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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Troublesome Comforts + A Story for Children + + +Author: Geraldine Glasgow + + + +Release Date: May 23, 2006 [eBook #18437] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TROUBLESOME COMFORTS*** + + +E-text prepared by David Clarke, Mary Meehan, and the Project Gutenberg +Online Distributed Proofreading Team (https://www.pgdp.net/) + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 18437-h.htm or 18437-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/4/3/18437/18437-h/18437-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/4/3/18437/18437-h.zip) + + + + + +TROUBLESOME COMFORTS + +A Story for Children + +by + +GERALDINE ROBERTSON GLASGOW + + + + + + + +[Illustration: At the Seaside (frontispiece)] + + + + +Thomas Nelson and Sons +London, Edinburgh +Dublin, And +New York + + + + + +TROUBLESOME COMFORTS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Mrs. Beauchamp sat in a stuffy third-class carriage at Liverpool Street +Station, and looked wistfully out of the window at her husband. Behind +her the carriage seemed full to overflowing with children and paper +parcels, and miscellaneous packages held together by straps. Even the +ticket collector failed in his mental arithmetic when nurse confronted +him with the tickets. + +"There's five halfs and two wholes," she said, "and a dog and a bicycle." + +"All right, madam," he said politely, "but I don't see the halfs." + +"There's Miss Susie, and Master Dick, and Miss Amy," began nurse +distractedly, "and the child in my arms; and now there's Master Tommy +disappeared." + +"He's under the seat," said Dick solemnly. + +"Come out, Tom," said his father, "and don't be such an ass." + +Tom crawled out, a mass of dust and grime, not in the least disconcerted. + +"I thought I could travel under the seat if I liked," he said. + +"Oh, if you _like_!" said his father; but nurse, with a look of despair, +caught at his knickerbockers just as he was plunging into the dust again. +"Not whilst I have power to hold you back, Master Dick," she said.--"No, +sir, you haven't got the washing of him, and wild horses won't be equal +to it if he gets his way." + +"Well, keep still, Tommy," said his father. + +Tommy squirmed and wriggled, but nurse's hand was muscular, and the +strength of despair was in her grip. Mrs. Beauchamp realized that in a +few minutes the keeping in order of the turbulent crew would fall to her, +but for the present she tried to shut her ears to Susie's domineering +tones and Tommy's scornful answers. Susie always chose the most +unsuitable moments for displays of temper, and Mrs. Beauchamp sighed as +she looked at the firm little mouth and eager blue eyes. She felt so +very, very sorry to be leaving Dick the elder in London--so intolerably +selfish. Her voice was full of tender regret. + +"It seems so horrid of me, Dick. It is _you_ who ought to be having the +holiday, not me." + +"Oh, I shall manage quite well," said Mr. Beauchamp cheerfully. "It is +rather a bore being kept in London, of course, away from you and the +chicks"--this came as an afterthought--"but I hope you will find it plane +sailing. I want it to be a _real_ rest to you, old woman." + +His eyes wandered past her sweet, tired face to the fair and dark heads +beyond, of which she was the proud possessor, and his sigh was not +altogether a sigh of disappointment. Mrs. Beauchamp glanced at them too, +and the anxious line deepened between her eyes. She pushed back with a +cool hand the loose hair on her forehead. "It is an ideal place for +children," she said--"sand and shells; and they can bathe from the +lodgings." + +"You will be good to your mother, boys," said Mr. Beauchamp. He was +directly appealing to Tommy, but he included the whole family in his +sweeping glance. "Don't overpower her.--And, Susie, you are the eldest; +you must be an example." + +Susie flounced out her ridiculously short skirts with a triumphant look +round. "I _am_ a help, aren't I, mother?" she said. + +"Sometimes, dear," said her mother, with rather a tired smile. + +"And you won't bother about me, Christina?" he said. + +"How can I help it, darling?" + +She leant farther out of the window, but one hand held firmly to Amy's +slim black legs--Amy had scrambled up on to the seat, and was pushing the +packages in the rack here and there, searching for something. + +"There is the guard; we are just off, I suppose. O Dick, how I wish you +were coming too! But I will write as often as I can.--Susie, be quiet. I +cannot hear myself speak." + +"Well, mother," said Susie, shaking back her hair, and poking the point +of her parasol between the laces of Dick's boots, "look at the way he has +laced himself up; you said yourself he was to do it tidily. And his face +is smutty already; look at him." + +"Good-bye, Dick," said Mrs. Beauchamp. The train was moving smoothly out +of the station, and she leant out as far as she dared, to get a last look +at the erect figure.--"There, Susie, father is out of sight. Leave the +boys alone." + +Susie frowned. + +"She'd better," said Tommy, in a choked voice. + +"Now you're going to be naughty," said Susie.--"I know they are, +mother--they always begin like that; they're clawing at me with their +sticky fingers. Mother, tell them not to; I didn't say anything." + +"You are a beastly blab," said Tommy defiantly. + +"Tom, what a word! Sit down by nurse and look out of the window.--Susie, +it is really your fault--you are so interfering." + +"I'm not interfering," said Susie, aggrieved. "I'm helping you to keep +them in order." + +"Well, _don't_. I would rather manage them alone.--Don't squabble, boys; +there's plenty of room for every one." + +"O mother--" said Amy. + +Mrs. Beauchamp still held unconsciously on to the slim black leg, but the +sudden movement of the train had jerked Amy off the seat. She clung for a +moment to the rack, but her hand slipped, and she fell headlong on to the +opposite seat, and there was a dull thud as her head crashed on to a +little wooden box. + +"It's all right, darling," her mother said, and she held her close in her +comforting arms. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Amy was a good little girl, and she tried very hard not to cry; but she +sat pressed very close to her mother's side, with her large blue eyes +full and overflowing with tears. Dick, who was very tender-hearted, +begged her to eat his toffee, which would have been comforting; but nurse +would not allow it at any price. + +"No, Miss Amy," she said, "I won't hear of it--not in your pretty blue +dress. And don't lean upon your mamma; you'll wear the life out of her." + +Amy pressed her soft cheek against her mother's arm, and looked up in her +face with her tearful blue eyes. She was relieved to see just the shadow +of a smile. + +"Give me Master Alick, nurse," said Mrs. Beauchamp; "I am afraid he has +toothache.--There! see, Alick, all the pretty green fields going past +outside." + +"It's _us_ that is going past," said Dick. + +"Hold me too, mother," said Amy suddenly; "take me in your arms like you +do Alick." + +"But Alick will cry if I put him down. See, I can manage like that; there +is room for both of you." + +She made a large lap, and Amy scrambled on to it. It was like a nest with +two birds in it--not very restful, perhaps, to the nest, but quite +delightful for the birds. They were very good little birds, too, and they +did not quarrel; and presently Amy nudged mother's arm, and spoke in the +tiniest whisper. "One of the birds has gone to sleep," she said. + +Alick's eyes were shut, and his round, flushed face was lying on mother's +hand. When she tried to take it gently away he stirred, and squeaked +restlessly. + +"Let's pretend he's a cuckoo and push him out," suggested Tom. + +"Tommy!" said his mother. + +"Oh, I didn't mean him to fall far," said Tommy--"just a kind of roll." + +"Not the kind you eat," said his mother. + +"No, dear, I couldn't let you; he would be startled even if he wasn't +hurt." + +"A train's so stupid," said Tommy, yawning. + +Susie was on the alert in an instant. + +"There! I knew he was going to be naughty," she said delightedly. "Soon +he'll be pulling the cord, or trying to break the glass, or doing +something else he oughtn't to. When he begins like that he's generally +very tiresome." + +"Hush, Susie," said her mother; "see how good Dick is." + +"And me!" cried Tommy. + +"Yes, you are good too." + +"When you're sleeping," added nurse. + +"There, Miss Prig!" said Tom. + +"There, mother!" cried Susie, in the same breath. + +"Well, Susie, it is your own fault." + +Susie flounced away to the farther end of the carriage, and sat looking +at the reflection of herself in the glass. She saw a little girl with +short blue skirts and a shady hat. When she took off the hat she could +see very large, brown eyes and a cross mouth, and the more she looked the +crosser it got. There was a fascination about that cross little mouth. +It seemed to Susie that she sat there a long while, whilst nobody took +any notice of her. In the reflection she could see baby asleep on +mother's lap, with mother's hand tucked under his cheek. He looked a +darling; but Susie frowned and looked away. Amy was sitting "in mother's +pocket"--that was what nurse called it--and Susie felt unreasonably +vexed. Dick and Tommy were leaning out of the window buying buns--Tommy +was paying. They were at a station, and there were heaps of buns. Susie +saw the cross mouth in the reflection quiver and close tightly; the brown +eyes blinked--she almost thought the Susie in the reflection was going to +cry. + +"Nobody cares," she said to herself miserably. "Mother doesn't care; she +loves Amy and Alick more than me. The boys hate me; they will eat all the +buns, and I shall die of hunger. I wish--" + +"Susie," said mother's voice, "the children are stifling me. Come and +have tea; we have bought such a lot of buns. Will you help me put baby +down in your corner? and you might give him your jacket for a pillow." + +Susie could see nothing, but she kept her eyes on the reflection in the +window, with a fascinated stare. + +"Susie, I _want_ you," said her mother gently. + +In a minute Susie had swept the tears away with her sleeve, and had +launched herself across the rocking carriage, and flung her arms round +her mother's neck. + +"Gently, gently, darling," said mother, smiling. "I haven't got a +hand--Alick is holding it so fast--but I missed you, Susie. There is +something there, outside, that I wanted to be the first to show you." + +Susie, still rather subdued, leant as far out of the window as the bars +allowed, and let the wind from the engine blow the curls about her face. +Away, far on the horizon, was a silver line, as straight as if it had +been ruled with a ruler, and a shining white speck showed against the +yellow evening sky. + +"What is it?" said Susie, breathlessly. + +"It is the _sea_," her mother told her, "and the white sails of the ships +are going out with the tide." + +"Mother, I mean never to be naughty again," said Susie suddenly; "only I +know that to-morrow I shall forget, and be as horrid as I was to-day." + +Susie was tired, and more tears seemed imminent. The train was slowing +down, and the screeching of the engine almost drowned her voice. + +"Pick up the parcels, and be quite ready to jump out," said Mrs. +Beauchamp hastily. "Susie, you must not grow perfect _too_ suddenly; +I shouldn't know you!" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +The next day was radiantly beautiful, and Susie started well. Directly +after breakfast the four elder ones trooped down to the sands with spades +and buckets, whilst Alick, left alone with nurse, waved his good-byes +from the balcony. Mrs. Beauchamp looked after them a little anxiously; +but Susie in her best mood was so very trustworthy that she smoothed the +anxious line out of her forehead, and turned back with a restful sigh to +the empty room and the silence. + +And out on the beach things went swimmingly. They made sand castles and +moats, and the rising tide flowed in just as they wished it to. Like +another Canute, Tom flung defiance to the waves, and shouted himself +hoarse; and then, to his immense surprise, the little ripples swept +smoothly back, and left a crumbled castle, and white foamy ridges that +looked like soap. + +"Come on, Susie," he said; "it's no fun when there's no water in it. +Let's go over to the rocks and look for insects." + +"No; let's stay here," said Susie. "I like watching the ships and the +steamers." + +"Fudge," said Tom. + +"The rocks are awfully jolly, Sue," said Dickie. + +But Susie shook her shoulders, and gazed straight before her. "I'm not +going," she said. + +"Very well; we jolly well prefer your room to your company," said +Tom.--"Come on, Dick." + +Susie was sitting on the ruins of the castle, with her knees drawn up and +her elbows planted on them. She really was not listening to Tom a bit, +for her fascinated eyes were fixed on the line of silver sea, on which +the passing steamers rose and fell. Far away at the back of her mind was +the consciousness that Tom was going to be naughty, and that she might +prevent it; but she pushed her fingers into her ears, and gazed straight +before her. + +It was Amy tugging at her dress that made her turn reluctantly at last. + +"Tom is calling you, Susie," she said. + +"Oh, bother!" said Susie. "You can go and see what he wants." + +Amy obediently struggled over the heavy sand to the fine strip of pebbles +on which the boys were disporting themselves. Their boots were wet +through; their shrill voices pierced Susie's poor defences. + +"Susie--Susie--Susie!" + +But Susie did not move. + +All the same, she knew perfectly well that Amy was struggling back over +the shingle and the sand, and had dropped panting at her feet, quite +unable to speak for want of breath. Her little delicate face was pink +with heat and excitement, and her thin legs trembled. + +"They want to get a box and send Dickie out in it, like a boat," she +explained. + +"They haven't got a box," said Susie. + +"But they say they can get one easily. It's father's; and they can tie a +string on to it and drag it." + +"They can ask mother," said Susie impatiently. + +"Yes, I suppose so." Amy had crept nearer, and put a small, unsteady hand +on her knee. "Please don't let them do it, Susie," she said; "don't let +them be naughty." + +"Don't bother," said Susie. "I can't help it." + +She shook off Amy's hand impatiently; but she was sorry a moment +afterwards. Susie often said things like that, and it was rather +a comfort that Amy was always quite ready to be forgiven. + +"It is so beautiful here, Amy; and I dare say they are not being naughty +really. They only hope we are looking; but I'm not going to." + +She resolutely turned her back upon the boys and the strip of pebbles. +But Amy could not keep still; her eyes kept turning nervously to the +sturdy jersey-clad figures, and presently she nudged Susie again. + +"They've got the box, Susie. You can't think how deep the water is, and +it looks so horrid; and Dick has a cold." + +"Oh, don't bother," said Susie. + +"Mother said you were to look after them, because you are the eldest," +urged Amy. + +"Why weren't one of you the eldest?" said Susie crossly. "I've been the +eldest all my life, and I'm tired of it. Mother knows I can't manage +them." + +Without turning her head she knew that Amy was creeping again across the +strip of pebbles. She heard her foot slipping, and the shouts of the boys +when she reached them; then Amy's soft little frightened voice--and +then silence. + + * * * * * + +An hour later Mrs. Beauchamp was sitting on the little balcony outside +the drawing-room window. The sky was divinely blue, and the sun was +dazzling. Close to her feet was a basket of stockings that needed +darning, but she felt as if she must lay her needle down every now and +then, to look at the gray, glittering sea, and the shifting crowd upon +the beach. Her feet ached with perpetual running up and down stairs; but +she was glad to think that the children were happy and good. In the room +across the passage she could hear nurse singing Alick to sleep, and down +in the street below a funny little procession was winding up from the +sea. She rose and looked over the balcony on to the tops of two sailor +hats, and what looked like two soaking mushrooms. She stared at them +stupidly, wondering why the box they dragged behind them was so familiar, +and why they left such a long wet trail behind them. + +After them sauntered a few idle fishermen; but just for a minute she +could not grasp what had happened. Then she pushed the basket on one side +and ran to the drawing-room door. + +Up the stairs came the hurried rush of feet, with the box bumping from +stair to stair. Then the dripping family clung about her with soaked +garments, and hair that looked like seaweed. + +"Mother, change us, please, before nurse sees us." + +"But what is it?" she cried. "How did it happen?" + +"It was Tom's fault," said Susie, whimpering. "He sent Dick out to sea in +the uniform case, and it has a hole in it, and it went down." + +"Oh, run upstairs and change; Dick has a cough." + +"He didn't drown," said Tom, "because we had tied a rope to it, and a +fisherman pulled it up." + +"And where is Dickie?" + +"I told him to go up on the roof and dry--he's on the leads by now. It's +awfully nice there; we went this morning." + +"_On the roof!_--Susie, tell him to come down, whilst I get their +clothes.--Tom, how can you do such things?" + +"Why, you never told us not to," said Tom, with innocent eyes. + +Susie crept upstairs, very white and quiet. She had been really +frightened, and she had an uncomfortable feeling at the back of her mind +that somehow it was her fault. She found Dick scrambling on to the roof, +and hauled him in with unnecessary vigour. When she got downstairs she +was sulky because her mother had not time to listen to her eager excuses, +but put her hastily on one side. + +"Never mind now, Susie. The first thing is to slip off your wet clothes +and get dry, and then help me with the others. Give me the big towel, and +untie Amy's frock." + +"But, mother," argued Susie, "I couldn't guess he was going to be so +naughty, could I?" + +"You didn't try to guess," said Tom resentfully; "and now you are trying +to make mother think you are better than me. You wouldn't hem our sails +or dig with us. We had to do something." + +"And now you want me to quarrel," said Susie.--"Mother, I want to +explain." + +"Hush, Susie! there is no time to explain now; you must tell me +by-and-by." + +Susie flung the towel on to the floor, and felt a great lump in her +throat. Dick had to be dried and warmed, in order to stop that horrid +little croaking cough; and no one cared for her excuses or explanations. + +With angry tears blinding her she ran across to the nursery, and stood +looking out at the silver line of sea and the bobbing ships. Alick was +stretching in his cradle, and it creaked under his weight. She could see +his curly head and his outstretched fat legs. He was so accustomed to +having his legs admired that he always pulled up his petticoats solemnly +to exhibit them, as though pathetically hoping to get it over and have +done with it. + +Susie's ill-temper evaporated like smoke. She flung herself beside the +cradle, and hugged Alick in her arms, leaning so closely over him that +nurse, in hurrying to and fro, paused to expostulate. + +"Not so close, Miss Susie, please--the child can't breathe; and I don't +want you putting any of your naughtiness into his head." + +"How can I, when he can't walk?" said Susie indignantly. + +"Well, I wouldn't put it beyond you," said nurse. "I know you've been up +to something, or you wouldn't be here now, looking as if butter wouldn't +melt in your mouth." + +"I'm trying to be good," said Susie, still indignant. + +"Well, we shan't see the result yet awhile," said nurse, "for the way +you've devil-oped these holidays is past imagining." + +She always pronounced it in that way, and the word held a dreary +significance for Susie. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +That horrid, teasing cough of Dick's got worse and worse, and by evening +he was lying patiently in his crib, with a steaming kettle singing into +the little tent of blankets that enveloped it, and a very large and very +hot linseed poultice on his chest. Susie, sitting down below, could hear +the hasty footsteps and the hoarse, croaking sound that always filled her +with panic. Their tea was brought to them by the overworked maid, and she +and Tom ate it in a depressed silence, and then sat again on the +window-sill looking silently and miserably out to sea. By-and-by nurse +came in hurriedly, with the news that baby was crying and had to be +attended to, and that she and Tom must manage to put themselves to bed. + +"I haven't time to brush your hair," nurse said regretfully; and Susie's +face lightened. + +"Nurse, is Dick better?" she asked breathlessly. + +"He's about as bad as I've ever seen him," nurse said shortly, and turned +to leave the room; but Susie clung desperately to her skirt. + +"Don't go, nurse. Let me do something--let me hold baby." + +"No, indeed, Miss Susie," said nurse; "you've done mischief enough +already. Go to bed quietly, and try to get up right foot foremost +to-morrow." + +Susie went back to the window-sill, and huddled up close to Tom. With +blank eyes she looked at the stars and the moon bursting from behind +hurrying clouds. Even when she put her fingers into her ears that rasping +cough pursued her. Tom's heavy head fell against her, and she knew he +ought to be in bed; but it wanted really desperate courage to shake him +into consciousness and get him up somehow to his room. + +And upstairs, next to Tom's little bed, was an empty space, from which a +crib had been hastily wheeled into the next room. On the floor beside it +lay a vest and knickerbockers, still heavy with sea water, and a red tin +pail and spade. It made Susie sick to look at them. But she got Tom at +last into his bed, and covered him up. He tried to say his prayers, but +he was too sleepy; and Susie hushed him at last, and crept away to her +own little room in the dark. + +Amy was so soundly asleep that she did not even turn; but Susie could not +rest. All through the miserable hours she sat straight up in bed, looking +before her with staring eyes, and listening to the uneasy movements next +door. + +It was almost morning when Amy woke at last and turned her startled gaze +on Susie's face, but what she read there drove her out of her own bed and +on to Susie's. Then she stretched out two comforting little arms and held +her close. + +"Don't, Susie, don't," she said breathlessly; "it wasn't your fault." + +"Yes, it was," said Susie harshly. + +Amy rubbed her rosy cheek against Susie's sleeve, and at the touch +Susie's frozen heart melted. Tears came and sobs, till the sheet was wet, +and she could only speak in gasps. + +"Mother _trusted_ me! I am going to mother, Amy. I can't bear it any +more. If Dick dies, it is me that did it. I was the only one who knew." + +"Let me get your shoes," said Amy. + +But Susie would not wait. She slipped out of bed on to the cold boards--a +small, miserable figure, disfigured with crying--whilst Amy watched her +breathlessly. She opened the door and listened. Every one seemed to be +asleep, except that in the room next door she heard hushed voices and the +tread of careful feet, then the rattle of a cup and Dick's cough. She +opened the door as gently as she could and looked in. The blind was up +and a fire burning. The tent of blankets had been pulled down, and Dick, +with the poultice still on his chest, was sitting up in bed, wrapped in +a soft red shawl. By the table stood nurse, making tea; and his mother, +looking pale and tired, was sitting by the crib. She looked up when the +door opened, and without a word held out her arms. + +Susie fairly tumbled into them. + +"O mother," she kept repeating, as if nothing more would come. + +"_Susie!_" said mother. + +"Oh, I have been awake all night!" Susie panted out the words. "If he had +died it would have been my fault. Mother, is he getting well?" + +"My darling Susie," said mother, "I had not time to come to you. I never +dreamt you were awake. Dick is _much_ better; but he has been very bad, +and he must go to sleep." + +"Mother, let me tell you! I am so _wicked_. _I felt sure_ they would not +be really naughty; I_ felt certain--_" + +"Susie," said mother faintly, "_I_ must go to sleep too. Some other time +we will talk it over, but not now." + +"But I can't sleep," said Susie, "unless I tell you first." + +"Come, Susie, try. I am sure it would be a great comfort to make excuses; +but, just for once, choose the harder part, and say nothing. You and I, +Susie, must get our beauty-sleep." + +She stroked the flaxen pigtail and gently unloosed Susie's clinging +hands. + +"Come, let me tuck you in," she said. + +"Nurse is going to stay with Dick. Susie, I am very, very tired." + +Susie's sobs ceased suddenly, and she stood up straight. It was the +hardest battle she had ever fought, but she was never one for half +measures. In perfect silence she allowed her mother to lead her away and +tuck her comfortably into the little bed, where Amy patiently waited for +her, and then, still silently, she put her two arms round her mother and +hugged her. + +"Oh, thank you, Susie," mother said gratefully. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Dick took many days to get well, and all the time his crib remained in +the corner of his mother's room. The red pail and spade were tidied away, +and his knickerbocker suit was put out of sight; and in the afternoon, +when the house was empty, and nurse, and Susie, and Amy, and Tom, and +baby were all out on the sands, his mother used to read delightful +stories to him, whilst he lay and watched her with round, wondering eyes. +His cough was troublesome at night, but however often he twisted, and +turned, and choked, there was the familiar face bending over him, her arm +beneath his head. + +Dick was a very kind little boy, and he tried always to cough under the +bed-clothes, so as not to wake her, but it was no use. However carefully +he coughed, her eyes always opened at once. + +"I am taking away your peace-time," he said, over and over again. And she +always answered, "Never mind, darling; I _could_ not sleep if you wanted +me." + +"You look so funny," he said once. + +"Perhaps I am tired, Dickie." + +But she smiled as she spoke, and he felt relieved. It was when she was +too tired to smile that her face was strange. + +And Susie's behaviour was quite angelic. She was happy and busy, and +brimful of good resolutions. She gave up many and many a morning on the +sands to play with Dick, and to let her mother go out to walk or shop. +Her astonishing meekness was a constant surprise to Tom, and he was +relieved by occasional flashes of temper, which showed him that the old +Susie was only sleeping, not dead! + +But at last Dick was able to be wheeled down to the sands in Alick's +perambulator, and perhaps it was the joy of his recovery that turned +Susie's head, or perhaps she was tired of her long spell of goodness, but +whatever the reason, she was particularly teasing and tiresome. She did +not like to see her mother sitting close to Dick, ready to wheel him home +if he was tired; and she would not allow her to read in peace, but kept +breaking in with silly questions and remarks. + +"You never let _me_ sit in your pocket," she said at last crossly. + +"My dear Susie"--mother shut her book with a very faint sigh--"there is +not room for all of you on my lap. I should have to nurse an arm or a leg +at a time." + +"You could _make_ room," said Susie. + +"She would be like the donkey that wanted to be a lap-dog, wouldn't she, +mother?" said Tom. "It sat upon its master's lap." + +Every one laughed, except Susie. + +"Well, I'm not a donkey," she said, "and I'm not a lap-dog; and, besides, +you want to yourself." + +"No, I don't," said Tom stoutly. "I hate to sit on any one's lap; if you +are so anxious you can sit on nurse's." + +Susie's eyes threatened to overflow. + +"Oh, don't cry, Susie," said her mother, in alarm, "or I shall have to +put up my umbrella. Go and build a castle with Tom, and take Amy. I trust +her to you. Nurse and I must get the babies home." + +Susie always rose to any demand made upon her, and was proud of being +trusted. She gathered Dick's shells and seaweed and glittering stones +skilfully into his pail, and was really helpful in rolling up the rugs +and cushions. She was so pleased to see his rather thin, unsteady legs +gathering strength as they wobbled slowly over the sand. When she put her +arm round him, she was proud to feel that he really needed support. At +the foot of the wooden steps leading up the cliff his mother took him +in her arms. She was looking tired and pale, but she smiled very sweetly +at Susie. + +"My kind little daughter," she said; and Susie beamed. + +When she got back to Tom and Amy she found that they were not alone: two +other children, a boy and a girl, with bare feet and tucked-up skirts, +were standing talking to them. + +The boy had black eyes and black hair, and the girl was the image of him; +her long, thin legs were like pipe stems, and she spoke in a loud, +domineering voice. + +"We have watched you all the week," she said, "and we made up our minds +to know you. We thought we had better wait until your mother and nurse +were out of sight, in case they forbid us to come. Us two are twins." + +"Oh, they wouldn't forbid you," said Amy, with hasty politeness. + +The boy smiled in a superior way. "They _might_" he said. "Nurses +generally do. We are not particularly good, and nurses are so +narrow-minded." + +"We are reckless," said the girl. "Our names are Dot and Dash." + +"They're pretty good names," said Tom. + +"They fit us," said the twins in a breath. + +"Both of we were taken out of church last Sunday," said Dot, in an +explanatory way and with an air of pride. "When the clergyman came from +inside the railings, Dash forgot he was in church, and he jumped up and +said quite loud, 'Shut the gate.'" + +"Whatever for?" said Tom. + +"You see," said Dash, with his air of modest pride, "I always spend the +time thinking how many sheep I could pen into the pews, and how many cows +I could get behind the railings. I think it could be seventeen _with a +squash_, but of course, if you left the gate open, the cows would get +into the sheep pens; so, when I saw him go out and leave the bar up, I +felt I must run and shut it, and I spoke out loud. I didn't really mean +to, but father marched us out of church, and he wouldn't let me explain." + +"I suppose you oughtn't to have been thinking of cows and sheep in +church," said Amy, in her surprised little voice. + +"Shut up, Miss Prig," said Dash; and Amy was obediently silent. + +"Shall we play together?" said the twins, with one voice. + +"It would be jolly," said Tom.--"Wouldn't it, Susie?" + +"Well, you mustn't tell your people," they said, "but every morning after +your babies go in we might have a jolly game." + +"Mother wouldn't mind, would she, Susie?" said Amy. + +"We don't want your opinion," said Tom loftily. + +Amy blushed till the tears came. "Would she?" she repeated desperately. + +"There's no harm in playing," said Susie. + +All her good resolutions were slipping away, and her voice grew excited. +Susie was always so carried away by the spirit of adventure, and she +forgot so easily. These sands, and the silver sea full of monsters! The +black rocks and seaweed--no nurse to bother about wet stockings--no +babies who needed a good example! Susie's spirits rose. + +"There wouldn't be any harm," she cried eagerly, "and we might have some +jolly games. We only wouldn't tell mother, because it might worry her." + +"Mother can walk on the rocks," cried Amy eagerly. + +"I don't believe it," said Dash. "I don't believe an old woman like that +can walk a bit--not like we can." + +"Not as fast as us," said Susie.--"Don't be tiresome, Amy; it isn't +mother who is tiresome--it's nurse." + +"Well, we'll meet to-morrow," said the twins, speaking together, as they +generally did, at the top of rather squeaky voices. + +They pulled Susie to one side. + +"Don't tell the other one," they said, in hoarse whispers; "she'd go and +tell." + +"She's very young," said Susie, in quick apology, as she ran off. + +"Both of we has pails," shouted the twins after her, "and we can bring +cake." + +"We are not allowed curranty cake," said Susie reluctantly. + +"Bosh," said the twins. "Who's to know? We come of a very gouty family, +and _we_ may eat curranty cake." + +"I dare say a little piece wouldn't matter," said Susie. + +"O Susie," said Amy, as she plodded breathlessly over the sand to the +steps, "she called mother an old woman!" + +"Well?" said Susie. + +"She is the most young and the most beautiful lady I have ever seen," +said Amy, with flushed cheeks. + +"Yes, of course," said Susie. + +"They seemed rather rude," said Amy. + +"It isn't being rude, it's being _reckless_. Didn't you hear them say +so?" + +"Aren't they the same, Susie?" + +"Not at all," said Susie, with her nose in the air. "It's _older_ to be +reckless; it's much easier to be rude. But you mustn't tell, Amy." + +"O Susie, I'll try not," said Amy; "but when mother asks me I don't know +what to do." + +"Well, you can hold your tongue," said Susie sharply. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Susie felt a little excited next morning when she remembered the twins, +and all the time she was digging moats and piling up sand castles she had +one eye fixed on the active figures of her new friends, who, with bare +legs and shrill voices, attracted a good deal of attention. Once she +tried timidly to "draw" nurse on the subject, but nurse was not +responsive. + +"Those are rather splendid children," she said wistfully. + +"Where?" said nurse, lifting a calculating eye from the heel of the +stocking she was knitting, and looking vaguely round the horizon. + +"There--on the rock," said Susie eagerly. "Tom and I want to go on the +rocks so much, and those children could help us; they are so very--so +very _reckless_." + +"So very rude," said nurse dispassionately. + +The very words Amy had used. The angry blood flew into Susie's face. + +"I don't know what you mean by rude," she said obstinately. "It's very +dull sitting here and making castles with babies; and Tom and I want to +go on the rocks." + +"Well, your mamma will take you some day, when she feels better," said +nurse. "She's had a wearing time since she came. No doubt it's a trial to +see other children, with no decent nurse to look after them, running wild +and shouting like wild Indians; but I have my duty to you and your mamma, +and you must just bear it as best you can. You should take example by +Miss Amy and be contented, and be glad to think you have Master Dick back +with you again." + +"Mother always makes a fuss about Dick," said Susie. + +"Well," said nurse, rising with difficulty and shaking the sand from her +dress, "I'm going to take the little ones in, Miss Amy and all. She can +play with Master Dick whilst I get baby to sleep. Perhaps you will help +me, Miss Susie?" + +Of course Susie would help; her face lightened at the thought! All the +jealous lines disappeared as if by magic. Alick's little hands felt like +rose leaves on her face. She forgot the twins, forgot to be cross, as she +folded her arms tightly round him. She had half a mind to go in with them +and have a nice nursery game; but when she hesitated and looked back, she +saw Tom waving impatiently, and it was difficult to say no. + +She handed Alick to nurse, and stood staring after him as he leant his +round red face over her shoulder and waved his chubby hands. When they +all disappeared on to the parade at the top of the cliff she turned and +flew over the sands. + +"Take off your shoes and stockings," shouted the twins; "us both always +do." And Susie, without a thought, unlaced her boots, and flung them +hither and thither, never stopping to look behind her or to be sure that +they were safe. The water was quite warm and the sea was sapphire blue. +It was a very low tide, and the rocks stretched away to a long, low +island, crowned with grass, where a few nimble goats perched on unlikely +crags. From rock to rock flew Susie's active feet, but Dot was always +ahead; and so, slipping, splashing, torn by the rocks, drenched with the +warm spray, Susie revelled in a long hour of liberty. She was wild with +excitement, eager to come again, full of reckless promises. + +"We'll go as far as the island another day," said Dot, "but we have to +choose a low tide. Aren't you glad now that you didn't go home and play +like a baby?" + +Susie was hastily rubbing the sand out of her toes and hunting for her +stockings. Her feet were very cold, and her fingers seemed thumbs. She +did not answer Dot. She did not feel quite sure what to say; things +always looked so different before and after, and what nurse had said +about a _wearing time_ stuck in her mind. + +"Well, aren't you?" said Dot impatiently. + +"No," said Susie bluntly. + +She stopped to lace Tom's boots, and then looked up with a face that had +grown suddenly red. + +"I can't help it," she said desperately, "but I never _am_ glad +afterwards." + +She went on lacing laboriously, whilst Tom lay on his face kicking and +plunging about. Dot looked at her curiously. + +"But you wanted to come on the rocks?" she said. + +"Oh yes," said Susie. "I shall always want to come, but I shall be sorry +afterwards. I think I ought to warn you because I am like that. I can't +help it. It is silly of nurse," she went on, as she tied the lace in a +draggled knot. "Why shouldn't we play with you? I feel _perfectly +certain_--" She seemed to remember using those words before on an +unfortunate occasion, so she hastily changed them. "I am _quite sure_ +that you are a very good companion. Me and Tom couldn't learn any +harm from you." + +She was persuading herself, not the twins, but it was a twin who +answered. + +"We can have lots of fun," said Dot, "and no one will know. The first +chance we will cut over the rocks to the town and buy some sweets." + +"Generally I have to look after the little ones," said Susie. + +"Well, no one would eat them if they stayed here alone till you came +back, would they, stupid?" + +"No," said Susie, rather shortly. + +She was not quite sure that she liked being called "stupid." + + * * * * * + +"I can't think how all this sand has got into your stockings," said +nurse. "I should hope you didn't paddle after I left you, against my +orders!" + +There was silence, and in another moment Susie would have told the truth, +but before the words came faltering out nurse spoke again. + +"But there! I can trust you, with all your troublesome ways," she said. + +And this time Susie _could not_ speak. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +As time went on it grew so perilously easy to be deceitful! No one +thought of doubting them--no one thought of asking what they did when +they were left alone. + +Day after day, as nurse's toiling figure disappeared up the wooden steps +on to the cliff, Dash and Dot burst round the corner of the rocks, and +almost without a word spoken, Susie's shoes and stockings were flung to +the winds, and she was scampering at headlong speed from pool to pool, +with Tom at her heels--like a wild creature, and in a condition that +would have fairly horrified poor nurse, who held that all well-conducted +young ladies, like the Queen of Spain, should have no visible legs! + +Really, in her heart, Susie did not like the twins so very much. They +were wild and unkempt, and very boisterous; their twinkling black eyes +radiated mischief, but it was the sort of mischief that bewildered Susie +and rather frightened her. Nurse puzzled over her mangled stockings and +the hideous rents in her skirts, and Mrs. Beauchamp's patient fingers +grew stiff with darning; but whilst Susie flew about the rocks, careless +and dishevelled, she always forgot how sorry she was going to be +afterwards, and how uncomfortable her conscience was at night. + +"I really won't go again," she said to herself time after time; and yet +the first sight of the twins splashing round the rocks scattered all her +good resolutions to the winds. + +"I am glad I can trust you," her mother often said. "You are a comfort to +me." + +"Troublesome comforts I should call them," nurse said; and, like many of +nurse's wise sayings, it was remembered by Susie, and left a little sting +in her memory. + +This afternoon she came to the beach quite resolved to withstand +temptation, and to play demurely with the little ones. It had rained all +morning, and now Tom had gone to the town with his mother to buy some new +sand-shoes. For some time Susie was perfectly happy building castles of +sand and letting the rising tide flow into her moat. Nurse was indulgent +enough to waste a few of her valuable minutes in making a scarlet flag +and mounting it on a wooden knitting-pin, whilst Dick and Amy busily +ornamented its base with fan shells. Dick was the king, with Alick for +his knight--rather a top-heavy knight, with wayward legs--and Susie and +Amy were the besieging army, fighting with desperate courage as long as +they had breath. + +Susie flung herself panting on the sand. "Isn't it funny, nurse," she +said, "that all the bad men were good kings, and all the good men had to +be beheaded?" + +"I don't know much about any king, Miss Susie," said nurse, "except King +Henry the Eighth, and _his_ beheading was on the other side. He was a bad +man if you like, and I never had any patience with him." + +"Oh, I forgot him," said Susie; "and I wouldn't say that King Edward was +a bad man exactly, though he is a good king; but he isn't what you would +call _prime_, is he?" + +"Oh no, my dear, not prime," said nurse. + +"And Charles the Second wasn't prime either," said Susie. + +"I don't know about him, my dear," said nurse. "But to go back to King +Henry. I always felt very much for poor Annie Bullen. A monster of +iniquity I call him, dressed up in his ermine and fallals, and not a +policeman or a judge daring to say him nay." + +"How nice it is that common gentlemen don't behave like kings!" said Amy. +"If I was a queen, I would throw my crown away when it was time for my +beheadal." + +"No, you'd cry," said Dick solemnly. + +"_I_ wouldn't," said Susie. "I'd march proudly out with my lovely hair +floating in the wind, and my swannish neck rising out of a black velvet +dress, and I'd stand on the block and say, 'I _will_ my limbs--that means +my legs and arms--to the four quarters of the country, and my heart to +the tyrant who broke it.'" + +"Much he'd want it," said Tom disdainfully. + +But Susie stood declaiming on the sand-hill, inspired by her own +eloquence, and gazed at with admiration by Amy for a courage she could +not match. + +"O Susie, how brave you are!" she said. "They'd have to kill you to get +at it; you couldn't get at your heart till you were dead. I don't believe +I could ever be as brave as that. I know I should cry." + +"It's called _weep_, my dear," said nurse, "when it's done by kings and +queens." + +"Well, I should weep," said Amy. "And I make my wills quite differently +to Susie. I made a will this morning when it rained. You know you said +you were going to give me a paint-box on my birthday, nursie! Well, if I +live till my birthday, I'm going to leave it back to you in my will." + +"You needn't trouble, Miss Amy," said nurse, "because if you don't live +till your birthday I can keep it." + +"But that wouldn't be my _will_," said Amy, puzzled. + +"But it would be your wish, my dear, which comes to the same thing." + +"Well, mine would be my will, but it wouldn't be my wish," said Susie. +"It would be history, and things in history are never so bad as things +that happen to yourself." + +"But it _would_ happen to yourself if it was _your_ legs and arms you +gave away," said Amy. + +"And I dare say it was just as bad to have your head cut off a hundred +years ago as it would be to-day," said nurse--"I mean for the people +themselves." + +"Do you think," said Susie, "that the Jews and people who had their teeth +pulled out by the king for fun felt it just as much as we do when we go +to the dentist?" + +"_For fun!_" said Dick, in a horrified voice. + +"Did they have gas?" said Amy. + +"Gas!" said Susie, with a superior smile. "How silly you are, Amy! They +had no gas then--only candles, or perhaps lamps. And I don't see how they +could pull out teeth with lamps; do you?" + +"No," said Amy, in a small, mortified voice. + +"I daresay," nurse went on, as if there had been no interruption, "that +it would have been easier for Miss Susie to have been brave in a history +book than if the trial came to her here." + +"I don't see why," argued Susie. + +"Well, we are made so," said nurse. "Other people's trials are a deal +easier to bear than our own. Now you've been good children to-day, and +I'll make a surprise for tea as a reward. I'm going to leave you Master +Dick for an hour, Miss Susie; and you'll look after him well, and when I +wave you'll bring him in. Don't sit down any longer, but have a bit of +play on the sand; it's getting chilly, and it looks like more rain." + +"All right," said Susie. + +She was filled with light-hearted joy, and nurse's praise warmed her +heart; nurse so seldom praised her. She helped Alick's wilful legs to the +foot of the steps and watched him out of sight. + +"I am so very glad I have made up my mind to be good," she said to +herself; "it is _perfectly easy_ if you make up your mind. I wish the +twins would come and want me to leave Dick, or go on the rocks, or do +something naughty. I would just stand here and look at them with my large +innocent eyes and my gentle smile, and I would say, '_Never_, twins! +Nurse has trusted him to me, and I have turned over a new leaf. I would +not touch the rocks with my bare feet, not for a king's ransom.'" + +"Susie," cried Dick. + +"Yes," said Susie impatiently. + +"Come here, Susie," he said again--"quick, I'm so wet!" + +"Oh, bother," said Susie. + +She turned slowly, still inspired by her own eloquence; and there, +straight before her, as if they had walked out of the sunset, stood the +twins, with black hair waving, and bare, wet legs. + +"Come on!" they shouted breathlessly. "It's a perfectly heavenly +afternoon for the rocks, but it's awfully late; you've kept us waiting an +hour whilst your nurse simply _clacked_." + +"All right," said Susie. + +It was really all wrong, but she had forgotten her promises, her +resolutions, her boasted courage. At the first demand of the enemy she +laid down her weapons and surrendered the fort, and in another moment +she too was flying bare-footed over the rocks, with Dick stumbling +laboriously after her. + +"Susie"--his shrill, faint voice pursued her--"Susie, my shoes is wet; +come back!" + +"Come on," cried Susie. + +"My feet is tired. Susie, _it's Dick_." + +But Susie was far ahead. + +"Susie!" he called again. + +Wet and miserable, he sat stolidly down upon a rock. + +"If Susie leaves me I shall _weep_," he said out loud. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +It was growing dusk, and the line of gold upon the sea had merged into +the gray twilight around. A drizzling rain fell like a veil between Susie +and the shore, and suddenly she remembered that for some time she had not +heard Dick's pleading voice. Instantly all the excitement and pleasure of +the stolen hour fell away from her, and with a frightened pang at her +heart she began a frantic search over the slippery rocks, flying in +heedless haste and shouting as she ran. + +Her terror and tears impressed even the twins, though they were a little +inclined to mock. They too rushed and splashed from rock to rock, making +difficult and dangerous leaps that only bare toes made possible. The +pools between the rocks were full of water, and there was no yellow +reflection now from the wind-tossed sky. Susie felt despairing; but +suddenly, almost at her feet, she heard Dick's uncomplaining little +voice, "It's _me_, Susie. I knew you would come back; I am so glad. My +toe has got hurt, and I have sitted here till all my clothes has got +wet." + +"How tiresome he is!" said Dot impatiently. "What a tiresome, silly +little boy! That's always the way with babies; they spoil all your fun." + +"I'm not a baby," said Dick defiantly. + +"Well, you're very like one. Every one will know now, and a jolly row +you've got us into." + +"I'll tell you what," said Dash, in a hissing whisper into Susie's ear. +"Let's run back to the shore, and then they'll think he went alone." + +"Come on, Susie, or we shall be drenched," said Dot. "When once we've got +on our shoes and stockings we can easily rush out and rescue him. Look at +the white horses, and the waves against the island. We are really a good +way out, but we could rescue him in two minutes, and your mother would be +_grateful_ to us." + +But Susie was not listening. The twins' suggestions beat on her brain, +and found no entrance. All the best of Susie--the real, comfortable +Susie--brimming over with a love that was almost motherly, was in the +kind, quivering face she bent over Dick as he held out his tired arms. + +In a minute she was down beside him, stroking and folding him close, till +his sobbing breaths were stifled on her shoulder. + +"Oh, do come on, Susie!" said the twins; "we can't stay another minute. +If you won't leave him you'll be caught, and you will never be allowed to +play with us again." + +Susie looked up, bewildered, into the twins' anxious faces. What did it +matter if she were caught, or blamed, or punished? The idea of leaving +Dick, even to make a sensational rescue, never entered her head for a +minute. _Leave him_, frightened and alone, out on the dark rocks! As she +had herself said, such a little while ago, "not for a king's ransom." She +only wanted the twins to go and leave her in peace, and so she told them +with that plainness of speech which to Susie seemed to suit the occasion. +"Please, please go," she said. "I can carry him quite well after he has +rested a little bit." + +"You will be found out," said the twins warningly. + +"Oh, it doesn't matter," said Susie. + +"It seemed to matter a good deal a little while ago," said Dot +resentfully. + +"Nothing matters now," said Susie, "except to get Dick home." + +"Well, you can't rest long," said Dash, "because the tide's coming in." + +Susie looked vaguely at the island behind her, with the waves splashing +against its sides, and then at the glistening rocks that made rough +stepping-stones to land. She had no idea about the tides; she only knew +that on some days the rocks showed more above the water than on others, +but there were always rocks. She shook her head impatiently. + +"I know all about the tide," she said. "I am perfectly certain I can get +home all right." + +"Oh, you're always perfectly certain," said Dot. + +"So I am," said Susie. + +"Well, good-night," said Dash. "Don't fiddle about too long with Dick, +that's all." + +"Good-night," said Susie cheerfully. + +She saw the two active figures leaping away into the twilight, splashing +from rock to rock, till they became gray and indistinct like moving +shadows. She felt suddenly chilled and lonely, and the silence and gloom +enveloped them--a forlorn little group in the midst of the growing dark. + +"Dickie," said Susie presently, "we must start back before it gets any +darker. I think it's going to pour. If I put my arm round you, do you +think you can walk?" + +"Why, the water would go over my head," said Dick. + +He pushed out a fat leg and let it dangle against the rock; already the +white spray was splashing over it. Susie stared at it incredulously. When +the twins left, it had been a shallow pool, and they had waded through +it. + +"Oh, hurry up, Dick!" she said, in a sudden panic. "Mother will be +frightened." + +"It's fun, though," said Dick. + +Fun! The word did not seem at all the right word to Susie, but she said +nothing. She knew now in a flash what the twins meant by the rising tide, +but all she saw was her mother's face with the fear on it. + +But Susie had not been the eldest of the little family for so many +years for nothing. She knew that, whatever happened, Dick must not get +bronchitis, and she put her own fear bravely on one side to think of him. + +First she slipped over the rock, and found that it reached her waist, and +that every wave made it more difficult to stand. With Dick on her back it +would be impossible; and the long links of the chain of rocks stretched +such a weary way with those shining pools between. The wind roared +against the island, and the spray dashed up it; but Susie remembered the +grass and the goats, and a gleam of hope sprang up within her. + +"O Dick, we are close to the island," she said. "I had quite forgotten. +We must clamber over the rocks and get there; and, Dickie darling, even +if your foot hurts, you will be brave." + +"I will be brave, Susie," said Dick. + +The rocks were slippery, and the seaweed popped under their feet like +little guns; but jumping, slipping, clinging together, they reached the +foot of the island, and then began the difficult scramble upwards. Dick +hung heavily on to Susie's skirt, and his little feet were torn and +bruised. But Susie's courage was the courage of hope, not of despair. She +lifted him over difficult places, and clung to edges of the cliff where +it seemed as if even the seagulls had not room to stand. Once she found a +narrow track, but she lost it again in the darkness, and still she felt +the splash of the waves and heard the startled birds crying overhead. +Never, never had Susie been so tired; but those pursuing waves chased her +up, and by-and-by she felt dry crags under her feet, and then welcome +grass--wet with rain, not sea. + +Drawing long, sobbing breaths, Susie sank down and drew Dickie into her +arms. In the far, far distance little lights were twinkling in the town, +and Susie's heart gave a passionate leap; it wanted to annihilate time +and space, and carry her home. + +"Mother, mother, mother!" she cried under her breath. + +Dick was wet and tired, but he was too excited to lie still. He lay in +the hollow of Susie's lap, with his wet feet curled up into her skirt, +and his round eyes shining. + +"We can't be drowned now, Susie," he said, smiling. + +Susie had to make quite an effort before her stiff lips would speak. + +"No, Dickie, we are quite safe," she said; "but the ledge is so narrow +you must not fidget about. I am going to make you a dear little bed like +a bird's nest." + +"I don't want to stay here all night," he said. + +"But there are goats here." + +"I don't want there to be goats," he said again. + +"I only mean," said Susie, "that if God can take care of the goats, He +can take care of us too." + +"I would rather," said Dickie, after a pause, "that He would put us back +into our cribs." + +"Perhaps He will," said Susie; "but you must sit quite still, and let me +creep down and try if there is any other way to get to shore." + +"No, Susie, you mustn't go," said Dick, whimpering. "I won't cry if you +are here, but if you go I shall--I shall _weep_," he said. + +"O darling Dick, don't," said Susie imploringly. "Perhaps mother will +come to the shore and see us, or perhaps the twins will tell her, or +perhaps the fishermen will bring a boat." + +"I shall _weep_," repeated Dick firmly. After that he did not speak +again, but he put his two chubby arms so tightly round her neck that he +nearly choked her. "I won't _let_ you go," he said sleepily. + +Susie felt in despair. "I must go, Dick. I don't see what else I can do." + +"You said yourself"--Dick's voice was sleepier, and he nestled +closer--"you said yourself that God would take care of us and the goats." + +Dick was so determined that Susie was afraid to try to get away. She was +sure that he would insist on coming too, and that she would never be able +to do that terrible scramble again. Susie's active brain flashed from +point to point in a moment of time, and it seemed to her that there was, +after all, nothing particular to be gained by going down on to the rocks. +No one could see her through the mist and darkness, and her feeble voice +would never be heard through the wind. Dick was almost asleep, and the +ledge was sheltered. _If_ she could get him to sleep! She rolled him out +of her arms, keeping her arm as a pillow under his head. Then with her +free hand she unfastened her serge skirt and tucked it round him. When +he coughed, she slipped off her flannel petticoat and wrapped it round +his head and throat, and almost before he had shut his eyes she heard +his even breathing. + +"O darling Dick!" said Susie, under her breath. + +She crept as near to him as she could, sheltering him in the crevice of +the cliff. Her one flimsy petticoat was soaked, and her legs felt like +ice; but those little choking snores filled her with a joy almost too +great for words. + +The rain beat in her face and flicked her wet hair against it like the +lash of a whip; but Susie felt nothing except the warm comfort of the +little body behind her, saw nothing but the gleaming row of lights that +marked the Parade. All her heart moved in one passionate cry, "If mother +will only forgive me!" And then she realized, with a glow of happiness, +that she had never really doubted it; that she had known quite well all +the time that there would be no need for tears or protestations--mother +would understand. + +The stars came out and the leaping waves seemed to fall asleep, whilst +Susie, with wide-awake eyes, settled herself for the interminable night. +But nature is very kind to the remorseful sinner as well as to the happy +and the innocent, and presently her head fell back against Dick's +comfortable, cosy shoulder, and she too fell into a dreamless sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Meanwhile Tom and Mrs. Beauchamp had bought the sand-shoes and various +other little necessaries, had had tea in an Oriental coffee shop, and, as +the climax of a delightful afternoon, were coming home on the top of a +tram--a leisurely proceeding that gave plenty of time for enjoyment. The +weather had clouded over early in the afternoon, but they were halfway +home before a fine rain began to fall and to blot out the shimmering sea. +Just at sunset it cleared up for a little while, and a long path of gold +stretched straight away to the horizon, showing the rocks and the island +silhouetted very clear and black against a pale yellow sky. + +"Mother," said Tom suddenly, "do the goats ever come down to drink?" + +"What goats?" + +"The goats on the island?" + +"And do they drink what?" + +"The sea." + +"Oh dear no, Tom; they would not drink the sea-water--it is much too +salt. I expect they stay on the island all the summer and come home in +winter. I know their masters go and look after them at low tide." + +"Well, is it low tide now?" persisted Tom. + +Mrs. Beauchamp peered into the dusk. + +"No; it is nearly high, I think. There is very little of the rocks to be +seen." + +"Well, there is something scrambling about on the island, quite low down, +and it looks just like goats." + +"Sea-birds, Tom?" + +"They don't _scramble_," said Tom. + +"Well, fishermen perhaps. Show me where you see them." + +But the black dots had disappeared. The fine drizzling rain had come on +again, and the island was misty; heavy clouds were banked on the horizon, +and it had grown suddenly cold and dark. + +"Come inside, Tom," said Mrs. Beauchamp; "hold on to the rail and don't +tumble off. Isn't it pleasant to think of the warm, cosy nursery and +supper?" + +"Is it supper-time?" asked Tom, amazed. + +"Well, it is past six, and we are a good way from home yet. I hope all +the family were safe under shelter before the rain came on. Do you see +the white horses dashing up the sides of the island? It looks very cold, +doesn't it?" + +"I'm glad I'm not a goat," said Tom. + +"So am I! See, there are the Parade lights. Get all the parcels together, +and be ready to jump off when we stop." + +A shopping expedition alone with mother was always a great treat. There +was so much to tell afterwards--so many parcels to open and examine. Tom +scampered up the Parade in advance of Mrs. Beauchamp's soberer footsteps, +so it was he who first caught sight of nurse's face when the door was +opened to his clamorous knock. + +"Go up to the nursery, Master Tom," she said. + +Tom dashed on merrily, and a minute later he heard his mother's voice in +the hall, with a quick note of anxiety in it. + +"What is it, nurse?" + +"It's Miss Susie," said nurse, "and Master Dick." + +Tom hung over the banisters to hear more. + +"I left them out on the beach for a bit, whilst I came in to make the +tea; and they had my orders to come when I signalled, but they never took +no notice. So I ran down to the beach, and there wasn't a sign of them; +and there was nothing more that I could do till you came home." + +"How long ago?" asked Mrs. Beauchamp. + +All of a sudden the tired look had come back to her face. She was +anxious, but she was not frightened. + +"It was about five I called to them, and it's past six now." + +"Have you any idea where they are?" + +"Well, I've heard Miss Susie speak of the town and buying sweets; and +she's that audacious by times she might have dragged the poor child off +without stopping to think--and it's a long three miles, and a regular +downpour coming on." + +Simultaneously both mother and nurse turned back to the pavement and +looked critically at the sky and the sea. There was very little to be +seen but scurrying clouds and one or two misty stars, but the boom of the +waves on the shore was loud and importunate. Without a word they came in +and shut the door. + +"I don't think they _can_ be on the beach," said their mother, as +cheerfully as she could, "but it is like looking for a needle in a +haystack. I will go and speak to the policeman and the fishermen." + +She spoke wearily, and the anxious line deepened between her eyes, as she +stood irresolutely on the steps, looking into the darkness and feeling +the lashing of the fine rain against her face. A sickening wave of fear +rolled over her, but nurse could not tell it by her voice. + +"No doubt they started for the town--Susie is thoughtless. Open my +umbrella, please, nurse, and keep their supper hot." + +"I _do_ hope Master Dick don't get his nasty cough back," said nurse. + +"Oh, I don't think he will," said Mrs. Beauchamp. + +She ran down the steps, holding her umbrella firmly, and battling with +the gusts of wind that swept the Parade. The insistent thunder of the +waves sounded very dreary. + +She ran over to the sea wall and down the wooden steps on to the beach. +Two or three fishermen were sheltering close under the cliff; the wind +was so loud that she had to shout at them to be heard. + +"Have you been here long?" she said. + +"Yes, most of the day." A short black pipe was removed to allow of the +remark. + +"Have you seen some children playing about--a little girl in a red +jersey, a boy in a sailor suit?" + +The answer was very deliberate. A great many boys and girls had been +playing on the sands--there always were a "rack" of them--the rain came +and swamped them. He hadn't noticed no red jersey in particular. + +"Did you see any of them on the rocks?" + +No; but then they might have been, for he hadn't been looking that way. + +"But _some_ of you would have seen them," Mrs. Beauchamp urged. "If two +children had been scrambling on the rocks at sunset, some of you would +have noticed them?" + +"Maybe, maybe not." + +"Is it high tide?" she asked. + +"In another hour." And some one added out of the darkness, "Don't you be +feared, ma'am; children and chickens come home to roost." + +Mrs. Beauchamp thanked him gratefully and felt comforted. + +Again she wearily climbed the steps, and flew rather than walked down the +long Parade. The flickering gas lamps showed between patches of darkness, +the rain drizzled on, and she felt helpless and bewildered, not knowing +where to turn next. Wherever Dickie was, bronchitis must be dogging his +footsteps, and all the time she seemed to hear Susie's voice appealing to +her. Poor Susie! who always came back to her best friend--who was always +so sorry afterwards! + +She spoke to the policeman at the corner of the Parade, and he was very +determined. He would go to the police station and give notice, he said; +but there wasn't the least use in her wearing herself out by running on +into the town. He knew the young lady from No. 17 quite well by sight--a +very sensible young lady!--and he was as certain as that he stood there +that she had not passed him since five o'clock. She was on the beach then +with the little boy and some other young ladies and gentlemen; he had +seen them himself. They were playing and shouting, and having a fine +time. No, he was quite certain he wasn't making a mistake; he knew her by +her face, and her brown plaits, and her scarlet jersey. She certainly was +playing with other children. + +Mrs. Beauchamp tried to push aside the urgent fear that was knocking at +her heart. If even the policeman had confidence in Susie, should her +mother be behindhand? She told the policeman, for his information and her +own comfort, that she was only frightened because the little boy had been +ill, and it was such a cold, wet night, but at the same time she thought +she would walk round to the town by the beach. "And you will go to the +police station? Some one may have seen them. I cannot feel satisfied +doing nothing." + +"If you take my advice, lady," said the policeman, "you should go home +first. Perhaps they'll have got back, or perhaps the other young lady +could give you an idea. Children know a good deal of each other's ways." + +The advice was sensible and practical, and Mrs. Beauchamp was relieved at +any definite suggestion. Amy might possibly know something about the +others which she had not confided to nurse. She caught at the hope, and +fought her way back before the wind, up the long, wet Parade, until she +stood, drenched and breathless, at the door. + +Nurse opened it almost on her knock, and peered anxiously behind her into +the dark, but Mrs. Beauchamp shook her head. + +"No, I have done nothing," she said, in a strained voice. "I can't think +what to do--no one has seen them, nurse." + +Her voice trembled a little, but she tried to smile. She would not break +down. + +"I want to speak to Amy, nurse, and Master Tom; but Amy is less +excitable. Send them to me on the stairs here; we must not wake baby." + +"I've questioned them," said nurse, "but they don't seem to know +anything. They'll be ready enough to tell if they do; they are very +upset." + +Mrs. Beauchamp sat upon the lowest stair, with her anxious eyes fixed on +the nursery door. They were curiously like Susie's eyes, but with a +sweeter expression. They were smiling still, but it was such a sad smile +that after one look Amy flew helter-skelter downstairs and flung herself +into the welcoming arms. + +"Amy," said her mother gently, "don't cry now; I haven't time. I am +anxious about Dickie's bronchitis"--it was curious how she clung to the +belief that it was only the bronchitis that troubled her--"it is so rainy +and cold! Do you know where Susie has gone?" + +"No, mother," said Amy. She knelt upon the stair with her pale little +face pressed against her mother's cheek. + +"Think, Amy," Mrs. Beauchamp urged. + +"I have thoughted and thoughted," said Amy, "and I can only remember that +once, a long time ago, the twins said--" + +"What twins?" + +"Oh, I forgot you didn't know. They are twins, and they are friends of +Susie's. They are very reckless on the rocks, and sometimes Susie went +too." + +"But when, Amy?" + +"I don't know," said Amy, with literal truthfulness. "They didn't tell +me; they said I was a baby." Amy's eyes filled. "I wish Susie could be +found," she said. + +"But you are helping me to find her," said her mother. "Now I have +something to go on.--Did you know, Tom? Have you ever been on the rocks +with the twins?" + +"They told me not to tell," said Tom sturdily. + +"But, Tom, that does not matter; it is right to break such a promise." + +"If you break your promise you go to hell," said Tom. + +"No, no, Tom--not when it is a matter--a matter of life and death. Do you +think they went on the rocks to-night?" + +"I will tell you if you want me to," said Tom, "but Susie will be angry. +I don't know if she went to-day; so there!" + +"Did you ever go?" + +"Heaps and heaps of times," said Tom. + +"And who are the twins?" + +"I don't know." + +"But their _name_, Tom?" she urged. + +"I truly don't know, mummy." + +"O Tom!" + +Tom too had broken down, and his arms were round her neck. + +"O mother, Susie didn't mean to go. She often and often didn't want to. +Don't be angry with Susie. Nurse often said, 'I can't think where you get +your stockings in such a mess.' But the twins asked Susie, and she went; +often and often she didn't want to--" + +"Poor Susie," said Mrs. Beauchamp. + +"And you needn't think she's drowned," said Tom, "because Susie knows +quite well how to walk on seaweed. She wouldn't be such a silly as to be +drowned." + +Tom's testimony and the policeman's! She alone--Susie's mother--had been +faithless and unbelieving. She began to regain her confidence in Susie. +She got up a minute later with a more hopeful smile. As she shook out her +wet umbrella she stooped to kiss Amy's eager face. + +"It is so much easier to find four people than two," she said, +"particularly when two of them are twins, and one wears a scarlet jersey. +Some one must have seen such a noisy crew, and there is less chance of +their having disappeared." + +"Susie isn't such a silly as all that," said Tom, with serene confidence. + +Mrs. Beauchamp's eyes shone, and when Tom opened the door she looked out, +over his head, into the deepening night. A few stars had struggled +through the clouds, and the moon shone fitfully above the island. It +looked very big and black and peaceful, and Mrs. Beauchamp paused for a +moment and looked back at it. + +"_If_," she said to herself, and then again "_if_" out loud. + +But whatever the disturbing thought might be, she would not give it +entrance. She fixed her mind resolutely on the twins and the red jersey, +and pinned her hopes on the police inspector. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +But it was extraordinarily difficult to find any clue to the missing +family, and the long, miserable hours passed, and brought Mrs. Beauchamp +no nearer to the twins. She trudged up and down the Parade, to the police +station, and down the steps to the beach, over and over again, with feet +so tired that they almost refused to carry her. + +The wet pavement reflected the flickering gas-lamps. One by one the +lights in the windows were put out, and late visitors hurried home. She +clung to the policeman's solid tramp with a lingering hope, but she was +growing desperate; and over everything was the fine rain, coming in gusts +from a cloudy sky, wetting her hair, her face, and soaking her skirts. It +was a miserable night, and the police inspector deeply sympathized with +her. He went along the town road and cross-examined the policeman. He +made inquiries and issued orders, and took upon himself to beg the pale, +tired lady to go home and wait and see what turned up. But Mrs. Beauchamp +felt that to sit at home doing nothing would be intolerable. She shook +her head and turned again on to the Parade, and with her went Susie's +light feet, so real, so active, that she almost saw the red jersey on a +level with her shoulder, and those brown, defiant eyes. For it was of +Susie that her mind was full--poor Susie, who had "often and often not +wanted to go," but who had gone. + +It was easier for little Dickie; all his life it would be easier for Dick +than for this eager, forgetful, repentant daughter, whose passionate +sorrow always came too late. + +Mrs. Beauchamp leaned over the railing at the top, and looked down on to +the sands, debating whether it was worth another effort. The group of +fishermen still stood close under the shelter of the cliff; their gruff +voices floated up to her, and gave her a feeling of companionship. She +ran down on to the beach, but when she stood in front of them she felt it +impossible to speak. One by one they rose awkwardly, and gazed at her in +an embarrassing silence, but making no suggestion, so that it was she +who spoke first. + +"I have not found them; I cannot trace them anyhow. Can none of you help +me?" + +Her sweet, impatient voice appealed to them rather hopelessly, and there +was no response. + +"I'm willing to do what I can," one of them said at last. "At daylight +I'll bring round my boat and go over the rocks. It's an ebb tide." + +"Oh no," she said, and shuddered. "I can't sit still till +daylight--indeed I cannot. It is only ten o'clock now." + +"It's a fair offer, lady," said the man. + +"But it is going to be a fine night," she pleaded. "The rain is over. If +I could find the twins of whom my children speak! Can you not help me? +You are at least men." + +"Why, ma'am"--it was a new voice that answered her--"if it's children you +want, I'll find them fast enough if they are on shore; it's only the sea +that keeps her own. A set of lubberly men that can't help a lady in +distress! That's not how the Royal Navy acts. And don't you cry, lady. +Lads and lasses don't get mislaid as easy as that; bad halfpennies come +back to their moorings. We'll knock at every door in the town before we +give up." + +He was an old man, but there was a very different note in his voice from +the flabby sympathy of the other men. He put out his pipe with a horny +thumb, and gave a rather contemptuous look round the lounging group of +longshoremen. "Royal Navy" was written all over him--in his keen eyes, +his upright carriage, and his kindly, respectful manner. At the +confidence in his voice Mrs. Beauchamp's wavering hope steadied, but she +suddenly felt the strain of the anxiety and fatigue. As she turned she +stumbled over something small and black that the ebb-tide had left in the +ridge of damp seaweed on the beach. She slipped and recovered herself, +for the old man's hand was on her arm. + +"Steady, ma'am," he said cheerfully; "it's only a bit of an old boot." + +"A bit of a boot!" The object swam before Mrs. Beauchamp's eyes, her +hands trembled. "It is a child's," she said, and there was anguish in her +voice. + +"Oh, well"--he picked it up and flung it on one side--"the sea don't give +up boots without the feet they held. Wherever the little girl is, ma'am, +she's gone without her boots. Carry on." + +The Royal Navy, as the senior service, went first, and Mrs. Beauchamp +stumbled after him; but there was new hope springing in her heart. His +sturdy common-sense had infected her. Was it she only who doubted +Susie--who had no confidence in her common-sense? The sea gives back +only what it takes, and it had given back only Susie's empty boot. + +Stumbling, dizzy, tired out, she still felt a divine peace at her heart +as she heard the comfortable, steady steps beside her, and saw the fine, +weather-beaten face, with its clear, keen eyes. + +"You see, ma'am," he said, "longshoremen are good lads enough for +sunshine and fair weather, but it's the Royal Navy you look to when it +comes to foul weather and storm. That's where I got my training, and it +stands by you. Maybe you'd like to rest a bit and let me go on? I'll +knock at every door in the place before I give in, and I'll bring them +children with me." + +"No, oh no," she said. Her voice was hoarse with fatigue, but was +undaunted. "I shall sail humbly in the wake of the Royal Navy. Only, +tell me what you mean to do." + +He stood for a moment under a lamp, and his keen eyes seemed to see +through her. "I propose to begin with the first street out of the +Parade," he said, "and so on, by sections. I'll go first where I'm known. +There can't be such a rack of twins in the town that they can't be +traced. Trust me, lady." + +"I _do_! I _do_!" she said; "but I feel frightened." + +"Where's your faith, ma'am?" he said, rather sternly. + +"I am sure I don't know," she said, with a faint smile. "It may be the +will--the will of--Providence--that the children should not come home." + +The old man stood still again, and raised his cap from a silvery head. + +"There's One above as won't let him go too far," he said. "We have our +orders, which is enough for me. Carry on." + +And really faith or fortune did seem to befriend Mrs. Beauchamp at last. +It was just after they had knocked at the second closed door, and had +received a very short negative to their inquiry, which the maidservant +evidently considered to be an ill-timed joke, that a door on the opposite +side of the road opened suddenly, and a great stream of light flashed +out. + +There were some confused farewells, a gathering up of skirts, and +laughter; and in a minute the Royal Navy was standing at the salute +before the master of the house. + +"The lady and I are looking for some twins, sir." + +Instead of the ready "No" they half expected, the man paused, and smiled +whimsically. + +"Well, what have the little beggars been doing now?" he said. + +Never had any words sounded quite so sweet to Mrs. Beauchamp. She too +came into the circle of light, and lifted her sweet, tired, beseeching +face. + +"My children were playing with the twins this evening," she said, "and +they have never come home. Of course they may not be _your_ twins; but we +hope--" + +"Come in, come in," he interrupted, holding the door hospitably open +until it had swallowed them all up. "Of course it is my twins. No one +else's twins are ever half so troublesome." + +And then he sent a great, jovial shout up the stairs,-- + +"Dot and Dash, you are wanted!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Instantly there were a scuffle in the upper passage and a rush of bare +feet to the top of the stairs. Mrs. Beauchamp, looking up, saw two slim +figures in white, and in another minute she was confronted by two pairs +of the very brightest and most daring black eyes she had ever seen. + +Without a moment's hesitation Dot hurled herself against the slight +figure in the hall, and began a confused, breathless, incoherent +statement. "I could not sleep. Neither of we have slept all night. Susie +said she knew about the tides; she said she was quite certain"--most +familiar words in Mrs. Beauchamp's ears--"that she would get home all +right. But Dick had hurt his foot, and we left her on the rocks, sitting +quite in a pool. And it has rained so ever since; and perhaps she is on +the rocks still, and it is pitchy dark, and both of we feel as if we +couldn't bear it." + +She paused for breath, but Mrs. Beauchamp's arms tightened round +her--always so ready to hold and comfort. + +"Thank you," she said, very quietly; "you are giving me great comfort. +They would not _stay_ on the rocks, would they?" + +"No, of course not." Dot spoke with comforting certainty. "They would +clamber on to the island if the tide was high; but it is so terrifying in +the dark. And it was our fault--Susie didn't want to come." + +"It was a pity," said Mrs. Beauchamp. + +Her eyes, over Dot's dishevelled head, flew to the doorway, and met those +other alert eyes that understood and answered their question. When did a +woman in distress ever appeal in vain to the Royal Navy? + +"I'll get my boat out, and be ready in a quarter of an hour," he said. +"You can meet me by the steps, lady, and you'd best bide in shelter as +long as you can." + +"Thank you. Can you?--is it possible? Those men said I must wait till +daylight." + +"Lubberly loafers," said the Royal Navy. "In the Service things are +ordered different." + +He opened the door and went out. Through the opening Mrs. Beauchamp +caught a glimpse of sailing clouds and starlight. + +Dot was pressing on her again. + +"Please forgive us if Susie gets home; it has been so miserable. I knew +Dash wasn't asleep because of his breathing. It has been dreadful for you +and for Susie, but it is worse for us." + +Her voice fell to a husky whisper; her great black eyes were full of +passionate entreaty; she shivered in her thin nightdress. + +"My poor, poor children"--there was nothing but the sweetest sympathy in +Mrs. Beauchamp's comforting touch--"I forgive you _now_--now while Susie +is out there and I am still waiting for her. I will let you know directly +we are back and they are safe. You must let me go now." + +Their father had disappeared, and Dash came hurrying downstairs in a +shamefaced, sidelong fashion to be comforted. He did not like being left +beyond the reach of consolation. But Mrs. Beauchamp disengaged the +clinging arms. + +"We will sit up till we know about them," Dot said, with tears. + +"No; you must go to bed and wait there," Mrs. Beauchamp said firmly. "I +know," she went on hurriedly, as there were signs of another storm, "that +it is far harder; but duties like that _are_ hard, and it is the only +thing you can do to help." + +"Very well," said Dot, with commendable meekness. + +"Very well," echoed Dash. + +"Here, get back to bed." The master of the house, booted and +mackintoshed, had come back into the hall, and the twins scampered up the +stairs at the unaccustomed sternness of his voice. He had a glass of wine +and some biscuits in his hand, and he spoke almost as severely to Mrs. +Beauchamp as he had done to the twins. "Of course I am going with you. I +have rugs and mackintoshes and some brandy. Can you suggest anything +else? No," as she returned the half-emptied glass; "drink _all_ the wine. +I _insist_ on it." + +Mrs. Beauchamp obeyed mechanically. She seemed to feel new life, a sense +of protection, an atmosphere of help; there was some one else to command +and to decide. + +The last sight she saw as she went out into the night was Dot's fuzzy +head leaning over the banisters at a dangerous angle. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +Outside the rain had lessened, and the stars shone more securely. Without +a word she hurried down the cross street and on to the Parade by her +companion's side, but her feet no longer lagged. Hope had sprung anew in +her heart, and as they turned the corner she looked up at him smiling. + +"I only know you as 'the father of the twins,'" she said, "and it is a +long address." + +"My name is Amherst." Then a moment later, as they picked their way +across the muddy road to the top of the steps, "I have been trying all +this time to find a reason, and I can only frame an excuse--_they have no +mother_!" + +"Oh, poor twins!" she said. + +The tide was distinctly lower, and the wind had died down. The long waves +rolled in with almost oily smoothness, and showed no ridge of foam when +they broke upon the beach. Patches of seaweed caught and reflected the +moonlight. + +The old sailor was baling out the boat, and half a dozen hands held her +to the shore. An air of excitement pervaded every one, and one or two men +offered their services rather sheepishly; but the Royal Navy did not need +assistance. + +He settled Mrs. Beauchamp in the bow, with the rugs for a cushion; then +he pushed off with his oar, and in another minute they were gliding out +from under the shadow of the cliff, making straight for the island in +front of them. + +Mr. Amherst had taken the other oar, and was rowing bow. On their left +little crests of half-submerged rocks showed black against the sea, and +on the far horizon the false dawn made a silver line between sky and sea. + +Mrs. Beauchamp held the lines mechanically and leant forward, straining +her eyes to steer for a possible landing-place; but the beating of her +heart had quieted down, and she had a curious feeling that she was +drifting, drifting, in this solemn silence, out of a region of torturing +fear into the peaceful harbour of a dream. + +The twist of the oars in the rowlocks, the rhythmical dip, and the ripple +of water against the boat were restful in their monotony. She felt her +eyes closing as something slipped through her fingers--Susie's boot, with +its long damp laces! She looked at her lap in horror, and tried to push +the dreadful object away; but there was nothing there, excepting the wet +lines that had fallen from her fingers. Some one put out a rough, kind +hand to steady her, and she straightened herself with a start, meeting +the old sailor's keen eyes. + +"Carry on, ma'am, carry on." Then, a moment later, "Way enough!" + +In a minute Mr. Amherst had caught at the crags and drawn the boat +alongside, and Ben had sent his voice pealing up against the cliff in a +volume of sound that was absolutely terrifying. + +"Hulloo! Hulloo--oo!" + +A few frightened sea-birds flew out of the crevices in the cliff and +wheeled about their heads, but there was no other sound. Mrs. Beauchamp's +eyes filled with agonized tears, but the sailor's cheeriness was +infectious. + +"I'll wake them," he said. + +Again his voice went up into the night, as if he defied the poor defences +of the dark. + +"Hulloo! Hulloo--oo!" + +"Susie!" cried Mrs. Beauchamp, in her thinner treble. + +And this time there _was_ an answer--a cry small and faint; not at all +like Susie's boisterous everyday voice, but human. Ben was out of the +boat in a minute, scrambling from peak to peak, and shouting as he went. + +Mrs. Beauchamp sat down with an uncertain movement, and covered her face +with her hands; whilst Mr. Amherst, clinging to the rock for fear the +ebbing tide should carry them out to sea, spoke to her with whimsical +entreaty. "Mrs. Beauchamp, please don't faint until Nelson comes back! +Pull yourself together--he _expects_ us to do our duty; and, besides, you +will frighten the children." + +The last suggestion had an instantaneous effect. From that calm region +where love and despair were alike forgotten she came back with a +conscious effort to the unsteady boat, and Mr. Amherst's alarmed eyes, +and the lapping water against the bow. + +"That's right," said Mr. Amherst, with great relief in his voice. "I +really didn't know how to get to you. Listen!" + +"Safe!" The great voice came pealing down the cliff, waking the echoes on +the shore, and with a sort of incredulous joy Mrs. Beauchamp listened to +the sturdy steps coming slowly, surely, carefully down, with a little +ripple of shale following them. + +She clutched at the gunwale of the boat until she hurt her hands, and +strained her eyes for the sight she longed to see. First there came the +stalwart figure of the sailor with a bundle in his arms, and behind him a +slim, bare-footed, bareheaded, stumbling little creature, who almost fell +into the expectant arms waiting for her. + +"He's quite warm, mother." It was Susie's voice, faint, eager, appealing, +caught by deep sobs. "He has never coughed once--he has never _moved_. He +is quite warm; feel him." + +"O Susie! And you?" + +"Me! Oh, I'm all right," said Susie, wondering. "I did take care of him; +I tried my very best." + +"But where are your clothes, Susie? And it rained so." + +"They are round Dick," said Susie. "Mother, they kept him beautifully +warm." + +The men jumped into the boat and pushed off. The little bundle of flannel +and serge that held Dickie rolled quite comfortably to the bottom of the +boat; but Susie's mother held two frozen feet in her warm hands and said +nothing. Words did not come easily. + +Presently Susie spoke again in that strained whisper. "Mother, when I +went to sleep I dreamt a ferryman came for us, and his boat was close to +the shore, and we were stepping in when you called me back. I knew your +voice, and you said 'Susie' quite plainly. I wouldn't go, and I wouldn't +let him take Dick! I screamed and held him tight, and the ferryman said +we must pay him, all the same; and then you gave him two pennies, and he +went away." + +"Susie, I _did_ call. In my heart I have called all night." + +"Yes, I know," said Susie. "When I woke and saw the sailor, I thought it +was the ferryman." + +"I _had_ paid," said Mrs. Beauchamp. + +"Oh, I knew you would," said Susie. + +Mrs. Beauchamp took the rug that Mr. Amherst threw to her, and folded it +close and warm about Susie's wet locks and damp body; and presently the +difficult, sobbing breaths grew quieter, but her mother knew that she was +not asleep by the fierce pressure of her fingers. + +The day was breaking as the boat was beached, and a dozen willing hands +pulled her high and dry. The sea-birds were awake, fluttering about the +head of the island; the ebbing tide had left the rocks very black and +bare. + +When they set Susie on her feet she was too stiff to stand alone, and +never for one moment did she loose her hold of her mother's dress. It was +the Royal Navy that finally took her into wonderfully tender keeping, and +carried her up the steps and along the Parade, and laid her, still +wrapped in the rug, on her own white bed, that nurse had made comfortably +ready. + +Dickie woke flushed and warm from his rosy sleep when they brought him +in, and looked at the old sailor with round, bewildered eyes. + +"Is it Father Neptune?" he asked. + +"No, darling, no." + +"Oh, I see he hasn't got his three-pronged fork. Is it Nelson then?" + +"I am sure I don't know," said Mrs. Beauchamp, and her laugh was very +near tears.--"You will tell the twins at once, please," she said to Mr. +Amherst as she said good-bye. "I cannot bear to feel that they may be +awake and waiting." + +But Dot and Dash had not passed a sleepless night of misery. Long ago, +tired out with sorrow, they had fallen asleep on the nursery window-sill, +and dreamt that they were sailing on unknown seas in fairy boats! + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +And the wonderful part of it all was that Susie was not even ill! She +slept "into the middle of next week," as nurse expressed it; but it was +a deep, steady, peaceful sleep, quite undisturbed by any commotion around +her. Amy sat most of the morning crouched up on the floor, just inside +the room, and waited for the opening of those brown eyes; whilst nurse +had even got Dick and baby safely dressed and out on the sands before +Susie's eyelids quivered, and she stretched her stiff limbs, and started +up with a cry, "Mother!" + +"My darling Susie!" + +"O mother! I was so afraid you were a dream." + +"Then what are you?" + +"A _troublesome comfort_. Nurse said so, and it is true." + +She sat straight up in bed, with her knees drawn up and her hands clasped +round them. Her hair was rough, and there were no little stiff pigtails +telling of nurse's energetic brushing. On her hands there were bruises +and scratches that hurt her; but nothing mattered now that she was within +reach of the comfortable arms, and could lay her head on the blue serge +knee. + +"Mummy, is Dick well?" + +"Quite well, darling." + +"Mother"--she pressed closer and hid her face--"I am sorry, but I don't +know how to say it. I didn't like the twins to think me a baby, and I +felt quite certain that I could get back." + +"Perhaps you are too certain, darling." + +"You mean," said Susie, "that there is too much talk and too little +_do_." + +"Perhaps that _is_ what I mean, Susie; but when I try to think about it +clearly I only see a poor little cold, frightened child, and Dick as warm +as toast." + +"I never thought about it, mother. I only prayed and prayed that he might +not get bronchitis." + +"It is because you did not think about it that I love you, Susie." + +"I will try and be better," said Susie humbly. + +Straight across the room she caught sight of a reflection in the glass, +and she sat suddenly more upright and gazed at it. It reminded her of +that reflection in the train; but this mouth was smiling, not set into +sulky lines--these eyes were not full of angry tears! + +"Oh, I am perfectly certain I can be good," cried Susie eagerly. + +The reflection in the glass seemed to hesitate; the sparkling eyes fell, +and Susie's face went down upon her knees. + +She groaned in despair. + +"It seems as if I couldn't help it," she said. "I am always perfectly +certain." + +"And I am perfectly certain that I hear your breakfast on the stairs," +said Mrs. Beauchamp, "and that is the important thing." + +She raised Susie's crimson face, and smoothed the rebellious hair, and +patted the pillow into a comfortable shape. Every good nurse knows that +tears and protestations must wait their time, and that little patients +cannot be allowed the luxury of repentance! + +Susie would have liked to pour out volumes of self-reproach and ease her +burdened heart, so it was perhaps one little step in the right direction +when she resolutely closed her lips and welcomed Amy and the breakfast +with a smile. + +She came downstairs in the afternoon and lay on the horsehair sofa in the +sitting-room, and held a sort of levée of her visitors. Tom was subdued, +and the twins were envious--nothing uncommon ever happened to them! +They knew too much or were too cautious, but they sat on two stools by +the window and followed Mrs. Beauchamp's movements with their uncanny +eyes, until the concentrated gaze made her nervous. + +"Both of we would like to be your children," said Dash suddenly. + +Mrs. Beauchamp tried to feel grateful for the compliment, and to hide the +dismay it inspired. + +"It seems rather hard," Dot added, "that Susie should have +everything--_and_ a mother too--and we haven't." + +"Perhaps you may share me," she suggested. + +But the twins viewed the position gloomily. "Us two like things of our +own," they said. + +"Well, you can't have mother," said Dick doggedly. "You can have our +buckets when we leave, and my boat, and Amy's shells." + +"Oh, not my shells," cried Amy, aggrieved. + +"That's selfish of you," said Tom; "but I have a proper collection, and +you haven't. You can have nurse," he generously added. + +"Oh no, not nurse," said Dick. + +"And that's greedy," said Tom: "you want every one." + +"Yes, I do," said Dick sturdily. + +"Us two," said Dot suddenly, "have adopted you for our mother. It is the +only way we can have you for our own." + +"You can't have her," cried Tom indignantly; "she's ours." + +"That doesn't matter," said Dot; "us two have settled it. She can't help +us adopting her. We are her kind of children now.--Aren't we, father?" + +Mr. Amherst removed the twins before it came to blows, and left the +excited family sitting silently in the dusky room. + +Mrs. Beauchamp, very tired and peaceful, was drawing a dispirited darning +needle through very worn stockings, and by Susie's sofa sat an upright +figure with keen eyes and silver hair. + +"The little lady will be sleeping soon," he said. He rose and held out a +horny hand. + +"In a softer bed than she had last night," said Mrs. Beauchamp gently. + +"Well, as we make our bed so we lie in it," he said. + +"Yes," said Susie, in a subdued voice. + +He paused and smiled at her. + +"But so much we didn't know of went to the making of the bed," he said, +"that perhaps little missy lay softly enough after all." + + * * * * * + +"It is a pity about Miss Susie's boot," nurse said regretfully. "Of +course it's a mercy the poor child was brought back safe; and never +shall I forget what we suffered unknowing. But talking of beds brings +back that boot to me, and it's no use telling me it doesn't matter, for +it's sheer waste of the pair." + + * * * * * + +Life in London seemed rather tame to the little Beauchamps after that +summer holiday, with the paddling and the boats, the rocks and the +island! They took as much of it all home as they could convey in biscuit +tins, and buckets, and cardboard boxes. But, after all, one cannot shut +the ocean into a glass aquarium or hold the sunset on a palette, and +there were many things that only memory could bring back to them--the +sea-birds wheeling against the blue sky, for instance, the ebbing and +flowing tide, the miles of seaweed on the beach, and one night the memory +of which will only die with Susie. + +Dick has long forgotten it, for he lay "very softly" in the bed that +Susie made for him; but at any moment Susie can shut her eyes and hear +the trampling of the surf and the beating of the rain, and see the misty +stars! + +The twins have taken their adopted mother very seriously, and have +established her in the citadel of their hearts. Like the pirates that +they are, they have stolen her love, and love her passionately in return. +Their undivided affection does not give her a very peaceful life, but it +is certainly never dull, and the bold black eyes have grown very dear to +her. + +The traditions of the Royal Navy are always the mainspring of life in the +Beauchamps' nursery; they "carry on" under the auspices of Nelson, and in +obedience to his signal they do what England expects! Duty is their +watchword, and Ben is their model. Nurse often stands amazed at an +obedience that is almost alarming; but when she begins to think that Miss +Susie or Master Tom is growing too good to live, she is generally +reassured by some quite unlooked-for crime, and, to her relief, the +"troublesome comforts" remain troublesome. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TROUBLESOME COMFORTS*** + + +******* This file should be named 18437-8.txt or 18437-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/4/3/18437 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Troublesome Comforts</p> +<p> A Story for Children</p> +<p>Author: Geraldine Glasgow</p> +<p>Release Date: May 23, 2006 [eBook #18437]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TROUBLESOME COMFORTS***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by David Clarke, Mary Meehan,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (http://www.pgdp.net/)</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<a href="images/frontis.jpg"><img src="images/frontis.jpg" alt=""/></a> +</div> + + +<h3>At the Seaside.</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h1>Troublesome Comforts</h1> + +<h4>A Story for Children</h4> + +<h2>By GERALDINE ROBERTSON GLASGOW</h2> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<h4>THOMAS NELSON AND SONS<br /> +LONDON, EDINBURGH<br /> +DUBLIN, AND<br /> +NEW YORK</h4> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> + + +<h2>Contents</h2> +<p> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I"><b>CHAPTER I.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II"><b>CHAPTER II.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III"><b>CHAPTER III.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV"><b>CHAPTER IV.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V"><b>CHAPTER V.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI"><b>CHAPTER VI.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII"><b>CHAPTER VII.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII"><b>CHAPTER VIII.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX"><b>CHAPTER IX.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X"><b>CHAPTER X.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI"><b>CHAPTER XI.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII"><b>CHAPTER XII.</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII"><b>CHAPTER XIII.</b></a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="TROUBLESOME_COMFORTS" id="TROUBLESOME_COMFORTS"></a>TROUBLESOME COMFORTS.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp sat in a stuffy third-class carriage at Liverpool Street +Station, and looked wistfully out of the window at her husband. Behind +her the carriage seemed full to overflowing with children and paper +parcels, and miscellaneous packages held together by straps. Even the +ticket collector failed in his mental arithmetic when nurse confronted +him with the tickets.</p> + +<p>"There's five halfs and two wholes," she said, "and a dog and a bicycle."</p> + +<p>"All right, madam," he said politely, "but I don't see the halfs."</p> + +<p>"There's Miss Susie, and Master Dick, and Miss Amy," began nurse +distractedly, "and the child in my arms; and now there's Master Tommy +disappeared."</p> + +<p>"He's under the seat," said Dick solemnly.</p> + +<p>"Come out, Tom," said his father, "and don't be such an ass."</p> + +<p>Tom crawled out, a mass of dust and grime, not in the least disconcerted.</p> + +<p>"I thought I could travel under the seat if I liked," he said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, if you <i>like</i>!" said his father; but nurse, with a look of despair, +caught at his knickerbockers just as he was plunging into the dust again. +"Not whilst I have power to hold you back, Master Dick," she said.—"No, +sir, you haven't got the washing of him, and wild horses won't be equal +to it if he gets his way."</p> + +<p>"Well, keep still, Tommy," said his father.</p> + +<p>Tommy squirmed and wriggled, but nurse's hand was muscular, and the +strength of despair was in her grip. Mrs. Beauchamp realized that in a +few minutes the keeping in order of the turbulent crew would fall to her, +but for the present she tried to shut her ears to Susie's domineering +tones and Tommy's scornful answers. Susie always chose the most +unsuitable moments for displays of temper, and Mrs. Beauchamp sighed as +she looked at the firm little mouth and eager blue eyes. She felt so +very, very sorry to be leaving Dick the elder in London—so intolerably +selfish. Her voice was full of tender regret.</p> + +<p>"It seems so horrid of me, Dick. It is <i>you</i> who ought to be having the +holiday, not me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I shall manage quite well," said Mr. Beauchamp cheerfully. "It is +rather a bore being kept in London, of course, away from you and the +chicks"—this came as an afterthought—"but I hope you will find it plane +sailing. I want it to be a <i>real</i> rest to you, old woman."</p> + +<p>His eyes wandered past her sweet, tired face to the fair and dark heads +beyond, of which she was the proud possessor, and his sigh was not +altogether a sigh of disappointment. Mrs. Beauchamp glanced at them too, +and the anxious line deepened between her eyes. She pushed back with a +cool hand the loose hair on her forehead. "It is an ideal place for +children," she said—"sand and shells; and they can bathe from the +lodgings."</p> + +<p>"You will be good to your mother, boys," said Mr. Beauchamp. He was +directly appealing to Tommy, but he included the whole family in his +sweeping glance. "Don't overpower her.—And, Susie, you are the eldest; +you must be an example."</p> + +<p>Susie flounced out her ridiculously short skirts with a triumphant look +round. "I <i>am</i> a help, aren't I, mother?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Sometimes, dear," said her mother, with rather a tired smile.</p> + +<p>"And you won't bother about me, Christina?" he said.</p> + +<p>"How can I help it, darling?"</p> + +<p>She leant farther out of the window, but one hand held firmly to Amy's +slim black legs—Amy had scrambled up on to the seat, and was pushing the +packages in the rack here and there, searching for something.</p> + +<p>"There is the guard; we are just off, I suppose. O Dick, how I wish you +were coming too! But I will write as often as I can.—Susie, be quiet. I +cannot hear myself speak."</p> + +<p>"Well, mother," said Susie, shaking back her hair, and poking the point +of her parasol between the laces of Dick's boots, "look at the way he has +laced himself up; you said yourself he was to do it tidily. And his face +is smutty already; look at him."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Dick," said Mrs. Beauchamp. The train was moving smoothly out +of the station, and she leant out as far as she dared, to get a last look +at the erect figure.—"There, Susie, father is out of sight. Leave the +boys alone."</p> + +<p>Susie frowned.</p> + +<p>"She'd better," said Tommy, in a choked voice.</p> + +<p>"Now you're going to be naughty," said Susie.—"I know they are, +mother—they always begin like that; they're clawing at me with their +sticky fingers. Mother, tell them not to; I didn't say anything."</p> + +<p>"You are a beastly blab," said Tommy defiantly.</p> + +<p>"Tom, what a word! Sit down by nurse and look out of the window.—Susie, +it is really your fault—you are so interfering."</p> + +<p>"I'm not interfering," said Susie, aggrieved. "I'm helping you to keep +them in order."</p> + +<p>"Well, <i>don't</i>. I would rather manage them alone.—Don't squabble, boys; +there's plenty of room for every one."</p> + +<p>"O mother—" said Amy.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp still held unconsciously on to the slim black leg, but the +sudden movement of the train had jerked Amy off the seat. She clung for a +moment to the rack, but her hand slipped, and she fell headlong on to the +opposite seat, and there was a dull thud as her head crashed on to a +little wooden box.</p> + +<p>"It's all right, darling," her mother said, and she held her close in her +comforting arms.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>Amy was a good little girl, and she tried very hard not to cry; but she +sat pressed very close to her mother's side, with her large blue eyes +full and overflowing with tears. Dick, who was very tender-hearted, +begged her to eat his toffee, which would have been comforting; but nurse +would not allow it at any price.</p> + +<p>"No, Miss Amy," she said, "I won't hear of it—not in your pretty blue +dress. And don't lean upon your mamma; you'll wear the life out of her."</p> + +<p>Amy pressed her soft cheek against her mother's arm, and looked up in her +face with her tearful blue eyes. She was relieved to see just the shadow +of a smile.</p> + +<p>"Give me Master Alick, nurse," said Mrs. Beauchamp; "I am afraid he has +toothache.—There! see, Alick, all the pretty green fields going past +outside."</p> + +<p>"It's <i>us</i> that is going past," said Dick.</p> + +<p>"Hold me too, mother," said Amy suddenly; "take me in your arms like you +do Alick."</p> + +<p>"But Alick will cry if I put him down. See, I can manage like that; there +is room for both of you."</p> + +<p>She made a large lap, and Amy scrambled on to it. It was like a nest with +two birds in it—not very restful, perhaps, to the nest, but quite +delightful for the birds. They were very good little birds, too, and they +did not quarrel; and presently Amy nudged mother's arm, and spoke in the +tiniest whisper. "One of the birds has gone to sleep," she said.</p> + +<p>Alick's eyes were shut, and his round, flushed face was lying on mother's +hand. When she tried to take it gently away he stirred, and squeaked +restlessly.</p> + +<p>"Let's pretend he's a cuckoo and push him out," suggested Tom.</p> + +<p>"Tommy!" said his mother.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I didn't mean him to fall far," said Tommy—"just a kind of roll."</p> + +<p>"Not the kind you eat," said his mother.</p> + +<p>"No, dear, I couldn't let you; he would be startled even if he wasn't +hurt."</p> + +<p>"A train's so stupid," said Tommy, yawning.</p> + +<p>Susie was on the alert in an instant.</p> + +<p>"There! I knew he was going to be naughty," she said delightedly. "Soon +he'll be pulling the cord, or trying to break the glass, or doing +something else he oughtn't to. When he begins like that he's generally +very tiresome."</p> + +<p>"Hush, Susie," said her mother; "see how good Dick is."</p> + +<p>"And me!" cried Tommy.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you are good too."</p> + +<p>"When you're sleeping," added nurse.</p> + +<p>"There, Miss Prig!" said Tom.</p> + +<p>"There, mother!" cried Susie, in the same breath.</p> + +<p>"Well, Susie, it is your own fault."</p> + +<p>Susie flounced away to the farther end of the carriage, and sat looking +at the reflection of herself in the glass. She saw a little girl with +short blue skirts and a shady hat. When she took off the hat she could +see very large, brown eyes and a cross mouth, and the more she looked the +crosser it got. There was a fascination about that cross little mouth. +It seemed to Susie that she sat there a long while, whilst nobody took +any notice of her. In the reflection she could see baby asleep on +mother's lap, with mother's hand tucked under his cheek. He looked a +darling; but Susie frowned and looked away. Amy was sitting "in mother's +pocket"—that was what nurse called it—and Susie felt unreasonably +vexed. Dick and Tommy were leaning out of the window buying buns—Tommy +was paying. They were at a station, and there were heaps of buns. Susie +saw the cross mouth in the reflection quiver and close tightly; the brown +eyes blinked—she almost thought the Susie in the reflection was going to +cry.</p> + +<p>"Nobody cares," she said to herself miserably. "Mother doesn't care; she +loves Amy and Alick more than me. The boys hate me; they will eat all the +buns, and I shall die of hunger. I wish—"</p> + +<p>"Susie," said mother's voice, "the children are stifling me. Come and +have tea; we have bought such a lot of buns. Will you help me put baby +down in your corner? and you might give him your jacket for a pillow."</p> + +<p>Susie could see nothing, but she kept her eyes on the reflection in the +window, with a fascinated stare.</p> + +<p>"Susie, I <i>want</i> you," said her mother gently.</p> + +<p>In a minute Susie had swept the tears away with her sleeve, and had +launched herself across the rocking carriage, and flung her arms round +her mother's neck.</p> + +<p>"Gently, gently, darling," said mother, smiling. "I haven't got a +hand—Alick is holding it so fast—but I missed you, Susie. There is +something there, outside, that I wanted to be the first to show you."</p> + +<p>Susie, still rather subdued, leant as far out of the window as the bars +allowed, and let the wind from the engine blow the curls about her face. +Away, far on the horizon, was a silver line, as straight as if it had +been ruled with a ruler, and a shining white speck showed against the +yellow evening sky.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" said Susie, breathlessly.</p> + +<p>"It is the <i>sea</i>," her mother told her, "and the white sails of the ships +are going out with the tide."</p> + +<p>"Mother, I mean never to be naughty again," said Susie suddenly; "only I +know that to-morrow I shall forget, and be as horrid as I was to-day."</p> + +<p>Susie was tired, and more tears seemed imminent. The train was slowing +down, and the screeching of the engine almost drowned her voice.</p> + +<p>"Pick up the parcels, and be quite ready to jump out," said Mrs. +Beauchamp hastily. "Susie, you must not grow perfect <i>too</i> suddenly; +I shouldn't know you!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>The next day was radiantly beautiful, and Susie started well. Directly +after breakfast the four elder ones trooped down to the sands with spades +and buckets, whilst Alick, left alone with nurse, waved his good-byes +from the balcony. Mrs. Beauchamp looked after them a little anxiously; +but Susie in her best mood was so very trustworthy that she smoothed the +anxious line out of her forehead, and turned back with a restful sigh to +the empty room and the silence.</p> + +<p>And out on the beach things went swimmingly. They made sand castles and +moats, and the rising tide flowed in just as they wished it to. Like +another Canute, Tom flung defiance to the waves, and shouted himself +hoarse; and then, to his immense surprise, the little ripples swept +smoothly back, and left a crumbled castle, and white foamy ridges that +looked like soap.</p> + +<p>"Come on, Susie," he said; "it's no fun when there's no water in it. +Let's go over to the rocks and look for insects."</p> + +<p>"No; let's stay here," said Susie. "I like watching the ships and the +steamers."</p> + +<p>"Fudge," said Tom.</p> + +<p>"The rocks are awfully jolly, Sue," said Dickie.</p> + +<p>But Susie shook her shoulders, and gazed straight before her. "I'm not +going," she said.</p> + +<p>"Very well; we jolly well prefer your room to your company," said +Tom.—"Come on, Dick."</p> + +<p>Susie was sitting on the ruins of the castle, with her knees drawn up and +her elbows planted on them. She really was not listening to Tom a bit, +for her fascinated eyes were fixed on the line of silver sea, on which +the passing steamers rose and fell. Far away at the back of her mind was +the consciousness that Tom was going to be naughty, and that she might +prevent it; but she pushed her fingers into her ears, and gazed straight +before her.</p> + +<p>It was Amy tugging at her dress that made her turn reluctantly at last.</p> + +<p>"Tom is calling you, Susie," she said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, bother!" said Susie. "You can go and see what he wants."</p> + +<p>Amy obediently struggled over the heavy sand to the fine strip of pebbles +on which the boys were disporting themselves. Their boots were wet +through; their shrill voices pierced Susie's poor defences.</p> + +<p>"Susie—Susie—Susie!"</p> + +<p>But Susie did not move.</p> + +<p>All the same, she knew perfectly well that Amy was struggling back over +the shingle and the sand, and had dropped panting at her feet, quite +unable to speak for want of breath. Her little delicate face was pink +with heat and excitement, and her thin legs trembled.</p> + +<p>"They want to get a box and send Dickie out in it, like a boat," she +explained.</p> + +<p>"They haven't got a box," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"But they say they can get one easily. It's father's; and they can tie a +string on to it and drag it."</p> + +<p>"They can ask mother," said Susie impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose so." Amy had crept nearer, and put a small, unsteady hand +on her knee. "Please don't let them do it, Susie," she said; "don't let +them be naughty."</p> + +<p>"Don't bother," said Susie. "I can't help it."</p> + +<p>She shook off Amy's hand impatiently; but she was sorry a moment +afterwards. Susie often said things like that, and it was rather +a comfort that Amy was always quite ready to be forgiven.</p> + +<p>"It is so beautiful here, Amy; and I dare say they are not being naughty +really. They only hope we are looking; but I'm not going to."</p> + +<p>She resolutely turned her back upon the boys and the strip of pebbles. +But Amy could not keep still; her eyes kept turning nervously to the +sturdy jersey-clad figures, and presently she nudged Susie again.</p> + +<p>"They've got the box, Susie. You can't think how deep the water is, and +it looks so horrid; and Dick has a cold."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't bother," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"Mother said you were to look after them, because you are the eldest," +urged Amy.</p> + +<p>"Why weren't one of you the eldest?" said Susie crossly. "I've been the +eldest all my life, and I'm tired of it. Mother knows I can't manage +them."</p> + +<p>Without turning her head she knew that Amy was creeping again across the +strip of pebbles. She heard her foot slipping, and the shouts of the boys +when she reached them; then Amy's soft little frightened voice—and +then silence.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>An hour later Mrs. Beauchamp was sitting on the little balcony outside +the drawing-room window. The sky was divinely blue, and the sun was +dazzling. Close to her feet was a basket of stockings that needed +darning, but she felt as if she must lay her needle down every now and +then, to look at the gray, glittering sea, and the shifting crowd upon +the beach. Her feet ached with perpetual running up and down stairs; but +she was glad to think that the children were happy and good. In the room +across the passage she could hear nurse singing Alick to sleep, and down +in the street below a funny little procession was winding up from the +sea. She rose and looked over the balcony on to the tops of two sailor +hats, and what looked like two soaking mushrooms. She stared at them +stupidly, wondering why the box they dragged behind them was so familiar, +and why they left such a long wet trail behind them.</p> + +<p>After them sauntered a few idle fishermen; but just for a minute she +could not grasp what had happened. Then she pushed the basket on one side +and ran to the drawing-room door.</p> + +<p>Up the stairs came the hurried rush of feet, with the box bumping from +stair to stair. Then the dripping family clung about her with soaked +garments, and hair that looked like seaweed.</p> + +<p>"Mother, change us, please, before nurse sees us."</p> + +<p>"But what is it?" she cried. "How did it happen?"</p> + +<p>"It was Tom's fault," said Susie, whimpering. "He sent Dick out to sea in +the uniform case, and it has a hole in it, and it went down."</p> + +<p>"Oh, run upstairs and change; Dick has a cough."</p> + +<p>"He didn't drown," said Tom, "because we had tied a rope to it, and a +fisherman pulled it up."</p> + +<p>"And where is Dickie?"</p> + +<p>"I told him to go up on the roof and dry—he's on the leads by now. It's +awfully nice there; we went this morning."</p> + +<p>"<i>On the roof!</i>—Susie, tell him to come down, whilst I get their +clothes.—Tom, how can you do such things?"</p> + +<p>"Why, you never told us not to," said Tom, with innocent eyes.</p> + +<p>Susie crept upstairs, very white and quiet. She had been really +frightened, and she had an uncomfortable feeling at the back of her mind +that somehow it was her fault. She found Dick scrambling on to the roof, +and hauled him in with unnecessary vigour. When she got downstairs she +was sulky because her mother had not time to listen to her eager excuses, +but put her hastily on one side.</p> + +<p>"Never mind now, Susie. The first thing is to slip off your wet clothes +and get dry, and then help me with the others. Give me the big towel, and +untie Amy's frock."</p> + +<p>"But, mother," argued Susie, "I couldn't guess he was going to be so +naughty, could I?"</p> + +<p>"You didn't try to guess," said Tom resentfully; "and now you are trying +to make mother think you are better than me. You wouldn't hem our sails +or dig with us. We had to do something."</p> + +<p>"And now you want me to quarrel," said Susie.—"Mother, I want to +explain."</p> + +<p>"Hush, Susie! there is no time to explain now; you must tell me +by-and-by."</p> + +<p>Susie flung the towel on to the floor, and felt a great lump in her +throat. Dick had to be dried and warmed, in order to stop that horrid +little croaking cough; and no one cared for her excuses or explanations.</p> + +<p>With angry tears blinding her she ran across to the nursery, and stood +looking out at the silver line of sea and the bobbing ships. Alick was +stretching in his cradle, and it creaked under his weight. She could see +his curly head and his outstretched fat legs. He was so accustomed to +having his legs admired that he always pulled up his petticoats solemnly +to exhibit them, as though pathetically hoping to get it over and have +done with it.</p> + +<p>Susie's ill-temper evaporated like smoke. She flung herself beside the +cradle, and hugged Alick in her arms, leaning so closely over him that +nurse, in hurrying to and fro, paused to expostulate.</p> + +<p>"Not so close, Miss Susie, please—the child can't breathe; and I don't +want you putting any of your naughtiness into his head."</p> + +<p>"How can I, when he can't walk?" said Susie indignantly.</p> + +<p>"Well, I wouldn't put it beyond you," said nurse. "I know you've been up +to something, or you wouldn't be here now, looking as if butter wouldn't +melt in your mouth."</p> + +<p>"I'm trying to be good," said Susie, still indignant.</p> + +<p>"Well, we shan't see the result yet awhile," said nurse, "for the way +you've devil-oped these holidays is past imagining."</p> + +<p>She always pronounced it in that way, and the word held a dreary +significance for Susie.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>That horrid, teasing cough of Dick's got worse and worse, and by evening +he was lying patiently in his crib, with a steaming kettle singing into +the little tent of blankets that enveloped it, and a very large and very +hot linseed poultice on his chest. Susie, sitting down below, could hear +the hasty footsteps and the hoarse, croaking sound that always filled her +with panic. Their tea was brought to them by the overworked maid, and she +and Tom ate it in a depressed silence, and then sat again on the +window-sill looking silently and miserably out to sea. By-and-by nurse +came in hurriedly, with the news that baby was crying and had to be +attended to, and that she and Tom must manage to put themselves to bed.</p> + +<p>"I haven't time to brush your hair," nurse said regretfully; and Susie's +face lightened.</p> + +<p>"Nurse, is Dick better?" she asked breathlessly.</p> + +<p>"He's about as bad as I've ever seen him," nurse said shortly, and turned +to leave the room; but Susie clung desperately to her skirt.</p> + +<p>"Don't go, nurse. Let me do something—let me hold baby."</p> + +<p>"No, indeed, Miss Susie," said nurse; "you've done mischief enough +already. Go to bed quietly, and try to get up right foot foremost +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Susie went back to the window-sill, and huddled up close to Tom. With +blank eyes she looked at the stars and the moon bursting from behind +hurrying clouds. Even when she put her fingers into her ears that rasping +cough pursued her. Tom's heavy head fell against her, and she knew he +ought to be in bed; but it wanted really desperate courage to shake him +into consciousness and get him up somehow to his room.</p> + +<p>And upstairs, next to Tom's little bed, was an empty space, from which a +crib had been hastily wheeled into the next room. On the floor beside it +lay a vest and knickerbockers, still heavy with sea water, and a red tin +pail and spade. It made Susie sick to look at them. But she got Tom at +last into his bed, and covered him up. He tried to say his prayers, but +he was too sleepy; and Susie hushed him at last, and crept away to her +own little room in the dark.</p> + +<p>Amy was so soundly asleep that she did not even turn; but Susie could not +rest. All through the miserable hours she sat straight up in bed, looking +before her with staring eyes, and listening to the uneasy movements next +door.</p> + +<p>It was almost morning when Amy woke at last and turned her startled gaze +on Susie's face, but what she read there drove her out of her own bed and +on to Susie's. Then she stretched out two comforting little arms and held +her close.</p> + +<p>"Don't, Susie, don't," she said breathlessly; "it wasn't your fault."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it was," said Susie harshly.</p> + +<p>Amy rubbed her rosy cheek against Susie's sleeve, and at the touch +Susie's frozen heart melted. Tears came and sobs, till the sheet was wet, +and she could only speak in gasps.</p> + +<p>"Mother <i>trusted</i> me! I am going to mother, Amy. I can't bear it any +more. If Dick dies, it is me that did it. I was the only one who knew."</p> + +<p>"Let me get your shoes," said Amy.</p> + +<p>But Susie would not wait. She slipped out of bed on to the cold boards—a +small, miserable figure, disfigured with crying—whilst Amy watched her +breathlessly. She opened the door and listened. Every one seemed to be +asleep, except that in the room next door she heard hushed voices and the +tread of careful feet, then the rattle of a cup and Dick's cough. She +opened the door as gently as she could and looked in. The blind was up +and a fire burning. The tent of blankets had been pulled down, and Dick, +with the poultice still on his chest, was sitting up in bed, wrapped in +a soft red shawl. By the table stood nurse, making tea; and his mother, +looking pale and tired, was sitting by the crib. She looked up when the +door opened, and without a word held out her arms.</p> + +<p>Susie fairly tumbled into them.</p> + +<p>"O mother," she kept repeating, as if nothing more would come.</p> + +<p>"<i>Susie!</i>" said mother.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I have been awake all night!" Susie panted out the words. "If he had +died it would have been my fault. Mother, is he getting well?"</p> + +<p>"My darling Susie," said mother, "I had not time to come to you. I never +dreamt you were awake. Dick is <i>much</i> better; but he has been very bad, +and he must go to sleep."</p> + +<p>"Mother, let me tell you! I am so <i>wicked</i>. <i>I felt sure</i> they would not +be really naughty; I<i> felt certain—</i>"</p> + +<p>"Susie," said mother faintly, "<i>I</i> must go to sleep too. Some other time +we will talk it over, but not now."</p> + +<p>"But I can't sleep," said Susie, "unless I tell you first."</p> + +<p>"Come, Susie, try. I am sure it would be a great comfort to make excuses; +but, just for once, choose the harder part, and say nothing. You and I, +Susie, must get our beauty-sleep."</p> + +<p>She stroked the flaxen pigtail and gently unloosed Susie's clinging +hands.</p> + +<p>"Come, let me tuck you in," she said.</p> + +<p>"Nurse is going to stay with Dick. Susie, I am very, very tired."</p> + +<p>Susie's sobs ceased suddenly, and she stood up straight. It was the +hardest battle she had ever fought, but she was never one for half +measures. In perfect silence she allowed her mother to lead her away and +tuck her comfortably into the little bed, where Amy patiently waited for +her, and then, still silently, she put her two arms round her mother and +hugged her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you, Susie," mother said gratefully.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>Dick took many days to get well, and all the time his crib remained in +the corner of his mother's room. The red pail and spade were tidied away, +and his knickerbocker suit was put out of sight; and in the afternoon, +when the house was empty, and nurse, and Susie, and Amy, and Tom, and +baby were all out on the sands, his mother used to read delightful +stories to him, whilst he lay and watched her with round, wondering eyes. +His cough was troublesome at night, but however often he twisted, and +turned, and choked, there was the familiar face bending over him, her arm +beneath his head.</p> + +<p>Dick was a very kind little boy, and he tried always to cough under the +bed-clothes, so as not to wake her, but it was no use. However carefully +he coughed, her eyes always opened at once.</p> + +<p>"I am taking away your peace-time," he said, over and over again. And she +always answered, "Never mind, darling; I <i>could</i> not sleep if you wanted +me."</p> + +<p>"You look so funny," he said once.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I am tired, Dickie."</p> + +<p>But she smiled as she spoke, and he felt relieved. It was when she was +too tired to smile that her face was strange.</p> + +<p>And Susie's behaviour was quite angelic. She was happy and busy, and +brimful of good resolutions. She gave up many and many a morning on the +sands to play with Dick, and to let her mother go out to walk or shop. +Her astonishing meekness was a constant surprise to Tom, and he was +relieved by occasional flashes of temper, which showed him that the old +Susie was only sleeping, not dead!</p> + +<p>But at last Dick was able to be wheeled down to the sands in Alick's +perambulator, and perhaps it was the joy of his recovery that turned +Susie's head, or perhaps she was tired of her long spell of goodness, but +whatever the reason, she was particularly teasing and tiresome. She did +not like to see her mother sitting close to Dick, ready to wheel him home +if he was tired; and she would not allow her to read in peace, but kept +breaking in with silly questions and remarks.</p> + +<p>"You never let <i>me</i> sit in your pocket," she said at last crossly.</p> + +<p>"My dear Susie"—mother shut her book with a very faint sigh—"there is +not room for all of you on my lap. I should have to nurse an arm or a leg +at a time."</p> + +<p>"You could <i>make</i> room," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"She would be like the donkey that wanted to be a lap-dog, wouldn't she, +mother?" said Tom. "It sat upon its master's lap."</p> + +<p>Every one laughed, except Susie.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm not a donkey," she said, "and I'm not a lap-dog; and, besides, +you want to yourself."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't," said Tom stoutly. "I hate to sit on any one's lap; if you +are so anxious you can sit on nurse's."</p> + +<p>Susie's eyes threatened to overflow.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't cry, Susie," said her mother, in alarm, "or I shall have to +put up my umbrella. Go and build a castle with Tom, and take Amy. I trust +her to you. Nurse and I must get the babies home."</p> + +<p>Susie always rose to any demand made upon her, and was proud of being +trusted. She gathered Dick's shells and seaweed and glittering stones +skilfully into his pail, and was really helpful in rolling up the rugs +and cushions. She was so pleased to see his rather thin, unsteady legs +gathering strength as they wobbled slowly over the sand. When she put her +arm round him, she was proud to feel that he really needed support. At +the foot of the wooden steps leading up the cliff his mother took him +in her arms. She was looking tired and pale, but she smiled very sweetly +at Susie.</p> + +<p>"My kind little daughter," she said; and Susie beamed.</p> + +<p>When she got back to Tom and Amy she found that they were not alone: two +other children, a boy and a girl, with bare feet and tucked-up skirts, +were standing talking to them.</p> + +<p>The boy had black eyes and black hair, and the girl was the image of him; +her long, thin legs were like pipe stems, and she spoke in a loud, +domineering voice.</p> + +<p>"We have watched you all the week," she said, "and we made up our minds +to know you. We thought we had better wait until your mother and nurse +were out of sight, in case they forbid us to come. Us two are twins."</p> + +<p>"Oh, they wouldn't forbid you," said Amy, with hasty politeness.</p> + +<p>The boy smiled in a superior way. "They <i>might</i>" he said. "Nurses +generally do. We are not particularly good, and nurses are so +narrow-minded."</p> + +<p>"We are reckless," said the girl. "Our names are Dot and Dash."</p> + +<p>"They're pretty good names," said Tom.</p> + +<p>"They fit us," said the twins in a breath.</p> + +<p>"Both of we were taken out of church last Sunday," said Dot, in an +explanatory way and with an air of pride. "When the clergyman came from +inside the railings, Dash forgot he was in church, and he jumped up and +said quite loud, 'Shut the gate.'"</p> + +<p>"Whatever for?" said Tom.</p> + +<p>"You see," said Dash, with his air of modest pride, "I always spend the +time thinking how many sheep I could pen into the pews, and how many cows +I could get behind the railings. I think it could be seventeen <i>with a +squash</i>, but of course, if you left the gate open, the cows would get +into the sheep pens; so, when I saw him go out and leave the bar up, I +felt I must run and shut it, and I spoke out loud. I didn't really mean +to, but father marched us out of church, and he wouldn't let me explain."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you oughtn't to have been thinking of cows and sheep in +church," said Amy, in her surprised little voice.</p> + +<p>"Shut up, Miss Prig," said Dash; and Amy was obediently silent.</p> + +<p>"Shall we play together?" said the twins, with one voice.</p> + +<p>"It would be jolly," said Tom.—"Wouldn't it, Susie?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you mustn't tell your people," they said, "but every morning after +your babies go in we might have a jolly game."</p> + +<p>"Mother wouldn't mind, would she, Susie?" said Amy.</p> + +<p>"We don't want your opinion," said Tom loftily.</p> + +<p>Amy blushed till the tears came. "Would she?" she repeated desperately.</p> + +<p>"There's no harm in playing," said Susie.</p> + +<p>All her good resolutions were slipping away, and her voice grew excited. +Susie was always so carried away by the spirit of adventure, and she +forgot so easily. These sands, and the silver sea full of monsters! The +black rocks and seaweed—no nurse to bother about wet stockings—no +babies who needed a good example! Susie's spirits rose.</p> + +<p>"There wouldn't be any harm," she cried eagerly, "and we might have some +jolly games. We only wouldn't tell mother, because it might worry her."</p> + +<p>"Mother can walk on the rocks," cried Amy eagerly.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it," said Dash. "I don't believe an old woman like that +can walk a bit—not like we can."</p> + +<p>"Not as fast as us," said Susie.—"Don't be tiresome, Amy; it isn't +mother who is tiresome—it's nurse."</p> + +<p>"Well, we'll meet to-morrow," said the twins, speaking together, as they +generally did, at the top of rather squeaky voices.</p> + +<p>They pulled Susie to one side.</p> + +<p>"Don't tell the other one," they said, in hoarse whispers; "she'd go and +tell."</p> + +<p>"She's very young," said Susie, in quick apology, as she ran off.</p> + +<p>"Both of we has pails," shouted the twins after her, "and we can bring +cake."</p> + +<p>"We are not allowed curranty cake," said Susie reluctantly.</p> + +<p>"Bosh," said the twins. "Who's to know? We come of a very gouty family, +and <i>we</i> may eat curranty cake."</p> + +<p>"I dare say a little piece wouldn't matter," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"O Susie," said Amy, as she plodded breathlessly over the sand to the +steps, "she called mother an old woman!"</p> + +<p>"Well?" said Susie.</p> + +<p>"She is the most young and the most beautiful lady I have ever seen," +said Amy, with flushed cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Yes, of course," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"They seemed rather rude," said Amy.</p> + +<p>"It isn't being rude, it's being <i>reckless</i>. Didn't you hear them say +so?"</p> + +<p>"Aren't they the same, Susie?"</p> + +<p>"Not at all," said Susie, with her nose in the air. "It's <i>older</i> to be +reckless; it's much easier to be rude. But you mustn't tell, Amy."</p> + +<p>"O Susie, I'll try not," said Amy; "but when mother asks me I don't know +what to do."</p> + +<p>"Well, you can hold your tongue," said Susie sharply.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>Susie felt a little excited next morning when she remembered the twins, +and all the time she was digging moats and piling up sand castles she had +one eye fixed on the active figures of her new friends, who, with bare +legs and shrill voices, attracted a good deal of attention. Once she +tried timidly to "draw" nurse on the subject, but nurse was not +responsive.</p> + +<p>"Those are rather splendid children," she said wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Where?" said nurse, lifting a calculating eye from the heel of the +stocking she was knitting, and looking vaguely round the horizon.</p> + +<p>"There—on the rock," said Susie eagerly. "Tom and I want to go on the +rocks so much, and those children could help us; they are so very—so +very <i>reckless</i>."</p> + +<p>"So very rude," said nurse dispassionately.</p> + +<p>The very words Amy had used. The angry blood flew into Susie's face.</p> + +<p>"I don't know what you mean by rude," she said obstinately. "It's very +dull sitting here and making castles with babies; and Tom and I want to +go on the rocks."</p> + +<p>"Well, your mamma will take you some day, when she feels better," said +nurse. "She's had a wearing time since she came. No doubt it's a trial to +see other children, with no decent nurse to look after them, running wild +and shouting like wild Indians; but I have my duty to you and your mamma, +and you must just bear it as best you can. You should take example by +Miss Amy and be contented, and be glad to think you have Master Dick back +with you again."</p> + +<p>"Mother always makes a fuss about Dick," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"Well," said nurse, rising with difficulty and shaking the sand from her +dress, "I'm going to take the little ones in, Miss Amy and all. She can +play with Master Dick whilst I get baby to sleep. Perhaps you will help +me, Miss Susie?"</p> + +<p>Of course Susie would help; her face lightened at the thought! All the +jealous lines disappeared as if by magic. Alick's little hands felt like +rose leaves on her face. She forgot the twins, forgot to be cross, as she +folded her arms tightly round him. She had half a mind to go in with them +and have a nice nursery game; but when she hesitated and looked back, she +saw Tom waving impatiently, and it was difficult to say no.</p> + +<p>She handed Alick to nurse, and stood staring after him as he leant his +round red face over her shoulder and waved his chubby hands. When they +all disappeared on to the parade at the top of the cliff she turned and +flew over the sands.</p> + +<p>"Take off your shoes and stockings," shouted the twins; "us both always +do." And Susie, without a thought, unlaced her boots, and flung them +hither and thither, never stopping to look behind her or to be sure that +they were safe. The water was quite warm and the sea was sapphire blue. +It was a very low tide, and the rocks stretched away to a long, low +island, crowned with grass, where a few nimble goats perched on unlikely +crags. From rock to rock flew Susie's active feet, but Dot was always +ahead; and so, slipping, splashing, torn by the rocks, drenched with the +warm spray, Susie revelled in a long hour of liberty. She was wild with +excitement, eager to come again, full of reckless promises.</p> + +<p>"We'll go as far as the island another day," said Dot, "but we have to +choose a low tide. Aren't you glad now that you didn't go home and play +like a baby?"</p> + +<p>Susie was hastily rubbing the sand out of her toes and hunting for her +stockings. Her feet were very cold, and her fingers seemed thumbs. She +did not answer Dot. She did not feel quite sure what to say; things +always looked so different before and after, and what nurse had said +about a <i>wearing time</i> stuck in her mind.</p> + +<p>"Well, aren't you?" said Dot impatiently.</p> + +<p>"No," said Susie bluntly.</p> + +<p>She stopped to lace Tom's boots, and then looked up with a face that had +grown suddenly red.</p> + +<p>"I can't help it," she said desperately, "but I never <i>am</i> glad +afterwards."</p> + +<p>She went on lacing laboriously, whilst Tom lay on his face kicking and +plunging about. Dot looked at her curiously.</p> + +<p>"But you wanted to come on the rocks?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Oh yes," said Susie. "I shall always want to come, but I shall be sorry +afterwards. I think I ought to warn you because I am like that. I can't +help it. It is silly of nurse," she went on, as she tied the lace in a +draggled knot. "Why shouldn't we play with you? I feel <i>perfectly +certain</i>—" She seemed to remember using those words before on an +unfortunate occasion, so she hastily changed them. "I am <i>quite sure</i> +that you are a very good companion. Me and Tom couldn't learn any +harm from you."</p> + +<p>She was persuading herself, not the twins, but it was a twin who +answered.</p> + +<p>"We can have lots of fun," said Dot, "and no one will know. The first +chance we will cut over the rocks to the town and buy some sweets."</p> + +<p>"Generally I have to look after the little ones," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"Well, no one would eat them if they stayed here alone till you came +back, would they, stupid?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Susie, rather shortly.</p> + +<p>She was not quite sure that she liked being called "stupid."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>"I can't think how all this sand has got into your stockings," said +nurse. "I should hope you didn't paddle after I left you, against my +orders!"</p> + +<p>There was silence, and in another moment Susie would have told the truth, +but before the words came faltering out nurse spoke again.</p> + +<p>"But there! I can trust you, with all your troublesome ways," she said.</p> + +<p>And this time Susie <i>could not</i> speak.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + + +<p>As time went on it grew so perilously easy to be deceitful! No one +thought of doubting them—no one thought of asking what they did when +they were left alone.</p> + +<p>Day after day, as nurse's toiling figure disappeared up the wooden steps +on to the cliff, Dash and Dot burst round the corner of the rocks, and +almost without a word spoken, Susie's shoes and stockings were flung to +the winds, and she was scampering at headlong speed from pool to pool, +with Tom at her heels—like a wild creature, and in a condition that +would have fairly horrified poor nurse, who held that all well-conducted +young ladies, like the Queen of Spain, should have no visible legs!</p> + +<p>Really, in her heart, Susie did not like the twins so very much. They +were wild and unkempt, and very boisterous; their twinkling black eyes +radiated mischief, but it was the sort of mischief that bewildered Susie +and rather frightened her. Nurse puzzled over her mangled stockings and +the hideous rents in her skirts, and Mrs. Beauchamp's patient fingers +grew stiff with darning; but whilst Susie flew about the rocks, careless +and dishevelled, she always forgot how sorry she was going to be +afterwards, and how uncomfortable her conscience was at night.</p> + +<p>"I really won't go again," she said to herself time after time; and yet +the first sight of the twins splashing round the rocks scattered all her +good resolutions to the winds.</p> + +<p>"I am glad I can trust you," her mother often said. "You are a comfort to +me."</p> + +<p>"Troublesome comforts I should call them," nurse said; and, like many of +nurse's wise sayings, it was remembered by Susie, and left a little sting +in her memory.</p> + +<p>This afternoon she came to the beach quite resolved to withstand +temptation, and to play demurely with the little ones. It had rained all +morning, and now Tom had gone to the town with his mother to buy some new +sand-shoes. For some time Susie was perfectly happy building castles of +sand and letting the rising tide flow into her moat. Nurse was indulgent +enough to waste a few of her valuable minutes in making a scarlet flag +and mounting it on a wooden knitting-pin, whilst Dick and Amy busily +ornamented its base with fan shells. Dick was the king, with Alick for +his knight—rather a top-heavy knight, with wayward legs—and Susie and +Amy were the besieging army, fighting with desperate courage as long as +they had breath.</p> + +<p>Susie flung herself panting on the sand. "Isn't it funny, nurse," she +said, "that all the bad men were good kings, and all the good men had to +be beheaded?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know much about any king, Miss Susie," said nurse, "except King +Henry the Eighth, and <i>his</i> beheading was on the other side. He was a bad +man if you like, and I never had any patience with him."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I forgot him," said Susie; "and I wouldn't say that King Edward was +a bad man exactly, though he is a good king; but he isn't what you would +call <i>prime</i>, is he?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, my dear, not prime," said nurse.</p> + +<p>"And Charles the Second wasn't prime either," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"I don't know about him, my dear," said nurse. "But to go back to King +Henry. I always felt very much for poor Annie Bullen. A monster of +iniquity I call him, dressed up in his ermine and fallals, and not a +policeman or a judge daring to say him nay."</p> + +<p>"How nice it is that common gentlemen don't behave like kings!" said Amy. +"If I was a queen, I would throw my crown away when it was time for my +beheadal."</p> + +<p>"No, you'd cry," said Dick solemnly.</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> wouldn't," said Susie. "I'd march proudly out with my lovely hair +floating in the wind, and my swannish neck rising out of a black velvet +dress, and I'd stand on the block and say, 'I <i>will</i> my limbs—that means +my legs and arms—to the four quarters of the country, and my heart to +the tyrant who broke it.'"</p> + +<p>"Much he'd want it," said Tom disdainfully.</p> + +<p>But Susie stood declaiming on the sand-hill, inspired by her own +eloquence, and gazed at with admiration by Amy for a courage she could +not match.</p> + +<p>"O Susie, how brave you are!" she said. "They'd have to kill you to get +at it; you couldn't get at your heart till you were dead. I don't believe +I could ever be as brave as that. I know I should cry."</p> + +<p>"It's called <i>weep</i>, my dear," said nurse, "when it's done by kings and +queens."</p> + +<p>"Well, I should weep," said Amy. "And I make my wills quite differently +to Susie. I made a will this morning when it rained. You know you said +you were going to give me a paint-box on my birthday, nursie! Well, if I +live till my birthday, I'm going to leave it back to you in my will."</p> + +<p>"You needn't trouble, Miss Amy," said nurse, "because if you don't live +till your birthday I can keep it."</p> + +<p>"But that wouldn't be my <i>will</i>," said Amy, puzzled.</p> + +<p>"But it would be your wish, my dear, which comes to the same thing."</p> + +<p>"Well, mine would be my will, but it wouldn't be my wish," said Susie. +"It would be history, and things in history are never so bad as things +that happen to yourself."</p> + +<p>"But it <i>would</i> happen to yourself if it was <i>your</i> legs and arms you +gave away," said Amy.</p> + +<p>"And I dare say it was just as bad to have your head cut off a hundred +years ago as it would be to-day," said nurse—"I mean for the people +themselves."</p> + +<p>"Do you think," said Susie, "that the Jews and people who had their teeth +pulled out by the king for fun felt it just as much as we do when we go +to the dentist?"</p> + +<p>"<i>For fun!</i>" said Dick, in a horrified voice.</p> + +<p>"Did they have gas?" said Amy.</p> + +<p>"Gas!" said Susie, with a superior smile. "How silly you are, Amy! They +had no gas then—only candles, or perhaps lamps. And I don't see how they +could pull out teeth with lamps; do you?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Amy, in a small, mortified voice.</p> + +<p>"I daresay," nurse went on, as if there had been no interruption, "that +it would have been easier for Miss Susie to have been brave in a history +book than if the trial came to her here."</p> + +<p>"I don't see why," argued Susie.</p> + +<p>"Well, we are made so," said nurse. "Other people's trials are a deal +easier to bear than our own. Now you've been good children to-day, and +I'll make a surprise for tea as a reward. I'm going to leave you Master +Dick for an hour, Miss Susie; and you'll look after him well, and when I +wave you'll bring him in. Don't sit down any longer, but have a bit of +play on the sand; it's getting chilly, and it looks like more rain."</p> + +<p>"All right," said Susie.</p> + +<p>She was filled with light-hearted joy, and nurse's praise warmed her +heart; nurse so seldom praised her. She helped Alick's wilful legs to the +foot of the steps and watched him out of sight.</p> + +<p>"I am so very glad I have made up my mind to be good," she said to +herself; "it is <i>perfectly easy</i> if you make up your mind. I wish the +twins would come and want me to leave Dick, or go on the rocks, or do +something naughty. I would just stand here and look at them with my large +innocent eyes and my gentle smile, and I would say, '<i>Never</i>, twins! +Nurse has trusted him to me, and I have turned over a new leaf. I would +not touch the rocks with my bare feet, not for a king's ransom.'"</p> + +<p>"Susie," cried Dick.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Susie impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Come here, Susie," he said again—"quick, I'm so wet!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, bother," said Susie.</p> + +<p>She turned slowly, still inspired by her own eloquence; and there, +straight before her, as if they had walked out of the sunset, stood the +twins, with black hair waving, and bare, wet legs.</p> + +<p>"Come on!" they shouted breathlessly. "It's a perfectly heavenly +afternoon for the rocks, but it's awfully late; you've kept us waiting an +hour whilst your nurse simply <i>clacked</i>."</p> + +<p>"All right," said Susie.</p> + +<p>It was really all wrong, but she had forgotten her promises, her +resolutions, her boasted courage. At the first demand of the enemy she +laid down her weapons and surrendered the fort, and in another moment +she too was flying bare-footed over the rocks, with Dick stumbling +laboriously after her.</p> + +<p>"Susie"—his shrill, faint voice pursued her—"Susie, my shoes is wet; +come back!"</p> + +<p>"Come on," cried Susie.</p> + +<p>"My feet is tired. Susie, <i>it's Dick</i>."</p> + +<p>But Susie was far ahead.</p> + +<p>"Susie!" he called again.</p> + +<p>Wet and miserable, he sat stolidly down upon a rock.</p> + +<p>"If Susie leaves me I shall <i>weep</i>," he said out loud.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + + +<p>It was growing dusk, and the line of gold upon the sea had merged into +the gray twilight around. A drizzling rain fell like a veil between Susie +and the shore, and suddenly she remembered that for some time she had not +heard Dick's pleading voice. Instantly all the excitement and pleasure of +the stolen hour fell away from her, and with a frightened pang at her +heart she began a frantic search over the slippery rocks, flying in +heedless haste and shouting as she ran.</p> + +<p>Her terror and tears impressed even the twins, though they were a little +inclined to mock. They too rushed and splashed from rock to rock, making +difficult and dangerous leaps that only bare toes made possible. The +pools between the rocks were full of water, and there was no yellow +reflection now from the wind-tossed sky. Susie felt despairing; but +suddenly, almost at her feet, she heard Dick's uncomplaining little +voice, "It's <i>me</i>, Susie. I knew you would come back; I am so glad. My +toe has got hurt, and I have sitted here till all my clothes has got +wet."</p> + +<p>"How tiresome he is!" said Dot impatiently. "What a tiresome, silly +little boy! That's always the way with babies; they spoil all your fun."</p> + +<p>"I'm not a baby," said Dick defiantly.</p> + +<p>"Well, you're very like one. Every one will know now, and a jolly row +you've got us into."</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you what," said Dash, in a hissing whisper into Susie's ear. +"Let's run back to the shore, and then they'll think he went alone."</p> + +<p>"Come on, Susie, or we shall be drenched," said Dot. "When once we've got +on our shoes and stockings we can easily rush out and rescue him. Look at +the white horses, and the waves against the island. We are really a good +way out, but we could rescue him in two minutes, and your mother would be +<i>grateful</i> to us."</p> + +<p>But Susie was not listening. The twins' suggestions beat on her brain, +and found no entrance. All the best of Susie—the real, comfortable +Susie—brimming over with a love that was almost motherly, was in the +kind, quivering face she bent over Dick as he held out his tired arms.</p> + +<p>In a minute she was down beside him, stroking and folding him close, till +his sobbing breaths were stifled on her shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Oh, do come on, Susie!" said the twins; "we can't stay another minute. +If you won't leave him you'll be caught, and you will never be allowed to +play with us again."</p> + +<p>Susie looked up, bewildered, into the twins' anxious faces. What did it +matter if she were caught, or blamed, or punished? The idea of leaving +Dick, even to make a sensational rescue, never entered her head for a +minute. <i>Leave him</i>, frightened and alone, out on the dark rocks! As she +had herself said, such a little while ago, "not for a king's ransom." She +only wanted the twins to go and leave her in peace, and so she told them +with that plainness of speech which to Susie seemed to suit the occasion. +"Please, please go," she said. "I can carry him quite well after he has +rested a little bit."</p> + +<p>"You will be found out," said the twins warningly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it doesn't matter," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"It seemed to matter a good deal a little while ago," said Dot +resentfully.</p> + +<p>"Nothing matters now," said Susie, "except to get Dick home."</p> + +<p>"Well, you can't rest long," said Dash, "because the tide's coming in."</p> + +<p>Susie looked vaguely at the island behind her, with the waves splashing +against its sides, and then at the glistening rocks that made rough +stepping-stones to land. She had no idea about the tides; she only knew +that on some days the rocks showed more above the water than on others, +but there were always rocks. She shook her head impatiently.</p> + +<p>"I know all about the tide," she said. "I am perfectly certain I can get +home all right."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're always perfectly certain," said Dot.</p> + +<p>"So I am," said Susie.</p> + +<p>"Well, good-night," said Dash. "Don't fiddle about too long with Dick, +that's all."</p> + +<p>"Good-night," said Susie cheerfully.</p> + +<p>She saw the two active figures leaping away into the twilight, splashing +from rock to rock, till they became gray and indistinct like moving +shadows. She felt suddenly chilled and lonely, and the silence and gloom +enveloped them—a forlorn little group in the midst of the growing dark.</p> + +<p>"Dickie," said Susie presently, "we must start back before it gets any +darker. I think it's going to pour. If I put my arm round you, do you +think you can walk?"</p> + +<p>"Why, the water would go over my head," said Dick.</p> + +<p>He pushed out a fat leg and let it dangle against the rock; already the +white spray was splashing over it. Susie stared at it incredulously. When +the twins left, it had been a shallow pool, and they had waded through +it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, hurry up, Dick!" she said, in a sudden panic. "Mother will be +frightened."</p> + +<p>"It's fun, though," said Dick.</p> + +<p>Fun! The word did not seem at all the right word to Susie, but she said +nothing. She knew now in a flash what the twins meant by the rising tide, +but all she saw was her mother's face with the fear on it.</p> + +<p>But Susie had not been the eldest of the little family for so many +years for nothing. She knew that, whatever happened, Dick must not get +bronchitis, and she put her own fear bravely on one side to think of him.</p> + +<p>First she slipped over the rock, and found that it reached her waist, and +that every wave made it more difficult to stand. With Dick on her back it +would be impossible; and the long links of the chain of rocks stretched +such a weary way with those shining pools between. The wind roared +against the island, and the spray dashed up it; but Susie remembered the +grass and the goats, and a gleam of hope sprang up within her.</p> + +<p>"O Dick, we are close to the island," she said. "I had quite forgotten. +We must clamber over the rocks and get there; and, Dickie darling, even +if your foot hurts, you will be brave."</p> + +<p>"I will be brave, Susie," said Dick.</p> + +<p>The rocks were slippery, and the seaweed popped under their feet like +little guns; but jumping, slipping, clinging together, they reached the +foot of the island, and then began the difficult scramble upwards. Dick +hung heavily on to Susie's skirt, and his little feet were torn and +bruised. But Susie's courage was the courage of hope, not of despair. She +lifted him over difficult places, and clung to edges of the cliff where +it seemed as if even the seagulls had not room to stand. Once she found a +narrow track, but she lost it again in the darkness, and still she felt +the splash of the waves and heard the startled birds crying overhead. +Never, never had Susie been so tired; but those pursuing waves chased her +up, and by-and-by she felt dry crags under her feet, and then welcome +grass—wet with rain, not sea.</p> + +<p>Drawing long, sobbing breaths, Susie sank down and drew Dickie into her +arms. In the far, far distance little lights were twinkling in the town, +and Susie's heart gave a passionate leap; it wanted to annihilate time +and space, and carry her home.</p> + +<p>"Mother, mother, mother!" she cried under her breath.</p> + +<p>Dick was wet and tired, but he was too excited to lie still. He lay in +the hollow of Susie's lap, with his wet feet curled up into her skirt, +and his round eyes shining.</p> + +<p>"We can't be drowned now, Susie," he said, smiling.</p> + +<p>Susie had to make quite an effort before her stiff lips would speak.</p> + +<p>"No, Dickie, we are quite safe," she said; "but the ledge is so narrow +you must not fidget about. I am going to make you a dear little bed like +a bird's nest."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to stay here all night," he said.</p> + +<p>"But there are goats here."</p> + +<p>"I don't want there to be goats," he said again.</p> + +<p>"I only mean," said Susie, "that if God can take care of the goats, He +can take care of us too."</p> + +<p>"I would rather," said Dickie, after a pause, "that He would put us back +into our cribs."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps He will," said Susie; "but you must sit quite still, and let me +creep down and try if there is any other way to get to shore."</p> + +<p>"No, Susie, you mustn't go," said Dick, whimpering. "I won't cry if you +are here, but if you go I shall—I shall <i>weep</i>," he said.</p> + +<p>"O darling Dick, don't," said Susie imploringly. "Perhaps mother will +come to the shore and see us, or perhaps the twins will tell her, or +perhaps the fishermen will bring a boat."</p> + +<p>"I shall <i>weep</i>," repeated Dick firmly. After that he did not speak +again, but he put his two chubby arms so tightly round her neck that he +nearly choked her. "I won't <i>let</i> you go," he said sleepily.</p> + +<p>Susie felt in despair. "I must go, Dick. I don't see what else I can do."</p> + +<p>"You said yourself"—Dick's voice was sleepier, and he nestled +closer—"you said yourself that God would take care of us and the goats."</p> + +<p>Dick was so determined that Susie was afraid to try to get away. She was +sure that he would insist on coming too, and that she would never be able +to do that terrible scramble again. Susie's active brain flashed from +point to point in a moment of time, and it seemed to her that there was, +after all, nothing particular to be gained by going down on to the rocks. +No one could see her through the mist and darkness, and her feeble voice +would never be heard through the wind. Dick was almost asleep, and the +ledge was sheltered. <i>If</i> she could get him to sleep! She rolled him out +of her arms, keeping her arm as a pillow under his head. Then with her +free hand she unfastened her serge skirt and tucked it round him. When +he coughed, she slipped off her flannel petticoat and wrapped it round +his head and throat, and almost before he had shut his eyes she heard +his even breathing.</p> + +<p>"O darling Dick!" said Susie, under her breath.</p> + +<p>She crept as near to him as she could, sheltering him in the crevice of +the cliff. Her one flimsy petticoat was soaked, and her legs felt like +ice; but those little choking snores filled her with a joy almost too +great for words.</p> + +<p>The rain beat in her face and flicked her wet hair against it like the +lash of a whip; but Susie felt nothing except the warm comfort of the +little body behind her, saw nothing but the gleaming row of lights that +marked the Parade. All her heart moved in one passionate cry, "If mother +will only forgive me!" And then she realized, with a glow of happiness, +that she had never really doubted it; that she had known quite well all +the time that there would be no need for tears or protestations—mother +would understand.</p> + +<p>The stars came out and the leaping waves seemed to fall asleep, whilst +Susie, with wide-awake eyes, settled herself for the interminable night. +But nature is very kind to the remorseful sinner as well as to the happy +and the innocent, and presently her head fell back against Dick's +comfortable, cosy shoulder, and she too fell into a dreamless sleep.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + + +<p>Meanwhile Tom and Mrs. Beauchamp had bought the sand-shoes and various +other little necessaries, had had tea in an Oriental coffee shop, and, as +the climax of a delightful afternoon, were coming home on the top of a +tram—a leisurely proceeding that gave plenty of time for enjoyment. The +weather had clouded over early in the afternoon, but they were halfway +home before a fine rain began to fall and to blot out the shimmering sea. +Just at sunset it cleared up for a little while, and a long path of gold +stretched straight away to the horizon, showing the rocks and the island +silhouetted very clear and black against a pale yellow sky.</p> + +<p>"Mother," said Tom suddenly, "do the goats ever come down to drink?"</p> + +<p>"What goats?"</p> + +<p>"The goats on the island?"</p> + +<p>"And do they drink what?"</p> + +<p>"The sea."</p> + +<p>"Oh dear no, Tom; they would not drink the sea-water—it is much too +salt. I expect they stay on the island all the summer and come home in +winter. I know their masters go and look after them at low tide."</p> + +<p>"Well, is it low tide now?" persisted Tom.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp peered into the dusk.</p> + +<p>"No; it is nearly high, I think. There is very little of the rocks to be +seen."</p> + +<p>"Well, there is something scrambling about on the island, quite low down, +and it looks just like goats."</p> + +<p>"Sea-birds, Tom?"</p> + +<p>"They don't <i>scramble</i>," said Tom.</p> + +<p>"Well, fishermen perhaps. Show me where you see them."</p> + +<p>But the black dots had disappeared. The fine drizzling rain had come on +again, and the island was misty; heavy clouds were banked on the horizon, +and it had grown suddenly cold and dark.</p> + +<p>"Come inside, Tom," said Mrs. Beauchamp; "hold on to the rail and don't +tumble off. Isn't it pleasant to think of the warm, cosy nursery and +supper?"</p> + +<p>"Is it supper-time?" asked Tom, amazed.</p> + +<p>"Well, it is past six, and we are a good way from home yet. I hope all +the family were safe under shelter before the rain came on. Do you see +the white horses dashing up the sides of the island? It looks very cold, +doesn't it?"</p> + +<p>"I'm glad I'm not a goat," said Tom.</p> + +<p>"So am I! See, there are the Parade lights. Get all the parcels together, +and be ready to jump off when we stop."</p> + +<p>A shopping expedition alone with mother was always a great treat. There +was so much to tell afterwards—so many parcels to open and examine. Tom +scampered up the Parade in advance of Mrs. Beauchamp's soberer footsteps, +so it was he who first caught sight of nurse's face when the door was +opened to his clamorous knock.</p> + +<p>"Go up to the nursery, Master Tom," she said.</p> + +<p>Tom dashed on merrily, and a minute later he heard his mother's voice in +the hall, with a quick note of anxiety in it.</p> + +<p>"What is it, nurse?"</p> + +<p>"It's Miss Susie," said nurse, "and Master Dick."</p> + +<p>Tom hung over the banisters to hear more.</p> + +<p>"I left them out on the beach for a bit, whilst I came in to make the +tea; and they had my orders to come when I signalled, but they never took +no notice. So I ran down to the beach, and there wasn't a sign of them; +and there was nothing more that I could do till you came home."</p> + +<p>"How long ago?" asked Mrs. Beauchamp.</p> + +<p>All of a sudden the tired look had come back to her face. She was +anxious, but she was not frightened.</p> + +<p>"It was about five I called to them, and it's past six now."</p> + +<p>"Have you any idea where they are?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I've heard Miss Susie speak of the town and buying sweets; and +she's that audacious by times she might have dragged the poor child off +without stopping to think—and it's a long three miles, and a regular +downpour coming on."</p> + +<p>Simultaneously both mother and nurse turned back to the pavement and +looked critically at the sky and the sea. There was very little to be +seen but scurrying clouds and one or two misty stars, but the boom of the +waves on the shore was loud and importunate. Without a word they came in +and shut the door.</p> + +<p>"I don't think they <i>can</i> be on the beach," said their mother, as +cheerfully as she could, "but it is like looking for a needle in a +haystack. I will go and speak to the policeman and the fishermen."</p> + +<p>She spoke wearily, and the anxious line deepened between her eyes, as she +stood irresolutely on the steps, looking into the darkness and feeling +the lashing of the fine rain against her face. A sickening wave of fear +rolled over her, but nurse could not tell it by her voice.</p> + +<p>"No doubt they started for the town—Susie is thoughtless. Open my +umbrella, please, nurse, and keep their supper hot."</p> + +<p>"I <i>do</i> hope Master Dick don't get his nasty cough back," said nurse.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't think he will," said Mrs. Beauchamp.</p> + +<p>She ran down the steps, holding her umbrella firmly, and battling with +the gusts of wind that swept the Parade. The insistent thunder of the +waves sounded very dreary.</p> + +<p>She ran over to the sea wall and down the wooden steps on to the beach. +Two or three fishermen were sheltering close under the cliff; the wind +was so loud that she had to shout at them to be heard.</p> + +<p>"Have you been here long?" she said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, most of the day." A short black pipe was removed to allow of the +remark.</p> + +<p>"Have you seen some children playing about—a little girl in a red +jersey, a boy in a sailor suit?"</p> + +<p>The answer was very deliberate. A great many boys and girls had been +playing on the sands—there always were a "rack" of them—the rain came +and swamped them. He hadn't noticed no red jersey in particular.</p> + +<p>"Did you see any of them on the rocks?"</p> + +<p>No; but then they might have been, for he hadn't been looking that way.</p> + +<p>"But <i>some</i> of you would have seen them," Mrs. Beauchamp urged. "If two +children had been scrambling on the rocks at sunset, some of you would +have noticed them?"</p> + +<p>"Maybe, maybe not."</p> + +<p>"Is it high tide?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"In another hour." And some one added out of the darkness, "Don't you be +feared, ma'am; children and chickens come home to roost."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp thanked him gratefully and felt comforted.</p> + +<p>Again she wearily climbed the steps, and flew rather than walked down the +long Parade. The flickering gas lamps showed between patches of darkness, +the rain drizzled on, and she felt helpless and bewildered, not knowing +where to turn next. Wherever Dickie was, bronchitis must be dogging his +footsteps, and all the time she seemed to hear Susie's voice appealing to +her. Poor Susie! who always came back to her best friend—who was always +so sorry afterwards!</p> + +<p>She spoke to the policeman at the corner of the Parade, and he was very +determined. He would go to the police station and give notice, he said; +but there wasn't the least use in her wearing herself out by running on +into the town. He knew the young lady from No. 17 quite well by sight—a +very sensible young lady!—and he was as certain as that he stood there +that she had not passed him since five o'clock. She was on the beach then +with the little boy and some other young ladies and gentlemen; he had +seen them himself. They were playing and shouting, and having a fine +time. No, he was quite certain he wasn't making a mistake; he knew her by +her face, and her brown plaits, and her scarlet jersey. She certainly was +playing with other children.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp tried to push aside the urgent fear that was knocking at +her heart. If even the policeman had confidence in Susie, should her +mother be behindhand? She told the policeman, for his information and her +own comfort, that she was only frightened because the little boy had been +ill, and it was such a cold, wet night, but at the same time she thought +she would walk round to the town by the beach. "And you will go to the +police station? Some one may have seen them. I cannot feel satisfied +doing nothing."</p> + +<p>"If you take my advice, lady," said the policeman, "you should go home +first. Perhaps they'll have got back, or perhaps the other young lady +could give you an idea. Children know a good deal of each other's ways."</p> + +<p>The advice was sensible and practical, and Mrs. Beauchamp was relieved at +any definite suggestion. Amy might possibly know something about the +others which she had not confided to nurse. She caught at the hope, and +fought her way back before the wind, up the long, wet Parade, until she +stood, drenched and breathless, at the door.</p> + +<p>Nurse opened it almost on her knock, and peered anxiously behind her into +the dark, but Mrs. Beauchamp shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No, I have done nothing," she said, in a strained voice. "I can't think +what to do—no one has seen them, nurse."</p> + +<p>Her voice trembled a little, but she tried to smile. She would not break +down.</p> + +<p>"I want to speak to Amy, nurse, and Master Tom; but Amy is less +excitable. Send them to me on the stairs here; we must not wake baby."</p> + +<p>"I've questioned them," said nurse, "but they don't seem to know +anything. They'll be ready enough to tell if they do; they are very +upset."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp sat upon the lowest stair, with her anxious eyes fixed on +the nursery door. They were curiously like Susie's eyes, but with a +sweeter expression. They were smiling still, but it was such a sad smile +that after one look Amy flew helter-skelter downstairs and flung herself +into the welcoming arms.</p> + +<p>"Amy," said her mother gently, "don't cry now; I haven't time. I am +anxious about Dickie's bronchitis"—it was curious how she clung to the +belief that it was only the bronchitis that troubled her—"it is so rainy +and cold! Do you know where Susie has gone?"</p> + +<p>"No, mother," said Amy. She knelt upon the stair with her pale little +face pressed against her mother's cheek.</p> + +<p>"Think, Amy," Mrs. Beauchamp urged.</p> + +<p>"I have thoughted and thoughted," said Amy, "and I can only remember that +once, a long time ago, the twins said—"</p> + +<p>"What twins?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I forgot you didn't know. They are twins, and they are friends of +Susie's. They are very reckless on the rocks, and sometimes Susie went +too."</p> + +<p>"But when, Amy?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Amy, with literal truthfulness. "They didn't tell +me; they said I was a baby." Amy's eyes filled. "I wish Susie could be +found," she said.</p> + +<p>"But you are helping me to find her," said her mother. "Now I have +something to go on.—Did you know, Tom? Have you ever been on the rocks +with the twins?"</p> + +<p>"They told me not to tell," said Tom sturdily.</p> + +<p>"But, Tom, that does not matter; it is right to break such a promise."</p> + +<p>"If you break your promise you go to hell," said Tom.</p> + +<p>"No, no, Tom—not when it is a matter—a matter of life and death. Do you +think they went on the rocks to-night?"</p> + +<p>"I will tell you if you want me to," said Tom, "but Susie will be angry. +I don't know if she went to-day; so there!"</p> + +<p>"Did you ever go?"</p> + +<p>"Heaps and heaps of times," said Tom.</p> + +<p>"And who are the twins?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"But their <i>name</i>, Tom?" she urged.</p> + +<p>"I truly don't know, mummy."</p> + +<p>"O Tom!"</p> + +<p>Tom too had broken down, and his arms were round her neck.</p> + +<p>"O mother, Susie didn't mean to go. She often and often didn't want to. +Don't be angry with Susie. Nurse often said, 'I can't think where you get +your stockings in such a mess.' But the twins asked Susie, and she went; +often and often she didn't want to—"</p> + +<p>"Poor Susie," said Mrs. Beauchamp.</p> + +<p>"And you needn't think she's drowned," said Tom, "because Susie knows +quite well how to walk on seaweed. She wouldn't be such a silly as to be +drowned."</p> + +<p>Tom's testimony and the policeman's! She alone—Susie's mother—had been +faithless and unbelieving. She began to regain her confidence in Susie. +She got up a minute later with a more hopeful smile. As she shook out her +wet umbrella she stooped to kiss Amy's eager face.</p> + +<p>"It is so much easier to find four people than two," she said, +"particularly when two of them are twins, and one wears a scarlet jersey. +Some one must have seen such a noisy crew, and there is less chance of +their having disappeared."</p> + +<p>"Susie isn't such a silly as all that," said Tom, with serene confidence.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp's eyes shone, and when Tom opened the door she looked out, +over his head, into the deepening night. A few stars had struggled +through the clouds, and the moon shone fitfully above the island. It +looked very big and black and peaceful, and Mrs. Beauchamp paused for a +moment and looked back at it.</p> + +<p>"<i>If</i>," she said to herself, and then again "<i>if</i>" out loud.</p> + +<p>But whatever the disturbing thought might be, she would not give it +entrance. She fixed her mind resolutely on the twins and the red jersey, +and pinned her hopes on the police inspector.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + + +<p>But it was extraordinarily difficult to find any clue to the missing +family, and the long, miserable hours passed, and brought Mrs. Beauchamp +no nearer to the twins. She trudged up and down the Parade, to the police +station, and down the steps to the beach, over and over again, with feet +so tired that they almost refused to carry her.</p> + +<p>The wet pavement reflected the flickering gas-lamps. One by one the +lights in the windows were put out, and late visitors hurried home. She +clung to the policeman's solid tramp with a lingering hope, but she was +growing desperate; and over everything was the fine rain, coming in gusts +from a cloudy sky, wetting her hair, her face, and soaking her skirts. It +was a miserable night, and the police inspector deeply sympathized with +her. He went along the town road and cross-examined the policeman. He +made inquiries and issued orders, and took upon himself to beg the pale, +tired lady to go home and wait and see what turned up. But Mrs. Beauchamp +felt that to sit at home doing nothing would be intolerable. She shook +her head and turned again on to the Parade, and with her went Susie's +light feet, so real, so active, that she almost saw the red jersey on a +level with her shoulder, and those brown, defiant eyes. For it was of +Susie that her mind was full—poor Susie, who had "often and often not +wanted to go," but who had gone.</p> + +<p>It was easier for little Dickie; all his life it would be easier for Dick +than for this eager, forgetful, repentant daughter, whose passionate +sorrow always came too late.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp leaned over the railing at the top, and looked down on to +the sands, debating whether it was worth another effort. The group of +fishermen still stood close under the shelter of the cliff; their gruff +voices floated up to her, and gave her a feeling of companionship. She +ran down on to the beach, but when she stood in front of them she felt it +impossible to speak. One by one they rose awkwardly, and gazed at her in +an embarrassing silence, but making no suggestion, so that it was she +who spoke first.</p> + +<p>"I have not found them; I cannot trace them anyhow. Can none of you help +me?"</p> + +<p>Her sweet, impatient voice appealed to them rather hopelessly, and there +was no response.</p> + +<p>"I'm willing to do what I can," one of them said at last. "At daylight +I'll bring round my boat and go over the rocks. It's an ebb tide."</p> + +<p>"Oh no," she said, and shuddered. "I can't sit still till +daylight—indeed I cannot. It is only ten o'clock now."</p> + +<p>"It's a fair offer, lady," said the man.</p> + +<p>"But it is going to be a fine night," she pleaded. "The rain is over. If +I could find the twins of whom my children speak! Can you not help me? +You are at least men."</p> + +<p>"Why, ma'am"—it was a new voice that answered her—"if it's children you +want, I'll find them fast enough if they are on shore; it's only the sea +that keeps her own. A set of lubberly men that can't help a lady in +distress! That's not how the Royal Navy acts. And don't you cry, lady. +Lads and lasses don't get mislaid as easy as that; bad halfpennies come +back to their moorings. We'll knock at every door in the town before we +give up."</p> + +<p>He was an old man, but there was a very different note in his voice from +the flabby sympathy of the other men. He put out his pipe with a horny +thumb, and gave a rather contemptuous look round the lounging group of +longshoremen. "Royal Navy" was written all over him—in his keen eyes, +his upright carriage, and his kindly, respectful manner. At the +confidence in his voice Mrs. Beauchamp's wavering hope steadied, but she +suddenly felt the strain of the anxiety and fatigue. As she turned she +stumbled over something small and black that the ebb-tide had left in the +ridge of damp seaweed on the beach. She slipped and recovered herself, +for the old man's hand was on her arm.</p> + +<p>"Steady, ma'am," he said cheerfully; "it's only a bit of an old boot."</p> + +<p>"A bit of a boot!" The object swam before Mrs. Beauchamp's eyes, her +hands trembled. "It is a child's," she said, and there was anguish in her +voice.</p> + +<p>"Oh, well"—he picked it up and flung it on one side—"the sea don't give +up boots without the feet they held. Wherever the little girl is, ma'am, +she's gone without her boots. Carry on."</p> + +<p>The Royal Navy, as the senior service, went first, and Mrs. Beauchamp +stumbled after him; but there was new hope springing in her heart. His +sturdy common-sense had infected her. Was it she only who doubted +Susie—who had no confidence in her common-sense? The sea gives back +only what it takes, and it had given back only Susie's empty boot.</p> + +<p>Stumbling, dizzy, tired out, she still felt a divine peace at her heart +as she heard the comfortable, steady steps beside her, and saw the fine, +weather-beaten face, with its clear, keen eyes.</p> + +<p>"You see, ma'am," he said, "longshoremen are good lads enough for +sunshine and fair weather, but it's the Royal Navy you look to when it +comes to foul weather and storm. That's where I got my training, and it +stands by you. Maybe you'd like to rest a bit and let me go on? I'll +knock at every door in the place before I give in, and I'll bring them +children with me."</p> + +<p>"No, oh no," she said. Her voice was hoarse with fatigue, but was +undaunted. "I shall sail humbly in the wake of the Royal Navy. Only, +tell me what you mean to do."</p> + +<p>He stood for a moment under a lamp, and his keen eyes seemed to see +through her. "I propose to begin with the first street out of the +Parade," he said, "and so on, by sections. I'll go first where I'm known. +There can't be such a rack of twins in the town that they can't be +traced. Trust me, lady."</p> + +<p>"I <i>do</i>! I <i>do</i>!" she said; "but I feel frightened."</p> + +<p>"Where's your faith, ma'am?" he said, rather sternly.</p> + +<p>"I am sure I don't know," she said, with a faint smile. "It may be the +will—the will of—Providence—that the children should not come home."</p> + +<p>The old man stood still again, and raised his cap from a silvery head.</p> + +<p>"There's One above as won't let him go too far," he said. "We have our +orders, which is enough for me. Carry on."</p> + +<p>And really faith or fortune did seem to befriend Mrs. Beauchamp at last. +It was just after they had knocked at the second closed door, and had +received a very short negative to their inquiry, which the maidservant +evidently considered to be an ill-timed joke, that a door on the opposite +side of the road opened suddenly, and a great stream of light flashed +out.</p> + +<p>There were some confused farewells, a gathering up of skirts, and +laughter; and in a minute the Royal Navy was standing at the salute +before the master of the house.</p> + +<p>"The lady and I are looking for some twins, sir."</p> + +<p>Instead of the ready "No" they half expected, the man paused, and smiled +whimsically.</p> + +<p>"Well, what have the little beggars been doing now?" he said.</p> + +<p>Never had any words sounded quite so sweet to Mrs. Beauchamp. She too +came into the circle of light, and lifted her sweet, tired, beseeching +face.</p> + +<p>"My children were playing with the twins this evening," she said, "and +they have never come home. Of course they may not be <i>your</i> twins; but we +hope—"</p> + +<p>"Come in, come in," he interrupted, holding the door hospitably open +until it had swallowed them all up. "Of course it is my twins. No one +else's twins are ever half so troublesome."</p> + +<p>And then he sent a great, jovial shout up the stairs,—</p> + +<p>"Dot and Dash, you are wanted!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + + +<p>Instantly there were a scuffle in the upper passage and a rush of bare +feet to the top of the stairs. Mrs. Beauchamp, looking up, saw two slim +figures in white, and in another minute she was confronted by two pairs +of the very brightest and most daring black eyes she had ever seen.</p> + +<p>Without a moment's hesitation Dot hurled herself against the slight +figure in the hall, and began a confused, breathless, incoherent +statement. "I could not sleep. Neither of we have slept all night. Susie +said she knew about the tides; she said she was quite certain"—most +familiar words in Mrs. Beauchamp's ears—"that she would get home all +right. But Dick had hurt his foot, and we left her on the rocks, sitting +quite in a pool. And it has rained so ever since; and perhaps she is on +the rocks still, and it is pitchy dark, and both of we feel as if we +couldn't bear it."</p> + +<p>She paused for breath, but Mrs. Beauchamp's arms tightened round +her—always so ready to hold and comfort.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," she said, very quietly; "you are giving me great comfort. +They would not <i>stay</i> on the rocks, would they?"</p> + +<p>"No, of course not." Dot spoke with comforting certainty. "They would +clamber on to the island if the tide was high; but it is so terrifying in +the dark. And it was our fault—Susie didn't want to come."</p> + +<p>"It was a pity," said Mrs. Beauchamp.</p> + +<p>Her eyes, over Dot's dishevelled head, flew to the doorway, and met those +other alert eyes that understood and answered their question. When did a +woman in distress ever appeal in vain to the Royal Navy?</p> + +<p>"I'll get my boat out, and be ready in a quarter of an hour," he said. +"You can meet me by the steps, lady, and you'd best bide in shelter as +long as you can."</p> + +<p>"Thank you. Can you?—is it possible? Those men said I must wait till +daylight."</p> + +<p>"Lubberly loafers," said the Royal Navy. "In the Service things are +ordered different."</p> + +<p>He opened the door and went out. Through the opening Mrs. Beauchamp +caught a glimpse of sailing clouds and starlight.</p> + +<p>Dot was pressing on her again.</p> + +<p>"Please forgive us if Susie gets home; it has been so miserable. I knew +Dash wasn't asleep because of his breathing. It has been dreadful for you +and for Susie, but it is worse for us."</p> + +<p>Her voice fell to a husky whisper; her great black eyes were full of +passionate entreaty; she shivered in her thin nightdress.</p> + +<p>"My poor, poor children"—there was nothing but the sweetest sympathy in +Mrs. Beauchamp's comforting touch—"I forgive you <i>now</i>—now while Susie +is out there and I am still waiting for her. I will let you know directly +we are back and they are safe. You must let me go now."</p> + +<p>Their father had disappeared, and Dash came hurrying downstairs in a +shamefaced, sidelong fashion to be comforted. He did not like being left +beyond the reach of consolation. But Mrs. Beauchamp disengaged the +clinging arms.</p> + +<p>"We will sit up till we know about them," Dot said, with tears.</p> + +<p>"No; you must go to bed and wait there," Mrs. Beauchamp said firmly. "I +know," she went on hurriedly, as there were signs of another storm, "that +it is far harder; but duties like that <i>are</i> hard, and it is the only +thing you can do to help."</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Dot, with commendable meekness.</p> + +<p>"Very well," echoed Dash.</p> + +<p>"Here, get back to bed." The master of the house, booted and +mackintoshed, had come back into the hall, and the twins scampered up the +stairs at the unaccustomed sternness of his voice. He had a glass of wine +and some biscuits in his hand, and he spoke almost as severely to Mrs. +Beauchamp as he had done to the twins. "Of course I am going with you. I +have rugs and mackintoshes and some brandy. Can you suggest anything +else? No," as she returned the half-emptied glass; "drink <i>all</i> the wine. +I <i>insist</i> on it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp obeyed mechanically. She seemed to feel new life, a sense +of protection, an atmosphere of help; there was some one else to command +and to decide.</p> + +<p>The last sight she saw as she went out into the night was Dot's fuzzy +head leaning over the banisters at a dangerous angle.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + + +<p>Outside the rain had lessened, and the stars shone more securely. Without +a word she hurried down the cross street and on to the Parade by her +companion's side, but her feet no longer lagged. Hope had sprung anew in +her heart, and as they turned the corner she looked up at him smiling.</p> + +<p>"I only know you as 'the father of the twins,'" she said, "and it is a +long address."</p> + +<p>"My name is Amherst." Then a moment later, as they picked their way +across the muddy road to the top of the steps, "I have been trying all +this time to find a reason, and I can only frame an excuse—<i>they have no +mother</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, poor twins!" she said.</p> + +<p>The tide was distinctly lower, and the wind had died down. The long waves +rolled in with almost oily smoothness, and showed no ridge of foam when +they broke upon the beach. Patches of seaweed caught and reflected the +moonlight.</p> + +<p>The old sailor was baling out the boat, and half a dozen hands held her +to the shore. An air of excitement pervaded every one, and one or two men +offered their services rather sheepishly; but the Royal Navy did not need +assistance.</p> + +<p>He settled Mrs. Beauchamp in the bow, with the rugs for a cushion; then +he pushed off with his oar, and in another minute they were gliding out +from under the shadow of the cliff, making straight for the island in +front of them.</p> + +<p>Mr. Amherst had taken the other oar, and was rowing bow. On their left +little crests of half-submerged rocks showed black against the sea, and +on the far horizon the false dawn made a silver line between sky and sea.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp held the lines mechanically and leant forward, straining +her eyes to steer for a possible landing-place; but the beating of her +heart had quieted down, and she had a curious feeling that she was +drifting, drifting, in this solemn silence, out of a region of torturing +fear into the peaceful harbour of a dream.</p> + +<p>The twist of the oars in the rowlocks, the rhythmical dip, and the ripple +of water against the boat were restful in their monotony. She felt her +eyes closing as something slipped through her fingers—Susie's boot, with +its long damp laces! She looked at her lap in horror, and tried to push +the dreadful object away; but there was nothing there, excepting the wet +lines that had fallen from her fingers. Some one put out a rough, kind +hand to steady her, and she straightened herself with a start, meeting +the old sailor's keen eyes.</p> + +<p>"Carry on, ma'am, carry on." Then, a moment later, "Way enough!"</p> + +<p>In a minute Mr. Amherst had caught at the crags and drawn the boat +alongside, and Ben had sent his voice pealing up against the cliff in a +volume of sound that was absolutely terrifying.</p> + +<p>"Hulloo! Hulloo—oo!"</p> + +<p>A few frightened sea-birds flew out of the crevices in the cliff and +wheeled about their heads, but there was no other sound. Mrs. Beauchamp's +eyes filled with agonized tears, but the sailor's cheeriness was +infectious.</p> + +<p>"I'll wake them," he said.</p> + +<p>Again his voice went up into the night, as if he defied the poor defences +of the dark.</p> + +<p>"Hulloo! Hulloo—oo!"</p> + +<p>"Susie!" cried Mrs. Beauchamp, in her thinner treble.</p> + +<p>And this time there <i>was</i> an answer—a cry small and faint; not at all +like Susie's boisterous everyday voice, but human. Ben was out of the +boat in a minute, scrambling from peak to peak, and shouting as he went.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp sat down with an uncertain movement, and covered her face +with her hands; whilst Mr. Amherst, clinging to the rock for fear the +ebbing tide should carry them out to sea, spoke to her with whimsical +entreaty. "Mrs. Beauchamp, please don't faint until Nelson comes back! +Pull yourself together—he <i>expects</i> us to do our duty; and, besides, you +will frighten the children."</p> + +<p>The last suggestion had an instantaneous effect. From that calm region +where love and despair were alike forgotten she came back with a +conscious effort to the unsteady boat, and Mr. Amherst's alarmed eyes, +and the lapping water against the bow.</p> + +<p>"That's right," said Mr. Amherst, with great relief in his voice. "I +really didn't know how to get to you. Listen!"</p> + +<p>"Safe!" The great voice came pealing down the cliff, waking the echoes on +the shore, and with a sort of incredulous joy Mrs. Beauchamp listened to +the sturdy steps coming slowly, surely, carefully down, with a little +ripple of shale following them.</p> + +<p>She clutched at the gunwale of the boat until she hurt her hands, and +strained her eyes for the sight she longed to see. First there came the +stalwart figure of the sailor with a bundle in his arms, and behind him a +slim, bare-footed, bareheaded, stumbling little creature, who almost fell +into the expectant arms waiting for her.</p> + +<p>"He's quite warm, mother." It was Susie's voice, faint, eager, appealing, +caught by deep sobs. "He has never coughed once—he has never <i>moved</i>. He +is quite warm; feel him."</p> + +<p>"O Susie! And you?"</p> + +<p>"Me! Oh, I'm all right," said Susie, wondering. "I did take care of him; +I tried my very best."</p> + +<p>"But where are your clothes, Susie? And it rained so."</p> + +<p>"They are round Dick," said Susie. "Mother, they kept him beautifully +warm."</p> + +<p>The men jumped into the boat and pushed off. The little bundle of flannel +and serge that held Dickie rolled quite comfortably to the bottom of the +boat; but Susie's mother held two frozen feet in her warm hands and said +nothing. Words did not come easily.</p> + +<p>Presently Susie spoke again in that strained whisper. "Mother, when I +went to sleep I dreamt a ferryman came for us, and his boat was close to +the shore, and we were stepping in when you called me back. I knew your +voice, and you said 'Susie' quite plainly. I wouldn't go, and I wouldn't +let him take Dick! I screamed and held him tight, and the ferryman said +we must pay him, all the same; and then you gave him two pennies, and he +went away."</p> + +<p>"Susie, I <i>did</i> call. In my heart I have called all night."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know," said Susie. "When I woke and saw the sailor, I thought it +was the ferryman."</p> + +<p>"I <i>had</i> paid," said Mrs. Beauchamp.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I knew you would," said Susie.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp took the rug that Mr. Amherst threw to her, and folded it +close and warm about Susie's wet locks and damp body; and presently the +difficult, sobbing breaths grew quieter, but her mother knew that she was +not asleep by the fierce pressure of her fingers.</p> + +<p>The day was breaking as the boat was beached, and a dozen willing hands +pulled her high and dry. The sea-birds were awake, fluttering about the +head of the island; the ebbing tide had left the rocks very black and +bare.</p> + +<p>When they set Susie on her feet she was too stiff to stand alone, and +never for one moment did she loose her hold of her mother's dress. It was +the Royal Navy that finally took her into wonderfully tender keeping, and +carried her up the steps and along the Parade, and laid her, still +wrapped in the rug, on her own white bed, that nurse had made comfortably +ready.</p> + +<p>Dickie woke flushed and warm from his rosy sleep when they brought him +in, and looked at the old sailor with round, bewildered eyes.</p> + +<p>"Is it Father Neptune?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No, darling, no."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I see he hasn't got his three-pronged fork. Is it Nelson then?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure I don't know," said Mrs. Beauchamp, and her laugh was very +near tears.—"You will tell the twins at once, please," she said to Mr. +Amherst as she said good-bye. "I cannot bear to feel that they may be +awake and waiting."</p> + +<p>But Dot and Dash had not passed a sleepless night of misery. Long ago, +tired out with sorrow, they had fallen asleep on the nursery window-sill, +and dreamt that they were sailing on unknown seas in fairy boats!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + + +<p>And the wonderful part of it all was that Susie was not even ill! She +slept "into the middle of next week," as nurse expressed it; but it was +a deep, steady, peaceful sleep, quite undisturbed by any commotion around +her. Amy sat most of the morning crouched up on the floor, just inside +the room, and waited for the opening of those brown eyes; whilst nurse +had even got Dick and baby safely dressed and out on the sands before +Susie's eyelids quivered, and she stretched her stiff limbs, and started +up with a cry, "Mother!"</p> + +<p>"My darling Susie!"</p> + +<p>"O mother! I was so afraid you were a dream."</p> + +<p>"Then what are you?"</p> + +<p>"A <i>troublesome comfort</i>. Nurse said so, and it is true."</p> + +<p>She sat straight up in bed, with her knees drawn up and her hands clasped +round them. Her hair was rough, and there were no little stiff pigtails +telling of nurse's energetic brushing. On her hands there were bruises +and scratches that hurt her; but nothing mattered now that she was within +reach of the comfortable arms, and could lay her head on the blue serge +knee.</p> + +<p>"Mummy, is Dick well?"</p> + +<p>"Quite well, darling."</p> + +<p>"Mother"—she pressed closer and hid her face—"I am sorry, but I don't +know how to say it. I didn't like the twins to think me a baby, and I +felt quite certain that I could get back."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you are too certain, darling."</p> + +<p>"You mean," said Susie, "that there is too much talk and too little +<i>do</i>."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps that <i>is</i> what I mean, Susie; but when I try to think about it +clearly I only see a poor little cold, frightened child, and Dick as warm +as toast."</p> + +<p>"I never thought about it, mother. I only prayed and prayed that he might +not get bronchitis."</p> + +<p>"It is because you did not think about it that I love you, Susie."</p> + +<p>"I will try and be better," said Susie humbly.</p> + +<p>Straight across the room she caught sight of a reflection in the glass, +and she sat suddenly more upright and gazed at it. It reminded her of +that reflection in the train; but this mouth was smiling, not set into +sulky lines—these eyes were not full of angry tears!</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am perfectly certain I can be good," cried Susie eagerly.</p> + +<p>The reflection in the glass seemed to hesitate; the sparkling eyes fell, +and Susie's face went down upon her knees.</p> + +<p>She groaned in despair.</p> + +<p>"It seems as if I couldn't help it," she said. "I am always perfectly +certain."</p> + +<p>"And I am perfectly certain that I hear your breakfast on the stairs," +said Mrs. Beauchamp, "and that is the important thing."</p> + +<p>She raised Susie's crimson face, and smoothed the rebellious hair, and +patted the pillow into a comfortable shape. Every good nurse knows that +tears and protestations must wait their time, and that little patients +cannot be allowed the luxury of repentance!</p> + +<p>Susie would have liked to pour out volumes of self-reproach and ease her +burdened heart, so it was perhaps one little step in the right direction +when she resolutely closed her lips and welcomed Amy and the breakfast +with a smile.</p> + +<p>She came downstairs in the afternoon and lay on the horsehair sofa in the +sitting-room, and held a sort of levée of her visitors. Tom was subdued, +and the twins were envious—nothing uncommon ever happened to them! +They knew too much or were too cautious, but they sat on two stools by +the window and followed Mrs. Beauchamp's movements with their uncanny +eyes, until the concentrated gaze made her nervous.</p> + +<p>"Both of we would like to be your children," said Dash suddenly.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp tried to feel grateful for the compliment, and to hide the +dismay it inspired.</p> + +<p>"It seems rather hard," Dot added, "that Susie should have +everything—<i>and</i> a mother too—and we haven't."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you may share me," she suggested.</p> + +<p>But the twins viewed the position gloomily. "Us two like things of our +own," they said.</p> + +<p>"Well, you can't have mother," said Dick doggedly. "You can have our +buckets when we leave, and my boat, and Amy's shells."</p> + +<p>"Oh, not my shells," cried Amy, aggrieved.</p> + +<p>"That's selfish of you," said Tom; "but I have a proper collection, and +you haven't. You can have nurse," he generously added.</p> + +<p>"Oh no, not nurse," said Dick.</p> + +<p>"And that's greedy," said Tom: "you want every one."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do," said Dick sturdily.</p> + +<p>"Us two," said Dot suddenly, "have adopted you for our mother. It is the +only way we can have you for our own."</p> + +<p>"You can't have her," cried Tom indignantly; "she's ours."</p> + +<p>"That doesn't matter," said Dot; "us two have settled it. She can't help +us adopting her. We are her kind of children now.—Aren't we, father?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Amherst removed the twins before it came to blows, and left the +excited family sitting silently in the dusky room.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Beauchamp, very tired and peaceful, was drawing a dispirited darning +needle through very worn stockings, and by Susie's sofa sat an upright +figure with keen eyes and silver hair.</p> + +<p>"The little lady will be sleeping soon," he said. He rose and held out a +horny hand.</p> + +<p>"In a softer bed than she had last night," said Mrs. Beauchamp gently.</p> + +<p>"Well, as we make our bed so we lie in it," he said.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Susie, in a subdued voice.</p> + +<p>He paused and smiled at her.</p> + +<p>"But so much we didn't know of went to the making of the bed," he said, +"that perhaps little missy lay softly enough after all."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>"It is a pity about Miss Susie's boot," nurse said regretfully. "Of +course it's a mercy the poor child was brought back safe; and never +shall I forget what we suffered unknowing. But talking of beds brings +back that boot to me, and it's no use telling me it doesn't matter, for +it's sheer waste of the pair."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Life in London seemed rather tame to the little Beauchamps after that +summer holiday, with the paddling and the boats, the rocks and the +island! They took as much of it all home as they could convey in biscuit +tins, and buckets, and cardboard boxes. But, after all, one cannot shut +the ocean into a glass aquarium or hold the sunset on a palette, and +there were many things that only memory could bring back to them—the +sea-birds wheeling against the blue sky, for instance, the ebbing and +flowing tide, the miles of seaweed on the beach, and one night the memory +of which will only die with Susie.</p> + +<p>Dick has long forgotten it, for he lay "very softly" in the bed that +Susie made for him; but at any moment Susie can shut her eyes and hear +the trampling of the surf and the beating of the rain, and see the misty +stars!</p> + +<p>The twins have taken their adopted mother very seriously, and have +established her in the citadel of their hearts. Like the pirates that +they are, they have stolen her love, and love her passionately in return. +Their undivided affection does not give her a very peaceful life, but it +is certainly never dull, and the bold black eyes have grown very dear to +her.</p> + +<p>The traditions of the Royal Navy are always the mainspring of life in the +Beauchamps' nursery; they "carry on" under the auspices of Nelson, and in +obedience to his signal they do what England expects! Duty is their +watchword, and Ben is their model. 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Behind +her the carriage seemed full to overflowing with children and paper +parcels, and miscellaneous packages held together by straps. Even the +ticket collector failed in his mental arithmetic when nurse confronted +him with the tickets. + +"There's five halfs and two wholes," she said, "and a dog and a bicycle." + +"All right, madam," he said politely, "but I don't see the halfs." + +"There's Miss Susie, and Master Dick, and Miss Amy," began nurse +distractedly, "and the child in my arms; and now there's Master Tommy +disappeared." + +"He's under the seat," said Dick solemnly. + +"Come out, Tom," said his father, "and don't be such an ass." + +Tom crawled out, a mass of dust and grime, not in the least disconcerted. + +"I thought I could travel under the seat if I liked," he said. + +"Oh, if you _like_!" said his father; but nurse, with a look of despair, +caught at his knickerbockers just as he was plunging into the dust again. +"Not whilst I have power to hold you back, Master Dick," she said.--"No, +sir, you haven't got the washing of him, and wild horses won't be equal +to it if he gets his way." + +"Well, keep still, Tommy," said his father. + +Tommy squirmed and wriggled, but nurse's hand was muscular, and the +strength of despair was in her grip. Mrs. Beauchamp realized that in a +few minutes the keeping in order of the turbulent crew would fall to her, +but for the present she tried to shut her ears to Susie's domineering +tones and Tommy's scornful answers. Susie always chose the most +unsuitable moments for displays of temper, and Mrs. Beauchamp sighed as +she looked at the firm little mouth and eager blue eyes. She felt so +very, very sorry to be leaving Dick the elder in London--so intolerably +selfish. Her voice was full of tender regret. + +"It seems so horrid of me, Dick. It is _you_ who ought to be having the +holiday, not me." + +"Oh, I shall manage quite well," said Mr. Beauchamp cheerfully. "It is +rather a bore being kept in London, of course, away from you and the +chicks"--this came as an afterthought--"but I hope you will find it plane +sailing. I want it to be a _real_ rest to you, old woman." + +His eyes wandered past her sweet, tired face to the fair and dark heads +beyond, of which she was the proud possessor, and his sigh was not +altogether a sigh of disappointment. Mrs. Beauchamp glanced at them too, +and the anxious line deepened between her eyes. She pushed back with a +cool hand the loose hair on her forehead. "It is an ideal place for +children," she said--"sand and shells; and they can bathe from the +lodgings." + +"You will be good to your mother, boys," said Mr. Beauchamp. He was +directly appealing to Tommy, but he included the whole family in his +sweeping glance. "Don't overpower her.--And, Susie, you are the eldest; +you must be an example." + +Susie flounced out her ridiculously short skirts with a triumphant look +round. "I _am_ a help, aren't I, mother?" she said. + +"Sometimes, dear," said her mother, with rather a tired smile. + +"And you won't bother about me, Christina?" he said. + +"How can I help it, darling?" + +She leant farther out of the window, but one hand held firmly to Amy's +slim black legs--Amy had scrambled up on to the seat, and was pushing the +packages in the rack here and there, searching for something. + +"There is the guard; we are just off, I suppose. O Dick, how I wish you +were coming too! But I will write as often as I can.--Susie, be quiet. I +cannot hear myself speak." + +"Well, mother," said Susie, shaking back her hair, and poking the point +of her parasol between the laces of Dick's boots, "look at the way he has +laced himself up; you said yourself he was to do it tidily. And his face +is smutty already; look at him." + +"Good-bye, Dick," said Mrs. Beauchamp. The train was moving smoothly out +of the station, and she leant out as far as she dared, to get a last look +at the erect figure.--"There, Susie, father is out of sight. Leave the +boys alone." + +Susie frowned. + +"She'd better," said Tommy, in a choked voice. + +"Now you're going to be naughty," said Susie.--"I know they are, +mother--they always begin like that; they're clawing at me with their +sticky fingers. Mother, tell them not to; I didn't say anything." + +"You are a beastly blab," said Tommy defiantly. + +"Tom, what a word! Sit down by nurse and look out of the window.--Susie, +it is really your fault--you are so interfering." + +"I'm not interfering," said Susie, aggrieved. "I'm helping you to keep +them in order." + +"Well, _don't_. I would rather manage them alone.--Don't squabble, boys; +there's plenty of room for every one." + +"O mother--" said Amy. + +Mrs. Beauchamp still held unconsciously on to the slim black leg, but the +sudden movement of the train had jerked Amy off the seat. She clung for a +moment to the rack, but her hand slipped, and she fell headlong on to the +opposite seat, and there was a dull thud as her head crashed on to a +little wooden box. + +"It's all right, darling," her mother said, and she held her close in her +comforting arms. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Amy was a good little girl, and she tried very hard not to cry; but she +sat pressed very close to her mother's side, with her large blue eyes +full and overflowing with tears. Dick, who was very tender-hearted, +begged her to eat his toffee, which would have been comforting; but nurse +would not allow it at any price. + +"No, Miss Amy," she said, "I won't hear of it--not in your pretty blue +dress. And don't lean upon your mamma; you'll wear the life out of her." + +Amy pressed her soft cheek against her mother's arm, and looked up in her +face with her tearful blue eyes. She was relieved to see just the shadow +of a smile. + +"Give me Master Alick, nurse," said Mrs. Beauchamp; "I am afraid he has +toothache.--There! see, Alick, all the pretty green fields going past +outside." + +"It's _us_ that is going past," said Dick. + +"Hold me too, mother," said Amy suddenly; "take me in your arms like you +do Alick." + +"But Alick will cry if I put him down. See, I can manage like that; there +is room for both of you." + +She made a large lap, and Amy scrambled on to it. It was like a nest with +two birds in it--not very restful, perhaps, to the nest, but quite +delightful for the birds. They were very good little birds, too, and they +did not quarrel; and presently Amy nudged mother's arm, and spoke in the +tiniest whisper. "One of the birds has gone to sleep," she said. + +Alick's eyes were shut, and his round, flushed face was lying on mother's +hand. When she tried to take it gently away he stirred, and squeaked +restlessly. + +"Let's pretend he's a cuckoo and push him out," suggested Tom. + +"Tommy!" said his mother. + +"Oh, I didn't mean him to fall far," said Tommy--"just a kind of roll." + +"Not the kind you eat," said his mother. + +"No, dear, I couldn't let you; he would be startled even if he wasn't +hurt." + +"A train's so stupid," said Tommy, yawning. + +Susie was on the alert in an instant. + +"There! I knew he was going to be naughty," she said delightedly. "Soon +he'll be pulling the cord, or trying to break the glass, or doing +something else he oughtn't to. When he begins like that he's generally +very tiresome." + +"Hush, Susie," said her mother; "see how good Dick is." + +"And me!" cried Tommy. + +"Yes, you are good too." + +"When you're sleeping," added nurse. + +"There, Miss Prig!" said Tom. + +"There, mother!" cried Susie, in the same breath. + +"Well, Susie, it is your own fault." + +Susie flounced away to the farther end of the carriage, and sat looking +at the reflection of herself in the glass. She saw a little girl with +short blue skirts and a shady hat. When she took off the hat she could +see very large, brown eyes and a cross mouth, and the more she looked the +crosser it got. There was a fascination about that cross little mouth. +It seemed to Susie that she sat there a long while, whilst nobody took +any notice of her. In the reflection she could see baby asleep on +mother's lap, with mother's hand tucked under his cheek. He looked a +darling; but Susie frowned and looked away. Amy was sitting "in mother's +pocket"--that was what nurse called it--and Susie felt unreasonably +vexed. Dick and Tommy were leaning out of the window buying buns--Tommy +was paying. They were at a station, and there were heaps of buns. Susie +saw the cross mouth in the reflection quiver and close tightly; the brown +eyes blinked--she almost thought the Susie in the reflection was going to +cry. + +"Nobody cares," she said to herself miserably. "Mother doesn't care; she +loves Amy and Alick more than me. The boys hate me; they will eat all the +buns, and I shall die of hunger. I wish--" + +"Susie," said mother's voice, "the children are stifling me. Come and +have tea; we have bought such a lot of buns. Will you help me put baby +down in your corner? and you might give him your jacket for a pillow." + +Susie could see nothing, but she kept her eyes on the reflection in the +window, with a fascinated stare. + +"Susie, I _want_ you," said her mother gently. + +In a minute Susie had swept the tears away with her sleeve, and had +launched herself across the rocking carriage, and flung her arms round +her mother's neck. + +"Gently, gently, darling," said mother, smiling. "I haven't got a +hand--Alick is holding it so fast--but I missed you, Susie. There is +something there, outside, that I wanted to be the first to show you." + +Susie, still rather subdued, leant as far out of the window as the bars +allowed, and let the wind from the engine blow the curls about her face. +Away, far on the horizon, was a silver line, as straight as if it had +been ruled with a ruler, and a shining white speck showed against the +yellow evening sky. + +"What is it?" said Susie, breathlessly. + +"It is the _sea_," her mother told her, "and the white sails of the ships +are going out with the tide." + +"Mother, I mean never to be naughty again," said Susie suddenly; "only I +know that to-morrow I shall forget, and be as horrid as I was to-day." + +Susie was tired, and more tears seemed imminent. The train was slowing +down, and the screeching of the engine almost drowned her voice. + +"Pick up the parcels, and be quite ready to jump out," said Mrs. +Beauchamp hastily. "Susie, you must not grow perfect _too_ suddenly; +I shouldn't know you!" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +The next day was radiantly beautiful, and Susie started well. Directly +after breakfast the four elder ones trooped down to the sands with spades +and buckets, whilst Alick, left alone with nurse, waved his good-byes +from the balcony. Mrs. Beauchamp looked after them a little anxiously; +but Susie in her best mood was so very trustworthy that she smoothed the +anxious line out of her forehead, and turned back with a restful sigh to +the empty room and the silence. + +And out on the beach things went swimmingly. They made sand castles and +moats, and the rising tide flowed in just as they wished it to. Like +another Canute, Tom flung defiance to the waves, and shouted himself +hoarse; and then, to his immense surprise, the little ripples swept +smoothly back, and left a crumbled castle, and white foamy ridges that +looked like soap. + +"Come on, Susie," he said; "it's no fun when there's no water in it. +Let's go over to the rocks and look for insects." + +"No; let's stay here," said Susie. "I like watching the ships and the +steamers." + +"Fudge," said Tom. + +"The rocks are awfully jolly, Sue," said Dickie. + +But Susie shook her shoulders, and gazed straight before her. "I'm not +going," she said. + +"Very well; we jolly well prefer your room to your company," said +Tom.--"Come on, Dick." + +Susie was sitting on the ruins of the castle, with her knees drawn up and +her elbows planted on them. She really was not listening to Tom a bit, +for her fascinated eyes were fixed on the line of silver sea, on which +the passing steamers rose and fell. Far away at the back of her mind was +the consciousness that Tom was going to be naughty, and that she might +prevent it; but she pushed her fingers into her ears, and gazed straight +before her. + +It was Amy tugging at her dress that made her turn reluctantly at last. + +"Tom is calling you, Susie," she said. + +"Oh, bother!" said Susie. "You can go and see what he wants." + +Amy obediently struggled over the heavy sand to the fine strip of pebbles +on which the boys were disporting themselves. Their boots were wet +through; their shrill voices pierced Susie's poor defences. + +"Susie--Susie--Susie!" + +But Susie did not move. + +All the same, she knew perfectly well that Amy was struggling back over +the shingle and the sand, and had dropped panting at her feet, quite +unable to speak for want of breath. Her little delicate face was pink +with heat and excitement, and her thin legs trembled. + +"They want to get a box and send Dickie out in it, like a boat," she +explained. + +"They haven't got a box," said Susie. + +"But they say they can get one easily. It's father's; and they can tie a +string on to it and drag it." + +"They can ask mother," said Susie impatiently. + +"Yes, I suppose so." Amy had crept nearer, and put a small, unsteady hand +on her knee. "Please don't let them do it, Susie," she said; "don't let +them be naughty." + +"Don't bother," said Susie. "I can't help it." + +She shook off Amy's hand impatiently; but she was sorry a moment +afterwards. Susie often said things like that, and it was rather +a comfort that Amy was always quite ready to be forgiven. + +"It is so beautiful here, Amy; and I dare say they are not being naughty +really. They only hope we are looking; but I'm not going to." + +She resolutely turned her back upon the boys and the strip of pebbles. +But Amy could not keep still; her eyes kept turning nervously to the +sturdy jersey-clad figures, and presently she nudged Susie again. + +"They've got the box, Susie. You can't think how deep the water is, and +it looks so horrid; and Dick has a cold." + +"Oh, don't bother," said Susie. + +"Mother said you were to look after them, because you are the eldest," +urged Amy. + +"Why weren't one of you the eldest?" said Susie crossly. "I've been the +eldest all my life, and I'm tired of it. Mother knows I can't manage +them." + +Without turning her head she knew that Amy was creeping again across the +strip of pebbles. She heard her foot slipping, and the shouts of the boys +when she reached them; then Amy's soft little frightened voice--and +then silence. + + * * * * * + +An hour later Mrs. Beauchamp was sitting on the little balcony outside +the drawing-room window. The sky was divinely blue, and the sun was +dazzling. Close to her feet was a basket of stockings that needed +darning, but she felt as if she must lay her needle down every now and +then, to look at the gray, glittering sea, and the shifting crowd upon +the beach. Her feet ached with perpetual running up and down stairs; but +she was glad to think that the children were happy and good. In the room +across the passage she could hear nurse singing Alick to sleep, and down +in the street below a funny little procession was winding up from the +sea. She rose and looked over the balcony on to the tops of two sailor +hats, and what looked like two soaking mushrooms. She stared at them +stupidly, wondering why the box they dragged behind them was so familiar, +and why they left such a long wet trail behind them. + +After them sauntered a few idle fishermen; but just for a minute she +could not grasp what had happened. Then she pushed the basket on one side +and ran to the drawing-room door. + +Up the stairs came the hurried rush of feet, with the box bumping from +stair to stair. Then the dripping family clung about her with soaked +garments, and hair that looked like seaweed. + +"Mother, change us, please, before nurse sees us." + +"But what is it?" she cried. "How did it happen?" + +"It was Tom's fault," said Susie, whimpering. "He sent Dick out to sea in +the uniform case, and it has a hole in it, and it went down." + +"Oh, run upstairs and change; Dick has a cough." + +"He didn't drown," said Tom, "because we had tied a rope to it, and a +fisherman pulled it up." + +"And where is Dickie?" + +"I told him to go up on the roof and dry--he's on the leads by now. It's +awfully nice there; we went this morning." + +"_On the roof!_--Susie, tell him to come down, whilst I get their +clothes.--Tom, how can you do such things?" + +"Why, you never told us not to," said Tom, with innocent eyes. + +Susie crept upstairs, very white and quiet. She had been really +frightened, and she had an uncomfortable feeling at the back of her mind +that somehow it was her fault. She found Dick scrambling on to the roof, +and hauled him in with unnecessary vigour. When she got downstairs she +was sulky because her mother had not time to listen to her eager excuses, +but put her hastily on one side. + +"Never mind now, Susie. The first thing is to slip off your wet clothes +and get dry, and then help me with the others. Give me the big towel, and +untie Amy's frock." + +"But, mother," argued Susie, "I couldn't guess he was going to be so +naughty, could I?" + +"You didn't try to guess," said Tom resentfully; "and now you are trying +to make mother think you are better than me. You wouldn't hem our sails +or dig with us. We had to do something." + +"And now you want me to quarrel," said Susie.--"Mother, I want to +explain." + +"Hush, Susie! there is no time to explain now; you must tell me +by-and-by." + +Susie flung the towel on to the floor, and felt a great lump in her +throat. Dick had to be dried and warmed, in order to stop that horrid +little croaking cough; and no one cared for her excuses or explanations. + +With angry tears blinding her she ran across to the nursery, and stood +looking out at the silver line of sea and the bobbing ships. Alick was +stretching in his cradle, and it creaked under his weight. She could see +his curly head and his outstretched fat legs. He was so accustomed to +having his legs admired that he always pulled up his petticoats solemnly +to exhibit them, as though pathetically hoping to get it over and have +done with it. + +Susie's ill-temper evaporated like smoke. She flung herself beside the +cradle, and hugged Alick in her arms, leaning so closely over him that +nurse, in hurrying to and fro, paused to expostulate. + +"Not so close, Miss Susie, please--the child can't breathe; and I don't +want you putting any of your naughtiness into his head." + +"How can I, when he can't walk?" said Susie indignantly. + +"Well, I wouldn't put it beyond you," said nurse. "I know you've been up +to something, or you wouldn't be here now, looking as if butter wouldn't +melt in your mouth." + +"I'm trying to be good," said Susie, still indignant. + +"Well, we shan't see the result yet awhile," said nurse, "for the way +you've devil-oped these holidays is past imagining." + +She always pronounced it in that way, and the word held a dreary +significance for Susie. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +That horrid, teasing cough of Dick's got worse and worse, and by evening +he was lying patiently in his crib, with a steaming kettle singing into +the little tent of blankets that enveloped it, and a very large and very +hot linseed poultice on his chest. Susie, sitting down below, could hear +the hasty footsteps and the hoarse, croaking sound that always filled her +with panic. Their tea was brought to them by the overworked maid, and she +and Tom ate it in a depressed silence, and then sat again on the +window-sill looking silently and miserably out to sea. By-and-by nurse +came in hurriedly, with the news that baby was crying and had to be +attended to, and that she and Tom must manage to put themselves to bed. + +"I haven't time to brush your hair," nurse said regretfully; and Susie's +face lightened. + +"Nurse, is Dick better?" she asked breathlessly. + +"He's about as bad as I've ever seen him," nurse said shortly, and turned +to leave the room; but Susie clung desperately to her skirt. + +"Don't go, nurse. Let me do something--let me hold baby." + +"No, indeed, Miss Susie," said nurse; "you've done mischief enough +already. Go to bed quietly, and try to get up right foot foremost +to-morrow." + +Susie went back to the window-sill, and huddled up close to Tom. With +blank eyes she looked at the stars and the moon bursting from behind +hurrying clouds. Even when she put her fingers into her ears that rasping +cough pursued her. Tom's heavy head fell against her, and she knew he +ought to be in bed; but it wanted really desperate courage to shake him +into consciousness and get him up somehow to his room. + +And upstairs, next to Tom's little bed, was an empty space, from which a +crib had been hastily wheeled into the next room. On the floor beside it +lay a vest and knickerbockers, still heavy with sea water, and a red tin +pail and spade. It made Susie sick to look at them. But she got Tom at +last into his bed, and covered him up. He tried to say his prayers, but +he was too sleepy; and Susie hushed him at last, and crept away to her +own little room in the dark. + +Amy was so soundly asleep that she did not even turn; but Susie could not +rest. All through the miserable hours she sat straight up in bed, looking +before her with staring eyes, and listening to the uneasy movements next +door. + +It was almost morning when Amy woke at last and turned her startled gaze +on Susie's face, but what she read there drove her out of her own bed and +on to Susie's. Then she stretched out two comforting little arms and held +her close. + +"Don't, Susie, don't," she said breathlessly; "it wasn't your fault." + +"Yes, it was," said Susie harshly. + +Amy rubbed her rosy cheek against Susie's sleeve, and at the touch +Susie's frozen heart melted. Tears came and sobs, till the sheet was wet, +and she could only speak in gasps. + +"Mother _trusted_ me! I am going to mother, Amy. I can't bear it any +more. If Dick dies, it is me that did it. I was the only one who knew." + +"Let me get your shoes," said Amy. + +But Susie would not wait. She slipped out of bed on to the cold boards--a +small, miserable figure, disfigured with crying--whilst Amy watched her +breathlessly. She opened the door and listened. Every one seemed to be +asleep, except that in the room next door she heard hushed voices and the +tread of careful feet, then the rattle of a cup and Dick's cough. She +opened the door as gently as she could and looked in. The blind was up +and a fire burning. The tent of blankets had been pulled down, and Dick, +with the poultice still on his chest, was sitting up in bed, wrapped in +a soft red shawl. By the table stood nurse, making tea; and his mother, +looking pale and tired, was sitting by the crib. She looked up when the +door opened, and without a word held out her arms. + +Susie fairly tumbled into them. + +"O mother," she kept repeating, as if nothing more would come. + +"_Susie!_" said mother. + +"Oh, I have been awake all night!" Susie panted out the words. "If he had +died it would have been my fault. Mother, is he getting well?" + +"My darling Susie," said mother, "I had not time to come to you. I never +dreamt you were awake. Dick is _much_ better; but he has been very bad, +and he must go to sleep." + +"Mother, let me tell you! I am so _wicked_. _I felt sure_ they would not +be really naughty; I_ felt certain--_" + +"Susie," said mother faintly, "_I_ must go to sleep too. Some other time +we will talk it over, but not now." + +"But I can't sleep," said Susie, "unless I tell you first." + +"Come, Susie, try. I am sure it would be a great comfort to make excuses; +but, just for once, choose the harder part, and say nothing. You and I, +Susie, must get our beauty-sleep." + +She stroked the flaxen pigtail and gently unloosed Susie's clinging +hands. + +"Come, let me tuck you in," she said. + +"Nurse is going to stay with Dick. Susie, I am very, very tired." + +Susie's sobs ceased suddenly, and she stood up straight. It was the +hardest battle she had ever fought, but she was never one for half +measures. In perfect silence she allowed her mother to lead her away and +tuck her comfortably into the little bed, where Amy patiently waited for +her, and then, still silently, she put her two arms round her mother and +hugged her. + +"Oh, thank you, Susie," mother said gratefully. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Dick took many days to get well, and all the time his crib remained in +the corner of his mother's room. The red pail and spade were tidied away, +and his knickerbocker suit was put out of sight; and in the afternoon, +when the house was empty, and nurse, and Susie, and Amy, and Tom, and +baby were all out on the sands, his mother used to read delightful +stories to him, whilst he lay and watched her with round, wondering eyes. +His cough was troublesome at night, but however often he twisted, and +turned, and choked, there was the familiar face bending over him, her arm +beneath his head. + +Dick was a very kind little boy, and he tried always to cough under the +bed-clothes, so as not to wake her, but it was no use. However carefully +he coughed, her eyes always opened at once. + +"I am taking away your peace-time," he said, over and over again. And she +always answered, "Never mind, darling; I _could_ not sleep if you wanted +me." + +"You look so funny," he said once. + +"Perhaps I am tired, Dickie." + +But she smiled as she spoke, and he felt relieved. It was when she was +too tired to smile that her face was strange. + +And Susie's behaviour was quite angelic. She was happy and busy, and +brimful of good resolutions. She gave up many and many a morning on the +sands to play with Dick, and to let her mother go out to walk or shop. +Her astonishing meekness was a constant surprise to Tom, and he was +relieved by occasional flashes of temper, which showed him that the old +Susie was only sleeping, not dead! + +But at last Dick was able to be wheeled down to the sands in Alick's +perambulator, and perhaps it was the joy of his recovery that turned +Susie's head, or perhaps she was tired of her long spell of goodness, but +whatever the reason, she was particularly teasing and tiresome. She did +not like to see her mother sitting close to Dick, ready to wheel him home +if he was tired; and she would not allow her to read in peace, but kept +breaking in with silly questions and remarks. + +"You never let _me_ sit in your pocket," she said at last crossly. + +"My dear Susie"--mother shut her book with a very faint sigh--"there is +not room for all of you on my lap. I should have to nurse an arm or a leg +at a time." + +"You could _make_ room," said Susie. + +"She would be like the donkey that wanted to be a lap-dog, wouldn't she, +mother?" said Tom. "It sat upon its master's lap." + +Every one laughed, except Susie. + +"Well, I'm not a donkey," she said, "and I'm not a lap-dog; and, besides, +you want to yourself." + +"No, I don't," said Tom stoutly. "I hate to sit on any one's lap; if you +are so anxious you can sit on nurse's." + +Susie's eyes threatened to overflow. + +"Oh, don't cry, Susie," said her mother, in alarm, "or I shall have to +put up my umbrella. Go and build a castle with Tom, and take Amy. I trust +her to you. Nurse and I must get the babies home." + +Susie always rose to any demand made upon her, and was proud of being +trusted. She gathered Dick's shells and seaweed and glittering stones +skilfully into his pail, and was really helpful in rolling up the rugs +and cushions. She was so pleased to see his rather thin, unsteady legs +gathering strength as they wobbled slowly over the sand. When she put her +arm round him, she was proud to feel that he really needed support. At +the foot of the wooden steps leading up the cliff his mother took him +in her arms. She was looking tired and pale, but she smiled very sweetly +at Susie. + +"My kind little daughter," she said; and Susie beamed. + +When she got back to Tom and Amy she found that they were not alone: two +other children, a boy and a girl, with bare feet and tucked-up skirts, +were standing talking to them. + +The boy had black eyes and black hair, and the girl was the image of him; +her long, thin legs were like pipe stems, and she spoke in a loud, +domineering voice. + +"We have watched you all the week," she said, "and we made up our minds +to know you. We thought we had better wait until your mother and nurse +were out of sight, in case they forbid us to come. Us two are twins." + +"Oh, they wouldn't forbid you," said Amy, with hasty politeness. + +The boy smiled in a superior way. "They _might_" he said. "Nurses +generally do. We are not particularly good, and nurses are so +narrow-minded." + +"We are reckless," said the girl. "Our names are Dot and Dash." + +"They're pretty good names," said Tom. + +"They fit us," said the twins in a breath. + +"Both of we were taken out of church last Sunday," said Dot, in an +explanatory way and with an air of pride. "When the clergyman came from +inside the railings, Dash forgot he was in church, and he jumped up and +said quite loud, 'Shut the gate.'" + +"Whatever for?" said Tom. + +"You see," said Dash, with his air of modest pride, "I always spend the +time thinking how many sheep I could pen into the pews, and how many cows +I could get behind the railings. I think it could be seventeen _with a +squash_, but of course, if you left the gate open, the cows would get +into the sheep pens; so, when I saw him go out and leave the bar up, I +felt I must run and shut it, and I spoke out loud. I didn't really mean +to, but father marched us out of church, and he wouldn't let me explain." + +"I suppose you oughtn't to have been thinking of cows and sheep in +church," said Amy, in her surprised little voice. + +"Shut up, Miss Prig," said Dash; and Amy was obediently silent. + +"Shall we play together?" said the twins, with one voice. + +"It would be jolly," said Tom.--"Wouldn't it, Susie?" + +"Well, you mustn't tell your people," they said, "but every morning after +your babies go in we might have a jolly game." + +"Mother wouldn't mind, would she, Susie?" said Amy. + +"We don't want your opinion," said Tom loftily. + +Amy blushed till the tears came. "Would she?" she repeated desperately. + +"There's no harm in playing," said Susie. + +All her good resolutions were slipping away, and her voice grew excited. +Susie was always so carried away by the spirit of adventure, and she +forgot so easily. These sands, and the silver sea full of monsters! The +black rocks and seaweed--no nurse to bother about wet stockings--no +babies who needed a good example! Susie's spirits rose. + +"There wouldn't be any harm," she cried eagerly, "and we might have some +jolly games. We only wouldn't tell mother, because it might worry her." + +"Mother can walk on the rocks," cried Amy eagerly. + +"I don't believe it," said Dash. "I don't believe an old woman like that +can walk a bit--not like we can." + +"Not as fast as us," said Susie.--"Don't be tiresome, Amy; it isn't +mother who is tiresome--it's nurse." + +"Well, we'll meet to-morrow," said the twins, speaking together, as they +generally did, at the top of rather squeaky voices. + +They pulled Susie to one side. + +"Don't tell the other one," they said, in hoarse whispers; "she'd go and +tell." + +"She's very young," said Susie, in quick apology, as she ran off. + +"Both of we has pails," shouted the twins after her, "and we can bring +cake." + +"We are not allowed curranty cake," said Susie reluctantly. + +"Bosh," said the twins. "Who's to know? We come of a very gouty family, +and _we_ may eat curranty cake." + +"I dare say a little piece wouldn't matter," said Susie. + +"O Susie," said Amy, as she plodded breathlessly over the sand to the +steps, "she called mother an old woman!" + +"Well?" said Susie. + +"She is the most young and the most beautiful lady I have ever seen," +said Amy, with flushed cheeks. + +"Yes, of course," said Susie. + +"They seemed rather rude," said Amy. + +"It isn't being rude, it's being _reckless_. Didn't you hear them say +so?" + +"Aren't they the same, Susie?" + +"Not at all," said Susie, with her nose in the air. "It's _older_ to be +reckless; it's much easier to be rude. But you mustn't tell, Amy." + +"O Susie, I'll try not," said Amy; "but when mother asks me I don't know +what to do." + +"Well, you can hold your tongue," said Susie sharply. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +Susie felt a little excited next morning when she remembered the twins, +and all the time she was digging moats and piling up sand castles she had +one eye fixed on the active figures of her new friends, who, with bare +legs and shrill voices, attracted a good deal of attention. Once she +tried timidly to "draw" nurse on the subject, but nurse was not +responsive. + +"Those are rather splendid children," she said wistfully. + +"Where?" said nurse, lifting a calculating eye from the heel of the +stocking she was knitting, and looking vaguely round the horizon. + +"There--on the rock," said Susie eagerly. "Tom and I want to go on the +rocks so much, and those children could help us; they are so very--so +very _reckless_." + +"So very rude," said nurse dispassionately. + +The very words Amy had used. The angry blood flew into Susie's face. + +"I don't know what you mean by rude," she said obstinately. "It's very +dull sitting here and making castles with babies; and Tom and I want to +go on the rocks." + +"Well, your mamma will take you some day, when she feels better," said +nurse. "She's had a wearing time since she came. No doubt it's a trial to +see other children, with no decent nurse to look after them, running wild +and shouting like wild Indians; but I have my duty to you and your mamma, +and you must just bear it as best you can. You should take example by +Miss Amy and be contented, and be glad to think you have Master Dick back +with you again." + +"Mother always makes a fuss about Dick," said Susie. + +"Well," said nurse, rising with difficulty and shaking the sand from her +dress, "I'm going to take the little ones in, Miss Amy and all. She can +play with Master Dick whilst I get baby to sleep. Perhaps you will help +me, Miss Susie?" + +Of course Susie would help; her face lightened at the thought! All the +jealous lines disappeared as if by magic. Alick's little hands felt like +rose leaves on her face. She forgot the twins, forgot to be cross, as she +folded her arms tightly round him. She had half a mind to go in with them +and have a nice nursery game; but when she hesitated and looked back, she +saw Tom waving impatiently, and it was difficult to say no. + +She handed Alick to nurse, and stood staring after him as he leant his +round red face over her shoulder and waved his chubby hands. When they +all disappeared on to the parade at the top of the cliff she turned and +flew over the sands. + +"Take off your shoes and stockings," shouted the twins; "us both always +do." And Susie, without a thought, unlaced her boots, and flung them +hither and thither, never stopping to look behind her or to be sure that +they were safe. The water was quite warm and the sea was sapphire blue. +It was a very low tide, and the rocks stretched away to a long, low +island, crowned with grass, where a few nimble goats perched on unlikely +crags. From rock to rock flew Susie's active feet, but Dot was always +ahead; and so, slipping, splashing, torn by the rocks, drenched with the +warm spray, Susie revelled in a long hour of liberty. She was wild with +excitement, eager to come again, full of reckless promises. + +"We'll go as far as the island another day," said Dot, "but we have to +choose a low tide. Aren't you glad now that you didn't go home and play +like a baby?" + +Susie was hastily rubbing the sand out of her toes and hunting for her +stockings. Her feet were very cold, and her fingers seemed thumbs. She +did not answer Dot. She did not feel quite sure what to say; things +always looked so different before and after, and what nurse had said +about a _wearing time_ stuck in her mind. + +"Well, aren't you?" said Dot impatiently. + +"No," said Susie bluntly. + +She stopped to lace Tom's boots, and then looked up with a face that had +grown suddenly red. + +"I can't help it," she said desperately, "but I never _am_ glad +afterwards." + +She went on lacing laboriously, whilst Tom lay on his face kicking and +plunging about. Dot looked at her curiously. + +"But you wanted to come on the rocks?" she said. + +"Oh yes," said Susie. "I shall always want to come, but I shall be sorry +afterwards. I think I ought to warn you because I am like that. I can't +help it. It is silly of nurse," she went on, as she tied the lace in a +draggled knot. "Why shouldn't we play with you? I feel _perfectly +certain_--" She seemed to remember using those words before on an +unfortunate occasion, so she hastily changed them. "I am _quite sure_ +that you are a very good companion. Me and Tom couldn't learn any +harm from you." + +She was persuading herself, not the twins, but it was a twin who +answered. + +"We can have lots of fun," said Dot, "and no one will know. The first +chance we will cut over the rocks to the town and buy some sweets." + +"Generally I have to look after the little ones," said Susie. + +"Well, no one would eat them if they stayed here alone till you came +back, would they, stupid?" + +"No," said Susie, rather shortly. + +She was not quite sure that she liked being called "stupid." + + * * * * * + +"I can't think how all this sand has got into your stockings," said +nurse. "I should hope you didn't paddle after I left you, against my +orders!" + +There was silence, and in another moment Susie would have told the truth, +but before the words came faltering out nurse spoke again. + +"But there! I can trust you, with all your troublesome ways," she said. + +And this time Susie _could not_ speak. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +As time went on it grew so perilously easy to be deceitful! No one +thought of doubting them--no one thought of asking what they did when +they were left alone. + +Day after day, as nurse's toiling figure disappeared up the wooden steps +on to the cliff, Dash and Dot burst round the corner of the rocks, and +almost without a word spoken, Susie's shoes and stockings were flung to +the winds, and she was scampering at headlong speed from pool to pool, +with Tom at her heels--like a wild creature, and in a condition that +would have fairly horrified poor nurse, who held that all well-conducted +young ladies, like the Queen of Spain, should have no visible legs! + +Really, in her heart, Susie did not like the twins so very much. They +were wild and unkempt, and very boisterous; their twinkling black eyes +radiated mischief, but it was the sort of mischief that bewildered Susie +and rather frightened her. Nurse puzzled over her mangled stockings and +the hideous rents in her skirts, and Mrs. Beauchamp's patient fingers +grew stiff with darning; but whilst Susie flew about the rocks, careless +and dishevelled, she always forgot how sorry she was going to be +afterwards, and how uncomfortable her conscience was at night. + +"I really won't go again," she said to herself time after time; and yet +the first sight of the twins splashing round the rocks scattered all her +good resolutions to the winds. + +"I am glad I can trust you," her mother often said. "You are a comfort to +me." + +"Troublesome comforts I should call them," nurse said; and, like many of +nurse's wise sayings, it was remembered by Susie, and left a little sting +in her memory. + +This afternoon she came to the beach quite resolved to withstand +temptation, and to play demurely with the little ones. It had rained all +morning, and now Tom had gone to the town with his mother to buy some new +sand-shoes. For some time Susie was perfectly happy building castles of +sand and letting the rising tide flow into her moat. Nurse was indulgent +enough to waste a few of her valuable minutes in making a scarlet flag +and mounting it on a wooden knitting-pin, whilst Dick and Amy busily +ornamented its base with fan shells. Dick was the king, with Alick for +his knight--rather a top-heavy knight, with wayward legs--and Susie and +Amy were the besieging army, fighting with desperate courage as long as +they had breath. + +Susie flung herself panting on the sand. "Isn't it funny, nurse," she +said, "that all the bad men were good kings, and all the good men had to +be beheaded?" + +"I don't know much about any king, Miss Susie," said nurse, "except King +Henry the Eighth, and _his_ beheading was on the other side. He was a bad +man if you like, and I never had any patience with him." + +"Oh, I forgot him," said Susie; "and I wouldn't say that King Edward was +a bad man exactly, though he is a good king; but he isn't what you would +call _prime_, is he?" + +"Oh no, my dear, not prime," said nurse. + +"And Charles the Second wasn't prime either," said Susie. + +"I don't know about him, my dear," said nurse. "But to go back to King +Henry. I always felt very much for poor Annie Bullen. A monster of +iniquity I call him, dressed up in his ermine and fallals, and not a +policeman or a judge daring to say him nay." + +"How nice it is that common gentlemen don't behave like kings!" said Amy. +"If I was a queen, I would throw my crown away when it was time for my +beheadal." + +"No, you'd cry," said Dick solemnly. + +"_I_ wouldn't," said Susie. "I'd march proudly out with my lovely hair +floating in the wind, and my swannish neck rising out of a black velvet +dress, and I'd stand on the block and say, 'I _will_ my limbs--that means +my legs and arms--to the four quarters of the country, and my heart to +the tyrant who broke it.'" + +"Much he'd want it," said Tom disdainfully. + +But Susie stood declaiming on the sand-hill, inspired by her own +eloquence, and gazed at with admiration by Amy for a courage she could +not match. + +"O Susie, how brave you are!" she said. "They'd have to kill you to get +at it; you couldn't get at your heart till you were dead. I don't believe +I could ever be as brave as that. I know I should cry." + +"It's called _weep_, my dear," said nurse, "when it's done by kings and +queens." + +"Well, I should weep," said Amy. "And I make my wills quite differently +to Susie. I made a will this morning when it rained. You know you said +you were going to give me a paint-box on my birthday, nursie! Well, if I +live till my birthday, I'm going to leave it back to you in my will." + +"You needn't trouble, Miss Amy," said nurse, "because if you don't live +till your birthday I can keep it." + +"But that wouldn't be my _will_," said Amy, puzzled. + +"But it would be your wish, my dear, which comes to the same thing." + +"Well, mine would be my will, but it wouldn't be my wish," said Susie. +"It would be history, and things in history are never so bad as things +that happen to yourself." + +"But it _would_ happen to yourself if it was _your_ legs and arms you +gave away," said Amy. + +"And I dare say it was just as bad to have your head cut off a hundred +years ago as it would be to-day," said nurse--"I mean for the people +themselves." + +"Do you think," said Susie, "that the Jews and people who had their teeth +pulled out by the king for fun felt it just as much as we do when we go +to the dentist?" + +"_For fun!_" said Dick, in a horrified voice. + +"Did they have gas?" said Amy. + +"Gas!" said Susie, with a superior smile. "How silly you are, Amy! They +had no gas then--only candles, or perhaps lamps. And I don't see how they +could pull out teeth with lamps; do you?" + +"No," said Amy, in a small, mortified voice. + +"I daresay," nurse went on, as if there had been no interruption, "that +it would have been easier for Miss Susie to have been brave in a history +book than if the trial came to her here." + +"I don't see why," argued Susie. + +"Well, we are made so," said nurse. "Other people's trials are a deal +easier to bear than our own. Now you've been good children to-day, and +I'll make a surprise for tea as a reward. I'm going to leave you Master +Dick for an hour, Miss Susie; and you'll look after him well, and when I +wave you'll bring him in. Don't sit down any longer, but have a bit of +play on the sand; it's getting chilly, and it looks like more rain." + +"All right," said Susie. + +She was filled with light-hearted joy, and nurse's praise warmed her +heart; nurse so seldom praised her. She helped Alick's wilful legs to the +foot of the steps and watched him out of sight. + +"I am so very glad I have made up my mind to be good," she said to +herself; "it is _perfectly easy_ if you make up your mind. I wish the +twins would come and want me to leave Dick, or go on the rocks, or do +something naughty. I would just stand here and look at them with my large +innocent eyes and my gentle smile, and I would say, '_Never_, twins! +Nurse has trusted him to me, and I have turned over a new leaf. I would +not touch the rocks with my bare feet, not for a king's ransom.'" + +"Susie," cried Dick. + +"Yes," said Susie impatiently. + +"Come here, Susie," he said again--"quick, I'm so wet!" + +"Oh, bother," said Susie. + +She turned slowly, still inspired by her own eloquence; and there, +straight before her, as if they had walked out of the sunset, stood the +twins, with black hair waving, and bare, wet legs. + +"Come on!" they shouted breathlessly. "It's a perfectly heavenly +afternoon for the rocks, but it's awfully late; you've kept us waiting an +hour whilst your nurse simply _clacked_." + +"All right," said Susie. + +It was really all wrong, but she had forgotten her promises, her +resolutions, her boasted courage. At the first demand of the enemy she +laid down her weapons and surrendered the fort, and in another moment +she too was flying bare-footed over the rocks, with Dick stumbling +laboriously after her. + +"Susie"--his shrill, faint voice pursued her--"Susie, my shoes is wet; +come back!" + +"Come on," cried Susie. + +"My feet is tired. Susie, _it's Dick_." + +But Susie was far ahead. + +"Susie!" he called again. + +Wet and miserable, he sat stolidly down upon a rock. + +"If Susie leaves me I shall _weep_," he said out loud. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +It was growing dusk, and the line of gold upon the sea had merged into +the gray twilight around. A drizzling rain fell like a veil between Susie +and the shore, and suddenly she remembered that for some time she had not +heard Dick's pleading voice. Instantly all the excitement and pleasure of +the stolen hour fell away from her, and with a frightened pang at her +heart she began a frantic search over the slippery rocks, flying in +heedless haste and shouting as she ran. + +Her terror and tears impressed even the twins, though they were a little +inclined to mock. They too rushed and splashed from rock to rock, making +difficult and dangerous leaps that only bare toes made possible. The +pools between the rocks were full of water, and there was no yellow +reflection now from the wind-tossed sky. Susie felt despairing; but +suddenly, almost at her feet, she heard Dick's uncomplaining little +voice, "It's _me_, Susie. I knew you would come back; I am so glad. My +toe has got hurt, and I have sitted here till all my clothes has got +wet." + +"How tiresome he is!" said Dot impatiently. "What a tiresome, silly +little boy! That's always the way with babies; they spoil all your fun." + +"I'm not a baby," said Dick defiantly. + +"Well, you're very like one. Every one will know now, and a jolly row +you've got us into." + +"I'll tell you what," said Dash, in a hissing whisper into Susie's ear. +"Let's run back to the shore, and then they'll think he went alone." + +"Come on, Susie, or we shall be drenched," said Dot. "When once we've got +on our shoes and stockings we can easily rush out and rescue him. Look at +the white horses, and the waves against the island. We are really a good +way out, but we could rescue him in two minutes, and your mother would be +_grateful_ to us." + +But Susie was not listening. The twins' suggestions beat on her brain, +and found no entrance. All the best of Susie--the real, comfortable +Susie--brimming over with a love that was almost motherly, was in the +kind, quivering face she bent over Dick as he held out his tired arms. + +In a minute she was down beside him, stroking and folding him close, till +his sobbing breaths were stifled on her shoulder. + +"Oh, do come on, Susie!" said the twins; "we can't stay another minute. +If you won't leave him you'll be caught, and you will never be allowed to +play with us again." + +Susie looked up, bewildered, into the twins' anxious faces. What did it +matter if she were caught, or blamed, or punished? The idea of leaving +Dick, even to make a sensational rescue, never entered her head for a +minute. _Leave him_, frightened and alone, out on the dark rocks! As she +had herself said, such a little while ago, "not for a king's ransom." She +only wanted the twins to go and leave her in peace, and so she told them +with that plainness of speech which to Susie seemed to suit the occasion. +"Please, please go," she said. "I can carry him quite well after he has +rested a little bit." + +"You will be found out," said the twins warningly. + +"Oh, it doesn't matter," said Susie. + +"It seemed to matter a good deal a little while ago," said Dot +resentfully. + +"Nothing matters now," said Susie, "except to get Dick home." + +"Well, you can't rest long," said Dash, "because the tide's coming in." + +Susie looked vaguely at the island behind her, with the waves splashing +against its sides, and then at the glistening rocks that made rough +stepping-stones to land. She had no idea about the tides; she only knew +that on some days the rocks showed more above the water than on others, +but there were always rocks. She shook her head impatiently. + +"I know all about the tide," she said. "I am perfectly certain I can get +home all right." + +"Oh, you're always perfectly certain," said Dot. + +"So I am," said Susie. + +"Well, good-night," said Dash. "Don't fiddle about too long with Dick, +that's all." + +"Good-night," said Susie cheerfully. + +She saw the two active figures leaping away into the twilight, splashing +from rock to rock, till they became gray and indistinct like moving +shadows. She felt suddenly chilled and lonely, and the silence and gloom +enveloped them--a forlorn little group in the midst of the growing dark. + +"Dickie," said Susie presently, "we must start back before it gets any +darker. I think it's going to pour. If I put my arm round you, do you +think you can walk?" + +"Why, the water would go over my head," said Dick. + +He pushed out a fat leg and let it dangle against the rock; already the +white spray was splashing over it. Susie stared at it incredulously. When +the twins left, it had been a shallow pool, and they had waded through +it. + +"Oh, hurry up, Dick!" she said, in a sudden panic. "Mother will be +frightened." + +"It's fun, though," said Dick. + +Fun! The word did not seem at all the right word to Susie, but she said +nothing. She knew now in a flash what the twins meant by the rising tide, +but all she saw was her mother's face with the fear on it. + +But Susie had not been the eldest of the little family for so many +years for nothing. She knew that, whatever happened, Dick must not get +bronchitis, and she put her own fear bravely on one side to think of him. + +First she slipped over the rock, and found that it reached her waist, and +that every wave made it more difficult to stand. With Dick on her back it +would be impossible; and the long links of the chain of rocks stretched +such a weary way with those shining pools between. The wind roared +against the island, and the spray dashed up it; but Susie remembered the +grass and the goats, and a gleam of hope sprang up within her. + +"O Dick, we are close to the island," she said. "I had quite forgotten. +We must clamber over the rocks and get there; and, Dickie darling, even +if your foot hurts, you will be brave." + +"I will be brave, Susie," said Dick. + +The rocks were slippery, and the seaweed popped under their feet like +little guns; but jumping, slipping, clinging together, they reached the +foot of the island, and then began the difficult scramble upwards. Dick +hung heavily on to Susie's skirt, and his little feet were torn and +bruised. But Susie's courage was the courage of hope, not of despair. She +lifted him over difficult places, and clung to edges of the cliff where +it seemed as if even the seagulls had not room to stand. Once she found a +narrow track, but she lost it again in the darkness, and still she felt +the splash of the waves and heard the startled birds crying overhead. +Never, never had Susie been so tired; but those pursuing waves chased her +up, and by-and-by she felt dry crags under her feet, and then welcome +grass--wet with rain, not sea. + +Drawing long, sobbing breaths, Susie sank down and drew Dickie into her +arms. In the far, far distance little lights were twinkling in the town, +and Susie's heart gave a passionate leap; it wanted to annihilate time +and space, and carry her home. + +"Mother, mother, mother!" she cried under her breath. + +Dick was wet and tired, but he was too excited to lie still. He lay in +the hollow of Susie's lap, with his wet feet curled up into her skirt, +and his round eyes shining. + +"We can't be drowned now, Susie," he said, smiling. + +Susie had to make quite an effort before her stiff lips would speak. + +"No, Dickie, we are quite safe," she said; "but the ledge is so narrow +you must not fidget about. I am going to make you a dear little bed like +a bird's nest." + +"I don't want to stay here all night," he said. + +"But there are goats here." + +"I don't want there to be goats," he said again. + +"I only mean," said Susie, "that if God can take care of the goats, He +can take care of us too." + +"I would rather," said Dickie, after a pause, "that He would put us back +into our cribs." + +"Perhaps He will," said Susie; "but you must sit quite still, and let me +creep down and try if there is any other way to get to shore." + +"No, Susie, you mustn't go," said Dick, whimpering. "I won't cry if you +are here, but if you go I shall--I shall _weep_," he said. + +"O darling Dick, don't," said Susie imploringly. "Perhaps mother will +come to the shore and see us, or perhaps the twins will tell her, or +perhaps the fishermen will bring a boat." + +"I shall _weep_," repeated Dick firmly. After that he did not speak +again, but he put his two chubby arms so tightly round her neck that he +nearly choked her. "I won't _let_ you go," he said sleepily. + +Susie felt in despair. "I must go, Dick. I don't see what else I can do." + +"You said yourself"--Dick's voice was sleepier, and he nestled +closer--"you said yourself that God would take care of us and the goats." + +Dick was so determined that Susie was afraid to try to get away. She was +sure that he would insist on coming too, and that she would never be able +to do that terrible scramble again. Susie's active brain flashed from +point to point in a moment of time, and it seemed to her that there was, +after all, nothing particular to be gained by going down on to the rocks. +No one could see her through the mist and darkness, and her feeble voice +would never be heard through the wind. Dick was almost asleep, and the +ledge was sheltered. _If_ she could get him to sleep! She rolled him out +of her arms, keeping her arm as a pillow under his head. Then with her +free hand she unfastened her serge skirt and tucked it round him. When +he coughed, she slipped off her flannel petticoat and wrapped it round +his head and throat, and almost before he had shut his eyes she heard +his even breathing. + +"O darling Dick!" said Susie, under her breath. + +She crept as near to him as she could, sheltering him in the crevice of +the cliff. Her one flimsy petticoat was soaked, and her legs felt like +ice; but those little choking snores filled her with a joy almost too +great for words. + +The rain beat in her face and flicked her wet hair against it like the +lash of a whip; but Susie felt nothing except the warm comfort of the +little body behind her, saw nothing but the gleaming row of lights that +marked the Parade. All her heart moved in one passionate cry, "If mother +will only forgive me!" And then she realized, with a glow of happiness, +that she had never really doubted it; that she had known quite well all +the time that there would be no need for tears or protestations--mother +would understand. + +The stars came out and the leaping waves seemed to fall asleep, whilst +Susie, with wide-awake eyes, settled herself for the interminable night. +But nature is very kind to the remorseful sinner as well as to the happy +and the innocent, and presently her head fell back against Dick's +comfortable, cosy shoulder, and she too fell into a dreamless sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Meanwhile Tom and Mrs. Beauchamp had bought the sand-shoes and various +other little necessaries, had had tea in an Oriental coffee shop, and, as +the climax of a delightful afternoon, were coming home on the top of a +tram--a leisurely proceeding that gave plenty of time for enjoyment. The +weather had clouded over early in the afternoon, but they were halfway +home before a fine rain began to fall and to blot out the shimmering sea. +Just at sunset it cleared up for a little while, and a long path of gold +stretched straight away to the horizon, showing the rocks and the island +silhouetted very clear and black against a pale yellow sky. + +"Mother," said Tom suddenly, "do the goats ever come down to drink?" + +"What goats?" + +"The goats on the island?" + +"And do they drink what?" + +"The sea." + +"Oh dear no, Tom; they would not drink the sea-water--it is much too +salt. I expect they stay on the island all the summer and come home in +winter. I know their masters go and look after them at low tide." + +"Well, is it low tide now?" persisted Tom. + +Mrs. Beauchamp peered into the dusk. + +"No; it is nearly high, I think. There is very little of the rocks to be +seen." + +"Well, there is something scrambling about on the island, quite low down, +and it looks just like goats." + +"Sea-birds, Tom?" + +"They don't _scramble_," said Tom. + +"Well, fishermen perhaps. Show me where you see them." + +But the black dots had disappeared. The fine drizzling rain had come on +again, and the island was misty; heavy clouds were banked on the horizon, +and it had grown suddenly cold and dark. + +"Come inside, Tom," said Mrs. Beauchamp; "hold on to the rail and don't +tumble off. Isn't it pleasant to think of the warm, cosy nursery and +supper?" + +"Is it supper-time?" asked Tom, amazed. + +"Well, it is past six, and we are a good way from home yet. I hope all +the family were safe under shelter before the rain came on. Do you see +the white horses dashing up the sides of the island? It looks very cold, +doesn't it?" + +"I'm glad I'm not a goat," said Tom. + +"So am I! See, there are the Parade lights. Get all the parcels together, +and be ready to jump off when we stop." + +A shopping expedition alone with mother was always a great treat. There +was so much to tell afterwards--so many parcels to open and examine. Tom +scampered up the Parade in advance of Mrs. Beauchamp's soberer footsteps, +so it was he who first caught sight of nurse's face when the door was +opened to his clamorous knock. + +"Go up to the nursery, Master Tom," she said. + +Tom dashed on merrily, and a minute later he heard his mother's voice in +the hall, with a quick note of anxiety in it. + +"What is it, nurse?" + +"It's Miss Susie," said nurse, "and Master Dick." + +Tom hung over the banisters to hear more. + +"I left them out on the beach for a bit, whilst I came in to make the +tea; and they had my orders to come when I signalled, but they never took +no notice. So I ran down to the beach, and there wasn't a sign of them; +and there was nothing more that I could do till you came home." + +"How long ago?" asked Mrs. Beauchamp. + +All of a sudden the tired look had come back to her face. She was +anxious, but she was not frightened. + +"It was about five I called to them, and it's past six now." + +"Have you any idea where they are?" + +"Well, I've heard Miss Susie speak of the town and buying sweets; and +she's that audacious by times she might have dragged the poor child off +without stopping to think--and it's a long three miles, and a regular +downpour coming on." + +Simultaneously both mother and nurse turned back to the pavement and +looked critically at the sky and the sea. There was very little to be +seen but scurrying clouds and one or two misty stars, but the boom of the +waves on the shore was loud and importunate. Without a word they came in +and shut the door. + +"I don't think they _can_ be on the beach," said their mother, as +cheerfully as she could, "but it is like looking for a needle in a +haystack. I will go and speak to the policeman and the fishermen." + +She spoke wearily, and the anxious line deepened between her eyes, as she +stood irresolutely on the steps, looking into the darkness and feeling +the lashing of the fine rain against her face. A sickening wave of fear +rolled over her, but nurse could not tell it by her voice. + +"No doubt they started for the town--Susie is thoughtless. Open my +umbrella, please, nurse, and keep their supper hot." + +"I _do_ hope Master Dick don't get his nasty cough back," said nurse. + +"Oh, I don't think he will," said Mrs. Beauchamp. + +She ran down the steps, holding her umbrella firmly, and battling with +the gusts of wind that swept the Parade. The insistent thunder of the +waves sounded very dreary. + +She ran over to the sea wall and down the wooden steps on to the beach. +Two or three fishermen were sheltering close under the cliff; the wind +was so loud that she had to shout at them to be heard. + +"Have you been here long?" she said. + +"Yes, most of the day." A short black pipe was removed to allow of the +remark. + +"Have you seen some children playing about--a little girl in a red +jersey, a boy in a sailor suit?" + +The answer was very deliberate. A great many boys and girls had been +playing on the sands--there always were a "rack" of them--the rain came +and swamped them. He hadn't noticed no red jersey in particular. + +"Did you see any of them on the rocks?" + +No; but then they might have been, for he hadn't been looking that way. + +"But _some_ of you would have seen them," Mrs. Beauchamp urged. "If two +children had been scrambling on the rocks at sunset, some of you would +have noticed them?" + +"Maybe, maybe not." + +"Is it high tide?" she asked. + +"In another hour." And some one added out of the darkness, "Don't you be +feared, ma'am; children and chickens come home to roost." + +Mrs. Beauchamp thanked him gratefully and felt comforted. + +Again she wearily climbed the steps, and flew rather than walked down the +long Parade. The flickering gas lamps showed between patches of darkness, +the rain drizzled on, and she felt helpless and bewildered, not knowing +where to turn next. Wherever Dickie was, bronchitis must be dogging his +footsteps, and all the time she seemed to hear Susie's voice appealing to +her. Poor Susie! who always came back to her best friend--who was always +so sorry afterwards! + +She spoke to the policeman at the corner of the Parade, and he was very +determined. He would go to the police station and give notice, he said; +but there wasn't the least use in her wearing herself out by running on +into the town. He knew the young lady from No. 17 quite well by sight--a +very sensible young lady!--and he was as certain as that he stood there +that she had not passed him since five o'clock. She was on the beach then +with the little boy and some other young ladies and gentlemen; he had +seen them himself. They were playing and shouting, and having a fine +time. No, he was quite certain he wasn't making a mistake; he knew her by +her face, and her brown plaits, and her scarlet jersey. She certainly was +playing with other children. + +Mrs. Beauchamp tried to push aside the urgent fear that was knocking at +her heart. If even the policeman had confidence in Susie, should her +mother be behindhand? She told the policeman, for his information and her +own comfort, that she was only frightened because the little boy had been +ill, and it was such a cold, wet night, but at the same time she thought +she would walk round to the town by the beach. "And you will go to the +police station? Some one may have seen them. I cannot feel satisfied +doing nothing." + +"If you take my advice, lady," said the policeman, "you should go home +first. Perhaps they'll have got back, or perhaps the other young lady +could give you an idea. Children know a good deal of each other's ways." + +The advice was sensible and practical, and Mrs. Beauchamp was relieved at +any definite suggestion. Amy might possibly know something about the +others which she had not confided to nurse. She caught at the hope, and +fought her way back before the wind, up the long, wet Parade, until she +stood, drenched and breathless, at the door. + +Nurse opened it almost on her knock, and peered anxiously behind her into +the dark, but Mrs. Beauchamp shook her head. + +"No, I have done nothing," she said, in a strained voice. "I can't think +what to do--no one has seen them, nurse." + +Her voice trembled a little, but she tried to smile. She would not break +down. + +"I want to speak to Amy, nurse, and Master Tom; but Amy is less +excitable. Send them to me on the stairs here; we must not wake baby." + +"I've questioned them," said nurse, "but they don't seem to know +anything. They'll be ready enough to tell if they do; they are very +upset." + +Mrs. Beauchamp sat upon the lowest stair, with her anxious eyes fixed on +the nursery door. They were curiously like Susie's eyes, but with a +sweeter expression. They were smiling still, but it was such a sad smile +that after one look Amy flew helter-skelter downstairs and flung herself +into the welcoming arms. + +"Amy," said her mother gently, "don't cry now; I haven't time. I am +anxious about Dickie's bronchitis"--it was curious how she clung to the +belief that it was only the bronchitis that troubled her--"it is so rainy +and cold! Do you know where Susie has gone?" + +"No, mother," said Amy. She knelt upon the stair with her pale little +face pressed against her mother's cheek. + +"Think, Amy," Mrs. Beauchamp urged. + +"I have thoughted and thoughted," said Amy, "and I can only remember that +once, a long time ago, the twins said--" + +"What twins?" + +"Oh, I forgot you didn't know. They are twins, and they are friends of +Susie's. They are very reckless on the rocks, and sometimes Susie went +too." + +"But when, Amy?" + +"I don't know," said Amy, with literal truthfulness. "They didn't tell +me; they said I was a baby." Amy's eyes filled. "I wish Susie could be +found," she said. + +"But you are helping me to find her," said her mother. "Now I have +something to go on.--Did you know, Tom? Have you ever been on the rocks +with the twins?" + +"They told me not to tell," said Tom sturdily. + +"But, Tom, that does not matter; it is right to break such a promise." + +"If you break your promise you go to hell," said Tom. + +"No, no, Tom--not when it is a matter--a matter of life and death. Do you +think they went on the rocks to-night?" + +"I will tell you if you want me to," said Tom, "but Susie will be angry. +I don't know if she went to-day; so there!" + +"Did you ever go?" + +"Heaps and heaps of times," said Tom. + +"And who are the twins?" + +"I don't know." + +"But their _name_, Tom?" she urged. + +"I truly don't know, mummy." + +"O Tom!" + +Tom too had broken down, and his arms were round her neck. + +"O mother, Susie didn't mean to go. She often and often didn't want to. +Don't be angry with Susie. Nurse often said, 'I can't think where you get +your stockings in such a mess.' But the twins asked Susie, and she went; +often and often she didn't want to--" + +"Poor Susie," said Mrs. Beauchamp. + +"And you needn't think she's drowned," said Tom, "because Susie knows +quite well how to walk on seaweed. She wouldn't be such a silly as to be +drowned." + +Tom's testimony and the policeman's! She alone--Susie's mother--had been +faithless and unbelieving. She began to regain her confidence in Susie. +She got up a minute later with a more hopeful smile. As she shook out her +wet umbrella she stooped to kiss Amy's eager face. + +"It is so much easier to find four people than two," she said, +"particularly when two of them are twins, and one wears a scarlet jersey. +Some one must have seen such a noisy crew, and there is less chance of +their having disappeared." + +"Susie isn't such a silly as all that," said Tom, with serene confidence. + +Mrs. Beauchamp's eyes shone, and when Tom opened the door she looked out, +over his head, into the deepening night. A few stars had struggled +through the clouds, and the moon shone fitfully above the island. It +looked very big and black and peaceful, and Mrs. Beauchamp paused for a +moment and looked back at it. + +"_If_," she said to herself, and then again "_if_" out loud. + +But whatever the disturbing thought might be, she would not give it +entrance. She fixed her mind resolutely on the twins and the red jersey, +and pinned her hopes on the police inspector. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +But it was extraordinarily difficult to find any clue to the missing +family, and the long, miserable hours passed, and brought Mrs. Beauchamp +no nearer to the twins. She trudged up and down the Parade, to the police +station, and down the steps to the beach, over and over again, with feet +so tired that they almost refused to carry her. + +The wet pavement reflected the flickering gas-lamps. One by one the +lights in the windows were put out, and late visitors hurried home. She +clung to the policeman's solid tramp with a lingering hope, but she was +growing desperate; and over everything was the fine rain, coming in gusts +from a cloudy sky, wetting her hair, her face, and soaking her skirts. It +was a miserable night, and the police inspector deeply sympathized with +her. He went along the town road and cross-examined the policeman. He +made inquiries and issued orders, and took upon himself to beg the pale, +tired lady to go home and wait and see what turned up. But Mrs. Beauchamp +felt that to sit at home doing nothing would be intolerable. She shook +her head and turned again on to the Parade, and with her went Susie's +light feet, so real, so active, that she almost saw the red jersey on a +level with her shoulder, and those brown, defiant eyes. For it was of +Susie that her mind was full--poor Susie, who had "often and often not +wanted to go," but who had gone. + +It was easier for little Dickie; all his life it would be easier for Dick +than for this eager, forgetful, repentant daughter, whose passionate +sorrow always came too late. + +Mrs. Beauchamp leaned over the railing at the top, and looked down on to +the sands, debating whether it was worth another effort. The group of +fishermen still stood close under the shelter of the cliff; their gruff +voices floated up to her, and gave her a feeling of companionship. She +ran down on to the beach, but when she stood in front of them she felt it +impossible to speak. One by one they rose awkwardly, and gazed at her in +an embarrassing silence, but making no suggestion, so that it was she +who spoke first. + +"I have not found them; I cannot trace them anyhow. Can none of you help +me?" + +Her sweet, impatient voice appealed to them rather hopelessly, and there +was no response. + +"I'm willing to do what I can," one of them said at last. "At daylight +I'll bring round my boat and go over the rocks. It's an ebb tide." + +"Oh no," she said, and shuddered. "I can't sit still till +daylight--indeed I cannot. It is only ten o'clock now." + +"It's a fair offer, lady," said the man. + +"But it is going to be a fine night," she pleaded. "The rain is over. If +I could find the twins of whom my children speak! Can you not help me? +You are at least men." + +"Why, ma'am"--it was a new voice that answered her--"if it's children you +want, I'll find them fast enough if they are on shore; it's only the sea +that keeps her own. A set of lubberly men that can't help a lady in +distress! That's not how the Royal Navy acts. And don't you cry, lady. +Lads and lasses don't get mislaid as easy as that; bad halfpennies come +back to their moorings. We'll knock at every door in the town before we +give up." + +He was an old man, but there was a very different note in his voice from +the flabby sympathy of the other men. He put out his pipe with a horny +thumb, and gave a rather contemptuous look round the lounging group of +longshoremen. "Royal Navy" was written all over him--in his keen eyes, +his upright carriage, and his kindly, respectful manner. At the +confidence in his voice Mrs. Beauchamp's wavering hope steadied, but she +suddenly felt the strain of the anxiety and fatigue. As she turned she +stumbled over something small and black that the ebb-tide had left in the +ridge of damp seaweed on the beach. She slipped and recovered herself, +for the old man's hand was on her arm. + +"Steady, ma'am," he said cheerfully; "it's only a bit of an old boot." + +"A bit of a boot!" The object swam before Mrs. Beauchamp's eyes, her +hands trembled. "It is a child's," she said, and there was anguish in her +voice. + +"Oh, well"--he picked it up and flung it on one side--"the sea don't give +up boots without the feet they held. Wherever the little girl is, ma'am, +she's gone without her boots. Carry on." + +The Royal Navy, as the senior service, went first, and Mrs. Beauchamp +stumbled after him; but there was new hope springing in her heart. His +sturdy common-sense had infected her. Was it she only who doubted +Susie--who had no confidence in her common-sense? The sea gives back +only what it takes, and it had given back only Susie's empty boot. + +Stumbling, dizzy, tired out, she still felt a divine peace at her heart +as she heard the comfortable, steady steps beside her, and saw the fine, +weather-beaten face, with its clear, keen eyes. + +"You see, ma'am," he said, "longshoremen are good lads enough for +sunshine and fair weather, but it's the Royal Navy you look to when it +comes to foul weather and storm. That's where I got my training, and it +stands by you. Maybe you'd like to rest a bit and let me go on? I'll +knock at every door in the place before I give in, and I'll bring them +children with me." + +"No, oh no," she said. Her voice was hoarse with fatigue, but was +undaunted. "I shall sail humbly in the wake of the Royal Navy. Only, +tell me what you mean to do." + +He stood for a moment under a lamp, and his keen eyes seemed to see +through her. "I propose to begin with the first street out of the +Parade," he said, "and so on, by sections. I'll go first where I'm known. +There can't be such a rack of twins in the town that they can't be +traced. Trust me, lady." + +"I _do_! I _do_!" she said; "but I feel frightened." + +"Where's your faith, ma'am?" he said, rather sternly. + +"I am sure I don't know," she said, with a faint smile. "It may be the +will--the will of--Providence--that the children should not come home." + +The old man stood still again, and raised his cap from a silvery head. + +"There's One above as won't let him go too far," he said. "We have our +orders, which is enough for me. Carry on." + +And really faith or fortune did seem to befriend Mrs. Beauchamp at last. +It was just after they had knocked at the second closed door, and had +received a very short negative to their inquiry, which the maidservant +evidently considered to be an ill-timed joke, that a door on the opposite +side of the road opened suddenly, and a great stream of light flashed +out. + +There were some confused farewells, a gathering up of skirts, and +laughter; and in a minute the Royal Navy was standing at the salute +before the master of the house. + +"The lady and I are looking for some twins, sir." + +Instead of the ready "No" they half expected, the man paused, and smiled +whimsically. + +"Well, what have the little beggars been doing now?" he said. + +Never had any words sounded quite so sweet to Mrs. Beauchamp. She too +came into the circle of light, and lifted her sweet, tired, beseeching +face. + +"My children were playing with the twins this evening," she said, "and +they have never come home. Of course they may not be _your_ twins; but we +hope--" + +"Come in, come in," he interrupted, holding the door hospitably open +until it had swallowed them all up. "Of course it is my twins. No one +else's twins are ever half so troublesome." + +And then he sent a great, jovial shout up the stairs,-- + +"Dot and Dash, you are wanted!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Instantly there were a scuffle in the upper passage and a rush of bare +feet to the top of the stairs. Mrs. Beauchamp, looking up, saw two slim +figures in white, and in another minute she was confronted by two pairs +of the very brightest and most daring black eyes she had ever seen. + +Without a moment's hesitation Dot hurled herself against the slight +figure in the hall, and began a confused, breathless, incoherent +statement. "I could not sleep. Neither of we have slept all night. Susie +said she knew about the tides; she said she was quite certain"--most +familiar words in Mrs. Beauchamp's ears--"that she would get home all +right. But Dick had hurt his foot, and we left her on the rocks, sitting +quite in a pool. And it has rained so ever since; and perhaps she is on +the rocks still, and it is pitchy dark, and both of we feel as if we +couldn't bear it." + +She paused for breath, but Mrs. Beauchamp's arms tightened round +her--always so ready to hold and comfort. + +"Thank you," she said, very quietly; "you are giving me great comfort. +They would not _stay_ on the rocks, would they?" + +"No, of course not." Dot spoke with comforting certainty. "They would +clamber on to the island if the tide was high; but it is so terrifying in +the dark. And it was our fault--Susie didn't want to come." + +"It was a pity," said Mrs. Beauchamp. + +Her eyes, over Dot's dishevelled head, flew to the doorway, and met those +other alert eyes that understood and answered their question. When did a +woman in distress ever appeal in vain to the Royal Navy? + +"I'll get my boat out, and be ready in a quarter of an hour," he said. +"You can meet me by the steps, lady, and you'd best bide in shelter as +long as you can." + +"Thank you. Can you?--is it possible? Those men said I must wait till +daylight." + +"Lubberly loafers," said the Royal Navy. "In the Service things are +ordered different." + +He opened the door and went out. Through the opening Mrs. Beauchamp +caught a glimpse of sailing clouds and starlight. + +Dot was pressing on her again. + +"Please forgive us if Susie gets home; it has been so miserable. I knew +Dash wasn't asleep because of his breathing. It has been dreadful for you +and for Susie, but it is worse for us." + +Her voice fell to a husky whisper; her great black eyes were full of +passionate entreaty; she shivered in her thin nightdress. + +"My poor, poor children"--there was nothing but the sweetest sympathy in +Mrs. Beauchamp's comforting touch--"I forgive you _now_--now while Susie +is out there and I am still waiting for her. I will let you know directly +we are back and they are safe. You must let me go now." + +Their father had disappeared, and Dash came hurrying downstairs in a +shamefaced, sidelong fashion to be comforted. He did not like being left +beyond the reach of consolation. But Mrs. Beauchamp disengaged the +clinging arms. + +"We will sit up till we know about them," Dot said, with tears. + +"No; you must go to bed and wait there," Mrs. Beauchamp said firmly. "I +know," she went on hurriedly, as there were signs of another storm, "that +it is far harder; but duties like that _are_ hard, and it is the only +thing you can do to help." + +"Very well," said Dot, with commendable meekness. + +"Very well," echoed Dash. + +"Here, get back to bed." The master of the house, booted and +mackintoshed, had come back into the hall, and the twins scampered up the +stairs at the unaccustomed sternness of his voice. He had a glass of wine +and some biscuits in his hand, and he spoke almost as severely to Mrs. +Beauchamp as he had done to the twins. "Of course I am going with you. I +have rugs and mackintoshes and some brandy. Can you suggest anything +else? No," as she returned the half-emptied glass; "drink _all_ the wine. +I _insist_ on it." + +Mrs. Beauchamp obeyed mechanically. She seemed to feel new life, a sense +of protection, an atmosphere of help; there was some one else to command +and to decide. + +The last sight she saw as she went out into the night was Dot's fuzzy +head leaning over the banisters at a dangerous angle. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +Outside the rain had lessened, and the stars shone more securely. Without +a word she hurried down the cross street and on to the Parade by her +companion's side, but her feet no longer lagged. Hope had sprung anew in +her heart, and as they turned the corner she looked up at him smiling. + +"I only know you as 'the father of the twins,'" she said, "and it is a +long address." + +"My name is Amherst." Then a moment later, as they picked their way +across the muddy road to the top of the steps, "I have been trying all +this time to find a reason, and I can only frame an excuse--_they have no +mother_!" + +"Oh, poor twins!" she said. + +The tide was distinctly lower, and the wind had died down. The long waves +rolled in with almost oily smoothness, and showed no ridge of foam when +they broke upon the beach. Patches of seaweed caught and reflected the +moonlight. + +The old sailor was baling out the boat, and half a dozen hands held her +to the shore. An air of excitement pervaded every one, and one or two men +offered their services rather sheepishly; but the Royal Navy did not need +assistance. + +He settled Mrs. Beauchamp in the bow, with the rugs for a cushion; then +he pushed off with his oar, and in another minute they were gliding out +from under the shadow of the cliff, making straight for the island in +front of them. + +Mr. Amherst had taken the other oar, and was rowing bow. On their left +little crests of half-submerged rocks showed black against the sea, and +on the far horizon the false dawn made a silver line between sky and sea. + +Mrs. Beauchamp held the lines mechanically and leant forward, straining +her eyes to steer for a possible landing-place; but the beating of her +heart had quieted down, and she had a curious feeling that she was +drifting, drifting, in this solemn silence, out of a region of torturing +fear into the peaceful harbour of a dream. + +The twist of the oars in the rowlocks, the rhythmical dip, and the ripple +of water against the boat were restful in their monotony. She felt her +eyes closing as something slipped through her fingers--Susie's boot, with +its long damp laces! She looked at her lap in horror, and tried to push +the dreadful object away; but there was nothing there, excepting the wet +lines that had fallen from her fingers. Some one put out a rough, kind +hand to steady her, and she straightened herself with a start, meeting +the old sailor's keen eyes. + +"Carry on, ma'am, carry on." Then, a moment later, "Way enough!" + +In a minute Mr. Amherst had caught at the crags and drawn the boat +alongside, and Ben had sent his voice pealing up against the cliff in a +volume of sound that was absolutely terrifying. + +"Hulloo! Hulloo--oo!" + +A few frightened sea-birds flew out of the crevices in the cliff and +wheeled about their heads, but there was no other sound. Mrs. Beauchamp's +eyes filled with agonized tears, but the sailor's cheeriness was +infectious. + +"I'll wake them," he said. + +Again his voice went up into the night, as if he defied the poor defences +of the dark. + +"Hulloo! Hulloo--oo!" + +"Susie!" cried Mrs. Beauchamp, in her thinner treble. + +And this time there _was_ an answer--a cry small and faint; not at all +like Susie's boisterous everyday voice, but human. Ben was out of the +boat in a minute, scrambling from peak to peak, and shouting as he went. + +Mrs. Beauchamp sat down with an uncertain movement, and covered her face +with her hands; whilst Mr. Amherst, clinging to the rock for fear the +ebbing tide should carry them out to sea, spoke to her with whimsical +entreaty. "Mrs. Beauchamp, please don't faint until Nelson comes back! +Pull yourself together--he _expects_ us to do our duty; and, besides, you +will frighten the children." + +The last suggestion had an instantaneous effect. From that calm region +where love and despair were alike forgotten she came back with a +conscious effort to the unsteady boat, and Mr. Amherst's alarmed eyes, +and the lapping water against the bow. + +"That's right," said Mr. Amherst, with great relief in his voice. "I +really didn't know how to get to you. Listen!" + +"Safe!" The great voice came pealing down the cliff, waking the echoes on +the shore, and with a sort of incredulous joy Mrs. Beauchamp listened to +the sturdy steps coming slowly, surely, carefully down, with a little +ripple of shale following them. + +She clutched at the gunwale of the boat until she hurt her hands, and +strained her eyes for the sight she longed to see. First there came the +stalwart figure of the sailor with a bundle in his arms, and behind him a +slim, bare-footed, bareheaded, stumbling little creature, who almost fell +into the expectant arms waiting for her. + +"He's quite warm, mother." It was Susie's voice, faint, eager, appealing, +caught by deep sobs. "He has never coughed once--he has never _moved_. He +is quite warm; feel him." + +"O Susie! And you?" + +"Me! Oh, I'm all right," said Susie, wondering. "I did take care of him; +I tried my very best." + +"But where are your clothes, Susie? And it rained so." + +"They are round Dick," said Susie. "Mother, they kept him beautifully +warm." + +The men jumped into the boat and pushed off. The little bundle of flannel +and serge that held Dickie rolled quite comfortably to the bottom of the +boat; but Susie's mother held two frozen feet in her warm hands and said +nothing. Words did not come easily. + +Presently Susie spoke again in that strained whisper. "Mother, when I +went to sleep I dreamt a ferryman came for us, and his boat was close to +the shore, and we were stepping in when you called me back. I knew your +voice, and you said 'Susie' quite plainly. I wouldn't go, and I wouldn't +let him take Dick! I screamed and held him tight, and the ferryman said +we must pay him, all the same; and then you gave him two pennies, and he +went away." + +"Susie, I _did_ call. In my heart I have called all night." + +"Yes, I know," said Susie. "When I woke and saw the sailor, I thought it +was the ferryman." + +"I _had_ paid," said Mrs. Beauchamp. + +"Oh, I knew you would," said Susie. + +Mrs. Beauchamp took the rug that Mr. Amherst threw to her, and folded it +close and warm about Susie's wet locks and damp body; and presently the +difficult, sobbing breaths grew quieter, but her mother knew that she was +not asleep by the fierce pressure of her fingers. + +The day was breaking as the boat was beached, and a dozen willing hands +pulled her high and dry. The sea-birds were awake, fluttering about the +head of the island; the ebbing tide had left the rocks very black and +bare. + +When they set Susie on her feet she was too stiff to stand alone, and +never for one moment did she loose her hold of her mother's dress. It was +the Royal Navy that finally took her into wonderfully tender keeping, and +carried her up the steps and along the Parade, and laid her, still +wrapped in the rug, on her own white bed, that nurse had made comfortably +ready. + +Dickie woke flushed and warm from his rosy sleep when they brought him +in, and looked at the old sailor with round, bewildered eyes. + +"Is it Father Neptune?" he asked. + +"No, darling, no." + +"Oh, I see he hasn't got his three-pronged fork. Is it Nelson then?" + +"I am sure I don't know," said Mrs. Beauchamp, and her laugh was very +near tears.--"You will tell the twins at once, please," she said to Mr. +Amherst as she said good-bye. "I cannot bear to feel that they may be +awake and waiting." + +But Dot and Dash had not passed a sleepless night of misery. Long ago, +tired out with sorrow, they had fallen asleep on the nursery window-sill, +and dreamt that they were sailing on unknown seas in fairy boats! + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +And the wonderful part of it all was that Susie was not even ill! She +slept "into the middle of next week," as nurse expressed it; but it was +a deep, steady, peaceful sleep, quite undisturbed by any commotion around +her. Amy sat most of the morning crouched up on the floor, just inside +the room, and waited for the opening of those brown eyes; whilst nurse +had even got Dick and baby safely dressed and out on the sands before +Susie's eyelids quivered, and she stretched her stiff limbs, and started +up with a cry, "Mother!" + +"My darling Susie!" + +"O mother! I was so afraid you were a dream." + +"Then what are you?" + +"A _troublesome comfort_. Nurse said so, and it is true." + +She sat straight up in bed, with her knees drawn up and her hands clasped +round them. Her hair was rough, and there were no little stiff pigtails +telling of nurse's energetic brushing. On her hands there were bruises +and scratches that hurt her; but nothing mattered now that she was within +reach of the comfortable arms, and could lay her head on the blue serge +knee. + +"Mummy, is Dick well?" + +"Quite well, darling." + +"Mother"--she pressed closer and hid her face--"I am sorry, but I don't +know how to say it. I didn't like the twins to think me a baby, and I +felt quite certain that I could get back." + +"Perhaps you are too certain, darling." + +"You mean," said Susie, "that there is too much talk and too little +_do_." + +"Perhaps that _is_ what I mean, Susie; but when I try to think about it +clearly I only see a poor little cold, frightened child, and Dick as warm +as toast." + +"I never thought about it, mother. I only prayed and prayed that he might +not get bronchitis." + +"It is because you did not think about it that I love you, Susie." + +"I will try and be better," said Susie humbly. + +Straight across the room she caught sight of a reflection in the glass, +and she sat suddenly more upright and gazed at it. It reminded her of +that reflection in the train; but this mouth was smiling, not set into +sulky lines--these eyes were not full of angry tears! + +"Oh, I am perfectly certain I can be good," cried Susie eagerly. + +The reflection in the glass seemed to hesitate; the sparkling eyes fell, +and Susie's face went down upon her knees. + +She groaned in despair. + +"It seems as if I couldn't help it," she said. "I am always perfectly +certain." + +"And I am perfectly certain that I hear your breakfast on the stairs," +said Mrs. Beauchamp, "and that is the important thing." + +She raised Susie's crimson face, and smoothed the rebellious hair, and +patted the pillow into a comfortable shape. Every good nurse knows that +tears and protestations must wait their time, and that little patients +cannot be allowed the luxury of repentance! + +Susie would have liked to pour out volumes of self-reproach and ease her +burdened heart, so it was perhaps one little step in the right direction +when she resolutely closed her lips and welcomed Amy and the breakfast +with a smile. + +She came downstairs in the afternoon and lay on the horsehair sofa in the +sitting-room, and held a sort of levee of her visitors. Tom was subdued, +and the twins were envious--nothing uncommon ever happened to them! +They knew too much or were too cautious, but they sat on two stools by +the window and followed Mrs. Beauchamp's movements with their uncanny +eyes, until the concentrated gaze made her nervous. + +"Both of we would like to be your children," said Dash suddenly. + +Mrs. Beauchamp tried to feel grateful for the compliment, and to hide the +dismay it inspired. + +"It seems rather hard," Dot added, "that Susie should have +everything--_and_ a mother too--and we haven't." + +"Perhaps you may share me," she suggested. + +But the twins viewed the position gloomily. "Us two like things of our +own," they said. + +"Well, you can't have mother," said Dick doggedly. "You can have our +buckets when we leave, and my boat, and Amy's shells." + +"Oh, not my shells," cried Amy, aggrieved. + +"That's selfish of you," said Tom; "but I have a proper collection, and +you haven't. You can have nurse," he generously added. + +"Oh no, not nurse," said Dick. + +"And that's greedy," said Tom: "you want every one." + +"Yes, I do," said Dick sturdily. + +"Us two," said Dot suddenly, "have adopted you for our mother. It is the +only way we can have you for our own." + +"You can't have her," cried Tom indignantly; "she's ours." + +"That doesn't matter," said Dot; "us two have settled it. She can't help +us adopting her. We are her kind of children now.--Aren't we, father?" + +Mr. Amherst removed the twins before it came to blows, and left the +excited family sitting silently in the dusky room. + +Mrs. Beauchamp, very tired and peaceful, was drawing a dispirited darning +needle through very worn stockings, and by Susie's sofa sat an upright +figure with keen eyes and silver hair. + +"The little lady will be sleeping soon," he said. He rose and held out a +horny hand. + +"In a softer bed than she had last night," said Mrs. Beauchamp gently. + +"Well, as we make our bed so we lie in it," he said. + +"Yes," said Susie, in a subdued voice. + +He paused and smiled at her. + +"But so much we didn't know of went to the making of the bed," he said, +"that perhaps little missy lay softly enough after all." + + * * * * * + +"It is a pity about Miss Susie's boot," nurse said regretfully. "Of +course it's a mercy the poor child was brought back safe; and never +shall I forget what we suffered unknowing. But talking of beds brings +back that boot to me, and it's no use telling me it doesn't matter, for +it's sheer waste of the pair." + + * * * * * + +Life in London seemed rather tame to the little Beauchamps after that +summer holiday, with the paddling and the boats, the rocks and the +island! They took as much of it all home as they could convey in biscuit +tins, and buckets, and cardboard boxes. But, after all, one cannot shut +the ocean into a glass aquarium or hold the sunset on a palette, and +there were many things that only memory could bring back to them--the +sea-birds wheeling against the blue sky, for instance, the ebbing and +flowing tide, the miles of seaweed on the beach, and one night the memory +of which will only die with Susie. + +Dick has long forgotten it, for he lay "very softly" in the bed that +Susie made for him; but at any moment Susie can shut her eyes and hear +the trampling of the surf and the beating of the rain, and see the misty +stars! + +The twins have taken their adopted mother very seriously, and have +established her in the citadel of their hearts. Like the pirates that +they are, they have stolen her love, and love her passionately in return. +Their undivided affection does not give her a very peaceful life, but it +is certainly never dull, and the bold black eyes have grown very dear to +her. + +The traditions of the Royal Navy are always the mainspring of life in the +Beauchamps' nursery; they "carry on" under the auspices of Nelson, and in +obedience to his signal they do what England expects! Duty is their +watchword, and Ben is their model. Nurse often stands amazed at an +obedience that is almost alarming; but when she begins to think that Miss +Susie or Master Tom is growing too good to live, she is generally +reassured by some quite unlooked-for crime, and, to her relief, the +"troublesome comforts" remain troublesome. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TROUBLESOME COMFORTS*** + + +******* This file should be named 18437.txt or 18437.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/4/3/18437 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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