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Almon-Hensley + +Release Date: May 8, 2006 [EBook #18351] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A WOMAN'S LOVE LETTERS *** + + + + +Produced by Thierry Alberto, Christine D. and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by the Canadian Institute for Historical Microreproductions +(www.canadiana.org)) + + + + + + + + + + + +The Fleur de Lis Poets. + +A WOMAN'S + +LOVE LETTERS. + +BY SOPHIE M. ALMON-HENSLEY + + + + NEW YORK. J. SELWIN TAIT + AND SONS, NUMBER SIXTY-FIVE + FIFTH AVENUE. + + + + +COPYRIGHT, 1895 + + BY + J. SELWIN TAIT & SONS + NEW YORK + + + +CONTENTS. + + A Dream, 1 + Dream-Song, 8 + Doubt, 9 + Song, 13 + Anticipation, 14 + Song, 18 + Misunderstanding, 19 + Shadow-Song, 23 + Revulsion, 24 + A Song of Dawn, 27 + Weariness, 28 + A Song of Rest, 31 + Death, 33 + Battle-Song, 38 + Content, 39 + Sea-Song, 42 + Gratitude, 44 + Song, 48 + Prayer, 49 + Song, 53 + Loneliness, 54 + Sea-Song, 57 + Incompleteness, 59 + Song, 65 + Life's Joys, 65 + Song, 70 + Barter, 72 + Song, 76 + To-morrow, 78 + Song, 82 + + + + +A Dream. + + I stood far off above the haunts of men + Somewhere, I know not, when the sky was dim + From some worn glory, and the morning hymn + Of the gay oriole echoed from the glen. + Wandering, I felt earth's peace, nor knew I sought + A visioned face, a voice the wind had caught. + + I passed the waking things that stirred and gazed, + Thought-bound, and heeded not; the waking flowers + Drank in the morning mist, dawn's tender showers, + And looked forth for the Day-god who had blazed + His heart away and died at sundown. Far + In the gray west faded a loitering star. + + It seemed that I had wandered through long years, + A life of years, still seeking gropingly + A thing I dared not name; now I could see + In the still dawn a hope, in the soft tears + Of the deep-hearted violets a breath + Of kinship, like the herald voice of Death. + + Slow moved the morning; where the hill was bare + Woke a reluctant breeze. Dimly I knew + My Day was come. The wind-blown blossoms threw + Their breath about me, and the pine-swept air + Grew to a shape, a mighty, formless thing, + A phantom of the wood's imagining. + + And as I gazed, spell-bound, it seemed to move + Its tendril limbs, still swaying tremulously + As if in spirit-doubt; then glad and free + Crystalled the being won from waiting grove + Into a human likeness. There he stood, + The vine-browed shape of Nature's mortal mood. + + "Now have I found thee, Vision I have sought + These years, unknowing; surely thou art fair + And inly wise, and on thy tasselled hair + Glows Heaven's own light. Passion and fame are naught + To thy clear eyes, O Prince of many lands,-- + Grant me thy joy," I cried, and stretched my hands. + + No answer but the flourish of the breeze + Through the black pines. Then, slowly, as the wind + Parts the dense cloud-forms, leaving naught behind + But shapeless vapor, through the budding trees + Drifted some force unseen, and from my sight + Faded my god into the morning light. + + Again alone. With wistful, straining eyes + I waited, and the sunshine flecked the bank + Happy with arbutus and violets where I sank + Hearing, near by, a host of melodies, + The rapture of the woodthrush; soft her mood + The love-mate, with such golden numbers woo'd. + + He ceased; the fresh moss-odors filled the grove + With a strange sweetness, the dark hemlock boughs + Moved soft, as though they heard the brooklet rouse + To its spring soul, and whisper low of love. + The white-robed birches stood unbendingly + Like royal maids, in proud expectancy. + + Athwart the ramage where the young leaves press + It came to me, ah, call it what you will + Vision or waking dream, I see it still! + Again a form born of the woodland stress + Grew to my gaze, and by some secret sign + Though shadow-hid, I knew the form was thine. + + The glancing sunlight made thy ruddy hair + A crown of gold, but on thy spirit-face + There was no smile, only a tender grace + Of love half doubt. Upon thy hand a rare + Wild bird of Paradise perched fearlessly + With radiant plumage and still, lustrous eye. + + And as I gazed I saw what I had deemed + A shadow near thy hand, a dusky wing, + A bird like last year's leaves, so dull a thing + Beside its fellow; as the sunshine gleamed + Each breast showed letters bright as crystalled rain, + The fair bird bore "Delight," the other "Pain." + + Then came thy voice: "O Love, wilt have my gift?" + I stretched my glad hands eagerly to grasp + The heaven-blown bird, gold-hued, and longed to clasp + It close and know it mine. Ere I might lift + The shining thing and hold it to my breast + Again I heard thy voice with vague unrest. + + "These are twin birds and may not parted be." + Full in thine eyes I gazed, and read therein + The paradox of life, of love, of sin, + As on a night of cloud and mystery + One darting flash makes bright the hidden ways, + And feet tread knowingly though thick the haze. + + Thy gift, if so I chose,--no other hand + Save thine.--I reached and gathered to my heart + The quivering, sentient things.--Sometimes I start + To know them hidden there.--If I should stand + Idly, some day, and _one_,--God help me!--breast + A homing breeze,--my _brown_ bird knows _its_ nest. + + + + +Dream-Song. + + Cam'st thou not nigh to me + In that one glimpse of thee + When thy lips, tremblingly, + Said: "My Beloved." + 'Twas but a moment's space, + And in that crowded place + I dared not scan thy face + O! my Beloved. + + Yet there may come a time + (Though loving be a crime + Only allowed in rhyme + To us, Beloved), + When safe 'neath sheltering arm + I may, without alarm, + Hear thy lips, close and warm, + Murmur: "Beloved!" + + + + +Doubt. + + I do not know if all the fault be mine, + Or why I may not think of thee and be + At peace with mine own heart. Unceasingly + Grim doubts beset me, bygone words of thine + Take subtle meaning, and I cannot rest + Till all my fears and follies are confessed. + + Perhaps the wild wind's questioning has brought + My heart its melancholy, for, alone + In the night stillness, I can hear him moan + In sobbing gusts, as though he vainly sought + Some bygone bliss. Against the dripping pane + In storm-blown torrents beats the driving rain. + + Nay I will tell thee all, I will not hide + One thought from thee, and if I do thee wrong + So much the more must I be brave and strong + To show my fault. And if thou then shouldst chide + I will accept reproof most willingly + So it but bringeth peace to thee and me. + + I dread thy past. Phantoms of other days + Pursue my vision. There are other hands + Which thou hast held, perchance some slender bands + That draw thee still to other woodland ways + Than those which _we_ have known, some blissful hours + I do not share, of love, and June, and flowers. + + I dread her most, that woman whom thou knewest + Those years ago,--I cannot bear to think + That she can say: "My lover praised the pink + Of palm, or ear," "The violets were bluest + In that dear copse," and dream of some fair day + When thou didst while her summer hours away. + + I dread them too, those light loves and desires + That lie in the dim shadow of the years; + I fain would cheat myself of all my fears + And, as a child watching warm winter fires, + Dream not of yesterday's black embers, nor + To-morrow's ashes that may strew the floor. + + I did not dream of this while thou wert near, + But now the thought that haunts me day by day + Is that the things I love, the tender way + Of mastery, the kisses that are dear + As Heaven's best gifts, to other lips and arms + Owe half their blessedness and all their charms. + + Tell me that I am wrong, O! Man of men, + Surely it is not hard to comfort me, + Laugh at my fears with dear persistency, + Nay, if thou must, lie to me! There, again, + I hear the rain, and the wind's wailing cry + Stirs with wild life the night's monotony. + + + + +Song. + + If I had known + That when the morrow dawned the roses would be dead + I would have filled my hands with blossoms white and red. + If I had known! + + If I had known + That I should be to-day deaf to all happy birds + I would have lain for hours to listen to your words. + If I had known! + + If I had known + That with the morning light you would be gone for aye + I would have been more kind;--sweet Love had won his way + If I had known. + + + + +Anticipation. + + Let us peer forward through the dusk of years + And force the silent future to reveal + Her store of garnered joys; we may not kneel + For ever, and entreat our bliss with tears. + Somewhere on this drear earth the sunshine lies, + Somewhere the air breathes Heaven-blown harmonies. + + Some day when you and I have fully learned + Our waiting-lesson, wondering, hand in hand + We shall gaze out upon an unknown land, + Our thoughts and our desires forever turned + From our old griefs, as swallows, home warding, + Sweep ever southward with unwearied wing. + + We shall fare forth, comrades for evermore. + Though the ill-omened bird Time loves to bear + Has brushed this cheek and left an impress there + I shall be fierce and dauntless as of yore, + Free as a bird o'er the wide world to rove, + And strong and fearless, O my Love, to love. + + What have we now? The haunting, vague unrest + Of incompleted measures; and we dream + Vainly, of the Musician and His theme, + How the great Master in a day most blest + Shall strike some mighty chords in harmony, + And make an end, and set the music free! + + We snatch from Fate our moments of delight, + Few as, in April hours, the wooing calls + Of orioles, or when the twilight falls + First o'er the forest ere the approach of night + The eyes of evening;--and Love's song is sung + But once, Dear Heart, but once, and we are young. + + Over the seas together, you and I, + 'Neath blue Italian skies, or on the hills + Of storied Greece,--where the warm sunlight fills + Spain's mellow vineyards,--wandering reverently + O'er the green plains of Palestine,--our days + A golden holiday in Old World ways. + + Yet would we linger not by southern shores; + The bracing breath of Scandinavian snows + Would draw us from our dreams. The North wind blows + Upon thy cheek, my Norseman, and the roars + Of the wild Baltic sound within my ears + When to my dreams thy stalwart form appears. + + This will the future bring. See! Thou hast given + From out the fulness of thy strength and will + This courage to me. Though the rugged hill + Looms high, and fronts our vision, yet our heaven + (I see it when I sleep) with portals wide + And shining towers, gleams on the farther side. + + + + +Song. + + "Tshirr!" scolds the oriole + Where the elms stir, + Flaunting her gourd-like nest + On the tree's swaying crest: + "May's here, I cannot rest, + Go away; tshirr!" + + "Tshirr!" scolds the oriole + Where the leaves blur, + Giving her threads a jerk, + Spying where rivals lurk, + "May's here, and I'm at work. + Go away, tshirr!" + + + + +Misunderstanding. + + Spring's face is wreathed in smiles. She had been driven + Hither and thither at the surly will + Of treacherous winds till her sweet heart was chill. + Into her grasp the sceptre has been given + And now she touches with a proud young hand + The earth, and turns to blossoms all the land. + + We catch the smile, the joyousness, the pride, + And share them with her. Surely winter gloom + Is for the old, and frost is for the tomb. + Youth must have pleasure, and the tremulous tide + Of sun-kissed waves, and all the golden fire + Of Summer's noontide splendor of desire. + + I have forgotten,--for the breath of buds + Is on my temples, if in former days + I have known sorrow; I remember praise, + And calm content, and joy's great ocean-floods, + And many dreams so sweet that, in their place, + We would not welcome even Truth's fair face. + + O Man to whom my heart hast leaned, dost know + Aught of my life? Sometimes a strong despair + Enters my soul and finds a lodging there; + Thou dost not know me, and the years will go + As these last months have gone, and I shall be + Still far, still a strange woman unto thee. + + I do not blame thee. If there is a fault + Let it be mine, for surely had I tried + The door of my heart's home to open wide + No need had been for even Love's assault. + And yet, methinks, somewhere there is a key + Thou mightest have found, and entered happily. + + I am no saint niched in a hallowed wall + For men to worship, but I would compel + A level gaze. You teachers who would tell + A woman's place I do defy you all! + While justice lives, and love with joy is crowned + Woman and man must meet on equal ground. + + The deepest wrong is falsehood. She who sells + Her soul and body for a little gain + In ease, or the world's notice, has a stain + Upon her soul no lighter for the bells + Of marriage rites, and purer far is she + Who gives her all for love's sad ecstasy. + + Canst thou not understand a nature strong + And passionate, with impulses that sway, + With yearning tenderness that must have way, + Yet knows no ill desire, no touch of wrong? + If thou canst not then in God's name I pray + See me no more forever from this day. + + + + +Shadow Song. + + The night is long + And there are no stars,-- + Let me but dream + That the long fields gleam + With sunlight and song, + Then I shall not long + For the light of stars. + + Let me but dream,-- + For there are no stars,-- + Dream that the ache + And the wild heart-break + Are but things that seem. + Ah! let me dream + For there are no stars. + + + + +Revulsion. + + I see the starting buds, I catch the gleam + In the near distance of a sun-kissed pool, + The blessed April air blows soft and cool, + Small wonder if all sorrow grows a dream, + And we forget that close around us lie + A city's poor, a city's misery. + + Of every outward vision there is some + Internal counterpart. To-day I know + The blessedness of living, and the glow + Of life's dear spring-tide. I can bid thee come + In thought and wander where the fields are fair + With bursting life, and I, rejoicing, there. + + Yet have I passed, Beloved, through the vale + Of dark dismay, and felt the dews of death + Upon my brow, have measured out my breath + Counting my hours of joy, as misers quail + At every footfall in the quiet night + And clutch their gold and count it in affright. + + I learned new lessons in that school of fear, + Life took a fresh perspective; sad and brave + The view is from the threshold of the grave. + In that long, backward glance I saw her clear + From fogs of gathering night, and all the show + Of small things that seemed great a while ago. + + Our dreams of fame, the stubborn power we call + Our self-respect, our hopes of worldly good, + Our jealousies and fears, how in the flood + Of this new light they faded, poor and small; + Showing our pettiness beside God's truth, + Besides His age our poor, unlearned youth. + + The earth yearns forth, impatient for the days + Of its maturity, the ample sweets + Of Summer's fulness; and its great heart beats + With a fierce restlessness, for Spring delays + Seeing her giddy reign end all too soon, + Her bud-crown ravished by the hand of June. + + And I,--I shall be happy,--promise me + This one small thing, Beloved, for I long + For happiness as the caged bird for song. + Not where four walls close in the melody + I want the fresh, sweet air, the water's gush, + The strong, sane life with thee, the summer hush. + + + + +A Song of Dawn. + + In the east a lightening; + Where the woods are chill + Moves an unseen finger, + Wakes a sudden thrill; + + In my soul a glimmer, + Hush! no words are heard! + In heart-ambush hidden + Chirrup of a bird; + + Tremble heart and forest + Like a frightened fawn, + Gleam the distant tree-tops, + Hither comes the dawn! + + + + +Weariness. + + This April sun has wakened into cheer + The wintry paths of thought, and tinged with gold + These threadbare leaves of fancy brown and old. + This is for us the wakening of the year + And May's sweet breath will draw the waiting soul + To where in distance lies the longed-for goal. + + The summer life will still all questioning, + The leaves will whisper peace, and calm will be + The wild, vast, blue, illimitable sea. + And we shall hush our murmurings, and bring + To Nature, green below and blue above, + A whole life's worshipping, a whole life's love. + + We will not speak of sometime fretting fears, + We will not think of aught that may arise + In future hours to cloud our golden skies. + Some souls there are who love their woes and tears, + Gaining their joy by contrast, but for thee + And me, Beloved, peace is ecstasy. + + It was not always so, there was a time + When I would choose the rocky mountain way, + And climb the hills of doubt to find the day. + Fresh effort brought fresh zest, and winter's rime + Chilled not but crowned endeavor, and the heat + Of summer thrilled, and made the pulses beat. + + But now I am so weary that I turn + From labor with a shudder, and from pain + As from an enemy; I see no gain + In suffering, and cleansing fires must burn + As keenly as desire, so let me know + Quiet with thee, and twilight's afterglow. + + I, who have boasted of my strength and will, + And ventured daring flights, and stood alone + In fearless, flushed defiance, I have grown + Humble, and seek another hand to fill + Life's cup, and other eyes to pierce the skies + Of Wisdom's dear, sad, mighty mysteries. + + Ah! I will lie so quiet in thine arms + I will not stir thee; and thy whisperings + Shall teach me patience, and so many things + I have not learned as yet. And all alarms + Will melt in peace when, safe from tempest's rage + My wind-tossed ship has found its anchorage. + + + + +A Song of Rest. + + The world may rage without, + Quiet is here; + Statesmen may toil and shout, + Cynics may sneer; + The great world--let it go-- + June warmth be March's snow, + I care not--be it so + Since I am here. + + Time was when war's alarm + Called for a fear, + When sorrow's seeming harm + Hastened a tear; + Naught care I now what foe + Threatens, for scarce I know + How the year's seasons go + Since I am here. + + This is my resting-place + Holy and dear, + Where Pain's dejected face + May not appear. + This is the world to me, + Earth's woes I will not see + But rest contentedly + Since I am here. + + Is't your voice chiding, Love, + My mild career? + My meek abiding, Love, + Daily so near? + "Danger and loss" to me? + Ah, Sweet, I fear to see + No loss but loss of _Thee_ + And I am here. + + + + +Death. + + If days should pass without a written word + To tell me of thy welfare, and if days + Should lengthen out to weeks, until the maze + Of questioning fears confused me, and I heard. + Life-sounds as echoes; and one came and said + After these weeks of waiting: "He is dead!" + + Though the quick sword had found the vital part, + And the life-blood must mingle with the tears, + I think that, as the dying soldier hears + The cries of victory, and feels his heart + Surge with his country's triumph-hour, I could + Hope bravely on, and feel that God was good. + + I could take up my thread of life again + And weave my pattern though the colors were + Faded forever. Though I might not dare + Dream often of thee, I should know that when + Death came to thee upon thy lips my name + Lingered, and lingers ever without blame. + + Aye, lingers ever. Though we may not know + Much that our spirits crave, yet is it given + To us to feel that in the waiting Heaven + Great souls are greater, and if God bestow + A mighty love He will not let it die + Through the vast ages of eternity. + + But if some day the bitter knowledge swept + Down on my life,--bearing my treasured freight + To founder on the shoals of scorn,--what Fate + Smiling with awful irony had kept + Till life grew sweeter,--that my god was clay, + That 'neath thy strength a lurking weakness lay; + + That thou, whom I had deemed a man of men + Faulty, as great men are, but with no taint + Of baseness,--with those faults that shew the saint + Of after days, perhaps,--wert even then + When first I loved thee but a spreading tree + Whose leaves shewed not its roots' deformity; + + I should not weep, for there are wounds that lie + Too deep for tears,--and Death is but a friend + Who loves too dearly, and the parting end + Of Love's joy-day a paltry pain, a cry + To God, then peace,--beside the torturing grief + When honor dies, and trust, and soul's belief. + + Travellers have told that in the Java isles + The upas-tree breathes its dread vapor out + Into the air; there needs no hand about + Its branches for the poison's deadly wiles + To work a strong man's hurt, for there is death + Envenomed, noisome, in his every breath. + + So would I breathe thy poison in my soul, + Till all that had been wholesome, pure, and true + Shewed its decay, and stained and wasted grew. + Though sundered as the distant Northern Pole + From his far sister, I should bear thy blight + Upon me as I passed into the night. + + Didst dream thy truth and honor meant so much + To me, Dear Heart? Oh! I am full of tears + To-night, of longing, love and foolish fears. + Would I might see thee, know thy tender touch, + For Time is long, and though I may not will + To question Fate, I am a woman still. + + + + +Battle Song. + + Clear sounds the call on high: + "To arms and victory!" + Brave hearts that win or die, + Dying, may win; + Proudly the banners wave, + What though the goal's the grave? + Death cannot harm the brave,-- + Through death they win. + + Softly the evening hush + Stilling strife's maddened rush + Cools the fierce battle flush,-- + See the day die; + A thousand faces white + Mirror the cold moonlight + And glassy eyes are bright + With Victory. + + + + +Content. + + I have been wandering where the daisies grow, + Great fields of tall, white daisies, and I saw + Them bend reluctantly, and seem to draw + Away in pride when the fresh breeze would blow + From timothy and yellow buttercup, + So by their fearless beauty lifted up. + + Yet must they bend at the strong breeze's will, + Bright, flawless things, whether in wrath he sweep + Or, as oftimes, in mood caressing, creep + Over the meadows and adown the hill. + So Love in sport or truth, as Fates allow, + Blows over proud young hearts, and bids them bow. + + So beautiful is it to live, so sweet + To hear the ripple of the bobolink, + To smell the clover blossoms white and pink, + To feel oneself far from the dusty street, + From dusty souls, from all the flare and fret + Of living, and the fever of regret. + + I have grown younger; I can scarce believe + It is the same sad woman full of dreams + Of seven short weeks ago, for now it seems + I am a child again, and can deceive + My soul with daisies, plucking one by one + The petals dazzling in the noonday sun. + + Almost with old-time eagerness I try + My fate, and say: "un peu," a soft "beaucoup," + Then, lower, "passionément, pas du tout;" + Quick the white petals fall, and lovingly + I pluck the last, and drop with tender touch + The knowing daisy, for he loves me "much." + + I can remember how, in childish days, + I deemed that he who held my heart in thrall + Must love me "passionately" or "not at all." + Poor little wilful ignorant heart that prays + It knows not what, and heedlessly demands + The best that life can give with out-stretched hands! + + Now I am wiser, and have learned to prize + Peace above passion, and the summer life + Here with the flowers above the ceaseless strife + Of armed ambitions. They alone are wise + Who know the daisy-secrets, and can hold + Fast in their eager hands her heart of gold. + + + + +Sea-Song. + + A dash of spray, + A weed-browned way,-- + My ship's in the bay, + In the glad blue bay,-- + The wind's from the west + And the waves have a crest, + But my bird's in the nest + And my ship's in the bay! + + At dawn to stand + Soft hand to hand, + Bare feet on the sand,-- + On the hard brown sand,-- + To wait, dew-crowned, + For the tarrying sound + Of a keel that will ground + On the scraping sand. + + A glad surprise + In the wind-swept skies + Of my wee one's eyes,-- + Those wondering eyes. + He will come, my sweet, + And will haste to meet + Those hurrying feet + And those sea-blue eyes. + + I know the day + Must weary away, + And my ship's in the bay,-- + In the clear, blue bay,-- + Ah! there's wind in the west, + For the waves have a crest, + But my bird's in the nest + And my ship's in the bay! + + + + +Gratitude. + + There are some things, dear Friend, are easier far + To say in written words than when we sit + Eye answering eye, or hand to hand close knit. + Not that there is between us any bar + Of shyness or reserve; the day is past + For that, and utter trust has come at last. + + Only, when shut alone and safe inside + These four white walls,--hearing no sound except + Our own heart-beatings, silences have crept + Stealthily round us,--as the incoming tide + Quiet and unperceived creeps ever on + Till mound and pebble, rock and reef are gone. + + Or out on the green hillside, even there + There is a hush, and words and thoughts are still. + For the trees speak, and myriad voices fill + With wondrous echoes all the waiting air. + We listen, and in listening must forget + Our own hearts' murmur, and our spirits' fret; + + Even our joys,--thou knowest;--when the air + Is full to overflowing with the sense + Of hope fulfilled and passion's vehemence. + There is no place for words; we do not dare + To break Love's stillness, even though the power + Were ours by speech to lengthen out the hour. + + But here in quietness I can recall + All I would tell thee, how thou art to me + Impulse and inspiration, and with thee + I can but smile though all my idols fall. + I wait my meed as others who have known + Patience till to their utmost stature grown. + + As when the heavens are draped in gloomy gray + And earth is tremulous with a vague unrest + A glory fills the tender, troubled West + That glads the closing of November's day, + So breaks in sun-smiles my beclouded sky + When day is over and I know thee nigh. + + Thou art so much, all this and more, to me, + And what am I to thee? Can I repay + These many gifts? Is there no royal way + Of recompense, so I may proudly see + The man my heart delights to praise renowned + For wealth and honor, and with rapture crowned? + + Ah! though there is no recompense in love + Yet have I paid thee, given these gifts to thee, + Joy, riches, worship. Thou hast joy in me, + Is it not so, Beloved? Who shall prove + No worship of thee by my soul confessed? + And riches? Ah! a wealth of love is best. + + + + +Song. + + I have known a thousand pleasures,-- + Love is best-- + Ocean's songs and forest treasures, + Work and rest, + Jewelled joys of dear existence, + Triumph over Fate's resistance, + But to prove, through Time's wide distance, + Love is best. + + + + +Prayer. + + I stood upon a hill, and watched the death + Of the day's turmoil. Still the glory spread + Cloud-top to cloud-top, and each rearing head + Trembled to crimson. So a mighty breath + From some wild Titan in a rising ire + Might kindle flame in voicing his desire. + + Soft stirred the evening air; the pine-crowned hills + Glowed in an answering rapture where the flush + Grew to a blood-drop, and the vesper hush + Moved in my soul, while from my life all ills + Faded and passed away. God's voice was there + And in my heart the silence was a prayer. + + There was a day when to my fearfulness + Was born a joy, when doubt was swept afar + A shadow and a memory, and a star + Gleamed in my sky more bright for the distress. + The stillness breathed thanksgiving, and the air + Wafted, methought, the incense of a prayer. + + Heaven sets no bounds of bead-roll or appeal; + And when the fiery heart with mute embrace + Bends, tremblingly, but for a moment's space + It needs no words that cry, no limbs that kneel. + As meteors flash, so, in a moment's light, + Life, darting forth, touches the Infinite. + + All my prayers wordless? Nay, I can recall + A night not so long past but that each thought + Lives at this hour, and throbs again unsought + When Silence broods, and Night's chill shadows fall; + Then Darkness' thousand pulses thrilled and stirred + With the dear grace of a remembered word; + + And I was still, thy voice enshrouding me. + Like the strong sweep of ocean-breath the power + Of one resistless thought transformed my hour + Of love-dreams to a fear. All hopelessly + I knew love's impotence, and my despair + Stretched soul-hands forth, and quivered to a prayer. + + My passionate heart cried out: "If his dear life + Through stress of keen temptation merits aught + Of penance or requital, be it wrought + Upon _my_ life. If only through the strife + Is won the peace, through drudgery the gain, + Give him the issue, and to me the pain!" + + Some day, in our soul's course o'er trackless lands, + Swayed oft by adverse winds, or swept along + In Fate's wild current with the fluttering throng + Towards Sin's engulfing maelstrom, spirit hands + Will brace our trembling wings, and through the night + Point and upbear in our last trembling flight. + + + + +Song. + + Red gleams the mountain ridge, + Slow the stream creeps + Under the old bent bridge, + And labor sleeps. + + There are no restless birds, + No leaves that stir, + Dusk her gray mantle girds, + Night's harbinger. + + The storm-soul's change and start + Pause, lull, and cease; + In my unquiet heart + Is born a peace. + + + + +Loneliness. + + Dear, I am lonely, for the bay is still + As any hill-girt lake; the long brown beach + Lies bare and wet. As far as eye can reach + There is no motion. Even on the hill + Where the breeze loves to wander I can see + No stir of leaves, nor any waving tree. + + There is a great red cliff that fronts my view + A bare, unsightly thing; it angers me + With its unswerving-grim monotony. + The mackerel weir, with branching boughs askew + Stands like a fire-swept forest, while the sea + Laps it, with soothing sighs, continually. + + There are no tempests in this sheltered bay, + The stillness frets me, and I long to be + Where winds sweep strong and blow tempestuously, + To stand upon some hill-top far away + And face a gathering gale, and let the stress + Of Nature's mood subdue my restlessness. + + An impulse seizes me, a mad desire + To tear away that red-browed cliff, to sweep + Its crest of trees and huts into the deep; + To force a gap by axe, or storm, or fire, + And let rush in with motion glad and free + The rolling waves of the wild wondrous sea. + + Sometimes I wonder if I am the child + Of calm, law-loving parents, or a stray + From some wild gypsy camp. I cannot stay + Quiet among my fellows; when this wild + Longing for freedom takes me I must fly + To my dear woods and know my liberty. + + It is this cringing to a social law + That I despise, these changing, senseless forms + Of fashion! And until a thousand storms + Of God's impatience shall reveal the flaw + In man's pet system, he will weave the spell + About his heart and dream that all is well. + + Ah! Life is hard, Dear Heart, for I am left + To battle with my old-time fears alone + I must live calmly on, and make no moan + Though of my hoped-for happiness bereft. + Thou wilt not come, and still the red cliff lies + Hiding my ocean from these longing eyes. + + + + +Sea-Song. + + It sings to me, it sings to me, + The shore-blown voice of the blithesome sea! + Of its world of gladness all untold, + Of its heart of green, and its mines of gold, + And desires that leap and flee. + + It moans to me, it moans to me! + The storm-stirred voice of the restive sea! + Of the vain dismay and the yearning pain + For hopes that will never be born again + From the womb of the wavering sea. + + It calls to me, it calls to me, + The luring voice of the rebel sea! + And I long with a love that is born of tears + For the wild fresh life, and the glorying fears, + For the quest and the mystery. + + It wails to me, it wails to me, + Of the deep dark graves in the yawning sea; + And I hear the voice of a boy that is gone. + But the lad sleeps sound till the judgment-dawn + In the heart of the wind-swept sea. + + + + +Incompleteness. + + Since first I met thee, Dear, and long before + I knew myself beloved, save by the sense + All women have, a shadowy confidence + Half-fear, that _feels_ its bliss nor asks for more, + I have learned new desires, known Love's distress + Sounded the deepest depths of loneliness. + + I was a child at heart, and lived alone, + Dreaming my dreams, as children may, at whiles, + Between their hours of play, and Earth's broad smiles + Allured my heart, and ocean's marvellous tone + Woke no strange echoes, and the woods' complain + Made chants sonorous, stirred no thoughts of pain. + + And if, sometimes, dear Nature spoke to me + In tones mysterious, I had learned so much + Dwelling beside her daily, that her touch + Made me discerning. Though I might not see + Her purpose nor her meaning, I had part + In the proud throbbing of that mighty heart. + + But now the earth has put a tiring-cloth + About her face; even in the mountains' cheer + There is a lack, and in the sea a fear, + The glad, rash sea, whose every mood, if wroth + Or soothing mild, is dear to me as are + Joy's new-born kisses on the lips of Care. + + Since I have known thee, Dear, all life has grown + An expectation. As the swelling grain + Trembles to harvesting, and earth in pain + Travails till Spring is born, so felt alone + Is the dumb reaching out of things unborn, + The night's gray promise of the amber morn. + + I long to taste my pleasures through thy lips, + To sail with thee o'er foaming waves and feel + Our spirits rise together with the reel + Of waters and the wavering land's eclipse; + To see thy fair hair damp with salt sea-spray + And in thine eyes the wildness of the way. + + I long to share my woods with thee, to fly + To some black-hearted forest where the trail + Of mortals lingers not,--to hear the gale. + Sweep round us with a shuddering ecstasy, + To feel, night's tumult passed, the cool soft hand + Of the untroubled dawn move o'er the land. + + To swim with thee far out into the bay, + A trembling glitter on the waves, the shore + Glowing with noontide fervor, nevermore + To fear the treacherous depths, though long the way. + Sweet beyond words the sighs that breathe and blow, + The moist salt kisses, and the glad warm glow. + + And when the unrest, the vague desires that rush + Over our lives and may not be denied,-- + Gone in the tasting,--lure us where the tide + Of men sweeps on, let us forget the hush + Together, and in city madness drain + Our cup of pleasure to its dregs of pain. + + Ever I need thee. Incomplete and poor + This life of mine. Yet never dream my soul + Craves the old peace. Till I may have the whole + My joy is my abiding, and what more + Of dreams and waking bliss the Fates allow + Comes as a gift of Love's great overflow. + + + + +Song. + + Deep in the green bracken lying, + Close by the welcoming sea, + Dream I, and let all my dreaming + Drift as it will, Love, to thee. + + Sated with splendid caresses + Showered by the sun in his pride, + Scorched by his passionate kisses + Languidly ebbs the tide. + + + + +Life's Joys. + + I have been pondering what our teachers call + The mystery of Pain; and lo! my thought + After it's half-blind reaching out has caught + This truth and held it fast. We may not fall + Beyond our mounting; stung by life's annoy, + Deeper we feel the mystery of Joy. + + Sometimes they steal across us like a breath + Of Eastern perfume in a darkened room, + These joys of ours; we grope on through the gloom + Seeking some common thing, and from its sheath + Unloose, unknowing, some bewildering scent + Of spice-thronged memories of the Orient. + + Sometimes they dart across our turbid sky + Like a quick flash after a heated day. + A moment, where the sombrous shadows lay + We see a glory. Though it passed us by + No earthly power can filch that dazzling glow + From memory's eye, that instant's shine and show. + + Life is so full of joys. The alluring sea, + This morning clear and placid, may, ere night, + Toss like a petulant child, and when the light + Of a new morning dawns sweep grand and free + A mighty power. If fierce, or mild, or bright, + With every tide flows in a fresh delight. + + I can remember well when first I knew + The fragrance of white clover. There I lay + On the warm July grass and heard the play + Of sun-browned insects, and the breezes blew + To my drowsed sense the scent the blossoms had; + The subtle sweetness stayed, and I was glad. + + Nor passed the gladness. Though the years have gone + (A many years, Beloved, since that day,) + Whenever by the roadside or away + In radiant summer fields, wandering alone + Or with glad children, to my restless sight + Shows that pale head, comes back the old delight. + + Oh! the dark water, and the filling sail! + The scudding like a sea-mew, with the hand + Firm on the tiller! See, the red-shored land + Receding, as we brave the hastening gale! + White gleam the wave-tops, and the breakers' roar + Sounds thunderingly on the far distant shore. + + This mad hair flying in the breeze blows wild + Across my face. See, there, the gathering squall, + That dark line to the eastward, watch it crawl + Stealthily towards us o'er the snow-wreaths piled + Close on each other! Ah! what joy to be + Drunk with salt air, in battle with the sea! + + So many joys, and yet I have but told + Of simple things, the joys of air and sea! + Not all these things are worth one hour with thee, + One moment, when thy daring arms enfold + My body, and all other, meaner joys, + Fade from me like a child's forgotten toys. + + One thought is ever with me, glorying all + Life's common aims. Surely will dawn a day + Bright with an unknown rapture, when thy way + Will be _my_ journey-road, and I can call + These joys _our_ joys, for thou wilt walk with me + Down budding pathways to the abounding sea. + + + + +Song. + + Low laughed the Columbine, + Trembled her petals fine + As the breeze blew; + In her dove-heart there stirred + Murmurs the dull bee heard, + And Love, Life's wild white bird, + Straightway she knew. + + Resting her lilac cheek + Gently, in aspect meek, + On the gray stone, + The morning-glory, free, + Welcomed the yellow bee, + Heard the near-rolling sea + Murmur and moan. + + Calm lay the tawny sand + Stretching a long wet hand + To the far wave. + Swift to her warm waiting breast + Longing to be possessed + Leaps 'neath his billowy crest + Her Lover brave. + + + + +Barter + + There is a long thin line of fading gold + In the far West, and the transfigured leaves + On some slight, topmost bough that sways and heaves + Hang limp and tremulous. Nor warm, nor cold + The pungent air, and, 'neath the yellow haze, + Show flushed and glad the wild, October ways. + + There is a soft enchantment in the air, + A mystery the Summer knows not, nor + The sturdy, frost-crowned Winter. Nature wore + Her blandest smile to-day, as here and there + I wandered, elf-beset, through wood and field + And gleaned the glories of the autumn yield. + + A bunch of purple aster, golden-rod + Darkened by the first frost, a drooping spray + Of scarlet barberry, and tall and gray + The silk-cored cotton with its bursting pod, + Some tarnished maple-boughs, and, like a flash + Of sudden flame, a branch of mountain ash. + + She smiled, but it was not the welcoming smile + Of frank surrender. As a witching maid + In gorgeous garments cunningly arrayed + Might smile and draw them closer, hers the guile + To let men hope, pray, labor in love's stress + Ere they her hidden beauties may possess. + + Deep in the heart of earth where the springs rise, + Down with the sweet linnća and the moss, + In the brown thrush's throat, where the pines toss + In Winter's harrying storms her secret lies. + Ours the chill night-dews and the waiting pain + Ere we her fairy wealth may hope to gain. + + 'Tis so with knowledge. Eagerly we turn + Great Wisdom's page, and when our clear eyes grow + Dim in the dusk of years, and heads bend low + Weary at last, the truth we strove to learn + Is ours forever. But its joy of sight + Is dearly bought, methinks, with Youth's delight. + + Fate, too, with chaffering voice and beckoning hand + Doles out our happiness; we snatch at wealth + And pay with anxious care and fading health. + We call for Love, and dream that we shall stand + On ground enchanted, but, though sweet the way, + The rocks are sharp, and grief comes with the Day. + + Even in love, Dear Heart, there is exchange + Of gifts and griefs, and so I render thee + Vows for thy vows, and pay unfalteringly + What love demands, nor ever deem it strange. + And when the snow drifts fast, and north-winds sting + I make no murmur, but await the Spring. + + + + +Song. + + Joy came in youth as a humming-bird, + (Sing hey! for the honey and bloom of life!) + And it made a home in my summer bower + With the honeysuckle and the sweet-pea flower. + (Sing hey! for the blossoms and sweets of life!) + + Joy came as a lark when the years had gone, + (Ah! hush, hush still, for the dream is short!) + And I gazed far up to the melting blue + Where the rare song dropped like a golden dew. + (Ah! sweet is the song tho' the dream be short!) + + Joy hovers now in a far-off mist, + (The night draws on and the air breathes snow!) + And I reach, sometimes, with a trembling hand + To the red-tipped cloud of the joy-bird's land. + (Alas! for the days of the storm and the snow!) + + + + +To-Morrow. + + But one short night between my Love and me! + I watch the soft-shod dusk creep wistfully + Through the slow-moving curtains, pausing by + And shrouding with its spirit-fingers free + Each well-known chair. There is a growing grace + Of tender magic in this little place. + + Comes through half-opened windows, soft and cool + As Spring's young breath, the vagrant evening air, + My day-worn soul is hushed. I fain would bear + No burdens on my brain to-night, no rule + Of anxious thought; the world has had my tears, + My thoughts, my hopes, my aims these many years; + + This is Thy hour, and I shall sink to sleep + With a glad weariness, to know that when + The new day dawns I shall lay by my pen + Needed no more. If I, perchance, should weep + A few quick tears, so doing, who would guess + 'Twas the last throb of my soul's loneliness? + + Not even thou, Dear Heart, canst ever know + How I have yearned these many months, these years + For love, for thee. As the calm boatman steers + His slender shallop where he fain would go, + Tempests and rocks before, so through the dark + To this dim, far-off day has set my bark. + + To-morrow! I can hear the quick-closed door, + The approaching steps, my pained heart's fluttering, + Thy voice, then Thee! And all the storm and sting + Of bygone griefs are passed forevermore, + Swept from my life as the resistless wind + Scatters the chaff, nor leaves a mote behind. + + As long-imprisoned captives reach the light, + And gaze with greedy eyes on field and tree, + Drinking the beauties of the sky and sea + Half fearful of their bliss; so from the night + Of dreams and shades, half doubting, we awake + And grasp the joy we almost fear to take. + + Thou hidest in thy warm ones my cold hand, + Reading my soul in these unwavering eyes. + Nay, thou hast known my hopes, my agonies + Through written words, and thou canst understand. + I have kept nothing back of all the streams + Of my heart-flowings--doubts, nor fears, nor dreams. + + So long my life has followed no control + But mine own impulse; now, I pray thee, bend + My will to thine, and so, unhindered, tend + My soul's wild garden. I have laid the whole + Bare to thy sowing; and life's precious wine + Is of thy pouring, and thy way is mine. + + + + +Song + + Where is the waiting-time? + Where are the fears? + Gone with the winter's rime, + The bygone years. + + O'er life's plain, lone and vast, + Slow treads the morn, + Night shades have moved and passed, + Joy's day is born. + + + +THE END. + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Woman's Love Letters, by Sophie M. 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Almon-Hensley + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Woman's Love Letters + +Author: Sophie M. Almon-Hensley + +Release Date: May 8, 2006 [EBook #18351] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A WOMAN'S LOVE LETTERS *** + + + + +Produced by Thierry Alberto, Christine D. and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by the Canadian Institute for Historical Microreproductions +(www.canadiana.org)) + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<h2>The Fleur de Lis Poets.</h2> + +<h1>A WOMAN'S<br /> +LOVE LETTERS.</h1> + +<h2>BY SOPHIE M. ALMON-HENSLEY</h2> + +<div class='padding'> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 60px;"> +<img src="images/crest.jpg" width="60" height="100" alt="crest" title="crest" /> +</div></div> + +<div class='padding'> +<h4> +NEW YORK. J. SELWIN TAIT<br /> +AND SONS, NUMBER SIXTY-FIVE<br /> +FIFTH AVENUE.<br /></h4></div> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + + +<p class='center'><span class="smcap">Copyright</span>, 1895<br /> +<small>BY</small><br /> +J. SELWIN TAIT & SONS<br /> +<span class="smcap">New York</span><br /> +</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<h2>CONTENTS.</h2> + +<div class='center'> +<table border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" summary=""> +<tr><td align='left'>A Dream,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_1">1</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Dream-Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_8">8</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Doubt,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_9">9</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_13">13</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Anticipation,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_14">14</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_18">18</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Misunderstanding,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_19">19</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Shadow-Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_23">23</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Revulsion,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_24">24</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>A Song of Dawn,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_27">27</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Weariness,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_28">28</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>A Song of Rest,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_31">31</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Death,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_33">33</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Battle-Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_38">38</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Content,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_39">39</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Sea-Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_42">42</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Gratitude,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_44">44</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_48">48</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Prayer,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_49">49</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_53">53</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Loneliness,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_54">54</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Sea-Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_57">57</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Incompleteness,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_59">59</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_65">65</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Life's Joys,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_65">65</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_70">70</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Barter,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_72">72</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_76">76</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>To-morrow,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_78">78</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Song,</td><td align='left'><a href="#Page_82">82</a></td></tr> +</table></div> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="A_Dream" id="A_Dream"></a>A Dream.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I stood far off above the haunts of men<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Somewhere, I know not, when the sky was dim<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From some worn glory, and the morning hymn<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of the gay oriole echoed from the glen.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Wandering, I felt earth's peace, nor knew I sought<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A visioned face, a voice the wind had caught.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I passed the waking things that stirred and gazed,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thought-bound, and heeded not; the waking flowers<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Drank in the morning mist, dawn's tender showers,<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span> +<span class="i0">And looked forth for the Day-god who had blazed<br /></span> +<span class="i2">His heart away and died at sundown. Far<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In the gray west faded a loitering star.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">It seemed that I had wandered through long years,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A life of years, still seeking gropingly<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A thing I dared not name; now I could see<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In the still dawn a hope, in the soft tears<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of the deep-hearted violets a breath<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of kinship, like the herald voice of Death.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Slow moved the morning; where the hill was bare<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Woke a reluctant breeze. Dimly I knew<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My Day was come. The wind-blown blossoms threw<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Their breath about me, and the pine-swept air<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Grew to a shape, a mighty, formless thing,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A phantom of the wood's imagining.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And as I gazed, spell-bound, it seemed to move<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Its tendril limbs, still swaying tremulously<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As if in spirit-doubt; then glad and free<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Crystalled the being won from waiting grove<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Into a human likeness. There he stood,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The vine-browed shape of Nature's mortal mood.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Now have I found thee, Vision I have sought<br /></span> +<span class="i2">These years, unknowing; surely thou art fair<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And inly wise, and on thy tasselled hair<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Glows Heaven's own light. Passion and fame are naught<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To thy clear eyes, O Prince of many lands,—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Grant me thy joy," I cried, and stretched my hands.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">No answer but the flourish of the breeze<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Through the black pines. Then, slowly, as the wind<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Parts the dense cloud-forms, leaving naught behind<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But shapeless vapor, through the budding trees<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Drifted some force unseen, and from my sight<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Faded my god into the morning light.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Again alone. With wistful, straining eyes<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I waited, and the sunshine flecked the bank<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Happy with arbutus and violets where I sank<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Hearing, near by, a host of melodies,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The rapture of the woodthrush; soft her mood<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The love-mate, with such golden numbers woo'd.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">He ceased; the fresh moss-odors filled the grove<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With a strange sweetness, the dark hemlock boughs<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Moved soft, as though they heard the brooklet rouse<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To its spring soul, and whisper low of love.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> +<span class="i2">The white-robed birches stood unbendingly<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Like royal maids, in proud expectancy.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Athwart the ramage where the young leaves press<br /></span> +<span class="i2">It came to me, ah, call it what you will<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Vision or waking dream, I see it still!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Again a form born of the woodland stress<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Grew to my gaze, and by some secret sign<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Though shadow-hid, I knew the form was thine.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The glancing sunlight made thy ruddy hair<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A crown of gold, but on thy spirit-face<br /></span> +<span class="i2">There was no smile, only a tender grace<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of love half doubt. Upon thy hand a rare<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Wild bird of Paradise perched fearlessly<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With radiant plumage and still, lustrous eye.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And as I gazed I saw what I had deemed<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A shadow near thy hand, a dusky wing,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A bird like last year's leaves, so dull a thing<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Beside its fellow; as the sunshine gleamed<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Each breast showed letters bright as crystalled rain,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The fair bird bore "Delight," the other "Pain."<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Then came thy voice: "O Love, wilt have my gift?"<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I stretched my glad hands eagerly to grasp<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The heaven-blown bird, gold-hued, and longed to clasp<br /></span> +<span class="i0">It close and know it mine. Ere I might lift<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The shining thing and hold it to my breast<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Again I heard thy voice with vague unrest.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"These are twin birds and may not parted be."<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Full in thine eyes I gazed, and read therein<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The paradox of life, of love, of sin,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">As on a night of cloud and mystery<br /></span> +<span class="i2">One darting flash makes bright the hidden ways,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And feet tread knowingly though thick the haze.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Thy gift, if so I chose,—no other hand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Save thine.—I reached and gathered to my heart<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The quivering, sentient things.—Sometimes I start<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To know them hidden there.—If I should stand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Idly, some day, and <i>one</i>,—God help me!—breast<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A homing breeze,—my <i>brown</i> bird knows <i>its</i> nest.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> +</div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Dream-Song" id="Dream-Song"></a>Dream-Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Cam'st thou not nigh to me<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In that one glimpse of thee<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When thy lips, tremblingly,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Said: "My Beloved."<br /></span> +<span class="i0">'Twas but a moment's space,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And in that crowded place<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I dared not scan thy face<br /></span> +<span class="i4">O! my Beloved.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Yet there may come a time<br /></span> +<span class="i0">(Though loving be a crime<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Only allowed in rhyme<br /></span> +<span class="i4">To us, Beloved),<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When safe 'neath sheltering arm<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I may, without alarm,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Hear thy lips, close and warm,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Murmur: "Beloved!"<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> +</div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Doubt" id="Doubt"></a>Doubt.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I do not know if all the fault be mine,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or why I may not think of thee and be<br /></span> +<span class="i2">At peace with mine own heart. Unceasingly<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Grim doubts beset me, bygone words of thine<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Take subtle meaning, and I cannot rest<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Till all my fears and follies are confessed.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Perhaps the wild wind's questioning has brought<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My heart its melancholy, for, alone<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In the night stillness, I can hear him moan<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In sobbing gusts, as though he vainly sought<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Some bygone bliss. Against the dripping pane<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In storm-blown torrents beats the driving rain.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Nay I will tell thee all, I will not hide<br /></span> +<span class="i2">One thought from thee, and if I do thee wrong<br /></span> +<span class="i2">So much the more must I be brave and strong<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To show my fault. And if thou then shouldst chide<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I will accept reproof most willingly<br /></span> +<span class="i2">So it but bringeth peace to thee and me.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I dread thy past. Phantoms of other days<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Pursue my vision. There are other hands<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Which thou hast held, perchance some slender bands<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That draw thee still to other woodland ways<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Than those which <i>we</i> have known, some blissful hours<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I do not share, of love, and June, and flowers.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I dread her most, that woman whom thou knewest<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Those years ago,—I cannot bear to think<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That she can say: "My lover praised the pink<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> +<span class="i0">Of palm, or ear," "The violets were bluest<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In that dear copse," and dream of some fair day<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When thou didst while her summer hours away.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I dread them too, those light loves and desires<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That lie in the dim shadow of the years;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I fain would cheat myself of all my fears<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And, as a child watching warm winter fires,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Dream not of yesterday's black embers, nor<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To-morrow's ashes that may strew the floor.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I did not dream of this while thou wert near,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But now the thought that haunts me day by day<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Is that the things I love, the tender way<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of mastery, the kisses that are dear<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As Heaven's best gifts, to other lips and arms<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Owe half their blessedness and all their charms.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Tell me that I am wrong, O! Man of men,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Surely it is not hard to comfort me,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Laugh at my fears with dear persistency,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Nay, if thou must, lie to me! There, again,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I hear the rain, and the wind's wailing cry<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Stirs with wild life the night's monotony.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> +</div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Song13" id="Song13"></a>Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i6">If I had known<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That when the morrow dawned the roses would be dead<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I would have filled my hands with blossoms white and red.<br /></span> +<span class="i6">If I had known!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i6">If I had known<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That I should be to-day deaf to all happy birds<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I would have lain for hours to listen to your words.<br /></span> +<span class="i6">If I had known!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i6">If I had known<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That with the morning light you would be gone for aye<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I would have been more kind;—sweet Love had won his way<br /></span> +<span class="i6">If I had known.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> +</div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Anticipation" id="Anticipation"></a>Anticipation.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Let us peer forward through the dusk of years<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And force the silent future to reveal<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Her store of garnered joys; we may not kneel<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For ever, and entreat our bliss with tears.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Somewhere on this drear earth the sunshine lies,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Somewhere the air breathes Heaven-blown harmonies.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Some day when you and I have fully learned<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our waiting-lesson, wondering, hand in hand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">We shall gaze out upon an unknown land,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Our thoughts and our desires forever turned<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From our old griefs, as swallows, home warding,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sweep ever southward with unwearied wing.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">We shall fare forth, comrades for evermore.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Though the ill-omened bird Time loves to bear<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Has brushed this cheek and left an impress there<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I shall be fierce and dauntless as of yore,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Free as a bird o'er the wide world to rove,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And strong and fearless, O my Love, to love.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">What have we now? The haunting, vague unrest<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of incompleted measures; and we dream<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Vainly, of the Musician and His theme,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">How the great Master in a day most blest<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Shall strike some mighty chords in harmony,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And make an end, and set the music free!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">We snatch from Fate our moments of delight,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Few as, in April hours, the wooing calls<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of orioles, or when the twilight falls<br /></span> +<span class="i0">First o'er the forest ere the approach of night<br /></span><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> +<span class="i2">The eyes of evening;—and Love's song is sung<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But once, Dear Heart, but once, and we are young.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Over the seas together, you and I,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">'Neath blue Italian skies, or on the hills<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of storied Greece,—where the warm sunlight fills<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Spain's mellow vineyards,—wandering reverently<br /></span> +<span class="i2">O'er the green plains of Palestine,—our days<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A golden holiday in Old World ways.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Yet would we linger not by southern shores;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The bracing breath of Scandinavian snows<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Would draw us from our dreams. The North wind blows<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Upon thy cheek, my Norseman, and the roars<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of the wild Baltic sound within my ears<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When to my dreams thy stalwart form appears.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">This will the future bring. See! Thou hast given<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From out the fulness of thy strength and will<br /></span> +<span class="i2">This courage to me. Though the rugged hill<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Looms high, and fronts our vision, yet our heaven<br /></span> +<span class="i2">(I see it when I sleep) with portals wide<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And shining towers, gleams on the farther side.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> +</div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Song18" id="Song18"></a>Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Tshirr!" scolds the oriole<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where the elms stir,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Flaunting her gourd-like nest<br /></span> +<span class="i0">On the tree's swaying crest:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">"May's here, I cannot rest,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Go away; tshirr!"<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Tshirr!" scolds the oriole<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where the leaves blur,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Giving her threads a jerk,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Spying where rivals lurk,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">"May's here, and I'm at work.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Go away, tshirr!"<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Misunderstanding" id="Misunderstanding"></a>Misunderstanding.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Spring's face is wreathed in smiles. She had been driven<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Hither and thither at the surly will<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of treacherous winds till her sweet heart was chill.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Into her grasp the sceptre has been given<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And now she touches with a proud young hand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The earth, and turns to blossoms all the land.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">We catch the smile, the joyousness, the pride,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And share them with her. Surely winter gloom<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Is for the old, and frost is for the tomb.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Youth must have pleasure, and the tremulous tide<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Of sun-kissed waves, and all the golden fire<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of Summer's noontide splendor of desire.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I have forgotten,—for the breath of buds<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Is on my temples, if in former days<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I have known sorrow; I remember praise,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And calm content, and joy's great ocean-floods,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And many dreams so sweet that, in their place,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">We would not welcome even Truth's fair face.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">O Man to whom my heart hast leaned, dost know<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Aught of my life? Sometimes a strong despair<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Enters my soul and finds a lodging there;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Thou dost not know me, and the years will go<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As these last months have gone, and I shall be<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Still far, still a strange woman unto thee.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I do not blame thee. If there is a fault<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Let it be mine, for surely had I tried<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The door of my heart's home to open wide<br /></span> +<span class="i0">No need had been for even Love's assault.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And yet, methinks, somewhere there is a key<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thou mightest have found, and entered happily.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I am no saint niched in a hallowed wall<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For men to worship, but I would compel<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A level gaze. You teachers who would tell<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A woman's place I do defy you all!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">While justice lives, and love with joy is crowned<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Woman and man must meet on equal ground.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The deepest wrong is falsehood. She who sells<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Her soul and body for a little gain<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In ease, or the world's notice, has a stain<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Upon her soul no lighter for the bells<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Of marriage rites, and purer far is she<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Who gives her all for love's sad ecstasy.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Canst thou not understand a nature strong<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And passionate, with impulses that sway,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With yearning tenderness that must have way,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Yet knows no ill desire, no touch of wrong?<br /></span> +<span class="i2">If thou canst not then in God's name I pray<br /></span> +<span class="i2">See me no more forever from this day.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Shadow_Song" id="Shadow_Song"></a>Shadow Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The night is long<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And there are no stars,—<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Let me but dream<br /></span> +<span class="i4">That the long fields gleam<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With sunlight and song,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Then I shall not long<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For the light of stars.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Let me but dream,—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For there are no stars,—<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Dream that the ache<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And the wild heart-break<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Are but things that seem.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Ah! let me dream<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For there are no stars.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Revulsion" id="Revulsion"></a>Revulsion.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I see the starting buds, I catch the gleam<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In the near distance of a sun-kissed pool,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The blessed April air blows soft and cool,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Small wonder if all sorrow grows a dream,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And we forget that close around us lie<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A city's poor, a city's misery.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Of every outward vision there is some<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Internal counterpart. To-day I know<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The blessedness of living, and the glow<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of life's dear spring-tide. I can bid thee come<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In thought and wander where the fields are fair<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With bursting life, and I, rejoicing, there.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Yet have I passed, Beloved, through the vale<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of dark dismay, and felt the dews of death<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Upon my brow, have measured out my breath<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> +<span class="i0">Counting my hours of joy, as misers quail<br /></span> +<span class="i2">At every footfall in the quiet night<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And clutch their gold and count it in affright.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I learned new lessons in that school of fear,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Life took a fresh perspective; sad and brave<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The view is from the threshold of the grave.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In that long, backward glance I saw her clear<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From fogs of gathering night, and all the show<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of small things that seemed great a while ago.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Our dreams of fame, the stubborn power we call<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our self-respect, our hopes of worldly good,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our jealousies and fears, how in the flood<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of this new light they faded, poor and small;<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Showing our pettiness beside God's truth,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Besides His age our poor, unlearned youth.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The earth yearns forth, impatient for the days<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of its maturity, the ample sweets<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of Summer's fulness; and its great heart beats<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With a fierce restlessness, for Spring delays<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Seeing her giddy reign end all too soon,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Her bud-crown ravished by the hand of June.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And I,—I shall be happy,—promise me<br /></span> +<span class="i2">This one small thing, Beloved, for I long<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For happiness as the caged bird for song.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Not where four walls close in the melody<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I want the fresh, sweet air, the water's gush,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The strong, sane life with thee, the summer hush.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="A_Song_of_Dawn" id="A_Song_of_Dawn"></a>A Song of Dawn.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">In the east a lightening;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Where the woods are chill<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Moves an unseen finger,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Wakes a sudden thrill;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">In my soul a glimmer,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Hush! no words are heard!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In heart-ambush hidden<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Chirrup of a bird;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Tremble heart and forest<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Like a frightened fawn,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Gleam the distant tree-tops,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Hither comes the dawn!<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Weariness" id="Weariness"></a>Weariness.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">This April sun has wakened into cheer<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The wintry paths of thought, and tinged with gold<br /></span> +<span class="i2">These threadbare leaves of fancy brown and old.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">This is for us the wakening of the year<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And May's sweet breath will draw the waiting soul<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To where in distance lies the longed-for goal.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The summer life will still all questioning,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The leaves will whisper peace, and calm will be<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The wild, vast, blue, illimitable sea.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And we shall hush our murmurings, and bring<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To Nature, green below and blue above,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A whole life's worshipping, a whole life's love.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">We will not speak of sometime fretting fears,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">We will not think of aught that may arise<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In future hours to cloud our golden skies.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Some souls there are who love their woes and tears,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Gaining their joy by contrast, but for thee<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And me, Beloved, peace is ecstasy.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">It was not always so, there was a time<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When I would choose the rocky mountain way,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And climb the hills of doubt to find the day.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Fresh effort brought fresh zest, and winter's rime<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Chilled not but crowned endeavor, and the heat<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of summer thrilled, and made the pulses beat.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">But now I am so weary that I turn<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From labor with a shudder, and from pain<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> +<span class="i2">As from an enemy; I see no gain<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In suffering, and cleansing fires must burn<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As keenly as desire, so let me know<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Quiet with thee, and twilight's afterglow.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I, who have boasted of my strength and will,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And ventured daring flights, and stood alone<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In fearless, flushed defiance, I have grown<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Humble, and seek another hand to fill<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Life's cup, and other eyes to pierce the skies<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of Wisdom's dear, sad, mighty mysteries.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Ah! I will lie so quiet in thine arms<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I will not stir thee; and thy whisperings<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Shall teach me patience, and so many things<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I have not learned as yet. And all alarms<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Will melt in peace when, safe from tempest's rage<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My wind-tossed ship has found its anchorage.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="A_Song_of_Rest" id="A_Song_of_Rest"></a>A Song of Rest.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The world may rage without,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Quiet is here;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Statesmen may toil and shout,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Cynics may sneer;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The great world—let it go—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">June warmth be March's snow,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I care not—be it so<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Since I am here.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Time was when war's alarm<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Called for a fear,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When sorrow's seeming harm<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Hastened a tear;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Naught care I now what foe<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Threatens, for scarce I know<br /></span> +<span class="i0">How the year's seasons go<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Since I am here.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">This is my resting-place<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Holy and dear,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Where Pain's dejected face<br /></span> +<span class="i4">May not appear.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">This is the world to me,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Earth's woes I will not see<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But rest contentedly<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Since I am here.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Is't your voice chiding, Love,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">My mild career?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">My meek abiding, Love,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Daily so near?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">"Danger and loss" to me?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Ah, Sweet, I fear to see<br /></span> +<span class="i0">No loss but loss of <i>Thee</i><br /></span> +<span class="i4">And I am here.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Death" id="Death"></a>Death.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">If days should pass without a written word<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To tell me of thy welfare, and if days<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Should lengthen out to weeks, until the maze<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of questioning fears confused me, and I heard.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Life-sounds as echoes; and one came and said<br /></span> +<span class="i2">After these weeks of waiting: "He is dead!"<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Though the quick sword had found the vital part,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And the life-blood must mingle with the tears,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I think that, as the dying soldier hears<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The cries of victory, and feels his heart<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Surge with his country's triumph-hour, I could<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Hope bravely on, and feel that God was good.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I could take up my thread of life again<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And weave my pattern though the colors were<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Faded forever. Though I might not dare<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Dream often of thee, I should know that when<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Death came to thee upon thy lips my name<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Lingered, and lingers ever without blame.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Aye, lingers ever. Though we may not know<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Much that our spirits crave, yet is it given<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To us to feel that in the waiting Heaven<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Great souls are greater, and if God bestow<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A mighty love He will not let it die<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Through the vast ages of eternity.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">But if some day the bitter knowledge swept<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Down on my life,—bearing my treasured freight<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To founder on the shoals of scorn,—what Fate<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Smiling with awful irony had kept<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Till life grew sweeter,—that my god was clay,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That 'neath thy strength a lurking weakness lay;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">That thou, whom I had deemed a man of men<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Faulty, as great men are, but with no taint<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of baseness,—with those faults that shew the saint<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of after days, perhaps,—wert even then<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When first I loved thee but a spreading tree<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Whose leaves shewed not its roots' deformity;<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I should not weep, for there are wounds that lie<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Too deep for tears,—and Death is but a friend<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Who loves too dearly, and the parting end<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of Love's joy-day a paltry pain, a cry<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To God, then peace,—beside the torturing grief<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When honor dies, and trust, and soul's belief.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Travellers have told that in the Java isles<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The upas-tree breathes its dread vapor out<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Into the air; there needs no hand about<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Its branches for the poison's deadly wiles<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To work a strong man's hurt, for there is death<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Envenomed, noisome, in his every breath.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">So would I breathe thy poison in my soul,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Till all that had been wholesome, pure, and true<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Shewed its decay, and stained and wasted grew.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> +<span class="i0">Though sundered as the distant Northern Pole<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From his far sister, I should bear thy blight<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Upon me as I passed into the night.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Didst dream thy truth and honor meant so much<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To me, Dear Heart? Oh! I am full of tears<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To-night, of longing, love and foolish fears.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Would I might see thee, know thy tender touch,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For Time is long, and though I may not will<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To question Fate, I am a woman still.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Battle_Song" id="Battle_Song"></a>Battle Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Clear sounds the call on high:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">"To arms and victory!"<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Brave hearts that win or die,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Dying, may win;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Proudly the banners wave,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">What though the goal's the grave?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Death cannot harm the brave,—<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Through death they win.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Softly the evening hush<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Stilling strife's maddened rush<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Cools the fierce battle flush,—<br /></span> +<span class="i4">See the day die;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A thousand faces white<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Mirror the cold moonlight<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And glassy eyes are bright<br /></span> +<span class="i4">With Victory.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Content" id="Content"></a>Content.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I have been wandering where the daisies grow,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Great fields of tall, white daisies, and I saw<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Them bend reluctantly, and seem to draw<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Away in pride when the fresh breeze would blow<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From timothy and yellow buttercup,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">So by their fearless beauty lifted up.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Yet must they bend at the strong breeze's will,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Bright, flawless things, whether in wrath he sweep<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or, as oftimes, in mood caressing, creep<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Over the meadows and adown the hill.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">So Love in sport or truth, as Fates allow,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Blows over proud young hearts, and bids them bow.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">So beautiful is it to live, so sweet<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To hear the ripple of the bobolink,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To smell the clover blossoms white and pink,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To feel oneself far from the dusty street,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From dusty souls, from all the flare and fret<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of living, and the fever of regret.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I have grown younger; I can scarce believe<br /></span> +<span class="i2">It is the same sad woman full of dreams<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of seven short weeks ago, for now it seems<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I am a child again, and can deceive<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My soul with daisies, plucking one by one<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The petals dazzling in the noonday sun.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Almost with old-time eagerness I try<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My fate, and say: "un peu," a soft "beaucoup,"<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Then, lower, "passionément, pas du tout;"<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Quick the white petals fall, and lovingly<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> +<span class="i2">I pluck the last, and drop with tender touch<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The knowing daisy, for he loves me "much."<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I can remember how, in childish days,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I deemed that he who held my heart in thrall<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Must love me "passionately" or "not at all."<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Poor little wilful ignorant heart that prays<br /></span> +<span class="i2">It knows not what, and heedlessly demands<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The best that life can give with out-stretched hands!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Now I am wiser, and have learned to prize<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Peace above passion, and the summer life<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Here with the flowers above the ceaseless strife<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of armed ambitions. They alone are wise<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Who know the daisy-secrets, and can hold<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Fast in their eager hands her heart of gold.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Sea-Song" id="Sea-Song"></a>Sea-Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">A dash of spray,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A weed-browned way,—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">My ship's in the bay,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In the glad blue bay,—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The wind's from the west<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the waves have a crest,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But my bird's in the nest<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And my ship's in the bay!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">At dawn to stand<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Soft hand to hand,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Bare feet on the sand,—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">On the hard brown sand,—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To wait, dew-crowned,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For the tarrying sound<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of a keel that will ground<br /></span> +<span class="i0">On the scraping sand.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">A glad surprise<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In the wind-swept skies<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of my wee one's eyes,—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Those wondering eyes.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He will come, my sweet,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And will haste to meet<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Those hurrying feet<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And those sea-blue eyes.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I know the day<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Must weary away,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And my ship's in the bay,—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In the clear, blue bay,—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Ah! there's wind in the west,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For the waves have a crest,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But my bird's in the nest<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And my ship's in the bay!<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Gratitude" id="Gratitude"></a>Gratitude.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">There are some things, dear Friend, are easier far<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To say in written words than when we sit<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Eye answering eye, or hand to hand close knit.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Not that there is between us any bar<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of shyness or reserve; the day is past<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For that, and utter trust has come at last.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Only, when shut alone and safe inside<br /></span> +<span class="i2">These four white walls,—hearing no sound except<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our own heart-beatings, silences have crept<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Stealthily round us,—as the incoming tide<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Quiet and unperceived creeps ever on<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Till mound and pebble, rock and reef are gone.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Or out on the green hillside, even there<br /></span> +<span class="i2">There is a hush, and words and thoughts are still.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For the trees speak, and myriad voices fill<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With wondrous echoes all the waiting air.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">We listen, and in listening must forget<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our own hearts' murmur, and our spirits' fret;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Even our joys,—thou knowest;—when the air<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Is full to overflowing with the sense<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of hope fulfilled and passion's vehemence.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">There is no place for words; we do not dare<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To break Love's stillness, even though the power<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Were ours by speech to lengthen out the hour.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">But here in quietness I can recall<br /></span> +<span class="i2">All I would tell thee, how thou art to me<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Impulse and inspiration, and with thee<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I can but smile though all my idols fall.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> +<span class="i2">I wait my meed as others who have known<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Patience till to their utmost stature grown.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">As when the heavens are draped in gloomy gray<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And earth is tremulous with a vague unrest<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A glory fills the tender, troubled West<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That glads the closing of November's day,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">So breaks in sun-smiles my beclouded sky<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When day is over and I know thee nigh.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Thou art so much, all this and more, to me,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And what am I to thee? Can I repay<br /></span> +<span class="i2">These many gifts? Is there no royal way<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of recompense, so I may proudly see<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The man my heart delights to praise renowned<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For wealth and honor, and with rapture crowned?<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Ah! though there is no recompense in love<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Yet have I paid thee, given these gifts to thee,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Joy, riches, worship. Thou hast joy in me,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Is it not so, Beloved? Who shall prove<br /></span> +<span class="i2">No worship of thee by my soul confessed?<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And riches? Ah! a wealth of love is best.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Song43" id="Song43"></a>Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I have known a thousand pleasures,—<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Love is best—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Ocean's songs and forest treasures,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Work and rest,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Jewelled joys of dear existence,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Triumph over Fate's resistance,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But to prove, through Time's wide distance,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Love is best.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Prayer" id="Prayer"></a>Prayer.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I stood upon a hill, and watched the death<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of the day's turmoil. Still the glory spread<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Cloud-top to cloud-top, and each rearing head<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Trembled to crimson. So a mighty breath<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From some wild Titan in a rising ire<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Might kindle flame in voicing his desire.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Soft stirred the evening air; the pine-crowned hills<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Glowed in an answering rapture where the flush<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Grew to a blood-drop, and the vesper hush<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Moved in my soul, while from my life all ills<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Faded and passed away. God's voice was there<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And in my heart the silence was a prayer.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">There was a day when to my fearfulness<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Was born a joy, when doubt was swept afar<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A shadow and a memory, and a star<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Gleamed in my sky more bright for the distress.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The stillness breathed thanksgiving, and the air<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Wafted, methought, the incense of a prayer.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Heaven sets no bounds of bead-roll or appeal;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And when the fiery heart with mute embrace<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Bends, tremblingly, but for a moment's space<br /></span> +<span class="i0">It needs no words that cry, no limbs that kneel.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As meteors flash, so, in a moment's light,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Life, darting forth, touches the Infinite.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">All my prayers wordless? Nay, I can recall<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A night not so long past but that each thought<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Lives at this hour, and throbs again unsought<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When Silence broods, and Night's chill shadows fall;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Then Darkness' thousand pulses thrilled and stirred<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With the dear grace of a remembered word;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And I was still, thy voice enshrouding me.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Like the strong sweep of ocean-breath the power<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of one resistless thought transformed my hour<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of love-dreams to a fear. All hopelessly<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I knew love's impotence, and my despair<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Stretched soul-hands forth, and quivered to a prayer.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">My passionate heart cried out: "If his dear life<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Through stress of keen temptation merits aught<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of penance or requital, be it wrought<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Upon <i>my</i> life. If only through the strife<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Is won the peace, through drudgery the gain,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Give him the issue, and to me the pain!"<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Some day, in our soul's course o'er trackless lands,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Swayed oft by adverse winds, or swept along<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In Fate's wild current with the fluttering throng<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Towards Sin's engulfing maelstrom, spirit hands<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Will brace our trembling wings, and through the night<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Point and upbear in our last trembling flight.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Song53" id="Song53"></a>Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Red gleams the mountain ridge,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Slow the stream creeps<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Under the old bent bridge,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And labor sleeps.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">There are no restless birds,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">No leaves that stir,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Dusk her gray mantle girds,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Night's harbinger.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The storm-soul's change and start<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Pause, lull, and cease;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In my unquiet heart<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Is born a peace.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Loneliness" id="Loneliness"></a>Loneliness.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Dear, I am lonely, for the bay is still<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As any hill-girt lake; the long brown beach<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Lies bare and wet. As far as eye can reach<br /></span> +<span class="i0">There is no motion. Even on the hill<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where the breeze loves to wander I can see<br /></span> +<span class="i2">No stir of leaves, nor any waving tree.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">There is a great red cliff that fronts my view<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A bare, unsightly thing; it angers me<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With its unswerving-grim monotony.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The mackerel weir, with branching boughs askew<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Stands like a fire-swept forest, while the sea<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Laps it, with soothing sighs, continually.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">There are no tempests in this sheltered bay,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The stillness frets me, and I long to be<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where winds sweep strong and blow tempestuously,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To stand upon some hill-top far away<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And face a gathering gale, and let the stress<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of Nature's mood subdue my restlessness.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">An impulse seizes me, a mad desire<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To tear away that red-browed cliff, to sweep<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Its crest of trees and huts into the deep;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To force a gap by axe, or storm, or fire,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And let rush in with motion glad and free<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The rolling waves of the wild wondrous sea.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Sometimes I wonder if I am the child<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of calm, law-loving parents, or a stray<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From some wild gypsy camp. I cannot stay<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Quiet among my fellows; when this wild<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Longing for freedom takes me I must fly<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To my dear woods and know my liberty.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">It is this cringing to a social law<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That I despise, these changing, senseless forms<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of fashion! And until a thousand storms<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of God's impatience shall reveal the flaw<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In man's pet system, he will weave the spell<br /></span> +<span class="i2">About his heart and dream that all is well.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Ah! Life is hard, Dear Heart, for I am left<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To battle with my old-time fears alone<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I must live calmly on, and make no moan<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Though of my hoped-for happiness bereft.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thou wilt not come, and still the red cliff lies<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Hiding my ocean from these longing eyes.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Sea-Song57" id="Sea-Song57"></a>Sea-Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">It sings to me, it sings to me,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The shore-blown voice of the blithesome sea!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of its world of gladness all untold,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of its heart of green, and its mines of gold,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And desires that leap and flee.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">It moans to me, it moans to me!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The storm-stirred voice of the restive sea!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of the vain dismay and the yearning pain<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For hopes that will never be born again<br /></span> +<span class="i0">From the womb of the wavering sea.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">It calls to me, it calls to me,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The luring voice of the rebel sea!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And I long with a love that is born of tears<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For the wild fresh life, and the glorying fears,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For the quest and the mystery.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">It wails to me, it wails to me,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of the deep dark graves in the yawning sea;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And I hear the voice of a boy that is gone.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But the lad sleeps sound till the judgment-dawn<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In the heart of the wind-swept sea.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Incompleteness" id="Incompleteness"></a>Incompleteness.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Since first I met thee, Dear, and long before<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I knew myself beloved, save by the sense<br /></span> +<span class="i2">All women have, a shadowy confidence<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Half-fear, that <i>feels</i> its bliss nor asks for more,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I have learned new desires, known Love's distress<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sounded the deepest depths of loneliness.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I was a child at heart, and lived alone,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Dreaming my dreams, as children may, at whiles,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Between their hours of play, and Earth's broad smiles<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Allured my heart, and ocean's marvellous tone<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Woke no strange echoes, and the woods' complain<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Made chants sonorous, stirred no thoughts of pain.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And if, sometimes, dear Nature spoke to me<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In tones mysterious, I had learned so much<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Dwelling beside her daily, that her touch<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Made me discerning. Though I might not see<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Her purpose nor her meaning, I had part<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In the proud throbbing of that mighty heart.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">But now the earth has put a tiring-cloth<br /></span> +<span class="i2">About her face; even in the mountains' cheer<br /></span> +<span class="i2">There is a lack, and in the sea a fear,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The glad, rash sea, whose every mood, if wroth<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or soothing mild, is dear to me as are<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Joy's new-born kisses on the lips of Care.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Since I have known thee, Dear, all life has grown<br /></span> +<span class="i2">An expectation. As the swelling grain<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Trembles to harvesting, and earth in pain<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Travails till Spring is born, so felt alone<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Is the dumb reaching out of things unborn,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The night's gray promise of the amber morn.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I long to taste my pleasures through thy lips,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To sail with thee o'er foaming waves and feel<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our spirits rise together with the reel<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of waters and the wavering land's eclipse;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To see thy fair hair damp with salt sea-spray<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And in thine eyes the wildness of the way.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I long to share my woods with thee, to fly<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To some black-hearted forest where the trail<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of mortals lingers not,—to hear the gale.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Sweep round us with a shuddering ecstasy,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To feel, night's tumult passed, the cool soft hand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of the untroubled dawn move o'er the land.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">To swim with thee far out into the bay,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A trembling glitter on the waves, the shore<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Glowing with noontide fervor, nevermore<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To fear the treacherous depths, though long the way.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sweet beyond words the sighs that breathe and blow,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The moist salt kisses, and the glad warm glow.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And when the unrest, the vague desires that rush<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Over our lives and may not be denied,—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Gone in the tasting,—lure us where the tide<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of men sweeps on, let us forget the hush<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Together, and in city madness drain<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our cup of pleasure to its dregs of pain.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Ever I need thee. Incomplete and poor<br /></span> +<span class="i2">This life of mine. Yet never dream my soul<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Craves the old peace. Till I may have the whole<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> +<span class="i0">My joy is my abiding, and what more<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of dreams and waking bliss the Fates allow<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Comes as a gift of Love's great overflow.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Song64" id="Song64"></a>Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Deep in the green bracken lying,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Close by the welcoming sea,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Dream I, and let all my dreaming<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Drift as it will, Love, to thee.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Sated with splendid caresses<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Showered by the sun in his pride,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Scorched by his passionate kisses<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Languidly ebbs the tide.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Lifes_Joys" id="Lifes_Joys"></a>Life's Joys.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I have been pondering what our teachers call<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The mystery of Pain; and lo! my thought<br /></span> +<span class="i2">After it's half-blind reaching out has caught<br /></span> +<span class="i0">This truth and held it fast. We may not fall<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Beyond our mounting; stung by life's annoy,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Deeper we feel the mystery of Joy.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Sometimes they steal across us like a breath<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of Eastern perfume in a darkened room,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">These joys of ours; we grope on through the gloom<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Seeking some common thing, and from its sheath<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Unloose, unknowing, some bewildering scent<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of spice-thronged memories of the Orient.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Sometimes they dart across our turbid sky<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Like a quick flash after a heated day.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A moment, where the sombrous shadows lay<br /></span> +<span class="i0">We see a glory. Though it passed us by<br /></span> +<span class="i2">No earthly power can filch that dazzling glow<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From memory's eye, that instant's shine and show.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Life is so full of joys. The alluring sea,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">This morning clear and placid, may, ere night,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Toss like a petulant child, and when the light<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of a new morning dawns sweep grand and free<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A mighty power. If fierce, or mild, or bright,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With every tide flows in a fresh delight.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I can remember well when first I knew<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The fragrance of white clover. There I lay<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On the warm July grass and heard the play<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of sun-browned insects, and the breezes blew<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To my drowsed sense the scent the blossoms had;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The subtle sweetness stayed, and I was glad.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Nor passed the gladness. Though the years have gone<br /></span> +<span class="i2">(A many years, Beloved, since that day,)<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Whenever by the roadside or away<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In radiant summer fields, wandering alone<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or with glad children, to my restless sight<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Shows that pale head, comes back the old delight.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Oh! the dark water, and the filling sail!<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> +<span class="i2">The scudding like a sea-mew, with the hand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Firm on the tiller! See, the red-shored land<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Receding, as we brave the hastening gale!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">White gleam the wave-tops, and the breakers' roar<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sounds thunderingly on the far distant shore.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">This mad hair flying in the breeze blows wild<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Across my face. See, there, the gathering squall,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That dark line to the eastward, watch it crawl<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Stealthily towards us o'er the snow-wreaths piled<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Close on each other! Ah! what joy to be<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Drunk with salt air, in battle with the sea!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">So many joys, and yet I have but told<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of simple things, the joys of air and sea!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Not all these things are worth one hour with thee,<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> +<span class="i0">One moment, when thy daring arms enfold<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My body, and all other, meaner joys,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Fade from me like a child's forgotten toys.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">One thought is ever with me, glorying all<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Life's common aims. Surely will dawn a day<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Bright with an unknown rapture, when thy way<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Will be <i>my</i> journey-road, and I can call<br /></span> +<span class="i2">These joys <i>our</i> joys, for thou wilt walk with me<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Down budding pathways to the abounding sea.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Song70" id="Song70"></a>Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Low laughed the Columbine,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Trembled her petals fine<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As the breeze blew;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In her dove-heart there stirred<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Murmurs the dull bee heard,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And Love, Life's wild white bird,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Straightway she knew.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Resting her lilac cheek<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Gently, in aspect meek,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On the gray stone,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The morning-glory, free,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Welcomed the yellow bee,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Heard the near-rolling sea<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Murmur and moan.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Calm lay the tawny sand<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Stretching a long wet hand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To the far wave.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Swift to her warm waiting breast<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Longing to be possessed<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Leaps 'neath his billowy crest<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Her Lover brave.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Barter" id="Barter"></a>Barter</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">There is a long thin line of fading gold<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In the far West, and the transfigured leaves<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On some slight, topmost bough that sways and heaves<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Hang limp and tremulous. Nor warm, nor cold<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The pungent air, and, 'neath the yellow haze,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Show flushed and glad the wild, October ways.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">There is a soft enchantment in the air,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A mystery the Summer knows not, nor<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The sturdy, frost-crowned Winter. Nature wore<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Her blandest smile to-day, as here and there<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> +<span class="i2">I wandered, elf-beset, through wood and field<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And gleaned the glories of the autumn yield.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">A bunch of purple aster, golden-rod<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Darkened by the first frost, a drooping spray<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of scarlet barberry, and tall and gray<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The silk-cored cotton with its bursting pod,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Some tarnished maple-boughs, and, like a flash<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of sudden flame, a branch of mountain ash.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">She smiled, but it was not the welcoming smile<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of frank surrender. As a witching maid<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In gorgeous garments cunningly arrayed<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Might smile and draw them closer, hers the guile<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To let men hope, pray, labor in love's stress<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Ere they her hidden beauties may possess.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Deep in the heart of earth where the springs rise,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Down with the sweet linnæa and the moss,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In the brown thrush's throat, where the pines toss<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In Winter's harrying storms her secret lies.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Ours the chill night-dews and the waiting pain<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Ere we her fairy wealth may hope to gain.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">'Tis so with knowledge. Eagerly we turn<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Great Wisdom's page, and when our clear eyes grow<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Dim in the dusk of years, and heads bend low<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Weary at last, the truth we strove to learn<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Is ours forever. But its joy of sight<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Is dearly bought, methinks, with Youth's delight.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Fate, too, with chaffering voice and beckoning hand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Doles out our happiness; we snatch at wealth<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> +<span class="i2">And pay with anxious care and fading health.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">We call for Love, and dream that we shall stand<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On ground enchanted, but, though sweet the way,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The rocks are sharp, and grief comes with the Day.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Even in love, Dear Heart, there is exchange<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of gifts and griefs, and so I render thee<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Vows for thy vows, and pay unfalteringly<br /></span> +<span class="i0">What love demands, nor ever deem it strange.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And when the snow drifts fast, and north-winds sting<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I make no murmur, but await the Spring.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Song76" id="Song76"></a>Song.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Joy came in youth as a humming-bird,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">(Sing hey! for the honey and bloom of life!)<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And it made a home in my summer bower<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With the honeysuckle and the sweet-pea flower.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">(Sing hey! for the blossoms and sweets of life!)<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Joy came as a lark when the years had gone,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">(Ah! hush, hush still, for the dream is short!)<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And I gazed far up to the melting blue<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Where the rare song dropped like a golden dew.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">(Ah! sweet is the song tho' the dream be short!)<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Joy hovers now in a far-off mist,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">(The night draws on and the air breathes snow!)<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And I reach, sometimes, with a trembling hand<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To the red-tipped cloud of the joy-bird's land.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">(Alas! for the days of the storm and the snow!)<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="To-Morrow" id="To-Morrow"></a>To-Morrow.</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">But one short night between my Love and me!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I watch the soft-shod dusk creep wistfully<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Through the slow-moving curtains, pausing by<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And shrouding with its spirit-fingers free<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Each well-known chair. There is a growing grace<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of tender magic in this little place.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Comes through half-opened windows, soft and cool<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As Spring's young breath, the vagrant evening air,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My day-worn soul is hushed. I fain would bear<br /></span> +<span class="i0">No burdens on my brain to-night, no rule<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Of anxious thought; the world has had my tears,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My thoughts, my hopes, my aims these many years;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">This is Thy hour, and I shall sink to sleep<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With a glad weariness, to know that when<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The new day dawns I shall lay by my pen<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Needed no more. If I, perchance, should weep<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A few quick tears, so doing, who would guess<br /></span> +<span class="i2">'Twas the last throb of my soul's loneliness?<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Not even thou, Dear Heart, canst ever know<br /></span> +<span class="i2">How I have yearned these many months, these years<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For love, for thee. As the calm boatman steers<br /></span> +<span class="i0">His slender shallop where he fain would go,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Tempests and rocks before, so through the dark<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To this dim, far-off day has set my bark.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">To-morrow! I can hear the quick-closed door,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The approaching steps, my pained heart's fluttering,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thy voice, then Thee! And all the storm and sting<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of bygone griefs are passed forevermore,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Swept from my life as the resistless wind<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Scatters the chaff, nor leaves a mote behind.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">As long-imprisoned captives reach the light,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And gaze with greedy eyes on field and tree,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Drinking the beauties of the sky and sea<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Half fearful of their bliss; so from the night<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of dreams and shades, half doubting, we awake<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And grasp the joy we almost fear to take.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Thou hidest in thy warm ones my cold hand,<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> +<span class="i2">Reading my soul in these unwavering eyes.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Nay, thou hast known my hopes, my agonies<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Through written words, and thou canst understand.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I have kept nothing back of all the streams<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of my heart-flowings—doubts, nor fears, nor dreams.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">So long my life has followed no control<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But mine own impulse; now, I pray thee, bend<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My will to thine, and so, unhindered, tend<br /></span> +<span class="i0">My soul's wild garden. I have laid the whole<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Bare to thy sowing; and life's precious wine<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Is of thy pouring, and thy way is mine.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></div></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 35%;" /> +<h2><a name="Song82" id="Song82"></a>Song</h2> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Where is the waiting-time?<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where are the fears?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Gone with the winter's rime,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The bygone years.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">O'er life's plain, lone and vast,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Slow treads the morn,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Night shades have moved and passed,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Joy's day is born.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + + +<p class='center'>THE END.</p> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Woman's Love Letters, by Sophie M. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Woman's Love Letters + +Author: Sophie M. Almon-Hensley + +Release Date: May 8, 2006 [EBook #18351] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A WOMAN'S LOVE LETTERS *** + + + + +Produced by Thierry Alberto, Christine D. and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by the Canadian Institute for Historical Microreproductions +(www.canadiana.org)) + + + + + + + + + + + +The Fleur de Lis Poets. + +A WOMAN'S + +LOVE LETTERS. + +BY SOPHIE M. ALMON-HENSLEY + + + + NEW YORK. J. SELWIN TAIT + AND SONS, NUMBER SIXTY-FIVE + FIFTH AVENUE. + + + + +COPYRIGHT, 1895 + + BY + J. SELWIN TAIT & SONS + NEW YORK + + + +CONTENTS. + + A Dream, 1 + Dream-Song, 8 + Doubt, 9 + Song, 13 + Anticipation, 14 + Song, 18 + Misunderstanding, 19 + Shadow-Song, 23 + Revulsion, 24 + A Song of Dawn, 27 + Weariness, 28 + A Song of Rest, 31 + Death, 33 + Battle-Song, 38 + Content, 39 + Sea-Song, 42 + Gratitude, 44 + Song, 48 + Prayer, 49 + Song, 53 + Loneliness, 54 + Sea-Song, 57 + Incompleteness, 59 + Song, 65 + Life's Joys, 65 + Song, 70 + Barter, 72 + Song, 76 + To-morrow, 78 + Song, 82 + + + + +A Dream. + + I stood far off above the haunts of men + Somewhere, I know not, when the sky was dim + From some worn glory, and the morning hymn + Of the gay oriole echoed from the glen. + Wandering, I felt earth's peace, nor knew I sought + A visioned face, a voice the wind had caught. + + I passed the waking things that stirred and gazed, + Thought-bound, and heeded not; the waking flowers + Drank in the morning mist, dawn's tender showers, + And looked forth for the Day-god who had blazed + His heart away and died at sundown. Far + In the gray west faded a loitering star. + + It seemed that I had wandered through long years, + A life of years, still seeking gropingly + A thing I dared not name; now I could see + In the still dawn a hope, in the soft tears + Of the deep-hearted violets a breath + Of kinship, like the herald voice of Death. + + Slow moved the morning; where the hill was bare + Woke a reluctant breeze. Dimly I knew + My Day was come. The wind-blown blossoms threw + Their breath about me, and the pine-swept air + Grew to a shape, a mighty, formless thing, + A phantom of the wood's imagining. + + And as I gazed, spell-bound, it seemed to move + Its tendril limbs, still swaying tremulously + As if in spirit-doubt; then glad and free + Crystalled the being won from waiting grove + Into a human likeness. There he stood, + The vine-browed shape of Nature's mortal mood. + + "Now have I found thee, Vision I have sought + These years, unknowing; surely thou art fair + And inly wise, and on thy tasselled hair + Glows Heaven's own light. Passion and fame are naught + To thy clear eyes, O Prince of many lands,-- + Grant me thy joy," I cried, and stretched my hands. + + No answer but the flourish of the breeze + Through the black pines. Then, slowly, as the wind + Parts the dense cloud-forms, leaving naught behind + But shapeless vapor, through the budding trees + Drifted some force unseen, and from my sight + Faded my god into the morning light. + + Again alone. With wistful, straining eyes + I waited, and the sunshine flecked the bank + Happy with arbutus and violets where I sank + Hearing, near by, a host of melodies, + The rapture of the woodthrush; soft her mood + The love-mate, with such golden numbers woo'd. + + He ceased; the fresh moss-odors filled the grove + With a strange sweetness, the dark hemlock boughs + Moved soft, as though they heard the brooklet rouse + To its spring soul, and whisper low of love. + The white-robed birches stood unbendingly + Like royal maids, in proud expectancy. + + Athwart the ramage where the young leaves press + It came to me, ah, call it what you will + Vision or waking dream, I see it still! + Again a form born of the woodland stress + Grew to my gaze, and by some secret sign + Though shadow-hid, I knew the form was thine. + + The glancing sunlight made thy ruddy hair + A crown of gold, but on thy spirit-face + There was no smile, only a tender grace + Of love half doubt. Upon thy hand a rare + Wild bird of Paradise perched fearlessly + With radiant plumage and still, lustrous eye. + + And as I gazed I saw what I had deemed + A shadow near thy hand, a dusky wing, + A bird like last year's leaves, so dull a thing + Beside its fellow; as the sunshine gleamed + Each breast showed letters bright as crystalled rain, + The fair bird bore "Delight," the other "Pain." + + Then came thy voice: "O Love, wilt have my gift?" + I stretched my glad hands eagerly to grasp + The heaven-blown bird, gold-hued, and longed to clasp + It close and know it mine. Ere I might lift + The shining thing and hold it to my breast + Again I heard thy voice with vague unrest. + + "These are twin birds and may not parted be." + Full in thine eyes I gazed, and read therein + The paradox of life, of love, of sin, + As on a night of cloud and mystery + One darting flash makes bright the hidden ways, + And feet tread knowingly though thick the haze. + + Thy gift, if so I chose,--no other hand + Save thine.--I reached and gathered to my heart + The quivering, sentient things.--Sometimes I start + To know them hidden there.--If I should stand + Idly, some day, and _one_,--God help me!--breast + A homing breeze,--my _brown_ bird knows _its_ nest. + + + + +Dream-Song. + + Cam'st thou not nigh to me + In that one glimpse of thee + When thy lips, tremblingly, + Said: "My Beloved." + 'Twas but a moment's space, + And in that crowded place + I dared not scan thy face + O! my Beloved. + + Yet there may come a time + (Though loving be a crime + Only allowed in rhyme + To us, Beloved), + When safe 'neath sheltering arm + I may, without alarm, + Hear thy lips, close and warm, + Murmur: "Beloved!" + + + + +Doubt. + + I do not know if all the fault be mine, + Or why I may not think of thee and be + At peace with mine own heart. Unceasingly + Grim doubts beset me, bygone words of thine + Take subtle meaning, and I cannot rest + Till all my fears and follies are confessed. + + Perhaps the wild wind's questioning has brought + My heart its melancholy, for, alone + In the night stillness, I can hear him moan + In sobbing gusts, as though he vainly sought + Some bygone bliss. Against the dripping pane + In storm-blown torrents beats the driving rain. + + Nay I will tell thee all, I will not hide + One thought from thee, and if I do thee wrong + So much the more must I be brave and strong + To show my fault. And if thou then shouldst chide + I will accept reproof most willingly + So it but bringeth peace to thee and me. + + I dread thy past. Phantoms of other days + Pursue my vision. There are other hands + Which thou hast held, perchance some slender bands + That draw thee still to other woodland ways + Than those which _we_ have known, some blissful hours + I do not share, of love, and June, and flowers. + + I dread her most, that woman whom thou knewest + Those years ago,--I cannot bear to think + That she can say: "My lover praised the pink + Of palm, or ear," "The violets were bluest + In that dear copse," and dream of some fair day + When thou didst while her summer hours away. + + I dread them too, those light loves and desires + That lie in the dim shadow of the years; + I fain would cheat myself of all my fears + And, as a child watching warm winter fires, + Dream not of yesterday's black embers, nor + To-morrow's ashes that may strew the floor. + + I did not dream of this while thou wert near, + But now the thought that haunts me day by day + Is that the things I love, the tender way + Of mastery, the kisses that are dear + As Heaven's best gifts, to other lips and arms + Owe half their blessedness and all their charms. + + Tell me that I am wrong, O! Man of men, + Surely it is not hard to comfort me, + Laugh at my fears with dear persistency, + Nay, if thou must, lie to me! There, again, + I hear the rain, and the wind's wailing cry + Stirs with wild life the night's monotony. + + + + +Song. + + If I had known + That when the morrow dawned the roses would be dead + I would have filled my hands with blossoms white and red. + If I had known! + + If I had known + That I should be to-day deaf to all happy birds + I would have lain for hours to listen to your words. + If I had known! + + If I had known + That with the morning light you would be gone for aye + I would have been more kind;--sweet Love had won his way + If I had known. + + + + +Anticipation. + + Let us peer forward through the dusk of years + And force the silent future to reveal + Her store of garnered joys; we may not kneel + For ever, and entreat our bliss with tears. + Somewhere on this drear earth the sunshine lies, + Somewhere the air breathes Heaven-blown harmonies. + + Some day when you and I have fully learned + Our waiting-lesson, wondering, hand in hand + We shall gaze out upon an unknown land, + Our thoughts and our desires forever turned + From our old griefs, as swallows, home warding, + Sweep ever southward with unwearied wing. + + We shall fare forth, comrades for evermore. + Though the ill-omened bird Time loves to bear + Has brushed this cheek and left an impress there + I shall be fierce and dauntless as of yore, + Free as a bird o'er the wide world to rove, + And strong and fearless, O my Love, to love. + + What have we now? The haunting, vague unrest + Of incompleted measures; and we dream + Vainly, of the Musician and His theme, + How the great Master in a day most blest + Shall strike some mighty chords in harmony, + And make an end, and set the music free! + + We snatch from Fate our moments of delight, + Few as, in April hours, the wooing calls + Of orioles, or when the twilight falls + First o'er the forest ere the approach of night + The eyes of evening;--and Love's song is sung + But once, Dear Heart, but once, and we are young. + + Over the seas together, you and I, + 'Neath blue Italian skies, or on the hills + Of storied Greece,--where the warm sunlight fills + Spain's mellow vineyards,--wandering reverently + O'er the green plains of Palestine,--our days + A golden holiday in Old World ways. + + Yet would we linger not by southern shores; + The bracing breath of Scandinavian snows + Would draw us from our dreams. The North wind blows + Upon thy cheek, my Norseman, and the roars + Of the wild Baltic sound within my ears + When to my dreams thy stalwart form appears. + + This will the future bring. See! Thou hast given + From out the fulness of thy strength and will + This courage to me. Though the rugged hill + Looms high, and fronts our vision, yet our heaven + (I see it when I sleep) with portals wide + And shining towers, gleams on the farther side. + + + + +Song. + + "Tshirr!" scolds the oriole + Where the elms stir, + Flaunting her gourd-like nest + On the tree's swaying crest: + "May's here, I cannot rest, + Go away; tshirr!" + + "Tshirr!" scolds the oriole + Where the leaves blur, + Giving her threads a jerk, + Spying where rivals lurk, + "May's here, and I'm at work. + Go away, tshirr!" + + + + +Misunderstanding. + + Spring's face is wreathed in smiles. She had been driven + Hither and thither at the surly will + Of treacherous winds till her sweet heart was chill. + Into her grasp the sceptre has been given + And now she touches with a proud young hand + The earth, and turns to blossoms all the land. + + We catch the smile, the joyousness, the pride, + And share them with her. Surely winter gloom + Is for the old, and frost is for the tomb. + Youth must have pleasure, and the tremulous tide + Of sun-kissed waves, and all the golden fire + Of Summer's noontide splendor of desire. + + I have forgotten,--for the breath of buds + Is on my temples, if in former days + I have known sorrow; I remember praise, + And calm content, and joy's great ocean-floods, + And many dreams so sweet that, in their place, + We would not welcome even Truth's fair face. + + O Man to whom my heart hast leaned, dost know + Aught of my life? Sometimes a strong despair + Enters my soul and finds a lodging there; + Thou dost not know me, and the years will go + As these last months have gone, and I shall be + Still far, still a strange woman unto thee. + + I do not blame thee. If there is a fault + Let it be mine, for surely had I tried + The door of my heart's home to open wide + No need had been for even Love's assault. + And yet, methinks, somewhere there is a key + Thou mightest have found, and entered happily. + + I am no saint niched in a hallowed wall + For men to worship, but I would compel + A level gaze. You teachers who would tell + A woman's place I do defy you all! + While justice lives, and love with joy is crowned + Woman and man must meet on equal ground. + + The deepest wrong is falsehood. She who sells + Her soul and body for a little gain + In ease, or the world's notice, has a stain + Upon her soul no lighter for the bells + Of marriage rites, and purer far is she + Who gives her all for love's sad ecstasy. + + Canst thou not understand a nature strong + And passionate, with impulses that sway, + With yearning tenderness that must have way, + Yet knows no ill desire, no touch of wrong? + If thou canst not then in God's name I pray + See me no more forever from this day. + + + + +Shadow Song. + + The night is long + And there are no stars,-- + Let me but dream + That the long fields gleam + With sunlight and song, + Then I shall not long + For the light of stars. + + Let me but dream,-- + For there are no stars,-- + Dream that the ache + And the wild heart-break + Are but things that seem. + Ah! let me dream + For there are no stars. + + + + +Revulsion. + + I see the starting buds, I catch the gleam + In the near distance of a sun-kissed pool, + The blessed April air blows soft and cool, + Small wonder if all sorrow grows a dream, + And we forget that close around us lie + A city's poor, a city's misery. + + Of every outward vision there is some + Internal counterpart. To-day I know + The blessedness of living, and the glow + Of life's dear spring-tide. I can bid thee come + In thought and wander where the fields are fair + With bursting life, and I, rejoicing, there. + + Yet have I passed, Beloved, through the vale + Of dark dismay, and felt the dews of death + Upon my brow, have measured out my breath + Counting my hours of joy, as misers quail + At every footfall in the quiet night + And clutch their gold and count it in affright. + + I learned new lessons in that school of fear, + Life took a fresh perspective; sad and brave + The view is from the threshold of the grave. + In that long, backward glance I saw her clear + From fogs of gathering night, and all the show + Of small things that seemed great a while ago. + + Our dreams of fame, the stubborn power we call + Our self-respect, our hopes of worldly good, + Our jealousies and fears, how in the flood + Of this new light they faded, poor and small; + Showing our pettiness beside God's truth, + Besides His age our poor, unlearned youth. + + The earth yearns forth, impatient for the days + Of its maturity, the ample sweets + Of Summer's fulness; and its great heart beats + With a fierce restlessness, for Spring delays + Seeing her giddy reign end all too soon, + Her bud-crown ravished by the hand of June. + + And I,--I shall be happy,--promise me + This one small thing, Beloved, for I long + For happiness as the caged bird for song. + Not where four walls close in the melody + I want the fresh, sweet air, the water's gush, + The strong, sane life with thee, the summer hush. + + + + +A Song of Dawn. + + In the east a lightening; + Where the woods are chill + Moves an unseen finger, + Wakes a sudden thrill; + + In my soul a glimmer, + Hush! no words are heard! + In heart-ambush hidden + Chirrup of a bird; + + Tremble heart and forest + Like a frightened fawn, + Gleam the distant tree-tops, + Hither comes the dawn! + + + + +Weariness. + + This April sun has wakened into cheer + The wintry paths of thought, and tinged with gold + These threadbare leaves of fancy brown and old. + This is for us the wakening of the year + And May's sweet breath will draw the waiting soul + To where in distance lies the longed-for goal. + + The summer life will still all questioning, + The leaves will whisper peace, and calm will be + The wild, vast, blue, illimitable sea. + And we shall hush our murmurings, and bring + To Nature, green below and blue above, + A whole life's worshipping, a whole life's love. + + We will not speak of sometime fretting fears, + We will not think of aught that may arise + In future hours to cloud our golden skies. + Some souls there are who love their woes and tears, + Gaining their joy by contrast, but for thee + And me, Beloved, peace is ecstasy. + + It was not always so, there was a time + When I would choose the rocky mountain way, + And climb the hills of doubt to find the day. + Fresh effort brought fresh zest, and winter's rime + Chilled not but crowned endeavor, and the heat + Of summer thrilled, and made the pulses beat. + + But now I am so weary that I turn + From labor with a shudder, and from pain + As from an enemy; I see no gain + In suffering, and cleansing fires must burn + As keenly as desire, so let me know + Quiet with thee, and twilight's afterglow. + + I, who have boasted of my strength and will, + And ventured daring flights, and stood alone + In fearless, flushed defiance, I have grown + Humble, and seek another hand to fill + Life's cup, and other eyes to pierce the skies + Of Wisdom's dear, sad, mighty mysteries. + + Ah! I will lie so quiet in thine arms + I will not stir thee; and thy whisperings + Shall teach me patience, and so many things + I have not learned as yet. And all alarms + Will melt in peace when, safe from tempest's rage + My wind-tossed ship has found its anchorage. + + + + +A Song of Rest. + + The world may rage without, + Quiet is here; + Statesmen may toil and shout, + Cynics may sneer; + The great world--let it go-- + June warmth be March's snow, + I care not--be it so + Since I am here. + + Time was when war's alarm + Called for a fear, + When sorrow's seeming harm + Hastened a tear; + Naught care I now what foe + Threatens, for scarce I know + How the year's seasons go + Since I am here. + + This is my resting-place + Holy and dear, + Where Pain's dejected face + May not appear. + This is the world to me, + Earth's woes I will not see + But rest contentedly + Since I am here. + + Is't your voice chiding, Love, + My mild career? + My meek abiding, Love, + Daily so near? + "Danger and loss" to me? + Ah, Sweet, I fear to see + No loss but loss of _Thee_ + And I am here. + + + + +Death. + + If days should pass without a written word + To tell me of thy welfare, and if days + Should lengthen out to weeks, until the maze + Of questioning fears confused me, and I heard. + Life-sounds as echoes; and one came and said + After these weeks of waiting: "He is dead!" + + Though the quick sword had found the vital part, + And the life-blood must mingle with the tears, + I think that, as the dying soldier hears + The cries of victory, and feels his heart + Surge with his country's triumph-hour, I could + Hope bravely on, and feel that God was good. + + I could take up my thread of life again + And weave my pattern though the colors were + Faded forever. Though I might not dare + Dream often of thee, I should know that when + Death came to thee upon thy lips my name + Lingered, and lingers ever without blame. + + Aye, lingers ever. Though we may not know + Much that our spirits crave, yet is it given + To us to feel that in the waiting Heaven + Great souls are greater, and if God bestow + A mighty love He will not let it die + Through the vast ages of eternity. + + But if some day the bitter knowledge swept + Down on my life,--bearing my treasured freight + To founder on the shoals of scorn,--what Fate + Smiling with awful irony had kept + Till life grew sweeter,--that my god was clay, + That 'neath thy strength a lurking weakness lay; + + That thou, whom I had deemed a man of men + Faulty, as great men are, but with no taint + Of baseness,--with those faults that shew the saint + Of after days, perhaps,--wert even then + When first I loved thee but a spreading tree + Whose leaves shewed not its roots' deformity; + + I should not weep, for there are wounds that lie + Too deep for tears,--and Death is but a friend + Who loves too dearly, and the parting end + Of Love's joy-day a paltry pain, a cry + To God, then peace,--beside the torturing grief + When honor dies, and trust, and soul's belief. + + Travellers have told that in the Java isles + The upas-tree breathes its dread vapor out + Into the air; there needs no hand about + Its branches for the poison's deadly wiles + To work a strong man's hurt, for there is death + Envenomed, noisome, in his every breath. + + So would I breathe thy poison in my soul, + Till all that had been wholesome, pure, and true + Shewed its decay, and stained and wasted grew. + Though sundered as the distant Northern Pole + From his far sister, I should bear thy blight + Upon me as I passed into the night. + + Didst dream thy truth and honor meant so much + To me, Dear Heart? Oh! I am full of tears + To-night, of longing, love and foolish fears. + Would I might see thee, know thy tender touch, + For Time is long, and though I may not will + To question Fate, I am a woman still. + + + + +Battle Song. + + Clear sounds the call on high: + "To arms and victory!" + Brave hearts that win or die, + Dying, may win; + Proudly the banners wave, + What though the goal's the grave? + Death cannot harm the brave,-- + Through death they win. + + Softly the evening hush + Stilling strife's maddened rush + Cools the fierce battle flush,-- + See the day die; + A thousand faces white + Mirror the cold moonlight + And glassy eyes are bright + With Victory. + + + + +Content. + + I have been wandering where the daisies grow, + Great fields of tall, white daisies, and I saw + Them bend reluctantly, and seem to draw + Away in pride when the fresh breeze would blow + From timothy and yellow buttercup, + So by their fearless beauty lifted up. + + Yet must they bend at the strong breeze's will, + Bright, flawless things, whether in wrath he sweep + Or, as oftimes, in mood caressing, creep + Over the meadows and adown the hill. + So Love in sport or truth, as Fates allow, + Blows over proud young hearts, and bids them bow. + + So beautiful is it to live, so sweet + To hear the ripple of the bobolink, + To smell the clover blossoms white and pink, + To feel oneself far from the dusty street, + From dusty souls, from all the flare and fret + Of living, and the fever of regret. + + I have grown younger; I can scarce believe + It is the same sad woman full of dreams + Of seven short weeks ago, for now it seems + I am a child again, and can deceive + My soul with daisies, plucking one by one + The petals dazzling in the noonday sun. + + Almost with old-time eagerness I try + My fate, and say: "un peu," a soft "beaucoup," + Then, lower, "passionement, pas du tout;" + Quick the white petals fall, and lovingly + I pluck the last, and drop with tender touch + The knowing daisy, for he loves me "much." + + I can remember how, in childish days, + I deemed that he who held my heart in thrall + Must love me "passionately" or "not at all." + Poor little wilful ignorant heart that prays + It knows not what, and heedlessly demands + The best that life can give with out-stretched hands! + + Now I am wiser, and have learned to prize + Peace above passion, and the summer life + Here with the flowers above the ceaseless strife + Of armed ambitions. They alone are wise + Who know the daisy-secrets, and can hold + Fast in their eager hands her heart of gold. + + + + +Sea-Song. + + A dash of spray, + A weed-browned way,-- + My ship's in the bay, + In the glad blue bay,-- + The wind's from the west + And the waves have a crest, + But my bird's in the nest + And my ship's in the bay! + + At dawn to stand + Soft hand to hand, + Bare feet on the sand,-- + On the hard brown sand,-- + To wait, dew-crowned, + For the tarrying sound + Of a keel that will ground + On the scraping sand. + + A glad surprise + In the wind-swept skies + Of my wee one's eyes,-- + Those wondering eyes. + He will come, my sweet, + And will haste to meet + Those hurrying feet + And those sea-blue eyes. + + I know the day + Must weary away, + And my ship's in the bay,-- + In the clear, blue bay,-- + Ah! there's wind in the west, + For the waves have a crest, + But my bird's in the nest + And my ship's in the bay! + + + + +Gratitude. + + There are some things, dear Friend, are easier far + To say in written words than when we sit + Eye answering eye, or hand to hand close knit. + Not that there is between us any bar + Of shyness or reserve; the day is past + For that, and utter trust has come at last. + + Only, when shut alone and safe inside + These four white walls,--hearing no sound except + Our own heart-beatings, silences have crept + Stealthily round us,--as the incoming tide + Quiet and unperceived creeps ever on + Till mound and pebble, rock and reef are gone. + + Or out on the green hillside, even there + There is a hush, and words and thoughts are still. + For the trees speak, and myriad voices fill + With wondrous echoes all the waiting air. + We listen, and in listening must forget + Our own hearts' murmur, and our spirits' fret; + + Even our joys,--thou knowest;--when the air + Is full to overflowing with the sense + Of hope fulfilled and passion's vehemence. + There is no place for words; we do not dare + To break Love's stillness, even though the power + Were ours by speech to lengthen out the hour. + + But here in quietness I can recall + All I would tell thee, how thou art to me + Impulse and inspiration, and with thee + I can but smile though all my idols fall. + I wait my meed as others who have known + Patience till to their utmost stature grown. + + As when the heavens are draped in gloomy gray + And earth is tremulous with a vague unrest + A glory fills the tender, troubled West + That glads the closing of November's day, + So breaks in sun-smiles my beclouded sky + When day is over and I know thee nigh. + + Thou art so much, all this and more, to me, + And what am I to thee? Can I repay + These many gifts? Is there no royal way + Of recompense, so I may proudly see + The man my heart delights to praise renowned + For wealth and honor, and with rapture crowned? + + Ah! though there is no recompense in love + Yet have I paid thee, given these gifts to thee, + Joy, riches, worship. Thou hast joy in me, + Is it not so, Beloved? Who shall prove + No worship of thee by my soul confessed? + And riches? Ah! a wealth of love is best. + + + + +Song. + + I have known a thousand pleasures,-- + Love is best-- + Ocean's songs and forest treasures, + Work and rest, + Jewelled joys of dear existence, + Triumph over Fate's resistance, + But to prove, through Time's wide distance, + Love is best. + + + + +Prayer. + + I stood upon a hill, and watched the death + Of the day's turmoil. Still the glory spread + Cloud-top to cloud-top, and each rearing head + Trembled to crimson. So a mighty breath + From some wild Titan in a rising ire + Might kindle flame in voicing his desire. + + Soft stirred the evening air; the pine-crowned hills + Glowed in an answering rapture where the flush + Grew to a blood-drop, and the vesper hush + Moved in my soul, while from my life all ills + Faded and passed away. God's voice was there + And in my heart the silence was a prayer. + + There was a day when to my fearfulness + Was born a joy, when doubt was swept afar + A shadow and a memory, and a star + Gleamed in my sky more bright for the distress. + The stillness breathed thanksgiving, and the air + Wafted, methought, the incense of a prayer. + + Heaven sets no bounds of bead-roll or appeal; + And when the fiery heart with mute embrace + Bends, tremblingly, but for a moment's space + It needs no words that cry, no limbs that kneel. + As meteors flash, so, in a moment's light, + Life, darting forth, touches the Infinite. + + All my prayers wordless? Nay, I can recall + A night not so long past but that each thought + Lives at this hour, and throbs again unsought + When Silence broods, and Night's chill shadows fall; + Then Darkness' thousand pulses thrilled and stirred + With the dear grace of a remembered word; + + And I was still, thy voice enshrouding me. + Like the strong sweep of ocean-breath the power + Of one resistless thought transformed my hour + Of love-dreams to a fear. All hopelessly + I knew love's impotence, and my despair + Stretched soul-hands forth, and quivered to a prayer. + + My passionate heart cried out: "If his dear life + Through stress of keen temptation merits aught + Of penance or requital, be it wrought + Upon _my_ life. If only through the strife + Is won the peace, through drudgery the gain, + Give him the issue, and to me the pain!" + + Some day, in our soul's course o'er trackless lands, + Swayed oft by adverse winds, or swept along + In Fate's wild current with the fluttering throng + Towards Sin's engulfing maelstrom, spirit hands + Will brace our trembling wings, and through the night + Point and upbear in our last trembling flight. + + + + +Song. + + Red gleams the mountain ridge, + Slow the stream creeps + Under the old bent bridge, + And labor sleeps. + + There are no restless birds, + No leaves that stir, + Dusk her gray mantle girds, + Night's harbinger. + + The storm-soul's change and start + Pause, lull, and cease; + In my unquiet heart + Is born a peace. + + + + +Loneliness. + + Dear, I am lonely, for the bay is still + As any hill-girt lake; the long brown beach + Lies bare and wet. As far as eye can reach + There is no motion. Even on the hill + Where the breeze loves to wander I can see + No stir of leaves, nor any waving tree. + + There is a great red cliff that fronts my view + A bare, unsightly thing; it angers me + With its unswerving-grim monotony. + The mackerel weir, with branching boughs askew + Stands like a fire-swept forest, while the sea + Laps it, with soothing sighs, continually. + + There are no tempests in this sheltered bay, + The stillness frets me, and I long to be + Where winds sweep strong and blow tempestuously, + To stand upon some hill-top far away + And face a gathering gale, and let the stress + Of Nature's mood subdue my restlessness. + + An impulse seizes me, a mad desire + To tear away that red-browed cliff, to sweep + Its crest of trees and huts into the deep; + To force a gap by axe, or storm, or fire, + And let rush in with motion glad and free + The rolling waves of the wild wondrous sea. + + Sometimes I wonder if I am the child + Of calm, law-loving parents, or a stray + From some wild gypsy camp. I cannot stay + Quiet among my fellows; when this wild + Longing for freedom takes me I must fly + To my dear woods and know my liberty. + + It is this cringing to a social law + That I despise, these changing, senseless forms + Of fashion! And until a thousand storms + Of God's impatience shall reveal the flaw + In man's pet system, he will weave the spell + About his heart and dream that all is well. + + Ah! Life is hard, Dear Heart, for I am left + To battle with my old-time fears alone + I must live calmly on, and make no moan + Though of my hoped-for happiness bereft. + Thou wilt not come, and still the red cliff lies + Hiding my ocean from these longing eyes. + + + + +Sea-Song. + + It sings to me, it sings to me, + The shore-blown voice of the blithesome sea! + Of its world of gladness all untold, + Of its heart of green, and its mines of gold, + And desires that leap and flee. + + It moans to me, it moans to me! + The storm-stirred voice of the restive sea! + Of the vain dismay and the yearning pain + For hopes that will never be born again + From the womb of the wavering sea. + + It calls to me, it calls to me, + The luring voice of the rebel sea! + And I long with a love that is born of tears + For the wild fresh life, and the glorying fears, + For the quest and the mystery. + + It wails to me, it wails to me, + Of the deep dark graves in the yawning sea; + And I hear the voice of a boy that is gone. + But the lad sleeps sound till the judgment-dawn + In the heart of the wind-swept sea. + + + + +Incompleteness. + + Since first I met thee, Dear, and long before + I knew myself beloved, save by the sense + All women have, a shadowy confidence + Half-fear, that _feels_ its bliss nor asks for more, + I have learned new desires, known Love's distress + Sounded the deepest depths of loneliness. + + I was a child at heart, and lived alone, + Dreaming my dreams, as children may, at whiles, + Between their hours of play, and Earth's broad smiles + Allured my heart, and ocean's marvellous tone + Woke no strange echoes, and the woods' complain + Made chants sonorous, stirred no thoughts of pain. + + And if, sometimes, dear Nature spoke to me + In tones mysterious, I had learned so much + Dwelling beside her daily, that her touch + Made me discerning. Though I might not see + Her purpose nor her meaning, I had part + In the proud throbbing of that mighty heart. + + But now the earth has put a tiring-cloth + About her face; even in the mountains' cheer + There is a lack, and in the sea a fear, + The glad, rash sea, whose every mood, if wroth + Or soothing mild, is dear to me as are + Joy's new-born kisses on the lips of Care. + + Since I have known thee, Dear, all life has grown + An expectation. As the swelling grain + Trembles to harvesting, and earth in pain + Travails till Spring is born, so felt alone + Is the dumb reaching out of things unborn, + The night's gray promise of the amber morn. + + I long to taste my pleasures through thy lips, + To sail with thee o'er foaming waves and feel + Our spirits rise together with the reel + Of waters and the wavering land's eclipse; + To see thy fair hair damp with salt sea-spray + And in thine eyes the wildness of the way. + + I long to share my woods with thee, to fly + To some black-hearted forest where the trail + Of mortals lingers not,--to hear the gale. + Sweep round us with a shuddering ecstasy, + To feel, night's tumult passed, the cool soft hand + Of the untroubled dawn move o'er the land. + + To swim with thee far out into the bay, + A trembling glitter on the waves, the shore + Glowing with noontide fervor, nevermore + To fear the treacherous depths, though long the way. + Sweet beyond words the sighs that breathe and blow, + The moist salt kisses, and the glad warm glow. + + And when the unrest, the vague desires that rush + Over our lives and may not be denied,-- + Gone in the tasting,--lure us where the tide + Of men sweeps on, let us forget the hush + Together, and in city madness drain + Our cup of pleasure to its dregs of pain. + + Ever I need thee. Incomplete and poor + This life of mine. Yet never dream my soul + Craves the old peace. Till I may have the whole + My joy is my abiding, and what more + Of dreams and waking bliss the Fates allow + Comes as a gift of Love's great overflow. + + + + +Song. + + Deep in the green bracken lying, + Close by the welcoming sea, + Dream I, and let all my dreaming + Drift as it will, Love, to thee. + + Sated with splendid caresses + Showered by the sun in his pride, + Scorched by his passionate kisses + Languidly ebbs the tide. + + + + +Life's Joys. + + I have been pondering what our teachers call + The mystery of Pain; and lo! my thought + After it's half-blind reaching out has caught + This truth and held it fast. We may not fall + Beyond our mounting; stung by life's annoy, + Deeper we feel the mystery of Joy. + + Sometimes they steal across us like a breath + Of Eastern perfume in a darkened room, + These joys of ours; we grope on through the gloom + Seeking some common thing, and from its sheath + Unloose, unknowing, some bewildering scent + Of spice-thronged memories of the Orient. + + Sometimes they dart across our turbid sky + Like a quick flash after a heated day. + A moment, where the sombrous shadows lay + We see a glory. Though it passed us by + No earthly power can filch that dazzling glow + From memory's eye, that instant's shine and show. + + Life is so full of joys. The alluring sea, + This morning clear and placid, may, ere night, + Toss like a petulant child, and when the light + Of a new morning dawns sweep grand and free + A mighty power. If fierce, or mild, or bright, + With every tide flows in a fresh delight. + + I can remember well when first I knew + The fragrance of white clover. There I lay + On the warm July grass and heard the play + Of sun-browned insects, and the breezes blew + To my drowsed sense the scent the blossoms had; + The subtle sweetness stayed, and I was glad. + + Nor passed the gladness. Though the years have gone + (A many years, Beloved, since that day,) + Whenever by the roadside or away + In radiant summer fields, wandering alone + Or with glad children, to my restless sight + Shows that pale head, comes back the old delight. + + Oh! the dark water, and the filling sail! + The scudding like a sea-mew, with the hand + Firm on the tiller! See, the red-shored land + Receding, as we brave the hastening gale! + White gleam the wave-tops, and the breakers' roar + Sounds thunderingly on the far distant shore. + + This mad hair flying in the breeze blows wild + Across my face. See, there, the gathering squall, + That dark line to the eastward, watch it crawl + Stealthily towards us o'er the snow-wreaths piled + Close on each other! Ah! what joy to be + Drunk with salt air, in battle with the sea! + + So many joys, and yet I have but told + Of simple things, the joys of air and sea! + Not all these things are worth one hour with thee, + One moment, when thy daring arms enfold + My body, and all other, meaner joys, + Fade from me like a child's forgotten toys. + + One thought is ever with me, glorying all + Life's common aims. Surely will dawn a day + Bright with an unknown rapture, when thy way + Will be _my_ journey-road, and I can call + These joys _our_ joys, for thou wilt walk with me + Down budding pathways to the abounding sea. + + + + +Song. + + Low laughed the Columbine, + Trembled her petals fine + As the breeze blew; + In her dove-heart there stirred + Murmurs the dull bee heard, + And Love, Life's wild white bird, + Straightway she knew. + + Resting her lilac cheek + Gently, in aspect meek, + On the gray stone, + The morning-glory, free, + Welcomed the yellow bee, + Heard the near-rolling sea + Murmur and moan. + + Calm lay the tawny sand + Stretching a long wet hand + To the far wave. + Swift to her warm waiting breast + Longing to be possessed + Leaps 'neath his billowy crest + Her Lover brave. + + + + +Barter + + There is a long thin line of fading gold + In the far West, and the transfigured leaves + On some slight, topmost bough that sways and heaves + Hang limp and tremulous. Nor warm, nor cold + The pungent air, and, 'neath the yellow haze, + Show flushed and glad the wild, October ways. + + There is a soft enchantment in the air, + A mystery the Summer knows not, nor + The sturdy, frost-crowned Winter. Nature wore + Her blandest smile to-day, as here and there + I wandered, elf-beset, through wood and field + And gleaned the glories of the autumn yield. + + A bunch of purple aster, golden-rod + Darkened by the first frost, a drooping spray + Of scarlet barberry, and tall and gray + The silk-cored cotton with its bursting pod, + Some tarnished maple-boughs, and, like a flash + Of sudden flame, a branch of mountain ash. + + She smiled, but it was not the welcoming smile + Of frank surrender. As a witching maid + In gorgeous garments cunningly arrayed + Might smile and draw them closer, hers the guile + To let men hope, pray, labor in love's stress + Ere they her hidden beauties may possess. + + Deep in the heart of earth where the springs rise, + Down with the sweet linnaea and the moss, + In the brown thrush's throat, where the pines toss + In Winter's harrying storms her secret lies. + Ours the chill night-dews and the waiting pain + Ere we her fairy wealth may hope to gain. + + 'Tis so with knowledge. Eagerly we turn + Great Wisdom's page, and when our clear eyes grow + Dim in the dusk of years, and heads bend low + Weary at last, the truth we strove to learn + Is ours forever. But its joy of sight + Is dearly bought, methinks, with Youth's delight. + + Fate, too, with chaffering voice and beckoning hand + Doles out our happiness; we snatch at wealth + And pay with anxious care and fading health. + We call for Love, and dream that we shall stand + On ground enchanted, but, though sweet the way, + The rocks are sharp, and grief comes with the Day. + + Even in love, Dear Heart, there is exchange + Of gifts and griefs, and so I render thee + Vows for thy vows, and pay unfalteringly + What love demands, nor ever deem it strange. + And when the snow drifts fast, and north-winds sting + I make no murmur, but await the Spring. + + + + +Song. + + Joy came in youth as a humming-bird, + (Sing hey! for the honey and bloom of life!) + And it made a home in my summer bower + With the honeysuckle and the sweet-pea flower. + (Sing hey! for the blossoms and sweets of life!) + + Joy came as a lark when the years had gone, + (Ah! hush, hush still, for the dream is short!) + And I gazed far up to the melting blue + Where the rare song dropped like a golden dew. + (Ah! sweet is the song tho' the dream be short!) + + Joy hovers now in a far-off mist, + (The night draws on and the air breathes snow!) + And I reach, sometimes, with a trembling hand + To the red-tipped cloud of the joy-bird's land. + (Alas! for the days of the storm and the snow!) + + + + +To-Morrow. + + But one short night between my Love and me! + I watch the soft-shod dusk creep wistfully + Through the slow-moving curtains, pausing by + And shrouding with its spirit-fingers free + Each well-known chair. There is a growing grace + Of tender magic in this little place. + + Comes through half-opened windows, soft and cool + As Spring's young breath, the vagrant evening air, + My day-worn soul is hushed. I fain would bear + No burdens on my brain to-night, no rule + Of anxious thought; the world has had my tears, + My thoughts, my hopes, my aims these many years; + + This is Thy hour, and I shall sink to sleep + With a glad weariness, to know that when + The new day dawns I shall lay by my pen + Needed no more. If I, perchance, should weep + A few quick tears, so doing, who would guess + 'Twas the last throb of my soul's loneliness? + + Not even thou, Dear Heart, canst ever know + How I have yearned these many months, these years + For love, for thee. As the calm boatman steers + His slender shallop where he fain would go, + Tempests and rocks before, so through the dark + To this dim, far-off day has set my bark. + + To-morrow! I can hear the quick-closed door, + The approaching steps, my pained heart's fluttering, + Thy voice, then Thee! And all the storm and sting + Of bygone griefs are passed forevermore, + Swept from my life as the resistless wind + Scatters the chaff, nor leaves a mote behind. + + As long-imprisoned captives reach the light, + And gaze with greedy eyes on field and tree, + Drinking the beauties of the sky and sea + Half fearful of their bliss; so from the night + Of dreams and shades, half doubting, we awake + And grasp the joy we almost fear to take. + + Thou hidest in thy warm ones my cold hand, + Reading my soul in these unwavering eyes. + Nay, thou hast known my hopes, my agonies + Through written words, and thou canst understand. + I have kept nothing back of all the streams + Of my heart-flowings--doubts, nor fears, nor dreams. + + So long my life has followed no control + But mine own impulse; now, I pray thee, bend + My will to thine, and so, unhindered, tend + My soul's wild garden. I have laid the whole + Bare to thy sowing; and life's precious wine + Is of thy pouring, and thy way is mine. + + + + +Song + + Where is the waiting-time? + Where are the fears? + Gone with the winter's rime, + The bygone years. + + O'er life's plain, lone and vast, + Slow treads the morn, + Night shades have moved and passed, + Joy's day is born. + + + +THE END. + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Woman's Love Letters, by Sophie M. 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