toward the west branch, though. As long as +this rain holds on the leaves will be quiet as a carpet. You've never +seen my own private shooting box, either, have you Garry?" +</P> + +<P> +The questioned one tried hard to pay attention, but the attempt was no +more than an indifferent success, for he was still grumbling to himself +over that unknown marksman's lack of skill. +</P> + +<P> +"Never knew you had one," he answered. +</P> + +<P> +"My inheritance," laughed Steve. From his manner he might have been +talking to a sober man. "And also the haunt of my boyhood days. It's +the shack, you know, where I spent a good many years with Old Tom. It +lies a half dozen miles through the woods from here. I've made it +weather-tight and dry. I spend a day or so up there whenever I have a +chance to get away. We're sure of a shot if we still-hunt over in that +direction—sure of a tight roof and good beds, too. How does it appeal +to you?" +</P> + +<P> +Garry spilled over his glass and had to fill it again, with many +apologies for his clumsiness, so ardent was his acceptance of the +invitation. He rose and insisted upon shaking hands. +</P> + +<P> +"A personally conducted tour," he stammered gayly. +</P> + +<P> +"A pilgrimage to the nest from which young genius first spread its +wings, personally conducted by my friend, Mr. O'Mara." But his moods +were growing more and more uncertain and changeable, now. He bent a +baleful glance upon Fat Joe. "Is this—person going to accompany us," +offensively he wanted to know. +</P> + +<P> +Steve shook his head. +</P> + +<P> +"Joe'll have to stay here and hold things down until we return," he +explained. +</P> + +<P> +Garry resumed his seat. +</P> + +<P> +"Then I'll go," he stated. The baleful light was slow in leaving his +eyes. And, after a rambling, muttered something to himself: "Too +officious … wouldn't let me have but one drink every three +hours … better we left him alone. He might shoot somebody, +too—looks as though he might shoot and investigate at leisure." +</P> + +<P> +With that he turned once more to thoughts of him who, firing from +ambush, had left a trail of hob-nails to voice mutely the haste of his +retreat. It had a fascination for him; his mind went back to it +automatically, the only idea apparently upon which he found it possible +to center his faculties. Now and then he referred to it aloud, in +jumbled and meaningless ejaculations. Both men knew that he did not +know what he was saying, and yet his reference to Fat Joe had left a +hint of pain in the latter's eyes. It was still there when Joe arose, +an hour later, and jerked his head toward Garry's quarters. +</P> + +<P> +"If you need me, sing out," he said. "There's whiskey locked in the +medicine chest—and I'll be sleeping light." +</P> + +<P> +The words meant nothing to Garry, but he noted Joe's departure. Steve +saw that his eyes were fixed, his lips crusted with fever, when he too +came to his feet in a supreme effort, and steadied himself by the back +of his chair. +</P> + +<P> +"I've been most thoughtless, Steve," he apologized charmingly. It was +the spirit of the old Garry talking through the flesh of the Garry he +had become. "I've been unpardonably selfish. You must be tired; you +have worked hard to-day." +</P> + +<P> +In turn he made as if to cross to the door. Steve drew him back. +</P> + +<P> +"Joe's taken your bed," he explained. "He's been an hour asleep by +now. We'll be getting away at daybreak, and he always did hate to be +waked an instant before his hour, so you'll have to occupy his bunk." +</P> + +<P> +It took Garry a minute or two to assimilate that. +</P> + +<P> +"Surely," he agreed. "Daybreak." Then, drearily, with no knowledge of +what he was saying: "I wish I could go to sleep—I wish it was +daybreak, now!" +</P> + +<P> +Yet he was almost sober again when Steve shook him awake at four the +next morning, his first inquiry concerning the state of the weather +proving that he recalled their plans of the night before. But his +politeness had given way to a pallid stubbornness that would not budge +an inch until he had had a drink and filled a pair of flasks with all +that the fresh bottle from the medicine chest contained. He refused +breakfast with sickened finality; declined even the coffee which Steve +tried to press upon him. When the latter handed him Joe's rifle and a +handful of extra shells, however, his eagerness to be away showed in +his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +Steve did not like that gleam any more than he understood it, and he +did not understand it at all. It went around him—through him—much as +though Garry was peering cunningly at a far-off, bodiless something +which the other man could not see. And throughout the whole morning +Steve was conscious of it whenever they met after skirting a swamp, or +slipped noiselessly over a hardwood knoll, to rejoin each other. The +day was half gone before Steve realized that it was the telltale sign +of a brain no longer sober, even though Garry's body continued to +maintain an incredible steadiness. +</P> + +<P> +Long after it seemed that eyes such as his had become must needs be +sightless the latter went on picking his way carefully over rough bits +of going; when he had reached a condition where he no longer heard the +word or two which, now and then, Steve addressed to him, he still +flattened his body and crouched at the expected nearness of game. It +became an uncanny exhibition of mechanics after a while—a +sleep-walking sort of thing which wore upon Steve's nerves until he was +more than once at the point of taking possession of Joe's repeater. +And yet it was Garry who jumped a spike-horn buck, just before +nightfall. It was he who fired twice before Steve's rifle reached his +shoulder. But they found only blood on the leaves when they hastened +forward. +</P> + +<P> +"You hit him!" Steve leaned over to examine those crimson stains. +"You must have found him with both shots, judging from the way he's +bleeding. He's gone into that cedar swamp; he won't travel far, and I +hate to let him crawl in there, wounded like that, to die." +</P> + +<P> +Indecisively he paused, not sure just what to do. In that moment of +quiet Garry lifted a flask to his lips and finding it empty let it slip +heedlessly to the ground. +</P> + +<P> +"Two shots," he muttered darkly. "Two, where one should have been +enough." +</P> + +<P> +That echo of the night before helped the other man to decide. +</P> + +<P> +"This strip of dark timber runs straight west to the river—are you +listening, Garry?" he asked. "Straight to the river—it's only a scant +mile—and you'll find the cabin on the rise of ground in a clump of +balsams, three or four rods to the right. I'm going to take your +gun—you look fagged out. You skirt around the edge of the bad going +and I'll drive straight through. It may be only a scratch, after all, +although it doesn't seem possible, with all this blood. I'll take your +gun and, now, are you sure you can make it—sure you won't get turned +around? It'll be dark in half an hour, you know." +</P> + +<P> +Garry gave up his rifle without a sign of demur. His eyes were burning +with some sort of feverish anticipation, but his answer was clear +enough. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll wait for you at the river," he said, and he started forthwith +toward the west. +</P> + +<P> +Steve watched him out of sight before he turned to take up, +irresolutely, the trail that zig-zagged into the cedar brake. But once +he had started he went ahead rapidly, jumping the wounded buck within +five minutes and giving him no time to lie down again. And after he +had covered a quarter of a mile Steve saw that it was much as he had +told Garry it might be; it was a flesh wound that bled profusely and +that was all. For the deer, holding to a direct line down the middle +of the swamp, continued to travel strongly. Steve had all but reached +the river-edge where they were to stop for the night, before he +detected a stirring in the bushes ahead of him and his ear caught the +crackle of a dry branch. +</P> + +<P> +Instantly he forgot everything save the quarry he was running down; +forgot Garry and the strange persistence with which the latter had gone +back, after twelve hours, to quote himself word for word. With rifle +poised he edged forward a step and halted; he stooped and laid Garry's +gun at the foot of a tree and went on again. Once he made out a +movement behind a nearer tangle and saw the branches shake before a +heavy body that was forcing slowly through them. His own rifle came +up; his finger was on the trigger when he thought better of it. Old +Tom, more than a half-score of years before, had switched him well, not +so very far from that very spot, because he had not made certain first +of the target at which he was firing. +</P> + +<P> +There was an open patch to the left. If the buck held to that quarter +he would have to cross that clear. Rock-steady the muzzle came down +and covered the first indistinct brown bulk which entered the notch of +the sights. And then, with an oath, Steve let the gun slip to the +ground at his feet and stood shaking, checks gone white. Garret +Devereau, wearing an old tan canvas coat which he had unearthed in the +cabin peered slyly around a bush which he had been stirring gently with +one hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Go ahead 'n' shoot," he ordered aggrievedly. "Hunter'sh alwaysh shoot +at rush'le in the dark. Good joke on hunter'sh—good joke on my good +frien', Misther O'Mara! Think'sh's got deer until he inves'gates at +leisure. Best joke of all'sh on myself." +</P> + +<P> +The muscles which all day had been a marvel of firmness beneath him +gave way altogether. Without a sound he pitched forward upon his face. +A second later Steve reached his side, but the horror had not faded +from his own eyes after he had picked that prostrate figure up and +carried it into the clay-clinked shack. His memory played him an odd +trick during that moment. A vivid picture came back to him of the +grave-faced boy he had been, struggling to steady Old Tom's helpless +feet up that same rise. +</P> + +<P> +Garry was limp and blue and pulseless when Steve stretched him out, +inside. The second flask stood there where Garry had left it, upon a +table, and while he was loosening the latter's clothing Steve shook it, +experimentally, and found it empty. He swung it aloft and drove it +through a window. The crash of shivered glass made the other stir. He +opened his eyes and stared vacantly up into his friend's face. +</P> + +<P> +"Steve," he moaned. "Steve, I'm cold!" +</P> + +<P> +And that was the burden of the complaints which he lifted, time and +again, throughout the first part of the night. Even after Steve had +wrapped him in everything which the bare room afforded he still +continued to whimper like a sick boy. But his body held strong. Just +as, all day, it had been his brain which had shown the effects of the +alcohol which he had consumed, so now, all night, it was his brain +which suffered most. Again and again he called aloud a woman's name, +in a voice which Stephen O'Mara had never before heard from his lips. +In inconceivable tenderness he whispered it—the name of Mary +Graves—only to cry aloud, "Steve—Steve," in accents of heartbreak the +next. +</P> + +<P> +Long before morning came his pulse was steady—a little jumpy but +reassuringly rhythmic. But the sunlight was two hours old upon the +floor before the silent watcher saw the white lids flutter and then +part with a gaze that was once more sane. Garry's smile had always +been mocking; it was shamed and wistful now. The clearness with which +he remembered was a miraculous thing. +</P> + +<P> +"You see, Steve," he faltered. "You see now, don't you, that I'm not +worth trying to save? Oh, you've tried hard; I knew how hard you were +trying! That's why I did—what I did. I'm no good; there's no use, +friend of mine. Why don't you let me go?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve groped and found the hand groping for his. He nodded his head, +bruskly, to hide his eyes. But his voice was not brusk. +</P> + +<P> +"I almost shot you, Garry," he said, and there was a husky echo of +horror in the words. "In another minute I'd have killed you. Right +now I don't know just what kept me from firing." +</P> + +<P> +"And I meant you to," Garry murmured almost inaudibly, "I planned that +you should—started to plan last night. I—I've been hating you for +twelve hours—hating you because you were making me ashamed to do the +thing I wanted to do most." +</P> + +<P> +He tried to rise and fell back, slack. But his voice was stronger with +sudden, swelling bitterness. +</P> + +<P> +"It wasn't for myself, Steve," he cried. "It wasn't for what I might +get out of it, or—or what it might bring me, I used to scoff at +whatever others considered big and fine and clean, but I played it +straight, just the same. I played it as well as I knew how—straighter +than you'd believe. I thought it would make her happier, because I +tried that hard. And she … Steve, if I had been a woman—a woman +like what I thought she was, little and clean and white—I couldn't +have let a man like him so much as touch my little finger! And she—by +God, she married him!" +</P> + +<P> +The agonized voice broke there—the voice of a boy who had had to learn +that it is woman and not women who is fastidious. Garry sat and +swallowed, fighting for self-control. His eyes were numb, but Steve's +had taken fire, for he knew that the hour for which he had been waiting +had come at last. +</P> + +<P> +"You've been trying to help me," Garry found his voice again, "you've +been trying to throw me a line. And, for a day or two, I tried to +catch it, Steve. But it isn't in me to try that hard, any more. Some +men do things for what there is in it—the pecuniary reward, I mean; +some men—you for instance—because their self respect won't let them +stop, win or lose. But now and then there happens one who keeps on +trying only because there is one other person, at least, who may be the +gladder for his success. I don't expect you to understand; I know it +will sound small and cowardly to you.… It's too lonesome living, +Steve, when there's no one who cares whether you live or not!" +</P> + +<P> +"That does not fit your case," Steve objected instantly, "when your +danger or your safety keeps a woman watching, white-faced with terror +through the night, for your return." +</P> + +<P> +Garry propped himself upon one elbow, the better to see the speaker's +countenance. +</P> + +<P> +"My safety?" he repeated, blankly. "My return?" And then, wanly +grateful: "You are not the sort of man who lies convincingly, Steve." +</P> + +<P> +And then Stephen O'Mara let him have it—all the story which had lain +so many days in his heart. There were times when Garry went even paler +during the short recital; times when everything else was submerged by +the incredulity that flooded his face. But before Steve had finished +the last trace of doubt was gone. Before the end came Garry had bowed +his head, this time in flushed, self-conscious wonder which +transfigured him. +</P> + +<P> +"Miriam Burrell!" he breathed. "Proud, intolerant——" +</P> + +<P> +His head came up. The next instant he voiced the words which Steve +most wanted to hear. +</P> + +<P> +"You shouldn't have told me this," said he. "You had no right, +unless——" +</P> + +<P> +Steve laughed at him. +</P> + +<P> +"God bless you, boy," he exclaimed. "I asked her if I might. Why, +don't you understand that she meant to, herself, if I didn't? You see, +she is—far, far braver than you are, Garry." +</P> + +<P> +Garry lifted his hands and hid his face. +</P> + +<P> +So quietly that his exit made no sound Steve slipped to his feet and +passed outside. It had stopped raining; the hardwood ridges, touched +by frost, were flaming streaks of color against the rainwashed +evergreens, when he picked his way down to the river and found a dry +stone for a seat. An hour and more he sat there, while his thoughts +went back over the trail of the years—the trail which had led him from +that cabin to a pair of violet eyes and lips that arched like a boy's. +</P> + +<P> +Steve let his mind turn again, unreservedly, to his own problem that +morning; he tried to face, sure-eyed, the road which still stretched +ahead. He did not know that Garrett Devereau, the debonaire, the +cynical, the world-weary and world-wise, had broken down and was +sobbing noiselessly, as men sob, in the room which he had left—shaking +with deep and terrible gasps that racked his very soul. But it was +already daybreak; it was trail's-end now for Garry. It does make a +difference if one knows that someone cares. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap17"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +HONEY! +</H3> + + +<P> +Upon their return to Thirty-Mile, two nights later, Joe's attitude of +criticism was the first thing which piqued Steve's interest. There was +something ludicrous in the former's voice as he sat and anathematized +the food which the cook-boy brought to the table, even though he +devoured hungrily all that his plate would hold. And because Joe was +so obviously primed for a sensation that evening, out of sheer +perversity Steve struggled to draw him into a discussion of a topic, +which, just as obviously, had no appeal just then. +</P> + +<P> +"What I hope to do," he confided gravely to Garry, "is to finish up at +Morrison and make possible the transfer of some of those men up here. +We are working only one shift now. With two I figure we could sail +along a-fogging. How does that strike you, Joe?" +</P> + +<P> +That was only one of his many attempts, but all of them, save for the +inner laughter which they afforded; were totally without result. Joe's +answers were monosyllabic—his attention wandering at best. To that +particular question he nodded his head, spiritlessly. +</P> + +<P> +"This butter ain't none too fresh," he growled sourly, "and I wonder if +that cook-boy thinks we dote on ham every meal? I don't for one. It +may be all right, if a man's plumb starving to death, but it don't lend +no real elegance to a repast." +</P> + +<P> +That gloomy complaint brought little more than a sparkle to Steve's +eyes, but it made Garry lean forward in his place. Throughout the meal +while the other two fenced in just such fashion he forgot his own food +to listen, delighted anticipation in every feature. And when they had +finished supper and pushed back their chairs, he stood grinning a +little, watching Joe survey that littered room which served as office +and sleeping-quarters for the chief engineer of the East Coast Company. +Fat Joe's gaze swung from wall to wall, from littered corner to +heaped-up chair. Then he shook his head in despair. +</P> + +<P> +"It looks to me, Steve," he grunted, "as though you ain't never had no +real training in tidiness, have you? There don't seem to be no system +at all in the way you leave your things around. There's one boot over +in that corner; it's got a mate, I know, because I saw you take them +off last night. I wouldn't be certain otherwise. And it's the same +way with all your things. Just look at this room! A nice place to +receive callers in, now ain't it?" +</P> + +<P> +That was the first lead he tendered them, but Steve, rather than +gratify him with a direct question, chose to go forward in the dark. +He leaned over and followed his usual custom when he wanted to think. +He tapped out his pipe. +</P> + +<P> +"But I can always find everything," he defended, "that is, unless you +have taken the trouble to put things away. Then it's a toss-up that +something or other will never be found, until it turns up of its own +accord. It's not so bad, Joe." He, too, swung to survey the room. +"Not so bad! Just a little unsettled, that's all. Are we likely to +have any callers, do you think, who would object to this layout?" +</P> + +<P> +Joe snorted, but his eyes were mournful. He knew that there was +nothing else to do but yield, a part at least. +</P> + +<P> +"We ain't likely to," he murmured. "We're just naturally bound to have +'em. They're comin' in to-morrow, and I ask you again, ain't this a +pleasing prospect to greet 'em?" +</P> + +<P> +For all that he seemed to be staring ruefully down the room, he was +watching for the surprise that darted across Steve's face. Momentarily +the latter had forgotten his assumed air of placidity. +</P> + +<P> +"To-morrow? Who?" And then Steve laughed. "Go ahead and tell us, +Joe. I'm beat! I'll admit that I'm panting with curiosity." +</P> + +<P> +Joe pulled up a chair and dropped into it. It appealed to him—this +method—whenever he had the time to spare. His pink face was still +innocent of guile. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't mind the men-folks," he resumed. "That fat party, I mean, who +wears the plaid suits, nor Caleb Hunter, either. Both of them are used +to such truck as this. And I reckon it'll tickle the ladies, too. But +I can see Honey sticking his nose in the air and sniffin', supercilious +like, the first minute he gets his nose in the door. He ain't going to +approve at all, at all—not any way you look at it." +</P> + +<P> +"Honey!" +</P> + +<P> +Both Steve and Garry ignored the rest of Joe's explanation to gasp that +single word in concert. +</P> + +<P> +"Who in the world do you mean by 'Honey'?" +</P> + +<P> +"Who could I mean?" Joe demanded collectedly. "I didn't give him the +name, did I? I mean that chap Wickersham who owns the timber north of +us. Foreign, ain't he? Sure, I thought so? Well, every time I run +across that man's path my heart swells with patriotism. I guess I'm +just as glad to be born plain United States." +</P> + +<P> +The first part of that statement was listened to closely enough by both +men; the last sentence or two, for all that it was heartfelt and +sincere, was lost upon them both. And Steve's mirth was even more +hysterical than was that of Garry Devereau. +</P> + +<P> +"Honey!" he panted. "Now isn't that a wonder? Joe, you're too good! +You are altogether too good to be wasted on these timbered solitudes. +Men pay two dollars a seat, Joe, to hear performers work who are rank +amateurs in comparison with you." +</P> + +<P> +The riverman's eyes grew belligerent. +</P> + +<P> +"Funny, is it? So awful funny! Well, perhaps you think I can't read +plain print yet, never havin' enjoyed a liberal education. But take a +look for yourself." +</P> + +<P> +He pulled up a pile of newspapers which had come in since their +absence, sorted out one that was creased open, and handed it to Steve. +It was an announcement of Barbara Allison's engagement to the Hon. +Archibald Wickersham—that column to which Fat Joe had folded the +sheet—a many-days-old announcement, now. But the smile did not even +stiffen upon Steve's lips. The picture which accompanied it was a poor +one, heavy-shadowed and smeared and lacking in detail, yet Barbara's +face was unmistakable. The room became quiet. In that hush Garry +realized that Joe's mistaken translation of the title had not been, as +Joe had himself suggested, due to lack of knowledge, but to a desire to +apprise his employer, delicately, of that which he believed was still +news to him. And yet, from the easy way in which he read it, word for +word, Garry was positive that all this which the New York daily +blazoned forth with its customary mixture of snobbishness and vulgarity +was no longer news to Steve. The latter's eyes lifted and dwelt long +upon Fat Joe's face. +</P> + +<P> +"So that's where you got it, was it, Joe?" he asked evenly. "You make +it 'Honey,' do you? And when do they come in, Joe?" +</P> + +<P> +"To-morrow night. One of the teamsters brought word this afternoon, +just before you got back. Honey is going to have a look at his trees +and things, the way I understand it. And the rest of them, I take it, +want to look us over in our wild state. Where are we going to put them +girls?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve's answer was long in coming. +</P> + +<P> +"Miss—Allison?" he wanted to know. +</P> + +<P> +"—and her maid," Joe corrected promptly. "Her maid, Cecile. She's +comin', too, and that tall, red-headed one. I don't remember her name?" +</P> + +<P> +As studiously as he had done a moment before, Garry again avoided +Steve's eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Miriam Burrell," the latter supplied the omission. "And that's fine, +isn't it? How long are they going to stay, Joe?" +</P> + +<P> +But Joe had finished with trifling. +</P> + +<P> +"Where are we going to put them?" he insisted doggedly. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, we have a couple of shelter tents somewhere in the duffle, +haven't we? We might pitch those if——" he looked about, +ruminatively—"if you think this is too squalid." +</P> + +<P> +Joe turned appealingly to Garry, only to meet eyes flaring with +deviltry. +</P> + +<P> +"If you think that I'm going to give up my quarters for a troup of +curious sight-seers, you're mistaken. If that's what you turned toward +me for, don't allow yourself to dwell upon it another minute. I'm a +laboring man and I have to have decent rest at nights.… Do you +suppose Cecile would really mind a tent?" +</P> + +<P> +And then Joe's face went red. +</P> + +<P> +"Now ain't you the pair of rough jokers?" he whined. "Ain't you, +though? But what's it going to be—this room or Garry's? The way I +look at it we're elected to camp out ourselves. We're hardened sons of +the wilderness, you know. That's what they always call us in print. +But how am I going to get this place cleaned up?" +</P> + +<P> +For another hour Joe argued it, and at last settled upon the +store-house building as the likeliest for sleeping quarters for the +feminine portion of the visitors. +</P> + +<P> +"We have to eat in here, anyhow," he argued, "so I guess it's the best +arrangement we can hit on. Honey won't be here much to meals, either. +That'll be one nice thing about it. He'll be going north directly. +And now—now I guess I'll go out and have a look at the pantry, even if +it does make me feel sort of faint every time I think of the grub we've +got on hand. Canned beans and boiled potatoes, and ham and bacon, to +round out a banquet. Why couldn't a couple of mighty hunters like you +bring home more than one little haunch of venison? Bacon and beans! +Steve, you sure have been living mighty low-down on this job!" +</P> + +<P> +He went out with a great show of haste, but returned almost +immediately, forgot the urgency of matters in general in finding Garry +idly shuffling a deck of cards. Throughout the evening Joe had +exhibited an unwillingness to meet the third man's glances directly, +but it was impossible for him to remain oblivious to the clicking of +the chips. He balanced first on one foot and then on the other for a +moment; then diffidently drew up a chair. +</P> + +<P> +"Just a friendly hand or two, I suppose," he suggested, when the other +made no move to begin. "Low limit and wide open, eh?" +</P> + +<P> +Garry still toyed with the cards. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't suppose you've ever forgotten the first game in which we +indulged, have you, Joe?" he asked at length. Joe was not comfortable. +</P> + +<P> +"Scarcely," he admitted. "Scarcely." +</P> + +<P> +"Nor the—stakes?" pursued Garry. +</P> + +<P> +"I—I seem to recall 'em, faintly." +</P> + +<P> +Garry's peal of amusement was as rollicking as a boy's. +</P> + +<P> +"So do I," he exclaimed. "And if I remember rightly you stated on that +occasion that cash was no consideration with you. Does that still hold +good?" +</P> + +<P> +It was the first good look Joe had had at the other's face. The change +he found in it seemed to perplex him more than a little. +</P> + +<P> +"I take it that it does." Garry did not wait for his reply. "And +now—what do you say to that same full bottle against a—a ninety-nine +year blanket restriction, with me at the wrong end of the odds?" +</P> + +<P> +Joe slitted his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"When they tuck a ninety-nine year clause into a franchise they mean +it's forever, don't they?" he wanted to know. +</P> + +<P> +"Forever, to all intents and purposes!" said Garry. +</P> + +<P> +Joe's chest sank and rose in a long, long breath. +</P> + +<P> +"It's no word to trifle with," he cautioned at last. "If you lose +it'll be a considerable drouth." +</P> + +<P> +"Cut!" invited Garry, and they started to play. +</P> + +<P> +That other night Garry's stack of chips had lasted far longer than they +did on this second occasion. A half hour later, when he rose to go to +bed, his ninety-nine year promise of abstinence was piled symmetrically +before Fat Joe. But his good-night was gay. For a time after his +departure Joe eyed Steve, sidewise. +</P> + +<P> +"Hum-m-m," he cleared his throat. "Hum-m-m! And I was expectin' you +to turn up any hour of the last twenty-four with a request that I come +and help bring home the remains. You must be quite a silver-tongued +exhorter, aren't you, Steve?" +</P> + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara was silent over the paper which Joe had handed him +earlier in the evening, and the lack of any offer on his part to go +into details did not trouble his questioner. Fat Joe sat and bobbed +his head over what would never cease to be a miracle in his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"And he'll stick this time," he vented his wonder aloud. "He's surely +going to stick!" Then he smiled widely. "And I reckon you'll have to +admit that I handled the small part that come my way with ease and +dispatch, when I tell you that he didn't catch so much as one lonesome +pair, all the time I was dealing. I'm ashamed of myself. I haven't +seen such a mean, crooked game of stud dealt since I come East!" +</P> + +<P> +Garry was very quiet the next morning when he and Steve went back to +their work; before noon came his uneasiness had become very apparent to +the man whom he was assisting. But neither his silence nor his +nervousness any longer worried Steve. Instead, the latter let himself +smile over both those outward evidences of inward panic, whenever his +thoughts were on Garry at all. For the latter's diffidence as the day +aged became a flushed and warm-checked thing, until at four in the +afternoon Steve could no longer withhold the suggestion for which +wordlessly, Garry was asking. +</P> + +<P> +"Joe was more than half right," he remarked, one eye to his level, "in +spite of the fact that we refused to take him seriously. We can't let +those people come in and find everything too hopelessly uncomfortable, +so perhaps you'd better run ahead now, Garry, and see what he has +accomplished. I don't want to leave this spot myself until I have some +figures upon which I know I can rely. But you might run ahead, if you +will. I'll be along later." +</P> + +<P> +It was couched in the form of a request, but Garry's face flamed. He +went, albeit a bit reluctantly. And he stopped more than a few times +in his climb from the edge of the timber to the door of Steve's shack. +But once he had passed over the threshold to find that unrecognizably +trim room empty, his face grew heavy with disappointment; he was on the +point of going back outside to scan the bowl of the valley when a tall, +short-skirted figure, enveloped in a voluminous apron which Fat Joe in +a moment of mistaken zeal had once provided for the cook-boy, flashed +through the passage-way from the kitchen annex and barely missed +catapulting into his arms. Miriam Burrell, pink-faced from the heat of +the roaring wood-stove, and smudged with flour on forehead and cheek, +lifted her apron and swung it like a flag of victory. +</P> + +<P> +"I've found it," she sang triumphantly. "I've found out what was the +matter! I'd just forgotten the baking-powder, that was all! Next +time——" +</P> + +<P> +Then she recognized him. With outstretched hands still clutching the +edge of her apron, she stood, almond eyes widening, and scanned him +from head to foot. Even Steve, who had been with him every moment, had +noticed the hour to hour change that had been taking place in Garry's +appearance. To the girl who had not seen him for weeks, that flushed, +self-conscious man was a different Garry than she had ever known +before. Hungrily her gaze went from open shirt to caked boots, from +steady hands to clear eyes which made her own eyes shy. And then +Miriam Burrell, cool and poised Miriam, did what many another maid in a +checkered apron has done in similar situations. She lifted that stiff +gingham to hide her unutterable happiness. But before he could speak +she found her voice; nor was it very steady, at that. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought you were that party of idlers come back," she hesitated. +"How—how tanned you are becoming, Garry! I thought they—oh, I can't +tell you how glad I am to see you so—so well. I'm making biscuits for +supper—that is, I've just been practising until now. It seemed as +though I'd forgotten something that was necessary to the recipe, +because they were flatter after they were cooked than when I put them +in the oven. And most marvelously heavy, too! But it was just the +baking-powder, that was all. Do you—do you think you'd care to help?" +</P> + +<A NAME="img-260"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG SRC="images/img-260.jpg" ALT=""Oh, I can't tell you how glad I am to see you—so well."" BORDER="2" WIDTH="557" HEIGHT="451"> +<H3> +[Illustration: "Oh, I can't tell you how glad I am to see you—so well."] +</H3> +</CENTER> + +<BR> + +<P> +Steve was very late in returning to camp that night. Throughout the +rest of the afternoon he set himself a pace, knee-deep in slushy mud, +which Garry could not have maintained. But when he paused there in the +dark where he always stopped for a moment and a tumult of voices swept +down to meet him, he forgot his fatigue. He had lifted his battered +hat from his head, striving to distinguish a single note in all that +treble of girlish laughter when, framed suddenly against the background +of light within, he saw a slender silhouette take up its station in the +doorframe. Barbara was still peering out across the darkness when he +came up to her. +</P> + +<P> +"We've been waiting dinner for you for almost an hour," she rebuked +him, in place of what might have been a commonplace greeting. "We've +been waiting in the face of Mr. Morgan's insistence that it was +practically useless. He has been telling us that when a man here in +the hills fails to turn up for a meal you never bother to look for him; +you know that the worst has happened." +</P> + +<P> +Over her head the first eyes that Steve encountered that evening were +those of Archibald Wickersham. While shaking hands with the girl, he +bowed in grave welcome to the tall figure in leather puttees and +whipcord riding-breeches, and Wickersham, from the far side of the +room, bowed back in equal gravity. Then Caleb Hunter grasped Steve's +elbow and spun him around toward the light and peered at him +accusingly. Barbara had not noticed until then how tired Steve looked. +</P> + +<P> +"Before the others get to talking," said Caleb, "before the tide grows +too strong for my weak voice, young man, I want to deliver a message. +Miss Sarah wants it explicitly understood that unless you stop in to +say hello on your next trip down, she herself will take the trail up +here. And lest that ultimatum sound too little threatening, I might +add that when Miss Sarah takes the trail she never travels with less +than six trunks." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb clung so tightly to his arm that it brought a tinge of color to +Steve's cheeks. It was minutes before he could get away to change his +wet clothes, and in that minute or two he could not help but contrast, +grimly, his own mud-spattered attire with that of Archie Wickersham. +The tired blue circles beneath his eyes wore even more noticeable when +he returned, to be ushered with much ceremony by Fat Joe to the head of +the table. +</P> + +<P> +It was an utterly irresponsible gathering that leaned over the red +tablecloth that night—an oddly assorted group which, from the very +first, Joe realized was not at all to Wickersham's liking. Dexter +Allison himself, fairly radiating good-will, sat at the foot of the +table, with his son-in-law-to-be on one side and Barbara's little maid, +Cecile, on the other. And between Cecile and Barbara, who sat opposite +Garry and Miriam, Fat Joe leaned both elbows upon the table edge and +monopolized the conversation. The seating arrangement was Joe's; it +was his party. And the absolute inattention to detail, the large +indifference to veracity which his discourse disclosed before that +noisy supper was over, grew to be an astonishing thing. His nights of +fancy left Steve aghast in more than one instance; they even forced a +stiff smile to Wickersham's lips, and that is saying much for Joe's +success as an entertainer, for in the bearing of those two men toward +each other there had been evident from the first a chill antipathy +which amounted, actually, to armed truce. And the color in Miriam's +cheeks, whenever his gaze strayed to that side of the table, helped +Steve to forget, temporarily, much that he found not pleasant to recall +at all. +</P> + +<P> +For Miriam's tongue was no less irresponsible than was Joe's. Her mood +was so mercurial that she drew, time and again, the eyes of all at the +table. She chattered with an abandon that scandalized Barbara; broke +in and interrupted every argument with hoydenish trivialities, in one +breath, to appeal to Garry the next for refutation. And Garry, the +light-tongued and quick-witted, sat almost dumb of lip before her happy +garrulity. But his eyes never left her; they spoke his thought aloud. +The quick lift and droop of her eyelids, the brilliancy of her lips, +made Miriam's face a living thing of happiness—made Barbara's silence +seem even more profound. For the latter's withdrawal from the +hilarity, dominated half the time by her father's booming bass, was +nearly as complete as was that of Wickersham himself. +</P> + +<P> +Just once, shortly before they withdrew for the night, Steve caught a +gleam of mischief in the dark eyes she turned toward him. She rose the +next moment and started slowly around the room, poking demurely into +corners and closetted nooks. Every eye was following her when she +finally found the thing for which she was searching. She drew a red +felt, yellow-mottoed cushion from beneath the deer-hide covering a +chair, and held it up so that all might read. "What Is Home Without a +Father?" it ran, and when the joy that stormed through the room made it +sure that the exhibition needed no interpreter, Fat Joe turned and hid +his face. Miriam rose languidly and joined the other girl in an +examination of his handiwork. Smooth face tinted by the firelight, +copper hair almost dishevelled in its disarray, she was an exquisitely +lovely thing. In her alto voice she expressed her opinion. +</P> + +<P> +"It's an entirely new stitch to me, Bobs," she averred. "I don't think +I have ever before seen just this method employed." And she turned to +Stephen O'Mara. "Do you suppose, Mr. O'Mara," she asked, "that I might +learn it from the one who did this work for you? It's rather"—and her +head tilted to one side—"it's rather a pretty thing!" +</P> + +<P> +Again they succumbed to mirth, and then Joe rose, bristling, and went +forward much as a gamecock might step out to do battle. He took the +cushion from the hands of the girls, who no longer had strength enough +even to hold it. +</P> + +<P> +"If you are aiming to do any sewing around this camp," he stated, "you +can start in sewing on buttons. This kind of work is entirely too +nerve-wearing for amateurs." +</P> + +<P> +He carried the cushion across the room and placed it, not where it had +been hidden by the deer-hide, but in colorful prominence against the +back of the chair. Long after he had crossed with Steve and Garry to +their tents he continued to explode with soft chuckles. +</P> + +<P> +"I never did say," he defended himself, "that that sentiment was +strictly appropriate. I always stated that it was the best I could. +And as for my technique—well, either of you guys try it some time! +You just take a needleful of that yellow worsted and start tracking +across a couple of yards of red and pathless desert, and see where you +come out. I know, because I've done it. I'm a pioneer. But if I ever +tackle another job like that it's going to be a crazy-quilt!" +</P> + +<P> +And Joe considered, in spite of the din which answered him, that his +challenge was ample. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap18"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XVIII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +I'M TELLING YOU GOOD-BYE +</H3> + + +<P> +It was fully an hour after Fat Joe and Garry had rolled themselves up +in their blankets when Steve, who had elected to sit up for one last +pipe even though his body was aching with fatigue, heard behind him the +approach of her footsteps. Outside at the top of the rise some fifty +yards in front of the tents, he had seated himself on a log, chin +buried in one palm and eyes vacantly steady before him; but even before +he turned—before he rose slowly to his feet—he knew who was coming, +knew and realized that she should not have come. Wrapped in a long +heavy coat, face half-hidden by the upturned collar, bare of head, +Barbara came quietly down to where he waited. And without word of +greeting on the part of either of them, they sat down together, facing +the silvered bowl of the valley. +</P> + +<P> +Time passed before Barbara opened her lips for a long, quivering intake +of breath. +</P> + +<P> +"I never dreamed it could be so big," she murmured in awe. "And then +to think that some day—within a few months in reality—engines will go +screeching their signals across this very place. It doesn't seem +possible; it seems almost a shame to spoil it, too." +</P> + +<P> +Her earnestness was so unconsciously wistful that Steve could not help +but smile at it a little, even though he had been telling himself, +since the moment of her coming, that he must not let himself dwell just +then upon that wistfulness which, for many hours, had been most +apparent to him. +</P> + +<P> +"I've felt that way about it often," he answered, almost dully. "I +like it better myself, as it is. It does appear to be a long way +ahead, doesn't it—that day of completion which you cover in the +screech of the whistles? Only to-day, when we were scrambling about +down there in the alders, it took nearly all the imagination I +possessed to see two streaks of steel where there is nothing but +thicket now. But as for the bigness of it"—he laughed +deprecatingly—"it isn't so very big, you know. It's just a—a mean +sort of proposition." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara leaned forward, delicate chin resting upon interlocked fingers. +She was not quite certain whether she had caught a thread of weariness +in those words. +</P> + +<P> +"To me," she said, "to me it is colossal! Why, I thought the work at +Morrison seemed complicated and tangled enough, but there—there isn't +even a beginning or an ending here. There's nothing but woods and +water." +</P> + +<P> +She pointed out across the valley toward a mound-like outline yellow +under the moon; pointed into the north and asked another question. +</P> + +<P> +"Is that part of the embankment?" she wanted to know. "Is that the +direction in which Mr. Wickersham's timber lies?" +</P> + +<P> +The man nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"Just a few miles up through that notch," he told her. "That's the end +of the rail-bed which we have been building along the river-edge." +</P> + +<P> +Her next words made him start and then try to cover that moment with a +readjustment of his long body. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm going up there to-morrow. Mr. Wickersham has asked me to ride +with him, in the morning." She waited a moment or two. "That—that's +why I came out here to-night. We'll be going back to town the next day +or two, and I wanted to have a chance to bid you good-bye, before I +left Morrison for the winter." +</P> + +<P> +He had known that she would not be likely to remain in the hills much +longer. He had realized that each day which he checked off, always +hopeful that the next might open the way for him to see her again, was +steadily bringing nearer the date of her departure. But he had not let +himself think that it would come so soon. There was no doubt this time +about the heaviness of his voice. +</P> + +<P> +"I see," he said. "I see." +</P> + +<P> +There came another long silence. Rising out of it, Barbara's voice +sounded very, very little. +</P> + +<P> +"I've never known a sky in which the stars were so thick. +They're—they're like a field of buttercups. And have you ever seen +such an irrepressibly happy creature as Miriam was to-night. She was +radiant—positively shameless! Did you know that Garry knows——" +</P> + +<P> +"I told him, myself," said Steve, simply. +</P> + +<P> +The girl faced around in her surprise. +</P> + +<P> +"You?" +</P> + +<P> +"Most certainly! Why not?" His voice was not quite so unenthusiastic +now. "It's one of the few unmistakable opportunities I've ever had to +make two people permanently as happy as Miriam was to-night. I'd feel +guilty all my life if I didn't help all I could, knowing how happy I am +going to be, myself!" +</P> + +<P> +Thus did he work around, quite without abruptness, to a renewal of that +discussion which she had thought to close, weeks before. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you trying to infer that I am to be a part of that happiness?" she +asked none too promisingly. +</P> + +<P> +"You ought to know. I said 'all my life.'" +</P> + +<P> +And there, suddenly, Barbara laughed. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose now they'll marry and live happily ever after!" she +exclaimed with an attempt at airiness. +</P> + +<P> +"Most certainly," asserted Steve, although her mirth puzzled him. "Why +is it funny to you?" +</P> + +<P> +"It isn't, but—yes it is too, now that it's no longer a thing one need +worry about. That's always the trouble with emotions which are too +intense. They're either very sad to contemplate, or very, very absurd. +And they will persist in exchanging faces, to the confusion of the +on-lookers. Garry was so dangerously in love with Mary Graves, you +see!" +</P> + +<P> +"He was in love with an idea," the man contradicted flatly. "He was in +love with just that. And it is not safe for any man to live alone with +an abstract conception of anything. He's bound, sooner or later, to +lose his grip on tangible things if he does. He's likely to start +destroying property to further the cause of labor, or liable to turn to +shooting men who were born to jobs I'm certain some of them never +wanted—kings and that sort, I mean—figuring on solving the social +problems of men and women who must solve that problem themselves. +Perfection is a fine thing to anticipate; expectations of it are +dangerous. And women aren't made that way." +</P> + +<P> +"No?" her voice slid coolly upward. +</P> + +<P> +"No," he told her, and smiled with that serenity she had come to know +so well. "Not even you, though I suppose I'd about annihilate anyone +else if he ever hinted at it." He chose to be didactic in tone. "No, +you're not perfect; you've too much intelligence for that. Why, right +now you're fighting with your brain against the dictates of your heart, +and if you were above mortal error in judgment you'd know that you are +wasting your time." +</P> + +<P> +The girl forgot entirely that she, too, had promised herself that their +leave-taking should not cross the border of personalities. And with +that lazy joy of her on his tongue she might not have been quite so +quick to hold that she could love no man, had she stopped to give it +thought. Her advance to the skirmish was most spirited. +</P> + +<P> +"Your opinion has the merit of sincerity," she said, "although, looking +back upon a—a certain day, I can't help but wonder whether you haven't +been guilty of mouthing pretty nothings for my poor ears." +</P> + +<P> +"That proves my point right now." He was imperturbable. "You're +begging the question to gain——" +</P> + +<P> +"You said——" she flashed, and then grew red. +</P> + +<P> +"I said I'd let you ask no pardon of me. I said I'd let myself find no +flaw in you. But how does that embarrass my present argument? +Flawless perfection would be a mighty difficult thing to live with, day +in and day out. Living with a woman who never made a mistake could +have no appeal for me. She'd always be emphasizing my own +shortcomings. You become consistent and you'll catch me yawning some +day; grow logical and you'll almost scare me off! Why, you're a girl!" +</P> + +<P> +Her laughter was like a bell on the still air. +</P> + +<P> +"And you—you still sit there and insist that perfection has no +attraction for you? When you've just described, without knowing it, +the—the sort of a girl you think is perfect." +</P> + +<P> +His lips curled in a way to quicken any woman's pulse. +</P> + +<P> +"You have me beaten," he laughed. His eyes, dark as was the shadow +upon his face, made her breath unsteady. "I would like to watch you +play poker with Fat Joe. Your game would puzzle him more than a +little. Yes, you've surely left me without a leg on which to hobble +off, because it would be small spirited in me, wouldn't it, if I were +to tell you that you are the exception that makes my general rule hold +sound? I wouldn't, however, prescribe such a degree of perfection for +any other man's daily diet. It would prove his destruction." +</P> + +<P> +"Your own superiority, of course, rendering you immune?" +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe." At least, whether she knew it or not, she loved his serenity. +"Maybe—and maybe I'm an exception too." +</P> + +<P> +He sat very still. She had turned away once more. +</P> + +<P> +"You'll be back again in the spring?" he asked with that gentleness he +saved for her alone. +</P> + +<P> +"I hope—I think so." The smallness of her voice angered her. She +feigned a short, carefree laugh. "Unless I am too busy. Getting +married seems to become a more and come complicated problem of proper +costuming, doesn't it, with every passing season!" +</P> + +<P> +She couldn't have told why she said it; she was trying to think of +something else to say which would be kinder by far. And then, half +lifting her, he had swung her around to him. For a moment he held her, +face close to that small, frightened face buried in its deep collar, +while she struggled uselessly against those hard arms which tried not +to hurt her. Her lips continued to rebel, long after her eyes had +closed—long after body and brain were quiescent. +</P> + +<P> +"You mustn't!" she gasped. "Oh, I can't let you … the moon … +we—we're sure to be seen!" +</P> + +<P> +His lips on hers silenced that last incoherent resistance. She sat, +wavy brown head bowed, when he had set her free. +</P> + +<P> +"I was going to ask you not to forget!" There was no weariness now in +his voice. "I had planned to ask you just that, a little ago, and it +would have been a weak and useless request, wouldn't it? Any man who +has to beg to be remembered is not the sort to remain long in any +woman's brain. So I have taught you to remember, instead. You aren't +going to forget, ever, now! You're coming back in the spring, and +you're coming to stay! And now <I>I'm</I> telling <I>you</I> good-bye. It's +time you were asleep." +</P> + +<P> +He helped her to her feet. Together they turned—and Archibald +Wickersham, tall to gauntness in the moonlight, was coming across +toward them from the direction of the cabin. The girl's slim body +stiffened, but Steve saw her chin come up. His own body grew lazier +still, it seemed, in length and limb. +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham's approaching steps were crisply precise; he stopped an +arm's length in front of them, and his words were an echo of that last +sentence of Steve's. +</P> + +<P> +"It's time you retired," he said, ignoring the other man's presence +entirely. "It's cold, and you have a long, hard ride ahead of you +to-morrow." +</P> + +<P> +For a barely perceptible moment, with the eyes of both men upon her, +Barbara kept her place. Neither of them saw that her teeth were +tightly closed over one full lip; neither knew that she had closed her +eyes, dizzily, for an instant. And then, without a word, she put her +hand upon the arm which Wickersham offered her; but Steve, on the other +side, walked with her that night, as far as the door of the storehouse +shack. Miriam herself opened the door and snatched Barbara within, and +then laughed with her consummate impudence into both men's faces. +</P> + +<P> +"G'lang wid ye's now," she flung at them, "an' quit disturbin' dacint +folks that likes to sleep o' nights!" +</P> + +<P> +She slammed the door upon them. +</P> + +<P> +They stood there a second or two, Wickersham an inch or more taller and +inches narrower in shoulder and girth of chest. Perfunctorily they +nodded, each to the other, and wheeled silently upon their heels. +</P> + +<P> +Steve did not respond the next morning when Joe summoned the rest with +a long spoon applied heartily to the flat of a huge tin basin; and over +the breakfast table Joe explained to the assembled guests the reason +for his absence. Before daybreak a rider had come from Morrison, +bearing word from Hardwick Elliott that Ainnesley was on from Manhattan +and wanted to talk with him; before the camp was fairly awake he had +ridden away into the south. And returning two days later, travelling +the lower, lesser trails that followed the river, in order to save +time, Steve missed her party going out. So, in the last moment, after +days and days of patient waiting, did Chance trick him sadly. +</P> + +<P> +How much or how little Wickersham might have overseen the night before +he betrayed not at all at breakfast the next morning, either by word or +look. And throughout that day, and the day that followed, while she +rode at his side, undetermined whether she should attempt an +explanation, Barbara found his face inscrutable. It was a week later, +the night preceding her departure from the hills, long after the girl +had ceased to think of him at all in connection with the incident, +before she learned how much he really knew. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah had found her brother most uncommunicative upon his return +from Thirty-Mile. In response to her first question concerning Steve +he had assured her, lifelessly, that the latter was looking very well +indeed, and let it go at that. Because she was a very remarkable +woman, Miss Sarah had been able to curb her curiosity for several days, +but on that particular evening she found it impossible calmly to wait +longer. +</P> + +<P> +"You have not told me yet, Cal," she reproached him at dinner, in her +slightly lisping voice, "how much progress Steve seems to have made. +You know how interested I am, and you must realize how undignified a +thirty-mile dash on horseback would be on my part, in order to find +out, myself." +</P> + +<P> +While up-river Caleb had found much time in which to talk with Garry +Devereau—that is to say, quite a little time, in view of the fact that +Miriam Burrell, in boots and mackinaw, had insisted upon following +Garry wherever he went. And since his return to Morrison he had been +spending a surprisingly large share of his days in conference with +Hardwick Elliott and his partner, Ainnesley. Now his reply to his +sister's query was startlingly fervid. +</P> + +<P> +"Progress!" he exclaimed. "Progress! I tell you he's going to win +out, in spite of all of them, damn 'em!" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah froze in her chair. +</P> + +<P> +"Caleb!" she expostulated. "Caleb!" +</P> + +<P> +And Caleb's face went hot. +</P> + +<P> +"I am very sorry," he muttered contritely. "But I couldn't help it. +When I think of the way that boy has plugged on alone, all his life, +with no one to give him a lift, it—it angers me to think that the very +man whom I have prized as a friend should be the one to make his +problem harder." +</P> + +<P> +"Would you mind explaining, lucidly?" Miss Sarah requested. "And if it +is business to which you are referring, will you please try to make it +as brief and non-technical as possible?" +</P> + +<P> +Once he started to tell her, Caleb realized that it was just what he +had needed to do all along, without knowing it. Briefly as she had +requested, he sketched for her the facts which, so far as he was +concerned, had made of his first sneaking suspicion an absolute +certainty. And he waxed wroth in the recital. +</P> + +<P> +"It's treachery," he snapped, "rank, contemptible treachery. And the +worst part of it all is that, even now, when I am morally certain of +his culpability, I—I can't bring myself to despise the man. He's been +my friend for thirty years, Dexter has, and damn it—— I beg your +pardon, Sarah—but, damn it, I keep on thinking of him, in soft +moments, as my friend now. I sit by the hour trying to foist the blame +upon Archie Wickersham, and he's no more guilty than Dexter. Dexter's +merely good-natured about his crookedness; wholesome about it, somehow. +And Wickersham's a sneak!" +</P> + +<P> +In all the years they had lived together Miss Sarah had never heard her +brother talk so bitterly. Yet her voice remained soft. +</P> + +<P> +"It's very unpleasant, no doubt," she sympathized, "although I can't +quite see why they don't all join hands and try to make a success of +the project between them. Surely it seems feasible. And, somehow, +even after listening to you, I don't seem to find myself greatly +perturbed about our boy, Steve. He's very big and strong, Cal, +and—and I am very old-fashioned. I still believe in the might of +right. It may sound very feminine to you, but I do not find myself +worried at all over his lack of assistance in his work. And I must +confess that I did not have it in mind, at all, when I asked in regard +to his progress." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb looked up, suspiciously. +</P> + +<P> +"Well?" he said. +</P> + +<P> +"I meant how—how did he and Barbara appear to—get on together?" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb spilled a spoonful of soup. +</P> + +<P> +"Her!" he exploded with no regard for his grammar. "Why, she is true +to her blood! If she weren't she wouldn't be engaged to that thief who +masquerades as a gentleman. She isn't blind, and she's going to marry +him!" +</P> + +<P> +"You are positively violent, Cal," reproved his sister. "And your +reference to Barbara does not do you credit. If I were your wife I +suppose I'd rise coldly now and sweep upstairs to leave you alone with +your bad mood. But being merely your sister I remain to hear you +apologize. Barbara is not yet married to Wickersham, I might add." +</P> + +<P> +"I am exceedingly sorry," said Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +"And, without any reason for it, save my womanly intuition, I feel very +certain that she will never marry him," Miss Sarah went on. "But you +spoke about Steve having no one upon whom he could depend for +assistance, and it was really a helpful hint to me. Did I fail to hear +you say how they seemed to get on together?" +</P> + +<P> +"She didn't think he was good enough for her, ten years ago," growled +Caleb. "She wouldn't think so, now. He cares for her, so she treats +him like a dog, of course." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah had to smile. +</P> + +<P> +"Then I think it is high time I did something about it," she stated +thoughtfully. "For she is a lovable girl, and she hasn't any mother of +her own. She's very pretty and little and finer than any girl I know. +If she weren't, Steve would not be in love with her, I am sure. And +Dexter Allison is no doubt an estimable man in many ways, even though, +as you feel positive, he has a tendency to acquisitiveness which is +deplorable. Your continued regard for him convinces me of that. I +wish, however, that Steve was not so entirely dependent upon what he +earns. There are many beautiful things—beautiful and intimate and +feminine things—which no man can remain happy in seeing paid for by +other money than his own, for the woman he loves." +</P> + +<P> +Ten minutes after it was done Caleb could not have told what impulse +was to blame for the deed, but he rose forthwith and went to his +strong-box, to return with the legal-looking document and the bunch of +tax-receipts which he had found among Old Tom's papers, years and years +before. +</P> + +<P> +"There's the deed to some thousands of acres of the finest timber in +this country," he announced challengingly, "all ship-shape in the name +of Stephen O'Mara, 2nd! Old Tom bought them for the boy he hid away +with him, in the days when timber-lands were going for a song. He paid +the taxes until he was drowned, and I—I've paid 'em since, my dear! +Three or four hundred thousand dollars, or more, ought to buy quite an +amount of—er—feminine necessities, it seems to me." +</P> + +<P> +With delicately thin fingers Miss Sarah leafed the papers through. +</P> + +<P> +"You have never told me of this matter before, Cal," she murmured. +</P> + +<P> +"Never told anybody!" chirruped Caleb triumphantly. "I tried to find +the boy—both of us did, that is—and we failed. And when he turned up +of his own accord—well, I knew a half year more of ignorance +concerning his legacy wouldn't see him starve. Sarah, I wanted to see +how that boy of ours would behave, without any backing. I wanted to be +sure of the stuff he is made of!" +</P> + +<P> +They had finished a much interrupted meal, but Miss Sarah lingered a +moment at table. With incredible calm she had listened to the secret +which her brother had been keeping to himself so long. +</P> + +<P> +"A very good reason," she agreed, "one that would seem to have many +points to excuse it. And although it is not within the letter of the +law I—I think, Cal, I shall become an accessory before the fact. Very +shamelessly I am going to ask you to see that no one knows of this +property of Steve's, for a little longer, at least. I have spoken with +the utmost confidence concerning Barbara; your reference to all that +she said to Steve in a childish burst of passion years ago does not +affect my attitude at all. But I have not been blind to what might be +her—opinion now, either, impossible and ignoble though it seems. You +will not tell Stephen of this matter for a while, Cal, for it would +please me to know, without room for doubt, just what stuff she is made +of, too!" +</P> + +<P> +She straightened her diminutive body and started upstairs. +</P> + +<P> +"She will be over to bid us good-bye to-night," she added. "Will you +see that she comes directly up to me?" +</P> + +<P> +And once more, from the landing, she spoke over her shoulder: +</P> + +<P> +"You said that she treated him like a dog, Cal," she managed to keep +her features grave, "and being a woman I can understand exactly why +that is so. The joy of a breathless pursuit, it is often said, is the +only choice left for the female. But can you tell me why a man hunts +out the deepest, most comfortable chair he can find and ensconces +himself therein, once he had overtaken the idol of his fancy? They +often do, you know, sometimes for the rest of their lives." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb lighted his pipe and cast about for his paper. "Maybe it's only +the natural consequence," he retorted, his face turned away, "of such a +pursuit as you mention. Maybe he feels the need of a long, long rest!" +</P> + +<P> +And then Miss Sarah laughed. +</P> + +<P> +An hour later, when she ran upstairs, Barbara found Caleb's tiny +spinster sister, in negligee and boudoir cap, sitting cross-legged like +a girl in the middle of the floor. There was an orderly litter of +papers around her, and a confusion of clothes; and Barbara hesitated on +the threshold until Miss Sarah nodded her head. +</P> + +<P> +"Come in, my dear," she invited. "I'm indulging in one of the few joys +left to advanced, unmarried years, that is all. But even memories need +prodding with more material things, at times, I find." +</P> + +<P> +The dark-eyed girl crossed and found a clear spot and seated herself. +Without seeming to look at her, Miss Sarah saw that those eyes were +vaguely troubled. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm leaving to-morrow," Barbara began after a minute. "I came over to +say good-bye." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah went on with her sorting. +</P> + +<P> +"We'll see you again soon," she suggested pleasantly. +</P> + +<P> +There was trouble in the girl's voice, too. +</P> + +<P> +"I—don't think so." +</P> + +<P> +"It's a very pretty country—a hard country to forget." Miss Sarah +very wisely gave no heed to the woebegone note. "Perhaps," archly, +"perhaps you'll be returning as the new Mrs. Wickersham?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara flushed duskily. Miss Sarah, however, was gazing at a +dog-eared picture—a very old-fashioned picture of a youth in brave and +resplendent garb of a period long dead. No one but herself and her +brother had seen that photograph for many years, and he only because he +had rummaged in a pigeon-hole in which he had no licence to look. His +sister's eyes, as well as her posture, were girlish when she laid it +aside to hold up to view a battered black velvet suit with wide collars +and cuffs. +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder if you could ever guess who once wore this?" she laughed +lightly. +</P> + +<P> +Politely Barbara examined it. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm sure I couldn't," she answered. And, very slowly: +</P> + +<P> +"Miriam is going to marry Garry Devereau. She is disgracefully happy +about it." +</P> + +<P> +The older woman received this irrelevance with composure. +</P> + +<P> +"How charming," she said. "And I am sure that they will continue to be +as happy as I hope you will be soon. This suit was Steve's—little +Steve's. Dear me, what a day that was!" +</P> + +<P> +After a moment of hesitation Barbara leaned forward to examine the +silver buttons. +</P> + +<P> +"It—it doesn't seem possible," she faltered. "What sort of a—a day?" +</P> + +<P> +And then, with smooth, serious face upturned, she listened to Miss +Sarah's tale—her own story of how she had dressed a gloomy-faced boy +in half-century-old finery and sent him townward for eggs. When it was +finished and she had decided, abruptly, that she must be going, +suddenly, wet-eyed, she wheeled in the doorway and went blindly back to +the older woman's arms. Miss Sarah hugged her once; then stood her +away at arm's length. She knew how few women weep, without hiding +their heads. +</P> + +<P> +"There, we mustn't be temperamental," she chided. "It's only for a +winter, at most. Remember, I love you very dearly, Barbara; write to +me whenever you are lonely. And be a very good girl." +</P> + +<P> +It was a brave bit of comfort, but Caleb's tiny sister, whose face had +never lost its pink-and-whiteness, looked suddenly tired and old when +she was alone again. As blindly as Barbara had come into her arms, she +reached for the dog-eared picture and held it to her flat breasts. +There is no greatness of soul save there be simplicity. Very directly, +very simply Miss Sarah stood there in the middle of her girlish room +and spoke to her Creator. +</P> + +<P> +"I do not mean to meddle, dear God," she whispered, with tears +squeezing from beneath tight lids. "I only want to help a little, if I +may. You see, I've never had a baby of my own." +</P> + +<P> +The door of the ground floor room which served Dexter Allison as an +office was ajar when Barbara re-entered the house beyond the hedge. +There was a streak of light running out across the floor of the dim +hall from within, and the girl lingered on her hurried way to her own +room to bid her father good-night. But she found Wickersham alone when +she pushed wider the door. The light was behind him and she could not +see how distorted was his face, yet as she paused on the threshold and +a thin and pungent odor crinkled her nostrils, she sensed, somehow, +that he had not been long alone. +</P> + +<P> +"Father gone to bed?" she called. "Well, that's wise. You'd better +come, too; it's time you were asleep." +</P> + +<P> +She did not remember, just then, that other night when he had addressed +those same words to her. She only knew that his features became +suffused with purple even before she had finished. And then she +realized quickly that it was alcohol she smelled; knew, too, that it +was not Wickersham who had been drinking, even though Wickersham had +trouble with his tongue. And while she waited, puzzled and frowning, +the man gave up an attempt at his usual nicety of phrase and blurted +out all that which had been many days hidden behind his impassivity. +</P> + +<P> +"We haven't yet set a certain date for our marriage, Barbara," his +voice was strained. "Don't you think it is high time we did?" +</P> + +<P> +The girl colored. It was, at least, very unexpected. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, no, we haven't," she admitted. "But we can if you wish it. Have +you thought of a day you'd prefer?" +</P> + +<P> +"I have," he stated. "Would the first of May be too early for you?" +</P> + +<P> +Often, afterward, she wondered at her humility of that night, for +whatever the quick thought might have been which made her reach out one +hand to touch the doorframe beside her, her words were merely mild. +</P> + +<P> +"It is, rather. But I think I can manage it, if it will please you." +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham had come to his feet, but he would not turn so that she +might see his face. He spoke with eyes averted. +</P> + +<P> +"It would," he answered with an effort, "and—and in the interim I am +going to be very sure, now, that no thoughtlessness of yours will be +derogatory, either to my profound respect for you or your own respect +for yourself." +</P> + +<P> +The small hand closed then until it was clutching whitely the woodwork +beneath it. She understood at last how much Wickersham had seen; she +was never to understand entirely her mood of that moment. For had she +waited she would have left him with finger ringless. Instead she +wheeled without a word and climbed, white-lipped, upstairs. +</P> + +<P> +Miriam Burrell loomed in one window of her bedroom when she entered—a +different Miriam than the one who had once sat in just such an +attitude, gazing into the north. The older girl's gladness of heart +throbbed in her voice. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want to leave it, Bobs," she sighed. "I love every brawling +rapid and sulky, ragged old peak. Did you ever see a more perfect +night?" +</P> + +<P> +Through the gloom the younger girl's answer lashed back, reckless of +what hurt she might do. +</P> + +<P> +"I hate it!" she gasped vehemently. "I hate it—hate it! And I must +ask you, please—I want to go to bed." +</P> + +<P> +There is a poise which comes only with hard-bought knowledge of one's +self. It was Miss Sarah's; Miriam had acquired it, too. Without a +hint of resentment in her manner she rose and withdrew. But Barbara +did not go to bed. She took that vacated seat at the window. And long +after her breathing had ceased to be quick and sharp she was still +wondering why the odor of stale alcohol should recall to her, with +elusive vagueness, the threatening face of a red-haired riverman who +found it hard to keep his feet. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap19"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIX +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +SOME LETTERS AND A REPLY +</H3> + + +<P> +Her letter came to him a week later, though she had posted it the +morning she took the train from Morrison. It had lain for days in the +post-office box of the East Coast Company, waiting the day when one of +the teamsters should call and carry it in overland. Steve had never +before seen her handwriting. It was his first letter from her; yet he +recognized it the instant Big Louie put it in his hand. And he was +glad that night that both Fat Joe and Garry were absent from the +up-river camp—glad that he was to have the next hour alone. But when +he broke the flap of it Big Louie, who lingered uneasily in the open +doorway—even Big Louie, whose wits were not particularly keen—knew +from the expression which passed over his superior's face that this +heavy envelope which he had brought had not contained good news. The +quick contraction of muscles which tightened his jaw was too much like +a spasm of pain. For her first letter, so the sentence ran, was to be +her last; she wrote "less kindly than she would have wished to write," +that she and Mr. Wickersham had decided upon the first of May, and +after the silence had become a throbbing thing Big Louie decided, +instinctively, that he would let go until later the demand which he had +planned to make for a raise to meet that raise which, so he had heard +it gossiped in town, was being paid the men in the northern +lumber-camps. He stumbled going out and lost his balance so that the +door crashed to behind him, violently. But Steve stood as he had stood +when his eye's sought the first line of her note, nor did the crash +penetrate his ears. +</P> + +<P> +Repeatedly, in the interval which had elapsed since she had bidden him +good-bye, the latter had told himself that she would not write, but the +repetition had been unconvincing. He knew that now. With the note +which smelled faintly of her there in his hand he realized that he had +gone beyond mere expectation of a letter; he had dared to hope +concerning its contents. How was he to know that she, too, after +mailing it, had suffered as keenly as he was suffering that moment, +wishing that she had employed less abrupt phrases, rebelliously +regretting that she had sent it at all? +</P> + +<P> +That night his fingers closed until the monogrammed sheet was reduced +to a crumpled ball. The edges of the paper took fire slowly, then it +exploded softly into flame upon the bed of coals in the fireplace where +he had tossed it. And at that he laughed aloud, a harsh taunt for his +own high hopes, without thinking how much his mirth of that moment was +like what Garry's once had been. He lowered himself into a chair, and +he was still there, motionless before a dead fire, when morning dawned +greyly. His face had become less hard; he even found it possible to +smile a little when the cook-boy, starting at the sight of him fully +dressed at that hour, advised with alarmed volubility that breakfast +would be ready immediately. But the few men who still remained at +Thirty-Mile, felling and hauling the piles which were to carry the +track across the swamp, noticed a difference in their chief that +morning which made them careful to hear him, the first time he spoke an +order. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara did not write again, and in this, at least, the man who loved +her anticipated her correctly. The letters, however, which Garrett +Devereau received each day from Miriam—bulky, extra-postage +epistles—brought often news of her; and these fragments Garry, knowing +without being told for whom they were meant duly delivered to Steve, in +weekly or fortnightly instalments, whenever the latter's duties brought +him to Morrison. For Garry and Fat Joe, who had been transferred to +the lower end of the work, along with the bulk of the up-river force, +had noticed that difference too. +</P> + +<P> +"Miriam says for me to keep my feet dry this cold weather," he'd tell +the other man, laughingly, "and Barbara sends her regards to all of us, +and hopes that we are making splendid headway." Or again: "Barbara's +looking a little pale, Miriam writes. She says she's—er—trying to do +altogether too much for her endurance." +</P> + +<P> +Whatever the bit of news was Garry passed it on religiously, a little +guiltily, sometimes, because of his own great happiness. Once he had +failed, signally, to read behind his friend's moody silences; his +surmise concerning the reason for Steve's changed bearing was not so +wide of the mark this time. Often, within himself, Garry's wrath +seethed hot, but he was no longer as ready as he had once been with +verbal, cynical criticism. Only to Fat Joe did he dare pour out his +soul with that vivid incisiveness which always held Joe spellbound. +</P> + +<P> +"He's eating his heart out over <I>her</I>," he'd explode, "over a girl who +is proving every day that she isn't worth a minute's heart-ache of a +man like him. I used to think she had brains, if any of them did; I +used to think that Barbara Allison was something besides a fluffy +little fool! Why can't he see for himself that she's just as worthless +as most of the rest of them?" +</P> + +<P> +And from there, without knowing how truly funny such argument sounded, +coming from his lips, he would soar to wonderful heights of profanity. +But save for the pleasure which he took in the pyrotechnics, his +outbursts made little impression upon Fat Joe. The latter maintained a +sort of placid superiority, perhaps because he had learned early that +this attitude aggravated Garry's rages; perhaps because he was so very +certain of his man. +</P> + +<P> +"I wouldn't go to getting all stirred up like this, so early in the +game," he'd reply with unvaried calm. "Shucks, it's too early to begin +counting either man's pile of chips—" either man to both minds meaning +Steve and Wickersham, without the naming of names. "You are too liable +to premature enthusiasms or discouragements, Garry. That's why I +mostly manage to beat you as easy as he beats me, whenever we throw a +hand or two. Ain't you never going to learn that a man must gamble a +bit on the cards still waiting to be dealt?" +</P> + +<P> +And again, confidently: +</P> + +<P> +"He's worried—of course he is! He ain't enjoyin' his meditations a +little bit these days, but he's enjoyin' 'em more all by himself than +he would be if we were up there with him, forcin' him to look +everlastingly like four aces, when it's deuces at present he's holding. +He's worried, and that's why I don't grow nervous myself. Because it +is only the man who is too sure who is awful likely to finish broke. +Don't you waste any pity on him yet, and I wouldn't let him hear me +passing uncomplimentary words concerning his girl, either, if I was +you. Lightning ain't particular where it strikes when it's been a long +time cooped up. Every man to his own taste in such matters, says +I—and shucks, man, can't you tell, just from seein' 'em together that +they was made for each other? If a man quit every time a woman began +to put him over the jumps we'd have a dangerous decrease in marriage +licences staring us in the face. He's just learning to care more for +her, that's all, and caring a lot about anybody never was a comfortable +state to be in. It's entirely too uncertain and unsettling—but you +wouldn't enjoy not caring about anybody at all, yourself, would you?" +</P> + +<P> +Garry admitted that he wouldn't. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, then, don't waste your time pitying him." A cold gleam +flickered in those bleached blue eyes. "Don't you suppose I'd have +taken apart long ago this animated ice-chest who is making all the +trouble, just to see what makes him so cold, if I didn't know I'd be +spoiling the big show? Couldn't you see, without my tellin' you, that +I'd rise up some day and leave him looking like a premature blast, +after all I've learned he's plannin' to slip us, if I wasn't sure that +he's going to get it, worse than I could ever give it to him, from that +girl herself? Well, I would. He makes me shiver, that man; makes me +crawl and itch to take his head in one hand and his throat in the other +and exert a little strength in opposite directions. Give our entry +time! The game is running dead against him at present, I'll admit, but +he's husbanding his chips. He ain't drawing wild and squandering his +chances. And he's only <I>begun</I> to play." +</P> + +<P> +Which, in part, was very, very true; in part not so close to the facts. +Before snow came that fall Steve had recovered his outward confidence, +at least; he had begun to hope again, while he waited and labored +prodigiously against the coming of spring. But in his heart he was no +longer sure; he could not summon back that serene self-surety which, +toward the end, had shaken even the girl's certainty in herself. He +could no longer argue convincingly with a vision of her, as he had +often argued with Barbara herself, that his way would be her way in the +end. For he had begun to realize the width of that gulf which he knew +must seem to exist between them, if not to her then to the eyes of +others of her world. +</P> + +<P> +It was his memories which gave him consolation those long nights, but +they also gave him doubt. Remembering the daintiness of her as she had +come to him, the night of her party, recalling the things to which she +had been accustomed since she had opened her eyes on the first light of +day, he began to ask himself as every man like him has asked who ever +loved a woman, how in any fairness he could expect her to accept the +little which he could offer in return. To Steve and Fat Joe, to the +men of his gang, his confidence was that of the old, old Steve who, ten +years before, had cocked his head at one of Allison's switch engines +and promised gravely, "I'll hev to be gittin' one of them for myself, +some-day." But his heart ached. And when that ache became so leaden +that he couldn't endure it any longer in silence, he carried it to the +one person in his life who was best calculated to understand. +Diffidently he broached the subject with Miss Sarah, approaching it in +a roundabout fashion least likely to deceive that bright-eyed little +lady. +</P> + +<P> +"Garry is saving his money against the fatal day," he laughed one +night. "He has become a rank miser! Joe says he goes for days at a +time, borrowing his tobacco, and he won't play anything but penny-ante +now, when he can be coaxed to play at all!" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah was too kind to look at him directly that evening. +</P> + +<P> +"The regeneration of Garry is one of the things which had made my life +most happy," she answered. And then, paving the way for what she knew +was on his mind. "I suppose you will be surprising us yourself, one of +these days. And no doubt you'll be just as happily positive as Garry +is, that your choice is the only one in the world." +</P> + +<P> +They were alone in the big living-room. Caleb was still in town, +gossiping with Hardwick Elliott. And Steve's bruised smile clutched at +Miss Sarah's heart. +</P> + +<P> +"I!" he overdid his amusement. "I have lived too much alone, I'm +afraid, ever to prove very attractive to any woman's fancy. Bachelors +are not always born; they are sometimes the habits of loneliness." +</P> + +<P> +"Stuff and nonsense!" the good woman ridiculed him. "Why—why, if it +weren't for a suspicion that you might have your eye on some small +person or other, I'd drop everything and hunt one up for you, myself. +Why, Stephen, what a remark for me to hear from you!" +</P> + +<P> +Both were silent for a moment. +</P> + +<P> +"Marriage is a mighty—expensive proposition," he commented at length, +profoundly. +</P> + +<P> +"Is Garry such a plutocrat any more?" +</P> + +<P> +"That is not a fair illustration for us to employ," he countered, and +Barbara Allison was not the only woman who loved his lazily final +statements. "Both Garry and Miriam have been taught that there are +worse things than the hardship of making last year's limousine do for +another season." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah laughed at this drollery. She was a better antagonist than +most. She had practiced on Caleb. +</P> + +<P> +"Can't one girl learn what another has been taught?" she wanted to +know. "Stephen, do you mean to sit there and infer that you could +continue to <I>care</I> for a girl who could not care for you, just for +yourself?" +</P> + +<P> +His reply told her how tired he had become in trying to stem the tide +of doubt alone. It warned her, too, that she had gone too close, for +he veered off sharply. Steve persisted in generalities, but he wanted +to talk. +</P> + +<P> +"I have been wondering if that is not an old-fashioned attitude," he +said. "Women, they tell, us, have broadened since they usurped many +places in the business world once held by men. They are looking mighty +keen-eyed toward the vote now, and a share in the legislation of their +growing affairs, or at least so they explain. You have heard many men +say 'business is business.' Maybe you have watched quite a few +charming brides walk to the altar, and wondered if that wasn't their +sentiment, too." +</P> + +<P> +She chose to be suddenly vexed with him. +</P> + +<P> +"I do not like such humor, and of course you are joking. I have heard +Garrett Devereau talk in just such a strain too often to be amused by +it. And if you mean——" +</P> + +<P> +"If I meant it, I was crying the baby," stated the man coldly, and Miss +Sarah knew that he was rebuking himself. "I could care for such a +girl—yes. But I doubt if I would marry a woman who had even the +smallest doubt. There are too many sharp places to be smoothed over, +without chancing that tragedy of discontent. It's merely habit that's +to blame again, that's all." He cast about for a parallel. "One does +not miss sugar so very much from a meal, until he knows he can't have +it. And then—well, Miss Sarah, I have many times talked peevishly, +for a man, because there was none to be had." +</P> + +<P> +"We are talking of women. What about salt?" she inquired quickly. +</P> + +<P> +"That is very indispensable, too, but——" +</P> + +<P> +"Of the two which do you always take care shall not be missing from +your pack, whenever you turn into the woods?" +</P> + +<P> +"I see where you are heading, but——" +</P> + +<P> +"I do not like dissemblance, Stephen," she warned. "You know without +the salt of love the sugar of life can grow sickeningly cloying." +</P> + +<P> +He did not win his argument, but defeat gave him far more happiness +than could have come from victory. Leaving her that night, he closed +his hand over her delicate fingers in a clasp which left her smiling in +wonder after he had gone. She watched horse and rider disappear into +the whiteness of the new winter till both were lost to her sight. +</P> + +<P> +"Bless the boy," she murmured then. "Bless the boy!" And to Caleb, +her brother, when he came stamping in: "I surely must take a hand with +these children. They have been left to their own devices long enough." +</P> + +<P> +Caleb had recovered his good-natured view of the whole affair; he was +given to grinning those days at her flutterings. On more than one +occasion he told her, none too flatteringly, that she made him think of +an officious hen with a brood which a high rate of mortality and +prowling night-raiders had left bereft of all save two of her hatch. +But this particular witticism did not bother her in the least, perhaps +because she realized how pat the comparison was. Instead of silencing +him she showed him the letter which she constructed some days +later—constructed most painstakingly, the second week in December. +She deigned to read it aloud to him, before she dispatched it on its +journey. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +"Barbara, dear child," she wrote, "this is the appeal of a lonesome +spinster lady who finds that winter, still only a lusty infant here, is +the season for younger, warmer pulses. I am very tired of Caleb's +continued company; that is, with nothing to leaven it. The keenest of +epigrammarians, my dear, becomes very commonplace, you know, to ears +too long tuned to one voice. So I am writing you in dignified +desperation to come to me this holiday season—Caleb is not always as +epigrammatic as I could wish. +</P> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +"I am going to be positive that you will come, unless you have already +made other plans. And, on second thought, if you have already done so, +I am going to fall back upon the privileged tyranny of one who once +carried you in her arms. You must come to me this Christmas!" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +There was another whole paragraph of rambling, repeated arguments, and +then a full page devoted to the beauties of the hills and season. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +"The days are diamond brilliant," she wrote, "and the nights as drily +cold and crisp as Caleb's few last cherished bottles of champagne. We +have a foot of snow, two feet in the ell of the house where the +mint-bed lies, and that has afforded Caleb much peace of mind, too. +The roots will live nicely under their warm blanket, you see—all of +which must read frivolously to you, coming from staid Miss Sarah. I +can only plead that already I must be less lonely for anticipation of +your arrival. Are you well? You will find new roses for your cheeks +in this climate. And you may telegraph your acceptance, this once, if +you are too busy to write, although you know I deplore the lack of +those punctillios which once made of all custom and etiquette a most +charming thing." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +It was signed, "Yours, my dear, Sarah Hunter." +</P> + +<P> +There was a quaint twist to the letter S; sharp angles in the +chirography which a newer decade of femininity might have found sadly +lacking in a largeness of loops now indispensable as indication of +"character." And there was a postscript, of course. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +"Stephen O'Mara has been several times to dinner, since your departure. +He is working very hard, but most successfully, I am sure, for he +appears to be very happy. He is thinner than he was, but who could +have guessed that the boy he was would grow to be such a handsome man! +Men with eyes like his and such voices used to break the hearts of +susceptible maids, when I was sixteen. Do come! S. H." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +She read it aloud from beginning to end, nor did she falter much when +Caleb greeted the postscript with a shout of joy. Caleb was most +high-spirited those days, for the line in regard to the progress of +Steve's work was in truth an under-statement if anything, even though +the assurance of his happiness might have been called a misconstruance +of facts. Caleb had almost begun to think that he had done Dexter +Allison, his friend, an injustice. He had begun to congratulate +himself on having said nothing to him directly. +</P> + +<P> +"What do you think of it?" his sister asked pleasantly, when she had +finished reading. "Will it—do?" +</P> + +<P> +"If you mean—will it fetch her, I can only say Heaven knows!" Indeed +he was enjoying himself. "You feel positive that she cares for him, +you say?… But I thought you were always inclined to believe Steve +rather easy to look at, even as a boy?" +</P> + +<P> +"I was!" maintained Miss Sarah. Her voice grew girlish. "Do you +remember the night you gave him my old hunting coat, Cal, and he went +to sleep with it in his arms?" +</P> + +<P> +Some of the teasing note left her brother's voice. +</P> + +<P> +"Then why do you tell Barbara—why do you seem to infer—" he foundered +hopelessly. +</P> + +<P> +"Stupid!" said Miss Sarah. "Will she come?" +</P> + +<P> +"She won't!" he stated solidly. +</P> + +<P> +When he spoke in that tone Miss Sarah always chose to believe the +contrary, and events in this instance proved her right. Barbara did +not wire. She wrote a long letter full of little twists and turns +which led at last to the subject which Miss Sarah had mentioned so +parenthetically. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P CLASS="letter"> +"I am delighted at the prospect of getting away from town for a week," +she closed as she had opened her reply—"delighted at Mr. O'Mara's +splendid success. Last night I overheard father telling some business +associates that he would one day be the biggest power in the north +country, unless something happened to check him soon. That was very +flattering, wasn't it? It will make you very proud, I know. Tell Mr. +O'Mara I wished to be recalled to him. As I have already warned you in +this letter, father insists on coming with me. I think he must be a +little tired of the city himself, for he is very restless. And remind +Uncle Cal that I am to have the wish-bone, or I will not come at all!" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +This reply Miss Sarah also read aloud to her brother, in a voice that +was not quite Christian, however, for it was gloating in tone. +</P> + +<P> +"There!" she breathed, "and, Cal, aren't you ashamed sometimes to have +your judgment so often refuted by a mere woman?" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb had been reading in the Morrison Standard that the East Coast +Company had made unbelievable strides in its work, in spite of many +conspiring hard-luck circumstances; he was frowning over that oddly +veiled compliment of Allison's, which his daughter had so innocently +repeated, but he was glad to hear that Dexter, too, planned to run up +for the year-end. He was a bit bored himself. Now he grinned over +another thought. +</P> + +<P> +"She fails to mention whether she ever noticed the color of his eyes," +he choked a little, "or—or the heart-breaking quality of his voice! +Maybe she hasn't noticed 'em yet herself, eh?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah scorned to answer. She went upstairs to her desk and she +wrote two letters that night, before she retired. One went back to +Barbara. The other had not so far to travel, but it was longer in +reaching its destination. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap20"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XX +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +BLUE FLANNEL AND CORDUROY +</H3> + + +<P> +The world was snow-bound—all that small world which lay between the +hills in the valley at Thirty-Mile. For two days it had been snowing, +great flakes so plume-like that they seemed almost artificial, making +one think of the blizzards which originate high in theatre-flies under +the sovereignty of a stage-hand who sweats at his task of controlling +the elements. For two days it snowed so heavily that all work moved +but intermittently at the up-river camp; and then, two days before +Christmas, the mercury dropped sharply into the bulbs and the weather +cleared. +</P> + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara, standing at a window of his cabin late in the +afternoon, peering out upon that cold white world, was wondering if she +would have found it as wonderful as it seemed to him at that moment; he +was wondering whether he would have to break a fresh trail himself, +upon snow-shoes, if he were to join Fat Joe and Garry in town for the +holiday, when a team of horses came toiling into view far across the +snow. It was Big Louie, sitting huge and stolid upon his load of +supplies, coming in a whole day late and cracking his long lash over +the glossy backs of the bays which the lash was never allowed to touch. +Behind him another sledge appeared in turn, with two figures on the +seat, but even at that distance they looked neither so huge nor so +stolidly reconciled to the bite of the wind. Fallon was driving; +Shayne was beating his arms across his chest. And the second team was +fagged and caked with frozen lather. Big Louie had been breaking trail +for twelve bitterly hard hours, but his animals were still far from +spent—not so tired in fact but what they could throw forward their +heads and nicker at the sight of warm stables. Big Louie loved horses +as he loved nothing else in his whole dull world. Sober he fed them +bits of sugar, with strange throat-sounds which they must have +understood, it seemed; drunk he threatened the life of any man who +might chance to maltreat them. That was the reason Steve had made Big +Louie his head-teamster only two weeks before. +</P> + +<P> +From his window he watched the heavy loads crawl up to the store-house +door; he watched the drivers throw tarpaulins over the boxes and knew +that they were too weary to unload that night. And he was still there +at the frosted pane when the three men, Big Louie still plowing ahead, +hove into view again from the direction of the stables and came +straight toward his own shack. He opened the door and bade them enter +before they had had a chance to knock. The swagger in the shoulders of +two of them told him what to expect. Big Louie was only clumsy, as +usual. +</P> + +<P> +"You did well to make it," he told the latter, kindly, as he always +addressed him. His nod to the others, who reeked of white whiskey, was +in part a question, in no wise a welcome. "Well?" he asked. +</P> + +<P> +Apparently there had been a conference beforehand, for there was no +hesitancy on the part of Fallon, who had been ordained spokesman. +</P> + +<P> +"We've come for our time," he growled. +</P> + +<P> +Steve nodded gravely. +</P> + +<P> +"I see," he murmured. "May I ask what's your grievance, this time." +</P> + +<P> +They were the satellites of Harrigan. Because of that he had kept them +all where his eyes could find them at times. And even though their +arch-leader in discontent had not crossed his path in many days he +listened now to an echo of Harrigan's activities. +</P> + +<P> +"They're offering three a day in the Reserve camps." Fallon should not +have gloated. "Three a day and a bonus for the high week cut. We're +going back to the river." +</P> + +<P> +"I see," again observed Steve. "Are they guaranteeing this wage for as +long as you want to work." +</P> + +<P> +Apparently they had decided, too, that there should be no bargaining. +</P> + +<P> +"We want our time," Fallon reiterated. "This is going to be a man's +year on the river!" +</P> + +<P> +"You, also?" Steve inquired of Shayne. +</P> + +<P> +That worthy gloated too. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, me also," he came back, "an' a hundred others, before the ice +goes out." +</P> + +<P> +Big Louie he had given up for lost long before that, and yet it was +with Big Louie that Steve made a sincere effort. +</P> + +<P> +"I'd like to have you stay, Louie," he faced the third man. "I need +you, for you can do more with horses than any man I know. You are +worth three a day to me. Do you care to think it over?" +</P> + +<P> +Big Louie's eyes had been mournful when he stumbled in out of the cold. +They were that now. He started to turn toward the window for a look at +the stables, and then thought better of it. Resolutely, for him, he +shook his head. +</P> + +<P> +"I am done—me," he muttered. "I work for no company that will leave +honest men to starve." +</P> + +<P> +It was hopeless from the start, yet Steve tried again. +</P> + +<P> +"I can promise you work as long as you are able to hold a rein," he +offered, but he moved nearer the door while he was speaking. "That is +all I can promise." +</P> + +<P> +Perhaps Fallon believed that Big Louie was weakening; perhaps he felt +that the situation was too highly dramatic to be wasted, for he made a +wide flourish with one hand. +</P> + +<P> +"We want our time, and we want it now," he threatened. "We're going to +show you who bosses this river, before we're done with you!" +</P> + +<P> +Fallon shouldn't have gloated; he shouldn't have threatened. And +Shayne shouldn't have smiled. Steve had slipped the latch loose. Now +he swung open the door. +</P> + +<P> +"Call for your time at the Morrison office," he said evenly, "and if +you're going—why, go!" +</P> + +<P> +By collar and belt he swung him back and drove him sprawling into a +drift. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you in a hurry, too, Shayne?" he asked pleasantly, and Shayne +buried his head beside Fallon's in the snow. Then Steve closed the +door carefully and turned again to Big Louie. +</P> + +<P> +"Louie," he said, "I make it a rule to urge no man who does not wish to +stay. If it needs persuasion to keep you, I do not want you here. But +you are running with the wrong crowd, Louie; you'll learn it +someday—but someday may be too late." +</P> + +<P> +The big, dreamy-eyed man was hardly listening, but he gestured toward +the door. And Steve treated his departure kindly, as he had always +treated his presence. Outside where Shayne and Fallon had picked +themselves up, Big Louie hesitated and fumbled in his pocket with a +cold-cramped hand. He delivered the letter which had been entrusted to +him, before he went down the hill. There are many men like Big Louie +who are pitifully faithful until events outstrip their intellects. +Steve was sorry for him; and a half hour later, after he had read Miss +Sarah's prim note requesting his presence at dinner at seven-thirty, +Christmas eve, he grew sorrier still while he watched the ill-assorted +trio meet once more, blanket-packs upon their backs and snow-shoes on +their feet. Big Louie had joined the other two from the direction of +the stables. There were words between them, for Steve saw the huge +man's arm lift to strike Shayne to the ground, and then drop harmlessly +back to his side. And Steve knew what that bit of pantomime meant. +Big Louie had been to bid his team good-bye. There was a smudge of +brown sugar across his coat, though the watcher was too far away to see +that. But he knew that Big Louie had been crying, knew that Shayne had +smiled. It was the second time that Shayne had smiled that +evening—his second bad mistake. Long after they had disappeared into +the north toward the Reserve Company's camps, Steve wondered that it +had not cost him his life. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah's note which had been almost a week on the way was very +primly correct, but the inevitable postscript which under-ran it +sounded a more intimate note. +</P> + +<P> +"We are not excessively formal as a rule, Stephen," she wrote, "so a +dinner jacket will be adequate. As I am expecting two other guests +besides your friends, Mr. Morgan and Garrett Devereau, I must ask you +to let no business matters interfere with your promptness." +</P> + +<P> +Steve dared not let himself wonder who those other guests would prove +to be, Miriam Burrell, he knew, had already written Garry that this was +to be the saddest Christmas, and the merriest, that she had ever known, +giving as respective reasons her inability to be with him, and the fact +that she was so entirely his. Because he would not let himself hope +this time he was not disappointed, or at least so he told himself, when +he found only Dexter Allison with Caleb, the next afternoon near six. +And on a sudden thought his eyes went roving around the room then, +looking for Archibald Wickersham; but Miss Sarah gave him no time for a +protracted scrutiny. +</P> + +<P> +"Your room is ready, Stephen," she told him, and steered him toward the +stairs. "You have an hour in which to dress—and you know already that +I am old-maidenishly strict." +</P> + +<P> +Surely Archibald Wickersham was the other guest whom they were +expecting. Allison's very presence argued that. Yet Steve's nose +played him a startling trick as he mounted upward. He could have sworn +that he smelled that faint perfume which always made him remember, now, +his first letter from her; had he not been afraid to hope he would have +been positive that there was a flurry of skirts retreating above him. +But he knew that she could not have come. He knew it! And then, +three-quarters of an hour later, when he had dressed and turned again +to the stairway, she was there at the foot of the flight, waiting for +him to appear. In a little low pink satin gown that made rounded her +slenderness—made her appear even smaller than she was—she gave him an +elaborate courtesy from the main floor, and flung up at him her +laughter. +</P> + +<P> +"Merry Christmas, Sir Galahad," she called. +</P> + +<P> +Just as he had paused there a half-score of years before, Stephen +O'Mara paused now, with Caleb and Miss Sarah again gazing up at him. +It was the first time Sarah Hunter had seen the grown-up Steve in +conventional black and white; her emotions were much the same as they +had been on that remoter day. But Steve did not even see her glowing +face below him in that instant, nor Caleb's, nor that of Allison +either, who watching Steve's eyes, had suddenly ceased to smile. Caleb +knew what his sister's thoughts were, however, for he was recalling +that black velvet suit with silver buttons himself. While Steve and +Barbara were shaking hands he gained her ear in whispered admiration. +</P> + +<P> +"Sarah," he commented, "Sarah, you are clever!" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah was on the point of taking Dexter Allison's arm to lead the +way to table. Her reply was tuned to Caleb's ear alone. +</P> + +<P> +"She had thought of him in terms of blue flannel and corduroy long +enough," she said. "If you please, Dexter—Stephen, do you and Barbara +want any dinner?" +</P> + +<P> +Those two were still shaking hands. Steve, who was only dimly aware of +the fact that Garry and Fat Joe had arrived, the latter guilty of his +first dinner jacket and enormously proud of his guilt, stood looking at +Barbara while she was chattering at him, without hearing distinctly a +word she spoke. Miss Sarah's question helped to bring him back. +</P> + +<P> +"You look as though I were a wraith," the girl accused him. "Am I so +pale after a few weeks of sophisticated city air?" +</P> + +<P> +But her man had taken command of himself again, by then. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought you looked like—shall I tell you what I thought?" +</P> + +<P> +"Most certainly," she was forced to insist. "Wasn't it a bald enough +invitation for a pretty speech?" +</P> + +<P> +"I thought you looked like a small pink bon-bon," responded Steve +leisurely, and while the rest laughed at her discomfiture, Fat Joe +leaned over and nudged Garry. +</P> + +<P> +"What'd I tell you?" he demanded. "What'd I tell you? Say, ain't he +working well to-night?" +</P> + +<P> +But for once Joe had himself been misled into premature enthusiasm such +as he had decried in Garry. For if Barbara had, in Miss Sarah's +phrase, been thinking of Steve in terms of blue flannels and corduroy, +until then, before the dinner ended she was aware of a difference in +the attitude of this man who loved her, too great to be explained by +the clothes he wore. The very light in his eyes, whenever she +contrived to catch him gazing at her, convinced her of what was behind +his new restraint; and then, immediately, perversely, she set herself +to break it down by those very methods best calculated to strengthen +it. More than once that evening Dexter Allison withdrew from the +general conversation to watch the play of his daughter's glances upon +O'Mara's tanned face; several times he fell to chewing his lip as was +his custom when deeply perplexed. Complications scarcely ever troubled +Dexter Allison. He was beginning to awake to one now which already +worried him more than he cared to admit. +</P> + +<P> +There was no keeping the girl within doors after dinner was over. She +ran upstairs and changed into moccasins and white blanket coat, and +skirt that barely met the moccasin tops half-way. And Steve, who had +changed too and was waiting for her when she came down, had knotted a +crimson scarf about the middle of his belted jacket to match the white +one twisted about her throat. With much approval Miss Sarah noted, +while she watched them away on snow shoes, the bit of color it added to +his soberer garb; she promised herself to recall it to Caleb at some +future date. Caleb had very pronounced views regarding the lack of +vanity in men's dress. But for the time being she was content to go +upstairs and be alone with her campaigning. +</P> + +<P> +The man and girl climbed far that night in quite unbroken silence. +They had reached the crest of the first hill and stopped with the +higher ridges in front of them, black bulks filigreed with white, +before Barbara decided that she would have to make him talk. +</P> + +<P> +"Aren't you going to say anything at all?" she challenged then. +</P> + +<P> +She needed no explanation of his mood. To a woman there is no subtler +flattery than a man's dumb acknowledgement of her unattainability. He +talked when she bade him talk, but she was not positive whether she was +vexed or not because their conversation was of common-place things: The +work he was doing, upon which he was aggravatingly reticent, or the +severity of the last storm, or the amazing clarity of the night. +Certainty, however, was hers that he was no longer sure of +himself—that he was fighting silently against a growing conviction +that she was beyond his reach. +</P> + +<P> +It made her very happily sad, somehow, and when Steve told her about +Big Louie and his horses, the sadness became a lump in her throat, and +a blur in her eyes which the man could not help but see. +</P> + +<P> +"It is too bad," he said slowly. "I have been sorrier for him myself, +since his going, than I've been over anything for years. I do not know +just why, but I'm afraid for him. The others—" He stopped there, +catching himself before he had said too much. "I could always tell Big +Louie how I wanted a thing done, and know without one little bit of +doubt that he would stick to my orders. But that is the trouble with +his kind. Because he has no initiative of his own, he has to depend +upon the ideas which other men supply him. And there is no guarantee +whether they will be good or bad ideas." +</P> + +<P> +From the first he talked fitfully that night. On other occasions she +had noticed how his mind seemed to veer, whimsically, from one topic to +another with little apparent continuity of thought, only to swing back +again, just when she was beginning to feel that she had lost the thread +of inference, to point his argument with parallels that were new and +delightful wisdoms to her ears. But to-night his grave-voiced +divergences, oftener than not, left her thoughts behind his thoughts. +</P> + +<P> +"It is a very easy country to get lost in," he next remarked, when he +had had to insist that his sense of direction, and not hers, should be +the one to be trusted. "He was never able to go fifty rods into the +brush himself, without getting completely turned around, and he was +born in these hills, at that." +</P> + +<P> +Then he had to tell her that it was Big Louie to whom he was referring, +before she understood quite what he meant. But he abandoned that +trend, freakishly, the very next moment. +</P> + +<P> +"It doesn't seem complicated," he pondered. "To a man who has come +into the world with his sense of north and south and east and west all +safely relegated to his backbone instead of having to depend upon the +flighty functions of his brain for his guide, it's about the simplest +thing there is. He finds his way without thinking about the lay of the +land, or moss on the trees, or the sun or stars. But the other +one—the one who has to stop and reason that he must travel so many +miles to the west to reach home in the afternoon, because he came that +many in the morning—why, he even gets to doubting his compass, until +night catches him without a roof over his head and no wood collected +for a camp-fire." +</P> + +<P> +Long before then she had learned how sensitive a thing was his +spirit—and she wanted him to go on. +</P> + +<P> +"It must be a terrible thing to—to know that one is lost." Her hands +were buried deep in her pockets; she found it hard to keep pace with +his stride. "I am always afraid of the night noises in the woods." +</P> + +<P> +It was the girl in her which had spoken at which he smiled, but his +smile was absent-minded. +</P> + +<P> +"That is very strange, too," he accepted her lead, after contemplating +it for a time. "It is always the one who can't trust his compass who +loses his head, once he knows he's mixed up. Big Louie was that way. +He was lost once, for two days, before we found him; he was half mad +with terror and pretty near dead with fatigue. He had been running in +a big circle for hours, and we had to corner him before he would see +that we were friends. He'd been listening to the night noises, you +see; dwelling on the blackness and the silence and his lack of a fire, +until his brain was no longer any use to him." +</P> + +<P> +"What should one do?" she asked him faintly, when she knew that he was +waiting for her to speak. Yet his answer persisted in adding to that +word-image which his mind was molding. +</P> + +<P> +"Quit letting yourself look back over your shoulder, to see if anything +is following you!" He was suddenly gruff, and she knew that he was +talking at himself. "Quit dwelling on the crackle in the brush, and +the darkness, and the things you are afraid to fear. The wise man +stops when he knows he's lost his bearings; he busies himself +collecting wood for a fire, if not to keep the chill from his body by +exercise, then because it keeps his mind off himself. And he sleeps if +he can. Anyhow he lies quiet and rests. And when morning comes he +uses his reason better for having rested, if his instincts still play +him false. He has a look at the stars before daybreak; he watches the +sun come up, and he holds a straight line by the height of land, or by +the river flow, and he hits familiar country soon." +</P> + +<P> +This time the girl did not interrupt him. She was watching his face. +</P> + +<P> +"And that doesn't apply just to one little corner of the woods, or one +little corner of life, either, does it?" he mused. "When a man's +instinct fails him, he can stop and get his bearings back; when he's +afraid he can kindle a fire within him, always, if he'll only rustle +around before it gets too dark to search for fuel. But at that it +isn't so very easy, in life, to get one's bearings straight again. +It's stormy, some nights, maybe, and the stars don't shine; sometimes +day dawns cloudy and the sun is not advertising its location too +strongly. Instinct has always been strong in me, but there have been +times, too, when I have had to hold my eyes mighty steady on some +object far beyond me, to keep my line dead straight." He stopped short +and faced her. "You would be afraid, yes," he told her, "but you would +try hard to discipline yourself. You would never go rushing blindly +into a worse tangle, spending your strength and breaking your sanity +down. Big Louie is a child; discipline is wasted on him. And—and I +have always been able to find my way myself." +</P> + +<P> +She knew now toward what point he had been talking. Mentally he had +been wandering, as Big Louie once wandered in the flesh, in a wide +circle that fetched up again against that doubt in himself which was +hurting her, even while it was making her happy. He had taken the +example of Big Louie and applied it to his own life, and suddenly the +girl realized how infinitely greater was his philosophy thereof than +was hers. +</P> + +<P> +"I shall try to remember that," she answered soberly. "If ever I am +lost I—I shall try to wait confidently for daylight, and keep my eyes +to the fore." +</P> + +<P> +She was near to tears when he stooped and knelt in the snow to tighten +a thong slipping from one webbed foot. Below them stretched a plain of +shimmering frost-points, bounded by inscrutable walls of black timber. +Somewhere within the warmer heart of a swamp a fox yapped hungrily; +somewhere within her own heart his whimsical discourse had awakened a +sense of the mystery of his wilderness—its friendship for those who +love it—its implacable enmity for those who do not understand. And he +looked up just when that emotion came flooding into her face. +</P> + +<P> +"It is wonderful—wonderful—wonderful!" she breathed, throwing out +both arms with that ecstatic impulsiveness which he knew so well. "Now +I know why you said men always return to it, once they have felt its +spell." +</P> + +<P> +"You are lovelier than you know!" came back from him, almost gruffly +again; and she could not parry with lightness so swift and strained a +speech. +</P> + +<P> +"You always tell me very pretty things," was all she could think of to +say in reply. +</P> + +<P> +But then, rising, he flung back his head and shook himself as if +throwing off a burden too restraining and irksome. He laughed aloud, +and from that minute until he loosed her feet from the snowshoes he was +more like her "blue flannel and corduroy" lover again. But his attack +no longer made her fear herself. +</P> + +<P> +"If I cared for you, yes," he made her admit before he would let her go +in that night. "If I cared for you, my engagement to no man could +stand in the way. But that is the reason I know I do not care." +</P> + +<P> +She had seen him grave with doubt that night; seen him fight to shake +it off. There was doubt in his answer now. +</P> + +<P> +"Because I am not——" But he could not force himself to ask it. +</P> + +<P> +"Because I could never care as you would demand the woman should care +who marries you." +</P> + +<P> +She wanted to help him a little, she didn't know just why. Pity is a +very dangerous emotion, when pity is not sought. +</P> + +<P> +"You are loving me that way this minute," he said, but his words were +dogged. "Loving me more than you know." +</P> + +<P> +There was neither reference to her letter nor mention of that night at +Thirty-Mile when she had stolen out to bid him good-bye. Other long +tramps followed, on other pale and zero nights, but his attitude +remained much the same. Whimsically at times he shared his innermost +thoughts with her; always he told her that he cared, with a gentleness +in the telling that made it hard for her to listen. Barbara least of +all realized what those days were doing to her, but before that week +had run its course even Caleb's eyes were opened to the change in Steve. +</P> + +<P> +"I told you so," he said, but he took no delight in recommending it to +his sister's attention. "If he didn't know it before, she's taught him +this trip that he hasn't a chance." +</P> + +<P> +"Your sensation is ancient history, Cal," was all she would reply. +</P> + +<P> +And even though, so far as Steve's peace of mind was concerned, Miss +Sarah's scheming had not helped at all, that tiny lady still chose to +view her activities complacently the day Barbara took leave of her +again. +</P> + +<P> +"Write me every detail of your plans," Miss Sarah ordered her. "Proxy +bridal preparations are better than none, my dear, and I am madly +interested." +</P> + +<P> +At the last minute Barbara bobbed her dark head in reply. +</P> + +<P> +"I will," she promised meekly. And then, wide eyes vague with fear: +"Aunt Sarah, I—I'm not sure that I want to be—married at all!" +</P> + +<BR> +<HR WIDTH="60%" ALIGN="center"> +<BR> + +<P> +"You will be coming back," he told her again the day he put her on the +train. "You will be back in the spring?" +</P> + +<P> +It was his old, hopeful challenge, with all the hope left out. +</P> + +<P> +"I think so," she faltered in return. "I mean to come and see the +completion of your work, if father will let me." She knew a moment of +confusion. "I wonder, many nights, if you are safe, up here in the +hills." +</P> + +<P> +Indeed, Miss Sarah had made progress, though the surface indications +were small. The girl would never think of him again simply in terms of +blue flannel and corduroy. But that was not the most disturbingly +vivid memory which she carried away with her. +</P> + +<P> +"I love you," he framed the words silently as the train was pulling +out, and although their positions were reversed, the moment was so +reminiscent of that day when he had leaned out of her father's switch +engine cab and asked if she wanted a ride, that it made her throat ache. +</P> + +<P> +She waved a small gloved hand to him on the platform. +</P> + +<P> +She did not want to go. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap21"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXI +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +SETTING THE STAGE +</H3> + + +<P> +There are two interviews which should be mentioned here, if for no +other reason then merely because they were both so entirely the outcome +of Miss Sarah's Christmas party. Neither of them were long; the last +one which took place between Wickersham and the girl he was to marry +was the briefer of the two. But her prettily serious argument that the +first of May was too early a date for their wedding, in view of the +work which he had to do and her own state of unpreparedness, left him +so white of face that she felt guiltily sorry for him for many days to +follow—felt guiltier still at the relief she experienced when she had +established that reprieve. The other interview was longer, and took +place days earlier, but it was no more of a delight to Archibald +Wickersham. +</P> + +<P> +Dexter Allison had returned home almost a week in advance of his +daughter, pleading stress of business, but in spite of the demands upon +his time and attention, he had found it impossible to forget the night +of the dinner, when he had watched his daughter's eyes upon Stephen +O'Mara's face. +</P> + +<P> +Allison had never professed a knowledge of women. Like her mother, +Barbara had been many, many times an enigma which he who had often +taken men's souls apart had not dared even to try to solve. Partly +because of that, partly because his observation in other quarters had +taught him the dangerous futility of it, he had lifted his voice +neither in encouragement nor protest of Archibald Wickersham. The two +had grown up from childhood together—Barbara and the man whom she was +engaged to marry—and more than once her father had assured himself +that at least there was a long knowledge of each other's shortcomings +to make for safety in the long run. +</P> + +<P> +His own dislike for Wickersham he had never allowed to sway his middle +course of non-interference. And he had never liked the boy; never +learned to like the man he had grown to be. Underneath Dexter +Allison's jovial exterior there was a cynicism which for hardness would +have made Garry Devereau's worst moments seem mere childish fits of +spleen. Men do not watch other men whimper and beg for mercy—little +rascals who have been nipped in a greater schemer's trap—without +beginning to wonder, soon or late, how much of man is warped and +twisted; and he had been watching Archie Wickersham now for months. He +believed that men's men were not women's men, the oft-repeated epigram +to the contrary. He had eaten too many dinners at which the lion of +the evening who sat on the charming hostess's right hand, was a man of +rank and a thing of ranker repute. But after his first shock at the +realization that his baby was a woman grown, he had promised himself +that her engagement and Wickersham's should be a long one; promised +that the man into whose keeping she was given should have earned the +title in full. +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham's code, in many respects, was above reproach. Allison had +taken pains to ascertain that. But beyond that he did not let himself +go; he neither allowed himself to wonder at, nor regret, her choice. +He was too honest to decry in another much which he knew would not +measure up to Golden Rule standards in himself. And he had a really +great man's unshakable faith in his own flesh and blood. +</P> + +<P> +Yet he had been troubled more than a little since his Christmas trip to +Morrison. When he turned a page he turned it for all time, but in the +last day or two he had caught himself surrepticiously trying to steal a +glance at some which had only just rustled into place. Dexter Allison +had left brilliant men of cross-examination panting impotently at the +barrenness of their efforts; he had known it and enjoyed it to the +full. But he knew, too, that he could never face, jauntily or +otherwise, one reproach in the dusky eyes of the girl with whom he had +more than once played truant, to breakfast with Caleb and Miss Sarah. +And he was facing that thought, nearer to panic than he had ever been +before, the night before New Year's, when Wickersham was announced at +nine. He was thinking of Barbara's mother when he beckoned his guest +to a chair, shook his head over his red cheeks, and offered a cigar. +</P> + +<P> +"Devilish cold weather," he grunted, none too graciously, for he had +not wanted to be disturbed just then. +</P> + +<P> +The younger man admitted that it was. His mind, plainly, was not upon +the weather, but he found difficulty in introducing a topic of his own +choosing. Outspokenness had never been one of Archie Wickersham's +boldest characteristics, so Allison assisted him now. Allison liked a +man to be outspoken. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," he demanded, "let's hear it. What's on your mind?" +</P> + +<P> +There are times when hatred will betray 'most any man. Hatred now led +Wickersham to speak not wisely but with venom. +</P> + +<P> +"I want you to refuse to renew your name on the East Coast notes," he +said. "They are due on the second." +</P> + +<P> +Few men had ever said "I want you to" to Dexter Allison and, as he put +it, "gotten away with it to any great extent." And of all nights this +one in particular was the least likely to prove propitious for such an +attempt. That was Wickersham's oversight. +</P> + +<P> +"So!" said Dexter, "so! Well, now for your reason." +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham had not learned until after Barbara's departure that she was +spending the holidays in Morrison, for he had himself expected to be +away. And it is only fair to the girl to say that she had honestly +forgotten to apprise him of her plan, in her real excitement at going. +But finding it out for himself had not made the fact any pleasanter to +Wickersham. +</P> + +<P> +"It should be clear enough without explanation," he enunciated each +word nicely, "if you want that road they are building." +</P> + +<P> +Allison glanced up, surprised at the tone employed. +</P> + +<P> +"Meaning of course I do," he mused. "And yet—and yet, I don't know!" +</P> + +<P> +Fear burned in the tall, thin man's eyes that night—fear that made his +hatred for the absent man who was teaching him fear anything but a +pretty thing to watch. +</P> + +<P> +"I've tried to buy off their men." He was holding himself with an +effort that made him tremble. "I've held up their supplies on every +track that we control, but they've had the luck with them. They've +made up lost time by working day and night. I've——" +</P> + +<P> +"You've set a drunken fool to steal his plans," drawled the other with +deadly sarcasm, "like a second-rate, one-night-stand villain. Don't +forget to mention that, too!" +</P> + +<P> +In many ways it resembled an earlier conference which they had shared +together; in many points it differed from it. For if Allison had +goaded the other man, on that former occasion, largely from a malicious +delight in stirring him to verbal violence, such a thought was farthest +from his mind now. Allison was talking from a new angle. If a turned +page was a turned page to him, at least his memory was good. His +lounging body shifted a little. +</P> + +<P> +"Archie, do you remember what I told you about that woods-rat, as you +called him once? Did I tell you that he would fight? Well, listen and +listen closely while I repeat it for you. He hasn't even warmed to it +yet!" +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham went yellow at that, but his icy self-control held firm. He +did not break into vituperation this night; he smiled, though his voice +was only a whisper. +</P> + +<P> +"Men have dropped out of sight before now, in those woods," he husked. +"I'll win, or I'll see that he lies and rots in one of his own +sink-holes." +</P> + +<P> +A big voice is a wonderful weapon at times. Allison's booming bass +made Wickersham's threat seem only mean and hollow when the heavy man +leaped to his feet and shook a finger under that high-bridged nose. +</P> + +<P> +"No you won't!" he snapped. "No you won't! And if I didn't know, +after hearing you talk, that you haven't stuff enough in you to be +dangerous, I'd fix you so you'd be in no condition to bushwhack anybody +for the next six months. I'm in a bad mood to-night. Drop out of +sight, eh? You'll play this fair—fair at least as I see it by my +standards, and they are better standards than yours. You've come +dictating to me, ordering me to slip a knife into their backs. Are you +that kind of a sneak? Did you think I was? Now listen again, and +listen well, for I mean what I say! +</P> + +<P> +"I want that railroad, if the man who is building it is too weak to +keep me from taking it away from him. But if I don't get it on such a +basis, I'll know that there is a man at the head of it who is big +enough to take care of my share of it. Have you got that? Very well. +And now go back to your melodrama, if you want to. Steal his men, if +he will let you; fight him every inch of his construction—that is your +job—and I'll still insist that it is his fault if he is tardy on the +first of May. But it's you and O'Mara from now on, Archie. I'll be a +spectator now! And, by Gad, don't you ever come near me again with a +request that I … don't you ever let me hear you threaten that +you——" +</P> + +<P> +Allison's face was suffused before he finished, and Wickersham, +astounded past utterance, slid from his chair away from that +flourishing hand which had become a fist. It was no scene to take +place between a man and his prospective son-in-law. Realizing that +Allison tried to laugh, deprecatingly, at his temper. +</P> + +<P> +"Go out and get him, Archie," he invited. "I'll be watching, don't +doubt that. And I know how much you want to win. It's a bigger stake +than most folks realize!" +</P> + +<P> +Like Barbara he tried to make his side of the interview kindly at the +end, but he sent the other man away wondering whether he had understood +that last remark, and afraid to think that he had. And two other +things Allison had done. For once he had started to pay hush money to +his conscience. Once and for all, like Fat Joe, he had registered at +last a refusal to interfere in any way that might spoil the climax of +the "big show" for which Fate or Chance or Destiny, or whatever men may +call it, was setting the stage, with an unhurried calm that contrasted, +ironically, with the mad haste of her actors. +</P> + +<P> +But he watched, as he had promised he would. The same day that more +than half of O'Mara's men went on strike and deserted to the Reserve +Company's payroll, the news reached him that a trainload of laborers +had been shot in to take their places—those very types of laborers +which Steve himself had warned Elliott would not last an hour, in the +event of trouble. For a week Allison wondered that there was no clash +between the displaced men who believed that the river was theirs alone +and this new corps which Garry Devereau was handling at the lower end +of construction, not by physical prowress, as Fat Joe had ruled, but +just as surely and all because, as Joe himself put it, he could damn a +man merely by bidding him good-morning. +</P> + +<P> +"Honey crossed north to-day to have a look at his winter cut," Joe +would observe to his chief at supper at Thirty-Mile; and before the +night was many hours older Allison too, in Manhattan, would have +learned by wire in less picturesque phraseology, that Archie Wickersham +was missing no chances. +</P> + +<P> +"They have now finished hauling their logs to the river," Joe told +Steve one night after a prolonged scouting trip. "They are turning +their attention to their float dams, now!" +</P> + +<P> +And when that news was relayed to the big man who never ceased to watch +he understood why there had been no violence when the rivermen went on +strike. +</P> + +<P> +With a clumsiness that shamed him Allison contrived to pass on to his +daughter all such bits of gossip which dribbled down to him; that is, +all which appertained strictly to Stephen O'Mara's race against time, +and not to the opposition which he was meeting. Her excitement was a +bubbling thing, innocent of suspicion or premonition, but he was like a +war-worn veteran who stands watching column after column wheel into +position, waiting the word to go in, and knows he cannot respond. +</P> + +<P> +Many times Barbara tried to write to Steve in those days and each time +destroyed the badly scored sheet, either in dismay at the wilful +intimacy of her pen or disgusted with its stilted aloofness. She saw +less and less of Wickersham that winter, partly because his affairs +were monopolizing all his time, partly because she managed to spend +most of her waking hours with Miriam Burrell or her father, who +appeared doubly, humbly glad of her companionship. Always she insisted +that Stephen O'Mara would win through; she made happy, petty wagers +with both of them, in anticipation of their journey north, against the +first of May. But there was one bit of news which her father had not +been able to pass on to her. For Dexter Allison had had no way of +learning of a night when the man who was most in their thoughts had +finally lifted a bleak face from his arms, in his cabin up-river, and +forced himself, hard-eyed, to acknowledge one defeat. +</P> + +<P> +It was the bitterest January that the hill country had known in twenty +years; but mile by mile that month the twin lines of steel crept +steadily into the north under the urgings of Garry's smooth voice. The +snowfall for February broke all records for half that period; but +Steve, with his handful of men at Thirty-Mile, put his piling down. +And then it rained—it rained until small brooks ran torrents and the +river tumbled white and thunderous its entire length. +</P> + +<P> +The snow went off the last of March that spring and the gorges could +not carry away the water. The sun turned summer hot; it burned the +higher ridges dry while the valleys still lay hidden in flood. It was +August temperature, the third Sunday in April, when Stephen O'Mara +stood and watched, beneath the glare of kerosene torches, his bridge at +Thirty-Mile go into position between dark and dawn. +</P> + +<P> +There was no man among them that day who did not show upon his face the +strain they had been under. They were few, they were unshaven and +dirty and lean as hungry hounds; but they were the men whom Steve had +once bidden Hardwick Elliott to watch, once they had begun to scent +combat. Fat Joe was no longer plump. Steve was worn down to actual +thinness. And it would have taken a careful eye to have selected the +chief from their ranks that Sunday. +</P> + +<P> +The huge timbers had dropped into place like bits of jig-sawed puzzle. +At three in the afternoon, too tired both in body and soul for elation, +Steve watched them drive home the last spike and heard their hoarse +effort at a cheer. He had turned to start toward his shack, not like a +man who knows that the end of a well-nigh hopeless task is in sight, +but like a beaten man. The first of May meant more to Steve than any +clause of the East Coast Company's contract could convey. He had not +had even one letter since he put her upon her train. Wickersham's +appearance on horseback, at the head of the valley, picking his way +around the flooded meadow, halted him in his heavy-footed climb. A +whistle shrilled, far to the south of them, down the completed track. +And then, after ten years and more, they were face to face again. +</P> + +<P> +"That bridge will have to go down!" Wickersham was breathing hard, for +all that he had been riding. "I'm going through with my drive to-day!" +</P> + +<P> +He had dismounted. Steve smiled at him. +</P> + +<P> +"You're a whole week previous, Wickersham," he said, wearily. "I'll be +signaling for your first load of logs in less than sixty hours." +</P> + +<P> +Archibald Wickersham wished that he could have believed it impossible, +for it would have given him courage and lent conviction to his stand. +But he knew just how fast those few remaining miles of open roadbed +would be spanned. His eyes were furtive; there was no body to his +voice. +</P> + +<P> +"My men are on the banks," he blustered. "My first head of logs has +started down. It's too late to argue now—too late for your promises +that none but fools ever believed!" The sure irrevocability of what he +was saying blanched his cheeks. "I cannot wait for a miracle to be +performed. My timber must come out on this flood." +</P> + +<P> +Stephen O'Mara had whipped him once, but men had interfered. This day +Chance or Destiny or Fate—whatever you may choose to call it—saved +him from destruction. The lean and weary man who had not been out of +his clothes for three days and three nights, save for a plunge in the +icy river, had taken his first step forward, when the whistle screamed +a nearer warning. +</P> + +<P> +She had told him that she would come to see the finish of his race, but +he had long since stopped believing that. And now when she stood and +waved her hand at him from the brass-railed observation platform of +Allison's private car which a switch engine, out of patience with the +grade, was shunting across the lower end of the clearing, he could only +stand and stare dully, no faith in his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +The loud plaid of her father's garb flashed behind her in the doorway. +Hardwick Elliott's fine face peered over his shoulder. And Wickersham, +who had not seen his fiance in a month, had started toward them, +stiffly erect in his immaculate whipcord habit. Wickersham was +smiling; Wickersham was safe again. For Fate or Chance or Destiny who +had been setting the stage was bringing on her principals. She would +brook no <I>ad lib</I> now. +</P> + +<P> +A low mutter in the north became an ominous murmur while Steve was +following slowly in Wickersham's steps, and he realized what it meant. +He stopped to stare at his handful of men, rearing their heads to +listen, too. Steve had been all winter alone with the puzzle of his +own inferiority which he could never understand. And a minute later, +when he had reached out to help to the ground a little blue clad figure +with fur at throat and wrists, she drew the be-furred edge of her skirt +about her ankles and laughingly refused his assistance, and jumped to +the ground unaided. She was far too excited to know what she was +doing; she hardly saw him at all in that first moment, but the act +spelled much to him. His hands were grimy, his face stubbly and +streaked with sweat and mud, and he had been months alone with his +too-sensitive spirit. +</P> + +<P> +"You should not be here," was all he said to her. "This is no place +for you." +</P> + +<P> +He shook hands with the men, mechanically—Allison quizzical, Elliott +concerned. He went back to his bridge. The water had come up a half +foot in the last few minutes some one—Fat Joe, perhaps—told him; it +was sucking greedily at the piles. And in the north the ominous murmur +had become a rhythmic roar. +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham's men were driving the river. They were singing "Harrigan, +That's Me!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap22"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +IT HAPPENS IN BOOKS +</H3> + + +<P> +It is said that men remember many things when death is imminent; and +for days and days something had been dying hard in Stephen O'Mara's +breast. His step was slow that afternoon when he drew apart to take up +his position alone upon a bit of higher ground, his shoulders heavy and +drooping; yet his brain was feverishly active. Recollection of many +long gone days—thoughts of many things—came darting to his mind; but +they were not thoughts of desperate, last-minute expedients which might +stave off this present crisis. For if he had believed that force alone +would win for him; if he had had faith that mere numbers could save his +construction, he would not have left Garry Devereau with his scores of +laborers, busy five miles to the south. Steve was not thinking of his +construction now; it had become a dim and remote consideration. It had +lost its importance in his scheme of things. +</P> + +<P> +They came slowly at first—Wickersham's logs—thudding heavily, one by +one, into the underpinnings of the bridge, sliding free or lodging +cross-current as the case might be; then in a thicker and thicker tide +that ground and up-ended and settled with the weight of the +coffee-colored flood behind it. In the beginning the handful of men +who had put those timbers into place set themselves, doggedly, to save +their completed structure, until the man who had worked with them, +shoulder to shoulder, through the night called them with a nod back to +the bank. Obediently then they collected in a small knot behind him, +murmurous, gutterally grumbling; waiting his further word they squatted +on their haunches, staring hungrily at their chief who stood in seeming +surrender, head bowed before them. +</P> + +<P> +The coming of Wickersham's men was not a thing of degrees. They poured +into view through the brush fringe at the north edge of the marsh and +halted, but only for an instant. +</P> + +<P> +"Who is your friend at the time when you need a friend?——Harrigan, +that's me!" +</P> + +<P> +The maudlin menace of that chorus rocketed from ridge to ridge. Then, +a tight-ranked mass of humanity, they had formed and were sweeping +forward again, stepping out to the beat of the ragtime which was their +marching hymn. And still the man who stood apart from the rest gave no +sign that he was aware of their approach. Once he did straighten; when +separate faces began to be distinguishable in that reeling mob he +turned and gazed, emptily, toward the group a few yards +away—Wickersham putty-skinned before this storm which he had brewed; +Allison himself pale; and the girl whose eyes were staring back at him +with no clear understanding in their depths. He made no move toward +action, not even when the singing pack surged up and spread out before +him, until a jostling crescent, straggling at the points, half +encircled him and swallowed up as well the little knot behind which had +come bristling to its feet. Their onslaught had seemed an irresistible +thing, bent upon instant violence; and yet little by little their +syncopated defiance died away until they, too, were staring uncertainly +at that worn and mud-stained figure which seemed to hang its head. His +very inertia robbed them of their impetus. +</P> + +<P> +"Harrigan, that's me!" they faltered now, and there came a lull in the +valley at Thirty-Mile, broken only by heavy breathing and the crunch of +logs jamming beneath the bridge, and the ugly swirl of backed-up water. +It held quiet while Steve looked up, mildly, and scanned the ring in +front of him and nodded in recognition to a sullen few; then oaths +broke that silence, and a command for room to pass. An upheaval +disrupted the crescent's centre. Steve saw Big Louie's face high above +the heads of his shorter companions; he watched him plow heavily +forward. Shayne he glimpsed, automatically, and Fallon, faithful +henchmen. And then Harrigan stood forth. +</P> + +<P> +Long arms dangling, palms back, almost to his knees, that red-headed +one minced forward on the balls of his feet. Harrigan was redeeming a +promise many weeks overdue. It was spring, and Harrigan had come back! +</P> + +<P> +"I'm here," he spoke to that bowed head, "if you are afther carin' to +welcome me!" +</P> + +<P> +"I've been expecting you, Harrigan." +</P> + +<P> +Again that startling mildness. +</P> + +<P> +There is little wonder that it deceived the riverman. Listening, +watching O'Mara's slack form even Fat Joe's face burned; even Archie +Wickersham's dared flash in triumph. And Harrigan's went savagely +exultant. +</P> + +<P> +"You talked out loud to me, once," he taunted. "Is it so difficult you +find it now to speak up so I can hear?" +</P> + +<P> +"Would you promise to listen to argument, Harrigan?" +</P> + +<P> +Vilification tore at the other's lips, until friend and enemy marveled +at what Steve took in silence. +</P> + +<P> +"You have begun many things in this counthry," the obscene tirade +ended. "You came out of these woods with rags on your back and started +at bein' a gentleman when we were only bhoys. You've made a gr-reat +success av it with the ladies, we'll gr-rant you that; but you should +have stuck to your soft and lily-white pastime. For when you aimed to +turn this river into a gentleman's proposition you started something +too big for you to finish. I'm taking it off your hands, now. Can't +you even talk back like a man?" +</P> + +<P> +There must be fire starting over in the north-east, Steve meditated +with an irrelevance strange even to himself—and that reference to her +surely was not needed! Yes, there was a smudge of smoke rising behind +Twin-face; people should be more careful whore they dropped matches in +an unseasonably hot spring like this—and Harrigan's sneer for the boy +who had come, wonder-eyed, out of the wilderness and looked upon the +picture-thing in kilted velvet which she had been was certainly +squandered viciousness now. Past and present they trouped before him, +thoughts that spanned years of time and covered leagues of country, yet +long before Harrigan had finished with his question Steve knew how he +was going to answer it. He didn't have to debate that, and +deliberation only gave him the keener joy of anticipation. +</P> + +<P> +All his life opposition had been a familiar of his. Days of hunger he +had known and cold, and nights of black discouragement, but never so +black until now but what he had been able to hold his vision clear. +But that vision was not his any longer to contemplate. +</P> + +<P> +Circumstance had been his handicap; Circumstance he had met and thought +to bend to his will; and yet Circumstance had beaten him; in the end +Custom was laughing in his face. Beside those intangible antagonists +which had been his this personal enemy was only puny, only braggard and +swaggering and cheap. But it was a bone and muscle antagonist; it was +an entity—a thing upon which one might hurl oneself and spend one's +bitter intoleration. +</P> + +<P> +Steve had stopped thinking; he had had too much of thought. Suddenly +that question which had been a riddle to him was a riddle no longer. +He had the answer, and could see himself as others no doubt had seen +him—a fool who had believed in the supremacy of fineness; a boy who +had reached for the moon. But it left the issue clearer now. He, too, +was a riverman; the degree was different, that was all. And rivermen +did not vex their brains with abstract problems; they fought with their +hands. His bowed head came back then, and the mass of men, catching +sight of the mad, glad light that flared in his eyes, rolled back to +give them room. He laughed at Harrigan. He was laughing at himself. +They heard and marveled at the pleasantry of his answer. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe you are right, Harrigan," he said. "You may be—I do not know. +I have started big things and left them unfinished. But you are wrong +for the rest of it, Harrigan, for I am going—to—finish—you!" +</P> + +<P> +Men tell of that encounter now; it is already epic on the river. One +may listen to its details, and he chance into any of a half dozen +places:—Mulcahy's, Laduc's, or Whitted's that once was Brown's. And +always one will hear different details, but always one accord of +verdict. They will tell you that no man ever went through worse +vengeance and stayed a living man. +</P> + +<P> +For like a blast of wrath O'Mara lifted and struck him. Harrigan's +hands had not left his hips before he met the ground, and he was back +on his feet like a bounding ball only to go down again before the +smashing impact of those blows. Caution he tried to use in rising and +they searched out his face, his chin, and drove him hither and yon. +Open fighting was not the river style of fighting and he closed this +time and wrapped his gorilla arms about this fury who fought with +lightning strokes to keep him off. His greater weight o'erbore them +both; he broke away and his hob-nailed boots, lashing out, bit the +flesh of O'Mara's temple—they tore the turf where his face had been. +</P> + +<P> +There was madness in Harrigan's hideous roarings of hate, madness in +his blind rushes; but his bull-strength availed at first. He weathered +destruction and managed to close again. This time the lighter man was +ready for the scuff of those armed boots; he twisted and covered his +face with his shoulder, and only his shirt ripped open to let blood +stream from the rent. On their feet they rocked—to their knees! +Faces grinding into the earth they strained and broke away. And always +Harrigan came back and found him, blindly. Once his hairy hands +searched O'Mara's face and O'Mara's forehead went wet with the agony of +fingers tearing at his eye-sockets. Dropping he escaped that gouging +grip, coming up he caught Harrigan's chin and turned him over backward. +</P> + +<P> +Harrigan squandered his strength in drunken rushes, his breath in +screams of hate. He tore forward when the other had already stepped +aside, and Steve, shaking away the blood that was trickling rivulets +into his eyes, met him returning. There came a time when Harrigan's +enveloping arms found him less readily; came a change when Harrigan had +to stand up and fight. And then, with deadly, insensate purpose which +made the other's madness a wild and futile thing, Stephen O'Mara set +himself to chop his face to pieces. Flail-like blows he side-stepped, +and whipped to the other's eyes. That open guard he feinted wider and +laid flesh open raw. Harrigan could no longer curse, for his lips were +puffy things pulped between his own teeth and those merciless knuckles. +He could only sob, great groaning gasps for breath—and then he +couldn't see! +</P> + +<P> +And now Steve was laughing aloud. He knew that <I>she</I> was watching; +knew what loathing was in her eyes. And he—he was a riverman! +Sobbing himself for air, dripping crimson from forehead and shoulder, +he set himself and swung from the waist. Like a pole-axed ox, Harrigan +stopped as he was lurching in. His mouth sagged; his eyes flew wide in +a fixed and stupid stare. Then his legs folded under him and he swayed +limply down. But that blast of wrath would not let him lie! It raised +him and beat him down again; raised him and beat him down. By his +throat Steve swung him up—by throat and buckled belt. High over his +head he swung that bulk and lashed forward from his heels. And +Harrigan went back to his panting followers; twisting and spinning, his +body swept Shayne and Fallon to the ground. +</P> + +<P> +Allison had not stirred, nor putty-faced Wickersham, nor the girl who +stood with hands at breasts. And now toward them Stephen O'Mara +wheeled. His legs would fail him, and he steadied them; blood blinded +him, and he wiped it away. Swaying giddily, he managed, somehow, a +smile. +</P> + +<P> +"Wickersham, I have met the man whom you hired to fight for you," he +called clearly, "and he has earned his wage! Are you man enough to +step forward now and fight for yourself?" +</P> + +<P> +Wickersham clucked drily in his throat, and lifted an elbow to shield +his face. Shrinking back behind the first shelter that chance afforded +him he put the girl between him and his fear. And then weakness seized +upon that sick and swaying man, but he spoke to her—to the unspeakable +horror in her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara," he called thickly, "Barbara!" +</P> + +<P> +He groped toward her, and she cried out, and drew back from such hands +as those. Then a black wall rose before him and shut her from his +sight. Fat Joe caught him as he fell. +</P> + +<P> +Like huddled sheep, O'Mara's men and Wickersham's watched Joe bear him +up the hill. Shayne and Fallon were bending over Harrigan; by the +others he lay ignored. It was a mob without a leader until, as is the +way in all crises, a new leader arose. Big Louie, stolid face no +longer stolid, strode between those two factions and achieved the +unknown heights for which his eyes had always hungered. +</P> + +<P> +"I work for no man but is a man," he boomed. "That bridge—she still +is hold!" +</P> + +<P> +Steve had bidden Hardwick Elliott watch these men if their big moment +ever came. And Elliott and Allison watched now. They were sheep no +longer, nor malcontents, nor misled tools of cunning. Like wolves they +followed that nameless man who was out upon the jam. Wickersham's men +were back on the river, but that bridge would continue to hold! And +while they worked, while Elliott and her father watched spellbound, +blindly Barbara Allison turned, with no thought of what she was doing, +and walked blindly into the brush. +</P> + +<P> +The river was running clear by dusk when they raised the first hue and +cry for her. It was dark when a runner bore the news to the cabin on +the hillside that she was missing. And when men had been beating the +woods for her for twelve hours as best they could in the dark, and no +word came that she was found, Fat Joe no longer dared let lie in sleep +his friend whose body he had cleansed and bandaged. At daybreak Joe +waked him and told him Barbara was lost. They tried to argue with him, +for his knees were still unsteady; even Allison whose jovial body +seemed to have shrunk during his hours of waiting tried to convince him +that the men now looking for her would find her soon or had already +found her, perhaps. But he brushed them away while he was dressing; he +threw off the hands that tried to detain him. And it was Steve who +found her, as he had known it would he, just before a second night of +dread was closing in upon her. +</P> + +<P> +In circles of ever increasing radius he traveled at a foxtrot which +thoughts of Fallon and Shayne and Harrigan would not let him abandon; +but he had to run her down when he caught sight of her, for she fled +like a wild thing before him. Floundering in a cedar swamp, soaked to +the knees, little blue be-furred suit heavy with black muck, he came up +with her. She was kneeling, shaking with terror, face hidden by her +loosened hair, when he bent over her and raised her to her feet. +</P> + +<P> +"Please," she whimpered, "Oh, please——" +</P> + +<P> +Yet when he spoke her name her head leaped back and she recognized him +instantly. +</P> + +<P> +"I tried to wait," she chattered with all the voice she had left. "I +tried to sit still until someone came for me, but I thought I knew the +way. I tried not to listen to the noises; I remembered about the +stars; and I knew I shouldn't run. But I thought you were—I thought +you were——" +</P> + +<P> +Remembered terror choked her. Consciousness slipped away. +</P> + +<P> +By the same trail which once had led him to the "city" of Morrison he +carried her now to that cabin which stood on the balsam knoll in the +crook of the west branch; nor was it far for she had traveled straight, +though in the wrong direction. But it was long after dark when the +river gleamed ahead of him through the trees, jet and glassy in the +deep pools, streaked with blurred star-reflections in the riffles. A +grown woman is a grown man's burden, even though she seem very small to +him; and Steve had to travel slowly. His head was spinning from +fatigue and the throb of the jagged tear above his temple when the log +building, streaked white with clay chinking, loomed up ahead, and yet +involuntarily he stopped there a moment with his burden. +</P> + +<P> +He had pictured, many times, a night when he would bring her there, +with both of them watching the moon in the rapids and listening to the +waves lipping the banks. This was not that night; that night would +never be. But the rebellion and bitterness was gone from his heart. +After he had removed her wet shoes and stockings and brush-whipped suit +and sheer black blouse, and she slept the sleep of exhaustion into +which she had slipped from unconsciousness without even opening her +eyes, he built a fire and sat before it until morning came. And when +it dawned and she waked dazedly while he was preparing breakfast, he +had finished reconstructing many things. +</P> + +<P> +Her eyes went from wall to wall, frightened still and questioning at +first, so he merely nodded and went outside and left her to remember +alone. Returning with wood on his arm he found recollection of much in +her gaze. She was looking at the thin heeled, buttoned boots before +the fireplace; the stockings and furred garments cleaned of mud and +dried on the backs of chairs. A cloud of color stole up from the +blanket edge at her throat to the line of her hair. +</P> + +<P> +"You were wet," he explained simply, "and you were too spent to help +yourself. I could not let you sleep in them." +</P> + +<P> +"I understand," her answer faltered a little. "I was just +thinking.… I knew such things happened, but I thought it was only +in books." +</P> + +<P> +Drowsily she watched him bending over frying pan and coffee pot, +content herself to lie and rest. But after a time, with fuller +awakening, the bandage about his head claimed her attention. To her it +seemed impossible that this smoothly shaven man in clean blue shirt +could be the same one who had emerged from a struggle still sickeningly +brutish to her. Involuntarily she shuddered a little without knowing +that he watched. +</P> + +<P> +"I am going to the spring for fresh water," he told her then. "There +will be time for you to dress; and breakfast will be ready when I come +back." +</P> + +<P> +Submissive before his tone she replied that she was hungry; that she +would be ready, too. She had donned blouse and skirt and stocking and +shoes and finished braiding her hair when he re-entered. He showed her +a tin basin outside filled with icy water for her face and hands. And +then they sat down in silence to breakfast. +</P> + +<P> +Once he had dreamed what their first meal together in that room would +be like. This morning when she insisted upon pouring the coffee and +scorched her hand in the attempt and chided him for careless +housekeeping, pain showed in his smile. But she did not immediately +understand. She only realized how sombre he was; how thin he looked +and tired. Again her eyes went to the bandage around his head. It had +a fascination for her, even though it filled her with repulsion for a +decision which, she knew now, might have been hers, two days before. +But eventually it was to that topic she turned. +</P> + +<P> +"You have been very good to me," she said. "Far better than I was to +you—the day before yesterday. I can never hope to thank you enough +for coming to help me." +</P> + +<P> +Wistful she had seen him, and grave and sober-eyed, but never sad until +now. +</P> + +<P> +"I should have helped you," she went on. "I would have, only I had +come expecting … I thought to see——" Two days before when she +alighted from her father's car, her heart a tumult in her ears, she +could have told him perhaps. She could not tell him now. "I am not +used to such things," she finished weakly. +</P> + +<P> +"I know," was all he replied, but the words were final, somehow. They +thrust her back, roughly, from any share in his thoughts. They ate +again in silence. +</P> + +<P> +"Miriam would have helped," she forgot herself and argued aloud once. +"She would not have failed. But—blood sickens me, I think." +</P> + +<P> +"It was neither a pretty nor prepossessing sight," he helped to excuse +her, but excuse nor pardon was not what she wanted. +</P> + +<P> +"I told you that you would find out someday," she murmured. "I warned +you you would wake suddenly and see how shallow I am." +</P> + +<P> +Until she had finished eating he would not talk. But she had finished +now. He faced her with an abruptness that startled her. +</P> + +<P> +"Waking has been no sudden thing with me! I finished with dreams a +long time back, but you are what you have been always in my thoughts. +It's conditions I've waked to, not you!" +</P> + +<P> +With unwitting gruffness he had sometimes spoken to her, but never with +constrained vehemence such as that. +</P> + +<P> +"Why should I find fault in anything you have done, or failed to do?" +he demanded of both her and himself. "Why should you be apologetic or +regretful. Such a thing as I had to do two days ago has held no place +in your world, and never could, but I can't find it in myself to be +apologetic, either, because it is a part of mine. I meant to kill +him—wanted to kill him—because I was certain of your scorn! That was +vindictive; that was foolish for a man. But as for the rest of it—I +know I may have it all to do over again, any day. It was a vulgar +brawl to you; to me——" +</P> + +<P> +"Not just a brawl," she contradicted quickly, anxious to be understood. +"Just—oh, so needlessly brutal. At first it left me only dazed and +nauseated, but after I had had time to think, I made myself see your +side of it. You must crush insubordination. And still it seems as +though there might have been a less horrible way." +</P> + +<P> +"He had balked my work," he told her sternly. "He has fired upon me +from cover, when he dared not come out into the open. He has been +taking money for his work from a man who was bent on beating me at any +cost. Could I ask him please not to spoil my bridge? Is that your +idea of a man's way?" +</P> + +<P> +She had given no thought to Wickersham until that moment, and now she +thought of him only in connection with a night when she had found him +alone in her father's office and wondered at the stale odor of alcohol. +</P> + +<P> +"I do not know," she hesitated. "I am not sure, only——" +</P> + +<P> +"You should know!" But he was less vehement now. Wearily he set +himself to get at it in his own fashion. "Some men are only physical +cowards," he went on. "But you have almost made a moral coward of me. +Yes, you had nearly made me afraid to be the man I must be, if I am to +do my work." +</P> + +<P> +"There are other fields——" +</P> + +<P> +He would not let her argue that. +</P> + +<P> +"There is no other field for me at present. This is my work and while +I continue in it men who oppose me with their brains I will fight with +my brain. But men who force me to meet them with fists I must beat +with like weapons. There is no alternative. I have no choice—unless +I quit. And that is the reason I know that this is the end, for you +and me!" +</P> + +<P> +Sadness she had never known before in his voice, nor the edge which was +cutting all it came against. Now it grew gentler, with that gentleness +he saved for her alone. +</P> + +<P> +"Once we argued whether I was 'good enough' for you, and we wasted many +words that day, for 'good enough' can cover too many qualities to be a +safe basis for general comparison. I have been arguing it with myself, +blind to the vital question, but I am blind no longer. Combat which +sickened you has cleared my eyes. What if I did believe that I was not +good enough to touch your little finger? What if you believed that +too? Would that have hindered us, in the end? You know it wouldn't; +you have seen too many women give themselves to men whom they knew were +unworthy in a hundred ways, because they could not help themselves. +But that way would never have done for me." +</P> + +<P> +"It isn't that," she cut in desperately. "I know you are big and fine +and clean. It isn't that——" +</P> + +<P> +But he knew better than she did what it was she could not phrase. He +left her dry of lip now, for he had read her thoughts. +</P> + +<P> +"My ways would have had to be your ways, and we have learned at last +what I have feared for long and long. They lie too far apart for them +ever to meet. My man's way is not your woman's way, but I could not +stay a man in your eyes if I let it become secondary to yours; and I +would have to do just that to earn you. Once I thought that there was +no height I could not scale to gain your side. I worked for you, but +that is no way for a man to work. He must work because he is a man and +needs must win as big as he can to keep his own self-respect. +</P> + +<P> +"I promised to teach you to love me, and I've failed. And knowing that +my failure is not all my own fault is not going to make it any easier +for me. You've taught me loneliness I'm never going to forget as long +as I live, but I don't love you any the less for that. I dreamed big +dreams for both of us." His voice was dreary of a sudden. "I promised +I'd make those dreams come true, because I thought my life could be +your life. I've not done so; that thing could never be. I've talked +bigger than I could practice, and that is not going to help my +self-confidence any, but as it stands now I can earn it back. I +couldn't have done that if I had married you, and waked some day to +find you shrinking from me. It would have killed it, and my +self-respect too, to have learned too late that you believed still in +your own greater fineness." +</P> + +<P> +"I tell you it is not that," she cried out. "Can't I make you +understand——" +</P> + +<P> +"You have made me understand till I am sure," he stated. "I am no +longer vexing myself with trivial things. Birth? My name means as +much as yours. Education? You would not tell me, would you, that I am +not wiser in most ways you'd think to mention. I'd break any man who +gave to your ears many things I have learned." He was whimsical for a +flash. "I could outspell you without an effort; books have been my +partners when you had rather dance. Oh, you could not lose me, no +matter where you strayed in fields like that. In any way you care to +mention I have outstripped you, for I decided long ago that I must know +more than you. Yet I have not forgotten how to play, either. +</P> + +<P> +"You have been uncertain; I have seen that. You are certain now. And +the fundamental thing remains unchanged. In me there is that man who +once man-handled Harrigan—and you didn't want me to touch you! You +don't have to tell me any more that you can't love me. When you drew +away from me, that was enough." +</P> + +<P> +His voice held a question, but the girl couldn't answer at first. +</P> + +<P> +"Wasn't it?" he repeated very gently, for he would have it from her own +lips. +</P> + +<P> +Her face lifted. Her eyes were blurred with tears, but she nodded in +affirmation. +</P> + +<P> +So roughly that the dishes rattled he rose. +</P> + +<P> +"I do not want your pity," he ended it. "I am the wrong sort of a man +for you." +</P> + +<P> +She sat and watched him put the room in order, and that hurt her more +than anything else, for he would not let her help. He made her change +her high-heeled boots for moccasins which he brought and laced upon her +feet; but the remainder of the day it was the old Steve who helped her +over the bad bits of going and talked disconnectedly of many things +meanwhile. And yet no longer the old Steve, who had been so entirely +her own. Hers was the sad face when they entered the clearing at +Thirty-Mile and a hoarse shout saluted her return. In her father's +embrace she clung and wondered that she did not cry. And two pages had +turned for her that day, for she sent Wickersham back his ring the same +night the private car rolled down to Morrison. +</P> + +<P> +Harrigan was with Archibald Wickersham when the package, unaccompanied +by explanation, reached the latter in his hotel room in town. Harrigan +was waiting for a reply to a question which he had just asked, when +Wickersham opened the box and sat fingering for a while the thin hoop +of gold with its single brilliant stone. Once Fat Joe had spoken +prophetically; this was the hour he had foreseen. And when Wickersham +raised his head the riverman's battered face lighted shockingly with +triumph. +</P> + +<P> +"Go out and get him," said Wickersham. "And see that you get him—for +good!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap23"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXIII +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +TO-MORROW&mdash +</H3> + + +<P> +For two days and two nights the girl fought on alone against the outcry +of her own heart, and as on a former occasion she chose again the open +roads for her battlefield. While she pounded Ragtime mercilessly over +the little-traveled northern highways, she struggled rebelliously with +stubborn arguments which only left her more and more bewildered, the +more conclusive they became. She summoned parallels by the score to +her support, but she lacked the trick of facile finality, somehow, +which had always marked his usage of such argument. Hard moments she +knew when she closed her teeth tight upon her decision and told herself +that it was final, but the next moment, after she had laid whip across +the black horse's flank and faced homeward, she was biting her lips in +shaken, panic contemplation of another thought which would not be +denied. +</P> + +<P> +There were times without number when Barbara hated the one whose very +gentleness toward her was making her position hardest to maintain; +times when she hated the work which, absorbing him by day at least, +must be making his suffering less difficult to endure. For she +understood that there was still much for him to do, although the +hill-country was already ringing with his victory. And throughout +every hour she hated herself most of all for that spirit behind the +doubt which was swinging her, pendulum-like, between brain's reason and +heart's desire. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara needed her mother in those days of wretchedness, for she came +and went as blind to the helpless misery which followed her always from +the eyes of her father as she was heedless of who might read the misery +in her own. She turned a chill, set face to the one attempt to help +made by Miriam Burrell, who, at the first inkling of violence on the +river and possible danger to Garry Devereau, had come rushing overnight +into the hills, purposed never to leave them again unless it was with +him, as the wife of the man she loved. Barbara wanted her mother, and +when that occurred to Miss Sarah, the latter could no longer continue +in passive sympathy. Without compunction or loss of more time, she +reversed a decision at which she had arrived herself only a short time +before. For Miss Sarah had stopped campaigning. Caleb, with fire in +his eye, had brought her the story of how "her boy" Steve had broken +Harrigan with his bare hands. She had had little to say concerning +that episode, but her brother, noting that she did not condemn it as +regrettable, wondered too that he had never noticed before how hard his +sister's eyes could be. The news that Barbara was lost had reached +Miss Sarah hours before Allison's private car brought the girl and her +father and Hardwick Elliott back to Morrison. Thereupon, with her +first glimpse of Barbara's wanly mute and suffering face, she had +pieced the details together; she had told herself, with sorrow and +understanding in her heart, that she must no longer interfere. And +now, though she did summon Barbara to her, the end of the second +endless day, it was with no thought for evasion or finesse. Barbara +obeyed that summons reluctantly. In the face of an almost sullen light +in the girl's eyes when she entered on lagging feet, the older woman +knew that she could not have persisted in such an attempt, even had she +planned to employ it. Additional warning was not needed, but Barbara's +first words told her that the hour was long past for such methods. +</P> + +<P> +At first the girl refused to sit down. She wandered aimlessly around +the room, switching nervously at her booted ankles with her +riding-crop, to stop suddenly and raise a pale and stormy face. +</P> + +<P> +"I know why you sent for me," she exclaimed, "and I know just what you +think of me. But I must tell you, Miss Sarah, that there is nothing +which can alter now, the least little bit, a decision which I know is +wisest and best!" +</P> + +<P> +So she had the first word, never dreaming that Miss Sarah had seen to +that. Nor did the latter smile or seem to proffer argument at first. +Oh, Miss Sarah had the true instincts of a big soul! +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara," she answered quietly, after her formal firmness had +prevailed and the girl had seated herself, "Barbara, when I sent for +you it was not with a belief that I might influence you, for both of us +know that this is your problem alone. I merely hoped to comfort, that +was all. More than once I have been guilty of trying to manage you a +little, but you will forgive me, I know, when I tell you that I have +loved Stephen almost all his life, as though he were my own, and hoped +as long for his great happiness. On more than one occasion I contrived +situations which I thought might make your choice my happiness, too. I +know now that I was no better than any other meddling old woman, whose +efforts are well meant but dangerous for all that. And I will meddle +no more. But—but my heart aches a little, too, to-day, Barbara. May +I just talk to you?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara blinked in surprise at the subdued sadness in the older woman's +voice. But her lips remained sullen. +</P> + +<P> +"There is nothing more to be said," she reiterated uncompromisingly. +"I tell you I am sure!" +</P> + +<P> +And from that statement, minutes before she had thought to hear it, +Miss Sarah learned, thankfully, just how deep was the girl's +uncertainty. +</P> + +<P> +"Then I need not fear that I may sway you one inch from your own way of +reasoning." Her gentle voice might have held relief. "For you will +not consider it argument when I agree with you that hard and fast +reasoning is not always a dependable guide for a woman." +</P> + +<P> +The girl was switching her ankles again. +</P> + +<P> +"Why isn't it?" she demanded abruptly, hungry for it now that the +other, ostensibly, did not want to argue. "If reason is no guide, what +else is there left?" +</P> + +<P> +"My dear, I do not know," acknowledged Miss Sarah. "Intuition is a +much over-worked word. And yet, had hard and fast reason been your +guide, you would not have refused Stephen, I am sure. For it would be +difficult to name one particular in which he is not entirely a man." +</P> + +<P> +The violet eyes grew quickly hostile. The girl was keen enough to +argue, but she was in no mood for refutation. +</P> + +<P> +"I am afraid that I do not follow you?" came coldly from her. +</P> + +<P> +"There comes a day in every woman's life, of course," Miss Sarah +ignored sweetly the interruption, "when she has to leave girlhood +behind. And lest that sound bromidic and trite, I will add that I do +not mean the trivial material things of immaturity, but rather the +happy irresponsibility which has no place in a woman's life." +</P> + +<P> +That statement offered a plain enough opening. +</P> + +<P> +"Am I responsible for his unhappiness?" Barbara flashed out. "Is the +fault entirely mine because——" She faltered, ashamed of her +abruptness which had brought a hurt bit of color to Miss Sarah's +cheeks. "I never gave him to understand—I told him always I could not +care!" +</P> + +<P> +"Please bear with me a little to-day." Miss Sarah's sweetness had +become humble. "I seem vagarious, I know. And we are not considering +Stephen, Barbara. If you had been doing so, all these hours while you +have been wasting your nervous energy in tearing around the +country-side, it would be different. But women never consider the man +in such a situation, do they? Aren't they too entirely heedless for +that? I was merely trying to tell you that the day has come when you +must consider well your own happiness." +</P> + +<P> +Instantly Barbara condemned such a doctrine. +</P> + +<P> +"If that is true of others," she retorted, "they are even more +despicable than I know myself to be." +</P> + +<P> +Until that moment Caleb Hunter's tiny sister had kept her brave eyes +clear. They clouded now. They went beyond that pale and sullen and +stormily pretty visage. +</P> + +<P> +"I was a woman like that," she said, with her quaint simplicity of +accent. "Do you look upon me with any such degree of scorn? I was +face to face with such a decision; and yet not the same either, for +mine was far simpler than yours. But I considered neither his +happiness nor my own, simply because I lost sight of the years and +years to come, in the momentary joy I found in his—his importunity. +He was very big and strong and cheerful, like Stephen, Barbara, and I +was sure he would not grudge me my last moment of girl-vanity, when I +did surrender—to-morrow." +</P> + +<P> +There the quaint voice caught and broke. The girl's eyes flew wider +and hotter shame for her sulkiness stained her cheeks. For suddenly +Miss Sarah was fighting against tears. +</P> + +<P> +"I did not know," Barbara breathed her contrition. "I never +dreamed——" +</P> + +<P> +"No one ever does," faltered Miss Sarah. "I—I am an old, faded, +hopelessly unmarried woman to you, my dear—oh, child, you need not +protest a kinder opinion! I am just 'Caleb Hunter's spinster sister' +to the people of this village. But to—to myself, Barbara, I am at +times the same girl who waited, roses in her hair and roses in her +cheeks, for him to come, so that I might tell him that I was his, body +and soul. And he never came! Oh, my dear, I do not mean to break down +like this, for you have your own heart-ache. But I trusted to reason. +I told myself that to-morrow would be soon enough. And when to-morrow +came—they let me—go to him. He died very bravely, Barbara, to save +the life of another. +</P> + +<P> +"Since you are so sure, I can tell you this without seeming to warn +you—without being accused of attempting to influence you. But now you +know why I say that every woman, if heedlessness for which she is +perhaps not to blame will not let her consider the happiness of the man +she loves, should still take care that she does not barter for an hour +of quickened pulses the happiness of her whole life. I was innocent +enough. It was harmless play to me. But I have paid—and paid—and +paid! I would not have you, whom I cherish, rise each morning and +wonder why you had to be the only one to suffer out of thousands who +played the same way. And now will you please forgive me this +uncontrolled moment? I usually inflict them upon no one; I hide them +in my room. But, Barbara, I was so proud of him—so sure—so positive +that he was the only man in the world! And I lost my chance to tell +him how much I cared." +</P> + +<P> +The riding-crop lay neglected on the floor. It had slipped and +clattered down while Barbara sat and stared at the tiny woman who was +dabbing at her eyes with a very girlish square of linen. And then +slowly Barbara rose and took an uncertain step or two. She sank to her +knees and pillowed her head upon Miss Sarah's lap. Momentarily she had +forgotten the struggle which was going on in her own heart. Now even +pity for the other could not keep her from turning hack to it. +</P> + +<P> +"But I do not know," she gasped. "I—sometimes I think I must care, +and then I am afraid——" She lifted a face dry-eyed and tense. "I +ought to be proud of him, too. If I loved him I would be, wouldn't I? +If I cared I wouldn't ask anything more than just what he is. Don't +you see I'm only petty and rotten with snobbishness?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah sniffed, ever so delicately. +</P> + +<P> +"What a sentimental old woman I am!" she exclaimed. "And, my dear, you +talk as though you had just discovered a new and terribly perplexing +complication. Don't you know that it is as old as the feminine mind +itself?" Her handkerchief came down, then, disclosing eyes that were +very bright and very tender. "Why, a woman never loves a man merely +for what he is! She always reserves a few little things, at least, +which she means—well, to rearrange. She loves him just a bit more for +what she secretly promises herself he shall be." +</P> + +<P> +Barbara's sullenness was gone. +</P> + +<P> +"I know," she whispered. "I thought of that, too, long ago. But it +isn't just a—little thing. A few days ago, Miss Sarah, when we took +the train to go up north, I could scarcely wait for the engine to draw +us there. I think I counted every click of the rails, I know I sang +his name in my heart with every click. And then, when I wanted to walk +straight off the steps of the car into his arms—when I … Why do +you sit there and listen and not say that you loathe me as I do myself? +I know that he is all man, but his work and my world—oh, when that +terrible thing happened, and he came lurching toward me, instead of +helping him, do you know what I did? I was sick at the sight of +him—sick at the reck and grime and blood of him! I just wanted to get +away, and—and shudder at the thought of——" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah's composure had returned, but her face grew more sober +still. This was a different, a graver thing, even than she had +expected. +</P> + +<P> +"Your world?" Deliberately now she dared to argue. "Barbara, didn't +you know, from the beginning, that his world would have to be yours? +Did you ever think that you could change him—that way?" +</P> + +<P> +Barbara moved her head. +</P> + +<P> +"I wanted both," she said. "I wanted all I have—and him, too. I +learned that night he took care of me how much I cared; I know he'd be +as careful of me, all his life. But I had thought that he might be +able to do as father has done and let other men handle the—— But he +knows now! He understands me! I tell you I'm no good. I've no +backbone. I'm just pink and white flesh without any spirit!" +</P> + +<P> +The other woman sat and smoothed the bright head and wished she knew +what to say. "It would please me to know just what stuff she is made +of, too," Miss Sarah had once admitted to her brother. She wondered if +at last she knew. +</P> + +<P> +"I do not know what to tell you," she murmured slowly. "I thought if I +talked with you I might be able to help you, but I am afraid now that I +cannot. He is a better man than you are woman, Barbara; because he has +builded with his hands, he has reared him a soul as well. He knows the +depths, and the heights are far more wonderful for such knowledge. Oh, +dear me, I wish I knew——" +</P> + +<P> +She paused there, shaken by her own impotence. Doubt and aching regret +were overwhelming her. +</P> + +<P> +"I have told Mr. Wickersham that I will not marry him." The brown head +burrowed lower and muffled the words. "I know that I could let no +other man so—so much as touch me now. Is that—caring enough?" +</P> + +<P> +But Miss Sarah only half heard the question. She was expecting no +surrender now. +</P> + +<P> +"——Nor how to advise you," she struggled on. "For you have lived as +all girls like you live. You've lived for yourself; hoped for +yourself; prayed for yourself—as all women pray, I suppose, directly +or indirectly. And yet is merely a question of whether you could live +with him in his world, day for day and night for night? Is it as +simple as that? I have told you what difference one day made with me. +Have you thought what it might mean to wake and realize that you must +live <I>without</I> him, all the rest of your life?" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah had stopped hoping. And so there was sheer amazement in the +triumph which rose and drove the regret from her faded pink-and-white +face when the girl's dark-fringed eyes lifted. +</P> + +<P> +Since Stephen O'Mara had brought her back to her father, Barbara had +wondered why she did not cry. Great tears were sliding noiselessly +down her cheeks when she raised her head. +</P> + +<P> +"I've tried to think—I haven't dared," Barbara sobbed. "But he +doesn't want me now. He doesn't want the kind of a girl I am any more!" +</P> + +<P> +Thus in her moment of capitulation did the girl's heart cry aloud the +one thought which, unknown to her, had been her unbearable pain. And +straightway Miss Sarah's illuminated countenance became a glorification +of her spirit. Silently she leaned over and folded the kneeling one +round. +</P> + +<P> +Later she found it possible to speak. +</P> + +<P> +"You have convinced me forever of the futility of all snap judgments," +said she, and she marveled at the shyness in her own voice, "but you +could never convince me of that. You may go home now, Barbara, for you +have worn yourself out. But to-morrow I would suggest that you—ask +him for corroboration, if you still hold to such an opinion." +</P> + +<P> +Instantly Barbara rose and bobbed her head. She had always been a slim +creature of moods mercurial; she would always be that. And now her +violet eyes radiated anticipation, perverse and impish and far, far +different from the sullen dullness which had filled them an hour +before. Miss Sarah had spoken with well-seasoned wisdom, as was her +wont: there are sometimes big moments which are the bigger for lack of +analysis. The girl did not know why, all in one breath, she no longer +feared nor doubted—but she <I>knew</I>! And that was a world and all of +joy. She bobbed her head. +</P> + +<P> +"Ask him?" she echoed, demurely confused. "Ask—<I>him</I>! To-morrow I am +going to dare him to ask <I>me</I>—again!" +</P> + +<P> +But she did not obey Miss Sarah's suggestion that she return home and +rest. On winged feet she flew back through the hedge-gap and ordered +Ragtime saddled once more; yet when she touched that splendid beast +with the crop and sent him at a gallop down the drive, there was no +longer any sting in the lash. Even the groom, with critical eye, +noticed the difference in the girl's seat that afternoon; for days and +days to come he was the better contented with the companionship of +horses, which was his lot, in dwelling upon the crazy moods of women. +And Miriam Burrell, sighting Barbara's face as the latter wheeled +toward the hills, flew from her window to scratch off a note to +Garry—her third note that day, for she seemed always omitting most +important things which needed saying. +</P> + +<P> +"It's come," she scrawled in delighted haste, "and Miss Sarah is a +visiting angel from Heaven!… When are we going to be married?" +</P> + +<P> +Others knew of it almost as soon as she did herself, but knowledge of +that did not mar Barbara's rosy contemplation of this new-found, +totally unbelievable happiness. Once before she had ridden that road +with him alone in her thoughts; now she realized that she had loved him +then as she must have loved him always, and marveled at such blindness. +Once, on that other day, she had told herself that all ignoble and +unworthy comparisons of herself and him were done and gone. Now she +did not need such reassurance, when her lips were tremulous. +</P> + +<P> +Rest? Pressing steadily into the north that afternoon, first at a +gallop, then more and more slowly until Ragtime was picking his own +gait, the girl smiled in pity for Miss Sarah and her day which had +never dawned. But there was scant room for sadness in her present +mood. Tomorrow? She let herself be afraid for an instant, to tremble +in delicious mock-terror, because there was nothing for her to fear now +in the whole wide world. +</P> + +<P> +She grew pensive at times; at times in an abandon of gaiety she +chattered back at a quarrelsome squirrel in the thicket. She could +rest later; and if she could not go to him immediately, at least every +step the horse took was bringing them, for a little while, closer +together. And her to-morrow was only one twilight and one dawn away; +her to-morrow would be his, as utterly as was she herself. Dusk came, +and regretfully she told herself that she must be turning back home. +Two rifle shots, sharp and startlingly close, whipped through the quiet +of that lazy afternoon, but they meant nothing to her. She had reached +the height of land, where he had found her the day her roan mare +strayed off while she sat mooning on a log; she was holding out both +arms toward the spot where the valley of Thirty-Mile must lie, when a +team of heavy horses broke around a turn in the road, slowed to a trot +at the sight of her, and came to an abrupt standstill. When the girl +rode nearer to them, merely surprised and curious at first, they +snorted and showed the whites of their eyes and shied back nervously. +</P> + +<P> +Something chill clutched at Barbara's heart while she spoke +pre-emptorily to Ragtime, who was dancing in sympathetic panic. There +was nothing to tell her, but she knew that these were Big Louie's +horses. And Big Louie was a dreamy incompetent—he had left them for a +moment, that was all, and they had become frightened and bolted. But +Big Louie never neglected his team … they were not wet … they +had not been running far. And their fright became less when she +dismounted and approached them, soothing them with her voice until they +let her touch their sleek sides, without rearing away. +</P> + +<P> +Dusk had come and gone, for it was growing dark. Uncertain, more and +more unnerved as she stood and gazed at the forbidding, black-shadowed +ridges beyond her, the girl had to fight suddenly against an impulse to +turn and race back to the lower country and Morrison and home. Even +then the rifle shots meant nothing to her—and pride would not let her +run. She remounted and rode on a rod or two, and stopped to look back +at the team which was watching her; she pressed on and rounded the +curve. Ragtime reared and snorted there, and she barely stifled the +cry which his strange behavior brought to her lips. Because of her +senseless panic she punished him the more severely, and sent him on. +And then she saw what the horse had already seen. +</P> + +<P> +A blue-shirted figure lay half in the road, half in the undergrowth +that fringed it, one arm crooked under him and his face prone in the +dust; a bulkier mass was stretched wholly within the trail—and she +recognized him, too. Big Louie's face was upturned, and the +explanation of the two rifle reports and the driverless team was here. +For Big Louie's hand still clutched the handle of a canvas pail. They +had stopped to water the horses; they had been shot down from behind. +And first of all, unable to move, while horror parched her lips, the +girl remembered words which the limp one, half in the road and half in +the underbrush, had spoken to her in a moment of sternness. +</P> + +<P> +"He has fired upon me from cover," the man who loved her had said. "He +has been taking money from a man who was bent on beating me at any +price!" +</P> + +<P> +Giddiness rose and swayed her, and she beat Ragtime mercilessly for his +fear. Instinct clamored flight, and she forced herself to wait, +panting for that other shot which might leave her, too, lying in the +road. But even in that first frozen moment she began to reason +clearly. Back with the sleek team which welcomed her with questioning +eyes she left Ragtime, for he would stand there, and retraced her way +on foot. She could not do it, she sobbed drily—but she raced to him +and knelt and searched with swift fingers before the words were past +her lips. Her hand found moisture beneath his right shoulder; it was +stained red when she held it up and stared at it. And then she was +closest to fainting. +</P> + +<P> +"Blood sickens me!" she whimpered aloud. "Blood sickens me!" But she +managed to turn him over upon his back. With brown head against his +heart, she listened—listened and would not believe that her to-morrow +might come too late. And then she caught the slack pound of his pulse. +</P> + +<P> +From there on she was less panic-stricken; she gained control of +faculties shocked for a time into uselessness. Method marked her +acts—deliberation mechanical but sure. She was horribly afraid of Big +Louie, but she finally disentangled the handle of the pail from those +loose fingers, and ran to the brook which babbled near at hand. +Returning, she drenched Steve's face with icy water; she lifted his +head and propped it, as comfortably as she might, upon one thigh, and +opened his flannel shirt. The ball had passed through, for back and +front the shirt became immediately wetter with fresh blood. Blood +sickened her, but she whipped off the coat of her boyish riding-habit +and wrenched the sleeves from her linen blouse. They were desperately +scant, yet they provided pads with which to check that dreadful oozing. +And when they were in place she turned again to bathing his forehead. +</P> + +<P> +A folded sheet of paper came to view when she tried once to ease his +heavy body from the position which was numbing her leg, and she seized +upon it fiercely. It was only a brief line, bidding him come to her, +but it bore her name. With instant, bodiless clarity which had marked +all her mental processes so far, its purport was hers. She had not +written—the hand that had traced her signature had been unstrung for +once. She understood, though such knowledge seemed of little moment +now. +</P> + +<P> +She kept the pads cold and wet; she went for fresh water and stumbled +and fell more than once, because of the treacherous footing in the +deepening shadows. But she was no longer afraid of the dark; she had +grown to fear Big Louie less, even though there was no help for Big +Louie any more. It was the first time that Barbara had looked upon the +face of a man who had died in violence. Big Louie's face was growing +indistinct now, but she knew that he was smiling—knew that his eyes +were dreamy and mild. Death, like Life, had been a quite +incomprehensible puzzle to that slow-witted one who had no name. But +he had smiled seldom in life. In death his smile was almost childish, +almost sweet, and questioning beyond all else. +</P> + +<P> +Alone with him who still lived, the pallid girl sat and waited and +wondered how long—or how soon—it would be. But she wasn't afraid +now. They were his hills; it was his wilderness. And could any harm +come out of them equal to separation from him? This was only the +beginning of one night of darkness, and Miss Sarah had endured with +patience and bravery through a whole lifetime of days and nights as +black. "Your face was the first … it will be the last thing I'll +see, as long as there is sight in my eyes!" had been his words to her. +She waited and she prayed shamelessly for herself—for one more +chance—as Miss Sarah had said women always prayed. But he was looking +at her, when she opened her eyes after a long and incoherent appeal; at +her first word he tried to rise and she had trouble in persuading him +to lie back again. She heard herself scolding, while she rearranged +the bandages so that they would cover both wounds, and he listened, +hot-eyed, without recognizing her. Yet when she bade him wait, until +she could bring the team, he nodded his comprehension; he was watching +for her return. And he came to his feet with a readiness that made her +heart leap with hope; but he fell twice before she lifted him, half +with her hands, half with her voice, to the seat. +</P> + +<P> +She crawled in beside him, and the next moment she had to struggle +madly to prevent his returning to Big Louie. +</P> + +<P> +"He will wait quiet until we come for him," she protested. "There +isn't room for Big Louie—and he won't mind——" +</P> + +<P> +Her logic made an impression upon him, for he smiled. There was no +sequence in his acquiescence, however. +</P> + +<P> +"I have always been afraid for him," he told her in reply, as +studiously grave as though he had been conscious of what he was saying. +"The others—they can take care of themselves. They are wrong ones +together. But Big Louie is only a child—but he won't mind—he'll +understand——" +</P> + +<P> +She thought then that he had recognized her; she dared to hope that his +brain was clearing. But when the team went forward, nervously +unmanageable at first, then more decorous as they drew away from him +who would never feed them brown sugar again, the man beside her only +persisted vacantly with his topic. +</P> + +<P> +"Big Louie never could find his way alone," he mused, "and that is +strange, too, for he was born in these hills. He was always getting +lost——" And with that he must not desert Louie! She had even more +trouble with him this time. "He will lose his head," he expostulated +mildly—his old, unfailing attitude of gentleness toward her. "He will +lose his head and waste his strength in running from things which do +not exist." +</P> + +<P> +"Big Louie will find his way this time." She was whimpering again in +her helplessness. "He is—already home." +</P> + +<P> +There she learned that her voice could control him when her arms +availed not at all against even his dead weight. And so she talked as +steadily as she was able while she drove. Once he lurched against her; +when he pulled himself together he was so sanely apologetic of a sudden +that she searched his face with hungry eyes. But he was talking now to +himself. +</P> + +<P> +"I must not touch her!" he stated firmly. And then, drearily: "I am +sick.… I have never been so sick—before." +</P> + +<P> +With that he subsided, but his silence was far more dreadful than his +wanderings had been; and as fast as she dared she pushed the heavy team +on, with Ragtime following behind like a dog. He slipped back against +her almost immediately, and this time he had not the strength with +which to apologize nor lift himself erect. With his head heavy in the +hollow of her arm, they came at length to the open pasture hills; they +topped the rise and faced the loops on loops of highway that ran down +to Morrison at the river-edge. And so she brought him home. At the +sight of his "city" she sobbed aloud, but he, sunken and slack, was +conscious neither of distance covered nor change of country. He +climbed down from the seat, however, in response to her urgings, when +the team halted before Caleb Hunter's white-columned house—he turned +and started stubbornly back the way they had come. +</P> + +<P> +She ran after him and clung to his arm. +</P> + +<P> +"You promised that you would come back to me," she cried up at him. +"Oh, you cannot leave me now!" +</P> + +<P> +That halted him, momentarily. +</P> + +<P> +"I must go back to my bridge," he explained, plainly nonplussed. "But +then I'll surely come back to you." +</P> + +<P> +She pleaded with him—raged at him. +</P> + +<P> +"I must go back to my bridge," he reiterated gruffly now. +</P> + +<P> +Her arms went around him in desperation, and then, with one swing, he +had swept her yards away, reeling before his blazing wrath. +</P> + +<P> +"Take your fingers from my eyes, Harrigan," he gasped in sudden agony. +"I am going to kill you now—and <I>she</I> is looking on!" +</P> + +<P> +The girl was afraid of him; she dared not try to hold him. She +screamed wildly for help, and screamed again. And he had gone on, and +wavered and crashed over upon his face, when Caleb Hunter and her +father came running heavily across the lawn in answer to her shrieks. +</P> + +<P> +Between them they lifted him and carried him into the house. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap24"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXIV +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +—AND TO-MORROW, AND TO-MORROW +</H3> + + +<P> +They carried him into the house and bore him upstairs, and laid him, +quiet now and almost pulseless, upon the bed. They stood there, +dumfounded, at the bedside, until Miss Sarah, re-entering the room, +coolly ordered them from underfoot and sent them back downstairs. And +at that their unprotesting obedience was of greater assistance than +their hands could have been; but when, after one glance at the girl's +stricken face, she tried the next instant to dismiss Barbara, for once +Miss Sarah's will alone proved insufficient. The girl refused, +point-blank, to go. +</P> + +<P> +"He half undressed me and put me to bed," Barbara flung back in reply +to the spinster's final objection, "and if that did not shock you, +surely my staying now need not!" +</P> + +<P> +The refusal itself brought a glint to the older woman's eyes and the +phrasing thereof a flush to her cheeks, but she wasted no more words in +what she knew to be useless argument. And though the girl grew sick +and sicker still while Miss Sarah cut away the sodden shirt and +started, with competent skill, to cleanse the wound, the latter let her +remain and hold a basin of antiseptic and replenish it when necessary. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah knew what to do; and she worked with unhurried thoroughness. +They had sent for the doctor, and after ages had passed for the girl, +maddeningly cool and unruffled, he arrived. But his first words, too, +were an order that she leave the room, and unable to combat his +professional bleakness, meekly she had to obey. Little and wholly +hopeless she stole downstairs. +</P> + +<P> +Caleb and her father were confronting each other before the fireplace +when she reached the lower floor, but the queer note of restraint in +their voices meant nothing to her, until she heard her father cry out +in sudden anguish. +</P> + +<P> +"Cal," he cried, "Cal, you don't think I was a party to this attempt at +murder?" +</P> + +<P> +Then, at Caleb's reply, which went hurtling back at him, the girl was +crouching, white and still, and clutching at the stair-rail. +</P> + +<P> +"Party! Attempt! Because you did not pull the trigger are you any the +less guilty?" +</P> + +<P> +"Do you believe that I would murder the man my girl loves?" Dexter +Allison moaned now. +</P> + +<P> +Barbara gasped at the deadly anger which crossed Caleb Hunter's face. +Caleb had lifted a hand in righteous accusation. +</P> + +<P> +"You have dealt in crookedness," he thundered. "You have thrived on +cunning. And, being a law unto yourself in this country, you have gone +unpunished until now. You aided and abetted a vicious and unscrupulous +scoundrel in his villainy; and now you have looked upon the result of +your works. Law has never touched you, sir—reprisal has passed you +by. But, by God, sir, I warn you if that boy dies—if he dies—I shall +see that you meet me at thirty paces the next morning. And I shall not +miss—I shall be your law!" +</P> + +<P> +They had been friends for close to forty years, yet they were worse +than strangers now. Dexter Allison could not answer; he could not +speak aloud. Caleb's finger had swung toward the door in a gesture +unmistakable. Allison turned, and, ghastly of face, met the eyes of +his daughter. +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara," he appealed to her, frantically. "Baby——" +</P> + +<P> +But she shrank, a huddled heap of misery, away from him. +</P> + +<P> +"You—too?" she whispered. "You!" And then, dully: "And you're my +father!" +</P> + +<P> +The shoulders beneath the garish plaid rose and fell, pitifully. This, +then, was the moment which he feared. He gulped aloud and hung his +head, and turned his feet toward home. Barbara rose after he had gone +and crept into a chair. +</P> + +<P> +One after another they tried to persuade the girl to rest. Miriam came +and talked to her, and Caleb; and even Miss Sarah, passing through the +room, stopped to urge her again to go to bed. But she met them all +with the same wordless refusal; she was waiting for him when the +doctor, descending in the morning, tried to combine, diplomatically, +praise for what she had done with disapproval of her obstinacy. +</P> + +<P> +"My dear child, this insubordination will help no one," he said, "and +it may end in your collapse at just the moment when you are needed +most." +</P> + +<P> +"Will he live?" was all she would say. "Will he live?" +</P> + +<P> +And before such hopelessness the doctor could not lie. +</P> + +<P> +"He is hard hit and very, very weak," he had to admit. "The shock is +great and the tissue damage—unpromising. It is far worse than I +expected, but he is still alive, and most men would have been already +dead. And his vitality is a marvel, even to me." +</P> + +<P> +He might have comforted her, but with no other statement could he have +told the truth. He failed also in his effort to persuade her to go to +bed; he had breakfast with Caleb, and she refused to eat. And she was +still there in her chair, asking only to be let alone, when Garry +Devereau and Fat Joe arrived. She rose and ran to meet the latter, but +the doctor who knew how many such situations the pudgy riverman had +weathered, summoned him immediately, and Barbara had to wait an hour +before Joe came back downstairs. By the lapels of his coat she clung +to him then. +</P> + +<P> +"He's mighty sick," reluctantly Joe, too, told the truth. +</P> + +<P> +"The doctor said that it was worse than he expected," she droned. +"They sent me away, but if he isn't going to live I won't let them keep +me from him!" +</P> + +<P> +Joe's sympathy was unspoiled by professionalism. +</P> + +<P> +"Sick is one thing,"—his confidence was almost convincing,—"and dyin' +is another. And—— Shucks! I ain't going to let no book-taught +medico worry me yet! Men get well because they are bound to get well, +or they die because it's their time to die—and he's got too much to +live for now!" +</P> + +<P> +Her hopeless face made deception impossible, but Joe comforted her, +just the same. He persuaded her to eat with him, and when he found +that his conversation made the waiting easier for her, he waxed quite +garrulous. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, he's been hurt almost as bad as this, once before," he rambled +on, "but he's still alive, ain't he?" +</P> + +<P> +The girl's eyes livened at that. +</P> + +<P> +"Once, down on the island, he mixed in an affair in which most men +would not have meddled. And he got it from behind that time, too, only +it was with a knife." +</P> + +<P> +"He never told me," murmured the girl. +</P> + +<P> +"It ain't likely he would," the other stated with finality. "It was +over a woman, and not a particularly pretty story, any way you look at +it." +</P> + +<P> +Her dark eyes widened. She bit her lip. It came to her how little of +his life she had shared. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" she barely breathed. And again, falteringly: "Oh!" +</P> + +<P> +From that halting monosyllable Joe judged that something was amiss. +Observation had never been a slow or painful process of concentration +with him. +</P> + +<P> +"He didn't even know who she was. He'd never even seen her before," +quickly he put her right. "She was just a public dancer, that was all. +But a man—mistreated her—and Steve, he just interfered——" +</P> + +<P> +Indeed, Joe had found the way to comfort her and still tell the truth, +even though he found it foolishly difficult to swallow food and watch +at the same time the warmth which his words kindled. So for an hour he +lingered at table and told her many things concerning the man she loved +which she would never have learned from his own lips. And it was Joe's +jocularity which in the end subdued her rebel spirit. She yielded at +last and promised to go home and rest, but only after he had promised +first in a fashion which could leave no doubt in her heart, that he +would come for her if things grew worse. +</P> + +<P> +Before she left him that morning she told Joe of Big Louie, whom she +had had to leave in the road; but he interrupted her before she could +finish. They had already found Big Louie. Then she gave him the note +which she had discovered crushed beneath Steve's body. This Joe +scanned ferociously; he flashed a strange glance at her from bleached +blue eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Some one traced your name," he put into words the first thought that +had been hers. "Some one who had your signature to copy." +</P> + +<P> +She nodded, whitely, in horror. Joe folded the paper and tucked it +into a pocket. +</P> + +<P> +"We can touch nobody," he averred regretfully, "unless we catch +Harrigan!" +</P> + +<P> +Caleb himself took Barbara home, and on the way across the lawn she +giggled suddenly at the funny way in which the distance seemed to +increase and then lessen between her eyes and her feet. The ground +persisted in rising to meet her, she said, until she had to cling to +Caleb's arm. And the outer steps proved difficult to negotiate. But +at the sight of her father, sunk in silence Upon his desk in the ground +floor "office," she drew her hand from the crook of Caleb's arm and +went swiftly across to him. +</P> + +<P> +"Barbara," he beseeched her brokenly, the moment her cheek touched his. +"You mustn't believe that I——" +</P> + +<P> +She hushed him with gentle fingers laid upon his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"I have been a very foolish and hysterical child," she said. "I'll try +to behave more like a woman now. And you and Uncle Cal have been +only—absurd!" +</P> + +<P> +She had to laugh again at the behavior of her feet as she climbed +upstairs; but her head seemed steady enough. It was only after she had +reached her own room that she complained querrulously of the failing +lights. Miriam had to help Cecile undress and put her to bed. +</P> + +<P> +On the floor below, her father had turned again to his desk, his head +bowed upon his arms. And total breakdown was imminent for Dexter +Allison when a hand touched, awkwardly, his shoulder. He looked up +heavily to meet this time the eyes of Caleb Hunter. Caleb stuttered +furiously at first, for sentimentality shamed him. Then a happy +thought showed the way. +</P> + +<P> +"Dexter, I secured a few sprigs of very superior mint, yesterday," he +made of it a ceremonial. "Do you think you would—care to join me, +sir?" +</P> + +<P> +They had been friends for close to forty years, not because of common +tastes, but in spite of innate dissimilarity. Dexter came to his feet; +he reached out and crushed the other man's hand within his soft, white +fingers. Nor was his reply quite according to formula. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't mind if I do, Cal," he accepted fervidly, "Thank God … I +don't mind if I do!" +</P> + +<P> +Arm in arm, they recrossed to the white-columned house. And they kept +close, each to the other, throughout the hours of suspense that +followed, finding a potent though unconfessed reassurance in such +companionship. +</P> + +<P> +Delirium came again upon the sick man who lay in the room which Miss +Sarah had always kept waiting for him. Fever strode upon him, while +the girl who had brought him home slept in complete exhaustion. At +times Steve lay quiescent, only muttering fitfully; the next moment he +called crisply for Fat Joe—he feared for his bridge—and Joe had to +exert every iron muscle to hold him down. And always he spoke +Barbara's name, with a poignant gentleness that left Miss Sarah on the +verge of collapse. But he continued to live, through that day and the +next night, even when the doctor shook his head and Fat Joe rose to go +for the girl, as he had promised he would, in the last extremity. He +continued to live, and with the coming of the second dawn suddenly he +was no longer delirious. Stephen O'Mara opened his eyes and gazed +feebly but very understandingly into the eyes of Fat Joe, who was +watching at that moment. +</P> + +<P> +Joe tried to hush him, but he would talk a little. +</P> + +<P> +"I know," he pronounced each word with calculated effort. "I have been +very sick, and I must not waste my strength. But I have to be clear, +first, on one point. Have I dreamed it, Joe, or—or did she bring me +home?" +</P> + +<P> +With his voice alone, when all else seemed failing, Joe had kept his +friend alive. The doctor believed it; Miss Sarah knew it to be so. +And first of all Joe had to voice his thankfulness, for it was an +explosive thing. +</P> + +<P> +"Didn't I tell her so?" he demanded in his whining tenor. "Didn't I +say so, all along? And I let that doctor worry <I>me</I>, just because he's +got a diploma in a frame, hanging on his wall!" +</P> + +<P> +Then he answered Steve's question. +</P> + +<P> +"She found you," he said. "She brought you home." +</P> + +<P> +A long time the sick man lay and pondered. And finally he found it +possible to smile. +</P> + +<P> +"I have not cared whether I lived or died," he said in little more than +a whisper. "All along I have seemed to know how near I was—to going +across; and I have been near to quitting—at times. For I was happier +than I'd ever dared let myself be, before—and then, with the first +shot that dropped Big Louie, I knew——" He shook his head, still +smiling vaguely. "I have not wanted to live, but I am looking at +things—more like a man now.… You need not worry any longer, Joe. +I'll sleep a little while, I think; and then I'll put my mind hard on +getting well, when I awake." +</P> + +<P> +That marked the end of delirium, and with sleep which came almost while +he was talking, the fever began to abate. He "put his mind on getting +well," when he awoke, twelve hours later. Strength was flowing in a +steady tide back into his body long before Barbara's knees would again +bear her weight. For she had squandered her endurance without counting +the cost, and she paid the full penalty. She lay three days and three +nights railing at her weakness before she could get up at all; and even +then Cecile, her little maid, clucked discreetly at the dark circles +beneath her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +Joe was several days absent on that errand which had all but emptied +the seething town of men; he returned the same day Barbara was about +again, forced to admit that Harrigan and Fallon and Shayne had won +clear. And there was nothing left to the disgruntled groups which +straggled in behind him, save tall and heated conjecture. Some said +that they must have managed to cross the border; others maintained that +they had found sanctuary in the lumber-camps of the lake country to the +west, but no matter which guess was right the net result stood +unchanged. For it is upon the one who runs away that the blame is +always laid, and Archibald Wickersham knew fully as well as did Caleb +and Allison and Fat Joe that, without Harrigan, they could not hope to +touch him. Harrigan had disappeared from the ken of men, and +Wickersham delayed only until his departure could no longer be +construed as flight. Then one evening modestly he boarded a train. +</P> + +<P> +After she had rested Barbara proved almost humbly amenable to reason; +until it was best for her to go to him, she would wait as patiently as +she was able. And in the meantime, in a luxury of loneliness, wisely +the girl spent her days out of doors, climbing oftenest to that +hill-top where they had stood together, in the snow, the night of Miss +Sarah's Christmas party. From that point she could see Morrison and +the river basin, and even the steam that jetted ever and again from the +whistles of the engines clattering over his railroad which lanced into +the north. +</P> + +<P> +But no discordant note of haste could reach her ears from so great a +distance. That whole vast panorama, suggestive least of all of +violence, lay blanketed in a sleepy silence that matched the subdued +security of her mood. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Sarah ordered a week of unbroken quiet and rest for her patient; +and Steve, and not Barbara, proved the difficult one to manage during +that period. For with returning strength there came to him +recollection of many things which required his attention. He fretted +over his work; he swore humorously at Fat Joe, who, coming to make +daily reports as soon as Miss Sarah realized that the good in such +visits far exceeded the benefits of sleep and solitude, assured his +chief that they had accomplished much, unhampered as they were by +carping authority. +</P> + +<P> +But he lay and brooded, no humor in his eye, when he was left alone. +Fat Joe had assured him that she had brought him home; but Fat Joe, who +was ever averse to anti-climax, had told him no more than that. His +efforts at entertainment were only the more spontaneous those days +because of the soberness of his friend's face. And then, the same day +that Joe raised him against the pillows so that he might watch a string +of flat-cars, high piled with logs, roll into the yards, they let her +go to him. +</P> + +<P> +Steve was listening to the shrill salute of the whistle which he knew +was McLean's paen of victory; he was smiling a little wistfully over +the memory which, with McLean, always recurred to him, when he turned +and saw her standing on the threshold. She had come on diffident, +mouse-like feet. She was watching him. And before he believed it +really was she, Barbara faltered his name. +</P> + +<P> +"Steve!" +</P> + +<P> +It was only a wisp of a sound—an aching, throbbing bit of tenderness +lighter even than the breath that bore it. +</P> + +<P> +"Steve!" she breathed again. +</P> + +<P> +But thereupon, with a headlong little rush that scattered spools of +bandage and rolls of lint, and set the bottles upon his table jingling +dangerously, she flew to him and came, somehow, into his arms. +</P> + +<P> +They had not told him—at first he could not speak. Dumbly he sat, his +face bowed upon that brown head pillowed in his arms. She had told +herself that she was a woman now—yet her first words were all girl. +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me just once that I'm pretty," she quavered. "Say that I am +still—half boy—to you!" +</P> + +<P> +His tongue unsteadied with joy, he told her again, as he had told her +on that other day; and watching the old, old wonder of her grow in his +eyes, she listened as though she were taking the words, one by one, +from his lips. But there was nothing boyish in the crooked little arch +of her mouth—nothing boyish in the depths of her dark and brimming +eyes. She remembered his wincing shoulder then; her arms crept higher +about his neck. And now her face was uplifted and there was no more +need for words. +</P> + +<P> +Afterward, when they spoke of Big Louie, she loved him more for the +sorrow which he did not try to hide. From Fat Joe he had already +learned of Big Louie's last dereliction. Out of a deeper silence, +Steve spoke gravely—an epitaph for the man to whom he had been +unfailingly kind. +</P> + +<P> +"Most any kind of a failure can live," he said, "but it takes a man—to +smile and die." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +He let himself marvel aloud at her littleness. +</P> + +<P> +Their first hour together was only the happier for that moment of +sadness they shared. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap25"></A> +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XXV +</H3> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +IN REAL LIFE TOO +</H3> + + +<P> +There was no longer any objection raised by Miss Sarah; and Barbara +spent every hour of her days with him. It grew warmer with aging +spring—and almost immediately he was able to sit with her and watch +the stream of logs coming in over the line from Thirty-Mile and beyond. +</P> + +<P> +Miriam and Garry were married in that week which followed directly +Steve's first days of convalescence. The former had returned with +Garry to the northern valley, and already a note had come from her to +the younger girl, in which she bewailed the servant question, as +represented by the cook-boy whom her husband had inherited, along with +the cabin at headquarters. +</P> + +<P> +Over that particular paragraph Barbara allowed herself to show +amusement. She tilted her nose, however, in vast disdain at the tenor +of the rest of the letter. +</P> + +<P> +"From the way Miriam raves on and on," she exclaimed, "one would think +that Garry had saved the day." +</P> + +<P> +They were at the window together on this occasion, Steve outwardly +still a little pale and haggard, but for the rest his old serene self +again. He managed not to smile at her small and serious face. +</P> + +<P> +"It certainly has not strengthened my vanity a little bit, either," +said he, "to learn how smoothly things can move along without me." +</P> + +<P> +Day by day the girl was finding her way deeper into that innermost +heart of him which he had never shared with other woman or man. Hour +by hour she was learning to know him better, and yet his whimsical +gravity still could deceive her—she was sometimes thoughts behind his +thoughts. Hard upon his reply her eyes flashed with indignation. +</P> + +<P> +"Pooh!" she scoffed, "Pooh! Most any old clock will run, after +somebody's wound it up!" +</P> + +<P> +It was a trick of speech that she had learned from him, but his +employment of parallel, lazily amiable for the most part, had never +been so hotly partisan as was hers at that moment. And suddenly +self-conscious—suddenly confused and warmly disconcerted at the +quality of his gaze—she had to hide her head. But she hid it upon a +shoulder most conveniently at hand. +</P> + +<P> +Spring gave way to early summer—and now Steve was able to be on his +feet again, so absurdly uncertain of balance at first, however, that +she ridiculed him unmercifully one moment, only to rush to him in a +panic of solicitude the next. There came long walks, and longer trips +in the saddle; came hours of silence that were the more wonderful for +want of words—hours in which, in a hushed voice, she gave him shyly of +her plans. But always, too, the interruptions grew more and more +frequent and insistent. Fat Joe and McLean, and even Hardwick Elliott, +made more and more pressing demands upon his time, until finally he +insisted that he could no longer play, shamelessly, the invalid. He +must look in upon the works up-river, if only for the moral effect +which it would have upon the men. She assented, grudgingly; it would +be but a day or two. And then—then he would come back to her. +</P> + +<P> +The next morning, at the moment when Barbara and Steve were mounting +their horses, for she wanted to ride with him a little way, Dexter +Allison chose to disclose something which had been but lately in the +process of preparation. He joined them at the edge of the lawn, before +the white-columned house on the hill. +</P> + +<P> +"Easing back into harness, I understand," he began, not quite +comfortably, however, for he was aware of a gleam of disapproval in his +daughter's eyes, at this interruption. "Well, there's no great rush, +but it's wise, no doubt, to see that things don't lag." He hesitated, +and shifted heavily to the other foot. "We'll want to start through to +the border by fall, I suppose?" +</P> + +<P> +"We'll be ready," Steve had to laugh at his lack of ease. +</P> + +<P> +"No doubt—no doubt!" Again Dexter hesitated, momentarily. And then +there came to the surface that proneness to accept men for what they +were, in a man's world, which had long before convinced Caleb Hunter of +Allison's inherent bigness. +</P> + +<P> +"Elliott resigned the Presidency of the East Coast Company last night." +The statement was brief to actual crispness. "I merely tell you this +so that you can begin to lay tentative plans accordingly. Because, in +view of the immediate need of filling that vacancy, I feel sure that +there will be too many demands upon your time, here at the Morrison +office, for you to plan on much field work for yourself in the future." +</P> + +<P> +To Barbara, at the beginning, the speech seemed merely another of her +father's rather involved, entirely labored attempts at the facetious. +But when she saw the blood steal up and stain Stephen O'Mara's face, +she realized that it was the very sort of a suggestion from which, on +her lips, he had turned roughly away. Coming from the lips of her +father, Steve accepted gravely, with a matching briefness that could +not hide a surge of triumph. A month before Barbara would have been +unable to understand why there was any difference, simply because the +suggestion came from another. Now, when it could no longer make or mar +her happiness, she understood very well indeed. +</P> + +<P> +She rode with him that day until he told her that it was time for her +to turn back. With Ragtime standing quiet, she laid her face against +his, and complained that he had promised her she should never be +allowed to go more than arms' length away from him, once she was his. +</P> + +<P> +"This is the last time," he told her, in a voice vibrant and low. +"This is the last time—for you and me." +</P> + +<P> +He held her closer for a moment. +</P> + +<P> +"You will be ready when I come back?" +</P> + +<P> +She bobbed her head. +</P> + +<P> +"Ready—and waiting," she said. +</P> + +<P> +She sat and put up a hand to him, wistfully disconsolate, before he +disappeared beyond a twist in the trail. +</P> + +<BR> +<HR WIDTH="60%" ALIGN="center"> +<BR> + +<P> +The next night, in the cabin up-river, after Miriam had left them alone +to what she termed their complacent silence, Garry Devereau and Steve +sat a long while before the former raised a face alight with his rare +mirth. +</P> + +<P> +"Remember Joe's one proposed journey into the realms of romance?" he +asked suddenly. +</P> + +<P> +Openly Steve grinned, and nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"Remember how Joe threatened to close the last chapter?" +</P> + +<P> +Steve nodded again. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, here we are!" chuckled Garry. "I, poor but honest, already in +the toils of matrimony; and you, a plutocrat in sudden danger of a +government investigation, I'm told, and hovering on the brink!" +</P> + +<P> +"Here we are!" echoed Steve. +</P> + +<P> +And that was as close as either of them came to outspoken emotion. +With a lightness somewhat self-conscious, Garry had alluded to the +property which Caleb Hunter had turned over to Steve. There was a +trace of like humor in the latter's reply. +</P> + +<P> +"I certainly am oppressed with the cares of sudden wealth," said he. +</P> + +<P> +They were silent again, and then they heard lifted at a distance a thin +and reedy tenor. Joe was still humming his inevitable ballad, when he +entered and closed the door behind him, with an alarming flourish. +</P> + +<P> +"Evenin', folks," he saluted, but he did not seek a chair. +</P> + +<P> +Before then they had seen him primed for a sensation; never until that +moment had he failed to aggravate their curiosity. He circled the room +but once, before he confronted them in a fashion that would have been +challenging, had it not been for his fiery face. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, you may as well congratulate me," he invited, "and have done +with it. Because the suspense is over for me!" +</P> + +<P> +Both men straightened in their chairs; both understood instantly. But +Garry was the quicker in speech. +</P> + +<P> +"Not Cecile?" he inquired, in feigned consternation. +</P> + +<P> +"Why not?" Joe was quickly belligerent. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, dear!" mourned Garry. "Oh, dear! I wish you had consulted me—or +some other married man first. Compatibility and common tastes, you +know, Joe, and all that sort of thing. She's a little Parisienne, and +you—well, you're only a riverman, like me!" +</P> + +<P> +Joe condescended to draw up a chair. And his verbal condescension was +large. +</P> + +<P> +"Sometimes you're fair," he spoke with scornful superiority, "and +sometimes you are so amateurish you make me homesick for Steve to come +back." +</P> + +<BR> +<HR WIDTH="60%" ALIGN="center"> +<BR> + +<P> +She was waiting for him at the twist in the road. She was ready, two +days later, as she had promised to be. +</P> + +<P> +Only her father and Miss Sarah and Caleb were present when they were +married. And then, and not alone because she knew he wished it, but +because it was the dearest wish of her own heart, they turned their +faces towards the cabin on the balsam knoll. +</P> + +<P> +That day was theirs alone to be shared with no other living thing, save +the lesser brethren of the wilderness. Noon found them far north of +the foothills, deep in the hushed and higher ridges; twilight had come +and gone and the first of the stars were already blurred points of +light in the riffles, when they raised the river ahead. And there he +checked his horse, to point out the cabin, white-streaked with clay +chinking against a wall of green—he dismounted and lifted her to the +ground, for suddenly she wanted to go the rest of the way on foot. +</P> + +<P> +She let her weight lie against him, the top of her head scarce higher +than his chin, and sighed a little. +</P> + +<P> +"Tired?" he asked with that gentleness he saved for her alone. +</P> + +<P> +The bright head shook. +</P> + +<P> +"Happy?" he asked again, as gently. +</P> + +<P> +She swung around and clung to him then. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm so happy!" she whispered. "Do you suppose that anyone will ever +be as happy again?" +</P> + +<P> +There was ineffable content in her question. Whimsically her own +phrase rose to his lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe," he said, "maybe sometime—in books!" +</P> + +<P> +She lifted her face then. He had the dusky glory of her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe," she echoed, her voice tremulous,—"sometime. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Then I'll Come Back to You + + +Author: Larry Evans + + + +Release Date: July 22, 2006 [eBook #18894] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 18894-h.htm or 18894-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/8/9/18894/18894-h/18894-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/8/9/18894/18894-h.zip) + + + + + +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU + +by + +LARRY EVANS + +Author of +Once to Every Man + +Illustrated by Will Stevens + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: "I Ain't Never Seen Nothin'," He Stated Patiently. "I +Ain't Never Seen More'n Three Houses in a Clearin' Before. I Ain't +Never Been Outen the Timber--Till To-Day. But I Aim to See More +Now--Before I Get Done."] + + + + +New York +Grosset & Dunlap +Publishers +Copyright, 1915, by +The H. K. Fly Company. +Copyright, 1915, by +The Metropolitan Magazine Company. + + + + +To the Memory of + +My Mother + + + + +CONTENTS. + + +Chapter + + I. I DON'T MIND IF I DO! + II. THE LOGICAL CUSTODIAN + III. THREE QUARTERS AND SIX EIGHTHS + IV. I'LL TELL HER YOU'RE A BAPTIST + V. THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU + VI. MY MAN O'MARA + VII. HARRIGAN, THAT'S ME! + VIII. GREETINGS, SIR GALLAHAD! + IX. A MATTER OF ORNITHOLOGY + X. NOT A CHANCE IN THE WORLD + XI. I NEVER DID LIKE TO BE BEATEN + XII. THAT WOODS-RAT + XIII. THIS LITERARY THING + XIV. A GIRL LIKE HER + XV. LAW AND LUMBER + XVI. ACCIDENTS WILL HAPPEN + XVII. HONEY! + XVIII. I'M TELLING YOU GOOD-BYE + XIX. SOME LETTERS AND A REPLY + XX. BLUE FLANNEL AND CORDUROY + XXI. SETTING THE STAGE + XXII. IT HAPPENS IN BOOKS + XXIII. TO-MORROW-- + XXIV. --AND TO-MORROW, AND TO-MORROW + XXV. IN REAL LIFE TOO + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"I Ain't Never Seen Nothin'," He Stated Patiently. "I Ain't Never Seen +More'n Three Houses in a Clearin' Before. I Ain't Never Been Outen the +Timber--Till To-Day. But I Aim to See More Now--Before I Get +Done." . . . . . . _Frontispiece_ + +"I've Always Had to Wait a Long Time for Everything I've Wanted," the +Boy Answered, "But I Always Get It, Just the Same, if I Only Want it +Hard Enough." + +"Blessings, My Children," He Called to the Two in the Shadow. "My +Felicitations! and E'en though I know Not Your Identity, Still I May +Sense Your Fond Confusion." + +"Oh, I Can't Tell You How Glad I Am to See You So--So Well!" + + + + +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU + + +CHAPTER I + +I DON'T MIND IF I DO! + +That year no rain had fallen for a score of days in the hill country. +The valley road that wound upward and still upward from the town of +Morrison ran a ribbon of puffy yellow dust between sun-baked, +brown-sodded dunes; ran north and north, a tortuous series of loops on +loops, to lose itself at last in the cooler promise of the first +bulwark of the mountains. They looked cooler, the distant wooded +hills; for all the shimmering heat waves that danced and eddied in the +gaps and glanced, shaft-like, from the brittle needles of the pines +which sentineled the ridges, they hinted at depths to which the sun's +rays could not penetrate; they hinted at chasms padded with moss, +shadowed and dim beneath chapel arches of spruce and hemlock, even +chilly with the spray of spring-fed brooks that brawled in miniature +rocky canyons. And they made the gasping heat of the valley a little +more unendurable by very contrast. + +Since early afternoon Caleb Hunter had been sitting almost immobile in +the shade of the trellis which flanked the deep verandas of his huge +white, thick-pillared house on the hill above the river. It was +reminiscent of another locality--the old Hunter place on the valley +road. When Caleb Hunter's father had come north, back when his loyalty +to a flag and his pity for a gaunt and lonely figure in the White House +had been stronger than bonds of blood, he had left its counterpart down +on the Tennessee. Afterward, with one empty sleeve pinned across his +breast, he had directed with the other hand the placing of the columns. +And finally, when he had had to leave this home in turn, along with its +high, white painted walls and glossy green shutters, he had passed down +to his son his inborn love of the warmth, his innocent delight in +indolence--and an unsurpassed judgment of mint. The mint bed still lay +where he had located it, to the west of the house, moist and fragrant +in the shadow. + +Caleb Hunter had been drowsing contentedly since early afternoon, his +chin on his chest and the bowl of his pipe drooping down over his +comfortably bulging, unbuttoned waistcoat. The lazy day was in his +blood and even the whine of the sawmills on the river-bank, a mile or +more to the south, tempered as it was by the distance to the drone of a +surly bumble-bee, still vaguely annoyed him. Tiny dots of men in +flannel shirts of brilliant hue, flashing from time to time out across +the log-choked space between the booms, caught his eye whenever he +lifted his head, during the passage of a green-sprayed glass from the +veranda rail to his lips, and almost reminded him of the unnatural +altitude of the mercury. He, without being analytical about it, would +have preferred it without the industry and the noise, even softened as +both were by the distance. + +Morrison had changed since Caleb Hunter's father topped with the +white-columned house that hill above the river. In those days it had +been little more than a sleepy, if conservatively prosperous and +self-sufficient, community, without industry of any sort, or, it might +be added, ambition or seeming need of one. The Basin where the river +widened and ran currentless a mile or two from bank to bank, in Caleb's +father's time for weeks and weeks on end often had showed no more signs +of activity than a dawdling fisherman or two who angled now and then +and smoked incessantly. And now even the low-lying foothills in which +the elder Hunter had tried to see from homesick eyes a resemblance to +the outguard of his own Cumberlands were no longer given over to +pasturage. They had taken on an entirely different aspect. + +The northern streets of the town were still dotted with the homes of +those families who had been content with just the shade and the silence +and the sheen of the river, and an ample though inaugmented income. +But the outside world, ignoring the lack of an invitation too long in +the coming, had in the last year or so grown in to meet it more than +half way. From the Hunter verandas a half-dozen red-roofed, +brown-shingled bungalows, half camps and half castles, were visible +across the land stretches where the cattle had grazed before. And just +beyond Caleb Hunter's own high box hedge, Dexter Allison's enormous +stucco and timber "summer lodge" sprawled amid a round dozen acres of +green lawn and landscape gardening, its front to the river. + +To Dexter Allison's blame or credit--the nature of the verdict +depending entirely upon whether it was rendered by the older or the +newer generation--was laid the transformation of Morrison, the town +proper. Caleb Hunter had known Allison at college, where the latter +had been prominent both because of the brilliance of his wardrobe and +the reputed size of his father's steadily accumulating resources. +Since that time seven-figure fortunes such as the younger Allison had +inherited, had become too general to be any longer spectacular. But +Dexter Allison's garments had always retained their insistent note. +Hunter himself had sold Allison the ground upon which the stucco house +stood; he had heartily agreed that it was an ideal spot for a loafing +place--and the fishing was good, too! Now whenever Caleb thought of +those first conferences which had preceded the sale, and recalled +Allison's accentuation of the natural beauties of the spot, Caleb +allowed himself to smile. + +The fishing was still far above reproach, a little further back +country--and Dexter Allison owned the sawmills that droned in the +valley. His men drove his timber down from the hills in the north; his +men piled the yellow planks upon his flat cars which ran in over his +spur line that had crept up from the south. His hundreds and hundreds +of rivermen already trod the sawdust-padded streets of the newer +Morrison that had sprung into being beyond the bend; they swarmed in on +the drives, a hard-faced, hard-shouldered horde, picturesque, +proficient and profane. They brought with them color and care-free +prodigality and a capacity for abandonment to pleasure that ran the +whole gamut of emotions, from raucous-roared chanties to sudden, swift +encounters which were as silent as they were deadly. And they spent +their money without stopping to count it. + +The younger generation of the older Morrison was quick to point out the +virtues of this vice. And after a time, when the older generation +found that the rivermen preferred their own section of the town, +ignoring as though they had never existed the staid and sleepy +residential streets above, they heaved a sigh of partial relief and +tried to forget their proximity. + +Little more than a year had been required for that transformation. The +boards of some of the newer shacks down river were still damp with +pitch. And twice during that period Dexter Allison had come into the +hills to take up a transitory abode in the stucco house which had been +quite six months in the building:--once, two years before, when he had +disappeared into the mountains upon a prolonged fishing trip, to return +fishless but with an astonishing mass of pencilled data and contour +maps; and the second time for an even longer stay, a year ago when the +mill was being erected. + +Since then the stucco and timber place had been closed, with no one but +a doddering old caretaker and a gardener or two about the premises, +until early that last hot August week. On Monday Caleb Hunter had +noticed that the blinds had been thrown open to the air; on Wednesday, +from his point of vantage upon the porch, he had watched a rather +astounding load of trunks careen in at the driveway, piloted by a mill +teamster who had for two seasons held the record for a double-team load +of logs and was making the most of that opportunity to prove his skill. +And the next morning the tumult raised by a group of children racing +over the shorn lawns had awakened him; he had descended to be hailed by +Dexter Allison's own booming bass from behind the intervening high box +hedge. + +It was the hottest day of the hottest fortnight that the hill country +had known in years. The very temperature gave color to Allison's +statement that the heat had driven them north from the shore--him and +his wife and Barbara, their daughter of ten, and the half-dozen or more +guests whose trunks, coming on the next day, made an even more imposing +sight than had Allison's own. And yet as he sat there in the shadow, +methodically pulling upon his pipe, Caleb Hunter smiled from time to +time, reminiscently. He last of all would have been the one to admit +that the owner of the big stucco place and the mills, and--yes, of the +newer Morrison itself--had not given a good account of the talents and +tens of talents which had been passed down to him. But the use of so +much evasion, where no evasion at all seemed necessary, rather puzzled +as well as amused Caleb; and yet, after all, this merely branded him as +old-fashioned, so far as the newer business methods were concerned +which were crowding into Morrison. Allison's way of going about a +thing made him think of the old valley road that wound north in its +series of loops on loops; and yet, reflecting upon that parallel, he +had to admit to himself, too, that the road achieved final heights +which, in a straightaway route across country would have necessitated +more than a few wearisome and heart-breaking grades. + +The comparison pleased Caleb. He was nodding his head over it as he +buried his nose in the mint-sprayed glass again, when a haze of dust to +the north caught his vagrant attention. Quite apparently it was raised +by a foot-traveler, and the latter were not frequent upon that road, +especially foot-travelers who came from that direction. Trivial as it +was, it piqued his interest, and he lay back and followed it from +lazily half-closed eyes. It topped a rise and disappeared--the dust +cloud--and reappeared in turn, but not until it had advanced to within +a scant hundred yards of him could he make out the figure which raised +it. And then, after one sharp glance, with a quick intake of breath, +he rose and went a trifle hastily out across his own lawn toward the +iron picket fence that bordered the roadside. He went almost hurriedly +to intercept the boy who came marching over the brow of the last low +hill. + +Caleb Hunter, particularly in the last year or so, had seen many a +strange and brilliant costume pass along that wilderness highway, but +as he hung over the front gate he remembered that none of them had ever +before drawn him from his deep chair in the shadow. For him none of +them had ever approached in sensationalism the quite unbelievable garb +of the boy who came steadily on and on--who came steadily nearer and +nearer. + +With a little closer view of him the watching man understood the reason +for the dense cloud of dust above the lone pedestrian. For when the +boy raised his feet with each stride, the man-sized, hob-nailed boots +which encased them failed to lift in turn. Indeed, the toes did clear +the ground, but the heels, slipping away from the lean ankles, dragged +in the follow-through. And the boy's other garments, save for his +flannel shirt and flapping felt hat, were of a size in keeping with the +boots. + +His trousers had once been white cotton drill, but the whiteness had +long before given up the unequal struggle against grime and grease and +subsided to a less conspicuous, less perishable grey. They had been +cut off just below the knees and, unhemmed, hung flapping with every +step he took above a stretch of white-socked, spindly shanks. But it +was the coat he wore which held Caleb spellbound. It was of a style +popularly known as a swallowtail, faced with satin as to lapels and +once gracefully rounded to a long, bisected skirt in the rear. The +satin facings were gone and the original color of the fabric, too, had +faded to a shiny, bottle-green. But the long skirts--at least all that +was left of them--still flapped bravely, as did the trousers. For +they, like the nether garments, had been cut off, with more regard for +haste than accuracy, so that the back of the coat cleared the ground by +a good foot and a half. The sleeves, rolled back from two slender, +browned wrists, were cuffed with a six-inch stretch of striped, soiled +lining. + +For a time Caleb had been at a loss to make out the object which the +boy carried upon one shoulder, balanced above a blanket tight-rolled +and tied with string. Not until the grotesque little figure was within +a dozen paces of him did he recognize it, and then, at the same moment +that he caught a glimpse of an old and rusted revolver strapped to the +boy's narrow waist, he realized what it was. The boy was toting a +double-springed steel trap, big enough it seemed to take all four feet +of any bear that ever walked--and it was beautifully dull with oil! + +Caleb stood and stared, mouth agape. A moment or two earlier he had +had to fight off an almost uncontrollable desire to roar with laughter, +but that mood had passed somehow as the boy came nearer. For the +latter was not even aware of his presence there behind the iron fence; +he was walking with his head up, thin face thrust forward like that of +a young and overly eager setter with the bird in plain sight. The +world of hunger in that strained and staring visage helped Caleb to +master his mirth, and when, at a tentative cough from him, the small +figure halted dead in his tracks and wheeled, even the vestige of a +smile left the wide-waisted watcher's lips. Then Caleb had his first +full view of the boy's features. + +There were wide, deep shadows beneath the grey eyes, doubly noticeable +because of the heavy fringe of the lashes that swept above them; there +was a pallid, bluish circle around the thin and tight-set lips. And +the lean cheeks were very, very pale, both with the heat of the sun and +a fatigue now close to exhaustion. But the eyes themselves, as they +met Caleb's, were alight with a fire which afterward, when he had had +more time to ponder it, made him remember the pictured eyes of the +children of the Crusades. They fairly burned into his own, and they +checked the first half-jocular words of greeting which had been +trembling upon his lips. His voice was only grave and kindly when he +began to speak. + +"You--you look a trifle tired, young man," he said then. "Are +you--going far?" + +The boy touched his lips delicately with the point of his tongue. His +gravity more than matched that of his questioner. + +"Air--air thet the--city?" + +The words were soft of accent and a little drawling; there was an +accompanying gesture of one thumb thrown backward over a thin shoulder. +But Caleb had to smile a little at the breathless note in the query. + +"The city?" he echoed, a little puzzled. "The city! Well, now--I----" +and he chuckled a bit. + +The boy caught him up swiftly, almost sharply. + +"Thet's--ain't thet Morrison?" he demanded. + +And then Caleb had a glimmer of comprehension. He nodded. + +"Yes," he answered quietly. "That's the city. That's Morrison down +there." + +The shoulders of the ancient coat lifted and fell with a visible sigh +as the strange little figure turned again, head keenly forward, to gaze +hungrily down at the town in the valley. And Caleb translated that +long-drawn breath correctly; without stopping to reason it out, he knew +that it meant fulfillment of a dream most marvelous in anticipation, +but even more wonderful in its coming true. Words would have failed +where that single breath sufficed. The man remained quiet until the +boy finally turned back to him, eased the heavy trap to his other +shoulder and wet his lips once more. + +"I thought it war," he murmured, and a thread of awe wove through the +words. "I thought it est nachelly _hed_ to be! Haow--haow many houses +would you reckon they might be daown--daown in thet there holler?" + +The owner of the white-columned house gave the question its meed of +reflection. + +"Well, I--I'd say quite a few hundred, at least." + +The odd little figure bobbed his head. + +"Thet's what Old Tom always sed," he muttered, more to himself than to +his hearer. "An'--an' I guess I ain't never rightly believed him till +naow." And then: "Is--is New Yor-rk any bigger?" he asked. + +The man at the picket fence smiled again, but the smile was without +offense. + +"Well, yes," he answered. "Yes, considerably bigger, I should judge. +Twice as large, at least, and maybe more than that." + +The boy did not answer. He just faced about to stare once more. And +then the miracle came to pass. Around a far bend in Dexter Allison's +single spur track there came careening an ashmatic switch engine with a +half-dozen empty flats in tow. With a brave puffing and blowing of +leaky cylinder heads, it rattled across an open space between piles of +timber in the mill-yard and disappeared with a shrill toot of warning +for unseen workmen upon the tracks ahead. The boy froze to +granite-like immobility as it flashed into view. Long after it had +passed from sight he stood like a bit of a fantastic figure cut from +stone. Then a tremor shook him from head to foot, and when it came +slowly about Caleb saw that his small face was even whiter than it had +been before beneath its coat of tan and powdery dust. + +He swallowed hard, and tried to speak--and had to swallow again before +the words would come. + +"Gawd--I--may--die!" ho broke out falteringly then. "There goes a +injine! A steam injine--wan't it?" + +Long afterward, when he had realized that the boy's life was to bring +again and again a repetition of that sublime moment of realization--a +moment of fulfillment unspoiled by surfeit or sophistication or a +blunted capacity to marvel, which Caleb had seen grow old and stale +even in the children he knew, he wondered and wished that he might have +known it himself, once at least. Years of waiting, starved years of +anticipation, he felt after all must have been a very little price to +pay for that great, blinding, gasping moment. But at the time, amazed +at the boy's white face, amazed at the hushed fervor in the words he +forgot,--he spoke before he thought. + +"But haven't you ever seen an engine before?" he exclaimed. + +As soon as the question had left his lips he would have given much to +have had it back again; but at that it failed to have the effect which +he feared too late to check. Instead of coloring with hurt and shame, +instead of subterfuge or evasion, the boy simply lifted his eyes +levelly to Caleb's face. + +"I ain't never seed nuthin'," he stated patiently. "I ain't never seed +more'n three houses together in a clearin' before. I--I ain't never +been outen the timber--till today. But I aim to see more, naow--before +I git done!" + +The man experienced a peculiar sensation. The boy's low, passionlessly +vehement statement somehow made him feel that it wasn't a boy to whom +he was talking, but a little and grave old man. And suddenly the +desire seized him to hear more of that low, direct voice; the impulse +came to him and Caleb, whose whole life had been as free from erratic +snap-judgments as his broad face was of craft, found joy in acting upon +it forthwith, before it had time to cool. + +"The view is excellent from my veranda," he waved a hand behind him. +"And--you look a little warm and tired. If your business is not of too +pressing a nature--have you----" he broke off, amazed at his helpless +formality in the matter--"have you come far?" + +And he wondered immediately how the boy would receive that suggestion +that he hesitate, there with the "city" in front of him, a fairy-tale +to be explored. And again he was allowed to catch a glimpse of age-old +spirit--a glimpse of a man-sized self-discipline--beneath the childish +exterior. + +The boy hesitated a moment, but it was his uncertainty as to just what +Caleb's invitation had offered, and not the lure of the town which made +him pause. He took one step forward. + +"I been comin' since last Friday," he explained. "I been comin' daown +river for three days naow--and I been comin' fast!" + +Again that measuring, level glance. + +"An' I ain't got no business--yit," he went on. "Thet's what I aim to +locate, after I've hed a chance to look around a trifle. But I am +tired a little, an' so if you mean thet you're askin' me to stop for a +minit--if you mean thet you're askin' me that--why, then . . . then, I +guess I don't mind if I do!" + +"That's what I mean," said Caleb. + +And the little figure preceded him across his soft, cropped lawn. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE LOGICAL CUSTODIAN + +Caleb Hunter had never married, and even now, at the age of forty and +odd, in particularly mellow moments he was liable to confess that, +while matrimony no doubt offered a far wider field for both general +excitement and variety, as far as he himself was concerned, he felt +that his bachelor condition had points of excellence too obvious to be +treated with contumely. Perhaps the fact that Sarah Hunter, four years +his senior, had kept so well oiled the cogs of the domestic machinery +of the white place on the hill that their churnings had never been +evidenced may have been in part an answer to his contentment. + +For Sarah Hunter, too, had never married. To the townspeople who had +never dared to try to storm the wall of her apparent frigidity, or been +able quite to understand her aloof austerity, she was little more than +a weekly occurence as dependable as the rising and setting of the sun +itself. Every Sunday morning a rare vision of stately dignity for all +her tininess, assisted by Caleb, she descended from the Hunter equipage +to enter the portals of the Morrison Baptist church. After the service +she reappeared and, having complimented the minister upon the sagacity +of his discourse, again assisted by Caleb, she mounted to the rear seat +of the surrey and rolled back up the hill. + +That was as much as the townspeople ever saw of "Cal Hunter's maiden +sister" unless there happened to be a prolonged siege of sickness in +the village or a worse accident than usual. Then she came and camped +on the scene until the crisis was over, soft-voiced, soft-fingered and +serenely sure of herself. Sarah had never married, and even though she +had in the long interval which, year by year, had brought to Caleb a +more placid rotundity grown slender and slenderer still, and +flat-chested and sharp-angled in face and figure, Caleb knew that +underneath it all there had been no shrinkage in her soul--knew that +there were no bleak expanses in her heart, or edges to her pity. + +They often joked each other about their state of single blessedness, +did Caleb and his sister. Often, hard upon his easy boast of +satisfaction with things as they were, she would quote the fable of the +fox and the high-hanging grapes, only to be taunted a moment later with +her own celibacy. But the taunt and the fable had long been stingless. +For Sarah Hunter knew that one end of Caleb's heavy gold watch chain +still carried a bit of a gold coin, worn smooth and thin from years of +handling; she knew that the single word across its back, even though it +had long ago been effaced so far as other eyes were concerned, was +still there for him to see. And Caleb, rummaging one day for some lost +article or other, in a pigeonhole in Sarah's desk in which he had no +license to look, had come across a picture of a tall and black-haired +lad, brave in white trousers and an amazing waistcoat. Caleb +remembered having been told that he had died for another with that same +smile which the picture had preserved--the tall and jaunty youngster. +And so their comprehension was mutual. They understood, did Caleb and +his sister. + +But sure as he was of Sarah's fundamental kindness, Caleb experienced a +twinge of guilty uncertainty that August afternoon as he closed the +iron gate behind the grotesque little figure which had already started +across his lawn. For the moment he had forgotten that the sun was low +in the west; he had overlooked the fact that it was customary for the +Hunter establishment to sup early during the warm summer months. But +when he turned to find Sarah watching, stiff and uncompromising, from +the doorway, he remembered with painful certainty her attitude toward +his propensity to pick up any stray that might catch him in a moment of +too pronounced mellowness--stray human or feline or lost yellow dog. + +Sarah's gaze, however, was not for her brother at that moment. Her +eyes were fixed unswervingly upon the figure in the once-white drill +trousers and bobbed swallow-tail coat and shuffling boots. She was +staring from wide and, Caleb noted, rather horror-stricken eyes at the +huge steel trap above the blanket pack. But the boy who must have +received her glance full in his face had not faltered a step in his +advance. He went forward until he stood at the foot of the low steps +which mounted to the veranda; and there he stopped, looking up at her, +and removed his battered hat. Caleb ranged awkwardly up alongside him +and looked up at her in turn. He, searching desperately for a neat and +cleverly casual opening speech, could not know that beneath her +forbidding manner a peal of soft laughter was struggling for utterance; +could not know that, at that moment, she was telling herself that, of +the two, Caleb was far the younger. + +At last he cleared his throat, oratorically, and then she promptly +interrupted him. + +"Supper is served, Cal," she drawled in her gentle, almost lisping +voice. + +Caleb received the statement as if it were an astounding bit of +hitherto undreamed-of news. + +"Comin', Sarah!" he chirped briskly. "Comin' this blessed minute!" + +And then, with an attempt at disingenuousness: + +"I--I've a friend here, Sarah, whom I'd like to--er--present to you! +This is my sister, Miss Hunter," he announced to the silent boy, "and +this young man, Sarah, this young man is--er--ah--Mr.----" + +"I'm Steve," said the boy, mildly. "I'm just Stephen O'Mara!" + +"Certainly!" gasped Caleb. "Quite so--quite so! Sarah, this is just +Steve." + +The frail little woman with her quaint dignity of another decade failed +to move; she did not unbend so much as the fraction of an inch. But +hard upon the heels of Caleb's last words the boy went forward +unhesitatingly. Hat in the hand that balanced his big steel trap, he +stopped in front of her and offered one brown paw. + +"Haow dye do, Miss Hunter," he saluted her, gravely. And with a slow +smile that discovered for her a row of white and even teeth: "Haow dye +do? I--I reckon you're the first--dressed-up lady I ever did git to +know!" + +The calm statement took what little breath there had been left in +Caleb's lungs; it left Sarah breathless, too. But after an +infinitesimal moment of waiting she held out her own delicate fingers +and took the outstretched hand. + +"Haow dye do, Steve?" she answered, and Caleb was at a loss to +interpret the suppressed quality of her voice. "And I--some day I am +sure it will be a great pleasure to remember that I was the--first!" + +Then she faced her brother. + +"Will you--will your friend, Mr.--Steve--remain for supper, Cal?" she +asked. + +And Caleb, quick to see an opening, made the most of this one. + +"Stay for supper," he repeated her question, and he laughed. +"Stay--for--supper! Well, I should hope he would. Why--why, he's +going to stop for the night!" + +From the vantage place there at the top of the steps Sarah stood and +surveyed her brother's wide and guileless face for a second. Then her +lips began to twitch. + +"Very clever, Cal," she told him. "Quite clever--for you!" + +And she nodded and withdrew to see that the table was laid for three. + +Caleb, chuckling, watched her go; then with a nod to the boy, he +started to follow her in. But Steve paused at the threshold, and when +the man stopped and looked back to ascertain the cause of his delay he +found that the boy was depositing the bear trap upon the porch +floor--found him tugging to free the rusty old revolver from his belt. + +"I'll leave Samanthy here," the one called Steve stated, and Caleb +understood that he meant the trap. "An' I reckon I'd better not lug my +weapon into the house, neither, hed I? She might----" He nodded in +the direction of Sarah's disappearance--"Old Tom says womin folks +that's gentle born air kind-a skittish about havin' shootin' irons +araound the place. And I don't reckon it's the part of men folks to +pester 'em." + +Caleb didn't know just what to say, so he merely nodded approval. +Again he had been made to feel that it was not a boy but some little +old man who was explaining to him. Silently he led the way upstairs, +and after he had seen the blanket pack deposited in one corner of +Sarah's beloved guest-room, after he had seen the rusty coat peeled off +as a preface to removing the dust accumulation of the long hot day from +hands and face, an inspiration came to him. While the boy was washing, +utterly lost to everything but that none-too-simple task, he went out +of the room on a still-hunt of his own, and came back presently with +the thing for which he had gone searching. He found the boy wrestling +a little desperately with a mop of wavy chestnut hair which only grew +the more hopeless with every stroke of the brush. + +"Never mind that." Caleb met the misapprehension in the boy's eyes. +"Never mind that! And I--I've taken the liberty of digging out this +old canvas shooting coat. It's one I got for Sarah--for my +sister--but, as you say, women folks are mighty skittish about anything +that has to do with a gun. She never would go even so far as to try it +on, but if you don't mind---- That coat of yours must be a trifle hot +for this weather, I should say." + +Steve reached out a hand that trembled a little and took the coat. He +took it and stared at it with that same strained and hungry look which +he had bestowed a half hour before upon the "City." + +"Do you mean," he asked, and his lips remained parted breathlessly upon +the question, "do you mean--this yere's for me?" + +Caleb thought of the "injine"--the "_steam_ injine." + +"I mean just that, if you'll have it," he replied. The boy slipped his +little body into the garment and wheeled to survey himself in a mirror. +In comparison with the dismembered swallowtail it was the purple of a +Solomon. There was a cartridge web across its front, with loops, and +after he had looked long and long at his reflection, the boy thrust +both his thumbs into the belt it made. + +Then: "Them's fer ketridges," he announced solemnly. + +He scowled judiciously and nodded. + +And, "I'll hev to git me some, the first thing in the mornin'," he said. + +That was his only remark then, and yet Caleb felt amply repaid. Later +he had more to say, but for the time being he merely followed Caleb +back downstairs, walking very stiff and straight except when, with +every few steps, he leaned over the better to see the looped webbing +across his middle. + +And at table that evening the man came to know another trait in the odd +little stranger's odd makeup which, coupled with those which he had +already mentally tabulated for future private contemplation, set him to +wondering more than a little. + +With the appearance of the first dish upon the table that night the boy +was very frankly nonplussed at the array of implements upon each side +of his plate, placed there for him to manipulate. He scarcely knew one +from the other, and the separate uses for each not at all. But the way +in which he met the problem made Caleb lift his eyes and meet Sarah's +inscrutable glance with something akin to triumph. For there was no +awkwardness in the boy's procedure, no flushing embarrassment, no +shame-facedness nor painfully self-conscious attempt to cover his +ignorance. Instead, he sat and waited--sat and watched openly until +Miss Sarah had herself selected knife or fork, as the case might +be--and then, turning back to those beside his own place, frowning +intently, he made painstaking selection therefrom. Nor did he once +make a mistake. And Caleb, after he had begun to mark a growing +softness in the color of his sister's thin cheeks, ventured to draw +into conversation their small guest. + +The boy talked freely and openly, always with his wide eyes upon the +face of his questioner, always in the grave and slightly drawling +idioms of the woods. Again he confided that he had never before been +out of the timber; he explained that "Old Tom's" untimely taking-off a +fortnight back had been alone responsible for this pilgrimage. And +that opened the way for a question which Caleb had been eager to ask +him. + +"I suppose this--this 'Old Tom' was some kin of yours?" he observed. + +The boy shook his head. + +"No," he answered, "no, I ain't never hed no kin. I ain't never hed +nobody--father ner mother, neither!" + +Caleb saw Sarah start a little and bite her thin lips. But the +bird-like movement of surprise was lost upon the speaker. + +"I ain't never hed nobody," he re-averred, and Caleb, straining to +catch a note of self-pity or plea for sympathy in the words, realized +that the boy didn't even know what the one or the other was. "I ain't +never hed nobody but Old Tom. And he was--he wasn't nuthin' but what +he called my--my"--the sentence was broken while he paused to get the +phrase correctly--"he was what he called my 'logical custodian.'" + +Guiltily Caleb knew that his next question would savor of indelicacy, +but he had to ask it just the same. + +"Still, I suppose his--his taking-off must have been something in the +nature of a blow to you?" he suggested. + +The boy pursed his lips. + +"Wall, no," he exclaimed at last, nonchalantly. "No-o-o! I can't +say's it was. We'd both been expectin' it, I reckon. Old Tom, he +often sed he knew that some day he'd go and git just blind, stavin' +drunk enough to try an' swim the upper rapids--and two weeks ago he +done so!" + +And the rest of the words were quite casual. + +"I kind-a reckon he'd hev made it, at that," he offered his opinion, +"if they'd hev been a trifle more water. But the rocks was too close +to the surface fer comfortable swimmin'. The Jenkinses found him down +in the slack water, Sunday noon or thereabouts, and they sed he'd never +be no deader, not even if he'd a-died in a reg'lar bed, with a doctor +helpin' him along." + +Caleb threw his sister one lugubriously helpless glance. Sarah had +choked, apparently upon a crumb of bread, and was coughing, +stranglingly. And Caleb made to change the drift of the conversation, +but he was not quick enough. + +"I ain't never been much of a hand for licker," Steve finished naively. +"Old Tom sed he never could understand it in me, neither, but he +reckoned it was lucky in a way fer both of us. He sed he'd whale the +life outen me if he ever caught me even smellin' of a cork; and as fer +him--well, it come in handy for him, havin' a sober hand round the +shack when he wan't quite hisself!" + +This time when Caleb lifted his eyes he met a startled gleam behind +Sarah's half dropped lashes. She was peering steadily into the boy's +lean, untroubled face. Caleb voiced the query which he knew must be +behind her quiet intentness. + +"You said your name was O'Mara, I believe. I suppose that was--ah--Old +Tom's last name, too?" + +Steve laughed; he laughed frankly for the first time since he had +halted, hours before, outside in the dusty road. + +"Why, Old Tom had a dozen different names in the last few years," he +replied. "He had a new one every time he went outen the woods fer a +trip. But he always sed he mostly favored Brown or Jones or Smith, +they bein' quiet and common and not too hard to remember. He just +changed names whenever he got tired of his old one, Old Tom did. But +he always did say, too, that if he'd hed as good a one as O'Mara, he'd +a kept it--and kept it proud." + +At the conclusion of that statement it was Miss Sarah's gaze which went +searching across the table for her brother's eyes. But the boy just +ran on and on, totally oblivious to their glances. + +He told them of his lonely days in the woods shack, when Old Tom went +down river and was three or four weeks in returning; he dwelt upon +blissful days in the spring when he had been allowed to play a man's +part in the small drives which he and Old Tom and the "Jenkinses" +began, and which Old Tom and the Jenkinses alone saw through to market +in Morrison. He touched lightly and inconsequentially upon certain +days when Old Tom would hang for hours over an old tin box filled with +soiled and ink-smeared memoranda, periods which were always followed by +days of moody silence and a week or more of "lessons" in a tattered and +thumbed reader which the woodsman had brought up-river--lessons as +painful and laborious to Old Tom as they were delightful to the starved +mentality of the pupil. And Old Tom, the boy explained, was pretty +likely to be "lickered up fer quite a spell" after such a session which +invariably began with an exploration of the battered tin box. + +The boy told Caleb of days and nights on the trail--boasted +unconsciously of Old Tom's super-cunning with trap and deadfall, and +even poison bait. And that brought him to the beautifully oiled bear +trap which he had left outside the door. + +"I brung Samanthy along with me," he stated. "I brung her just because +somehow I kind-a thought mebby Old Tom'd be glad if I did. Next to me +he always sed he set a heap o' store on thet ole critter. He sed +Samanthy was as near to hevin' a woman around the house as anything he +knew on--she hed a voice like a steel trap, and when she got her teeth +sot in a argument she never did let up. I brung her along with me, and +the gun he give me, but I didn't take nuthin' else." + +Caleb waited there until he knew that the boy had finished. + +"You never bothered about that old tin box?" he inquired casually. + +The boy shook his head again. + +"Old Tom, whenever he went away for a spell, always sed I wan't to +meddle with it," he explained. "This time I reckoned his goin' was +just about the same thing, only he won't be comin' back, so I--I just +locked the box up in the cubberd and hitched the staple into the door +and come down myself." + +By the time that meal was finished the boy's eyes were so heavy-lidded +that, fight as he would, they still persisted in drooping till the long +lashes curled over his cheeks. And in spite of Caleb's remonstrance it +was Sarah who saw him upstairs and into the huge guest-room with its +four-poster and high-boy and spindle-backed chairs. + +When she came back downstairs her eyes were shining more than a little +and the flush upon her cheeks was undeniably rose. Her brother, from +his seat before the unlighted fireplace, puffed methodically upon his +pipe and barely lifted his head at her coming. He was deep in +meditation. She stood looking at him for a time from the foot of the +stairway. + +"He's asleep," she began finally in a very little voice. "He fell +asleep almost before his cheek touched the pillow." + +Caleb made no answer. He nodded but his eyes were vacant with thoughts +of his own. + +"Cal," she went on, "did you give him that old coat of mine?" + +Caleb nodded again--an affirmative. + +"Well, the last thing he asked before he slept was that I deliver a +message to you. 'Tell him thanks for me,' he said. 'Tell him I clean +forgot it til now!' And as for me, Cal--why--why, 'he'd git me +anuther, anytime I took the notion thet I wanted one!'" + +And still Caleb nodded. The room was quiet for a long time. + +"Sarah," he murmured at last. + +"Yes, Cal," she answered. + +"Has that boy's--yarn--set you to thinking a little?" + +"It was very interesting and unusual," she admitted. Then she rose and +crossed over to his chair and perched herself, with odd, elfish, +girlish grace upon its arm. + +"Do you mean Old Tom's tin box?" she asked gently. + +And he nodded. + +"Yes, in part--yes," he said. "But not just that alone, either. I +mean everything, Sarah. The way he handles himself; the way he looks +one in the face when he is talking. The--the--now what are you +grinning over?" + +She stroked his sparse hair. + +"Cal, you old romancer, you. Who'd ever suspect it in a man of your +age and--and avoirdupois!" + +"Avoirdupois!" he snorted. "Can't a man continue to have ideas now and +then, even if he does become a--a trifle plump. And that boy--why, +Sarah I tell you----!" + +And then his sister put one hand over his lips. + +"I know, Cal," she interrupted placidly. "I know! You're going to +tell me, once more, your pet theory that there's many a boy in that +backwoods who might paint a great canvas, or model a deathless +bronze--or--or lead a lost cause, if he could only be found and +provided with the chance. It sounds--it sounds very big and grand and +romantic, Cal, but has it ever occurred to you that anyone big enough +for things like those would find the way himself?" + +Immediately, jerkily, Caleb started to straighten up. +Argumentatively--and then she checked him. + +"Oh, I know you don't believe it and I--I don't think I do myself, Cal. +A man has to know what opportunity is before he can go out and hunt up +his own big chance. I just said it for the sake of argument, Cal. +I--I'm like Samanthy--ole Samanthy, you know! I'm a woman, and when I +git my teeth sot in a argumint I never do let up. Have your dreams, +you--you boy! And in the meantime, if you have any plans, tell me, +please, what are you going to do with him in the morning?" + +Caleb Hunter bobbed his head, vehemently. Rapidly he related to her +the episode of the switch engine in Dexter Allison's millyards. + +"And I believe what I believe," he insisted, doggedly. "And to-morrow +I aim to give that boy a ride in one of Allison's 'steam injine' cabs, +if it's all I do!" + +"I thought so," said Miss Sarah. + +For a time she sat there upon his arm chair. Neither spoke, nor felt +the need for words. Just before she rose to go upstairs, she broke +that quiet. + +"He has an odd, strange, half-wild beauty," she mused aloud. "A beauty +that is quite unusual, I should say, in children of his--his station. +His hair is silken and, oh so thick! And his eyes and square chin with +that little cleft. And his nose--his nose, I should say, might be said +to denote estheticism--and--a--a--ah----" + +Caleb Hunter threw back his head at the telltale little quaver in the +voice and found Sarah Hunter smiling down at him, whimsically. + +"Get all the amusement out of it that you can," he invited her. +"And--and trust a woman to take note of such points as you have +mentioned!" + +From the stairs she gave him one backward glance. + +"Forgive me, Cal," she hogged. "I meant it all--truly! Even the +estheticism, which I only included to tease you. And if you don't want +to trust to a woman's judgment on such points as I have mentioned, I +would suggest that you peep in on him when you retire, and--and confirm +them for yourself." + +Hours later Caleb acted upon her suggestion. Every characteristic +which Sarah had mentioned he found and noted in that half-lighted +moment or two while he stood at the bedside. + +And he noted more than just that. Sarah's old canvas hunting coat was +folded into a small bundle and lay, guarded by one outflung, +loose-fingered brown hand, beside the sleeping boy's face on the pillow. + +Caleb went to bed with a half dozen wild notions whirling in his head, +and a strange something tugging at his heart. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THREE QUARTERS AND SIX EIGHTHS + +Saturday morning dawned as hot and dry and windless as had been the +other days of the week which had preceded it. Caleb Hunter, rising +from an uneasy night, blamed his sleeplessness upon the weather. It +was fully an hour before his usual, not-too-early hour of rising, when +he slowly descended the wide stairway; and yet he was but little +surprised to find the boy already there before him, seated upon the top +step of the verandah, when he strolled outside. + +The little stranger with the grave voice, who had introduced himself as +Stephen O'Mara, had not heard Caleb's step and the latter stood for a +time in the doorway, contemplating the small, square-set shoulders in +the canvas coat which had been his sister Sarah's, and the small, +shapely head above them. + +Throughout the night while he lay awake pondering the fantastic +possibilities which the boy's story had stirred him into half +believing, Caleb had had gradually lengthening moments of doubt in +which he admitted to himself that his sister was right in her chafing +analysis of him, her brother. Before morning came he had told himself +a dozen times that he was nothing more than a sentimental old romancer, +who saw in every beggar a worthy spirit bewitched by Destiny, and a +Circumstance-enchanted fairy-prince in every ragamuffin who chanced to +have big eyes. Merely because they had so persistently denied him +sleep--those thoughts of Old Tom and his cherished tin box and the +boy's own unmistakable poise and surety of self which even the +shuffling boots and ragged clothes had only made the more +impressive--merely because they persisted in endless procession through +his brain, while he rolled and tossed and re-arranged the pillow, he +had grown more and more peevishly eager to discount and discredit them, +during the darkness. But when morning came, and he rose and went into +the big guest room to find it empty, he experienced a moment of panicky +disappointment; suddenly anxious for another opportunity to verify all +that which, in the hours of sleepless pro's and con's, had become +figment-like and whimsical, he wondered if the boy really could have +gone without even waiting to bid them good-bye. He could not make that +abrupt sort of a leave-taking harmonize with the rest of the +youngster's actions--and then he caught a glimpse of him, motionless +there on the verandah steps. + +The boy did not hear Caleb's coming that morning. His head was tilted +forward in that keen attitude of straining intentness which to the man +had already become eloquently characteristic of his hungry spirit. And +for a time Caleb withheld his greeting; instead of speaking he stood +and studied him, and while he studied it all came back again, until the +illusion, if such it were, was far more vivid, far more compelling than +it had been the night before. Caleb told himself that to look only +meant the discovery of new and compelling "points" both in feature and +body, new and surprising suggestions of inbred fineness totally at +variance with the unhemmed white drill trousers and uncouth shoes. And +then, while he was nodding to himself, he realized that the boy was not +looking down into the town in the valley. + +Chin in palm, elbow upon knee, Steve was gazing fixedly in the +direction of Dexter Allison's stucco and timber "summer lodge," and +although Caleb could not have known it, there had been no need for his +silence, for the boy's rapt preoccupation was sound-proof. Caleb heard +voices coming from behind the shrubbery and just as he, a little +perplexed, turned to follow the direction of that fascinated gaze, +Allison himself squeezed through a narrow aperture in the box hedge and +hailed him jovially from the far edge of the lawn. And Caleb Hunter's +brows drew together in a bit of a frown when a slender figure in kilted +black velvet and bright-buckled low shoes, hatless and with thick, +gleaming hair bobbed short in a style strange to Morrison in those +days, flashed through behind him. For Caleb heard the short gasp which +came from the boy's lips, even before the little girl had paused in her +darting advance, on tip-toe like a hovering butterfly, to wave a slim +hand at him. + +Caleb heard the boy's breath suck in between tight teeth; heard it +quiver unsteadily as she appeared on swift feet--and Caleb understood +what had been holding so closely his attention. He understood +absolutely and yet, strange as the mood was, at that moment he couldn't +help but feel, too, somehow a little sorry for the boy--he couldn't +help but think---- His eyes went from Steve's forward thrust head, +from the hair shaggy and unkempt for all its fineness and thickness and +wavy softness, across to that dainty vision which, poised in her +absurdly short skirt like a point of flame, was already gazing back at +the boy upon the steps in open and undisguised amaze. + +All of that characteristic which had been most pronounced in Dexter +Allison, the latter had passed down to this slender girl who was his +daughter, Barbara. No matter how vivid Allison's raiment had been, +Caleb remembered that even when Dexter was a stripling at school, it +had always seemed more a part of the man himself, than just protection +for his body. Caleb had never given it a serious thought up to that +moment, but now it came back to him with added cumulative force. He +recollected that he had often wondered at the child's unconscious +adaptation of mood to the clothes she happened to be wearing; he +recalled how he had seen her demure and distant in misty, pastel-tinted +party frocks or quaintly, infantilely dignified in soberer Sunday +morning garb. But that Saturday morning he realized what the woman was +to be like, when the hem of the velvet skirt no longer hung high above +spindly black legs and the bobbed hair had been allowed to grow and +grow, far below the tiny ears which it now barely covered. + +To Caleb who, without knowing it, from sheer sympathy was viewing her +through the untaught eyes of the boy at his feet, she was no longer a +mere slip of a girl-child, dark-eyed, bewildering of mood and pulsingly +alive. Caleb caught his first illuminating glimpse of the woman she +was to be--of the dainty grace and more than usual beauty which was +there in the promise of the years. And he who was fond of insisting to +his sister Sarah, that there was many a boy back in those hills who, +with his chance, might some day achieve greatness, suddenly realized +how long and weary the road would be for just such a one as the +fascinated little figure on the steps, before he could begin to +approach that level which, to a society that Caleb understood, was +typified by this exquisite, elfin figure, Dexter Allison's daughter. + +He was no snob--Caleb Hunter--and yet the little girl's bearing at that +moment doubly accented for him the gulf which lay between her and the +hills-boy, by name Steve. For though she did pause to stare at his +white drill trousers and unbelievable man-sized boots with frankly +childish astonishment, the next instant she had recovered herself and +without another glance preceded her father across the grass. Quite as +though Steve had not been there at all she passed him, to hesitate +demurely at Caleb's side. + +"Good morning, Uncle Cal," she greeted him. + +And then, quite suddenly, Caleb didn't feel so very sorry after all for +his little visitor. He stopped pitying him. Steve's eyes had not +wavered once from the little girl's face, from the time she appeared in +the hedge gap until she mounted the steps, utterly oblivious to his +nearness; but when she brushed against his elbow, the boy rose and +stood, hat in hand, gravely quiet, gravely possessed, and silently sure +of himself. + +Even after he had answered Barbara Allison's greeting and turned with +his grown-up, ponderous courtesy to present the boy to her, only to be +left with the words hanging upon tongue-tip by her instant +disappearance inside in search of Sarah, Caleb caught no hint of the +thoughts behind those impassive and steady eyes. And yet he knew that +Steve had risen in order that he might bow as he had the night before, +when Caleb introduced him to his sister. + +Dexter Allison, coming up in less airy fashion across the lawn, +surprised Caleb with his mouth still open. + +"Well?" said Dexter Allison--and Caleb recovered himself. + +"Well?" he countered; and then they both laughed softly and shook +hands. It was their unvaried formula of greeting, whether they had not +seen each other for twenty-four hours or twenty-four months. + +And while they were shaking hands the boy turned quietly and re-seated +himself upon the top step. But Allison gave him more notice than had +his daughter Barbara. He stood with his pudgy hands in his pockets, +gazing at the averted face, unconcealed and growing amusement in the +scrutiny, until Caleb, not yet aware of the boy's woods-taught habit of +seeing while seeming not to see, was simultaneously annoyed at +Allison's fatuous grin, and glad of the fact that Steve apparently was +looking the other way. After a time Allison raised quizzical eyes to +Caleb's face. + +"Wel-l-l?" he intoned, and with a little reluctance as reasonless as it +was unnoticed, Caleb answered the inferred question. + +"This--this is a little friend of mine, Dexter," he said, "down from +the hills. He's in to have a look at the city which you have been so +instrumental in arousing to its present state of teeming activity. +This is Stephen O'Mara. Steve--this is Mr. Allison, Steve!" + +Then the boy turned and again rose to his feet, and at that moment +Caleb could have hugged him for his deliberation. The boy inclined his +head; he bowed, without a word. And it was Dexter Allison who first +offered a hand. + +"Glad to make your acquaintance, Stephen," the latter exclaimed with +quite violent good humor. "And how are you?" + +Steve took the hand and closed his brown fingers hard upon the puffy +white ones. For an instant he stood, his eyes, grave and inscrutable, +full upon Allison's smaller ones. "I'm tol-lable," he drawled soberly. +"And--haow be you--yourself?" + +Allison gasped, stood with mouth agape, and then burst into one of his +rather too-frequent, too-hearty laughs. + +"Well, I'm----" he began his favorite phrase of ejaculation, and then +stopped to look down again into the small face before him. "Well, +I'm----" and he stopped to chuckle. Then he turned back to Caleb. + +"I suppose, Cal, you know what this early morning call presages?" he +suggested. + +Caleb recalled himself with an effort from a contemplation of the +sudden, prideful something which had warmed him while Steve was shaking +hands. He smiled, mechanically. + +"I suppose it's the usual raid upon the commissary," he answered. + +Allison mounted heavily to the verandah. + +"Right!" he exclaimed. "Right! You'll notice that Barbara has already +gone on ahead. She's the skirmish line--scouts--videttes--whatever you +please to call 'em. There's no-one up yet--none of the family--over to +our place. We are hungry, Cal. I hope this is waffle morning?" + +Caleb smiled at him, less impersonality in the mirth. It was a regular +custom, this truancy of Barbara Allison and her father--one of the +little human foibles which Caleb often told himself accounted, in part +at least, for his real liking of the man. + +"Waffles it is," he said, and he turned toward the boy. + +"Would you mind finding Miss Sarah, Steve?" he asked. "Will you tell +her, please, that we are to be subjected to another neighborly +imposition?" + +After the boy had disappeared Caleb followed the larger man to a chair. +And this time it was Caleb who met Allison's silence with a +challenging, "Well?" + +"Where did you get him, Cal?" Allison demanded. "Where _did_ you get +him? Those shoes, and those trousers--pants, I guess is the word, eh? +And say, how that little beggar did squeeze my hand! Look here!" + +He held one soft hand up for inspection. There were faint red welts +still visible across the finger joints. + +"Friend of yours, did you say?" + +Without stopping to think about it, Caleb was not so keen to enlarge +upon the boy's obvious "points" as he had been with Sarah. He omitted +to mention his thoughts of the night before, and he omitted any +reference to Old Tom, except for the most hazy explanation that the boy +had no immediate kin. But with an increasing eagerness he dilated upon +the small foot traveler's first view of the "city," his breathless +reception of Allison's own switch engine, and his avowed intention to +"look around a trifle," before he located something to do. + +"I thought I'd take him down this morning and get McLean to give him a +ride in the cab of one of those sheet-iron steam relics of yours," he +finished. + +If Caleb had expected his unadorned recitation of the boy's appearance +to make any impression upon his hearer he would have been disappointed. +But, without any confessed reason for so doing, Caleb had aimed rather +at the opposite effect. And Allison turned from it with a large, +matter-of-fact indifference, to rise and bow to Sarah Hunter, who +appeared that moment in the doorway. + +"Surely--surely," he echoed Caleb's suggestion. "Take him down and +give him a ride! McLean'll be glad of the chance to show someone his +pet buzz-saws and things. I'll walk down with you, myself, after +breakfast. I may be away for a day or two, and I want to leave +directions for changes to be incorporated while I'm gone." + +At the table that morning Caleb noted that there was no hesitation in +Steve's selection from the silver beside his plate, no waiting to +follow in the lead of Sarah Hunter's choice. He noticed, too, that the +boy's eyes did not once lift to those of Barbara Allison, opposite him. +And while the little girl from time to time joined in the conversation, +he not once opened his mouth to speak, until they were almost ready to +rise from their places. + +Allison had been growling genially at the lack of water and the +prolonged drouth which was burning the pasturage to a crisp and +juiceless brown. + +"If that everlasting sun would only stop shining for a while," he said, +"if it'd only rain a bit, I'd like to take a trip back north, +a-fishing, before it gets too late in the season." + +"You mean you'd like a fishing trip as an excuse to go back north, +don't you, Dexter?" Caleb badgered him. + +Allison was smiling blandly, for Caleb's joke over his round-about +methods was an old, old joke, when Stephen O'Mara spoke. + +"It's goin' to rain," said the boy. + +Allison turned toward him, his eyes again quizzical. + +"I suppose so," he admitted. "In the general course of things it'll +come, no doubt, but----" + +The boy interrupted him, shaking his head. + +"It's goin' to come before mornin'," he stated inflectionlessly, "and +it's comin' to stay fer a spell, too!" + +And Allison did not try to hide his broad grin of amusement. + +"You think so, do you, sonny?" he dismissed the matter not unkindly. +"Well, at that, your guess when it comes to the weather, is about as +good as the next man's." + +Once more the boy shook his head. + +"I ain't guessin'," he finished unabashed. "Ner I ain't thinkin' it +will. It'll jest be rainin', come sun-up, and it'll be good for 'til +Wednesday, fer sure!" + +Caleb, watching the boy's face, was on the point of offering to wager +two bits with Allison that the prophecy held good, but Sarah's +well-known attitude toward the vice of gambling checked him in the rash +offer. Besides, he wondered how he could make sound anything but +foolish an offer to back the certainty of a weather forecast which was +based upon nothing but the unassuming and quiet finality of the prophet. + +Barbara Allison insisted upon joining the excursion down to the mill +that morning; she developed a sudden and unshakable resolve to be one +of the party, and after his remonstrances had finally brought stormy +tears to her eyes, Allison surrendered in perplexity to her whim. + +"All right, then," he gave in. "If you want to come as much as all +that, but--but you--now run along, then, with Stephen." + +On the way down the hill he voiced his perplexity to Caleb. + +"When it comes to dealing with men," he said, "I pride myself upon +being able to go back, rather incisively, to first motives. But the +other sex is beyond me! She's always turned up her dainty nose at the +noise and dirt before, and--and now she's ready to cry because I +suggest that she wait with Miss Sarah until we return!" + +Caleb's eyes rested upon the oddly matched little couple ahead in the +road. The boy was carrying his battered hat in his hand, but Barbara +walked with small head up, without a single glance for her escort. +Caleb, noting that Steve's head was forward-thrust, knew that his eyes +must be fastened hungrily upon the town in the valley; and he +understood the reason for the disdainful tilt of the little girl's +chin. For even at the age of ten Barbara Allison was not accustomed to +inattention. Caleb smiled, rather covertly for him. + +"I never knew but one woman whose motives were absolutely transparent," +he mused. "And she--she was the most uninteresting, unsuccessful +female person I ever did know." + +As Allison had promised they found McLean, the white-haired mill +superintendent, only too eager at the prospect of an audience for one +of his voluble tours of the premises. But when Caleb had explained the +main errand upon which they had come, after a long, keen scrutiny of +the boy's face, the burly river-man led the way, without a word, to a +wheezing old two-wheeler in the piling yard. + +"So you'll be wantin' to take a spin in one av me ingines, is it?" he +asked then. And, after a moment: "An' do you think you'll be able to +hang on, whin she gets to r-rollin'?" + +Steve's eyes were like bits of polished steel, so bright they were. It +was a struggle for him to take them, even for a moment, from the engine +before him. + +"I cal'late I kin," he quavered. + +"Well, thin, we'll see." McLean looked up and winked at the engineer +in the diminutive cab. "It's car-reful you'll be, Misther engineer," +he cautioned, "an' watch your steerin' on the cur-rves!" + +He leaned over to lift the boy to the running-board, but Steve, with +one foot upraised, hung back. He faced toward Caleb and, without a +glance in the girl's direction, said: + +"Mebby she--mebby she'd like to go, too?" + +Barbara Allison, chin lifted a little higher, half wheeled and slipped +her hand within that of her father. + +"Thank you, but I don't care to," she refused. + +Steve caught the little toss of her head from the corner of his eye, +and his face went pink. Without another word he clambered up beside +the driver and the engine rolled out of the yard and went clanking down +the uneven, crooked track, leaving a dissolving trail of steam behind. +When it returned the little face at the cab window was tense and +somewhat pale beneath its tan, but the hand upon the throttle beside +the engineer's lay steady as a little pine knot. + +"Well, an' what do you think av her?" McLean demanded with an +assumption of anxiety as the boy dropped to the ground. + +Steve turned and patted the footboard with a proprietary hand. As +grave of mien as his questioner he bobbed his head. + +"She--she certainly kin git up and step," he volunteered. And then, +cocking his head judiciously: "I'll hev to be a-gittin' me one of them +fer myself, some day!" + +McLean chuckled--he chuckled in deep delight within his white +whiskers--and led the way to the mills. But once there the amusement +in his eyes rapidly deepened to amazement, for there were few steps in +the processes upon which the boy could not talk as fluently and +technically as did the mill boss himself. And he knew timber; knew it +with the same infallibility which had, even in McLean, always seemed to +border upon the uncanny. + +It was Allison himself who first called attention to an unsawed log +which was being discarded. + +"That looks like too good a stick to be wasted, doesn't it, McLean?" he +asked. + +Before McLean could answer the boy spat gravely into a pile of sawdust, +his piping voice rising above the shrill scream of the saws. + +"She's holler," he stated succintly. "Dry rotten above the stub!" + +And when Allison raised his brows, interrogatively, McLean dropped one +hand upon the boy's shoulder, a bit of pride in the gesture. + +"Holler she is," he agreed, and he added: "An' I'll be afther knowin' +where to find a riverman av the old school, I'm thinkin', some day whin +the need arises!" + +A man came hunting for McLean at that moment with news that the tram +which carried the logs up from the basin to the saws needed his +attention. They followed him out, Steve hard at his heels, and Barbara +Allison, lips pouted, tight to her father's side. After a brief +examination of the trouble McLean gave a half dozen hurried orders; +then turned to the boy beside him and jerked one thumb over his +shoulder. + +"Run down to the smithy shop, lad," he directed, "an' tell the smith +that I'll be wantin' a strip av str-rap iron, two feet in lingth, av +quarter inch stuff--and three-quarters av an inch wide." + +The boy was off like a deer and back again in a twinkling, +empty-handed, but with an astounding bit of news. + +"The blacksmith says he ain't got no--no iron three-quarters of an inch +wide," he said, and the words were broken by his panting breaths. "But +he says he's got plenty that's six-eighths. Shall I--shall I git some +o' that?" + +He waited the word, poised to go. + +McLean had been kneeling upon the saw-dust strewn ground. Now he rose +and stood, feet apart, gazing down into that face, afire with +eagerness, uplifted to his. Quiet endured for a long time, and then, +at a chuckle from Allison, Steve wheeled--he wheeled just in time to +see Barbara Allison's brows arch and her lips curl in a queer little +smile. And suddenly Allison burst into a loud guffaw. + +Caleb had never seen a change so swift as that which came over the +boy's face. The eager light faded from the gray eyes, until they were +purple where they had been gray before. And Caleb had never seen a +face grow so white--so white and set and dangerous. Stephen O'Mara's +head drooped, he turned and wavered away a step or two. Allison +stopped laughing, abruptly. Then McLean spoke. + +"'Twas funny, mebby," he muttered. "But it was not so damned funny, +aither! An' I--I'll be goin' down now to teach that smith to kape his +funny jokes till afther hours." + +He started toward the shop, and stopped again. + +"It's all right, buddy," he said. "'Tis nothing that you need feel +badly about, for 'twas I who made the mistake. I should have sint you +out to estimate whether our spruce would cut two million feet or less, +an' you'd have come as close as mor-rtal man could, I'll wager. 'Twas +a trivial thing, lad. What's a little matter av figures between min av +the river, eh? We'll leave that to the capitalists who laugh at our +dinseness, me bhoy!" + +With that shot at his employer McLean strode off, fuming. + +Steve hung back beside Caleb on the return trip up the hill. Not once +did he speak, and Caleb, aware of his thinned lips and the bleak +whiteness of his face, did not know what to say himself. He only knew +that he, too, felt unreasonably bitter against Allison for his burst of +mirth. Not until they had left Barbara and her father at their own +gate and were crossing the Hunter lawn did Caleb attempt any remark +whatsoever. + +"I--you musn't feel badly just because you didn't know that +three-quarters and six-eighths were the same, Steve," awkwardly he +tried to comfort him. "I guess there was a time when Allison, in spite +of all his tutors, didn't know it himself, if the truth's old." + +Then Caleb learned that Steve had not even heard Allison's burst of +laughter. He whirled--the boy--and his eyes blazed, hurt, shamed, +bitter, into Caleb's kindly ones. He shook with the very vehemence of +the words that came through twitching lips. + +"_She_ didn't hev no call to smile like that at me," he flung out. "If +I'd ever hed a chance to learn that they wa'n't no difference between +them figgers, and _hedn't_ knowed, she could'a smiled. But I--I ain't +hed my chance--yit!" + +He swung around and stumbled blindly up the steps and groped his way +upstairs. + +Caleb stood there for a long time, motionless, and the one thought +uppermost in his mind was that Steve, like Allison, was scarcely +woman-wise. A low muttering behind him finally recalled him to +himself, and when he turned he saw that here were thunder-heads piling +up in the southwest. One long finger of black cloud was already poked +up over the horizon. He remembered the boy's prophecy of the breakfast +table; remembered what McLean had said in scorn of trivial things, and +he went upstairs to urge Steve to remain and join them in their fishing +trip on Monday--the trip north which Allison had proposed, if it rained. + +He found the boy stretched, face down, upon the bed, a rigid figure of +misery. Out of his deep desire to heal his hurt he even promised him +the use of a most precious rod; he promised to teach him to cast a fly, +come Monday! + +And when the boy finally nodded his head in mute assent, he left him +alone for a while--alone with his bruised spirit that was bigger than +the spare little body which housed it. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +I'LL TELL HER YOU'RE A BAPTIST + +It rained that night. The storm which hung for hours, a threatening +bank of black in the south, finally tore north at sundown, to break +with vicious fury. And again Caleb spent a sleepless night, this time +alone before the fireplace, but the thoughts which kept him awake +failed to grow fantastic and romantically absurd with prolonged +contemplation, as they had the night before. + +Never until that day had he considered his oft-repeated theory that +there was many a boy in those back-woods who, with a chance, might go +far, as anything but an idealistic truth, in the abstract. The +realization that a chance had come to test it, in the concrete, stunned +him at first. + +Dispassionately he summed up all the boy's characteristics that night +and reviewed them, one by one: His poise and utter lack of +self-consciousness, his fearless directness and faith in himself, in +all that he said or did; and they came through the mental assay without +fault or flaw. + +He had already decided that he must go up-river and explore the old tin +box which had been left there, locked in the "cubberd," but he was a +little proud to make his decision before he learned all that it might, +or might not, reveal; he was proud to believe that he knew a +thorough-bred, without a pedigree for confirmation. And when Sunday +morning dawned and the floodlike downpour had subsided to a gray and +steady rainfall, even Caleb, none too weatherwise, knew that it had +come to "stay fer a spell." He knew that the boy who had come marching +down the valley road, two days before, was going to stay, too, if it +lay within his power to persuade him. + +Steve was most taciturn at the table the following morning; his moody +silence puzzled even Sarah Hunter. But when the latter, whose Sunday +schedule no storm could alter, came home from church and found Caleb +and the boy immersed in a mass of flies and leaders, and lines which +had been skeined to dry, her thorough disapproval loosed the boy's +tongue. She stood in the doorway surveying with a frown their +preoccupied industry. + +"It seems to me, Cal," she commented, "that even if _you_ haven't any +regard for the Sabbath, you might do better than lead those younger +than yourself into doing things which might better be left for days +which were meant for such things." + +She swished upstairs before Caleb had a chance to answer. But minutes +after she had gone Steve looked up from a line he was spooling. + +"She ain't particularly pleased, I take it," he remarked. + +"Not particularly," Caleb chuckled. "It's funny, too, because I do +most of this sort of work on Sunday. You'd think she'd become resigned +to it, but she doesn't." + +The boy thought deeply for a while. + +"Didn't--didn't the 'Postles cast their nets on Sunday?" he asked +presently. + +Up shot Caleb's head. + +"Huh-h-h?" he gasped. + +"I sed--didn't the 'Postles cast their nets on Sunday?" Steve repeated. +"Seems to me they did, but I can't just rec'lict now what chapter it +was in." + +Caleb pulled his face into a semblance of sobriety. + +"Seems to me they did," he agreed, a little weakly, "now that you +mention it. I don't just recollect where it occurred, either, at the +moment, but we'll have to look it up, because, as a case of precedent, +it'll be a clincher for Sarah." + +He chuckled for a full hour over the thought before he forgot it. The +boy, however, upon whom Sarah's disapproval had made a more lasting +impression, recalled it to him later. + +Allison joined them Monday morning at daybreak. All day they drove +through the seeping rain--drove north in Caleb's buckboard, to turn off +finally upon a woods trail that ran into the cast, along the lesser +branch of the river. During the ride Steve's bearing toward the third +member of the party was too plain to escape notice, for he never looked +at nor directed a word to Allison unless it was in reply to a direct +question, and then his answers were almost monosyllabic. But Allison, +who, as usual, gave his undivided attention to the country through +which they were passing, in attitude toward the boy was even more +remarkable. + +Once when they had halted at noon he pointed out a hillside of pine, +black beneath the rain, close-clustered and of mastlike straightness. + +"There's a wonderful stand of pine, Cal," he remarked. "I'd venture to +say that it would cut at least two million feet." + +Instantly, although the remark was addressed to him, Caleb knew that it +was Stephen's comment for which Allison was angling. And hard upon his +casual statement the boy's head came sharply around. + +"She'll run nigh double that," he swallowed the bait. "She'll run +double--and mebby a trifle more." + +Nor did Allison even smile now. + +"What makes you think so?" he asked. + +Again there came the boy's pat answer. + +"I ain't thinkin'," he said. "It's jest there! They're close +set--them trees--and they're clear, clean to the tops. There ain't a +stump there that won't run near ten standard." + +Allison squinted and finally nodded his head. + +"Maybe," he agreed, "maybe." + +But later Caleb saw him enter some figures in his small, black-bound +notebook. + +That night the episode was repeated with a bit of variation. They had +set up their tent and made camp, a little before nightfall. Far below +them, hidden by the trees, the east branch cut a threadlike gash +through the center of a valley broad enough and round enough to have +been a veritable amphitheater of the gods. The whole great hollow was +clothed with evergreen, a sea of dripping tops in the semi-gloom, and +Allison, when he had set aside his plate and lighted his pipe, lifted a +hand in a gesture which embraced it all. + +"If you weren't so lazy-brained, Cal," he said, "that sight would stir +in you something more than a mere appreciation of what you call the +'sublimity of sheer immensity.' For the man who can look ahead ten or +a dozen years there is an undreamed of fortune right here in this +alley." + +Caleb yawned. + +"No doubt," he agreed. "But I didn't coin that phrase for immense +fortunes. I guess I'm old-fashioned enough to like it a whole lot +better just as it is." + +Then he became suddenly aware of the tense earnestness with which +Stephen O'Mara was listening. And when Allison, thinking aloud, mused +that the cost of driving the timber down the shallow stream to the +far-off mills would be, perhaps, prohibitive, words fairly leaped to +the boy's lips. + +"But they--they won't be drivin' that timber by floods, when they git +to tacklin' these here valleys," he exclaimed. "Old Tom ses when they +really git to lumberin' these mountains they'll skid it daown to the +railroad tracks and yank it out by steam!" + +That sober statement in the piping voice had a strange effect upon +Allison. He leaned forward, a sort of guarded astonishment in his +attitude, to peer at the childish face in the fire-glow. Then he +seemed to remember that it was just a bit of a woods-waif who had +spoken. But Caleb, who was lazy-brained in some matters, sensed that +Steve had put into words Allison's own unspoken thought, just as +Allison at that moment voiced the question which he was about to utter +himself. + +"I suppose it was this--this Old Tom who taught you all these things +you know about timber?" he said, curious. + +Steve pondered the question. + +"Wal-l-l, yes," he answered at last. "Old Tom learned me some, +but--but most of it I kind of feel as if I always knowed." + +The boy was fast asleep, curled up beneath the blankets, when Caleb +finally broached, that night, the matter which had kept him awake the +entire night before. And when he had finished Allison sat quiet for a +long time before he offered any reply. + +"You mean----" he began, at length. + +"I just mean that I'm going to give him his chance," Caleb cut in. His +voice was hushed, but vehement. "Why, man, think what he has this +minute, to start with! A brain as clear as a diamond, absolutely +fresh, absolutely unspoiled or fagged with the nonsensical fol-de-rol +which makes up the bulk of the usual boy's education of his age, and a +working knowledge, for instance, of this north country which most men +might envy. Why, the possibilities are limitless!" + +Allison puffed his pipe in silence. + +"No doubt you're right," he admitted. "In ten years, with a technical +education to back up his practical knowledge, he might prove priceless +to someone who had need of such a specialist. Always assuming, of +course, that he developed according to promise. But the possibilities +are limitless, too, in the other directions, aren't they?" + +"Meaning?" invited Caleb. + +"Well, you don't know any too much concerning his antecedents, do you?" +Allison suggested. "And still----" + +"I don't have to," Caleb interrupted, "not after one look at him!" + +"--And still, if you catch a boy young enough," Allison finished +serenely, "you can make a fairly presentable gentleman out of almost +any material, with time enough and money enough to teach him what to +do." + +"You can," Caleb came back, "but no matter how much money you spend, +you can't make the sort of a gentleman out of him, that knows without +being taught, what _not_ to do! They--they have to be born to that, +Dexter." + +And there they let it drop. But the next morning, when they were alone +upon the brook, Caleb, after several false starts managed to re-open +the subject with the boy himself. + +"Has it ever occurred to you, Steve," he asked, "that all these things +you know about the woods might be valuable, some day, to--to men who +pay well for such knowledge?" + +Steve paid no apparent heed to the question until he had landed a trout +which he had hooked a moment before. It was a heavy fish--and Caleb +had promised to teach him how to handle that fly-rod! Then he looked +up. + +"Once Old Tom sed they'd be payin' me more'n he ever earned in his +lifetime, jest to go a-raound and tell 'em how much good lumber they +was in standin' trees. Is that--is that what you mean?" + +"Partly--partly, but not entirely, either," Caleb went on. "You said +last night that when they got to lumbering these mountains, they'd be +taking it out by steam. When they do they'll want men who know the +woods--but they'll have to know how to bridge rivers and cross swamps, +too, won't they?" + +The boy promptly forgot his fishing. Knee-deep in the stream he faced +squarely around toward Caleb, and from that glowing countenance the man +knew that he had only repeated something which, long before, had +already fired the boy's imagination. + +"They's places where I kin git 'em to learn me them things, ain't +they?" he demanded. + +"Yes," said Caleb. "There are places. And you--you were thinking of +going to school?" + +"Thinkin' of it?" echoed Steve. "I always been thinkin' of it. Why, +thet's all I come outen the timber fer!" + +"But you said you meant to locate something to do," the man argued, +nonplussed, "after you had looked around a trifle." + +Steve's eyes dropped toward the white drill trousers and big boots, the +latter half-hidden from sight by the swirling water. + +"I got to earn money first," he explained patiently. "I--I jest +couldn't git to go to school--in these here clothes!" + +"Oh!" murmured Caleb. "Oh!" And then, recovering himself: "That'll +take a long time," he ventured. + +The boy smiled, strangely--the first smile of man's sophistication +which Caleb had seen upon his face. + +"I've always hed to wait a long time fer everything I've wanted," he +answered, "but I always git it, just the same, if I only want it hard +enough." + +[Illustration: "I've always hed to wait a long time for everything I've +wanted," the boy answered, "but I always get it, just the same, if I +only want it hard enough."] + +Caleb cleared his throat, self-consciously. + +"Still," he argued again, "it would waste some very valuable years. +Now--now what do you think of staying with me, and--and starting in +this fall?" + +The boy's lips fell apart while he stood and gaped up into Caleb's +slightly red face. + +"You mean," he breathed, "you mean--jest live--with you?" + +"That was my idea," said Caleb. + +And then, slowly, the boy's head dropped again, as it had when he bowed +to gaze at his uncouth, begrimed clothes. The man thought that he +caught the inference of that moment of silence. + +"We can fix up the matter of clothes later," he made haste to forestall +any objection in that direction. "That doesn't amount to anything, +anyway." + +The clear eyes lifted again, steady and wide and very, very grave. + +"I always knowed it was comin'," said Stephen O'Mara. "I always knowed +it was a-comin'--this chance--even when I didn't know _haow_ it would +come. Ner I wa'n't thinkin' about my clothes. I reckon I kin learn +jest as fast in these as in any. I was jest thinkin' about Miss Sarah. +She--she might not like it, hevin' two men folks a-raound the house, +under foot." + +It was Caleb's turn to stand, agape. + +"Miss Sarah?" he faltered, astonished--and then he remembered. He +laughed, unsteadily, with relief. For an instant he had been +inexplicably afraid that the boy was going to refuse his offer. + +"Why, you musn't mind what Sarah said yesterday," he rushed on. +"She--she--well, she's a Baptist, Steve, and you know what that means." + +He leaned forward a little, his voice quite stealthily confidential. + +"But I can fix that all right," he promised. "I can surely fix that. +For I'll tell her--I'll tell her you're a Baptist, too! Will you--will +you stay?" + +And after a time solemnly Steve nodded. Later, when alone, Caleb +chuckled mountainously over his reply. + +"Thet's--thet's what I cal'late I be," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +THEN I'LL COME BACK TO YOU + +On the drive home Wednesday Caleb rehearsed a half score of speeches +with which he might apprise his sister Sarah of the step he had taken; +but when the time came for him to employ one of them, he forgot the +entire lot and had to resort to a bald and stammered statement of the +facts, which sounded more like a confession of guilt than anything +else. It had grown colder with the storm and directly after a hastily +swallowed supper, with many indignant glances for her brother, Sarah +had bundled the boy off upstairs to bed, for he had come in out of the +rain as sleekly wet as a water-rat, and blue-fingered and blue-lipped +from cold. So it happened that they were alone before the fireplace +when Caleb made known his decision. + +"I've never done much of anything for anybody but myself, you know, +Sarah," Caleb hesitatingly tried to account for his conduct. "And this +seems to me to be as big an opportunity as I'll ever have. You--you +like the boy, don't you, so far as you have become acquainted with him?" + +While he was explaining Caleb wished that his sister would look him in +the face, once at least. It was hard to know what she was thinking +when she sat like that, staring into the fire. He waited, not without +grave misgivings, for her reply. + +"Yes, I like him," she assented, after a while. + +"You do think that he might amount to something?" Caleb insisted. + +"I feel almost sure of it," his sister admitted. + +There didn't seem much ground to be gained along that tack, so Caleb +gave up trying to apologize for what he had done. + +"Of course it--it comes as a surprise to you," he murmured. "It is +pretty sudden--but I don't think that either of us will ever regret it." + +And then Sarah faced 'round toward her brother. Her eyes were +unaccountably wet, but there was laughter on her lips. + +"A surprise--a--a somewhat sudden!" she faltered. "Why, I knew you +were going to do it that first day when you came sidling up to the +veranda behind him. I was certain of it, even then. And if you hadn't +decided to, why, I'd made up my mind that I'd do it myself, if you ever +came back from that endless fishing-trip!" + +And there, as Caleb put it later to Allison, were three days of +perfectly good diplomatic preparation gone all to waste. For it was +Sarah who monopolized the conversation that evening. She ran on and +on, from one plan to another, eager, half-breathless, and more wildly +prophetic than the man had dared to be, until the realization gradually +dawned in her brother's brain that great as had been his desire to keep +the boy there in the white place on the hill, it had been dwarflike +beside her woman-hunger. It astonished him, when he mentioned the +subject of clothes, to find how far she had outstripped him in actual +deed. + +"I've been rummaging through some of the old chests upstairs, too," she +caught up his suggestion. "To-day I explored for hours and found some +of the things you used to wear which look as though they hadn't been +worn at all. I laid some of them out for him to put on when he gets up +in the morning. And, Cal, who'd ever believe now that a plump behemoth +like you ever could have worn such--such dainty and cunning things!" + +The inferred description should have prepared Caleb, but at the moment +he failed to remember that it was some forty years since the garb she +mentioned had been in vogue. Instead he blushed uncomfortably at the +gurgle in her throat. And so, the next morning, when a little figure +in velvet jacket and pantaloons--velvet of the same jet hue in which +Barbara Allison had first appeared to the boy a day or two +before--stopped at the head of the long stairway, the moment was robbed +of not one whit of its sensationalism. + +Caleb remembered then; and it did seem inconceivable that he could ever +have worn that costume, for the boy in the black velvet might have +stepped bodily from the pages of sheerest romance. There were +red-topped boots upon the slim feet which the day before had been +encased in Old Tom's cast-off brogans; these were ruffed cuffs of +sheerest white linen at brown and sinewy wrists, and burnished silver +buttons down the front of the jacket for the silken corded clasps which +fastened it across his small chest--silver buttons to match upon the +quaintly short sleeves. + +Stephen O'Mara hesitated just the fraction of a moment before he +started methodically down the stairs. And immediately Caleb's +amazement at the thought that those clothes had once been worn by him +gave way to a newer wonder. For the boy, in spite of the fact that his +small face above the pleated collar was burning hot with consciousness +of self, wore them in a fashion unforgettable. Then Caleb realized how +great an effort it must be costing the boy to make that slow descent in +the face of his goggle-eyed stare, and with the most casual of good +mornings he led the way to the table. + +There was something in Sarah's fluttering delight over the boy's +appearance that morning which awoke an almost hysterical impulse in her +brother. For he knew, as completely as though he had heard it from the +boy's own lips, that nothing in the world but the knowledge that "Miss +Sarah" wished it would have carried Steve through the ordeal of his +first appearance. They had a word together--Sarah and Caleb--after +breakfast. + +"Did you ever see anything like him, Cal?" she demanded of her brother. +"Did you! Oh, I never dared hope he would look like that!" + +Caleb pulled reflectively at his lower lip. + +"I never did," he admitted. And then, offhandedly: "What--did he say +anything, last night, when you told him to wear those things, this +morning." + +"Why, no," Miss Sarah laughed a little. "No. But he--Cal, he just sat +and looked at me, oh, so soberly, for the longest time. He made me +think somehow of a puppy that knows he's going to be scrubbed and--and +dreads it exceedingly. It's because of those dreadful things he's been +wearing, don't you suppose so?" + +"No doubt of it," her brother said. "No doubt! And now I'm going over +to invite Dexter Allison to come and take a look at him. I was telling +him only yesterday that a gentleman had to be a gentleman born." + +When Caleb came back, an hour later, with Allison at his heels, he +searched the house through without finding the boy. In his perplexity +he appealed to Sarah, who followed him to the front door. + +"Where's Stephen?" he asked. + +Sarah nodded to Allison. + +"Why, I waited a half-hour, Cal," she said, "and then, when I thought +you wouldn't be back for a while, I sent him downtown--I sent him to +the village----" + +Caleb seemed fairly to shrink. + +"You sent him down to the village?" he echoed. "Did he--did he change +his clothes?" + +"For some eggs," Sarah rounded out the sentence. + +"And of course he didn't!" Suddenly her brother's face alarmed her. +"Cal," she exclaimed, "I haven't done anything I shouldn't have done, +have I?" + +Caleb turned a wry face toward Allison. + +"In--that--outfit!" he groaned. "Down to the village, and it's a +lumber town! He's gone, and if he doesn't have to fight his way back +then I----" + +Sarah's alarm changed to fear instantly. She stepped out upon the +porch. + +"I never thought of that," she whispered. "But you don't really +think----" + +In her agitation she turned to Allison for contradiction. But Allison, +after placing a chair for her, drew one up for himself and, with an +expansive smile of anticipation upon his face, propped his feet upon +the rail. + +"I think," he assured her, with no comfort in the assurance, "that this +will be well worth watching through to the finish!" + +They sat and waited and in due course of time the boy returned. As he +appeared at the gate Sarah, with a strange choking sound in her throat, +half rose and then dropped weakly back into her chair. And even to +Allison, who had fondly looked forward to the worst, the little suit +with the pretty ruffed cuffs was an unbelievable wreck. The coat had +been ripped from hem to collar and dangled loose upon either side as +the boy advanced toward them; the knees of the trousers were split till +the bare skin showed through beneath, and those portions of the fabric +which were not encrusted with dirt were liberally o'er-spread with egg. + +After one stricken glance at the spectacle Sarah tottered to her feet +and retreated none too steadily into the house. But it wasn't the +condition of the boy's clothes which held Caleb's gaze. He was +watching his face. For as Steve marched across the lawn the dangerous +whiteness of the boy's countenance half frightened the man. His lips +were a thin streak across a jaw tight clamped and flecked with blood in +one corner. And his eyes had the wide-open fixity of a sleep-walker. +Steve had reached the top of the steps in his mechanical approach +before Caleb spoke. And even then, when he turned, he seemed only half +to see the two men who were waiting his coming. + +"Well?" faltered Caleb. + +The boy stopped short and slowly turned his head. Both men heard that +breath, short and harsh, in the moment of silence. + +"Just what does this mean?" Caleb attempted again. "Where have you +been?" + +He hardly recognized the boy's voice. + +"I been daown to the city," Steve slurred the words. "I been daown to +git Miss Sarah a dozen eggs--and I run into trouble--daown +there--a-gittin' 'em!" + +"I--I should assume that you had," murmured Caleb. "But you've brought +the eggs back with you, or most of them, I see, even though they aren't +in particularly edible condition." + +That was as long as Allison could endure it; he burst into a fit of +laughter which lasted until he was moaning for breath. And Steve, +teeth set, waited without moving until the noisy outburst was over. + +"You'd better go upstairs and get into your old clothes," Caleb advised +him then. "And I'll get you something less--less dangerous to wear +before night." + +But the boy stood rigid still. + +"Will you," he asked, "will you give me another quarter now?" + +Allison looked up quickly from wiping his eyes. + +"A quarter," echoed Caleb slowly, even while he reached into his pocket +and handed the coin to the boy. "Now what do you----Here, where are +you going now?" + +Steve had turned and was marching down the steps. He paused a minute +to explain, however. + +"Why, I'm goin' back daown to the city," he grated out. "I'm goin' +back after Miss Sarah's eggs!" + +And he went and when he returned the creases in the paper bag which +held his purchase were as fresh as when it had left the grocer's +counter. + +"Well I'm--I'm damned!" Allison murmured, after the boy had entered the +house. "I _am_ damned! You'll have to bring that youngster over, Cal, +and introduce him to the children." + +Caleb couldn't help it. + +"I told you so!" he said. + +That was only a beginning. The next fortnight was filled with more new +experiences than either Caleb or his sister would have believed could +be crammed into twenty times that duration. And Caleb spent most of +his waking hours boasting to the tolerant Allison of new and quite +astonishing traits which he found in the boy. + +Acting upon Dexter's suggestion the man took Steve across the very next +day and presented him to the children who were guests in the big stucco +and timber house: Little, shy, transparent-skinned Mary Graves and +Garret Devereau and Archibald Wickersham--the Right Honorable Archie. +But from the very first, Steve's lack of enthusiasm for their company +impressed itself upon Caleb. As a matter of fact, the boy did cross +over and join in their games the first day or two, but it was only +after Caleb himself had suggested it. And more often than not he would +be back again, before an hour had passed, to sit silent and moody, chin +in hand, upon the steps, gazing north at the hills. It puzzled Caleb +mightily; he laid it to homesickness at the beginning. + +Toward Barbara Allison, throughout those days, Steve's bearing was that +of frank and undisguised wonder and worship. Whatever they did, no +matter what they played at, his eyes rarely left the little girl's +bobbed head. For any feat which he performed he invariably turned to +her for approbation. And in return for that worship Barbara's +treatment of him was truly feminine. He out-ran the other boys as a +deer might outrun an ox; he out-leaped them without putting himself to +an effort, but he won scant attention or visible admiration from the +dark-eyed Barbara. She was far more likely to turn from his hungry +eyes to compliment the Honorable Archie upon his clumsy performance +with a sweetness that left Steve biting his lips in lack of +understanding. More than once it made even Caleb grit his teeth--the +little girl's disdainfully tilted chin--and when Steve's reluctance to +leave his own yard became an unmistakable thing, he spoke to Sarah +about it. + +"Maybe I'm prejudiced, blindly," he growled, "but I do believe that +there is nothing in the world to equal the absolute and refined cruelty +of a woman-child of ten--unless it is that of a woman of twenty or +thirty, and on up the scale--when she first finds out that a man cares +enough for her so that she can really hurt him! If that Barbara was a +boy I'd catch her and switch her--Allison or no Allison!" + +At any other time Sarah would have defended her own sex with much +asperity; instead, there was something oddly wistful in her answer. + +"If it were only the way she treats him," she mused, "I wouldn't mind +so much." The sudden outraged glint in her eyes startled Caleb. "That +isn't the reason he doesn't want to play with them. They have been +laughing at him, Cal; they have all been making fun of him, +openly--mocking his speech and--and manners! All of them, that is, +save Garry Devereau." + +Caleb's face hardened. + +"Did he tell you that?" he demanded, surprised. + +"Oh, no," Sarah exclaimed. "And you musn't mention it to him. I just +gathered it from something he let drop the other day. You know, Cal, +he hardly knows one figure from the other, but his reading is truly +marvelous. He can read as fluently, as expressively, as you or I can; +and one day, after he had been reading aloud for me, I asked him why he +didn't talk as--as he read. He didn't know what I meant at first, but +he understood the minute I tried to explain. + +"'Do you mean I ought to talk in book language?' he asked. + +"I told him that was my meaning, and after a time his blessed little +face began to go red. + +"'Do--do they,' and he nodded over yonder, Cal, 'do they all talk--like +books?' + +"So you see! And he's been trying ever since to correct his quaint +idioms and funny contractions, but it'll take a long time to correct a +mental process which is habit with him." Sarah's face grew resentful. +"I wish we'd never let him go over there, in the first place. We +should have known! For there isn't a look or a whispered comment, +which he doesn't catch. And, Cal, I doubt if even I have fathomed the +depths of his sensitiveness." + +"We'll stop his going," Caleb stated flatly. "We'll keep him away from +them." And under his breath he added something which Sarah had never +heard him say in her presence. + +But it needed no word of Caleb's to keep Steve at home. Without some +suggestion to urge him, the latter showed no inclination to leave his +own yard; and yet he would sit, too, for hours upon the top step of the +veranda, staring in the direction of the stucco lodge and listening to +the voices behind the high hedge. More and more often Garry Devereau +came over and joined him instead, and together the pair made almost +daily trips down to the mills. A quick intimacy had grown up between +the two boys--an intimacy which seemed all the stranger to Caleb +because of the very contrast between them. + +Garret Devereau was two years older in actual age and a half dozen in +the matter of knowledge. Already, while still in knickerbockers, he +was beginning to show how entirely he was the son of his father. For +the older Devereau had grown up from a handsome, dark-skinned, reticent +boy into a moody and cynical skeptic who, at the age of thirty, had put +the muzzle of his own revolver against his temple and pulled the +trigger, because as he phrased it, "he was tired of the game." The +skepticism was already there in Garry Devereau's slow smile. And Caleb +often felt that the boy's black eyes were looking through and beyond, +rather than at him. The bond of mutual understanding which seemed to +exist between him and Steve puzzled Caleb; but he was glad of it, for +all that. It kept the boy from being left entirely alone. + +Later, when he had had weeks and months to ponder it, the outcome of it +all seemed only logical to Caleb Hunter. It seemed to him then that he +should have foreseen it from the very first. But as it was, when the +denouement of which neither he nor Sarah had dreamed did come, it broke +with a suddenness that was cataclysmic to both of them. + +From the beginning Steve had evinced an insatiable appetite for books; +he started in to devour everything upon which he could lay his hands, +and the Hunter library was lined with well-stocked cases. But it was +the history volumes which drew him most; with a fat tome upon his knees +he would sit for hours in a corner upon the floor, his eyes glued to +the pages. And one day, two weeks after the occurrence of the eggs, he +came to Sarah with a shy question, a book in one hand. After she had +caught the drift of his query, Sarah took the volume and found that he +had been reading of the fabulous deeds of King Arthur and his Knights +of the Round Table. His breathless interest in the subject thrilled +and warmed the tiny woman, for more than once she had asserted to her +brother that his very bearing was that of a small and sturdy knight of +old, and she explained and elaborated upon the printed text far more +appealingly than she had had any idea was in her power. + +Steve went back to his reading after she had finished, but ever and +again that morning his eyes, blank with preoccupation, wandered from +the type; ever and again his ears seemed to be straining to catch the +echo of childish trebles from the yard beyond the hedge. And after +dinner Caleb was astonished when the boy explained, a little awkwardly, +that he was going over to Allison's grounds for a while. Allison +himself passed Steve in the hedge gap and, with a word of greeting, +stopped to shake hands with him gravely. So it came about that they +were sitting together, Dexter and Caleb, smoking in silence, when +Barbara Allison's first wild scream came shrilling to their ears. They +waited, staring at each other until the riotous clamor which rose set +them to running across the lawn. But the scene which met Caleb's eyes +when he burst through the shrubbery froze him into immobility. + +There was a seething pack of children around two writhing figures upon +the ground; they were all shrieking in soprano panic--all save Garry +Devereau. He, standing a little to one side, was smiling his queer, +crooked, handsome smile, while Stephen O'Mara mauled the Honorable +Archibald Wickersham with true riverman thoroughness, which meant the +infliction of the greatest possible damage in the least possible time. +An inscrutable sort of contempt curled his lips when Barbara Allison +frantically begged him to rescue the small Britisher from the storm of +fists--a man's contempt for another man who does not take his +punishment in silence. For the howls of the Honorable Archie were +louder and more piercing than the loudest of the hysterical little +girls who were watching. + +Caleb felt as a man feels who tries to run in a nightmare and cannot +make his feet obey the commands of his brain. It was only when Barbara +Allison dropped desperately to her knees beside the huddle of arms and +legs and straining bodies and began to beat with tight-clenched little +hands upon Steve's tousled head, that the power of action returned to +him. He fairly leaped forward then, scattering the circle before his +weighty rush and, leaning over to get a firm grip upon his collar, +jerked Steve upright with one mighty heave. That effort raised the +Honorable Archie to his feet, also, for Steve was clamped to his +antagonist, or victim, with a bulldog grip. + +It grew very quiet when Caleb whirled the boy around and stood peering +sternly down into his battle-streaked features. Allison strode quietly +up in that moment. + +"Well?" Caleb didn't know just how to begin, but his voice was cold. +"Well, young man, can you explain just what this means?" + +The Honorable Archie limped away a pace or two and, whimpering, fell to +rearranging his crumpled raiment--fell to dabbling at a bruised and +swollen nose. When he found that there was blood upon his handkerchief +he howled again, but the rest of the children waited, appalled, for +Steve's answer. + +Had the boy burst into bitter expletive at that instant Caleb would not +have been so surprised as he was at Steve's reception of his question. +The latter looked up, just pushed his long hair back from his forehead +with one quick hand; and then smiled, very, very slowly. + +"Nuthin'--nuthin' much," he qualified the statement. "Only we was +goin' to play King Arthur and the Knights of the Round Table! He +wanted to be her knight"--an uncomplimentary thumb indicated the +Honorable Archie--"and--and so did I." This time his eyes went to +Barbara, who was listening, her teeth sunk in her lip. "He wanted to +be her knight--an'--an' he ain't got no call to be, because in case of +trouble, or anything, he couldn't purtect her! He couldn't fight good +enough to take good keer o' her, because I kin fight better. I--I just +licked him to prove it!" + +And there the matter-of-fact explanation halted. + +Caleb never knew just what he had meant to do when he first dragged the +boy away from his shrieking rival. But while he stood there, looking +down into that glowing face, he realized that he had walked into a +situation bigger than any with which he was prepared to cope. Already +it had become veritable comedy to the broadly grinning Allison--but it +seemed symbolic to Caleb. He sensed how close it lay to tragedy +itself; he found himself arguing kindly, in place of the rebuke which +he had thought to deliver. + +"But in the days when knighthood was in flower, Steve," he explained +ponderously, "the--the fair ladies always chose their own knights, +didn't they?" + +But the question had an entirely unexpected effect upon the boy. For, +instead of wiping the smile from the small and wistfully earnest face, +it only softened it. Shyly Steve fell to kicking the turf with the toe +of his new boot; then his head came up and, flaming red, he squared his +shoulders and faced Barbara full. The move was unmistakable--he was +just waiting for her to name him the knight of her choice. And, +instead, the little girl, her eyes twin shafts of searing scorn, curled +her lips at him and fairly spat out the words in her shaking rage. + +"You--you--_my_ knight?" she half whispered, "_You_!" And she turned +her back and went, solicitously, toward Archie and his rumpled clothes. + +Even Allison stopped smiling, even Devereau forgot his curious +amusement, at the livid change which came over Steve's face with that +answer which she flung at him. The boy fell away a step before her +fierce little visage; he crooked one arm, over the cheek where her +fists had beaten the skin pink a moment before. And then her meaning +struck him like a blow between the eyes. + +Shoulders slumped forward, head hanging low, he wheeled on heel and +started for the gap in the hedge. Caleb could not move, nor did +Allison, whose wits were quick enough in most things. But Garry +Devereau followed and overtook his friend. He did not speak to him; he +merely dropped one hand upon his drooping shoulders. And yet the men, +had they talked for an hour, could not have conveyed all that there was +in that second of contact. For it proved electrical in its effect. +Steve whirled again and came marching back, head up now--back to the +group which had not moved. Straight up to Barbara he went and faced +her once again. + +"I wa'n't good enough to be your knight, was I?" he accused her in a +hushed and vibrant voice. "I--I don't know enough, ner I can't talk +good enough, to be your knight. I ain't good enough fer you! But I'm +a-goin' to be--do you hear? I'm a-goin' to be--an' when I am . . . +when I am . . . then I'll come back to you!" + +This time, rigid as a lance, he disappeared from sight. Caleb stood +staring at the ground. Allison stood and stared at the horizon. + +And when Barbara finally started, white of face and silent, toward the +stucco house, Caleb, too, turned and followed his boy home. It was the +first time in his memory that he and Dexter Allison had parted in +anger, and at that moment Caleb believed that he hated the man and all +that was his! + +Steve had gone straight to his room, but one glimpse of his bloodless +face had told Sarah too much and too little. After her brother had +explained she would not let him go upstairs to the boy. + +"It will be better to leave him alone for a while," she said. "It has +been coming for days, this thing. I think I knew it would come--but +how could we have stopped it, Cal? And you won't believe me, but it's +because Barbara Allison cares more for our boy's little finger than she +could for a hundred Archie Wickershams that she--she said what she did. +Women do those things, and even I, who am a woman, can't tell you why!" + +Steve did not come downstairs for supper that night, and when he failed +to appear at the breakfast hour, both Caleb and Sarah mounted to his +room, fear in their hearts. The bed had not been slept in; the sheets +were not even disarranged, but there was a scrap of paper pinned to one +pillow-slip. It wasn't written in "book language"--that short +message--for it was not his brain, but his heart, which had phrased it: + + +I'm a-comin' back--I'm comin' back to you, someday when they won't be +no need fer you to be ashamed fer me. I'm takin' my new clothes with +me because I knowed you would a-wanted me to--and the shoes, too. I'm +askin' you to take keer of Ole Samanthy til I come fer her--and Miss +Sarah ain't got no call to worry, fer I could always take keer o' +myself. + + +It was signed "Stephen O'Mara." + +Sarah's face went white when she had read it through. Her knees +weakened under her and she had to sit down. + +"Why, Cal--why, Cal, he's--he's gone," she quavered. + +And Caleb nodded down into her stricken face. + +"Yes--he--he's gone," he breathed. + +Sarah swallowed hard. Then two bright tears crept out from under her +eyelids and went coursing down her cheeks. She rose and groped her way +to her own room. + +Caleb found Barbara Allison waiting in the living-room when he, still +numb from the shock, went back downstairs. She came up to him and +stood a moment, twisting the fingers of one hand within those of the +other. + +"I want to see Stephen, please, Uncle Cal," she faltered. + +Caleb drew a deep and unsteady breath. + +"Steve isn't here, Barbara," he said as gently as he could. + +The child didn't understand. + +"Father sent me over to apologize," she explained slowly. "I'm to tell +him that I'm sorry. But I--I want to tell him, too, that if I couldn't +have him for my knight--I--I wouldn't ever have any knight at all!" + +Caleb felt a tightening at his throat which made speech difficult. + +"But Steve has gone away," he managed to gulp. + +A shadow came into the big dark eyes lifted to his. + +"He'll be back for breakfast, won't he?" she asked, hopefully. + +"I'm afraid not, Barbara. I'm afraid now that he may never come +back--again." + +She didn't understand what he meant at first, so Caleb tried to +explain. But when his voice broke and trailed off into a husky whisper +there was no further need of explanation. She ran then and threw +herself in a passion of tears upon a window-seat in the corner. Caleb +found his chair. And after a time he felt a small hand touch his +sleeve; he felt a wet cheek pressed tight to his own. + +"Oh, don't you feel so badly, too, Uncle Cal," Barbara sobbed. +"Please--please! Because he _is_ coming back! He told me he would--he +told me he would, himself!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +MY MAN O'MARA + +For a week and more Caleb Hunter scoured the surrounding country. He +whipped over the hills in every direction, half hopeful that he might +overtake the boy who had gone in the night. But none of the farmers on +the outlying roads had seen pass their way a little foot traveler such +as he described, and after a time even that small hope died. + +When Dexter Allison came over the next day, his face far more perturbed +than Caleb had ever before seen it by the news which Barbara, in tears, +had carried to him, Caleb found that his anger had somehow oozed away +during the night. Allison's concern was too genuine to be feigned; and +Caleb learned too, that morning, that beneath his neighbor's amusement +at the boy there had always been a strain of admiration for his sturdy +gravity and more than a bit of wonder at his uncanny knowledge of +things which were as sealed books to Dexter. + +Together the two men searched for Steve, driving in silence through the +country, until they both realized that the search was useless. And at +last one day in early fall, Caleb started alone upon his errand into +that stretch of timber to the north which the boy himself had vaguely +designated as "up-river." + +He spent a week in the saddle before he located the cabin of the +"Jenkinses" in an isolated clearing upon the main branch of the river. +If the journey could have been made cross-country, straight through the +wilderness itself, it would have been no more than a ten-mile ride from +that cabin to the same huge valley at the headwaters of the east +branch, where he and Dexter and the boy had camped only a few days +before. But it was a two days' journey around the backbone of that +ridge alone, by trail. And even then, when he did locate the +"Jenkinses," it took hours of quiet argument before Caleb could +convince those shy and suspicious people that his errand was an honest +one. Eventually they did come to believe him; they led him, a-foot, +another half mile up the timber-fringed stream, to a log cabin set back +in the balsams upon a needle carpeted knoll. And they stood and stared +in stolid wonder at this portly man in riding breeches and leather +puttees, when he finally emerged from that small shack, "Old Tom's" tin +box under his arm, and, with lips working strangely, pinned the door +shut behind him. + +Caleb left in the limp fingers of the head of the Jenkins' household a +yellow-tinted note of a denomination which they had not even known +existed; he left them half-doubting its genuineness, until later when +there came an opportunity to spend it. And Sarah was waiting at the +door of the white place on the hill when Caleb wheeled into the yard at +dusk, two days later. + +"You've found him!" she exclaimed as she glimpsed his face when he +entered the hall. + +Caleb shook his head, his heart aching at the hunger in her question. + +"No, I haven't found _him_, Sarah," he said gently enough. "But +I--I've found out _who he is_!" + +They forgot their supper that night. With heads close together they +hung for hours over the ink-smeared sheaf of papers which the tin box +yielded up. Most of them were covered with a cramped and misspelled +handwriting which they knew must be that of the one whom Steve had +called "Old Tom." Some of them were hard to decipher, but their import +was very, very clear. + +There was one picture--a miniature of a girl, eager of face and wavy of +hair. Her relationship to the boy was unmistakable. Sarah found that +and wept over it silently, and while she wept Caleb sifted out the +remaining loose sheets and came upon a bundle of tax receipts. These +puzzled him for a moment, until, at the very bottom of the box he found +a folded and legal-looking document. He opened that and then he +understood--he understood just how every penny had been spent which Old +Tom had been able to earn. After the swiftest of examinations, Caleb +refolded the paper and slipped it into his own pocket, without showing +it to Sarah at all. Just at that instant he was not sure why he meant +to keep its existence to himself, but even then, back in his brain, the +reason was there. At length he turned to his sister. + +"It's not hard to understand now, is it?" he said. "It's pretty plain +now why he had to go. And we, Sarah--we who were going to 'make +something of him'--why, we should have known absolutely, without this +evidence. They laughed at him; they made fun of him--and there isn't +any better blood than flows in that boy's veins! He was Stephen +O'Mara's son, and no more brilliant barrister than O'Mara ever +addressed a jury of a prisoner's peers and--and broke their very hearts +with the simplicity of his pleading." + +Sarah folded her thin hands over the woman's picture. + +"I like his mother's face," she murmured, faintly. "And I'm jealous of +her, Cal! You don't have to remind me of the rest of it, either, for I +recall it all. She died, and he--he went all to pieces. They said, at +his death, that he was destitute. And when he did follow +her--across--they hunted everywhere, didn't they, and never found the +boy? Didn't some of the newspapers argue that a servant--a +gardener--had stolen him?" + +Caleb nodded his head. + +"Most of them ridiculed the suggestion, but it was true, just the same. +That servant was Old Tom. And the only defense he makes is just one +line or so in--in this." Caleb dropped a hand upon the half legible +pages. "He says that he wasn't going to let civilization make of the +boy's life the wreck which he, poor, queer, honest soul, thought it had +made of his father's. And do you know, Sarah, do you know, I can't +help but believe that this over-zealous thing which the law would have +prosecuted was the best thing he could have done? I'll take these +things, now, and lock them in the safe for the boy, until he--until he +comes back home!" + +But Sarah Hunter kept the picture of Stephen O'Mara's mother separate +from the rest; she took it upstairs with her when she went, white and +tired-faced, to bed. And it was Sarah's faith which outlasted the +years which followed. She never weakened in her belief that some day +the boy would come back--she and one other whose faith in his last +boyish promise, phrased in bitterness, also endured. For during the +next five years there was not a summer which brought Allison into the +hills but what the first question of his daughter Barbara, motherless +now herself, was of Steve. + +"Has--has Stephen come back?" she asked invariably. + +At first the query was marked by nothing more than a child's naive +eagerness; and later, when it was brought up in a casual, by-the-way +fashion, it was, nevertheless, tinged with hope. Five years lengthened +into ten, and still Steve did not come. But whenever Barbara asked +that question Caleb remembered, as though it had happened only +yesterday, that morning when she first appeared to the boy. + +He wondered sometimes what Steve's reception of her would be now--if he +did come back! The thought supplied many idle hours with food for +speculation for Barbara Allison, year by year, had grown into that +slender, dark-eyed creature of more than usual beauty whom Caleb had +seen, as through the boy's own eyes, in the promise of the years. +Caleb had long before given up all hope, but he wondered just the same. +And then there came a morning when he didn't have to wonder any more. +There came a morning when that self-same scene was staged again by +Chance--staged with Caleb for an audience. There came a morning when +Stephen O'Mara did return. + +More than a few times in those intervening years the Hunter home had +been closed. Sarah Hunter developed an uneasy restlessness which would +have worried her brother had it not been for the light of wistful +expectancy which never left her eyes. She developed what her brother +termed a habit of "seeing America first and last, and in the interval +between." But he, beneath his jocularity, was glad enough to accompany +her upon those rambling journeys which, without itinerary, led them +from coast to coast and he never smiled--at least not so that she might +see him--even though he was certain that she, in her simplicity of +spirit, was really looking for the boy. + +All winter and throughout the summer, too, the Hunter place had been +closed, until that day in late October. It had been a warm week--a +week of such unseasonable humidity for the hills that Caleb, rising +somewhat before his usual hour, had blamed his sleeplessness, as usual, +upon the weather. He was glad to be home again that morning; he had +been so lonely away from home that he was warmed unaccountably by the +thought that Allison was in the hills, too. And he was sure of that +fact, for the night before, when their train pulled into the station +which occupied the spot where Allison's mill-yards had stood before, +the bright brass work upon the private car of the owner of the stucco +place next his own had been unmistakable. + +Caleb was even wondering if Barbara would be with her father on this +trip. Barbara had, he knew, been two years on the continent, +"finishing," Allison called it, always with a wry face and a gesture +toward his wallet pocket. He was wondering, as he came down the +stairs, if she would ask him again if--if . . . and then, at the sight +of a seated figure outside on the top step of the veranda, he pulled up +sharp in the doorway. + +Caleb didn't have to wonder any longer! + +The attitude of that figure before him was so like the picture which +time had been unable to erase--so absolutely identical in everything +save garb and size alone--that the man, recoiling a little, dragged one +hand across his forehead as though he doubted his own eyes. But when +he looked again it was still there, sitting chin in palm, small head +under a rather weather-beaten felt hat thrust slightly forward, gazing +fixedly toward the stucco house beyond the shrubbery. And before Caleb +could move, before he was more than half aware of the painful pulse in +his throat, it all happened again, just as it had happened years and +years before. + +Caleb heard voices in the adjoining grounds, and as he half turned in +that direction Allison's bulky form, vivid in a far more vivid plaid, +appeared in the hedge gap. While Caleb stared another figure flashed +through ahead of him, laughter upon her lips, and paused a-tip-toe, to +wave a hand in greeting. And instantly, as they had a dozen years +before, Barbara Allison's eyes swung in instant scrutiny of the one who +was seated at Caleb's feet. She hesitated, and recovered herself. But +when, with quite dignified deliberation, she finally came forward to +pass that motionless figure upon the steps, every pulse in her body was +beating consciousness of his nearness. And yet, at that, when she +paused at Caleb's side and bobbed her head with a characteristic +impetuosity which she had never lost she seemed completely oblivious to +the presence of anyone save Caleb and herself. + +"Good morning, Uncle Cal," she murmured, very demurely. + +Then the man upon the steps moved; he rose and turned and swept his +rather weather-beaten hat from his head. His hair was still wavy, +still chestnut in the shadows. And Caleb, though he could not force a +word from his tightened throat, marveled how tall the boy had +grown--how paradoxically broad of shoulder and slender of body he +seemed to be. + +It was a man's face which was lifted to his, tanned and wrinkled a +little at the corners of the eyes by much exposure to sun and wind. +But the eyes themselves hadn't changed a bit. They were still the same +steady and unwavering gray. A smile crept into them, a smile crept +across the even lips, and for all the change there was in that slow +mirth it might have been the little figure of other days--the boy in +the white drill trousers and uncouth boots--who was smiling up at Caleb. + +Standing there in his blue flannel shirt and corduroy trousers, clasped +tight to knee by high brown boots below them, Stephen O'Mara held out a +sinewy brown hand. His voice was a little unsteady, but the mimicry of +his own drawling speech of former years held an echo of boyhood--a +twanging, boyish echo--which dragged at Caleb's very heartstrings. + +"Haow--haow d'ye do, Uncle Cal?" he quavered. + +Barbara had turned and started indoors in search of Miss Sarah. Now +she halted, her slim back toward the two men at the veranda's edge, and +stood motionless at the sound of that voice. When, little by little, +she faced around at last, it was fairly to feel those grave gray eyes +resting upon her own face. The blood of a sudden came storming up into +Barbara's cheeks. And Caleb, even if he did not know what all of the +girl's emotions were at that moment, knew that he knew one of them at +least. Caleb had just learned himself what it was to see a ghost. + +Dexter Allison, coming up less airily across the lawn, surprised his +daughter poised with one hand outstretched, red lips half open. Ho +found her staring, velvet eyed and pink of face, at a tall figure in +blue flannel and corduroy, and although he had never seen him in all +the months that the latter had been in his employ, Allison knew this +must be the one in whose keeping lay, directly or indirectly, the +success or failure of the biggest thing he had ever attempted in this +north country--the man to whom he always referred, whenever he boasted +of his exploits, as "my man O'Mara." + +Beyond that point, however, Allison's immediate recognition did not go. +The past interested him but little, except as a matter for precedent or +a record of past performances. But memory fairly clamored in the +girl's ears that morning. There was not one tiniest detail of the +strangely intense, sturdily confident little hill-boy's bearing but +what came back to her at that moment. She remembered them all, and +seconds later, when Steve's fingers had closed over her own +outstretched hand, she realized that she was staring at him in a +childishly concentrated effort to read again in the man's gaze the +undisguised worship and wonder which had always followed her from the +eyes of the boy who had fought to be her knight. And she realized +suddenly that he had sensed the effort behind her eager scrutiny, even +though his own eyes remained whimsically unreadable. + +"I always told them that you would come back," she murmured then. +"Just as you--you said you would." + +The remark was barely loud enough for even Steve to hear, but hard upon +its utterance she caught her breath in anger at herself for her own +senseless confusion, which had led her into saying the one thing she +least of all had wanted to voice. Even an inane remark concerning the +weather would have been better than that girlish naivete which she felt +seemed to force upon him, too, a recollection of the very letter of a +promise which had, no doubt, long since become in his mind nothing but +a quaint episode not untinged with absurdity. + +She realized that her hand still lay in his; she grew hotly conscious +of her father's rather perplexed survey of the tableau. And in that +instant when Allison's first words reached her burning ears, even +before Steve could reply to her greeting, she wrung free her fingers +with an abruptness which, when she remembered it afterward, only added +to her fury at her absurd confusion. + +"Hum-m-m," puffed Allison. "Hum-m-m!" He spoke directly to Stephen +O'Mara, who half turned his head at the first heavily facetious +syllable. "So you did get my message, eh? I rather thought that it +wouldn't reach you, up-river, until to-day." An ample smile embraced +the tall figure in riverman's garb and his own daughter's crimson +countenance--a most meaningful smile of roguery. "Well, from what I've +heard," he stated, "and what I've . . . seen, I should say that you are +my man, O'Mara. Mr. Elliott himself has informed me that your quite +spectacular success in one or two vital campaigns has been entirely due +to the fact that you are an--er--opportunist! I agree with Mr. +Elliott, absolutely--that is, if my first premise is correct." + +And his laughter rumbled softly. + +Barbara's face had cooled a little in that moment since Steve's eyes +had left her face. Now she forgot her confusion--forgot to be annoyed, +even at her father's clumsy banter. + +"_Your_ man, O'Mara!" she exclaimed indignantly. "_Your_ man! Why, +he--he's _my_--" and that was as far as she went. + +Her voice thinned into nothingness, but words were not necessary to +tell either Caleb or Steve that she had been about to assert a prior +claim which dated back years and years. + +The man whose smile was still that of the boy turned slowly back to +Barbara. His quiet mirth, which crinkled the corners of his eyelids, +seemed totally detached and impersonal; and yet it hinted, too, at an +intimate enjoyment of the situation which they alone could appreciate. +Steve merely held out his hand again and took her slim fingers within +his own. + +"I have always insisted to Mr. Elliott," he said, "that the solution of +all the difficulties, which he chooses to view as gloriously romantic +tilts with Destiny, depends one-half upon luck, and the other half on +being on the ground personally, when the--affair--starts." He half +faced toward Allison. "I am O'Mara," he finished very briefly, "your +man, O'Mara--if you happen to be the East Coast Development and Timber +Company?" + +There was at most no more than the barest suggestion of it in Steve's +crisp question, but Caleb sensed immediately that Allison's placid +appropriation of the blue flannel-shirted one as his own particular +property was not a mutually accepted status. Dexter, however, failed, +or chose, to read nothing in the drawling question. + +"I'm it," he agreed, jovially. "That is--I and two or three others, +including Mr. Elliott, our esteemed president." + +He mounted the steps heavily and stood contemplating the small hand +still within the larger, browner one. + +"The introductions seem to have outstripped me," he remarked, +"but--er--any objection to shaking hands with me, too, Mr. O'Mara?" + +Stephen laughed aloud. Allison's attempted lugubrity was really funny. +From the door Barbara echoed his laughter in bubbling, throaty +amusement at it all. + +"Poor, blind papa!" she chanted mockingly, and disappeared on swift +feet. + +Allison scowled after her. + +"Not so blind as some--the unprincipled jade!" he retorted. "But +that's another thing I've heard about you, Mr. O'Mara, if you will +pardon a garrulous old gossip's personalities. They tell me that you +aren't particularly--susceptible?" + +And then the bantering tone was dropped entirely. In the rest of +Allison's greeting was all that Caleb found most lovable in the man's +whole make-up--his proneness to accept men as men, for what they had +done or might do, in a man's world. + +"I've heard much of you, Mr. O'Mara; I've looked forward to this +meeting," he said, as he shook hands. "Now I want to tell you that I +am proud to know you. And so you didn't get my message, after all?" + +The handclasp left Allison staring ruefully at his reddened fingers. +Steve shook his head. + +"I had to come down river, yesterday," he explained. "Your telegram +found me here, and I waited over until this morning, as you suggested." + +"Surely . . . surely! I see . . . I see!" Allison emphasized his +comprehension. "Not that it was anything of vital importance. I just +wanted a short conference with you, yourself, that was all. Elliott's +own reports on the work are so tinged with his eternal optimism, so +colored by what you aptly termed his romantic zest for the game, that I +wanted your own opinion concerning the possibility of the East Coast +Company finishing that railroad in time to fulfil their contracts. No +hurry about it; but that's my house over yonder. You were just one +place too far north to find me." + +He turned to face Caleb. There was a flood of questions upon the +latter's lips. Caleb wanted to seize the boy by the shoulder, and spin +him around toward the light and stare and stare into his face; but he +waited because he found much that was hugely diverting in Dexter's +bland ignorance, which had even accepted Steve's presence there as a +case of misdirection. + +"I suppose you know what this early morning call presages, Cal?" +Allison challenged. + +Before Caleb could reply Steve knew what the answer was to be. The +request found him already at the door, grinning broadly. + +"Would you--would you mind finding Miss Sarah, Steve?" Caleb asked. +"Will you tell her, please, that we are to be subjected to +another--neighborly imposition!" + +Steve's going left Allison frowning a little. + +"We've played this farce through a hundred times, Cal," he murmured, +"and it wasn't according to formula--that last remark of yours. But, +do you know, just for a minute it sort of reminded me of +something--something that seems to have happened before, and I can't +recall just what." + +He shook his head and led the way to a chair. + +"It wasn't our nonsense that affected me, either," he finished. "I +believe it was O'Mara himself who . . . but I didn't know that you were +acquainted with him, Cal. Have you known him long?" + +"Um-m-m--yes!" Caleb weighed his reply. "Quite some time, I think I +might say." + +He shook with scarcely suppressed laughter, but Allison ignored his +senseless mirth. + +"I'd like to claim that boy as my own discovery," he avowed, "but I +can't--not without fear of successful contradiction on Elliott's part. +And in point of service it isn't fair to call him a boy, either, though +I suppose both of us are old enough to be his father. He's Elliott's +find. Elliott suggested him as the one man for this job, when I +consolidated with the Ainnesley crowd and they took up the contract to +move the Reserve timber from Thirty-Mile and the valleys above. +Elliott knew of him, but I've been looking up his record pretty +closely, since he took hold in earnest. + +"He's in his twenties, as near as I can make out, but he's come through +on one of two jobs that might well make an old campaigner envious. He +took a fortune in hard woods out of San Domingo for a Berlin concern; +he was the only man on the St. Sebastian River job who said the +construction was too light. He said it wouldn't stand when the ice +began to move in the spring--and it didn't! Oh, he knows his business! +But it wasn't his successes which caught Elliott's eye. It's the way +he has failed a couple of times, fighting right back to the last +ditch--and fighting and fighting!--when all the rest had quit, that +made me anxious to get a look at him. Perhaps there are older men who +can outfigure him on loads and stresses, but as a field general he +stands alone. He can handle men. And, when it comes to meeting +conditions just as they arise, Elliott says he's a wonder--he can +outguess dear old Mother Nature herself!" + +There was grave appreciation in Allison's voice--honest appreciation of +a man who had himself achieved, for another man's achievement. And yet +Caleb, in spite of the proud pumping of his heart, in spite of his +desire to murmur, "But I told you so, Dexter, years ago," still found +room to wonder at a thin strain of speculation which seemed to underrun +the speaker's words. In his reiteration of O'Mara's qualities Allison +seemed almost to be assuring himself that infallibility was not a human +attribute. And his next remark only served to heighten that suggestion. + +"That's why the East Coast Co. brought him up here to build their bit +of road," he went on slowly. "They've got to move that Reserve Company +timber. They have a contract that'll break 'em--break us--if we fall +down. And do you know, Cal, I--I can't help but believe that the thing +is beyond the pale of possibility. I believed it six months ago, when +Elliott and Ainnesley and the rest of them were so keen for it, and I +believe it still, even though I have seen Elliott's engineer and know +what he has already accomplished. That track'll never go through on +schedule--and that's why I'm up here for the winter. It's going to be +a hot little race against time, with some millions for a purse. It'll +break the East Coast Co. if he fails, and"--his voice became oddly +intense--"and I tell you again that it--can't--be--done!" + +Then Allison became aware of Caleb's mild astonishment at his vehemence. + +"An amateur's opinion, of course, Cal," he laughed, "which is strictly +_entre nous_. But, win or lose, this man O'Mara will be a valuable man +to have around after the thing is decided." + +"You said that he reminded you of something," Caleb began rather +heavily. "It recalled something to me, too. I wonder if you remember +a little fishing trip that we took, some ten or twelve years ago, +Dexter, up into the hills? It was to the headwaters of the cast +branch, somewhere in the neighborhood of the Reserve Company's +holdings, I should say." + +"Why, yes," the other answered, off-handedly. "Why, yes, now that you +mention it, I do remember. May I ask your reason for speaking of it?" + +"No reason in particular," Caleb hesitated. "Only this O'Mara reminded +me of something, too--something that you said, that night at the +camp-fire." + +"Well?" + +Allison's monosyllable was coolly noncommittal. + +"Can you remember what it was?" Caleb asked, positively uncomfortable +now. + +"I think I remarked that there was a fortune for some man in that +valley, if he was far-sighted enough. Was that it?" + +Then Caleb understood the challenge in his friend's voice. He thought +he understood. The names of the stockholders of the Reserve Company +were all strange to Caleb save one. The Honorable Archibald +Wickersham, who was said to represent huge foreign interests, he had +known as a boy. And Caleb had seen Dexter indescribably sore, before +this, from having overlooked, as he termed it himself, "a sure thing +bet." He laughed, more like his placid self again. + +"Bless you, no!" he exclaimed. "What have I ever done to make you +believe that a mere commercial estimate would remain with me this long? +It--it was something that you said concerning the making of a +gentleman. I just wondered if you were of your early way of thinking. +I wondered if you would consider that--that----" + +Allison lay back in his chair and breathed deeply, slowly--and Miss +Sarah appeared that moment in the doorway, pinker of cheek and more +tremulous of lip than her brother had ever seen her before. She +dropped Allison an old-fashioned curtsy, which was an exceedingly +frivolous performance for Sarah. + +"Breakfast is served, Cal," she fairly chortled, "and there are two +very hungry children inside." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +HARRIGAN, THAT'S ME! + +Never before had the air of that long, paneled room been so surcharged +with half-suppressed hilarity. At first her father merely scowled at +Barbara's intermittent little gurgles, which refused to stay entirely +pent-up; he frowned at her seemingly inane interruptions of the +technical discussion into which he had immediately plunged with the +East Coast Company's engineer, until he could no longer ignore the +smile which pulled at the lips of the latter, too, at every fresh +attempt of the girl to swing the conversation into an utterly +irrelevant channel. He looked around the table then and caught the +gleam in Caleb's eyes; he took note of Miss Sarah's illuminated face, +and gave way to a burst of querulousness not all simulation. + +"_What_ is the joke?" he demanded in a voice that set them all to +rocking in their chairs. "Let me in on it--let me laugh, too--if there +is anything worth laughing at. Cal, you're growing old--old and +feeble-witted!" + +He turned sternly to his daughter, but the darkly glowing eyes which +she lifted to his absolutely silenced him for an instant. Twin devils +of mischief fairly danced in their shimmering, liquid depths. The +girl's face, even to him who had long before grown overfamiliar with +its beauty, was a wonderfully lovely thing. Allison sat and stared at +her for a moment, blankly, and when he went on his voice had become +less testy. + +"And you," he growled, "you have interrupted me a dozen times already, +always with some nonsense of which I can make neither rime nor reason. +Now, if you don't mind, I'd like to get Mr. O'Mara's reason for +establishing his headquarters at Thirty-Mile, instead of directing the +work from Morrison, which would seem to be far more convenient." + +Barbara bobbed her head, meekly. Her giggle, however, was shameless. + +"But Mr. O'Mara has been trying to tell you," she defended in a +suffocated small voice, "that it's because the work at this end is not +so difficult. There are several miles of swamp work, I think he said, +and a bridge or something, which promises trouble. I--I am sorry if I +interrupted. I only wanted to ask Mr. O'Mara a question myself--a--a +very unimportant question, I'm afraid!" + +Allison had had experience with his daughter's seeming meekness. +Moreover, the working of Caleb's and Sarah's faces baffled him. He +waited, fuming. + +"Just before you and Uncle Cal came in we--we were talking about the +weather," the girl struggled on. "Mr. O'Mara predicted it would rain +soon and I just wanted to ask him what made him think so." + +"Yes?" Allison temporized. + +It was very quiet for a moment. Steve sat, a little red of face +himself, gazing across into the girl's starry eyes. + +"Go ahead!" she prompted him with a gasp. + +Then his lips began to curl until a smile overspread his face and +half-closed his eyes. He leaned back and raised obediently a quaintly +solemn, quaintly boyish treble. + +"I wa'n't guessin'," he averred soberly, "ner I wa'n't thinkin' it +will. It'll jest be rainin', come sunup, and it'll be good fer till +Wednesday, for sure!" + +At the beginning of that quavering statement Dexter Allison's lips fell +apart. They remained open long after Steve had finished. Once he +started to rise, and then dropped back into his chair, dumfounded. +There was no doubt concerning the success of his daughter's query. At +last he got to his feet and padded around the table. With a hand on +either of the boy's shoulders, he turned that browned face up to his +own. + +"You," he murmured, weakly. "You! And Elliott said that you could +outguess dear old Mother Nature herself! Well, I--I'm damned!" + +They talked no more business at table that morning, and Allison found +scant opportunity to make himself heard at all. Even the reticence +which seemed a part of Steve's grave face and big body was swept aside +before the tumult of questions that tumbled from Barbara's lips, +promptly to be supplemented by Caleb whenever her breath gave out. + +"And to think that you didn't recognize him, even when you met him face +to face," she rallied her father. "It was dense enough of me not to +have known instantly who it must be, the first day you began your +endless reiteration of 'my man, O'Mara.' I, at least, should have +known, because--because"--she faltered a little--"well, they always do, +in books!" + +It raised another storm of laughter--that faltering, ingenuous reason +of hers--and Barbara hastened to explain that the phrase was a relic of +her own childhood, which she had once coined in extenuation of conduct +to which her mother had objected. She still employed it, she +explained, in particularly irresponsible moments. + +It was minutes before Allison could wedge in a single remark, longer +than that before he stopped frowning to himself in a fashion which made +Caleb remember that moment of inexplicable vehemence, outside on the +veranda. They had retrogressed as far as the "injine"--the "steam +injine"--when Allison finally made himself heard. + +"What I can't remember is just why you left us so suddenly. I know it +was some sort of a rumpus, with Barbara in it--there's always a woman, +of course--but I can't recall----" + +He paused to ponder--paused and became aware immediately of Barbara's +swift silence and Steve's hint of self-consciousness. Then it all +returned to him with a rush. He had his turn. + +"Oh, but I do remember," he drawled. "Why, of course--_of course_! It +was a matter of knight-errantry and ladies fair! But who was it whose +choice conflicted with your own?" + +He cocked his head on one side, mock thoughtful; then he fell to +pounding his knee and roared with laughter. + +"Archie Wickersham!" he shouted. "Archie Wickersham--oh, Lord! I +never really appreciated that _melee_ until this minute. And you +promised that you'd be back, didn't you, and--well, b'gad, here you +are! And now don't suffer any longer, Barbara, though I must state +that this is the first time I ever knew you to search so diligently +beneath the table for renewed composure. I am not going to expound Mr. +O'Mara's reasons for going, any more than I could dilate upon those +which have brought him back. But please shake hands again--Steve. +And, if I may be pardoned the idiom, allow me to assure you that it was +some battle!" + +If it did nothing else, Allison's ponderous raillery served one end. +It removed any sentimental awkwardness which might have attached to the +episode, and yet the girl rather resented its being so completely +reduced to terms of farce-comedy. When the men rose, after breakfast, +to go down into the town, she, too, declared her intention of +accompanying them, as though it were the expected thing. She crossed +the lawn at Steve's side, ahead of her father and Caleb, with Miss +Sarah watching from the door. Both men walked for a time in silence, +their eyes upon the slender figure in short skirt and woolly sweater +beside the taller one in blue flannel before them. And, as usual, +Allison was the first to speak. + +"Now I know what you meant when you referred to that trip up the west +branch, Cal," he said. "And you were right. It does take stuff to +make that sort of a gentleman. Isn't there anything more to tell me? +I am truly interested, Cal." + +So Caleb told him then of "Old Tom's" tin box. And while he was +explaining the man and girl ahead, all in one breath, skipped back to +that day-before-yesterday now many years gone. There was a quality of +camaraderie in the girl's half-parted lips and eager impulsiveness of +tongue that morning that was entirely boyish. Her very unconsciousness +of self intensified and emphasized it for the man whose steady gaze +rarely left her warm face. And more than once she caught herself +watching for his slow smile to spread and crinkle the corners of his +eyelids; once or twice, in a little lull, she found time to wonder at +that new and quite frivolous mood of hers. But when Steve finally +asked for Devereau--Garry Devereau, who had followed him to the +hedge-gap that day and laid one hand upon his bowed, shamed +shoulder--the light went from Barbara's eyes. And Stephen O'Mara, who +did not understand at first the quick hurt which entered them, stopped +smiling, too. + +"I liked him," Steve said simply. "I've always remembered and liked +him. Thinking of him and--and--has often kept me from being too lonely +nights when I was lonely enough." + +That statement concerning his friend contained the first personal note +which had come from his lips. Barbara did not answer immediately, and +Steve thought that she was phrasing her own reply. He could not know +that she wanted a moment in which to contemplate the little hint of +diffidence in his voice and to wonder at herself for not having +wondered before if he had not, many, many times, been very lonely +indeed. + +"Do you remember a little girl who was at our place the summer you were +here?" she asked finally. "A pale, red-lipped, very shy little thing +named Mary Graves?" + +Stephen nodded. + +"And do you remember how, even then, Garry seemed to care for her? He +was always supercilious with the rest of us; he tormented us or ignored +us entirely, but never her." + +Again the inclination of the head. + +"Well, he grew up just that way," Barbara went on, thoughtfully. "One +never could tell what was behind his indifference or--or flippancies. +He mocked at things . . . customs and courses of action, which we have +come to accept and . . . and recognize. But he was always gentle with +her, and kind, and--oh, I think reverend is the right word! Now, +knowing Garry as I do--as you will, when you see him again--the phrase +may seem a strange one to apply to him. And yet it describes best his +bearing toward Mary Graves, two years ago." + +She was walking more slowly now, without knowing it. + +"I doubt if Garry ever revered anything on earth, or above it, except +just little, white, shy Mary Graves, who never grew much bigger than +she was when you knew her. I don't know whether you know it--of course +you don't!--but his father cared that way for a woman, cared just as +utterly. And everybody thought this match was an assured thing; they +even wondered at it a little, she was so . . . so mouselike, and Garry +so brilliant and hard and--I don't like the word sophisticated. It +seemed to me that Garry's wisdom was not a thing which he had acquired +himself. It seemed more the accumulated wisdom of ages and ages which +was his just by--by instinct. + +"He cared for her that way, Mr. O'Mara, and she married another man, +almost without a word of explanation to him. Nobody ever cited Garry +as a shining example, but he--that man whom Mary Graves married--had an +unspeakable record! Her family made the match--the newspapers call it +a union of America's fairest youth and powerful millions, don't they? +Well, he had them--and she married him. And Garret Devereau dropped +out of the world for a long time. + +"It was a year before he came back. People had already begun to talk +about the way his father had gone before him--he shot himself, Mr. +O'Mara, when he became tired of waiting for Garry's mother to +return--and when Garry reappeared they talked more. I never knew +before that a change so terrible could take place in anyone so much a +man as I know Garry to be. It's not just his face and his rather +dreadful silence. It's not the fact alone that he drinks too much, and +shows it, pitifully. It's--oh, it's the pity that a brain so keen +could so deliberately commit suicide. + +"They've begun to drop him, Mr. O'Mara, and you know what that means. +But I'll always care for him deeply. That's why I have asked him up +this fall. Don't you think you could come down again, Friday, if you +have to go back into the woods before then? I'm going to have a party +for some week-end guests--a masque dance. Garry needs his friends now, +more than he ever did, and--and when you meet him will you--will you, +please, not let him see that you notice how much he has changed?" + +Barbara put one hand upon his elbow, and again in that moment of +contact the directness of her appeal made Steve think of a slim and +clear-eyed boy. He realized that she cared for Garrett Devereau only +as he cared himself with fine and lasting appreciation for the +finenesses of him whom they had known together. Steve nodded his +comprehension, and made no answer to her invitation to him, then. But +they found conversation somehow less easy after that. It was not until +they had traversed the streets of the lower village--long lanes of red +and blue and saffron-fronted saloon-hotels and rivermen's +lodging-houses--and reached the newer, huger mills down-river that the +girl regained in part her former vivacity. + +Morrison had grown, inconceivably, in those elapsed years. A railroad +station and freight-yard occupied the ground which had been occupied by +the former mills; a single track road stretched arrow-straight into the +south to a junction with the trunk line, which swung westward twenty +odd miles below. And even the very atmosphere of that lower portion of +the town was different. The men still swarmed in on the drives, +brilliant dots of color against the neutral background of the dusty +wide streets. Their capacity for abandonment to pleasure, their +prodigality, was as great as ever, but the old-time picturesque +simplicity of it all seemed lacking--the simplicity which had once +mitigated much that would have been otherwise only brutish. The +dingily gaudy saloon fronts, like drabs in blowsy finery, struck a too +sophisticated, sinister note--which, after all, only sums up completely +the change which had taken place. Even the vices of the older +Morrison, in being systematized, had become infinitely more +complicated, too. It was no longer a river village. Morrison was a +city now. + +Once, when a squatly huge, red-headed, red-shirted riverman with a +week's red stubble upon his cheeks, lurched out of a doorway ahead of +them and stood snarling malevolently at O'Mara, the girl shrank against +her companion and clutched his arm. The red-shirted one fell to +singing after they had passed. A maudlin rendition of "Harrigan, +That's Me," followed them long after they had rounded a corner. Steve +looked down and smiled casually into Barbara's wide and startled eyes. + +"That's a river-boss," he explained, "enjoying what he considers a +roaring good time. His name is Harrigan. He works on the Reserve +Company's cut, which we are to move in the spring, and whenever he has +had a trifle more than enough he always sings that song. He's willing +to fight, too, to prove that it was written especially for him!" + +The girl continued to gaze up at him. His short laugh failed entirely +to clear her face of apprehension. + +"He's not exactly a friend of yours, is he?" she said. + +"Well, not exactly," Steve admitted. "Not when he is in that frame of +mind!" + +"Nor in any other," the girl persisted, and she glanced down at her +hand, still lying upon the blue-flannel sleeve. "Did you know that +your arm grew as hard as iron for an instant? I never knew that +anyone's arm could grow as hard as that. And is that the way you +always prepare to receive your--friends?" + +Steve colored a little. + +"Perhaps I'm overcautious," he replied. "But it has to be hard. It +constitutes what one of my men, Joe Morgan, calls 'accident insurance.'" + +Then her face lighted up again. The delighted bob of her head with +which she greeted that name astonished the man. + +"Do you--why, you must have heard of Joe," he exclaimed. + +Mischief danced again in the dark eyes. + +"Joe Morgan," she laughed. "'Fat Joe,' isn't it? And of course I have +heard of him. You don't realize it, but I know more about this East +Coast work and--and the men who are doing it, than I had any idea +myself. Why, I'll wager that you never knew, yourself, that he once +wrote in to the officials insisting that the entry of his name on the +files be changed from 'Joe Morgan, cook,' to 'Joseph Morgan, assistant +to Chief O'Mara'!" + +Steve's chuckle of appreciation was answer enough. + +"I didn't know," he admitted, "but it's like him. And it was no more +than reasonable, either--that request--even if it is funny. He has +been cook for me; but he's been doctor and nurse and countless other +things in as many crises. He's the most trustworthy and capable +adviser, too, that any man ever had." + +She scanned his face closely at the timbre of those words. Then, with +face averted, "Didn't he embroider you a--a sofa-cushion, too, once?" +she inquired, quite demurely. + +Steve grew very red. + +"Who told you that?" he blurted, and Barbara giggled again. + +"Mr. Ainnesley, I think. Then it is true? I--I never believed it +before." + +Watching the blood creep up beneath his tanned skin, she told herself +that she did like more than a little the way his eyelids crinkled when +he grinned. + +"We were in San Domingo that year," he explained none too composedly. +"It was near Christmas, and Joe wouldn't consider any of the native +wares as a gift. So he--he worked it himself in--in yellow worsted on +a red background. I have it still, displayed in a conspicuous place in +the shack up-river. But now I'll wager that you can't guess what the +motto is across its front. He told me that he didn't care for it +particularly himself, but it was the only one he could find. You can't +guess, but you are permitted to try." + +And he gasped when she threw back her head and burst into her gurgling, +throaty laugh. + +"'What is home without a father?'" she sing-songed. And when they were +both sober-faced again she added: + +"I want to know him, please! Can't I meet him, Mr. O'Mara?" + +Side by side they turned in at the millyard, between towering piles of +aromatic raw planks. Behind them Caleb and Allison had lost still more +ground while the latter paused to speak a peremptory word in the ear of +a mildly intoxicated, red-headed riverman who was pouring forth his +whole soul in the refrain of "Harrigan, That's Me!" And almost +immediately, in answer to Barbara's question, Steve pointed across to a +short, plump figure in conversation with McLean, the mill +superintendent. Even at that distance his broad face gleamed from the +closeness of a recent shave; even at that distance it was quickly +apparent to the girl that his garb was as near a replica of O'Mara's +own clothes as his lack of height and extra weight would permit. + +"Will you bring him?" she asked eagerly. "Will he come?" + +But the question was unnecessary. Joe Morgan--Fat Joe to the +river-front and the construction squad--was already hustling in their +direction, even before Steve, with that slow smile tugging at his lips, +had finished assuring her that it was never necessary to summon Joe +into the presence of an attractive member of the opposite sex. He came +without being called. Barbara had a closer and closer view of him, +until he stopped at last directly in front of them and bowed. She +wanted to laugh at that wide face--at the grandiloquent flourish with +which he removed his hat--and would have had she not recalled the grave +respect with which the man beside her had referred to him a moment +before. His eyes were palest blue, his nose a smooth pink mound in an +expanse of pink, pink cheeks. She noted that his teeth were as white +and even as those of O'Mara himself. Fat Joe bowed again. + +"Morning, Chief," he saluted, in that thin and reedy tenor which none +but fat men have. + +Then Barbara laughed. + +Steve managed the presentation with extreme punctility and left them. +When he returned, almost an hour later, he heard them both laughing +long before he came into view, and on the way back up the hill the girl +detailed for him much of her conversation with Fat Joe. + +"Hereafter I shall be more dignified when in your presence," she +informed him in as deep a bass as she could summon. "I had no idea how +great and important a man was escorting me when I came down this hill! +But Mr. Morgan has enlightened me." + +With that she discovered that she could still tease him, almost as +easily as she had teased the sturdy small boy of the uncouth shoes and +napping trousers. + +"Joe is necessarily prejudiced in his opinion," he argued, "and +therefore shouldn't be taken too seriously." + +"He told me that you had one regrettable characteristic, however," the +girl went on. "He lamented your strength at the ancient and honorable +pastime of stud-poker! And he also bewails your taste in literature. +Why, he tells me that you are indicted to Dickens and Dumas--he didn't +pronounce it that way, either--and even fall back upon Shakespeare, in +dark and dour hours. No, I am positive that Mr. Morgan docs not +approve of such fiction. He confided to me that he finds more +entertainment, of a winter's night, in perusing a Sears-Roebuck or a +Montgomery-Ward catalogue. And--and do you know what I admitted to +him? No? Well, I told him that some of the happiest moments of my +life had been spent in just such fashion. I've always thought they +were fascinating!" + +She badgered him on the way back up the hill that morning, but when +they paused for a moment at the edge of the close-cropped lawn which +rolled back to the stucco and timber house facing the river, she +abandoned her facetiousness. + +"Why should there be any--any element of personal danger in this work +you are doing, Mr. O'Mara?" she asked. "And did I do wrong in +mentioning to Mr. Morgan how that man came out of that--place, and +glared so at you?" + +His rejoinder should have been very reassuring. + +"So Joe has been hinting at that mystery stuff again, has he? After +listening to him one is almost compelled to believe that I run daily a +veritable gauntlet of nameless perils." + +Barbara stood, small fists buried in her sweater pockets, studying his +smile of amusement. + +"I shouldn't like to believe so," her voice was faintly diffident. +"And you--you haven't accepted my invitation for Friday. May I expect +you? I didn't tell you, but Archie--Archibald Wickersham--will be +there, as well as Garry. So--so you won't be entirely unacquainted." + +And then, at those words, his face changed. All in one fleet second, +in spite of the whole morning's quick intimacy of mood and the spirit +of companionship which to her had seemed a delightfully new yet +time-tried thing, Barbara found that she could not read an inch behind +those grave gray eyes. She found his quiet countenance as unreadable +as that of the utmost stranger might have been. And while she waited, +not entirely certain how displeased she was at his deliberation, a +blackest of black horses soared splendidly over a fence to the north +and came cantering down the road. The rider, a tall, bare-headed girl, +lifted her crop in salute as she caught sight of them. + +"My friend, Miriam Burrell," the girl murmured in explanation to Steve, +and something had gone from her voice and left it conventionally +impersonal. "She's riding Ragtime, and isn't he a beauty--almost as +much a beauty as she is herself?" + +The horse came on, to be reined up at last directly in front of the two +at the roadside. Stephen O'Mara met for a moment the level, measuring +glance of its rider, before Miriam Burrell turned to Barbara. + +"I've enjoyed exceedingly our morning canter, Bobs," her alto voice +drawled. + +Then, before Barbara could reply, she threw one booted leg from the +stirrup and dismounted. With the reins looped over her elbow she faced +the man in blue flannel and corduroy, a tall, lithe figure with coppery +red hair and whitest skin and doubly vivid lips. + +"You're Stephen O'Mara," she said, and the calmly direct statement +might have been overbrusk had it not been for the modulation of her low +voice. "You're Stephen O'Mara, for a thousand!" + +And she held out a gauntleted hand, the clasp of which corroborated the +suggestion of wirelike strength in that lithely straight body. + +Barbara Allison had never been able to analyze her preference for +Miriam Burrell. Even the girl's undeniable beauty of face had often +puzzled her, for, taken each feature by itself, it was far more +striking than beautiful. There was no color in her pale skin; her red +mouth, if anything, was a trifle too wide, and her wide-set eyes were +tip-tilted in an almost Oriental slant. Her utter lack of hypocrisy, +her unsparing arraignment of fundamental motives--her own and those of +all with whom she came in contact--often resulted in calmly direct +comments which were stunningly disastrous to casual conversation. For +Miriam Burrell told the truth to others, which was unusual enough to +puzzle more than a few; she did not lie to herself, and that was an +enigma to almost all. It resulted, of course, in a reputation for +"unconventionalism." + +There was scarcely a day passed but that her coldly dispassionate +dissection of this or that foible of their own set, did not startle or +sometimes distress Barbara Allison; hardly a day but that her cool +voice, which could be as tempered as edged steel, did not cut through +the veneer of some custom or other and expose the crooked grain +beneath. Barbara did not know just why she cared so deeply for Miriam +Burrell--we scarcely ever realize that such a regard can be based only +upon the deepest of deep-founded faith--but at that moment, while she +and Steve were shaking hands so soberly, she felt very little, very +much ignored; felt as though she did not share at all the understanding +in their eyes. + +"I've just asked Mr. O'Mara to come to my dance, Miriam," she said, +"and how did you know him, pray? I've asked him, but he is +unflatteringly long in accepting." + +"Know him?" she echoed. "Know him! Oh, Mr. O'Mara and I have met +before. I think just before the fall of the Roman Empire, wasn't it, +Mr. O'Mara? Weren't they dragging me in at the wheel of a chariot one +afternoon, when you were dealing out a gold piece to each of your +legionaries?" + +She laughed, dryly, and Barbara felt smaller and more forlorn and +lonelier still. + +"No doubt Mr. O'Mara hasn't time to be flattering, Bobs," she +commented. "But you will have time to come Friday, for a little while, +won't you?" she asked. + +Steve glanced down at the hand which still felt the pressure of her +buckskin clad fingers. + +"I have to work--day and night--some weeks when things break badly," he +told her simply. "If I can"--and he turned to Barbara--"if I can, I +want to come." + +Miriam nodded her head with brisk finality. + +"If you can," she agreed. "Barbara, no doubt, has been telling you +about Garret Devereau, hasn't she? Yes--come if you can. I have +heard, Mr. O'Mara, that you have once or twice fought your way out of +the dark, when everybody else had lost hope. I want an opportunity to +talk with--a specialist in such campaigns!" + +Stephen O'Mara had read a meaning in the words of that contained, often +abrupt, straightly tall girl of which Barbara Allison had not even +dreamed. He stood watching them when they turned up the driveway, the +horse Ragtime muzzling the woolly white sweater and following like a +dog. But he wasn't thinking of Miriam Burrell or of Garry Devereau, +while he waited for Caleb and Dexter Allison to come up with him. He +was wondering about Archie Wickersham--the Honorable Archie--thinking +about that funny brawl of years before, which had not been so funny +after all--wondering if---- + +It was past twelve that night when Miriam Burrell's door was pushed +softly open by a slim white figure which hesitated on the threshold; +but the night-light was still burning upon the table. Barbara stood +for a moment, staring at her friend, who was sitting bolt upright in +bed. + +"Then you aren't asleep," she faltered. "Are you--reading?" + +The older girl turned and gazed, half blankly, at the dark-eyed face in +that mist of loosened hair. + +"Yes," she drawled, for all that her hands and hunched-up knees were +bookless. "Yes, I'm reading. I'm having a little squint at this +puzzle-scroll they call Life." + +She made a peremptory gesture and Barbara crept in beside her. + +"I--may I turn off the light?" she asked. + +Miriam snapped the button. + +"I couldn't sleep," Barbara began presently, in a quaintly small voice. +"And I--I wanted--Miriam, I've acted so like an unschooled, half-grown +girl to-day that it has perplexed and worried me! From the moment when +I first recognized him and became so--tangled up--I've just chattered +and chattered. You don't think I'm utterly frivolous and unstable, do +you?" + +"Haven't you always been famed for your poise?" came back the +uncompromising voice she knew so well. + +"Are you--you aren't laughing at me, are you?" she hesitated. "Because +I don't think I am in the mood to be laughed at. And I have poise. I +am not a child. But looking back now, I can't quite account for all +my--shall I call it cordiality? Don't you believe, Miriam, that it was +because I wanted to make up, a little, for the way I treated him when +he was a boy?" + +"Maybe!" agreed Miriam, unenthusiastically. + +"Because I did treat him abominably," went on the drowsy voice. "And, +do you know, all day, even when we seemed so--such good friends, I +still felt as though he was on guard against any repetition of such a +slight. I wouldn't want him to feel that way, but it was there just +the same, even in the way he received the invitation to my party. It +was on the tip of my tongue to tell him that there are men who--who'd +almost charter a liner to come--if I'd invite them. It would have +sounded conceited, but I wanted to _jolt_ him! And he just said he'd +come if he could!" + +"He has his work," Miriam answered, and into her voice crept that +wearied, indescribably hard note which the younger girl couldn't +understand. "He has to work, and a lot of those others would be a lot +more worth asking, if they had to work, too. I wish every man had +to--work--hard; had to work until body and brain were numb with it!" +Her voice slurred and she recovered it. "I don't know whether he +remembers or not. Probably not! You've just had a unique experience +for one of our kind, that's all. You've met a man!" + +Barbara raised herself upon one elbow. + +"You don't mean to infer, do you, Miriam," she reproved, "that Archie +Wickersham or my other friends, or--or Garry, aren't men?" + +"Males!" snapped the other girl. "Just males! But"--and she seemed to +be arguing with herself--"but Garry might have been, though--he might +have been!" + +Barbara lay awake a long time, pondering. + +"It's odd," she murmured once, "but we did seem so--so congenial. I +can't remember when my brain has been so quick to catch a thought or +supplement one. Have you ever wondered, Miriam, why we--we can't seem +to marry one who brings out the best in us, like that?" + +"Can't? You mean, dear child, that we don't! Some of us because the +'best that is in us' is far, far too decently unexciting for daily +diet. And some of us--oh, just because we haven't the sand and +backbone, I guess!" + +But Barbara was too nearly asleep to catch the bitterness of that +reply. Just once again, before she slept, she asked a question. + +"Should I have told Mr. O'Mara that my engagement to Archibald +Wickersham was to be announced at the party?" she murmured. + +"Why should you have?" Miriam crisply wanted to know. + +"Oh, I don't know," she mused. "Only I thought he might be interested. +You don't seem to realize that we are--very old friends!" + +And long after Barbara was sound asleep, her face buried in the palm of +one hand, Miriam Burrell lay stiffly awake. Once she smiled a little, +for such perplexities which, of themselves, must work out inevitably. +When dawn came it found her still struggling stubbornly with her own, +for which it seemed there could be no solution now. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +GREETINGS, SIR GALLAHAD! + +It was late that night when Steve climbed into the rig which was +waiting with Pat Joe at the reins and they turned north into the hills. +For he had remained with Caleb and Miss Sarah long after the logs in +the fireplace had crumbled away to a flaky ash, discussing that +ink-smeared record which Caleb himself had ridden to find, ten years +before, in the shack up-river. And the latter was surprised at +learning how much of it was no longer news. + +"Yes, I know," Steve told them, after Caleb had finished relating, with +quite ponderous pride, many things which he ascertained concerning the +Stephen O'Mara who had gone before. "I know! Four or five years ago, +when I found out that it was--customary for one to be certain as to +such things, I started to look it up myself. And when I found out from +the records that a boy by that name had disappeared--perhaps been +stolen by an old servant--I remembered instantly, of course, the box +over which Old Tom used to hang, hour after hour. I came back into the +woods looking for it that summer and found it gone and nothing left of +the Jenkins' cabin but a pile of charred logs. On my way out I stopped +here--somehow I thought that maybe you might have it--but the house was +closed. And no one seemed to know where you had gone or when you would +return." + +Caleb nodded, and his eyes turned to Sarah. + +"We were sleuthing, Steve," he explained as soberly as he was able. +"We were ranging from border to border and coast to coast, looking for +you." He stopped to scan the browned face closely for an instant. +"But couldn't you have written--or--or tried again? We've been +waiting--boy!" + +Steve's face colored a little. + +"I did try, twice after that," he stated, hesitatingly, "but I didn't +have much surplus cash for travel in those days, or--or clothes, +either. I'm afraid I wasn't too prepossessing an object, on any of +those visits, after I had tramped in overland. The house was closed +both times I came. And then I did write once--that was from San +Domingo--the third year after I left college. I was so lonesome down +there that I had to write, I think. But there--wasn't any reply, so I +sort of thought perhaps----" + +He halted lamely, but his meaning was plain enough. Caleb faced about +abruptly, his face sternly accusing. + +"Do you mean to hint that you ever dared believe we didn't want----" +and there Sarah stopped him with an capable nod of her head. "We +didn't get that letter, Steve," he finished. "If we only had we--we +would have been less lonely waiting, too." + +Steve sat and stared down at his heavy boots. + +"I should have known that," he faltered. "I should have known that +there were too many presidents on that island, both coming and going, +for the mails to be infallible. But I wasn't just sure----" + +Miss Sarah cut in then and took the conversation serenely in hand. + +"We have something else of yours, Stephen," she said in her soft, +almost lisping voice, "something which Caleb brought back with him +which he has neglected to mention." + +She left them for a moment, and when she came back downstairs with the +picture of the girl with the steady mouth and eyes her brother breathed +with less difficulty than he had during her absence. For a second or +so he had almost believed that she might have run across that bunch of +loose tax receipts and the folded, legal-looking document which he had +tucked away in his own iron box. Stephen O'Mara sat and looked long +and long at his mother's picture. When he finally raised his head +again Miss Sarah's eyes were misty, too. + +"This is one of the things for which I can never thank you enough," he +murmured. "I can only tell you that I didn't know--I didn't +understand----" + +Miss Sarah took the gilt-framed picture from his hand. She did not +need his disconnectedly self-conscious explanation to understand. + +"Voluble, verbal gratitude is not an uncommon thing," she answered. "I +am going to ask far more than that of you. I've kept her picture +always on my table, Stephen, ever since we found it; and I should miss +it greatly if I were not to see it often. Do you mind leaving it here, +in your room upstairs? I am going to ask that of you, and if you don't +mind doing so, then I--I would suggest, too, that you might kiss +the--the first 'dressed up lady you ever did git to know,' who must bid +you good-night now." + +The boyish hesitation with which he saluted Miss Sarah's faded pink +cheek was far more delicately flattering than all the effusion in the +world could ever have been. After she had left them alone Steve turned +and gazed at Caleb, wonder in his face. + +"I've never forgotten the way she shook hands with me, that day," he +said slowly. "I wondered then if there could be other women with +voices just as kind. And I--I'm wondering now." + +Caleb smiled. + +"I've often speculated on that myself, Steve," he remarked. "And I +don't know. I don't know! Sarah is pretty human--even for a Baptist, +eh?" + +They both laughed over that rainy day which the words recalled; they +sat and talked and smoked, but no matter what trend the conversation +took, Caleb failed to mention the document or the tax receipts which he +had found ten years before in Old Tom's tin box. Even if he had not +been entirely certain of it that first day when he had neglected to +show them to Sarah, he knew now just what reason underlay his secrecy. +Like Old Tom, he felt that his action was in a way more or less +extenuated by circumstance. And still mindful of Dexter Allison's odd +moment or two of guarded antagonism that very morning, he gradually led +the conversation around to more recent things. + +"I suppose you have had your conference with Mr. Allison, Steve?" he +suggested in a matter-of-fact way. + +Instantly at that question all the boyishness left the other's face. +He looked away and looked back again, very deliberately. + +"No more than a word," he answered. "He asked me to come down again, +toward the end of the week, if I could get away. He said no doubt I +would want to spend all the time I could to-day with you and Miss +Sarah." + +"Of course," Caleb exclaimed, "of course! I see. Is it--is it +unethical if I ask, privately, your opinion of this job which the East +Coast Company has on its hands? Do you believe they can swing it in +time to fulfill all their obligations?" + +Again there followed a moment's pause while Steve's eyes roved +thoughtfully around the room. + +"Mr. Elliott wouldn't have risked every cent he has," he finally +replied, "unless I had assured him that it wasn't so very much more +than a man-sized gamble. Nor Mr. Ainnesley, either, I think. So that +puts it up to me pretty squarely, doesn't it? We'll have to win +through--because we have to, now!" + +"Quite so!" murmured Caleb again. + +He studied a long time over his next words, and it was a very vivid +vision of a rigid little figure in a wrecked black velvet suit--a +vision of a bleak-faced boy with bruised lips who had insisted upon +going back downtown for Miss Sarah's eggs--which eventually overbore +his distaste for anything that might savor of disloyalty to a friend. + +"Of course there could arise unforeseen circumstances," he ventured. +"Unforeseen interference which, unless one guarded against it, might +defeat every effort." + +The room seemed very, very quiet. + +"Of course," came the calm answer at last; and Caleb could not see +Steve's face behind the cupped hands at his pipe bowl, "of +course--unless one more or less guarded against it." + +And there, just as calmly, they dropped it. The topic was not +discussed again that night, unless a bit of news which Fat Joe Morgan +himself delivered might be construed as somehow relative. Fat Joe had +been driving for an hour, silent some of the time, but for the most +part devoted to a whole-hearted rendition of "Home, Sweet Home," in his +thin and bell-like tenor, when he broke off in the middle of a stanza +to chuckle. + +"Say, Chief," he exclaimed, "I've got news for you that'll just fill +you plumb full of happiness and good cheer. I hired another hand +to-day who'll be a distinct addition to our gang up-river. Just to +while away the dark hours I'll let you guess for a while who he is. +I'll let you guess from here to Last Oak, above the cypress bend at the +rapids. One, two, three--and the contest is on!" + +The man beside Fat Joe stirred and opened his eyes. Fat Joe couldn't +see it, for it was too dark, but Steve frowned somewhat at the levity +which had interrupted him. He had just been thinking about the tight +grip of a slender hand which had fallen upon his arm that afternoon +when a red-headed riverman lurched drunkenly from a doorway ahead. +Joe's words were exactly coincident with that thought and the answer +came mechanically. + +"Harrigan," grunted Steve. + +And in the darkness Fat Joe sighed mournfully. + +"Bull's-eye," he whimpered, "and there goes the whole evenin's +entertainment! Why didn't you cast around, sort of fruitless for a +while, and prolong the excitement? But you're right. Harrigan, that's +him! He'd just met up with that fat party who owns the plaster palace +on the hill--just met up with him, down the road a piece, and Allison +had fired him for keeps, he said. He asked me if we didn't have room +for a nice steady hand, so I hired him. And I'll leave it to you if it +ain't Harrigan's feet that's mostly unsteady, at that. He seemed awful +cheerful for a man who'd just been allowed to resign, but who was I to +entertain dark doubts? I hired him; I thought you might like the touch +of color his hair'll lend to the landscape. It'll be comfortin', too, +havin' him around where we can have a look at him any time we take the +notion. Don't you think so?" + +Steve's grunted reply was hardly intelligible, but it seemed to satisfy +Fat Joe. The latter had long before learned to read the signs; he knew +when his best efforts were only wasted words, and once more he gave his +attention to the jogging horses and his neglected melody. + +Caleb Hunter, wondering after Steve had gone just how much he might +have seemed to insinuate, regretted that he had spoken at all. +Recollection of Allison's bluff cordiality with O'Mara only made him +the more ashamed of his suspicion, and yet the next morning at table he +attempted, covertly, to sound Sarah for an opinion, too. She +invariably solved his perplexities or relegated them to the limbo of +gentle ridicule. + +"Just why should he want this East Coast job to fail?" he puzzled +aloud. "He's in it, along with Elliott and Ainnesley, even if he isn't +in so deep. That is, of course, assuming that he does want it to fail." + +The preoccupied gleam in Miss Sarah's eyes promised a reply that might +be worth considering, but when it came Caleb found trouble in +assimilating it. + +"They did look so well together," she murmured absently. "He's so much +broader--and a whole head taller, too!" + +It didn't seem to be exactly a relevant answer, but Caleb nodded +patiently. + +"Taller, yes," he admitted judiciously. "But he isn't half so big +around." + +Sarah sat, fork poised, and gazed at him. + +"Not half so big as who?" she neglected her sentence structure. + +"Why--Dexter!" said Caleb. "Isn't that what we were talking about?" + +"Maybe you were," Miss Sarah sniffed. "But I was not discussing +Dexter's height or girth either. I was referring to his daughter +and--and our boy, Stephen. I was going to ask you if you thought she +could be entirely disinterested in him. I don't believe any woman +forgets a man who has ever thought enough of her to fight for her." + +"I suppose not," agreed Caleb humbly. + +"And I was wondering, if that argument ever came up again--I'm +wondering if Archibald Wickersham wouldn't come out second best, just +as he did before?" + +Then her brother understood. He threw back his head and laughed until +Sarah's face registered a trace of vexation. + +"Sarah," he saluted her, "I'm a mere babe in arms when it comes to +finesse, in comparison with you. But since you have introduced the +subject I might remark that there are two individuals to be considered. +Maybe she might be--interested--as you so delicately phrase it. But +the boy--well, he's had one mighty pointed lesson, you know." + +But there was no mirth in Sarah's eyes. She was most serious. + +"That's the very thing which perplexes me," she confessed. "I was +going to ask you about that. For it was hurt pride that sent him away +and he hasn't forgotten the hurt, even yet. He was going to tell us, +last night when I stopped him, that he hadn't written again because he +wasn't certain that we wanted to hear; and he was painfully conscious +of how childish it would sound in words, too. Some men quit when they +are whipped once, but don't some of them refuse to recognize that +they've ever been whipped at all, Cal? And then, she told me that she +had asked him to her party, Friday night. If he comes I think I'll be +better able to tell just what----" + +"He won't!" cut in Caleb flatly, and when she taxed him for it he +proceeded to elaborate at considerable length the reason for his +certainty. His argument was rather tight and so, just because of that, +woman-fashion she believed the contrary. + +All day Friday she watched the hills' road. Not until the orchestra in +the lodge beyond the hedge had begun tunelessly to strum their +instruments, to insure their later tunefulness, did she reluctantly +abandon her position at the window. But then, from his chair at the +fire, Caleb noticed how wistfully disappointed her face was. + +It turned much colder with nightfall; a wind sharp with the tang of +autumn was blowing in off the river when Barbara, muffled from throat +to ankle in a sapphire fur-edged wrap, slipped in at the door, having +stolen away ostensibly to display to them her costume. It was after +the hour of ten, but the girl lingered a little after she had executed +that mission; she stopped again in the door, indecisively worrying her +lip with small teeth, when she finally turned to depart. + +"We are very sorry that Mr. O'Mara could not come," she hesitated. "I +had promised both Garry and Archie Wickersham that he would be down." + +The older woman nodded and accepted the statement for what it was--a +question which the girl's eyes failed to conceal. + +"We haven't heard from him since he went back into camp," she answered. +"He, no doubt, has been unable to get away." + +Barbara turned without replying and passed out, less airily than she +had entered. But Miss Sarah's eyes were no longer disappointed as she +again took her place at a window. And a second later, when she had +drawn back suddenly into the room with a muffled exclamation, her +brother was astonished at her beaming face. A moment earlier he would +have sworn that it was only wistful, but before she went upstairs, +exclaiming still further at the lateness of the hour, it began to look +more than a little like veritable triumph to him. + +Barbara Allison recrossed the lawn very slowly that night; she retraced +her steps with head bent, the fall of her slippered feet muffled by the +carpet of thick, unfrosted grass. Vaguely troubled, vaguely disturbed +at herself for her inability to analyze that strange mood which, twice +in the last few nights, had sent her with aching throat and wet cheeks +into Miriam's room, she was within arm's length of the dark figure in +the hedge gap through which she had just come, before she was aware of +its presence. Stephen O'Mara, weatherbeaten hat in hand, was standing +there in her path, peering steadily at the stucco and timber lodge +alight from end to end like a huge and sprawling glow-worm. + +Even in that first moment when she stopped and caught her breath, +audibly, from sheer surprise, the girl sensed the indecision in the +attitude of the man before her. But she could not know that it was not +a thing of the moment--that irresolution; could not know that +throughout the week Steve had periodically abused himself for his +inability to settle the question once and for all, and leave his brain +free for more important things. Just as often as he told himself that +he would not go, he had found himself reopening the mental discussion, +and yet--and strangely enough--it was not the recollection of Barbara's +repeated invitations, or even her distress over Garry Devereau, who had +been ceaselessly in his thoughts ever since she had spoken of him, +which finally achieved the decision. An insistent desire again to meet +the Honorable Archibald Wickersham in the end led him to request Fat +Joe to hook up the team, that day at noon, for the long drive down +river. With Steve himself handling the reins, they had rolled the +thirty miles at a speed which might have mildly surprised Fat Joe had +he not been accustomed to putting two and two together to make six or +eight or more. And Fat Joe's thin tenor was just drifting faintly off +down the hill--a mournful rendition of "Home, Sweet Home"--when the +girl stepped noiselessly forward and put a hand, feather-light, upon +the man's arm. + +Again she felt the swift tensing of the flesh beneath; she fell back a +step before the startling abruptness with which Steve whirled. She +even threw up one small hand, as if to shield her face. And then, the +cloak falling open at her throat, a slender, swaying figure in blue and +shimmering white, she stood and flung a little laugh at him--a laugh a +little unsteady, a bit tinged with mockery, and as untroubled as the +spirit of youth itself. + +"Is that the way you always prepare to greet your friends?" she asked. + +The man just stood and stared at her--stared much as if he mistrusted +his own ears and eyes. + +"Not all my friends," his slow voice drawled at last, but even the +words were tinged with doubt. "Not all my friends," he said. + +And again he was conscious first of her slimness, her smallness. He +was aware of the insistent, impish suggestion of boyishness in tilted +head and poised body, before the rays that wavered over his shoulder +from the windows behind him disclosed the misty gladness of welcome in +her eyes, splashed now with points of light not so very unlike the +blurred star-points in the infinitely deep, purplish pool of the sky +above them. Silently the man reached out and found the hand which had +lain for a moment upon his arm. + +"So you are--you," he murmured, when his fingers touched hers. "I +wasn't--just sure." + +The girl bobbed her head--her quaint and childishly impetuous +affirmative. She looked down at the hand holding her own, +contemplating her small white fingers curled up now into a warm, round +fist, and wondering at the completeness with which it was swallowed by +his big palm. + +Suddenly unable to think quite clearly, she wondered at the new pulse +in her throat, which beat and beat until it seemed not easy even to +speak. + +"Then it--must be you, too," she faltered. "I wasn't sure, either, +even when I knew it must be. I'd begun to believe that you hadn't +forgotten--that you didn't care to. . . . Will you please say that you +forgive me--please--for something over which I have been sorrier than +you can know?" + +It was not more than a wisp of sound--that request. The words were +stumbling, and very earnest, and not very hard to understand. Silence +came again, broken only by the treble strains of violins beyond. Once, +in that quiet, his eyes strayed to the small and round, and yellow +object which she carried in the crook of one arm--a tiny papier-mache +pumpkin strapped to two fuzzy mice in patent leather harness--but the +pumpkin coach and tiny animals were not necessary to translate her +costume to him. + +His eyes came back and clung to the velvety face of that slim +Cinderella in bits of transparent slippers and shimmering, star-edged +white, until even in spite of the gloom the girl recognized the change +which had come creeping over his face. She saw it surge up in his +eyes--the old undisguised wonder of the boy of ten years before, for +which, until that instant, she had looked in vain--but it was a man's +wonder of woman now, utter and absolute and all-enveloping. She caught +her breath then; she touched her lips with a dainty tongue as though +they had gone dry of a sudden. Involuntarily she stepped toward him, +that single pace which she had fallen away. And above the tumult of +her own senses she heard herself trying to laugh and realized how +unsteady the effort was. + +"Then you do forgive me?" she breathed. "Do I--pass inspection? Do +you like me--in my masquerade?" + +Steve answered her last question first and, lips parted, she listened, +conscious of nothing save the words he was speaking. + +"There was never need of a fairy-godmother for you," he told her, his +voice grave. "There was never need of a transforming miracle; you have +been that, always, yourself. And you are not permitted to ask +forgiveness from me, nor pardon. Men do not admit that there can be +need of that, where they have worshiped, as long as I have worshiped +you. You knew I was coming. . . . I've been coming ten years now. +But you can never know, either, how long ten years can be." + +The words were blurred as a far-off echo in her ears. She started to +speak, but all that she would have said caught in her throat and hurt +her, and only her unsteady breath came from parted lips. Her head +drooped forward again, while the small fist twisted and searched and +found and clasped tight one finger of the hand that held it. She +realized that his free arm was lifted toward her. As she started +forward, her ankles became entangled in the soft pile of satin at her +feet, and she stopped to free them--and started forward again. But +when, at her inarticulate effort at speech, he bent his head to her +swiftly upflung face, her whole slender body tightened at the rough +contact of blue flannel against her cheek. Almost before they held her +she struggled madly from the circle of his arms. White of face, white +of lip, she broke away from him and darted through the gap in the +hedge, only to shrink back against him in panic the next instant before +the black shape upon a blacker horse, between her and the lights. + +He was gazing in their direction--the man upon the horse. He was +laughing softly. And when he thrust back the black cowl that hid his +face and began to speak, Stephen O'Mara recognized that terribly pale, +terribly drawn face. Garry Devereau rocked a little in the saddle and +waved a gracefully unsteady hand. + +"Blessings, my children!" he called to the two in the shadow, and his +tongue was not thick, but only wavering. "My felicitations! And e'en +though I know not your identity, still I may sense your fond confusion. +And yet--why blush, dear unknowns? 'Tis in the air to-night. Even I +myself have yielded to spirit of frivolity. Two hours ago I appeared +masked in these dingy vestments as Love's Young Dream; but with me the +mood has passed. Fellow romancers, you have witnessed a metamorphosis; +you are now gazing upon the Wrath of God, about to thunder forth upon a +coal black charger. I merely paused to bid you haste inside, lest you +miss the crux of the evening. When I withdrew the Honorable Archie was +already searching, with bravely concealed distraction, for the fair +daughter of the house. The hour has struck--it's masks off--masks off, +from eyes and hearts!" + +[Illustration: "Blessings, my children!" he called to the two in the +shadow. "My felicitations! And e'en though I know not your identity, +still I may sense your fond confusion."] + +He laughed again, a low and ugly chuckle. Sparks flew from Ragtime's +hoofs when he touched the sleek flanks with his heels and the splendid +animal quivered and bunched hard thigh muscles and spurned the gravel. +White face whiter still against the background of his somber vestments, +debonaire and drunkenly insecure in the saddle, Garret Devereau tore +out into the main road and thundered off into the night. + +Barbara Allison stood a long time motionless, her back to the +motionless man so near her. She stood and stared, pale as had been +that black-robed horseman, straight ahead of her. Then a tremor shook +her. Mechanically she started forward, but at the first step Steve's +hand reached out and found her arm and drew her back to him. She faced +about, and waited. + +"Is that--true?" he asked her, quietly. + +She made no move to answer. + +"Is that true?" his low and gentle voice commanded this time. "You +still mean to--marry--him?" + +She recovered her voice then. All her confusion and stunned +realization was swallowed up by that tide of fiercely unreasoning, +deadly resentment which his very gentleness evoked. There was nothing +girlish in his reply--nothing boyish in that high-held chin and +stiffened body. A hard note marred her utterance, a perfection of +insolence edged with scorn, which Steve's world did not know. She +wanted but one thing in that moment; she knew but one impulse--a mad +desire to cut and tear and rend savagely his gravely possessed +kindliness. + +"What I have done to-night I can never hope to explain," she told him. +"I can only hope that some day I may cease to despise myself as utterly +as you have taught me to, at this minute. And since you choose to +regard it now as your right to ask that question, I'll answer it for +you. I do not _mean_ to marry him. I shall be proud to be his wife!" + +The light that streamed over her shoulder fell full upon his face. She +saw the blood pour up, staining throat and cheek and brow, and then ebb +away. She gave him time to answer, but he did not speak; and suddenly +she knew what scene of another day he was remembering. Her eyes +dropped to her imprisoned hand. + +"You are--detaining me," she said. + +He released her immediately, and yet she did not move. And while she +waited he turned and stooped and turned to her again. She stood like +stone while he wrapped her fur-edged sapphire cloak about her and +fastened it close beneath her uptilted chin. He waited, bare of head, +in the hedge gap until she had crossed the lawn to the house that lay a +sprawling glow-worm in the darkness. A tumult of voices leaped out to +him when she opened the door--a lilting crash of syncopated melody. +And then it was quiet again. + +After a glimpse of his chief's eyes that night, Fat Joe essayed not so +much as one facetious protest against turning the fagged team homeward +with scarcely any rest at all. And hour after hour he drove in +silence, checking himself apologetically once or twice when he forgot +himself long enough to burst into the opening strains of his inevitable +ballad. He remained as quiet as that too quiet man beside him, until +Steve himself opened his lips. + +"It's a--lonesome night," mused the latter at length. + +Fat Joe could not have endured it much longer. His pent-up spirit +leaped fervidly forth in reply. + +"Lonesome!" he ejaculated. "Man, it's lonesomer'n hell! Hear that +damn wind sighin' in the branches, as your poets say. Hear her moan! +And look at them clouds edgin' in on the moon like they was thugs +a-packin' blackjacks and waitin' for an openin' to whale in. Lonesome? +Say, it gives me chills, a night like this. It don't seem to have no +heart, somehow, nor mercy nor nuthin', does it? It's all wrong! It +ain't dark enough, and it ain't light enough; it's too quiet, and the +wind makes too much noise. It keeps whisperin' over your shoulder, +tauntin' yuh with somethin' you can't understand. No, sir, this kind +of a night ain't popular with me, at, all, at all! . . . Say, Steve, +how do you pronounce C-e-c-i-l-e?" + +Steve pronounced it for him, dully inattentive, but the flood-gates of +speech were opened for Joe. + +"That's the way I would of handled it myself," he averred, "but I +wanted to be certain sure. It ain't exactly genteel to call a lady out +of her name, any way you look at it. And not that I've reached that +state of exceedin' intimacy, as you might say, either. I just aim to +be prepared, that's all." + +He fell to whistling after that, and almost immediately his thin tenor +was rolling ahead of them, through the black alley between the pines, +to continue in soulful reiteration until the construction camp clearing +loomed up ahead. And there, twice within a hundred yards, with the +long bunk houses already visible, the weird hoot of an owl fluted +through the darkness. At its third repetition Fat Joe's song hushed; +he cocked his head on one side to listen, and shot a glance at Steve, +but he knew that the latter had not heard. And when that night-bird's +call rose again, clear and measured and louder than before, Fat Joe +tightened the reins above the fagged team; he shot forward suddenly and +laid the whip across their tired flanks as they cleared the last +breastwork of trees. + +Steve's head was jerked backward by the abruptness of their first +plunge; and then he saw what Fat Joe had seen a second before. High up +on the hillside there was a light glowing from the windows of the shack +which served the chief engineer of the East Coast job as office and +domicile, too. While Fat Joe laid on the whip a man came hurtling past +the outflung door, sprang to his feet and, running low to the ground, +disappeared into the blackness of the brush. Joe swung the horses up +in a galloping curve and with one catlike leap, incredibly light for a +man of his chunky build, was down from the seat and crashing through +the bushes on the trail of that fugitive whose noisy flight had already +become a faint crackle in the distance. + +Flame poured from Fat Joe's revolver. Two whiplike reports shattered +the night quiet before Stephen O'Mara moved. Then he lifted himself +heavily from the seat. Something nuzzled his shoulder while he stood +listening to the diminishing tumult of the pursuit; and even before he +turned he knew what it was. He paused a moment to stroke the soft nose +of the black horse standing there with reins a-trail. It was Ragtime, +wet with lather and caked with dust. But even then he was not prepared +for the sight which met him when he entered the shack. Seconds must +have passed while he stood staring from the threshold, for Fat Joe came +puffing back from his fruitless chase in time to see him bend and lift +a black-robed, lifelessly limp body from the floor and stagger with it +toward a bunk. Fat Joe's steady flow of profanity, oddly, double +vicious in his thin, complaining voice, was checked short. He, too, +stood and stared from the doorway--stood and lifted his nose and +sniffed. + +"Seems to be our night for callers," he remarked with bad mildness; +"and, say, this one's got a peach of a load, ain't he?" + +Then Garry Devereau's head rolled over, ghastly loose and slack, and +the plump one caught sight of a ragged gash in the senseless man's +temple. + +"So-o, that's it?" he droned, and his complaining voice was deadly +again. "So that's it! But he wasn't so far gone that he couldn't put +up a tidy little battle, was he? Funny about that, too, but I could +always do my best little jobs of man-handling when I was about +half-over myself." + +His pale eyes swept the floor; he pounced forward and recovered a sheaf +of blue-prints from a corner. + +"This, I take it," he muttered, "was what they was arguing about when +we busted in. Steve, them's our bridge estimates--and there wa'n't no +copies of 'em, either. It wouldn't take us more than two weeks to +replace 'em neither--not more'n two precious, priceless weeks. I'm +only hopin' now that when our other caller, who seems to want them more +than we do, calls again, I'll be here myself to entertain him, with tea +or somethin'. I'd plumb hate to seem so inhospitable as not to be +home, twice hand-runnin', to visitors." + +Fat Joe's round face was congested with murderous rage before he had +finished, but Steve seemed hardly to have heard him at all. He had +finally straightened out that sickeningly slack figure upon his own +bunk. He was listening now to his heart, and at a jerk of his head Fat +Joe joined him at the bedside. The latter's thick fingers were as +delicate, as competent, as a skilled physician's might have been. He, +too, listened and peeled back the unconscious man's eyelids. He shook +his head, dubiously. + +"Maybe that was a tidy little battle, while it lasted," he stated, "but +it ain't deuce high alongside this fight we've got on our hands right +now. For he's just as near over as I'd care to see a man, unless it +was someone I'd a little prefer dead! It ain't that scratch on the +head that's got him slippin', either." Joe paused and turned to +address Garry Devereau's still white face itself. "You sat in an' +backed my game like a gentleman born," he said, "and now I'm a-goin' to +play yourn, blue chips and white and yello'. But this is goin' to be +your last celebration, friend of mine, even if we do win through, or +you'll be holdin' your next one where the company ain't so select and +the climate nuthin' to compare with ourn!" + +And while he talked he worked, for it was Fat Joe who gave the orders +that night. He called for ammonia, for brandy, for a half-dozen drugs +from the camp hospital chest; and each of them Steve brought in an +automatic fashion that finally penetrated even Fat Joe's professional +pleasure in the struggle. + +"Friend of yourn?" he asked in an interval while they rested. + +"A friend," Steve repeated with a tightening of his jaws, and Joe knew +what that tone meant. + +After that they fought on in silence, side by side--sometimes waiting, +sometimes fighting, both of them, to hold that horribly racked man upon +the bed. He fought them with every pound of strength in his emaciated +body. He moaned up at them, screamed at them, cursed them frothingly, +and Fat Joe hung on and cursed him back--cursed him and promised him +profanely that he would not let him die. Steve's face was gray, sweat +was pouring from Fat Joe's scarlet face when the life-tide ebbed lowest +and there came a sudden cessation in that stream of babbled madness, +Garry Devereau lay so quiet that an oath jerked huskily from Fat Joe's +lips; but when he had listened at the motionless chest he lifted his +head and smiled, seraphically. + +"There, by God," he stated in his high, complaining tenor, "there, by +God! And if I ain't created a vacancy in the angel chorus aloft, then +I'm a liar!" + +And his explosive diagnosis proved to be as correct as it was utterly +unprofane in spirit. Before day broke there came an hour when Garry +Devereau lifted himself upon one elbow and opened his eyes to stare +half wildly, but very sanely, about the room. His gaze flitted +wonderingly from wall to wall before it rested, fearfully fixed, upon +Steve's brown face. Instantly he looked away, flinchingly, and met Fat +Joe's voluminous grin--and looked back again, cunningly cautious. +Finally he reached out a timid, blue-veined, pitifully unsteady hand +and plucked at Steve's blue flannel sleeve. And his words were an echo +of those which Stephen O'Mara had heard before that night from other +lips. + +"Then you--are you," he framed the words laboriously. "I wasn't +sure--even when I knew it must be." + +And Garry Devereau tried to smile--his slow smile of sophistry. + +"Greetings, Sir Galahad!" he faltered. "And how are you, Steve--and +who might your--fat friend be?" + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +A MATTER OF ORNITHOLOGY + +Of all the fragmentary pictures which those crowded twelve hours left +registered upon Stephen O'Mara's brain, none proved more enduring than +did the change which Garry Devereau's first haltingly weak but very sane +greeting wrought in the expression on Fat Joe's pink visage that morning. +The banter in Garry's labored words was so characteristic of the mocking +spirit of the man who had come back the same inexplicably intimate friend +which the boy had been, that it left Steve's dry throat speechless for +the moment. The visible effect upon Fat Joe was even more positive. + +Almost before he had finished his facetious query as to the identity of +the one who had dragged him through that bad night Gary fell asleep; he +slipped off into slumber, the very calmness of which guaranteed that the +crisis had passed. But the lugubrious astonishment which the question +had evoked consumed more time in fading from Joe's face. The latter's +jaw had sagged open; he dragged a sleeve across his damp forehead while +he stood and gazed in a sort of dumb dismay down at those pale and +handsome features. Then he chuckled suddenly; his whole squat body shook +with comprehensive mirth. + +"Now what do you think of that!" he gurgled in admiration. "What do you +think of that? A-hangin' on all night, alive once in a while, maybe, but +the best you could say for him the rest of the time was a hope that he +wasn't dead. And now coming at us with the airy persiflage, the first +regular breath he's drawed. Fat! It was me he meant to indicate, wasn't +it? He was joshin' me! Say, Steve, ain't he the merry little joker? +_Me--fat_! Now that's real funny--I'll leave it to you if it ain't." + +Fat Joe leaned over and drew a blanket a little higher across the +sleeping man's shoulder, while Steve continued silently to study Garry's +face. Even in unconsciousness a faintly crooked smile of skepticism +still clung to the lips. + +"It was like him," Steve remarked at last, very soberly. "Somehow, the +minute he began to speak I knew it was exactly the sort of thing I +expected him to say. The probability of death is a much more amusing +prospect to some men, Joe, than the perplexity of living." + +Fat Joe flashed a swift, half-puzzled glance at his chief's face; he +started to ask a question, then scowled and checked himself and turned +instead to kindle a fire in the stove of the lean-to kitchen of the +cabin. But a half-hour later he was still murmuring the last phrase over +to himself, perplexedly, when Steve came leading the horse Ragtime up to +the open door. Saddled and with reins a-trail, the animal had been +wandering throughout the night about the upper end of the construction +camp clearing. At the sound of hoofbeats outside Fat Joe left the stove +and the half-cooked breakfast he had set himself to prepare. From the +doorway he stared through narrowed lids. + +For the moment Joe had half forgotten those night birds whose mournful +hooting along the trail, a few hours back, had first stirred him to alert +suspicion. While he was struggling with Garry Devereau's faltering heart +he had had scant leisure to devote to the problem of the other man's +identity--that shadowy figure which had come plunging out of the cabin +door and gone crashing off into the brush, a noisy but invisible target +for his revolver. Now recognition and a light of partial understanding +rose and intermingled in his eyes. + +"So that's the way one of 'em come," he murmured. "I was wondering some. +Last night I didn't notice the horse, being a mite too hurried to give +ample attention to details, as it were. But ain't--ain't this one of +Allison's horses?" + +Steve straightened from an examination of a deep scratch in one of +Ragtime's knees and stood, back to the door, slowly stroking the soft +black nose. Just as well as though it had been voiced he caught the +unphrased inference in the plump one's query. After a time he shook his +head, absently, in negation. + +"No, Joe," he answered heavily. "He is from Allison's stables, but we +have him to thank, just the same, along with Garry, for our blue-prints +and estimates. It was Mr. Devereau whom he brought up here last night, +and in fairly good time I should judge, too, from the pace at which they +set out. Garry turned him into the hill-road, and he must have stuck to +it blindly until he struck our fork." And, after a longer pause: "The +horse is Miss Allison's own property," he added quietly. + +Joe pursed his lips. Instantly, at the mention of the girl's name, he +felt himself better equipped to understand both the lack of immediate +action and the seeming preoccupied indifference of his superior which, in +the face of the night's developments, would have been otherwise utterly +unaccountable that morning. + +There had been more than one instance of gross neglect and misinterpreted +orders, particularly in the last week or so, that might have resulted +disastrously if luck had not been with them; but Fat Joe had been unable +to convince the chief engineer of the East Coast Company that their +repetition was in any way a thing of sinister import. Steve had merely +smiled at his dogged belief in a veiled campaign of opposition, blaming +the minor catastrophes upon blundering incompetence which they could hope +to combat by unflagging vigilance alone. And now, when the finding of +the roll of estimates upon the floor and the blood clotted crease in +Garry Devereau's forehead made further argument superfluous, his +listlessness would have left Fat Joe alarmed had it not been for a +recollection of the light he had glimpsed in Steve's eyes at the +beginning of their sudden and unexplained return to camp the night +before, and his brooding silence on the road. At the mention of Barbara +Allison's name it all recurred to Joe in nicely balanced and comforting +sequence. Fat Joe confessed shamelessly to a romantic soul. And it +helped him now to choose his own course of action, even though he had, +for once, misread the other's mood. + +For if Steve had not forgotten the picture which Garry Devereau had made, +robed and cowled and areel in the saddle, any more than he could ever +hope to forget the slim, shimmering figure who had shrunk back against +him in panic, there in the shadow of the hedge, both pictures had +momentarily given way to an even more vivid memory. He was thinking of +Miriam Burrell's face and her last words to him: "I have heard, Mr. +O'Mara, that you have once or twice fought your way out of the dark, when +everybody else had lost hope. I want an opportunity to talk with--a +specialist in such campaigns!" + +The probable nearness of him who had gone bounding away empty-handed from +the lighted shack was of far less moment than the possible identity of +the one who had furnished the inspiration of that night raid. And to +Steve the need of assuring that tall girl with the vivid lips and coppery +hair of Garry Devereau's safety bulked quite as important as did the +advisability of seeking immediately an informal interview with Dexter +Allison, such as the latter himself had so genially suggested. + +But Fat Joe, squinting at his chief's broad back, misread the signs that +morning. From where he stood in the doorway he could see the men of the +upper camp already swarming out over the works, some of them mere dots +across the expanse of swamp-land. The rhythmic beat of pile-drivers +thudded in his ears; raucous echoes of shouted orders floated up from the +nearest gang-bosses, and punctuating it all came the intermittent boom of +dynamite explosions from far north in the deep cut alongside the river +edge. + +The construction camp had been nearly two hours awake; the race against a +well-nigh impossible time limit which would brook neither mistake nor +miscalculation had been picked up automatically at daybreak, where it had +hesitated at nightfall the day before. While he stared down at this +activity, a realization of the months of bitter toil which stood between +them and ultimate, uncertain success, crept over Fat Joe. Little by +little his features took on that look of hard and dangerous setness which +always seemed so doubly threatening upon his placidly round countenance. +And as casually as he was able he elected to go upon that errand of which +his chief must have lost sight, in a dulled and moody contemplation of an +entirely different matter. + +"Maybe," Joe suggested vaguely, "maybe I'll just ask you to watch these +things on the stove a while, Steve. I've got the fire to drawin' and +some coffee set on, because I knew we'd need 'em before that cook-boy got +his eyes open wide enough to see his way up here. It ain't exactly a +fancy repast, neither, so it won't tax your culinary skill none to tend +it. I--there's something I'd like to look into a little--something I +sort of lost sight of while we were soothing our mutual friend in yonder. +But I'll be back in a minute. I'll just run down and see if everybody's +onto his job." + +Hard on the heels of that explanation he started rapidly down the long +bare slope and Steve watched his departure without comment. While Joe +was gone he tethered the black horse at the door frame, found a nose-bag +and methodically presented the grateful beast with his breakfast. And +when Fat Joe returned he had finished preparing the meal which the former +had begun; in absent-minded inattention that resulted in more than one +perilously close call, with one hand he was placing brimming cups of +blistering hot coffee beside the plates of food and condensed milk-cans +upon the table, while he leafed slowly through the sheaf of blue-prints +with the other, satisfying himself that they were untampered with. Fat +Joe shook his head mournfully over this last exhibition and dropped into +a chair. + +They ate in silence that morning--a silence so heavy that the faint +breathing of Garry in the bunk beyond them sounded almost stentorian at +times. More than once Joe's gaze went to that colorless face; just as +often it searched Steve's gravely unreadable countenance, and it was Fat +Joe who first found the silence no longer endurable. + +"What," he ventured to interrupt the other's brooding, "what is it, +Steve, you call one of them little, gangling, bow-spectacled guys that +fools his waking hours away studyin' the customs and morals and suchlike +of birds and things?" + +Almost immediately Steve's face grew less blank at that bland question, +and although his eyes failed to shift from the invisible point beyond Joe +at which he was staring, his lips did curl a little. He had long before +learned to play up, solemnly, to those unprefaced and disingenuous leads. + +"Ornithologist?" he inquired soberly. "Ornithologist--if that is what +you mean." + +Joe nodded briskly. + +"That's it!" he exclaimed. "I knew it was ornery something-or-other, +and--and that makes it fit the case all the prettier, now don't it? +Because in the last half-hour or so, since I left you here to tend to the +cookin', I've been studying the birds somewhat myself. And having been a +little successful, so to speak, I'm ornerier'n even before I commenced." +He stopped to swallow half the steaming coffee in his cup, and if when he +began again his voice had hardened perceptibly, it was nevertheless still +elaborately guileless. "Steve," he said, "have _you_ ever stopped to +consider real close and earnest any of the peculiarities of our feathered +friends? Say--well, say owls, for instance?" + +Then Steve ceased to smile. He thought a moment, but his reply remained +tuned to the other's artless key. + +"Why, yes," he drawled. "Yes, and no. As for the latter, however, I +will admit that I have always believed their reputation for--er--wisdom +to be a greatly overestimated thing." + +Widely Fat Joe grinned his pleasure. His chief's eyes were no longer +vague nor blank. + +"Which just bears out my own personal research in the field," he stated. +"Not that I'm saying I've been real thorough in the matter, because I +ain't had the time. But what I've done I accomplished because I just +naturally dote on that kind of thing." His eye flitted carelessly toward +a window. "I happened to run into Harrigan, too, this morning," he +murmured. + +As disinterestedly as had Joe, Steve now drained his coffee cup and +waited. + +"He was down to the cook shanty," Fat Joe rambled on. "It's an hour +since he'd ought to have been out there with the powder squad in the +north cut, and when I asks him if he was feelin' indisposed this morning +he says no, but the supply teams was going out and one of the drivers had +told him that I was sending him along to help with the loadin'. He had +such a nice, frank, open-faced way of lying that I couldn't bring myself +to correct him. I just let it stand that way and told him such was the +arrangement." Joe saw swift satisfaction play across Steve's face. +"And--and then, after that, him and me--why, we just drifted off into a +real interestin' and scientific discussion about them birds I been +mentionin' to you. We--somehow we got to discoursing about owls. + +"I told him I'd never noticed 'em to hoot so close together and +persistent as they did last night, down along the trail, and wondered if +by any chance he'd heard 'em, too. And he said he had. He's a nice +smooth talker, Harrigan is, when he ain't too sober and not too drunk. +Oh, yes, he'd heard 'em, being wakeful, he explained, what with worrying +all night whether we'd ever get this line of steel laid before our +contract run out on us! Now wasn't that interestin'--wasn't it, +especially coming from him? Neatly put and self-possessed, I call it. +He was worried because he's dreadful superstitions. [Transcriber's note: +superstitious?] He claims when them birds gets to hedgin' in on each +other's solos like they did last night it's a sign of bad luck or an +accident for somebody, sure. That give me an opening to ask him if the +accident hadn't happened already, him having a bandage around his head +not much different from this one our friend here is wearing. But he +couldn't see it that way. A scratch he called it--just a scratch from a +twig." + +The room was very quiet for a breath. That thin note had crept into Fat +Joe's tenor voice--thin and chill and menacing. And there as abruptly as +he had assumed it, he flung aside his mask of disingenuous irrelevance. +Fat Joe wheeled, put both elbows upon the table edge and leaned forward +heavily. It was much as though he were setting himself to shoulder by +sheer weight through the discouraging wall of indifference behind which +the other was apparently withdrawing once more. + +"But as for me," his high voice rang a little, "but as for me--well, I +always did pride myself that I could shoot some, whether it was by +daylight or dark!" + +And the only result which that statement achieved was an answering, +meditative nod. Fat Joe subsided. All that he could say had been said, +and they finished breakfast as they had begun it, in absolute silence. +But when Steve, with a word, halted him in the doorway as Joe was on the +point of returning to the work in the valley, the latter turned to find +the slow smile which he knew so well hovering upon the younger man's +lips. He fairly gulped in his sudden relief. + +"Joe," Stephen O'Mara began, and the words were suspiciously unsteady for +those of a man who was bearing up bravely under a hidden sorrow, "Joe, +you've missed your calling, I'm afraid. As a naturalist you might have +scored an instant and sensational success, in spite of the fact that you +are neither bow-spectacled nor--er--gangling, as no doubt Mr. Devereau's +reference to you has this morning made plain." + +He stopped to touch a match to the dry grains of tobacco which he had +been tamping into the bowl of his pipe; he swung slowly around toward the +inert figure on the bunk. When he spoke again the thread of raillery was +gone from his voice. + +"He'll sleep the day through, I think," he said, "and the night, perhaps. +But I'd advise you to look in on him now and then, just the same. He did +us a good turn last night. It's the second good turn he's done for me, +Joe. And now perhaps the chance has come to even up the score a little. +You would know, wouldn't you, Joe, just how many drinks to prescribe for +a man who has been as--as ill as Garry has?" + +Fat Joe's face commenced to shine, and at that he was only beginning to +understand. + +"Ain't I the doctor?" he demanded aggrievedly. "You don't have to go no +deeper into technicalities with me. And I told you last night, anyway, +didn't I, that it would have to be his last little celebration, unless he +was figurin' on a longer journey than he's ever took before. Well, I've +handled so many cases just like his that there ain't even a little +enjoyable novelty in 'em any more for me." + +Steve received the statement with another nod. + +"That's it," he mused. "That's it exactly. It would have to be his +last, unless he is figuring on a longer journey than he has ever taken +before." + +He crossed and leaned over the thin and motionless form of his friend. +He laid one hand gently upon the sleeping man's shoulder. + +"He did that for me once, Joe," he spoke quietly. "He dropped his hand +on my shoulder like that, and I never forgot the weight of it. You watch +him, Joe--watch him closely for a while, because--because, you see, a man +does stray along once in so often who's so badly bewildered and trail +weary, so tired of trying and--and hurt in soul, that the thought of such +a journey as you speak of begins to seem the shortest route after all to +an end of thoughts which even alcohol can't wipe out. You take care of +him, and if he wakes before I get back, explain to him a little just how +he came here, and thank him a lot for what he did. Ask him to wait until +I come back from Morrison, will you?" + +For a moment Joe just stood and blinked, dumfounded. + +"Huh!" he blurted at last. "Huh! So that's what you been hintin' at all +the time, is it? I didn't just get you right until now. But, do you +know, it did seem to me once or twice while we were working over +him--once or twice when the goin' was pretty bad--that his spirit wasn't +heaving real hearty into the traces. And, say, ain't that a poor idea +for a guy to get into his head? Now ain't it?" And then, as the purport +of the rest of Steve's words struck home: "Do you mean you are going to +Morrison to have a----" + +Steve recrossed to the door and began to unfasten the feed-bag from +Ragtime's nose. + +"And now about this ornithological problem, Joe," he cut in with a +blandness that outdid Joe's best effort. "About owls in particular! +Your research work was illuminating; in view of its casual nature it was +unbelievably helpful. But personally I feel that a thorough sifting of +the matter requires slightly different methods. One should endeavor to +get at the thing in its embryonic state, as--as it were. Don't you think +so? If one could locate the place of incubation, the--er--nest from +which these night birds of yours first stretched their wings, it might +prove really worth while--no? And--and at the same time I'll just return +Miss Allison's horse to her, too, this morning." + +He leaned over to lengthen a stirrup; stopped again to light his pipe. + +"Watch things," he called, as he swung to the saddle and put Ragtime to +the slope. "Watch things!" His voice drifted up from below, clear and +eager, and alive with mirth. "And drive 'em, Joe--drive 'em--drive 'em +from daylight till dark!" + +From the threshold Fat Joe watched him until horse and rider disappeared +beyond the line of timber; with broad face aglow he stood, head cocked +upon one side. + +Then, "He was figurin'," he muttered in blithe delight, "he was +a-figurin' to himself, all the time I thought he was thinking about her! +I guess my own mind has lately got to dwelling too insistent on trivial +things, for a laboring man. . . . He's taking her back her horse--real +broke up and sorrowful like over the prospect of seein' her again so +soon, too, now wasn't he? And me--me sympathizin' with _him_! +Sometimes, Joe, your lack of penetration is plumb aggravatin' to me. You +talk a lot, but you don't say much! You got to learn to listen." + +He stepped forward, remembered and turned back into the cabin. There was +womanish solicitude in the scrutiny he bent upon Garry Devereau's +crookedly smiling face. + +"You and me was ordained to be friends," he declared oratorically, +"because anybody that Steve O'Mara calls friend is good enough for me. +And so I'll just naturally have to persuade you to put off indefinitely +this idea of a prolonged excursion, won't I--convince you maybe of the +unnumbered delights of our own earthly suburb, as it were. And fat, eh? +You think I'm fat, do you? Well, that's a matter we'll have to thrash +out when you come to--that and one other which ain't going to be half so +amusin' nor congenial while under consideration. About the best I can +promise you for both of them arguments is that you ain't got a chance to +win either. I got my orders to take care of you." + +He tiptoed to the door and went with his oddly light and cat-footed tread +down the hill. Just once more he paused, halfway between the +headquarters of the East Coast Company's chief engineer and the thudding +pile-drivers at the edge of the swamp. + +"It won't be so lonesome, having him for company," he told himself. +"It'll be a new mind to delve into,--that is, if he'll only listen a +little to reason, when he wakes up. And I wonder if he takes kindly to a +little friendly game. I wonder, now--I wonder!" + + + + +CHAPTER X + +NOT A CHANCE IN THE WORLD + +Barbara Allison's presence upon the dusty hill-road that morning was +more than the result of a merely casual whim, even though, when she +turned her mount north into that mountain highway a scant two hours +before, the choice had been made without actual thought for the route +which she was selecting. And yet, conscious or instinctive, the choice +had brought her the things for which both brain and spirit were ahunger +that morning: A silence so profound that the vague, crackling wood +noises which disturbed it from time to time were not noises at all, but +only a part of its very being; a solitude so breathlessly big and +sweeping that she must needs throw out both slim arms finally in a +childishly eager effort to embrace a tithe of it--and a chance to be +alone! + +The night before, as soon as she had re-entered hurriedly the glowing +lodge asprawl upon the hill, the impulse had first come to her--a swift +and almost blind desire to turn and escape, if only for a little while, +from the roomful of chatter and laughter and bright-eyed badinage +loosed upon her immediately after the unmasking, by Dexter Allison's +perfectly cadenced announcement of his daughter's engagement. All in a +breath the huge room had become stiflingly oppressive; the gaiety +unbearable. And at the end of the first half-hour following her +truancy she might have yielded to the impulse, pleading the first +flimsy excuse which would have purchased an opportunity to reconstruct +that hysterically mad minute or two with him whom she had just left a +little before in the hedge-gap, had not Miriam Burrell, at the very +moment of decision, stung her into realization of what meaning such an +act might convey to other less generous minds. + +That tall and lithe-bodied and abrupt-tongued friend of hers, colorless +cheeks even paler against the black background, of her Mongolian +costume, still had eyes for the change which had come over the younger +girl, in spite of the terror which had been congealing her own heart +since the moment of unmasking. Her vivid lips were still able to +smile, stiffly, when she finally drew Barbara into a corner and under +cover of her lacquered fan mockingly pinched a little color into her +wan cheeks. But that strange girl failed to realize how much of scorn +for a thing she labeled her own cowardice, she put into her words that +night. + +"Please remember, dear child," she whispered, "that you are on +exhibition as the ingenuously happy bride-to-be. If you are going to +play the game this way, like the rest of them, why not be a good sport +and play it for all there is in it? One owes it to one's partner, you +know, not to reveal entirely the weakness of the hand that's just been +dealt. You should smile--at least a little!" + +Barbara, brain already hopelessly entangled, wheeled in astonishment at +the almost viciously satirical suggestion, refusing even while her face +flamed to believe that she had caught correctly the impossibly cynical, +unbelievably unkind insinuation of this girl who was her closest +friend. But Miriam's eyes silenced the demand for an explanation, +which had risen with an hitherto unknown coldness to her lips. Instead +Barbara reached out impetuously and took the girl's icy wrist in both +her own hands. + +"Miriam, child, what is it?" she breathed. "What is the matter, dear? +You're ill--you're cold as death!" + +And at that the lash of scornful intolerance for all things +hypocritical, the flick of which Barbara had never known before, was +gone from Miriam's tongue. She moistened her lips and tried to speak, +and had to try again before her voice would come. + +"Have you--seen Garry?" she asked huskily. "Do you know where he went?" + +The hopelessness of the query made possible but one interpretation of +all that lay behind it, and yet Barbara, who had not so much as guessed +at it until now, refused the thought as too fantastic for credence. +Again a wave of conscious color stained her face. + +"Do you mean since--since----" Her lips refused to phrase it, but +Miriam finished it for her. + +"Since he went swinging out into the dark on Ragtime." She, too, +strained at the sentence, but for an entirely different reason. "I was +looking for him, but I was too late. Bobs, all evening his eyes have +been mad--his mood insane! I heard just his last word or two to you +and--Mr. O'Mara, out there on the lawn. His father, you know--but you +don't think. . . . Barbara, I'm frightened--I'm so terribly +frightened!" + +It ended in a little moan of fear. And now, astounded past all belief, +Barbara understood. But before she could speak the seeming need of +woman reassurance, no matter how illogical, was gone. Amazingly, all +in an instant, the living dread disappeared from Miriam's face; she +stiffened and threw back her head with that short laugh which contained +so little of mirth, so much that was hard to translate. And the +Honorable Archibald Wickersham, appearing the same instant at Barbara's +elbow, frowned at its note of derision. + +"I've just been warning Barbara," the tall girl was already drawling +with consummate impudence, "that the record of past performances are +all against your finishing the distance without coming a cropper in +these international matrimonial hurdles. Just what is your opinion, +Archibald?" + +Wickersham had never liked Miriam Burrell. Now he smiled a trifle +wryly into her insolently uptilted face, without attempting to answer +the question. And during the next dance with Barbara he unburdened +himself, rather positively for him, of his distaste for her. The +pronounced frown, however, remained even longer upon his countenance. + +But that one moment had served where everything else might have failed. +For the rest of the evening Barbara was again a creature of moods so +frothy, so evanescent that she swept aside even Wickersham's habit of +precision. And if the spur that brightened her eyes and quickened her +laughter was, after all, nothing more nor less than a hot contempt for +herself--for the stolen moment in the hedge-gap and the inexplicable +impulse upon which she had all but acted following it--her merriment +was none the less a palpitant thing. + +And yet afterward, alone in her room, when the last treble note had +died away and she had dismissed Cecile, her sleepy-eyed maid, the sense +of oppression had returned redoubled. She did not want to sleep; she +was glad of her wide-eyed wakefulness, but in the darkness walls and +ceiling and floor seemed fairly to close in upon her and hedge in soul +and brain as well as body. It was the first time the girl had ever +known the need--the driving desire--to be alone out of doors, where +there was nothing but sky and skyline to bound her thoughts. And at +last, when her restlessness became no longer bearable, while the +remainder of the house still slept behind drawn curtains, she rose and +slipped into boots and breeches and riding coat, and descended to order +a not too wide-awake groom to saddle a horse. And in the very middle +of his sensational report of Ragtime's empty stall she swung to the +saddle and turned toward the north. + +She rode hard at first. She put the small roan mare between her knees +to a pounding gallop, pulling to a walk only after the rushing air had +whipped back into her cheeks a part at least of the glow which the +sleepless night had robbed from them. And if the tang of the trees and +the solitude and the warmth of the sun did their work slowly, they +nevertheless did it well. Little by little her tense body relaxed; the +line of her lips softened. Almost before she realized it that morning, +she had relegated her anxiety over Garry Devereau and her astonishment +at the confession which she had beheld in Miriam's eyes to a rather +hazy background, and turned to those very thoughts against which she +had fought so fiercely throughout the night. She drifted into a +surprisingly unanalytical and most femininely inquisitive wonder +concerning a tall figure in blue flannel and corduroy. She suddenly +found herself pondering the very incidents which, a few hours before, +had set her small fists to clenching in a tide of incomprehensible +resentment--against herself or him she could not for the life of her +tell. + +Mile after mile, the roan mare placidly choosing the pace, she rode +with one leg dangling over the pummel of the saddle, everything else +forgotten in that preoccupied endeavor to review each moment she had +shared with him. Again she felt his arm harden threateningly under her +startled clasp as a red-headed and very drunk river-man lurched out of +a doorway ahead of them; with breath softly audible between arched lips +she tried to recall the gentleness of his hands when he was refastening +her cloak beneath her rigidly upflung chin. And when the higher +morning sun found her far beyond the rolling pasture land, miles in the +heavy timber, she had dismounted, there where the highest loop in the +road commanded its breath-taking sweep of country, and was sitting +cross-legged upon the trunk of a fallen tree at the road edge. +Frowning a little over the vexing uncertainty of details, Barbara was +wondering just what their next meeting would be like; she had just +finished picturing his man's discomfort and self-consciousness and lack +of ease and, with a soberness so childish it would have dumbfounded her +had she given it thought, was nodding approvingly over a contemplation +of her own kind cordiality, when that very blue-shirted figure itself +rounded a near corner in the narrow lane between the trees. Stephen +O'Mara, in the flesh, appeared before her, astride Ragtime and leading +her roan, which, contentedly cropping the bush tops, had disappeared a +full quarter of an hour before. + +The girl gasped at the suddenness of his coming; she half started to +rise before she remembered the instability of her perch, and then +crouched even lower than before when she saw that he was not yet aware +of her nearness. It was not at all like the encounter which she had so +ably managed in her imagination an instant before, and somehow that +graciously kind greeting of hers was lost completely through the +perversity of an utterly different mood. She waited, eyes gleefully +bright, until he was almost opposite her before she coughed, ever so +faintly. Then she tilted her nose aloft in enchanting mimicry of his +lean and forward-thrust face. + +"We never speak," she confided dolefully to the empty air in front of +her, "we never speak as we pass by." He whirled. So swiftly that it +took her breath he was out of the saddle and across the road, and +standing knee-deep in the undergrowth beside her. Only his profile had +been visible to her at first. Now the white line of his jaw and the +light in the eyes that searched her face chilled her, even while they +sent the blood singing in every vein. Only a few hours before she had +seen that same cold fear in Miriam Burrell's eyes; and yet not the +same, either, for hers had been a panic of lost hope, and the gleam in +the man's eyes was already only partly dread of disaster and partly a +great and unmistakable glow of thankfulness. Barbara remembered then, +with a twinge of guilt, that she could have forgotten it so completely, +the black-robed figure that had gone thundering off on the same mount +which Stephen O'Mara was riding now. She half lifted both hands to +him, apprehensively. + +"You aren't going to tell me, are you," she asked, "that anything +dreadful has happened to Garry?" + +Dumbly, but most reassuringly, Steve shook his head. From the top of +her hatless, wind-tossed, brown-crowned head to the tips of the +absurdly small boots tucked up beneath her, he scanned her slim body. +Barbara realized that he was trying to speak and finding the effort +hard. Slowly he removed his hat and passed one hand across his +forehead. + +"Man," he ejaculated fervidly to himself, "but that's the longest +hundred yards you've ever traveled, on foot or a-horseback!" And +abruptly, accusingly, to her: "Do you know that I've been months and +years and ages rounding that bend to--to find you a little crumpled-up +heap in the road?" + +After all, her unaccountably high spirits may have been only the +natural reaction from the hours of depression through which she had +lately passed. But whatever the reason behind it, Barbara's levity was +a totally spontaneous, deliciously colored thing. She sat and tilted +her head at him in audacious provocation; she assumed as chastened an +expression as she could in the face of her very real relief at the news +of Garry's safety. + +"I'm sorry," she murmured humbly. "I'm sorry to--disappoint you. But, +you see, I didn't know----" + +She laughed at him. Her lips curled, petal-like, in a gurgling peal of +enjoyment at his shame-faced grin. + +"I found your horse rolling," he explained, and his gravity was dogged +in the face of her brightness. "How I knew it was yours I don't know, +but I did just the same. I thought she had thrown you; I'd already +made up my mind, if there was one scratch on your body, to take that +mare's head between my hands and break her neck! You see, I believed I +knew already just what it would mean to me if anything ever happened to +you. But it's a lot different imagining the world without +you--and--and facing the actual possibility of it. Was I--fairly +tragic?" + +And now it was his turn to laugh over her pink-faced disconcernment. +Most decidedly it was not the sort of an encounter which she had been +contemplating a moment earlier. There was no discomfort in that big, +loose-limbed body. She had imagined him as just a little moody and +sad-eyed, at least. And now she realized that she had never seen the +latter so easy to read as they were at that minute. Gray as the +shadowed silver thread of the river far below in the valley, they +glowed with a great gladness for her safety, and far, far more than +just that. The alarming cheerfulness of his gaze was too confusing to +sustain. + +"Of course you've found Garry," she hastened to swing the conversation +to a less personal quarter. "Is he--will you tell me about it, please?" + +One small, gauntleted hand made an almost imperceptible gesture toward +the unoccupied space beside her on the fallen tree. But he chose the +ground at her feet. And after he had disposed his long length to his +liking he answered her hurried question--answered it with an amiably +lazy deliberation that promised a sure return to a topic of his own +choosing, in his own good time. + +"No," he stated, and there was something lugubrious in the baldness of +the statement. "He found me. And it was the biggest stroke of luck +that he did. I grow more and more lucky this morning, wouldn't you say +so?" + +The question was quite innocently direct. No, decidedly he was not +discomfited--not ill at ease at all! Apparently he found it much +easier to look at her than at any of the points of interest in the +landscape toward which her glances persisted in flitting. While he +marveled, without any manifestations of sorrow whatever, at the curve +of her throat and the satin texture of that cheek turned toward him, he +told her drawlingly all there was to tell of the night before. And +after a time Barbara forgot her warm face and the too plain message +there in his eyes, in her growing excitement over that recitation. +When he stopped her first question instinctively pounced upon the one +detail he had purposely withheld. + +"But you must have an inkling as to the man's identity," she cried. +"Why, you've got to find that out, before he does more harm next time. +Haven't you a suspicion, even?" + +One foot swung free; she leaned forward in her eagerness, a slender and +entirely boyish figure in diminutive breeches and boots and +straight-lined coat. And the man laughed aloud up into her flushed +face, softly and not quite steadily at her hostile indignation, her +intuitive feminine curiosity, and most of all, most unsteadily, at his +wonder of her, herself. + +"Why, yes," he admitted. "Both Joe and I do believe we know who it +was, but we aren't sure because we don't understand yet what that man's +motive might be. I'd tell you, only I don't like to accuse anybody +until there is cause for it. But that's what brought me down here this +morning--that and because I wanted to tell Miss Burrell that Garry is +safe, and will continue to be from now on, I hope. Those were two of +my reasons for coming, at least. I had a more important one than +either, but----" + +Barbara did not wait for him to tell her what it was. She was staring +at him in unfeigned surprise. + +"To tell Miriam?" she echoed. "Do you--you can't mean that you knew +she cared for Garry?" + +"Didn't you?" + +The girl shook her head. + +"Never, until just a little while ago! I--do you know, in the last few +days I've begun to realize how much more you--other people--observe +than I do. I've begun to wonder if I haven't been very blindly +self-sufficient. For I never dreamed of such a thing, until something +happened after I left you last night." Her voice faltered, but her +eyes clung resolutely to his. "She came to me and asked me if I knew +where he had gone. She had seen him ride away, too, Mr. O'Mara. And I +learned it then, just from the terror in her face. But I didn't know +until later how much she cared. + +"She came into my room this morning, and that, although you can't know +it, was more than odd in itself, because I have always been the one to +carry my woes to her. It must have been between four and five, for I +had counted a clock striking four; and yet she was still dressed in her +party costume. Have you guessed what she had been doing? Mr. O'Mara, +she had been out looking for him! She had slipped out and been waiting +because she was sure Ragtime would bolt and--and come back home, +dragging him by a stirrup! Wasn't that a horrible thing to wait for, +alone in the dark?" + +With a little shudder the girl put her hands over her eyes, as if to +shut out the picture. + +"She wasn't hysterical, either. She was--just--ice! And wringing wet +and blue with cold. Cool, proud, intolerant Miriam Burrell--and I'd +never dreamed of her caring for anybody, until that minute. I sent her +to bed and I think I hated Garry Devereau for an hour or two. Why, Mr. +O'Mara, I'd never believed that a girl could care that much for any +man!" + +He stopped toying with a handful of dry twigs and let them slip away +between his fingers. She saw his head come up; saw his eyes narrow. +Then her own body stiffened as she realized what she had said. And yet +it was, after all, only a part of something she had decided she must +make clear to him, ever since he had surprised her there at the road +edge; it was part of an explanation which, without quite knowing why, +she felt was due to him. But she had not meant to employ that abrupt +confession as a preface. That made it inconceivably harder, it seemed. +And he, silent at her feet, stared out at the blue rim of the hills and +gave her no assistance now--not so much as a smile. She sat a long +time, nursing one slim knee between her palms. + +"Mr. O'Mara," she appealed to him at last, "how might one reopen a--a +rather difficult subject with--with a suddenly most difficult +conversationalist?" + +Without turning his head he made answer: + +"I think Fat Joe's method is as good as any," he suggested. "Joe says +the only way to reopen any argument is to take a running jump and land +all spraddled out, right in the middle of it. He insists that such +procedure leaves no doubt in the mind of anyone that the discussion is +about to be resumed." + +She laughed a little. + +"Then shall we consider that I've taken--the--the jump, and landed?" + +Just when she was wishing most that she could see his face he swung +around toward her. Again his gravity was a totally gentle thing. It +made her remember the self-possessed kindliness with which he had met +her unreasoning rage the night before. + +"You don't have to explain," he told her, "unless you are sure you want +to. Sometimes, you see, I understand things without any special +explanation. It's a trick one learns from living alone a lot with +one's own thoughts. I told you, last night, that I wouldn't have you +saying 'I'm sorry' to me. And now I'll tell you that nothing you can +ever say, now, is going to stop me from----" + +"I want to, please," she interrupted him vehemently. "I--have to! And +I'm not going to make believe that I don't know what you are going to +tell me--what you have been saying to me, all morning. But it can't do +any good. Why, I'm just realizing that something which has been +hurting me for hours was just--just sorrow for you. It can't do any +good, oh, truly! But will you let me talk first, if I promise to +listen afterward?" + +He promised. + +"Twice I've been bitterly unkind to you," she began again. "Once a +long time ago--and--and once last night. And on both occasions you had +just tried to tell me, indirectly at least, that you cared, hadn't you?" + +"Indirectly?" he murmured. "Was I as obscure as that?" And then, +whimsically: "Won't you call that explanation enough, and let me tell +it to you again--so you can't misunderstand?" + +"I've asked you to forgive me the first offense," she hurriedly denied +his appeal. "And the second--Mr. O'Mara, last night Miriam said +something to me, something that she wouldn't have said if she hadn't +been half mad with fear. It was unkind, unfair, but it made me wonder +if, perhaps, you might not be thinking the same thing, too. Years ago +you told me I didn't think you good enough to--to be my knight. My +outburst was only childish temper that day, but did you think last +night that I still underrated you?" + +Steve finally shook his head when she persisted in waiting for his +answer. + +"You just have to finish now," he warned her, however. "It was your +own bargain. I'm not going to tell you one single bit of what I think +of you until it comes my turn!" + +She tried to laugh at his stubbornness, but she had trouble with this +explanation, which grew more vexingly intricate and involved the +further she went. + +"Then we'll say you didn't," she continued. "I told you last night, +less kindly than I might have, that I was engaged to Mr. Wickersham. +And I've just confessed, too, that I didn't know a girl could care for +any man as unutterably, as blindly and pridelessly, as Miriam cares for +the man Garry is. That is the truth. For quite a long, long time it +has been understood that I was to marry Mr. Wickersham. I have always +admired him--found him above petty things. But, Mr. O'Mara, I have +always been sure, for just as long a time, that the ability to care for +anyone the--the way I think you believed last night I might care for +you, was left out of me. And so it wasn't you who awoke my contempt, +even though I did turn it against you. It was I, myself. It was I, +and not you, who was not 'good enough'! For even if I am the kind of a +girl who can't love anybody, very much, except, perhaps, herself, I +should at least play fair. Isn't--isn't that so?" + +Minute after minute passed while she sat plaiting the cloth +tight-stretched over one knee. Lips softly aquiver, she waited, +earnest, eager that he understand from her explanation that which she +did not yet understand at all herself. Again she wished that he would +turn; she wanted greatly to see whatever there might be behind his +heavy silence. + +"Isn't it?" she faltered timidly. + +And yet, when his head did come around she found she couldn't face him. + +"Is it my turn now?" he asked. + +Her answer was barely audible. + +"If--if you have to--have it. But I've told you how useless it is." + +"Would you mind looking at me, just a minute?" said Steve. + +The brown head drooped even lower over the restless fingers. It shook, +ever so faintly. + +"I'd rather not. . . . I'm listening!" + +His laugh lilted recklessly in sheer joy at her refusal. + +"Then I'll have to tell you," he stated, "that I'm smiling in spite of +the hopelessness. I'm smiling, even though my throat is aching and my +lips pretty dry. + +"You've just finished trying to argue my man's case from your woman's +point of view--one of the hardest, least satisfactory things that could +be attempted, no doubt. And if it were possible, I know I'd be loving +you right now even more than I did before, just because you've been so +entirely unsuccessful at it. Maybe I could straighten out a point or +two that must have been not quite clear to you; maybe--but I don't want +to argue back at you now. + +"You say my telling you all I must tell you can't help my case a little +bit. All right--we'll let it stand like that, for the moment. And you +say you are going to marry Mr. Wickersham. All right again--but better +prophets than either of us have made mistakes before now! If he hadn't +forced on me one condition which I would have liked to be different, +I'd rather have had to mention no other man at all. This isn't the way +I'd have chosen to tell you how much I care. I'd rather have told you, +a little at a time, but there isn't time for that now. So maybe it'll +sound crude to you. I've not rehearsed it with any other woman, you +see. And if it does sound that way it won't help me much, either, will +it? But you're going to believe what I say! + +"You started back a dozen years or so, in order to make your +explanation clear. I'm starting there myself, so I'll be sure you +understand. You've been grieving because you hurt me--hurt me twice. +Will you stop now, if I tell you that I wouldn't exchange those +two--shall we call them wounds--for all the kindnesses of all the other +women in the world? I did believe that you didn't think me good +enough, that first time. That was why I was cut deeper than you'll +ever know, because I knew it was only the truth. I admitted +it--remember? I admitted it when I said I was coming back. Well, I'm +back now--and I'm still not good enough, and not because I haven't +tried to be, either. I'm just not admitting any man alive could be +that. But I'm telling you, too, in the same breath, that the man who +takes you will have to prove he's a whole lot better--before I stand +aside!" + +For the first time since he had begun the girl moved. Her head leaped +back; she half lifted one hand in protest, but the very gladness in his +face silenced her. + +"My turn," he reminded her quizzically. "You made the bargain, you +know. You've just finished a rather involved bit of reasoning +concerning the way other women love, a lot of which I'll have to +confess I didn't attend as closely as I should have. Perhaps that's +because no man's method of caring has ever interested me a great deal, +except my own. + +"I loved you when you were a little bit of a girl--because I loved you! +And I love you that way now. Your face was the first woman face I ever +looked on--and--really--saw. And since that first morning it's been +with me--been with me a lot of times when I didn't have anything else +to look up to. I've been less hungry, for thought of you; less +thirsty, when the road got pretty long at times. I--I worshiped you, +do you hear? Why, I've prayed to you, dumbly, wordlessly, out of black +bitterness, when it seemed that any other divinity must be too busy to +give any heed to--to the ragged little tad I was. Now do you think I +haven't known what it was, long before this, to go on when there wasn't +any hope?" + +He waited. Her breath came in a long and quivering gasp. And yet he +did not realize that she was crying. + +"I--I don't think that I want to--listen any more," she faltered. + +His face went white at that--and then he was smiling again. + +"I told you I'd have chosen to tell you differently," the drawling +gentleness was unaltered, "but I'll have to finish this way now. There +may not be many chances for me to speak, for I've come back to you +almost too late. And I don't want to hurt you; why, I'm going to keep +the laughter in your eyes and heart as long as you live. For I thought +it would be a woman I'd find when I came back, and I've found you still +all girl--all save in those moments when you've seemed half boy to me. +And that is strange, too, isn't it--strange that I never knew how much +I wanted you to be like that, until you taught me the wonder of it +yourself? My--eyes are stinging. I don't talk quite plainly. My +throat is too tight for easy speech. For it's just the old wonder of +you, after all--just the same--reverence, isn't it? I'll never let you +grow up now. You'll have to stay girl--Boy--all the rest of your life! +I've learned to be fairly sure of myself, but I'm not asking to be sure +of you yet. I'd never want to be too sure of you unless all the rest +of my whole world had come tumbling down. And then--then I'd need to +know always that I could stake my soul on your keeping faith. I'd want +to know that I could reach out and find your hand searching for mine in +the dark. Your face was the first, girl--it's been the only one. +It'll be the last thing I'll see, the last moment there is sight in my +eyes!" + +His slow, infinitely gentle voice stopped. He sat head up, before her. +And then her choking sob answered him through that blind silence. He +was on his feet then; he started forward, and remembered again. And as +if that slim-limbed, huddled little figure had been a boy indeed, he +dropped one arm reassuringly over her bowed shoulders. + +"Pity, Barbara?" he asked quietly. "Are you crying from pity? Because +if it's that--it--it beats me!" + +She shook her head vehemently. + +"I'm not crying because of anything," she sniffed. "I'm just +crying--that' all!" + +One hand went searching through pocket after pocket; one elbow came up +to shield her eyes. She slid from the tree-trunk and swayed +unsteadily, and groped out and found his arm. And it was the boy he +had just tried to comfort who curled both hands tightly around his +flannel sleeve and hid a wet face against his shoulder. + +"I--I'm sorry. I'm so terribly, terribly sorry. I shouldn't have let +you start to tell me--I knew it all along. But I'm not pitying--big +Stephen O'Mara; it--it was just little Steve who made me cry, I think." +Again that long, sobbing breath. "Will you--will you--I can't find my +handkerchief," she gasped. + +Long after they had remounted and turned their horses toward the south +Barbara rode with head bowed, slim shoulders turned toward the man +beside her, a shield for her averted face. From time to time she +dabbled furtively at her eyes with the big, crisp square of linen with +which Steve had answered the wailed announcement of the loss of her own +handkerchief. Once or twice she caught her breath, unsteadily. And +yet in spite of the fact that the actual desire was furthest of all +things from her heart at that instant, when she did finally grow +curious at his long silence and turn to steal a sidelong glance at him, +the utter gloom upon Steve's face awoke within her an irresistible +impulse to mirth. + +It was partly hysterical, partly the sudden realization that he was not +the only one who had, that morning, found much in his companion which +was insistently boyish. For until then she had not glimpsed this side +of that grown-up spirit which, in the boy, had evinced more than once a +confidence in self so serenely unshakable that it had bordered on +doggedness at times. + +In those days it had always irritated her, and set her small fists to +clenching in a childish antagonism. More than once she had answered it +with superior little, child-woman smiles which had sent him marching, +white of face and lip, back through the hedge gap, never realizing +herself that her own pique sprang from the belief that his promises of +conquest dealt only with material things--splendidly visioned, most +vaguely detailed conquests which set his eyes afire but seemed to hold +no place for the feminine of her. She had never understood that he, +with quite masculine bindness [Transcriber's note: blindness?], had +taken for granted her comprehension that each and every conquest was to +be solely a glorification of her, any more than she understood now why +his black discouragement awakened in her a sudden warmth as different +from her old perversity as the pulse in her throat was painful. And +yet she couldn't stifle that impulse. She giggled aloud. And when he +turned--when he wheeled and encountered her shining eyes, still wet and +brimming above the screen of his own handkerchief, she sensed +immediately that he was flushing as little, too-sensitive Steve had +flushed years before, when she had laughed at him less kindly. + +The girl was not conscious of it; she had no actual realization yet of +how very deeply her unwilling readjustment of fundamental values had, +in the last twenty-four hours, undermined her hitherto unquestioning +acceptance of those inbred standards which, to all her world save +Miriam Burrell, were creed and code of conduct. That morning she only +knew she was unaccountably glad because there was no malice in her +mirth; had she given it thought she would have insisted that, in her +heart, there no longer lurked a ghost, ignoble or otherwise, of what +had once been a childishly snobbish belief in her inherent superiority. +And as suddenly as she had giggled she now laughed aloud at the +expression she had surprised there on his face. Again, for an instant, +the very spontaneity of her swift changing mood gave the situation into +her hands. + +"Please," she begged him mockingly, "please, I did have to laugh, a +little. I had to! It just occurred to me, all in a breath, that +perhaps there is another of us who--who hasn't entirely grown up. You +looked so morbidly disheartened. And I know it won't sound logical, +but all this time during which I supposed you were smiling upon my--my +absurd tears with that benign surety of yours, it hurt--hurt like +everything--just knowing that it was all so hopeless for you. But now +that I have seen that you do understand, do we have to be so gloomy any +longer? Are we going to be so tragic, every time we meet? They tell +me it is an admission of unformed, unbalanced youth, Mr. O'Mara. And, +whether that is so or not, I do know that it is a great strain upon my +complexion." + +Momentarily her effrontery had given the situation into her hands--but +only momentarily. For even while she was speaking the corners of +Steve's eyelids began to crinkle; before she had finished mocking at +him in a voice that still caught unsteadily in her throat, it was her +up-turned face which had grown pink under his gravely amused scrutiny. + +"Was it as bad as that?" he asked. "I don't know that I mind the +'benign' part so very much, but as for my 'surety'--well, now I must +set you right. I have seen men holding four aces sit with faces so sad +and hopeless that they might have earned their fortunes as professional +mourners, could their expressions have been rendered permanent. I've +seen men with straight flushes bow their heads in sorrow over the cards +they held. And I think the one beatific visage it has been my good +luck to behold belonged to Fat Joe, one night when the rest of the +table had raised his very feet out from under him. He sat and beamed; +he radiated good cheer--now and then he chuckled with positively +insulting self-confidence, while he was pushing forward all the chips +he owned . . . and he had two deuces and four spades to back it up! + +"You'll find that most men play that way--most men, I mean, who play +for big stakes and play to win. And so--but I've told you already that +I'm going to put all my cards on the table, with you. You're going to +know, always, the hand I hold. Why, I told you I wasn't sure, even a +little bit. I've been smiling just to make it easy for you to +understand that I know how to lose, if it has to come to that. And do +you suppose I'd have let you weep into my handkerchief, if I'd been +half way certain, even? Do you? Because I wouldn't. I have a pair of +arms and two shoulders that have been reserved for that +purpose--reserved, oh, for years and years." + +Barbara had lifted the handkerchief again. The explanation which Steve +had begun in half-assumed soberness ended in drawling, unmistakable +gravity. + +"Perhaps it wasn't a particularly good parallel to use," he went on, +even more slowly, when she failed to answer. "I only wanted to make +you see--to have you know----" + +Her brown head flashed up then, radiantly eloquent of entire +understanding. + +"It was a very good parallel," she defended spiritedly. "I liked it +immensely. I was thinking that some day when I get involved with +Miriam in a particularly erudite discussion, I'd employ it myself. But +just now the one point which interests me most is this. Did--did Fat +Joe win?" + +His single quick word that checked Ragtime brought her roan mount also +to a standstill. Lightly Steve swung out and took both her gloved +hands in a grip that made her draw back a little. + +"If you weren't the _girl_ to whom I'd just told my love," he stated, +"I'd be telling you, right now, that I like you best of all the _men_ I +know!" He sat and looked at her. "And since I don't remember clearly +whether I've said it already this morning, I'll chance repeating it. +You're the one prettiest thing in all this world--and it's not an +unhandsome world this morning, either." + +For a moment longer her mood lasted while she surveyed him with +dark-eyed audacity, head poised on one side in that attitude of wholly +happy intimacy with which he had seen her many times greet Caleb Hunter. + +"For a man who claims to be strictly an amateur," she murmured, "I can +only reply--you do extremely well, sir!" + +And then, as if her words had rung too cheaply flippant in her own +ears, she took both hands impetuously from his. She started her horse +abruptly. And it was yards before he overtook her, rods before she +dropped back to a walk. Her face had become wistful in its earnestness. + +"That was pretty, and sincere, and--and like you," she mused. "I +wonder why my answer sounded not quite so innately fine? Do you +suppose it was because I've already become accustomed to meeting +flippancy with flippancy? For if that isn't the reason then how would +you explain my--my persistent tendency toward frivolity with you? +Because it exists, you know. Truly it does! If I yielded to the +impulse that is always with me, I--I'd coquette with you, +disgracefully. Doesn't that--even surprise you? Now you _are_ +laughing at me . . . why, you weren't listening at all!" + +His shamefacedness was an admission of guilt, but he shook his head in +contradiction. + +"Not at you," he corrected her. "I wasn't laughing very heartily, or +very steadily, was I? And I'm trying to listen; I am trying to pay +attention to everything you say. It just isn't an easy thing to do, +that's all, when--when I'm looking at you, too. But I promised you +that you were always going to be sure of me. Couldn't that be reason +enough; can't we just say you'd sensed it, yourself, even without my +telling you so?" + +She bobbed her head, most anxious for his gravity now that she was not +sure whether it was real or not. + +"I knew that must be it," she argued seriously. "I thought it must be, +anyway. I just feel safe with you. And yet I don't want you ever to +believe, either, that I am deliberately playing. It's just--oh, in my +heart I know that you haven't any more than those two deuces, and--and +the deal is mine. Do you understand what I'm trying to say? They +always say it in--in books, Mr. O'Mara. They always agree to be the +'best of friends,' and it reads so funny and flat. But that is exactly +what I am trying to put into words. It couldn't be anything more, +ever, and yet I want this friendship which is different from everything +I've ever known before. I like you very, very much. Listen, and I'll +make a confession, too! I used to watch and hope you'd come back, +after I'd sent you home, heart-sick, years ago. Do you suppose we +might say the--the 'best of friends' in real life, too, and not sound +instantly absurd?" + +"We might try it out," he suggested. + +Then she was positive that his face was too stiffly sober, but she +ignored it--ignored, too, the tinge of whimsicality in his voice. + +"If I weren't so sorry for you I might not be so sure; but I am sorry. +If you weren't so dismayingly cheerful about it, I wouldn't feel so +badly. But I've begun to understand how very long you have been +playing your cards and smiling over them, no matter what might be dealt +you. And that is some improvement over the girl I've been, isn't it? +For I've never had to struggle very hard for anything I've wanted. I +want to be friends, but I'm not silly enough to think you won't tell me +again that you--care. I want to be friends, but not at the price of +your heart-ache and disappointment, and--why, I wonder, do I get all +tangled up when I try to explain myself to you? It's just this: I'm +not going to be unkind to little Steve any more, Mr. O'Mara, or--or big +Steve, either. But I--I want to see you sometimes, too, and--and I +just won't let myself cry any more this morning!" + +Her voice had grown very small toward the end. It trailed off into a +stifled but unmistakable sniff. And a moment later, when she ceased +fumbling with the reins and glanced with resolute brightness up at him, +the film of hot tears in his eyes brought her hands to her throat. But +even then in the face of that light which she had never before glimpsed +in any man's eyes for her, she was conscious of his use of her +name--vaguely conscious of how different it sounded on his lips. + +"Barbara," Steve faltered, "Barbara, you blessed child, you!" And +there, dumbly, he shook his head over his stumbling utterance and tried +to laugh to cover it. "Sorry? Sorry for me? Why, God bless you, +girl, you refuse me whenever you want to--whenever you have to! I'm +not asking you to help. And don't you suppose after last night I know +how near to losing out I am? I understand. Why, you're going to get +quite a few refusals ahead of me, no doubt, before--before I catch up +with you! But don't you waste one bit of worry on me. + +"It would be your telling me that you did care, and then telling me +that you didn't, that would about break me. I have to keep on asking +you; I have to keep on trying, but you can tell me 'no chance' +whenever, in your heart, you believe it to be the truth, and I'll take +it smiling. Just don't let it become mechanical, that's all I ask, +will you? And--and if some day after I've gone, you suddenly begin to +wish, even the tiniest bit, that you hadn't made the last refusal +quite--quite so final, you needn't let that worry you, either. Because +I'll be back! You can know that I'll come back, next day--next +month--next year--thirty miles or three hundred--oh, just to see if my +chances haven't improved any! That does make you smile, doesn't it? I +reckon experienced match-makers would tell me that that isn't the way +for me to talk if I'm going to win out. But it's the way I like best. +I want you to know that there is one person you can be sure of, all the +days of your life. I began a dozen years ago--I've only started loving +the whiteness of you." + +She rode with wide eyes fastened upon his now wholly smiling face; rode +with lips parted, all else submerged in that wonder which quickened her +breath. Once she leaned toward him as if to speak, and then shook her +head at the inadequacy of the words. They topped the last rise in the +dusty, winding road and raised the river basin and the town itself in +that long period of silence. There, once more, she checked the roan +mare. + +"If women could care like that," she told him quietly. "If I believed +that I could ever----" She shook her head with a sad little smile. +"Since you have come home you've made me feel very insignificant and +petty at times. You've made me wish I might have been as--as wonderful +as you say I am to you. But I know, you see." She lifted one slim arm +toward the newer Morrison stretched out along the river front. "Do you +remember the first day you saw the village it used to be, that day when +you first came down river?" + +Steve knew what she was going to say. She read amused anticipation in +his eyes and grew self-conscious at it. + +"I thought yours was a perfectly good parallel," she asserted stoutly. +"And you'll have to admit that you did believe it was wonderful then. +Uncle Cal has told me how breathlessly you called it the 'city.' But +is it as wonderful, now? Hasn't familiarity with real bigness dimmed +its wonder a little?" + +For the first time that day his attitude was frankly challenging. + +"Maybe," he agreed, "maybe! And maybe I like it better than ever, for +the others I've seen!" He frowned and shook his head. "I'm quite +likely to stick to first conclusions," he finished, "and your inference +is basically wrong. I do not need to look at other women to make me +surer of the wonder of you. A man doesn't have to live in a desert all +his life to know what thirst is, you know. And it's not bad--not bad +as cities go!" + +As they had begun the morning they now finished it, on a plane of +thorough comradeship which years and years alone cannot achieve. + +"Not bad," she echoed throatily. "Not bad, at all! It's marvelous +too, how towns and people and--and things in general can improve, once +they awake to their own importance in the scheme of things, isn't it?" + +Quite on a mutual impulse they clasped hands and laughed into each +other's eyes; quite unnecessarily it may have appeared to the small +group on the veranda of the stucco and timber place halfway down the +slope between them and town. And there on the crest of the hill, +suddenly conscious of those eyes, the girl drew back as swiftly as she +had swung toward him. + +"What in the world will they think!" she breathed. "I've been gone +since daybreak, without saying a word that I was going. And it must be +noon by now. Come--no, don't hurry! It's too late to hurry now!" + +Her chin came up; the line of her lips lost its soft fullness. It was +his hot face which made her aware of how surely her imperiously quick +orders had stung him. Then she was back, knee to knee, at his side. + +"That wasn't fair," she said. "That was most unfair, to me. You +didn't think, did you, that I----" + +His interruption surprised her. + +"If I shouldn't inquire," he asked, "will you please tell me so, and +forget I asked the question? May I know when you--you and Mr. +Wickersham are to be----" + +Barbara's face went slowly crimson, flushed to the nape of her neck. + +"It's not a certainty yet, the date," she answered kindly. "Just late +in the spring, I think." + +He nodded. Again she knew how wholly unreadable his eyes could be. + +"Late in the spring," he repeated, so softly that he might have been +talking to himself. "Late in the spring I'll have two time limits run +out on me." + +Wickersham himself was coming across the lawn to meet them when they +drew rein at the head of the driveway. With a deliberation so +proprietary that it set Barbara suddenly to gnawing her lip, he unbent +his long legs and straightened from his place on the top step of the +veranda; and even though the wicker chairs behind him were filled he +stood forth quite alone, extremely tall and straight, perfectly poised +and entirely immaculate. And without one outward sign of animosity to +give it ground, that other man sitting loose-thighed upon Ragtime's +back knew that he was wondering where she had been--why she had chosen +to go alone. Without exhibiting a trace of it upon his long face, +Wickersham still radiated a swift and chilling jealousy which, now that +he saw it again, Stephen O'Mara knew had never been entirely absent +from the face of the Archibald Wickersham he had known many years +before. Just as Miriam Burrell, with a studied deliberation that +matched that of the tall figure ahead of her, in turn detached herself +from the throng and came down the steps, Barbara's eyes raised to +Steve's. She did not stop to reason it; she couldn't have made it +sound reasonable had she tried, but she did not want those two to meet +again just then--those two whose boyhood quarrel had centered about +herself. + +"Won't you keep Ragtime until you come back to Uncle Cal's to-night?" +she asked. "I've kept you loitering for hours and hours on the way. +But it will save you a little time." + +And this time Steve understood. He nodded in reply. + +"Not a chance?" he asked her quietly. "Not a chance?" + +She was wheeling the roan. + +"Not a chance," she whispered. "Not a chance in the world! But +we--Mr. Elliott promised to show us the works this afternoon," she +added in the next breath. "Can you--do you suppose you can come?" + +And then, as she turned the mare and went skimming up the drive toward +the stable, she wondered why he laughed. + +In his turn Steve set Ragtime's head toward the town in the valley. +And therefore he did not see that Archibald Wickersham was left +standing alone a moment in the middle of the lawn. But Miriam Burrell +saw and understood the black rage that shadowed his face. Long before +then she had penetrated to the layer of vanity beneath his air of +boredom. More than once she had used that knowledge maliciously, to +stir him. And she knew how unending could be his hatred for anyone who +had ever made him appear ridiculous. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +I NEVER DID LIKE TO BE BEATEN + +Stephen O'Mara found Hardwick Elliott lunching alone in the East Coast +Company's main Morrison office, a big unpainted shack that stood half +lost in a maze of high-piled ties, midway between the saw-mills at the +river edge and the first snarled network of switches converging on one +reddish streak of steel that lanced into the north. With moodily +indifferent interest Elliott scarcely more than glanced up at the +horseman's approach across the open plot of raw earth, hard-packed to a +cement-like surface by the endless passage and repassage of countless +hob-nailed, heavy-booted feet, but with that first glance his forehead +began to smooth a little. His face had lost something of its hint of +gauntness, even before his chief engineer had swung down from the +saddle. Elliott had been exhibiting scant appetite for the cold food +half buried in the pile of papers on his desk top; and though he smiled +his characteristically courteous, mildly abstracted greeting when Steve +loomed in the doorway, his attitude was still very patently that of a +man who attempts to conceal his own perplexities lest they compound +those of another whose perplexities are already more than enough. He +rose and held out a finely tapered hand. + +"Now, this is fine," he exclaimed. "This is really fine, Mr. O'Mara. +Rather odd, too--coincidence and that sort of thing, I mean. Because I +was just this instant wondering whether I had better send for you or +wait until you just happened down river again." + +In many ways the president of the East Coast Company reminded Steve of +Caleb Hunter, even though there could be no two things more in contrast +than the latter's calm and comfortable bigness and Elliott's thin and +wiry and extremely nervous exterior. It was a similarity due entirely +to the innate honesty of both men--such honesty as makes of every +attempt at dissimulation an assured non-success. And Miss Sarah had +never anticipated her brother's clumsiest finesse with greater ease +than did Steve sense, that afternoon, the weight of worry behind his +employer's first effort at jauntiness. He nodded, hopefully, it seemed. + +"Something else gone wrong?" he asked. "Or are you going to tell me +that McLean is still having trouble with that curve of his." + +Elliott, too, shook his head, but his negative nod was less brisk, less +hopeful. + +"No," he replied. "No, we've got that laid, or at least practically +so. It's not anything so satisfyingly material that I wanted to talk +about. I wish it were, because--well, the fact is, now that you are +here it appears I may have considerable trouble in making you believe +that I'm not merely developing a most womanish case of nerves. Cold +feet, I suppose, might not be far from correct, if we put it in the +proper gender. No, it's not the work itself. You know the first few +miles at this end afford pretty plain sailing. We figured on that: or +we wouldn't stand any chance of finishing the job. And we are quite +nicely ahead of our schedule, so far. But have you--I was wondering if +you, by any chance, have noticed any signs of discontent in your own +squad at Thirty Mile?" + +Elliott eased himself back into his chair at the finish of the +question. Repugnantly he jerked a thumb in silent invitation toward a +plate of sandwiches. It indicated most clearly the state of his +appetite--that gesture--and Steve could not help but smile a little as +he refused. + +"No more than the usual disturbances," he answered. "I have more or +less trouble holding them--some of them--over the week-ends, of course. +But then that's always to be expected. They aren't the sort of men +that go to make up the general run of construction squads. One of my +main reasons for wanting them was the fact that they were rivermen, +hardened to swamping and white-water work and that kind of thing. In a +pinch they're good for twenty-four hours a day, over stretches that +would take the heart out of most gangs. I don't know of anything that +can beat a lumber-jack on a squeeze job, once you get him to realize +that he's up against long odds. It's this ten-hour-a-day thing and too +much ready money every pay-day; it's a town too temptingly close that +makes them a--a trifle temperamental, Mr. Elliott. Is that what you +mean?" + +Elliott pondered for a moment. + +"That entirely duplicates what McLean said just a day or so ago." On +any other lips Elliott's deliberate neatness of phrase might have +sounded solemnly funny. "Thoroughly logical, of course,--thoroughly +possible. And yet, somehow it doesn't fit the case. We've had the +usual Monday morning vacancies, right along, as you know; but the +delinquents always turned up before the five o'clock whistle blew, or +at least reported Tuesday morning. But this is the end of the week and +we're short right this minute very close to thirty men. They aren't +coming back, Mr. O'Mara; on the contrary, they continue to dribble +away, a few every day. And though they appear to do nothing but talk +their time away in the saloons in the lower end of the town, they seem +to have just as much money to spend, as they did when they were getting +their time checks from us." + +Steve leaned over and with nice deliberation selected a sandwich. + +"What sort of talking?" he wanted to know, suddenly. + +Again Elliott smiled in self-deprecation. + +"That's just it," he exclaimed. "Their talk leads nowhere. I went +down and attempted to find out what their grievance might be, but they +close up like clams whenever I come within earshot. They stare at the +ceiling, rub their chins, and laugh when there's nothing to laugh at. +This morning, however, I finally convinced McLean that something was +radically wrong. So he took one of them who had just decided to quit +and pinned him up against the embankment--but you know McLean and his +methods! He shoved his jaw up within an inch of the other's nose and +invited him to talk, and--well, he found out enough to make him begin +to worry, too. Somebody's been talking to them, Mr. O'Mara; somebody +has put the fool notion into their heads that this strip of railroad +will mean the end of all lumber operations in this country--the +old-time river drives, of course. And some of them are beginning to +believe--whoever was responsible for that statement. + +"You know and I know how absurd it is. We know that this road will +mean work for every riverman in this section, as often as he wants to +work. But it isn't going to help us any if they can't see it that way. +It isn't going to replace the men who quit. I've been deliberating one +point. Don't you suppose we might import a regular squad of +construction men now, before it's too late?" + +"It's too late now," Steve told him, his words none the less final for +all that they were absently quiet. "It was too late the day we began +operations. And yesterday at this time I wouldn't have given much +worry to this particular brand of trouble. They're an odd lot; they're +the hardest working, hardest living crowd of big men that ever failed +entirely to grow up." Steve stopped and looked down at the sandwich +untouched in his hand, much as though he were surprised to find it +there. "But since yesterday--since yesterday--who, did you say, was +responsible for that statement, as you call it?" + +"I didn't say." Elliott brushed away a persistent bluebottle fly, a +lonesome survivor which the unseasonably warm day had reawakened. The +insect's droning wings as it persisted again and again back to the +sandwich plate made the only sound in that big, bare room. "And if +I--if I had to guess----" The hand passed across his eyes now. +"O'Mara, do you know how deeply Mr. Ainnesley and myself are involved +in this prospect?" + +After a long search the engineer of the East Coast Company had finally +located his pipe. + +"I don't believe I have ever given it much actual thought," he said. +"I never viewed it as any of my affair. But I haven't forgotten the +last time we talked the plans over, that you couldn't go into it to +lose." + +Punctiliously Elliott proffered a lighted match for the other's filled +pipe; he lighted a long and thin and very black cigar for himself. +Steve noted then for the first time that the man's hand was shaking a +little. + +"Of course," the latter answered quickly. "Of course--of course!" He +seemed groping for a fresh beginning, then gave up suddenly all attempt +at circuity and blurted it out much as though he had lived with the +thought too long to endure it longer alone. + +"I'm in up to my last dollar," he stated. "And Ainnesley--why, +Ainnesley wouldn't have a roof over his head if we failed in our +obligations! You must know as well as I do why the banking interests +took our paper to those amounts which made it possible for us to drive +the first spike." + +When he failed to go on Steve understood that the last sentence had +been a question. + +"Mr. Allison, I suppose." His voice became utterly impersonal. +"Without doubt you mean Mr. Allison?" + +"They would have laughed at us," the older man came back instantly. +"And what is more, they did! They wouldn't touch the proposition, +until Allison came in with us. And then--but you know what Dexter +Allison has done already in this country. I don't know what he started +with. I do know that all that Ainnesley and I had scraped up between +us looked like a shoe-string to him. + +"We couldn't move until he, of his own accord, expressed his enthusiasm +for the plan and asked for a share in the holdings. You know, perhaps, +how he can laugh, too. Well, he laughed that way and confessed that we +had just beaten him to it. He said it would tap a gold mine--this +'strip of steel,' as he called it. He even told us that he'd parallel +our road with a competitor, jokingly to be sure, if we hadn't tied up +the only available and practicable right of way. + +"He came in. He opened up, merely through his own name and all there +is behind it, loan possibilities for which we might have struggled +uselessly the rest of our lives without his help. Between us Mr. +Ainnesley and I just managed to hold the balance of stock control +and--and that's how deep we are in, Mr. O'Mara." + +Both men sat and smoked, each avoiding, elaborately, the other's eyes. +After a long pause, Elliott cleared his throat, laboriously. + +"This morning," he continued slowly, "this morning I am in receipt of a +communication from Mr. Ainnesley himself, advising me that another +right of way has been applied for, for a single track road here in the +north. The gossip which chanced to come his way was rather obscure. +Little could be learned about the whole affair save that it was being +put forward with a view to tapping the ore and timber lands all the way +to and beyond the border. But as nearly as he could ascertain the +southern terminus of such a road would seem to be about--about at the +mouth of that valley southernmost in the Reserve Company's timber +holdings. Rather a remarkable choice for a railroad terminus, Mr. +O'Mara--wouldn't you say so?" + +Steve leaned toward him. + +"Do you mean that they've thrown out your earlier application for just +such a grant?" + +"That would be a rather harshly definite way of putting it," Elliott +smiled wryly. "Ours is apparently just tabled--oh, tabled pending +certain immaterial changes in the form! You asked me a moment ago--or +did I offer to guess who might be responsible for the report which is +costing us our men? I wonder if I need to tell you who controls this +new northern route?" + +"Maybe you've been telling me," Steve came back coolly. "You have +already mentioned----" + +"Wickersham!" Hardwick Elliott corrected. "Wickersham--that is, +through allied interests which he represents or controls. O'Mara, I +doubt if I would even insinuate this to anyone else; I haven't even +intimated it to Ainnesley as yet. Wickersham is reputed to represent +huge moneyed foreign interests. But have you ever stopped to wonder +whether he might not represent big local interests as well?" + +The tanned face opposite him was so gravely blank that Elliott once +more laughed nervously, deprecatingly. + +"Doubt of any man's loyalty such as that query would imply is not one +of my characteristics. I would rather have left this thing unattempted +than to have undertaken it in partnership with any man whom I felt I +had to watch. But I just thought that I'd better put it all on the +table for you to consider. I'd like to ask you--what do you think?" + +The man in blue flannel and corduroy tapped the sodden heel from his +pipe and loaded it afresh. + +"Yesterday," he answered, "yesterday--Well I couldn't guarantee just +what I might have thought, twenty-four hours back. But doesn't one +fact remain unchanged still, no matter what we think? Suppose we admit +that some one else does want this stretch of track we're laying? +Suppose somebody is figuring on picking it up cheap, at a bankruptcy +price, if we forfeit to the Reserve Company? You know yourself that +you would never have begun it simply for the profit there will be in +moving the Reserve logs and the millions on millions of feet of lumber +both to the east and west, which can't be touched at anything but a +prohibitive figure, without this road. We were going through to the +border, too. And if some one else is betting that we don't; if some +one else is betting that we can't yank a trainload of logs down to this +end of the line, before the first of May, that doesn't alter our case +any, does it? Even though we suspect that some man is playing us to +lose, do we have to know exactly who he is?" + +Slowly but very surely the older man's face began to smooth. + +"Once or twice," he stated, "I've thought to anticipate you, perhaps +because I have it on you a little, as they say, in the matter of years. +I'm not going to attempt it any more. For I thought that this +conversation would be at least a surprise to you. You sit there and +take it very quietly, for a man who has been badly startled." + +"Fat Joe has been preaching it for a month." Oddly enough, Stephen +O'Mara chose that point at which to laugh, softly. "And I, for a +month, have been ridiculing him. That's one of Fat Joe's pet +diversions, you know. When all other excitement fails Joe invariably +falls back upon an imagination too totally vivid to be wasted on +technical things. I laughed at him, until last night. Do you--but of +course you know Garry Devereau?" he finished. + +"Knew his father," Elliott answered succinctly. "Know him well! Good +blood--good brains--big hearts! Why?" + +And then, for the second time that day, Steve related the salient +points of that episode which had opened with the trio of owls along the +trail and ended with the first gray streaks of returning day. During +the recital the expressions which chased across Elliot's face were as +varied as they were full of concern. + +"Then I wasn't merely hysterical, was I?" he brooded after Steve had +finished. "Who--who did you say you thought might be behind the man +who would have had your plans, had it not been for Mr. Devereau?" + +"I didn't say," replied Steve, and for the first time since his +entrance there was mirth in the unison of their laughter. + +"It all brings us back to the point from which we started," the younger +man went on when they were grave again. "It's a plain enough issue, so +far as we are concerned. We've got to be at the mouth of that lower +valley by May. We're going to be! And as I see it, wasting time and +energy in--shall we call it sleuthing, Mr. Elliott?--won't help us +much. We thought that lack of time and the general nature of this +country were going to be handicap enough. But now your money is in and +I--I never did like to be beaten. Can't we let it stand like that, at +least until some one else makes a plainer move? We know the cards we +hold. If others care to sit in, perhaps we'll all come to a show-down, +next spring at Thirty Mile. It'll be easy enough to explain just how +we did it. Alibis based on veiled opposition wouldn't interest the +Reserve people much, if we left their timber there to rot. . . . And +I'm trying not to overlook any bets, Mr. Elliott." + +Hastily the iron-gray man thrust his hat back from his forehead. He +came to his feet and crossed and clapped one hand upon Steve's shoulder. + +"Next May!" he barked. "O'Mara, I'm glad you came down this morning. +I've been carrying a lot of those ideas around in my head until they +had become nightmarish. But I'm through now. You won't hear me croak +again. I staked what I had on you, months ago; I'd do it again this +minute. What's the odds, after all, who it is that's playing us to +lose. It's only the fact that somebody may be fighting us that needs +to occupy our attention. I'm done worrying, do you hear? But what +about those men who are quitting us? You are sure it would be unwise +to import labor? It's cheaper, you know." + +Steve, too, had risen. + +"We'd have the prettiest kind of a scrap on our hands, the first day we +tried to use them," he explained. "It would be dear enough before we +got through. I guess I'd better run right out and have a talk with +McLean. He knows these men even better than I do, and I'm almost one +of them, you know. And I'll get a line on some of these delinquents +who are crying calamity for the countryside. I'd better, because we'll +need them. They simply haven't become thoroughly interested yet, +that's all. It will take something to jolt them; something to set them +on fire. And then--then just watch my plaid-shirted boys go! They'll +eat up your sledge-swingers!" + +Something of that promised fire was reflected now in Hardwick Elliott's +eyes. + +"By Gad," he exclaimed, "by Gad, if it wasn't for Ainnesley I'd say the +thing was worth it, win or lose, just for the game itself. You go +ahead and see McLean. I'll be out there later, myself. I promised +Allison that I'd show the works to some of the young folks up there on +the hill. His daughter--but I keep forgetting that you've known her +longer than I have. There's quite a party of them. She announced her +engagement to Mr. Wickersham last night, I believe. Heard that this +morning--was too busy to go up last night myself. Maybe you'll find +time to help me play the host." + +Steve turned toward the door. + +"So I heard," he replied, without facing around. "I'll try to be on +hand." + +He stood for another instant on the threshold. + +"I'm going to ask you to see that my horse is fed and watered," he +requested evenly. "And I reckon you'd better eat your own lunch, +yourself." + +But the man behind him had already anticipated that suggestion. +Through a generous bite of sandwich he made answer. + +"I'll see that he is taken care of," he called cheerfully. "See you +later, Mr. O'Mara---- Pshaw, the coffee's cold!" + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THAT WOODS-RAT + +Between Dexter Allison's monopoly of his time and the persistence with +which Miriam Burrell clung to Stephen O'Mara, Barbara Allison had +opportunity for little more than a perfunctory word or two of greeting +that afternoon, during the first hour or two that followed a jolting +ride on the flat car which trundled them to the head of operations. +Almost as soon as her feet touched the ground Miriam's eager survey +singled out a tall figure at the edge of the farthest embankment; and +in spite of the fact that he was at the moment in sober conversation +with white-haired, white-bearded McLean, she crossed instantly to take +possession of both Steve's arms and his undivided attention. Barbara, +at Wickersham's side, glancing now and then in their direction, knew +well what subject was engrossing them to the exclusion of all else. +But Allison's acceptance of that arrangement as time passed grew less +patient. + +For a time he was content to stroll along with the rest--content with +his facetious comments on Elliott's explanation of this matter or that. +Yet whenever his eyes strayed toward Miriam and that other figure whom +a week or two before he had designated as "my man, O'Mara," his +jovialty faltered a little, his manner grew restive. After a time he, +too, detached himself and sauntered in the direction of that wholly +preoccupied pair. + +"See here, my lady," he accosted the girl, who turned extremely bright +eyes upon his approach. "This won't do at all. How do you suppose I +am going to get a minute with Mr. O'Mara, here, if you persist in +clinging to his elbow? You'll have to run along--you run over and +listen, with the rest, to Elliott's heroic tale of this scarring of the +face of nature. I've waited a good many days to talk business with Mr. +O'Mara; I'm not going to lose him, now I've got him cornered." + +Had Dexter Allison been less occupied with other thoughts, the face +which Miriam Burrell turned toward him would have surprised him, if +only because of the unusual color burning in her cheeks. At that he +was vaguely aware that he had never before seen that quiet, +self-contained girl so pulsingly happy. She stood and gazed at him a +moment, then made him a low and mocking obeisance. + +"Don't flatter yourself that I haven't noted your covetous glances," +she flashed. "I've been talking very fast, because I knew this +interruption was coming. But we've finished, thank you, so I'll leave +you to--to bore him now!" + +She turned back toward O'Mara. "And thank you," she murmured not very +audibly. "Thank you, more than I ever thanked anybody before in my +life. You've made me very, very happy." + +No one could have missed the depth of real thankfulness in those last +words. Even Allison stood astonished at it, mouth open, following her +rapid withdrawal toward the group fifty yards away. + +"Huh-h-h," he snorted. "Huh-h-h. A mighty strange girl!" And then, +as abruptly as he had interrupted their low conversation, "Well, how +does it go, Chief? How does it look to you, as far as you've gone?" + +No man's good humor could be more infectious than was that of this big, +noisily garbed man. Steve smiled and met his cordiality more than half +way. + +"Not too bad," he answered. "Not too bad." He swept the ground before +them with a short gesture. "You aren't beginning to worry, too, are +you?" + +"Worry?" Allison's frown was barely perceptible. "Why should I? I +never let anything worry me. Who is beginning to fret? You aren't, +are you? You don't look--much disturbed." + +"Not a particle!" Steve still smiled. "I never do either, unless that +there is something worth while to make me. I just thought perhaps you +might have contracted it from Mr. Elliott. He's been bothered, you +see, by the way some of the men are acting. We're short a lot of labor +this week." + +The big man wheeled and squinted at the droves of men sweating under +the unseasonably hot sun; he peered keenly at each clump of laborers, +some of them scarcely distinguishable knots of humanity in the distance. + +"Not very short," he stated comfortably. "I don't claim to be a wholly +competent judge, but it looks to me as though they would be in one +another's way if there were any more of them. What's wrong?" + +The chief engineer's answer was drawling in its deliberation. + +"I wish I knew," he replied. "I wish I could be positive. And there +aren't too many of them; they are altogether too few. We're going to +need them, and more, too, before we finish, Mr. Allison. Perhaps I'd +better figure on--perhaps if they continue to quit on us, by twos and +threes, as they have in the last week--I'll have to----" + +His pause seemed almost an invitation that the other suggest a remedy; +and whether it was or not Dexter Allison was quick to seize the +opening. His suggested solution was heartily bluff. + +"Import some more," he said. "When you've employed these men as long +as I have--the type of man who has worked all his life on the +river--you'll know as well as I do just how uncertain and unreliable +they are. What you need is a gang that doesn't want to think for +itself. This crowd has too much imagination for a grind like this." + +Steve nodded very thoughtfully. + +"If it is all imagination," he wondered. "But they're not merely +discontented, you see, Mr. Allison. They--they are misleading +themselves. They seem to think, from what I've gathered from McLean +and a few with whom I have talked, that they are working themselves out +of a job for good, when they help to build this strip of railroad. +They think so--they have been convinced that such is the truth. +Personally, however, I feel sure that between us, we can correct that +impression." + +Even though he was looking in the direction of a heavy smoke-cloud that +had followed a sharp blast to the north of them, Steve felt the weight +of Allison's questioning glance. + +"We," he echoed. "Where do I figure in it?" + +The younger man's upward glance was seemingly surprised. + +"You? Why, you're a stockholder. It means as much to you as it does +to Mr. Ainnesley and Mr. Elliott." + +Allison interrupted him. + +"Of course," he exclaimed. "Surely! I see! What I mean was how in +the world can I make them understand that such a fool idea is all +wrong? So far as this constructive work is concerned, I'm not an +active member. I--I had that understood with Elliott when I went into +this thing!" + +"Of course," Steve in turn broke in. "I understand that. But they +know you; they know that Morrison would be nothing more than a street +of well-kept lawns and cow-pastures, if you hadn't seen its +possibilities. And so I've already told some of them, Mr. Allison; +I've gone even further, and given a lot of them my word that you'll +guarantee, yourself, that this is the biggest thing for the good of +this section that has yet happened." + +The speaker smiled frankly into the bigger man's eyes. + +"And that was all they needed, was it?" Allison queried, at length. +"That fixed it, did it?" + +"Absolutely!" Steve's cheeriness should have been infectious. +"Absolutely, Mr. Allison. A lot of people have come to look on your +word as law in this country, you know--a lot of them!" + +"Hum-m-m," replied Allison. "Hum-m-m." + +Both of them were quiet for a time. Steve's next remark brought +Allison's head up sharply. + +"I meant to bring some of my estimates and plans down with me, when I +came," he told him. "You spoke of wanting to run over the whole +proposition with me, you'll remember, the first day you arrived." + +Allison nodded shortly. + +"I remember." + +"I'll bring them, next trip," Steve finished. "I came so near to +losing them last night that I'm taking no chances until they're in +duplicate. We can run over them later?" + +Allison wheeled and gazed meditatingly toward the group who were slowly +moving their way. His daughter Barbara, with Wickersham at her side, +was in the lead. + +"Any time," he agreed. "There's no particular hurry." + +And then a moment later, just when she was beginning to wonder whether +he was purposely avoiding her, Barbara was surprised at the calm ease +with which Steve took her away from her tall escort. She had noticed +that Wickersham and Steve had not touched hands when they first met, an +hour or two before, nor even hinted at such a salute. But now, as +earlier in the day when her dash toward the stables had left him +standing rigid in the middle of the lawn, she failed to see the +expression that settled upon Wickersham's long face. It was Dexter +Allison this time who noticed it, and hours later, when he and +Wickersham sat and faced each other in the downstairs room in the house +on the hill, which served as Allison's office, he remembered and +recognized it. + +"You wanted to talk with me?" Wickersham inquired as he entered the +room that evening. + +Somehow Wickersham's unending politeness had always irritated Allison. +That night his smoothly infectionless question nettled him. + +"Your damned fool, Harrigan, bungled last night!" he blurted out. "He +messed things up, beautifully. He not only failed, but he failed to +get away without being seen. That's what comes of entrusting a job +like that to a drunken sot." + +Wickersham seated himself--sat and caressed a cigarette. Coolly he +waited and blinked his eyelids. + +"My man?" he murmured. "My man?" + +"Ours then," Allison corrected sharply. "Ours." Then he seemed to +recollect himself and his voice became less abrupt. "Listen. This +afternoon I had a talk with O'Mara. That is, I started to have a talk +with him, but--but he beat me to it. And in just about three minutes +he told me that he'd caught Harrigan on the job--not mentioning any +names, I don't mean--but he didn't need to, And he told me more than +that. He as good as gave me to understand that he'd know where to +place the blame, if there was any more interference with his men." + +Wickersham crossed a long leg and blew a thin blue streamer of smoke. + +"Yes?" he intoned bodilessly. + +It brought a blaze to Allison's eyes--that nerveless monosyllable. + +"That doesn't interest you, eh?" he snapped. "Doesn't interest you at +all! Well, it does me. Three months ago I bought into this affair +because I was as sure as any man could be that I'd collect a hundred +per cent on my money, next spring. Elliott and Ainnesley? Pah!--Nice +gentle old ladies, when it comes to a game like this. They're +anachronists; they are honest business men, twenty years behind the +times. You've heard of taking candy from children. Well, that's what +it looked like then. But it doesn't look that way any longer. Talk +with you? Yes, I did want to talk. I wanted to tell you that if you'd +like to switch I'm willing, right now. I wanted to tell you that if +you'd rather be a good little boy and get into line, I'm willing and +more than willing. Because I can promise you, since I talked it over +with O'Mara this afternoon, that we haven't any nice, dead-sure thing +on our hands any longer. + +"Oh, you can sit there and smile your cold-blooded smile! And if you +think I'm experiencing pangs of conscience you're mistaken. All I +have, I got from other men who--who weren't strong enough to hang on to +it. There isn't any friendship in business--or if there is I never +played it that way. I'm just telling you that now is our one +opportunity, if we want to join hands and hurrah with the rest of them +for the completion of this job by next May. We lose a railroad at a +bargain, perhaps, but we've still got a mighty good right-of-way to the +border, that will insure our welcome in the ranks. Maybe we lose +and--and maybe--well, I never did like to be beaten! Nor do I say that +such an argument will have any weight with you, but it's a chance to be +on the dead level, for once. What do you say? Do we switch?" + +Then Allison remembered the expression which had flitted over +Wickersham's face when Stephen O'Mara coolly appropriated Barbara. But +that expression had been a totally gentle thing beside the pale fury +which now slowly overspread his features. Wickersham twisted the +cigarette to fragments--flung them from him, and the very gesture was +vicious. + +"Switch," he snarled. And he leaned forward, face bloodless, and beat +upon a chair arm. "Switch now!" He laughed shrilly. "Why, I'm going +to beat that damned woods-rat in his matinee-idol costume so bad +between now and next May that he'll be walking the roads for his next +job. Switch? I'm going to brand him as the worst incompetent that +ever dragged two poor fools down into pauperism. I'll see him broke. +I'll wipe that damned smooth smile from his lips, by God, if I have +to----" + +Wickersham gasped; he came to his feet panting all in an instant with +the rage that set his dry lips writhing. But at that point he, too, +remembered himself. He swallowed and faced Allison, and the latter, +sitting pop-eyed before his outbreak, gaped now at the change that came +back over that twisted face. Wickersham smiled. Once more his bearing +was the very essence of perfect poise and self-control. + +"If you--if you are afraid----" he inferred. "If you----" + +Allison's laugh was big and booming, for all that the astonishment had +not yet left his eyes. + +"Cold feet," he rumbled. "Cold feet! Me!" And suddenly his gust of +mirthless laughter made petty the other's insolence. "Wickersham, I've +broken better crooks than you'll ever be. A man has to have a big +heart to be a big crook and you--and you--well, sometimes I wonder +whether there wasn't some sort of an oversight in that line, when they +put you together." + +He couldn't have explained why the thought came to him at that moment +any more than he understood his swiftly malicious impulse to use it; +but all in a flash there came back to him a recollection of that day +when he and Caleb had burst through the hedge to find the boy, Stephen +O'Mara, pummeling a bigger prostrate boy who shrieked under the earnest +thoroughness of that pummeling. Allison, too, rose to his feet. + +"I only wanted to give you a chance," he stated dryly. "I reckon I can +take care of myself. I always could. And you--well, you know as well +as I do what sort of a scrap that--that woods-rat can put up, or you +ought to. He gave you a sort of a demonstration, once, if I remember +correctly. I stick! I never was overly squeamish. But don't fool +yourself, Archie, don't fool yourself. If we light, we're fighting +with a regular guy, your insinuation to the contrary. I merely wanted +you to realize what I know now. We'll think we've been in a battle +before we come to a finish!" + +His hand was on the door knob when the door itself flashed open. +Dexter Allison's daughter hesitated, surprised, on the threshold. Her +eyes, brilliantly alight, leaped from her father's face to that of the +man half toward her and back again. + +"Oh," she exclaimed uncertainly, "I didn't know you were busy. I saw +the light. I'd been over to Uncle Cal's, just for a minute. I wanted +to tell you--good night!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THIS LITERARY THING + +It was dark, the night of that second day, when Stephen O'Mara came +quietly up to the open door of his own lighted shack and stopped for a +moment to gaze in at the two men whose faces were touched by the glow +of the lamp on the table. There had been more than one moment in those +forty-eight hours which had elapsed since he had lifted that +black-robed, inert figure from the floor in which Steve had wondered +whether Garry Devereau would even await his return to Thirty-Mile; more +than once he had smiled whimsically to himself, during the trip back +up-river, over the scene which he was certain would meet his eyes, had +Garry chosen to wait. + +But there were no poker chips in front of Fat Joe that night. Round +face propped upon one hand, the latter was staring motionless at a +thick pad of yellow paper flat before his eyes. And Garry himself was +sitting with his back toward the light, staring as motionlessly into +the cold fireplace. Merely from their attitudes, Steve knew that they +had been a long time silent; he knew that Fat Joe would have been +making conversation, no matter how desperately footless it might have +been, had he been conscious of the quality of the other's moody quiet. +And then, as he was himself about to go forward, barely in time to +check the word of greeting on his lips, Joe lifted pensive eyes to the +other's back. When Joe spoke his words were none too plain; he was +gnawing a pencil tip in most evident perplexity. + +"Say," he broke that heavy silence, "say, Garry, how do you spell +reconciliation?" + +Immediately the man outside in the dark decided not to announce himself +just yet. And much of his own puzzlement was mirrored in the worn face +which Garry turned toward his questioner. + +"Reconciliation?" Garry repeated blankly. "What in thunder----" + +"Of course I'd ought to be able to handle it," Joe cut in blandly +apologetic. "I just dismember whether it goes with a 'c' or a 'k.'" + +Garry tried not to grin; but outside in the dark Steve allowed his +appreciation to spread and spread across his face. + +"With a 'c,'" the man before the fireplace told him soberly. "Are +you--what are you doing, Joe, making out reports?" + +With much care Joe transcribed it upon the virgin sheet before him; +with a painful precision that brought the tip of his tongue beyond one +corner of his lips, he rounded out the letters to his complete +satisfaction. + +"No," his answer was mumbled in his abstraction. "No, I ain't writing +a report. I'm--I'm just beginning my novel." + +Steve heard Garry gasp; he saw a gleam of pleased anticipation flash +into his eyes, and knew instantly at what degree of friendship those +two had already arrived. + +"Will you--will you please say that again, Joe?" Garry begged him, very +earnestly. "I wasn't paying attention. I'm afraid I was thinking of +something else too hard to hear you correctly." + +Joe's smile as he looked up had in it all of that quality which at +times made it almost seraphic. His answer seemed irrelevant at first. + +"I wonder if you know that Cecile person who works down to that big +plaster house at Morrison--Allison's place on the hill?" he inquired. + +"Dexter Allison's?" Garry thought a moment. "Why, you must mean Miss +Allison's little French maid, don't you, Joe? Yes, I know who she is, +if she's the one. But what has she to do with it?" + +Joe laid down his pencil and set himself to be frankly explanatory. + +"Well, it's like this," he stated. "She and I, now--we've got more or +less acquainted in the last week or two, so to speak. And that ain't +bad progress when you figure out that she can't understand more'n a +dozen or two of all the words I speak to her, and as for me--well, when +she gets to talking back it just makes me dizzy, that's all. But we're +pretty good friends, when you consider that handicap. The thing that +really bothers me is that the only folks she seemed to have been real +neighborly with, back in Paree--that's the way you say it, ain't +it?--was mostly sculptors and painters and writers, and such lot. So +that would let me out of the running, right at the start, you see. + +"I figured I didn't class at all, at first, because about the best +thing I can say for myself is that there ain't a man on the river who +ever rode white water better. I'm mostly a lumber jack, coming or +going, whichever way you take me, although I've punched cattle and +placer mined for variety. But to-night--to-night since you been +setting there quiet--I got to thinking, too. She's a real nice girl. +We get along fine together. And I kind of think we would, anyhow, even +if we could understand each other better. I got to thinking to-night +that maybe I'd better not quit cold, just yet. Now--I can't sculp, and +somehow I never was strong for them guys who sit straddle of a little +chair and paint cows and posies and things on a strip of muslin hooked +over a frame. But, say, I've seen lots of writers who didn't look a +whole lot more intelligent than me! I--I just got to thinking, +to-night, that I'd take a fall out of this literary thing!" + +Steve always held it to his friend's credit that he did not laugh. +Indeed, Garry's soberness at that moment was almost woebegone. + +"I see, Joe," he answered. "Not a bad idea. May I ask what your +story--your novel is to deal with?" + +"Deal with? What do you mean?" + +"Why, they always deal with some problem, Joe," Garry squared around. +"They always attack the rottenness of the rich, or sob over the +rottenness of the poor. They always expound the crime of divorce, or +attack the error of matrimony. Now which of----" + +"Then I ain't dealing with nothing," stated Joe. "What I'm figurin' on +doing is a regular love story. I thought maybe I'd have a nice young +chap who--who's building a railroad or something, fall in love with a +real nice girl who's the daughter of a fat man who's a crook. I mean +the fat man's the crook, not the daughter. And--and----" + +"And then what?" asked Garry Devereau. + +Fat Joe, unlike the man outside, did not notice that a new note, +dangerously hard and wickedly edged with ridicule, had replaced the +amusement in Garry's voice. He grew a little more enthusiastic. + +"Well, that's as far as I've got, right up to now," he admitted with an +explosive sigh. "But it looks like a good enough beginning, at that. +All I got to do now is run 'em through three or four hundred pages, +with him a-talkin' to her and her a-talkin' at him. All I got to do, +accordin' to all the books I've ever read, is see that it don't all +come too easy for him, and still turns out all right. I expect I'll +run 'em into a clinch with another guy standin' around eatin' his heart +out with jealousy. It'll serve him right; he's just that mean sort, +you know. Oh, I'll just marry 'em, along toward the end of the last +chapter, and that'll kind of close it up." + +Stephen O'Mara had been watching Joe's face while the latter talked, +and therefore he was no more prepared than was Joe himself for the +burst of harsh laughter that came from Garry's lips. It seemed utterly +illogical that all actual humor should so swiftly fade from that +situation with the first really audible expression of mirth. Steve +himself believed it was only simulated, until his eyes swung to Garry's +face. But he knew then what thoughts had been with Garret Devereau, +all evening, before he had come up unheard to the door. + +"Why, you poor simple scholar of nature!" The wan-faced one's lips +curled. "You're years behind your day! If you submitted such a screed +to a publisher now, he'd think you'd written a history of archaic +American types." + +He stopped to sneer. + +"Listen," he went on. "Listen, and I'll give you a plot, gratis, +which, if you handle it right, will make you, overnight! Take your +girl--a nice girl, to be sure, sweet and unsophisticated and--and +childishly innocent, Joe, and--and well, you'll have to describe her, +first, won't you? Let's dress her up, then--dress her up in an evening +confection that leaves little to the imagination in front and--and +ground for amazement in back. That's a fair starter. If you care to +be analytical you can insist that the reason she dresses like that +is--oh, just because she's so innocent that she doesn't know any +better, eh! + +"All right! That establishes her very well. And then we can do just +what you planned to do with your dear lady. We'll run her through +three or four hundred pages, but with just a trifling change or two. +Every chapter or so I'd leave her, Joe, in a situation that ends with a +gasp--no pause even for a caramel! Three or four hundred pages, and +then, if you have to marry her off why, let's be honest about it--no? +Marry her off to the sort of a chap whom you'd man-handle to a pulp, +Joe, if he came near--say a sister of yours. A nice, white-skinned, +red-lipped, sweet, innocent sort of a little girl, Joe--and--and that +finish will keep her true to type!" + +At the beginning Fat Joe had been all eager attention. His face became +heavy with amazement long before Garry's hard voice was still. + +"But--but that ain't the kind of a yarn I'm figurin' on," he argued, +his high voice faint but dogged. "This ain't going to be any of that +tabasco stuff. Nope, I like it better the way I've got it planned. +It--it leaves a better taste in your mouth, too." + +Again Garry laughed, to himself it seemed, this time. + +"Have your own way," he muttered. "But if you're going to stick to it +you'd better label it a romance! Because there's only one kind of a +woman, Joe, in reality. Just the kind who's killed what used to be a +demand for decent men." + +And then, outside in the dark, Stephen O'Mara forgot how sick the other +man had been. He was across the threshold in a single stride, and Fat +Joe came lightly to his feet as he saw his chief's set face that night. +It wiped, the smile from Garry's lips, too. Squarely in front of the +latter Steve halted and spoke with monotonous lack of haste. + +"You're going to tell me that you didn't mean that, Garry," he said +quietly. "For I'm going to marry one of those women myself." + +Garret Devereau's face had been white. It went whiter now. He too +came squarely to his feet, his body stiff but very frail in the +oversize garments from Steve's wardrobe which he was wearing. He stood +and stared emptily into his friend's eyes until something close akin to +dreary defiance rose and marked his numbed comprehension. + +"What I said," he answered as quietly, "I'd alter for no man. My +opinions are my own." + +He turned and passed outside. + +For longer than he realized Steve stood gazing down into the burnt-out +fireplace, until another thought, swifter even than the impulse that +had lifted him across the threshold and thrust him into speech which, +already, he would have given much to recall, whirled him around again. +There was a light in the near end of the storehouse building just above +his own cabin, and as he hurried toward it he knew Fat Joe must have +fitted it up for the third man's quarters. He knocked at the door, and +when there came no response, unbidden he lifted the latch and entered. + +Garry was sitting on the edge of his blanketed bunk--sitting with +shoulders slumped forward and head bowed low. He did not look up, for +he had not heard Steve's entrance. He was pondering over the cylinder +of a heavy, blued revolver, spinning beneath his transparent fingers. +But Steve's first inarticulate effort at speech brought his head +around. Garry smiled up at him--a smile reminiscent of his rare smile +of years before. + +"I didn't mean anything, Steve," he said in a hushed voice. "I'm +damned sorry I spoke as I did. You see--you see, I just didn't know it +would hit you, that's all." + +Again Steve swallowed. Dumbly he pointed at the gun. + +"What are you doing with that?" he demanded hoarsely. + +Garry's eyes dropped. He stared at the revolver in his hand in mild +perplexity, much as though he, too, were surprised to find it there. + +"Why, nothing--nothing. I often take a notion to--to look at it like +this." + +Then his face went crimson. + +"You've heard the news, I see." He tried to hide the bitterness behind +the words, but one lip corner twitched and quivered. "They posted you +in advance, did they? But you did not believe I was as bad as that, +did you? You didn't think, did you, Steve, that I--I'd go out leaving +you to blame yourself even a little bit?" + +His question was curiously wistful--wistful and as unsteady as the hand +which now proffered that blunt-barreled, huge-bore gun. + +"Here, you take it, if--if you'll sleep the sounder. And don't you +worry over me. I'll see you in the morning, Steve." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +A GIRL LIKE HER + +Save for a short and casual "see you in the morning, Garry," Stephen +O'Mara turned without a word that night and left the improvised +sleeping-quarters in the storehouse shack. It was a man's +leave-taking, short to abruptness, so badly stereotyped that it denied +utterly any consciousness of threatened, reckless tragedy and cordially +intimate only because in all man-to-man speech there is less and less +of actual sincerity in a multiplicity of words. But he might have +talked till daylight and still have failed to register the binding +acceptance of Garry's promise, which his silence, unaided, achieved. + +Soundlessly, unemotionally, Steve closed the door on that figure on the +bunk edge which, suddenly slack of limb and shoulder, had averted its +face. But then, there in the darkness, with the gun swinging heavily +between loose fingers, he hesitated in his very first step back from +the threshold. And twice, head bowed in indecision, he halted in his +slow progress from that door to the lighted one of his own cabin which +framed Fat Joe's immobile form--halted each time as though he would +return--and each time went slowly forward again. Fat Joe's eyes barely +flitted over Steve's face that night; they clung in a fixed, pale blue +stare of fear to the weapon in his hand. And long after Steve had +drawn up a chair next the one which Garry had vacated and fallen to +filling his pipe, he stood, shifting from foot to foot in awkward, +uncomfortable silence. He crossed after a time and slipped into the +empty seat. His tongue was as haltingly guilty as his face was pink +with shame when he began to speak. + +"Steve," he stammered, "Say, Steve, I--I didn't know I was going to +start anything like that when I begun talking my ideas of art and +literature and such like. I didn't see where it was leading us to--not +for a minute. Why, Steve, every blessed hour of the days and nights +since you've been away, I've been dodgin' every topic of conversation I +thought might hit him hard. I'm just several assorted kinds of +fool--and you followed him that quick and quiet!" The apology was +tinged with pride. "I just didn't think---- But ain't he got a poor +opinion of women folks, though? Was it--a close decision?" + +Steve shook his head; he smiled and the returning surety in his face +did much to clear Joe's features. + +"No," Steve answered, "not very. Somehow I know already that I needn't +have followed at all, so far as that contingency was concerned. And it +was my fault, Joe, not yours. I should have told you exactly how such +things stood in Garry's mind--would have, if I had had the time. His +opinion of women isn't very high. And it's odd, too, isn't it, that +both the very highest and very lowest of such opinions are always held +by men who base them upon what they have been taught by one woman +alone. Tell me, Joe, what's happened? How have you and Garry hit it +off, since I went down river? . . . Trouble?" + +The fat man's eager denial was still self-consciously defensive. + +"Not a bit!" he stated. "Not one little wrangle, even. Of course I +was expectin' it. I've watched 'em come around too many times not to +know how they can cuss a man cold one minute, and then make him plumb +ashamed of mankind in general, with beggin' and pleadin'. I just beat +him to it the morning he woke up; I told him what he could have, and +what he couldn't, and he took it calmly enough. He just set there, +pretty blue and shaky, and not quite clear in his head, and smiled that +slow grin of his that's hardly any smile at all. + +"I don't mean that he didn't swear! O my--O my! It's nice, ain't +it, to have the gift of ease and eloquence in speech? He made me +feel sort of amateurish and inadequate--me! But he didn't beg. +Not--one--peep--out--of--him! He told me what he thought of me just as +polite and cool as could be and let it go at that. He said he guessed +I was boss, for a while at least, and asked for chopped fine!" Fat Joe +hesitated. His color grew higher again. "After what's just happened," +he added, "I'm almost ashamed to mention it, but--but ain't this friend +of yours one of them chaps they call 'thoroughbreds' in novels?" + +Steve flashed a glance at that earnest face. For a moment he had +forgotten the first glimpse he had caught of Joe that evening, bent +double over the block of yellow paper--a glimpse which still seemed +funny and yet not very funny either. + +"He comes of a very old family," he replied. "Old as they are reckoned +in this country." And his answer held a question. + +Joe shook his head. + +"That ain't quite what I mean. I've seen lots of the younger sons of +them old families. I've run into them in Yokohoma and Buenos Ayres; +I've met up with them along the Yukon and down on the Mexican border. +They're scattered all around, out through the Panhandle, ridin' calico +ponies, with jingly spurs and more than a bushel of doo-dads on the +saddle. They all come from old families, and I suppose after all it +was a blessing that they had that much in their favor. Because if most +of them hadn't had a family tree to lean up against at times, they +never could have kept their feet at all." + +"No, that wasn't what I meant, Steve. I figured he was kind of a +regular chap--the hero guy that's too hot proud to bat an eye, you +know, even when he's--well, I just can't get it straight in words, but +this is what I'm driving at. The first night after you had gone he was +settin' right here where I'm settin' now, looking quiet into the fire. +I didn't ask him what was on his mind, not because I've learned not to +go trackin' across other men's mental preserves, but simply because I +didn't even have to guess more than once. He's a nice lookin' boy, +ain't he? Sort of fine cut and tight built, and clean and decent +looking. I'd been thinkin' of that, too; thinkin' he didn't look like +the others I've seen drop off so sudden it left me gasping. Nor like +them who went over so screamin' mad it left my palms wet and clammy +from hangin' on to myself while they were going. He looked different, +settin' here and staring into the fire, and hell burning inside him, +and saying nothing. I sort of got to figurin' over him about +then--sort of begun to wonder, even before I hunted up a deck of cards. + +"Oh, you can smile if you want to, but you'll have to admit, just the +same, that it's helped you stay sane once or twice yourself, figurin' +whether or not I had an ace in the hole. Lonesomeness like what we've +both seen ain't so very different from what he was fightin' at that +very moment--not if the thing you're lonesome for and the thing you're +thirsty for are things you know you can't have. + +"I invited him to set in for a bit of intellectual pastime; I had to +invite him twice, but he smiled then and agreed just as though he was +glad to. And then, careless and off-hand, I asked him would he care to +name the stakes. + +"He waited quite a while before he answered me. You know how quiet it +can be here in the timber, Steve, when it starts out to be quiet. +Well, I could just feel the silence right here in this room. And then +he laughed! It wasn't hardly any sound at all he made, and yet it +might have been a blast, it hit me that sudden. I don't like that kind +of laughter. + +"'Stakes?' he says after me, just as precise as could be. 'Why, +surely! I should be happy to back my play, but I'm afraid that my +present supply of cash would hardly stand a very heavy drain.' + +"He didn't have to explain even that much. Right along I'd been +certain enough that he didn't have a copper with him. I'd put his +watch away where he couldn't find it and--and maybe swap it with one of +the hands for a half a pint. But I let on to be thinkin' for a while, +until I brightened up as if the idea just hit me. + +"It wasn't exactly fair, I'll admit. It wasn't what either of us would +call a straight play, but--but--oh, I'd been watching him, just as I've +told you. I knew he would about pay his soul for the drink that was +due him in fifteen or twenty minutes; he was eyein' the bottle on the +shelf right that minute. But I'd never seen a man's face give the lie +to his spirit, either, the way his did, if he was the kind that would +quit cold. + +"'Cash ain't no consideration with me,' I told him, generous enough. +'But, personally, I've reached that degree of excellence where I can't +play the game just for the sake of the technique of it any more. It's +a quarter to nine,' says I, 'and in just fifteen minutes you get your +gill of Three Star. Now, how much--how much, figurin' on the present +state of supply and demand--would you reckon that drink appeals to you, +in dollars and cents, U. S. A.?" + +"Steve, you know he wasn't too steady. His hands were shaking--oh, +you've seen 'em, too. But there he sits and looks back across the +table at me, monkeyin' with a stack of chips, and giving me smile for +smile. + +"'I wouldn't sell that drink,' he murmured, 'I wouldn't sell it +for . . . well'--and he licked his lips that were dry as leather. + +"That was enough! I knew as well as he did how much he wanted it, but +I was kind of disappointed, too. I'd been hopin'--I thought +maybe--Say, don't you just naturally hate to have your judgment of +human nature miss the whole blamed target, just when you think you've +scored a bulls-eye? I do. It hurts my self-confidence; makes me +wonder if I ain't growin' careless of details. And then, right there, +I found out how close I'd come, and shootin' off-hand at that, mind +you! Right there he gave me my next lesson. The nice, gentle way he +cussed me out, that morning, was the first. Maybe he'd read the +disappointment in my face, because he laughed again, not quite so +sudden this time. + +"'I wouldn't sell that drink for any price,' he repeats. 'But when it +resolves itself to a gamble, I suppose, Joe, no gentleman should refuse +the issue. If I understand you correctly, if cash is no consideration, +then suppose we say that one drink against the rest of the bottle, chip +for chip and stack for stack. Your confidence is not entirely +reassuring to me, and yet perhaps I should tell you beforehand that +I've always thought I could play this game half way well myself.'" + +Fat Joe rose and crossed to the table for a match. + +"Now wasn't that meeting me half way?" he continued, when he was seated +again. "Wasn't it neatly done? Why, for a moment I was most ashamed +to go through with it. I wouldn't have, only he sat there, smilin' so +easy and confident. But we played. We played until daylight came +around. And accordin' to the way he scored it, just before we went +down to the works in the morning, he didn't have a drink comin' to him +for the next forty-eight hours! I play a real involved and scientific +game, Steve--but that ain't what I'm drivin' at. When we'd got +done--when we'd finished--I tried to make him take the glass that had +been comin' to him at nine. And he needed it, don't doubt that. He +needed it and could have had it, for I made it just as easy as anybody +could. . . . Steve, he ain't had a drink since that first night. That +was what I meant when I spoke about him being what they call a +thoroughbred." + +They sat for a time in silence after Joe had finished. + +"Pride!" Stephen O'Mara exploded softly. "Pride! And Garry thinks his +is dead; he thinks he has killed it himself. But it was there on his +face to-night, too, laughing up at me, Joe, just as it did at +you--laughing at me, all amused at itself, out of that crooked smile of +his. And it'll never die. It'll live as long as he does!" + +He looked down at the gun on his knee. + +"That's all, Joe?" + +Fat Joe cleared his throat. + +"I--I gave him a job the next morning," lamely. "We seemed to be +getting along together fine so I---- Shucks, I was just afraid to have +him go! That's the flat truth of it. And you told me to keep him, if +I could. So I set him to checking up the stock in the storeroom and +put him on keepin' time for the squad up here. He's drawin' eighteen a +week, Steve. Was that all right? You were figurin' on keeping him +here?" + +And then Joe Morgan saw Steve's eyes light up. He saw a swift +something flash out from within, which, once or twice before in the +years of their friendship, had set his face to burning. + +"Joe," Steve exclaimed, "you're right about that matter of family +trees. I know a man right now who doesn't have to go back one minute +in his pedigree to prove that he's a gentleman. I've left some tough +propositions for you to solve, Joe. Lots of times, when I couldn't see +the way out, I've put it up to you. If I merely say 'thanks, Joe,' and +let it go at that, do you think it will do?" + +"Suits me!" Joe's jauntiness was large. "And it goes double on the +rebound. But how--how do you suppose any woman ever came to set a--boy +like that to slipping? Or why didn't he sit down where it was quiet +and figure it all out for himself? One bad guess don't make the whole +world wrong. And say, wouldn't it be lucky, though, if he could meet a +real nice girl about now?" + +Steve leaned back and gave way to rare and subdued laughter. It was +much as though he did not want the sound to penetrate to that dark end +room in the shack beyond. And then he was quickly sober-faced again. + +"I think he is going to, Joe. I think I may promise that he is likely +to, very, very soon. And it will make a difference--a mighty big +difference for Garry. For, if you don't mind my mentioning the matter +again, in spite of the preachments of many of your novelists to the +contrary, it's just about as Garry has argued it to be. Most men are +just as fine--just as decent--as women demand they shall be." + +He lifted the revolver and tossed it negligently across the room. It +struck with a thud in the middle of his own bunk. + +"Where did he get that six-shooter? It looks like one of yours?" + +"It is," said Joe. "Nothing gaudy nor ornamental, but a right handy +thing. And, there! That's another error I made, ain't it? I reckon +it's going to be difficult for me to get used to the idea of any man +being a dangerous enemy to himself. I gave it to him the first day he +went to work." + +Joe's eyes traveled across to the object under discussion. + +"Harrigan came back before you did," his explanation seemed to veer to +another quarter. "He was most punctual, I'd say, wouldn't you? He +came in tuned up real melodious on the last load with Big Louie. He +sung big-voiced that night; he's been talkin' big-voiced since, I'm led +to understand." Again that mental shift. "Gun-play always did seem +awful foolish to me--to talk about! When men start to advertisin' +trouble to come, by word o' mouth, it never does worry me particularly. +I just gave your friend the gun to keep around handy, if he should +happen to need it. Did you know he could make the ace of spades look +shopworn and weary at thirty paces with one of those toys? Well, he +can." + +Steve smiled. + +"You're not totin' one of them yourself, yet, I see?" he remarked +lazily. + +Fat Joe spat in vast contempt. He clenched one pudgy hand and sat +watching the knuckles pale, iron-hard, beneath the seeming softness. + +"Are you?" he countered. + +This time Steve's laughter was soundless. + +"Scarcely! We're going to hear some of them yap lots louder than they +do now, before the winter is over. But you might give that one back to +Garry in the morning. And, as for the rest of it, I suppose we'll be +quite likely to forget, won't we, Joe, that either of us has so much as +seen or thought of a gun to-night?" + +Both of them had risen. Joe puckered his lips. + +"Forget it? How can we," he demanded, "when we don't even know +anything to forget! Why, as I reckon it, we'll both get up in the +morning and regard it as a dream just too foolish even to bother to +relate." + +Their eyes held for a moment, before Steve turned again toward the +door. And perhaps his manner was a little too unconcerned that +evening, a little too carefully careless, for almost before he had +lifted the latch Fat Joe stepped forward, one quick, protesting step, +and then stopped on second thought. + +"You ain't goin'----" he began, and suffered that spoken protest also +to remain uncompleted. + +"It's not late," Steve's voice was thoughtful. "It's not late, but +it's surely very quiet." He stood gazing out into the gloom. "Maybe +I'd best run down and see what ails our soloist to-night. Somehow, the +more I've thought about it, the more I've come to fear that he is +temperamental, Joe--too temperamental, for such a wearing proposition +as this one is likely to be. And you haven't slept much since I've +been gone. Oh, that was easy, just from your eyes! So you'd better +turn in. I'll just stroll down and let them know that I'm back home." + +It is odd how much of finality there can be in the quietest of +statements. Eyes narrowed, Joe stood in the middle of the floor and +watched him depart without further objection. But the moment the +blackness had swallowed him up he backed to the bunk, fumbled for the +gun which Steve had tossed upon the blankets, and followed out into the +dark. + +Stephen O'Mara stood a long time outside the door of the men's +bunkhouse that night, fingers upon the latch, before he made any move +to enter. But neither a wish to eavesdrop nor a desire to frame, +experimentally, the words he meant to speak was the reason behind that +pause. It was in itself a new thing to find the long, low building +lighted at that hour, even though, as he had himself put it to Joe an +instant before, it was hours from being late. That night the almost +absolute silence beyond the closed door was an even more unusual state +of affairs. The voice of one man only was audible; the words he spoke +indistinguishable altogether. But sudden bursts of laughter, +punctuating the recital which he could not clearly follow, were +indication enough to the man outside of what manner of tale was holding +the ears of that roomful of rivermen. Stephen O'Mara, who had long +ceased to wonder at the discovery in them, of new and impulsive +finenesses which bordered close upon inherent nobility, knew fully as +well how utterly and unspeakably gross could be the premeditated +coarseness of those same men. + +There was no movement to mark his entrance when he finally pressed the +latch and swung the door open; not so much as a single glance to +indicate that his presence was noted. Under the yellow light of +flickering oil lamps the eyes of all those scores of gaudy-shirted +figures lounging against the walls were fixed eagerly upon the face of +him who held the middle of their stage--him who talked from where he +half-lay, propped on one elbow, in his bunk at the end of the room. +Harrigan, red-shirted, red-headed, was lounging at case, waiting for +the last gurgle of appreciation to subside, before he gave them the +close of the story--the last titbit, the savor of which already had set +him noisily to licking his lips. And in the doorway Steve, rigid of a +sudden, sensed what that climax was to be. + +"--Her fi-an-say inside," the droningly indistinguishable words were +very plain now, "her fi-an-say inside, consoomed with pr-ride and +anticipation, tellin' all who had come to dance that she had pr-romised +to be his, for-river more! And her, at that same minute outside with +him--and both av thim. . . ." + +Harrigan did not hurry it in the telling. And if his portrayal of +Archibald Wickersham was unmistakably deliberate, neither did he fail +for want of sufficient detail, to make the other picture clear. Vilely +he gave them the complete imagery of his vile brain. + +A shout went up, a louder, hoarser outcry of applause which rocked the +room. And then that rigid figure in the doorway had started forward. +Between those lanes of suddenly silent men Steve passed in silence, to +stand before him who had achieved his climax a breath before. And at +his coming Harrigan slid from the bunk, started to reach within the +blanket pack at the head of what had been his bed, and then thought +better of such impulse. Bravado intermingled with blank surprise, he +came haltingly to his feet. The voices of few men have been as +unhurriedly deadly as was that of him who Harrigan that night. + +"That was wise, Harrigan," Steve told him slowly--far too gently. +"That was wise to let your knife lie safe within your pack. For if +you'd touched it, I'd have killed you--as I ought to kill you now. But +you're drunk, Harrigan! You were drunk a minute ago when you lied your +lie. . . . You're soberer now. You're sober enough to start again and +tell me you're a liar!" + +They waited--the roomful of rivermen. Nothing stirred save the clouds +of filmy blue smoke floating against the rafters--that and a bulky blot +of shadow outside which shifted a little, noiselessly, just beyond the +patch of light that streamed through the door. They waited, +heavy-breathed, while Harrigan began to recover from the disconcertment +into which O'Mara's coming had flung him. Slowly the former's lips +twisted into a mocking leer; mockery rose and swam with the hatred in +his inflamed eyes. He would have spoken, sparring for time, when +Steve's hand leapt in and made of the joking effort only a rattle in +his throat. Beneath the stiff red stubble the flesh was livid where +those fingers had been, when he was able to draw breath again. + +"'Twas only a bit av a joke," he gasped, and gulped and swallowed hard. +"'Twas only a bit av a joke I was tellin' the bhoys, about seein' you +an'----" + +Steve's voice bit in and cut him short. + +"Your turkey's ready, Harrigan!" He pointed at the pack toward which +the other had groped and then thought better of the impulse. "You were +going, of your own accord, I see. Well, I'm telling you to go, now! +The door's open; I left it so for you, when I came in. And I'm telling +you too, before you leave, that you'll do well not to come back. +There's not room for both of us on this river any more, Harrigan!" + +The riverman's eyes shifted. Furtively they flitted from face to face +in those rows of faces at the walls. But whatever he thought or hoped +to find--fleeting flash of support or encouragement--was hidden behind +a common mask of astonishment as blank as had been his own. They were +waiting for his answer; he knew they were waiting for that as he +crossed to the door. And when he paused there, to turn in sudden +savagery, he realized that his tardiness had robbed him of his chance. +It was too late to talk back then. + +"You're tellin' me," he rasped out, "and I was going--sur-re! But +things ar-re not yet finished between you and me. For I'm pr-romisin' +you that I'll be back; I'm pr-romisin' you I'll be wid ye again. I'll +be wid ye again, come spring!" + +He disappeared. And hard upon his going Steve wheeled and fronted +those scores of silent men. His eyes leaped from point to point, as +Harrigan's had craftily flitted. Briefly, crisply, he accompanied the +sweeping survey with a voice that was loud enough for all of them to +hear. + +"Big Louie! . . . Fallon! . . . Shayne! This is your chance to say +so, if you're going to be lonesome, now that your song-bird has flown. +Speak up! I came down tonight just to hear you talk." + +Nothing but an indistinguishable murmur answered him, a low growl that +was neither argument nor evasion. For those hottest partisans, whose +names had been called aloud, knew with Harrigan's going toward whom the +chill finger had been pointed, even though Death had entered and +stalked through their ranks and slipped back out at the door almost +before they realised its nearness. + +Rebellion was still a long way ahead for most of them. They had not +yet had time to talk themselves to the pitch of open revolt. They had +merely begun to listen to Harrigan whose disciples in dissatisfaction +they were. And now, in his absence, they stirred uncomfortably under +the gaze of him who remained; they dropped their heads and searched for +matches. But Steve felt the weight of unspoken thoughts when he, too, +faced back in the doorway. This time there was no naming of names; he +embraced the whole room when he spoke. + +"They tell me, boys," he said, "that there's talk among you of no more +work on the river when we've put this railroad through. I've heard it +said that some of you think you are cutting the ground out from under +your feet with every shovelful of earth you lift. You ought to know +better than that; you ought to know for yourselves that there'll be +need for more men in these woods than there has ever been before. But +if you don't; if you can't see it that way, why not come around and let +me have a fair chance to talk things over with you, myself, before you +decide to turn on this job? I want you to remember that a man who is a +liar in one thing is mighty likely to talk loose-tongued, no matter +what he preaches." + +And there, without lifting his eyes from the floor, Big Louie cleared +his throat and made answer. + +"Maybe," he retorted. "Maybe. And maybe not so sure, either! I have +listened to big words before now, me, that have put no food under my +belt, no coat to my back." + +Steve's smile was unruffled and kind. No matter what the hidden +verdict of the rest of that room might be, he had known already that +Big Louie was past saving. For there were not so many like him among +those hills but what the type was instantly recognizable, wherever it +was encountered. He had the frame of a giant--Big Louie--the splendid +legacy of generations of men who had lived out of doors. But there was +no depth in his seal-brown eyes which always seemed to brood; no +decision in any move of his ponderous body. He had little chin; he had +no name, save Big Louie which his size alone had sired. And Steve was +very patient in making answer. + +"If it's only food and shelter, and clothes for your back, Big Louie, +you'll not have to worry. But I'm not promising either, mind, that +there'll be easy money to blow on white whiskey. Were you expecting +any?" + +That brain which could cope with but one idea at a time was fertile +ground for seed which such a one as Harrigan might sow. Big Louie +failed to reply. He sat quiet, deep in thought when Stephen O'Mara +closed the door noiselessly behind him. + + * * * * * * + +It was minutes after Steve had gone back up the hill before Garry +Devereau reached out a hand in the darkness and touched, +experimentally, what had seemed to be only a shapeless black blotch at +the edge of light, a rod or two from the door. And instantly at his +touch the shadow was galvanized into life. It reared and plunged and +enveloped the slighter man in a crushing embrace and bore him over +backward. With the muzzle of a revolver chafing his ear Garry managed +to worry his head high enough to free his mouth and nostrils from dirt. + +"Get off me! Get off me, you fat romancer, you!" he whispered fiercely. + +An explosive grunt of dismay answered him, before Fat Joe let him rise. +In a thin and profane tenor he was bidden to explain his presence there. + +"I couldn't sleep," Garry replied, his voice still peevish, "so I came +out for a breath of air. I saw him start this way--saw you following +him with that gun in your hand. I just slipped over, too, in case +there might be doings. What's the row, Joe?" + +Joe took him ungently by the elbow, turned him about and started him up +the rise. + +"An old grudge," he deigned an ungracious explanation. "It's years and +years old. Steve licked him once. Once when they were boys the folks +that live down next to Allison's dressed Steve up like a picture-book, +the nearest I can make out, and sent him to town a-shoppin'. Harrigan, +he----" + +"I know! I remember!" Garry's eager whisper interrupted. "That is, I +didn't know that Harrigan was one of the mob Steve whipped that day. +But that wasn't what I meant. Who was the--the girl Harrigan was +talking about, when Steve--when Steve----" + +Joe's fingers tightened a little as the other evinced a tendency to lag. + +"Hurry a bit, will you?" he urged complainingly. + +"Show a little speed! I'm supposed to be up there asleep." And then, +gruffly: "It was the Allison girl, of course." + +In spite of the hand upon his elbow Garrett Devereau stopped short in +his tracks. + +"Barbara!" he stammered. "Barbara Allison? Joe, was that the girl he +meant to-night, when he said he was going to 'marry one of those women +himself?'" + +Joe peered at him, trying to make out the expression upon his face. + +"Why not?" he wanted to know. "Why not? Ain't he good enough for her?" + +There came a pause--then Garry's stunned rejoinder. + +"Good enough!" he repeated senselessly. "Good enough?" He laughed +half wildly, as though he had suddenly hit upon a very funny thought +indeed. "That man in love with a girl like her. . . . Good Lord!" + +And Fat Joe, who had failed to understand, swore again beneath his +breath because there was no time left in which to argue the matter. +His face was still very red from his struggle for self-restraint, and +his whole mental balance so disturbed that he forgot entirely to +conceal the blued revolver dangling in one hand when he re-entered the +cabin a moment later. The latter object ruined the effect of his +insouciant rendition of "Home, Sweet Home." + +"Thought you were going to retire, Joe?" + +Steve was already undressed and crawling into bed. His question was +slow-worded and a trifle stifled. + +"I was," Joe assured him hastily. "I was. I just stepped out to see +that everything was tight and tidy for the night, that's all." + +Quizzical eyes contemplated the revolver now. + +"Taken to carrying a weapon, after all, eh? Well, perhaps that's +wisest. And blow out the light, will you, Joe? I'm tired. You'll +have to undress in the dark." + +Then Steve buried his face in his pillow. But sundry sounds, escaping, +were unmistakably hysterical. Joe's mouth opened and closed, fishlike. +He stood and stared down at his side, in beautifully eloquent +profanity, if a stare can be both eloquent and profane. + +"You need a nurse," he stated sulkily at last. He finished the light +with a vicious blast. "You need a chaperon!" + +But once again, just before he slept, Steve heard him mutter to +himself, less injuredly, as he heaved over in his bunk. + +"This has been a very busy evening," he opined. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +LAW AND LUMBER + +Rain fell the following fortnight in a steady downpour that did not +cease, even for an hour. Ragged, smokelike clouds hung over the valley +at Thirty-Mile, dragged so low by their own weight that they not only +hid the upper peaks but shrouded the lower ridges as well. They drove +by in interminable files of grey, making sluiceways of every cut and +drenching continually the men of the construction gang who, in spite of +the chill of that downfall, still sweated at their labor. But both +Steve and Fat Joe, for all that they caught each day a deeper note in +the hoarse complaints of those same men--a note no less ominous than +was that newer, hoarser one of the swollen river--nevertheless were +duly thankful that the leaden sky had at least a tinsel lining. It +might have snowed. + +Each morning now as he stepped outside the shack Joe turned +methodically toward the north, to cock his head and squint and sniff, +questioningly. He was waiting for the first flurry which would herald +those months of bitter whiteness to follow; and each morning his short +nod was a brief of satisfaction at the continued height of the mercury. +They made the most of that open fall, bad as was the weather. Without +pause they toiled forward those wet days, or rather backward, for they +had stopped, there at the edge of the river, in the work on that +section of the rail-bed which, none too even-surfaced but almost +arrow-straight, ran from the upper end of their valley to the very +mouth of the Reserve Company's country. + +A month earlier it had been Steve's plan to span that mile or so of +swamp and bridge the river before the cold weather set in. Nor was his +altered order of campaign due in any way to the storm which had raised +the river and made of the alder-dotted stretch of flat bog-meadow an +oozing, quaking morass. It no longer represented merely a positive not +too alluring problem in engineering--that strip of swamp and open +water. It had taken on a newer, strategic importance. And the change +in Steve's plans, so far as the work at Thirty-Mile was concerned, was +as much due to the news which Fat Joe brought home with him, one night +toward the end of the next week, as it was the result of the interview +which he had held with Hardwick Elliott himself. + +Joe had been a whole day absent on the north end of the line. Alone he +had been over every foot of that all but completed stretch which ended +at the border of swampland, there at headquarters, troubling himself +not at all over the unevenness of the roadbed, satisfied entirely with +the surety he gained with every inspected mile, that a train-load of +logs or a dozen train-loads, would stay on the rails when the rails +were laid, and the day came to set wheels rolling. But the further +report he brought back with him was far less reassuring. + +"I wonder," Joe mused aloud that night, "I wonder, now, why any man who +knows anything about handling timber should go to work bothering +himself with skidways leadin' down to the river, when he knows, as well +as Harrigan should know, that it ain't comin' out that way? It don't +seem good sense nor logic to me, unless----" + +He stopped there and left his own opinion unfinished. Since the +evening Harrigan had stepped out of the main bunkhouse and disappeared, +black rage in his face and a promise to return upon his lips, that +lumberman's red head had been conspicuous only because it was absent +from the landscape. So far Harrigan had failed to reappear and Fat +Joe's method of apprising his chief of his return to the Reserve +Company's pay-roll was distinctly characteristic. But Steve's +reception of the news was little more than listless. He seemed to +change the subject entirely. + +"I don't see why it wouldn't be just as easy, or easier," he replied, +"to cross here on pilings, practically the whole distance, as it would +be to fill and bridge, too. And if we were to look at it in that +light, then why wouldn't it be still easier to drive those piles, say +next February or March, while the swamp is still crusted over and hard. +It would afford us some sort of a footing to work on then, other than +black ooze and lilypads. Wouldn't it seem so to you?" + +Garry Devereau's agreement was quick with enthusiasm, but Fat Joe who +was better schooled in those slow-syllabled discussions, barely nodded +his head. + +"We'd still have that track north of here to lay," he advised, "when we +work in from the south with steel." + +"Surely," Steve admitted. "Of course. But wouldn't that be a better +bet than to stand to see our embankment and bridge----" + +He broke off there, just as Joe had hesitated a moment before. The +undercurrent of meaning for which the latter's ears were waiting came +to the surface, however, when Steve began again. + +"Suppose, Joe," he pursued lazily, "suppose you had contracted with a +railroad--an infant road too young even to be named--to move for you +more timber than either of us will ever own; contracted in apparent +good faith, when all along in your heart you were certain that the +railroad itself would never be able to fulfill its half of the bargain? +Granting such a state of affairs, Joe, what do you suppose you would +do?" + +Garry was not quite certain that evening which was uppermost--the +earnestness or quiet amusement which surely underlay that question. He +only knew that both existed. But Fat Joe understood. As he had done +many times before now he wrinkled his forehead and pondered. + +"Maybe I'd hire me a red-headed river-dog," came his answer pat. +"Maybe I'd hire me a bully-boy boss of white water, to build me some +skidways to the nearest floodwater, so's I could teach the infant +railroad you mention that business was business, contract or no +contract." + +"Of course you would!" Steve agreed instantly, and he might have been +complimenting a first primer favorite so pleased was his tone. "Of +course you would. I'm afraid that was too easy for you, wasn't it, +Joe? But now suppose you were bent on proving to everybody, and +particularly to those who had fathered it, what an unfortunate weakling +this immature, unnamed child of constructive silence really was. In +that event how do you figure you'd conduct yourself?" + +Joe smiled oddly, a little balefully. It was magic-quick, that change +in his expression--as swift as was the thought behind it. + +"I'd have my logs all cut and ready to haul as an excuse, wouldn't I?" +he inquired with simulated anxiety. "Could I tell folks, through the +newspapers for instance, that I wasn't strong for letting my timber lie +for the grubs to lunch on, if I had to square myself?" + +"Quite naturally." Until then Steve's face had kept its preternatural +gravity. He grinned ever so faintly now. "Very naturally you'd want +to save your winter cut." + +"Then I'd like to have 'em build a bridge somewheres along the river I +aimed to drive--a bridge and a nice dirt embankment, all dressed up +with rails and ties and things on top. I'm allowed to suppose I've got +an awful long standin' score, ain't I, along with all this timber? +Well, that's what I'd like to have 'em do, then. And when I opened her +up, a few miles up river, and she began to roar; when that first head +of water hit the bridge and the sticks begun to grind, I suppose I'd +take up my position on the bank where I could watch real well. I'd +light me a long, black cigar and murmur, sort of languid and +sympathetic, 'There goes your railroad, gents!'" + +Before the finish of that speech was reached Garry had begun to follow. +When Joe drew down one corner of his mouth and puffed aloft an +imaginary cloud of smoke by way of added vividness, his own laughter +mingled with Steve's quieter appreciation. But his contribution to the +conversation was not as complacent as Fat Joe's had been. + +"Such a move in itself would be outside the letter of the contract," he +expostulated. "Why, they wouldn't dare do anything; they wouldn't dare +to begin driving the river before your time was up, much less do damage +to your completed work. What excuse--what legal excuse--could they +give, even though they were morally certain that you were bound to +fail?" + +Very slowly, almost pityingly, Joe turned toward him. + +"Legal!" he droned. "Moral?" And then he laughed his clear tenor +outburst which barely escaped being a giggle. "Dear child, judiciously +speaking, law and lumber and morals and mill-feet don't mix. They +don't mix at all, in this section of the country. If they wanted to +bother their heads with an alibi, they could say it was top of flood, +and they weren't eager to be hung up, just because a brass-buttoned +conductor promised 'em a through express in the morning. They could +say-- But what good would explanations do us, huh, if they sent a half +million logs sky-hootin' into our bridge? It wouldn't save our +construction, would it?" + +He wheeled back to Steve, his manner brisk. + +"Do we leave that stretch open?" he asked. "Is that the way you have +it figured?" + +"I'm afraid we'd better," Steve said. + +And from the very deliberation of that reply Garry Devereau realized +how vital was the point which they had been weighing so irresponsibly. + +That was as close as they came to anything resembling a discussion of +the change which was growing more and more noticeable in the bearing of +the men at Thirty-Mile. As far as all outward evidence was concerned, +Steve seemed to ignore it utterly, to retreat oftener and oftener +behind his habit of silence which even Fat Joe, after several +unsuccessful, garrulous attempts, gave over trying to penetrate. And +even Garry, who had greater respect for the other man's preoccupation +because he felt that he understood it better, tried also to hide all +evidence of the bitterness which it was re-awakening in him. Yet, at +that, Garry's surmise was erroneous; his conclusion wide of the mark. + +For it was not the hunger of his own heart; it was neither intolerance +of restraint nor mental rebellion against the duties which were holding +him so close up-river, that had caused the chief engineer of the East +Coast work to withdraw so completely within himself, although, many +times each day, his eyes did wander toward the south and Morrison. +During that bleak period, as Garry had guessed, Steve's thoughts were +often of Barbara, but they were not sombre thoughts. The very hardness +of his life schooling had taught him too well how little of wisdom +there is in fretting against the day of action, when that day cannot be +hurried nor controlled. Steadfastedly he refused to let himself brood. +If he could not go to her he would not, nevertheless, allow himself to +dwell upon that impossibility. Instead his spirit ranged ahead to a +hopeful, more or less indefinite and not too distant date when his +absence might not seem to threaten too great a cost to those whose +matters lay in his trust. + +Garry's conclusion, borne of his own lesson in doubt, was wide of the +mark. It was not heartache. The thoughts Steve had of her were his +serenest thoughts, those days during which his body labored +prodigiously and his brain groped for the solution of an affair that +had not been his own, until he had chosen to make it so. It was the +problem of Garrett Devereau which lay behind Stephen O'Mara's hours of +gravity--that perplexing problem which Miriam Burrell, level of eye and +brave of tongue, had brought to him for help. And in the end, as is +usually the way, events of themselves finally gave Steve the +opportunity to say all that he knew could not be introduced by him. +Time showed the way just when he had reached the point of acknowledging +that such an opportunity was beyond his own power to bring about. + +He had had little chance for conversation with Garry in those days, +except for a word or two over a hastily snatched breakfast, or perhaps +at supper at night, and at night he was usually too tired to talk. But +the other's growing restlessness had not escaped his notice. For a +while Garry had seemed to accept his continuance there at camp as a +matter of course, and for that very reason neither Fat Joe nor Steve +had dignified the thought of his possible departure by so much as a +single spoken word. Garry's own actions first began to indicate how +incessantly he was debating that question within his own brain. + +There came, times without number, an uneasy, far-focused look into his +eyes; came hours on end when he would sit, every debonaire effort at +lightness abandoned, staring moodily into the fire, motionless save for +his nervous hands which never seemed to rest. Joe found it harder to +entice him with the poker deck; oftener than not Steve had to repeat +his question a second time, seeking to inveigle him into a discussion +of what-not, before Garry even heard. And one night toward the end of +the week the latter finally reached the point of voicing for their ears +a decision which was old in anticipation to them. They were on the +point of going to bed. Garry had risen, and then paused. He hesitated +and crooked his arms and yawned, a trifle too carelessly that evening. + +"Well, this finishes another day," he remarked, nor did he realize how +soulful were the words. "And I cleaned up the last of the stock-room +to-day, Joe. A swift but accurate workman, eh? I'll leave behind a +record unblemished by oversight or sloth. And now--now it's about +time, I suppose, I was going back to town." + +It was out, nor could the yawn conceal his eagerness. His back was +turned, but Steve knew what light was in his eyes. Steve's +carelessness was a far neater thing than Garry's had been. + +"What's your hurry?" he inquired easily. "Why rush away? And if you +think your industry has betrayed you into idleness, you're reasoning +poorly to-night. Want another job?" + +Bantering indifference was the keynote of that reply. Mutually they +had adopted it from the very first. It smacked of the free-masonry +which always marked Steve's conversations with Fat Joe, were they +earnest or frivolous beneath the surface. It is always recognizable in +the speech of friends such as they, differentiated from actual +indifference by an intimacy of inference between the lines which makes +such discourse almost foreign to uninitiated ears. But Garry's answer +was not in kind. Steve was caught so far off his guard by the question +which came flinging back at him that he was glad Garry had not turned. + +"What else is there I could do?" + +No man save one who was very, very tired could have spoken in such a +tone; no man except one who has tried himself in the highest of +courts--his own opinion of himself--could have put such a degree of +contempt into so simple a query. + +"Why--why----" Steve faltered, and then he took command of his own wits +again. "There's work enough, don't doubt that," he exclaimed, and +laughed a little. "Joe, here, will be another week or ten days +finishing with the fill up yonder; he'll do well if he manages it by +then, and that too with every available hand we have. I don't want to +rob him of a single man, if I can help it, but I've got to go ahead +with the line to the south. To put it concretely, I'm in need of a +rodman. Do you think you'd care to oblige?" + +Again the hint of banter persisted, but Garry's jaw was tight when he +faced suddenly around. + +"I will!" he flashed back, hoarsely. "I will, if it's a man's job. +But I'm done with filling a dinky pad with rows of figures, all day +long. I'm finished with this damned tallying of cans of beans and soap +and yards of rope! Do you understand? What _work_ would I have to do?" + +Out of the corners of his eyes Steve saw consternation o'erspread Fat +Joe's face. His own was only amused. + +"You'll have to swing an axe," he enumerated slowly, "and you'll have +to lug a rod and tripod. You'll wade through bog and fight your way +through underbrush. And then, for variety, swing an axe some more. If +you've never learned yet what it is to be really tired, Garry; if +you've never known what it is to go to bed wishing morning would never +come, you'll find out what that's like, too." + +As soon as it was spoken Steve recognized the slip. Watching Garry's +eyes widen he knew that Garry had caught it also. For a moment a +torrent of words trembled on the latter's lips. And then he swallowed +and nodded shortly. The vague dreariness of his acceptance was fully +as electrical as the threatened outburst might have been. + +"I'll try it," he said, very simply. "I'll have a try at it, +to-morrow." + +And he pivoted on his heel and passed out. + +Some minutes after he had gone Fat Joe, still a little dazed, rose +softly and unostentatiously, crossed to a shelf shoulder-high on the +wall and reached to remove a quart bottle of brandy which Steve, +returning home soaked through and through, had brought out and left +standing there. But Steve checked him in the very middle of that act. + +"Let it stand, Joe," he directed. "Leave it where it is." + +As slowly as he had reached for it Joe started to put the bottle back. +The very briefness of that order should have been warning enough, but +Joe found it impossible to keep to himself his disapproval. + +"All right," he acquiesced, "only I can't help remindin' you, just the +same, that when a horse is runnin' his heart out it's kind of +superfluous to lay on the whip." + +And then the whole accumulation of those days of silent perplexity, of +indecision and fruitless mental forays, spilled over upon Fat Joe's +entirely innocent head. Steve shot around and levelled a pre-emptory +finger. + +"Whip--hell!" he barked. "Put that bottle back!" + +Joe's fingers came away as though the glass had blistered them. + +"Lands' sakes!" he exclaimed; and in a voice that was chastened and +meek when he had caught his breath: "Please, and it's back!" + +Chronic ill-temper could hardly have persisted in the face of that +reply, and Steve's had been but a mood. His first chuckle was in +itself a plea for pardon. He supplemented it, aloud. + +"I'm sorry, Joe--I'm worried. I've got a job on my hands that bothers +me. It appears to be simple enough, until I get to planning how to +tackle it, and then I can't make any headway at all. But there isn't +anything to be gained in hiding that stuff; that's one of the things I +need to know. It's better where it is." + +Joe waved a hand in bland dismissal of the apology. + +"My mistake," he averred, "though your harsh words have hurt me sore. +I don't quite savvy it yet, but it's your affair, not mine. You're +dealin' and bankin' the chips. And before now I've seen lots of +well-meanin' bystanders get all mussed up from trying to horn into +another man's pastime. At my age I'd ought to have knowed better!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +ACCIDENTS WILL HAPPEN + +In itself that decision of Garry's to remain a little longer at +Thirty-Mile was scarcely significant enough to be called sensational, +and yet it proved to be the first of a series of events which, growing +more and more sensational as they progressed, finally resulted in the +hour for which Steve was biding his time. + +Garry entered upon his new duties the following morning in a spirit +anything but reassuring to his companion. Up to that time he had made +his own industry the butt of much good-natured ridicule, viewing it +apparently as a sort of vacation novelty amusing enough while the +novelty lasted. But he went from task to task that next day in a +methodical, dogged fashion that was farthest of all from amiability. +Two or three times Steve, trying to spare him needless effort, +attempting to show him how to favor blistered hands and aching back, +met with rebuffs so curt that he learned to keep his advice to himself. +He knew what end Garry was working to achieve; he would have allowed +himself to smile over the thought that the other man would be tired +enough, before night came, without trying to make that work any harder, +only he did not dare venture that smile. + +Times without number there were when Garry's monumental fit of sulks +bordered close on the ridiculous, but the needed triviality which would +have precipitated the whole fabric to a terra-firma of absurdity failed +to materialize. He cursed the rain, cursed it with his fluent +precision which already had earned Fat Joe's admiring comment. He +complained, querulously, like a half-aged boy, over the treacherous +footing which the flooded alder brakes afforded. And once when he had +felled a tree and narrowly missed being pinned beneath it, in spite of +Steve's quick leap that dragged him aside, he plunged into an incisive +diatribe concerning the perversity of inanimate things--a short +discussion in many-syllabled words which would have awakened Steve's +admiration by its very brilliance, had he not already been fully +concerned with the light of triumph which had flared and then died out +in Garry's eyes when the hemlock only grazed him. + +Now and again Steve saw his lips move and then crook in cynical +amusement, and knew that Garry was talking to himself and finding such +communion most absorbing. But he waited, outwardly patient at least, +nor tried to hurry the issue. He knew the woods; he knew what the +silence and solitude could do. For no man endures mutely the spell of +the wilderness. He talks, or he goes mad. Put two men on a two-months +trail and, be they the worst of enemies, they will still find a topic +which each may approach. Trap them for a winter in a snow-buttressed +valley where no other man can penetrate and they will have bared +jealous secrets before spring sets them free to go again their roads of +doubled hatred. And when dusk came--dusk and a fatigue which made it +difficult to drag one foot after the other on the homeward +journey--Garry had reached the point where he had to speak his thoughts +aloud. + +The woods were new to that paler, slighter man. He had to talk, but +his beginning was circuitous. He had been gazing down at his +rain-soaked length, grotesquely thin in the flapping garments borrowed +from Steve's wardrobe, to look up at last and smile, wryly. + +"I was just thinking," he began. "I was just thinking if they could +only see me now--the crowd down at Morrison for instance. They used to +gibe me. They called me the immaculate Garry, once. Aren't you a lot +heavier than you look?" + +Plodding along beside him Steve nodded as though the whole day had been +common with just such conversation. + +"No. Those clothes were built with an eye to largeness of movement +which scarcely insured shape or draping, even upon me." + +It was irrelevant, but it was a beginning. And the reference to the +crowd at Morrison made Garry's next remark clear. + +"Wouldn't it jolt them, if they could see me? I thought of it this +morning when I was walking a log without so much as a waver. That +phrase relative to walking a chalk-line is weak and inadequate, after a +man has tried to work his way along a peeled hemlock. If anyone wants +to measure sobriety by word of mouth, there's his standard. It +involves the last degree in sure-footedness." + +Again Steve bowed his head, but not so immediately this time. For +already he realized that this was not to be the opportunity for which +he was waiting. And the other man was quick to catch that uncertainty. + +"The other evening----" he laughed unpleasantly--"that night when you +came back to camp in time to hear of Joe's proposed novelistic effort, +I think I mentioned it to you. I'm not sure. But whether I did or +not, it was, no doubt, scarcely introduced in the spirit in which I +should ask it now. . . . I suppose they have given you a fairly +thorough report of my--career, since we were knights bold and ladies +fair, haven't they?" + +Without waiting for a reply he answered the question himself. + +"Of course they have," he exclaimed, "because I recognized your fine +hand in Joe's attitude toward me, the very minute I waked up, back a +week or so ago, the morning after I'd done my Phil Sheridan stunt from +Allison's to your shack. But do you mind telling me what your own +opinion is?" + +Stephen O'Mara knew they were not going to get far if they followed +that lead. There was a challenge in Garry's voice which too closely +resembled a snarl. + +"Why--no." The pre-occupied note was uppermost in his answer. "I'd +not mind at all." + +But he offered no more than that. + +"Nor the reason why you've been so insistent that I stay on up here?" + +"Why not? I've not forgotten my manners, even though I've lived some +months in the back-brush!" + +No attempt at levity, however, could parry the other's deliberate +insolence. Garry worked nearer to what had lain all day behind his bad +silence. + +"A man is wasting his time trying to reform another man," he +vouchsafed, "if that other man has no desire for reformation." + +"That is very, very true," Steve agreed with even gravity. + +"Unless that man has the desire within himself, he need never waste his +time even hoping to come back!" + +"I'm forced to admit that there is no room for argument in that, +either," said Steve. "Only it has to be more than a desire. It must +have become determination." + +He hesitated, and the whimsical note crept in and dulled the threatened +edge of hardness in his voice. + +"I know of a case in point, that happened right here in these woods. +One of the finest sportsmen who ever hunted or fished over this country +had a favorite guide--Long John LeClaire was his name. In fact, he +never went into camp without him, for upward of a score of years, and +he claimed there never was a better cook, between here and the border. +But Long John had one bad failing. As long as one kept to the timber +with him it was plain sailing, but strike a town and it meant a week's +delay in sobering that guide up. Town and a spree were synonymous in +Long John's mind; and after trying both mental and physical suasion the +sportsman I mentioned finally hit upon another plan. He persuaded Long +John to take the 'cure'; more than that, he put him on a train himself +and saw him off. But there was nothing enthusiastic about John's +departure. You see, way down deep in his heart, he was just a little +afraid this proposed treatment would be successful. + +"He went, but his going was reluctant. And then, a month later he came +back again, and, oh, what a difference there was in his return! It +took the conductor and two train-men to put him off at the station; +they were considerably marked up in the operation. Once safely landed +on the platform, however, Long John spread out his feet to steady his +wavering body and waved a hand in hearty greeting to the crowd which +had assembled to welcome him home. His hat was gone; he had a +discolored eye, but the reluctance was gone from his carriage. And he +made a speech which for expressive briefness surpasses anything I've +ever heard, before or since: + +"'There!' he declared his triumph. 'There! And now I guess I've +showed 'em no sanatorium could ever cure me!'" + +But Garry did not laugh. His smile was mirthlessly sardonic. + +"Then why the devil have you tried to keep me up here?" + +Any man might well have objected to the manner of that question; many +men would have spoken too hastily, forgetting that there are worse ills +than those of the body. But Steve was not ready to hit back yet. He +was thinking of Miriam Burrell; he lied with skillful smoothness. + +"I told you last night," he said. "I need men. And then, too, it's a +long time since I've seen you. I've not made so many friends, you +know, Garry." + +Garrett Devereau would have stopped there, dripping as he was, in the +middle of the timber, had not Steve held to his stride. And he must +have caught a momentary glimpse of that self which he was exhibiting to +his companion, for his next words were a little mollified. + +"Perspective is an excellent thing," he murmured. "It's been said +before, but I'm repeating it. It's not only illuminating in just the +matter of view, but it unsettles one's sense of values, doesn't it? I +mean the Bignesses and Smallnesses of things--and creatures. When I +went away, or rather when you did, back I don't remember how many +years, you were tugging at the bit to be up and at things. That used +to perplex me, although you may not have known it; I never really +caught your angle or viewpoint. But now that you are in the thick of +it I'm puzzled to know whether you find it--well, sufficient in itself." + +O'Mara laughed softly over his shoulder. + +"Sufficient!" he echoed. "Wouldn't you, if you were fact +[Transcriber's note: face?] to face every day with some problem or +other that had you stumped? Wouldn't you, if you were playing a game +that shifted so rapidly from point to point that it kept you dodging +and ducking and swearing to hold your feet?" + +Garry drew a deep breath. + +"That's what I've been trying to establish in my own mind," he +faltered. "I've been thinking perhaps--but, pah!" He spat out a +fragment of laughter as though it were bitter to his tongue. "I tried +one job--I tried once! I ought to know better than to wonder even, +now. And if a man can see no reason for living his life, it's his to +quit, if he wants to!" + +And then Steve abandoned his air of tolerance; he changed his style of +play. The contempt in his retort could not have been more measured, +even had it been other than a premeditated thing. + +"Quit is the right word," he came back coolly. "I wasn't quite sure +until now. You asked me if the others had told me what sort of man you +had become. And if silence is affirmation, you had your answer. You +inquired concerning my own opinion and I withheld it. Whatever it was +doesn't matter now. Maybe I was guilty of bad judgment, but you have +set me right." + +Each word was tipped with scorn. Again, with deliberate intent, +Stephen O'Mara lied. + +"And I tell you now that had I been sure you wanted that hemlock to get +you, I'd have left you where you stood. The world is all cluttered up +with fools, as it is." + +It came so quickly that Garry was not immediately aware of the attack. +He smiled, covertly. + +"Accidents will happen," he feigned a protest. + +Abruptly the taller man wheeled, lids a-droop. + +"--Fools, and quitters, too," he supplemented, levelly. "Quitters and +men who show a streak of yellow that doesn't assay even a little bit of +pure gold. A minute ago I gave you one reason for my attempt to keep +you here. But I made a bad mistake there, too. It's men I need!" + +He couldn't have straightened the other any more quickly had he swung +and slapped his face. Garrett Devereau went paper white. They reached +the edge of the heavier timber and came out upon the soggy sod of the +clearing in the hush which followed that wickedly barbed speech. Steve +always stopped there, whenever he came back to the cabin alone. He +liked to look up at Joe's light, waiting in the window. And now, a +pace or two in the lead, Garry turned back and stared widely into +Steve's cold eyes. It had taken heat lightning to clear that brain +which had been all day befogged. + +"That was frank, and altogether plain," he said. "Joe took it upon +himself to hire me, during your absence--the figure mentioned was +eighteen a week. Now, quite as frankly, I am admitting his lack of +authority." + +Dusk comes quickly in the woods; twilight is only the briefest of +pauses between daylight and dark. In the half-light as he stood there +it would have been very easy to have mistaken Garry Devereau for the +man whose clothes he wore. And while they waited, strained and tense, +facing each other, a lone sapling between them and the eastern fringe +of the clearing swung frantically earthward as if stricken by an +invisible hand, and then thrashed upright again. A fragment of green +bark flew aloft. They heard the deflected bullet go whining away. +Then the tardy bark of a rifle. + +It was instant-quick, and yet little quicker than the expression that +sped over Garry's features. He turned and faced the thicket from which +the report had come; he lifted his chin and opened his arms and laughed +aloud. The second time that day Steve reached out and jerked him +viciously from his feet. This time the bullet missed the sapling. +They felt the air shock of its passage. + +There was nothing deliberate nor premeditated in the outburst which +Steve loosed upon the man who had gone to his knees beneath the grip of +his hands. + +"You fool!" he grated. "You crazy-brained madman!" + +Garry rose and made as if to dust his knees. + +"Poor work," he criticised, easily. "Too hurried--the first shot. +There should have been no excuse for a second." + +With angry roughness Steve thrust him back into the deeper shadow. + +"Wait here!" he commanded. + +But Garry was only a step behind him when, a moment later, the former +leaned over the spot where that invisible marksman had stood. There +were deep imprints in the forest mold--an empty shell upon the leaves. +And by that time Steve had regained his grave composure. + +"Some idiot of a hunter," he ventured quietly, when he had straightened +from a glance at those marks. "One of those enthusiasts who shoot in +haste at any rustle in the brush, and investigate at leisure." + +Momentarily the intimacy which had existed in other days between them +was restored. Garry's answer held no more of antagonism than had +Steve's calm comment. He tried to follow the tracks that led into the +deeper timber. It was too dark to follow far. + +"This is a hunter in a hurry, then," he remarked. "Too much of a +hurry, even, to investigate." + +"Hungry, and late for supper," suggested Steve. "And we'll be late, +ourselves, unless we travel along." + +He faced about and started straight across the clearing, and he +maintained the lead in spite of Garry's effort to supplant him. Before +they reached the door of the cabin reserve that amounted to actual +coolness once more cloaked them both. Only once did either of them +offer to speak. + +"You might do well to vary your costume a little," Garry observed +impersonally, "if your nimrod friend who hunts at dusk is going to +persist in mistaking you for a deer." + +He drank hard that night from the bottle which Fat Joe, in obedience to +Steve's command, had left standing upon the shoulder-high shelf--drank +first in a self-conscious fashion with a mumbled excuse to Joe that the +rainfall had chilled him; then more and more openly, until he forgot +that he had ever felt the need of an excuse. Not one of the three men +had made a move to go to bed, and before midnight came around Garry's +black fit of absorbtion had given way to another mood. Blithely he +chafed Fat Joe one minute, blind to that one's sullen reception of his +jocularity; the next moment he turned eyes that had long before lost +their enmity in a glassier light of goodwill upon Steve, working over a +drawing-board at the other end of the table, impatient yet elaborately +approving of his industry. And when Steve finally laid aside his work, +signifying with a sigh that he had finished, Garry rose and lifted a +half-emptied glass and made him a rollicking toast. + +"Here's to young Virtue's triumph, Steve," he chanted, "and damnation +to the opposition! I may be leaving you--I'll be on my way back to +town to-morrow at this time--but I'm leaving my moral support behind +me." + +Steve's reception of that flourish was in no way like what Fat Joe had +expected. He smiled cordially--a little absently. + +"Thanks, Garry," he said. "And I guess I'll be needing all the support +I can find, both moral and otherwise, before spring comes. So you're +not figuring on stopping off at Morrison? Planning on going straight +through, eh?" + +Garry made a gesture which was meant to embrace the whole chain of +hills outside. + +"Absolutely!" he emphasized. "This country is all right for those who +were born to it--purple hills and purling brooks and silence brooding +over all!--but it's too intense for your effete comrade. Too +quiet--too easy to think! I'm going away from here just as fast as +steam will haul me." + +The other man stretched his arms and swung one foot negligently over +the chair arm. His unqualified agreement brought sudden alarm to Joe's +eyes. + +"I suppose you're right," he drawled. "It does get on any man's +nerves. Right this minute I'm as tired of it as I ever dare let myself +get. I've sloughed around in the mud enough for one session." + +Garry frowned, perplexed. His fast numbing brain refused to +reconstruct clearly, and yet dimly he knew that this sentiment was not +the one which he had heard a few hours before from Steve's lips. + +"Too true," he was content to reply sadly. "Too true!" + +"We've both earned a vacation." Steve's gentle smile never left his +lips. "To-day I couldn't help but think that it was a shame to miss +such perfect hunting weather as this. I wonder if I couldn't persuade +you to postpone your going for just a day or two longer. I can show +you some deer, Garry." + +The frown upon the latter's forehead deepened with his effort at +recollection. Then he brightened with happy satisfaction. + +"Deer!" he chuckled, addressing himself to Joe. "Hunter took me for a +deer, thinking I was Steve." He blinked, for the statement did not +entirely please him. "Doesn't sound logical," he pondered, "but it's +so. Fired twice and missed both shots. Poor work--very poor work +indeed!" + +Joe squared around, his perplexed scrutiny an accusation now. Steve +had neglected to apprise him of that incident which had happened on the +way home, and Joe had not heard the rifle reports. But O'Mara clung to +the subject which he had introduced. + +"That's the trouble with hunting right here in the front yard," he +admitted. "There are too many gunners anxious to hear their rifles go +off. We might swing over toward the west branch, though. As long as +this rain holds on the leaves will be quiet as a carpet. You've never +seen my own private shooting box, either, have you Garry?" + +The questioned one tried hard to pay attention, but the attempt was no +more than an indifferent success, for he was still grumbling to himself +over that unknown marksman's lack of skill. + +"Never knew you had one," he answered. + +"My inheritance," laughed Steve. From his manner he might have been +talking to a sober man. "And also the haunt of my boyhood days. It's +the shack, you know, where I spent a good many years with Old Tom. It +lies a half dozen miles through the woods from here. I've made it +weather-tight and dry. I spend a day or so up there whenever I have a +chance to get away. We're sure of a shot if we still-hunt over in that +direction--sure of a tight roof and good beds, too. How does it appeal +to you?" + +Garry spilled over his glass and had to fill it again, with many +apologies for his clumsiness, so ardent was his acceptance of the +invitation. He rose and insisted upon shaking hands. + +"A personally conducted tour," he stammered gayly. + +"A pilgrimage to the nest from which young genius first spread its +wings, personally conducted by my friend, Mr. O'Mara." But his moods +were growing more and more uncertain and changeable, now. He bent a +baleful glance upon Fat Joe. "Is this--person going to accompany us," +offensively he wanted to know. + +Steve shook his head. + +"Joe'll have to stay here and hold things down until we return," he +explained. + +Garry resumed his seat. + +"Then I'll go," he stated. The baleful light was slow in leaving his +eyes. And, after a rambling, muttered something to himself: "Too +officious . . . wouldn't let me have but one drink every three +hours . . . better we left him alone. He might shoot somebody, +too--looks as though he might shoot and investigate at leisure." + +With that he turned once more to thoughts of him who, firing from +ambush, had left a trail of hob-nails to voice mutely the haste of his +retreat. It had a fascination for him; his mind went back to it +automatically, the only idea apparently upon which he found it possible +to center his faculties. Now and then he referred to it aloud, in +jumbled and meaningless ejaculations. Both men knew that he did not +know what he was saying, and yet his reference to Fat Joe had left a +hint of pain in the latter's eyes. It was still there when Joe arose, +an hour later, and jerked his head toward Garry's quarters. + +"If you need me, sing out," he said. "There's whiskey locked in the +medicine chest--and I'll be sleeping light." + +The words meant nothing to Garry, but he noted Joe's departure. Steve +saw that his eyes were fixed, his lips crusted with fever, when he too +came to his feet in a supreme effort, and steadied himself by the back +of his chair. + +"I've been most thoughtless, Steve," he apologized charmingly. It was +the spirit of the old Garry talking through the flesh of the Garry he +had become. "I've been unpardonably selfish. You must be tired; you +have worked hard to-day." + +In turn he made as if to cross to the door. Steve drew him back. + +"Joe's taken your bed," he explained. "He's been an hour asleep by +now. We'll be getting away at daybreak, and he always did hate to be +waked an instant before his hour, so you'll have to occupy his bunk." + +It took Garry a minute or two to assimilate that. + +"Surely," he agreed. "Daybreak." Then, drearily, with no knowledge of +what he was saying: "I wish I could go to sleep--I wish it was +daybreak, now!" + +Yet he was almost sober again when Steve shook him awake at four the +next morning, his first inquiry concerning the state of the weather +proving that he recalled their plans of the night before. But his +politeness had given way to a pallid stubbornness that would not budge +an inch until he had had a drink and filled a pair of flasks with all +that the fresh bottle from the medicine chest contained. He refused +breakfast with sickened finality; declined even the coffee which Steve +tried to press upon him. When the latter handed him Joe's rifle and a +handful of extra shells, however, his eagerness to be away showed in +his eyes. + +Steve did not like that gleam any more than he understood it, and he +did not understand it at all. It went around him--through him--much as +though Garry was peering cunningly at a far-off, bodiless something +which the other man could not see. And throughout the whole morning +Steve was conscious of it whenever they met after skirting a swamp, or +slipped noiselessly over a hardwood knoll, to rejoin each other. The +day was half gone before Steve realized that it was the telltale sign +of a brain no longer sober, even though Garry's body continued to +maintain an incredible steadiness. + +Long after it seemed that eyes such as his had become must needs be +sightless the latter went on picking his way carefully over rough bits +of going; when he had reached a condition where he no longer heard the +word or two which, now and then, Steve addressed to him, he still +flattened his body and crouched at the expected nearness of game. It +became an uncanny exhibition of mechanics after a while--a +sleep-walking sort of thing which wore upon Steve's nerves until he was +more than once at the point of taking possession of Joe's repeater. +And yet it was Garry who jumped a spike-horn buck, just before +nightfall. It was he who fired twice before Steve's rifle reached his +shoulder. But they found only blood on the leaves when they hastened +forward. + +"You hit him!" Steve leaned over to examine those crimson stains. +"You must have found him with both shots, judging from the way he's +bleeding. He's gone into that cedar swamp; he won't travel far, and I +hate to let him crawl in there, wounded like that, to die." + +Indecisively he paused, not sure just what to do. In that moment of +quiet Garry lifted a flask to his lips and finding it empty let it slip +heedlessly to the ground. + +"Two shots," he muttered darkly. "Two, where one should have been +enough." + +That echo of the night before helped the other man to decide. + +"This strip of dark timber runs straight west to the river--are you +listening, Garry?" he asked. "Straight to the river--it's only a scant +mile--and you'll find the cabin on the rise of ground in a clump of +balsams, three or four rods to the right. I'm going to take your +gun--you look fagged out. You skirt around the edge of the bad going +and I'll drive straight through. It may be only a scratch, after all, +although it doesn't seem possible, with all this blood. I'll take your +gun and, now, are you sure you can make it--sure you won't get turned +around? It'll be dark in half an hour, you know." + +Garry gave up his rifle without a sign of demur. His eyes were burning +with some sort of feverish anticipation, but his answer was clear +enough. + +"I'll wait for you at the river," he said, and he started forthwith +toward the west. + +Steve watched him out of sight before he turned to take up, +irresolutely, the trail that zig-zagged into the cedar brake. But once +he had started he went ahead rapidly, jumping the wounded buck within +five minutes and giving him no time to lie down again. And after he +had covered a quarter of a mile Steve saw that it was much as he had +told Garry it might be; it was a flesh wound that bled profusely and +that was all. For the deer, holding to a direct line down the middle +of the swamp, continued to travel strongly. Steve had all but reached +the river-edge where they were to stop for the night, before he +detected a stirring in the bushes ahead of him and his ear caught the +crackle of a dry branch. + +Instantly he forgot everything save the quarry he was running down; +forgot Garry and the strange persistence with which the latter had gone +back, after twelve hours, to quote himself word for word. With rifle +poised he edged forward a step and halted; he stooped and laid Garry's +gun at the foot of a tree and went on again. Once he made out a +movement behind a nearer tangle and saw the branches shake before a +heavy body that was forcing slowly through them. His own rifle came +up; his finger was on the trigger when he thought better of it. Old +Tom, more than a half-score of years before, had switched him well, not +so very far from that very spot, because he had not made certain first +of the target at which he was firing. + +There was an open patch to the left. If the buck held to that quarter +he would have to cross that clear. Rock-steady the muzzle came down +and covered the first indistinct brown bulk which entered the notch of +the sights. And then, with an oath, Steve let the gun slip to the +ground at his feet and stood shaking, checks gone white. Garret +Devereau, wearing an old tan canvas coat which he had unearthed in the +cabin peered slyly around a bush which he had been stirring gently with +one hand. + +"Go ahead 'n' shoot," he ordered aggrievedly. "Hunter'sh alwaysh shoot +at rush'le in the dark. Good joke on hunter'sh--good joke on my good +frien', Misther O'Mara! Think'sh's got deer until he inves'gates at +leisure. Best joke of all'sh on myself." + +The muscles which all day had been a marvel of firmness beneath him +gave way altogether. Without a sound he pitched forward upon his face. +A second later Steve reached his side, but the horror had not faded +from his own eyes after he had picked that prostrate figure up and +carried it into the clay-clinked shack. His memory played him an odd +trick during that moment. A vivid picture came back to him of the +grave-faced boy he had been, struggling to steady Old Tom's helpless +feet up that same rise. + +Garry was limp and blue and pulseless when Steve stretched him out, +inside. The second flask stood there where Garry had left it, upon a +table, and while he was loosening the latter's clothing Steve shook it, +experimentally, and found it empty. He swung it aloft and drove it +through a window. The crash of shivered glass made the other stir. He +opened his eyes and stared vacantly up into his friend's face. + +"Steve," he moaned. "Steve, I'm cold!" + +And that was the burden of the complaints which he lifted, time and +again, throughout the first part of the night. Even after Steve had +wrapped him in everything which the bare room afforded he still +continued to whimper like a sick boy. But his body held strong. Just +as, all day, it had been his brain which had shown the effects of the +alcohol which he had consumed, so now, all night, it was his brain +which suffered most. Again and again he called aloud a woman's name, +in a voice which Stephen O'Mara had never before heard from his lips. +In inconceivable tenderness he whispered it--the name of Mary +Graves--only to cry aloud, "Steve--Steve," in accents of heartbreak the +next. + +Long before morning came his pulse was steady--a little jumpy but +reassuringly rhythmic. But the sunlight was two hours old upon the +floor before the silent watcher saw the white lids flutter and then +part with a gaze that was once more sane. Garry's smile had always +been mocking; it was shamed and wistful now. The clearness with which +he remembered was a miraculous thing. + +"You see, Steve," he faltered. "You see now, don't you, that I'm not +worth trying to save? Oh, you've tried hard; I knew how hard you were +trying! That's why I did--what I did. I'm no good; there's no use, +friend of mine. Why don't you let me go?" + +Steve groped and found the hand groping for his. He nodded his head, +bruskly, to hide his eyes. But his voice was not brusk. + +"I almost shot you, Garry," he said, and there was a husky echo of +horror in the words. "In another minute I'd have killed you. Right +now I don't know just what kept me from firing." + +"And I meant you to," Garry murmured almost inaudibly, "I planned that +you should--started to plan last night. I--I've been hating you for +twelve hours--hating you because you were making me ashamed to do the +thing I wanted to do most." + +He tried to rise and fell back, slack. But his voice was stronger with +sudden, swelling bitterness. + +"It wasn't for myself, Steve," he cried. "It wasn't for what I might +get out of it, or--or what it might bring me, I used to scoff at +whatever others considered big and fine and clean, but I played it +straight, just the same. I played it as well as I knew how--straighter +than you'd believe. I thought it would make her happier, because I +tried that hard. And she . . . Steve, if I had been a woman--a woman +like what I thought she was, little and clean and white--I couldn't +have let a man like him so much as touch my little finger! And she--by +God, she married him!" + +The agonized voice broke there--the voice of a boy who had had to learn +that it is woman and not women who is fastidious. Garry sat and +swallowed, fighting for self-control. His eyes were numb, but Steve's +had taken fire, for he knew that the hour for which he had been waiting +had come at last. + +"You've been trying to help me," Garry found his voice again, "you've +been trying to throw me a line. And, for a day or two, I tried to +catch it, Steve. But it isn't in me to try that hard, any more. Some +men do things for what there is in it--the pecuniary reward, I mean; +some men--you for instance--because their self respect won't let them +stop, win or lose. But now and then there happens one who keeps on +trying only because there is one other person, at least, who may be the +gladder for his success. I don't expect you to understand; I know it +will sound small and cowardly to you. . . . It's too lonesome living, +Steve, when there's no one who cares whether you live or not!" + +"That does not fit your case," Steve objected instantly, "when your +danger or your safety keeps a woman watching, white-faced with terror +through the night, for your return." + +Garry propped himself upon one elbow, the better to see the speaker's +countenance. + +"My safety?" he repeated, blankly. "My return?" And then, wanly +grateful: "You are not the sort of man who lies convincingly, Steve." + +And then Stephen O'Mara let him have it--all the story which had lain +so many days in his heart. There were times when Garry went even paler +during the short recital; times when everything else was submerged by +the incredulity that flooded his face. But before Steve had finished +the last trace of doubt was gone. Before the end came Garry had bowed +his head, this time in flushed, self-conscious wonder which +transfigured him. + +"Miriam Burrell!" he breathed. "Proud, intolerant----" + +His head came up. The next instant he voiced the words which Steve +most wanted to hear. + +"You shouldn't have told me this," said he. "You had no right, +unless----" + +Steve laughed at him. + +"God bless you, boy," he exclaimed. "I asked her if I might. Why, +don't you understand that she meant to, herself, if I didn't? You see, +she is--far, far braver than you are, Garry." + +Garry lifted his hands and hid his face. + +So quietly that his exit made no sound Steve slipped to his feet and +passed outside. It had stopped raining; the hardwood ridges, touched +by frost, were flaming streaks of color against the rainwashed +evergreens, when he picked his way down to the river and found a dry +stone for a seat. An hour and more he sat there, while his thoughts +went back over the trail of the years--the trail which had led him from +that cabin to a pair of violet eyes and lips that arched like a boy's. + +Steve let his mind turn again, unreservedly, to his own problem that +morning; he tried to face, sure-eyed, the road which still stretched +ahead. He did not know that Garrett Devereau, the debonaire, the +cynical, the world-weary and world-wise, had broken down and was +sobbing noiselessly, as men sob, in the room which he had left--shaking +with deep and terrible gasps that racked his very soul. But it was +already daybreak; it was trail's-end now for Garry. It does make a +difference if one knows that someone cares. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +HONEY! + +Upon their return to Thirty-Mile, two nights later, Joe's attitude of +criticism was the first thing which piqued Steve's interest. There was +something ludicrous in the former's voice as he sat and anathematized +the food which the cook-boy brought to the table, even though he +devoured hungrily all that his plate would hold. And because Joe was +so obviously primed for a sensation that evening, out of sheer +perversity Steve struggled to draw him into a discussion of a topic, +which, just as obviously, had no appeal just then. + +"What I hope to do," he confided gravely to Garry, "is to finish up at +Morrison and make possible the transfer of some of those men up here. +We are working only one shift now. With two I figure we could sail +along a-fogging. How does that strike you, Joe?" + +That was only one of his many attempts, but all of them, save for the +inner laughter which they afforded; were totally without result. Joe's +answers were monosyllabic--his attention wandering at best. To that +particular question he nodded his head, spiritlessly. + +"This butter ain't none too fresh," he growled sourly, "and I wonder if +that cook-boy thinks we dote on ham every meal? I don't for one. It +may be all right, if a man's plumb starving to death, but it don't lend +no real elegance to a repast." + +That gloomy complaint brought little more than a sparkle to Steve's +eyes, but it made Garry lean forward in his place. Throughout the meal +while the other two fenced in just such fashion he forgot his own food +to listen, delighted anticipation in every feature. And when they had +finished supper and pushed back their chairs, he stood grinning a +little, watching Joe survey that littered room which served as office +and sleeping-quarters for the chief engineer of the East Coast Company. +Fat Joe's gaze swung from wall to wall, from littered corner to +heaped-up chair. Then he shook his head in despair. + +"It looks to me, Steve," he grunted, "as though you ain't never had no +real training in tidiness, have you? There don't seem to be no system +at all in the way you leave your things around. There's one boot over +in that corner; it's got a mate, I know, because I saw you take them +off last night. I wouldn't be certain otherwise. And it's the same +way with all your things. Just look at this room! A nice place to +receive callers in, now ain't it?" + +That was the first lead he tendered them, but Steve, rather than +gratify him with a direct question, chose to go forward in the dark. +He leaned over and followed his usual custom when he wanted to think. +He tapped out his pipe. + +"But I can always find everything," he defended, "that is, unless you +have taken the trouble to put things away. Then it's a toss-up that +something or other will never be found, until it turns up of its own +accord. It's not so bad, Joe." He, too, swung to survey the room. +"Not so bad! Just a little unsettled, that's all. Are we likely to +have any callers, do you think, who would object to this layout?" + +Joe snorted, but his eyes were mournful. He knew that there was +nothing else to do but yield, a part at least. + +"We ain't likely to," he murmured. "We're just naturally bound to have +'em. They're comin' in to-morrow, and I ask you again, ain't this a +pleasing prospect to greet 'em?" + +For all that he seemed to be staring ruefully down the room, he was +watching for the surprise that darted across Steve's face. Momentarily +the latter had forgotten his assumed air of placidity. + +"To-morrow? Who?" And then Steve laughed. "Go ahead and tell us, +Joe. I'm beat! I'll admit that I'm panting with curiosity." + +Joe pulled up a chair and dropped into it. It appealed to him--this +method--whenever he had the time to spare. His pink face was still +innocent of guile. + +"I don't mind the men-folks," he resumed. "That fat party, I mean, who +wears the plaid suits, nor Caleb Hunter, either. Both of them are used +to such truck as this. And I reckon it'll tickle the ladies, too. But +I can see Honey sticking his nose in the air and sniffin', supercilious +like, the first minute he gets his nose in the door. He ain't going to +approve at all, at all--not any way you look at it." + +"Honey!" + +Both Steve and Garry ignored the rest of Joe's explanation to gasp that +single word in concert. + +"Who in the world do you mean by 'Honey'?" + +"Who could I mean?" Joe demanded collectedly. "I didn't give him the +name, did I? I mean that chap Wickersham who owns the timber north of +us. Foreign, ain't he? Sure, I thought so? Well, every time I run +across that man's path my heart swells with patriotism. I guess I'm +just as glad to be born plain United States." + +The first part of that statement was listened to closely enough by both +men; the last sentence or two, for all that it was heartfelt and +sincere, was lost upon them both. And Steve's mirth was even more +hysterical than was that of Garry Devereau. + +"Honey!" he panted. "Now isn't that a wonder? Joe, you're too good! +You are altogether too good to be wasted on these timbered solitudes. +Men pay two dollars a seat, Joe, to hear performers work who are rank +amateurs in comparison with you." + +The riverman's eyes grew belligerent. + +"Funny, is it? So awful funny! Well, perhaps you think I can't read +plain print yet, never havin' enjoyed a liberal education. But take a +look for yourself." + +He pulled up a pile of newspapers which had come in since their +absence, sorted out one that was creased open, and handed it to Steve. +It was an announcement of Barbara Allison's engagement to the Hon. +Archibald Wickersham--that column to which Fat Joe had folded the +sheet--a many-days-old announcement, now. But the smile did not even +stiffen upon Steve's lips. The picture which accompanied it was a poor +one, heavy-shadowed and smeared and lacking in detail, yet Barbara's +face was unmistakable. The room became quiet. In that hush Garry +realized that Joe's mistaken translation of the title had not been, as +Joe had himself suggested, due to lack of knowledge, but to a desire to +apprise his employer, delicately, of that which he believed was still +news to him. And yet, from the easy way in which he read it, word for +word, Garry was positive that all this which the New York daily +blazoned forth with its customary mixture of snobbishness and vulgarity +was no longer news to Steve. The latter's eyes lifted and dwelt long +upon Fat Joe's face. + +"So that's where you got it, was it, Joe?" he asked evenly. "You make +it 'Honey,' do you? And when do they come in, Joe?" + +"To-morrow night. One of the teamsters brought word this afternoon, +just before you got back. Honey is going to have a look at his trees +and things, the way I understand it. And the rest of them, I take it, +want to look us over in our wild state. Where are we going to put them +girls?" + +Steve's answer was long in coming. + +"Miss--Allison?" he wanted to know. + +"--and her maid," Joe corrected promptly. "Her maid, Cecile. She's +comin', too, and that tall, red-headed one. I don't remember her name?" + +As studiously as he had done a moment before, Garry again avoided +Steve's eyes. + +"Miriam Burrell," the latter supplied the omission. "And that's fine, +isn't it? How long are they going to stay, Joe?" + +But Joe had finished with trifling. + +"Where are we going to put them?" he insisted doggedly. + +"Why, we have a couple of shelter tents somewhere in the duffle, +haven't we? We might pitch those if----" he looked about, +ruminatively--"if you think this is too squalid." + +Joe turned appealingly to Garry, only to meet eyes flaring with +deviltry. + +"If you think that I'm going to give up my quarters for a troup of +curious sight-seers, you're mistaken. If that's what you turned toward +me for, don't allow yourself to dwell upon it another minute. I'm a +laboring man and I have to have decent rest at nights. . . . Do you +suppose Cecile would really mind a tent?" + +And then Joe's face went red. + +"Now ain't you the pair of rough jokers?" he whined. "Ain't you, +though? But what's it going to be--this room or Garry's? The way I +look at it we're elected to camp out ourselves. We're hardened sons of +the wilderness, you know. That's what they always call us in print. +But how am I going to get this place cleaned up?" + +For another hour Joe argued it, and at last settled upon the +store-house building as the likeliest for sleeping quarters for the +feminine portion of the visitors. + +"We have to eat in here, anyhow," he argued, "so I guess it's the best +arrangement we can hit on. Honey won't be here much to meals, either. +That'll be one nice thing about it. He'll be going north directly. +And now--now I guess I'll go out and have a look at the pantry, even if +it does make me feel sort of faint every time I think of the grub we've +got on hand. Canned beans and boiled potatoes, and ham and bacon, to +round out a banquet. Why couldn't a couple of mighty hunters like you +bring home more than one little haunch of venison? Bacon and beans! +Steve, you sure have been living mighty low-down on this job!" + +He went out with a great show of haste, but returned almost +immediately, forgot the urgency of matters in general in finding Garry +idly shuffling a deck of cards. Throughout the evening Joe had +exhibited an unwillingness to meet the third man's glances directly, +but it was impossible for him to remain oblivious to the clicking of +the chips. He balanced first on one foot and then on the other for a +moment; then diffidently drew up a chair. + +"Just a friendly hand or two, I suppose," he suggested, when the other +made no move to begin. "Low limit and wide open, eh?" + +Garry still toyed with the cards. + +"I don't suppose you've ever forgotten the first game in which we +indulged, have you, Joe?" he asked at length. Joe was not comfortable. + +"Scarcely," he admitted. "Scarcely." + +"Nor the--stakes?" pursued Garry. + +"I--I seem to recall 'em, faintly." + +Garry's peal of amusement was as rollicking as a boy's. + +"So do I," he exclaimed. "And if I remember rightly you stated on that +occasion that cash was no consideration with you. Does that still hold +good?" + +It was the first good look Joe had had at the other's face. The change +he found in it seemed to perplex him more than a little. + +"I take it that it does." Garry did not wait for his reply. "And +now--what do you say to that same full bottle against a--a ninety-nine +year blanket restriction, with me at the wrong end of the odds?" + +Joe slitted his eyes. + +"When they tuck a ninety-nine year clause into a franchise they mean +it's forever, don't they?" he wanted to know. + +"Forever, to all intents and purposes!" said Garry. + +Joe's chest sank and rose in a long, long breath. + +"It's no word to trifle with," he cautioned at last. "If you lose +it'll be a considerable drouth." + +"Cut!" invited Garry, and they started to play. + +That other night Garry's stack of chips had lasted far longer than they +did on this second occasion. A half hour later, when he rose to go to +bed, his ninety-nine year promise of abstinence was piled symmetrically +before Fat Joe. But his good-night was gay. For a time after his +departure Joe eyed Steve, sidewise. + +"Hum-m-m," he cleared his throat. "Hum-m-m! And I was expectin' you +to turn up any hour of the last twenty-four with a request that I come +and help bring home the remains. You must be quite a silver-tongued +exhorter, aren't you, Steve?" + +Stephen O'Mara was silent over the paper which Joe had handed him +earlier in the evening, and the lack of any offer on his part to go +into details did not trouble his questioner. Fat Joe sat and bobbed +his head over what would never cease to be a miracle in his eyes. + +"And he'll stick this time," he vented his wonder aloud. "He's surely +going to stick!" Then he smiled widely. "And I reckon you'll have to +admit that I handled the small part that come my way with ease and +dispatch, when I tell you that he didn't catch so much as one lonesome +pair, all the time I was dealing. I'm ashamed of myself. I haven't +seen such a mean, crooked game of stud dealt since I come East!" + +Garry was very quiet the next morning when he and Steve went back to +their work; before noon came his uneasiness had become very apparent to +the man whom he was assisting. But neither his silence nor his +nervousness any longer worried Steve. Instead, the latter let himself +smile over both those outward evidences of inward panic, whenever his +thoughts were on Garry at all. For the latter's diffidence as the day +aged became a flushed and warm-checked thing, until at four in the +afternoon Steve could no longer withhold the suggestion for which +wordlessly, Garry was asking. + +"Joe was more than half right," he remarked, one eye to his level, "in +spite of the fact that we refused to take him seriously. We can't let +those people come in and find everything too hopelessly uncomfortable, +so perhaps you'd better run ahead now, Garry, and see what he has +accomplished. I don't want to leave this spot myself until I have some +figures upon which I know I can rely. But you might run ahead, if you +will. I'll be along later." + +It was couched in the form of a request, but Garry's face flamed. He +went, albeit a bit reluctantly. And he stopped more than a few times +in his climb from the edge of the timber to the door of Steve's shack. +But once he had passed over the threshold to find that unrecognizably +trim room empty, his face grew heavy with disappointment; he was on the +point of going back outside to scan the bowl of the valley when a tall, +short-skirted figure, enveloped in a voluminous apron which Fat Joe in +a moment of mistaken zeal had once provided for the cook-boy, flashed +through the passage-way from the kitchen annex and barely missed +catapulting into his arms. Miriam Burrell, pink-faced from the heat of +the roaring wood-stove, and smudged with flour on forehead and cheek, +lifted her apron and swung it like a flag of victory. + +"I've found it," she sang triumphantly. "I've found out what was the +matter! I'd just forgotten the baking-powder, that was all! Next +time----" + +Then she recognized him. With outstretched hands still clutching the +edge of her apron, she stood, almond eyes widening, and scanned him +from head to foot. Even Steve, who had been with him every moment, had +noticed the hour to hour change that had been taking place in Garry's +appearance. To the girl who had not seen him for weeks, that flushed, +self-conscious man was a different Garry than she had ever known +before. Hungrily her gaze went from open shirt to caked boots, from +steady hands to clear eyes which made her own eyes shy. And then +Miriam Burrell, cool and poised Miriam, did what many another maid in a +checkered apron has done in similar situations. She lifted that stiff +gingham to hide her unutterable happiness. But before he could speak +she found her voice; nor was it very steady, at that. + +"I thought you were that party of idlers come back," she hesitated. +"How--how tanned you are becoming, Garry! I thought they--oh, I can't +tell you how glad I am to see you so--so well. I'm making biscuits for +supper--that is, I've just been practising until now. It seemed as +though I'd forgotten something that was necessary to the recipe, +because they were flatter after they were cooked than when I put them +in the oven. And most marvelously heavy, too! But it was just the +baking-powder, that was all. Do you--do you think you'd care to help?" + +[Illustration: "Oh, I can't tell you how glad I am to see you--so +well."] + +Steve was very late in returning to camp that night. Throughout the +rest of the afternoon he set himself a pace, knee-deep in slushy mud, +which Garry could not have maintained. But when he paused there in the +dark where he always stopped for a moment and a tumult of voices swept +down to meet him, he forgot his fatigue. He had lifted his battered +hat from his head, striving to distinguish a single note in all that +treble of girlish laughter when, framed suddenly against the background +of light within, he saw a slender silhouette take up its station in the +doorframe. Barbara was still peering out across the darkness when he +came up to her. + +"We've been waiting dinner for you for almost an hour," she rebuked +him, in place of what might have been a commonplace greeting. "We've +been waiting in the face of Mr. Morgan's insistence that it was +practically useless. He has been telling us that when a man here in +the hills fails to turn up for a meal you never bother to look for him; +you know that the worst has happened." + +Over her head the first eyes that Steve encountered that evening were +those of Archibald Wickersham. While shaking hands with the girl, he +bowed in grave welcome to the tall figure in leather puttees and +whipcord riding-breeches, and Wickersham, from the far side of the +room, bowed back in equal gravity. Then Caleb Hunter grasped Steve's +elbow and spun him around toward the light and peered at him +accusingly. Barbara had not noticed until then how tired Steve looked. + +"Before the others get to talking," said Caleb, "before the tide grows +too strong for my weak voice, young man, I want to deliver a message. +Miss Sarah wants it explicitly understood that unless you stop in to +say hello on your next trip down, she herself will take the trail up +here. And lest that ultimatum sound too little threatening, I might +add that when Miss Sarah takes the trail she never travels with less +than six trunks." + +Caleb clung so tightly to his arm that it brought a tinge of color to +Steve's cheeks. It was minutes before he could get away to change his +wet clothes, and in that minute or two he could not help but contrast, +grimly, his own mud-spattered attire with that of Archie Wickersham. +The tired blue circles beneath his eyes wore even more noticeable when +he returned, to be ushered with much ceremony by Fat Joe to the head of +the table. + +It was an utterly irresponsible gathering that leaned over the red +tablecloth that night--an oddly assorted group which, from the very +first, Joe realized was not at all to Wickersham's liking. Dexter +Allison himself, fairly radiating good-will, sat at the foot of the +table, with his son-in-law-to-be on one side and Barbara's little maid, +Cecile, on the other. And between Cecile and Barbara, who sat opposite +Garry and Miriam, Fat Joe leaned both elbows upon the table edge and +monopolized the conversation. The seating arrangement was Joe's; it +was his party. And the absolute inattention to detail, the large +indifference to veracity which his discourse disclosed before that +noisy supper was over, grew to be an astonishing thing. His nights of +fancy left Steve aghast in more than one instance; they even forced a +stiff smile to Wickersham's lips, and that is saying much for Joe's +success as an entertainer, for in the bearing of those two men toward +each other there had been evident from the first a chill antipathy +which amounted, actually, to armed truce. And the color in Miriam's +cheeks, whenever his gaze strayed to that side of the table, helped +Steve to forget, temporarily, much that he found not pleasant to recall +at all. + +For Miriam's tongue was no less irresponsible than was Joe's. Her mood +was so mercurial that she drew, time and again, the eyes of all at the +table. She chattered with an abandon that scandalized Barbara; broke +in and interrupted every argument with hoydenish trivialities, in one +breath, to appeal to Garry the next for refutation. And Garry, the +light-tongued and quick-witted, sat almost dumb of lip before her happy +garrulity. But his eyes never left her; they spoke his thought aloud. +The quick lift and droop of her eyelids, the brilliancy of her lips, +made Miriam's face a living thing of happiness--made Barbara's silence +seem even more profound. For the latter's withdrawal from the +hilarity, dominated half the time by her father's booming bass, was +nearly as complete as was that of Wickersham himself. + +Just once, shortly before they withdrew for the night, Steve caught a +gleam of mischief in the dark eyes she turned toward him. She rose the +next moment and started slowly around the room, poking demurely into +corners and closetted nooks. Every eye was following her when she +finally found the thing for which she was searching. She drew a red +felt, yellow-mottoed cushion from beneath the deer-hide covering a +chair, and held it up so that all might read. "What Is Home Without a +Father?" it ran, and when the joy that stormed through the room made it +sure that the exhibition needed no interpreter, Fat Joe turned and hid +his face. Miriam rose languidly and joined the other girl in an +examination of his handiwork. Smooth face tinted by the firelight, +copper hair almost dishevelled in its disarray, she was an exquisitely +lovely thing. In her alto voice she expressed her opinion. + +"It's an entirely new stitch to me, Bobs," she averred. "I don't think +I have ever before seen just this method employed." And she turned to +Stephen O'Mara. "Do you suppose, Mr. O'Mara," she asked, "that I might +learn it from the one who did this work for you? It's rather"--and her +head tilted to one side--"it's rather a pretty thing!" + +Again they succumbed to mirth, and then Joe rose, bristling, and went +forward much as a gamecock might step out to do battle. He took the +cushion from the hands of the girls, who no longer had strength enough +even to hold it. + +"If you are aiming to do any sewing around this camp," he stated, "you +can start in sewing on buttons. This kind of work is entirely too +nerve-wearing for amateurs." + +He carried the cushion across the room and placed it, not where it had +been hidden by the deer-hide, but in colorful prominence against the +back of the chair. Long after he had crossed with Steve and Garry to +their tents he continued to explode with soft chuckles. + +"I never did say," he defended himself, "that that sentiment was +strictly appropriate. I always stated that it was the best I could. +And as for my technique--well, either of you guys try it some time! +You just take a needleful of that yellow worsted and start tracking +across a couple of yards of red and pathless desert, and see where you +come out. I know, because I've done it. I'm a pioneer. But if I ever +tackle another job like that it's going to be a crazy-quilt!" + +And Joe considered, in spite of the din which answered him, that his +challenge was ample. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +I'M TELLING YOU GOOD-BYE + +It was fully an hour after Fat Joe and Garry had rolled themselves up +in their blankets when Steve, who had elected to sit up for one last +pipe even though his body was aching with fatigue, heard behind him the +approach of her footsteps. Outside at the top of the rise some fifty +yards in front of the tents, he had seated himself on a log, chin +buried in one palm and eyes vacantly steady before him; but even before +he turned--before he rose slowly to his feet--he knew who was coming, +knew and realized that she should not have come. Wrapped in a long +heavy coat, face half-hidden by the upturned collar, bare of head, +Barbara came quietly down to where he waited. And without word of +greeting on the part of either of them, they sat down together, facing +the silvered bowl of the valley. + +Time passed before Barbara opened her lips for a long, quivering intake +of breath. + +"I never dreamed it could be so big," she murmured in awe. "And then +to think that some day--within a few months in reality--engines will go +screeching their signals across this very place. It doesn't seem +possible; it seems almost a shame to spoil it, too." + +Her earnestness was so unconsciously wistful that Steve could not help +but smile at it a little, even though he had been telling himself, +since the moment of her coming, that he must not let himself dwell just +then upon that wistfulness which, for many hours, had been most +apparent to him. + +"I've felt that way about it often," he answered, almost dully. "I +like it better myself, as it is. It does appear to be a long way +ahead, doesn't it--that day of completion which you cover in the +screech of the whistles? Only to-day, when we were scrambling about +down there in the alders, it took nearly all the imagination I +possessed to see two streaks of steel where there is nothing but +thicket now. But as for the bigness of it"--he laughed +deprecatingly--"it isn't so very big, you know. It's just a--a mean +sort of proposition." + +Barbara leaned forward, delicate chin resting upon interlocked fingers. +She was not quite certain whether she had caught a thread of weariness +in those words. + +"To me," she said, "to me it is colossal! Why, I thought the work at +Morrison seemed complicated and tangled enough, but there--there isn't +even a beginning or an ending here. There's nothing but woods and +water." + +She pointed out across the valley toward a mound-like outline yellow +under the moon; pointed into the north and asked another question. + +"Is that part of the embankment?" she wanted to know. "Is that the +direction in which Mr. Wickersham's timber lies?" + +The man nodded. + +"Just a few miles up through that notch," he told her. "That's the end +of the rail-bed which we have been building along the river-edge." + +Her next words made him start and then try to cover that moment with a +readjustment of his long body. + +"I'm going up there to-morrow. Mr. Wickersham has asked me to ride +with him, in the morning." She waited a moment or two. "That--that's +why I came out here to-night. We'll be going back to town the next day +or two, and I wanted to have a chance to bid you good-bye, before I +left Morrison for the winter." + +He had known that she would not be likely to remain in the hills much +longer. He had realized that each day which he checked off, always +hopeful that the next might open the way for him to see her again, was +steadily bringing nearer the date of her departure. But he had not let +himself think that it would come so soon. There was no doubt this time +about the heaviness of his voice. + +"I see," he said. "I see." + +There came another long silence. Rising out of it, Barbara's voice +sounded very, very little. + +"I've never known a sky in which the stars were so thick. +They're--they're like a field of buttercups. And have you ever seen +such an irrepressibly happy creature as Miriam was to-night. She was +radiant--positively shameless! Did you know that Garry knows----" + +"I told him, myself," said Steve, simply. + +The girl faced around in her surprise. + +"You?" + +"Most certainly! Why not?" His voice was not quite so unenthusiastic +now. "It's one of the few unmistakable opportunities I've ever had to +make two people permanently as happy as Miriam was to-night. I'd feel +guilty all my life if I didn't help all I could, knowing how happy I am +going to be, myself!" + +Thus did he work around, quite without abruptness, to a renewal of that +discussion which she had thought to close, weeks before. + +"Are you trying to infer that I am to be a part of that happiness?" she +asked none too promisingly. + +"You ought to know. I said 'all my life.'" + +And there, suddenly, Barbara laughed. + +"I suppose now they'll marry and live happily ever after!" she +exclaimed with an attempt at airiness. + +"Most certainly," asserted Steve, although her mirth puzzled him. "Why +is it funny to you?" + +"It isn't, but--yes it is too, now that it's no longer a thing one need +worry about. That's always the trouble with emotions which are too +intense. They're either very sad to contemplate, or very, very absurd. +And they will persist in exchanging faces, to the confusion of the +on-lookers. Garry was so dangerously in love with Mary Graves, you +see!" + +"He was in love with an idea," the man contradicted flatly. "He was in +love with just that. And it is not safe for any man to live alone with +an abstract conception of anything. He's bound, sooner or later, to +lose his grip on tangible things if he does. He's likely to start +destroying property to further the cause of labor, or liable to turn to +shooting men who were born to jobs I'm certain some of them never +wanted--kings and that sort, I mean--figuring on solving the social +problems of men and women who must solve that problem themselves. +Perfection is a fine thing to anticipate; expectations of it are +dangerous. And women aren't made that way." + +"No?" her voice slid coolly upward. + +"No," he told her, and smiled with that serenity she had come to know +so well. "Not even you, though I suppose I'd about annihilate anyone +else if he ever hinted at it." He chose to be didactic in tone. "No, +you're not perfect; you've too much intelligence for that. Why, right +now you're fighting with your brain against the dictates of your heart, +and if you were above mortal error in judgment you'd know that you are +wasting your time." + +The girl forgot entirely that she, too, had promised herself that their +leave-taking should not cross the border of personalities. And with +that lazy joy of her on his tongue she might not have been quite so +quick to hold that she could love no man, had she stopped to give it +thought. Her advance to the skirmish was most spirited. + +"Your opinion has the merit of sincerity," she said, "although, looking +back upon a--a certain day, I can't help but wonder whether you haven't +been guilty of mouthing pretty nothings for my poor ears." + +"That proves my point right now." He was imperturbable. "You're +begging the question to gain----" + +"You said----" she flashed, and then grew red. + +"I said I'd let you ask no pardon of me. I said I'd let myself find no +flaw in you. But how does that embarrass my present argument? +Flawless perfection would be a mighty difficult thing to live with, day +in and day out. Living with a woman who never made a mistake could +have no appeal for me. She'd always be emphasizing my own +shortcomings. You become consistent and you'll catch me yawning some +day; grow logical and you'll almost scare me off! Why, you're a girl!" + +Her laughter was like a bell on the still air. + +"And you--you still sit there and insist that perfection has no +attraction for you? When you've just described, without knowing it, +the--the sort of a girl you think is perfect." + +His lips curled in a way to quicken any woman's pulse. + +"You have me beaten," he laughed. His eyes, dark as was the shadow +upon his face, made her breath unsteady. "I would like to watch you +play poker with Fat Joe. Your game would puzzle him more than a +little. Yes, you've surely left me without a leg on which to hobble +off, because it would be small spirited in me, wouldn't it, if I were +to tell you that you are the exception that makes my general rule hold +sound? I wouldn't, however, prescribe such a degree of perfection for +any other man's daily diet. It would prove his destruction." + +"Your own superiority, of course, rendering you immune?" + +"Maybe." At least, whether she knew it or not, she loved his serenity. +"Maybe--and maybe I'm an exception too." + +He sat very still. She had turned away once more. + +"You'll be back again in the spring?" he asked with that gentleness he +saved for her alone. + +"I hope--I think so." The smallness of her voice angered her. She +feigned a short, carefree laugh. "Unless I am too busy. Getting +married seems to become a more and come complicated problem of proper +costuming, doesn't it, with every passing season!" + +She couldn't have told why she said it; she was trying to think of +something else to say which would be kinder by far. And then, half +lifting her, he had swung her around to him. For a moment he held her, +face close to that small, frightened face buried in its deep collar, +while she struggled uselessly against those hard arms which tried not +to hurt her. Her lips continued to rebel, long after her eyes had +closed--long after body and brain were quiescent. + +"You mustn't!" she gasped. "Oh, I can't let you . . . the moon . . . +we--we're sure to be seen!" + +His lips on hers silenced that last incoherent resistance. She sat, +wavy brown head bowed, when he had set her free. + +"I was going to ask you not to forget!" There was no weariness now in +his voice. "I had planned to ask you just that, a little ago, and it +would have been a weak and useless request, wouldn't it? Any man who +has to beg to be remembered is not the sort to remain long in any +woman's brain. So I have taught you to remember, instead. You aren't +going to forget, ever, now! You're coming back in the spring, and +you're coming to stay! And now _I'm_ telling _you_ good-bye. It's +time you were asleep." + +He helped her to her feet. Together they turned--and Archibald +Wickersham, tall to gauntness in the moonlight, was coming across +toward them from the direction of the cabin. The girl's slim body +stiffened, but Steve saw her chin come up. His own body grew lazier +still, it seemed, in length and limb. + +Wickersham's approaching steps were crisply precise; he stopped an +arm's length in front of them, and his words were an echo of that last +sentence of Steve's. + +"It's time you retired," he said, ignoring the other man's presence +entirely. "It's cold, and you have a long, hard ride ahead of you +to-morrow." + +For a barely perceptible moment, with the eyes of both men upon her, +Barbara kept her place. Neither of them saw that her teeth were +tightly closed over one full lip; neither knew that she had closed her +eyes, dizzily, for an instant. And then, without a word, she put her +hand upon the arm which Wickersham offered her; but Steve, on the other +side, walked with her that night, as far as the door of the storehouse +shack. Miriam herself opened the door and snatched Barbara within, and +then laughed with her consummate impudence into both men's faces. + +"G'lang wid ye's now," she flung at them, "an' quit disturbin' dacint +folks that likes to sleep o' nights!" + +She slammed the door upon them. + +They stood there a second or two, Wickersham an inch or more taller and +inches narrower in shoulder and girth of chest. Perfunctorily they +nodded, each to the other, and wheeled silently upon their heels. + +Steve did not respond the next morning when Joe summoned the rest with +a long spoon applied heartily to the flat of a huge tin basin; and over +the breakfast table Joe explained to the assembled guests the reason +for his absence. Before daybreak a rider had come from Morrison, +bearing word from Hardwick Elliott that Ainnesley was on from Manhattan +and wanted to talk with him; before the camp was fairly awake he had +ridden away into the south. And returning two days later, travelling +the lower, lesser trails that followed the river, in order to save +time, Steve missed her party going out. So, in the last moment, after +days and days of patient waiting, did Chance trick him sadly. + +How much or how little Wickersham might have overseen the night before +he betrayed not at all at breakfast the next morning, either by word or +look. And throughout that day, and the day that followed, while she +rode at his side, undetermined whether she should attempt an +explanation, Barbara found his face inscrutable. It was a week later, +the night preceding her departure from the hills, long after the girl +had ceased to think of him at all in connection with the incident, +before she learned how much he really knew. + +Miss Sarah had found her brother most uncommunicative upon his return +from Thirty-Mile. In response to her first question concerning Steve +he had assured her, lifelessly, that the latter was looking very well +indeed, and let it go at that. Because she was a very remarkable +woman, Miss Sarah had been able to curb her curiosity for several days, +but on that particular evening she found it impossible calmly to wait +longer. + +"You have not told me yet, Cal," she reproached him at dinner, in her +slightly lisping voice, "how much progress Steve seems to have made. +You know how interested I am, and you must realize how undignified a +thirty-mile dash on horseback would be on my part, in order to find +out, myself." + +While up-river Caleb had found much time in which to talk with Garry +Devereau--that is to say, quite a little time, in view of the fact that +Miriam Burrell, in boots and mackinaw, had insisted upon following +Garry wherever he went. And since his return to Morrison he had been +spending a surprisingly large share of his days in conference with +Hardwick Elliott and his partner, Ainnesley. Now his reply to his +sister's query was startlingly fervid. + +"Progress!" he exclaimed. "Progress! I tell you he's going to win +out, in spite of all of them, damn 'em!" + +Miss Sarah froze in her chair. + +"Caleb!" she expostulated. "Caleb!" + +And Caleb's face went hot. + +"I am very sorry," he muttered contritely. "But I couldn't help it. +When I think of the way that boy has plugged on alone, all his life, +with no one to give him a lift, it--it angers me to think that the very +man whom I have prized as a friend should be the one to make his +problem harder." + +"Would you mind explaining, lucidly?" Miss Sarah requested. "And if it +is business to which you are referring, will you please try to make it +as brief and non-technical as possible?" + +Once he started to tell her, Caleb realized that it was just what he +had needed to do all along, without knowing it. Briefly as she had +requested, he sketched for her the facts which, so far as he was +concerned, had made of his first sneaking suspicion an absolute +certainty. And he waxed wroth in the recital. + +"It's treachery," he snapped, "rank, contemptible treachery. And the +worst part of it all is that, even now, when I am morally certain of +his culpability, I--I can't bring myself to despise the man. He's been +my friend for thirty years, Dexter has, and damn it---- I beg your +pardon, Sarah--but, damn it, I keep on thinking of him, in soft +moments, as my friend now. I sit by the hour trying to foist the blame +upon Archie Wickersham, and he's no more guilty than Dexter. Dexter's +merely good-natured about his crookedness; wholesome about it, somehow. +And Wickersham's a sneak!" + +In all the years they had lived together Miss Sarah had never heard her +brother talk so bitterly. Yet her voice remained soft. + +"It's very unpleasant, no doubt," she sympathized, "although I can't +quite see why they don't all join hands and try to make a success of +the project between them. Surely it seems feasible. And, somehow, +even after listening to you, I don't seem to find myself greatly +perturbed about our boy, Steve. He's very big and strong, Cal, +and--and I am very old-fashioned. I still believe in the might of +right. It may sound very feminine to you, but I do not find myself +worried at all over his lack of assistance in his work. And I must +confess that I did not have it in mind, at all, when I asked in regard +to his progress." + +Caleb looked up, suspiciously. + +"Well?" he said. + +"I meant how--how did he and Barbara appear to--get on together?" + +Caleb spilled a spoonful of soup. + +"Her!" he exploded with no regard for his grammar. "Why, she is true +to her blood! If she weren't she wouldn't be engaged to that thief who +masquerades as a gentleman. She isn't blind, and she's going to marry +him!" + +"You are positively violent, Cal," reproved his sister. "And your +reference to Barbara does not do you credit. If I were your wife I +suppose I'd rise coldly now and sweep upstairs to leave you alone with +your bad mood. But being merely your sister I remain to hear you +apologize. Barbara is not yet married to Wickersham, I might add." + +"I am exceedingly sorry," said Caleb. + +"And, without any reason for it, save my womanly intuition, I feel very +certain that she will never marry him," Miss Sarah went on. "But you +spoke about Steve having no one upon whom he could depend for +assistance, and it was really a helpful hint to me. Did I fail to hear +you say how they seemed to get on together?" + +"She didn't think he was good enough for her, ten years ago," growled +Caleb. "She wouldn't think so, now. He cares for her, so she treats +him like a dog, of course." + +Miss Sarah had to smile. + +"Then I think it is high time I did something about it," she stated +thoughtfully. "For she is a lovable girl, and she hasn't any mother of +her own. She's very pretty and little and finer than any girl I know. +If she weren't, Steve would not be in love with her, I am sure. And +Dexter Allison is no doubt an estimable man in many ways, even though, +as you feel positive, he has a tendency to acquisitiveness which is +deplorable. Your continued regard for him convinces me of that. I +wish, however, that Steve was not so entirely dependent upon what he +earns. There are many beautiful things--beautiful and intimate and +feminine things--which no man can remain happy in seeing paid for by +other money than his own, for the woman he loves." + +Ten minutes after it was done Caleb could not have told what impulse +was to blame for the deed, but he rose forthwith and went to his +strong-box, to return with the legal-looking document and the bunch of +tax-receipts which he had found among Old Tom's papers, years and years +before. + +"There's the deed to some thousands of acres of the finest timber in +this country," he announced challengingly, "all ship-shape in the name +of Stephen O'Mara, 2nd! Old Tom bought them for the boy he hid away +with him, in the days when timber-lands were going for a song. He paid +the taxes until he was drowned, and I--I've paid 'em since, my dear! +Three or four hundred thousand dollars, or more, ought to buy quite an +amount of--er--feminine necessities, it seems to me." + +With delicately thin fingers Miss Sarah leafed the papers through. + +"You have never told me of this matter before, Cal," she murmured. + +"Never told anybody!" chirruped Caleb triumphantly. "I tried to find +the boy--both of us did, that is--and we failed. And when he turned up +of his own accord--well, I knew a half year more of ignorance +concerning his legacy wouldn't see him starve. Sarah, I wanted to see +how that boy of ours would behave, without any backing. I wanted to be +sure of the stuff he is made of!" + +They had finished a much interrupted meal, but Miss Sarah lingered a +moment at table. With incredible calm she had listened to the secret +which her brother had been keeping to himself so long. + +"A very good reason," she agreed, "one that would seem to have many +points to excuse it. And although it is not within the letter of the +law I--I think, Cal, I shall become an accessory before the fact. Very +shamelessly I am going to ask you to see that no one knows of this +property of Steve's, for a little longer, at least. I have spoken with +the utmost confidence concerning Barbara; your reference to all that +she said to Steve in a childish burst of passion years ago does not +affect my attitude at all. But I have not been blind to what might be +her--opinion now, either, impossible and ignoble though it seems. You +will not tell Stephen of this matter for a while, Cal, for it would +please me to know, without room for doubt, just what stuff she is made +of, too!" + +She straightened her diminutive body and started upstairs. + +"She will be over to bid us good-bye to-night," she added. "Will you +see that she comes directly up to me?" + +And once more, from the landing, she spoke over her shoulder: + +"You said that she treated him like a dog, Cal," she managed to keep +her features grave, "and being a woman I can understand exactly why +that is so. The joy of a breathless pursuit, it is often said, is the +only choice left for the female. But can you tell me why a man hunts +out the deepest, most comfortable chair he can find and ensconces +himself therein, once he had overtaken the idol of his fancy? They +often do, you know, sometimes for the rest of their lives." + +Caleb lighted his pipe and cast about for his paper. "Maybe it's only +the natural consequence," he retorted, his face turned away, "of such a +pursuit as you mention. Maybe he feels the need of a long, long rest!" + +And then Miss Sarah laughed. + +An hour later, when she ran upstairs, Barbara found Caleb's tiny +spinster sister, in negligee and boudoir cap, sitting cross-legged like +a girl in the middle of the floor. There was an orderly litter of +papers around her, and a confusion of clothes; and Barbara hesitated on +the threshold until Miss Sarah nodded her head. + +"Come in, my dear," she invited. "I'm indulging in one of the few joys +left to advanced, unmarried years, that is all. But even memories need +prodding with more material things, at times, I find." + +The dark-eyed girl crossed and found a clear spot and seated herself. +Without seeming to look at her, Miss Sarah saw that those eyes were +vaguely troubled. + +"I'm leaving to-morrow," Barbara began after a minute. "I came over to +say good-bye." + +Miss Sarah went on with her sorting. + +"We'll see you again soon," she suggested pleasantly. + +There was trouble in the girl's voice, too. + +"I--don't think so." + +"It's a very pretty country--a hard country to forget." Miss Sarah +very wisely gave no heed to the woebegone note. "Perhaps," archly, +"perhaps you'll be returning as the new Mrs. Wickersham?" + +Barbara flushed duskily. Miss Sarah, however, was gazing at a +dog-eared picture--a very old-fashioned picture of a youth in brave and +resplendent garb of a period long dead. No one but herself and her +brother had seen that photograph for many years, and he only because he +had rummaged in a pigeon-hole in which he had no licence to look. His +sister's eyes, as well as her posture, were girlish when she laid it +aside to hold up to view a battered black velvet suit with wide collars +and cuffs. + +"I wonder if you could ever guess who once wore this?" she laughed +lightly. + +Politely Barbara examined it. + +"I'm sure I couldn't," she answered. And, very slowly: + +"Miriam is going to marry Garry Devereau. She is disgracefully happy +about it." + +The older woman received this irrelevance with composure. + +"How charming," she said. "And I am sure that they will continue to be +as happy as I hope you will be soon. This suit was Steve's--little +Steve's. Dear me, what a day that was!" + +After a moment of hesitation Barbara leaned forward to examine the +silver buttons. + +"It--it doesn't seem possible," she faltered. "What sort of a--a day?" + +And then, with smooth, serious face upturned, she listened to Miss +Sarah's tale--her own story of how she had dressed a gloomy-faced boy +in half-century-old finery and sent him townward for eggs. When it was +finished and she had decided, abruptly, that she must be going, +suddenly, wet-eyed, she wheeled in the doorway and went blindly back to +the older woman's arms. Miss Sarah hugged her once; then stood her +away at arm's length. She knew how few women weep, without hiding +their heads. + +"There, we mustn't be temperamental," she chided. "It's only for a +winter, at most. Remember, I love you very dearly, Barbara; write to +me whenever you are lonely. And be a very good girl." + +It was a brave bit of comfort, but Caleb's tiny sister, whose face had +never lost its pink-and-whiteness, looked suddenly tired and old when +she was alone again. As blindly as Barbara had come into her arms, she +reached for the dog-eared picture and held it to her flat breasts. +There is no greatness of soul save there be simplicity. Very directly, +very simply Miss Sarah stood there in the middle of her girlish room +and spoke to her Creator. + +"I do not mean to meddle, dear God," she whispered, with tears +squeezing from beneath tight lids. "I only want to help a little, if I +may. You see, I've never had a baby of my own." + +The door of the ground floor room which served Dexter Allison as an +office was ajar when Barbara re-entered the house beyond the hedge. +There was a streak of light running out across the floor of the dim +hall from within, and the girl lingered on her hurried way to her own +room to bid her father good-night. But she found Wickersham alone when +she pushed wider the door. The light was behind him and she could not +see how distorted was his face, yet as she paused on the threshold and +a thin and pungent odor crinkled her nostrils, she sensed, somehow, +that he had not been long alone. + +"Father gone to bed?" she called. "Well, that's wise. You'd better +come, too; it's time you were asleep." + +She did not remember, just then, that other night when he had addressed +those same words to her. She only knew that his features became +suffused with purple even before she had finished. And then she +realized quickly that it was alcohol she smelled; knew, too, that it +was not Wickersham who had been drinking, even though Wickersham had +trouble with his tongue. And while she waited, puzzled and frowning, +the man gave up an attempt at his usual nicety of phrase and blurted +out all that which had been many days hidden behind his impassivity. + +"We haven't yet set a certain date for our marriage, Barbara," his +voice was strained. "Don't you think it is high time we did?" + +The girl colored. It was, at least, very unexpected. + +"Why, no, we haven't," she admitted. "But we can if you wish it. Have +you thought of a day you'd prefer?" + +"I have," he stated. "Would the first of May be too early for you?" + +Often, afterward, she wondered at her humility of that night, for +whatever the quick thought might have been which made her reach out one +hand to touch the doorframe beside her, her words were merely mild. + +"It is, rather. But I think I can manage it, if it will please you." + +Wickersham had come to his feet, but he would not turn so that she +might see his face. He spoke with eyes averted. + +"It would," he answered with an effort, "and--and in the interim I am +going to be very sure, now, that no thoughtlessness of yours will be +derogatory, either to my profound respect for you or your own respect +for yourself." + +The small hand closed then until it was clutching whitely the woodwork +beneath it. She understood at last how much Wickersham had seen; she +was never to understand entirely her mood of that moment. For had she +waited she would have left him with finger ringless. Instead she +wheeled without a word and climbed, white-lipped, upstairs. + +Miriam Burrell loomed in one window of her bedroom when she entered--a +different Miriam than the one who had once sat in just such an +attitude, gazing into the north. The older girl's gladness of heart +throbbed in her voice. + +"I don't want to leave it, Bobs," she sighed. "I love every brawling +rapid and sulky, ragged old peak. Did you ever see a more perfect +night?" + +Through the gloom the younger girl's answer lashed back, reckless of +what hurt she might do. + +"I hate it!" she gasped vehemently. "I hate it--hate it! And I must +ask you, please--I want to go to bed." + +There is a poise which comes only with hard-bought knowledge of one's +self. It was Miss Sarah's; Miriam had acquired it, too. Without a +hint of resentment in her manner she rose and withdrew. But Barbara +did not go to bed. She took that vacated seat at the window. And long +after her breathing had ceased to be quick and sharp she was still +wondering why the odor of stale alcohol should recall to her, with +elusive vagueness, the threatening face of a red-haired riverman who +found it hard to keep his feet. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +SOME LETTERS AND A REPLY + +Her letter came to him a week later, though she had posted it the +morning she took the train from Morrison. It had lain for days in the +post-office box of the East Coast Company, waiting the day when one of +the teamsters should call and carry it in overland. Steve had never +before seen her handwriting. It was his first letter from her; yet he +recognized it the instant Big Louie put it in his hand. And he was +glad that night that both Fat Joe and Garry were absent from the +up-river camp--glad that he was to have the next hour alone. But when +he broke the flap of it Big Louie, who lingered uneasily in the open +doorway--even Big Louie, whose wits were not particularly keen--knew +from the expression which passed over his superior's face that this +heavy envelope which he had brought had not contained good news. The +quick contraction of muscles which tightened his jaw was too much like +a spasm of pain. For her first letter, so the sentence ran, was to be +her last; she wrote "less kindly than she would have wished to write," +that she and Mr. Wickersham had decided upon the first of May, and +after the silence had become a throbbing thing Big Louie decided, +instinctively, that he would let go until later the demand which he had +planned to make for a raise to meet that raise which, so he had heard +it gossiped in town, was being paid the men in the northern +lumber-camps. He stumbled going out and lost his balance so that the +door crashed to behind him, violently. But Steve stood as he had stood +when his eye's sought the first line of her note, nor did the crash +penetrate his ears. + +Repeatedly, in the interval which had elapsed since she had bidden him +good-bye, the latter had told himself that she would not write, but the +repetition had been unconvincing. He knew that now. With the note +which smelled faintly of her there in his hand he realized that he had +gone beyond mere expectation of a letter; he had dared to hope +concerning its contents. How was he to know that she, too, after +mailing it, had suffered as keenly as he was suffering that moment, +wishing that she had employed less abrupt phrases, rebelliously +regretting that she had sent it at all? + +That night his fingers closed until the monogrammed sheet was reduced +to a crumpled ball. The edges of the paper took fire slowly, then it +exploded softly into flame upon the bed of coals in the fireplace where +he had tossed it. And at that he laughed aloud, a harsh taunt for his +own high hopes, without thinking how much his mirth of that moment was +like what Garry's once had been. He lowered himself into a chair, and +he was still there, motionless before a dead fire, when morning dawned +greyly. His face had become less hard; he even found it possible to +smile a little when the cook-boy, starting at the sight of him fully +dressed at that hour, advised with alarmed volubility that breakfast +would be ready immediately. But the few men who still remained at +Thirty-Mile, felling and hauling the piles which were to carry the +track across the swamp, noticed a difference in their chief that +morning which made them careful to hear him, the first time he spoke an +order. + +Barbara did not write again, and in this, at least, the man who loved +her anticipated her correctly. The letters, however, which Garrett +Devereau received each day from Miriam--bulky, extra-postage +epistles--brought often news of her; and these fragments Garry, knowing +without being told for whom they were meant duly delivered to Steve, in +weekly or fortnightly instalments, whenever the latter's duties brought +him to Morrison. For Garry and Fat Joe, who had been transferred to +the lower end of the work, along with the bulk of the up-river force, +had noticed that difference too. + +"Miriam says for me to keep my feet dry this cold weather," he'd tell +the other man, laughingly, "and Barbara sends her regards to all of us, +and hopes that we are making splendid headway." Or again: "Barbara's +looking a little pale, Miriam writes. She says she's--er--trying to do +altogether too much for her endurance." + +Whatever the bit of news was Garry passed it on religiously, a little +guiltily, sometimes, because of his own great happiness. Once he had +failed, signally, to read behind his friend's moody silences; his +surmise concerning the reason for Steve's changed bearing was not so +wide of the mark this time. Often, within himself, Garry's wrath +seethed hot, but he was no longer as ready as he had once been with +verbal, cynical criticism. Only to Fat Joe did he dare pour out his +soul with that vivid incisiveness which always held Joe spellbound. + +"He's eating his heart out over _her_," he'd explode, "over a girl who +is proving every day that she isn't worth a minute's heart-ache of a +man like him. I used to think she had brains, if any of them did; I +used to think that Barbara Allison was something besides a fluffy +little fool! Why can't he see for himself that she's just as worthless +as most of the rest of them?" + +And from there, without knowing how truly funny such argument sounded, +coming from his lips, he would soar to wonderful heights of profanity. +But save for the pleasure which he took in the pyrotechnics, his +outbursts made little impression upon Fat Joe. The latter maintained a +sort of placid superiority, perhaps because he had learned early that +this attitude aggravated Garry's rages; perhaps because he was so very +certain of his man. + +"I wouldn't go to getting all stirred up like this, so early in the +game," he'd reply with unvaried calm. "Shucks, it's too early to begin +counting either man's pile of chips--" either man to both minds meaning +Steve and Wickersham, without the naming of names. "You are too liable +to premature enthusiasms or discouragements, Garry. That's why I +mostly manage to beat you as easy as he beats me, whenever we throw a +hand or two. Ain't you never going to learn that a man must gamble a +bit on the cards still waiting to be dealt?" + +And again, confidently: + +"He's worried--of course he is! He ain't enjoyin' his meditations a +little bit these days, but he's enjoyin' 'em more all by himself than +he would be if we were up there with him, forcin' him to look +everlastingly like four aces, when it's deuces at present he's holding. +He's worried, and that's why I don't grow nervous myself. Because it +is only the man who is too sure who is awful likely to finish broke. +Don't you waste any pity on him yet, and I wouldn't let him hear me +passing uncomplimentary words concerning his girl, either, if I was +you. Lightning ain't particular where it strikes when it's been a long +time cooped up. Every man to his own taste in such matters, says +I--and shucks, man, can't you tell, just from seein' 'em together that +they was made for each other? If a man quit every time a woman began +to put him over the jumps we'd have a dangerous decrease in marriage +licences staring us in the face. He's just learning to care more for +her, that's all, and caring a lot about anybody never was a comfortable +state to be in. It's entirely too uncertain and unsettling--but you +wouldn't enjoy not caring about anybody at all, yourself, would you?" + +Garry admitted that he wouldn't. + +"Well, then, don't waste your time pitying him." A cold gleam +flickered in those bleached blue eyes. "Don't you suppose I'd have +taken apart long ago this animated ice-chest who is making all the +trouble, just to see what makes him so cold, if I didn't know I'd be +spoiling the big show? Couldn't you see, without my tellin' you, that +I'd rise up some day and leave him looking like a premature blast, +after all I've learned he's plannin' to slip us, if I wasn't sure that +he's going to get it, worse than I could ever give it to him, from that +girl herself? Well, I would. He makes me shiver, that man; makes me +crawl and itch to take his head in one hand and his throat in the other +and exert a little strength in opposite directions. Give our entry +time! The game is running dead against him at present, I'll admit, but +he's husbanding his chips. He ain't drawing wild and squandering his +chances. And he's only _begun_ to play." + +Which, in part, was very, very true; in part not so close to the facts. +Before snow came that fall Steve had recovered his outward confidence, +at least; he had begun to hope again, while he waited and labored +prodigiously against the coming of spring. But in his heart he was no +longer sure; he could not summon back that serene self-surety which, +toward the end, had shaken even the girl's certainty in herself. He +could no longer argue convincingly with a vision of her, as he had +often argued with Barbara herself, that his way would be her way in the +end. For he had begun to realize the width of that gulf which he knew +must seem to exist between them, if not to her then to the eyes of +others of her world. + +It was his memories which gave him consolation those long nights, but +they also gave him doubt. Remembering the daintiness of her as she had +come to him, the night of her party, recalling the things to which she +had been accustomed since she had opened her eyes on the first light of +day, he began to ask himself as every man like him has asked who ever +loved a woman, how in any fairness he could expect her to accept the +little which he could offer in return. To Steve and Fat Joe, to the +men of his gang, his confidence was that of the old, old Steve who, ten +years before, had cocked his head at one of Allison's switch engines +and promised gravely, "I'll hev to be gittin' one of them for myself, +some-day." But his heart ached. And when that ache became so leaden +that he couldn't endure it any longer in silence, he carried it to the +one person in his life who was best calculated to understand. +Diffidently he broached the subject with Miss Sarah, approaching it in +a roundabout fashion least likely to deceive that bright-eyed little +lady. + +"Garry is saving his money against the fatal day," he laughed one +night. "He has become a rank miser! Joe says he goes for days at a +time, borrowing his tobacco, and he won't play anything but penny-ante +now, when he can be coaxed to play at all!" + +Miss Sarah was too kind to look at him directly that evening. + +"The regeneration of Garry is one of the things which had made my life +most happy," she answered. And then, paving the way for what she knew +was on his mind. "I suppose you will be surprising us yourself, one of +these days. And no doubt you'll be just as happily positive as Garry +is, that your choice is the only one in the world." + +They were alone in the big living-room. Caleb was still in town, +gossiping with Hardwick Elliott. And Steve's bruised smile clutched at +Miss Sarah's heart. + +"I!" he overdid his amusement. "I have lived too much alone, I'm +afraid, ever to prove very attractive to any woman's fancy. Bachelors +are not always born; they are sometimes the habits of loneliness." + +"Stuff and nonsense!" the good woman ridiculed him. "Why--why, if it +weren't for a suspicion that you might have your eye on some small +person or other, I'd drop everything and hunt one up for you, myself. +Why, Stephen, what a remark for me to hear from you!" + +Both were silent for a moment. + +"Marriage is a mighty--expensive proposition," he commented at length, +profoundly. + +"Is Garry such a plutocrat any more?" + +"That is not a fair illustration for us to employ," he countered, and +Barbara Allison was not the only woman who loved his lazily final +statements. "Both Garry and Miriam have been taught that there are +worse things than the hardship of making last year's limousine do for +another season." + +Miss Sarah laughed at this drollery. She was a better antagonist than +most. She had practiced on Caleb. + +"Can't one girl learn what another has been taught?" she wanted to +know. "Stephen, do you mean to sit there and infer that you could +continue to _care_ for a girl who could not care for you, just for +yourself?" + +His reply told her how tired he had become in trying to stem the tide +of doubt alone. It warned her, too, that she had gone too close, for +he veered off sharply. Steve persisted in generalities, but he wanted +to talk. + +"I have been wondering if that is not an old-fashioned attitude," he +said. "Women, they tell, us, have broadened since they usurped many +places in the business world once held by men. They are looking mighty +keen-eyed toward the vote now, and a share in the legislation of their +growing affairs, or at least so they explain. You have heard many men +say 'business is business.' Maybe you have watched quite a few +charming brides walk to the altar, and wondered if that wasn't their +sentiment, too." + +She chose to be suddenly vexed with him. + +"I do not like such humor, and of course you are joking. I have heard +Garrett Devereau talk in just such a strain too often to be amused by +it. And if you mean----" + +"If I meant it, I was crying the baby," stated the man coldly, and Miss +Sarah knew that he was rebuking himself. "I could care for such a +girl--yes. But I doubt if I would marry a woman who had even the +smallest doubt. There are too many sharp places to be smoothed over, +without chancing that tragedy of discontent. It's merely habit that's +to blame again, that's all." He cast about for a parallel. "One does +not miss sugar so very much from a meal, until he knows he can't have +it. And then--well, Miss Sarah, I have many times talked peevishly, +for a man, because there was none to be had." + +"We are talking of women. What about salt?" she inquired quickly. + +"That is very indispensable, too, but----" + +"Of the two which do you always take care shall not be missing from +your pack, whenever you turn into the woods?" + +"I see where you are heading, but----" + +"I do not like dissemblance, Stephen," she warned. "You know without +the salt of love the sugar of life can grow sickeningly cloying." + +He did not win his argument, but defeat gave him far more happiness +than could have come from victory. Leaving her that night, he closed +his hand over her delicate fingers in a clasp which left her smiling in +wonder after he had gone. She watched horse and rider disappear into +the whiteness of the new winter till both were lost to her sight. + +"Bless the boy," she murmured then. "Bless the boy!" And to Caleb, +her brother, when he came stamping in: "I surely must take a hand with +these children. They have been left to their own devices long enough." + +Caleb had recovered his good-natured view of the whole affair; he was +given to grinning those days at her flutterings. On more than one +occasion he told her, none too flatteringly, that she made him think of +an officious hen with a brood which a high rate of mortality and +prowling night-raiders had left bereft of all save two of her hatch. +But this particular witticism did not bother her in the least, perhaps +because she realized how pat the comparison was. Instead of silencing +him she showed him the letter which she constructed some days +later--constructed most painstakingly, the second week in December. +She deigned to read it aloud to him, before she dispatched it on its +journey. + + +"Barbara, dear child," she wrote, "this is the appeal of a lonesome +spinster lady who finds that winter, still only a lusty infant here, is +the season for younger, warmer pulses. I am very tired of Caleb's +continued company; that is, with nothing to leaven it. The keenest of +epigrammarians, my dear, becomes very commonplace, you know, to ears +too long tuned to one voice. So I am writing you in dignified +desperation to come to me this holiday season--Caleb is not always as +epigrammatic as I could wish. + +"I am going to be positive that you will come, unless you have already +made other plans. And, on second thought, if you have already done so, +I am going to fall back upon the privileged tyranny of one who once +carried you in her arms. You must come to me this Christmas!" + + +There was another whole paragraph of rambling, repeated arguments, and +then a full page devoted to the beauties of the hills and season. + + +"The days are diamond brilliant," she wrote, "and the nights as drily +cold and crisp as Caleb's few last cherished bottles of champagne. We +have a foot of snow, two feet in the ell of the house where the +mint-bed lies, and that has afforded Caleb much peace of mind, too. +The roots will live nicely under their warm blanket, you see--all of +which must read frivolously to you, coming from staid Miss Sarah. I +can only plead that already I must be less lonely for anticipation of +your arrival. Are you well? You will find new roses for your cheeks +in this climate. And you may telegraph your acceptance, this once, if +you are too busy to write, although you know I deplore the lack of +those punctillios which once made of all custom and etiquette a most +charming thing." + + +It was signed, "Yours, my dear, Sarah Hunter." + +There was a quaint twist to the letter S; sharp angles in the +chirography which a newer decade of femininity might have found sadly +lacking in a largeness of loops now indispensable as indication of +"character." And there was a postscript, of course. + + +"Stephen O'Mara has been several times to dinner, since your departure. +He is working very hard, but most successfully, I am sure, for he +appears to be very happy. He is thinner than he was, but who could +have guessed that the boy he was would grow to be such a handsome man! +Men with eyes like his and such voices used to break the hearts of +susceptible maids, when I was sixteen. Do come! S. H." + + +She read it aloud from beginning to end, nor did she falter much when +Caleb greeted the postscript with a shout of joy. Caleb was most +high-spirited those days, for the line in regard to the progress of +Steve's work was in truth an under-statement if anything, even though +the assurance of his happiness might have been called a misconstruance +of facts. Caleb had almost begun to think that he had done Dexter +Allison, his friend, an injustice. He had begun to congratulate +himself on having said nothing to him directly. + +"What do you think of it?" his sister asked pleasantly, when she had +finished reading. "Will it--do?" + +"If you mean--will it fetch her, I can only say Heaven knows!" Indeed +he was enjoying himself. "You feel positive that she cares for him, +you say? . . . But I thought you were always inclined to believe Steve +rather easy to look at, even as a boy?" + +"I was!" maintained Miss Sarah. Her voice grew girlish. "Do you +remember the night you gave him my old hunting coat, Cal, and he went +to sleep with it in his arms?" + +Some of the teasing note left her brother's voice. + +"Then why do you tell Barbara--why do you seem to infer--" he foundered +hopelessly. + +"Stupid!" said Miss Sarah. "Will she come?" + +"She won't!" he stated solidly. + +When he spoke in that tone Miss Sarah always chose to believe the +contrary, and events in this instance proved her right. Barbara did +not wire. She wrote a long letter full of little twists and turns +which led at last to the subject which Miss Sarah had mentioned so +parenthetically. + + +"I am delighted at the prospect of getting away from town for a week," +she closed as she had opened her reply--"delighted at Mr. O'Mara's +splendid success. Last night I overheard father telling some business +associates that he would one day be the biggest power in the north +country, unless something happened to check him soon. That was very +flattering, wasn't it? It will make you very proud, I know. Tell Mr. +O'Mara I wished to be recalled to him. As I have already warned you in +this letter, father insists on coming with me. I think he must be a +little tired of the city himself, for he is very restless. And remind +Uncle Cal that I am to have the wish-bone, or I will not come at all!" + + +This reply Miss Sarah also read aloud to her brother, in a voice that +was not quite Christian, however, for it was gloating in tone. + +"There!" she breathed, "and, Cal, aren't you ashamed sometimes to have +your judgment so often refuted by a mere woman?" + +Caleb had been reading in the Morrison Standard that the East Coast +Company had made unbelievable strides in its work, in spite of many +conspiring hard-luck circumstances; he was frowning over that oddly +veiled compliment of Allison's, which his daughter had so innocently +repeated, but he was glad to hear that Dexter, too, planned to run up +for the year-end. He was a bit bored himself. Now he grinned over +another thought. + +"She fails to mention whether she ever noticed the color of his eyes," +he choked a little, "or--or the heart-breaking quality of his voice! +Maybe she hasn't noticed 'em yet herself, eh?" + +Miss Sarah scorned to answer. She went upstairs to her desk and she +wrote two letters that night, before she retired. One went back to +Barbara. The other had not so far to travel, but it was longer in +reaching its destination. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +BLUE FLANNEL AND CORDUROY + +The world was snow-bound--all that small world which lay between the +hills in the valley at Thirty-Mile. For two days it had been snowing, +great flakes so plume-like that they seemed almost artificial, making +one think of the blizzards which originate high in theatre-flies under +the sovereignty of a stage-hand who sweats at his task of controlling +the elements. For two days it snowed so heavily that all work moved +but intermittently at the up-river camp; and then, two days before +Christmas, the mercury dropped sharply into the bulbs and the weather +cleared. + +Stephen O'Mara, standing at a window of his cabin late in the +afternoon, peering out upon that cold white world, was wondering if she +would have found it as wonderful as it seemed to him at that moment; he +was wondering whether he would have to break a fresh trail himself, +upon snow-shoes, if he were to join Fat Joe and Garry in town for the +holiday, when a team of horses came toiling into view far across the +snow. It was Big Louie, sitting huge and stolid upon his load of +supplies, coming in a whole day late and cracking his long lash over +the glossy backs of the bays which the lash was never allowed to touch. +Behind him another sledge appeared in turn, with two figures on the +seat, but even at that distance they looked neither so huge nor so +stolidly reconciled to the bite of the wind. Fallon was driving; +Shayne was beating his arms across his chest. And the second team was +fagged and caked with frozen lather. Big Louie had been breaking trail +for twelve bitterly hard hours, but his animals were still far from +spent--not so tired in fact but what they could throw forward their +heads and nicker at the sight of warm stables. Big Louie loved horses +as he loved nothing else in his whole dull world. Sober he fed them +bits of sugar, with strange throat-sounds which they must have +understood, it seemed; drunk he threatened the life of any man who +might chance to maltreat them. That was the reason Steve had made Big +Louie his head-teamster only two weeks before. + +From his window he watched the heavy loads crawl up to the store-house +door; he watched the drivers throw tarpaulins over the boxes and knew +that they were too weary to unload that night. And he was still there +at the frosted pane when the three men, Big Louie still plowing ahead, +hove into view again from the direction of the stables and came +straight toward his own shack. He opened the door and bade them enter +before they had had a chance to knock. The swagger in the shoulders of +two of them told him what to expect. Big Louie was only clumsy, as +usual. + +"You did well to make it," he told the latter, kindly, as he always +addressed him. His nod to the others, who reeked of white whiskey, was +in part a question, in no wise a welcome. "Well?" he asked. + +Apparently there had been a conference beforehand, for there was no +hesitancy on the part of Fallon, who had been ordained spokesman. + +"We've come for our time," he growled. + +Steve nodded gravely. + +"I see," he murmured. "May I ask what's your grievance, this time." + +They were the satellites of Harrigan. Because of that he had kept them +all where his eyes could find them at times. And even though their +arch-leader in discontent had not crossed his path in many days he +listened now to an echo of Harrigan's activities. + +"They're offering three a day in the Reserve camps." Fallon should not +have gloated. "Three a day and a bonus for the high week cut. We're +going back to the river." + +"I see," again observed Steve. "Are they guaranteeing this wage for as +long as you want to work." + +Apparently they had decided, too, that there should be no bargaining. + +"We want our time," Fallon reiterated. "This is going to be a man's +year on the river!" + +"You, also?" Steve inquired of Shayne. + +That worthy gloated too. + +"Yes, me also," he came back, "an' a hundred others, before the ice +goes out." + +Big Louie he had given up for lost long before that, and yet it was +with Big Louie that Steve made a sincere effort. + +"I'd like to have you stay, Louie," he faced the third man. "I need +you, for you can do more with horses than any man I know. You are +worth three a day to me. Do you care to think it over?" + +Big Louie's eyes had been mournful when he stumbled in out of the cold. +They were that now. He started to turn toward the window for a look at +the stables, and then thought better of it. Resolutely, for him, he +shook his head. + +"I am done--me," he muttered. "I work for no company that will leave +honest men to starve." + +It was hopeless from the start, yet Steve tried again. + +"I can promise you work as long as you are able to hold a rein," he +offered, but he moved nearer the door while he was speaking. "That is +all I can promise." + +Perhaps Fallon believed that Big Louie was weakening; perhaps he felt +that the situation was too highly dramatic to be wasted, for he made a +wide flourish with one hand. + +"We want our time, and we want it now," he threatened. "We're going to +show you who bosses this river, before we're done with you!" + +Fallon shouldn't have gloated; he shouldn't have threatened. And +Shayne shouldn't have smiled. Steve had slipped the latch loose. Now +he swung open the door. + +"Call for your time at the Morrison office," he said evenly, "and if +you're going--why, go!" + +By collar and belt he swung him back and drove him sprawling into a +drift. + +"Are you in a hurry, too, Shayne?" he asked pleasantly, and Shayne +buried his head beside Fallon's in the snow. Then Steve closed the +door carefully and turned again to Big Louie. + +"Louie," he said, "I make it a rule to urge no man who does not wish to +stay. If it needs persuasion to keep you, I do not want you here. But +you are running with the wrong crowd, Louie; you'll learn it +someday--but someday may be too late." + +The big, dreamy-eyed man was hardly listening, but he gestured toward +the door. And Steve treated his departure kindly, as he had always +treated his presence. Outside where Shayne and Fallon had picked +themselves up, Big Louie hesitated and fumbled in his pocket with a +cold-cramped hand. He delivered the letter which had been entrusted to +him, before he went down the hill. There are many men like Big Louie +who are pitifully faithful until events outstrip their intellects. +Steve was sorry for him; and a half hour later, after he had read Miss +Sarah's prim note requesting his presence at dinner at seven-thirty, +Christmas eve, he grew sorrier still while he watched the ill-assorted +trio meet once more, blanket-packs upon their backs and snow-shoes on +their feet. Big Louie had joined the other two from the direction of +the stables. There were words between them, for Steve saw the huge +man's arm lift to strike Shayne to the ground, and then drop harmlessly +back to his side. And Steve knew what that bit of pantomime meant. +Big Louie had been to bid his team good-bye. There was a smudge of +brown sugar across his coat, though the watcher was too far away to see +that. But he knew that Big Louie had been crying, knew that Shayne had +smiled. It was the second time that Shayne had smiled that +evening--his second bad mistake. Long after they had disappeared into +the north toward the Reserve Company's camps, Steve wondered that it +had not cost him his life. + +Miss Sarah's note which had been almost a week on the way was very +primly correct, but the inevitable postscript which under-ran it +sounded a more intimate note. + +"We are not excessively formal as a rule, Stephen," she wrote, "so a +dinner jacket will be adequate. As I am expecting two other guests +besides your friends, Mr. Morgan and Garrett Devereau, I must ask you +to let no business matters interfere with your promptness." + +Steve dared not let himself wonder who those other guests would prove +to be, Miriam Burrell, he knew, had already written Garry that this was +to be the saddest Christmas, and the merriest, that she had ever known, +giving as respective reasons her inability to be with him, and the fact +that she was so entirely his. Because he would not let himself hope +this time he was not disappointed, or at least so he told himself, when +he found only Dexter Allison with Caleb, the next afternoon near six. +And on a sudden thought his eyes went roving around the room then, +looking for Archibald Wickersham; but Miss Sarah gave him no time for a +protracted scrutiny. + +"Your room is ready, Stephen," she told him, and steered him toward the +stairs. "You have an hour in which to dress--and you know already that +I am old-maidenishly strict." + +Surely Archibald Wickersham was the other guest whom they were +expecting. Allison's very presence argued that. Yet Steve's nose +played him a startling trick as he mounted upward. He could have sworn +that he smelled that faint perfume which always made him remember, now, +his first letter from her; had he not been afraid to hope he would have +been positive that there was a flurry of skirts retreating above him. +But he knew that she could not have come. He knew it! And then, +three-quarters of an hour later, when he had dressed and turned again +to the stairway, she was there at the foot of the flight, waiting for +him to appear. In a little low pink satin gown that made rounded her +slenderness--made her appear even smaller than she was--she gave him an +elaborate courtesy from the main floor, and flung up at him her +laughter. + +"Merry Christmas, Sir Galahad," she called. + +Just as he had paused there a half-score of years before, Stephen +O'Mara paused now, with Caleb and Miss Sarah again gazing up at him. +It was the first time Sarah Hunter had seen the grown-up Steve in +conventional black and white; her emotions were much the same as they +had been on that remoter day. But Steve did not even see her glowing +face below him in that instant, nor Caleb's, nor that of Allison +either, who watching Steve's eyes, had suddenly ceased to smile. Caleb +knew what his sister's thoughts were, however, for he was recalling +that black velvet suit with silver buttons himself. While Steve and +Barbara were shaking hands he gained her ear in whispered admiration. + +"Sarah," he commented, "Sarah, you are clever!" + +Miss Sarah was on the point of taking Dexter Allison's arm to lead the +way to table. Her reply was tuned to Caleb's ear alone. + +"She had thought of him in terms of blue flannel and corduroy long +enough," she said. "If you please, Dexter--Stephen, do you and Barbara +want any dinner?" + +Those two were still shaking hands. Steve, who was only dimly aware of +the fact that Garry and Fat Joe had arrived, the latter guilty of his +first dinner jacket and enormously proud of his guilt, stood looking at +Barbara while she was chattering at him, without hearing distinctly a +word she spoke. Miss Sarah's question helped to bring him back. + +"You look as though I were a wraith," the girl accused him. "Am I so +pale after a few weeks of sophisticated city air?" + +But her man had taken command of himself again, by then. + +"I thought you looked like--shall I tell you what I thought?" + +"Most certainly," she was forced to insist. "Wasn't it a bald enough +invitation for a pretty speech?" + +"I thought you looked like a small pink bon-bon," responded Steve +leisurely, and while the rest laughed at her discomfiture, Fat Joe +leaned over and nudged Garry. + +"What'd I tell you?" he demanded. "What'd I tell you? Say, ain't he +working well to-night?" + +But for once Joe had himself been misled into premature enthusiasm such +as he had decried in Garry. For if Barbara had, in Miss Sarah's +phrase, been thinking of Steve in terms of blue flannels and corduroy, +until then, before the dinner ended she was aware of a difference in +the attitude of this man who loved her, too great to be explained by +the clothes he wore. The very light in his eyes, whenever she +contrived to catch him gazing at her, convinced her of what was behind +his new restraint; and then, immediately, perversely, she set herself +to break it down by those very methods best calculated to strengthen +it. More than once that evening Dexter Allison withdrew from the +general conversation to watch the play of his daughter's glances upon +O'Mara's tanned face; several times he fell to chewing his lip as was +his custom when deeply perplexed. Complications scarcely ever troubled +Dexter Allison. He was beginning to awake to one now which already +worried him more than he cared to admit. + +There was no keeping the girl within doors after dinner was over. She +ran upstairs and changed into moccasins and white blanket coat, and +skirt that barely met the moccasin tops half-way. And Steve, who had +changed too and was waiting for her when she came down, had knotted a +crimson scarf about the middle of his belted jacket to match the white +one twisted about her throat. With much approval Miss Sarah noted, +while she watched them away on snow shoes, the bit of color it added to +his soberer garb; she promised herself to recall it to Caleb at some +future date. Caleb had very pronounced views regarding the lack of +vanity in men's dress. But for the time being she was content to go +upstairs and be alone with her campaigning. + +The man and girl climbed far that night in quite unbroken silence. +They had reached the crest of the first hill and stopped with the +higher ridges in front of them, black bulks filigreed with white, +before Barbara decided that she would have to make him talk. + +"Aren't you going to say anything at all?" she challenged then. + +She needed no explanation of his mood. To a woman there is no subtler +flattery than a man's dumb acknowledgement of her unattainability. He +talked when she bade him talk, but she was not positive whether she was +vexed or not because their conversation was of common-place things: The +work he was doing, upon which he was aggravatingly reticent, or the +severity of the last storm, or the amazing clarity of the night. +Certainty, however, was hers that he was no longer sure of +himself--that he was fighting silently against a growing conviction +that she was beyond his reach. + +It made her very happily sad, somehow, and when Steve told her about +Big Louie and his horses, the sadness became a lump in her throat, and +a blur in her eyes which the man could not help but see. + +"It is too bad," he said slowly. "I have been sorrier for him myself, +since his going, than I've been over anything for years. I do not know +just why, but I'm afraid for him. The others--" He stopped there, +catching himself before he had said too much. "I could always tell Big +Louie how I wanted a thing done, and know without one little bit of +doubt that he would stick to my orders. But that is the trouble with +his kind. Because he has no initiative of his own, he has to depend +upon the ideas which other men supply him. And there is no guarantee +whether they will be good or bad ideas." + +From the first he talked fitfully that night. On other occasions she +had noticed how his mind seemed to veer, whimsically, from one topic to +another with little apparent continuity of thought, only to swing back +again, just when she was beginning to feel that she had lost the thread +of inference, to point his argument with parallels that were new and +delightful wisdoms to her ears. But to-night his grave-voiced +divergences, oftener than not, left her thoughts behind his thoughts. + +"It is a very easy country to get lost in," he next remarked, when he +had had to insist that his sense of direction, and not hers, should be +the one to be trusted. "He was never able to go fifty rods into the +brush himself, without getting completely turned around, and he was +born in these hills, at that." + +Then he had to tell her that it was Big Louie to whom he was referring, +before she understood quite what he meant. But he abandoned that +trend, freakishly, the very next moment. + +"It doesn't seem complicated," he pondered. "To a man who has come +into the world with his sense of north and south and east and west all +safely relegated to his backbone instead of having to depend upon the +flighty functions of his brain for his guide, it's about the simplest +thing there is. He finds his way without thinking about the lay of the +land, or moss on the trees, or the sun or stars. But the other +one--the one who has to stop and reason that he must travel so many +miles to the west to reach home in the afternoon, because he came that +many in the morning--why, he even gets to doubting his compass, until +night catches him without a roof over his head and no wood collected +for a camp-fire." + +Long before then she had learned how sensitive a thing was his +spirit--and she wanted him to go on. + +"It must be a terrible thing to--to know that one is lost." Her hands +were buried deep in her pockets; she found it hard to keep pace with +his stride. "I am always afraid of the night noises in the woods." + +It was the girl in her which had spoken at which he smiled, but his +smile was absent-minded. + +"That is very strange, too," he accepted her lead, after contemplating +it for a time. "It is always the one who can't trust his compass who +loses his head, once he knows he's mixed up. Big Louie was that way. +He was lost once, for two days, before we found him; he was half mad +with terror and pretty near dead with fatigue. He had been running in +a big circle for hours, and we had to corner him before he would see +that we were friends. He'd been listening to the night noises, you +see; dwelling on the blackness and the silence and his lack of a fire, +until his brain was no longer any use to him." + +"What should one do?" she asked him faintly, when she knew that he was +waiting for her to speak. Yet his answer persisted in adding to that +word-image which his mind was molding. + +"Quit letting yourself look back over your shoulder, to see if anything +is following you!" He was suddenly gruff, and she knew that he was +talking at himself. "Quit dwelling on the crackle in the brush, and +the darkness, and the things you are afraid to fear. The wise man +stops when he knows he's lost his bearings; he busies himself +collecting wood for a fire, if not to keep the chill from his body by +exercise, then because it keeps his mind off himself. And he sleeps if +he can. Anyhow he lies quiet and rests. And when morning comes he +uses his reason better for having rested, if his instincts still play +him false. He has a look at the stars before daybreak; he watches the +sun come up, and he holds a straight line by the height of land, or by +the river flow, and he hits familiar country soon." + +This time the girl did not interrupt him. She was watching his face. + +"And that doesn't apply just to one little corner of the woods, or one +little corner of life, either, does it?" he mused. "When a man's +instinct fails him, he can stop and get his bearings back; when he's +afraid he can kindle a fire within him, always, if he'll only rustle +around before it gets too dark to search for fuel. But at that it +isn't so very easy, in life, to get one's bearings straight again. +It's stormy, some nights, maybe, and the stars don't shine; sometimes +day dawns cloudy and the sun is not advertising its location too +strongly. Instinct has always been strong in me, but there have been +times, too, when I have had to hold my eyes mighty steady on some +object far beyond me, to keep my line dead straight." He stopped short +and faced her. "You would be afraid, yes," he told her, "but you would +try hard to discipline yourself. You would never go rushing blindly +into a worse tangle, spending your strength and breaking your sanity +down. Big Louie is a child; discipline is wasted on him. And--and I +have always been able to find my way myself." + +She knew now toward what point he had been talking. Mentally he had +been wandering, as Big Louie once wandered in the flesh, in a wide +circle that fetched up again against that doubt in himself which was +hurting her, even while it was making her happy. He had taken the +example of Big Louie and applied it to his own life, and suddenly the +girl realized how infinitely greater was his philosophy thereof than +was hers. + +"I shall try to remember that," she answered soberly. "If ever I am +lost I--I shall try to wait confidently for daylight, and keep my eyes +to the fore." + +She was near to tears when he stooped and knelt in the snow to tighten +a thong slipping from one webbed foot. Below them stretched a plain of +shimmering frost-points, bounded by inscrutable walls of black timber. +Somewhere within the warmer heart of a swamp a fox yapped hungrily; +somewhere within her own heart his whimsical discourse had awakened a +sense of the mystery of his wilderness--its friendship for those who +love it--its implacable enmity for those who do not understand. And he +looked up just when that emotion came flooding into her face. + +"It is wonderful--wonderful--wonderful!" she breathed, throwing out +both arms with that ecstatic impulsiveness which he knew so well. "Now +I know why you said men always return to it, once they have felt its +spell." + +"You are lovelier than you know!" came back from him, almost gruffly +again; and she could not parry with lightness so swift and strained a +speech. + +"You always tell me very pretty things," was all she could think of to +say in reply. + +But then, rising, he flung back his head and shook himself as if +throwing off a burden too restraining and irksome. He laughed aloud, +and from that minute until he loosed her feet from the snowshoes he was +more like her "blue flannel and corduroy" lover again. But his attack +no longer made her fear herself. + +"If I cared for you, yes," he made her admit before he would let her go +in that night. "If I cared for you, my engagement to no man could +stand in the way. But that is the reason I know I do not care." + +She had seen him grave with doubt that night; seen him fight to shake +it off. There was doubt in his answer now. + +"Because I am not----" But he could not force himself to ask it. + +"Because I could never care as you would demand the woman should care +who marries you." + +She wanted to help him a little, she didn't know just why. Pity is a +very dangerous emotion, when pity is not sought. + +"You are loving me that way this minute," he said, but his words were +dogged. "Loving me more than you know." + +There was neither reference to her letter nor mention of that night at +Thirty-Mile when she had stolen out to bid him good-bye. Other long +tramps followed, on other pale and zero nights, but his attitude +remained much the same. Whimsically at times he shared his innermost +thoughts with her; always he told her that he cared, with a gentleness +in the telling that made it hard for her to listen. Barbara least of +all realized what those days were doing to her, but before that week +had run its course even Caleb's eyes were opened to the change in Steve. + +"I told you so," he said, but he took no delight in recommending it to +his sister's attention. "If he didn't know it before, she's taught him +this trip that he hasn't a chance." + +"Your sensation is ancient history, Cal," was all she would reply. + +And even though, so far as Steve's peace of mind was concerned, Miss +Sarah's scheming had not helped at all, that tiny lady still chose to +view her activities complacently the day Barbara took leave of her +again. + +"Write me every detail of your plans," Miss Sarah ordered her. "Proxy +bridal preparations are better than none, my dear, and I am madly +interested." + +At the last minute Barbara bobbed her dark head in reply. + +"I will," she promised meekly. And then, wide eyes vague with fear: +"Aunt Sarah, I--I'm not sure that I want to be--married at all!" + + * * * * * * + +"You will be coming back," he told her again the day he put her on the +train. "You will be back in the spring?" + +It was his old, hopeful challenge, with all the hope left out. + +"I think so," she faltered in return. "I mean to come and see the +completion of your work, if father will let me." She knew a moment of +confusion. "I wonder, many nights, if you are safe, up here in the +hills." + +Indeed, Miss Sarah had made progress, though the surface indications +were small. The girl would never think of him again simply in terms of +blue flannel and corduroy. But that was not the most disturbingly +vivid memory which she carried away with her. + +"I love you," he framed the words silently as the train was pulling +out, and although their positions were reversed, the moment was so +reminiscent of that day when he had leaned out of her father's switch +engine cab and asked if she wanted a ride, that it made her throat ache. + +She waved a small gloved hand to him on the platform. + +She did not want to go. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +SETTING THE STAGE + +There are two interviews which should be mentioned here, if for no +other reason then merely because they were both so entirely the outcome +of Miss Sarah's Christmas party. Neither of them were long; the last +one which took place between Wickersham and the girl he was to marry +was the briefer of the two. But her prettily serious argument that the +first of May was too early a date for their wedding, in view of the +work which he had to do and her own state of unpreparedness, left him +so white of face that she felt guiltily sorry for him for many days to +follow--felt guiltier still at the relief she experienced when she had +established that reprieve. The other interview was longer, and took +place days earlier, but it was no more of a delight to Archibald +Wickersham. + +Dexter Allison had returned home almost a week in advance of his +daughter, pleading stress of business, but in spite of the demands upon +his time and attention, he had found it impossible to forget the night +of the dinner, when he had watched his daughter's eyes upon Stephen +O'Mara's face. + +Allison had never professed a knowledge of women. Like her mother, +Barbara had been many, many times an enigma which he who had often +taken men's souls apart had not dared even to try to solve. Partly +because of that, partly because his observation in other quarters had +taught him the dangerous futility of it, he had lifted his voice +neither in encouragement nor protest of Archibald Wickersham. The two +had grown up from childhood together--Barbara and the man whom she was +engaged to marry--and more than once her father had assured himself +that at least there was a long knowledge of each other's shortcomings +to make for safety in the long run. + +His own dislike for Wickersham he had never allowed to sway his middle +course of non-interference. And he had never liked the boy; never +learned to like the man he had grown to be. Underneath Dexter +Allison's jovial exterior there was a cynicism which for hardness would +have made Garry Devereau's worst moments seem mere childish fits of +spleen. Men do not watch other men whimper and beg for mercy--little +rascals who have been nipped in a greater schemer's trap--without +beginning to wonder, soon or late, how much of man is warped and +twisted; and he had been watching Archie Wickersham now for months. He +believed that men's men were not women's men, the oft-repeated epigram +to the contrary. He had eaten too many dinners at which the lion of +the evening who sat on the charming hostess's right hand, was a man of +rank and a thing of ranker repute. But after his first shock at the +realization that his baby was a woman grown, he had promised himself +that her engagement and Wickersham's should be a long one; promised +that the man into whose keeping she was given should have earned the +title in full. + +Wickersham's code, in many respects, was above reproach. Allison had +taken pains to ascertain that. But beyond that he did not let himself +go; he neither allowed himself to wonder at, nor regret, her choice. +He was too honest to decry in another much which he knew would not +measure up to Golden Rule standards in himself. And he had a really +great man's unshakable faith in his own flesh and blood. + +Yet he had been troubled more than a little since his Christmas trip to +Morrison. When he turned a page he turned it for all time, but in the +last day or two he had caught himself surrepticiously trying to steal a +glance at some which had only just rustled into place. Dexter Allison +had left brilliant men of cross-examination panting impotently at the +barrenness of their efforts; he had known it and enjoyed it to the +full. But he knew, too, that he could never face, jauntily or +otherwise, one reproach in the dusky eyes of the girl with whom he had +more than once played truant, to breakfast with Caleb and Miss Sarah. +And he was facing that thought, nearer to panic than he had ever been +before, the night before New Year's, when Wickersham was announced at +nine. He was thinking of Barbara's mother when he beckoned his guest +to a chair, shook his head over his red cheeks, and offered a cigar. + +"Devilish cold weather," he grunted, none too graciously, for he had +not wanted to be disturbed just then. + +The younger man admitted that it was. His mind, plainly, was not upon +the weather, but he found difficulty in introducing a topic of his own +choosing. Outspokenness had never been one of Archie Wickersham's +boldest characteristics, so Allison assisted him now. Allison liked a +man to be outspoken. + +"Well," he demanded, "let's hear it. What's on your mind?" + +There are times when hatred will betray 'most any man. Hatred now led +Wickersham to speak not wisely but with venom. + +"I want you to refuse to renew your name on the East Coast notes," he +said. "They are due on the second." + +Few men had ever said "I want you to" to Dexter Allison and, as he put +it, "gotten away with it to any great extent." And of all nights this +one in particular was the least likely to prove propitious for such an +attempt. That was Wickersham's oversight. + +"So!" said Dexter, "so! Well, now for your reason." + +Wickersham had not learned until after Barbara's departure that she was +spending the holidays in Morrison, for he had himself expected to be +away. And it is only fair to the girl to say that she had honestly +forgotten to apprise him of her plan, in her real excitement at going. +But finding it out for himself had not made the fact any pleasanter to +Wickersham. + +"It should be clear enough without explanation," he enunciated each +word nicely, "if you want that road they are building." + +Allison glanced up, surprised at the tone employed. + +"Meaning of course I do," he mused. "And yet--and yet, I don't know!" + +Fear burned in the tall, thin man's eyes that night--fear that made his +hatred for the absent man who was teaching him fear anything but a +pretty thing to watch. + +"I've tried to buy off their men." He was holding himself with an +effort that made him tremble. "I've held up their supplies on every +track that we control, but they've had the luck with them. They've +made up lost time by working day and night. I've----" + +"You've set a drunken fool to steal his plans," drawled the other with +deadly sarcasm, "like a second-rate, one-night-stand villain. Don't +forget to mention that, too!" + +In many ways it resembled an earlier conference which they had shared +together; in many points it differed from it. For if Allison had +goaded the other man, on that former occasion, largely from a malicious +delight in stirring him to verbal violence, such a thought was farthest +from his mind now. Allison was talking from a new angle. If a turned +page was a turned page to him, at least his memory was good. His +lounging body shifted a little. + +"Archie, do you remember what I told you about that woods-rat, as you +called him once? Did I tell you that he would fight? Well, listen and +listen closely while I repeat it for you. He hasn't even warmed to it +yet!" + +Wickersham went yellow at that, but his icy self-control held firm. He +did not break into vituperation this night; he smiled, though his voice +was only a whisper. + +"Men have dropped out of sight before now, in those woods," he husked. +"I'll win, or I'll see that he lies and rots in one of his own +sink-holes." + +A big voice is a wonderful weapon at times. Allison's booming bass +made Wickersham's threat seem only mean and hollow when the heavy man +leaped to his feet and shook a finger under that high-bridged nose. + +"No you won't!" he snapped. "No you won't! And if I didn't know, +after hearing you talk, that you haven't stuff enough in you to be +dangerous, I'd fix you so you'd be in no condition to bushwhack anybody +for the next six months. I'm in a bad mood to-night. Drop out of +sight, eh? You'll play this fair--fair at least as I see it by my +standards, and they are better standards than yours. You've come +dictating to me, ordering me to slip a knife into their backs. Are you +that kind of a sneak? Did you think I was? Now listen again, and +listen well, for I mean what I say! + +"I want that railroad, if the man who is building it is too weak to +keep me from taking it away from him. But if I don't get it on such a +basis, I'll know that there is a man at the head of it who is big +enough to take care of my share of it. Have you got that? Very well. +And now go back to your melodrama, if you want to. Steal his men, if +he will let you; fight him every inch of his construction--that is your +job--and I'll still insist that it is his fault if he is tardy on the +first of May. But it's you and O'Mara from now on, Archie. I'll be a +spectator now! And, by Gad, don't you ever come near me again with a +request that I . . . don't you ever let me hear you threaten that +you----" + +Allison's face was suffused before he finished, and Wickersham, +astounded past utterance, slid from his chair away from that +flourishing hand which had become a fist. It was no scene to take +place between a man and his prospective son-in-law. Realizing that +Allison tried to laugh, deprecatingly, at his temper. + +"Go out and get him, Archie," he invited. "I'll be watching, don't +doubt that. And I know how much you want to win. It's a bigger stake +than most folks realize!" + +Like Barbara he tried to make his side of the interview kindly at the +end, but he sent the other man away wondering whether he had understood +that last remark, and afraid to think that he had. And two other +things Allison had done. For once he had started to pay hush money to +his conscience. Once and for all, like Fat Joe, he had registered at +last a refusal to interfere in any way that might spoil the climax of +the "big show" for which Fate or Chance or Destiny, or whatever men may +call it, was setting the stage, with an unhurried calm that contrasted, +ironically, with the mad haste of her actors. + +But he watched, as he had promised he would. The same day that more +than half of O'Mara's men went on strike and deserted to the Reserve +Company's payroll, the news reached him that a trainload of laborers +had been shot in to take their places--those very types of laborers +which Steve himself had warned Elliott would not last an hour, in the +event of trouble. For a week Allison wondered that there was no clash +between the displaced men who believed that the river was theirs alone +and this new corps which Garry Devereau was handling at the lower end +of construction, not by physical prowress, as Fat Joe had ruled, but +just as surely and all because, as Joe himself put it, he could damn a +man merely by bidding him good-morning. + +"Honey crossed north to-day to have a look at his winter cut," Joe +would observe to his chief at supper at Thirty-Mile; and before the +night was many hours older Allison too, in Manhattan, would have +learned by wire in less picturesque phraseology, that Archie Wickersham +was missing no chances. + +"They have now finished hauling their logs to the river," Joe told +Steve one night after a prolonged scouting trip. "They are turning +their attention to their float dams, now!" + +And when that news was relayed to the big man who never ceased to watch +he understood why there had been no violence when the rivermen went on +strike. + +With a clumsiness that shamed him Allison contrived to pass on to his +daughter all such bits of gossip which dribbled down to him; that is, +all which appertained strictly to Stephen O'Mara's race against time, +and not to the opposition which he was meeting. Her excitement was a +bubbling thing, innocent of suspicion or premonition, but he was like a +war-worn veteran who stands watching column after column wheel into +position, waiting the word to go in, and knows he cannot respond. + +Many times Barbara tried to write to Steve in those days and each time +destroyed the badly scored sheet, either in dismay at the wilful +intimacy of her pen or disgusted with its stilted aloofness. She saw +less and less of Wickersham that winter, partly because his affairs +were monopolizing all his time, partly because she managed to spend +most of her waking hours with Miriam Burrell or her father, who +appeared doubly, humbly glad of her companionship. Always she insisted +that Stephen O'Mara would win through; she made happy, petty wagers +with both of them, in anticipation of their journey north, against the +first of May. But there was one bit of news which her father had not +been able to pass on to her. For Dexter Allison had had no way of +learning of a night when the man who was most in their thoughts had +finally lifted a bleak face from his arms, in his cabin up-river, and +forced himself, hard-eyed, to acknowledge one defeat. + +It was the bitterest January that the hill country had known in twenty +years; but mile by mile that month the twin lines of steel crept +steadily into the north under the urgings of Garry's smooth voice. The +snowfall for February broke all records for half that period; but +Steve, with his handful of men at Thirty-Mile, put his piling down. +And then it rained--it rained until small brooks ran torrents and the +river tumbled white and thunderous its entire length. + +The snow went off the last of March that spring and the gorges could +not carry away the water. The sun turned summer hot; it burned the +higher ridges dry while the valleys still lay hidden in flood. It was +August temperature, the third Sunday in April, when Stephen O'Mara +stood and watched, beneath the glare of kerosene torches, his bridge at +Thirty-Mile go into position between dark and dawn. + +There was no man among them that day who did not show upon his face the +strain they had been under. They were few, they were unshaven and +dirty and lean as hungry hounds; but they were the men whom Steve had +once bidden Hardwick Elliott to watch, once they had begun to scent +combat. Fat Joe was no longer plump. Steve was worn down to actual +thinness. And it would have taken a careful eye to have selected the +chief from their ranks that Sunday. + +The huge timbers had dropped into place like bits of jig-sawed puzzle. +At three in the afternoon, too tired both in body and soul for elation, +Steve watched them drive home the last spike and heard their hoarse +effort at a cheer. He had turned to start toward his shack, not like a +man who knows that the end of a well-nigh hopeless task is in sight, +but like a beaten man. The first of May meant more to Steve than any +clause of the East Coast Company's contract could convey. He had not +had even one letter since he put her upon her train. Wickersham's +appearance on horseback, at the head of the valley, picking his way +around the flooded meadow, halted him in his heavy-footed climb. A +whistle shrilled, far to the south of them, down the completed track. +And then, after ten years and more, they were face to face again. + +"That bridge will have to go down!" Wickersham was breathing hard, for +all that he had been riding. "I'm going through with my drive to-day!" + +He had dismounted. Steve smiled at him. + +"You're a whole week previous, Wickersham," he said, wearily. "I'll be +signaling for your first load of logs in less than sixty hours." + +Archibald Wickersham wished that he could have believed it impossible, +for it would have given him courage and lent conviction to his stand. +But he knew just how fast those few remaining miles of open roadbed +would be spanned. His eyes were furtive; there was no body to his +voice. + +"My men are on the banks," he blustered. "My first head of logs has +started down. It's too late to argue now--too late for your promises +that none but fools ever believed!" The sure irrevocability of what he +was saying blanched his cheeks. "I cannot wait for a miracle to be +performed. My timber must come out on this flood." + +Stephen O'Mara had whipped him once, but men had interfered. This day +Chance or Destiny or Fate--whatever you may choose to call it--saved +him from destruction. The lean and weary man who had not been out of +his clothes for three days and three nights, save for a plunge in the +icy river, had taken his first step forward, when the whistle screamed +a nearer warning. + +She had told him that she would come to see the finish of his race, but +he had long since stopped believing that. And now when she stood and +waved her hand at him from the brass-railed observation platform of +Allison's private car which a switch engine, out of patience with the +grade, was shunting across the lower end of the clearing, he could only +stand and stare dully, no faith in his eyes. + +The loud plaid of her father's garb flashed behind her in the doorway. +Hardwick Elliott's fine face peered over his shoulder. And Wickersham, +who had not seen his fiance in a month, had started toward them, +stiffly erect in his immaculate whipcord habit. Wickersham was +smiling; Wickersham was safe again. For Fate or Chance or Destiny who +had been setting the stage was bringing on her principals. She would +brook no _ad lib_ now. + +A low mutter in the north became an ominous murmur while Steve was +following slowly in Wickersham's steps, and he realized what it meant. +He stopped to stare at his handful of men, rearing their heads to +listen, too. Steve had been all winter alone with the puzzle of his +own inferiority which he could never understand. And a minute later, +when he had reached out to help to the ground a little blue clad figure +with fur at throat and wrists, she drew the be-furred edge of her skirt +about her ankles and laughingly refused his assistance, and jumped to +the ground unaided. She was far too excited to know what she was +doing; she hardly saw him at all in that first moment, but the act +spelled much to him. His hands were grimy, his face stubbly and +streaked with sweat and mud, and he had been months alone with his +too-sensitive spirit. + +"You should not be here," was all he said to her. "This is no place +for you." + +He shook hands with the men, mechanically--Allison quizzical, Elliott +concerned. He went back to his bridge. The water had come up a half +foot in the last few minutes some one--Fat Joe, perhaps--told him; it +was sucking greedily at the piles. And in the north the ominous murmur +had become a rhythmic roar. + +Wickersham's men were driving the river. They were singing "Harrigan, +That's Me!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +IT HAPPENS IN BOOKS + +It is said that men remember many things when death is imminent; and +for days and days something had been dying hard in Stephen O'Mara's +breast. His step was slow that afternoon when he drew apart to take up +his position alone upon a bit of higher ground, his shoulders heavy and +drooping; yet his brain was feverishly active. Recollection of many +long gone days--thoughts of many things--came darting to his mind; but +they were not thoughts of desperate, last-minute expedients which might +stave off this present crisis. For if he had believed that force alone +would win for him; if he had had faith that mere numbers could save his +construction, he would not have left Garry Devereau with his scores of +laborers, busy five miles to the south. Steve was not thinking of his +construction now; it had become a dim and remote consideration. It had +lost its importance in his scheme of things. + +They came slowly at first--Wickersham's logs--thudding heavily, one by +one, into the underpinnings of the bridge, sliding free or lodging +cross-current as the case might be; then in a thicker and thicker tide +that ground and up-ended and settled with the weight of the +coffee-colored flood behind it. In the beginning the handful of men +who had put those timbers into place set themselves, doggedly, to save +their completed structure, until the man who had worked with them, +shoulder to shoulder, through the night called them with a nod back to +the bank. Obediently then they collected in a small knot behind him, +murmurous, gutterally grumbling; waiting his further word they squatted +on their haunches, staring hungrily at their chief who stood in seeming +surrender, head bowed before them. + +The coming of Wickersham's men was not a thing of degrees. They poured +into view through the brush fringe at the north edge of the marsh and +halted, but only for an instant. + +"Who is your friend at the time when you need a friend?----Harrigan, +that's me!" + +The maudlin menace of that chorus rocketed from ridge to ridge. Then, +a tight-ranked mass of humanity, they had formed and were sweeping +forward again, stepping out to the beat of the ragtime which was their +marching hymn. And still the man who stood apart from the rest gave no +sign that he was aware of their approach. Once he did straighten; when +separate faces began to be distinguishable in that reeling mob he +turned and gazed, emptily, toward the group a few yards +away--Wickersham putty-skinned before this storm which he had brewed; +Allison himself pale; and the girl whose eyes were staring back at him +with no clear understanding in their depths. He made no move toward +action, not even when the singing pack surged up and spread out before +him, until a jostling crescent, straggling at the points, half +encircled him and swallowed up as well the little knot behind which had +come bristling to its feet. Their onslaught had seemed an irresistible +thing, bent upon instant violence; and yet little by little their +syncopated defiance died away until they, too, were staring uncertainly +at that worn and mud-stained figure which seemed to hang its head. His +very inertia robbed them of their impetus. + +"Harrigan, that's me!" they faltered now, and there came a lull in the +valley at Thirty-Mile, broken only by heavy breathing and the crunch of +logs jamming beneath the bridge, and the ugly swirl of backed-up water. +It held quiet while Steve looked up, mildly, and scanned the ring in +front of him and nodded in recognition to a sullen few; then oaths +broke that silence, and a command for room to pass. An upheaval +disrupted the crescent's centre. Steve saw Big Louie's face high above +the heads of his shorter companions; he watched him plow heavily +forward. Shayne he glimpsed, automatically, and Fallon, faithful +henchmen. And then Harrigan stood forth. + +Long arms dangling, palms back, almost to his knees, that red-headed +one minced forward on the balls of his feet. Harrigan was redeeming a +promise many weeks overdue. It was spring, and Harrigan had come back! + +"I'm here," he spoke to that bowed head, "if you are afther carin' to +welcome me!" + +"I've been expecting you, Harrigan." + +Again that startling mildness. + +There is little wonder that it deceived the riverman. Listening, +watching O'Mara's slack form even Fat Joe's face burned; even Archie +Wickersham's dared flash in triumph. And Harrigan's went savagely +exultant. + +"You talked out loud to me, once," he taunted. "Is it so difficult you +find it now to speak up so I can hear?" + +"Would you promise to listen to argument, Harrigan?" + +Vilification tore at the other's lips, until friend and enemy marveled +at what Steve took in silence. + +"You have begun many things in this counthry," the obscene tirade +ended. "You came out of these woods with rags on your back and started +at bein' a gentleman when we were only bhoys. You've made a gr-reat +success av it with the ladies, we'll gr-rant you that; but you should +have stuck to your soft and lily-white pastime. For when you aimed to +turn this river into a gentleman's proposition you started something +too big for you to finish. I'm taking it off your hands, now. Can't +you even talk back like a man?" + +There must be fire starting over in the north-east, Steve meditated +with an irrelevance strange even to himself--and that reference to her +surely was not needed! Yes, there was a smudge of smoke rising behind +Twin-face; people should be more careful whore they dropped matches in +an unseasonably hot spring like this--and Harrigan's sneer for the boy +who had come, wonder-eyed, out of the wilderness and looked upon the +picture-thing in kilted velvet which she had been was certainly +squandered viciousness now. Past and present they trouped before him, +thoughts that spanned years of time and covered leagues of country, yet +long before Harrigan had finished with his question Steve knew how he +was going to answer it. He didn't have to debate that, and +deliberation only gave him the keener joy of anticipation. + +All his life opposition had been a familiar of his. Days of hunger he +had known and cold, and nights of black discouragement, but never so +black until now but what he had been able to hold his vision clear. +But that vision was not his any longer to contemplate. + +Circumstance had been his handicap; Circumstance he had met and thought +to bend to his will; and yet Circumstance had beaten him; in the end +Custom was laughing in his face. Beside those intangible antagonists +which had been his this personal enemy was only puny, only braggard and +swaggering and cheap. But it was a bone and muscle antagonist; it was +an entity--a thing upon which one might hurl oneself and spend one's +bitter intoleration. + +Steve had stopped thinking; he had had too much of thought. Suddenly +that question which had been a riddle to him was a riddle no longer. +He had the answer, and could see himself as others no doubt had seen +him--a fool who had believed in the supremacy of fineness; a boy who +had reached for the moon. But it left the issue clearer now. He, too, +was a riverman; the degree was different, that was all. And rivermen +did not vex their brains with abstract problems; they fought with their +hands. His bowed head came back then, and the mass of men, catching +sight of the mad, glad light that flared in his eyes, rolled back to +give them room. He laughed at Harrigan. He was laughing at himself. +They heard and marveled at the pleasantry of his answer. + +"Maybe you are right, Harrigan," he said. "You may be--I do not know. +I have started big things and left them unfinished. But you are wrong +for the rest of it, Harrigan, for I am going--to--finish--you!" + +Men tell of that encounter now; it is already epic on the river. One +may listen to its details, and he chance into any of a half dozen +places:--Mulcahy's, Laduc's, or Whitted's that once was Brown's. And +always one will hear different details, but always one accord of +verdict. They will tell you that no man ever went through worse +vengeance and stayed a living man. + +For like a blast of wrath O'Mara lifted and struck him. Harrigan's +hands had not left his hips before he met the ground, and he was back +on his feet like a bounding ball only to go down again before the +smashing impact of those blows. Caution he tried to use in rising and +they searched out his face, his chin, and drove him hither and yon. +Open fighting was not the river style of fighting and he closed this +time and wrapped his gorilla arms about this fury who fought with +lightning strokes to keep him off. His greater weight o'erbore them +both; he broke away and his hob-nailed boots, lashing out, bit the +flesh of O'Mara's temple--they tore the turf where his face had been. + +There was madness in Harrigan's hideous roarings of hate, madness in +his blind rushes; but his bull-strength availed at first. He weathered +destruction and managed to close again. This time the lighter man was +ready for the scuff of those armed boots; he twisted and covered his +face with his shoulder, and only his shirt ripped open to let blood +stream from the rent. On their feet they rocked--to their knees! +Faces grinding into the earth they strained and broke away. And always +Harrigan came back and found him, blindly. Once his hairy hands +searched O'Mara's face and O'Mara's forehead went wet with the agony of +fingers tearing at his eye-sockets. Dropping he escaped that gouging +grip, coming up he caught Harrigan's chin and turned him over backward. + +Harrigan squandered his strength in drunken rushes, his breath in +screams of hate. He tore forward when the other had already stepped +aside, and Steve, shaking away the blood that was trickling rivulets +into his eyes, met him returning. There came a time when Harrigan's +enveloping arms found him less readily; came a change when Harrigan had +to stand up and fight. And then, with deadly, insensate purpose which +made the other's madness a wild and futile thing, Stephen O'Mara set +himself to chop his face to pieces. Flail-like blows he side-stepped, +and whipped to the other's eyes. That open guard he feinted wider and +laid flesh open raw. Harrigan could no longer curse, for his lips were +puffy things pulped between his own teeth and those merciless knuckles. +He could only sob, great groaning gasps for breath--and then he +couldn't see! + +And now Steve was laughing aloud. He knew that _she_ was watching; +knew what loathing was in her eyes. And he--he was a riverman! +Sobbing himself for air, dripping crimson from forehead and shoulder, +he set himself and swung from the waist. Like a pole-axed ox, Harrigan +stopped as he was lurching in. His mouth sagged; his eyes flew wide in +a fixed and stupid stare. Then his legs folded under him and he swayed +limply down. But that blast of wrath would not let him lie! It raised +him and beat him down again; raised him and beat him down. By his +throat Steve swung him up--by throat and buckled belt. High over his +head he swung that bulk and lashed forward from his heels. And +Harrigan went back to his panting followers; twisting and spinning, his +body swept Shayne and Fallon to the ground. + +Allison had not stirred, nor putty-faced Wickersham, nor the girl who +stood with hands at breasts. And now toward them Stephen O'Mara +wheeled. His legs would fail him, and he steadied them; blood blinded +him, and he wiped it away. Swaying giddily, he managed, somehow, a +smile. + +"Wickersham, I have met the man whom you hired to fight for you," he +called clearly, "and he has earned his wage! Are you man enough to +step forward now and fight for yourself?" + +Wickersham clucked drily in his throat, and lifted an elbow to shield +his face. Shrinking back behind the first shelter that chance afforded +him he put the girl between him and his fear. And then weakness seized +upon that sick and swaying man, but he spoke to her--to the unspeakable +horror in her eyes. + +"Barbara," he called thickly, "Barbara!" + +He groped toward her, and she cried out, and drew back from such hands +as those. Then a black wall rose before him and shut her from his +sight. Fat Joe caught him as he fell. + +Like huddled sheep, O'Mara's men and Wickersham's watched Joe bear him +up the hill. Shayne and Fallon were bending over Harrigan; by the +others he lay ignored. It was a mob without a leader until, as is the +way in all crises, a new leader arose. Big Louie, stolid face no +longer stolid, strode between those two factions and achieved the +unknown heights for which his eyes had always hungered. + +"I work for no man but is a man," he boomed. "That bridge--she still +is hold!" + +Steve had bidden Hardwick Elliott watch these men if their big moment +ever came. And Elliott and Allison watched now. They were sheep no +longer, nor malcontents, nor misled tools of cunning. Like wolves they +followed that nameless man who was out upon the jam. Wickersham's men +were back on the river, but that bridge would continue to hold! And +while they worked, while Elliott and her father watched spellbound, +blindly Barbara Allison turned, with no thought of what she was doing, +and walked blindly into the brush. + +The river was running clear by dusk when they raised the first hue and +cry for her. It was dark when a runner bore the news to the cabin on +the hillside that she was missing. And when men had been beating the +woods for her for twelve hours as best they could in the dark, and no +word came that she was found, Fat Joe no longer dared let lie in sleep +his friend whose body he had cleansed and bandaged. At daybreak Joe +waked him and told him Barbara was lost. They tried to argue with him, +for his knees were still unsteady; even Allison whose jovial body +seemed to have shrunk during his hours of waiting tried to convince him +that the men now looking for her would find her soon or had already +found her, perhaps. But he brushed them away while he was dressing; he +threw off the hands that tried to detain him. And it was Steve who +found her, as he had known it would he, just before a second night of +dread was closing in upon her. + +In circles of ever increasing radius he traveled at a foxtrot which +thoughts of Fallon and Shayne and Harrigan would not let him abandon; +but he had to run her down when he caught sight of her, for she fled +like a wild thing before him. Floundering in a cedar swamp, soaked to +the knees, little blue be-furred suit heavy with black muck, he came up +with her. She was kneeling, shaking with terror, face hidden by her +loosened hair, when he bent over her and raised her to her feet. + +"Please," she whimpered, "Oh, please----" + +Yet when he spoke her name her head leaped back and she recognized him +instantly. + +"I tried to wait," she chattered with all the voice she had left. "I +tried to sit still until someone came for me, but I thought I knew the +way. I tried not to listen to the noises; I remembered about the +stars; and I knew I shouldn't run. But I thought you were--I thought +you were----" + +Remembered terror choked her. Consciousness slipped away. + +By the same trail which once had led him to the "city" of Morrison he +carried her now to that cabin which stood on the balsam knoll in the +crook of the west branch; nor was it far for she had traveled straight, +though in the wrong direction. But it was long after dark when the +river gleamed ahead of him through the trees, jet and glassy in the +deep pools, streaked with blurred star-reflections in the riffles. A +grown woman is a grown man's burden, even though she seem very small to +him; and Steve had to travel slowly. His head was spinning from +fatigue and the throb of the jagged tear above his temple when the log +building, streaked white with clay chinking, loomed up ahead, and yet +involuntarily he stopped there a moment with his burden. + +He had pictured, many times, a night when he would bring her there, +with both of them watching the moon in the rapids and listening to the +waves lipping the banks. This was not that night; that night would +never be. But the rebellion and bitterness was gone from his heart. +After he had removed her wet shoes and stockings and brush-whipped suit +and sheer black blouse, and she slept the sleep of exhaustion into +which she had slipped from unconsciousness without even opening her +eyes, he built a fire and sat before it until morning came. And when +it dawned and she waked dazedly while he was preparing breakfast, he +had finished reconstructing many things. + +Her eyes went from wall to wall, frightened still and questioning at +first, so he merely nodded and went outside and left her to remember +alone. Returning with wood on his arm he found recollection of much in +her gaze. She was looking at the thin heeled, buttoned boots before +the fireplace; the stockings and furred garments cleaned of mud and +dried on the backs of chairs. A cloud of color stole up from the +blanket edge at her throat to the line of her hair. + +"You were wet," he explained simply, "and you were too spent to help +yourself. I could not let you sleep in them." + +"I understand," her answer faltered a little. "I was just +thinking. . . . I knew such things happened, but I thought it was only +in books." + +Drowsily she watched him bending over frying pan and coffee pot, +content herself to lie and rest. But after a time, with fuller +awakening, the bandage about his head claimed her attention. To her it +seemed impossible that this smoothly shaven man in clean blue shirt +could be the same one who had emerged from a struggle still sickeningly +brutish to her. Involuntarily she shuddered a little without knowing +that he watched. + +"I am going to the spring for fresh water," he told her then. "There +will be time for you to dress; and breakfast will be ready when I come +back." + +Submissive before his tone she replied that she was hungry; that she +would be ready, too. She had donned blouse and skirt and stocking and +shoes and finished braiding her hair when he re-entered. He showed her +a tin basin outside filled with icy water for her face and hands. And +then they sat down in silence to breakfast. + +Once he had dreamed what their first meal together in that room would +be like. This morning when she insisted upon pouring the coffee and +scorched her hand in the attempt and chided him for careless +housekeeping, pain showed in his smile. But she did not immediately +understand. She only realized how sombre he was; how thin he looked +and tired. Again her eyes went to the bandage around his head. It had +a fascination for her, even though it filled her with repulsion for a +decision which, she knew now, might have been hers, two days before. +But eventually it was to that topic she turned. + +"You have been very good to me," she said. "Far better than I was to +you--the day before yesterday. I can never hope to thank you enough +for coming to help me." + +Wistful she had seen him, and grave and sober-eyed, but never sad until +now. + +"I should have helped you," she went on. "I would have, only I had +come expecting . . . I thought to see----" Two days before when she +alighted from her father's car, her heart a tumult in her ears, she +could have told him perhaps. She could not tell him now. "I am not +used to such things," she finished weakly. + +"I know," was all he replied, but the words were final, somehow. They +thrust her back, roughly, from any share in his thoughts. They ate +again in silence. + +"Miriam would have helped," she forgot herself and argued aloud once. +"She would not have failed. But--blood sickens me, I think." + +"It was neither a pretty nor prepossessing sight," he helped to excuse +her, but excuse nor pardon was not what she wanted. + +"I told you that you would find out someday," she murmured. "I warned +you you would wake suddenly and see how shallow I am." + +Until she had finished eating he would not talk. But she had finished +now. He faced her with an abruptness that startled her. + +"Waking has been no sudden thing with me! I finished with dreams a +long time back, but you are what you have been always in my thoughts. +It's conditions I've waked to, not you!" + +With unwitting gruffness he had sometimes spoken to her, but never with +constrained vehemence such as that. + +"Why should I find fault in anything you have done, or failed to do?" +he demanded of both her and himself. "Why should you be apologetic or +regretful. Such a thing as I had to do two days ago has held no place +in your world, and never could, but I can't find it in myself to be +apologetic, either, because it is a part of mine. I meant to kill +him--wanted to kill him--because I was certain of your scorn! That was +vindictive; that was foolish for a man. But as for the rest of it--I +know I may have it all to do over again, any day. It was a vulgar +brawl to you; to me----" + +"Not just a brawl," she contradicted quickly, anxious to be understood. +"Just--oh, so needlessly brutal. At first it left me only dazed and +nauseated, but after I had had time to think, I made myself see your +side of it. You must crush insubordination. And still it seems as +though there might have been a less horrible way." + +"He had balked my work," he told her sternly. "He has fired upon me +from cover, when he dared not come out into the open. He has been +taking money for his work from a man who was bent on beating me at any +cost. Could I ask him please not to spoil my bridge? Is that your +idea of a man's way?" + +She had given no thought to Wickersham until that moment, and now she +thought of him only in connection with a night when she had found him +alone in her father's office and wondered at the stale odor of alcohol. + +"I do not know," she hesitated. "I am not sure, only----" + +"You should know!" But he was less vehement now. Wearily he set +himself to get at it in his own fashion. "Some men are only physical +cowards," he went on. "But you have almost made a moral coward of me. +Yes, you had nearly made me afraid to be the man I must be, if I am to +do my work." + +"There are other fields----" + +He would not let her argue that. + +"There is no other field for me at present. This is my work and while +I continue in it men who oppose me with their brains I will fight with +my brain. But men who force me to meet them with fists I must beat +with like weapons. There is no alternative. I have no choice--unless +I quit. And that is the reason I know that this is the end, for you +and me!" + +Sadness she had never known before in his voice, nor the edge which was +cutting all it came against. Now it grew gentler, with that gentleness +he saved for her alone. + +"Once we argued whether I was 'good enough' for you, and we wasted many +words that day, for 'good enough' can cover too many qualities to be a +safe basis for general comparison. I have been arguing it with myself, +blind to the vital question, but I am blind no longer. Combat which +sickened you has cleared my eyes. What if I did believe that I was not +good enough to touch your little finger? What if you believed that +too? Would that have hindered us, in the end? You know it wouldn't; +you have seen too many women give themselves to men whom they knew were +unworthy in a hundred ways, because they could not help themselves. +But that way would never have done for me." + +"It isn't that," she cut in desperately. "I know you are big and fine +and clean. It isn't that----" + +But he knew better than she did what it was she could not phrase. He +left her dry of lip now, for he had read her thoughts. + +"My ways would have had to be your ways, and we have learned at last +what I have feared for long and long. They lie too far apart for them +ever to meet. My man's way is not your woman's way, but I could not +stay a man in your eyes if I let it become secondary to yours; and I +would have to do just that to earn you. Once I thought that there was +no height I could not scale to gain your side. I worked for you, but +that is no way for a man to work. He must work because he is a man and +needs must win as big as he can to keep his own self-respect. + +"I promised to teach you to love me, and I've failed. And knowing that +my failure is not all my own fault is not going to make it any easier +for me. You've taught me loneliness I'm never going to forget as long +as I live, but I don't love you any the less for that. I dreamed big +dreams for both of us." His voice was dreary of a sudden. "I promised +I'd make those dreams come true, because I thought my life could be +your life. I've not done so; that thing could never be. I've talked +bigger than I could practice, and that is not going to help my +self-confidence any, but as it stands now I can earn it back. I +couldn't have done that if I had married you, and waked some day to +find you shrinking from me. It would have killed it, and my +self-respect too, to have learned too late that you believed still in +your own greater fineness." + +"I tell you it is not that," she cried out. "Can't I make you +understand----" + +"You have made me understand till I am sure," he stated. "I am no +longer vexing myself with trivial things. Birth? My name means as +much as yours. Education? You would not tell me, would you, that I am +not wiser in most ways you'd think to mention. I'd break any man who +gave to your ears many things I have learned." He was whimsical for a +flash. "I could outspell you without an effort; books have been my +partners when you had rather dance. Oh, you could not lose me, no +matter where you strayed in fields like that. In any way you care to +mention I have outstripped you, for I decided long ago that I must know +more than you. Yet I have not forgotten how to play, either. + +"You have been uncertain; I have seen that. You are certain now. And +the fundamental thing remains unchanged. In me there is that man who +once man-handled Harrigan--and you didn't want me to touch you! You +don't have to tell me any more that you can't love me. When you drew +away from me, that was enough." + +His voice held a question, but the girl couldn't answer at first. + +"Wasn't it?" he repeated very gently, for he would have it from her own +lips. + +Her face lifted. Her eyes were blurred with tears, but she nodded in +affirmation. + +So roughly that the dishes rattled he rose. + +"I do not want your pity," he ended it. "I am the wrong sort of a man +for you." + +She sat and watched him put the room in order, and that hurt her more +than anything else, for he would not let her help. He made her change +her high-heeled boots for moccasins which he brought and laced upon her +feet; but the remainder of the day it was the old Steve who helped her +over the bad bits of going and talked disconnectedly of many things +meanwhile. And yet no longer the old Steve, who had been so entirely +her own. Hers was the sad face when they entered the clearing at +Thirty-Mile and a hoarse shout saluted her return. In her father's +embrace she clung and wondered that she did not cry. And two pages had +turned for her that day, for she sent Wickersham back his ring the same +night the private car rolled down to Morrison. + +Harrigan was with Archibald Wickersham when the package, unaccompanied +by explanation, reached the latter in his hotel room in town. Harrigan +was waiting for a reply to a question which he had just asked, when +Wickersham opened the box and sat fingering for a while the thin hoop +of gold with its single brilliant stone. Once Fat Joe had spoken +prophetically; this was the hour he had foreseen. And when Wickersham +raised his head the riverman's battered face lighted shockingly with +triumph. + +"Go out and get him," said Wickersham. "And see that you get him--for +good!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +TO-MORROW-- + +For two days and two nights the girl fought on alone against the outcry +of her own heart, and as on a former occasion she chose again the open +roads for her battlefield. While she pounded Ragtime mercilessly over +the little-traveled northern highways, she struggled rebelliously with +stubborn arguments which only left her more and more bewildered, the +more conclusive they became. She summoned parallels by the score to +her support, but she lacked the trick of facile finality, somehow, +which had always marked his usage of such argument. Hard moments she +knew when she closed her teeth tight upon her decision and told herself +that it was final, but the next moment, after she had laid whip across +the black horse's flank and faced homeward, she was biting her lips in +shaken, panic contemplation of another thought which would not be +denied. + +There were times without number when Barbara hated the one whose very +gentleness toward her was making her position hardest to maintain; +times when she hated the work which, absorbing him by day at least, +must be making his suffering less difficult to endure. For she +understood that there was still much for him to do, although the +hill-country was already ringing with his victory. And throughout +every hour she hated herself most of all for that spirit behind the +doubt which was swinging her, pendulum-like, between brain's reason and +heart's desire. + +Barbara needed her mother in those days of wretchedness, for she came +and went as blind to the helpless misery which followed her always from +the eyes of her father as she was heedless of who might read the misery +in her own. She turned a chill, set face to the one attempt to help +made by Miriam Burrell, who, at the first inkling of violence on the +river and possible danger to Garry Devereau, had come rushing overnight +into the hills, purposed never to leave them again unless it was with +him, as the wife of the man she loved. Barbara wanted her mother, and +when that occurred to Miss Sarah, the latter could no longer continue +in passive sympathy. Without compunction or loss of more time, she +reversed a decision at which she had arrived herself only a short time +before. For Miss Sarah had stopped campaigning. Caleb, with fire in +his eye, had brought her the story of how "her boy" Steve had broken +Harrigan with his bare hands. She had had little to say concerning +that episode, but her brother, noting that she did not condemn it as +regrettable, wondered too that he had never noticed before how hard his +sister's eyes could be. The news that Barbara was lost had reached +Miss Sarah hours before Allison's private car brought the girl and her +father and Hardwick Elliott back to Morrison. Thereupon, with her +first glimpse of Barbara's wanly mute and suffering face, she had +pieced the details together; she had told herself, with sorrow and +understanding in her heart, that she must no longer interfere. And +now, though she did summon Barbara to her, the end of the second +endless day, it was with no thought for evasion or finesse. Barbara +obeyed that summons reluctantly. In the face of an almost sullen light +in the girl's eyes when she entered on lagging feet, the older woman +knew that she could not have persisted in such an attempt, even had she +planned to employ it. Additional warning was not needed, but Barbara's +first words told her that the hour was long past for such methods. + +At first the girl refused to sit down. She wandered aimlessly around +the room, switching nervously at her booted ankles with her +riding-crop, to stop suddenly and raise a pale and stormy face. + +"I know why you sent for me," she exclaimed, "and I know just what you +think of me. But I must tell you, Miss Sarah, that there is nothing +which can alter now, the least little bit, a decision which I know is +wisest and best!" + +So she had the first word, never dreaming that Miss Sarah had seen to +that. Nor did the latter smile or seem to proffer argument at first. +Oh, Miss Sarah had the true instincts of a big soul! + +"Barbara," she answered quietly, after her formal firmness had +prevailed and the girl had seated herself, "Barbara, when I sent for +you it was not with a belief that I might influence you, for both of us +know that this is your problem alone. I merely hoped to comfort, that +was all. More than once I have been guilty of trying to manage you a +little, but you will forgive me, I know, when I tell you that I have +loved Stephen almost all his life, as though he were my own, and hoped +as long for his great happiness. On more than one occasion I contrived +situations which I thought might make your choice my happiness, too. I +know now that I was no better than any other meddling old woman, whose +efforts are well meant but dangerous for all that. And I will meddle +no more. But--but my heart aches a little, too, to-day, Barbara. May +I just talk to you?" + +Barbara blinked in surprise at the subdued sadness in the older woman's +voice. But her lips remained sullen. + +"There is nothing more to be said," she reiterated uncompromisingly. +"I tell you I am sure!" + +And from that statement, minutes before she had thought to hear it, +Miss Sarah learned, thankfully, just how deep was the girl's +uncertainty. + +"Then I need not fear that I may sway you one inch from your own way of +reasoning." Her gentle voice might have held relief. "For you will +not consider it argument when I agree with you that hard and fast +reasoning is not always a dependable guide for a woman." + +The girl was switching her ankles again. + +"Why isn't it?" she demanded abruptly, hungry for it now that the +other, ostensibly, did not want to argue. "If reason is no guide, what +else is there left?" + +"My dear, I do not know," acknowledged Miss Sarah. "Intuition is a +much over-worked word. And yet, had hard and fast reason been your +guide, you would not have refused Stephen, I am sure. For it would be +difficult to name one particular in which he is not entirely a man." + +The violet eyes grew quickly hostile. The girl was keen enough to +argue, but she was in no mood for refutation. + +"I am afraid that I do not follow you?" came coldly from her. + +"There comes a day in every woman's life, of course," Miss Sarah +ignored sweetly the interruption, "when she has to leave girlhood +behind. And lest that sound bromidic and trite, I will add that I do +not mean the trivial material things of immaturity, but rather the +happy irresponsibility which has no place in a woman's life." + +That statement offered a plain enough opening. + +"Am I responsible for his unhappiness?" Barbara flashed out. "Is the +fault entirely mine because----" She faltered, ashamed of her +abruptness which had brought a hurt bit of color to Miss Sarah's +cheeks. "I never gave him to understand--I told him always I could not +care!" + +"Please bear with me a little to-day." Miss Sarah's sweetness had +become humble. "I seem vagarious, I know. And we are not considering +Stephen, Barbara. If you had been doing so, all these hours while you +have been wasting your nervous energy in tearing around the +country-side, it would be different. But women never consider the man +in such a situation, do they? Aren't they too entirely heedless for +that? I was merely trying to tell you that the day has come when you +must consider well your own happiness." + +Instantly Barbara condemned such a doctrine. + +"If that is true of others," she retorted, "they are even more +despicable than I know myself to be." + +Until that moment Caleb Hunter's tiny sister had kept her brave eyes +clear. They clouded now. They went beyond that pale and sullen and +stormily pretty visage. + +"I was a woman like that," she said, with her quaint simplicity of +accent. "Do you look upon me with any such degree of scorn? I was +face to face with such a decision; and yet not the same either, for +mine was far simpler than yours. But I considered neither his +happiness nor my own, simply because I lost sight of the years and +years to come, in the momentary joy I found in his--his importunity. +He was very big and strong and cheerful, like Stephen, Barbara, and I +was sure he would not grudge me my last moment of girl-vanity, when I +did surrender--to-morrow." + +There the quaint voice caught and broke. The girl's eyes flew wider +and hotter shame for her sulkiness stained her cheeks. For suddenly +Miss Sarah was fighting against tears. + +"I did not know," Barbara breathed her contrition. "I never +dreamed----" + +"No one ever does," faltered Miss Sarah. "I--I am an old, faded, +hopelessly unmarried woman to you, my dear--oh, child, you need not +protest a kinder opinion! I am just 'Caleb Hunter's spinster sister' +to the people of this village. But to--to myself, Barbara, I am at +times the same girl who waited, roses in her hair and roses in her +cheeks, for him to come, so that I might tell him that I was his, body +and soul. And he never came! Oh, my dear, I do not mean to break down +like this, for you have your own heart-ache. But I trusted to reason. +I told myself that to-morrow would be soon enough. And when to-morrow +came--they let me--go to him. He died very bravely, Barbara, to save +the life of another. + +"Since you are so sure, I can tell you this without seeming to warn +you--without being accused of attempting to influence you. But now you +know why I say that every woman, if heedlessness for which she is +perhaps not to blame will not let her consider the happiness of the man +she loves, should still take care that she does not barter for an hour +of quickened pulses the happiness of her whole life. I was innocent +enough. It was harmless play to me. But I have paid--and paid--and +paid! I would not have you, whom I cherish, rise each morning and +wonder why you had to be the only one to suffer out of thousands who +played the same way. And now will you please forgive me this +uncontrolled moment? I usually inflict them upon no one; I hide them +in my room. But, Barbara, I was so proud of him--so sure--so positive +that he was the only man in the world! And I lost my chance to tell +him how much I cared." + +The riding-crop lay neglected on the floor. It had slipped and +clattered down while Barbara sat and stared at the tiny woman who was +dabbing at her eyes with a very girlish square of linen. And then +slowly Barbara rose and took an uncertain step or two. She sank to her +knees and pillowed her head upon Miss Sarah's lap. Momentarily she had +forgotten the struggle which was going on in her own heart. Now even +pity for the other could not keep her from turning hack to it. + +"But I do not know," she gasped. "I--sometimes I think I must care, +and then I am afraid----" She lifted a face dry-eyed and tense. "I +ought to be proud of him, too. If I loved him I would be, wouldn't I? +If I cared I wouldn't ask anything more than just what he is. Don't +you see I'm only petty and rotten with snobbishness?" + +Miss Sarah sniffed, ever so delicately. + +"What a sentimental old woman I am!" she exclaimed. "And, my dear, you +talk as though you had just discovered a new and terribly perplexing +complication. Don't you know that it is as old as the feminine mind +itself?" Her handkerchief came down, then, disclosing eyes that were +very bright and very tender. "Why, a woman never loves a man merely +for what he is! She always reserves a few little things, at least, +which she means--well, to rearrange. She loves him just a bit more for +what she secretly promises herself he shall be." + +Barbara's sullenness was gone. + +"I know," she whispered. "I thought of that, too, long ago. But it +isn't just a--little thing. A few days ago, Miss Sarah, when we took +the train to go up north, I could scarcely wait for the engine to draw +us there. I think I counted every click of the rails, I know I sang +his name in my heart with every click. And then, when I wanted to walk +straight off the steps of the car into his arms--when I . . . Why do +you sit there and listen and not say that you loathe me as I do myself? +I know that he is all man, but his work and my world--oh, when that +terrible thing happened, and he came lurching toward me, instead of +helping him, do you know what I did? I was sick at the sight of +him--sick at the reck and grime and blood of him! I just wanted to get +away, and--and shudder at the thought of----" + +Miss Sarah's composure had returned, but her face grew more sober +still. This was a different, a graver thing, even than she had +expected. + +"Your world?" Deliberately now she dared to argue. "Barbara, didn't +you know, from the beginning, that his world would have to be yours? +Did you ever think that you could change him--that way?" + +Barbara moved her head. + +"I wanted both," she said. "I wanted all I have--and him, too. I +learned that night he took care of me how much I cared; I know he'd be +as careful of me, all his life. But I had thought that he might be +able to do as father has done and let other men handle the---- But he +knows now! He understands me! I tell you I'm no good. I've no +backbone. I'm just pink and white flesh without any spirit!" + +The other woman sat and smoothed the bright head and wished she knew +what to say. "It would please me to know just what stuff she is made +of, too," Miss Sarah had once admitted to her brother. She wondered if +at last she knew. + +"I do not know what to tell you," she murmured slowly. "I thought if I +talked with you I might be able to help you, but I am afraid now that I +cannot. He is a better man than you are woman, Barbara; because he has +builded with his hands, he has reared him a soul as well. He knows the +depths, and the heights are far more wonderful for such knowledge. Oh, +dear me, I wish I knew----" + +She paused there, shaken by her own impotence. Doubt and aching regret +were overwhelming her. + +"I have told Mr. Wickersham that I will not marry him." The brown head +burrowed lower and muffled the words. "I know that I could let no +other man so--so much as touch me now. Is that--caring enough?" + +But Miss Sarah only half heard the question. She was expecting no +surrender now. + +"----Nor how to advise you," she struggled on. "For you have lived as +all girls like you live. You've lived for yourself; hoped for +yourself; prayed for yourself--as all women pray, I suppose, directly +or indirectly. And yet is merely a question of whether you could live +with him in his world, day for day and night for night? Is it as +simple as that? I have told you what difference one day made with me. +Have you thought what it might mean to wake and realize that you must +live _without_ him, all the rest of your life?" + +Miss Sarah had stopped hoping. And so there was sheer amazement in the +triumph which rose and drove the regret from her faded pink-and-white +face when the girl's dark-fringed eyes lifted. + +Since Stephen O'Mara had brought her back to her father, Barbara had +wondered why she did not cry. Great tears were sliding noiselessly +down her cheeks when she raised her head. + +"I've tried to think--I haven't dared," Barbara sobbed. "But he +doesn't want me now. He doesn't want the kind of a girl I am any more!" + +Thus in her moment of capitulation did the girl's heart cry aloud the +one thought which, unknown to her, had been her unbearable pain. And +straightway Miss Sarah's illuminated countenance became a glorification +of her spirit. Silently she leaned over and folded the kneeling one +round. + +Later she found it possible to speak. + +"You have convinced me forever of the futility of all snap judgments," +said she, and she marveled at the shyness in her own voice, "but you +could never convince me of that. You may go home now, Barbara, for you +have worn yourself out. But to-morrow I would suggest that you--ask +him for corroboration, if you still hold to such an opinion." + +Instantly Barbara rose and bobbed her head. She had always been a slim +creature of moods mercurial; she would always be that. And now her +violet eyes radiated anticipation, perverse and impish and far, far +different from the sullen dullness which had filled them an hour +before. Miss Sarah had spoken with well-seasoned wisdom, as was her +wont: there are sometimes big moments which are the bigger for lack of +analysis. The girl did not know why, all in one breath, she no longer +feared nor doubted--but she _knew_! And that was a world and all of +joy. She bobbed her head. + +"Ask him?" she echoed, demurely confused. "Ask--_him_! To-morrow I am +going to dare him to ask _me_--again!" + +But she did not obey Miss Sarah's suggestion that she return home and +rest. On winged feet she flew back through the hedge-gap and ordered +Ragtime saddled once more; yet when she touched that splendid beast +with the crop and sent him at a gallop down the drive, there was no +longer any sting in the lash. Even the groom, with critical eye, +noticed the difference in the girl's seat that afternoon; for days and +days to come he was the better contented with the companionship of +horses, which was his lot, in dwelling upon the crazy moods of women. +And Miriam Burrell, sighting Barbara's face as the latter wheeled +toward the hills, flew from her window to scratch off a note to +Garry--her third note that day, for she seemed always omitting most +important things which needed saying. + +"It's come," she scrawled in delighted haste, "and Miss Sarah is a +visiting angel from Heaven! . . . When are we going to be married?" + +Others knew of it almost as soon as she did herself, but knowledge of +that did not mar Barbara's rosy contemplation of this new-found, +totally unbelievable happiness. Once before she had ridden that road +with him alone in her thoughts; now she realized that she had loved him +then as she must have loved him always, and marveled at such blindness. +Once, on that other day, she had told herself that all ignoble and +unworthy comparisons of herself and him were done and gone. Now she +did not need such reassurance, when her lips were tremulous. + +Rest? Pressing steadily into the north that afternoon, first at a +gallop, then more and more slowly until Ragtime was picking his own +gait, the girl smiled in pity for Miss Sarah and her day which had +never dawned. But there was scant room for sadness in her present +mood. Tomorrow? She let herself be afraid for an instant, to tremble +in delicious mock-terror, because there was nothing for her to fear now +in the whole wide world. + +She grew pensive at times; at times in an abandon of gaiety she +chattered back at a quarrelsome squirrel in the thicket. She could +rest later; and if she could not go to him immediately, at least every +step the horse took was bringing them, for a little while, closer +together. And her to-morrow was only one twilight and one dawn away; +her to-morrow would be his, as utterly as was she herself. Dusk came, +and regretfully she told herself that she must be turning back home. +Two rifle shots, sharp and startlingly close, whipped through the quiet +of that lazy afternoon, but they meant nothing to her. She had reached +the height of land, where he had found her the day her roan mare +strayed off while she sat mooning on a log; she was holding out both +arms toward the spot where the valley of Thirty-Mile must lie, when a +team of heavy horses broke around a turn in the road, slowed to a trot +at the sight of her, and came to an abrupt standstill. When the girl +rode nearer to them, merely surprised and curious at first, they +snorted and showed the whites of their eyes and shied back nervously. + +Something chill clutched at Barbara's heart while she spoke +pre-emptorily to Ragtime, who was dancing in sympathetic panic. There +was nothing to tell her, but she knew that these were Big Louie's +horses. And Big Louie was a dreamy incompetent--he had left them for a +moment, that was all, and they had become frightened and bolted. But +Big Louie never neglected his team . . . they were not wet . . . they +had not been running far. And their fright became less when she +dismounted and approached them, soothing them with her voice until they +let her touch their sleek sides, without rearing away. + +Dusk had come and gone, for it was growing dark. Uncertain, more and +more unnerved as she stood and gazed at the forbidding, black-shadowed +ridges beyond her, the girl had to fight suddenly against an impulse to +turn and race back to the lower country and Morrison and home. Even +then the rifle shots meant nothing to her--and pride would not let her +run. She remounted and rode on a rod or two, and stopped to look back +at the team which was watching her; she pressed on and rounded the +curve. Ragtime reared and snorted there, and she barely stifled the +cry which his strange behavior brought to her lips. Because of her +senseless panic she punished him the more severely, and sent him on. +And then she saw what the horse had already seen. + +A blue-shirted figure lay half in the road, half in the undergrowth +that fringed it, one arm crooked under him and his face prone in the +dust; a bulkier mass was stretched wholly within the trail--and she +recognized him, too. Big Louie's face was upturned, and the +explanation of the two rifle reports and the driverless team was here. +For Big Louie's hand still clutched the handle of a canvas pail. They +had stopped to water the horses; they had been shot down from behind. +And first of all, unable to move, while horror parched her lips, the +girl remembered words which the limp one, half in the road and half in +the underbrush, had spoken to her in a moment of sternness. + +"He has fired upon me from cover," the man who loved her had said. "He +has been taking money from a man who was bent on beating me at any +price!" + +Giddiness rose and swayed her, and she beat Ragtime mercilessly for his +fear. Instinct clamored flight, and she forced herself to wait, +panting for that other shot which might leave her, too, lying in the +road. But even in that first frozen moment she began to reason +clearly. Back with the sleek team which welcomed her with questioning +eyes she left Ragtime, for he would stand there, and retraced her way +on foot. She could not do it, she sobbed drily--but she raced to him +and knelt and searched with swift fingers before the words were past +her lips. Her hand found moisture beneath his right shoulder; it was +stained red when she held it up and stared at it. And then she was +closest to fainting. + +"Blood sickens me!" she whimpered aloud. "Blood sickens me!" But she +managed to turn him over upon his back. With brown head against his +heart, she listened--listened and would not believe that her to-morrow +might come too late. And then she caught the slack pound of his pulse. + +From there on she was less panic-stricken; she gained control of +faculties shocked for a time into uselessness. Method marked her +acts--deliberation mechanical but sure. She was horribly afraid of Big +Louie, but she finally disentangled the handle of the pail from those +loose fingers, and ran to the brook which babbled near at hand. +Returning, she drenched Steve's face with icy water; she lifted his +head and propped it, as comfortably as she might, upon one thigh, and +opened his flannel shirt. The ball had passed through, for back and +front the shirt became immediately wetter with fresh blood. Blood +sickened her, but she whipped off the coat of her boyish riding-habit +and wrenched the sleeves from her linen blouse. They were desperately +scant, yet they provided pads with which to check that dreadful oozing. +And when they were in place she turned again to bathing his forehead. + +A folded sheet of paper came to view when she tried once to ease his +heavy body from the position which was numbing her leg, and she seized +upon it fiercely. It was only a brief line, bidding him come to her, +but it bore her name. With instant, bodiless clarity which had marked +all her mental processes so far, its purport was hers. She had not +written--the hand that had traced her signature had been unstrung for +once. She understood, though such knowledge seemed of little moment +now. + +She kept the pads cold and wet; she went for fresh water and stumbled +and fell more than once, because of the treacherous footing in the +deepening shadows. But she was no longer afraid of the dark; she had +grown to fear Big Louie less, even though there was no help for Big +Louie any more. It was the first time that Barbara had looked upon the +face of a man who had died in violence. Big Louie's face was growing +indistinct now, but she knew that he was smiling--knew that his eyes +were dreamy and mild. Death, like Life, had been a quite +incomprehensible puzzle to that slow-witted one who had no name. But +he had smiled seldom in life. In death his smile was almost childish, +almost sweet, and questioning beyond all else. + +Alone with him who still lived, the pallid girl sat and waited and +wondered how long--or how soon--it would be. But she wasn't afraid +now. They were his hills; it was his wilderness. And could any harm +come out of them equal to separation from him? This was only the +beginning of one night of darkness, and Miss Sarah had endured with +patience and bravery through a whole lifetime of days and nights as +black. "Your face was the first . . . it will be the last thing I'll +see, as long as there is sight in my eyes!" had been his words to her. +She waited and she prayed shamelessly for herself--for one more +chance--as Miss Sarah had said women always prayed. But he was looking +at her, when she opened her eyes after a long and incoherent appeal; at +her first word he tried to rise and she had trouble in persuading him +to lie back again. She heard herself scolding, while she rearranged +the bandages so that they would cover both wounds, and he listened, +hot-eyed, without recognizing her. Yet when she bade him wait, until +she could bring the team, he nodded his comprehension; he was watching +for her return. And he came to his feet with a readiness that made her +heart leap with hope; but he fell twice before she lifted him, half +with her hands, half with her voice, to the seat. + +She crawled in beside him, and the next moment she had to struggle +madly to prevent his returning to Big Louie. + +"He will wait quiet until we come for him," she protested. "There +isn't room for Big Louie--and he won't mind----" + +Her logic made an impression upon him, for he smiled. There was no +sequence in his acquiescence, however. + +"I have always been afraid for him," he told her in reply, as +studiously grave as though he had been conscious of what he was saying. +"The others--they can take care of themselves. They are wrong ones +together. But Big Louie is only a child--but he won't mind--he'll +understand----" + +She thought then that he had recognized her; she dared to hope that his +brain was clearing. But when the team went forward, nervously +unmanageable at first, then more decorous as they drew away from him +who would never feed them brown sugar again, the man beside her only +persisted vacantly with his topic. + +"Big Louie never could find his way alone," he mused, "and that is +strange, too, for he was born in these hills. He was always getting +lost----" And with that he must not desert Louie! She had even more +trouble with him this time. "He will lose his head," he expostulated +mildly--his old, unfailing attitude of gentleness toward her. "He will +lose his head and waste his strength in running from things which do +not exist." + +"Big Louie will find his way this time." She was whimpering again in +her helplessness. "He is--already home." + +There she learned that her voice could control him when her arms +availed not at all against even his dead weight. And so she talked as +steadily as she was able while she drove. Once he lurched against her; +when he pulled himself together he was so sanely apologetic of a sudden +that she searched his face with hungry eyes. But he was talking now to +himself. + +"I must not touch her!" he stated firmly. And then, drearily: "I am +sick. . . . I have never been so sick--before." + +With that he subsided, but his silence was far more dreadful than his +wanderings had been; and as fast as she dared she pushed the heavy team +on, with Ragtime following behind like a dog. He slipped back against +her almost immediately, and this time he had not the strength with +which to apologize nor lift himself erect. With his head heavy in the +hollow of her arm, they came at length to the open pasture hills; they +topped the rise and faced the loops on loops of highway that ran down +to Morrison at the river-edge. And so she brought him home. At the +sight of his "city" she sobbed aloud, but he, sunken and slack, was +conscious neither of distance covered nor change of country. He +climbed down from the seat, however, in response to her urgings, when +the team halted before Caleb Hunter's white-columned house--he turned +and started stubbornly back the way they had come. + +She ran after him and clung to his arm. + +"You promised that you would come back to me," she cried up at him. +"Oh, you cannot leave me now!" + +That halted him, momentarily. + +"I must go back to my bridge," he explained, plainly nonplussed. "But +then I'll surely come back to you." + +She pleaded with him--raged at him. + +"I must go back to my bridge," he reiterated gruffly now. + +Her arms went around him in desperation, and then, with one swing, he +had swept her yards away, reeling before his blazing wrath. + +"Take your fingers from my eyes, Harrigan," he gasped in sudden agony. +"I am going to kill you now--and _she_ is looking on!" + +The girl was afraid of him; she dared not try to hold him. She +screamed wildly for help, and screamed again. And he had gone on, and +wavered and crashed over upon his face, when Caleb Hunter and her +father came running heavily across the lawn in answer to her shrieks. + +Between them they lifted him and carried him into the house. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +--AND TO-MORROW, AND TO-MORROW + +They carried him into the house and bore him upstairs, and laid him, +quiet now and almost pulseless, upon the bed. They stood there, +dumfounded, at the bedside, until Miss Sarah, re-entering the room, +coolly ordered them from underfoot and sent them back downstairs. And +at that their unprotesting obedience was of greater assistance than +their hands could have been; but when, after one glance at the girl's +stricken face, she tried the next instant to dismiss Barbara, for once +Miss Sarah's will alone proved insufficient. The girl refused, +point-blank, to go. + +"He half undressed me and put me to bed," Barbara flung back in reply +to the spinster's final objection, "and if that did not shock you, +surely my staying now need not!" + +The refusal itself brought a glint to the older woman's eyes and the +phrasing thereof a flush to her cheeks, but she wasted no more words in +what she knew to be useless argument. And though the girl grew sick +and sicker still while Miss Sarah cut away the sodden shirt and +started, with competent skill, to cleanse the wound, the latter let her +remain and hold a basin of antiseptic and replenish it when necessary. + +Miss Sarah knew what to do; and she worked with unhurried thoroughness. +They had sent for the doctor, and after ages had passed for the girl, +maddeningly cool and unruffled, he arrived. But his first words, too, +were an order that she leave the room, and unable to combat his +professional bleakness, meekly she had to obey. Little and wholly +hopeless she stole downstairs. + +Caleb and her father were confronting each other before the fireplace +when she reached the lower floor, but the queer note of restraint in +their voices meant nothing to her, until she heard her father cry out +in sudden anguish. + +"Cal," he cried, "Cal, you don't think I was a party to this attempt at +murder?" + +Then, at Caleb's reply, which went hurtling back at him, the girl was +crouching, white and still, and clutching at the stair-rail. + +"Party! Attempt! Because you did not pull the trigger are you any the +less guilty?" + +"Do you believe that I would murder the man my girl loves?" Dexter +Allison moaned now. + +Barbara gasped at the deadly anger which crossed Caleb Hunter's face. +Caleb had lifted a hand in righteous accusation. + +"You have dealt in crookedness," he thundered. "You have thrived on +cunning. And, being a law unto yourself in this country, you have gone +unpunished until now. You aided and abetted a vicious and unscrupulous +scoundrel in his villainy; and now you have looked upon the result of +your works. Law has never touched you, sir--reprisal has passed you +by. But, by God, sir, I warn you if that boy dies--if he dies--I shall +see that you meet me at thirty paces the next morning. And I shall not +miss--I shall be your law!" + +They had been friends for close to forty years, yet they were worse +than strangers now. Dexter Allison could not answer; he could not +speak aloud. Caleb's finger had swung toward the door in a gesture +unmistakable. Allison turned, and, ghastly of face, met the eyes of +his daughter. + +"Barbara," he appealed to her, frantically. "Baby----" + +But she shrank, a huddled heap of misery, away from him. + +"You--too?" she whispered. "You!" And then, dully: "And you're my +father!" + +The shoulders beneath the garish plaid rose and fell, pitifully. This, +then, was the moment which he feared. He gulped aloud and hung his +head, and turned his feet toward home. Barbara rose after he had gone +and crept into a chair. + +One after another they tried to persuade the girl to rest. Miriam came +and talked to her, and Caleb; and even Miss Sarah, passing through the +room, stopped to urge her again to go to bed. But she met them all +with the same wordless refusal; she was waiting for him when the +doctor, descending in the morning, tried to combine, diplomatically, +praise for what she had done with disapproval of her obstinacy. + +"My dear child, this insubordination will help no one," he said, "and +it may end in your collapse at just the moment when you are needed +most." + +"Will he live?" was all she would say. "Will he live?" + +And before such hopelessness the doctor could not lie. + +"He is hard hit and very, very weak," he had to admit. "The shock is +great and the tissue damage--unpromising. It is far worse than I +expected, but he is still alive, and most men would have been already +dead. And his vitality is a marvel, even to me." + +He might have comforted her, but with no other statement could he have +told the truth. He failed also in his effort to persuade her to go to +bed; he had breakfast with Caleb, and she refused to eat. And she was +still there in her chair, asking only to be let alone, when Garry +Devereau and Fat Joe arrived. She rose and ran to meet the latter, but +the doctor who knew how many such situations the pudgy riverman had +weathered, summoned him immediately, and Barbara had to wait an hour +before Joe came back downstairs. By the lapels of his coat she clung +to him then. + +"He's mighty sick," reluctantly Joe, too, told the truth. + +"The doctor said that it was worse than he expected," she droned. +"They sent me away, but if he isn't going to live I won't let them keep +me from him!" + +Joe's sympathy was unspoiled by professionalism. + +"Sick is one thing,"--his confidence was almost convincing,--"and dyin' +is another. And---- Shucks! I ain't going to let no book-taught +medico worry me yet! Men get well because they are bound to get well, +or they die because it's their time to die--and he's got too much to +live for now!" + +Her hopeless face made deception impossible, but Joe comforted her, +just the same. He persuaded her to eat with him, and when he found +that his conversation made the waiting easier for her, he waxed quite +garrulous. + +"Why, he's been hurt almost as bad as this, once before," he rambled +on, "but he's still alive, ain't he?" + +The girl's eyes livened at that. + +"Once, down on the island, he mixed in an affair in which most men +would not have meddled. And he got it from behind that time, too, only +it was with a knife." + +"He never told me," murmured the girl. + +"It ain't likely he would," the other stated with finality. "It was +over a woman, and not a particularly pretty story, any way you look at +it." + +Her dark eyes widened. She bit her lip. It came to her how little of +his life she had shared. + +"Oh!" she barely breathed. And again, falteringly: "Oh!" + +From that halting monosyllable Joe judged that something was amiss. +Observation had never been a slow or painful process of concentration +with him. + +"He didn't even know who she was. He'd never even seen her before," +quickly he put her right. "She was just a public dancer, that was all. +But a man--mistreated her--and Steve, he just interfered----" + +Indeed, Joe had found the way to comfort her and still tell the truth, +even though he found it foolishly difficult to swallow food and watch +at the same time the warmth which his words kindled. So for an hour he +lingered at table and told her many things concerning the man she loved +which she would never have learned from his own lips. And it was Joe's +jocularity which in the end subdued her rebel spirit. She yielded at +last and promised to go home and rest, but only after he had promised +first in a fashion which could leave no doubt in her heart, that he +would come for her if things grew worse. + +Before she left him that morning she told Joe of Big Louie, whom she +had had to leave in the road; but he interrupted her before she could +finish. They had already found Big Louie. Then she gave him the note +which she had discovered crushed beneath Steve's body. This Joe +scanned ferociously; he flashed a strange glance at her from bleached +blue eyes. + +"Some one traced your name," he put into words the first thought that +had been hers. "Some one who had your signature to copy." + +She nodded, whitely, in horror. Joe folded the paper and tucked it +into a pocket. + +"We can touch nobody," he averred regretfully, "unless we catch +Harrigan!" + +Caleb himself took Barbara home, and on the way across the lawn she +giggled suddenly at the funny way in which the distance seemed to +increase and then lessen between her eyes and her feet. The ground +persisted in rising to meet her, she said, until she had to cling to +Caleb's arm. And the outer steps proved difficult to negotiate. But +at the sight of her father, sunk in silence Upon his desk in the ground +floor "office," she drew her hand from the crook of Caleb's arm and +went swiftly across to him. + +"Barbara," he beseeched her brokenly, the moment her cheek touched his. +"You mustn't believe that I----" + +She hushed him with gentle fingers laid upon his lips. + +"I have been a very foolish and hysterical child," she said. "I'll try +to behave more like a woman now. And you and Uncle Cal have been +only--absurd!" + +She had to laugh again at the behavior of her feet as she climbed +upstairs; but her head seemed steady enough. It was only after she had +reached her own room that she complained querrulously of the failing +lights. Miriam had to help Cecile undress and put her to bed. + +On the floor below, her father had turned again to his desk, his head +bowed upon his arms. And total breakdown was imminent for Dexter +Allison when a hand touched, awkwardly, his shoulder. He looked up +heavily to meet this time the eyes of Caleb Hunter. Caleb stuttered +furiously at first, for sentimentality shamed him. Then a happy +thought showed the way. + +"Dexter, I secured a few sprigs of very superior mint, yesterday," he +made of it a ceremonial. "Do you think you would--care to join me, +sir?" + +They had been friends for close to forty years, not because of common +tastes, but in spite of innate dissimilarity. Dexter came to his feet; +he reached out and crushed the other man's hand within his soft, white +fingers. Nor was his reply quite according to formula. + +"I don't mind if I do, Cal," he accepted fervidly, "Thank God . . . I +don't mind if I do!" + +Arm in arm, they recrossed to the white-columned house. And they kept +close, each to the other, throughout the hours of suspense that +followed, finding a potent though unconfessed reassurance in such +companionship. + +Delirium came again upon the sick man who lay in the room which Miss +Sarah had always kept waiting for him. Fever strode upon him, while +the girl who had brought him home slept in complete exhaustion. At +times Steve lay quiescent, only muttering fitfully; the next moment he +called crisply for Fat Joe--he feared for his bridge--and Joe had to +exert every iron muscle to hold him down. And always he spoke +Barbara's name, with a poignant gentleness that left Miss Sarah on the +verge of collapse. But he continued to live, through that day and the +next night, even when the doctor shook his head and Fat Joe rose to go +for the girl, as he had promised he would, in the last extremity. He +continued to live, and with the coming of the second dawn suddenly he +was no longer delirious. Stephen O'Mara opened his eyes and gazed +feebly but very understandingly into the eyes of Fat Joe, who was +watching at that moment. + +Joe tried to hush him, but he would talk a little. + +"I know," he pronounced each word with calculated effort. "I have been +very sick, and I must not waste my strength. But I have to be clear, +first, on one point. Have I dreamed it, Joe, or--or did she bring me +home?" + +With his voice alone, when all else seemed failing, Joe had kept his +friend alive. The doctor believed it; Miss Sarah knew it to be so. +And first of all Joe had to voice his thankfulness, for it was an +explosive thing. + +"Didn't I tell her so?" he demanded in his whining tenor. "Didn't I +say so, all along? And I let that doctor worry _me_, just because he's +got a diploma in a frame, hanging on his wall!" + +Then he answered Steve's question. + +"She found you," he said. "She brought you home." + +A long time the sick man lay and pondered. And finally he found it +possible to smile. + +"I have not cared whether I lived or died," he said in little more than +a whisper. "All along I have seemed to know how near I was--to going +across; and I have been near to quitting--at times. For I was happier +than I'd ever dared let myself be, before--and then, with the first +shot that dropped Big Louie, I knew----" He shook his head, still +smiling vaguely. "I have not wanted to live, but I am looking at +things--more like a man now. . . . You need not worry any longer, Joe. +I'll sleep a little while, I think; and then I'll put my mind hard on +getting well, when I awake." + +That marked the end of delirium, and with sleep which came almost while +he was talking, the fever began to abate. He "put his mind on getting +well," when he awoke, twelve hours later. Strength was flowing in a +steady tide back into his body long before Barbara's knees would again +bear her weight. For she had squandered her endurance without counting +the cost, and she paid the full penalty. She lay three days and three +nights railing at her weakness before she could get up at all; and even +then Cecile, her little maid, clucked discreetly at the dark circles +beneath her eyes. + +Joe was several days absent on that errand which had all but emptied +the seething town of men; he returned the same day Barbara was about +again, forced to admit that Harrigan and Fallon and Shayne had won +clear. And there was nothing left to the disgruntled groups which +straggled in behind him, save tall and heated conjecture. Some said +that they must have managed to cross the border; others maintained that +they had found sanctuary in the lumber-camps of the lake country to the +west, but no matter which guess was right the net result stood +unchanged. For it is upon the one who runs away that the blame is +always laid, and Archibald Wickersham knew fully as well as did Caleb +and Allison and Fat Joe that, without Harrigan, they could not hope to +touch him. Harrigan had disappeared from the ken of men, and +Wickersham delayed only until his departure could no longer be +construed as flight. Then one evening modestly he boarded a train. + +After she had rested Barbara proved almost humbly amenable to reason; +until it was best for her to go to him, she would wait as patiently as +she was able. And in the meantime, in a luxury of loneliness, wisely +the girl spent her days out of doors, climbing oftenest to that +hill-top where they had stood together, in the snow, the night of Miss +Sarah's Christmas party. From that point she could see Morrison and +the river basin, and even the steam that jetted ever and again from the +whistles of the engines clattering over his railroad which lanced into +the north. + +But no discordant note of haste could reach her ears from so great a +distance. That whole vast panorama, suggestive least of all of +violence, lay blanketed in a sleepy silence that matched the subdued +security of her mood. + +Miss Sarah ordered a week of unbroken quiet and rest for her patient; +and Steve, and not Barbara, proved the difficult one to manage during +that period. For with returning strength there came to him +recollection of many things which required his attention. He fretted +over his work; he swore humorously at Fat Joe, who, coming to make +daily reports as soon as Miss Sarah realized that the good in such +visits far exceeded the benefits of sleep and solitude, assured his +chief that they had accomplished much, unhampered as they were by +carping authority. + +But he lay and brooded, no humor in his eye, when he was left alone. +Fat Joe had assured him that she had brought him home; but Fat Joe, who +was ever averse to anti-climax, had told him no more than that. His +efforts at entertainment were only the more spontaneous those days +because of the soberness of his friend's face. And then, the same day +that Joe raised him against the pillows so that he might watch a string +of flat-cars, high piled with logs, roll into the yards, they let her +go to him. + +Steve was listening to the shrill salute of the whistle which he knew +was McLean's paen of victory; he was smiling a little wistfully over +the memory which, with McLean, always recurred to him, when he turned +and saw her standing on the threshold. She had come on diffident, +mouse-like feet. She was watching him. And before he believed it +really was she, Barbara faltered his name. + +"Steve!" + +It was only a wisp of a sound--an aching, throbbing bit of tenderness +lighter even than the breath that bore it. + +"Steve!" she breathed again. + +But thereupon, with a headlong little rush that scattered spools of +bandage and rolls of lint, and set the bottles upon his table jingling +dangerously, she flew to him and came, somehow, into his arms. + +They had not told him--at first he could not speak. Dumbly he sat, his +face bowed upon that brown head pillowed in his arms. She had told +herself that she was a woman now--yet her first words were all girl. + +"Tell me just once that I'm pretty," she quavered. "Say that I am +still--half boy--to you!" + +His tongue unsteadied with joy, he told her again, as he had told her +on that other day; and watching the old, old wonder of her grow in his +eyes, she listened as though she were taking the words, one by one, +from his lips. But there was nothing boyish in the crooked little arch +of her mouth--nothing boyish in the depths of her dark and brimming +eyes. She remembered his wincing shoulder then; her arms crept higher +about his neck. And now her face was uplifted and there was no more +need for words. + +Afterward, when they spoke of Big Louie, she loved him more for the +sorrow which he did not try to hide. From Fat Joe he had already +learned of Big Louie's last dereliction. Out of a deeper silence, +Steve spoke gravely--an epitaph for the man to whom he had been +unfailingly kind. + +"Most any kind of a failure can live," he said, "but it takes a man--to +smile and die." + + +He let himself marvel aloud at her littleness. + +Their first hour together was only the happier for that moment of +sadness they shared. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +IN REAL LIFE TOO + +There was no longer any objection raised by Miss Sarah; and Barbara +spent every hour of her days with him. It grew warmer with aging +spring--and almost immediately he was able to sit with her and watch +the stream of logs coming in over the line from Thirty-Mile and beyond. + +Miriam and Garry were married in that week which followed directly +Steve's first days of convalescence. The former had returned with +Garry to the northern valley, and already a note had come from her to +the younger girl, in which she bewailed the servant question, as +represented by the cook-boy whom her husband had inherited, along with +the cabin at headquarters. + +Over that particular paragraph Barbara allowed herself to show +amusement. She tilted her nose, however, in vast disdain at the tenor +of the rest of the letter. + +"From the way Miriam raves on and on," she exclaimed, "one would think +that Garry had saved the day." + +They were at the window together on this occasion, Steve outwardly +still a little pale and haggard, but for the rest his old serene self +again. He managed not to smile at her small and serious face. + +"It certainly has not strengthened my vanity a little bit, either," +said he, "to learn how smoothly things can move along without me." + +Day by day the girl was finding her way deeper into that innermost +heart of him which he had never shared with other woman or man. Hour +by hour she was learning to know him better, and yet his whimsical +gravity still could deceive her--she was sometimes thoughts behind his +thoughts. Hard upon his reply her eyes flashed with indignation. + +"Pooh!" she scoffed, "Pooh! Most any old clock will run, after +somebody's wound it up!" + +It was a trick of speech that she had learned from him, but his +employment of parallel, lazily amiable for the most part, had never +been so hotly partisan as was hers at that moment. And suddenly +self-conscious--suddenly confused and warmly disconcerted at the +quality of his gaze--she had to hide her head. But she hid it upon a +shoulder most conveniently at hand. + +Spring gave way to early summer--and now Steve was able to be on his +feet again, so absurdly uncertain of balance at first, however, that +she ridiculed him unmercifully one moment, only to rush to him in a +panic of solicitude the next. There came long walks, and longer trips +in the saddle; came hours of silence that were the more wonderful for +want of words--hours in which, in a hushed voice, she gave him shyly of +her plans. But always, too, the interruptions grew more and more +frequent and insistent. Fat Joe and McLean, and even Hardwick Elliott, +made more and more pressing demands upon his time, until finally he +insisted that he could no longer play, shamelessly, the invalid. He +must look in upon the works up-river, if only for the moral effect +which it would have upon the men. She assented, grudgingly; it would +be but a day or two. And then--then he would come back to her. + +The next morning, at the moment when Barbara and Steve were mounting +their horses, for she wanted to ride with him a little way, Dexter +Allison chose to disclose something which had been but lately in the +process of preparation. He joined them at the edge of the lawn, before +the white-columned house on the hill. + +"Easing back into harness, I understand," he began, not quite +comfortably, however, for he was aware of a gleam of disapproval in his +daughter's eyes, at this interruption. "Well, there's no great rush, +but it's wise, no doubt, to see that things don't lag." He hesitated, +and shifted heavily to the other foot. "We'll want to start through to +the border by fall, I suppose?" + +"We'll be ready," Steve had to laugh at his lack of ease. + +"No doubt--no doubt!" Again Dexter hesitated, momentarily. And then +there came to the surface that proneness to accept men for what they +were, in a man's world, which had long before convinced Caleb Hunter of +Allison's inherent bigness. + +"Elliott resigned the Presidency of the East Coast Company last night." +The statement was brief to actual crispness. "I merely tell you this +so that you can begin to lay tentative plans accordingly. Because, in +view of the immediate need of filling that vacancy, I feel sure that +there will be too many demands upon your time, here at the Morrison +office, for you to plan on much field work for yourself in the future." + +To Barbara, at the beginning, the speech seemed merely another of her +father's rather involved, entirely labored attempts at the facetious. +But when she saw the blood steal up and stain Stephen O'Mara's face, +she realized that it was the very sort of a suggestion from which, on +her lips, he had turned roughly away. Coming from the lips of her +father, Steve accepted gravely, with a matching briefness that could +not hide a surge of triumph. A month before Barbara would have been +unable to understand why there was any difference, simply because the +suggestion came from another. Now, when it could no longer make or mar +her happiness, she understood very well indeed. + +She rode with him that day until he told her that it was time for her +to turn back. With Ragtime standing quiet, she laid her face against +his, and complained that he had promised her she should never be +allowed to go more than arms' length away from him, once she was his. + +"This is the last time," he told her, in a voice vibrant and low. +"This is the last time--for you and me." + +He held her closer for a moment. + +"You will be ready when I come back?" + +She bobbed her head. + +"Ready--and waiting," she said. + +She sat and put up a hand to him, wistfully disconsolate, before he +disappeared beyond a twist in the trail. + + * * * * * * + +The next night, in the cabin up-river, after Miriam had left them alone +to what she termed their complacent silence, Garry Devereau and Steve +sat a long while before the former raised a face alight with his rare +mirth. + +"Remember Joe's one proposed journey into the realms of romance?" he +asked suddenly. + +Openly Steve grinned, and nodded. + +"Remember how Joe threatened to close the last chapter?" + +Steve nodded again. + +"Well, here we are!" chuckled Garry. "I, poor but honest, already in +the toils of matrimony; and you, a plutocrat in sudden danger of a +government investigation, I'm told, and hovering on the brink!" + +"Here we are!" echoed Steve. + +And that was as close as either of them came to outspoken emotion. +With a lightness somewhat self-conscious, Garry had alluded to the +property which Caleb Hunter had turned over to Steve. There was a +trace of like humor in the latter's reply. + +"I certainly am oppressed with the cares of sudden wealth," said he. + +They were silent again, and then they heard lifted at a distance a thin +and reedy tenor. Joe was still humming his inevitable ballad, when he +entered and closed the door behind him, with an alarming flourish. + +"Evenin', folks," he saluted, but he did not seek a chair. + +Before then they had seen him primed for a sensation; never until that +moment had he failed to aggravate their curiosity. He circled the room +but once, before he confronted them in a fashion that would have been +challenging, had it not been for his fiery face. + +"Well, you may as well congratulate me," he invited, "and have done +with it. Because the suspense is over for me!" + +Both men straightened in their chairs; both understood instantly. But +Garry was the quicker in speech. + +"Not Cecile?" he inquired, in feigned consternation. + +"Why not?" Joe was quickly belligerent. + +"Oh, dear!" mourned Garry. "Oh, dear! I wish you had consulted me--or +some other married man first. Compatibility and common tastes, you +know, Joe, and all that sort of thing. She's a little Parisienne, and +you--well, you're only a riverman, like me!" + +Joe condescended to draw up a chair. And his verbal condescension was +large. + +"Sometimes you're fair," he spoke with scornful superiority, "and +sometimes you are so amateurish you make me homesick for Steve to come +back." + + * * * * * * + +She was waiting for him at the twist in the road. She was ready, two +days later, as she had promised to be. + +Only her father and Miss Sarah and Caleb were present when they were +married. And then, and not alone because she knew he wished it, but +because it was the dearest wish of her own heart, they turned their +faces towards the cabin on the balsam knoll. + +That day was theirs alone to be shared with no other living thing, save +the lesser brethren of the wilderness. Noon found them far north of +the foothills, deep in the hushed and higher ridges; twilight had come +and gone and the first of the stars were already blurred points of +light in the riffles, when they raised the river ahead. And there he +checked his horse, to point out the cabin, white-streaked with clay +chinking against a wall of green--he dismounted and lifted her to the +ground, for suddenly she wanted to go the rest of the way on foot. + +She let her weight lie against him, the top of her head scarce higher +than his chin, and sighed a little. + +"Tired?" he asked with that gentleness he saved for her alone. + +The bright head shook. + +"Happy?" he asked again, as gently. + +She swung around and clung to him then. + +"I'm so happy!" she whispered. "Do you suppose that anyone will ever +be as happy again?" + +There was ineffable content in her question. Whimsically her own +phrase rose to his lips. + +"Maybe," he said, "maybe sometime--in books!" + +She lifted her face then. He had the dusky glory of her eyes. + +"Maybe," she echoed, her voice tremulous,--"sometime. 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