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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/16803-8.txt b/16803-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5334a62 --- /dev/null +++ b/16803-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12904 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Lydia of the Pines, by Honoré Willsie Morrow + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Lydia of the Pines + + +Author: Honoré Willsie Morrow + + + +Release Date: October 4, 2005 [eBook #16803] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LYDIA OF THE PINES*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +LYDIA OF THE PINES + +by + +HONORÉ WILLSIE + +Author of + +"The Heart of the Desert," "Still Jim," etc. + +With Frontispiece in Colors by Eric Papse + + [Transcriber's note: frontispiece missing from book.] + +A. L. Burt Company +Publishers------New York +Published by arrangement with Frederick A. Stokes Company + +1917 + + + + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER + + I THE TOY BALLOON + II THE HEROIC DAY + III THE COTTAGE + IV THE RAVISHED NEST + V ADAM + VI THE COOKING CLASS + VII THE REPUBLICAN CANDIDATE + VIII THE NOTE + IX THE ELECTION + X THE CAMP + XI LYDIA GIGGLES + XII THE HIGH SCHOOL SENIOR + XIII THE INDIAN CELEBRATION + XIV THE HARVARD INSTRUCTOR + XV THE INVESTIGATION BEGINS + XVI DUCIT AMOR PATRIAE + XVII THE MILITARY HOP + XVIII THE END OF A GREAT SEARCH + XIX CAP AND GOWN + XX THE YOUNGEST SCHOLAR + + + + +LYDIA OF THE PINES + + +CHAPTER I + +THE TOY BALLOON + + +"I am the last of my kind. This is the very peak of loneliness."--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +There is a State in the North Mississippi Valley unexcelled for its +quiet beauty. To the casual traveler there may be a certain monotony +in the unending miles of rolling green hills, stretching on and on into +distant, pale skies. But the native of the State knows that the +monotony is only seeming. + +He knows that the green hills shelter in their gentle valleys many +placid lakes. Some of them are shallow and bordered with wild rice. +Some are couched deep in the hollow of curving bluffs. Some are +carefully secreted in virgin pine woods. From the train these pines +are little suspected. Fire and the ax have long since destroyed any +trace of their growth along the railway. + +Yet if the traveler but knew, those distant purple shadows against the +sky-line are primeval pine woods, strange to find in a State so highly +cultivated, so dotted with thriving towns. + +In summer the whole great State is a wonderland of color. Wide wheat +lands of a delicate yellowish green sweep mile on mile till brought to +pause by the black green of the woods. Mighty acres of corn land, +blue-green, march on the heels of the wheat. Great pastures riotous +with early goldenrod are thick dotted with milk herds. White +farmhouses with red barns and little towns with gray roofs and green +shaded streets dot the State like flower beds. + +An old State, as we measure things out of New England, settled by New +Englanders during the first great emigration after the War of 1812. +Its capital, Lake City, lays claim to almost a century of existence. +Lying among the hills in the northern part of the State, it contains +both the state capitol and the state university. Of its thirty +thousand inhabitants, five thousand are students and another five +thousand are state legislators and state employees. + +The town is one of quiet loveliness. It lies in the curving shore of +one of the most beautiful of the little inland lakes. The university +campus lies at the northern end of the curve. The dome of the capitol +rises from the trees at the southern end. Between, deep lawns stretch +to the water's edge with fine old houses capping the gentle slope of +the shore. Inland lies the business section of the town, with the less +pretentious of the dwellings. The whole city is dotted with great elms +and maples, planted three quarters of a century ago. + +A quiet town, Lake City, with an atmosphere that might well belong to +New England,--beauty, culture, leisure, are its hallmarks. + +Fifteen years ago half a mile inland from the lake was an empty block +that once had been a farm pasture. Three fine old oaks stood with tops +together in the center of the block. The grass was still firm and +green and thick in the ancient pasture except for narrow trails worn by +children's feet. To the initiated each trail told its own story. +There was a hollow square that formed the baseball diamond. There was +a straight, short cut that led to the little cress-grown spring. There +were the parallel lines for "Come-Come Pull Away," and there were +numerous bald spots, the center of little radiating trails where, in +the fall, each group of children had its complicated roasting oven in +which potatoes and "weenies" were cooked. + +On one August afternoon the pasture seemed deserted. It was circus day +and the children of the surrounding blocks had all by one method or +another won admission to the big tent on the hill east of the town. + +Yet not quite all the children. For under one of the oak trees was a +baby carriage in which a little girl of two lay fast asleep. And far +above her, perched lightly but firmly in a swaying fork of the oak, was +a long-legged little girl of twelve. She sat where she could peer +easily down on her small sleeping sister, yet high enough to be +completely hidden from casual view. She was a thin youngster, with +short curling hair of a dusty yellow. The curly hair did not hide the +fine square head, a noble head for so small a girl, set well on the +little square shoulders. Her eyes were blue and black lashed, her nose +nondescript, her mouth large, her chin square and her little jaw line +long and pronounced. She wore a soiled sailor suit of blue galatea. +Caught in the crotch of two opposite branches was a doll almost as +large as the sleeping child below. It was a queer old-fashioned doll, +with a huge china head, that displayed brilliant black hair and eyes as +blue as those of her little mistress. The doll wore a clumsily made +sailor suit of blue calico, which evidently had been washed recently, +but not ironed. It is necessary to meet the doll properly, for she was +an intimate and important member of the little girl's family. Her name +was Florence Dombey. + +A battered red book lay in Florence Dombey's lap. It was called, "With +Clive in India." It was written by G. A. Henty and told of the +marvelous and hair-breadth adventures of an English lad in an Indian +campaign. + +Florence Dombey's attention, however, was not on the book. It was +riveted, hectically, on her mistress, who with her tongue caught +between her lips was deftly whittling a cigar box cover into doll +furniture, of a scale so tiny that even had Florence Dombey had a doll +of her own, it could not have hoped to use the furniture. + +It was very quiet in the oak tree. The little furniture-maker spoke +softly to Florence Dombey occasionally, but otherwise crickets and +locusts made the only sounds on the summer air. + +Suddenly she closed the knife sharply. "Darn it! I've cut myself +again," she said. She dropped the knife down the neck of her blouse +and began to suck her finger. "Here, let me have Henty, Florence +Dombey. Don't try to pig it, all the time. You know I don't get +hardly any time to read." + +The furniture and the remains of the cigar-box cover followed the knife +into her blouse and she opened the book. But before she had begun to +read there was a sleepy little call from below. + +"Yes, baby!" called the child. "Here's Lydia, up in the tree! Watch +me, dearie! See me come down. Here comes Florence Dombey first." + +With some difficulty the book followed the knife and the furniture into +the blouse. Florence Dombey, being hastily inverted, showed a length +of light martin cord wrapped about her cotton legs. + +"Here she comes, baby! Catch now for Lydia." + +The baby below, a tiny plump replica of Lydia, sat up with a gurgle of +delight and held up her arms as Florence Dombey, dangling unhappily, +upside down, on the end of the marlin cord, was lowered carefully into +the perambulator. + +"And here I come. Watch me, baby!" + +With a swing light and agile as a young monkey, Lydia let herself down, +landing with a spring of which an acrobat might have boasted, beside +the perambulator. + +"There, sweetness!"--kissing the baby--"first we'll fix Florence +Dombey, then we'll start for home." + +"Florence, home wiv baby." + +"Yes, it's getting near supper time." Lydia tucked the still +hectically staring doll in beside her small sister, turned the +perambulator around and ran it along one of the little paths to the +sidewalk. She hoisted it to the sidewalk with some puffing and several +"darn its," then started toward the block of houses, north of the +pasture. + +At the crossing she met a small girl of her own age, who carried a toy +balloon, and a popcorn ball. + +"Hello, Lydia!" she cried. "It was a perfectly lovely circus!" + +"Was it?" said Lydia, with an indifferent voice that something in her +blue eyes denied. "Well, I had to take care of little Patience!" + +"Huh!" shrilled the little girl, "old Lizzie would have done that! I +think your father's mean not to give you the money." + +Lydia's red cheeks went still redder. "My father's got plenty of +money," she began fiercely. Here the baby interrupted. + +"Baby love pritty--Baby love--" she held out two beseeching dimpled +hands toward the red balloon. + +"Patience, you can't have it," cried Lydia. "It--it'll make your tummy +ache. I'll buy you one when you're older." + +The black-eyed child, holding the red balloon, suddenly kissed little +Patience, who was the pet of all the children in the neighborhood, and +put the string of her balloon into the dimpled hand. "I had the +circus--you can have the balloon," she said. + +Lydia jerked the string away and held it out to the owner. + +"We're no cheerity charities, Margery," she said. "I'll get Patience a +balloon." + +"You're an awful liar and a cruel beast, Lydia!" cried Margery. She +snatched the string and tied it about the baby's wrist. "You know you +can't buy her one and you know she'll cry herself sick for one, now +she's seen mine, and I guess I love her as much as you do." + +Lydia looked from the cherub in the perambulator, crowing ecstatically +over the red bubble that tugged at her wrist, to the defiant Margery. + +"I'll let her have it, Margery," she said reluctantly. "I'll make you +a doll's high chair." + +"All right," said Margery, nonchalantly. "Face tag! So long!" + +Lydia ran the perambulator along the board walk. The street was +macadamized and bordered with thrifty maple trees. Back of the maple +trees were frame houses, of cheap and stupid construction. Before one +of these Lydia paused. It was a dingy brown house, of the type known +as "story and a half." There was a dormer window at the top and a bow +window in the ground floor and a tiny entry porch at the front. + +Lydia opened the gate in the picket fence and tugged the perambulator +through and up to the porch. + +"There, baby mine, shall Lydia take you in for your supper?" + +"Supper," cooed little Patience, lifting her arms. + +Lydia lifted her to the porch with surprising ease. The little two +year old should have been no light weight for the little mother of +twelve. She stood on the porch, watching Lydia arrange Florence Dombey +in her place in the perambulator. Her resemblance to Lydia was marked. +The same dusty gold hair though lighter, the square little shoulders, +and fine set of the head. The red balloon tugging at her wrist, her +soiled little white dress blowing in the summer breeze, she finally +grew impatient of Lydia's attentions to Florence Dombey. + +"Baby eat now," she cried with a stamp of her small foot. + +Lydia laughed. She ran up the steps, took the baby's hand and led her +through the entry into a square little room, evidently the parlor of +the home. It was dusty and disorderly. The center-table of fine old +mahogany was littered with pipes and newspapers. A patent rocker was +doing duty as a clothes rack for hats and coats. A mahogany desk was +almost indistinguishable under a clutter of doll's furniture. The +sunset glow pouring through the window disclosed rolls of dust on the +faded red Brussels carpet. + +Lydia disgorged the contents of her blouse upon the desk, then followed +little Patience into the next room. This was larger than the first and +was evidently the dining-room and sitting-room. A huge old mahogany +table and sideboard, ill kept and dusty, filled the bow window end of +the room. Opposite the sideboard was a couch, draped with a red and +green chenille spread. The floor was covered with oil cloth. + +A short, stout old woman was setting the table. She had iron gray +hair. Her face was a broad wreath of wrinkles, surrounding +bespectacled black eyes and a thin mouth that never quite concealed a +very white and handsome set of false teeth. + +"See! Liz! See!" cried little Patience, pattering up to the old woman +with the tugging balloon. + +"Ain't that grand!" said Lizzie. "Where'd you git the money, Lydia? +Baby's milk's in the tin cup on the kitchen table. Your father's home. +You'd better fry the steak. He complains so about it when I do it." + +Lydia left the baby clinging to Lizzie's skirts and went on into the +kitchen. Her father was washing his hands at the sink. + +"Hello, Dad!" she said. The child had a peculiar thread of richness in +her voice when she spoke to little Patience and it was apparent again +as she greeted the man at the sink. He turned toward her. + +"Well, young woman, it's about time you got home," he said. "Baby all +right?" + +Lydia nodded and turned toward the litter of dishes and paper parcels +on the kitchen table. Amos Dudley at this time was about forty years +old,--a thin man of medium weight, his brown hair already gray at the +temples. Lydia evidently got from him the blue of her eyes and the +white of her teeth. He began to peel off a pair of brown overalls. + +"What's for supper?" he asked. + +"Round steak," said Lydia. + +"For heaven's sake, don't let Liz touch it." + +"I won't," said the child, piling up dishes deftly. "I'm going to give +baby her cup of milk, and then I'll fix it in my patent way." + +Amos nodded. "You're a natural cook, like your mother." He paused, +one leg of his overalls off, disclosing his shiny black trousers. +Lydia carried the cup of milk toward the dining-room. From where he +sat he could see her kneel before little Patience, and hold the cup, +while the baby drank thirstily. Little motes of the sunset light +danced on the two curly golden heads. He looked from the children +toward the dusty kitchen table. + +"What a hell of a mess Liz does keep going," he muttered. "Patience +would break her heart, if she knew. Oh! Patience, Patience!--" + +Lydia came back with the empty cup. "Now for the steak," she +exclaimed. "Gosh, what a fire--" + +She attacked the greasy stove with enthusiasm and in a short time a +savory smell of steak filled the house. Amos went into the dining-room +and sat in a rocking chair with little Patience and the balloon in his +lap. Old Lizzie hummed as she finished setting the table and Lydia +whistled as she seasoned the potatoes Lizzie had set to frying. + +"Where'd she get the balloon?" asked Amos as Lydia brought in the +platter of meat. + +"Margery gave it to her," answered the child. "Supper's ready." + +"Got it at the circus, I suppose. I wish I could 'a' let you go, +Lydia, but at a dollar and a half a day, I swan I--" + +"I didn't want to go," returned Lydia, sitting the baby in her high +chair. "I'm getting too big for circuses." + +"Too big for a circus!" Her father looked at her with understanding +eyes. "I guess heaven is paved with lies like yours, Lydia. John +Levine will be over to-night. Get some of the mess dug out of the +parlor, will you, Lizzie?" + +"Sure," said Lizzie, good-naturedly. Lydia sat opposite her father and +poured tea. The ancient maid of all work sat beside Patience and +dispensed the currant sauce and the cake. + +The baby was half asleep before the meal was ended. "She didn't finish +her nap this afternoon," said Lydia. "I'll take her up to bed now and +finish my cake afterward." + +She tugged the baby out of the high chair that was becoming too close a +fit and toiled with her up the narrow stairs that led from the entry. + +The little sisters slept together in a slant-ceilinged bedroom. Here +again was dust and disorder, the floor covered with clothing and toys, +the bed unmade, the old fashioned mahogany bureau piled high with +books, brushes, and soiled teacups that had held the baby's milk. + +There was still light enough to see by. Lydia stood Patience on the +bed and got her into her nightdress after gently persuading the baby to +let her fasten the balloon to the foot of the bed. Then she carried +her to the little rocker by the window and with a look that was the +very essence of motherhood began to rock the two year old to sleep. +Presently there floated down to Amos, smoking his pipe on the front +step, Lydia's childish, throaty contralto: + + "I've reached the land of corn and wine + With all its riches surely mine, + I've reached that beauteous shining shore, + My heaven, my home, for ever more." + +A little pause, during which crickets shrilled, then, in a softer voice: + + "Blow him again to me + While my little one, while my pretty one sleeps." + +Another pause--and still more softly: + + "Wreathe me no gaudy chaplet; + Make it from simple flowers + Plucked from the lowly valley + After the summer showers." + +The coolness of the August wind touched Amos' face, "Oh! Patience, +Patience--" he murmured. + +Lydia sat for a moment or two with the sleeping baby in her arms, +looking down on her with a curious gentle intentness. Then she rose +carefully, and as carefully deposited little Patience on the bed. This +done, she untied the balloon and carried it out with her to the little +landing. There was a window here into which the August moon was +beginning to shine. Lydia sat down with the balloon and felt of it +carefully. + +"Aren't balloons the most wonderful things, almost as wonderful as +bubbles," she murmured. "I love the smell of them. Think what they +can do, how they can float, better than birds! How you want to squeeze +them but you don't dast! I'd rather have gone to the circus than to +heaven." + +In a moment she heard steps and greetings and her father leading his +friend into the house. Then she slipped down the stairs and into the +night. A dozen times she ran up and down the yard, the balloon like a +fettered bird tugging at her wrist. + +"I love it as much as little Patience does," she murmured. "Oh, I wish +it was mine." + +Finally, she ran out of the gate and up the street to the one fine +house of which the street boasted. She stole up to the door and +fastened the string of the balloon to the door bell, gave the bell a +jerk and fled. + +As she ran down the street, a boy, leaning against the gate-post next +her own, cried, "What's the rush, Lydia?" + +"Oh, hello, Kent! Did you like the circus?" + +"The best ever! You should have taken that ticket I wanted you to. +Didn't cost me anything but carrying water to the elephants." + +"I can't take anything I don't pay for. I promised mother. You know +how it is, Kent." + +"I guess your mother fixed it so you'd miss lots of good times, all +right---- Now, don't fly off the handle--look, I got a trick. I've +rubbed my baseball with match heads, so's I can play catch at night. +Try it?" + +"Gosh, isn't that wonderful!" exclaimed Lydia. The boy, who was a +little taller than Lydia, led the way to the open space between his +home and Lydia's. Then he spun Lydia a brisk ball. + +"It's like a shooting star," she cried, spinning back a quick overhand +shot, "but it makes your hands smell like anything." + +"Lydia," called her father from the bow window, "it's time to come in." + +"All right!" Then aside to Kent, "I'll wait till he calls me twice +more, Kent. Keep them coming." + +"Lydia!" + +"Yes, Dad. Not so hard, Kent. Don't throw curves, just because I +can't." + +"Lydia! I shan't call again." + +"Coming, Dad! Good night, Kent. Face tag!" + +"Face tag yourself, smarty. Maybe I'll be over, to-morrow, if I ain't +got anything better to do." + +Lydia sauntered slowly up to the kitchen steps. "Well, I haven't +anything pleasant at all to look forward to now," she thought. "The +circus parade is over and I've returned the balloon. Gee, yes, there +is too! I didn't eat my cake yet!" + +She turned up the lamp in the kitchen and foraged in the cake box, +bringing out the cake Lizzie had saved for her. With this in her hand +she entered the dining-room. An extraordinarily long, thin man was +stretched out in one arm chair, Amos in the other. + +"You ought to sit in the parlor, Dad," said Lydia, reproachfully. + +"It's too stuffy," said Amos. + +"Oh, hello, young Lydia!" said the tall man. "Come here and let me +look at you." + +Levine drew the child to his knee. She looked with a clear +affectionate gaze on his thin smooth-shaven face, and into his tired +black eyes. + +"Why do you always say 'young' Lydia?" asked the child. + +"That's what I want to know, too," agreed Amos. + +"Because, by heck! she's so young to be such an old lady." He smoothed +the short curly hair with a gesture that was indescribably gentle. "I +tell you what, young Lydia, if you were ten years older and I were ten +years younger--" + +Lydia leaned against his knee and took a large bite of cake. "You'd +take me traveling, wouldn't you, Mr. Levine?" she said, comfortably. + +"You bet I would, and you should have your heart's desire, whatever +that might be. If any one deserves it you do, young Lydia." + +Amos nodded and Lydia looked at them both with a sort of puzzled +content as she munched her cake. + +"I brought a newly illustrated copy of 'Tom Sawyer' for you to see, +Lydia," said Levine. "Keep it as long as you want to. It's over on +the couch there." + +Lydia threw herself headlong on the book and the two men returned to +the conversation she had interrupted. + +"My loan from Marshall comes due in January," said Amos. "My lord, +I've got to do something." + +"What made you get so much?" asked Levine. + +"A thousand dollars? I told you at the time, I sorta lumped all my +outstanding debts with the doctor's bill and funeral expenses and +borrowed enough to cover." + +"He's a skin, Marshall is. Why does he live on this street except to +save money?" + +Lydia looked up from "Tom Sawyer." There were two little lines of +worry between her eyes and the little sick sense in the pit of her +stomach that always came when she heard money matters discussed. Her +earliest recollection was of her mother frantically striving to devise +some method of meeting their latest loan. + +"I'd like to get enough ahead to buy a little farm. All my folks were +farmers back in New Hampshire and I was a fool ever to have quit it. +It looked like a mechanic could eat a farmer up, though, when I was a +young fellow. Now a little farm looks good enough to me. But on a +dollar and a half a day, I swan--" Amos sighed. + +"Land's high around here," said Levine. "I understand Marshall sold +Eagle Farm for a hundred dollars an acre. Takes a sharp farmer to make +interest on a hundred an acre. Lord--when you think of the land on the +reservation twenty miles from here, just yelling for men to farm it and +nothing but a bunch of dirty Indians to take advantage of it." + +"Look here, John," said Amos with sudden energy. "It's time that bunch +of Indians moved on and gave white men a chance. I wouldn't say a word +if they farmed the land, but such a lazy, lousy outfit!" + +"There are more than you feel that way, Amos," replied Levine. "But it +would take an Act of Congress to do anything." + +"Well, why not an Act of Congress, then? What's that bunch we sent +down to Washington doing?" + +"Poor brutes of Indians," said John Levine, refilling his pipe. "I get +ugly about the reservation, yet I realize they've got first right to +the land." + +"The man that can make best use of the land's got first right to it," +insisted Amos. "That's what my ancestors believed two hundred and +fifty years ago when they settled in New Hampshire and put loopholes +under the eaves of their houses. Our farmhouse had loopholes like +that. Snow used to sift in through 'em on my bed when I was a kid." + +Lydia, lying on her stomach on the couch, turning the leaves of "Tom +Sawyer," looked up with sudden interest. + +"Daddy, let's go back there to live. I'd love to live in a house with +loopholes." + +The two men laughed. "You should have been a boy, Lydia," said Amos. + +"A boy," sniffed Levine, "and who'd have mothered little Patience if +she'd been a boy?" + +"That's right--yet, look at that litter on the desk in the parlor." + +Both the men smiled while Lydia blushed. + +"What are you going to do with that doll furniture, Lydia?" asked John +Levine. + +"I'm going to make a doll house for little Patience, for Christmas." +Lydia gave an uncomfortable wriggle. "Don't talk about me so much." + +"You're working a long way ahead," commented Amos. "That was your +mother's trait. I wish I'd had it. Though how I could look ahead on a +dollar and a half a day--Lydia, it's bedtime." + +Lydia rose reluctantly, her book under her arm. + +"Don't read upstairs, child," Amos went on; "go to bed and to sleep, +directly." + +Lydia looked around for a safe place for the book and finally climbed +up on a chair and laid it on the top shelf of the sideboard. Then she +came back to her father's side and lifted her face for her good night +kiss. + +"Good night, my child," said Amos. + +"How about me," asked Levine. "Haven't you one to spare for a lonely +bachelor?" + +He pulled Lydia to him and kissed her gently on the cheek. "If you +were ten years older and I were ten years younger--" + +"Then we'd travel," said the child, with a happy giggle as she ran out +of the room. + +There was silence for a moment, then John Levine said, "Too bad old +Lizzie is such a slob." + +"I know it," replied Amos, "but she gets no wages, just stayed on after +nursing my wife. I can't afford to pay for decent help. And after +all, she does the rough work, and she's honest and fond of the +children." + +"Still Lydia ought to have a better chance. I wish you'd let me--" he +hesitated. + +"Let you what?" asked Amos. + +"Nothing. She'd better work out things her own way. She'll be getting +to notice things around the house as she grows older." + +"It is the devil's own mess here," admitted Amos. "I'm going to move +next month. This place has got on my nerves." + +"No, Daddy, no!" exclaimed Lydia. + +Both men started as the little girl appeared in the kitchen door. "I +came down to put Florence Dombey to bed," she explained. "Oh, Daddy, +don't let's move again! Why, we've only been here two years." + +"I've got to get into a place where I can have a garden," insisted +Amos. "If we go further out of town we can get more land for less +rent." + +"Oh, I don't want to move," wailed Lydia. "Seems to me we've always +been moving. Last time you said 'twas because you couldn't bear to +stay in the house where mother died. I don't see what excuse you've +got this time." + +"Lydia, go to bed!" cried Amos. + +Lydia retreated hastily into the kitchen and in a moment they heard her +footsteps on the back stairs. + +"It's a good idea to have a garden," said John Levine. "I tell you, +take that cottage of mine out near the lake. I'll let you have it for +what you pay for this. It'll be empty the first of September." + +"I'll go you," said Amos. "It's as pretty a place as I know of." + +Again silence fell. Then Amos said, "John, why don't you go to +Congress? Not to-day, or to-morrow, but maybe four or five years from +now." + +Levine looked at Amos curiously. The two men were about the same age. +Levine's brown face had a foreign look about it, the gift of a Canadian +French grandfather. Amos was typically Yankee, with the slightly +aquiline nose, the high forehead and the thin hair, usually associated +with portraits of Daniel Webster. + +"Nice question for one poor man to put to another," said Levine, with a +short laugh. + +"No reason you should always be poor," replied Amos. "There's rich +land lying twenty miles north of here, owned by nothing but Indians." + +Levine scratched his head. + +"You could run for sheriff," said Amos, "as a starter. You're an Elk." + +"By heck!" exploded John Levine. "I'll try for it. No reason why a +real estate man shouldn't go into politics as well as some of the +shyster lawyers you and I know, huh, Amos?" + +Upstairs, Lydia stood in a path of moonlight pulling off her clothes +slowly and stifling her sobs for the sake of the little figure in the +bed. Having jerked herself into her nightdress, she knelt by the +bedside. + +"O God," she prayed in a whisper, "don't let there be any more deaths +in our family and help me to bring little Patience up right." This was +her regular formula. To-night she added a plea and a threat. "And O +God, don't let us move again. Seems though I can't stand being jerked +around so much. If you do, God, I don't know what I'll say to +you--Amen." + +Softly as a shadow she crept in beside her baby sister and the +moonlight slowly edged across the room and rested for a long time on +the two curly heads, motionless in childhood's slumber. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE HEROIC DAY + + +"Where the roots strike deepest, the fruitage is best."--_The Murmuring +Pine_. + + +Little Patience had forgotten the red balloon, overnight. Lydia had +known that she would. Nevertheless, with the feeling that something +was owing to the baby, she decided to turn this Saturday into an extra +season of delight for her little charge. + +"Do you care, Dad," asked Lydia, at breakfast, "if baby and I have +lunch over at the lake shore?" + +"Not if you're careful," answered Amos. "By the way," he added, "that +cottage of John Levine's is right on the shore." He spoke with studied +carelessness. Lydia had a passion for the water. + +She stared at him now, with the curiously pellucid gaze that belongs to +some blue eyed children and Amos had a vague sense of discomfort, as if +somehow, he were not playing the game quite fairly. He dug into his +coat pocket and brought up a handful of tobacco from which he +disinterred two pennies. + +"Here," he said, "one for each of you. Don't be late for supper, +chickens." + +He kissed the two children, picked up his dinner pail and was off. +Lydia, her red cheeks redder than usual, smiled at Lizzie, as she +dropped the pennies into the pocket of her blouse and stuffed a gray +and frowsy little handkerchief on top of them. + +"Isn't he the best old Daddy!" she exclaimed. + +"Sure," said Lizzie absentmindedly, as she poured out her third cup of +coffee. "Lydia, that dress of yours is real dirty. You get into +something else and I'll wash it out to-day." + +"I haven't got much of anything else to get into, have I, +Lizzie?--except my Sunday dress." + +"You are dreadful short of clothes, child, what with the way you grow +and the way you climb trees. I'm trying to save enough out of the +grocery money to get you a couple more of them galatea dresses for when +school opens, but land--your poor mother was such a hand with the +needle, you used to look a perfect picture. There," warned by the +sudden droop of Lydia's mouth, "I tell you, you'll be in and out of the +water all day, anyhow. Both of you get into the bathing suits your +Aunt Emily sent you. They're wool and it's going to be a dreadful hot +day." + +"Jefful hot day," said little Patience, gulping the last of her oatmeal. + +"All right," answered Lydia, soberly. "Wouldn't you think Aunt Emily +would have had more sense than to send all those grown up clothes? Who +did she think's going to make 'em over, now?" + +"I don't know, child. The poor thing is dead now, anyhow. Folks is +always thoughtless about charity. Why I wasn't taught to sew, I don't +know. Anyhow, the bathing suits she got special for you two." + +"You bet your life, I'm going to learn how to sew," said Lydia, rising +to untie the baby's bib. "I'm practising on Florence Dombey. Mother +had taught me straight seams and had just begun me on over and over, +when--" + +"Over and over," repeated the baby, softly. + +Lizzie put out a plump, toil-scarred hand and drew Lydia to her. +"There, dearie! Think about other things. What shall poor old Liz fix +you for lunch?" + +The child rubbed her bright cheek against the old woman's faded one. +"You are a solid comfort to me, Lizzie," she said with a sigh. Then +after a moment she exclaimed, eagerly, "Oh! Lizzie, do you think we +could have a deviled egg? Is it too expensive?" + +"You shall have a deviled egg if I have to steal it. But maybe you +might dust up the parlor a bit while I get things ready." + +Lydia established little Patience on the dining-room floor with a linen +picture book, brought in a broom and dustpan from the kitchen and began +furiously to sweep the parlor. When the dust cleared somewhat she +emerged with the dustpan heaped with sweepings and the corners of the +room still untouched. She hung the coats and hats in the entry and +rubbed off the top of the table with her winter Tam o' Shanter, from +which the moths flew as she worked. She gazed thoughtfully at the +litter on the desk and decided against touching it. Then with a sense +of duty well done, she lifted little Patience and carried her up into +the little bedroom. + +The bathing suits were pretty blue woolen things, and when the two +presented themselves to Lizzie in the kitchen the old woman exclaimed, +"Well, if ever I seen two fairies!" + +"A thin one and a fat one," chuckled Lydia. "Push the baby carriage +down over the steps for me, Lizzie, and I'll prepare for our long, hard +voyage." + +Patience was established in her perambulator with her linen picture +book. Florence Dombey was settled at her feet, with "Men of Iron." +The bits of cigar box and the knife packed in a pasteboard box were +tied to one edge of the carriage. Patience's milk, packed in a tin +pail of ice, was laid on top of "Men of Iron." The paper bag of lunch +dangled from the handle-bar and Lydia announced the preparations +complete. + +The way to the lake shore led under the maple trees for several blocks. +Then the board walk turned abruptly to cross a marsh, high-grown now +with ripening cat-tails. Having safely crossed the marsh, the walk +ended in a grass-grown path. Lydia trundled the heavy perambulator +with some difficulty along the path. The August sun was hot. + + "'A life on the ocean wave--'" + +she panted. "You are getting fat, baby! + + 'A home on the rolling deep. + Where the scattered waters rave + And the winds their revels keep.' + +Darn it, I wish I had a bicycle!" + +"Ahoy there! Hard aport with your helm, mate!" came a shout from +behind her. A boy in a bright red bathing suit jumped off a bicycle. + +"Hello, Kent!" said Lydia. + +"Hello, yourself!" returned Kent. "Wait and I'll hitch to the front +axle." + +He untied a stout cord from his handle-bars and proceeded to fasten it +from his saddle post to the perambulator. Lydia watched him with a +glowing face. She was devoted to Kent, although they quarreled a great +deal. He was a handsome boy, two years Lydia's senior; not tall for +his years, but already broad and sturdy, with crinkly black hair and +clear, black-lashed brown eyes. His face was round and ruddy under its +summer tan. His lips were full and strong--an aggressive, jolly boy, +with a quick temper and a generous heart. He and Lydia had been +friends since kindergarten days. + +"I'm going to stay in the Willows all day," said Lydia. "Don't go too +fast, Kent." + +"Dit-up! Dit-up, horsy!" screamed little Patience. + +"Toot! Toot! Express for the Willows!" shouted Kent, mounting his +wheel, and the procession was off, the perambulator bounding madly +after the bicycle, while Patience shouted with delight and Lydia clung +desperately to the handle-bars. + +The path, after a few moments, shifted to the lake shore. The water +there lapped quietly on a sandy beach, deep shaded by willows. Kent +dismounted. + +"Discharge your cargo!" he cried. + +"Don't be so bossy," said Lydia. "This is my party." + +"All right, then I won't play with you." + +"Nobody asked you to, smarty. I was going to give you my deviled egg +for lunch." + +"Gosh," said Kent, "did you bring your lunch? Say, I guess I'll go +home and get mother to give me some. But let's play pirates, first." + +"All right! I choose to be chief first," agreed Lydia. + +"And I'm the cannibal and baby's the stolen princess," said Kent. + +The three children plunged into the game which is the common property +of childhood. For a time, bloody captures, savage orgies, escape, +pursuit, looting of great ships and burial of treasure, transformed the +quiet shore to a theater of high crime. At last, as the August noon +waxed high, and the hostage princess fell fast asleep in her +perambulator cave, the cannibal, who had shifted to captured duke, +bowed before the pirate. + +"Sir," he said in a deep voice, "I have bethought myself of still +further treasure which if you will allow me to go after in my trusty +boat, I will get and bring to you--if you will allow me to say farewell +at that time to my wife and babes." + +"Ha!" returned the pirate. "How do I know you'll come back?" + +The duke folded his arms. "You have my word of honor which never has, +and never will, be broken." + +"Go, duke--but return ere sundown." The pirate made a magnificent +gesture toward the bicycle, "and, say Kent, bring plenty to fill +yourself up, for I'm awful hungry and I'll need all we've got." + +As Kent shot out of sight, Lydia turned to arrange the mosquito bar +over little Patience, then she stood looking out over the lake. The +morning wind had died and the water lay as motionless and perfect a +blue as the sky above. Faint and far down the curving shore the white +dome of the Capitol building rose above soft billows of green tree +tops. Up the shore, woods crowned the gentle slopes of the hills. +Across the lake lay a dim green shore-line of fields. Lydia gave a +deep sigh. The beauty of the lake shore always stirred in her a +wordless ecstasy. She waded slowly to her waist into the water, then +turned gently on her back and floated with her eyes on the sky. Its +depth of color was no deeper nor more crystal clear than the depths of +her own blue gaze. The tender brooding wonder of the lake was a part +and parcel of her own little face, so tiny in the wide expanse of water. + +After some moments of drifting, she turned on her side and began to +swim along the shore. She swam with a power and a precision of stroke +that a man twice her size would have envied. But it must be noted that +she did not get out of eye and ear shot of the perambulator beneath the +willows; and she had not been swimming long before a curious agitation +of the mosquito netting brought her ashore. + +She wrung the water from her short skirt and was giving little Patience +her bread and milk, when Kent returned with a paper bag. + +"Ma was cross at me for pestering her, but I managed to get some +sandwiches and doughnuts. Come on, let's begin. Gee, there's a squaw!" + +Coming toward the three children seated in the sand by the perambulator +was a thin bent old woman, leaning on a stick. + +"Dirty old beggar," said Kent, beginning to devour his sandwiches. + +"Isn't she awful!" exclaimed Lydia. Begging Indians were no novelty to +Lake City children, but this one was so old and thin that Lydia was +horrified. Toothless, her black hair streaked with gray, her calico +dress unspeakably dirty, her hands like birds' claws clasping her +stick, the squaw stopped in front of the children. + +"Eat!" she said, pointing to her mouth, while her sunken black eyes +were fixed on Kent's sandwiches. + +Little Patience looked up and began to whimper with fear. + +"Get out, you old rip!" said Kent. + +"Eat! Eat!" insisted the squaw, a certain ferocity in her manner. + +"Did you walk clear in from the reservation?" asked Lydia. + +The squaw nodded, and held out her scrawny hand for the children's +inspection. "No eats, all time no eats! You give eats--poor old +woman." + +"Oh, Kent, she's half starved! Let's give her some of our lunch," +exclaimed Lydia. + +"Not on your life," returned Kent. "Dirty, lazy lot! Why don't they +work?" + +"If we'd go halves, we'd have enough," insisted Lydia. + +"You told me you'd only enough for yourself. Get out of here, you old +she-devil." + +The squaw did not so much as glance at Kent. Her eyes were fastened on +Lydia, with the look of a hungry, expectant dog. Lydia ran her fingers +through her damp curls, and sighed. Then she gave little Patience her +share of the bread and butter and a cooky. She laid the precious +deviled egg in its twist of paper on top of the remainder of the bread +and cookies and handed them to the Indian. + +"You can't have any of mine, if you give yours up!" warned Kent. + +"I don't want any, pig!" returned Lydia. + +The old squaw received the food with trembling fingers and broke into +sobs, that tore at her old throat painfully. She said something to +Lydia in Indian, and then to the children's surprise, she bundled the +food up in her skirt and started as rapidly as possible back in the +direction whence she had come. + +"She's taking it back to some one," said Kent. + +"Poor thing," said Lydia. + +"Poor thing!" sniffed Kent. "It would be a good thing if they were all +dead. My father says so." + +"Well, I guess your father don't know everything," snapped Lydia. + +"Evyfing," said Patience, who had finished her lunch and was digging in +the sand. + +Kent paused in the beginning of his attack on his last sandwich to look +Lydia over. She was as thin as a half-grown chicken in her wet bathing +suit. Her damp curls, clinging to her head and her eyes a little heavy +with heat and weariness after her morning of play, made her look +scarcely older than Patience. Kent wouldn't confess, even to himself, +how fond he was of Lydia. + +"Here," he said gruffly. "I can't eat this sandwich. Mother made me +too many. And here's a doughnut." + +"Thanks, Kent," said Lydia meekly. "What do you want to play, after +lunch?" + +"Robinson Crusoe," replied Kent promptly. "You'll have to be +Friday." + +As recipient of his bounty, Lydia recognized Kent's advantage and +conceded the point without protest. + +She held Patience's abbreviated bathing suit skirt with one hand. +"Where are you heading for, baby?" she asked. + +"Mardy! Mardy!" screamed Patience, tugging at her leash. + +"Oh, rats, it's Margery Marshall. Look at the duds on her. She makes +me sick," groaned Kent. + +"She's crazy about little Patience," answered Lydia, "so I put up with +a lot from her." + +She loosed her hold on Patience. The baby trundled along the sand to +meet the little girl in an immaculate white sailor suit, who approached +pushing a doll buggy large enough to hold Patience. She ran to meet +the baby and kissed her, then allowed her to help push the doll +carriage. + +"Mardy tum! Mardy tum!" chanted Patience. + +Margery's black hair was in a long braid, tied with a wide white +ribbon. Margery's hands were clean and so were her white stockings and +shoes. She brought the doll's carriage to pause before Lydia and Kent +and gazed at them appraisingly out of bright black eyes--beautiful +eyes, large and heavily lashed. Kent's face was dirty and sweat +streaked. His red bathing suit was gray with sand and green with grass +stain. On his head he wore his favorite headgear, a disreputable white +cotton cap with the words "Goldenrod Flour Mills" across the front. + +"Well," he said belligerently, to Margery, "do you see anything green?" + +Margery shrugged her shoulders. "Watcha playing?" + +"Nothing! Want to play it?" replied Lydia. + +"Thanks," answered Margery. "I'll watch you two while I sit with the +baby. Isn't she just ducky in that bathing suit?" + +Lydia melted visibly and showed a flash of white teeth. "You bet! +How's Gwendolyn?" nodding toward the great bisque doll seated in the +wonderful doll carriage. "I wish I had a doll like that." + +"She isn't in it with Florence Dombey," said Kent. "Florence is some +old sport, she is. Guess I'd better cut her down." + +It was remarkable that while on most occasions Lydia was the tenderest +of mothers to Florence Dombey, she was, when the fever of "play and +pretend" was on her, capable of the most astonishing cruelties. During +the game of pirates, Florence Dombey had been hung from a willow +branch, in lieu of a yardarm, and had remained dangling there in the +wind, forgotten by her mother. + +Kent placed her in Patience's carriage. "I'll tell you what I'll do," +he said. "I'll go up the shore and get Smith's flat boat. We'll +anchor it out from the shore, and that'll be the wreck. We'll swim out +to her and bring stuff in. And up under the bank there we'll build the +cave and the barricade." + +"Gee," exclaimed Lydia, "that's the best we've thought of yet. I'll be +collecting stuff to put in the wreck." + +All during the golden August afternoon the game waxed joyfully. For a +long time, Margery sat aloof, playing with the baby. But when the +excavating of the cave began, she succumbed, and began to grovel in the +sand with the other two. She was allowed to come in as Friday's +father, and baby Patience, panting at her work of scratching the sand +with a crooked stick, was entered as the Parrot. Constant small +avalanches of sand and soil from the bank powdered the children's hair +and clothes with gray-black dust. + +"Gosh, this is too much like work," groaned Kent, at last. "I'll tell +you, let's play the finding of Friday's father." + +"I don't want to be tied up in a boat," protested, Margery, at once. + +"Mardy not in boat," chorused little Patience, toddling to the water's +edge and throwing in a handful of sand. + +"Isn't she a love!" sighed Margery. + +"Huh, you girls make me sick," snorted Kent. "We won't tie you in the +boat. We'll bring the boat in and get you, then we'll anchor it out +where it is now, and--and--I'll go get Smith's rowboat, and Friday and +I'll come out and rescue you." + +Margery hesitated. "Aw, come on!" urged Kent. "Don't be such a 'fraid +cat. That's why us kids don't like you, you're such a silly, +dressed-up doll." + +The banker's daughter flushed. Though she loved the pretty clothes and +though the sense of superiority to other children, carefully cultivated +by her mother, was the very breath of her nostrils, she had never been +quite so happy as this afternoon when grubbing on an equality with +these three inferior children. + +"I'm not afraid at all and I'm just as dirty as Lydia is. Go ahead +with your old boat." + +They tethered Patience with Kent's cord to one of the willow trees and +Margery was paddled out several boat lengths from the shore and the +great stone that served for anchor was dropped over. Kent took a clean +dive overboard, swam ashore and disappeared along the willow path. +Little Patience set up a wail. + +"Baby turn too. Baby turn, too," she wept. + +"I'll go stay with her till Kent comes," said Lydia, diving into the +water as casually as if she were rising from a chair. + +"I won't stay in this awful boat alone!" shrieked Margery. + +Lydia swam steadily to the shore, then turned. Margery was standing up +in the boat. + +"Sit down! Sit down!" cried Lydia. + +Margery, beside herself with fear, tossed her arms, "I won't stay in +this old--" + +There was a great splash and a choking cry as Margery's black braid +disappeared beneath the water. + +"And she can't swim," gasped Lydia. "Kent!" she screamed, and made a +flying leap into the water. Her slender, childish arms seemed suddenly +steel. Her thin little legs took a racing stroke like tiny propellers. +Margery came up on the far side of the boat and uttered another choking +cry before she went down again. Lydia dived, caught the long black +braid and brought the frenzied little face to the surface. Margery +immediately threw an arm around Lydia's neck, and Lydia hit her in the +face with a clenched small fist and all the strength she could muster. + +"Let go, or I'll let you drown. Turn over on your back. There isn't a +thing to be afraid of." + +Margery, with a sob, obeyed and Lydia towed her the short distance to +the boat. "There, catch hold," she said. + +Both the children clung to the gunwale, Margery choking and sobbing. + +"I can't lift you into the boat," panted Lydia. "But quit your crying. +You're safe. There's Kent." + +The whole episode had taken but a few minutes. Kent had heard the call +and some note of need in it registered, after a moment, in his mind. +He ran back and leaped into the water. + +He clambered into the flat boat and reaching over pulled Margery bodily +over the gunwale. The child, sick and hysterical, huddled into the +bottom of the boat. + +"Are you all right, Lyd?" he asked. + +"Sure," replied Lydia, who was beginning to recover her breath. + +It was the work of a minute to ground the boat. Then unheeding little +Patience's lamentations, the two children looked at each other and at +Margery. + +"I'll run for her mother," said Kent. + +"And scare her to death! She isn't hurt a bit," insisted Lydia. +"Margery, stop crying. You're all right, I tell you." + +"I'll tell you," said Kent, "let's put her in Patience's carriage, and +carry her home. The water she swallowed makes her awful sick at her +stomach, I guess." + +The fright over, the old spirit of adventure, with an added sense of +heroism, animated Kent and Lydia. + +Margery was teased out of the boat and assisted into the perambulator, +with her dripping white legs dangling helplessly over the end. Little +Patience's tears were assuaged when she was placed in the doll buggy, +with Margery's doll in her arms. Florence Dombey was tied papoose +fashion to Lydia's back. The bicycle was hidden in the cave and with +Kent wheeling Margery and Lydia, Patience, the procession started +wildly for home. + +By the time they had turned into the home street, Margery was beginning +to recover, but she was still shivering and inclined to sob. Other +children followed them and it was quite an imposing group that turned +in at the Marshall gate, just as Mrs. Marshall came to the door to bid +a guest good-by. + +The scene that followed was difficult for either Lydia or Kent to +describe afterward. There was a hullabaloo that brought half the +mothers of the neighborhood into the yard. The doctor was sent for. +Margery was put to bed and Kent and Lydia were mentioned as murderers, +low-down brats and coarse little brutes by Mrs. Marshall, who ended by +threatening them with the police. + +Old Lizzie appeared on the scene in time to take Lydia's part and Kent +disappeared after Mrs. Marshall had told him that Margery's father +would be around to see his father that evening. + +"Is the child dead?" demanded old Lizzie, holding Patience on one arm +while Lydia clung to the other. + +"She was able to walk upstairs," said a neighbor. "It's just Mrs. +Marshall's way, you know." + +"I'll way her," snorted Lizzie. "Fine thanks to Lydia for saving the +child. Come home with your old Liz, dearie, and get into the nice +clean dress I've got for you." + +Lydia told the story to Amos at suppertime. He was much disturbed. + +"I've told you often and often, Lydia, never to endanger a child that +can't swim. You and Kent should have had more sense." + +The quick tears sprang to the child's eyes. She was still much shaken. + +"Is this lesson enough for you, or must I forbid your playing in the +water? I thought I could trust you absolutely." + +"Stop your scolding her, Amos Dudley," exclaimed old Lizzie. "I won't +have it. She's too nervous a child." + +Amos was saved a reply by a ring at the doorbell. Lizzie let Margery's +father in. He was a short, red-faced man with black hair and eyes. He +was too much excited now to stand on ceremony, and he followed Lizzie +into the dining-room. + +"This won't do, Dudley. These wild young ones of yours--" + +"Wait a minute, Marshall," interrupted Amos, with a dignity that he had +brought with him from New England. "Margery is all right, so we can go +over this thing calmly. Sit down and listen to Lydia's story. Tell +him, Lydia." + +Lydia left her place and crowded up against her father's side. Old +Lizzie was holding the baby. + +"It was like this," Lydia began. "Baby and me were going to play by +ourselves under the willows. Then Kent, he came and he played pirates +with us." + +"Why wasn't Kent out playing with the boys?" interrupted Marshall. + +Lydia's eyes widened. "Why, I'm as good as a boy to play with, any +day! Mostly he does play with other boys, but when they aren't round, +he and I play pirates. And then, right after we'd had our lunch, +Margery she came along and Kent and I were mad--" + +The child paused uncomfortably and rubbed her curly yellow head with +her thin little hand in an embarrassed way. + +"Why were you mad, Lydia?" In spite of himself, Marshall's voice was +softening, as Amos had known it would. Lydia made a deep appeal +somehow to the tenderness of men. + +"Tell Mr. Marshall all you told me, Lydia," said Amos. + +"Well--well, you see, it's like this. Margery's always so _clean_ and +she has lovely clothes and--and she--she looks down on us other kids so +we won't generally let her play with us--and she's an awful 'fraid cat +and--and a tattle-tale. But when we got to playing Robinson Crusoe, +and were digging the cave she helped and got terrible dirty, just like +us, and then she wanted to be Friday's father, and then--well--now--I +guess the rest of it was Kent's and my fault. We forgot she couldn't +swim and we forgot what a cry-baby she was. 'Cause you see, water's +almost like land to Kent and me and we'd been swimming 'most all day, +and Margery's the only kid around here that can't swim." + +"Why can't she swim?" demanded Marshall. "How'd all the rest of you +learn? Don't you think you were mean not to let her learn?" + +Again Lydia's pellucid eyes widened. "Why her mother won't let her +play with common kids like us! And us kids never learned. We've just +played in the water ever since we was as big as baby. She'll be +swimming by the time she's five," added Lydia, looking at the sleeping +Patience and speaking with the curious note of richness in her voice. + +David Marshall scowled and stirred uncomfortably. He did not look at +Amos, who sat with his arm about Lydia, his thin face a lesser replica +of the old engraving of Daniel Webster hanging on the wall above. + +"Well, go on! How'd she come to fall overboard?" + +"She and I was sitting in the boat, and baby, she was tied to a tree by +a long string and she began to cry to come too, and I jumped over to go +quiet her. Kent he'd gone to get another boat. And Margery she jumped +up and began to yell and wave her arms and fell overboard. Then I +remembered she couldn't swim and I went back and got her and Kent came +and pulled us in shore. It wasn't anything, but Margery's such a +cry-baby. Lizzie, she's terrible uncomfortable." + +Lydia's attention had returned to little Patience. "I'll take her up +to bed," she said, "it won't take but a few minutes." + +"I'll carry her," said Lizzie. + +The baby opened her eyes. "No, no one cally but Lyd." + +"Let Daddy carry you," begged Amos. + +Patience's little voice rose to a wail. "No one cally but Lyd." + +"You don't have to be so polite," sniffed Lydia, "I carry her all the +time." + +She lifted the sleepy baby easily and Patience dropped her soft cheek +against Lydia's and closed her eyes again. Lydia turned to Marshall. +Her face was very serious. + +"I know I was awful bad, Mr. Marshall, and maybe you feel as if you +ought to lick me." + +"Put your little sister to bed," said Marshall gravely, "and then we'll +see." + +There was silence in the room for a moment after Lydia left it, then +Amos said, "I'll be glad to do anything I can, Marshall." + +"Neither of you'll lay a finger on Lydia," interrupted Lizzie. "If you +want to lick any one, go lick Elviry Marshall, the fool! Why, I knew +her when she was my niece's hired girl and you, Dave Marshall, was +selling cans of tomatoes over a counter. And she's bringing that young +one up to be a silly little fool. Mark my words, she'll be the prey of +the first fortune-hunter that comes along." + +To Amos's surprise, Marshall only scowled at Lizzie, who now began to +remove the supper dishes, talking in a whisper to herself. She paused +once in front of Marshall with the teapot in one hand and the milk +pitcher in the other. + +"Coming and going with your nose in the air, Dave, I suppose you never +notice Lydia, but you've had a good look at her to-night, and mind well +what I mean when I say you know as well as I that children like Lydia +are rare and that your young one ought to consider it a privilege to be +pulled out of the water by her." + +Old Lizzie pounded out of the room and there was a clatter of dishes +that ably expressed her frame of mind. Above the clatter and down from +the children's bedroom floated Lydia's little contralto lilt: + + "Wreathe me no gaudy chaplet; + Make it from simple flowers + Plucked from the lowly valley + After the summer showers." + +Neither Amos nor his caller spoke. In a few minutes Lydia's step +sounded on the stairs. The last of the sunset glow caught her hair, +and the fine set of her head on her square little shoulders was never +more pronounced than as she walked slowly toward Dave Marshall. + +"I never had a licking," she said, "but I guess I deserve one and so +you'd better do it and get it done, Mr. Marshall." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE COTTAGE + + +"The young pine knows the secrets of the ground. The old pine knows +the stars."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Marshall cleared his throat and reaching out, took Lydia by the arm and +pulled her toward him. He could feel her muscles stiffen under his +touch. The bright red color left her cheeks. + +"I wouldn't think much of your father, my child," he said, huskily, "if +he let me whip you, even if I wanted to." + +Lydia took a quick look up into his face. Then she gave a little +gasping sigh, her lips quivered and she leaned against his knee. + +"Look here, Lydia," said Dave Marshall, "this is to be your punishment. +I want you and Kent to teach Margery how to swim and how to get dirty, +see? Let her play with you 'common kids,' will you?" + +"Will her mother let her?" asked Lydia. + +"Yes," answered Dave, grimly. + +"All right," said Lydia, with a little sigh. + +"I know it'll be a hard job," Marshall interpreted the sigh quickly; +"that's where the punishment comes in." + +"Lydia'll do it. I'll see to it," said Amos. + +"You keep out, Dudley. This is between Lydia and me. How about it, +Lydia?" + +"If you'll boss her mother, I'll boss Margery and Kent," said Lydia, +with a sudden laugh. + +"It's a bargain." Marshall rose. "Good night, Dudley." + +"Good night, Marshall." + +Amos followed his caller to the door. As he did so Lydia heard Kent's +whistle in the back yard. She joined him and the two withdrew to a +bench behind the woodshed. + +"I saw him through the window," said Kent, in a low voice. "What's he +going to do to us? Dad's licked me, so that much is done." + +Lydia told of their punishment. "Darn it," groaned Kent, "I'd rather +had another licking. I certainly do hate that girl." + +"So do I," agreed Lydia. + +The two sat staring into the summer twilight. "Anyhow," said Lydia, "I +hit her an awful smack in the face to-day. Of course, I had to, but +that's why her nose bled so." + +"I wish you'd busted her old snoot," grumbled Kent. "She's always +turning it up at everybody. We saved somebody's life to-day, by golly, +and you'd think we'd committed a crime." + +Lydia sighed. "Nothing to look forward to but worry now. O gee, Kent, +I've got two pennies! One's Patience's. But let's go spend the other +at Spence's!" + +"Gum or all day sucker?" asked Kent, who, in spite of the fact that he +owned a second-hand bicycle, was not above sharing a penny. + +"Gum lasts longer," suggested Lydia. + +"What kinda gum, spruce or white or tutti-frutti?" + +"You can choose." + +"Spruce then. It makes the most juice. Come on, Lyd, before you're +called in." + +And thus ended the heroic day. + +No one ever knew what Dave Marshall said to Elviry, his wife, but a day +or so after, little Margery, in a fine white flannel bathing suit, +appeared on the sand, about a quarter of a mile below the Willows. +Here any bright day from the last of June to the first week in +September, a dozen children might be found at play in and out of the +water. There was usually a mother or an older sister somewhere about, +but it was to be noted that Mrs. Marshall never appeared. Margery came +and went with Lydia. + +Kent was a quitter! After the rescue he decided to eschew the society +of girls forever and he struck a bargain with Lydia that she could have +the use of his bicycle one day a week till snow came if she would +undertake the disciplining of the banker's daughter alone. For such a +bribe Lydia would have undertaken to teach Elviry Marshall, herself, to +swim--and so the bargain was struck. + +Margery, it was quickly discovered, sousing in the water with the other +children was quite "a common kid" herself and though there seemed to be +an inherent snobbishness in the little girl that returned to her as +soon as she was dried and clothed, in her bathing suit she mucked about +and screamed and quarreled as did the rest. + +Lydia's method of teaching was one employed by most of the children of +Lake City when a new child moved into the town. She forced Margery to +float face downward in the water, again and again, while she counted +ten. After one afternoon of this, the banker's daughter had forever +lost her fear of the water and the rest was easy. + +In spite of the relationship Dave Marshall had established between the +two children, Margery and Lydia did not like each other. One Saturday +afternoon, after banking hours, Marshall was seated on his front porch, +with Elviry and Margery, when Lydia appeared. She stood on the steps +in her bathing suit, her bare feet in a pair of ragged "sneakers." Her +face and hands and ankles were dirty but her eyes and the pink of her +cheeks were clear. + +"Come on, Marg," said Lydia, "and, Mr. Marshall, please, won't you come +too and see how well she does it?" + +"Run and get into your bathing suit, daughter," said Marshall. +"Elviry, want to come?" + +"No," snapped Elviry. "Lydia, how do you manage to get so dirty, when +to my positive knowledge, you're in the water an hour every day?" + +Lydia blushed and tried to hide one ankle behind the other. "I think +you're terrible impolite," she murmured. + +Dave roared with laughter. "Right you are, Lydia! I guess I'll have +to hitch up and drive us all over." + +They drove to the Willows and Margery went through her paces, while her +father watched and applauded from the shore. When they had finished +and had run up and down to warm up and dry off and were driving home, +Dave said, + +"You'd better come in to supper with us, Lydia." + +"No, thank you," answered the child. "Mr. Levine's coming to supper at +our house and I have to cook it." + +"Hum! What does John Levine do at your house, so much?" + +"Oh, he's going into politics," answered Lydia, innocently, "and Dad +advises him." + +"Well, tell them you've done a fine job as a swimming teacher," Dave +spoke carelessly. "I don't see why Levine wants to get into politics. +He's doing well in real estate." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Lydia, with a child's importance at having real news to +impart, "he's going into politics so's to get some Indian land." + +"Like hell he is!" exclaimed Marshall. + +"Oh, Daddy!" Margery's voice was exactly like her mother's. + +They were turning into the Marshall driveway and Marshall's face was a +curious mixture of amusement and irritation. He kissed his little +daughter when he lifted her from the buggy and bade her run to the +house. Before he lifted Lydia down he paused and as he stood on the +ground and she sat in the surrey, she looked levelly into his black +eyes. + +"I wish I had another little daughter like you, Lydia," he said. "I +don't see why--but God, you can't get swans from barnyard fowl." He +continued to study Lydia's face. "Some day, my child, you'll make some +man's heart break, or lift him up to heaven." + +Lydia squirmed. + +"Well, Margery's taught now," she said hastily, "so I don't have to be +punished any more, do I?" + +Marshall scowled slightly. "What do you mean? Don't you want Margery +to play with you?" + +"Oh, sure, she can play, if she wants to, but I mean I don't have to go +get her and bring her into our games." + +"No," said Dave slowly, "but I think it would be nice of you to sort of +keep an eye on her and get her dirty once in a while. There! Run +home, child, you're shivering." + +With puzzled eyes, Lydia obeyed. + +The most important result, as far as Lydia was interested, of the talk +between her father and Levine that night was that Amos decided +definitely to move the following week. Lydia cried a little over it, +reproached God in her prayers and then with a child's resignation to +the inevitability of grown up decision, she began to say good-by to the +neighborhood children and to help old Lizzie to pack. + +Lydia did not see the new home until she rode out with the first +dray-load of furniture. She sat in the high seat beside the driver, +baby Patience in her lap, her thin, long little legs dangling, her +cheeks scarlet with excitement and the warmth of a hot September +morning. The cottage was a mile from the old home. They drove along +the maple shaded street for the first half of the distance, then turned +into a dirt road that led toward the lake shore. The dirt road emerged +on the shore a half mile above the Willows and wound along a high +embankment, crowned with oaks. + +"Whoa!" shouted the driver. + +"Oh, isn't it pretty!" exclaimed Lydia. + +An old-fashioned white cottage, with green blinds and a tiny front +porch, stood beside the road, its back to the lake. There were five +acres or so of ground around the house, set off by a white picket +fence. At the gate a pine tree stood. There were oaks and lilac +bushes in the front yard. Through the leaves, Lydia saw the blue of +the lake. + +"Our yard runs right down to the water!" she cried, as the driver +lifted the baby down and she followed after. "Gee! I'm glad we moved!" + +"It is a nice little spot," said the driver, "but kinda lonely." He +set the perambulator inside the fence, then balanced the dining-room +table on his head and started up the path to the door. + +Lydia looked along the road, where an occasional house was to be seen. + +"I hope kids live in those houses," she said, "but if they don't, baby +and the lake are company enough for me, and Kent can come out on his +wheel." + +She strapped Patience into the perambulator, then ran up to the house. +The front door gave directly into a living-room of good proportions. +Out of this folding doors led into a small dining-room and beyond this +a kitchen of generous size with a wonderful view of the glimmering lake +from its rear windows. A comfortable-sized bedroom opened off each of +these rooms. Lydia ran through the little house eagerly. It was full +of windows and being all on one floor, gave a fine effect of +spaciousness. It was an old house but in excellent repair as was all +John Levine's property. + +"I'm going to have the bedroom off the kitchen, 'cause you can see the +lake from it," she told the driver. + +"It'll be colder'n charity in the winter. Better take the middle one," +he remarked, setting the kitchen stove down with a bang. + +"No, old Lizzie'll want to have that. Well, I'll begin to get things +settled." + +Lizzie arrived on the third and final load. She brought with her a +lunch that they shared with the driver. He good-naturedly set up the +kitchen stove and the three beds for them and departed with the hope +that they would not be too lonesome. + +Lydia and old Lizzie put in an afternoon of gigantic effort. By six +o'clock, the beds were made, dishes unpacked and in the china closet, +the table was set for supper and an Irish stew of Lydia's make was +simmering on the stove. + +When Amos came up the path at a half after six, his dinner pail in his +hand, he found Lydia flat on her back on the little front porch. Her +curly head was wet with perspiration; face, hands and blouse were +black. The baby sat beside her, trying to get Florence Dombey to sleep. + +"Well," said Amos, looking down on his family, "how do you like it, +Lydia?" + +"It's great! My back's broken! Supper's ready." + +"You shouldn't lift heavy things, child! How often have I told you? +Wait until I get home." + +"I want to get things done," replied Lydia, "so's I can do a little +playing before school opens. Come on in and see all we've done, Daddy." + +She forget her aching back and led the way into the house. Amos was as +excited and pleased as the children and Lizzie, so tired that her old +hands shook, was as elated as the others. + +"It's much more roomy than the old house and all on one floor. 'Twill +save me the stairs. And the garden'll be fine," she said, failing to +call attention to the fact that the water was far from the house and +that there was no kitchen sink. + +"We've got to try to keep this place cleaner than we did the other," +said Amos. "Lydia, better wash up for supper." + +"Oh, Daddy," said Lydia, "I'm too tired! Don't make me!" + +"All right," answered Amos, "but your mother was always clean and so am +I. I don't see where you get it." + +"Maybe one of my ancestors was a garbage man," suggested Lydia, sliding +into her place at the table. + +She allowed Lizzie to carry Patience into their bedroom after supper +and Amos, smoking in the yard and planning the garden for next year, +waited in vain to hear "Beulah Land" and "Wreathe me no gaudy chaplet" +float to him from the open window. + +"Where's Lydia, Lizzie?" he asked as the old lady came out to empty the +dish water. + +"She ain't come out yet. Maybe she's fell asleep too." + +The two tip-toed to the window. On the bed under the covers was little +Patience, fast asleep, and beside her, on top of the covers, fully +dressed, lay Lydia, an arm across her little sister, in the sleep of +utter exhaustion. + +"I'll just take her shoes off and cover her and leave her till +morning," said Lizzie. + +But Amos, gazing at his two ill-kempt little daughters, at the chaotic +room, did not answer except to murmur to himself, "Oh, Patience! +Patience!" + +The cottage was somewhat isolated. Amos was three quarters of a mile +from his work. The schoolhouse was a mile away and the nearest +trolley, which Lizzie must take to do the family shopping, was half a +mile back along the dirt road. + +Nevertheless, all the family felt that they had taken a distinct step +upward in moving into lake shore property and nobody complained of +distances. Amos began putting in his Sundays in cleaning up the +bramble-grown acres he intended to turn into a garden in the spring. +He could not afford to have it plowed so he spaded it all himself, +during the wonderful bright fall Sabbaths. Nor was this a hardship for +Amos. Only the farm bred can realize the reminiscent joy he took in +wrestling with the sod, which gave up the smell that is more deeply +familiar to man than any other in the range of human experience. + +A dairy farmer named Norton, up the road, gave him manure in exchange +for the promise of early vegetables for his table. After his spading +was done in late September, Amos, with his wheelbarrow, followed by the +two children, began his trips between the dairy farm and his garden +patch and he kept these up until the garden was deep with fertilizer. + +There never had been a more beautiful autumn than this. There was +enough rain to wet down the soil for the winter, yet the Sundays were +almost always clear. Fields and woods stretched away before the +cottage, crimson and green as the frosts came on. Back of the cottage, +forever gleaming through the scarlet of the autumn oaks, lay the lake, +where duck and teal were beginning to lodge o' nights, in the +rice-fringed nooks along the shore. + +Lydia was happier than she had been since her mother's death. She took +the long tramps to and from school, lunch box and school bag slung at +her back, in a sort of ecstasy. She was inherently a child of the +woods and fields. Their beauty thrilled her while it tranquilized her. +Some of the weight of worry and responsibility that she had carried +since her baby sister of two weeks had been turned over to her care +left her. + +Kent was enchanted with the new home. Football was very engrossing, +yet he managed to get out for at least one visit a week. He and Lydia +discovered a tiny spring in the bank above the lake and they began at +once to dam it in and planned a great series of ditches and canals. + +The doll's furniture was finished by October and Lydia began work on +the doll's house. + +One Saturday afternoon early in October she was established on the +front steps with her carpentry when a surrey stopped at the gate. +Little Patience, in a red coat, rolled to her feet. She had been +collecting pebbles from the gravel walk. + +"Mardy!" she screamed. "Baby's Mardy!" and started down the walk to +meet Margery and her father. + +"Darn it," said Lydia to herself. "Hello, Marg! How de do, Mr. +Marshall." + +"Well! Well!" Dave Marshall lifted the tails of his light overcoat +and sat down on the steps. "Gone into house building, eh, Lydia? Did +you do it all yourself? Gee! that's not such a bad job." + +Lydia had the aptitude of a boy for tools. On one end of the cracker +box was a V-shaped roof. There were two shelves within, making three +floors, and Lydia was now hard at work with a chisel and jackknife +hacking out two windows for each floor. + +She stood, chisel in hand, her red coat sleeves rolled to her elbows, +her curly hair wind-tossed, staring at Marshall half proudly, half +defiantly. + +Dave laughed delightedly. "Lydia, any time your father wants to sell +you, I'm in the market." He looked at the nails hammered in without a +crack or bruise in the wood, then laughed again. + +"Get your and the baby's hats, Lydia. We stopped to take you for a +ride." + +Lydia's eyes danced, then she shook her head. "I can't! The bread's +in baking and I'm watching it." + +"Where's Lizzie?" + +"She went in town to do the marketing! Darn it! Don't I have awful +luck?" + +Lydia sighed and looked from baby Patience and Margery, walking up and +down the path, to Mrs. Marshall, holding the reins. + +"Well, anyhow," she said, with sudden cheerfulness, "Mrs. Marshall'll +be glad I'm not coming, and some day, maybe you'll take me when she +isn't with you." + +Dave started to protest, then the polite lie faded on his lips. Lydia +turned her pellucid gaze to his with such a look of mature +understanding, that he ended by nodding as if she had indeed been grown +up, and rising, said, "Perhaps you're right. Good-by, my dear. Come, +Margery." + +Lydia stood with the baby clinging to her skirts. There were tears in +her eyes. Sometimes she looked on the world that other children lived +in, with the wonder and longing of a little beggar snub-nosed against +the window of a French pastry shop. + +John Levine came home with Amos that night to supper. Amos felt safe +about an unexpected guest on Saturday nights for there was always a pot +of baked beans, at the baking of which Lizzie was a master hand, and +there were always biscuits. Lydia was expert at making these. She had +taken of late to practising with her mother's old cook book and Amos +felt as if he were getting a new lease of gastronomic life. + +"Well," said Levine, after supper was finished, the baby was asleep and +Lydia was established with a copy of "The Water Babies" he had brought +her, "I had an interesting trip, this week." + +Amos tossed the bag of tobacco to Levine. "Where?" + +"I put in most of the week on horseback up on the reservation. Amos, +the pine land up in there is something to dream of. Why, there's +nothing like it left in the Mississippi Valley, nor hasn't been for +twenty years. Have you ever been up there?" + +Amos shook his head. "I've just never had time. It's a God-awful +trip. No railroad, twenty-mile drive--" + +Levine nodded. "The Indians are in awful bad shape up there. Agent's +in it for what he can get, I guess. Don't know as I blame him. The +sooner the Indians are gone the better it'll be for us and all +concerned." + +"What's the matter with 'em?" asked Lydia. + +"Consumption--some kind of eye disease--starvation--" + +The child shivered and her eyes widened. + +"You'd better go on with the 'Water Babies,'" said John. "Has Tom +fallen into the river yet?" + +"No, he's just seen himself in the mirror," answered Lydia, burying her +nose in the delectable tale again. + +"It's a wonderful story," said Levine, his black eyes reminiscent. + + "'Clear and cool, clear and cool, + By laughing shallow and dreaming pool; + + * * * * * * + + Undefiled, for the undefiled; + Play by me, bathe in me, mother and child.' + +It has some unforgettable verse in it. Well, as I was saying, Amos, +that timber isn't going to stay up there and rot--_because, I'm going +to get it out of there_!" + +"How?" asked Amos. + +"Act of Congress, maybe. Maybe a railroad will get a permit to go +through, eh? There are several ways. We'll die rich, yet, Amos." + +Amos pulled at his pipe and shook his head. "You will but I won't. It +isn't in our blood." + +"Shucks, Amos. Where's your nerve?" + +Amos looked at Levine silently for a moment. Then he said huskily, + +"My nerve is gone with Patience. And if she isn't in heaven, there +isn't one, that's all." + +Lydia looked up from her story with a quick flash of tragedy in her +eyes. + +"Well," said John, smiling at her gently, "if you don't want to be +rich, Amos, Lydia does. I'll give her the cottage here, the first +fifty thousand I make off of Indian pine lands." + +"I swan," exclaimed Amos, "if you do that, I'll buy a cow and a pig and +some chickens and I can pretty near make a living right here." + +"You're foolish, Amos. This isn't New England. This is the West. All +you've got to do is to keep your nerve, and any one with sense can make +a killing. Opportunity screams at you." + +"I guess she's always on my deaf side," said Amos. + +"When I grow up," said Lydia, suddenly, "I'm going to buy a ship and +sail to Africa and explore the jungles." + +"I'll go with you, Lydia,", exclaimed Levine, "hanged if I don't sell +my Indian lands for real money, and go right along with you." + +"Mr. Marshall says 'like Hell you'll get some Indian lands,'" mused the +child. + +Both men exclaimed together, "What!" + +Lydia was confused but repeated her conversation with Marshall. + +"So that's the way the wind blows," said Levine. + +"You don't think for a minute there's a banker in town without one hand +on the reservation," said Amos. "Lydia, you're old enough now not to +repeat conversations you hear at home. Don't you ever tell anybody the +things you hear me and Mr. Levine talk over. Understand?" sharply. + +"Yes, Daddy," murmured Lydia, flushing painfully. + +"You don't have to jaw the child that way, Amos." Levine's voice was +impatient. "Just explain things to her. Why do you want to humiliate +her?" + +Amos gave a short laugh. "Takes a bachelor to bring up kids. Run +along to bed, Lydia." + +"Lydia's not a kid. She's a grown-up lady in disguise," said Levine, +catching her hand as she passed and drawing her to him. "Good night, +young Lydia! If you were ten years older and I were ten years +younger--" + +Lydia smiled through tear-dimmed eyes. "We'd travel!" she said. + +Cold weather set in early this year. Before Thanksgiving the lake was +ice-locked for the winter. The garden was flinty, and on Thanksgiving +Day, three inches of snow fell. The family rose in the dark. Amos, +with his dinner pail, left the house an hour before Lydia and the sun +was just flushing the brown tree tops when she waved good-by to little +Patience, whose lovely little face against the window was the last +thing she saw in the morning, the first thing she saw watching for her +return in the dusk of the early winter evening. + +Amos, always a little moody and a little restless, since the children's +mother had gone to her last sleep, grew more so as the end of the year +approached. It was perhaps a week before Christmas on a Sunday +afternoon that he called Lydia to him. Patience was having her nap and +Lizzie had gone to call on Mrs. Norton. + +Lydia, who was re-reading "The Water Babies," put it down reluctantly +and came to her father's side. Her heart thumped heavily. Her +father's depressed voice meant just one thing--money trouble. + +He was very gentle. He put his hand on the dusty yellow of her hair. +He was very careful of the children's hair. Like many New England farm +lads he was a jack of all trades. He clipped Lydia's hair every month +himself. + +"Your hair will be thick enough in another year, so's I won't have to +cut it any more, Lydia. It's coming along thick as felt. Wouldn't +think it was once thin, now." + +Lydia eyed her father's care-lined face uneasily. Amos still hesitated. + +"Where'd you get that dress, my dear?" he asked. + +"Lizzie and I made it of that one of mother's," answered the child. +"It isn't made so awful good, but I like to wear it, because it was +hers." + +"Yes, yes," said Amos absently. + +The dress was a green serge, clumsily put together as a sailor suit, +and the color fought desperately with the transparent blue of the +little girl's eyes. + +"Lydia," said her father abruptly. "You're a big girl now. You asked +for skates and a sled for Christmas. My child, I don't see how you +children are going to have anything extra for Christmas, except perhaps +a little candy and an orange. That note with Marshall comes due in +January. By standing Levine off on the rent, I can rake and scrape the +interest together. It's hopeless for me even to consider meeting the +note. What Marshall will do, I don't know. If I could ever get on my +feet--with the garden. But on a dollar and a half a day, I swan--" + +"No Christmas at all?" quavered Lydia. "Won't we even hang up our +stockings?" + +"If you'll be contented just to put a little candy in them. Come, +Lydia, you're too big to hang up your stocking, anyhow." + +Lydia left her father and walked over to the window. She pressed her +face against the pane and looked back to the lake. The sun was sinking +in a gray rift of clouds. The lake was a desolate plain of silvery +gold touched with great shadows of purple where snow drifts were high. +As she looked, the weight on her chest lifted. The trembling in her +hands that always came with the mention of money lessened. The child, +even as early as this, had the greatest gift that life bestows, the +power of deriving solace from sky and hill and sweep of water. + +"Anyhow," she said to her father, "I've still got something to look +forward to. I've got the doll house to give baby, and Mr. Levine +always gives me a book for Christmas." + +"That's a good girl!" Amos gave a relieved sigh, then went on with his +brooding over his unlighted pipe. + +And after all, this Christmas proved to be one of the high spots of +Lydia's life. She had a joyous 24th. All the morning she spent in the +woods on the Norton farm with her sled, cutting pine boughs. As she +trudged back through the farmyard, Billy Norton called to her. + +"Oh, Lydia!" + +Lydia stopped her sled against a drift and waited for Billy to cross +the farmyard. He was a large, awkward boy several years older than +Lydia. He seemed a very homely sort of person to her, yet she liked +his face. He was as fair as Kent was dark. Kent's features were +regular and clean-cut. Billy's were rough hewn and irregular, and his +hair and lashes were straight and blond. + +What Lydia could not at this time appreciate was the fact that Billy's +gray eyes were remarkable in the clarity and steadiness of their gaze, +that his square jaw and mobile mouth were full of fine promise for his +manhood and that even at sixteen the framework of his great body was +magnificent. + +He never had paid any attention to Lydia before and she was bashful +toward the older boys. + +"Say, Lydia, want a brace of duck? A lot of them settled at Warm +Springs last night and I've got more than I can use." + +He leaned his gun against the fence and began to separate two birds +from the bunch hanging over his shoulder. + +Lydia began to breathe quickly. The Dudleys could not afford a special +Christmas dinner. + +"I--I don't know how I could pay you, Bill--" + +"Who wants pay?" asked Bill, indignantly. + +"I dasn't take anything without paying for it," returned Lydia, her +eyes still on the ducks. "But I'd--I'd rather have those than a ship." + +Billy's clear gaze wandered from Lydia's thin little face to her +patched mittens and back again. + +"Won't your father let you?" he asked. + +"I won't let myself," replied the little girl. + +"Oh!" said Billy, his gray eyes deepening. "Well, let me have the +evergreens and you go back for some more. It'll save me getting Ma +hers." + +With one thrust of her foot Lydia shoved the fragrant pile of boughs +into the snow. She tied the brace of duck to the sled and started back +toward the wood, then paused and looked back at Billy. + +"Thank you a hundred times," she called. + +"It was a business deal. No thanks needed," he replied. + +Lydia nodded and trudged off. The boy stood for a moment looking at +the little figure, then he started after her. + +"Lydia, I'll get that load of pines for you." + +She tossed a vivid smile over her shoulder. "You will not. It's a +business deal." + +And Billy turned back reluctantly toward the barn. + +In an hour Lydia was panting up the steps into the kitchen. Lizzie's +joy was even more extreme than Lydia's. She thawed the ducks out and +dressed them, after dinner, with the two children standing so close as +at times seriously to impede progress. + +"I'm lucky," said Lydia. "There isn't anybody luckier than I am or has +better things happen to 'em than I do. I'd rather be me than a water +baby." + +"Baby not a water baby. Baby a duck," commented Patience, her hands +full of bright feathers. + +"Baby is a duck," laughed Lydia. "Won't Daddy be glad!" + +Amos was glad. Plodding sadly home, he was greeted by three glowing +faces in the open door as soon as his foot sounded on the porch. The +base burner in the living-room was clear and glowing. The dining-room +was fragrant with pine. He was not allowed to take off his overcoat, +but was towed to the kitchen where the two birds, trussed and stuffed +for the baking, were set forth on the table. + +"I got 'em!" shouted Lydia. "I got 'em off Billy Norton for a load of +pine. Christmas present for you, Daddy, from yours truly, Lydia!" She +seized the baby's hands and the two did a dance round Amos, shouting, +"Christmas present! Christmas present!" at the top of their lungs. + +"Well! Well!" exclaimed Amos. "Isn't that fine! If Levine comes out +to-morrow we can ask him to dinner, after all. Can't we, Lizzie?" + +"You bet we can!" said Lizzie. "And look at this. I was going to keep +it for a surprise. I made it by your wife's recipe." + +She held an open Mason jar under Amos' nose. + +"Mince meat!" he exclaimed. "Why, Lizzie, where'd you get the makings?" + +"Oh, a bit here and a bit there for the last two months. Ain't it +grand?" offering a smell to each of the children, who sniffed +ecstatically. + +When the baby was safely asleep, Lydia appeared with two stockings +which she hung on chair backs by the stove in the living-room. + +"I'm putting them up to hold the candy," she explained to her father, +suggestively. + +He rose obediently and produced half a dozen oranges and a bag of candy. + +"Oh, that's gorgeous," cried Lydia, whose spirits to-night were not to +be quenched. She brought in the doll house. + +"See, Daddy," she said, with the pride of the master builder. "I +colored it with walnut juice. And I found the wall paper in the attic." + +Amos got down on his knees and examined the tiny rooms and the cigar +box furniture. He chuckled delightedly. "I swan," he said, "if +Patience doesn't want it you can give it to me!" + +"I'm going to let Lizzie put the candy in the stockings," mused Lydia, +"then I'll have that to look forward to. I'm going to bed right now, +so morning will come sooner." + +Alone with the stockings, into which Lizzie put the candy and oranges, +Amos sat long staring at the base burner. Without, the moon sailed +high. Wood snapping in the intense cold was the only sound on the +wonder of the night. Something of the urgent joy and beauty of the Eve +touched Amos, for he finally rose and said, + +"Well, I've got two fine children, anyhow." Then he filled up the +stoves for the night and went to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE RAVISHED NEST + + +"The young pine bends to the storm. The old pine breaks."--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +It would be difficult to say which enjoyed the doll house more, Lydia +or Patience. It would be difficult to say which one was the more +touched, Lizzie or Amos by the package each found on the breakfast +table. Amos unwrapped his to find therein a pipe tray fashioned from +cigar box wood and stained with Lydia's walnut dye. Lizzie's gift was +a flat black pin-cushion, with "Lizzie, with love from Lydia," +embroidered crazily on it in red. Florence Dombey showed no emotion +over her gift, a string of red beads that had a curious resemblance to +asparagus seed-pods, but she wore them gracefully and stared round-eyed +at all the festivities. Lydia and Patience each wore pinned to her +dress a cotton handkerchief, Lizzie's gift. + +John Levine appeared at noon, laden like a pack horse. This was his +great opportunity during the year to do things for the Dudley children +and he took full advantage of the moment. Books for Lydia, little toys +for the baby, a pipe for Amos, a woolen dress pattern for Lizzie, a +blue sailor suit for Lydia, a fur hood for Patience. + +John's thin, sallow face glowed, his black eyes gleamed as he watched +the children unwrap the packages. In the midst of the excitement, +Lydia shrieked. + +"My ducks! My ducks!" and bolted for the kitchen. + +"The pie!" cried Lizzie, panting after her. + +"Don't tell me they're spoiled!" groaned Amos, as with John and the +baby, he followed into the kitchen. + +"Safe!" shouted Lydia, on her knees before the oven. "Just the pope's +nose is scorched! The pie is perfect." + +"Let's eat before anything else happens," said Amos, nervously. + +"Lord!" said John Levine, "who'd miss spending Christmas where there +are children? I'd a gotten out here to-day if I'd had to come +barefooted." + +The dinner was eaten and pronounced perfect. The gifts were +re-examined and re-admired. John Levine, with Lydia and Florence +Dombey on his lap, Amos with the drowsy little Patience in his arms, +and Lizzie, her tired hands folded across her comfortable stomach, sat +round the base burner while the wind rose outside and the boom of the +ice-locked lake filled the room from time to time. + +"Fearful cold when the ice cracks that way," said Amos. + +"'The owl, for all his feathers was a-cold,'" murmured Lydia. + +"Where'd you get that and what's the rest of it?" asked Levine. + +"Selected Gems," replied Lydia. "It's a book at school. + + "'St. Agnes Eve--Ah, bitter chill it was! + The owl for all his feathers was a-cold; + The hare limp'd trembling through the frozen grass + And silent was the flock in woolly fold.' + +I forget the rest." + +The grown-ups glanced at each other over the children's heads. + +"Say your pretty Christmas poem you spoke at school, Lydia," suggested +old Lizzie. + +Lydia rested her head back comfortably on John's shoulder and rambled +on in her childish contralto. + + "Sing low, indeed: and softly bleat, + You lambing ewes about her feet, + Lest you should wake the child from sleep! + No other hour so still and sweet + Shall fall for Mary's heart to keep + Until her death hour on her creep, + Sing soft, the Eve of Mary." + +There was silence for a moment. + +"Why did you choose that one, young Lydia?" asked Levine. + +"I don't know. I seemed to like it," answered Lydia. "It's a girl's +poem. Gosh, I've been happy to-day! Daddy, you thought we'd have an +awful poor Christmas, didn't you? Poor old Daddy! Why, I've just felt +all day as if my heart was on tip-toes." + +It had indeed been a high day for the child. Perhaps she remembered it +for years after as one of her perfect days, because of the heart +breaking days that followed. + +For little Patience for the first time in her tiny life was taken ill. +For three or four days after Christmas she was feverish and cross with +a hoarse cold. When Amos came home the fourth night, he thought she +had the croup and sent Lydia pelting through the darkness for the dairy +farmer's wife. Mrs. Norton, the mother of Billy, was not long in +coming to a decision. + +"'Tain't regular croup. You go after the doctor, Mr. Dudley." + +Patience, frightened by her difficult breathing, would let no one but +Lydia touch her. Under Mrs. Norton's supervision, she packed the baby +in hot water bottles while Lizzie heated water and stoked the fires +till the stove doors glowed red. + +Amos came back with the doctor about nine o'clock. Patience was in a +stupor. The doctor sent Lydia away while he made his examination. The +child clenched her fists and walked up and down the livingroom, cheeks +scarlet, eyes blazing. Suddenly she dropped on her knees by the window +and lifted her clasped hands to the stars. + +"God! God, up there!" she called. "If you let her die, I'll never +pray to you again! Never! I warned You when You let mother die!" + +She remained a moment on her knees, staring at the stars while +fragments of Sunday School lore flashed through her mind. "Our Father +who art in heaven," she said. "No, that won't do. Suffer little +children to come unto me. Oh, no, no." + +The door opened and Lizzie came out, tears-running down her cheeks. +Lydia flew to her. + +"They say I got to tell you. Diphtheritic croup--her lungs is full--no +hope." + +Lydia struck the kind old hand from her shoulder and dashed out of the +house. She ran through the snow to a giant pine by the gate and beat +her fists against it for how long she did not know. Pain in her +bruised hands and the intense cold finally brought her to her senses. +A self-control that was partly inherent and partly the result of too +early knowledge of grief and of responsibility came to her rescue. +With a long sigh, she walked steadily into the house and into the room +where the baby sister lay in a stupor, breathing stertorously. + +The doctor and Amos were there. Mrs. Norton was now soothing Lizzie in +the kitchen, now obeying the doctor's orders. Amos did not stir from +his chair by the bed, nor speak a word, all that night. The doctor was +in his shirt sleeves, prepared to fight as best he could. + +"Go out, Lydia," said Dr. Fulton, quietly. + +"She'll want me," replied the child. + +The doctor looked at Lydia keenly. He knew her well. He had ushered +her as well as Patience into the world. He pulled her to him, with one +hand, not relinquishing his hold on the baby's pulse with the other. + +"She's in a stupor and won't miss you, Lydia. She is not suffering at +all. Now, I want you to go to bed like a good girl." + +"I won't," said Lydia, quietly. + +"Lydia," the doctor went on, as if he were talking to a grown person, +"all your life you will be grateful to me, if I make you obey me now. +I know those wild nerves of yours, too much and too early controlled. +_Lydia, go to bed_!" + +Not because she feared him but because some knowledge beyond her years +told her of his wisdom, Lydia turned, found Florence Dombey in the +living-room and with her and a blanket, crept under her father's bed, +into the farthest corner where she lay wide-eyed until dawn. Some one +closed the door into the room then, and shortly, she fell asleep. + +In three days, the like of which are the longest, the shortest days of +life, the house had returned to the remnant of its old routine. The +place had been fumigated. Lydia had placed in her bedroom everything +that had belonged to the baby, had locked the door and had moved +herself into Lizzie's room. Amos departed before dawn as usual with +his dinner pail, stumbling like an old man, over the road. + +The quarantine sign was on the house and no one but the undertaker, the +doctor, Mrs. Norton and John Levine had been allowed to come to see the +stricken little family, excepting the minister. He, poor man, had +babies of his own, and had been nervous during the few short minutes of +the service. + +Lydia and Lizzie put in the morning cleaning the cottage. Never since +they had lived in it had the little house been so spic and span. At +noon, they sat down to lunch in a splendor of cleanliness that made the +place seem stranger than ever to them both. Neither talked much. At +intervals, tears ran down old Lizzie's wrinkled cheeks and Lydia looked +at her wonderingly. Lydia had not shed a tear. But all the time her +cheeks were scarlet, her hands were cold and trembled and her stomach +ached. + +"You must eat, childie. You haven't eat enough to keep a bird alive +since--since--" + +There was a bang on the door, and Lizzie trundled over to open it. + +"For the Lord's sake, Kent!" + +Kent it was, big and rosy with his skates over his shoulders. He +walked into the living-room deliberately. + +"Hello, Lydia," he said, "I came out to see your Christmas presents." + +Lydia clasped her hands. "Oh, Kent, I'm so glad! But you can't stay! +We're quarantined." + +"What the seventeen thunder-bugs do I care," returned Kent, gruffly, +looking away from Lydia's appealing eyes. + +Lydia laughed, as she always did at Kent's astonishing oaths. At the +sound of the laughter, old Lizzie gave a sigh as though some of her own +tense nerves had relaxed. + +"Now see here," growled Kent, "they've got no business to shut you up +this way. You come out and skate for a while. The wind's blown the +snow till there's lots of clear places. I got up here without much +trouble. We won't meet anybody at this end of the lake." + +"Just the thing, quarantine or not!" exclaimed, Lizzie, briskly. "And +I'll cook a surprise for the two of you. Keep her out an hour, Kent." + +Lydia silently got into overcoat and leggings and pulled on her Tam o' +Shanter. She brought her skates from the kitchen and the two children +made their way to the lake shore. + +It was a brilliant afternoon. The vast white expanse of the lake was +dotted with the flash of opals wherever the wind had exposed the ice to +the winter sun. Far down the lake toward the college shore, the +flitting sails of ice-boats gleamed, and faint and far up the wind came +the clear "cling-pling" of their steel runners. The mercury was +hovering around ten or twelve above zero as the fierce booming of the +expanding ice attested. + +With unwonted consideration, Kent helped Lydia strap on her skates. +Then the two started, hand in hand, up the lake. They skated well, as +did most of the children of the community. The wind in their faces was +bitter cold, making conversation difficult. Whether or not Kent was +grateful for this, one could not say. He watched Lydia out of the tail +of his eye and as the wind whipped the old red into her cheeks, he +began to whistle. They had been going perhaps fifteen minutes when the +little girl stumbled several times. + +"What's the matter, Lyd?" asked Kent. + +"I don't know," she panted. "I--I guess I'm tired." + +"Tired already! Gosh! And you've always worn me out. Come on up to +the shore, and I'll make a fire, so's you can rest." + +Lydia, who always had scorned the thought of rest, while at play, +followed meekly and stood in silence while Kent without removing his +skates hobbled up the bank and pulled some dead branches to the shore. +Shortly he had a bright blaze at her feet. He kicked the snow off a +small log. + +"Sit down--here where you get the warmth," he ordered, his voice as +gruff as he could make it. + +Lydia sat down obediently, her mittened hands clasping her knees. Kent +stood staring at his little chum. He took in the faded blue Tam, the +outgrown coat, the red mittens, so badly mended, the leggings with +patches on the knees. Then he eyed the heavy circles around her eyes +and the droop to the mouth that was meant to be merry. + +"I'm sorriest for Lydia," his mother had said that morning. "No mother +could feel much worse than she does, and she's got no one to turn to +for comfort. I know Amos. He'll shut up like a clam. Just as soon as +they're out of quarantine, I'll go out there." + +Kent was only a boy, but he was mature in spite of his heedless ways. +Staring at the tragedy in Lydia's ravished little face, a sympathy for +her pain as real as it was unwonted swept over him. Suddenly he +dropped down beside her on the log and threw his boyish arms about her. + +"I'm so doggone sorry for you, Lydia!" he whispered. + +Lydia lifted startled eyes to his. Never before had Kent shown her the +slightest affection. When she saw the sweetness and sympathy in his +brown gaze, + +"Oh, Kent," she whispered, "why did God let it happen! Why did He?" +and she buried her face on his shoulder and began to sob. Softly at +first, then with a racking agony of tears. + +Even a child is wise in the matter of grief. Kent's lips trembled, but +he made no attempt to comfort Lydia. He only held her tightly and +watched the fire with bright, unseeing eyes. And after what seemed a +long, long time, the sobs grew less. Finally, he slipped a pocket +handkerchief into Lydia's hand. It was gray with use but of a +comforting size. + +"Wipe your eyes, old lady," he said in a cheerful, matter of fact tone. +"I've got to put the fire out, so's we can start home." + +Lydia mopped her face and by the time Kent had the fire smothered with +snow, she was standing, sad-eyed but calm except for dry sobs. Kent +picked up one of the sticks he had brought for the fire. + +"Catch hold," he said, "I'll pull you home." + +Old Lizzie was watching for them and when they came stamping into the +dining-room, they found a pitcher of steaming cocoa and a plate of +bread and butter with hot gingerbread awaiting them. + +"See if you can get her to eat, Kent," said Lizzie. + +"Sure, she'll eat," Kent answered her. "Gimme back my hanky, Lyd!" + +Lizzie gave a keen look at Lydia's tear-stained face and turned +abruptly into the kitchen. She came back in a moment to find Lydia +silently eating what Kent had set before her. + +Kent ate hugely and talked without cessation. About what, Lydia did +not know, for the sleep that had been long denied her was claiming her. +She did not know that she almost buried her head in her second cup of +cocoa, nor that Kent helped carry her to the couch behind the +living-room base burner. + +"Is she sick? Shall I get the doctor?" he whispered as old Lizzie +tucked a shawl over her. + +"Sick! No! No! She's just dead for sleep. She's neither cried nor +eat nor had a decent hour of sleep since it happened. And now, thanks +to you, she's done all three. You are a good boy, Kent Moulton." + +Kent looked suddenly foolish and embarrassed. "Aw--that's nothing," he +muttered. "Where's my coat? Maybe I'll come out again to-morrow, if I +ain't got anything better to do." + +All the rest of the winter afternoon, Lydia slept. The sun dipped low +beyond the white hills, filling the living-room with scarlet for one +breathless moment, before a blanket of twilight hid all save the red +eyes of the base burner. Amos came home at seven and he and Lizzie ate +supper in silence except for the old lady's story of Kent's visit. + +"Poor young one," muttered Amos, looking slowly toward the quiet blond +head on the faded brown cushion. "I'm glad she's a child and 'll +forget it soon." + +Lizzie gave Amos a curious glance. "You don't know Lydia, Amos," she +said. + +He did not seem to hear her. He moved his chair toward the stove, put +his feet on the fender, lighted his pipe and then sat without moving +until a stamping of feet and a hearty rap on the door roused him. +Lizzie let John Levine in. + +"Where's Lydia?" was Levine's first Question. + +Lizzie pointed to the couch, where, undisturbed, Lydia slept on. + +"Good!" said John. He drew his chair up beside Amos' and the two fell +into low-voiced conversation. + +It must have been nine o'clock when Lydia opened her eyes to hear Amos +say fretfully, + +"I tell you, I went to him to-day as I'll go to no man again. I begged +him to renew the note, but he insisted his duty to the bank wouldn't +let him. I told him it would put you in a terrible fix, that you'd +gone on the note when you couldn't afford it. He grinned a devil's +grin then and said, 'Amos, I know you've got nothing to lose in this. +If you had, for the sake of your children--I mean Lydia, I'd hold off. +But Levine can fix it up!'" + +"So I could, ordinarily," said Levine in a troubled voice. "But it +just happens that everything I've got on earth is shoe-stringed out to +hang onto that pine section of mine up in Bear county. I'm mortgaged +up to my eyebrows. Marshall knows it and sees a chance to get hold of +the pines, damn him!" + +Lydia sat up and rubbed her eyes. + +"Well! Well! young Lydia," cried Levine. "Had a fine sleep, didn't +you!" + +"I'm awful hungry," said the child. + +"Bless your soul," exclaimed Lizzie. "I'll warm your supper up for you +in a minute." + +Lydia stood with hands outstretched to the base burner, her hair +tumbled, her glance traveling from Amos to Levine. + +"What makes Mr. Marshall act so?" she asked. + +"Sho," said Levine, "little girls your age don't know anything about +such things, do they, Amos? Come here. You shall eat your supper on +my lap." + +"I'm getting too old for laps," said Lydia, coming very willingly +nevertheless within the compass of John's long arms. "But I love you +next to Daddy now, in all the world." + +John swept her to his knees and put his cheek against hers for a +moment, while tears gleamed in his black eyes. + +"Eat your supper and go to bed, Lydia," said Amos. + +"Don't be so cross, Amos," protested Levine. + +"God knows I'm not cross--to Lydia of all people in the world," sighed +Amos, "but she worries over money matters just the way her mother did +and I want to finish talking this over with you." + +"There's nothing more to talk about," Levine's voice was short. "Let +him call in the loan, the fat hog!" + +Lydia slept the long night through. She awoke refreshed and renewed. +After first adjusting herself to the awful sense of loss, which is the +worst of waking in grief, the recollection of the conversation she had +heard the night before returned with sickening vividness. After she +had wiped the breakfast dishes for Lizzie she stood for a long time at +the living-room window with Florence Dombey in her arms staring at the +lake. Finally, she tucked the doll up comfortably on the couch and +announced to Lizzie that she was going skating. + +An hour later, Dave Marshall heard his clerk protesting outside his +door and a childish voice saying, "But please, just for a minute. He +likes me. He truly does." + +Then the door opened and Lydia, breathless and rosy and threadbare, +came into his little private office. She closed the door and stood +with her back against it, unsmiling. + +"I'm in quarantine," she said, "so I won't come near you." + +"Why, Lydia!" exclaimed Marshall, "where did you come from!" + +"Home. Mr. Marshall, won't you fix Daddy's note if he gives you me?" + +"Huh!" ejaculated Marshall. + +"You said last fall," the child went on, her voice quavering but her +eyes resolute, "that if Daddy ever wanted to sell me, you'd buy me. I +think I ought to be worth a thousand dollars. I can do so much work +around the house and help you train Margery! I can work hard. You ask +John Levine." + +Marshall's fat face was purple and then pale. + +"Does your father know you're here, Lydia?" he asked. + +She clasped her mittened hands in sudden agitation. + +"Nobody knows but you," she exclaimed. "Oh! you mustn't tell the man +out there my name. I'm in quarantine and I'd be arrested, if the +health office knew!" + +"I won't tell," said Dave, gently. "Come over here by me, Lydia. +Margery is away on a visit so I'm not afraid for her." + +Lydia crossed the room. Marshall took the skates from her shoulders +and unfastened her coat. + +"Sit down on that chair and let's talk this over. You know what a note +is, do you, Lydia?" + +"It's money you owe," she said, her blue eyes anxiously fixed on +Marshall's face. + +He nodded. "Yes. When your mother was sick, your father asked my bank +here to lend him a thousand dollars for two years. Now, your father is +very poor. He doesn't own anything that's worth a thousand dollars and +I knew he could never pay it back. So I told him he must get some one +to promise to pay that money for him if he couldn't, at the end of the +two years. Understand?" + +Lydia nodded. + +"Well, he got John Levine. Now the two years are up and unless that +thousand dollars is paid, the people whose money I take care of in the +bank, will each lose some of that thousand. See?" + +Lydia stared at him, struggling to take in the explanation. "I see," +she said. "But if you'd pay a thousand dollars for me, that would fix +it all up." + +"Why Lydia, do you mean you would leave your father?" + +"I wouldn't want to," she answered earnestly, "but Lizzie could take +care of Daddy. He doesn't really need me. There isn't anybody really +needs me--needs me--now--" + +She swallowed a sob, then went on. "Mr. Levine just mustn't pay it. +He's awful worried. His land's fixed so's he'd never get over it. And +he's the best friend we have in all the world. He just mustn't pay it. +It would kill mother, if she knew. Oh, she hated borrowing so." + +Marshall chewed his cigar. "Levine," he growled, "is a long legged +crook." + +Lydia flew out of her chair and shook her fist in the banker's face. +"Don't you dare say that!" she cried. "He's a dear lamb, that's what +he is." + +Dave's fat jaw dropped. "A dear lamb, eh? Ask him some time what a +land shark is--a dear lamb?" + +He went on chewing his cigar and Lydia returned to her chair. Whether +it was the anxious round eyes, above the scarlet cheeks, whether it was +the wistful droop of the childish lips, whether it was the look that +belongs to ravished motherhood and seemed grossly wrong on a child's +face, whether it was some thought of his own pampered little daughter, +whether it was that curious appeal Lydia always made to men, or a +combination of all, that moved Marshall, he could not have told. But +suddenly he burst forth. + +"Good God, I've done hard things in my life, but I can't do this! +Lydia, you go home and tell your father I'll renew that note, but he's +got to pay the interest and ten per cent. of the principal, every year +till he's paid it up. Here, I'll write it down. And tell him that I'm +not doing it for him or for that skunk of a Levine, but I'm doing it +for you. Here, I'll write that down, _too_." + +He folded the bit of paper and put it in an envelope. "Come here," he +said. He pinned the note into the pocket of her blouse. "Understand, +Lydia," he said in a low voice, tilting her head up so that he looked +down into her eyes, "I'm buying your friendship with this. You go on +living with your father and taking care of him, but I'm buying your +friendship for me and Margery--for good and all." He looked out of the +window with a curious air of abstraction. Then, "Button your coat and +run along." + +"I haven't thanked you," exclaimed Lydia, "I can't thank you. Oh, but +thank you, Mr. Marshall--I--I--" she began to tremble violently. + +"Stop!" roared Marshall. "And you tell your father to look out for +your nerves. Now skip." And Lydia's trembling stopped and she skipped. + +She did not tell Lizzie of her errand and that faithful soul was too +glad to see her eat her dinner to think to ask her why she had skated +so long. Kent came out in the afternoon and the two fished through the +ice until sunset, when they came in with a string of fish sufficiently +long to divide and make a meal for the Dudleys and the Moultons. At +dusk, Kent departed with his fish and "Men of Iron," loaned by Lydia as +a special favor, under his arm. + +Old Lizzie cleaned the fish and Lydia fried them, with the daintiness +and skill that seemed to have been born in her. She laid an envelope +at her father's plate and when he sat down, silent and abstracted, +without heeding the fish, she shook her head at Lizzie who was about to +protest. + +"Where'd this come from?" he asked, absentmindedly opening the +envelope. Then, "For God's sake! Lydia--where? how?" + +"It was like this," said Lydia. "Set the fish back to warm, while I +explain, Lizzie. It was like this--" and she gave a full history of +her morning's visit, to her two speechless listeners. "And I ran all +the way to the lake and I skated like the wind, and I never told Lizzie +a word, though I nearly busted!" + +Amos looked from Lydia to Lizzie, from Lizzie to Lydia. + +"Lydia--my little daughter--" he faltered. + +The tears flew to Lydia's eyes and she spoke hastily, "Lizzie, show him +the fish we caught!" + +Amos smiled while he shook his head. "I won't forget it, Lydia. In +spite of little Patience's going, you've taken ten years off me this +night. What do you suppose John Levine will say?" + +"He'll say," replied Lydia, taking her serving of fish, "'If you were +ten years older, Lydia, and I were ten years younger,' and I'll +say--'then we'd travel.'" + + + + +CHAPTER V + +ADAM + + +"A thousand deaths have fed my roots--yet to what end?"--_The Murmuring +Pine_. + + +The days slipped by, as days will, even though they are grief laden. +Slowly and inarticulately for the most part, Lydia struggled to adjust +herself to her new loss. She went back to school, after the quarantine +was lifted and the familiar routine there helped her. She was a good +student and was doing well in the eighth grade. During school hours +her books absorbed her, and she worried through the evenings reading or +sewing, with Florence Dombey always in her lap. + +Florence Dombey was a great comfort to the child. She slept at night +with her black head beside Lydia's yellow one. Sometimes she slipped +into the middle of the bed and fat Lizzie rolled on her and woke with a +groan. + +"I'd just as soon sleep with a cannon-ball at my back," the good soul +told Lydia. But she never uttered a more violent protest. + +Lydia never entered the locked bedroom off the kitchen. Amos, +self-absorbed and over-worked, asked no questions, but one night in +April, John Levine saw Lydia at work on a night dress for Florence +Dombey. + +"Where does the young lady sleep?" he asked. + +Lydia explained and Lizzie uttered her mild plaint, adding, "Lydia +ought to be getting back to her own bed, now warm weather will be +coming in." + +Lydia caught her lower lip in her teeth but said nothing. Levine +scrutinized the curly head bent over the sewing, then went on with his +conversation with Amos. He was working quietly on his campaign, a year +hence, for the office of sheriff and Amos, who was an influential +Mason, was planning to use his influence for his friend. Lydia, +absorbed in sad little memories over her sewing or happily drugged in +some book, heeded these discussions only subconsciously. + +Just before leaving, John asked for a drink of water and Amos went to +the pump to bring in a fresh pail. He stopped while there to fuss over +a barrel in which he had an old hen setting on some eggs he had got +from Mrs. Norton. Lizzie had gone to bed early. + +"Young Lydia," said John, as soon as they were alone, "come here." + +When she was perched in her old place on his knee, "Don't you think +it's time for you to get back to your own bedroom with its view of the +lake?" he asked. + +Lydia looked at him dumbly. + +"You don't like to sleep in that stuffy bedroom with Lizzie, do you, +dear?" + +"No," replied the child. "She's fat and snores and won't have the +window open--but--" + +"But what?" Levine's voice was gentle. + +"I'm afraid to sleep alone." + +"Afraid? Lydia--not of any memory of dear little Patience!" + +"No! No! but I have nightmares nearly every night--she--she's choking +and I--I can't help her. Then I wake up and catch hold of Lizzie. Oh, +don't make me sleep alone!" + +"Why, my dear little girl--" John caught the child's thin hands in a +firm, warm grip. She was trembling violently and her fingers twitched. +"This won't do! That's what keeps the dark rings round your eyes, is +it? Of course you shan't sleep alone! How does school go?" + +"Fine," answered the child. "I hate grammar and diagramming, but the +rest is easy." + +"And what book are you reading now?" + +"I'm starting 'David Copperfield.'" + +"Here comes your father. It's bedtime, isn't it? Good night, my dear." + +Lydia picked up Florence Dombey and went slowly off to bed as her +father came in with a glass of water. + +"That fool hen isn't fully convinced she wants a family," he said. + +The bedroom door closed after Lydia. + +"Amos," said John, "that child's nerves are all shot to pieces." He +related his conversation with Lydia. + +"What can I do?" asked Amos, with a worried air. "Seems to me she's +just got to wear it out. It's awful hard she's had to be up against +these things--but, I swan!--" + +Levine grunted and put on his hat. "I wish she was my daughter," he +said. "If you'll ask Brown to come around to the Elks Club to-morrow, +I'll talk to him." + +Amos nodded and John mounted his bicycle and rode away. On the Friday +afternoon following when Lydia got home from school, she found the +house apparently deserted. But there issued from the neighborhood of +the kitchen a yipping and ki-yi-ing that would have moved a heart of +stone. Lydia ran into the kitchen. The puppy wails came from behind +the door of the old bedroom. + +"Who's in there!" she called. + +The yipping changed to deep barks of joy. Lydia tried the door. It +opened easily and a great, blundering puppy hurled himself at her. +Lydia was a dog lover. + +"You love! You lamb!" she cried. She squatted on the floor and the +pup crowded his great hulk into her lap, licking her face and wagging +his whole body. + +There was a note tied to his collar. Lydia untied it: "Dearest Young +Lydia:--Here is a friend who wants to share your bedroom with you. You +must bring him up to be a polite, obedient dog, and a credit to your +other friend, John Levine." + +"Oh!" squealed Lydia. "Oh! but why did they tie you in here!" She +looked about the room. The old bed had been moved out and the +dining-room couch moved in. The bureau had been shifted to another +corner. There was nothing to be seen of all little Patience's +belongings. It did not look like the same room. + +As she clung to the squirming puppy and stared, Lizzie came in. + +"Ain't it nice?" she asked. "Mr. Levine came out with the dog this +afternoon and suggested the change. He helped me. We stored all the +other things up in the attic. See the old quilt in the corner? That's +for the dog to sleep on. Ain't he as big as an elephant! I'm afraid +he'll eat as much as a man." + +"He can have half of my food," cried Lydia. "Oh, Lizzie, isn't he +beautiful!" + +"Well, no," replied Lizzie, truthfully. "He looks to me as if some one +had stepped on his face. You'd better take him out for a run." + +John Levine never did a wiser or a kinder thing than to give the +brindle English bulldog to Lydia. He was a puppy of nine months, well +bred and strong. Lydia took him into her empty little heart with a +completeness that belongs to the natural dog lover and that was +enhanced by her bereavement. And he, being of a breed that is as +amiable and loyal as it is unlovely to look upon, attached himself +unalterably and entirely to Lydia. She and Kent cast about some time +before deciding on a name. At first they thought seriously of naming +him John, after the donor, but decided that this might lead to +confusion. Then they discovered that Levine's middle name was Adam, +and Adam the brindle bull became, forthwith. + +Lydia made no objection to returning to the old room. It had lost its +familiar outlines. And Adam, refusing the quilt on the floor, +established himself on the foot of the couch where all night long he +snuffled and snored and Lydia, who had objected to Lizzie's audible +slumbers, now, waking with nightmares, heard Adam's rumbling with a +sigh of relief, pressed her feet for comfort against his warm, +throbbing body, and went off to sleep immediately. + +In May the garden was planted and in June, Lydia graduated from the +eighth grade, and the long summer vacation had begun. Margery +Marshall, although Lydia's age, was not a good student and was two +grades below her. After the episode of the note, Lydia made a +conscientious effort to play with Margery at recess and when vacation +began, she called for the banker's daughter regularly every week to go +swimming. + +Occasionally Elviry would invite her into the house to wait for +Margery. At such times Lydia would stare with wondering delight at the +marvels of the quartered oak, plush upholstered furniture, the +"Body-Brussels" rugs, and the velour portičres that adorned the parlor. + +Outwardly this summer was much like the previous one, except that there +was a quiet contentment about Amos in spite of his real mourning for +his baby daughter, that had been foreign to him for years. It was the +garden that did this. Not only was it a wonderful garden to look on +and to eat from, but with it Amos paid for milk and butter from the +Nortons and for a part of his groceries. This made possible the year's +interest and payment on the note. + +Lydia sewed for Florence Dombey, climbed trees, swam and played pirates +with Kent. But as a matter of fact, the old childish zest for these +things had gone. For Lydia's real childhood had left her that December +night she had spent under the far corner of her father's bed. She had +not prayed since then. Her young faith in the kindness and sweetness +of life, badly shaken by her mother's death, had been utterly destroyed +when little Patience had been taken from her. + +With Adam at her heels, she took to solitary tramping through the +neighboring woods where at times she met Indians from the +reservation--a buck asleep on a log--a couple of squaws laughing and +chatting while they ate food they had begged--an Indian boy, dusty and +tired, resting after a trip to Lake City. Lydia was a little afraid of +these dark folk, though they always smiled at her. She would jerk at +Adam's collar and cuff his ears for growling, then make off toward home. + +It was a walk of just a mile from the cottage to the High School. +Lydia was very nervous about her first day at High School. Kent was +entering at the same time and she would have liked to have asked to go +with him but she knew he would resent violently being associated with a +girl on so important an occasion. + +So it was that one of the teachers observed a child in a faded but +clean galatea sailor suit, with curly blond hair barely long enough to +tie in her neck, standing in one of the lower halls after the mob of +seven or eight hundred boys and girls had been successfully herded into +the great Assembly room. + +"What is your name, my dear?" asked the teacher. + +Lydia silently presented her promotion card. The teacher nodded. + +"Come along, Miss Dudley, or you'll miss the principal's speech." + +She seated Lydia near her in the Assembly room, then looked her over +curiously. The child's face was remarkably intelligent, a high bred +little face under a finely domed head. The back of her ears and the +back of her neck were dirty, and her thin hands were rough as if with +housework. The galatea sailor suit was cheap and coarse. + +"A sick mother or no mother," was the teacher's mental note. "I must +inquire about her. Almost too bashful to breathe. Precocious +mentally, a child physically. I'll look out for her to-day." + +Miss Towne had the reputation of an unfeeling disciplinarian among the +pupils, but Lydia did not know this. She only knew that by some +miracle of kindness she came to understand the classroom system of +recitations, that she was introduced to different teachers, that she +learned how to decipher the hours of her recitations from the +complicated chart on the Assembly room blackboard, and that at noon she +started for home with a list of textbooks to be purchased, and a +perfectly clear idea of what to do when she returned on the morrow. + +The streets were full of children of all ages flocking toward the book +stores. Lydia walked along slowly, thinking deeply. She knew that her +list of books came to something over five dollars. She knew that this +sum of money would floor her father and she knew that she would rather +beg on the streets than start Amos on one of his tirades on his poverty. + +She pegged along homeward, half elated over the excitement of the day, +half depressed over her book problem. When she turned into the dirt +road. Billy Norton overtook her. He was wearing a very high starched +collar and a new suit of clothes. Billy was a senior and felt his +superiority. Nevertheless, he wanted to tell his troubles--even to a +first year pupil. + +"Gee, don't I have the luck!" he groaned. "I could get on the School +football team, I know it, if I didn't have to come home right after +school to deliver milk. Hang it!" + +Lydia looked at him quickly. "How much milk do you have to deliver?" + +"Aw, just a snag. Two quarts up the road to Essers' and two to +Stones'. They both got babies and have to have it. Think of putting +me off the school team for four quarts of baby milk!" + +"Oh, Billy," gasped Lydia, "I'll do it for you--if--Billy, have you got +your freshman textbooks still?" + +"Sure," answered the boy. "They're awful banged up, but I guess all +the pages are there." + +Lydia was breathless with excitement. "Billy, if you'll let me have +your books, I'll carry the milk for you, all winter." + +The big boy looked at the little girl, curiously. + +"They're a ratty lot of old books, Lydia. Half the fun of having +school books is getting new ones." + +"I know that," she answered, flushing. + +"Hanged if I'll do it. Let your dad get you new ones." + +"He'd like to as well as any one, but he can't right now and I'm going +to look out for my own. Oh, Billy, let me do it!" + +"You can have 'em all and welcome," exclaimed Billy, with a sudden +huskiness in his voice. "Gosh, you're awful little, Lydia." + +Lydia stamped her foot. "I won't take anything for nothing. And I'm +not little. I'm as strong as a horse." + +"Well," conceded Billy, "just till after Thanksgiving is all I want. +Come on along home now and we'll fix it up with Ma." + +Ma Norton twisted Lydia around and retied her hair ribbon while she +listened. They all knew Lydia's pride, so she quenched the impulse to +give the child the books and said, "Till Thanksgiving is plenty of pay, +Billy, and when the snow comes, the two mile extra walking will be too +much. Get the books out of the parlor closet. You got a--a--ink on +the back of your neck, Lydia. Wait till I get it off for you." + +She wet a corner of a towel at the tea kettle and proceeded to scour +the unsuspecting Lydia's neck and ears. "Children in the high school +are apt to get ink in the _back_ of their necks and _ears_," she said. +"_Always_ scrub there, Lydia! Remember!" + +"Yes, Ma'm! Oh, gosh, what a big pile! Thank you ever so much, Billy. +I'll be here right after school to-morrow, Mrs. Norton." + +Lydia spent a blissful evening mending and cleaning Billy's textbooks, +with Adam snoring under her feet and her father absorbed in his +newspaper. + +The delivering of the milk was no task at all, though had it not been +for Adam trudging beside her with his rolling bulldog gait and his +slavering ugly jaw, she would have been afraid in the early dusk of the +autumn evenings. + +The High School was a different world from that of the old ward school. +The ward school, comprising children of only one neighborhood with the +grades small, was a democratic, neighborly sort of place. The High +School gathered together children from all over town, of all classes, +from the children of lumber kings and college professors, to the +offspring of the Norwegian day laborer and the German saloon keeper. +There were even several colored children in the High School as well as +an Indian lad named Charlie Jackson. In the High School, class feeling +was strong. There were Greek letter societies in the fourth grade, +reflecting the influence of the college on the lake shore. Among the +well-to-do girls, and also among those who could less well afford it, +there was much elaborate dressing. Dancing parties were weekly +occurrences. They were attended by first year girls of fourteen and +fifteen as well as by the older girls, each lass with an attendant lad, +who called for her and took her home unchaperoned. + +It took several months for Lydia to become aware of the complicated +social life going on about her. She was so absorbed while in school in +adjusting herself to the new type of school life,--a different teacher +for each study, heavier lessons, the responsibility of collateral +reading--that the Christmas holidays came before she realized that +except in her class room work, she had nothing whatever in common with +her classmates. + +All fall she saw very little of Kent. He was on the freshman football +squad and this was a perfectly satisfactory explanation of his +dereliction--had he cared to make any--as far as Saturdays went. In +the Assembly room because he had chosen the Classical course, his seat +was far from Lydia's, who had chosen the English course. + +Saturday was a busy day for Lydia at home. Old Lizzie, who was nearing +sixty, was much troubled with rheumatism and even careless Lydia felt +vaguely that the house needed a certain amount of cleaning once a week. +So, of a Saturday morning, she slammed through the house like a small +whirlwind, leaving corners undisturbed and dust in windrows, but +satisfied with her efforts. Saturday afternoon, she worked in the +garden when the day was fair, helping to gather the winter vegetables. +Before little Patience's death she had gone to Sunday School, but since +that time she had not entered a church. So Sunday became her feast +day. She put in the entire morning preparing a Sunday dinner for her +father and nearly always John Levine. After dinner, the three, with +Adam, would tramp a mile up the road, stopping to lean over the bars +and talk dairying with Pa Norton, winter wheat with Farmer Jansen, and +hardy alfalfa with old Schmidt. Between farms, Amos and John always +talked politics, local and national, arguing heatedly. + +To all this, Lydia listened with half an ear. She loved these walks, +partly because of the grown up talks, partly because Adam loved them, +mostly because of the beauty of the wooded hills, the far stretch of +the black fields, ready plowed for spring and the pale, tender blue of +the sky that touched the near horizon. If she missed and needed +playmates of her own age, she was scarcely conscious of the fact. + +Christmas came and went, sadly and quietly. Lydia was glad when the +holidays were over and she was back in school again. On her desk that +first morning lay a tiny envelope, addressed to her. She opened it. +In it was an invitation from Miss Towne to attend a reception she was +tendering to the members of her Algebra and Geometry classes, freshmen +and seniors. + +For a moment Lydia was in heaven. It was her first formal invitation +of any kind. Then she came rapidly to earth. She had nothing to wear! +It was an evening party and she had no way to go or come. She put the +precious card in her blouse pocket and soberly opened her Civil +Government. + +At recess, she sat alone as she was rather prone to do, in the window +of the cloak room, when she heard a group of girls chattering. + +"Who wants to go to grouchy old Towne's reception when you can go to a +dance? I've got two bids to the Phi Pi's party," said a +fourteen-year-old miss. + +"Oh, we'll have to go or she'll flunk us in Algebra," said another +girl. "I'll wear my pink silk organdy. What'll you wear?" + +"My red silk. Maybe she'll let us dance. I suppose Charlie and +Kent'll both want to take me." + +"Terrible thing to be popular! Hasn't Kent the sweetest eyes! Do you +know what he said to me the other night at the Evans' party?" + +The girls drifted out of the cloak room. Lydia sat rigid. Pink +organdy! Red silk! Kent's "sweetest eyes"! Then she looked down at +the inevitable sailor suit, and at her patched and broken shoes. So +far she had had few pangs about her clothes. But now for the first +time she realized that for some reason, she was an alien, different +from the other girls--and the realization made her heart ache. + +The bell rang and she went to her recitation. It was in Civil +Government. Lydia sat down dejectedly next to Charlie Jackson, the +splendid, swarthy Indian boy of sixteen. + +"Did you learn the preamble?" he whispered to Lydia. + +She nodded. + +"He didn't say we had to," Charlie went on, "but I like the sound of +it, so I did." + +The rest of the class filed in, thirty youngsters of fourteen or +fifteen, the boys surreptitiously shoving and kicking each other, the +girls giggling and rearranging their hair. Mr. James rapped on his +desk, and called on young Hansen. + +"Can you give the preamble to the Constitution?" he asked, cheerfully. + +The boy's jaw dropped. "You never told us to learn it," he said. + +"No, I merely suggested that as Americans, you ought to learn it. I +talked to you during most of yesterday's period about it. I wondered +if you were old enough to take suggestions and not be driven through +your books. Miss Olson?" + +Miss Olson, whose hair was done in the latest mode, tossed her head +pertly. + +"I was too busy to learn anything extra." + +Mr. James' eyebrows went up. "A dance last night, I suppose." He +continued with his query half way round the class, then paused with a +sigh. "Has any one in the class learned it?" + +A muscular brown hand shot up, boldly. A thin white one timidly +followed. + +"Ah!" Mr. James' face brightened. "Miss Dudley, try it." + +Lydia clutched the back of the seat before her and began timidly. Then +the dignity and somewhat of the significance of the words touched her +and her voice became rich and full. + +"'We, the people of the United States, in order to form a more perfect +union, establish justice, insure domestic tranquillity, provide for the +common defence, promote the general welfare and secure the blessings of +liberty to ourselves and our posterity, do ordain and establish this +Constitution for the United States of America.'" + +"Good. Try it, Mr. Jackson." + +The young Indian rose and began. "We, the people of the United +States--" He too was letter perfect. + +After he was seated, the teacher, a gray-haired, stern-faced man, +looked at the two attentively. + +"Miss Dudley," he said finally, "does the preamble _mean_ anything to +you?" + +Lydia's round childish eyes regarded him steadfastly. "Two of my +ancestors were delegates to the first Convention," she said +hesitatingly. "One of 'em lived in a log farmhouse with loop holes in +it. They used to shoot Indians--" she paused and looked at Charlie +Jackson, then went on. "I--I like the sound of the words." + +The teacher nodded. "And you, Jackson?" + +The boy scowled. "I know the words are lies as far as Indians are +concerned. And I know they needn't have been if whites weren't natural +hogs. Anyhow, I'm the only real American in the class." + +Lydia looked up at the brown face eagerly, questioningly. Mr. James +nodded. "Quite right, Jackson." + +Young Hansen spoke up. "We're all Americans. What's he giving us?" + +"Has your father been naturalized, Hansen?" asked the teacher. + +The Norwegian boy shook his head, shamefacedly. + +"And were you born in this country?" + +"I was a baby when they came over." + +"Well then, are you an American, or aren't you? You don't really know, +do you? And you haven't enough interest in the country you've lived in +fourteen years to find out--or to know what was the impulse that gave +birth to our laws, the thing that makes an American different from a +Norwegian, for instance. The two people in the class who needed the +preamble least are the ones that have learned it. I'm disappointed. +We'll go on to the lesson. Reisenweber, what is a demesne?" + +Lydia sat looking from the teacher's face to Charlie Jackson, and from +Charlie to the blond faces of the other pupils. Vague wonderments were +stirring in her mind; the beginnings of thoughts she never had had +before. Tramping home that night through the snowy road she had a new +set of thoughts. What had made her stiffen and at the same time feel +sorry and ashamed when Charlie Jackson had said the Preamble was a lie +for Indians! And could she, could she possibly in the two weeks before +Miss Towne's reception make herself a dress that would be presentable? + +Adam, slavering and slobbering, was waiting for her as usual by the +front gate. His deep brown eyes always showed phosphorescent glimmers +of excitement when Lydia came. He lunged up against her now with howls +of delight and she knelt in the snow, as she always did, and hugged +him. Then he seized her book strap and lugged her Algebra and English +Composition up to the house. + +Lizzie was as excited as Lydia when she heard of the invitation. + +"There's that gray serge of your mother's," she said. "It's awful +faded. And there's a piece of a light blue serge waist she had, Lydia, +let's get 'em dyed red. Smitzky's will do it in a couple of days for +us. They did lots of work for me in bygone days and I'll pay for it +out of the grocery money." + +"Do you think we can fix it so it won't look made over?" asked Lydia, +torn between hope and doubt. + +"Of course we can. You choose your pattern tomorrow and I'll get in to +town in the morning with the goods, rheumatiz or no rheumatiz." + +Amos heard of the invitation with real pleasure. Nor did the clothes +problem trouble him. "Pshaw, wear that green Sunday dress of yours. +You always look nice, Lydia; whatever you wear. And I'll take you up +there and call for you. If all the boys in school was running after +you, I wouldn't let one of 'em beau you round before you was eighteen. +So put that kind of a bee out of your bonnet for good and all." + +Lydia lived the next two weeks in the clouds. The new-old dress was +finished the day before the reception. There had been minutes of +despair in creating this festive garment. The dyeing process had +developed unsuspected moth holes. The blue and the gray serge did not +dye exactly the same shade, nor were they of quite the same texture. +However, by twisting and turning and adding a yoke of black silk, which +had for years been Lizzie's Sunday neck scarf, a result was produced +that completely satisfied the little dressmaker and old Lizzie. + +Miss Towne was the only daughter of one of the old New England families +of Lake City. Teaching was an avocation with her and not a bread and +butter necessity. She lived in one of the fine old stone houses that +crowned the lake shore near the college. At eight o'clock on a +Saturday evening, Amos left Lydia at the front door of the house, and +in a few minutes Lydia was taking off her hat and coat in the midst of +a chattering group of girls. The pink organdy was there as well as the +red silk,--so were blue organdies and white, as well as dainty slippers. + +After a general "Hello," Lydia slipped downstairs to find her hostess. +Miss Towne, the grouchy, the strict and the stern Miss Towne, moving +among her guests, saw the thin little figure hesitating in the doorway, +saw the cobbled red dress, with skirt that was too short and sleeves +that were too long and neck that was too tight, saw the carefully +blacked school shoes, saw the intelligent high bred head nobly set on +straight shoulders and the wonderful dusty gold of the curly hair, and +the puzzled, bashful blue eyes. + +"Oh, Lydia!" cried the grouchy Miss Towne, "weren't you a dear to come +clear into town for my party. Mother---" this clearly for all the +children to hear, "this is the pupil I've told you of, the one of whom +we're all so proud. Come over here, Lydia." + +Lydia moved carefully. Her most moth eaten breadth was at the back and +it was difficult to cross the room without unduly exposing that back. +But she reached the safe haven of Miss Towne's side before the bevy of +multi-colored organdies entered the room. + +Kent was there. He had brought the pink organdy. He waved a gay hand +to Lydia, who waved back, gaily too. Her cheeks were beginning to burn +scarlet, partly because a real party was a wonderful thing and partly +because of the multi-colored organdies. Charlie Jackson was there. He +lived with Dr. Fulton as office boy and general helper and the doctor +was clothing and educating him. Charlie was half-back of the school +football team, a famous player and a great favorite. The girls flirted +with him. The boys were jealous of his favor. Even in the snob-ridden +High School there was here a hangover of the pure democracy of +childhood. + +Miss Towne had provided games and refreshments bountifully. The +elocution teacher recited some monologues and the music teacher sang. +But it was a difficult matter to entertain these youngsters already +accustomed to a grown up social life. Miss Towne had declared that +there should be no dancing. But the games were neglected and the +guests stood about in frankly bored groups. So when a bevy of +organdies begged for permission to dance, Miss Towne, with obvious +reluctance, gave in. + +From that moment, the party was an assured success. Lydia, who had +stuck like a little burr at Miss Towne's side all the evening, looked +on with wonder and a growing lump in her throat. + +"Don't you dance, my dear?" asked Mrs. Towne. + +"Of course she doesn't, Mother," answered Miss Towne, "she's just a +child. There's time enough for those things after High School. I +don't know what's going to become of this generation." + +This was small comfort to Lydia, watching the pretty groups twirl by. + +Kent, hugging the pink organdy, stopped on the far side of the room +from Lydia to get a drink of lemonade. + +"Isn't Lydia's dress a scream," said Olga. + +"Huh?" asked Kent in surprise. He followed his partner's glance across +the room. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE COOKING CLASS + + +"We pines have been useful to man and so he has destroyed us."--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +Lydia with parted lips and big, wistful eyes stood quietly beside Miss +Towne. + +"What you giving us," said Kent. "Red's my favorite color." + +"Red's all right," Olga tossed her head, "but that dress! She ought to +know better. A five cent cheese cloth would have been better'n that." + +Kent was truly enamored of pretty Olga but he looked at her angrily. + +"You girls make me sick," he grunted and started dodging among the +dancers, across the room to Lydia's side. Olga stood pouting. + +"What's the matter?" asked Charlie Jackson. + +"Oh, I just said Lydia's dress was a fright and Kent went off mad." + +Charlie in turn stared at Lydia. + +Kent in the meantime was grinning at Lydia amiably. + +"Hello, Lyd! Want to dance?" + +"I can't. Don't know how," replied Lydia, despondently. + +"Easy as anything. Come on, I'll teach you." + +Lydia seized Kent's lapel with fingers that would tremble slightly. +"Kent, I dassn't stir. My back breadth don't match and my skirt hangs +awful." + +"Oh, shucks!" replied Kent, angrily, "you girls are all alike. Red's +my favorite color." + +"Mine too," said Charlie Jackson at his elbow. "What're you two +arguing about?" + +"Her dress," growled Kent, "I don't see anything the matter with it, do +you?" + +"Nope, and it's on the prettiest girl in the room too, eh, Kent?" + +"You bet," returned Kent, believing, though, that he lied, for Olga was +as pretty as a tea rose. + +Lydia blushed and gasped. + +"If you won't dance, come on over and have some lemonade," suggested +Kent. + +"If I sit in the window, will you bring me a glass?" asked Lydia, still +mindful of the back breadth. + +"You take her to the window and I'll get the lemo, Kent," said Charlie. + +Kent led the way to the window-seat. "You're a good old sport, Lyd," +he said. "Charlie'll look out for you. I gotta get back to Olga." + +he returned to make peace with the pink organdy. She was very lovely +and Kent was having his first flirtation. Yet before he went to sleep +that night the last picture that floated before his eyes was of a thin +little figure with worn mittens clasped over patched knees and a +ravished child's face looking into his. + +Charlie Jackson sat out two whole dances with Lydia. Their talk was of +Adam and of fishing. Lydia longed to talk about Indians with him but +didn't dare. Promptly at ten, Amos appeared at the front door. + +Lydia's first party was over. Amos and old Lizzie were charmed with +Lydia's description of it and were sure she had had a wonderful time. +But Lydia felt that the dress had made of the party a hideous failure. +She knew now that she was marked among her mates as a poverty stricken +little dowd whom popular boys like Kent and Charlie pitied. + +And yet because life is as kind to us as we have the intelligence to +let it be, it was out of the party that grew slowly a new resolve of +Lydia's--to have some day as pretty hands and as well shod feet as Olga +and Hilda and Cissy, to learn how to make her dresses so that even the +composing of an organdy might not be beyond her. + +They saw less of John Levine during the late winter and early spring. +He was running for sheriff on the Republican ticket. He was elected +early in April by a comfortable majority and invited Amos and Lydia to +a fine Sunday dinner in celebration at the best hotel in town. Kent's +father in April was promoted from a minor position in the office of the +plow factory to the secretaryship of the company. The family +immediately moved to a better house over on the lake shore and it +seemed to Lydia that Kent moved too, out of her life. + +She missed him less than might have been expected. Her life was so +different from that of any of the children that she knew, that growing +into adolescence with the old bond of play disappearing, she fell back +more and more on resources within herself. This did not prevent her +going faithfully once a month to call on Margery Marshall. And these +visits were rather pleasant than otherwise. Margery was going through +the paper doll fever. Lydia always brought Florence Dombey with her +and the two girls carried on an elaborate game of make-believe, the +intricacies of which were entirely too much for Elviry Marshall, +sitting within earshot. + +Elviry Marshall had two consuming passions in life--Margery and gossip. +The questions she asked always irritated Lydia vaguely. + +"What wages is your Pa getting now, Lydia?" + +"Just the same, Mrs. Marshall." + +"Don't you pay Lizzie anything yet?" + +"No, Ma'am." + +"How much is your grocery bill this month?" + +"I don't know." + +"Does your Pa ever talk about getting married again?" + +"No, Ma'am! Oh, no, Ma'am!" + +Lizzie almost exploded with anger when Lydia retailed these questions, +but Amos only laughed. + +"Pshaw, you know Elviry!" + +"Yes, I know Elviry! She's a snake in the grass. Always was and +always will be." + +"She's a dandy housekeeper," murmured Lydia. "I wonder where she +learned. And she isn't teaching Margery a thing. I like Mr. Marshall." + +"Dave's a miser. He always was and he always will be," snapped Lizzie. +"I despise the whole kit and biling of them, money or no money. Dave +never earned an honest cent in his life." + +"Lots of rich men haven't," replied Amos. + +Amos' garden was a thing of beauty. Its trim rows of vegetables were +bordered with sunflowers, whose yellow heads vied in height with the +rustling ears of corn. Amos had a general grudge toward life. He had +a vague, unexpressed belief that because he was a descendant of the +founders of the country, the world owed him an easy living. He had a +general sense of superiority to his foreign born neighbors and to the +workmen in the plow factory. + +But in his garden, all his grudges disappeared. Every evening until +dark and every Sunday he worked away, whistling softly to himself. He +always felt nearer to his wife, in the garden. She too had been bred +on a New England farm. He always felt as if the fine orderliness of +the rows was for her. + +Lydia greatly preferred weeding the garden to cleaning the house. +Indeed the contrast between the fine garden, the well kept patch of +lawn and the disorderly house was startling. Amos grumbled and +complained but Lydia was in the hobble-de-hoy stage--she didn't care +and she had no one teach her. + +One afternoon in August, clad in her bathing suit, now much too small +for her, she was working in the garden, when a voice behind her grunted, + +"Eat!" + +Lydia jumped and turned. The old squaw of two years before stood +begging. She was as pitifully thin as ever. As she stared at the ugly +old Indian, Lydia's throat tightened. She seemed to feel baby +Patience's fingers clinging to hers in fear. + +"Want some vegetables?" she asked, motioning toward the garden. + +The squaw nodded eagerly and held up the dirty apron she was wearing. +Lydia began slowly to fill it, talking as she worked. + +"Where do you live?" she asked. + +The Indian jerked her gray head toward the north. "Big Woods."' + +"But that's twenty miles. It must take you a long time to walk it. +Poor thing!" + +The squaw shrugged her shoulders. Lydia stared at the toothless, +trembling old mouth, hideous with wrinkles, then at the gnarled and +shaking old hands. + +"Haven't you any one to take care of you?" + +"All sick--boy sick--man sick--girl sick. All time sick, all time +nothing to eat." + +"But won't some other Indian make you a garden, a little one?" + +Again the squaw shrugged her shoulders. Her apron was full now. She +produced a string from inside her waist and tying the apron up +bag-like, she slung it over her shoulder. Then she gave Lydia a keen +glance. + +"Friend," she said, briefly, and turning, she tottered painfully out of +the gate. + +Followed by Adam, Lydia walked thoughtfully out upon the little pier +Amos had built. They had no boat, but Lydia fished and dived from the +pier. It was hard to understand how the Indians with all their rich +pine land could be so poor. She resolved to ask her father and Levine +about it and turned a somersault into the water. She swam about until +tired, then turned over on her back to rest. Lying so a shadow drifted +across her face and she raised her head. A gray birch bark canoe +floated silently beside her. In it, in a gray bathing suit, sat +Charlie Jackson. + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Lydia. "How in the world you do it so quietly, I +don't see." + +"I saw something that looked like a wet yellow pup in the water, and +stole up on it," grinned Charlie. + +"Come on in. It's as warm as suds." + +Charlie shot his canoe to the pier and in a moment, was floating beside +Lydia. She took a deep breath, let herself sink and a moment or two +later came up several yards beyond him. He did not miss her for a +moment, then he started for her with a shout. A game of tag followed +ending in a wild race to the pier which they reached neck and neck. +Adam wept and slobbered with joy over their return. + +"You certainly are a little sunfish in the water," panted Charlie, as +they sat with feet dangling off the pier. + +"Ought to be, I'm in it enough," returned Lydia. "Charlie, there's a +poor old squaw came here to-day. What's the matter with the Indians? +Why don't they work?" + +Charlie turned to look at the white child, uneasily. The two made a +wonderful contrast. Charlie was big and bronze and deep chested, with +regular features although they were a little heavy. Lydia, growing +fast, was thinner than ever but cheeks and eyes were bright. + +Charlie's mouth twisted in a sneer. "Why don't they work? Why don't +the whites give 'em a chance? Dirty thieves, prowling round like +timber wolves. Ask Dave Marshall. Ask that gumshoeing crook of a +Levine. Don't ask me." + +"Levine's not a crook," shouted Lydia. "He's my friend." + +The sneer left Charlie's face and he laughed. "Your friend is he, +little sunfish!" + +"Yes," said Lydia, furiously. "He gave me Adam," hugging the dog's +ugly, faithful head. He immediately tried to sit in her wet lap. "And +he's done as much for me as my own father." + +"If he's your friend," said the Indian gently, "I won't speak against +him to you again." + +Lydia instantly was mollified. Charlie was so old and so young! He +was so different from Kent that staring into his deep black eyes, Lydia +suddenly felt his alien race. + +"I must go in and dress," she said. "It's time to get supper." + +Charlie nodded and untied his canoe. After he was seated with paddle +lifted, he glanced up at her mischievously. + +"You're a very nice little girl," he said; "I shall come again. You +may call me Uncle Charlie." + +Lydia put out her tongue at him. "Good-by, Uncle!" she called and +raced up the bank to the house. + +"Daddy," she said that night at supper, "why should Mr. Marshall and +Charlie Jackson both say Mr. Levine is a crook?" + +Amos ate a piece of bread meditatively before replying. "Any man that +goes into politics in this country leaves his reputation behind him. +You and I'll never have a better friend than John Levine." + +Lydia nodded. She was only a child after all and still retained +implicit faith in the opinion of those she loved. She went back to +school that fall full of interest and importance. She was a sophomore +now and very proud of the fact that she knew the ropes. Her +arrangement with Billy held for his second year books. With much +pinching of the grocery money, Lizzie had achieved two new galatea +sailor suits and so while she felt infinitely inferior to the +elaborately gowned young misses of her grade, Lydia was not unhappy. + +There was a new course of study offered the pupils this year. It was +called the Cookery Course and was elective, not required. Lydia turned +her small nose up at it. She was a good cook, without study, she told +herself. But Miss Towne thought differently. She called Lydia into +her room one day, early in the term. "Lydia, why don't you take the +Cooking Course?" + +"I can cook, Miss Towne. I do all our cooking and Daddy says I'm fine +at it." + +"I know, my dear, but there are other things connected with the Course +that you need." + +"What things?" asked Lydia, a trine obstinately. + +"That's what I want you to find out for yourself. Come, Lydia, take my +word for it. It's only two hours a week and no outside study required. +If after a term of it, you still think it's useless, why drop it." + +So behold Lydia entered in the Cooking Course which was not popular. +The mothers of the majority of the girls did not, they said, send their +daughters to school to be taught kitchen service. But by the efforts +of Miss Towne and one or two other teachers, a dozen children ranging +in age from fourteen to eighteen, with Lydia as the infant of the +class, were enticed into the bright model kitchen in the basement. + +It was not long after this that Lydia said to her father, one evening, + +"Daddy, I've got to have twenty-five cents." + +Amos looked up from his newspaper. "What for, Lydia? A quarter's a +good deal of money. Takes me pretty near two hours to earn it." + +"I know it," answered Lydia, wincing, "but I've got to buy a nail file. +You ought to see my hands compared with the other girls. And you ought +to see dirty finger nails under the microscope. The cooking school +teacher showed us before we made bread, today." + +Amos looked at Lydia thoughtfully for a moment, then he carefully +abstracted a quarter from his pocket, laid it on the table and went +back to his reading. + +Lydia planned a real feast for Thanksgiving. She negotiated with Billy +Norton for the exchange of two pounds of fudge for a brace of wild +duck. The Saturday before Thanksgiving, she gave the house its usual +"lick and promise" and then started out with her skates to enjoy the +first ice of the season. + +She had a glorious morning. There was no snow and the lake had frozen +crystal clear. The air was breathless. As she skated she chanted, to +improvised tunes, bits of verse. + + "The stag at eve had drunk his fill + Where danced the moon on Monan's rill + And deep his midnight lair had laid + In lone Glenartney's hazel shade. + + "I sprang to the stirrup, and Joris and he, + I galloped, Dirk galloped, we galloped all three. + 'Good speed!' cried the watch as the gate bolts undrew, + 'Speed' echoed the wall to us galloping through." + +She hunted through Scottish mountains and moors, she whirled from Ghent +to Aix and still high hearted and in the land of visions, took off her +skates and entered the house. She banged the door, then stood for a +moment staring. Elviry and Margery were seated before the living-room +stove, while old Lizzie sat on one edge of Amos' arm chair eyeing the +two belligerently. + +Margery was wearing a new fur coat. Her beautiful black eyes looked +out from under a saucy fur-trimmed hat with a scarlet quill on the +side. Elviry wore black broadcloth with fox collar and muff. Lydia, +in a remodeled coat of her mother's, and her old Tam and mended +mittens, recovered from her surprise quickly. + +"Hello!" she said. "When did you come? This is the first time you've +ever been in our house, Mrs. Marshall, isn't it?" + +"Yes," replied Elviry, "and," with a glance at Lizzie, "I wouldn't be +here now if Mr. Marshall hadn't made me." + +"Oh, Mamma," protested Margery, "I wanted to come." + +"You hush up, Margery! What I came for is that Mr. Marshall would like +to have the three of you come to our house for Thanksgiving dinner." + +Lydia suddenly giggled. "Don't worry, Mrs. Marshall, we can't come. +We're going to have company ourselves for Thanksgiving." + +Elviry gave a huge sigh of relief. "Well, that's too bad," she said. +"We're going to have a grand dinner, too." + +"So are we," retorted Lydia. + +"How's Florence Dombey?" asked Margery. "Mamma, can't I stay and play +with Lydia a while?" + +"We'll stay a few minutes," said Elviry, loosing her furs and settling +back in her chair. "It's a real small place, Lizzie, but you can do so +little work now, I s'pose it's just as well." + +Lydia had produced a pasteboard shoe box of paper dolls which she gave +to Margery. She cuddled Florence Dombey in her arms and gave one ear +to Margery's question as to the names and personalities of the paper +dolls, the other to Elviry's comments. + +"It ain't so small," sniffed Lizzie. "It's bigger'n anything you ever +lived in, Elviry, till Dave sold enough lumber he stole from the +Government to start a bank." + +Elviry was not to be drawn into a quarrel. "You always was a jealous +body, Lizzie. That old mahogany belonged to both Amos and his wife's +folks, I've heard. Why don't you get rid of it and buy more of this +here new Mission stuff that's coming in? Though I suppose you'd better +wait till Lydia's old enough to take more interest in keeping the house +clean. Butter's awful high this winter. How much does your grocery +bill average, Lizzie?" + +"None of your business," replied Lizzie. + +"I don't think Imogen is as good looking as Marion. I'd rather have +Marion marry Prince Rupert, then these can be their children," Margery +murmured on. + +"Land, Lizzie, don't be so cross," said Elviry. "I suppose you've +heard the talk about John Levine? He's getting in with that half breed +crowd up on the reservation that the Indian agent's such friends with. +They say Levine's land hungry enough to marry a squaw. He's so dark, I +wouldn't be surprised if he had Indian blood himself. Land knows +nothing would surprise me about him. They say he's just naturally +crooked." + +Lydia and Florence Dombey suddenly stood in front of Elviry. + +"Don't you say such things about Mr. Levine," said Lydia slowly, cheeks +bright, eyes as blue as Florence Dombey's. + +"Well!" exclaimed Elviry, beginning to pull her furs up, "I don't seem +to be able to please you two with my conversation, so I'll be going. +Margery, get up off that dirty floor. I never cared much about Amos' +wife, she was too proud, but at least she was clean. She'd turn over +in her grave if she knew what this house looked like. Come, Margery, +the horse will be cold, standing so long." + +Lizzie opened her mouth to speak but Lydia shook her head, and the two +stood in silence, watching the departure of the visitors. When the +door had closed Lizzie burst forth in an angry tirade, but Lydia only +half listened. She looked slowly around the living-room, then walked +into the dining-room and thence into the kitchen. She opened the +pantry door and stared at the dust and disorder, the remnants of food, +the half washed dishes. Suddenly she thought of the shining and +orderly kitchen in the High School basement. Supposing the cooking +teacher should come out to supper, sometime! Lydia had asked her to +come. + +She came slowly back into the living-room. Old Lizzie was replenishing +the stove, still muttering to herself. Lydia observed for the first +time that her apron was dirty. Thinking it over, she could not recall +ever having seen Lizzie with a clean apron. A deep sense of shame +suddenly enveloped Lydia. + +"Oh, I wish some one had taught me," she groaned. "I wish mother had +lived. Everybody has to go and die on me! I suppose Lizzie and Dad'll +be next. Adam helps to keep the house dirty. There's dog hair +everywhere." + +"Don't you get worked up over Elviry Marshall, child," said Lizzie. + +"I hate her," exclaimed Lydia, "but what she said about the house is +true. Anyhow, I've learned how to clean pantry shelves, so here goes." + +She tied one of Lizzie's aprons round her neck, pushed a chair into the +pantry and began her unsavory task. It was dusk when she finished and +led Lizzie out to observe the shiny, sweet smelling orderliness of the +place. + +"Land, it does make a difference! If the rheumatiz didn't take all the +ambition out of me, I'd keep it that way for you," said the old lady. + +"I'll do it, every Saturday. Gosh, I'm tired!" groaned Lydia, throwing +herself on the living-room couch. "Lizzie, give me some of your mutton +tallow to rub on my hands. The cooking teacher says it's fine for +hands." + +Lydia lay in the twilight, watching the coals glow in the base burner, +while the aroma of the baked beans and brown bread Lizzie was tending +in the kitchen floated in to her. Adam lay on the floor by the stove, +where he could keep one drowsy eye on her every motion. She was +thinking of her mother and of little Patience. She could think of them +now without beginning to tremble. She tried to picture every detail of +her mother's face. They had no picture of her nor of the baby, and +Lydia was afraid she would forget. She wondered if they were together, +if they knew how hard she was trying to obey her mother's injunction to +"make something" of herself. "Be a lady!" "Never be coarse." There +was nobody to show her things, she thought. How could she ever learn +to be a lady? "If I believed in praying any more, I'd pray about lots +of things," she thought, sadly. "But either there isn't any God, or +else He don't believe in prayer, Himself. Gee, supper smells good. +I'm awful hungry. I wonder why Mrs. Marshall hates me so. I suppose +because I'm such a common kid and she still thinks I almost drowned +Margery. And I don't believe a word she says about Mr. Levine, either. +Hateful old beast! If I believed in prayer, you bet I'd tell God a few +things about her." + +The highly satisfactory Thanksgiving feast was eaten and praised. The +dishes were washed and set away in the immaculate pantry, and Amos and +John Levine were smoking by the fire. + +"Seems to me this room looks all slicked up," said Levine. + +Amos nodded. "Lydia's coming along. Says the cooking school teacher +told her to sprinkle wet tea leaves over the carpet before sweeping to +keep down the dust. Place was like a cyclone this morning for an hour, +but the result pays. She's growing like her mother." + +"She's only a child, and small for her age, at that," said John. "It's +a shame for her to work so hard." + +"I know it," answered Amos, "but what can I do? On a dollar and a half +a day--I swan--" + +There was a rap on the door. Lizzie admitted Dave Marshall and Margery. + +"Out for a tramp as a digester," explained Dave. "Came to call on my +friend Lydia. I ain't seen her for ages." + +He and Levine nodded to each other. Amos shook hands and Dave kissed +Lydia, catching a dark scowl on Levine's face as he did so. + +"Let's play paper dolls," said Margery, as soon as she had pulled off +her coat. + +"You play 'em," replied Lydia, "I'm awful tired." + +"Why should a baby like you be tired?" inquired Marshall, pulling her +to his side as he seated himself in Amos' arm chair. + +"If you'd tasted our dinner," said Amos, "you'd know why she and Lizzie +should be half dead." + +"I wish I could 'a' tasted it," replied Marshall. "Have a smoke, +friends?" + +Amos took a cigar but Levine refused. + +"Come, John, come," said the stout banker, banteringly. "This is a +legal holiday and you and I at least agree on Lydia. Let's stop war +for the day, eh?" + +Levine's sallow face hardened, then he caught Lydia's blue gaze on him +as she stood beside Marshall. It was such a transparent, trusting +gaze, so full of affection, so obviously appealing to him to "be nice," +that in spite of himself he grinned and took a cigar. + +Amos settled back with a sigh of satisfaction. He enjoyed company and +had had no one but John since his wife's death. + +"Looks as if the country'd go Republican next fall," he said by way of +starting a conversation. + +"I don't see why," returned Marshall, who was a Democrat. + +"Folks are sick of Democratic graft," said Levine. + +"And Republicans think it's their turn, eh?" inquired Marshall. "Well, +maybe it is, maybe it is!" + +Amos laughed genially. "Satisfied with your share, Dave?" + +"Got my eye on just one more little mite. Just one little mite, then +I'm through," chuckled Marshall. + +"Then you good Republicans can get your feet into the trough." + +"Co-ee! Lydia!" came a call from the lake shore. + +Lydia ran to the kitchen door. Charlie Jackson and Kent were skating +up to the bank. + +"Come out for a while," cried Kent. + +"I can't. I've got company. Come on up and get warm," returned Lydia. + +The two boys slipped off their skates and came up to the cottage. Kent +needed no introduction, and Lydia made short work of Charlie by saying +to the assemblage at large, "This is Charlie Jackson. Come on up by +the stove, boys." + +The boys established themselves on the couch back of the baseburner. + +"Hello, Marg," said Kent. "What you doing?" + +"Paper dolls," returned Margery from her corner, without looking up. +Charlie Jackson stared at the beautiful little black head bent over the +bright colored bits of paper with interest. + +Amos took up the interrupted conversation. "If we could get a +Republican Congress, that block o' pine and black loam twenty miles +north would be given to its rightful owners." + +"Meaning the full bloods, I suppose," said Levine with a short laugh. + +"Yes--full blooded whites," returned Amos. + +Charlie Jackson suddenly threw back his head and rose. + +"I'm a full blood Indian," he said, quietly. The three men looked at +him as if they saw him for the first time. + +"Well, what of it?" asked Marshall, shortly. + +"This of it," said Charlie, tensely, "that you whites with your +Constitution and your Declaration of Independence are a lot of liars +and thieves." + +Marshall turned purple, but John Levine spoke quickly. "Easy there, my +boy! You're talking of things you don't understand." + +"Oh, but he does," interrupted Lydia eagerly. "'Governments derive +their just powers from the consent of the governed.' We had it in +school. It must mean Indians too." + +John Levine laughed. "There you have it. And Charlie is right, we are +liars and thieves, but we have to be. Might is right in this world." + +"Speak for yourself, Levine," cried Marshall. + +"Levine!" exploded Charlie. "Are you Levine? You're the man then that +my sister--" his voice rose to a shout. "I'll beat the face off of you +right now." + +And he made a sudden spring for the astonished Levine. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE REPUBLICAN CANDIDATE + + +"Nature counts no day as wasted."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Amos and Kent caught Charlie by either arm as his hands clutched for +Levine's throat. Marshall did not stir out of his chair. During the +remainder of the episode his face wore a complacent expression that, +though Lydia did not consciously observe it at the time, returned to +her in after years with peculiar significance. + +"Here! Here! This won't do, my young Indian!" cried Amos. + +"Let me get at him!" panted Charlie. + +Lydia moved away from Lizzie and Margery. The three had automatically +jumped to grab Adam's collar for Adam always assisted in a fight, human +or otherwise. She ran over to the Indian. + +"Charlie," she pleaded, looking up into his face, "you mustn't hurt Mr. +Levine. He's my best friend. And it is not polite to come to call at +my house and make a row, this way." + +"That's right," commented Marshall. "Do your fighting outdoors." + +John had not stirred from his chair. He looked up at the Indian and +said slowly and insolently, "Get out of here! You know what I can do +to you, don't you? Well, get out before I do it!" + +Charlie returned John's look of contempt with one of concentrated +hatred. Then he turned to Kent. + +"Come on, Kent," he growled and followed by his friend, he marched out +of the kitchen door. + +"Whew!" said Amos, "talk about civilizing Indians!" + +Lydia was trembling violently. "What made him act so---- _Did_ you +hurt his sister, Mr. Levine?" + +"Didn't even know he had a sister," returned John, coolly relighting +his cigar. + +Marshall rose and stretched his fat body. "Well, you serve up too much +excitement for me, Amos. I'll be getting along. Come, Margery." + +"Wait and we'll all have some coffee," said Lizzie. "Land, I'm all +shook up." + +"Pshaw! 'twan't anything. Kent should have had more sense than to +bring him in here," said Levine. + +"Why, he's usually perfectly lovely," protested Lydia. "Goes to +parties with the girls and everything." + +"I wouldn't go to a party with a dirty Indian," said Margery, her nose +up in the air. + +"What do you know about parties, chicken?" asked Marshall, buttoning +her coat for her. + +"Mama says I can go next year when I enter High School," replied +Margery. + +"First boy, white or Indian, that comes to call on you before you're +eighteen, I'll turn the hose on," said Dave, winking at the men. + +Amos and John laughed and Dave made his exit in high good humor. + +When the door had closed Amos said, "Any real trouble with the boy, +John?" + +"Shucks, no!" returned Levine. "Forget it!" + +And forget it they did while the November dusk drew to a close and the +red eyes of the stove blinked a warmer and warmer glow. About eight +o'clock, after a light supper, Levine started back for town. He had +not been gone five minutes when a shot cracked through the breathless +night air. + +Amos started for the door but Lizzie grasped his arm. "You stay right +here, Amos, and take care of the house." + +"What do you s'pose it was?" whispered Lydia. "I wish Mr. Levine was +here. He's sheriff." + +"That's what I'm afraid of--that something's happened, to him--between +his being sheriff and his other interests. I'll get my lantern." + +"Wait! I'll have to fill it for you," said Lydia. + +So it was that while Amos fumed and Lydia sought vainly for a new wick, +footsteps sounded on the porch, the door opened and Billy Norton and +his father supported John Levine into the living-room. Levine's +overcoat showed a patch of red on the right breast. + +"For God's sake! Here, put him on the couch," gasped Amos. + +"Billy, take Levine's bicycle and get the doctor here," said Pa Norton. + +"Hot water and clean cloth, Lydia," said Amos. "Let's get his clothes +off, Norton." + +"Don't touch me except to cut open my clothes and pack the wound with +ice in a pad of rags," said John weakly. Then he closed his eyes and +did not speak again till the doctor came. + +Lydia trembling violently could scarcely carry the crushed ice from +Lizzie to her father. No one spoke until the gentle oozing of the +blood yielded to the freezing process. Then Amos said in a low voice +to Pa Norton, + +"What happened?" + +"Can't say. Billy and I were coming home from town when we heard the +shot ahead of us. It took us a minute or two to come up to Levine. He +was standing dazed like, said the shot had come from the lake shore way +and that's all he knew about it." + +The beat of horses' hoofs on the frozen ground broke the silence that +followed. In a moment Dr. Fulton ran into the room. Lydia seized +Florence Dombey and hurried to the kitchen, nor did she leave her +station in the furthest corner until the door closed softly after the +doctor. Amos came out into the kitchen and got a drink at the water +pail. + +"Doc got the bullet," said Amos. "Grazed the top of the lungs and came +to the surface near the backbone. Lord, that was a narrow escape!" + +"Will he--will he die?" whispered Lydia. + +"Of course not," answered Amos, with a quick glance at the blanched +little face. "He's got to have good nursing and he can't be moved. +Lizzie's as good a nurse as any one could want. Doctor'll be back at +midnight and stay the rest of the night." + +"Who did it, Daddy?" + +Amos shook his head. "It might have been Charlie Jackson or it might +have been a dozen others. A sheriff's liable to have plenty of +enemies. Billy started a bunch hunting." + +Lydia shivered. + +"Go to bed, child," said Amos. "We're going to be busy in this house +for a while." + +"I want to see him first, please, Daddy." + +"Just a peek then, don't make a noise." + +Already the living room had a sick room aspect. The light was lowered +and the table was littered with bandages and bottles. Lydia crept up +to the couch and stood looking down at the gaunt, quiet figure. + +John opened his eyes and smiled faintly. "Making you lots of trouble, +young Lydia." + +"Oh, no!" exclaimed Lydia. "Just get well, we don't mind the trouble." + +"I've got to get well, so's you and I can travel," whispered Levine. +"Good night, dear." + +Lydia swallowed a sob. "Good night," she said. + +At first, Amos planned to have Lydia stay out of school to help, but +Levine grew so feverishly anxious when he heard of this that the idea +was quickly given up and Ma Norton and a neighbor farther up the road +arranged to spend the days turn about, helping Lizzie. + +As soon as the shooting was known, there was a deluge of offers of +help. All the organizations to which Levine belonged as well as his +numerous acquaintances were prodigal in their offers of every kind of +assistance. + +But John fretfully refused. He would have no nurse but Lizzie, share +no roof but Amos'. "You're the only folks I got," he told Amos again +and again. + +The shooting was a seven days' wonder, but no clue was found as to the +identity of the would-be assassin. Charlie Jackson had spent the +evening with Kent. As the monotony of Levine's convalescence came on, +gossip and conjecture lost interest in him. John himself would not +speak of the shooting. + +It was after Christmas before John was able to sit up in Amos' arm +chair and once more take a serious interest in the world about him. +Lydia, coming home from school, would find Adam howling with joy at the +gate and John, pale and weak but fully dressed, watching for her from +his arm chair by the window. The two had many long talks, in the early +winter dusk before Lydia started her preparations for supper. One of +these particularly, the child never forgot. + +"Everybody acted queer about Charlie Jackson, at first," said Lydia, +"but now you're getting well, they're all just as crazy about him as +ever." + +"He'll kill some one in a football scrimmage yet," was John's comment. + +"No, the boys say he never loses his temper. The rest of them do. I +wish girls played football. I bet I'd make a good quarterback." + +John laughed weakly but delightedly. "You must weigh fully a hundred +pounds! Why, honey, they'd trample a hundred pounds to death!" + +"They would not!" Lydia's voice was indignant. "And just feel my +muscles. I get 'em from swimming." + +John ran his hand over the proffered shoulders and arm. "My goodness," +he said in astonishment. "Those muscles are like tiny steel springs. +Well, what else would you like to be besides quarterback, Lydia?" + +"When I was a little girl I was crazy to be an African explorer. And +I'd still like to be, only I know that's not sensible. Adam, for +Pete's sake get off my feet." + +Adam gave a slobbery sigh and withdrew a fraction of an inch. Levine +watched Lydia in the soft glow of the lamp light. Her hair was still +the dusty yellow of babyhood but it was long enough now to hang in soft +curls in her neck after she had tied it back with a ribbon. She was +still wearing the sailor suits, and her face was still thin and +childish for all she was a sophomore. + +"I don't suppose you could explore," said Levine, meditatively. + +"Oh, I could, if I had the money to outfit with, but I'll tell you what +I really would like best of all." Lydia hitched her chair closer to +Levine and glanced toward the kitchen where Lizzie was knitting and +warming her feet in the oven. "I'd like to own an orphan asylum. And +I'd get the money to run it with from a gold mine. I would find a mine +in New Mexico. I know I could if I could just get out there." + +"Seems to me all your plans need money," suggested John. + +"Yes, that's the trouble with them," admitted Lydia, with a sigh. "And +I'll always be poor--I'm that kind." + +"What are you really going to do with yourself, Lydia, pipe dreams +aside?" + +"Well, first I'm going to get an education, clear up through the +University. 'Get an education if you have to scrub the streets to do +it,' was what Mother always said. 'You can be a lady and be poor,' she +said, 'but you can't be a lady and use poor English.' And then I'm +going to be as good a housekeeper as Mrs. Marshall and I'm going to +dress as well as Olga Reinhardt, and have as pretty hands as Miss +Towne. And I'm never going to move out of the home I make. Maybe I'll +get married. I suppose I'll have to 'cause I want at least six +children, and some one's got to support them. And I'll want to travel +a good deal." + +"Travel takes money," John reminded her. + +"Not always. There was The Man Without a Country, but I wouldn't want +to have what he had. Seems to me it was a little thing he said after +all. Mr. Levine, why did he feel so terrible about the poem?" + +"What poem?" asked Levine. + +Lydia cleared her throat. + + "'Breathes there a man with soul so dead + Who never to himself hath said + This is my own, my native land?' + +--and you know the rest." + +John Levine looked at Lydia strangely. There was a moment's pause, +then she said, "But I don't understand just what it all means." + +"Lots of us don't," commented John, briefly. "But if I had a son I'd +beat understanding of it into him with a hickory club." + +Lydia's jaw dropped. "But--but wouldn't you beat it into your +daughter?" + +"What's the use of trying to teach patriotism to anything female?" +There was a contemptuous note in Levine's voice that touched Lydia's +temper. + +"Well, there's plenty of use, I'd have you know!" she cried. "Why, I +was more interested in Civil Government last year than any of the boys +except Charlie Jackson." + +Levine laughed, then said soberly, "All right, Lydia, I'd be glad to +see what you can do for your country. When you get that orphan asylum, +put over the door, 'Ducit Amor Patriae.'" + +Lydia looked at him clearly. "You just wait and see." + +She went soberly toward the kitchen for her apron, and Levine looked +after her with an expression at once wistful and gentle. Lydia looked +up "Ducit Amor Patriae" in a phrase book the next day. She liked the +sound of it. + +By the middle of January, Levine was sufficiently recovered to leave. +The Saturday before he left occurred another conversation between him +and Lydia that cemented still further the quaint friendship of the two. + +It snowed heavily all day. Lydia had put in the morning as usual +cleaning the house. This was a very methodical and thorough process +now, and when it was finished the cottage shone with cleanliness. In +the afternoon, she dug a path to the gate, played a game of tag in the +snow with Adam, then, rosy and tired, established herself in Amos' arm +chair with a book. Lizzie was taking a long nap. The dear old soul +had been exhausted by the nursing. Levine lay on the couch and finally +asked Lydia to read aloud to him. She was deep in "The Old Curiosity +Shop" and was glad to share it with her friend. + +During the remainder of the afternoon John watched the snowflakes or +Lydia's sensitive little red face and listened to the immortal story. + +Suddenly he was astonished to hear Lydia's voice tremble. She was +reading of little Nell's last sickness. "She was dead. Dear, patient, +noble Nell was dead. No sleep so beautiful and calm. She seemed a +creature fresh from the hand of God. Not one who had lived and +suffered death." + +Lydia suddenly broke off, bowed her yellow head on the book and broke +into deep, long drawn sobs that were more like a woman's than a child's. + +John rose as quickly as he could. "My dearest!" he exclaimed. "What's +the matter?" He pulled her from the arm chair, seated himself, then +drew her to his knees. + +"I can't bear it!" sobbed Lydia. "I can't. Seems sometimes if I +couldn't have little Patience again I'd die! That's the way she looked +in her coffin, you remember? 'F-fresh from the hand of God--not one +who h-had lived and s-suffered death.' O my little, little sister!" + +John took "The Old Curiosity Shop" from the trembling fingers and flung +it upon the couch. Then he gathered Lydia in his arms and hushed her +against his heart. + +"Sweetheart! Sweetheart! Why, I didn't realize you still felt so! +Think how happy Patience must be up there with God and her mother! You +wouldn't wish her back!" + +"If I believed that I could stand it--but there isn't any God!" + +Levine gasped. "Lydia! Hush now! Stop crying and tell me about it." + +He rocked slowly back and forth, patting her back and crooning to her +until the sobs stopped. + +"There!" he said. "And what makes you think there's no God, dear?" + +"If there was a God, He'd answer prayers. Or He'd give some sign." +Lydia lifted a tear-stained face from John's shoulder. "He's never +paid any attention to me," she said tensely. "I've tried every way to +make Him hear. Sometimes in the dusk, I've taken Adam and we've gone +deep into the woods and I've sat and thought about Him till--till there +was nothing else in the world but my thought of Him. And I never got a +sign. And I've floated on my back in the lake looking up into the sky +trying to make myself believe He was there--and I couldn't. All I knew +was that Mother and Patience were dead and in coffins in the ground." + +Levine's sallow face was set with pain. "Why, child, this isn't right. +You're too young for such thoughts! Lydia, do you read the Bible?" + +She nodded. "I've tried that too--but Jesus might have believed +everything He said was true, yet there mightn't have been a word of +truth in it. Do you believe in God?" + +John's hold on the thin hands tightened. He stared long and +thoughtfully at the snowflakes sifting endlessly past the window. + +"Lydia," he said, at last. "I'll admit that my faith in the hereafter +and in an All-seeing God has been considerably shaken as I've grown +older. But I'll admit too, that I've refused to give the matter much +thought. I tell you what I'll do. Let's you and I start on our first +travel trip, right now! Let's start looking for God, together. He's +there all right, my child. But you and I don't seem to be able to use +the ordinary paths to get to Him. So we'll hack out our own trail, eh? +And you'll tell me what your progress is--and where you get lost--and +I'll tell you. It may take us years, but we'll get there, by heck! +Eh, young Lydia?" + +Lydia looked into the deep black eyes long and earnestly. And as she +looked there stole into her heart a sense of companionship, of +protection, of complete understanding, that spread like a warm glow +over her tense nerves. It was a sense that every child should grow up +with, yet that Lydia had not known since her mother's death. + +"Oh!" she cried, "I feel happier already. Of course we'll find Him. +I'll begin my hunt to-morrow." + +John smoothed her tumbled hair gently. "We're great friends, aren't +we, Lydia! I've an idea you'll always believe in me no matter what +folks say, eh?" + +"You bet!" replied Lydia solemnly. + +John Levine went back to his duties as sheriff and Lydia and Amos and +Lizzie missed him for a long time. But gradually life fell back into +the old routine and spring, then summer, were on them almost before +they realized winter was gone. + +Lydia did well at school, though she still was an isolated little +figure among her schoolmates. The cooking teacher added sewing to the +course, after Christmas, and Lydia took up "over and over stitch" at +the point where her gentle mother had left off five years before. She +progressed so famously that by the time school closed she had learned +how to use a shirtwaist pattern and how to fit a simple skirt. With +her plans for a summer of dress-making she looked with considerable +equanimity on the pretty spring wardrobes of her schoolmates. + +They saw less than ever of Levine when summer came, for he was +beginning his campaign for Congressman. He came out occasionally on +Sunday and then he and Lydia would manage a little stroll in the woods +or along the lake shore when they would talk over their progress in the +Spiritual Traveling they had undertaken in January. Lydia had decided +to give the churches a chance and was deliberately attending one Sunday +School after another, studying each one with a child's simple sincerity. + +One source of relief to Lydia during the summer was that Mrs. Marshall +and Margery spent two months in the East. Lydia had faithfully kept in +touch with Margery ever since her promise had been given to Dave +Marshall. But she did not like the banker's daughter--nor her mother. +So again as far as playmates were concerned Lydia spent a solitary +summer. + +Yet she was not lonely. Never before had the lake seemed so beautiful +to her. Sitting on the little pier with Adam while her father worked +in his garden, she watched the sunset across the water, night after +night. There was nothing that seemed to bring her nearer to a sense of +God than this. Night after night the miracle, always the same, always +different. The sun slipped down behind the distant hills, the clouds +turned purple in the Western hill tops, fading toward the zenith to an +orange that turned to azure as she watched. The lake beneath painted +the picture again, with an added shimmer, a more mysterious glow. +Little fish flashed like flecks of gold from the water, dropping back +in a shower of amethyst. Belated dragon flies darted home. And the +young girl watching, listening, waiting, felt her spirit expand to a +demand greater than she could answer. + +Amos was keenly interested in Levine's campaign. His attitude toward +politics was curiously detached, when one considered that he was +saturated with information--both as to state and national politics. He +was vicious in his criticism of the Democrats, ardent in his support of +the Republicans, yet it never seemed to occur to him that it was his +political duty to do anything more than talk. He seemed to feel that +his ancestors in helping to launch the government had forever relieved +him from any duty more onerous than that of casting a vote. + +He did, however, take Lydia one September evening just before school +opened to hear John make a speech in the Square. Lydia up to this time +had given little heed to the campaign, but she was delighted with the +unwonted adventure of being away from home in the evening. + +It was a soft, moonlit night. The old Square, filled with giant elms, +was dotted with arc lights that threw an undulating light on the gray +mass of the Capitol building. When Amos and Lydia arrived the Square +was full of a laughing, chattering crowd. Well dressed men and women +from the University and the lake shore, workingmen, smoking black +pipes, pushing baby carriages, while their wives in Sunday best hung on +their arms. Young boys and girls of Lydia's age chewed gum and +giggled. Older boys and girls kept to the shadows of the elms and +whispered. On the wooden platform extended from the granite steps of +the Capitol, a band dispensed dance music and patriotic airs, breaking +into "America" as Levine made his way to the front of the platform. + +Almost instantly the crowd became quiet. A curious sort of tenseness +became apparent as Levine began to speak. + +Lydia stared up at him. He looked very elegant to her in his frock +coat and gray trousers. She was filled with pride at the thought of +how close and dear he was to her. She wished that the folk about her +realized that she and her shabby father were intimate with the hero of +the evening. + +The first part of the address interested Lydia very little. It +concerned the possibility of a new Post Office for Lake City and made +numerous excursions into the matter of free trade. It did not seem to +Lydia that in spite of their attitude of tenseness, the people around +her were much more interested than she. + +Then of a sudden Levine launched his bolt. + +"But after all," he said, "my friends, what is free trade or a new Post +Office to you or me? Actually nothing, as far as our selfish and +personal interests go. And who is not selfish, who is not personal in +his attitude toward his community and his country? I frankly admit +that I am. I suspect that you are. + +"Ladies and gentlemen, twenty miles north of this old and highly +civilized city, lies a tract fifty miles square of primitive forest, +inhabited by savages. That tract of land is as beautiful as a dream of +heaven. Virgin pines tower to the heavens. Little lakes lie hid like +jewels on its bosoms. Its soil is black. Fur bearing animals frequent +it now as they did a century ago. + +"Friends, in this city of white men there is want and suffering for the +necessities of life. Twenty miles to the north lies plenty for every +needy inhabitant of the town, lies a bit of loam and heaven-kissing +pines for each and all. + +"But, you say, they belong to the Indians! Friends, they belong to a +filthy, degenerate, lazy race of savages, who refuse to till the fields +or cut the pines, who spend on whiskey the money allowed them by a +benevolent government and live for the rest, like beasts of the field. + +"Why, I ask you, should Indians be pampered and protected, while whites +live only in the bitter air of competition? + +"I am not mincing words to-night. I do not talk of taking the lands +from the Indians by crooked methods. You all know the law. An Indian +may not sell the lands allotted to him. I want you to send me to +Congress to change that law. I want the Indian to be able to sell his +acreage." + +Levine stopped and bowed. Pandemonium broke loose in the Square. +Clapping, hisses, cheers and cat-calls. Lydia clung to her father's +arm while he began to struggle through the crowd. + +"Well," he said, as they reached the outer edge of the Square and +headed for the trolley, "the battle is on." + +"But what will the Indians do, Daddy, if they sell their land?" asked +Lydia. + +"Do! Why just what John intimated. Get out and hustle for a living +like the rest of us do. Why not?" + +Why not indeed! "What did some of the people hiss for?" asked Lydia. + +"Oh, there's a cheap bunch of sentimentalists in the town,--all of 'em, +you'll notice, with good incomes,--who claim the Indians are like +children, so we should take care of 'em like children. Then there's +another bunch who make a fat living looting the Indians. They don't +want the reservation broken up. I'm going to sit on the back seat of +the car and smoke." + +Lydia clambered into the seat beside her father. "Well--but--well, I +suppose if Mr. Levine feels that way and you too, it's right. But they +are kind of like children. Charlie Jackson's awful smart, but he's +like a child too." + +"I don't care what they're like," said Amos. "We've babied 'em long +enough. Let 'em get out and hustle." + +"Do you think Mr. Levine'll get elected?" + +Amos shrugged his shoulders. "Never can tell. This is a Democratic +town, but Levine is standing for something both Democrats and +Republicans want. It'll be a pretty fight. May split the Democratic +party." + +This was the beginning of Lydia's reading of the newspapers. To her +father's secret amusement, she found the main details of Levine's +battle as interesting as a novel. Every evening when he got home to +supper he found her poring over the two local papers and primed with +questions for him. Up to this moment she had lived in a quiet world +bounded by her school, the home, the bit of lake shore and wood with +which she was intimate, and peopled by her father and her few friends. + +With John Levine's speech, her horizon suddenly expanded to take in the +city and the vague picture of the reservation to the north. She +realized that the eyes of the whole community were focused on her +dearest friend. Up on the quiet, shaded college campus--the newspapers +told her--they spoke of him contemptuously. He was a cheap politician, +full of unsound economic principles, with a history of dishonest land +deals behind him. It would be a shame to the community to be +represented by such a man. They said that his Democratic opponent, a +lawyer who had been in Congress some five terms, was at least a +gentleman whose career had been a clean and open book. + +When these slurs reached Levine, he answered in a vitriolic speech in +which he named the names of several members of the faculty who had +profited through the Indian agent in quiet little sales of worthless +goods to Indians. + +The saloon element, Lydia learned, was against Levine. It wanted the +reservation to stand. That the saloon element should be in harmony +with them was galling to the college crowd, though the fact that their +motives for agreement were utterly different was some solace. + +The "fast crowd" were for John. Clubmen, politicians, real estate men +were high in his praise. The farmers all were going to vote for him. + +Lake City was always interested in the national election but this year, +where the presidential candidates were mentioned once, Levine and his +opponent were mentioned a hundred times. Ministers preached sermons on +the campaign. The Ladies' Aid Society of the Methodist Church, the +Needlework Guild of the Episcopalian, the Woman's Auxiliary of the +Unitarian, hereditary enemies, combined forces to work for Levine, and +the freeing of the poor Indian from bondage. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE NOTE + + +"Each year I strew the ground with cones, yet no young pines grow up. +This has been true only since the Indians went."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Margery Marshall had entered High School this fall. She had returned +from New York with a trousseau that a bride might have envied. She was +growing tall, and her beauty already was remarkable. Her little head +carried its great black braid proudly. The pallor of her skin was +perfectly healthy--and even the Senior lads were seen to observe her +with interest and appreciation. + +The results of Lydia's summer dressmaking had not been bad. She had +made herself several creditable shirtwaists and a neat little blue +serge skirt. Her shoes were still shabby. Poor Lydia seemed somehow +never to have decent shoes. But her hands and the back of her neck +were clean; and her pile of Junior school books already had been paid +for--by picking small fruit for Ma Norton during the summer and helping +her to can it. She came back to school with zeal and less than her +usual sense of shabbiness. + +It was a day toward the first of October at the noon hour that Lydia +met Kent and Charlie Jackson. She had finished her lunch, which she +ate in the cloakroom, and bareheaded and coatless was walking up and +down the sidewalk before the schoolhouse. + +"Hello, Lyd! How's everything?" asked Kent. "I haven't seen you to +talk to since last spring." + +"Did you have a fine summer?" said Lydia. + +"Aw, only part of it. Dad made me work till the middle of August, then +Charlie and I camped up on the reservation." + +"Shame he had to work, isn't it?" grinned Charlie. "Poor little Kent!" + +The three laughed, for Kent now towered above Lydia a half head and was +as brawny as Charlie. + +"There comes Margery," said Lydia. "She hardly speaks to me now, she's +been to New York." + +"She _is_ a peach," exclaimed Charlie, eying Margery in her natty +little blue suit appraisingly. + +"Some swell dame, huh?" commented Kent, his hands in his trousers' +pockets, cap on the back of his head. "Hello, Marg! Whither and why?" + +"Oh, how de do, Kent!" Margery approached languidly, including Lydia +and Charlie in her nod. + +"Got any paper dolls in your pocket, Miss Marshall?" inquired Charlie. + +Margery tossed her head. "Oh, I gave up that sort of thing long ago!" + +"Land sakes!" The young Indian chuckled. + +"How do you like High School, Margery?" asked Lydia. + +"Oh, it's well enough for a year or so! Of course Mama, I +mean--Mother's going to send me to New York to finish." + +"'Mother!' suffering cats!" moaned Kent. "Marg, you're getting so +refined, I almost regret having pulled you out of the lake that time." + +"_You_! Why Kent Marshall, I pulled her out myself!" exclaimed Lydia. + +"And I saved both of you--and got licked for it," said Kent. + +"I hope you all had a pleasant summer," observed Margery, twisting up +the curls in front of her small ears. "Mother and I were in New York." + +Kent, Lydia and Charlie exchanged glances. + +"I had a pretty good summer," said Lydia. "I sewed and cooked and +scrubbed and swam and once Adam, Dad, Mr. Levine and I walked clear +round the lake, eighteen miles. Adam nearly died, he's so fat and +bow-legged. He scolded all the way." + +"I don't see how your father can let that Mr. Levine come to your +house!" exclaimed Margery with sudden energy. "My father says he's a +dangerous man." + +"He's a crook!" said Charlie, stolidly and finally. + +Lydia stamped her foot. "He's not and he's my friend!" she cried. + +"You'd better not admit it!" Margery's voice was scornful. "Daddy +says he's going to speak to your father about him." + +"Your father'd better not go up against Levine too hard," said Kent, +with a superior masculine air. "Just tell him I said so." + +"You don't stick up for Levine, do you, Kent?" asked Charlie, +indignantly. + +"Why, no, but Dave Marshall's got no business to put his nose in the +air over John Levine. I don't care if he is Margery's father. +Everybody in town knows that he's as cruel as a wolf about mortgages +and some of his money deals won't bear daylight." + +"Don't you dare to say such things about my father," shrieked Margery. + +"He was awful good to Dad and me about a money matter," protested Lydia. + +"Aw, all of us men are good to you, Lyd," said Kent impatiently. +"You're that kind. Being good to you don't make a man a saint. Look +at Levine. He's got a lot of followers, but I'll bet you're the only +person he's fond of." + +"He's a crook," repeated Charlie, slowly. "If what he's trying to do +goes through, my tribe'll be wanderers on the face of the earth. If I +thought it would do any good, I'd kill him. But some other brute of a +white would take his place. It's hopeless." + +The three young whites looked at the Indian wonderingly. Their little +spatting was as nothing, they realized, to the mature and tragic +bitterness that Charlie expressed. A vague sense of a catastrophe, +epic in character, that the Indian evidently saw clearly, but was +beyond their comprehension, silenced them. The awkward pause was +broken by the school bell. + +Lydia had plenty to think of on her long walk home. Charlie's voice +and words haunted her. What did it all mean? Why was he so resentful +and so hopeless? She made up her mind that when she had the +opportunity to ask him, she would. She sighed a little, as she thought +of the comments of her mates on John Levine. Little by little she was +realizing that she was the only person in the world that saw the +gentle, tender side of the Republican candidate for Congress. The +realization thrilled her, while it worried her. She had an idea that +she ought to make him show the world the heart he showed to her. As +she turned in at the gate and received Adam's greetings, she resolved +to talk this matter over with Levine. + +The opportunity to talk with Charlie came about simply enough. At +recess one day a week or so later he asked her if she was going to the +first Senior Hop of the year. Lydia gave him a clear look. + +"Why do you ask me that? Just to embarrass me?" she said. + +Charlie looked startled. "Lord knows I didn't mean anything," he +exclaimed. "What're you so touchy about?" + +Lydia's cheeks burned redder than usual. "I went to a party at Miss +Towne's when I was a Freshman and I promised myself I'd never go to +another." + +"Why not!" Charlie's astonishment was genuine. + +"Clothes," replied Lydia, briefly. + +The Indian boy leaned against a desk and looked Lydia over through +half-closed eyes. "You're an awful pretty girl, Lydia. Honest you +are, and you've got more brain in a minute than any other girl in +school'll have all her life." + +Lydia blushed furiously. Then moved by Charlie's simplicity and +obviously sincere liking, she came closer to him and said, "Then, +Charlie, why hasn't any boy ever asked me to a party? Is it just +clothes?" + +Looking up at him with girlish wistfulness in the blue depths of her +eyes, with the something tragic in the lines of her face that little +Patience's death had written there irradicably, with poverty speaking +from every fold of the blouse and skirt, yet with all the indescribable +charm of girlish beauty at fifteen, Lydia was more appealing than +Charlie could stand. + +"Lydia, I'll take you to a party a week, if you'll go!" he cried. + +"No! No! I couldn't go," she protested. "Answer my question--is it +clothes?" + +"No, only half clothes," answered Charlie, meeting her honestly. "The +other half is you know too much. You know the fellows like a girl that +giggles a lot and don't know as much as he does and that's a peachy +dancer and that'll let him hold her hand and kiss her. And that's the +honest to God truth, Lydia." + +"Oh," she said. "Oh--" Then, "Well, I could giggle, all right. I +can't dance very well because I've just picked up the steps from +watching the girls teach each other in the cloakroom. Oh, well, I +don't care! I've got Adam and I've got Mr. Levine." + +"He's a nice one to have," sneered Charlie. + +"Why do you hate him so, Charlie?" asked Lydia. + +"Lots of reasons. And I'll hate him more if he gets his bill through +Congress." + +"I don't see why you feel so," said Lydia. "You get along all right +without the reservation, why shouldn't the other Indians. I don't +understand." + +"No, you don't understand," replied Charlie, "you're like most of the +other whites round here. You see a chance to get land and you'd +crucify each other if you needed to, to get it. What chance do Indians +stand? But I tell you this," his voice sank to a hoarse whisper and +his eyes looked far beyond her, "if there is a God of the Indians as +well as the whites, you'll pay some day! You'll pay as we are paying." + +Lydia shivered. "Don't talk so, Charlie. I wish I knew all about it, +the truth about it. If I was a man, you bet before I voted, I'd find +out. I'd go up there on that reservation and I'd see for myself +whether it would be better for the Indians to get off. That poor old +squaw I gave my lunch to, I wonder what would become of her--" + +"Look here, Lydia," exclaimed Charlie, "why don't you come up on the +reservation for a camping trip, next summer, for a week or so?" + +"Costs too much," said Lydia. + +"Wouldn't either. I can get tents and it wouldn't cost you anything +but your share of the food. Kent'll go and maybe one of the teachers +would chaperone." + +Lydia's eyes kindled. "Gee, Charlie, perhaps it could be fixed! I got +nine months to earn the money in. It's something to look forward to." + +Charlie nodded and moved away. "You'll learn things up there you never +dreamed of," he said. + +The conversation with John Levine did not take place until the Sunday +before the election. The fight in the Congressional district had +increased in bitterness as it went on. Nothing but greed could have +precipitated so malevolent a war. The town was utterly disrupted. +Neighbors of years' standing quarreled on sight. Students in the +University refused to enter the classrooms of teachers who disagreed +with them on the Levine fight. Family feuds developed. Ancient family +skeletons regarding pine grafts and Indian looting saw the light of day. + +On the Saturday a week before election, Lydia went to pay her duty call +on Margery. Elviry admitted her. It was the first time Lydia had seen +her since the New York trip. + +"Margery'll be right down," said Elviry. "She's just finished her nap." + +"Her what?" inquired Lydia, politely. + +"Her nap. A New York beauty doctor told me to have her take one every +day. Of course, going to school, she can't do it only Saturdays and +Sundays. She went to the Hop last night. She looked lovely in a cream +chiffon. One of the college professors asked who was that little +beauty. Come in, Margery." + +Margery strolled into the room in a bright red kimona. "How de do, +Lydia," she said. + +"Hello, Margery. Want to play paper dolls?" + +"Paper dolls!" shrieked Elviry. "Why, Margery, you are fifteen!" + +"I don't care," replied Lydia obstinately. "I still play 'em once in a +while." + +"I haven't touched one since last spring," said Margery. "Want to see +my New York clothes?" + +"No, thank you," answered Lydia. "I'd just as soon not. I've got to +get home right away." + +"What's in that big bundle?" asked Elviry, pointing to the huge paper +parcel in Lydia's lap. + +"Nothing," she said shortly, looking at the rope portičres in the +doorway. + +"I got new ones in the East," said Elviry, following her glance. +"Shells strung together. But I put 'em up only when we have parties. +We don't use anything but doilies on the dining table now, no +tablecloths. It's the latest thing in New York. Who made your +shirtwaist, Lydia?" + +"I did," answered Lydia, not without pride. + +"I thought so," commented Elviry. "How much was the goods a yard--six +cents? I thought so. Hum--Margery's every day shirtwaists were none +of them less than thirty-nine cents a yard, in New York. But of course +that's beyond you. I don't suppose your father's had a raise, yet. He +ain't that kind. Does he pay Levine any rent for that cottage?" + +"Of course, every month!" exclaimed Lydia, indignantly. + +"Oh! I just asked! Your father's been talking strong for him at the +plow factory, they say, and we just wondered. He's old enough to be +your father, but you're getting to be a young lady now, Lydia, and it's +very bad for your reputation to be seen with him. You haven't any +mother and I must speak." + +"I don't see how John Levine's reputation about Indians or pine lands +can hurt me any," protested Lydia, angrily, "and I just think you're +the impolitest person I know." + +Elviry snorted and started to speak but Margery interrupted. + +"You are impolite, Mama! It's none of our business about Lydia--if she +wants to be common." + +Lydia rose, holding the paper parcel carefully in her arms. "I _am_ +common, just common folks! I always was and I always will be and I'm +glad of it--and I'm going home." + +The front door slammed as she spoke and Dave Marshall came in. + +"Hello! Well, Lydia, this is a sight for sore eyes. Thought you'd +forgotten us. What's in your bundle?" + +Lydia spoke furiously, tearing the paper off the bundle as she did so. + +"Well, since you're all so curious, I'll show you!" And Florence +Dombey, with the hectic gaze unchanged, emerged. "There!" said Lydia. +"I never shall be too old for Florence Dombey and I thought Margery +wouldn't be either--but I was wrong. I wrapped Florence Dombey up +because I do look too big for dolls and I don't want folks to laugh at +her." + +"Of course you're not too big for dolls," said Dave. "You and Margery +go on and have your play." + +"Daddy!" cried Margery. "Why, I wouldn't touch a doll now." + +"There, you see!" said Lydia, laying Florence Dombey on a chair while +she pulled on her coat--made this year from one that Lizzie had grown +too stout to wear--"It's no use for me to try to be friends any more +with Margery. She's rich and I'm common and poor. She has parties and +beaux and clothes and I don't. I'll be friends with you but I can't be +friends with her." + +Dave looked from his two women folks to Lydia. "What've you two been +saying now?" he asked gruffly. + +Elviry tossed her head. "Nothing at all. I just showed a decent +interest in Lydia, as I would in any motherless girl and she got mad." + +"Yes, I know your decent interest," grunted Dave. "You make me sick, +Elviry. Why I was ever such a fool as to let you spend a summer in New +York, I don't know." + +"Now, Dave," said Elviry in a conciliating tone, "you said that Lydia +and Amos ought to be warned about Levine." + +"Yes, I did," exclaimed Dave, with a sudden change of voice. "You tell +your father to come round and see me this evening, Lydia. I don't like +his attitude on the reservation question. Tell him if I can't change +his views any other way, I may have to bring pressure with that note." + +Lydia blanched. She looked at Marshall with parted lips. She never +had heard before the peculiar, metallic quality in his voice that she +heard now. She buttoned her coat with trembling fingers. + +"Yes, sir, I'll tell him," she said. "I guess it's no use to try to be +friends with you either. We'll pay that note up, somehow. Even it +can't be allowed to keep us from believing what we believe." Her voice +strengthened suddenly. "What's the use of being an American if you +can't believe what you want to? We'll pay that note! If I have to +quit school and go out as a hired girl, we will." + +Dave Marshall looked from Lydia to Margery and back again. Margery was +patting her curls. Lydia, holding the doll, returned his look +indignantly. + +"I'm not going to tell my father to come to see you. I'll answer right +now. We'll think and say what we please and you can do whatever you +want to about that nasty old note." + +Dave suddenly laughed. "There, Elviry, that's what I mean about +Lydia's being the real thing. You can't help my being your friend, +Lydia, no matter what happens. But," grimly, "I'll call in that note +unless your father shuts up." + +"Good-by!" exclaimed Lydia abruptly and she marched into the hall, head +held high, and closed the outside door firmly behind her. + +It had been a long time since she had known the heavy sinking of the +heart that she felt now. In spite of their desperate poverty, since +her interview in the bank with Marshall four years before, she had not +worried about money matters. She had an utter horror of repeating +Marshall's message to her father. Money worry made Amos frantic. She +plodded along the October road, unheeding the frosty sunshine or the +scudding brown leaves that had charmed her on her earlier trip. + +In the midst of one of her longest sighs, Billy Norton overtook her. + +"Well, Lydia," he said, "isn't it chilly for your lady friend?" + +"Hello, Billy," said Lydia, looking up at the young man soberly. Billy +was a sophomore in college. + +"I'll carry her, if your hands are cold, though I'd hate to be caught +at it," he said. + +Lydia ignored his offer. "Billy, is there any way a girl like me could +earn $600?" she asked him. + +"Golly, not that I know of! Why?" + +"Oh, I just asked. I wish I was a man." + +Billy looked at the scarlet cheeks and the blowing yellow curls. "I +don't," he said. "What's worrying you, Lyd?" + +"Nothing," she insisted. Then, anxious to change the subject, she +asked, "What're you studying to be, Billy?" + +"A farmer. Next year I shift into the long agric. course." + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Lydia, "I don't see what you want to study to be +a farmer for. I should think you'd want to be something classy like a +lawyer or--or something." + +"Lots of folks think the same way, but I believe a farmer's the most +independent man in the world. And that's what I want to be, +independent--call no man boss." + +"That's me too, Billy," cried Lydia, pausing at her gate. "That's what +I want to be, independent. That's what real Americans are." + +"You're a funny little girl," said Billy. "What made you think of +that?" + +"I often think about it," returned Lydia, running up the path to the +door. + +Billy stood for a minute looking after her thoughtfully. Then he +smiled to himself and went on homeward. + +Lydia did not tell her father that night of Marshall's threat. He was +in such a tranquil mood that she could not bear to upset him. But the +next day she gathered her courage together and told him. Amos was +speechless for a moment. Then to her surprise instead of walking the +floor and swearing, he gave a long whistle. + +"So it's that serious, is it? I wonder just what he's up to! The old +crook! Huh! This will be nuts for John though. If he doesn't come +out this afternoon, I'll go look him up this evening." + +Lydia's jaw dropped. "But, Daddy, you don't seem to realize we'll have +to pay $600 the first of January," she urged, her voice still +trembling. She had scarcely slept the night before in dread of this +moment. + +For the first time, Amos looked at her carefully. "Why, my dear child, +there's nothing to worry about!" he exclaimed. + +"You mean you're going to stop talking for Mr. Levine? Oh, Daddy, +don't do that! We can borrow the money somewhere and I'll help pay it +back. I'm almost grown up now." + +"'Stop talking'!" roared Amos. "I've fallen pretty far below what my +ancestors stood for, but I ain't that low yet. Now," his voice +softened, "you stop worrying. Levine and I'll take care of this." + +Lydia looked at her father doubtfully and suddenly he laughed +unsteadily and kissed her. "You get more and more like your mother. +I've seen that look on her face a hundred times when I told her I'd fix +up a money matter. I don't know what I'd do without you, Lydia, I +swan." + +This was rare demonstrativeness for Amos. The reaction from anxiety +was almost too much for Lydia. She laughed a little wildly, and +seizing Adam by his fore paws put him through a two step that was agony +for the heavy fellow. Then she put on her coat, and bareheaded started +for a walk. Amos stood in the window staring after the bright hair in +the October sun until it disappeared into the woods. Then he sighed +softly. "Oh, Patience, Patience, I wonder if you can see her now!" + +Levine stole away from his various councils and reached the cottage +about supper time. + +"If I didn't get out here once in a while," he said as he sat down to +the waffles and coffee that made the Sunday night treat Lydia had +lately developed, "I'd get to believe every one was playing politics." + +Lizzie, pouring the coffee, looked Levine over. "A bullet'd have hard +work to hit you now," she remarked, "you're so thin. If you'd listen +to me, you'd be taking Cod Liver Oil." + +Levine smiled at the wrinkled old face opposite. "If I didn't listen +to you, I don't know who I would. Aren't you and Lydia all the women +folks I got? If you'll fix me up some dope, I'll take a dose every +time I come out here." + +Lizzie sniffed and loaded his plate with another waffle. Amos was +giving no heed to these small amenities. He was eating his waffles +absentmindedly and suddenly burst forth, + +"Lydia, tell John about Dave Marshall." + +Lydia, flushing uncomfortably, did so. Levine did not cease his +onslaught on the waffles during the recital. When she had finished, he +passed his coffee cup. + +"Another cup, young Lydia. Your coffee is something to dream of." + +Lydia was too surprised to take the cup. "But--but _six hundred +dollars_. Mr. Levine!" she gasped. + +"Good news, eh, Amos?" said Levine. "Getting anxious, isn't he!" Then +catching Lydia's look of consternation, "Why, bless your soul, Lydia, +what are you upset about? Let him call in the loan. I can pay it." + +Amos nodded. "Just what I said." + +"But I think that's awful," protested Lydia. "We owe Mr. Levine so +much now." + +The effect of her words on John was astonishing. He half rose from his +chair and said in a tone not to be forgotten, "Lydia, never let me hear +you speak again of owing me anything! Between you and me there can +never be any sense of obligation. Do you understand me?" + +There was a moment's silence at the table, Amos and Lizzie glanced at +each other, but Lydia's clear gaze was on the deep eyes of Levine. +What she saw there she was too young to understand, but she answered +gravely, + +"All right, Mr. Levine." + +John sank back in his chair and passed his plate for a waffle. + +"I'll make my interest and payments to you then, thank the Lord!" said +Amos. + +"We'll make them on time just as usual," remarked Lydia, in a voice +that had both reproof and warning in it. "Ain't debts perfectly +awful," she sighed. + +"So Marshall's worried," repeated John, complacently, when they were +gathered round the stove. "Well, it behooves him to be. I don't know +what he'll do when the Indians are gone." + +"Mr. Levine," asked Lydia, "where'll the Indians go?" + +John shrugged his shoulders. "Go to the devil, most of them." + +"Oh, but that seems terrible!" cried Lydia. + +"No more terrible than the way they live and die on the reservation. +My dear child, don't develop any sentiment for the Indian. He's as +doomed as the buffalo. It's fate or life or evolution working +out--whatever your fancy names it. No sickly gush will stop it. As +long as the Indian has a pine or a pelt, we'll exploit him. When he +has none, we'll kick him out, like the dead dog he is." + +Lydia, her eyes round, her lips parted, did not reply. For a moment +she saw the Levine that the world saw, cold, logical, merciless. John +interpreted her expression instantly and smiled. "Don't look at me so, +young Lydia. I'm just being honest. The rest talk about 'freeing the +Indian.' I say damn the Indian, enrich the whites." + +"It--it makes me feel sort of sick at my stomach," replied Lydia, +slowly. "I suppose you're right, but I can't help feeling sorry for +Charlie Jackson and my old squaw." + +Levine nodded understandingly and turned to Amos. "What's the talk in +the factory?" he asked. + +During the half hour that followed, Lydia did not speak again nor did +she hear any of the conversation. New voices were beginning to whisper +to her. Try as she would to hush them with her faith in her father and +John, they continued to query: How about the Indians? Whose is the +land? What do you yourself believe? + +When Levine rose at nine to leave, she followed him to the door. "Adam +and I'll walk a way with you," she said, "while Dad puts his chickens +to bed." + +"Fine!" exclaimed John. "My wheel is out of commission so I have to +walk to the trolley." + +He glanced at Lydia a trifle curiously however. This was a new venture +on her part. It was a clear, cold, starlit night. Lydia trudged along +for a few moments in silence. Then Levine pulled her hand through his +arm. + +"Out with it, young Lydia," he said. + +"Do you suppose," she asked, "that God is something like ether--or like +electricity--in the air, everywhere, something that sort of holds us +together, you know?" + +"Well," replied John, slowly, "I wouldn't want to believe that. I want +to find a God we can know and understand. A God that's tender and--and +human, by Jove." + +Lydia looked up at him quickly in the starlight. "After what you said +about Indians to-night, you can't believe God could be tender and--and +let that happen!" + +Levine returned her look and smiled. "You score there, honey. Lydia, +you're growing up. Your head's above my shoulder now." + +The young girl nodded carelessly. "But I wanted to talk to you about +taking the reservation, not about me." + +"I guess we'd better do that another time. I don't dare to have you +walk further with me. This is a lonesome road back for you. And +besides, I don't want you to scold me." + +"Scold you!" Lydia paused in her astonishment. "Why, I love you as +much as I do anybody in the world. How could I scold you?" + +Levine looked down into the shadowy, childish eyes. "Couldn't you? +Well, you're a dear, anyhow. Now scoot and I'll watch till you reach +the gate." + +Lydia hesitated. She felt a change in John's manner and wondered if +she had hurt his feelings. "Kiss me good night, then," she said. "You +don't do it as regularly as you used to. If I don't watch you, you'll +be finding some one else to travel with you." + +John turned the little face up and kissed her gently on the forehead, +but Lydia with rare demonstrativeness threw her arms about his neck and +kissed his lips with a full childish smack. + +"There!" she said complacently. "Come on, Adam! Don't wait, Mr. +Levine. I'm safe with Adam." + +But John Levine did wait, standing with his hand against his lips, his +head bowed, till he heard the gate click. Then he lifted his face to +the stars. "God," he whispered, "why do You make me forty-five instead +of twenty-five?" + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE ELECTION + + +"Perhaps, after all, I have fulfilled my destiny in being a lute for +the wind. But then why the cones and the broken boughs?"--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +It rained on Election Day, a cold November drizzle that elated the +Democrats. "A rainy day always brings a Democratic victory," said +Amos, gloomily, voicing the general superstition. + +The day was a legal holiday and even the saloons were closed. Yet Lake +City was full of drunken men by noon. Every hack, surrey and hotel bus +in town was busy in the pay of one faction or the other hauling voters +to the booths. The Capitol square was deserted but groups of men, some +of them very drunk and some of them very sober, were to be found +throughout the business section of the city, bitterly debating the +reservation question. + +There were a great number of Indians in town that day, big dark fellows +in muddy moccasins and faded mackinaws who stood about watching the +machinations of the whites without audible comments. + +Toward night the rain stopped and Lydia begged her father to take her +into town to see the parade that would be indulged in by the victorious +party. Amos was not at all averse to taking in the parade, himself. +So nine o'clock found the two at the Square with a great waiting crowd. +There were very few women in the crowd. Those that Lydia saw were +painted and loud-voiced. Amos told her vaguely that they were +"hussies" and that she was not to let go of his arm for an instant. + +Lydia didn't know what a hussy was, but she didn't want to stir an inch +from her father's side because of her fear of drunken men. She was in +a quiver of excitement; torn with pity and doubt when she thought of +Charlie Jackson; speechless with apprehension when she thought of the +possibility of Levine's being defeated. + +It was close on ten o'clock when the sound of a drum was heard from the +direction of the Methodist Church. The crowd started toward the sound, +then paused as Binny Bates, the barber, in a stove-pipe hat, mounted on +a much excited horse, rode up the street. Binny was a Levine man and +the crowd broke into cheers and cat-calls. + +After Binny came the band, playing for dear life "Hail the Conquering +Hero" and after the band, two and two a great line of citizens with +kerosene torches. After the torches came the transparencies: "Levine +Wins!" "The Reservation is Ours." "Back to the land, boys!" "We've +dropped the white men's burden." + +And following the transparencies came a surprise for crowd and paraders +alike. Close on the heels of the last white man strode Charlie +Jackson, with a sign, "The land is ours! You have robbed us!" and +after Charlie, perhaps a hundred Indians, tramping silently two by two, +to the faint strain of the band ahead, + + "Columbia, the gem of the ocean + The home of the brave and the free--" + +For a moment, the crowd was surprised into silence. Then a handful of +mud caught Charlie's sign and a group of college students, with a shout +of "Break up the line! Break up the line," broke into the ranks of the +Indians and in a moment a free for all fight was on. + +Amos rushed Lydia down a side street and upon a street car. "Well! +Well! Well!" he kept chuckling. "John ate 'em alive! Well! Well!" +Then in the light of the car he looked at Lydia. "For heaven's sake! +What are you crying for, child?" + +"I don't know," faltered Lydia. "I'm--glad for Mr. Levine--but poor +Charlie Jackson! You don't suppose they'll hurt him?" + +"Oh, pshaw," replied Amos. "Nothing but an election night fight! The +young Indian went into the parade just to start one." + +"How soon will the Indians have to get off the reservation?" asked +Lydia. + +"Oh, in a year or so! John's got to get a bill through Congress, you +know." + +"Oh." Lydia gave a great sigh of relief; a year or so was a very long +time. She decided to forget the Indians' trouble and rejoice in +Levine's triumph. + +It was a triumph that John himself took very quietly. He realized that +he had ahead of him in Congress a long and heavy campaign. The forces +against him were not going to lie down, defeated by his election. But +after the fashion of American elections, there were no protests or +quarrels afterward. The town settled immediately to its old routine +and Levine was dropped from the front pages of the newspapers. + +Charlie Jackson was taciturn for a week or so, then he played +brilliantly in the Thanksgiving football game and at the banquet which +followed he was his old genial self. + +After Christmas Lydia began seriously to consider how she could earn +the twenty-five dollars that her share in the camping trip would cost. +Lizzie was aghast at the size of the sum and didn't approve of the idea +of camping anyhow. Amos gave his consent to her going, feeling that it +was quite safe; that Lydia never could earn the money. + +Lydia was dampened but not daunted. One (in January) Saturday +afternoon, she went to call on Ma Norton. Ma was sitting in her bright +kitchen sewing carpet rags. Ma's hair was beginning to turn gray but +her plump cheeks were red and her gray eyes behind her spectacles were +as clear as a girl's. + +"Who's going to chaperone you children?" she asked Lydia. + +"Miss Towne. The rest kicked, but I like her." + +"You use a good deal of unnecessary slang, my dear," said Ma. "Who of +the boys and girls are going?" + +"Charlie and Kent and Olga and I. Margery's crazy to go, only her +mother hasn't given in yet. If she does go, we'll ask Gustus Bach too." + +Ma Norton looked at Lydia searchingly. "I didn't know you had anything +to do with Olga or with Margery either, now." + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Lydia, "this is Charlie's, party! None of 'em +would go on my invitation. I--I don't quite see why, but I don't have +chums like the rest." + +"I wouldn't let it worry me," said Ma. "You've never had time to +lally-gag. That's the secret of it." + +Lydia turned this over in her mind thoughtfully for a moment and the +older woman, looking up from her sewing caught on the young face the +look of sadness that should not have been there. + +"It would be nice for you to have the camping trip, dear," said Ma. +"You've had so little to do with children your own age. I suppose +you're worrying over the money end?" + +Lydia nodded. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about. Every +spring you get some one in to help you clean house. If you'll do it in +Easter vacation, this year, and let me help, why, that would be a +couple of dollars, wouldn't it?" + +Ma Norton looked at the slender little figure and thought of the heavy +carpet beating, the shoving of furniture, the cleaning of mattresses +that the stout old colored man hustled through for her every spring. +And she thought of the winter's butter and egg money (nearly forty +dollars it amounted to already) that she was saving for new parlor +curtains. Then she recalled the little figure that had nightly trudged +two miles delivering milk rather than take Billy's school books as a +gift. And Ma Norton smiled a little ruefully as she said, + +"All right, you can help me instead of old Job and I'll pay you five +dollars." + +"Five dollars for what?" asked Billy. He had come in the side door, +unheeded. + +His mother explained the situation. Billy listened attentively, +warming his hands at the stove. + +"If I didn't have so much to do at home," said Lydia, "I could work +here Saturdays and Sundays and earn a little, that way." + +"Well, you wouldn't, you know," growled Billy. Lydia and Ma Norton +looked up, startled at his tone. + +"For the land's sake, Billy, why not?" exclaimed Ma. + +"Because, Lydia's getting too big now to do these hired girl stunts. +It was bad enough when she was little. But folks'll never forget 'em +and always think of her as a hired girl if she keeps on." + +Lydia gasped and turned scarlet. Ma Norton stared at her son as if she +never had seen him before. Strong and blonde and six feet tall, he +seemed suddenly to his mother no longer a boy but a mature man, and a +very handsome one at that. As a matter of fact, although Billy's gaunt +frame was filling out and his irregular features were maturing into +lines of rugged strength, he never would be handsome. He was looking +at Lydia now with the curious expression of understanding that she +always brought to his gray eyes. + +"I'm not ashamed to be a hired girl for your mother, Billy Norton," +snapped Lydia. + +"Well, I'm ashamed for you," answered the young man. "You earn your +money some other way." + +Lydia looked meaningly at Billy's big hands, rough and red with milking +and farm work. + +"You do hired man's work for your father. How'll you live that down?" + +It was Billy's turn to blush. "I'm a man," he replied. + +Lydia's voice suddenly quivered. "Then how can I earn money?" + +"Dead easy! You make the best fudge in the world. Put some for sale +in the University book store. I'm clerking there an hour every day." + +"The very thing!" cried Ma Norton. + +"Billy, you are a duck!" shrieked Lydia. + +"Gimme something to eat, Ma, before I go out to milk," said Billy, with +a grin that struggled to be modest. + +Billy's suggestion proved indeed to be a happy one. He was a willing +pack horse and middleman for Lydia and though the demand for fudge was +never overwhelming, Lydia by the end of May had cleared something over +thirty-five dollars. + +Her joy over this method of earning money was not confined to its +relation to her camping trip. She saw herself helping to pay up their +indebtedness to Levine, Marshall having made good his threat to call in +the note. She saw herself gradually developing an enormous trade that +finally should demand a whole store for itself. The store would +develop into a candy factory. The candy factory would grow into a +business that would send Lydia, admired and famous, traveling about the +world in a private yacht. + +In the meantime, she expended the whole of four dollars on a pair of +buckskin outing boots and eight dollars on a little corduroy hunting +coat and skirt. When the clothes arrived from the Chicago mail order +house, Amos, Lizzie and Lydia had an exciting hour. Amos had brought +the package home from town with him, and supper had been held back +while Lydia tried on the clothes. Amos and Lizzie smiled when the +young girl pranced out before them. The suit was cheap but well cut, +with belt and pockets and welted seams. The soft buckskin shoes fitted +the slender calves like velvet. With her bright cheeks and her yellow +hair above the fawn-colored corduroy, Lydia looked half boy, half woman. + +"My soul, Lydia, they're just grand!" cried Lizzie. + +"What boys are going in that crowd?" demanded Amos. + +"Charlie and Kent and--Margery's mother's given in--'Gustus Bach. I +told you. Daddy, don't you like the suit?" + +"Like it!" exclaimed Amos. "Lydia, I'm stunned by it! It makes me +realize my little girl's growing up to be a pretty woman. I wish I +could have bought you your first suit myself, Lydia. But on a dollar +and a half a day, I swan--" + +The brightness suddenly left Lydia's face. "Oh, Daddy," she exclaimed, +"I'm a pig to spend all this money on myself! You take the rest of the +money, for the note." + +Amos gave a laugh that was half gay, half grim. "Lydia, you spend +every cent of that money on yourself. You've earned it in more ways +than one. I wish John Levine could see you in it. I guess he will +though. Congress will rest most of the summer. Let's have supper now." + +Lydia spun through her Junior examination blissfully. For once marks +and final averages were of little importance to her. For the week +after school closed, she was going camping! + +Charlie and Kent were making all the camp preparations. Miss Towne and +the three girls were to be at Lydia's gate with their suitcases at nine +o'clock of a Monday morning. Other than this, they had received no +orders. + +Amos had been very sober when he said good-by to Lydia, at half past +six. "It's your first trip, Lydia. Don't do anything you wouldn't +want your mother to see." + +Lydia looked at him wonderingly, then threw her arms about his neck. +"Oh, Daddy, I don't want to go off and leave you two whole weeks!" + +"It's too late to back out now. Go on and have a good time," said +Amos, picking up his dinner pail. Lydia watched him down the road. +Suddenly she realized how lonely her father must be without her mother. + +"I oughtn't to go, Lizzie," she said. + +"Shucks! Think of all you'll have to tell us when you get home. Don't +be a cry baby, child." + +Promptly at nine Charlie and Kent whirled up to the gate in a carryall. +The driver was the same man who had moved the Dudley family five years +before. He greeted Lydia with a grin. + +"You've grow'd some, eh, Lydia? Where's the rest of the women folks?" + +"Here come Miss Towne and Olga!" cried Kent. "Margery'll be late, of +course." + +At nine-fifteen Margery was driven up in state by Elviry, and at +nine-twenty the carryall was off to the north in a cloud of dust, +leaving Adam howling dismally at the gate. + +For fifteen miles the way led up and down hill over a dusty country +road that wound for the most part past great wheat farms and grazing +lands, vividly green under the June sky. Here and there were woods of +young oak and birch, self sowed, replacing the pine long since cleared +off. For the last five miles there were few farms. The rolling hills +disappeared and low lying lakes, surrounded by marshes took their +places. The young rice bordering the lakes was tenderly green and the +marshes were like fields of corn with their thick growth of cat-tail. +Beyond the marshes the hills rose again, with the road winding like a +black ribbon over their curving bosoms into the vivid sky beyond. + +"Where the hills begin again, that's the reservation," said Charlie. + +"Where are the pines?" asked Lydia. "I thought it was all pines." + +"You'll see plenty, before the trip's over. Just beyond that group of +buildings is the reservation line." + +The buildings Charlie pointed to were the first that had appeared in +several miles. A two-story, unpainted frame house with several barns +and sheds comprised the group. There was a sign on the front of the +house. + +"Last Chance," read Margery, as they clattered by. "For goodness' +sake!" she giggled, "is it a hotel?" + +"Look at all the women! One in every window!" cried Olga. "Why, they +must have a lot of maids! Do people come up here in the summer, Kent?" + +Kent gave Miss Towne an appealing glance. + +"It's a miserable, disreputable place, girls," said the teacher. "Why +look at that when you have these beautiful hills before you? How far +into the reservation do we go, Charlie?" + +"About four miles. It's where I camp every year. Margery, did you +bring some paper dolls?" + +Margery dimpled and tossed her head. "I wonder how old I'll have to be +before you realize I'm grown up, Charlie!" + +Charlie looked at her critically. "Well, when you're eighteen, maybe." + +"Lydia'll be twenty-five before she gets through looking like a baby, +but Olga's a young lady now," said Kent. He was eying the girls with +the air of a connoisseur. "Three peaches, aren't they, Miss Towne?" + +"I don't see why you say three," objected Gustus. "Ask me and say +four." + +The young people laughed and looked at Miss Towne, half startled by +Gustus' audacity. Miss Towne herself was blushing and Olga exclaimed, +"Why, Miss Towne, you _are_ good looking when you blush! And I don't +believe you're so frightfully old!" + +It was true. Miss Towne in her outing blouse, a soft felt hat crushed +down on her brown hair, which was now wind-tossed and loosened, her +smooth skin flushed, her gray eyes full of laughter, did not look her +frightful age of thirty-five. In fact, she looked charmingly young. +Her youthful charges looked her over with frank amazement. It was a +tradition in the school to fear and dislike Miss Towne. Charlie had +asked a number of teachers to act as chaperone before he had approached +Miss Towne. She too had at first refused, then had said, "Well, it's +Lydia's first outing. I'll do it for her sake. But don't tell her I +said so." Charlie had kept his own counsel and Miss Towne had delayed +her summer trip to Europe, for the camping trip on the reservation. + +"Thank you, children, you brighten my old age very much. Look at the +neat farms we are passing." + +"Indian farms," said Charlie. "This one belongs to Chief Cloud." + +"Are there many Indian farms?" asked Lydia. + +"No, there's not much use for Indians to farm. The Agent is their +middleman, and he eats up all the profits." + +"For the Lord's sake, Charlie," protested Kent, "don't begin any +funeral oration! We're no investigating committee. We're out for some +fun." + +"Second the motion," said Gustus. "Can I smoke, Miss Towne?" + +Miss Towne gave Gustus a clear look. He was a tall, thin boy of +seventeen, with the dark eyes of the Rhine German and with thin +hawk-like features that went with his hollow chest. His father was a +rich brewer and Gustus, always elegantly dressed, was very popular with +the girls. Margery had insisted on his being invited. + +"If I were a boy with a chest like yours, I wouldn't smoke," said Miss +Towne, "but do as you please." + +With a nonchalant "Thanks," Gustus lighted a cigarette. + +"Going to stay in training all summer, Charlie?" asked Kent. + +"Yes," grunted Charlie, "but next summer I'll be through with football, +and I'll smoke my head off." + +"Oh! the pines!" shrieked Lydia. + +A sudden silence fell. The road, curving around a hill, had without +warning entered the pine woods. + +In every direction as far as the eye could pierce stretched brown, +columnar aisles, carpeted with the brown of needles and the green of +June undergrowth: aisle on aisle, green arch on green arch, flecked +with sunshine, mighty trunks supporting great swaying boughs, drooping +with their weight of needles. + +Except for a muffled thud of horses' hoofs, the carryall moved +soundlessly for the road was thick carpeted with needles. + +The others fell to chatting again, but Lydia was too moved for words. +The incense of the pines, their curious murmuring stillness, roused in +her memories that were perhaps half racial. She never had been in a +pine wood before, yet the hushed sense of solemnity it wakened in her +was perfectly familiar. Its incense breathed to her secrets she never +had known, never would understand, yet it seemed to her startled fancy +that she had known and understood them, always. + +She was still in a half dream when the blue of a lake glimmered beyond +the far aisles and the carryall drew up with a flourish before three +tents set in the pines on the water's edge. + +Charlie and Kent had made their preparations well and they displayed +them proudly. They had rented the three old A tents from the agent, as +well as the seven canvas cots, the dishes and the cooking utensils. +The middle tent had been arranged with a rough slab-table and benches +for a dining- and living-room. The boys' tent with three cots and the +girls' with four, were crowded but comfortable. + +"The Indian school is closed for the summer," explained Charlie, "and +the Agent was glad to make a little money extra. He'll pocket it, you +bet. Everything's clean," he added hastily in answer to Miss Towne's +lifting eyebrows. "Blankets, cots and all, even the hammocks yonder, I +had scrubbed with soap and water. I don't live with a doctor for +nothing." + +"It's very nice, indeed, boys," said Miss Towne. "Come girls, get out +your aprons. I suppose you're all starved." + +"Wait! Wait!" cried Kent. "That's not the way this camp's going to be +run. Charlie, Gustus and me do the cooking. You ladies are company +and don't have to do anything except wash the dishes and make your own +beds." + +"Gee!" exclaimed Lydia. "I'd rather cook than wash dishes, any day." + +"I never wash dishes," protested Margery. + +"I can't do it either," said Olga. + +"Can you boys really cook?" asked Miss Towne, in her sharp way. + +"Yes, _Ma'am_!" replied Kent. "Charlie learned in the Indian school, +even baking, you know, and he's taught me a lot. Gustus can peel +potatoes, clean fish and such stunts." + +Gustus groaned but made no protest. + +"I think it's a very nice arrangement," decided Miss Towne. "Come +girls, let's unpack and arrange the tent." + +Kent's statement proved no idle boast. The boys could cook. And +though the fare was simple during the entire holiday consisting of +fish, caught in the lake, potatoes, baking powder biscuits and +occasional additions of canned stuff, it was well prepared and there +was plenty of it. + +The little camp quickly settled into an orderly routine. The girls +wrangled among themselves about the dish-washing and Gustus was +inclined to complain over the number of potatoes he was obliged to +peel, but beyond this the camp work caused little friction. + +Miss Towne was well supplied with French books and made, the young +folks thought, an ideal chaperone. She was tired after her year's work +and spent almost all her time in a hammock. She saw to it that the +girls were in bed by ten o'clock and that all were accounted for at +meal time. Apparently, beyond this, she left her charges to their own +devices. She had taught in the High School too long not to know that +spying and nagging are more demoralizing than no chaperoning at all. + +There was a very early pairing off in the camp. Kent devoted himself +to Olga, Gustus to Margery and Charlie to Lydia. Kent and Olga kept +the camp supplied with fish. Excepting at meal time and the bathing +hour, they spent the day in a birchbark canoe on the lake. Gustus and +Margery were the least strenuous of the party and caused Miss Towne, as +a consequence, more uneasiness than the rest. They spent long hours +sitting side by side in a hammock, talking, heaven knows of what! In +the evening when the camp-fire was lighted they were always being +routed out of the shadows by the others and teased into joining the +story telling and singing. + +Charlie undertook to show to Lydia the reservation as the Indians knew +it. If Lydia was a little puzzled by his eagerness to make her +understand conditions on the reservation, she gave little thought to +the riddle. This adventure was affecting her deeply. There was the +sudden freedom and relaxation from home responsibilities. There was +the daily and intimate companionship with young people, than whom none +were better dressed than she!--and there were the pines. + +She knew and loved the woods at home. But they were second growth +hardwood and birch, and had little in common with the splendor of the +pines. Waking early in the morning, she would creep from the tent and +steal beyond sound and sight of the camp. There in the cathedral +beauty of the pines she would stand drawing deep breaths and staring as +if her eyes must pierce through the outward solemn loneliness of the +forest, to its deeper meaning. She often wondered if in his search for +God, John Levine had ever stood so. + +Tramping through the woods with Charlie, she did not talk much, nor did +he. They visited one or two neat Indian farms, but for the most part +Charlie led her from one wick-i-up to the other, deep set in recesses +of the wood, where the only whites to intrude on the Indians were the +occasional government wood cruisers. These wick-i-ups were hovels, +usually in the last stages of poverty and desolation. A squaw, +braiding reed mats, a buck returning with a string of fish, a baby +burrowing in the moss--all of them thin, ragged and dirty, and about +them the hallowed beauty and silence of the primeval pines; this was +the picture Lydia carried of most of the dwellers in these huts. +Sometimes the wick-i-up was occupied by a solitary Indian, nearly +always sick and always old. + +Once they came upon a white haired squaw crawling feebly from her +doorway toward a fish that lay at the foot of a tree. Charlie picked +up the fish and he and Lydia helped the old woman back to her hut. In +the hut was an iron pot and a pile of reed mats. That was all. + +"She says," explained Charlie, "that she's been sick all winter and +she'd have starved to death only one of her neighbors drops a fish for +her there, every day or so." + +"Let's get some food for her at the camp," said Lydia eagerly. + +Charlie shook his head. "What's the use! It would just prolong her +agony. She's nearly dead now. The old can go. It's the young ones' +starving that hurts me." + +He led Lydia out and again they tramped through the long green aisles. +It was later in the day that they came upon a wick-i-up where there +were three children, besides the father and mother. Two of the +children were half blind with eye trouble. The whole family was +sitting in the sun, about a pot of fish. The grown-ups chatted eagerly +with Charlie, and he translated for Lydia. + +"They say it's been a fearful winter. They only had ten dollars this +year out of their Government allowance and they couldn't get work. +They lived on fish and potatoes. The Catholic priest gave them some +wild rice. The baby froze to death or starved, or both. We'll bring +some food over to these folks, Lydia, because there are kids--eh?" + +"But, Charlie, what's the Government allowance?" + +"Oh, didn't you know?--and you're one of the white lords of creation +too! The Government set aside this land for the Indians in solemn +treaty with them, for ever and ever. Then it deliberately sold off a +big block of it and deposited the money at Washington. The income from +this was to be given to the Indians. There's over two million dollars +there. But by the time it's filtered from Washington to the Indians, +this is the result." He nodded at the half-starved group about the +fish pot. "Damn the dirty, thieving whites," he said, quietly. + +Lydia had had four days of this. As they made their way back to the +camp for supper, she said to him, in an unsteady voice, "Charlie, I +can't stand it! Think of that baby that froze to death. And all these +beautiful woods are full of half-starved Indians! Charlie, I can't +stand it!" And Lydia bowed her head on her arm and leaned against a +tree trunk. + +"Good Lord, Lydia!" exclaimed Charlie, "I didn't want you to feel that +bad! I just wanted you to see, because you're Levine's friend and +because I like you so much. Please, don't cry!" + +"I'm not crying," Lydia lifted reddened eyes to his, "I was just +thinking. What can I do about it, Charlie?" + +"You can't do anything. It's too late. But I wanted you to see. I +don't care what girl understands as long as you do. I think an awful +lot of you, Lydia." + +He took Lydia's hand and patted it. Lydia looked up at him, thrilled +by his bronze beauty and the note in his voice. + +"If I were a white man," said Charlie, "I'd make you love me and marry +me. But I'm an Indian and sooner or later I'll go back to my people. +I'm just making believe I can play the white man's game for a while." +He eyed Lydia wistfully. "But we'll be friends, eh, Lydia?--Always? +Even if I go back to the wick-i-up, you'll be my friend?" + +"Oh, yes, Charlie, always," replied Lydia, earnestly, even while there +flashed through her head the half whimsical thought, "Queer kinds of +men want to be friends with me, Mr. Levine, Mr. Marshall, and Charlie. +And they all hate each other!" + +After this episode, Charlie was less strenuous about showing Lydia +Indian conditions. That night he resumed a mild flirtation with Olga +that he had dropped when school closed and Olga met him more than half +way. + +"Wouldn't that come and get you!" growled Kent to Lydia as Charlie and +Olga paddled away in the canoe, the next morning. "Have you and +Charlie had a fight?" + +"Nope," replied Lydia. "But I got sick of investigating the +reservation. Are you and Olga mad at each other?" + +"Not so very! Say, Lyd, let's kill time," Kent interrupted himself +with a yawn, "with a tramp up to the settlement for some gum." + +Lydia stifled an elaborate yawn, at which Kent grinned. "All right, I +can stand it if you can," she said. "Will you come along, Miss Towne?" + +Miss Towne, who had been highly edified by the morning's maneuvering +shook her head and settled herself in her hammock. "No eight mile walk +for me. I'm taking a rest cure. Better wear a hat, Lydia. You're +getting dreadfully burned." + +"That's right. Your nose is peeling something fierce," said Kent as +they started off. + +"Huh, yours looks like a pickled beet," returned Lydia. "Come on, +pretend I'm Olga and be happy." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE CAMP + + +"The humans I have known lack root hold. Perhaps that is why they die +and leave no trace."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +There was no clear-cut trail between the camp and the settlement. The +settlement lay four miles northeast and there were little-used, +needle-covered roads to be found that led here, there and everywhere, +over which the initiated could find the way to the store. + +But Lydia and Kent did not want to use the roads. It was with the old +familiar sense of make believe adventure that they started on what they +called a Bee-line southwest. And it was mid-afternoon before, hungry +and leg weary, they reached the store that backed up against the Indian +school! + +They bought sardines, crackers and cheese and ate them perched on a dry +goods box near the hitching rack. + +"There! I feel happier," said Kent as he threw away the empty sardine +cans. "How are you, old lady?" + +Lydia swung her feet contentedly. "Fine! Let's start back. We'll be +there by supper time, I'm sure we know the way now." + +Kent nodded, offered Lydia a stick of gum, took one himself, put a huge +supply in his pocket and they were off. + +But alas for the vanity of amateur woods-craftsmen! The late June dusk +found them still threading the endless aisles of pine, their sense of +direction completely obscured by the sinking of the sun. + +"Scared, Lyd?" inquired Kent as they paused for a moment's rest on a +log. + +"No, but I'm awful hungry and I've chewed gum till I'll scream if I see +another piece. We ought to come on another wick-i-up soon." + +"We've come on a dozen of them," grumbled Kent. "If we could make the +Indians understand where the camp is, it would be all right. And I +don't know what Charlie's Indian name is, so that doesn't help." + +Lydia drew a trifle closer on the log to Kent. "Supposing we have to +stay out here all night!" She shivered a little. + +"Well, I'd light a fire," said Kent in a matter of fact manner that +Lydia suspected was assumed, "and fix you up on a bed of pine needles. +Then I'd stand guard all night, like a little tin hero." + +"No, we'd guard in turns," corrected Lydia. "Kent, what's the use of +starting on until the moon comes up?" + +"None at all," returned the boy. "It's due about nine, isn't it! I +hope the folks won't worry about us. In the meantime, you and I can +have a good old talk, like the old days. Remember?" + +It was entirely dark now in the woods. Fireflies darted about. +Crickets shrilled and an occasional owl hooted. Lydia moved still +closer to Kent, until his shoulder touched hers. + +"I remember! Kent, are you afraid?" + +"I should say not! I like the woods at night. Don't the fern and the +needles smell fine? Lyd, what're you going to do after you finish High +School?" + +"Go on to the University. Aren't you?" + +"Dad wants me to, but I guess I'll go to work. Why waste four years +learning a lot of stuff that'll never earn me a cent?" + +"But you could take engineering, or law." + +"All lawyers are crooks and I've no head for figures. I'm going into +the real estate business. There's real money in that, particularly if +Levine gets his bill through. What do you want to go to the University +for?" + +"Kent, I promised Mother I'd go. And I want to anyhow. We're so poor, +that I'll never be anything but a scrub woman if I don't get educated. +And all our folks back East were college people, even if they were +farmers--all but Dad. He thought he was too smart to go to college." + +Kent stirred uncomfortably. "I don't think I'm too smart, but I want +to make money, quick." + +"I don't see what the hurry is. Is it Olga?" + +"Of course it isn't Olga! She's all right to flirt with and a peachy +looker, but you don't suppose a fellow wants to marry every girl he +gets crazy about!" + +"I didn't know," said Lydia, meekly. "Nobody was ever crazy about me." + +"You aren't that kind, thank heaven. If I ever catch you running round +flirting, I'll slap your face." + +There was nothing humorous in Kent's tone, nevertheless Lydia giggled. +"Lots you'd know about it when you don't see me for months at a time." + +"I'd know, never fear. You're growing up the way a girl ought to. I +know all about it." + +Lydia sat, staring into the darkness, thinking this over. She was +getting an amount of comfort out of the conversation that made her +realize how sore a spot there had been within her. + +"But why do you flirt?" she asked finally. + +"Aw, boys are that way. You don't understand. A fellow can't help +flirting with girls like Margery and Olga--or any other old girl, as +far as that goes." + +"Kent," asked Lydia, suddenly, "what's a hussy?" + +"Huh!" exclaimed Kent. "What makes you ask that?" + +"What you said about flirting. Election night there were lots of +women, flashily dressed, around, and father said they were hussies. +And I saw Gustus flirting with one of them, and some of the Senior +boys, too. And I saw some of the best dressed of the Indians with +them." + +"You'd better ask your father," said Kent. + +"I did and he said I'd know when I got older." + +There was silence again. The wind sighed through the pines, the +crickets chirped, the all-hallowing scent of the pine enveloped them as +if blown from some heavenly incense burner. Kent was only seventeen. +He sat staring with puzzled eyes into the darkness. He tried to +picture Olga putting a question like this to him, and failed. A sudden +realization of the loneliness of Lydia's unmothered girlhood, of her +innocent faith in him, touched the best that was in him. His voice was +a little husky but he answered coolly. + +"A hussy, Lyd, is a flirt who's gone to the bad. Those around Lake +City chase after the students and the Indians who've got Government +allowances, and get their money away from them." + +"Oh," said Lydia. "Oh!" Then thoughtfully, "Aren't men silly!" + +"Yes, they are," agreed Kent. "And, Lyd, whenever you want to know +about such things, you ask me. It's a man's place to tell a girl the +things she ought to know." + +"All right," replied Lydia, "and of course, you're just like a brother +to me." + +"Oh, I don't feel so brotherly as--Gee, there's a fire, Lydia!" + +Faintly through the trees gleamed a distant blaze. The two jumped to +their feet and, weariness forgotten, started hastily toward it. + +"It's the camp crowd, I guess," said Lydia. + +"No, it isn't, it's a bunch of men," corrected Kent. "Hold on a +minute, Lydia. Let's see what we're getting into." + +He pulled her into the shelter of a giant pine trunk and the two peered +at the group around the fire. + +"Some kind of an Indian pow-wow, half breeds, mostly," whispered Kent. + +Lydia shivered. "Don't they look fierce in the firelight," she +murmured. "Let's get out of here, Kent." + +"Shucks! Be a sport, Lyd! We'll watch them a minute, then I'll brace +up and speak to 'em." + +There were six half breeds in "store" clothes and moccasins squatting +around the blaze. None of them was speaking. + +"They act as if they were waiting for some one," whispered Lydia, with +some of the old thrill of pirate plays returning to her. "Kent, +they've all got guns!" + +"Hush! There comes some one else. For the love of cats!" + +John Levine emerged from the darkness of the forest into the fire glow. + +"How!" he grunted, slipping into an empty space, opposite the two +eavesdroppers. + +"How," returned the Indians. + +Silence in the woods, except for the crackling fire. + +"Kent, let's go! I don't want to listen, I don't want to know." The +cold sweat was standing on Lydia's forehead. + +Kent seized her arm. "You've got to stay. It's your business to +know," he whispered sharply. + +"Where's Eagle's Feather?" asked Levine. + +"Sick," replied an Indian. + +John nodded. "I got back from Washington today. Big fight there. +Marshall and his crowd, they'll make a big fight. I may have to +compromise. I may make my bill read, only mixed bloods can sell their +lands, not full bloods." + +"Good!" said an Indian. "Full blood don't want to sell, anyhow." + +"Better for you mixed bloods," agreed Levine, "because you'll get +higher prices for your land, but worse for us whites, for there'll be +less land, unless--you mixed bloods should happen to swear the full +bloods are mixed too." + +No one spoke for a minute, then a fat, yellow-faced half-breed laughed. +"I'll swear old Chief Dawn had a white great-grandmother. I'll get +even with him, for throwing me out of the council." + +"Exactly," said Levine. "It'll be a good way for all of you to pay up +old debts. Any of Marshall's men been up here lately?" + +After a pause, one of the younger Indians said, "Some young fellows +been going through the woods measuring out a road and they acted like +they was just out for a vacation when any one was around. A year ago I +see one of the fellows riding out with Marshall." + +Levine grunted. Lydia's heart was pounding so hard that it really +pained her. She stared at John unbelievably. Yet it was the same +familiar, sallow face, with the gaunt look about the cheeks. Only the +eyes were strange. Lydia had never seen them so hard, so searching +before. Kent was breathing deep and he did not loose his hold on her +arm. + +"Well," said Levine, "is that all you folks have got to report, after +six months? What do you think I'm paying you for?" + +An old mixed blood, almost as dark as a full blood, removed his pipe +from his mouth. "All the shoes we buy this year made out of paper, +cost four dollars, melt when they get wet. Woman at Last Chance tell +me Injun Agent tell her he gets those shoes from Marshall." + +"The hog!" grunted Levine. "Anything more?" + +What more might have come Lydia did not know for an old squaw came +tottering into the fire glow. She was gray headed and emaciated. + +"Oh, that's our old squaw, Kent, remember?" whispered Lydia. + +"Shut up!" murmured Kent. + +The squaw made her way up to John. There was something sinister in the +look of her and he rose. + +"What you do now, white man," she snarled. "Steal! Steal more, eh?" + +Levine looked down on her and his voice was pitying. "Why, you poor +old devil, you look half starved." He dug into his pocket and brought +out a silver dollar. "Go get some grub," he said. + +The old woman stared from the dollar to Levine's face and her voice +rose to a shriek. + +"Steal! Steal! Make our young men drunk! Make our young girls have +babies that grow like these snakes," she pointed a trembling, scrawny +finger at the scowling mixed bloods. "White man--dirty fool--dirty +thief," and she spat at Levine, at the same time striking the dollar +from his hand. It rolled out onto the needles and lay shining in the +firelight. + +John stiffened and the mixed bloods watched him curiously. But the +squaw suddenly burst into the feeble yet deep drawn sobs of the old, +and tottering over to the silver she picked it up. "Hungry!" she +sobbed. "All the time much hungry." And she started slowly away from +the fire in the direction of Kent and Lydia's hiding-place. + +"Quick!" whispered Kent, and noiselessly the two ran back into the +darkness of the woods, through which, however, a silver light was +beginning to filter. "There's the moon," he said in a low voice. "Now +I can find the lake." + +He took Lydia's hand and they hastened in silence toward the rising +moon. In less than half a mile they found the lake and far around its +curving shore, the gleam of their own camp fire. + +"Holy Mike! What do you think of that!" demanded Kent as they headed +for the fire. "Isn't Levine a wonder!" + +"Oh, Kent!" gasped Lydia. "What shall we do!" + +"Do!" cried Kent. "Why keep our mouths shut and see what happens. +Lord, what an adventure! Lyd, I wouldn't have missed this day for a +hundred dollars!" + +Lydia scarcely heard him. "John Levine!" she murmured. "My best +friend! Oh, I can't believe it." + +"Shucks! Why, that's life! Gee, what rich pickings! Me for the real +estate business!" + +"Kent, it's stealing, just as my squaw said. And it's just the +meanest, dirtiest kind of stealing!" + +"It's nothing of the kind. The whites have got to have that land and +if a lot of sentimental grannies won't let us get it openly, we've got +to get it quietly." + +They were nearing the camp now and Kent stopped and in the moonlight +took Lydia by the shoulders. "Look here, Lyd, don't you tell a soul +about what we saw. Promise me!" + +"I'll do nothing of the kind," snapped Lydia. + +The two stood staring at each other. The lad, tall and broad, his dark +face tense; the girl, slender, her fair hair shimmering, her eyes clear +in the moonlight. + +"Promise!" repeated Kent. + +"I will not!" returned Lydia. + +Kent's hold on her shoulders tightened. He wanted to box her ears and +yet, as he gazed at the wistful, sensitive lips, he felt a sudden +desire to kiss her. + +"Well, promise me, you'll say nothing while we're in camp, anyhow." + +Lydia hesitated. After all, she thought, to whom could she tell the +story and what could any one do! "All right, I'll promise that," she +agreed, slowly. + +Kent took his hands from her shoulders. "Come on then, old lady. Gee, +this beats hanging poor old Florence Dombey under the willows. Give me +your hand and I'll tow you along." + +It was scarcely nine o'clock, after all, when they trudged into the +camp. Charlie and Gustus came in a moment later, having heard Miss +Towne's call. + +"Oh, Lydia! Lydia! I've worried myself sick." And the cruel Miss +Towne, the grouchy Miss Towne, threw her arms about Lydia, with a +little murmur that was curiously like a sob. + +"We were just going to the settlement for help," said Charlie, "though +we were pretty sure nothing serious could have happened." + +"Of course nothing serious!" protested Kent. "We were too smart to +follow the roads and got lost going and coming. We waited for the moon +to come up and we haven't had anything to eat but chewing gum." + +"We saved your supper," said Margery. "Come on, Gustus, we'll heat it +for 'em." + +"Margery'd be a real human being, if she'd stay away from her mother," +observed Kent. "For the love of Mike, let me sit down!" + +"Here, get in the hammock and let me fix the cushions for you!" cried +Olga, who had been eying Lydia closely. + +"Thanks, I prefer the dining-room bench, right now," returned Kent. +"Come on, Lyd. Food!" + +Lydia was tired the next day and elected to stay in camp with Miss +Towne while the others, including even Margery and Gustus, went on an +all day strawberry hunt. + +Lydia lay in a hammock with a book all the morning, but the greater +part of the time, Miss Towne observed, her eyes were fastened +broodingly on the lake and not on the printed page. The two went +bathing alone, at noon, and afterward lay on the grassy shore, drying +their hair. + +"Lydia, wasn't Kent nice to you, yesterday?" asked the chaperone, +abruptly. + +Lydia turned a startled, sunburned face toward the questioner. "Nice! +Why, of course! Kent's like my brother." + +"No man but a brother can be like a brother, my dear. Always remember +that. What happened yesterday to worry you?" + +"Nothing that had anything to do with Kent. Gosh! I should say not!" + +"Lydia!" cried Miss Towne. "Please don't use such dreadful language! +If you knew how coarse it sounds! Oh, my dear, I'm not trying to hurt +your feelings," as she watched the scarlet face and quivering lips. +"It's just that you are so fine, I can't bear to have you do anything +that isn't fine. I've been planning to talk to you for a long time +about your slang. Leave that sort of thing to Olga and the rest. Use +only the purest Anglo-Saxon. Be a credit to your fine Puritan stock in +speech. You already are, in character." + +Lydia said nothing. She sat struggling to keep back the tears when a +horse's hoof beats sounded under the trees and Levine rode into the +camp. + +Lydia had been wondering how, when she saw him in town, she was going +to meet him, what she was going to say to him. But now, her only +thought was that here was the devoted friend who had understood her +since babyhood. + +As he dismounted, she jumped to her feet. "Oh, my dear Mr. Levine! My +dear! My dear!" she cried and hair flying, she ran to him and threw +her arms about his neck, burying her face against his rough corduroy +coat. + +John threw a long arm about her, and held her to him closely, while +with his free hand he smoothed back the glory of her hair. And Miss +Towne, watching, saw his long saturnine face transformed. + +"Why, Lydia, my little sweetheart! I didn't realize you'd missed me +so." He held her silently for a moment, then, catching Miss Towne's +gaze, he smiled. + +"Lydia has few loves, but they're strong," he said. "I'm her foster +father. My name's John Levine." + +Lydia disengaged herself. "And this is Miss Towne," she said, "my +dearest teacher." + +"I've heard your praises sung for a long time," said Levine. + +"And I've heard Lydia sing yours," returned Miss Towne. + +"And no one else, I'll bet," laughed John. + +"Sit down," said the chaperone, with what dignity she could muster with +her hair down her back, "while Lydia and I finish dressing." + +"You'll have lunch with us?" called Lydia as she retreated toward the +tent. + +"Yes, but I can't stay longer. Must be back in Lake City for supper," +replied Levine, tying up his horse. + +The luncheon was a success. Lydia was delighted to put her hand to +cooking again, and while Miss Towne set the table, John chatted with +both of them of his Washington experiences. He rode away immediately +after he had finished eating. Miss Towne wiped the dishes thoughtfully. + +"It's hard to realize that he's the scandalous John Levine," she said. +"He's simply charming!" + +Lydia flared, flushed and subsided. Never again, she realized, could +she contradict aspersions cast on Levine's character. And yet, how +like a bad dream the episode of last night seemed. If only it had been +a dream! + +"You're not resentful still about my criticism of your slang using, are +you, Lydia?" asked Miss Towne, anxiously. + +"No," muttered Lydia, "I deserved it." + +Miss Towne's face cleared. "Well, then, tell me all about your friend. +He interests me." + +Nothing could have soothed Lydia more in her half guilty feeling of +having spied unfairly on John than to spend the rest of the afternoon +in a history of his relationship to her family. + +Side by side in the hammock the two lay during the rest of the sunny +summer afternoon, gazing up into the pines and talking of the curious +personality that was making history for Lake City. In after years, +whenever she thought of Levine, Miss Towne's memory brought her two +pictures--one of the tall, sardonic faced man clasping the golden +haired girl in his arms. The other was of pine boughs, murmuring sadly +and persistently above the gentle flow of Lydia's young voice. + +That night the young people sat alone around the camp fire. The +chaperone complained of a headache and went to bed soon after supper. +When she had disappeared, and the tent flap had dropped behind her, +Gustus chanted softly, + + "School's closed! + Teacher's dead! + Hooray!" + +and deliberately put his arm about Margery and kissed her. Margery +gave a little shriek but blushed and looked pleased and Gustus settled +down with his head in her lap. Margery sat looking into the fire, and +smoothing Gustus' hair. + +Olga, who was sitting with Charlie on the opposite side of the blaze, +her back against a log, arranged her skirts. "Come on, Charlie," she +said, with a glance at Kent. And Charlie ensconced himself comfortably +with his head on Olga's knee. + +Lydia, who was sitting with Kent, eyed this grouping with interest, and +mingled with a little sense of shock and disapproval was just the least +little feeling of regret that the boys didn't feel "crazy" about her. +She was sitting bolt upright, with her cheeks flaming a little when she +felt Kent's arm stealing round her. She did not resist when he pulled +her softly against him. She was utterly surprised at the pleasurable +sensation she experienced at having Kent's arm about her. The others +were singing but for once Lydia's throaty contralto did not join in. + +So this was spooning! Of course, she wouldn't let anybody but Kent do +this. And what did it amount to, anyhow! If this was all there was to +spooning, why did people think it was wrong? + +Under cover of the singing, Kent giving her a little squeeze said, +"Didn't think you were such a flirt, Lydia! Let me put my head in your +lap, will you?" + +"All right," said Lydia nonchalantly. And presently she was smoothing +Kent's hair, and he was holding her unoccupied hand. It was the same +crisp black hair Lydia had pulled in many a childish quarrel and Kent +had held her hands many a time to keep her from slapping his face. And +yet there was a thrill about this! + +Kent evidently called this flirting. Flirting! Lydia began going back +over the conversation with Kent that the eavesdropping episode had +crowded from her thoughts. Kent didn't respect girls that flirted and +he told her he'd slap her if she flirted and yet, here he was! Lydia +went on smoothing the crisp hair, with the thin hand that had the +callouses of hard work across the palm. + +The others were singing one of Lydia's favorite airs and she joined in. + + "The thirst that from the soul doth rise + Doth ask a drink divine." + +She sang the words unthinkingly--and stopped. John Levine was helping +her in her search for God, and robbing and betraying the Indians as he +did so! And here was Kent, warning her against doing that which he was +persuading her to do. What was the matter with men! Was there no +trusting them? And yet, she liked to "spoon" with Kent! + +"Oh," she thought, "I wish I knew more about men. I wish I could ask +Mother." + +And memory, like a gentle alarm clock rang its warning. "Lydia," her +father had said, "don't do anything you'd be ashamed to have your +mother know." + +Lydia yawned and gave Kent's hair a little tweak. "Get up, Kent, my +foot's asleep," she said. + +Kent sat up. The others sang on and Lydia said, "I thought you didn't +want me to flirt." + +"I don't, but with me it's different!" replied Kent. + +Lydia jumped to her feet. "You make me sick, Kent Moulton!" she +snapped. "All men make me sick. I'm going to bed." And she stalked +off in her hunting boots, without a good night to any one. + +Kent looked after her with an expression half sheepish, half admiring. + +"What's the matter with Lyd?" asked Olga. + +"Doesn't care about the spooning bee," replied Kent. + +"Proper is Lydia's middle name," commented Gustus. + +"Lydia is absolutely O. K.," said Charlie. + +"Bet your life," agreed Kent. "Get your big head over, Gustus, and +give me a piece of Margery's knee." + +"Darn it," said Charlie, "Lydia's left the tent flap up. We might as +well go to bed." + +Which, after another song or two, they did. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +LYDIA GIGGLES + + +"Nature is neither cruel nor sad. She is only purposeful, tending to +an end we cannot see."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +The days flew lightly by, lightly for Lydia, too, in spite of the heavy +secret she carried of Levine's plotting. Lightly, in spite of the fact +that Lydia was undergoing some soul-changing experiences in this short +holiday, experiences that were to direct her life's course. + +The day before they broke camp, Lydia's old squaw appeared and asked +for Charlie Jackson. + +Charlie and Kent were cooking dinner. + +"Dear me," said Miss Towne, "tell him to take the poor thing away, +Lydia." + +"He must feed her, first," exclaimed Lydia, leading the old Indian over +to the cooking shelter. + +Kent and Lydia exchanged glances as Charlie led the squaw--Susie, he +called her--into the woods, after Lydia had heaped her old arms with +food. Kent and Gustus had put the dinner on the table and they all +were seated at the meal when Charlie returned. + +"What did she want, Charlie?" asked Olga. + +"You wouldn't care if I told you," replied Charlie, grimly. "But," he +burst forth suddenly, "some day you whites will pay. Some day the Japs +or the Jews will do to you Americans what you've done to us." + +"Who cares!" cried Olga, pertly. "Have a pickle, Charlie, and cheer +up." She pushed the pickle dish toward him. + +"Or some catsup," suggested Gustus, depositing the bottle by Charlie's +plate. + +"Or a sardine," added Margery. + +Charlie's lips twitched and he smiled and Miss Towne sighed in a +relieved way. The meal progressed without a further crisis. + +After the dishes were done, Kent followed Lydia, who was strolling off +for a last walk in the woods. + +"Do you suppose she told Charlie about Levine?" he asked, as he +overtook her. + +"Look out, Charlie's coming," said Lydia and in a moment the Indian had +joined them. + +"Look here, Lydia," he began, "Levine is up to some new cussedness. +Old Susie came on him in council the other night with six of the worst +half breeds in the reservation. She lost her head and began to jaw him +so she didn't find out what it was about. And he's getting the last of +my timber now. Lydia, you've _got_ to help me. When you get home, +talk to Levine." + +"Getting the last of your timber!" exclaimed Kent. + +"Yes, the law lets 'em get the 'dead and down' stuff and who's going to +swear it's fresh stuff that he cut this summer and will get out next +winter?" + +"Do you mean he's up cutting your pines now?" cried Lydia, aghast. + +"No! No!" impatiently. "His half breeds do that." + +"But how does he come to be taking your wood? Why don't you go to see +him yourself?" asked Kent. + +"I can't answer either of those questions," replied Charlie, sullenly. + +The two young whites thought of the attack on Levine, and looked at +each other apprehensively. + +"Won't the Indian Agent stop him?" asked Lydia. + +"He! Why, he's deep in the mire himself with Dave Marshall. My God, +Margery Marshall went to New York on a blind Indian boy's pines! +Lydia, save my pines for me! They belong to my tribe. My father kept +them and so did his father for his people. As long as they had those +miles of pines, they had a place for the tribe to live. Father was +going to Washington three years ago to tell the president about the +graft when they shot him from ambush. If I put up a fight, they'll +shoot me. My father wanted me to learn white ways so I could protect +the tribe. And the more I learn of white ways the more I realize I'm +helpless. Lydia, won't you help us?" + +Neither Kent nor Lydia ever had seen Charlie thus before. He was +neither arrogant nor sullen. He was pleading with a tragic +hopelessness that moved his two hearers profoundly. + +"Oh, Charlie! I _will_ try," cried Lydia. "I truly will." + +"I knew you would," said Charlie, huskily, and he turned back abruptly +to the camp. + +"Gee!" exclaimed Kent. "Chapter number two!" + +Lydia stamped her foot. "How can you speak so, Kent! It's a frightful +thing!" + +"Sure it's frightful, but it can't be helped. The whites have got to +have this land. Might's right." + +"What makes the whites so crazy for it?" asked Lydia. + +"Money," returned Kent. + +Lydia stared about her. Supposing, she thought, that she owned a +hundred acres of this pine land. She forgot Kent and concentrated +every force of her mind on sensing what land ownership would mean. And +suddenly there woke in her, her racial hunger for land. Suddenly there +stirred within her a desire for acreage, for trees, soil, stream and +shrub, a wide demesne that should be hers and her children's forever. +She was still too young to trace the hunger back to its primal source, +the desire for permanency, the yearning to possess that which is the +first and the last of existence, which neither moth nor dust can +corrupt nor thieves break through and steal. But somewhere back in her +still childish mind a lust for a wide domain of pine land bestirred +itself to begin battle with the sense of right and justice that her +heart of hearts told her Levine was outraging. + +"Are you really going to talk to Levine?" Kent roused her from her +reverie. + +"Yes! Didn't I promise to?" + +"Lots of good it'll do," grunted Kent. "And if you tell him we +overheard him in the woods, I'll be sore." + +"I don't see why." + +"Because, after I finish High School, I'm going to tell him I know, to +make him let me in on the deal. Look here, Lyd, don't tell him I was +with you, anyhow." + +"Oh, all right," replied Lydia, crossly. "For goodness' sake, don't +let's talk about it any more. I don't see why men always have to be +plotting! I'm going back to camp and help pack." + +The driver arrived with the carryall at nine o'clock the next morning, +and at mid-afternoon, Lydia was dropped at the gate, where Adam took +possession of her. It was earlier than she had been expected, and +Lizzie had not returned from her Saturday marketing. Lydia lugged her +suitcase up the path, glad to be at home, yet murmuring to herself a +little disconsolately. + +"Nothing to look forward to now, but school in the fall." + +The house seemed small and dingy to her, after the open splendor of the +pine woods. Old Lizzie had "let things go" and the rooms were dusty +and disorderly. Lydia dropped her suitcase in the kitchen. + +"I've just got to train old Lizzie," she said, "so that she won't leave +her old carpet slippers and her apron in the middle of the kitchen +every time she goes out. And Dad just must quit leaving his pipe on +the dining-room table. I do wish we had Mission furniture instead of +this everlasting old mahogany. I just guess there's got to be some +reforming in this house, this summer. If I've got to leave off slang, +Dad and Lizzie can leave off a few of their bad habits." + +She carried the suitcase on into her bedroom and Lizzie, coming in, hot +and bundle-laden an hour later, found the living-room in immaculate +order and Lydia, in an old dress, blacking the kitchen stove. + +"For the land's sake, child," said Lizzie as Lydia kissed her and took +her bundles from her, "how tanned you are! And you shouldn't have +begun work the minute you got home." + +"I had to. I couldn't stand the dirt," answered Lydia, briskly. "Is +Daddy all right? You'll find your slippers where they belong, Lizzie." + +The old lady, in her rusty black alpaca which she always wore to town, +gave Lydia a look that was at once reproachful and timid. Lydia had +shown signs lately of having reached the "bringing up the family" stage +of her development and Lizzie dreaded its progress. + +Amos came in the gate shortly after six. Lydia was waiting for him at +the front door. He looked suddenly shabby and old to Lydia and she +kissed him very tenderly. It required all the supper hour and all the +remainder of the evening to tell the story of the camp and to answer +Lizzie's and Amos' questions. There were several episodes Lydia did +not describe; that of the half breed council in the wood, for example, +nor the "spooning" with Kent. + +It was ten o'clock when Amos rose with a sigh. "Well, you had a good +time, little girl, and I'm glad. But I swan, I don't want you ever to +go off again without me and Liz and Adam. Adam howled himself to sleep +every night and I'd 'a' liked to. I'm going out to see if the chickens +are all right." + +"I got everything that belongs to you mended up, Lydia," said Lizzie, +following into the kitchen bedroom. + +Lydia looked from the gnarled old hands to the neat rolls of stockings +on the bureau. She had been wishing that Lizzie was a neat maid with a +white apron! A sense of shame overwhelmed her and she threw her arms +about her kind old friend. + +"Lizzie, you're a lot too good to me," she whispered. + +Lydia was sitting on the front steps, the next afternoon, with a book +in her lap and Adam at her feet, when Billy Norton called. He stopped +for a chat in the garden with her father, before coming up to greet +Lydia. + +"He is awful homely. A regular old farmer," she thought, comparing him +with the elegant Gustus and with Kent's careless grace. + +Billy was in his shirtsleeves. His blond hair was cropped unbecomingly +close. Lydia did not see that the head this disclosed was more finely +shaped than either of her friends. He was grinning as he came toward +Lydia, showing his white teeth. + +"Hello, Lyd! Awful glad you're back!" + +He sat down on the step below her and Lydia wrinkled her nose. He +carried with him the odor of hay and horses. + +"How's your mother?" asked Lydia. "I'm coming over, to-morrow." + +"Mother's not so very well. She works too hard at the blamed canning. +I told her I'd rather never eat it than have her get so done up." + +"I'll be over to help her," said Lydia. "We had a perfectly heavenly +time in camp, Billy." + +"Did you?" asked her caller, indifferently. "Hay is fine this year. +Never knew such a stand of clover." + +"Miss Towne was grand to us. And Kent and Charlie are the best cooks, +ever." + +"Great accomplishment for men," muttered Billy. "Are you going to try +to sell fudge, this winter, Lyd?" + +"I don't know," Lydia's tone was mournful, "Daddy hates to have me. +Now I'm growing up he seems to be getting sensitive about my earning +money." + +"He's right too," said Billy, with a note in his voice that irritated +Lydia. + +"Much you know about it! You just try to make your clothes and buy +your school books on nothing. Dad's just afraid people'll know how +little he earns, that's all. Men are selfish pigs." + +Astonished by this outburst, Billy turned round to look up at Lydia. +She was wearing her Sunday dress of the year before, a cheap cotton +that she had outgrown. The young man at her feet did not see this. +All he observed were the dusty gold of her curly head, the clear blue +of her eyes and the fine set of her head on her thin little shoulders. + +"You always look just right to me, Lyd," he said. "Listen, Lydia. I'm +not going to be a farmer, I'm--" + +"Not be a farmer!" cried Lydia. "After all you've said about it!" + +"No! I'm going in for two years' law, then I'm going into politics. I +tell you, Lydia, what this country needs to-day more than anything is +young, clean politicians." + +"You mean you're going to do like Mr. Levine?" + +"God forbid!" exclaimed the young man. "I'm going to fight men like +Levine. And by heck," he paused and looked at Lydia dreamily, "I'll be +governor and maybe more, yet." + +"But what's changed you?" persisted Lydia. + +"The fight about the reservation, mostly. There's something wrong, you +know, in a system of government that allows conditions like that. It's +against American principles." + +His tone was oratorical, and Lydia was impressed. She forgot that +Billy smelled of the barnyard. + +"Well," she said, "we'd all be proud of you if you were president, I +can tell you." + +"Would you be!" Billy's voice was pleased. "Then, Lydia, will you +wait for me?" + +"Wait for you?" + +"Yes, till I make a name to bring to you." + +Lydia flushed angrily. "Look here, Billy Norton, you don't have to be +silly, after all the years we've known each other. I'm only fifteen, +just remember that, and I don't propose to wait for any man. I'd as +soon think of waiting for--for Adam, as for you, anyhow." + +Billy rose with dignity, and without a word strode down the path to the +gate and thence up the road. Lydia stared after him indignantly. +"That old _farmer_!" she said to Adam, who wriggled and slobbered, +sympathetically. + +She was still indignant when John Levine arrived and found her toasting +herself and the waffles for supper, indiscriminately. Perhaps it was +this sense of indignation that made her less patient than usual with +what she was growing to consider the foibles of the male sex. At any +rate, she precipitated her carefully planned conversation with Levine, +when the four of them were seated on the back steps, after supper, +fighting mosquitoes, and watching the exquisite orange of the afterglow +change to lavender. + +The others were listening to Lydia's account of her investigating tour +with Charlie. + +"I shouldn't say it was the best idea in the world for you to be +wandering through the woods with that young Indian," was Levine's +comment when Lydia had finished. + +"I don't see how you can speak so," cried Lydia, passionately, "when +this minute you're taking his pine wood." + +"Lydia!" said Amos, sharply. + +"Let her alone, Amos," Levine spoke quietly. "What are you talking +about, Lydia?" + +For a moment, Lydia sat looking at her friend, uncertain how much or +how little to say. She had idealized him so long, had clung so long to +her faith in his perfection, that a deep feeling of indignation toward +him for not living up to her belief in him drove her to saying what she +never had dreamed she could have said to John Levine. + +"The Indians are people, just like us," she cried, "and you're treating +them as if they were beasts. You're robbing them and letting them +starve! Oh, I saw them! Charlie showed the poor things to me--all +sore eyes, and coughing and eating dirt. And you're making money out +of them! Maybe the very money you paid our note with was made out of a +starved squaw. Oh, I can't stand it to think it of you!" + +Lydia paused with a half sob and for a moment only the gentle ripple of +the waves on the shore and the crickets were to be heard Levine, elbow +on knee, chin in hand, looked through the dusk at the shadowy sweetness +of Lydia's face, his own face calm and thoughtful. + +"You're so good and kind to me," Lydia began again, "how can you be so +hard on the Indians? Are you stealing Charlie's logs? _Are_ you, Mr. +Levine?" + +"I bought his pine," replied Levine, quietly. + +"He doesn't believe it. He thinks you're stealing. And he's so afraid +of you. He says if he makes a fuss, you'll shoot him. Why does he +feel that way, Mr. Levine?" + +Lydia's thin hands were shaking, but she stood before the Congressman +like a small accusing conscience, unafraid, not easily to be stilled. + +"Lydia! What're you saying!" exclaimed Amos. + +"Keep out, Amos," said Levine. "We've got to clear this up. I've been +expecting it, for some time. Lydia, years ago before the Government +began to support the Indians, they were a fine, upstanding race. The +whites could have learned a lot from them. They were brave, and +honorable, and moral, and in a primitive way, thrifty. Well, then the +sentimentalists among the whites devised the reservation system and the +allowance system. And the Indians have gone to the devil, just as +whites would under like circumstances. Any human being has to earn +what he eats or he degenerates. You can put that down as generally +true, can't you, Amos?" + +"You certainly can," agreed Amos. + +"Now, the only way to save those Indians up there is to kick them out. +The strong ones will live and be assimilated into our civilization. +The weak ones will die, just like weak whites do." + +"But how about Charlie's pines?" insisted Lydia. + +Something like a note of amusement at the young girl's persistence was +in John's voice, but he answered gravely enough. + +"Yes, I've bought his pines and I'll get them out, next winter. +There's no denying we want the Indians' land. But there's no denying +that throwing the Indian off the reservation is the best thing for the +Indian." + +"But what makes Charlie think you're stealing them? And he says that +when the pines go, the tribe will die." + +"I paid for the pine," insisted Levine. "An Indian has no idea of +buying and selling. It's a cruel incident, this breaking up of the +reservation, but it's like cutting off a leg to save the patient's +life. Sentiment is wasted." + +"That's the great trouble with America, these days," said Amos, his +pipe bowl glowing in the summer darkness. "All these foreigners coming +in here filled the country with gush. What's become of the New +Englanders in this town? Well, they founded the University, named the +streets, planted the elms and built the Capitol. Since then they've +been snowed under by the Germans and the Norwegians, a lot of beer +drinkers and fish eaters. Nobody calls a spade a spade, these days. +They rant and spout socialism. The old blood's gone. The old, stern, +puritanical crowd can't be found in America to-day." + +Lydia was giving little heed to her father. Amos was given to fireside +oratory. She was turning over in her mind the scene in the woods +between John and the half breeds. That then was a part of the process +of removing the patient's leg! The end justified the means. + +She heaved a great sigh of relief. "Well, then, I don't have to worry +about that any more," she said. "Only, I don't dare to think about +those starving old squaws, or the baby that froze to death." + +"That's right," agreed Levine, comfortably. "Don't think about them." + +Old Lizzie snored gently, gave a sudden sigh and a jerk. "Land! I +must have dozed off for a minute." + +Lydia laughed. "It was nip and tuck between you and Adam, Lizzie. +Let's get in away from the mosquitoes--I'm so glad I had this talk with +you, Mr. Levine." + +"Lydia should have been a boy," said Amos; "she likes politics." + +"I'd rather be a girl than anything in the world," protested Lydia, and +the two men laughed. If there was still a doubt in the back of Lydia's +mind regarding the reservation, for a time, at least, she succeeded in +quieting it. She dreaded meeting Charlie and was relieved to hear that +Dr. Fulton had taken him East with him for a couple of weeks to attend +a health convention. + +One of the not unimportant results of the camping trip was that Lydia +rediscovered the pine by the gate. It was the same pine against which +she had beaten her little fists, the night of Patience's death. She +had often climbed into its lower branches, getting well gummed with +fragrant pitch in the process. But after her return from the +reservation, the tall tree had a new significance to her. + +She liked to sit on the steps and stare at it, dreaming and wondering. +Who had left it, when all the rest of the pines about it had been +cleared off? How did it feel, left alone among the alien oaks and with +white people living their curious lives about it? Did it mourn, in its +endless murmuring, for the Indians--the Indians of other days and not +the poor decadents who shambled up and down the road? For the Indians +and the pines were now unalterably associated in Lydia's mind. The +life of one depended on that of the other. Strange thoughts and +perhaps not altogether cheerful and wholesome thoughts for a girl of +Lydia's age. + +So it was probably well that Margery about this time began to show +Lydia a certain Margery-esque type of attention. In her heart, in +spite of her mother's teachings, Margery had always shared her father's +admiration for Lydia. In her childhood it had been a grudging, jealous +admiration that seemed like actual dislike. But as Margery developed +as a social favorite and Lydia remained about the same quiet little +dowd, the jealousy of the banker's daughter gave way to liking. + +Therefore several times a week, Margery appeared on her bicycle, her +embroidery bag dangling from the handle bars. The two girls would then +establish themselves on cushions by the water, and sew and chatter. +Lizzie, from the kitchen or from the bedroom where she was resting, +could catch the unceasing sound of voices, broken at regular intervals +by giggles. + +"Lydia's reached the giggling age," she would say to herself. "Well, +thank the Lord she's got some one to giggle with, even if Margery is a +silly coot. There they go again! What are they laughing at?" + +Hysterical shrieks from the lawn, with the two girls rolling helplessly +about on the cushions! Overhearing the conversation would not have +enlightened old Lizzie, for the girls' talk was mostly reminiscent of +the camp experiences or of their recollections of Kent's little +boyhood, of Charlie's prowess at school, or of Gustus' "sportiness" and +his fascinating deviltry. Lydia was enjoying the inalienable right of +every girl of fifteen to giggle, and talk about the boys, the two +seemingly having no causative relation, yet always existing together. + +Lizzie had not realized how quiet and mature Lydia had been since +little Patience's death until now. She would mix some lemonade and +invite the girls into the house to drink it, just for the mere pleasure +of joining in the laughter. She never got the remotest inkling of why +the two would double up with joy when one or the other got the +hiccoughs in the midst of a sentence. But she would lean against the +sideboard and laugh with them, the tears running down her old cheeks. + +It was no uncommon occurrence during this summer for Amos to come on +the two, giggling helplessly on a log by the roadside. Lydia would +have been walking a little way with Margery to come back with her +father, when their mirth overcame them. Amos had no patience with this +new phase of Lydia's development. + +"For heaven's sake," he said to John Levine, one Sunday afternoon, when +hysterical shrieks drifted up from the pier, "do you suppose I'd better +speak to Doc Fulton or shut her up on bread and water?" + +"Pshaw, let her alone. It's the giggles! She's just being normal," +said John, laughing softly in sympathy as the shrieks grew weak and +maudlin. + +The two did have lucid intervals during the summer, however. During +one of these, Lydia said, "I wish we had hard wood floors like yours." + +"What kind are yours?" inquired Margery. + +"Just pine, and kind of mean, splintery pine, too." + +"Upstairs at Olga's all the floors were that way," said Margery, "and +they had a man come and sandpaper 'em and put kind of putty stuff in +the cracks and oil and wax 'em and they look fine." + +"Gee!" said Lydia, thoughtfully. "That is, I don't mean 'Gee,' I mean +whatever polite word Miss Towne would use for 'Gee.'" + +The girls giggled, then Lydia said, "I'll do it! And I'll cut our old +living-room carpet up into two or three rugs. Lizzie'll have to +squeeze enough out of the grocery money for fringe. I'd rather have +fringe than a fall coat." + +Amos, coming home a night or so later found the living-room floor bare +and Lydia hard at work with a bit of glass and sand paper, scraping at +the slivers. + +"Ain't it awful?" asked Lizzie from the dining-room. "She would do it." + +Lydia's knees and back had given out and she was lying on her stomach +and one elbow, scraping away without looking up. + +"Lizzie's complained all day," she said. "She doesn't realize how our +house looks like 'poverty and destruction' compared with other folks. +I'm going to get some style into it, if I have to tear it down. Oh, +Daddy, don't you get sick of being poor?" + +"Yes," said Amos, shortly, "and I think you're a silly girl to wear +yourself out on this kind of thing." + +Lydia sat up and looked at him. She was growing fast and was thinner +than ever, this summer. "If mother was alive," she said, "she'd know +exactly how I feel." + +Suddenly there came to Amos' memory a weak and tender voice, with +contralto notes in it like Lydia's, "Lydia's like me, Amos. You'll +never have trouble understanding her, if you'll remember that." + +"Lydia," he said, abruptly, "make the house over if you want to, my +dear," and he marched out to the kitchen to wash and take off his +overalls. + +It took Lydia several days to complete her task. When it was done the +cracks were still prominent and the oily finish was spotted. But in +Lydia's eyes it was a work of art and she cut the old carpet into three +parts with enthusiasm. She sewed the fringe on the rugs, on the front +porch. Sitting so, she could see Margery when she appeared far down +the road, could view the beauty of the Nortons' wide fields, and could +hear the quiet sighing of the pine by the gate. On the afternoon on +which she finished the last of the rugs, Charlie Jackson and not +Margery appeared. Lydia's heart sank a little as he turned in the +gate, though in his greeting he seemed his usual genial self. + +He admired the rugs and the gleam of the shining floor through the +doorway. Then without preamble, he asked, "Did you talk to Levine, +Lydia?" + +"Yes," she said. "He--he just doesn't see it any way but his, Charlie!" + +The young Indian's face fell. "I certainly thought you could influence +him, Lydia. Did you really try?" + +"Of course I tried," she exclaimed, indignantly. "He insists that the +only way to save you Indians is to make you work for a living." + +"He's doing it all for our good, huh?" sneered Charlie. + +"He doesn't pretend. He says he wants the land. He's paying for it +though." + +"Paying for it!" cried the Indian. "How's he paying, do you know?" + +"No, and I don't want to know! I'm tired of hearing things against Mr. +Levine." + +"I don't care if you are," said Charlie, grimly. "If you're going to +keep on being his friend, you've got to be it with your eyes open. And +you might as well decide right now whether you're going to take him or +me for your friend. You can't have us both." + +"I wouldn't give up Mr. Levine for any one on earth." Lydia's voice +shook with her earnestness. "And I don't see why I have to be dragged +into this business. I've nothing to do with it." + +"You have too! You're white and it's every white's business to judge +in this. You'll be taking some of the profits of the reservation if +it's thrown open, yourself." + +"I will not!" cried Lydia. "I wouldn't want an inch of that land." +Then she caught her breath. Something within her said, "Wouldn't, +eh--not the vast acres of cathedral pines, you thought of as yours, at +camp?" She flushed and repeated vehemently, "Not an inch!" + +Charlie smiled cynically. "Listen, Lydia, I'll tell you how Levine +pays for his Indian lands." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE HIGH SCHOOL SENIOR + + +"Where the pine forest is destroyed, pines never come again."--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +Lydia sighed helplessly and began to stitch again on the fringe, +thrusting her needle in and out viciously. + +"Years ago," began Charlie, grimly, "my father foresaw what the whites +were trying to do. None of the other full bloods believed him. He had +nothing to do with half-breeds." + +"I don't see why you always speak so of the mixed bloods," interrupted +Lydia. "Their white blood ought to improve them." + +"It ought, yes,--but it doesn't. And the reason is that only the +rottenest kind of a white man'll make a squaw a mother. And only the +low harpies in places like Last Chance will let an Indian father a +child." + +Lydia flushed but compressed her lips and let Charlie speak on. She +knew that it was useless to try to stem the tide of protest that was +rising to his lips. + +"Father was the chief of the tribe and he called council after council +until at last they all decided he'd better go to Washington and see if +he could get help from the Indian Commissioner. Even then John Levine +had a following of half-breeds. He told the yellow curs to kidnap my +father and he'd see if he could make him more reasonable. So the +half-breeds laid in ambush the day father started for Washington. +Father put up an awful fight and they killed him!" + +"Oh, Charlie!" cried Lydia, dropping her sewing. "Oh, Charlie!" + +"Yes," said the Indian, tensely, "and though Levine wasn't there he was +just as much my father's murderer as if he'd fired the shot. Of +course, nothing was ever done by the authorities. It was hushed up as +an Indian brawl. But my sister, she was twenty then, she found out +about Levine and she came in and set fire to his house one night, +thinking she'd burn him to death. Instead of that, she just scared his +old hired man who was drunk. Levine was away from home. But he's a +devil. He found out it was my sister and he told her the only way she +could keep from being jailed was to sell him all our pines--for a +hundred dollars. So she did, but she shot at him that Thanksgiving +night when he'd been at your house." + +"Oh, _Charlie_!" whispered Lydia, horror in her blue eyes and her +parted lips. She looked at him in utter dismay. No longer was he the +debonair favorite of the High School. In his somber eyes, his thin +cold lips, his tense shoulders, the young girl saw the savage. She +looked from Charlie to the familiar garden, to Adam, scratching fleas, +and beyond to the quiet herds in the Norton meadows. Surely Charlie's +tale of killings had no place in this orderly life. Then her glance +fell upon the pine beside the gate. It murmured softly. Again Lydia +saw the cloistered depths of the reservation pines and again there +stirred within her that vague lust for ownership. And she knew that +Charlie's tale was true. + +She moistened her dry lips. "But what can I do, Charlie! I'm only a +girl." + +"I'll tell you what you can do. You can throw down your murderer +friend and side with me. You can get every one you know to side with +me. And, Lydia, never tell Levine, or any one else, what you know +about him. It wouldn't be safe!" + +He leaned toward her as he spoke and Lydia shivered. "I won't," she +whispered. Then she said aloud in sudden resentment, "But I'm not +going to throw Mr. Levine down without his having a chance to explain. +Who are you to think you've got a right to ask me?" + +Charlie caught her slender wrist in a firm grasp. "I'm a human being +fighting for justice--no--fighting for existence. That's who I am." + +"Oh, I don't want to know about it!" cried Lydia. "I don't want to +think about it! I'm just a girl. I want to be happy just a little +while before I grow up. I've had too much unhappiness." + +"Yes, you have had," agreed Charlie, grimly, "and that's why you will +think about it in spite of yourself. You understand how I feel because +you've suffered. When are you going to throw Levine down?" + +Lydia's face whitened. "Never!" she said. + +"What! When you know he's a murderer?" + +"He never intended to kill your father. Anyhow, I can't help what he's +done. He's like my own father and brother and mother all in one to me." + +The two young people sat looking into each other's eyes. Suddenly +Charlie threw Lydia's hand from him, and like Billy Norton, he strode +down the path and out of the gate without a word. Lydia was trembling +violently but she picked up her sewing and forced herself to finish the +rugs and spread them on the living-room floor. They looked very well, +she thought. Later on, they showed a vicious tendency to turn up, to +wrinkle and scuffle easily, threatening the life and limb of the heavy +treading Lizzie and of Amos a dozen times a day. But the evening after +Charlie's visit she was too distrait to notice the complaints of her +elders. + +Levine did not appear at the cottage for several days. During that +time Lydia tried to put Charlie's story out of her mind. With +housework and swimming and giggling with Margery, she managed to do +this during the day, but at night she dreamed of it and woke, and spoke +to Adam. + +When John did come out she avoided talking to him and he caught her +several times looking at him with a sad and puzzled expression. When +they started on their usual Sunday walk, Amos went back to the house +for his cane and Levine said, abruptly, "Out with it, young Lydia!" + +"I promised I wouldn't," she said. + +"Been hearing more stories about my wickedness?" asked John. + +Lydia nodded, miserably. + +"My dear," Levine said quietly, "this is a man's game. I'm playing a +rough-and-tumble, catch-as-catch-can fight. In it, the weak must fail +and maybe die. But out of it a great good will come to this community. +As long as the Indians are here to exploit, this community will be +demoralized. I'm using every means fair or foul to carry my purpose. +Can't you let it go at that?" + +Lydia set her teeth. "Yes, I can and I will," she said, as her father +came up with his cane. + +And though this was more easily said than done and the thought of +murdered chiefs and starved babies troubled her occasionally, she did +not really worry over it all as much as she might have were she not +entering her senior year in the High School. + +If life holds any position more important, any business more soul +satisfying than that of being a High School senior, few people are so +fortunate as to have discerned it. Being a college senior is a highly +edifying and imposing business, but the far greater advantages lie with +the High School senior. He is four years younger. He has lost no +illusions. He has developed no sense of values. He is not conscious +of the world outside his vision. But in spite of a smug conviction of +superiority, the college senior has heard life knocking at the door of +his young illusions. He has moments of wistful uncertainty. No, it is +the High School senior who is life's darling. + +Lydia was not altogether an easy person to live with this year although +both Lizzie and Amos realized that never had she been so altogether +sweet and lovable as now. She objected to Lizzie's table manners. She +was hurt because Amos would eat in his shirt-sleeves, and would sit in +his stocking feet at night, ignoring the slippers she crocheted him. +She stored in the attic the several fine engravings in gilt frames that +her father and mother had brought with them from New England. In their +place she hung passepartouted Gibson pictures clipped from magazines. +And she gave up reading tales of travel and adventure, gave up Dickens +and Thackeray and Mark Twain and took to E. P. Roe and other writers of +a sticky and lovelorn nature. + +In spite of the camping trip, Lydia saw little of her campmates. +Charlie did not reenter school in the fall. Olga and Gustus were +devoted to each other and, to Lydia's surprise, Kent took Margery to +several parties. + +"I thought you liked Gustus best," she said to Margery one Saturday +afternoon late in the fall. Lydia was calling on Margery and the two +were making fudge. + +"Oh, that was last year! Gustus is too sickly for me. I'm crazy about +Kent. He's so big and strong and bossy!" + +A little pang shot through Lydia's heart. But she was saved a reply by +Elviry, who as usual was within earshot. + +"Kent Moulton doesn't amount to anything. His father's got nothing but +a salary. Gustus'll have the brewery." + +"Well, who wants to marry a brewery," sniffed Margery. "If you think +I'm going to have any old bossy, beery German like Gustus'll be, you're +mistaken. Kent comes of fine Puritan stock." + +"Your ancestors don't pay the bills," said Elviry, sharply. "If your +father has that extra money he's expecting at Christmas time, you'll +just go East to boarding-school, Margery." + +"I don't want to go," protested Margery. "I love High School." + +"Makes no difference. You have common tastes, just like your father. +I want you should have refined tastes in your friends particularly." + +And Dave must have received his extra money, for after the Christmas +holidays, Margery tearfully departed for the Eastern finishing school. +The night after her departure, Kent made his first call on Lydia in +many months. The two withdrew to the kitchen to make candy and there +Lydia's surprise and pleasure gave way to suspicion. Kent seemed to +want to talk for the most part about Margery! + +"Hasn't she grown to be a beauty," he said, beating the fudge briskly. + +"She always was beautiful," replied Lydia, who was cracking walnuts. +"Didn't we use to hate her though! Well, she was the whiniest little +snip!" + +"Oh, that was her mother's fault! The only good thing about this +boarding-school deal is that it gets her away from Elviry Marshall. +Put more nuts in here, Lyd. You like her now, don't you?" + +"Yes, I do," replied Lydia, honestly, "though she's an awful silly. +She never reads anything, and she flunked all her Thanksgiving +examinations." + +"Anybody as pretty as Margery doesn't need to be brilliant," said Kent. + +"And she spoons, and you don't think much of girls that spoon." +Lydia's cheeks were a deeper pink than usual. + +"Shucks, don't be catty, Lydia!" growled Kent. + +Lydia suddenly chuckled, though tears were very near the surface. +"Well, when I'm an old maid here in the cottage, you and Margery can +come out and call in your automobile." + +"Who's talking about marrying or you being an old maid?" asked Kent, +disgustedly. "Gee, you girls make me sick!" + +Lydia's jaw dropped. Then she gave a laugh that ended abruptly. +"Heavens, how clothes do count in life," she sighed. "Come on in and +give Dad and Lizzie some fudge, Kent." + +Kent called several times during the winter, but he never asked Lydia +to go to a party nor did any of the other boy friends she saw daily in +school--boys with whom she chummed over lessons, who told her their +secrets, who treated her as a mental equal, yet never asked to call, or +slipped boxes of candy into her desk or asked her into a drugstore for +a sundae or a hot chocolate. + +Nobody resented this state of affairs more than old Lizzie. After +Kent's third or fourth call, she said to Lydia, closing the door behind +him, "Yes, Kent'll come out here and see you, but I notice he don't +take you anywhere. If you had fine party clothes and lived on Lake +Shore Avenue, he'd be bowing and scraping fast enough." + +Lydia tossed her head. "I don't care about going to parties." + +"You do, too," insisted the old lady. "You're eating your heart out. +I know. I was young once." + +Amos looked up from his paper. "Lydia's too young to go if they did +ask her. But why don't they ask?" + +"It's because I'm too poor and I live so far out and I don't spoon," +answered Lydia. "I don't care, I tell you." And just to prove that +she didn't care, Lydia bowed her face in her hands and began to cry. + +A look of real pain crossed Amos' face. He got up hastily and went to +Lydia's side. + +"Why, my little girl, I thought you were perfectly happy this year. +And your clothes look nice to me." He smoothed Lydia's bright hair +with his work-scarred hand. "I tell you, I'll borrow some money, by +heck, and get you some clothes!" + +Lydia raised a startled face. "No! No! I'd rather go in rags than +borrow money. We're almost out of debt now and we'll stay out. Don't +borrow, Daddy," her voice rising hysterically. "Don't borrow!" Adam +began to howl. + +"All right, dearie, all right!" said Amos. + +"I'm an old fool to have said anything," groaned Lizzie. "What does it +matter when she's the best scholar in her class and everybody, teachers +and boys and girls alike, loves her." + +Lydia wiped her eyes and hugged her father, then Adam and then Lizzie. + +"I've got John Levine, anyhow," she said. + +"You certainly have, hand and foot," said Amos. + +The matter was not mentioned again directly. But the little scene +rankled with Amos. A week or so later he said at supper, "Lydia, I'm +thinking seriously of moving." + +"Moving! Where? Why?" exclaimed Lydia. + +"Well, I can borrow enough money, I find, to add to the rent we're +paying, to rent the old stone house next to Miss Towne's. My idea is +to move there just till you finish college! Then we'll go out on a +farm. But it'll give you your chance, Lydia." + +"Land!" murmured Lizzie. + +Lydia hesitated. To move into the house next the Townes would be to +arrive, to enter the inner circle, to cease to be a dowd. But--she +looked about the familiar rooms. + +"Daddy," she said, "would you really want to leave this cottage?" + +"I'd just as soon," replied Amos. "Most places are alike to me since +your mother's death. I could stand doing without the garden, if I had +the farm to look forward to." + +"How'd we pay the money back?" asked Lydia. + +"After the Levine bill passes," said Amos, "I'll have a section of +pines." + +Instantly Lydia's sleeping land hunger woke and with it the memory of +Charlie's tales. She sat in deep thought. + +"Daddy," she said, finally, "we're not going to borrow, and we're not +going to move again. I don't see why people want to keep moving all +the time. I love this place, if it is only a cottage, and I'm going to +stay here. I wish we could buy it and hand it down in the family so's +it would be known forever as the Dudley place. Then nobody'd ever +forget our name. What's the use of trying to make a splurge with +borrowed money? We thought it was awful when the Barkers mortgaged +their house to buy an automobile." + +"All right," said Amos, reluctantly. "But remember, you've had your +chance and don't feel abused about our poverty." + +"I won't," replied Lydia, obediently. + +And to her own surprise, she did feel less bitter about her meager, +home-made clothing. She had had a chance to improve it and had +resisted the temptation. + +She told Ma Norton of Amos' plan, and her refusal. Ma heard her +through in silence. They were sitting as usual in the kitchen of the +Norton farmhouse. Lydia ran over nearly every Saturday afternoon but +she seldom saw Billy. Amos had refused to allow Lydia to continue +fudge selling and Ma supposed that that was why her son never spoke of +Lydia or was about when she called. + +"You did exactly right, Lydia," was Ma's verdict. "And you mustn't lay +it all to clothes, though I've always maintained that party-going boys +were just as silly about clothes as party-going girls. You're old for +your age, Lydia. It takes older men to understand you. I suppose your +class has begun to talk about graduation. It's March now." + +"Yes," said Lydia. "We've chosen the class motto and the class color. +I was chairman of the motto committee and we chose Ducit Amor +Patriae--and purple and white's our color." + +"For the land's sake," murmured Ma. "Why do you children always choose +Latin or Greek mottoes? Hardly anybody in the audience knows what they +mean. I never did get Billy's through my head." + +Lydia laughed. "We just do it to be smart! But I chose this one. +It's one John Levine gave me years ago. I thought it was a good one +for young Americans--Love of Country leads them." + +"Indeed it is. Especially with all the foreign children in the class. +I'll have to tell Billy that. He's doing fine in his law but his +father's broken-hearted over his giving up farming." + +"I'll bet he goes back to it. He's a born farmer," said Lydia. + +Late in March the valedictorian and salutatorian of the class were +chosen. The custom was for the teachers to select the ten names that +had stood highest for scholarship during the entire four years and to +submit these to the pupils of the class, who by popular vote elected +from these the valedictorian and the salutatorian. + +To her joy and surprise Lydia's was one of the ten names. So were +Olga's and Kent's. + +"Olga and Kent will get it," Lydia told Amos and Lizzie. "I'm going to +vote for them myself. All the boys are crazy about Olga and all the +girls are crazy about Kent." + +The day on which the election took place was cold and rainy. Amos +plodding home for supper was astonished to see Lydia flying toward him +through the mud a full quarter of a mile from home. + +"Daddy, they elected me valedictorian! They did! They did!" + +Amos dropped his dinner pail. "You don't mean it! How did it happen! +I never thought of such a thing." He was as excited as Lydia. + +She picked up his pail and clung to his arm as they started home. + +"I don't know how it happened. They just all seemed to take it for +granted. No one was surprised but me. Olga got four votes and Mamie +Aldrich ten and I got sixty-six! Daddy! And Mamie wasn't cross but +Olga was. Oh, isn't it wonderful!" + +"Valedictorian! My little Lydia! Scholarship and popular vote! I +wish your mother was here. What does Lizzie say?" + +Lydia giggled. "I left Lizzie carrying on an imaginary conversation +with Elviry Marshall, after she'd cried over me for half an hour. And, +Daddy, nobody was surprised but me! Not the teachers or anybody!" + +"Thank God, there's some democracy left in the world," said Amos. +"Evidently those youngsters voted without prejudice. They can give us +elders a few points. Lord, Lydia! and folks have been looking down on +us because we were poor and I'm little better than a day laborer. I'll +write to Levine tonight. He'll have to be here for the exercises." + +"And Kent is salutatorian. He won by just two votes. I've got to +begin to plan about my dress." + +"Now, I'm going to buy that dress, Lydia, if I have to borrow money. +You aren't going to begin any talk about earning it." + +"Oh, all right," said Lydia, hastily. "You won't have to borrow. +White goods is always cheap and I'll get it right away so I can put +lots of hard work on it." + +"What's your speech going to be about?" asked Amos, as they turned in +the gate. + +"I haven't had time to think about that. I'll plan it all out while +I'm sewing. I must make a V neck so I can wear the dress without the +collar to the Senior Ball." + +Lizzie was waiting supper for them and poured the tea into the sugar +bowl as she described to Amos the agonies of mind Elviry Marshall would +endure on hearing the news. Ma Norton came over during the evening to +exchange a setting of eggs but wouldn't sit down after Amos had +forestalled Lizzie in telling of Lydia's honor. She said she couldn't +wait to get home to tell Pa and Billy. + +Billy did not congratulate Lydia. He passed her just as he had during +all the months, with a curt little "Hello." To tell the truth Lydia +was heartily ashamed of herself for her shabby reception of Billy's +plea. Not that she had softened toward him! But she knew she had been +unkind and she missed the desultory companionship she had had with +Billy. + +The preparation of the dress went on amazingly well. The speech making +was less simple. As was customary, Lydia chose the class motto for her +subject and sweated inordinately to find something to say. She +complained bitterly to Miss Towne and Amos because during the four +years at High School nothing at all was taught about love of country, +or patriotism, or anything that would make the motto suggestive. + +"How about your one term of Civil Government?" asked Miss Towne. + +"Oh, I was a freshman then and I've forgotten it all,--except the +preamble to the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence." + +Lydia stopped thoughtfully. + +Amos answered her plaint indignantly. "Well, for heaven's sake! And +you a descendant of the Puritans! Lord, what's become of the old +stock! No, I won't help you at all. Think it out for yourself." + +And think it out Lydia did, sitting on the front steps with her sewing +and listening to the sighing of the pine by the gate. + +Spring flew by like the wind, and June came. There was but one flaw in +Lydia's happiness. Nobody asked her to attend the Senior Ball that was +to take place on Graduation night. To be sure, it was not an +invitation affair. The class was supposed to attend in a body but +there was, nevertheless, the usual two-ing and only a very few of the +girls who had no invitation from boys would go. Lydia, herself, would +have cut off her hand rather than appear at her own Senior Ball without +a young man. + +She had pinned some faith to Kent, until she had heard that Margery was +to be home in time for the graduating exercises. As June came on and +the tenth drew near, a little forlorn sense of the unfairness of things +began to obscure Lydia's pride and joy in her honor. On the ninth, the +last rehearsal of the speech had been made; the dress was finished and +hung resplendent in the closet; Amos himself had taken Lydia into town +and bought her white slippers and stockings, taking care to inform the +street-car conductor and the shoe clerk carelessly the wherefore and +why of his mission. + +And Lydia knew that none of her classmates was going to ask her to the +ball. "They think they've done enough in giving me the valedictory," +she thought. "As if I wouldn't exchange that in a minute for a sure +enough invitation." + +Mortified and unhappy, she avoided her mates during the last week of +school, fearing the inevitable question, "Who's going to take you, Lyd?" + +The tenth dawned, a lovely June day. Amos had half a day off and was +up at daylight, whistling in the garden. The exercises began at ten +and by half past eight, Lydia was buttoned into her pretty little +organdy, Lizzie was puffing in her black alpaca and Amos was standing +about in his black Sunday suit which dated back to his early married +days. By nine-thirty they had reached the Methodist church and Amos +and Lizzie were established in the middle of the front row of the +balcony while Lydia was shivering with fright in the choir-room where +the class was gathered. + +Somebody began to play the organ and somebody else who looked like Miss +Towne shoved Lydia toward the door and she led the long line of her +mates into the front pews. The same minister who had buried little +Patience, prayed and a quartette sang. A college professor spoke at +length, then Kent appeared on the platform. + +Good old Kent, even if he wouldn't take Lydia to parties! Kent, with +his black eyes and hair, his ruddy skin and broad shoulders, was good +to look on and was giving his speech easily and well. Lydia had heard +it a dozen times in rehearsal but now not a word Kent said was +intelligible to her. She was seeing him in a red bathing suit as he +hung Florence Dombey from a yard arm of the willow. She was hearing +him as he knelt in the snow with an arm about her shoulders, "I'm so +doggone sorry for you, Lydia." What a dear he had been! Now it all +was different. They were grown up. This day marked their growing up +and Kent didn't want to take her to parties. + +Kent bowed and took his seat. The quartette sang and somebody prodded +Lydia smartly in the back. She made her way up to the platform and +began to speak automatically. + +It was a very young and girlish speech. It was delivered with +tremendous sincerity. Yet it did not matter much what she said, for +what counted was that Lydia's contralto voice was very young and rich, +that her golden hair was like a nimbus about her head, that her lips +were red and sweet, that her cheeks were vivid and that her eyes were +very blue, very innocent and clear. + +Amos with tight clenched fists and Lizzie with her lips a thin seam of +nervous compression, were swelled with vanity and torn with fear lest +she forget her lines. + +But John Levine, who had dashed in late and stood unnoticed in the +crowd under the gallery listened intently, while he yearned over +Lydia's immature beauty like a mother. + +"And so," she ended, "when we say good-by, you all must remember that +we go out into the world resolved to live up to our motto. That we +believe with our forefathers that governments derive their just powers +from the consent of the governed. That all men are endowed by their +Creator with certain inalienable rights, among which are life, liberty +and the pursuit of happiness. And that because the New England people +in the Middle West are far from the cradle of liberty where these ideas +were born, living among foreigners it behooves the members of our class +to carry our motto into their daily life. Love of country leads us and +so farewell!" + +It was a foolish, sentimental little speech with one or two real +thoughts in it and John Levine smiled even while the tears filled his +eyes. He told himself that no one, least of all probably Lydia +herself, realized the cynical application of the class motto to Lake +City conditions. + +The diplomas were distributed. The great morning was over. After the +congratulations and the handshaking, Lydia found herself with her +father, Lizzie, Levine and Ma Norton on the way to the trolley. Lydia +walked between her father and John. + +"You'll come out to dinner, Mr. Levine," asked Lydia. + +"No, ma'am," replied the Congressman. "I return to Washington on the +12:30 train, which gives me just time to see you to the trolley." + +"Why, what's the matter?" asked Amos. + +"We vote on the Levine bill, the morning I get back to Washington. I +just ran out to see young Lydia graduate." + +Amos groaned, "John, you're a fool!" + +Levine laughed. "Lydia, am I a fool?" He looked down at the flushed +face above the dainty organdy. + +"No," she answered, giving him a swift look. "You're a goose and a +lamb." + +"So! You see you don't understand me, Amos," said John, triumphantly +as he helped Lydia aboard the street-car. "Good-by, young Lydia. I'll +be home in a week or so." + +And so the great event ended. After dinner Amos rushed back to the +factory, Lydia hung the graduation gown away in her closet and she and +Adam spent the afternoon on the lake shore, where the delicate splendor +and perfume of June endeavored in vain to prove to Lydia that the +Senior Ball was of no consequence. + +She was silent at supper, while Amos and Lizzie went over the details +of the morning again. After the dishes were washed she sat on the +steps in the dusk with Adam's head in her lap when a carriage rolled up +to the gate. A man came swiftly up the path. As he entered the stream +of lamplight from the door Lydia with a gasp recognized Billy Norton. +Billy, wearing a dress suit and carrying a bouquet of flowers! + +"Good evening, Lydia," he said calmly. "Will you go to the Senior Ball +with me?" + +Lydia was too much overcome for speech. She never before had seen a +man in a dress suit! It made of Billy a man of the world. Where was +the country boy she had snubbed? + +"Here are some flowers I hope you'll wear," Billy went on, formally. +"Would you mind hurrying? It's pretty late." + +"Oh, Billy!" breathed Lydia, at last. "Aren't you an angel!" + +She jumped to her feet and rushed through the house into her room, +leaving Billy to explain to her father and Lizzie. In half an hour the +two were seated in the carriage, an actual, party-going, city hack, and +bumping gaily on the way to the Ball. + +In her gratitude and delight, Lydia would have apologized to Billy for +her last summer's rudeness, but Billy gave her no opportunity. He +mentioned casually that he had been up on the reservation, for a week, +returning only that afternoon so that he had missed her graduation +exercises. They chatted quite formally until they reached Odd Fellows' +Hall, where the dancing had already begun. + +Lydia's first dancing party! Lydia's first man escort and he wearing a +dress suit and there were only two others in the Hall! Who would +attempt to describe the joy of that evening? Who would have recognized +Billy, the farmer, in the cool blond person who calmly appropriated +Lydia's card, taking half the dances for himself and parceling out the +rest grudgingly and discriminatingly. Kent was allowed two dances. He +was the least bit apologetic but Lydia in a daze of bliss was +nonchalant and more or less uninterested in Kent's surprise at seeing +her at a dance. + +For three hours, Lydia spun through a golden haze of melody and rhythm. +Into three hours she crammed all the joy, all the thrill, that she had +dreamed of through her lonely girlhood. At half after eleven she was +waltzing with Billy. + +"We must leave now, Lydia," he said. "I promised your father I'd have +you home by midnight." + +"Oh, Billy! Just one more two step and one more waltz," pleaded Lydia. + +"Nope," he said, smiling down into her wistful eyes. "I want to get a +stand-in with your Dad because I want to take you to more parties." + +"Oh, Billy! Do you!" breathed Lydia. "Well, I don't think there's any +one in the world has nicer things happen to them than I do! Oh, Billy, +just this waltz!" + +It would have taken a harder heart than Billy's to resist this. He +slipped his arm about her and they swung out on the floor to the +strains of The Blue Danube, than which no lovelier waltz has ever been +written. + +They did not speak. Billy, holding the slender, unformed figure gently +against his breast, looked down at the golden head with an expression +of utter tenderness in his eyes, of deep resolve on his lips. + +At the end, Lydia looked up with a wondering smile. "I didn't know any +one could be so perfectly happy, Billy. I shall always remember that +of you--you gave me my happiest moment." + +On the way home in the bumping hack, Billy seemed to relax. "Well, did +I give you a good time, Miss, or didn't I? Could Kent or Gustus have +done better?" + +"Oh, they!" cried Lydia indignantly. "But, Billy, I didn't know you +could dance." + +"I couldn't, but I've been taking lessons all winter. I'm not going to +give a girl a chance twice to call me down the way you did last summer. +Of course, this is just a second-hand dress suit, but I think it looks +all right, don't you?" + +"Billy," said Lydia, "last summer I was just a silly little girl. Now, +I'm grown up. You were the _swellest_ person at the ball to-night. +You just wait till I tell your mother about it." + +Billy went up the path with Lydia to the steps and held her hand a +moment in silence after he said, "It's a wonderful night!" + +A wonderful night, indeed! The moon hung low over the lake and the +fragrance of late lilac and of linden blooms enveloped them. Youth and +June-moonlight and silence! A wonderful night indeed! + +"You are very sweet, Lydia," whispered the young man. He laid his +cheek for a moment against her hand, then turned quickly away. + +Lydia watched the carriage drive off, stood for a moment trying to +impress forever on her mind the look and odor of the night, then with a +tremulous sigh, she went indoors. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE INDIAN CELEBRATION + + +"The oak, the maple, the birch, I love them all, but nothing is so dear +to the pine as the pine."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Lydia was tired the day after the party, tired and moody. After she +had told Lizzie and Ma Norton all about the evening, she spent the rest +of the day lying on the lake shore, with a book but not reading. Late +in the afternoon she went into the house and took Florence Dombey from +her accustomed seat in a corner of the living-room. + +For a long time she sat with Florence Dombey in her arms, looking from +the hectic china face to the scintillating turquoise of the lake and +listening to the hushed whispering of the pine. Finally with Adam +lumbering jealously after her, she climbed the narrow stairs into the +attic. + +Back under the eaves stood a packing box into which Lydia never had +looked. It contained all of little Patience's belongings. Holding +Florence Dombey in one arm, she lifted the lid of the box, catching her +breath a little as she glimpsed the cigar box furniture and a folded +little white dress. Very carefully she laid Florence Dombey beside the +furniture, leaned over and kissed her china lips and closed down the +lid of the box. Then of a sudden she dropped to the floor with her +head against the box and sobbed disconsolately. Adam gave a howl and +crowded into her lap and Lydia hugged him but wept on. + +The late afternoon sun sifted through the dusty attic window on her +yellow head. Somewhere near the window a robin began to trill his +vesper song. Over and over he sang it until at last Lydia heard and +raised her head. Suddenly she smiled. + +"There, Adam," she said, "now I'm really grown up and I feel better. +Let's go meet Dad." + +It was three or four days later that news came that the Levine bill had +passed. It was a compromise bill as John had intimated it would be to +the half breeds in the woods. Only the mixed bloods could sell their +lands. Nevertheless there was great rejoicing in Lake City. Plans +were begun immediately for a Fourth of July celebration upon the +reservation. Kent to his lasting regret missed the celebration. +Immediately after school closed he had gone into Levine's office and +had been sent to inspect Levine's holdings in the northern part of the +State. + +Levine returned the last week in June and took charge of the +preparations. Amos, who never had been on the reservation, planned to +go and Levine rented an automobile and invited Lydia, Amos, Billy +Norton and Lizzie to accompany him. + +It rained on the third of July, but the fourth dawned clear and hot. +Lydia really saw the dawn for she and Lizzie had undertaken to provide +the picnic lunch and supper for the party of five and they both were +busy in the kitchen at sunrise. At eight o'clock the automobile was at +the door. + +John drove the car himself and ordered Lydia in beside him. The rest +packed into the tonneau with the baskets. It seemed as if all Lake +City were headed for the reservation, for Levine's automobile was one +of a huge line of vehicles of every type moving north as rapidly as the +muddy road and the character of the motive power would permit. As they +neared the reservation, about eleven, they began to overtake parties of +young men who had walked the twenty miles. + +They passed the Last Chance, which was gaily hung with flags. Its yard +was packed with vehicles. Its bar was running wide open. They swung +on up the black road into the reservation, around a long hill, through +a short bit of wood to the edge of a great meadow where John halted the +car. + +On all sides but one were pine woods. The one side was bordered by a +little lake, motionless under the July sun. On the edge of the pines +were set dozens of tents and birch-bark wick-i-ups. In the center of +the meadow was a huge flagpole from which drooped the Stars and +Stripes. Near by was a grandstand and a merry-go-round and everywhere +were hawkers' booths. + +Already the meadow was liberally dotted with sight-seers of whom there +seemed to be as many Indians as whites. The mechanical piano in +connection with the merry-go-round shrilled above the calls of vendors. +Overhead in the brazen blue of the sky, buzzards sailed lazily watching. + +"Isn't it great!" cried Lydia. "What do we do first?" + +"Well," said Levine, "I'm free until three o'clock, when the speeches +begin. There'll be all sorts of Indian games going until then." + +"You folks go on," said Lizzie. "I'm going to sit right here. I never +was so comfortable in my life. This may be my only chance to see the +world from an automobile and I don't calculate to lose a minute. I can +see all I want from right here." + +The others laughed. "I don't blame you, Liz," said Amos. "I feel a +good deal that way, myself. What's the crowd round the flagpole, John?" + +"Let's go see," answered Levine. + +"How did you get the Indians to come, Mr. Levine?" asked Billy. + +"By offering 'em all the food they could eat. The majority of them +haven't any idea what it's all about. But they're just like white +folks. They like a party. Don't get crowded too close to any of them, +Lydia. They're a dirty lot, poor devils." + +The crowd about the flagpole proved to be watching an Indian gambling +game. In another spot, a pipe of peace ceremony was taking place. The +shooting galleries were crowded. Along the lake shore a yelling +audience watched birch canoe races. The merry-go-round held as many +squaws and papooses and stolid bucks as it did whites. + +The four returned to the automobile for lunch hot and muddy but well +saturated with the subtle sense of expectation and excitement that was +in the air. + +"This is just a celebration and nothing else, John, isn't it?" asked +Amos as he bit into a sandwich. + +"That's all," replied Levine. "We thought it was a good way to jolly +the Indians. At the same time it gave folks a reason for coming up +here and seeing what we were fighting for and, last and not least, it +was the Indian Agent's chance to come gracefully over on our side." + +"Did he?" asked Lydia. + +"He did. He's done more of the actual work of getting the celebration +going than I have." + +"I wonder why?" asked Billy, suddenly. + +"All there is left for him to do," said Levine. "Lydia, before the +speeches begin, go up in the pines and choose your tract. I'll buy it +for you." + +Lydia glanced at Billy. He was thinner this summer than she had ever +seen him. He was looking at her with his deep set gray eyes a little +more somber, she thought, than the occasion warranted. Nevertheless +she stirred uneasily. + +"I don't want any Indian lands," she said. "I'd always see Charlie +Jackson in them." + +"The whole thing's wrong," muttered Billy. + +Levine gave him a quick look, then smiled a little cynically. "You'd +better go along with Lydia and take a look at the pines," he suggested. +"Amos, I've already got your tract picked out. It's ten miles from +here so you can't see it to-day. Come over to the speakers' stand and +help me get things arranged." + +"I'd like to look at the pines again, anyhow," said Lydia. "Come +along, Billy." + +Lydia was wearing the corduroy outing suit of the year before and was +looking extremely well. Billy, in an ordinary business suit, was not +the man of the world of Graduation night, yet there was a new maturity +in his eyes and the set of his jaw that Lydia liked without really +observing it. Old Lizzie watched the two as they climbed the slope to +the woods. Billy strode along with the slack, irregular gait of the +farmer. Lydia sprang over the ground with quick, easy step. + +"Billy's a man grown," Lizzie said to herself, "and he's a nice fellow, +but he don't tug at my old heart strings like Kent does--drat Kent, +anyhow!" She settled herself as conspicuously as possible in the +automobile. "If Elviry Marshall would pass now, I'd be perfectly +happy," she murmured. + +Billy and Lydia entered the woods in silence and followed a sun-flecked +aisle until the sound of the celebration was muffled save for the +shrill notes of the mechanical piano, which had but two tunes, "Under +the Bamboo Tree" and the "Miserere." + +"I hate to think of it all divided into farms and the pines cut down," +said Lydia. + +Billy leaned against one of the great tree trunks and stared +thoughtfully about him. + +"I'm all mixed up, Lydia," he said. "It's all wrong. I know the +things Levine and the rest are doing to get this land are wrong, and +yet I don't see how they can be stopped." + +"Well," Lydia fanned herself with her hat, thoughtfully, "for years +people have been telling me awful things Mr. Levine's done to Indians +and I worried and worried over it. And finally, I decided to take Mr. +Levine for the dear side he shows me and to stop thinking about the +Indians." + +"You can stop thinking, perhaps," said the young man, "but you can't +stop this situation up here from having an influence on your life. +Everybody in Lake City must be directly or indirectly affected by the +reservation. Everybody, from the legislators to the grocery keepers, +has been grafting on the Indians. Your own father says the thing +that's kept him going for years was the hope of Indian lands. Margery +Marshall's clothed with Indian money." + +"And how about the influence on you, Billy?" asked Lydia with a keen +look into the young fellow's rugged face. + +"I'm in the process of hating myself," replied Billy, honestly. "I +came up here last month to see how bad off the Indians were. And I saw +the poor starving, diseased brutes and I cursed my white breed. And +yet, Lyd, I saw a tract of pine up in the middle of the reservation +that I'd sell my soul to own! It's on a rise of ground, with a lake on +one edge, and the soil is marvelous, and it belongs to a full-blood." + +There was understanding in Lydia's eyes. "Oh, the pines are +wonderful," she exclaimed. "If one could only keep them, forever! And +I suppose that's the way the Indians feel about them too!" + +"It's all wrong," muttered Billy. "It's all wrong, and yet," more +firmly, "the reservation is doomed and if we don't take some of it, +Lydia, we'll not be helping the Indians--but just being foolish." + +Lydia nodded. A hot breeze drifted through the woods and the pines +sighed deeply. + +"To have it and hold it for your children's children," exclaimed Lydia, +passionately. "You and yours to live on it forever. And yet, I'd see +a dead Indian baby and starving squaws behind every tree, I know I +would." + +"I tell you what I'm going to do," said Billy, doggedly. "I'm going to +get hold of that tract. I'm not going to deceive myself that it's all +anything but a rotten, thieving game we whites are playing, but I'm +going to do it, anyhow." + +"I'd like to myself," Lydia still had the look of understanding, "but +I'm afraid to! I'd be haunted by Charlie Jackson's eyes." + +"I'm going to get that tract. I'll pay for it, somehow, and I'll go on +doing what I can to see that the Indians get what's left of a decent +deal." + +Again the two listened to the wind in the pines, then Lydia said, "We +must get back for the speeches." + +Billy started back, obediently. + +"We're grown up, aren't we, Billy?" sighed Lydia. "We've got to decide +what we're going to do and be, and I hate to think about it. I hate +important decisions. Seems as though I'd been dogged by 'em all my +life." + +"If I had my way," cried Billy, unexpectedly, "you never should quite +grow up. You'd always be the dear little yellow-haired girl that +tramped her legs off to earn my miserable old school books. And that's +what you always will be to me--the oldest and youngest little girl! +And whether you like me or not, I'll tell you you're not going to have +any worries that I can help you ward off." + +They were emerging into the meadow and Lydia laughed up at him +mischievously, "I've always thought I overpaid for those school books. +They were fearfully used up. Oh, the speeches have begun," and Billy +was hard put to it to keep close to her as she rushed toward the +speakers' stand. + +Levine had just finished his speech when Billy and Lydia got within +hearing, and he introduced State Senator James Farwell as the chief +speaker of the day. Farwell had considerable history to cover in his +speech. He began with the Magna Charta and worked by elaborate stages +through the French Revolution, the conquest of India, the death of +Warren Hastings, the French and Indian War, the American Revolution and +the Civil War to Lincoln's Gettysburg speech. + +His audience, standing in the burning sun, was restless. The Indians, +understanding little that was said, were motionless, but the whites +drifted about, talked in undertones and applauded only when as a +fitting peak to all the efforts of the ages toward freedom, Farwell +placed the present freeing of the Indians from the reservation. + +"The great fool!" said Billy to Lydia, as Farwell finally began to bow +himself off the platform. + +Levine rose and began, "Ladies and gentlemen, this ends our program. +We thank--" + +He was interrupted here by applause from the Indians. Looking round he +saw Charlie Jackson leading forward old Chief Wolf. + +"Chief Wolf wants to say a few words," cried Charlie. + +"The program is closed," called Levine loudly. + +There was a threat in Charlie's voice. "He is going to speak!" And +there was a threat in the Indian voices that answered from the +audience, "Let speak! Let speak." + +Levine conferred hastily with Farwell and the Indian Agent, then the +three with manifest reluctance--stood back and Charlie led the old +Indian to the foot of the platform. + +Old Wolf was half blind with trachoma. He was emaciated with sickness +and slow starvation. Nevertheless, clad in the beaded buckskin and +eagle feathers of his youth, with his hawk face held high, he was a +heroic figure of a man. + +He held up his right hand and began to speak in a trembling old bass, +Charlie's young tenor translating sentence by sentence. With the first +word, the audience became motionless and silent. + +"I come from the wick-i-ups of my fathers to say one last word to the +whites. I am an old, old man. The last winter was bitter hard and I +may never see another July sun. I have lived too long. I have seen my +race change from young men strong and daring as eagles, as thrifty and +fat as brown bears, to feeble yellow wolves fit only to lap the carrion +thrown them by the whites, and to lie in the sun and die. + +"And I say to you whites, you have done this. You have moved us on and +on, promising always that each resting place shall be ours forever. +You swore by your God, in solemn council, that we could keep this +reservation forever. With room for all the peoples of the world here, +you could not find room for the Indian. You are a race of liars. You +are a race of thieves. You have debauched our young men with your +women. You have ruined our daughters with your men. You have taken +our money. And now you are entering our last home with the hand of +desolation. When the enemy enters the abiding place, the dweller is +doomed. But I place the curse of the Indian Spirit on you and the land +you are stealing. Some day it will be done to you as you have done to +us. Some day--" + +Levine stepped forward. "Jackson, take that Indian away," he commanded. + +An angry murmur came from the Indians in the audience. A murmur that +as Levine laid hold of old Wolf's arm, grew to strange calls. There +was a surging movement toward the platform. Billy jumped on a box that +he had found for a seat for Lydia. + +"Charlie!" he roared, "Charlie! Remember there are women and children +in this crowd." + +"What do I care for your women and children?" shouted Charlie. + +Then his glance fell on Lydia's golden head. She waved her hand to him +beseechingly. Charlie hesitated for a moment, then spoke loudly in +Indian to the crowd, and led old Wolf from the platform. The movement +forward of the Indians ceased. The whites moved out of the crowd and +for a moment there was a complete segregation of Indians and whites. + +Then the mechanical piano which had stopped during the speech-making +suddenly started up with a loud twang of "Under the Bamboo Tree." Two +Indian boys laughed and started on a run for the merry-go-round and the +crowd followed after. + +Billy got down from his box with a sigh of relief. "That might have +been an ugly moment," he said, "if Charlie hadn't seen you." + +"The poor things! Oh, Billy, the poor, poor things!" exclaimed Lydia. + +Billy nodded. "It's all wrong." + +The noise of hawkers began again, but something had gone out of the +celebration. The Indians stood about in groups, talking, Charlie and +Chief Wolf the center always of the largest group. + +Amos and John joined Billy and Lydia at the machine. "The war dancing +begins at sundown," said Levine. "I told the Indian Agent 'twas a risk +to let them go on, after this episode. But he laughs at me. I don't +like the look of things, though." + +"They aren't armed?" asked Amos. + +"No, but've got those pesky bows and arrows we were having them show +off with. I don't know but what I'd better get you folks home." + +"Shucks," said Amos, "I wouldn't let the Indians think they could scare +us. What could they do, poor sickly devils, anyhow?" + +"That's right," said Billy. "There's nothing can happen. I don't +think Charlie Jackson would stand for any violence." + +"I don't know about that," Levine spoke thoughtfully. "He's left Doc +Fulton and is living on the reservation again. They always revert." + +"Listen! Listen!" cried Lydia, + +There was a red glow behind the clouds low in the west. From the foot +of the flagpole came a peculiar beat of drum. A white can beat a drum +to carry one through a Gettysburg. An Indian can beat a drum to carry +one's soul back to the sacrifice of blood upon a stony altar. This +drum beat "magicked" Lydia and Billy. It was more than a tocsin, more +than a dance rhythm, more than the spring call. They hurried to the +roped-off circle round the flagpole, followed by John and Amos. + +An Indian in beaded buckskin squatted by the pole, beating a drum. +Above him the flag stirred lazily. The west was crimson. The scent of +sweet grass was heavy. There was a breathless interval while the drum +seemed to urge Lydia's soul from her body. + +Then there came the cry again followed by a wordless chant. Into the +ring, in all the multicolored glory of beads and paint, swung a dozen +moccasined braves. They moved in a step impossible to describe,--a +step grave, rhythmic, lilting, now slow, three beats to a step, now +swift, three steps to a beat. Old chiefs, half blind with trachoma, +scarred with scrofula and decrepit with starvation; young bucks, fresh +and still strong, danced side by side, turned by the alchemy of the +drum into like things, young and vivid as dawn. + +At intervals, at the bidding of the braves, squaws arose and moved +sedately into the circle. In their dark dresses they moved about the +outer edge of the circle with a side step that scarcely ruffled their +skirts. The west lost its glow. Fires flashed here and there in the +meadow. In the flickering, changing lights the dance went on and on. +The flag fitfully revealed itself above the melting, gliding, +opalescent group about the pole, that by degrees was growing larger as +was the constant rim of somber squaws, with their dumb faces +Sphinx-like in the half light. + +Lydia shivered with excitement. Billy pulled her arm through his. + +"I don't like this," he muttered. + +"What's the matter?" exclaimed Lydia. "Do you think there's going to +be trouble?" + +"I don't know. It's just something in the air. I think we'd better +find the folks and get you and Lizzie out of this." + +"I don't believe they mean any harm," said Lydia. "Lots of the whites +started home before sunset, anyhow." + +"I wish you had," replied Billy. "Gee, here it comes." + +The chant suddenly changed to a yell. The drum beat quickened, and the +great circle of dancing Indians broke and charged the crowd of whites. +A number of them drew revolvers and began firing them into the air. +Others drew taut the great bows they carried. The whites plunged +backward precipitately. + +Billy thrust Lydia behind him. "Don't move, Lyd," he cried, pushing +aside a threatening buck as he did so. + +"Kill 'em whites!" shrieked the squaws. + +"Run 'em whites off our reservation!" shouted half a dozen young bucks. + +Lydia was trembling but cool. "Good for them! Oh, Billy, good for +them!" she exclaimed. + +He did not reply. His great body circled about her, with shoulder and +elbow buffeting off the surging crowd. Thus far the whites had taken +the proceedings as a joke. Then a white woman screamed,-- + +"Run! It's a massacre!" + +"Massacre" is a horrifying word to use to whites in an Indian country. +Men and women both took up the cry,-- + +"It's a massacre! Run!" + +And the great crowd bolted. + +Like pursuing wolves, the Indians followed, beating the laggards with +their bows, shouting exultantly. Billy caught Lydia round the waist +and held her in front of him as well as he could, and for a few moments +the rush of the mob carried them on. + +Then Lydia heard Billy's voice in her ear. "If this isn't stopped, it +_will_ be a massacre. We've got to find Charles Jackson." + +"We may be killed trying to find him!" Lydia cried. + +"We've got to make a try for it, anyhow," replied Billy. "Brace your +shoulders back against my chest. I'll try to stop." + +They succeeded in holding themselves steadily for a moment against the +mob and in that moment, Billy caught a screaming squaw by the arm. + +"Susie, where's Charlie Jackson?" + +She jerked her thumb back toward the flag pole and twisted away. + +"All right! Now we'll make for the pole, Lydia, get behind me and put +your arms round my waist. Hang on, for heaven's sake." + +Lydia did hang on for a few moments. But the flight was now developing +into a free for all fight. And before she knew just how it happened, +Lydia had fallen and feet surged over her. + +She buried her face in her arms. It seemed an age to her before Billy +had snatched her to her feet. In reality she was not down for more +than two minutes. Billy swung her against his chest with one arm and +swung out with his other, shouting at Indians and whites alike. + +"You damned beasts! You dirty damned beasts." + +Lydia, bruised and shaken, clung to him breathlessly, then cried, "Go +ahead, Billy!" + +He glanced down at her and saw a streak of blood on her forehead. His +face worked and he began to sob and curse like a madman. + +"They've hurt you, the hellhounds! I'll kill somebody for this." + +Kicking, striking with his free arm, oaths rolling from his lips, he +burst through the crowd and rushed Lydia to the free space about the +flagpole where Charlie Jackson stood coolly watching the proceedings. + +Billy shook his fist under the Indian's nose. + +"Get down there and call the pack off or I'll brain you." + +Jackson shrugged his shoulders, calmly. "Let 'em have their fun. It's +their last blowout. I hope they do kill Levine and Marshall." + +Lydia pulled herself free of Billy. Her voice was trembling, but she +had not lost her head. + +"Call them off, Charlie. It'll just mean trouble in the end for all of +you if you don't." + +Charlie looked at Lydia closely and his voice changed as he said, "You +got hurt, Lydia? I'm sorry." + +"Sorry! You damned brute!" raved Billy. "I tell you, call off this +row!" + +The two young men glared at each other. Afterglow and firelight +revealed a ferocity in Billy's face and a cool hatred in Charlie's that +made Lydia gasp. The shouting of the mob, the beating of the drum was +receding toward the road. The flag snapped in the night wind. + +Billy put his face closer to Charlie's. The muscles of his jaw knotted +and his hands clenched and unclenched. + +"Call it off!" he growled. + +Charlie returned Billy's stare for a long moment. Then sullenly, +slowly, he turned and threw out across the night a long, shrill cry. +He gave it again and again. At each repetition the noise of the mob +grew less, and shortly panting, feverish-eyed bucks began to struggle +into the light around the pole. + +Then, without a word, Billy led Lydia away. The Indians passing them +shook their bows at them but they were unmolested. + +"Can you walk, Lydia? Do you think you're badly hurt?" asked Billy. + +"I'm not hurt except for this cut on my head. And I guess I'm scared +and bruised from being stepped on. That's all." + +"All! To think of me not scratched and you hurt! Your father ought to +horsewhip me!" + +"You saved me from being trampled to death!" cried Lydia, indignantly. +"Oh there's the auto." + +There it was, indeed, with old Lizzie standing in the tonneau, wringing +her hands, and Amos and Levine, dust covered and disheveled, guarding +the car with clubs. + +They all shouted with relief when they saw the two. Lydia by now had +wiped the blood from her face. + +"Billy," cried Levine, "could you run the car and the two women down +the road while Amos and I help the Agent get order here? The worst +seems to be over, for some reason." + +"Billy got Charlie Jackson to call the Indians in," said Lydia. + +"Good work!" exclaimed Amos. "Are you both all right?" + +"Yes," answered Lydia. "Go on! Billy'll take care of us." + +"I'll wait for you at the willows, a mile below Last Chance," said +Billy. + +"Land," said Lizzie, as the car swung through the hurrying whites, to +the road. "About one picnic a lifetime like this, would do me!" + +Billy was an indifferent chauffeur but he reached the willows without +mishap. + +"Now," he said, "come out in front of the lamps, Lydia, till I see what +happened to you." + +"For heaven's sake, did Lydia get hurt?" screamed Lizzie. + +"Don't fuss about me," said Lydia crossly, not offering to follow the +other two out of the car. + +Billy turned, lifted her down bodily and led her around to the lamps, +while he told Lizzie what had happened. + +The cut on the scalp was slight. Billy washed it out with water from +the brook back of the willows and Lizzie produced a clean pocket +handkerchief with which to bind it. Then they went back to the car and +ate their belated supper. After a time, Lizzie, who had the back seat +to herself, began to snore comfortably. + +Little by little, the stars were blotted out by a thin film of clouds. +Sitting under the willows with the murmur of the brook and the +fragrance of marsh grass enveloping them, the two young people did not +talk much. + +"Billy, were you scared?" asked Lydia. + +"I don't know. I only know I went crazy when I saw you were hurt. +God, Lydia--I couldn't stand that!" + +"Billy," whispered Lydia, "you're so good to me and I was so horrid to +you once." + +Billy felt her fingers on his knee and instantly the thin little hand +was enveloped in his warm fist. "Do you take it all back, Lydia?" + +"Well, the horrid part of it, I do," she hedged. + +"That's all right," returned the young man. "I'm willing to fight for +the rest of it. Don't try to pull your hand away, because I intend to +hold it till the folks come. You can't help yourself, so you have no +responsibility in the matter." + +So for an hour longer they sat, watching the summer night and waiting. +And sometimes it seemed to Lydia that they were a pioneer man and woman +sitting in their prairie schooner watching for the Indians. And +sometimes it seemed to her that they were the last white man and woman, +that civilization had died and the hordes were coming down upon them. + +Finally two dim figures approached. "All right, Lydia?" asked Amos. + +"Oh, yes! Yes!" she cried. "Are either of you hurt?" + +"No," replied Levine, "but we stayed till I'd got my half-breeds +distributed about to watch that none of the full bloods got out of the +meadow." + +"Was any one hurt?" asked Billy. + +"Oh, two or three broken heads among both Indians and whites. We got +hold of Charlie Jackson about eleven and locked him up, then we felt +secure." + +"You aren't going to hurt Charlie!" cried Lydia. + +"No, but we'll shut him up for a week or so," said Amos. "Move over, +Lizzie." + +"Goodness," exclaimed Lizzie, "I must have dozed off for a minute!" + +In the laughter that followed, Levine started the car homeward. + +During the trip, the story was told of Lydia's mishap, Billy and Lydia +interpolating each other in the telling. Amos shook hands with Billy +silently when they had finished and Levine turned round from the wheel +to say, + +"I'll not forget this night's work, Bill." + +They reached home at daylight. The Celebration made table talk and +newspaper space for several days. No real attempt was made to punish +the Indians. For once, the whites, moved by a sense of tardy and +inadequate justice, withheld their hands. + +Kent never ceased to mourn that he had missed the affair. He confided +the fact to Lydia one Sunday that he had told Levine of their +eavesdropping on him in the woods. + +"What did he say?" asked Lydia, flushing. + +"Gave me this nice fat job," replied Kent. + +Lydia stared, then she sighed. "Well, I don't understand men at all!" + +And Kent laughed. + +Lydia saw a good deal of Billy during the summer. He never spoke of +the accident to her at the Celebration, except to inquire about her +bruises which troubled her for a week or so. Lydia wondered if he was +ashamed of his wild flame of anger and his tears. She herself never +thought of the episode without a thrill, as if she had been close for +once to the primal impulses of life. + +Margery Marshall and Elviry went to Atlantic City and Newport this +summer. John Levine was sure to take supper at the cottage once or +twice a week, but he was very busy with his political work and with the +enormous sales of mixed-breed lands to the whites. + +It was just before college opened that Amos announced that he was going +to buy the one hundred and twenty acres John had set aside for him. + +"How are you going to pay for it?" Lydia asked. + +"Don't you worry, I'll tend to that," replied Amos. + +Levine was taking supper with them. "Better tell her all about it, +Amos," he said. "You know Lydia is our partner." + +"Well, she'll just worry," warned Amos. "John's going to hold it for +me, till I can get the pine cut off. That'll pay for the land." + +"How much did you pay for it, Mr. Levine?" asked Lydia. + +Levine grinned. "I forget!" + +Lydia's gaze was still the round, pellucid gaze of her childhood. She +sat now with her chin cupped in her palm, her blue eyes on Levine. To +the surprise of both the men, however, she said nothing. + +After the supper dishes were washed, and Amos was attending to the +chickens, Lydia came slowly out to the front steps where Levine was +sitting. He reached up and catching her hand pulled her down beside +him on the topmost step. She leaned her head against his arm and they +sat in silence, Lydia with her eyes on the dim outline of the pine by +the gate. + +"Lydia," said John, finally, "how does the Great Search go on? We +haven't reported for a long time." + +"I don't think I make much headway," replied Lydia. "The older I grow, +the less I understand men and I've always felt as if, if there was a +God, He was a man." + +"You mean male, rather than female," agreed John. + +"Lydia, dear, I wish you did have faith." + +"But do you believe, yourself?" urged Lydia. + +"Yes, I know that the soul can't die," said the man, quietly. "And the +thing that makes me surest is the feeling I have for you, I know that +I'll have another chance." + +"What do you mean?" asked Lydia wonderingly. + +"_That_, you'll never know," he replied. + +"Well, I know that you're a dear," said the young girl, unexpectedly, +"no matter how you get your Indian lands. And I love you to death." + +She patted his cheek caressingly, and John Levine smiled sadly to +himself in the darkness. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE HARVARD INSTRUCTOR + + +"The saddest things that I have seen are the burned pine woods and the +diseased Indians."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +The University campus was a huge square of green, elm dotted, that was +bordered on one edge for a quarter of a mile by the lake. The other +three sides were enclosed by the college buildings, great Gothic piles +of gray stone, ivy grown, with swallow haunted eaves. One entered the +campus through wide archways, that framed from the street ravishing +views of lake and elm, with leisurely figures of seniors in cap and +gown in the foreground. + +College life was not much unlike High School life for Lydia. She of +course missed the dormitory living which is what makes University +existence unique. The cottage was nearly three miles from the campus. +Lydia took a street-car every morning, leaving the house with her +father. She was very timid at first: suffered agony when called on to +recite: reached all her classes as early as possible and sat in a far +corner to escape notice. But gradually, among the six thousand +students she began to lose her self-consciousness and to feel that, +after all, she was only attending a larger High School. + +It was curious, it seemed to her, in how short a time the real High +School dropped out of her life. Miss Towne and the cooking teacher who +had had so much to do with her adolescent development, became more or +less dreamlike. And though Lydia did try to call on Miss Towne at the +High School, her days were very full and little by little she slipped +away entirely from the old environment. + +Except for flying visits home, John Levine spent the year at +Washington. He was returned to Congress practically automatically, at +the end of his term. Kent throve mightily as a real estate man. He +dashed about in a little "one lung" car with all the importance of +nineteen in business for the first time. He continued to call on Lydia +at irregular intervals in order to boast, she thought, of his real +estate acumen and of his correspondence with Margery and Olga, both of +whom were now at boarding-school. + +Lydia was taking a general course in college. In a vague way, she was +planning to become a teacher and partly because she had no aptitude for +foreign languages, and partly because of the deep impression Miss +Towne's little lecture on slang had made on her, she decided to teach +English. She therefore took not only the required course in Freshman +Composition, but an elective in Shakespeare, and was herded with fifty +others into the classroom of a young instructor fresh from Harvard. He +was a frail looking young man, smooth shaven and thin, with large, +light brown eyes behind gold rimmed eyeglasses. + +Lydia was deeply impressed from the very first by the young man's +culture. He could quote Latin and Greek quite as freely as he could +French and German and his ease in quoting the latter seemed as great as +in quoting Palgrave's Lyrics, which Lydia was sure he could quote from +cover to cover. + +If his manner was a trifle impatient and condescending, this only +served to enhance his impressiveness. And he knew his Shakespeare. +Lydia entered under his guidance that ever new and ever old world of +beauty that only the born Shakespeare lover discovers. + +The Christmas recess had come and gone before Lydia became vaguely +conscious that young Professor Willis called on her always to recite, +whether he did on any other girl in the class or not. She did not know +that from the first day she had entered his class the young professor +had been conscious of the yellow head in the furthest corner of the +classroom. It was a nobly shaped head bound round with curly yellow +braids above a slender face, red cheeked yet delicate. He was +conscious too of the home-made suit and the cheap shirtwaists, with the +pathetic attempt at variety through different colored neckties. Little +by little he recognized that the bashful young person had a mental +background not shared by her mates, and he wondered about her. + +It was early in January that he made an attempt to satisfy his +curiosity. The snowfall had been light so far and heavy winds had +blown the lake clear of drifts. Lydia often brought her skates to +class with her and if the wind were favorable skated home after her +last recitation. + +She had just fastened on her skates one day when a rather breathless +voice behind her said, + +"Going for a skate, Miss Dudley?" and Professor Willis, skates over his +shoulder, bore down on her. + +Lydia blushed vividly--"I--I often skate home. I live three miles down +the shore." + +"Rather thought I'd have a try myself, if you don't mind." + +"Heavens!" thought Lydia. "I hope he won't come clear home with me? +The house looks awful!" + +Willis fastened on his skates and stood up. "Which way?" he asked. + +Lydia nodded homeward and started off silently, the Harvard man close +beside her. + +"You enjoy your Shakespeare work, Miss Dudley?" he asked. + +"Oh, yes!" cried Lydia. "That most of anything. Don't you love to +teach it?" + +"Er--in some ways! I will admit that the co-educational end of it is +very trying to an Eastern college man." + +This was such a surprising view to Lydia that she forgot to be bashful. +"Don't you like girls, Professor Willis?" she asked. + +"Not in a boys' classroom--that is--at first the situation brought cold +sweat to my face. But now, I carry on the work to a great extent for +you. You are the only person with a background, don't you know." + +Lydia didn't know. The Harvard man's voice, however, was entirely +impersonal, so she ventured to explore. + +"What do you mean by background?" + +"If you wouldn't skate so outrageously fast," he panted, "I could tell +you with more--more aplomb." + +"But," explained Lydia, "I have to skate fast. There's always so much +to be done and old Lizzie isn't well." + +She looked at the Shakespeare professor innocently. He looked at his +watch. + +"Dear me!" he said, "I must be back in the classroom in half an hour. +Supposing we continue this conversation to-morrow, in your own home, +Miss Dudley? May I call to-morrow night?" + +"Why yes," replied Lydia, in utter embarrassment again, "if you really +want to! It's a dreadful trip,--to the end of the car line and half a +mile along the road to a white cottage after that." + +"That's nothing," said the Harvard man, gravely. "Till to-morrow night +then," and lifting his cap, he skated back, leaving Lydia in a state of +mind difficult to define. + +She told Lizzie and her father that evening. Amos looked over his +paper with a slight scowl. "You're too young to have a college +professor calling." + +"Well," cried Lydia, "you don't seem to realize how wonderful it is +that he wants to take this awful trip out here, just to see _me_. And +don't let it worry you, Daddy! He'll never want to come but once." +She looked around the living-room disgustedly. + +Amos started to speak, looked at Lizzie, who shook her head, and +subsided. The older Lydia grew, the more helpless he felt in guiding +her. It seemed to him though that Patience would be pleased to have a +professor calling on her daughter, and he let the matter go at that. + +The next day was Saturday, and Lydia started an attack on the +living-room immediately after breakfast. She re-oiled the floors. She +took down the curtains, washed and ironed them and put them up again. +She blacked the base burner and gave the howling Adam a bath. The old +mahogany worried her, even after she had polished it and re-arranged it +until the worst of the scratches were obscured. + +Her father's old wooden armchair, a solid mahogany that had belonged to +his great-grandfather, she decided to varnish. She gave it two heavy +coats and set it close to the kitchen stove to dry. By this time she +was tired out. She lay in the dusk on the old couch watching the red +eyes of the base burner, when Billy came in. + +"Just stopped on my way home to see if you'd go skating to-night," he +said. "Tired out? What've you been doing?" + +Lydia enumerated the day's activities ending with, "Professor Willis is +coming to call this evening." + +Billy gave a low whistle. "Of course, I knew they'd begin to take +notice sooner or later. But I don't see why you wanted to wear +yourself out for a sissy like him." + +"He's not a sissy. He's a gentleman," said Lydia, calmly. She was +still curled up on the couch and Billy could just distinguish her +bright hair in the red glow from the stove. + +Billy was silent for a moment, then he said, "It's a shame you have to +work so hard. I think of you so often when I see other girls in their +pretty clothes, gadding about! Doggone it! and you're worth any ten of +them. If I had my way--" + +He paused and for a moment only the familiar booming of the ice +disturbed the silence. + +"I don't mind the work so much as I do going without the pretty +clothes," said Lydia. "I suppose you'll think I'm awful silly," she +suddenly sat up in her earnestness, "but when I get to thinking about +how I'm growing up and that dresses never can mean to me when I'm old +what they do now--oh, I can't explain to a man! It's like Omar +Khayyam-- + + "'Yet ah, that Spring should vanish with the rose + That youth's sweet scented manuscript should close--' + +and my youth's going to close without the sweet scent of the rose." + +Billy made one great stride over to the couch and sitting down beside +Lydia he took her thin, work hardened little hands in his. "Lydia, no! +You don't see yourself right! All the dresses in the world couldn't +make you sweeter or more fragrant to a fellow's heart than you are now. +The only importance to the clothes is that you love them so. Don't you +see?" + +Lydia laughed uncertainly. "I see that you're a dear old blarney, +Billy. And I know one thing I have got that not one girl in a thousand +has and that is the friendship of some of the best men in the world. +In lots of ways, I'm very lucky. Honestly, I am! Trot on home, Billy. +I've got to get supper. And I don't have to work so hard, remember +that. Half my work is in trying to fix up the house." + +Billy rose reluctantly. "I'm leaving you some marshmallows," he said. +"I hope if you offer Willis one, it'll choke him, or," as he opened the +door, "maybe he'll break his leg or his neck on the way out," and he +shut the door firmly behind him. + +Amos submitted with some grumbling to being relegated to the +dining-room with Lizzie for the evening. He complained somewhat +bitterly, however, over the condition of his armchair which had refused +to dry and was in a state of stickiness that defied description. + +Old Lizzie, who was almost as flushed and bright-eyed over the expected +caller as Lydia, finally squelched Amos with the remark, "For the +land's sake, Amos, you talk like an old man instead of a man still +forty who ought to remember his own courting days!" + +Willis arrived, shortly after eight. If the trip had been somewhat +strenuous, he did not mention the fact. He shook hands with Amos, who, +always eager to meet new people, would have lingered. But Lizzie +called to him and he reluctantly withdrew. Lydia established her guest +with his back to the dining-room door and the evening began. + +The Harvard man was frankly curious. This was his first experience +west of New York and he was trying to classify his impressions. The +beauty of Lake City had intrigued him at first, he told Lydia, into +believing that he was merely in a transplanted New England town. "And +you know there are plenty of New Englanders on the faculty and many of +the people of Lake Shore Avenue are second and third generation New +Englanders. But the townspeople as a whole!" He stopped with a groan. + +"What's the matter with them?" Lydia asked, a trifle belligerently. +She was sitting on the couch, chin cupped in her hand, watching her +caller so intently that she was forgetting to be bashful. + +"Oh, you know they're so exactly like my classes in +Shakespeare--raw-minded, no background, and plenty of them are of New +England descent! I don't understand it. It's New England without its +ancient soul, your Middle West." + +"I don't know what you mean by background," said Lydia. + +"But, Miss Dudley, you have it! Something, your reading or your +environment has given you a mental referendum, as it were. You get +more out of your Shakespeare than most of your mates because you +understand so many of his references. You must have been a wide reader +or your father and mother taught you well." + +"I--you've got the wrong impression about me," Lydia protested. "I've +read always and mostly good things, thanks to Mr. Levine, but so have +many other people in Lake City." + +Professor Willis looked at Lydia thoughtfully. "Levine? I thought he +was a cheap scamp." + +Lydia flushed. "He's my best friend and a finely read man. He's kept +me supplied with books." + +"Finely read, on the one hand," exclaimed Willis, "and on the other +robbing Indians. How do you account for it?" + +Lydia did not stir. She continued with her crystal gaze on this wise +man from the East, struggling to get his viewpoint. There flashed into +her mind the thought that perhaps, when she knew him better, he could +help her on the Indian question. + +"I can't account for it," she said. "I wish I could. Except for a +French Canadian great-grandfather, Mr. Levine's a New Englander too." + +"New Englander! Pshaw! Outside of Lake Shore Avenue and the college +there are no New Englanders here. They are hollow mockeries, unless," +he stared at Lydia through his gold-rimmed glass, "unless you are a +reversion to type, yourself." + +Lizzie spoke from the dining-room. "The chocolate's all ready, Lydia." + +"Oh, I forgot," exclaimed Lydia, flying out of the room and returning +with a tray of chocolate and cake. "The cold walk must have made you +hungry." + +Willis drew up to the table, and over his cup of chocolate remarked, +"Ah--pardon me if I comment on the wonderful pieces of mahogany you +have." + +Lydia set down her cup. "Why, I hate it!" she cried. + +"Hate it! It's priceless! Family pieces? I thought so! What +delicious cake! How kind of your mother! I'd like to meet her, if I +may." + +"I made the cake, Professor Willis. My--my mother is not living." + +The Harvard man's stilted manner left him. He set down his cup +hastily. "Oh, my dear!" he exclaimed. "I was tactless! Forgive me!" +Again he looked about the room and back at Lydia's face above the +meager dress fashioned the year before from a cheap remnant. Could a +mother's death, he wondered, have put the look into her eyes and lips +he had often surprised there. "I suppose," he said finally, "that one +might explain you, eventually, if one had the privilege of knowing you +long enough, I--" + +Adam chose this moment to yelp at the dining-room door which was barely +ajar. + +"Adam, be quiet!" roared Amos. "Liz, did you see my carpet slippers +anywhere?" he added in a lower voice. + +"I brought you a book," said Willis. "Browning's Dramatic Lyrics." + +"I'd like to read them," Lydia spoke eagerly, with one ear on the +dining-room. + +Amos yawned loudly. "Did you wind the clock, Lizzie? No? Well, I +will!" Another loud yawn and Amos was heard to begin on the mechanism +of the huge old wall clock which wound with a sound like an +old-fashioned chain pump. Lydia set her teeth in misery. + +"Yes, you must add Browning to your background," said the Harvard man, +appearing undisturbed by the sounds in the next room. "Browning is +difficult at times but--" He was interrupted by a great clattering in +the dining-room. + +"Lizzie!" roared Amos. "Come here and pull this chair off of me. The +next time Lydia varnishes anything--" + +There was the sound of Lizzie pounding across the floor. The +dining-room door was banged and after that the murmur of Lizzie's voice +and subdued roars from Amos. Lydia looked at Willis in an agony of +embarrassment. + +"Well," he said, rising, "it's quite a walk back to the trolley. +Perhaps I'd better be going." + +Lydia rose with alacrity. "I'm--I'm glad you like the mahogany," she +said awkwardly. + +"Er--yes. So am I," returned Willis, making for the door as Amos +groaned again. "Good night, Miss Dudley." + +"Good night," said Lydia, and closing the door with a gasp of relief +she dashed for the dining-room. + +"Just when I'm trying to be refined and lady-like!" she wailed. Then +she stopped. + +"Lydia," roared Amos, "if you ever touch my chair again! Look at my +shirt and pants!" + +Lydia looked and from these to the chair, denuded of the two coats of +varnish. "But you knew it wasn't dry," she protested. + +"How could I remember?" cried Amos. "I just sat down a minute to put +on my slippers you'd hid." + +"I don't see why you couldn't have been quiet about it," Lydia half +sobbed. "We were having such a nice time and all of a sudden it +sounded like an Irish wake out here. It embarrassed Professor Willis +so he went right home and I know he'll never come back." + +"I should hope he wouldn't," retorted Amos. "Of course, what a college +professor thinks is more important than my comfort. Why, that varnish +went through my shirt to my skin. Liz, what are you laughing at?" + +Lizzie had suppressed her laughter till she was weak. "At you, Amos! +Till my dying day, I'll never forget how you looked prancing round the +room with that chair glued to your back!" + +"Oh, Daddy! It must have been funny!" cried Lydia, beginning to giggle. + +Amos looked uncertainly at his two women folk, and then his lips +twisted and he laughed till the tears ran down his cheeks. + +"Lydia! Lydia!" he cried, "don't try to be elegant with any more of +your callers! It's too hard on your poor old father!" + +"I won't," replied Lydia. "He likes the mahogany, anyway. But he'll +never come again," she added, with sudden gloom. "Not that I care, +stiff old Harvard thing," and she patted Adam and went soberly to bed. + +But Professor Willis did come again. Not so frequently, of course, as +to compromise his dignity. An instructor who called on freshman girls +was always laughed at. But several times during the winter and spring +he appeared at the cottage, and talked with Lydia earnestly and +intellectually. Nor did he always confine his calls to the evening. + +One Sunday afternoon in March Amos was in town with John Levine, who +was on one of his hurried visits home, when Billy Norton came over to +the cottage. + +Lydia, who was poring over "The Ring and the Book," saw at once that +something was wrong. + +"What's worrying you, Billy?" she asked. + +"Lydia," he said, dropping into Amos' chair and folding his big arms, +"you know my tract of land--the one I was going to buy from an Indian? +I paid young Lone Wolf a ten dollar option on it while I looked round +to see how I could raise enough to pay him a fair price. He's only a +kid of seventeen and stone blind from trachoma. Well, yesterday I +found that Marshall had bought it in. Of course, I didn't really think +Lone Wolf knew what an option was, but Marshall and the Indian Agent +and Levine and all the rest knew what I was trying to do, so I thought +they'd keep their hands off." + +"What a shame!" exclaimed Lydia. + +"Yes," said Billy grimly, a certain tensity in his tones that made +Lydia look at him more closely, "Yes, a shame. The way Marshall did it +was this. He looked young Lone Wolf up and gave him a bag of candy. +The Indians are crazy for candy. Then he told him to make his cross on +a piece of paper. That that was a receipt that he was to keep and if +he'd show it at the store whenever he wanted candy, he'd have all he +wanted, for nothing. And he had two half-breeds witness it. What +Marshall had done was to get Lone Wolf to sign a warranty deed, giving +Marshall his pine land. The poor devil of an Indian didn't know it +till yesterday when he showed me his 'receipt' in great glee. Of +course, they'll swear he's a mixed blood." + +Lydia was speechless with disgust for a moment, then she burst out, +"Oh, I wish that reservation had never been heard of! It demoralizes +every one who comes in contact with it." + +"Lydia," said Billy, slowly, "I'm going to expose Marshall." + +"What do you mean?" Lydia looked a little frightened. + +"I mean that I'm going to show up his crooked deals with the Indians. +I'm going to rip this reservation graft wide open. I'm not going to +touch an acre of the land myself so I can go in with clean hands and +I'm not going to forget that I came pretty close to being a skunk, +myself." + +"Oh, but, Billy!" cried Lydia. "There's John Levine and all our +friends--oh, you can't do it!" + +"Look here, Lydia," Billy's voice was stern, "are you for or against +Indian graft?" + +Lydia drew a long breath but was spared an immediate answer for there +was a knock on the door and Kent came in, followed shortly by Professor +Willis. + +"Well," said Kent, after Lydia had settled them all comfortably, "I +just left Charlie Jackson--poor old prune!" + +"Oh, how is he?" asked Lydia eagerly, "and what is he doing?" + +"He's pretty seedy," answered Kent. "He's been trying to keep the +whites off the reservation by organizing the full bloods to stand +against the half-breeds. But after a year of trying he's given up +hope. The full bloods are fatalists, you know, and Charlie has gone +back to it himself." + +"Charlie Jackson is an old schoolmate of ours." Lydia turned to Willis +and gave him a rapid sketch of Charlie's life. The Harvard man was +deeply interested. + +"Can't you get him back to his work with the doctor?" he asked Kent. + +Kent shook his head. "The only way to keep an Indian from reverting is +to put him where he never can see his people or the reservation. +Charlie's given up. He's drinking a little." + +"And still you folks will keep on, stealing the reservation!" exclaimed +Billy. + +Kent gave Billy a grin, half irritated, half whimsical. "I know it's +Sunday, old man, but don't let's have a sermon. You're a farmer, Bill, +anyhow, no matter what else you try to be." + +"Thank God for that," laughed Billy. + +"My word!" ejaculated Willis. "What a country! You spout the classics +on week days and on holidays you steal from the aborigines!" + +"Oh, here, draw it mild, Professor!" growled Kent. + +"Well, but it's true," exclaimed Lydia. "Where's our old New England +sense of fairness?" + +"That's good too," said Kent. "Who was brisker than our forefathers at +killing redskins?" + +"Altogether a different case," returned the Harvard man. "Our +forefathers killed in self-defense. You folks are killing out of +wanton greed." + +"That's the point, exactly," said Billy. + +Kent gave his cheerful grin. "Call it what you please," he laughed. +"As long as the whites _will_ have the land, I'm going to get my share." + +Nobody spoke for a moment. Lydia looked from Billy to Kent, and back +again. Kent was by far the handsomer of the two. He had kept the +brilliant color and the charming glow in his eyes that had belonged to +his boyhood. He dressed well, and sat now, knees crossed, hands +clasped behind his head, with easy grace. Billy was a six-footer, +larger than Kent and inclined to be raw-boned. His mouth was humorous +and sensitive, his gray eyes were searching. + +"Let's not talk about it," Lydia said. "Let's go out in the kitchen +and pop corn and make candy." This with a little questioning glance at +the professor of Shakespeare. He, however, rose with alacrity, and the +rest of the afternoon passed without friction. Willis developed a +positive passion for making popcorn balls and he left with Kent at dusk +proudly bearing off a bag of the results of his labors. + +Billy stayed after the rest and helped Lydia to clean up the dishes. +Kent would never have thought of this, Lydia said to herself with a +vague pang. When they had finished Billy gravely took Lydia's coat +from the hook and said, "Come, woman, and walk in the gloaming with +your humble servant." + +Lydia giggled and obeyed. There was still snow, in the hollows but the +road was clear and frozen hard. They walked briskly till a rise in the +road gave them a view of the lake and a scarlet rift in the sky where +the sun had sunk in a bank of clouds. + +"Now, Lydia," said Billy, "answer my question. Are you for or against +Indian graft?" + +"I just won't take sides," announced Lydia, obstinately. + +Billy stepped round in front of the young girl and put both hands +gently on her shoulders. "Look at me, Lydia," he said. "You have to +take sides! You can't escape it. You mean too much to too many of us +men. You've got to take a perfectly clear stand on questions like +this. It means too much to America for you not to. Your influence +counts, in that way if in no other, don't you see." + +Lydia's throat tightened. "I won't take sides against Mr. Levine," she +repeated. + +"Do you mean that you don't want me to expose Marshall?" asked Billy. + +"You've no right to ask me that." Lydia's voice was cross. + +"But I have. Lydia, though you don't want it, my life is yours. No +matter whether we can ever be anything else, we are friends, aren't we, +friends in the deepest sense of the word,--aren't we, Lydia?" + +Lydia stared at Billy in silence. Perhaps it was the glow from the +west that helped to deepen and soften his gray eyes, for there was +nothing searching in them now. There was a depth and loyalty in them +and a something besides that reminded her vaguely of the way John +Levine looked at her. A crow cawed faintly from the woods and the wind +fluttered Billy's hair. + +Friendship! Something very warm and high and fine entered Lydia's +heart. + +"Yes, we are friends. Billy," she said slowly. "But oh, Billy, don't +make me decide that!" + +"Lydia, you must! You can't have a friend and not share his problems +and you can't live in a community and not share its problems, if you're +going to be worth anything to the world." + +"But if the problems really meant anything to you," protested Lydia, +"you wouldn't depend on some girl to shove you into them." + +"But men do. They are built that way. Not _some_ girl but _the girl_. +Every great cause was fought for some woman! Oh, Lydia, Lydia!" + +"Billy," Lydia looked away from him to the lake, "you'll have to let me +think about it. You see, it's deciding my attitude toward all my +friends, even toward Dad. And I hadn't intended ever to decide." + +"And will you tell me, to-morrow, or next day, Lydia?" + +"I'll tell you as soon as I decide," she answered. + +Amos brought John Levine home with him for supper. It seemed to Lydia +that Levine never had been dearer to her than he was that evening. +After supper, they drew up around the base burner in the old way, while +the two men smoked. Lizzie sat rocking and rubbing her +rheumatism-racked old hands and Adam, who snored worse as he grew old, +wheezed with his head baking under the stove. Levine did not talk of +the Indians, to Lydia's relief, but of Washington politics. As the +evening drew to a close, and Amos went out to his chickens as usual +after Lizzie had gone to bed, John turned to Lydia. + +"What are you reading, these days, young Lydia?" + +"Browning--'The Ring and the Book,'" replied Lydia. + +John shook his head. "Really grown up, aren't you, Lydia? Do you +enjoy being a young lady?" + +"Yes, I do, only I miss the old days when I saw so much of you." + +"Do you, my dear?" asked Levine, eagerly. "In what ways do you miss +me?" + +"Oh, every way! No one will ever understand me as you do." + +"Oh, I don't know. There are Billy and Kent." + +Lydia shook her head, though Billy's face in the moonlight after the +graduation party, returned unexpectedly to her memory as she did so. + +"There'll never be any one like you." Then moved by a sudden impulse +she leaned toward him and said, "No matter what happens, you will +always know that I love you, won't you, Mr. Levine?" + +John looked at the wistful face, keenly. "Why, what could happen, +young Lydia?" + +"Oh, lots of things! I'm grown up now and--and I have to make +decisions about the rightness and the wrongness of things. But no +matter what I decide, _nothing_ can change my love for you." + +"Lydia, come here," said Levine, abruptly. + +In the old way, Lydia came to his side and he pulled her down to the +arm of his chair. For a moment they sat in silence, his arm about her, +her cheek against his hair, staring into the glowing stove. + +"When you were just a little tot," said Levine at last, "you were full +of gumption and did your own thinking. And I've been glad to see you +keep the habit. Always make your own decisions, dear. Don't let me or +any one else decide matters of conscience for you. 'To thine own self +be true and it must follow as the night the day, thou canst not then be +false to any man.' Eh, little girl?" + +He rose as he heard Amos coming in the back door, and with his hand +under Lydia's chin, he looked long and earnestly into her eyes. Then +as Billy had done earlier in the evening, he sighed, "Oh, Lydia! +Lydia!" and turned away. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE INVESTIGATION BEGINS + + +"Nothing is so proud or so brave as the young pine when it first tops +the rest of the forest."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +For several days Lydia was unhappy and absent-minded. At first, in her +thoughts she was inclined to blame Billy for forcing this turmoil of +mind on her. But, a little later, she admitted to herself that for +years, something within her had been demanding that she take a stand on +the Indian question something to which Charlie Jackson and Billy had +appealed, something which Kent and John Levine had ignored. Yet +neither Charlie nor Billy had really forced her to a decision. + +Lydia was grown up. All her young life she had carried the +responsibilities and had faced the home tragedies that come usually +only to grown folk. Now, in her young womanhood it was natural and +inevitable that she should turn to the larger responsibilities of the +living world about her in order to satisfy the larger needs of her +maturity. + +Yet, still old affection fought with new clarity of vision. Old +loyalty quarreled with new understanding. Bit by bit she went over her +thinking life, beginning with her first recollection of Charlie Jackson +in the class in Civil Government, and all that was feminine and blind +devotion in her fought desperately with all that education and her +civic-minded forefathers had given her. + +Coming home from her last recitation, one mild afternoon, she stopped +at the gate and looked up into the pine tree. Its scent carried her +back to the cloistered wood on the reservation and once more the desire +for the soil was on her. She leaned against the giant tree trunk and +looked out over the lake, steel blue and cold in the March sunshine. +And there with the lowing of the Norton herds and the hoarse call of +the crows mingling with the soft voice of the pine and the lapping of +the lake, she made her decision. For clearly as though the pine had +put it into words, something said to Lydia that it was not her business +to decide whether or not the Indians deserved to live. It was her +business to recognize that in their method of killing the Indians, the +whites had been utterly dishonorable. That her refusing to take a +stand could not exonerate them. History would not fail to record the +black fact against her race that, a free people, the boasted vanguard +of human liberty, Americans had first made a race dependent, then by +fraud and faithlessness, by cruelty and debauchery, were utterly +destroying it. And finally, that by closing her eyes to the facts, +because of her love for Levine, she was herself sharing the general +taint. + +It was Lydia's first acknowledgment of her responsibility to America, +and it left her a little breathless and trembling. She turned back to +the road and made her way swiftly to the Norton place. She did not go +into the house, but down the lane where she could see Billy putting up +the bars after the cattle. He waited for her, leaning against the +rails. + +"Billy," she said, panting, her cheeks bright and her yellow hair +blowing, "I'm against the Indian grafting." + +Billy put out his hand, solemnly, and the two shook hands. For all +Billy was four years older than Lydia, they both were very, very young. +So young that they believed that they could fight single-handed the +whole world of intrigue and greed in which their little community was +set. So young that they trembled and were filled with awe at the vast +importance of their own dreams. And yet, futile as they may seem, it +is on young decisions such as these that the race creeps upward! + +"What are you going to do, Billy?" asked Lydia. + +"I'm going to get a government investigation started, somehow," he +replied. "It'll take time, but I'll get it." + +Lydia looked at him admiringly, then she shivered a little. "I hate to +think of it, but I'll stand by you, Billy, whatever you do." + +"I'm going into ex-Senator Alvord's law office this June. I'll bet +he'll help. He's so sore at Levine. It'll be lovely muckraking, Lyd!" + +"I hate to think of it," she said unsteadily. "Lizzie is miserable, +to-day. Will you tell your mother, Billy, and ask her to come over to +see her this evening? I mustn't stop any longer now." + +Poor old Lizzie was miserable, indeed. For years, she had struggled +against rheumatism, but now it had bound her, hand and foot. Ma Norton +came over in the evening. Lizzie was in bed shivering and flushed and +moaning with pain. + +"Now, don't bother about me," she insisted. "Lydia's threatening to +stay home to-morrow, and I tell you I won't have it," and the poor old +soul began to cry weakly. + +Ma pulled the covers over the shaking shoulders. "If I were you, +Lizzie, I'd think about getting well and let Lydia do what she thinks +best. A day or so out of school isn't going to count in the long run +with a young thing like her." + +She waited till Lizzie slept, then she told Lydia and Amos that Dr. +Fulton had better be called, and Amos with a worried air, started for +town at once. + +Dr. Fulton shook his head and sighed. + +"She's in for a run of rheumatic fever. Get some extra hot water +bottles and make up your mind for a long siege, Lydia." + +And it was a long siege. Six weeks of agony for Lizzie, of nursing and +housework and worrying for Lydia. Ma Norton and the neighbors gave +what time they could, but the brunt, of course, fell on Lydia. She +fretted most about her college work. Sitting by Lizzie's bed, when the +old lady dozed in her brief respites from pain, she tried to carry on +her lessons alone, but with indifferent success. She was too tired to +concentrate her mind. Trigonometry rapidly became a hopeless tangle to +her; Ancient History a stupid jumble of unrelated dates. And most of +all, as the days went by, she felt the indifference of University folk. +Nobody cared that she had dropped out, it seemed to her. + +Billy called every evening on his way home to supper. He filled water +buckets, chopped wood and fed the chickens, that Amos might be free to +take Lydia's place. John Levine sat up two or three nights a week. +Kent came out once a week, with a cheery word and a basket of fruit. +And at frequent intervals, the Marshall surrey stopped at the gate and +Elviry or Dave appeared with some of Elviry's delicious cookery for +Lydia and Amos. + +One afternoon in April when Lizzie had at last taken a turn for the +better, Lydia elected to clean the kitchen floor. She was down on her +hands and knees scrubbing when there came a soft tap on the open door. +She looked up. Professor Willis was standing on the steps. + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Lydia, rising with burning cheeks. + +"I--I couldn't make any one hear at the front door. I came to see why +you didn't come to class." + +Lydia was wearing a faded and outgrown blue gingham. Her face was +flushed but there were black rings round her eyes, and she was too +tired to be polite. + +"I think it's just awful for you to come on me, scrubbing floors! You +should have knocked at the front door, till I heard," she said, crossly. + +The Harvard man looked at her seriously. "I really never saw a girl +playing golf look as pretty as you do, scrubbing floors. May I come +in?" + +He did not wait for an invitation but stepped over the pail and brush +to the chair beside the table. An open book lay on the chair. He +picked it up. "'Ancient Rome,'" he read. + +"I'm trying to keep up." Lydia was drying her red hands on the roller +towel. Her shoulders drooped despondently. "What's the use of trying +to be a lady," she said, suddenly, "when you have to fight poverty like +this! You oughtn't to have come on me this way!" + +The Harvard man looked from the immaculate kitchen to the slender girl, +with her fine head, and then at the book in his hand. + +"Of course, I've never known a girl like you. But I should imagine +that eventually you'll achieve something finer out of your poverty than +the other girls at the University will out of their golf and tennis. I +don't fancy that our New England mothers were ashamed of scrubbing +floors." + +He looked at her with a smile on his pale face. Suddenly Lydia smiled +in return. "Sit down while I make us some tea," she said. "I'll never +try to play lady with you again." + +Willis stayed with her an hour, sitting in the kitchen where the open +door showed the turquoise lake through a gray-green net of swelling +tree buds. He did not leave till Lizzie wakened. He cleared up the +tangle in Lydia's trigonometry for her and went over the lost lessons +in Shakespeare, all the while with a vague lump in his throat over the +wistful eagerness in the blue eyes opposite his, over the thin, red, +watersoaked hands that turned the leaves of the books. + +When Billy called that evening he found Lydia more cheerful than she +had been in weeks. When she told him of her caller he looked at her +thoughtfully and growled, "I hope he chokes," and not another word did +he say while he finished Amos' chores. + +Professor Willis came out regularly after this and when Lydia returned +to class work in May, she was able to work creditably through the +reviews then taking place and in June to pass the examinations. + +During all this time she said nothing to Billy about his muckraking +campaign. In spite of her high resolves she half hoped he had given it +up. But she did not know Billy as well as she thought she did. He +finished his law course in June and entered ex-Senator Alvord's office +as he had planned. There was another election in the fall and John +Levine was returned to Congress, this time almost without a struggle. +So many of the voters of the community were profiting by the alienating +of the mixed-blood pines that it would have been blatant hypocrisy on +the part of Republicans as well as Democrats to have opposed him. In +fact, thanks to Levine, the town had entered on a period of +unprecedented prosperity. The college itself had purchased for a song +a section of land to be used as an agricultural experiment station. + +Like a bomb, then, late in December fell the news that the Indian +Commissioner had been called before a senate committee to answer +questions regarding the relations of Lake City to the reservation. +While following close on the heels of this announcement came word that +a congressional commission of three had been appointed to sit at Lake +City to investigate Indian matters. + +"Billy, how did you do it?" asked Lydia, in consternation. He had +overtaken her one bitter cold January afternoon, on her way home from +college. + +"I didn't do much," said Billy. "I just got affidavits, dozens of +them, showing frauds, and gave them to Senator Alvord. He has a lot of +influence among the Democratic senators and is a personal friend of the +President. It was a wonderful chance, he saw, to hurt the Republicans, +even though there were Democrats implicated. The Indian Commissioner +and Levine are both Republicans, you know. Then, when he finally got +the hearing before the Senate Committee, he smuggled Charlie Jackson +and Susie and old Chief Wolf down there. Nobody here knows that." + +Lydia's lips were set tightly as she plodded along the snowy road. + +"Billy," she said, finally, "are you doing this to get even with Dave +Marshall?" + +"Lydia!" cried Billy, catching her arm and forcing her to stop and face +him. "Don't you know me better than that? Don't you?" + +"Then why are you doing it?" demanded Lydia. + +"I'm doing it because I'm ashamed of what New Englanders have done with +their heritage. And I'm doing it for you. To make a name for you. +Look at me. No, not at the lake, into my eyes. You are going to marry +me, some day, Lydia." + +"I'm not," said Lydia flatly. + +Billy laughed. "You can't help yourself, honey. It's fate for both of +us. Come along home! You're shivering." + +"When you talk that way, I hate you!" exclaimed Lydia, but Billy only +laughed again. + +Amos at first was furious when he heard of the investigation. He, with +every one else in town, was eager to know who had started the trouble. + +"Some sorehead," said Amos, "who couldn't get all the land he wanted, +I'll bet. And a sweet time the commission will have. Why, they'll +have to dig into the private history of every one in Lake City. It'll +ruin Levine! Oh, pshaw! No, it won't either! He can get everything +whitewashed. That's the way American investigations always end!" + +But Levine could not get everything whitewashed. The group of three +commissioners sat for months and in that time they exposed to the +burning sun of publicity the muck of thievery and dishonor on which +Lake City's placid beauty was built. + +By some strange turn of fortune, Congress had chosen three honest men +for this unsavory task, three men grimly and unswervingly determined to +see the matter through. They sat in rooms in the post-office building. +In and out of the building day after day passed the Indians to face the +sullen and unwilling whites summoned to hear and answer what these +Indians had to say of them. Charlie Jackson acted as interpreter. +Lydia saw him once or twice on the street when he nodded coolly. He +had dropped his white associates completely. + +The local papers refused to report the commission's session. But +papers outside the State were voracious for the news and little by +little tales were published to the world that made Lake City citizens +when out of the city, hesitate to confess the name of their home town. + +The leading trustee of the Methodist Church was found to have married a +squaw in order to get her pine and her pitiful Government allowance. +His white wife and children left him when this was proved to them, and +it was proved only when the starving squaw and her starving children +were finally acknowledged by the trustee before the commission. + +The Methodists were held up to scorn for a few months until a prominent +Presbyterian who was the leading grocer in town was found to have +supplied the Indian Agent for years with tainted groceries for the +Indians. + +The most popular dentist in town filled teeth for the Indians whenever +they received their allowances. His method of filling was simple. He +drove empty copper cartridge caps over the teeth. These when burnished +made a handsome showing until gangrene set in. The afflicted Indians +were then turned over to a popular young doctor of Lake City who took +the next year's allowance from the bewildered patients. + +Marriage after marriage of squaws with Lake City citizens was +unearthed, most of these same citizens also having a white family. +Hundreds of tracts of lands that had been obtained by stealing or by +fraud from full bloods were listed. Bags of candy, bits of jewelry, +bolts of cotton had been exchanged for pine worth thousands of dollars. + +It was a nerve-racking period for Lake City. Whether purposely or not, +the net did not begin to close round John Levine till toward the end of +the hearing. Nor did Levine come home until late in the summer, when +the commission had been sitting for some months. + +In spite of a sense of apprehension that would not lift, the year was a +happy one for Lydia. In the first place, she went to three college +dancing parties during the year. The adaptability of the graduation +gown was wonderful and although Lydia knew that she was only a little +frump compared with the other girls, Billy, who took her each time, +always wore the _dress suit_! So she shone happily in reflected +elegance. + +In the second place, three men called on her regularly--Billy, Kent and +Professor Willis. + +In the third place, Kent asked her to go with him to the last party +and, to Lydia's mind, a notable conversation took place at that time. + +"Thanks, Kent," said Lydia, carelessly, "but I'm going with Billy." + +"Billy! Always Billy!" snorted Kent. "Why, you and I were friends +before we ever heard of Billy!" + +"Yes," returned Lydia calmly, "and in all these years this is the first +time you've asked me to go to a party. I've often wondered why." + +Kent moved uncomfortably. "Pshaw, Lyd, you know I always went with +some girl I was having a crush on--that was why." + +"And don't you ever ask a girl to go to a party unless you have a crush +on her?" asked Lydia, mischievously. + +Kent gave her a clear look. "No!" he replied. + +Lydia flushed, then she said, slowly, "That's only half true, Kent. +You've always liked me as I have you. But you've always been ashamed +of my clothes. I don't blame you a bit, but you can imagine how I feel +about Billy, who's taken me, clothes or no clothes." + +It was Kent's turn to flush and he did so to such an extent that Lydia +was sorry for him while she waited for him to answer. + +"Hang it, Lyd, I've been an infernal cad, that's all!" + +"And," Lydia went on, mercilessly, "I've got nothing to wear now but +the same old graduating dress. I suppose you were hoping for better +things?" + +"Stop it!" Kent shouted. "I deserve it, but I'm not going to take it. +I'm asking you for just one reason and that is, I've waked up to the +fact that you're the finest girl in the world. No one can hold a +candle to you." + +There was a sudden lilt in Lydia's voice that did not escape Kent as +she answered laughingly, "Well, if you feel the same after seeing +Margery this summer, I'll be glad to go to one of the hops next fall +with you, and thank you, deeply, Mr. Moulton." + +"All right," said Kent, soberly. "The first hop next fall is mine and +as many more as I can get." + +It was late in the spring and after the conversation with Kent, that it +began to be rumored about town that ex-Senator Alvord's office was at +the bottom of the Indian investigation. Billy had been called in to +testify and had shown an uncanny amount of knowledge of fraudulent land +deals and Alvord had corroborated many of his statements. + +Kent accused Billy of this openly, one Sunday afternoon at Lydia's. +They were sitting on the lake shore, for the day was parching hot. +Both the young men were in flannels and hatless, and lolled on the +grass at Lydia's feet, as she sat with her back against a tree. She +noticed how Kent was all grace, and ease, while Billy, whose face had +lately become thinner, was all gaunt angles. + +"I'm willing to take the blame, if necessary," said Billy. + +Kent sat up with sudden energy. "Look here, if it once got round town +that you're the father of this, you'll be run out of Lake City." + +Billy laughed. "Oh, no I won't! All you respectable citizens have got +too many troubles of your own." + +"Nice thing to do to your friends and neighbors, Bill," Kent went on, +excitement growing in his voice as he realized the import of Billy's +acknowledgment. "What the deuce did you do it for?" + +Billy shrugged his shoulders and said nothing. Kent appealed to Lydia. +"Would you have gone to parties with him if you'd known what he was +doing to his town, Lyd?" + +Billy was still lying on both elbows, industriously herding a pair of +ants. He did not look up at Lydia as she stared at his massive blond +head. + +"Kent, I knew it," said Lydia, after a pause. + +"You knew it! You let a lot of sickly sentimentality ruin Lake City in +the eyes of the world? Not only that. Think what's coming to John +Levine! Think what's coming to me, though I've done little enough!" + +"Then I'm glad it came to stop you; while you'd still done little!" +cried Lydia. + +"Nonsense!" snapped Kent. "Of course, you don't expect anything but +gush from a girl about the Indians. But I don't see what you get out +of it, Bill. Who's paying you? Are you going to run for president on +the purity ticket?" + +"There's no use in my trying to tell you why I did it," grunted Billy. + +"No, there isn't," agreed Kent. "But I'll tell you this much. Bill, +you and I break right here and now. I've no use for a sneak." + +Again Billy shrugged his shoulders. Lydia looked at the two in +despair, then she smiled and cried, "Oh, there's Margery! Isn't she +lovely!" + +It was Margery, just home from boarding-school, where she gaily +announced as she shook hands she had been "finally finished." + +"Though," she added. "Daddy wants to pack me right off again because +of this silly investigation. As if I wanted to miss the fun of viewing +all our best family skeletons!" + +"Margery," cried Lydia, quickly, "you're so beautiful that you're +simply above envy. What a duck of a dress!" + +"Isn't it!" agreed Margery. "Kent, do get me a chair. I'll spoil all +my ruffles on the grass. Well! Here I am! And what were you all +discussing so solemnly when I interrupted?" + +"Indian graft!" said Billy, laconically. + +"Isn't it awful! And isn't it funny! You know, I was actually proud +that I lived in Lake City. The girls used to point me out in school to +visitors." + +Margery, exquisite in her dainty gown, her wonderful black eyes +gleaming with fun, as a sample of Lake City dishonesty appealed to the +sense of humor of her audience and they all laughed, though Lydia felt +her throat tighten strangely as she did so,--Margery, made exquisite on +the money of blind squaws and papooses that froze to death! + +"Daddy is all worked up, though I told him they certainly hadn't done +anything much to him, so far, and I'd feel real neglected if they +didn't find he had an Indian wife up his sleeve," Margery went on. +"Oh, Billy, by the way. Daddy says he thinks Senator Alvord started +the whole thing. Did he?" + +"Yes, and I helped," replied Billy shortly. + +"Well, I think you ought to be ashamed of yourself," cried Margery, +airily. "Don't you, Lydia?" + +"No, I don't, I'm proud of him, though I'm scared to death," said +Lydia. "Things are so much worse than I thought they'd be." + +"Well, I just tell you, Billy Norton," there was a sudden shrill note +in Margery's voice, "if anything really horrid is unearthed about +Daddy, I'll never speak to you again. Would you, Kent?" + +"I don't intend to anyhow," replied Kent, coolly. "How'd you come out, +Marg?" + +"I walked from the trolley. I'd no idea it was so hot." + +"Let me take you home in my toot-toot." + +"But I just got here," protested Margery. + +"It's now or never," said Kent, rising, "I've got to run along." + +"Oh, if it's that serious!" Margery took Kent's arm. "By-by, Lydia! +Come over and see my new dresses." + +After they were gone, Billy sat up and looked at Lydia. Neither spoke +for a few moments. The sun was sinking and all the world was enveloped +in a crimson dust. There had been a drought now for six weeks. Even +Amos' garden was languishing. + +"Lydia," said Billy, "I'm going to quit. You know I've worked with +Charlie Jackson right along." + +"Quit? But Billy, why I--I didn't think you minded Kent and Margery +that much!" + +"I don't mind them at all. But, Lydia, I found yesterday my father got +one hundred and twenty acres from a ten-year-old full-blood boy for +five dollars and a bicycle. Last week Charlie unearthed a full-blood +squaw from whom your father had gotten two hundred and forty acres for +an old sewing machine and twenty-five dollars. I've done so much for +the Indians and Charlie is so fond of you that he'll shut these Indians +up, but I can't go on, after that, of course." + +Lydia was motionless. Over the house top, the great branches of the +pine were turned to flames. The long drawn notes of a locust sounded +above the steady drone of the crickets. Lydia had a curiously old +feeling. + +"I can't go on, Lydia," Billy repeated. "My fine old father and dear +old Amos! I can't." + +"Yes, you'll go on, Billy," Lydia's voice was very low. "After I faced +what would come to John Levine through this, I can face anything." + +Billy gave a little groan and bowed his head on Lydia's knee. Suddenly +she felt years older than Billy. She smoothed his tumbled blond hair. + +"Go on, Billy. Our ancestors left England for conscience' sake. And +our grandfathers both laid down their lives for the Union." + +Lydia ended with a little gulp of embarrassment. Billy caught her hand +and sat up, looking eagerly through the gloaming at her face. + +"I told you all the battles of the world were fought for a woman," he +said. "Dear, I'll go on, though it'll break mother's heart." + +"It won't break her heart," said Lydia. "Women's hearts don't break +over that sort of thing." + +"Lydia!" called Amos from the doorway, "aren't you going to give me any +supper to-night?" + +"Lord, it's two hours past milking time!" groaned Billy, and he started +on a dog-trot for home. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +DUCIT AMOR PATRIAE + + +"The same soil that nourishes the Indian and the white, nourishes me. +Yet they do not know that thus we are blood brothers."--_The Murmuring +Pine_. + + +It was the last week in August when John Levine was summoned before the +commission. Lydia and Amos were summoned with him. + +Lydia was frightened, Amos was irritable and sullen by turns after the +summons finally came. They were due at the hearing at nine o'clock and +arrived a little late. Amos had refused to be hurried. + +The room in which the hearing was held was big and cool, with a heavily +carpeted floor and walls lined with black walnut bookcases. There were +two long tables at one end of the room behind one of which sat the +three commissioners. At the other table were the official +stenographers and Charlie Jackson. Before the tables were chairs and +here were John Levine and Kent, Pa Norton, and Billy, old Susie and a +younger squaw, with several bucks. + +Lydia and her father dropped into empty seats and Lydia gave a little +sigh of relief when Levine caught her eye across the room and smiled at +her. She looked at the commissioners curiously. They were talking in +undertones to one another and she thought that they all looked tired +and harassed. She knew them fairly well from the many newspaper +pictures she had seen of them. The fat gentleman, with penetrating +blue eyes and a clean-shaven face, was Senator Smith of Texas. The +roly-poly man, with black eyes and a grizzled beard, was Senator Elway +of Maine, and the tall, smooth-shaven man with red hair was Senator +James of New York. + +"Mr. Levine," said Senator Smith, suddenly, "we are sorry to have to +put you to this inconvenience. Believe us, we find our task no more +savory than you do." + +Levine gave his slow, sardonic grin. "Don't apologize, gentlemen. +Only make the ordeal as short as you can." + +"We have done that," said Elway. "We found that you had carried on so +many--er--transactions that we finally decided to choose three or four +sample cases and let our case stand on those. First, we have found +that full bloods have been repeatedly sworn as mixed bloods, in order +that their lands might be alienated. A curious idea, Mr. Levine, to +attempt to legalize an illegality by false swearing. Jackson, call +Crippled Bear." + +Charlie, who had been sitting with arms folded, his somber eyes on +Lydia, spoke quickly to one of the bucks, who rose and took the empty +chair by Charlie. + +He began to talk at once, Charlie interpreting slowly and carefully. + +"I am a mixed blood. I speak English pretty well when I am with only +one white. With so many, my English goes. Many moons ago the man +Levine found me drunk in the snow. He picked me up and kept me in his +house over night. When I was sober, he fed me. Then he made this +plan. I was to gather half a dozen half-breeds together, he could +trust. In the spring he would come up to the reservation and talk to +us. I did this and he came. We were very hungry when he met us in the +woods and he gave us food and money. Then he told us he was going to +get the big fathers at Washington to let us sell our pines so we could +always have money and food. Never be hungry any more--never." + +Charlie's voice was husky as he said this and he looked at Levine with +his teeth bared, like a wolf, Lydia thought. + +"Then he said while he was getting that done, he would pay us a little +every month to go through the woods and chop down the best trees. The +Big Father will let whites get 'dead and down' timber out of Indian +woods, he said. But not let whites cut any. So we say yes, and though +full bloods are very mad when we cut down big trees, we do it. For +many moons we do it and in winter, white men haul it to sawmills. + +"Every little while, Levine comes up there and we have a council and +tell him everything that happens. All about things Marshall and other +whites do. And he pays us always. Then he tells us that the Big +Father will let mixed bloods sell their pine lands but not full bloods. +So then we agree when he wants any full blood land to swear that any +full blood is mixed. And we have done this now, perhaps twenty times." + +The mixed blood and Charlie paused, and Levine leaned forward. +"Crippled Bear," he said, "why did you tell all this?" + +Crippled Bear Jerked a swarthy thumb at Billy Norton. "That white," he +answered in English, "tell me if I tell truth, maybe I get back all +lands and pine. I like that, you un'stand--for then I sell 'em again, +un'stand." + +A little ripple of laughter went through the room, though John himself +did not smile. He looked at young Norton with his black eyes half +closed. + +Mr. Smith took up a paper. "I have here, Mr. Levine, a statement of +your dealings with the Lake City Lumber Company. You have had sawed by +them during the past six or eight years millions of feet of pine +lumber. I find that you are holding Indian lands in the name of Lydia +Dudley and her father, Amos Dudley, these lands legally belonging to +full bloods. Amos Dudley is also the purchaser of land from full +bloods, as is William Norton, Senior, through you." + +Levine rose quickly. "Gentlemen," he exclaimed, "surely you can find +enough counts against me without including Miss Dudley, who has never +heard of the matters you mention." + +Commissioner James spoke for the first time. "Suppose we go on with +the witnesses before we open any discussion with Mr. Levine. Jackson, +what have these squaws to tell? Or first, what about the other bucks?" + +When Charlie had called the last of these Levine spoke, "I'd like to +call the Government Roll-maker, Mr. Hardy." + +A small man, who had slipped into the room unnoticed during the +proceedings, came forward. + +"What is your business, Mr. Hardy?" asked Levine. + +"I am sent here by the Indian office to make a Roll of the Indians on +this reservation, in the attempt to discover which are full and which +mixed bloods." + +"Do you find your task difficult, Mr. Hardy?" Levine's voice was +whimsical. + +"Very! The Government allows a man to claim his Indian rights when he +has as little as one sixty-fourth of Indian blood in his veins. On the +other hand, the older Indians are deadly ashamed of white blood in +their veins and hate to admit it." + +"Mr. Hardy, you have your Rolls with you? Yes? Well, tell me the +blood status of each of these witnesses." + +The room was breathless while the little Roll-maker ran through his +list. According to this not one of the witnesses against Levine was a +full blood nor one of the Indians from whom he had taken land. Even +old Susie and Charlie's sister, he stated, had white blood in their +veins. + +"It's a lie!" shouted Charlie. "This man Hardy is paid by Levine!" + +"Gently, Jackson!" said Senator James. "Mr. Levine, do you wish to +call more witnesses?" + +"Not for the present," replied John. "Let Jackson go on." + +Charlie called old Susie. And old Susie, waving aside any attempts on +Charlie's part to help, told of the death of her daughter from +starvation and cold, this same daughter having sold her pines to Levine +for a five-dollar bill and a dollar watch. She held out the watch +toward Levine in one trembling old hand. + +"I find this in dress, when she dead. She strong. It take her many +days to die. I old. I pray Great Spirit take me. No! I starve! I +freeze! I no can die. She young. She have little baby. She die." + +Suddenly, she flung the watch at Levine's feet and sank trembling into +her chair. + +There was silence for a moment. In at the open window came the rumble +of a street-car. Levine cleared his throat. + +"All this is dramatic, of course, but doesn't make me the murderer of +the squaw." + +"No! but you killed my father!" shouted Charlie Jackson. And rising, +he hurled forth the story he had told Lydia, years before. Lydia sat +with her hands clasped tightly in her lap, her eyes fastened in horror +on Charlie's face. A great actor had been lost in creating Charlie an +Indian. He pictured his father's death, his sister's two attempts at +revenge with a vividness and power that held even Levine spell-bound. +It seemed to Lydia that the noose was fastened closer round John's neck +with every word that was uttered. + +Suddenly she sprang to her feet. "Stop, Charlie! Stop!" she screamed. +"You shan't say any more!" + +Senator Elway rapped on the table. "You're out of order, Miss Dudley," +he exclaimed, sharply. + +Lydia had forgotten to be embarrassed. "I can't help it if I am," she +insisted, "I won't have Charlie Jackson picturing Mr. Levine as a +fiend, while I have a tongue to speak with. I know how bad the Indian +matters are. Nobody's worried about it more than I have. But Mr. +Levine's not a murderer. He couldn't be." + +The three commissioners had looked up at Lydia with a scowl when she +had interrupted Charlie. Now the scowl, as they watched her flushed +face, gave way to arched eyebrows and a little smile, that was +reflected on every face in the room except Charlie Jackson's. + +"Lydia, you keep out of this," he shouted. "You don't know what you're +talking about." + +"I do too!" stormed Lydia. "I--" + +"Order! Let Jackson finish, Miss Dudley," said Senator Smith. + +"I can't let him finish," cried Lydia, "until I tell you about Mr. +Levine. He's been as much to me as my own father ever since my mother +died when I was a little girl. He's understood me as only my own +mother could, hasn't he, Daddy!" + +Amos nodded, with a little apologetic glance at the commissioners. +Levine's eyes were fastened on Lydia's face with an expression that was +as sweet as it was fathomless. Charlie Jackson stood biting his nails +and waiting, his affection for Lydia holding in abeyance his frenzied +loyalty to his father. + +"You think he could murder when he could hold a little girl on his +knees and comfort her for the death of her little sister, when he +taught her how to find God, when--oh, I know he's robbed the +Indians--so has my own father, it seems, and so has Pa Norton, and so +has Kent, and all of them are dear people. They've all been wrong. +But think of the temptation, Mr. Commissioner! Supposing you were poor +and the wonderful pines lay up there, _so easy to take_." + +Senator Elway would have interrupted, but Senator James laid a hand on +his arm. "It's all informal, let her have her say," he whispered. +"It's the first bright spot in all the weeks of the hearing." + +"Did you ever feel land hunger yourself," Lydia went on eagerly, "to +look at the rows and rows of pine and think what it would mean to own +them, forever! It's the queerest, strongest hunger in the world. I +know, because I've had it. Honestly, I have, as strongly as any one +here--only--I knew Charlie Jackson and this awful tragedy of his and I +knew his eyes would haunt me if I took Indian lands." + +"You're covering a good deal of ground and getting away from the +specific case, Miss Dudley," said, Smith. "Of course, what you say +doesn't exonerate Mr. Levine. On the other hand, Jackson has no means +of proving him accessory to the murder of his father. We've threshed +that out with Jackson before. What you say of Mr. Levine's character +is interesting but there remains the fact that he has been proceeding +fraudulently for years in his relations to the Indian lands. You +yourself don't pretend to justify your acts, do you, Mr. Levine?" + +Lydia sat down and Levine slowly rose and looked thoughtfully out of +the window. "The legality or illegality of the matter has nothing to +do with the broader ethics of the case, though I think you will find, +gentlemen, that my acts are protected by law," he said. "The virgin +land lies there, inhabited by a degenerate race, whose one hope of +salvation lay in amalgamation with the white race. An ignorant +government, when land was plenty and the tribe was larger, placed +certain restrictions on the reservation. When land became scarce, and +the tribe dwindled to a handful, those restrictions became wrong. It +was inevitable that the whites should override them. Knowing that the +ethics of my acts and those of other people would be questioned, I went +to Congress to get these restrictions removed. If another two years +could have elapsed, before these investigations had been begun, the +fair name of Lake City never would have been smirched." Levine's hand +on the back of his chair tightened as he looked directly at Billy +Norton. + +Once more Lydia came to her feet. "Oh, Mr. Levine," she exclaimed, +"don't put all the blame on Billy! Really, it's my fault. He wouldn't +have done it if I hadn't agreed that it was right. And he would have +stopped when he found that Dad and his father had taken full blood +lands only--why--why, I said that if I could stand his showing that you +had been--crooked--up there, I could stand anything and I made him go +on." + +She stopped with a little break in her voice that was not unlike a sob. +And for the first time there spread over John Levine's face a blush, so +dark, so agonizing, that the men about him turned their eyes away. +With a little groan, he sat down. Lydia clasped her hands. + +"Oh, it is all my fault," she repeated brokenly, "all the trouble +that's come to Lake City." + +Billy Norton jumped up. "That's blamed nonsense!" he began, when Smith +interrupted him, impatiently. + +"Be seated, Norton." Then, gently, to Lydia, "My dear, you mean that, +knowing what an investigation would mean to the people you love, you +backed young Norton in instigating one. That you knew he would not go +on without your backing?" + +"Yes, sir," faltered Lydia. + +"Can you tell us why?" asked Elway, still more gently. + +Lydia, whose cheeks were burning and whose eyes were deep with unshed +tears, twisted her hands uncomfortably and looked at Billy. + +"Go ahead, Lyd," he said, reassuringly. + +"Because it was right," she said, finally. "Because--Ducit Amor +Patriae---you know, because no matter whether the Indians were good or +bad, we had made promises to them and they depended on us." She +paused, struggling for words. + +"I did it because I felt responsible to the country like my ancestors +did, in the Civil War and in the Revolution, to--to take care of +America, to keep it clean, no matter how it hurt. I--I couldn't be led +by love of country and see my people doing something contemptible, +something that the world would remember against us forever, and not try +to stop it, no matter how it hurt." + +Trembling so that the ribbon at her throat quivered, she looked at the +three commissioners, and sat down. + +James cleared his throat. "Mr. Dudley, did you know your daughter's +attitude when you undertook to get some pine lands?" + +Amos pulled himself to his feet. His first anger at Lydia had given +way to a mixture of feelings. Now, he swallowed once or twice and +answered, "Of course, I knew she was sympathetic with the Indians, but +I don't know anything about the rest of it." + +The commissioners waited as though expecting Amos to go on. He fumbled +with his watch chain for a moment, staring out the window. With his +thin face, his high forehead and sparse hair, he never looked more like +the picture of Daniel Webster than now. + +"Gentlemen," he said, "I'm a New Englander and I'm frank to admit that +I've wandered a long way from the old ideals, like most of the New +Englanders in America. But that isn't saying, gentlemen, that I'm +not--not darned proud of Lydia!" + +There was a little murmur through the room and Senator Elway smiled, a +trifle sadly. "Mr. Dudley," he said, "we're all proud of Lydia. She's +made our unsavory task seem better worth while." + +"I suggest that we adjourn for lunch," said Smith. "Miss Dudley, you +need not return." + +While her father paused to speak to Kent and Levine, Lydia made her +escape. She wanted more than anything in the world to be alone, but +when she reached home, Ma Norton and Lizzie were waiting at the +cottage, both of them half sick with anxiety. They were not reassured +by Lydia's story of the morning session, although Ma said, + +"Of course, it's the disgrace of the thing that worries us. Pa and +Billy say all this commission can do is to present their evidence to +Congress. I'm not saying, of course, that you weren't right plucky to +take the stand you did, Lydia. And I'm proud of Billy though he is +bringing trouble on his poor father!" + +Lydia spent the afternoon with Adam in the woods. She expected John +Levine to come home with her father to supper, and for the first time +in her life, she did not want to meet her best loved friend. But she +might have spared herself this anxiety, for Amos came home alone. +Levine was busy, he said. + +Amos was in a curiously subdued mood. Whatever Lydia had expected of +him, she had not expected the almost conciliatory attitude he took +toward her. It embarrassed her far more than recriminations would have. + +"I do think, Lydia," he said mildly, after they had discussed the +morning session, "you should have told me what was going on. But +there, I suppose, I'd have raised Cain, if you had." + +"Is Mr. Levine very angry with me?" asked Lydia. + +"He didn't say. I don't see how he can be. After all, the stuff was +bound to come out, sooner or later. He's got something up his sleeve. +This experience's done one thing. It's brought all the different +factions together. Disgrace loves company as well as misery." + +"I'm so worried about it all!" sighed Lydia. + +"Kind of late in the day for you to worry," sniffed Amos. "I suppose +Billy's worrying too! But there, I guess you two have put some saving +grace into Lake City, in the commission's eyes. Of course, I'm going +to give up any claim on those lands." + +Amos pulled at his pipe thoughtfully and looked at Lydia's tired, +wistful face complacently. He did not tell her that the three +commissioners had individually and collectively congratulated him on +Lydia and their praise had been such that he felt that any disgrace he +had suffered in connection with the Indian lands had been more than +counteracted by Lydia's performance. + +To Lydia's pain and disappointment, Levine did not come to the cottage +before he returned to Washington, which he did the week following the +hearing. And then, all thought of her status with him was swallowed up +in astonishment over the revelations that came out early in September +when Dave Marshall and the Indian Agent were called before the +commission. + +Dave Marshall was the owner of the Last Chance! The Last Chance where +"hussies" lay in wait like vultures for the Indian youths, took their +government allowances, took their ancient Indian decency, and cast them +forth to pollute their tribe with drink and disease. The Last Chance! +The headquarters for the illegal selling of whisky to Indians. Where +Indians were taught to evade the law, to carry whisky into the +reservation and where in turn the bounty for their arrest was pledged +to Marshall. The Last Chance, the main source of Dave Marshall's +wealth! + +Even Lake City was horrified by these revelations. People began to +remove their money from his bank and for a time a run was threatened, +then Dave resigned as president and the run was stayed. The drugstore +owned by Dave was boycotted. The women of the town began to cut +Margery and Elviry. The minister of the Methodist Church asked Dave +for his resignation as Trustee. + +To say that old Lizzie was pleased by the revelations would be perhaps +to do the old lady an injustice. Yet the fact remains that she did go +about with a knowing, "I told you so" air, that smacked of complacency. + +"He always was just _skulch_," she insisted to Lydia. "When he was a +child, he was the kind of a brat mothers didn't want their children to +play with. I always prayed he'd get his come-uppers, and Elviry too. +But I am sorry for Margery. Poor young one! Her future's ruined." + +Lydia, sitting on the front steps in the lovely September afternoons, +rubbed Adam's ears, watched the pine and the Norton herds and thought +some long, long thoughts. Finally, one hazy Saturday afternoon, she +gathered a great bunch of many colored asters and started off, without +telling Lizzie of her destination. + +It was nearly five o'clock when she stopped at the Marshalls' gate. +The front of the house was closed, but nothing daunted, she made her +way round to the kitchen door, which was open. Elviry answered her rap. + +"Oh, it's Lydia," she said, brusquely. "What do you want?" + +"I brought Marg some flowers," answered Lydia, awkwardly. + +Elviry hesitated. "Margery's been having a headache and I don't know +as she'd want to see you." + +Lydia was not entirely daunted. "Well, if you're getting supper you +might let me come and sit in the kitchen a few minutes. It's quite a +walk in from the cottage." + +Elviry opened the screen door and Lydia marched in and paused. Dave +Marshall was sitting by the kitchen table, his hat on the back of his +head, a pile of newspapers on the floor beside him. He did not speak +to Lydia when she came in, but Lydia nodded brightly at him and said, +"You like to sit in the kitchen, the way Dad does, don't you?" + +She sat down in the rocker by the dining-room door and Elviry began to +stir a kettle of catsup that was simmering on the back of the stove. + +This was worse than Lydia had thought it would be. She had not +calculated on Dave's being at home. However, her fighting blood was up. + +"You haven't asked me about my clothes, Mrs. Marshall," she said. +"Don't you think I did pretty well with this skirt?" + +Elviry glanced at the blue serge skirt. "It'll do," she answered +listlessly. + +Lydia looked at Dave desperately. At that moment there was a light +step in the dining-room, and Margery came into the kitchen. When she +saw Lydia she gasped. + +"Hadn't you heard? Oh, Lydia! You came anyhow!" and suddenly Margery +threw herself down and sobbed with her face in Lydia's lap. + +Elviry threw her apron over her head and Dave, with a groan, dropped +his head on his chest. For a moment, there was only the crackling of +the fire in the stove and Margery's sobs to be heard. + +Then Dave said, "What did you come for, Lydia? You only hurt yourself +and you can't help us. I don't know what to do! God! I don't know +what to do!" + +"I don't see why everybody acts so," cried Elviry, "as if what you'd +done was any worse than every one else's doings." + +Margery raised her head. "Of course it's worse! A thousand times +worse! I could have stood Dad's even having an Indian wife, better +than this." + +Dave looked at Margery helplessly and his chin quivered. Lydia noticed +then how old he was looking. + +"I want Margery and her mother to pack up and go away--for good," said +Dave to Lydia. "I'll close up here and follow when I can. None of +these cases will ever come to anything in our state court. It's the +disgrace--and the way the women folks take it." + +"I--I've been thinking," said Lydia, timidly, "that what you ought to +do--" + +Margery was sitting back on the floor now and she interrupted bitterly. +"I don't see why you should try to help us, Lyd. Mother's always +treated you dirt mean." + +"It's not because of your mother," said Lydia, honestly. "I couldn't +even try to forgive her--but--your father did a great favor to me and +once I promised him then to be his friend. And you, Margery, you were +fond of--of little Patience, and she did love you so! If she'd lived, +I know she'd have wanted me to stand by you." + +"She was a dear little kiddie," said Margery. "I always meant to tell +you how I cried when she died, and then somehow, you were so silent, I +couldn't." + +The old lines round Lydia's mouth deepened for a minute, then she +swallowed and said, + +"I don't think it would do a bit of good for you all to go away. The +story would follow you. Mr. Marshall ought to sell out everything and +buy a farm. Let Mrs. Marshall go off for a visit, if she wants to, and +let Margery come and stay with me a while and go to college." + +Dave raised his head. "That's what I'd rather do, Lydia, for myself. +Just stay here and try to live it down. I'd like to farm it. Always +intended to." + +Margery wrung her hands. "Oh, I don't see how I can! If it had been +anything, anything but the Last Chance. Everybody will cut me and talk +about me." + +"Oh, well, Margery," said Lydia, a little impatiently, "it's the first +trouble you've had in all your life and it won't kill you. Anybody +that's as pretty as you are can live down anything. I know our house +is awful scrimpy, but we'd have some good times, anyhow. Kent and +Billy will stand by us and we'll pull through. See if we don't." + +"I don't see why she needs to go to your house," said Elviry. "Let her +stay right here, and go up to college with you if she will. And I +don't want to go live on a farm, either." + +"Mother, you don't understand, yet!" exclaimed Margery. + +"Elviry," said Dave grimly, "our day is over. All we can hope to save +out of the wreck is a future for Margery. Just get that through your +head once and for all. I think Lydia's idea is horse sense. But it's +for Margery to decide." + +Margery got up from her place on the floor. "I thought we'd sell out +and go to Europe for the rest of our lives," she said, "but as Lydia +says, the story would follow us there. Dad," sharply, "you aren't +going to _sell_ the Last Chance and use that money?" + +"I closed it up, last week," said Dave shortly. "I'm going to have the +place torn down." + +Margery rubbed her hand over her forehead. "Well," she said, "I don't +see that I'd gain anything but a reputation for being a quitter, if I +went to Lydia's. I'll stay with you folks, but I'll go to college, if +Lydia'll stand by me." + +Lydia rose. "Then that's settled. On Monday we'll register. I'll +meet you on the eight o'clock car." + +"I can't thank you, Lyd,--" began Margery. + +"I don't want any thanks," said Lydia, making for the door, where Dave +intercepted her with outstretched hand. + +Lydia looked up into his dark face and her own turned crimson. "I +can't shake hands," she said, "honestly, I can't. The Last Chance and +the--the starving squaws make me sick. I'll stand by Margery and help +you--but I can't do that." + +Dave Marshall dropped his hand and turned away without a word and Lydia +sped from the house into the sunset. + +Amos heard Lydia's story of her call with a none too pleased face. "I +don't think I want you mixing up with them, in any way," he said. + +"But let me help Margery," pleaded Lydia, "Little Patience did love her +so!" + +"Well--Margery--you can help her," he agreed, reluctantly, "but you +can't go near their house again. Margery will have to do all the +visiting." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +THE MILITARY HOP + + +"Who shall say that I do not understand what the wind sings in my +branches or that I am less than the white or more than the +Indian?"--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +In spite of the fact that Levine had avoided her, after the hearing, +and in spite of all the many half tragic ramifications of the +reservation trouble, Lydia was not unhappy. In fact, when Registration +day dawned she awoke with a sense of something good impending, sang as +she dressed, and piloted Margery gaily through the complications of +entering the University as a "special" student. + +Margery, for the first month or so, was silent and kept as close as +possible to Lydia's apron strings. But Lydia had prophesied truly. No +girl as beautiful as Margery could be kept in Coventry long and though +she refused for a time to go to parties, it was not long before Margery +was taking tramps with the college boys and joining happily enough in +the simple pleasures at the cottage. + +Lydia did not hear from Kent until a week before the first college hop, +late in October. Then she received a formal note from him, reminding +her of his invitation. + +"Oh, Lyd!" exclaimed Margery, "aren't you lucky! I haven't seen Kent +or heard from him since our trouble!" + +"Neither have I," said Lydia. "And I suspect he's so cross with me +that he hates to keep this engagement. But I don't care. I wish I had +a new dress. But I've made the sleeves small in my organdy and made a +new girdle. It looks as well as could be expected!" she finished, +comically. + +"Lydia," cried Margery, suddenly, "I've a whole closet full of party +dresses I won't wear this year and you and I are just of a size, won't +you wear one--take one and keep it--please, Lydia!" + +Lydia flushed and shook her head. + +"Is it because they were bought with Dad's money?" asked Margery. + +Lydia's flush grew deeper. "I couldn't take it anyway, Margery," she +protested. But Margery tossed her head and was silent for the rest of +the afternoon. + +The hop was a success, a decided success, in spite of the organdy. +Kent was inclined to be stiff, at first, and to wear a slightly injured +air, and yet, mingled with this was a frank and youthful bravado. And +there could be no doubt that among the college boys, Kent was more or +less of a hero. It was something to boast of, evidently, to have one's +name coupled with Levine's in the great scandal. + +Kent had supposed that he would have some trouble in filling Lydia's +card for her, but to his surprise, he found that in her timid way, +Lydia was something of a personage among the older college boys and the +younger professors. + +"Oh, you have Miss Dudley. Let me have three dances, will you," said +the instructor in Psychology. "How pretty she is to-night!" + +"Lydia is a peach," Kent stated briefly. "One two-step is the best I +can do for you." + +"Come now, Moulton, a two-step and a waltz," said Professor Willis. "I +haven't seen Miss Dudley since college opened. Isn't her hair +wonderful to-night!" + +Gustus was there with Olga. "Gimme a waltz with Lydia, Kent," he +demanded. "Who'd ever thought she'd grow up so pretty! If she could +dress well--" + +"Her card's full," grunted Kent. "And she dresses better'n any girl I +know. What's the matter with that dress?" + +The two young men stood watching Lydia, who was chatting with Professor +Willis. The dress was out of style. Even their masculine eyes +recognized that fact, yet where in the room was there a mass of dusty +gold hair like Lydia's, where such scarlet cheeks, where such a look of +untried youth? + +"Oh, well, it was just something Olga said," began Gustus. + +"Olga makes me sick," said Kent, and he stalked over to claim a waltz +with Lydia. + +It was altogether an intoxicating evening and at its end Lydia pulled +on her last winter's overcoat and clambered into Kent's little +automobile, utterly satisfied with life. + +"Well, did I give you a good time, Miss?" asked Kent, as they +chug-chugged down the Avenue. + +"Oh, Kent, it was wonderful!" + +"And you don't feel as if I were a villain any more? You've forgiven +me?" + +"Forgiven you? For what?" + +"For not agreeing with you on the Indian question. Gee, I was sore at +you, Lyd, that morning at the hearing, and yet I was like your Dad. I +was proud of you, too." + +"Oh, don't let's talk about it, to-night, Kent," Lydia protested. + +"All right, old girl, only just remember that I can't change. I back +Mr. Levine to the limit. And maybe he hasn't a surprise party coming +for all of you!" + +"I don't care," insisted Lydia. "I'm going to be happy to-night, and I +won't talk Indians. Oh, Kent, isn't Gustus getting good-looking?" + +"Too fat," replied Kent. "He drinks too much beer. And let me call +your attention to something funny. As you know, he's always had +trouble getting in with the college set, because of the brewery. But +his father is the only well-to-do man in town who's had nothing to do +with the reservation, so now, by contrast, brewing becomes a highly +honorable business! And Gustus goes with 'our very best families.'" + +Lydia chuckled, then said, "Margery is feeling much better. She's at +our house every Sunday. You must come round and see her!" + +"Why shouldn't I come to see you, Lydia?" asked Kent, with a new note +in his voice. + +"Why, of course, you'd see me, but Margery's always been the main +attraction with you." + +"Has she? Seems to me I recall a time when I couldn't endure the sight +of her. And when you were the best pal I had. That's what you are, +Lydia, a real pal. A fellow can flirt round with the rest of 'em, but +you're the one to look forward to spending a lifetime with!" + +Lydia drew a quick breath, then laughed a little uncertainly. "You +were the dearest boy! Do you remember how you hated to wash your hands +and that funny cotton cap you liked to wear with Goldenrod Flour +printed across it?" + +"Of course, I remember. And I remember how the fellows used to tease +me about you. I licked Gustus twice for it, when we were in the ward +schools. Lydia, let's go over those old trails together again. +To-morrow's Sunday. Let's take a walk down to the Willows in the +afternoon." + +"All right, Kent," said Lydia, quietly, and silence fell on both of +them till they drew up at the cottage gate. + +Kent lifted Lydia to the ground, held both of her hands, started to +speak, then with a half inarticulate, "Thank you, Lydia, and good-by +till to-morrow," he jumped into the little car and was gone. + +For some reason, when she woke the next morning, Lydia half hoped that +the soft patter against her window was of rain drops. But it was the +wind-tossed maple leaves, whose scarlet and gold were drifting deep on +the lawn and garden. There never was a more brilliant October day than +this, and at three o'clock, Lydia and Kent set off down the road to the +Willows. + +Lizzie watched them from the living-room window. "They're a handsome +pair, Amos," she said. "Now aren't they?" + +Amos looked up from his Sunday paper with a start. "Those young ones +aren't getting sentimental, are they, Liz?" he asked, sharply. + +"Well," returned Lizzie, "they might be, very naturally, seeing they're +both young and good-looking. For the land sake! Don't you expect +Lydia to find her young man and settle down?" + +"No, I don't!" snapped Amos. "There isn't a man on earth good enough +for Lydia. I don't want her to marry. I'll take care of her." + +"Humph! Nothing selfish about a man, is there?" muttered Lizzie. + +Kent and Lydia strolled along the leafy road, with the tang of the +autumn in their nostrils, and the blue gleam of the lake in their eyes. +It was only a half mile to the Willows and as they turned in, Kent took +Lydia's hand and drew it through his arm. + +"Look," he said, "I believe there is even a little left of our cave, +after all this time. What a rough little devil I was in those days. +And yet, even then, Lyd, I believe I had an idea of trying to take care +of you." + +"You were not a rough little devil!" exclaimed Lydia, indignantly. +"You were a dear! I can never forget what you did for me, when little +Patience died." + +"I was a selfish brute in lots of ways afterward, though," said Kent, +moodily. "I didn't have sense enough to appreciate you, to +realize--yet, I did in a way. Remember our talks up at camp? Then, of +course, we never shall agree on the Indian question. But what does +that amount to?" + +Kent dropped Lydia's hand and faced her. "Lydia, do you care for +me--care for me enough to marry me?" + +Lydia turned pale. Something in her heart began to sing. Something in +her brain began to stir, uncomfortably. + +"Oh, Kent," she began, breathlessly, then paused and the two looked +deep into each other's eyes. + +"Lydia! Lydia!! I need you so!" cried Kent. "You are such a dear, +such a pal, so pretty, so sweet--and I need you so! Won't you marry +me, Lydia?" + +He seized both her hands and held them against his cheeks. + +"I've always loved you dearly, Kent, and yet," faltered Lydia, "and +yet, somehow, I don't think we'd ever make each other happy." + +"Not make each other happy! I'd like to know why not! Just try me, +Lydia! Try me!" + +Kent's charming face was glowing. Into Lydia's contralto voice crept +the note that had belonged to little Patience's day. + +"I'd like to try you, dear if---- Wait, Kent, wait! Let me have my +playtime, Kent. I've never had a real one, you know, till now. Let me +finish college, then ask me again, will you, Kent?" + +Kent jerked his head discontentedly. "I think it would be better for +us to tie to each other right now. Please, Lydia dear!" + +Lydia shook her head slowly. "Let me have my playtime, Kent. I don't +know that side of myself at all." + +Kent looked at the lake and at the little cave of long ago and back +into the clear tender blue of Lydia's eyes. Then he said softly, "All +right, dear! You know best. But will you give me just one kiss,--for +remembrance?" + +"Yes," replied Lydia, lifting her face, and Kent pulled off his cap and +kissed the warm, girlish lips, tenderly, lingeringly, then, without a +word, gently turned Lydia homeward. + +Kent's announcement that he had broken with Billy Norton did not amount +to a great deal. As winter came on, he and Billy met constantly at the +cottage and outwardly at least, were friendly. The commission finished +its sitting and turned its findings over to Congress. Congress +instructed the District Attorney to carry the matter to the state +courts. When this had been done all the incriminated heaved a vast +sigh of relief, and prepared to mark time. + +To tell the truth, Lydia was not giving a great deal of thought to +weighty problems, this winter. No girl who finds herself with two +young men in love with her, can give much thought to the world outside +her own. Nor did the fact that Professor Willis made a point of +appearing at the cottage at least once a month detract any from her +general joy in life. + +She was doing well in her studies, though outside of the occasional hop +she attended with Billy or Kent, she had no part in the college social +life. She was not altogether contented with the thought of preparing +herself to teach. The idea gave her no mental satisfaction. She could +not bring herself to believe that her real talents lay in that +direction. Yet, though this dissatisfaction grew as the days went on, +it did not prevent her from taking a keen pleasure in the books she +read and studied. + +She suddenly grew ashamed of her old E. P. Roe period and developed a +great avidity for Kipling and Thomas Hardy, for Wordsworth and Stephen +Phillips. To her surprise she found that Billy was more familiar with +these writers than she. Kent read newspapers and nothing else. + +During all Lydia's Junior year, but one fly appeared in her ointment. +And this, of course, was with, reference to clothes! that perennial +haunting problem of Lydia's, which only a woman who has been motherless +and poverty-stricken and pretty can fully appreciate. The latter part +of February, the great college social event of the year was to come, +the Junior Prom. Lydia felt sure that either Kent or Billy would ask +her to go and for this the organdy would not do. And for this she must +have a party coat. + +Lydia knew if she took the matter up with Amos he would go out and +borrow money for her. She shuddered at the thought of this. He had +been so bitter about her fudge selling that she dared not broach the +matter of money earning to him again. Then she heard of the College +Money Making Bureau. She discovered that there were girls who were +earning their way through college and that the Bureau was one of the +quiet ways used by the University to help them. + +There was the Mending Department for example. Here were brought every +week by the well-to-do students piles of mending of every variety from +heelless socks and stockings, to threadbare underwear and frayed cuffs +and collars. These were made into packages and farmed out to the money +needing girls. The Department was located in a room in the rear of the +Chemical laboratory, and was in charge of the old janitor, whose casual +manner was a balm to the pride of the most sensitive. + +Early in January, Lydia sneaked into the little room, and out again +with a neat but heavy bundle. She got home with it and smuggled it +into her room without old Lizzie's seeing it. Socks, wristbands and +torn lace--there was fifty cents' worth of mending in the package! +Lydia calculated that if she did a package a night for thirty nights, +she would have enough money to buy the making of the party dress and +cloak. + +The necessity for secrecy was what made the task arduous. Lydia +finished her studying as hurriedly as possible each night and went on +to her room. It was bitter cold in the room when the door was closed, +but she hung a dust cloth over the keyhole, a shawl over the window +shade, wrapped herself in a quilt and unwrapped the bundle. By two +o'clock she had finished and shivering and with aching eyes, crept into +bed. + +Within a week she was going about her daily work with hollow eyes and +without the usual glow in her cheeks. Within two weeks, the casual +glimpse of Lizzie darning one of Amos' socks gave her a sense of +nausea, but she hung on with determination worthy of a better cause. + +The third week she took cold, an almost unheard-of proceeding for +Lydia, and in spite of all old Lizzie's decoctions, she could not throw +it off. Amos insisted that Lizzie see her to bed each night with hot +lemonade and hot water bottle. Lydia protested miserably until she +found that it was really more comfortable to mend in bed than it was to +sit quilt-wrapped in a chair. At the end of the fourth week she +carried back her last bundle, and with fifteen dollars in her +pocketbook, she boarded the street-car for home. She was trembling +with fatigue and fever. + +When she reached the cottage, she stretched out on the couch behind the +old base burner with her sense of satisfaction dulled by her hard cough +and the feverish taste in her mouth. She was half asleep, half in a +stupor when Billy came in. + +"How's the cold, Lyd?" he asked. + +"I got it," she murmured hoarsely. "It'll be white mull and pink +eider-down." + +"What did you say?" asked Billy, coming over to the couch and peering +down at her, through the dusk. + +"Socks," whispered Lydia, "bushels of socks, aren't there, Billy?" + +Billy picked up her hand and felt her pulse, pulled the shawl up over +her chest, put his cheek down against her forehead for a moment as he +murmured, "Oh, Lydia, don't be sick! I couldn't bear it!" then he +hurried to the kitchen where Lizzie was getting supper. + +The next thing that Lydia knew she was in her own bed and "Doc" Fulton +was taking the clinical thermometer from her mouth. She was very much +confused. + +"Where's my fifteen dollars?" she asked. + +"What fifteen dollars, little daughter?" Amos was sitting on the edge +of the bed, holding her hand. + +"For my party dress--white mull--with socks--please, Daddy." + +Amos looked at Lizzie. "It's what she wanted for the Junior Prom, I +guess," said the old lady, "poor child." + +"You shall have fifteen dollars, just as soon as you get well, honey," +said Amos. + +"All right," said Lydia, hoarsely, "tell Kent so's he--" She trailed +off again into stupor. + +It was a hard pull, a sharp, hard struggle with badly congested lungs, +for two weeks. It was the first real illness Lydia had had in all her +sturdy young life. Ma Norton took charge and "Doc" Fulton was there +night after night. Margery came every day, with a basket, for Elviry +practically fed Amos during the two weeks. Billy did chores. Kent was +errand boy with the little car. And Adam sat on the doorstep for hours +and howled! + +And all this time Lydia wandered in a world of her own, a world that +those about her were utterly unable to picture through the erratic +fragments of talk she uttered from time to time. She talked to them of +little Patience, of John Levine, of old Susie, She seemed to be blaming +herself for the starving of an Indian baby who was confused in her mind +with little Patience. She sought her fifteen dollars through wild +vicissitudes, until Amos found the little purse under the couch pillow +and, wondering over its contents, put it in Lydia's feverish hands. +Thereafter she talked of it no more. + +But Lydia was splendidly strong. One night, after ten days of stupor +and delirium, she opened her eyes on Amos' haggard face. She spoke +weakly but naturally. "Hello, Dad! Ask Margery to get me the pattern +we were talking about. In a day or so I'll be up and around." + +Amos began to cry for sheer joy. + +Once she began to mend, Lydia's recovery was unbelievably rapid. On a +Sunday, a week before the Junior Prom., she was able to dress and to +lie on the living-room couch. During the afternoon, Kent came in. He +had had one or two glimpses of the invalid before, but this was the +first opportunity he'd had for a chat. + +"Hello, Lyd!" he cried. "Are you going to go to the Junior Prom. with +me, after all?" + +"Kent, I can't go. I might be strong enough for one or two dances by +that time, but I can't get my clothes done." + +"Pshaw, isn't that hard luck!" Kent's voice was soft with sympathy. +"Never mind, old lady! I'm so darned glad to have you getting well so +fast, that the Prom. doesn't matter. Say, Lyd, Margery's come out +fine, since you've been sick!" + +"I know it," said Lydia. "Just think of Margery carrying Dad's meals +in a basket, and helping Lizzie with the dishes. And I know she hates +it worse than poison. She's out in the kitchen now, making fudge." + +Kent brightened, perceptibly. "Is she? Er--Lydia, don't you think +she'd go to the Prom. with me? Seems to me she's cut out society as +long as she needs to." + +Lydia buried her nose in a bunch of violets that Professor Willis had +sent her. "I think she ought to go if she wants to," she said. + +"Guess I'll ask her now," cried Kent, disappearing kitchenward. + +Lydia lay watching snowflakes sift softly past the window. It was not +long before Margery and Kent appeared. + +"She's going!" cried Kent. + +Margery's beautiful eyes were glowing. "Yes, I'm going, Lyd! And if +nobody else will dance with me, Kent will take all the dances." + +Old Lizzie followed in. She looked sharply at Lydia, then said, "You +folks come out in the dining-room and let Lydia have a little nap." + +"No, I guess I'll go home," Margery answered, "Mother's not very well +to-day." + +"I'll take you along in my chug-chug." Kent crossed over to the couch +and took Lydia's hand, while Margery went for her wraps. "Good-by, +dear," he whispered, "get well fast for me." + +Lydia smiled at him over the bunch of violets. + +Billy was the next caller. "I left Dad and Amos saving the Nation +through Free Trade," he said. "Gee, Lydia, but you do look better! +You don't suppose you could possibly go to the Prom., just for one or +two dances, do you?" + +Lydia shook her head. "No clothes," she said, briefly. "Ask some +other girl." + +"There isn't any other girl," replied Billy. "If I can't go with you, +I'll be hanged if I go at all! Lydia, I don't see why a sensible girl +like you lays such stress on clothes. Honestly, it's not like you. +Come on, be a sport and go in your usual dress." + +Lydia looked at Billy's steady gray eyes, and a faint glow of comfort +began to surround her heart. Sometimes she felt as if Billy understood +her almost as well as John Levine did. + +"Now, look here," he said, argumentatively, "you and I had better talk +this clothes question out, once and for all." + +Lydia giggled. "Billy, you don't know women! It can't be talked out!" + +"I know you," replied the young man, stretching out his long legs to +the base-burner, and looking at Lydia, "and I want you to stop worrying +about your duds. I want you to let me lend you the money to get a +complete party outfit with." + +"Billy Norton, you know I wouldn't borrow money from a man!" exclaimed +Lydia. + +"Well, then, I'll give it to Mother and you borrow it from her." + +"Of course, I won't," replied Lydia. "Besides, I've got enough money I +earned myself!" + +"You have! Then what's all the worry about? How'd you earn it, Lyd? +I thought your father--" + +Lydia dug the little pocketbook from under the sofa pillow and spread +the money proudly on her shawl. "There it is and it's the root of all +my troubles." + +Billy looked at her suspiciously. "Young woman, how'd you earn that +money?" he demanded. + +"Socks! Bushels of socks, mostly," answered Lydia with a chuckle that +ended in a groan. She looked at Billy whimsically and then as the +sureness of his understanding came to her again, she told him the story +of her little midnight sweatshop. + +"Oh, dearest!" Billy burst forth with a groan when she had finished, +"how could you be such a little idiot! Oh, Lydia, Lydia, I can't tell +you how you wring my heart." + +It seemed for a moment as if he must gather the slight little figure to +his heart, but he set his teeth. + +"If that darned Prom. means as much as that to you--" he began, but +Lydia interrupted him. + +"It doesn't any more, Billy. I've learned a lot of things since I've +been sick. I was a little idiot to work so hard for clothes! But I +don't think it was all clothes. I wanted to be like other girls. I +wanted to have the man that took me proud of my appearance." + +She paused and Billy would have spoken, but Lydia began again. + +"You see, I was never sick before, so I never realized that a sickness +is a serious thing in more ways than one. I mean you can't go down to +death's door and ever be quite the same afterward. I've been thinking +about myself a great deal. Billy, and I'm feeling pretty small. Isn't +it queer how hard it is to learn just the simplest things about living! +Seems as though I learn everything with my elbows." + +The two young people sat in silence, Lydia watching the snowflakes +settle on the already overladen boughs of the pine. Billy watching the +sensitive lines in Lydia's face change with each passing thought. + +"I've made up my mind," Lydia began again, "that I've been poor too +long, ever really to outgrow the effects of poverty. I suppose I'd +always worry about money, even if I were taken suddenly rich! Anyhow, +lots of nice people have liked me poor and I'm just not going to worry +about having lovely clothes, with soft colors and--and graceful lines, +any more. I'm going to take care of our lovely old mahogany furniture +and try to make the cottage an attractive place for people with brains. +After all, the real thinkers of the country were poor--Emerson and his +circle, how simply they lived! You see, Billy, if I clutter up my mind +with furniture and clothes, I won't have time to think." + +Lizzie came in at this moment with a bowl of broth. "I'll hold it for +you, Lydia," said Billy. "Never mind pulling the little table up, +Lizzie, she's too weak to fuss with a table." + +There was a remote twinkle in Lizzie's old eyes, but she gave the bowl +over to Billy, and tactfully withdrew to the kitchen, where she sat +down with her feet in the oven. "Drat Kent!" she said to herself. + +Billy moved over to sit on the edge of the couch, and Lydia began to +sip the broth, spoonful by spoonful. "It's such fun to be weak and a +little helpless and have people waiting on you," she said. "It's the +first time it ever happened to me." + +As she spoke she was thinking how Billy had improved. How immaculate +he was and how well his blue suit fitted him. There was no barnyard +odor about him now! Only a whiff of the good cigars he smoked. + +"Billy," she said, "what would you say if next year I took the short +course in agriculture?" + +Billy almost dropped the bowl. "I'd be speechless!" he exclaimed. + +"I hate to think of teaching," Lydia went on, "and I'm crazy about the +country and farming and so is Dad. And there's more than that to it." + +What more there was to it, she did not say then, for Ma Norton came +bustling in. She made no comment on Billy's posing as a table! Ma was +wise and she was almost as devoted to Lydia as Billy himself. + +"It's nice to see the pink coming back in your cheeks, Lydia," she +said. "I just ran over to say I was going into town to do some +shopping, early in the morning, and if there was anything I could do +for you--?" + +"No, thank you," said Lydia. "I've begun to save up now to buy a cow!" + +And Ma looked on with a puzzled smile as Lydia and Billy burst into +sudden shrieks of laughter. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +THE END OF A GREAT SEARCH + + +"Abiding love! Those humans who know it, become an essential part of +nature's scheme."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Lydia returned to her college work the Monday after the Junior Prom, a +little thinner, and her color not quite so bright as usual, but in a +most cheerful frame of mind. She was feeling, somehow, a new sense of +maturity and contentment. Even tales of the wonders of the Prom did +not disturb her much. She made up her lost classroom work, then took +on an extra course in English Essayists with Professor Willis, just to +satisfy her general sense of superiority to the ordinary temptations +that should have disturbed a young female with fifteen idle dollars in +her pocket! + +Kent was devoting a good deal of attention to Lydia but this did not +prevent his taking Margery about. He was, he explained to Lydia, so +sorry for her! + +"You don't have to explain to me," protested Lydia. "I want you to go +with all the girls you like. I intend to see all I want of as many men +as care to see me. I told you this was my playtime." + +Kent's reply to this was a non-committal grunt. + +It was late in May that he told Lydia what John Levine had finally +accomplished, in his silent months of work in Washington. The morning +after he told Lydia, Lake City was ringing with the news. The Indians +on the reservation were to be removed bodily to a reservation in the +Southwest. The reservation was then to be thrown open to white +settlement. + +"What will poor Charlie Jackson say?" were Lydia's first words. + +Kent shrugged his shoulders. "Poor old scout! He'll have to make a +new start in the West. But isn't it glorious news, Lyd! The land +reverts to the Government and the Land Office opens it, just as in +pioneer days. Everybody who's title's in question now can reenter +under settlement laws. Isn't Levine a wizard! Why don't you say +something, Lydia?" + +"I don't know what to say," said Lydia. "I'm sick at heart for the +Indians. But I'm glad that the awful temptation of the pines is going +to be taken away from Lake City. Though how good can come out of a +wrong, I'm not sure. I don't understand Mr. Levine. Oh, dear! It's +all wrong. When do the Indians go?" + +"The last of June. It's funny, Lydia, that you don't have more +sympathy with my work," replied Kent, gloomily. + +"Oh, Kent!" cried Lydia, "I want to believe that everything you do is +right but something's the matter with my mind, I seem to have to decide +matters of right and wrong for myself. When will Mr. Levine come home?" + +"Next month. Well, there's one consolation. You've always been crazy +about Levine and you don't approve of him, either." + +Lydia flushed. "Oh, I don't say that I don't approve of him. I just +don't understand him. Maybe he really believes the end justifies the +means." + +"Huh! Isn't that just what I believe?" demanded Kent. He looked at +her so happily, his boyish eyes so appealing, his square chin so +belligerent, that Lydia suddenly laughed and gave his ear a tweak. + +"Poor old vanity! Did he want all the ladies to adore him? Well, they +do, so cheer up!" + +Kent grinned. "Lyd, you're a goose and a good old pal! Hang it, I'm +glad you've got brain enough to stick to your own opinions!" + +On a Sunday afternoon, late in June, John Levine turned in at the gate +as casually as though he had left but the day before. Lydia was +inspecting the garden with her father, when she heard Adam bark and +whine a welcome to some one. + +"Oh, there he is, Daddy!" she cried, and she dashed down the rows of +young peas, her white skirts fluttering, both hands extended. + +John seized her hands and for a moment the two stood smiling and +looking into each other's face. Except that he was grayer, Levine was +unchanged. He broke the silence to say, "Well! Well! young Lydia, you +are grown up. I don't see how you manage to look so grown up, when +your face remains unchanged." + +"It's my hair," said Lydia, "and my skirts." + +"Of course," growled Amos, "I realize that I count only as Lydia's +father. Still I think you ought to recognize me, anyhow." + +The two men clasped hands. "Well, Amos?" + +"It's been a long time between drinks, John." + +"I know it, Amos, but my chore's done. Now, I'll stay home and enjoy +life. Lydia, is it too hot for waffles and coffee, for supper? Lord, +I've dreamed of those old days and of this meeting for nine months." + +"It's not too hot for anything on earth you can ask for," returned +Lydia, beginning to roll up her sleeves. "I'll go right in and start +them now." + +John looked after her, at the lengthened skirts, at the gold braids +wrapped round her head. "She doesn't change except in size, thank +God," he said. + +"Oh, she gets prettier," said Amos, carelessly. "She's sort of grown +up to her mouth, and the way she wears her hair shows the fine set of +her head. She's improved a lot." + +"She has _not_! Amos, you never did appreciate her. She couldn't be +any more charming now than she was as a kiddie." + +Amos put an affectionate hand on his friend's shoulder. "You always +were an old fool, John. Come up and peel your coat, then take a look +at the garden. There's Lizzie, dying to speak to you." + +Levine looked around the living-room, complacently. "Jove, isn't it +fine! Most homelike place in America. Lydia's been fixing up the old +mahogany, eh?" + +"Yes! One of the professors told her it was O. K., so she got a book +out of the library on old furniture and now we are contented and +strictly up to date. These damned rugs though, I can't get her to tack +'em down. They're just like so many rags on the floor! I never had a +chance to tell you what she did to my mahogany arm chair, did I?" + +He retailed the story of Willis' first call and John roared though he +murmured, "Poor kiddie," as he did so. + +"She's given me over to my sins, though, lately," Amos went on, with +the faint twinkle in his eyes that Lydia had inherited. "She brought +me up by hand, for a long time, hid my pipes, wanted me to manicure my +nails, wouldn't let me eat in my shirt sleeves or drink my coffee out +of the saucer. But her friend, Willis, likes me, as is,--so she's let +me backslide without a murmur." + +Amos paused and looked out at the shimmering lake. "John, I wish I had +five daughters. There's nothing like 'em in the world." + +Levine did not answer for a moment, while his gaze followed Amos' out +over the familiar outline of blue water and far green hills. + +"Sometimes, Amos," he muttered, finally, "I feel as if my whole life +had been wasted." + +It was an extraordinarily pleasant supper. John and Amos, in their +shirt sleeves, ate waffles till Lydia declared that both the batter and +her strength were exhausted. Indians were not mentioned. Levine was +in a reminiscent mood and told stories of his boyhood on a Northern +Vermont farm and old Lizzie for the first time in Lydia's remembrance +told of some of the beaux she had had when her father was the richest +farmer round Lake City. + +After the dishes were washed, Levine asked Lydia to stroll up the road +with him while Amos did his evening chores. It was dusk when they +turned out the gate to the road, Lydia clinging to John's arm. A June +dusk, with the fresh smell of the lake mingling with the heavy scent of +syringa and alder bloom, and of all the world of leafage at the high +tide of freshness. June dusk, with the steady croak of frogs from the +meadows and the faint call of whippoorwills from the woods. + +John put a long, hard hand over the small thin one on his arm. "Have +you missed me, young Lydia?" he asked. + +"Yes," she answered, "especially as you never came near us after the +hearing." + +"How could I come?" asked the man, simply. "You had weighed me and +found me wanting. There was nothing for me to do but to go ahead and +finish my job, as I still saw the right of it. Have you forgiven me, +Lydia?" + +"It wasn't a matter between you and me," replied the girl, slowly. "It +was between you and your conscience and if your conscience approves, +what's the use of asking me to forgive you?" + +"Because, I can't stand not having your approval," said Levine. + +They strolled on in silence, while Lydia considered her reply. "No +matter if the destroying of the Indians were right, that wouldn't +exonerate the whites for having been cruel and crooked in doing it. +People will always remember it of us." + +Levine gave a laugh that had no mirth in it. "Lord, who'll say the New +England spirit is dead! You're as cold in judging me as one of your +ancestors was when he sentenced a witch to be burned." + +"Oh, no!" cried Lydia. "Dear John Levine, I couldn't be cold to you. +Nothing could make me love you less. And you yourself told me to be +true to myself." + +John sighed, then said abruptly, "Let's never discuss it again. What +are you reading now, Lydia?" + +"English essayists and Emerson. I'm crazy about Emerson. He seems so +much more human than Leigh Hunt and De Quincey and the rest of them. +Maybe it's because he's an American, so I understand him better. I +think I like Compensation and Friendship the best so far. I learned +one thing from Friendship to quote to you. It's like you and me." + +With both hands clasping his arm, her sweet face upturned to his in the +dusk, and with the rich notes in her voice that were reminiscent of +little Patience, she quoted: + +"'Friendship--that select and sacred relationship that is a kind of +absolute and which even leaves the language of love suspicious and +common so much is this purer; and nothing is so much divine.'" + +John stopped and taking Lydia's face in both his hands, he exclaimed +huskily. "Oh, my dear, this is my real welcome home! Oh, Lydia, +Lydia, if you were ten years older and I were ten years younger--" + +Lydia laughed. "Then we'd travel--to all the happy places of the +world. We must turn back. Daddy'll be waiting." + +Levine turned obediently, saying as he did so, "Just one thing more, +then the year's absence will be spanned. How does the Great Search go +on? Do you ever have bad dreams at night, now?" + +"Sometimes," replied Lydia. "Just the other night I woke up with the +old fear and then--it was very curious--I heard the lap-lapping of the +lake, and the little murmur of the wind in the pine and the frogs +cheeping and the steady chirp of the crickets, and, Mr. Levine, the +queerest sense of comfort came to me. I can't put it into words. +Somehow it was as if Something behind all those little voices spoke to +me and told me things were--were right." + +"Lydia," said Levine, quickly, "you've struck the right trail. I'll +follow it with you. What a long way you've come alone, little girl. +Give me your hand, dear. I like to feel it on my arm. Oh, Lydia! +Lydia!" + +"What are you two mooning about," said Amos' voice, as he loomed on +them through the dusk. + +"Enterprises of great pith and moment," replied Levine. "Got any +tobacco with you, Amos?" + +"No! We'd better go in the house, anyhow. The mosquitoes will eat us +up. Lydia, Margery's looking for you." + +And as far as Lydia was concerned, the evening was ended. + +Levine was very busy with the details of the Indian removal for the +next week or two. The exodus was accomplished in a business-like +manner. A steady line of busses brought the Indians from the +reservation to the outskirts of Lake City, where rough barracks had +been erected to care for the government wards while they were being +concentrated. The state militia was on guard here, at intervals along +the road and upon the reservation. There were some disturbances on the +reservation, but for the most part, the Indians were dazed and +unprotesting. Before the concentration began, the precaution was taken +of sending Charlie Jackson under guard to the new reservation in the +Southwest. Lydia had never seen him after her day at the hearing. She +always was to carry in her memory, his handsome bronze face, too early +marked with lines of despair, as she saw it while she uttered her +protest to the commissioners. And it was a hauntingly sad memory to +carry. + +She went with Billy to see the embarking of the Indians in the special +trains provided for them. The streets along the line of march were +lined with whites, silent but triumphant. It was a beautiful day, +clear and hot. Two by two, the Indians moved along the fine old +elm-shadowed streets, old Wolf at the head, shambling and decrepit, but +with his splendid old head held high. Two by two, in utter silence, +their moccasined feet soundless, old Indians in buckskins, and young +Indians in store clothes, then squaws, in calico "mother-hubbards," +great bundles strapped to their backs, and children in their arms or +clinging to their skirts. A long, slow moving line, in a silence that +even the children did not break. + +It took until well in the evening to get the pathetic exiles into the +trains. Lydia did not stay after dark. Profoundly depressed, she made +Billy take her home. + +In the evening she sat with her Emerson open before her, but with her +unseeing eyes fastened on the open door. It was a little after nine +when the chug-chug of Kent's car stopped at the gate and in a moment +Kent, white faced, appeared in the door. + +"John Levine's been shot. He wants Lydia!" + +Without a sound Lydia started after Kent down the path, Amos following. +Kent packed them into the little car and started back toward town at +breakneck speed. + +"How bad off is he?" asked Amos. + +"Can't live," answered Kent. + +Still Lydia made no sound though Amos held her firmly in the vain +attempt to still her trembling. + +"How'd it happen?" Amos' voice broke a little. + +"That damned sister of Charlie Jackson and old Susie both took a shot +at him, just as the last car-load was finished. The police and the +militia got 'em right off. Shot 'em all to pieces. It looked as +though there'd be a wholesale fight for a minute but the militia closed +in and the last train got off." + +"Where is John?" asked Amos. + +"In Doc Fulton's office. They can't move him." + +No one spoke again. Kent brought the automobile up with a bang before +the doctor's house and Lydia, followed closely by the two men, ran up +to the door, through the outer office to the inner, where a nurse and +Doc Fulton stood beside a cot. + +Levine lay with his face turned toward the door. When he saw Lydia he +smiled faintly. She was quite calm, except for her trembling. She +walked quickly to his side and took his hand. + +"Looks like I was going to start traveling alone, young Lydia," he said +feebly. "I just wanted to tell you--that Great Search--is ending all +right--don't worry--" + +"I won't," said Lydia. + +"Only I hate to go alone--my mother--gimme something, Doc." + +The doctor held a glass to his lips. After a moment, Levine said +again, "My mother used to hold me--" his voice trailed off and Lydia +said suddenly, "You mean you want me to comfort you like I used to +comfort little Patience?" + +"Yes! Yes!" whispered Levine. "It's going to sleep alone I---- +Mother--" + +Lydia knelt and sliding her arm under Levine's neck, she pulled his +head over gently to rest on her shoulder. Then she began with infinite +softness the little songs she had not uttered for so many years. + + "'Wreathe me no gaudy chaplet; + Make it from simple flowers + Plucked from the lowly valleys + After the summer showers.'" + + "'Sweet and low, sweet and low, wind of the western sea . . .'" + + "'I've reached the land of corn and wine + And all its riches surely mine. + I've reached that heavenly, shining shore + My heaven, my home, for evermore.'" + +Suddenly the nurse shifted John's head and Doc Fulton lifted Lydia to +her feet. "Take her home, Amos," he said. + +John Levine had finished the Great Search. + + +Curiously enough, nothing could have done so much toward reinstating +Lake City in the good opinion of the country at large as did Levine's +tragic death. There was felt to be a divine justice in the manner of +his taking off that partook largely of the nature of atonement. He had +led the whites in the despoiling of the Indians. For this the Indians +had killed him. + +That a white life extinguished for a tribe destroyed might not be full +compensation in the eyes of that Larger Justice which, after all, rules +the Universe, did not seriously influence the reaction of public +opinion toward thinking better of Lake City. And John Levine, known in +life as an Indian Graft politician, became in his death a Statesman of +far vision. + +Levine's will was not found at first. Distant cousins in Vermont would +be his heirs, if indeed after his estate was settled, it was found that +there was left anything to inherit. + +Kent for a month or so after the tragedy was extremely busy helping to +disentangle Levine's complicated real estate holdings. It was found +that he held heavily mortgaged second growth timber lands in the +northern part of the State and Kent spent a month superintending a +re-survey of them. He was very much broken up by Levine's death, and +welcomed the heavy work. + +In spite of Lydia's deep affection for Levine, she did not feel his +death as much as Amos did. For after all, Lydia was young, gloriously +young, and with a forward-turned face. Amos had lost in John his only +real friend, the only human being who in some ways had helped to fill +in the hopeless gap left by his wife's death. And Amos, though still a +young man, kept his face turned backward. + +After her first wild grief had expended itself, Lydia found that, after +all, Levine's tragic death had not surprised her. She realized that +ever since she had known Charlie Jackson, she had been vaguely haunted +by a fear of just such an ending. + +July slipped into a breathless, dusty August. Lydia worked very hard, +making herself tasks when necessary work was done. She put up fruit. +She worked in the garden. She took up the dining-room carpet and oiled +the floor and made rugs. After she had had her swim in the late +afternoon, she would take up her old position on the front doorstep, to +sew or read or to dream with her eyes on the pine. + +How silently, how broodingly it had stood there, month in, month out, +year after year! What did it feel, Lydia wondered, now that the +Indians were gone? Was it glad that Levine had been punished? + +Billy, trundling up the dusty road from the law office on his bicycle, +late each afternoon, would stop for a moment or two. Since the +tragedy, not a day had gone by that Lydia had not seen him. + +"The drought is something frightful," he said to Lydia one afternoon in +late August, wiping the sweat and dust from his face. "This is the +ninth week without rain. The corn is ruined. I never knew anything +like this and Dad says he hasn't either." + +"Our garden died weeks ago," said Lydia, listlessly. + +Billy looked at her keenly. "Are you feeling any more cheerful, Lyd?" + +Lydia turned her gaze from the burning brown meadows to Billy's tanned, +rugged face. + +"I shall always have a gap in my life, where he went out," she said, +slowly. "I shall never get over missing him. Oh, he was so dear to +me! And yet, Billy, it isn't at all like little Patience's death. He +didn't depend on me and I didn't live with him so that everything +doesn't cry his absence to me. And I've got more resources than I had +then--" + +She laid her hand on the open book in her lap. + +"What're you reading?" asked Billy. + +"Emerson--Compensation. Listen, Billy--'We cannot part with our +friends. We cannot let our angels go. We do not see that they only go +out that archangels may come in.' + +"And so," Lydia's voice trembled, but she went on bravely, "I'm trying +to understand--trying to see how I can make something good come out of +his poor lost life. Somehow I feel as if that were my job. And--and +the idea helps me. Oh, my dear John Levine!" + +Billy cleared his throat. "Let's see that passage, Lyd." He took the +book and read on: "'The death of a dear friend--wife, lover, +brother--terminates an epoch of infancy or of youth that was waiting to +be closed, breaks up a wonted occupation or style of living and allows +the formation of new ones more friendly to the growth of character.'" + +The two young people sat staring at the distant hills. + +"Don't you see," Lydia burst out, "that I've got to do something, be +something, to make all the loss and trouble of my life worth while?" + +"I understand," answered Billy. "What are you going to do?" + +"I'm not quite sure, yet," replied Lydia, "but I'll tell you as soon as +I've made up my mind. Billy, ask your father to come over this +evening. Dad is so desperately blue." + +Billy rose to go. "One thing I will tell you, Billy," Lydia went on, +"I'm going to take the short dairy course this winter, besides my other +work." + +Billy looked at the sweet, resolute face curiously, then he chuckled. + +"Whenever you deign to unravel the workings of the mystery you call +your mind, I'll be crazy to listen," he said. + +Early in September, John Levine's will was found. He had left his +entire property, unconditionally, to Lydia. + +Amos, at first, was frantic with delight. Lydia was appalled. + +"All my life," she half sobbed to her father, "I've been fighting to +get away from Indian lands. And Mr. Levine knew how I felt. Oh, how +could he do this to me!" + +"Don't talk like a fool, Lydia!" roared Amos. + +Lydia turned to Kent, who was sitting on the back steps with them. He +leaned over and patted her hand. + +"Why worry about it, Lyd? Your father and I'll look out for it all." + +"Do I _have_ to keep it?" asked Lydia, tensely. "Will the law make me?" + +"I should say not! You can give it to me, if you want to," laughed +Kent. + +"But don't you see how I feel?" cried Lydia. "Don't you see that all +John Levine's lands up there are haunted by death--his own--and all the +starving Indians? Oh, why did he do this to me!" + +"I suppose you feel the same way about the cottage," said Amos, +sarcastically. + +"I don't either," contradicted Lydia. "I'm as happy as I can be that +we've got that. But all the rest! I won't have it, I tell you! I'd +rather be poverty stricken all my life." + +"Well, don't worry too much about that," said Kent. "Dave Marshall +thinks there won't be anything left after the estate is settled, but +the Indian lands." + +"Oh, Kent, you aren't having anything to do with Dave Marshall, are +you?" exclaimed Lydia. + +Kent flushed a little. "Well, his advice can't hurt me. If it's bad, +I don't have to take it. You ought to go out and see his farm, Lydia. +They're getting the house all fitted with modern conveniences. Dave's +going to make a model stock farm." + +"Bought with money earned by the Last Chance!" said Lydia. + +"You can't be so darned squeamish about where a man gets his money +these days, Lyd. Of course, there was no excuse for the Last Chance. +But Dave's done what he could about it." + +Lydia made no reply and Kent looked at her quizzically. "A New England +conscience must be something awful to own, eh, Lyd?" + +Lydia chuckled. "It's pretty bad," she admitted, then she went on +soberly, "but I won't take those Indian lands." + +"You can give them to me," reiterated Kent, cheerfully. + +"She'll keep them," said Amos, shortly, "or Lydia and I'll have our +first real row." + +"Well, save up the fight till the estate's settled," said Kent, +soothingly. "And then you'll know what you're fighting about. That +will take some months." + +Lydia sighed with relief. And again Kent laughed. "Oh, Lyd! You +haven't any idea how funny you are! Come to, old lady! This is the +twentieth century! And twentieth century business ethics don't belong +to town meeting days. The best fellow gets the boodle!" + +"Then Dave Marshall is the best fellow in our community, I suppose," +said Lydia. + +"Oh, Gee, Lyd! After all, he's Margery's father!" + +Lydia looked at Kent thoughtfully. Since the day under the willows, he +had not made love to her, yet she had the feeling that Kent was devoted +to her and she wondered sometimes why he liked to spend as much time +with Margery as with herself. Then she gave herself a mental shake. + +"I'm going to tell you right now, that until I _have_ to I'm not going +to worry. I'm going to try to be happy in my senior year." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +CAP AND GOWN + + +"Nature never pretends. She gives her secrets only to the +unpretending."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +The fifteen dollars, after all, were disposed of in a highly +satisfactory manner. They paid for Lydia's senior cap and gown. +Perhaps there were other members of the class to whom their senior +insignia meant as much as they did to Lydia, but that is to be doubted. + +Although, ever since her illness, she had firmly resolved never to +worry again over her meager wardrobe, she almost wept with joy when she +first beheld herself in cap and gown. For she looked exactly like +other girls! It didn't matter at all, this year, whether or not she +had a new suit or a new overcoat. The gown was all-concealing. +Donning it was like turning from caterpillar to butterfly with a single +wave of the hand. + +Amos and Lizzie were as much impressed as Lydia, but for different +reasons. Lizzie was sure that the gown was proof and evidence that +Lydia had compassed all human knowledge. + +"Land, Lydia," she murmured, walking slowly around the slender figure, +"it makes you look terrible dignified and I'm glad of that. No one +could look at you now and not feel that you know an awful lot." + +Amos was unimpressed by Lydia's stores of wisdom but it seemed to him +that there never was such a lovely face as that which looked out at him +from under the mortar-board cap. There was a depth to the clear blue +eyes, a sweetness to the red lips, that moved him so that for a moment +he could not speak. + +"It's an awful pretty idea, wearing the cap and gown, isn't it!" he +said, finally. "Somewhere, back East, there's a picture of one of your +ancestors who taught in an English college. You look something like +him." + +"Did I have that kind of an ancestor?" asked Lydia with interest. +"Isn't it too bad that we Americans don't know anything about our +forebears. I wonder what the old duck would say if he could see me!" + +It was the rainiest Fall within Lydia's recollection. It seemed, after +the drought was once broken, as if nature would never leave off trying +to compensate for the burning summer. The dark weather had a very +depressing effect on Amos and instead of growing more resigned to his +friend's death, he seemed to Lydia to become daily more morose and +irritable. + +In a way, Lydia's conscience smote her. She knew that her father was +worrying over her attitude on her inheritance, but she continued to +avoid the issue with him while the estate was being settled. Lydia was +doing heavy work in college. She actually had entered all the classes +in dairying possible, while carrying her other college work. And she +enjoyed the new work amazingly. + +She had not mentioned her purpose to any one of her friends but Billy. +Therefore when Professor Willis, showing some Eastern visitors through +the dairy building, came upon her washing cream bottles one afternoon, +he was rendered entirely speechless for a moment. + +Lydia, in a huge white dairy apron and cap, was sluicing the bottles +happily, the only girl in a class of a dozen men, when Willis came in, +followed by two tall men in eyeglasses. + +"Queer, I admit, to find this sort of thing in a college," he was +saying, "but decidedly interesting, nevertheless. Well, Miss Dudley, +are you--I didn't know--I beg your pardon." + +The class, which was working without an instructor, looked up in +astonishment. Lydia blushed furiously and the two visitors looked on +with obvious interest. + +"It's a class in bottle sterilizing," she explained. "It just happens +to be my turn." + +The look of relief on Willis' face made Lydia angry. She turned her +back on him and proceeded to let a cloud of steam envelop her and her +bottles. + +"The idiot! He thought I was dish-washing for a living, I suppose," +she murmured to herself. "What business is it of his, anyhow?" + +How Willis got rid of his two guests, he did not say, but half an hour +later, when Lydia emerged from the dairy building, he was waiting for +her. There was a quiet drizzle of rain, as was usual this Fall, and +Lydia was wearing her old coat, with her mortar-board. But it was +clear that the professor of Shakespeare did not know what she wore. It +was a half mile through the University farm to the street-car and he +wanted to re-establish himself with Lydia before some other swain +appeared. + +"Tell me what this means, Miss Dudley!" he said eagerly as he raised +his umbrella to hold it carefully over the mortar-board. + +"It looks as though it meant rain, to me," replied Lydia, shortly. + +Willis gave a little gasp. "Oh! I beg your pardon!" + +His chagrin made Lydia ashamed of herself. "I don't see why you should +be so shocked at my trying to learn something useful," she said. + +"Oh, but I'm not! Nothing that you could do would shock me! You've +got a good reason, for you're the most sensible girl I ever met. And +that's what I'm keen about, the reason." + +"The reason?" Lydia stared at the dripping woodland through which they +were making their way. "I'm not just sure I had a reason. I don't +want to teach. I do love farming. I don't see why a woman can't learn +dairy work as well as a man." + +"You're the only girl doing it, aren't you?" + +"Yes, but what difference does that make? The boys are fine to me." + +"I don't know that that surprises me any," Willis smiled down at the +pink profile at his shoulder. "Well, and then what?" + +"Then a dairy farm, if Dad and I can rent the makings of one." + +"But you have plenty of land, haven't you? Levine left all his +property to you, I understand." + +Lydia looked quickly up into Willis' face. "If you were I would you +keep that property?" + +The professor's eyes widened. "I? Oh! I don't know. It would be an +awful temptation, I'm afraid." + +"I'd rather be poor all my life," said Lydia. "I'm not afraid of +poverty. I've lived with it always and I know it's a sheep in wolf's +clothing." + +"You mean you've got the courage to give the pine land up?" asked +Willis, quickly. + +"It isn't courage. It's being afraid of my conscience. I--I feel as +if I were finishing out John Levine's life for him--doing what he ought +to have done." + +"I wonder if you have any idea what you mean to me!" Willis suddenly +burst forth. "You embody for me all the things my puritan grandmothers +stood for. By Jove, if the New England men have failed, perhaps the +Western women will renew their spirit." + +Lydia flushed. "I--I wish you wouldn't talk that way," she protested. +"I'm not really wise nor very good. I just feel my way along--and +there's no one to advise me." + +"That's the penalty of growing up, my dear," said Willis. "We no +longer have any one to tell us what to do. Here comes your car. I'm +afraid I let the umbrella drip on your cap." + +"It doesn't matter," said Lydia, valiantly. + +"Miss Dudley--" as he signaled the car, "I'm coming to see you, just as +often as you'll let me, this winter," and he walked off before Lydia +could reply. She sank into a car seat, her cheeks burning, her heart +thudding. + +Early in December, the settlement of the Levine estate was completed. +John's method of "shoestringing" his property was disastrous as far as +the size of Lydia's heritage went. Her father tried to make her +understand the statement of the Second National Bank, which was acting +as executor. And as nearly as Lydia could understand, one portion of +the estate was used to pay up the indebtedness of another portion, +until all that was left was the cottage, with a mortgage on it, and +three hundred and twenty acres of land on the reservation. + +The three hundred and twenty acres on the reservation was under a +cloud. Part of it was land he had gotten from Charlie's sister. All +of it he had obtained from alleged full bloods. + +"Then," said Lydia, in a relieved manner, "I really haven't any Indian +lands at all!" + +"Oh, yes, you have," replied Amos. "The court will take the oath of a +number of people that the land was obtained from mixed bloods. Dave +Marshall has fixed that up." + +"Dave Marshall!" gasped Lydia. + +Amos nodded. "He's strong with the Whiskey Trust. And the Whiskey +Trust is extra strong wherever there's a reservation." + +"Oh, Daddy!" cried Lydia, "we can't take it? Don't you see we can't?" + +It was just after supper and they were in the familiar old living-room. +Adam was snoring with his head under the base burner, and Lizzie was +clattering the dishes in the kitchen. Amos stood by the table, filling +his pipe, and Lydia with her pile of text books had prepared for her +evening of study. Amos' work-blunted fingers trembled as he tamped the +tobacco into the bowl and Lydia knew that the long dreaded battle was +on. + +"I can't understand why you act so like a fool," began Amos, +querulously. "And I can't see why you set your judgment up as better +than mine. I swan--even your Mother never did that, except on +borrowing money." + +"It isn't judgment. It's conviction, Daddy. And John Levine told me +to stand by my own convictions, even when they were against his. Oh, +how can you be willing to take land stolen in the first place and then +the theft legalized by the Whiskey Trust! Why, you don't want me even +to speak to Dave Marshall now, yet you're willing to take this dirty +favor from him." + +"We won't keep the land. We'll sell it and have the money to clear up +the mortgage on the cottage. I'd take a favor from the devil in hell +to get this place clear," replied Amos slowly. He took a turn up and +down the room. "I can't see what's happened to children nowadays. In +my day we obeyed. Lydia, I'm not going to discuss this any longer. +_You've got to take that land_." + +Lydia sat with her thin hands clasped before her on the table, her +clear eyes fastened on her father's face. + +"I'm not a child, Daddy," she said in a low voice, "I'm a woman, grown. +And if you'd wanted me to grow up without any convictions, you should +have given me different ancestors and then you shouldn't have brought +me up in a town like Lake City." + +Amos looked down at his daughter grimly. The Daniel Webster picture in +its black carved frame was just behind him and the somber vision in the +living and the pictured eyes was identical. + +"Can't you see what a fool you are!" he shouted. "The land can never +go back to the Indians. John took good care of that. If you don't +take it, somebody else will. Can't you see!" + +Lydia's lips tightened. "That's not the point. It's the way we're +getting it and the way John Levine got it." + +"And yet you pretended that you loved and admired Levine!" sneered Amos. + +Lydia sprang to her feet. She was white to her lips. "Don't repeat +that remark," she said in a choked voice. "What do you know about the +feeling John Levine and I had for each other? He was the one friend of +my life." + +"Nice way you have of showing it, now he's gone," roared Amos. "Just +about the way you show your affection for me. Will nothing satisfy +you? Norton and I never squealed when you and Billy got our claims +taken away from us. Doesn't it occur to you it's about time you +sacrificed something to me!" + +Lydia had never seen her father so angry before. He had often worked +himself into a tantrum on the subject of money but there was an aspect +to his anger now that was new to her. She was trembling but cool. + +"I'll do anything you want but this, Dad," she said. + +"But this is all I want. It's what I've wanted for years, this little +bit of land. And you haven't any idea what that feeling is." + +Like a flash Lydia saw again long aisles of pines, smelled again the +odor of the needles, heard again the murmuring call of the wind. + +"Good God!" cried Amos, tossing his pipe on the table, "poverty's +hounded me all my life--poverty and death. The only two people who +cared about me, Patience and Levine're gone. Yet here's the chance for +me to be independent. Here's a chance for me to make up for the +failure I've made of life. A man with a little piece of property like +this and a little bank account is somebody in the community. What do I +care how I get it, as long's I can hold it? What's a lot of dirty +Indians to stand between me and my future? But what do you care?" + +"O Daddy! O Daddy! How can you talk so to me!" groaned Lydia. She +put her hands over her eyes for a moment, swallowed a sob and then +started for the outer door. She caught her coat from the nail and +closed the door behind her. + +An irresistible impulse had carried her from the house. She wanted to +see Billy. It was still early and a lantern flickered in the Norton +barnyard. She ran along the snowy road and down the drive of the +Norton yard, pausing beside a lilac bush to see whether it was Billy or +his father just entering the cowshed. It was Billy and she ran across +the barnyard to the shed door. Billy was whistling to himself as he +began to bed down the cattle for the night. Lydia looked at him +eagerly in the dim light. How big and strong he was! + +"Billy!" she said, softly. + +The young man dropped his pitchfork and came toward her. "What's the +matter, Lydia!" he exclaimed. + +"Dad and I've been having an awful quarrel." + +"About the land?" asked Billy quickly. + +Lydia nodded. "Oh, I don't know what to do!" And then, not having +meant to do so at all, she suddenly began to cry. + +"Why can't they let you alone, damn 'em!" exclaimed Billy, furiously. +"Come away from that cold doorway, dear." And he led her into the warm +stable and over to a harness box. "There," pulling her down beside him +on the box, and putting his arm about her, "don't cry, Lydia. I can't +stand it. I'm liable to go over and say things to your father and +Kent." + +There was an edge to his voice as he said this that vaguely alarmed +Lydia. She wiped her eyes. + +"Kent wasn't there," she said. + +"No, but he's behind your father in this. I'll tell 'em both, +sometime, what I think of their bullying you this way." + +"Kent hasn't bullied me," insisted Lydia. + +"No? Well, give him time! Poor little girl! Don't tremble so. You +don't have to talk any more about it to any one. Just send 'em to me." + +Lydia smiled through her tears. "I can't send my own father to you. +And you and Kent would come to blows." + +"We probably would," replied Billy. "Want my hanky or haven't you wept +yours full yet?" + +"I'm not going to cry any more," said Lydia, raising her head. Billy +still held her warmly in the circle of his arm. The stable was dim and +quiet and fragrant with clover. "You're such a comfort, Billy. Now +that John Levine's gone, there's no one understands me as you do. How +can I reconcile Dad to giving up the land?" + +"You can't, Lydia. You'll just have to reconcile yourself to a +misunderstanding with him." + +"But I can't live that way!" wailed Lydia. + +"Well, you have the cottage. He used to think he'd be perfectly happy +if he owned that." + +"Oh, there's a mortgage on the cottage!" exclaimed Lydia. "Poor Daddy! +He wants to pay the mortgage with the lands." + +"It's tough luck! But there's nothing for you to do, Lydia, but to +stick to it. Don't weaken and things will come out all right. See if +they don't. And you've always got me. And if I see they're worrying +you too much, I'll make trouble for 'em." + +A vague, warm sense of comfort and protection was stilling Lydia's +trembling. She rose and looked up into his face gratefully. "I don't +see why you're so good to me," she said. + +"Do you want me to tell you?" began the young man eagerly. + +"No! No!" Lydia began to move hastily toward the door. "Don't come +home with me, Billy. I'll just run back alone." + +Billy's face in the lantern light was inscrutable. "I'll obey +to-night, Lydia," he said, "but the time's coming, when I won't," and +he picked up the pitchfork he had dropped. + +With the sense of comfort and protection sustaining her, Lydia went +homeward under the winter stars. Kent's automobile was standing before +the gate and Lydia's heart sank. It was the first time in her life she +ever had been sorry at the thought of seeing Kent. + +He was sitting before the base burner with her father and jumped up to +help her take her coat off. He greeted her soberly. + +"Your father's been telling me about your discussion, Lyd," he said. +"You can't mean to stick by your decision!" + +Lydia sat down wearily. "Oh, Kent, don't _you_ begin at me, too." + +"But I think I ought to, Lydia," replied Kent, his voice dangerously +eager. "I don't think any of your friends have a right to be quiet +when you're letting a silly scruple ruin your and your father's future." + +"It certainly won't ruin my future," said Lydia. "And I won't let it +ruin Dad's." + +"Now look here, Lydia," began Kent, "let's begin at the beginning and +sift this thing out." + +"But why?" groaned Lydia. "You know exactly how I feel and why I feel +it. And I know how you feel. We've been debating it for years." + +"Yes, but listen," persisted Kent, and once more he began his arguments +on the Indian question. + +Kent had a certain eloquence of speech, yet Lydia, knowing all that he +would say, gave little heed to his words while she watched his glowing +face. + +"Don't you see?" he ended finally. + +"I see how you feel, yes," replied Lydia. "But just because you can +list what you call average American business deals that are crooked, +you aren't justified in being crooked, are you?" + +Kent threw out his hand helplessly, and for a moment there was stance +in the room, then he said, + +"Well, after all, there's nothing so selfish as your Puritans. Of +course, every one but yourselves is wrong. And, of course, it doesn't +occur to you that it might be a decent thing of you to sacrifice your +own scruples to do a thing that would mean so much to your father." + +Lydia looked at Kent quickly. This was a new angle. He would have +followed this opening at once had not Amos spoken for the first time. + +"Hold up, Kent," he said in a tired voice. "Don't heckle her any more. +After all, I'm getting on toward fifty and I guess it's too late for me +to begin over, anyhow. I'll plod along as I always have." + +"Oh, Daddy!" cried Lydia, "don't talk that way! You aren't a bit old. +You make me feel like a beast, between you." + +"Well, we don't mean to," Amos went on, "but I guess we have been +pretty hard on you." + +Amos' weariness and gentleness moved Lydia as no threats could. Her +eyes filled with tears and she crossed over quickly to the window and +looked out on the starlit splendor of the lake. In how many, many +crises of her life she had gazed on this self-same scene and found +decision and comfort there! + +Was she selfish? Was she putting her own desire for an easy conscience +ahead of her father's happiness? Amos went into the kitchen for a +drink and Kent followed her to the window and took both her hands. + +"Lydia," he said, "I'm awful sorry to press you so, but you're being +unfair and foolish, honestly you are. You used to let me look out for +you in the old days--the old days when I used to pull little Patience's +carriage with my bicycle--why can't you trust me now? Come, +dearest,--and next year we'll be married and live happy ever after." + +Lydia's lips quivered. All Kent's charm of manhood, all the memories +of their childhood together, of his boyhood love for her and her baby +sister, spoke together to win her to his desires. And after all, what +could matter so much to her as her father's and Kent's happiness? + +"Kent!" she cried with the breathlessness of a new idea, "if I should +give in and agree to take the land, would you go up there with me and +turn it into a farm?" + +Kent smiled at her pityingly. "Why, Lyd, there's nothing in that! Why +should we try to farm it? The money is in speculating with it. I +could clear up a mint of money for you in a couple of years, if you'll +give me the handling of it." + +But Lydia's eyes were shining now. "Oh, but listen! You don't +understand. Mr. Levine drove the Indians out, by fraud and murder. +Yes, he did, Kent. And yet, he had big dreams about it. He must have +had. He was that kind of a man. And if we should go up there and turn +those acres into a great farm, and--and make it stand for something big +and right--perhaps that would make up for everything!" + +"Lord, what a dreamer you are, Lyd," groaned Kent. "Mr. Dudley, do you +hear this?" + +Amos grunted. "Nothing looks good to me but this cottage. I'd have a +cow and a few pigs and some bees and the whole world could go to the +devil for all of me." + +"Lydia," said Kent, "be sensible. Don't talk impossibilities." + +"What is there impossible about it?" demanded Lydia. + +"Gee, easy money on one side, and a lifetime of hard work on the other! +Yet you act as if there was a choice." + +"Kent, can't you understand how I feel?" pleaded Lydia. "Have you got +a blind spot in your mind where money is concerned? Are all the men in +America money crazy like the men in Lake City?" + +"Sure," replied Kent cheerfully. "Oh, Lydia, honey, don't be so hard! +Look at your poor old Dad! Think what it would mean to him. Don't be +so doggone sanctimonious!" + +Instead of looking at her father, Lydia looked at Kent, long and +wistfully. How dear he was to her! What an inalienable part of her +life he was! What was the use of always struggling against her heart. +Kent smiled into her face. Her lips trembled and she turned to look at +Amos. He was standing by the table, filling his pipe. Suddenly Lydia +realized how gray and broken he looked, how bent his shoulders were +with work, and there swept over her anew an understanding of his utter +loneliness since her mother's and Levine's death. + +With a little inarticulate murmur, she ran across the room and threw +her arms about his neck. "Oh, Daddy," she cried, "I'll do it! I'll +agree to it! If only you'll promise me to be happy!" + +Amos dropped his pipe. "Lydia! You don't mean it! Why, my little +girl! Lord, Kent! Isn't she just all right! Make me happy! Why, +Lydia, you've made a young man of me--I swan--!" + +Kent was holding one hand now, Amos the other. Both looked at Lydia +with radiant faces. And she could but feel an answering glow. + +"We'll make this up to you, Lyd, old lady," cried Kent. "See if we +don't." There was a little pause during which the ice boomed. Then, + +"Well, what happens next, now you've settled me?" asked Lydia. + +"Something to eat," exclaimed Amos. "I didn't eat any supper. I swear +I haven't eaten for months with any relish. Lydia, make us some +chocolate or something." + +As Lydia passed through the dining-room with her steaming tray, a +little later, Lizzie called from her bed and Lydia set down the tray +and went to her. + +"Did they win you over, Lydia?" she asked. "I went to bed so's not to +interrupt." + +"Yes, they won me," said Lydia. + +"Poor child! I never wished harder'n I have tonight that your mother +hadn't died. But never mind! I guess it's just as well you gave in. +Kent could win the heart of a bronze image. Drat him! Run along with +the supper, Lydia." + +"Now," said Kent, as he sipped his chocolate, "let's lay our plans." + +"Not before me," exclaimed Lydia. "My one stipulation is that you +don't tell me any of the details." + +"All right," said Amos, hastily. "We'll do anything she wants, now, +eh, Kent?" + +"You bet," replied the young man. + +That night, after Kent had gone, Lydia stood long at the living-room +window which gave on the front gate. The pine, its boughs powdered +with snow, kept its lonely vigil over the cottage. + +"Yes," whispered Lydia, finally, "your last friend has deserted you, +but I guess I'm keeping faith with Kent and Dad, anyhow." + +Then she went to bed. + +For a day or so Lydia avoided Billy Norton. But she was restless and +unhappy and found it difficult to keep her mind on her college work. +Finally, she timed her return from the dairy school, one afternoon, to +coincide with Billy's home-coming from his office and she overtook him +Just beyond the end of the street-car line. The sun was sinking and +the wind was rising. + +"Billy!" called Lydia. + +He turned and waited for her with a broad smile. + +"Billy," she said without preliminaries, "I gave in!" + +"_Lydia_!" he gasped. + +"I couldn't stand their pleading. I gave in. I hate myself, but Dad +looks ten years younger!" + +"You actually mean you're letting yourself get mixed up with the +Whiskey Trust and that pup of a Dave Marshall?" + +Lydia plodded doggedly through the snow. "Of course, Kent's tending to +all that, I refuse to be told the details." + +"Lydia!" cried Billy again and there was such a note of pain in his +voice that she turned her face to his with the same dogged look in her +eyes that had been expressed in her walk. + +"Why," he said, "what am I going to do without you to look up to--to +live up to? You can't mean it!" + +"But I do mean it. I fought and fought and I have for years till I'm +sick of it. Now, at least, there'll be no more poverty for Dad to +complain of." + + "'Just for a handful of silver he left us, + Just for a ribband to wear in his coat,'" + +quoted Billy bitterly. "Lydia, I can't believe it!" + +"It's true," repeated Lydia. "I couldn't stand Kent and Dad both. And +partly I did it for John Levine's memory. I'm not trying to justify +myself Billy. I know that I'm doing something wrong, but I've +definitely made up my mind to sacrifice my own ease of conscience to +Dad's happiness." + +"You can't do it! You aren't built that way," exclaimed Billy. + +"But I _am_ doing it," reiterated Lydia. + +"Look here," he cried, eagerly, "do you expect to keep my respect and +yet go on with this?" + +Lydia did not reply for some time. They were nearing the cottage, and +she could see the pine, black against the afterglow, when she said, + +"Well, I'm not keeping my own self-respect and yet, I'm glad I'm making +Dad and Kent happy." + +"Kent! Wait till I see him!" + +"You can't change Kent, if I couldn't," replied Lydia. + +"I'll not try to change him," said Billy grimly. "I'll tell him what I +think of him, though." + +They paused by the gate. Billy looked down at Lydia with a puzzled +frown. + +"How about 'Ducit Amor Patriae' now, Lydia?" he asked. + +"Oh, I don't know," she sighed. "Good night, Billy." + +"Good-by, Lydia," said the young man heavily and he turned away, +leaving her standing at the gate. + +But though she had maintained a calm front with Billy, Lydia went over +and over their conversation that night feverishly before she went to +sleep. She tossed and turned and then long after the old livingroom +clock had struck midnight, she slipped out of bed and crouched on her +knees, her hands clasped across her pillow, her eyes on the quiet stars +that glowed through the window. + +"O God," she prayed, "O God, if You do exist, help me now! Don't let +me lose Billy's respect for I don't know how I can get along without +it. God! God! Make me believe in You, for I must have Some One to +turn to! You have taken mother and little Patience and John Levine +from me! Oh, let me keep Billy! Let me keep him, God, and make me +strong enough to keep on accepting that three hundred and twenty acres. +Amen." + +Shivering, but somehow quieted, she crept into bed and fell asleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +THE YOUNGEST SCHOLAR + + +"The Indians knew no home, and so they died."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +If Amos was not happy after Lydia's concession, at least she never had +seen him so interested in life as he was now. Nor had Kent ever been +more considerate of Lydia. They went to a number of dances and skated +together frequently in spite of the fact that Kent was very busy with +his real estate work. + +All this, Lydia told herself, should have made her happy, and yet, she +was not. Even when Professor Willis took her to a Military hop and +brought her home in a hack, she was conscious of the feverish sense of +loss and uncertainty that had become a part of her daily living. +Several times she had an almost overwhelming desire to tell him what +she had done. But she could not bear to destroy the ideal she knew he +had of her, even for the relief of receiving his sympathy, of which she +was very sure. + +Billy came to see her as usual, and took her to an occasional dance. +But he was not the friend of old. And the change was not in any +neglect of things done, it was in his way of looking at her; in his +long silences when he studied her face with a grieved, puzzled look +that made her frantic; in his ceasing to talk over his work with her +with any air of comradeship, and most of all in his ceasing to bully +her--that inalienable earmark of the attitude of the lover toward the +beloved. + +Lydia's nerves began to feel the strain before spring came in. She was +pale in the morning and fever-flushed in the afternoon and her hands +were uncertain. March was long and bleak, that year, but April came in +as sweetly as a silver bugle call. The first week in April the ice +went out of the lake with a crash and boom and mighty upheaval, leaving +a pellucid calm of blue waters that brought a new light to Lydia's +face. She heard the first robin call on her way home from college, the +day that the ice went out. + +She had walked up the road ahead of Billy, her black scholar's gown +fluttering. Once, he would have run to overtake her, but now he +plodded along a block behind, without a sound. Lydia did not pause at +the cottage gate. The call of the robin was in her blood and she swung +on up the road, past the Norton place, and into the woods. + +Young April was there, with its silence a-tip-toe, and its warmth and +chill. Lydia drew a deep breath and paused where through the trunks of +the white birches she caught the glimmer of the lake. There was a log +at hand and she sat down, threw her mortar-board on the ground and +rested, chin cupped in her hands, lips parted, eyes tear dimmed. She +was weary of thought. She only knew that the spiritual rightness with +which she had sustained her mind and body through all the hard years of +her youth, had gone wrong. She only knew that a loneliness of soul she +could not seem to endure was robbing her of a youth that as yet she had +scarcely tasted. + +She sat without stirring. The blue of the lake began to turn orange. +The robin's note grew fainter. Suddenly there was the sound of hasty +footsteps through the dead leaves. Lydia looked up. Billy was +striding toward her. She did not speak, nor did he. It seemed to her +that she never had noticed before how mature Billy's face was in its +new gauntness, nor how deep and direct was his gaze. + +He strode up to the log, stooped, and drew Lydia to her feet. Then he +lifted her, scholar's gown and all, in his arms and kissed her full on +the lips, kissed her long and passionately, then looked deep into her +eyes and held her to him until she could feel his heart beating full +and quick. + +For just a moment, Lydia did not stir, then she threw her arms around +his neck, hid her face against his shoulder and clung to him with an +intensity that made him tremble. + +The robin's note grew sweeter, fainter. The lake lap-lapped beyond the +birches. Billy slipped his hand under Lydia's cheek and turned her +face so that he could look into her eyes. At what he saw there, his +own firm lips quivered. + +"Lydia!" he whispered. + +Then he kissed her again. + +Lydia freed herself from his arms, though he kept both of her hands in +his. + +"Now," he said gently, with a smile of a quality Lydia never had seen +on his lips before, "now, sweetheart, are you going to be good?" + +"Yes," murmured Lydia, with the contralto lilt in her voice. "What do +you want me to do. Billy?" + +"I want what you want, dearest. I want the old Lydia with the vision. +Has she come back, or shall I have to look for her again?" + +He started as if to take Lydia in his arms once more, but with a sudden +rich little laugh, she stepped away from him. + +"She's here--Oh, Billy, _dearest_! How could you let her wander around +alone so long." + +"It didn't hurt my cause any for her to miss me," answered Billy, +grimly, "though I didn't realize that till a moment ago. Stop your +trembling, Lydia. I'm here to look out for you, for the rest of time." + +"I can hear Adam barking," said Lydia. "Dad must have come home. Take +me back, Billy." + +"All right," replied Billy. "I will just as soon as you tell me +something." + +Lydia looked up into his face. "Not that just yet, please, Billy. I +must make things right with Dad and Kent." + +Billy seized her shoulders. "Is there anything between you and Kent, +Lydia?" he said, jealously. + +"Not in words," she answered, "but of course he's gone ahead with my +land deal, with the idea he'd share in it." + +Billy's hands tightened on her shoulders. "Dear," Lydia went on +pleadingly, "don't spoil this perfect moment. We must have this, +always, no matter what comes." + +"Nothing can come," replied Billy sternly. "Give me your hand, little +girl. It's getting cold in these woods." + +They walked back to the cottage in silence, hand in hand. They paused +at the gate and Lydia pointed through the dusk at the new moon. + +"Let's wish on it," she said. "Close your eyes, and wish." + +Billy closed his eyes. A kiss as soft as the robin's note fell on his +lips and the gate clicked. He opened his eyes and stood looking up the +path long after the door closed, his hat in his hand. + +Lydia wandered into the dining-room quite casually. + +"For heaven's sake, Lydia!" cried Amos. "I was just going to start on +a hunt for you!" + +"I took a walk in the woods," explained Lydia, "and was gone longer +than I realized." + +"Supper's ready. Sit right down," said Lizzie, looking at Lydia, +intently. + +Amos was absorbed in his own thoughts during the meal. He and Kent had +both been worried and absent minded, lately. He paid no heed to the +fact that Lydia only played with her food and that during the meal she +smiled at nothing. But old Lizzie, who had worried herself half sick +over Lydia, watched her with growing curiosity. + +"Seen Kent, to-day, Lydia?" she asked. + +After a moment--"Did you speak to me, Lizzie?" Lydia inquired. + +"Yes, I did. I asked if you'd seen Kent to-day." + +"I? No, I haven't seen Kent. We had a quiz in chemistry, to-day." + +"What's that got to do with anything?" grunted Lizzie. But she asked +no more questions. + +Ma Norton came over during the evening to borrow some yeast. Amos was +working over some figures on a bit of paper. Lydia was sitting with a +text book in front of her. She had not turned a leaf in twenty +minutes, to Lizzie's actual count. + +"Spring's here," said Ma. "Though there's still a bite in the air. +Not that Billy seems to notice it. I found him sitting on the front +steps with his cigar, as if it was June." + +Lizzie gave Lydia a quick look and wondered if she only imagined that +her cheeks were turning pinker. + +"I can't sit down," Ma went on, "I've got to set this sponge to rise." + +"I'll walk home with you, Mrs. Norton," said Lydia, suddenly. "It +seems as if one couldn't get enough of this first spring day." + +"Do!" Ma's voice was always extra cordial when she spoke to Lydia. + +Lizzie watched the door close behind the two. "I knew it," she +exclaimed. + +"Knew what?" inquired Amos, looking up from his figures. + +"That there was a new moon," answered the old lady, shortly, trudging +off to her bedroom. + +"Liz is getting childish," thought Amos, returning to his work. + +"Bill's still on the front porch," said Ma Norton as they reached the +Norton driveway. "Do go speak to him, Lydia. He's amiable to-night, +but he's been like a bear for months." + +Billy's mother went on into the kitchen entrance and Lydia went over to +the dim figure on the steps. + +"Your mother told me to speak to you," she said meekly. + +"I heard her." Billy gave a low laugh. "Come up here in the shadow, +sweetheart, and tell me if you ever saw such a moonlit and starlit +night." + +But Lydia did not stir. "Honestly, I don't dare look at the sky any +longer. I have a quiz in rhetoric to-morrow and I've _got_ to get my +mind on it." + +Billy came down the steps. "Then I'll walk home with you." + +"No, you won't. I--I just came over to see if it's all real. Just to +touch you and then run back. I'd rather you didn't walk back with me." + +The night was brilliant and Billy, responding to some little +petitioning note in Lydia's voice, did not offer to touch her but stood +looking down at the sweet dim face turned up to his. She lifted her +hand, that thin hand with the work calluses on it, and ran it over his +cheeks, brushed her cheek against his shoulder, and then ran away. + +She finished her studying and went to bed early, only to lie awake for +hours. At last, she crept out of bed and as once before, she clasped +her hands and lifted her face to the heavens. "Thank you, God!" she +whispered. Then she went to sleep. + +The next night, Kent came out to the cottage. Lydia dreaded his coming +so little that she was surprised. Yet this day had been one of +continual surprise to her. She had wakened to a dawn of robin songs, +and had dressed with an answering song in her own heart. She was as +one who had never known sorrow or anxiety. Her whole future lay before +her, a clear and unobstructed pathway. + +For Lydia had found herself. She was a creature to whom a great love +and devotion were essential as motive forces. In turn she had given +this, in childish form, to her mother, to little Patience and to +Levine. One by one these had been taken from her and she had struggled +to give this devotion to Kent, but she could not give where there was +no understanding. + +And now she saw that for years it had been Billy. Billy who combined +all the best of what her mother, her baby sister, and Levine had meant +to her, with something greatly more--the divinity of passion--a thing +she could not understand, yet that had created a new world for her. + +Kent tossed his hat on the couch and shook his head at Amos. "Dave's +not going to get away with it. He's got some kind of a row going with +the Whiskey people and he says we might as well count him out. I don't +know what to do now." + +Amos groaned. "Lord, what luck!" + +"Don't let it worry you," said Lydia calmly. "I made up my mind to-day +that I'd go ahead and enter on that land just as other folks are doing, +in the good old way. I'm going to make a farm up there, that will blot +out all memory of what Mr. Levine did. But I'm going to work for it as +a homesteader has to and not take any advantage through Mr. Levine's +graft." + +Kent looked up crossly. "Oh, Lydia, for heaven's sake, don't begin +that again!" + +Lydia crossed the room and put her hand on Kent's shoulder as he sat on +the couch. + +"Kent, look at me," she said, then, very quietly, "I'm going to +homestead that land." There was no escaping the note of finality in +her decision. + +Kent's face whitened. He looked up steadily at Lydia. Amos and Lizzie +sensed that they were spectators of a deeper crisis than they +understood and they watched breathlessly. Kent rose slowly. The sweat +stood on his forehead. + +"You know what that means, as far as I'm concerned," he said. + +Lydia, chin up, gaze never more clearly blue, nodded. + +"Yes, Kent, but we never would have been happy. You and Margery were +meant for each other, anyhow." + +"Lydia! Lydia!" exclaimed Kent hoarsely, half angrily, half pleadingly. + +"No, you won't feel badly, when you think it over. Go to Margery now +and tell her, Kent." + +Kent picked up his cap. "I--I don't understand," he said. Then, +angrily, "You aren't treating me right, Lydia. I'll talk to you when +I'm not so sore," and he walked out of the house. + +Lydia turned to Amos and Lizzie. "There," she said, happily, "I've got +Kent settled for life!" + +Amos sank into his armchair. "Lydia, have you lost your mind!" he +groaned. + +"No, I've found it, Daddy. Poor Dad, don't look as if you'd fathered a +lunatic!" + +Amos shook his head. + +"Daddy, let's homestead that land! Let's quit this idea of getting +something by graft. Let's do like our forefathers did. Let's +homestead that land! Let's earn it by farming it." + +Lydia's father looked at her, long and meditatively. He was pretty +well discouraged about the probability of ever getting a clear title to +the land through Kent or Marshall. And the longer he looked at Lydia, +the more his mind reverted to New England, to old tales of the farm on +which he and his ancestors had been bred. + +"A man with three hundred and twenty acres of land is a power in the +community," he said, suddenly. + +"Oh, yes, Dad!" cried Lydia. + +"You never know what a feeling of independence is," said Lizzie, "till +you own land and raise wheat." + +Amos stared out the door into the darkness. Little by little Lydia saw +creeping into his face new lines of determination, a new sort of pride +that the thought of the selling of the lands had not put there. He +cleared his throat. + +"Hang it, Lydia, I'm not as hard as you think I am. I want you to be +happy. And I'm not so damned old as you think I am. I'm good for +homesteading, if you and Liz are. A farmer with three hundred and +twenty acres! God!" + +Lydia nodded. Amos began to walk the floor. "I'm still a young man. +If I had the backing that land gives a man, I could clean out a lot of +rottenness in the State. Even if I only did it by showing what a man +with a clean record could make of himself." + +"That's just the point," cried Lydia eagerly, "and your record wouldn't +have been clean, if you'd gotten it through Marshall." + +"What young men need nowadays," Amos went on, "is to get back to the +old idea of land ownership. Three hundred and twenty acres! Lydia, +why can't I enter on it to-morrow?" + +"Why not?" asked Lydia. + +"If I take Brown's offer for the cottage, it would leave us enough to +get a team and I bet I could hire a tractor to get to the cleared +portion of it, this Fall. A hundred acres are clear, you know. I +might as well quit the factory now, eh, Lydia?" + +With a laugh that had a sob in it, Lydia kissed her father and whirled +out the door. Billy was coming in at the gate. She flew down to seize +his hand and turn him toward the road. + +"Let's walk! I've such quantities to tell you!" + +Billy turned obediently, but paused in the shadow of the pine. "Lydia, +I can't tell you what it means to me. No matter what bigger things may +seem to happen to me, nothing can equal the things I've felt and +dreamed to-day." + +Then he put his arms about Lydia and kissed her, and she put her arms +about his neck and laid her head against his shoulder. They stood thus +motionless while the pine whispered above them. And in the intensity +of that embrace all the griefs of Lydia's life were hallowed and made +purposeful. + +"Lydia," said Billy, "I want to tell Mother and Dad. Will you come +over home with me, now?" + +"Yes," replied Lydia, "and then we must tell my father and Lizzie. Oh, +Billy, I forgot," as they started down the road, "I've decided to +homestead that land." + +"But--why, Lydia dear, you're going to be a lawyer's wife. For +heaven's sake, let that beastly land go." + +"No, I'm going to be a pioneer's wife!" + +There was a little pause, then Billy laughed uncertainly. "Well, I'm +not going to talk about it to-night. I'm in a frame of mind to-night +where I'd promise you to be an Indian chief if you ask it. Mother and +Dad are in the kitchen." + +They opened the kitchen door and stepped in. Pa Norton was sitting in +his stocking feet, reading the evening paper. Ma was putting away the +day's baking. She paused with a loaf of bread in her hand as the two +came in and Pa looked over his glasses. + +"Mother and Dad," said Billy, uncertainly, "I--I've brought Lydia home +to you! Look at her, Dad! Isn't she a peach!" + +Lydia stood with her back against the door, cheeks scarlet, golden head +held high, but her lips quivering. + +Ma dropped her loaf of bread. "Oh, Lydia," she cried, "I thought that +numskull of a Billy never would see daylight! I've prayed for this for +years. Come straight over here to your mother, love." + +But Pa Norton had dropped his paper when Ma dropped her bread and had +not paused for comments. He made three strides to Lydia, and gave her +a great hug and a kiss. Then he said, "First time I saw you carrying +that milk for Billy's books, I said, there's the wife Billy ought to +have. Ma, wasn't she the dearest--" + +But Ma shoved him aside contemptuously. "Get over and talk to Billy. +This is a woman's affair. Who cares about reminiscences now. Oh, +Billy, do you remember I used to worry because she didn't keep the back +of her neck clean!" + +"Who's reminiscencing now?" asked Pa belligerently. + +Everybody laughed. Then Pa sighed. "Well, I feel almost reconciled +now to Bill's giving up farming. When're you going to be married?" + +Lydia blushed. "Oh, not for a long time. Now, let's go and tell my +people, Billy." + +Out in the night again! Curious how long the short walk to the cottage +could be made! Curious how near the stars were--heaven just over the +road where the lovers strolled. Not strange that such ecstasy cannot +last forever. The human mind could not bear that heaven-born rapture +too long. + +Lizzie was mending. Amos was sitting in his arm chair, with a bit of +paper on which he was figuring. Lydia flew across the room and dropped +on her knees beside him. + +"Oh, Daddy dear, look at me! Billy's here and he's always going to be +here. Tell us you're glad." + +Amos looked up with a jerk. First at Billy standing stalwart and grave +by the table, his deep eyes as steady as the hand he held out to +Lizzie. Then at his daughter, with her transformed face. + +"But," protested Amos, "I thought it was to be Kent." + +"Oh, it couldn't have been Kent," exclaimed Lydia. "We never would +have understood each other. Kent was for Margery." + +A frown gathered on Amos' face. He did not really want Lydia to marry +any one. All that had reconciled him to the thought of Kent had been +Kent's relation to the Indian lands. And now, he discovered that he +didn't want to give his daughter to any one. He threw a jealous arm +about her. + +"No, you can't have her, Billy," he said. "Nobody shall have her. +She's too good for the best man living." + +"Yes, she is," agreed Billy. "But that isn't the point. The point is +that Lydia actually wants me. I don't understand it myself, but she +does and I know I can make her happy." + +"I can make her happy myself," said Amos, gruffly. + +"But you haven't," retorted Billy. "Look at the way you've acted about +this land matter. And God knows, she deserves to be happy at any cost. +Good heavens, when I think of her, it seems to me that nothing could be +too much for her. I think of her trudging those miles in her patched +old clothes to buy her school books--what a thin, big-eyed kiddie she +was. Why, even as a cub, I used to appreciate her. And then when she +stood up before the hearing, the bravest man among us, and when she got +sick trying to earn those silly Prom clothes---- My God, Amos, if +Lydia wants me, or the moon, or a town lot in South Africa, it's up to +you to give it to her." + +Amos did not reply for a moment. Down through the years he was +watching a thin little figure trudge with such patience and sweetness +and determination as he seemed never before to have appreciated. +Slowly his hold loosened on Lydia's shoulders and he looked into her +face. + +"Do you want to marry Billy?" he asked. + +"Oh, Daddy, yes," whispered Lydia. + +Amos looked up at the young man, who stood returning his gaze. "Take +her, Billy, and heaven help you if you're not good to her, for John +Levine's spirit will haunt you with a curse." + +Billy raised Lydia to her feet and the extraordinary smile was on his +face. + +"What do you think about it, Lizzie?" he asked. Lizzie, who had been +crying comfortably, wiped her eyes with the sock she was darning. + +"I'm thinking that any one that can bring the look to Lydia's face +she's been wearing for twenty-four hours, deserves her. Rheumatism or +no, down I get on my old knees to-night and give thanks--just for the +look in that child's eyes." + +And now for a while, Lydia was content to live absolutely in the +present, as was Billy. Surely there never was such an April. And +surely no April ever melted so softly into so glorious a May. Apple +blossoms, lilac blooms, violets and wind flowers and through them, +Lydia in her scholar's gown, hanging to Billy's arm, after the day's +work was done. + +She seemed singularly uninterested in the preparations for +Commencement, though she went through her final examinations with +credit. But the week before Commencement she came home one afternoon +with blazing cheeks. Billy was at the cottage for supper and when they +had begun the meal, she exploded her bomb. + +"Dad! Billy! Lizzie! They've elected me a member of the Scholars' +Club!" + +"For the love of heaven!" exclaimed Amos, dropping his fork. + +"Why not?" asked Lizzie. + +"Lydia, dear, but I'm proud of you," breathed Billy. + +"Professor Willis told me, this afternoon," Lydia went on, "and I +laughed at him at first. I thought he was teasing me. Why only +high-brows belong to the Scholars' Club! Prexy belongs and the best of +the professors and only a few of the post-graduate pupils. But he says +I was elected. I told him lots of students had higher standings than +I, and he only laughed and said he knew it. And I've got to go to that +banquet of theirs next week!" + +"Fine!" said Billy. + +"Fine! Why, Billy Norton, I never went to a banquet in my life. I +don't know what forks to use, and I _never saw a finger bowl_!" + +Amos grinned. "What's the use of being a scholar, if that sort of +thing bothers you?" + +"I might get a book on etiquette and polish up," said Lydia, +thoughtfully. "I'll get one to-morrow, and practise on the family." + +Amos groaned, but to no avail. Lydia borrowed a book on etiquette from +the library and for a week Amos ate his supper with an array of silver +and kitchen-ware before him that took his appetite away. He rebelled +utterly at using the finger bowls, which at breakfast were porridge +dishes. Lizzie, however, was apt and read the book so diligently while +Lydia was in class that she was able to correct Lydia as well as Amos +at night. + +Ma Norton had insisted on making Lydia a white mull graduation dress. +She would not let either Lizzie or Lydia help her. She had been +daughter-hungry all her life and since she made her own wedding gown, +no bit of sewing had given her the satisfaction that this did. + +So it was that Lydia, wearing the mull under her scholar's gown, and +with the precepts of the book on etiquette in her mind, attended the +Scholars' banquet, timidly but not with the self-consciousness that she +might otherwise have felt. + +Billy left her at the door of the hall and Professor Willis took her in +to dinner. There were only two other women there, but Lydia did not +mind. + +"You never told me," said Willis, after Lydia had safely chosen her +salad fork, "what you've done about the three hundred and twenty acres." + +Lydia looked up at him quickly. She had been dreading this moment for +some time. + +"I'm going to give up John Levine's claim on it, and enter on it as a +homesteader." + +"But what an undertaking!" exclaimed Willis. + +"I'll not go alone," said Lydia gently. "Billy Norton will go with me." + +Willis turned white, and laid down his salad fork. Lydia turned her +head away, then looked back, her eyes a little tear dimmed. + +"I'm sorry," she said. + +"Don't be," he answered, after a moment. "You never did a kinder thing +than to tell me this now--before--not but what it would have been too +late, had you told me two years ago." + +"Oh, I am so sorry," repeated Lydia miserably. + +"But you mustn't be! Besides, you and I are both scholars and scholars +are always philosophers!" + +He was silent for the rest of the banquet, in spite of his philosophy. +But when he was called on for his toast, which was the last one, he +rose coolly enough, and began steadily, + +"My toast is to all scholars, everywhere, but also to one scholar in +particular. It is to one who was born with a love of books, to one who +made books--good books--so intimate a part of her life that she made +poverty a blessing, who combined books and living so deeply that she +read her community aright, when others failed to do so, to one who is a +scholar in the truest sense of the word--a book lover with a vision. I +drink to the youngest and sweetest scholar of us all!" and he bowed to +Lydia. + +How she got through the congratulations and out to Billy, patiently +waiting at the main campus gate, Lydia was not sure, for she was quite +drunk with surprise and pleasure. After she had told it all to Billy, +and once more they were standing under the pine at the gate, she said, + +"Billy, will you go up with Father and Lizzie and me to open up the +three hundred and twenty acres?" + +Billy answered slowly. "There's nothing I'd like better. I was born +to be a farmer. But, Lydia, it looks to me as if, as a lawyer, I'd be +a more useful citizen, the way things are now in the country." + +Lydia shook her head. "We've got too many lawyers in America. What I +think America needs is real love of America. And it seems to me the +best way to get it is to identify oneself with the actual soil of the +community. What I want is this. That you and I, upon the ground where +poor John Levine did such wrongs, build us a home. I don't mean a home +as Americans usually mean the word. I mean we'll try to found a family +there. We'll send the roots of our roof tree so deep into the ground +that for generations to come our children's children will be found +there and our family name will stand for old American ideals in the +community. I don't see how else we Americans can make up to the world +for the way we've exploited America." + +Billy stood with his arm about the slender "scholar." Suddenly there +flooded in upon him the old, old call, the call that had brought his +Pilgrim forefathers across the Atlantic, the call that was as old as +the yearning for freedom of the soil. + +"Lord!" he cried, "how glad I'll be to go up there! Think of beginning +our life together with such a dream!" + +"I believe John Levine would be glad, if he knew," said Lydia, +wistfully. + +"I know he'd be glad. . . . Lydia, do you love me, dear?" + +"Love you! Oh, more than all the world! You know it, don't you?" + +"I know it, but I can't believe it." His arm tightened around Lydia +and as on just such an evening, four years before, he said, + +"What a wonderful night!" + +A wonderful night, indeed! Sound and scent of bursting summer. +Syringas coming as lilacs went. The lake, lap-lapping on the shore. +The lazy croak of frogs and the moon sinking low over the cottage. +Above them the pine, murmuring as of old. Life and the year at the +full. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Lydia of the Pines + + +Author: Honoré Willsie Morrow + + + +Release Date: October 4, 2005 [eBook #16803] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LYDIA OF THE PINES*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +LYDIA OF THE PINES + +by + +HONORE WILLSIE + +Author of + +"The Heart of the Desert," "Still Jim," etc. + +With Frontispiece in Colors by Eric Papse + + [Transcriber's note: frontispiece missing from book.] + +A. L. Burt Company +Publishers------New York +Published by arrangement with Frederick A. Stokes Company + +1917 + + + + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER + + I THE TOY BALLOON + II THE HEROIC DAY + III THE COTTAGE + IV THE RAVISHED NEST + V ADAM + VI THE COOKING CLASS + VII THE REPUBLICAN CANDIDATE + VIII THE NOTE + IX THE ELECTION + X THE CAMP + XI LYDIA GIGGLES + XII THE HIGH SCHOOL SENIOR + XIII THE INDIAN CELEBRATION + XIV THE HARVARD INSTRUCTOR + XV THE INVESTIGATION BEGINS + XVI DUCIT AMOR PATRIAE + XVII THE MILITARY HOP + XVIII THE END OF A GREAT SEARCH + XIX CAP AND GOWN + XX THE YOUNGEST SCHOLAR + + + + +LYDIA OF THE PINES + + +CHAPTER I + +THE TOY BALLOON + + +"I am the last of my kind. This is the very peak of loneliness."--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +There is a State in the North Mississippi Valley unexcelled for its +quiet beauty. To the casual traveler there may be a certain monotony +in the unending miles of rolling green hills, stretching on and on into +distant, pale skies. But the native of the State knows that the +monotony is only seeming. + +He knows that the green hills shelter in their gentle valleys many +placid lakes. Some of them are shallow and bordered with wild rice. +Some are couched deep in the hollow of curving bluffs. Some are +carefully secreted in virgin pine woods. From the train these pines +are little suspected. Fire and the ax have long since destroyed any +trace of their growth along the railway. + +Yet if the traveler but knew, those distant purple shadows against the +sky-line are primeval pine woods, strange to find in a State so highly +cultivated, so dotted with thriving towns. + +In summer the whole great State is a wonderland of color. Wide wheat +lands of a delicate yellowish green sweep mile on mile till brought to +pause by the black green of the woods. Mighty acres of corn land, +blue-green, march on the heels of the wheat. Great pastures riotous +with early goldenrod are thick dotted with milk herds. White +farmhouses with red barns and little towns with gray roofs and green +shaded streets dot the State like flower beds. + +An old State, as we measure things out of New England, settled by New +Englanders during the first great emigration after the War of 1812. +Its capital, Lake City, lays claim to almost a century of existence. +Lying among the hills in the northern part of the State, it contains +both the state capitol and the state university. Of its thirty +thousand inhabitants, five thousand are students and another five +thousand are state legislators and state employees. + +The town is one of quiet loveliness. It lies in the curving shore of +one of the most beautiful of the little inland lakes. The university +campus lies at the northern end of the curve. The dome of the capitol +rises from the trees at the southern end. Between, deep lawns stretch +to the water's edge with fine old houses capping the gentle slope of +the shore. Inland lies the business section of the town, with the less +pretentious of the dwellings. The whole city is dotted with great elms +and maples, planted three quarters of a century ago. + +A quiet town, Lake City, with an atmosphere that might well belong to +New England,--beauty, culture, leisure, are its hallmarks. + +Fifteen years ago half a mile inland from the lake was an empty block +that once had been a farm pasture. Three fine old oaks stood with tops +together in the center of the block. The grass was still firm and +green and thick in the ancient pasture except for narrow trails worn by +children's feet. To the initiated each trail told its own story. +There was a hollow square that formed the baseball diamond. There was +a straight, short cut that led to the little cress-grown spring. There +were the parallel lines for "Come-Come Pull Away," and there were +numerous bald spots, the center of little radiating trails where, in +the fall, each group of children had its complicated roasting oven in +which potatoes and "weenies" were cooked. + +On one August afternoon the pasture seemed deserted. It was circus day +and the children of the surrounding blocks had all by one method or +another won admission to the big tent on the hill east of the town. + +Yet not quite all the children. For under one of the oak trees was a +baby carriage in which a little girl of two lay fast asleep. And far +above her, perched lightly but firmly in a swaying fork of the oak, was +a long-legged little girl of twelve. She sat where she could peer +easily down on her small sleeping sister, yet high enough to be +completely hidden from casual view. She was a thin youngster, with +short curling hair of a dusty yellow. The curly hair did not hide the +fine square head, a noble head for so small a girl, set well on the +little square shoulders. Her eyes were blue and black lashed, her nose +nondescript, her mouth large, her chin square and her little jaw line +long and pronounced. She wore a soiled sailor suit of blue galatea. +Caught in the crotch of two opposite branches was a doll almost as +large as the sleeping child below. It was a queer old-fashioned doll, +with a huge china head, that displayed brilliant black hair and eyes as +blue as those of her little mistress. The doll wore a clumsily made +sailor suit of blue calico, which evidently had been washed recently, +but not ironed. It is necessary to meet the doll properly, for she was +an intimate and important member of the little girl's family. Her name +was Florence Dombey. + +A battered red book lay in Florence Dombey's lap. It was called, "With +Clive in India." It was written by G. A. Henty and told of the +marvelous and hair-breadth adventures of an English lad in an Indian +campaign. + +Florence Dombey's attention, however, was not on the book. It was +riveted, hectically, on her mistress, who with her tongue caught +between her lips was deftly whittling a cigar box cover into doll +furniture, of a scale so tiny that even had Florence Dombey had a doll +of her own, it could not have hoped to use the furniture. + +It was very quiet in the oak tree. The little furniture-maker spoke +softly to Florence Dombey occasionally, but otherwise crickets and +locusts made the only sounds on the summer air. + +Suddenly she closed the knife sharply. "Darn it! I've cut myself +again," she said. She dropped the knife down the neck of her blouse +and began to suck her finger. "Here, let me have Henty, Florence +Dombey. Don't try to pig it, all the time. You know I don't get +hardly any time to read." + +The furniture and the remains of the cigar-box cover followed the knife +into her blouse and she opened the book. But before she had begun to +read there was a sleepy little call from below. + +"Yes, baby!" called the child. "Here's Lydia, up in the tree! Watch +me, dearie! See me come down. Here comes Florence Dombey first." + +With some difficulty the book followed the knife and the furniture into +the blouse. Florence Dombey, being hastily inverted, showed a length +of light martin cord wrapped about her cotton legs. + +"Here she comes, baby! Catch now for Lydia." + +The baby below, a tiny plump replica of Lydia, sat up with a gurgle of +delight and held up her arms as Florence Dombey, dangling unhappily, +upside down, on the end of the marlin cord, was lowered carefully into +the perambulator. + +"And here I come. Watch me, baby!" + +With a swing light and agile as a young monkey, Lydia let herself down, +landing with a spring of which an acrobat might have boasted, beside +the perambulator. + +"There, sweetness!"--kissing the baby--"first we'll fix Florence +Dombey, then we'll start for home." + +"Florence, home wiv baby." + +"Yes, it's getting near supper time." Lydia tucked the still +hectically staring doll in beside her small sister, turned the +perambulator around and ran it along one of the little paths to the +sidewalk. She hoisted it to the sidewalk with some puffing and several +"darn its," then started toward the block of houses, north of the +pasture. + +At the crossing she met a small girl of her own age, who carried a toy +balloon, and a popcorn ball. + +"Hello, Lydia!" she cried. "It was a perfectly lovely circus!" + +"Was it?" said Lydia, with an indifferent voice that something in her +blue eyes denied. "Well, I had to take care of little Patience!" + +"Huh!" shrilled the little girl, "old Lizzie would have done that! I +think your father's mean not to give you the money." + +Lydia's red cheeks went still redder. "My father's got plenty of +money," she began fiercely. Here the baby interrupted. + +"Baby love pritty--Baby love--" she held out two beseeching dimpled +hands toward the red balloon. + +"Patience, you can't have it," cried Lydia. "It--it'll make your tummy +ache. I'll buy you one when you're older." + +The black-eyed child, holding the red balloon, suddenly kissed little +Patience, who was the pet of all the children in the neighborhood, and +put the string of her balloon into the dimpled hand. "I had the +circus--you can have the balloon," she said. + +Lydia jerked the string away and held it out to the owner. + +"We're no cheerity charities, Margery," she said. "I'll get Patience a +balloon." + +"You're an awful liar and a cruel beast, Lydia!" cried Margery. She +snatched the string and tied it about the baby's wrist. "You know you +can't buy her one and you know she'll cry herself sick for one, now +she's seen mine, and I guess I love her as much as you do." + +Lydia looked from the cherub in the perambulator, crowing ecstatically +over the red bubble that tugged at her wrist, to the defiant Margery. + +"I'll let her have it, Margery," she said reluctantly. "I'll make you +a doll's high chair." + +"All right," said Margery, nonchalantly. "Face tag! So long!" + +Lydia ran the perambulator along the board walk. The street was +macadamized and bordered with thrifty maple trees. Back of the maple +trees were frame houses, of cheap and stupid construction. Before one +of these Lydia paused. It was a dingy brown house, of the type known +as "story and a half." There was a dormer window at the top and a bow +window in the ground floor and a tiny entry porch at the front. + +Lydia opened the gate in the picket fence and tugged the perambulator +through and up to the porch. + +"There, baby mine, shall Lydia take you in for your supper?" + +"Supper," cooed little Patience, lifting her arms. + +Lydia lifted her to the porch with surprising ease. The little two +year old should have been no light weight for the little mother of +twelve. She stood on the porch, watching Lydia arrange Florence Dombey +in her place in the perambulator. Her resemblance to Lydia was marked. +The same dusty gold hair though lighter, the square little shoulders, +and fine set of the head. The red balloon tugging at her wrist, her +soiled little white dress blowing in the summer breeze, she finally +grew impatient of Lydia's attentions to Florence Dombey. + +"Baby eat now," she cried with a stamp of her small foot. + +Lydia laughed. She ran up the steps, took the baby's hand and led her +through the entry into a square little room, evidently the parlor of +the home. It was dusty and disorderly. The center-table of fine old +mahogany was littered with pipes and newspapers. A patent rocker was +doing duty as a clothes rack for hats and coats. A mahogany desk was +almost indistinguishable under a clutter of doll's furniture. The +sunset glow pouring through the window disclosed rolls of dust on the +faded red Brussels carpet. + +Lydia disgorged the contents of her blouse upon the desk, then followed +little Patience into the next room. This was larger than the first and +was evidently the dining-room and sitting-room. A huge old mahogany +table and sideboard, ill kept and dusty, filled the bow window end of +the room. Opposite the sideboard was a couch, draped with a red and +green chenille spread. The floor was covered with oil cloth. + +A short, stout old woman was setting the table. She had iron gray +hair. Her face was a broad wreath of wrinkles, surrounding +bespectacled black eyes and a thin mouth that never quite concealed a +very white and handsome set of false teeth. + +"See! Liz! See!" cried little Patience, pattering up to the old woman +with the tugging balloon. + +"Ain't that grand!" said Lizzie. "Where'd you git the money, Lydia? +Baby's milk's in the tin cup on the kitchen table. Your father's home. +You'd better fry the steak. He complains so about it when I do it." + +Lydia left the baby clinging to Lizzie's skirts and went on into the +kitchen. Her father was washing his hands at the sink. + +"Hello, Dad!" she said. The child had a peculiar thread of richness in +her voice when she spoke to little Patience and it was apparent again +as she greeted the man at the sink. He turned toward her. + +"Well, young woman, it's about time you got home," he said. "Baby all +right?" + +Lydia nodded and turned toward the litter of dishes and paper parcels +on the kitchen table. Amos Dudley at this time was about forty years +old,--a thin man of medium weight, his brown hair already gray at the +temples. Lydia evidently got from him the blue of her eyes and the +white of her teeth. He began to peel off a pair of brown overalls. + +"What's for supper?" he asked. + +"Round steak," said Lydia. + +"For heaven's sake, don't let Liz touch it." + +"I won't," said the child, piling up dishes deftly. "I'm going to give +baby her cup of milk, and then I'll fix it in my patent way." + +Amos nodded. "You're a natural cook, like your mother." He paused, +one leg of his overalls off, disclosing his shiny black trousers. +Lydia carried the cup of milk toward the dining-room. From where he +sat he could see her kneel before little Patience, and hold the cup, +while the baby drank thirstily. Little motes of the sunset light +danced on the two curly golden heads. He looked from the children +toward the dusty kitchen table. + +"What a hell of a mess Liz does keep going," he muttered. "Patience +would break her heart, if she knew. Oh! Patience, Patience!--" + +Lydia came back with the empty cup. "Now for the steak," she +exclaimed. "Gosh, what a fire--" + +She attacked the greasy stove with enthusiasm and in a short time a +savory smell of steak filled the house. Amos went into the dining-room +and sat in a rocking chair with little Patience and the balloon in his +lap. Old Lizzie hummed as she finished setting the table and Lydia +whistled as she seasoned the potatoes Lizzie had set to frying. + +"Where'd she get the balloon?" asked Amos as Lydia brought in the +platter of meat. + +"Margery gave it to her," answered the child. "Supper's ready." + +"Got it at the circus, I suppose. I wish I could 'a' let you go, +Lydia, but at a dollar and a half a day, I swan I--" + +"I didn't want to go," returned Lydia, sitting the baby in her high +chair. "I'm getting too big for circuses." + +"Too big for a circus!" Her father looked at her with understanding +eyes. "I guess heaven is paved with lies like yours, Lydia. John +Levine will be over to-night. Get some of the mess dug out of the +parlor, will you, Lizzie?" + +"Sure," said Lizzie, good-naturedly. Lydia sat opposite her father and +poured tea. The ancient maid of all work sat beside Patience and +dispensed the currant sauce and the cake. + +The baby was half asleep before the meal was ended. "She didn't finish +her nap this afternoon," said Lydia. "I'll take her up to bed now and +finish my cake afterward." + +She tugged the baby out of the high chair that was becoming too close a +fit and toiled with her up the narrow stairs that led from the entry. + +The little sisters slept together in a slant-ceilinged bedroom. Here +again was dust and disorder, the floor covered with clothing and toys, +the bed unmade, the old fashioned mahogany bureau piled high with +books, brushes, and soiled teacups that had held the baby's milk. + +There was still light enough to see by. Lydia stood Patience on the +bed and got her into her nightdress after gently persuading the baby to +let her fasten the balloon to the foot of the bed. Then she carried +her to the little rocker by the window and with a look that was the +very essence of motherhood began to rock the two year old to sleep. +Presently there floated down to Amos, smoking his pipe on the front +step, Lydia's childish, throaty contralto: + + "I've reached the land of corn and wine + With all its riches surely mine, + I've reached that beauteous shining shore, + My heaven, my home, for ever more." + +A little pause, during which crickets shrilled, then, in a softer voice: + + "Blow him again to me + While my little one, while my pretty one sleeps." + +Another pause--and still more softly: + + "Wreathe me no gaudy chaplet; + Make it from simple flowers + Plucked from the lowly valley + After the summer showers." + +The coolness of the August wind touched Amos' face, "Oh! Patience, +Patience--" he murmured. + +Lydia sat for a moment or two with the sleeping baby in her arms, +looking down on her with a curious gentle intentness. Then she rose +carefully, and as carefully deposited little Patience on the bed. This +done, she untied the balloon and carried it out with her to the little +landing. There was a window here into which the August moon was +beginning to shine. Lydia sat down with the balloon and felt of it +carefully. + +"Aren't balloons the most wonderful things, almost as wonderful as +bubbles," she murmured. "I love the smell of them. Think what they +can do, how they can float, better than birds! How you want to squeeze +them but you don't dast! I'd rather have gone to the circus than to +heaven." + +In a moment she heard steps and greetings and her father leading his +friend into the house. Then she slipped down the stairs and into the +night. A dozen times she ran up and down the yard, the balloon like a +fettered bird tugging at her wrist. + +"I love it as much as little Patience does," she murmured. "Oh, I wish +it was mine." + +Finally, she ran out of the gate and up the street to the one fine +house of which the street boasted. She stole up to the door and +fastened the string of the balloon to the door bell, gave the bell a +jerk and fled. + +As she ran down the street, a boy, leaning against the gate-post next +her own, cried, "What's the rush, Lydia?" + +"Oh, hello, Kent! Did you like the circus?" + +"The best ever! You should have taken that ticket I wanted you to. +Didn't cost me anything but carrying water to the elephants." + +"I can't take anything I don't pay for. I promised mother. You know +how it is, Kent." + +"I guess your mother fixed it so you'd miss lots of good times, all +right---- Now, don't fly off the handle--look, I got a trick. I've +rubbed my baseball with match heads, so's I can play catch at night. +Try it?" + +"Gosh, isn't that wonderful!" exclaimed Lydia. The boy, who was a +little taller than Lydia, led the way to the open space between his +home and Lydia's. Then he spun Lydia a brisk ball. + +"It's like a shooting star," she cried, spinning back a quick overhand +shot, "but it makes your hands smell like anything." + +"Lydia," called her father from the bow window, "it's time to come in." + +"All right!" Then aside to Kent, "I'll wait till he calls me twice +more, Kent. Keep them coming." + +"Lydia!" + +"Yes, Dad. Not so hard, Kent. Don't throw curves, just because I +can't." + +"Lydia! I shan't call again." + +"Coming, Dad! Good night, Kent. Face tag!" + +"Face tag yourself, smarty. Maybe I'll be over, to-morrow, if I ain't +got anything better to do." + +Lydia sauntered slowly up to the kitchen steps. "Well, I haven't +anything pleasant at all to look forward to now," she thought. "The +circus parade is over and I've returned the balloon. Gee, yes, there +is too! I didn't eat my cake yet!" + +She turned up the lamp in the kitchen and foraged in the cake box, +bringing out the cake Lizzie had saved for her. With this in her hand +she entered the dining-room. An extraordinarily long, thin man was +stretched out in one arm chair, Amos in the other. + +"You ought to sit in the parlor, Dad," said Lydia, reproachfully. + +"It's too stuffy," said Amos. + +"Oh, hello, young Lydia!" said the tall man. "Come here and let me +look at you." + +Levine drew the child to his knee. She looked with a clear +affectionate gaze on his thin smooth-shaven face, and into his tired +black eyes. + +"Why do you always say 'young' Lydia?" asked the child. + +"That's what I want to know, too," agreed Amos. + +"Because, by heck! she's so young to be such an old lady." He smoothed +the short curly hair with a gesture that was indescribably gentle. "I +tell you what, young Lydia, if you were ten years older and I were ten +years younger--" + +Lydia leaned against his knee and took a large bite of cake. "You'd +take me traveling, wouldn't you, Mr. Levine?" she said, comfortably. + +"You bet I would, and you should have your heart's desire, whatever +that might be. If any one deserves it you do, young Lydia." + +Amos nodded and Lydia looked at them both with a sort of puzzled +content as she munched her cake. + +"I brought a newly illustrated copy of 'Tom Sawyer' for you to see, +Lydia," said Levine. "Keep it as long as you want to. It's over on +the couch there." + +Lydia threw herself headlong on the book and the two men returned to +the conversation she had interrupted. + +"My loan from Marshall comes due in January," said Amos. "My lord, +I've got to do something." + +"What made you get so much?" asked Levine. + +"A thousand dollars? I told you at the time, I sorta lumped all my +outstanding debts with the doctor's bill and funeral expenses and +borrowed enough to cover." + +"He's a skin, Marshall is. Why does he live on this street except to +save money?" + +Lydia looked up from "Tom Sawyer." There were two little lines of +worry between her eyes and the little sick sense in the pit of her +stomach that always came when she heard money matters discussed. Her +earliest recollection was of her mother frantically striving to devise +some method of meeting their latest loan. + +"I'd like to get enough ahead to buy a little farm. All my folks were +farmers back in New Hampshire and I was a fool ever to have quit it. +It looked like a mechanic could eat a farmer up, though, when I was a +young fellow. Now a little farm looks good enough to me. But on a +dollar and a half a day, I swan--" Amos sighed. + +"Land's high around here," said Levine. "I understand Marshall sold +Eagle Farm for a hundred dollars an acre. Takes a sharp farmer to make +interest on a hundred an acre. Lord--when you think of the land on the +reservation twenty miles from here, just yelling for men to farm it and +nothing but a bunch of dirty Indians to take advantage of it." + +"Look here, John," said Amos with sudden energy. "It's time that bunch +of Indians moved on and gave white men a chance. I wouldn't say a word +if they farmed the land, but such a lazy, lousy outfit!" + +"There are more than you feel that way, Amos," replied Levine. "But it +would take an Act of Congress to do anything." + +"Well, why not an Act of Congress, then? What's that bunch we sent +down to Washington doing?" + +"Poor brutes of Indians," said John Levine, refilling his pipe. "I get +ugly about the reservation, yet I realize they've got first right to +the land." + +"The man that can make best use of the land's got first right to it," +insisted Amos. "That's what my ancestors believed two hundred and +fifty years ago when they settled in New Hampshire and put loopholes +under the eaves of their houses. Our farmhouse had loopholes like +that. Snow used to sift in through 'em on my bed when I was a kid." + +Lydia, lying on her stomach on the couch, turning the leaves of "Tom +Sawyer," looked up with sudden interest. + +"Daddy, let's go back there to live. I'd love to live in a house with +loopholes." + +The two men laughed. "You should have been a boy, Lydia," said Amos. + +"A boy," sniffed Levine, "and who'd have mothered little Patience if +she'd been a boy?" + +"That's right--yet, look at that litter on the desk in the parlor." + +Both the men smiled while Lydia blushed. + +"What are you going to do with that doll furniture, Lydia?" asked John +Levine. + +"I'm going to make a doll house for little Patience, for Christmas." +Lydia gave an uncomfortable wriggle. "Don't talk about me so much." + +"You're working a long way ahead," commented Amos. "That was your +mother's trait. I wish I'd had it. Though how I could look ahead on a +dollar and a half a day--Lydia, it's bedtime." + +Lydia rose reluctantly, her book under her arm. + +"Don't read upstairs, child," Amos went on; "go to bed and to sleep, +directly." + +Lydia looked around for a safe place for the book and finally climbed +up on a chair and laid it on the top shelf of the sideboard. Then she +came back to her father's side and lifted her face for her good night +kiss. + +"Good night, my child," said Amos. + +"How about me," asked Levine. "Haven't you one to spare for a lonely +bachelor?" + +He pulled Lydia to him and kissed her gently on the cheek. "If you +were ten years older and I were ten years younger--" + +"Then we'd travel," said the child, with a happy giggle as she ran out +of the room. + +There was silence for a moment, then John Levine said, "Too bad old +Lizzie is such a slob." + +"I know it," replied Amos, "but she gets no wages, just stayed on after +nursing my wife. I can't afford to pay for decent help. And after +all, she does the rough work, and she's honest and fond of the +children." + +"Still Lydia ought to have a better chance. I wish you'd let me--" he +hesitated. + +"Let you what?" asked Amos. + +"Nothing. She'd better work out things her own way. She'll be getting +to notice things around the house as she grows older." + +"It is the devil's own mess here," admitted Amos. "I'm going to move +next month. This place has got on my nerves." + +"No, Daddy, no!" exclaimed Lydia. + +Both men started as the little girl appeared in the kitchen door. "I +came down to put Florence Dombey to bed," she explained. "Oh, Daddy, +don't let's move again! Why, we've only been here two years." + +"I've got to get into a place where I can have a garden," insisted +Amos. "If we go further out of town we can get more land for less +rent." + +"Oh, I don't want to move," wailed Lydia. "Seems to me we've always +been moving. Last time you said 'twas because you couldn't bear to +stay in the house where mother died. I don't see what excuse you've +got this time." + +"Lydia, go to bed!" cried Amos. + +Lydia retreated hastily into the kitchen and in a moment they heard her +footsteps on the back stairs. + +"It's a good idea to have a garden," said John Levine. "I tell you, +take that cottage of mine out near the lake. I'll let you have it for +what you pay for this. It'll be empty the first of September." + +"I'll go you," said Amos. "It's as pretty a place as I know of." + +Again silence fell. Then Amos said, "John, why don't you go to +Congress? Not to-day, or to-morrow, but maybe four or five years from +now." + +Levine looked at Amos curiously. The two men were about the same age. +Levine's brown face had a foreign look about it, the gift of a Canadian +French grandfather. Amos was typically Yankee, with the slightly +aquiline nose, the high forehead and the thin hair, usually associated +with portraits of Daniel Webster. + +"Nice question for one poor man to put to another," said Levine, with a +short laugh. + +"No reason you should always be poor," replied Amos. "There's rich +land lying twenty miles north of here, owned by nothing but Indians." + +Levine scratched his head. + +"You could run for sheriff," said Amos, "as a starter. You're an Elk." + +"By heck!" exploded John Levine. "I'll try for it. No reason why a +real estate man shouldn't go into politics as well as some of the +shyster lawyers you and I know, huh, Amos?" + +Upstairs, Lydia stood in a path of moonlight pulling off her clothes +slowly and stifling her sobs for the sake of the little figure in the +bed. Having jerked herself into her nightdress, she knelt by the +bedside. + +"O God," she prayed in a whisper, "don't let there be any more deaths +in our family and help me to bring little Patience up right." This was +her regular formula. To-night she added a plea and a threat. "And O +God, don't let us move again. Seems though I can't stand being jerked +around so much. If you do, God, I don't know what I'll say to +you--Amen." + +Softly as a shadow she crept in beside her baby sister and the +moonlight slowly edged across the room and rested for a long time on +the two curly heads, motionless in childhood's slumber. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE HEROIC DAY + + +"Where the roots strike deepest, the fruitage is best."--_The Murmuring +Pine_. + + +Little Patience had forgotten the red balloon, overnight. Lydia had +known that she would. Nevertheless, with the feeling that something +was owing to the baby, she decided to turn this Saturday into an extra +season of delight for her little charge. + +"Do you care, Dad," asked Lydia, at breakfast, "if baby and I have +lunch over at the lake shore?" + +"Not if you're careful," answered Amos. "By the way," he added, "that +cottage of John Levine's is right on the shore." He spoke with studied +carelessness. Lydia had a passion for the water. + +She stared at him now, with the curiously pellucid gaze that belongs to +some blue eyed children and Amos had a vague sense of discomfort, as if +somehow, he were not playing the game quite fairly. He dug into his +coat pocket and brought up a handful of tobacco from which he +disinterred two pennies. + +"Here," he said, "one for each of you. Don't be late for supper, +chickens." + +He kissed the two children, picked up his dinner pail and was off. +Lydia, her red cheeks redder than usual, smiled at Lizzie, as she +dropped the pennies into the pocket of her blouse and stuffed a gray +and frowsy little handkerchief on top of them. + +"Isn't he the best old Daddy!" she exclaimed. + +"Sure," said Lizzie absentmindedly, as she poured out her third cup of +coffee. "Lydia, that dress of yours is real dirty. You get into +something else and I'll wash it out to-day." + +"I haven't got much of anything else to get into, have I, +Lizzie?--except my Sunday dress." + +"You are dreadful short of clothes, child, what with the way you grow +and the way you climb trees. I'm trying to save enough out of the +grocery money to get you a couple more of them galatea dresses for when +school opens, but land--your poor mother was such a hand with the +needle, you used to look a perfect picture. There," warned by the +sudden droop of Lydia's mouth, "I tell you, you'll be in and out of the +water all day, anyhow. Both of you get into the bathing suits your +Aunt Emily sent you. They're wool and it's going to be a dreadful hot +day." + +"Jefful hot day," said little Patience, gulping the last of her oatmeal. + +"All right," answered Lydia, soberly. "Wouldn't you think Aunt Emily +would have had more sense than to send all those grown up clothes? Who +did she think's going to make 'em over, now?" + +"I don't know, child. The poor thing is dead now, anyhow. Folks is +always thoughtless about charity. Why I wasn't taught to sew, I don't +know. Anyhow, the bathing suits she got special for you two." + +"You bet your life, I'm going to learn how to sew," said Lydia, rising +to untie the baby's bib. "I'm practising on Florence Dombey. Mother +had taught me straight seams and had just begun me on over and over, +when--" + +"Over and over," repeated the baby, softly. + +Lizzie put out a plump, toil-scarred hand and drew Lydia to her. +"There, dearie! Think about other things. What shall poor old Liz fix +you for lunch?" + +The child rubbed her bright cheek against the old woman's faded one. +"You are a solid comfort to me, Lizzie," she said with a sigh. Then +after a moment she exclaimed, eagerly, "Oh! Lizzie, do you think we +could have a deviled egg? Is it too expensive?" + +"You shall have a deviled egg if I have to steal it. But maybe you +might dust up the parlor a bit while I get things ready." + +Lydia established little Patience on the dining-room floor with a linen +picture book, brought in a broom and dustpan from the kitchen and began +furiously to sweep the parlor. When the dust cleared somewhat she +emerged with the dustpan heaped with sweepings and the corners of the +room still untouched. She hung the coats and hats in the entry and +rubbed off the top of the table with her winter Tam o' Shanter, from +which the moths flew as she worked. She gazed thoughtfully at the +litter on the desk and decided against touching it. Then with a sense +of duty well done, she lifted little Patience and carried her up into +the little bedroom. + +The bathing suits were pretty blue woolen things, and when the two +presented themselves to Lizzie in the kitchen the old woman exclaimed, +"Well, if ever I seen two fairies!" + +"A thin one and a fat one," chuckled Lydia. "Push the baby carriage +down over the steps for me, Lizzie, and I'll prepare for our long, hard +voyage." + +Patience was established in her perambulator with her linen picture +book. Florence Dombey was settled at her feet, with "Men of Iron." +The bits of cigar box and the knife packed in a pasteboard box were +tied to one edge of the carriage. Patience's milk, packed in a tin +pail of ice, was laid on top of "Men of Iron." The paper bag of lunch +dangled from the handle-bar and Lydia announced the preparations +complete. + +The way to the lake shore led under the maple trees for several blocks. +Then the board walk turned abruptly to cross a marsh, high-grown now +with ripening cat-tails. Having safely crossed the marsh, the walk +ended in a grass-grown path. Lydia trundled the heavy perambulator +with some difficulty along the path. The August sun was hot. + + "'A life on the ocean wave--'" + +she panted. "You are getting fat, baby! + + 'A home on the rolling deep. + Where the scattered waters rave + And the winds their revels keep.' + +Darn it, I wish I had a bicycle!" + +"Ahoy there! Hard aport with your helm, mate!" came a shout from +behind her. A boy in a bright red bathing suit jumped off a bicycle. + +"Hello, Kent!" said Lydia. + +"Hello, yourself!" returned Kent. "Wait and I'll hitch to the front +axle." + +He untied a stout cord from his handle-bars and proceeded to fasten it +from his saddle post to the perambulator. Lydia watched him with a +glowing face. She was devoted to Kent, although they quarreled a great +deal. He was a handsome boy, two years Lydia's senior; not tall for +his years, but already broad and sturdy, with crinkly black hair and +clear, black-lashed brown eyes. His face was round and ruddy under its +summer tan. His lips were full and strong--an aggressive, jolly boy, +with a quick temper and a generous heart. He and Lydia had been +friends since kindergarten days. + +"I'm going to stay in the Willows all day," said Lydia. "Don't go too +fast, Kent." + +"Dit-up! Dit-up, horsy!" screamed little Patience. + +"Toot! Toot! Express for the Willows!" shouted Kent, mounting his +wheel, and the procession was off, the perambulator bounding madly +after the bicycle, while Patience shouted with delight and Lydia clung +desperately to the handle-bars. + +The path, after a few moments, shifted to the lake shore. The water +there lapped quietly on a sandy beach, deep shaded by willows. Kent +dismounted. + +"Discharge your cargo!" he cried. + +"Don't be so bossy," said Lydia. "This is my party." + +"All right, then I won't play with you." + +"Nobody asked you to, smarty. I was going to give you my deviled egg +for lunch." + +"Gosh," said Kent, "did you bring your lunch? Say, I guess I'll go +home and get mother to give me some. But let's play pirates, first." + +"All right! I choose to be chief first," agreed Lydia. + +"And I'm the cannibal and baby's the stolen princess," said Kent. + +The three children plunged into the game which is the common property +of childhood. For a time, bloody captures, savage orgies, escape, +pursuit, looting of great ships and burial of treasure, transformed the +quiet shore to a theater of high crime. At last, as the August noon +waxed high, and the hostage princess fell fast asleep in her +perambulator cave, the cannibal, who had shifted to captured duke, +bowed before the pirate. + +"Sir," he said in a deep voice, "I have bethought myself of still +further treasure which if you will allow me to go after in my trusty +boat, I will get and bring to you--if you will allow me to say farewell +at that time to my wife and babes." + +"Ha!" returned the pirate. "How do I know you'll come back?" + +The duke folded his arms. "You have my word of honor which never has, +and never will, be broken." + +"Go, duke--but return ere sundown." The pirate made a magnificent +gesture toward the bicycle, "and, say Kent, bring plenty to fill +yourself up, for I'm awful hungry and I'll need all we've got." + +As Kent shot out of sight, Lydia turned to arrange the mosquito bar +over little Patience, then she stood looking out over the lake. The +morning wind had died and the water lay as motionless and perfect a +blue as the sky above. Faint and far down the curving shore the white +dome of the Capitol building rose above soft billows of green tree +tops. Up the shore, woods crowned the gentle slopes of the hills. +Across the lake lay a dim green shore-line of fields. Lydia gave a +deep sigh. The beauty of the lake shore always stirred in her a +wordless ecstasy. She waded slowly to her waist into the water, then +turned gently on her back and floated with her eyes on the sky. Its +depth of color was no deeper nor more crystal clear than the depths of +her own blue gaze. The tender brooding wonder of the lake was a part +and parcel of her own little face, so tiny in the wide expanse of water. + +After some moments of drifting, she turned on her side and began to +swim along the shore. She swam with a power and a precision of stroke +that a man twice her size would have envied. But it must be noted that +she did not get out of eye and ear shot of the perambulator beneath the +willows; and she had not been swimming long before a curious agitation +of the mosquito netting brought her ashore. + +She wrung the water from her short skirt and was giving little Patience +her bread and milk, when Kent returned with a paper bag. + +"Ma was cross at me for pestering her, but I managed to get some +sandwiches and doughnuts. Come on, let's begin. Gee, there's a squaw!" + +Coming toward the three children seated in the sand by the perambulator +was a thin bent old woman, leaning on a stick. + +"Dirty old beggar," said Kent, beginning to devour his sandwiches. + +"Isn't she awful!" exclaimed Lydia. Begging Indians were no novelty to +Lake City children, but this one was so old and thin that Lydia was +horrified. Toothless, her black hair streaked with gray, her calico +dress unspeakably dirty, her hands like birds' claws clasping her +stick, the squaw stopped in front of the children. + +"Eat!" she said, pointing to her mouth, while her sunken black eyes +were fixed on Kent's sandwiches. + +Little Patience looked up and began to whimper with fear. + +"Get out, you old rip!" said Kent. + +"Eat! Eat!" insisted the squaw, a certain ferocity in her manner. + +"Did you walk clear in from the reservation?" asked Lydia. + +The squaw nodded, and held out her scrawny hand for the children's +inspection. "No eats, all time no eats! You give eats--poor old +woman." + +"Oh, Kent, she's half starved! Let's give her some of our lunch," +exclaimed Lydia. + +"Not on your life," returned Kent. "Dirty, lazy lot! Why don't they +work?" + +"If we'd go halves, we'd have enough," insisted Lydia. + +"You told me you'd only enough for yourself. Get out of here, you old +she-devil." + +The squaw did not so much as glance at Kent. Her eyes were fastened on +Lydia, with the look of a hungry, expectant dog. Lydia ran her fingers +through her damp curls, and sighed. Then she gave little Patience her +share of the bread and butter and a cooky. She laid the precious +deviled egg in its twist of paper on top of the remainder of the bread +and cookies and handed them to the Indian. + +"You can't have any of mine, if you give yours up!" warned Kent. + +"I don't want any, pig!" returned Lydia. + +The old squaw received the food with trembling fingers and broke into +sobs, that tore at her old throat painfully. She said something to +Lydia in Indian, and then to the children's surprise, she bundled the +food up in her skirt and started as rapidly as possible back in the +direction whence she had come. + +"She's taking it back to some one," said Kent. + +"Poor thing," said Lydia. + +"Poor thing!" sniffed Kent. "It would be a good thing if they were all +dead. My father says so." + +"Well, I guess your father don't know everything," snapped Lydia. + +"Evyfing," said Patience, who had finished her lunch and was digging in +the sand. + +Kent paused in the beginning of his attack on his last sandwich to look +Lydia over. She was as thin as a half-grown chicken in her wet bathing +suit. Her damp curls, clinging to her head and her eyes a little heavy +with heat and weariness after her morning of play, made her look +scarcely older than Patience. Kent wouldn't confess, even to himself, +how fond he was of Lydia. + +"Here," he said gruffly. "I can't eat this sandwich. Mother made me +too many. And here's a doughnut." + +"Thanks, Kent," said Lydia meekly. "What do you want to play, after +lunch?" + +"Robinson Crusoe," replied Kent promptly. "You'll have to be +Friday." + +As recipient of his bounty, Lydia recognized Kent's advantage and +conceded the point without protest. + +She held Patience's abbreviated bathing suit skirt with one hand. +"Where are you heading for, baby?" she asked. + +"Mardy! Mardy!" screamed Patience, tugging at her leash. + +"Oh, rats, it's Margery Marshall. Look at the duds on her. She makes +me sick," groaned Kent. + +"She's crazy about little Patience," answered Lydia, "so I put up with +a lot from her." + +She loosed her hold on Patience. The baby trundled along the sand to +meet the little girl in an immaculate white sailor suit, who approached +pushing a doll buggy large enough to hold Patience. She ran to meet +the baby and kissed her, then allowed her to help push the doll +carriage. + +"Mardy tum! Mardy tum!" chanted Patience. + +Margery's black hair was in a long braid, tied with a wide white +ribbon. Margery's hands were clean and so were her white stockings and +shoes. She brought the doll's carriage to pause before Lydia and Kent +and gazed at them appraisingly out of bright black eyes--beautiful +eyes, large and heavily lashed. Kent's face was dirty and sweat +streaked. His red bathing suit was gray with sand and green with grass +stain. On his head he wore his favorite headgear, a disreputable white +cotton cap with the words "Goldenrod Flour Mills" across the front. + +"Well," he said belligerently, to Margery, "do you see anything green?" + +Margery shrugged her shoulders. "Watcha playing?" + +"Nothing! Want to play it?" replied Lydia. + +"Thanks," answered Margery. "I'll watch you two while I sit with the +baby. Isn't she just ducky in that bathing suit?" + +Lydia melted visibly and showed a flash of white teeth. "You bet! +How's Gwendolyn?" nodding toward the great bisque doll seated in the +wonderful doll carriage. "I wish I had a doll like that." + +"She isn't in it with Florence Dombey," said Kent. "Florence is some +old sport, she is. Guess I'd better cut her down." + +It was remarkable that while on most occasions Lydia was the tenderest +of mothers to Florence Dombey, she was, when the fever of "play and +pretend" was on her, capable of the most astonishing cruelties. During +the game of pirates, Florence Dombey had been hung from a willow +branch, in lieu of a yardarm, and had remained dangling there in the +wind, forgotten by her mother. + +Kent placed her in Patience's carriage. "I'll tell you what I'll do," +he said. "I'll go up the shore and get Smith's flat boat. We'll +anchor it out from the shore, and that'll be the wreck. We'll swim out +to her and bring stuff in. And up under the bank there we'll build the +cave and the barricade." + +"Gee," exclaimed Lydia, "that's the best we've thought of yet. I'll be +collecting stuff to put in the wreck." + +All during the golden August afternoon the game waxed joyfully. For a +long time, Margery sat aloof, playing with the baby. But when the +excavating of the cave began, she succumbed, and began to grovel in the +sand with the other two. She was allowed to come in as Friday's +father, and baby Patience, panting at her work of scratching the sand +with a crooked stick, was entered as the Parrot. Constant small +avalanches of sand and soil from the bank powdered the children's hair +and clothes with gray-black dust. + +"Gosh, this is too much like work," groaned Kent, at last. "I'll tell +you, let's play the finding of Friday's father." + +"I don't want to be tied up in a boat," protested, Margery, at once. + +"Mardy not in boat," chorused little Patience, toddling to the water's +edge and throwing in a handful of sand. + +"Isn't she a love!" sighed Margery. + +"Huh, you girls make me sick," snorted Kent. "We won't tie you in the +boat. We'll bring the boat in and get you, then we'll anchor it out +where it is now, and--and--I'll go get Smith's rowboat, and Friday and +I'll come out and rescue you." + +Margery hesitated. "Aw, come on!" urged Kent. "Don't be such a 'fraid +cat. That's why us kids don't like you, you're such a silly, +dressed-up doll." + +The banker's daughter flushed. Though she loved the pretty clothes and +though the sense of superiority to other children, carefully cultivated +by her mother, was the very breath of her nostrils, she had never been +quite so happy as this afternoon when grubbing on an equality with +these three inferior children. + +"I'm not afraid at all and I'm just as dirty as Lydia is. Go ahead +with your old boat." + +They tethered Patience with Kent's cord to one of the willow trees and +Margery was paddled out several boat lengths from the shore and the +great stone that served for anchor was dropped over. Kent took a clean +dive overboard, swam ashore and disappeared along the willow path. +Little Patience set up a wail. + +"Baby turn too. Baby turn, too," she wept. + +"I'll go stay with her till Kent comes," said Lydia, diving into the +water as casually as if she were rising from a chair. + +"I won't stay in this awful boat alone!" shrieked Margery. + +Lydia swam steadily to the shore, then turned. Margery was standing up +in the boat. + +"Sit down! Sit down!" cried Lydia. + +Margery, beside herself with fear, tossed her arms, "I won't stay in +this old--" + +There was a great splash and a choking cry as Margery's black braid +disappeared beneath the water. + +"And she can't swim," gasped Lydia. "Kent!" she screamed, and made a +flying leap into the water. Her slender, childish arms seemed suddenly +steel. Her thin little legs took a racing stroke like tiny propellers. +Margery came up on the far side of the boat and uttered another choking +cry before she went down again. Lydia dived, caught the long black +braid and brought the frenzied little face to the surface. Margery +immediately threw an arm around Lydia's neck, and Lydia hit her in the +face with a clenched small fist and all the strength she could muster. + +"Let go, or I'll let you drown. Turn over on your back. There isn't a +thing to be afraid of." + +Margery, with a sob, obeyed and Lydia towed her the short distance to +the boat. "There, catch hold," she said. + +Both the children clung to the gunwale, Margery choking and sobbing. + +"I can't lift you into the boat," panted Lydia. "But quit your crying. +You're safe. There's Kent." + +The whole episode had taken but a few minutes. Kent had heard the call +and some note of need in it registered, after a moment, in his mind. +He ran back and leaped into the water. + +He clambered into the flat boat and reaching over pulled Margery bodily +over the gunwale. The child, sick and hysterical, huddled into the +bottom of the boat. + +"Are you all right, Lyd?" he asked. + +"Sure," replied Lydia, who was beginning to recover her breath. + +It was the work of a minute to ground the boat. Then unheeding little +Patience's lamentations, the two children looked at each other and at +Margery. + +"I'll run for her mother," said Kent. + +"And scare her to death! She isn't hurt a bit," insisted Lydia. +"Margery, stop crying. You're all right, I tell you." + +"I'll tell you," said Kent, "let's put her in Patience's carriage, and +carry her home. The water she swallowed makes her awful sick at her +stomach, I guess." + +The fright over, the old spirit of adventure, with an added sense of +heroism, animated Kent and Lydia. + +Margery was teased out of the boat and assisted into the perambulator, +with her dripping white legs dangling helplessly over the end. Little +Patience's tears were assuaged when she was placed in the doll buggy, +with Margery's doll in her arms. Florence Dombey was tied papoose +fashion to Lydia's back. The bicycle was hidden in the cave and with +Kent wheeling Margery and Lydia, Patience, the procession started +wildly for home. + +By the time they had turned into the home street, Margery was beginning +to recover, but she was still shivering and inclined to sob. Other +children followed them and it was quite an imposing group that turned +in at the Marshall gate, just as Mrs. Marshall came to the door to bid +a guest good-by. + +The scene that followed was difficult for either Lydia or Kent to +describe afterward. There was a hullabaloo that brought half the +mothers of the neighborhood into the yard. The doctor was sent for. +Margery was put to bed and Kent and Lydia were mentioned as murderers, +low-down brats and coarse little brutes by Mrs. Marshall, who ended by +threatening them with the police. + +Old Lizzie appeared on the scene in time to take Lydia's part and Kent +disappeared after Mrs. Marshall had told him that Margery's father +would be around to see his father that evening. + +"Is the child dead?" demanded old Lizzie, holding Patience on one arm +while Lydia clung to the other. + +"She was able to walk upstairs," said a neighbor. "It's just Mrs. +Marshall's way, you know." + +"I'll way her," snorted Lizzie. "Fine thanks to Lydia for saving the +child. Come home with your old Liz, dearie, and get into the nice +clean dress I've got for you." + +Lydia told the story to Amos at suppertime. He was much disturbed. + +"I've told you often and often, Lydia, never to endanger a child that +can't swim. You and Kent should have had more sense." + +The quick tears sprang to the child's eyes. She was still much shaken. + +"Is this lesson enough for you, or must I forbid your playing in the +water? I thought I could trust you absolutely." + +"Stop your scolding her, Amos Dudley," exclaimed old Lizzie. "I won't +have it. She's too nervous a child." + +Amos was saved a reply by a ring at the doorbell. Lizzie let Margery's +father in. He was a short, red-faced man with black hair and eyes. He +was too much excited now to stand on ceremony, and he followed Lizzie +into the dining-room. + +"This won't do, Dudley. These wild young ones of yours--" + +"Wait a minute, Marshall," interrupted Amos, with a dignity that he had +brought with him from New England. "Margery is all right, so we can go +over this thing calmly. Sit down and listen to Lydia's story. Tell +him, Lydia." + +Lydia left her place and crowded up against her father's side. Old +Lizzie was holding the baby. + +"It was like this," Lydia began. "Baby and me were going to play by +ourselves under the willows. Then Kent, he came and he played pirates +with us." + +"Why wasn't Kent out playing with the boys?" interrupted Marshall. + +Lydia's eyes widened. "Why, I'm as good as a boy to play with, any +day! Mostly he does play with other boys, but when they aren't round, +he and I play pirates. And then, right after we'd had our lunch, +Margery she came along and Kent and I were mad--" + +The child paused uncomfortably and rubbed her curly yellow head with +her thin little hand in an embarrassed way. + +"Why were you mad, Lydia?" In spite of himself, Marshall's voice was +softening, as Amos had known it would. Lydia made a deep appeal +somehow to the tenderness of men. + +"Tell Mr. Marshall all you told me, Lydia," said Amos. + +"Well--well, you see, it's like this. Margery's always so _clean_ and +she has lovely clothes and--and she--she looks down on us other kids so +we won't generally let her play with us--and she's an awful 'fraid cat +and--and a tattle-tale. But when we got to playing Robinson Crusoe, +and were digging the cave she helped and got terrible dirty, just like +us, and then she wanted to be Friday's father, and then--well--now--I +guess the rest of it was Kent's and my fault. We forgot she couldn't +swim and we forgot what a cry-baby she was. 'Cause you see, water's +almost like land to Kent and me and we'd been swimming 'most all day, +and Margery's the only kid around here that can't swim." + +"Why can't she swim?" demanded Marshall. "How'd all the rest of you +learn? Don't you think you were mean not to let her learn?" + +Again Lydia's pellucid eyes widened. "Why her mother won't let her +play with common kids like us! And us kids never learned. We've just +played in the water ever since we was as big as baby. She'll be +swimming by the time she's five," added Lydia, looking at the sleeping +Patience and speaking with the curious note of richness in her voice. + +David Marshall scowled and stirred uncomfortably. He did not look at +Amos, who sat with his arm about Lydia, his thin face a lesser replica +of the old engraving of Daniel Webster hanging on the wall above. + +"Well, go on! How'd she come to fall overboard?" + +"She and I was sitting in the boat, and baby, she was tied to a tree by +a long string and she began to cry to come too, and I jumped over to go +quiet her. Kent he'd gone to get another boat. And Margery she jumped +up and began to yell and wave her arms and fell overboard. Then I +remembered she couldn't swim and I went back and got her and Kent came +and pulled us in shore. It wasn't anything, but Margery's such a +cry-baby. Lizzie, she's terrible uncomfortable." + +Lydia's attention had returned to little Patience. "I'll take her up +to bed," she said, "it won't take but a few minutes." + +"I'll carry her," said Lizzie. + +The baby opened her eyes. "No, no one cally but Lyd." + +"Let Daddy carry you," begged Amos. + +Patience's little voice rose to a wail. "No one cally but Lyd." + +"You don't have to be so polite," sniffed Lydia, "I carry her all the +time." + +She lifted the sleepy baby easily and Patience dropped her soft cheek +against Lydia's and closed her eyes again. Lydia turned to Marshall. +Her face was very serious. + +"I know I was awful bad, Mr. Marshall, and maybe you feel as if you +ought to lick me." + +"Put your little sister to bed," said Marshall gravely, "and then we'll +see." + +There was silence in the room for a moment after Lydia left it, then +Amos said, "I'll be glad to do anything I can, Marshall." + +"Neither of you'll lay a finger on Lydia," interrupted Lizzie. "If you +want to lick any one, go lick Elviry Marshall, the fool! Why, I knew +her when she was my niece's hired girl and you, Dave Marshall, was +selling cans of tomatoes over a counter. And she's bringing that young +one up to be a silly little fool. Mark my words, she'll be the prey of +the first fortune-hunter that comes along." + +To Amos's surprise, Marshall only scowled at Lizzie, who now began to +remove the supper dishes, talking in a whisper to herself. She paused +once in front of Marshall with the teapot in one hand and the milk +pitcher in the other. + +"Coming and going with your nose in the air, Dave, I suppose you never +notice Lydia, but you've had a good look at her to-night, and mind well +what I mean when I say you know as well as I that children like Lydia +are rare and that your young one ought to consider it a privilege to be +pulled out of the water by her." + +Old Lizzie pounded out of the room and there was a clatter of dishes +that ably expressed her frame of mind. Above the clatter and down from +the children's bedroom floated Lydia's little contralto lilt: + + "Wreathe me no gaudy chaplet; + Make it from simple flowers + Plucked from the lowly valley + After the summer showers." + +Neither Amos nor his caller spoke. In a few minutes Lydia's step +sounded on the stairs. The last of the sunset glow caught her hair, +and the fine set of her head on her square little shoulders was never +more pronounced than as she walked slowly toward Dave Marshall. + +"I never had a licking," she said, "but I guess I deserve one and so +you'd better do it and get it done, Mr. Marshall." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +THE COTTAGE + + +"The young pine knows the secrets of the ground. The old pine knows +the stars."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Marshall cleared his throat and reaching out, took Lydia by the arm and +pulled her toward him. He could feel her muscles stiffen under his +touch. The bright red color left her cheeks. + +"I wouldn't think much of your father, my child," he said, huskily, "if +he let me whip you, even if I wanted to." + +Lydia took a quick look up into his face. Then she gave a little +gasping sigh, her lips quivered and she leaned against his knee. + +"Look here, Lydia," said Dave Marshall, "this is to be your punishment. +I want you and Kent to teach Margery how to swim and how to get dirty, +see? Let her play with you 'common kids,' will you?" + +"Will her mother let her?" asked Lydia. + +"Yes," answered Dave, grimly. + +"All right," said Lydia, with a little sigh. + +"I know it'll be a hard job," Marshall interpreted the sigh quickly; +"that's where the punishment comes in." + +"Lydia'll do it. I'll see to it," said Amos. + +"You keep out, Dudley. This is between Lydia and me. How about it, +Lydia?" + +"If you'll boss her mother, I'll boss Margery and Kent," said Lydia, +with a sudden laugh. + +"It's a bargain." Marshall rose. "Good night, Dudley." + +"Good night, Marshall." + +Amos followed his caller to the door. As he did so Lydia heard Kent's +whistle in the back yard. She joined him and the two withdrew to a +bench behind the woodshed. + +"I saw him through the window," said Kent, in a low voice. "What's he +going to do to us? Dad's licked me, so that much is done." + +Lydia told of their punishment. "Darn it," groaned Kent, "I'd rather +had another licking. I certainly do hate that girl." + +"So do I," agreed Lydia. + +The two sat staring into the summer twilight. "Anyhow," said Lydia, "I +hit her an awful smack in the face to-day. Of course, I had to, but +that's why her nose bled so." + +"I wish you'd busted her old snoot," grumbled Kent. "She's always +turning it up at everybody. We saved somebody's life to-day, by golly, +and you'd think we'd committed a crime." + +Lydia sighed. "Nothing to look forward to but worry now. O gee, Kent, +I've got two pennies! One's Patience's. But let's go spend the other +at Spence's!" + +"Gum or all day sucker?" asked Kent, who, in spite of the fact that he +owned a second-hand bicycle, was not above sharing a penny. + +"Gum lasts longer," suggested Lydia. + +"What kinda gum, spruce or white or tutti-frutti?" + +"You can choose." + +"Spruce then. It makes the most juice. Come on, Lyd, before you're +called in." + +And thus ended the heroic day. + +No one ever knew what Dave Marshall said to Elviry, his wife, but a day +or so after, little Margery, in a fine white flannel bathing suit, +appeared on the sand, about a quarter of a mile below the Willows. +Here any bright day from the last of June to the first week in +September, a dozen children might be found at play in and out of the +water. There was usually a mother or an older sister somewhere about, +but it was to be noted that Mrs. Marshall never appeared. Margery came +and went with Lydia. + +Kent was a quitter! After the rescue he decided to eschew the society +of girls forever and he struck a bargain with Lydia that she could have +the use of his bicycle one day a week till snow came if she would +undertake the disciplining of the banker's daughter alone. For such a +bribe Lydia would have undertaken to teach Elviry Marshall, herself, to +swim--and so the bargain was struck. + +Margery, it was quickly discovered, sousing in the water with the other +children was quite "a common kid" herself and though there seemed to be +an inherent snobbishness in the little girl that returned to her as +soon as she was dried and clothed, in her bathing suit she mucked about +and screamed and quarreled as did the rest. + +Lydia's method of teaching was one employed by most of the children of +Lake City when a new child moved into the town. She forced Margery to +float face downward in the water, again and again, while she counted +ten. After one afternoon of this, the banker's daughter had forever +lost her fear of the water and the rest was easy. + +In spite of the relationship Dave Marshall had established between the +two children, Margery and Lydia did not like each other. One Saturday +afternoon, after banking hours, Marshall was seated on his front porch, +with Elviry and Margery, when Lydia appeared. She stood on the steps +in her bathing suit, her bare feet in a pair of ragged "sneakers." Her +face and hands and ankles were dirty but her eyes and the pink of her +cheeks were clear. + +"Come on, Marg," said Lydia, "and, Mr. Marshall, please, won't you come +too and see how well she does it?" + +"Run and get into your bathing suit, daughter," said Marshall. +"Elviry, want to come?" + +"No," snapped Elviry. "Lydia, how do you manage to get so dirty, when +to my positive knowledge, you're in the water an hour every day?" + +Lydia blushed and tried to hide one ankle behind the other. "I think +you're terrible impolite," she murmured. + +Dave roared with laughter. "Right you are, Lydia! I guess I'll have +to hitch up and drive us all over." + +They drove to the Willows and Margery went through her paces, while her +father watched and applauded from the shore. When they had finished +and had run up and down to warm up and dry off and were driving home, +Dave said, + +"You'd better come in to supper with us, Lydia." + +"No, thank you," answered the child. "Mr. Levine's coming to supper at +our house and I have to cook it." + +"Hum! What does John Levine do at your house, so much?" + +"Oh, he's going into politics," answered Lydia, innocently, "and Dad +advises him." + +"Well, tell them you've done a fine job as a swimming teacher," Dave +spoke carelessly. "I don't see why Levine wants to get into politics. +He's doing well in real estate." + +"Oh!" exclaimed Lydia, with a child's importance at having real news to +impart, "he's going into politics so's to get some Indian land." + +"Like hell he is!" exclaimed Marshall. + +"Oh, Daddy!" Margery's voice was exactly like her mother's. + +They were turning into the Marshall driveway and Marshall's face was a +curious mixture of amusement and irritation. He kissed his little +daughter when he lifted her from the buggy and bade her run to the +house. Before he lifted Lydia down he paused and as he stood on the +ground and she sat in the surrey, she looked levelly into his black +eyes. + +"I wish I had another little daughter like you, Lydia," he said. "I +don't see why--but God, you can't get swans from barnyard fowl." He +continued to study Lydia's face. "Some day, my child, you'll make some +man's heart break, or lift him up to heaven." + +Lydia squirmed. + +"Well, Margery's taught now," she said hastily, "so I don't have to be +punished any more, do I?" + +Marshall scowled slightly. "What do you mean? Don't you want Margery +to play with you?" + +"Oh, sure, she can play, if she wants to, but I mean I don't have to go +get her and bring her into our games." + +"No," said Dave slowly, "but I think it would be nice of you to sort of +keep an eye on her and get her dirty once in a while. There! Run +home, child, you're shivering." + +With puzzled eyes, Lydia obeyed. + +The most important result, as far as Lydia was interested, of the talk +between her father and Levine that night was that Amos decided +definitely to move the following week. Lydia cried a little over it, +reproached God in her prayers and then with a child's resignation to +the inevitability of grown up decision, she began to say good-by to the +neighborhood children and to help old Lizzie to pack. + +Lydia did not see the new home until she rode out with the first +dray-load of furniture. She sat in the high seat beside the driver, +baby Patience in her lap, her thin, long little legs dangling, her +cheeks scarlet with excitement and the warmth of a hot September +morning. The cottage was a mile from the old home. They drove along +the maple shaded street for the first half of the distance, then turned +into a dirt road that led toward the lake shore. The dirt road emerged +on the shore a half mile above the Willows and wound along a high +embankment, crowned with oaks. + +"Whoa!" shouted the driver. + +"Oh, isn't it pretty!" exclaimed Lydia. + +An old-fashioned white cottage, with green blinds and a tiny front +porch, stood beside the road, its back to the lake. There were five +acres or so of ground around the house, set off by a white picket +fence. At the gate a pine tree stood. There were oaks and lilac +bushes in the front yard. Through the leaves, Lydia saw the blue of +the lake. + +"Our yard runs right down to the water!" she cried, as the driver +lifted the baby down and she followed after. "Gee! I'm glad we moved!" + +"It is a nice little spot," said the driver, "but kinda lonely." He +set the perambulator inside the fence, then balanced the dining-room +table on his head and started up the path to the door. + +Lydia looked along the road, where an occasional house was to be seen. + +"I hope kids live in those houses," she said, "but if they don't, baby +and the lake are company enough for me, and Kent can come out on his +wheel." + +She strapped Patience into the perambulator, then ran up to the house. +The front door gave directly into a living-room of good proportions. +Out of this folding doors led into a small dining-room and beyond this +a kitchen of generous size with a wonderful view of the glimmering lake +from its rear windows. A comfortable-sized bedroom opened off each of +these rooms. Lydia ran through the little house eagerly. It was full +of windows and being all on one floor, gave a fine effect of +spaciousness. It was an old house but in excellent repair as was all +John Levine's property. + +"I'm going to have the bedroom off the kitchen, 'cause you can see the +lake from it," she told the driver. + +"It'll be colder'n charity in the winter. Better take the middle one," +he remarked, setting the kitchen stove down with a bang. + +"No, old Lizzie'll want to have that. Well, I'll begin to get things +settled." + +Lizzie arrived on the third and final load. She brought with her a +lunch that they shared with the driver. He good-naturedly set up the +kitchen stove and the three beds for them and departed with the hope +that they would not be too lonesome. + +Lydia and old Lizzie put in an afternoon of gigantic effort. By six +o'clock, the beds were made, dishes unpacked and in the china closet, +the table was set for supper and an Irish stew of Lydia's make was +simmering on the stove. + +When Amos came up the path at a half after six, his dinner pail in his +hand, he found Lydia flat on her back on the little front porch. Her +curly head was wet with perspiration; face, hands and blouse were +black. The baby sat beside her, trying to get Florence Dombey to sleep. + +"Well," said Amos, looking down on his family, "how do you like it, +Lydia?" + +"It's great! My back's broken! Supper's ready." + +"You shouldn't lift heavy things, child! How often have I told you? +Wait until I get home." + +"I want to get things done," replied Lydia, "so's I can do a little +playing before school opens. Come on in and see all we've done, Daddy." + +She forget her aching back and led the way into the house. Amos was as +excited and pleased as the children and Lizzie, so tired that her old +hands shook, was as elated as the others. + +"It's much more roomy than the old house and all on one floor. 'Twill +save me the stairs. And the garden'll be fine," she said, failing to +call attention to the fact that the water was far from the house and +that there was no kitchen sink. + +"We've got to try to keep this place cleaner than we did the other," +said Amos. "Lydia, better wash up for supper." + +"Oh, Daddy," said Lydia, "I'm too tired! Don't make me!" + +"All right," answered Amos, "but your mother was always clean and so am +I. I don't see where you get it." + +"Maybe one of my ancestors was a garbage man," suggested Lydia, sliding +into her place at the table. + +She allowed Lizzie to carry Patience into their bedroom after supper +and Amos, smoking in the yard and planning the garden for next year, +waited in vain to hear "Beulah Land" and "Wreathe me no gaudy chaplet" +float to him from the open window. + +"Where's Lydia, Lizzie?" he asked as the old lady came out to empty the +dish water. + +"She ain't come out yet. Maybe she's fell asleep too." + +The two tip-toed to the window. On the bed under the covers was little +Patience, fast asleep, and beside her, on top of the covers, fully +dressed, lay Lydia, an arm across her little sister, in the sleep of +utter exhaustion. + +"I'll just take her shoes off and cover her and leave her till +morning," said Lizzie. + +But Amos, gazing at his two ill-kempt little daughters, at the chaotic +room, did not answer except to murmur to himself, "Oh, Patience! +Patience!" + +The cottage was somewhat isolated. Amos was three quarters of a mile +from his work. The schoolhouse was a mile away and the nearest +trolley, which Lizzie must take to do the family shopping, was half a +mile back along the dirt road. + +Nevertheless, all the family felt that they had taken a distinct step +upward in moving into lake shore property and nobody complained of +distances. Amos began putting in his Sundays in cleaning up the +bramble-grown acres he intended to turn into a garden in the spring. +He could not afford to have it plowed so he spaded it all himself, +during the wonderful bright fall Sabbaths. Nor was this a hardship for +Amos. Only the farm bred can realize the reminiscent joy he took in +wrestling with the sod, which gave up the smell that is more deeply +familiar to man than any other in the range of human experience. + +A dairy farmer named Norton, up the road, gave him manure in exchange +for the promise of early vegetables for his table. After his spading +was done in late September, Amos, with his wheelbarrow, followed by the +two children, began his trips between the dairy farm and his garden +patch and he kept these up until the garden was deep with fertilizer. + +There never had been a more beautiful autumn than this. There was +enough rain to wet down the soil for the winter, yet the Sundays were +almost always clear. Fields and woods stretched away before the +cottage, crimson and green as the frosts came on. Back of the cottage, +forever gleaming through the scarlet of the autumn oaks, lay the lake, +where duck and teal were beginning to lodge o' nights, in the +rice-fringed nooks along the shore. + +Lydia was happier than she had been since her mother's death. She took +the long tramps to and from school, lunch box and school bag slung at +her back, in a sort of ecstasy. She was inherently a child of the +woods and fields. Their beauty thrilled her while it tranquilized her. +Some of the weight of worry and responsibility that she had carried +since her baby sister of two weeks had been turned over to her care +left her. + +Kent was enchanted with the new home. Football was very engrossing, +yet he managed to get out for at least one visit a week. He and Lydia +discovered a tiny spring in the bank above the lake and they began at +once to dam it in and planned a great series of ditches and canals. + +The doll's furniture was finished by October and Lydia began work on +the doll's house. + +One Saturday afternoon early in October she was established on the +front steps with her carpentry when a surrey stopped at the gate. +Little Patience, in a red coat, rolled to her feet. She had been +collecting pebbles from the gravel walk. + +"Mardy!" she screamed. "Baby's Mardy!" and started down the walk to +meet Margery and her father. + +"Darn it," said Lydia to herself. "Hello, Marg! How de do, Mr. +Marshall." + +"Well! Well!" Dave Marshall lifted the tails of his light overcoat +and sat down on the steps. "Gone into house building, eh, Lydia? Did +you do it all yourself? Gee! that's not such a bad job." + +Lydia had the aptitude of a boy for tools. On one end of the cracker +box was a V-shaped roof. There were two shelves within, making three +floors, and Lydia was now hard at work with a chisel and jackknife +hacking out two windows for each floor. + +She stood, chisel in hand, her red coat sleeves rolled to her elbows, +her curly hair wind-tossed, staring at Marshall half proudly, half +defiantly. + +Dave laughed delightedly. "Lydia, any time your father wants to sell +you, I'm in the market." He looked at the nails hammered in without a +crack or bruise in the wood, then laughed again. + +"Get your and the baby's hats, Lydia. We stopped to take you for a +ride." + +Lydia's eyes danced, then she shook her head. "I can't! The bread's +in baking and I'm watching it." + +"Where's Lizzie?" + +"She went in town to do the marketing! Darn it! Don't I have awful +luck?" + +Lydia sighed and looked from baby Patience and Margery, walking up and +down the path, to Mrs. Marshall, holding the reins. + +"Well, anyhow," she said, with sudden cheerfulness, "Mrs. Marshall'll +be glad I'm not coming, and some day, maybe you'll take me when she +isn't with you." + +Dave started to protest, then the polite lie faded on his lips. Lydia +turned her pellucid gaze to his with such a look of mature +understanding, that he ended by nodding as if she had indeed been grown +up, and rising, said, "Perhaps you're right. Good-by, my dear. Come, +Margery." + +Lydia stood with the baby clinging to her skirts. There were tears in +her eyes. Sometimes she looked on the world that other children lived +in, with the wonder and longing of a little beggar snub-nosed against +the window of a French pastry shop. + +John Levine came home with Amos that night to supper. Amos felt safe +about an unexpected guest on Saturday nights for there was always a pot +of baked beans, at the baking of which Lizzie was a master hand, and +there were always biscuits. Lydia was expert at making these. She had +taken of late to practising with her mother's old cook book and Amos +felt as if he were getting a new lease of gastronomic life. + +"Well," said Levine, after supper was finished, the baby was asleep and +Lydia was established with a copy of "The Water Babies" he had brought +her, "I had an interesting trip, this week." + +Amos tossed the bag of tobacco to Levine. "Where?" + +"I put in most of the week on horseback up on the reservation. Amos, +the pine land up in there is something to dream of. Why, there's +nothing like it left in the Mississippi Valley, nor hasn't been for +twenty years. Have you ever been up there?" + +Amos shook his head. "I've just never had time. It's a God-awful +trip. No railroad, twenty-mile drive--" + +Levine nodded. "The Indians are in awful bad shape up there. Agent's +in it for what he can get, I guess. Don't know as I blame him. The +sooner the Indians are gone the better it'll be for us and all +concerned." + +"What's the matter with 'em?" asked Lydia. + +"Consumption--some kind of eye disease--starvation--" + +The child shivered and her eyes widened. + +"You'd better go on with the 'Water Babies,'" said John. "Has Tom +fallen into the river yet?" + +"No, he's just seen himself in the mirror," answered Lydia, burying her +nose in the delectable tale again. + +"It's a wonderful story," said Levine, his black eyes reminiscent. + + "'Clear and cool, clear and cool, + By laughing shallow and dreaming pool; + + * * * * * * + + Undefiled, for the undefiled; + Play by me, bathe in me, mother and child.' + +It has some unforgettable verse in it. Well, as I was saying, Amos, +that timber isn't going to stay up there and rot--_because, I'm going +to get it out of there_!" + +"How?" asked Amos. + +"Act of Congress, maybe. Maybe a railroad will get a permit to go +through, eh? There are several ways. We'll die rich, yet, Amos." + +Amos pulled at his pipe and shook his head. "You will but I won't. It +isn't in our blood." + +"Shucks, Amos. Where's your nerve?" + +Amos looked at Levine silently for a moment. Then he said huskily, + +"My nerve is gone with Patience. And if she isn't in heaven, there +isn't one, that's all." + +Lydia looked up from her story with a quick flash of tragedy in her +eyes. + +"Well," said John, smiling at her gently, "if you don't want to be +rich, Amos, Lydia does. I'll give her the cottage here, the first +fifty thousand I make off of Indian pine lands." + +"I swan," exclaimed Amos, "if you do that, I'll buy a cow and a pig and +some chickens and I can pretty near make a living right here." + +"You're foolish, Amos. This isn't New England. This is the West. All +you've got to do is to keep your nerve, and any one with sense can make +a killing. Opportunity screams at you." + +"I guess she's always on my deaf side," said Amos. + +"When I grow up," said Lydia, suddenly, "I'm going to buy a ship and +sail to Africa and explore the jungles." + +"I'll go with you, Lydia,", exclaimed Levine, "hanged if I don't sell +my Indian lands for real money, and go right along with you." + +"Mr. Marshall says 'like Hell you'll get some Indian lands,'" mused the +child. + +Both men exclaimed together, "What!" + +Lydia was confused but repeated her conversation with Marshall. + +"So that's the way the wind blows," said Levine. + +"You don't think for a minute there's a banker in town without one hand +on the reservation," said Amos. "Lydia, you're old enough now not to +repeat conversations you hear at home. Don't you ever tell anybody the +things you hear me and Mr. Levine talk over. Understand?" sharply. + +"Yes, Daddy," murmured Lydia, flushing painfully. + +"You don't have to jaw the child that way, Amos." Levine's voice was +impatient. "Just explain things to her. Why do you want to humiliate +her?" + +Amos gave a short laugh. "Takes a bachelor to bring up kids. Run +along to bed, Lydia." + +"Lydia's not a kid. She's a grown-up lady in disguise," said Levine, +catching her hand as she passed and drawing her to him. "Good night, +young Lydia! If you were ten years older and I were ten years +younger--" + +Lydia smiled through tear-dimmed eyes. "We'd travel!" she said. + +Cold weather set in early this year. Before Thanksgiving the lake was +ice-locked for the winter. The garden was flinty, and on Thanksgiving +Day, three inches of snow fell. The family rose in the dark. Amos, +with his dinner pail, left the house an hour before Lydia and the sun +was just flushing the brown tree tops when she waved good-by to little +Patience, whose lovely little face against the window was the last +thing she saw in the morning, the first thing she saw watching for her +return in the dusk of the early winter evening. + +Amos, always a little moody and a little restless, since the children's +mother had gone to her last sleep, grew more so as the end of the year +approached. It was perhaps a week before Christmas on a Sunday +afternoon that he called Lydia to him. Patience was having her nap and +Lizzie had gone to call on Mrs. Norton. + +Lydia, who was re-reading "The Water Babies," put it down reluctantly +and came to her father's side. Her heart thumped heavily. Her +father's depressed voice meant just one thing--money trouble. + +He was very gentle. He put his hand on the dusty yellow of her hair. +He was very careful of the children's hair. Like many New England farm +lads he was a jack of all trades. He clipped Lydia's hair every month +himself. + +"Your hair will be thick enough in another year, so's I won't have to +cut it any more, Lydia. It's coming along thick as felt. Wouldn't +think it was once thin, now." + +Lydia eyed her father's care-lined face uneasily. Amos still hesitated. + +"Where'd you get that dress, my dear?" he asked. + +"Lizzie and I made it of that one of mother's," answered the child. +"It isn't made so awful good, but I like to wear it, because it was +hers." + +"Yes, yes," said Amos absently. + +The dress was a green serge, clumsily put together as a sailor suit, +and the color fought desperately with the transparent blue of the +little girl's eyes. + +"Lydia," said her father abruptly. "You're a big girl now. You asked +for skates and a sled for Christmas. My child, I don't see how you +children are going to have anything extra for Christmas, except perhaps +a little candy and an orange. That note with Marshall comes due in +January. By standing Levine off on the rent, I can rake and scrape the +interest together. It's hopeless for me even to consider meeting the +note. What Marshall will do, I don't know. If I could ever get on my +feet--with the garden. But on a dollar and a half a day, I swan--" + +"No Christmas at all?" quavered Lydia. "Won't we even hang up our +stockings?" + +"If you'll be contented just to put a little candy in them. Come, +Lydia, you're too big to hang up your stocking, anyhow." + +Lydia left her father and walked over to the window. She pressed her +face against the pane and looked back to the lake. The sun was sinking +in a gray rift of clouds. The lake was a desolate plain of silvery +gold touched with great shadows of purple where snow drifts were high. +As she looked, the weight on her chest lifted. The trembling in her +hands that always came with the mention of money lessened. The child, +even as early as this, had the greatest gift that life bestows, the +power of deriving solace from sky and hill and sweep of water. + +"Anyhow," she said to her father, "I've still got something to look +forward to. I've got the doll house to give baby, and Mr. Levine +always gives me a book for Christmas." + +"That's a good girl!" Amos gave a relieved sigh, then went on with his +brooding over his unlighted pipe. + +And after all, this Christmas proved to be one of the high spots of +Lydia's life. She had a joyous 24th. All the morning she spent in the +woods on the Norton farm with her sled, cutting pine boughs. As she +trudged back through the farmyard, Billy Norton called to her. + +"Oh, Lydia!" + +Lydia stopped her sled against a drift and waited for Billy to cross +the farmyard. He was a large, awkward boy several years older than +Lydia. He seemed a very homely sort of person to her, yet she liked +his face. He was as fair as Kent was dark. Kent's features were +regular and clean-cut. Billy's were rough hewn and irregular, and his +hair and lashes were straight and blond. + +What Lydia could not at this time appreciate was the fact that Billy's +gray eyes were remarkable in the clarity and steadiness of their gaze, +that his square jaw and mobile mouth were full of fine promise for his +manhood and that even at sixteen the framework of his great body was +magnificent. + +He never had paid any attention to Lydia before and she was bashful +toward the older boys. + +"Say, Lydia, want a brace of duck? A lot of them settled at Warm +Springs last night and I've got more than I can use." + +He leaned his gun against the fence and began to separate two birds +from the bunch hanging over his shoulder. + +Lydia began to breathe quickly. The Dudleys could not afford a special +Christmas dinner. + +"I--I don't know how I could pay you, Bill--" + +"Who wants pay?" asked Bill, indignantly. + +"I dasn't take anything without paying for it," returned Lydia, her +eyes still on the ducks. "But I'd--I'd rather have those than a ship." + +Billy's clear gaze wandered from Lydia's thin little face to her +patched mittens and back again. + +"Won't your father let you?" he asked. + +"I won't let myself," replied the little girl. + +"Oh!" said Billy, his gray eyes deepening. "Well, let me have the +evergreens and you go back for some more. It'll save me getting Ma +hers." + +With one thrust of her foot Lydia shoved the fragrant pile of boughs +into the snow. She tied the brace of duck to the sled and started back +toward the wood, then paused and looked back at Billy. + +"Thank you a hundred times," she called. + +"It was a business deal. No thanks needed," he replied. + +Lydia nodded and trudged off. The boy stood for a moment looking at +the little figure, then he started after her. + +"Lydia, I'll get that load of pines for you." + +She tossed a vivid smile over her shoulder. "You will not. It's a +business deal." + +And Billy turned back reluctantly toward the barn. + +In an hour Lydia was panting up the steps into the kitchen. Lizzie's +joy was even more extreme than Lydia's. She thawed the ducks out and +dressed them, after dinner, with the two children standing so close as +at times seriously to impede progress. + +"I'm lucky," said Lydia. "There isn't anybody luckier than I am or has +better things happen to 'em than I do. I'd rather be me than a water +baby." + +"Baby not a water baby. Baby a duck," commented Patience, her hands +full of bright feathers. + +"Baby is a duck," laughed Lydia. "Won't Daddy be glad!" + +Amos was glad. Plodding sadly home, he was greeted by three glowing +faces in the open door as soon as his foot sounded on the porch. The +base burner in the living-room was clear and glowing. The dining-room +was fragrant with pine. He was not allowed to take off his overcoat, +but was towed to the kitchen where the two birds, trussed and stuffed +for the baking, were set forth on the table. + +"I got 'em!" shouted Lydia. "I got 'em off Billy Norton for a load of +pine. Christmas present for you, Daddy, from yours truly, Lydia!" She +seized the baby's hands and the two did a dance round Amos, shouting, +"Christmas present! Christmas present!" at the top of their lungs. + +"Well! Well!" exclaimed Amos. "Isn't that fine! If Levine comes out +to-morrow we can ask him to dinner, after all. Can't we, Lizzie?" + +"You bet we can!" said Lizzie. "And look at this. I was going to keep +it for a surprise. I made it by your wife's recipe." + +She held an open Mason jar under Amos' nose. + +"Mince meat!" he exclaimed. "Why, Lizzie, where'd you get the makings?" + +"Oh, a bit here and a bit there for the last two months. Ain't it +grand?" offering a smell to each of the children, who sniffed +ecstatically. + +When the baby was safely asleep, Lydia appeared with two stockings +which she hung on chair backs by the stove in the living-room. + +"I'm putting them up to hold the candy," she explained to her father, +suggestively. + +He rose obediently and produced half a dozen oranges and a bag of candy. + +"Oh, that's gorgeous," cried Lydia, whose spirits to-night were not to +be quenched. She brought in the doll house. + +"See, Daddy," she said, with the pride of the master builder. "I +colored it with walnut juice. And I found the wall paper in the attic." + +Amos got down on his knees and examined the tiny rooms and the cigar +box furniture. He chuckled delightedly. "I swan," he said, "if +Patience doesn't want it you can give it to me!" + +"I'm going to let Lizzie put the candy in the stockings," mused Lydia, +"then I'll have that to look forward to. I'm going to bed right now, +so morning will come sooner." + +Alone with the stockings, into which Lizzie put the candy and oranges, +Amos sat long staring at the base burner. Without, the moon sailed +high. Wood snapping in the intense cold was the only sound on the +wonder of the night. Something of the urgent joy and beauty of the Eve +touched Amos, for he finally rose and said, + +"Well, I've got two fine children, anyhow." Then he filled up the +stoves for the night and went to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE RAVISHED NEST + + +"The young pine bends to the storm. The old pine breaks."--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +It would be difficult to say which enjoyed the doll house more, Lydia +or Patience. It would be difficult to say which one was the more +touched, Lizzie or Amos by the package each found on the breakfast +table. Amos unwrapped his to find therein a pipe tray fashioned from +cigar box wood and stained with Lydia's walnut dye. Lizzie's gift was +a flat black pin-cushion, with "Lizzie, with love from Lydia," +embroidered crazily on it in red. Florence Dombey showed no emotion +over her gift, a string of red beads that had a curious resemblance to +asparagus seed-pods, but she wore them gracefully and stared round-eyed +at all the festivities. Lydia and Patience each wore pinned to her +dress a cotton handkerchief, Lizzie's gift. + +John Levine appeared at noon, laden like a pack horse. This was his +great opportunity during the year to do things for the Dudley children +and he took full advantage of the moment. Books for Lydia, little toys +for the baby, a pipe for Amos, a woolen dress pattern for Lizzie, a +blue sailor suit for Lydia, a fur hood for Patience. + +John's thin, sallow face glowed, his black eyes gleamed as he watched +the children unwrap the packages. In the midst of the excitement, +Lydia shrieked. + +"My ducks! My ducks!" and bolted for the kitchen. + +"The pie!" cried Lizzie, panting after her. + +"Don't tell me they're spoiled!" groaned Amos, as with John and the +baby, he followed into the kitchen. + +"Safe!" shouted Lydia, on her knees before the oven. "Just the pope's +nose is scorched! The pie is perfect." + +"Let's eat before anything else happens," said Amos, nervously. + +"Lord!" said John Levine, "who'd miss spending Christmas where there +are children? I'd a gotten out here to-day if I'd had to come +barefooted." + +The dinner was eaten and pronounced perfect. The gifts were +re-examined and re-admired. John Levine, with Lydia and Florence +Dombey on his lap, Amos with the drowsy little Patience in his arms, +and Lizzie, her tired hands folded across her comfortable stomach, sat +round the base burner while the wind rose outside and the boom of the +ice-locked lake filled the room from time to time. + +"Fearful cold when the ice cracks that way," said Amos. + +"'The owl, for all his feathers was a-cold,'" murmured Lydia. + +"Where'd you get that and what's the rest of it?" asked Levine. + +"Selected Gems," replied Lydia. "It's a book at school. + + "'St. Agnes Eve--Ah, bitter chill it was! + The owl for all his feathers was a-cold; + The hare limp'd trembling through the frozen grass + And silent was the flock in woolly fold.' + +I forget the rest." + +The grown-ups glanced at each other over the children's heads. + +"Say your pretty Christmas poem you spoke at school, Lydia," suggested +old Lizzie. + +Lydia rested her head back comfortably on John's shoulder and rambled +on in her childish contralto. + + "Sing low, indeed: and softly bleat, + You lambing ewes about her feet, + Lest you should wake the child from sleep! + No other hour so still and sweet + Shall fall for Mary's heart to keep + Until her death hour on her creep, + Sing soft, the Eve of Mary." + +There was silence for a moment. + +"Why did you choose that one, young Lydia?" asked Levine. + +"I don't know. I seemed to like it," answered Lydia. "It's a girl's +poem. Gosh, I've been happy to-day! Daddy, you thought we'd have an +awful poor Christmas, didn't you? Poor old Daddy! Why, I've just felt +all day as if my heart was on tip-toes." + +It had indeed been a high day for the child. Perhaps she remembered it +for years after as one of her perfect days, because of the heart +breaking days that followed. + +For little Patience for the first time in her tiny life was taken ill. +For three or four days after Christmas she was feverish and cross with +a hoarse cold. When Amos came home the fourth night, he thought she +had the croup and sent Lydia pelting through the darkness for the dairy +farmer's wife. Mrs. Norton, the mother of Billy, was not long in +coming to a decision. + +"'Tain't regular croup. You go after the doctor, Mr. Dudley." + +Patience, frightened by her difficult breathing, would let no one but +Lydia touch her. Under Mrs. Norton's supervision, she packed the baby +in hot water bottles while Lizzie heated water and stoked the fires +till the stove doors glowed red. + +Amos came back with the doctor about nine o'clock. Patience was in a +stupor. The doctor sent Lydia away while he made his examination. The +child clenched her fists and walked up and down the livingroom, cheeks +scarlet, eyes blazing. Suddenly she dropped on her knees by the window +and lifted her clasped hands to the stars. + +"God! God, up there!" she called. "If you let her die, I'll never +pray to you again! Never! I warned You when You let mother die!" + +She remained a moment on her knees, staring at the stars while +fragments of Sunday School lore flashed through her mind. "Our Father +who art in heaven," she said. "No, that won't do. Suffer little +children to come unto me. Oh, no, no." + +The door opened and Lizzie came out, tears-running down her cheeks. +Lydia flew to her. + +"They say I got to tell you. Diphtheritic croup--her lungs is full--no +hope." + +Lydia struck the kind old hand from her shoulder and dashed out of the +house. She ran through the snow to a giant pine by the gate and beat +her fists against it for how long she did not know. Pain in her +bruised hands and the intense cold finally brought her to her senses. +A self-control that was partly inherent and partly the result of too +early knowledge of grief and of responsibility came to her rescue. +With a long sigh, she walked steadily into the house and into the room +where the baby sister lay in a stupor, breathing stertorously. + +The doctor and Amos were there. Mrs. Norton was now soothing Lizzie in +the kitchen, now obeying the doctor's orders. Amos did not stir from +his chair by the bed, nor speak a word, all that night. The doctor was +in his shirt sleeves, prepared to fight as best he could. + +"Go out, Lydia," said Dr. Fulton, quietly. + +"She'll want me," replied the child. + +The doctor looked at Lydia keenly. He knew her well. He had ushered +her as well as Patience into the world. He pulled her to him, with one +hand, not relinquishing his hold on the baby's pulse with the other. + +"She's in a stupor and won't miss you, Lydia. She is not suffering at +all. Now, I want you to go to bed like a good girl." + +"I won't," said Lydia, quietly. + +"Lydia," the doctor went on, as if he were talking to a grown person, +"all your life you will be grateful to me, if I make you obey me now. +I know those wild nerves of yours, too much and too early controlled. +_Lydia, go to bed_!" + +Not because she feared him but because some knowledge beyond her years +told her of his wisdom, Lydia turned, found Florence Dombey in the +living-room and with her and a blanket, crept under her father's bed, +into the farthest corner where she lay wide-eyed until dawn. Some one +closed the door into the room then, and shortly, she fell asleep. + +In three days, the like of which are the longest, the shortest days of +life, the house had returned to the remnant of its old routine. The +place had been fumigated. Lydia had placed in her bedroom everything +that had belonged to the baby, had locked the door and had moved +herself into Lizzie's room. Amos departed before dawn as usual with +his dinner pail, stumbling like an old man, over the road. + +The quarantine sign was on the house and no one but the undertaker, the +doctor, Mrs. Norton and John Levine had been allowed to come to see the +stricken little family, excepting the minister. He, poor man, had +babies of his own, and had been nervous during the few short minutes of +the service. + +Lydia and Lizzie put in the morning cleaning the cottage. Never since +they had lived in it had the little house been so spic and span. At +noon, they sat down to lunch in a splendor of cleanliness that made the +place seem stranger than ever to them both. Neither talked much. At +intervals, tears ran down old Lizzie's wrinkled cheeks and Lydia looked +at her wonderingly. Lydia had not shed a tear. But all the time her +cheeks were scarlet, her hands were cold and trembled and her stomach +ached. + +"You must eat, childie. You haven't eat enough to keep a bird alive +since--since--" + +There was a bang on the door, and Lizzie trundled over to open it. + +"For the Lord's sake, Kent!" + +Kent it was, big and rosy with his skates over his shoulders. He +walked into the living-room deliberately. + +"Hello, Lydia," he said, "I came out to see your Christmas presents." + +Lydia clasped her hands. "Oh, Kent, I'm so glad! But you can't stay! +We're quarantined." + +"What the seventeen thunder-bugs do I care," returned Kent, gruffly, +looking away from Lydia's appealing eyes. + +Lydia laughed, as she always did at Kent's astonishing oaths. At the +sound of the laughter, old Lizzie gave a sigh as though some of her own +tense nerves had relaxed. + +"Now see here," growled Kent, "they've got no business to shut you up +this way. You come out and skate for a while. The wind's blown the +snow till there's lots of clear places. I got up here without much +trouble. We won't meet anybody at this end of the lake." + +"Just the thing, quarantine or not!" exclaimed, Lizzie, briskly. "And +I'll cook a surprise for the two of you. Keep her out an hour, Kent." + +Lydia silently got into overcoat and leggings and pulled on her Tam o' +Shanter. She brought her skates from the kitchen and the two children +made their way to the lake shore. + +It was a brilliant afternoon. The vast white expanse of the lake was +dotted with the flash of opals wherever the wind had exposed the ice to +the winter sun. Far down the lake toward the college shore, the +flitting sails of ice-boats gleamed, and faint and far up the wind came +the clear "cling-pling" of their steel runners. The mercury was +hovering around ten or twelve above zero as the fierce booming of the +expanding ice attested. + +With unwonted consideration, Kent helped Lydia strap on her skates. +Then the two started, hand in hand, up the lake. They skated well, as +did most of the children of the community. The wind in their faces was +bitter cold, making conversation difficult. Whether or not Kent was +grateful for this, one could not say. He watched Lydia out of the tail +of his eye and as the wind whipped the old red into her cheeks, he +began to whistle. They had been going perhaps fifteen minutes when the +little girl stumbled several times. + +"What's the matter, Lyd?" asked Kent. + +"I don't know," she panted. "I--I guess I'm tired." + +"Tired already! Gosh! And you've always worn me out. Come on up to +the shore, and I'll make a fire, so's you can rest." + +Lydia, who always had scorned the thought of rest, while at play, +followed meekly and stood in silence while Kent without removing his +skates hobbled up the bank and pulled some dead branches to the shore. +Shortly he had a bright blaze at her feet. He kicked the snow off a +small log. + +"Sit down--here where you get the warmth," he ordered, his voice as +gruff as he could make it. + +Lydia sat down obediently, her mittened hands clasping her knees. Kent +stood staring at his little chum. He took in the faded blue Tam, the +outgrown coat, the red mittens, so badly mended, the leggings with +patches on the knees. Then he eyed the heavy circles around her eyes +and the droop to the mouth that was meant to be merry. + +"I'm sorriest for Lydia," his mother had said that morning. "No mother +could feel much worse than she does, and she's got no one to turn to +for comfort. I know Amos. He'll shut up like a clam. Just as soon as +they're out of quarantine, I'll go out there." + +Kent was only a boy, but he was mature in spite of his heedless ways. +Staring at the tragedy in Lydia's ravished little face, a sympathy for +her pain as real as it was unwonted swept over him. Suddenly he +dropped down beside her on the log and threw his boyish arms about her. + +"I'm so doggone sorry for you, Lydia!" he whispered. + +Lydia lifted startled eyes to his. Never before had Kent shown her the +slightest affection. When she saw the sweetness and sympathy in his +brown gaze, + +"Oh, Kent," she whispered, "why did God let it happen! Why did He?" +and she buried her face on his shoulder and began to sob. Softly at +first, then with a racking agony of tears. + +Even a child is wise in the matter of grief. Kent's lips trembled, but +he made no attempt to comfort Lydia. He only held her tightly and +watched the fire with bright, unseeing eyes. And after what seemed a +long, long time, the sobs grew less. Finally, he slipped a pocket +handkerchief into Lydia's hand. It was gray with use but of a +comforting size. + +"Wipe your eyes, old lady," he said in a cheerful, matter of fact tone. +"I've got to put the fire out, so's we can start home." + +Lydia mopped her face and by the time Kent had the fire smothered with +snow, she was standing, sad-eyed but calm except for dry sobs. Kent +picked up one of the sticks he had brought for the fire. + +"Catch hold," he said, "I'll pull you home." + +Old Lizzie was watching for them and when they came stamping into the +dining-room, they found a pitcher of steaming cocoa and a plate of +bread and butter with hot gingerbread awaiting them. + +"See if you can get her to eat, Kent," said Lizzie. + +"Sure, she'll eat," Kent answered her. "Gimme back my hanky, Lyd!" + +Lizzie gave a keen look at Lydia's tear-stained face and turned +abruptly into the kitchen. She came back in a moment to find Lydia +silently eating what Kent had set before her. + +Kent ate hugely and talked without cessation. About what, Lydia did +not know, for the sleep that had been long denied her was claiming her. +She did not know that she almost buried her head in her second cup of +cocoa, nor that Kent helped carry her to the couch behind the +living-room base burner. + +"Is she sick? Shall I get the doctor?" he whispered as old Lizzie +tucked a shawl over her. + +"Sick! No! No! She's just dead for sleep. She's neither cried nor +eat nor had a decent hour of sleep since it happened. And now, thanks +to you, she's done all three. You are a good boy, Kent Moulton." + +Kent looked suddenly foolish and embarrassed. "Aw--that's nothing," he +muttered. "Where's my coat? Maybe I'll come out again to-morrow, if I +ain't got anything better to do." + +All the rest of the winter afternoon, Lydia slept. The sun dipped low +beyond the white hills, filling the living-room with scarlet for one +breathless moment, before a blanket of twilight hid all save the red +eyes of the base burner. Amos came home at seven and he and Lizzie ate +supper in silence except for the old lady's story of Kent's visit. + +"Poor young one," muttered Amos, looking slowly toward the quiet blond +head on the faded brown cushion. "I'm glad she's a child and 'll +forget it soon." + +Lizzie gave Amos a curious glance. "You don't know Lydia, Amos," she +said. + +He did not seem to hear her. He moved his chair toward the stove, put +his feet on the fender, lighted his pipe and then sat without moving +until a stamping of feet and a hearty rap on the door roused him. +Lizzie let John Levine in. + +"Where's Lydia?" was Levine's first Question. + +Lizzie pointed to the couch, where, undisturbed, Lydia slept on. + +"Good!" said John. He drew his chair up beside Amos' and the two fell +into low-voiced conversation. + +It must have been nine o'clock when Lydia opened her eyes to hear Amos +say fretfully, + +"I tell you, I went to him to-day as I'll go to no man again. I begged +him to renew the note, but he insisted his duty to the bank wouldn't +let him. I told him it would put you in a terrible fix, that you'd +gone on the note when you couldn't afford it. He grinned a devil's +grin then and said, 'Amos, I know you've got nothing to lose in this. +If you had, for the sake of your children--I mean Lydia, I'd hold off. +But Levine can fix it up!'" + +"So I could, ordinarily," said Levine in a troubled voice. "But it +just happens that everything I've got on earth is shoe-stringed out to +hang onto that pine section of mine up in Bear county. I'm mortgaged +up to my eyebrows. Marshall knows it and sees a chance to get hold of +the pines, damn him!" + +Lydia sat up and rubbed her eyes. + +"Well! Well! young Lydia," cried Levine. "Had a fine sleep, didn't +you!" + +"I'm awful hungry," said the child. + +"Bless your soul," exclaimed Lizzie. "I'll warm your supper up for you +in a minute." + +Lydia stood with hands outstretched to the base burner, her hair +tumbled, her glance traveling from Amos to Levine. + +"What makes Mr. Marshall act so?" she asked. + +"Sho," said Levine, "little girls your age don't know anything about +such things, do they, Amos? Come here. You shall eat your supper on +my lap." + +"I'm getting too old for laps," said Lydia, coming very willingly +nevertheless within the compass of John's long arms. "But I love you +next to Daddy now, in all the world." + +John swept her to his knees and put his cheek against hers for a +moment, while tears gleamed in his black eyes. + +"Eat your supper and go to bed, Lydia," said Amos. + +"Don't be so cross, Amos," protested Levine. + +"God knows I'm not cross--to Lydia of all people in the world," sighed +Amos, "but she worries over money matters just the way her mother did +and I want to finish talking this over with you." + +"There's nothing more to talk about," Levine's voice was short. "Let +him call in the loan, the fat hog!" + +Lydia slept the long night through. She awoke refreshed and renewed. +After first adjusting herself to the awful sense of loss, which is the +worst of waking in grief, the recollection of the conversation she had +heard the night before returned with sickening vividness. After she +had wiped the breakfast dishes for Lizzie she stood for a long time at +the living-room window with Florence Dombey in her arms staring at the +lake. Finally, she tucked the doll up comfortably on the couch and +announced to Lizzie that she was going skating. + +An hour later, Dave Marshall heard his clerk protesting outside his +door and a childish voice saying, "But please, just for a minute. He +likes me. He truly does." + +Then the door opened and Lydia, breathless and rosy and threadbare, +came into his little private office. She closed the door and stood +with her back against it, unsmiling. + +"I'm in quarantine," she said, "so I won't come near you." + +"Why, Lydia!" exclaimed Marshall, "where did you come from!" + +"Home. Mr. Marshall, won't you fix Daddy's note if he gives you me?" + +"Huh!" ejaculated Marshall. + +"You said last fall," the child went on, her voice quavering but her +eyes resolute, "that if Daddy ever wanted to sell me, you'd buy me. I +think I ought to be worth a thousand dollars. I can do so much work +around the house and help you train Margery! I can work hard. You ask +John Levine." + +Marshall's fat face was purple and then pale. + +"Does your father know you're here, Lydia?" he asked. + +She clasped her mittened hands in sudden agitation. + +"Nobody knows but you," she exclaimed. "Oh! you mustn't tell the man +out there my name. I'm in quarantine and I'd be arrested, if the +health office knew!" + +"I won't tell," said Dave, gently. "Come over here by me, Lydia. +Margery is away on a visit so I'm not afraid for her." + +Lydia crossed the room. Marshall took the skates from her shoulders +and unfastened her coat. + +"Sit down on that chair and let's talk this over. You know what a note +is, do you, Lydia?" + +"It's money you owe," she said, her blue eyes anxiously fixed on +Marshall's face. + +He nodded. "Yes. When your mother was sick, your father asked my bank +here to lend him a thousand dollars for two years. Now, your father is +very poor. He doesn't own anything that's worth a thousand dollars and +I knew he could never pay it back. So I told him he must get some one +to promise to pay that money for him if he couldn't, at the end of the +two years. Understand?" + +Lydia nodded. + +"Well, he got John Levine. Now the two years are up and unless that +thousand dollars is paid, the people whose money I take care of in the +bank, will each lose some of that thousand. See?" + +Lydia stared at him, struggling to take in the explanation. "I see," +she said. "But if you'd pay a thousand dollars for me, that would fix +it all up." + +"Why Lydia, do you mean you would leave your father?" + +"I wouldn't want to," she answered earnestly, "but Lizzie could take +care of Daddy. He doesn't really need me. There isn't anybody really +needs me--needs me--now--" + +She swallowed a sob, then went on. "Mr. Levine just mustn't pay it. +He's awful worried. His land's fixed so's he'd never get over it. And +he's the best friend we have in all the world. He just mustn't pay it. +It would kill mother, if she knew. Oh, she hated borrowing so." + +Marshall chewed his cigar. "Levine," he growled, "is a long legged +crook." + +Lydia flew out of her chair and shook her fist in the banker's face. +"Don't you dare say that!" she cried. "He's a dear lamb, that's what +he is." + +Dave's fat jaw dropped. "A dear lamb, eh? Ask him some time what a +land shark is--a dear lamb?" + +He went on chewing his cigar and Lydia returned to her chair. Whether +it was the anxious round eyes, above the scarlet cheeks, whether it was +the wistful droop of the childish lips, whether it was the look that +belongs to ravished motherhood and seemed grossly wrong on a child's +face, whether it was some thought of his own pampered little daughter, +whether it was that curious appeal Lydia always made to men, or a +combination of all, that moved Marshall, he could not have told. But +suddenly he burst forth. + +"Good God, I've done hard things in my life, but I can't do this! +Lydia, you go home and tell your father I'll renew that note, but he's +got to pay the interest and ten per cent. of the principal, every year +till he's paid it up. Here, I'll write it down. And tell him that I'm +not doing it for him or for that skunk of a Levine, but I'm doing it +for you. Here, I'll write that down, _too_." + +He folded the bit of paper and put it in an envelope. "Come here," he +said. He pinned the note into the pocket of her blouse. "Understand, +Lydia," he said in a low voice, tilting her head up so that he looked +down into her eyes, "I'm buying your friendship with this. You go on +living with your father and taking care of him, but I'm buying your +friendship for me and Margery--for good and all." He looked out of the +window with a curious air of abstraction. Then, "Button your coat and +run along." + +"I haven't thanked you," exclaimed Lydia, "I can't thank you. Oh, but +thank you, Mr. Marshall--I--I--" she began to tremble violently. + +"Stop!" roared Marshall. "And you tell your father to look out for +your nerves. Now skip." And Lydia's trembling stopped and she skipped. + +She did not tell Lizzie of her errand and that faithful soul was too +glad to see her eat her dinner to think to ask her why she had skated +so long. Kent came out in the afternoon and the two fished through the +ice until sunset, when they came in with a string of fish sufficiently +long to divide and make a meal for the Dudleys and the Moultons. At +dusk, Kent departed with his fish and "Men of Iron," loaned by Lydia as +a special favor, under his arm. + +Old Lizzie cleaned the fish and Lydia fried them, with the daintiness +and skill that seemed to have been born in her. She laid an envelope +at her father's plate and when he sat down, silent and abstracted, +without heeding the fish, she shook her head at Lizzie who was about to +protest. + +"Where'd this come from?" he asked, absentmindedly opening the +envelope. Then, "For God's sake! Lydia--where? how?" + +"It was like this," said Lydia. "Set the fish back to warm, while I +explain, Lizzie. It was like this--" and she gave a full history of +her morning's visit, to her two speechless listeners. "And I ran all +the way to the lake and I skated like the wind, and I never told Lizzie +a word, though I nearly busted!" + +Amos looked from Lydia to Lizzie, from Lizzie to Lydia. + +"Lydia--my little daughter--" he faltered. + +The tears flew to Lydia's eyes and she spoke hastily, "Lizzie, show him +the fish we caught!" + +Amos smiled while he shook his head. "I won't forget it, Lydia. In +spite of little Patience's going, you've taken ten years off me this +night. What do you suppose John Levine will say?" + +"He'll say," replied Lydia, taking her serving of fish, "'If you were +ten years older, Lydia, and I were ten years younger,' and I'll +say--'then we'd travel.'" + + + + +CHAPTER V + +ADAM + + +"A thousand deaths have fed my roots--yet to what end?"--_The Murmuring +Pine_. + + +The days slipped by, as days will, even though they are grief laden. +Slowly and inarticulately for the most part, Lydia struggled to adjust +herself to her new loss. She went back to school, after the quarantine +was lifted and the familiar routine there helped her. She was a good +student and was doing well in the eighth grade. During school hours +her books absorbed her, and she worried through the evenings reading or +sewing, with Florence Dombey always in her lap. + +Florence Dombey was a great comfort to the child. She slept at night +with her black head beside Lydia's yellow one. Sometimes she slipped +into the middle of the bed and fat Lizzie rolled on her and woke with a +groan. + +"I'd just as soon sleep with a cannon-ball at my back," the good soul +told Lydia. But she never uttered a more violent protest. + +Lydia never entered the locked bedroom off the kitchen. Amos, +self-absorbed and over-worked, asked no questions, but one night in +April, John Levine saw Lydia at work on a night dress for Florence +Dombey. + +"Where does the young lady sleep?" he asked. + +Lydia explained and Lizzie uttered her mild plaint, adding, "Lydia +ought to be getting back to her own bed, now warm weather will be +coming in." + +Lydia caught her lower lip in her teeth but said nothing. Levine +scrutinized the curly head bent over the sewing, then went on with his +conversation with Amos. He was working quietly on his campaign, a year +hence, for the office of sheriff and Amos, who was an influential +Mason, was planning to use his influence for his friend. Lydia, +absorbed in sad little memories over her sewing or happily drugged in +some book, heeded these discussions only subconsciously. + +Just before leaving, John asked for a drink of water and Amos went to +the pump to bring in a fresh pail. He stopped while there to fuss over +a barrel in which he had an old hen setting on some eggs he had got +from Mrs. Norton. Lizzie had gone to bed early. + +"Young Lydia," said John, as soon as they were alone, "come here." + +When she was perched in her old place on his knee, "Don't you think +it's time for you to get back to your own bedroom with its view of the +lake?" he asked. + +Lydia looked at him dumbly. + +"You don't like to sleep in that stuffy bedroom with Lizzie, do you, +dear?" + +"No," replied the child. "She's fat and snores and won't have the +window open--but--" + +"But what?" Levine's voice was gentle. + +"I'm afraid to sleep alone." + +"Afraid? Lydia--not of any memory of dear little Patience!" + +"No! No! but I have nightmares nearly every night--she--she's choking +and I--I can't help her. Then I wake up and catch hold of Lizzie. Oh, +don't make me sleep alone!" + +"Why, my dear little girl--" John caught the child's thin hands in a +firm, warm grip. She was trembling violently and her fingers twitched. +"This won't do! That's what keeps the dark rings round your eyes, is +it? Of course you shan't sleep alone! How does school go?" + +"Fine," answered the child. "I hate grammar and diagramming, but the +rest is easy." + +"And what book are you reading now?" + +"I'm starting 'David Copperfield.'" + +"Here comes your father. It's bedtime, isn't it? Good night, my dear." + +Lydia picked up Florence Dombey and went slowly off to bed as her +father came in with a glass of water. + +"That fool hen isn't fully convinced she wants a family," he said. + +The bedroom door closed after Lydia. + +"Amos," said John, "that child's nerves are all shot to pieces." He +related his conversation with Lydia. + +"What can I do?" asked Amos, with a worried air. "Seems to me she's +just got to wear it out. It's awful hard she's had to be up against +these things--but, I swan!--" + +Levine grunted and put on his hat. "I wish she was my daughter," he +said. "If you'll ask Brown to come around to the Elks Club to-morrow, +I'll talk to him." + +Amos nodded and John mounted his bicycle and rode away. On the Friday +afternoon following when Lydia got home from school, she found the +house apparently deserted. But there issued from the neighborhood of +the kitchen a yipping and ki-yi-ing that would have moved a heart of +stone. Lydia ran into the kitchen. The puppy wails came from behind +the door of the old bedroom. + +"Who's in there!" she called. + +The yipping changed to deep barks of joy. Lydia tried the door. It +opened easily and a great, blundering puppy hurled himself at her. +Lydia was a dog lover. + +"You love! You lamb!" she cried. She squatted on the floor and the +pup crowded his great hulk into her lap, licking her face and wagging +his whole body. + +There was a note tied to his collar. Lydia untied it: "Dearest Young +Lydia:--Here is a friend who wants to share your bedroom with you. You +must bring him up to be a polite, obedient dog, and a credit to your +other friend, John Levine." + +"Oh!" squealed Lydia. "Oh! but why did they tie you in here!" She +looked about the room. The old bed had been moved out and the +dining-room couch moved in. The bureau had been shifted to another +corner. There was nothing to be seen of all little Patience's +belongings. It did not look like the same room. + +As she clung to the squirming puppy and stared, Lizzie came in. + +"Ain't it nice?" she asked. "Mr. Levine came out with the dog this +afternoon and suggested the change. He helped me. We stored all the +other things up in the attic. See the old quilt in the corner? That's +for the dog to sleep on. Ain't he as big as an elephant! I'm afraid +he'll eat as much as a man." + +"He can have half of my food," cried Lydia. "Oh, Lizzie, isn't he +beautiful!" + +"Well, no," replied Lizzie, truthfully. "He looks to me as if some one +had stepped on his face. You'd better take him out for a run." + +John Levine never did a wiser or a kinder thing than to give the +brindle English bulldog to Lydia. He was a puppy of nine months, well +bred and strong. Lydia took him into her empty little heart with a +completeness that belongs to the natural dog lover and that was +enhanced by her bereavement. And he, being of a breed that is as +amiable and loyal as it is unlovely to look upon, attached himself +unalterably and entirely to Lydia. She and Kent cast about some time +before deciding on a name. At first they thought seriously of naming +him John, after the donor, but decided that this might lead to +confusion. Then they discovered that Levine's middle name was Adam, +and Adam the brindle bull became, forthwith. + +Lydia made no objection to returning to the old room. It had lost its +familiar outlines. And Adam, refusing the quilt on the floor, +established himself on the foot of the couch where all night long he +snuffled and snored and Lydia, who had objected to Lizzie's audible +slumbers, now, waking with nightmares, heard Adam's rumbling with a +sigh of relief, pressed her feet for comfort against his warm, +throbbing body, and went off to sleep immediately. + +In May the garden was planted and in June, Lydia graduated from the +eighth grade, and the long summer vacation had begun. Margery +Marshall, although Lydia's age, was not a good student and was two +grades below her. After the episode of the note, Lydia made a +conscientious effort to play with Margery at recess and when vacation +began, she called for the banker's daughter regularly every week to go +swimming. + +Occasionally Elviry would invite her into the house to wait for +Margery. At such times Lydia would stare with wondering delight at the +marvels of the quartered oak, plush upholstered furniture, the +"Body-Brussels" rugs, and the velour portieres that adorned the parlor. + +Outwardly this summer was much like the previous one, except that there +was a quiet contentment about Amos in spite of his real mourning for +his baby daughter, that had been foreign to him for years. It was the +garden that did this. Not only was it a wonderful garden to look on +and to eat from, but with it Amos paid for milk and butter from the +Nortons and for a part of his groceries. This made possible the year's +interest and payment on the note. + +Lydia sewed for Florence Dombey, climbed trees, swam and played pirates +with Kent. But as a matter of fact, the old childish zest for these +things had gone. For Lydia's real childhood had left her that December +night she had spent under the far corner of her father's bed. She had +not prayed since then. Her young faith in the kindness and sweetness +of life, badly shaken by her mother's death, had been utterly destroyed +when little Patience had been taken from her. + +With Adam at her heels, she took to solitary tramping through the +neighboring woods where at times she met Indians from the +reservation--a buck asleep on a log--a couple of squaws laughing and +chatting while they ate food they had begged--an Indian boy, dusty and +tired, resting after a trip to Lake City. Lydia was a little afraid of +these dark folk, though they always smiled at her. She would jerk at +Adam's collar and cuff his ears for growling, then make off toward home. + +It was a walk of just a mile from the cottage to the High School. +Lydia was very nervous about her first day at High School. Kent was +entering at the same time and she would have liked to have asked to go +with him but she knew he would resent violently being associated with a +girl on so important an occasion. + +So it was that one of the teachers observed a child in a faded but +clean galatea sailor suit, with curly blond hair barely long enough to +tie in her neck, standing in one of the lower halls after the mob of +seven or eight hundred boys and girls had been successfully herded into +the great Assembly room. + +"What is your name, my dear?" asked the teacher. + +Lydia silently presented her promotion card. The teacher nodded. + +"Come along, Miss Dudley, or you'll miss the principal's speech." + +She seated Lydia near her in the Assembly room, then looked her over +curiously. The child's face was remarkably intelligent, a high bred +little face under a finely domed head. The back of her ears and the +back of her neck were dirty, and her thin hands were rough as if with +housework. The galatea sailor suit was cheap and coarse. + +"A sick mother or no mother," was the teacher's mental note. "I must +inquire about her. Almost too bashful to breathe. Precocious +mentally, a child physically. I'll look out for her to-day." + +Miss Towne had the reputation of an unfeeling disciplinarian among the +pupils, but Lydia did not know this. She only knew that by some +miracle of kindness she came to understand the classroom system of +recitations, that she was introduced to different teachers, that she +learned how to decipher the hours of her recitations from the +complicated chart on the Assembly room blackboard, and that at noon she +started for home with a list of textbooks to be purchased, and a +perfectly clear idea of what to do when she returned on the morrow. + +The streets were full of children of all ages flocking toward the book +stores. Lydia walked along slowly, thinking deeply. She knew that her +list of books came to something over five dollars. She knew that this +sum of money would floor her father and she knew that she would rather +beg on the streets than start Amos on one of his tirades on his poverty. + +She pegged along homeward, half elated over the excitement of the day, +half depressed over her book problem. When she turned into the dirt +road. Billy Norton overtook her. He was wearing a very high starched +collar and a new suit of clothes. Billy was a senior and felt his +superiority. Nevertheless, he wanted to tell his troubles--even to a +first year pupil. + +"Gee, don't I have the luck!" he groaned. "I could get on the School +football team, I know it, if I didn't have to come home right after +school to deliver milk. Hang it!" + +Lydia looked at him quickly. "How much milk do you have to deliver?" + +"Aw, just a snag. Two quarts up the road to Essers' and two to +Stones'. They both got babies and have to have it. Think of putting +me off the school team for four quarts of baby milk!" + +"Oh, Billy," gasped Lydia, "I'll do it for you--if--Billy, have you got +your freshman textbooks still?" + +"Sure," answered the boy. "They're awful banged up, but I guess all +the pages are there." + +Lydia was breathless with excitement. "Billy, if you'll let me have +your books, I'll carry the milk for you, all winter." + +The big boy looked at the little girl, curiously. + +"They're a ratty lot of old books, Lydia. Half the fun of having +school books is getting new ones." + +"I know that," she answered, flushing. + +"Hanged if I'll do it. Let your dad get you new ones." + +"He'd like to as well as any one, but he can't right now and I'm going +to look out for my own. Oh, Billy, let me do it!" + +"You can have 'em all and welcome," exclaimed Billy, with a sudden +huskiness in his voice. "Gosh, you're awful little, Lydia." + +Lydia stamped her foot. "I won't take anything for nothing. And I'm +not little. I'm as strong as a horse." + +"Well," conceded Billy, "just till after Thanksgiving is all I want. +Come on along home now and we'll fix it up with Ma." + +Ma Norton twisted Lydia around and retied her hair ribbon while she +listened. They all knew Lydia's pride, so she quenched the impulse to +give the child the books and said, "Till Thanksgiving is plenty of pay, +Billy, and when the snow comes, the two mile extra walking will be too +much. Get the books out of the parlor closet. You got a--a--ink on +the back of your neck, Lydia. Wait till I get it off for you." + +She wet a corner of a towel at the tea kettle and proceeded to scour +the unsuspecting Lydia's neck and ears. "Children in the high school +are apt to get ink in the _back_ of their necks and _ears_," she said. +"_Always_ scrub there, Lydia! Remember!" + +"Yes, Ma'm! Oh, gosh, what a big pile! Thank you ever so much, Billy. +I'll be here right after school to-morrow, Mrs. Norton." + +Lydia spent a blissful evening mending and cleaning Billy's textbooks, +with Adam snoring under her feet and her father absorbed in his +newspaper. + +The delivering of the milk was no task at all, though had it not been +for Adam trudging beside her with his rolling bulldog gait and his +slavering ugly jaw, she would have been afraid in the early dusk of the +autumn evenings. + +The High School was a different world from that of the old ward school. +The ward school, comprising children of only one neighborhood with the +grades small, was a democratic, neighborly sort of place. The High +School gathered together children from all over town, of all classes, +from the children of lumber kings and college professors, to the +offspring of the Norwegian day laborer and the German saloon keeper. +There were even several colored children in the High School as well as +an Indian lad named Charlie Jackson. In the High School, class feeling +was strong. There were Greek letter societies in the fourth grade, +reflecting the influence of the college on the lake shore. Among the +well-to-do girls, and also among those who could less well afford it, +there was much elaborate dressing. Dancing parties were weekly +occurrences. They were attended by first year girls of fourteen and +fifteen as well as by the older girls, each lass with an attendant lad, +who called for her and took her home unchaperoned. + +It took several months for Lydia to become aware of the complicated +social life going on about her. She was so absorbed while in school in +adjusting herself to the new type of school life,--a different teacher +for each study, heavier lessons, the responsibility of collateral +reading--that the Christmas holidays came before she realized that +except in her class room work, she had nothing whatever in common with +her classmates. + +All fall she saw very little of Kent. He was on the freshman football +squad and this was a perfectly satisfactory explanation of his +dereliction--had he cared to make any--as far as Saturdays went. In +the Assembly room because he had chosen the Classical course, his seat +was far from Lydia's, who had chosen the English course. + +Saturday was a busy day for Lydia at home. Old Lizzie, who was nearing +sixty, was much troubled with rheumatism and even careless Lydia felt +vaguely that the house needed a certain amount of cleaning once a week. +So, of a Saturday morning, she slammed through the house like a small +whirlwind, leaving corners undisturbed and dust in windrows, but +satisfied with her efforts. Saturday afternoon, she worked in the +garden when the day was fair, helping to gather the winter vegetables. +Before little Patience's death she had gone to Sunday School, but since +that time she had not entered a church. So Sunday became her feast +day. She put in the entire morning preparing a Sunday dinner for her +father and nearly always John Levine. After dinner, the three, with +Adam, would tramp a mile up the road, stopping to lean over the bars +and talk dairying with Pa Norton, winter wheat with Farmer Jansen, and +hardy alfalfa with old Schmidt. Between farms, Amos and John always +talked politics, local and national, arguing heatedly. + +To all this, Lydia listened with half an ear. She loved these walks, +partly because of the grown up talks, partly because Adam loved them, +mostly because of the beauty of the wooded hills, the far stretch of +the black fields, ready plowed for spring and the pale, tender blue of +the sky that touched the near horizon. If she missed and needed +playmates of her own age, she was scarcely conscious of the fact. + +Christmas came and went, sadly and quietly. Lydia was glad when the +holidays were over and she was back in school again. On her desk that +first morning lay a tiny envelope, addressed to her. She opened it. +In it was an invitation from Miss Towne to attend a reception she was +tendering to the members of her Algebra and Geometry classes, freshmen +and seniors. + +For a moment Lydia was in heaven. It was her first formal invitation +of any kind. Then she came rapidly to earth. She had nothing to wear! +It was an evening party and she had no way to go or come. She put the +precious card in her blouse pocket and soberly opened her Civil +Government. + +At recess, she sat alone as she was rather prone to do, in the window +of the cloak room, when she heard a group of girls chattering. + +"Who wants to go to grouchy old Towne's reception when you can go to a +dance? I've got two bids to the Phi Pi's party," said a +fourteen-year-old miss. + +"Oh, we'll have to go or she'll flunk us in Algebra," said another +girl. "I'll wear my pink silk organdy. What'll you wear?" + +"My red silk. Maybe she'll let us dance. I suppose Charlie and +Kent'll both want to take me." + +"Terrible thing to be popular! Hasn't Kent the sweetest eyes! Do you +know what he said to me the other night at the Evans' party?" + +The girls drifted out of the cloak room. Lydia sat rigid. Pink +organdy! Red silk! Kent's "sweetest eyes"! Then she looked down at +the inevitable sailor suit, and at her patched and broken shoes. So +far she had had few pangs about her clothes. But now for the first +time she realized that for some reason, she was an alien, different +from the other girls--and the realization made her heart ache. + +The bell rang and she went to her recitation. It was in Civil +Government. Lydia sat down dejectedly next to Charlie Jackson, the +splendid, swarthy Indian boy of sixteen. + +"Did you learn the preamble?" he whispered to Lydia. + +She nodded. + +"He didn't say we had to," Charlie went on, "but I like the sound of +it, so I did." + +The rest of the class filed in, thirty youngsters of fourteen or +fifteen, the boys surreptitiously shoving and kicking each other, the +girls giggling and rearranging their hair. Mr. James rapped on his +desk, and called on young Hansen. + +"Can you give the preamble to the Constitution?" he asked, cheerfully. + +The boy's jaw dropped. "You never told us to learn it," he said. + +"No, I merely suggested that as Americans, you ought to learn it. I +talked to you during most of yesterday's period about it. I wondered +if you were old enough to take suggestions and not be driven through +your books. Miss Olson?" + +Miss Olson, whose hair was done in the latest mode, tossed her head +pertly. + +"I was too busy to learn anything extra." + +Mr. James' eyebrows went up. "A dance last night, I suppose." He +continued with his query half way round the class, then paused with a +sigh. "Has any one in the class learned it?" + +A muscular brown hand shot up, boldly. A thin white one timidly +followed. + +"Ah!" Mr. James' face brightened. "Miss Dudley, try it." + +Lydia clutched the back of the seat before her and began timidly. Then +the dignity and somewhat of the significance of the words touched her +and her voice became rich and full. + +"'We, the people of the United States, in order to form a more perfect +union, establish justice, insure domestic tranquillity, provide for the +common defence, promote the general welfare and secure the blessings of +liberty to ourselves and our posterity, do ordain and establish this +Constitution for the United States of America.'" + +"Good. Try it, Mr. Jackson." + +The young Indian rose and began. "We, the people of the United +States--" He too was letter perfect. + +After he was seated, the teacher, a gray-haired, stern-faced man, +looked at the two attentively. + +"Miss Dudley," he said finally, "does the preamble _mean_ anything to +you?" + +Lydia's round childish eyes regarded him steadfastly. "Two of my +ancestors were delegates to the first Convention," she said +hesitatingly. "One of 'em lived in a log farmhouse with loop holes in +it. They used to shoot Indians--" she paused and looked at Charlie +Jackson, then went on. "I--I like the sound of the words." + +The teacher nodded. "And you, Jackson?" + +The boy scowled. "I know the words are lies as far as Indians are +concerned. And I know they needn't have been if whites weren't natural +hogs. Anyhow, I'm the only real American in the class." + +Lydia looked up at the brown face eagerly, questioningly. Mr. James +nodded. "Quite right, Jackson." + +Young Hansen spoke up. "We're all Americans. What's he giving us?" + +"Has your father been naturalized, Hansen?" asked the teacher. + +The Norwegian boy shook his head, shamefacedly. + +"And were you born in this country?" + +"I was a baby when they came over." + +"Well then, are you an American, or aren't you? You don't really know, +do you? And you haven't enough interest in the country you've lived in +fourteen years to find out--or to know what was the impulse that gave +birth to our laws, the thing that makes an American different from a +Norwegian, for instance. The two people in the class who needed the +preamble least are the ones that have learned it. I'm disappointed. +We'll go on to the lesson. Reisenweber, what is a demesne?" + +Lydia sat looking from the teacher's face to Charlie Jackson, and from +Charlie to the blond faces of the other pupils. Vague wonderments were +stirring in her mind; the beginnings of thoughts she never had had +before. Tramping home that night through the snowy road she had a new +set of thoughts. What had made her stiffen and at the same time feel +sorry and ashamed when Charlie Jackson had said the Preamble was a lie +for Indians! And could she, could she possibly in the two weeks before +Miss Towne's reception make herself a dress that would be presentable? + +Adam, slavering and slobbering, was waiting for her as usual by the +front gate. His deep brown eyes always showed phosphorescent glimmers +of excitement when Lydia came. He lunged up against her now with howls +of delight and she knelt in the snow, as she always did, and hugged +him. Then he seized her book strap and lugged her Algebra and English +Composition up to the house. + +Lizzie was as excited as Lydia when she heard of the invitation. + +"There's that gray serge of your mother's," she said. "It's awful +faded. And there's a piece of a light blue serge waist she had, Lydia, +let's get 'em dyed red. Smitzky's will do it in a couple of days for +us. They did lots of work for me in bygone days and I'll pay for it +out of the grocery money." + +"Do you think we can fix it so it won't look made over?" asked Lydia, +torn between hope and doubt. + +"Of course we can. You choose your pattern tomorrow and I'll get in to +town in the morning with the goods, rheumatiz or no rheumatiz." + +Amos heard of the invitation with real pleasure. Nor did the clothes +problem trouble him. "Pshaw, wear that green Sunday dress of yours. +You always look nice, Lydia; whatever you wear. And I'll take you up +there and call for you. If all the boys in school was running after +you, I wouldn't let one of 'em beau you round before you was eighteen. +So put that kind of a bee out of your bonnet for good and all." + +Lydia lived the next two weeks in the clouds. The new-old dress was +finished the day before the reception. There had been minutes of +despair in creating this festive garment. The dyeing process had +developed unsuspected moth holes. The blue and the gray serge did not +dye exactly the same shade, nor were they of quite the same texture. +However, by twisting and turning and adding a yoke of black silk, which +had for years been Lizzie's Sunday neck scarf, a result was produced +that completely satisfied the little dressmaker and old Lizzie. + +Miss Towne was the only daughter of one of the old New England families +of Lake City. Teaching was an avocation with her and not a bread and +butter necessity. She lived in one of the fine old stone houses that +crowned the lake shore near the college. At eight o'clock on a +Saturday evening, Amos left Lydia at the front door of the house, and +in a few minutes Lydia was taking off her hat and coat in the midst of +a chattering group of girls. The pink organdy was there as well as the +red silk,--so were blue organdies and white, as well as dainty slippers. + +After a general "Hello," Lydia slipped downstairs to find her hostess. +Miss Towne, the grouchy, the strict and the stern Miss Towne, moving +among her guests, saw the thin little figure hesitating in the doorway, +saw the cobbled red dress, with skirt that was too short and sleeves +that were too long and neck that was too tight, saw the carefully +blacked school shoes, saw the intelligent high bred head nobly set on +straight shoulders and the wonderful dusty gold of the curly hair, and +the puzzled, bashful blue eyes. + +"Oh, Lydia!" cried the grouchy Miss Towne, "weren't you a dear to come +clear into town for my party. Mother---" this clearly for all the +children to hear, "this is the pupil I've told you of, the one of whom +we're all so proud. Come over here, Lydia." + +Lydia moved carefully. Her most moth eaten breadth was at the back and +it was difficult to cross the room without unduly exposing that back. +But she reached the safe haven of Miss Towne's side before the bevy of +multi-colored organdies entered the room. + +Kent was there. He had brought the pink organdy. He waved a gay hand +to Lydia, who waved back, gaily too. Her cheeks were beginning to burn +scarlet, partly because a real party was a wonderful thing and partly +because of the multi-colored organdies. Charlie Jackson was there. He +lived with Dr. Fulton as office boy and general helper and the doctor +was clothing and educating him. Charlie was half-back of the school +football team, a famous player and a great favorite. The girls flirted +with him. The boys were jealous of his favor. Even in the snob-ridden +High School there was here a hangover of the pure democracy of +childhood. + +Miss Towne had provided games and refreshments bountifully. The +elocution teacher recited some monologues and the music teacher sang. +But it was a difficult matter to entertain these youngsters already +accustomed to a grown up social life. Miss Towne had declared that +there should be no dancing. But the games were neglected and the +guests stood about in frankly bored groups. So when a bevy of +organdies begged for permission to dance, Miss Towne, with obvious +reluctance, gave in. + +From that moment, the party was an assured success. Lydia, who had +stuck like a little burr at Miss Towne's side all the evening, looked +on with wonder and a growing lump in her throat. + +"Don't you dance, my dear?" asked Mrs. Towne. + +"Of course she doesn't, Mother," answered Miss Towne, "she's just a +child. There's time enough for those things after High School. I +don't know what's going to become of this generation." + +This was small comfort to Lydia, watching the pretty groups twirl by. + +Kent, hugging the pink organdy, stopped on the far side of the room +from Lydia to get a drink of lemonade. + +"Isn't Lydia's dress a scream," said Olga. + +"Huh?" asked Kent in surprise. He followed his partner's glance across +the room. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE COOKING CLASS + + +"We pines have been useful to man and so he has destroyed us."--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +Lydia with parted lips and big, wistful eyes stood quietly beside Miss +Towne. + +"What you giving us," said Kent. "Red's my favorite color." + +"Red's all right," Olga tossed her head, "but that dress! She ought to +know better. A five cent cheese cloth would have been better'n that." + +Kent was truly enamored of pretty Olga but he looked at her angrily. + +"You girls make me sick," he grunted and started dodging among the +dancers, across the room to Lydia's side. Olga stood pouting. + +"What's the matter?" asked Charlie Jackson. + +"Oh, I just said Lydia's dress was a fright and Kent went off mad." + +Charlie in turn stared at Lydia. + +Kent in the meantime was grinning at Lydia amiably. + +"Hello, Lyd! Want to dance?" + +"I can't. Don't know how," replied Lydia, despondently. + +"Easy as anything. Come on, I'll teach you." + +Lydia seized Kent's lapel with fingers that would tremble slightly. +"Kent, I dassn't stir. My back breadth don't match and my skirt hangs +awful." + +"Oh, shucks!" replied Kent, angrily, "you girls are all alike. Red's +my favorite color." + +"Mine too," said Charlie Jackson at his elbow. "What're you two +arguing about?" + +"Her dress," growled Kent, "I don't see anything the matter with it, do +you?" + +"Nope, and it's on the prettiest girl in the room too, eh, Kent?" + +"You bet," returned Kent, believing, though, that he lied, for Olga was +as pretty as a tea rose. + +Lydia blushed and gasped. + +"If you won't dance, come on over and have some lemonade," suggested +Kent. + +"If I sit in the window, will you bring me a glass?" asked Lydia, still +mindful of the back breadth. + +"You take her to the window and I'll get the lemo, Kent," said Charlie. + +Kent led the way to the window-seat. "You're a good old sport, Lyd," +he said. "Charlie'll look out for you. I gotta get back to Olga." + +he returned to make peace with the pink organdy. She was very lovely +and Kent was having his first flirtation. Yet before he went to sleep +that night the last picture that floated before his eyes was of a thin +little figure with worn mittens clasped over patched knees and a +ravished child's face looking into his. + +Charlie Jackson sat out two whole dances with Lydia. Their talk was of +Adam and of fishing. Lydia longed to talk about Indians with him but +didn't dare. Promptly at ten, Amos appeared at the front door. + +Lydia's first party was over. Amos and old Lizzie were charmed with +Lydia's description of it and were sure she had had a wonderful time. +But Lydia felt that the dress had made of the party a hideous failure. +She knew now that she was marked among her mates as a poverty stricken +little dowd whom popular boys like Kent and Charlie pitied. + +And yet because life is as kind to us as we have the intelligence to +let it be, it was out of the party that grew slowly a new resolve of +Lydia's--to have some day as pretty hands and as well shod feet as Olga +and Hilda and Cissy, to learn how to make her dresses so that even the +composing of an organdy might not be beyond her. + +They saw less of John Levine during the late winter and early spring. +He was running for sheriff on the Republican ticket. He was elected +early in April by a comfortable majority and invited Amos and Lydia to +a fine Sunday dinner in celebration at the best hotel in town. Kent's +father in April was promoted from a minor position in the office of the +plow factory to the secretaryship of the company. The family +immediately moved to a better house over on the lake shore and it +seemed to Lydia that Kent moved too, out of her life. + +She missed him less than might have been expected. Her life was so +different from that of any of the children that she knew, that growing +into adolescence with the old bond of play disappearing, she fell back +more and more on resources within herself. This did not prevent her +going faithfully once a month to call on Margery Marshall. And these +visits were rather pleasant than otherwise. Margery was going through +the paper doll fever. Lydia always brought Florence Dombey with her +and the two girls carried on an elaborate game of make-believe, the +intricacies of which were entirely too much for Elviry Marshall, +sitting within earshot. + +Elviry Marshall had two consuming passions in life--Margery and gossip. +The questions she asked always irritated Lydia vaguely. + +"What wages is your Pa getting now, Lydia?" + +"Just the same, Mrs. Marshall." + +"Don't you pay Lizzie anything yet?" + +"No, Ma'am." + +"How much is your grocery bill this month?" + +"I don't know." + +"Does your Pa ever talk about getting married again?" + +"No, Ma'am! Oh, no, Ma'am!" + +Lizzie almost exploded with anger when Lydia retailed these questions, +but Amos only laughed. + +"Pshaw, you know Elviry!" + +"Yes, I know Elviry! She's a snake in the grass. Always was and +always will be." + +"She's a dandy housekeeper," murmured Lydia. "I wonder where she +learned. And she isn't teaching Margery a thing. I like Mr. Marshall." + +"Dave's a miser. He always was and he always will be," snapped Lizzie. +"I despise the whole kit and biling of them, money or no money. Dave +never earned an honest cent in his life." + +"Lots of rich men haven't," replied Amos. + +Amos' garden was a thing of beauty. Its trim rows of vegetables were +bordered with sunflowers, whose yellow heads vied in height with the +rustling ears of corn. Amos had a general grudge toward life. He had +a vague, unexpressed belief that because he was a descendant of the +founders of the country, the world owed him an easy living. He had a +general sense of superiority to his foreign born neighbors and to the +workmen in the plow factory. + +But in his garden, all his grudges disappeared. Every evening until +dark and every Sunday he worked away, whistling softly to himself. He +always felt nearer to his wife, in the garden. She too had been bred +on a New England farm. He always felt as if the fine orderliness of +the rows was for her. + +Lydia greatly preferred weeding the garden to cleaning the house. +Indeed the contrast between the fine garden, the well kept patch of +lawn and the disorderly house was startling. Amos grumbled and +complained but Lydia was in the hobble-de-hoy stage--she didn't care +and she had no one teach her. + +One afternoon in August, clad in her bathing suit, now much too small +for her, she was working in the garden, when a voice behind her grunted, + +"Eat!" + +Lydia jumped and turned. The old squaw of two years before stood +begging. She was as pitifully thin as ever. As she stared at the ugly +old Indian, Lydia's throat tightened. She seemed to feel baby +Patience's fingers clinging to hers in fear. + +"Want some vegetables?" she asked, motioning toward the garden. + +The squaw nodded eagerly and held up the dirty apron she was wearing. +Lydia began slowly to fill it, talking as she worked. + +"Where do you live?" she asked. + +The Indian jerked her gray head toward the north. "Big Woods."' + +"But that's twenty miles. It must take you a long time to walk it. +Poor thing!" + +The squaw shrugged her shoulders. Lydia stared at the toothless, +trembling old mouth, hideous with wrinkles, then at the gnarled and +shaking old hands. + +"Haven't you any one to take care of you?" + +"All sick--boy sick--man sick--girl sick. All time sick, all time +nothing to eat." + +"But won't some other Indian make you a garden, a little one?" + +Again the squaw shrugged her shoulders. Her apron was full now. She +produced a string from inside her waist and tying the apron up +bag-like, she slung it over her shoulder. Then she gave Lydia a keen +glance. + +"Friend," she said, briefly, and turning, she tottered painfully out of +the gate. + +Followed by Adam, Lydia walked thoughtfully out upon the little pier +Amos had built. They had no boat, but Lydia fished and dived from the +pier. It was hard to understand how the Indians with all their rich +pine land could be so poor. She resolved to ask her father and Levine +about it and turned a somersault into the water. She swam about until +tired, then turned over on her back to rest. Lying so a shadow drifted +across her face and she raised her head. A gray birch bark canoe +floated silently beside her. In it, in a gray bathing suit, sat +Charlie Jackson. + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Lydia. "How in the world you do it so quietly, I +don't see." + +"I saw something that looked like a wet yellow pup in the water, and +stole up on it," grinned Charlie. + +"Come on in. It's as warm as suds." + +Charlie shot his canoe to the pier and in a moment, was floating beside +Lydia. She took a deep breath, let herself sink and a moment or two +later came up several yards beyond him. He did not miss her for a +moment, then he started for her with a shout. A game of tag followed +ending in a wild race to the pier which they reached neck and neck. +Adam wept and slobbered with joy over their return. + +"You certainly are a little sunfish in the water," panted Charlie, as +they sat with feet dangling off the pier. + +"Ought to be, I'm in it enough," returned Lydia. "Charlie, there's a +poor old squaw came here to-day. What's the matter with the Indians? +Why don't they work?" + +Charlie turned to look at the white child, uneasily. The two made a +wonderful contrast. Charlie was big and bronze and deep chested, with +regular features although they were a little heavy. Lydia, growing +fast, was thinner than ever but cheeks and eyes were bright. + +Charlie's mouth twisted in a sneer. "Why don't they work? Why don't +the whites give 'em a chance? Dirty thieves, prowling round like +timber wolves. Ask Dave Marshall. Ask that gumshoeing crook of a +Levine. Don't ask me." + +"Levine's not a crook," shouted Lydia. "He's my friend." + +The sneer left Charlie's face and he laughed. "Your friend is he, +little sunfish!" + +"Yes," said Lydia, furiously. "He gave me Adam," hugging the dog's +ugly, faithful head. He immediately tried to sit in her wet lap. "And +he's done as much for me as my own father." + +"If he's your friend," said the Indian gently, "I won't speak against +him to you again." + +Lydia instantly was mollified. Charlie was so old and so young! He +was so different from Kent that staring into his deep black eyes, Lydia +suddenly felt his alien race. + +"I must go in and dress," she said. "It's time to get supper." + +Charlie nodded and untied his canoe. After he was seated with paddle +lifted, he glanced up at her mischievously. + +"You're a very nice little girl," he said; "I shall come again. You +may call me Uncle Charlie." + +Lydia put out her tongue at him. "Good-by, Uncle!" she called and +raced up the bank to the house. + +"Daddy," she said that night at supper, "why should Mr. Marshall and +Charlie Jackson both say Mr. Levine is a crook?" + +Amos ate a piece of bread meditatively before replying. "Any man that +goes into politics in this country leaves his reputation behind him. +You and I'll never have a better friend than John Levine." + +Lydia nodded. She was only a child after all and still retained +implicit faith in the opinion of those she loved. She went back to +school that fall full of interest and importance. She was a sophomore +now and very proud of the fact that she knew the ropes. Her +arrangement with Billy held for his second year books. With much +pinching of the grocery money, Lizzie had achieved two new galatea +sailor suits and so while she felt infinitely inferior to the +elaborately gowned young misses of her grade, Lydia was not unhappy. + +There was a new course of study offered the pupils this year. It was +called the Cookery Course and was elective, not required. Lydia turned +her small nose up at it. She was a good cook, without study, she told +herself. But Miss Towne thought differently. She called Lydia into +her room one day, early in the term. "Lydia, why don't you take the +Cooking Course?" + +"I can cook, Miss Towne. I do all our cooking and Daddy says I'm fine +at it." + +"I know, my dear, but there are other things connected with the Course +that you need." + +"What things?" asked Lydia, a trine obstinately. + +"That's what I want you to find out for yourself. Come, Lydia, take my +word for it. It's only two hours a week and no outside study required. +If after a term of it, you still think it's useless, why drop it." + +So behold Lydia entered in the Cooking Course which was not popular. +The mothers of the majority of the girls did not, they said, send their +daughters to school to be taught kitchen service. But by the efforts +of Miss Towne and one or two other teachers, a dozen children ranging +in age from fourteen to eighteen, with Lydia as the infant of the +class, were enticed into the bright model kitchen in the basement. + +It was not long after this that Lydia said to her father, one evening, + +"Daddy, I've got to have twenty-five cents." + +Amos looked up from his newspaper. "What for, Lydia? A quarter's a +good deal of money. Takes me pretty near two hours to earn it." + +"I know it," answered Lydia, wincing, "but I've got to buy a nail file. +You ought to see my hands compared with the other girls. And you ought +to see dirty finger nails under the microscope. The cooking school +teacher showed us before we made bread, today." + +Amos looked at Lydia thoughtfully for a moment, then he carefully +abstracted a quarter from his pocket, laid it on the table and went +back to his reading. + +Lydia planned a real feast for Thanksgiving. She negotiated with Billy +Norton for the exchange of two pounds of fudge for a brace of wild +duck. The Saturday before Thanksgiving, she gave the house its usual +"lick and promise" and then started out with her skates to enjoy the +first ice of the season. + +She had a glorious morning. There was no snow and the lake had frozen +crystal clear. The air was breathless. As she skated she chanted, to +improvised tunes, bits of verse. + + "The stag at eve had drunk his fill + Where danced the moon on Monan's rill + And deep his midnight lair had laid + In lone Glenartney's hazel shade. + + "I sprang to the stirrup, and Joris and he, + I galloped, Dirk galloped, we galloped all three. + 'Good speed!' cried the watch as the gate bolts undrew, + 'Speed' echoed the wall to us galloping through." + +She hunted through Scottish mountains and moors, she whirled from Ghent +to Aix and still high hearted and in the land of visions, took off her +skates and entered the house. She banged the door, then stood for a +moment staring. Elviry and Margery were seated before the living-room +stove, while old Lizzie sat on one edge of Amos' arm chair eyeing the +two belligerently. + +Margery was wearing a new fur coat. Her beautiful black eyes looked +out from under a saucy fur-trimmed hat with a scarlet quill on the +side. Elviry wore black broadcloth with fox collar and muff. Lydia, +in a remodeled coat of her mother's, and her old Tam and mended +mittens, recovered from her surprise quickly. + +"Hello!" she said. "When did you come? This is the first time you've +ever been in our house, Mrs. Marshall, isn't it?" + +"Yes," replied Elviry, "and," with a glance at Lizzie, "I wouldn't be +here now if Mr. Marshall hadn't made me." + +"Oh, Mamma," protested Margery, "I wanted to come." + +"You hush up, Margery! What I came for is that Mr. Marshall would like +to have the three of you come to our house for Thanksgiving dinner." + +Lydia suddenly giggled. "Don't worry, Mrs. Marshall, we can't come. +We're going to have company ourselves for Thanksgiving." + +Elviry gave a huge sigh of relief. "Well, that's too bad," she said. +"We're going to have a grand dinner, too." + +"So are we," retorted Lydia. + +"How's Florence Dombey?" asked Margery. "Mamma, can't I stay and play +with Lydia a while?" + +"We'll stay a few minutes," said Elviry, loosing her furs and settling +back in her chair. "It's a real small place, Lizzie, but you can do so +little work now, I s'pose it's just as well." + +Lydia had produced a pasteboard shoe box of paper dolls which she gave +to Margery. She cuddled Florence Dombey in her arms and gave one ear +to Margery's question as to the names and personalities of the paper +dolls, the other to Elviry's comments. + +"It ain't so small," sniffed Lizzie. "It's bigger'n anything you ever +lived in, Elviry, till Dave sold enough lumber he stole from the +Government to start a bank." + +Elviry was not to be drawn into a quarrel. "You always was a jealous +body, Lizzie. That old mahogany belonged to both Amos and his wife's +folks, I've heard. Why don't you get rid of it and buy more of this +here new Mission stuff that's coming in? Though I suppose you'd better +wait till Lydia's old enough to take more interest in keeping the house +clean. Butter's awful high this winter. How much does your grocery +bill average, Lizzie?" + +"None of your business," replied Lizzie. + +"I don't think Imogen is as good looking as Marion. I'd rather have +Marion marry Prince Rupert, then these can be their children," Margery +murmured on. + +"Land, Lizzie, don't be so cross," said Elviry. "I suppose you've +heard the talk about John Levine? He's getting in with that half breed +crowd up on the reservation that the Indian agent's such friends with. +They say Levine's land hungry enough to marry a squaw. He's so dark, I +wouldn't be surprised if he had Indian blood himself. Land knows +nothing would surprise me about him. They say he's just naturally +crooked." + +Lydia and Florence Dombey suddenly stood in front of Elviry. + +"Don't you say such things about Mr. Levine," said Lydia slowly, cheeks +bright, eyes as blue as Florence Dombey's. + +"Well!" exclaimed Elviry, beginning to pull her furs up, "I don't seem +to be able to please you two with my conversation, so I'll be going. +Margery, get up off that dirty floor. I never cared much about Amos' +wife, she was too proud, but at least she was clean. She'd turn over +in her grave if she knew what this house looked like. Come, Margery, +the horse will be cold, standing so long." + +Lizzie opened her mouth to speak but Lydia shook her head, and the two +stood in silence, watching the departure of the visitors. When the +door had closed Lizzie burst forth in an angry tirade, but Lydia only +half listened. She looked slowly around the living-room, then walked +into the dining-room and thence into the kitchen. She opened the +pantry door and stared at the dust and disorder, the remnants of food, +the half washed dishes. Suddenly she thought of the shining and +orderly kitchen in the High School basement. Supposing the cooking +teacher should come out to supper, sometime! Lydia had asked her to +come. + +She came slowly back into the living-room. Old Lizzie was replenishing +the stove, still muttering to herself. Lydia observed for the first +time that her apron was dirty. Thinking it over, she could not recall +ever having seen Lizzie with a clean apron. A deep sense of shame +suddenly enveloped Lydia. + +"Oh, I wish some one had taught me," she groaned. "I wish mother had +lived. Everybody has to go and die on me! I suppose Lizzie and Dad'll +be next. Adam helps to keep the house dirty. There's dog hair +everywhere." + +"Don't you get worked up over Elviry Marshall, child," said Lizzie. + +"I hate her," exclaimed Lydia, "but what she said about the house is +true. Anyhow, I've learned how to clean pantry shelves, so here goes." + +She tied one of Lizzie's aprons round her neck, pushed a chair into the +pantry and began her unsavory task. It was dusk when she finished and +led Lizzie out to observe the shiny, sweet smelling orderliness of the +place. + +"Land, it does make a difference! If the rheumatiz didn't take all the +ambition out of me, I'd keep it that way for you," said the old lady. + +"I'll do it, every Saturday. Gosh, I'm tired!" groaned Lydia, throwing +herself on the living-room couch. "Lizzie, give me some of your mutton +tallow to rub on my hands. The cooking teacher says it's fine for +hands." + +Lydia lay in the twilight, watching the coals glow in the base burner, +while the aroma of the baked beans and brown bread Lizzie was tending +in the kitchen floated in to her. Adam lay on the floor by the stove, +where he could keep one drowsy eye on her every motion. She was +thinking of her mother and of little Patience. She could think of them +now without beginning to tremble. She tried to picture every detail of +her mother's face. They had no picture of her nor of the baby, and +Lydia was afraid she would forget. She wondered if they were together, +if they knew how hard she was trying to obey her mother's injunction to +"make something" of herself. "Be a lady!" "Never be coarse." There +was nobody to show her things, she thought. How could she ever learn +to be a lady? "If I believed in praying any more, I'd pray about lots +of things," she thought, sadly. "But either there isn't any God, or +else He don't believe in prayer, Himself. Gee, supper smells good. +I'm awful hungry. I wonder why Mrs. Marshall hates me so. I suppose +because I'm such a common kid and she still thinks I almost drowned +Margery. And I don't believe a word she says about Mr. Levine, either. +Hateful old beast! If I believed in prayer, you bet I'd tell God a few +things about her." + +The highly satisfactory Thanksgiving feast was eaten and praised. The +dishes were washed and set away in the immaculate pantry, and Amos and +John Levine were smoking by the fire. + +"Seems to me this room looks all slicked up," said Levine. + +Amos nodded. "Lydia's coming along. Says the cooking school teacher +told her to sprinkle wet tea leaves over the carpet before sweeping to +keep down the dust. Place was like a cyclone this morning for an hour, +but the result pays. She's growing like her mother." + +"She's only a child, and small for her age, at that," said John. "It's +a shame for her to work so hard." + +"I know it," answered Amos, "but what can I do? On a dollar and a half +a day--I swan--" + +There was a rap on the door. Lizzie admitted Dave Marshall and Margery. + +"Out for a tramp as a digester," explained Dave. "Came to call on my +friend Lydia. I ain't seen her for ages." + +He and Levine nodded to each other. Amos shook hands and Dave kissed +Lydia, catching a dark scowl on Levine's face as he did so. + +"Let's play paper dolls," said Margery, as soon as she had pulled off +her coat. + +"You play 'em," replied Lydia, "I'm awful tired." + +"Why should a baby like you be tired?" inquired Marshall, pulling her +to his side as he seated himself in Amos' arm chair. + +"If you'd tasted our dinner," said Amos, "you'd know why she and Lizzie +should be half dead." + +"I wish I could 'a' tasted it," replied Marshall. "Have a smoke, +friends?" + +Amos took a cigar but Levine refused. + +"Come, John, come," said the stout banker, banteringly. "This is a +legal holiday and you and I at least agree on Lydia. Let's stop war +for the day, eh?" + +Levine's sallow face hardened, then he caught Lydia's blue gaze on him +as she stood beside Marshall. It was such a transparent, trusting +gaze, so full of affection, so obviously appealing to him to "be nice," +that in spite of himself he grinned and took a cigar. + +Amos settled back with a sigh of satisfaction. He enjoyed company and +had had no one but John since his wife's death. + +"Looks as if the country'd go Republican next fall," he said by way of +starting a conversation. + +"I don't see why," returned Marshall, who was a Democrat. + +"Folks are sick of Democratic graft," said Levine. + +"And Republicans think it's their turn, eh?" inquired Marshall. "Well, +maybe it is, maybe it is!" + +Amos laughed genially. "Satisfied with your share, Dave?" + +"Got my eye on just one more little mite. Just one little mite, then +I'm through," chuckled Marshall. + +"Then you good Republicans can get your feet into the trough." + +"Co-ee! Lydia!" came a call from the lake shore. + +Lydia ran to the kitchen door. Charlie Jackson and Kent were skating +up to the bank. + +"Come out for a while," cried Kent. + +"I can't. I've got company. Come on up and get warm," returned Lydia. + +The two boys slipped off their skates and came up to the cottage. Kent +needed no introduction, and Lydia made short work of Charlie by saying +to the assemblage at large, "This is Charlie Jackson. Come on up by +the stove, boys." + +The boys established themselves on the couch back of the baseburner. + +"Hello, Marg," said Kent. "What you doing?" + +"Paper dolls," returned Margery from her corner, without looking up. +Charlie Jackson stared at the beautiful little black head bent over the +bright colored bits of paper with interest. + +Amos took up the interrupted conversation. "If we could get a +Republican Congress, that block o' pine and black loam twenty miles +north would be given to its rightful owners." + +"Meaning the full bloods, I suppose," said Levine with a short laugh. + +"Yes--full blooded whites," returned Amos. + +Charlie Jackson suddenly threw back his head and rose. + +"I'm a full blood Indian," he said, quietly. The three men looked at +him as if they saw him for the first time. + +"Well, what of it?" asked Marshall, shortly. + +"This of it," said Charlie, tensely, "that you whites with your +Constitution and your Declaration of Independence are a lot of liars +and thieves." + +Marshall turned purple, but John Levine spoke quickly. "Easy there, my +boy! You're talking of things you don't understand." + +"Oh, but he does," interrupted Lydia eagerly. "'Governments derive +their just powers from the consent of the governed.' We had it in +school. It must mean Indians too." + +John Levine laughed. "There you have it. And Charlie is right, we are +liars and thieves, but we have to be. Might is right in this world." + +"Speak for yourself, Levine," cried Marshall. + +"Levine!" exploded Charlie. "Are you Levine? You're the man then that +my sister--" his voice rose to a shout. "I'll beat the face off of you +right now." + +And he made a sudden spring for the astonished Levine. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE REPUBLICAN CANDIDATE + + +"Nature counts no day as wasted."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Amos and Kent caught Charlie by either arm as his hands clutched for +Levine's throat. Marshall did not stir out of his chair. During the +remainder of the episode his face wore a complacent expression that, +though Lydia did not consciously observe it at the time, returned to +her in after years with peculiar significance. + +"Here! Here! This won't do, my young Indian!" cried Amos. + +"Let me get at him!" panted Charlie. + +Lydia moved away from Lizzie and Margery. The three had automatically +jumped to grab Adam's collar for Adam always assisted in a fight, human +or otherwise. She ran over to the Indian. + +"Charlie," she pleaded, looking up into his face, "you mustn't hurt Mr. +Levine. He's my best friend. And it is not polite to come to call at +my house and make a row, this way." + +"That's right," commented Marshall. "Do your fighting outdoors." + +John had not stirred from his chair. He looked up at the Indian and +said slowly and insolently, "Get out of here! You know what I can do +to you, don't you? Well, get out before I do it!" + +Charlie returned John's look of contempt with one of concentrated +hatred. Then he turned to Kent. + +"Come on, Kent," he growled and followed by his friend, he marched out +of the kitchen door. + +"Whew!" said Amos, "talk about civilizing Indians!" + +Lydia was trembling violently. "What made him act so---- _Did_ you +hurt his sister, Mr. Levine?" + +"Didn't even know he had a sister," returned John, coolly relighting +his cigar. + +Marshall rose and stretched his fat body. "Well, you serve up too much +excitement for me, Amos. I'll be getting along. Come, Margery." + +"Wait and we'll all have some coffee," said Lizzie. "Land, I'm all +shook up." + +"Pshaw! 'twan't anything. Kent should have had more sense than to +bring him in here," said Levine. + +"Why, he's usually perfectly lovely," protested Lydia. "Goes to +parties with the girls and everything." + +"I wouldn't go to a party with a dirty Indian," said Margery, her nose +up in the air. + +"What do you know about parties, chicken?" asked Marshall, buttoning +her coat for her. + +"Mama says I can go next year when I enter High School," replied +Margery. + +"First boy, white or Indian, that comes to call on you before you're +eighteen, I'll turn the hose on," said Dave, winking at the men. + +Amos and John laughed and Dave made his exit in high good humor. + +When the door had closed Amos said, "Any real trouble with the boy, +John?" + +"Shucks, no!" returned Levine. "Forget it!" + +And forget it they did while the November dusk drew to a close and the +red eyes of the stove blinked a warmer and warmer glow. About eight +o'clock, after a light supper, Levine started back for town. He had +not been gone five minutes when a shot cracked through the breathless +night air. + +Amos started for the door but Lizzie grasped his arm. "You stay right +here, Amos, and take care of the house." + +"What do you s'pose it was?" whispered Lydia. "I wish Mr. Levine was +here. He's sheriff." + +"That's what I'm afraid of--that something's happened, to him--between +his being sheriff and his other interests. I'll get my lantern." + +"Wait! I'll have to fill it for you," said Lydia. + +So it was that while Amos fumed and Lydia sought vainly for a new wick, +footsteps sounded on the porch, the door opened and Billy Norton and +his father supported John Levine into the living-room. Levine's +overcoat showed a patch of red on the right breast. + +"For God's sake! Here, put him on the couch," gasped Amos. + +"Billy, take Levine's bicycle and get the doctor here," said Pa Norton. + +"Hot water and clean cloth, Lydia," said Amos. "Let's get his clothes +off, Norton." + +"Don't touch me except to cut open my clothes and pack the wound with +ice in a pad of rags," said John weakly. Then he closed his eyes and +did not speak again till the doctor came. + +Lydia trembling violently could scarcely carry the crushed ice from +Lizzie to her father. No one spoke until the gentle oozing of the +blood yielded to the freezing process. Then Amos said in a low voice +to Pa Norton, + +"What happened?" + +"Can't say. Billy and I were coming home from town when we heard the +shot ahead of us. It took us a minute or two to come up to Levine. He +was standing dazed like, said the shot had come from the lake shore way +and that's all he knew about it." + +The beat of horses' hoofs on the frozen ground broke the silence that +followed. In a moment Dr. Fulton ran into the room. Lydia seized +Florence Dombey and hurried to the kitchen, nor did she leave her +station in the furthest corner until the door closed softly after the +doctor. Amos came out into the kitchen and got a drink at the water +pail. + +"Doc got the bullet," said Amos. "Grazed the top of the lungs and came +to the surface near the backbone. Lord, that was a narrow escape!" + +"Will he--will he die?" whispered Lydia. + +"Of course not," answered Amos, with a quick glance at the blanched +little face. "He's got to have good nursing and he can't be moved. +Lizzie's as good a nurse as any one could want. Doctor'll be back at +midnight and stay the rest of the night." + +"Who did it, Daddy?" + +Amos shook his head. "It might have been Charlie Jackson or it might +have been a dozen others. A sheriff's liable to have plenty of +enemies. Billy started a bunch hunting." + +Lydia shivered. + +"Go to bed, child," said Amos. "We're going to be busy in this house +for a while." + +"I want to see him first, please, Daddy." + +"Just a peek then, don't make a noise." + +Already the living room had a sick room aspect. The light was lowered +and the table was littered with bandages and bottles. Lydia crept up +to the couch and stood looking down at the gaunt, quiet figure. + +John opened his eyes and smiled faintly. "Making you lots of trouble, +young Lydia." + +"Oh, no!" exclaimed Lydia. "Just get well, we don't mind the trouble." + +"I've got to get well, so's you and I can travel," whispered Levine. +"Good night, dear." + +Lydia swallowed a sob. "Good night," she said. + +At first, Amos planned to have Lydia stay out of school to help, but +Levine grew so feverishly anxious when he heard of this that the idea +was quickly given up and Ma Norton and a neighbor farther up the road +arranged to spend the days turn about, helping Lizzie. + +As soon as the shooting was known, there was a deluge of offers of +help. All the organizations to which Levine belonged as well as his +numerous acquaintances were prodigal in their offers of every kind of +assistance. + +But John fretfully refused. He would have no nurse but Lizzie, share +no roof but Amos'. "You're the only folks I got," he told Amos again +and again. + +The shooting was a seven days' wonder, but no clue was found as to the +identity of the would-be assassin. Charlie Jackson had spent the +evening with Kent. As the monotony of Levine's convalescence came on, +gossip and conjecture lost interest in him. John himself would not +speak of the shooting. + +It was after Christmas before John was able to sit up in Amos' arm +chair and once more take a serious interest in the world about him. +Lydia, coming home from school, would find Adam howling with joy at the +gate and John, pale and weak but fully dressed, watching for her from +his arm chair by the window. The two had many long talks, in the early +winter dusk before Lydia started her preparations for supper. One of +these particularly, the child never forgot. + +"Everybody acted queer about Charlie Jackson, at first," said Lydia, +"but now you're getting well, they're all just as crazy about him as +ever." + +"He'll kill some one in a football scrimmage yet," was John's comment. + +"No, the boys say he never loses his temper. The rest of them do. I +wish girls played football. I bet I'd make a good quarterback." + +John laughed weakly but delightedly. "You must weigh fully a hundred +pounds! Why, honey, they'd trample a hundred pounds to death!" + +"They would not!" Lydia's voice was indignant. "And just feel my +muscles. I get 'em from swimming." + +John ran his hand over the proffered shoulders and arm. "My goodness," +he said in astonishment. "Those muscles are like tiny steel springs. +Well, what else would you like to be besides quarterback, Lydia?" + +"When I was a little girl I was crazy to be an African explorer. And +I'd still like to be, only I know that's not sensible. Adam, for +Pete's sake get off my feet." + +Adam gave a slobbery sigh and withdrew a fraction of an inch. Levine +watched Lydia in the soft glow of the lamp light. Her hair was still +the dusty yellow of babyhood but it was long enough now to hang in soft +curls in her neck after she had tied it back with a ribbon. She was +still wearing the sailor suits, and her face was still thin and +childish for all she was a sophomore. + +"I don't suppose you could explore," said Levine, meditatively. + +"Oh, I could, if I had the money to outfit with, but I'll tell you what +I really would like best of all." Lydia hitched her chair closer to +Levine and glanced toward the kitchen where Lizzie was knitting and +warming her feet in the oven. "I'd like to own an orphan asylum. And +I'd get the money to run it with from a gold mine. I would find a mine +in New Mexico. I know I could if I could just get out there." + +"Seems to me all your plans need money," suggested John. + +"Yes, that's the trouble with them," admitted Lydia, with a sigh. "And +I'll always be poor--I'm that kind." + +"What are you really going to do with yourself, Lydia, pipe dreams +aside?" + +"Well, first I'm going to get an education, clear up through the +University. 'Get an education if you have to scrub the streets to do +it,' was what Mother always said. 'You can be a lady and be poor,' she +said, 'but you can't be a lady and use poor English.' And then I'm +going to be as good a housekeeper as Mrs. Marshall and I'm going to +dress as well as Olga Reinhardt, and have as pretty hands as Miss +Towne. And I'm never going to move out of the home I make. Maybe I'll +get married. I suppose I'll have to 'cause I want at least six +children, and some one's got to support them. And I'll want to travel +a good deal." + +"Travel takes money," John reminded her. + +"Not always. There was The Man Without a Country, but I wouldn't want +to have what he had. Seems to me it was a little thing he said after +all. Mr. Levine, why did he feel so terrible about the poem?" + +"What poem?" asked Levine. + +Lydia cleared her throat. + + "'Breathes there a man with soul so dead + Who never to himself hath said + This is my own, my native land?' + +--and you know the rest." + +John Levine looked at Lydia strangely. There was a moment's pause, +then she said, "But I don't understand just what it all means." + +"Lots of us don't," commented John, briefly. "But if I had a son I'd +beat understanding of it into him with a hickory club." + +Lydia's jaw dropped. "But--but wouldn't you beat it into your +daughter?" + +"What's the use of trying to teach patriotism to anything female?" +There was a contemptuous note in Levine's voice that touched Lydia's +temper. + +"Well, there's plenty of use, I'd have you know!" she cried. "Why, I +was more interested in Civil Government last year than any of the boys +except Charlie Jackson." + +Levine laughed, then said soberly, "All right, Lydia, I'd be glad to +see what you can do for your country. When you get that orphan asylum, +put over the door, 'Ducit Amor Patriae.'" + +Lydia looked at him clearly. "You just wait and see." + +She went soberly toward the kitchen for her apron, and Levine looked +after her with an expression at once wistful and gentle. Lydia looked +up "Ducit Amor Patriae" in a phrase book the next day. She liked the +sound of it. + +By the middle of January, Levine was sufficiently recovered to leave. +The Saturday before he left occurred another conversation between him +and Lydia that cemented still further the quaint friendship of the two. + +It snowed heavily all day. Lydia had put in the morning as usual +cleaning the house. This was a very methodical and thorough process +now, and when it was finished the cottage shone with cleanliness. In +the afternoon, she dug a path to the gate, played a game of tag in the +snow with Adam, then, rosy and tired, established herself in Amos' arm +chair with a book. Lizzie was taking a long nap. The dear old soul +had been exhausted by the nursing. Levine lay on the couch and finally +asked Lydia to read aloud to him. She was deep in "The Old Curiosity +Shop" and was glad to share it with her friend. + +During the remainder of the afternoon John watched the snowflakes or +Lydia's sensitive little red face and listened to the immortal story. + +Suddenly he was astonished to hear Lydia's voice tremble. She was +reading of little Nell's last sickness. "She was dead. Dear, patient, +noble Nell was dead. No sleep so beautiful and calm. She seemed a +creature fresh from the hand of God. Not one who had lived and +suffered death." + +Lydia suddenly broke off, bowed her yellow head on the book and broke +into deep, long drawn sobs that were more like a woman's than a child's. + +John rose as quickly as he could. "My dearest!" he exclaimed. "What's +the matter?" He pulled her from the arm chair, seated himself, then +drew her to his knees. + +"I can't bear it!" sobbed Lydia. "I can't. Seems sometimes if I +couldn't have little Patience again I'd die! That's the way she looked +in her coffin, you remember? 'F-fresh from the hand of God--not one +who h-had lived and s-suffered death.' O my little, little sister!" + +John took "The Old Curiosity Shop" from the trembling fingers and flung +it upon the couch. Then he gathered Lydia in his arms and hushed her +against his heart. + +"Sweetheart! Sweetheart! Why, I didn't realize you still felt so! +Think how happy Patience must be up there with God and her mother! You +wouldn't wish her back!" + +"If I believed that I could stand it--but there isn't any God!" + +Levine gasped. "Lydia! Hush now! Stop crying and tell me about it." + +He rocked slowly back and forth, patting her back and crooning to her +until the sobs stopped. + +"There!" he said. "And what makes you think there's no God, dear?" + +"If there was a God, He'd answer prayers. Or He'd give some sign." +Lydia lifted a tear-stained face from John's shoulder. "He's never +paid any attention to me," she said tensely. "I've tried every way to +make Him hear. Sometimes in the dusk, I've taken Adam and we've gone +deep into the woods and I've sat and thought about Him till--till there +was nothing else in the world but my thought of Him. And I never got a +sign. And I've floated on my back in the lake looking up into the sky +trying to make myself believe He was there--and I couldn't. All I knew +was that Mother and Patience were dead and in coffins in the ground." + +Levine's sallow face was set with pain. "Why, child, this isn't right. +You're too young for such thoughts! Lydia, do you read the Bible?" + +She nodded. "I've tried that too--but Jesus might have believed +everything He said was true, yet there mightn't have been a word of +truth in it. Do you believe in God?" + +John's hold on the thin hands tightened. He stared long and +thoughtfully at the snowflakes sifting endlessly past the window. + +"Lydia," he said, at last. "I'll admit that my faith in the hereafter +and in an All-seeing God has been considerably shaken as I've grown +older. But I'll admit too, that I've refused to give the matter much +thought. I tell you what I'll do. Let's you and I start on our first +travel trip, right now! Let's start looking for God, together. He's +there all right, my child. But you and I don't seem to be able to use +the ordinary paths to get to Him. So we'll hack out our own trail, eh? +And you'll tell me what your progress is--and where you get lost--and +I'll tell you. It may take us years, but we'll get there, by heck! +Eh, young Lydia?" + +Lydia looked into the deep black eyes long and earnestly. And as she +looked there stole into her heart a sense of companionship, of +protection, of complete understanding, that spread like a warm glow +over her tense nerves. It was a sense that every child should grow up +with, yet that Lydia had not known since her mother's death. + +"Oh!" she cried, "I feel happier already. Of course we'll find Him. +I'll begin my hunt to-morrow." + +John smoothed her tumbled hair gently. "We're great friends, aren't +we, Lydia! I've an idea you'll always believe in me no matter what +folks say, eh?" + +"You bet!" replied Lydia solemnly. + +John Levine went back to his duties as sheriff and Lydia and Amos and +Lizzie missed him for a long time. But gradually life fell back into +the old routine and spring, then summer, were on them almost before +they realized winter was gone. + +Lydia did well at school, though she still was an isolated little +figure among her schoolmates. The cooking teacher added sewing to the +course, after Christmas, and Lydia took up "over and over stitch" at +the point where her gentle mother had left off five years before. She +progressed so famously that by the time school closed she had learned +how to use a shirtwaist pattern and how to fit a simple skirt. With +her plans for a summer of dress-making she looked with considerable +equanimity on the pretty spring wardrobes of her schoolmates. + +They saw less than ever of Levine when summer came, for he was +beginning his campaign for Congressman. He came out occasionally on +Sunday and then he and Lydia would manage a little stroll in the woods +or along the lake shore when they would talk over their progress in the +Spiritual Traveling they had undertaken in January. Lydia had decided +to give the churches a chance and was deliberately attending one Sunday +School after another, studying each one with a child's simple sincerity. + +One source of relief to Lydia during the summer was that Mrs. Marshall +and Margery spent two months in the East. Lydia had faithfully kept in +touch with Margery ever since her promise had been given to Dave +Marshall. But she did not like the banker's daughter--nor her mother. +So again as far as playmates were concerned Lydia spent a solitary +summer. + +Yet she was not lonely. Never before had the lake seemed so beautiful +to her. Sitting on the little pier with Adam while her father worked +in his garden, she watched the sunset across the water, night after +night. There was nothing that seemed to bring her nearer to a sense of +God than this. Night after night the miracle, always the same, always +different. The sun slipped down behind the distant hills, the clouds +turned purple in the Western hill tops, fading toward the zenith to an +orange that turned to azure as she watched. The lake beneath painted +the picture again, with an added shimmer, a more mysterious glow. +Little fish flashed like flecks of gold from the water, dropping back +in a shower of amethyst. Belated dragon flies darted home. And the +young girl watching, listening, waiting, felt her spirit expand to a +demand greater than she could answer. + +Amos was keenly interested in Levine's campaign. His attitude toward +politics was curiously detached, when one considered that he was +saturated with information--both as to state and national politics. He +was vicious in his criticism of the Democrats, ardent in his support of +the Republicans, yet it never seemed to occur to him that it was his +political duty to do anything more than talk. He seemed to feel that +his ancestors in helping to launch the government had forever relieved +him from any duty more onerous than that of casting a vote. + +He did, however, take Lydia one September evening just before school +opened to hear John make a speech in the Square. Lydia up to this time +had given little heed to the campaign, but she was delighted with the +unwonted adventure of being away from home in the evening. + +It was a soft, moonlit night. The old Square, filled with giant elms, +was dotted with arc lights that threw an undulating light on the gray +mass of the Capitol building. When Amos and Lydia arrived the Square +was full of a laughing, chattering crowd. Well dressed men and women +from the University and the lake shore, workingmen, smoking black +pipes, pushing baby carriages, while their wives in Sunday best hung on +their arms. Young boys and girls of Lydia's age chewed gum and +giggled. Older boys and girls kept to the shadows of the elms and +whispered. On the wooden platform extended from the granite steps of +the Capitol, a band dispensed dance music and patriotic airs, breaking +into "America" as Levine made his way to the front of the platform. + +Almost instantly the crowd became quiet. A curious sort of tenseness +became apparent as Levine began to speak. + +Lydia stared up at him. He looked very elegant to her in his frock +coat and gray trousers. She was filled with pride at the thought of +how close and dear he was to her. She wished that the folk about her +realized that she and her shabby father were intimate with the hero of +the evening. + +The first part of the address interested Lydia very little. It +concerned the possibility of a new Post Office for Lake City and made +numerous excursions into the matter of free trade. It did not seem to +Lydia that in spite of their attitude of tenseness, the people around +her were much more interested than she. + +Then of a sudden Levine launched his bolt. + +"But after all," he said, "my friends, what is free trade or a new Post +Office to you or me? Actually nothing, as far as our selfish and +personal interests go. And who is not selfish, who is not personal in +his attitude toward his community and his country? I frankly admit +that I am. I suspect that you are. + +"Ladies and gentlemen, twenty miles north of this old and highly +civilized city, lies a tract fifty miles square of primitive forest, +inhabited by savages. That tract of land is as beautiful as a dream of +heaven. Virgin pines tower to the heavens. Little lakes lie hid like +jewels on its bosoms. Its soil is black. Fur bearing animals frequent +it now as they did a century ago. + +"Friends, in this city of white men there is want and suffering for the +necessities of life. Twenty miles to the north lies plenty for every +needy inhabitant of the town, lies a bit of loam and heaven-kissing +pines for each and all. + +"But, you say, they belong to the Indians! Friends, they belong to a +filthy, degenerate, lazy race of savages, who refuse to till the fields +or cut the pines, who spend on whiskey the money allowed them by a +benevolent government and live for the rest, like beasts of the field. + +"Why, I ask you, should Indians be pampered and protected, while whites +live only in the bitter air of competition? + +"I am not mincing words to-night. I do not talk of taking the lands +from the Indians by crooked methods. You all know the law. An Indian +may not sell the lands allotted to him. I want you to send me to +Congress to change that law. I want the Indian to be able to sell his +acreage." + +Levine stopped and bowed. Pandemonium broke loose in the Square. +Clapping, hisses, cheers and cat-calls. Lydia clung to her father's +arm while he began to struggle through the crowd. + +"Well," he said, as they reached the outer edge of the Square and +headed for the trolley, "the battle is on." + +"But what will the Indians do, Daddy, if they sell their land?" asked +Lydia. + +"Do! Why just what John intimated. Get out and hustle for a living +like the rest of us do. Why not?" + +Why not indeed! "What did some of the people hiss for?" asked Lydia. + +"Oh, there's a cheap bunch of sentimentalists in the town,--all of 'em, +you'll notice, with good incomes,--who claim the Indians are like +children, so we should take care of 'em like children. Then there's +another bunch who make a fat living looting the Indians. They don't +want the reservation broken up. I'm going to sit on the back seat of +the car and smoke." + +Lydia clambered into the seat beside her father. "Well--but--well, I +suppose if Mr. Levine feels that way and you too, it's right. But they +are kind of like children. Charlie Jackson's awful smart, but he's +like a child too." + +"I don't care what they're like," said Amos. "We've babied 'em long +enough. Let 'em get out and hustle." + +"Do you think Mr. Levine'll get elected?" + +Amos shrugged his shoulders. "Never can tell. This is a Democratic +town, but Levine is standing for something both Democrats and +Republicans want. It'll be a pretty fight. May split the Democratic +party." + +This was the beginning of Lydia's reading of the newspapers. To her +father's secret amusement, she found the main details of Levine's +battle as interesting as a novel. Every evening when he got home to +supper he found her poring over the two local papers and primed with +questions for him. Up to this moment she had lived in a quiet world +bounded by her school, the home, the bit of lake shore and wood with +which she was intimate, and peopled by her father and her few friends. + +With John Levine's speech, her horizon suddenly expanded to take in the +city and the vague picture of the reservation to the north. She +realized that the eyes of the whole community were focused on her +dearest friend. Up on the quiet, shaded college campus--the newspapers +told her--they spoke of him contemptuously. He was a cheap politician, +full of unsound economic principles, with a history of dishonest land +deals behind him. It would be a shame to the community to be +represented by such a man. They said that his Democratic opponent, a +lawyer who had been in Congress some five terms, was at least a +gentleman whose career had been a clean and open book. + +When these slurs reached Levine, he answered in a vitriolic speech in +which he named the names of several members of the faculty who had +profited through the Indian agent in quiet little sales of worthless +goods to Indians. + +The saloon element, Lydia learned, was against Levine. It wanted the +reservation to stand. That the saloon element should be in harmony +with them was galling to the college crowd, though the fact that their +motives for agreement were utterly different was some solace. + +The "fast crowd" were for John. Clubmen, politicians, real estate men +were high in his praise. The farmers all were going to vote for him. + +Lake City was always interested in the national election but this year, +where the presidential candidates were mentioned once, Levine and his +opponent were mentioned a hundred times. Ministers preached sermons on +the campaign. The Ladies' Aid Society of the Methodist Church, the +Needlework Guild of the Episcopalian, the Woman's Auxiliary of the +Unitarian, hereditary enemies, combined forces to work for Levine, and +the freeing of the poor Indian from bondage. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +THE NOTE + + +"Each year I strew the ground with cones, yet no young pines grow up. +This has been true only since the Indians went."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Margery Marshall had entered High School this fall. She had returned +from New York with a trousseau that a bride might have envied. She was +growing tall, and her beauty already was remarkable. Her little head +carried its great black braid proudly. The pallor of her skin was +perfectly healthy--and even the Senior lads were seen to observe her +with interest and appreciation. + +The results of Lydia's summer dressmaking had not been bad. She had +made herself several creditable shirtwaists and a neat little blue +serge skirt. Her shoes were still shabby. Poor Lydia seemed somehow +never to have decent shoes. But her hands and the back of her neck +were clean; and her pile of Junior school books already had been paid +for--by picking small fruit for Ma Norton during the summer and helping +her to can it. She came back to school with zeal and less than her +usual sense of shabbiness. + +It was a day toward the first of October at the noon hour that Lydia +met Kent and Charlie Jackson. She had finished her lunch, which she +ate in the cloakroom, and bareheaded and coatless was walking up and +down the sidewalk before the schoolhouse. + +"Hello, Lyd! How's everything?" asked Kent. "I haven't seen you to +talk to since last spring." + +"Did you have a fine summer?" said Lydia. + +"Aw, only part of it. Dad made me work till the middle of August, then +Charlie and I camped up on the reservation." + +"Shame he had to work, isn't it?" grinned Charlie. "Poor little Kent!" + +The three laughed, for Kent now towered above Lydia a half head and was +as brawny as Charlie. + +"There comes Margery," said Lydia. "She hardly speaks to me now, she's +been to New York." + +"She _is_ a peach," exclaimed Charlie, eying Margery in her natty +little blue suit appraisingly. + +"Some swell dame, huh?" commented Kent, his hands in his trousers' +pockets, cap on the back of his head. "Hello, Marg! Whither and why?" + +"Oh, how de do, Kent!" Margery approached languidly, including Lydia +and Charlie in her nod. + +"Got any paper dolls in your pocket, Miss Marshall?" inquired Charlie. + +Margery tossed her head. "Oh, I gave up that sort of thing long ago!" + +"Land sakes!" The young Indian chuckled. + +"How do you like High School, Margery?" asked Lydia. + +"Oh, it's well enough for a year or so! Of course Mama, I +mean--Mother's going to send me to New York to finish." + +"'Mother!' suffering cats!" moaned Kent. "Marg, you're getting so +refined, I almost regret having pulled you out of the lake that time." + +"_You_! Why Kent Marshall, I pulled her out myself!" exclaimed Lydia. + +"And I saved both of you--and got licked for it," said Kent. + +"I hope you all had a pleasant summer," observed Margery, twisting up +the curls in front of her small ears. "Mother and I were in New York." + +Kent, Lydia and Charlie exchanged glances. + +"I had a pretty good summer," said Lydia. "I sewed and cooked and +scrubbed and swam and once Adam, Dad, Mr. Levine and I walked clear +round the lake, eighteen miles. Adam nearly died, he's so fat and +bow-legged. He scolded all the way." + +"I don't see how your father can let that Mr. Levine come to your +house!" exclaimed Margery with sudden energy. "My father says he's a +dangerous man." + +"He's a crook!" said Charlie, stolidly and finally. + +Lydia stamped her foot. "He's not and he's my friend!" she cried. + +"You'd better not admit it!" Margery's voice was scornful. "Daddy +says he's going to speak to your father about him." + +"Your father'd better not go up against Levine too hard," said Kent, +with a superior masculine air. "Just tell him I said so." + +"You don't stick up for Levine, do you, Kent?" asked Charlie, +indignantly. + +"Why, no, but Dave Marshall's got no business to put his nose in the +air over John Levine. I don't care if he is Margery's father. +Everybody in town knows that he's as cruel as a wolf about mortgages +and some of his money deals won't bear daylight." + +"Don't you dare to say such things about my father," shrieked Margery. + +"He was awful good to Dad and me about a money matter," protested Lydia. + +"Aw, all of us men are good to you, Lyd," said Kent impatiently. +"You're that kind. Being good to you don't make a man a saint. Look +at Levine. He's got a lot of followers, but I'll bet you're the only +person he's fond of." + +"He's a crook," repeated Charlie, slowly. "If what he's trying to do +goes through, my tribe'll be wanderers on the face of the earth. If I +thought it would do any good, I'd kill him. But some other brute of a +white would take his place. It's hopeless." + +The three young whites looked at the Indian wonderingly. Their little +spatting was as nothing, they realized, to the mature and tragic +bitterness that Charlie expressed. A vague sense of a catastrophe, +epic in character, that the Indian evidently saw clearly, but was +beyond their comprehension, silenced them. The awkward pause was +broken by the school bell. + +Lydia had plenty to think of on her long walk home. Charlie's voice +and words haunted her. What did it all mean? Why was he so resentful +and so hopeless? She made up her mind that when she had the +opportunity to ask him, she would. She sighed a little, as she thought +of the comments of her mates on John Levine. Little by little she was +realizing that she was the only person in the world that saw the +gentle, tender side of the Republican candidate for Congress. The +realization thrilled her, while it worried her. She had an idea that +she ought to make him show the world the heart he showed to her. As +she turned in at the gate and received Adam's greetings, she resolved +to talk this matter over with Levine. + +The opportunity to talk with Charlie came about simply enough. At +recess one day a week or so later he asked her if she was going to the +first Senior Hop of the year. Lydia gave him a clear look. + +"Why do you ask me that? Just to embarrass me?" she said. + +Charlie looked startled. "Lord knows I didn't mean anything," he +exclaimed. "What're you so touchy about?" + +Lydia's cheeks burned redder than usual. "I went to a party at Miss +Towne's when I was a Freshman and I promised myself I'd never go to +another." + +"Why not!" Charlie's astonishment was genuine. + +"Clothes," replied Lydia, briefly. + +The Indian boy leaned against a desk and looked Lydia over through +half-closed eyes. "You're an awful pretty girl, Lydia. Honest you +are, and you've got more brain in a minute than any other girl in +school'll have all her life." + +Lydia blushed furiously. Then moved by Charlie's simplicity and +obviously sincere liking, she came closer to him and said, "Then, +Charlie, why hasn't any boy ever asked me to a party? Is it just +clothes?" + +Looking up at him with girlish wistfulness in the blue depths of her +eyes, with the something tragic in the lines of her face that little +Patience's death had written there irradicably, with poverty speaking +from every fold of the blouse and skirt, yet with all the indescribable +charm of girlish beauty at fifteen, Lydia was more appealing than +Charlie could stand. + +"Lydia, I'll take you to a party a week, if you'll go!" he cried. + +"No! No! I couldn't go," she protested. "Answer my question--is it +clothes?" + +"No, only half clothes," answered Charlie, meeting her honestly. "The +other half is you know too much. You know the fellows like a girl that +giggles a lot and don't know as much as he does and that's a peachy +dancer and that'll let him hold her hand and kiss her. And that's the +honest to God truth, Lydia." + +"Oh," she said. "Oh--" Then, "Well, I could giggle, all right. I +can't dance very well because I've just picked up the steps from +watching the girls teach each other in the cloakroom. Oh, well, I +don't care! I've got Adam and I've got Mr. Levine." + +"He's a nice one to have," sneered Charlie. + +"Why do you hate him so, Charlie?" asked Lydia. + +"Lots of reasons. And I'll hate him more if he gets his bill through +Congress." + +"I don't see why you feel so," said Lydia. "You get along all right +without the reservation, why shouldn't the other Indians. I don't +understand." + +"No, you don't understand," replied Charlie, "you're like most of the +other whites round here. You see a chance to get land and you'd +crucify each other if you needed to, to get it. What chance do Indians +stand? But I tell you this," his voice sank to a hoarse whisper and +his eyes looked far beyond her, "if there is a God of the Indians as +well as the whites, you'll pay some day! You'll pay as we are paying." + +Lydia shivered. "Don't talk so, Charlie. I wish I knew all about it, +the truth about it. If I was a man, you bet before I voted, I'd find +out. I'd go up there on that reservation and I'd see for myself +whether it would be better for the Indians to get off. That poor old +squaw I gave my lunch to, I wonder what would become of her--" + +"Look here, Lydia," exclaimed Charlie, "why don't you come up on the +reservation for a camping trip, next summer, for a week or so?" + +"Costs too much," said Lydia. + +"Wouldn't either. I can get tents and it wouldn't cost you anything +but your share of the food. Kent'll go and maybe one of the teachers +would chaperone." + +Lydia's eyes kindled. "Gee, Charlie, perhaps it could be fixed! I got +nine months to earn the money in. It's something to look forward to." + +Charlie nodded and moved away. "You'll learn things up there you never +dreamed of," he said. + +The conversation with John Levine did not take place until the Sunday +before the election. The fight in the Congressional district had +increased in bitterness as it went on. Nothing but greed could have +precipitated so malevolent a war. The town was utterly disrupted. +Neighbors of years' standing quarreled on sight. Students in the +University refused to enter the classrooms of teachers who disagreed +with them on the Levine fight. Family feuds developed. Ancient family +skeletons regarding pine grafts and Indian looting saw the light of day. + +On the Saturday a week before election, Lydia went to pay her duty call +on Margery. Elviry admitted her. It was the first time Lydia had seen +her since the New York trip. + +"Margery'll be right down," said Elviry. "She's just finished her nap." + +"Her what?" inquired Lydia, politely. + +"Her nap. A New York beauty doctor told me to have her take one every +day. Of course, going to school, she can't do it only Saturdays and +Sundays. She went to the Hop last night. She looked lovely in a cream +chiffon. One of the college professors asked who was that little +beauty. Come in, Margery." + +Margery strolled into the room in a bright red kimona. "How de do, +Lydia," she said. + +"Hello, Margery. Want to play paper dolls?" + +"Paper dolls!" shrieked Elviry. "Why, Margery, you are fifteen!" + +"I don't care," replied Lydia obstinately. "I still play 'em once in a +while." + +"I haven't touched one since last spring," said Margery. "Want to see +my New York clothes?" + +"No, thank you," answered Lydia. "I'd just as soon not. I've got to +get home right away." + +"What's in that big bundle?" asked Elviry, pointing to the huge paper +parcel in Lydia's lap. + +"Nothing," she said shortly, looking at the rope portieres in the +doorway. + +"I got new ones in the East," said Elviry, following her glance. +"Shells strung together. But I put 'em up only when we have parties. +We don't use anything but doilies on the dining table now, no +tablecloths. It's the latest thing in New York. Who made your +shirtwaist, Lydia?" + +"I did," answered Lydia, not without pride. + +"I thought so," commented Elviry. "How much was the goods a yard--six +cents? I thought so. Hum--Margery's every day shirtwaists were none +of them less than thirty-nine cents a yard, in New York. But of course +that's beyond you. I don't suppose your father's had a raise, yet. He +ain't that kind. Does he pay Levine any rent for that cottage?" + +"Of course, every month!" exclaimed Lydia, indignantly. + +"Oh! I just asked! Your father's been talking strong for him at the +plow factory, they say, and we just wondered. He's old enough to be +your father, but you're getting to be a young lady now, Lydia, and it's +very bad for your reputation to be seen with him. You haven't any +mother and I must speak." + +"I don't see how John Levine's reputation about Indians or pine lands +can hurt me any," protested Lydia, angrily, "and I just think you're +the impolitest person I know." + +Elviry snorted and started to speak but Margery interrupted. + +"You are impolite, Mama! It's none of our business about Lydia--if she +wants to be common." + +Lydia rose, holding the paper parcel carefully in her arms. "I _am_ +common, just common folks! I always was and I always will be and I'm +glad of it--and I'm going home." + +The front door slammed as she spoke and Dave Marshall came in. + +"Hello! Well, Lydia, this is a sight for sore eyes. Thought you'd +forgotten us. What's in your bundle?" + +Lydia spoke furiously, tearing the paper off the bundle as she did so. + +"Well, since you're all so curious, I'll show you!" And Florence +Dombey, with the hectic gaze unchanged, emerged. "There!" said Lydia. +"I never shall be too old for Florence Dombey and I thought Margery +wouldn't be either--but I was wrong. I wrapped Florence Dombey up +because I do look too big for dolls and I don't want folks to laugh at +her." + +"Of course you're not too big for dolls," said Dave. "You and Margery +go on and have your play." + +"Daddy!" cried Margery. "Why, I wouldn't touch a doll now." + +"There, you see!" said Lydia, laying Florence Dombey on a chair while +she pulled on her coat--made this year from one that Lizzie had grown +too stout to wear--"It's no use for me to try to be friends any more +with Margery. She's rich and I'm common and poor. She has parties and +beaux and clothes and I don't. I'll be friends with you but I can't be +friends with her." + +Dave looked from his two women folks to Lydia. "What've you two been +saying now?" he asked gruffly. + +Elviry tossed her head. "Nothing at all. I just showed a decent +interest in Lydia, as I would in any motherless girl and she got mad." + +"Yes, I know your decent interest," grunted Dave. "You make me sick, +Elviry. Why I was ever such a fool as to let you spend a summer in New +York, I don't know." + +"Now, Dave," said Elviry in a conciliating tone, "you said that Lydia +and Amos ought to be warned about Levine." + +"Yes, I did," exclaimed Dave, with a sudden change of voice. "You tell +your father to come round and see me this evening, Lydia. I don't like +his attitude on the reservation question. Tell him if I can't change +his views any other way, I may have to bring pressure with that note." + +Lydia blanched. She looked at Marshall with parted lips. She never +had heard before the peculiar, metallic quality in his voice that she +heard now. She buttoned her coat with trembling fingers. + +"Yes, sir, I'll tell him," she said. "I guess it's no use to try to be +friends with you either. We'll pay that note up, somehow. Even it +can't be allowed to keep us from believing what we believe." Her voice +strengthened suddenly. "What's the use of being an American if you +can't believe what you want to? We'll pay that note! If I have to +quit school and go out as a hired girl, we will." + +Dave Marshall looked from Lydia to Margery and back again. Margery was +patting her curls. Lydia, holding the doll, returned his look +indignantly. + +"I'm not going to tell my father to come to see you. I'll answer right +now. We'll think and say what we please and you can do whatever you +want to about that nasty old note." + +Dave suddenly laughed. "There, Elviry, that's what I mean about +Lydia's being the real thing. You can't help my being your friend, +Lydia, no matter what happens. But," grimly, "I'll call in that note +unless your father shuts up." + +"Good-by!" exclaimed Lydia abruptly and she marched into the hall, head +held high, and closed the outside door firmly behind her. + +It had been a long time since she had known the heavy sinking of the +heart that she felt now. In spite of their desperate poverty, since +her interview in the bank with Marshall four years before, she had not +worried about money matters. She had an utter horror of repeating +Marshall's message to her father. Money worry made Amos frantic. She +plodded along the October road, unheeding the frosty sunshine or the +scudding brown leaves that had charmed her on her earlier trip. + +In the midst of one of her longest sighs, Billy Norton overtook her. + +"Well, Lydia," he said, "isn't it chilly for your lady friend?" + +"Hello, Billy," said Lydia, looking up at the young man soberly. Billy +was a sophomore in college. + +"I'll carry her, if your hands are cold, though I'd hate to be caught +at it," he said. + +Lydia ignored his offer. "Billy, is there any way a girl like me could +earn $600?" she asked him. + +"Golly, not that I know of! Why?" + +"Oh, I just asked. I wish I was a man." + +Billy looked at the scarlet cheeks and the blowing yellow curls. "I +don't," he said. "What's worrying you, Lyd?" + +"Nothing," she insisted. Then, anxious to change the subject, she +asked, "What're you studying to be, Billy?" + +"A farmer. Next year I shift into the long agric. course." + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Lydia, "I don't see what you want to study to be +a farmer for. I should think you'd want to be something classy like a +lawyer or--or something." + +"Lots of folks think the same way, but I believe a farmer's the most +independent man in the world. And that's what I want to be, +independent--call no man boss." + +"That's me too, Billy," cried Lydia, pausing at her gate. "That's what +I want to be, independent. That's what real Americans are." + +"You're a funny little girl," said Billy. "What made you think of +that?" + +"I often think about it," returned Lydia, running up the path to the +door. + +Billy stood for a minute looking after her thoughtfully. Then he +smiled to himself and went on homeward. + +Lydia did not tell her father that night of Marshall's threat. He was +in such a tranquil mood that she could not bear to upset him. But the +next day she gathered her courage together and told him. Amos was +speechless for a moment. Then to her surprise instead of walking the +floor and swearing, he gave a long whistle. + +"So it's that serious, is it? I wonder just what he's up to! The old +crook! Huh! This will be nuts for John though. If he doesn't come +out this afternoon, I'll go look him up this evening." + +Lydia's jaw dropped. "But, Daddy, you don't seem to realize we'll have +to pay $600 the first of January," she urged, her voice still +trembling. She had scarcely slept the night before in dread of this +moment. + +For the first time, Amos looked at her carefully. "Why, my dear child, +there's nothing to worry about!" he exclaimed. + +"You mean you're going to stop talking for Mr. Levine? Oh, Daddy, +don't do that! We can borrow the money somewhere and I'll help pay it +back. I'm almost grown up now." + +"'Stop talking'!" roared Amos. "I've fallen pretty far below what my +ancestors stood for, but I ain't that low yet. Now," his voice +softened, "you stop worrying. Levine and I'll take care of this." + +Lydia looked at her father doubtfully and suddenly he laughed +unsteadily and kissed her. "You get more and more like your mother. +I've seen that look on her face a hundred times when I told her I'd fix +up a money matter. I don't know what I'd do without you, Lydia, I +swan." + +This was rare demonstrativeness for Amos. The reaction from anxiety +was almost too much for Lydia. She laughed a little wildly, and +seizing Adam by his fore paws put him through a two step that was agony +for the heavy fellow. Then she put on her coat, and bareheaded started +for a walk. Amos stood in the window staring after the bright hair in +the October sun until it disappeared into the woods. Then he sighed +softly. "Oh, Patience, Patience, I wonder if you can see her now!" + +Levine stole away from his various councils and reached the cottage +about supper time. + +"If I didn't get out here once in a while," he said as he sat down to +the waffles and coffee that made the Sunday night treat Lydia had +lately developed, "I'd get to believe every one was playing politics." + +Lizzie, pouring the coffee, looked Levine over. "A bullet'd have hard +work to hit you now," she remarked, "you're so thin. If you'd listen +to me, you'd be taking Cod Liver Oil." + +Levine smiled at the wrinkled old face opposite. "If I didn't listen +to you, I don't know who I would. Aren't you and Lydia all the women +folks I got? If you'll fix me up some dope, I'll take a dose every +time I come out here." + +Lizzie sniffed and loaded his plate with another waffle. Amos was +giving no heed to these small amenities. He was eating his waffles +absentmindedly and suddenly burst forth, + +"Lydia, tell John about Dave Marshall." + +Lydia, flushing uncomfortably, did so. Levine did not cease his +onslaught on the waffles during the recital. When she had finished, he +passed his coffee cup. + +"Another cup, young Lydia. Your coffee is something to dream of." + +Lydia was too surprised to take the cup. "But--but _six hundred +dollars_. Mr. Levine!" she gasped. + +"Good news, eh, Amos?" said Levine. "Getting anxious, isn't he!" Then +catching Lydia's look of consternation, "Why, bless your soul, Lydia, +what are you upset about? Let him call in the loan. I can pay it." + +Amos nodded. "Just what I said." + +"But I think that's awful," protested Lydia. "We owe Mr. Levine so +much now." + +The effect of her words on John was astonishing. He half rose from his +chair and said in a tone not to be forgotten, "Lydia, never let me hear +you speak again of owing me anything! Between you and me there can +never be any sense of obligation. Do you understand me?" + +There was a moment's silence at the table, Amos and Lizzie glanced at +each other, but Lydia's clear gaze was on the deep eyes of Levine. +What she saw there she was too young to understand, but she answered +gravely, + +"All right, Mr. Levine." + +John sank back in his chair and passed his plate for a waffle. + +"I'll make my interest and payments to you then, thank the Lord!" said +Amos. + +"We'll make them on time just as usual," remarked Lydia, in a voice +that had both reproof and warning in it. "Ain't debts perfectly +awful," she sighed. + +"So Marshall's worried," repeated John, complacently, when they were +gathered round the stove. "Well, it behooves him to be. I don't know +what he'll do when the Indians are gone." + +"Mr. Levine," asked Lydia, "where'll the Indians go?" + +John shrugged his shoulders. "Go to the devil, most of them." + +"Oh, but that seems terrible!" cried Lydia. + +"No more terrible than the way they live and die on the reservation. +My dear child, don't develop any sentiment for the Indian. He's as +doomed as the buffalo. It's fate or life or evolution working +out--whatever your fancy names it. No sickly gush will stop it. As +long as the Indian has a pine or a pelt, we'll exploit him. When he +has none, we'll kick him out, like the dead dog he is." + +Lydia, her eyes round, her lips parted, did not reply. For a moment +she saw the Levine that the world saw, cold, logical, merciless. John +interpreted her expression instantly and smiled. "Don't look at me so, +young Lydia. I'm just being honest. The rest talk about 'freeing the +Indian.' I say damn the Indian, enrich the whites." + +"It--it makes me feel sort of sick at my stomach," replied Lydia, +slowly. "I suppose you're right, but I can't help feeling sorry for +Charlie Jackson and my old squaw." + +Levine nodded understandingly and turned to Amos. "What's the talk in +the factory?" he asked. + +During the half hour that followed, Lydia did not speak again nor did +she hear any of the conversation. New voices were beginning to whisper +to her. Try as she would to hush them with her faith in her father and +John, they continued to query: How about the Indians? Whose is the +land? What do you yourself believe? + +When Levine rose at nine to leave, she followed him to the door. "Adam +and I'll walk a way with you," she said, "while Dad puts his chickens +to bed." + +"Fine!" exclaimed John. "My wheel is out of commission so I have to +walk to the trolley." + +He glanced at Lydia a trifle curiously however. This was a new venture +on her part. It was a clear, cold, starlit night. Lydia trudged along +for a few moments in silence. Then Levine pulled her hand through his +arm. + +"Out with it, young Lydia," he said. + +"Do you suppose," she asked, "that God is something like ether--or like +electricity--in the air, everywhere, something that sort of holds us +together, you know?" + +"Well," replied John, slowly, "I wouldn't want to believe that. I want +to find a God we can know and understand. A God that's tender and--and +human, by Jove." + +Lydia looked up at him quickly in the starlight. "After what you said +about Indians to-night, you can't believe God could be tender and--and +let that happen!" + +Levine returned her look and smiled. "You score there, honey. Lydia, +you're growing up. Your head's above my shoulder now." + +The young girl nodded carelessly. "But I wanted to talk to you about +taking the reservation, not about me." + +"I guess we'd better do that another time. I don't dare to have you +walk further with me. This is a lonesome road back for you. And +besides, I don't want you to scold me." + +"Scold you!" Lydia paused in her astonishment. "Why, I love you as +much as I do anybody in the world. How could I scold you?" + +Levine looked down into the shadowy, childish eyes. "Couldn't you? +Well, you're a dear, anyhow. Now scoot and I'll watch till you reach +the gate." + +Lydia hesitated. She felt a change in John's manner and wondered if +she had hurt his feelings. "Kiss me good night, then," she said. "You +don't do it as regularly as you used to. If I don't watch you, you'll +be finding some one else to travel with you." + +John turned the little face up and kissed her gently on the forehead, +but Lydia with rare demonstrativeness threw her arms about his neck and +kissed his lips with a full childish smack. + +"There!" she said complacently. "Come on, Adam! Don't wait, Mr. +Levine. I'm safe with Adam." + +But John Levine did wait, standing with his hand against his lips, his +head bowed, till he heard the gate click. Then he lifted his face to +the stars. "God," he whispered, "why do You make me forty-five instead +of twenty-five?" + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE ELECTION + + +"Perhaps, after all, I have fulfilled my destiny in being a lute for +the wind. But then why the cones and the broken boughs?"--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +It rained on Election Day, a cold November drizzle that elated the +Democrats. "A rainy day always brings a Democratic victory," said +Amos, gloomily, voicing the general superstition. + +The day was a legal holiday and even the saloons were closed. Yet Lake +City was full of drunken men by noon. Every hack, surrey and hotel bus +in town was busy in the pay of one faction or the other hauling voters +to the booths. The Capitol square was deserted but groups of men, some +of them very drunk and some of them very sober, were to be found +throughout the business section of the city, bitterly debating the +reservation question. + +There were a great number of Indians in town that day, big dark fellows +in muddy moccasins and faded mackinaws who stood about watching the +machinations of the whites without audible comments. + +Toward night the rain stopped and Lydia begged her father to take her +into town to see the parade that would be indulged in by the victorious +party. Amos was not at all averse to taking in the parade, himself. +So nine o'clock found the two at the Square with a great waiting crowd. +There were very few women in the crowd. Those that Lydia saw were +painted and loud-voiced. Amos told her vaguely that they were +"hussies" and that she was not to let go of his arm for an instant. + +Lydia didn't know what a hussy was, but she didn't want to stir an inch +from her father's side because of her fear of drunken men. She was in +a quiver of excitement; torn with pity and doubt when she thought of +Charlie Jackson; speechless with apprehension when she thought of the +possibility of Levine's being defeated. + +It was close on ten o'clock when the sound of a drum was heard from the +direction of the Methodist Church. The crowd started toward the sound, +then paused as Binny Bates, the barber, in a stove-pipe hat, mounted on +a much excited horse, rode up the street. Binny was a Levine man and +the crowd broke into cheers and cat-calls. + +After Binny came the band, playing for dear life "Hail the Conquering +Hero" and after the band, two and two a great line of citizens with +kerosene torches. After the torches came the transparencies: "Levine +Wins!" "The Reservation is Ours." "Back to the land, boys!" "We've +dropped the white men's burden." + +And following the transparencies came a surprise for crowd and paraders +alike. Close on the heels of the last white man strode Charlie +Jackson, with a sign, "The land is ours! You have robbed us!" and +after Charlie, perhaps a hundred Indians, tramping silently two by two, +to the faint strain of the band ahead, + + "Columbia, the gem of the ocean + The home of the brave and the free--" + +For a moment, the crowd was surprised into silence. Then a handful of +mud caught Charlie's sign and a group of college students, with a shout +of "Break up the line! Break up the line," broke into the ranks of the +Indians and in a moment a free for all fight was on. + +Amos rushed Lydia down a side street and upon a street car. "Well! +Well! Well!" he kept chuckling. "John ate 'em alive! Well! Well!" +Then in the light of the car he looked at Lydia. "For heaven's sake! +What are you crying for, child?" + +"I don't know," faltered Lydia. "I'm--glad for Mr. Levine--but poor +Charlie Jackson! You don't suppose they'll hurt him?" + +"Oh, pshaw," replied Amos. "Nothing but an election night fight! The +young Indian went into the parade just to start one." + +"How soon will the Indians have to get off the reservation?" asked +Lydia. + +"Oh, in a year or so! John's got to get a bill through Congress, you +know." + +"Oh." Lydia gave a great sigh of relief; a year or so was a very long +time. She decided to forget the Indians' trouble and rejoice in +Levine's triumph. + +It was a triumph that John himself took very quietly. He realized that +he had ahead of him in Congress a long and heavy campaign. The forces +against him were not going to lie down, defeated by his election. But +after the fashion of American elections, there were no protests or +quarrels afterward. The town settled immediately to its old routine +and Levine was dropped from the front pages of the newspapers. + +Charlie Jackson was taciturn for a week or so, then he played +brilliantly in the Thanksgiving football game and at the banquet which +followed he was his old genial self. + +After Christmas Lydia began seriously to consider how she could earn +the twenty-five dollars that her share in the camping trip would cost. +Lizzie was aghast at the size of the sum and didn't approve of the idea +of camping anyhow. Amos gave his consent to her going, feeling that it +was quite safe; that Lydia never could earn the money. + +Lydia was dampened but not daunted. One (in January) Saturday +afternoon, she went to call on Ma Norton. Ma was sitting in her bright +kitchen sewing carpet rags. Ma's hair was beginning to turn gray but +her plump cheeks were red and her gray eyes behind her spectacles were +as clear as a girl's. + +"Who's going to chaperone you children?" she asked Lydia. + +"Miss Towne. The rest kicked, but I like her." + +"You use a good deal of unnecessary slang, my dear," said Ma. "Who of +the boys and girls are going?" + +"Charlie and Kent and Olga and I. Margery's crazy to go, only her +mother hasn't given in yet. If she does go, we'll ask Gustus Bach too." + +Ma Norton looked at Lydia searchingly. "I didn't know you had anything +to do with Olga or with Margery either, now." + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Lydia, "this is Charlie's, party! None of 'em +would go on my invitation. I--I don't quite see why, but I don't have +chums like the rest." + +"I wouldn't let it worry me," said Ma. "You've never had time to +lally-gag. That's the secret of it." + +Lydia turned this over in her mind thoughtfully for a moment and the +older woman, looking up from her sewing caught on the young face the +look of sadness that should not have been there. + +"It would be nice for you to have the camping trip, dear," said Ma. +"You've had so little to do with children your own age. I suppose +you're worrying over the money end?" + +Lydia nodded. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about. Every +spring you get some one in to help you clean house. If you'll do it in +Easter vacation, this year, and let me help, why, that would be a +couple of dollars, wouldn't it?" + +Ma Norton looked at the slender little figure and thought of the heavy +carpet beating, the shoving of furniture, the cleaning of mattresses +that the stout old colored man hustled through for her every spring. +And she thought of the winter's butter and egg money (nearly forty +dollars it amounted to already) that she was saving for new parlor +curtains. Then she recalled the little figure that had nightly trudged +two miles delivering milk rather than take Billy's school books as a +gift. And Ma Norton smiled a little ruefully as she said, + +"All right, you can help me instead of old Job and I'll pay you five +dollars." + +"Five dollars for what?" asked Billy. He had come in the side door, +unheeded. + +His mother explained the situation. Billy listened attentively, +warming his hands at the stove. + +"If I didn't have so much to do at home," said Lydia, "I could work +here Saturdays and Sundays and earn a little, that way." + +"Well, you wouldn't, you know," growled Billy. Lydia and Ma Norton +looked up, startled at his tone. + +"For the land's sake, Billy, why not?" exclaimed Ma. + +"Because, Lydia's getting too big now to do these hired girl stunts. +It was bad enough when she was little. But folks'll never forget 'em +and always think of her as a hired girl if she keeps on." + +Lydia gasped and turned scarlet. Ma Norton stared at her son as if she +never had seen him before. Strong and blonde and six feet tall, he +seemed suddenly to his mother no longer a boy but a mature man, and a +very handsome one at that. As a matter of fact, although Billy's gaunt +frame was filling out and his irregular features were maturing into +lines of rugged strength, he never would be handsome. He was looking +at Lydia now with the curious expression of understanding that she +always brought to his gray eyes. + +"I'm not ashamed to be a hired girl for your mother, Billy Norton," +snapped Lydia. + +"Well, I'm ashamed for you," answered the young man. "You earn your +money some other way." + +Lydia looked meaningly at Billy's big hands, rough and red with milking +and farm work. + +"You do hired man's work for your father. How'll you live that down?" + +It was Billy's turn to blush. "I'm a man," he replied. + +Lydia's voice suddenly quivered. "Then how can I earn money?" + +"Dead easy! You make the best fudge in the world. Put some for sale +in the University book store. I'm clerking there an hour every day." + +"The very thing!" cried Ma Norton. + +"Billy, you are a duck!" shrieked Lydia. + +"Gimme something to eat, Ma, before I go out to milk," said Billy, with +a grin that struggled to be modest. + +Billy's suggestion proved indeed to be a happy one. He was a willing +pack horse and middleman for Lydia and though the demand for fudge was +never overwhelming, Lydia by the end of May had cleared something over +thirty-five dollars. + +Her joy over this method of earning money was not confined to its +relation to her camping trip. She saw herself helping to pay up their +indebtedness to Levine, Marshall having made good his threat to call in +the note. She saw herself gradually developing an enormous trade that +finally should demand a whole store for itself. The store would +develop into a candy factory. The candy factory would grow into a +business that would send Lydia, admired and famous, traveling about the +world in a private yacht. + +In the meantime, she expended the whole of four dollars on a pair of +buckskin outing boots and eight dollars on a little corduroy hunting +coat and skirt. When the clothes arrived from the Chicago mail order +house, Amos, Lizzie and Lydia had an exciting hour. Amos had brought +the package home from town with him, and supper had been held back +while Lydia tried on the clothes. Amos and Lizzie smiled when the +young girl pranced out before them. The suit was cheap but well cut, +with belt and pockets and welted seams. The soft buckskin shoes fitted +the slender calves like velvet. With her bright cheeks and her yellow +hair above the fawn-colored corduroy, Lydia looked half boy, half woman. + +"My soul, Lydia, they're just grand!" cried Lizzie. + +"What boys are going in that crowd?" demanded Amos. + +"Charlie and Kent and--Margery's mother's given in--'Gustus Bach. I +told you. Daddy, don't you like the suit?" + +"Like it!" exclaimed Amos. "Lydia, I'm stunned by it! It makes me +realize my little girl's growing up to be a pretty woman. I wish I +could have bought you your first suit myself, Lydia. But on a dollar +and a half a day, I swan--" + +The brightness suddenly left Lydia's face. "Oh, Daddy," she exclaimed, +"I'm a pig to spend all this money on myself! You take the rest of the +money, for the note." + +Amos gave a laugh that was half gay, half grim. "Lydia, you spend +every cent of that money on yourself. You've earned it in more ways +than one. I wish John Levine could see you in it. I guess he will +though. Congress will rest most of the summer. Let's have supper now." + +Lydia spun through her Junior examination blissfully. For once marks +and final averages were of little importance to her. For the week +after school closed, she was going camping! + +Charlie and Kent were making all the camp preparations. Miss Towne and +the three girls were to be at Lydia's gate with their suitcases at nine +o'clock of a Monday morning. Other than this, they had received no +orders. + +Amos had been very sober when he said good-by to Lydia, at half past +six. "It's your first trip, Lydia. Don't do anything you wouldn't +want your mother to see." + +Lydia looked at him wonderingly, then threw her arms about his neck. +"Oh, Daddy, I don't want to go off and leave you two whole weeks!" + +"It's too late to back out now. Go on and have a good time," said +Amos, picking up his dinner pail. Lydia watched him down the road. +Suddenly she realized how lonely her father must be without her mother. + +"I oughtn't to go, Lizzie," she said. + +"Shucks! Think of all you'll have to tell us when you get home. Don't +be a cry baby, child." + +Promptly at nine Charlie and Kent whirled up to the gate in a carryall. +The driver was the same man who had moved the Dudley family five years +before. He greeted Lydia with a grin. + +"You've grow'd some, eh, Lydia? Where's the rest of the women folks?" + +"Here come Miss Towne and Olga!" cried Kent. "Margery'll be late, of +course." + +At nine-fifteen Margery was driven up in state by Elviry, and at +nine-twenty the carryall was off to the north in a cloud of dust, +leaving Adam howling dismally at the gate. + +For fifteen miles the way led up and down hill over a dusty country +road that wound for the most part past great wheat farms and grazing +lands, vividly green under the June sky. Here and there were woods of +young oak and birch, self sowed, replacing the pine long since cleared +off. For the last five miles there were few farms. The rolling hills +disappeared and low lying lakes, surrounded by marshes took their +places. The young rice bordering the lakes was tenderly green and the +marshes were like fields of corn with their thick growth of cat-tail. +Beyond the marshes the hills rose again, with the road winding like a +black ribbon over their curving bosoms into the vivid sky beyond. + +"Where the hills begin again, that's the reservation," said Charlie. + +"Where are the pines?" asked Lydia. "I thought it was all pines." + +"You'll see plenty, before the trip's over. Just beyond that group of +buildings is the reservation line." + +The buildings Charlie pointed to were the first that had appeared in +several miles. A two-story, unpainted frame house with several barns +and sheds comprised the group. There was a sign on the front of the +house. + +"Last Chance," read Margery, as they clattered by. "For goodness' +sake!" she giggled, "is it a hotel?" + +"Look at all the women! One in every window!" cried Olga. "Why, they +must have a lot of maids! Do people come up here in the summer, Kent?" + +Kent gave Miss Towne an appealing glance. + +"It's a miserable, disreputable place, girls," said the teacher. "Why +look at that when you have these beautiful hills before you? How far +into the reservation do we go, Charlie?" + +"About four miles. It's where I camp every year. Margery, did you +bring some paper dolls?" + +Margery dimpled and tossed her head. "I wonder how old I'll have to be +before you realize I'm grown up, Charlie!" + +Charlie looked at her critically. "Well, when you're eighteen, maybe." + +"Lydia'll be twenty-five before she gets through looking like a baby, +but Olga's a young lady now," said Kent. He was eying the girls with +the air of a connoisseur. "Three peaches, aren't they, Miss Towne?" + +"I don't see why you say three," objected Gustus. "Ask me and say +four." + +The young people laughed and looked at Miss Towne, half startled by +Gustus' audacity. Miss Towne herself was blushing and Olga exclaimed, +"Why, Miss Towne, you _are_ good looking when you blush! And I don't +believe you're so frightfully old!" + +It was true. Miss Towne in her outing blouse, a soft felt hat crushed +down on her brown hair, which was now wind-tossed and loosened, her +smooth skin flushed, her gray eyes full of laughter, did not look her +frightful age of thirty-five. In fact, she looked charmingly young. +Her youthful charges looked her over with frank amazement. It was a +tradition in the school to fear and dislike Miss Towne. Charlie had +asked a number of teachers to act as chaperone before he had approached +Miss Towne. She too had at first refused, then had said, "Well, it's +Lydia's first outing. I'll do it for her sake. But don't tell her I +said so." Charlie had kept his own counsel and Miss Towne had delayed +her summer trip to Europe, for the camping trip on the reservation. + +"Thank you, children, you brighten my old age very much. Look at the +neat farms we are passing." + +"Indian farms," said Charlie. "This one belongs to Chief Cloud." + +"Are there many Indian farms?" asked Lydia. + +"No, there's not much use for Indians to farm. The Agent is their +middleman, and he eats up all the profits." + +"For the Lord's sake, Charlie," protested Kent, "don't begin any +funeral oration! We're no investigating committee. We're out for some +fun." + +"Second the motion," said Gustus. "Can I smoke, Miss Towne?" + +Miss Towne gave Gustus a clear look. He was a tall, thin boy of +seventeen, with the dark eyes of the Rhine German and with thin +hawk-like features that went with his hollow chest. His father was a +rich brewer and Gustus, always elegantly dressed, was very popular with +the girls. Margery had insisted on his being invited. + +"If I were a boy with a chest like yours, I wouldn't smoke," said Miss +Towne, "but do as you please." + +With a nonchalant "Thanks," Gustus lighted a cigarette. + +"Going to stay in training all summer, Charlie?" asked Kent. + +"Yes," grunted Charlie, "but next summer I'll be through with football, +and I'll smoke my head off." + +"Oh! the pines!" shrieked Lydia. + +A sudden silence fell. The road, curving around a hill, had without +warning entered the pine woods. + +In every direction as far as the eye could pierce stretched brown, +columnar aisles, carpeted with the brown of needles and the green of +June undergrowth: aisle on aisle, green arch on green arch, flecked +with sunshine, mighty trunks supporting great swaying boughs, drooping +with their weight of needles. + +Except for a muffled thud of horses' hoofs, the carryall moved +soundlessly for the road was thick carpeted with needles. + +The others fell to chatting again, but Lydia was too moved for words. +The incense of the pines, their curious murmuring stillness, roused in +her memories that were perhaps half racial. She never had been in a +pine wood before, yet the hushed sense of solemnity it wakened in her +was perfectly familiar. Its incense breathed to her secrets she never +had known, never would understand, yet it seemed to her startled fancy +that she had known and understood them, always. + +She was still in a half dream when the blue of a lake glimmered beyond +the far aisles and the carryall drew up with a flourish before three +tents set in the pines on the water's edge. + +Charlie and Kent had made their preparations well and they displayed +them proudly. They had rented the three old A tents from the agent, as +well as the seven canvas cots, the dishes and the cooking utensils. +The middle tent had been arranged with a rough slab-table and benches +for a dining- and living-room. The boys' tent with three cots and the +girls' with four, were crowded but comfortable. + +"The Indian school is closed for the summer," explained Charlie, "and +the Agent was glad to make a little money extra. He'll pocket it, you +bet. Everything's clean," he added hastily in answer to Miss Towne's +lifting eyebrows. "Blankets, cots and all, even the hammocks yonder, I +had scrubbed with soap and water. I don't live with a doctor for +nothing." + +"It's very nice, indeed, boys," said Miss Towne. "Come girls, get out +your aprons. I suppose you're all starved." + +"Wait! Wait!" cried Kent. "That's not the way this camp's going to be +run. Charlie, Gustus and me do the cooking. You ladies are company +and don't have to do anything except wash the dishes and make your own +beds." + +"Gee!" exclaimed Lydia. "I'd rather cook than wash dishes, any day." + +"I never wash dishes," protested Margery. + +"I can't do it either," said Olga. + +"Can you boys really cook?" asked Miss Towne, in her sharp way. + +"Yes, _Ma'am_!" replied Kent. "Charlie learned in the Indian school, +even baking, you know, and he's taught me a lot. Gustus can peel +potatoes, clean fish and such stunts." + +Gustus groaned but made no protest. + +"I think it's a very nice arrangement," decided Miss Towne. "Come +girls, let's unpack and arrange the tent." + +Kent's statement proved no idle boast. The boys could cook. And +though the fare was simple during the entire holiday consisting of +fish, caught in the lake, potatoes, baking powder biscuits and +occasional additions of canned stuff, it was well prepared and there +was plenty of it. + +The little camp quickly settled into an orderly routine. The girls +wrangled among themselves about the dish-washing and Gustus was +inclined to complain over the number of potatoes he was obliged to +peel, but beyond this the camp work caused little friction. + +Miss Towne was well supplied with French books and made, the young +folks thought, an ideal chaperone. She was tired after her year's work +and spent almost all her time in a hammock. She saw to it that the +girls were in bed by ten o'clock and that all were accounted for at +meal time. Apparently, beyond this, she left her charges to their own +devices. She had taught in the High School too long not to know that +spying and nagging are more demoralizing than no chaperoning at all. + +There was a very early pairing off in the camp. Kent devoted himself +to Olga, Gustus to Margery and Charlie to Lydia. Kent and Olga kept +the camp supplied with fish. Excepting at meal time and the bathing +hour, they spent the day in a birchbark canoe on the lake. Gustus and +Margery were the least strenuous of the party and caused Miss Towne, as +a consequence, more uneasiness than the rest. They spent long hours +sitting side by side in a hammock, talking, heaven knows of what! In +the evening when the camp-fire was lighted they were always being +routed out of the shadows by the others and teased into joining the +story telling and singing. + +Charlie undertook to show to Lydia the reservation as the Indians knew +it. If Lydia was a little puzzled by his eagerness to make her +understand conditions on the reservation, she gave little thought to +the riddle. This adventure was affecting her deeply. There was the +sudden freedom and relaxation from home responsibilities. There was +the daily and intimate companionship with young people, than whom none +were better dressed than she!--and there were the pines. + +She knew and loved the woods at home. But they were second growth +hardwood and birch, and had little in common with the splendor of the +pines. Waking early in the morning, she would creep from the tent and +steal beyond sound and sight of the camp. There in the cathedral +beauty of the pines she would stand drawing deep breaths and staring as +if her eyes must pierce through the outward solemn loneliness of the +forest, to its deeper meaning. She often wondered if in his search for +God, John Levine had ever stood so. + +Tramping through the woods with Charlie, she did not talk much, nor did +he. They visited one or two neat Indian farms, but for the most part +Charlie led her from one wick-i-up to the other, deep set in recesses +of the wood, where the only whites to intrude on the Indians were the +occasional government wood cruisers. These wick-i-ups were hovels, +usually in the last stages of poverty and desolation. A squaw, +braiding reed mats, a buck returning with a string of fish, a baby +burrowing in the moss--all of them thin, ragged and dirty, and about +them the hallowed beauty and silence of the primeval pines; this was +the picture Lydia carried of most of the dwellers in these huts. +Sometimes the wick-i-up was occupied by a solitary Indian, nearly +always sick and always old. + +Once they came upon a white haired squaw crawling feebly from her +doorway toward a fish that lay at the foot of a tree. Charlie picked +up the fish and he and Lydia helped the old woman back to her hut. In +the hut was an iron pot and a pile of reed mats. That was all. + +"She says," explained Charlie, "that she's been sick all winter and +she'd have starved to death only one of her neighbors drops a fish for +her there, every day or so." + +"Let's get some food for her at the camp," said Lydia eagerly. + +Charlie shook his head. "What's the use! It would just prolong her +agony. She's nearly dead now. The old can go. It's the young ones' +starving that hurts me." + +He led Lydia out and again they tramped through the long green aisles. +It was later in the day that they came upon a wick-i-up where there +were three children, besides the father and mother. Two of the +children were half blind with eye trouble. The whole family was +sitting in the sun, about a pot of fish. The grown-ups chatted eagerly +with Charlie, and he translated for Lydia. + +"They say it's been a fearful winter. They only had ten dollars this +year out of their Government allowance and they couldn't get work. +They lived on fish and potatoes. The Catholic priest gave them some +wild rice. The baby froze to death or starved, or both. We'll bring +some food over to these folks, Lydia, because there are kids--eh?" + +"But, Charlie, what's the Government allowance?" + +"Oh, didn't you know?--and you're one of the white lords of creation +too! The Government set aside this land for the Indians in solemn +treaty with them, for ever and ever. Then it deliberately sold off a +big block of it and deposited the money at Washington. The income from +this was to be given to the Indians. There's over two million dollars +there. But by the time it's filtered from Washington to the Indians, +this is the result." He nodded at the half-starved group about the +fish pot. "Damn the dirty, thieving whites," he said, quietly. + +Lydia had had four days of this. As they made their way back to the +camp for supper, she said to him, in an unsteady voice, "Charlie, I +can't stand it! Think of that baby that froze to death. And all these +beautiful woods are full of half-starved Indians! Charlie, I can't +stand it!" And Lydia bowed her head on her arm and leaned against a +tree trunk. + +"Good Lord, Lydia!" exclaimed Charlie, "I didn't want you to feel that +bad! I just wanted you to see, because you're Levine's friend and +because I like you so much. Please, don't cry!" + +"I'm not crying," Lydia lifted reddened eyes to his, "I was just +thinking. What can I do about it, Charlie?" + +"You can't do anything. It's too late. But I wanted you to see. I +don't care what girl understands as long as you do. I think an awful +lot of you, Lydia." + +He took Lydia's hand and patted it. Lydia looked up at him, thrilled +by his bronze beauty and the note in his voice. + +"If I were a white man," said Charlie, "I'd make you love me and marry +me. But I'm an Indian and sooner or later I'll go back to my people. +I'm just making believe I can play the white man's game for a while." +He eyed Lydia wistfully. "But we'll be friends, eh, Lydia?--Always? +Even if I go back to the wick-i-up, you'll be my friend?" + +"Oh, yes, Charlie, always," replied Lydia, earnestly, even while there +flashed through her head the half whimsical thought, "Queer kinds of +men want to be friends with me, Mr. Levine, Mr. Marshall, and Charlie. +And they all hate each other!" + +After this episode, Charlie was less strenuous about showing Lydia +Indian conditions. That night he resumed a mild flirtation with Olga +that he had dropped when school closed and Olga met him more than half +way. + +"Wouldn't that come and get you!" growled Kent to Lydia as Charlie and +Olga paddled away in the canoe, the next morning. "Have you and +Charlie had a fight?" + +"Nope," replied Lydia. "But I got sick of investigating the +reservation. Are you and Olga mad at each other?" + +"Not so very! Say, Lyd, let's kill time," Kent interrupted himself +with a yawn, "with a tramp up to the settlement for some gum." + +Lydia stifled an elaborate yawn, at which Kent grinned. "All right, I +can stand it if you can," she said. "Will you come along, Miss Towne?" + +Miss Towne, who had been highly edified by the morning's maneuvering +shook her head and settled herself in her hammock. "No eight mile walk +for me. I'm taking a rest cure. Better wear a hat, Lydia. You're +getting dreadfully burned." + +"That's right. Your nose is peeling something fierce," said Kent as +they started off. + +"Huh, yours looks like a pickled beet," returned Lydia. "Come on, +pretend I'm Olga and be happy." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE CAMP + + +"The humans I have known lack root hold. Perhaps that is why they die +and leave no trace."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +There was no clear-cut trail between the camp and the settlement. The +settlement lay four miles northeast and there were little-used, +needle-covered roads to be found that led here, there and everywhere, +over which the initiated could find the way to the store. + +But Lydia and Kent did not want to use the roads. It was with the old +familiar sense of make believe adventure that they started on what they +called a Bee-line southwest. And it was mid-afternoon before, hungry +and leg weary, they reached the store that backed up against the Indian +school! + +They bought sardines, crackers and cheese and ate them perched on a dry +goods box near the hitching rack. + +"There! I feel happier," said Kent as he threw away the empty sardine +cans. "How are you, old lady?" + +Lydia swung her feet contentedly. "Fine! Let's start back. We'll be +there by supper time, I'm sure we know the way now." + +Kent nodded, offered Lydia a stick of gum, took one himself, put a huge +supply in his pocket and they were off. + +But alas for the vanity of amateur woods-craftsmen! The late June dusk +found them still threading the endless aisles of pine, their sense of +direction completely obscured by the sinking of the sun. + +"Scared, Lyd?" inquired Kent as they paused for a moment's rest on a +log. + +"No, but I'm awful hungry and I've chewed gum till I'll scream if I see +another piece. We ought to come on another wick-i-up soon." + +"We've come on a dozen of them," grumbled Kent. "If we could make the +Indians understand where the camp is, it would be all right. And I +don't know what Charlie's Indian name is, so that doesn't help." + +Lydia drew a trifle closer on the log to Kent. "Supposing we have to +stay out here all night!" She shivered a little. + +"Well, I'd light a fire," said Kent in a matter of fact manner that +Lydia suspected was assumed, "and fix you up on a bed of pine needles. +Then I'd stand guard all night, like a little tin hero." + +"No, we'd guard in turns," corrected Lydia. "Kent, what's the use of +starting on until the moon comes up?" + +"None at all," returned the boy. "It's due about nine, isn't it! I +hope the folks won't worry about us. In the meantime, you and I can +have a good old talk, like the old days. Remember?" + +It was entirely dark now in the woods. Fireflies darted about. +Crickets shrilled and an occasional owl hooted. Lydia moved still +closer to Kent, until his shoulder touched hers. + +"I remember! Kent, are you afraid?" + +"I should say not! I like the woods at night. Don't the fern and the +needles smell fine? Lyd, what're you going to do after you finish High +School?" + +"Go on to the University. Aren't you?" + +"Dad wants me to, but I guess I'll go to work. Why waste four years +learning a lot of stuff that'll never earn me a cent?" + +"But you could take engineering, or law." + +"All lawyers are crooks and I've no head for figures. I'm going into +the real estate business. There's real money in that, particularly if +Levine gets his bill through. What do you want to go to the University +for?" + +"Kent, I promised Mother I'd go. And I want to anyhow. We're so poor, +that I'll never be anything but a scrub woman if I don't get educated. +And all our folks back East were college people, even if they were +farmers--all but Dad. He thought he was too smart to go to college." + +Kent stirred uncomfortably. "I don't think I'm too smart, but I want +to make money, quick." + +"I don't see what the hurry is. Is it Olga?" + +"Of course it isn't Olga! She's all right to flirt with and a peachy +looker, but you don't suppose a fellow wants to marry every girl he +gets crazy about!" + +"I didn't know," said Lydia, meekly. "Nobody was ever crazy about me." + +"You aren't that kind, thank heaven. If I ever catch you running round +flirting, I'll slap your face." + +There was nothing humorous in Kent's tone, nevertheless Lydia giggled. +"Lots you'd know about it when you don't see me for months at a time." + +"I'd know, never fear. You're growing up the way a girl ought to. I +know all about it." + +Lydia sat, staring into the darkness, thinking this over. She was +getting an amount of comfort out of the conversation that made her +realize how sore a spot there had been within her. + +"But why do you flirt?" she asked finally. + +"Aw, boys are that way. You don't understand. A fellow can't help +flirting with girls like Margery and Olga--or any other old girl, as +far as that goes." + +"Kent," asked Lydia, suddenly, "what's a hussy?" + +"Huh!" exclaimed Kent. "What makes you ask that?" + +"What you said about flirting. Election night there were lots of +women, flashily dressed, around, and father said they were hussies. +And I saw Gustus flirting with one of them, and some of the Senior +boys, too. And I saw some of the best dressed of the Indians with +them." + +"You'd better ask your father," said Kent. + +"I did and he said I'd know when I got older." + +There was silence again. The wind sighed through the pines, the +crickets chirped, the all-hallowing scent of the pine enveloped them as +if blown from some heavenly incense burner. Kent was only seventeen. +He sat staring with puzzled eyes into the darkness. He tried to +picture Olga putting a question like this to him, and failed. A sudden +realization of the loneliness of Lydia's unmothered girlhood, of her +innocent faith in him, touched the best that was in him. His voice was +a little husky but he answered coolly. + +"A hussy, Lyd, is a flirt who's gone to the bad. Those around Lake +City chase after the students and the Indians who've got Government +allowances, and get their money away from them." + +"Oh," said Lydia. "Oh!" Then thoughtfully, "Aren't men silly!" + +"Yes, they are," agreed Kent. "And, Lyd, whenever you want to know +about such things, you ask me. It's a man's place to tell a girl the +things she ought to know." + +"All right," replied Lydia, "and of course, you're just like a brother +to me." + +"Oh, I don't feel so brotherly as--Gee, there's a fire, Lydia!" + +Faintly through the trees gleamed a distant blaze. The two jumped to +their feet and, weariness forgotten, started hastily toward it. + +"It's the camp crowd, I guess," said Lydia. + +"No, it isn't, it's a bunch of men," corrected Kent. "Hold on a +minute, Lydia. Let's see what we're getting into." + +He pulled her into the shelter of a giant pine trunk and the two peered +at the group around the fire. + +"Some kind of an Indian pow-wow, half breeds, mostly," whispered Kent. + +Lydia shivered. "Don't they look fierce in the firelight," she +murmured. "Let's get out of here, Kent." + +"Shucks! Be a sport, Lyd! We'll watch them a minute, then I'll brace +up and speak to 'em." + +There were six half breeds in "store" clothes and moccasins squatting +around the blaze. None of them was speaking. + +"They act as if they were waiting for some one," whispered Lydia, with +some of the old thrill of pirate plays returning to her. "Kent, +they've all got guns!" + +"Hush! There comes some one else. For the love of cats!" + +John Levine emerged from the darkness of the forest into the fire glow. + +"How!" he grunted, slipping into an empty space, opposite the two +eavesdroppers. + +"How," returned the Indians. + +Silence in the woods, except for the crackling fire. + +"Kent, let's go! I don't want to listen, I don't want to know." The +cold sweat was standing on Lydia's forehead. + +Kent seized her arm. "You've got to stay. It's your business to +know," he whispered sharply. + +"Where's Eagle's Feather?" asked Levine. + +"Sick," replied an Indian. + +John nodded. "I got back from Washington today. Big fight there. +Marshall and his crowd, they'll make a big fight. I may have to +compromise. I may make my bill read, only mixed bloods can sell their +lands, not full bloods." + +"Good!" said an Indian. "Full blood don't want to sell, anyhow." + +"Better for you mixed bloods," agreed Levine, "because you'll get +higher prices for your land, but worse for us whites, for there'll be +less land, unless--you mixed bloods should happen to swear the full +bloods are mixed too." + +No one spoke for a minute, then a fat, yellow-faced half-breed laughed. +"I'll swear old Chief Dawn had a white great-grandmother. I'll get +even with him, for throwing me out of the council." + +"Exactly," said Levine. "It'll be a good way for all of you to pay up +old debts. Any of Marshall's men been up here lately?" + +After a pause, one of the younger Indians said, "Some young fellows +been going through the woods measuring out a road and they acted like +they was just out for a vacation when any one was around. A year ago I +see one of the fellows riding out with Marshall." + +Levine grunted. Lydia's heart was pounding so hard that it really +pained her. She stared at John unbelievably. Yet it was the same +familiar, sallow face, with the gaunt look about the cheeks. Only the +eyes were strange. Lydia had never seen them so hard, so searching +before. Kent was breathing deep and he did not loose his hold on her +arm. + +"Well," said Levine, "is that all you folks have got to report, after +six months? What do you think I'm paying you for?" + +An old mixed blood, almost as dark as a full blood, removed his pipe +from his mouth. "All the shoes we buy this year made out of paper, +cost four dollars, melt when they get wet. Woman at Last Chance tell +me Injun Agent tell her he gets those shoes from Marshall." + +"The hog!" grunted Levine. "Anything more?" + +What more might have come Lydia did not know for an old squaw came +tottering into the fire glow. She was gray headed and emaciated. + +"Oh, that's our old squaw, Kent, remember?" whispered Lydia. + +"Shut up!" murmured Kent. + +The squaw made her way up to John. There was something sinister in the +look of her and he rose. + +"What you do now, white man," she snarled. "Steal! Steal more, eh?" + +Levine looked down on her and his voice was pitying. "Why, you poor +old devil, you look half starved." He dug into his pocket and brought +out a silver dollar. "Go get some grub," he said. + +The old woman stared from the dollar to Levine's face and her voice +rose to a shriek. + +"Steal! Steal! Make our young men drunk! Make our young girls have +babies that grow like these snakes," she pointed a trembling, scrawny +finger at the scowling mixed bloods. "White man--dirty fool--dirty +thief," and she spat at Levine, at the same time striking the dollar +from his hand. It rolled out onto the needles and lay shining in the +firelight. + +John stiffened and the mixed bloods watched him curiously. But the +squaw suddenly burst into the feeble yet deep drawn sobs of the old, +and tottering over to the silver she picked it up. "Hungry!" she +sobbed. "All the time much hungry." And she started slowly away from +the fire in the direction of Kent and Lydia's hiding-place. + +"Quick!" whispered Kent, and noiselessly the two ran back into the +darkness of the woods, through which, however, a silver light was +beginning to filter. "There's the moon," he said in a low voice. "Now +I can find the lake." + +He took Lydia's hand and they hastened in silence toward the rising +moon. In less than half a mile they found the lake and far around its +curving shore, the gleam of their own camp fire. + +"Holy Mike! What do you think of that!" demanded Kent as they headed +for the fire. "Isn't Levine a wonder!" + +"Oh, Kent!" gasped Lydia. "What shall we do!" + +"Do!" cried Kent. "Why keep our mouths shut and see what happens. +Lord, what an adventure! Lyd, I wouldn't have missed this day for a +hundred dollars!" + +Lydia scarcely heard him. "John Levine!" she murmured. "My best +friend! Oh, I can't believe it." + +"Shucks! Why, that's life! Gee, what rich pickings! Me for the real +estate business!" + +"Kent, it's stealing, just as my squaw said. And it's just the +meanest, dirtiest kind of stealing!" + +"It's nothing of the kind. The whites have got to have that land and +if a lot of sentimental grannies won't let us get it openly, we've got +to get it quietly." + +They were nearing the camp now and Kent stopped and in the moonlight +took Lydia by the shoulders. "Look here, Lyd, don't you tell a soul +about what we saw. Promise me!" + +"I'll do nothing of the kind," snapped Lydia. + +The two stood staring at each other. The lad, tall and broad, his dark +face tense; the girl, slender, her fair hair shimmering, her eyes clear +in the moonlight. + +"Promise!" repeated Kent. + +"I will not!" returned Lydia. + +Kent's hold on her shoulders tightened. He wanted to box her ears and +yet, as he gazed at the wistful, sensitive lips, he felt a sudden +desire to kiss her. + +"Well, promise me, you'll say nothing while we're in camp, anyhow." + +Lydia hesitated. After all, she thought, to whom could she tell the +story and what could any one do! "All right, I'll promise that," she +agreed, slowly. + +Kent took his hands from her shoulders. "Come on then, old lady. Gee, +this beats hanging poor old Florence Dombey under the willows. Give me +your hand and I'll tow you along." + +It was scarcely nine o'clock, after all, when they trudged into the +camp. Charlie and Gustus came in a moment later, having heard Miss +Towne's call. + +"Oh, Lydia! Lydia! I've worried myself sick." And the cruel Miss +Towne, the grouchy Miss Towne, threw her arms about Lydia, with a +little murmur that was curiously like a sob. + +"We were just going to the settlement for help," said Charlie, "though +we were pretty sure nothing serious could have happened." + +"Of course nothing serious!" protested Kent. "We were too smart to +follow the roads and got lost going and coming. We waited for the moon +to come up and we haven't had anything to eat but chewing gum." + +"We saved your supper," said Margery. "Come on, Gustus, we'll heat it +for 'em." + +"Margery'd be a real human being, if she'd stay away from her mother," +observed Kent. "For the love of Mike, let me sit down!" + +"Here, get in the hammock and let me fix the cushions for you!" cried +Olga, who had been eying Lydia closely. + +"Thanks, I prefer the dining-room bench, right now," returned Kent. +"Come on, Lyd. Food!" + +Lydia was tired the next day and elected to stay in camp with Miss +Towne while the others, including even Margery and Gustus, went on an +all day strawberry hunt. + +Lydia lay in a hammock with a book all the morning, but the greater +part of the time, Miss Towne observed, her eyes were fastened +broodingly on the lake and not on the printed page. The two went +bathing alone, at noon, and afterward lay on the grassy shore, drying +their hair. + +"Lydia, wasn't Kent nice to you, yesterday?" asked the chaperone, +abruptly. + +Lydia turned a startled, sunburned face toward the questioner. "Nice! +Why, of course! Kent's like my brother." + +"No man but a brother can be like a brother, my dear. Always remember +that. What happened yesterday to worry you?" + +"Nothing that had anything to do with Kent. Gosh! I should say not!" + +"Lydia!" cried Miss Towne. "Please don't use such dreadful language! +If you knew how coarse it sounds! Oh, my dear, I'm not trying to hurt +your feelings," as she watched the scarlet face and quivering lips. +"It's just that you are so fine, I can't bear to have you do anything +that isn't fine. I've been planning to talk to you for a long time +about your slang. Leave that sort of thing to Olga and the rest. Use +only the purest Anglo-Saxon. Be a credit to your fine Puritan stock in +speech. You already are, in character." + +Lydia said nothing. She sat struggling to keep back the tears when a +horse's hoof beats sounded under the trees and Levine rode into the +camp. + +Lydia had been wondering how, when she saw him in town, she was going +to meet him, what she was going to say to him. But now, her only +thought was that here was the devoted friend who had understood her +since babyhood. + +As he dismounted, she jumped to her feet. "Oh, my dear Mr. Levine! My +dear! My dear!" she cried and hair flying, she ran to him and threw +her arms about his neck, burying her face against his rough corduroy +coat. + +John threw a long arm about her, and held her to him closely, while +with his free hand he smoothed back the glory of her hair. And Miss +Towne, watching, saw his long saturnine face transformed. + +"Why, Lydia, my little sweetheart! I didn't realize you'd missed me +so." He held her silently for a moment, then, catching Miss Towne's +gaze, he smiled. + +"Lydia has few loves, but they're strong," he said. "I'm her foster +father. My name's John Levine." + +Lydia disengaged herself. "And this is Miss Towne," she said, "my +dearest teacher." + +"I've heard your praises sung for a long time," said Levine. + +"And I've heard Lydia sing yours," returned Miss Towne. + +"And no one else, I'll bet," laughed John. + +"Sit down," said the chaperone, with what dignity she could muster with +her hair down her back, "while Lydia and I finish dressing." + +"You'll have lunch with us?" called Lydia as she retreated toward the +tent. + +"Yes, but I can't stay longer. Must be back in Lake City for supper," +replied Levine, tying up his horse. + +The luncheon was a success. Lydia was delighted to put her hand to +cooking again, and while Miss Towne set the table, John chatted with +both of them of his Washington experiences. He rode away immediately +after he had finished eating. Miss Towne wiped the dishes thoughtfully. + +"It's hard to realize that he's the scandalous John Levine," she said. +"He's simply charming!" + +Lydia flared, flushed and subsided. Never again, she realized, could +she contradict aspersions cast on Levine's character. And yet, how +like a bad dream the episode of last night seemed. If only it had been +a dream! + +"You're not resentful still about my criticism of your slang using, are +you, Lydia?" asked Miss Towne, anxiously. + +"No," muttered Lydia, "I deserved it." + +Miss Towne's face cleared. "Well, then, tell me all about your friend. +He interests me." + +Nothing could have soothed Lydia more in her half guilty feeling of +having spied unfairly on John than to spend the rest of the afternoon +in a history of his relationship to her family. + +Side by side in the hammock the two lay during the rest of the sunny +summer afternoon, gazing up into the pines and talking of the curious +personality that was making history for Lake City. In after years, +whenever she thought of Levine, Miss Towne's memory brought her two +pictures--one of the tall, sardonic faced man clasping the golden +haired girl in his arms. The other was of pine boughs, murmuring sadly +and persistently above the gentle flow of Lydia's young voice. + +That night the young people sat alone around the camp fire. The +chaperone complained of a headache and went to bed soon after supper. +When she had disappeared, and the tent flap had dropped behind her, +Gustus chanted softly, + + "School's closed! + Teacher's dead! + Hooray!" + +and deliberately put his arm about Margery and kissed her. Margery +gave a little shriek but blushed and looked pleased and Gustus settled +down with his head in her lap. Margery sat looking into the fire, and +smoothing Gustus' hair. + +Olga, who was sitting with Charlie on the opposite side of the blaze, +her back against a log, arranged her skirts. "Come on, Charlie," she +said, with a glance at Kent. And Charlie ensconced himself comfortably +with his head on Olga's knee. + +Lydia, who was sitting with Kent, eyed this grouping with interest, and +mingled with a little sense of shock and disapproval was just the least +little feeling of regret that the boys didn't feel "crazy" about her. +She was sitting bolt upright, with her cheeks flaming a little when she +felt Kent's arm stealing round her. She did not resist when he pulled +her softly against him. She was utterly surprised at the pleasurable +sensation she experienced at having Kent's arm about her. The others +were singing but for once Lydia's throaty contralto did not join in. + +So this was spooning! Of course, she wouldn't let anybody but Kent do +this. And what did it amount to, anyhow! If this was all there was to +spooning, why did people think it was wrong? + +Under cover of the singing, Kent giving her a little squeeze said, +"Didn't think you were such a flirt, Lydia! Let me put my head in your +lap, will you?" + +"All right," said Lydia nonchalantly. And presently she was smoothing +Kent's hair, and he was holding her unoccupied hand. It was the same +crisp black hair Lydia had pulled in many a childish quarrel and Kent +had held her hands many a time to keep her from slapping his face. And +yet there was a thrill about this! + +Kent evidently called this flirting. Flirting! Lydia began going back +over the conversation with Kent that the eavesdropping episode had +crowded from her thoughts. Kent didn't respect girls that flirted and +he told her he'd slap her if she flirted and yet, here he was! Lydia +went on smoothing the crisp hair, with the thin hand that had the +callouses of hard work across the palm. + +The others were singing one of Lydia's favorite airs and she joined in. + + "The thirst that from the soul doth rise + Doth ask a drink divine." + +She sang the words unthinkingly--and stopped. John Levine was helping +her in her search for God, and robbing and betraying the Indians as he +did so! And here was Kent, warning her against doing that which he was +persuading her to do. What was the matter with men! Was there no +trusting them? And yet, she liked to "spoon" with Kent! + +"Oh," she thought, "I wish I knew more about men. I wish I could ask +Mother." + +And memory, like a gentle alarm clock rang its warning. "Lydia," her +father had said, "don't do anything you'd be ashamed to have your +mother know." + +Lydia yawned and gave Kent's hair a little tweak. "Get up, Kent, my +foot's asleep," she said. + +Kent sat up. The others sang on and Lydia said, "I thought you didn't +want me to flirt." + +"I don't, but with me it's different!" replied Kent. + +Lydia jumped to her feet. "You make me sick, Kent Moulton!" she +snapped. "All men make me sick. I'm going to bed." And she stalked +off in her hunting boots, without a good night to any one. + +Kent looked after her with an expression half sheepish, half admiring. + +"What's the matter with Lyd?" asked Olga. + +"Doesn't care about the spooning bee," replied Kent. + +"Proper is Lydia's middle name," commented Gustus. + +"Lydia is absolutely O. K.," said Charlie. + +"Bet your life," agreed Kent. "Get your big head over, Gustus, and +give me a piece of Margery's knee." + +"Darn it," said Charlie, "Lydia's left the tent flap up. We might as +well go to bed." + +Which, after another song or two, they did. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +LYDIA GIGGLES + + +"Nature is neither cruel nor sad. She is only purposeful, tending to +an end we cannot see."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +The days flew lightly by, lightly for Lydia, too, in spite of the heavy +secret she carried of Levine's plotting. Lightly, in spite of the fact +that Lydia was undergoing some soul-changing experiences in this short +holiday, experiences that were to direct her life's course. + +The day before they broke camp, Lydia's old squaw appeared and asked +for Charlie Jackson. + +Charlie and Kent were cooking dinner. + +"Dear me," said Miss Towne, "tell him to take the poor thing away, +Lydia." + +"He must feed her, first," exclaimed Lydia, leading the old Indian over +to the cooking shelter. + +Kent and Lydia exchanged glances as Charlie led the squaw--Susie, he +called her--into the woods, after Lydia had heaped her old arms with +food. Kent and Gustus had put the dinner on the table and they all +were seated at the meal when Charlie returned. + +"What did she want, Charlie?" asked Olga. + +"You wouldn't care if I told you," replied Charlie, grimly. "But," he +burst forth suddenly, "some day you whites will pay. Some day the Japs +or the Jews will do to you Americans what you've done to us." + +"Who cares!" cried Olga, pertly. "Have a pickle, Charlie, and cheer +up." She pushed the pickle dish toward him. + +"Or some catsup," suggested Gustus, depositing the bottle by Charlie's +plate. + +"Or a sardine," added Margery. + +Charlie's lips twitched and he smiled and Miss Towne sighed in a +relieved way. The meal progressed without a further crisis. + +After the dishes were done, Kent followed Lydia, who was strolling off +for a last walk in the woods. + +"Do you suppose she told Charlie about Levine?" he asked, as he +overtook her. + +"Look out, Charlie's coming," said Lydia and in a moment the Indian had +joined them. + +"Look here, Lydia," he began, "Levine is up to some new cussedness. +Old Susie came on him in council the other night with six of the worst +half breeds in the reservation. She lost her head and began to jaw him +so she didn't find out what it was about. And he's getting the last of +my timber now. Lydia, you've _got_ to help me. When you get home, +talk to Levine." + +"Getting the last of your timber!" exclaimed Kent. + +"Yes, the law lets 'em get the 'dead and down' stuff and who's going to +swear it's fresh stuff that he cut this summer and will get out next +winter?" + +"Do you mean he's up cutting your pines now?" cried Lydia, aghast. + +"No! No!" impatiently. "His half breeds do that." + +"But how does he come to be taking your wood? Why don't you go to see +him yourself?" asked Kent. + +"I can't answer either of those questions," replied Charlie, sullenly. + +The two young whites thought of the attack on Levine, and looked at +each other apprehensively. + +"Won't the Indian Agent stop him?" asked Lydia. + +"He! Why, he's deep in the mire himself with Dave Marshall. My God, +Margery Marshall went to New York on a blind Indian boy's pines! +Lydia, save my pines for me! They belong to my tribe. My father kept +them and so did his father for his people. As long as they had those +miles of pines, they had a place for the tribe to live. Father was +going to Washington three years ago to tell the president about the +graft when they shot him from ambush. If I put up a fight, they'll +shoot me. My father wanted me to learn white ways so I could protect +the tribe. And the more I learn of white ways the more I realize I'm +helpless. Lydia, won't you help us?" + +Neither Kent nor Lydia ever had seen Charlie thus before. He was +neither arrogant nor sullen. He was pleading with a tragic +hopelessness that moved his two hearers profoundly. + +"Oh, Charlie! I _will_ try," cried Lydia. "I truly will." + +"I knew you would," said Charlie, huskily, and he turned back abruptly +to the camp. + +"Gee!" exclaimed Kent. "Chapter number two!" + +Lydia stamped her foot. "How can you speak so, Kent! It's a frightful +thing!" + +"Sure it's frightful, but it can't be helped. The whites have got to +have this land. Might's right." + +"What makes the whites so crazy for it?" asked Lydia. + +"Money," returned Kent. + +Lydia stared about her. Supposing, she thought, that she owned a +hundred acres of this pine land. She forgot Kent and concentrated +every force of her mind on sensing what land ownership would mean. And +suddenly there woke in her, her racial hunger for land. Suddenly there +stirred within her a desire for acreage, for trees, soil, stream and +shrub, a wide demesne that should be hers and her children's forever. +She was still too young to trace the hunger back to its primal source, +the desire for permanency, the yearning to possess that which is the +first and the last of existence, which neither moth nor dust can +corrupt nor thieves break through and steal. But somewhere back in her +still childish mind a lust for a wide domain of pine land bestirred +itself to begin battle with the sense of right and justice that her +heart of hearts told her Levine was outraging. + +"Are you really going to talk to Levine?" Kent roused her from her +reverie. + +"Yes! Didn't I promise to?" + +"Lots of good it'll do," grunted Kent. "And if you tell him we +overheard him in the woods, I'll be sore." + +"I don't see why." + +"Because, after I finish High School, I'm going to tell him I know, to +make him let me in on the deal. Look here, Lyd, don't tell him I was +with you, anyhow." + +"Oh, all right," replied Lydia, crossly. "For goodness' sake, don't +let's talk about it any more. I don't see why men always have to be +plotting! I'm going back to camp and help pack." + +The driver arrived with the carryall at nine o'clock the next morning, +and at mid-afternoon, Lydia was dropped at the gate, where Adam took +possession of her. It was earlier than she had been expected, and +Lizzie had not returned from her Saturday marketing. Lydia lugged her +suitcase up the path, glad to be at home, yet murmuring to herself a +little disconsolately. + +"Nothing to look forward to now, but school in the fall." + +The house seemed small and dingy to her, after the open splendor of the +pine woods. Old Lizzie had "let things go" and the rooms were dusty +and disorderly. Lydia dropped her suitcase in the kitchen. + +"I've just got to train old Lizzie," she said, "so that she won't leave +her old carpet slippers and her apron in the middle of the kitchen +every time she goes out. And Dad just must quit leaving his pipe on +the dining-room table. I do wish we had Mission furniture instead of +this everlasting old mahogany. I just guess there's got to be some +reforming in this house, this summer. If I've got to leave off slang, +Dad and Lizzie can leave off a few of their bad habits." + +She carried the suitcase on into her bedroom and Lizzie, coming in, hot +and bundle-laden an hour later, found the living-room in immaculate +order and Lydia, in an old dress, blacking the kitchen stove. + +"For the land's sake, child," said Lizzie as Lydia kissed her and took +her bundles from her, "how tanned you are! And you shouldn't have +begun work the minute you got home." + +"I had to. I couldn't stand the dirt," answered Lydia, briskly. "Is +Daddy all right? You'll find your slippers where they belong, Lizzie." + +The old lady, in her rusty black alpaca which she always wore to town, +gave Lydia a look that was at once reproachful and timid. Lydia had +shown signs lately of having reached the "bringing up the family" stage +of her development and Lizzie dreaded its progress. + +Amos came in the gate shortly after six. Lydia was waiting for him at +the front door. He looked suddenly shabby and old to Lydia and she +kissed him very tenderly. It required all the supper hour and all the +remainder of the evening to tell the story of the camp and to answer +Lizzie's and Amos' questions. There were several episodes Lydia did +not describe; that of the half breed council in the wood, for example, +nor the "spooning" with Kent. + +It was ten o'clock when Amos rose with a sigh. "Well, you had a good +time, little girl, and I'm glad. But I swan, I don't want you ever to +go off again without me and Liz and Adam. Adam howled himself to sleep +every night and I'd 'a' liked to. I'm going out to see if the chickens +are all right." + +"I got everything that belongs to you mended up, Lydia," said Lizzie, +following into the kitchen bedroom. + +Lydia looked from the gnarled old hands to the neat rolls of stockings +on the bureau. She had been wishing that Lizzie was a neat maid with a +white apron! A sense of shame overwhelmed her and she threw her arms +about her kind old friend. + +"Lizzie, you're a lot too good to me," she whispered. + +Lydia was sitting on the front steps, the next afternoon, with a book +in her lap and Adam at her feet, when Billy Norton called. He stopped +for a chat in the garden with her father, before coming up to greet +Lydia. + +"He is awful homely. A regular old farmer," she thought, comparing him +with the elegant Gustus and with Kent's careless grace. + +Billy was in his shirtsleeves. His blond hair was cropped unbecomingly +close. Lydia did not see that the head this disclosed was more finely +shaped than either of her friends. He was grinning as he came toward +Lydia, showing his white teeth. + +"Hello, Lyd! Awful glad you're back!" + +He sat down on the step below her and Lydia wrinkled her nose. He +carried with him the odor of hay and horses. + +"How's your mother?" asked Lydia. "I'm coming over, to-morrow." + +"Mother's not so very well. She works too hard at the blamed canning. +I told her I'd rather never eat it than have her get so done up." + +"I'll be over to help her," said Lydia. "We had a perfectly heavenly +time in camp, Billy." + +"Did you?" asked her caller, indifferently. "Hay is fine this year. +Never knew such a stand of clover." + +"Miss Towne was grand to us. And Kent and Charlie are the best cooks, +ever." + +"Great accomplishment for men," muttered Billy. "Are you going to try +to sell fudge, this winter, Lyd?" + +"I don't know," Lydia's tone was mournful, "Daddy hates to have me. +Now I'm growing up he seems to be getting sensitive about my earning +money." + +"He's right too," said Billy, with a note in his voice that irritated +Lydia. + +"Much you know about it! You just try to make your clothes and buy +your school books on nothing. Dad's just afraid people'll know how +little he earns, that's all. Men are selfish pigs." + +Astonished by this outburst, Billy turned round to look up at Lydia. +She was wearing her Sunday dress of the year before, a cheap cotton +that she had outgrown. The young man at her feet did not see this. +All he observed were the dusty gold of her curly head, the clear blue +of her eyes and the fine set of her head on her thin little shoulders. + +"You always look just right to me, Lyd," he said. "Listen, Lydia. I'm +not going to be a farmer, I'm--" + +"Not be a farmer!" cried Lydia. "After all you've said about it!" + +"No! I'm going in for two years' law, then I'm going into politics. I +tell you, Lydia, what this country needs to-day more than anything is +young, clean politicians." + +"You mean you're going to do like Mr. Levine?" + +"God forbid!" exclaimed the young man. "I'm going to fight men like +Levine. And by heck," he paused and looked at Lydia dreamily, "I'll be +governor and maybe more, yet." + +"But what's changed you?" persisted Lydia. + +"The fight about the reservation, mostly. There's something wrong, you +know, in a system of government that allows conditions like that. It's +against American principles." + +His tone was oratorical, and Lydia was impressed. She forgot that +Billy smelled of the barnyard. + +"Well," she said, "we'd all be proud of you if you were president, I +can tell you." + +"Would you be!" Billy's voice was pleased. "Then, Lydia, will you +wait for me?" + +"Wait for you?" + +"Yes, till I make a name to bring to you." + +Lydia flushed angrily. "Look here, Billy Norton, you don't have to be +silly, after all the years we've known each other. I'm only fifteen, +just remember that, and I don't propose to wait for any man. I'd as +soon think of waiting for--for Adam, as for you, anyhow." + +Billy rose with dignity, and without a word strode down the path to the +gate and thence up the road. Lydia stared after him indignantly. +"That old _farmer_!" she said to Adam, who wriggled and slobbered, +sympathetically. + +She was still indignant when John Levine arrived and found her toasting +herself and the waffles for supper, indiscriminately. Perhaps it was +this sense of indignation that made her less patient than usual with +what she was growing to consider the foibles of the male sex. At any +rate, she precipitated her carefully planned conversation with Levine, +when the four of them were seated on the back steps, after supper, +fighting mosquitoes, and watching the exquisite orange of the afterglow +change to lavender. + +The others were listening to Lydia's account of her investigating tour +with Charlie. + +"I shouldn't say it was the best idea in the world for you to be +wandering through the woods with that young Indian," was Levine's +comment when Lydia had finished. + +"I don't see how you can speak so," cried Lydia, passionately, "when +this minute you're taking his pine wood." + +"Lydia!" said Amos, sharply. + +"Let her alone, Amos," Levine spoke quietly. "What are you talking +about, Lydia?" + +For a moment, Lydia sat looking at her friend, uncertain how much or +how little to say. She had idealized him so long, had clung so long to +her faith in his perfection, that a deep feeling of indignation toward +him for not living up to her belief in him drove her to saying what she +never had dreamed she could have said to John Levine. + +"The Indians are people, just like us," she cried, "and you're treating +them as if they were beasts. You're robbing them and letting them +starve! Oh, I saw them! Charlie showed the poor things to me--all +sore eyes, and coughing and eating dirt. And you're making money out +of them! Maybe the very money you paid our note with was made out of a +starved squaw. Oh, I can't stand it to think it of you!" + +Lydia paused with a half sob and for a moment only the gentle ripple of +the waves on the shore and the crickets were to be heard Levine, elbow +on knee, chin in hand, looked through the dusk at the shadowy sweetness +of Lydia's face, his own face calm and thoughtful. + +"You're so good and kind to me," Lydia began again, "how can you be so +hard on the Indians? Are you stealing Charlie's logs? _Are_ you, Mr. +Levine?" + +"I bought his pine," replied Levine, quietly. + +"He doesn't believe it. He thinks you're stealing. And he's so afraid +of you. He says if he makes a fuss, you'll shoot him. Why does he +feel that way, Mr. Levine?" + +Lydia's thin hands were shaking, but she stood before the Congressman +like a small accusing conscience, unafraid, not easily to be stilled. + +"Lydia! What're you saying!" exclaimed Amos. + +"Keep out, Amos," said Levine. "We've got to clear this up. I've been +expecting it, for some time. Lydia, years ago before the Government +began to support the Indians, they were a fine, upstanding race. The +whites could have learned a lot from them. They were brave, and +honorable, and moral, and in a primitive way, thrifty. Well, then the +sentimentalists among the whites devised the reservation system and the +allowance system. And the Indians have gone to the devil, just as +whites would under like circumstances. Any human being has to earn +what he eats or he degenerates. You can put that down as generally +true, can't you, Amos?" + +"You certainly can," agreed Amos. + +"Now, the only way to save those Indians up there is to kick them out. +The strong ones will live and be assimilated into our civilization. +The weak ones will die, just like weak whites do." + +"But how about Charlie's pines?" insisted Lydia. + +Something like a note of amusement at the young girl's persistence was +in John's voice, but he answered gravely enough. + +"Yes, I've bought his pines and I'll get them out, next winter. +There's no denying we want the Indians' land. But there's no denying +that throwing the Indian off the reservation is the best thing for the +Indian." + +"But what makes Charlie think you're stealing them? And he says that +when the pines go, the tribe will die." + +"I paid for the pine," insisted Levine. "An Indian has no idea of +buying and selling. It's a cruel incident, this breaking up of the +reservation, but it's like cutting off a leg to save the patient's +life. Sentiment is wasted." + +"That's the great trouble with America, these days," said Amos, his +pipe bowl glowing in the summer darkness. "All these foreigners coming +in here filled the country with gush. What's become of the New +Englanders in this town? Well, they founded the University, named the +streets, planted the elms and built the Capitol. Since then they've +been snowed under by the Germans and the Norwegians, a lot of beer +drinkers and fish eaters. Nobody calls a spade a spade, these days. +They rant and spout socialism. The old blood's gone. The old, stern, +puritanical crowd can't be found in America to-day." + +Lydia was giving little heed to her father. Amos was given to fireside +oratory. She was turning over in her mind the scene in the woods +between John and the half breeds. That then was a part of the process +of removing the patient's leg! The end justified the means. + +She heaved a great sigh of relief. "Well, then, I don't have to worry +about that any more," she said. "Only, I don't dare to think about +those starving old squaws, or the baby that froze to death." + +"That's right," agreed Levine, comfortably. "Don't think about them." + +Old Lizzie snored gently, gave a sudden sigh and a jerk. "Land! I +must have dozed off for a minute." + +Lydia laughed. "It was nip and tuck between you and Adam, Lizzie. +Let's get in away from the mosquitoes--I'm so glad I had this talk with +you, Mr. Levine." + +"Lydia should have been a boy," said Amos; "she likes politics." + +"I'd rather be a girl than anything in the world," protested Lydia, and +the two men laughed. If there was still a doubt in the back of Lydia's +mind regarding the reservation, for a time, at least, she succeeded in +quieting it. She dreaded meeting Charlie and was relieved to hear that +Dr. Fulton had taken him East with him for a couple of weeks to attend +a health convention. + +One of the not unimportant results of the camping trip was that Lydia +rediscovered the pine by the gate. It was the same pine against which +she had beaten her little fists, the night of Patience's death. She +had often climbed into its lower branches, getting well gummed with +fragrant pitch in the process. But after her return from the +reservation, the tall tree had a new significance to her. + +She liked to sit on the steps and stare at it, dreaming and wondering. +Who had left it, when all the rest of the pines about it had been +cleared off? How did it feel, left alone among the alien oaks and with +white people living their curious lives about it? Did it mourn, in its +endless murmuring, for the Indians--the Indians of other days and not +the poor decadents who shambled up and down the road? For the Indians +and the pines were now unalterably associated in Lydia's mind. The +life of one depended on that of the other. Strange thoughts and +perhaps not altogether cheerful and wholesome thoughts for a girl of +Lydia's age. + +So it was probably well that Margery about this time began to show +Lydia a certain Margery-esque type of attention. In her heart, in +spite of her mother's teachings, Margery had always shared her father's +admiration for Lydia. In her childhood it had been a grudging, jealous +admiration that seemed like actual dislike. But as Margery developed +as a social favorite and Lydia remained about the same quiet little +dowd, the jealousy of the banker's daughter gave way to liking. + +Therefore several times a week, Margery appeared on her bicycle, her +embroidery bag dangling from the handle bars. The two girls would then +establish themselves on cushions by the water, and sew and chatter. +Lizzie, from the kitchen or from the bedroom where she was resting, +could catch the unceasing sound of voices, broken at regular intervals +by giggles. + +"Lydia's reached the giggling age," she would say to herself. "Well, +thank the Lord she's got some one to giggle with, even if Margery is a +silly coot. There they go again! What are they laughing at?" + +Hysterical shrieks from the lawn, with the two girls rolling helplessly +about on the cushions! Overhearing the conversation would not have +enlightened old Lizzie, for the girls' talk was mostly reminiscent of +the camp experiences or of their recollections of Kent's little +boyhood, of Charlie's prowess at school, or of Gustus' "sportiness" and +his fascinating deviltry. Lydia was enjoying the inalienable right of +every girl of fifteen to giggle, and talk about the boys, the two +seemingly having no causative relation, yet always existing together. + +Lizzie had not realized how quiet and mature Lydia had been since +little Patience's death until now. She would mix some lemonade and +invite the girls into the house to drink it, just for the mere pleasure +of joining in the laughter. She never got the remotest inkling of why +the two would double up with joy when one or the other got the +hiccoughs in the midst of a sentence. But she would lean against the +sideboard and laugh with them, the tears running down her old cheeks. + +It was no uncommon occurrence during this summer for Amos to come on +the two, giggling helplessly on a log by the roadside. Lydia would +have been walking a little way with Margery to come back with her +father, when their mirth overcame them. Amos had no patience with this +new phase of Lydia's development. + +"For heaven's sake," he said to John Levine, one Sunday afternoon, when +hysterical shrieks drifted up from the pier, "do you suppose I'd better +speak to Doc Fulton or shut her up on bread and water?" + +"Pshaw, let her alone. It's the giggles! She's just being normal," +said John, laughing softly in sympathy as the shrieks grew weak and +maudlin. + +The two did have lucid intervals during the summer, however. During +one of these, Lydia said, "I wish we had hard wood floors like yours." + +"What kind are yours?" inquired Margery. + +"Just pine, and kind of mean, splintery pine, too." + +"Upstairs at Olga's all the floors were that way," said Margery, "and +they had a man come and sandpaper 'em and put kind of putty stuff in +the cracks and oil and wax 'em and they look fine." + +"Gee!" said Lydia, thoughtfully. "That is, I don't mean 'Gee,' I mean +whatever polite word Miss Towne would use for 'Gee.'" + +The girls giggled, then Lydia said, "I'll do it! And I'll cut our old +living-room carpet up into two or three rugs. Lizzie'll have to +squeeze enough out of the grocery money for fringe. I'd rather have +fringe than a fall coat." + +Amos, coming home a night or so later found the living-room floor bare +and Lydia hard at work with a bit of glass and sand paper, scraping at +the slivers. + +"Ain't it awful?" asked Lizzie from the dining-room. "She would do it." + +Lydia's knees and back had given out and she was lying on her stomach +and one elbow, scraping away without looking up. + +"Lizzie's complained all day," she said. "She doesn't realize how our +house looks like 'poverty and destruction' compared with other folks. +I'm going to get some style into it, if I have to tear it down. Oh, +Daddy, don't you get sick of being poor?" + +"Yes," said Amos, shortly, "and I think you're a silly girl to wear +yourself out on this kind of thing." + +Lydia sat up and looked at him. She was growing fast and was thinner +than ever, this summer. "If mother was alive," she said, "she'd know +exactly how I feel." + +Suddenly there came to Amos' memory a weak and tender voice, with +contralto notes in it like Lydia's, "Lydia's like me, Amos. You'll +never have trouble understanding her, if you'll remember that." + +"Lydia," he said, abruptly, "make the house over if you want to, my +dear," and he marched out to the kitchen to wash and take off his +overalls. + +It took Lydia several days to complete her task. When it was done the +cracks were still prominent and the oily finish was spotted. But in +Lydia's eyes it was a work of art and she cut the old carpet into three +parts with enthusiasm. She sewed the fringe on the rugs, on the front +porch. Sitting so, she could see Margery when she appeared far down +the road, could view the beauty of the Nortons' wide fields, and could +hear the quiet sighing of the pine by the gate. On the afternoon on +which she finished the last of the rugs, Charlie Jackson and not +Margery appeared. Lydia's heart sank a little as he turned in the +gate, though in his greeting he seemed his usual genial self. + +He admired the rugs and the gleam of the shining floor through the +doorway. Then without preamble, he asked, "Did you talk to Levine, +Lydia?" + +"Yes," she said. "He--he just doesn't see it any way but his, Charlie!" + +The young Indian's face fell. "I certainly thought you could influence +him, Lydia. Did you really try?" + +"Of course I tried," she exclaimed, indignantly. "He insists that the +only way to save you Indians is to make you work for a living." + +"He's doing it all for our good, huh?" sneered Charlie. + +"He doesn't pretend. He says he wants the land. He's paying for it +though." + +"Paying for it!" cried the Indian. "How's he paying, do you know?" + +"No, and I don't want to know! I'm tired of hearing things against Mr. +Levine." + +"I don't care if you are," said Charlie, grimly. "If you're going to +keep on being his friend, you've got to be it with your eyes open. And +you might as well decide right now whether you're going to take him or +me for your friend. You can't have us both." + +"I wouldn't give up Mr. Levine for any one on earth." Lydia's voice +shook with her earnestness. "And I don't see why I have to be dragged +into this business. I've nothing to do with it." + +"You have too! You're white and it's every white's business to judge +in this. You'll be taking some of the profits of the reservation if +it's thrown open, yourself." + +"I will not!" cried Lydia. "I wouldn't want an inch of that land." +Then she caught her breath. Something within her said, "Wouldn't, +eh--not the vast acres of cathedral pines, you thought of as yours, at +camp?" She flushed and repeated vehemently, "Not an inch!" + +Charlie smiled cynically. "Listen, Lydia, I'll tell you how Levine +pays for his Indian lands." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE HIGH SCHOOL SENIOR + + +"Where the pine forest is destroyed, pines never come again."--_The +Murmuring Pine_. + + +Lydia sighed helplessly and began to stitch again on the fringe, +thrusting her needle in and out viciously. + +"Years ago," began Charlie, grimly, "my father foresaw what the whites +were trying to do. None of the other full bloods believed him. He had +nothing to do with half-breeds." + +"I don't see why you always speak so of the mixed bloods," interrupted +Lydia. "Their white blood ought to improve them." + +"It ought, yes,--but it doesn't. And the reason is that only the +rottenest kind of a white man'll make a squaw a mother. And only the +low harpies in places like Last Chance will let an Indian father a +child." + +Lydia flushed but compressed her lips and let Charlie speak on. She +knew that it was useless to try to stem the tide of protest that was +rising to his lips. + +"Father was the chief of the tribe and he called council after council +until at last they all decided he'd better go to Washington and see if +he could get help from the Indian Commissioner. Even then John Levine +had a following of half-breeds. He told the yellow curs to kidnap my +father and he'd see if he could make him more reasonable. So the +half-breeds laid in ambush the day father started for Washington. +Father put up an awful fight and they killed him!" + +"Oh, Charlie!" cried Lydia, dropping her sewing. "Oh, Charlie!" + +"Yes," said the Indian, tensely, "and though Levine wasn't there he was +just as much my father's murderer as if he'd fired the shot. Of +course, nothing was ever done by the authorities. It was hushed up as +an Indian brawl. But my sister, she was twenty then, she found out +about Levine and she came in and set fire to his house one night, +thinking she'd burn him to death. Instead of that, she just scared his +old hired man who was drunk. Levine was away from home. But he's a +devil. He found out it was my sister and he told her the only way she +could keep from being jailed was to sell him all our pines--for a +hundred dollars. So she did, but she shot at him that Thanksgiving +night when he'd been at your house." + +"Oh, _Charlie_!" whispered Lydia, horror in her blue eyes and her +parted lips. She looked at him in utter dismay. No longer was he the +debonair favorite of the High School. In his somber eyes, his thin +cold lips, his tense shoulders, the young girl saw the savage. She +looked from Charlie to the familiar garden, to Adam, scratching fleas, +and beyond to the quiet herds in the Norton meadows. Surely Charlie's +tale of killings had no place in this orderly life. Then her glance +fell upon the pine beside the gate. It murmured softly. Again Lydia +saw the cloistered depths of the reservation pines and again there +stirred within her that vague lust for ownership. And she knew that +Charlie's tale was true. + +She moistened her dry lips. "But what can I do, Charlie! I'm only a +girl." + +"I'll tell you what you can do. You can throw down your murderer +friend and side with me. You can get every one you know to side with +me. And, Lydia, never tell Levine, or any one else, what you know +about him. It wouldn't be safe!" + +He leaned toward her as he spoke and Lydia shivered. "I won't," she +whispered. Then she said aloud in sudden resentment, "But I'm not +going to throw Mr. Levine down without his having a chance to explain. +Who are you to think you've got a right to ask me?" + +Charlie caught her slender wrist in a firm grasp. "I'm a human being +fighting for justice--no--fighting for existence. That's who I am." + +"Oh, I don't want to know about it!" cried Lydia. "I don't want to +think about it! I'm just a girl. I want to be happy just a little +while before I grow up. I've had too much unhappiness." + +"Yes, you have had," agreed Charlie, grimly, "and that's why you will +think about it in spite of yourself. You understand how I feel because +you've suffered. When are you going to throw Levine down?" + +Lydia's face whitened. "Never!" she said. + +"What! When you know he's a murderer?" + +"He never intended to kill your father. Anyhow, I can't help what he's +done. He's like my own father and brother and mother all in one to me." + +The two young people sat looking into each other's eyes. Suddenly +Charlie threw Lydia's hand from him, and like Billy Norton, he strode +down the path and out of the gate without a word. Lydia was trembling +violently but she picked up her sewing and forced herself to finish the +rugs and spread them on the living-room floor. They looked very well, +she thought. Later on, they showed a vicious tendency to turn up, to +wrinkle and scuffle easily, threatening the life and limb of the heavy +treading Lizzie and of Amos a dozen times a day. But the evening after +Charlie's visit she was too distrait to notice the complaints of her +elders. + +Levine did not appear at the cottage for several days. During that +time Lydia tried to put Charlie's story out of her mind. With +housework and swimming and giggling with Margery, she managed to do +this during the day, but at night she dreamed of it and woke, and spoke +to Adam. + +When John did come out she avoided talking to him and he caught her +several times looking at him with a sad and puzzled expression. When +they started on their usual Sunday walk, Amos went back to the house +for his cane and Levine said, abruptly, "Out with it, young Lydia!" + +"I promised I wouldn't," she said. + +"Been hearing more stories about my wickedness?" asked John. + +Lydia nodded, miserably. + +"My dear," Levine said quietly, "this is a man's game. I'm playing a +rough-and-tumble, catch-as-catch-can fight. In it, the weak must fail +and maybe die. But out of it a great good will come to this community. +As long as the Indians are here to exploit, this community will be +demoralized. I'm using every means fair or foul to carry my purpose. +Can't you let it go at that?" + +Lydia set her teeth. "Yes, I can and I will," she said, as her father +came up with his cane. + +And though this was more easily said than done and the thought of +murdered chiefs and starved babies troubled her occasionally, she did +not really worry over it all as much as she might have were she not +entering her senior year in the High School. + +If life holds any position more important, any business more soul +satisfying than that of being a High School senior, few people are so +fortunate as to have discerned it. Being a college senior is a highly +edifying and imposing business, but the far greater advantages lie with +the High School senior. He is four years younger. He has lost no +illusions. He has developed no sense of values. He is not conscious +of the world outside his vision. But in spite of a smug conviction of +superiority, the college senior has heard life knocking at the door of +his young illusions. He has moments of wistful uncertainty. No, it is +the High School senior who is life's darling. + +Lydia was not altogether an easy person to live with this year although +both Lizzie and Amos realized that never had she been so altogether +sweet and lovable as now. She objected to Lizzie's table manners. She +was hurt because Amos would eat in his shirt-sleeves, and would sit in +his stocking feet at night, ignoring the slippers she crocheted him. +She stored in the attic the several fine engravings in gilt frames that +her father and mother had brought with them from New England. In their +place she hung passepartouted Gibson pictures clipped from magazines. +And she gave up reading tales of travel and adventure, gave up Dickens +and Thackeray and Mark Twain and took to E. P. Roe and other writers of +a sticky and lovelorn nature. + +In spite of the camping trip, Lydia saw little of her campmates. +Charlie did not reenter school in the fall. Olga and Gustus were +devoted to each other and, to Lydia's surprise, Kent took Margery to +several parties. + +"I thought you liked Gustus best," she said to Margery one Saturday +afternoon late in the fall. Lydia was calling on Margery and the two +were making fudge. + +"Oh, that was last year! Gustus is too sickly for me. I'm crazy about +Kent. He's so big and strong and bossy!" + +A little pang shot through Lydia's heart. But she was saved a reply by +Elviry, who as usual was within earshot. + +"Kent Moulton doesn't amount to anything. His father's got nothing but +a salary. Gustus'll have the brewery." + +"Well, who wants to marry a brewery," sniffed Margery. "If you think +I'm going to have any old bossy, beery German like Gustus'll be, you're +mistaken. Kent comes of fine Puritan stock." + +"Your ancestors don't pay the bills," said Elviry, sharply. "If your +father has that extra money he's expecting at Christmas time, you'll +just go East to boarding-school, Margery." + +"I don't want to go," protested Margery. "I love High School." + +"Makes no difference. You have common tastes, just like your father. +I want you should have refined tastes in your friends particularly." + +And Dave must have received his extra money, for after the Christmas +holidays, Margery tearfully departed for the Eastern finishing school. +The night after her departure, Kent made his first call on Lydia in +many months. The two withdrew to the kitchen to make candy and there +Lydia's surprise and pleasure gave way to suspicion. Kent seemed to +want to talk for the most part about Margery! + +"Hasn't she grown to be a beauty," he said, beating the fudge briskly. + +"She always was beautiful," replied Lydia, who was cracking walnuts. +"Didn't we use to hate her though! Well, she was the whiniest little +snip!" + +"Oh, that was her mother's fault! The only good thing about this +boarding-school deal is that it gets her away from Elviry Marshall. +Put more nuts in here, Lyd. You like her now, don't you?" + +"Yes, I do," replied Lydia, honestly, "though she's an awful silly. +She never reads anything, and she flunked all her Thanksgiving +examinations." + +"Anybody as pretty as Margery doesn't need to be brilliant," said Kent. + +"And she spoons, and you don't think much of girls that spoon." +Lydia's cheeks were a deeper pink than usual. + +"Shucks, don't be catty, Lydia!" growled Kent. + +Lydia suddenly chuckled, though tears were very near the surface. +"Well, when I'm an old maid here in the cottage, you and Margery can +come out and call in your automobile." + +"Who's talking about marrying or you being an old maid?" asked Kent, +disgustedly. "Gee, you girls make me sick!" + +Lydia's jaw dropped. Then she gave a laugh that ended abruptly. +"Heavens, how clothes do count in life," she sighed. "Come on in and +give Dad and Lizzie some fudge, Kent." + +Kent called several times during the winter, but he never asked Lydia +to go to a party nor did any of the other boy friends she saw daily in +school--boys with whom she chummed over lessons, who told her their +secrets, who treated her as a mental equal, yet never asked to call, or +slipped boxes of candy into her desk or asked her into a drugstore for +a sundae or a hot chocolate. + +Nobody resented this state of affairs more than old Lizzie. After +Kent's third or fourth call, she said to Lydia, closing the door behind +him, "Yes, Kent'll come out here and see you, but I notice he don't +take you anywhere. If you had fine party clothes and lived on Lake +Shore Avenue, he'd be bowing and scraping fast enough." + +Lydia tossed her head. "I don't care about going to parties." + +"You do, too," insisted the old lady. "You're eating your heart out. +I know. I was young once." + +Amos looked up from his paper. "Lydia's too young to go if they did +ask her. But why don't they ask?" + +"It's because I'm too poor and I live so far out and I don't spoon," +answered Lydia. "I don't care, I tell you." And just to prove that +she didn't care, Lydia bowed her face in her hands and began to cry. + +A look of real pain crossed Amos' face. He got up hastily and went to +Lydia's side. + +"Why, my little girl, I thought you were perfectly happy this year. +And your clothes look nice to me." He smoothed Lydia's bright hair +with his work-scarred hand. "I tell you, I'll borrow some money, by +heck, and get you some clothes!" + +Lydia raised a startled face. "No! No! I'd rather go in rags than +borrow money. We're almost out of debt now and we'll stay out. Don't +borrow, Daddy," her voice rising hysterically. "Don't borrow!" Adam +began to howl. + +"All right, dearie, all right!" said Amos. + +"I'm an old fool to have said anything," groaned Lizzie. "What does it +matter when she's the best scholar in her class and everybody, teachers +and boys and girls alike, loves her." + +Lydia wiped her eyes and hugged her father, then Adam and then Lizzie. + +"I've got John Levine, anyhow," she said. + +"You certainly have, hand and foot," said Amos. + +The matter was not mentioned again directly. But the little scene +rankled with Amos. A week or so later he said at supper, "Lydia, I'm +thinking seriously of moving." + +"Moving! Where? Why?" exclaimed Lydia. + +"Well, I can borrow enough money, I find, to add to the rent we're +paying, to rent the old stone house next to Miss Towne's. My idea is +to move there just till you finish college! Then we'll go out on a +farm. But it'll give you your chance, Lydia." + +"Land!" murmured Lizzie. + +Lydia hesitated. To move into the house next the Townes would be to +arrive, to enter the inner circle, to cease to be a dowd. But--she +looked about the familiar rooms. + +"Daddy," she said, "would you really want to leave this cottage?" + +"I'd just as soon," replied Amos. "Most places are alike to me since +your mother's death. I could stand doing without the garden, if I had +the farm to look forward to." + +"How'd we pay the money back?" asked Lydia. + +"After the Levine bill passes," said Amos, "I'll have a section of +pines." + +Instantly Lydia's sleeping land hunger woke and with it the memory of +Charlie's tales. She sat in deep thought. + +"Daddy," she said, finally, "we're not going to borrow, and we're not +going to move again. I don't see why people want to keep moving all +the time. I love this place, if it is only a cottage, and I'm going to +stay here. I wish we could buy it and hand it down in the family so's +it would be known forever as the Dudley place. Then nobody'd ever +forget our name. What's the use of trying to make a splurge with +borrowed money? We thought it was awful when the Barkers mortgaged +their house to buy an automobile." + +"All right," said Amos, reluctantly. "But remember, you've had your +chance and don't feel abused about our poverty." + +"I won't," replied Lydia, obediently. + +And to her own surprise, she did feel less bitter about her meager, +home-made clothing. She had had a chance to improve it and had +resisted the temptation. + +She told Ma Norton of Amos' plan, and her refusal. Ma heard her +through in silence. They were sitting as usual in the kitchen of the +Norton farmhouse. Lydia ran over nearly every Saturday afternoon but +she seldom saw Billy. Amos had refused to allow Lydia to continue +fudge selling and Ma supposed that that was why her son never spoke of +Lydia or was about when she called. + +"You did exactly right, Lydia," was Ma's verdict. "And you mustn't lay +it all to clothes, though I've always maintained that party-going boys +were just as silly about clothes as party-going girls. You're old for +your age, Lydia. It takes older men to understand you. I suppose your +class has begun to talk about graduation. It's March now." + +"Yes," said Lydia. "We've chosen the class motto and the class color. +I was chairman of the motto committee and we chose Ducit Amor +Patriae--and purple and white's our color." + +"For the land's sake," murmured Ma. "Why do you children always choose +Latin or Greek mottoes? Hardly anybody in the audience knows what they +mean. I never did get Billy's through my head." + +Lydia laughed. "We just do it to be smart! But I chose this one. +It's one John Levine gave me years ago. I thought it was a good one +for young Americans--Love of Country leads them." + +"Indeed it is. Especially with all the foreign children in the class. +I'll have to tell Billy that. He's doing fine in his law but his +father's broken-hearted over his giving up farming." + +"I'll bet he goes back to it. He's a born farmer," said Lydia. + +Late in March the valedictorian and salutatorian of the class were +chosen. The custom was for the teachers to select the ten names that +had stood highest for scholarship during the entire four years and to +submit these to the pupils of the class, who by popular vote elected +from these the valedictorian and the salutatorian. + +To her joy and surprise Lydia's was one of the ten names. So were +Olga's and Kent's. + +"Olga and Kent will get it," Lydia told Amos and Lizzie. "I'm going to +vote for them myself. All the boys are crazy about Olga and all the +girls are crazy about Kent." + +The day on which the election took place was cold and rainy. Amos +plodding home for supper was astonished to see Lydia flying toward him +through the mud a full quarter of a mile from home. + +"Daddy, they elected me valedictorian! They did! They did!" + +Amos dropped his dinner pail. "You don't mean it! How did it happen! +I never thought of such a thing." He was as excited as Lydia. + +She picked up his pail and clung to his arm as they started home. + +"I don't know how it happened. They just all seemed to take it for +granted. No one was surprised but me. Olga got four votes and Mamie +Aldrich ten and I got sixty-six! Daddy! And Mamie wasn't cross but +Olga was. Oh, isn't it wonderful!" + +"Valedictorian! My little Lydia! Scholarship and popular vote! I +wish your mother was here. What does Lizzie say?" + +Lydia giggled. "I left Lizzie carrying on an imaginary conversation +with Elviry Marshall, after she'd cried over me for half an hour. And, +Daddy, nobody was surprised but me! Not the teachers or anybody!" + +"Thank God, there's some democracy left in the world," said Amos. +"Evidently those youngsters voted without prejudice. They can give us +elders a few points. Lord, Lydia! and folks have been looking down on +us because we were poor and I'm little better than a day laborer. I'll +write to Levine tonight. He'll have to be here for the exercises." + +"And Kent is salutatorian. He won by just two votes. I've got to +begin to plan about my dress." + +"Now, I'm going to buy that dress, Lydia, if I have to borrow money. +You aren't going to begin any talk about earning it." + +"Oh, all right," said Lydia, hastily. "You won't have to borrow. +White goods is always cheap and I'll get it right away so I can put +lots of hard work on it." + +"What's your speech going to be about?" asked Amos, as they turned in +the gate. + +"I haven't had time to think about that. I'll plan it all out while +I'm sewing. I must make a V neck so I can wear the dress without the +collar to the Senior Ball." + +Lizzie was waiting supper for them and poured the tea into the sugar +bowl as she described to Amos the agonies of mind Elviry Marshall would +endure on hearing the news. Ma Norton came over during the evening to +exchange a setting of eggs but wouldn't sit down after Amos had +forestalled Lizzie in telling of Lydia's honor. She said she couldn't +wait to get home to tell Pa and Billy. + +Billy did not congratulate Lydia. He passed her just as he had during +all the months, with a curt little "Hello." To tell the truth Lydia +was heartily ashamed of herself for her shabby reception of Billy's +plea. Not that she had softened toward him! But she knew she had been +unkind and she missed the desultory companionship she had had with +Billy. + +The preparation of the dress went on amazingly well. The speech making +was less simple. As was customary, Lydia chose the class motto for her +subject and sweated inordinately to find something to say. She +complained bitterly to Miss Towne and Amos because during the four +years at High School nothing at all was taught about love of country, +or patriotism, or anything that would make the motto suggestive. + +"How about your one term of Civil Government?" asked Miss Towne. + +"Oh, I was a freshman then and I've forgotten it all,--except the +preamble to the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence." + +Lydia stopped thoughtfully. + +Amos answered her plaint indignantly. "Well, for heaven's sake! And +you a descendant of the Puritans! Lord, what's become of the old +stock! No, I won't help you at all. Think it out for yourself." + +And think it out Lydia did, sitting on the front steps with her sewing +and listening to the sighing of the pine by the gate. + +Spring flew by like the wind, and June came. There was but one flaw in +Lydia's happiness. Nobody asked her to attend the Senior Ball that was +to take place on Graduation night. To be sure, it was not an +invitation affair. The class was supposed to attend in a body but +there was, nevertheless, the usual two-ing and only a very few of the +girls who had no invitation from boys would go. Lydia, herself, would +have cut off her hand rather than appear at her own Senior Ball without +a young man. + +She had pinned some faith to Kent, until she had heard that Margery was +to be home in time for the graduating exercises. As June came on and +the tenth drew near, a little forlorn sense of the unfairness of things +began to obscure Lydia's pride and joy in her honor. On the ninth, the +last rehearsal of the speech had been made; the dress was finished and +hung resplendent in the closet; Amos himself had taken Lydia into town +and bought her white slippers and stockings, taking care to inform the +street-car conductor and the shoe clerk carelessly the wherefore and +why of his mission. + +And Lydia knew that none of her classmates was going to ask her to the +ball. "They think they've done enough in giving me the valedictory," +she thought. "As if I wouldn't exchange that in a minute for a sure +enough invitation." + +Mortified and unhappy, she avoided her mates during the last week of +school, fearing the inevitable question, "Who's going to take you, Lyd?" + +The tenth dawned, a lovely June day. Amos had half a day off and was +up at daylight, whistling in the garden. The exercises began at ten +and by half past eight, Lydia was buttoned into her pretty little +organdy, Lizzie was puffing in her black alpaca and Amos was standing +about in his black Sunday suit which dated back to his early married +days. By nine-thirty they had reached the Methodist church and Amos +and Lizzie were established in the middle of the front row of the +balcony while Lydia was shivering with fright in the choir-room where +the class was gathered. + +Somebody began to play the organ and somebody else who looked like Miss +Towne shoved Lydia toward the door and she led the long line of her +mates into the front pews. The same minister who had buried little +Patience, prayed and a quartette sang. A college professor spoke at +length, then Kent appeared on the platform. + +Good old Kent, even if he wouldn't take Lydia to parties! Kent, with +his black eyes and hair, his ruddy skin and broad shoulders, was good +to look on and was giving his speech easily and well. Lydia had heard +it a dozen times in rehearsal but now not a word Kent said was +intelligible to her. She was seeing him in a red bathing suit as he +hung Florence Dombey from a yard arm of the willow. She was hearing +him as he knelt in the snow with an arm about her shoulders, "I'm so +doggone sorry for you, Lydia." What a dear he had been! Now it all +was different. They were grown up. This day marked their growing up +and Kent didn't want to take her to parties. + +Kent bowed and took his seat. The quartette sang and somebody prodded +Lydia smartly in the back. She made her way up to the platform and +began to speak automatically. + +It was a very young and girlish speech. It was delivered with +tremendous sincerity. Yet it did not matter much what she said, for +what counted was that Lydia's contralto voice was very young and rich, +that her golden hair was like a nimbus about her head, that her lips +were red and sweet, that her cheeks were vivid and that her eyes were +very blue, very innocent and clear. + +Amos with tight clenched fists and Lizzie with her lips a thin seam of +nervous compression, were swelled with vanity and torn with fear lest +she forget her lines. + +But John Levine, who had dashed in late and stood unnoticed in the +crowd under the gallery listened intently, while he yearned over +Lydia's immature beauty like a mother. + +"And so," she ended, "when we say good-by, you all must remember that +we go out into the world resolved to live up to our motto. That we +believe with our forefathers that governments derive their just powers +from the consent of the governed. That all men are endowed by their +Creator with certain inalienable rights, among which are life, liberty +and the pursuit of happiness. And that because the New England people +in the Middle West are far from the cradle of liberty where these ideas +were born, living among foreigners it behooves the members of our class +to carry our motto into their daily life. Love of country leads us and +so farewell!" + +It was a foolish, sentimental little speech with one or two real +thoughts in it and John Levine smiled even while the tears filled his +eyes. He told himself that no one, least of all probably Lydia +herself, realized the cynical application of the class motto to Lake +City conditions. + +The diplomas were distributed. The great morning was over. After the +congratulations and the handshaking, Lydia found herself with her +father, Lizzie, Levine and Ma Norton on the way to the trolley. Lydia +walked between her father and John. + +"You'll come out to dinner, Mr. Levine," asked Lydia. + +"No, ma'am," replied the Congressman. "I return to Washington on the +12:30 train, which gives me just time to see you to the trolley." + +"Why, what's the matter?" asked Amos. + +"We vote on the Levine bill, the morning I get back to Washington. I +just ran out to see young Lydia graduate." + +Amos groaned, "John, you're a fool!" + +Levine laughed. "Lydia, am I a fool?" He looked down at the flushed +face above the dainty organdy. + +"No," she answered, giving him a swift look. "You're a goose and a +lamb." + +"So! You see you don't understand me, Amos," said John, triumphantly +as he helped Lydia aboard the street-car. "Good-by, young Lydia. I'll +be home in a week or so." + +And so the great event ended. After dinner Amos rushed back to the +factory, Lydia hung the graduation gown away in her closet and she and +Adam spent the afternoon on the lake shore, where the delicate splendor +and perfume of June endeavored in vain to prove to Lydia that the +Senior Ball was of no consequence. + +She was silent at supper, while Amos and Lizzie went over the details +of the morning again. After the dishes were washed she sat on the +steps in the dusk with Adam's head in her lap when a carriage rolled up +to the gate. A man came swiftly up the path. As he entered the stream +of lamplight from the door Lydia with a gasp recognized Billy Norton. +Billy, wearing a dress suit and carrying a bouquet of flowers! + +"Good evening, Lydia," he said calmly. "Will you go to the Senior Ball +with me?" + +Lydia was too much overcome for speech. She never before had seen a +man in a dress suit! It made of Billy a man of the world. Where was +the country boy she had snubbed? + +"Here are some flowers I hope you'll wear," Billy went on, formally. +"Would you mind hurrying? It's pretty late." + +"Oh, Billy!" breathed Lydia, at last. "Aren't you an angel!" + +She jumped to her feet and rushed through the house into her room, +leaving Billy to explain to her father and Lizzie. In half an hour the +two were seated in the carriage, an actual, party-going, city hack, and +bumping gaily on the way to the Ball. + +In her gratitude and delight, Lydia would have apologized to Billy for +her last summer's rudeness, but Billy gave her no opportunity. He +mentioned casually that he had been up on the reservation, for a week, +returning only that afternoon so that he had missed her graduation +exercises. They chatted quite formally until they reached Odd Fellows' +Hall, where the dancing had already begun. + +Lydia's first dancing party! Lydia's first man escort and he wearing a +dress suit and there were only two others in the Hall! Who would +attempt to describe the joy of that evening? Who would have recognized +Billy, the farmer, in the cool blond person who calmly appropriated +Lydia's card, taking half the dances for himself and parceling out the +rest grudgingly and discriminatingly. Kent was allowed two dances. He +was the least bit apologetic but Lydia in a daze of bliss was +nonchalant and more or less uninterested in Kent's surprise at seeing +her at a dance. + +For three hours, Lydia spun through a golden haze of melody and rhythm. +Into three hours she crammed all the joy, all the thrill, that she had +dreamed of through her lonely girlhood. At half after eleven she was +waltzing with Billy. + +"We must leave now, Lydia," he said. "I promised your father I'd have +you home by midnight." + +"Oh, Billy! Just one more two step and one more waltz," pleaded Lydia. + +"Nope," he said, smiling down into her wistful eyes. "I want to get a +stand-in with your Dad because I want to take you to more parties." + +"Oh, Billy! Do you!" breathed Lydia. "Well, I don't think there's any +one in the world has nicer things happen to them than I do! Oh, Billy, +just this waltz!" + +It would have taken a harder heart than Billy's to resist this. He +slipped his arm about her and they swung out on the floor to the +strains of The Blue Danube, than which no lovelier waltz has ever been +written. + +They did not speak. Billy, holding the slender, unformed figure gently +against his breast, looked down at the golden head with an expression +of utter tenderness in his eyes, of deep resolve on his lips. + +At the end, Lydia looked up with a wondering smile. "I didn't know any +one could be so perfectly happy, Billy. I shall always remember that +of you--you gave me my happiest moment." + +On the way home in the bumping hack, Billy seemed to relax. "Well, did +I give you a good time, Miss, or didn't I? Could Kent or Gustus have +done better?" + +"Oh, they!" cried Lydia indignantly. "But, Billy, I didn't know you +could dance." + +"I couldn't, but I've been taking lessons all winter. I'm not going to +give a girl a chance twice to call me down the way you did last summer. +Of course, this is just a second-hand dress suit, but I think it looks +all right, don't you?" + +"Billy," said Lydia, "last summer I was just a silly little girl. Now, +I'm grown up. You were the _swellest_ person at the ball to-night. +You just wait till I tell your mother about it." + +Billy went up the path with Lydia to the steps and held her hand a +moment in silence after he said, "It's a wonderful night!" + +A wonderful night, indeed! The moon hung low over the lake and the +fragrance of late lilac and of linden blooms enveloped them. Youth and +June-moonlight and silence! A wonderful night indeed! + +"You are very sweet, Lydia," whispered the young man. He laid his +cheek for a moment against her hand, then turned quickly away. + +Lydia watched the carriage drive off, stood for a moment trying to +impress forever on her mind the look and odor of the night, then with a +tremulous sigh, she went indoors. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE INDIAN CELEBRATION + + +"The oak, the maple, the birch, I love them all, but nothing is so dear +to the pine as the pine."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Lydia was tired the day after the party, tired and moody. After she +had told Lizzie and Ma Norton all about the evening, she spent the rest +of the day lying on the lake shore, with a book but not reading. Late +in the afternoon she went into the house and took Florence Dombey from +her accustomed seat in a corner of the living-room. + +For a long time she sat with Florence Dombey in her arms, looking from +the hectic china face to the scintillating turquoise of the lake and +listening to the hushed whispering of the pine. Finally with Adam +lumbering jealously after her, she climbed the narrow stairs into the +attic. + +Back under the eaves stood a packing box into which Lydia never had +looked. It contained all of little Patience's belongings. Holding +Florence Dombey in one arm, she lifted the lid of the box, catching her +breath a little as she glimpsed the cigar box furniture and a folded +little white dress. Very carefully she laid Florence Dombey beside the +furniture, leaned over and kissed her china lips and closed down the +lid of the box. Then of a sudden she dropped to the floor with her +head against the box and sobbed disconsolately. Adam gave a howl and +crowded into her lap and Lydia hugged him but wept on. + +The late afternoon sun sifted through the dusty attic window on her +yellow head. Somewhere near the window a robin began to trill his +vesper song. Over and over he sang it until at last Lydia heard and +raised her head. Suddenly she smiled. + +"There, Adam," she said, "now I'm really grown up and I feel better. +Let's go meet Dad." + +It was three or four days later that news came that the Levine bill had +passed. It was a compromise bill as John had intimated it would be to +the half breeds in the woods. Only the mixed bloods could sell their +lands. Nevertheless there was great rejoicing in Lake City. Plans +were begun immediately for a Fourth of July celebration upon the +reservation. Kent to his lasting regret missed the celebration. +Immediately after school closed he had gone into Levine's office and +had been sent to inspect Levine's holdings in the northern part of the +State. + +Levine returned the last week in June and took charge of the +preparations. Amos, who never had been on the reservation, planned to +go and Levine rented an automobile and invited Lydia, Amos, Billy +Norton and Lizzie to accompany him. + +It rained on the third of July, but the fourth dawned clear and hot. +Lydia really saw the dawn for she and Lizzie had undertaken to provide +the picnic lunch and supper for the party of five and they both were +busy in the kitchen at sunrise. At eight o'clock the automobile was at +the door. + +John drove the car himself and ordered Lydia in beside him. The rest +packed into the tonneau with the baskets. It seemed as if all Lake +City were headed for the reservation, for Levine's automobile was one +of a huge line of vehicles of every type moving north as rapidly as the +muddy road and the character of the motive power would permit. As they +neared the reservation, about eleven, they began to overtake parties of +young men who had walked the twenty miles. + +They passed the Last Chance, which was gaily hung with flags. Its yard +was packed with vehicles. Its bar was running wide open. They swung +on up the black road into the reservation, around a long hill, through +a short bit of wood to the edge of a great meadow where John halted the +car. + +On all sides but one were pine woods. The one side was bordered by a +little lake, motionless under the July sun. On the edge of the pines +were set dozens of tents and birch-bark wick-i-ups. In the center of +the meadow was a huge flagpole from which drooped the Stars and +Stripes. Near by was a grandstand and a merry-go-round and everywhere +were hawkers' booths. + +Already the meadow was liberally dotted with sight-seers of whom there +seemed to be as many Indians as whites. The mechanical piano in +connection with the merry-go-round shrilled above the calls of vendors. +Overhead in the brazen blue of the sky, buzzards sailed lazily watching. + +"Isn't it great!" cried Lydia. "What do we do first?" + +"Well," said Levine, "I'm free until three o'clock, when the speeches +begin. There'll be all sorts of Indian games going until then." + +"You folks go on," said Lizzie. "I'm going to sit right here. I never +was so comfortable in my life. This may be my only chance to see the +world from an automobile and I don't calculate to lose a minute. I can +see all I want from right here." + +The others laughed. "I don't blame you, Liz," said Amos. "I feel a +good deal that way, myself. What's the crowd round the flagpole, John?" + +"Let's go see," answered Levine. + +"How did you get the Indians to come, Mr. Levine?" asked Billy. + +"By offering 'em all the food they could eat. The majority of them +haven't any idea what it's all about. But they're just like white +folks. They like a party. Don't get crowded too close to any of them, +Lydia. They're a dirty lot, poor devils." + +The crowd about the flagpole proved to be watching an Indian gambling +game. In another spot, a pipe of peace ceremony was taking place. The +shooting galleries were crowded. Along the lake shore a yelling +audience watched birch canoe races. The merry-go-round held as many +squaws and papooses and stolid bucks as it did whites. + +The four returned to the automobile for lunch hot and muddy but well +saturated with the subtle sense of expectation and excitement that was +in the air. + +"This is just a celebration and nothing else, John, isn't it?" asked +Amos as he bit into a sandwich. + +"That's all," replied Levine. "We thought it was a good way to jolly +the Indians. At the same time it gave folks a reason for coming up +here and seeing what we were fighting for and, last and not least, it +was the Indian Agent's chance to come gracefully over on our side." + +"Did he?" asked Lydia. + +"He did. He's done more of the actual work of getting the celebration +going than I have." + +"I wonder why?" asked Billy, suddenly. + +"All there is left for him to do," said Levine. "Lydia, before the +speeches begin, go up in the pines and choose your tract. I'll buy it +for you." + +Lydia glanced at Billy. He was thinner this summer than she had ever +seen him. He was looking at her with his deep set gray eyes a little +more somber, she thought, than the occasion warranted. Nevertheless +she stirred uneasily. + +"I don't want any Indian lands," she said. "I'd always see Charlie +Jackson in them." + +"The whole thing's wrong," muttered Billy. + +Levine gave him a quick look, then smiled a little cynically. "You'd +better go along with Lydia and take a look at the pines," he suggested. +"Amos, I've already got your tract picked out. It's ten miles from +here so you can't see it to-day. Come over to the speakers' stand and +help me get things arranged." + +"I'd like to look at the pines again, anyhow," said Lydia. "Come +along, Billy." + +Lydia was wearing the corduroy outing suit of the year before and was +looking extremely well. Billy, in an ordinary business suit, was not +the man of the world of Graduation night, yet there was a new maturity +in his eyes and the set of his jaw that Lydia liked without really +observing it. Old Lizzie watched the two as they climbed the slope to +the woods. Billy strode along with the slack, irregular gait of the +farmer. Lydia sprang over the ground with quick, easy step. + +"Billy's a man grown," Lizzie said to herself, "and he's a nice fellow, +but he don't tug at my old heart strings like Kent does--drat Kent, +anyhow!" She settled herself as conspicuously as possible in the +automobile. "If Elviry Marshall would pass now, I'd be perfectly +happy," she murmured. + +Billy and Lydia entered the woods in silence and followed a sun-flecked +aisle until the sound of the celebration was muffled save for the +shrill notes of the mechanical piano, which had but two tunes, "Under +the Bamboo Tree" and the "Miserere." + +"I hate to think of it all divided into farms and the pines cut down," +said Lydia. + +Billy leaned against one of the great tree trunks and stared +thoughtfully about him. + +"I'm all mixed up, Lydia," he said. "It's all wrong. I know the +things Levine and the rest are doing to get this land are wrong, and +yet I don't see how they can be stopped." + +"Well," Lydia fanned herself with her hat, thoughtfully, "for years +people have been telling me awful things Mr. Levine's done to Indians +and I worried and worried over it. And finally, I decided to take Mr. +Levine for the dear side he shows me and to stop thinking about the +Indians." + +"You can stop thinking, perhaps," said the young man, "but you can't +stop this situation up here from having an influence on your life. +Everybody in Lake City must be directly or indirectly affected by the +reservation. Everybody, from the legislators to the grocery keepers, +has been grafting on the Indians. Your own father says the thing +that's kept him going for years was the hope of Indian lands. Margery +Marshall's clothed with Indian money." + +"And how about the influence on you, Billy?" asked Lydia with a keen +look into the young fellow's rugged face. + +"I'm in the process of hating myself," replied Billy, honestly. "I +came up here last month to see how bad off the Indians were. And I saw +the poor starving, diseased brutes and I cursed my white breed. And +yet, Lyd, I saw a tract of pine up in the middle of the reservation +that I'd sell my soul to own! It's on a rise of ground, with a lake on +one edge, and the soil is marvelous, and it belongs to a full-blood." + +There was understanding in Lydia's eyes. "Oh, the pines are +wonderful," she exclaimed. "If one could only keep them, forever! And +I suppose that's the way the Indians feel about them too!" + +"It's all wrong," muttered Billy. "It's all wrong, and yet," more +firmly, "the reservation is doomed and if we don't take some of it, +Lydia, we'll not be helping the Indians--but just being foolish." + +Lydia nodded. A hot breeze drifted through the woods and the pines +sighed deeply. + +"To have it and hold it for your children's children," exclaimed Lydia, +passionately. "You and yours to live on it forever. And yet, I'd see +a dead Indian baby and starving squaws behind every tree, I know I +would." + +"I tell you what I'm going to do," said Billy, doggedly. "I'm going to +get hold of that tract. I'm not going to deceive myself that it's all +anything but a rotten, thieving game we whites are playing, but I'm +going to do it, anyhow." + +"I'd like to myself," Lydia still had the look of understanding, "but +I'm afraid to! I'd be haunted by Charlie Jackson's eyes." + +"I'm going to get that tract. I'll pay for it, somehow, and I'll go on +doing what I can to see that the Indians get what's left of a decent +deal." + +Again the two listened to the wind in the pines, then Lydia said, "We +must get back for the speeches." + +Billy started back, obediently. + +"We're grown up, aren't we, Billy?" sighed Lydia. "We've got to decide +what we're going to do and be, and I hate to think about it. I hate +important decisions. Seems as though I'd been dogged by 'em all my +life." + +"If I had my way," cried Billy, unexpectedly, "you never should quite +grow up. You'd always be the dear little yellow-haired girl that +tramped her legs off to earn my miserable old school books. And that's +what you always will be to me--the oldest and youngest little girl! +And whether you like me or not, I'll tell you you're not going to have +any worries that I can help you ward off." + +They were emerging into the meadow and Lydia laughed up at him +mischievously, "I've always thought I overpaid for those school books. +They were fearfully used up. Oh, the speeches have begun," and Billy +was hard put to it to keep close to her as she rushed toward the +speakers' stand. + +Levine had just finished his speech when Billy and Lydia got within +hearing, and he introduced State Senator James Farwell as the chief +speaker of the day. Farwell had considerable history to cover in his +speech. He began with the Magna Charta and worked by elaborate stages +through the French Revolution, the conquest of India, the death of +Warren Hastings, the French and Indian War, the American Revolution and +the Civil War to Lincoln's Gettysburg speech. + +His audience, standing in the burning sun, was restless. The Indians, +understanding little that was said, were motionless, but the whites +drifted about, talked in undertones and applauded only when as a +fitting peak to all the efforts of the ages toward freedom, Farwell +placed the present freeing of the Indians from the reservation. + +"The great fool!" said Billy to Lydia, as Farwell finally began to bow +himself off the platform. + +Levine rose and began, "Ladies and gentlemen, this ends our program. +We thank--" + +He was interrupted here by applause from the Indians. Looking round he +saw Charlie Jackson leading forward old Chief Wolf. + +"Chief Wolf wants to say a few words," cried Charlie. + +"The program is closed," called Levine loudly. + +There was a threat in Charlie's voice. "He is going to speak!" And +there was a threat in the Indian voices that answered from the +audience, "Let speak! Let speak." + +Levine conferred hastily with Farwell and the Indian Agent, then the +three with manifest reluctance--stood back and Charlie led the old +Indian to the foot of the platform. + +Old Wolf was half blind with trachoma. He was emaciated with sickness +and slow starvation. Nevertheless, clad in the beaded buckskin and +eagle feathers of his youth, with his hawk face held high, he was a +heroic figure of a man. + +He held up his right hand and began to speak in a trembling old bass, +Charlie's young tenor translating sentence by sentence. With the first +word, the audience became motionless and silent. + +"I come from the wick-i-ups of my fathers to say one last word to the +whites. I am an old, old man. The last winter was bitter hard and I +may never see another July sun. I have lived too long. I have seen my +race change from young men strong and daring as eagles, as thrifty and +fat as brown bears, to feeble yellow wolves fit only to lap the carrion +thrown them by the whites, and to lie in the sun and die. + +"And I say to you whites, you have done this. You have moved us on and +on, promising always that each resting place shall be ours forever. +You swore by your God, in solemn council, that we could keep this +reservation forever. With room for all the peoples of the world here, +you could not find room for the Indian. You are a race of liars. You +are a race of thieves. You have debauched our young men with your +women. You have ruined our daughters with your men. You have taken +our money. And now you are entering our last home with the hand of +desolation. When the enemy enters the abiding place, the dweller is +doomed. But I place the curse of the Indian Spirit on you and the land +you are stealing. Some day it will be done to you as you have done to +us. Some day--" + +Levine stepped forward. "Jackson, take that Indian away," he commanded. + +An angry murmur came from the Indians in the audience. A murmur that +as Levine laid hold of old Wolf's arm, grew to strange calls. There +was a surging movement toward the platform. Billy jumped on a box that +he had found for a seat for Lydia. + +"Charlie!" he roared, "Charlie! Remember there are women and children +in this crowd." + +"What do I care for your women and children?" shouted Charlie. + +Then his glance fell on Lydia's golden head. She waved her hand to him +beseechingly. Charlie hesitated for a moment, then spoke loudly in +Indian to the crowd, and led old Wolf from the platform. The movement +forward of the Indians ceased. The whites moved out of the crowd and +for a moment there was a complete segregation of Indians and whites. + +Then the mechanical piano which had stopped during the speech-making +suddenly started up with a loud twang of "Under the Bamboo Tree." Two +Indian boys laughed and started on a run for the merry-go-round and the +crowd followed after. + +Billy got down from his box with a sigh of relief. "That might have +been an ugly moment," he said, "if Charlie hadn't seen you." + +"The poor things! Oh, Billy, the poor, poor things!" exclaimed Lydia. + +Billy nodded. "It's all wrong." + +The noise of hawkers began again, but something had gone out of the +celebration. The Indians stood about in groups, talking, Charlie and +Chief Wolf the center always of the largest group. + +Amos and John joined Billy and Lydia at the machine. "The war dancing +begins at sundown," said Levine. "I told the Indian Agent 'twas a risk +to let them go on, after this episode. But he laughs at me. I don't +like the look of things, though." + +"They aren't armed?" asked Amos. + +"No, but've got those pesky bows and arrows we were having them show +off with. I don't know but what I'd better get you folks home." + +"Shucks," said Amos, "I wouldn't let the Indians think they could scare +us. What could they do, poor sickly devils, anyhow?" + +"That's right," said Billy. "There's nothing can happen. I don't +think Charlie Jackson would stand for any violence." + +"I don't know about that," Levine spoke thoughtfully. "He's left Doc +Fulton and is living on the reservation again. They always revert." + +"Listen! Listen!" cried Lydia, + +There was a red glow behind the clouds low in the west. From the foot +of the flagpole came a peculiar beat of drum. A white can beat a drum +to carry one through a Gettysburg. An Indian can beat a drum to carry +one's soul back to the sacrifice of blood upon a stony altar. This +drum beat "magicked" Lydia and Billy. It was more than a tocsin, more +than a dance rhythm, more than the spring call. They hurried to the +roped-off circle round the flagpole, followed by John and Amos. + +An Indian in beaded buckskin squatted by the pole, beating a drum. +Above him the flag stirred lazily. The west was crimson. The scent of +sweet grass was heavy. There was a breathless interval while the drum +seemed to urge Lydia's soul from her body. + +Then there came the cry again followed by a wordless chant. Into the +ring, in all the multicolored glory of beads and paint, swung a dozen +moccasined braves. They moved in a step impossible to describe,--a +step grave, rhythmic, lilting, now slow, three beats to a step, now +swift, three steps to a beat. Old chiefs, half blind with trachoma, +scarred with scrofula and decrepit with starvation; young bucks, fresh +and still strong, danced side by side, turned by the alchemy of the +drum into like things, young and vivid as dawn. + +At intervals, at the bidding of the braves, squaws arose and moved +sedately into the circle. In their dark dresses they moved about the +outer edge of the circle with a side step that scarcely ruffled their +skirts. The west lost its glow. Fires flashed here and there in the +meadow. In the flickering, changing lights the dance went on and on. +The flag fitfully revealed itself above the melting, gliding, +opalescent group about the pole, that by degrees was growing larger as +was the constant rim of somber squaws, with their dumb faces +Sphinx-like in the half light. + +Lydia shivered with excitement. Billy pulled her arm through his. + +"I don't like this," he muttered. + +"What's the matter?" exclaimed Lydia. "Do you think there's going to +be trouble?" + +"I don't know. It's just something in the air. I think we'd better +find the folks and get you and Lizzie out of this." + +"I don't believe they mean any harm," said Lydia. "Lots of the whites +started home before sunset, anyhow." + +"I wish you had," replied Billy. "Gee, here it comes." + +The chant suddenly changed to a yell. The drum beat quickened, and the +great circle of dancing Indians broke and charged the crowd of whites. +A number of them drew revolvers and began firing them into the air. +Others drew taut the great bows they carried. The whites plunged +backward precipitately. + +Billy thrust Lydia behind him. "Don't move, Lyd," he cried, pushing +aside a threatening buck as he did so. + +"Kill 'em whites!" shrieked the squaws. + +"Run 'em whites off our reservation!" shouted half a dozen young bucks. + +Lydia was trembling but cool. "Good for them! Oh, Billy, good for +them!" she exclaimed. + +He did not reply. His great body circled about her, with shoulder and +elbow buffeting off the surging crowd. Thus far the whites had taken +the proceedings as a joke. Then a white woman screamed,-- + +"Run! It's a massacre!" + +"Massacre" is a horrifying word to use to whites in an Indian country. +Men and women both took up the cry,-- + +"It's a massacre! Run!" + +And the great crowd bolted. + +Like pursuing wolves, the Indians followed, beating the laggards with +their bows, shouting exultantly. Billy caught Lydia round the waist +and held her in front of him as well as he could, and for a few moments +the rush of the mob carried them on. + +Then Lydia heard Billy's voice in her ear. "If this isn't stopped, it +_will_ be a massacre. We've got to find Charles Jackson." + +"We may be killed trying to find him!" Lydia cried. + +"We've got to make a try for it, anyhow," replied Billy. "Brace your +shoulders back against my chest. I'll try to stop." + +They succeeded in holding themselves steadily for a moment against the +mob and in that moment, Billy caught a screaming squaw by the arm. + +"Susie, where's Charlie Jackson?" + +She jerked her thumb back toward the flag pole and twisted away. + +"All right! Now we'll make for the pole, Lydia, get behind me and put +your arms round my waist. Hang on, for heaven's sake." + +Lydia did hang on for a few moments. But the flight was now developing +into a free for all fight. And before she knew just how it happened, +Lydia had fallen and feet surged over her. + +She buried her face in her arms. It seemed an age to her before Billy +had snatched her to her feet. In reality she was not down for more +than two minutes. Billy swung her against his chest with one arm and +swung out with his other, shouting at Indians and whites alike. + +"You damned beasts! You dirty damned beasts." + +Lydia, bruised and shaken, clung to him breathlessly, then cried, "Go +ahead, Billy!" + +He glanced down at her and saw a streak of blood on her forehead. His +face worked and he began to sob and curse like a madman. + +"They've hurt you, the hellhounds! I'll kill somebody for this." + +Kicking, striking with his free arm, oaths rolling from his lips, he +burst through the crowd and rushed Lydia to the free space about the +flagpole where Charlie Jackson stood coolly watching the proceedings. + +Billy shook his fist under the Indian's nose. + +"Get down there and call the pack off or I'll brain you." + +Jackson shrugged his shoulders, calmly. "Let 'em have their fun. It's +their last blowout. I hope they do kill Levine and Marshall." + +Lydia pulled herself free of Billy. Her voice was trembling, but she +had not lost her head. + +"Call them off, Charlie. It'll just mean trouble in the end for all of +you if you don't." + +Charlie looked at Lydia closely and his voice changed as he said, "You +got hurt, Lydia? I'm sorry." + +"Sorry! You damned brute!" raved Billy. "I tell you, call off this +row!" + +The two young men glared at each other. Afterglow and firelight +revealed a ferocity in Billy's face and a cool hatred in Charlie's that +made Lydia gasp. The shouting of the mob, the beating of the drum was +receding toward the road. The flag snapped in the night wind. + +Billy put his face closer to Charlie's. The muscles of his jaw knotted +and his hands clenched and unclenched. + +"Call it off!" he growled. + +Charlie returned Billy's stare for a long moment. Then sullenly, +slowly, he turned and threw out across the night a long, shrill cry. +He gave it again and again. At each repetition the noise of the mob +grew less, and shortly panting, feverish-eyed bucks began to struggle +into the light around the pole. + +Then, without a word, Billy led Lydia away. The Indians passing them +shook their bows at them but they were unmolested. + +"Can you walk, Lydia? Do you think you're badly hurt?" asked Billy. + +"I'm not hurt except for this cut on my head. And I guess I'm scared +and bruised from being stepped on. That's all." + +"All! To think of me not scratched and you hurt! Your father ought to +horsewhip me!" + +"You saved me from being trampled to death!" cried Lydia, indignantly. +"Oh there's the auto." + +There it was, indeed, with old Lizzie standing in the tonneau, wringing +her hands, and Amos and Levine, dust covered and disheveled, guarding +the car with clubs. + +They all shouted with relief when they saw the two. Lydia by now had +wiped the blood from her face. + +"Billy," cried Levine, "could you run the car and the two women down +the road while Amos and I help the Agent get order here? The worst +seems to be over, for some reason." + +"Billy got Charlie Jackson to call the Indians in," said Lydia. + +"Good work!" exclaimed Amos. "Are you both all right?" + +"Yes," answered Lydia. "Go on! Billy'll take care of us." + +"I'll wait for you at the willows, a mile below Last Chance," said +Billy. + +"Land," said Lizzie, as the car swung through the hurrying whites, to +the road. "About one picnic a lifetime like this, would do me!" + +Billy was an indifferent chauffeur but he reached the willows without +mishap. + +"Now," he said, "come out in front of the lamps, Lydia, till I see what +happened to you." + +"For heaven's sake, did Lydia get hurt?" screamed Lizzie. + +"Don't fuss about me," said Lydia crossly, not offering to follow the +other two out of the car. + +Billy turned, lifted her down bodily and led her around to the lamps, +while he told Lizzie what had happened. + +The cut on the scalp was slight. Billy washed it out with water from +the brook back of the willows and Lizzie produced a clean pocket +handkerchief with which to bind it. Then they went back to the car and +ate their belated supper. After a time, Lizzie, who had the back seat +to herself, began to snore comfortably. + +Little by little, the stars were blotted out by a thin film of clouds. +Sitting under the willows with the murmur of the brook and the +fragrance of marsh grass enveloping them, the two young people did not +talk much. + +"Billy, were you scared?" asked Lydia. + +"I don't know. I only know I went crazy when I saw you were hurt. +God, Lydia--I couldn't stand that!" + +"Billy," whispered Lydia, "you're so good to me and I was so horrid to +you once." + +Billy felt her fingers on his knee and instantly the thin little hand +was enveloped in his warm fist. "Do you take it all back, Lydia?" + +"Well, the horrid part of it, I do," she hedged. + +"That's all right," returned the young man. "I'm willing to fight for +the rest of it. Don't try to pull your hand away, because I intend to +hold it till the folks come. You can't help yourself, so you have no +responsibility in the matter." + +So for an hour longer they sat, watching the summer night and waiting. +And sometimes it seemed to Lydia that they were a pioneer man and woman +sitting in their prairie schooner watching for the Indians. And +sometimes it seemed to her that they were the last white man and woman, +that civilization had died and the hordes were coming down upon them. + +Finally two dim figures approached. "All right, Lydia?" asked Amos. + +"Oh, yes! Yes!" she cried. "Are either of you hurt?" + +"No," replied Levine, "but we stayed till I'd got my half-breeds +distributed about to watch that none of the full bloods got out of the +meadow." + +"Was any one hurt?" asked Billy. + +"Oh, two or three broken heads among both Indians and whites. We got +hold of Charlie Jackson about eleven and locked him up, then we felt +secure." + +"You aren't going to hurt Charlie!" cried Lydia. + +"No, but we'll shut him up for a week or so," said Amos. "Move over, +Lizzie." + +"Goodness," exclaimed Lizzie, "I must have dozed off for a minute!" + +In the laughter that followed, Levine started the car homeward. + +During the trip, the story was told of Lydia's mishap, Billy and Lydia +interpolating each other in the telling. Amos shook hands with Billy +silently when they had finished and Levine turned round from the wheel +to say, + +"I'll not forget this night's work, Bill." + +They reached home at daylight. The Celebration made table talk and +newspaper space for several days. No real attempt was made to punish +the Indians. For once, the whites, moved by a sense of tardy and +inadequate justice, withheld their hands. + +Kent never ceased to mourn that he had missed the affair. He confided +the fact to Lydia one Sunday that he had told Levine of their +eavesdropping on him in the woods. + +"What did he say?" asked Lydia, flushing. + +"Gave me this nice fat job," replied Kent. + +Lydia stared, then she sighed. "Well, I don't understand men at all!" + +And Kent laughed. + +Lydia saw a good deal of Billy during the summer. He never spoke of +the accident to her at the Celebration, except to inquire about her +bruises which troubled her for a week or so. Lydia wondered if he was +ashamed of his wild flame of anger and his tears. She herself never +thought of the episode without a thrill, as if she had been close for +once to the primal impulses of life. + +Margery Marshall and Elviry went to Atlantic City and Newport this +summer. John Levine was sure to take supper at the cottage once or +twice a week, but he was very busy with his political work and with the +enormous sales of mixed-breed lands to the whites. + +It was just before college opened that Amos announced that he was going +to buy the one hundred and twenty acres John had set aside for him. + +"How are you going to pay for it?" Lydia asked. + +"Don't you worry, I'll tend to that," replied Amos. + +Levine was taking supper with them. "Better tell her all about it, +Amos," he said. "You know Lydia is our partner." + +"Well, she'll just worry," warned Amos. "John's going to hold it for +me, till I can get the pine cut off. That'll pay for the land." + +"How much did you pay for it, Mr. Levine?" asked Lydia. + +Levine grinned. "I forget!" + +Lydia's gaze was still the round, pellucid gaze of her childhood. She +sat now with her chin cupped in her palm, her blue eyes on Levine. To +the surprise of both the men, however, she said nothing. + +After the supper dishes were washed, and Amos was attending to the +chickens, Lydia came slowly out to the front steps where Levine was +sitting. He reached up and catching her hand pulled her down beside +him on the topmost step. She leaned her head against his arm and they +sat in silence, Lydia with her eyes on the dim outline of the pine by +the gate. + +"Lydia," said John, finally, "how does the Great Search go on? We +haven't reported for a long time." + +"I don't think I make much headway," replied Lydia. "The older I grow, +the less I understand men and I've always felt as if, if there was a +God, He was a man." + +"You mean male, rather than female," agreed John. + +"Lydia, dear, I wish you did have faith." + +"But do you believe, yourself?" urged Lydia. + +"Yes, I know that the soul can't die," said the man, quietly. "And the +thing that makes me surest is the feeling I have for you, I know that +I'll have another chance." + +"What do you mean?" asked Lydia wonderingly. + +"_That_, you'll never know," he replied. + +"Well, I know that you're a dear," said the young girl, unexpectedly, +"no matter how you get your Indian lands. And I love you to death." + +She patted his cheek caressingly, and John Levine smiled sadly to +himself in the darkness. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE HARVARD INSTRUCTOR + + +"The saddest things that I have seen are the burned pine woods and the +diseased Indians."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +The University campus was a huge square of green, elm dotted, that was +bordered on one edge for a quarter of a mile by the lake. The other +three sides were enclosed by the college buildings, great Gothic piles +of gray stone, ivy grown, with swallow haunted eaves. One entered the +campus through wide archways, that framed from the street ravishing +views of lake and elm, with leisurely figures of seniors in cap and +gown in the foreground. + +College life was not much unlike High School life for Lydia. She of +course missed the dormitory living which is what makes University +existence unique. The cottage was nearly three miles from the campus. +Lydia took a street-car every morning, leaving the house with her +father. She was very timid at first: suffered agony when called on to +recite: reached all her classes as early as possible and sat in a far +corner to escape notice. But gradually, among the six thousand +students she began to lose her self-consciousness and to feel that, +after all, she was only attending a larger High School. + +It was curious, it seemed to her, in how short a time the real High +School dropped out of her life. Miss Towne and the cooking teacher who +had had so much to do with her adolescent development, became more or +less dreamlike. And though Lydia did try to call on Miss Towne at the +High School, her days were very full and little by little she slipped +away entirely from the old environment. + +Except for flying visits home, John Levine spent the year at +Washington. He was returned to Congress practically automatically, at +the end of his term. Kent throve mightily as a real estate man. He +dashed about in a little "one lung" car with all the importance of +nineteen in business for the first time. He continued to call on Lydia +at irregular intervals in order to boast, she thought, of his real +estate acumen and of his correspondence with Margery and Olga, both of +whom were now at boarding-school. + +Lydia was taking a general course in college. In a vague way, she was +planning to become a teacher and partly because she had no aptitude for +foreign languages, and partly because of the deep impression Miss +Towne's little lecture on slang had made on her, she decided to teach +English. She therefore took not only the required course in Freshman +Composition, but an elective in Shakespeare, and was herded with fifty +others into the classroom of a young instructor fresh from Harvard. He +was a frail looking young man, smooth shaven and thin, with large, +light brown eyes behind gold rimmed eyeglasses. + +Lydia was deeply impressed from the very first by the young man's +culture. He could quote Latin and Greek quite as freely as he could +French and German and his ease in quoting the latter seemed as great as +in quoting Palgrave's Lyrics, which Lydia was sure he could quote from +cover to cover. + +If his manner was a trifle impatient and condescending, this only +served to enhance his impressiveness. And he knew his Shakespeare. +Lydia entered under his guidance that ever new and ever old world of +beauty that only the born Shakespeare lover discovers. + +The Christmas recess had come and gone before Lydia became vaguely +conscious that young Professor Willis called on her always to recite, +whether he did on any other girl in the class or not. She did not know +that from the first day she had entered his class the young professor +had been conscious of the yellow head in the furthest corner of the +classroom. It was a nobly shaped head bound round with curly yellow +braids above a slender face, red cheeked yet delicate. He was +conscious too of the home-made suit and the cheap shirtwaists, with the +pathetic attempt at variety through different colored neckties. Little +by little he recognized that the bashful young person had a mental +background not shared by her mates, and he wondered about her. + +It was early in January that he made an attempt to satisfy his +curiosity. The snowfall had been light so far and heavy winds had +blown the lake clear of drifts. Lydia often brought her skates to +class with her and if the wind were favorable skated home after her +last recitation. + +She had just fastened on her skates one day when a rather breathless +voice behind her said, + +"Going for a skate, Miss Dudley?" and Professor Willis, skates over his +shoulder, bore down on her. + +Lydia blushed vividly--"I--I often skate home. I live three miles down +the shore." + +"Rather thought I'd have a try myself, if you don't mind." + +"Heavens!" thought Lydia. "I hope he won't come clear home with me? +The house looks awful!" + +Willis fastened on his skates and stood up. "Which way?" he asked. + +Lydia nodded homeward and started off silently, the Harvard man close +beside her. + +"You enjoy your Shakespeare work, Miss Dudley?" he asked. + +"Oh, yes!" cried Lydia. "That most of anything. Don't you love to +teach it?" + +"Er--in some ways! I will admit that the co-educational end of it is +very trying to an Eastern college man." + +This was such a surprising view to Lydia that she forgot to be bashful. +"Don't you like girls, Professor Willis?" she asked. + +"Not in a boys' classroom--that is--at first the situation brought cold +sweat to my face. But now, I carry on the work to a great extent for +you. You are the only person with a background, don't you know." + +Lydia didn't know. The Harvard man's voice, however, was entirely +impersonal, so she ventured to explore. + +"What do you mean by background?" + +"If you wouldn't skate so outrageously fast," he panted, "I could tell +you with more--more aplomb." + +"But," explained Lydia, "I have to skate fast. There's always so much +to be done and old Lizzie isn't well." + +She looked at the Shakespeare professor innocently. He looked at his +watch. + +"Dear me!" he said, "I must be back in the classroom in half an hour. +Supposing we continue this conversation to-morrow, in your own home, +Miss Dudley? May I call to-morrow night?" + +"Why yes," replied Lydia, in utter embarrassment again, "if you really +want to! It's a dreadful trip,--to the end of the car line and half a +mile along the road to a white cottage after that." + +"That's nothing," said the Harvard man, gravely. "Till to-morrow night +then," and lifting his cap, he skated back, leaving Lydia in a state of +mind difficult to define. + +She told Lizzie and her father that evening. Amos looked over his +paper with a slight scowl. "You're too young to have a college +professor calling." + +"Well," cried Lydia, "you don't seem to realize how wonderful it is +that he wants to take this awful trip out here, just to see _me_. And +don't let it worry you, Daddy! He'll never want to come but once." +She looked around the living-room disgustedly. + +Amos started to speak, looked at Lizzie, who shook her head, and +subsided. The older Lydia grew, the more helpless he felt in guiding +her. It seemed to him though that Patience would be pleased to have a +professor calling on her daughter, and he let the matter go at that. + +The next day was Saturday, and Lydia started an attack on the +living-room immediately after breakfast. She re-oiled the floors. She +took down the curtains, washed and ironed them and put them up again. +She blacked the base burner and gave the howling Adam a bath. The old +mahogany worried her, even after she had polished it and re-arranged it +until the worst of the scratches were obscured. + +Her father's old wooden armchair, a solid mahogany that had belonged to +his great-grandfather, she decided to varnish. She gave it two heavy +coats and set it close to the kitchen stove to dry. By this time she +was tired out. She lay in the dusk on the old couch watching the red +eyes of the base burner, when Billy came in. + +"Just stopped on my way home to see if you'd go skating to-night," he +said. "Tired out? What've you been doing?" + +Lydia enumerated the day's activities ending with, "Professor Willis is +coming to call this evening." + +Billy gave a low whistle. "Of course, I knew they'd begin to take +notice sooner or later. But I don't see why you wanted to wear +yourself out for a sissy like him." + +"He's not a sissy. He's a gentleman," said Lydia, calmly. She was +still curled up on the couch and Billy could just distinguish her +bright hair in the red glow from the stove. + +Billy was silent for a moment, then he said, "It's a shame you have to +work so hard. I think of you so often when I see other girls in their +pretty clothes, gadding about! Doggone it! and you're worth any ten of +them. If I had my way--" + +He paused and for a moment only the familiar booming of the ice +disturbed the silence. + +"I don't mind the work so much as I do going without the pretty +clothes," said Lydia. "I suppose you'll think I'm awful silly," she +suddenly sat up in her earnestness, "but when I get to thinking about +how I'm growing up and that dresses never can mean to me when I'm old +what they do now--oh, I can't explain to a man! It's like Omar +Khayyam-- + + "'Yet ah, that Spring should vanish with the rose + That youth's sweet scented manuscript should close--' + +and my youth's going to close without the sweet scent of the rose." + +Billy made one great stride over to the couch and sitting down beside +Lydia he took her thin, work hardened little hands in his. "Lydia, no! +You don't see yourself right! All the dresses in the world couldn't +make you sweeter or more fragrant to a fellow's heart than you are now. +The only importance to the clothes is that you love them so. Don't you +see?" + +Lydia laughed uncertainly. "I see that you're a dear old blarney, +Billy. And I know one thing I have got that not one girl in a thousand +has and that is the friendship of some of the best men in the world. +In lots of ways, I'm very lucky. Honestly, I am! Trot on home, Billy. +I've got to get supper. And I don't have to work so hard, remember +that. Half my work is in trying to fix up the house." + +Billy rose reluctantly. "I'm leaving you some marshmallows," he said. +"I hope if you offer Willis one, it'll choke him, or," as he opened the +door, "maybe he'll break his leg or his neck on the way out," and he +shut the door firmly behind him. + +Amos submitted with some grumbling to being relegated to the +dining-room with Lizzie for the evening. He complained somewhat +bitterly, however, over the condition of his armchair which had refused +to dry and was in a state of stickiness that defied description. + +Old Lizzie, who was almost as flushed and bright-eyed over the expected +caller as Lydia, finally squelched Amos with the remark, "For the +land's sake, Amos, you talk like an old man instead of a man still +forty who ought to remember his own courting days!" + +Willis arrived, shortly after eight. If the trip had been somewhat +strenuous, he did not mention the fact. He shook hands with Amos, who, +always eager to meet new people, would have lingered. But Lizzie +called to him and he reluctantly withdrew. Lydia established her guest +with his back to the dining-room door and the evening began. + +The Harvard man was frankly curious. This was his first experience +west of New York and he was trying to classify his impressions. The +beauty of Lake City had intrigued him at first, he told Lydia, into +believing that he was merely in a transplanted New England town. "And +you know there are plenty of New Englanders on the faculty and many of +the people of Lake Shore Avenue are second and third generation New +Englanders. But the townspeople as a whole!" He stopped with a groan. + +"What's the matter with them?" Lydia asked, a trifle belligerently. +She was sitting on the couch, chin cupped in her hand, watching her +caller so intently that she was forgetting to be bashful. + +"Oh, you know they're so exactly like my classes in +Shakespeare--raw-minded, no background, and plenty of them are of New +England descent! I don't understand it. It's New England without its +ancient soul, your Middle West." + +"I don't know what you mean by background," said Lydia. + +"But, Miss Dudley, you have it! Something, your reading or your +environment has given you a mental referendum, as it were. You get +more out of your Shakespeare than most of your mates because you +understand so many of his references. You must have been a wide reader +or your father and mother taught you well." + +"I--you've got the wrong impression about me," Lydia protested. "I've +read always and mostly good things, thanks to Mr. Levine, but so have +many other people in Lake City." + +Professor Willis looked at Lydia thoughtfully. "Levine? I thought he +was a cheap scamp." + +Lydia flushed. "He's my best friend and a finely read man. He's kept +me supplied with books." + +"Finely read, on the one hand," exclaimed Willis, "and on the other +robbing Indians. How do you account for it?" + +Lydia did not stir. She continued with her crystal gaze on this wise +man from the East, struggling to get his viewpoint. There flashed into +her mind the thought that perhaps, when she knew him better, he could +help her on the Indian question. + +"I can't account for it," she said. "I wish I could. Except for a +French Canadian great-grandfather, Mr. Levine's a New Englander too." + +"New Englander! Pshaw! Outside of Lake Shore Avenue and the college +there are no New Englanders here. They are hollow mockeries, unless," +he stared at Lydia through his gold-rimmed glass, "unless you are a +reversion to type, yourself." + +Lizzie spoke from the dining-room. "The chocolate's all ready, Lydia." + +"Oh, I forgot," exclaimed Lydia, flying out of the room and returning +with a tray of chocolate and cake. "The cold walk must have made you +hungry." + +Willis drew up to the table, and over his cup of chocolate remarked, +"Ah--pardon me if I comment on the wonderful pieces of mahogany you +have." + +Lydia set down her cup. "Why, I hate it!" she cried. + +"Hate it! It's priceless! Family pieces? I thought so! What +delicious cake! How kind of your mother! I'd like to meet her, if I +may." + +"I made the cake, Professor Willis. My--my mother is not living." + +The Harvard man's stilted manner left him. He set down his cup +hastily. "Oh, my dear!" he exclaimed. "I was tactless! Forgive me!" +Again he looked about the room and back at Lydia's face above the +meager dress fashioned the year before from a cheap remnant. Could a +mother's death, he wondered, have put the look into her eyes and lips +he had often surprised there. "I suppose," he said finally, "that one +might explain you, eventually, if one had the privilege of knowing you +long enough, I--" + +Adam chose this moment to yelp at the dining-room door which was barely +ajar. + +"Adam, be quiet!" roared Amos. "Liz, did you see my carpet slippers +anywhere?" he added in a lower voice. + +"I brought you a book," said Willis. "Browning's Dramatic Lyrics." + +"I'd like to read them," Lydia spoke eagerly, with one ear on the +dining-room. + +Amos yawned loudly. "Did you wind the clock, Lizzie? No? Well, I +will!" Another loud yawn and Amos was heard to begin on the mechanism +of the huge old wall clock which wound with a sound like an +old-fashioned chain pump. Lydia set her teeth in misery. + +"Yes, you must add Browning to your background," said the Harvard man, +appearing undisturbed by the sounds in the next room. "Browning is +difficult at times but--" He was interrupted by a great clattering in +the dining-room. + +"Lizzie!" roared Amos. "Come here and pull this chair off of me. The +next time Lydia varnishes anything--" + +There was the sound of Lizzie pounding across the floor. The +dining-room door was banged and after that the murmur of Lizzie's voice +and subdued roars from Amos. Lydia looked at Willis in an agony of +embarrassment. + +"Well," he said, rising, "it's quite a walk back to the trolley. +Perhaps I'd better be going." + +Lydia rose with alacrity. "I'm--I'm glad you like the mahogany," she +said awkwardly. + +"Er--yes. So am I," returned Willis, making for the door as Amos +groaned again. "Good night, Miss Dudley." + +"Good night," said Lydia, and closing the door with a gasp of relief +she dashed for the dining-room. + +"Just when I'm trying to be refined and lady-like!" she wailed. Then +she stopped. + +"Lydia," roared Amos, "if you ever touch my chair again! Look at my +shirt and pants!" + +Lydia looked and from these to the chair, denuded of the two coats of +varnish. "But you knew it wasn't dry," she protested. + +"How could I remember?" cried Amos. "I just sat down a minute to put +on my slippers you'd hid." + +"I don't see why you couldn't have been quiet about it," Lydia half +sobbed. "We were having such a nice time and all of a sudden it +sounded like an Irish wake out here. It embarrassed Professor Willis +so he went right home and I know he'll never come back." + +"I should hope he wouldn't," retorted Amos. "Of course, what a college +professor thinks is more important than my comfort. Why, that varnish +went through my shirt to my skin. Liz, what are you laughing at?" + +Lizzie had suppressed her laughter till she was weak. "At you, Amos! +Till my dying day, I'll never forget how you looked prancing round the +room with that chair glued to your back!" + +"Oh, Daddy! It must have been funny!" cried Lydia, beginning to giggle. + +Amos looked uncertainly at his two women folk, and then his lips +twisted and he laughed till the tears ran down his cheeks. + +"Lydia! Lydia!" he cried, "don't try to be elegant with any more of +your callers! It's too hard on your poor old father!" + +"I won't," replied Lydia. "He likes the mahogany, anyway. But he'll +never come again," she added, with sudden gloom. "Not that I care, +stiff old Harvard thing," and she patted Adam and went soberly to bed. + +But Professor Willis did come again. Not so frequently, of course, as +to compromise his dignity. An instructor who called on freshman girls +was always laughed at. But several times during the winter and spring +he appeared at the cottage, and talked with Lydia earnestly and +intellectually. Nor did he always confine his calls to the evening. + +One Sunday afternoon in March Amos was in town with John Levine, who +was on one of his hurried visits home, when Billy Norton came over to +the cottage. + +Lydia, who was poring over "The Ring and the Book," saw at once that +something was wrong. + +"What's worrying you, Billy?" she asked. + +"Lydia," he said, dropping into Amos' chair and folding his big arms, +"you know my tract of land--the one I was going to buy from an Indian? +I paid young Lone Wolf a ten dollar option on it while I looked round +to see how I could raise enough to pay him a fair price. He's only a +kid of seventeen and stone blind from trachoma. Well, yesterday I +found that Marshall had bought it in. Of course, I didn't really think +Lone Wolf knew what an option was, but Marshall and the Indian Agent +and Levine and all the rest knew what I was trying to do, so I thought +they'd keep their hands off." + +"What a shame!" exclaimed Lydia. + +"Yes," said Billy grimly, a certain tensity in his tones that made +Lydia look at him more closely, "Yes, a shame. The way Marshall did it +was this. He looked young Lone Wolf up and gave him a bag of candy. +The Indians are crazy for candy. Then he told him to make his cross on +a piece of paper. That that was a receipt that he was to keep and if +he'd show it at the store whenever he wanted candy, he'd have all he +wanted, for nothing. And he had two half-breeds witness it. What +Marshall had done was to get Lone Wolf to sign a warranty deed, giving +Marshall his pine land. The poor devil of an Indian didn't know it +till yesterday when he showed me his 'receipt' in great glee. Of +course, they'll swear he's a mixed blood." + +Lydia was speechless with disgust for a moment, then she burst out, +"Oh, I wish that reservation had never been heard of! It demoralizes +every one who comes in contact with it." + +"Lydia," said Billy, slowly, "I'm going to expose Marshall." + +"What do you mean?" Lydia looked a little frightened. + +"I mean that I'm going to show up his crooked deals with the Indians. +I'm going to rip this reservation graft wide open. I'm not going to +touch an acre of the land myself so I can go in with clean hands and +I'm not going to forget that I came pretty close to being a skunk, +myself." + +"Oh, but, Billy!" cried Lydia. "There's John Levine and all our +friends--oh, you can't do it!" + +"Look here, Lydia," Billy's voice was stern, "are you for or against +Indian graft?" + +Lydia drew a long breath but was spared an immediate answer for there +was a knock on the door and Kent came in, followed shortly by Professor +Willis. + +"Well," said Kent, after Lydia had settled them all comfortably, "I +just left Charlie Jackson--poor old prune!" + +"Oh, how is he?" asked Lydia eagerly, "and what is he doing?" + +"He's pretty seedy," answered Kent. "He's been trying to keep the +whites off the reservation by organizing the full bloods to stand +against the half-breeds. But after a year of trying he's given up +hope. The full bloods are fatalists, you know, and Charlie has gone +back to it himself." + +"Charlie Jackson is an old schoolmate of ours." Lydia turned to Willis +and gave him a rapid sketch of Charlie's life. The Harvard man was +deeply interested. + +"Can't you get him back to his work with the doctor?" he asked Kent. + +Kent shook his head. "The only way to keep an Indian from reverting is +to put him where he never can see his people or the reservation. +Charlie's given up. He's drinking a little." + +"And still you folks will keep on, stealing the reservation!" exclaimed +Billy. + +Kent gave Billy a grin, half irritated, half whimsical. "I know it's +Sunday, old man, but don't let's have a sermon. You're a farmer, Bill, +anyhow, no matter what else you try to be." + +"Thank God for that," laughed Billy. + +"My word!" ejaculated Willis. "What a country! You spout the classics +on week days and on holidays you steal from the aborigines!" + +"Oh, here, draw it mild, Professor!" growled Kent. + +"Well, but it's true," exclaimed Lydia. "Where's our old New England +sense of fairness?" + +"That's good too," said Kent. "Who was brisker than our forefathers at +killing redskins?" + +"Altogether a different case," returned the Harvard man. "Our +forefathers killed in self-defense. You folks are killing out of +wanton greed." + +"That's the point, exactly," said Billy. + +Kent gave his cheerful grin. "Call it what you please," he laughed. +"As long as the whites _will_ have the land, I'm going to get my share." + +Nobody spoke for a moment. Lydia looked from Billy to Kent, and back +again. Kent was by far the handsomer of the two. He had kept the +brilliant color and the charming glow in his eyes that had belonged to +his boyhood. He dressed well, and sat now, knees crossed, hands +clasped behind his head, with easy grace. Billy was a six-footer, +larger than Kent and inclined to be raw-boned. His mouth was humorous +and sensitive, his gray eyes were searching. + +"Let's not talk about it," Lydia said. "Let's go out in the kitchen +and pop corn and make candy." This with a little questioning glance at +the professor of Shakespeare. He, however, rose with alacrity, and the +rest of the afternoon passed without friction. Willis developed a +positive passion for making popcorn balls and he left with Kent at dusk +proudly bearing off a bag of the results of his labors. + +Billy stayed after the rest and helped Lydia to clean up the dishes. +Kent would never have thought of this, Lydia said to herself with a +vague pang. When they had finished Billy gravely took Lydia's coat +from the hook and said, "Come, woman, and walk in the gloaming with +your humble servant." + +Lydia giggled and obeyed. There was still snow, in the hollows but the +road was clear and frozen hard. They walked briskly till a rise in the +road gave them a view of the lake and a scarlet rift in the sky where +the sun had sunk in a bank of clouds. + +"Now, Lydia," said Billy, "answer my question. Are you for or against +Indian graft?" + +"I just won't take sides," announced Lydia, obstinately. + +Billy stepped round in front of the young girl and put both hands +gently on her shoulders. "Look at me, Lydia," he said. "You have to +take sides! You can't escape it. You mean too much to too many of us +men. You've got to take a perfectly clear stand on questions like +this. It means too much to America for you not to. Your influence +counts, in that way if in no other, don't you see." + +Lydia's throat tightened. "I won't take sides against Mr. Levine," she +repeated. + +"Do you mean that you don't want me to expose Marshall?" asked Billy. + +"You've no right to ask me that." Lydia's voice was cross. + +"But I have. Lydia, though you don't want it, my life is yours. No +matter whether we can ever be anything else, we are friends, aren't we, +friends in the deepest sense of the word,--aren't we, Lydia?" + +Lydia stared at Billy in silence. Perhaps it was the glow from the +west that helped to deepen and soften his gray eyes, for there was +nothing searching in them now. There was a depth and loyalty in them +and a something besides that reminded her vaguely of the way John +Levine looked at her. A crow cawed faintly from the woods and the wind +fluttered Billy's hair. + +Friendship! Something very warm and high and fine entered Lydia's +heart. + +"Yes, we are friends. Billy," she said slowly. "But oh, Billy, don't +make me decide that!" + +"Lydia, you must! You can't have a friend and not share his problems +and you can't live in a community and not share its problems, if you're +going to be worth anything to the world." + +"But if the problems really meant anything to you," protested Lydia, +"you wouldn't depend on some girl to shove you into them." + +"But men do. They are built that way. Not _some_ girl but _the girl_. +Every great cause was fought for some woman! Oh, Lydia, Lydia!" + +"Billy," Lydia looked away from him to the lake, "you'll have to let me +think about it. You see, it's deciding my attitude toward all my +friends, even toward Dad. And I hadn't intended ever to decide." + +"And will you tell me, to-morrow, or next day, Lydia?" + +"I'll tell you as soon as I decide," she answered. + +Amos brought John Levine home with him for supper. It seemed to Lydia +that Levine never had been dearer to her than he was that evening. +After supper, they drew up around the base burner in the old way, while +the two men smoked. Lizzie sat rocking and rubbing her +rheumatism-racked old hands and Adam, who snored worse as he grew old, +wheezed with his head baking under the stove. Levine did not talk of +the Indians, to Lydia's relief, but of Washington politics. As the +evening drew to a close, and Amos went out to his chickens as usual +after Lizzie had gone to bed, John turned to Lydia. + +"What are you reading, these days, young Lydia?" + +"Browning--'The Ring and the Book,'" replied Lydia. + +John shook his head. "Really grown up, aren't you, Lydia? Do you +enjoy being a young lady?" + +"Yes, I do, only I miss the old days when I saw so much of you." + +"Do you, my dear?" asked Levine, eagerly. "In what ways do you miss +me?" + +"Oh, every way! No one will ever understand me as you do." + +"Oh, I don't know. There are Billy and Kent." + +Lydia shook her head, though Billy's face in the moonlight after the +graduation party, returned unexpectedly to her memory as she did so. + +"There'll never be any one like you." Then moved by a sudden impulse +she leaned toward him and said, "No matter what happens, you will +always know that I love you, won't you, Mr. Levine?" + +John looked at the wistful face, keenly. "Why, what could happen, +young Lydia?" + +"Oh, lots of things! I'm grown up now and--and I have to make +decisions about the rightness and the wrongness of things. But no +matter what I decide, _nothing_ can change my love for you." + +"Lydia, come here," said Levine, abruptly. + +In the old way, Lydia came to his side and he pulled her down to the +arm of his chair. For a moment they sat in silence, his arm about her, +her cheek against his hair, staring into the glowing stove. + +"When you were just a little tot," said Levine at last, "you were full +of gumption and did your own thinking. And I've been glad to see you +keep the habit. Always make your own decisions, dear. Don't let me or +any one else decide matters of conscience for you. 'To thine own self +be true and it must follow as the night the day, thou canst not then be +false to any man.' Eh, little girl?" + +He rose as he heard Amos coming in the back door, and with his hand +under Lydia's chin, he looked long and earnestly into her eyes. Then +as Billy had done earlier in the evening, he sighed, "Oh, Lydia! +Lydia!" and turned away. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE INVESTIGATION BEGINS + + +"Nothing is so proud or so brave as the young pine when it first tops +the rest of the forest."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +For several days Lydia was unhappy and absent-minded. At first, in her +thoughts she was inclined to blame Billy for forcing this turmoil of +mind on her. But, a little later, she admitted to herself that for +years, something within her had been demanding that she take a stand on +the Indian question something to which Charlie Jackson and Billy had +appealed, something which Kent and John Levine had ignored. Yet +neither Charlie nor Billy had really forced her to a decision. + +Lydia was grown up. All her young life she had carried the +responsibilities and had faced the home tragedies that come usually +only to grown folk. Now, in her young womanhood it was natural and +inevitable that she should turn to the larger responsibilities of the +living world about her in order to satisfy the larger needs of her +maturity. + +Yet, still old affection fought with new clarity of vision. Old +loyalty quarreled with new understanding. Bit by bit she went over her +thinking life, beginning with her first recollection of Charlie Jackson +in the class in Civil Government, and all that was feminine and blind +devotion in her fought desperately with all that education and her +civic-minded forefathers had given her. + +Coming home from her last recitation, one mild afternoon, she stopped +at the gate and looked up into the pine tree. Its scent carried her +back to the cloistered wood on the reservation and once more the desire +for the soil was on her. She leaned against the giant tree trunk and +looked out over the lake, steel blue and cold in the March sunshine. +And there with the lowing of the Norton herds and the hoarse call of +the crows mingling with the soft voice of the pine and the lapping of +the lake, she made her decision. For clearly as though the pine had +put it into words, something said to Lydia that it was not her business +to decide whether or not the Indians deserved to live. It was her +business to recognize that in their method of killing the Indians, the +whites had been utterly dishonorable. That her refusing to take a +stand could not exonerate them. History would not fail to record the +black fact against her race that, a free people, the boasted vanguard +of human liberty, Americans had first made a race dependent, then by +fraud and faithlessness, by cruelty and debauchery, were utterly +destroying it. And finally, that by closing her eyes to the facts, +because of her love for Levine, she was herself sharing the general +taint. + +It was Lydia's first acknowledgment of her responsibility to America, +and it left her a little breathless and trembling. She turned back to +the road and made her way swiftly to the Norton place. She did not go +into the house, but down the lane where she could see Billy putting up +the bars after the cattle. He waited for her, leaning against the +rails. + +"Billy," she said, panting, her cheeks bright and her yellow hair +blowing, "I'm against the Indian grafting." + +Billy put out his hand, solemnly, and the two shook hands. For all +Billy was four years older than Lydia, they both were very, very young. +So young that they believed that they could fight single-handed the +whole world of intrigue and greed in which their little community was +set. So young that they trembled and were filled with awe at the vast +importance of their own dreams. And yet, futile as they may seem, it +is on young decisions such as these that the race creeps upward! + +"What are you going to do, Billy?" asked Lydia. + +"I'm going to get a government investigation started, somehow," he +replied. "It'll take time, but I'll get it." + +Lydia looked at him admiringly, then she shivered a little. "I hate to +think of it, but I'll stand by you, Billy, whatever you do." + +"I'm going into ex-Senator Alvord's law office this June. I'll bet +he'll help. He's so sore at Levine. It'll be lovely muckraking, Lyd!" + +"I hate to think of it," she said unsteadily. "Lizzie is miserable, +to-day. Will you tell your mother, Billy, and ask her to come over to +see her this evening? I mustn't stop any longer now." + +Poor old Lizzie was miserable, indeed. For years, she had struggled +against rheumatism, but now it had bound her, hand and foot. Ma Norton +came over in the evening. Lizzie was in bed shivering and flushed and +moaning with pain. + +"Now, don't bother about me," she insisted. "Lydia's threatening to +stay home to-morrow, and I tell you I won't have it," and the poor old +soul began to cry weakly. + +Ma pulled the covers over the shaking shoulders. "If I were you, +Lizzie, I'd think about getting well and let Lydia do what she thinks +best. A day or so out of school isn't going to count in the long run +with a young thing like her." + +She waited till Lizzie slept, then she told Lydia and Amos that Dr. +Fulton had better be called, and Amos with a worried air, started for +town at once. + +Dr. Fulton shook his head and sighed. + +"She's in for a run of rheumatic fever. Get some extra hot water +bottles and make up your mind for a long siege, Lydia." + +And it was a long siege. Six weeks of agony for Lizzie, of nursing and +housework and worrying for Lydia. Ma Norton and the neighbors gave +what time they could, but the brunt, of course, fell on Lydia. She +fretted most about her college work. Sitting by Lizzie's bed, when the +old lady dozed in her brief respites from pain, she tried to carry on +her lessons alone, but with indifferent success. She was too tired to +concentrate her mind. Trigonometry rapidly became a hopeless tangle to +her; Ancient History a stupid jumble of unrelated dates. And most of +all, as the days went by, she felt the indifference of University folk. +Nobody cared that she had dropped out, it seemed to her. + +Billy called every evening on his way home to supper. He filled water +buckets, chopped wood and fed the chickens, that Amos might be free to +take Lydia's place. John Levine sat up two or three nights a week. +Kent came out once a week, with a cheery word and a basket of fruit. +And at frequent intervals, the Marshall surrey stopped at the gate and +Elviry or Dave appeared with some of Elviry's delicious cookery for +Lydia and Amos. + +One afternoon in April when Lizzie had at last taken a turn for the +better, Lydia elected to clean the kitchen floor. She was down on her +hands and knees scrubbing when there came a soft tap on the open door. +She looked up. Professor Willis was standing on the steps. + +"Goodness!" exclaimed Lydia, rising with burning cheeks. + +"I--I couldn't make any one hear at the front door. I came to see why +you didn't come to class." + +Lydia was wearing a faded and outgrown blue gingham. Her face was +flushed but there were black rings round her eyes, and she was too +tired to be polite. + +"I think it's just awful for you to come on me, scrubbing floors! You +should have knocked at the front door, till I heard," she said, crossly. + +The Harvard man looked at her seriously. "I really never saw a girl +playing golf look as pretty as you do, scrubbing floors. May I come +in?" + +He did not wait for an invitation but stepped over the pail and brush +to the chair beside the table. An open book lay on the chair. He +picked it up. "'Ancient Rome,'" he read. + +"I'm trying to keep up." Lydia was drying her red hands on the roller +towel. Her shoulders drooped despondently. "What's the use of trying +to be a lady," she said, suddenly, "when you have to fight poverty like +this! You oughtn't to have come on me this way!" + +The Harvard man looked from the immaculate kitchen to the slender girl, +with her fine head, and then at the book in his hand. + +"Of course, I've never known a girl like you. But I should imagine +that eventually you'll achieve something finer out of your poverty than +the other girls at the University will out of their golf and tennis. I +don't fancy that our New England mothers were ashamed of scrubbing +floors." + +He looked at her with a smile on his pale face. Suddenly Lydia smiled +in return. "Sit down while I make us some tea," she said. "I'll never +try to play lady with you again." + +Willis stayed with her an hour, sitting in the kitchen where the open +door showed the turquoise lake through a gray-green net of swelling +tree buds. He did not leave till Lizzie wakened. He cleared up the +tangle in Lydia's trigonometry for her and went over the lost lessons +in Shakespeare, all the while with a vague lump in his throat over the +wistful eagerness in the blue eyes opposite his, over the thin, red, +watersoaked hands that turned the leaves of the books. + +When Billy called that evening he found Lydia more cheerful than she +had been in weeks. When she told him of her caller he looked at her +thoughtfully and growled, "I hope he chokes," and not another word did +he say while he finished Amos' chores. + +Professor Willis came out regularly after this and when Lydia returned +to class work in May, she was able to work creditably through the +reviews then taking place and in June to pass the examinations. + +During all this time she said nothing to Billy about his muckraking +campaign. In spite of her high resolves she half hoped he had given it +up. But she did not know Billy as well as she thought she did. He +finished his law course in June and entered ex-Senator Alvord's office +as he had planned. There was another election in the fall and John +Levine was returned to Congress, this time almost without a struggle. +So many of the voters of the community were profiting by the alienating +of the mixed-blood pines that it would have been blatant hypocrisy on +the part of Republicans as well as Democrats to have opposed him. In +fact, thanks to Levine, the town had entered on a period of +unprecedented prosperity. The college itself had purchased for a song +a section of land to be used as an agricultural experiment station. + +Like a bomb, then, late in December fell the news that the Indian +Commissioner had been called before a senate committee to answer +questions regarding the relations of Lake City to the reservation. +While following close on the heels of this announcement came word that +a congressional commission of three had been appointed to sit at Lake +City to investigate Indian matters. + +"Billy, how did you do it?" asked Lydia, in consternation. He had +overtaken her one bitter cold January afternoon, on her way home from +college. + +"I didn't do much," said Billy. "I just got affidavits, dozens of +them, showing frauds, and gave them to Senator Alvord. He has a lot of +influence among the Democratic senators and is a personal friend of the +President. It was a wonderful chance, he saw, to hurt the Republicans, +even though there were Democrats implicated. The Indian Commissioner +and Levine are both Republicans, you know. Then, when he finally got +the hearing before the Senate Committee, he smuggled Charlie Jackson +and Susie and old Chief Wolf down there. Nobody here knows that." + +Lydia's lips were set tightly as she plodded along the snowy road. + +"Billy," she said, finally, "are you doing this to get even with Dave +Marshall?" + +"Lydia!" cried Billy, catching her arm and forcing her to stop and face +him. "Don't you know me better than that? Don't you?" + +"Then why are you doing it?" demanded Lydia. + +"I'm doing it because I'm ashamed of what New Englanders have done with +their heritage. And I'm doing it for you. To make a name for you. +Look at me. No, not at the lake, into my eyes. You are going to marry +me, some day, Lydia." + +"I'm not," said Lydia flatly. + +Billy laughed. "You can't help yourself, honey. It's fate for both of +us. Come along home! You're shivering." + +"When you talk that way, I hate you!" exclaimed Lydia, but Billy only +laughed again. + +Amos at first was furious when he heard of the investigation. He, with +every one else in town, was eager to know who had started the trouble. + +"Some sorehead," said Amos, "who couldn't get all the land he wanted, +I'll bet. And a sweet time the commission will have. Why, they'll +have to dig into the private history of every one in Lake City. It'll +ruin Levine! Oh, pshaw! No, it won't either! He can get everything +whitewashed. That's the way American investigations always end!" + +But Levine could not get everything whitewashed. The group of three +commissioners sat for months and in that time they exposed to the +burning sun of publicity the muck of thievery and dishonor on which +Lake City's placid beauty was built. + +By some strange turn of fortune, Congress had chosen three honest men +for this unsavory task, three men grimly and unswervingly determined to +see the matter through. They sat in rooms in the post-office building. +In and out of the building day after day passed the Indians to face the +sullen and unwilling whites summoned to hear and answer what these +Indians had to say of them. Charlie Jackson acted as interpreter. +Lydia saw him once or twice on the street when he nodded coolly. He +had dropped his white associates completely. + +The local papers refused to report the commission's session. But +papers outside the State were voracious for the news and little by +little tales were published to the world that made Lake City citizens +when out of the city, hesitate to confess the name of their home town. + +The leading trustee of the Methodist Church was found to have married a +squaw in order to get her pine and her pitiful Government allowance. +His white wife and children left him when this was proved to them, and +it was proved only when the starving squaw and her starving children +were finally acknowledged by the trustee before the commission. + +The Methodists were held up to scorn for a few months until a prominent +Presbyterian who was the leading grocer in town was found to have +supplied the Indian Agent for years with tainted groceries for the +Indians. + +The most popular dentist in town filled teeth for the Indians whenever +they received their allowances. His method of filling was simple. He +drove empty copper cartridge caps over the teeth. These when burnished +made a handsome showing until gangrene set in. The afflicted Indians +were then turned over to a popular young doctor of Lake City who took +the next year's allowance from the bewildered patients. + +Marriage after marriage of squaws with Lake City citizens was +unearthed, most of these same citizens also having a white family. +Hundreds of tracts of lands that had been obtained by stealing or by +fraud from full bloods were listed. Bags of candy, bits of jewelry, +bolts of cotton had been exchanged for pine worth thousands of dollars. + +It was a nerve-racking period for Lake City. Whether purposely or not, +the net did not begin to close round John Levine till toward the end of +the hearing. Nor did Levine come home until late in the summer, when +the commission had been sitting for some months. + +In spite of a sense of apprehension that would not lift, the year was a +happy one for Lydia. In the first place, she went to three college +dancing parties during the year. The adaptability of the graduation +gown was wonderful and although Lydia knew that she was only a little +frump compared with the other girls, Billy, who took her each time, +always wore the _dress suit_! So she shone happily in reflected +elegance. + +In the second place, three men called on her regularly--Billy, Kent and +Professor Willis. + +In the third place, Kent asked her to go with him to the last party +and, to Lydia's mind, a notable conversation took place at that time. + +"Thanks, Kent," said Lydia, carelessly, "but I'm going with Billy." + +"Billy! Always Billy!" snorted Kent. "Why, you and I were friends +before we ever heard of Billy!" + +"Yes," returned Lydia calmly, "and in all these years this is the first +time you've asked me to go to a party. I've often wondered why." + +Kent moved uncomfortably. "Pshaw, Lyd, you know I always went with +some girl I was having a crush on--that was why." + +"And don't you ever ask a girl to go to a party unless you have a crush +on her?" asked Lydia, mischievously. + +Kent gave her a clear look. "No!" he replied. + +Lydia flushed, then she said, slowly, "That's only half true, Kent. +You've always liked me as I have you. But you've always been ashamed +of my clothes. I don't blame you a bit, but you can imagine how I feel +about Billy, who's taken me, clothes or no clothes." + +It was Kent's turn to flush and he did so to such an extent that Lydia +was sorry for him while she waited for him to answer. + +"Hang it, Lyd, I've been an infernal cad, that's all!" + +"And," Lydia went on, mercilessly, "I've got nothing to wear now but +the same old graduating dress. I suppose you were hoping for better +things?" + +"Stop it!" Kent shouted. "I deserve it, but I'm not going to take it. +I'm asking you for just one reason and that is, I've waked up to the +fact that you're the finest girl in the world. No one can hold a +candle to you." + +There was a sudden lilt in Lydia's voice that did not escape Kent as +she answered laughingly, "Well, if you feel the same after seeing +Margery this summer, I'll be glad to go to one of the hops next fall +with you, and thank you, deeply, Mr. Moulton." + +"All right," said Kent, soberly. "The first hop next fall is mine and +as many more as I can get." + +It was late in the spring and after the conversation with Kent, that it +began to be rumored about town that ex-Senator Alvord's office was at +the bottom of the Indian investigation. Billy had been called in to +testify and had shown an uncanny amount of knowledge of fraudulent land +deals and Alvord had corroborated many of his statements. + +Kent accused Billy of this openly, one Sunday afternoon at Lydia's. +They were sitting on the lake shore, for the day was parching hot. +Both the young men were in flannels and hatless, and lolled on the +grass at Lydia's feet, as she sat with her back against a tree. She +noticed how Kent was all grace, and ease, while Billy, whose face had +lately become thinner, was all gaunt angles. + +"I'm willing to take the blame, if necessary," said Billy. + +Kent sat up with sudden energy. "Look here, if it once got round town +that you're the father of this, you'll be run out of Lake City." + +Billy laughed. "Oh, no I won't! All you respectable citizens have got +too many troubles of your own." + +"Nice thing to do to your friends and neighbors, Bill," Kent went on, +excitement growing in his voice as he realized the import of Billy's +acknowledgment. "What the deuce did you do it for?" + +Billy shrugged his shoulders and said nothing. Kent appealed to Lydia. +"Would you have gone to parties with him if you'd known what he was +doing to his town, Lyd?" + +Billy was still lying on both elbows, industriously herding a pair of +ants. He did not look up at Lydia as she stared at his massive blond +head. + +"Kent, I knew it," said Lydia, after a pause. + +"You knew it! You let a lot of sickly sentimentality ruin Lake City in +the eyes of the world? Not only that. Think what's coming to John +Levine! Think what's coming to me, though I've done little enough!" + +"Then I'm glad it came to stop you; while you'd still done little!" +cried Lydia. + +"Nonsense!" snapped Kent. "Of course, you don't expect anything but +gush from a girl about the Indians. But I don't see what you get out +of it, Bill. Who's paying you? Are you going to run for president on +the purity ticket?" + +"There's no use in my trying to tell you why I did it," grunted Billy. + +"No, there isn't," agreed Kent. "But I'll tell you this much. Bill, +you and I break right here and now. I've no use for a sneak." + +Again Billy shrugged his shoulders. Lydia looked at the two in +despair, then she smiled and cried, "Oh, there's Margery! Isn't she +lovely!" + +It was Margery, just home from boarding-school, where she gaily +announced as she shook hands she had been "finally finished." + +"Though," she added. "Daddy wants to pack me right off again because +of this silly investigation. As if I wanted to miss the fun of viewing +all our best family skeletons!" + +"Margery," cried Lydia, quickly, "you're so beautiful that you're +simply above envy. What a duck of a dress!" + +"Isn't it!" agreed Margery. "Kent, do get me a chair. I'll spoil all +my ruffles on the grass. Well! Here I am! And what were you all +discussing so solemnly when I interrupted?" + +"Indian graft!" said Billy, laconically. + +"Isn't it awful! And isn't it funny! You know, I was actually proud +that I lived in Lake City. The girls used to point me out in school to +visitors." + +Margery, exquisite in her dainty gown, her wonderful black eyes +gleaming with fun, as a sample of Lake City dishonesty appealed to the +sense of humor of her audience and they all laughed, though Lydia felt +her throat tighten strangely as she did so,--Margery, made exquisite on +the money of blind squaws and papooses that froze to death! + +"Daddy is all worked up, though I told him they certainly hadn't done +anything much to him, so far, and I'd feel real neglected if they +didn't find he had an Indian wife up his sleeve," Margery went on. +"Oh, Billy, by the way. Daddy says he thinks Senator Alvord started +the whole thing. Did he?" + +"Yes, and I helped," replied Billy shortly. + +"Well, I think you ought to be ashamed of yourself," cried Margery, +airily. "Don't you, Lydia?" + +"No, I don't, I'm proud of him, though I'm scared to death," said +Lydia. "Things are so much worse than I thought they'd be." + +"Well, I just tell you, Billy Norton," there was a sudden shrill note +in Margery's voice, "if anything really horrid is unearthed about +Daddy, I'll never speak to you again. Would you, Kent?" + +"I don't intend to anyhow," replied Kent, coolly. "How'd you come out, +Marg?" + +"I walked from the trolley. I'd no idea it was so hot." + +"Let me take you home in my toot-toot." + +"But I just got here," protested Margery. + +"It's now or never," said Kent, rising, "I've got to run along." + +"Oh, if it's that serious!" Margery took Kent's arm. "By-by, Lydia! +Come over and see my new dresses." + +After they were gone, Billy sat up and looked at Lydia. Neither spoke +for a few moments. The sun was sinking and all the world was enveloped +in a crimson dust. There had been a drought now for six weeks. Even +Amos' garden was languishing. + +"Lydia," said Billy, "I'm going to quit. You know I've worked with +Charlie Jackson right along." + +"Quit? But Billy, why I--I didn't think you minded Kent and Margery +that much!" + +"I don't mind them at all. But, Lydia, I found yesterday my father got +one hundred and twenty acres from a ten-year-old full-blood boy for +five dollars and a bicycle. Last week Charlie unearthed a full-blood +squaw from whom your father had gotten two hundred and forty acres for +an old sewing machine and twenty-five dollars. I've done so much for +the Indians and Charlie is so fond of you that he'll shut these Indians +up, but I can't go on, after that, of course." + +Lydia was motionless. Over the house top, the great branches of the +pine were turned to flames. The long drawn notes of a locust sounded +above the steady drone of the crickets. Lydia had a curiously old +feeling. + +"I can't go on, Lydia," Billy repeated. "My fine old father and dear +old Amos! I can't." + +"Yes, you'll go on, Billy," Lydia's voice was very low. "After I faced +what would come to John Levine through this, I can face anything." + +Billy gave a little groan and bowed his head on Lydia's knee. Suddenly +she felt years older than Billy. She smoothed his tumbled blond hair. + +"Go on, Billy. Our ancestors left England for conscience' sake. And +our grandfathers both laid down their lives for the Union." + +Lydia ended with a little gulp of embarrassment. Billy caught her hand +and sat up, looking eagerly through the gloaming at her face. + +"I told you all the battles of the world were fought for a woman," he +said. "Dear, I'll go on, though it'll break mother's heart." + +"It won't break her heart," said Lydia. "Women's hearts don't break +over that sort of thing." + +"Lydia!" called Amos from the doorway, "aren't you going to give me any +supper to-night?" + +"Lord, it's two hours past milking time!" groaned Billy, and he started +on a dog-trot for home. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +DUCIT AMOR PATRIAE + + +"The same soil that nourishes the Indian and the white, nourishes me. +Yet they do not know that thus we are blood brothers."--_The Murmuring +Pine_. + + +It was the last week in August when John Levine was summoned before the +commission. Lydia and Amos were summoned with him. + +Lydia was frightened, Amos was irritable and sullen by turns after the +summons finally came. They were due at the hearing at nine o'clock and +arrived a little late. Amos had refused to be hurried. + +The room in which the hearing was held was big and cool, with a heavily +carpeted floor and walls lined with black walnut bookcases. There were +two long tables at one end of the room behind one of which sat the +three commissioners. At the other table were the official +stenographers and Charlie Jackson. Before the tables were chairs and +here were John Levine and Kent, Pa Norton, and Billy, old Susie and a +younger squaw, with several bucks. + +Lydia and her father dropped into empty seats and Lydia gave a little +sigh of relief when Levine caught her eye across the room and smiled at +her. She looked at the commissioners curiously. They were talking in +undertones to one another and she thought that they all looked tired +and harassed. She knew them fairly well from the many newspaper +pictures she had seen of them. The fat gentleman, with penetrating +blue eyes and a clean-shaven face, was Senator Smith of Texas. The +roly-poly man, with black eyes and a grizzled beard, was Senator Elway +of Maine, and the tall, smooth-shaven man with red hair was Senator +James of New York. + +"Mr. Levine," said Senator Smith, suddenly, "we are sorry to have to +put you to this inconvenience. Believe us, we find our task no more +savory than you do." + +Levine gave his slow, sardonic grin. "Don't apologize, gentlemen. +Only make the ordeal as short as you can." + +"We have done that," said Elway. "We found that you had carried on so +many--er--transactions that we finally decided to choose three or four +sample cases and let our case stand on those. First, we have found +that full bloods have been repeatedly sworn as mixed bloods, in order +that their lands might be alienated. A curious idea, Mr. Levine, to +attempt to legalize an illegality by false swearing. Jackson, call +Crippled Bear." + +Charlie, who had been sitting with arms folded, his somber eyes on +Lydia, spoke quickly to one of the bucks, who rose and took the empty +chair by Charlie. + +He began to talk at once, Charlie interpreting slowly and carefully. + +"I am a mixed blood. I speak English pretty well when I am with only +one white. With so many, my English goes. Many moons ago the man +Levine found me drunk in the snow. He picked me up and kept me in his +house over night. When I was sober, he fed me. Then he made this +plan. I was to gather half a dozen half-breeds together, he could +trust. In the spring he would come up to the reservation and talk to +us. I did this and he came. We were very hungry when he met us in the +woods and he gave us food and money. Then he told us he was going to +get the big fathers at Washington to let us sell our pines so we could +always have money and food. Never be hungry any more--never." + +Charlie's voice was husky as he said this and he looked at Levine with +his teeth bared, like a wolf, Lydia thought. + +"Then he said while he was getting that done, he would pay us a little +every month to go through the woods and chop down the best trees. The +Big Father will let whites get 'dead and down' timber out of Indian +woods, he said. But not let whites cut any. So we say yes, and though +full bloods are very mad when we cut down big trees, we do it. For +many moons we do it and in winter, white men haul it to sawmills. + +"Every little while, Levine comes up there and we have a council and +tell him everything that happens. All about things Marshall and other +whites do. And he pays us always. Then he tells us that the Big +Father will let mixed bloods sell their pine lands but not full bloods. +So then we agree when he wants any full blood land to swear that any +full blood is mixed. And we have done this now, perhaps twenty times." + +The mixed blood and Charlie paused, and Levine leaned forward. +"Crippled Bear," he said, "why did you tell all this?" + +Crippled Bear Jerked a swarthy thumb at Billy Norton. "That white," he +answered in English, "tell me if I tell truth, maybe I get back all +lands and pine. I like that, you un'stand--for then I sell 'em again, +un'stand." + +A little ripple of laughter went through the room, though John himself +did not smile. He looked at young Norton with his black eyes half +closed. + +Mr. Smith took up a paper. "I have here, Mr. Levine, a statement of +your dealings with the Lake City Lumber Company. You have had sawed by +them during the past six or eight years millions of feet of pine +lumber. I find that you are holding Indian lands in the name of Lydia +Dudley and her father, Amos Dudley, these lands legally belonging to +full bloods. Amos Dudley is also the purchaser of land from full +bloods, as is William Norton, Senior, through you." + +Levine rose quickly. "Gentlemen," he exclaimed, "surely you can find +enough counts against me without including Miss Dudley, who has never +heard of the matters you mention." + +Commissioner James spoke for the first time. "Suppose we go on with +the witnesses before we open any discussion with Mr. Levine. Jackson, +what have these squaws to tell? Or first, what about the other bucks?" + +When Charlie had called the last of these Levine spoke, "I'd like to +call the Government Roll-maker, Mr. Hardy." + +A small man, who had slipped into the room unnoticed during the +proceedings, came forward. + +"What is your business, Mr. Hardy?" asked Levine. + +"I am sent here by the Indian office to make a Roll of the Indians on +this reservation, in the attempt to discover which are full and which +mixed bloods." + +"Do you find your task difficult, Mr. Hardy?" Levine's voice was +whimsical. + +"Very! The Government allows a man to claim his Indian rights when he +has as little as one sixty-fourth of Indian blood in his veins. On the +other hand, the older Indians are deadly ashamed of white blood in +their veins and hate to admit it." + +"Mr. Hardy, you have your Rolls with you? Yes? Well, tell me the +blood status of each of these witnesses." + +The room was breathless while the little Roll-maker ran through his +list. According to this not one of the witnesses against Levine was a +full blood nor one of the Indians from whom he had taken land. Even +old Susie and Charlie's sister, he stated, had white blood in their +veins. + +"It's a lie!" shouted Charlie. "This man Hardy is paid by Levine!" + +"Gently, Jackson!" said Senator James. "Mr. Levine, do you wish to +call more witnesses?" + +"Not for the present," replied John. "Let Jackson go on." + +Charlie called old Susie. And old Susie, waving aside any attempts on +Charlie's part to help, told of the death of her daughter from +starvation and cold, this same daughter having sold her pines to Levine +for a five-dollar bill and a dollar watch. She held out the watch +toward Levine in one trembling old hand. + +"I find this in dress, when she dead. She strong. It take her many +days to die. I old. I pray Great Spirit take me. No! I starve! I +freeze! I no can die. She young. She have little baby. She die." + +Suddenly, she flung the watch at Levine's feet and sank trembling into +her chair. + +There was silence for a moment. In at the open window came the rumble +of a street-car. Levine cleared his throat. + +"All this is dramatic, of course, but doesn't make me the murderer of +the squaw." + +"No! but you killed my father!" shouted Charlie Jackson. And rising, +he hurled forth the story he had told Lydia, years before. Lydia sat +with her hands clasped tightly in her lap, her eyes fastened in horror +on Charlie's face. A great actor had been lost in creating Charlie an +Indian. He pictured his father's death, his sister's two attempts at +revenge with a vividness and power that held even Levine spell-bound. +It seemed to Lydia that the noose was fastened closer round John's neck +with every word that was uttered. + +Suddenly she sprang to her feet. "Stop, Charlie! Stop!" she screamed. +"You shan't say any more!" + +Senator Elway rapped on the table. "You're out of order, Miss Dudley," +he exclaimed, sharply. + +Lydia had forgotten to be embarrassed. "I can't help it if I am," she +insisted, "I won't have Charlie Jackson picturing Mr. Levine as a +fiend, while I have a tongue to speak with. I know how bad the Indian +matters are. Nobody's worried about it more than I have. But Mr. +Levine's not a murderer. He couldn't be." + +The three commissioners had looked up at Lydia with a scowl when she +had interrupted Charlie. Now the scowl, as they watched her flushed +face, gave way to arched eyebrows and a little smile, that was +reflected on every face in the room except Charlie Jackson's. + +"Lydia, you keep out of this," he shouted. "You don't know what you're +talking about." + +"I do too!" stormed Lydia. "I--" + +"Order! Let Jackson finish, Miss Dudley," said Senator Smith. + +"I can't let him finish," cried Lydia, "until I tell you about Mr. +Levine. He's been as much to me as my own father ever since my mother +died when I was a little girl. He's understood me as only my own +mother could, hasn't he, Daddy!" + +Amos nodded, with a little apologetic glance at the commissioners. +Levine's eyes were fastened on Lydia's face with an expression that was +as sweet as it was fathomless. Charlie Jackson stood biting his nails +and waiting, his affection for Lydia holding in abeyance his frenzied +loyalty to his father. + +"You think he could murder when he could hold a little girl on his +knees and comfort her for the death of her little sister, when he +taught her how to find God, when--oh, I know he's robbed the +Indians--so has my own father, it seems, and so has Pa Norton, and so +has Kent, and all of them are dear people. They've all been wrong. +But think of the temptation, Mr. Commissioner! Supposing you were poor +and the wonderful pines lay up there, _so easy to take_." + +Senator Elway would have interrupted, but Senator James laid a hand on +his arm. "It's all informal, let her have her say," he whispered. +"It's the first bright spot in all the weeks of the hearing." + +"Did you ever feel land hunger yourself," Lydia went on eagerly, "to +look at the rows and rows of pine and think what it would mean to own +them, forever! It's the queerest, strongest hunger in the world. I +know, because I've had it. Honestly, I have, as strongly as any one +here--only--I knew Charlie Jackson and this awful tragedy of his and I +knew his eyes would haunt me if I took Indian lands." + +"You're covering a good deal of ground and getting away from the +specific case, Miss Dudley," said, Smith. "Of course, what you say +doesn't exonerate Mr. Levine. On the other hand, Jackson has no means +of proving him accessory to the murder of his father. We've threshed +that out with Jackson before. What you say of Mr. Levine's character +is interesting but there remains the fact that he has been proceeding +fraudulently for years in his relations to the Indian lands. You +yourself don't pretend to justify your acts, do you, Mr. Levine?" + +Lydia sat down and Levine slowly rose and looked thoughtfully out of +the window. "The legality or illegality of the matter has nothing to +do with the broader ethics of the case, though I think you will find, +gentlemen, that my acts are protected by law," he said. "The virgin +land lies there, inhabited by a degenerate race, whose one hope of +salvation lay in amalgamation with the white race. An ignorant +government, when land was plenty and the tribe was larger, placed +certain restrictions on the reservation. When land became scarce, and +the tribe dwindled to a handful, those restrictions became wrong. It +was inevitable that the whites should override them. Knowing that the +ethics of my acts and those of other people would be questioned, I went +to Congress to get these restrictions removed. If another two years +could have elapsed, before these investigations had been begun, the +fair name of Lake City never would have been smirched." Levine's hand +on the back of his chair tightened as he looked directly at Billy +Norton. + +Once more Lydia came to her feet. "Oh, Mr. Levine," she exclaimed, +"don't put all the blame on Billy! Really, it's my fault. He wouldn't +have done it if I hadn't agreed that it was right. And he would have +stopped when he found that Dad and his father had taken full blood +lands only--why--why, I said that if I could stand his showing that you +had been--crooked--up there, I could stand anything and I made him go +on." + +She stopped with a little break in her voice that was not unlike a sob. +And for the first time there spread over John Levine's face a blush, so +dark, so agonizing, that the men about him turned their eyes away. +With a little groan, he sat down. Lydia clasped her hands. + +"Oh, it is all my fault," she repeated brokenly, "all the trouble +that's come to Lake City." + +Billy Norton jumped up. "That's blamed nonsense!" he began, when Smith +interrupted him, impatiently. + +"Be seated, Norton." Then, gently, to Lydia, "My dear, you mean that, +knowing what an investigation would mean to the people you love, you +backed young Norton in instigating one. That you knew he would not go +on without your backing?" + +"Yes, sir," faltered Lydia. + +"Can you tell us why?" asked Elway, still more gently. + +Lydia, whose cheeks were burning and whose eyes were deep with unshed +tears, twisted her hands uncomfortably and looked at Billy. + +"Go ahead, Lyd," he said, reassuringly. + +"Because it was right," she said, finally. "Because--Ducit Amor +Patriae---you know, because no matter whether the Indians were good or +bad, we had made promises to them and they depended on us." She +paused, struggling for words. + +"I did it because I felt responsible to the country like my ancestors +did, in the Civil War and in the Revolution, to--to take care of +America, to keep it clean, no matter how it hurt. I--I couldn't be led +by love of country and see my people doing something contemptible, +something that the world would remember against us forever, and not try +to stop it, no matter how it hurt." + +Trembling so that the ribbon at her throat quivered, she looked at the +three commissioners, and sat down. + +James cleared his throat. "Mr. Dudley, did you know your daughter's +attitude when you undertook to get some pine lands?" + +Amos pulled himself to his feet. His first anger at Lydia had given +way to a mixture of feelings. Now, he swallowed once or twice and +answered, "Of course, I knew she was sympathetic with the Indians, but +I don't know anything about the rest of it." + +The commissioners waited as though expecting Amos to go on. He fumbled +with his watch chain for a moment, staring out the window. With his +thin face, his high forehead and sparse hair, he never looked more like +the picture of Daniel Webster than now. + +"Gentlemen," he said, "I'm a New Englander and I'm frank to admit that +I've wandered a long way from the old ideals, like most of the New +Englanders in America. But that isn't saying, gentlemen, that I'm +not--not darned proud of Lydia!" + +There was a little murmur through the room and Senator Elway smiled, a +trifle sadly. "Mr. Dudley," he said, "we're all proud of Lydia. She's +made our unsavory task seem better worth while." + +"I suggest that we adjourn for lunch," said Smith. "Miss Dudley, you +need not return." + +While her father paused to speak to Kent and Levine, Lydia made her +escape. She wanted more than anything in the world to be alone, but +when she reached home, Ma Norton and Lizzie were waiting at the +cottage, both of them half sick with anxiety. They were not reassured +by Lydia's story of the morning session, although Ma said, + +"Of course, it's the disgrace of the thing that worries us. Pa and +Billy say all this commission can do is to present their evidence to +Congress. I'm not saying, of course, that you weren't right plucky to +take the stand you did, Lydia. And I'm proud of Billy though he is +bringing trouble on his poor father!" + +Lydia spent the afternoon with Adam in the woods. She expected John +Levine to come home with her father to supper, and for the first time +in her life, she did not want to meet her best loved friend. But she +might have spared herself this anxiety, for Amos came home alone. +Levine was busy, he said. + +Amos was in a curiously subdued mood. Whatever Lydia had expected of +him, she had not expected the almost conciliatory attitude he took +toward her. It embarrassed her far more than recriminations would have. + +"I do think, Lydia," he said mildly, after they had discussed the +morning session, "you should have told me what was going on. But +there, I suppose, I'd have raised Cain, if you had." + +"Is Mr. Levine very angry with me?" asked Lydia. + +"He didn't say. I don't see how he can be. After all, the stuff was +bound to come out, sooner or later. He's got something up his sleeve. +This experience's done one thing. It's brought all the different +factions together. Disgrace loves company as well as misery." + +"I'm so worried about it all!" sighed Lydia. + +"Kind of late in the day for you to worry," sniffed Amos. "I suppose +Billy's worrying too! But there, I guess you two have put some saving +grace into Lake City, in the commission's eyes. Of course, I'm going +to give up any claim on those lands." + +Amos pulled at his pipe thoughtfully and looked at Lydia's tired, +wistful face complacently. He did not tell her that the three +commissioners had individually and collectively congratulated him on +Lydia and their praise had been such that he felt that any disgrace he +had suffered in connection with the Indian lands had been more than +counteracted by Lydia's performance. + +To Lydia's pain and disappointment, Levine did not come to the cottage +before he returned to Washington, which he did the week following the +hearing. And then, all thought of her status with him was swallowed up +in astonishment over the revelations that came out early in September +when Dave Marshall and the Indian Agent were called before the +commission. + +Dave Marshall was the owner of the Last Chance! The Last Chance where +"hussies" lay in wait like vultures for the Indian youths, took their +government allowances, took their ancient Indian decency, and cast them +forth to pollute their tribe with drink and disease. The Last Chance! +The headquarters for the illegal selling of whisky to Indians. Where +Indians were taught to evade the law, to carry whisky into the +reservation and where in turn the bounty for their arrest was pledged +to Marshall. The Last Chance, the main source of Dave Marshall's +wealth! + +Even Lake City was horrified by these revelations. People began to +remove their money from his bank and for a time a run was threatened, +then Dave resigned as president and the run was stayed. The drugstore +owned by Dave was boycotted. The women of the town began to cut +Margery and Elviry. The minister of the Methodist Church asked Dave +for his resignation as Trustee. + +To say that old Lizzie was pleased by the revelations would be perhaps +to do the old lady an injustice. Yet the fact remains that she did go +about with a knowing, "I told you so" air, that smacked of complacency. + +"He always was just _skulch_," she insisted to Lydia. "When he was a +child, he was the kind of a brat mothers didn't want their children to +play with. I always prayed he'd get his come-uppers, and Elviry too. +But I am sorry for Margery. Poor young one! Her future's ruined." + +Lydia, sitting on the front steps in the lovely September afternoons, +rubbed Adam's ears, watched the pine and the Norton herds and thought +some long, long thoughts. Finally, one hazy Saturday afternoon, she +gathered a great bunch of many colored asters and started off, without +telling Lizzie of her destination. + +It was nearly five o'clock when she stopped at the Marshalls' gate. +The front of the house was closed, but nothing daunted, she made her +way round to the kitchen door, which was open. Elviry answered her rap. + +"Oh, it's Lydia," she said, brusquely. "What do you want?" + +"I brought Marg some flowers," answered Lydia, awkwardly. + +Elviry hesitated. "Margery's been having a headache and I don't know +as she'd want to see you." + +Lydia was not entirely daunted. "Well, if you're getting supper you +might let me come and sit in the kitchen a few minutes. It's quite a +walk in from the cottage." + +Elviry opened the screen door and Lydia marched in and paused. Dave +Marshall was sitting by the kitchen table, his hat on the back of his +head, a pile of newspapers on the floor beside him. He did not speak +to Lydia when she came in, but Lydia nodded brightly at him and said, +"You like to sit in the kitchen, the way Dad does, don't you?" + +She sat down in the rocker by the dining-room door and Elviry began to +stir a kettle of catsup that was simmering on the back of the stove. + +This was worse than Lydia had thought it would be. She had not +calculated on Dave's being at home. However, her fighting blood was up. + +"You haven't asked me about my clothes, Mrs. Marshall," she said. +"Don't you think I did pretty well with this skirt?" + +Elviry glanced at the blue serge skirt. "It'll do," she answered +listlessly. + +Lydia looked at Dave desperately. At that moment there was a light +step in the dining-room, and Margery came into the kitchen. When she +saw Lydia she gasped. + +"Hadn't you heard? Oh, Lydia! You came anyhow!" and suddenly Margery +threw herself down and sobbed with her face in Lydia's lap. + +Elviry threw her apron over her head and Dave, with a groan, dropped +his head on his chest. For a moment, there was only the crackling of +the fire in the stove and Margery's sobs to be heard. + +Then Dave said, "What did you come for, Lydia? You only hurt yourself +and you can't help us. I don't know what to do! God! I don't know +what to do!" + +"I don't see why everybody acts so," cried Elviry, "as if what you'd +done was any worse than every one else's doings." + +Margery raised her head. "Of course it's worse! A thousand times +worse! I could have stood Dad's even having an Indian wife, better +than this." + +Dave looked at Margery helplessly and his chin quivered. Lydia noticed +then how old he was looking. + +"I want Margery and her mother to pack up and go away--for good," said +Dave to Lydia. "I'll close up here and follow when I can. None of +these cases will ever come to anything in our state court. It's the +disgrace--and the way the women folks take it." + +"I--I've been thinking," said Lydia, timidly, "that what you ought to +do--" + +Margery was sitting back on the floor now and she interrupted bitterly. +"I don't see why you should try to help us, Lyd. Mother's always +treated you dirt mean." + +"It's not because of your mother," said Lydia, honestly. "I couldn't +even try to forgive her--but--your father did a great favor to me and +once I promised him then to be his friend. And you, Margery, you were +fond of--of little Patience, and she did love you so! If she'd lived, +I know she'd have wanted me to stand by you." + +"She was a dear little kiddie," said Margery. "I always meant to tell +you how I cried when she died, and then somehow, you were so silent, I +couldn't." + +The old lines round Lydia's mouth deepened for a minute, then she +swallowed and said, + +"I don't think it would do a bit of good for you all to go away. The +story would follow you. Mr. Marshall ought to sell out everything and +buy a farm. Let Mrs. Marshall go off for a visit, if she wants to, and +let Margery come and stay with me a while and go to college." + +Dave raised his head. "That's what I'd rather do, Lydia, for myself. +Just stay here and try to live it down. I'd like to farm it. Always +intended to." + +Margery wrung her hands. "Oh, I don't see how I can! If it had been +anything, anything but the Last Chance. Everybody will cut me and talk +about me." + +"Oh, well, Margery," said Lydia, a little impatiently, "it's the first +trouble you've had in all your life and it won't kill you. Anybody +that's as pretty as you are can live down anything. I know our house +is awful scrimpy, but we'd have some good times, anyhow. Kent and +Billy will stand by us and we'll pull through. See if we don't." + +"I don't see why she needs to go to your house," said Elviry. "Let her +stay right here, and go up to college with you if she will. And I +don't want to go live on a farm, either." + +"Mother, you don't understand, yet!" exclaimed Margery. + +"Elviry," said Dave grimly, "our day is over. All we can hope to save +out of the wreck is a future for Margery. Just get that through your +head once and for all. I think Lydia's idea is horse sense. But it's +for Margery to decide." + +Margery got up from her place on the floor. "I thought we'd sell out +and go to Europe for the rest of our lives," she said, "but as Lydia +says, the story would follow us there. Dad," sharply, "you aren't +going to _sell_ the Last Chance and use that money?" + +"I closed it up, last week," said Dave shortly. "I'm going to have the +place torn down." + +Margery rubbed her hand over her forehead. "Well," she said, "I don't +see that I'd gain anything but a reputation for being a quitter, if I +went to Lydia's. I'll stay with you folks, but I'll go to college, if +Lydia'll stand by me." + +Lydia rose. "Then that's settled. On Monday we'll register. I'll +meet you on the eight o'clock car." + +"I can't thank you, Lyd,--" began Margery. + +"I don't want any thanks," said Lydia, making for the door, where Dave +intercepted her with outstretched hand. + +Lydia looked up into his dark face and her own turned crimson. "I +can't shake hands," she said, "honestly, I can't. The Last Chance and +the--the starving squaws make me sick. I'll stand by Margery and help +you--but I can't do that." + +Dave Marshall dropped his hand and turned away without a word and Lydia +sped from the house into the sunset. + +Amos heard Lydia's story of her call with a none too pleased face. "I +don't think I want you mixing up with them, in any way," he said. + +"But let me help Margery," pleaded Lydia, "Little Patience did love her +so!" + +"Well--Margery--you can help her," he agreed, reluctantly, "but you +can't go near their house again. Margery will have to do all the +visiting." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +THE MILITARY HOP + + +"Who shall say that I do not understand what the wind sings in my +branches or that I am less than the white or more than the +Indian?"--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +In spite of the fact that Levine had avoided her, after the hearing, +and in spite of all the many half tragic ramifications of the +reservation trouble, Lydia was not unhappy. In fact, when Registration +day dawned she awoke with a sense of something good impending, sang as +she dressed, and piloted Margery gaily through the complications of +entering the University as a "special" student. + +Margery, for the first month or so, was silent and kept as close as +possible to Lydia's apron strings. But Lydia had prophesied truly. No +girl as beautiful as Margery could be kept in Coventry long and though +she refused for a time to go to parties, it was not long before Margery +was taking tramps with the college boys and joining happily enough in +the simple pleasures at the cottage. + +Lydia did not hear from Kent until a week before the first college hop, +late in October. Then she received a formal note from him, reminding +her of his invitation. + +"Oh, Lyd!" exclaimed Margery, "aren't you lucky! I haven't seen Kent +or heard from him since our trouble!" + +"Neither have I," said Lydia. "And I suspect he's so cross with me +that he hates to keep this engagement. But I don't care. I wish I had +a new dress. But I've made the sleeves small in my organdy and made a +new girdle. It looks as well as could be expected!" she finished, +comically. + +"Lydia," cried Margery, suddenly, "I've a whole closet full of party +dresses I won't wear this year and you and I are just of a size, won't +you wear one--take one and keep it--please, Lydia!" + +Lydia flushed and shook her head. + +"Is it because they were bought with Dad's money?" asked Margery. + +Lydia's flush grew deeper. "I couldn't take it anyway, Margery," she +protested. But Margery tossed her head and was silent for the rest of +the afternoon. + +The hop was a success, a decided success, in spite of the organdy. +Kent was inclined to be stiff, at first, and to wear a slightly injured +air, and yet, mingled with this was a frank and youthful bravado. And +there could be no doubt that among the college boys, Kent was more or +less of a hero. It was something to boast of, evidently, to have one's +name coupled with Levine's in the great scandal. + +Kent had supposed that he would have some trouble in filling Lydia's +card for her, but to his surprise, he found that in her timid way, +Lydia was something of a personage among the older college boys and the +younger professors. + +"Oh, you have Miss Dudley. Let me have three dances, will you," said +the instructor in Psychology. "How pretty she is to-night!" + +"Lydia is a peach," Kent stated briefly. "One two-step is the best I +can do for you." + +"Come now, Moulton, a two-step and a waltz," said Professor Willis. "I +haven't seen Miss Dudley since college opened. Isn't her hair +wonderful to-night!" + +Gustus was there with Olga. "Gimme a waltz with Lydia, Kent," he +demanded. "Who'd ever thought she'd grow up so pretty! If she could +dress well--" + +"Her card's full," grunted Kent. "And she dresses better'n any girl I +know. What's the matter with that dress?" + +The two young men stood watching Lydia, who was chatting with Professor +Willis. The dress was out of style. Even their masculine eyes +recognized that fact, yet where in the room was there a mass of dusty +gold hair like Lydia's, where such scarlet cheeks, where such a look of +untried youth? + +"Oh, well, it was just something Olga said," began Gustus. + +"Olga makes me sick," said Kent, and he stalked over to claim a waltz +with Lydia. + +It was altogether an intoxicating evening and at its end Lydia pulled +on her last winter's overcoat and clambered into Kent's little +automobile, utterly satisfied with life. + +"Well, did I give you a good time, Miss?" asked Kent, as they +chug-chugged down the Avenue. + +"Oh, Kent, it was wonderful!" + +"And you don't feel as if I were a villain any more? You've forgiven +me?" + +"Forgiven you? For what?" + +"For not agreeing with you on the Indian question. Gee, I was sore at +you, Lyd, that morning at the hearing, and yet I was like your Dad. I +was proud of you, too." + +"Oh, don't let's talk about it, to-night, Kent," Lydia protested. + +"All right, old girl, only just remember that I can't change. I back +Mr. Levine to the limit. And maybe he hasn't a surprise party coming +for all of you!" + +"I don't care," insisted Lydia. "I'm going to be happy to-night, and I +won't talk Indians. Oh, Kent, isn't Gustus getting good-looking?" + +"Too fat," replied Kent. "He drinks too much beer. And let me call +your attention to something funny. As you know, he's always had +trouble getting in with the college set, because of the brewery. But +his father is the only well-to-do man in town who's had nothing to do +with the reservation, so now, by contrast, brewing becomes a highly +honorable business! And Gustus goes with 'our very best families.'" + +Lydia chuckled, then said, "Margery is feeling much better. She's at +our house every Sunday. You must come round and see her!" + +"Why shouldn't I come to see you, Lydia?" asked Kent, with a new note +in his voice. + +"Why, of course, you'd see me, but Margery's always been the main +attraction with you." + +"Has she? Seems to me I recall a time when I couldn't endure the sight +of her. And when you were the best pal I had. That's what you are, +Lydia, a real pal. A fellow can flirt round with the rest of 'em, but +you're the one to look forward to spending a lifetime with!" + +Lydia drew a quick breath, then laughed a little uncertainly. "You +were the dearest boy! Do you remember how you hated to wash your hands +and that funny cotton cap you liked to wear with Goldenrod Flour +printed across it?" + +"Of course, I remember. And I remember how the fellows used to tease +me about you. I licked Gustus twice for it, when we were in the ward +schools. Lydia, let's go over those old trails together again. +To-morrow's Sunday. Let's take a walk down to the Willows in the +afternoon." + +"All right, Kent," said Lydia, quietly, and silence fell on both of +them till they drew up at the cottage gate. + +Kent lifted Lydia to the ground, held both of her hands, started to +speak, then with a half inarticulate, "Thank you, Lydia, and good-by +till to-morrow," he jumped into the little car and was gone. + +For some reason, when she woke the next morning, Lydia half hoped that +the soft patter against her window was of rain drops. But it was the +wind-tossed maple leaves, whose scarlet and gold were drifting deep on +the lawn and garden. There never was a more brilliant October day than +this, and at three o'clock, Lydia and Kent set off down the road to the +Willows. + +Lizzie watched them from the living-room window. "They're a handsome +pair, Amos," she said. "Now aren't they?" + +Amos looked up from his Sunday paper with a start. "Those young ones +aren't getting sentimental, are they, Liz?" he asked, sharply. + +"Well," returned Lizzie, "they might be, very naturally, seeing they're +both young and good-looking. For the land sake! Don't you expect +Lydia to find her young man and settle down?" + +"No, I don't!" snapped Amos. "There isn't a man on earth good enough +for Lydia. I don't want her to marry. I'll take care of her." + +"Humph! Nothing selfish about a man, is there?" muttered Lizzie. + +Kent and Lydia strolled along the leafy road, with the tang of the +autumn in their nostrils, and the blue gleam of the lake in their eyes. +It was only a half mile to the Willows and as they turned in, Kent took +Lydia's hand and drew it through his arm. + +"Look," he said, "I believe there is even a little left of our cave, +after all this time. What a rough little devil I was in those days. +And yet, even then, Lyd, I believe I had an idea of trying to take care +of you." + +"You were not a rough little devil!" exclaimed Lydia, indignantly. +"You were a dear! I can never forget what you did for me, when little +Patience died." + +"I was a selfish brute in lots of ways afterward, though," said Kent, +moodily. "I didn't have sense enough to appreciate you, to +realize--yet, I did in a way. Remember our talks up at camp? Then, of +course, we never shall agree on the Indian question. But what does +that amount to?" + +Kent dropped Lydia's hand and faced her. "Lydia, do you care for +me--care for me enough to marry me?" + +Lydia turned pale. Something in her heart began to sing. Something in +her brain began to stir, uncomfortably. + +"Oh, Kent," she began, breathlessly, then paused and the two looked +deep into each other's eyes. + +"Lydia! Lydia!! I need you so!" cried Kent. "You are such a dear, +such a pal, so pretty, so sweet--and I need you so! Won't you marry +me, Lydia?" + +He seized both her hands and held them against his cheeks. + +"I've always loved you dearly, Kent, and yet," faltered Lydia, "and +yet, somehow, I don't think we'd ever make each other happy." + +"Not make each other happy! I'd like to know why not! Just try me, +Lydia! Try me!" + +Kent's charming face was glowing. Into Lydia's contralto voice crept +the note that had belonged to little Patience's day. + +"I'd like to try you, dear if---- Wait, Kent, wait! Let me have my +playtime, Kent. I've never had a real one, you know, till now. Let me +finish college, then ask me again, will you, Kent?" + +Kent jerked his head discontentedly. "I think it would be better for +us to tie to each other right now. Please, Lydia dear!" + +Lydia shook her head slowly. "Let me have my playtime, Kent. I don't +know that side of myself at all." + +Kent looked at the lake and at the little cave of long ago and back +into the clear tender blue of Lydia's eyes. Then he said softly, "All +right, dear! You know best. But will you give me just one kiss,--for +remembrance?" + +"Yes," replied Lydia, lifting her face, and Kent pulled off his cap and +kissed the warm, girlish lips, tenderly, lingeringly, then, without a +word, gently turned Lydia homeward. + +Kent's announcement that he had broken with Billy Norton did not amount +to a great deal. As winter came on, he and Billy met constantly at the +cottage and outwardly at least, were friendly. The commission finished +its sitting and turned its findings over to Congress. Congress +instructed the District Attorney to carry the matter to the state +courts. When this had been done all the incriminated heaved a vast +sigh of relief, and prepared to mark time. + +To tell the truth, Lydia was not giving a great deal of thought to +weighty problems, this winter. No girl who finds herself with two +young men in love with her, can give much thought to the world outside +her own. Nor did the fact that Professor Willis made a point of +appearing at the cottage at least once a month detract any from her +general joy in life. + +She was doing well in her studies, though outside of the occasional hop +she attended with Billy or Kent, she had no part in the college social +life. She was not altogether contented with the thought of preparing +herself to teach. The idea gave her no mental satisfaction. She could +not bring herself to believe that her real talents lay in that +direction. Yet, though this dissatisfaction grew as the days went on, +it did not prevent her from taking a keen pleasure in the books she +read and studied. + +She suddenly grew ashamed of her old E. P. Roe period and developed a +great avidity for Kipling and Thomas Hardy, for Wordsworth and Stephen +Phillips. To her surprise she found that Billy was more familiar with +these writers than she. Kent read newspapers and nothing else. + +During all Lydia's Junior year, but one fly appeared in her ointment. +And this, of course, was with, reference to clothes! that perennial +haunting problem of Lydia's, which only a woman who has been motherless +and poverty-stricken and pretty can fully appreciate. The latter part +of February, the great college social event of the year was to come, +the Junior Prom. Lydia felt sure that either Kent or Billy would ask +her to go and for this the organdy would not do. And for this she must +have a party coat. + +Lydia knew if she took the matter up with Amos he would go out and +borrow money for her. She shuddered at the thought of this. He had +been so bitter about her fudge selling that she dared not broach the +matter of money earning to him again. Then she heard of the College +Money Making Bureau. She discovered that there were girls who were +earning their way through college and that the Bureau was one of the +quiet ways used by the University to help them. + +There was the Mending Department for example. Here were brought every +week by the well-to-do students piles of mending of every variety from +heelless socks and stockings, to threadbare underwear and frayed cuffs +and collars. These were made into packages and farmed out to the money +needing girls. The Department was located in a room in the rear of the +Chemical laboratory, and was in charge of the old janitor, whose casual +manner was a balm to the pride of the most sensitive. + +Early in January, Lydia sneaked into the little room, and out again +with a neat but heavy bundle. She got home with it and smuggled it +into her room without old Lizzie's seeing it. Socks, wristbands and +torn lace--there was fifty cents' worth of mending in the package! +Lydia calculated that if she did a package a night for thirty nights, +she would have enough money to buy the making of the party dress and +cloak. + +The necessity for secrecy was what made the task arduous. Lydia +finished her studying as hurriedly as possible each night and went on +to her room. It was bitter cold in the room when the door was closed, +but she hung a dust cloth over the keyhole, a shawl over the window +shade, wrapped herself in a quilt and unwrapped the bundle. By two +o'clock she had finished and shivering and with aching eyes, crept into +bed. + +Within a week she was going about her daily work with hollow eyes and +without the usual glow in her cheeks. Within two weeks, the casual +glimpse of Lizzie darning one of Amos' socks gave her a sense of +nausea, but she hung on with determination worthy of a better cause. + +The third week she took cold, an almost unheard-of proceeding for +Lydia, and in spite of all old Lizzie's decoctions, she could not throw +it off. Amos insisted that Lizzie see her to bed each night with hot +lemonade and hot water bottle. Lydia protested miserably until she +found that it was really more comfortable to mend in bed than it was to +sit quilt-wrapped in a chair. At the end of the fourth week she +carried back her last bundle, and with fifteen dollars in her +pocketbook, she boarded the street-car for home. She was trembling +with fatigue and fever. + +When she reached the cottage, she stretched out on the couch behind the +old base burner with her sense of satisfaction dulled by her hard cough +and the feverish taste in her mouth. She was half asleep, half in a +stupor when Billy came in. + +"How's the cold, Lyd?" he asked. + +"I got it," she murmured hoarsely. "It'll be white mull and pink +eider-down." + +"What did you say?" asked Billy, coming over to the couch and peering +down at her, through the dusk. + +"Socks," whispered Lydia, "bushels of socks, aren't there, Billy?" + +Billy picked up her hand and felt her pulse, pulled the shawl up over +her chest, put his cheek down against her forehead for a moment as he +murmured, "Oh, Lydia, don't be sick! I couldn't bear it!" then he +hurried to the kitchen where Lizzie was getting supper. + +The next thing that Lydia knew she was in her own bed and "Doc" Fulton +was taking the clinical thermometer from her mouth. She was very much +confused. + +"Where's my fifteen dollars?" she asked. + +"What fifteen dollars, little daughter?" Amos was sitting on the edge +of the bed, holding her hand. + +"For my party dress--white mull--with socks--please, Daddy." + +Amos looked at Lizzie. "It's what she wanted for the Junior Prom, I +guess," said the old lady, "poor child." + +"You shall have fifteen dollars, just as soon as you get well, honey," +said Amos. + +"All right," said Lydia, hoarsely, "tell Kent so's he--" She trailed +off again into stupor. + +It was a hard pull, a sharp, hard struggle with badly congested lungs, +for two weeks. It was the first real illness Lydia had had in all her +sturdy young life. Ma Norton took charge and "Doc" Fulton was there +night after night. Margery came every day, with a basket, for Elviry +practically fed Amos during the two weeks. Billy did chores. Kent was +errand boy with the little car. And Adam sat on the doorstep for hours +and howled! + +And all this time Lydia wandered in a world of her own, a world that +those about her were utterly unable to picture through the erratic +fragments of talk she uttered from time to time. She talked to them of +little Patience, of John Levine, of old Susie, She seemed to be blaming +herself for the starving of an Indian baby who was confused in her mind +with little Patience. She sought her fifteen dollars through wild +vicissitudes, until Amos found the little purse under the couch pillow +and, wondering over its contents, put it in Lydia's feverish hands. +Thereafter she talked of it no more. + +But Lydia was splendidly strong. One night, after ten days of stupor +and delirium, she opened her eyes on Amos' haggard face. She spoke +weakly but naturally. "Hello, Dad! Ask Margery to get me the pattern +we were talking about. In a day or so I'll be up and around." + +Amos began to cry for sheer joy. + +Once she began to mend, Lydia's recovery was unbelievably rapid. On a +Sunday, a week before the Junior Prom., she was able to dress and to +lie on the living-room couch. During the afternoon, Kent came in. He +had had one or two glimpses of the invalid before, but this was the +first opportunity he'd had for a chat. + +"Hello, Lyd!" he cried. "Are you going to go to the Junior Prom. with +me, after all?" + +"Kent, I can't go. I might be strong enough for one or two dances by +that time, but I can't get my clothes done." + +"Pshaw, isn't that hard luck!" Kent's voice was soft with sympathy. +"Never mind, old lady! I'm so darned glad to have you getting well so +fast, that the Prom. doesn't matter. Say, Lyd, Margery's come out +fine, since you've been sick!" + +"I know it," said Lydia. "Just think of Margery carrying Dad's meals +in a basket, and helping Lizzie with the dishes. And I know she hates +it worse than poison. She's out in the kitchen now, making fudge." + +Kent brightened, perceptibly. "Is she? Er--Lydia, don't you think +she'd go to the Prom. with me? Seems to me she's cut out society as +long as she needs to." + +Lydia buried her nose in a bunch of violets that Professor Willis had +sent her. "I think she ought to go if she wants to," she said. + +"Guess I'll ask her now," cried Kent, disappearing kitchenward. + +Lydia lay watching snowflakes sift softly past the window. It was not +long before Margery and Kent appeared. + +"She's going!" cried Kent. + +Margery's beautiful eyes were glowing. "Yes, I'm going, Lyd! And if +nobody else will dance with me, Kent will take all the dances." + +Old Lizzie followed in. She looked sharply at Lydia, then said, "You +folks come out in the dining-room and let Lydia have a little nap." + +"No, I guess I'll go home," Margery answered, "Mother's not very well +to-day." + +"I'll take you along in my chug-chug." Kent crossed over to the couch +and took Lydia's hand, while Margery went for her wraps. "Good-by, +dear," he whispered, "get well fast for me." + +Lydia smiled at him over the bunch of violets. + +Billy was the next caller. "I left Dad and Amos saving the Nation +through Free Trade," he said. "Gee, Lydia, but you do look better! +You don't suppose you could possibly go to the Prom., just for one or +two dances, do you?" + +Lydia shook her head. "No clothes," she said, briefly. "Ask some +other girl." + +"There isn't any other girl," replied Billy. "If I can't go with you, +I'll be hanged if I go at all! Lydia, I don't see why a sensible girl +like you lays such stress on clothes. Honestly, it's not like you. +Come on, be a sport and go in your usual dress." + +Lydia looked at Billy's steady gray eyes, and a faint glow of comfort +began to surround her heart. Sometimes she felt as if Billy understood +her almost as well as John Levine did. + +"Now, look here," he said, argumentatively, "you and I had better talk +this clothes question out, once and for all." + +Lydia giggled. "Billy, you don't know women! It can't be talked out!" + +"I know you," replied the young man, stretching out his long legs to +the base-burner, and looking at Lydia, "and I want you to stop worrying +about your duds. I want you to let me lend you the money to get a +complete party outfit with." + +"Billy Norton, you know I wouldn't borrow money from a man!" exclaimed +Lydia. + +"Well, then, I'll give it to Mother and you borrow it from her." + +"Of course, I won't," replied Lydia. "Besides, I've got enough money I +earned myself!" + +"You have! Then what's all the worry about? How'd you earn it, Lyd? +I thought your father--" + +Lydia dug the little pocketbook from under the sofa pillow and spread +the money proudly on her shawl. "There it is and it's the root of all +my troubles." + +Billy looked at her suspiciously. "Young woman, how'd you earn that +money?" he demanded. + +"Socks! Bushels of socks, mostly," answered Lydia with a chuckle that +ended in a groan. She looked at Billy whimsically and then as the +sureness of his understanding came to her again, she told him the story +of her little midnight sweatshop. + +"Oh, dearest!" Billy burst forth with a groan when she had finished, +"how could you be such a little idiot! Oh, Lydia, Lydia, I can't tell +you how you wring my heart." + +It seemed for a moment as if he must gather the slight little figure to +his heart, but he set his teeth. + +"If that darned Prom. means as much as that to you--" he began, but +Lydia interrupted him. + +"It doesn't any more, Billy. I've learned a lot of things since I've +been sick. I was a little idiot to work so hard for clothes! But I +don't think it was all clothes. I wanted to be like other girls. I +wanted to have the man that took me proud of my appearance." + +She paused and Billy would have spoken, but Lydia began again. + +"You see, I was never sick before, so I never realized that a sickness +is a serious thing in more ways than one. I mean you can't go down to +death's door and ever be quite the same afterward. I've been thinking +about myself a great deal. Billy, and I'm feeling pretty small. Isn't +it queer how hard it is to learn just the simplest things about living! +Seems as though I learn everything with my elbows." + +The two young people sat in silence, Lydia watching the snowflakes +settle on the already overladen boughs of the pine. Billy watching the +sensitive lines in Lydia's face change with each passing thought. + +"I've made up my mind," Lydia began again, "that I've been poor too +long, ever really to outgrow the effects of poverty. I suppose I'd +always worry about money, even if I were taken suddenly rich! Anyhow, +lots of nice people have liked me poor and I'm just not going to worry +about having lovely clothes, with soft colors and--and graceful lines, +any more. I'm going to take care of our lovely old mahogany furniture +and try to make the cottage an attractive place for people with brains. +After all, the real thinkers of the country were poor--Emerson and his +circle, how simply they lived! You see, Billy, if I clutter up my mind +with furniture and clothes, I won't have time to think." + +Lizzie came in at this moment with a bowl of broth. "I'll hold it for +you, Lydia," said Billy. "Never mind pulling the little table up, +Lizzie, she's too weak to fuss with a table." + +There was a remote twinkle in Lizzie's old eyes, but she gave the bowl +over to Billy, and tactfully withdrew to the kitchen, where she sat +down with her feet in the oven. "Drat Kent!" she said to herself. + +Billy moved over to sit on the edge of the couch, and Lydia began to +sip the broth, spoonful by spoonful. "It's such fun to be weak and a +little helpless and have people waiting on you," she said. "It's the +first time it ever happened to me." + +As she spoke she was thinking how Billy had improved. How immaculate +he was and how well his blue suit fitted him. There was no barnyard +odor about him now! Only a whiff of the good cigars he smoked. + +"Billy," she said, "what would you say if next year I took the short +course in agriculture?" + +Billy almost dropped the bowl. "I'd be speechless!" he exclaimed. + +"I hate to think of teaching," Lydia went on, "and I'm crazy about the +country and farming and so is Dad. And there's more than that to it." + +What more there was to it, she did not say then, for Ma Norton came +bustling in. She made no comment on Billy's posing as a table! Ma was +wise and she was almost as devoted to Lydia as Billy himself. + +"It's nice to see the pink coming back in your cheeks, Lydia," she +said. "I just ran over to say I was going into town to do some +shopping, early in the morning, and if there was anything I could do +for you--?" + +"No, thank you," said Lydia. "I've begun to save up now to buy a cow!" + +And Ma looked on with a puzzled smile as Lydia and Billy burst into +sudden shrieks of laughter. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +THE END OF A GREAT SEARCH + + +"Abiding love! Those humans who know it, become an essential part of +nature's scheme."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +Lydia returned to her college work the Monday after the Junior Prom, a +little thinner, and her color not quite so bright as usual, but in a +most cheerful frame of mind. She was feeling, somehow, a new sense of +maturity and contentment. Even tales of the wonders of the Prom did +not disturb her much. She made up her lost classroom work, then took +on an extra course in English Essayists with Professor Willis, just to +satisfy her general sense of superiority to the ordinary temptations +that should have disturbed a young female with fifteen idle dollars in +her pocket! + +Kent was devoting a good deal of attention to Lydia but this did not +prevent his taking Margery about. He was, he explained to Lydia, so +sorry for her! + +"You don't have to explain to me," protested Lydia. "I want you to go +with all the girls you like. I intend to see all I want of as many men +as care to see me. I told you this was my playtime." + +Kent's reply to this was a non-committal grunt. + +It was late in May that he told Lydia what John Levine had finally +accomplished, in his silent months of work in Washington. The morning +after he told Lydia, Lake City was ringing with the news. The Indians +on the reservation were to be removed bodily to a reservation in the +Southwest. The reservation was then to be thrown open to white +settlement. + +"What will poor Charlie Jackson say?" were Lydia's first words. + +Kent shrugged his shoulders. "Poor old scout! He'll have to make a +new start in the West. But isn't it glorious news, Lyd! The land +reverts to the Government and the Land Office opens it, just as in +pioneer days. Everybody who's title's in question now can reenter +under settlement laws. Isn't Levine a wizard! Why don't you say +something, Lydia?" + +"I don't know what to say," said Lydia. "I'm sick at heart for the +Indians. But I'm glad that the awful temptation of the pines is going +to be taken away from Lake City. Though how good can come out of a +wrong, I'm not sure. I don't understand Mr. Levine. Oh, dear! It's +all wrong. When do the Indians go?" + +"The last of June. It's funny, Lydia, that you don't have more +sympathy with my work," replied Kent, gloomily. + +"Oh, Kent!" cried Lydia, "I want to believe that everything you do is +right but something's the matter with my mind, I seem to have to decide +matters of right and wrong for myself. When will Mr. Levine come home?" + +"Next month. Well, there's one consolation. You've always been crazy +about Levine and you don't approve of him, either." + +Lydia flushed. "Oh, I don't say that I don't approve of him. I just +don't understand him. Maybe he really believes the end justifies the +means." + +"Huh! Isn't that just what I believe?" demanded Kent. He looked at +her so happily, his boyish eyes so appealing, his square chin so +belligerent, that Lydia suddenly laughed and gave his ear a tweak. + +"Poor old vanity! Did he want all the ladies to adore him? Well, they +do, so cheer up!" + +Kent grinned. "Lyd, you're a goose and a good old pal! Hang it, I'm +glad you've got brain enough to stick to your own opinions!" + +On a Sunday afternoon, late in June, John Levine turned in at the gate +as casually as though he had left but the day before. Lydia was +inspecting the garden with her father, when she heard Adam bark and +whine a welcome to some one. + +"Oh, there he is, Daddy!" she cried, and she dashed down the rows of +young peas, her white skirts fluttering, both hands extended. + +John seized her hands and for a moment the two stood smiling and +looking into each other's face. Except that he was grayer, Levine was +unchanged. He broke the silence to say, "Well! Well! young Lydia, you +are grown up. I don't see how you manage to look so grown up, when +your face remains unchanged." + +"It's my hair," said Lydia, "and my skirts." + +"Of course," growled Amos, "I realize that I count only as Lydia's +father. Still I think you ought to recognize me, anyhow." + +The two men clasped hands. "Well, Amos?" + +"It's been a long time between drinks, John." + +"I know it, Amos, but my chore's done. Now, I'll stay home and enjoy +life. Lydia, is it too hot for waffles and coffee, for supper? Lord, +I've dreamed of those old days and of this meeting for nine months." + +"It's not too hot for anything on earth you can ask for," returned +Lydia, beginning to roll up her sleeves. "I'll go right in and start +them now." + +John looked after her, at the lengthened skirts, at the gold braids +wrapped round her head. "She doesn't change except in size, thank +God," he said. + +"Oh, she gets prettier," said Amos, carelessly. "She's sort of grown +up to her mouth, and the way she wears her hair shows the fine set of +her head. She's improved a lot." + +"She has _not_! Amos, you never did appreciate her. She couldn't be +any more charming now than she was as a kiddie." + +Amos put an affectionate hand on his friend's shoulder. "You always +were an old fool, John. Come up and peel your coat, then take a look +at the garden. There's Lizzie, dying to speak to you." + +Levine looked around the living-room, complacently. "Jove, isn't it +fine! Most homelike place in America. Lydia's been fixing up the old +mahogany, eh?" + +"Yes! One of the professors told her it was O. K., so she got a book +out of the library on old furniture and now we are contented and +strictly up to date. These damned rugs though, I can't get her to tack +'em down. They're just like so many rags on the floor! I never had a +chance to tell you what she did to my mahogany arm chair, did I?" + +He retailed the story of Willis' first call and John roared though he +murmured, "Poor kiddie," as he did so. + +"She's given me over to my sins, though, lately," Amos went on, with +the faint twinkle in his eyes that Lydia had inherited. "She brought +me up by hand, for a long time, hid my pipes, wanted me to manicure my +nails, wouldn't let me eat in my shirt sleeves or drink my coffee out +of the saucer. But her friend, Willis, likes me, as is,--so she's let +me backslide without a murmur." + +Amos paused and looked out at the shimmering lake. "John, I wish I had +five daughters. There's nothing like 'em in the world." + +Levine did not answer for a moment, while his gaze followed Amos' out +over the familiar outline of blue water and far green hills. + +"Sometimes, Amos," he muttered, finally, "I feel as if my whole life +had been wasted." + +It was an extraordinarily pleasant supper. John and Amos, in their +shirt sleeves, ate waffles till Lydia declared that both the batter and +her strength were exhausted. Indians were not mentioned. Levine was +in a reminiscent mood and told stories of his boyhood on a Northern +Vermont farm and old Lizzie for the first time in Lydia's remembrance +told of some of the beaux she had had when her father was the richest +farmer round Lake City. + +After the dishes were washed, Levine asked Lydia to stroll up the road +with him while Amos did his evening chores. It was dusk when they +turned out the gate to the road, Lydia clinging to John's arm. A June +dusk, with the fresh smell of the lake mingling with the heavy scent of +syringa and alder bloom, and of all the world of leafage at the high +tide of freshness. June dusk, with the steady croak of frogs from the +meadows and the faint call of whippoorwills from the woods. + +John put a long, hard hand over the small thin one on his arm. "Have +you missed me, young Lydia?" he asked. + +"Yes," she answered, "especially as you never came near us after the +hearing." + +"How could I come?" asked the man, simply. "You had weighed me and +found me wanting. There was nothing for me to do but to go ahead and +finish my job, as I still saw the right of it. Have you forgiven me, +Lydia?" + +"It wasn't a matter between you and me," replied the girl, slowly. "It +was between you and your conscience and if your conscience approves, +what's the use of asking me to forgive you?" + +"Because, I can't stand not having your approval," said Levine. + +They strolled on in silence, while Lydia considered her reply. "No +matter if the destroying of the Indians were right, that wouldn't +exonerate the whites for having been cruel and crooked in doing it. +People will always remember it of us." + +Levine gave a laugh that had no mirth in it. "Lord, who'll say the New +England spirit is dead! You're as cold in judging me as one of your +ancestors was when he sentenced a witch to be burned." + +"Oh, no!" cried Lydia. "Dear John Levine, I couldn't be cold to you. +Nothing could make me love you less. And you yourself told me to be +true to myself." + +John sighed, then said abruptly, "Let's never discuss it again. What +are you reading now, Lydia?" + +"English essayists and Emerson. I'm crazy about Emerson. He seems so +much more human than Leigh Hunt and De Quincey and the rest of them. +Maybe it's because he's an American, so I understand him better. I +think I like Compensation and Friendship the best so far. I learned +one thing from Friendship to quote to you. It's like you and me." + +With both hands clasping his arm, her sweet face upturned to his in the +dusk, and with the rich notes in her voice that were reminiscent of +little Patience, she quoted: + +"'Friendship--that select and sacred relationship that is a kind of +absolute and which even leaves the language of love suspicious and +common so much is this purer; and nothing is so much divine.'" + +John stopped and taking Lydia's face in both his hands, he exclaimed +huskily. "Oh, my dear, this is my real welcome home! Oh, Lydia, +Lydia, if you were ten years older and I were ten years younger--" + +Lydia laughed. "Then we'd travel--to all the happy places of the +world. We must turn back. Daddy'll be waiting." + +Levine turned obediently, saying as he did so, "Just one thing more, +then the year's absence will be spanned. How does the Great Search go +on? Do you ever have bad dreams at night, now?" + +"Sometimes," replied Lydia. "Just the other night I woke up with the +old fear and then--it was very curious--I heard the lap-lapping of the +lake, and the little murmur of the wind in the pine and the frogs +cheeping and the steady chirp of the crickets, and, Mr. Levine, the +queerest sense of comfort came to me. I can't put it into words. +Somehow it was as if Something behind all those little voices spoke to +me and told me things were--were right." + +"Lydia," said Levine, quickly, "you've struck the right trail. I'll +follow it with you. What a long way you've come alone, little girl. +Give me your hand, dear. I like to feel it on my arm. Oh, Lydia! +Lydia!" + +"What are you two mooning about," said Amos' voice, as he loomed on +them through the dusk. + +"Enterprises of great pith and moment," replied Levine. "Got any +tobacco with you, Amos?" + +"No! We'd better go in the house, anyhow. The mosquitoes will eat us +up. Lydia, Margery's looking for you." + +And as far as Lydia was concerned, the evening was ended. + +Levine was very busy with the details of the Indian removal for the +next week or two. The exodus was accomplished in a business-like +manner. A steady line of busses brought the Indians from the +reservation to the outskirts of Lake City, where rough barracks had +been erected to care for the government wards while they were being +concentrated. The state militia was on guard here, at intervals along +the road and upon the reservation. There were some disturbances on the +reservation, but for the most part, the Indians were dazed and +unprotesting. Before the concentration began, the precaution was taken +of sending Charlie Jackson under guard to the new reservation in the +Southwest. Lydia had never seen him after her day at the hearing. She +always was to carry in her memory, his handsome bronze face, too early +marked with lines of despair, as she saw it while she uttered her +protest to the commissioners. And it was a hauntingly sad memory to +carry. + +She went with Billy to see the embarking of the Indians in the special +trains provided for them. The streets along the line of march were +lined with whites, silent but triumphant. It was a beautiful day, +clear and hot. Two by two, the Indians moved along the fine old +elm-shadowed streets, old Wolf at the head, shambling and decrepit, but +with his splendid old head held high. Two by two, in utter silence, +their moccasined feet soundless, old Indians in buckskins, and young +Indians in store clothes, then squaws, in calico "mother-hubbards," +great bundles strapped to their backs, and children in their arms or +clinging to their skirts. A long, slow moving line, in a silence that +even the children did not break. + +It took until well in the evening to get the pathetic exiles into the +trains. Lydia did not stay after dark. Profoundly depressed, she made +Billy take her home. + +In the evening she sat with her Emerson open before her, but with her +unseeing eyes fastened on the open door. It was a little after nine +when the chug-chug of Kent's car stopped at the gate and in a moment +Kent, white faced, appeared in the door. + +"John Levine's been shot. He wants Lydia!" + +Without a sound Lydia started after Kent down the path, Amos following. +Kent packed them into the little car and started back toward town at +breakneck speed. + +"How bad off is he?" asked Amos. + +"Can't live," answered Kent. + +Still Lydia made no sound though Amos held her firmly in the vain +attempt to still her trembling. + +"How'd it happen?" Amos' voice broke a little. + +"That damned sister of Charlie Jackson and old Susie both took a shot +at him, just as the last car-load was finished. The police and the +militia got 'em right off. Shot 'em all to pieces. It looked as +though there'd be a wholesale fight for a minute but the militia closed +in and the last train got off." + +"Where is John?" asked Amos. + +"In Doc Fulton's office. They can't move him." + +No one spoke again. Kent brought the automobile up with a bang before +the doctor's house and Lydia, followed closely by the two men, ran up +to the door, through the outer office to the inner, where a nurse and +Doc Fulton stood beside a cot. + +Levine lay with his face turned toward the door. When he saw Lydia he +smiled faintly. She was quite calm, except for her trembling. She +walked quickly to his side and took his hand. + +"Looks like I was going to start traveling alone, young Lydia," he said +feebly. "I just wanted to tell you--that Great Search--is ending all +right--don't worry--" + +"I won't," said Lydia. + +"Only I hate to go alone--my mother--gimme something, Doc." + +The doctor held a glass to his lips. After a moment, Levine said +again, "My mother used to hold me--" his voice trailed off and Lydia +said suddenly, "You mean you want me to comfort you like I used to +comfort little Patience?" + +"Yes! Yes!" whispered Levine. "It's going to sleep alone I---- +Mother--" + +Lydia knelt and sliding her arm under Levine's neck, she pulled his +head over gently to rest on her shoulder. Then she began with infinite +softness the little songs she had not uttered for so many years. + + "'Wreathe me no gaudy chaplet; + Make it from simple flowers + Plucked from the lowly valleys + After the summer showers.'" + + "'Sweet and low, sweet and low, wind of the western sea . . .'" + + "'I've reached the land of corn and wine + And all its riches surely mine. + I've reached that heavenly, shining shore + My heaven, my home, for evermore.'" + +Suddenly the nurse shifted John's head and Doc Fulton lifted Lydia to +her feet. "Take her home, Amos," he said. + +John Levine had finished the Great Search. + + +Curiously enough, nothing could have done so much toward reinstating +Lake City in the good opinion of the country at large as did Levine's +tragic death. There was felt to be a divine justice in the manner of +his taking off that partook largely of the nature of atonement. He had +led the whites in the despoiling of the Indians. For this the Indians +had killed him. + +That a white life extinguished for a tribe destroyed might not be full +compensation in the eyes of that Larger Justice which, after all, rules +the Universe, did not seriously influence the reaction of public +opinion toward thinking better of Lake City. And John Levine, known in +life as an Indian Graft politician, became in his death a Statesman of +far vision. + +Levine's will was not found at first. Distant cousins in Vermont would +be his heirs, if indeed after his estate was settled, it was found that +there was left anything to inherit. + +Kent for a month or so after the tragedy was extremely busy helping to +disentangle Levine's complicated real estate holdings. It was found +that he held heavily mortgaged second growth timber lands in the +northern part of the State and Kent spent a month superintending a +re-survey of them. He was very much broken up by Levine's death, and +welcomed the heavy work. + +In spite of Lydia's deep affection for Levine, she did not feel his +death as much as Amos did. For after all, Lydia was young, gloriously +young, and with a forward-turned face. Amos had lost in John his only +real friend, the only human being who in some ways had helped to fill +in the hopeless gap left by his wife's death. And Amos, though still a +young man, kept his face turned backward. + +After her first wild grief had expended itself, Lydia found that, after +all, Levine's tragic death had not surprised her. She realized that +ever since she had known Charlie Jackson, she had been vaguely haunted +by a fear of just such an ending. + +July slipped into a breathless, dusty August. Lydia worked very hard, +making herself tasks when necessary work was done. She put up fruit. +She worked in the garden. She took up the dining-room carpet and oiled +the floor and made rugs. After she had had her swim in the late +afternoon, she would take up her old position on the front doorstep, to +sew or read or to dream with her eyes on the pine. + +How silently, how broodingly it had stood there, month in, month out, +year after year! What did it feel, Lydia wondered, now that the +Indians were gone? Was it glad that Levine had been punished? + +Billy, trundling up the dusty road from the law office on his bicycle, +late each afternoon, would stop for a moment or two. Since the +tragedy, not a day had gone by that Lydia had not seen him. + +"The drought is something frightful," he said to Lydia one afternoon in +late August, wiping the sweat and dust from his face. "This is the +ninth week without rain. The corn is ruined. I never knew anything +like this and Dad says he hasn't either." + +"Our garden died weeks ago," said Lydia, listlessly. + +Billy looked at her keenly. "Are you feeling any more cheerful, Lyd?" + +Lydia turned her gaze from the burning brown meadows to Billy's tanned, +rugged face. + +"I shall always have a gap in my life, where he went out," she said, +slowly. "I shall never get over missing him. Oh, he was so dear to +me! And yet, Billy, it isn't at all like little Patience's death. He +didn't depend on me and I didn't live with him so that everything +doesn't cry his absence to me. And I've got more resources than I had +then--" + +She laid her hand on the open book in her lap. + +"What're you reading?" asked Billy. + +"Emerson--Compensation. Listen, Billy--'We cannot part with our +friends. We cannot let our angels go. We do not see that they only go +out that archangels may come in.' + +"And so," Lydia's voice trembled, but she went on bravely, "I'm trying +to understand--trying to see how I can make something good come out of +his poor lost life. Somehow I feel as if that were my job. And--and +the idea helps me. Oh, my dear John Levine!" + +Billy cleared his throat. "Let's see that passage, Lyd." He took the +book and read on: "'The death of a dear friend--wife, lover, +brother--terminates an epoch of infancy or of youth that was waiting to +be closed, breaks up a wonted occupation or style of living and allows +the formation of new ones more friendly to the growth of character.'" + +The two young people sat staring at the distant hills. + +"Don't you see," Lydia burst out, "that I've got to do something, be +something, to make all the loss and trouble of my life worth while?" + +"I understand," answered Billy. "What are you going to do?" + +"I'm not quite sure, yet," replied Lydia, "but I'll tell you as soon as +I've made up my mind. Billy, ask your father to come over this +evening. Dad is so desperately blue." + +Billy rose to go. "One thing I will tell you, Billy," Lydia went on, +"I'm going to take the short dairy course this winter, besides my other +work." + +Billy looked at the sweet, resolute face curiously, then he chuckled. + +"Whenever you deign to unravel the workings of the mystery you call +your mind, I'll be crazy to listen," he said. + +Early in September, John Levine's will was found. He had left his +entire property, unconditionally, to Lydia. + +Amos, at first, was frantic with delight. Lydia was appalled. + +"All my life," she half sobbed to her father, "I've been fighting to +get away from Indian lands. And Mr. Levine knew how I felt. Oh, how +could he do this to me!" + +"Don't talk like a fool, Lydia!" roared Amos. + +Lydia turned to Kent, who was sitting on the back steps with them. He +leaned over and patted her hand. + +"Why worry about it, Lyd? Your father and I'll look out for it all." + +"Do I _have_ to keep it?" asked Lydia, tensely. "Will the law make me?" + +"I should say not! You can give it to me, if you want to," laughed +Kent. + +"But don't you see how I feel?" cried Lydia. "Don't you see that all +John Levine's lands up there are haunted by death--his own--and all the +starving Indians? Oh, why did he do this to me!" + +"I suppose you feel the same way about the cottage," said Amos, +sarcastically. + +"I don't either," contradicted Lydia. "I'm as happy as I can be that +we've got that. But all the rest! I won't have it, I tell you! I'd +rather be poverty stricken all my life." + +"Well, don't worry too much about that," said Kent. "Dave Marshall +thinks there won't be anything left after the estate is settled, but +the Indian lands." + +"Oh, Kent, you aren't having anything to do with Dave Marshall, are +you?" exclaimed Lydia. + +Kent flushed a little. "Well, his advice can't hurt me. If it's bad, +I don't have to take it. You ought to go out and see his farm, Lydia. +They're getting the house all fitted with modern conveniences. Dave's +going to make a model stock farm." + +"Bought with money earned by the Last Chance!" said Lydia. + +"You can't be so darned squeamish about where a man gets his money +these days, Lyd. Of course, there was no excuse for the Last Chance. +But Dave's done what he could about it." + +Lydia made no reply and Kent looked at her quizzically. "A New England +conscience must be something awful to own, eh, Lyd?" + +Lydia chuckled. "It's pretty bad," she admitted, then she went on +soberly, "but I won't take those Indian lands." + +"You can give them to me," reiterated Kent, cheerfully. + +"She'll keep them," said Amos, shortly, "or Lydia and I'll have our +first real row." + +"Well, save up the fight till the estate's settled," said Kent, +soothingly. "And then you'll know what you're fighting about. That +will take some months." + +Lydia sighed with relief. And again Kent laughed. "Oh, Lyd! You +haven't any idea how funny you are! Come to, old lady! This is the +twentieth century! And twentieth century business ethics don't belong +to town meeting days. The best fellow gets the boodle!" + +"Then Dave Marshall is the best fellow in our community, I suppose," +said Lydia. + +"Oh, Gee, Lyd! After all, he's Margery's father!" + +Lydia looked at Kent thoughtfully. Since the day under the willows, he +had not made love to her, yet she had the feeling that Kent was devoted +to her and she wondered sometimes why he liked to spend as much time +with Margery as with herself. Then she gave herself a mental shake. + +"I'm going to tell you right now, that until I _have_ to I'm not going +to worry. I'm going to try to be happy in my senior year." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +CAP AND GOWN + + +"Nature never pretends. She gives her secrets only to the +unpretending."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +The fifteen dollars, after all, were disposed of in a highly +satisfactory manner. They paid for Lydia's senior cap and gown. +Perhaps there were other members of the class to whom their senior +insignia meant as much as they did to Lydia, but that is to be doubted. + +Although, ever since her illness, she had firmly resolved never to +worry again over her meager wardrobe, she almost wept with joy when she +first beheld herself in cap and gown. For she looked exactly like +other girls! It didn't matter at all, this year, whether or not she +had a new suit or a new overcoat. The gown was all-concealing. +Donning it was like turning from caterpillar to butterfly with a single +wave of the hand. + +Amos and Lizzie were as much impressed as Lydia, but for different +reasons. Lizzie was sure that the gown was proof and evidence that +Lydia had compassed all human knowledge. + +"Land, Lydia," she murmured, walking slowly around the slender figure, +"it makes you look terrible dignified and I'm glad of that. No one +could look at you now and not feel that you know an awful lot." + +Amos was unimpressed by Lydia's stores of wisdom but it seemed to him +that there never was such a lovely face as that which looked out at him +from under the mortar-board cap. There was a depth to the clear blue +eyes, a sweetness to the red lips, that moved him so that for a moment +he could not speak. + +"It's an awful pretty idea, wearing the cap and gown, isn't it!" he +said, finally. "Somewhere, back East, there's a picture of one of your +ancestors who taught in an English college. You look something like +him." + +"Did I have that kind of an ancestor?" asked Lydia with interest. +"Isn't it too bad that we Americans don't know anything about our +forebears. I wonder what the old duck would say if he could see me!" + +It was the rainiest Fall within Lydia's recollection. It seemed, after +the drought was once broken, as if nature would never leave off trying +to compensate for the burning summer. The dark weather had a very +depressing effect on Amos and instead of growing more resigned to his +friend's death, he seemed to Lydia to become daily more morose and +irritable. + +In a way, Lydia's conscience smote her. She knew that her father was +worrying over her attitude on her inheritance, but she continued to +avoid the issue with him while the estate was being settled. Lydia was +doing heavy work in college. She actually had entered all the classes +in dairying possible, while carrying her other college work. And she +enjoyed the new work amazingly. + +She had not mentioned her purpose to any one of her friends but Billy. +Therefore when Professor Willis, showing some Eastern visitors through +the dairy building, came upon her washing cream bottles one afternoon, +he was rendered entirely speechless for a moment. + +Lydia, in a huge white dairy apron and cap, was sluicing the bottles +happily, the only girl in a class of a dozen men, when Willis came in, +followed by two tall men in eyeglasses. + +"Queer, I admit, to find this sort of thing in a college," he was +saying, "but decidedly interesting, nevertheless. Well, Miss Dudley, +are you--I didn't know--I beg your pardon." + +The class, which was working without an instructor, looked up in +astonishment. Lydia blushed furiously and the two visitors looked on +with obvious interest. + +"It's a class in bottle sterilizing," she explained. "It just happens +to be my turn." + +The look of relief on Willis' face made Lydia angry. She turned her +back on him and proceeded to let a cloud of steam envelop her and her +bottles. + +"The idiot! He thought I was dish-washing for a living, I suppose," +she murmured to herself. "What business is it of his, anyhow?" + +How Willis got rid of his two guests, he did not say, but half an hour +later, when Lydia emerged from the dairy building, he was waiting for +her. There was a quiet drizzle of rain, as was usual this Fall, and +Lydia was wearing her old coat, with her mortar-board. But it was +clear that the professor of Shakespeare did not know what she wore. It +was a half mile through the University farm to the street-car and he +wanted to re-establish himself with Lydia before some other swain +appeared. + +"Tell me what this means, Miss Dudley!" he said eagerly as he raised +his umbrella to hold it carefully over the mortar-board. + +"It looks as though it meant rain, to me," replied Lydia, shortly. + +Willis gave a little gasp. "Oh! I beg your pardon!" + +His chagrin made Lydia ashamed of herself. "I don't see why you should +be so shocked at my trying to learn something useful," she said. + +"Oh, but I'm not! Nothing that you could do would shock me! You've +got a good reason, for you're the most sensible girl I ever met. And +that's what I'm keen about, the reason." + +"The reason?" Lydia stared at the dripping woodland through which they +were making their way. "I'm not just sure I had a reason. I don't +want to teach. I do love farming. I don't see why a woman can't learn +dairy work as well as a man." + +"You're the only girl doing it, aren't you?" + +"Yes, but what difference does that make? The boys are fine to me." + +"I don't know that that surprises me any," Willis smiled down at the +pink profile at his shoulder. "Well, and then what?" + +"Then a dairy farm, if Dad and I can rent the makings of one." + +"But you have plenty of land, haven't you? Levine left all his +property to you, I understand." + +Lydia looked quickly up into Willis' face. "If you were I would you +keep that property?" + +The professor's eyes widened. "I? Oh! I don't know. It would be an +awful temptation, I'm afraid." + +"I'd rather be poor all my life," said Lydia. "I'm not afraid of +poverty. I've lived with it always and I know it's a sheep in wolf's +clothing." + +"You mean you've got the courage to give the pine land up?" asked +Willis, quickly. + +"It isn't courage. It's being afraid of my conscience. I--I feel as +if I were finishing out John Levine's life for him--doing what he ought +to have done." + +"I wonder if you have any idea what you mean to me!" Willis suddenly +burst forth. "You embody for me all the things my puritan grandmothers +stood for. By Jove, if the New England men have failed, perhaps the +Western women will renew their spirit." + +Lydia flushed. "I--I wish you wouldn't talk that way," she protested. +"I'm not really wise nor very good. I just feel my way along--and +there's no one to advise me." + +"That's the penalty of growing up, my dear," said Willis. "We no +longer have any one to tell us what to do. Here comes your car. I'm +afraid I let the umbrella drip on your cap." + +"It doesn't matter," said Lydia, valiantly. + +"Miss Dudley--" as he signaled the car, "I'm coming to see you, just as +often as you'll let me, this winter," and he walked off before Lydia +could reply. She sank into a car seat, her cheeks burning, her heart +thudding. + +Early in December, the settlement of the Levine estate was completed. +John's method of "shoestringing" his property was disastrous as far as +the size of Lydia's heritage went. Her father tried to make her +understand the statement of the Second National Bank, which was acting +as executor. And as nearly as Lydia could understand, one portion of +the estate was used to pay up the indebtedness of another portion, +until all that was left was the cottage, with a mortgage on it, and +three hundred and twenty acres of land on the reservation. + +The three hundred and twenty acres on the reservation was under a +cloud. Part of it was land he had gotten from Charlie's sister. All +of it he had obtained from alleged full bloods. + +"Then," said Lydia, in a relieved manner, "I really haven't any Indian +lands at all!" + +"Oh, yes, you have," replied Amos. "The court will take the oath of a +number of people that the land was obtained from mixed bloods. Dave +Marshall has fixed that up." + +"Dave Marshall!" gasped Lydia. + +Amos nodded. "He's strong with the Whiskey Trust. And the Whiskey +Trust is extra strong wherever there's a reservation." + +"Oh, Daddy!" cried Lydia, "we can't take it? Don't you see we can't?" + +It was just after supper and they were in the familiar old living-room. +Adam was snoring with his head under the base burner, and Lizzie was +clattering the dishes in the kitchen. Amos stood by the table, filling +his pipe, and Lydia with her pile of text books had prepared for her +evening of study. Amos' work-blunted fingers trembled as he tamped the +tobacco into the bowl and Lydia knew that the long dreaded battle was +on. + +"I can't understand why you act so like a fool," began Amos, +querulously. "And I can't see why you set your judgment up as better +than mine. I swan--even your Mother never did that, except on +borrowing money." + +"It isn't judgment. It's conviction, Daddy. And John Levine told me +to stand by my own convictions, even when they were against his. Oh, +how can you be willing to take land stolen in the first place and then +the theft legalized by the Whiskey Trust! Why, you don't want me even +to speak to Dave Marshall now, yet you're willing to take this dirty +favor from him." + +"We won't keep the land. We'll sell it and have the money to clear up +the mortgage on the cottage. I'd take a favor from the devil in hell +to get this place clear," replied Amos slowly. He took a turn up and +down the room. "I can't see what's happened to children nowadays. In +my day we obeyed. Lydia, I'm not going to discuss this any longer. +_You've got to take that land_." + +Lydia sat with her thin hands clasped before her on the table, her +clear eyes fastened on her father's face. + +"I'm not a child, Daddy," she said in a low voice, "I'm a woman, grown. +And if you'd wanted me to grow up without any convictions, you should +have given me different ancestors and then you shouldn't have brought +me up in a town like Lake City." + +Amos looked down at his daughter grimly. The Daniel Webster picture in +its black carved frame was just behind him and the somber vision in the +living and the pictured eyes was identical. + +"Can't you see what a fool you are!" he shouted. "The land can never +go back to the Indians. John took good care of that. If you don't +take it, somebody else will. Can't you see!" + +Lydia's lips tightened. "That's not the point. It's the way we're +getting it and the way John Levine got it." + +"And yet you pretended that you loved and admired Levine!" sneered Amos. + +Lydia sprang to her feet. She was white to her lips. "Don't repeat +that remark," she said in a choked voice. "What do you know about the +feeling John Levine and I had for each other? He was the one friend of +my life." + +"Nice way you have of showing it, now he's gone," roared Amos. "Just +about the way you show your affection for me. Will nothing satisfy +you? Norton and I never squealed when you and Billy got our claims +taken away from us. Doesn't it occur to you it's about time you +sacrificed something to me!" + +Lydia had never seen her father so angry before. He had often worked +himself into a tantrum on the subject of money but there was an aspect +to his anger now that was new to her. She was trembling but cool. + +"I'll do anything you want but this, Dad," she said. + +"But this is all I want. It's what I've wanted for years, this little +bit of land. And you haven't any idea what that feeling is." + +Like a flash Lydia saw again long aisles of pines, smelled again the +odor of the needles, heard again the murmuring call of the wind. + +"Good God!" cried Amos, tossing his pipe on the table, "poverty's +hounded me all my life--poverty and death. The only two people who +cared about me, Patience and Levine're gone. Yet here's the chance for +me to be independent. Here's a chance for me to make up for the +failure I've made of life. A man with a little piece of property like +this and a little bank account is somebody in the community. What do I +care how I get it, as long's I can hold it? What's a lot of dirty +Indians to stand between me and my future? But what do you care?" + +"O Daddy! O Daddy! How can you talk so to me!" groaned Lydia. She +put her hands over her eyes for a moment, swallowed a sob and then +started for the outer door. She caught her coat from the nail and +closed the door behind her. + +An irresistible impulse had carried her from the house. She wanted to +see Billy. It was still early and a lantern flickered in the Norton +barnyard. She ran along the snowy road and down the drive of the +Norton yard, pausing beside a lilac bush to see whether it was Billy or +his father just entering the cowshed. It was Billy and she ran across +the barnyard to the shed door. Billy was whistling to himself as he +began to bed down the cattle for the night. Lydia looked at him +eagerly in the dim light. How big and strong he was! + +"Billy!" she said, softly. + +The young man dropped his pitchfork and came toward her. "What's the +matter, Lydia!" he exclaimed. + +"Dad and I've been having an awful quarrel." + +"About the land?" asked Billy quickly. + +Lydia nodded. "Oh, I don't know what to do!" And then, not having +meant to do so at all, she suddenly began to cry. + +"Why can't they let you alone, damn 'em!" exclaimed Billy, furiously. +"Come away from that cold doorway, dear." And he led her into the warm +stable and over to a harness box. "There," pulling her down beside him +on the box, and putting his arm about her, "don't cry, Lydia. I can't +stand it. I'm liable to go over and say things to your father and +Kent." + +There was an edge to his voice as he said this that vaguely alarmed +Lydia. She wiped her eyes. + +"Kent wasn't there," she said. + +"No, but he's behind your father in this. I'll tell 'em both, +sometime, what I think of their bullying you this way." + +"Kent hasn't bullied me," insisted Lydia. + +"No? Well, give him time! Poor little girl! Don't tremble so. You +don't have to talk any more about it to any one. Just send 'em to me." + +Lydia smiled through her tears. "I can't send my own father to you. +And you and Kent would come to blows." + +"We probably would," replied Billy. "Want my hanky or haven't you wept +yours full yet?" + +"I'm not going to cry any more," said Lydia, raising her head. Billy +still held her warmly in the circle of his arm. The stable was dim and +quiet and fragrant with clover. "You're such a comfort, Billy. Now +that John Levine's gone, there's no one understands me as you do. How +can I reconcile Dad to giving up the land?" + +"You can't, Lydia. You'll just have to reconcile yourself to a +misunderstanding with him." + +"But I can't live that way!" wailed Lydia. + +"Well, you have the cottage. He used to think he'd be perfectly happy +if he owned that." + +"Oh, there's a mortgage on the cottage!" exclaimed Lydia. "Poor Daddy! +He wants to pay the mortgage with the lands." + +"It's tough luck! But there's nothing for you to do, Lydia, but to +stick to it. Don't weaken and things will come out all right. See if +they don't. And you've always got me. And if I see they're worrying +you too much, I'll make trouble for 'em." + +A vague, warm sense of comfort and protection was stilling Lydia's +trembling. She rose and looked up into his face gratefully. "I don't +see why you're so good to me," she said. + +"Do you want me to tell you?" began the young man eagerly. + +"No! No!" Lydia began to move hastily toward the door. "Don't come +home with me, Billy. I'll just run back alone." + +Billy's face in the lantern light was inscrutable. "I'll obey +to-night, Lydia," he said, "but the time's coming, when I won't," and +he picked up the pitchfork he had dropped. + +With the sense of comfort and protection sustaining her, Lydia went +homeward under the winter stars. Kent's automobile was standing before +the gate and Lydia's heart sank. It was the first time in her life she +ever had been sorry at the thought of seeing Kent. + +He was sitting before the base burner with her father and jumped up to +help her take her coat off. He greeted her soberly. + +"Your father's been telling me about your discussion, Lyd," he said. +"You can't mean to stick by your decision!" + +Lydia sat down wearily. "Oh, Kent, don't _you_ begin at me, too." + +"But I think I ought to, Lydia," replied Kent, his voice dangerously +eager. "I don't think any of your friends have a right to be quiet +when you're letting a silly scruple ruin your and your father's future." + +"It certainly won't ruin my future," said Lydia. "And I won't let it +ruin Dad's." + +"Now look here, Lydia," began Kent, "let's begin at the beginning and +sift this thing out." + +"But why?" groaned Lydia. "You know exactly how I feel and why I feel +it. And I know how you feel. We've been debating it for years." + +"Yes, but listen," persisted Kent, and once more he began his arguments +on the Indian question. + +Kent had a certain eloquence of speech, yet Lydia, knowing all that he +would say, gave little heed to his words while she watched his glowing +face. + +"Don't you see?" he ended finally. + +"I see how you feel, yes," replied Lydia. "But just because you can +list what you call average American business deals that are crooked, +you aren't justified in being crooked, are you?" + +Kent threw out his hand helplessly, and for a moment there was stance +in the room, then he said, + +"Well, after all, there's nothing so selfish as your Puritans. Of +course, every one but yourselves is wrong. And, of course, it doesn't +occur to you that it might be a decent thing of you to sacrifice your +own scruples to do a thing that would mean so much to your father." + +Lydia looked at Kent quickly. This was a new angle. He would have +followed this opening at once had not Amos spoken for the first time. + +"Hold up, Kent," he said in a tired voice. "Don't heckle her any more. +After all, I'm getting on toward fifty and I guess it's too late for me +to begin over, anyhow. I'll plod along as I always have." + +"Oh, Daddy!" cried Lydia, "don't talk that way! You aren't a bit old. +You make me feel like a beast, between you." + +"Well, we don't mean to," Amos went on, "but I guess we have been +pretty hard on you." + +Amos' weariness and gentleness moved Lydia as no threats could. Her +eyes filled with tears and she crossed over quickly to the window and +looked out on the starlit splendor of the lake. In how many, many +crises of her life she had gazed on this self-same scene and found +decision and comfort there! + +Was she selfish? Was she putting her own desire for an easy conscience +ahead of her father's happiness? Amos went into the kitchen for a +drink and Kent followed her to the window and took both her hands. + +"Lydia," he said, "I'm awful sorry to press you so, but you're being +unfair and foolish, honestly you are. You used to let me look out for +you in the old days--the old days when I used to pull little Patience's +carriage with my bicycle--why can't you trust me now? Come, +dearest,--and next year we'll be married and live happy ever after." + +Lydia's lips quivered. All Kent's charm of manhood, all the memories +of their childhood together, of his boyhood love for her and her baby +sister, spoke together to win her to his desires. And after all, what +could matter so much to her as her father's and Kent's happiness? + +"Kent!" she cried with the breathlessness of a new idea, "if I should +give in and agree to take the land, would you go up there with me and +turn it into a farm?" + +Kent smiled at her pityingly. "Why, Lyd, there's nothing in that! Why +should we try to farm it? The money is in speculating with it. I +could clear up a mint of money for you in a couple of years, if you'll +give me the handling of it." + +But Lydia's eyes were shining now. "Oh, but listen! You don't +understand. Mr. Levine drove the Indians out, by fraud and murder. +Yes, he did, Kent. And yet, he had big dreams about it. He must have +had. He was that kind of a man. And if we should go up there and turn +those acres into a great farm, and--and make it stand for something big +and right--perhaps that would make up for everything!" + +"Lord, what a dreamer you are, Lyd," groaned Kent. "Mr. Dudley, do you +hear this?" + +Amos grunted. "Nothing looks good to me but this cottage. I'd have a +cow and a few pigs and some bees and the whole world could go to the +devil for all of me." + +"Lydia," said Kent, "be sensible. Don't talk impossibilities." + +"What is there impossible about it?" demanded Lydia. + +"Gee, easy money on one side, and a lifetime of hard work on the other! +Yet you act as if there was a choice." + +"Kent, can't you understand how I feel?" pleaded Lydia. "Have you got +a blind spot in your mind where money is concerned? Are all the men in +America money crazy like the men in Lake City?" + +"Sure," replied Kent cheerfully. "Oh, Lydia, honey, don't be so hard! +Look at your poor old Dad! Think what it would mean to him. Don't be +so doggone sanctimonious!" + +Instead of looking at her father, Lydia looked at Kent, long and +wistfully. How dear he was to her! What an inalienable part of her +life he was! What was the use of always struggling against her heart. +Kent smiled into her face. Her lips trembled and she turned to look at +Amos. He was standing by the table, filling his pipe. Suddenly Lydia +realized how gray and broken he looked, how bent his shoulders were +with work, and there swept over her anew an understanding of his utter +loneliness since her mother's and Levine's death. + +With a little inarticulate murmur, she ran across the room and threw +her arms about his neck. "Oh, Daddy," she cried, "I'll do it! I'll +agree to it! If only you'll promise me to be happy!" + +Amos dropped his pipe. "Lydia! You don't mean it! Why, my little +girl! Lord, Kent! Isn't she just all right! Make me happy! Why, +Lydia, you've made a young man of me--I swan--!" + +Kent was holding one hand now, Amos the other. Both looked at Lydia +with radiant faces. And she could but feel an answering glow. + +"We'll make this up to you, Lyd, old lady," cried Kent. "See if we +don't." There was a little pause during which the ice boomed. Then, + +"Well, what happens next, now you've settled me?" asked Lydia. + +"Something to eat," exclaimed Amos. "I didn't eat any supper. I swear +I haven't eaten for months with any relish. Lydia, make us some +chocolate or something." + +As Lydia passed through the dining-room with her steaming tray, a +little later, Lizzie called from her bed and Lydia set down the tray +and went to her. + +"Did they win you over, Lydia?" she asked. "I went to bed so's not to +interrupt." + +"Yes, they won me," said Lydia. + +"Poor child! I never wished harder'n I have tonight that your mother +hadn't died. But never mind! I guess it's just as well you gave in. +Kent could win the heart of a bronze image. Drat him! Run along with +the supper, Lydia." + +"Now," said Kent, as he sipped his chocolate, "let's lay our plans." + +"Not before me," exclaimed Lydia. "My one stipulation is that you +don't tell me any of the details." + +"All right," said Amos, hastily. "We'll do anything she wants, now, +eh, Kent?" + +"You bet," replied the young man. + +That night, after Kent had gone, Lydia stood long at the living-room +window which gave on the front gate. The pine, its boughs powdered +with snow, kept its lonely vigil over the cottage. + +"Yes," whispered Lydia, finally, "your last friend has deserted you, +but I guess I'm keeping faith with Kent and Dad, anyhow." + +Then she went to bed. + +For a day or so Lydia avoided Billy Norton. But she was restless and +unhappy and found it difficult to keep her mind on her college work. +Finally, she timed her return from the dairy school, one afternoon, to +coincide with Billy's home-coming from his office and she overtook him +Just beyond the end of the street-car line. The sun was sinking and +the wind was rising. + +"Billy!" called Lydia. + +He turned and waited for her with a broad smile. + +"Billy," she said without preliminaries, "I gave in!" + +"_Lydia_!" he gasped. + +"I couldn't stand their pleading. I gave in. I hate myself, but Dad +looks ten years younger!" + +"You actually mean you're letting yourself get mixed up with the +Whiskey Trust and that pup of a Dave Marshall?" + +Lydia plodded doggedly through the snow. "Of course, Kent's tending to +all that, I refuse to be told the details." + +"Lydia!" cried Billy again and there was such a note of pain in his +voice that she turned her face to his with the same dogged look in her +eyes that had been expressed in her walk. + +"Why," he said, "what am I going to do without you to look up to--to +live up to? You can't mean it!" + +"But I do mean it. I fought and fought and I have for years till I'm +sick of it. Now, at least, there'll be no more poverty for Dad to +complain of." + + "'Just for a handful of silver he left us, + Just for a ribband to wear in his coat,'" + +quoted Billy bitterly. "Lydia, I can't believe it!" + +"It's true," repeated Lydia. "I couldn't stand Kent and Dad both. And +partly I did it for John Levine's memory. I'm not trying to justify +myself Billy. I know that I'm doing something wrong, but I've +definitely made up my mind to sacrifice my own ease of conscience to +Dad's happiness." + +"You can't do it! You aren't built that way," exclaimed Billy. + +"But I _am_ doing it," reiterated Lydia. + +"Look here," he cried, eagerly, "do you expect to keep my respect and +yet go on with this?" + +Lydia did not reply for some time. They were nearing the cottage, and +she could see the pine, black against the afterglow, when she said, + +"Well, I'm not keeping my own self-respect and yet, I'm glad I'm making +Dad and Kent happy." + +"Kent! Wait till I see him!" + +"You can't change Kent, if I couldn't," replied Lydia. + +"I'll not try to change him," said Billy grimly. "I'll tell him what I +think of him, though." + +They paused by the gate. Billy looked down at Lydia with a puzzled +frown. + +"How about 'Ducit Amor Patriae' now, Lydia?" he asked. + +"Oh, I don't know," she sighed. "Good night, Billy." + +"Good-by, Lydia," said the young man heavily and he turned away, +leaving her standing at the gate. + +But though she had maintained a calm front with Billy, Lydia went over +and over their conversation that night feverishly before she went to +sleep. She tossed and turned and then long after the old livingroom +clock had struck midnight, she slipped out of bed and crouched on her +knees, her hands clasped across her pillow, her eyes on the quiet stars +that glowed through the window. + +"O God," she prayed, "O God, if You do exist, help me now! Don't let +me lose Billy's respect for I don't know how I can get along without +it. God! God! Make me believe in You, for I must have Some One to +turn to! You have taken mother and little Patience and John Levine +from me! Oh, let me keep Billy! Let me keep him, God, and make me +strong enough to keep on accepting that three hundred and twenty acres. +Amen." + +Shivering, but somehow quieted, she crept into bed and fell asleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +THE YOUNGEST SCHOLAR + + +"The Indians knew no home, and so they died."--_The Murmuring Pine_. + + +If Amos was not happy after Lydia's concession, at least she never had +seen him so interested in life as he was now. Nor had Kent ever been +more considerate of Lydia. They went to a number of dances and skated +together frequently in spite of the fact that Kent was very busy with +his real estate work. + +All this, Lydia told herself, should have made her happy, and yet, she +was not. Even when Professor Willis took her to a Military hop and +brought her home in a hack, she was conscious of the feverish sense of +loss and uncertainty that had become a part of her daily living. +Several times she had an almost overwhelming desire to tell him what +she had done. But she could not bear to destroy the ideal she knew he +had of her, even for the relief of receiving his sympathy, of which she +was very sure. + +Billy came to see her as usual, and took her to an occasional dance. +But he was not the friend of old. And the change was not in any +neglect of things done, it was in his way of looking at her; in his +long silences when he studied her face with a grieved, puzzled look +that made her frantic; in his ceasing to talk over his work with her +with any air of comradeship, and most of all in his ceasing to bully +her--that inalienable earmark of the attitude of the lover toward the +beloved. + +Lydia's nerves began to feel the strain before spring came in. She was +pale in the morning and fever-flushed in the afternoon and her hands +were uncertain. March was long and bleak, that year, but April came in +as sweetly as a silver bugle call. The first week in April the ice +went out of the lake with a crash and boom and mighty upheaval, leaving +a pellucid calm of blue waters that brought a new light to Lydia's +face. She heard the first robin call on her way home from college, the +day that the ice went out. + +She had walked up the road ahead of Billy, her black scholar's gown +fluttering. Once, he would have run to overtake her, but now he +plodded along a block behind, without a sound. Lydia did not pause at +the cottage gate. The call of the robin was in her blood and she swung +on up the road, past the Norton place, and into the woods. + +Young April was there, with its silence a-tip-toe, and its warmth and +chill. Lydia drew a deep breath and paused where through the trunks of +the white birches she caught the glimmer of the lake. There was a log +at hand and she sat down, threw her mortar-board on the ground and +rested, chin cupped in her hands, lips parted, eyes tear dimmed. She +was weary of thought. She only knew that the spiritual rightness with +which she had sustained her mind and body through all the hard years of +her youth, had gone wrong. She only knew that a loneliness of soul she +could not seem to endure was robbing her of a youth that as yet she had +scarcely tasted. + +She sat without stirring. The blue of the lake began to turn orange. +The robin's note grew fainter. Suddenly there was the sound of hasty +footsteps through the dead leaves. Lydia looked up. Billy was +striding toward her. She did not speak, nor did he. It seemed to her +that she never had noticed before how mature Billy's face was in its +new gauntness, nor how deep and direct was his gaze. + +He strode up to the log, stooped, and drew Lydia to her feet. Then he +lifted her, scholar's gown and all, in his arms and kissed her full on +the lips, kissed her long and passionately, then looked deep into her +eyes and held her to him until she could feel his heart beating full +and quick. + +For just a moment, Lydia did not stir, then she threw her arms around +his neck, hid her face against his shoulder and clung to him with an +intensity that made him tremble. + +The robin's note grew sweeter, fainter. The lake lap-lapped beyond the +birches. Billy slipped his hand under Lydia's cheek and turned her +face so that he could look into her eyes. At what he saw there, his +own firm lips quivered. + +"Lydia!" he whispered. + +Then he kissed her again. + +Lydia freed herself from his arms, though he kept both of her hands in +his. + +"Now," he said gently, with a smile of a quality Lydia never had seen +on his lips before, "now, sweetheart, are you going to be good?" + +"Yes," murmured Lydia, with the contralto lilt in her voice. "What do +you want me to do. Billy?" + +"I want what you want, dearest. I want the old Lydia with the vision. +Has she come back, or shall I have to look for her again?" + +He started as if to take Lydia in his arms once more, but with a sudden +rich little laugh, she stepped away from him. + +"She's here--Oh, Billy, _dearest_! How could you let her wander around +alone so long." + +"It didn't hurt my cause any for her to miss me," answered Billy, +grimly, "though I didn't realize that till a moment ago. Stop your +trembling, Lydia. I'm here to look out for you, for the rest of time." + +"I can hear Adam barking," said Lydia. "Dad must have come home. Take +me back, Billy." + +"All right," replied Billy. "I will just as soon as you tell me +something." + +Lydia looked up into his face. "Not that just yet, please, Billy. I +must make things right with Dad and Kent." + +Billy seized her shoulders. "Is there anything between you and Kent, +Lydia?" he said, jealously. + +"Not in words," she answered, "but of course he's gone ahead with my +land deal, with the idea he'd share in it." + +Billy's hands tightened on her shoulders. "Dear," Lydia went on +pleadingly, "don't spoil this perfect moment. We must have this, +always, no matter what comes." + +"Nothing can come," replied Billy sternly. "Give me your hand, little +girl. It's getting cold in these woods." + +They walked back to the cottage in silence, hand in hand. They paused +at the gate and Lydia pointed through the dusk at the new moon. + +"Let's wish on it," she said. "Close your eyes, and wish." + +Billy closed his eyes. A kiss as soft as the robin's note fell on his +lips and the gate clicked. He opened his eyes and stood looking up the +path long after the door closed, his hat in his hand. + +Lydia wandered into the dining-room quite casually. + +"For heaven's sake, Lydia!" cried Amos. "I was just going to start on +a hunt for you!" + +"I took a walk in the woods," explained Lydia, "and was gone longer +than I realized." + +"Supper's ready. Sit right down," said Lizzie, looking at Lydia, +intently. + +Amos was absorbed in his own thoughts during the meal. He and Kent had +both been worried and absent minded, lately. He paid no heed to the +fact that Lydia only played with her food and that during the meal she +smiled at nothing. But old Lizzie, who had worried herself half sick +over Lydia, watched her with growing curiosity. + +"Seen Kent, to-day, Lydia?" she asked. + +After a moment--"Did you speak to me, Lizzie?" Lydia inquired. + +"Yes, I did. I asked if you'd seen Kent to-day." + +"I? No, I haven't seen Kent. We had a quiz in chemistry, to-day." + +"What's that got to do with anything?" grunted Lizzie. But she asked +no more questions. + +Ma Norton came over during the evening to borrow some yeast. Amos was +working over some figures on a bit of paper. Lydia was sitting with a +text book in front of her. She had not turned a leaf in twenty +minutes, to Lizzie's actual count. + +"Spring's here," said Ma. "Though there's still a bite in the air. +Not that Billy seems to notice it. I found him sitting on the front +steps with his cigar, as if it was June." + +Lizzie gave Lydia a quick look and wondered if she only imagined that +her cheeks were turning pinker. + +"I can't sit down," Ma went on, "I've got to set this sponge to rise." + +"I'll walk home with you, Mrs. Norton," said Lydia, suddenly. "It +seems as if one couldn't get enough of this first spring day." + +"Do!" Ma's voice was always extra cordial when she spoke to Lydia. + +Lizzie watched the door close behind the two. "I knew it," she +exclaimed. + +"Knew what?" inquired Amos, looking up from his figures. + +"That there was a new moon," answered the old lady, shortly, trudging +off to her bedroom. + +"Liz is getting childish," thought Amos, returning to his work. + +"Bill's still on the front porch," said Ma Norton as they reached the +Norton driveway. "Do go speak to him, Lydia. He's amiable to-night, +but he's been like a bear for months." + +Billy's mother went on into the kitchen entrance and Lydia went over to +the dim figure on the steps. + +"Your mother told me to speak to you," she said meekly. + +"I heard her." Billy gave a low laugh. "Come up here in the shadow, +sweetheart, and tell me if you ever saw such a moonlit and starlit +night." + +But Lydia did not stir. "Honestly, I don't dare look at the sky any +longer. I have a quiz in rhetoric to-morrow and I've _got_ to get my +mind on it." + +Billy came down the steps. "Then I'll walk home with you." + +"No, you won't. I--I just came over to see if it's all real. Just to +touch you and then run back. I'd rather you didn't walk back with me." + +The night was brilliant and Billy, responding to some little +petitioning note in Lydia's voice, did not offer to touch her but stood +looking down at the sweet dim face turned up to his. She lifted her +hand, that thin hand with the work calluses on it, and ran it over his +cheeks, brushed her cheek against his shoulder, and then ran away. + +She finished her studying and went to bed early, only to lie awake for +hours. At last, she crept out of bed and as once before, she clasped +her hands and lifted her face to the heavens. "Thank you, God!" she +whispered. Then she went to sleep. + +The next night, Kent came out to the cottage. Lydia dreaded his coming +so little that she was surprised. Yet this day had been one of +continual surprise to her. She had wakened to a dawn of robin songs, +and had dressed with an answering song in her own heart. She was as +one who had never known sorrow or anxiety. Her whole future lay before +her, a clear and unobstructed pathway. + +For Lydia had found herself. She was a creature to whom a great love +and devotion were essential as motive forces. In turn she had given +this, in childish form, to her mother, to little Patience and to +Levine. One by one these had been taken from her and she had struggled +to give this devotion to Kent, but she could not give where there was +no understanding. + +And now she saw that for years it had been Billy. Billy who combined +all the best of what her mother, her baby sister, and Levine had meant +to her, with something greatly more--the divinity of passion--a thing +she could not understand, yet that had created a new world for her. + +Kent tossed his hat on the couch and shook his head at Amos. "Dave's +not going to get away with it. He's got some kind of a row going with +the Whiskey people and he says we might as well count him out. I don't +know what to do now." + +Amos groaned. "Lord, what luck!" + +"Don't let it worry you," said Lydia calmly. "I made up my mind to-day +that I'd go ahead and enter on that land just as other folks are doing, +in the good old way. I'm going to make a farm up there, that will blot +out all memory of what Mr. Levine did. But I'm going to work for it as +a homesteader has to and not take any advantage through Mr. Levine's +graft." + +Kent looked up crossly. "Oh, Lydia, for heaven's sake, don't begin +that again!" + +Lydia crossed the room and put her hand on Kent's shoulder as he sat on +the couch. + +"Kent, look at me," she said, then, very quietly, "I'm going to +homestead that land." There was no escaping the note of finality in +her decision. + +Kent's face whitened. He looked up steadily at Lydia. Amos and Lizzie +sensed that they were spectators of a deeper crisis than they +understood and they watched breathlessly. Kent rose slowly. The sweat +stood on his forehead. + +"You know what that means, as far as I'm concerned," he said. + +Lydia, chin up, gaze never more clearly blue, nodded. + +"Yes, Kent, but we never would have been happy. You and Margery were +meant for each other, anyhow." + +"Lydia! Lydia!" exclaimed Kent hoarsely, half angrily, half pleadingly. + +"No, you won't feel badly, when you think it over. Go to Margery now +and tell her, Kent." + +Kent picked up his cap. "I--I don't understand," he said. Then, +angrily, "You aren't treating me right, Lydia. I'll talk to you when +I'm not so sore," and he walked out of the house. + +Lydia turned to Amos and Lizzie. "There," she said, happily, "I've got +Kent settled for life!" + +Amos sank into his armchair. "Lydia, have you lost your mind!" he +groaned. + +"No, I've found it, Daddy. Poor Dad, don't look as if you'd fathered a +lunatic!" + +Amos shook his head. + +"Daddy, let's homestead that land! Let's quit this idea of getting +something by graft. Let's do like our forefathers did. Let's +homestead that land! Let's earn it by farming it." + +Lydia's father looked at her, long and meditatively. He was pretty +well discouraged about the probability of ever getting a clear title to +the land through Kent or Marshall. And the longer he looked at Lydia, +the more his mind reverted to New England, to old tales of the farm on +which he and his ancestors had been bred. + +"A man with three hundred and twenty acres of land is a power in the +community," he said, suddenly. + +"Oh, yes, Dad!" cried Lydia. + +"You never know what a feeling of independence is," said Lizzie, "till +you own land and raise wheat." + +Amos stared out the door into the darkness. Little by little Lydia saw +creeping into his face new lines of determination, a new sort of pride +that the thought of the selling of the lands had not put there. He +cleared his throat. + +"Hang it, Lydia, I'm not as hard as you think I am. I want you to be +happy. And I'm not so damned old as you think I am. I'm good for +homesteading, if you and Liz are. A farmer with three hundred and +twenty acres! God!" + +Lydia nodded. Amos began to walk the floor. "I'm still a young man. +If I had the backing that land gives a man, I could clean out a lot of +rottenness in the State. Even if I only did it by showing what a man +with a clean record could make of himself." + +"That's just the point," cried Lydia eagerly, "and your record wouldn't +have been clean, if you'd gotten it through Marshall." + +"What young men need nowadays," Amos went on, "is to get back to the +old idea of land ownership. Three hundred and twenty acres! Lydia, +why can't I enter on it to-morrow?" + +"Why not?" asked Lydia. + +"If I take Brown's offer for the cottage, it would leave us enough to +get a team and I bet I could hire a tractor to get to the cleared +portion of it, this Fall. A hundred acres are clear, you know. I +might as well quit the factory now, eh, Lydia?" + +With a laugh that had a sob in it, Lydia kissed her father and whirled +out the door. Billy was coming in at the gate. She flew down to seize +his hand and turn him toward the road. + +"Let's walk! I've such quantities to tell you!" + +Billy turned obediently, but paused in the shadow of the pine. "Lydia, +I can't tell you what it means to me. No matter what bigger things may +seem to happen to me, nothing can equal the things I've felt and +dreamed to-day." + +Then he put his arms about Lydia and kissed her, and she put her arms +about his neck and laid her head against his shoulder. They stood thus +motionless while the pine whispered above them. And in the intensity +of that embrace all the griefs of Lydia's life were hallowed and made +purposeful. + +"Lydia," said Billy, "I want to tell Mother and Dad. Will you come +over home with me, now?" + +"Yes," replied Lydia, "and then we must tell my father and Lizzie. Oh, +Billy, I forgot," as they started down the road, "I've decided to +homestead that land." + +"But--why, Lydia dear, you're going to be a lawyer's wife. For +heaven's sake, let that beastly land go." + +"No, I'm going to be a pioneer's wife!" + +There was a little pause, then Billy laughed uncertainly. "Well, I'm +not going to talk about it to-night. I'm in a frame of mind to-night +where I'd promise you to be an Indian chief if you ask it. Mother and +Dad are in the kitchen." + +They opened the kitchen door and stepped in. Pa Norton was sitting in +his stocking feet, reading the evening paper. Ma was putting away the +day's baking. She paused with a loaf of bread in her hand as the two +came in and Pa looked over his glasses. + +"Mother and Dad," said Billy, uncertainly, "I--I've brought Lydia home +to you! Look at her, Dad! Isn't she a peach!" + +Lydia stood with her back against the door, cheeks scarlet, golden head +held high, but her lips quivering. + +Ma dropped her loaf of bread. "Oh, Lydia," she cried, "I thought that +numskull of a Billy never would see daylight! I've prayed for this for +years. Come straight over here to your mother, love." + +But Pa Norton had dropped his paper when Ma dropped her bread and had +not paused for comments. He made three strides to Lydia, and gave her +a great hug and a kiss. Then he said, "First time I saw you carrying +that milk for Billy's books, I said, there's the wife Billy ought to +have. Ma, wasn't she the dearest--" + +But Ma shoved him aside contemptuously. "Get over and talk to Billy. +This is a woman's affair. Who cares about reminiscences now. Oh, +Billy, do you remember I used to worry because she didn't keep the back +of her neck clean!" + +"Who's reminiscencing now?" asked Pa belligerently. + +Everybody laughed. Then Pa sighed. "Well, I feel almost reconciled +now to Bill's giving up farming. When're you going to be married?" + +Lydia blushed. "Oh, not for a long time. Now, let's go and tell my +people, Billy." + +Out in the night again! Curious how long the short walk to the cottage +could be made! Curious how near the stars were--heaven just over the +road where the lovers strolled. Not strange that such ecstasy cannot +last forever. The human mind could not bear that heaven-born rapture +too long. + +Lizzie was mending. Amos was sitting in his arm chair, with a bit of +paper on which he was figuring. Lydia flew across the room and dropped +on her knees beside him. + +"Oh, Daddy dear, look at me! Billy's here and he's always going to be +here. Tell us you're glad." + +Amos looked up with a jerk. First at Billy standing stalwart and grave +by the table, his deep eyes as steady as the hand he held out to +Lizzie. Then at his daughter, with her transformed face. + +"But," protested Amos, "I thought it was to be Kent." + +"Oh, it couldn't have been Kent," exclaimed Lydia. "We never would +have understood each other. Kent was for Margery." + +A frown gathered on Amos' face. He did not really want Lydia to marry +any one. All that had reconciled him to the thought of Kent had been +Kent's relation to the Indian lands. And now, he discovered that he +didn't want to give his daughter to any one. He threw a jealous arm +about her. + +"No, you can't have her, Billy," he said. "Nobody shall have her. +She's too good for the best man living." + +"Yes, she is," agreed Billy. "But that isn't the point. The point is +that Lydia actually wants me. I don't understand it myself, but she +does and I know I can make her happy." + +"I can make her happy myself," said Amos, gruffly. + +"But you haven't," retorted Billy. "Look at the way you've acted about +this land matter. And God knows, she deserves to be happy at any cost. +Good heavens, when I think of her, it seems to me that nothing could be +too much for her. I think of her trudging those miles in her patched +old clothes to buy her school books--what a thin, big-eyed kiddie she +was. Why, even as a cub, I used to appreciate her. And then when she +stood up before the hearing, the bravest man among us, and when she got +sick trying to earn those silly Prom clothes---- My God, Amos, if +Lydia wants me, or the moon, or a town lot in South Africa, it's up to +you to give it to her." + +Amos did not reply for a moment. Down through the years he was +watching a thin little figure trudge with such patience and sweetness +and determination as he seemed never before to have appreciated. +Slowly his hold loosened on Lydia's shoulders and he looked into her +face. + +"Do you want to marry Billy?" he asked. + +"Oh, Daddy, yes," whispered Lydia. + +Amos looked up at the young man, who stood returning his gaze. "Take +her, Billy, and heaven help you if you're not good to her, for John +Levine's spirit will haunt you with a curse." + +Billy raised Lydia to her feet and the extraordinary smile was on his +face. + +"What do you think about it, Lizzie?" he asked. Lizzie, who had been +crying comfortably, wiped her eyes with the sock she was darning. + +"I'm thinking that any one that can bring the look to Lydia's face +she's been wearing for twenty-four hours, deserves her. Rheumatism or +no, down I get on my old knees to-night and give thanks--just for the +look in that child's eyes." + +And now for a while, Lydia was content to live absolutely in the +present, as was Billy. Surely there never was such an April. And +surely no April ever melted so softly into so glorious a May. Apple +blossoms, lilac blooms, violets and wind flowers and through them, +Lydia in her scholar's gown, hanging to Billy's arm, after the day's +work was done. + +She seemed singularly uninterested in the preparations for +Commencement, though she went through her final examinations with +credit. But the week before Commencement she came home one afternoon +with blazing cheeks. Billy was at the cottage for supper and when they +had begun the meal, she exploded her bomb. + +"Dad! Billy! Lizzie! They've elected me a member of the Scholars' +Club!" + +"For the love of heaven!" exclaimed Amos, dropping his fork. + +"Why not?" asked Lizzie. + +"Lydia, dear, but I'm proud of you," breathed Billy. + +"Professor Willis told me, this afternoon," Lydia went on, "and I +laughed at him at first. I thought he was teasing me. Why only +high-brows belong to the Scholars' Club! Prexy belongs and the best of +the professors and only a few of the post-graduate pupils. But he says +I was elected. I told him lots of students had higher standings than +I, and he only laughed and said he knew it. And I've got to go to that +banquet of theirs next week!" + +"Fine!" said Billy. + +"Fine! Why, Billy Norton, I never went to a banquet in my life. I +don't know what forks to use, and I _never saw a finger bowl_!" + +Amos grinned. "What's the use of being a scholar, if that sort of +thing bothers you?" + +"I might get a book on etiquette and polish up," said Lydia, +thoughtfully. "I'll get one to-morrow, and practise on the family." + +Amos groaned, but to no avail. Lydia borrowed a book on etiquette from +the library and for a week Amos ate his supper with an array of silver +and kitchen-ware before him that took his appetite away. He rebelled +utterly at using the finger bowls, which at breakfast were porridge +dishes. Lizzie, however, was apt and read the book so diligently while +Lydia was in class that she was able to correct Lydia as well as Amos +at night. + +Ma Norton had insisted on making Lydia a white mull graduation dress. +She would not let either Lizzie or Lydia help her. She had been +daughter-hungry all her life and since she made her own wedding gown, +no bit of sewing had given her the satisfaction that this did. + +So it was that Lydia, wearing the mull under her scholar's gown, and +with the precepts of the book on etiquette in her mind, attended the +Scholars' banquet, timidly but not with the self-consciousness that she +might otherwise have felt. + +Billy left her at the door of the hall and Professor Willis took her in +to dinner. There were only two other women there, but Lydia did not +mind. + +"You never told me," said Willis, after Lydia had safely chosen her +salad fork, "what you've done about the three hundred and twenty acres." + +Lydia looked up at him quickly. She had been dreading this moment for +some time. + +"I'm going to give up John Levine's claim on it, and enter on it as a +homesteader." + +"But what an undertaking!" exclaimed Willis. + +"I'll not go alone," said Lydia gently. "Billy Norton will go with me." + +Willis turned white, and laid down his salad fork. Lydia turned her +head away, then looked back, her eyes a little tear dimmed. + +"I'm sorry," she said. + +"Don't be," he answered, after a moment. "You never did a kinder thing +than to tell me this now--before--not but what it would have been too +late, had you told me two years ago." + +"Oh, I am so sorry," repeated Lydia miserably. + +"But you mustn't be! Besides, you and I are both scholars and scholars +are always philosophers!" + +He was silent for the rest of the banquet, in spite of his philosophy. +But when he was called on for his toast, which was the last one, he +rose coolly enough, and began steadily, + +"My toast is to all scholars, everywhere, but also to one scholar in +particular. It is to one who was born with a love of books, to one who +made books--good books--so intimate a part of her life that she made +poverty a blessing, who combined books and living so deeply that she +read her community aright, when others failed to do so, to one who is a +scholar in the truest sense of the word--a book lover with a vision. I +drink to the youngest and sweetest scholar of us all!" and he bowed to +Lydia. + +How she got through the congratulations and out to Billy, patiently +waiting at the main campus gate, Lydia was not sure, for she was quite +drunk with surprise and pleasure. After she had told it all to Billy, +and once more they were standing under the pine at the gate, she said, + +"Billy, will you go up with Father and Lizzie and me to open up the +three hundred and twenty acres?" + +Billy answered slowly. "There's nothing I'd like better. I was born +to be a farmer. But, Lydia, it looks to me as if, as a lawyer, I'd be +a more useful citizen, the way things are now in the country." + +Lydia shook her head. "We've got too many lawyers in America. What I +think America needs is real love of America. And it seems to me the +best way to get it is to identify oneself with the actual soil of the +community. What I want is this. That you and I, upon the ground where +poor John Levine did such wrongs, build us a home. I don't mean a home +as Americans usually mean the word. I mean we'll try to found a family +there. We'll send the roots of our roof tree so deep into the ground +that for generations to come our children's children will be found +there and our family name will stand for old American ideals in the +community. I don't see how else we Americans can make up to the world +for the way we've exploited America." + +Billy stood with his arm about the slender "scholar." Suddenly there +flooded in upon him the old, old call, the call that had brought his +Pilgrim forefathers across the Atlantic, the call that was as old as +the yearning for freedom of the soil. + +"Lord!" he cried, "how glad I'll be to go up there! Think of beginning +our life together with such a dream!" + +"I believe John Levine would be glad, if he knew," said Lydia, +wistfully. + +"I know he'd be glad. . . . Lydia, do you love me, dear?" + +"Love you! Oh, more than all the world! You know it, don't you?" + +"I know it, but I can't believe it." His arm tightened around Lydia +and as on just such an evening, four years before, he said, + +"What a wonderful night!" + +A wonderful night, indeed! Sound and scent of bursting summer. +Syringas coming as lilacs went. The lake, lap-lapping on the shore. +The lazy croak of frogs and the moon sinking low over the cottage. +Above them the pine, murmuring as of old. Life and the year at the +full. 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